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1 “‘We’. . . .is inseparable from the individual or the singular concept of living, it is life breathed into the body of one person, it is the singular heartbeat vibrating a lonesome song, without a choir surrounding it. . . .‘We’ is the vibrational imprinting necessitating life and growth, and

death and rest”

A Mahoka Mwako (Ancestral Flame) Sermon Lecture Who and Why ‘We’ – The Seekers – Are

FINAL DRAFT

I Dedicate This Sermon Lecture To: My Warriors Preparing to Exact Justice onto the World

My Fallen Ancestors Mr. and Mrs. Adis (Rest In Peace)

Dr. King, Malcolm X, Fred Hampton, Assata Shakur Michael Ruppert (Tracker of Truth)

Copyright: 2015 This Document is in the Public Domain

2 The title of this first Sermon is UWho and Why ‘We’ – The Active Seekers – AreU. In asking, Who ‘We’ – The Active Seekers – are, I am determining our minds towards an already known yet somehow unexpressed reality. A reality simmering underneath the delusional state, that which we might call our perfectly absent minded surface personality, a reality little known in these times, a reality criminalized by the greatest threat to Human life today, To expose it, therefore, would be to shock the mind and provoke doubt – a deep inner turmoil contrasting that external surface personality and its true relation to our innermost cord, our soul portion – so dangerous is this threat of inner turmoil to the surface personality, that we – acting on its behalf, acting to prolong its existence, have developed mechanisms, or more appropriately, we have had mechanisms developed for our consumption, to aid us in avoiding the process we must undergo to transform our external personalities in a way which aligns it with our internal soul portion Thus, for this reason, I must slowly groom your mind to accept what your surface personality has been conditioned to hide – who you, the “Seeker” are, and why you, the “Seeker”, are seeking. Now the answer to, Who “We”, the Active Seekers are is difficult to grasp for ‘We’, as a term has been misconstrued, manipulated and defined overzealously for the benefit of invisible and very stern masters who aim to hide the Seekers path from the eyes ‘who doth know they Seek it’. As a whole, ‘We’ as individuals, as groups composed of individuals, have been taught to see our social order from an atomized level. Power flows from the single cellular person, we are told. Life begins and ends with the desires held within the loyal customer, we are assured. Yet Society is not an instrument of atoms, it is not a current set ablaze by scatter brained automatons who in less sane moments spring to collective order impressing some great character onto their surrounding structures, only to fall helplessly back into isolation as soon as the moment passes. No, Society is not constructed in this manner, it is a living organism, a common-union – communion – of spiritual essence comprised of other living organisms filled with spiritual essence. It is this essence that binds the individual to that which makes them in-divisible. We move now to the reality of the word ‘We’, a word demanding uniformity on its most base level, it confers similarities on other levels and imprints conformity, still on another level. ‘We’ is such a broad term an explanation is demanded to contextual its meaning. There are four primary levels we must concern ourselves with, ‘We’ is firstly individual, it is molecular in statute, as a structure rather solid, liquid or atmospheric, ‘We’ is comprised of molecules and atoms; or, in a more socially metaphorical way, “We” is comprised of beings divided from other beings or persons divided from other persons. ‘We’ at this level is inseparable from the individual or the singular concept of living, it is life breathed into the body of one person, it is the singular heartbeat vibrating a lonesome song, without a choir surrounding it. This is ‘We’ at the basic level, yet one person cannot be ‘We’ so at this level ‘We’ is multiple ‘me’s’ in a given area, ‘me’s’ communicating little and resonating together even less; at this level ‘We’ is only ‘me’ then ‘you’ and still other ‘yous’, I am separated from you indefinitely, forever and always. Now once this singular lonesomeness is breached, ‘We’ becomes greater than ‘me’, ‘We’ becomes ‘us’, it becomes ‘me’ plus ‘you’ and ‘you’ plus other ‘yous’; by changing merely one word, then to plus, ‘We’ becomes a new formula, a new formation, it becomes interconnected, it becomes binding yet from an individual level, here ‘We’ is still atomistic, but each atom is compelled to respond to the others around it. At this level, ‘We’ becomes a grouping of atoms arranged methodically – a formula with purpose; here ‘We’ is established because each plus has significance. ‘Me’ plus ‘you’ equals something more worthy then ‘me’ and ‘you’ alone. ‘Me’ plus ‘you’ plus other ‘yous’ similarly equals something greater, more worthy then ‘you’ plus ‘me’ alone and in establishing these connections, ‘We’ form an ‘Us’ where ‘I’ am equal to the sum total of ‘me’ plus ‘you’ plus other ‘yous’ – at this second level, ‘We’ as groupings of individuals form something uniformed but definitively unique, a formula formation commonly called a family.

At the third level, ‘We’ is more precisely defined, our formula is expanded beyond ‘me’ plus ‘you’ plus other ‘yous’. ‘We’ becomes a definable ‘Us’ plus other relatable ‘Us’s’

3 multiplied by ‘Us’s’ similarly structured yet not related. At this level, ‘We’ becomes organized, molded and sculpted into a more recognizable structure, our molecule adopts not only a purpose but yields conforming to that purpose to embrace something greater than themselves, the molecule as part of a cell becomes intricate in the operation of a leaf attached to a mighty tree. Socially ‘We’ becomes tribal, cultural, nationalistic; the individuals responding to each other pick up traits from each other and form a structure through which energy can be conducted easily. Family’s join other Families, forming a new stronger, more stable construct for survival; at this level ‘We’ transforms from a noun to a verb, it is active but not based solely on personal identity, the attached labels at this third level are neither conferred nor accepted, but they are recognizable in formally via custom and tradition. At this level differences appear, differences running deeper than skin and generational allegiances appear, here ‘We’ becomes both the indistinguishable ‘I’ as collective noun, the ‘We’ as ‘Us’ multiplied to encompass all those identifying similarly with our ‘Us’; and the repulsive ‘You’ or the ‘We’ as ‘They’ multiplied to encompass all those not-identifying similarly with ‘Me’.

