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Holocaust Study Tour
Making History
2012March 24th - April 7th
Holocaust Study Tour 2012
Holocaust Study Tour Donors 2012New Milford High School DonorsMarcia and Joseph BogradLawrence CohenJudith and Robert CookCurtis Circulation Company, LLCDoherty Enterprises, Inc. – Applebees RestaurantsAlthea DuerstenRonnie and Martin EisenSusan and Julius EisenFogarty and HaraJoan and Egon FrommGraphic Builders, Inc.In Memory of Howard G. SchneiderInserra Supermarkets, Inc.Murray KuschnerBarbara and Fred LaferJonathan MannNew Milford Jewish Community CenterNew Milford PBANew Milford Education Association (NJEA)Martin Perlman and Jo-Ann HassanBarnett RukinEllen and Harold SchiffTemple Avodat ShalomTemple Beth Am Joseph Gotthelf FundThe Arthur and Eileen Newman Family FoundationThe Burton G. and Anne C. Greenblatt FoundationThe Henry and Marilyn Taub FoundationThe Jewish War VeteransBarron S. WallMimi WeisShirley and Solomon WeissUnited Water, Inc.Arthur AbramsDana AufieroVictoria and Keith BachmannCelia and Sheldon BassIda and Gary BorerRobert BorteckLillian and Isaac BraudeOlivia BurtenElizabeth and Robert ChesterSusan and Howard CohnLeanne and Raymond CottiersJames CourterVivian DavisLaura and David EisenDavid Elliot
Joanne and Michael FalkDamon FellmanLawrence ForsterIrene FrankPaula GellisEllen and Ralph GerberBarbara and Robert GrodskyMorris I. GrossmanSheppard GuryanIlse HellerBernice and Leon JaffeMarilyn and Elihu KatzmanSandra KaufmanA.B. and L.G. KesslerLinda KeesingAnnette and Michel KirszrotJoel KobertEdith and Robert LevineClaire MannJoan and Brian McCannEstelle MeislichHanns Martin MerzbachSarah and David NanusThe Piasevoli FamilyDana and Frederic RubinPhyliss RubinPeggy SaslowSteven SaslowLisa SchiffDiana and Ervin SchoenblumThe Silver FamilyCarolyn SmithSteven E. SomeJudith and David SolomonStephen TencerRita and Bert ToronKaren VicariBella ViezelThomas WagnerHarriet and Bernard WeinbergArden WeinsteinWest Essex Regional School DistrictDavid WilsonEileen and Donald Wolmer
We gratefully acknowledge the following individuals for their gracious support.Without their continued generosity this program would not realize its full potential.
A special thanks to the following institutions for their continued support and guidance:
The New Jersey Commission on Holocaust EducationThe United States Holocaust Memorial Museum
Yad Vashem, Jerusalem, Israel
Funding for this publication was made possible by the New Jersey Education Association (NJEA) Pride in Education Grants program. The generous and continued support by NJEA has allowed
the educational outreach of this program to flourish.
Bishop O’Dowd High School Donors
Midland Park High School Donors
Saint Thomas Aquinas High School Donors
Trsice Memorial DonorsCharles A. Sullivan Charitable Foundation
The Conner FamilyThe Piasevoli FamilyThe Kaprielian FamilyThe New Milford High School Student CouncilSaint Thomas Aquinas High School Bishop O’Dowd High School
AnonymousChristine MerlettoMichael FinnertyMichael DiPiazza – Koch MonumentsInserra Supermarkets, Inc.Midland Park PBA
Betty BuettnerRabbi Judah Dardik, Beth Jacob CongregationNorma HeathHolocaust Center, Jewish Family & Children’s Services of San FranciscoGeoffrey and Barbara KotinRabbi Andrew Straus, First Hebrew Congregation of Oakland, Temple SinaiHolocaust Center, Jewish Family & Children’s Services of San Fransisco
Contents
14Benjamin Ryan
“...make the history of my own life...”
16 Aidan Merris“Making history make sense”
18 Alyssa Solonkovich“...making history have meaning”
20 Amanda DeCarlo
“...making history acknowledge its pain”
22 Samantha Flores
“...making the absence of their history.....”
24 Devanni Guzman
“...making history prevent the errors of humanity...”
26 Sarah Firestone
“...making history every day that he continues to live.”
28 Kristina Damiano
“...to make an impact with his individual Holocaust history...”
30Gabrielle Van Hoet
“...make history teach...even in the present.”
32 Alyssa Loonam
“...made history by accepting...and educating”
34 Callie Prince
“and that the history of their lives was not ultimately made to be cut short.”
36Hannah Carmichael“...make history recognize...”
38Vanessa Monserrat
“...people who could have
dreamed and made history”
12 Flori Bako“to...remake my own history.”
10Alexandra ZapruderAuthor’s Message
8 Colleen TambuscioJune ChangLisa BaumanBonnie Sussman
Leading
The students who participated in
the Holocaust Study Tour 2012
remember and honor the victims
of Nazi persecution by reflecting
upon their experiences visiting
historical sites in Germany, Czech
Republic, and Poland. New Milford
High School students in partnership
with Midland Park High School,
Midland Park, New Jersey; Saint
Thomas Aquinas High School, Overland
Park, Kansas; and Bishop O’Dowd
High School, Oakland, California,
present the following reflections
that convey the hearts and
minds of this year’s participants.
Project Coordinators:Colleen Tambuscio
New Milford, New JerseyJune Chang
Midland Park, New JerseyLisa Bauman
Overland Park, KansasBonnie Sussman
Oakland, California
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40 Allison Nativo
“Making history become lessons”
42Tyler Ryan
“...make our history as twin brothers...”
44Gabrielle Liebermann
“...making the history of
this area come to life...”
46Hannah Smith
“Sometimes we cannot make history answer our questions.”
48Megan Lucas
“I will make history by shining a light...”
50Trsice & Olomouc
52Shalmi Barmore
54Pavel Stransky
56Our Guides
MAKING HISTORYAs teachers, we study history. We teach history. We
don’t think of ourselves as making history. However,
during our Holocaust Study Tour of 2012 we did just
that: we made history.
Once again we began in Berlin, Germany meeting our
incredible guide and mentor, Mr. Shalmi Barmore.
Through his expertise, Mr. Barmore taught the
fundamentals of German history and the rise of the
Nazi party. As always, students and teachers alike
learned immeasurable amounts from his infinite
wisdom.
Author Alexandra Zapruder joined us in Prague, Czech
Republic where she immediately became part of our
“family” and brought the study of Holocaust history
to a new level for all of us. After Mr. Barmore led
us through the Jewish quarter and taught about the
history of the Jewish community in Prague, we had
a roundtable discussion with Ms. Zapruder, in which
she read us passages from Otto Wolf’s diary. Our
students asked questions and discussed the meaning
of the diary passages. We knew we were involved in
something extraordinary: how many students in the
United States have the opportunity to sit down and
discuss a book they have read in class with the
author? This was just one of the many highlights
of this year’s Holocaust Study Tour.
