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When The Rain Falls Down Chapter OneEmmetts POV

'Emmett, can we talk for a minute?' Edward came in theliving room.

Rose and I were on the couch. Our arms wrapped aroundeach other while we were watching TV. I looked annoyed atmy brother, but my expression disappeared when I saw hisface. Worry and... anger? Why should he be angry.

'That's why I wanna talk with you, so please come,' Edwardturned and walked out of the room.

I looked at Rose and shrugged. I gave her a quick butpassionate kiss and walked after Edward. He was with Aliceand Jasper in the kitchen. They all looked worried. What wasgoing on?

'What's up?' I asked them. Alice looked sadly at her handswhile Jasper was comforting her, Edward looked out of thewindow, with his back to us.

'Alice had a vision,' Jasper said.

'So?' I couldn't understand what was going on. Alice hadoften visions, what was so special at this vision?

'The volturi, they want Rosalie,' Alice said very low, so shewas sure that Rosalie couldn't hear her in the other room.

'What?' I almost yelled. 'Are you kidding me? Why?'

'Emmett? Honey, is everything okay?' I heard Rosalie fromthe living room. I looked confused at my siblings.

'Y... yes,' I called. Luckily Rosalie believed me and didn't sayanything anymore.


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'They think that her "gift" is very capable,' Edward explainedto me. Gift? Rosalie didn't have any gift. She had just herimpossible beauty.

'That's exactly what I mean. First of all, they think that shewould match with Felix,' Edward said. I growled. 'Second,because of her beauty it would be easier for them to catch ameal, you understand that?'

My jaw fell open. 'They will use my wife as an inducement?' Iyelled. I felt a wave of calmness, thanks to Jasper.

'What's wrong?' Rosalie came in. 'What did I hear about

inducement?' she looked at us all.

'We were figuring a way to catch animals easier,' Edwardlied simply. It was very known that Edward was a good liar.

Rosalie frowned but believed him. 'What's the plan?' sheasked curious. I swallowed, I didn't wanted to lie to her.

I thought about the volturi. What was there problem? They

knew she was married and they knew that her beauty isn't a"gift" but a part of her. Why did everyone look at herbeauty? It made me so pissed off. What I didn't understandwas why Alice, Jasper and Edward looked so confused. Imean, we can just say no and we're done. I mean, theyasked Edward and Alice too to join them, they even send aletter a few years ago and asked if they join them with Bella.Because of Bella's shield. What pissed Edward totally off.

They thought that they were smart with saying that Jaspercan come too with Alice. His gift wasn't maybe as useful asthat from Edward, Alice and Bella, but they knew that Alicewould never leave Jasper. Why didn't they just understand ano? Do they really think that Rosalie is going to do that?

'We can't say it,' Edward said war. 'Yet,' Edward addedquickly when he saw that Rose was getting annoyed.


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'Emmett, Alice, Jasper and I are going to try it. It's better foryou to stay here, Renesmee is coming with Jake, she wouldlove to see you,' Edward smiled warmly at the thought of hisdaughter. Rose seemed happy too with the thought of

Renesmee.

'Well, okay. Don't stay away to long,' Rose hugged metightly. I gave her a few pecks on the mouth and walkedaway with my siblings.

'Could somebody now explain me?' I asked angry to themwhen we were far enough. They sighed and settled in therocks.

'They want Rose. They think she would be useful. And theythink that she would match perfect with Felix. Edward readhis mind, Felix want to fight for her. I saw us four in myvision, in Volterra. We were in a stuck in a cell. They wanther and they would do anything to get her,' Alice explainedme in vampire speed.

'If they touch a hair on Rose's head,' I started furious. 'Whatdo we have to do?'

'We have to go to them and explain them that it can't. Theproblem is Rosalie can't go with us. And she would never letyou go alone,' Jasper said. He turned to Alice. 'And you aren'tgoing. It'll be too dangerous. You must stay here.'

'No, I want to go with you!' Alice protested.

'Jasper is right, Alice. You must stay here. We go,' Edwardlooked at me and Jasper. 'Emmett, I'm sorry for saying this.But Rose isn't going to let you go, unless you hurt herfeelings.'

'What do you mean?' I looked mistrusted at my brother. 'Ihave to leave her?' I almost shouted. 'You guys areunbelievable!'


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'I'm sorry. It's the only way. Bella would understand. AndAlice you too. But Rosalie loves you too much and she feelsvery protective over you. She would never let you go. Not

without her. I hate it to say it Em, I really do. And she isn'tgoing to like it. But everything is better than the thought ofFelix marry her,' Edward said to me.

I shivered by the thought of Rose marry that bastard.Edward was right, Rosalie would never let me go, unless Ihurt her feelings, bad.

When The Rain Falls Down Chapter 2Emmetts POV

How was I going to say this to Rosalie? Edward and Jasperwere right, she can't go with us. It'll be too dangerous forher. But breaking her heart... Are they insane? I want to seeEdward break Bella's heart or Jasper Alice's heart. Oh wait,Edward broke already Bella's, a few years ago. But I can't dothat, not to my Angel. She don't deserve that. But did she

deserve danger?

I wanted to protect her. And if this was the only way, then itshould be. Edward was going tot talk to Bella and he and

Jasper were going to wait for me a few miles further.

I sighed deeply before I walked to the living room.

'Rose,' I whispered. Knowing that she would hear me.

'Oh, are you back honey?' Rose smiled when she saw meand gave me a kiss on my cheek. Oh, she was making this

just harder.

'Rose, can we go for a walk?' I asked her seriously.Something I didn't often. She saw my worry and her smile


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disappeared.

'Emmett, what's wrong?' she asked me worried. I grabbedher hand and didn't say anything. She walked with me to the

forest. 'Emmett?' she asked me again. I didn't respond and Iwalked harder. 'Em? What's wrong?!' she suddenly cried inmy face. She stood now in front of me.

I looked around and I saw we were deep in the forest now.'Rose, I really love you,' I started wary.

'Yes, I know. I love you too, sweetie,' Rosalie smiled again atme. I couldn't do this, no I couldn't. But I hadto.

'I know but I think...' I tried again but Rosalie interrupted meagain. I sighed irritated while she spoke.

'Em, I know we didn't spend time much. But that's okay, wecan go on holiday,' she said happily to me.

It was now or never. 'Rose, I'm leaving,' I spoke the wordsbefore I could think about them. I looked at her, herexpression changed. Her eyes widened and she was hurt, I

could see it.

'No, y... you can't,' she murmured. 'No, Emmett. I'm sorry ifwe didn't spend time for each other. But that can change. Ican change if you want that. Emmett please,' she beggedme. I swallowed. I never lied to her, this was breaking me.

'I'm sorry Rose. I love you, but I don't think it can work outbetween us,' I said softly to her.

'No,' she shook her hand and started to step back. Her handswere gripping her hair. 'No... please,' I heard the vibration inher voice. 'Emmett, I'm able to do everything for you. Wecan work this out. Please, Emmett. Don't give up so easily,'her lower lip trembled.


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This wasn't working. I have to say something worse. 'Rose,there's another,' no no no! Damn it, this was way too far.

Rose's jaw fell open. Her expression broke my heart in billion

pieces. She looked in horror at me. I didn't dare to look inher eyes.'Say that that isn't true,' she said to me. Her voice was full ofhurt and sadness. 'Emmett, say that that is one of yourstupid jokes,' she begged me. But when she saw myexpression she fell on the ground. I saw her dry sobbing.

'I'm sorry Rose. I'm sorry,' I whispered and I turned aroundand ran as fast as I could away. Leaving the broken Angelbehind. I couldn't bare to see her like that. Begging me if I

want to stay with her. I was gone too far. I wish I shut mymouth, this hurt her and me. Then I heard something Iwished I never heard.

'Emmett, no!' I heard Rosalie scream and then her voicebroke and she cried out loud.

I had to hold myself on a tree before I would fall. I neverheard her so desperate. I did this to her, and that was killing

me inside. I closed my eyes and swallowed several timesbefore I would cry. I wanted to go back and embrace her. Iwanted to say that I would never cheat on her. That this wasa lie to protect her. She was making this harder and harder. Iwould rather die than hear her scream and cry like that.

Rosalie and I shared a passionate relationship. We lovedeach other more than anything in the world. I would doanything for her. I did everything for her to heal her wounds,to make her smile again. And yet, I opened them again withbreaking her heart. But everything was better than hermarrying Felix.

I walked slowly to the place were I and my brothers wouldmeet. After a few minutes walking in vampire speed I sawthem. They were leaning at Edward's Volvo. I looked


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emotionless at them. I saw Jasper closing his eyes and bitinghis lower lip. I saw Edward shooking his head desperate.

'Did you had to say that?' Edward suddenly almost shouted

to me. 'Did you had to broke her heart so bad? Emmett, sheis never going to get over it! What have you done? If youcould read her thoughts now, she's desperate. She wish shecould die! That wasn't what you had to do, Emmett!' Edwardglared at me. 'She's your wife!'

I didn't answer him but went to sit in the back seat. Jasperdidn't seem happy too with what I said. They should nowwhat I was feeling when I said that. I would rather die thensay something like that to her. She's my everything. My soul

was gone.

'I can't stand this! We have to go, now!' Jasper covered hisface with his hands. 'Her feelings are killing me, her feelingsare torturing me. We have to go. Now!

'Can't you understand that you are making this worse forme?' I suddenly yelled at them. I wasn't happy with this too.Did they really think that I don't care? If this wasn't about

her safety then I wouldn't be here now. Then I would be withher, comforting her and reassure her that she's the only one.

