ASCENDED MASTER KUTHUMICHANNELED THROUGH MICHELLE ELOFF©Johannesburg : 24 April 2004www.thelightweaver.co.za

THE ASCENSION PROCESS

I am Kuthumi and I come forward upon the rays of love and wisdom to greetthee at this time and to bring unto thee the blessings of warmth, of truth,of your true identity, and of lightness. Greetings, beloved ones.   And it is with great joy and pleasure in our hearts that we may gather with you uponthis day as we hold you firmly within the heart of Christ and securely uponthe hands of God.

Beloved ones, as you have come to be present in the light of Spirit, so youcome to be present in the light of your Divine Self.   Living within the light of truth, especially one's personal truth, allows for the divinity ofone's true self to be the personality, the character and the identity thatmakes up all that you are in the material world of planet Earth.   There is much more to you than you could ever imagine, and who you are experiencingat this time is simply a drop in the ocean of the grandness and theimmensity of your entire self.   Today the teaching that we are bringing specifically is that of the Twelve Golden Principles of Life that LadyGuinevere has already brought through this channel, being taught as apathway to ascension; not the pathway, but a pathway.   One that you can choose to utilize to assist you in your own journey on the path to fullascension.

Lady Guinevere has brought these principles for a very specific purpose andthat is to assist each one of you in empowering yourself by getting to fullyknow yourself.   Now the pathway - or any pathway - to ascension is not simply the process of being able to levitate or dematerialise your body at atime when you feel you have had enough of being upon the planet. Theascension process is a very important, very sacred and very necessaryprocess.   Without being able to ascend the various lower aspects of self, one cannot come to fully experience or achieve what is known as fullascension.   Last year we spoke at length on victim consciousness, poverty consciousness, lust and conditional love consciousness. All of these fourtypes of consciousness embody the twelve golden principles that need to befully integrated and maintained in order for you as an individual toascend - to move from lower consciousness to higher consciousness.

The majority of humanity has already felt the impact of the ascensionprocess, and even those who are presently unconscious, so to speak, arefeeling the impact of the ascension process. The rate at which light isbeing filtered into your planet is causing life to move at an acceleratedrate for all of you, and what one would generally experience in the space ofone year, many are experiencing in the space of one to three months, andsome are even experiencing ten years' worth of experience in a matter of twoyears.   Perhaps some of you are nodding to yourselves and thinking, ah, that is why life is so frantic at the moment.   It is all necessary because your

planet is evolving at a rapid rate.   Gaia has already committed to her ascension process, therefore everything and everyone that is a part of herbeing will have to go through it.

The chakric system of your body is undergoing immense change because of yourascension process.   Every chakra holds lower and higher consciousness, and what the twelve golden principles are based upon are also held within thechakras: both the positive and the so-called negative.   You are both positive and negative, male and female, light and dark, and your ascensionprocess is teaching you how to transmute dark into light, and how to becomea fully balanced person in both your masculine and feminine energy.   Your masculine and feminine aspects are the only aspects of self that need tocome into balance.   Every other aspect of self needs to be transmuted into light.   There is no such thing as bringing balance in light and dark.   You transmute dark into light, and you bring balance between your masculine andfeminine aspects of self.

As your chakras respond to this new light, there are also aspects that arereacting to the intensity of the new vibration. This is also resulting inyour body moving from carbon-base to silicon-base. The more crystalline youbecome in your body, the less dense you become, therefore the more difficultit is for you to associate with any kind of dense vibration - be it anenvironment, a person, a food substance or any other substance.   You will find that these sometimes cause severe distress in your body.   The management of stress is also a major part of healing in this particulartimeline.   Humanity has become so caught up in the rat-race of life that they have forgotten the essential skill of balance, and their bodies havebecome caught up in the modern illness of stress.

Now let us briefly give to you the twelve golden principles that everysingle person on this planet will have to work through.   There is no hiding from it.   The first three principles are known as TLC: TRUTH, LOVE, and COMMUNICATION. Truth is all about being true to yourself: acknowledgingtruth, speaking truth and living your truth.   Love is about practising unconditional love, self-love.   It is about breaking out of conditional love consciousness.   Unconditional love is an especially important lesson at this time.   Your governments are undergoing immense changes in their structures and many of the politicians of the world today are having to look at thetrue meaning of unconditional love.   Far too many conditions have been placed on almost every aspect of life.   Unconditional love is about loving yourself and the other person enough to set a boundary that allows many ofthe other golden principles to fall into place.   One of those is respect. By respecting yourself, you have to ensure as well as insist that othersrespect your boundaries.   And for you to practise respect, you need to respect other people's boundaries.

