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gamomcemloba `universali~ Tbilisi 2012

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cnobili poetisa da sazogado moRvawis zaur molaSxias pirveli leqsi _ ,, qaro, qaro gexvewebi” _ (riTac ixsneba winamdebare erTtomeuli) daibeWda 1962 wels, maSin Wabuki poeti Teqvsmeti wlisa iyo.

iqidan moyolebuli dRemde zaur molaSxiam rTuli da saintereso cxovrebisa da Semoqmedebis gza gamoiara. bevrjer yofila usamarTlobis msusxavi pirqaris pirispir, ar gatexila, sulieri wonasworoba ar daukar-gavs; roca saWiro gaxda, uyoymanod daTmo piradi keTildReoba, magram, rogorc pirovnebas da Semoqmeds ar dauTmia Tavisi erovnul-zneobrivi mrwamsi Tu pozicia.

,, zaur molaSxias poetur xelweraSi avtoris niWierebasTan erTad grafologi misi xasiaTis im Tvise-basac amoikiTxavs, romlis gamoc poetis mier ganvlili cxovrebiseuli da SemoqmedebiTi gza veranairad ver iqneboda uekalbardo, ukonfliqto da Rrma tkivile-bisagan Tavisufali” (levan bregaZe).

mravalferovania zaur molaSxias poeturi Semoqme-deba, rogorc TematikiT, metaforul-tropuli azrovne-biT, ise metrul-ritmuli Tu versifikaciuli Ziebe-biTac.

P.S. ganzraxuli iyo zaur molaSxias nawarmoebTa sam-tomeulis gamocema, romelSic SedarebiT srulad aisaxeboda poetis naxevarsaukunovani SemoqmedebiTi moRvaweoba, magram, gasagebi mizezebis gamo, jerjerobiT mxolod erTtomeuls vTavazobT WeSmariti poeziis erTgul mkiTxvels. redaqtorebi: _ arCil gelovani, jemal Sonia. © z. molaSxia, 2012 gamomcemloba `universali~, 2012 Tbilisi, 0179, i. WavWavaZis gamz. 19, : 222 36 09, 5(99) 17 22 30 E-mail: universal@internet.ge ISBN 978-9941-17-478-0

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,,acelavs dila Rameul Crdilebs”

Zvirfaso mkiTxvelo! wigni, romelic axla xelT giWi-

ravs, cnobili da sayvareli poetis zaur molaSxias naxevar-saukunovani Semoqmedebis erTgvari angariSia, romelsac igi Cven siyvaruliTa da mowiwebiT gvabarebs.

me mqonda bedniereba, rogorc erT-erT redaqtors, jer kidev anabeWdebSi wamekiTxa es wigni da win kidev axali aRmoCenebiT mogvrili siamovnebani melodeba, rodesac ukve stambidan gamosuls, stambis surnelSi gaxveuls aviReb xel-Si. diax, zaur molaSxias leqsebi iseTia, _ ramdenjerac mi-ubrundebi, yovelTvis aRmoaCen raRac axals, Seicnob manam-de Seucnobels, ufro da ufro swvdebi mis idumal poetur samyaros.

es erTtomeuli, erTi mxriv, zaur molaSxias cxovrebis wignia _ misi grZnobebiT, misi sixaruliTa da tkiviliT, misi siyvaruliT, imediT Tu gawbilebiT gamoTqmuli; meore mxriv, am leqsebSi yoveli Cvengani dainaxavs sakuTar Tavs, radgan poeti Cvens saTqmelsac ambobs, Cvens salxensa da satkivarzec laparakobs; laparakobs ise wrfelad, iseTi uSualobiT, TiTqos es yvelaferi Cveni gonebidan amokrifa poetma.

_ ,,ra ucnaurad hgvanan erTmaneTs Cemi yofna da Ce-mi leqsebi” _ es sityvebi zaur molaSxias cxovrebiseulma sinamdvilem sruliad bunebrivad, Zaldautaneblad aTqmevi-na, Cven ki am striqonebSi sxva, ufro rTuli da Znelad misaR-wevi sinamdvile unda davinaxoT, kerZod is, rom mTeli am or-mocdaaTi wlis qartexilian gzaze poets erTxelac ar wamos-cdenia yalbi sityva, arasodes dauyenebia sakuTari Tavi xe-lovnur, raRac saxelisa da didebis moxveWisaTvis gamiznul pozaSi; saTqmels igi gveubneba gulwrfelad, saocari siala-liT, didi siyvaruliTa da ostatobiT, rac mTavaria, stri-qonebSi Caqsovili sakuTari grZnobebi da azrebi iseTi gan-zogadebuli saxiT dagvibruna poetma, TiTqos es yvelaferi masTan erTad Cvenc gveTqvas; Cven aucileblad davinaxavT Cvenive Tavs am leqsebis lirikul gmirSi. sxvagvarad rom vTqvaT, Cven, mis mkiTxvelebsac, Semoqmedad gvaqcevs niWieri Semoqmedis kalami.

manamde ki am saocar garemos poeti, ra Tqma unda, gviq-mnida sakuTar TavTan martod darCenili, qarTul sityvas martod SeWidebuli, gviqmnida sulidan sinaTlis da guli-dan sisxlis gamowurviT, am naxevari saukunis yoveli dRisa

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da Ramis futkariviT garjaSi gasworebiT. aseTma Tavdauzo-gavma Sromam ganapiroba misi Semoqmedebis yovlismomcvelo-ba, mravalmxrivoba, mravalTemianoba; Znelad Tu moipoveba Cveni yofierebis raime iseTi sakiTxi, romelsac poeti ar Sexmianebodes.

Cemi sityvebis simarTleSi mkiTxvels es wigni daarwmu-nebs.

* * * am werils zaur molaSxias erTtomeulis mimoxilvis

pretenzia ara aqvs; saamisod meti dro da sivrcea saWiro. am-Jamad gvinda zogadad aRvniSnoT im pirvel STabeWdilebaTa Sesaxeb, rac aucileblad darCeba mkiTxvels.

manamde minda TviT avtoris Sesaxeb oriode sityviT mogiTxroT.

zaur molaSxia kolxeTSi dabadebuli da TbilisSi daR-vinebuli Semoqmedia, uaRresad patiosani da keTilSobili, gulmarTali da qveynisa da adamianebis siyvaruliT TxemiT terfamde damuxtuli pirovnebaa. misi es erTtomeulic siy-varulis wignia, romelsac igi uSurvelad gascems da amasve moiTxovs Cvenganac. garda amisa, poeti pirveli leqsebidan-ve gamoirCeva didi pasuxismgeblobiT mkiTxvelis mimarT; amitomac ara aqvs mas sasxvaTaSorisod Tqmuli, kalams dau-fiqreblad mosxletili striqonebi. ,,leqsis kiTxviT Tu Tqven igrZnobT daRlas, Tu ver naxavT sityvas alersians, Tu ver igrZnobT leqsSi raRac axals, ise leqsi, aba, ra leqsia!” _ es striqonebi SemoqmedebiTi moRvaweobis ga-riJraJzevea dawerili da isini dRemde aweria zaur mo-laSxias ,,riJraJebiT Sekeril droSas.”

poetis mTeli Semoqmedeba maRali moralisa da zneobis mqadagebelia, anu im principebisa, riTac TviT Semoqmedi cxovrobs. ,,Tu qarTveli var, qarTvelurad unda vimRe-ro,” _ gveubneba igi da gvixsnis, rom aseTi simRera Tu cxovreba niSnavs Tavdadebas, gamudmebul fiqrsa da zrunvas samSobloze: ,,samSobloa marad tkbili JrJola, sulis kan-kali.” es azri sxva leqsSi asea ganviTarebuli: ,,samSoblo, rwmena da poezia _ ai, es aris upirvelesi”.

zaur molaSxia uaRresad Tavmdabali adamiania, mas ar sCvevia arc gulze mjiRis cema da arc adgilebis gadanac-vleba vinmes mzeris areSi mosaxvedrad. Tavisi cxovrebis gzaze igi sakmaod originalurad ase gveubneba: ,,me yovel

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diliT da saRamoTi mimovdivar trotuarze _ SenobaTa gaswvriv! Tan vcdilob, vinmes ar SeveCexo... megobrebiviT momyvebian gzaze fiqrebi da striqonebic JivJiveben, ro-gorc gvritebi...” am sityvebma poetis kidev sxva leqsi gamax-sena, sadac igi ambobs: ,,TbilisSi dadis sasworiT xelSi _ Tvalebakruli qali”; gamaxsena imitom rom trotuarze mi-mavali is adamiani, romelic cdilobs, rom sxvebs siarulSi xeli ar SeuSalos da romlis gonebaSic gvritebiviT JivJive-ben striqonebi, sulac ar aris marto: mas is ,,Tvalebakruli qalic” _ misi udidebulesoba Temida gverdiT axlavs, mis-Tvis CauWidia xeli da daatarebs.

cxovrebis gzaze poets Tavisi ojaxic ganuyrelad ax-lavs. es bunebrivia da amaze SeiZleboda yuradReba ar gagve-maxvilebina, rom ara erTi mSvenieri leqsi, isic, SeiZleba iTqvas, ,,quCis Temaze” dawerili: zamTris susxian dRes po-ets, romelsac bavSvebi skolidan mohyavs, gzad nacnobi xvdeba da karg, uzrunvel, manqanian, fulian cxovrebaze esa-ubreba. poeti ki uyurebs Tavis sicivisgan mobuzul Svilebs da xedavs, rom ,,icinodnen, icinodnen maTi patara, Zir-morRveuli fexsacmelebi”. ai, aseTi STambeWdavi poeturi saxe mouZebna zaur molaSxiam sapasuxod nacnobis naTqvamsa da amave dros Tavisi mdgomareobac dagvixata, oRond mdgo-mareoba ekonomikurad SeWirvebuli, magram patiosani, suli-erad amaRlebuli da amayi adamianisa.

swored aseTi sulieri simaRlea is mTavari ganZi, rome-lic Taobidan Taobas unda gadaeces. mSobelmac xom aseTi an-derZi dautova poets: ,,ar maWamoo, Svilo, sircxvili!~ _ me es sityvebi damitova mamam ganZiviT...” mamis anderZis uzadod Semsrulebeli axla ukve Tavis Svilebs ase arigebs: ,,sityva basri aaelve da ageme mtyuans; cxeni mzisken gaa-gelve, ehei, baba skua! Seni xalxi gelodeba _ mteri gau-Tele; usinaTlo gelodeba _ bneli gauTene; guldaWrili gelodeba _ wyluli gaumrTele...”

Taobebs Soris kavSirs zaur molaSxia Tavisi striqone-biT abams. es aris ara marto genetikuri, aramed sulieri kav-Siri, romelic TviT poeziis xasiaTsac ganapirobebs: ,,me vityvi, Cemi sityva gadarCa... Tuki SerCeba striqons ma-radJams mamiseuli keriis siTbo...”

zaur molaSxia nugeSis poetia, ,,vis naterflebzec wylulebi ar aRmocendeba”; igi gverdiT gidgas, gamxnevebs, sikeTisaken mogixmobs, SecTomili moZmis uflis gzaze mob-runebas cdilobs: ,,xams kaci kacad darCes bolomde, sxvis

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guliscemas Tvisad iTvlides... ra advilia SenTvis cxov-robde, _ sul eCosaviT Senken iTlide”. yovelTvis eqneba zusti misamarTi poetis SeZaxils: ,,Tavidanve amoTxare! Ta-vidanve amoglije! Tavidanve amoZirkve is sarevela _ Sens sulSi rom miipareba”. zogierTebis gasagonad igi pir-dapir da daufaravad ambobs: ,,TqvenTvis mZimea, batono Ce-mo, mamuliSvilis uwmindesi wamosasxami”.

