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CONTENTS

Acknowledgment.......................................................................4

Introduction...............................................................................5

Chapter 1: Re-awakened Memories.........................................11

Chapter 2: The Mind-Matrix.....................................................19

Chapter 3: Universal Truth.......................................................29

Chapter 4: A Journey into the Past...........................................34

Chapter 5: Science, Religion and Extraordinary Experiences...38

Chapter 6: Purpose and Intention............................................50

Chapter 7: A Healing Session in Chalice Garden.......................56

Chapter 8: Evolutionary History................................................61

Chapter 9: The Gods and the Omniverses................................70

Chapter 10: A School for Creator Gods.....................................75

Chapter 11: Mother and FatherEarth and Sun......................79

Chapter 12: The Verse of Light.................................................84

Chapter 13: ..............................................................................91

Chapter 14: Masters of Deception...........................................93

Chapter 15: HollywoodFrom Fact to Fiction........................102

Chapter 16: The Fall of the Matrix-Wall..................................108

Chapter 17: The Shift..............................................................119

Chapter 18: The Triumph of Existence...................................124

Chapter 19: Allowing Heaven on Earth...................................132

Chapter 20: Fear is Nothing but fear......................................139

Chapter 21: The Balance Point of Integration.........................144

Chapter 22: The Return of the Goddess.................................148

Chapter 23: The Field of Love.................................................154

Chapter 24: A Magical Miracle...............................................160

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Acknowledgement

I would like to thank my soul-friend Randy, who helped me edit

the first parts of my bookwhich led me to understand and

express the English language in a more comprehensible way. You

have great skills, a wonderful spirit and a big heart.

Gratitude goes out to my spiritual brother and 3D-work-

companion Patrik, who has helped me with my websites

(including fromlogictomagic.com). Not only do you have practical

and significant skills that manifest in the external world, but a

powerful internal vibration of wisdom and loving-kindness that

affects us all.

I want to thank my kindred spirit Hannah, for her encouraging

interest and engagement in my writings, and for her generous

participation in editing. You are a being of great wisdom that

knows how to tap into the power of Love.

I feel appreciation and gratefulness towards my parents (today

more than ever), family and many other friends who have been

supportive in various ways throughout my life. You have helped

create my human experienceand you have all helped me

become the person that I am in this day and age.

Last but not least, I want to thank my beloved wifeDea. Your

Wisdom, Truth and Love flow through many pages of this book.

You are my shining Star and you have shown me Heaven on Earth.

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Introduction

A group of graduates, now highly established in their careers, got

together to visit their old university professor one evening. Their

conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and

life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen

and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups

porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive,

some exquisitetelling them to help themselves to the coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor

said: "If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups have been

taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is

normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the

source of your problems and stress. Be assured that the cup itself

adds no quality to the coffee. In most cases it is just more expensive

and in some cases even hides what we drink. What all of you really

wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the

'best' cupsand then you began eyeing each other's cups."

Now consider this: The coffee in this case represents lifethe life

that flows through all Humans and all living things, no matter our

differences or our physical possessions. The cups represent our jobs,

money and positions in society. They are just tools and vehicles to

hold and contain Life, and the type of cup we have neither defines

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nor changes the quality of the coffeenor of the life we live.

Sometimes, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the

coffee. So savor the coffee, not the cups!

The short story above was written by an anonymous person,

whom I feel shares wisdom common to us all. While it is our

intention and ambition to experience the coffee, we also get an

opportunity to experience the cupthe very tool that makes the

experience of coffee possible in the first place. Similar to how the

cup facilitates the experience of coffee, one could say that the

physical body and the physical world facilitate our life-experience as

Human beings on planet Earth. Because of our strong identification

with the physical world, many fail to explore the formless dimension

of consciousness that also experiences life through the physical as

an integral part of who we are. This formless dimension of ourselves

seems to be forgotten, which inspires me to pose the following

question: What really lies at the core of a Human being?

The core-essence of our being is most often referred to as the

heart, soul or spirit, although there are many different perceptions

of what those words actually entail among us Humans. The greater

majority of Humanity has come to accept the definitions of soul and

spirit that are passed down by age-old belief systems. As a result of

our perception being primarily guided by today's social order, we

have been conditioned to search for the identity of ourselves in the

external society before exploring the internal society within our

deeper selves.

I see the foundation of a Human being similarly to how I see the

foundation of a fruit. At the core of the fruit, underneath its flesh

and pulp, there exist seeds that carry the potential of rebirthing the

same fruit. Beneath the physical layers of our Human bodies there

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also exists a seed that plants us into existence, which we have

always carried within our deeper selves. Our seed represents a

greater part of who we are, it is an eternal force of life that gives

birth to our human experience. It is through re-connecting to our

inner seed and by allowing ourselves to explore our inner society,

that we are able to answer the question of what really lies at the

core of our being.

I am glad you have chosen to read my work. It is an honor to share

my thoughts and feelings with you and I would like to thank you for

taking the time to read them. I have had a series of mind-opening

experiences, memories and insights, that have given me a deeper

and more profound understanding of life in the greater scheme of

thingsand how we Humans fit perfectly into this bigger picture.

In this concise handbook I intend to describe what is now taking

place around and within us, as a species on planet Earth. Some may

perceive my understandings as being no more than fiction, which in

many ways overestimates and overvalues human life in the

Universe. To others, they may act as a mirror that reflects the truth

that is profoundly recognized within their own heart and soul. I trust

that From Logic To Magic will serve as a steppingstone, guiding who

ever reads it towards a greater expansion of consciousness. I feel

my words merely point to the truth that is ready to awaken from

inside each of us.

Life in the greater scheme of things is a grand subject to explore,

so before we continue any further I will summarize the most

important concepts of my discoveries with a few statements:

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We are all immortal and infinite beings of Love and Light. Life is

infinite in all directions and nothing exists beyond us as

Omniversal Beings.

We orchestrate our lives from a greater and higher aspect of our

Human Selves. We are here because of a choice we made, to

experience life, to learn and to evolve.

Our Universe is based on the construct of light, frequency and

polarity, and it is made up of many dimensions of which we get to

experience simultaneously. Within this construct we purposely

disconnect ourselves from the higher aspects of our

multidimensional identity through a journey of vast separation

and this is all a part of our evolutionary process.

In the lower dimensions of our Universe the construct of light,

frequency and polarity is condensed into extreme duality (good

and evil, light and dark, Love and fear, + and -). As beings in these

realms we get to experience a playground of conditions and

limitations where we form egoic aspects that create a false image

of self.

We all exist as galaxies, stars and planetary bodies and we all

manifest inside one another to experience our different vibratory

expressions. By experiencing each other in this way we all embody

the oneness of life, while at the same time we are all so very

unique and special in our own way of expressing life. One for All

and All for One.

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The concept of linear time and space only exists in the lower

dimensions of our Universe. What we perceive as quantifiable

locations in time of past and future all exist in one singular

moment of Now.

The essence of infinite Love is a force that permeates through

every Universe and Omniverse in Creation. As a Human being on

planet Earth we can only experience this force by being the force

itselfas a being of unconditional Love. The return to

unconditional Love is the balance point for the integration with

our greater selves, and one shall now more than ever ask one's

self the question: 'To Be or not to Be'?

These statements certainly claim to explain a broad spectrum of

Creation and our role in it. As I share with you my perspective on

life, I will state that this is the way it works and that this is the way it

is. The way I share it with you is the way I feel, and I am well aware

that many people hold a different understanding of life. If you

decide to read this book I ask for you to have an open mindand an

open heartand to discern for yourself what you resonate with.