Each year Holocaust survivor Pavel Stransky
inspires us with his story when he joins us in
Prague and takes us to Theresienstadt, where he
had worked as a teacher during the Holocaust,
and where he married his girlfriend Vera in
order to stay together when they were sent to
Auschwitz. For the entire day our students asked
him questions, and took so much from his words
as we visited the Theresienstadt ghetto and
prison. Pavel’s story of survival, which he calls
his “Holocaust love story,” means so much to us
because so well do we come to know this kind,
sweet man who experienced this horrible history.
In Olomouc, Czech Republic our students met
another admirable Holocaust survivor, Milos
Dobry. Milos shared his experiences in Auschwitz-
Birkenau where he had told the Nazi guards he
was a cook in order to be assigned a job in the
kitchen. Years later in the 1990’s, Milos was
responsible for initiating the process with Yad
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MAKING HISTORYVashem to list the rescuers in Trsice, Czech Republic
as “Righteous Among Nations,” introduced us to the
living rescuers of the Wolf family and led us to the
hideouts in the forest of Trsice four years ago. Milos’
passion and determination shine through and inspire
us. Despite the horrors he experienced in Auschwitz,
he documented history through Yad Vashem, and
thanks to him, there stands today a memorial in the
woods of Trsice.
Because of our
knowledgeable guide,
Shalmi Barmore, each
year we experience new
aspects of the history of the Holocaust. This year
we visited the town of Rabka, Poland, a Jewish shtetl
once used as a convalescent area due to the clean
mountain air. During the Holocaust, Rabka had been
used by the Nazis as a site for terror. From 1942-1944
the Nazis used the convent there as a training center
for Gestapo interrogation techniques. Nazis used
Jews from the town as guinea pigs in torture training,
and threw their dead bodies outside the convent in
a heap, unburied. The nuns of the convent, at their
own peril, somehow took the bodies up the hillside
into the woods and properly buried the dead Jews.
Basically undocumented, this new historical knowledge
had quite an impact on us all.
Each year we learn more, and discover new aspects of
the history of the Holocaust. After two intense weeks
of experiential learning that is the Holocaust Study
Tour, our students then go back to their communities
in New Jersey, California, and Kansas. From the
outside, friends and
family would never know
the historical knowledge
of the Holocaust that they
now possess. They will be the
markers of memory who tell the stories of Otto Wolf,
Pavel Stransky and Milos Dobry. Through their words
and their actions these students are now the living
history; this is the goal of the program.
Knowledge is power and because these students were
part of the Holocaust Study Tour, they now have both
the knowledge and the power to be teachers. Teachers
study history. Teachers teach history. These new
teachers will make the history of the world different.
“Through their words and their actions these students are now the living history; this is the goal of the program.”
Colleen Tambuscio June Chang Lisa Bauman Bonnie Sussman
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I am not sure what I expected when I said I
would join the Holocaust Study Tour in 2012.
I met Colleen, Bonnie, and Lisa more than a
decade ago, and I have heard about the trip for
years. But whatever I thought, nothing could
prepare me for traveling with these exceptional
teachers who provide a historically sound and
emotionally safe experience for a group of
dedicated students who—as I learned—make up
the heart and soul of the endeavor.
The trip was, for me, about firsts and about
returns. A return to Prague—much changed
since I visited as a college student in 1990, just
months after the Velvet Revolution, and yet still
recognizable as the “fairy tale in stone” that
diarist Petr Ginz described. A first journey to
Theresienstadt, the ghetto-camp that I have
studied and written about but had, until the
trip, never visited—a place where three of the
diarists in Salvaged Pages lived and wrote. A
return to the story of Otto Wolf, whose diary
I read and re-read, edited, and struggled to
understand and illuminate in Salvaged Pages.
A first visit to Olomouc, Czech Republic, the
city of his birth and early life; to Trsice, Czech
Republic, where he and his family were hidden;
to Zakrov, Czech Republic, where he was caught
ZapruderAlexandra
and murdered.
I did not anticipate the effect of traveling
with students, seeing the sites of this history
through younger eyes, being challenged by new
questions, and most of all, bonding through
shared experience, emotion, and learning. For
me, the most moving part of the trip took place
when we traveled to Trsice to dedicate the
memorial to the Wolf family and the inhabitants
of the village who collectively sheltered them.
Long after I returned home, I continued to recall
the memory of walking into the forest—a column
of Czech locals, press, teachers, and students—
symbolically leaving our ordinary lives behind for a
few hours to enter the past, to inhabit the reality
of a family struggling to survive, to consider the
ordinary people challenged to risk their lives
for the sake of another’s humanity. There we
saw the rudimentary holes in the ground where
the Wolf family hid for shelter and which today
serve as a sober backdrop to the beautiful grey
granite marker bearing the memorial words. We
stood in small groups in a wide, peaceful clearing,
surrounded on all sides by a cathedral of tall, slim
evergreens, the scent of pine needles in the air,
and considered the accomplishment of those
who created this memorial and the passage
of time that made it possible. I looked at the
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faces of the students—serious, contemplative,
awed, reflective—and felt again the ineffable,
incalculable importance of shared experience;
of being in the physical spaces where history
unfolded; and of the affection, trust and lasting
memory that such experiences engender.
The single most moving moment for me that
day was hearing two Czech boy scouts reading
entries aloud from Otto’s diary in his native
tongue. I could not understand the words and I
didn’t know which entries they were. The sounds
were alien to me and they echoed through
the silent space of the clearing. But for me, it
was yet another moment of return. It was the
return of Otto’s words to the place where he
wrote them, the restoration of his dignity and
individuality in a way that only such a moment
could accomplish. He did not live to see his words
published in Czech and in English; he did not live
to see Eva Vavrecka, who would have been his
niece, standing in for his family; he did not live
to see Colleen Tambuscio, an American teacher
commit herself to his memory and his story;
he did not live to see the once-deserted hiding
place restored, filled not only with media, with
Czech government officials, with members of the
remnants of the Jewish community, but most of
all, with Czech boy scouts and American students
who were drawn to that place to bear in mind a
family they had never met. And yet, it happened.
We stood together and we remembered. It is a
moment that I will never forget.
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BakoFlori
New Milford High School
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How could a train station that looks like any
other have such a powerful effect on me as
I walked by?
Walking through Grunewald train station
in Berlin, I felt an overwhelming feeling of
confusion and despair. I could not understand
how a train station could be used to collect
and deport Jews. When I think of a train,
so many beautiful things come to mind such
as new beginnings and peaceful journeys.
The idea that one is embarking on a journey
with loved ones, or even alone, seems
serene. Unfortunately, for the Jews, this
was not the case. As soon as they arrived at
Grunewald they were sent to concentration
camps and death camps. When in the camps
they were either sent to immediate death
or forced to work. For thousands deported
from Grunewald, theirs was not a journey of
promise.
I relate the act of riding a train to the future.
By getting on a train, I would be moving
forward to new experiences and a new
life. Moving forward is a reoccurring theme
“to ... remake my own history.”in my life. I believe that no matter what
obstacles I encounter, to overcome them
is vital. Even if I have made mistakes, a
new journey means facing those mistakes
and correcting them. I have to have
faith in my future and to have faith in
the ability to start over if need be. This
is why Grunewald train station had such
an impact on me. I could not grasp that
for so many people during the Holocaust
getting on a train did not mean new
beginnings. It meant the end.
