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Mindful Self-Compassion Core Skills Training
Kristin Neff, PhD
Chris Germer, PhD
October 14-15, 2016 FACES Conference
Hilton Seattle Airport Hotel Seattle, WA
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DEFINITIONS
Mindfulness
“Theawarenessthatemergesthroughpayingattentiononpurpose,inthepresentmoment,andnonjudgmentallytotheunfoldingofexperiencemomenttomoment.”
JonKabat-Zinn
“Awareness,ofthepresentmoment,withacceptance.” ChrisGermer
“Knowingwhatyouareexperiencing,whileyou’reexperiencingit.”
Acceptance
“Active,nonjudgmentalembracingofexperienceinthehereandnow.” StevenHayes
Empathy
“Anaccurateunderstandingofthe[another’s]worldasseenfromtheinside.Tosense[anotherperson’s]worldasifitwereyourown.”
CarlRogers
Loving-Kindness
“Thewishthatallsentientbeingsmaybehappy.” DalaiLama
Compassion
“Thewishthatallsentientbeingsmaybefreefromsuffering.“ DalaiLama
“Deepawarenessofthesufferingofoneselfandotherlivingbeings,
coupledwiththewishandefforttoalleviateit.”
PaulGilbert
Self-Compassion
“Whenwesuffer,caringforourselvesaswewouldcareforsomeonewetrulylove.Self-compassionincludesself-kindness,asenseofcommonhumanity,andmindfulness.”
KristinNeff
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THESCIENCEOFSELF-COMPASSION Self-Compassion
Thethreecomponentsofself-compassion(Neff,2003b)• Self-Kindnessvs.Self-Judgment:
Ø TreatingselfwithcareandunderstandingratherthanharshjudgmentØ Activelysoothingandcomfortingoneself Ø Desire to alleviate suffering (any pain or emotional discomfort – large or small)
• Commonhumanityvs.Isolation Ø SeeingownexperienceaspartoflargerhumanexperiencenotisolatingorabnormalØ Recognizingthatlifeisimperfect(ustoo!)
• Mindfulnessvs.Over-identification Ø Allowsusto“be”withpainfulfeelingsastheyareØ Avoidsextremesofsuppressingorrunningawaywithpainfulfeelings
Physiologicalunderpinnings(Gilbert,2009)• Physiologicalunderpinningsofself-criticism
Ø ThreatdefensesystemØ Cortisolandadrenaline
• Physiologicalunderpinningsofself-compassionØ Mammaliancare-givingsystemØ Oxytocinandopiates
Researchonself-compassionExplosionofresearchintoself-compassionoverthepastdecade• MostresearchconductedwiththeSelf-CompassionScale(Neff,2003a)Self-compassionlinkedtowellbeing(Braun,Park,&Gorin,2016;Zessin,Dickhauser&Garbadee,2015)• Reductionsinnegativemind-states:Anxiety,depression,stress,perfectionism,shame,body
dissatisfaction,disorderedeating• Increasesinpositivemind-states:Lifesatisfaction,happiness,self-confidence,bodyappreciation,
immunefunctionSelf-compassionvs.self-esteem(Neff&Vonk,2009)• Offerssamewellbeingbenefitswithoutpitfalls
Ø FewersocialcomparisonsØ Lesscontingentself-worthØ Noassociationwithnarcissism
Linkedtocopingandresilience• Moreeffectivecopingwithdivorce(Sbarraetal.,2012)• LesslikelytodevelopPTSDaftercombattrauma(Hiraokaetal.,2015)Linkedtomotivation• Lessfearoffailure,morelikelytotryagainandpersistineffortsafterfailure(Breines&Chen,2012)• Morepersonalresponsibilityandmotivationtorepairpastmistakes(Learyetal.,2007)Linkedtohealth• Healthierbehaviors(Terry&Leary,2011)
Ø Moreexercise,safersex,helpssmokersquit,lessalcoholuse,moredoctorsvisits
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Linkedtoother-focusedconcern• Linkedtobetterromanticrelationships(Neff&Beretvas,2013)
Ø Morecaringandsupportiverelationshipbehavior(asratedbypartners)Ø Lesscontrollingandverballyaggressive
• Moreforgivenessandperspectivetaking(Neff&Pommier,2013)• Morecompassion,empathy,altruismforothers(Neff&Pommier,2013)Self-compassionforcaregivers• Lessburnoutand“compassion”fatigue(Raab,2014)• Moresatisfactionwithcare-givingrole(Barnard&Curry,2012)FamilyInfluencesonSelf-Compassion• Attachmentsecurity(Wei,Liao,Ku&Shaffer,2011)• Parentalcriticismandconflictinhome(Neff&McGehee,2010)• Historyofabuse(Vetesseetal.,2011)
HowtoIncreaseSelf-CompassionMindfulness-Basedapproaches• Mindfulness-BasedStressReduction,Mindfulness-BasedCognitiveTherapy,andAcceptanceand
CommitmentTherapyhaveallbeenshowntoincreaseself-compassion(Kengetal.,2012)• Self-compassionappearstobeakeymechanismofprogrameffectiveness(Kuykenetal.,2010)
CompassionFocusedTherapy(Gilbert,2010):• Lessdepression,anxiety,shame,dysfunction• Effectivewithavarietyofclinicalpopulations
MindfulSelf-Compassion(MSC)Program(Neff&Germer,2013)• 8-weekworkshopdesignedtoexplicitlyteachskillsofself-compassion• Usesmeditation,informalpractice,groupdiscussionandhomeworkexercises• RandomizedclinicaltrialofMSCwithinterventiongroupvs.wait-listcontrolgroup• MSCledtosignificantlygreatergainsinself-compassion,mindfulness,compassion,lifesatisfaction,
aswellasgreaterreductionsindepression,anxiety,stress,emotionalavoidance• Allwell-beinggainsmaintainedforoneyear• Degreeofformalandinformalself-compassionpracticebothrelatedtogainsinself-compassion
Ø DaysperweekspentmeditatingØ Hoursperdayspentininformalpractice
Currentresearchdirections• MSChasbeenadaptedforadolescents–“MakingFriendswithYourself”(Bluthetal.,2015)• DevelopingbriefinterventionusingMSCpracticesbutnomeditation
