an experience report on being conscious and understanding infinity

8/12/2019 An experience report on Being Conscious and Understanding Infinity

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An experience report on Being Conscious and

Understanding Infinity

Overcoming Self-Induced Narcissism

the Engineering of Consent

Our Collective im!ic "ysfunction

and Space-#ime Constraints

And some strong $ords a!out $hat%s right and $hat%s

&ossi!le

Imagine being able to participate in the leading edge of humanunderstanding with your daily living, optimizing and participating in

data mining the ways in which we clean and share our interpersonalsphere of biological influence. A person seen as a Conscious Entity, aUnique tate of !atter capable of integrating and producing unique

information forced by an Entropic Universal Intelligence, a "ensity or#ravity of $rchestrated $b%ective &eductions in an Infinite $pen'ended

(oop of integration and improvement in a Conformal CyclicCosmology, a biological entity designed to interact with perceived

(oved $nes in a mutually caring genuine moment of shared biologicalpositivity or what I call )iological Empathy driven by Altruistic elf'

!astery, And'or a #enerator of Unique *radable Information in termsof Economic #ain+ no matter how you choose to define what a person is

or how people are, All these ideas will have to be taen into account.


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!y mother passed before the birth of her grandchildren...

-er embodied wisdom lives on...

*his is the eperience I was born into.


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In my /ife and in my Children is the brilliance of what0spossible within me. As we share time and space with eachother, we up regulate each others0 optimal biological

functioning, literally supporting and caring for each othermost intimate aspirations, generating -armony withinour (imbic &esonance as a pecies, positively affectingall of man ind. /e tae great 1oy in this *ruth. Anowing that by becoming better people we All becomemore Intelligent and Creative, #enerating Empathy and

Insight2 the two most 3owerful and Universally -uman4orces of 5ature6

*his is a 3ower shared by All Equally and "emands theCommunion of *wo under the )anner of


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A young child waes up from the bosom of the !other finding itself called to (earn. Acall fueled by an insatiable quest for personal bestment in order to raise up family and bethe best parent, partner and person possible. *haning #od for the remembrance of theEchos of -er voice, he can feel her saying 07ou can do anything you put your mind to+you can become 3resident of the United tates if you want to60 aid with the confidenceof an eperienced overcomer, a !other can really imprint the capacity of self discoveryand turning big ideas into real life eperience unto a child0s physiology. *he other voicethat rings in this child0s ear, this time from his 5anny dear Aunt "ebbie, 0If you learn andmaster !athematics, you can do and understand anything.0

At age 8, my !other needed to be in rehabilitation in order to receive some special careand help with her problems with addictions and co'occurring psychological disorders,both of which had nothing to do with me or were because of me. !y !other demandedthat it be eplained to me this way so I would now straight up what was going on withher as she was admitted+ for she understood and raised me to be understanding as well.

ee before this point my !other had taught me to epress the spectrum of my feelingsfrom I love you mom on down the line+ but if something was off, we needed to tal aboutwhat we both could do to mae it better. 5ot why are you mad, not who0s wrong orright, not as something I deserve or am entitled to feel. It simply gives all involved anopportunity to mae things better. *his was coupled with a strong emphasis on creativestory telling from an uninhibited imagination. o geared with this, I prepared to be withwhat I9d considered etended family, altruistic strangers. I remember getting a bowl ofcereal. Immediately recognizing that it was not my favorite, I ased for something else.*he care giver0s reply was, :If you don0t lie what we have to eat, you don0t have to eat.;

-er directness gave me a %olt of realization that I should be thanful for A57*-I5# Ihave to eat. I went from defining whatever was gifted to me in the moment in relation toan arbitrary past preference to defining whatever is gifted and available as something tofirst Appreciate. After a couple of nights of crying myself to sleep really missing mymother, I finally ased for an etra pillow to cuddle with. As I laid there inducing thefeelings of being with my mother, I felt the 4U(( 3&EE5CE of my !other within myown heart, within my own being, and I instantaneously realized she always /as with meand always /ill be. *his redefining of my !other from an outside entity that could behere or not, to a very real eperiential Internal 3resence, is -ealing in the -ighest ense.

A couple of years later, as I was better able to see myself in relation to others, I grievedgreatly for not having and nowing my 4ather. It was not often I swam the seas of tearsand emotions that come with the feelings of lacing the presence of the 4ather, if not toomuch more than a handful of times in my entire early lifetime. *he very first eperiencewith this suffering brought not only intense crying, but an immediate recognition of allof the beautiful men and women in my life who had 4athered me in various ways in amanner that epressed the best of what a 4ather could be. I then felt as if the whole


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universe was my 4ather, and that the specific player of the role may continuouslychange, but my 4ather remained. *his, too, I new to be inside of my own being. )eforethe age of


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of all of the internal damage. *his resulted in B to 8 hours of %ust being with it all, pantinglie a dying dog on the side of a slow country road. "uring this time I had to movearound in order to tae 'rays and scans all cut up from head to toe with a fracturedpelvis. *his was made easier with the support of the nurses. At one point, they told methat a doctor was coming in to put his hand inside of my gaping wound to feel aroundand see if my internal organs are ruptured. &emember, I9m feeling EE&7*-I5#. -ecomes in and tells me to turn on my side so he can gain access to my insides. I say o %ustgive me a second. And I mean, not one'!ississippi had gone by, this doctor lets out a tifflie I9m %ust ruining his day and didn0t %ust get hit by a car... I immediately respond withone of those war wailing cries as I turn over, and thanfully, no internal ruptures orbleeding. !y fianc@ arrived two hours after receiving the call from three hours away.)efore she comes in the room, some of her friends who were already there made it apoint to as the nurses if they could wipe up some of the blood before she came into theroom. *hey started wiping the floor, walls, and machines that had been blessed with mylife blood. "uring the process, I remained light. I remember a nurse trying to find,

unsuccessfully, a place to in%ect a local anesthetic in order to put a stitch in my eyelid. Ibegan to laugh and said, :Considering what I9d been through, I can handle it. /e0ll call itmy uperman stitch.; About a month later, I started to become angry at the person whohit us. I channeled this into a wor out regime which at the time was optimal and evenhealthy, but would not remain so. After being mad and buling up, I began to channelmy anger in visions of revenge. I went so far as to finding the address of the maninvolved in the hit'and'run. It then got to a point to where I was seeing myself icingopen his door with a sawed'off shotgun wanting to impose my will and cast my%udgment in ways that I can leave to your own poetic imaginings. *his immediately

stimulated me to stop and consider how I really felt, and feel, about this person... A waveof Unconditional (ove came to the surface from the depths of my own being, revealingmy love not only for this person, but for any and all people... After this, I understood thatbeing honest and eperiencing -ate is a Catalyst for a deeper, more profound (ove. Anintense redefinition occurred. -ate is not bad, nor does it oppose love+ it can be used tostimulate a spectrum of action, but more than anything else, it is always a Catalyst forthe realization and eperience of a deeper 3ersonal Epanded (ove. I then began toredefine any challenging eperience as a Catalyst for more (ove.