Edward just shook his head at me and went to sit in thedriver seat. Jasper sat next to him and we drove silentlytowards the airport. I looked out of the window. Biting my lip.I hated myself. I broke Rosalie. I never saw her like that.Even not every time she was crying about her past, of thefact the she lost her motherhood. No, not like this. It was likeI could see her heart break in countless pieces.

I looked at our wedding ring. We didn't change the ring once.We married often, Rosalie likes the ceremony and theattention it brings her. I like seeing her happy and I wouldlove to marry an Angel more than just one time. How oft do


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Stupid mind reader, go out of my head. Idiot. I shouted in myhead to him. Why don't he just shut up? Like he understand.

'Wish I could,' Edward mumbled. He looked at Jasper. 'Do

you have the tickets?'~*~We were in the plane. I looked out of the window, I wanted tosit alone. I sighed and started to peek at my brothers. Theywere talking seriously. I rolled my eyes and looked at theman who sat next to me. I had short, brown hair and lookedwith green eyes scared at me. Normally I would grin but Iwas broken. I looked out of the window again and looked atthe sky. I thought about memories between Rose and me.

'Emmett? Where's my favorite mirror? You know, that I takewith me everywhere?' Rosalie's eyes narrowed when shelooked at me.

I swallowed. Jasper and I were wrestling and the mirror fellon the ground, it broke. If Rose find out she would kill me,with all her love.

'I'm waiting Emmett,' Rosalie tapped her toe impatiently on

the ground, with her hands on her hip. She was so hot whenshe was mad. 'What are you thinking?' Rosalie said harshlythrough her teeth when I didn't say anything.

'How hot you are when you're mad,' I heard Edward from thepiano.

Shut up, stupid mind reader. I shouted in my head.

Rose's expression softened. 'Emmett, you broke it didn'tyou?' she asked me sadly. Oh, she was playing it this way.

I nodded slowly. 'I'm sorry, but Jasper and I were wrestling,and I didn't look out. I didn't wanted you to be upset,because I hate it to see you upset. So I didn't say anything.Please don't be mad,' I begged. Maybe that will help.


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Rosalie smiled sweetly and walked closer. 'I'm not madhoney,' she said while she pointed her finger at my chest.

'Good, I was afraid you would be very mad,' I chuckled alittle bit and looked down at my wife, who smiled at me.

'I'm not honey,' she chuckled. Then her expression changedin anger. 'I'M FURIOUS!' she suddenly yelled.

I smiled a sad smile when I thought about that memory.Rose didn't spoke to me that day. Until I came with the ideafor buying a new mirror for her. With her name on it. I couldremember that memory clearly too.

'Honey, Rose, where are you?' I yelled. I had a present forher. Rose was still upset after I broke her mirror withwrestling with Jasper. It was just unfair, she didn't spoke tome but Jasper... no he's such a good guy! He didn't doanything! Urgh, yeah right.

Rosalie was on the couch, reading a magazine. She lookedup at me and her eyes narrowed. She sighed heavily and

went back to read. This wasn't going to be easy, I knew thatfor sure.

'Rose, I'm sorry. But it was just a mirror!' oops.

Rosalie's eyes widened in shock. She closed her magazineand looked slowly up at me. 'Honey, would you repeat that?'she said with a sweet, very angry voice. I swallowed. I. Was.Dead.

'I'm not afraid of you,' I chuckled. It was true. Well, a littlebit.

Rosalie stood slowly up. 'What did you say?' she hissedthrough her teeth. She stepped closer to me, trying to makeme scared but I wasn't. I scooped her up. 'Emmett!' I sat


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down on the couch with Rose on my lap. I brought out thepresent from my pocket.

'Here, because I broke your mirror,' I said to her.

Her eyes widened again and she took the present careful.She opened without saying anything. She gasped when shesaw it. It was a little golden mirror who you could open andthen you saw the text on it.

For my Angel, love you sweetheart

Rosalie looked up at me and smiled. 'Thank you,' shewhispered.

I wrapped my arms around her. 'Everything for my Angel,' Ichuckled when I heard her giggle. 'Are you still mad at me?' Ilooked at her with puppy eyes.

She giggled again. 'No,' she leaned down and gave me apassionate kiss. 'I'm sorry for being so mad, you was right, itwas just a mirror,' she smiled again and I gave her a peck onthe lips.

'I love you too,' she said to me.

I loved those little moments with Rosalie. It reminded mehow special she was and how much I loved her. I was theluckiest man at earth with having her by my side. And now itwas all over, I knew it was a lie. A very big lie, but her safetywas more important for me than anything else. If I had toleave her this way then it had to be. After this I would goback to her and explain that it wasn't true. But that wasn'tthe really big point, the point was that I would never forgether face after I said those things to her. The point was that Iwas torn. I loved her, and I had to say the totally opposite,do you know how hard that was? Rosalie and I were now foralmost a century together, and we didn't had enough. Ourlove was endless, and that would be like this forever. I knew


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that. But I would never forget this day. I wish I could sleep,and forget everything for a while. But I knew that I wouldhave nightmares.

Suddenly I gasped. What if Rosalie forget about me and findanother man, I mean, she can have every male she want.What if I'm back she already doesn't love me anymore, no,no that can't be happening. This was a very bad idea. Ilooked at my brothers. They had there wives, without anyproblems. I swear if I lost Rosalie than the volturi would seeme earlier back than they would expect. I wanted to jumpout of the plane and go to Rosalie, before she does anythingstupid.

Before I could think about other things to go to Rose I heardthe speaker. We were going to land. When you're a vampire,you lose the track of time. It flies by. I sighed heavily andleaned my head against my chair, wishing that Rosaliewouldn't do anything reckless.

When The Rain Falls Down Chapter 4Rosalies POV

Rose, I'm leaving,' I heard Emmett spoke quickly. Myexpression changed in hurt. My eyes widened while mybreathe stopped.

'No, y... you can't,' I murmured. Where was he talkingabout? Leaving? Okay, we didn't spend much time together,but that doesn't mean that he has to leave! Maybe therewas something else, maybe he was just sick off Edward'sgift, or that we hadn't much privacy. There must besomething.

'I'm sorry Rose. I love you, but I don't think it can work outbetween us,' he said softly to me. My jaw dropped. Wheredid he talk about? I loved him and he loved me, what did hewant more?


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'No,' I shook confused my head and started to step back.This couldn't be true. This was a nightmare, a awfulnightmare. My hands were in my hair, trying to rip them out

of my head. This couldn't be true. 'No... please,' I heard thevibration in my own voice. 'Emmett, I'm able to doeverything for you. We can work this out. Please, Emmett.Don't give up so easily,' my lower lip trembled. He couldn'tdo this to me, no please.

'Rose, there's another,' I heard him suddenly say. My jawdrop again and I looked in horror at him. No way, that mustbe a joke. That must be a damn stupid joke. He didn't look atme, he stared awkward at the ground.

'Say that that isn't true,' I said to him. My voice was full ofhurt and sadness. 'Emmett, say that that is one of yourstupid jokes,' I begged him. He couldn't have done this tome. Emmett wasn't the kind of person who cheat on his wife.I'm his wife for fack sake. But when I saw that the expressionat his beautiful face didn't change I knew it wasn't a joke.For the first time in my hole vampire existence I lost mybalance. I fell on the ground and started dry sobbing. How

could he do this to me? I thought he loved me more thananything else. I thought we were meant to be forever witheach other.

'I'm sorry Rose. I'm sorry,' he only whispered and he turnedaround and ran away. I shook my head while I dry sobbed.How could he cheating on me? How could he hurt me likethis? He healed my wounds, and now he ripped them openagain. Harder and worse than ever.

'Emmett, no!' I screamed at the top of my lungs while Istarted to cry out loud. I fell on my stomach with my head onmy arms. I shook like crazy while I dry sobbed. My endlesslife was this time really over.

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I was sitting on the couch in my house. I stared at nothing.After I broke down in the woods, Bella and Alice found me.

They carried me to home and they whispered sweet things inmy ear like "it's going to be all right" or "he needs just time".I wish I could believe it. But I really couldn't. I never reallythought about my life without Emmett. It was like a lifewithout sun or love. A life without color. Yes, that's what itwas. A life without color.

I asked myself what I had done wrong. Why would he evercheat on me? I thought that I was everything he wanted.Beautiful and caring. From the day I saved him I knew I had

to be with him. I knew that I didn't deserved him, at all. But Iwas more than happy that he professed his love to me.Maybe he was finally done with me. After my behavior toEdward and Bella. After my call what almost killed Edward,Alice and Bella. I knew I was shallow, vain and selfish. That'swhy I was surprised why Emmett loved me.

That Emmett left me was the worst thing ever, but that hecheated on me was even more painful. Every time I

imagined him with another woman the wounds started toburn. It almost killed me. The pain was so awful. Oddlyenough, the pain was worse than my transformation. Maybeevery time he hunted he went to that woman, instead ofhunting. I didn't deserve Emmett, that was already known.But why did he do this to me? Why didn't he just go? Whatdid I ever wrong that I deserved this miserable life?

I bit my lower lip and started to dry sob again. My life wasmiserable. Finally my wound were healing, and Emmett justripped them open. Why? Why? I couldn't stop asking myself.What's a life without Emmett? Nothing. Exactly nothing.Maybe it was better if I died. I have nothing anymore.Everything is gone. My humanity, my motherhood, myEmmett. My EmmettI could never think that again. Hewasn't mine anymore. He was from someone other. I could


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never feel his strong arms around me. Or his soft lips againstmine. I could never smell his sweet scent, or never hear hisstupid jokes. Never.

