don't stop believing glee s01ep1 (nexus)

8/14/2019 Don't stop Believing Glee s01ep1 (nexus)

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Dont stop believing

Canon universe

(This means no new glee characters)

Rachel watched from the Glee room doorway, hands on her hips. A sharp

stare turned her. It was broken by one of the Football players who stopped when he

realize who he was passing. Uncapping his Big Gulp, he gazed over to Kevin. He

smiled when he saw the camcorder. Party tonight. Location two is clear. You know

the time. Its all there, He said to her with a wicked grin.

Can I come to the party? Kevin asked. Rachel eyebrows raised a hesitant

look on her face.

Depends. It this gets into the yearbook then yes. He raised the cup to drink,

but brought it back down without drinking it, glancing at Rachel who is looking into

the choir room.

It will, I promise. He nods, pointing the camera at an impatient Rachel

wearing a red/gray argyle sweater, cream button shirt and plaid skirt. With a flick

of the wrist, the cherry slushie splatters across her hair, face and collar. Anger and

sadness flash across her face as she sprints for the bathroom.

As he walks off his feet slip from him, he slamming his back into the hard

linoleum. Kevin reached out his hand. He slapped it away. Springing up, he

laughed, tears on his face. Did you see her face? Come on, that was priceless. The

shallow queen deserved it. It was then the bell rang. Kevin and the football playercursed, for different reasons. School was out and the jock needed to be at practice in

15 minutes.

Kevin knew he needed to be done with all the clubs. And this was the last one. He

walked into the choir room.

Kurt and Mercedes stared at him. And you are? Mercedes said, with a

dismissive nod.

Artie rolled up to him. What brings you here, Kevin?

You know him? Kurt asks.

Yes, we are in A/V class.

Wheres Mr. Schuster? Kevin asked scanning the room. Only Brad Ellis

Omnibus music and band director was there.

Relief washed over them. Mr. Shue stepped out for a phone call. So whats

happening? Mercedes asked.

Video yearbook, he intoned. Thats today? Artie asked. He nodded. Tina

walked over. Whats Video yearbook? She said with a slight stutter; this while

Kurt shook his head. No yearbook.


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P a g e | 2Its a separate video yearbook project that A/V is doing. Its a new idea that

will be sold alongside the normal yearbook this year. But it is completely separate,

Artie said to them all but staring at Kurt.

Right. Its voluntary and will be used. So When I move the camera to you,

state your name, who you are and a little about yourself. Be brief, Kevin smiled,

pointing the camera at Artie.Kurt shook his head. This is unacceptable, he said, stepping in front of the

camera. This will subject Glee to a level of ridicule that our obscurity shields us

from. Did you even look at the last years yearbook? He stares at Artie, while Kevin

points the camera down.

Youre serious? Tina retorted. Were socially invisible. This wont bring

social retribution. With the exception of Rachel, were invisible. And ImA/V with

them.

Artie nodded, letting her finish. This, she waved her hand at Kevin, isnt

going out to each member of the student body. Its going, first to Cheerios boosters,

then to those who want to pay the $100 dollars for short bios of the Cheerios, the

Titans, the drama club, the jazz ensemble, the band, and every other serious group

here. Farnsworths science nerds are even in it. There are 837 students here. And

right now there are only 96 bios. She looked at Kevin. He nodded ascent. Theres

isnt a guarantee that this will be done next year. She exhaled heavily. Its your

choice. I think its fairly important. And before you say it again. I saw last years

yearbook. There is no way it can be defaced.

Mercedes cocked her head. Did you mention it in yours, Tina? Hmm. She

and Kurt high fived.

Actually, she did. If you dont do any, it will be the only mention of Glee,

Kevin commented, after a glance at Tina.

Ill do it again. I dont fear anyone and I cant anymore invisible than noteven in last years yearbook, Tina offered. The camera breaking wasnt your fault,

Kurt replied. Kevin nodded. Ok, Ill do it again if Tina does, Artie said. Kurt

looked at Mercedes. She shrugged her shoulders. Well do it to. Kevin smiled. And

if you dont get into the yearbook itself, well then at least you have this right? Kurt

frowned, a worried look on his face.

Five minutes later, he finished up everyone but Rachel. As he turned away

from Kurt, Rachel walked back into the classroom. Did you record that? she asked

as she saw Kevin standing there. No, he lied, looking at the floor.

Her hair glistened from the wetness still she looked at them all. Mr.Shues

still on the phone.

Tina shot a well? look at Kevin. He shrugged his shoulders. I was using thetime to let Glee into my video yearbook entry.

To hold us up to ridicule no doubt. You could have stopped him. She said

with the face to everyone.

You could have moved. Tina retorted. Kevin cast a pleading glance. Tina

shook her head. Sighing, he walked over to her seated, looking at a sheaf of music.


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P a g e | 3Kurt turned to her, Its ok. Its a different project. And it would be a great addition

to your new MySpace page since the other was destroyed by 4chan.

She perked up. Ok where do we start?

At who are you? Kevin replied, relieved.

Five minutes later, Mr. Schuster finally walks in, apologizing for the delay.

Rachel is still talking about Hiram and Joseph, her two gay dads. My fault. A/Vvideo yearbook Special project. Kevin is the cameraman, Tina pointed toward him,

He had to do everyone, and Glee was last. Sorry.

He smiled. So shes been talking

Way too long, Kurt interjected as everyone nodded.

Ill write him a pass. As he walked to the desk, he added. I think that will

be enough, Rachel.

