a trip into the supernatural roger morneau

A Trip Into the Supernatural Roger J. Morneau

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CH PTER 1

I.,v TROUBLE WITH THE SPIRITS

As I started to pick up a book to read, the pIe e (If pap r with the message (In II to phone Roland b gan to levitatearound the room; then it slapped against my open book "...ith such force that II knock d the volume out of my handsand almost jell off my lap. My first impulse \•...as to tell the spirit a thing or two, but I had det rmind d thatregardless of \•...hat took place, I \•...ould not get Involved in verbal communication with it. Placins the piece of paperbetween pags of the book. I contmu d to read. A short \•...hile later a force pulled the book out of my hands andthrew it against the wall on the opposite side of the room.

ot because of the spirit's action, but because of resp ct tor my friend, I d cided to phon him. There was a payphone in the hallway. but in this cas I would not use It. so I went to a restaurant down the street. As I sat in thephone booth, I glanced at my watch: I :00 a.m, The phone rang twice.

"Hello! Mom au, is this you?""Yes, it IS."

"Morneau, you dared \'11 what am I sa nne? I didn't mean II that way. I meant to sa r that you're gambling withyour life. Have you lost your mmd?"

"You sound upset." I replied. "What's your problem ')""My problem ') I have no problem. You're the one In gr at trouble and you sound as if you haven't got a care in

the world. Morneau. I've always admired your daring spirit, but now you've gone too tar way too far. You'veturn d against the spirits that hav b n tiled you, and now the ' will destro ' you. I'm surprised that you're stillalive. Man, I'm concerned about you. B cau e I care lor your well-being, I've been sitting by this phone allevening waiting tor your call. Don't you hav anything to say'!"

"Of course I hav som thing to sa " but how can I wh n you haven't given me a chance to talk')"Immediat Iy he continu d, "Morneau, you don't under rand the ext nt of the trouble you're In. By Wednesday

evening according to the Satani. t priest- ou were In deep trouble with the spirits. But now it's too late, toolale."

"Roland," I interrupt d. "if you'll calm down It will b much easier lor us to understand each other. ow.explain yourself about Wednesday evening."

After a few mom nts he regained hi: composure. "Last Wednesday when I entered our place ofwor hip, I waswhisked into the high priest' office. H asked wheth r I had seen you in the past week. His expression gav me tounderstand that something awful had happen d. I asked wh th r you were dead- maybe you had an accid nt. Hestated that you were In a situation mor horrible than that. On Tuesday mght. during the sacr d hour of midnight aspirit counselor app ared to him and told him that you were stud nng the Bible with Sabbathkcepers th verypeopl the master hates most on the fac of the earth. TIle priest asked me to try to get hold of you and make yourealize the danger you're in, but I couldn't reach you."

"Ev rything is und r control." I told him. "I'm In no gr al danger.""That's what you think." His voice ros in pitch again. "At 6:30 thi evening the high priest called to inform me

that according to the. pirits you have been In church today with thos Sabbath peopl , and that has infuriated themaster. What do you have to sa about that'!"

"Y s. I hav been tudying the Bible, and hav gone to a Sabbath-observing church. But I couldn't car I 5S

about the way the fallen cherub l' el about me. If you would like to know more about my activities during the pastweek, why don't you come over to see me in the morning '!"

On my return horne I prayed, then ' •...ent to bed. Twenty rrunutes lat r the lights came on. I turned them oil.Almost mstantly they flashed back on. Then I decided to sleep WIth them on. A coupl of nunutes lat r almosteverything started moving out (If Its place. A picture on a wall float d acre s the room and hung on the oppositewall, and a table lamp hung In midair without any visiblesupport. As I ob served the spirits' activities I realized thatmy prayers had placed them under some kind of restraint. They could not converse with me. as I believ d theywould have liked to do. Immediate] I commanded them to leave by order 01" Christ Jesus. The lamp and picturetell to the 1100r. Pickmg up the lamp. I straight ned the damaged shad . but left the brok n glass 1T0m the pictures,to be swept up in the monung. I thanked Jesus tor His loving care over me, then returned to bed.

TIle thought that powerful demon spirits had left at His name tilled me with a great sense ofsatisfaction, That

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encounter also served to strength n my conviction that everything was as I had told my friend truly undercontrol.

It must have be n about an hour later when the spirits returned. Once more I compelled them. using Jesus' name,to leave my place. Without hesitation the r departed, and I tried to get some sl ep.

To my amazement, about 4:00 a.m. the irritating phenomena began again. Sitting in bed, I tried to figure outwhy the lord had allowed them to come back. I concluded that perhaps I . hould hear tor mys If how demons feltabout my acceptance of Jesu: as my Lord and Saviour. *

"So, you want to talk to me. OK.., speak up.""Why do you refuse to talk to us'!" a spirit asked III a voice that drifted about the room."I hav found a better Master.""Why have you given us up wh n we have great wealth prepared tor you?""You have deceiv d me lor so many years that I hav no use tor you.""We have tr ated you right sine you affiliated with thos ' •••.ho know the real source ofwealth and power," he

said in a voice that. e med to command re pect and authority.I perceived that I was conver ing vvith a chi I counselor. TIle very air in the place seemed charged with energy,

and his presence was imposing. R alizing that I was no match lor his power, I prayed silentl , "Lord Jesus, pleashelp me!" Then a passage of Scripture came to my rrund on that Pastor Ta lor had brought to my attention thatsam day. "H came unto hi. 0\1,1\, and his 0\1,1\ received him not But as many as received him, to them gave hepower to becom the sons of God, even to them that believ on his name" (John I: II. I ::!,. Immediately I felt thatGod would carry me through that encounter victonously. A gr at calm came over me. Later I realized my greatdanger 111 an mpting to speak to SPIritS.

As our conversation continu d I det cted that the spirit emed to be facing some kind of crisis. In fact I sensedwaves of despair engulfing him as he becam aware that he ,•...as ' ••..asting hi. efforts 111 trying to regain myallegiance.

"Listen to me carefully," the spirit said. "I am telling you the truth. The master has great wealth pr pared tor youif only you give up associating with the people he hat s, and stop observing that Seventh-day Sabbath he de pises, '"

"Spirit, I believe you're telling the truth, but I don't ' ••..ant your wealth. It's not enough. I have had a better offerlor my all gianc all the gold I want. plus unlimited life to enJoy It with. I have decided to turn my life over toChrist Jesus."

"LAter [ reahzed my great dancer in anemp1ms 10 cat 10 SPirit ..

"Stop mentioning that name." the spirit exploded. "I need to talk to you, but don't mention that name. I am achief counselor. My spirit associates and I hav worked to prepare the way so that the master could shower you" ..ith wealth. We have brought George the tame and honor he now enjoys. And we arranged tor the two of you tomeet so that you could understand what ' vonderful plans we have lor your life. I plead with you don't pass itup."

"Spirit," I said. "ten days ago I , ••..ould have fallen for your lin . but not today. Now I am what you could call aneducated former demon worshiper. Jesu I novv my Master, and ,vith His help I will be a commandment keeper,joining those Sabbath observers you hate. As for you and your :pirit friends, in realit you're a bunch of cheats.You offer me gold if! will forfeit eternal lite. Forget it. I can wart tor the coming of the lord. Then I will possessall the gold I need in the earth made newt."

For about two mrnutes, only my alarm clock ticking awa r broke the SIlence. Apparently the spirit couru elor hadmet the unexpected. And as a losing general on a bartlefi ld. he needed a little time to work out a new strategy.

"Very well," he said at last. "You are refusing wealth and tame 1T0m the master. 0 poverty shall be the lot ofyour life. That is. if you manage to stay alive any length oftime. You ,••..ill from this day on walk under the hadowof death."

Then followed a laugh such a. I had never heard in my life. It conveyed an intense pleasure in cruelty.Immediately I thought that it mu t have been the type that ero laughed as the lions pounced on Christian victimsin the Roman arena. A shrver went up my spine, and I probabl r would have been terrified except for the assurancof God's protection.

"Spirit." I said. "I want you to know that I have placed myself in the car of the Chn t of Calvary and that I amprepared to walk under the shadow of death as long as He goes with me. ow I command you in His name todepart from me and come. no more."

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A Trip Into the Supernatural - Roger J. Morneau

A door leading to a back balcony open d as the spirit left, and slammed against the wall of the room with suchforce that the door hand] almost went through the plaster.

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CH. PTER 2

My CHILDHOOD DA YS

I wass bom the fifth child In a family or eight on Apnl 18. 1925. In St. Ja ques, ew Brunswick. a mall villagenear the border of the provine of Qu bee, in eastern Canada. My parents were devout French Catholics. On mylather's side of the family, two of his sisters were nuns. and his younger brother a priest ,•...ho later becam amon.s ign ur of the Roman Catholic Church.

Even now I can't help admiring how my parents dilig ntly followed the teaching and requirements of theirchurch. As tar back as I can remember, our home had daily family prayer. The evening prayer period I rememberbest. TIle Rosary was the main part of the service. but we also repeat d the Litany of the Saints. It consisted incalling out the names of about 100 or more saints and asking them to pray tor u . A children our kne s becamesor tram kne ling so long a time. But we ,'vere encouraged to offer the suffering to God. that in turn He could useit to relieve some poor soul for a short while from the torment of the tlam s of purgatory.

Our family practic d many types ofbodil r humiliations In order to gam favor b fore God. Every Friday weabstained tram m at. On the first Friday of every month If a P r on went to confession and received Communion,he was assur d of indulgences that amount d to 5.000 days le S In purgatory for a particular soul. In thos days itmeant taking no food or \•...at r from the evening before until after one had rec ived Communion the followingmorning. (The church has since changed this rule.)

It vvas customary at certam time or the year tor the memb rs or our family to hold an all-night vigil. Each of ustook turns kne ling for one hour b fore a statue and sa mg the Ro.'>3IYor other prayers. The Lent n period.preceding Easter was also a time of great self-mortificanon. My parents were God-loving people. and all activitiesof their lives revolved around Him. To pleas God "vas their main objectiv .

When I was 3 ye<3r old. I becam extremely Sick and the doctors gave up on my getting well. In tact. my fathermade arrangements for my funeral. Then my moth r promised God that if I becam well again, she would doeverything in her pO\ller to se that when I grew up I ' ••..ould be a priest, living to glorify His name and bring othersto serve Him. Accordins to her, an mun diate improvement took place. and my recovery was rapid and complete.

The time came for me to prepare for my first Communion. TIle mor I memorized of the catechism. howe\'er-the teachings and cornmandm nu of the church the mar difficult I found it to harmonize its teachings with whatI knew of the gospel of Christ.

TIle priest read a chapter from either one ofthe four Gospels or one of the Epistles before his sermon on Sunday.and I always enjoy d it tr m ndously, Once wh n I ,••..as about 7 years old we wer returning home tram churchone beautiful winter day. TIle. un shone brightly. and about 20 horse-drawn sleigh wer following one another.TIle sound of all tho bells on the sl ighs didn't allow much conversation. Everyone rode along in silence. Then Ibrok it by asking my mother ' •...by Jesus \••..as so kind to P opl wh n He walked on earth. and became so meanafter He ' vent to heaven?

"What make you ask that?" she said."Why ,•..'ould a good God bum p ople m purgatory tor hundreds of years over little offense ,.>', I mquired. "H

certainly does not practice what He taught. You and Dad practice what you teach us why doesn't He'! You teachus to forgive one another's offense . Shouldn't God also forgiv completely'!"

As I looked mto her face. I could se that such r asoning puzzled her. My father tried to help h r by app aling tohigher authorities. "You s e, son, it's like your uncle Felix the priest one. said: God hate sin so much that to helppeople turn away tram it He had to attach a gr at penalty to it And besides. our Holy Father the f)ope knows ofother good reasons wh ' God uses purgatory, and we mu t not question the pope's authority."

Taught the transub tantiation doctrin , I accepted It as any other child of my ag did, believing that in theEucharist the pri t changed the br ad and the wme mto the body and blood ofChri t. But on Easter Sunday, 1937,the year my mother di d. I heard something that led me to thmk diff r ntly.

The priest read from one of the Gospel. about the resurrection of Christ. What fascinated me was the fact thatJesus had a hard time convincing His disciples that He was, in r alit , resurrected that He was a b mg with realtl sh and bones, and not a spirit. A couple of int re ung questions popped into my mind. Could it be that heaven isa real place, lik on earth, wher peopl with flesh and bones can liv real lives, and not be spirits floating onclouds'! But if Jesus is not a spirit. how can He be In the host'!

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A Trip Into the Supernatural Roger J Morneau

It IS probabl difficult for some peopl to understand how a small child could lose faith 10 God and turn againstreligion in the way I did. Perhaps I can explain what happened by recounting several mcidents,

As a youngster what I heard and saw 10 the lives of adults Impressed me deeply. Our home was a place wh repeace and joy abode. My parents gave us a good exarnpl 01" hov •..peopl . hould get along together. They practicedkindness and consid ration for others, and in turn exp ct d u to forgive one another's shortcomings and be kind.Our parents were forever helping the poor and n edy. In my estimation, I felt that God should at least be as kindand compa sionate toward human as He exp ct d them to b toward each other.

One particular experience greatly perplexed my rrund. In those days peopl did not use their cars during thewinter months, and it sometim s took quue an amount of work to put a car back into running order for use duringwarmer weather.

My dad decided to have a mechanic who lived 10 Edrnundston spend a couple of days getting his Model A Fordin condition. B fore my father went to sc the man he said, "The man i. Protestant, but a very tine person and anexcellent mechanic. ow, children, list n to me. It may well be that as we recite the Angelus at noon. beforehaving our meal, that he will not participate in our devotion. PI a e. do not tare at him. and above all, don't askembarrassing question. pertaining to his religion. You understand?" And as he spoke, he looked directly at me.

In unison we all repli d. "Yes, Dad."For three days the man worked on the car, and I enjoyed watchmg him. He wai all that dad had told us. and

more. A kind man, he seem d to enJoy talking to me. or did he use profanity.My father owned and operated three farms. and, of cours . employ d quite a few men. Many times I heard him

sa ,wb n he had decided to hire a new man, "Friend, I know that you and I ,•..·ill get along well together. I'm nothard to please. But one thing I wanl you never to torg t. My wile and I don't allow peopl who work for us toblasph m God or the saint. We have children whom we are trying to bring up to rever nee God. So watch yourwords." D pite hi. request, tbe r forgot thernselv s \•..'bile working and call d down all the saints nom heaven " ...ithprofanities.

But if the Protestant mechanic happened to skin his knuckles. or pinch his finger, all he said was "Ouch I Thathurts!"

As tor tbe Angelus. I found the mechanic to b mor rever nt than we were. Wh n dad said, "Let us pray." hebowed his head. closed his e res. and folded hi. hands. We never clos dour e re , and rushed through the Angelusas fast as possible.

After the man left. something troubled me greatly. and I could not put it out of my mmd. It was a phrase I hadmemorized from the catechism: "HOI'S de L'eglise Cathohque Apostolique t'l Romaine II n\ a point de Sa/III."

Translated, it staled, "Outside ofthe Roman Catholic Church, there IS no salvation."My mother sensed that, omething was bothering me and asked about it. "Mother, wher do the good Protestants

go wh n they die')""Thai is a good question, son. Wh do you ask?" I quoted her what I had memorized nom the catechism. Sh

admitted she did not know. and suggested that we should ask my uncle when he came to visit us. My questionmust have also troubled her, lor at the evening meal that day she told my father what we had talked about andasked hi. opinion on the subj ct.

He did not have much of an aru wer, but commented that he felt that God wouldn't leav a good per. on out ofheaven, regardless ofwh th r he was a Catholic or a Prot slant. Probably. he suggested, when a good Prot slantdies. the ang Is lead him through the back door. "Prot stunts do not have the glory ofbemg welcomed by SamtPeter personally. but the r shouldn't car as long as the get m. They shouldn't exp ct to be treated as celebrities.After all, their forefathers made a bad mistake when they len the Catholic Church, and all their d cendants canexp ct to suffer on account of it."

While I concluded his reasoning was mo t lik Iy corr ct. thos solemn words kept running through my rrund:"Outsid of the Roman Catholic Church there IS no salvation."

A tev••..months went by and finally we heard that my uncle the priest would be visiting all the relatives. I askedmy lath r if he could. wh n the opportunity presented nself ask Uncle Felix about the good Protestants.

After we had visit d lor quite a while, dad turn d to my uncle, and said, "F lix, tell me, where do the goodProt stants go wh n the r die'!"

"Why do you ask'!"Dad explained my question In light of what the catechism said."What Rog r has quoted to you from the cateclusm IS correct." Uncle Felix replied. "Th r IS no salvation

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outsid of the Catholic Church regardless ofv vhorn the person ma be."His statement opened up quite a debate on the matter. My father claimed that it wouldn't be fair of God not to let

a good Prot stant mto heaven, while my uncle took the heat out of the conversation by suggesting that the soul of agood Protestant probably went to limbo at death. It ISsuppo: ed to be the place wher the souls of unbaptiz dinfants go when they die. "One thing I do know." Uncle Felix concluded, "according to the church, 110 Protestant,good or bad. will go to heaven or will ever see God. And remember. I didn't make the rule; I only teach them. Ifthere 'lias any po ible way for a Prot tant to get to heaven. our Holy Father the pope. urely \•...ould have told u ."

The exp rience placed a big question mark m my nund about God's Justice.Time went by, and a coupl of years later the matter of God's justice came up agam.On beautiful July e ening sorn one pa ing by stopped to tell my parents that a n rghbor had died suddenly

while working about five miles from home. One statern nt disturbed everyon present: "H died without having apriest to give him the last sacram nt of the church." After mentioning that the dead man's brother was bringing thebody home, the man left, shaking his head from Side to side ' •..'hile saymg, "It's sad, sad. sad."

I can remember that incid nt as If it were yesterday. Before too long we saw a dilapidated horse-drawn wagonmovlIlg slowly down the road. A blank t covered the body, and the driver sat on the front of the wagon, legsdangling down. his face reflecting his de spair.

A couple of neighbors who had come to u e our phone (our fanuly had one ofthe only two telephones for milesaround] were. itting on the front porch with us. After the body had passed our hou e, my mother commente-d onhow sad il was. "If only he could have had a priest to forgive his mortal sins so that he would not find himselfgomg into hell tire. Let's hope he had only venial SIllSon hIS soul. That alone repres nts ye.ars ofbuming m theflames of purgatory."

"We'll hav to get a few dollar togeth r and have masses celebrated tor the peace of hi soul," my father said."for I can't se how hi. widow and the kids will be abl to do so."

On of the neighbors poke up. "I feel like telling you to save your mone . I am mclined to think that his soul ISno' v m hell tire. You see, Mr. and Mrs. Morneau. this man was knO\>,'TIto have had sticky fingers. What I mean tosa is that he had at times tak n thmgs that were not his."

"That' a rather strong accusation," my father replied. "and unless you're able to prove it, I would appreciateyour not sa ing anything at all."

"I hate to sa this, but do you remember that last year about this time you were unabl to locale a log-draggingchain you had bought only a short while before. If you were to go into hi barn and look in one particular place,you would see your chain. I saw It there only a few days ago. As a matter of tact, I commented to the man about it;and he said that he had borrowed it from you, but that you did not know about it.~

My lather appeared shocked tor a moment or two. But after regaining his composure he said. "This is quite arevelation to me. listen everyon , I want you all to know that in the Sight of God I am giving to the dead man thechain he had borrowed from me. even if h never had any int ntion of returnmg II. As a matter of fact, if he tookanything else from me that I'm not aware of, I give it to him, also. In thrs way his soul is treed from anycondemnation he m.ay have brought upon hirru elf in the. ight of God."

"I don't mean to be irreverent toward God," the neighbor re ponded, "but nght now I feel that you are kinderthan He is. I must admit that this i the nicest gesture toward anyone I have ever seen or heard of. In tact. you mabe the first human bing ever to force God to tak a soul out of hell tire and place him in purgatory till he ispurified enough to enter heaven."

That experience made quite an Impact upon me. For lnany days that Incident kept passing through my rrund. As Imeditated upon it I agreed with the neighbor that my dad had a more noble character than the God he served. Iconcluded that God was mo t unkind in forcing souls to sutler in purgatory because the relatives had no mone r tohave masses celebrated.

One experience that served to turn me completely again t God was that of the passing away of my own mother.During the spring of 1937 my mother went to the hospital tor an operation. After a coupl of weeks they sent herhorn to liv out her last days. Only I::! year old, I was at an srnpres ionabl age.

Arriving home from school one day. I went into her be-droom to kiss her on the forehead, which I did daily."Please sit down." she said. "I would Iik to sa sornet hing that I teeI ISImportant to both of us. As you know Ihave but a short while to be with you and I want you to remember this bit of advice. As you make your waythrough life, show appreciation to people tor their kindness toward you. Give thanks to them even if it is only tor aglass of water. People who express appreciation tor small favors receiv benefits In gr at r ways."

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In thos days it was customary to view the dead in their home instead of at a funeral parlor. For three daysfriends, relatives, and n ighbors came to pay their re peers and pray tor my mother' soul. On the day of the funeralmany felt that our moth r was in heaven next to God becaui e she had had so many Roseries recited tor her. Butthat which made us tee I best was the tact that my father had schedul d Gr gorian masses tor the peace of her soul.

As our uncle Felix explained to u , Gregorian masses hav to be the most wond rful thing that can happen tosomeone's departed soul. He explained how Pope Gregory, who had a special concern tor souls in purgatory, haddevi ed them. TIle family arranges to hav 300 masses celebrated at the sarn time in various parish s. convent,monasteries, etcetera on a particular day. Accordmg to him the ' have a redeeming power sufficient to tak a souldirectly to heaven, so that it would not even. ee the Hames of purgatory.

That same day I heard a relative state that Gregorian masses cost one dollar each, or in other ' •••.ords, 300 tor theentir arrangement. The thought ent red my mind that we were most fortunate that our father could afford to helpOUT mother get to heaven so nic Iy. Then I remembered a woman who had died six months earlier in our parish.Because the family was too poor to have any masses c lebrated she would have to suffer in purgatory. Her funeralarrangements had up et my fath r greatly, inc he was a member of the "•..elfare committee of our parish.

Later in the day he sat down tor his evening meal, then decided he would pass it up. My mother, sensing himood, asked whether sorn thing was wrong. "Yes, I might as well tell you," he said. "I have spent the better partof the afternoon at the church presbytery with other member of the Welfare Committee discussing the problems ofthe poor in our parish. The main item of concern wa, th purcha ing ora coffin tor old Annie. I wasn't againsttrying to save a little money, but wh n Father Paquin asked the funeral director how much we would save if wehad the crucifix and handl s of the coffin removed before burial. I became up et and felt lik giving the goodfather a piece of my mind. But I held back because of re pect tor hi. office. To put an end to the discussion, I saidI would pay the ditference in the cost. Things ofthis kind somehow get to me. It's a sad, sad thing to be poor inthis day and age, especially wh n it com _ to dymg."

As I thought upon both incid nts, I couldn't help feeling that God was most unjust by allowing the mis ry goingon in our world to continu . As time went on, I lost confidence in God and the church and determined to havenothing to do with either as soon as I would be old enough to b on my own. In the tall of 1937 my father ent mybrother Edgar and me to a boarding academ t operated by the nun of l'Hotel Dieu de St. Basil. I received a gr atdeal mol" religiou instruction that served only to further harden my heart. From outward app arance no onewould have dreamed of the conflict going on In my soul. St p by tep I turn d awa from God in di gust and hate.A few ye.ars went by, then World War II came along, and with it a call to serve my country.

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CH PTER 3

A TRIP I. 'TO THE SVPER.; 'ATllRAL

The Canadian Merchant Navy attracted me because sorn one whom Iknew had join d and told me how much heenjoyed 11. Having th Royal avy and Air Force watchmg o••..er you (merchant shipping was the lifeline of thearmed forces) gav you a secure feeling.

For two and one-half years Iwork d m the engin rooms of the various ships Iwas assign d to. most of th timeas a fireman. I can remember coming on watch and sa 'ing to myself, "I hope no torp do lams into these boilerswhile Istand here." A number of men whom Iknew P ri: h d at sea. That merchant nav experience served toharden me more against God and man.

Good jobs were hard to find in Montreal after the war because thousands of discharged 'ervlcem n swarmed thecity. looking for employment. Idecided to learn a trad . som thing Icould enjoy doing that would hav somecreativity to it. Ididn't want a job just for the sake of earning a living. So Idecided to take my time and make surthat when Idecided on a particular choice Iwould really enJoy II.

