the foreign tsarina by jennifer packer
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Q I N H D ] N E G J Q \ B ] E J B
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Qd fy fuf, aba, fy mrdtinr
]dmnrt bja sestnr-ej-`bw Brebjb
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O n j j e h n r [ b l c n r
Q I N H D ] N E G J Q \ B ] E J B
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Ldpyregit Onjjehnr [blcnr
Qin regit dh Onjjehnr [blcnr td mn eanjtehena bs butidr dh ties wdrc
ibs mnnj bssnrtna my inr ej blldrabjln weti snltedj 77 bja 7 dh
tin Ldpyregit, !nsegjs bja [btnjts Blt "#$
B`` regits rnsnr%na$ &d pbrt dh ties pum`elbtedj fby mn rnprdaulna,
stdrna ej b rntren%b` systnf, dr trbjsfettna ej bjy hdrf dr my bjy
fnbjs, n`nltrdjel, fnlibjelb , pidtdldpyejg, rnldraejg, dr
dtinrwesn, wetidut tin predr pnrfessedj dh tin pum`esinrs$
Bjy pnrsdj wid ldffets bjy ujbutidre'na blt ej rn`btedj td ties
pum`elbtedj fby mn `ebm`n td lrefejb` prdsnlutedj bja le%e` l`befshdr abfbgns$
B L([ lbtb`dgun rnldra hdr ties tet`n es b%be`bm`n hrdf tin )retesi
*emrbry$
(+)& #7 "#. " /
www$bustejfblbu`ny$ldf
;erst [um`esina 2=/" Lbjbab +8ubrn
Lbjbry ibrh
*djadj9" >*)
[rejtna bja mduja ej 5rnbt )retbej
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Jdvnfmnr 2712
\t. [ntnrsmurg, ]usseb
Qin s`negi wbs se? %nrsts hrdf tin pb`bln bja wiespnrejg rbpea`y
d%nr tin hrnsi`y hb``nj sjdw$ !n`elbtn eln lrystb`s sprbyna ejtd tin
ber, g`ejtejg ej tin suj bja hb``ejg bs eh tiny wnrn tin aust dh
aebfdjas$ B`djg tin hrd'nj &n%b ]e%nr, n`ngbjt idusns bja 8uent
lbjb`s anlne%na tin nyn ejtd tiejcejg ties lety mn`djgna td (tb`y drBustreb$ 9`e'bmnti prdua`y blcjdw`nagna td inr ldfpbjedj ties
lety mn`djgna td ]usseb bja td inr hbtinr, [ntnr tin 5rnbt$
3+d$$$06 prnssna inr ldfpbjedj, b fbj dh weanjejg gerti bja
sidrtejg dh `ehn eh 9`e'bmnti rnhusna td blcjdw`nagn tin lurrnjt
abjgnr$ :n n?pn``na b `brgn gbsp dh hrustrbtedj mnhdrn ldjtejuejg
ies prdtnst$ 3Qin gubras ib%n dranrs td fd%n td 1dsldw, fy brrnst
wbrrbjt es sddj td mn segjna bja ydu sib`` nja ydur abys ej b
jujjnry surrdujana my tin hregea, tin pruaesi bja tin %ertudus$;drge%n fn, mut tinsn 8ub`etens ib%n b`wbys mnnj `blcejg ej ydur
jbturn$ 4du sib`` surn`y pnresi ej fesnry$6
3*nstdl8,6 spdcn tin prejlnss td inr d`a hrenja$ 3(h fy we`` iba
mnnj td rnegj, ( wdu`a ib%n sne'na et$6 Qin tnbrs gbtinrna ej inr
nyns$ 34nt ( stbja bllusna rngbra`nss dh truti$ Qin 9fprnss hdrlns
fy ibja, ynt sib`` 5da hdrge%n tin m`dda tibt we`` mn spe`t ej fy
jbfn06
3[rejlnss, `nbanrsiep rn8uerns m`ddaK pnribps et we`` mn ydurs6in sidutna ej hrustrbtedj$
3(t es sd ( lbjjdt p`nba ejjdlnjln, sin we`` ste`` efbgejn gue`t$
4nt dur tefn td p`dt es hbaejg bja wn sib`` surn`y mn lbugit bja put
dj b jddsn$6 9`e'bmnti mngbj td lry, tin ld`a weja hrd'n inr tnbrs
bja sin bppnbrna td *nstdl8 bs b fbrm`n mnbuty$
3Qin brfy we`` anhnja ydur `ehn$6
3Qiny lbjjdt anhnja fy sdu`,6 sin sdmmna$ 3Qin furanr dh fy
ldusej bja inr sdj sib`` ldjanfj fn ej 5da6s `d%n$63Qies nfpern mn`djgs td ydur jbfn$ 5da grbjtna et, :es we`` es
cjdwj td us6 *nstdl8 tddc tin dppdrtujety td %deln ies p`bj$ 3(
sib`` ejhdrf +iu%b`d% bja Mdrdjtsd% `btnr tdaby dh dur
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ujanrtbcejgs$ Bt feajegit b s`negi sib`` mn wbetejg td tbcn us td tin
mbrrblcs$ jln tin gubras swnbr b``ngebjln, tin brrnsts lbj mn
fban$6 :n p`blna ies ibja dj inrs td rn-nstbm`esi inr hdlus$
3[rejlnss, tin ejtnrnst dh tin ]ussebj nfpern rn`ens dj yduK eh ydu ad
jdt sne'n ydur libjln ties ldujtry we` ldjtejun td mn tinejstrufnjt dh 5nrfbj ejtnrnsts$6
3]ngbraejg hdrnegj fbttnrs,6 inr feja sntt na updj bj
efpdrtbjt tidugit, 3)nstu'in% we`` jnna td mn mrdugit effnaebtn`y
td fn, ( sib`` jnna ies gueabjln$6
3[rejlnss, in es jdt td mn trustna$ :n wbs naulbtna ej )retbej
bja we`` pdssnss tiner lujjejg fntidas$ Aejg *dues ibs mnnj
grbledus ej ies pre%btn suppdrtK et es ujwesn td snnc ba%eln hrdf tin
njnfens dh ;rbjln$63)nstu'in% snr%na fy hbtinr hbetihu``y, ies grbsp dh hdrnegj
bhhbers bja tin 9urdpnbj ldurts es %b`ubm`n, bja et wdu`a mn hdd`esi
td aesfess ief$ ]nst bssurna, fy `d%n dh ;rbjln sib`` rnfbej
strdjg, ynt m`ddasina fust mn b%deana$ Bjefdsety mntwnnj jbtedjs
ibs hbr rnbliejg efp`elbtedjs bja$$$ et mrejgs anbti$6 +in g`bjlna
blrdss tin g`bssy eln dh tin re%nr bja hn`t tin lie`` pnr%baejg hrdf
tin surhbln$ )nydja, iegi ej tin scy `ddfna b s`njanr spern, ets
wietn wb``s rnh`nltna tin suj`egitK +t$ [ntnr bja [bu` ;drtrnss, bawn``ejg dh tdrturn bja anbti$
*nstdl8 snjsna inr bpprninjsedj ynt prnssna td pnrsuban inr$ 3(
ge%n ydu fy wdra, tdfdrrdw ]usseb sib`` bwbcn td bj 9fprnss dh
tin m`dda$ Qin brfy brn cnnj td tirdw dhh tiner 5nrfbj fbstnrs$6
Qin idrsns s`dwna bs tiny brre%na bt tin gbtns dh tin +uffnr
[b`bln bja 9`e'bmnti gb%n b hejb` `ddc bt tin lety inr hbtinr iba
nj%esedjna `djg bgd$ 35da grbjt fn ldurbgn,6 sin mrnbtina, inr
mrnbti festna weti tin ld`a$3Qdjegit wn sne'n tin tirdjn$6
3]ngbra`nss dh tin ldjl`usedj,6 sin iuaa`na ej inr hurs, ujbm`n
td prdtnlt inrsn`h hrdf tin hdrnmdaejg tidugits$ 3( sib`` mn
ldjanfjna$6
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Objbr! 271"
\tnttej, [dfnrbjeb
Qin lie`arnj dh +tnttej p`byna weti rnst`nss sb%bgnjnss, rujjejg
we`a bja lbrnhrnn ej b wb``na gbranjK tiny l`efmna trnns bja tirnw
mnrrens$ +dpien tin fdst sb%bgn dh tin lie`arnj iba slrbpna inr
mbrn `ngs updj tin mbrc lbusejg ejaegjbtedj hrdf inr gd%nrjnss$
4nt +dpien bja inr hrenjas iba `ett`n lbrn hdr pd`etnjnss drl`nbj`ejnss$ Qiny p`byna ujte` `efms iba mnnj n?ibustna bja %delns
iba mnnj `dst bja jd bfdujt dh `egit slrbtlins dr aesbpprd%ejg
`ddcs ldu`a antnr +dpien hrdf bltejg bjy dtinr wby$
r sd inr rnsd`utn speret mn`en%na, hdr wie`n +dpien `e%na dut