Within our collective experience we as individuals choose to

follow our own unique path and we are all entitled to our own

beliefs and opinions. The set of values we choose to identify with

becomes our reality and is what ultimately determines our

perception of what life is and who we are. I respect everyone's

individual path and I know that we all play an important role simply

by existing here on our planet Earthregardless of the direction we

choose to walk.

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While I respect and honor our individual paths within our current

reality, I must place emphasis on my personal experiences and

understandings of the hidden world, which exists beyond this

reality. By recognizing the journey we have all taken from higher

planes of awareness, to our fragmented state of disagreement and

separation, I will affirm that there are greater truths about life that

belong to us all. Our evolutionary process is a journey through a

multidimensional Universe, the structure of which I will explain as a

universal playground that has facilitated and made possible our

human and spiritual experiences.

What I have chosen to share might spark within you an interest to

discover more of your greater self. I encourage you to do so and to

continue your own inner and outer pursuit for truth, wisdom and

knowledge. I see us all as members of a never-ending journey

through a cosmic dance of life, and perhaps I might help you on

your way of re-membering into your eternal member-ship of the

Universe of Light.

Furthermore, this book explores the riddle of life and establishes

that when we fully comprehend the composition of the riddle, we

re-discover that the answer lies within our deeper selves. As I delve

deeper into our spiritual core and explain how powerful and

magnificent we all really are, I encourage you to acknowledge this

magnificence within yourself and become truly self-empowered as a

Human being. A hidden magical world exists beyond the limited

perception of the logical mind. It is my intention to help you

discover this magical reality and to explore it as an essential part of

who you are.

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Discoveries of other realities are not new to mankind. Such

discoveries are in fact very ancient and are known to a greater part

of us, for travels beyond the borders of our mind-paradigm are truly

all about re-discovering our greater selves.

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Re-awakened Memories

What I call the magical world is not a world excluded to 'spells and

curses'. It is everything the logical mind terms 'supernatural' or

'unexplained'. My deeper understanding of a greater reality began

to become clear when I opened up to the concept that in order to

understand the external world, I first must understand what is

happening within me.

A few years ago I started to take an interest in spiritual wisdom

that truly empowered me as an individual. After reading a few

books and listening to some interviews, I began to feel that the

knowledge, wisdom and Love that I resonated with already existed

inside the depth of my own being. I became aware that true

spiritual teachings are not made up of beliefs or rules of conduct

and that they all originate from the same source of truth that is

inside each and every one of us. When we learn to see through that

which separates us from the deeper truth of who we are, we get to

see ourselves in the mirror of life, not only as Human, but also as

eternal spirit that is ever present and alive. A new and broader

perspective of our human experience opened up to me.

I began to realize, with my 'real eyes', that the eternal and

formless essence of who we are does not age in time and space, and

that if we allow ourselves we are able to find an everlasting present

momenthere and Nowwithin this reality. Our eternal self simply

exists beyond the concepts of time and space, and whether we are

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aware of it or not, we are all here as spiritual beings to learn and

evolve through the human experience.

As I began to find my way back to this truth of who and what we

all are, feelings rose from a place within my heart that I had not

been very connected to since I was around eight years old. At that

time I had visions of myself from past lifetimes and I used to dive

deeply into these memories without talking to anyone about them.

One of the strongest recollections I had of a previous life was of

myself walking the Earth in total peace and harmony. I walked in

simplicity, being no more or less than who I Am, without conditions

and judgments from others or myself, and therefore I was able to be

and to express a state of pure and unconditional Love.

When I re-experienced this Love through my memories, I knew

without a doubt that such a state of grace exists and that we all

have the ability to find it within our deeper selves. However, the

memories and feelings I had as a young child did not blend well with

the contrasting ideals of society. By the age of ten I had forgotten

my inner revelations, as I unconsciously adopted the mindset of the

very different world around me.

As I reflected on the visions I had during my childhood, I began to

recall even more of my past lifetimes. Behavioral patterns in my

current lifetime seemed to mirror patterns from my previous

lifetimes. I recognized vibrations and characteristics that were

unique to me, not only as a Human being, but also a spiritual

beingor a soul.

When I felt into the energetic vibrations of people around me, I

was able to recall scenarios I had together with them in past lives.

These scenarios again seemed to be mirrored in my current lifetime.

Getting to know a greater aspect of myself and others, I understood

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that whatever manifests in our lives has a greater purpose and

meaning. It is from this greater aspect that we all orchestrate our

soul-contract agreements that are to be fulfilled through our human

experience.

As we incarnate into this world of illusion we allow ourselves to

experience not only Love, but also fear, and we succumb to the idea

of mortality and separation, forgetting all about the intention and

purpose of our higher self. Through this extreme polarization of

Love and fear life is in many ways turned into a serious game with

all kinds of dramatic scenarios.

I have come to understand that there is nothing inherently wrong

with dramatic scenarios as all experiences are essential parts of our

evolutionary journey; which in the end is about learning and gaining

wisdom from different experiences. Our spirit is a keeper of time

and knowledge, and it is through the process of reintegrating with

Spirit that we gain access to the records of our previous experiences

and memories.

Forgetting who we are as spiritual beings is nothing but a

temporary disconnection from our greater aspects. By once again

re-membering ourselves into the truth of who we are from within

the human experience, we reconnect with these higher aspects.

This has been my big revelation. We Humans have long searched for

answers and recognition from outside of ourselves. I had clearly

begun to realize that we have had it all wrongit is all to be

rediscovered from within.

Can you imagine what it would be like if we all remembered that a

part of our eternal essence has manifested into this world of form in

order to learn, and to experience the many different expressions of

life as a Human being? What would happen to our fear and hatred if

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we would realize that we exist infinitely beyond our body and our

mind?

A revolution of perception would take place all over the world if

our subjective minds would realize not only the intellectual idea, but

also the universal truth that we are all the same underneath the

different cultures and identities in our society.

Out of the many people who get to have abnormal experiences such

as remembering past lives, talking to spirits or traveling to other

realms, I am certain that there are many who do not speak about

them openly. The current mindset of our world over-rides anything

that is outside the norm and, just as I did when I was ten years old,

many deny having these experiences. In many cases it is easier to

deny rather than try to explain them.

It is a fact that the logical-oriented mainstream institutions deny

the practical study of spiritual experience to be valid as a context of

understanding the existence of a greater human and spiritual

reality. In what most of us believe to be the greatest era of scientific

and physiological evolution, the human mind perceives a world

exclusively occupied with materialism and the five-sense-reality.

Therefore, those who share their spiritual experiences openly are

often ridiculed and perceived by mainstream society as outcasts

with fantastic ideas. Due to the fact that the logical mind-set still

maintains a strong grip around our collective state of consciousness,

many Humans who are presented with staggering evidence of a

greater spiritual reality, still refuse to accept and embrace it as true.

It is safe to say that many of us are in a state of denial.

However, in spite of all the ridicule, many people are now more

than ever finding the courage within to venture down the

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challenging path of sharing their discoveries. Whether it be near

death experiences, contact with beings from other realms, astral

travel or even journeying with one's pure consciousness; these

phenomena are increasingly being spoken of around the world.

Spiritual healing practices, past life regression therapies, workshops

and forums where people can share their experiences, have all

become everyday occurrences that are a part of our society.