I stood up and walked out of the house. I started to run. Ikept running, I didn't care where I ended. I mean, I havenothing. So what could happen? I lost Emmett, what couldhappen worse than that? Exactly, nothing. I fell the wind inmy golden hair. I was beautiful, that was known. But howpretty would look that woman? I hated her, for doing this tome. Emmett could have everyone he wanted. He wasgorgeous, tall, muscular, funny, loving and you can trust himwith everything.

It started to rain. But I didn't care. Emmett wasn't hereanymore, with me. So why would I care about my looks? Ikept running for a few minutes before I couldn't anymore. Ifell in the mud. I started to dry sob again while I laid on theground. I didn't know how long I laid there, just crying,before a smell hit me. A disgusting smell. Werewolfs a.k.athe dogs. I didn't liked them, they stink and they wereannoying. But does that matter now? I have nothing to livefor.

I looked around and suddenly I was surrounded by thewerewolves. I recognized Jacob. He looked confused at mewith his dog eyes. I stood immediately up. I was all coveredin mud and dirty leaves where in my hair. I bet I lookedawful. I sighed deep because I had the feeling that if I wasn'tcareful I would break in pieces. I wanted to run away but thedogs surrounded me. I didn't say anything, afraid of myweak voice.

One of the dogs walked closer to me. I didn't move an inch. Ieven didn't care if it attacked me, I wouldn't fight backeither. Again, it would be hopeless. I was hopeless. I wasnothing more than a week, shallow thing. That never hadenough, that always broke. This time my wounds wouldn'theal. Never. I would never find a man like Emmett. So what's


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the point of fighting back? What's the point of living if youhave nothing to live for?

Suddenly the wolf changed into his human form. The one

who looked like Jacob changed too. The others stayed intheir wolf form. I looked expressionless at Seth and Jacob,who changed. They looked confused at me. I saw in thecorner of my eyes a wolf growl. I thought it was Leah.

'Rosalie, what's wrong with you?' Jacob asked me softly. Ialmost gasped when I heard my name. Jacob and I didn't getalong, and we fight allot. Normally he called me Blondie orsomething. I called him mutt. But it wasn't the time forfighting. Or was it? It doesn't matter, I don't have a life.

'Nothing,' I tried to sound reliable. I didn't wantedcompassion for them. I didn't wanted compassion fromanyone. It wouldn't matter. Compassion wouldn't bringEmmett back to me. I swallowed by the name Emmett. Eventhinking about that name was killing me.

Jacob started to walk slowly closer. Normally I would pushhim away or step back, because of the smell. But now even

the smell didn't hit me. I didn't remove and bowed my head.I couldn't look at them. I even didn't care if I looked horrible,it was just the compassion I saw in their eyes. Even in

Jacob's. They knew something was wrong. I was a strongperson, and I never broke down in front of other. Especiallynot in front ofthem. I tried to hold back my dry sobs, but Ilost. My hands covered my face and I started to dry sobagain. Suddenly I felt arms around me. It surprised me that

Jacob was so nice to me. I leaned my head against his chest,with my hands still on my face.

'Shh, it's okay,' I heard Jacob reassuring me. It was the firsttime that he saw me so weak. That made it even worse, Ididn't wanted to look as a weak person. But I knew thatevery person had their ups and downs. But this time Icouldn't heal.


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Suddenly I fell more arms around me. I didn't look up. Ihadn't the strength to look up. But I heard voices, manyvoices. I guess it were the voices from Jacob, Leah, Seth,

Jared, Embry and Quil. All hugging and reassuring me that Iwas going to be all right. I never thought that they were sonice and understanding. Even if they didn't know thathappened. I couldn't resist myself from starting to cry outloud. And I didn't care anymore, it was like that everythingnow was official. I lost him. Forever. I would never see himagain, I would never feel love anymore.

My soul was gone. Everything was gone. I fell slowly inpieces. Countless pieces.


I could hear someone through the speaker. We were going toland. I sighed deeply and closed my eyes. I still couldn't

believe what I did. What I said. Me? Cheating on an Angel? Iwould never. I couldn't imagine a world without her. Everyday I said her how much I loved her, how beautiful she was.And every time she beamed at my words. I said that she wasthe only one, and there was nothing or nobody who canstand between us. Our love was magical. Something you justsee in movies or read in books. I would never hurt her orupset her, and yet I did.

Jasper was torn by the feelings from Rosalie. I heard himwhisper with Edward that Rose was broken, that her feelingswere killing Jasper inside. Edward said that her thoughtswere so sad that he wished that he hasn't his gift. Theythought I wouldn't hear them, but I did. I couldn't believethem, they were just making everything worse.


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I couldn't keep the thoughts of me that Rosalie was going todo something stupid. If something happen to her I swear Iwould kill myself for doing this to her. Why couldn't I just saythe truth? I peeked at my brothers, they looked sad. Good

for them.

The plane landed and we got out. We walked quietly out ofthe airport. Jasper would steal a car so we could go toVolterra. Edward and I were waiting for him.

'What is she thinking?' I broke the silence. I had to ask himthat question. I had to know how she was, if she's all right.

Edward sighed and first didn't replied. I waited impatiently.

'She's upset,' Edward finally said. 'She is thinking what shehas to do, because she misses you. She can't believe thatyou cheated on her, she's asking all the time herself whatshe did wrong. She thinks her life is miserable. That she'sborn to be hurt,' Edward said the last part quietly. He bowedhis head and didn't look at me.

My jaw just fell open. I couldn't believe what I just heard. MyRose, my Angel thinks her life is miserable. She thinks that

she is born to be hurt. I slapped myself on the head. Thiswas a very bad idea, why don't I just thinkbefore I saysomething? I'm so stupid. So damn stupid.

'I'm sorry Emmett. Jasper and I didn't help you with yelling atyou, did we?' Edward asked me. He looked up at me. I shookmy head, not able to say something. I missed Rosaliehorrible, I fell empty without her.

Finally Jasper came with a Mercedes. I frowned but didn't sayanything. I went to sit in the back seat. I looked out of thewindow and thought about Rosalie. I'm going to hunt everyvolturi member down, for doing this to her. For doing this tous.

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him. If it was Bella than he would freak out too.

Shut up, stupid mind reader! I shouted in my head. Edwardjust shook his head. I hissed in response and I looked out of

the window again. It was raining. Rain reminds me of sadmoments. I would never forget this sad moment. Notknowing how Rosalie is taking this. I just wished that shedidn't do anything reckless.

'Here is it,' Jasper said. I sighed before I went out of the car.It was now or never. I was able to fight for her. She isn'tgoing to join them, never. I just didn't understand it. Whywould they want Rosalie? I mean, her beauty is nothing forthem. It must be a trick. A few seconds I was glad that Rose

was heartbroken at home. Not here in danger. But I bowedmy head when I thought about her. Heartbroken.

'Hello dear friends,' Aro greeted us when we were inside. Igrowled in response. Dear friends, yeah right. I lookedaround. I saw the volturi guards. I saw Jane and her brotherAlex or Alec whatever. I didn't care.

'Jane? Alec?' Aro looked at them. Jane and Alec stepped

slowly towards us. Their hands on their back. Their faces,expressionless.

Then it hit me. Bella wasn't here to protect us from theirgifts. We were in the drawback. They could kill us easily.Damn, why didn't I saw this coming? I peeked from thecorner from my eye at Edward. He swallowed. Of course heread my thoughts. Jasper tried to calm everyone down.

'What do you want, Aro?' I snapped at him. This wasn't thetime to be polite now. I wanted to know it, say no and goback to my heart broken Rose.

Aro smiled a little bit. 'As I said, Rosalie,' I swallowed whenhe said her name. This was going to be harder than Ithought. 'I think she would fit perfect with us, don't you think


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Jane?' Aro smiled at Jane who looked very annoyed. 'Jane?'Aro asked now impatiently.

'Yes, I think that she would,' Jane said through her teeth. I

guess she didn't like Rosalie because of her beauty. Otherwords, jealousy.

'She isn't going to join you,' I said harshly to them. 'Forget it,Rosalie is part of our fami-coven and she belong with us. Nodiscussion about this Aro, she didn't want to join you here.Neither do we,' I correct myself on time. I wanted to sayfamily. As you see, Carlisle didn't think we're a coven, we'rea family. We agreed with him. You can say it so, Carlisle isthe head, Esme is the heart, and we're are the rest.

Aro sighed. 'I thought you would say this, but I'm afraid wemade our decision. You see, Felix needs somebody,' hepointed at Felix in the corner of the room. He smiled fake atus. I glared at him.

'Rosalie isn't just somebody who you can take. She's aperson. And she's married,' Jasper this time spoke. Heseemed very irritated by the fact that they wanted her as a

"mate" for Felix. Jasper and Rosalie had a very close bond,like they were real twins. Jasper is very protective over her.

'I don't see the point. She's polite and she's beautiful,' Felixchuckled. 'Very beautiful,' he added gentle. Edward, Jasperand I hissed at the same time. 'Don't get me wrong, butcome on. You have to admit it.'

I fell anger in me. He was going way to far now. 'We'respeaking here about mywife,' I snarled at them. 'She's notgoing to join you! Get over it!' I wanted to hunt them downbut that's the reason why Aro called Jane and that other guyAlec. We had no change against their gifts.