Around three years later, my mother was illed in a hit'and'run accident. At this point, Iwas learning to define everything as an Abundant )lessing and then process theparticulars. I chose the perspective that my mom had been released from what was onone hand a life long struggle with multiple personality disorder and co'occurringaddictions and on the other, a woman who changed peoples0 lives for the better. *wo'hundred and seventy people showed up to her funeral and almost all of them made it apoint to tell me, :!adeline is the reason I9m clean today.; :!imi is the reason I passed


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this class, or even went to school.; All this from what society may consider nobodies onup to doctors. I felt that if I9d helped one person in the way she helped plenty, I9d be morethan happy to die. 5ow, I could have been devastated over the fact that I was %ust nowstarting to open up and empathize with my mother after having been away from her ona permanent basis since age seven, or beat myself up cause I0d wasted time being coldand callous toward her in my late teens. I would dive deeply into these feelings and onesfar more intense, and really en%oyed the eperience of loss and grief. )ecause I chose tofocus on the blessings of the situation and honestly dived into the full spectrum ofemotions while continually epressing my appreciation for it all as well, I was able to seethe tangible benefit of the situation, even in the midst of the storm. 1ust as wonderful, theminute thoughts and realizations of potential negativity, although sometimesaccompanied with intense emotion, began to continuously become more and moreresolved. As my main focus was on the #rowth and -ealing, the tiny waves of negativitybegan to bring with it more and more tangible resolve with each recurrence. *henegativity had no fertile ground to epand, so as it ept popping up, the only thing that

could epand from it was tangible resolve and integration into All'*hat'Is being anAbundant )lessing. All I did, do, or can do to create #rowth and to allow the -ealing istoDefine EVERYTHING as an ABUNDANT BLESSING, Pay close attention toeverytin! "ein! as s#c, an$ e%&ress sincere tan!i"le a&&reciation for All'Tat'Is in

any Given (o)ent*

All anyone ever said when they realized my love for math was more or less that I shouldbe an engineer because they use math and mae a lot of money and stuff that isuniversally good for our society. !y encouragement growing up was to help save the

world and that if I new math, I could now and do anything. In first grade myindergarten teacher suggested me to be a part of her after school program for ids whowanted to learn about how to help save the environment and create world peace, for myintention was self evident even as a young boy. In middle school, though, it wassuggested to me to go to a local chemical manufacturing plant to study it though theperspective of the engineers involved. In high school without having to spea on myrecent past eperience, it was suggested that in four years I can mae the most moneywith an engineering degree and be doing something prestigious and beneficial to all.*hese social and emotional motivators have nothing to do with what I really wanted formyself, nor was that ever their care or cause to now6 o I go to (U manipulated intothining I would lie to be an engineer, when really I0m interested in saving the worldand mathematics, essentially optimal human functioning. o I went from mechanical, tostructural and chemical engineering, to secondary math education. After my motherdied, I finished up at !c5eese with what is officially a #eneral tudies "egree with aconcentration in !athematics. I consider my degree a bachelors of cience inConceptual Engineering and I trust my official transcript speas for itself. It was a selfdriven educational system that gave me the best idea of what optional human


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functioning is and how and why it is not being fully realized. In learning all this with theintention to share with and benefit all others unconditionally, it is now made clear andrealized with this written body of wor along with our day'to'day living.

*wo ma%or trials faced this realization at the very start of this change of influence fromsocial status to internal heart driven motivation. *hrough the sheriff department0s victimassistance program I received si months free therapy at the institute forneuropsychiatry with the same doctor who had been seeing my mother for the last fiveyears for free because of her care and interest for the case. !y want for this was two fold,first to learn more about what my mother was going through and to mae sure I9m doingeverything I can do to mae sure I remain happy healthy and creative. I learn manybeautiful and healing insights about my mothers process and confirmation about herlove, praise and recognition of me. 5ow this lady starts out on the fir st day withsomething lie 0we should meet a few times, at least, before we figure out whatmedications to put you on0. !oving on to a wee later saying something to the effect

0you0re amazing, we only need to meet every two wees0. *wo wees later, my third timeto see her 0you don0t need me, your doing everything perfect0. In this most sensitive oftimes, I was clear enough to not be influenced by this healer and remain firm in nowingwhat I9m doing, being in the service of the highest good for the entire planet. In myholding strong I was able to help heal her limited perspective of me and resonate withwellness strong enough for her to reflect it bac to me, despite and overcoming, the veryreal predispositions that have strong effects on anyone within our interpersonalinfluence. *o be clear, if I wasn0t fuced up before I saw her, her believing that I mayneed something outside myself to attain optimal neurochemical balance, could0ve gone

and done it6

As I graduated !c5eese, my passion for saving the world was soaring. I as myprofessor of applied behavior analysis in psychology and my professor of collectivebehavior sociology, what they thought about the following idea. *ae the healingbehavior principles for helping a person, that are so matter of fact, and apply it tocollective behavior in order to see if we can positively change the behavior of a group ofpeople lie we say we can do with a single person. 5ot only that but mae this processmandatory before we try to change the behavior of a seemingly malad%usted collectivesuch as a country arming itself or fostering hatred etc. with the worst methods ofbehavior change. *his is made abundantly clear if applied similarly and down scaledbac to a person. *hin if we not only sanctioned Deconomically attaced but alsoattaced an individual9s home and community directly with physical and psychologicalwarfare, including as a mainframe the manufacture of consent. All because they havebeen %udged arbitrarily to be malad%usted and the cause of someone else0s psychologicalpain. Imagine a drone bombing neuropsychologist who instead of saying let0s wait to seewhat meds you need, %ust presses the button to epanded human suffering6 I am here to


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tell you they are one in the same6 5ow I wanted a thesis to end war as a social possibilityand to be made law. I quicly realized that none of these intellectual camps had reallyconsidered others nor did they seem to fully understand or care for the scope of such aproposal. )y academia and the rule of law, I was convinced to get a masters in A)A. $nesemester in, I could fully tell that the advancement of human ind was not the purposeof the entire institution. I was also beginning to understand that my unique tae onmathematics could help everyone participate in helping to create world peace, not %ustscientist and politicians who simply pretend to be the avenue of human advancement. Itwas becoming abundantly clear that the effort of all people is essential to a fully realizedworld peace. !athematics is essential to this process of awareness that maes oneimmune to top down neural structures and a malad%usted psychoneuroimmunology,while enhancing positive personality and interpersonal influence.