At the fourth level, ‘We’ becomes ‘Us’ raised to the ‘X’ power, multiplied by other ‘Us’s’ raised to the ‘X’ power. ‘We’ becomes trimensional, ‘We’ becomes ‘Me’ plus ‘you’ plus other ‘yous’ raised by other ‘yous’ no longer living; ‘We’ becomes a complex ‘Us’ formula involving ‘Greats’, ‘Steps’, ‘Firsts’ and ‘Seconds’, alongside ‘Transitioned’ and ‘Ancestral’ inclusions; ‘Us’ is now raised by the imprinting of the ‘Us’ who came before and who live apart from those we see daily. ‘We’ here is the relation between the leaf molecule in our metaphorical Oak Tree and the leaf molecule in the Oak Tree fifty feet away. Genetics binds them together as a species, but they are also from the same heretical line giving their bond a stronger seal.

However at this level ‘We’ is not simply this. ‘We’ is ‘Ours’ and ‘Theirs’ similarly raised by Transitioned Power, by Ancestral influence. ‘We’ is ‘Us’ raised and multiplied by other ‘Us’s’ raised and multiplied still by more ‘Us’s’ raised. ‘We’ here, is a mesh, a crisscrossing matrix of comingling life-force forming, reforming and deforming existing ‘We’ configurations to create or erect more stable, more complete and much more Holistic or Balanced combinations. This is the Godspark within here, the need for change and stability, all together, all at once.

Beyond this level, lies another level of ‘We’, a level not constricted to Earth nor fully formulated here. At this level, ‘We’ is spiritual, and more broadly Soulestial, it is the elemental compound at the root of every Soul; ‘We’ is in essence the collective memory, collective energy and function of each cell, ‘We’ is the interlocking code, the braiding within the being, uniting external cultural impressions with the inner-workings charging the soul, the spirit, the mind – the being as a whole. ‘We’ is the vibrational imprinting necessitating life and growth, and death and rest. Whereas cultural influences is, seemingly imported from an outside source, the spiritual comes from the Soul’s decision to conform to imported commands. At this level ‘We’ forms a close nit ‘Me’ which is inclusive more of everything under creations sun then at any other level prior. ‘We’ is ‘Me’, ‘Us’, ‘They’ and the ‘I’ unknown. The brilliant inner-connectiveness of life is within our very soul here and ‘We’ becomes the minimized ‘I’s’ focus as the ‘I’ sees Ulife inwardlyU as having value only if the Ulife outwardlyU is well lived. Reaching this perception of ‘We’ is the Seekers underlying motive, therefore, the extent to which we can appreciate the first, second, third and fourth levels of the ‘We’ concept, the more closer our ability to navigate the path will be. From the fourth level downward the internal influential impulses required to responsibly accept ‘We’ as a distinct formula, an ‘I’ form allotting a Personal reality meriting both singular soul growth and collective spiritual growth, become more interlocking and thus more difficult to perceive separately from the Souls expression, due impart to our impulses being guided by a current conceptualized paradigm which compresses ‘We’ into categories seemingly moved by personal mandates but in reality divorced entirely from internal demands for independence, to be an individual; from our first breath to every waking moment alive, we are taught to cherish the individual independent of other individuals. We are taught to see the word independent and

4 individual as synonymous, and antithetical to ‘We’, however if we strip away these teachings, if we move between the words of this internal programming to our mental silence, we could all our minds to see the phrase individual differently than previously taught, in doing so we will in turn see our connection to ‘We’ both individually and non-individually, revealing our multi-level dependence on its existence, thus allowing each person to reconstruct and reconstitute their relation to the world – this is an intimidating thought at first, the idea of overhauling our relation to the world and each other is an uneasy idea, but it need not be for our core soul is demanding such an overhaul at this time, when looked at through a process, through a logical unfolding, this change is wholly natural sounding, it is an inviting journey just waiting to be completed by us, the eager ‘Seeker’s’. However journeys are seldom as easy as they appear, any elder who has traversed this process, who has moved consciously through the Seekers Path will attest to this; therefore to truly see this process, to truly see this path we must move through its many facets, beginning with the decision and the processes involved in crafting that decision before moving on to the process unfolding around and inside the individual as they move through the Seeker’s Path.