The fourth principle is to do with NON-JUDGEMENT.   It is second nature, in general, for humans to judge others, without even thinking about it, simplyby observing another person's life path.   It is easier to judge another person's journey as opposed to looking truthfully at one's own journey.   And if people will insist on judging others' journeys, without having walked inthose shoes, the judgement will always reflect back to the self, to show the

individual where the judgement is actually reflecting what is either lackingor what is in severe pain in their own life.   So your judgement reflects your wound.

Then, CREATIVITY as the fifth principle is a very important process withascension, because creativity allows one to process what is beingsuppressed, repressed, as well as depressed.   The chakras cannot process if the individual is in major denial regarding certain aspects of their life.Therefore creativity acts as a means of unconscious processing if the personis too deeply wounded.   This is why creative process therapy is so important.

The sixth principle of CONSCIOUSNESS and the seventh principle ofRESPONSIBILITY are also very important.   Living one's life unconsciously is living one's life irresponsibly.   Responsibility is simply the ability to respond to life, and when you are living unconsciously you are unable to useyour ability to truly and lovingly respond to whatever life presents to you.Many people shirk responsibility because they do not have the tools to dealwith the circumstances of life.   They are not confident enough in their ability to respond to what life requires of them, in order to solveproblems, in order to find soulutions.

And when one is out of touch with Spirit and with one's soul, one cannotfind soulutions.   So, be conscious of how it is that you judge others and how you overstep their personal boundaries.   Be conscious of how it is that you place conditions upon yourself; how you do not respect your ownboundaries by allowing other people to abuse you or overstep your personalboundaries.     Be conscious of how you use the energy of love.   Be conscious of how you use or do not use the powerful healing tool of creativity.   And be conscious of what your truth is.

The eighth principle of RESPECT is a most important principle: respectingall of God's creation, from the tiniest ant to the giant whale.   All of these creatures are manifestations of Love which have been put intodifferent forms that embody life force.   All deserve respect.   The new children of the planet, those who have been coming into this world over thelast 25 years, especially those over the last three to seven years, bringthat very important lesson to humanity, because adult humans have had tolearn to respect the smallest child in order to remember how to respect theself. Because your needs and requirements as an infant were not respectedand met, and because you felt violated and humiliated, you cannot fullyrespect your own needs, nor can you fully respect another person's needs.

An example is perhaps you as a little boy or little girl did something thatembarrassed you, and your parents shared it with all and sundry because theythought it was very cute or amusing.   Your parents may not have done it deliberately to humiliate you, but because you could not fully express yourfeelings you were unable to communicate to them how embarrassed or angry youfelt at their violating your trust or betraying your privacy.   Perhaps something at school happened where a peer teased you.   Every single one of you experienced a violation of your sacred personal boundaries.   Therefore you are not fully able to respect yourselves, because you have not been

equipped with the tools necessary to rectify the situation, and to educatethe other person in respecting you.

The ninth principle is LOYALTY.   Being loyal to yourself goes hand in hand with truth.   Being loyal to those who have entrusted you with their deepest vulnerability; who have entrusted you with aspects that they do not wantshared with others; people who have come to you for a shoulder to cry on.Now, the dog is on the planet as a teacher of loyalty.   Many of you may find at a certain time dogs become quite an active part of your everydayactivity.   Listen to how nature speaks to you, listen to how Spirit communicates with you through the various creations of God, through music,through poetry, through the written word.   So you will learn that Spirit is always loyal to you, always answering your questions at exactly the precisemoment that you need the answer.   The question is: Are you listening?   Are you conscious of what is happening within you and around you?

The tenth principle is that of PASSION.   Without a passion for life, one cannot fully experience life.   Creativity allows one to experience passion. Passion gives birth to creativity.   Without passion there is very little creative force.   Creativity is not only drawing, or singing, or dancing. Creativity is the life-giving force that creates and therefore manifestsyour living experience.   So the creative energy that you use in your mind, manifests a creative form, a force which is the life that you live today.All energy is creative.   It can either create something positive or it can create something negative.   This is why being conscious and living consciously is such an important aspect to master, and which is why it isone of the twelve golden principles on the pathway to ascension.   Passion allows you to express your divinity; it allows you to utilise your God-giventalents and gifts to assist others in this world.   It allows you to make the most of the life that you have chosen.