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qarTveli adamianis cxovrebasa da moqmedebas erTi mi-

zani unda hqondes: ,,mamuli unda idges beTlemad”; misi sit-yvebiT, SeiZleba yvelaferi Seicvalos: sityvac, ficic, gze-bic, sivrcec, magram ,,ar Seicvleba ena sxva eniT, miwa sxva miwiT”.

zaur molaSxia simarTlisa da samarTlianobis momRe-ralia, yvelam kargad viciT misi moqalaqeobrivi pozicia; igi idga da dgas iq, sadac qarTveli xalxia, basri kalmiT am-xels da ebrZvis orgulT, moRalateT da sulmdabalT, awu-xebs .. moyvareTa mciroba”, im vai qarTvelTa sulwasuloba, romlebsac ar awuxebT, rom ,,damsgavsebia saqarTvelo vrcel sasaklaos” da savarZlebisken ,,miWinWveloben, miqveS-qveSoben”.

am erTtomeulSi leqsebi qronologiurad aris dala-gebuli da me, erT-erTi mkiTxveli, avi winaTgrZnobiT vadev-neb Tvals, Tu rogor ,,uaxlovdeba” poeti 90_ian wlebs, Tu rogor unda emwaros damoukideblobis mopovebiT mogvrili bedniereba. marTlac, am periodis leqsebi savsea tkiviliT, aRSfoTebiT, protestiT, SeurigeblobiT... poetis kalami xmaliviTaa alesili da ar indobs qveynis damaqcevarT.

isic unda aRvniSnoT rom usamarTlobasTan brZola za-ur molaSxias manamdec uxdeboda, sabWoTa imperiis pirobeb-Si; erT-erT leqsSi kidevac aRniSnavs, Tu rogor hqonda mis-jili Sinapatimroba da akrZaluli hqonda dedaqalaqidan gasvla. me, magaliTad, poetis damokidebuleba komunisturi sinamdvilisadmi aSkarad davinaxe garegnulad TiTqos uwyi-nar, magram Sinaganad didi sulieri amboxiT danaRmul am striqonebSi: ,,Cems Svils aSinebs wiTeli feri, wiTeli sab-nis wiTeli feri, sisxli _ wiTeli, wiTeli _ sivrce, TiT-qos daWrili mze iwureba zecis Tavanze...” 1975 wels dawe-ril am leqsSi, vfiqrob, arafer SuaSia Svilis SiSi wiTeli feris mimarT: ,,wiTel sabanSi” wiTeli droSa unda davina-

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xoT, ,, wiTel sivrceSi” _ sabWoTa kavSiri, axla ukve isto-riis sanagveze gadasrolili...

amave leqsis gagrZelebad unda miviCnioT sxva dros da-werili striqonebi: ,,me sxva feri mindoda, o, es feri _ ara! me sxva moZme mindoda, o, es mteri _ ara!”

poeti samarTlianad brazdeboda, roca amgvar ,,moZmes” aseT viTarebaSi xedavda: ,,ZeglTan xarxarebs viRac turis-ti, Tvaliqednuri, aryiT SfoTuri... modi, gabrazdi da ga-gulisdi: _ gaulamaze saxe loTuri”.

sul ramdenime sityviTaa gadmocemuli imdroindeli sinamdvilis mTeli mankierebani: urwmunoeba, siyalbe, sic-rue, damonebul-dabeCavebuli xalxi: ,,ai, sizmari usizmro-Ta! ai, niRbebi! sicruis ZafiT moqsovili wyeba almebis... uRvTo tribunebs xelebs uqnevT da esalmebiT! aha, dideba ugunurTa _ wams warmavali!..” modiT, amasac daweris Tari-Ri davusvaT: 1977 weli.

samiode wlis Semdeg, kerZod, 1980 wels, Tanamoazreeb-Tan erTad, zaur molaSxia avrcelebs antiimperiul prokla-maciebs, romlebSic ,,saqarTvelos aneqsia _ gasabWoebis dRe _ ocdaxuTi Tebervali glovis dRed” iyo gamocxadebu-li. imave wlis zafxulSi jgufTan erTad akaveben. ramdenime Tvis Semdeg liderebs xuT-xuTi weli miusajes. danarCenebs, maTTan erTad z. molaSxias, Seufardes administraciuli sasjeli, _ moxsnes samsaxuridan, SeuzRudes beWdva, aukrZa-les qalaqidan gasvla da sxva.

1989 wlis aprilSi, ,,komendantis saaTis” pirobebSi, mo-nawileobs aralegaluri Jurnalis ,,feniqsis” gamocemaSi, romelSic z. molaSxias antiimperiuli nawarmoebebia gamoq-veynebuli...

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zaur molaSxia maZiebeli poetia. is miRweuliT aras-dros kmayofildeba. TviT versifikaciis sferoSic cdilobs da aRwevs kidec garkveul warmatebas.

gamoCenili kritikosi da literaturismcodne levan bregaZe, zaur molaSxias erT-erT wignze (,,varskvlavTa ta-lani,” 1988w.) didi xnis win daweril recenziaSi _ ,,poetis xelwera” (gazeTi ,, sityva qarTuli,” #5, 17 aprili, 1993 w.) _ aRniSnavda:

,,Tanamedrove poetebi iSviaTad mimarTaven eqsperimen-tebs leqsTwyobis sferoSi _ ufro tradiciul saleqso

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formebs endobian. zaur molaSxia aqac eZiebs, am aremareSic, sadac dResdReobiT raime mniSvnelovani siaxleebi TiTqos nakleb mosalodnelia.

wignSi Sesuli leqsebis erTi didi nawili origina-luri aRnagobisaa: strofi xuT taepiania, gariTmulia pir-veli, meore, meoTxe da mesame, mexuTe striqonebi. mTavari ki is gaxlavT, rom meoTxe striqoni sxvebTan SedarebiT mar-cvlebnaklulia, ,,koWlia”, igi ZiriTadad sazomis marcval-Traodenobis mxolod naxevars Seicavs (taepis naklul na-wils avtori wertilebiT avsebs).

es boloswina ,, Cavardnili” striqoni saintereso rit-mul suraTs qmnis. vnaxoT nimuSad erTi strofi leqsidan ,, sizmari”:

,, gabednierda adamis modgma,

arsiT wuxili, vaeba, moTqma... zvirTebma xmelTa loxi warecxes. ............................... naTeli modga da hgavda veli uflis sarecels.”

bolo striqoni, romelic marcvlebnaklul taeps mos-

devs, daskvnasaviT aRiqmeba da amis gamo, Cemi azriT, uxdeba meditaciur, poeturi ritorikis maneriT Sesrulebul leqss...”

kidev erT amonawers moviyvan baton levan bregaZis da-saxelebuli recenziidan:

,, da kidev erTi sanukvari guliswadili aqvs am wignis avtors:

,, isev iZaxis xma idumali, gana urwmenod, gana gorozad! _ movides soflis didi stumari da TviT krwanisic adidgorosa!” ra bevris damtevia poeturi fraza! ra sainteresod

aris aq gadmocemuli Rrma saTqmeli!.. did damarcxebaTa did gamarjvebad moqcevis moTxovna ra STambeWdavad aris gamoTqmuli lakonur formulaSi _ ,,da TviT krwanisic adidgorosa”!

am leqsebis avtorisTvis arc movlenebisadmi ironiu-li damokidebuleba gaxlavT ucxo. es ironia zogjer odnav igrZnoba, msubuqad dahfarfatebs sagnebs Tavze, rogorc,

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magaliTad, am striqonebSi: ,,CvenTvis yoveldRe siurpri-zia _ mze da haeri, sivrce, ferebi... rom ar gvemxoba Tavze cargvali, esec madlia bednierebis!” zogjer ki ironiuli damokidebuleba mkveTrad aris gamoxatuli... ai, Tundac, am leqsSi, aseTi saTauri rom aqvs: ,,dilis gamamxnevebeli var-jiSis reminiscencia”:

,,Tavisuflad isunTqe, Tavisuflad imoZrave, Tavi-suflad ilaparake, Tavisuflad... Tavisuflad... Tavisuf-lad... amisTvis, marto amisTvis, ramdeni sisxli daRvrila da mainc ver sunTqavs Tavisuflad ka-co-bri-oba!”

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zaur molaSxia movlenaTa ubralod aRmnusxveli ki

ara, pirvel rigSi lirikosia. ,,leqsi arasdros miweria grZnobis gareSe”, _ wers igi erT-erT leqsSi, Tanac misi grZnobebi, gancdebi yovelTvis gonebis sinaTliTaa madlmo-sili. igi dagvatarebs tkivilebsa da sixaruls Soris, unuge-Sobasa da nugeSs Soris: ,,xan davyureb mamis saflavs, xan mziTa da yvavilebiT vsunTqav...” Tanac es aris mogzauroba adamianis Rrma sulier SreebSi, adamianis gonebis manamde Se-uRwevad labirinTebSi; es aris Sexvedrebi originalur mxat-vrul saxeebTan, rasac poeti SesaSuri tropuli azrovnebis wyalobiT axerxebs. ai, magaliTad, zaur molaSxias leqsebSi ,, tyeebs zeca qolgasaviT uWiravT xelSi”, `mze dilebi xelSi ahyavs gasaSvebad~, ,, daqoxila dafifquli bardi”, ,, acelavs dila Rameul Crdilebs”, kera uecrad gafoTlili askilia, ca _ idumali _ laJvards gviqnevs da gvesalmeba... romeli erTi CamovTvaloT, es mxolod zRvaSi wveTia am erTtomeul-Si gabneuli tropuli saxeebidan.

zaur molaSxia rwmenis da imedis poetia. igi yovelTvis axali samyarosken migvatarebs da sulis xsnis Sanss gvaZ-levs: Cvenc masTan erTad miviltviT Seyvarebuli varskvla-visken, raTa man ,,aaTrTolos auTrTolari da yinuliviT mkacri gulebi”; mas unda davemgzavroT ganwmendisa da ga-naxlebis ,,zecis qalaqSi”: ,,uari gemebs, nu micdian mata-reblebi... mivemgzavrebi Cemi miwis da mzis emblemiT... mo-miteveT es aRmafrena, msurs amovide wuTisoflis mrume xarodan...”

poets sjera, rom ,,mze Camokidebs nanatr sinaTles yvelas sarkmelze, viTarca alams”. werilis dasawyisSive vaxsene misi ,,riJraJebiT Sekerili droSa”; es alami da

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droSa erTi da igivea, es zneobis, rwmenis, Tanadgomisa da Tanalmobis simboloa, romliskenac poeti yvelas uxmobs: ,,wminda dReebiT da fiqrebiT dawnul gvirgvinebs me vad-gam mwvervals, samermisod maRla aziduls, da vxedav So-riT... Cemi droSisken es samyaro modis da modis!..”

yoveli leqsis dabadeba Cvilis gaCenas hgavs im mxriv, rom leqsic tkivilis, didi sulieri Zvrebis TanxlebiT iba-deba. zaur molaSxiasaTvis yoveli leqsi is zRapruli fas-kunjia, romelic sakuTari gul-RviZliT unda daapuros: ,,mimafrens leqsi _ Cemi faskunji _ da is tkivilis gan-cdas maniWebs...” es tkivili gaunelebelia, igi leqsis gaCe-nidan bolomde Wrilobad atyvia poets: ,,matyvia leqsi _ cxeli Wriloba _ da es sawuTro ukan momkivis.”

aseT wvasa da tkivilSi aris gasuli es naxevari saukune. wlebi keTil monagarTan erTad tkivilsac amravleben. Tu axalgazrdobaSi poets ,, ferTa TamaSi” alaRebda, ukve si-Warmagis xanaSi ityvis: ,,wyeniT vumzer wuTisofels, matyu-ara ferTa TamaSs...” gaxunebula bevri ocneba, gawbilebula bevri imedi, Jams warutacia wrfeli siyvaruli, rac zaur mo-laSxias aTqmevinebs: ,,... da am zamTarSi didTovlobiT da-lewil baRebs gazafxuliTac veRar vaRviZeb.” es ,,uyvavil-wnulo gazafxulebia”, ,,gzac mwvervalidan dasjilsaviT gadmogdebula,” magram am tkivilebsac Cvenda sanugeSod warmarTavs poeti, striqonebSi awrialebuli suli gvamSvi-debs, gvaimedebs da gveubneba: ,,me axlac kldeze vkidivar Cqerad”. tanjvisgan Svela ki isev uflis siyvarulSi, rwmena-sa da locvaSi unda veZioT, Cvenc unda viwvodeT RvTiuri cecxliT bibliuri mayvlis msgavsad: ,,mze mayvlovanSi an-Tia, ciuri cecxli cimcimebs... is aris, rac gvinatria, is mogvxsnis tanjvis simZimes”.

zaur molaSxias leqsebSi sakmaod vnaxavT aseT Sesit-yvebebs: ,, usivrcobis sivrce”, ,, savse sicariele”, ,, gonie-ris sivrce”, ,,dausazRvrelis naTeli”, ,,dasazRvruli usaz-Rvroeba”... poetis goneba axali sivrceebiskenaa mimarTuli; es sivrce CvenSic arsebobs da Cven gareTac. poets surs, rom es sivrce carieli ar iyos, arc dasazRvruli, mas unda, rom gaarRvios yovelive dasazRvruli, gaswios da gagvifarToos samyaro da Tvalsawieri. es mudam axlis maZiebeli Semoqme-dis bunebaa, axlis ZiebaSi ki zaur molaSxia kvlavac daum-cxrali da Wabukurad SemarTulia.

zaur molaSxias erT-erT leqsSi aris aseTi striqone-bi: ,,ros ganveride sizmars srulebiT, _ gareT saamod ir-

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weoda mwvane xexili da qars mohqonda dafnis surneli”. drom am sityvebSi is Sesworeba Seitana, rom mis mSvenier Se-moqmedebas ukve dafnis gvirgvini moaqvs zaur molaSxiasaT-vis, romelic uaxles qarTul poeziaSi Rirseul adgils ika-vebs da risi dasturic misi es erTtomeulic aris.