But Mr. Shue, its important they get a grasp of the real me.

I think they did, Kevin quipped. Alicia chuckled and everyone else smirked.

And with that he shut down the camera, took the note and shot from the room.

That night, Finn got as close as he could to the Party house. Rick was a

member of the party crew as those raves were always the best. They started around

10 pm so he arrived around 11pm in the near abandoned neighborhood. Parking

three houses away, he got out it parked correctly along the side of the street. The

walk was quick but not direct as they had to weave around ones parked on lawns as

well.

After about five minutes he walked up the cement path, past the pulled up

and tossed aside foreclosed sign and the fake for sale by owner sign beside the

overgrown shrubs. He stopped by stone stair leading to the front door. The house

was a standard two story house in well repair. Curtains were still up. The mailbox

was still there, surrounded by granite stones. The lawn was mowed, if a bit poorlyand still smelt freshly cut. All in all, it didnt give the appearance of an abandoned,

foreclosed house at all.

Suddenly, the metal front door opened. Youre here, The football player

from earlier announced, expecting someone else.

Rick! Finn remarked.

Finn, glad you are here, he remarked as he walked off leaving the door

open. Finn closed it as he entered. Rick was already walking back through the

crowd; the bombastic techno-beats flooded the living room with sound. College age

guys looked at them, smiled, shook heads and looked away amused.

Rick. Whats up? Finn asked. Nothing, He glanced at Santana and

Brittany, frowning. They seemed to be really close. Kegs by the wall. And hetapped a tall guy in an open brown trench, tan shirt and slacks. Disheveled wavy

brown hair framed his face. Black eye shadow made is his brown eyes pop on his

pale face. And he carried a leather shoulder bag. Santana stared at him like he was

a ghost as he walked over to Brittany. When he approached them, she handed the

mead to Santana. Finn looked over when she said that, noticed the guy and


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P a g e | 4shrugged. With that they ascended the stairs, a way opening for her and the guy as

they rose.

Over the course of the next hour Finn noticed the crowd. There were several

Titans there, each in various states of stupor. Some held red solo cups. Others held

whole bottles of various alcoholic products, most he didnt recognize. Many of the

guys he didnt recognize. Some had football jackets with Spartan heads, pumas orother logo on them. Others were obviously college age. Same for the ladies. Some

from McKinley were there but most were unknown, college age. There was a DJ

wearing a gas mask, spinning techno at the turntable. Five or six scantily dressed

girls were dancing around it. Others were bumping and grinding to the beat,

mingling. Still others were making out on the lone amber couch. Brittany moved to

the front near the DJ. And it looked like they moved some of the furniture to put in

a trampoline.

Finding an actually empty, non-sticky seat, he sat down in the smoky living

room, surrounded by the smells of wine and cheap perfume. The sound of the

midnight train rolled by. People came in and left. No one he recognized, except

Rachel whose locker was four down from his. Quinn hated her for some slight, he

never understood. He smiled at her, and she smiled back. She went to Rick who was

with the same wavy brown haired, tall guy in an open brown trench, tan shirt and

slacks. He still carried that leather shoulder bag. Apparently he was called the

graverobber. He gave Rachel a leather envelope and left again. While he was

talking to Rachel, Brittany sauntered over holding a half bottle of Bacardi 151 and

a red solo cup. She poured some into the cup then added beer from the tap.

Rachel turned around and Brittany offered her the beer which her happy

smile. Rachel nodded and took it, saying something but it was wasted away by the

music. She drank some of it, wrinkled her nose and then poured it into an empty

cup. Grabbing a clean one, she filled it and went into the crowd.He looked at the girls dancing. Most wore short, solid color skirts, heels, tight

tops of various types and style and jewelry. At least two wore bikini tops. He looked

back to Rachel in her demure gold cocktail dress, shoes and updo. She is beautiful.

He shook his head. I cant think like that. I have a girlfriend, evem if all she ever

does is bitch at me except when we make out.

He remembered a time hed made a comment about womens clothing. She

had frowned at him. EvenSantana doesnt dress that bad was her response. He

shrugged and took another drink. The music stopped. The DJ announced he was

taking 5 and walked to the bathroom. Out of the corner of his eye, Finn noticed

Rachel.

Behind him, one of the college girls sighed and started up the tightly packedstairs, squeezing by jocks and girls making out, standing and watching. A guy

vomited over the banister as she passed behind, pushing herself closer into the wall

to avoid him. Ashout of disgust and Santanas voice screaming obscenities drifted

up as she moved up the stairwell.

When the guy vomited over the railing, he looked to see who it hit and about

passed out laughing. Santana was using words he didnt know she knew as she took


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P a g e | 5off toward the kitchen to get the creamy brown chunks out of her hair and off her

blouse.

Scanning the crowd, he saw the dj return. As he returned to the booth he

announced, Now its sing along time. You know it. I know it. Its by request of our

favorite gold tressed dancer, Brittany Bretagne! Brittany got on to the small

trampoline placed in the center of the room. Everyone cleared an opening around it.Finn jostled his way to the front, his cup abandoned on the steps.

Are we ready? The dj shouted.

READY!! Everyone bellowed back.

Is Brittany ready? the dj shouted again.

She smiled her blood red vinyl skirt and black leggings contrasting her black

and red Lycra top. I am.

And here we go. Sing everyone!

Bing, bang diggiriggidong

First thing that I say after I wake up.


I say those words before I go to sleep.