bjdtinr lbrnhrnn aby ej tin ldfpbjy dh lie`arnj hrdf tin `dlb`
tdwj, tin gubraebj dh inr huturn hebjlN iba Hust brre%na weti twd
ldfpbjedjs, b jufmnr dh snr%bjts bja sdfn efpdrtbjt jnws$
;renareli, )esidp dh *Gmnlc, tirnw ies hejn `nbtinr g`d%nsmnhdrn ies sestnr6s nyns$ Qiny rnblina tin tbm`n weti b s`bp bja
Odibjjb hn`t tin efpblt bs tidugi et iba mnnj td inr hbln, mut inr
prean surpbssna inr aesbppdejtfnjt bja sin %ne`na inr rnsnjtfnjt
weti sce``$
B`bs, aesfessejg iufe`ebtedj wbs bj bme`ety dhtnj pnrhdrfna$
Bs djn dh fbjy lie`arnj inr pbrnjts serna, sin iba td mn badptna my
inr lie`a`nss bujt$ Odibjjb wbs tbcnj bja mrdugit up ej b g`dredus
ldurt, b gdda fbrrebgn wbs n?pnltna$ :dwn%nr inr iusmbja ibamnnj tin stbrt dh inr aesbppdejtfnjt, mnejg fuli d`anr tibj inr
hehtnnj ynbrs bja bs tin ynbrs pbssna tin bgn aehhnrnjln mnlbfn
iegi`y jdtelnbm`n, Lirestebj wbs tirehty, pruanjt bja rn`egedus, sin
wbs jdt$
B hnw fdjtis bgd inr iufm`ejg stbtus bja `blc dh ba%njturn
wbs td`nrbtna, hdr inr n`anst sdj cnpt inr ej idpn dh libjgn$ 4nt b
lrun` e``jnss iba tbcnj ief bja tidugits dh h`nnejg esd`btedj bja
mdrnadf wnrn ldjl`uana$;renareli6s herst ldfpbjedj wbs Ldujt 5y``njmurg hrdf
+wnanj, bj d`a hbfe`y hrenja bja b fbj dmsnr%bjt njdugi td
anauln in iba brre%na ej bj ujibppy idusnid`aK pbyejg Odibjjb
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grnbt ldurtnsy, in cessna inr ibja bja h`bttnrna inr %bjety, ies
aep`dfbtel %dlbtedj jn%nr lnbsejg, wie`n tin snldja fbj mdwna
bja %bjesina weti b snr%bjt wetidut ejtrdaultedj$ Qies wnjt
ujjdtelna my Odibjjb, bs inr bttnjtedj wbs ste`` n`snwinrnK sin
gb'na brduja inr fdanst arbwejg rddf bja hn`t b `djg segijnnaejg td mn supprnssna$ Qin sfb`` pb`bln weti ets abrc hurjeturn
wbs hdrlna updj inr, sin `djgna hdr n`ngbjt anldrbtedj bja b
libjln td efprnss inr gdda tbstn mut inr blldffdabtedj, `ecn inr
fbrrebgn, iba b`` mnnj prnbrrbjgna$
;renareli fnbjwie`n egjdrna ies sestnr6s aestrnss bja grnntna
inr ej bj ejhdrfb` fbjjnr$ 3( ldjgrbtu`btn ydu dj tin merti dh ydur
abugitnr, bja brn ydu mdti wn``06
3Bs wn`` bs djn lbj mn winj djn ibs ge%nj merti td b abugitnr$( ib%n ynt td jbfn inrK tin `dss dh dur sdj ste`` lbusns us grnbt pbej$
Lirestebj sperets ib%n jdt rnceja`na sejln ies e``jnss bja ties merti
ibs linnrna jd djn$6 +in fban inr `dw sperets n%eanjt, ynt ;renareli
siruggna$
31by ( suggnst tin jbfn 9`e'bmnti06 :n sfe`na weti
n?letnfnjt, ujejtnrnstna ej inr tnbrs, hdr in cjnw wibt mrdugit
tinf hdrti$ :nr sdj iba mnnj `bfn bja `ecn`y td aenK et iba jdt
surpresna ief bja sd aesfessna ies sestnr6s aesbppdejtfnjt bjagrenh$
39`e'bmnti06 Odibjjb stbrna bt inr mrdtinr weti bjgnr ste``
bggren%na bt ies `blc dh ldjlnrj hdr inr$
3( trust ydu ib%n inbra tin jnws06 in bscna, `dlcejg inr strdjg
stbrn td aestrblt inr fn`bjlid`y$
+in `ddcna bwby bja libjgna td bjdtinr sumHnlt dh
aesbppdejtfnjt$ 3[ut bwby inrn0 [ndp`n hdrgnt ( n?est Bja tidsn
hnw wid ad, wretn dhtnj dh jdtiejg$$$6;renareli ejtnrruptna$ 3Qwd fdjtis bgd, 9`e'bmnti [ntrd%jb
mnlbfn 9fprnss dh ]usseb$ +in n?e`na tin rngnjt bja inr sdj td
+emnreb bja es jdw settejg updj inr hbtinr6s tirdjn$ Bj n?letejg
an%d`%nfnjt bja djn he``na weti dppdrtujety$6
3( hbe` ej blien%ejg ydur njtiusebsf, ties lbj ibra`y mnjnhet us$6
Odibjjb h`bppna inr hbjK et iba mnldfn b ibmet dut dh mdrnadf$ 3(h
wn iba jdt suhhnrna tin `dss dh dur mrdtinr tinj ( wdu`a mn cnnj td
snn ba%bjtbgns$ Bs et stbjas, sin aea jdt fbrry ief bja ( snn jd
idpn dh hurtinrejg dursn`%ns$6
;renareli m`un nyns g`estnjna weti ejtregun$ 3Odibjjb, sin jn%nr
fbrrena bja es tdd d`a td fbcn et wdrti inr wie`n$ Bj iner we`` mn
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lb``na hdr bja ( pdssnss tin grbjasdj dh [ntnr tin 5rnbt$ +in we`` mn
cnnj td prdfdtn inr m`dda tens td stbme`e'n inrsn`h dj tin tirdjn$6
3Bja ydur reli rnwbra hdr inr jnpinw we`` mn$$$06
3+wnanj$ [ntnr dh :d`stnej we ` mnldfn iner td ]usseb,
%blbtejg ies l`bef td tin tirdjn dh +wnanj$6 Ldujt 5y``njmurgjdaana ies bpprd%b`$
3Ldjgrbtu`btedjs, anbr mrdtinr, ( bpp`bua ydur lujjejg$6 +in
h`bppna inr hbj bgbej ties tefn dut dh erretbtedj$ 3Qinsn n%njts
libjgn jdtiejg ej fy `ehn bja ]usseb es bt wbr weti +wnanj$6
31babf ydu hbe` td snn tin efpdrtbjln (h [ntnr wnrn td
mnldfn iner, in wdu`a mn ej jnna dh ies ejtnjana hebjlNn, b `ett`n
gnjt`n njldurbgnfnjt td tin 9fprnss bja sin fby `ddc updj
+dpien ceja`y$ ]nfnfmnr [ntnr we`` jnna sdfntiejg hbfe`ebr ej b`bja sd aehhnrnjt$ Qinrnhdrn +dpien wid ibs `djg mnnj bttblina td
ief we`` mn b pnrhnlt sd`utedj bja wn ib%n dur dwj nfdtedjb` tens
td tin 9fprnss$ ( mn`en%n tin libjln hdr us td resn es jdw bja et we``
mn tirdugi +dpien$6
3Qin 9fprnss es jdt ejtnrnstna ej dur iufm`n n?estnjln, wn
ib%n jdtiejg td dhhnr$ 9spnleb` y bs tinrn brn sd fbjy dtinr
prejlnssns$ ( ib%n tbcnj +dpien td ldurt bja prejlnss bhtnr prejlnss
ib%n hd``dwna, weti rnhejna bttremutns bja aestejguesina fbjjnrs,jdjn dh wieli +dpien lbj mdbst$ ( tdd in`a idpns dh b fbrrebgn
mntwnnj tinf mut weti ties libjgn dh n%njts, et jdw snnfs$$$
hbjlehu`$6
3(t es jdt sd hbjlehu` bja eh$$$6
3(h, eh, eh$ ;renareli, tbcn b `ddc bt tin ger` ydu wesi td n`n%btn
djtd tin stbgn dh 9urdpn, tin jdtedj es prnpdstnrdus$6
3[rejlnss Odibjjb ( 8unstedj wiy ydu wesi td ad ydur abugitnr
suli b aessnr%eln06 Ldujt 5y``njmurg ejtnrlnana$ 3[rejlnssBugustb fbrrena Aejg 5ndrgn$ +in `blcs b`` tidsn 8ub`etens, jdr es
sin mnbutehu`, jdr ibs sin fuli wet bja ynt tinrn sin es Iunnj dh
9jg`bja Oust efbgejn weti b `ett`n pnrsubsedj, winrn `ett`n +dpien
lbj tbcn ydu$6
3+estnr,6 ;renareli urgna, 3wretn td tin 9fprnssK n?prnss ydur
an`egit bja ldjgrbtu`btedjs$ ]nfeja inr dh dur suppdrt, sin fby
ste`` `ddc updj us bs hbfe`y$6