This trip has taught me that my own
journey has just begun. Starting over and
moving forward is what makes us stronger
and better versions of ourselves. If people
never let go of what is needed to in order
to move forward, we will never meet the
future. The victims of Grunewald did not
have that same opportunity of moving
forward to a life of new beginnings,
success, and happiness, but I do. I will not
waste any opportunities to make, or re-
make, my own history.
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Benjamin RyanMidland Park High School
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“...make the history of my own life...”
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We waited in a small alleyway in front of a
wooden door. The most meaningful building to
me stood there, hidden between other identical
buildings. We walked up a steep staircase into a
small white waiting room with very few pictures
or clues of the stories that waited inside. At that
time I did not realize the impact this workshop
would have on me. Although I tried to keep an
open mind, I thought that I would experience
the same feelings I had from the museums and
memorials we had previously visited: feelings
of the historical importance but not feelings
of emotional importance. It may seem hard
to believe, but I really did not have any great
emotional feelings while visiting the Holocaust
Memorial and the Topography of Terror. At
these places I saw terrorizing pictures, read
horrific stories and found them truly disturbing,
but it was only as if I was in a life size textbook
walking from room to room filled with artifacts
of the Holocaust. In front of this wooden door,
however, I felt different: our group was about
to enter the first historical memorial of the
trip, Otto Weidt’s Workshop for the Blind also
referred to as Otto Weidt’s “Hidden Workshop.”
This was the place that would leave an imprint
on my memory that will never be erased.
As we followed the tour guide into the actual
workroom where brooms and brushes were
made, I nearly stopped walking when I stood in
front of the original tarnished wooden floor. I
almost felt as if I should not walk across this
“hallowed” ground of the room where blind and
deaf workers were kept “hidden” from certain
death at the hands of the Nazis. Here I was
walking in their same footsteps, in the original
rooms, exactly on the same floors. This was not
just a “building” anymore; I could now picture
the struggles of the workers who had not only
had to fear being blind or deaf, but who also
had the constant fear of being put to death for
having those very disabilities.
Reflecting back on this moment of the trip, I
realize that it created an open mind within
me that would need to be kept open, not just
during the trip, but from this point on in my
own life. Otto Weidt’s workshop was a place
where people were valued and protected and,
as a result, Otto made these people’s histories
different. I can make my own history different
as well by continuing to live with an open mind
and by not judging others. Perhaps this will make
the history of my own life go in a direction I had
never thought possible.
MerrisAidan
Bishop O’Dowd High School
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Facing the reality of the Holocaust is a
difficult task; understanding why such a
calamity was allowed to occur and knowing
who exactly murdered millions of people is
even harder. Throughout my trip in Europe, I
constantly asked myself many questions, but
one that consumed me then and still does
today, is “Who were the real perpetrators
behind Hitler’s Holocaust?” A simple answer
would appear to be the Nazis, but is the
answer so simple?
When we visited Auschwitz-Birkenau, I not
only felt sick to my stomach, I felt a strong
desire to escape; to free myself from the
barbed wire and to never return. I remained,
however, and continued to ask myself who
directly killed millions and millions of people.
I was desperate to find the answer, to
comprehend the incomprehensible and to
come to a better understanding of who
murdered these people.
At Auschwitz, Mr. Barmore told our group
of the train driver’s role in transporting
Jews into Auschwitz and what exactly they
did. Many conductors claimed that they
did not kill anyone, but if it were not for
their role, millions of Jews would never have
reached and entered the death camps and
concentration camps. If it were not for the
person who opened the train doors, the
“Making history make sense”Jews would never have gotten out and walked
to selection. If it were not for the Nazi soldier
in command of the selection, or Dr. Mengele,
the Jews would not have been “herded off”
to perish in the gas chambers. So who exactly
murdered millions of innocent “undesirables”
throughout Europe during the Holocaust?
Many, including myself, might blame Adolf
Hitler, the man behind all of the misery
and death during one of history’s darkest
times. The Holocaust probably would never
have happened were it not for Hitler, for he
definitely was responsible for its systemic
and widespread reach. But then again, Hitler
never directly killed anyone. Another answer
might be the SS officer who dumped the
Zyklon B crystals into the vents of the gas
chambers, which killed hundreds of people
within 20 minutes. A third perpetrator of
the Holocaust could have been some of the
prisoners themselves who were forced to
burn the victims, forever “removing” them
from the world.
Making history make sense would mean finding
one single answer as to who is responsible for
the murder of six million Jews and millions of
other victims during the Holocaust. Perhaps
not knowing is just one more incomprehensible
part of this tragedy.
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Alyssa
New Milford High SchoolSolonkovich
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During the Holocaust trip, our group was
fortunate and privileged to meet the
prestigious author, Alexandra Zapruder. She
has edited and compiled many diaries from
children of the Holocaust, allowing us to
become more familiar with the experiences
of these children. Included in her work,
Salvaged Pages: Young Writers’ Diaries of
the Holocaust, are stories that recount a life
being lived in a ghetto, a child seeing family
members leave to go to their deaths, Jews
forced into hiding and countless others.
The ages of the diarists range from twelve
to twenty-two, and while some of these
child “authors” survived, many of them also
perished during the time of the Holocaust.
A diary written by a young boy named
Otto Wolf, from the small town of Trsice
in Czech Republic, wrote of his time spent
hiding in a small ditch in the woods. With him
hid his family including his mother, father
and sister. With the help of several Trsice
“...making history have meaning”
families, several members of Otto’s family
were able to survive. Otto himself, however,
was killed in a roundup of Jews by the Nazis.
After Otto was burned in a farm house with
others captured, Otto’s sister Lici, was able
to continue writing in his diary.
Otto Wolf’s diary, made known to us
through our reading of Salvaged Pages,
gave us, and the world, the knowledge
of the Wolf family’s very courageous and
important story. Because of knowledge of
the Wolf’s experience during the Holocaust,
this year our Study Tour 2012 group
completed the memorial site to the Wolf
family. We would have been unable to mark
the memorial in the forest and unable to
allow the hideouts to become a historical
site, had it not been for this courageous
young man’s diary, its inclusion in Salvaged
Pages and the commitment to making
history have meaning in a small town in
present-day Czech Republic.
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DeCarloAmanda
New Milford High School
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The Nazi massacre of the men, women,
and children in the town of Lidice, Czech
Republic, was meant to avenge the death of
German SS Officer Reinhard Heydrich. Strict
orders were given to destroy any village that
may have had anything to do with Heydrich’s
death and these orders were thoroughly
carried out. Despite there being no solid
evidence of Lidice being involved in the
assassination, 173 men were shot on the spot,
all of the women were sent to Ravensbruck
concentration camp and eighty two of the
105 children under the age of sixteen were
taken from their mothers and sent to their
deaths in gas vans—the remaining children
were sent to live with German families with
the intent of “Germanizing” them.
Like many other towns during the time of
the Holocaust, Lidice was completely burned
to the ground, destroyed in every way with
no trace of the village remaining. The Nazis
bragged about this brutality, exposing this
horror to the world and showing off how
they could and would do anything they
wanted to do. In the 1980’s, the Czech
Republic acknowledged what had happened
by creating a memorial statue making sure
that the victims of Lidice would not only be
honored, but also remembered.