The mind is the general instrument of persuasion – either the psyche, that branch of cognitive, thinking reasoning all the great European scientists assume is the highest form of maturity, or the ego, the superimposed structure interrupting the reasoning process, informs the bodies willingness to conform to the demands before it. In today’s hyperactive seductive world, many unfortunate influences are aimed at changing the natural determining processes – the common sense processes – already included and embedded in a person’s psyche. There in the psyche, processes, seek to either implode data or insert new data into pre-existing programming, wherefrom the psyche can be driven automatically by symbols or phrases to produce some action, usually an involuntary action which a person would then mistake for authentic willful action. Cognitive stirring or Ego tripping, Ego driving or Ego inflating, are the names given to this infective practice. Through these ploys, these marketing, advertisements and promotional intrusions, our natural cognitive, intuitive, mental, emotional and spiritual resources are confused, they are entangled and the Soulestial Being is acculturated, into believing the Ego or Self, the mask the Soul wears to protect its true Visage, the mask it sheds through maturation, we are made to see the Mask as truth and that which is behind the Mask, the Soul as false. We are made to trust the Ego for direction and distrust the Soul’s guidance, this confuses our tendencies as energy coming from the soul is constricted or obstructed thus weakening its ability to motivate our entire Being towards cohesive ends; through this constriction our perception becomes limited; we began to respond rather than react; we are then compelled through feeling entirely to see the gut responsibly and the heart, the seat of the soul, regressively. Internal visions detract, a dark lens permeates, falling over every action we make and a mental box is constructed – our conscious minds, our soul thinking intuition, is looked at suspiciously, deceptively even, it is distrusted; while the machinations created externally for us, those counter-cultural currents, used to disrupt our conscious minds inner-workings, those elements inserted to usurp the souls ability to perceive, are now latently held close, followed blindly and, deeply embedded in our subconscious and we see then, this new mind state, this new subconscious mind state as honorable, soulful and respectful, allowing it to control, direct and alter every aspect of our being, our thoughts, our habits, our speech, our dreams and the like; this new state possesses us completely, usurping our decoding, interpretive faculties uniting our spiritual resources into one stream of coherency.

To accommodate this possession, we give up our Souls will power and in that deliberate act, we fall victim to the mystifying fog I spoke of earlier, from that descending fog one becomes entangled in their thoughts and emotions – perception of the surrounding world is enhanced while the assessment of the internal world is constricted. This creates an unnatural, unhealthy imbalance which results in a person seeks Self-Validation and Self-Empowerment, both crude

5 desires, stoked and reinforced by a constant selfish hunger triggered by the Ego, demanding recognition and praise.

There is a stark difference between Self-Validation and Soul Validation. Self-Validation treats ‘We’ as a first level concept, as a molecular, atomistic concept. Self-Validation honors the whims and whimsy’s, the disconnected, yet often soothing but destructive desires of the Ego, who through Self-Empowerment, is manipulated by forces unseen, buried deep in the psyche, triggered and motivated by lower frequency Avatars. Soul-Validation, on the other hand, encourages a slow progression from level one or the individualistic, atomistic level which occurs naturally in children to level four, the communal, social, soulful level which occurs through proper maturity, ‘We’, as ‘I’s’ identifying with either the Self or Soul, Seek according to our perspective and the aims prescribed by the associative phrase. If ‘We’ Seek as a ‘Soul’, ‘We’ Seek fulfillment in completion and fulfillment via completion; if ‘We’ Seek as a ‘Self’, ‘We’ Seek fulfillment in justification and fulfillment via justification.

Now it’s important to see, not all justification of Self is negative just as not all completion of Soul is positive. By this I simply mean, one can seek justification of Self for validation or they can seek justification of Self for vindication, to what extreme they attach their worth and opinion to each determines the effect the decisions will have on their lives. The same is true for completion of Soul, one can seek completion of Soul for validation or they can seek completion of Soul for vindication, in this matter though, how a person Seeks is just as important or in some cases more important than what they Seek. If they for instance Seek to correct some wrong and fail to enact principles to change behavior and elevate minds, then the wrong is likely going to continue far into the future, their destination therefore is obstructed and put off by their means. Interestingly this process can apply to Self, but only if justification is removed, as the completion of Soul process will necessitate the dissolution of the Self – gradually, but wholly by the end. The idea of Seeking for justification of Self or completion of soul will be dealt with more thoroughly next lecture, however before moving on to explore the answer to the question What is the Seeker Seeking, I must take a moment to explain what I mean when I say “the Self” and “the Soul”.

Both terms are often used interchangeably but they are not the same, earlier I said the ploys imprinted onto our persons by marketers and the like intrude on our natural cognitive, intuitive, mental, emotional and spiritual resources, confusing our interpretive faculties into believing the Ego or Self – the mask the soul wears to protect its true visage, the mask the soul sheds through maturation – the faculties come to see this mask as real. Many listening might have understandably consigned equality to the Self and the Ego, however the two are quite different. “The Self” is merely the shell one puts on to protect their soul during a time of incubation, a time of difficult transition where the soul is vulnerable to retracting back to its place of projection. The Self is merely the protective eggshell afforded by Nature to give it time to fully energize its self. The shells need arises from the deadening, venomous atmosphere this planet has taken on during a period of increasing disease. The Ego is the resulting turbulence caused by the souls departure from its Eden state to this lower vibratory form, in gathering together the necessary particles to make their life possible, the Soul becomes infected, possessed almost by impurities which act as de-escalating, de-purifying elements which coalesce into a separate structure, acting almost like a gateway for the atmosphere and the life forms abundantly present in it, to creep in and infect the thinking, feeling and creative functions of the Soul. Through this turbulence, the Egoic Seed is planted in the embryo, in every cell formed and finally energetically alongside the soul once seated in their vehicle, enabling, with the right cultivation, this false personality, to grow alongside the soul, gnawing and feeding on the essences afforded the soul by its divine connection and the interaction the soul has with its environment. In instances where circumstances are favorable, the Ego will usurp the Soul and seal it outside its Self, seal it outside its abilities, fully engulfing all incoming energies until the