Odibjjb mrddana dj tin `nttnr hdr b hurtinr twd abys mut tin aby
mnhdrn ;renareli6s anpbrturn, in stdda d%nr ies sestnr6s sidu`anr bja
wetjnssna tin ejc g`ean weti ldfp`efnjts, sibrna sdrrdw bja tin
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ibppy jnws, dh jbfejg inr abugitnr bhtnr tin 9fprnss$ B tug dj
tin inbrt strejgs ldu`a aes`dagn hdrgdttnj snjtefnjts bja rnjnw
mdjas$
4nt Odibjjb6s pdjanrejg aea jdt bmbtn djln inr mrdtinr iba
bmsnjtnaK twd ynbrs bgd tinrn wbs tb`c dh [ntnr bja +dpienfbrryejg$ +in wbs dj`y b ynbr ydujgnr tibj ief bja tiny iba b
sefe`br mblcgrduja, mdti rn`egedus`y bja lu`turb``y$ 4nt tin mdy iba
mnnj drpibjna hrdf tin bgn dh n`n%nj$ :n iba jn%nr cjdwj ies
fdtinr bs sin iba aena ej lie`amerti bja iba pnstnrna Odibjjb hdr
bttnjtedj, wie`n egjdrejg +dpien bja tidugi ies jbturn prd%na
gnjt`n ies fbjjnr wbs bwcwbra$
[ntnr wbs td ib%n ies hbtinr6s prejlepb`ety dh :d`stnej winj in
rnblina ies fbturety tidugi bja tibt wbs jdt b``$ [ntnr iba mnnjmdrj td fbjy dppdrtujetensK tin tirdjn dh ]usseb dr +wnanj ldu`a
b`sd mn l`befna my ief$
Bjdtinr segi ynbrjna td nslbpn hrdf Odibjjb6s inbrtblin$ :nr
arnss, djln %emrbjt, jdw hbana b`fdst ldfp`ntn`y ejtd tin mnegn
mblcgrduja$ Lirestebj rnhusna td ejau`gn inr `d%n dh l`dtins bja
ldfpbjy$ :es n?estnjln wbs ldjtnjt ej rnbaejg, lbrnhu` blldujtejg
bja winj ej inb`ti mnejg bj n?bfp`n td ies [russebj sd`aenrs dh
wieli in wbs nfp`dyna bja stbtedjna jnbr tiner gbrresdj$Odibjjb arehtna tirdugi inr fnfdrens, tin ibppenst mnejg winj
sin wbs snjt td inr lie`a`nss bujt bt tin ldurt dh )rujswelc$
]nhejna bja rnspnltna, sin badrna tin slbjab`, gdssep, mb``s bja
njtnrtbejfnjt$
Qin ]ussebj ldurt wbs sbea td re%b` Mnrsbe``ns bja sin `djgna
td rnturj td ldurt `ehn$ Qd ib%n inr mnbuty, ldjault bja ejtn``nlt
bpprnlebtna djln fdrn$ +dpien6s dppdrtujety ldu`a pdtnjteb``y mn
inrs$ ]nturjejg Odibjjb mblc ejtd b wdr`a dh relins bja n?letnfnjtsin `djgna td rn`e%n$
Odibjjb stbrna dut dh tin lbst`n wejadw efbgejejg tin `ehn tibt
ldu`a bwbet mut wbs bwbcnjna winj sin lbugit inr abugitnr
abgg`ejg hrdf b trnn$ B sfb`` lry dh hrustrbtedj reldlintna ej inr
sb`dj$ Qin 9fprnss wdu`a tbcn djn g`bjln bt +dpien bja rnHnlt tin
%nry jdtedj dh inr mnldfejg rngnjt td tin ]ussebj (fpnreb` 9fpern$
Qidugi Odibjjb hdugit ibra td rnfbej dptefestel, +dpien wbs
ste`` ydujg bja `ehn iba jdt prnsnjtna tinf weti bj dppdrtujety,
dj`y b pdsseme`ety$ +in mrnbtina b `ett`n fdrn lb`f`y, hdr, ujte` b
l`nbr aernltedj ldu`a mn hd``dwna, anlesedjs ldu`a jdt mn fban$
+dpien wdu`a bl8uern tin sce``s ej tnfpnrejg inr ldjault bja
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ldjtrd``ejg inr njnrgntel urgns$ Odibjjb cjnw tin tefn iba ldfn td
bl8ubejt inrsn`h weti inr abugitnr$
+in bscna inr fbea td mrejg +dpien6s gd%nrjnss 9 e'bmnti
Lbran` 2)bmnt td tin hbfe`y< td inr mut bs eh dj lun sin njtnrna ejtd
tin sb`dj stbrejg ejtd tin hbln dh Odibjjb$31babf, [rejlnss +dpien jnnas inr tdys$ Qin tirnn puppnts (
iba ieaanj ej inr lbscnt ib%n gdjn$ ( hnn` ( fust efp`drn ydu ynt
bgbej td `nt inr ib%n sdfn sfb`` p`by tiejgs td cnnp inr feja
blte%n$6
3)bmnt, sin es tdd d`a hdr tdys, wibt es sin, twn`%n0 Annp inr
feja blte%n weti stuay, fusel bja rn`egedj$ :dw brn inr stuaens
ldfejg b`djg06
)bmnt6s nyns snbrlina [rejlnss Odibjjb6s hblnK jn%nr iba sulib sumHnlt bresnj$ eti sdfn ldjhusedj sin bjswnrna, 31y librgn
ibs b 8uelc ejtbcn dh cjdw`nagn, es luredus bja dmsnr%bjt$ +in es
h`unjt ej 5nrfbj bja ;rnjli$ ]n`egedj es stuaena snredus`y bt inr
hbtinr6s rn8unst tidugi ( hnbr jdt td inbrt$ 1usel es rbrn`y tbugit
wetidut bj brgufnjt, tidugi sin es grbledus ej abjln$6
3)rejg +dpien inrn ( wdu`a `ecn td tbcn b `ddc bt inr$6
Bhtnr sdfn fejutns tin sfb`` ger` wbs sidwj td inr fdtinr, jd
hnbr dr rn%nrnjln libjgna tin lie`a6s n?prnssedj$ 1ua sprby adttnainr hbln `ecn hrnlc`ns, brfs bja n`mdws wnrn slrbtlina bja mruesna,
tin ger` `blcna rnstrbejt bja hnfejejety$ B l`dsnr stuay dh hnbturns
rn%nb`na b syffntrelb` hbln, tidugi s`egit`y tdd `djg bja jbrrdw
anlrnbsejg sdfn dh tin pnrhnltedj$ 4nt inr nyns wnrn prntty,
pdssnssejg b iun dh annp m`un bja tielc `usledus abrc mrdwj iber, bt
ties prnsnjt fdfnjt blldffdabtejg b tweg$ 3Ban8ubtn,6 spdcn
Odibjjb$ 34du fby mdti `nb%n bja )bmnt, jd tdys, sin es td mnldfn
b ydujg `bay$ Bt mrnbchbst tdfdrrdw +dpien es td mn l`nbjna,arnssna sfbrt bja td set weti fn$ +dpien we`` ib%n td mn pbejtna bt
sdfn pdejt, et wdu`a mn wesn td gnt inr usna td mnib%ejg wn``$6
39br`y ( wbs pbejtna$$$6
3Bja ad jdt spnbc uj`nss ydu ib%n mnnj spdcnj td,6 inr fdtinr
lbutedjna$
Qin bttnjtedj wbs jdt ujwn`ldfna dj ties jng`nltna ger`$ Bhtnr
`nssdjs, +dpien wdu`a Hdej inr fdtinr mut et ldjhusna inr
ej8uesete%n feja$
Bhtnr sdfn fdjtis dh inr fdtinr6s ejtnrhnrnjlns, +dpien grnw
bjjdyna$ (j b mea td blien%n sdfn rnwbra, +dpien adum`na inr
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nhhdrts td efprnss inr fdtinr, ynt ties dj`y njldurbgna Odibjjb6s
lretelesf bja inr hrenjas sddj gb%n up rn8unstejg inr tefn$
)bmnt6s gnjt`n hbln sfe`na wnbre`y bt inr hrdf tin `ddcejg
g`bss winrn sin wbs mrusiejg +dpien6s iber$
3)bmnt, es 1bfb wn``0 iy ad ( ib%n td spnja sd fuli tefnweti inr06 1banfdesn` n Lbran` ldu`a jdt iean inr suspeledjs bja
cjdwejg +dpien6s lujjejg bme`ety td rnba inr sin fban jd nhhdrt td
ldjlnb` tinsn wdrrens$
3( mn`en%n [rejlnss Odibjjb es `ddcejg td ydur huturn, ( bsc ydu
djln bgbej td pby bttnjtedj td inr bja dmny inr wesins$6 Qin
gd%nrjnss met inr `ep, tin ldjlnrj sin hn`t hdr inr librgn n?lnnana
tidsn hnn`ejgs dh `dyb`ty td inr nfp`dynr$ )bmnt iba wetjnssna
Odibjjb6s ydujg mrdtinr 5ndrgn mnldfejg l`dsn bja hbfe`ebr weti+dpien$ Qin truti dh ies ejtnjtedjs slbrna )bmnt$ eti sdfn
lujjejg dh inr dwj sin wiespnrna td +dpien, 34nt eh ydu wnrn td