As far as I now my unique gift to human ind is the relation of #Fdel0s *heorems to$ptimal -uman 4unctioning. *his theorem has a universal positive affect on any

person0s ability to receive insight, allow healing and create enhancement. *heunderstanding that math is about 1ocho, the encountering with your own rich uniqueuniverse inside yourself in order to generate a positive universal gain with no thought orguarantee of any personal benefit other than the greatest benefit inherent in this selflessmindfulness approach that is the act, not %ust the field, of !athematics. *he basis ofmathematical truth is that every process, law, definition and description can betranscended with acceptance+ we can then tangibly see the best way to go beyond andovercome whatever and any sort of problem. *his has to be accepted as truth if youbelieve in any part of the validity of mathematics including one plus one is two. If you

thin that one plus one is two, is true in any case within your imagination, you must alsonow and believe #Fdel0s *heorems. And as we have accepted that there are some caseswhere one plus one is two, we see tangible cases where one thing plus another is nottwo, but something new or something more and yes sometimes even something less.Guite literally metabolizing #Fdel0s *heorems will aid in your being the best person youcan be. Acceptance is forgiveness and is ey to healing those with 3*" and Addictions,5europsychiatrically speaing. (etting go of who you thin you are in order to be moreauthentic and open is essential to serving what0s best in the moment. *his is a socialscience way of discovering the universal truth and functionality of #Fdel0s *heoremspecifically and 1ocho D!athematics in general, and creates the medicines of medicines,a sare$ )icro')o)ent of "iolo!ical love*

3atiently directing the !ind towards a "ream or Idea or Calling with full effort andattention is Accomplishment. (earning !ath can help us do anything, including honingin on the process of Cognitive !astery. /e can answer the question, :/hat is !athAbout !asao !orita at *E"yoto BH=B;. *a !athmata is the taing of what youalready have and the nowing of what you already now in order to create a benefit that


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is Universal. *his applied to the eperience of a Child supercharges the imagination andoptimizes -umanity. *here is this huge dimension in our minds that is at the heart of!ath. Underlying all numbers, logic and calculations is an inner universe described by$a iyoshi as 1ocho. *his is the very act of looing inward within your own mind andencountering your own rich inner universe+ 1ocho6

o to do !athematics, pic a problem and try to solve it not by looing at the answer orasing someone else. &ely only on your own mind. 3atently focus on the problem andyou will find yourself in a sea of %ocho...

*his is !indfulness. *his is !athematics. And Everyone should do it. A brilliant boo

(ove J !ath 0*he -eart of -idden &eality0 by !athematician Edward 4renel hasconfirmed this child0s personal fairy tales on the very same sub%ect.

!athematical nowledge is unlie any other nowledge. /hile ourperceptions of the physical world can always be distorted, our perception ofmathematical truths can0t be. *hey are ob%ective persistent, necessary truths.A mathematical formula or theorem means the same thing to anyoneanywhereKno matter what gender, religion or sin color+ it will mean thesame thing to anyone a thousand years from now. And what0s also amazing

is that we own all of them. 5o one can patent a mathematical formula, it0sours to share. *here is nothing in this world that is so deep and equisite andyet so readily available to all. *hat such a reservoir of nowledge really eistsis nearly unbelievable. It0s too precious to be given away to the :initiatedfew.; It belongs to all of us. 3g. 8

*here is a common fallacy that one has to study mathematics for years toappreciate it. ome even thin that most people have an innate learningdisability when it comes to math. I disagree2 most of us have heard of and

have at least a rudimentary understanding of such concepts as the solarsystem, atoms and elementary particles, the double heli of "5A, and muchmore, without taing courses in physics and biology. And nobody issurprised that these sophisticated ideas are part of our culture, our collectiveconsciousness. (iewise, everybody can grasp ey mathematical conceptsand ideas, if that are eplained in the right way. *o do this, it is not necessaryto study math for years+ in many cases, we can cut right to the point and%ump over tedious steps. 3g. ?


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/hen I tal about a connection between love and math, I don0t mean to saythat love can be reduced to math. &ather, my point is that there is a lot moreto math than most of us realize. Among other things, mathematics gives usrationale and additional capacity to love each other and the world around us.A mathematical formula does not eplain love, but it can carry a charge oflove. 3g. BL=

A family that is thriving will continuously adapt, empower the children and tell theirown stories of success and of overcoming hardships. *his family will always loo fortangible reasons to support and encourage the application of %ocho in the everydayactions of each other, especially in children. elf'regulation, self'discovery and self'mastery remain first nature for all involved in the process of natural normal humancommunion. *his is not only mathematical, this is the reflection of the latest research onfamily has to offer as seen in :Agile programming''for your family ' )ruce 4eiler; and

:3arenting as ocial Activism herry (ynn at *E"!aui BH=8;. And as we will come tosee, this is our (ineage as Ca%un and our way of life as -uman.

0/hat if we based education on the practice of being happy and healthyM0 *his is a quotefrom :-acschooling maes me happy (ogan (a3lante at *E" University of 5evada;.*his young man details out the science of optimal human function and calls out ourschools and culture for not supporting the health and happiness of young people. $ne ofthe silliest questions grownups as ids 0what do you what to be when you grow upM0*hey simply assume one will be healthy and happy, or they0re not paying attention to

this at all. :/hat bums me out is to now that a lot of ids today are %ust wishing to behappy, to be health, to be safe, not bullied and be loved for who they are.; -e then goeson to share his way of education or way of life I should say. *aing advantage ofopportunities to eperience what he learns, this young man goes out in the world to livewhile learning. *aing control over his own life with the support of his parents allowsthis educational mindset to remain fleible, opportunistic and never looses sight ofmaing happy, healthy and creativity a &riority. *his is 5$* a system. *his iseducational freedom and allows ids to grow up and be what they really want to

be...-A337 -EA(*-7AND+REATIVEI had been having a bit of a hard time before I started to practice reverence for cannabis. Ihad recently watched my best friend die from a hit'and'run accident that almost illedboth of us while we were riding our bies %ust outside (U campus. $n top of that I wasworing BH to 8H hours a wee while taing a full time schedule at (ouisianan tateUniversity, which I promise ain0t no %oe. $n top of all this I was etremely ornery with#od and the world at large. 5eedless to say I needed some relief. I then encountered themedical reality behind cannabis and that many people throughout history have used it


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as an entheogen in order to strengthen their relationship to #od. ee in high school I wasstill riding high on the childhood imagination that my mother helped me cultivate sowell. "idn0t hardly drin or smoe, especially compared to my peers at ulphur -igh,nor did I trip at all when I was younger. I was too busy laughing at the world, mainggood grades without doing homewor and becoming a =stteam all'district defensiveend.