6 Ego, fully embodies the Self and can find a reasonable substitute for the soul, who originated the process.

When the Ego is displaced and possession is fulfilled, the soul becomes a mere spectator to the goings-on, the actions and thoughts of their vehicle until the demon is caste out of them and the void created by the Ego is closed and healed entirely. To a lesser extent, a similar process happens when some people drink alcohol – those people who act completely out of character usually have their Souls displaced by an external life form who they then watch use their body in a manner foreign to their personality. This state is usually temporary, however some people have spoken about the difficulty they experienced when they tried recapturing control of their body when they sought to stop some action the usurper was preparing to make. We must understand that the battle often described as between the Self and the Soul or the Ego and the Self, is in fact this transdimensional meta-quad-khemical battle between an invading entity and an established projection, for a vehicle comprised of interstellar atmospheric material. This is literally a battle for the heart and mind, the seat or portal gate for the Soul and the interpretive decoding faculties of the Soul. If both are captured so is the control of the body which can then be possessed by another entity. This is not to imply demonic possession is the result of marketing, far from it; it is only to explain to the listener how the process of Soul growth can be hijacked by outside life forms. Such information is important if ‘We’ as Seekers are to fully grasp what we will experience as we move along this path. As Seekers, this age requires the Will to Empower the Soul; a Willfulness to Esteem the Personality; a Will to Envision and In-vibe Power, if one cannot perform these tasks or at minimum make strides towards them, then all potential of living a meaningful life will be lost. The Individual Seeker, must now today, become a Seeker In-Divisible from that which created the Seeker. Most people gathered here today will began their seeking as a ‘Self’, this is not accidently, as we live in a society which promotes the ‘Self’ heavily and minimizes the ‘Soul’. In fact merely calling our inner divinity ‘THE’ minimizes it to a segregated portion of our Being, which may be either owned or disowned. ‘THE’ ‘Soul’ is treated as a thing to either be consumed or discarded. Such thinking is dangerous, as life on this planet is determined by Poles or axis, one belonging to Pro-Life Soul Beings and the other occupied by Soulless Anti-Life Vampires, every inhabitant on this planet is either a member committed to either group or subject to the influence or torment of either group. We live in a battleground, a Warzone, where Good and Evil seek the upper hand. Every Seeker must be mindful of this fact, a fact we’ll discuss as a Congregation in upcoming sermons. Since most of us are beginning our Seeking as ‘Self’s’ or to put it more bluntly, ‘We’ as ‘Seekers’ are ‘I’s’ without full placement of ‘Soul’ or full recognition of ‘Soul’ – meaning our souls are almost entirely disconnected from our heart, the portal which it senses the world through, the portal which the soul regulates the body through and the portal which it interacts with other people through, in turn our hearts are almost entirely disconnected from the mind, those faculties used to interpret, interrogate, investigate, consume and ultimately reshape and reform the world around them and throughout their various relations; this being the state of our being, the various portions of the being are fragmented and disjointed rendering our View of the World, of our environment and relations also fragmented and disjointed. In other words or to put this more simply, we see, feel and interact with our surroundings on a limited, retarded basis. Our souls are constricted and the divine power feeding it is being usurped thus the body is not fully communicating with our intent. Our intent is the driving force behind our perception, the mechanisms oddly fed by and stemming from our attention is then restricted and cannot fully feed our will power, causing our entire being to atrophy, to become disunited and disassembled, resulting in our personality becoming scattered. This prevents us from seeing our path clearly and stops us from asking, Who ‘We’ as individuals, Are and What are We Seeking? Without asking the question, We are prevented from every entering the path, therefore we are prevented from ever becoming Seekers.

7 The first half of the Sermon was dedicated to answering the question Who We Are individuals are, the second half must now deal with What Are We Seeking? Our introduction to this Question is found not in its confinements but in its complement. I have already addressed ‘We’ as a definition and ‘We’ as ‘I’s’ Seeking as ‘Self’ or ‘Soul’, the proverbial ‘Who’ in the given title; but I have yet to contextualize these ideas with the phrase ‘Active’ or its correlation, ‘Seeker’. To see one without the other causes a vacuum to occur within; the reader or listening instinctively asks upon seeing the word ‘Seeker’ without ‘Active’ or ‘Active’ without ‘Seeker’– What and Why; more irritating still is the vacuous perception created when both words are united. Nothing is truly explained by placing the word’s ‘Active’ and ‘Seeker’ together. This is the paradox we have to contend with from this point on. We must see what being an ‘Active Seeker’ means as opposed to being an ‘Inactive Seeker’. However before these important concepts can be dissected I must offer remarks pertaining to the path which they comprise as such knowledge will extend your ability to appreciate further their importance.