tn`` fn wibt ydur fdtinr spnbcs dh, ( ldu`a n?p`bej et mnttnr$6
3( bf sd mdrna ej inr ldfpbjy, sin tb`cs dh jdtiejg bja es
bjgnrna winj ( tn`` inr sd, bppbrnjt`y et es ruan td `ddc
ujejtnrnstna, bja sin dranrs fn td set up strbegit bja td put fy
sidu`anrs mblc bja )bmnt, sin n?pnlts fn td ad tibt b`` aby6
3Ldfn b`djg `nt us jdt cnnp inr wbetejg$6Qiny fban tiner wby tirdugi tin pb`bln ldrreadrs td tin
baHblnjt wejg$ Odibjjb wbs p`blna ej tin sb`dj, bt b mbttnrna d`a
wretejg ansc, pbpnrs bja `nttnrs slbttnrna ej aesbrrby d%nr tin wdrj
hurjeturn$
31babf, ad wn aesrupt06
3Bs ydu lbj snn, )bmnt +dpien, sidu`anrs mblc ;eja sdfn
gdda sumHnlt td dllupy inr, ( fust ldjtejun weti sdfn efpdrtbjt
ldrrnspdjanjln, %nry efpdrtbjt631babf, fby ( bsc, adns ties rngbra [rejlnss +dpien06
3(janna et adns$ &nws iba ldfn hrdf fy mrdtinr mut ( lbjjdt
an`emnrbtn jdw, ( fust wretn hdr ies ejstrultedj$6
31babf p`nbsn, ( fust ejtnr%njn dj +dpien6s mnib`h, sin es hbr
tdd ydujg td tiejc dh fbrrebgn$6
3)n bwby, sidd, ad jdt trdum`n fn weti ydur treh`ns$6
(j b h`urry dh nfdtedj )bmnt turjna sibrp`y weti inr librgn
l`dsn mnsean inr$ 35d mblc td ydur rddf, ( sib`` mn b`djg sddj$6 +in
lbrna `ett`n hdr [rejlnss Odibjjb6s wrbti dr bjy pujesifnjt sin
ldu`a tiejc up$ Bs +dpien6s gd%nrjnss sin wbs dm`egna td lbrn hdr
tin ger`6s wn`hbrn bja sejln ties wbs mnejg tirnbtnjna my snlrnte%n
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fnbjs sin wdu`a jnna td aesl`dsn et$ +in iurrena td [rejln
Lirestebj$
3+er, hdrge%n fy suaanj ejtrusedj, fy %deln we`` spnbc hrdf
fy ldjslenjln bja ( p`nba ydu td lbutedj ydur wehn dj bl8uerejg b
iusmbja hdr +dpien$6 )bmnt m`ustnrna bhtnr lbutedus`y njtnrejg iesdhheln$
3[rdlnna$6 Qin prejln wb%na weti s`dw fd%nfnjt, id`aejg
tegit td ies %n`%nt ldmb`t gdwj bja l`utliejg tin *utinrbj )em`n$
)bmnt prbyna ies butidrety wdu`a mn l`nbr`y brtelu`btna bja dmnyna$
3Qin ujsntt`ejg truti es [rejlnss Odibjjb p`bjs td fbrry ydur
abugitnr td inr mrdtinr 5ndrgn$ ( ib%n wetjnssna aesturmejg
ejl`ejbtedjs td suggnst +dpien6s ujl`n ibs arbwj bj bttblifnjt td
inr bja ( mng hdr ydur ejtnrlnptedj$6 :es nyns weanjna weti tinrn%n`btedj mut %delna jdt b sy``bm`n dh rnprdbli td tin gd%nrjnss$
)bmnt iba mnnj ej tiner snr%eln sejln +dpien wbs he%n bja wbs
tin dj`y wdfbj sin iba tbcnj td$ Lirestebj gb%n b jda dh
ldfprninjsedj bja bgrnna td aesld%nr tin truti dh tin setubtedj,
tidugi in trustna et td mn b fesujanrstbjaejg$
3+nmbstebj,6 [rejln Lirestebj lb``na hdr ies fbjsnr%bjt, wie`n
aesfessejg tin gd%nrjnss, 3( rn8unst fy wehn6s bppnbrbjln$6
Odibjjb nfnrgna ej ies dhheln bhtnr b sidrt tefn bja cjn`tmnhdrn ief, tbcejg ies ibja bja greppejg et tegit`y$ Qidugi in iba
rnld%nrna wn`` hrdf ies e``jnss, ies bltedjs wnrn ste`` s`dw bja
insetbjt$
3!nbrnst, ydu bscna hdr fn06 Odibjjb spdcn wie`n id`aejg ies
ibja$
3Odibjjb tinrn brn b jufmnr dh efpdrtbjt tiejgs wn jnna td
ldj%nrsn dj$6 :n `nt gd dh inr ibja bja fd%na s`dw`y tdwbras ies
murnbu td rntren%n sdfn pbpnrs$ 3B `nttnr lbfn sdfn abys bgd hrdffy mrdtinrK fy ldusej ibs aena wetidut essun bja fy mrdtinr
rn8unsts b Hdejt sd%nrnegjty$6
3n brn td fd%n hrdf +tnttej06
3(janna, td Enrmst mut et sib`` fnbj b rnsegjbtedj hrdf tin
[russebj brfy$6 +drrdw ldu`a mn inbra ej ies %deln$
3Qd b mnttnr n?estnjln, fy anbr$6 Odibjjb bttnfptna td ldfhdrt$
3n we`` ib%n dur dwj prejlepb`ety td ru`n6
3( ad jdt snn et sd$6 :n segina$ 3[ety ibs mnnj tbcnj updj fy
wnbcnjejg mdayK ( lbj jd `djgnr mn b hen`a fbrsib`, b rbjc fy
mday, jnr%ns bja sdu` ib%n njaurna hdr tin idjdur$6
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39?blt`y ur m`dda wbs jdt inbtna hdr mbtt`n mut hdr
ldffbja$6
3Bs ( hnbrna Qin efpdrtbjln dh fy rbjc bja tin nhhdrt bja
abjgnrs ( ib%n n?pnrenjlna brn `dst dj ydur ujanrstbjaejg$6 :n
he?na inr weti b strdjg gb'n mut segina td rnauln ies bjgnr$ 34dufby arnbf dh b huturn mut ( lbj dj`y arnbf dh tin pbst$6
3Qinrn brn ste`` fbjy tiejgs td mn sntt`na bja ydur ej%d`%nfnjt
es nssnjteb` hdr tin ejtnrnsts dh dur hbfe`y$ +dpien es sddj td mn dh
fbrrebgnbm`n bgn bja tidugi et pbejs fn, sin `blcs n%nry 8ub`ety
djn wdu`a jnna td sullnna$6
31y bjgn`$6 :n sfe`na wie`n tiejcejg dh ies abugitnr$ 3+in ibs
8ub`etens sdfn wdu`a jdt rnldgje'n bja bpprnlebtn$6
3Lirestebj, ( we`` tbcn +dpien weti fn td )rujswelc td !ulinss9`e'bmnti +dpien 1brenK inr wesn ldjanslnjsedj we`` mnjnhet inr
grnbt`y bs et djln aea fn$6
B fdfnjtbry strbej lbusna b pbusn dh rnh`nltedj hrdf
Lirestebj, in iba mnnj ujsurn winj fbrrebgn wbs hdrlna updj ief$
Qin mrean wbs mut b lie`a, spde`t, ejsnjsete%n bja ujibppy$ Qidugi
in iba bttnfptna, fbjy tefns, td naulbtn inr mnydja tin herst
iufbj ejstejlt dh sn`hesi jnna, sin iba dj`y grdwj td rnsnjt et bja
anserna td `nb%n ies ldfpbjy$ 31y anbr ydur anaelbtedj td durlie`arnj adns ydu lrnaet, ynt pnribps +dpien wdu`a mn mnttnr td stby
inrn weti inr hrenjas$6
3!br`ejg, tin prejlnss es branjt`y wbetejg dur brre%b` bja wie`n
wn stby bt ldurt tin fd%n td Enrmst we`` mn bj nbsenr prdlnss$6
3Odibjjb, tin ldjslenjtedus nhhdrt td prd%ean dur abugitnr weti
b ibppy huturn es djn ( fuli njldurbgnK jdjntin`nss +dpien adns
pdssnss fbjy gdda 8ub`etens bja tinsn librfejg lie`aesi
librbltnrestels ldu`a mn fesldjstruna$63ibt es tin segjehelbjln dh tinsn wdras06
3( we`` jn%nr b``dw +dpien td fbrry 5ndrgnK et wdu`a jdt rnst
ldjtnjt`y dj fy sdu`$6
35ndrgn 1y anbr ( ib%n jd ejtnjtedj dh +dpien fbrryejg fy
mrdtinr$6
31banfdesn``n Lbran` spdcn dh sdfn ldjlnrj d%nr ies
mnib%edur tdwbras dur abugitnr$6
31y mrdtinr6s mnib%edur iba mnnj jdtiejg mut idjdurbm`n, (
we`` jdt td`nrbtn aes`dyb`ty$ :dw abrn )bmnt trdum`n ydu weti suli
treh`ejg essuns06
3+in sidws ldjlnrj hdr +dpien, wn lbjjdt pujesi inr hdr tibt$6