Meanwhile. to occupy time Iaccepted a job at the Windsor Bowling Alleys located on St . Catherine StreetWe t. At the time it was one of the nicest places m Montreal for that type of amusement. Iwas assistant to themanager of the billiard room. The work wasn't hard. Imet a lot of people. and it was a good pastime.Ihad not been employed there long when an old buddy Ihad sailed with at the beginning of my merchant nav r

exp rience came walking in. Delight d to find that both of us were still alive. we had dinner together that eveningand talked about many things.

On topic that my friend Roland spoke about with gr at enthusiasm was his new interest m the supernatural. Hetold me how fortunate he was in having becorn acquainted with a group of peopl who were members of a societythat communicated with the dead. TIle spiritualist medium had Roland talk with his father, who had died when hewas only 10 years old. His father's spirit had given him much advice about the future.

Whil It was int r suns to hear Roland's exp rieuces with the supernatural. the gav me a weird feeling. Thenhe asked me wh th r Iwould be int rested in attending one of their seances. "Maybe the medium could have youtalk to the spirit of your dead moth r. You would lik that. wouldn't you?"

His enthusiasm abated sorn wh n he realized that Iwas so shocked that Icould not answer. After a fin•...seconds of silence he continu d. "You wouldn't be afraid of talking to the departed soul of your dead moth r,would you'!"

Sorn how Imanaged to say that Iwouldn't, but I\•..·ould like a little time to consider It. having never thoughtabout such a thing before.

He looked me straight in th e res and said. "Morneau. you're afraid. Ican tell by the \•...ay you look at m it'swritten allover your lace. Man. you hay changed a lot SIIlC Isaw you last. TIle Roger Morneau Iknew wasafraid of nothing. I recall the time wh n you and Iwere deckhands along with six oth r neophytes. and the firstmate came to u and said he need d a volunte r to go up and pamt the upper portion of the mainmast the n xt day.'Which one of you is willing to go up there'?' he said. TIle height is not great it's only 70 teet. But one has to havea lot of nerve one he has reached the top. He has to g t off the board he sat on while bing pulled up \•.•.ith a rope.and lie on his stomach across the top of the mast lit was two feet m diameter] in order to paint on the oppositeSide." All of us were scar d to death to go up there. and we were delighted to hear you tell the first mate that youwould, Talk about courage. fellow, you had II. ow. tell m , you're 110tgoing to chicken out on coming with me toour next seance, ar you'!"

After that little sp ech I couldn't refUs . Sudd nly I had to liv up to the image of Rog r Mom au being afraid ofnothing. Iwas hooked.

Thus one Saturday evening my friend and I found ourselves m a home wh re a visiting medium was to be anhonor d gu st, and we were introduced to som of the others pr sent. On coupl in particular we felt honored tomeet. TIle man wa...•a professional entertainer. a jazz band lead r currently in great demand. His band played in themost elegant night spots.

Late that evening after the. eanc concluded and som or the guest. prepared to leave, the band leader tum d tohis \•...ife and said, "Honey, what do you sa that we depart. as it's getting late'!"

At the mom nt she was conversiuz with the medium, whom she found 1110 t inter sting. "G org . wh ' don't you

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go home and get your rest," . he replied, "and I'll stay a little while longer and have the B lang rs drive me home'!"He agreed with her suggestion and proceeded out of the house Just as Roland and lien.

One outsid George turn d to us and said, "You fellows driving'!""No. we'r going to tak the stre tear about two blocks from here," I said."I'll be glad to driv you there. Jump in."During the evening the subject had come up that both of us had been In the merchant nav during the war. The

spirit medium had conjured the (suppo. ed) spirit of one of Roland's coworkers who had p rished wh n the shipthey were on sank.

As we enter d George's automobile, he began to ask about the danger of our \•••.ork during the war. But in notime at all we had reached our destination. He then made a suggestion.

"What do you sa r that we go to a restaurant and hay a bite to eat. and at the same time you could tell me aboutyour adventure during the war? They fascinate me. It \vill b my treat. Then I'll driv you home."

George drove to St . Catherin Street West, an area known by the natives as the gourmet re taurant section ofMontreal. Suddenly he steered hi deluxe lincoln Into a narrow drive leading to the rear of one of his favoriteeating spots. then left the car parked behind a black Cadillac. saying, "Joe IS here. He's the owner of the place, atine fellow."

Wh n we ent r d the place, a ho tess informed us that we \•..·ould hav to wart in the lounge until a table becamavailable. As we headed there Joe. potted George from qoue a distanc awa and came over to greet him.

Informed that we were waiting tor a table, Joe stated that we wouldn't have to. A tel phone call a coup I ofminute. earlier had just cancell d a reserv d table. It was our. tor the taking. We followed the owner, whoremoved the reserved sign from the table and sat us down.

The cocktail waitr ss came over and took our order tor drink . She said that we might have to wait a littlelonger than usual for our food to reach us because the place \••..as tilled to overcapacit . George asked for a doublein his favorite alcoholic bev rage in order to occupy time. Then we answered his question about the merchantnavy and talked of our interest and activities with the. upernatural.

A fair amount of time elapsed until our food came, and we consumed a second order of drinks. It put George ina talkativ mood, which in turn mad him willing to tell us many things that I doubt he would have mentionedunder normal circumstances. For mstanc , I asked wheth r he would tell us a little about how he became so famousin hi: profession.

"I don't mmd at all." he said. "As a matter offact, 1'1\tell you the real and true reason of my success, somethingmy wife doesn't even know about. But you must promise to keep it In strict confidence."

We assur d him that \ hatever he mentioned would remain a secret."You fellows know anything about demon worship?""I don't," I answered. "Why do you ask'!"Without answering my question, he inquired, "How long have you fellows been Involved with sorcery?""G orge, I don't understand what you're getting at. What do you mean """What I mean to say IS,How long hav you been pr tending to hold communication with the dead?"" ot very long tor me," I replied."I see wher you guys have a lot to learn when It comes to the. upematural. You're both wasting your time by

going to tho e spiritualistic seances. Don't g t me wrong, they have their place. They're a good pastime tor womenin that th rec ive some comfort from thmking that the 're getting guidance III their lives through ome departedloved one. You se , the reason I attended the seance this evening ,••..as ju t to make my wife happy. I go with her acoupl oftimes a year to make her feel that I'm concerned with her Interest. =-that's th only reason. What hdoesn't know is that I have learned to go to the very source of that pow~. wh re a person can get real actiondemon worship, that IS."

Of all that he had said to us, one. ent nc stood out in my nund. "G org .would you clarify the question youasked us a little while ago: 'How lone have you been pretending to hold communication with the dead'!' What doyou mean by the word pretending? ~

He smiled, glanced at his watch, and said, "It's too late to explain that one tonight, but let me tell you this ouhave not been talking with the dead." Then he went back to discussing his personal success.

"You Sf , tor years it seemed I was a failure in organizing and maintaining my own Jazz band. Then I wasfortunate enough to be introduced to demon worship. And by that great power I hav obtained everything I hadalways wanted. Of course. I had to become acquainted with certain ntual that I need d to perform before the

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spirit. began to work things out In my behalf"His face lit up with a big smile. "From that day on, It was In tant success tor me and my band. Recognition

came to us overnight. Without any effort on our pan we were discovered (though we had been there all the time)and heralded as one of the great bands in our field. Sorn how the nev•...s media got all excited about us. We becamethe talk of the town. The leading peopl of the radio world di cussed us, and in no time w reached the top."

George took another sip from his glass, a puff from his cigar' .tte, and continued. "We have been in constantdemand ever sine. Money tlows in. Our lees are the highest In the Industry. People like to dance to our music. Inreality, the spirits take control of us or In other words, possess us, energize us and in turn we pass the influenceon to the people. TIley lik what the' get and keep returning tor more of the same."

Leaning back and lighting another cigarett , he chuckled a little and said. "You guys have got to hear this. I hadan int rvi won radio about a month ago and I really enjoyed myself There were SIX of the top peopl of the radioworld from Montreal and Toronto conversing with me. Everything I said seemed to fa cinate them. In tact, I wasamazed over my instant responses. Never had I been so witty In my lite. And I enjoyed the attention they gave me.lt almost reached a stale of wor. hip. In addition. the' were trying to figure me out. And \•...hen we parted, the stillhadn't succeeded."

Looking at his \•...atch once more. he said, "Fellows, it's g tting very lat. Whal do you sa ' that we get rolling torhome'!"

Waiting to get his check, George commented, "That success of mine IS easy to figure out one a personunderstands the mighty power of the spirits and the process involved in getting that power to working lor you."

Amazed at what h had told us. Roland and I asked him to tell us mor about II as \••..e drove home."I lee I impressed to tell you of my experience because I believe you're looking tor. omething powerful to

ben fit your lives. And I know that you will not tind It by attending eances such as the one you \vere at thisevening. L t me put il to you this \vay: Wh r do you want to pia in the little leagues when you can be In themajors?"

My friend then asked him to tell us hO\\I to get into the major leagues of the spirit world."You two are truly brave young men," George said. "and have done a lot tor our country. ow I'm going to do

something greal lor you. I will arrange to have you both attend our next spirit worship as sernbl '."111en George. glancing from Side to side, an air of mdecrsion about him, finally said, "There i one point I want

to assure myself of. I presume you hav no reverence tor Christ in your lif am I right? The reason I ask IS thatwe can't hav anyon there who has any loyalty to the Christian God, as it could be disastrous."

We both assured him that \••..e had blasphem d God, and gone past the point of no return."I becam aware of that tact thrs e enmg." he continu d. "in that the conjured spirits se m d to favor you two

above all the people present there. I hope that my question did not offend you. I had to ask it just to make doublysure that you guys are OK"

Although I was somewhat reluctant to at! nd a gathering of demon worshipers, my fri nd Roland had nohesitation in doing so. He reasoned that, since we \•...ere going to hell anyway to bum throughout eternity, we mightas well gel acquainted with rom of the folks before we arrived.

I as. umed that George might nev r contact us agam, SInC he had b en drunk wh n he made the Invitation andin the morning probabl r \ •••.ould not even remember half of whal he had said the night before. But a few days laterwe both received a call to be ready at :00 the following evening. wh n he would pick us up.

That n 'er-to-be-forgotten evening began by George tilling u in on man)' details of the seer t society to \••..hichhe belonged. He wasn't a fast driver and seemed reluctant 10 pass streetcars in motion. We must have madeprobably a hundred stops on our \•...ay to the meeting. So we had a lot of time to converse before \ve reached ourde.••tination.

George told us that we should not be surprised to me t some of the great and successful peopl of Montreal. andnamed at least a half dozen of the more notable ones. Hi statern nt urprised me In that I had air ady concludedthat \•...e \•...ould me I a group of tough-looking character .. But on the contrary, everyone wais surprisingly wellmann r d, superbly dre sed, and possessed a \,..inning personality. They made us feel as if the ' had known us tor along time and \•...e were part of the group.

TIle me tins convened about 15 minute! after our arrival. It wass most informal. The peopl spent about twohours telling of the fantastic accomplishments the' had attained through the workings of the spirits mainlybusin ss transactions resulting m great profit. to themselv . as the result of their abilities to u e clairvoyance andmental tel pathy (by \•...ay of the spirits) to Influence people m their decisions.

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On man told of how, as an astrologer using divination, he becam a counselor to certain wealthy persons intheir mve tment , and was himselfbecoming nch. He explained how a demon spirit hovered at hi side duringeach. ession to give him precise information audible to him but not the c1i nt on how the should invest andwhen. "These rich folks hav the means to invest," he said. "I have the knowhow to make it pay off."

Highly impressed, my mend asked \••..h th r he ever worried about being cheated on hi, hare of the returns?"I coun. sel on a percentage of th returns on mvesrmenu . As you are well aware. the astrology bit is only a

come-on. I have no worry. My familiar spirit looks out lor my well-being. let me illustrate."One coupl tried to deprive me of my lair share of one prolitabl mdu trial real estate transaction. They

pr sented me with a check making up quite a bundle, and I felt sati tied. until my familiar spirit told me to askthem when they were going to give me the additional 1,700 that made up my correct share of the pro/its on thatparticular investment. TIle wife tainted, and the husband was terrified. He quickly explained that the r had nointentions to cheat me and the money would be 10 my hands within 24 hours."

After each success. tory, the individual would always praise or give credit to a particular spirit by name. andmany time: referr d to the spirit as lord of hIS life.

During the time I was involved with demon \•••.orship rs. I observed that in their testimonies of how the spiritshad work d lor them, they often referred to a demon as "lord god." For 10 tanc , one would say. "It was wond rfulto se the lord god Beelzebub's power exhibited in my behalf on such and such a day." Or som one would ask,"Sam, how have you been since I saw you last?" The reply would b , "Real tine, thank you. TIle gods have reallyben fited my life in wonderful way."

That evening one individual Impressed me greatly. A medical doctor, he explained hov•••.the spirits had given himgreat hypnotic and h aling powers, including the abilit r to tak awa pain and to stop ble ding in wounds andseve re cuts.

After telling sorn fascinating account of his healing people, he announced he must go down to the wor hiproom. "Will you, fn nd .s, please excuse me?" he said. "I need to go and perform acts of devotion so as to bregen rated by the lord god Nehushtan. I depend on his vivifymg power to revive and heal my patients."

An hour after the meeting started. a latecomer app ared. A number or people gr et d him. referring to him asChannel'. As we drove back horn lat that evening. I asked George, "What about that dignified looking gentlemanwho came in lat '! Sorn addressed him as Channel'. Does the narn hav any particular significance?"

"It does, but I can't sa r anything about him now. After you have att nded a few of our meetings and you becomepart of the group. remind me to tell you about him. He's a fascinating individual. In tact, he is believed among usto have been the gr at st charmer, or hypnotist. who has ever walked the Sidewalks of Montreal,

"B r the way. fellows, I was delighted to see how everyon this evening took to you guys. It made me feel goodto se that. Understand this: We are a clos ly knit group. In tact, I had a hard time getting permi ssion to bring youwith me to this me ting. At first I was refused the privilege. 111en through the working of a spirit counselorappearing to our leader on vacation 10 the U .. A .. I received a phone call giving me the OK., and the way openedtor you to associate with us and eventually become members or our society. I'll tell you more about it sornetim inthe futur "

I felt sorn what uncomfortable when I heard George assuming that I was going to become one of them. But thewhole thing overjoyed Roland.

"Aft r a few visit ." George said.. "I'll have you come downstairs to se our wor hip room. I think you will findit quite impressive. However. it will not be possible tor you to visrt the worship room of the gods until the Satanistpriest is present, and only then after receiving the approval of the spirits."

The meeting had tak n plac in a private home, a luxurious Montreal residence. As we vi ited on the main 1100r,we could hear, faintly coming from the basement level, sound! that closely re em bled the type of religious mu icand chanting used by the people of India. Every so often some of the people would go downstairs, returning about30 minutes or so later. All that activity prompted George to lean toward me as we sat on a sofa, sa ing softly, "Ourworship room is downstairs. I'll tell you about It after we leave this evening."

About six weeks after we had met the man called Charmer, I asked George one evening as we were returninghome whether he felt lik tiling us about him.

"Oh, ye s, you fellows should hear about that fa.scinating mdividual. But tirst I would like to remind you that weare, gen rail r speaking, a law-abiding group of citizens. Idon't know of anyone of u who wouldn't give the shirtoil hi back to help sorn one. And we never really tak advantag of peopl with the powers the spirits havepasssed on to us.

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"But in th case of the Charmer-well, he's sorn what differ nt 1T0mthe re tofu. It app ars that h has aweakness in hi character and, because of it employed hi gr at hypnotic power, or gin in a way that he shouldnot have done. I should sa that h lost his seru e of direction tor a . hart while.

"H i a harp businessman owns two nightclubs and has been doing exceedingly well. And as I said before,he's a powerful hypnotist. He can place a per on under hi. pell, or in a hypnotic trance, in le than r n conds ifhe or he agrees to look him traight in the e e .

"Having two nightclub, he ha, a lot of contact witb show busines peopl . Most groups nay tor an engagem ntabout tour to ix weeks, then move on to aneth r area. We becam aware of the tact that som of the group werebreaking up or would lose one of their member after performing in one of hi, clubs. And the dropout was alwayfemale. About six month! ago th Montreal vice squad raid d a plush house of prostitution where all the girlconsisted of former nightclub entertainer, and every on of them had worked tor him.

''You see," George continued, "thos girls would never hav found themselves in the itualion they were in iftbey had not agreed to lei someone hypnotize them, Such a p r on can nev r from tben on re ist the hypnotist'spower."

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CHAPTER 4

WORSHIP ROOM OF THE GODS

During Roland's and my third visit to a demon worshipers ass mbly George Informed us that the Satanist pri ·t,vould b present, having JU t returned from a trip to the States. He felt quite ure that the prie t would lookfavorably upon us, and undoubtedly would hav us vi, it the \vorship room of the gods.

Wh n we cam in, we were introduced to a coupl of per. ons ' ve had not m t before, then began to chat with afew peopl who came to wish us a good e ening. Shortl afterward the priest entered. Shaking people's hands andspeaking a fevv words to them, he slowly moved in our direction. Wh n he reached us George said, "R verend, I\••.'ould lik you to me I a coupl otfine g ntl III n."

We con er ed with him tor a while, dunng which he surprised us both by some of the thmgs he said. Forin..••tance, wh n George comm nted that we had been In the merchant nav .jhe priest m ntioued the names of theships we had been on, plus a coupl of details known to no one else. I must admit that it made quite an impre sionon us. He then excused himself and, as he did, stated that he would appreciate having a short talk with us 80m timduring the evening.

ot only his words but his very pr sene reflected an air of mysterious secrecy. He had piercing e es, a baldhead, and a d ep, low voice which he accompanied by an occasional chuckle as he talked. His physical size aloneoverwh lmed one. I would sa r that he was equal in size to the late gen ral Charles de Gaull .

After quite a lengthy testimonial session to the gods. the prie t again joined us in friendly conversation. Heinformed us that the spirits had acquainted him with much concerning u and had manifest d their d ire to benefitour Iiv s by be towing great gifts upon us.

Wh n most of the peopl had I ft he Invited us to vi It the worship room of the gods.For you to understand better 110W startling and almost shocking the revelations were that I would soon receiv , I

must describe the mental image my Catholic upbringing had established in my mind about the devil and his fallenangels. Adult had taught me during my childhood that the devil and his ang Is are in hellfir in the middle of theearth, at! nding to the never-ending task of Imposing various typ s of tortures upon the souls of tho who died ina state of mortal sin. Th adults r pr s nted demons to u children as being half human and half animal. havinghorns and hoofs and br athing out tire. As I ent red my t us, I concluded that the whole idea was ridiculous, thatit was most lik ly an invention of sorn overactive mmd during centuries past who wanted to exploit thesuperstitious and uneducated. I eventually questioned the existence of such beings as the devil and his angels.

We proce ded downstairs with the priest, who seem d delighted to tak us on a tour of their sanctuary. As wewent along he kept telling us how a spirit had drawn the architectural d igns tor the place.

He point d out the intricate \•...orks of great beauty along the grand staircas . Even today I still remember thecarvings adorning its massive banister, the splendid wall decorations, and the huge chandelier over the firstlanding.

The paCious sanctuary struck me with awe. An air of mysterious seer cy tilled the place, giving the impr sionthat gr at intelligenc had b en at work to fascinate the human nund so il would re pond in reverence andsubmission without asking questions.

The rooms were sumptuous and magnificent. Gold was everywhere. TIlt? lighting fixtures and many other objectswere plated or trimm d in the metal. The priest said that sorn things were even of solid gold. Although the placewas not brightly lit, it was done In a way that the gold n objects seem d to glow with great splendor.

But I believ that the abundanc ofb .autiful oil paintings arre ted my attention mo t. About 75 paintings ofabout 48 by 30 inch hung on the walls.

The Satanisl priest mentioned that if we had any questions he would be happy to answer them."Who are the noble-looking individuals portrayed in thos pamtings?" I asked."Th y are the god you have heard folks talk about In the testimonial session. The chi fcounselors, they rule

over legion of spirits. After the materialized to lei u photograph them, we had painting made or them. Becau ethey deserve such gr al honors, we hav placed right below each painting a small altar, making it possible torpeople in their devotions to bum candles and incense and to perform uch rituals as the spirits request."

As we slowly moved along we came to an altar upon which rested a staff' with a brass serpent coiled around il.The priest mentioned that the altar was d dicated to the god Nehushtan, whose power the physician we had heard

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on our first visit had put wend rfully to work. He commented about the great miracl s performed by the god ofbrass for the children of Israel wh n the r burned mcense before the brazen serpent that Moses had made centuriesearlier {see 1Kings 18:4,.

At the end of the room stood a large altar with a life-size pamting of a majestic -Iooking individual above it. Tomy fnend's inquiry, the priest reph d, "II IS dedicated to the master of u all."

"What do you call him'!" Iasked.His face took on an expression of prid . "God with u ."Toda ,as I recall that painting, having many times admired it, I mu tsar that the individual portrayed had

features that reflected a superior int llect. He had a high forehead, piercing e es, and a posture that gave one theimpression of his being a person of action. possessing gr at dignity.

The priest's answ r was not what Ihad expected. and it was not really clear. Surely he could not be referring toChrist Jesus. 0, it cou Id no t be. But cou Id it be ... '.)

"Do you mean to sa that this painting is a true Imag of Satan'!" Imanaged to sa r at last."Yes, it is, and you probabl wonder wher the hideous arumal-Iike characteristics have gone." Chuckling, he

add d, "Pardon me for laughing a bit. Please believe me. I am not laughing at you gentlem n over your bewilderedstate of mind. In reality I am delighted and amu ed at the thought that the demon spirits hav been so clever inconcealing their true Identity, that even in this age of scientific advancement and great learning, a vast majority ofChristians still believe in the horn-and-hoof theory."

Then his facial expression changed to reflect an air of deep concern as he said. "It is most solemnly Importanttoday that the up-and-coming generation be lead to believe that the master and hi. spirit associates do not reallyexist Only in this way will they be abl to rule the inhabitants of thrs planet successfully lor the decades ju: tbefore us."

An expression of confidence crossed his face. "Notlung so mtrigues the spirits as to devise way to makehumans into members of Satan's coming kingdom."

Whil we were looking at the various altars and painting, the high priest explained that demon spirits are inreality speciahsts in various tie Ids of activity. Having a background of experience measured m mill nniums, theare engaged in a ti rc conflict tor the control of men's minds. a conflict agamst the forces from above.

Wh n Roland wonder d wh the spirits were spendmg so much effort to deceive humanity, the priest staled thateveryon the r could make to disqualify lurnself from being a member of Christ's kingdom automatically became amember of Satan's great kingdom that he would before long establish on earth. Those who went down into thegrave under Satan's leading he would sorn day restore to life. Christ and Hi follow rs, he said. intended to endthe intense truggle between the two gr at fore s by raining tire from heaven up on Satan's follower , but it wouldnot hurt them, because demon spirits could nov•••.control tire so it had l10 power to bur n human beings. And headd d that if I doubted whal he was sa ing, I could go to India or other area of the world that had perfected blackmagic to a science and I would behold tire walkers stepping across a bed of coals without so much as sing mg ahair of their legs.

As we left the wor hip room I staled that I felt quite confu d about Satan and hi angels. My Catholicupbringing had taught me that Satan and ln angels were m hellfire with the souls of people who had died III thestate of mortal sin. What was the truth')

The Satanist priest agre d to ta time to give us what h called a true picture of things. "Gentlemen, I realizethat your visit to our worship room has•• raised question. in your minds. First, let me tell you that we. the membersof our. ecret society here in Montreal, are the elite of spirit wor hipers. When the struggle between the forces fromabove and those of our gr at master comes to an end and h perrnan ntly establishes his kingdom on this planet.we will rec iv high positions of authority and honor. We will be nchl r rewarded tor having Sided with what nowapp ars to be the underdog-if you get what I mean.

"Millenniums ago our gr at mast r had jurisdiction over countle numbers of beings m a vast universe. Hbecame rrusund r tood and wa, fore d to f1 his domain along with the other spirits who ympathized with him.

''The inhabitants of this planet welcomed our master kindly. But as the result of hi superior intell ct. he becamthe ngbtful possessor of the planet by causmg the original owners to forfeit their right to it by believing somethingthat he said wass m reality factual. Som people ma r call this deception, but he was merely following the law of. elf-survival, a natural instinct in all gr at leaders.