,,dilis mnaTiviT izrdeba suli”, _ gvimJRavnebs poe-ti am wignis bolos da Cven vgrZnobT, rom es ,, bolo” axali gzebis, axali sivrceebis, axali SemoqmedebiTi gamarjvebebis dasawyisia. mjera, rom zaur molaSxias dilebi ,,kvlavac ace-laven Rameul Crdilebs”, rom is mnaTi ,,gzadagza kvlavac aafeTqebs danaRmul Ceroebs”; es ki imas niSnavs, rom zaur molaSxia kvlavac mravaljer gagvaxarebs Tavisi didebuli SemoqmedebiT.

RmerTma dalocos misi niWi da kalami, Cven ki didxans gvyavdes imedad da nugeSad Cveni saamayo megobari, RvTisnie-ri, sikeTiTa da siyvaruliT savse Rirseuli mamuliSvili!

jemal Sonia

poeti, filologi

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`aTxuTmetidam ocdaaTamde vaJsa

ewodebis Wabuki... Semdgomad sruli

kaci, vidre ormeocdaaTamde,

Semdgomad ... WarmaRi...~

sulxan-saba orbeliani leqsikoni qarTuli, or tomad, t-I gamomcemloba `merani~,1991 w. gv.361

ganyofilebani

1. xana siWabukisa

2. xana srulkacobisa

3. xana siWarmagisa

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xana

siWabukisa

qaro, qaro, gexvewebi fexSiSvelad darbis qari,

Semoivlis freniT xevebs... mere mova, rogorc mTvrali,

makocebs da momxvevs xelebs. sixaruliT velze vwvebi,

gulSi vikrav mTas da borcvebs... _ qaro, qaro, gexvewebi,

Cems magivrad mas akoce! 1962 w.

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me imitom ki ara vwer leqsebs...

me imitom ki ara vwer leqsebs, rom saxelad mec poeti merqvas, _ Cemi guli gamouTqmels eZebs da... yurs vugdeb mSobel miwis feTqvas. minda is vTqva _ rac ver Tqmula jerac da es guli avamRero ise, rom simRera aRanTebdes yvelas da RameSic aqsovebdes mzisfers... leqsis kiTxviT Tu Tqven igrZnobT daRlas, Tu ver naxavT sityvas alersians, Tu ver igrZnobT leqsSi raRac axals, ise leqsi, aba, ra leqsia! Cems mindvrebze veli axal verZebs da vwer leqsebs... TamaSia ferTa... Cemi guli maradiuls eZebs da... yurs vugdeb mSobel miwis feTqvas.

1962 w.

xana siWabukisa

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simRerebis saTave

Relvis wuTi, gancda, azri axali, Sroma, brZola, Seteva da miRweva... miwa Tbili _ moxnuli da saxnavi, gataceba, TrTola, Tavdaviwyeba... cis gaxsna da sivrceebSi gafrena, legenda da jer uTqmeli zRapari; unaxavis naxva, gancdis gamxela, sicocxle da sixaruli sxvagvari... leqsi Tqmuli da jer kidev arTqmuli, siyvarulis dakargva da Zieba; zRvaSi Tevzis mxaruli Tu dgafuni, mterTan brZola, Zleva, ardaZineba... samSobloze fiqrs ver vuWer sadaves da ocneba horizontebs miarRvevs... samSobloa simRerebis saTave, samSobloa simxneve da silaRe! ara marto sicili _ mindvrebi da vazebi; ara marto Widili fiqrebis da azrebis; ara marto ocneba, ara marto xalisi, ara marto locvebad afrenili aisi... samSobloa marad tkbili

JrJola, sulis kankali, sicocxlis da ukvdavebis

simRera da akvani. 1962 w.

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guli iTxovs Rimils...

es ramdeni dRea da ramdeni Rame, es ramdeni Tvea, _ uxmod viTvli wamebs. gulSi cecxli Rvivis, vlocav mzes da mTvares; guli iTxovs Rimils da im gogos alerss...

Cans garemo RvTis xeliT nairferSi Casmuli da wkriala wuTebi_ mzis sxivebze asxmuli... melandeba mindvrebi, mesizmreba borcvebi, aRma-daRma davfrinav fiqrebiT da ocnebiT... he, mamulo, Zvirfaso, gulo amRerebulo, xmalo, xmalo, pirbasro, mterze aRerebulo, xmazviado enguro, rbeniT gaxelebulo! mters narkeno Tbiliso, daviTiviT diado, yovelRame, Zilis win, saba zRaprebs giambobs... gogonebi _ cangala, dafrinaven TavSlebiT, `agangala-gangalas~ yiJineben bavSvebi... berikaci _ imxela _ ezos uvlis RiRiniT... momenatra simRera, viT im gogos Rimili; momenatra xmauri, xmamquxare `varada~, xeebs freniT Cavuvli, daval mTa da barada...

es ramdeni dRea da ramdeni Rame, es ramdeni Tvea, _ uxmod viTvli wamebs... gulSi cecxli Rvivis, vlocav mzes da mTvares; guli iTxovs Rimils da im gogos alerss...

1962 w.

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qaris Relva

vxedav: icinis melanqolia, mReris mowyena da... idilia... xolo am qaris Relva, mgonia, bedTan brZolaa da Widilia! es, rom icodeT, Zlier mitacebs, amitom miyvars qarTan seroba; misi siTbo da misi simkacre, Tavawyveta da mousvenroba!

1962 w.

modis zamTari...

modis zamTari, moaqvs sicive, modis WaxWaxa yinvis fexebiT... netav, Zvirfaso, axla mixsnide Seni xelebis Tbili SexebiT. nu Sematoveb dardsa da dumils, mTlad nu dambugav, damwvars isedac... modi, miSvele, gamiTbe guli, SenTan zamTaric gamaisdeba!

1962 w.

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amitom zrdis dedis ZuZu yvelas

I dabaCunebs sio foTlis baCuCebiT da miwaze kocnis mwvane zewars... sivrce feTqavs gazafxulis layuCebiT, vardisferad moqsovila zeca! Sara-Sara Tvalmercxala yvavilebi gamomwvevad gviRimian vaJebs... ise manTebs uxilavi arilebi _ sirbiliTac aval, a, im mTaze! gulSi grZnoba ucnauri gaCenila, es ra gancda mamRelvarebs ase? ocnebebi varskvlavebad afrenilan saqarTvelos maradiul caze... jiSi mogvdgams WyondidelTa wminda genis, _ maTi sisxli Cvens sxeulSic Relavs... ver waarTvan Cvens mSobliur miwas mtveric, _ amitom zrdis dedis ZuZu yvelas! TavawyvetiT gaqroleba menatreba, _ siWabuke maTamamebs ase... siyvaruli ganfenila mzenanTebad Cemi qveynis laJvardovan caze...

II mRerian da icinian

xmawkriala asulebi; TvalTa elva - cimcimia, RviniT savse dgas surebi. lxinia da ra lxinia, welmoxrili mReris yanwi...

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irgvliv `vaSas~ Zaxilia, `ceruls~ cekvavs berikaci...

III Rame SuqSi CamxrCvalia... ra kafia, Sairia! cekva, kiskis-tkarCalia... lamis sufra airia... ... _ im gogom ra daaSava? _ TeTri biWi gaaSava... ... axla vaJkacs daRoneba rodi Svenis, is xom qveynis marilia marad... amitomac qaliSvili odiSeli endoba da... Wirsac CaTvlis arad! ros vamayobT, xom vamayobT marTebulad, mraval xmaze sad mRerian ase? ocnebebi varskvlavebad anTebulan Cemi qveynis maradiul caze! modgma xarobs WyondidelTa wminda genis, _ maTi sisxli Cvens sxeulSic Relavs... ver waarTvan Cvens mSobliur miwas mtveric, _ amitom zrdis dedis ZuZu yvelas!

1962 w.

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ra adre gavxdi mamiT oboli

ar mifiqria arasdros, mamav, Tu davrCebodi qveynad uSenod... dRes cremliani Tvalebi damaqvs da... es ar minda dedas vuCveno! Zneli yofila sikvdili mamis, Zneli yofila... da aRarc vmalav, _ msurs SevaCveno is wuTi, wami, roca sikvdilma wagarTva Zala. mamav, Zvirfaso! sada xar axla... ra adre gavxdi mamiT oboli! dRes yvelgan Seni Rimili maxlavs, vixseneb zRaprebs _ Sengan mogonils... ar mifiqria arasdros, mamav, Tu davrCebodi qveynad uSenod... dRes cremliani TvalebiT daval da... es ar minda dedas vuCveno!

1962 w.

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hoi, dedano!

hoi, dedano! _ es vin kvnesis sulis tkiviliT, hoi, dedano! _ baraTaSvils aRmoxda erT dros... da TiTqos dResac SoriT mesmis Tqveni kivili: _ `Cvens saqarTvelos uSvele, RmerTo!~ mas venacvale, vinc arwia SoTas akvani, vinc xorci daTmo da amaRlda suliT zecado... hoi, dedano! Tqven gekuTvniT Cveni Tayvani... ver mogvspobs mteri, ragind ecados! hoi, dedano! axla mamuls vin dagvaSorebs, yornis brWyalebiT mzis guli ver gaikawreba... hoi, dedano! Tqvenze fiqri civad maJrJolebs da guls uRmerTo sevda awveba! Tqven amxnevebdiT qarTul laSqars, hoi, dedano! Tqveni saxeli, hau, ramdens mTxovs da mavalebs... dRes Cemi nedli striqonebi frenas bedaven, rom dagikocnon wminda samare!

1963 w.

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Savlego

`Cveni azriT, Salva-Savlegos Tqmulebis safuZveli namdvili istoriuli faqtia, igi damowmebulia Cveni uZvelesi saistorio Zeglis `qarTlis cxovrebis~ mier~.

giorgi leoniZe

bedo muxTalo, Savbedo, Zmoba sicocxlis RerZia...

Savlego biWo, Savlego, urjuloebi gebrZvian.

hei, vaJkaco, gasZeli, `vai, dedasa mtrisasa~...

midi, uSvele, mxargrZelo, da sisxls nu daRvri Zmisasa.

vinc loculobda mamulze da mxned itanda qar-wvimebs;

mas Surianad rad umzer, avkaco, ratom gawire!

midi, mxargrZelo, uSvele! _ geZaxis mTa da xeoba,

Seni kacoba uCvene, uCvene Seni mxneoba...

`vai, dedasa mtrisasa!~ gRalatobs, biWo, mxargrZeli...

Savlego, duSmans dahkari! biWo Savlego, gasZeli!

Sen gimRereben sul mTani, RalatiT guldaisrulo;

ar gaaxaro sulTani, kvlav brZola unda isurvo!

Zmac xom mogikles, vaJkaco, mware dRe udgaT qarTvelebs...

mtris xmali maRla kaSkaSobs... garnisis mTebi gaTeles...

bedo muxTalo, Savbedo, wyevlaa Seni arCivi...

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daiWra biWi Savlego, _ biWo Savlego, ras Civi?

kargis wil avis momkeli iwva da... guli stkioda...

