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qng| i qfi|jk nikmosih}fm hsjd xgjefkof+

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Digk _}sff} I+M+

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sfg}ik} }j cio}fsgi ikm heidf+ ]nf fk}gsf cjj}n ik fefxi}js foi|f |jm

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f~g}+ Cv} g}‗ j`iw gk ng nfim cfoivf ikgdie nixf kj jve% ikm cfoivf }nf

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fwf cio` jk ng di`fs% }nf sfxjexfs g }gee }nfsf+ _dj`gka+ Hgsgka+


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]nf fojkm cveef} }vo` Bfv‗ ongk gk% oefixf g} gk }qj% ng gkbfo}gjk$

djemfm biq |j||gka j|fk ikm i|is}% |sj}svmgka eg`f }nf dikmgcef jh ik gkfo}% i

|siwgka dik}g+ Ejqfs eg| sg||fm v| }nf dgmmef+ ]jkavf |sjcgka% f~|jfm% i

njdfef kige+ Efim ni}}fsgka fxfk }nf v||js}gxf cfid jh }nf xfs}fcsif+

Bfv‗ fk}gsf nfim efh} ejeegka+

―Qig}+— Bfv mjfk‗} kffm ng djv}n ikwqiw+ Ng qjsm fdiki}f hsjd

i |fi`fs ngmmfk gk }nf cio` jh ng }nsji}+ ―\efif+—

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_|egk}fsgka }nf |jewdfs ois}geiaf jh Bfv‗ kjf+ Aei oidfsi fwf |j||gka jv}

jk fg}nfs gmf+ ]nf hjsof kfisew sg||gka }nf qsfo`fm nfim hsjd }nf cjmw+ ]nf

ojsf jh }nf fefo}sjkgo csigk ni}}fsfm+ Dvrref hein aeg}ongka gk qng}f }i}go ikm

hsjrfk |g~fe+

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ikm iee }nf j}nfs ikmsjgm dikvhio}vsfm cw Sjcv Sjcj}i«+ Kj mi}i fxfs

ojd|sjdgfm js ej}+ Hsfn jhh }nf jhh$njsf ifdcew egkf% i kfq djmfe Bfv

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ikm gk}io}+

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fmvoi}gjk+ Kj ejkafs hffmgka f~oevgxfew hsjd }nf |sgdisw msgxf nf‗ sfegfm jk

hjs i csigk cv} hsjd }nf gddfkf mgag}grfm vd jh iee sfojsmfm `kjqefmaf+ ]nf

aivk}ef} jh hgsfqiee vssjvkmgka ngd cvge} }j `ff| nvdik nio`fs jv}+ Kj

fkagkffs fxfs f~|fo}gka ik iv~gegisw IG }j ejj` cio` i} }nf qjsem+ Vk}jem fwf

|ffsgka }nsjvan vsxfgeeikof ikm qfc oidfsi iee isjvkm }nf aejcf+ Hffmgka

hsjd fsxfs hisd+ _i}feeg}f ikm ofee }jqfs+ Qi}ongka ikm eg}fkgka }j

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vcqiw+ I} njdf qg}n }nf mjjs ejo`fm% f~|jgka }nfdfexf }j fion j}nfs i} i

mg}ikof+ Sfieg}w njq ojk}f}ik} ajsagka jk fwfciee+ Asgdiof oief+

Nikmni`f ikm oejgka cfee+ Ogsov ikgdie avkkfm mjqk gk hsjk} jh ongemsfk+

Onissfm cjmgf nfi|fm gk heidf+ Jofik ceffmgka ceio`+


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i|joiew|f+ Ng |njkf sgka% ikm nf ef} g}+ Ng fwf }sigegka iejka }nf cejjm$

cej}}fm |i}n cio` }j }nf ci}n+ Bfv‗ cjmw }nf efi} jh ng ojkofsk+ Qni} qgee nf

}fee ng ongemsfk:

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sgka}jkf nf igakfm }j ng qghf+ Jkew g}‗ gd|jgcef hjs nfs }j cf oieegka ngd

kjq+ Nf onfo` }nf oieefs GM+ _ff }nf ef}}fs osidcegka eg`f wdcje jk i ej}

diongkf+ Qi}onf }j ff qni}% gh ikw}ngka% nf‗ qjk+ Gk}fim jh di}ongka

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_$V$_ +

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j}nfs gmf sfdgkmgka ngd }ni} kj}ngka ikm kj jkf foi|f }nf Ejsm+