Ø Three90minsessionsorsix45minsessionsØ Studyingteachersandhealthcareworkerstoseeifcanimprovewellbeingandreduce
burnout
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PATHWAYSANDSTAGES
PathwaystoSelf-Compassion 1. Physical–Caringforyourbody/non-harm
2. Mental-Allowingyourthoughts
3. Emotional-Acceptingyourfeelings
4. Relational–Connectingauthenticallywithothers
5. Spiritual-Nurturingyourvalues
StagesofAcceptance 1. Exploring–turningtowarddiscomfortwithcuriosity
2. Tolerating–safelyenduring
3. Allowing–lettingfeelingscomeandgo
4. Befriending–seeingpainaspartofameaningfullife
StagesofProgress 1. Striving–wishingtofeelbetter
2. Disillusionment–whenresistanceamplifiesdiscomfort
3. TrueAcceptance–acceptancebeforechange
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BACKDRAFTWhatIsBackdraft?Backdraftreferstodiscomfortthatmayarisewhenwegiveourselvescompassion.Theexperienceofbackdraftcanbeconfusingforsomepractitionersbutitisakeypartofthetransformationprocess.Ithelpstounderstandthenatureofbackdraftandtoknowhowtorespondtoit.“Backdraft”isatermthatfirefightersusetodescribehowafirecangrowwhenfreshairisintroducedthroughanopendoor.Asimilareffectcanoccurwhenweopenthedoorofourheartswithself-compassion.Mostofourheartsarehotwithpainaccumulatedoveralifetime.Inordertofunctioninourlives,weneededtoshutoutstressfulorpainfulexperiences.However,whenthedoorofourheartsopensandkindnessflowsin,oldhurtsarelikelytocomeout.That’sbackdraft.Thediscomfortwefeelisnotcreatedbyself-compassionpractice—it’ssimplybeingre-experiencedandtransformedbythepowerofcompassion.Thereisanothermetaphorforthisprocess–warmingupice-coldhands.Whenourhandsarenumbfrombeingoutincoldandthentheybegintowarmup,wemayexperiencepainforashorttime.Numbnessisalsowhatwemayfeeltowardoldpainsinourlivesuntilwewarmupourawarenesswithself-compassion.HowDoWeRecognizeBackdraft?Backdraftcanshowupasanytypeofemotional,mental,orphysicaluneasiness.Forexample:
• Emotionally–shame,grief,fear,sadness• Mentally–“I’mallalone.”“I’mafailure.”“I’munworthy.”• Physically–bodymemories,aches,pains
Oftenuneasinessappearsoutofnowhereandwemaynotunderstandwhyit’shappening.Atearcanappearwhilemeditating,orasadness,orasenseofvulnerability.Secondaryreactionsmayalsoarisewhenwestrugglenottofeelbackdraft.Forexample,wemightgointoourheads(intellectualize),becomeagitated,withdraw,space-out,orcriticizeourselvesandothers.Allthesereactionsarequitenaturalandcanalsobemetwithkindnessandcompassion.WhatCanWeDoAboutBackdraft?BelowisasummaryofapproachestobackdraftthatyouwilllearninMSC.However,pleaserememberthatyouaretheforemostexpertonyourlifeandwhatyouneed.Youcanbeginbyaskingyourself“WhatdoIneedrightnow?“WhatdoIneedtofeelsafe?”Then,dependingonwhatfeelsrighttoyou,youmayconsideranyofthefollowingstrategies:
Practicemindfulnesstoregulateattention:§ Labeltheexperienceasbackdraft–“Oh,thisis‘backdraft’”—asyoumightforadearfriend.
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§ Nameyourstrongestemotionandvalidateitforyourselfinacompassionatevoice(“Ah,that’s
grief”).
§ Explorewheretheemotionphysicallyresidesinyourbody,perhapsastensioninyourstomachorhollownessinyourheart,andofferyourselfsoothingorsupportivetouch.
§ Redirectyourattentiontoaneutralfocusinsideyourbody(e.g.,thebreath),orasensationattheboundaryofthebody(e.g.,sensationsinthesolesofyourfeetwhilewalking),orasenseobjectintheoutsideworld(e.g.,ambientsounds).Thefurtherfromyourbodyyougo,theeasieritwillbe.
Anchorawarenessinordinaryactivities:§ Youmayfeeltheneedtoanchoryourawarenessinaneverydayactivity,suchaswashingthe
dishes,goingforawalk,showering,cycling.Ifyouhappentofindtheactivitypleasantorrewardingforyoursenses(smell,taste,touch,sound,vision),allowyourselftosavourit.Pleaseseethehandout,“MindfulnessinDailyLife,”forfurtherinstructions.
§ Oryoumayfeeltheneedtocomfort,sootheorsupportyourselfinapractical,behavioralway,suchasbyhavingacupoftea,awarmbath,listeningtomusic,orcallingafriend.Pleaseseethehandout,“Self-CompassioninDailyLife,”foradditionalinstructions.
§ Ifyouneedfurtherassistance,pleasemakeuseofyourpersonalcontacts(friends,family,therapists,teachers)togetwhatyouneed.
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AFFECTIONATEBREATHING
• Pleasefindapostureinwhichyourbodyiscomfortableandwillfeelsupportedforthelengthofthemeditation.Thenletyoureyesgentlyclose,partiallyorfully.Takingafewslow,easybreaths,releasinganyunnecessarytensioninyourbody.
• Ifyoulike,placingahandoveryourheartoranothersoothingplaceasareminderthatwe’rebringingnotonlyawareness,butaffectionateawareness,toourbreathingandtoourselves.Youcanleaveyourhandthereorletitrestatanytime.
• Nowbeginningtonoticeyourbreathinginyourbody,feelingyourbodybreatheinandfeelingyourbodybreatheout.
• Justlettingyourbodybreatheyou.Thereisnothingyouneedtodo.
• Perhapsnoticinghowyourbodyisnourishedonthein-breathandrelaxeswiththeout-breath.
• Nownoticingtherhythmofyourbreathing,flowinginandflowingout.(pause)Takingsometimetofeelthenaturalrhythmofyourbreathing.
• Feelingyourwholebodysubtlymovingwiththebreath,likethemovementofthesea.