'No! No you didn't!' suddenly Edward shouted to Aro. Arofrowned at him. Edward seemed very angry. 'How could you?


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Why didn't you just ask?' Edward threw his hands in the air.'You know the answer is no Aro! We said it before and wearen't going to change out mind!' wow Eddie boy seemedfurious now. I hated this kind of things. Edward must have

heard something in Aro's mind and we didn't know what.Like always.

'You really thought we want her?' Jane asked Edwardharshly. She stepped closer now. 'She's useless. She isn'teven thatbeautiful,' she snorted. 'You guys are so dumb,'she looked angry away from us.

'Looks like someone is jealous,' I said it before I could thinkabout it. I guess I had a problem with that. But it was true. It

was obvious that Jane was very jealous. Suddenly I gasped. Ifell fire burning through my veins. I screamed and fell on theground. That little girl was using her gift.

'Emmett!' I heard my brothers. I gasped. I was back in 1935.When Carlisle changed me. I was burning.

'Alec,' I heard Aro say. Oh no, crap. We were dead now. Alecmust have used his gift on my brothers because I didn't

heard them anymore. This wasn't a good plan at all. We hadto go to Carlisle and ask him for help. Than we wouldn't be inthis situation now.

I wondered were Edward and Jane were talking about. I wasfurious about what Jane said about Rose. My Rose. Jane wasso jealous that you couldn't call it jealous anymore. I didn'twanted to die, I had so many questions. But that's not all, Iwanted to tell Rosalie about the lie. I wanted to say to herthat I loved her more than anything else. That I nevercheated on her. How was she going to take this?

I guess someone was dragging me. Because I fell myselfmoving. I was still burning and it was getting worse. Deathwas closer than ever.


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It was raining. I stared at the rain, how it fell on the groundand how it splashed apart. I hated the rain, it remind me ofsad moments. Like my past. But my past was nothingcompared the fact that Emmett left me. Emmett learned meto love the nature, including the rain. So rain reminds me ofEmmett. It was a few days after his change when he took meoutside while it rained. I could remind that day clear.

'Come on! It's just rain,' Emmett laughed at me. I frowned. Ididn't wanted to go outside while it rained. It's wet and cold.

Not that the cold bother me compared with the cold of myskin. I just didn't like the rain.

'No. It's wet and cold and the rain ruin my dress,' I protested.'I hate the rain. From every moment we can go outside youwant to go now? Please!'

Emmett sighed. 'Okay, whatever you want,' he sighed again,heavily. 'You're such a girly girl,' he rolled his eyes and

opened the door.

I narrowed my eyes. Nobody calls me a girly girl. 'Problemswith that?' I snapped at him. He could be sometimes soannoying. But that doesn't change the fact that he'shandsome.

'Did I say that?' he turned around and grinned. I almostforgot what I wanted to say. He was so freaking' hot. I neverthought that of a man, even not with Royce.

'N... no,' I murmured. Damn Rosalie!

Emmett smiled and showed me his dimples. I almost melt inthe ground. 'Than come!' he grabbed my hand and draggedme outside.


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'No Emmett!' I yelled. I tried to pull him away but he was toostrong for me to handle. 'Agh Emmett! Look, my dress isruined!' I wailed and pointed at my dress who was wett now.

'And my hair!' my hair was totally a mess. 'And rain is sosad!' I added quickly. Not wanting to be a "girly girl".

Emmett sighed and looked serious at me. Wow, that's new.'Rose look around you!' he let go of my hand and spread hisarms while he made circles around himself. 'Maybe is rainsad, but look around you. Look at the nature. The nature issomething beautiful, Rose. Without nature we have nothing.

Just stupid houses,' he grinned and was still walking circles.'Spread your arms and do the same, you would love it!'

I shook my head stubborn. 'Emmett you're such a child!' Isaid to him but couldn't hide a little smile on my lips. 'I'm notgoing to dance in the rain!'

'Rain... rain,' Emmett started to sing gentle. 'Rain fall downand come,' he started to spring. His dark curls hung abovehis eyes because they were wet. It was cute. 'Rain... rain.Come on Rose, try it!'

I sighed. Protest had no sense. So why not? 'Okay, justbecause I like you,' I smirked when I heard him grin. I startedto make circles around myself. I spread my arms. Hm, itwasn't that bad.

'Rain... rain,' I heard Emmett sing happily. 'Rain fall downand come,' it started to rain harder now.

I started to jump too. It was kind of fun. 'Rain... rain,' Istarted to sing to. Man, he was good. I mean, I, Rosalie Hale,was singing and dancing in the rain. 'Rain fall down andcome,' I sang. It happened automatically. 'Rain... rain,' I sangharder now. Emmett joined in now. 'Rain fall down andcome,' I laughed out loud.


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'You see, Rose. It isn't that bad,' Emmett grinned at me. Ididn't wanted to admit that I had fun but my smile betrayedmyself. 'Rain... rain,' Emmett started.

'Rain fall down and come,' we both sang happily. We grinnedat each other. We were still jumping in circles with our armsspread. 'Rain... rain,' we sang harder now. 'Rain fall downand come...'

I sighed at the beautiful memory. We were singing anddancing the "rain dance" for maybe an hour. I had so muchfun in the rain that I wondered if it was a dream. It wassomething Emmett and I did. It was just from us. We still didit when it rained. We always say that we're going to hunt

and then we're going to do the "rain dance". It was so funwith Emmett. Everything was fun with him. But it was thepast, it'll never happen again. Never.

After I broke down again in front of the wolves they carriedme to home. Like Bella and Alice did. I would never forgetthat moment. Jacob and I weren't best friends, but what hedid in the woods was something I would owe him for acentury. Even if he didn't like me, he helped me with his

friends.

I walked sat slowly down on Emmett's and m... no, mybed.This wasn't Emmett's and my room anymore, it was myroom. Everything was from me now. I heard the wolves andmy family talking downstairs. Of course the wolves wantedto know what was wrong with me, I couldn't blame them. Butthey were talking very low so I couldn't hear.

I took a photo from mydresser. It was a photo from Emmettand me on our first wedding. I was so happy, and he too. Iswallowed by the thought that I never would be so happyagain. I put him back and walked to Emmett's wardrobe. Itook a shirt from him and hugged it. I smell Emmett's sweetscent. It was so familiar, like he was next to me now. Why?Why? What did I wrong that I deserved this? Why was I such


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a bad person? Suddenly I fell anger coming up in me. Hecheated on me. He should feel guilty. I dashed his shirtthrough the wardrobe. I took more from his clothes andsmashed them through the room.

'Rose?' I turned surprised around and saw Bella and Alicestanding in the doorway. 'Rose are you okay?' they camecloser.

I nodded slowly. 'Y... yes,' I spoke softly. I let myself fell onmy knees. 'I... I'm fine,' I stuttered. I took one of the shirtsfrom Emmett on the ground and hugged it close to my chest.'Emmett is with me, of course I'm fine?' I smiled and huggedthe shirt closer to me.

'Rosalie, Emmett isn't here,' Bella knelt down next to me andstroke the hair from my face. 'Rose, Emmett is gone,' shespoke sadly to me.

I smiled. 'Oh Bella, he just went hunting,' I nodded. 'Yes,that's what he's doing, he's hunting,' I grinned and lookedaround. 'Oh, what a mess!' I sighed. 'Emmett is sodisordered sometimes,' I grinned again and started to hung

the clothes back on their dressers.

'Rosalie, Emmett isn't hunting,' Alice started slowly. Shewalked closer and shared a glance with Bella. Bella lookedvery worried. I didn't listen and I continued with orderEmmett's clothes again. Suddenly I fell a hand on my arm. Ilooked irritated up at Alice.

'Alice, I have to clean this up. Before Emmett comes back,' Isighed irritated when she didn't let go of her hand. Bellawent on the other side of me. Stroking softly my hair. 'GirlsI'm fine, maybe you can help me instead of looking how Iclean this mess up,' I rolled my eyes.

'Rosalie, Emmett left you,' Bella suddenly said. I heardmyself gasp. 'Rose, I'm sorry,' Bella looked with compassion


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at me.

Suddenly I remembered everything again. The memory wasso clear. "Rose, I'm leaving" Emmett said. And the wolves

hugging me. I fell down on my knees and start to dry sobagain. The memory was so clear, with Emmett in the woods.

'I... It's n... not fair,' I sobbed. Bella and Alice wrapped theirarms around me and I cried out loud now. 'Why? Why Alicewhy?' I asked my sister. 'Wh... what did I wrong?' my bodywas shaking now.

'I don't know, honey,' Alice whispered in my ear. She strokelightly my hair. 'Shh, it's okay,' she whispered softly.

'B... Bella?' I sobbed at my youngest sister softly. I had to askher this. To know how she did it. How she survived withouther soul mate.

'Yes, Rosalie?' Bella looked with painful eyes at me. 'Tell me,'she stroke softly my cheek.

'How did you do it?' I asked her. 'When... when Edward l...

left,' I knew it was sensitive subject for her, and she didn'tlike to talk about it. But I hadto ask her.

Bella shook her head. 'Move on. Accept it and move on,' sheonly said and hugged me tight against her. I started to drysob again. It sounds so easy, move on. But it was so painful.I couldn't move on. There was no way that I could move onso easy. I wasn't going to heal and the wounds were horriblenow. Moving on has no sense. I pushed my sisters softlyaway and stood up. I walked to the mirror in the wardrobe. Igasped when I saw my reflection.