Brittany sang loudly, managing to even top the crowd. Finn gazed at her,

bouncing on the trampoline lightly as she sang.

Get on up it's time to dance yeah.

It's so much fun being up on our feet.

So we go

Up, up -- do the jump

Move around and clap your hands together.

Down, down -- turn aroundHaving fun is what it's all about.

Everyone followed the words, doing the exact steps as she sang. When it

reached, do the jump Brittany bounced hard enough to almost touch the cathedral

ceiling. She landed, still singing and flipped, on Turn around. On the second

chorus, Finn joined. Beer had already sloshed everywhere. But being beside the

front window, he missed it.


Funny words I sing when I am dancing.

Bing, bang diggiriggidongSilly words that can mean anything.

Get on up it's time to dance yeah.

It's so much fun being up on our feet.

So we go


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P a g e | 6Up, up -- do the jump


Down, down -- turn around

Having fun is what it's all about.

Ooohh, One two -- me and you,Move around and clap your hands together.

Three, four -- on the floor,


So we go

Up, up -- do the jump


Down, down -- turn around


One, two -- me and you,


Three, four -- on the floor,

Having fun is what it's all about

What it's all about...what it's all about.

Lets hear it for Brittany Bretagne, William McKinley High Cheerio. Isnt

she just the best? The DJ shouted. And we have a special request. I was asked to

extend this because I owed a favor to our gracious host. So Rachel, come up.

Rachel staggered up the DJ table and the man himself. Finn noticed evennow that she was completely wasted, she tried to remain poised and stand straight.

A massive smile was plastered on her face. I gathersomeone spiked her drink?

Laughter rolled from the crowd. Brittany held a bottle of Bacardi 151 aloft.

Now how can I fulfill the request if shes toasted? I know. Rachel, can you

sing?

Yes!

Can you sing naked? One of the college guys shouted. No! Not here

anyway. Finn stood amazed. Her voice hadnt slurred. She just seemed far brighter

than he has seen her. As much as he didnt want to admit it, she was pretty. Of

course, she was a social pariah but still. He blew out a sigh. Quinn would have his

sack if she saw him talk to her.Well, you wanted to sing to someone a song right? The dj said off the mic. I

dont have all night. Unless you are planning to show something. She shook her

head staring at him.

I cant say who you are, because I care. So this is dedicated to you. She said

into the microphone. To the DJ, Play the song, please. He nodded. And it cued up.


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P a g e | 7Soft brassy instrumental flowed into the room where moments earlier it was high

energy techno. Then Rachel began to sing.

Im standing on the bridge

Im waiting on the dark

I thought that you'd be here by nowTheres nothing but the rainno footsteps on the ground

Im listening but theres no sound

Isn't anyone trying to find me?

Won't somebody come take me home?

Its a damn warm night

Trying to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand?

Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are but I

Im with you

Im with you

Im looking for a place

Im searching for a face

Is anybody here I know

Cause nothing's going right

And everything's a mess

And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone trying to find me?

Won't somebody come take me home?

It's a damn warm night


Won't you take me by the hand?


I don't know who you are

But I

Im with youIm with you

Oh

Why is everything so confusing?

Maybe Im just out of my mind


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Yeah, yeah, yeah...

It's a damn warm night


Won't you take me by the hand?Take me somewhere new


But I

Im with you

Im with you

Take me by the hand



But I

Im with you

Im with you

Take me by the hand



But I

Im with you

Im with you

As the song began, Finn realized that Rachel was staring at him and only

him. As he moved forward, her eyes stayed on him. It was as if he was the you ofthe song. She couldnt be in love with me, could she?That would be so cool. She, hot

and talented anddamn, Quinn would kill her dead, and then me.He thought as

he locked eyes with her. As the song finished, he got up to the dj booth. She finished

and tried to step over but lost her balance. She fell right into his arms. Looking up

at him, she said, I knew you would.

Speechless, he sat her down. She gazed into his eyes. Imwith you. And

then passed out straight into his arms again.

Without hesitation, he cradled her into his arms and carried her out to his

car. Her purse was still on her shoulder, so when he laid her gently in the back seat,

he looked in to see where she lived. The scent of her perfume filled the car. It was

lilacs and roses, far better than what Quinn wore, but he could never convince herof that. You are getting off topic again. Glancing at the address and the cute over

the shoulder pic on her license, he returned it to her purse.

The drive to her house was filled with thoughts of how he was going get her

into her house with issue. I dont really want to wake her, she looks so beautiful

when she sleeps. He sighed again. I have never seen Quinn asleep. Hell, she never

lets me near her room. Looking back at her, she was smiling in her sleep, a peaceful


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P a g e | 9angel. Think of the mailman. Think of the mailman, Think of the mailman. He

chanted to himself to so he wouldnt tent. He stopped beside what looked like th e

address on the license. Shutting of the car, he realized that it was a really nice

neighborhood; better than his. And in one fluid motion, he opened the car door, got

her out and shut it. Cradling her, he palmed her door key as we walked up the well-

manicured path to the door. It was really well lit and stylish. Next to house numberon the wall next to the door was a cluster of various berries. Odd. Then it dawned

on him. Her last name was Berry. Hiding a chuckle, he unlocked the door.

As he went inside, it was dark because her fathers were asleep. Not knowing

where to go he bumped into an end table. Upstairs, first door, a voice came from

the kitchen. A white face appeared, looked at Finn and smiled. I owe you thanks,

He said as he stepped out. Hiram Berry.

Finn, sir. Someone spiked her drink.