$n top of all this I was not at all ready for the coldness of 0secular0 social life in theacademic and business worlds. I come from a Ca%un, r@yol, Coonass bacground bornand raised in )rownsville (ae Charles, (ouisiana till I was N. /e were not only taughtto care for all people, to us it was the normal thing to do, because the eample was set inthe way of life around us. )ac then, before the hood was glamorized notoriously, it wasa place where people supported one another with a cup of sugar, mutual respect andcare.

/hen people gather under the banner to see relief and share space with respect and

care, a brilliant synchronistic psychoneuroimmunological reaction occurs in the bodies ofthose open to love in this micro'moment of biological positivity. haring %oyous spacewith other people is the strongest medicine nown to man, the driving force behind theplacebo effect, and healing and enhancement in general. *he Cannabis culture was myfirst encounter with another modern culture similar to my own. *he cannabis plant wasmy first encounter with #od in Doutside matter, an entheogenic eperience that hashelped me seed #od in all things.

*he practice of our roots will lead us to find similar people out in the world and epand

upon the ways in which you practice praising and glorifying Creation. $ne other cultureI became familiar with was the /ay of Infinite -armony, a *aoist spiritual practice thatsees Cannabis as holding the pirit of 3rincess !a #u. *hese are the same characteristicsI see in my wife. Cannabis helped my wife and I greatly during our first pregnancy. /ewhere praised by all who helped and were involved in our pregnancy as beingmagnificent in the ways in which (aura cared for her body and mind. eep in mind wespent literally all of our waing time together, had money saved and cheep rent. *hiscoupled with a daily practice of reverence helps us have wonderful births, healthychildren and have a perfect life. eep in mind this includes the integration of all rangesof all inds of intensities. 4or our second birth, we had integrated another similar cultureinto our practice. *his time it was *ai Chi Chih, a non'martial set of => movements andone pose, and literally means nowledge of the supreme ultimate. $ur second birth wasan all'natural, no pain, amazing gift from #od for our good /or. /e showed up at thehospital at three in the afternoon, had him in our arms at


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nown to man, Ayahuasca. In )razil where it comes from, it is usually practiced as aliving faith community almost identical to the way Ca%uns had lived since theyestablished one of the very first settlements in 5orth America, other than our nativebothers and sisters. *hey did it as a faith community with no false governmentalauthority, carrying mutual respect and care for all people, especially women andchildren. anto "aime and Ca%un also share the worship of the "ivine 4eminine, our"ivine -oly !other, who cares and loves for all things.

*he spiritual /ors held by the anto "aime are not to tae lightly and should be seenas a great %oy if you ever get the pleasure to interact with this most holy doctrine ofshared internal eploration. !y wife and I spent almost a year and a half with the localchurch. /e started saying -ail !arys before we consecrated anta !aria. And moreimportantly, we too paying attention to our lives as meaningful, all important andcompletely up to us in which direction it can go. $ur relationship with each other washealed and strengthened during and forever after our time with "aime.

*hrough connecting to our roots and studying what is actually good for the body, we

where able to find cultures and practices that created genuine interpersonalconnectedness with others in a way that elicits optimal human function. *he ma%or toolthat is a common denominator in all of our practices is actively woring to see all thingsas a blessing and as having a certain ind of value, regardless of initial evaluation whilecommuning with other people. &ight there in a close second is the #uidance of the"ivine 4eminine that anta !aria and 3rincess !a #u provide and thepsychoneuroimmunological benefits created by the relationships sustained throughshared Cannabis, along with the physiological effects of the plant itself.

Since all tis as taen &lace I ave revve$ #& )y st#$ies, $evelo&in! te fiel$ of+reative +onscio#s (ate)atics an$ consi$er )yself a +o!nitive En!ineer* (orei)&ortantly, I ave )er!e$ )y i$entity -it )y -ife an$ Love itself $e$icatin!)yself to &rovi$in! an o&ti)al environ)ent of &ro&er !ro-t for )y cil$ren*

Naturally Induced &ea' Experiences are the residue of day'to'day effort.

)eyond Imagination vision states of pure empathy have been nown and usedconcurrently and consistently throughout our history. *his is a type of cognitive tool thatpromotes new insight into clear pathways of never before seen growth and beauty.

Clearly documented in not only Art, !ath, 3sychology and cience, it has beendiscovered as being integral to our proper 5eurological functioning. )eing so all'criticalto optimal human communal eistence, these clearest and deepest of feelings serve boththe greater good and the daily livingKall from the current'moment of personaleperience6

*he highest high from the most high is gifted to us as we practice a day'to'day life ofcurrent'moment Altruistic elf'!astery. *his comes not from anything other than aspontaneous epression of residue from a day'to'day effort in the right directionaccording to one0s own heart. *his almighty glimpse gives us a taste of what life is made


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up of while giving us a gauge of our efforts. *he gift of an even greater %oy also liesahead but it is tied to the promise of right action.

In response to our need for infrastructure that is both a place to practice a daily life ofreverence for all'that'is especially those in one0s interpersonal sphere and a place tosafely go trough the ecstatic and trying terrains of one0s insides, I propose a new way oflooing at things. $ur Ceremonial /or will focus on the daily life aspects of optimalhuman functioning and use all inds of ceremonies and spiritual /ors to enhance ourdaily practice of health and healing.

I would lie to combine all this wisdom with the wisdom of the Ca%un -ealing ystemnown as *raiteur. !y wife comes from a family of traiteur. -er !awmaw )etty wasborn with certain signals that she would be good for a specific type of healing mostlythrush in infants. I also now my mother to be a great channeler of consciousness andbrought much light to many people. !y awareness of traiteur is fairly recent with themost direct information coming from a local school board superintendent telling abouthis childhood eperiences riding around with is Uncle who was a traiteur. *o quote the

:#ood 4or /hat Ails 7ou; study guide available online written by 5icole 4algoust,*raiteurs not only fill a spiritual void+ they also provide services for people whoeither cannot afford medical care or are unable to find relief within thebiomedical system. As -elen &egis contends, OIn a contet lie the U wherebiomedicine is available, traditional medicine is often used for chronic ailments,ailments with a poor prognosis, chronic pain and anything with a strongpsychological component.O 4or instance, 3op 1oe 4., a Creole healer in the film,uses alligator grease for asthma, a chronic condition. !any others practice thelaying'on of hands and prayer for nervous problems, shingles, warts and other

psychologically related disorders and viruses. 3g ?; and:Desi!nin! a #niversity for te ne- )illenni#) Davi$ Helfan$ atTED%.estVanco#verED;. -ere it is clearly demonstrated that a culture that propagatesself referring false authority of epertise is non'congruent with a simple focus on optimalhuman functioning. *he two videos show how learning is enhanced and made pertinentto all who engage in the endeavor of learning how to thin lie a psychologist and apoet, a physicist, mathematician, musician, physician, anthropologist, etc., and thenengage the big problems of humanity, now being able to relate potential failures and

successes in terms of a multidimensional frame wor filtered through a single pointedfocus of what education really is2 to draw fourth that which is beyond, E"UC$6

I hope you can appreciate how starly different this is from an epertise training systemthat we have in place as the standard world wide.