Since I began remembering more past lives, I have further

explored and developed my capacity to recall aspects of my greater

self. Now, I often wake up in the mornings remembering vibrations,

surroundings and beings I have interacted with on other levels of

life. I am able to explore realities I never knew existed before which

has given me deep insights about the infinite possibilities we all

possess as Humanand spiritualbeings.

As a result of my experiences and insights, the world I live in has

become much bigger than what I could previously imagine. I have

come to understand that life truly becomes a riddle when we forget

that we are the orchestrators of life in the first place. Yet my

understanding also made me ponder upon how we, as orchestrators

of life, have composed the journey in the greater scheme of things. I

felt certain that there must be a greater purpose to our cycles of

experiences in these different planes of creation. While

contemplating the composition of the riddle I concluded that we are

all a part of an evolutionary process, divinely planned, with an

intended outcome.

Is there really such a thing as a divine plan? Throughout the course

of my book I intend to help answer this question, that I know we all,

as eternal members of this Universe, carry within.

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After having recalled extraordinary experiences it is my

understanding that when we experience higher dimensions we get

to re-connect with the higher aspects of ourselves that exist

simultaneously with our earthly incarnation. Imagine us all living

inside a world that has walls built up around it. From here a

doorway exists that is able to lead us beyond the walls we currently

reside in. Leaping beyond this world into the unknown can be

frightening for the mind. Most of us are so comfortable running

around in circles within this world, like hamsters in a spinning

wheel, that we fail to notice that a doorway even exists. Those who

truly allow themselves to explore beyond the boundaries of our

mentally constructed paradigm discover that we are the key to the

doorway, and that what was thought of as 'unknown' is already

known to us.

Discoveries of other realities are not new to mankind. Such

discoveries are in fact very ancient and are known to a greater part

of us, for travels beyond the borders of our mind-paradigm are truly

all about re-discovering our greater selves.

When we connect with higher aspects of ourselves we are actually

interacting in dimensions where we all exist together. Through our

human experience we have each managed to create an expression

of individuality that is truly unique, and in which we are separated

from each other. At the same time we are all so intimately

connected to our greater aspects and to each other. We truly are

universal and multidimensional beings in a multidimensional

Universe.

As we exist on multiple levels, I will continue to utilize a

multidimensional perspective in order to properly explain the

nature of our whole existence. Considering this perspective, let us

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examine the 'surface-world' of today and explore the ways we keep

ourselves inside the walls of what I refer to as the current mindset.

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If we could seek society within ourselves, before seeking ourselves

within society, we have a chance to discover our own unique spirit,

which ultimately holds the truth about life beyond that which our

current mainstream society portrays.

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The Mind-Matrix

The understandings held within the mainstream establishment

regarding the known Universe and Humanity's role in it is very

narrow when compared with the multidimensional perspective.

Religion and science, along with the academic institutions and the

mainstream media, have for a very long time portrayed a limited

perspective of life. As such, the greater concepts I present may

seem radical to many people. In this chapter, it is my intention to

clarify how the human mind becomes deeply entrenched into a

limited reality through a process of self-deception.

I define the mind-matrix to be a virtual reality overlay that keeps

us within a limited paradigm of perception. Within this paradigm,

we are taught to perceive and recognize only that which is

presented to us through our five senses as being all there is to

experience. What we learn to accept as reality is only the outermost

layer of perception. It is nothing more than the physical surface-

level of what we are capable of perceiving, but since we become so

identified with this five-sense-reality it becomes our whole world.

We have become so identified with the physical world that we

have forgotten that all of us, beneath the details of this world, are

intimately connected to the whole. Being brought up within such

conditions we automatically develop an egoic personality-driven

aspect. Our identification with the physical world and our ego-

aspect creates an image of self that does not represent who we are

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in our entirety. This aspect only cares about itself and is incapable of

acting with compassion.

The ego sees everything as separate and judges others by their

outward physical features and appearances. We are so focused on

material requirements that we often forget to feel and acknowledge

the being inside of us. We have an idea of how other people will

perceive us and we are constantly trying to create a character

through the material requirements that will fulfill this false idea of

self. Through our desperation to form this character we forget that

it is only a game on the surface-world and that there is so much

more to life.

The development of our ego in a world of separation is the vehicle

for the process of forgetting our true nature as pure soul-

consciousness. Inside of our being is a deeper dimension, ready to

be explored by our mind and heart, but it cannot be found through

any external means.

The behavioral patterns of the ego are perhaps most apparent

throughout our world of media and entertainment. In news

programs, TV-shows and the political world we get caught up in

drama between the different characters that are playing the game

of the surface-world, and for many people this is all they ever focus

on.

No matter what paradigm we choose to engage ourselves in, our

ego is often present with a judgmental and conditional perspective.

By only focusing on the game of the surface-world, we may satisfy

the needs of the ego, but we fail to see the bigger picture of what is

going on. Because of this narrow perspective we have developed

very destructive behavioral patterns within our society. Our ego-

aspect has been entrained with the notions that we must fight for

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peace with war and sustain freedom with security. Somehow we fail

to notice the inherent paradox of the approach.

When a conflict arises we get so caught up in drama and

differences of opinions, that we don't recognize the fact that we are

all really one organism at war with itself. The ego-aspect is simply

not aware of the self-destructive behavioral patterns of our society

because it does not recognize the essence of who we are

underneath our attachments to identities and opinions.

Through different incarnations we have all played roles in

different cultures with different identities. For instance, let us say

that a soul incarnates as a woman somewhere in Africa. This woman

has previously experienced life as a Jewish woman who died in

Auschwitz during the second world war. She will have carried the

wounds of her previous lifetime with her, while engaging in a

completely different life experience in her present incarnation in

Africa.

The Jewish people of today may carry wounds from the holocaust

as a collective identity of the culture itself. But the souls who

incarnated into the experience of the holocaust are not necessarily

the same souls that have incarnated as the Jewish people of today.

If we would all realize here and now, that the essence of who we

are is not defined by one religion, culture or skin color; we would

end the destructive cycles of the 'blame-game' and victimhood, to

understand life from a greater and more inclusive soul-perspective.

Though the media is an integral part of propagating destructive

cycles like the ones mentioned above, it is not my intention to

portray news and entertainment as being entirely negative. Neither

is it my intention to claim that we should never enjoy our physical

possessions or explore the expressions of our ego. My intention is

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simply to look at the current surface-world and reveal how far

removed we are in our everyday lives from the deeper

understanding of what lies beyond it. We have forgotten the

presence of our formless spiritour souland therefore forgotten

the eternal magnificence of our being. If we could seek society

within ourselves, before seeking ourselves within society, we have a

chance to discover our own unique spirit, which ultimately holds the

truth about life beyond that which our current mainstream society

portrays.

Everything around us is energy expressing itself through a network

of interconnected consciousness. The fact that we operate together

as a single organism is understood and explained today by both

science and spirituality. However, because the greater majority of

the people in our world are programmed into a robotic society that

only plays on the surface-world, today's mainstream perception is

diminutive compared to the deeper understanding of who we are

and how alive everything is around us.

Let us explore how our fundamental nature is one with the living

nature of our planet Earth. When we look deep into the nature of

our plant and animal kingdoms, we are able to find ourselves in

them. Nature tells the truth; it teaches us about being in the

moment, about stillness and silence, and about the balance of life.

The re-discovery of our inner eternal space is the re-discovery of the

inner eternal space that is reflected in All Living Things.