"When it becam known that hi rival Christ would come to earth after assuming the nature of man to attracthumanity to Himself. our master and his chi f counselors decided to tallow a . trategy similar to the one thai

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originally had enabled them to acquire their new donuruon."This plann d course of action would require all demon spirits to careful] r counsel humans to live in a "vay that

\•••'ould disqualify themselves from becoming members of Christ's kingdom. The spirits would encourag peopl tolist n to their feelings instead of the word of Christ and His prophets. In no sur r way could the spirits obtaincontrol of people's lives without the individuals realizing what was happening. TIle spirits would suggest all kindsof erroneous doctrine and ideas. and humanity would readily accept them because they felt strongly about them."

The high priest, his face radiating hi. fascination with what he had just told us, asked lor permission to take afew additional minutes of our time to illustrate what he had talked about. When we assured him of our deepinterest. of our desire to know more about the activities of the spirits, he continued.

"If you recall. gentl men. Solomon, the king of Israel, had b en gifted with great wisdom and had attracted theattention of a number of powerful ruler. At the same time. our great master became concerned over Solomon'sgetting 311that attention and decided that he should make a supreme effort to control the entire world. Up to thenhe had succeeded in establishing Idolatry in every pan of the world. except in the nation of Israel. So it wasdecided that certain spirit counselor' should fir t cause Solomon to think highl of himself. Second, the r shouldlead him to feel strongly that it would be in the best interest of his nation to form alliances with the surroundingnations, even though many of his advisors would urge him not to do so.

"Our master's plan was a huge success. When the day came that by Solomon's example Israel worshipedAshtorcth, the goddess of the Zidonians: Cherne h. the god of the Moabites: and Mi\com, the god of the children ofAmmon l I Kings I 1:33J when the peopl prostrated themselv s before idols representing demon spirits ourmaster felt that his triumph ,vas cornplet . He had reached his great objective. The whole \••.'orld was in reality athis command.

"G ntlemen, I b Iieve that by novv you realize the master's great wisdom and c1 verness in concealing his trueidentity. It assures his dedicated agents that their diligence will be rewarded some day wh n the see thegenerations of earth standing before them in humble obedienc . acknowledging that their master I in realit a greatgod."

''Th great master." he continued. "leaves nothing to chance. With well-matured plans and great car he lays hisnares to captivate the minds of millions of the wisest mortals and thu secure their all giance both in this presentlife and tor eternity."

Vibrant with enthusiasm tor Satan's cause. the man proceeded to tell us about what he called "the mostawesome assembl of spirit beings ever to converge in one place on the face of this planet."

"At the beginning of th eight enth century." he said. "Satan and hi. spirit counselors held a great generalcouncil to prepare tor the industrial age that would soon break upon the world, Satan foresaw that an age ofscientific discov ry and int llectual enlightenment \•••·ould immediately follow upon its heels. It would usher in theend-times. the clos of the struggle between the forces of good and eVIL

"Since Satan had been stud ing the prophecie of the Bible, he understood the meaning of Daniel I~:4 thatdescribed the time of the end, how many shall run to and fro, and how knowledge would be increased. Herecognized it as an ideal time to separat human from their Creator. thus leading earth's multitudes to perdition. Itoffered a sure way to build up hi coming kingdom to uch an extent that few peopl will be left to leave thisplanet wh n Christ comes tor them In 3 eeret rapture at the clos of the Christian Era."

In an aside the priest boasted that Christ would not really return to Earth in power and glory. but would abdicateall claims to the planet, knowing that it was legall and rightfully Satan' . ''Then the great master will re urrect ourpeople from their graves, and establish his own unending kingdom here.

"After lengthy deliberations." he said, returmng to the subject of Satan's general council. "it closed after havingproduced plans tor deceptions that would disqualify vast numbers of peopl from Chri t's kingdom. They wouldthen automatically become part of Satan's kingdom. The executive committee had adopted a three-pan plan.

'TIle first pan would be to convince human being. that Satan and his ang I. did not really exist."Th second pan sought to obtain total control over peopl by introducing hypnotism as a new and beneficial

science. Men of great learning," the prie t explain d, "would. under the direction of friendly spirits. perpetuate thedoctrin of the Immortal soul by causmg people under their hypnotic spell to supposedly regress in time to formerlives. Such indi viduals would vividly describe historical events that the otherwise knew nothing about when notin a tranc .

"And to add power to the d ception," the piritist pri :t continu d..."at times the spirits would cause thehypnotized person to speak fluentl r a foreign language he or she had not previously known. This would help Satan

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de-Christianize the West m world through the avenue of mysticism.The third part of Satan's plan would d tro r the Bible without actually domg away with it. Satan would drive the

thought of God out of the minds of millions through the theory of evolution."The priest claimed that Satan had selected individuals of great intellect to advance his plan. "He chose an

Austrian phy ician named Franz Mesmer to trans form hypnotism from a pla thing of the occult into a new science.Mesmer originated a theory called animal magn tism. pirits led him to believ that a mysterious fluid penetratesthe human body and allows certain persons to have a powerful influence over others.

"By the time he died in 1815 hypnotism as an ane: thetic had begun to acquire an aura of respectability amongmany European physicians. TIley discovered that their medical practice now. eerned more effective than everbefore."

Pausing, a big smile on his fac , the priest added. "Th y had no Idea that the were actually being energized byfriendly spirits.

"Satan's plan to destroy the Bible without actually getting rid of II has to be the most clever thing I hav everheard or." he laugh d. "Charles Darwin, born in 1809, and Thomas Henry Huxle ,born in 1825. both came underthe influence of spirits at an early age because medical doctors used hypnonsm as a form of anesthetic.

''Th spirits decided that wh n the two children becam adults, the r would be the instruments to advance thereligion that we know as the theory of evolution. B r tying II In with the scientific revolution breaking across theworld most people would n v r even recognize that it was a religion a religion that crossed all denominationalboundaries and even caught up the nonreligious.

To my shock and amazement, the pries t then claimed that "the spirits consid r anyone who teaches the theory ofevolution to be a minister of that great religious system and the individual will receive a special unction fromSatan himself. Satan gives him gf at power to induce spiritual blindnes , to convince. and to convert. In tact. heholds such peopl In such high regard that he assigns a special retinue ofangel to accompan r him or her all hi orher life. It is the greatest honor that Satan can bestow up{)na person In the pres nee of the galaxy."

The priest explained that Satan and his counselors had concluded that they could use the theory of evolution todestro r the very foundation of the Bible. "They could turn it again t the Creation week. the Fall, and the plan ofredemption. The stakes were so high here that the spirits tell us that Satan himself tutored Charles Darwin insetting up the principles of his scientific concepts."

With obviou prid the pries t next explained how spirits can take a person of seemingly no importance andelevate him or her to positions of honor and respect. This person's name can even become immortal. "A goodexample," he said, "is Thomas Henry Huxle ,who. until the spirits Intervened, was nothing more than a surgeon inthe British nav '. They enabled him to become famous as a zoologist. lecturer. and writer. He accomplishedmarv Is in making Darn-in's theory acceptable to the public even though he introduced the idea that man is adescendant of apes.

"Having one b en a Catholic priest," our guide concluded, "I sa r that it i Impossible tor someone to believ Inthe biblical Creation week, the Fall, and the plan of redemption. and at the same time hold to evolution. Such ahodgepodg ofideas has to be the gr at st form of blasph m r known to the Creator." (By the way. I shouldmention that this soci ty of piritists nev r referred to God as such. but always to the Creator. They spoke only ofSatan and his angels as gods.)

By now sorn thing puzzled me. "How in the world can anyon consider evolution as a religicu doctrin '!" Iasked. "Everybod r knows It's just a theory, something assumed because It seems the b t way of explaining howlife apparently originated on earth."

The man's eyes gleamed with additional excitement as h replied, "A religiou doctrin is anything that brings aperson closer to hi god. It ma be a concept. an activity, or even something that ma r appear totall unrelated toreligion. But if it serves to promote the Ideals of Satan, the great god of this world, it is indeed a religious doctrinein the full st sense of the word. In tact, I got this definition directly from a spirit counselor."

After I accepted Jesus as my SaVIOur,I began studying the Bible to se how a belief in evolution mightdisqualify a person from God's kingdom. I began to understand why as I considered Jesus' words about blasphemagainst the Holy Spirit Is e Matt. I :!:31. 3:!).

You se , wh n sorn one declares that he or she can no longer believe in God' creation, that we cannot take theconcept of the Fall of the human rac seriously. and that human beings are little mol' than highly evolved animals.then that individual is in a very r al sens accusing the Holy Spirit of being a lying spirit. Since the Bible waswritt n under the direct in. piration of the Holy Spirit. h or she IS charging that the Spirit is untrustworthy.

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After we conversed a short ,•vhile longer ,•...ith the spiritist leader. h asked. "Do you have any more questionsthat you would like 31l.swered 'j"

Whil we had been locking at the paintings. I had observed that Satan's altar se med to be solid marble.approximately nine teet in length. 36 inches in height. and about 30 inchess wide. "The master's altar appears to beone solid block." I observed. "How did you get so heavy an object down there?"

The priest smiled. ''You are very ob ervant, Mr. Mom au. Or could II be that the master has impre sed thatobservation on your mind 0 he can reveal to you his gr at power? B the way. young men. one of the spiritcounselors has told me that the master has a very special purpose tor the lives of both of you. So let me tell you ofthe spirits' power. But first, do you mmd If I light a cigar?"

We were at the time Sitting on the sofas by a picture window that gave us a beautiful view of the city bathed in asea of light. I got the impression that the priest greatly enjoyed telling us about the main interest of his lif theactivities of the demon spirits. And w had the time to listen.

"Th master's altar was brought to its pr sent location in the sam manner and by the same power that Druidpriests employed to erect the Ston benge structures spirit power, or In other words. the process of levitation. Thespirits have revealed to me the great accomplishment of Druid priests among the ancrent Celts in France. England.and Ireland more than 2R centuries ago. I W3! shown that at the hours of noon and midnight during the full moon.the Druids levitated blocks or gray sandstone, weighing as much as 28 tons. into pr cise position to erect theirplaces of worship."

He then took a couple of puffs on his Churchill cigar. sat back. and continued. "Aware of their accomplishments.I felt that the sam privilege was mine to exercis and enjoy, Therefore I notified my people of my intentions togive the master a token of our affection s In a beautiful altar. They felt that if I had the faith to believe that thespirits would set the altar in Its de ignated place. the r would tak care of the cost and transportation to the rearentrance of our place of worship. Without hesitation I told them to place an order tor an altar made of whileCarrara marble, Nothing is too good tor the master.

"I know by experience that the spirits' po",'er has no limit when it comes to working tor those who believe theword of the master. And the greatly rewarded my faith when, during our midnight devotional service. the godslevitated that marble altar to its resent location.

"B the way. gentlemen, you have been gr atly honored this evening. although you may not be aware of it. Aswe stood by th master's altar locking at that beautiful painting. which is in reality but a taint expression of hisbeauty and glory. the master appeared to me and stood by the tar end of the altar tor about three mmutes, listemngto us talk. That is wh I suggested that \••..e bow III the manner that we did. Your complying with my requestbrought, I could tell. great joy to the master's heart,

"It ma inter sl you to know that we hav not been aware of the master's presence in our midst tor almost threemonths. as a result of the tact that the United at ions has been fashioning peace plan. That is requiring themaster's undivided at! ntion, a work that he dare not commit to anyone el. e.

"Peace on earth i not in the best interest of hi. kingdom, so he has the mammoth task of delegating to hislegions of spirit agents what they must do to perpl x and keep personal feelings running high among humanity'leaders. The problems the pirits raise will have these leaders alway searching for solutions so they won't havetime to get together."

Of all that I had heard, one point stood out above everything else: the. tatement that Satan's painting but faintlyexpresses his beauty and glory. I decided to bring the subject up again. Using the terminology that I thoughtcorrect at the time, I asked, "Reverend, would you clarity ornething you said? I'm sure I have not grasped fullywhat you meant." I then repeated il and waited for his reply.

"Yes, friends, the painting of the master but diml reveals him. Whn a spirit materializes, it usually hides thebeauty and glory that it po sses in its natural state of bemg. If a spirit would make itself vi ible to us right nov••;without shield- ing us from its brightness, we could not look upcn it without hurting our eyes.

"For mstanc . while on my rec nt vacation in the U.. A. a chief counselor app ared in my hotel suit inChicago. He had come with the urgent message that the person I had left in charg here was about to wreck all thework the spirit. had done to bring you in touch \•...ith our society. But I'll tell you more about that in the near future.Anyway, his brighrn s was so dazzling that I could not gaze upon him. After giving me a few words of advice heleft. But the shock of that light left me partially blinded tor about 30 rrunutes. A few nunutes later I tried to dial acall, but couldn't make out the numerals on the phone. I had to ask the operator tor assistance."

We conversed a little longer with the priest, who filled us IIIon many points regarding demon worship. Then

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before we left that evening It swore us to ecrecy concerning what we bad. een and heard.The high prie t pok an incantation, parts of ,vhich we repeated after him and we sealed the pact by depo iting

a pinch ofpowd red inc n e 100•••.Iy above the flam ora black candle, causing it to bum int nsely and filling theroom with a rich aroma.

After returning to my re id nee, I found mys If unabl to I ep all night. ince I could not top thinking aboutthe worship room vi it. The idea that Satan and hi angel do indeed exist and are actually beautiful beings othid ou creatures-I had a hard time adju ting to. My Catholic upbringing bad ' varped my mind so badly fromreality that I bad great difficult r accepting it. It took about two month! of supernatural manife tations before Iaccepted the fallen angel tor what the are eautiful, .uperintelligent beings,

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CHAPTER 5

SPIRITS llV ACTION

About two or thr e weeks aft r visiting the \••..orship room I had another opportunity to discuss Satan and his angels\,..ith the high priest. Wh n I mention d to him that I had exp cted to meet a group oftough-Iookmg characters hesmiled and chuckled a little. "Spirit \,..orship rs, lik memb rs of any soci ty, vary greatly. Otten the reflect thelocal culture. As you travel you \•.•·ill notice that among people with large illiteracy. superstinon prevails. They willemploy the most d grading forms of worship. The spirits III such cases delight in leading people that way becausethey know it hurts their gr al Rival. Christ. He claimed that He would draw all men to Himself But the spiritshave proven Him wrong, over the c nturies, mnumerable times. Millions upon millions have gone to the gravewithout so much as having ever heard of His name. much les believing in Him."

As the pri t talk d he ros from his d k chau and b gan pacing the floor. He told d his hand! behind his backand kept staring at the floor, occasionally glancing up at me.

"As tor us here in Montreal. we tind our elves. III a way, at the brighter end of the pectrum. Nature has investedus with mental faculties tar above thos of the million. inhabiting this area. That is why the master has gone out ofhis way to acquaint us with the reality of things III the spirit world. He has a special work tor each one of us-andstop looking at me as If you don't believe me!"

Undoubtedly my fac had shown my shock at what h had said so tar. "Pardon me If I have offend d in anyway:' I told him. "I do believe what you hav said. But I hav much to learn about the master's will all I havewitnessed her in your house of worship I so n wand diff r nt from what I was brought up to believ ."

"I didn't mean to snap at you, believ m ." he repli d, "and you hav not offend d me. It's just that at times Itak things probably too seriously. I was not boasting in the way I talked about our people h re in Montreal. Themaster explain d that to me personally."

B then he had sat back down III his de k chair, lit a cigar, and was puffing away. "As for you and your friendRoland, it was reveal d to me a year ago that I would meet you here in our house of worship. but I had forgottenall about it. And as I mentioned to you a while back. I was relaxing in a hotel suite in Chicago wh n a chiefcounselor appeared to me, refr shed my memory about you, and told me to get on the phone immediately to thep rson I had left III charge while I was away. He wa.s about to wr ck all the work that the spirits had done to putyou III touch with us. I tel phoned the man at onc ,and before I had time to sa anything, he mentioned thatGeorge had asked tor the permis ion to have you and your friend att nd a praise essiou, and that he had refusedhim the privilege. Of course I informed him of the chief counselor's wishes. Then I called George to t II him that itwould be a pleasure to have you with us. A' you can se , the master thmks a lot of each one of us, so stopund restimating yours 1["

After returning to my resid nee that evening, I experienced aneth r almost sl eple: s night th conversationwith the prie..••t kept running through my rrund.

On parncular evening my friend Roland had to work overtime at his job and didn't hav opportunity to reachme by phone before lien tor the meeting. Whil tiding the streetcar home, h figured that if he went directly tothe me ting place he probabl wouldn't be too lat . He decided to transfer at the lilt rs ction of St . Cath rineStre t and St. Laurent Boulevard and there tel phone me at the house of worship. But he had left the phone numberat home. If only he could remember its address he could then get the number from the information operator. So hepulled out a small note book h had III his pocket, and his pen. but try as he might he could not visualize thenumber he had se n so many times on the building. However, to hi. gr at surprise, as he whi pered to himself "Iwish the spirits would help me." some mvisible tore moved the pen in his hand, writing not only the numb rofthe hou e but the nam of th stre t III beautiful script.

He felt quite delighted over his accompli hm nt until the operator told him that the phone number was unlist d.About that sarn time George and I wondered what had happened to our friend. Then George got an idea. "Let's

get Gerard the clairvoyant to locate Roland," he suggested.After a few words of incantation, Gerard closed his e es, placed his fingers on his temples, and said, "I se

Roland having just enter d the United Cigar Stor at the corner of St . Cath rin Street and St. Laurent Boulevard.ow he IS talking to the tel phone operator. He want ••our phone number, but is being told that it is unlisted. I will,

by the help of my familiar spirit, transfer a thought to him. Ah, he has il. He's dialing George; be ready to answer,

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as he ,••..ill b asking for you."George started toward the phone acres the room. On the first nng sorn one picked up the receiv r and, after

saying Hello, told George the call was for him.When Roland arrived. h was d lighted over his experience with the spirits. He showed us that beautiful writing

on the paper and said. "I'm gOing to frame it. I have never se n . uch beautiful freehand writing in my life." 111enturning to the pri t. he asked. "I wond r, wh ' didn't the spirit give me the phone number, as well as the address'?"

"You did not ask the. pirit for it." the man replied. "According to thy faith be it done unto thee. The experienceyou have had this evening is child's play In comparison with what the gods have in mind for you two gentlemen.But you hav to exercis faith in the spirits and xp ct great things from them. What you need is to witness thespirits' power and intelligence at work a few times. then I believe you will be able to exercise a sufficient amountof faith so they will be able to aid you in greater way."

Perhaps two or three week later when Roland and I enter .d that level ' residence. the Satanist prie t greeted usand then add d this announcern nt: "This evening you are going to witness a most Interesting seanc . An oldacquaintance of mine i visiting your city. A prominent professor of hi tory. historian In the fullest nse of theword, he has been affiliated with some of the leading French universities. Hi knowl dge of fascinatiug details ofhistory has made him outstanding in his ti Id. Or I should sa t, the spirits have made him great They havesuppli d him with many unknown facts of history. This evening he will-through a trance medium-uncovermany details of Napoleon Bonaparte's war campaigns. He is at present having his devotions in the worship room.Meanwhil , let me explain what will tak place."

Making ourselves comfortable, we attentively list ned to the priest explain what should b a most fascinatingseance. itA trance medium allows a spirit to enter hi. body, taking full control of hi. physical and mental faculties.and thus serves as a mean for the spirits to better communicate with human . In times past as many as . ix to I:!spirits have entered the trance medium's body at different times. On particular. pirit may be knowledgeabl aboutcertain details on some point. of history. but lack information on other aspects. Anoth r one who was present andinvolved with the event" that transpired at a particular time will replace him. The spirits are so precise that thecan reproduce not only the words but the very tones and voice qualities of the persons they are quoting."

A few minutes lat r the priest left to check wh th r his friend had finished his devotions. Before long hereturned to tell u that all tho e int rested in witnessmg the seance should go down to the worship room.

The priest introduced the visiting historian to the assernbl " then asked for SIXvolunteer. to come forward, Thespirits would choose one of them as their channel of communication tor the evening. The six individuals stoodbefore the priest. who invoked the gods to manifest their great powers to us by having the spirits who had directedand assisted apoleon Bonaparte In his military campaigns reveal the details requested by the visiting historian.Whil the priest was p rforming a short ritual. a spirit ent red the body of one of the men and began to talk. Thevoice had a Parisian French accent and a tone that commanded attention.

The spirit informed us that he was a chi f counselor pecralizing In military matters and having jurisdiction overlegions spirits. Since the subj ct was very complex. he would u ed two others of the remaining five men as spiritchannels.

The two individuals kind of shivered a bit, their e -es clos d. and the spirits sugg ted that the be addressed asR mi and Alphon. . The e es of the man po sessed by the chief couru elor remained open but never moved, nordid his eyelids blink for a period of about 45 minute.

The priest turn d to the historian and said, ''Th gods are hononng your requests."The visitor stood up with a clipboard and pen. First he flattered the spirits, acknowledging that the had in times

past given him information that made him one of the gr at st in hi. ti Id of learning. He conversed with the spiritsfor a few minutes, addressing them as Lord Remi. Lord Alphonse. and Lord Counselor. 111enhe asked questionafter question. and without hesitation the answers came.

At one point the int rview referred to a certain conversation between Napoleon and one of his commandingofficers. The chief counselor stated that it would be preferabl for Alphonse and Remi to reproduce the dialoguthat took place between the two men. for the sake of accuracy. The voice changed completely, as if two differentindividuals were talking.

Turning to George, I said, ''This is fantastic!"With a smile George replied "Ifyou think this Impressive wait till you hear the spirits reproduce the voices of

peopl you knew who have been de-ada long time. That r ally blows one's mind"The historian. having had all his que. tions about Napoleon Bonaparte's war exploit answ r d, then informed the

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chief counselor that he n ded additional information concernmg a speech Mayor Camillien Houd made on thesteps of the Montreal City Hall just before Canada entered World War II.

The chief counselor commented that he and his aides could not help him. srnc they had carried out all theiractivities m Europ . but that after their departure aneth r counselor would take his place and supply \•••.hat hewanted to know.

The bodies of the latter two men chos n as mediums shiver d. th ir e es opened. and in their own voices theyasked how long the' had been a part of the spirits' communications. As lor the man occupied by the chiefcounselor, he . hook a little. his e res closed and opened agam. and another spirit said. "It is my pleasure to assistyou in revealing the unknown. I was present when Mayor Camillien Houd made his speech against theconscription of French Canadian into the armed fore s. What would you like to know'!"

The historian again staled his appreciation to the chi f couruselor tor the continual guidance of the spirits in hilife. "Due to the tact that no one was present who could make a shorthand account of Houde's speech. manyditl rent version." now circulate. oble counselor, do you hav any way of clearing up the matter lor us'!"

"I am glad to give you a 'vord-for-word reproduction of Mr. Houde's speech."What happened next amazed me beyond my ability to explain. I could hardly believe my ears. There it was a

voice I had h ard on the radio probably hundred oftimes over a numb r of years. Camillien Houde was a hotlycontrov rsial politician. He never hesitated to vosce his opinions regarding anyone or anything.

In the late thirties Carnillien wa.s a hot topic tor the French nexvs media. Hi. activities as ma or of Montrealconstantly made the news. Radio stations recorded his speeches and comments and replayed them over and over.so his voice was easy to recognize. And now I heard that familiar voice again. but this time reproduced throughthe agency of a demon. pirit. We list ned to it tor about 20 minute ..

Sometime ago I mentioned the experience to someone, and the individual said that it could have been thedeparted spirit. or soul. of Camiliien giving the speech. However, at that time Carnillien was well and alive. He didnot die until the twelfth of September. 1958. Like the d mon pirit had said. it was a reproduction of Mr. Houd 'svoice and words.

111atevening as George drov u home he stated his belief that when a person dies, he or she is completelydead. and that wh n people claim to hold communication with the spirits of the dead. it ISactually d mon spiritsimpersonating their departed loved ones.

AI that time I found his statement int re tmg, but did not give II a gr at deal of thought. George did not want toenlarge upon the subj ct. but instead mentioned that we should have the prie t explain the matter to us wh n timewould permit.

It so happened that the following Sunday evenins we di cus. ed the topic with the pri t. He gave Roland and mean int r ling account of d mon spirits impersonating the dead. seeing it as an illustration of their cleverness inmisleading humans. I got the nnpre ion that the man receiv d great delight and satisfaction 1T0mrecountingparticular instances wh n the spirits had deceived great I aders.

111epriesst also alluded to three or tour Biblical accounts. but since I had no knowledge of the Bible at the time.it did not impress me except when he mentioned as a mast rpt ce the experience of Saul. king of Israel, and thewitch of Endor. He stated hov•...the spirits had lead Saul to rule hi lite by listening to hi feelings instead of theword of his God. And hov••..the)' complet Iy separat d him 1T0mthe Creator by causing him to commit a greatabomination in the sight of the God of the Hebrews. and by that means actually accomplished his de truction. "Nogreater glory could our master bring to himself at that time III history than to lead the chief executive of the nationof Israel to bow himself before a demon. pirit III the sight of all the inhabitants of the galaxi s."