• Yourmindwillnaturallywanderlikeacuriouschildoralittlepuppy.Whenthathappens,justgentlyreturningtotherhythmofyourbreathing.
• Allowingyourwholebodytobegentlyrockedandcaressed–internallycaressed-byyourbreathing.
• Ifyoulike,evengivingyourselfovertoyourbreathing,lettingyourbreathingbeallthereis.Becomingthebreath.
• Justbreathing.Beingbreathing.
• Andnow,gentlyreleasingyourattentiontothebreath,sittingquietlyinyourownexperience,andallowingyourselftofeelwhateveryou’refeelingandtobejustasyouare.
• Slowlyandgentlyopeningyoureyes.
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LOVING-KINDNESSFOROURSELVES
• Pleasefindacomfortableposition,sittingorlyingdown.Lettingyoureyesclose,fullyorpartially.Takingafewdeepbreathstosettleintoyourbodyandintothepresentmoment.
• Puttingyourhandoveryourheart,orwhereveritiscomfortingandsoothing,asareminderthatyouarebringingnotonlyawareness,butlovingawareness,toyourexperienceandtoyourself.
• Afterawhile,feelingyourbreathwhereyounoticeitmosteasily.Feelingyourbodybreatheinandout,andwhenyourattentionwanders,noticingthegentlemovementofyourbreathonceagain.
• gentlyreleasingyourfocusonthebreath,orcontinuingtohaveabackgroundawarenessofyourThenbreathasyoubeginofferingyourselfwordsofkindnessandcompassion,overandover…wordsthatyou
needtohear,wordsyoucansavor.
o Ifyoualreadyhavephrasesthataremeaningfultoyou,pleaseusethese.
o Ifyouarenewtomeditatingwithphrases,pleaseopenyourheartandmindtowhatyouneedtohear–wordsofwisdomandcompassionthatspeaktoyouinthedeepestway.
• Openingyourhearttothesewords,whisperingthemgentlyintoyourownear,againandagain.
• Perhapshearingthewordsfromtheinside,allowingthemtoresonatewithinyou.
• Allowingthewordstotakeupspace,tofillyourbeing,ifonlyforthisonemoment.
Wheneveryounoticethatyourmindhaswandered,refreshingyouraimbyfeelingthesensationsinyourbody.Cominghometoyourownbody.Andthenfeelingtheimportanceofyourwords.Cominghometokindness.
• Finally,releasingthephrasesandrestingquietlyinyourownbody.
• Gentlyopeningyoureyes.
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GIVINGANDRECEIVINGCOMPASSION
Pleasesitcomfortably,closingyoureyes,andifyoulike,puttingahandoveryourheartoranothersoothingplaceasaremindertobringnotjustawareness,butlovingawareness,toyourexperienceandtoyourself.
SavoringtheBreath
• Takingafewdeep,relaxingbreaths,noticinghowyourbreathnourishesyourbodyasyouinhaleandsoothesyourbodyasyouexhale.
• Nowlettingyourbreathingfinditsownnaturalrhythm.Continuefeelingthesensationofbreathinginandbreathingout.Ifyoulike,allowingyourselftobegentlyrockedandcaressedbytherhythmofyourbreathing.
WarmingUpAwareness
• Now,focusingyourattentiononyourin-breath,lettingyourselfsavorthesensationofbreathingin,noticinghowyourin-breathnourishesyourbody,breathafterbreath….andthenreleasingyourbreath.
• Asyoubreathe,breathinginsomethinggoodforyourself…whateveryouneed.Perhapsaqualityofwarmth,kindness,compassion,orlove?Justfeelit,oryoucanuseawordorimageifyoulike.
• Now,shiftingyourfocusnowtoyourout-breath,feelingyourbodybreatheout,feelingtheeaseofexhalation.
• Pleasecalltomindsomeonewhomyouloveorsomeonewhoisstrugglingandneedscompassion.Visualizethatpersonclearlyinyourmind.
• Begindirectingyourout-breathtothisperson,offeringtheeaseofbreathingout.
• Ifyouwish,intentionallysendingwarmthandkindness—somethinggood—tothispersonwitheachoutbreath.
InforMe,OutforYou
• Nowlettinggoofwhatyouortheotherpersonmayneed,andjustfocusingonthesensationofbreathingcompassioninandoutandsendingsomethinggood.“Informeandoutforyou.”“Oneformeandoneforyou.”
• Ifyouwish,youcanfocusalittlemoreonyourself,ortheotherperson,orjustletitbeanequalflow—whateverfeelsrightinthemoment.
• Oryoucansendsomethinggoodtomorethanoneperson.
• Allowingyourbreathtoflowinandout,likethegentlemovementoftheocean-alimitless,boundlessflow-flowinginandflowingout.Lettingyourselfbeapartofthislimitless,boundlessflow.Anoceanofcompassion.
• Gentlyopeningyoureyes.
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LOVING-KINDNESSFORALOVEDONE
• Allowyourselftosettleintoacomfortableposition,eithersittingorlyingdown.Ifyoulike,puttingahandoveryourheartoranotherlocationthatissoothingasaremindertobringnotonlyawareness,butlovingawareness,toourexperienceandtoourselves.
• Bringingtomindapersonorotherlivingbeingwhonaturallymakesyousmile.Thiscouldbeachild,agrandparent,yourcatordog—whomevernaturallybringshappinesstoyourheart.Lettingyourselffeelwhatit’sliketobeinthatbeing’spresence.Allowingyourselftoenjoythegoodcompany.Createavividimageofthisbeinginyourmind’seye.
• Now,recognizehowmuchbeingwishestobehappyandfreefromsuffering,justlikeyouandeveryotherlivingbeing.Repeatingsoftlyandgently,feelingtheimportanceofyourwords:
o Mayyoubehappy.
o Mayyoubepeaceful.
o Mayyoubehealthy.
o Mayyoulivewithease.
• Youmaywishtouseyourownwordstocaptureyourdeepestwishesforyourlovedone,orcontinuetorepeatthesephrases.
• Whenyounoticethatyourmindhaswandered,returningtothewordsandtheimageofthelovedoneyouhaveinmind.Savoringanywarmfeelingsthatmayarise.Takingyourtime.