JUSTICE is the eleventh principle.   Without justice nothing can come into balance.   Therefore you need to be fair in your relationship with yourself. You need to ensure that all wrongs in your life are made right.   This covers forgiveness of self and others.   One of the most important healing processes is forgiveness.   Where you feel anybody violated your truth in any way or any form, justice needs to be done by your healing of that wound.   Every wound that is present in the self absolutely has to be healed in order forone to fully ascend, in order for one to move beyond the various levels thatbring one the lessons that allow one to heal.   If you are not prepared to face your past and heal the wound, you will find yourself running in circleslike a dog chasing its own tail.

Now let us also add here that many times one's body will automaticallyremember something from the past, when something in the present occurs thattriggers the past memory.   This may manifest in a sudden feeling of irritation or depression for no identifiable reason.   Or you find yourself feeling tearful, sad or depressed to the extent that you do not want to bein the presence of others.   This is how the body remembers the past, and that memory is released through the emotional cellular structure of yourbeing.   Other times the body remembers it through the physical structure, and affects you physiologically.   Many people will manifest, perhaps, a cold

or a recurring cough, or incessant headaches which may lead to migraines.Some people may manifest rashes which don't go away, or something as fatalas cancer. All of these are manifestations of what has not been processed.Your psychology determines the strength or the lack of strength of yourphysiology.

One also needs to utilise the very important tool of FAITH (twelfthprinciple).   Faith allows one to move mountains. Faith allows one to keep one's eye on the light of God's love that is ever-present, even in thedarkest tunnel.   All of you have been through immensely stressful situations over the last 48 months.   All of you have had to look into very deep wounds and all of you present here today are already actively working with yourascension process.   You are already processing many of the twelve golden principles that are still encased in negative consciousness.

We would like to give all of you the opportunity today to choose one of thetwelve principles that we have mentioned and we will give you an opportunityto verbalise it.   Whichever one you choose is the one that your guides and Spirit will help you with over the next twelve weeks, to completely processand to try and bring it into its full light aspect.   This is the beginning of working with your ascension process or pathway in a more consciousmanner.   As I have said, no person on this planet can escape moving through these twelve golden principles, because they are the principles that make uplife, period.   Many of these principles have been severely abused which has resulted in many of the heinous acts that have been acted out by many.Those who are still trapped in the pain and darkness of their own woundshave taken these golden principles and have broken them down for their ownmeans.   Not all of these people have done this out of greed and self-satisfaction.   Many of them have done it because they do not know any better.   By those of you taking the golden principles and letting that golden light truly live within you, and shine forth, so you allow those whodo not know any better to find their light, to find their truth, and aboveall to find the strength and the courage to face their wound and to movebeyond the pain that continues to be fed as long as they live in darkness.Darkness is simply the lack of knowledge, the lack of love.   It is ignorance.

Every single one of you present in this room today has a very importantquestion, need or perhaps even want.   And sometimes a want is not such a bad thing, because if you want something badly enough, by attaining it you canmeet certain needs.   It is when a want is motivated by lower ego and selfish   gain that it then does not support you and the environment. But a want that is motivated by need or by love will be granted, and can be made manifest.We have observed, on many occasions, people feeling selfish or even dirty,for wanting certain things in life - especially those who have been raisedin very conservative religious homes.   Not any specific religion, as all religions have very rigid belief systems if taken overboard, as some of youwell know.   This has given rise to an immense amount of guilt, and when one is guilt ridden one cannot fully give to the self or of the self.

Other times, people who are so guilt-ridden give too much of themselves, andtherefore cannot give enough to the self.   This often results in poverty

consciousness.   Because you are "selfish" if you have a lot of money, and you are not "spiritual" if you have a lot of money or you live verycomfortably.   So what happens is that as soon as you get money, you make sure that you get rid of it very quickly, so that you are not seen asunspiritual or selfish, and your unconscious as well as your subconsciousgets rid of your money for you very quickly without you even consciouslyhaving to try!   All of a sudden the dog may become very ill and you have to fork out a lot of money for that.   Or somebody reverses into your car or you accidentally bump somebody else's car, and you have to get rid of yourmoney.   These are simply examples, but it happens to many, many people who find themselves with money coming in and before it can even make the bankbalance look at all attractive, it is gone.