TIle man said that demonic spirits have worked through the centuries to convince people to accept the conceptthat human beings have an inherently immortal soul. He explained how spirits have taken great delight inImpersonating dead loved ones or famous peopl all in an at! mpt to persuade humanity that the humanpersonality does not perish ,•...ith the body.

Explaining why human so easil accept the idea that they liv on after death, he explained that a powerfulchange occurred in their intell ct after Adam and Eve believed Satan's deception. "Distrust and unbelief toward theCreator became part of their natur ." he said. "On the oth r hand, it became part of their mental fiber to respond tothe voice of our master and his spirit associates."

The prie. t urpri.sed my fri nd and me wh n he declar d that a belief in life after death was a form of idolatrythrough necromancy. In tact. I n arly tell off my chair when he claim d that d monic spirits were continua IIdetiling Christian churches by luring millions of Christians mto a form of spirit worship that leads them into

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idolatry without their even realizing it."Contrary to popular belief," he continued, "necromancy does not Just consist of conjuring up the spirits of the

dead to communicate with them. Because human beings are totall mortal and do not possess an immortal soul.necromancy has inherent In it the idea that the dead actually enter a higher existence than the' had when the' werealive.

"According to the great master," the spiritualist priest explained, "people do not even have to eek help from thesupposed spirits of the dead to find themselv s enmeshed In necromancy. Belief in life after death in it elf" heargued, "constitutes necromancy. It allows d monic spirits opportunity to imper onate the dead. When peoplebelieve their lies, it bring the master the respect and rever nc due his great and glorious nam . Also, if amusesand pleases the spirits that the ' have led peopl into Idolatry."

As the priest went on exalting Satan and hIS wisdom. a great sadnes tilled me. My heart actually ached as Irecall d the devotion of my parents and grandparents to the memo!)' of their dead relatives. They had sacrificedand deni d themselves much to set asid money to have masses celebrated to shorten the period of time those soulswould hav to spend in purgatory before the' enter d celestial bliss. When I realized that all that sacrifice hadbeen in vain, the shock was almost as great as what I had felt when my mother died.

The following Sunday the spiriti t priest gave a message he entitl d "Christian Idolatry." It covered In muchgr a~ r detail humanity' condition in death and explained how demonic spirits established and maintained thebelief in purgatory to turn the minds of millions away from Christ. The speaker bragged about the advantage spiritshav over the Creator wb n it comes to getting peopl to believe something.

"The Creator," the priest said, "cannot lie, and He does not. way peoples' feelings to get them to believe Hisword. On the contrary, He want them to accept it because the trust Him to tell only the truth, On the other hand.spirits can lie, and take advantage of the tact that human b Ings list n to their feelings when it come to decidingon the direction of their liv . Spirits make full u e of that weakness by causing people to feel strongly about thingsthe spirits want them to believe. They till the human mind with erroneous thoughts. People natural] accept suchideas, and always will."

Satan's ability to deceive delighted the group of spirit worshipers. and when the peaker mentioned that he andhis angels actually hav millions of Christians involved in idolatry without their being aware of it. the audiencebrok out in applau e and gave the man a standing ovation.

Again the pries••t boasted that the master had deceived the whole world " ..ith the b lief of an Immortal soul d piteour age's scientific knowledge and enlightenment Then som thing amazing happened that helped me to acceptChrist and eventually to decide to join the Seventh-day Adventist Church. It was a question someone rais d.

"What about the Adventist '.'" a per on asked. "You can't consid r them deceived like you sa the rest of theworld is. Why do they resist the gr at deception?"

"You are correct," the priest repli d. "Adventists hav n'l been tak n in by it. First, let me explain " ..hy I ignoredthem. There are so few of them when you consider the reot of the world's population that I didn't even think ofmentioning them.

"Second, the reason that the' haven't fallen tor the deception is that the r are not ordinary peopl . Permit me toexplain. What I am going to sa next ma ' upset sorn of you. but it's true wh th r you lik it or not.

''The tact that Adventists celebrate the biblical Sabbath of Creation makes it impossible tor spirits to deceivethem. The Creator gives them special help and great spiritual in ight . So in that ense the are not ordinarypeople."

111atunique experience was in.••trumental in helping me make a decision tor Christ. Alter accepting Jesus as myLord and Saviour, I becam an avid student of the Bible. A a former spiritist. I felt that I should thoroughlyacquaint myself with the Word of God so that I could help others with the question of spiritism.

It deeply impr ssed me that the Bible declares that necromancy the belief that human beings have a consciousexist nee after death that we can communicate ,",vith ISan abomination before God. I now realized that it is infact a blasphemous form of idolatry that rob God of the glory due His holy name. We do that when we attributeto dead people faculties that belong only to the Creator, such as Immortality. First Timothy 6: I6 tells us that"[God] only hath immortalit ,dwelling in the light which no man can approach unto."

My encounter with piriti m has made me extremely aware that the belief in lite after death ISpart of a Ii t ofnine activities that expose peopl to the world of supernatural spirits. Scripture calls all of them abominations.

Through Moses God told His people, ''There shall not be found among you anyone that maketh his son or hisdaughter to pa! through the tire. or that useth divination, or an obs rver of times. or an enchanter, or a witch, or a

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charmer, or a consulter with familiar spirits, or a "lizard, or a ne-cromancer. For all that do thes things are anabomination unto the Lord: and because of these abominations the Lord thy God doth drive them out 1T0mbeforethe "(Deut 18:10.1:!).

God consid red occult practices so dangerous that anyone in Lsrael found to be involved in them was to beston d to death (see Lev. 20:26, 27).

A I really studied the Bibl tor the tir t rime in my life, I was surprised to e how clear] r the Lord tales thatthe dead have no consciousn ss, In Ecclesiastes 9:5, 6, I read this stunning statement: ''Th living know that theyball die: but the dead know not any thing .... Also their love, and their hatred, and their env ,i now perished:

neither have the any mol' a portion for ever in any thing that i done under the sun."But the passag s that impres ed me the most occur in the book of Job: "Man that i born of a woman is of few

days, and full of trouble. He cometh forth like a flower, and is cut down: he tl eth al 0 as a hadow, and contmuethnot.... Hi sons come to honour, and he knoweth it not; and the r are brought low, but he perceiveth it not ofthem" {Job 14:121,.

Friendly Demonic SpiritsSeveral rim I have used the teml.friend~l' sptnts. Perhaps I should explain it further. The higb priest of the

spiritist group mad it quite dear that Satan's arrrues of spirits are well regimented, and he assign them activitiesaccording to their inherent abilitie . The priest stated that fallen ang Is tall into three distinct groups.

He defined the friendly spirits as thos of great intell ct who have abilit to impersonate the dead. In tact, one oftheir greatest delights i in appearing as the supposed spirits of departed loved ones. "As their specialty theoperate in the religiou world. They perpetuate the old error that hay worked so well for Satan for so long. andthey are ever ready to introduce new ones as needed.

''Th warriors," he said, "concentrat on sowing discord in families and misunderstanding between friends.relatives. and neighbors. Such, pirits love to create friction between races and other egments of society. Andtho e who hav the best track record in dividing people and filling them with hatred and violence. Satan assigns thetask of causing outright war among nation ."

"The oppre sors," the piriti t leader explained. "are a unique group in that they tind delight only in producingmisery and destruction among the human race. They suffered some kind of mental breakdown "vhen our greatmaster and his spirit associates were misunderstood and dri ••'en to this planet. and they have never recovered 1T0mthe ordeal. Hating the Creator bitterly. they feel that the only way to get even with Him is to "vreck the lives ofthos created in His image."

A few months later what he told Roland and me that night had a major role in my decision to break away fromdemon worship.

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CH PTER 6

PRESSURE FOR A COMMITMEJ T

On particular evening, as Roland and I COllver ed with the Satanist pri r, h mentioned that the time had comefor both of us to begin exercising faith In the pO\'..-erof the spirits, since the master had in.structed him that weshould, "One of many gin s is yours to claim." he said. "if only you are willing to profess faith openly in themaster."

It consisted of participating In a Satanist ntual In which we would state before the ass rnbly that we recognizedSatan as a great god, the supreme ruler of Planet Earth, willing to bestow wonderful gifts upon believers. Wewould then claim tor ourselves such a gift as we d Ired. Finally we would seal our confession of faith bydepositing a pinch of powdered inc nse over liv coals on Satan's altar and genuflecting before it

My friend did not hesitat at all. Even though I felt like giving the matter some thought before making adeci ion, Roland offered many reasons why that evening was the Ideal time tor me to tak that important st pinmy life.

Although I am now ashamed to admit it, I gav In and went through with it. I asked for the gin of divinationthat I plann d to use in the following way: In my sl ep at night I \••..ould dr am of the winning names and numbersof rac horse at a particular track the next day: then I would go to a bookie and bet on them. That very first night Ihad such a dr am. Most vividly I saw the winn rs at thr race tracks on the coming Saturda ,three days away.

On the day d rgnated I proce ded to a bookie, and sur enough I spotted up on the board the names I had seenin the dr am. Since I didn't have a great deal of mone to play with. I placed a small amount on the first two rac sand won about $60. TIle third horse paid 21 to I because it was tar from being a favorite. But realizing that thespirits had informed me COlT ctl up to th n, I figured that I should invest ~O. The hor e earn in first, and I wasthe only person in the plac to walk up to the cage to collect. I picked up the $420 cash, said Thank you, and left.Walking tall over my newly found good fortun , I headed down Ste. Catherine Street to one of the many tine men'sSllOPSand bought mys If a tailor-made suit of clothes costing about S~OO.

Similar experienc took place on other Saturda 'S, and before long the owner of the bookie joint had hismanager bring me into his office. H wanted to hav a chat with me. Aft r we had talked for a while. he realizedthat I didn't know much about hor. e racing.

"I'm amazed," he said, "over the fact that, having such little knowledge of the subj ct of horse racing, you pickthe winners so well. Do you mind telling me who teeds you information?"

Wh n he realiz d that he was getting nowhere with me he said, "You'r too costly to have in my establishmentI would lik you to leave and not come back. If you need the addresses of other bookies in Montreal, I'm willing togive you a list of them."

My sudden prosp rity \•...as nic to exp rience, but in reality it didn't make me truly happy. Somehow it broughtno contentment. However Roland was having \•...hat he call d the best time of his lite as the spirits \•...orkedfantastically tor him.

On particular evening som thing happened that really disturbed me.After many person had t tified as to what the spirits had don tor them. the pri t ugg led that we all go

down to the worship room and have a praise session to the gods. "We will speak the language of heaven, " he said."II make our mast r and the chiefcounselors very happy." His statement puzzled me. but I felt it was probablybest not to ask how devil worshipers could speak the language of heaven.

Once seated in the worship room, everyon rec ived a church hymnal (and I mean a Christian church hymnal).In tact, the priest mentioned three Christian d nominations u ing that particular one. After h had p rform d ashort ntual before the altar, he then told the assembly to turn to a particular hymn and sing along with him. TIlesinging mu t hav continu d tor 20 minut ot uti ring a word, I sat almost in a state of shock.

Afterward, while we were returning upstair, the pri t came to me and said with a smile, "I netic d that you didnot take part In our praise session to the god . Do you mind telling me wh r,!"

"I just couldn't profan thos Christian hymn the way you people did. TIle tact that I don't like Som one is noreason why I should sing profanin s against His name."

"I understand the way you feel, but after a while you will adjust. It's like the first time a p rson , ••.·itnesses a liveanimal sacrifice. AI first it shocks him, but after he witnesses It a coupl of times he doesn't mind it anymor . By

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the way, \•.•.e'r planning to hav you and Roland come with us to c lebrate our high feast to the gods at a resort wehave in the Laurentian Mountains. You se , November first IS a very sacred day for our people. I will tell you morabout it next week when we meet again."

While Viewere driving home that evenmg I asked George to clarity something I had observed during the praisesession. After the people had sung for a \•.•·hile. sorn of them began to use a language other than French. yet themelody was still that of the Christian hymn.

He explained that the spirits took control of their rrunds, causmg them to praise Satan and hi chief couns elors inspirit language, thus enabling humans to worship them in a more elevated form of adoration. Such a type ofservice, he explained. had a dual purpose. First. the fact that demon worshipers sang Chri. tian hymn in itselfderided the name of Christ. Second, wh n demon spirits assumed control of the minds of some of the singers sothat the praised Satan and his chief counselors in spirit language to the melody of a Christian hymn, it constitutedthe highest form of blasphemy against the God of heaven, which pleas d Satan exce dingly.

A number of references to live animal sacrifices had caught my attention, so I asked George to tell us aboutthem. He explained that hi people conducted them on ovember I at a specific place rn the LaurentianMountains, but that he pr ferred having the priest explain things to u . However, circumstances kept me from everfinding out.

Unknown to me at the time, the fallen ang Is became aware that God was "•..orking to bring me shortly to theplace wh re I could hear of His great love tor undeserving human beings. His plan of redemption. and Hisrighteous character m dealing with human. The spirits then determin d to pre sur me quickly into a d epcommitment to demon worship. They wanted me to pa! s the pomt of no return as I will explain shortly.

On a particular Wednesday evening when I entered our place of worship, I never exp cted that it would be forthe la t time. As I shook hands with thos friendly individuals who had gone out of their way to make us feel partof their group rn order to please the spirits, it would have been impossible for me to imagine that ju t 10 days laterthe sam people would be vicious enemies planning my destruction, willing to spend a large sum of mone to putout a contract on my life.

The testimonial session was most impr sssve, and aft r it ended. the priest bad a short talk with my friend andme, telling us that the spirits were most anxiou to benefit our lives m a very special way. On ovember I, justtwo weeks away, if we would but make a definit commitm nt at an initiation service mto their seer t society, thespirits would then reveal to us their plans tor our lives.

When I asked the priest wh we had to go through the initiation ritual before they would tell u their plans torus, he explained that it wai a matter of exercising faith in the spirits. Without faith, it was impossibl to pleasetheir master, but plea ing him would m turn result m many ben fits to ourselves.

"G ntlemen, pleas com with me. I would like to hav you hear hovv the master rewards people."We accompanied him to a room wh r earlier that evening, as I pas..••ed by the closed door, I had heard a

fantastic clattering of typewriters. H knocked and som one responded, "Pleas come in." When we walked in. wefound a man stuffing large brown envelopes with stacks of legal-size typewritt n material.

"Julien, you have met thes gentlern n before," the priest said. "But I doubt that the r know your occupation andhov••..the spirits bettered your lite while you did good for others. So I brought them in to have them hear from youpersonally about your experi nee with the spirits once you were initiated into our society."

The man related to us that as a young attorney he saw himself destined to spending his life researclung referencematerial or court cases handled by. orne large law tinn. But good fortune came to him when, by the leading of thespirits, he became acquainted with demon worship. His life changed overnight.

After his initiation mto the group, the spirits mformed him that the had a special assignm nt tor him. He wouldhelp those who had committed crimes against society and were not receiving the legal advice the needed to avoidjail.

The spirits wanted him to venture out 101mdiately mto his ow-n bu ines . He would offer lawyers the uniqueservice of pr paring brief tor criminal court cases. TIle spirits \••.·ould do most of the work.

They informed him that letters had gon to c rtain French law ers throughout Canada, informing them he wouldsupply attorneys with all needed materials to fight and win those types of court cases that in times past they hadlost became the did not hav time to prepare. In no time at all replies began comins in.

ext, the spirits told him that all he had to do was to work in the hou of worship any Wednesday h neededtheir assistance. His efforts consisted in feeding paper into three type •.••Titers until the spirits had set up each brief inits entir ry.

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On the table in front of him were the typewriters and about SO piles of paper. They ranged anywhere betweenonehalf inch in thickne to about three mches. He explained that all that material had been typed as fast as hecould slip paper into the three typ writer. It contained the prop r procedures to follow in court, case histories ofsimilar cases tried in the past, etcetera.

When the priest asked him hov••.· the attorney accepted hi services. he declar d that the r were ju t delighted touse them because of the excellent results. To the pri t's question of how much dollar value the work before himrepresented, Julien replied that il involved many thousands of dollars. As we started to I ave he invit d us to comein and observe the spirits at work whenever we found ourselve in the building and he was occupied with hisproj ct.

TIle priest repeat d his request that we let them initiate us into their cult. My friend gave him a Yes answer, butI could not. "I'm sorry, but I cannot giv you an answer imm diately," I told him.' ext week at this time I willgive you a d finit answ r."

Not realizing it, I shook hand.••with the Satanist priest for the last time, then left. After going to bed that night, Icould not sl ep. The thought of initiation into the satanic cult kept whirling through my mind. Should I go throughwith it or not?

The experiences of the past few month.s passed b fore me, and many unanswered question regarding the fore sof good and evil tilled my mind. Even though I had discovered many amazing facts about the . upernatural, I feltthat il involved much mor than just what I had se n. I realized that one could not completely trust demon spiritsin their claims of what they declar d to be God's unfair d ahng: toward them. Wh re could a per on find truth?Certainl not in any of the Chri tian church . I thought, or I would hav heard of it by now.

In my p rplexity I felt that som how I needed help In making an intelligent decision, and an almostoverwhelming sense of help I ssn caused me to exclaim aloud. "If there is a God In heaven who cares for me,help me!" Short I r after speaking tho e words, I tumed on my sid and fell asleep. The n xt thing I knew my alarmclock rang. That Thur day morning I w nl to work, bun d in my thoughts.

Shortly aft r I had met Roland and began to attend spirituali tic seances, I started on a job I had applied forsome time previously. It meant my taking up a trad that of embroidery for a firm specializing in that type ofservice to the dre s manufacturing firms of Montreal.

During the time I was operating my embroidery machine, I mulled over and over the decision I had to makewithin a week. B Friday noon I had come to one-that I had no other choice than to go through with theinitiation.

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CH YfER 7

FRO,U DEMON WORSHIP TO BIBLE STVDY

AI three o'clock in the afternoon a bell rang as usual to mdicate the beginning of the l Svrmnute break period. As Ipas..••ed by the office on my way out of the plant, Harry, one of the owners. asked me to stop In when I returned towork. He needed to talk to me.

When I lat rent red his office. h offered me a cigar tt . then said. "Roger, I would like you to do me a favor.Undoubtedly you netic d my walking through the plant this morning with a young man. showing him OUI

operation. Well. I hav hired him to work her. H will begin n xt Monda r morning.""Bo s, that's inter sting. but what does it hav to do \ .ith me'!""Now list n carefull to what I'm gomg to tell you. It's very Important to me. Since he has left I have not been

abl to thmk about anything el e but a problem he has. Th man i a Christian. but keep the seventh-day Sabbath.Before taking the job, he mentioned that because of his religious convictions he would like to leav work at 3:30p.m, on Fridays and make up the time on the oth r days of the week. so that In this way he could prepare for theobservance of the Sabbath."

"Harry, I'm list ning, but I'm not getting the POint.""I se that you're not acquainted with the fact that the Biblical Sabbath begins at sun t Friday evening and

closes at sunset Saturday. Being Jewish. I understood exactly what he meant and told him we would work thingsout to his satisfaction. But I felt awkward about asking what religious d nomination he belongs to.

"H re's what I'd like you to do for me. I will hav C rril work at the rnachin next to you, and as you two getacquainted with each other. tind out the name of his church and the nature of his religious beliefs. Don't let on thatI mentioned any of this to you. B tactful. tak your time. even it"you have to wait a week or two before you bringup the ubject. This really intrigues me a christian keeping the Biblical Sabbath. I have n ver heard of such athing b fore today."

Feeling an urgent n ed to set Harry nght about the Sabbath and the corr ct day of the week to observe it. I said,"Don't you know that Sunday is the seventh day of the week'.' I learn d that wh n I was a young ter in school. TIlenuns explained to us that God created the world In SIXdays and rested on the seventh. But there has been an errormade in the Gr gorian calendar. In reality. Sunday should b on the calendar in the place wher you see Saturday."

With a smile, Harry pulled open one of hi d sk draw rs, picked up a dictionary, turn d to the word Saturdav,and asked me to read th d finition, "Saturday the seventh and last day of the week." Then he explained that theJews had never lost sight of the weekly cycle and that the Biblical Sabbath is in reality the seventh day of the week.or Saturday, as indicated by the calendar.

As for the Gr gorian calendar. h stated that. while it did Involve a correction of time it did not affect or alterthe weekly cycle in the least. It merely compensated for the tact that the calendar and the movement of the sun hadgotten 10 days out of adjustm nt over a P riod of 1.600 years. He then sugg~s ted that I check a good encyclop diaand let him know my tinding Sunday aft moon, sine \••.·e were planning to pIa billiards together that day.

I admitted to the boss that I was not very knowl dgeabl when it cam to r ligion, thanked him tor aninter sting tact of history, and returned to work. having agreed to get hrm the mformation he sought about Cyril'sreligious beliefs.

As I worked I couldn't think of anything except what Harry and I had talked about and couldn't wait untilquitting time so I could go to the public library and do a little research. Then I thought, Wh trouble mys If overreligion'! What good will it do me? It's a wasste of tim . But again I felt a strong desire to look into the subject.

After work I went directly to the municipal library and m a few minutes had all the tact cone rning theGregorian calendar. I found that my boss••wass correct on the subject.

Pope Gr gory XIII decre d that the day following Thursday. October 4. IS ::!, should b Friday. October 15,15 2. so as to bring the c lebrarion of East r back to the tim fixed by the Councilor icea. The Council had ruledthat the church should observe Easter on the first Sunday after the first full mOOLloccurring aft r the vernalequinox.

On Monday morning Harry introduced the new employe. to all of us at the shop. "Hi.s name is Cyril Grosse, andhe is an accompli hed embroiderer. We welcome Cyril to our plant, knowing that hi presence with us will add tothe credibility of our firm."

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H then walked Cyril to the work position next to mme, telling him that the new rnachin should be a plea metor him to operate. Then turning to me he said, "C -ril. meet Roger. You two should become good friends in thatyou will be working on the sam projects as time goes on. Roger, try to answer any questions Cyril ma havabout any particular work assignment. And if you fellows need help with anything, Just call me."

About 45 minutes laler I began experiencing sorn difficulty with my embroidery machme. Among other thingsil kept dropping stiche . That meant Ihad to undo sorn of the work and do it over again. After the machinemalfunction d a number of time•••my patience wore kind of thin. and Ibegan to indulge in an old habit I thenreferr d to as calling down the saints from heaven.

Eventually, Iasked my boss to check the adjustments of my machine. He came over, reset the t nsion on thebobbins, and examined the machine tor a number ofthmgs that could be cau ing my trouble, but il didn't helpmuch.

At the 10:00 br ak, Cyril and Iwent outdoor tor sorn fresh air and talked about my difficultie . Iasked himwh th r he could thmk of anything Icould do to solve my problem. He rubbed his chin a little, then said, "Seeingthat you are asking my opmron, Ib lieve there i . Roger, please take it easy on the Lord. Icould hear your voiceover the nOI e of the machines and I could tell it was not praymg tor help."

His answer to my question surprised me som , but he put it in such a way that he got his point across withoutupsetting me. Iat the sam time, saw an opportunity to tind out what Harry wanted to know.

"Cyril, forgive me if I have said anything to offend you." I immediately replied. "I didn't mean to do so. By theway, Iunderstand you're quite a religious man. Do you mind telling me what d nomination you belong to 'l"

"I am a Seventh-day Adventist," he replied."Could you briefly de•••cribe what you believe in and wh ,'I"

Cyril explained that hi church's name carrie the reasons tor us existence. "Seventh-day Adventist, 11 he said,"are dedicated to proclaiming two gr at Bible fundamentals. First, the observanc of the Seventh-day Sabbath asthe memorial of Creation, calling all men to retum to worshiping Him who made heaven. earth, the sea, and thefountains of water [Rev. 14:6, 7]. Second. Adventists look forward to the soon return of Jesus in fulfillm nt of Hipromi. to resurrect the righteous dead and translate the living. Possessing Immortalized bodies, the will travelthrough space with the Lord to God's own domain wh r He i now pr paring homes tor thos who await thatwondrous event."

By then our 15 minute break was almost over, and we headed back to work. Imentioned to Cyril that though Ihad no real interest in becoming a churchgoer, Iwould lik to hear more about his religious convictions.

"Roger, it would be a pleasure for me to answer any questions you may have regarding my beliefs."That particular October day was just beautiful, and a thought entered my mind. "C rril, what do you sa' that you

and Ihav lunch together outdoors'! We could sit on the loading dock back of the building; and Iwould like you totell me more about your religion."