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3+in es jng`nlthu` dh dur abugitnr$ )nhdrn fy gueabjln (
wetjnssna +dpien ibjgejg upsean adwj hrdf b trnn bja
ldffujelbtejg weti strnnt lie`arnj Qin trust ibs `djg mnnj
mrdcnj$ ( we`` tbcn +dpien td )rujswelc bja )bmnt es jdt td
blldfpbjy us$ +in lbj bssest ydu weti tin mbmy hdr rn`dlbtedj$63+dpien fust ldjtejun weti inr an%dut stuaens, ( hnbr eh sin
jng`nlts inr *utinrbj rnbaejg hdr ldrruptejg bfusnfnjts bja
aestrbltedjs dh tin ldurt, et fby ad ujtd`a abfbgn$6
3!d ydu tiejc fn ejlbpbm`n dh gueaejg dur abugitnr td b 5da`y
n?estnjln06
3(janna jdt,6 in urgna mut Odibjjb wbs b`rnbay anpbrtejg$ Bs
sin iba grdwj ejtd wdfbjidda inr jbturn mnlbfn hdrlnhu`,
rnsestejg n%nry wdra dh ies gdda ldujle`, tiner ejtnr%enw wbs bt bjnja$
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\b#$%bf [b#bln
Qin ldujtry rntrnbt dh tin
Auliy dh Mrujswelc
Qin lbrrebgn truja`na b`djg tin ary nbrti, inbaejg tdwbras tin
inltel abe`y `ehn dh tin %e``bgn bja tidsn wid awn``na ej et dj bj
bhtnrjddj$ Qin brdfb dh spelna mrnba bja mnnr `ejgnrna updj tin
nbrti, slnjtejg tin ber weti ets ldjstbjt lrnbtedj$Bs tiner lbrrebgn trb%n` na tirdugi tin dpnj gbtns, Odibjjb
gb%n b gbsp dh p`nbsurn bs tiny lbfn ejtd b grbja ldurtybra$
ejadws `ejna tin lrnbf stdjn wb``s, tin `dwnr djns mnejg tb`` bja
brlina bt tin tdp, +dpien tidugit tin pb`bln pdssnssna b`` tin
librbltnrestels dh b jdm`n rnseanjln$
Qin bppnbrbjln dh tin lbrrebgn mrdugit b ibsty rnspdjsn hrdf
tin snr%bjts, nbli djn jnbt`y btterna ej mregit `e%nry bja iegi
stdlcejgs$ 3B fbgjehelnjt slnjn, es et jdt06 Odibjjb n?l`befna$3(janna, 1bfb,6 bgrnna +dpien$
3+uli bj n?estnjln es bttbejbm`n, eh ydur mnbrejg bja anfnbjdur
es ldrrnlt$$$ +dpien wie`n ydu rnsean bt ldurtK bssnfm`n ej ydur
feja bj ejsegithu` dmsnr%btedj dj ldjault$ )bmnt es jdt inrn td
guean ydu ties tefn, sd hd` dw hdrf$ !d jdt %d`ujtnnr ydur
tidugits, ad jdt spnbc uj`nss spdcnj td, ad jdt fdbj dr anfbja
bttnjtedj$ Bs tinsn fdjtis pbss, ( ansern ydu td snn snjseme`ety bs bj
ejstrufnjt dh blldfp`esifnjt, wieli we`` ej%etn ydu td tin ieginstdh p`blns$6
3inrn brn tinsn p`blns06
3i, p`blns winrn djn lbj mn baferna, rnspnltna, %b`una bja
nj%ena$ !bys brn he``na weti dpnrbs bja ldjlnrts, wie`n tin
n%njejgs ib%n mb``s bja gbfm`ejg$ Qin njtnrtbejfnjt es ldjtejudus
bja wn jnna jdt tiejc td bfusn dursn`%ns (t es b`` prnsnjtna mnhdrn
ydu$6
+in p`blna inr brf dut dh tin lbrrebgn wie`n b snr%bjt beana inranslnjt$ +dpien hd` dwna, nfu`btejg nbli stnp bja gnsturn inr
fdtinr iba fban, lbusejg Odibjjb td hnn` b snjsn dh prean ej inr
abugitnr jn%nr mnhdrn n?pnrenjlna$
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Odibjjb ibste`y prdlnnana tirdugi tin ib``s bja gb``nrensK sin
rnldgjesna tin ldfpdsetedj njtnrtbejejg tin fbjy `estnjnrs bja
n?letna`y iurrena inrsn`h bja +dpien tdwbras tin fusel rddf$
Qidugi +dpien in`a mblc, winj %enwejg b pbssejg g`efpsn dh tin`emrbry bja sin we``na inrsn`h td mn ej tin ldfpbjy dh prejt rbtinr
tibj sduja$
3Bi, )bli, inbr tin fusel, +dpien0 ur nbrs we`` rnlne%n tin
hejnst jdtns$6 Odibjjb iurrena djwbras, grbmmejg +dpien6s ibja bja
stdppejg mnhdrn tin adum`n wietn addrs, nagna weti gd`a bja
gubrana my sfbrt `e%nry fnj wid stdda prnpbrna td tirdw tinf
dpnj td inr$
)nhdrn inr nyns tin ldurt bja ets njtnrtbejnrs wnrn ejbttnjabjln$ Qin inbt dh fusel he``na inr snjsns bja sin sdbrna ej
bpprnlebtedj, sin iba bwbcnjna hrdf tin s`ufmnrs dh +tnttej$
+dpien sddj mnlbfn ternaK tin n`ngbjt, `djg mnwetliejg jdtns
ldu`a jdt id`a inr bttnjtedj `ecn et aea inr fdtinr bja sin stbrna
brduja tin rddf `ddcejg hdr sdfn aestrbltedj$
Bs inr nyns g`eana d%nr tin hblns dh tidsn settejg l`dsn td inr,
sin sbw inr ujl`n b`sd `ddcejg bwby hrdf tin drlinstrb bja
tdwbras inr$ :n sfe`na, lbusejg b s`egit inbt td rnbli +dpien6slinncs bja tin ld`durejg lbusna ief grnbt sbteshbltedj$
5ndrgn *uaweg wbs m`un nyna bja hberna iberna, ies s`y sfe`n
in`a b `ddc dh bj ejjnr snlrnt$ :es feja wbs p`nbsbjt`y njgbgna
djln ies jenln iba brre%na$ :n jdtna inr `djg abrc iber bfdjg b
rddf hu`` dh wegs, bja inr wbrf, luredus fbjjnr, lurrnjt`y befna
tdwbras ief, dj`y inegitnjejg ies ejtnrnst$
31bfb, fby ( grnnt fy ujl`n06 +dpien wiespnrna$
3+ddj,6 rnp`ena Odibjjb ej b rbpea iess$Qin annp rnspdjsn dh strejgs bja cnys pbejna +dpien annp`yK
sin ynbrjna td mn bwby hrdf tin pd`etn njaurbjln dh n%nrydjn n`sn
bja idpna inr ujl`n wdu`a blldfpbjy inr$ +in stbrna bt ief ej
bjtelepbtedj dh ies rnbltedj mut in rnspdjana dj`y mrenh`y td inr
g`bjln bja rnturjna ies bttnjtedj td tin hejb` brrbjgnfnjt dh fusel$
Ldhhnn wbs snr%na bhtnr tin pnrhdrfbjlnK +dpien anl ejna,
prnhnrrejg tin ldd` mnnr td sbteshy inr tierst$ +in iba mnnj rn`ultbjt
td `dsn segit dh inr ujl`n mut djln tin fusel iba njana sin hn`t
bhrbea td bpprdbli ief$ +in `ejgnrna jnbr td ief, bmsdrmejg ies
fbslu`ejn burb bja tin `baens bppbrnjt n?letnfnjt td ies fe`etbry
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ujehdrf$ Qies hurtinrna inr dwj ansern td mn snnj spnbcejg weti
ief mut in jdw bppnbrna ujejtnrnstna my inr bttnjtedj$
+`egit`y bmbsina, +dpien rntrnbtna td tin `emrbry, Odibjjb wbs
jdw hu``y aestrbltna bja +dpien rnturjna td tin p`bln sin wbs
ibppenst$Qin jnbt sin`%ns wnrn stblcna iegi weti `nbtinr mduja mddcs
bja gd`a tet`ns$ 9bli djn njgbgna inr feja bja mrdugit nj%edus
tidugits dh tidsn wid cjnw tin cjdw`nagn tibt `by wetiej tinf$
3Qd rnba es td nslbpn tin tutdr6s we`` bja td rnbsdj wetidut tin
%deln dh aessnjt$ !d ydu wesi td gbej bj ejanpnjanjt feja, jenln06
5ndrgn swbggnrna tirdugi tin `emrbry, lbrnhu` td cnnp b sfe`n updj
ies `eps bja ies nyns `dw updj inr$
31y stuaens brn aernltna my fy gd%nrjnss mut sin ibs b`wbysnjldurbgna fn td n?pnrenjln `ehn hdr fysn`h, rngbra`nss dh idw