`orasi Turqis momkvleli, uomrobasa sCioda.~

1963 w.

ukvdavebac mis didebas mReris

ra Tbilia winaparTa suli, ra mtkicea winaparTa Zvlebi... vin Seborkavs milionTa survils, _ he, utieT lurja cxenebs gzebi... poetiviT vin amReros guli, ukvdavebac mis didebas mReris... ca sxivebiT aris gaxazuli, burusSia Soreuli meri... xma ciuri isev gvaJrialebs, `me da Rames~ modudunebs mtkvari... mis saflavze foTlebs aSrialebs cxvanti qari, xmawkriala qari. mihqrian da boboqroben wlebi, simReris xma cis napralebs avsebs... galaktions aumRerda Zvlebic, simRerebiT moabijebs gzaze! rac ar unda awvalebdes dardi, uleqsobiT is xom versad SeZlebs... Zmebo! igi CvenTan erTad dadis, debo! igi CvenTvis werda leqsebs... ca sxivebiT aris gaxazuli, poets cisTvis gauwvdia xeli... masze mReris mTaze gazafxuli, ukvdavebac mis didebas mReris.

1963 w.

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xeebisadmi

I male mova zamTari, miwa gadaTeTrdeba, me, leqsebiT damTvrali, viwyeb TqvenTan xetials... Cems mSobliur mxareSi ra lamazad Tendeba, Seyvarebul TvalebSi dila ver Cametia!

iRvrebian miwaze ganTiadis Cqerebi, _ RvTaebrivi sinaze, cecxlovani gancdebi... nairgvari foTlebis TamaSoben ferebi da xeebi _ loTebi, mzis Suqs svamen TasebiT.

modiT, axlos mojardiT, Cemi miwis xeebo, gamrje kacis ojaxi damiloceT yanwebiT; Tqven gamkrTali zamTari ras dagaklebT, xeebo, mSobel miwiT damTvrali vaJkacebi brZandebiT! II yovel wuTSi, yovel wamSi dgaxarT zeze uklebliv, gsurT gafrena TiTqos caSi, magram ver TmobT am miwas; dgaxarT masSi Cafesvili, masze fiqrebs undebiT... Tu am miwis var mec Svili, _ misTvis unda daviwva!

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III male mova zamTari, miwa gadaTeTrdeba, me, leqsebiT damTvrali, viwyeb TqvenTan xetials... Cems mSobliur mxareSi ra lamazad Tendeba, Seyvarebul TvalebSi dila ver Cametia!

1963 w.

miwao Cemo!

miwao Cemo! vkocni Sens mkerds da mZlavr xerxemals, Seni siTbo da idumali Relva mitacebs; me yvelgan Seni dauvali Suqi mexveva, miwao Cemo! uTbileso yvela miwaze! Sens mkerd-sxeulze saqarTvelom bevrjer iwvala, Seni simtkiciT cofdeboda yvela _ veluri... Turme egonaT, _ ereklesTan gardaicvala eris suli Tu SemarTeba mZleqarTveluri! magram sad Tqmula: _ ers rom Zala gamoecalos... de, Rameebi kvlav akafos xmalma gmirebis... `odos~ da `liles~ SeenivTos `Savo mercxalo~ da... mterduSmani isev darCes ganakvirebi! miwao Cemo! ver gastexen Sens mZlavr xerxemals, Seni siTbo da idumali Relva mitacebs; guls yvelgan Seni siyvarulis Suqi exveva, miwao Cemo! udideso yvela miwaze!

1963 w.

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maxsovs...

xeceris 7-wliani skolis qarTuli enisa da literaturis maswavlebels tixon qorTuas I TiTqos vexebi caTa kabadons,

ise xmaurobs Cemi ocneba... axla gulia grZnobis sabado

da yvela wyluli erTad xorcdeba. aris gancdebis lurji sauflo

da suls imedi ahkvirtebia; mivdivar gzaze, leqsebs vsaubrob

da, rogorc SeSlils, makvirdebian... qarTa rialSi dganan muxebi,

rwmenis naTeli fiqrebs avardebs, magram striqoni _ kvici uxedni,

vin icis, rogor gainavardebs. qarTan gafrenas lamobs furceli,

Tumca ras Svelis marto Relvani... jer bevri damrCa amouxsneli

logariTmi Tu gantolebani.

II kvlav vakoceb vardebs da tabiZis toms... ar davece sadme, viT uRono rto. gancdiT vivli gzaze da vemTxvevi gzebs, me mivmarTav ase miwasa da mzes: _ `Tu daveci, vaime, ver vicocxleb Tavs; Tu ar damrCa raime, _ Sevaskdebi mTas.

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gulo, maSin inaRvle, leqsebs Tu ver rTav... mTao, Seni simaRle me mWirdeba, mTav!~

III aha, TeTri mercxali mwvervalebze avarda da gancdebis zecaze leqsma gainavarda...

dafrinaven qorebi, rogorc Ramis Crdilebi, cis ubeSi bartyoben asafreni dilebi...

dganan SuqTa WavlebSi Wadrebi da verxvebi... maxsendeba: _ xecera, skola, ezo, merxebi;

mamaCemis mzera da Suqi gamocinebis; moxucebi TeTrwvera, sibrZniT dalocvilebi...

maswavleblebs vixseneb: _ zogs mwyrals, zogsac mRimares, Cveni skolis maxloblad sul patara mdinares;

maxsovs misi simkacre... waRebuli xidebi... soflis dila... saRamo, moSriale bindebi...

Svidi weli... Svid welSi moRvarRvale wvimebi... uneburad fanjrebSi Camsxvreuli minebi...

magram... mainc skolaSi iyo siTbo, Rimili da... ezoSi sicocxlis idga Jivil-xivili...

gardasuli bavSvuri Tavawyveta, ancoba, _ dRes mawiTlebs, viTarca gakveTilis arcodna!

IV aris gancdebis lurji sauflo

da suls imedi ahkvirtebia... mivdivar gzaze, leqsebs vsaubrob

da, rogorc SeSlils, makvirdebian. qarTa rialSi dganan muxebi,

rwmenis naTeli fiqrebs avardebs, magram striqoni _ kvici uxedni,

vin icis, rogor gainavardebs! 1963 w.

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megobrisadmi...

axla qaRaldze feTqavs striqoni, aris wuTebis wva da riali... vzivar ezoSi da Sen gigoneb, fiqrebiT mTebi gadaviare. SoriT Rrubeli moizanteba, guls kurnavs sityva _ brZeni eqimi... elviT ivseba horizontebi... wuxan xeebi gadazneqili... ros sanugeSos arafers veli, viRaca mesvris sityvebs elvians: `Tavi moikla... ar aris Zneli, cxovreba Seqmna... ufro Znelia.~ mabruebs xeTa yru taSiscema da CemSi leqsis aelvareba... grZnoba ki, rogorc ukvdavi rwmena, guls moaskdeba niaRvarebad... izrdeba fiqri leqsTa iebad da ufro sxvagvars veli zafxulebs... albaT arasdros mepatieba, rom ver movedi, ver ginaxule... qarSi aJrJolebT Wadrebs da buCqnars... uSenod qalaqs veRar vcnobilob. modi, xmauriT avavsoT quCa, megobaro da Cemo Zmobilo!

1963 w.

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werili arCil fircxalavasadmi

kacs cxovrebaSi safiqrali rame eqneba, zogs leqsebiT da zogs ocnebiT uyvars TareSi... me ar mCvevia yalbi sityva, yalbi Seqeba, leqsi arasdros miweria grZnobis gareSe. hoda... am wuTSic mZafri grZnoba aRar masvenebs, isev maRelvebs, isev manTebs... albaT mendoba! Sen erTxel kidev, erTxel kidev `mimka~ axsene da mec gagimxel Cems satkivars Zmas da megobars. gancdebis fskerze guli gdia uRvTod daWrili, magram mSfoTvare, mZlavri suli aRar isvenebs, rogorc firali, fiqrTa tyeSi martod gaWrila... (hoi, ufalo! momeSvele, modi, mixseni!) o, gulma bevri, bevri Relva gadaitana, bevrjer yofila natkivari sxvaTa siciviT... CemSic xmianebs siyvaruli, rogorc gitara, da mesmis, mesmis Soreuli misi sicili. Sen xom gagiJebs `mimkas~ xma da `mimkas~ Tvalebi da trfialisken migaqrolebs Seni merani; Sen ZalgiZs masze rom imRero mxrebiT, mklavebiT, me neba ar maqvs, rom nanaze merqvas mRerali. da... daval ase! suliT damaqvs Cemi sxeuli, is TbilisSia, me sofelSi dardiT davtopav... Tuki movkvdebi, misma eSxma damasneulos, me akrZalulma siyvarulma damimartova! kacs cxovrebaSi safiqrali rame eqneba, zogs simReriT da zogs ocnebiT uyvars TareSi... miyvars sicocxle, gaqroleba, wva da Segneba, ar mwams sicocxle trfialis da leqsis gareSe!

1963 w.

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brwyinavs is feri...

qari mwvervalebs foTlebs miaSlis, vcdilob xelebiT qaris daWeras da... irgvliv ferTa oromtrialSi brwyinavs is feri... gulis damWrelad! aris imedis gamococxleba da qari mkocnis lamaz tuCebiT... aseT siyvaruls, amden ocnebas ar vici, rogor gadavurCebi! ase vsaubrob maRal verxvebTan da es gancdebi _ mzes miseuli _ kvlav magoneben SenTan Sexvedras da... grZnobiT mewvis mTeli sxeuli! qari mwvervalebs foTlebs miaSlis, vcdilob xelebiT qaris daWeras da... irgvliv ferTa oromtrialSi brwyinavs is feri... gulis damWrelad!

1963 w.

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momkali! Tvalebi mamxelen...

vici da... es ufro maxelebs... mamSvidebs tabiZe... graneli... Znelia, Znelia gamxela, rodesac eli da... ar eli... davdivar, davdivar mTvraliviT, guls miklavs naRveli wyeuli... _ gagivlis! gagivlis! gagivlis! _ mawynarebs xma _ mimorweuli. me Seni tirili maxelebs, me Seni sicilic maxelebs... momkali! ar ZalmiZs gamxela! momkali! Tvalebi mamxelen! ver viSli xetials mTvraliviT, xan esec Sveliso dardians... `qari hqris, qari hqris, qari hqris~, davdivar! davdivar! davdivar!

1963 w.

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TiTqos RameSic...

TiTqos RameSic Sეns guls mze umzers, _ iwvi, enTebi, borgav iseve... da gaxurebul fiqrTa sxeulze ixrukebi da veRar isveneb... zogjer siswrafe wamTa gaocebs, xan ki avdaric rwmeniT adare... zogjer dardebis sasaflaoze guls sasoebis sxivze atareb. da... ase cvlian wuTebs wuTebi, Rames Rame da... SfoTav iseve... Sin xar Tu gareT, fiqrebs undebi da wvimaSiac ver grZnob sisveles. _ ase iciso axalgazrdobam, _ erTxel giTxres da mere ver cxrebi... _ Zneli ariso bedze dandoba, _ daWikWikeben mzeze mercxlebi. da Senc Seni gza ginda monaxo, zecis tatnobze adnobs mze Rrublebs... Tu siyvarulis yma an mona xar, _ amaze vervin gisayvedurebs... TiTqos RameSic Sens guls mze umzers, mas igoneb da, borgav iseve... da almodebul fiqris sxeulze ixrukebi da... veRar isveneb.

1963 w.

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dardi tite mosias I Cem irgvliv axla fiqrebis tyea, Zlivs vumklavdebi grZnobaTa Rvarebs... `CaawyveT rigSi cameti tyvia~, cametjer unda vesrolo Rames. gahyveba qarebs mravali weli, ̀ moaxlovdeba gza ocdaeqvsi~... vici, meqneba savali Zneli da amatirebs saocrad leqsi! de, sivrce elviT gadaiseros da gulma iwyos gzaTa arCeva... gaivlis wlebi albaT ise rom Cemi saxeli aRar darCeba!.. yvela wameba ase iwyeba: _ me miuwvdomels gana mivwvdebi? rogorc xmel foTols, damiviwyeben da, im gogosac davaviwydebi... II mwuxare leqsiT vigoneb granels, wuxs damsxvreuli poetis qnari... me axla Sin var da, Zmao, gareT SeZrwunebuli mimorbis qari... poetTa mefis ielvebs landi, lurja cxenebis Wixvini mesmis; sadac leqskacis xateba dadis, iq ver ixarebs uZluri leqsi...