:*he implicit promise, I thin on a baseline level, that colleges mae to you isthat your gonna be able to get a degree. )ut what percentage of public college


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entrance would you say fail to graduate in four yearsM I1ll bet it1s really highactually.It0s thcentury this was important for navigation and for surveying. o #lenteaches pherical *rigonometry... X*wo "ecember9s ago a remarable thinghappen. #len has taught this class in three universities si or seven other times.-e had a group of eighteen first year student in their fourth month ofuniversity. 5one of them where going to be math ma%ors. /e don0t have mathma%ors because we don0t have departments. )ut none the less, none of themwhere particularly interested in math. *his %st course has a reputation, so theids all signed up for it. And on the ninth day of class #len presented atheorem first publish in =]HN, reproduced in every tetboo ever since and inhis forth coming boo at that time with 3rinceton University 3ress. And by theend of the three hour class the students had found a logical flaw in the proof


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that had escaped mathematicians for two hundred years. /hich meant #lenhad to withdraw his galley proofs, fi it, and acnowledge his class in theacnowledgments for having advanced the field of pherical *rigonometry as abunch of first year non math ma%or students. *hat0s the level of analytical abilityone can cultivate. *hat0s the level of engagement one gets in this regard6;

In this quote, the intention is let nown that the education that they practice shouldstimulate and enhance a person0s personal interests. *his is one part of Altruistic elf'!astery. (earning is at its most optimal when a person learns with the intention to sharewith others regardless even if they don0t actually get a chance to at all. In combining!athematics or the taing what you already have and the nowing of what you alreadynow and combine it with true Education meaning to draw forth and raise up, webecome able to Cognitively Engineer Altruistic elf'!astery on a constant bases with allin our interpersonal influence6 Again ids "o It 5aturally ;Hacscoolin! )aes )ea&&y Lo!an LaPlante at TED%UniversityofNeva$a> is increasingly out gunned by the =. *he plutocracy may be a meritocracy, butincreasingly you have to be born on the top rung of the latter to even tae part in thatrace... ...*he dystopia that worries me is a universe in which a few geniuses invent#oogle and it0s il, and the rest of us are employed giving them massages.;

/e have already proven how these utmost important highly sophisticated analytical andquantitative sills Doptimal human functioning can be enhanced by increasingengagement and inclusion, yet here, we have clear evidence of the very opposite taing


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place+ this is the very thing that is driving human suffering and ignorance. 4or more onthe manufacture of consent and how it has been used in resent history to mae )illionsof dollars for a few, at the very real epense of the E5*I&E /$&(", I call attention toboth

(an#fact#rin! consent ' o- E$-ar$ Bernays ace$ $e)ocracy @ Tr#tloa$er

:*he conscious and intelligent manipulation of the organized habits and opinions of themasses is an important element in democratic society. *hose who manipulate this unseenmechanism of society constitute an invisible government which is the true 0ruling powerof our country0;. A most important eample of this is the carlyle group.

.o are Te +arlyle Gro#&, an$ o- are tey connecte$ to "in La$en ' Tr#tloa$er

)e advised you cannot un'see this video and in doing so you will fully understandAccess Capitalism and how it has created and maintained psychoneuroimmunological&$* for the sae of profit at the epense of Union, 1ustice and Confidence+ 4ounding

3rinciples of both (ouisiana and the United tates whose systems have been haced, orrather, they are simply out of date.

3utting wor first is a social norm that negatively affects humanity and taes focus awayfrom being a healthy caring loving parent. *here are social engineers that mae stressfuland high demands on a wor force without regard for human health and well being oreven the sustaining of the planet. If you would lie to see the manufacture of the primacyof wor at wor please see the videos titled :Ho- In$ia1s Silicon Valley Beca)e ItsS#ici$e +a&ital; and :.y are -e -orin! o#rselves to $eat ' Tr#tloa$er;.

If it all came from nothing and goes bac to nothing and none of it matters cause we0reall insignificant, especially those who are too stupid to realize said facts and believe thatanything else matters. o you see, a human is reduced to a biomechanical machine thatcan be easily manipulated to drive up private profits at the epense of human well being.It0s easy to see how such a narcissistic world view leads to our current state of affairs.

*he very same malad%usted narcissistic conditioning is present in 0religious0 or 0spiritual0collectives that claim you are only blessed by #od or the universe if you do the 0right0things according to a very strict set of social norms that eist inherently outside oneself.It0s the same thing the universities do with the 0pouring of nowledge from a full vesselto an empty one0. *hey both reduce the individual0s personal eperience to nonsignificance at best. *his leads us, as a country, into taing fear based self'preservingactions such as the ones made by politicians against the better %udgment of militaryanalysis and top military officials, to bomb 1apan twice with a nuclear eplosive, evenwith prior intelligence saying they were going to surrender soon anyway. $n top of that,after they actually surrendered after the second nue, politicians, specifically the


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president, ordered the largest bombing raid ever in human history consisting of =LHHbombers. *his created an outcry from our *op !ilitary #enerals. 4or more :N#clearAttac on a&an -as 6&&ose$ "y A)erican (ilitary Lea$ersi& ' Gar Al&erovit5 on

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An Aya#asca List3Integrating the !odern 3ractice of *raditional Ayahuasca hamanism

Ayahuasca0s !echanisms of Action in the *reatment of Addictions

*he 3otential of Ayahuasca Use for the *reatment of ubstance "ependencies

Ayahuasca for 3*"A 3sychoanalytic 3erspective on Ayahuasca

Ayahuasca, the cientific 3aradigm, and hamanic -ealing

Classifying Ayahuasca *he &ole of ub%ective Eperience in 3sychiatric &esearch with3sychedelics

*he Economics of Ayahuasca

A Santo Dai)e List3Church of "aime Don imeo

Ayahuasca *herapy J anto "aime !ysticism in Europe

anto "aime in Europe` &itual *ransfer and Cultural *ranslations

*ribal *echnologies and cientific uperstition in the study of Ayahausca Dnot on !aps