• Now,addingyourselftoyourcircleofgoodwill.Creatinganimageofyourselfinthepresenceofyourlovedone,visualizingyoubothtogether.
o MayyouandI(we)behappy.
o MayyouandI(we)bepeaceful.
o MayyouandI(we)behealthy.
o MayyouandI(we)livewithease.
• Now,lettinggooftheimageoftheother,andlettingthefullfocusofyourattentionrestdirectlyonyourself.Puttingyourhandoveryourheart,orelsewhere,andfeelingthewarmthandgentlepressureofyourhand.Visualizingyourwholebodyinyourmind’seye,noticinganystressoruneasinessthatmaybelingeringwithinyou,andofferingyourselfthephrases.
o MayIbehappy.
o MayIbepeaceful.
o MayIbehealthy.
o MayIlivewithease.
• Finally,takingafewbreathsandjustrestingquietlyinyourownbody,acceptingwhateveryourexperienceis,exactlyasitis.
• Gentlyopeningyoureyes.
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COMPASSIONATEFRIEND
Pleasefindacomfortableposition,eithersittingorlyingdown.Gentlycloseyoureyes.Takeafewdeepbreathstosettleintoyourbody.Putoneortwohandsoveryourheartoranothersoothingplacetoremindyourselftogiveyourselflovingattention.
SafePlace
• Nowimaginingyourselfinaplacethatissafeandcomfortable—ascomfortableaspossible.Itmightbeacozyroomwiththefireplace,orapeacefulbeachwithawarmsunandacoolbreeze,oraforestglade.Itcouldalsobeanimaginaryplace,likefloatingonclouds…anywhereyoufeelreasonablypeacefulandsafe.Lettingyourselfenjoybeinginthisplace.(pause).
CompassionateFriend
• Soonyou’llreceiveavisitor,awarmandcompassionatepresence—acompassionatefriend—whoembodiesthequalitiesofwisdom,strength,andunconditionallove.
• Thisbeingmaybeaspiritualfigure;awise,compassionateteacher;orapersonfromyourpastlikeagrandparent.Heorshemayhavenoparticularform—perhapsthisbeingismorelikelight,orawarmpresence.
Yourcompassionatefriendcaresdeeplyaboutyouandwouldlikeyoutobehappyandfreefromunnecessarystruggle.
• Pleaseallowabeingtocometomind.
Arrival
• Youhaveachoicetogooutfromyoursafeplaceandmeetyourcompassionatefriend,ortoinvitehimorherin.(pause)Pleasetakethatopportunitynow,ifyoulike
• Placingyourselfinjusttherightwayinrelationtoyourcompassionatefriend—whateverfeelsright.Imaginingyourcompassionatefriendinasmuchdetailaspossible,especiallyallowingyourselftofeelwhatit’sliketobeinhisorherpresence.Thereisnothingyouneedtodoexcepttoexperiencethemoment.(pause).
Meeting
• Yourcompassionatefriendiswiseandall-knowing,andknowsexactlywhereyouareinyourlifejourney.Yourfriendmightwanttotellyousomething,somethingthatisjustwhatyouneedtohearrightnow.Pleasetakeamomentandlistencarefullytowhatyourcompassionatefriendmighthavetosay.(pause)Ifnowordscome,that’sokay,too—justcontinuetoexperiencethegoodcompany.That’sablessinginitself.
• Andperhapsyouwouldliketosaysomethingtoyourcompassionatefriend.Yourfriendlistensdeeply,andcompletelyunderstandsyou.Isthereanythingyou’dliketoshare?(pause)
• Yourfriendmayalsoliketoleaveyouwithagift—amaterialobject.Theobjectmightsimplyappearinyourhandsoryoumayputoutyourhandsandreceiveone—somethingthathasspecialmeaningtoyou.(pause)Ifsomethingappears,whatisit?(pause)
• Nowtakingafewmoremomentstoenjoyyourfriend’spresence.(pause)Andasyoucontinuetoenjoyhisorhergoodcompany,allowingyourselftorealizethatyourfriendisactuallyapartofyourself.(pause)Allthecompassionatefeelings,images,andwordsthatyouareexperiencingflowfromyourowninnerwisdomandcompassion.
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COMPASSIONATEFRIEND
Reflection
• Finally,whenyou’reready,allowingtheimagestograduallydissolveinyourmind’seye,rememberingthatcompassionandwisdomisalwayswithinyou,especiallywhenyouneedthemthemost.Youcancallonyourcompassionatefriendanytimeyouwish.
• Settlingbackintoyourbodyandlettingyourselfsavorwhatjusthappened,perhapsreflectingonthewordsyoumayhaveheardortheobjectthatmayhavebeengiventoyou.(pause)
• Andfinallylettinggoofthemeditationandallowingyourselftofeelwhateveryoufeelandtobeexactlyasyouare.
• Gentlyopeningyoureyes.
AdaptedfromGilbert,2009
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SOOTHINGTOUCH
Aneasywaytosupportourselveswhenwe’refeelingbadlyistoofferourselvescomfortingorsoothingtouch.
Hand-on-Heart
• Whenyounoticeyou’reunderstress,take2-3deep,satisfyingbreaths.• Gentlyplaceahandoveryourheart,simplyfeelingthegentlepressureandwarmthofyour
hand.Ifyouwish,placingbothhandsoveryourheart.• Feelthenaturalrisingandfallingofyourchestasyoubreatheinandasyoubreatheout.• Lingerwiththefeelingforaslongasyoulike.
Somepeoplefeeluneasyputtingahandovertheheart.Feelfreetoexplorewhereonyourbodyagentletouchisactuallysoothing.Someotherpossibilitiesare:
• Cuppingyourhandoverafistoveryourheart
• Onehandoveryourheartandoneonyourbelly
• Twohandsonyourbelly
• Onehandonyourcheek
• Cradlingyourfaceinyourhands
• Gentlystrokingyourarms
• Crossingyourarmsandgivingyourselfagentlesqueeze
• Gentlystrokingyourchest,backandforthorinsmallcircles
• Onehandtenderlyholdingtheother
• Cuppingyourhandsinyourlap
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SELF-COMPASSIONBREAK
Whenyounoticethatyou’refeelingstressoremotionaldiscomfort,seeifyoucanfindthediscomfortinyourbody.Wheredoyoufeelitthemost?Makecontactwiththesensationsastheyariseinyourbody.Now,saytoyourself,slowly:
1. “Thisisamomentofsuffering”
That’smindfulness.Otheroptionsinclude:§ Thishurts.§ Ouch!§ Thisisstressful.