Poverty consciousness with regard to relationships works in the same way.   A person who has been betrayed or violated in any relationship with a parent,friend, relative, teacher, or anyone will never be able to fully embrace apartner in their life while these issues remain unaddressed.   They will test that partner's loyalty, trust, and love to such an extent that they willactually push him/her away in order to confirm their own belief system thatthey do not deserve love.   In other words, the poverty consciousness with regard to love is then manifested, and you confirm for yourself that you donot deserve love.   Again, the subconscious does this for you beautifully because you are acting out your past experience.   This is why we say "live consciously".   Be aware of the creative energy that you manifest in your mind, and which manifests in your physical reality.   Be aware of your thoughts, your feelings, and your actions, so that for your future you cancreate something that you want, and that you also need.   All of you want a balanced life.   You want to have love, friendship, loyalty, peace and happiness.   You want to be financially independent.   You want to be able to live your passion, to do the work that you truly are passionate about.   All of you want this.   And as much as you want it, you need it.   You need it in order to become a whole being. You need it in order to become a fullymastered being, and you need to master these principles in order to ascendto the higher dimensions.

So wants and needs actually go hand in hand.   And faith will help you to find the strength and the courage in yourself, in life and in God to achievethis.

Now we would like each one of you to verbalise which of the principles youwould like to work with and what aspect of your life you need the mostsupport and assistance with right now, and I, the Ascended Master Kuthumi,along with all the other Masters, including your personal guides, give youour word that we will stand by you to heal and assist you with whateverneeds healing, and to help you to master that principle.   Be conscious of the fact that whatever you state will be taken seriously, and whatever needsto be removed from your consciousness in the form of belief systems, habits,attitudes and perhaps even physical circumstances such as people, jobs andany other relationships, will be removed if these are interfering with yourmastering that aspect of your life.   In order for light to be present, darkness must be removed.   In order for the wound to be healed, the infection and inflammation must be healed.

So we shall begin moving around the group from left to right.   If you have any other questions,   you may ask, but please limit it to one each, so that every person here today has the opportunity to ask a question.

Q: I have been working with poverty consciousness for quite a while now.While money comes in something always happens to dispose of it.   In the last two months I have had some problems with dogs, and I don't know what thisreflects for me.   The uncertainty of the money flow has always been a problem for me.

K: As we have said, the dog represents loyalty.   You have not been loyal to yourself with regard to your self-worth and the value system of yourcreative energy.   Very often animals process negative energy on behalf of their owners.   You are more connected to the dogs, while your wife is more connected to the cats, and that is why the dogs represent your energy andthe cats represent her energy.   The dog who is ill represents Lady Nada, an Ascended Master, who holds the Magenta Ray or light which is unconditionallove.   You have had to deal with unconditional love with yourself - loving yourself enough to believe that the physical manifestation of yourcreativity is worth a certain amount.   So because you have not been able to be unconditional in the acceptance of your creative force, you have placedcertain conditions on your creativity.   Your life-force was being completely depleted by your lack of unconditional love of self, and unconditionalacceptance of your self-worth and your value system, because your father'sand mother's programmes were still governing you.   Their poverty consciousness was still locked into your subconscious.   That is what was playing out for you.   You have already actively begun to change that and that is what you have to continue to work with in order to master thisparticular process.   So, for the next twelve weeks be very conscious of your attitude toward money, and toward your creative force.

Q: Of the twelve golden principles at this time, I need help to live withconsciousness, and to heal my past wounds of rejection.

K: Beloved one, we shall stand with you to work through this.   Let us say at this time, look at how you reject yourself.   Do you reject thoughts and feelings and ideas?   How much of yourself do you ignore and reject?   This will help you to see how it is mirrored or reflected . (tape ends). We wouldalso suggest then that you become aware of who rejected you in your past,and what it was that they rejected you for.   When you can determine that and observe it, see that whoever it was that rejected you or your actions did sobecause they could not accept what you were reflecting for them in their ownselves.   Whatever is rejected is because the person cannot accept its reflection.   This will be of great support for you, and this is part of your living consciously.   The more aware of who you are, and what you are, and how you live, the less you will reject about yourself and the less you willreject life.   Therefore life can support you even more on higher and deeper levels, and you will reap the rewards of your efforts.   Blessings be with you, beloved one, and know that we will stand very closely with you.

Q: In the morning, I feel that I have no thoughts, and that I'm looking into

myself from another time.   I would like to understand what this means for me, and what it is showing me, and what I should learn from it.