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III TiTqos mivyvebi idumal maRlobs da... didi RamiT gamkacrda suli... mindoda yofna yvelasTan axlos da ar hqonoda gzas dasasruli. mindoda mudam leqsi mewera da vqceuliyav mTad da serebad; ar yofiliyo dardi _ mewyeri _ da TviT sikvdilis qveynad xseneba... magram... vin icnobs kacs _ jer uvnebels da... es samyaroc moZraobs isev... dRes am dardisTvis gamamtyuneben, ar momakleben Sxamian isrebs... zogjer viqcevi, Zmao, balRiviT, xan CemSi didi naRveli iwvis... usafuZvloa iqneb balRami an iqneb sulac ara maqvs niWi... o, ra mZimea yoveli ese! dardis cecxlSia guli, sxeuli... Tumca... jiutad axal gzas veZeb, msurs viyo rwmenas gadaxveuli... Cem irgvliv kvlavac fiqrebis tyea, Zlivs vumklavdebi grZnobaTa Rvarebs... `CaawyveT rigSi cameti tyvia,~ cametjer unda vesrolo Rames!

1963 w.

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SeSlili qali

_ es vin aris, sawyali, kabaSemoZarculi, rom modis da gvicinis... ra mwuxare saxe aqvs... _ avadaa, _ CurCulebs cremliani asuli... is kvlav modis da xSirad cas mudariT axedavs. _ es vin aris, vin aris? _ kiTxuloben foTlebi... xalxi dadis _ qceuli kiTxvebad Tu fiqrebad... _ apatieT sawyal qals saocari bodvebi... _ megobaro, es qali mudam ase iqneba? da... sityvebi caxcaxiT sadRac gaifanteba... pasuxs arvin iZleva... modian da midian... sivrce kvnesis... xeebi dganan nislis bafTebiT... nuTu qveynad sicocxle mxolod bewvis xidia? _ es vin aris, sawyali, nuTu upatronoa? _ kiTxuloben glexebi _ fexadgmuli muxebi... Tan CurCuliT amboben: _ `he, Zmobilo, dro mova~... da kvlav miabijeben dakorZili muxlebiT. _ es vin aris, vin aris? kabaSemoZarculi, rom dadis da gvicinis... ra mwuxare saxe aqvs... _ SeSlilia... dedaa! _ kvnesis TeTri asuli... is ki miwas akocebs da mudariT daxedavs...

1963 w.

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isev Zieba, isev gancdebi

... isev Zieba, isev gancdebi, ara boRma da udardeloba... o, megobaro, suliT dacema saSinelia, rogorc mkvleloba! Tumc guli feTqavs bedTan kirTebiT, _ igi aravis emaTxovreba... zogi aqedan midis didebiT, zogic aravis emaxsovreba. rogorc musikis uvertiura, ise viwyebiT, nela vizrdebiT... mze Cvens sawiers umzers RvTiurad da Cven gvamarTlebs Cveni miznebi... ara SiSi da ukandaxeva, axalgazrdobas es ar sCvevia; leqsi guls Zmobas ukarnaxebs da Zmobas mravali gadurCenia. qari xmaurobs moxetiale da dro miiltvis gautaneli... mTawmindaze dgas galaktioni, sivrces gahyurebs tanjviT graneli... gemi mravaljer zRvas gadacuravs, ca mfrinavebiT gadisereba... vinc kaci iyo _ mokvda kacurad, mudam iqneba misi xseneba... isev tkivili, isev gancdebi, ara boRma da udardeloba... o, megobaro, suliT dacema saSinelia, rogorc mkvleloba!

1963 w.

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Tu qarTveli var _

qarTvelurad unda vimRero

I nedli lerwmebi an muxebi rad enTebian, roca vaxseneb winaparTa saxels udidess... gulSi maradi siyvaruli amTergebia, de, es simRerac xmamquxare Zaxils udrides!

me did siyvaruls vumReri da gaveriTmebi, _ uceb ciuri cvari cidan gadmomecvara... hau, ramdeni avitaneT, ramdens viTmendiT, rom saqarTvelo mtris xelidan gamogvecala... hau, ramdeni avitaneT, ramdens viTmendiT!

II mamulo Cemo! Tu warsuli gqonda mware Sen, _ mainc ar iyav usasoo, rwmenis gareSe! qartexilebSi iwrToboda Seni sxeuli, bevrjer ixile mteri ZrwoliT ukuqceuli. bevrjer gafante mZlavri frTebiT Savi Rrublebi da aw vis ZaluZs, _ mze wagvarTvas Tavisuflebis? Tugind duSmanma xmali yelze gadamiReros, _ Tu qarTveli var _ qarTvelurad unda vimRero!

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momxdurebs mudam vaocebdiT garaindebiT, rwmeniT vibrZodiT da tkivilebs marad viTmendiT. mamulo Cemo! ki gqonia yofna mware Sen, _ magram ar iyav jabani da rwmenis gareSe! Tu ecemodi, _ ar iyavi mainc Zleuli, Tu marcxdebodi, _ ar iyavi sircxvileuli... bevrjer gahfante mZlavri frTebiT Savi Rrublebi da dRes vis ZaluZs _ mze wagvarTvas

Tavisuflebis? Tugind duSmanma xmali yelze gadamiReros, _ Tu qarTveli var _ qarTvelurad unda vimRero!

1963 w.

me da qarebi

awyvetili Tu mZafri qarebi daTareSoben elvis raSebiT; zogjer mewyruli gamoqanebiT qarebs viWer da, veTamaSebi... erTxel vesrole qarebs qamandi da... avamRere yvela leqsebad... mxrebze damawva zecis Tavani da dedamiwa xelze mesvena. mere... qarebTan, raRac gangebiT, viweq gulaRma sivrcis velobze da harmoniul, mSvidi hangebiT erTad vmRerodiT saqarTveloze.

1963 w.

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Sen ar momkvdarxar...

(mamis wlisTavze)

im dRes pirvelad igrZno sulma tkivili, mama! saxlSic pirvelad gavigone kivili, mama! megona maSin rom gvtovebdi cota xniT, mama! dacarielda Seni odis oTaxi, mama! gazafxuls isev Seukeravs farCebi, mama! nuTu miwaSi samudamod darCebi, mama! mzea... Sens saflavs msurs foTlebi vuCrdilo, mama! Sen ar momkvdarxar... kvdeba kaci uSvilo, mama!

1963 w.

romelze unda ifiqros kacma...

vin gamoicno xvalis iara an vis ugrZnia gancdis dineba? vis umReria xalisianad, vis surda bnelSi gacimcimeba? vis Seumokles frTebi safreni, tyvia vis moxvda kargis magier? an vis Cauqres bnelSi sanTeli da vis umReres `mravalJamier?~ vis daucxriles Subli tyviebiT, vin ar kargavda wminda imedebs? vin iyo savse SurisZiebiT

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da... wiwamurTan vin gaimetes? vis aRelvebda SoTas vefxvi da galaktionis lurja cxenebi? vis dahyolia skolis merxidan uyismaToba, sufTa cremlebi? vis ugzavnidnen Cumad baraTebs, vin SeiZules, rogorc mzakvari? vin Seiyvares, vis uRalates, vis uwinamZRvres bnelSi lampari? vis ergo bedad mamelukoba an siyvaruli vis ergo bedad? bevris xel-fexi ar SeuborkavT, Seborkilebs ki rad hgavdnen netav? vis ucinia, zRvebi vin movlo an vin emsxverpla grZnobebs Tu gancdas? o, RmerTo Cemo! Sen uwyi mxolod, _ romelze unda ifiqros kacma!

1964 w.

balada poetis gulze

niko lorTqifaniZis miniatura `gulis~ mier STagonebuli

ar sCvevia liqnoba da kvnesa, moTminebiT siyvaruli SeZlo; mZafri grZnoba gadmoRvara leqsad da idumal ferTa ferebs eZmo. lurji kalTa Seurxia laJvards, moixila varskvlaveTis mxare... grZnobda kvirtis faCunsa Tu gaSlas, ar ukrToda Tavawyvetil qarebs!

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guli iyo is _ poetis guli, sikeTeze rom mReroda marad; ver itanda daSinebul dumils, uqarvebda xalxs wuxils Tu varams! magram... erTxel avad gaxda igi _ vinc poeti da misani iyo; ver gaeqca qvesknelisfer sikvdils, Tumc simiviT aJRerebda striqons... airia wvima, nisli, buri... cremli waskda moelvare mzesac... _ kaci gaWres, ver ipoves guli, is qceula maradiul leqsad!

1964 w.

zmaneba sveticxovelTan

didostat konstantine gamsaxurdias

ielva da Caqra... dumili gamefda... ielva, saRamo ganaTda saocrad... calxela aCrdili miiWra sarkmelTan, Seexo marcxeniT da gancdiT akoca! qars moaqvs baRidan Sriali suroTa, ezoSi SemkrTali darbian landebi... gaismis vedreba: _ kvlav modi, sulo, da nu dagviandebi! nu dagviandebi!

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vdgavar da Radari garSemo medeba, vuyureb, ganvicdi, vuyureb da mjera: _ ostatma siyvaruls da Semoqmedebas Seswira yoveli: _ guli da marjvena! sakmevlis surneliT var garemosili, bangiviT mabruebs burusi zmanebis; kvlav idumalia ca angelosiviT, uxmebod rekaven ciuri zarebi: _ mefeo, ismine usityvo vedreba... _ mefeo, Sorena dauTme xelovans... _ nu aRemarTebi uTvalav mkerdebad... _ dauTme! _ iZaxis mTebi da xeoba... isev mimorbian SemkrTali landebi da gadacmulebi mTvarisfer farCebiT... _ o, sulo! _ CurCulebs ostatis bageni... _ gvnaxaven, geTayva, mets veRar davrCebi... saRamo gumbaTebs iisfrad adneba, dgas sveticxoveli _ RvTiuri anTebiT... _ erTmaneTs vSordebiT, sad aris gangeba? _ rac xdeba, Zvirfaso, nebaa gangebis!

1964 w. mcxeTa

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danaSauli

I vin amizomavs an vin awonis Cems danaSauls _ ase rom mtanjavs... dardi hgavs Rrubels _ gulSi Cawolils, Tumc grZnoba isev ucvleli damrCa. o, didi ram maqvs danaSauli _ an, ukeT rom vTqva, awi meqneba, Tu leqss sicocxle maradJamuli ver mivaniWe, rogorc Segneba... suls ufro meti unda movTxovo, guls Sevayvaro unda xmauri... kargo, uSenod qveynad rom vcxovrob, gana ar aris danaSauli? II yvelas awvalebs dardi umzeo, yvelas Tavisi sadardeli aqvs; viRaca Sens gzas imediT umzers, sadRac gnatroben... sadRac gelian... gTxov, gaamarTlo Sen es lodini, Cemo simRerav _ gulSi CaRvrilo, sityva Tamami, ardakodili, miuSvi nebiT da uaRvirod... dae, iqrolos mardad qariviT, zogjer simZlavres niSnavs qari da... raTa viSovo Warbad marili _ aRzevans waval niSa xariTa. Tu gzebi nisliT daiTalxeba, Tu daiRupnen CemisTanebi, _ avi sizmari maSin axdeba da atirdeba dedis Tvalebi; Tu damitanen mtvreviT tinebi, Tu gamimetebs Zala bunebis, _ `Tqven mapatieT, ho, mapatieT, danaSauli ar dabrunebis.~

1964 w.

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yvelgan simRerad gadaviSlebi...

yvelgan simRerad gadaviSlebi, Suqi viqnebi _ mindvrebs daRvrili... axmiandeba, viT klaviSebi, es Cemi suli _ cisken axrili. CaisunTqaven qarebs verxvebi, acekvdebian SvebiT landebi... o, gTxov, RimiliT kvlav nu Semxvdebi, Torem ugonod Semiyvardebi!

1964 w.

saRamo, qari da tramali...

saRamo, qari da tramali... Sors _ elvis priala celebi... Rrublebma mTvare rom damales, atirdnen msubuqi cremlebiT... qaria Tavneba, aSari, raSiviT ver iTvlis naxtomebs; tyem qolga foTlebis gaSala, foTlebi simSvides natroben... netav vis auxda nanatri, Rameebs wvalebiT vin aTevs... damwamon kvlav Seni Ralati, oRond Sen gjerodes simarTle! damwamon suyvela siave da sivrce nislebma monislon... mainc Sen gimRereb siamiT, miTxari: _ isev Tu momismen?