Imagine yourself communicating with the consciousness of a tree

from the depth of your own being. If you were to stand and have a

conversation with a tree, how would those who passed by react to

such a sight? Because of how disconnected most people are to the

living nature around us, they would likely stare at you with

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bewilderment as if you were doing something wrong. Whether it be

a tree, a stone or a waterfall, the truth is that nature speaks to us all

the time and in the presence of our stillness, we can learn a lot from

it. This feeling of interconnectedness is accessible to us right now,

but we as individuals have to experience it from deep within if we

are to truly know the essence of it.

Through our human experience there are two states of being from

which we express ourselvesthe mental state and the emotional

state. In our process of developing a false image of self, the

identification with our thoughts in the mind becomes strong and we

let our true feelings from the heart come second. Our mind works

as a mental software program that manages the thought patterns

within our brain. We use our mind to think, and it is an important

tool for our body vehicle in order to function and communicate.

Through the left-brain programming in our robotic society we are

trained to be rational according to the paradigm of the logical mind.

This indoctrination is what builds a partition between our minds and

our hearts, hence the label mind-matrixit exists within our minds

and not our hearts. Our mind is able to grasp and understand

concepts of the heart and soul, but it is not the aspect that

represents the essence of the heart itself. Through our strong

identification with the mind we often become led by our thoughts,

thoughts that may not always be of our own making, and we fail to

acknowledge the feelings within our hearts.

Our hearts are one with our spirit as a keeper of time and

knowledge. By re-connecting with our hearts we re-open the doors

to our cosmic and universal soul-journey, and thus we are able to

move far beyond the logical mind into the deep and magical core of

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our eternal selves. To speak from the heart is to express one's true

nature and while doing so the essence of who we are has the

opportunity to be acknowledged by the mind-aspect. By getting to

know our true hearts we get to know our true eternal selves that

exist infinitely beyond our limited minds.

By following the programs of the mind rather than the truth of our

own heart, we simply lead ourselves away from our true nature. It is

not difficult to deceive ourselves if we give in to the manufactured

systems of this world. Our mental and physical aspects are far more

important to the eyes of the surface-world than what our emotional

and spiritual aspects will ever be. Let me put this into context.

When Princess Diana was asked in a BBC Panorama interview why

the establishment doesn't want her to be Queen, she responded;

"Because I lead from the Heart and not the head." This is why she

was 'removed' by the monarchs and their heartless cult.

Despite the strong influence from controlling factions of our

society we all have the ability, like Princess Diana, to follow the

deeper wisdom of our hearts. No matter how the mind-matrix

desires to program us, we are ultimately the ones who decide if we

are to become someone that is not who we truly are.

When we understand and become aware of how the two methods

of expression operate, it becomes easier to differentiate between

them. If we can allow ourselves to let go of the identifications with

the mind, we can more easily see the pathway to the heartour

most sacred aspect of Self.

By restricting our attention and awareness to the construct of the

mind and the physical world, we purposely keep ourselves within a

limited reality. Most of us believe ourselves to be a short-lived

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entity that only experiences a single lifetime and feels the need to

conform to the current mindset of the world. The current mindset

operates as a collective lens, which I refer to as the eyes of the

surface-world. As we accept the eyes of the surface-world we can

only perceive through the collective lens that identifies with the

physical human experience.

When we connect with our formless spiritual self we are able to

explore the world that exists beyond the perception of the lens,

beyond our physical world. As spiritual beings in our essence, we

are fully capable of journeying beyond the five-sense-wall of the

mind-matrix, to discover realities beyond our current one. However,

because of norms that are created within our society, we are

discouraged to explore beyond the collective lens that everyone

seems to look through.

Norms are the unwritten laws of the mind-matrix that fortify its

boundaries. Their job is to contain us within this paradigm of limited

perception. If one were to step out of the norms and break these

unwritten laws, one could be exposed to extreme ridicule. If we

don't employ the eyes of the surface-world we have no real eyes to

perceive with because we are blinded by our own madness.

Because of this ridicule and judgment the energy of fear enters our

reality.

Fear is another creation of the mind-matrix. Because of fear we

give into the norms and we allow something external to answer our

questions and formulate our reality. By giving into fear we become

completely dependent upon the mind-matrix to provide for us. Our

fear-based minds are not capable of questioning the current

mindset itself. We are simply programmed to remain within the

walls of the mind-matrix, without deviating from the norms, and

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through this process we are hypnotized into a trance state of

conformity.

Living in the trance state of the mind-matrix is like living in a small

box floating in an infinite ocean of possibilities, unable to see that

we are prisoners in our own corrupted minds. Consider the

commonly used expression 'thinking outside the box'. By staying

inside the box the human race keeps itself in ignorance of what

exists outside of it.

From within the mind-matrix we align ourselves with various

doctrines and belief systems, which are inherently closed

perspectives, creating limited paradigms themselves. These limited

paradigms are far from representing the multidimensional

perspective, and far from revealing the truth that we all have

aspects that exist beyond the perception of the five-sense-reality. It

is in fact these greater aspects that have brought us here in the first

place, and have orchestrated our lives in physical form. From the

multidimensional perspective, we created the mind-matrix in order

to learn from it through the human experience.

Our minds may not prefer a complex world of judgments,

conditions and differences of opinion, but there is purpose for us to

live in it, to learn from it and to be itwhatever we experience.

When we become aware of our multidimensional identity it is easier

for us to understand how, and more importantly, why we deceive

ourselves in the ways that we do.

Most people are shrouded in a state of ignorance as to what lies

beyond what I have referred to as the mind, the lens or the box. At

present, these people may closely associate with teachings of

religion, science, educational institutions and the mainstream

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media, which I call the four pillars of the mind-matrix. These

paradigms covertly funnel people into limited states of awareness

a process we will explore in the next few chapters.

While the majority of people are in a state of ignorance, a

revolution of perception is clearly emerging where millions on the

planet are expressing similar discoveries to the ones I share. A

gigantic wave of awareness is breaking through the walls of the

mind-matrix as people are freeing themselves from the mindset of

the surface-world to see a brighter and broader reality open up.

Those who have a greater awareness beyond the mainstream

understandings are not superior to individuals whose journey it is,

at this time, to fully engage in the mind-matrix. There is no

judgment in saying that some are attached to the mind-matrix while

others have broken free from itit is simply a distinction between

different levels of awareness.

We all have different soul-paths that are unique to each individual

and by understanding the multidimensional perspective we can

embrace the different levels of awareness and honor everyone's

individual journey through the human experience. No matter what

path we have chosen in life, we all have the opportunity to go

within ourselvesto understand life beyond what any guideline of

society has taught us to believe. It is within our human core, beyond

the illusion of separation, that we reintegrate with the universal

truth that has been carried within our deeper selves all along.

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3.

Our heart and soul stores all the experiences that have led us to the

path we now find ourselves walking upon and therefore WE are

keepers of universal truth.

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Universal Truth

Here on Earth we often say that we all have our own truths. We

have our own filter where we analyze surroundings and we

formulate our perception of reality based upon our subjective

beliefs and opinions. The truths we hold in our subjective beliefs are

all relative and, of course, we are all entitled to our own relative

truths. However, the differences of opinion separate us from seeing

a common bigger picture in the greater scheme of life. Therefore,

most people choose to carry the very same 'we all have our own

truth' mindset while contemplating the bigger questions on life and

creation. Many think that there is no one great truth that tells us

how it all works and the way it is. Of course, these individuals also

believe we are not capable of discovering timeless knowledge and

wisdom from our eternal spirit within.

