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Insatiable Appetite

My mind accelerations at high concentrations brings manifestations of

premeditated contemplations-When I'm vexed there is no mistaking-

My aching-my character-my awakening-my arrogance-my own prison-

my hindrance-my refusal to bend-my diligence-This twisted and

bended abstract intelligence keeps me.....

....so surrounded, but yet so alone-I comb through the brush trying to

find my real home-Stay honed and mentally stoned to maintain my

indestructible cerebral throne-The dominant chromosome-chewing

savagely on skin, muscle, and brittle bones-Take a mental walk

with me through hell and the free zone and see that I am....

....So sordid-so morbid, so on and off the target with no set logic,

scream echo-less, wait for the final test-with no duress-or rest, stay

cool under stress-When in distress, still past the test-Im constantly

being chased by demons who spray lethal piss and wicked semen-I

stay odd, never even as I prepare for the darkest season of my

mind....

....Knowing that we have all fallen down a black hole of doomed

reality-what's glorified today is a bastard's masterpiece-saliva drips

down the corners of my mouth like a hungry beast ready to feast-My

mind's secret weapon keeps the simple minded always guessing-The

wicked gets no rest and....

....The serpent want to dance with you-Catch you when your

vulnerable-I walk to and fro amongst those who deem me edible-This

insatiable appetite for a godlike psych keeps me up and wide eyed at

night-You can say I rarely feel fright-Treat me right you have an ally

for life....

....See my mind runs continuously as if operated by a duracell-

Thoughts similar to purgatory-In limbo between heaven and hell-

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If forced away I could dwell alone-Make a box my home and still zone-

Stay away from those who throw sticks and stones....

....Because them and their words can hurt you-Forcibly exert you to

commit foul acts-Assassinate and attack someone's character, whether

intentionally or not-Those who do should face a firing squad to be

sh.....

....You know the rest-may God bless, test, and manifest my soul-Even

though its cold and ancient old-I'm open like a box-Accelerated mental

state of mind needs monitor

ed detox....

....Will someone please stop my mind from racing so fast-Take aim

and blast-Reminisce in total bliss-Mind twist like licorice-This infected

nature turn faces caricature when up against this no holds barrier....

....Because I am a chemical balance of broken imbalance-A bright light

countenance-Endless eternity resides in me-Shedding tears of blood-

eyes red-misery-Non relentless anxiety within me lying heavily....

....Deadweight-insomniac, catatonic state-Vampiric nature keeps me

up late-Hoping that my fate will yield merciful grace-Because I am at

war with myself each passing day-mental warfare causes shaky hands

to grasp my head pulling strands of bloody hair....

....Understand this state of mind that engulfs my being-I am

tyrannical-arrogant-Third eye all seeing-begging for and forever....

....Seeking mental stimulation of thoughts to increase this never-

ending mind acceleration-

This insatiable appetite .......