Not surprised. I told her it wasnt wise to go. But she went on about how

Brittany had invited her, telling her were this party was, and that it was important

to be seen. Im glad you brought her home. At least she has a boyfriend.

Finn shook his head. Oh no, Mr. Berry. I m not. Rachel stirred, mumbling,

Been here all along so why can't you see? You belong with me. Finn blushed.

She needs a friend. Can you be that at least?

He looked back at the door, now closed and to her, warm in his arms. She was

beautiful. She still smelt beautiful even after those hours in that party. Quinn never

smelt that beautiful. Yes, I can be that.

Good. Then you are welcome anytime you like. Want anything? I have

detoxifying shakes. Great for after party snaking.

No thanks. Going to Waffle House after.

Okay. Ill lock the door.

And with that, he walked back into the kitchen. Finn sighed. What did I getmyself into?

Thank you. She mumbled again, still not lucid. Youre welcome, he

whispered to her anyway.

And then he carried her up the stairs. When he got to her room, he laid her

down gently on her bed.

Dont go yet. She mumbled, struggling to sit up. Please. She showed her

sad face. He looked at her and froze. I have to. If Quinn finds out, there will be no

end to the fury both of us will get for this.

I care she tried.Why cant you see

You dont know what you are saying. Good Night, Rachel. See you in class.

She still held the face. You belong with me. And then she fell asleep.Sighing, he walked over, and pulled up the comforter over her then stopped.

He sighed. I really wish I could be, but its Quinn and he stopped as she

breathed softly, snuggling under her covers. Looking around her bedroom, he saw

that fit her perfectly. He sighed again before slipping out. He knew nothing would

ever be the same.


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P a g e | 10Rachel awoke with a pounding headache. When she rolled out of bed she

noticed she was still wearing last evenings clothes. Desperately digging through

her memories, she couldnt find out why. She couldnt even remember how she got

home. And the headache wasnt helping either. Not again. And I just proved that I

dont drink the hard stuff. Dads are going to be so disappointed. Especially Dad

Leroy.She sat on the bed and listened to her mind. Nothing but patches after 9pm.

I can hold my alcohol so what happened? That second cup of beer tasted bad, not

like beer at all. And Brittany handed it to me while I was at the keg because

something distracted me. Rick owed me from the last time. No, she wouldnt do it,

would she?

She sighed. She is a Cheerio after all.

The voice of her dad, Hiram echoed in room. Rach? You awake?

Yes, Dad.

You, decent?

No.

When you are, come down. We need to talk. The voice was kind but empty.

Thats bad. Someone happened. What? She groaned, rubbing her forehead. The

headache pounded, throbbed. Throwing off her old slept in clothes, she laid out a

new outfit before diving into the shower. DefyingGravity reflected off the shower

walls as she let the steamy water soak her. Still nothing came after 9 pm except bits

on the gas masked dj, dancing, and Brittanys jump song. Lazy town is for children,

why!As she scrubbed herself, she looked for new tattoos. The well hidden gold star

on her right wrist was a reminder of the last time she was so wasted, she lost the

time.

A new song bubbled up as she got dressed; Taylor Swifts You belong with

me. She sang it while she brushed her wet hair, cleared tangles, and did hermakeup. The smell of beef sausages and eggs floated out of the vents. Dad Leroy is

cooking breakfast. Thats a good sign. Waffles and juice would be waiting. Hopefully

a painkiller as well. My Dads are awesome, even now.

Morning, Dads, she shouted and then winced, as she ran down the stairs.

Dad Hiram was waiting in his dapper blue smoking jacket and matching slacks. His

round face was sad and serious, but his eyes were smiling. He rubbed his head

brushing his short, black hair back. We need to talk about last night. Do you

remember how you got home?

No, I dont. Im sorry. She cast a sad face. He looked at her and sighed. You

were brought home; carried in in fact by a guy. Finn, he said, his name was. Really

nice guy.Rachels eyes grew wide as she staggered back. He brought me home! Hes the

captain of the Football team!He carried me in? she said softly.

You dont remember anything, do you? The frown deepened as she nodded

the answer to the question. I remember being at the party. I remember dancing

and yes, I had a beer. Two, tops. Its patchy after that until I woke up. My head

hurts, but its ok.


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P a g e | 11All we ask is that you be careful, Dad Hiram said sadly. When he opened

the door, I knew something was wrong. We had hoped that this one would be

different.

Dad Leroy walked into the foyer, carrying a glass of sparkling water with

Alka-Seltzer floating in it. She looked at him, his dark chocolate skin and dreads

contrasting against his silver workout shorts, grey slacks and large military belt.He offered the glass, his thick, muscular arm glistening with sweat from the

kitchen. Shall we finish this in the dining room? Breakfast is ready.

She followed them into the dining room. The ceramic dishes and cups were

out and filled. Waffles and OJ were waiting, the steam wrapping her in its wheat

goodness. She sat down and waited while Dad Hiram said grace. The she reached

for the butter and syrup, slathering the waffles with them. Drink it before it fizzes

out, Leroy remarked. She smiled, and downed the glass. Thanks, Dad.

Youre welcome. He looked to Hiram.

You know where this is going, Rach. We have been down this path before.

He said between mouthfuls. You have to get an AIDS test and no parties for two

months. Also the tox screen, to make sure no did anything worse.

She frowned, sad face staring at them. Leroy looked up from his sausage and

eggs. Its not that we dont trust you. We both are concerned something will happen

to you. This is the second time you were brought home wasted or unconscious.