"II sound. good to me."Back in the shop, I found to my amazement tbat my machine now ran perf ctly well.Ibegan to think about what l had just heard. Mankind's Creator calling people to remember Him as the lif -

giver, and then, to show their appreciation through the observance of a memorial-very interesting, I thought. Thereturn of Chri. t to earth. and the resurrection. People po sessing immortalized bodies, traveling through. pace to areal heaven. The \'iay Cyril talked about uch things, he made everything sound as though It could be realit '.

It turn d out that the lunch period was the shortest I felt I had ever had. We had the same 60 minutes as always,but the way that the Word of God opened before me to solve the mysteries of my life, the hour em d but 15minutes.

"Cyril, what you have told me interest" me greatly. but it has rais d a number of question in my mind." Isaid."Could you answer sorn of them for me'!"

"Certainly. Tell me what you have 111 mind." He made himself comfortable. "Maybe Ican help."To make sure that Ihad under tood correctly, Ibegan to review what he bad said. "You mentioned the

resurrection of the dead at Christ's return, and of people with immortalized bodies going to a real heaven. Youstated that this would fulfill Jesus' promise to His disciples. Now tell m what happens to people's immortalsouls wh n the die, and what do tbe 'do between death and reourrection ?"

Leaning back against the building, I took a big bit out of my sandwich and figured that h would sp nd a whilestruggling out of that one.

But nght awa 'h asked me a question. "Rog r, would you be vel)' disappointed if I told you that you do not

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A Trip Into the Supernatural - Roger J Morneau

have an immortal soul'?"or ot at all, but I know a lot of people who \•..·ould. How do you explain that'!""Th actual word Immortal, 'he said, "app ars m the entire Bible only one II Tim. 1:17J, and Scripture appli s

the term to God. Now, in all honesty, do you think that it would be right tor you or me to claim that we have anImmortal soul when the Bible declares that only God has Immortality'!" (chap. 6:15.16).

Wh n I heard his reply I almost dropped my sandwich. I had not expect d that type of answer, but what he saidmade a lot of sense. "Do you mean to say," I continued. "that when a person dies he or she perishes complet ly?That he is no longer aware of anything?"

"Yes. In tact, the apostle Paul in his Epistle to the Romans encourages all Christians to seek immortality [chap,2:7]. Obviously he would not suggest that we seek it if we air ad po essed it.n

His reasoning made quite an Impact upon my mind, especially smce I had never heard a Christian talk like thatbefore. I pumped him lor mor .

He explained that Jesus during his ministry on earth referr d to death as a deep. "Our friend Lazarus sleepeth:but I go, that I ma awake him out of sleep. Then said his disciples, Lord, if he sleep, he shall do \••..ell. HowbeitJesus spake of his death: but they thought that he had spoken of taking of rest in sleep. Then said Jesus unto themplainly, Lazarus is dead" (John I I: I I· 14).

Then he reinforced his position with 2 Timothy I: 10 which states that our Saviour Jesus Christ had abolisheddeath and ... brought life and immortalit ' to light through the gospel.

When I asked him to clarity the statern nt, Cyril said that Satan and his demon spirits take great plea ure inconfu. ing and misleading the human rac . From the day that the caused our first parent to open the door ofmis ry upon themselves and their d scendants through disobedience, those evil spirits have followed car fully laidplans to lead mortals to focu their attention upon human philosophies and ideas. That way mankind would 10 esight of God's great blessings that He had promi ed. "Sad to sa " but the plan. of the evil one hav met withamazing success."

Now there's a man who understands the typ ofwarfare earned on by his enemies, I thought to myself. Again Iurged him to continu .

"The greatest blessing was to b fulfilled in the coming of the Messiah. Again, sad to say, the people of Israel,the ones who had received the oracl s of God, became so confused about the Messiah that when He walked amongthem the majority of them reject d Him and one day shouted. 'Crucify him'!"

On of the most pr cious of God's promises had been the resurrection of the dead and hope of eternal lite. In thedays of the Apostles, however, the Sadducees a learn d class of the Jewish peopl believed and taught thecommon peopl that there would be no resurrection (Acts 23:8). B 'contrast, many of the surrounding nation heldthe philosophy that wh n people died they entered upon a higher state of existence.

"We are to understand from 2 Timothy I: I() that the Lord's teaching and great sacrifice on Calvary abolisheddeath and overthrew all erroneous teachings on the subject. The gospel of Christ clearly indicates that eternal Iifeand immortality will be granted, or given, the righteous at the resurrection of the just at Christ's second coming,and not b fore. And that when a per on dies he or she has no knowledge of time, but experiences the leep ofdeath."

"Cyril, the Spirit of God has made it possible tor you I really mean all Seventh-day Adventists to escape theensnar ment of the doctrine of the immortal soul. I am coming to the conclusion that it is the most powerfuldeception d mon spirits hav perpetrated upon u . Man, you have a lot to be thankful tor."

I felt like telling him about my affiliation with the spirits. but figured that if I did. it could well cost me my lite.So I asked one mor question instead. "I hope you won't consider me som kind of pest. but could you tell me alittle rnor about the retum of Jesus, and the resurrection '!"

My young shoprnate surnm d up by quoting I Thessalonians 4:)3, 14, 16· I8. "I would not have you to beignorant brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that y sorrow not. even as oth rs which have no hop . For ifwe believ that Jesu died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him." " Forthe Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with the voice of the archangel, and with the trump ofGod: and the dead in Christ hall rise first: then we which are alive and r main shall be caught up tog ther withthem In the clouds, to me I the Lord in th e air: and so shall \••..e ever be with the Lord. Wherefore comfort oneaneth r with these words."

As Cyril and I walked back to our machines I commented "You have a most wond rful under tanding of life.Anyone having this hope mdeed po esses something of gr al value."

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Whil I stitched designs with my embroidery machine that afternoon, my mind, unknown to anyon . became abattleground for a fierc conflict between God's Holy Spirit and Satan's unholy spirits. First I began to realize whyd mons so int nsely hat the world's R d em r. Also. I cam to e whv the hav d vised hundreds of theories toconfuse and mislead human beings, especially the idea that humans are Immortal. To back up their devilishdoctrine, demons- as I had alread discovered appear to peopl and claim to be the spirits of departed lovedones.

For the first time in my life I disc rned a God of love. At the same time I also becam aware that I was a lostman. As I see it nov•••., I experienced In som d gree what tho e who will tind themselves below the wall of theNew Jerusalem, looking up at the redeemed, will feel. The ungo.dly will shriek, "It is toe lat ."

Realizing that I was spiritually lost. I began to perspire profusely. even though it was moderatel cool in thebuilding. Opening my shirt collar. I rolled up my sleeves, but it did not help any. As I recall, I decided to go to themen's room. There I locked the door and, m the anguish of my soul. seized the toilet-tank cover to steady mys If.since I became quite taint. Perspiration flowed down my fac , heavy drops hitting the water in the bowl regularly.

It IStoe lat. my mind kept scr aming. Too late! I wanted to shout il at the top of my voice but trangled backany sound. My hatred of God had now vanished, and my godless life loomed before me. At the same time Irealized that I was a victim of satanic per ecution.

Demon spirits now oppre d m with a eru of discouragement such as I had n ver before suffered-and havnot since. I felt their pr ence physicall to the ext nt that br athing became difficult, as though something wasdepriving me of oxygen.

In my helplessness I silentl gasped, "May God have pity upcn me." I had not meant it to be a prayer, but to myamazement, the suffocating condition I ft me immediately, and also the sense of di couragement.

After washing my face with cold water I returned to my machin . A. I worked along.. the thought entered mymind that perhaps the life-giver had heard my cry and drove the evil spirits awa . If 0, wh did He do it? I hadhated God, had blasphern d Him. In no \vay could He ever forgiv me. Yet no one but the God of heaven couldhav delivered me in the way I had just exp rienced.

Another idea flashed into my thoughts that while I myself could not be forgiven and expect life eternal as C rilhad explained it to m , perhaps the Creator intended to u e a worthless bing such as myself to bring a blessinginto the lives of tho whom He lov d and wanted to hav in th earth mad new.

I couldn't help feeling that God had worked things out so that I cros. d paths with Cyril. who knew so muchabout eternal realities. Yes, it could be that the God of heaven had heard my plea tor help a few days before when,lying on my bed. I had said, "If there i a God in heaven who cares for me, help me!"

He car ,yes, He cares. I almost shouted the words aloud, at the top of my voice, to every person in the shop,but I restrain d myself Now seeing that God did have concern for me, I decided I should ask Cyril to tell me moreabout what he had found In the Bibl . If God had regard tor m a most undeserving mdividual He must carefor a lot of other peopl aood peopl , still unaware of what God desired for them.

Perhaps if I involved myself with the eternal well-bemg of others, God would rescue me from the power ofdemonic spirits, and I could liv the rest of my life rejoicing in the thought that, even though I myself could not besaved, I could inform many of earth' inhabitants of the raging conflict behind the scenes, and thus lead them tomake intellig nt decision.'; for Christ.

After a while I began to feel gr at indignation over the tact that demons had misl -ad the human race. Then andthere I determined that I had had il with them.

That day after work I told Cyril that I would like to walk with him to the streetcar and talk some more. Whilewe stroll d a long I inquired wh th r he would be willing to stud, the Bible with LTIe.He replied that it would be apleasure. Then he asked me a question. "Would you like to begin this coming weekend? Then we could have oneor two Bible tudies every week thereafter?"

"Cyril. for reasons that I can't tell you now, it's very Important to me that '••..e begin this evening. Should we meat your place or mine'!"

He invited me to hi home for a 7:00 p.m .. tud t. As we parted, he still locked surprised at my in istence that westart that night. Unknown to either one of u then, a week later to the day we would find our elves having covereda series of 28 Bible studies.

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CHAPTER 8

1\10. DAY EVE! I GAT STl.fDY

After he had introduced m to his wife, and we had chatted a few minutes. Cyril mention d that he wanted toexplain his association ,••..ith the Seventh-day Adventist Church. Time had not permitted him to go into details onthe matter at the shop. Actually he himself wass not yet a member of the denomination. but he had been att ndingchurch regularly, and had made plans to bE.'baptized on the coming Sabbath.

Unknown to his Adventist wife, for many months h had been reading all of the church publications thatCynthia had in the house, and In so domg had becom an ard nt Bible student. Also. h had obtained a deeperunderstanding of the Scriptur s by stud ring them with Pastor L. W. Taylor, which had led to his decision to jointhe church.

Cyril suggested that Cynthia direct the studies we would hav . I agreed that it was a good Idea and bowed myhead with my new friends while h prayed bri fly.

His wife suggested that we use a new guide entitled Twentv-eight Bible Studies /01' Bus)' People. Each studyconsi led of about 15 to 20 questions P rtaining to a particular tOpIC. Each session would involve about one hour.1111.'plan wa.s a ceptable to me. and we began with the first one. entitled "Th Word of God."

It seem d that in no time at all we had co v red it. What I learned about God's revelations to man delighted me.Lesson number two concerned the second chapter of the book of Daniel. examining the rise and tall of the gr atworld empires. and the second coming of Christ to our earth. Cyril then sugge ted that we should set a timetogether to investigate the proph cie s of Daniel. lmrnediat Iy I asked wh th r we could have that study light thenand there. They agreed. and we proceeded.

On verse above all oth rs made a la ting impact upon my mmd. "In the days of thes kings shall the God ofheaven set up a kingdom, which shall never be destro ed: and the kingdom shall not be left to other people. but itshall break in pieces and consume all thes kingdoms, and it shall stand tor ever." (chap. 2:44,.

After reading it Iwanted to know what els Daniel had I am d about the establishment of Christ's kingdomupon earth. Cyril's "lite direct d my att ntion to chapter seven. "And the kingdom and dominion. and the greatnessof the kingdom under the , ••..hole heaven, shall b given to the people of the saints of the mo t High. whosekingdom is an everlasting kingdom. and all domiruons shall serve and obe him" (vers 27,.

Cynthia mentioned that th ' ••..ords of Jesus In Matthew 5:5 would then be fulfilled: "Bles ed are the meek: torthey shall mherit the earth." Also I discovered that the peopl who will then inhabit the earth will be thoseresurrected and thos translated at Christ's coming.

It seem d hardly anytime before we had compl t d the third stud . Such thmgs I had n ver heard before. Theygripped my heart, and I wanted mor . "What i the next study about?" I can't recall pr sently what its title was, butIdo remember that it awaken d in me a de.••ire to hear what the Word of God had to say on that particular subjectto the extent that I felt I must somehow talk them mto one more that evening.

Lighting anoth r cigar tt and taking a coupl of deep br ath . Icommented that if Cyril would be kind enoughto empty my ashtray, I could settle down tor aneth r hour. He emptied and courteously returned it to me. So I said."Let's not lose a.ny time so that you folks \•.•.ill not get to b d too late." 111 y repli d that they usually went to sl epabout 11:00 p.rn, "Great," I said. "it's just a few nunutes past 9:00. We are doing well m our studies. so let's notwast any tim ."

I remember their reaction as if it were yest rday. Cynthia glanced at h r husband with a large question mark inher eyes. He indicated that the r should continu . Meanwhil Ihad nervously puffed on my last cigar tie to thepoint that It was half gon . So I inquired wh th r they would mind If I lighted a cigar. B sid s, it was my customto reward mys Ifwb never I felt I had accomplished something worthwhile. Studying the Bible with them, Ibelieved. had been one of the most protitabl thmgs I had done in my life.

Without h station Cyril answer d. "W like you to feel at home while you're in our house. Mak yours Ifcomfortable." That I did in the only way I knew how. The air m the room qusckly turn d blue from the smoke.

I hav a tinn conviction that the Spirit of God had gone b tore me. h lping them to und rstand the powerfulhold tobacco had on me, and to put up with the unpleasantness m order to acquaint me with Je us.

Over the years I have thanked God many tim tor the way the handl d the delicate situation. For sevencons cutive days we studied the Bible tour hours per evening. Not until we d :ah with the topic of healthful living

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did I realiz what tobacco was doing to me. and what they had put up with. And that subject did not come untilalmost at the end of the series.

When Iasked them wh they had tolerated my smoking. Cynthia explained. "We enjoyed your company. andwhen after the first evening you express d the d sire to return. Cyril and Idecided that even if your smokingshortened our lives by a couple of years, we wouldn't mind if it meant your. tudying the Word of God andbecoming a follow r of Jesus."

ow. back to the fourth study of the evening. The Word of God was openmg eternal realities to me, and wantingmor of the same, Iasked the topic of number tour. "Could w hav this fourth one') Then Iwill let you folks go tobed."

An expression of great surprise app arcd on their faces. Then Cyril replied. "Why don't we plan for you to comeback another evenine this week, and we'll have it then."

"I hope that you will let me return tomorrow evening to hav study number five, That IS, if I'mstill alive."Som how I felt that demon spirits might do awa with me. I did not tell them the way I really felt, but the' sensedmy urgency and agreed to cover that fourth stud .

The evening wh n my friend Roland and I tirst visited the so called worship room of the gods, the priest hadsworn us to secrecy concerning what we had seen and heard. We repeated part of the Incantation after him andsealed the pact by depositing a pinch of powdered Incense slowly above the flame of a black candle. The prieststressed that we must maintain complete silence on the outsid to avoid the . pirits' great displeasure.

Sorn time later when we attend d what demon \vorshipers lik to call a praise session to the gods, the priestexplained the great danger facing anyone who aroused the spirits' wrath. As an illustration he mentioned anindividual who had allowed himself to b di loyal in what some would probabl hav regarded as of littleimportance. Even though he lived in what everyone considered a tire proof building, the spirits bum d the placedown with everything in it, including the turncoat and his wife. George told us that he had known the people.

Another time the spirits spent an hour terrorizing an unfaithful member in his home. They to ed everything Inthe house against the walls \••..ith great force. even battering large pieces offurnitur . Hospitalized in a state ofshock aft r his neighbors found him in his home. the man almost lost his sanity.

With such experiences In the back of my mind. Inaturally consid red stud time at a premium. which drove meto press tor the fourth stud . The boldn ss with which Iventured out in studying the Bible under such conditionswas not the result of human effort. But. as Ise It today, it directly resulted from having been fed the Word of Godat work that day. God's Word is life. It has power to motivate a per on even to the point of daring the di pleasureof the prince ofdarkn s . God had purposed that Ishould hear th great truth of His Holy Word, and it becamereality. And in no way could demon spirits prevent that from taking place.

At the end of the fourth study we agr ed to me t again at 7:00 the next evening. B fore leaving, Isuggested toCyril that he read a couple of verse of Scnptur and offer a short prayer. He opened the Bible to the Psalms."God is our refuge and strength, a very pr sent help in trouble. Therefore will not w tear, though the earth beremoved, and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea; though the wat rs thereof roar and betroubled, though the mountains shake with the swelling thereof' (Ps, 46: 1.3).

Ju t as Iwas about to depart, my hand on the door knob, I thought of askmg Cynthia what studies were comingup. One of the lesson was entitled, "Th Stale of the Dead."

As I said good night. I felt that I could hardly \•...ait tor the next study time to arrive. But in realit ,waiting torthe time to pass was not my main concern. Whil I rode the streetcar home I wond red wheth r I would still bealive by 7:00 p.m. Tuesday. I really exp ct d a visit from the spirits that Monda' night against whose attacks Ihad in my own strength no m thod of defens . Yet Ihad no tear of dying. TIle Spirit of the lord was blessing mylife, und serving though Iwas, tor the sake of Jesus.

When Iwent to b d the words of Scripture that Cyril had read k pt repeating themselves In my mind, and thenext thing Iknew, my alarm clock rang. Tuesday mornins had arrived. and it was soon time to go to work. To thisday the words of Psalm 46 still mean much to me, tor the' led me to look up to God, who is the fountain of life,the source of all power. Th On who is abl to wond rfully change the most hopeless, discouraging outlook. todeliver the helpl ss from the hand of the destroyer.

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CHAPTER 9

STC1DYI G ON BORROWED TIME

Tuesday evening at 7:00 sharp I arrived at the Gro es' resid nc . The state, or condition, of the d iad would be thefocal point of our att ntion. I found the Bible quite clear on the subject. ansv•••.ering such questions as-

Do human beings po. ss irnmortalit '.J

Can the dead praise the Lord'!L~the realm of the dead a potential source of knowledge ?The answ r to the first question came loud and clear from the First Epistle to Timothy. Only God has

immortality (chap. 6: I5, 16 r in oth r words, man is fully mortal.The dead prais not the Lord, neither any that go down into silence" (Ps. Il5: I7) ansv••.·ered the second question

lik a bolt of lightning. It shattered into a thousand pieces the religious teachings of my childhood.The answer to question thr e began to reveal to me the love and justice of God in dealing with u poor mortals.

We found it In the fourteenth chapter of Job: "Man that I born or a woman ISof few days. and full of trouble. Hecom th forth like a flow r, and i cut down: He Ileeth al 0 as a shadow, and continueth not." "His sons come tohonour, and he knoweth it not; and tbey are brought low. but he perceiveth it not of them" (verses I. 2. 2l ,.

After reading the pas, ag I felt a great sense or relief And I said to Cyril and Cynthia, "It' great to know thatour departed loved ones are neith r suffering in purgatory nor in heaven seeing the distresses oftheir relatives onearth, but all are sleeping in the grave till the resurrection morning."

The Holy Spirit then gav me to under land that d ath i the complet opposite of lif . a state involving thecomplet extinction, or non xistence, of lite. Now I realized the total error of the concept that man has animmortal soul. especially aft r I read the record of Adam's creal ion given u in the second chapter of Genesis:"And the Lord God formed man of the dust of the ground. and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and manbecam a living soul" rv rs 7). I understood clearly that God's breath of lite i that agency by which He vivifiesand su tains our physical frame . It cau: es the lungs to expand. the heart to b 'lit. the blood to How. the limbs tomove. And whenev r God withdraws it, life ceases.

By declaring in the Scriptur s that man becam a living soul contrary to the popular belief that man rec iv d asoul od loses all avenues tor Satan and his demon spirits to mislead u by appearing and claiming to be thespirits of de-parted loved ones who have supposedly enter d a higher state of existence.

AI the conclusion of our study on man', tale in death, a whole new p rspective on God's character openedbefor me. I becam deeply unpr sed with the thought that the Christian world has highly misrepresented Him.

For you to understand and appreciate what I exp rienced during that week. you mu t imagine that you neverowned a Bible. much Ie s studied one. Life offers no real JOY in that no sooner do you tind something to enjoy thanthere comes the thought that death could end it all tomorrow. You always tace eternity, but an eternity ofwhat?Other people do not know any mor than you do. Then one day. In a most unexpect d way, you me t som onewho holds a Book written by the Lit" -giver Himself All the unansw red questions that hav troubled your mindover the years now receive an int IIig nt explanation-and mor .

I found that through the doctrine of th re urrection the Bible o~n." th way wb r by all men can gainimmortalit . "Behold. I shew you a myst ry." Paul said. "W shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed. in amom nt, In the twinkhna of an eye, at the last trump: for the trumpet shall sound, and the dead shall braisedincorruptible, and we shall be changed. For this corruptible mu t put on Incorruption. and this mortal must put onimmortality. So when this corruptible shall have put on incorruption. and this mortal shall hav put on immortalit "then shall be brought to pass th saymg that i writt n, 0 ath I . wallowed up in victory. 0 death, wh r is tbysting'! 0 grave. wh re is thy victory?" (I Cor. 15:51 -55,.

Jesus. th Prince of lite, wh n He app ar at His second coming with the hea enly ang Is. will give immortalityto tho who hav mad Him their Lord. He will restore life to thos who have lost it for Christ's sake. Theresurrection i the gr at event to which holy writers looked forward as the object of their hope.

The apostle Paul. though h had suffered the 10. of all thmgs for Christ. still felt joy. setting his hope in theresurrection from the dead (Phil, 3:7. . 10. l l ], He continuously directed his thoughts toward heaven: "Whencealso we look tor the Saviour. the Lord Jesus Christ: who shall change our vile body. that it ma be fa hioned likeunto hi glorious body" (vers . 20. 2l,. I found it inter sting al 0 that when telling of his troubles in Asia, and of

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how he despaired even of lite, he trusted in God, who ,•..·ill raise the dead (2 Cor. 1: ,9). The apostle made nocomment of his expecting to meet his Lord at death, as taught by moder n theology, but based his hope on theresurrection.

ln searching the Holy Scriptures to find the time designated tor the righteous to receive their reward, and theunrighteous their puni. hm nt, I discov red them to be not at death, but at the two resurrection .. Jesus' wordsstunned me: "When thou makest a feast, call the poor, the maimed. the lam, the blind: and thou shalt be blessed:tor they cannot recomp nse the : tor thou shalt be recomp rused at the resurrection of the just (Luke 14:13, 14,.

I found that Paul focused his attention on the Second Coming and hi receiving per onally from Jesu what hecall d a crown of righteousn ss. In the suns t of hi. life, a battle-worn soldier of the cross, his back carried thescars ofwounds made by the lashes of five scourgings (2 Cor. 11:24). But the hope h h Id in the resurrectionsustained him. Though realizing that he soon would face the . word of the executioner, Paul raised his voice in amessage that would encourage gen rations of God's people, setting the time wh n all shall rec iv the reward ofeternal lite:

"I am now ready to be offered, and the time of my departure IS at hand. I have fought a good fight, I havefinished my course, I have kept the faith: henceforth there IS laid up tor me a crown of righteousness, which theLord, the righteous judge. shall give me at that day: and not to me only, but unto all them also that love hisapp aring'' (2 Tim. 4:6- ).

Throughout that entir stud' on the resurrection of the body, there lurked in the back ofmy mind the thoughtthat if the New Tes tament writ rs believ d that man ha, an immortal soul that goes to heaven at death, they wouldsurely make mention of Christ'. bringing it back with Him to reumte it with its former body. owh re did I findsuch an idea, but many texts of Scriptun prov d the opposite. For in.••tance, in the tifteenth chapter of ICorinthians, where Paul sp aks at length about the nghteous dead and the resurrection, he states several time.sabout the peopl 's having fallen asleep and how Jesus will come and wake them up.

My last pomt of discovery and one of the most impre: sive to my mind n the subject of the resurrectionapp ar in the Epistle to the Hebrew Christians. The eleventh chapter recounts the faith of God's people in variousages, and speaks of their trials and difficulti . of their courage, and of their hope in the re urrection and of eternallite, which sustained them even in the face of death.