2. “Sufferingisapartoflife”
That’scommonhumanity.Otheroptionsinclude:
• I’mnotalone.Othersarejustlikeme.• Weallstruggleinourlives• Thisishowitfeelswhenapersonstrugglesinthisway
Now,putyourhandsoveryourheart,orwhereveritfeelssoothing,feelingthewarmthandgentletouchofyourhands.
Saytoyourself:
3. “MayIbekindtomyself,”oranotherwayofsayingthisis,“MayIgivemyselfwhatIneed.”
Seeifyoucanfindwordsforwhatyouneedintimeslikethis. Optionsmayinclude:
• MayIacceptmyselfasIam• MayIlearntoacceptmyselfasIam• MayIforgivemyself• MayIbestrong• MayIbepatient• MayIliveinlove
Ifyou’rehavingdifficultyfindingtherightwords,imaginethatadearfriendorlovedoneishavingthesameproblemasyou.Whatwouldyousaytothisperson?Ifyourfriendwouldleavewithjustafewwordsinmind,whatwouldyoulikethosewordstobe?Whatmessagewouldyouliketodeliver,hearttoheart?
Nowseeifyoucanofferthesamemessagetoyourself.
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SOLESOFTHEFEET
Thisisaneffectivewaytoanchoryourawarenessinthepresentmoment,inbodysensation,especiallywhenyou’reupsetandcan’tcalmyourselfdown.
• Standupandfeelthesolesofyourfeetonthefloor.Rockforwardandbackalittle,andsidetoside.Makelittlecircleswithyourknees,feelingthechangesofsensationinthesolesofyourfeet.
• Whenyounoticeyourmindhaswandered,justfeelingthesolesofyourfeetagain.
• Ifyouwish,youcanbegintowalkslowly,noticingthechangingsensationsinthesolesofyourfeet.Noticingthesensationofliftingafoot,steppingforward,andtheplacingthefootonthefloor.Doingthesamewithbothfeetasyouwalk.
• Asyouwalk,perhapsalsonoticingforamomenthowsmallthesurfaceareaofyourfeetis,andhowhardyourfeetworktokeepyourbodyofftheground.Seeifyoucannoticethatwithappreciationorgratitude.
• Whenyouareready,returningtostanding
• AdaptedfromSinghetal,2003
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MINDFULNESSINDAILYLIFE
Mindfulnesscanbepracticedeverymomentoftheday—whileyoubrushyourteeth,whileyouwalkfromtheparkinggaragetowork,whenyoueatyourbreakfast,orwheneveryourcellphonerings.
• Pickanordinaryactivity.Youmightchoosedrinkingyourcupofcoffeeinthemorning,brushingyourteeth,ortakingashower.Ifyouwish,selectanactivitythatoccursearlyinthedaybeforeyourattentionispulledinmanydirections.
• Chooseonesensoryexperiencetoexploreintheactivity,suchasthesensationoftasteasyoudrinkyourcoffeeorthesensationofwatertouchingyourbodywhileshowering.
• Immerseyourselfintheexperience,savoringittothefullest.Returnyourmindtothesensationsagainandagainwhenyounoticeithaswanderedaway.
• Bringgentle,friendlyawarenesstotheactivityuntilithasbeencompleted.
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SELF-COMPASSIONINDAILYLIFE
Thegoalof theMSCprogramis tobemindfulandself-compassionate indaily life. Thatmeansto (1)knowwhen you’re under stress or suffering (mindfulness) and (2) to respond with care and kindness (self-compassion). The simplest approach is to discover how you already care for yourself, and then remindyourselftodothosethingswhenyourlifebecomesdifficult.
Self-CompassioninDailyLife
PHYSICALLY–softenthebody
Howdoyoucareforyourselfphysically(e.g.,exercise,massage,warmbath,cupoftea)?
Canyouthinkofnewwaystoreleasethetensionandstressthatbuildsupinyourbody?
MENTALLY–reduceagitation
Howdoyoucareforyourmind,especiallywhenyou’reunderstress(e.g.,meditation,watchafunnymovie,readaninspiringbook)?
Isthereanewstrategyyou’dliketotrytoletyourthoughtscomeandgomoreeasily?
EMOTIONALLY–sootheandcomfortyourself
Howdoyoucareforyourselfemotionally(petthedog,journal,cook)?
Istheresomethingnewyou’dliketotry?
RELATIONALLY–connectwithothers Howorwhendoyourelatetoothersthatbringsyougenuinehappiness(e.g.,meetwithfriends,sendabirthdaycard,playagame)?
Isthereanywaythatyou’dliketoenrichtheseconnections?
SPIRITUALLY–committoyourvalues
Whatdoyoudotocareforyourselfspiritually(pray,walkinthewoods,helpothers)?
Ifyou’vebeenneglectingyourspiritualside,isthereanythingyou’dliketoremembertodo?
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FINDINGLOVING-KINDNESSPHRASES
Thisisapenandpaperexerciseratherthananinformalpracticeforuseindailylife.Theexerciseisdesignedtohelpyoudiscoverloving-kindnessandcompassionphrasesthataredeeplymeaningfultoyou.Ifyoualreadyhavephrasesandwishtocontinueusingthem,youcantrythisexerciseasanexperimentbutpleasedon’tfeelyouneedtofindnewphrases.
Tostart,pleasecloseyoureyes,putahandoveryourheartorelsewhere,andfeelyourbodygentlybreathe.
WhatDoINeed?
• Takeamoment,allowingyourhearttogentlyopen.Youcanimagineyourheartopeninglikeaflowerinthewarmsun–openingtoitself.
• Thenaskingyourselfthequestion,“WhatdoIneed?WhatdoItrulyneed?
Ifthisneedhasnotbeenfulfilledinagivenday,yourdayisnotcomplete.Lettheanswerbeauniversalhumanneedsuchastheneedtobeconnected,kind,peaceful,free.Giveyourselftimetoallowoneormorewordstoarisenaturallywithinyou.
