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A2 Media Studies Gabriella Said

Dialogue design draft 2

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Dear Diary,

Today is Wednesday 16thOctober, and I am in need of some effectie hel!"

#oneliness, inde!endence and enerable are the $ords that describe my inner feelin%s

ri%ht no$" This has left me $ith lo$ self&esteem and to be stru%%lin% at this !recise

moment" 'ein% !re%nant has affected me mentally and !hysically, leain% my

thou%hts blan( not (no$in% $hat to do) I mean brin%in% a ne$ %eneration into this

$orld re*uires e+!erience and a $illin%ness to ta(e on many ne$ res!onsibilities" I

am too youn% for this situation I dont (no$ ho$ I am %oin% to ada!t, $hen I cant

een ta(e this into account $ithin my o$n life" This is a !eriod you %o throu%h $hen

you hae lies a si%nificant !art of your life and %ained e+!erience from that liin%,

this is somethin% that you already do $hen you hae a career and can financially

su!!ort yourself throu%h the costly business of accommodated a ne$ human bein%"

'ut this unfortunately isnt the case, my heart is tellin% me that Im not ready to %o

throu%h $ith this !re%nancy, as much as hain% a baby is a $onderful thin% (no$in%

that youe made somethin% so s!ectacular, I hae so much self&doubt and can see

serious that I $ould face conse*uences if I $ent throu%h $ith this, for my o$n life

and the childs" Im not a selfish, but I hae to do $hat is ri%ht for me and if that

means in hain% to !roceed $ith an abortion, then so be it" This is $ithout a doubt the

bi%%est and hardest decision I hae eer come across in my life" -oun% mothers

al$ays hae issues and drama bet$een family and friends $hich creates tension andstress" I am only 1., I /ust cant do this es!ecially to my family" They dont need this,

(no$in% that my mum and dad are in a bad !lace ri%ht no$, hain% ar%uments and

disa%reements $hich resulted in my dad leain% me and my mum, liin% far a$ay in a

lo$&middle class area" Ma(in% mista(es is a natural lesson in life, but too many can

lead to ne%atiity, hain% the life you didnt $ish for" A !rime e+am!le of this is my

dad, as he is in a financial crisis consistently !leadin% my mum for su!!ort" I refuse to

end u! in that state0 I /ust need to e+it this !roblem sooner rather than later I need a

$ay out

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Dear Diary,

Today is Wednesday 16thOctober, the sun is %leamin%, not a cloud in the s(y"

3a!!iness, e+citement and confidence are the dominant feelin%s runnin% throu%h me

ri%ht no$" This uni*ue e+!erience has arisen at the early sta%es of my life, $ithout

any !lannin% or intentions bein% inoled" Discoerin% that I am !re%nant has

contributed to hae a !ositie im!act to my life" I hae a uni*ue o!!ortunity, in

ada!tin% to this ne$ situation, to become a more mature human bein%, and to become

more res!onsible for each and eery one of my actions in this life" On many Ie seen

a lot of youn% %irls !lay $ith self&doubt in situations of une+!ected !re%nancy $hichhas led to abortion or ado!tion or %randmothers becomin% mothers in their !lace" 'ut,

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A2 Media Studies Gabriella Said

I hae self&belief and I hae made a !romise to myself, to my family, to my friends

that I am %oin% to do eerythin% I can to !roide for my child, and I $ill !roide for

my child" I (no$ a lot of !eo!le see that hain% a child is somethin% to be done later

in life $hen you hae financial security, e+!erience and $isdom" 'ut I dont thin(

that hain% a child means that you hae to sto! %ro$in% yourself" Self&%ro$th is

mostly to do $ith motiation I am %oin% to continue to educated myself" I $ill find$ays to $or( from home, its not %oin% to be easy and !ro%ress re*uires !atients, but

I (no$ I can stay !ositie" I hae a ery su!!ortie family, $ho I de!end on and $ho

de!end on me, thats the bet ty!e of family you could %et, so I am not alone in this

this" My mother and father are role models, they both %enerated all their efforts to

ma(e sure that I $as brou%ht u! healthy, (no$led%eable and in a safe" They hae

made me $ho I am today and this is the (ind of !arent I $ill be for my o$n child" I

(no$ I am only 1. and thin%s arent %oin% to be easy, but $e dont %ro$ in this life

$hen thin%s are easy" This is somethin% I am %oin% to embrace $ith all of my heart" I

hae no stron%er desire then to be a fantastic mother for this ne$ human bein%

%ro$in% inside of me"