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dafrenen fiqrebis gundebi da elvis priala celebi... Rrublebi, msubuqi Rrublebi, _ tirian qalwulis cremlebiT.

1964 w.

aamRere roiali...

aamRere, aamRere roiali, sicocxleze, siyvarulze... gevedrebi!.. amaSore zmanebani moriale da, maJrJole sanetaro SexvedrebiT. rom davdivar, _ Sen gimReri, gana vkivi, saimedod wrfeli grZnoba momiale; sanam guli daimsxvreva larnakiviT, manam isev aamRere roiali. SuaRamiT momindeba gadareva, gadareva _ SenTan erTad siaruliT... Cemi guli aRmafrenas gadarebda da uSenod arc yofila mxiaruli! moxvedi da... SavnaRvloba amaride, amaride zmanebani moriale... cis Tu gancdis laJvardovan kamaridan gevedrebi: _ aamRere roiali. simReraSi wrfeli guli ara kvdeba, ara qreba _ rac trfialiT danamula... gadviqceviT legendebad, arakebad, mecxre caze avmRerdebiT salamurad! sadRac didi sixaruli gvelodeba da... mwyuria STagonebis meti ali... Cveni sunTqva da sicocxle meordeba

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da... kvlav minda SenTan erTad xetiali. Tu simReram daviwyebas amarida: _ Senc mamRere... siyvaruli momiale... cis Tu gancdis laJvardovan kamaridan gevedrebi: _ aamRere roiali!

1964 w.

lodini

brwyinavs cargvali oqros WaRiviT, bavSvis guliviT feTqavs buneba. mlocvelebiviT dganan Wadrebi, TiTqos RmerTs sTxoven Sens dabrunebas. iwnavs niavi nislis nawnavebs, mTa emzadeba dasaZineblad; xes ugrZnoblobas vervin daswamebs, _ Svenis cremlebi masac mZivebad... uSenod gzebic mowyenilia, modi, avanToT grZnoba ulevi... am siyvarulis mowmed ivlian qarebi, rogorc mogzaurebi... brwyinavs cargvali oqros WaRiviT, isev guliviT feTqavs buneba... xelapyrobilni dganan Wadrebi, TiTqos RmerTs sTxoven Sens dabrunebas.

1964 w.

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werili svaneTSi

me movdivar, gamoaRe kari, aamRere Wuniri an daira... ukan momsdevs da RuRunebs qari: _ `Sai odi, Samorira, Saira!~ movkvde, moZmis gamarjveba Tu mSurs, minda yvela sixaruliT mRerodes... me vewvevi Sxeldasa da uSguls da uSenod ar wamoval, gjerodes! gadmogafren wvimaSi Tu TovlSi _ Wabukuri wviT da aRfrTovanebiT... babu metyvis: _ es ra hqeni, boSi... namdvil mares∗ miwodeben svanebi. mogexveva TmanaTeli deda, Seiyvare misi tkbili megruli... gadmogvxedavs dauRleli mze da Cvens siyvaruls gaazRaprebs enguri. Sen mimRere: _ `si souli, bata!~ da zugdidSic gaxurdeba daira; qari mova, amRerdeba karTan: _ `Sai odi, Samorira, Saira!~

1964 w.

∗ mare _(svan.) kaci.

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poezias

es _ grZnoba Cemi! es _ sisxli Cemi! mRelvare gulis cecxlTan kirTeba... me mudam Seni erTguli vrCebi, rom suls riTmebi esxas kvirtebad. geniosebis Sen xar mfarveli Tu Sen gicaven geniosebi? SenSi simxneves Wvretda qarTveli, Tavs gevleboda wrfeli ocnebiT... xan maradiuls hgavxar golgoTas, xan macocxlebel wyaros edrebi... Sens samsxverploze guli mohqondaT... Sen gaamxneve omSi mxedrebi... gaujansaRe suli meomars, SiSi argune TaRliTs, muxanaTs... sicocxle SeniT gaimeora, vinc Seni gznebiT daimquxara! varskvlavTa wyeba gars momesia da laJvardebi dneba velebze... _ samSoblo, rwmena da poezia: _ ai, es aris upirvelesi! dRes Cemi guli, rogorc zvaraki, momaqvs da... arvis vemuxTalebi... Seni erTguli vrCebi maradis da... erTgulebas gemudarebi!

1964 w.

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simaRle

aris lodini Cemi da Seni, aris tkivili Cemi da sxvisi... zogs marTlac wminda sicocxle Svenis, zogic ar aris sicocxlis Rirsi; magram is erT dros eZleva yvelas, _ Zliers Tu uZlurs, dabals Tu maRals... Taviseburad suyvela Relavs, yvelas Tavisi iRbali axlavs; yvelas uRelavs guli Tu mkerdi, ocnebobs RamiT, ocnebobs dRisiT... magram aseTi yofila xvedri: _ yvela ver xdeba simaRlis Rirsi, simaRlis _ rasac tkivilic axlavs da gamarjvebis uqrobi rwmena... Tu agamaRla miwam da xalxma, maSin miswvdebi sanukvar mwvervals... Tu daecemi _ ar gZlios SiSma, sikvdils ajobe sicocxlis msgavsad... zogjer dacema _ adgomas niSnavs da ukvdavebis mwvervalze asvlas.

1964 w.

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upirvelesad gwamdes _ samSoblo

SeuZlebelTa ginda SeZleba, rom casac miswvde dafnis totebiT... qveynad sikvdili erTxel geZleva da sicocxleSic nuRar mokvdebi! guli _ leqsis da grZnobis akvani _ imedis sxivze unda arwio... yvelgan aanTe Zmobis lampari, Tu gsurs simReram gaiarwivos! suliT dacema RmerTma gaSoros, gana wylulebi kvnesiT xorcdeba? upirvelesad gwamdes _ samSoblo da Sen sikvdilic gesicocxleba!

1964 w.

Cemo miwav, Cemo xorco

me uSenod sad vixaro, Cemo miwav, Cemo xorco, _ minda xelSi agiyvano da bavSviviT gadagkocno. Seni feTqva marad mesmis: _ SoTas sisxlo, cotnes sulo... movkvde, oRond samareSic Seni wyaro momesxuros. gza Seni mziT gaminaTe (daiZinon vulkanebma...), me sikvdilsac aq vinatreb, sxvagan ar msurs ukvdavebac.

1964 w.

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me Zveli gzebiT ar vivli

suli xmaurobs qariviT

da iRvenTeba leqsad, ar damakldeso marili _

yviris da, ar surs kvnesa!

caze Rrublebi Relaven; aq Srialia xeTa...

_ Cemi cxovrebis menavev, saiT migyavar neta?

me Zveli gzebiT ar vivli, es gixarodes Senca...

satrfos Caxveul qaliviT minabulia zeca!

1964 w.

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Wolas monologebi

satusaRoebis mTavarma sammarTvelom

gankarguleba moaxdina peterburgidan yirimis erT-erT qalaqis satusaRoSi gavegzavne `saeqimod~.

W. lomTaTiZe

1. matarebelSi

Cqara, Cqara! es cxovreba Znelia, gamaqrole qaraSotis darad; es borblebi netav risTvis mRerian: _ `ara, ara, ara!~ Sors ocneba aelvarda mzesaviT, _ saxiero, es wvaleba kmara! _ megobaro, dasasruli es aris? _ `ara, ara, ara!~ miqris, miqris... ukan rCeba velebi, TavawyvetiT ase vivli marad... _ damanaxeT siyvarulis cremlebi... _ `ara, ara, ara!~ qari wivis da exleba mavTulebs, bedisweram qrola damavala... _ es cxovreba suyvelafers arTulebs? _ `ara, ara, ara!~ mTvare ebrZvis Cabacebul vagonebs... _ es vin kvnesis? _ hei, vin xar! wynarad! _ viRac kvdeba, nuTu ar gvyavs gamgone? _ `ara, ara, ara!~ vaglax, bedo, gawyvetilo simebo, albaT saxlSi ukve mTvlian mkvdarad; yiameTSi Cakargulo sxivebo, es sibnele kmara! xalxis sisxliT morwyulia miwebi, xalxis ZvlebiT moxreSila Sara... _ nuTu mudam moviTminoT, biWebo?

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_ `ara, ara, ara!~ Cqara, Cqara! aq cxovreba Znelia; gamaqrole qartexilis darad... es borblebi ase ratom mRerian: _ `ara, ara, ara!~

2. sakanSi

cxovrebam damca da damtora, drom yvela imedi damarxa... sakanSi me suliT marto var, Ramea... qaria... sada xar! Savbedma mravali atira, wagvarTves ufleba sicilis... miSvele, poets da patimars, makmare tanjva da sicive! gaSlila ciuri mindori, fiqri zRvis talRebze varwie... amqveynad simarTle vindome da usamarTlobiT gamwires! me qaris raSebiT movqrodi da axlac is qari momkivis... enaze damades boqlomi, fexebze _ naWedi borkili! Rame umTvaroa... guli man gvatkina, _ rameTu mTavrobam sakmaod gvatira! ara Cans saSveli... gza sisxliT mocvares... samSoblo maCveneT! _ sanam var cocxali! guli xom dagviWres, karic vin daketa...

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Zvirfaso! xval biWebs moelis daxvreta! vzivarT da gansacdels vuxvdebiT gulmtkiced da ara kankaliT! _ sanam gvaqvs mklavi da muxlebi, biWebo! davlewoT sakani! meZaxis ciuri mindori, fiqri zRvis talRebze varwie... amqveynad simarTle vindome da usamarTlobiT gamwires!

3. qveyana bneli sapyrobilea

`momwyinda. mZime, mwvave da Rrma sevda mawevs gulze. vzivar am sanaxevrod bnelsa da moRuSul sakanSi da ganvagrZob weras.~

W. lomTaTiZe

gadiWixvines TiTqos Tavze ura cxenebma, _ var gaTelili da es guli marto ileva... mipyrobs da mdaRavs saSineli cieb-cxeleba, _ mTeli qveyana axla bneli sapyrobilea! sadRac Camagdes da karebi gamomiketes, yinva da ToSi... me ki irgvliv cecxli medeba... borotebisgan daZleula yvela sikeTe, mainc ratomRac gaTeneba meimedeba! cixis kedlebSi momwyvdeuli, suliT marto var, Smori mawuxebs, guls mixuTavs, ar meZineba... gaWirvebisas mimuxTles da yvelam damtova, maT simuxTleze zogjer mwared Camecineba...

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sadRac kvlav duman molodiniT Zveli amqrebi... brbo kvlav caxcaxebs _ uZluria da Tan Zlieri... me es cxovreba memuqreba _ uSno aqlemi da sisxlisferad mexateba dasalieri... Cemi simRera ar mokvdeba, ar daJangdeba, Cemi wilxvedri ukvdaveba Cavisalame; isev manaxeT saqarTvelos calaJvardeba, mere ki Tundac gamiTxareT Savi samare... gadiWixvines TiTqos Tavze ura cxenebma, _ var gaTelili da es guli marto ileva... mipyrobs da mdaRavs saSineli cieb-cxeleba, _ mTeli qveyana axla bneli sapyrobilea!

4. vedreba

`me avad var... Tavi mtkiva, Tavi mixurs da mibruis, suli miwuxs, miSfoTavs da sikvdili ar msurs.~

W. lomTaTiZe

o, Cemo gulo, daumcxrali Zala miboZe, Torem imedi iweweba da Tan imRvreva; o, Cemo gulo, Cemo grZnobav, Cemo sicocxlev, gemudarebi, maTqmevine yvela simRera. cis siankares, silaJvardes Cemi salami! qveynad sicocxle da Rimili iyos dRegrZeli... dRes nu damimsxvrev siyvarulis wminda salamurs, rameTu, gulo, yvelaferi SeniT SevZeli. roca xmaurob, _

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iwvi, SfoTav, cecxlebr enTebi, _ veras makleben awyvetili vnebis qarebi... o, Cemo gulo, Sen xandaxan ratom Cerdebi? gTxov, nu damtoveb, nu gamwirav, gemudarebi! jer kvlav adrea, gamigone, isev adrea, ar mogvixdia Cveni vali qveynis winaSe... xom gesmis, zogjer Seuborkav grigals madrian da ar Camaqro axalgazrdul cecxlis brwyinvaSi... o, Cemo gulo, daumcxrali Zala miboZe, Torem imedi iweweba da Tan imRvreva... o, Cemo gulo, Cemo grZnobav, Cemo sicocxlev, gemudarebi, maTqmevine yvela simRera...