Remember New Years morning? That blonde girl from your school brought you

inside. We had this talk then. I dont want to say this but those people at the parties

you go to, dont like you. He started eating again.

Hiram looked at him with a frown. The boy did. He held her in his arms the

entire time. Spent at least 10 minutes in your room.

The fork hit the near empty plate. She stared at him stunned. He was a

complete gentleman.Leroy looked up. But we dont know why he would do that. Or if he

She shook her head. I apologize.

For what? If I thought you deliberately got yourself drunk, it would be

different. Im concerned youre a target for worse.

You are a beautiful lady. Im not surprised that Finn would help. He really

seemed to enjoy it. Hiram said with a smile.

Can I be excused? Rachel asked.

Leroy looked at Hiram. When I call, I want you to be ready. No punishment

for now other than the party ban. Understand? She nodded. Then, yes.

As she left the table, You belong with me returned to her mind as well as the

image of Finn carrying her up to her room.

Mondays were always a joy for Rachel. Its another opportunity for success.

Glee will be better because of me. I cant carry everyone so they will just have to get

better. And Finn is in two of my classes so I will get to the truth of him and Quinn

dating. Shes not nice. She thought, with her head held high as she walked to her

locker. The usual people passed her by. And they ignored her. It was a new week;


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P a g e | 12the 3rd of this school year. At her locker, she checked her spare clothes bag nestled

in the back of her locker beside her textbooks to make sure everything was full and

fresh. Can never be too careful, considering. Taking out Mr. Daniels First period

Comprehensive English Literature and Mr. Schusters Hola! Mundo en Espaol

book and their respective folders, she saw Finn approach. As he walked by, she

smiled at him, her hand up in a silent beauty queen wave. He smiled back as hewent on past. Then he stopped briefly, looked past her then went on. When she

turned back around she was surrounded by Quinn, Brittany and Santana.

Look, Fiona, Idont know what you think you are doing. If you think that

meant something, you are mistaken. He felt sorry for you, Quinn retorted, her

fierce face focused. Santana smirked and nodded. Brittany simply looked perplexed,

mumbling Fiona? Santana whispered, Shreks wife. Secretly ugly. Brittany

laughed until Quinn glanced at her.

Thats the only time hell ever acknowledge you, understand? She tightened

her fists and turned and walked off. Brittany and Santana followed her.

Rachel noticed motion and shifted to her right. She then turned as Hank

Saunders came around with a cheery slushie. Sliding a bit to her right as Hank

threw the slushie, Rachel shut her locker door and ducked in enough time to fell

only the spray of the slushie as it whizzed over her head. It splattered across the

floor, sprayed the lockers and Brittanys back.She turned to him incensed. You hit

me! She then kicked his feet from him. All motion in the hall stopped when she

shouted. Quinn and the others wheeled around and saw him fall. Mr. Daniels

walked up just then, looked down and offered Hank a hand. He wore a white linen

shirt, sliver silk vest, bowtie, formal knee length black frock coat and high rolled

broad-brimmed planter's hat.

Once Hank got to his feet, Mr. Daniels rubbed his handlebar mustache with

forefinger and thumb. Detention all week, Mr. Saunders. He spoke with a verydistinct Tennessee drawl. Perhaps then youll understand the inappropriateness of

your behavior. Brittany smiled at them both and walked off. As she reached Quinn,

she said, Not a word. Not a word.

Daniels looked Rachel. Target again, Ms. Berry?

Yes, Mr. Daniels.

Then I should be thanking him that I dont have to write you a pass to clean

up again? He shook his head and walked off. Rachel followed after him.

Hours later, she wore a fake smile. That tall, mohawked jock they called

Puck had tried to hit her was a grape slushie but missed as well because she bent

down to pick up something just as he rounded the corner. It hit Lance the Cheerio

instead who sucker punched him in the gut. That led to a fight which was broken upby Coach Sylvester who took Lances side. And then Coach Sylvester decided saw

Rachel standing them amused. Rachel Berry, this is your entire fault. You are a

black hole. Yes, a black hole orbiting the Cheerios star, she barked before leaving

with Lance. Lance looked back at her annoyed.

With a sigh, she walked towards the choir room. Since Mr. Schuester got Glee

restored, him and Brad Ellis the Choir Director, Jazz ensemble faculty advisor and


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P a g e | 13Titan Band Director had made a deal. Mr. Schuester can use the room and Jazz

ensemble when Brad (he insists on being called Brad instead of Mr. Ellis like

everyone else) isnt busy with Band, because they train on the field at 4, but they do

use the room sometimes. Also, he would play piano for them to save cost. Choir used

the room at 6th period so there was no conflict. This way her day would never totally

suck. The problem was Glee did still. I am so much better but I cant do this alone. Itwill get better,she reminded herself. At least she was in choir, as well as everything

but Band and sports. And A/V.

In the background as she approached she heard singing and the jazz

ensemble playing.

Somethings moving,

Somethings changing,

See his glory,

Feels like heaven on earth.

I dont recognize that song,she thought as she approached. She recognized

the voices, and it intrigued her. Rachel glanced at one of the old mechanical clocks

mounted to the wall high above the lockers. It said the same thing her cellphone

said. The end of day bell was in two minutes.

Whoa oooh ooh, heaven.

There is lightning and thunder,

Miracles and wonder,

Sound of many waters,

Heaven on earth.