"Others were tortured, not accepting d liv ranee: that they might obtain a better resurrection: and others had trialof cru I mockings and. courging: , yea, moreover of bonds and irnpri onment: the were stoned, they were sawnasunder, were tempted, were slain with the sword: the wandered about in sh epskins and goatskin: beingdestitute, afflicted, tormented: (of whom the world was not worthy.) the' wandered in d em, and in mountains.and in dens and caves of the earth. And thes all, having obtained a good report through faith, received not thepromise: God having provided. orne better thing for us, that the without us should not be made perfect (verses35·401."

If only I could hav this beautiful hope of the resurrection and eternal life to live for. I thought. Then sorn thingswept away that beautiful enthusiasm that had been building up in my mind. How foolish of me to think that Godwould ever forgiv me of the hatred I had held so long agamst Him. No, it couldn't be. 111athope of eternal life Ihad better put out of my mmd. And there was my affiliation with the spirits. God could never forgive that, Forgetit, Mom au, it's tOQlat .

It happened that the passage Cynthia read to complet the study was Titus 2: 12 and 13, which counsels allChristians to "live soberl righteously, and godly, in this present world; looking tor that blessed hope, and theglorious appearing of the gr al God and our Saviour Jesus Christ."

The passage prompted me to express to the Gro. es my appreciation for their gracious willingn s to stud theBible with me. I also mentioned that I wish d I could live with the hope of ing the gloriou appearing of theLord, but that my lite had been such as to make that impossible.

"Th r is hope," Cynthia said. "We hav a gr at High Priest, Christ the righteous, ministering in the Holy ofHolies of the h .avenly sanctuary in our behalf He came and died on a cross on Calvary 0 that He could be ourHigh Priest. Through Him alone we can tind salvation."

If she knew of my involvement with the spirits, I thought to mys lt~. h would not sa that there IS hope.''Th re IS hope tor you," she continued, "sure there IS. There IS hope m Jesus tor every one of us. There IS hope

as long as one is alive to claim help from Jesus. Let me show you."Sh then turned to Hebrews 4: 15, 16 and read, "We hav not an high prie.st which cannot be touched with the

feeling of our In firmities: but wai in all points tempted lik as we are, yet without sin. Let u therefore come

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boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mere '. and tind grace to help In time of n ed."I grabbed the Bible from her hands saying. "let me see that." What prompted me to snatch it. I believ . was the

fact that the Spirit of God was tilling my mind with hope. Dunng my days in the Canadian Merchant Navy, Ionctossed a lifeline to a man who had fallen overboard. He seized that rope and hung on desperatel t. In like manner.in my lo:t condition I saw a hope and quickly reached for it.

B cause of the lat ne of the hour. l suggested that Cyril offer a few words of prayer, then I would leave forhome. Also, I asked wh ther I could agarn stud with them the next evening. They agreed, he offered prayer. and Ideparted.

While I was tiding the streetcar-s-with it!>wh ell>squealing, the noi of doors opening and closing, peoplegetting on and off. and the conductor shouting out the name of streets ahead I stared through the window at thepavement. My thoughts were totall occupied with what Cynthia had said. Her words echoed in my mind: "Thereis hop tor you, sure there i . There is hope in Jesus tor very one of us. There is hope as long as one is alive toclaim help from Jesu ."

Th n a voice se med to whisper to my mmd that there was hope tor the hopeless, tor the undeserving even torspirit worship rs.

Thirty-two ye.ars later the Grosses met my wife and me In Toronto, Canada. They had moved to the UnitedStates shortly after my con ersion experience. so we had not se n each other all that time. As we reminisced aboutthose days of the autumn of 1946, Cyril mad a statem nt that thrilled me, because in it I saw the mercifulworkings of the Spirit of God's love in my behalf

"Aft r several months marriage," he said. "I sat In on sorn Bible studi s with Warren Taylor, the pastor of theEnglish SDA church in Montreal, I had no problem believing anything Pa tor Taylor said because all h did wasquote the Bible. Then one evening be gave the les on about the Sabbath. It earned me back to a day in Halifaxwhen I bad once asked my grandmother about the correct day tor the Sabbath. But the study still did not fullyconvince me. That night, without telling anyone else, I prayed and asked God to help me believe in the Sabbath. Irequested that He would grant me the ability to convince one person of II. Then I would take it as a sign that Godwanted me to keep il.

''Th following Monda I started to work on my job as usual. However. I had grown tired or restless andsuddenly decided to qujt. Having heard of a new factory that needed men with my particular talent, that evening Iwent for an interview and. to my surprise, got the job. plus a larger pay. Th n I returned to myoId place ofemployment and gav them the required two-week notic .

"At last the time came tor me to start my new Job. 111atMonday mornins I sat down beside a worker who hadtwo strang habits. First, he smoked lik a locomotive. I was thankful that we could open the windows. His otherhabit was that wh never his machin tailed to work. he would surprise me with unbelievabl profanities. I hadforgotten about my prayer to God. but God nev r forgets the prayer of His children. little did I know that thisyoung man who sat next to me would that day request-and even demand-Bible tudies starting that night. Ididn't know the serious problems that tilled the lite of Roger Morneau as he sat working at his machine thatmorning in Montreal, Canada."

That almost leepless night of min a few days before I met Cyril, and that one sentence prayer spoken in theearly hours of the morning, the Lif -giver had anticipated. and he had prepared to give me the right kind of help.

When Cyril talked to God about hi. n ed tor encouragement in Sabbath ob rvance, and of his d ire to hare itwith someone, the Almighty said, "I hav just the person tor you." Then His Holy Spirit moved into action,prompting Cyril to want to change his job.

And when the pres ure mounted on my mind to mak the most important decision of my lite. God was there tohelp. His Holy Spirit had worked out all the details to perfection. I am thinking mainly about my Jewish boss,Harry, and hi obsession to discover what denomination C ril belonged to, and his request tor me to do him afavor and tind that out for him.

The Bible studies we cover d that Tuesday evening gave me a panoramic view of eternal realitie .. The Spirit ofGod blessed my mind with a clarity such as to eliminate the need to delve into deep theological re earch, whichwould have required a long period to assimilate. Because I found myself in a Crisis situation, my time was notmine to use as I plea d. I knew that a confrontation with the spirits would likely tak place before long.

I felt as though I was living on borrowed time.

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CHAPTER 10

DA Y OF PROMISES

You will remember that I had promised the Satani t pri t that Wednesday I would tell him wheth r I would jointhe secret SOCIty or not. The spirits had vowed to benefit my life in a special way. But In two short days I hadbecome acquainted with sorn of the great promises of the Word of God.

Thus Wednesday morning I went to work thmking about promises and what I should do about all of them. It wasa mmd-sobenng day. I did a lot of thinking and little talking as a thousand-and-one thoughts raced through mymmd. B ' 5:00 p.m. I decided to walk home mst ad of taking the stre tear. Too tens to enjoy any food, I decidedto skip dinn r. I had to make a most unpleasant phone call to my friend Roland to let him know that tor reasonsthat I could not explain then, I would not be abl to att nd the usual Wednesday evening praise session to the gods.And tor him to tell the priest that I would g t in touch with him b tore long.

As I was walking slowly north on Bleury Street I pas ed by various types of shops without paying atr ntion tothem. But tor 110 reason that I can explain, I happened to glance at one window tor a moment. After I hadcontinued anoth r 20 teet it dawned on me that I had se n a Bible. R tracing my steps, I looked again. Y , a newBible was in trout of all th junk display d there.

The name of the place was som thing Iik Sam' Pawnshop & Bargain Store. Just back of the Bible stood asmall handmade sign that announced "This Bible on special today. Come in lor a real bargain."

Slowly I work d my way through the crowded store. Th showcases were packed tight and placed in such a waythat one could hardl figure out wher to walk. Racks of men's suits tilled part of the room, while guitars and allkinds of mu ical instruments hung from the ceiling. Signs and mor signs everywh r proclaimed bargains andmor bargains.

A little old man approached m and said, "May I help you'!""I'm int r sted in the Bible you have in the display window. How much do you want lor it'!""Oh the Bibl . Let me g t it tor you.""Sir, you don't have to get it. I Just want to know the price, sine I do not have much money on me." But he went

aft r it anyway."You hav enough tor this Bible. I'm sur. I Just placed it in the window about an hour ago. And I'm running a

special on it ." He went nght on talking, and I tried to be court ou because of his age. "If you want a good priceon a Bibl ,nev r go to a Bible stor . Always come to a place lik this."

By then he had manag d to slip through all his junk and return without having upset anything. He must havbeen an acrobat in his younger days, I thought. Placme it In my hands, he said, "It's a beautiful Bibl , isn't it '!"

"How much'!" I persist d."You will not have to pay the high price you would hav If you went to one of tho Bible stores. You se , a

Bible lik this probably sell tor about 15, mayb more. L t me show you wh '." He op ned it to the ewTestam nt, saying, "I don't know much about Bibles. but I know that one that has the red printing as you see hereis the best."

Again I started to ask him how much h wa.••askmg, but he beat me to it. "I had set my mind on g tting a pr ttgood price on this one, but the more I talk to you about It, the lower my price drops."

"That's gr at, Keep on talking until you get to one dollar and fifty c nts, then I will reach into my pockeet andpay you lor u."

"It's sold. Give m a dollar fifty."I really had not meant it, and proce ded to cxplam to the man that I did not want to tak advantage of him and

would be happy to pay whatever h felt \••..ould be reasonabl ."No, I will not tak a penny mol' . One I state a price. that's what I sell tor"A I was giving him the money he said. "Of course, I won't wrap It up lor you. At that price I can't afford the

wrapping pap r. You don't mind taking .1 this way, do you'.'"Not at all," I repli d, and proceeded out of the bargain store. As I was closing the door I stopped, then wenl

back in. A thought popped into my mmd."Anything wrong'!" the little man asked."Sir, this has been one of the most unu ual business transaction: I hav ever mad . Would you tell me honestly

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why you MIldme this the way you did'! You sounded as though you wanted to get rid ofit."He looked me straight in the e res. "Son, this i undoubtedly a stolen Bible. I took it in last week with other

item a couple of guys sold me. Up to then, I was having a good month in sales, but as I was thinking an hourbefore you came In, business has been no good at all from the time I bought that Bible. I imm diately placed theBible on sale In the window. Take It, son, go home and read it, and God bless you."

Instant! I thought of Hebrews 4: 15, 16. Saying Thank you, l Jeft. Real joy entered my heart as I walked downthe street with my new Bible under my ann. I hadn't feft like that smce I was a youngster. It was as though a cloudof gloom had overshadowed me and it now blew awa . In tact. I felt so good that my appetite came back. Pa inga Jewish delicatessen, I decided to get myself a sandwich and eat it at home while reading my new Bible in thetime I had before leaving to go to Cyril'. place lor mor Bible studies.

Som thing then happened that intensified my mtere t in the book of Hebrews.When I entered my apartment I became aware that It W35 later than I had realized. Quickly I placed the Bible on

my rocking chair and turn d around to rats the shad on a ,••.·indow. As I did so I knocked the chair with myelbow, which in turn caused the Bible to fall oil. "Oh, no," I exclaimed, "my nev••..stol n Bible on the floor!"

It had landed right sid up open to the seventh chapter of Hebrews. "But thrs man, because he continueth ever,hath an unchangeabl prie thood. Wherefore h ISabl also to save them to the utt rmost that com unto God byhim, seeing he ever liveth to make lilt rcession lor them" (vers s 24, 25,. My gaze moved down farther, and Ibegan reading again.' ow of the things which we have spoken this is the sum: We have uch an high priest, whois set on the right hand of the throne ofthe Majesty in the heavens: a minister of the sanctuary, and of the truetabernacle, which the Lord pitched, and not man" (chap. : I, 2).

Through those verses I heard Jesu declaring Himselfto be a living, loving, and mighty R deerner, abl to savecompletely those who come to God through Him. And that included Hi being able to control demons.

While I travel d to the Gross es, I read the entire Epu tic to the Hebrews. On my way back home I went over itagain. And "•.·hen I arrived home I read it a third time.

It fascinated me. The book showed me that Christ's Intercession In man's behalf in the heavenly sanctuary i asessential to hi salvation as was His death upon the cro . This made a deep impression upon my mind.

I saw Jesus as one who loves the unlovable. As one who ISable to make all things right The Lord of glory. Irealiz d, had allowed man to nail Him to a cross "that through d ath h might destroy him that had the power ofd ath, that i , the d vil" (chap. 2: 14,. My only hope, I now under tood, was to place my trust in the merits of theblood of Him who can save all who come to Him.

Of the tour Bible studies covered that Wednesday evenins at Cyril's resid nee, one above all stands before mymind III importance. It was entitl d "Th D tiny of the Wicked."

By then the Bible had revealed to me the Lite-giver as a God of love, a God who loved the world so much thatHe gave His Son that whoever b li ved in Him "should not perish. but have everlasting lite" (John 3: 16). Twoadditional. criptural declarations enforced that tact in a way that I would never forget. Fir t, that God did not sendthe Son into the ' ••..orld to cond mn it, but to save it (verse 17). Second, that God want" to save all men (I Tim.2:4). Thus I discovered that lov prompts all of God's relatiouslup toward humanity.

How would uch a God, I wond red, deal ,•vith tho e who rej cted Hi offer? Would He change into theopposite kind of being-that i , would God now tind plea ure in endle Iy torturing them as most Christiansseem d to think'! I was mo t eager to find out what the Bible had to sa about it.

Our. tud first looked into the origin of evil, its author, and how God will deal with him wh n sin will have runit" course. l.saiah stales: "How art thou fallen from heaven, Lucifer. son of the morning!" (Isa. 14:12). Ezekiel28: 12-15 de cribe ..•Lucifer' high int llect and the exalted position he once occupied in God's government: 'TIllL"saith the Lord God; Thou ealest up the sum, full of wisdom, and perf cI in beauty. Thou hast been in Eden thegarden of God; every precious stone was thy co••..ring .... TIl0U art the anointed cherub that covereth: and I haveset thee so.... Thou wast perfect in thy way from the day that thou wast created, till imquity was found in thee."

Lucifer turn d from admiring the beauty of God's character to self-admiration. Then that self-admiration turnedinto self-exaltation. "Thin heart W3! lifted up becaus of thy beauty, thou hast corrupted thy wisdom by reason ofthy brightness" (vers 17,. His self-lilt rest multiplied Itself manyfold, and the time came when he had decided ona cour of action that he felt could plac him in equality ,••..ith God and above Christ.

The prophet Isaiah said: "Thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into h aven, I will exalt my throne abovethe stars of God: I will sit also upon th mount of the congr galion, in the . ides of the north: I will ascend abovethe heights of the clouds: I will b like the most High" (I a. 14: 13, 14).

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Inter sting as the Biblical allusions to Satan's rebellion are, the thing that captured my attention the most waswhat God will do with the fallen cherub after Satan and his fallen angels hav manife ted their true characterbefore the universe.

Ezekiel declares that "I [God] will bring forth a tire from the nudst of the , It shall devour the ,and I will bringthee to ashes upon the earth in the sight of all them that behold the .... TIlOUshalt be a terror, and never shaltthou be any more" (Eze . 28: I , 19). The Life-giver will bring the author of in and death to an end. TIle devil willno longer exist.

After reading that passage of Scriptur tor the fir. t time, I thought to myself, then said to the Grosses. "Howcould some christian theologians preach that Satan will have eternal life in a lake of tire when the Bible so plainlysa r: the opposite '!"

Mrs. Grosse explained that I should not be too surpri.sed, On third of the ang I , beings of great intellect,became so confused in h aven that they sided with Lucifer at the risk of eternal ruin (see R v. 12:4,9).

We then looked at what the Bible has to sa about th eternal destiny ofwicked human beings. Psalm 37:20states that "the wicked shall perish, and the enemies of the Lord hall be as the tat oflambs: the r hall consume;into smoke shall they consume awa r." The passage clearly indicate the ext nt of the destruction of those who willhav rejected God's mercy and persisted in self-desrrucnon.

My mind went back to my childhood. People living In the country then customaril r made their own laundrysoap. Usual! my father did it dunng the cold winter month,••, wh n it was more comfortable to have a hot tiregoing. It required melting down large amounts of animal tat and boiling it tor many long hours over a hug wood-burning stove in the bam.

My brother Edgar and I would amuse ours lves by dropping bits of animal fat on top of the roaring. tov . Weenjoyed se ing how fast the. ubstance would consume and vanish.

So the Bible declares that, lik fat in a tire. God \•..·ill eradicate evildoers and all traces of sin from the face of ourplan 1.

Finally we clos d the study by reading and reflecting on a passage portraying the reward of the wicked. Malachi4: ]·3 sa s: "Behold, the day cometh. that shall bur n as an oven: and all the proud. yea. and all that do wickedly,shall be stubbl : and the day that cometh hall bum them up. saith the Lord of basts, that it shall leave them neith rroot nor branch.. . And ye shall tread down the wicked: for the r shall be ashes und r the soles of your feet in theday that I shall do this, saith the Lord of hosts."

Cyril stated that although th great monarch of the univer I a God oflove, at the sam time He i a God ofjustice. While the el ment of love controls Hi bemg, we must n ver forget that those who reject His love, Hisinfinite sacrifice made In the death of His Son on Calvary. will have condemned themselves. They bear the guilt ofrejecting the Spirit of grace.

"Th r will be a day," Cyril continu d. "when God will ex cut the sentence of death that people will havebrought upon thernselv s. It will be eternal d ath, for the wages of sin is death' (Rom. 6:23 j."

I then under 100d that the doctrine of eternal torment preached from Christian pulpits has caused hundreds ofthousands of people to thrust God out of their mind and lite. Early In my lite I too had fallen victim to itssophistry.

Also, I realized that in order tor anyon to stud the d tiny of the \••..icked from God's Holy Word and get acorrect understanding of it, one must begin with the tact that the law of love is the very foundation of Hisgovernment. All of God's actions toward the peopl He has created orizinate from that premise. Thus it isImpossible to believe in the doctrin of eternal torment. Thi particular Bible tud served to remove from myheart all that had embittered me toward God.

Afterward Cyril explained that humanity' thousands of years of suffering are the direct re ult of Lucifer's actionsin heaven at the beginning of hi. great rebellion. The high position he h ld in God's government gave great powerto what he said and substanc to the claims he made. Mystery shrouded his real objectives. The inhabitants ofheaven could not visualize the end results of Lucifer's actions. Sin Intruded its presence in every department of thedivine government. Lucifer coveted the honor and power that were God's pf rogative alone.

The angels of heaven and the inhabitants of the universe could not comprehend the nature and finalconsequences of sin. For the good of all, God had to permit enough time to pass to allow Lucifer and hisassociates, by their wicked deeds, to manifest the exce ding evil and malignity of _in. The inhabitants of theuniverse hav watched humanity's distress with silent horror. The events they have observed have left an indeliblimpression on their mind.

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Delighted by Cyril's d cription of the gr at spiritual conflict, I could have list ned to him tor hours, but he didnot want to give me "spiritual indigestion" (his 0\1.'11 words}. After one mol' point. we would turn our att ntion tosomething el .

"When all trace of evil shall hav been wiped off the face of this little planet," h said, "and Christ will haverecreated it in beauty superior to what it po. s ed at its ori ••.in, then one pulse of harmon' and happin swill beatthroughout God's vast creation. What a wond rful age that will b ."

The way Cyril and Cynthia opened befor me the reality of the gf at spiritual struggle taking place between thefore s of good and evil Impre ed me with the fact that the Holy Spirit of God was working-and had work d inpowerful and wond rful way over the years=-to bring me to the very place wh re I found mys If that evening.I recall looking at my watch-the time was 9:20. Had not the Spirit of God intervened in my life as He did, I

would have been conver ing with d mon wor. hipers. But no \I,' IenJoy d the blessed privilege of holding a Bible inmy hands, and had definitely decided, with God's help, to br ak away from spirit wor hip. At that v ry mom nt thethought of it all caused a shiver to go up my spin. Goo pimples caused the hair to tand right up on my arms.

At the conclusion of the tud on the destiny of the wicked, Imentioned to the Grosses that during the time Ihadbeen memorizing Catholic catechisms. Ihad encountered a number of expressions from Holy Scripture that booksused to support the supposed never-ending punishment of the wicked. Icould recall words such as "et mal tire,""everlasting punishment," "the moke of their torment ascendcth up tor ever and ever."

My hosts both agreed that the Bible does contain many such phrases, and that looking into their correct meaningwould con titute a long stud in itself, but a mo t worthwhil one. It turn d out that we did have that interestingstud three days lat r. As Iwill recount lat r. Pastor l. W. Ta rlor conducted it.

Wh n I retired that night it was with the firm con iction that Cyril' God was ind ed the Life-giver, the one towhom even d mon spirits owed their existenc . The 'act that Ihad been abl to stud God's Holy Word withouttheir mt rference te tified to that.

But on Thursday night, wh n I returned from the Bible studies Ibecam aware that the spirits had visited myplace. And wh n I reached home Friday, I becam very conscious that the spirits were trying to t IIm som thing.

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A Trip Into the Supernatural - Roger J Morneau

CHAPTER 11

THE BIBLE SABBATH

I had promised my boss that I would tind out tor him the reasons why Cyril observed the Bible Sabbath. To savespace, I will skip the Bible studies we had on Thursday and Friday except tor the one about the seventh-daySabbath,

To begin with, C 'Iii stated that th Holy Scriptures speak of the Biblical Sabbath as being the seventh day of theweek. "In tact, the fourth commandment of the Decalogue, spoken by God Himself; admonishe us to remember toobserve the Sabbath day. Th call to remernb r probabl r results from the fact that humans are inclin d. because oftheir busy daily activities, to forget even some the Important things of lif ."

We then turned to our Bibles and read the fourth commandment together: "Rem mb r the sabbath day, to keepit holy. Six days shalt thou labour. and do all thy work: but the seventh day is the sabbath of the lord thy God: in itthou shalt not do any work, thou. nor thy son, nor thy daughter. thy man ervant, nor thy maidservant, nor thycattle, nor thy strang r that i within thy gat s: tor In SIX days the lord mad heaven and earth, the sea, and all thatin them i , and rest d the seventh day: wh r for the lord blessed the sabbath day, and hallowed it" (Ex. 20:8. I l ).

I was amazed to discover that the comrnandm nt to observe the day God had blessed was vastly different nomthe one In the Catholic catechism I had used. In tact, I Immediately told the Grosses, "These are not thecommandments that I memorized wh n I was a youngster." I went to th second vers of the chapter and b gan toread:

"I am the lord thy God, which hav brought the out of the land of Egypt. out of the house of bondage. Thoushalt have no other gods b tor me. Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven irnag . or any liken ss of any thingthat ISin heaven above. or that i, in the earth b .n ath, or that is In the wat r und r the earth: thou shalt not bowdown thyself to them. nor serve them: tor I the lord thy God am a Jealous God

In tact, I read all the Ten Commandments and found them much more detailed than the catechism versions I hadknown. "I have a hard time believing that thes are the commandment" of God," I blurted out.

Cyril, using finesse and at the sarn tim not rrunimizmg their solemnit ', said that they indeed were thecommandments God had given to the Hebrews through Moses. Then he made a statement In the form of a questionthat blew the issu wide open before my mind. "Roger. I don't want to sound like a smart aleck, but could it be thatthe commandments you wer acquainted with were tho e of some other god?"

Then it dawned on me. as in my mind I visualized the socalled wor hip room of the gods: Th fallen cherub, thedemon god, had in past c nturies tamp red with God's holy commandment" to mislead the human family. I thenpictured the inhabitants of the whole earth being deceived by the master artist of deception.

R turning to the stud ofth Bibl Sabbath, I was struck by the gr at emphasis the Lord has placed on theseventh day of the week as one to honor. "And on the se enth day God ended his work which h had made; and herest d on the seventh day nom all his work which h had made. And God bless d the s venth day. and sanctifiedit: because that in it he had rest d from all hi. work which God created and made" (G n, 2:2,3).

On point that most vividly impressed my mind with the solemnity and sacredn s the Creator has bestowedupon that day was the fact that for 40 year the lord fed the lsra lites on a dally basis except on the Sabbath. "Th nsaid the lord unto Moses, B hold, I will rain bread from h aven tor you: and the people shall go out and gather acertain rat eVel)' day, that I may prove them, wh ther the r will walk in my law, or no. And it shall come to pass,that on the sixth day the shall prepare that which they bring in; and it shall b twrce as much as they gather daily.""Six days ye shall gather it; but on the seventh day, which I th sabbath, in it there shall be none" (Ex. 16:4, 5,26).

