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Rdhr has two corresponding moods: She is Rdh in ka-l l, and in gaura-l l, the mood of distribution, She is Gaddhara. In gaura-l l, Ka Gaurga appears with the bhva-knti of Rdhr as Gaddhara, the man standing by His side like nikicana, one who has lost everything. He is standing there just like a facsimile, only a carcass, only the form without the spirit. But Gaddhara has so much inner at-traction for Mahprabhu that it surpasses all of His other associates. In Gaddhara we fi nd personifi ed love for Gaurga. No such degree of love for Gaurga can be found anywhere else. Next in affection is Svarpa Dmodara. Then comes Rpa and Santana in the mdhurya-ll connection; then Nitynanda and ac-mt in the vtsalya con-nection. Advaita Prabhu and rvsa Paita also have love for Mahprabhu, but their devotion is of another type. It is not so deep from the point of view of love, but a respect-ful attachment.

Mahprabhu has distributed what He has experienced in His deep trance. But we must be ready to pay for it, and our Guru Mahrja came for that purpose. Pjala rga-pathadont go hurriedly. Fools rush in where angels fear to tread. That experience is for the highest minded. It is the highest. One must go step by step. If we omit any step, we will be nowhere. We should be mindful of every step, and automatically that will take us in the right direction. Dont ever try to run very hurriedly. Try to remain a little down and back. That will forcibly take you to the goal, naturally. The higher Vaiavas will take you there. You cant go there on your own, yam evaia vute tena labhyas. That is true all the way, yam evaia vute tena labhyas. Your ac-ceptance will come from the higher quarter. You should go, but dont try to trespass. Otherwise you are gone, fi nished.

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Ka cannot dismiss the guardian very easily, because the guardian has a solid position in the Lords relationship. If we enter into the domain of our guardians care, our position will be assured. Our only solace is that we are going through His agent. Hes so kind and benevolent that He has sent His agent to recruit us, and that is our hope. We must be thankful for that, and not become traitors to His agent. We must be cautious to see that we do not betray His agent, for thereby we betray ourselves.

Our only solace....

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Rdhr has two corresponding moods: She is Rdh in ka-l l, and in gaura-l l, the mood of distribution, She is Gaddhara. In gaura-l l, Ka Gaurga appears with the bhva-knti of Rdhr as Gaddhara, the man standing by His side like nikicana, one who has lost everything. He is standing there just like a facsimile, only a carcass, only the form without the spirit. But Gaddhara has so much inner at-traction for Mahprabhu that it surpasses all of His other associates. In Gaddhara we fi nd personifi ed love for Gaurga. No such degree of love for Gaurga can be found anywhere else. Next in affection is Svarpa Dmodara. Then comes Rpa and Santana in the mdhurya-ll connection; then Nitynanda and ac-mt in the vtsalya con-nection. Advaita Prabhu and rvsa Paita also have love for Mahprabhu, but their devotion is of another type. It is not so deep from the point of view of love, but a respect-ful attachment.

Mahprabhu has distributed what He has experienced in His deep trance. But we must be ready to pay for it, and our Guru Mahrja came for that purpose. Pjala rga-pathadont go hurriedly. Fools rush in where angels fear to tread. That experience is for the highest minded. It is the highest. One must go step by step. If we omit any step, we will be nowhere. We should be mindful of every step, and automatically that will take us in the right direction. Dont ever try to run very hurriedly. Try to remain a little down and back. That will forcibly take you to the goal, naturally. The higher Vaiavas will take you there. You cant go there on your own, yam evaia vute tena labhyas. That is true all the way, yam evaia vute tena labhyas. Your ac-ceptance will come from the higher quarter. You should go, but dont try to trespass. Otherwise you are gone, fi nished.

9 781886 069305

90000>ISBN 1-886069-30-1

Ka cannot dismiss the guardian very easily, because the guardian has a solid position in the Lords relationship. If we enter into the domain of our guardians care, our position will be assured. Our only solace is that we are going through His agent. Hes so kind and benevolent that He has sent His agent to recruit us, and that is our hope. We must be thankful for that, and not become traitors to His agent. We must be cautious to see that we do not betray His agent, for thereby we betray ourselves.

Our only solace....

Contents 4Preface Introduction About the Author Part One: The Krsna Conception 13Part Two: Follow the AngelsPart Three: Higher TalksVerse Index