I saw a unknown woman in it, with messy hair. My eyes weredarker than usual. I still didn't shower after the incident inthe woods with the wolves. Mud covered my face andclothes and dead leaved where in my messy hair. I looked


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like a crazy, dirty woman. But that wasn't the worst. I lookedlike an broken Angel with wounds. Incurable wounds.


I was still burning. It was an endless pain, why does it takeso long? Just kill me and I'm over it. Rosalie... oh my Angel. Iwould never see her again, never tell her the truth. Alicewould, but that will make it just harder. I'm the one who saidthe lies, so I had to fix it. And that's why I had to fight, andnot give up. Even if I was in a horrible pain. I hope she wouldtake me back. I mean, she can have everyone she want.

What if she fall in love with another man? Oh no, please no.

I wondered if my brother were already dead. How was Esmegoing to take this? Lose three of another children. She wouldnever get over it. She loves us with all her heart like we wereher biological children. And of course we loved her too. Shewas there always for us and she behave like a mother too.Esme was always curious about our days, and she loved theway me and my siblings act towards each other. She was the

one who jumped between us when we were fighting. And shewas the one who had all the patient you need. If she couldhave children of her own, she would be one of the bestmoms ever known.

Like Esme was a wonderful mom, Carlisle was a grateful dad.He was my example. He was a great father and he seemsserious, but he can be very frolic too. I mean, did you eversee him hunt bears? That's just hilarious. But that's noteverything, he was the one who changed me. His venom wasin mine body. It gives you a weird but wonderful bond withthe one who changed you. I would always look up at him. Hewas alone when he was changed, but his self-control andintelligence made him what he is. A wonderful husband andfather. And do you know any vampire that works in ahospital? Every time the smell of humans and their blood,


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how could someone have so much self-control? Me and mysiblings had sometimes a hard time on school, let aloneCarlisle. But he said once that he almost didn't smell itanymore. Let's just say that my jaw dropped open. I loved

my father.

And Bella? Who else can tease her like I do? Maybe I teaseher to much, but I'm her big brother. So it's my job. Too badthat she can't blush anymore, that was hilarious. I lovedBella from day one, she was my little sister who I wouldprotect and tease. Who was going to do it now? Bella wasexactly the kind of person Edward needs. She wasn'tsomeone who loved to go shopping like Rose and Alice. Andshe definitely didn't like it when Rose and Alice play Bella

Barbie on her. But she never nagged and I think she likedthe fact that she and her sisters could progress. She andRose were getting allot better along, and Rose even oncetold me that she was glad that Bella joined the family. Whatwould happen to her if she knows about the dead of Edward.She would break apart.

Alice, the little pixie. Alice is a rarely person. There should bemore Alice's in the world. I loved her from the day we met, of

course because she moved all Edward's stuff to the garageso she and Jasper could have his room. Edward's face wasone I would never forget. And after all, I teased Alice toobecause of her length. Not that Jasper was so happy withthat. With Alice everything is a surprise. She sees the futureand knows what we would like. I could remember that sheand my Rose organize my birthday party in 1554. It was oneof the best birthday parties you could imagine. Alice is verygood in organizing stuff. She organized Bella's eighteenthbirthday party too, it just didn't end well. With all the effects.But she organized the wedding of Edward and Bella too. WithAlice you can wear the most beautiful and most fashionclothes. Alice is one of the rarely unique persons. And thefact that Jasper would be dead would break her too. Maybeshe saw it coming, but couldn't do anything to stop them.that must be very hard for her.


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And not to forget my little niece Renesmee. In the verybeginning, I was afraid of Bella was going to make it. I didn'tknow if I wanted this child, not if it took the life of the wife of

my brother. Who was for decades alone. But after Bella givebirth to Nessie, I knew that she was a wonderful child. Shewas beautiful and intelligence. I loved the way Rosalie tookcare of her during Bella's transformation. I knew that Rosewould love to be a mother, and I was disappointed that Icouldn't give her a baby. But she seemed much happier afterRenesmee came in the family. Like she was the piece thatmissed, even if she wasn't her child. Nessie grew up veryfast, because of her half human half vampire body, and ofcourse Edward and Bella had a hard time with that, but she

was a great member in our family. She was a funny child andshe loved us like we loved her.

And then the dogs, like Rose calls them. Jacob wasn't a badguy or something. His smell was just bad. I never understoodhim, but I never tried. He loved Bella in the first place, butshe chose one of his "enemy" above him. That must be hardfor him. Especially when he helped her through her painwhen we left. But then Bella gave birth to Renesmee, and he

imprinted on her. I didn't show it but I was first mad that hedid that. I couldn't imagine my niece marrying with a dog.But he couldn't help it, it just happened. And we knew shewas in good hands with him. I was happy for Jacob that hefound his soul mate too.

And then Rosalie. I could talk hours about her. Like I saidbefore with Alice, Rosalie is a unique person too. If therewere more humans caring and loving like she, than the worldwould be allot better. From the day she saved me till now, Iloved her with every cell in my body. She was myeverything, I couldn't live without her. So you mustunderstand that breaking her was the most awful thing Iever did. I didn't just love her because her beauty - likealmost every guy did - but she was beautiful on the insidetoo. Rosalie is the most caring and loving person you could


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ever imagine. Allot people things she's vain and selfish orshallow, but she wasn't any of them. Her past is somethingthat she couldn't just forget, but Rose was a very strongperson. I was glad that I was the one who helped her. She

said that I was everything she wanted, even if she couldn'thave a child, as long as I was with her, everything was allright. And I thought the same as her. As long as she was bymy side I was happy. Forever wasn't long enough for us. Ourlove was endless, and it would never stop. I would never stoploving her, I would kill to see her everyday smiling. I woulddo everything for her. I hoped that Alice and Bella would saythat to her, that I would never stop loving her. And that Ilied, that I loved her more than anything. So much that Ididn't even think about other women. She was the only one I

had eye for, and that would never change.

My family seemed maybe the perfect family, but we weren't.We were like any other family. We loved each other but wehad fights too. We cared about each other but we teasedeach other too. I was glad that I had eternity with them, butupset by the fact that this was all over. I would never see ortease them again. Today was the last day of my life, but Iwas graceful that I had the change. If Rosalie didn't found

me that day, than I wouldn't be what I am. Than I wouldhave my wonderful family and my beautiful, loving andamazing wife. I was happy that I participated all thoseexperience.

My thoughts flew again to Rosalie when suddenly the painstopped. My veins weren't burning anymore and I wasn'tdead. I opened my eyes - I closed them during the pain,waiting for the death - and gazed above me. I satimmediately straight and I looked around. I was in locked ina cell. It was dark and there was just one little window. Whathappened during the pain? What was the volturi going to dowith me?

'Ed? Jazz?' I called for my brothers. Suddenly I gasped. Theywere lying on the floor. They didn't move. A human would


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think that they were dead but I knew better. 'Jazz, Ed, comeon,' I slapped lightly their faces but nothing happened. Iturned around. 'Alec,' I called harshly. I heard someone grinand suddenly I heard my brothers again. 'Guys, are you all

right?' I was immediately again by their sides.

'Yeah, I guess so,' Jasper said confusing. He stroke his blondhair from his face. 'I thought it would never stop. It's soconfusing not to feel anything. Especially someone like mewith that kind of gift. I can feel emotions all the time, it'sconfusing if I can't,' he sighed. 'And annoying,' he added witha small smile who disappeared immediately.

'Like Jazz said, I thought it would never stop. It thought we

were going to die,' Edward spoke now. 'But the worst wasthat I didn't knew how you guys were. I was afraid that theywere finishing you,' Edward stood up. 'But how are you bro?

Jane tortured you with pleasure after your comment. ReallyEmmett, you seriously have a problem,' Edward pointed atme.

'Yeah, I thought that too. But I couldn't help it. Her face washilarious every time we called Rosalie's name,' I swallowed

when I said her name. I missed her so much. 'But I'm fine.The pain was horrible, I'm glad it's over. But what washappening? I mean first you were yelling at Aro and than

Jane said something like "why would we want her?" orsomething. And the next time I know my body was in fire,' Isighed frustrated at my words.

'That's what I wanted to tell you guys,' Edward sighed. 'Iread Aro's mind and...'

'Well, hello,' we turned around when we faced Aro. Whointerrupted Edward harshly. Damn, now I still didn't knowwhat was happening. I saw Jane and Alec behind him. PoorAro doesn't dare to face us alone. What kind of guy was he?He needs protection from a pack children. I had to bite insideof my cheek. Especially when Edward shot me a warned


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look.

'What do you want from us Aro? We already know you're notafter Rosalie,' Edward spoke. I froze and I saw out the corner

of my eye Jasper frowning frustrated. They weren't afterRosalie? So this was all for nothing? I broke her heart fornothing? I glared furious at Aro.

'Well, you and Alice are very useful. We want you to thinkabout it,' Aro smiled evilly. I growled in response. This wasall about Alice and Edward? Again? 'I hope we didn't scarethat little girl,' Aro added. I totally fell myself losing control.He called her little girl. My wife for fack sake. I fell waves ofcalmness rushing over me from Jasper, who tried to calm

everyone down.

'The answer is no, Aro. Let us go now,' Edward narrowed hiseyes while he snapped the words at Aro. 'Understand thatwe're not going to join your coven. Not now, not tomorrowand not the day after tomorrow. Never. Get over it and let usgo.'