K: In a way this is connected to many of the teachings of Buddha, of beingseparated from the world, and detaching oneself and observing the experiencefrom another perspective. It is important for you during this cycle toobserve your behaviours, your thoughts and your feelings, and how it is thatyour poverty consciousness affects your life.   Your poverty consciousness is related specifically to the experiences through relationships and throughlove.   When you can come to believe that you deserve loyalty, sincerity and complete support from a member of the opposite sex, so you will come tofully trust your male self. This is about balancing your masculine andfeminine aspects.   Even though it may take you on a painful road it is important, because now it is time for you to look at the relationship youhad as a young girl with both your mother and your father, and how it wasthat their detached attitude at times left you feeling unwanted, unimportantand not deserving of love and attention.   So therefore, we will assist you with the golden principle of love.   This will be the theme that you will be working with over the next twelve weeks, so be aware that you will be shownwhere love and self-love is lacking, and where you need to practise lovingyourself - where you need to allow love in, because a part of you hasbarricaded yourself against receiving love.   Blessings be with you, beloved sister.

Q: I think that at this stage I need to work with forgiveness.

K: Beloved one, as we have said, the process of forgiveness is one of themost important keys in healing.   I have given a tremendous amount of information regarding forgiveness, and if you have this information I wouldsuggest to you that you read through it again.   To begin to practise forgiveness you can use this information to assist you as a guideline overthe twelve weeks ahead of you.   Let us also add that faith will play an important role, because through forgiveness you will need to rebuild faithin yourself to do the things that you did not do because lack of forgivenessprevented you from experiencing whatever it may be.   So both faith and forgiveness will work with you.   Be aware that whatever you need to forgive will be brought to the fore during the next twelve weeks.   It is important that you work with it the moment it comes to the fore.   If you ignore it, you will find yourself in depression.   We would also suggest for you specifically during this time sister, because you are prone to certainenergies, that you take the range of B vitamins to keep your energyuplifted. There is an immense amount of surface anger that could come to thefore with forgiveness, and if the anger is not felt it will be experiencedas depression. Blessings be with you, beloved one.

Q: (inaudible)

K: You know what I have said.   If you do not utilise trust it will turn to rust, not so?   When something does not work it eventually completely erodes. Your trust issues are with regards to being able to at least trust people inintimate situations, where you need to rely on the person for whatever yourneeds are.   This too will take you on the journey down the road of your

past, and of your childhood where people who were very close to you betrayedthat trust.   This will also perhaps take you into various aspects of your relationship with the man that you were married to. So also be consciousthat over the next twelve weeks anything and everything to do with trustwill be in your face. (laughter)   You asked for it!   Blessings be with you, beloved one.

Q: I have been dealing with fear for a long time now, which has alsomanifested in shingles, and I'm not sure what to connect it to . I can alsofeel that it has affected my digestive system. My question is what do I linkit to? And also how much of the digestive problem is due to our bodies being"tuned", and how much of it is due to the food I am eating?

K: First of all, the digestive system becomes sensitive when one is tryingto digest emotions that no longer support the person, or if you areswallowing undigested experiences and emotions. This comes back to yourmother. This is unprocessed, subconscious material or a programme that youare working with at this time. And your fear is linked to truth - the fearof perhaps fully being in your truth, of living the truth of who you are onall levels in every way.   As a child, and even into your teenage years, you did not give yourself permission to be your whole self, your truthful self,and at this time with the fine-tuning as you have called it, your body andsubconscious are having to purge everything that does not serve the processof your integrating yourself completely. In choosing to change your name andto integrate this energy, you have had to purge everything that yourprevious name represented, so that this one can be fully present. Thisenergy is far more sensitive than the dense energy held by the previousname, because that was very much connected to your mother's wants and needs,and now you are coming to determine your wants and needs.   This is causing all the changes and sensitivity in your physical body.   We would suggest that you spend time in meditation visualising the old body and the old skinfalling away. Imagine yourself peeling the skin off of your body, to revealthe new skin. We would also suggest that you ask your angels of healing tosupport you through this very sensitive time of healing, and that thediscarded energy be transmuted into light as they support you through this.Do this daily.   Visualise yourself within a cavern of crystals, so that the crystal energy can support the development of the crystalline structure ofyour new body.   Crystals play a very important role in the healing process now, as the human body becomes more crystalline. They are vital tools inhealing the body. So find yourself a crystal that can become your ascensionhealing crystal. Hold it during your meditation and visualisation, and askyour angels of healing to utilise the devic energy of the crystal to bringbalance and healing to your body.   We would also suggest that you increase your intake of vitamin C to support the emotional body, and Spirulina tohelp the immune system of your body. Spirulina is also a very high source ofprotein, and it energises and detoxifies the body at the same time. Thiswill bring some relief to your digestive system. Be careful of any richfoods for a little while, for approximately the next three to six days. Eatfoods that are natural and preferably raw, and this will also bring balanceto your system.   So truth is the principle that you will work with. Fear is the inability to trust one's ability to live one's truth.   Blessings be with you.