When she got to the Choir room north side door, the bell rang. The door was

open but silence reined. They had just ended the song, which sounded unlike

anything she had heard. I listen to a lot of songs too except the stuffy Christian

hymns. That definitely wasnt that.Brad smiled at her. That look tells me you heard that song.

What is it, it was all warm, She replied, trying to remain upbeat. But

whatever it was faded as everyone left.

Something I picked up at WHC in Columbus. Mr. Schuester should be in

shortly but while I am still have the show, I noticed you are having an issue with

the slushies again.

She nodded. I can handle it.

Good, but I would like to sing this song for you. My voice isnt nearly as good

as yours. However, I think you should hear it. Its Kutless, What faith can do.

Everybody falls sometimes

Gotta find the strength to riseFrom the ashes and make a new beginning

Anyone can feel the ache

You think its more than you can take

But you are stronger, stronger than you know

Dont you give up now,

The sun will soon be shining


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P a g e | 14You gotta face the clouds

To find the silver lining

Ive seen dreams that move the mountains

Hope that doesnt ever end

Even when the sky is fallingAnd Ive seen miracles just happen

Silent prayers get answered

Broken hearts become brand new

Thats what faith can do

It doesnt matter what youve heard

Impossible is not a word

Its just a reason for someone not to try

Everybodys scared to death

When they decide to take that step

Out on the water

Itll be alright

Life is so much more

Than what your eyes are seeing

You will find your way

If you keep believing

Ive seen dreams that move the mountains

Hope that doesnt ever end

Even when the sky is falling

And Ive seen miracles just happenSilent prayers get answered



Overcome the odds

You don't have a chance

(Thats what faith can do)

When the world says you cant

Itll tell you that you can!

Ive seen dreams that move the mountainsHope that doesnt ever end

Even when the sky is falling

And Ive seen miracles just happen

Silent prayers get answered




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P a g e | 15That's what faith can do!

Even if you fall sometimes

You will have the strength to rise.

She listened, a thoughtful look on her face. As he finished, everyone came in

a trickle. First Artie, then Tina, then Kurt and Mercedes.

Just what we wereworking on in choir, but we are done now. He gesturedRachel over. I know you have faith in yourself and your ability. But when it gets

hard, remember this song. As she stepped away from the piano, Mr. Schuester

walked in. Brad rose, gathered his notes and other paperwork, and then walked

over to the file cabinet to store them for tomorrow.

Today, we are going to rehearse in the auditorium. Mr. Schuester went to a

storage closet and dug out the old 1993 winning nationals costumes. Carrying them

over his arm, he then dumped them on the chairs behind them. I have costumes I

want you to put on. Once you do that we will move.

Rachel took her costume and frowned immediately. No one else was happy

about them either. Kurt had a disgusted look at the shirt, holding it at arms length.

Mercedes smelled hers numerous times, like it bore a fragrance but she kept

grimacing each time. Artie and Tina took theirs with a frown. Everyone filed out

leaving Rachel alone as she collected her purse. Brad looked over at her and

whispered Remember.

As she stepped in the hallway, the mohawked jock shouted, Oh look, loser

dress up, as he ran by. The rest of the walk was in silence. When she got to the

locker, Finn was there alone, and he smiled. You okay?

She wheeled around trying to suppress the joy that he said something to her.

And Quinn was nowhere in sight. Yes, she beamed. Thank you very much for

taking me home.

You were drunk and needed help. See you in class tomorrow. He replied ashe closed his locker. She just stood there as he walked off floating on joy. The she

remember that horribly ugly costume she was holding. Maybe something is

changing. Ill sing that tonight.

About ten minutes later they assembled in the auditorium. You look

awesome! Mr. Schuester said with pride.

I am not wearing this, Mercedes retorted.

Kurt watched her silently. Tina and Artie remained silent and morose.

Rachel beamed a smile as she stood listening.

The 93 team took Nationals wearing those.

I know. I can still smell them. I want a new costume.

Mr. Schuster frowned and masked it quickly. Ill take it to the dry cleaners.You can take it to the moon, baby, She retorted with sass. Everyone knows

you cant get stinkass out of Polyester.

Rachel sighed, folding her arms under bust. Why cant she just be happy? Yes,

they are ugly but they were worn by stars! They were special! Get over it! I just want

to sing and you are holding me back! I cant carry you.


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P a g e | 16Mercedes looked over at her pissed. You want to be starting something

Britney? She spat.

Thats it! I cant stand it! I cant carry those fame blockers anymore,Rachel

screamed in her head as she stormed out.

Rach? Mr. Schuester called after her but she was already walking up the

stairs.Is she going to diva out after every rehearsal? Kurt asked, disgusted.

Probably, Mr. Schuester remarked.Let me see if I can find her. If we are

not back in 30, we are done, he said as he looked disappointed at the entrance to

the auditorium.

They dont get it. Beinga part of something special makes you special. It

makes you famous and popular. It requires sacrifice and preparation. I cant do this

alone! She sighed again as she pulled of the costume. I know you arent as talented

or as driven but do you have to suck the joy out of everything too? She stared at her

clothes; the perfect blouse and sweater vest and magenta skirt. I am so tired of

being laughed at. Even Brad heard! What is so wrong about wanting to be great at

something before leaving high school?As she dressed, the thoughts continued in

various sequences.