Aro shook his head. 'We want you to think about it. At least a

week. This isn't something you can say no to,' he spread hisarms. 'Look around you, this could be your home. With meas leader and the rest you could be a powerful person.'

'Attractive proposal, but no,' Jasper spoke this time. 'Weappreciate' I snorted but Jasper ignored me and kept going,'your interest but no. Nobody from our coven is going to joinyou. We would say it when we change our mind. But assumethat that isn't going to happen for the next decades,' Jasperexplained calm to Aro. Who frowned at his words.

'Think about it,' he turned to Jane and Alec. 'What do yousay?' I wondered why Aro was asking advice to children.Poor, poor guy. I really had compassion for him. I sighed inmy head. Not everyone can be a real man. I had to forcemyself from laughing again.


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'I think that everyone is better than that other girl. What washer name again? Goshie? Posie? Oh wait,' Jane snorted.'Rosamie or something. But I think that everyone is better

than that mongrel.'

My jaw dropped open at her words. She couldn't evenremember her name. And that hit it. Jane's time was over.And before everyone could blink I growled loudly and lungedtowards Jane's throat.


When did Emmett left me? I didn't know. Time is endlesswhen you're depressive. Depressive? Yes. When did I smilefor the last time? Where were my happy memories? Did Ihad happy memories without Emmett in it? I didn't think so. Iwas alone, empty. My future was dark. There was a cloudabove my head, there was no sun anymore. Emmett was mysun, but where was he? I knew the answer, but I didn'twanted to think about, it hurt me too much. My wounds were

burning, harder and worse than ever. Nobody can heal them.Even not myself. I can't heal, I was ripped open, forever.

Everyone tried to cheer me up, even the werewolves. Theywere nice, everyone was nice. But I couldn't smile. Like Iforgot how to smile. I almost forgot what happiness meant.But does it care if you know that you never would feel itagain? I couldn't just stand up and be happy, my reason forbeing was gone. How could you ever get over it and moveon? I tried to talk to Bella, but everything she said seemedso easy. I never realized how hard it must be for her whenwe left. How hard it for her was that she was a fragilehuman, not faster or stronger than us. She wasn't able tofind us. I had respect for her.

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would be okay. I wanted to clear my head and think. Therewasn't anything to think about. Emmett left. More I don'thave to know. But I just had to be alone. I didn't wanted togo to Denali or something, just me. Don't get me wrong, I

was going back in a couple of hours. I was just walki-stumbling in the woods. In my whole vampire existence Inever tripped or lost balance, but it was like I almost couldn'tmove my legs. Sometimes I had to hold myself on a tree,before I would fell on the ground. I never felt so miserable,even not after I changed.

I stumbled through the trees. I saw in the distance a cliff. Istumbled towards it and looked at the moon in the sky. Itwas full moon tonight. My skin sparkled lightly at the light of

the moon. I sat down on the cliff. If a human would fall, itwould be for sure dead. It was way too high. If I would fall,there would be nothing. My skin is very hard and nothing canhurt me. Just another vampire or a werewolf. If I'm honest, Iwould prefer to jump and be dead. To be freed from themiserable pain. My life didn't had a reason anymore. I didn'thad a reason to live anymore. Emmett was my everything,and he's gone now. I had nothing.

It started to rain but I didn't care. I almost didn't feel the rainon my skin. It was like I didn't had any feeling anymore inmy body. I pulled my knees under my chin and I wrapped myarms around my legs. I started slowly to poise from front toback.

'Rain... rain,' I started to sing very low. 'Rain fall down andcome,' it reminded me of our "rain dance". It was nice to singit. Even if it hurt terrible, this song was a part for us. Like itbelonged to us. I knew Emmett just invent it, but it was thebeginning of my new happy life. It was a important song forme, and oddly enough, it was a important song for Emmetttoo. 'Rain... rain,' my voice was weak. I never heard it thatweak. It made me feel even more broken. 'Rain fall downand come.'


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I didn't know how long I sat there. Singing low in the rain. Iwas totally wet and my clothes were dirty from the mud. Ishowered after the "incident" in the closet with my sisters. Itwas so weird. Like it was a nightmare and I snapped out of it.

I really thought Emmett was gone hunting with my brothers.It seemed so real, so real. But it wasn't true. And that mademe feel even worse.

I asked my sister about Jasper and Edward. They said thatthey were gone for a hunting trip for a few days and thatthey will visit Emmett for a while. To talk with him. Bella andAlice seemed nervous when they told me. Like they werelying to me. But I didn't ask for more, I didn't care. Nothingwas important anymore. Emmett wasn't next to me, to

comfort me if I'm upset, or to make me laugh. He wasn't withme to support me through eternity, so I wondered if this wasuseful for me.

I stood up and looked at my wedding ring. It was a beautifulsilver one. With a big diamond in the middle and two smallerones, each on one side of the big one. I fell in love with thefirst time Emmett shove it at my finger. We didn't changeour wedding ring through our weddings. This was the first

and the most beautiful one. It was special. I sighed deeplywhen I dragged it from my finger. Wearing it made me moreupset. And I didn't needed it, did I? I looked at it in myhands. I didn't wanted it anymore, not if it caused so muchpain. Emmett was the past, but if he was the past, what orwho was the future? I couldn't imagine myself with anotherman. But just my family wasn't enough for me. I neededsomeone, and that someone was Emmett. Maybe this lifewasn't something for me. I couldn't live for the rest offorever without Emmett. So there was just one option left. Iknew I would hurt the ones who loved me with it, but I knewthey would get over it.

I sighed deeply again and closed my eyes. And before I knewwhat I was doing I throw the ring in the sea. My handscovered my face and I started to dry sob again. It was the


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only way to get rid of it. It was just too painful to wear it. Itwould be in the ocean now, with the sun or the moon shiningon it. It had a special place now.

I turned around and started to walk away. I had to buy aticket to Italy and go to the volturi. This was the only way. Iwasn't going to live without Emmett, that would be toopainful and miserable. I was a strong woman, and I didn'tgive up fast. But if there was no solution left, than this way. Ihad to change my mind so Alice wouldn't see it coming. If Iwas lucky Edward wouldn't read my mind. I tried to block mythoughts and think about other things. I didn't wanted toleave a letter for my parents, that would be too painful forthem. But I had to leave them something... I thought about

what I could do, but nothing came out. Maybe it was better ifI didn't leave them anything. Mental I would leave my heartwith them, forever.

I didn't wanted to do this, but deep inside me I didn't wantedanything else. I didn't wanted to put myself in somethingterrible. I knew that this life was the best thing that everhappened to me. I found my mate and a lovely family. But Iknew too that my mate was my reason for being. And if your

reason for being was gone than what did you live for? I hatedthe thought that a human was stronger than me. And I meanBella. She was alone but didn't kill herself or something. Sheonce told us that she jumped of the cliff so she could "hear"Edward. If she did something dangerous than he showed up.First I thought it was weird but then I realized that it was theonly option for her to hear him.

It was still raining and I looked at the sky while I walked orstumbled or whatever you call it through the trees. I was sofrustrated and weak that I fell over a tree-trunk. I lay in themud for a few seconds before I stood up. I didn't care aboutmy clothes. About a day or something I would be dead, sowhy should I care about dirty clothes? I made my way andpayed attention for the way now.


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'Rain... rain,' I started again. 'Rain fall down and come...'


Fire was racing through my veins. I was burning, again. Itwas so awful and miserable. I knew with Jane's gift I had nochange against her. I could fight for my life but it wasuseless. She had a gift and I had strength. You can't fightagainst someone with a gift like that. It's like a chicken

fighting against a lion. I hated it to admit, but I was thechicken and that little stupid girl was the lion.

I heard my brothers. Begging if Jane wanted to stop. I neverheard them begging like that. It was kind of... funny. Yeah.But hey, it's me, I can find in everything something funny.However, I was furious that they didn't wanted Rosalie. Notthat I want her to leave or something, but it just pissed meoff that they asked Rosalie while they wanted Edward and

Alice. I don't care if this would be my death, I was going toget revenge. Definitely.

I heard Jane laughing. Evil girl. I wanted to rip her head offand rip it to shreds and burn the pieces. I wish Bella washere, than I wouldn't feel this awful pain and then I could rip

Jane into shreds. I wanted to do that so bad, that I tried tostand up - I fell on the ground from pain when it startedagain - and fight for it. For my life, for Rosalie. She deservesmuch and much better, and I wanted to give her what shedeserved. The death of Jane.

Someone was pushing me back, what made it even worse. Iheard my brothers saying that I had to lay. That they willtake care of everything. How could they say that? Hello! It'sthe volturi. Sometimes I really want to rip them in shreds. I


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heard Aro saying something to Jane. The pain was so badthat I couldn't concentrate on what he said. Suddenly thepain stopped and I sighed in relief. The bad part was, it couldstart anytime. She had the power over me, and I hated to

know that I was the weak one. The prey.

'Could you stop with that?' I almost yelled at her. I lookedfurious at her red eyes. She just shrugged and laughed low. Isighed and decides to play it different. 'Actually, I don't care.I mean, do whatever you want,' I shrugged. It worked, herexpression changed to irritating.

'What do you mean? I can make you feel the most miserablepain, do you really think that I think that you don't care?' she

smirked. 'You're not only weak, but you're dumb too.'

I hated it when people called me dumb. So I hissed inresponse. 'Well, maybe I do think that. I fight at least fair, Imean, you need your stupid gift to defend yourself. But Iunderstand that, I mean, a child can't defend his self withoutsomething extra, you know,' I smiled a little bit, proud onmyself. I saw in the corner of my eye my brothers glaring atme, but I ignored it.