“...making history acknowledge its pain”
On the day our group visited the memorial, we
stared at the sculpted faces of the children;
the wet and gloomy weather reflected our
moods. Eighty two bronze faces depicting the
children who were murdered stared back at
us, their fright and sadness palpable. It began
raining, making it look as if the children were
crying. This in turn made me break down
for the first time in a long time. Lidice is
just another example of how the Nazis were
ruthless and cruel. In my eyes, some humanity
was restored when immediate action was
taken to show how strongly people felt
against the Nazi actions. Towns everywhere
were renamed after Lidice and once the war
ended, a new village was built 300 meters
away. A beautiful rose garden was also planted
in memory of those who had lost their lives.
By doing the right thing these people helped
lighten this dark spot in history and showed
that although events can never be altered,
they can be honored in such a way that helps
people cope by making history acknowledge its
pain. Those who contributed to making sure
the story of Lidice would never be forgotten
show that great tragedies can bring the best
out of humanity.
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FloresSamantha
New Milford High School
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The Pinkas Synagogue, located in Prague, is
a memorial to the many Jews from Prague,
Czech Republic and several surrounding
towns who were murdered during the
Holocaust. The interior of the synagogue
was designed by painters Václav Boštík and
Jirí John between 1954 and 1959. After
remaining closed for a long period of
time in 1968, the building was eventually
reconstructed. Following the collapse of the
Communist regime, a project was launched
to renovate the memorial, which reopened in
1996. The names of the victims, along with
their dates of birth and death, written on
the walls of the synagogue were compiled
after the war from transport papers,
registration lists, and survivor’s accounts.
The victims’ dates of death are unknown
so the dates of deportation to the ghettos
and extermination camps are stated instead.
The victims’ names are arranged according
to the towns and villages where they
were living prior to deportation or arrest
and are presented in alphabetical order.
This memorial is there to serve as both a
“tombstone” and an epitaph for those whose
names are inscribed upon it.
As I entered the synagogue I realized that
every inch of the walls was covered with
“...making the absence of their history...”
names. The names were not in a large
sized font and there was not much room
in between the names. Reading all of these
names upset me; these people had been
innocent—persecuted for merely being
Jewish. I found myself calculating the ages
of each person I discovered, and realized
more than once that I had stumbled upon
an infant’s name; it made me cringe. I knew
one story from one of the names written on
one of the walls. On the second floor of the
synagogue I located the name: Otto Wolf.
To me, this name held certain significance
thanks to the work of Ms. Zapruder, the
author of Salvaged Pages which we had
studied in class back in New Jersey. But
seeing the other names on the walls beside
Otto’s made me wonder about the fate of
each person. To me, each name at Pinkas
represents more than just 80,000 names—it
represents 80,000 histories lost.
Visiting Pinkas Synagogue made me realize
how important each of us in the world are.
The artists who painstakingly inscribed the
names of the lost Jews on the walls of the
Pinkas Synagogue knew this. By visiting this
synagogue and paying tribute to the 80,000
victims, we are making the absence of their
history mean something.
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GuzmanDevanni
New Milford High School
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On our group’s first day in Berlin, Germany,
one memorial that impacted me was a
playground. On the playground was a statue
that commemorated the Holocaust. Olaf,
our guide, said a synagogue was burned
and years later a playground had been built
over it. He asked if knowing there had once
been a synagogue on the grounds, we would
allow our children to play there. Instantly, my
answer was no. I would not let my children
play there because I felt it was sacred ground.
Another site we visited while in Berlin, was the
Memorial to the Murdered Jews in Europe.
The memorial had an eerie feel to it. It is
a new memorial built in the heart of Berlin
and is impossible to miss. Most memorials
are elaborate and summarize briefly the
events that took place there. The gray
cement blocks of this memorial were plain
with no words engraved on them. The blocks
looked vacant, gloomy, and depressing. The
architect designed the memorial for visitors
to interpret themselves. He gave no answers
or interpretations, but instead a fill-in-the
blank type of model. Olaf’s interpretation
was that each block represented a person—
and the many shapes and sizes of the blocks
represented the loss of many different
“...making history prevent the errors of humanity...”individuals.
Grunewald was another part of Berlin we
visited and there were two memorials there.
The first memorial looked like shadows carved
in a stone wall. The shadows resembled
people waiting on line leading to the railroad
that would lead them to their fate—work or
death. The shadows set the mood for what
I saw next.
Along the platform of an abandoned
railroad, I read the names of cities and
concentration camps and I recognized
dates, and the amount of people who were
deported. Walking along the platform, I felt
grief and desperation because I knew what
each inscription meant for the victims who
crossed the platform into the trains.
Berlin is a city with a terrible past from
which its present-day citizens cannot and do
not hide. The memorials preserve evidence
of the Holocaust and each memorial is as
unique and different as the victims brought
to their deaths. Germany has accepted
responsibility for the Holocaust and in doing
so the nation is making history prevent the
errors of humanity from happening again.
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FirestoneSarah
Bishop O’Dowd High School
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While on our trip, our study group met a
Holocaust survivor named Milos Dobry. Milos
had survived Auschwitz during the Holocaust
by taking an unusual and, what I would
consider, very brave risk. We met Milos Dobry
in the Olomouc Jewish Community located in
Czech Republic. At first, I felt intimidated by
him, although I was not immediately sure as
to why.
Milos came from a family of assimilated Jews
who put up a menorah every December,
but they also put up a Christmas tree. His
parents were Jewish, meaning that he, too,
was considered Jewish regardless of what he
considered himself to be.
Milos told us the story of how one day, while
in Auschwitz, he was so hungry that he went
into a kitchen in the camp, starving, skinny,
overworked, and looking for food. The Nazis
caught him and asked him “What are you
doing here?” Milos replied, “I am the cook.”
In fact he had been given work in the camp
as a butcher, but from then on he pretended
to be one of the cooks. Even though he had
little cooking experience, the Nazis believed
Milos. Since the food was simple, and easy
to make, he was able to quickly learn how to
make the food served in the camp. Having
this job meant that Milos always had a meal
“...making history every day that he continues to live.”
to eat, which kept him stronger than the rest
of the prisoners. This strength allowed him
to sustain himself physically and also kept his
hopes up.
I see in Milos a story of survival. Whether
he developed a faith or belief in God during
his time in Auschwitz or whether he was
captured already having faith in God, he did
not say. But, what was clear to me was his
loyalty to the Jewish people, and the Jewish
religion.
As he retold his story to us, Milos seemed
very proud that he had outsmarted the
Nazis. He was released when the war ended
in 1945, and started a family with his wife
whom he had met in the Theresienstadt
ghetto in 1942. Today, Milos has two great
grandchildren, and his grandson follows
in his footsteps as a leader in the Jewish
Community.
Outwitting the Nazis shows that Milos was,
and is, clever, and that he was driven to
survive however he could. What continues to
come each day, after his survival—his family,
his loyalty to the Jewish people, and more—
reveals the significance of Milos making
history every day that he continues to live.
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DamianoKristina
Midland Park High School
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“There was not one Holocaust of six million
Jews, but six million individual Holocausts,”
survivor Pavel Stránsky hung his head low
as he recalled the unforgettable horror
of “his” Holocaust. I stared into his eyes,
mesmerized by every word as he shared
with us his story. He took me by the
hands, looked me in the eyes and made
his request: “I am not a hero; I am a victim
with a past that I cannot forget. I can see
that you have a strong heart, so stand up
for what is right. Love is the only thing
that can keep you alive. It did for me.”