I found it interesting to se how the lord sought to acquamt the Hebr ws with the sacredness of His Sabbath.And as we read that account of the manna exp rien e, I couldn't help chuckling at the idea that sorn persist d inwondering wheth r God really meant what H said. "And It came to pass, that there went out some of the pea pion the seventh day tor to gather, and the found none" (verse 27).

Having taken into account the writings of Moses and the prophets on the matter of the Bible Sabbath, we turnedto the New Testament to discov r how Jesu and the early disciples related to it. Sp aking of Jesus, Luk stat s,"And he came to azareth, wher he had been brought up: and, as hi custom was. h went into the synagogue onth sabbath day" (Luk 4: 16). Jesus declar d to the Jewish peopl that He i lord of the Sabbath (Mark 2:28).

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The lord of the Sabbath nev r mt nded that His Father' holy law should ever b changed. For instanc . in Hissermon on the mount He I ft no uncertainty about the solid foundation upon which God's holy law rests: "Thinknot that I am come to destro the law, or the prophets: I am not come to d troy. but to fulfill. For verily I sa ,unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, rill all be fulfilled"(Matt. 5:17.18).

We also considered Biblical account of the early disciples and their ob ervance of the Sabbath. After we hadread so much in the Word of God about the observance of the Creation Sabbath, I asked Cyril wh ther he knewhow Christians ever came to observe the tir t day of the week, or Sunday, as their day ofrest.

He tared that the Roman Catholic Church claimed to have made the chanse in c nturies past through the powerGod had bestowed upon her. "In tact. the church does not mind letting people know that she has changed thecommandments of God."

The folio••••-ing Sunday I went to the mumcipal library of Montreal and did a little research in the religiondepartment. Before long I came across a Catholic catechism dated back to 1930. It made the following commentson what it classifi d as the tbird commandment:"Q. What is tile Third Commandment?"A. The third commandment is: Rem mber that thou k ep holy the Sabbath day."Q. Whtct: IS the Sabbath day?"A. Saturday is the Sabbath day."Q. Wily do we observe Sunday tn: tead of Saturday?"A. We observe Sunday in. t ad of Saturday because the Catholic Church transferred the solemnity from Saturday

to Sunday."Q.Wily did the Catholi Ctmrch sub. titute Sunday for Saturday?"A. The Church sub, tituted Sunday tor Saturday, because Chri.••t ros from the dead on a Sunday, and the Holy

Ghost descended upon the Apostl on a Sunday."Q. By what authority did the Church sub. titute Sundayfor Saturdav?"A. The Church sub. tituted Sunday tor Saturda by the plentitude of that divin power which Jesus Christ

b towed upon her."Q. What does the Third Commandment command?"A. The Third Commandment commands u to sanctify Sunday as the lord' Day."

Impre. ed with my finding. I committed the section to memory. In the early fifti I acquired a copy of thatvery catechi m, which I value highly.

Whil my first ta k vas to bring back to my J wish bo an explanation of C rril's religiou convictions, my nextone was to tind out how and wh f Chri tians becam .0 involved with Sunday. That I researched in the monthsahead and made sorn most surprising discov rie .

In addition to my boo ' intere t in C)rril's Sabbath, and my own newly created inquisitiven , someone el ebecam aroused about the subj ct: d mon spirits. On the evening of the coming Saturda wh n I returned homethey attempted to reestabli h contact with m (. ee Chapter I).

On that Friday evening at the conclu ion ofthe Sabbath stud '. the Gro invited m to attend church withthem the next day. Cyril explained that he would be baptiz d by immersion and becorn a member ofthc Seventh-day Adventist Church. We agreed that I would come to tbeir re id nee and that from there we would proceed tochurch.

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CHAPTER 12

A EW D Y A. 'D A NEW LIFE

Sabbath morning I arrived at the Gros••.ses' residence and found that a coupl of friends would also accompany themto church. After Cyril and Cynthia introduced me we chatted a bit. and as my custom was. I pulled out mycigarett s and offer d them one, but the polit Iy declin d.

Then th thought enter d my mind that it could very well b that Adventists don't smoke. A short while later,•...h n we were walkine out of the hou e I asked Cyril about It. He told me that Adventists are quite healthconscious, not as a means or obtaining favor with God, but in the mt rest or good h alth. Healthy peopl enjoy lifemor . He mention d also that one of the Bible studies we would SOOl} cov r pertained to healthful living, and thatII would pre nt the benefits one can d riv nom abstaining from tobacco.

lmmediat Iy I assur d him that I would not smoke while in the presence of church mernb r that day. How inthe world am I going to do it'! I thought to my elf. At the sam time I told my Ifhow fortunate I had been that theyoung people did not tell me at the beginning that I should not smoke. My addiction would sur ly have caused meto refuse to stud with them.

At a la~ r dat . as I spoke "...ith Cyril about the tact that tobacco had had such a hold on my lite and that I wouldundoubtedly have refused to stud with them if they bad mentioned the subj ct, he said that after he and his wifehad prayed about the matter, the r had felt impressed to put up with it in order to acquaint me with Chri t tir t.

At the time I did not realiz that Cyril and Cynthia were attempting to reconcil Rog r Morn au to the life-giver. But the Spirit of God was leading them.

For instanc ,wh n I told him that Sabbath morning that I ,••.·ould not smok in the pr sene of church members.he rejoiced that they were se ing their prayers answ r d. B for inviring me to go to church with them they hadasked the lord to bless my lif in a pecral way. TIley asked tor two miracles to tak place.

First, that I should se and appreciat the sacr dn s of the Bible Sabbath. Should that happen, they would askme to go to church with them. If I accepted their invitation it would b a sign that God was working a miracle ofr d mption. And second, that He would take a\: a r from me th cravins tor tobacco.

How wand rfully God answ r d their prayers. The thought of tobacco nev rent r d my mind until about 7:00that evening. Then tor two hours my body went through an agony such as I had ne•...er exp rienced, leading me toconclude that I greatly need d a Saviour nc who could p rform a miracle of love by removmg lord Nicotin .who had enthron d himsseIf in every fiber of my body.

It was a beautiful day that Sabbath morning of October, 1946. in Montreal, Canada. Nature was beautifullyalive, the air was cnsp, and bright rays of sunshin piercing through the tre s shower d the earth with a thousandki es of love. The city se m d to be happier that day, and everywh r around u we saw evidence of a God oflove watching over all. Having fresh in my mind a number of vers s of Scripture on the Sabbath of Creation. Ifound that the day carri d a new meaning tor me.

I, a spiriti t, walked with Sabbathk eper to an Adventist church. My friends were not yet aware of the tact thatI was slowly stepping out of the ranks or the fallen Lucifer, their most viciou enemy. It had been but a few dayssince I had my last contact with demons.

As we approached the church, I saw to my surprise that almost all the peopl on the sidewalks were making theirway into the sanctuary. Som one pleasantly welcomed me to Sabbath school and gav me a church bulletin.

earb I netic d a rack contairung periodicals and tracts. R aching over, I picked up a brochure. Once in thesanctuary, I felt irnpres ed by a well-an nd d church.

After seating ourselves I b gan to read the tract while music played softly. It gav a detailed amount ofinformation concerning the church's organizations and lis various fields of acnvities,

The Sabbath school rvice began with a friendly welcorn . Th period preceding the stud of God's Word wasparticularly inspiring and mformative to a p rson visiting an Adventist church tor the tirst time. I saw a peoplededicated to bing a blessmg to their fellowm n,

The church d voted about 40 minutes to Bibl study. Pastor L W. Taylor taught the visrtors' class. 111. lessontor that day focused on the lite of Christ. Its c ntral them Involved the concept that Jesus of Nazareth while onearth ruled His lite by the principles of the Word of God. leaving us an example to tallow. Pastor Ta lor made astatem nt that I rem mber to this day: "If we tallow our lord's example there will come to us peace, contentment,

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and ,visdom that the world can neither gi ••..e nor take awa r."

Hi. words could not have come at a better time. The Bible. tudies of the past few days, culminating in the oneon the Bible Sabbath, had led me to d ire to turn my lite over to Christ and to observe the seventh-day Sabbath.

TIle inspiring II:o{) worship hour culminated in a baptismal. ervice. One of the candidates was my new friend,Cyril.

When h returned, Istated that-God willing I would be there in church agam next Sabbath. I also said that Iv••..ould lik to speak with Pastor Ta lor if an opportunity aros .

On our way out of the sanctuary C rril asked the nuruster whether It would be po ible tor him to give us someof hi. time that aft moon. He explained that I would be spending the day at hi. home. Pastor Ta rlor kindly offeredto stop by mst ad of having us come to his par onage office.

As we walked out of the church I couldn't help thanking the Grosses tor their concern. AI that moment II wasnot pos..sible tor them exactly to understand the blessmg the r had brought into my life. The Spirit of God hadmade them instrumental in bringing me ta a spiritual oasis where Christ. who had spoken mto existence all theautumn beauty that I beheld in the changmg leaves of that beautiful October day, could regenerate me.

About 2:30 that afternoon Pastor Ta lor arrived, and aft r "ve had visited tor a while, the conversation turn d toreligious matters. I mentioned that we had been studying the Bible during the past ' ••..eek. He inquired about howmuch stud ing we had don and on what subjects.

After I enumerated some of the topics. I commented that we had had mor than 20 Bible studies. I rememberthat moment as if il were yesterday. Pastor Taylor's e res opened ,••..ide with amazement then he asked whether hehad heard corr ctly.

When assured that he heard right, he said, "Do you rrund telling m what has prompted you to stud so much'!"While I can't recall exactly ' ••..hat reason I gav , I do remember being urpru ed at hi shock over how..many Bible

studie we had covered. I thought that anyon coming acros Bible truth as I bad would stud the Scriptures in asimilar manner.

Before I left tor horne that evening. the Grosse, cleared things up tor me. Som time earlier a number of thechurch member had expressed an mtere t m learning how to hare their religious convictions with rhos not oftheir faith. They asked their minister if he would conduct sorn training classes.

Pastor Taylor had counsel d them to u e moderation in stud ring with those not pr viously acquainted with theBible. He had staled that holding Bible studies once or twice a week should be the ideal. in that it gave a persontime to understand and appreciate what he bad covered. The pastor was right in sugge ling a restrain d. carefulapproach. But my case was an exception, and the Spirit of Gad lead the Gro es to do what was right tor me.

I mentioned to Pastor Taylor the d ep Impression my visit to church that morning bad made upon my mind.Then I inquired as to why oth r Prot stant church s do not observe the Biblical Sabbath, sine Gad ha..••prescribedits observance as a means of obtaining a special blessmg, one He has not placed on any other day of the week.

Pastor Taylor answer d by tir. t stating that the Seventhday Adventist Church is in reality a prophetic church. AsGad call d John the Bapti. t to speak to the peopl of his day who had last sight of the Messianic propheciesthat the R deerner of mankind as among them, sa He ha..••rais d up the Adventist Church to be a modem voicecrying out in the wildem S5.

Regarding the many Protestant churches not observing the Bible Sabbath, Ta lor explained that Gad does noturge His ways upon people. On the contrary. He d sire from all a service of love, homage that pring from anmt lIigent appreciation of His divin character. He tak s no pleasure in tore d all giance, and tor those reasons Hgrants fre dom of choice to all so that the may respond ta Him valuntarily.

After we talked awhile longer I realiz d that in no way could I keep secret my experience with spirit worship.My deep int r I in religiou matters made It obvious to Pastor Ta -lor that som powerful motivating tact or laybehind il. A reluctant as I wa.••to talk about my affiliation with demons, I felt that, having decided to break awayfrom that evil power, the pa! tor could giv m valuable guidance.

Once I had disclosed my activities as a spiritist. Pastor Ta rlor directed my attention to the Source of all lite andpower. Christ Jesus. He stated that "in him dwell th all the fullness of the Godhead bodil r. And ye are complet inhim, which is the head of all principality and power" (Col. 2:9. 10). Then be cited a number of passages showingthe R deemer's power over Lucifer and the demons.

111e discovery that all forces, including the fallen cherub and his associates. owe their very existence to Christencouraged me, and helped me that very night during an encounter with the pirits.

Naw I looked for an opportunity to ask him to explant sorn of the Biblical expressions used by thos who

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pr ached the immortality of man. I did not have long to wait. When he asked me whether I had any additionalquestions, I briefly touch d on a fe\v of the discovenes I had mad from the Word of God that week. I mentionedthat our study had revealed to me that man i completely mortal, contrary to the popular belief that wh n a persondies. his or her immortal soul proce ds to ito;reward or punishm nt. The Bible declare that only God hasimmortality. We had read many Biblical passage setnng forth the tact that the Lord would give immortalit ' to theredeemed at the ressurection of the just. The unrighteous, not having immortality, would ceas to exist once thepunishm nt inflicted upon them ha.s been carri d out. But notwithstanding the tact that the Word of God clearlystates that the ungodly will totall ' perish, some pas, ages of Scnptur do se m to indicate the oppo ite.

"As a youngster memorizing Catholic catechisms, I encountered expressions supposedly supporting ceaselesspunishment of the wicked. I can recall such phrases as 'eternal fire: 'everlasting punishment.' 'the smoke of theirtorment ascendeth up tor ever and ever.' So, Pastor Ta 'lor, I \••..ould appreciate it very much if you could clarifywhat se ms to be a contradiction."

A sense of deep satisfaction earn over me wh n he stated that there was no contradiction, but a lack ofund rstanding on the part of those who cherish the doctrin of the Immortal soul. Pa tor Ta 'lor explained thatmany persons misunder tand the meaning of the word pumshment. TIley define •• as conscious suffering andbeliev that when the seru es no longer perceive any affliction, It ceases to be punishm nt. But wh n we look intohuman penalties. we tind that we estimate a punishment by the loss involved, not merely by the amount of paininflicted,

"For instanc .why is the sent nc of death recogniz d as the gr at st punishm nt? It is not because the painInvolved ISmOT int nse, tor some forms of torture such as whipping produce mor pain than decapitation orhanging. But we consid r it as the gr at st puni. hm nt becaui I.' it is the mo t lasting. It deprives its victim at onceof all the relations and blessings of lite, and \\;1.' estimat its I ngth by the life the per on would have enjoyed. So itIS," h said, "when the death from which there is to be no rei ase is administ r d, that is to sa ,no resurrection.That punishm nt is everlasting, or et mal. The second death depnves the sinner of the bright and ceasel ss ye.ars ofeternity. And just as the lite of the r deemed is everlasting, so ISthe loss, or the punishment, of the wicked."

"Pastor," I said, "I like your sensible way of treating the subject. , don't wi h to impos upon your kindness. butwould you please explain it further'! It's something that has bothered me for a long tim ."

"In Scripture," he continu d, "the term everlastmg and the word eternal as they are associated with other wordssuch as Loire and punishment simp' ' denote the result. produced by the tire. or the punishment. They do notindicate the time span of the process of buming and punishing."

All ears. I sat on the edg of my chair. Excitedly I waited tor the pa.stor to reduce another one of my childhoodfears to vapor.

"Anything wrong'!" Taylor suddenly asked.''No. not at all. I'm just changing my sitting position a little. Please continu ""Let me give you thr e short examples," the pa!tor resumed. "In Hebr ws 5:9 we read of eternal salvation. that

is, a salvation that i eternal or everlasting in its results not a salvation forever going on but u v r accomplished."H brew 6:2 speaks of eternal Judgment. Again, not a judgm nt eternall going forward, but one that, having

one pas..••ed upon all men, i irreversible in its deci ion and eternal in its effect."And last, Hebrews 9: 12 talks of eternal redemption. ot a r d mption through which we are eternally

approaching a redeemed state that w n ver reach, but one that release us tor a.llet rnity from the power of sinand death."

Taylor said that wh n the Bibl mentions eternal tire, it IS referring to a tire that produces eternal. or everlasting,results.

"We are told in Jude 7 that the citie of Sodom and Gomorrha suffer 'the vengeance of eternal tire.' TIle apostlePeter tells us that God turned 'the cities of Sodom and Gomorrha mto ashes .... making them an ensample untothose that after should liv ungodly'" (2 Peter 2:6).

The way the Bible explains itself d lighted me. I had never heard anyon discuss the subject so fluently andknowledgeably. Pastor Taylor backed up every word by sound Biblical references and left l10 doubt of God'sgoodness and love tor tho created in His image.

However, one expression still remained deeply root .d In the back of my mind. planted by the religiousinstruction' had rec iv d wh n a youngster. For a moment I felt reluctant to bring it up. I assumed that he couldnot possibly have an explanation tor it. Then' thought that if he did have one it would tor all times establish in mynund the fact that the Lord is, in the fullest seru e of the word, a God of love.

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"Passtor, what does Scripture mean wh n it sa s, The smoke of their torment ascendeth up tor ever and ever."'?(Rev. 14: II). I sat back in the solid comfort of that overstuffed living room chair and eagerl awaited his reply.

Pastor Ta lor explained that the Holy Scriptur s apply the terms everlastmg and/or ever to things that endureither tor a long time or tor an ind finite p riod of time. For example. the Bible u e.s evertasttng otfor ever torefer to the Jewish priesthood. the Mosaic ordinanc . the po ession of the land of Canaan. the hill andmountains. the earth, and the time of service to be rendered by a slav .

"Eith r term denotes a duration or continuation. of time. its length det rmined by the nature of the objects towhich it IS appli d. Wh n referring to thmgs that we know from oth r declarations of Scripture to have no end, itsrgnifies an eternity of being. But when applied to something that will cea .se. It is correspondingly limited in it.meaning."

He illustrated the point with a few verses of Scripture. Exodus 2 \:::! -6 states that if during the Mosaicdispensation a Hebrew bought a servant. m the seventh year of slavery the servant could go free. But in a case inwhich a servant did not wish to leav his master, that .Iav could relinqui h hi right to freedom through aspecific ritual. The master would bring his servant before the community judges. In their pre ence be would havethe slav stand by a door po: t, then bore his ear through with an awl. The slave would then "serve him for ever." Inthis cas the tennlor ever could mean a duration of time anywher from one day to many years. dep nding on howlong the individualliv d.

Pa .••tor Taylor cit d aneth r int r sting use of the teml/or ever found in Psalm 21: 1-4. King David felt athankfulness to God tor the many times the Lord had spared his lif . He exclaimed to the Lord, "The king shall joyin thy strength, Lord; and in thy salvation bow gr atly . ball he rejoice! ... He asked lite of thee. and thou gavest ithim. even length of days tor ever and ever." David liv .d to be quite old, so the teml/or ever and ever hereprobably represented a duration of many year .

Having given me a couple of Biblical examples showing how limited/or ever can be wh n applied to somethingtransitory, Pastor Ta rlor then u ed Bible references where the term signifies an eternity of being.

The second chapter of the book of Daniel recounts the prophet's int rpretation of ebuchadnezzar's dream of thegreat imag . Verse 44 announces that "In the days of thes kings hall the God ofheav n set up a kingdom. whichshall never be destroyed .... and it shall stand tor ever." Chapter 7 declares that "the saints ... shall ... possess thekingdom tor ever. even tor ever and ever" Iv rs 18,.

Just as Scripture plainly assures us that Christ's kingdom. once established upon earth, shall be an everlastingkingdom. and that the existence of the rigbteou, s will b . eternal or never ending, in like mann r the Bible mstructsu that the existenc of the wicked will cease m the second death. which will take plac in the lak offire (Rev.11 :8).

During that Bible study a mountain of darkness and error rolled awa and vanish d. So-called mysteries that hadperpl x d the mind of my Catholic parents m their efforts to associate the character of a God of love with thedoctrin of eternal torment m lied awa as Ice would under a tropical sun. I had gain d assurance that the Word ofGod do s not contradict itself.

Sudd nly about 7:00 p.m. I had an int nse craving tor a cigarette. To my amazement I realized that I had notsmoked all day, and had not even thought about it. I figured the reason was that my mind had been preoccupiedwith the religious experiences of the day. In light of that, I concluded that I could put tobacco from my mind ndmy lungs-if I kept busy with good things.

So our discussion of spiritual things continu d. I brought up questions that had long perplex d me. Th tact thatthe pa.stor had a Biblical answer tor everything gr atly impressed me.

But my problem int nsjfied, I wanted a cigarett m the worst way. The saliva in my mouth thick ned to thepomt that it becam difficult tor me to talk. The nostril of my nose began to bum in the manner I usuallyexp rienced when coming down with a cold. After a while I became restless. changing my po ition often. Finally Id velop d a h adache, sorn thing I seldom had. It ached all the way down the back ofmy neck.

At my inssstence Pastor Taylor discussed religious topics with u. until about 9:00 that evening. After hisdeparture, the first thing I did was to light a cigarette, and I smoked without stop tor about an hour. To my greatsurpris . all my physical distresses went awa .

B fore I left that evening. the Grosss s covered with me the Bible study on healthful living, which touched uponthe subj ct of tobacco. It made me aware that a heahh-destro ing habit had enslaved me. Immediately I determinedto giv it up. realizing that I would hav to go through an awful struggle to do il -unless the Lord of the Sabbath.the one who had tak n awa the desire tor a cigar tI tor. a many hours that day, would be willing to free me from

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it on a permanent basis.A short while lat r I thankd my friends and left tor horn . On the streetcar I kept reviewing in my mind the

events of the day, especially my episod with tobacco, and realiz d that I had mor than one powerful enemy. Atthe sarn time I came up with a plan that I wa.s sur would end my tobacco problem.

Pastor Taylor had stres sed the great redeeming pO\ver in the merit of the blood Christ. h d on Calvary. In tact.he I d me to ee and understand that we can overcorn the fallen cherub and hi associates only through thatpower, as stated in R velation 12:11: "And the overcarn him by the blood of the Lamb."

I arrived home that evening about I I :30. Stuck to my door was a note to call my friend Roland no matter howlat it was. It will have to wait a while, I thought. When I enter d the place, I noticed that the spirits had beenrestl s. Most everything in the apartment was out of place. B cause I had become accustomed to dealing with theunu ual, it did not trouble me.

First I took the three carton of cigarett s I had in my closet and set them on a table. Then I opened my Bible tothe twenty-seventh chapter of Matthew and read from verse 2454 about the crucifixion. After placing the openBible on the carton" of cigarettes, I knelt by the table and began to conver e with my gr at High Priest about myprobl lTL~.Thanking Him tor blessing my lite e en wh n I was an open enemy of His. blaspheming His name, Iconfess d my sins and acknowledg d the evil of my b art,

Pastor Ta lor had made me aware of the tact that Jesu Chris t mmisters in the heavenly sanctuary tor tho Introuble, and that He specializes in hopel ss cases. Realizing I was a real hopeless case tor Him to work on, Igrasped the hope inherent in Ta lor's words. I struggled with en mi tar too cl ver and powerful for me.

Thanking the Lord tor encouraging me, I ackuowledg d the tact that the power of Hi love had held back demonspirits. And because of this. I wanted to turn my lite over to Him, to erve Him as He saw tit. Then I woulddelight my elf in the Lord by remembering Hi Sabbath day. Pointin •• to the carton of cigarettes, I said, "LordJesus, pleas deliver me from this powerful enemy. Break the hold it has upon me, as You have already manifestedYour ability to do so earlier this day. Remove that insatiable dire."

After talking with the Lord som more, I thank d Him tor having heard me and again tor His blessing my lite.Then I rose from my kne s, took the cigarettes to the bathroom. open d every package, tore them up, and flushedthem down the drain. From that time on I never touch d a cigar tte, and never had the desire to do so. In awonderful way Jesus performed a miracl of lov .

{See the fir t chapter tor an account of what took place next that Saturda nigbt.)

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CHAPTER 13

EPISODE OF DE TH

Sunday mormng I woke up to a n w way of life. Instead of reachmg for a pack of cigar tt s on the night tablwhich had become a deeply established habit I realized that I had no de ire for one.

A surg of happin s filled m at the thought that I had a powerful new Fri nd in the person of Jesu Christ. Irememb " d the mighty way in which the Spirit of God had blessed my mind and sustained me during my episodewith the spirits but a few hours b fore.

R alizing my human frailty, I asked the lord to strength n m tor the conflict ahead. In the past the influence ofothers had I d me to make bad decisiorus. Many times I had given m to the. uggestions of my friend Roland. Hehad gradually led me into spirit worship.

During the next few minutes I prayed without utt ring a word. Having learned that demons cannot intercept aSilent prayer. I wanted to be one st p ah ad of my enerru s, It gav me great satisfaction to keep them guessing.And I felt honored in the fact that I. an undeserving human being, could converse with the mightiest Bing in theuniverse and that demons could not eavesdrop.