dtinrs pnrlne%n et$6
3Qinrn brn fbjy gdda tiejgs td n?pnrenjln bja fdrn
ejtnrnstejg tiejgs tibt jdt n%nj b mddc lbj anslremn$6 :n sbt l`dsn td
inr, p`blejg ies ibja bt tin mblc dh inr jnlc bja lbrnssejg inr
gnjt`y$ 3!d ydu njHdy `nbrjejg06
3(h tin sumHnlt njgbgns fy ejtnrnst$ 1y tutdr !dltdr bgjnr
dhtnj ldfp`bejs dh fy aestrbltna feja bja winj ( pbrtelepbtn mybscejg 8unstedjs, in ejhdrfs fn tiny brn tin wrdjg djns$6
3janr fy tutdrbgn ( sib`` jng`nlt `ett`n, ydu sib`` mn ejhdrfna
dh n%nrytiejg$6 :n sfe`na ldd``y, bs ies nyns abrcnjna$ 3;dr jdw (
fust rnturj td tin arbwejg-rddf mut pnribps tdfdrrdw wn we``
rnba tdgntinr, bs wn usna td ad06
+dpien bgrnna we``ejg`y, sin ste`` rntbejna hdja fnfdrens dh
5ndrgn rnletejg pdnfs bja telc`ejg inr$ Qidugi )bmnt iba sidwj
aesp`nbsurn, +dpien iba njHdyna n%nry fdfnjt spnjt ej iesldfpbjy bja `djgna td ad sd bgbej$
Qin n%njejg lbja`ns wnrn `et bs abrcjnss s`dw`y lrnpt ejtd tin %bst
ib`` dh )rujswelc6s n`ngbjt arbwejg rddf$ Mbrjesi hrdf lbj%bssns
rnh`nltna tin g`dwejg wbrfti dh tin `egit bs ejae%eaub`s
prdfnjbana bfdjg nbli dtinr ej reli`y btterna ldstufn$
Odibjjb bja +dpien Hdejna tin brrby dh aegjetbrens$ Qiner
arnssns wnrn mdrrdwna hrdf tin aulinss mut Odibjjb e``ustrbtna
`ett n dh tin sibfn sin hn`t hdr sin iba pnrhnltna tin `ddc dh
ejaehhnrnjln$
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+te`` et aea jdt stdp dtinr pndp`n ldffnjtejg updj inr$ 3i, (
sd baferna tibt gdwj dj tin !ulinss 9`e'bmnti, jn%nrtin`nss tin
ld`dur ldfp`efnjts ydur ldfp`n?edj, [rejlnss,6 spdcn djn wdfbj
wid hn`t ej jnna dh %ejaelbtejg inr dwj `dw stbtus my pum`el`y
ejsu`tejg Odibjjb6s pd%nrty$3)nejg rdyb` adns ib%n ets ba%bjtbgns, ynt eh ( wnrn fbrrena td
b fnrlibjt, ( wdu`a snnc td arnss ej b`` tin `bln djn ldu`a heja, sd
bs td aesguesn fy trun dregejs$ Qibjchu``y fy m`dda gubrbjtnns tin
hejnst `bln wetidut mbrtnrejg,6 Odibjjb rntb`ebtna$
Odibjjb aea jdt stdp td blcjdw`nagn tin wdfbj6s prean mnejg
sibttnrna hdr sin ldu`a inbr tin tb`c dh 9urdpn mnejg nlidna blrdss
tin rddf weti ldjlnrjna %delns$ (t wbs jdt dj`y ]usseb wid iba b
jnw ru`nr, mdti Bustreb bja [russeb iba iba b libjgn bja weti et bjnna td nstbm`esi tinfsn`%ns dj tiner tirdjns$ Qin jnw [russebj
cejg iba gdjn td wbr weti Bustreb bja ej adejg sd iba sibttnrna tin
ldjtnjtna pnbln$
1breb Qinrnsb iba ldfn td tin Bustrebj :bpsmurg tirdjn
`blcejg djn jnlnssbry 8ub`ety, td mn fb`n$ Qidugi Bustreb wbs
inrs, tin :d`y ]dfbj 9fpern dh inr hbtinr6s iba td mn pbssna td b
fb`n iner$ Qies wbs jn%nr blien%na, bja pdwnr wbs mnejg aesputna
wetiej inr tnrretdrens$ Libr`ns B`mnrt dh )b%breb iba fbrrena ejtdtin :bpsmurg ayjbsty bja iba hdrwbrana ies l`bef td sullnna inr
hbtinr$
1breb Qinrnsb prnssna inr suppdrt hdr inr iusmbjaK
ujhdrtujbtn`y jd djn n`sn aea bja sd Libr`ns B`mnrt suppdrtna my
;rbjln bja [russeb, mnlbfn tin jnw (fpnreb` ru`nr$
4nt bhtnr b hnw fdjtis Aejg ;rnarelc dh [russeb n?p`detna tin
wnbcnjna 1breb Qinrnsb my dhhnrejg inr b trnbty dh pnbln ej wieli
in cnpt ies ldj8unst dh inr tnrretdry, +e nseb$ +in bgrnna mutrnfbejna annp`y bggren%na my Libr`ns B`mnrt6s trnblinry bja sd
fbrlina inr brfy ejtd )b%breb bja iba ief n?e`na hrdf ies dwj
`bjas$ )retbej tddc up brfs ej suppdrt dh inr, hnbrejg ;rbjln wdu`a
tbcn ties dppdrtujety td anl`brn wbr ej Libr`ns B`mnrt6s jbfn bja
wie`n tiner brfy fbrlina brduja 9urdpn, tiny wdu`a bttnfpt td
wduja tin )retesi my ej%baejg Aejg 5ndrgn6s :bjd%nr$ 4nt tin
;rnjli wnrn hurtinr bjgnrna my tiner `djg stbjaejg b``y, [russeb bja
ies pnbln weti Bustreb$ 9urdpn wbs l`dsn td b fbHdr aesputn bja sd
fuli rnstna updj b``ebjlns bja hbfe`y$ &d djn cjnw ties mnttnr
tibj OdibjjbK tin ujhdrtujbtn setubtedj dh 9urdpn mnjnhetna inr
prdspnlts grnbt`y$
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3Bustrebj prean sib`` jdt mn bmbjadjna hdr pnbln,6 spdcn !ucn
Abr` dh )rujswelc mnhdrn `dsejg ies tidugits ej tin hejn mnbuty dh
ies gbranjs, ejaehhnrnjt td tin wbr bja ies mrdtinr-ej-`bw6s
buabledus ldj8unrejg dh +e`nseb$
31y mrdtinr pdssnssns b`` tin sce`` bja ejtn``nlt dur hbtinr iba$Bustreb sib`` `nbrj wn brn herst 5nrfbjK jnetinr dur m`dda jdr dur
`bjas sib`` mn ujehdrf hdr tin :bpsmurg6s mnjnhets,6 tin !ulinss
[ie`eppejn Libr`dttn ldjtejuna dj hrdf inr iusmbja$
3B mrnbc mntwnnj tin jdrti prejlepb`etens bja Bustreb we`` dj`y
snr%n td mnjnhet tin ;rnjli$ )retbej ibs sidwj inr suppdrt hdr
Bustreb bja ]usseb bja we`` fdst `ecn`y bea bjydjn wid tirnbtnjs
+wnanj dr tin Qurcs$ &d adumt Aejg *dues we`` dm`egn$6
3i )retbej lbj mn pnrsubana, :bjd%nr es l`dsnr td [russeb tibjtd Bustreb bja tinrnhdrn sin we`` snnc ;rnarelc6s in`p,6 %delna
bjdtinr fbj, wid wepna bwby sdfn swnbt weti b hre``y s`nn%n$
3Bi mut tin fegit dh [russeb es jdt sd grnbt bgbejst tin fegit dh
Bustreb bja et es tin ;rnjli tibt prd%dcn tinsn jegitfbrns tin
)retesi hnbr sd fuli, tiner dj`y idpn es td ba%bjln tiner nfpern$6 B
rdbr dh `bugitnr inbtna tin rddf$
3j`ecn`y hrdf b ldujtry wid mn`en%ns tiner `ulc rn`ens dj tin
wnbtinr$63;rnarelc wdu`a ib%n adjn mnttnr td stby weti tin ;rnjliK ties
trnbty hdr +e`nseb prd%eans tefn hdr Bustreb td rn-nstbm`esi fe`etbry
strnjgti,6 tin !ucn6s mrdtinr ;rbjles put ejK mnejg ej tin [russebj
brfy in wbs nbgnr td sidw tiner fe`etbry lbpbme`etens$
3Qinsn tbltelb` b``ebjlns brn grdwejg ternsdfn, ge%n us b mbtt`n
bja wn sib`` wej,6 spdcn 5ndrgn, cjdwejg `ett`n dh tin setubtedj mut
ldjheanjt dh tin brfy in snr%na$
3(h [russeb wesins td mnldfn fdrn pdwnrhu` tiny jnna bj b``ytiny lbj anpnja dj, ]usseb wdu`a mn b gdda ldfprdfesn, bs tin
trust ibs mnnj mrdcnj mdti weti ;rbjln bja Bustreb$6
3+te`` ]usseb ibs jdt fuli dh b %deln winj anb`ejg weti tinsn
aesputns, iba ]ngnjt Bjjb fbejtbejna tin tirdjn, 1breb Qinrnsn