Currents, 4luids, and 4orces` *he Esoteric $rigins of anto "aime *heories of -ealing

Te E%&ansion of Bra5ilian Aya#asca Reli!ions La-, +#lt#re, an$ Locality

/e may need to be aware of the )ad )arrel !aersand *he !anufactured Con of Educational 5arcissism

*he study of actual failures is instrumental in being able to predict future potentialfailures which is instrumental in developing willpower which is essential for both

optimal human functioning and rudimentary cognitive problem solving6 *hemanipulation of the will of others, by any means for whatever intent, is detrimental tothe development of our greatest and ultimately only power2 the cognitive brilliance ofour prefrontal corte when it is in sync with whole brain functioning. /here I bring in aunique perspective on the manufacture of consent is that I would say that it is not %ustabout controlling what you do or thin, but more about controlling thepsychoneuroimmunological processes within your body that limit or allow optimalhuman functioning. /hen you have a belief that is limiting in nature, especially towardsthe identity of a person, you are generating the stimulation of the neurological


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connectome that is directly associated with 3*" and addictive behaviors, both of whichare essential to driving a :infinite epansion growth economy; that literally maes moremoney the more an individual sustains, while not dying from, a malad%usted deadlyfocus.

/e now now for a fact holding more than one focus at once even in the basicmultitasing sense is a myth and all processes are dulled in the act. A focus on optimalhuman functioning includes understanding and taing control of yourpsychoneuroimmunology including the epigenetic and neurogenetic influence you havecontrol over by way of a developed will power that can handle high level cognitiveinsight and allow our body0s natural healing ability to have it0s due. /ith this weessentially become immune to the improper emotional reactions to designed informationmeant to eacerbate our neurobiology in order to enhance our focus on their product orwill, at the very real epense to our optimal human functioning6 *his is not helpinganyone be a successful parent, to be a creative free thiner or to mae a clear decision,

even in basic non threatening situations. *his leaves a person looing to a false authorityon every choice, cutting off the prefrontal corte that is essential in self'reflecting what0sgood for the whole and for one0s self, and in maing good decisions in general. As statedearlier this is the same neuroconnectivity that is associated with 3*" and addictivebehavior dysfunctions.

I elaborated on the benefit the anto "aime sacrament and ceremony has had on thebetterment of my life. *his benefit is biochemically, physiologically, psychologically, andinterpersonally demonstrable. It should be clear that these things are possible and taing

place within the church of anto "aime, what is not as clear however, is howmalad%usted mass minded deindividuation processes are concurrently taing placewithin the shadows of the organization and individual personalities of higher status. *helocal protectors, who also have a prominent role in the national U.. organization ofdaime, have lied to my wife and I. *hey divulged their belief that the nature of a humanbeing0s individual personality is malad%usted and a carrier of outside negative entitiesthat control them+ as opposed to what aturnino, the son of !estre Conselheiro (uiz!endes, shared about seeing every woman as a manifestation of !ary, every man asChrist+ and that you do not have to suffer to heal. *hey completely disregarded anythingwe had to say and our way of being in love with all people. *hey haveKafter over a yearof us showing up more than any other official member to /ors, choir practices and$raes, despite seeing and nowing our interactions with "ivine 4orces within the /orKconcluded that we were no longer welcome to participate in "aime ceremonies. At onepoint, in a rare fit of honesty, it was admitted that we bring up things within them thatthey are unconformable with and not ready to deal with. *hese people left us withdozens of inappropriate interactions and a :received; insistence that I was born with anegative entity that I personally may not ever be aware of, but has control over my


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personality causing me to act in a way that is dangerousand unhealthy. *his was a greattest, for if I did not now before coming into "aime what optimal human functioningwas andfeltlie, or if I had any belief in outside false authority or any identification withan elite collective, I would have been crushed by such a conclusion from the very peoplewho played an important role on my path to betterment. )ecause of their lac ofunderstanding of optimal human functioning and identifications with false, malad%ustedrealities, they were unable to withstand the true 4orce and 3resence of the "ivine wecarry tangibly in our "ay'to'"ay function. *hey had to pretend that we, a family of light,were the source of their internal dilemma by the very nature of their chosen disposition,situational and systemic orientations.

4rom the shared lectures it is clear that anto "aime in a beneficial manner can help oneperfect one0s personality by way of internal eploration that yields integration of pastnegativity and epounds on a personal meaning and place within Creation. *he negativepotentials of Ayahausca and mass mindedness concurrently create a space wherenarcissistic personalities who also tend to blame others for the way they feel inside havea place to build up their :coherent, consistent; theories of pathology and pro%ect themonto othersKfor elaboration on this see both :Ayahuasca for 3*"; and :A3sychoanalytic 3erspective on Ayahuasca;. *he communal tribal indigenous life, whichis how the Churches are in )razil, is at odds with the social illusion and false authority ofthe anglo'saton and economic model. -ere in (ouisiana it is usually your positivepresence and willingness to help that constitutes our social acceptance+ but the localchurch demanded after a year of allowing us to pay what we could, to pay =HH a wor toa church that is most liely eempt from national serving cost dues, and whose wors

were held in the home of the protector or nearby at a place that was only ?H total to rent.eep in mind they are asing for potential B to 8 hundred dollars a month from a familythat receives


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be aware of, much less correct, such happenings+ or the biochemical, physiological,psychological, and transcendent nowledge that Integrates, Epands and Universalizesour Ceremonial Eperience.

:"on0t believe in the masters who appear to you5or wal on the path with them

)elieve only in your 1esus 4or it0s -e who can give to you;

=8> 3adrinho ebastiao

:I am (ight, I give (ightAnd I mae everything hine

I see my 4ather in the -eights And the 3ower where it is;

=HH 3adrinho ebastiao

:It was Christ -imself,/ho gave *he Commandment

#ive your (ove to #od,#ive your (ove to Every)ody /e give it up to #od and #ive to the Earth 4rom Earth to #od, 4rom #od to the Earth

"o you )elieve #ood *houghts of 3ure "iviniyMeeing #od in Everything, 7es6 #od in Everything

It is a 3owerful pot that 3lace within me$f 3ure Affinity for this Infinite )eing

Abundantly )less6 and (ove without condition/ith the 3ermission, with the Conviction

*o (ove #od in All my /ays, Is my 5utritionCooin in the itchen and coming to 4ruition;

8 1oshewa Aaron

:-e no cry no more in the !orning-e no cry no more in the ea

-e no cry no more upon the !ountain-e no cry no more within !e

It0s an -onor, a 3leasure, and a )lessing,to be a /arrior of $le 1uramidam;