Finally she left the restroom and was almost ran down by Brittany. She

shook her head and walked back to the choir room. The north door was still

unlocked and the lights still on. It was empty and cold now. Not like it was when I

came back from actually using the restroom. That was something special and they

did it without me. Another sigh left her, as she dropped off the costume on the

piano. There was a note in Brads handwriting addressed to her. Taking it, she read;

Rachel, the sheet music for the Kutless song is yours. Take it. And I wanted

to say I am sorry we didnt include you in the other song. It was spur of the moment. Have faith, something is moving. Something is changing. And I will see you

tomorrow at 1 pm.

Taking the music, she took it back to her locker. I wondershe thought as

she headed out to the bleachers. Climbing up to the center of the bleachers she

could see the field and the Band, the Cheerios and the Titans practice. Of course,

Coach Sylvesters bull horn could be heard over everything. Thats horrible. Worse

than Patrick Stewards Scrooge. Do it again!

She smiled. That was a bad Scrooge. She watched them for a little bit more

then realized what she was doing. Why am I doing this? Look they are special

because Cheerleading makes them special. Finn is special because football makes

him special.Just then, Finn got sacked. Well, maybe not. She laughed. He has agirlfriend. She sighed, staring glumly off. You belong with me bubbled up again.

She smiled, looking over at him. I could sing that song tonight!

She sat there peacefully dreaming about the day when he woke up and found

that what he was looking for has been four lockers away the whole time. It was just

after she saw them at the prom in her mind that Mr. Schuester came up and sat

down beside her. Ill be honest.


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It was Friday and Rachel was torn. It was hard not going to Glee, really.

Especially with Mr. Schuster and Brad (Mr. Ellis) being her favorite teachers. But it

still hurt and as did giving up. Brad was sympathetic and they even did the Heaven

on earth Song for World Harvest. Didnt know where it was, but the song was warm

and wonderful. While Dad Leroy was skeptical about the song, he never saidanything negative. Dad Hiram on the other hand was visibly shocked and pleased.

He didnt say where World Harvest was or what it was but it had something to do

with being Jewish. All she knew was that she had a desire to go to Glee today and

having just finished choir she stood in the room as everyone left most wishing her

goodbye. It was strange.

Brad looked at her. So are you saying for Glee? Mr. Schuester said you quit

because they wasnt a strong enough male lead to keep up with you.

Yes, it hurt too much being made fun of. No one likes me, she stared at the

door, wanting to leave, knowing if she stayed she would have to explain why and be

embarrassed more.

No one at all? Brad said, emphasizing at all.

The choir was pleasant for once, she remarked. They seemed pleased I was

involved.

You shined. And for once you believed in what you sang. You try so hard and

nothing comes of it. Until today. Something is moving. Something is changing. But

you have to move with it. Giving up isnt an option. Soyou going to Glee today? He

asked as he rose with his notes.

They are rehearsing in the auditorium? She asked.

Yes, they are. And you arent late until I arrive. He said as he walked out

the door. She followed after him wondering about what was changing. It was my

star. It is rising, and I have to be there because no one will hand it to me. And shewalked smartly towards the auditorium.

As she walked down the stairs, she was intrigued. Finn was there, looking

nervous. A smile formed but she wiped it off. There is another issue to deal with.

Can I come back, Mr. Schue? She asked up to him, his back turned.

Kurt and Mercedes rolled their eyes, while Kurt added, The shallow queen

returns. He mock bowed. Finn kept reading the sheet of music; his brow furrowed

trying to make sense of it.

Guys! Mr. Schuester scolded. Yes, Rachel. Welcome back. Have a spot at

the end. He waited until she got to the stage before he handled her the sheet

music. Brad sat down at the piano focused on the music before him. He held a

amused grin on his face that vanished as he focused on the music.

Finn didnt know how to take this. The music had little symbols above it.

There was that punk chick Tina and then the wheelchair guy from Farnsworths

class. Then there was Kurt the gay kid that Puck dumped in the dumpster every

other morning. I have no choice. Its this or six weeks of detention of which he will

tell coach why and my mom will find out. And I will be branded as a druggie. The


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P a g e | 18only good thing is Rachel is here. Quinn constantly jokes about her my MySpace

page and how Santana got 4chan to kill it recently for somethingdisgusting.

Then the music began. Focus, imagine the shower.

I got chills.

They're multiplyin'.

And I'm losin' control.'Cause the power youre supplyin',

it's electrifyin'!

Rachel burst forth with You better shape up,

'cause I need a man

Finn noticed her dancing, and stared, briefly surprised. Whoa! Ok, Focus.

and my heart is set on you, she sang as she rubbed Kurts face.

Trepidation crossed his face, She rubbed his face! She can sing but whoa!

She is coming my way.

You better shape up;

You better understand, Rachel continued in her intensely powerful singing

voice. She shoved Artie forward, him being stopped by Mr. Schuester.

to my heart I must be true came as she danced in front of him.

Shes dancing in front of me. Whoa! RememberShe just pulled me forward!

Nothin' left, nothin' left for me to do.

You're the one that I want.

you are the one i want, oo oo, honey.

The one that I want. He sang with her as she kept pulling him forward.

Suddenly, Mercedes broke it up shouting. Who is Kelly Rowland? Nevermind,

this is actually fun.But I dont know, I just dont know.

Rachel stood next to him, looking up in awe as he listened to Mr. Schuester

talk to Mercedes. He can sing!! And good too. She looked over when Mr., Schuester

said From the top,

With a broad smile, she said Tell me about it, stud! He looked over at her,

shocked then amused as it was the omitted first line. As he sung his lines again, he

was relaxed even more. This time during the chorus, when she grabbed his hand, he

didnt looked shocked. He actually smiled.