Pavel’s journey began with his father’s
begging him to commit suicide to save
himself years of Nazi torture and abuse.
Resisting the idea and gravitating away
from his usual pattern of obedience, Pavel
had another goal in mind—to stay alive and
marry the love of his life, Vera. His story
miraculously continues on through the
concentration camps of Theresienstadt,
Auschwitz-Birkenau and Schwarzheide,
continually escaping the fate of the
“...to make an impact with his individual Holocaust history.”
average Jewish prisoner. Having survived
the unthinkable experiences within the
camps, his motivation to push onward
was Vera. After marrying and living a
full life with Vera, Pavel is still alive and
well today, living his life as though every
day were his last. He shares his story for
people willing to listen and for people
willing to learn.
Arriving at the last step of our walk, I held
onto Pavel and had a difficult time letting
go. Like a precious gem that takes many
years to form under extreme conditions,
Pavel’s life should also be as valued and
admired. From hearing his experiences,
I have learned to value life through a
different window, to approach love in a
different way and to cherish my life as
if I might lose it tomorrow. Pavel’s desire
to make an impact with his individual
Holocaust history has already done so for
me.
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Van HoetGabrielle
Saint Thomas Aquinas High School
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A simple dirt path led me into the forest
in Trsice, Czech Republic. The silence offset
each step as my feet moved over the rocks
that were part of the forest floor. As I lis-
tened, the scenery around me transformed
into the forest of the past. The path had
disappeared; I was in the forest alone. With-
out the path to follow I imagined what the
forest might have been like seventy years
ago. And then an unknown boy showed me
the way to a commemorative plaque. My
musings ended as I came to the realization
that the boy I had imagined was Otto Wolf.
The Wolf family, like many families during
the Holocaust, had fled their home to es-
cape the Nazis. To remain undetected, the
Wolfs were forced to live within holes in
the forest, away from town. For years, they
lived in these inhumane conditions, relying
on the people around them to bring them
food, to bring them water and to keep their
secret. The Wolf’s story was documented
in the diary of young Otto Wolf himself. It
would come to serve as a new chapter of
information for history books.
“...make history teach...even in the present.”
Years later, in April 2012, the unveiling of a
memorial in the name of the Wolf family be-
gan in the presence of numerous people—
some were students, others were Trsice of-
ficials and others were descendants of the
Wolf family themselves. This was no longer
a story of a family hiding from Nazi anti-
semitism during World War II, but a story of
the present generations acknowledging the
importance of the family and their courage
to survive. The foundation laid with this me-
morial will pave the way for future genera-
tions to travel the same path, learn about
the Wolf family and make history teach
them even in the present.
As the ceremony came to a close, it only
felt right to end with the Jewish tradition of
placing rocks on the monument in remem-
brance of the Wolf family. I recognized the
irony that the rocks, which moments ago
had been part of the forest floor, would
now serve to respectfully mark the lives that
the forest had saved.
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LoonamAlyssa
New Milford High School
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After reading Salvaged Pages and speaking
with the work’s author Alexandra Zapruder,
traveling to the Wolf family’s hometown
in Olomouc, Czech Republic, dedicating a
memorial in the family’s name, meeting a
descendent of the Wolf family and, finally,
meeting Mrs. Ohera, whose family had
help to hide the Wolfs, I was better able
to understand the pain and suffering that
many people experienced because of the
Holocaust.
After the unveiling of the Trsice memorial,
in the Czech Republic, our group visited a
separate memorial located near the Ohera
home. It was there to signify the raid by the
Nazi soldiers on April 18, 1945 when nineteen
men, including Oldrich and Jan Ohera and Otto
Wolf, were killed. The faces on this memorial
made the situation more realistic than it
had seemed to me before. Furthermore,
I witnessed tears come from Mrs. Ohera’s
eyes as she recognized her father’s picture
and stared with appreciation and pride
for the reason it was there. Her emotions
came alive and it was at that moment that
I realized people are still affected today
by the atrocities that occurred over half a
century ago.
As our group moved away from the memorial
“...made history by accepting...and educating”
and moved toward the Ohera home, I stayed
behind to reflect and closely observe each
person’s face and name on the memorial. I
felt that those people deserved my respect
and that I should acknowledge the pain and
suffering of each soul.
When I decided that it was time to move
on from the memorial, I headed back in the
direction of our group. I got chills as our guide
pointed to a window of the Ohera house and
explained that the very window I had been
looking through was the exact one where Lici
Wolf had often been trapped opposite my
side of the glass, staring out into the open
field. At this moment I couldn’t contain my
tears because the thought of Lici suffering
behind a window, unable to reach freedom,
was quite painful for me.
I am still unsure today if it is pain and
suffering that brings people together, or if
it is genuine love and altruism that triumphs
over that pain and suffering. One thing,
however, is for certain: we cannot disregard
pain and suffering, but we can acknowledge
it and allow it to impact the people around
us. The Holocaust Study Tour group of 2012
did that by dedicating a memorial in the Wolf
family’s name, and we have made history by
accepting the pain of the past and educating
the present and the future about it.
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PrinceCallie
Bishop O’Dowd High School
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Learning about the separation of families
during the Holocaust illustrated the tragic
truth that so many victims died alone and
separated from loved ones whose fate
they would never know. While standing
on “The Ramp” at Auschwitz-Birkenau,
where countless people went through
the selection to either work or to receive
immediate death in the gas chambers,
our guide, Mr. Barmore recounted the
story of the mother who “abandoned”
her young son.
Mr. Barmore told us of a mother, son,
and daughter deported to Birkenau. The
son experienced confusion as they all got
off the train and the mother, taking the
daughter’s hand, tried to walk quickly away
from him. When he caught up to them,
the mother pushed him away, and again,
the son ran up to them, but this time the
mother pushed him away so hard that he
fell to the ground. Other men from the
deportation shuffled the son away to the
men’s barracks, but not without enough
time for the boy to bitterly shout to his
mother “I hope you die!” The son learned
later that his mother and sister had been
“and that the history of their lives was not ultimately made to be cut short.”
sent to the gas chambers, and she, the
mother he had cursed hours ago, had
saved his life alone.
While sitting in a classroom studying the
Holocaust, it was impossible for me to
comprehend how many people had lived
and died in each camp. However, while
on this trip, there was a personal shift
for me. I saw the shoes, the eyeglasses,
the luggage, and the gas chambers and
it was no longer about the large number
of victims, but the victims themselves.
As I began to accept my shortcomings as
an observer, I attempted to channel my
energy into remembering each member
of the families. There were probably
millions who had died within a crowd
of people—a crowd of strangers, but
strangers who would share a common
history. Most likely, they also shared a
common hope: that the members of
their families from whom they had been
separated were not experiencing their
same fates and that the history of their
lives was not ultimately made to be cut
short.
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CarmichaelHannah
Saint Thomas Aquinas High School
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A little girl walks upstairs. She turns on the
lights, and all the horrors that were there
before vanish. Her brother timidly walks
behind her and, hand in hand, they walk into
his room. Hallucinations plague the little
boy, making him afraid to go anywhere by
himself. Soon, his best friend is not the little
boy across the street, but his ceiling fan. The
little sister helps in any way possible, assuring
him that she will always be there to turn on
the light—to take care of him always.