Throughout the ages, people have been searching for answers to

the bigger questions through various doctrines and dogmas. When

we set out on a quest to search for truth within the various

paradigms of religion and science, we are adhering to guidelines and

keeping ourselves within the limited perspective of the mind-matrix.

This identification with truth belonging to one or another

dogmatized belief-system, counteracts our process of finding the

universal truth that can be felt and re-membered from inside all of

us.

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Our heart and soul stores all the experiences that have led us to

the path we now find ourselves walking upon and therefore we are

keepers of universal truth. We will never discover the greater truths

from a scientific book on our physical Universe or from a religious

manuscript that was written some hundreds of years ago, but it can

be felt and expressed here and now, from inside every Human

being. Our human experience becomes a riddle when we limit our

perception of reality, but to learn that we are the answer to the

riddle of life will turn our world inside out. We all carry the answer

to the riddle of life, and re-membering into that truth is the very

freedom from the limiting paradigms we have kept ourselves within.

The answers to the bigger questions, to the universal truth, are now

being expressed by many people who's intention it is to remind us

of that freedom. Those who have re-connected with what is already

here, within us, are all speaking the same language regarding what

life is all about.

The manmade religions and philosophies, when followed blindly,

lead their followers away from the truth that inside each Human

being a divine spirit resides that is sovereign and eternal. Science

also follows guiding principles, as it needs to have everything

proven according to the laws of its paradigm. No matter what

Humans choose to identify with, when we accept a paradigm as

being our only reality, we limit our perception of what truth is and

we forget that our eternal, infinite and boundless selves cannot

possibly be contained inside anything.

I have met scientifically minded people who perceive the notion of

universal truth existing inside a Human being to be part of a new

religion or dogma, and say that no one knows the whole story

except what science can prove. I have met people within the

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paradigms of religion, who defend their doctrines, saying that the

notion of a human consciousness existing beyond 'the almighty

creator' is outrageous. Science and religion are both the same in

that they both require external sources of validation.

When we discover that universal truth emanates from within, we

learn that there is no need to prove it according to the laws of

physics or to seek it through worshipwe only need to

acknowledge the existence of truth within ourselves. The

understanding of our essence as spiritual beings is vital if we are to

understand that we all carry the same truth within. Knowledge of

our eternal nature may have been suppressed and long forgotten in

the mainstream teachings of our society, however it is the key to

unlocking and activating the truth within our own being. Through

this inner core-essence of ourselves, we reintegrate not only with

the records of our human experiences, but also with the universal

library, commonly known as the Akashic recordswhich is an

archive of all thoughts and experiences from our planet, our galaxy,

our Universe and beyond. Throughout our journey as eternal

members of this Universe, we have all helped to create these

Akashic records, and therefore we all have access to them from

within.

Since the logical rational mind inherently operates through a limited

perception, it is impossible for those who exclusively identify with it

to fully understand life in the greater scheme of things. I can only

suggest to the limited logical mind that we all carry the same truth

within our deeper selves and that we must integrate with our hearts

in order to re-discover it. I know that along with our mind-identified

attachments, each of us has a longing for a truth and Love that lies

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deeper than the aspects of the mind. If we can allow ourselves to go

within our hearts and perceive beyond the constraints of the logical

mind, we will come to realize that the truth and Love we have been

longing for already exists inside of us.

Truth is here and now, and it is you. You created the riddle from a

higher aspect of yourself and you are the answer to it. Your heart is

intimately connected to the universal library of experiences that is

always present and ready for you to explore. If you want to

understand universal truth, go and look in the mirrorfor you are

truly the one you have been waiting for.

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4.

We are at a time of great spiritual change and through these

moments of multidimensional interconnection, we play an

important part in anchoring new energies that will help rebalance

and transform our earthly domain.

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A Journey into the Past

In July of 2011, I experienced a profound past life recollection

together with my beloved Dea. I felt guided to take her to a place in

a nature reserve not far from our home. I grew up in the southern

parts of Sweden, and I knew that I had been to this place some

years ago, but I did not recognize the surroundings as we entered

the hills and the woods.

We felt guided to follow a particular path that brought us up to a

beautiful little valley with a lake at the center of it. As we entered

the valley we felt an energetic shift take place in the atmosphere.

The Sun shined beautifully from the sky, birds were singing and

hundreds of little bees were out collecting pollen from the flowers.

We felt a calling and a greeting from a familiar vibration which we

turned towards and realized was a huge standing rock, vibrating a

strong male energy. I felt him communicating with me and I went

over to give him a big hug. As I physically connected with the rock I

felt a very old and friendly connection between us. "Good to see

you old friend," I said, recognizing his vibration to represent a wise

old general I once knew. In an instant, a deep knowing came to me

that if I would place both of my hands on him he would help

transmute an energetic charge that I carried from a past life I once

had around this area. Placing my hands upon this ancient stone , I

felt a powerful vibration surge up my hands. Memories of previous

scenarios that had taken place in southern Sweden flowed into my

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mind and through my heart. I realized that my old stone friend was

here to help me remember and heal some of the painful chapters

from a past lifetime.

After my communication with the rock, we walked towards the

lake gazing upon an arrangement of stones forming a half circle

around it. Dea and I looked at each other and acknowledged how

beautiful it was. We realized that the valley setting itself did not

exist at the time of our incarnation, but we knew we had been

together in the area during a past lifetime.

After a while our gaze turned towards another huge rock on the

opposite side of the lake facing the half circle of stones. I felt guided

to go over and stand on top of the rock and speak to the other

stones. Facing the half circle of stones I intuitively connected with

my past life and began to visualize the surroundings of that time. I

gave a speech to acknowledge my return and to salute and honor

the warriors who had fought bravely here once upon a time. Deep

in my heart I knew I was returning to a place similar to one where I

had spoken many times before.

At this sacred site we both allowed joyful and painful memories to

resurface and be transmuted. I had healed wounds carried from the

past with my old friend the rock, and I now had a deep feeling of

peace and harmony within. In these moments of reconnection to

the formless and timeless magical world, our multidimensional

identity emerges through our human experience. Dea and I had a

deep knowing that by being here together we were activating, and

facilitating, an interplay of energetic exchange on multiple levels.

Whether or not those who constructed and arranged the stone

setting were aware of it, we knew that the valley was created for a

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great purpose with deep spiritual intention. We knew this intention

was for the sacred stone memorial to serve as an energetic portal

creating a doorway for souls to reconnect with the pastas it

served this purpose for us.

Similarly to Humans, stones are also keepers of time and

knowledge. They serve a unique role as they are intimately

connected to the crystal heart in the center of the Earth, which

holds all experiences that have ever taken place. Therefore, when

returning to a location of a previous lifetime a soul is able to access

memories from the vibration of the stones that are unique to the

soul's journey and past experiences. An energetic portal is what

facilitates the interplay of energetic exchange throughout our

multiple levels and lifetimes. As our multidimensional identity

emerges the portal transcends the boundaries of linear space-time,

creating a singular moment of Now.

As I will cover throughout the book, we are at a time of great

spiritual and earthly transformation, and through these moments of

multidimensional interconnection we play an important part in

anchoring new energies that will help rebalance and transform our

earthly domain. Energetic portals are now being activated around

the world by all of us, whether we are aware of it or not. In a

process of transformation we are changing our future by healing our

past, welcoming a brighter present moment of re-awakened

memories.

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5.