Q: I would like to understand the principle of passion in my life.

K: Passion does not ever bring one to one specific point, where one thenstays for the rest of one's incarnation. Passion, as we said, gives birth tocreativity, and creativity gives birth to passion. The creative force is ina perpetual state of creation and of motion. Therefore the passion that youhave been experiencing has taken you on a wild adventure of roaming aboutthe various aspects of yourself that you have perhaps not linked yourselfwith previously. With regards to it being in your professional life, you donot need to come to one point of so-called stability. Your passion willalways take you in various areas and avenues because that is part of yourjourney. That is how you are gathering information. And your passion isleading you to one grand point of being, not of stagnation. Therefore wewould suggest to you to surrender to where your passion is taking you, andnot to try and limit its ability and its potential. Not to feel that youhave to try and justify choices and actions based on where your passion istaking you, but to simply allow yourself to be in it, and in being you canalso actively utilise it. So over the next twelve weeks, your guides willshow you the powerful gift that your passion has brought you and that it isto bring you to the point to which it is taking you. Therefore the challengewill be for you not to limit your passion, not to try and justify it toothers, but to surrender and to go with its flow. By going with the flow,you grow with the flow. Blessings be with you.

Q:   I have a feeling I need to work with the issue of forgiveness. I would like to know more about who or what I need to forgive.

K: Your forgiveness is with regards to boundaries and the principle ofrespect. It will take you on the journey of looking at how you have not beenrespected: your ideas, your beliefs and even your sense of self as a person.You may find in your dream state that you are remembering events from yourpast and the way you have been treated by other people, verbally andemotionally, that has violated your sacredness as a being. When a person isverbally or emotionally abused it also causes a breakdown within the systemof being. The system of being is self-confidence, self-esteem, andself-worth, as well as self-respect, self-love and self-acceptance. Whenthat is violated, slowly but surely all those aspects of being begin tobreak down. So the boundaries are weakened, one is not able to defend thoseboundaries, and so respect is violated. So those are the issues offorgiveness that will best support you. Does this make sense to you?Blessings be with you.

Q: I would like to know what the meaning is of the heat in my hands. I wouldalso like to work with my creativity and passion, and I would like, at somestage in my life, to sing.

K: The heat in your hands is energy. Everybody has chakras in the centre orpalms of their hands. You will note that when the Master Jesus was nailed tothe cross it was directly through these chakric points. These are verypowerful energy centres, which is why the hands are such powerful tools ofhealing. You need to be creative in order to channel this creative energy.

Now, you can be creative in the form of creating something physically. Youcan also use that energy at this time in nurturing beings of the plantkingdom, so you can use it with gardening if you like. Perhaps a physicallaying-on of hands onto people or animals.   Crystals also resonate very strongly with your energy and will be very good tools to help you channelthat particular energy. You are ready to embark upon a very importantjourney in your life; you are on the verge of a whole new way of living. Andthe energy is simply waiting to be expressed. We would suggest that youbegin by choosing something creative with which you can initiate theprocess.   This will allow the creative force to flow which will also help you with your passion. And there is absolutely no reason why you cannotsing. Perhaps if you feel like it, go for singing lessons to assist you inbecoming more confident in utilising your voice.   Another way of strengthening the voice for singing is to chant mantras, and to make yourown sounds.   We would suggest that you sit in meditation with your palms facing upwards, a crystal in each palm, and that you begin to use yourvoice. Allow sounds to emanate forth. You will begin to feel the vibrationin your own voice shifting the cells in your body, and that will also becomea tool of healing. We are also being given a vision for you. This issomething that you can make a reality if you choose to. The vision is of youin a sacred space with one or more individuals, whomever you choose,surrounded by crystals and by fire (lots of candles). You are working withthe element of fire and the element of earth through the crystal kingdom,healing these people or person, and the vibration of sound is shifting thecells within their bodies. This is a form of healing that you will be ableto do if you choose to pursue it. The Masters will support you with it.Blessings be with you.

Q: Over the last 24 months I have lived a life filled with great blessings.I do, however, find that I am conscious of constantly judging myself andmonitoring whether I am operating from my truth. My question is about takinga step forward into a project that I have been contemplating for some time,which would be based in a spiritual and sacred building created on theprinciples of sacred geometry, and which would allow people to explore allfive senses of themselves.