This little girl was me. Living with my brother
has altered the way I view life and how I take
on challenges. Even though he has made my
life extremely difficult at times, I could not
imagine life without him.
Because of my relationship with my brother,
when I was with our study group in Auschwitz,
what made me rock back on my heels the
most was the exhibit inside the museum
with all the prosthetic limbs and belongings
of physically handicapped people. There
were wheelchairs, crutches, and prosthetic
arms and legs, all slightly tattered and worn.
Seeing their belongings directly in front of
me allowed me to picture the people who
once needed them.
“...make history recognize...”
The other victims’ belongings in this part
of Auschwitz were just as personal: rooms
filled with suitcases and even human hair.
With tears blurring my vision, I felt like I was
looking into the past with sad eyes. While
walking through these rooms, I imagined
the owners of these belongings who had
been here. Standing in front of the exhibit
with the prosthetic legs and wheelchairs, I
pictured what I would have done. I created
many scenarios where I would have had to
say goodbye to my brother because of his
mental illness, and it took the breath out of
me. I couldn’t speak or move. I was one of
the last of our group out of that particular
building that day. I just remained there—
staring and crying.
Looking at that exhibit and comprehending
the stories from Auschwitz helped me to
not give up on my brother. The Nazis looked
at the mentally ill and physically handicapped
as a defect of human society. My brother,
the one who loves to play guitar and video
games with me, is certainly not a defect. He
is actually a blessing to all who encounter
him and his gifts make history recognize the
loss of the blessings so many others may
have offered as well.
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MonserratVanessa
New Milford High School
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Millions of people died under Hitler’s rule. Some of these people were business owners, musicians, educators, lawyers, doctors, amateur writers and journalists. These souls all died leaving their dreams behind them when walking to their deaths or the instant they were shot. Others were never able to pursue their dreams because of the status of inferiority implemented by the Nazis. Then there were those who were never given the opportunity to dream because they were too young. Every single human life that was lost due to Nazi control took a talent and gift away from the world. Who knows where our world would be today had these individuals been able to pursue who they wanted to be.
Every mile, every bullet, every can of Zyklon B took away a talented musician, doctor, lawyer, loving father or mother and so many more from this world, leaving only ashes in return. Auschwitz I - the concentration camp was where I saw cases longer than 12 feet deep of human hair, shoes, and suitcases. Each of these items had once belonged to a person. Each belonged to someone who was created for a reason. A portion of these people had been living their dreams, or well on their way to achieving them. However those dreams were cut short.
Some would only know the limits of dreaming. In Prague we went to the Pinkas Synagogue. There I saw pictures drawn from 1942-1944 by children from the Terezin concentration camp in the Czech Republic. The pictures represent the different emotions all these children had experienced—from hope for liberation and acceptance to the brutality they saw daily. Even though all the
“...people who could have dreamed and made history”
pictures were moving, there was one young artist, a little girl, who had drawn so clearly and carefully. I recognized that such a talented youth had obviously had so much potential. I stood there and dreamed of greatness for her.
At Auschwitz I, I saw the proof of even more young souls who had never had a chance to dream. Baby clothes, shoes of little children in addition to all the other artifacts, brought a crashing wave of emotion into my body. Children that fit into these clothes outside of all this tragedy see daily examples of who they want to be whether it is from novels or real people. However, many of these children whose garments were left behind had lost their chance to read a story or find figures whom they would admire. Once they had the ability to process such ideas and use their imaginations, there would be no possible way for them to make their ideas come to fruition.
Throughout this whole experience I battled with the idea of how the value of dreams could be extinguished so completely. I could not understand how such “educated” people who had become the Nazis could create crematoriums not for just people, but for dreams and human potential. How do we know that one of those murdered could not have cured cancer? Written a beautiful aria? Become a significant world leader? Draw a sublime piece of art?
So I end where I began: millions of people died under Hitler’s rule--millions of dreams, potentials and people who could have dreamed and made history if had they been given the chance.
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NativoAllison
New Milford High School
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The ramp in Birkenau had a major impact
on the course of history and the course of
many lives. The selection at the ramp took
thousands of innocent lives and tore families
apart. As I walked down an actual ramp from
the days of the Holocaust, an eerie feeling
came over me. And then Mr. Barmore shared
a hard hitting, shocking story with all of us
on the trip.
During the Holocaust, a teen boy, his mother
and younger sister were at the ramp in
Birkenau for selection. The boy was weak
from the journey when his mother decided
to push him down to the ground. The
mother and little sister kept walking straight
even after the boy called to them and ran to
rejoin them. He reached his mother and was
very puzzled and upset. Again the mother
pushed him down and continued walking
ahead with his sister. The boy, flustered
with anger, then yelled out: “I hope you die!”
He could not have known that his mother
had just saved his life; later that night she
and his younger sister were killed in the gas
chambers.
The story at the ramp disturbed many of us.
I came to the realization that people often
“Making history become lessons”
say things out of anger that they do not
necessarily mean. Teenagers say plenty
of thoughts without thinking and I am an
offender of that as well. Numerous times I
have said things I did not mean at all when
I was upset; I have witnessed others do the
same.
At the end of our day in Birkenau we
walked back down that exact same ramp.
During the Holocaust, however, anyone
who had originally walked up the ramp
was not to return back down it to exit the
death camp—a chilling realization.
After this long emotional day at Auschwitz-
Birkenau, I realized that I should choose my
words more carefully as one never knows
what the next moment or day may hold.
Back home in the United States, we live
very privileged lives where we do not
have to be worry about being sent to a
concentration or death camp as well as
being separated from our families. Making
history become lessons for our own
personal lives can only happen if we are
willing to learn those lessons.
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RyanTyler
New Milford High School
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I am a twin. Because of this, I have always
experienced life in a different way than most
of my friends. My twin and I have shared
family events, have shared similar friends
and have often shared the same classes at
school. Every time I have turned around—
just because we were twins—there has been
my brother, Sean. But on the Holocaust
Study Tour in April, I went off on my own.
Only the students from New Milford, and of
course Mrs. Tambuscio, knew that I was a
twin. The other students and teachers did
not. Until the day we went to Auschwitz.
At Auschwitz, I heard stories about Dr. Josef
Mengele and the experiements that he
would perform on twins. Hearing that and
being a twin really had an impact on me.
How could someone have been as cruel as
that Nazi doctor? What was the purpose
of this treatment specifically toward twins?
What if my brother and I had been alive
then, and had been sent to Auschwitz on a
train? What would have happened to us just
because we were twins?
After listening to our speakers and really
comprehending what I was seeing, I realized
that the experiments on and treatment of
“...make our history as twin brothers...”twins by Dr. Mengele was done because Nazi
thinking saw twins as “not the norm.” This
was so upsetting to me that some of the
people in my tour group noticed my change
in behavior. They questioned me and I told
them that I had a twin brother who had not
come on the trip and that this part of the
tour was significantly difficult and personal
for me, even among all of them. It was then
that I realized that I was doing something
completely different for me—something
that Sean could never experience—I was
dealing with being alone for the first time
in my life. It was an incredible feeling and I
thought that maybe this was how a “normal”
person, who did not have a twin by their
side, felt every day of his or her life.