'I'm not a child,' Jane growled loudly. Aro frowned at her andwhispered something to her, so low that we couldn't hear.

Jane seemed annoyed with that. 'There not out guest!' shesnarled at Aro.

'Touchy, touchy,' I teased her. I couldn't help it, it was so funto tease her. It was even more fun than teasing Bella whileshe was still human. This time Jasper elbowed me angrily.Okay, maybe I was gone too far now but really, it was fun.

'Jane,' Aro said firmly. 'Behave you, there our guests,' hesmiled fake at us and stepped closer. 'Well friends, I wantedto depend something. I know you want to return to yourhome, but I want to make a deal if you don't mind.'


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'Well maybe we do,' I said angrily at him. Who did he thinkwho he was? I mean, come on! Even I know that what hesaid was really dumb.

Aro's eyes narrowed. 'I just wanted you to stay a week, tothink. If you still didn't changed your mind,' he turned toEdward now. 'What would be a waste, than you can returnhome. We won't disturb you.'

'No!' Jasper shouted immediately. He seemed suddenly verynervous. Jasper and nervous... weird combination but okay.Aro frowned. He opened his mouth to say something but

Jasper was faster. 'Friend, we are very sure that we don'twant this. Maybe we can make a deal,' he pointed at me and

Edward. 'If we change our mind, we will join you. What's badwith that? We can visit whenever you want.'

'I think that's a very good idea,' Alec spoke for the first time.I frowned. I forgot he was there too. I didn't know why, butcompared with his evil sister, I liked him. He had something.And his gift wasn't as painful as that from Jane.

'Would you tell us why, Alec?' Aro narrowed his eyes while

he spoke his name. He said his name like it was dirt. Heseemed very irritated by the fact that one of his covenagreed with us. Aro always wanted to have his desire, andhe had us in his power.

'Well,' Alec stepped closer now. 'We can cause troubles if wekeep them here. I mean, I don't think that Carlisle would behappy with the fact that we put his family in danger. Theycan always come when they change their mind.'

Aro seemed impressed with Alec's words. 'Maybe you'reright,' he agreed while he nodded slowly his head. 'I agreewith the fact that Carlisle wouldn't be happy with the factthat we brought his "children" in danger,' he frowned at theword children. 'But I don't want to let you go so easy.'


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Me and my brothers sighed irritated. Man, he was so difficult.My anger for Jane dropped and a new anger for Aro came.

This time I wanted to rip his head off. Jasper fell my angerand the room filled with love and calmness. It didn't calm me

very down, but it was a kind of nice feeling. Even for thissituation.

'I think that it's better if we visit each other every half year.We just want to check if you really didn't change your mind,'Aro smiled at Edward. 'Don't get me wrong, friend. We justwanted you and Alice to join us. I think that's just acompliment, don't you?'

Jasper froze when he called Alice's name. Jasper was very

protective over Alice. Like I was very protective over Rosalie.I mean, if I wasn't, than I wouldn't hurt her like this for herown safety. Her safety was everything for me.

'Just if you let us go now,' Edward said to Aro. 'Twice a yearis maybe too much, but we can live with that, can't webrothers?' Edward looked at us and almost forced us with hiseyes to agree with him. We just nodded. Maybe it was betterfor now if I just kept my mouth shut, especially while we

were so close to freedom. I saw Edward nodding at me. Hedid it so that the others didn't saw it.

'Than you can go,' Aro lead us out of the cell. He still seemedangry with the fact that we were free. But I didn't care, thestupid bastard. Protecting from children, yeah right. Janeglared at me when I walked by and I almost stuck my tongueat her. Little girl.

I walked with my brothers outside. I was going as fast as Icould to home. To Rosalie, reassuring her that everythingwas all right. I loved her with everything I had and I wasgoing to say that to her. I smiled at the thought of that. So Iwalked in vampire speed out of the door. To the light. To thefreedom.


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I was in the plane. The time flew by when I made mydecision. Of course I tried to change my mind all the time, soAlice couldn't see me. But believe me, it wasn't easy. Icouldn't stop with thinking about what was going to happen.I couldn't stop thinking about my family. I knew that theyloved me, and that they tried to help me, but I couldn't sitand cheer myself up. I loved them too, even Jacob and hispack. I couldn't force myself not to leave something. So I leftthem a letter. I said to them that I was gone hunting for a

while. It was very hard for me to lie to them. Soon they willknow that I was gone.

I couldn't stop thinking about Esme. She already lost a childonce, and she loved us more than anything else in the world.I couldn't stop thinking about what kind of effect this willhave on her. I knew that sometimes I could be selfish. Thatsometimes I was selfish. But I can't stay there heartbroken.

That would break her too. Every day she would see the

sadness in my face. My weak and emotionless voice. I wouldnever be what I was. Rosalie Lillian Hale Cullen McCarty. If Icouldn't call myself Mrs. McCarty, than there was no reasonfor me. I loved Esme like she was biological mother. My realmother didn't really care about me like Esme. She justwanted me to be pretty and marry. She saw my beauty as agift to deliver her a grandson. She and my father pushed meto Royce. I still think that it was their fault that I'm nothuman and that I can't have a child. But Esme wasn't likethat. She was very motherly and loved me like a realdaughter. I was proud that I could be her daughter. She hasa special place in my heart.

I thought about Carlisle too. If he wasn't there, I wouldn'teven exist as a vampire. He was the one who changed me.His venom was in my body. Carlisle has a special bond with


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the once he changed. He changed Esme, Edward, me andEmmett. I was always thankful that he changed Emmett forme. I knew that after I was changed, I wasn't the kind ofperson you wanna be with. I was furious that he changed me

and I hated everyone. Edward was just irritating, Esmewanted always to help me and to be there for me, but I wasangry and I didn't wanted any compassion and Carlisle feltguilty for what he did. But after he changed Emmett, Ichanged too. I started to respect him as my father. I neverreally thanked him that he changed me, and I wrote that inthe letter too. I thanked him that he gave me an otherchange, I would never forget him. Like Esme, he had a veryspecial place in my heart.

My favorite sibling was Jasper. From the first time I saw him,I liked him. He didn't seem annoying like Edward, and hetook my last name without any annoyance. He understoodmy pain and he knew before I said something. I didn'twanted to give up my last name. Don't get me wrong, it wasa pleasure to be a Cullen, but my last name was the lastthing of my human experience. The last thing I had. But if Ithink about it, it only brought me sadness. Sometimes Iwished that Jasper was my real brother, my real twin. He's so

understanding and nobody really understand our bond. Wehave a strong connection together. I can always go to Jasperand talk to him. He listen to me. After Emmett, he was theone who knew me the best. He's always there for me, andother wise too. Like I said before, he understood my pain. Heknew that my past was a sensitive subject for me. My pastwould always be a pain for me. I was glad that he came inthe family, because I always felt the weak one in the family.Don't get me wrong, Jasper isn't weak, but his past is verysad too. I think that our pasts are the most sad once fromthe family. I understand him like he understands me. Wetalked allot with each other about our pasts. We alwaysstand up for the family. Even when Edward started datingBella, Jasper was at my side. I would never forget Jasper. Hewas an unique person.


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Edward and I maybe fight allot, but that's how we are witheach other. We love each other but meanwhile we can ripeach others head off too. From the first time I heard himspeak, he irritated me. Especially with his mind-reader gift.

After Emmett and Jasper he knew me the best because of hisgift. I was a pain for him when Bella came into the family. Iwas rude to them, I know, but I already apologized for that.Edward and I aren't each other favorites. Carlisle changedme in the first place so I can be a soul mate for Edward. Butwe never loved each other like that. Edward never showedany attraction for me. I was used to be adored, I was usedthat men wanted me. But Edward didn't. That was one of thereasons that I didn't liked Bella first. I didn't wanted him, butthe idea that he wanted a normal human girl instead of me

shocked me. But after all, we loved each other. Maybe weweren't always like we have to be, but we understand eachother. After Renesmee came into the family, we grewtogether closer. We played piano often with each other andwe talked more with each other. We understand each othermore now. And I started to respect Edward more. I wouldmiss our "piano" times with each other. After all, we shared apassion for music. And I must admit, that if we play witheach other, it sounds very good. Edward was a good brother

for me, and I didn't wanted to miss him.

Bella and I didn't had a good start. And that was especiallybecause of me. I was jealous that Edward wanted her in thefirst place, but the fact that she was human made it worse.Especially when she wanted us to vote of her immortality. Iwas angry that she wanted to throw it away so easy, like itwas nothing. I was angry that she didn't understood myfeelings, but I was wrong. She did understand me. I was theone who didn't understand her. She didn't wanted to grow upand die, leaving Edward behind. She didn't wanted to getolder while Edward would stay forever seventeen. Shewanted forever with him. And deep in my heart, I would dothe same for Emmett. The one thing that bounded me andBella the most was, Renesmee. I would never forget thatBella called me. She knew that I longed for children. That I


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was the one who would do anything to have a child. I didn'thad to think twice about helping her. Edward didn'tunderstand me. He was furious, he thought that I was afterthe baby. That I didn't care if Bella died, that Bella's life was

nothing for me. But that wasn't true. I truly loved Bella, shewas the wife of my brother. She was the one who stoleEdward's heart and she was the one who made him happy.How could I not love her? I was angry with the fact thatEdward wanted an abortion. I didn't care what he thoughtabout me, but it was his child he wanted to kill. His ownchild. The other reason I helped Bella was that it was heronly change to have a child. After her transformation shewould never have the change again. It was now or never. Iknew that the pregnancy was hard for her, every time her

bones broke, every time she had to drink human blood,every time looking at her weakness... I truly had respect forher. It hurt me too to look at her while she is so weak, Iwanted to help her, to make her feel better. But I couldn't,how much I wished I could, I couldn't. But everything wasworth it. If you look at Renesmee you think it's an Angel, amiracle. Bella and I maybe didn't had a good start, but Iloved her and she loved me back. She was my sister and myfriend, and that will never change. I knew that we didn't had

the bond she had with Alice, after all, Alice was the one whobelieved in her. Who went back to her to check if she wasalive. Alice was Bella's best friend, and I had to admit, I was

jealous about that. But the jealousy disappeared when theyasked me to go on a shopping trip with that. It sounds verycomment, but the point was, that they wanted me withthem. Maybe Bella and I weren't as close as she is with Alice,but I did love her and she was my friend. She always will be.