K: First of all, one of the most important things to remember about being ahuman being on the path of spirituality is that you have to deal with veryhuman aspects of the material world.   And by judging oneself - or others for that matter - one blocks one's own process of overcoming those aspects. Thequest for a perfect spiritual being is what you are all working toward in away, on your ascension plan. However, everyone needs to lighten up a bit.Lighten up!   Allow the light of Spirit to show you the humour in being a human being. This allows humans to accept and surrender to their humanness.There is a very fine line, however. This does not allow or give onepermission to run riot with all of the lower aspects of being human, but toallow your human self space to make mistakes, which in actual fact are gemsof wisdom, because through mistakes you learn. Now this project that youwish to embark upon is a viable one for you, and a very important one, infact. What you need to remember is that in people exploring those senses,they need to still explore the sense of being human.   Sense-ability, common sense, spiritual sense, in-sense or intuition. And when one is able to

lighten up by allowing the light of self to show the humour that there ispresent in being human, so one then is able to acquire tools to overcome thejudgment of self and of others. Boundaries are what are required to insistthat people honour the environment and others.   Judging yourself for small things does not allow one to move forward.   It keeps one trapped in a false sense of trying to be perfect.   Blessings be with you.

Q: I would like to know what specific area of my life I need to work with insetting boundaries for myself and finding an environment where I feel that Ibelong, without having to . (inaudible) . maybe with regard to movingsomewhere where I can find my creative side.

K: You have been working toward this for a very long time now. And yes,everything is coming to a head for you with regard to creating your personalsacred space. Therefore we will work with you with regard to respect and, ofcourse, boundaries. This will manifest in every area of your life - withinyour family with your parents, as well as with work. Initially this may bedifficult for you, but you will find that the more you do it the easier itbecomes. You must commit to yourself and to your personal ascension plan toremain faithful to the commitment that you are setting for yourself. AndSpirit will work with you. We will help you to move beyond fear of any outerforce sabotaging your own efforts to be creative. This has been a long timecoming now, not so? Now set the very first boundary, and that is that underno circumstances can or will any outer force sabotage your efforts withoutyour permission and your willingness. Make this an affirmation. Call upon StGermaine and his violet and silver flame. Ask that his violet and silverflame hold you,   that it manifest around you creating a protective shield, from all and every energy projected towards you, consciously orunconsciously, by any force, incarnate or discarnate, that may interferewith your process of healing and ascension. Be firm with this: mean it andbe clear in your intentions, and over the next twelve weeks you will be ableto manifest this. But you must be serious about what you are doing.Blessings be with you.

Q:   Presently I'm going through a crisis in my life and I feel very hurt and rejected. I would like to know why I am going through this at this point inmy life. Also my passion is to become a healer. I would like to know if thisis going to materialise and how.

K: First of all, every crisis that one experiences is for a reason. There isa very valuable gift that comes from every trauma and crisis. Very often themost powerful healers on the planet have become so as the direct result ofcrisis and trauma that they have experienced and transmuted in their ownlives. Your age is also one that has brought you to a specific point in yourlife, based on the various cycles of numerology that have brought you to thepoint where you are having to look at aspects of your life that perhaps youhave not looked at before, or perhaps that you did not know neededattention.   We would suggest that you look constructively at your crisis. What is it that has hurt the most, and why do you think it has hurt so much?And we would suggest that you write this down. Write down every singlewound. How that wound hurts. Who has been responsible, so to speak, forfeeding or creating the wound. And then ask yourself "What gift does that

wound have for me?" And how can you as an individual heal your wound. Whatmust you do to make it go away?   One of the reasons that people remain locked in past pain and fear is because that particular crisis or pain orfear paralyses the person, and they do not feel that they have the tools orthe means to move out of that pain. So, like an insect paralysed by thepoison of the spider, it remains trapped in the web that created theoriginal pain. Now either the web can be used to catch you, or the web canbe used to catch all the negativity, and allow light to pass through. Thatis the individual person's choice.   By practising what we have asked you to do, you will develop certain tools of healing that will surprise you. Thosetools will equip you to become the healer that you so passionately want tobecome.   We also suggest that you source various forms of information that can assist you. And we would suggest a book for you.   It is written by a man by the name of John Bradshaw. The book is called Home-coming. There is veryimportant information in there that can assist you, and exercises that willhelp you immensely with where you are at right now. This will also help youto give birth to your healing power. You are a natural healer. This is whyyou feel this passion now. So do yourself a favour and begin the journey ofactively healing yourself in order to heal others.   We would suggest that you find this book as soon as possible so that you can work with it over thenext 12 weeks. Blessings be with you.