• Whenyouareready,pleaseopenyoureyesandwritedownwhatyou,asaperson,reallyneed.
• Ifyouwish,youcantranslateyourneedsintowishesforyourself,suchas,
o “MayIfeelconnectedtoothers”
o “MayIbekindtomyself”
o “MayIIiveinpeace”
o "MayIbefree"
Oryoucanusethewordorwordsjustastheyaroseinyourmind
WhatDoILongtoHear?
• Now,closingyoureyesagainandaskingyourselfthesequestions:
“WhatdoIlongtohearfromothers?”
“WhatwordsdoIlongtohearspokentomebecause,asaperson,Ireallyneedtohearwordslikethis?”
“IfIcould,whatwordswouldIliketohavewhisperedintomyeareverydayfortherestofmylife--wordsthatwouldfillmewithgratitudeeverytimeIhearthem?InsideIwouldfeel,‘Oh,thankyou…thankyou…thankyou’””
Openthedoorofyourheartandwaitforwordstocome.Havecourage.Listen.
• Nowgentlyopenyoureyesagainandtakeamomenttowritedownwhatyouheard.
Ifyouheardalotofwords,seeifyoucanmakethewordsintoashortphrase—amessagetoyourself.
• Wordsthatwelongtohearfromothersareoftenqualitiesthatwewishtoactualizeinourownlives,orattitudesthatwewishtoknowforsure.Theyaresubtlewishesforourselves.For
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FINDINGLOVING-KINDNESSPHRASESexample,longingtohear“Iloveyou”meansthatwewishtoknowthatwearelovable.Youcankeepyourphrasesjustasyouwrotethemdown,withanimplicitwishbehindthem,oryoucanshapethemintoanexplicitwishforyourself.Forexample:o “Iloveyou”canbecomethewish,“MayIlovemyselfjustasIam.”
o “I’mhereforyou”canbecomethewish,“MayIbethereformyself,”or“MayIbestrong.”
o “You’reagoodperson”canbecomethewish,“MayIknowmyowngoodness.”
Youcanofferyourselfwhatyoulongtohearfromothers.
• Now,takealittletimetoreviewwhatyouhavewritten,andsettleon2-4wordsorphrasesthatyouwouldenjoyhearingagainandagain.Thesearegiftstoyourself,wordsthatmakeyoufeelgratefulwhenyoureceivethem.
• Finally,closeoureyesforalasttime.Beginsayingyourphrasesoverandover,slowlyandgently,whisperingthemintoyourownearasifintotheearofalovedone.(5minutes)
• Gentlyopenyoureyes.
Pleaseconsiderthisexercisetobeonlythebeginningofasearchforphrasesthatarejustrightforyou.Findingphrasesisasoulfuljourney,apoeticjourney.Hopefullyyouwillfindyourselfreturningtothisprocess(“WhatdoIneed?”WhatdoIlongtohear?”)asyoupracticeloving-kindnessmeditation
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COMPASSIONATELETTERTOMYSELF
Everybodyhassomethingaboutthemselvestheydon’tlike;somethingthatcausesthemtofeelshame,insecure,ornot“goodenough”(i.e.,anunhealthyhabit,aphysicalattribute,orawayofrelatingtoothers).Whenyounoticethatyouarebeingunnecessarilycriticaltowardyourself,thefollowingexercisecanhelptocultivateamorecompassionate,encouragingvoice.
FromaFriendtoYourself
• Thinkaboutanimaginaryfriendwhoisunconditionallywise,lovingandcompassionate.Imaginethatthisfriendcanseeallyourstrengthsandweaknesses,includingwhatyoudon’tlikeaboutyourself.Thisfriendrecognizesthelimitsofhumannature,andiskind,accepting,andforgiving.
• Writealettertoyourselffromtheperspectiveofthisimaginaryfriend,focusingontheperceivedinadequacyyoutendtojudgeyourselffor.Whatwouldthisfriendsaytoyoufromtheperspectiveofunlimitedcompassion?Andifyouthinkthisfriendwouldsuggestpossiblechangesyoushouldmake,howmightthesesuggestionsembodyfeelingsofcare,encouragement,andsupport?
• Afterwritingtheletter,putitdownforalittlewhile.Thencomebacktoitandreaditagain,reallylettingthewordssinkin.Feelthecompassionasitpoursintoyou,soothingandcomfortingyou.Love,connectionandacceptanceareyourbirthright.Toclaimthemyouneedonlylookwithinyourself.
FromYourselftoaFriend
• Writealetterasifyouweretalkingtoadearlylovedfriendwhowasstrugglingwiththesameconcernthatyouare.Whatwordsofcompassionandsupportwouldyouoffer?Thengobackandreadtheletter,applyingthewordstoyourself.
FromYourCompassionateSelftoYourself• Writealetterfromtheperspectiveofyourowncompassionateself.Thispartofyouwouldliketohelp
youbecauseheorshecaresdeeplyaboutyou.Theintentionbehindyourcompassionateselfis“IloveyouandIdon’twantyoutosuffer.”Puttheletterawayandreadittoyourselflateron.
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SENSEANDSAVORWALK
• Thegoalofthewalkistonoticeasmanypleasurablethingsaspossible,slowly,oneafteranother.Usingallyoursenses—sight,smell,sound,touch…maybeeventaste.
• Howmanyhappy,beautiful,orinspiringthingscanyounoticewhileyou’rewalking?Doyouenjoythefreshair,thewarmsun,abeautifulleaf,theshapeofastone,asmilingface,thesongofabird,thefeelingoftheearthunderyourfeet?
• Whenyoufindsomethingdelightfulorpleasant,letyourselfgointoit.Reallyenjoyit.Feelatenderleaforthetextureofastick,ifyoulike.Giveyourselfovertotheexperienceasifitweretheonlythinkthatexistedintheworld.Andwhenyouarereadytodiscoversomethingnew,letitgoandwaituntilyoudiscoversomethingelsethatispleasurableanddelightfultoyou.
• Belikeahoneybeegoingfromoneflowerfullofnectartoanother.Whenyouarefullwithone,gotoanother.
• Takeyourtimeandenjoy!