When I speak of the path the Seeker walks along, one may mistakenly equate life as a whole with the path engaged by the Seeker. One may be encouraged to make this connection via this culture’s obsession with fairy tale summation of life purpose and life mission. However when I speak of the path the Seeker walks along – hereafter called the “Seekers Path” I am not referring to life’s meandering progression nor its elongated elliptical nature, when I speak of the Seekers path I am speaking of a channel, a river of energy, a focal points stretched out over the vast landscape life consumes; the Seekers path is the direction of energies to words-carving out a highway starting at a point of contention, a point of discriminating taste, a point of disgust for the present surroundings and through focus, determination, vision, hardship, trial and error, among other more personal themes, that point is outstretched carving through mountains and hills of oppression and opposition, over valleys and sometimes through valleys of sickness and disease, depression and heart ache, loneliness and failure; it cascades rivers of opportunity and cleansing and forges new ways through bedrocked cliffs before arriving finally at the destination of truth and completion, at a point of transformation and elevation. At the end point of the Seekers path life doesn’t end but life is reorganized and recalibrated. In this way the Seeker’s path enhances life but does not conclude at life’s end but often long before it. In very rare case’s the Seeker’s path concludes with the ending of life but in these instances, the Seeker pre-arranged the synchronized climax of both. This too must be said aboit the Seeker’s path in general, it too is an arrangement confirmed and approved by the Seeker either before their current incarnation begins or shortly thereafter. This being true, we must see the path as intrigal to life and the meaning we see in it, as meaning is the precursor for willfulness and esteem-ment; meaning feeds courage and clarity of vision, it feeds extent of purpose and goal setting and objective reaching. Meaning is the factor enabling the Seeker to see their path as important and the element encouraging them onward when doubt creeps in. Meaning is in its perfect metaphorical sense the image imposed over the mapped terrain before the path has begun, it is the blueprint, the end result of your actions – though often meaning is the internal compass telling the Seeker where to go next where to turn left where to keep straight or where to turn right or back track a little, without explaining why. In this way faith is being developed within and recognition of divine voices are being established.

Like the construction of a highway, the Seekers path is difficult and wrought with danger. For this reason the path must be walked with caution and care because once one becomes an admitted ‘Seeker’, once one becomes an ‘Active’ ‘Seeker’, the Anti-Life forces who themselves Seek to banish wisdom from the Planet, will turn sharply against the one who proclaims the title. Though, the ‘Seeker’ unproclaimed I must state here that most of the highly profiled and protested killing of young Black Human Beings and several devastating yet unprotested killings of young White, Yellow, Red and Brown Beings, were highly irritating and devastating because those murdered were unproclaimed Seekers who in a moment of dropping their guards or acting

8 innocently, fell prey to the many dark forces surrounding them. This is why we must be conscious of our choice to become a Seeker or to activate our Seeker’s path so as to invite protection from the divine and to limit the chance of us ending up confined by life’s advisories.

The Seeker’s path is indeed this serious, so why would one choose it? The simple answer to this question is soul Advancement and growth, the more complex answer is Planetary Evolution and Humanitarian Elevation. Both answer require considerable explanation, enough to warrant their very own Sermon, a future possibility, for now I’ll let the listener conclude what they may and assert only that either answer qualifies the Seeker as an Advanced Soul, thus prompting a swift and often injurious response by Anti-Life Forces. This single fact should help explain why so many people, so many Black Beings with Seeker or Conscious Potential became mired in seemingly self-inflicted, self-sabotaging obstructions, in reality what looks like a bone headed decision by outsiders was to the Seeker a trap discovered too late. We as Seekers or those watching other’s seek, we must always remember how difficult, demanding and confusing this path can be.

Returning to the construction of the path and our progression along it, we must see the unfolding roadway not merely as a construction project erected by machines, explosives and grit but more as a carving being eroded by wind – thought, water – emotion and will –sand. Using the metaphor or we can see our journey as one requiring keen observation, persistence and perseverance. We also see how each element can be utilized to achieve a certain result or etch away through certain substances and how each element can be alchemized to form new materials or how they can be combines to create better working substances to power through resistance. The Seeker should consider the strength of those elements before embarking on their journey and they should implement practices – yoga, meditation, studying and likewise, to solidify, strengthen, harmonize and make flexible these elements as such work will help them move more easily along their path.

Away from this metaphor which for some may cause nervousness from its sheer mass and scope, a more practical view of the Seekers path is a Hallway consisting of many turns, forkways and corners. A hall way bedecked with doorways, some having multiple locks, doorways leading to new hallways and opportunities. In this metaphor the Alchemic and Fusion processes are simplified to simple keys and codes the seeker processes within. Here the Seeker in its basic form is a key – code capable of opening many different locks, the challenge of the path is in its layout meaning the locks each key – code opens depends exclusively on the locks opened prior to its encounter with the key – code opens depends exclusively on the locks opened prior to its encounter with the key-code, the Seeker must therefore find the correct lock in the correct sequence to open it, lest they need to retrace old steps, thus proving truthful the old key provert which states, any key to any lock is neither sound nor guaranteed.

No matter the metaphor we use, the Seekers path unfolds in four stages – Innocent, Orphan, Initiate and Practitioner. During the Innocents stage, the ‘Seeker’ is looking for, in search of or in quest of environmental cues, from either a standpoint of limited personal choice or awareness nor with knowledge of potentials outside their prescribed path or area. From a stationary point they obtain a clear, precise instructions on how their actions should evolve and what choices are available to them from the environment around them, they ‘look’ upon all that was created before they arrived, to assess the potential moves they can make. From there they began searching, they began moving around the area they encounter daily, to ascertain, to gain knowledge of, to gain a perspective of, those elements, those people, places and things, that might help them move from their given place to their desired place. At the Orphan’s Stage, the seeker then expands their environment, pushing the boundaries they’re accustomed to outward so they might test what knowledge they had gathered inside their original bubble against those elements foreign to their senses. It is at this point that shell shock often occurs, when a person realizes how limited their gestation was and how constrictive their world view actually is. Nonetheless, with perseverance and patience, this second stage, this second wave of action