Q: I've found over the last few months that I've been doing quite a lot ofreleasing in myself, and have found that there are quite a few blockagesthat I don't know how to get rid of. Also I have been told that I am hangingon to something emotionally and that this is why we keep getting burgled.   I would like a few pointers on that as well.

K: As we shift our energy to your energy field, there is most certainly awound in your heart chakra. This is to do with some form of violation ofyour sacred space. Now can you recall anything consciously where as a youngchild or teenager your privacy or space was violated in any way? This mayhave been as simple as a person reading something that you had written thatyou considered personal. It may have been someone taking something of yours,either big or small,   that affected you, because it was something important to you. These are more or less the images that are being projected from yourheart chakra's akashic records. At this particular time on your journeyspecifically, you have come to a point where you are ready to heal thatwound. And because it was a form of violation at that particular time, it isbeing re-manifested as your home being violated. The home is also a directreflection of the heart, because home is where the heart is. This is why youneed to look to your heart space. Go back and look at your relationshipswith parents, with relatives, with friends, with anyone who was close to youwho may at any time, consciously or unconsciously, have violated the privacyof your sacredness. We are not speaking of major abuse, do you understand?It was something that others may have considered very minor that was a majorissue for you. Gestalt therapy would also be a very good form of therapy foryou, so try this as well.   As you work through the Gestalt therapy you may find issues coming up that you did not consciously remember. Your body isremembering the experience, because it is manifesting in your physicalreality as the burglaries, and we will assist you over these next twelveweeks to completely heal and reverse this, and to stop the invasion of your

personal space. We would also suggest to you that you set the very firmboundary and intention that under no circumstances is your private sacredspace violated by anybody who consciously or unconsciously intends to dothis.   And visualise a wall of light around your home, and a ring of fire as well, and ask that a being of light be assigned to protect your home and allits inhabitants as you work through this process in order to completely healit. Blessings be with you.

Q: I have been through a really tough time and I've been trying to work outwhich principle might be involved, and I came up with unconditional love andfaith. I think my faith has been sorely tested recently. Also with regard tothe essences that I . (inaudible) . Those are the kind of issues that comeup for me right now.

K: We do not think there is anyone who has not had their faith tested to itslimits during this time. The reason for this is to learn that it is notGod's fault, it is not my fault, and it is not your fault. It is simplycircumstances of life that have manifested for a reason for the individualto learn and gain wisdom from, and to move beyond. This is the lesson ofbreaking out of victim consciousness.   Remember, you are only a victim once, and after that you are a volunteer.   So, as you build faith in your ability to overcome whatever life throws at you, so you empower yourself, and learnmore about yourself.   You open the doors to more of your talents and more of your abilities, and more resources.   You exercise your creative self's muscles and so you are able to utilise more of the other aspects of self, toopen the door to what your soul fully wants you to be.   Now you are your soul.   And what you learn about yourself is what you learn about your soul's ability to support you, to guide you and that you can trust.   Making the essences has been a very intense process in itself, and people who come touse the essences will go through those processes. Every and any healer andteacher will be able to tell you that as a healer and as a teacher, you aregoing to process what you are going to teach and what you must heal withinyourself, before you can take it others. You will then be equipped tosupport them through the process of doing this. The Ascended Master essencesthat we have given you to create are there because there is a need for it,because there have been enough souls who have asked for a remedy, so tospeak, that can assist them in moving beyond their limitations anddensities. And this is one of many remedies. All of you present here willfind that before you can teach anyone anything, you have to understand thelesson yourself. Before you can heal anyone else of any wound, you will havehad to heal that wound in yourself first. So, sister, you are also movingthrough the initiation process of being able to use the essences to workwith others through your healing, through your channeling, through yourcranio-sacral therapy, and any other modality that will come to presentitself. Is this clear? There is not one specific modality that you will beworking with, and note that many healers will find this happening - thatthey will not remain focused on one specific modality as such, because youas beings have so many aspects of self. There are so many parts of the selfthat will be drawn to different modalities that will support personalhealing as well as being able to support others. One need not be a healer ora teacher to use these modalities. Even people in the corporate world aretapping into different modalities that they are utilising, which have

different labels or tags, and fall under different umbrellas, but stillspeak the same language . (tape ends).

This was the last answer to the last question after which Kuthumi ended ofthe channeling.