= 1oshewa Aaron

In Conclusion, All 3ower and the alvation of the -uman &ace rest in the hands of theindividual. $ur ability to connect to, relate, wor with, and love, each other especially, is ourhumble role as a symbiotic cell of Earth verses a cancer that replicates in energy, thoughts orcells at the epense of the environment. /e can be mutually beneficial to All environments byConsciously "efining our &eality in a way that tangibly generates positive #rowth defined as anincrease in natural inclination for doing what0s best for all involved, measurable in positive


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biological 4irings and elf'Evident in our Interpersonal Interactions. )y Choosing with one0sown /ill to !aster being of ervice in'the'moment with any and all who enter yourinterpersonal influenceyou e"perience and e"ist in ltruistic /elf#0astery generating 'ptimalHuman (unctioning %nconditionally, (ulfilling your +urpose as a +art within a )arger Web of Eternal

)ife. 7ou could say this is still a *hesis to 3lease 1esus, A *heory of Everything based on "arwin,!athematics, and !ost importantly the elf'cience of 3ersonal Eperimentation,As we have been #ifted with the ability to Eist and have Control, A -uman )eing has an

infinite amount of ways to (ove and !aster their Individuality in relation to All'*hat'Is, other3ersons, *hemselves666

a thesis to please $esus%&

/e have Eternal (ife...

...to the degree...

...and if and only if... .../e are In'*he'!oment'!anifesting

Altruistic Self'(astery

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The Mathematical T.O.E.An Infinite *heory of Everything, &ooted in Everyone

*he intention of this paper is to invite the individual who reads these words toeperience the process of being in'the'moment with Creation Itself. *his is a genuineattempt to articulate something that is ineffable beyond words, yet personally tangible

and universal. /ords will be used to point us in the direction of an eperience that isgoing on inside of us and at the same time much bigger. In reaching into the far beyond,we hope to get a glimpse at an internal consistency that is clearly demonstrableKmathematically, scientifically and personallyKirrespective of bacground. Amathematically scientifically demonstrable theory of everything that helps everyonebased simply on the eperience of the internal consistency of the theory itself.

*his is the first part of an if and only if statement...

.itin everytin!, incl#$in! a #)an "ein!, e%ists infinity* Tis reality t into

&ractice "rin!s a"o#t te &erfection of an in$ivi$#al an$ creation*

)efore we get to the math and science of infinity, let us spea on what the eperience islie. I0m finishing up a conversation that I now will only last about five more minutes,with a dear student who0s ids were un%ustly taen but who0s return was imminent.5ow I could0ve listened politely and simply wished her well when she was done, orinterrupted her for any good reason and too off. )ut in genuinely feeling her pain andbeing of service to her in'the'moment something flowed through me that I had neversaid before, something that I needed to hear %ust as much as she did. As she was finishing

up and becoming eceedingly upset, I said with sincere %oy, :(oo how beautiful this is,how beautiful you are.; 4or a split second she stopped her despair and looed at meslightly confused. I immediately go on to describe how her genuine agony over her idsnot being with her was a beautiful demonstration of her love for her children, and howthis eperience would strengthen their love for each other and enhance the time that theywill be sharing together. *his all brought great warmth to her heart, for she new thisalready. *oo all of five minutes and all lived happily ever after, meaning the absolutebest thing occurred for all involved.

*his could not have occurred if I held the potential for negativity outside of myself. *hebest possible outcome resided in my choice to be of service in'the'moment nowing allwill wor out well, without nowing the specific details. And to withdraw from thatconscious focus would be giving less than my personal best in the moment life needs orcalls for us to serve, which really is every moment. It would have have been a :less than;type of occurrence if I would have focused on it being a stress or a burden to be in ahurry, or that someone was emotionally distraught in my presence and that0s taing.(iterally millions of potential focuses on eternal negativity could have taen me off my


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personal best. In holding fast to all is well, while doing my best to function as an optimalhuman being, I am not only of service to others, but I become aware of things that I toogrow from and are empowered by. *his shared eperience between us simultaneouslyincreased the positive biological growth in the two of us than can be measured in therelease of specific chemical0s in the body called neuropeptides, the increase in brainfunctioning and growth, and the building of healthy proteins by way of epigeneticmechanisms. $n top of this, the eperience will in the future be a catalyst for positivechanges in our personality and behavior by way of being an eperienced condition thatshows us that intense emotional stress can give rise to a greater goodness. *his lessensthe burden and load that stress places on our proper functioning, also nown asallostatic burden and load.

/hat I have given you is a real world eperience to show you the potential good and badin my part of the eperience and the scientifically verifiable goodness contained therein. Iwill now attempt to loo at the internal consistency of a purely conceptual mathematics

in relation to real world manifestation.

!athematics is not inherently good or bad, true or false, yet at the same time epandsour notions of such. ome have been damaged or demeaned by the thought ofmathematics, yet math remains universally relatable. !athematics can falsify reality aswith double'entry booeeping or can deepen one0s eperience of reality as zero, infinityand fractals have done.o what is the very basis of mathematicsM 4or one, there eists things that are tangibleand useful, but are unprovable. o lac of provability does not eep us from efficacy, andeistence does not constitute proof. I hope you can appreciate how this perspective isstarly different from a fringe scientific world view holding that eistence of somethingmeans it0s true or provable, and that if something is unprovable it is also not tangible andof no use. !athematics is universal because it epands upon and redirects the commonsense within a person. *wo plus two is common sense, but only because we share thatwith each other and give it meaning.

!ath tried, as some physicists do, to build everything up from nothing+ zero itself. It

seemed to wor out very nicely but, when compared to established truth and provability,failed to be consistent. o before mathematics can say zero is zero, one is one, or one plustwo is three+ more basic and fundamental than all this is, the eistence of a Universal etcontaining all actual and potential mathematical truths. *he only elements that need bearticulated from the Universal et to obtain consistency in !athematics are Sero, whichas already discovered brings tangibility and usefulness if not proof or truth+ and an ,being of inherent tangible variance dancing between nown and unnown eisting as arange of possibility. I still say the same thing I said almost a decade ago when I first was


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presented this proof, :ure loos lie a mathematical proof of #od to meM; *he replyfrom my mathematics professor was that she0d never thought of it lie that before...

$n top of that it was a personal discovery of mine to see how this was related seeminglyeactly to our physical world, whose zero is itself a -U#E dealKliterally the densestinformation energy mass power that measurably eists is this filled space around us. /eswim within it as it swims within us... 1ust lie math had to say there is a Universal set

of everything first and then it is in a sense :reduced; down to something, even thoughthe fullness of its infinite nature is always present+ physics had to say the same thingabout the Universe itself. Every bit of the universe contains within it an immense amountof potential and is in direct relationship to all'that'Is. And %ust as there is quantumentanglement+ there are mirror neurons, limbic resonance and our vagal tone.