9 ignites an internal compass which guides them towards new shores, new lands and new boundaries that both encompass truth and encompass wisdom. Arriving at these new lands draws the veil back revealing the next stage – the Initiates stage, a stage of intense growth, a stage of intense learning, one where, experimentation is direct and can lead to devastating consequences, both negative and positive. Here strengths are usually cultivated while weaknesses are shored up. In our life cycle, this is our Maturation period, the Seeker matures here , expanding their soul while simultaneously finding and mending their missing soul mission and attracting their soul double or Ka and their missing soul fragments. The final stage is less defined, though it can lead to specific changes that are easily noticed, often it bleeds over into the third stage or even into stage two or vice versa, this is the Practitioners stage, this is the stage where knowledge gathered is given out to other Seekers or those who might become Seekers. Here the Seeker becomes a Sage or an Elder ready and righteously inspired to mold aspiring minds. This stage either extends to the end of a person’s life or in a very few cases; the Practitioner becomes something greater than a Sage, they become “The Light of the Living God” and their life takes on an ordained mystery. We are in the age my friend of the Rising Serpent Power, the Age when the Hounds of Hell, The Twelfth Horse leads a ghastly parade of marching demons onto the battlefield hoping to negate the “Suns of Man” from spawning the “Lunar Lights”, the “Breaths of Venusian Majesty” and “Martian Brazenness”; this being the case many False Lights are being inserted to divert the attention from the true ones. At some later date I’ll explain the imagery described for to do so now would divert us from our main topic, just know I mention this reality as these images to put a specific concept in your mind, one which will help you see the clues in the symbols and the way in the dark – this is a battlefield my friends, knowledge is not always power unless its accompanied with a decoding formula – recall the key proverb.

This is the path of the ‘Seeker’, one evolving from Innocent to Practitioner and with righteous adherence, evolving still from Practitioner to “The Light of the Living God”; this is a path unfolds slowly and in an unmethodical manner with starts, false and cautious and stops, deliberate and forced. On this path the ‘Seeker’ is either ‘Active’ or ‘Inactive’ or ‘conscious’ or ‘unconscious’; they are either driven by ‘Objectives’ leading to ‘goals’ or motivated by ‘Subjects’ whom, if not aligned with their highest intentions or resonations, lead to, in best case scenarios dead ends which beg us to recalibrate our actions, in worst case scenarios these ‘Subjects’ lead us into stagnating cycles which are little more than ruts or grooves running over one another leading to the same place again and again, causing psychic constriction, mental deterioration and emotional depreciation and ultimately internal depression. A ‘Seekers’ status as ‘Active’ or ‘Inactive’ and ‘Conscious’ or ‘Unconscious’ charges the Soul, The Body, The Mind, The Fourteen Aspects of the Soullar Entity, the AiS’am Being as described by the Kemites, with a unique energy sequence which both attracts and repels obstacles, coincidences, treasures, memories and circumstances to the ‘Seeker’. The four categories of ‘Seeker’ created by these titles enable us to see similarities and adjust our developmental approach to fit their needs – next lecture I’ll speak about these four categories in greater length but now I want to give introductory remarks to their visage. The four categories focus the Seeker along four potential paths each comprised of two separate criteria, two separate metaphoric lanes; they are the ‘Realized’ lane and the ‘Unrealized’ lane. Here the terms are utilized to mean simply “the ability to focus a desire into creation” or “the ability to manifest into reality”. These two definitions, not found in any dictionary, much be seen the compounding lens of three words, found also, outside the English dictionary but widely perceived by the third eye as viable and sensible – innergrasped, overstood and innerstood. This Trinity brings light to many visions and views seen by mortal eyes, thus time must be given to bestow their meanings upon the reader. To innergrasp is to “see what is [being presented] outwardly, shave away the context [thoroughly and throughout the whole], revealing the essence [that which cannot be seen] for mental, spiritual and emotional consumption and intellectual regurgitation”. To overstand is to “elevate beyond the base perception [the inner, direct view] to

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a place where totality [product] can be calculated, divided, summed and annotated, away from the moral perception, overhead the spiritual and emotional perception; it is a place where the Soul sees clearly the grounding forces comprising this plane”. To innerstand is to “envelope ones conscious [wandering] portion with the essential portions of another being’s shadow or aura, without fully detaching their portion from their soul or fully intercoarsing with the other; here the portion deconstructs the other from an atomic level by encountering trans-physically with it, at a quantum level, utilizing strength of perception, strength of presents and strength of mind to accurately see the essential nature locked within the others atomic structure”. Combined these three elements are all microcosmic presentable skills part of a cherished sense underutilized till by most people. This skill can be deemed an eighth or ninth sense, wherefrom a person standing in one room can throw their soul, project a portion of their soul rather, to another area where they can merge or intercept another soul or spirit for analysis. To do this takes skill and practice, but, as we enter more rapidly into this Black Solar Age, such senses will become open to all prepared to use them properly. Studying the three explanations, the careful observer may stand back in amazement and possibly confusion, seeing all relatable to spirits and souls, not individual words or definitions. The careful observer would, in their scrutiny, move to each instance where soul or spirit is mentioned or implied and ask, rightly, where then do these explanations fit into my expansion of the original two definitions. My answer to these astute, deep thinking ones is, a definition is little more than a wondering spirit, a wandering mass of energy, either traveling from ones lips to another’s ears or moving around aimlessly in one’s mind, waiting for a purpose to be assigned to its existence. I would say to them, if life could be given easily to that which we said or thought, then a quick understanding of the power within the words encompassing a definition would become evident, as a whole realities can be reconstructed by changing the definitions of a few hundred words. We must see then that the two definitions given a few moments ago, “the ability to focus a desire into creation” or “the ability to manifest into reality”; have within them a life source which can be dissected, torn apart, reassembled and reconfigured all within the content, the independent realities of the corresponding three words and their definitions. The meaning of the definitions from our initial reading, reveal themselves to be greater than a mere synopsis, they reveal themselves to be more than simplistic or simplified descriptions of Emotional configuration, they are not Will Power, though Will Power is key to their force fullness; they are not Esteem, though Esteem also is key to their force fullness; they are not confidence nor disciple nor humility or intimacy, though all these emotional elements are key to their force fullness – these definitions are singularly and completely, a nuanced description of the single fire engine comprising our souls heart and our soul’s will. To have “the ability to focus a desire into creation” is to be one with the God spark within, to have “the ability to manifest into reality” is to conjure the Goddess spark from our Soul-Luminant memories, to do both simultaneously is to provoke a great disturbance in this time-space continuum, enough to bring forward the divine dignitaries – not their energies, but their forms, wholly imparted – to this place, to this time, to erect that which is perceptible to all who exist within this plane. This is what I mean when I say “Realized”; to Realize is to knowingly shape the world around us, to Realize is to see clearly a way from which you can gain that which you crave or desire, to Realize is to make clear your goal through action, discipline and perseverance. When we look to the other path, we see that “unrealized” is in many ways the opposite of “Realized” yet not completely. Firstly “Unrealized” is “the ability to focus a desire into creation without forethought or destination”, Secondly, “Unrealized” is “the UinabilityU to manifest into reality, that, which is perceptible to the personal soul”. The Soul here, though personal, is wholly the composite entity we call Our-Being. When working from an Unrealized state, Our-Being is capable of great feats, we intercourse with this Dimensional Spatial Grid, to bring into existence items more aligned with base desires then higher ideals. At this level, The Soul is Present during