Alice was my first sister, and she always will be. The firsttime we met I was a little bit shocked with the pixie thatstood in front of me. She knew me by the name and sheasked me to shop with her because we were family now. Iremembered the day clearly. I knew that I frowned at herwords and that I shook my head in frustration. I was worriedand afraid at the same time. Worried because I didn't know


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who they were and what they wanted from us. Afraidbecause maybe they were dangerous vampires. Send by thevolturi or something. But when I saw what Alice did, when Isaw Edward's stuff in the garage I burst into laughter and I

totally wanted them to join us. Alice because she seemedvery brave - I mean if you dare to touch Edward's musiccollection...- and Jasper because he seemed so relax. Alice isthe one who you can ask for advice about fashion, but sheunderstands too if you tell her something. I loved Alice fromthe first time, like I did with Jasper. But when Bella came intothe family, Alice was all the time with her. It was like shedump me, like nothing. I couldn't be angry at her, it was whoshe was. She loved Bella as a sister, and I was jealous abouttheir bound. But that changed when Alice once talked to me.

Jasper told her about my jealousy and Edward told her aboutmy thoughts. She came to me and said that I would alwaysbe her first sister, that we would always have somethingspecial because of that. It was a very sensitive talk, but itfelt good. She agreed that she was allot with Bella, but wehad forever. We went shopping after that and Alice told methat she really did love me. I was very happy after that andwe did allot together. Like Alice said, she was my first sisterand that would never change.

I sighed deeply at my thoughts. I would miss everyone. Icould talk and think hours about Emmett, but it was useless.It would just hurt me more. And I didn't wanted to have morepain than I already had - if that was possible -. I looked out ofthe window. I always liked to fly by plane, it made me feelmore free. I knew that I had super speed and that I wasfaster, but I liked to fly. To look at the sky. But normallyEmmett would sit next to me, what would made it even morefunny. But know there was another guy next to me. Heseemed very interested in me. I just tried to ignore him, soonit will be over. I wouldn't exist anymore and Emmett wouldbe happy with his other partner. He wouldn't even thinkabout me and he...

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when I saw that it was the guy who interrupted me. Helooked young, maybe twenty. He had dark hair and dimpleswhen he smiled at me. He reminded me a little bit ofEmmett. Not much, just his dark hair and his dimples. He

wasn't very pretty and I didn't like his aftershave, at all.

'What?' I asked him. I couldn't hide the annoyance in myvoice. He just irritated me so much that I wanted to rip hishead off and burn the pieces. He should know better. If heknew what I could do with him. That I was stronger andfaster than he could ever imagine. I could kill all the peoplein this plane in less than a hour.

'Do you want any drink?' he asked eager at me. He pointed

at the stewardess who looked curious at me. I just shook myhead and turned my head so I could look out of the windowagain. 'Miss?' I heard the guy again. I sighed irritated againand turned angry my head. I was starting to get angry, andbelieve me, if you're human and I'm angry, than you're indanger. Maybe danger wasn't the good word to explain it.

The guy ignored my "signs" that I tried to show him. Signslike "leave me alone" or "I don't like you".

'I thought maybe we could do something, maybe you cangive me your number?' the guy tried to smile sweetly at me.If I didn't knew better I would think that he was a crossbetween a sheep and a cow when he smiled.

I frowned and I opened my mouth to yell at him that he hasto leave me alone and that I would rip his head off if he evertalked to me again but then I invent something. If Emmettcould date other women why couldn't I date any guys? Notthat I was really going to date him, but giving him mynumber wouldn't do anything. By the time that he thinksabout calling me I would be death. So why not? I mean Ihave not to lose, haven't I? He was just irritating andannoying.

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to jump out of the plane from happiness. Poor guy. I gavehim the number and I shook my head when he wanted togive his number. I didn't need it, I wasn't going to use it orsomething. I turned my head and sighed when I heard

someone through the speaker. We were going to land. Ididn't knew if I had to be happy or afraid. Happy becauseabout a few hours or maybe less than a hour, I would be ridof the pain. Or afraid because I wouldn't even dare to thinkabout the pain that will cause to kill me.

'I will call you,' the guy smiled at me while he spoke. He tookhis bags and winked at me before walking out of the plane. Ialmost made a noise of disgust when he winked of me. Ifvampires could get sick, I would be already hanging above

the toilet. Throwing up. I walked out of the plane and lookedat the sky. The sun didn't shine, but it didn't rain either. Ihope it will happen soon. I wondered what the others weredoing. I made my decision and changing my mind didn't helpanymore to block Alice from seeing my future.

I decided to steal a car. That would be my last "vampireaction" from my life. I was going to miss my life, to miss myfamily. I was going to miss everything. I didn't knew what

was after the death, but soon I would know. Soon I wouldfind out. I wasn't going to regret my decision or something,but everyone would be afraid if death was so close. Even ifit's your own decision. I would always love Emmett, even ifhe didn't love me back. I would never forget him.

I was riding in the Toyota I stole. I suddenly gasped when Isaw that my wedding ring missed. But I remembered that Ithrow it away. It was still weird that after all those yearswearing it, that it was gone. I was used to it and I loved it. Itwas the most costly and beautiful jewel I had. And the ideaof it in the sea wasn't making it any better. Maybe thatwasn't a good idea. I could resist myself from dry sobbingagain, I was so weak. I was used to feel strong as a vampire,to be strong. Feeling weak wasn't part of me.


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I almost gasped when I saw Volterra. I didn't kneweverything was going to happen so fast. When I was still inForks, a minute seemed a day, a hour seemed a week, a dayseemed a year. And now everything was going to fast. If my

heart could still beat, than it would almost jump out of mychest. I sighed and bit my bottom lip when I arrived inVolterra. Nothing changed through the years. I parked thecar and I stepped slowly out of it. Maybe this wasn't a goodidea, maybe I should go back and do what Bella said. Moveon.

No Rosalie, you can't. You made your decision, you can't goback. Who is waiting for you at home? Emmett?

I closed my eyes at the harshly voice in my head. The wordssneered through my thoughts and through my doubts. Isighed again and I walked with confidence to the door fromthe place where the volturi lived. It was now or never, and Ichose now. I knocked at the door and before I could count tothree the door opened. I looked right into the eyes of death.But oddly enough, I wasn't afraid. Because that's what I hadto be. My life had no reason anymore, so why should I bescared if this was what I had to be? I closed my eyes during

my thoughts. I opened again and nothing changed. Deathwas still in front of me.


I sighed happily when me and my brothers where outside.We were finally free. Free from the volturi, free from Janeand her awful gift. Soon I would be home, soon I would haveRosalie in my arms again. Everything was going to be allright. We would live forever and we would be more happythan ever. I smiled at my brothers and they returned thesmile. They were happy too to go and see their wives. I hope


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they took good care of Rosalie. But there is no way that theydidn't. Alice and Bella are good sisters and they would helpRosalie.

I didn't realize that we went with the back-door. To behonest, I didn't knew that the volturi had one or use one. Wewalked towards the car Jasper stole. I was so happy thateverything was all right now. The volturi didn't want Rosalieand she would be safe, suddenly our plan for hurting herwasn't that bad anymore. She's safe at home and soon in myarms again. I grinned at the thought of that. Maybe weshould go on a holiday or something. To be alone for a while.

To absorb all the things that happened.

'They wanna see us twice a year,' Edward moaned infrustration. 'They're never pleased. Did you hear Felixthoughts?' he frowned at me. 'Good you didn't, or you wouldattacked him already,' he chuckled when I frowned this timeat him.

I went to sit this time in the driver seat. I opened the windowand I wanted to drive until a smell hit me. It smelled likeRosalie's scent. 'Do you smell that?' I asked my brothers

shocked. Edward and Jasper shared a glance with each otherand looked than again at me. 'I thought I smelt Rosalie'sscent,' I said when their expression changed to confusing.

'You just miss her too much,' Jasper reassured me. He sendwaves of calmness to me and I nodded in agreement. He'sright. I saw in the corner of my eye someone standing infront of the house of the volturi. He - or she - had a cape onand I swear I saw that he - or she - had blond hair. I smeltRosalie maybe she... No Emmett, she's safe and at home. Orelse Alice would call us. I started the car and we drove to theairport.

We were almost there when Jasper's phone turned on.Someone called him. 'Yes?' I heard Jasper. 'Hey honey, Imissed you, (...) yeah we're fine, (...) what?, (...) how do you

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