Dr. Mengele made history by experimenting
on twins. It is something people have heard
about for many years. I will never forget
what it felt like standing on the ramp at
Auschwitz and thinking about Dr. Mengele
and his defintion of “normal.” Being a twin
is normal for me and I will now look at my
brother in a new way and make our history
as twin brothers the best it can possibly be.
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LiebermanGabrielle
New Milford High School
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When our group visited the Bavarian Quarter
in Berlin, Germany, a place where many Jews
had lived before the Holocaust, we saw
memorial plaques on signposts along the
streets representing the first laws against the
Jews—the beginning of Jewish persecution.
As we continued through this neighborhood,
we came upon a mural depicting the Bavarian
Quarter in the late 19th century. In the bottom
corner of the mural there is a picture of a
very overweight man. Upon seeing it, Mr.
Barmore asked us to contemplate the purpose
of this mural that was not actually a part of
the town’s memorials. I immediately focused on
the drawn face of the overweight man. It had a
very exaggerated and long nose that reminded
me of pictures I had seen of Nazi propaganda.
But there was something different—instead
of depicting a “stereotypical Jew”, the face of
Albert Einstein was plastered over where the
face of the original drawing should have been.
This was utterly shocking to all of us who stood
there. We noticed that the “vandalism” seemed
to have been done in two stages. The painted
face underneath had been scratched off and
then the face of Einstein had been placed on
top. So many questions ran through our heads.
Why would someone do such a thing?
Initially, I was confused. The mural was insulting,
but to me, this drawing was even more
offensive. It felt as if someone was trying to still
“...making the history of this area come to life...”mock the Jews. First, I wanted to know who did
this. Was it a Jew who walked by the mural every
day and seeing the old image, became so angry
that he or she tried to scratch off the face? Or
maybe it had been done by an ignorant young
teen, thinking it would be funny? Who knew?
I was confused and frustrated and wondered:
why would someone try to make the history
depicted in the painting disappear?
Even today, I think back to the woman who
actually painted this mural in the 1980s. What
was she thinking? Even though this was painted
many years after the Holocaust, why did she
paint it? Maybe she wanted to remind us of
things like anti-semitism, or how Jews were
stereotyped, or how those stereotypes can still
lead to hatred.
This mural, in its own way, and especially this
year, is making the history of this area come
to life for everyone who passes. Next year, I
wonder whose face it will be. Will the artist
come back and paint over Einstein with her
original Jewish stereotype? Will another person
put a different face on the fat man sitting on
the bench in the corner? Even though I don’t
have the answer to my questions, I know that
seeing the mural impacted me and the way that
I will view physical representations of people for
the rest of my life.
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SmithHannah
Saint Thomas Aquinas High School
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As we walk among the Grzebie Mountains
behind a farmer’s house in Rabka Zdroj,Poland
we discover a small cemetery that could
easily be missed. This is because the path to
this place of remembrance is unmarked.
During World War II, a Catholic convent in
Rabka became part of the site of a Nazi
interrogation school. Under the direction
of Wilhelm Rosenbaum, the Nazis learned
interrogation methods and practiced them
on Jews from this shtetl. They tortured
countless Jews to death and left them
without a proper burial. The Catholic nuns
from Rabka, seeing this utter disrespect for
human life, took it upon themselves to bury
these people in the best way they knew.
They did not know the very specific Jewish
burial traditions, but they gave the bodies
what they believed to be a proper burial.
These nuns risked their own lives to do what
they believed was right. They did not care
that the people were Jewish; they only cared
that they were people.
The nuns buried the murdered Jews in the
forest without any markings on the graves
so the Nazis could not find and perhaps
“Sometimes we cannot make history answer our questions.”
desecrate the grave site during the war.
It wasn’t until later that the Catholic nuns
returned to put tombstones in the cemetery.
These gentile nuns made history when they
showed respect to the Jews in Rabka. By
learning and teaching the story of this place
we were making this history known.
The cemetery now has a fence around it with
a Jewish star on the gate. It is marked now
so that people will know what this cemetery
was and is, but there is little information
about the actual cemetery itself. To this
day the nuns at the convent in Rabka still
do not readily discuss the situation. I know
Mr. Barmore speculated that there has been
some ridicule by members of the Jewish
community because the bodies were not
buried in the proper Jewish tradition. I also
know that the gospel of Matthew says,
“When you give to the needy, sound no
trumpet before you.”
While our visit to the Rabka cemetery may
raise many questions, it raises a final one for
me: does religion really matter in determining
respect for human life? Sometimes we can
not make history answer our questions.
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LucasMegan
Saint Thomas Aquinas High School
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“Gray.”
Gray was the color of the Holocaust, of the pain and
anguish felt. Gray was the color of the sky on that
cloudy, rainy day when we stopped in the Krakow
ghetto. Gray was how I felt when I thought of all
those who used to live inside the ghetto, trapped.
And gray was the color of the Krakow ghetto’s walls.
Before I went on the Holocaust Study Tour, I knew
that it was one thing to study the Holocaust in class,
but a completely different thing to be where it took
place. But nothing, no book or movie I watched,
would have ever prepared me for the flood of
emotions that were to overwhelm me on this trip.
In my Holocaust class back in Kansas earlier this year,
I studied the Krakow ghetto, learning it was terribly
overcrowded, with an average of four families
sharing an apartment. Once our group actually
arrived there, I could see that the ghetto walls
appeared to be made of Jewish gravestones, now
the color of gray, that stood a few meters high.
At one point, while standing outside a pharmacy in
what had been the ghetto, Mr. Barmore told us a
story that I will carry with me for the rest of my life.
In March 1943, the Jews from the ghetto reported
to the square right outside where the pharmacy now
stood, and it was there where they were separated
from their children. The parents were told that they
would walk to Plaszow, a camp a few miles away, and
their children would join them a day later. After
the parents departed, the Nazis shot and killed their
children. The parents learned this when at Plaszow
they were forced to sort the clothing of the dead,
some finding what had been the clothes of their
very own children.
“I will make history by shining a light...”Later that day, as I looked back out at those gray
walls from inside our group’s bus, I tried to imagine
those who had stood, walked and lived behind
those walls during the Holocaust. What had they
gone through? Who had stood behind the walls,
longingly gazing out at the world, wondering why
they could not be free? In my life there have been
times when I have felt trapped, whether it be by
fear or by my own doing. I know from experience
that once I began to feel trapped, a “gray” slowly
overwhelmed me until I began to lose all hope. And
then something would happen for me that would
bring the light out once again. The Nazis, however,
by murdering the children, had denied that light
to their Jewish parents. I wondered how they had
found the strength to go on living in a “gray” world
knowing their children were dead?
Being a part of the Holocaust Study Tour changed
the way I now live my life. This trip made me realize
that I have the chance to live life to the fullest—
the chance to experience the light of the world
and all that light can offer me. The children of
the Krakow ghetto never had that chance to fully
live and experience the colors this world can bring.
Learning about the children made me realize that
I want to live for those who never had the chance
to.
I can make history day to day simply by living
and acknowledging that through the gray there
is always light. I am part of the next generation
and I will make history by shining a light on the
world through remembering and giving voice to
this horrific event.