Although they are limited paradigms, mainstream science and

religion help facilitate challenging experiences that, from the

multidimensional perspective, assist the learning process and

evolution of our soul.

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Science, Religion and Extraordinary Experiences

Science has developed a lot during the last two centuries and is

what I callthe modern truth-holder of the surface-world. What is

released and taught in mainstream science defines what is true and

what is not true, according to concrete evidence that is available. It

has become a paradigm of conditions that serves the logical and

rational thinking mind, and disregards everything that cannot be

quantified. Therefore, those who have experiences beyond what

can be physically measured, might just have a few questions

regarding what is contained and accepted by mainstream science.

On the other hand, how many within the scientific paradigm are

aware that many supernatural phenomena can be explained

through scientific method? Out of body experiences, mind over

matter and life after death, are all examples of such phenomena.

The fact is that most of the mainstream science community denies

that we can prove any of these occurrences, and even if they could

be validated within scientific method, they are swept under the

carpet.

Astrology, quantum physics and consciousness-studies, are other

examples of significant areas that have been excluded from

mainstream science. The simple fact that many areas of studies are

excluded is a clear indication that a limited paradigm is created and

sustained by a set of guidelines. Because the overwhelming majority

of people within the scientific community strictly adhere to these

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guidelines, they overlook the fact that as science develops its scope

it continuously disproves its previous models of understanding.

Mainstream science is a controlled paradigm, dictating to those

within it what is possible and impossible in our reality. When we

exclusively identify with such a paradigm, we are unable to discover

that we exist infinitely beyond all paradigmseven beyond that

which is contained within the full spectrum of scientific

understanding. In fact, the higher aspects of our multidimensional

identity cannot be explained and understood within quantifiable

mathematical constructs and therefore the full magnificence of our

being will forever remain unsolved from within the paradigm of

science.

If science is the modern truth-holder of the surface-world then

religion is what I call the old world truth-holder that has for a very

long time been part of the human psyche. Many religious teachings

that were created during the last 6000 years have developed into

what we today know as the five big religions: Christianity,

Buddhism, Hinduism, Judaism and Islam. Their teachings are

primarily based upon stories of men who have walked the Earth at

different times. They have passed through hundreds of human

generations and each religion has more or less claimed to represent

the one and only truth. Therefore many people have come to

believe that the one truth can only be found within churches,

synagogues, mosques and temples. Because these main outlets

have great influence during an individual's upbringing, they appear

to be the only options available for those who seek God and

spirituality. Hence, this involuntary indoctrination creates a lack of

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encouragement to seek society within ourselves, before seeking

ourselves in society.

In religions such as Christianity, Islam and Judaism the central

focus has always been the worship of a male god. It has most often

been referred to as "the one creator of all things" known as the holy

father, the holy allah and the holy yahweh. The concept of a single

male god may not be the foundation of every religion, but it is clear

that the male energy has a dominant influence in most of them.

Even in eastern philosophies that do not promote the suppression

of feminine energy, there is still a male influence dividing the sexes.

The Dalai Lama for example, who is the religious head of eastern

Buddhism, has historically been a male figure. Such traditions have

suppressed the feminine by robbing her of an authoritative voice. In

every religious structure there always seems to be a pervading

common themethe female being undermined by the male. This

lack of balance is a lack of acknowledgment and respect for the

whole of Life.

Even though the acknowledgement and respect of the female is

more present today than ever before, the tradition of suppression

will remain intact as long as the foundational constructs of male

dominance are sustained through age old scripture and ritual. We

must always acknowledge the bigger picture if we wish to

fundamentally change the destructive patterns that are engrained

within the structures of our society.

Some religions may present teachings of a spiritual essence within

Humanity. But there are no religious teachings that present the

multidimensional role in the Universe and therefore there are no

religions that can tell us who we are in our entirety. Because our

eternal and multidimensional spirit is not acknowledged, the

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worship of external entities becomes a required condition for many

people.

When we fail to recognize that each of us carries our own source

of Godliness, we seek externally for a substitute source of authority.

Even the New Age movement that promotes radical ideas and

freethinking is still a religious paradigm that involves the

externalization of power to controlling authorities. It may seem as

though the New Age movement is all about self-empowerment, but

the use of external energies according to the teachings of so called

enlightened masters is still a practice of externalizing power.

Knowing who and what we all are, one can easily state that any

teaching or being that promotes and propagates the externalization

of power to any degree, is one who helps sustain the process of

giving our own divine power away.

Different aspects of worship have developed throughout history

within the various religions and many of them have evolved from

fundamentalist-worship of god, into a more relationship-oriented

connection to god. This modern relationship-oriented practice does

not necessarily identify with a single religion, nor does it need to

strictly adhere to literary doctrine.

Through my personal experience of religion I feel that it has

mainly been rooted in respect, common sense and good will. I know

many who are closely involved with the Christian church in Sweden

and other religious practices in the world. They are all wonderful

people who share much wisdom and Love through their religious

practice, which I feel anyone could relate to. They have certainly

helped me acknowledge the authentic human values that can exist

within religious institutions and I feel that none of these individuals

intend to deceive others into any kind of disempowerment. If all

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religious institutions would share a similar sense of self-

empowerment, the manipulative network that is at the core of

these institutions would fail to sustain the deceptive 'house of

cards', which inherently seeks to remain its power over Human

sovereignty.

When we fully realize the eternity of our existence carried within

our deeper selves, a bigger picture emerges. The foundational

construct of any religious paradigm inherently involves the

externalization of power to hidden authorities. Regardless of the

intentions and good will of anyone contained within such a

paradigm, the foundational construct of the religion itselfbeing

limiting and controlling in its very natureoverrides the intentions

and good will of those contained within it; and therefore they

unknowingly participate and propagate a limited perspective.

There is however, no doubt in that unconditional Love and

wisdom pervades the Human spirit, regardless of culture or religion.

What I wish to emphasize is that the general teachings of every

manmade religion shares a limited scope of knowledge that

misleads us from understanding the totality of life. The worship of

something we believe to be greater than ourselves is the very

concept that limits the paradigm of religion. We are the Godly,

spiritual beings that co-create everything we experience in this

Universe; but when we put our trust and faith into something

external we forget that we carry all the power within ourselves. It is

one thing to believe in the 'beyond' and what it means to our

existence hereand an entirely different matter to experience this

reality for ourselves, and thus rediscover our true nature.

In truth, there have been many beings that have walked the Earth

sharing wisdom that reflects the Godly and spiritual nature within

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all of us. There is no doubt that the original teachings of these

individuals have been cleverly restructured into stories of teachings

that endorse worship rather than self-empowerment. These stories

that have formed the foundation of religious teachings have

managed to be propagated as historical and factual events.

Therefore, without the awareness of most people, the true meaning

behind the stories have been completely misinterpreted. The

intention behind the religious teachings, which have been practiced

and sustained by the masses throughout the ages, has always been

to divert human consciousness away from the self-empowering

truth of our inner eternal spirit.

If we would interpret religious stories from books such as the Bible

and the Torah, as stories rather than factual and historical events,

and with true spiritual understanding rather than intellectual

understanding, we would discover that significant patterns exist

behind literary interpretations of religious teachings. Stories from all

influential religions of today can be traced back to ancient

mythology that formed the base structure of these patterns. The

literary versions of Krishna, Buddha, Moses, Jesus and Mohammed,

who are key figures of the five big religions, all perpetuate ancient

mythology in some capacity. Because our intellectual minds have

become so caught up in examining every literal detail, most of us

fail to acknowledge how many of these recurring stories fit into a

bigger picture.