1964 - 1965 w.w.

suraTi

qari mZlavrobs, qari SfoTavs da mwvervalebs edeba, misi Zala xmaurSia, arasodes berdeba; dahqris, Relavs, ar Cerdeba, xan aq aris, xan _ iqa... tye gugunebs: _ yaCaRia, momeSveleT, ariqa! frTebi ise gauSlia, _ SeSurdeba arwivsac; wuTiTac ar daisvena sanam aRar gawvimda. mere... wvimiT gailumpnen vel-mindvrebi... quCebi... da nacemi bavSvebiviT aslukundnen buCqebi!

1965 w.

xana siWabukisa

59

amaRam mTvare ar amova...

amaRam mTvare ar amova _ Cveni Sexvedris mauwyebeli... axla lodini amaoa, rogorc romani dauwereli... qari qris, qari _ ukareba, galavaniviT makravs dumili... mjera ocnebis ukvdaveba da mReris sisxli nakaduliviT. axla lodini amaoa, rogorc romani dauwereli... amaRam mTvare ar amova _ Cveni Sexvedris mauwyebeli.

1965 w.

fiqri

zis... elis... fiqrobs... sivrces gascqeris garindul TvaliT... siCume irgvliv... man axla igrZno _ yvelaze mxne da Tavisufali fiqria, fiqri! mas ver ixilavs mstovarTa Tvali, ver SeboWaven xelebi rkinis; mas SeuZlia gaarCios mtyuan-marTali ise, rom vervin ver miuxvdes Svebas Tu tkivils... o, fiqro, fiqro, iqrole marad, Sen maaxloeb _ usaSvelod Soreul gulTan... ragind ecados _ ver gaigebs vervin aSkarad, Tu ra maRonebs, ra maSfoTebs, ra cecxliT vsunTqav!

1965 w.

zaur molaSxia

60

meConguris sikvdili

oTaxSi qali moTqvamda mwared: _ `mamav, uSenod Conguri dardobs~... igi tiris da vervin awynarebs da muqi feri edeba tatnobs... SenTan ra unda aryofnis nislebs (sisvele ratom igrZnes Tvalebma?), he, meCongurev, aenTe isev, vin Tqva simReris gardacvaleba! he, meCongurev, simebi TrTian, kvlav jadosnuri Seaxe xeli... es ra xma moaqvs martosul niavs, es Seni suli daqris da mReris: `leqso, amogTqom, oxero, Toro iqneba vkvdebode da Sen ki Cemad saxsovrad saaqaosa rCebode.~ da... isev moaqvs hangebi sios, da... ucaxcaxebs horizonts mxrebi... ukvdav simReras ram unda sZlios, ram SeaCeros ukvdavi xmebi? SenTan ra unda aryofnis nislebs (sisvele ratom igrZnes Tvalebma?), he, meCongurev, aenTe isev, vin Tqva simReris gardacvaleba!

1965 w.

xana siWabukisa

61

saqarTvelos zvrebi...

`maqvs mkerds midebuli

qnari, rogorc minda.~ galaktioni

saqarTvelos zvrebi marad qebulia _ uxilavis mzeriT ganaTebulia! ocnebaa mali, Zala _ mamulia, siyvarulis namiT gadanamulia... leqsi saocari gana iolia, Cemi salocavi galaktionia! ra hangebi ismis, _ marTlac RvTiuria, simRerebi misi maradiulia! ase vmReri marad, fiqro gasamxelo, Senda gasaxarad, Senda sasaxelod... gzaa arnaxuli, zemoT Citebia da guls gazafxuli SemosWidebia... aelvarda leqsad Cero didebuli, gulze grZnobis cecxlad Semokidebuli... saqarTvelos zvrebi marad qebulia: _ uxilavis mzeriT ganaTebulia!

1965 w.

zaur molaSxia

62

nana, o, nana!

xes mTvaris Suqi miefineba, mieZineba totze bavSviviT... sivrce gaSlili CemSi Semodis da msurs mSvelodes Seni aCrdili. sizmrebis veli... usityvod vmReri... isev Sen geli, isev Sen gnatrob... xan daval marto uandamato, xan CemSi vadnob mTvarisfer tatnobs... qari miafrens sadRac ialqnebs, sivrces miafens yvavilTa gundebs; guls isev unTebs sxivs mocimcimes _ rom naTel imeds kvlav davubrunde... nana, o, nana! cremlma monama _ dila da Rame, gzebi da yana... exveva kalams feri uricxvi, siyvarulisTvis visjebi, nana! ase meloda me uSenoba... CemSic Semova drois susxebi! vici, sisruliT ase TviTrjuli bolos siCumiT movinusxebi!

1965 w.

xana siWabukisa

63

mimaswavle, qaro!

gzaze mival, vxmaurob da vCqarob, qaria da rialia StoTa. _ gevedrebi, qaro, _ mimaswavle, qaro, sad marxia RvTaebrivi SoTa. dilaa da SuadRemde minda is vipovo, rac mekuTvnis wilad... _ bedis qaro, gzas nu damibindav, roca sulSi imedis mze brwyinavs. lamis fiqri abrialdes alad, gana guli dardiT danestila... _ hei, qaro, ra xvaSiads malavs palestina, hoi, palestina! es survili sanam unda vfaro, msurs muxlebze daviCoqo mis win... _ gevedrebi, qaro, _ nu mimalav, qaro, saidumlos am cisa da miwis. am mindvrebze unda daviRvaro, rogorc Suqi ocnebis da gznebis. _ yuri ugde, qaro, _ viRac yviris, qaro: `damibruneT rusTavelis Zvlebi!~ Cemi suli mis saZebrad ivlis da nu gikvirs, yovelTvis Tu vCqarob; guli stkiva rusTavsa da Tbiliss, saqarTvelos guli stkiva, qaro!

zaur molaSxia

64

Cveni xmaa ase quxs da mZlavrobs, mas ver Caklavs simuxTale droTa. _ gevedrebi, qaro, _ mimaswavle, qaro, sad marxia RvTaebrivi SoTa.

1965 w.

fazisis mze da Suqi gelaTis

Soreul xmaTa xmauria, velze nukriviT dgas gazafxuli... aq bevrs simReriT Cauvlia, cota yofila Subldadafnuli... xan siyvaruli gagvaxelebs, xan fiqriT virbenT mTidan velamdi... mere agvanTebs, gagvamxnevebs suli fazisis, Suqi gelaTis... xan guls axarebs nakaduli, xan mogvindeba dgoma wvimaSi, xan _ SemarTeba vaxtanguri, xan misi mzera _ xmalTa brwyinvaSi... aq mraval grigals Cauvlia zaTqiT, RrialiT, mware yiJiniT... viaroT, sanam xmauria, sanam sicocxle isev gvicinis. xan siyvaruli agvaRelvebs, xan _ vardTa krToma ferad-feradi... mere namdvilad agvamRerebs fazisis mze da Suqi gelaTis.

1966 w.

xana siWabukisa

65

mainc raRacis maqvs mokrZaleba

qari abRavlda mozveriviT da dRem SeigrZno ferTa cvaleba. Senken sivrce maqvs mozomili, mainc raRacis maqvs mokrZaleba. Senken yvela gza gaxsnilia, frenen fiqrebi, rogorc peplebi... roca augad gaxseneben, usityvod viwvi da viferflebi. xan mze anaTebs, xan nislia, dRes sxva mwvervali igrZnes Tvalebma... Senken yvela gza gaxsnilia, mainc raRacis maqvs mokrZaleba.

1966 w.

cao maRalo !

axla Ziebis wuTebia,

Wabukis guli raRam daRalos... Saras mivyvebi uTenia,

Cems xvedrs daveZeb, cao maRalo! axla tkivili farulia...

xan WrilobisTvis viTxovT malamos; xan Tu sanatrels ar uvlian,

ra vqnaT, wuxili viRam damalos? isev bevri ram uTqmelia, _

minda es grZnoba leqsad davRvaro... me gzas mivyvebi uTenia,

Cems xvedrs daveZeb, cao maRalo! 1966 w.

zaur molaSxia

66

* * * RelviT mihyveba talRebi talRebs, gadabandRila wvimiT xedebi... me mxolod Cemi talRa mamaRlebs da am RelvaSic win vixedebi!

1966 w.

TiTqos isev bavSvi var da...

sivrce mzisfrad gaSlila da alvis xeni aSxvarTuli dganan... TiTqos isev bavSvi var da qari mimRers: _ `sisa, tura, nana.~ vxarob, roca daria da `nanage~ an `goluafiro~ mesmis... axla minda darialTan arwiviviT avafrino leqsi. SoriT Canan mwvervalebi, mjera, winsvlas dabrkolebac axlavs... vinme mova mRelvarebiT da planetas aRmoaCens axals. zogis Subli daidafna, zogs ki dafna uzrunvelad surda... xan davyureb mamis saflavs, xan mziTa da yvavilebiT vsunTqav. Tebervali gzaSia da meocejer gavuwode xeli... mainc TiTqos bavSvi var da `aba, rera, raSoreras~ vmReri.

1966 w.

xana siWabukisa

67

kviparosi

es sulia Tu zvirTi wyarosi Tu Soreuli xmauri ismis... ratom daRvremila mwvane kviparosi, rad axsendeba daRvrili sisxli? o, rogor unda axla iyviros, uxmo Zaxili guls ver Sordeba... tiris da veRar gamoitira da misi sevda kvlav meordeba. Sors CarsaviviT nisli gaSlila, ocnebobs xe da dardiT erToba... zogjer gamaRlebs RmerTTan kavSiri, xan RmerTic Cadis mTlad uRmerTobas. angelozebi Cumad mRerian, Wabukic ramden Relvas eloda... Turme yvelaze ufro Znelia mudam dumili da uTqmeloba! es kvnesaa Tu TrTola wyarosi Tu aq sunTqaven Zveli gmirebi... ganmartoebula mwvane kviparosi da elandeba mkvdari iremi.

1966 w.

zaur molaSxia

68

zRvam waSala...

gamZafrebiT irecxeba napirebi, imuqreba aqafuli zRva... zRvam waiRo is TrTola da dapireba, zRvam waSala siyvarulis gza! xsovna mainc ar gaqra da ar momcilda, _ kvlav vigoneb naZvis xeTa mwkrivs... gaavdarda wuTisoflis tarosi da axla isev xelaRebiT wvims! morRveula mdinareTa napirebi, Semzaravad zarzeimobs zRva... zRvam CaaxSo siyvarulis sayvirebi, zRvam waSala siyvarulis gza!

1966 w.

erTferovani Camodis Tovli

erTferovani Camodis Tovli, siTeTre mosavs velebs, gorebsac... ager, am ymawvils _ wesiers yovlad _ awuxebs qveynad erTferovneba! gaikvaleba am TovlSic gzebi, oRond damSviddi... nu usmen yvelas... `nu geSinia, zRapars hyvebian, zRapars, romelic aravis sjera.~

1966 w.

xana siWabukisa

69

dRe mzebudobis

`mzebudoba _ ase ewodeba periods, roca mze

tropikebSi zenitzea, anu roca mzes caze umaRlesi mdebareoba aqvs.~

sabavSvo enciklopedia, t.I.

frialebs fiqrTa faruli afra, zRvis Relva JrJolad edeba gemebs; napirebs zvirTi askdeba mZafrad da irgvliv arxevs idumal bgerebs. vdgavar. ar vusmen mSfoTvare talRebs, me axla cisken gamirbis mzera; dRes mze anaTebs yvelaze maRla, yvelas, yvelafers ciagiT feravs, _ gahyurebs Zvel gzebs, midamos, xedebs, eamayeba simaRle Tvisi... _ mzeo, miSvele! _ mzeo, momxede! geZaxis Cemi suli Tu sisxli... xan tropikuli ciklonis darad raRac marbevs da aRmasvlas miSlis; xan Tan momyveba mZlavr niaRvarad simaRlisaken ltolva da... SiSi... zogjer vecemi... Zalas vikreb da me vekiTxebi Zmasa Tu dobils: _ rodis mova da rodis iqneba Cemi simReris dRe mzebudobis? mnaTisken swrafva ar daviSale, axla vis hyofnis simaRle Tvisi? _ mzeo, momxede! _ mzeo, miSvele! geZaxis Cemi suli da sisxli!