I told the lord that I didn't know wh r to b gin in explaining to my friend Roland about eternal realities.Probably h wouldn't b willing to listen becaus he wouldn't want to offend the spirits. Above all, how was I towithstand the pre ur to come')

A few seconds I paused in my thoughts, and as I did, a passage from the first chapter 01" the Gospel of Johncame to mind: "H came unto his own, and his own rec ived him not But as many as received him, to them gavehe power to becom the. on of God, even to them that believe on hi name" (verses II, I::!).I then felt that theSpirit of God would carry me through my encounters victonously.

On my night table lay my Bible. R aching over to n, I b gan to shuffle the pag s with the one hand, thenopen d it without paying any attention. On tho e two open pages 01" Scnprur re t d the power that would lit railsave my life.

A short while lat r I decided to get up. Picking up the Bible. I b gan to read wher it had opened, the thirty.seventh chapter of Isaiah.

It told of a king by the name of Hez kiah, who had received a distressmg letter from an invading tyrant.Seunacherib, who thought a gr at deal 01" himself. lmpre ed with the way th lord handl d the situation, Ireceived additional confid nee that I really didn't hav to won)' about what lay ahead. Whil I couldn't help beingconcerned, worry I should not

At the time agreed upon, Roland arrived. ''You look worn out, man. Are you sick'!" I asked when I saw him."Morneau, you hav almost shocked the Iif out of both George and me. We can't believe it-that you would be

so unkind and so unappreciativ of what George has done to ben tit us that you would turn around and insult themast r by refusing the wealth he has pr pared for you."

"When did you hear about that'!""At 5:30 this morning. Gorg phoned m aft r a chief counselor told him about your stupid decision. He asked

me to talk sorn sense mto your head or you're going to lose it.""I see how I must hav upset that chi f counselor quite a lot by throwmg him out the way I did.""What'! Did I h oaryou say that you threw a chi I" counselor out? I don't g t you.""You heard correct I . About 4:00 this morning I bad a conversation with a chi f counselor, and wh n he became

nasty I had th Spirit of God throw him out. He left his mark on the wall when he slammed the door open againstit." I point d to the ind ntation mad by the doorknob.

''You- ou, Rog r Morn au, had a conver ation with a spirit couns lor'! Do you know that sorn 01" ourmember hav been worshiping and conjuring spirits for many years and hav n't had the pri ••-ilege of conversingwith a chi f coun.selor? And you hav been dealing with the spirits but a Sh011while yet you are accorded thatgreat honor. This shows you how much the master thinks of you."

His fac glowed with excu merit as he exclaimed, "You and I have a fantastic future awaiting us. Now forgetthat bit about Christianity, and let's go and se the high priest. He will get you back in favor with the spirits again,and all will be well. The priest understands he doesn't hold anything against you for looking into religion. In fact,he lik you and under land.s you. Said he realizes that you're an adventurer by natur . TIle prie t r cognizes that

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it's natural tor you to search out a better \•••.ay tor yours If.'The only thing he feels bad about is that if you were going to look into religion, wh r didn't you choose some

other denomination instead of thos Sabbath peopl th very people the master hat s most on the fac of theearth.

"Man, you don't understand how much you've upset the gods, But I hav the high priest's assuranc that all willbe well if you come with me now to se him at his office. He's there waiting tor u _So, what do you sa r that wego right now, old buddy'!"

Wh n h pulled out his pack of cigarettes and offered me one. I declin d, adding that I did not smoke anymore.Surprised, Roland commented, "Morneau, you're a changed person, I could tell the moment I walked in here. To behonest with you, I feel uncomfortable in your pre ence. You Ilk) find what I'm going to sa kind of foolish,maybe even stupid ut I feel out of place here with you and wish I were somewhere el e."

As he spoke I realiz.ed that Christ was fulfilling the words of the apostle John in my life: "He came unto his0\\.'11, and his own received him not, But as many as rec ived him to them gave he power to become the sons ofGod, even to them that believe on his name." I felt that the glorious majesty of the Lord Jesus reflecting upon mecreated an tnvisibte atmosphere of pow rand maj . ty unconsciously breathed in by my mend, causing him toreact the way he did,

"What you're tee ling In my presence results from the tact that the Spirit with me is more powerful than the spiritwith you.

"And as tor your statement that I'm a changed person, you are corr ct. I will never again be the Roger Morneauyou pr viously knew. in one short week I hav acquired knowledge worth mor to me than all the gold and silverthe earth contains. That is the reason why I cannot accept the wealth offered me by the spirits. If I did, I would becheating myself.

"Don't get me wrong. I realize that the spirits' offer ISa gen rous one, but it lacks a most Important element thatshould accompany It. Lsfe. Lif In a m a ur sufficient to make that wealth worth po ssing.

"I hav been offered a better d al, All the gold I want, plus unlimited lite."Then I proceeded to set before him the glori !S of eternal reality. Though I lacked the capacity to document them

with Biblical passages as the Grosses had, yet the Spirit of God h Id my mend spellbound lor about 45 minutes.During that time I cover d tho pomts that I consid red vital. At one point wh n I paus d tor some kind of

respons , all he would say was "Now I understand." But he never asked any question, or made any other commentSo I continu d.

"I can see that you don't intend to come with m to se the high pri t." he said finally. "But you and I have to.You need to face reality again. All the wonderful thmgs you have spoken about are not tor you or me, so forgetthem. First, I don't want to wait tor the good lif I want it now. As tor you, Morneau, you have no choice in themailer. Maybe you think you hav , but you don't. You're just kidding yours If.

"Face it, Morneau, you're not your 0\\.'11 master. I wish you were, but you're not. The pirits own you in yourentirety, and the sooner you acknowledg that, the better offyou'll be."

Extremely agitat d, h projected an air of impending doom. Hc b gan pacing the 1100r,wringing his hands. "I'mon a most difficult assignment. What I'm about to sa r to you I'd rather tell an enemy in tead of a longtime mend."

By then he was per piring profusely although it wasn't warm III the room. "Morneau, your days are numb redalong with those of the young coupl respon ibl tor leading you awa from the master, However, I must tell youthat you can stop the plan of destruction the spirits have initiated, by coming \•••.ith me to se the high priest rightnow. He will restore you to their favor, and all will b well. This way no one gets hurt."

He had to paus tor a couple of seconds to u e his handk rchief. Perspiration flowed down his face."One thing in particular the high prie t want. you to reali no one has ever gotten out of our seer t soci ty

alive. Th spirits brought you and me into it, and we'r to b III subjection to them, not the r to us. Let me explain."Up to now you and I have assumed that our meeting with George and his invitation tor u to go to that

restaurant was purel r accidental. Wron '. The night before. a spirit appeared to him during the sacred hour andordered him to go with his wife to that particular _eanc _The pirit told him that he would b me ting us, that wehad served in the merchant navy, etcetera. He explained to Georg in detail what to say and what to do. The spiritshad worked it out even to the point of his wife's berne involved in conversmg with the . pirit medium to the extentthat she would let George go home by himself, and have the Belangers drive her home later.

"So, friend. let's get going. Time ISrunning out"B then h had his hand on the doorknob, expecting me to follow. Pointing to a chair, I suggested that he sit

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down for a few minutes while I explained why I would not go to se the high priest. He refused, stating that hecouldn't stand the atmosphere of the place any longer. A supernatural presence foreign to him made it impossiblefor him to sit and relax.

I commented that the presence of the Holy Spirit was assisnng me in answer to my request for help earlier thatmorning. Urging my friend to break awa from the demon and affiliate himself with the uperior power of God, Iassured him that h could safely make the transition. Then I felt impr sed to go one step farther and invite thewhole group of demon worshiping friends to follow me. Again I stated that I could guarantee that no danger ' vouldcome to them.

''You guys like att ntion and respect," I said. "I'll tell you ,•..·hat I'll do I'll call my pastor and reserve seats inour sanctuary for the coming Sabbath services. Choice seats. on both. ides of the center aisle. I'll reserve 100places. enough to make. ure that everyone will be well seated."

"Don't go through the trouble," he replied. "I'm satisfied wh r I am now."Again he had to pause to wipe off the heavy perspiration running down his face. "And I know the other fellows

feel the sam as I do.""Well, I felt lik offering to all of you the ben lito; of eternal life so that l10one be left OUL" Then I changed the

subj ct and returned to his ultimatum."You're telling me that my days are numbered. along with tho e of my new friends. That the demon spirits

intend to execute that sent nc . Well, I have some news for you. the pri st, and all who entertain any d signs ofmischief toward me and my friend .

"As I told that spirit counselor last night, I hav placed my friends and myselfm the car of the Life-giver, theChrist of Calvary. And I'm prepared to walk und r the. hadow of death as long a. Christ accompanies me throughthe presence of Hi Spirit"

Shocked into a state of terror. my friend could not speak for about a minute. His face turn d white, his e esbecame fixed. and I thought he would pa. s out.

"Are you OK'!"He did not answer."Roland. is anything wrong with you'!" Still no answer.Then silently I implored. "0 ar Jesu . pleas help!"Shaking his head. he said at last, "I don't know what happened. but it se rns as though I lost consciousnes for a

moment. Morneau, I know that the Spirit accompanying you IS gr at and powerful. Please don't mention the subjectagain. It terrifies me."

When he app ared normal once more, I requested that he carry my message to the high priest."I hay not made myself completely clear regarding the ultimatum, Mom au. The threat on your lite extends

beyond what the spirits can do to you."Th controlline committee has d ided that your defection from our ranks could result in secret information.

damaging to the cause of the master. leaking out. There was talk of having a contract put on you. On individualwas willing to go as high as 10.000 to have sorn one do awa with you. But we thought the suggestion unwi eand turn d it down.

"However. we did come to a deci ion. If a spirit mfonns u. that you have spoken to anyone on the outside aboutthe activity of our seer t society, thr e individuals hav volunteered to shoot you at a convenient time. Thecontrolling committee felt that this would be a wi er move. s eing that it would be re meted within our . oci tyand we would thus avoid the po. ibility of becoming invol ed with the law.

"We brought the plan before a spirit counselor, and received full approval. along with the gift of clairvoyancetor the volunteers so that they would know at all times wh r you are. I had hoped that I would 110thave to tell youthis. but your refusal to comply with the high prie t's wishes leaves me no choice. I'm sorry."

'Tell the priest that I'm daring, but not tupid," I replied. "I hav nothing to gain by telling anyon about thissecret society, Keeping my mouth shut I can live with that But for my survival to depend upon the word of alying spirit that I will 110tstand tor.

'Tell the priest that I hav a new Friend in the per ou of Jesus Christ. He is all powerful and commands respect.So much so that at the mention of His name demons tremble. And when commanded in that great name, even piritcounselor nee. as I witnessed last night."

I don't know wh tiler what I felt could be called righteous mdignation or not. but Roland's threat stirr d up in mea det rmmation to have him fac the power and JU tice of God every remaining day of his lite. "Th pri t se ms to

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be knowledgeabl about the Bible. Have him look up Colossians 2:9. 10. It spells out m black and while what Ihave been sa ring about the lord of glory."

Quickly I Jotted down the referenc on a piece of paper so my friend would not forget. "And while he has theBible in hand .•.•I added, "I have sorn thing else tor him to consid r.

"Centuries back. a powerful king \••.·enl about conqu ring and . ubduing great nations and peopl . But one day heinsulted the wrong person. H attacked one who had made God a close friend. As a result h lost 185.000 soldiers.Only a te"•..of Sennacherib's officers survived to witness the results of the king's boa. ting. And aft r h arrivedhome in Ninevah, two of his sons put a 'vord in his back. (See Isaiah 37.,

"Roland, inform the priest that he should give 3 great deal of thought before doing awa with Roger Morneau.I sf the intended destroyers become the de. troyed.

"I will now lay down the rules of how the game l?1 exttncnon will b pla red. And I am domg it with the fullbacking of my new Friend, who this morning revealed to me hO\\1He intend to solv my problem ."

Roland's e res widened. and I had his full att ntion. After I walked over to the table wh re my Bible lay open tothe thrrty -seventh chapter ofIsaiah, I called him over to se som thing. I had und rlined in red tho e verses Imtended to memorize: 14-20 and 33-38. Showing him m written form the story I had just told him, I explainedhow the Holy Spirit had blessed my mind earlier that morning, cau ing me to open the Bible and become aware ofhowea il God could wive my difficulties. Then I read him a few verse.

"I can see when somerhins lik that could happen to us," Roland replied, obviously concerned."Yes. and the responsibility rests on the high priest. Tell him that the day h and his boys seriously entertain the

idea of rubbing out Morneau. the lif -giver will pull the switch on all of his demon worshiping members, leavingonly him alive to make the funeral arrangements. lt could tak place during one of their praise sessions to theirfals gods. Sudd nly dead silence will till the worship room."

By now Roland had sat down and lit himself a cigarett . Beginning to shak . he could not place hi. cigar tt onthe ashtray. I had to walk over and do it tor him.

"Morneau. I have to go. I'm afraid that what you have Just told me ma tak place if no one else but the pri tknows about it. So I'm gomg to phone Gorge as soon as I leave here and tell him about all of our lives' being indanger unless we stop thos three self-appointed executioners. If the news gets to all the members before the priesthas a chance to have me sworn to secrecy. there's a chance that the pre ur exert d on him to call off theassassination attempt will b great enough to guarantee you a long life."

As I shook his hand tor the last time. he stated that because he did not want to displease the spirits, we houldavoid me ting again. If by chance we met anywhere we should ignore each other's pre ence. I told him to hay ithi. way.

In that mann r ended a tension- tilled trip mto the sup rnarural, and the loss of a clos friend. But the ben tits Igained by br aking away from •• all hay been many. The tact that I am still alive today te tifie to the goodn s,love, and power of the lord Jesus to save.

I never met Roland again, but sav him from a short distanc once when he came out or a store on Ste. CatherineStreet West. Getting into his ill gaily parked Cadillac. h sported a white hat and what app ared to be a silk suit.He was impressive to look upon but I did not en r him.

As I walked down the street that beautiful June day to catch a me tear, my joy in the lord was great Raisingmy heart to the Holy of Holies of the heavenly sanctuary. I conver ed with Him and truly considered theexperience as being fullness of lite.

Although I had turn d my back on the spirits and all the r had to after the kept trying to reestablish contactwith me. Rappings took place almost every night and coutinu d tor months. On evening Cyril came to ob erve.After he heard their activity he exclaimed. "let's get out of here. How can you stay in this place'! Wh r don't youmo ve out?'

Somehow I didn't want to give the spirits the satisfaction of thmking that I teared them. I figured that if I tartedto run from them I would hav to tl them forever. Therefore I trusted m the Lord Jesus to provide me, whereverI happened to be, the h Ip and protection I needed so greatly.

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A Trip Into the Supernatural Aoger J. Morneau

CHAPTER 14

COUNn G My BLESSI GS

On that first Sabbath, wh n I was about to leave the Adventist church sanctuary, I asked the Lord to make itpo sible for me to find mys Ifth re again n xt week. And wh n I returned, I rais d my heart to God inthanksgiving tor His having worked in my behalf m the days just passed. In tact, the whole day was one ofrejoicing m the Lord and of counting my blessings.

I then found by exp rieuce that gr al b n fit to be realiz d by a per on r viewing or counting his blessings. Thecommandment to rem mber the Sabbath to keep It holy I perceived to have been given m order to make it possibletor man to escape the constant demands of the temporal affairs of life and thu have the time to count hi.blessmg , and in that way be brought closer to the Creator and b refreshed both phy icaU and spiritually.

After my confrontation with the spirits, and lite for me had taken on a new normal pace, I imm diately turn dmy att ntion to searching out in eccl siastical and secular history how' the Christian church had become involvedin Sunday observance, had given the ob ervance of the Biblical Sabbath, and had adopted uch doctrin s as theimmortal soul and eternal torment. For a period of five months I spent almost all my I isure time at the municipallibrary of Montreal. With gf at int r t I r ad the writing of the Roman Catholic Church m the light of Bibleprophecy. I looked mto the lives of certain saints considered pillars of the early Catholic Church and examinedtheir influence on Christianit . The history of pope took on a new meaning. Orig n of Alexandria, an early Gre kchurch father living between the years of A.D. I8S and 254 who succe ded in unrting sorn of the philosophies ofthe eclectic schools of Neoplatonists with the doctrines of Christianit r especially tascinat d me. That period ofresearch and stud' served to solidify my belief in the Bible.

On beautiful Sabbath day In April of 1947 I had the blessed xp rience of being baptiz d by imm rsion Into themembership of the Seventh-day Adventist Church. On that same day I met a young woman named HildaMouss au.

As som of u wer leaving the church aft r th evening meeting, Pastor Ta lor stated that anyone headed eastcould ride a couple of blocks with him to the place wh r h was going to park his car for the night. Four of usaccepted his offer, and after reaching the pastors destination, started for the nearest stre tear stop.

In that way Hilda and I b am acquainted, and a number of rim after that walked to the streetcar together. Itwasn't long before we found that we had common mter sts, lik ,and dislik . After a while we found ourselvegoing st ady.

One day I thought it would be a good Idea to try to convince her that she should become my wife, In rhos daysit was a major proj ct for a fellow to ask a young woman to man)' him. He had to consider what would be theright place and time. R viewing my plan of action a numb r of times, I set my sights on a particular Sundayevening.

The important question would hav to b brought up und r r laxed conditions. An Ideal time to ID k would bewhile we waited for the night watchman to come and unlock the door for Hilda. It always took two or three ringslor the man to arrive, amounting sornenm s to 10 minutes depending on how tar away he was in th building.

Hilda was then working as a nur e at the Montreal Convalescent Hospital and resided in the nur es' quart rs ofthe hospital. All resid nl nur cs had to b in by I I :00 p.m. TIle closer one returned to that time, the shorter thewait. Therefore I figur d 10:30 would be ideal.

It wass a beautiful June day. As planned, we had an enjoyable Sunday afternoon andevening together,culminating in a tour of th city of Montreal in an op n srre tear.

After each stop, as th tramway-car would pick up sp d, Hilda's long blond hair would rais from h rshould rs and float in the breeze, and h r blu eyes \••.·ould sparkl as they reflected the light of the many neon signsalone the stre t. Th more I looked into her lac, the mor convmced I becam that her name should be HildaGeraldine Mom au.

About 10:30 that evenins we approached the entrance of the nurses' resrdence, and lik many times before, Hildapr ssed the bell button and kind of I IDledher shoulder against the door m expectation of the u ual long wait.Immediat Iy I asked h r wh th r sh would consid r marrymg me. No sooner had I spoken the words then thewatchman app ared. Unlocking the door. he walked back about t n paces, fold d his arms, and stared at me withan air that seemed to say, I dare you to give her a good-night kiss••in my presence.

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Both my question and the qmck arrival of the usually slow moving watchman took Hilda by surprise. She statedthat she had thought about the matter and had exp ct d that it might take place In the distant future. ow I assuredher that alii was looking tor at the mom nt was a Yes answer and that we would discuss it later at a time morecon enienl tor her.

a sooner had I said that than the watchman barked out, "Young lad ,are you coming In, or do you want to stayout there'? I got work to do, and if you don't come in I will lock the door with you out."

Sh gav me a quick YI?-"',a peck ofa kiss, and rushed in almost in tears."I'm gOing to teach you girl. that when I unlock the door it's tor you to come In then," the man snapped."It' not every night." she repli d, "that a girl is asked by a fellow to marry him."The watchman looked startled. "I'm sorry." he said. "Why didn't you tell me It was that important. I \••..ould have

given you more time."Hilda det rmin d then and there that she 'vas moving out. Her moth r had an apartment on Queen Mary Road,

and Hilda decided to live with her regardless othov •...tin. he would hav to travel to work.At the sam moment I headed home tee ling fooli h that my timing had been so way off.As soon as Hilda could reach a phone, he called her mother to inform h T of her plans. "Mother, I have

sorn thin" wonderful to t II you.""You d what is it about'!""I am going to get married.""Are you out of your mind'.' You're only 21. B id s, whom are you going to marry')""I'm getting married to Rog r, that young man from church who I have b en going out with. You know, the one

you met a couple of times. "try s, but you have known each other only a short while. AI' n't you rushing things a little'?"Then, according to Hilda. th fountain of tear let loos and sh b gan to cry h r heart out. The conversation

clos d by her moth r's sa rin" there was L10 need of crying they \•.•·ould talk things over when they got together.The next evening when I call d Hilda, she Informed me ofh r moth r's vie••vpoint on the subject. I suggested

that we both go and visit her moth r on the coming Sunday, and I would ask her tor Hilda' hand in marriage. Wewould discu s the important matter with her and work things out to a satisfactory conclusion.

It turn d out that her mother was quite understanding concerning our intentions, and we chose the evening ofSeptember 20 tor the wedding.

It wasn't long before summ r gav way to autumn, and the latter sought to outdo its predecessor in warmth,beauty, and charm, I rose early, the Sabbath morning of our wedding day. to discover all of nature vibrant withlife. By the time we came out of church after the morning services, the thermorn ter had reached 0 degre s. Afew dry leaves tloated in the gentl breeze.

Friends of our. by the name of Ruth and Arthur Che s man opened their home to us tor the wedding ceremon r.We plann d it to be a quiet occasion with only a few clos friends attending. Among the guests were two SDAclergym n and their wives: Andr Rochat, minister of the French church, and l. W. Taylor, minister of the Engli hchurch, who officiated at the c I' mony.

Mrs. Ch esernan, Mrs. Mou . eau. and the other ladi had beautifull arranged the home for the occasion. Amy bride and I rep ated our marriage vows before the pastor, I stood tall and straight. Not to impress any of thefriends pr sent, but because of the many invisible beings looking on: angels who had come from the presenc ofthe Almighty to rejoice with u , and d mons command d, I believed, to att nd by their heartless leader, who hadSf n their diligent efforts turn into failure wh n by the grac of the Lord Jesus I had walked out of their ranks,

B sides, I was wearing my b st suit-that tailor-made one I had bought with the money I bad acquired pla 1118

the hor e with the aid of the demon .

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EPILOGlJE

Fort -seven year have pass d sine my involvement with the. upernatural world of evil spirits. Iam nowadvancing in age and on the threshold of the eighth decade of my lite.

The tact that I am still alive, I believe, i because I have been under the care of the Lif -giver, Christ the Lord ofglory. To decide tor Chrii t at the age of 21, wh n the spirits \••..ere offerins me wealth, tame, and pow r, wa s thewisest choice I hav ever made. And to have a solid relationship with Christ. and like the apostle Paul, to "befound in him, not having mine 0"'11 righteousn S8 ... but that which i through the faith of Christ. therighteousn S8 which i of God by faith: that I may know him, and the power of his resurrection" all this hassbrought into my lite a wealth of peace contentment, and joy in the Lord that no amount of mone could ever buy.

A I told in my recent book. More Incredible Answers to Prayer. were it not tor His power of love, cancerwould have sent me to the grave in 19 9. In addition, God has been bl ssing in gloriou ways the prayer ministryHe has led me into. The Spirit of God has been transforming live ,remedying eemingly impossible situations, andproviding solutions and victory tor the hopele s. Let me give jus t one example.

A friend wrote to Hilda and me and asked us to pray tor her husband, who \••..as facing surgery tor the removal ofa kidney. Because of the man's age and the tact that he had suffered a stroke six months before, the doctors tearedthat he might not urvive the operation. Y t they could not allow the cancerous kidney to remain in the bod)'.

A so man)' times before, the Spirit of God sustained my faith in the power of Christ's resurrection, and I askedmy Lord that if it would b to the glory of the Godh ad. would He please cause the power of the "Spirit of lif in[Him]" (Rom. :2) to perm ate our friend's bod)' and drive awa r the elemen ts of death that were destroying hiskidney.

When the man woke up the day befor the operation h fett so well that h wond r d out loud if he reallyneeded the surgery. After a seri of tests, the physician found, to his great surpris , that the kidney showed no signof di sea e, and the large tumor that had been attached to it was gone. The following day he was discharged fromthe hospital.

Having such prayers answered is worth tar more than anything the spirits could have offered me. All Ican stillsay i ,Glory to God III the highest'

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ace it. Morneau, you'renot your own master. [wish you wer . buyou're not. The spiritsown you in your entire-ty. and the sooner you

a knowl g that,... thebetter ofIyoull be." Rolandbegan paclng he floor.wringing his hands ..• ~atI'm about to ay to you I'drather tell my enemies.in d of a longtimefriend."

By then Roland wasperspiring profu ly.although it wasn't warm inth room. "Your day arenumbered-along withtho of th young oupleresponsfbl for leading youaway from th ma ter.

orne with me to e thhi h priest right now.He will restore you tothe ptrtts' favor, andall will be well. Thls

way no one ts hurt. M

Roland again had topause for a couple secondsto use his handkerchief.

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