The foundational patterns for many myths and religious stories are

directly connected to astrological symbols and cycles that, from our

earthly point of view, are the position and movements of different

celestial bodies. The best examples of this connection between

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astrology and religious teachings may be the allegorical myths

involving the Sun's movement in the sky. The birth sequences and

lifecycles of beings that we have come to know as Horus, Jesus,

Krishna, Dionysus, Mithra and many more are all one and the same

mythology. Their lifecycles all include a virgin birth on December

25th, a star in the east, three kings, 12 disciples or followers and

have all experienced a death lasting three days before being

resurrected.

By examining astrological events and cycles we are able to

establish that the recurring mythology of the Sun God is completely

astrological in its origin. On December 24th the brightest star in the

east, Sirius, aligns with the three brightest stars in the constellation

Orion's Belt. The three stars of Orion's belt are called today what

they were called in ancient times 'the three kings'. On December

25th, these three stars, together with the brightest star in the east,

all point to the location on the horizon where the Sun rises. From

this significant alignment comes the myth of three kings following

the brightest star in the east to get to the new born son of God.

The concept of a virgin mother such as Isis or Mary also carries

significant meaning that has been hidden and unrecognized. Virgin

is the English translation of the Latin Virgo and refers to the Zodiac

constellation Virgo. The ancient glyph for Virgo is an altered M

which correlates to the M of the Virgin Mary along with other virgin

Mothers such as Myrrha and Maya in Greek and Buddhist

mythology. The Sun travels through the constellation from August

23 through to September 22 which is the time of harvest. Therefore

the constellation is often referred to as the 'house of bread' and is

symbolized by a virgin holding a bundle of wheat. Bethlehem, the

assumed birthplace of Jesus, in fact literally translates from Hebrew

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to 'house of bread'. The virgin and Bethlehem symbolize the

constellation of Virgo, and Jesus the son of God symbolizes the Sun.

Therefore, the story of a virgin giving birth to a son of God in the

city of Bethlehem is nothing more than a myth created from the

Sun's travel through the constellation of Virgo.

Another interesting phenomenon that occurs around the winter

solstice is the symbolic crucifixion and resurrection of the Sun. From

the perspective of the northern hemisphere, between the summer

and winter solstice the Sun appears to move south. According to

many ancient civilizations, this approach towards the winter

solstice, creating colder and shorter days, symbolizes the death of

the Sun. By December 22nd the Sun's southern descent is fully

realized as it has reached its lowest point on the horizon. The Sun is

perceived to have stopped its travel, residing for three days in the

vicinity of the constellation Crux, which translates from Latin and is

commonly known as the Southern Cross. On December 25th, the

Sun starts to move north welcoming a spring of warmer and longer

days. When we take these astrological observations into

consideration it becomes apparent that the crucifixion, the three

days of death and the resurrection of Jesus and other versions of

the Sun God; are all stories based upon the movements of the Sun

during the time of the winter solstice.

Although different beings have been depicted in stories based

upon the recurring astrological movement of the Sun, they all in fact

represent the same beingwhich is the Sun itself. The hidden

universal truth is that the consciousness of the Sun embodied these

different incarnational aspects with the intention of guiding human

consciousness throughout the ages. This guidance is what I

previously referred to as the original teachingsthe wisdom that

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reflects our true spiritual essence and encourages self-

empowerment rather than worship. Through the journey of the

divine feminine the consciousness of the Earth has also embodied

multiple incarnational aspects with the same intentions. The role of

these two beings has been significant to our evolutionary process

and I will cover more of their journey throughout the book.

The concept of 12 disciples or followers is one of many fractals of

12 that repeat itself throughout Creation. Similar to the Sun God,

the concept of 12 disciples also correlates with astrological

phenomena. The most significant astrological relationship to the

fractal of 12 is represented by the 12 constellations of the Zodiac.

This celestial coordinate system is a key tool in decoding myths and

to revealing their astrological and scientific significance. If you are

interested to learn more about religious and astrological

correlations I encourage you to further explore the Zodiac and

related topics presented by various authors, speakers and

filmmakers who have made their work available on the Internet.

Having explored the relationships between religious stories and

astrological phenomena we find that we are able to decode and

acknowledge them with both spiritual and scientific understanding.

It is by combining religious literary perspectives and scientific

astrological perspectives that we are able to perceive how ancient

mythology has evolved into the widely practiced religions of today.

The conclusion is that astrological mythology, being scientific in

nature and established within the foundation of religions, creates a

bridge between the two paradigms of science and religion. We have

been exploring the taste of two different 'fruits of understanding',

which ultimately grow from the same 'tree of life' that is sustained

by roots that are one with the roots of our own eternal soul.

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Although they are limited paradigms, mainstream science and

religion help facilitate challenging experiences that, from the

multidimensional perspective, assist the learning process and

evolution of our soul. This is what our human experience is all

aboutto learn and to evolveand the exploration of different

paradigms from within our mind-matrix is what our soul benefits

from the most.

From the multidimensional perspective, we become aware that it

is the choice of our soul to venture through the human experience

into the limiting paradigms of science and religion. A part of our

global awakening is the recognition of this evolutionary process

acknowledging that there is more to us as Humans than what the

doctrines of modern society portray. People all over the world are

gaining this wider perspective through what today's society

considers supernatural and extraordinary experiences.

Extraordinary experiences are today's doorway into the unknown,

and serve as bridges between our spiritual and material worlds.

Those who have had experiences and past-life insights similar to my

own share the realization that we are not mortal Humans having

spiritual experiences, but eternal spiritual beings having human

experiences.

As the realization of our eternal self is not shared by mainstream

science and religion we can conclude that identifying exclusively

with these limited paradigms misguides us from understanding who

and what we are in the greater scheme of life. Rediscovering that

we are all the same as eternal beings in our core is returning to the

truth that we need no external sources of validation to understand

life. Understanding that universal truth emanates from our own

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heart and spirit, is about understanding our Godly self from within,

which is a concept that does not conform to either mainstream

science or religion. As infinite consciousness-awareness we all have

the opportunity to explore our eternal selves from within. As it is

our choice to incarnate on Earth, we also have the choice within our

human experience to either exclusively identify with a limited

paradigm or to begin to embrace our eternal selves in a much bigger

picture.

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6.

The moment we seek the intention with everything that we have

manifested in creation we are inspired to search not only for HOW,

but WHY it has all been created.

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Purpose and IntentionThe Educational Process

Throughout our upbringing, when we become immersed into

dogmatized programming that does not acknowledge the full

magnitude of who we are, we fail to recognize that we have a

greater self-fulfilling purpose and intention with our lives. While

contemplating the big questions most of our focus is centered on

how life works rather than why life works. We often ask the

questions: How does the Universe work? How is it possible for us to

exist here as Humans? How did we end up here on Earth? Because

the dogmatized programming maintains a strong grip through our

social order many of the people awakening around the world still

fail to recognize the greater purpose and intention with our

existence.

Today there are many active groups of people who have the

intention of exposing the limiting and deceiving views of life

portrayed by our mainstream society. Subjects including suppressed

scientific discovery, occult esoteric spiritual knowledge and

conspiratorial drama are brought to the mainstream surface as

more and more people begin to see the world from wider

perspectives. In many grassroots movements people encourage

others to realize how we all carry a divine human spirit that is

constantly being suppressed by controlling factions of our society.