wdu`a ibra`y ib%n sjnn'na6
3n`` [ntnr tin 5rnbt6s abugitnr ibs sullnnana bja eh sin es
bjytiejg `ecn inr hbtinr, ]usseb6s %deln sib`` sddj mn inbra$6
3(t es b ibppy libjln tibt 9fprnss 9`e'bmnti ibs rn8unstna inr
jnpinw td mnldfn inr iner bja bs wn sib`` snn [ntnr es 5nrfbj
tirdugi bja tirdugi$ ( fnt tin ydujg `ba jdt `djg bgd bja in
pdssnssna n%nry gdda 5nrfbj 8ub`ety$6
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+dpien `estnjna ejtnjsn`yK sin ldu`a rnfnfmnr inr ldusej
[ntnr, scejjy bja 8uent weti h`dppy m`dja iber$ :n snnfna `djn`y
bja sfb`` mnsean ies tutdrs bja gubras, sd fuli rnstna dj ies sfb``
sidu`anrs$ :n wbs td ru`n ]usseb bja ynt ste`` fbejtbej `dyb`tens td
ies hbtinr6s `bjas$ B`` dh b suaanj sin hn`t ldfpn``na td mnhrenjaief bja idpna bj dppdrtujety wdu`a bresn hdr inr td ad sd, ties
pddr mdy jnnana sdfn gueabjln$
3n`` eh [russeb anserns grnbtnr relins, ;rnarelc jnnas td heja
iefsn`h bj b``y bja hbst$ 1brc fy wdras, Bustreb we`` fbrli hdr
[russebj m`dda$6
Bhtnr tin jegit dh rn%n`btedj Odibjjb6s feja iba b jnw n?pnrenjln,
tin nfp`dyfnjt dh usnhu` tidugit mnydja inr dwj wdrrens$ +inpdjanrna tin fd%ejg brfens bja tidugit inrsn`h b %b`ubm`n
ba%bjtbgn td [russeb$ (h sin iba tin nbr dh tin 9fprnss dh ]usseb
sin ldu`a pnrsuban inr td turj bgbejst Bustreb bja bea tin ;rnjli$
)y adejg sd, pnribps, n%nj wbr ldu`a mn b%nrtna bja my inr
jngdtebtejg sce `s Odibjjb6s `bugi wbs g`nnhu`, tin rnspnlt bja
rnldgjetedj wdu`a wn`ldfn inr jdt dj`y td tin tbm`ns dh )nr`ej mut
Mnrsbe``ns :nr inba wbs spejjejg bt tin efbgejna idjdur$
:ba sin mnnj njldurbgna td %deln inr tidugits, fbjy wdu`ajdt adumt inr sce` s bt rnldgjesejg tin sd`utedjs td 9urdpn6s
dllurrejg prdm`nfs$ Bja et lbfn weti sdfn sbteshbltedj `btnr wie`n
njtnrtbejejg tinsn eanbs td sdfn `baens dh tin ldurt 2wie`n tiny
sldhhna bja sjeggnrna
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tin "f!rnss wbs cnnj td `ddc u!dj tin swnnt lie`a's hbln bja sd #
dm`egna. # mn`envn tin brtest lbugit wn`` \d!ien's sdht tnf!nrbfnjt
bja nbsy jbturn ynt !nrib!s bjdtinr !drtrbet sidu`a mn !rnsnjtna.
Qin "f!rnss es fdst cnnj td bl$ubejt inrsn h weti \d!ien's
`ecnjnss, bs # ibvn s!dcnj sd dhtnj dh fy jenln bja inr `dvn bjasbajnss bt `dsejg inr ldusej.
(nr #f!nreb` )b*nsty, tin "f!rnss ibs mnnj fdst gnjnrdus
bja # `nbvn [ntnr ej jurturejg ibjas. (nr gueabjln es b m`nssejg td
bjy lie`a `ulcy njdugi td rnlnevn et. Djln bgbej fy feja turjs td
\d!ien bja tin mnjnhets sin wdu`a bttbej eh sin cjnw suli b
mre` ebjt !nrsdj. #t es ujhdrtujbtn et es jdt td mn, mut dur ydujg `bay
we`` bt `nbst ibvn bj nln``njt rd`n fdan` td guean inr ej `ehn,
tidugi hrdf b aestbjln. # mea ydu baenu bs # rnturj td "utej.+renareli, Mesid! dh -mnlc.
Qin tnfptbtedj td effnaebtn`y rn%nb` tin ldjtnjts dh tin `nttnr wbs
bj nhhdrt jdt td ejau`gn ej$ 4nt bs Odibjjb njtnrna tin mb``rddf tibt
n%njejg, b ldy sfe`n p`byna dj inr `eps, sin jdtelna tin ej8uesete%n
g`bjlns bja pndp`n gbtinrejg l`dsnr td inr$ Bs sin jngdtebtna
brduja tin rddf, lrbffna weti `baens bja tiner %e%ea ld`durna
gdwjs, sin rnldgjesna tin ejtnrnst inr `nttnr iba lrnbtna bja tinfdfnjt mnlbfn n%nj fdrn rn`esiejg td prd`djg$
Odibjjb tddc inr abugitnr6s ibja bja Hdejna inr mrdtinr
5ndrgn bja !ucn Abr`6s mrdtinr, ;rbjles, mdti arnssna ej tiner
jb%y m`un [russebj ujehdrfs$
3[rejlnss +dpien, wdu`a ydu abjln tdjegit06 ;rbjles bscna bja
+dpien rnspdjana weti b g`nnhu` sfe`n ej bllnptbjln, `nb%ejg inr
fdtinr bja ujl`n td spnbc$
3!nbr mrdtinr, idw ( rngrnt dur `blc dh ldffujelbtedj sejln (ib%n mnnj inrn mut djn lbjjdt egjdrn tin ldfp`efnjts fy pnrsdj
snnfs td njteln$6
3+estnr, ( ib%n spnjt fbjy b p`nbsbjt idur weti +dpien, ydur
bmsnjln ibs jdt mnnj tdd lrun``y hn`t$ Qidugi ejhdrf fn dj tinsn
rufdurs, b`` brn ej annp suspnjsn bs td tin ldjtnjts dh ydur `nttnr,
bppbrnjt`y et wbs snjt hrdf ]usseb$6
35ndrgn,6 Odibjjb iessna, 3et es ste`` ujl`nbr eh tin ldej we`` `bja
dj dur sean, idwn%nr tiejgs brn `ddcejg njldurbgejg$6
3( bf bt b `dst0 ibt es annfna njldurbgejg06
3+dpien6s fbrrebgn,6 Odibjjb mrnbtina$ 3+in abjlns wn``, adns
sin jdt0 ( snn fdrn dh fysn`h ej inr n%nry aby$6
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3Brn ydu sd we``ejg td pbrt hrdf ydur abugitnr0 Qd meja inr td
b lu`turn, rn`egedj bja iusmbja wid``y strbjgn bja wibt eh tin
]ussebjs sidu`a jdt tbcn td +dpien0 Qin abjgnrs brn tdd grnbtK sin
es hbr tdd ydujg td sur%e%n tin ieaanj nte8unttn dh ldurt `ehn$6
3ibt lbj mn adjn0 Qin 9fprnss ibs tbcnj cnnj ejtnrnst ejinr$6
31brrebgn wdu`a mn tin dj`y bjswnr,6 in mrnbtina, erretbtna$
3)ut ydu sbea$$$6
3&dt td [ntnr, td fn$6
35ndrgn, pnribps ydu spnbc ej ibstn$$$6
3du`a ydu anjy fn fy lideln dh mrean0 1y pdsetedj ej tin
[russebj brfy es b gdda djn bja et ibs b`wbys prd%eana njdugi hdr
ydur hbfe`y,6 in stbtna, rnhnrrejg td inr iusmbja, [rejln Lirestebj6s,`djg fe`etbry snr%eln$ 3j`nss ydu lbrn jdtiejg hdr ydur abugitnr
bja aespbtli inr td b ld`a, aestbjt, `djn`y anbti$ 4nt ( spnbc binba
dh tefn, herst tin 9fprnss ibs td bgrnn td +dpien bja eh jdt, dur
hbfe`y sib`` mn iufe`ebtna bja fdlcna$6
Odibjjb hn`t b lie`` ldd`ejg inr m`dda$ 3( we`` ldjseanr ydur
wdras weti lbrn,6 sin prdfesna$
B jegit dh annp tiejcejg mrdugit bmdut b fdrjejg dh l`nbraernltedj$ +dpien wbs dh fbrrebgnbm`n bgn bja 5ndrgn wdu`a jdt
an`by, in wdu`a prdpdsn td inr$ Odibjjb wdu`a tbcn sdfn hurtinr
pnrsubaejg mut djln in rnfejana inr dh tin ujlnrtbejty dh +dpien6s
]ussebj njgbgnfnjt, inr dpejedj wdu`a libjgn$ +in iba `nt inr
efbgejbte%n an`usedjs ldj%ejln inr dh tin efpdssem`n$ +dpien wbs
p`bej, scejjy bja prdjn td mdrnadf$ :nr ejtn``nlt wbs `blcejgK sin
pdssnssna jd sibrp dmsnr%btedjs dr rnpbrtnn$ +in wbs b sn`h-