AdaptedfromBryant&Veroff,2007
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COMPASSIONATEWALKING
• Standstillforamomentandanchoryourattentioninyourbody.Beawareofyourselfinthestandingposture.Feelyourbody.
• Recallthateverylivingbeingwantstolivepeacefullyandhappily.Connectingwiththatdeepwish:“Justasallbeingswishtobehappyandfreefromsuffering,mayIbehappyandfreefromsuffering.”
• Beginningtowalk,notingyourselfmovingthroughspaceintheuprightposition.Feelingthesensationsofyourbody,perhapsnotingthesensationsinthesolesofyourfeetorthewindinyourface.Keepingasoftgazeandwalkingatanormalpace.
• Afterwalkingforafewminutes,repeatingtheloving-kindnessphrasestoyourself:
MayIbehappyandfreefromsuffering
• Thephraseswillkeepyourattentionanchoredinyourbodyandstarttoevoketheattitudeofloving-kindness.Trysynchronizingthephraseswitheachsteporwitheachbreath.Itmayhelptoshortenthephrasestoasingleword:“safe,happy,healthy,ease”or“love,love,love,love.”
• Whenyourmindwanders,gentlyreturningtothephrases.Ifyoufindyourselfhasteningtoyourdestination,slowingdownandrefocusingonyourpurpose.
• Doingthiswithkindness,especiallyafeelingofgratitudetowardyourfeetforsupportingyourentirebody.Appreciatingthemarvelofwalking.
• Afterafewminutes,expandingloving-kindnesstoothers.Whensomeonecatchesyourattention,sayingtoyourself:
Mayyoubehappyandfreefromsuffering
• Youmayalsosay“Maywebehappyandfreefromsuffering…”orjust“safe…happy…healthy…ease”or“love…love…love…love.”Don’ttrytoincludeeveryone;justdoitonepersonatatime,keepingtheattitudeofloving-kindnessalive.
• Eventuallyincludingallformsoflifeinthecircleofyourloving-kindness,e.g.,dogs,birds,insects,andplants.
• Allowingyourselftoreceiveanyexpressionsofkindnessthatmaycomeyourway.
• Attheendofthewalkingperiod,standingstillforamomentandrepeating“Mayallbeingsbehappyandfreefromsuffering”beforeyougoontoyournextactivity.
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COMPASSIONATEMOVEMENT
• Anchoring
Pleasestandupandfeelthesolesofyourfeetonthefloor.Rockingforwardandbackwardalittle,andsidetoside.Makinglittlecircleswithyourknees,feelingthechangesofsensationinthesolesofyourfeet.Anchoringyourawarenessinyourfeet.
• Opening
Nowopeningyourfieldofawarenessandscanningyourwholebodyforothersensations,noticinganyareasofeaseaswellasareasoftension.
• RespondingCompassionately
Focusingforamomentonplacesofdiscomfort.
Graduallybegintomoveyourbodyinawaythatfeelsreallygoodtoyou—givingyourselfcompassion.Forexample,lettingyourselfgentlytwistyourshoulders,rollingyourhead,turningatthewaist,droppingintoaforwardbend…whateverfeelsjustrightforyourightnow.
Givingyourbodythemovementitneeds.AspoetMaryOliversaid,“Youonlyhavetoletthesoftanimalofyourbodylovewhatitloves.”
• Stillness
Finally,comingtostillness,standingagainandfeelingyourbody,notinganychanges.
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COMPASSIONATELISTENING
Whenyouareengagedinconversationandwouldliketolistenmoreattentivelyandfeelmorecompassion,trypracticingGivingandReceivingCompassion.Youcancontinuetheconversationand,inthebackground,feelthemovementofyourbreathinyourbody.Thispracticeallowsustodisentanglefromstrongemotionsandstayconnectedandemotionallyattuned.
• Feelyourbreathingand,witheveryout-breath,sendcomfortandsoothingtotheotherperson.Waitfor each out-breath to return again, sending comfort and soothing each time. (Do this for 5-6breaths.)
• Nowshiftyourattentiontoyourin-breath.Breatheincareandcomfortforyourself.Waitingforeachin-breath,feelyourbodyinhale,andenjoythecomfortthatcomeswithbreathingin.(5-6breaths.)
• Nowfeelyourbodybreathebothinandout—breathinginforyourselfandoutfortheother.“Informe,outforyou.”“Oneforme,oneforyou.”
• Ifyoulike,youcanletawordrideoneachinbreathandoutbreath,suchas“compassion.”“warmth,”“comfort,” “tenderness,” or “love.” Or you can imagine inhaling and exhaling warmth or light.Continueinhalingsomethinggoodforyourselfandexhalingsomethinggoodfortheother.
• If you find that you, or the other person, needsextra compassion, focus again on the in- or out-breath,asneeded.
• Gentlyopenyoureyes.
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SOFTEN-SOOTHE-ALLOW
Thereare3componentstothisexercise:(1)labelingemotions,(2)mindfulnessofemotioninthebody,and(3)soften-soothe-allow.Thisexerciseispresentedbelowasameditativepracticetodevelopfamiliaritywiththecomponents.However,itisaninformalpracticethatisdesignedtobeappliedon-the-spotindailyliferatherthanasameditation,andtheindividualcomponentscanbepracticedindividuallyorincombination.
• Placeyourhandonyourheart,oranothersoothingplace,forafewmomentstoremindyourselfthatyouareintheroom,andthatyou,too,areworthyofkindness.
• Letyourselfrecallamildtomoderatelydifficultsituationthatyouareinrightnow,perhapsahealthproblem,stressinarelationship,oralovedoneinpain.Donotchooseaverydifficultproblem,oratrivialproblem—chooseaproblemthatcangeneratealittlestressinyourbodywhenyouthinkofit.
• Clearlyvisualizethesituation.Whowasthere?Whatwassaid?Whathappened?
LabelingEmotions
• Nowthatyou’rethinkingaboutthissituation,seeingifyoucannamethedifferentemotionsthatarisewithinyou:
o Anger?
o Sadness?
o Grief?
o Confusion?
o Fear?
o Longing?
o Despair?
o Shame?
• Nowseeingifyoucannamethestrongestemotion—adifficultemotion—associatedwiththatsituation.