Even though many people understand that there is a bigger

picture to our existence, a great majority of these awakened

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individuals still operate from a 'how-mindset'. With this mindset

they are unable to see that there's an intention with everything we

have created in the greater scheme of life. The answers to how we

have managed to lead ourselves down a path where we have

accepted a limited state of being, forgetting the essence of who we

are, will not give us the answers to why we have led ourselves down

such a path. The moment we seek the intention with everything

that we have manifested in creation we are inspired to search not

only for how, but why it has all been created. Why does the

Universe work? Why is it possible for us to exist here as Humans?

Why did we end up here on Earth?

When examining the different perspectives of the mind and heart

we notice that our limited egoic minds want to ask how this world

has come to be as it is, while our all-encompassing eternal hearts

already know how and why it has all been created. An open mind

will satisfy our intellectual thirst for wider perspectives. However,

the widest perspective which encompasses the meaning, purpose

and intention with our lives, can only be acquired through a deep

resonance and knowing from within our hearts.

It is not through our thoughts, but through our feelings that we

open our heart and spirit to truly connect with the all-knowing

source of truth that exists within each and every one of us. Whether

it be recollections from past lives and extraordinary experiences,

access to the Akashic records or subtle peaceful feelings while

having a nice cup of tea on the porch; those of us who awaken all

have unique points of reference that help us gain perspective on the

purpose and intention behind our lives. No matter what experiences

we have that facilitate our awakening, it is by acknowledging the

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greater Love and knowledge gained from such experiences that we

now come together, emanating the same truth from within.

In order to recognize our journey and our roles in the greater

scheme of life we must see through the mist and understand the

mess that we have co-created. By seeing through the mist I mean

seeing through the deceptions that limit us, to reveal the truth that

we as infinite beings are all playing a part in an evolutionary process

that has an intended outcome. Understanding the mess means

understanding that there is an intention with not only the positive

but also the negative experiences we have in our lives. To fully learn

and prosper from all our experiences we must acknowledge and

accept the different polarities of life, and realize that both joy and

pain are essential to experience along our spiritual path. This is our

process of freeing ourselves from the attachments to negative and

painful experiences that we are unable to fully comprehend when

we use a judgmental perspective.

By realizing that greater aspects of ourselves orchestrate both

positive and negative experiences, we create an opportunity to rise

above the two polarities within our human experience and achieve

a state of balance. In this centered state of being we do not play the

game of polarization, attaching ourselves to positive and negative

drama.

The concept of stepping out of duality may seem inconceivable to

the conditional egoic mind. But if we want to be free from our self-

destructive behavior we must go beyond it and acknowledge the

judgments and conditions we unconsciously apply within the game

of duality. While becoming conscious of our destructive thoughts,

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emotions and actions we are able to step back from all the drama

and consciously choose an unconditional state of being.

To be balanced is simply to be unconditional in whatever we

experience. The process of detaching from our self-destructive

behaviors, to embrace our true unconditional selves, allows us to

merge with the greater purpose and intention with our existence.

We then free ourselves from a limiting state of uncertainty

regarding what exists beyond our 'small world'. The realization of

the truth of who and what we are is what shall set us free from our

self-imposed suffering. We shall delve deeper into this process of

inner freedom throughout this book.

From the multidimensional and universal perspective, the purpose

and meaning with our life is to live it to the fullest and to learn from

our experiences without judgment or discrimination. In order to live

life fully we must endow life with meaning, regardless of its

manifestations. The greater intention with our current existence as

Humans on Earth is for us to grow intoand becomeall that we

have learned from experience.

We are now at a time where the virtual reality overlay, commonly

referred to as the veil, is lifting to uncover the full spectrum of our

existence. We are in the final stages of ascension. The term

ascension signifies our journey back to unity, back home to the

ultimate source of ourselves. As a part of this process, an increasing

number of us are able to explore life beyond our current reality. All

facets of life are about to change rapidly and the outcome of what

was long ago intended is finally being achieved by those who feel

they are part of the occurring earthly and spiritual shift.

As each individual's essence is an infinite all-knowing

consciousness, we have consciously disconnected from the

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awareness of our greater selves in order to fully experience life

within the playground of duality. We have done so by fragmenting

our individual essences into multidimensional expressions, which

comprise many aspects on many levels. When a being has

experienced all there is to experience on the different levels of life

in the Universe its intended outcome is finally achieved. This is the

multidimensional journey that we have all collectively embarked on,

where along the way each individual creates its own unique path of

experiences. Our multidimensional journey of evolution is an

educational process, which we graduate from when we have

experienced all possible scenarios in the Universe of Light.

Imagine yourself taking the journey of becoming a doctor in our

matrix. You would first have to attend medical school to learn what

is required if you are to responsibly serve as a graduated member of

the medical profession. As eternal members of this Universe we

learn all there is to know about life in order for us to become that

which we have experienced and educated ourselves in for so long.

Similarly to how we educate ourselves in society with the intention

of becoming responsible members of a profession, our souls

experience a multidimensional educational process with the

intention to graduate as responsible Creators of Light on a universal

level.

In summary, our purpose and meaning is to live our lives to the

fullest, and to learn from whatever it is we have chosen to

experience. The intention with our purpose and meaning is for us to

become that which we were always meant to learn and

experiencea Universe that embodies the expression of Light.

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7.

We often heal our painful memories when we come together and

remind each other that all is okay, acknowledging that the things we

did were simply experiences to learn from.

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A Healing Session in Chalice Garden

Long ago we all promised to come together with our soul family on

planet Earth, at the time before the great shift. We promised to re-

unite in human form here to experience the shift together and all

over the world gatherings of ancient soul families are now taking

place. Some of our kindred spirits may already be incarnated into

our blood line family and have known us since we were born.

Others are contracted to meet with us later on along our journey

through life. Similar to the energetic work Dea and I did at the stone

settings, we are together unlocking and healing ancient memories,

while creating doorways for new energies to enter our earthly

domain.

A very ancient soul-friend of mine, with whom I have worked with

in recent times, has facilitated many gatherings in which I have

taken part. In the spring and early summer of 2011 I helped

organize seminars for my spiritual brother George in Europe. When

we gathered for George's seminars in Glastonbury and Salisbury in

May 2011, I had the chance to reunite with many kindred spirits and

I experienced deep healing on many levels. I have had many

incarnations in western England that have been both painful and

joyful, thus returning to the ancient city of Avalon was indeed a

powerful experience for me. It felt important to return to western

England in this lifetime and there is a healing session that took place

in Glastonbury that I wish to share.

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Together with Dea and our two friends, Mateya and Grega, I

arrived to Glastonbury in the early afternoon on Friday the 20th of

May. We immediately decided to enter the sacred Chalice Garden

to connect with the Chalice Well and the spirits of ancient Avalon.

When we entered the Chalice Garden my friend Grega felt a surge

of pain in the right side of his lower stomach. We rested a while,

until he was able to carry on with us through the garden. After

visiting the Chalice well Grega and I walked up on the highest hill of

the garden to connect with the Earth. After only a few minutes I felt

a vibrant sensation in the right side of my lower stomach, the same

as Grega. A lot of energy started to move around and the aching

became so powerful that I had to lie down for a few minutes. While

sitting on the hill, both of us with stomachaches, we understood

that a spiritual healing had taken place between us.

While Grega and I were walking, Dea and Mateya had sat down by

the Lion Head Fountain some distance away. When returning from

our stroll through the garden Dea told me that she ha