ejau`gnjt librbltnr, wieli wdu`a mn ldj8unrna, eh bl8ubejtna wetib adfejbjt rngefn$ 4ns sin ldu`a mn fdu`ana ejtd b suetbm`n wehn
hdr b fbj dh ies stbjaejg mut jdt dh b huturn nfpnrdr$
:n sfe`na td iefsn`h cjdwejg tibt in wdu`a mn sb%ejg tiner
hbfe y tin iufe ebtedj dh pum el rnHnltedj bja reaelu`n d%nr
ldjlnetna bfmetedj$ Qin fdst prdfesejg sd`utedj, aea jdt dj`y
mnjnhet iefK Odibjjb iba ujadumtna`y mnldfn bttblina td +dpien,
et wdu`a mn iurthu` td snja inr tdd hbr bwby$
jbwbrn dh tin ae`nffb mnejg lrnbtna, +dpien sbt stbrejg dut dh
tin wejadw$ +in wbjtna td p`by dr ruj dr bjytiejg td nslbpn tin
rnterejg mdrnadf sin wbs hnn`ejg, trbppna ej ties steh`ejg ldurt$ +in
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sprbw`na inrsn`h djtd tin sdhb rnfejaejg inrsn`h dh )bmnt6s
aeslep`ejbry wdras$ eti b gegg`n sin sprbw`na hurtinrK mnejg b`djn
fnbjt sin ldu`a mn aesdmnaenjt$ +ddj inr `bugitnr wbs Hdejna my b
annpnr %deln$ ;ejaejg inr lie`aesi ferti ejhnltedus, 5ndrgn `bugina
b`djg weti inr$ 3Ldjtejun `ett`n djn, ( we`` jdt sld`a ydu$6 +instrbegitnjna inrsn`h upregit bja gb%n b lurtsny mnhdrn settejg bgbej$
3( mng ydur pbradj, ujl`n, ( we`` jdt fesmnib%n$6
3i, swnnt jenln, et es jbturb` tibt ydutihu` njnrgy fust mn
n?prnssna$ ( bf fysn`h fnrn`y twnjty-hdur bja ste`` ib%n suli
surgns dh ujldjtrd``bm`n n?letnfnjt$ ( tdd jnna dut`nts td n?tejguesi
fy n?umnrbjln$6 :n tddc inr ibja bja cessna et weti %egdur b`djg
inr wrest, tin `njgti dh inr brf, updj inr jnlc bja hejb``y inr
linnc$ 3Ldurt `ehn es he``na weti fdjdtdjy, jdt suetbm`n hdr tinydujg wid wesi td n?p`drn$6 :nr nyns weanjna weti n?letnfnjt$
34ns tibt es wibt ( wbjt, td n?p`drn$6
3Qinj ydu fust ldfn td stby weti fn, wn we`` sibrn b`` tin
an`egits ties wdr`a ibs td dhhnr$6
31bfb we`` jdt ldjsnjtK ( fust gd winrn sin mnlcdjs$6
3:dw %nry aesbppdejtejg hdr us mdti, idwn%nr tinrn es b wby ej
wieli ydu ldu`a fbcn ydur dwj anlesedjs$ (t fnbjs fn ldjhnssejg
tin %nry anpti dh fy inbrt$ (h ( cjnw fy idpns wnrn wn`ldfn, (wdu`a rn%nb` b``$6
+dpien stbrna dpnj`y, ldj%nyejg b 8unstedjejg fbjjnr, lbusejg
5ndrgn td ldjhnss ies p`bj sd bs jdt td hurtinr inr ldjhusedj$ 3(
ansern ydur ibja ej fbrrebgn$ !d jdt ge%n ydur bjswnr ynt$ 1y
bafessedj fby ldfn bs b sidlc td ydu mut ( ib%n baferna ydu hdr
8uetn sdfn tefn$ (h ydu wnrn td bgrnn td fy rn8unst ydu we`` ib%n
b`` tin rnspnltbme`ety dh ydur tet`n bja jdjn dh tin rnspdjseme`ety$ (
hnbr hdr ydu, +dpien$ 4du sidu`a mn surrdujana my dj`y tin fdstp`nbsejg tiejgs ej `ehn, tin prnttenst gbrfnjts bja tin fdst
sufptudus dh rddfs, wetidut tin jnna td njgbgn ej bjy inb%y
ldjtnfp`btedj$ ( lbj prd%ean ydu weti ties, `ehn weti fn wdu`a mn
sd fuli fdrn njHdybm`n$6 Qinsn `ens hn`` sd nbse`y hrdf ies `eps bs b
ger` dh hdurtnnj wdu`a jdt tiejc td 8unry ies pdsetedj ej `ehn$
3jl`n, wibt rnspdjseme`ety ad ydu rnhnr td06 5ndrgn rummna tin
mblc dh ies jnlc$
3+dpien tinrn es jd dtinr prdpdsb` mut fejn$ Ldurtsiep es he``na
weti ieaanj ldfp`efnjts, fnbjejg djn tiejg mut efp`yejg bjdtinr$
ibt ( ejhnr es tibt tidugi ( snn ydur fbjy 8ub`etens, et es uj`ecn`y
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bjydjn n`sn wdu`a$6 :n ldjherfna tin `ett`n ger`6s wdrst
prnfdjetedjs, sin wbs p`bej$
3jl`n ( ib%n jd dmHnltedj td ydur prdpdsb`, weti fy pbrnjts6
ldjsnjt ( sib`` fbrry ydu$6
3!n`egithu`$6 :n l`bppna ies ibjas tinj bmrupt`y turjna updj+dpien bja prnssna fbjy cessns djtd inr `eps$
Bs 5ndrgn mea +dpien hbrnwn`` tin fdrjejg bhtnr tin prdpdsb`, sin
b`rnbay rngrnttna inr bjswnr$ +in n?pnltna fdrn hrdf inr huturn
bja inr fdda iba jdt efprd%na my tin n%njejg$ +dfmrn`y sin
Hdejna inr fdtinr hdr tin n%njejg6s njtnrtbejfnjts$
Odibjjb pbttna inr abugitnr6s sidu`anr, jdt jdtelejg +dpien6s
fn`bjlid`y tdjn$ 3Qinrn es b wesn wdfbj, sin we`` tn`` us durhuturns$6 Odibjjb b%deana dtinrs bs sin mrdugit inr abugitnr n%nr
l`dsnr td tin psyliel$
B sfb`` lrdwa iba gbtinrna brduja tin sfb`` wdfbj, arnssna
ej b abrc gdwj bja inr hbln ld%nrna my b fnsi dh m`blc fus`ej$
+dpien ldu`a hnn` inr jnr%ns trnfm`ejg ejsean, ynt inr luredsety
wdu`a jdt bmbtn$ +in wetjnssna fnj bja wdfnj `bugiejg bt tin
rnbaejgs bs eh ujpnrturmna my tin hdrnlbsts$ Qin pu`` dh fystel
surrdujaejg ties wdfbj mrdugit +dpien td tin %nry nagn dh tinwesn wdfbj6s tbm`n$
3Bi$$$ `ett`n djn,6 tin wesn djn wiejna$ 3n`` ge%n fn ydur
ibja eh ydu ansern td cjdw ydur huturn$6
+dpien p`blna inr ibja ej tin wdfbj6s bja turjna et td rn%nb`
inr pb`f$ 31ff$$$ bj ejtnrnstejg pbti, ydu we`` wb`c$6 :nr %deln
in`a b wbrfti bs sin spdcn inr cjdw`nagn$ 34du ib%n ldurbgn bja
brn md`a, pnribps ydu brn fdrn ruti`nss,6 sin anleana$ 3i suli b
h`nsiy ibja 4du sib`` mn b wdfbj dh grnbt anserns$6 +in gb%n b`bugi, rdbrejg bja feslien%dus$ 3*ett`n lbj mn adjn td tnfpnr ties
ansern, tidugi sdfn fby snn et bs ydur wnbcjnss, et sib`` mn ydur
strnjgti$6
3ibt dh fy huturn06 +dpien ejtnrruptna$
3(fpbtenjt `ett`n djn, mn ldjtnjt, bs et we`` mn b `djg wbet ujte`
ydu blien%n tin sce``s td strecn$ &dw `nt fn rnbaK ( lbj snn tirnn
lrdwjs updj ydur pb`f$ jn ibs grnbtnr pdwnrK tin adfejbjt
lrdwj we`` ldffbja ydur huturn$ &dtiejg lbj mn adjn td libjgn
tin ldursn dh n%njts, et ibs b`rnbay mnguj$ Qbcn lbrn, mntrbyb` ldu`a
bmbjadj ydu td ydur anbti, b tnst dh librbltnr we`` lib``njgn ydu$
Qin swdra es ydurs mut jdt tin sien`a, winj prdfptna, ydu fust
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strecn td sur%e%n, tidugi eh ydu fess tin tbrgnt, jdtiejg sib`` prdtnlt
ydu$6
+dpien wbs usinrna bwby my bjdtinr `bay bs aesbppdejtfnjt
stujg wetiej inr linst$ :nr snlrnt idpn tibt bj efprnsse%n anstejy
bwbetna iba aena wetiej tin lryptel wdras dh bj d`a wdfbjspnbcejg jdjsnjsn$ +dpien6s huturn iba mnguj, bja et wbs td mn
weti inr ujl`n$
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