If you're filled

with affection

you're too shy to convey,

meditate in my direction.Feel your way. She sang staring into his eyes. Intensity dripped from her.

I better shape up, 'cause you need a man he sang back staring into her eyes.

His face began filling with joy.

I need a man who can keep me satisfied. She continued, releasing his hand

with a squeeze. Kurt and Artie turned surprised as he approached her this time.

I better shape up if I'm gonna prove he sang as she wagged a finger at him.


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P a g e | 19You better prove that my faith is justified, she sang as she pulled him into

her. He caught her again, and sat her back on her feet as the sang;

Are you sure?

Yes, I'm sure down deep inside.

The chorus went the same except Mercedes didnt interrupt. When they

finished, Mr. Schuester clapped. Much better. Tomorrow afternoon, we are going togo the Akron, to Carmel High School to hear our competition at Regionals, Vocal

Adrenalin.

Rachel beamed. Road trip with Finn to hear the competition. Saturday, I cant

wait for you.

Well, Saturday came. It also had rude awakenings that challenged the beliefs

she gained on Friday. First was the fact that Quinn Fabray was Finns boyfriend.

Even if he didnt seem too excited about it still was an obstacle. Second, Vocal

Adrenalin was excellent. It stunned everyone how excellent they were. That led to

hopelessness. And while watching him eat sour patches was fun, the day sunk fast.

The final blow came Monday when Mr. Schuester announced he was resigning.

In choir, Rachel basically lost her heart again and neither the heaven on

earth nor any other song helped. The raw determination and abrasiveness returned

as did the isolation. The fact that Glee would formally end when Mr. Schuester left

made things much worse. Still, there was hope.

Rachel? Brad said as choir ended. Yes?

Something is still coming. You cant stop believing when adversity comes.

She looked at him doe eyed. I havent.

Yes, you have. Everyone noticed when your joy left andit was last Tuesday.

She smiled at him, a wan smile. This is all I have left.

No its not. Glee will continue, even if I have to do it for free after Bandpractice. But I heard buzz. And I think you should go get everyone and practice in

the auditorium. And take this, He handed her sheet music for Journeys Dont stop

Believing.

She smiled at him, amused. Her eyes lit up. Ihave to go find him.

I know, he said as the jazz ensemble people came in. Lets go to the

auditorium. Its going to be today Glee gains the strength to rise from the ashes and

actually make a new beginning.

Finn about dove from his skin when he saw Rachel behind the locker door. He

felt really bad about leaving Glee but after the paintball attack he couldnt risk it

going back. She smells so good. Why doesnt Quinn smell this good. Wonder what shewants?

Didnt see you at Glee club today.

That still happening

Got taken over, she said forcefully. An Interim director but I suspect the

position will become permanent.


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P a g e | 20Quinn and Santana walked up. Hey, Finn. She said with a smile. Then they

both realize that Rachel is standing there talking to him. Rupaul,she spat. What

are you talking to her? came out with no small amount of annoyance.

Finn froze and mumbled. He then looked over at Rachel. Science project.

Were partners.

He looks at Quinn which an agreeable smile. Cressco sitters at my house,five oclock. She states staring at Rachel with hate. Sounds great, he says without

joy. Rachel stares at the floor, waiting.

Finn sighs heavily. Look, I should go. Defeat masks his face. I cant do Glee

anymore it conflicts with.

Rachel beheld him and remembered Friday and you belong with me and the

faith song and what Brad said. With determined compassion and a bit of

frustration, she spat, Your reputation? You really got something, Finn and you are

throwing it away.

Im gonna be late. He said conflicted.

You cant keep worrying about what people think of it, you are better than

all of them. She smiled at him; a warm, bright eyed smile. And then left to find the

others.

What she didnt see was that Brad had heard the conversation and then saw

Finn leave towards the locker room. So he went to the auditorium and told them to

delay 30 minutes. Its happening now.

Right now? Nick the sax player asked.

Noah, Rick and another football player grabbed Artie the wheelchair bound

kid, so either Finn defends him or he buckles. But after what Rachel said, I think he

will defend him.

I have faith, Brad. I agree. They all nodded.

Im going out to see. Call my cell if either of them show up and keep themhere.

Understood.

The call came 10 minutes later. When he returned, Rachel was arguing with

Kurt over choreography for the song. Standing off to the side silently, he noticed

when Finn came in pushing Artie. Squeezing his fist in success, he went over to the

piano. The rehearsal was amazing. During a break he walked to the Facility break

room and saw Emma and Will talking with a laptop. He was telling her about the

93 nationals. She asks him about what is more important. And then he realized

what was happening. Setting down his coffee, he runs back to the auditorium. And

they are ready to go, so they begin the next set just as he walks by so he can hear it.Hear the passion. Hear Dont stop Believing.

Only two problems no one saw. Coach Sylvester was in the Break room as

well and knew that Brad didnt run for anything. That meant something was

happening. When the band practice was canceled that confirmed it. He never

canceled band.


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P a g e | 21The other was Puck telling Coach Tanaka that Finn baled on practice to do

Homo Explosion so he sent him to the auditorium to confirm it.

All this after, Mr. Schuester walked in and saw them in Red band under-

armor shirts as costumes, except Kurt who wore a Band top shirt complete with

ruffles.

Something had moved. Something had changed. They didnt stop believing.And he knew from the look on everyones faces Glee would be going to at least

Sectionals if not Regionals.

Then he heard Mr. Schuester say, It would kill me to see you will Nationals

without me.

Risen from the ashes indeed.

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