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went into the archives at the United States Holocaust
Memorial Museum in Washington, D.C. We also see
photos and written reflections of students from past
Holocaust Study Tours,
This year we are honored that two very special guests
journey here with us. One is Eva Vavrecka, Otto
Wolf’s niece and Lici Wolf’s daughter, who has been
our friend since our first meeting in Prague last year.
Walking beside her husband Tony, Eva makes this
surreal trek back to the hiding place of her mother,
uncle and grandparents. Another honored guest is
Walking through the woods, we lead this year’s group
of students—our fifth—through the dense forest.
This year the path is clearly marked with fresh wood
chips leading to the new memorial. We hear voices in
the usually still woods; TV crews and news reporters
with microphones approach our students to ask
questions. In the distance near the memorial stone,
on a clothesline strung between towering pine trees,
laminated pages from our 2008-2011 Holocaust
Study Tour books flap in the chilly breeze. Closer,
we can see pictures of pages from Otto Wolf’s diary
previously photographed by our students when they
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author Alexandra Zapruder, who read pages to us from
Otto’s diary at our Teacher Fellowship in Washington, DC
in 1998 before publishing Salvaged Pages. Since joining
us in Prague a few days ago, she has become a friend to
each of our students, forever changing the way they view
authors of classroom texts.
We stand here overwhelmed with emotion, watching
Olomouc Jewish Community leader Petr Papousek,
grandson of Milos Dobry, who first brought us to Otto’s
hideout in the forest in 2008. How remarkable for Milos, a
survivor of Auschwitz, that his great-granddaughter and
great-grandson stand here, now, hugging the legs of their
father, Petr, as he leads a ceremony for Czech dignitaries
70 years after Jews from this area were rounded up by
Nazis and sent to their deaths.
In the crowd, we see familiar faces, friends from the past
five years. The mayor of Trsice, Leona Stejsksalova, whose
efforts led to the construction of the Wolf memorial,
anticipates its unveiling. Mrs. Ohera stands with her sister,
who we have not met yet, but who must also remember
taking the Wolf family into her family’s home in the last
months of the war. Even though we can’t understand
their language, we understand the loving looks and tears
in their eyes as they greet us with hugs and smiles. Dr.
Brezina, who as a young boy remembers seeing the Wolfs
in these woods, stands with other members of the Trsice
community. An elderly woman in a wheelchair tells our
guide, friend and translator, Ilona, that she was Lici’s friend
before the war, and that today someone carried her here
because this memorial dedication means so much to her
personally. So many people—new dignitaries, presenters
and markers of memory—mingle with our students and
stand with us to watch this history in the making.
After the unveiling, tears roll down our faces as together
we place stones on the memorial, seeing there, also, the
names of our schools back in the United States. Most
importantly we think of Otto, the unwavering boy, whose
diary led American teachers and students here, together
with his descendants, to this secluded forest to mark
the place where Czech rescuers saved his family. Otto is
the historical figure, whose words have become so much
more than just pages in a book studied in the classroom.
His words have become a memorial to all the people
who risked their lives rescuing a Jewish family during the
Holocaust. These words have become a marker for future
generations who will come to this place to remember the
brave Wolf family, who trusted the villagers of Trsice—
and the villagers who honored that trust in the name of
humanity.
As we walk out of the forest following the path, we
take one last look back. The people have all gone, but
the memorial stands, surrounded in silence, beside the
eroding holes in the hillside where the Wolf family hid for
three long years during the Holocaust.
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Mr. Barmore’s knowledge and expertise shape our thinking as we engage in the complexity of the human behavior which surrounds the Holocaust. As we contend with the essential questions he presents before, during and after the experience, we realize that Mr. Barmore’s formal input becomes the lens through which we learn to articulate this history to our families, peers and community. His historical guidance and insight deepens the meaning of this experience and offers an approach unique to our learning framework. We are grateful for Mr. Barmore’s leadership and commitment to educating the participants involved in the Holocaust Study Tour each year.
Our lead historian, Mr. Shalmi Barmore, brings to this program
his many years of historical research in the field of Holocaust education. He founded the Department of Education of Israel’s Yad Vashem. Over the years he has reshaped the face of Holocaust education in Israel and abroad. He served as the historical consultant for Claude Lansmann’s ground breaking
film, SHOAH. He has been the Director of the Jewish Museum in Prague, Czech Republic and founded an Israeli-based education
experiential learning program, Echo-Melitz, which
focused on Jewish identity and its relevance to the Holocaust.
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Through lectures and tours of the former Terezin Ghetto, Pavel seeks to educate students throughout the world. He shares his experiences in the hope of eradicating indifference in our world today. At the age of 91, Pavel is determined to bring his message to all who will listen. We admire his remarkable courage during the Holocaust and willingness to educate others on such a difficult and tragic part of his own life and his survival. We are grateful for Pavel’s dedication to teach others and for his strength in recounting such a complex Holocaust story. His presence, poise and compassion have inspired each participant to become a spokesperson for future generations.
Our time in Prague, Czech Republic each year is enhanced by a special
day with Holocaust survivor Pavel Stransky. Pavel was deported to the Terezin Ghetto from Prague where he worked actively as a teacher. Pavel was imprisoned in Terezin with his fiancée
Vera. Pavel and Vera married in Terezin just before being deported to Auschwitz. In Auschwitz-Birkenau Pavel was assigned to work in the children’s block,
which ultimately saved his life. After liberation, Pavel was reunited with his wife Vera and they returned together to Prague.
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GuidesOur
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trusted friends in an important journey of Holocaust study. We are grateful for their open-mindedness and willingness to further our knowledge.
A special thanks to Paul Stilling of Frosch Travel and Marjorie Brandon of Five Star Touring for arranging every detail of our trip with great care and consideration for o u r needs. Their commitment to our program and their providing us with an exemplary itinerary allowed us a seamless, educational, and memorable experience.
A special thanks to our local guides, Olaf Kolbatz of Berlin, Germany;
Ilona Zahradnikova of Prague, Czech Republic, and Ewa Czuchaj of Krakow, Poland. These guides provided insight into local history as well as how this history played a role in the Holocaust. Each of these individuals took great care in opening our eyes to the richness of culture offered by every country. Through these individuals we learned to understand and appreciate the efforts put forth by each country to preserve the integrity of their heritage while struggling with their nation’s participation in the Holocaust. Over the years, these guides have become our
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New Milford High School, Midland Park High School, Saint Thomas Aquinas High School and Bishop O’Dowd High School recognize and appreciate the support
of the Board of Education and the administration of each school.
Barbara Collentine, Editor
Walter Pevny, Graphic Design
Bedros Kharmandarian, Layout Editor
Samer Jaber, Matt Trento & Chris Redmond, Contributing Graphic Designers
Kasandra Appice, Cover Design
Karen Vicari, Proofreader
Contact Information:
Colleen Tambuscio, Project Coordinator
New Milford High School
One Snyder Circle
New Milford, New Jersey 07646
Phone: 201-262-0172 ext. 2235
Email: [email protected]
Website: www.newmilfordholocaustproject.com
Blog: www.hst10.blogspot.com
Funding for this book was provided by a New Jersey Education Association Pride Grant