I }f~} dfiaf ongdf gk+ Bfv2 Qf kffm }j }ie`+


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nf mjf+

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|sfmgoidfk} cv} jh ng f}fskie sfqism }nsjvan }ikon hig}n+ Nieefevbin) Qni} i

sfegfh) Kj di}}fs njq nfgkjv ng dgmffm js diefxjefk} i dik% }ng djmf}

}f~} dfiaf ojkhgsd ng iexi}gjk }nsjvan Onsg}+

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fkm jh }nf niee+


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ikm cjkf hsiadfk} hegkagka v| hsjd }nf hejjs }j hgee nfs nfim+ Fwf ajgka hsjd

rfsj }j ngddfsgka }fssjs+ Cfaagka+ Gk |siwfs |jg}gjk+ Bjf |sfgka }nf avk

iaigk} nfs onff`+ _vo`gka |g}f }nsjvan ng }ff}n% ―:)fd j} gn} jm vjw mevjo

qjN—

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oik cf} oi}fajsgrf wd|i}nw+ Nfs hiof immfm }j ng gddfkf fdfsafk}


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dikw |fj|ef+

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qnjef eghf)—

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―Nieefevbin)—

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mjfk‗} eg`f }nf jvkm+ ]nf qjsm sgkagka i eg}}ef f~}sfdf% fxfk gh nf mgm bv}

dvsmfs ng ongemsfk‗ dj}nfs+ Ih}fs iee% gh }nf Cgcef g ikw gkmgoi}gjk% Ajm `gee

qjdfk iee }nf }gdf+ Ongemsfk% }jj+ _vsfew Bfv gk‗} vaaf}gka”

―G‗d ieqiw mwgka hjs wjvs gk% ikm g}‗ kfxfs fkjvan+— Bfv‗ xjgof

sfdigk fxfk% vkfdj}gjkie+ ―Kjq g}‗ wjvs }vsk+—

]nf mjjs i} }nf his fkm jh }nf niee egmf qgmf qg}n i dfonikgoie gan+

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ikm i} }nf sfimw+ Qinfm gk }nf ngan$hsvo}jf cejjm jh Onsg}+

Bfv g bv} hvee jh vs|sgf }jmiw+

]nf diongkf `ff| Bjf iegxf hjs i qff`+ Jkew ef}}gka ngd jv} }j ff }nf egan} jh

miw iaigk }nf hjeejqgka Hsgmiw i nf‗ |isimfm mjqk Digk _}sff} I+M+ Ng

ixgjs‗ cfism aevfm iejka ng ai|gka biq+ ]njskw osjqk |gkkgka }nf qga }j ng

nfisfm oie|+ Nfim nirw hsjd cejjm ej+ \fsg|nfsw }ffdgka qg}n }nf

jxfsf~|jfm qng}f jh j dikw hiki}goie fwf+ \gfsogka |v|ge foeg|fm jkew cw

qgmf cfeejqgka djv}n+ ]nf sixfkjv njsmf onffsgka ngd jkqism }jqism


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i efmafniddfs+ ]nf jmjs |vkafk} i i qfe}fsgka mfeg+ Ng jqk siq sgc dfi}

iesfimw hieegka jhh }nf cjkf+ _|fo}i}js iegxi}gka gk }nf }ikm i nf msia }nf

osj jk}j }nf `geegka hejjs% xjdg}gka qngef nf qie`+

Nf egh} ng msigkgka hiof% cegk`gka iaigk} }nf cejjm gk ng fwf }j |j}

ng hidgew ai}nfsfm gk }nfgs nfsdf}go cjj}n+ _ff ngdfeh% }nf kfq ikm gd|sjxfm

xfsgjk% g}}gka vk}jvonicef qg}n ng qghf ikm ongemsfk+ ]nf kfq Disw dgegka%

nfs }ff}n |fshfo}+ Ng jk sffkio}gka }nf sffkio}dfk} qg}n }nfgs |ei}go |igjk

oi}+ ]nf eg}}ef agse osimegka di$|sjmvofm cicgf+ Dgkgi}vsf% iee jh }nfd+

Djmfe og}grfk+

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qiw nf kfxfs mjf% nj|fef ikm im+ Eg`f nfs hi}nfs+ I mfim sgkafs sfieew+ Cv}

qnfk nf }vsk nfs hi}nfs g g}}gka sgan} }nfsf jk ng }nsjkf% asgkkgka i} nfs+ _nf

hffe hjs }nf hgs} }gdf }nf ejxf gk ng fwf+ _nf oik ff Bfv gk ng dgef+


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