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creation but it is not the chief motivator. This must be innerstood completely, since Lusting in an Unrealized state results in ‘wants’ coveted not ‘needs’ desired. These are complex concepts, I know, however they will be explained in greater detail at some later date. For now this basic explanation will suffice. Now the ‘Seeker’s’ status as ‘Active’ or ‘Inactive’ and ‘Conscious’ or ‘Unconscious’ produces both knowns and unknowns. When the ‘Seekers’ path begins, rather in earnest or protest, ‘Seekers’ know, already, some of what they must have in their lives, some of what they need but don’t have; they know some of what they want but don’t need and some of what is expected of them by those they encounter and those placing responsibilities on their shoulders. They know there are base desires and higher needs, maybe not explicitly but in them is a recognition that their wants are baseline desires and the needs propelling them aren’t luxury items but deeper yearnings. They know also that their wants have been their primary motivation up till the discovery of the path, there they see there are greater needs in life, those things that make life worth living and each day worth getting up for. ‘Seekers’ often set out looking to fulfill these needs and end up disappointed in the process. They end up, disappointed, disillusioned and often sicker, more frustrated and more detached from the real world and more imbedded in this false reality than they started. This is simply because the culture we live in is so sick, it has created an atmosphere so stiff and polluted the energy reservoirs necessary to feed these deeper personal needs no longer exist in abundance, they have been drained of their cosmic essence leaving those with assess wanting desperately for their sustenance while stranding the energy vampires who depended on the overflowing energy wellsprings once spewing from their pores. When the ‘Seeker’ begins their journey, they know that the state of their mind, emotions, physique, spirits and souls, are constricted, are demeaned in some way, are being suppressed or repressed, they know they don’t have the tools or techniques necessary to reverse this state, they know every day they awake, they are not relieved nor happy they are waking into this world, they know there is deep meaninglessness in every action or word they force even when they accept the cliché reasons given by most people to explain life’s bitter dullness away. They know, they have a true wonder about death, they ask what comes after it, why does it happen; they wonder why life is given only for death to end it, they know they wonder about their origins and their finiteness. The ‘Seeker’ knows they either fear death or secretly yearn for it; whichever is the case, they wonder why? They know there must be a heaven and hell, though they may wonder why then is Earth in existence with so much pain, strife and negativity. They know that Science is questioning the existence of any Being greater than Humanity at this time, they also know science is dissecting every miniscule aspect of Earth and creating from those aspects, new never before created aspects and elements, nano-machines and technologies; science is doing what Smart, Evolved intelligence beings should be doing, leading many within its community to question the existence of any higher creators. They know, sometimes instinctively, other times doubtfully, there is a Heaven and Hell, or a place where those who exhibit liveliness, harmony and love go and a place where those who emit heavy, destructive, cruel energy go, a place for ‘Pro-Life’ builders and a place for ‘Anti-Life’ destroyers. They know there must a place like this because, in their most silent moments, they yearn for it; in their most relaxed and vivid moments, in their most realistic dreams, they know Heaven exists because they’ve been to its beautiful lands. They know there is something greater than the self they see every day; they know there is something greater than the Soul they believe is the core of their Being. They know there is a deep, deep yearning to not only experience that something, but to reunite with that something. These knowns and many more propel the ‘Seeker’ along their path in confidence; they create a partial picture from whence the ‘Seeker’ can draw inspiration from; from an internal lens they can look to this unfinished yet ever changing, ever evolving picture as a symbol of the work they’ve done and the work ahead. From this picture they see also a map, pointing a way towards that which they are seeking or that which they need to seek. What they seek – that is, what the