• Repeatingthenameoftheemotiontoyourselfinagentle,understandingvoice,asifyouwerevalidatingforafriendwhatheorsheisfeeling:“That’slonging.”“That’sgrief.”
MindfulnessofEmotionintheBody
• Nowexpandingyourawarenesstoyourbodyasawhole.
• Recallingthedifficultsituationagainandscanyourbodyforwhereyoufeelitmosteasily.Inyourmind’seye,sweepingyourbodyfromheadtotoe,stoppingwhereyoucansensealittletensionordiscomfort.
• Nowpleasechooseasinglelocationinyourbodywherethefeelingexpressesitselfmoststrongly,perhapsasapointofmuscletension,anachyfeeling,oraheartache.
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SOFTEN-SOOTHE-ALLOW• Inyourmind,inclininggentlytowardthatspot.
Soften-Soothe-Allow
• Now,softeningintothatlocationinyourbody.Lettingthemusclessoften,lettingthemrelax,asifinwarmwater.Softening…softening…softening…Rememberthatwe’renottryingtochangethefeeling—we’rejustholdingitinatenderway.
• Ifyouwish,justsofteningalittlearoundtheedges.
• Now,soothingyourselfbecauseofthisdifficultsituation.
• Ifyouwish,placingyourhandoverthepartofyourbodythatfeelsuncomfortableandjustfeelingthewarmthandgentletouchofyourhand.Perhapsimaginingwarmthandkindnessflowingthroughyourhandintoyourbody.Maybeeventhinkingofyourbodyasifitwerethebodyofabelovedchild.Soothing…soothing…soothing.
• Andaretheresomecomfortingwordsthatyoumightneedtohear?Ifso,imagineyouhadafriendwhowasstrugglinginthesameway.Whatwouldyousaytoyourfriend?(“I’msosorryyoufeelthisway.”“Icaredeeplyaboutyou.”)
• Canyouofferyourselfasimilarmessage?(“Oh,it’ssohardtofeelthis.”“MayIbekindtomyself.”
• Ifyouneed,feelfreetoopenyoureyeswheneveryouwish,orletgooftheexerciseandjustfeelyourbreath.
• Finally,allowingthediscomforttobethere.Makingroomforit,releasingtheneedtomakeitgoaway.
• Andallowingyourselftobejustasyouare,justlikethis,ifonlyforthismoment.
• Softening…soothing…allowing.Softening…soothing…allowing.
• Nowlettinggoofthepracticeandallowingyourselftobeexactlyasyouareinthismoment.
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COMPASSIONWITHEQUANIMITYThisexerciseisintendedforuseinactualcaregivingsituations.Itisawayofbeingcompassionatewithourselveswhilemaintainingconnectiontoothers.ItcombinestheGivingandReceivingCompassionmeditationwithphrasesthatcultivateequanimity.Equanimityisbalancedawarenessinthemidstofpleasantorunpleasantemotions.
• Pleasefindacomfortablepositionandtakeafewdeepbreathstosettleintoyourbodyandintothepresentmoment.Youmightliketoputyourhandoveryourheart,orwhereveritiscomfortingandsoothing,asaremindertobringaffectionateawarenesstoyourexperienceandtoyourself.
• Bringtomindsomeoneyouarecaringforwhoisexhaustingyouorfrustratingyou—someonewhomyoucareaboutwhoissuffering.Visualizethepersonandthecaregivingsituationclearlyinyourmind,andfeelthestruggleinyourownbody.
• Nowpleaselistencarefullytothesewords,lettingthemgentlyrollthroughyourmind:
Everyoneisonhisorherownlifejourney.Iamnotthecauseofthisperson’ssuffering,
norisitentirelywithinmypowertomakeitgoaway,evenifIwishIcould
Momentslikethisaredifficulttobear,yetImaystilltrytohelpifIcan.
• Awareofthestressyouarecarryinginyourbody,inhalingfullyanddeeply,drawingcompassioninsideyourbodyandfillingeverycellofyourbodywithcompassion.Lettingyourselfbesoothedbyinhalingdeeply,andbygivingyourselfthecompassionyouneed.
• Asyouexhale,sendingoutcompassiontothepersonwhoisassociatedwithyourdiscomfort,ortoothersingeneral.
• Continuebreathingcompassioninandout,allowingyourbodytograduallyfindanaturalbreathingrhythm—lettingyourbodybreatheitself.
• “Oneforme,oneforyou.”“Informe,outforyou.”
• Occasionallyscanningyourinnerlandscapeforanydistressandrespondingbyinhalingcompassionforyourselfandexhalingcompassionforothers.
• Ifyoufindthatanyoneneedsextracompassion,directingyourbreathinthatdirection.
• Noticinghowyourbodyiscaressedfromtheinsideasyoubreathe.
• Lettingyourselffloatonanoceanofcompassion—alimitlessoceanthatembracesallsuffering.
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COMPASSIONWITHEQUANIMITY
• Andlisteningtothesewordsonceagain:
Everyoneisonhisorherownlifejourney.Iamnotthecauseofthisperson’ssuffering,
norisitentirelywithinmypowertomakeitgoaway,evenifIwishIcould
Momentslikethisaredifficulttobear,yetImaystilltrytohelpifIcan.
• Nowlettinggoofthepracticeandallowingyourselftobeexactlyasyouareinthismoment.
• Gentlyopenyoureyes.
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RESOURCES Weblinks Center for Mindful Self-Compassion www.CenterForMSC.org University of California, San Diego Mindfulness-Based Professional Training Institute http://mbpti.org/msc-mindful-self-compassion-teacher-training Kristin Neff www.Self-Compassion.org Chris Germer www.MindfulSelfCompassion.org Books and Audio: Germer, C. K. (2009). The mindful path to self-compassion. New York: Guilford Press. Gilbert, P. (2009). The compassionate mind. London: Constable. Neff, K. D. (2011). Self-Compassion: The proven power of being kind to yourself. New York: William Morrow. Neff, K. D. (2013). Self-compassion step by step. Sounds True. (6 hr. audio training.) Poems John Austin: Awareness
Naomi Shihab Nye: Kindness
Mary Oliver: The Journey
Danna Faulds: Allow
Derek Walcott: Love after Love