!athematics can also say with a straight face that all rules, logics, aioms are inherentlyincomplete as they are in a constant process of integrating new truths whose

internalization creates a new set of basics, which are in turn the canvas for an evengreater truth to be integrated and so on and so forth. 4or me, there is a relationshipbetween this and another mathematical truth that there is no highest order of infinity+ forthings are continuously becoming more infinite. &oom for infinity is the consistency. /ecan find infinity in the finite. Even zero is a unique ever growing aspect of infinity,!athematically and 3hysically speaing.

(et us correlate and etrapolate+ integrate and derive. !athematically, rules areincomplete. 3sychologically, rules diminish our cognitive functioning, inhibiting our

natural ability to be moral and creative in'the'moment. It is the transcendence of rulesand definitions that gives rise to mathematical progress and awareness. In the booNaming Infinity we see two useful perspectives that build on each other to epand ourtangible notion of infinity. $ne camp was the atheistic 4rench, who denounced anyhigher power to get a glimpse of the infinite+ the other was the orthodo &ussian mons,who called on and eperienced a higher power to glimpse the infinite. )oth had tooperate outside of the nown rules to bring about truthKannihilating intentionally byway of their cognitionKthe top down neural structures that limit insight and problemsolving. *he loosening of these top down neural structures is also ey in advanced

problem solving and in the healing of 3*" and addictive behaviors.

As I encountered my student with the direction of infinity in mind, while letting go ofprepacaged thoughts, rules and definitions that come up about a situation lie this, Iwas able to let a greater version of myself come through, say some things that I hadnever heard before perfectly in a new contet, all while we both became biologicallybetter people. $ur capacity for this type of shared eperience is not only our nature butour evolutionary advantage+ a song sung in current cientific research and by "arwinhimself. 4or math to evolve it needed both the atheist denouncing rules and definitions


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of what is real and the mon calling on and eperiencing the transcendental, eachoperating outside the nown laws to propel the human race towards the infinite. /e cango beyond both6 If yo# a&&roac yo#r e%istence ee&in! in )in$ te inerent infinitenat#re of all tin!s, yo# ave yo#r only sot at ai$in! in te e%&erience an$ creation

of !oo$ness on Eart*

In conclusion, within everything eists infinity, including a human being. *his reality

put into practice brings about the perfection of an individual and creation if and only ifyou approach your eistence ever mindful of the inherent infinite nature of allthings.Here yo# ave yo#r res&onsi"ility, yo#r &art an$ &o-er in te creation of!oo$ness on Eart*

"ear "ivine,

3lease forgive me, for my mistaes and part played in all things unhoped for.

I0m sorry, for choosing that which I now is unhelpful and for the purposes of such.

*han you, so much for the awareness of betterment.

I (ove 7ou, with all my being and effort6

ery -umbly,

7ours *ruly

/e are in a process of Eternal Evolution. Every Unique Conscious Entity willforever eperience an independent and interrelated Current'!oment.

As -uman )eing we possess a unique state of matter, a Unique $rchestrated$b%ective &eduction, that is designed to couple with another independentand interrelated Conscious Entity to produce )iological Empathy.

)iological Empathy is a uperfood for Conscious Intelligence, %ust lieUniversal Entropy is a uperfood for #eneral 3hysical Intelligence.

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/ill we liberate forever what it means to be a human...

An $pen (etter to -umanity,

In woring on $ptimal -uman 4unctioning, it has become clear that what it means to bea human being and how we treat human beings is changing. /e realize now that an

Individual -uman Consciousness produces and integrates information unlie any otherstate of matter in the cosmos. *hrough my own intuitions, during and after acquiring a#eneral tudies "egree with a concentration in !athematics, I wored out an idea,namely Creative Conscious !athematics, which is %ust a fancy word for the nature ofInfinity. !y 1ourney has taen me to a woring understanding of !athematics, 3hysicsand )iology in a way that has optimized the way of life of my family. It is my belief thatin optimizing our collective psychoneuroimmunological functioning, we must have aworing understanding of the mathematical, physical and biological nature of a humanbeing in general, how to optimize it and hold ourselves safely in relation to thisoptimization. !oreover this human progression produces unique tradable informationwith high frequency quantitative finance6

Imagine being able to participate in the leading edge of human understanding with yourdaily living, optimizing and participating in data mining the ways in which we clean andshare our interpersonal sphere of biological influence. A person seen as a ConsciousEntity, a Unique tate of !atter capable of integrating and producing uniqueinformationY forced by an Entropic Universal Intelligence, a "ensity or #ravity of

$rchestrated $b%ective &eductionsj in an Infinite $pen'ended (oop of integration andimprovement in a Conformal Cyclic Cosmologyk, a biological entity designed to interactwith perceived (oved $nes in a mutually caring genuine moment of shared biologicalpositivity or what I call )iological Empathy driven by Altruistic elf'!astery, And'or a#enerator of Unique *radable Information in terms of an Economic #ain and Academictudy+ no matter how you choose to define what a person is or how people are, All theseideas will have to be taen into account.

I believe that in the near future we will be able to tae advantage of our unique ability as

humans and render every person important using aspects of both &elativistic tatisticalArbitrage and 3articipatory *elerobotics coupled with $ptimal -uman 4unctioning inorder to create an environment in which any person regardless of sill or nowledge canhelp advance the human condition.

Any help or support for family or ideas would be welcome with an open heart6

/ith all due respect,1oshua Aaron *erziu


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Consciousness as a tate of !atter by !a *egmar "ept. of 3hysics J !I* avliInstitute, !assachusetts Institute of *echnology, Cambridge, !A HB=8> D"ated2 4ebruaryB], BH=LYConsciousness as Integrated Information2 a 3rovisional !anifesto by #IU(I$ *$5$5I"epartment of 3sychiatry, University of /isconsin, !adison, /isconsinCausal Entropic 4orces by A. ". /issner'#ross Institute for Applied Computationalcience, -arvard University, Cambridge, !assachusetts HB=8], UA+ *he !edia(aboratory, !assachusetts Institute of *echnology, Cambridge, !assachusetts HB=8>,UA+ and C. E. 4reer "epartment of !athematics, University of -awaii at !anoa,-onolulu, -awaii >, UA3articipatory *elerobotics by Aleander ". /issner'#ross Institute for AppliedComputational cience, -arvard University, B> $ford t., Cambridge, !A, UA HB=8]'B>88, *he !edia (aboratory, !assachusetts Institute of *echnology, BH Ames t.,Cambridge, !A, UA HB=LB'=8H], #emedy, Inc., L]? !assachusetts Ave., Cambridge,

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