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‘Seeker’ seeks differs widely and depends heavily on their objectives and destiny’s, categories, however do exist explaining the ultimate ends they seek. The three primary categories these ends fill are; Quests, Visions and Destiny’s or Fate’s. Quests are the stepping stones leading to the fulfillment of Visions which combined together open up a lens to the ‘Seeker’s’ Soul Mission or Destiny; when the Soul Mission is thwarted by miscalculations, mistakes, missteps and confusion; then the Quests become fragmented, tainted and the ‘Seeker’ either moves into uncharted territory or becomes mired in a Desert Period, a topic I’ll discuss in an upcoming Sermon Lecture. When uncharted territory is unintentionally factored into the unfolding Vision of the Seeker’s Mission for an extended period of time, say several years, a decade or perhaps multiple decades, then the Mission begins to adjust to the lens feeding the Quests and de-forming and re-constructing the Vision, this lens at its highest soul level is Destiny which is a form of fulfillment; it is a form of growing into ones full potential; however, when deviation from that destiny occurs – when Sin is factored in, Sin being nothing malevolent or bad or evil, but actually meaning ‘missing’ or ‘subtraction’ or ‘unaccounted’, when Sin or the deviation from that Destiny is factored into the lens, Fate becomes the end result. Fate, unlike destiny, is unfulfilling; ones potential is not realized – remember the earlier description of realized. Fate is created when a person is left to the whims of the world they inhabit. Fate is the ultimate end to uncharted Quests, unfocused Visions and an Unperceived Destiny. Fate is equivalent to the chains around the neck, feet and hands of all Unconscious, Unrealized Seekers; without Destiny, without a higher soul Vision, without de-termined Quests, Fate is the hang man constantly walking beside you threatening you with death. I’m saddened to say today that far too many of our people are trapped in Fate’s web; they do not innerstand how Fate operates nor do they care where it is leading them. It is up to the Conscious, Realized Seeker to reverse this trend, more on that next week. The Quest most people here are familiar with are the fairytale Quests where a person begins as a poor maiden or lad, they go through a journey which tests their way of thought and action, a journey which brings them true love, or at least the potential for true love and happiness – meaning joy; at the end of which they arrive at a place of amazing wealth, riches and satisfaction. We’re all aware of this clichéd Quest. What we don’t know is these Quests are in actuality demonstrations of the three ‘Seekers’ path; if we were to dissect those stories carefully, something I invite you to do; we’d see the Quest we readably describe as one singular entity; is in fact multiple Quests to answer multiple Cues or Questions; we’d see these Quests often have multiple endings and beginnings, multiple Visions ending in a Destiny, sometime unforeseen at the onset of the original Quest. We’d see that the Quest as presented there is the ‘Seeker’s’ paths on display. But then what is a Quest if not this magnificent unfolding of events? A Quest is an action or series of actions undertaken to fill the requirement of a goal or series of objectives leading to the development, strengthening or resolving of any internal mechanism necessary for greater personal fulfillment and achievement. A Quest can be as simple as reading a book from cover to cover or as complex as analyzing an extensive formula used in chemistry for its potential transmutation into algorithmic computer language, in the hopes of one day forming a bolder, more realistic gaming experience on line. From this last example we see the connection between the Quest and the Vision. As I mentioned before, the Quest is the step while the Vision is the Conclusion of those Cues which began the Quest, the fulfillment of Visions on the way to the Destination or the Soul Mission. Quests are the active ingredients to a recipe which once placed together over heat form one part of a meal. This may be the best way to truly see the relationship between the Quest, the Vision and The Destiny, especially when Vision is being discussed. Vision takes on two forms, the first is the acknowledged or known Vision and the second is the undefined or unknown Vision. The explanation of both are rather simple; in the first case, the acknowledged or known Vision, the ‘Seeker’ can visualize or conceptualize completely the finished scenario they are realizing by performing the tasks associated with their Quests, while in the case of the second

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Vision, the undefined or unknown Vision, they may only be in a position to visualize or conceptualize generally, in vague terms, what they hope their finished Vision will look like. Quests equaling this last Vision are often long, tedious and sometimes accomplished through faith or mystery. Initiation Questions are unfolded in this manner, leading many to abandon them because the uncertain, seemingly endless demands leading to what looks to the ‘Seeker’, like nowhere. This brings us to the mysteriousness of Destiny. Undoubtedly, if a person could see, right now, the many moves made during their last lifetime, if they could read completely how each action lead to some end and then could look at the entire list of ends they sought or were goaded into seeking. If they were given a list of all this information without their Destiny included, the person could be forgiven if they couldn’t name exactly what their Destiny was. The reason for this is simple; the Destiny one aims for when they are born is not fully formed until they are a teenager or young adult. This flexibility gives a Being, time to evolve and mold itself into the circumstances surrounding it. Sometimes, in very rare cases, the Destiny statement is nearly fully formed during early or mid-childhood, but again this is very rare. This is rare because Destiny is predicated on a combination of elements apart of and separate from the physical realm. These elements include our Life Theme or what codex within our Gene is being evolved or built; they include resources available, emotional and psychological stability; spiritual attacks and attachments and a host of other uncontrollable factors. Many ‘Seekers’ self-sabotage themselves to keep from having a Destiny which they know would be taxing or trying, many more numb themselves to the demands placed upon them with drugs, food and other activities. In all cases though, in some form one will reach the end of their particular ‘Seeker’s’ path, they will realize their destiny. Ultimately that is what the Seeker’s path is all about, fulfilling your Soul’s Mission, fulfilling your soul – realizing you destiny. Next Lecture we’ll discuss the Seeker’s role in the world and role on their path, along with some of the greater dynamics of the path as laid out here and other places.

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