1966 w.

zaur molaSxia

70

`lomo, Se lomis moklulo~

(varianti I) `lomo, Se lomis moklulo, busni - Walais pirsao... ... vin gagimeta saTofrad patroni bevri cxvrisao~...

xalxuri

vin dagwyevla, lomo, an vin dagloca, odes gzas rom daadeqi moburvils... sicocxleSi xmaurobdi saocrad, gaCumebac gyvarebia lomuri. vin dagTofa, lomo, viRam gesrola, sikvdilis win vis uxmobdi TvalebiT? zogi mkvdaric guliT saalersoa da Rirsia qveynad gaukvdavebis. bindisferad daburula tye-veli... albaT satrfo mRelvarebiT geloda, ar egona arvin Seni mZleveli, lomi iyav _ lomTa samflobelodan! axla dumxar, busnis piras moklulo, Senc iqeci kortoxad an kordebad... lomis mokluls nu itireb, Conguro, vai, imas, vinc laCrisgan mokvdeba! vin dagwyevla, lomo, an vin dagloca, odes gzas rom daadeqi moburvils... sicocxleSi xmaurobdi saocrad, gaCumebac gyvarebia lomuri.

1966 w.

xana siWabukisa

71

sicxe

TmeniT itanen ivlisis sicxes es qalaqebi, mTebi, soflebi... sivrce hgavs mzeSi anTebul cixes da am cixeSi Cven vimyofebiT. dgas naRvliani muxa Tu cacxvi da mTa isinjavs daxeTqil warbebs... SuadRis xvati mdumare, mkacri WalikoniviT vel-mindvrebs arbevs. netav, merexi uceb moismas, am uecrobiT SekrTeba vinme?! rogorc wyalobas samyaroisas, vdgavarT da veliT sanatrel wvimebs... TmeniT itanen ivlisis sicxes es qalaqebi, gzebi, soflebi... sivrce hgavs axla dagmanul cixes da am cixeSi Cven vimyofebiT.

1966 w.

zaur molaSxia

72

igi daeSva zevidan uceb

igi daeSva zevidan uceb da daenarcxa miwaze SubliT, da Semoaklda Tbilisis quCebs erTi jadoqris Tvalebis Suqi. wuTiT Canavlda mgznebare cecxli, davanda sevda sanapiroTa... icremleboda qarTuli zeca, qarTuli miwa mwared tiroda. sadRac akivlda poetis meri, RrublebSi krToda mTawmindis mTvare... wavida TviTon... da imis mere ar sZinebiaT Tbilisis qarebs. `qari hqris, qari~... imRere, sulo, Tu ginda igrZno geniis siTbo; jer Sen ar ici, Wabukis sulo, Tu rogor qmnida is yovel triqons. mgonia, TiTqos gulSi damkodes, ise var, TiTqos vucdi wamebas... davkargeT, vai, rogor davkargeT... `davdivar, vwuxvar da menaneba.~

1966 w.

xana siWabukisa

73

ori gza

I qaria, qari, momRelvare, cxvantala qari, igi maswavlis winsvlas, Setevas... dila aris Tu siTeTre mTvaris, foTolTa jari misi frTebiT miixveteba. mivyvebi am qars, rogorc ubiri, da moCans kordi devis mkerdiviT... anazdeulad aizRarba caze Rrubeli da irgvliv SiSi aSrialda, rogorc merdini. win gaiSala ori gza uceb da akvaniviT oriv irweva. erTze weria: _ `gelis xifaTi, brZola, miRweva~... meoreze ki: _ `es gza aris uZlurTa xvedri~... da, wamsve elva cas gaekra _ basri da mkveTri! II daeSva TqeSi... avifare Tvalebze xeli, qarma bavSviviT gamigdo wina... aseT gancdaSi gaifanta sizmris Rrubeli, gamoRviZebuls mze fanjridan Semomebrwyina.

zaur molaSxia

74

III da imis Semdeg ase daval, ocnebis RmerTo, vibrZvi, vxmaurob, ar mesveneba... dResac ar vici, im gzebidan romeli mergo da... tkivils aRwevs es gaxseneba! me amis pasuxs axla vin metyvis? (Tumc imedebi sadRac brwyinaven...) da, SevsTxov faziss, mcxeTas Tu xerTviss, dRes upasuxod nu gamwiraven... me arCeul gzas mivyvebi isev da veZeb dRemde uxilav ferebs... TiTqos xandaxan buranSi vismen: _ `pasuxs miiReb aryofnis mere!~

1966 w.

siSore

erTad gaSlila frTebi arwivTa Tu cas faraven Rrublis fTilebi? ise Sorsaa axla mTawminda, viT gabneuli caSi mTiebi... mec kldes movfxaWni umcires nawils, rameTu metis ara maqvs Zala... dRea Tu Rame, maTovs Tu mawvims, movdivar, mosvlas nu amikrZalav. Tavidan viyav Seni nawili, SenTvis vuvlidi grZnobaTa iebs... Senken momavals nuRar gamwirav, _

xana siWabukisa

75

es siTamamec Sen mapatie! aRmarTs miyveba fiqri keTili, daRvremilia mze miwurvili... sadRac suyvelas gvicdis wertili _ maradisobis civi dumili... mouTmenlobis cecxliT vinTebi da es sificxe Tavs ar manebebs; gzebi ki, drois labirinTebiT, dRedaRam sadRac mimaqaneben!

1966 w.

mkvlels ki lomi uwodes (varianti II) `lomo, Se lomis moklulo, busni _ Walais pirsao... ... vin gagimeta saTofrad patroni bevri cxvrisao.~

xalxuri

axla vwevar Walis piras, yvela gadameCvia... sad dafrinavs Cemi cira _ Cemi grZnobis mzewvia... aq arc cxela da arc civa, ra yismaTi mewia! mesroles da damadumes, zeca gamigiSeres... dedis cremlTa nakadulo, vai, verc Sen miSvele! xe damyurebs gafoTlili... dae, yvelam uwyodes: _ var Soridan daTofili, mkvlels ki lomi uwodes!

zaur molaSxia

76

ra xania sisxliT daclils dro meburvis criata... saflavSiac muxTal kacis javri Camekviata.

1966 w.

frTamoyinuli Citis ocneba

idumal frTebiT mifrinavs dro da SoriT moismis zriali zvavTa... axlaxan Tbili qarebi qroda da uceb jeri daudga zamTars. caxcaxebs gzaze umweo Citi, mZime aRsasruls moelis yovliT... rogorc Carsavi, eSveba bindi da mofarfate fifqebi Tovlis... Cits enatreba arwivis frTebi, (o, guli itevs survilebs ramdens!) dauRleli da Zlieri frTebi Citunas myisve aiyvans camde... Tovs da... TovaSi ocnebobs Citi, (mec axla fiqrSi daveZeb riTmas.) ver uZlebs igi survilTa Widils, is Citia da, raRa qnas Citma! fifqebi hgvanan xan ciur CiTils, xan ciT daSvebul qaTqaTa Tokebs... frTamoyinuli ocnebobs Citi, surs, fiqrSi mainc arwivad mokvdes!

1966 w.

xana siWabukisa

77

nangrevebTan

morCa... miyuCda qarTa riali,

cremlTa cialebs Rele... xan sibneleSi landi ialebs,

TiTqos cas uwvdis xelebs; xan, viT erekle gulsevdiani,

krwanisis omis mere, _

mTvare damdgara mwuxared caSi, miwas dahyurebs mwyralad...

nangrevT umkacres mdumarebaSi saukuneni wvanan...

xan es fiqrebi cas edebian, xan axlomaxlo hqrian...

vis Sexvdebian... ras edrebian... am gancdas raRa hqvia?

landi xorciels risTvis emalvis, rad ikargeba mTebSi?..

gardasul droTa mrisxanebani Cakirulia qvebSi...

mTvare damdgara mwuxared caSi, miwas dahyurebs mwyralad...

nangrevT umkacres mdumarebaSi saukuneni wvanan!

1966 w.

zaur molaSxia

78

ruxis cixeSi

prof. S. mesxias

davdivar Cumad, rogorc misani, da vakvirdebi xavsian lodebs, rogorc tkivili autaneli, aris siCume miwis da qvaTa... mze iwureba urTis sxeulze, mze tovebs cixis mdumare kedlebs, TiTqos lodebi iSmuSnebian da uxariaT lodebs sibnele: _ RamiT warsuls kvlav ubrundebian da zmanebaSi isev xedaven: rogor darbian axlos landebi; Tu rogor mova poetis suli _ TvisTa moZmeTa mosaxilvelad. mere... lodebi iwyeben xmaurs, erTad xvneSian daRlil kaciviT da yvelaferSi baZaven kacebs. dRisiT ki, dRisiT, duman isini, duman isini da am dumilSi gulis satkivars frTxilad malaven...

1966 w.

xana siWabukisa

79

Tqvas: _ ra Zala aSenebda...

sad mReroda Seni suli, Seni suli siT afrinda, ros aSenda didebuli is _ xeopsis piramida. elvareben mzis svetebi, es siwiTle aris risa? wasulT mtverSi vixedebi, _ ha, ramdeni gaisrisa! ver miswvdeba rasac xeli, imas Jami acamtverebs... udidesi sasaxleni daangries, gadaTqeres... dRes, mrisxane faraonebs im ZeglTaTvis vinc adidebs, Tqvas: _ ra Zala aSenebda im saocar piramidebs!

1966 w.

magram... sul sxvaa CemTvis rusTveli (eqspromti) modi, avCexoT asaCexavi, mivusadagoT, Zmao, tols toli... bevrs gaaocebs, albaT, Cexovi, da, ufro metad _ brZeni tolstoi... bevria sityva ukvdavmsunTqveli, aJRerebuli vaSad, mTa-velad... magram... sul sxvaa CemTvis rusTveli, mainc sxva aris vaJa-fSavela!

1966 w.

zaur molaSxia

80

roca imediT Sen gelodebi

mwvervalze asvla mravaljer vcade, xan avCqardi da xan davicade; xan sxvisi dardic me ganvicade... axla vdgavar da Sen gelodebi. mihqris da mihqris Zvirfasi wuTi; zogjer mSvidi var, zogjer jiuti, xan ki bavSviviT nazi, saTuTi, roca sanukvars giaxlovdebi... xan gzas edeba kriala nami, xan nisli damaqvs, viT mosasxami... me aRvasrule Cemi naTqvami _ axla vdgavar da Sen gelodebi. Srialebs qari, viT dalis zilfi, Sens molodinSi gulmkerdi miTrTis; xmianebs fiqri, rogorc zRvis zvirTi da, ecemian Tvalwin foTlebi. Sen gevedrebi usityvod, uxmod, guli ar daWra utyviod, uxmlod, saCemo gzaze sxvas ar mouxmo, roca imediT Sen gelodebi.

1966 w.

xana siWabukisa

81

roca mdumared gadixar gareT

roca mdumared gadixar gareT, rogorc didi xnis unaxav Zmobils, gadagexveva qalaqis qari da Sens mowyenas xeebic grZnoben. WadrebTan uxmod Cerdebi wuTiT, Tvals gaayoleb gafrenil Citebs... da... mogwyurdeba qafqafa ludi, carieli gaqvs rodesac jibe... gadageyreba nacnobi qali, Semogagebebs Rimils vardebad... mere... gaxedav mSobliur qalaqs da... rom dadixar _ gagexardeba!

1966 w.

me mierTgulebs Cemi simarTle

Senze ocnebas miveluwe da beds xan vamarTleb, xanac vemduri... zogjer simarTle aris umweo, rogorc vaJkaci _ xelfexSekruli. axla vedrebas hgvanan taZrebi da eqosaviT vrceldeba fiqric... gava dro. guli daixanZreba. mze frTebs Cakecavs mwvervalTa iqiT. mere... simSvidis wlebic imatebs, kaci ki ara, enguric cxreba... me mierTgulebs Cemi simarTle, viT uerTgula beduins cxenma!

1967 w.

zaur molaSxia

82

gansazRvruloba

erT dros siCume Camoirweva, xels CagWidebs da arsad gagiSvebs, suyvela marcxs da yvela miRwevas danamcecebiT giangariSebs... sxvis ganZs arasdros daginarCunebs, ar mogatyuebs, arc rames girCevs... bolos ki, rogorc mkacri msajuli, mogcems gansazRvrul drosa da sivrces.

1967 w.

movdivar...

movdivar. JamTa bardebs movamtvrev, drois landiviT momyveba bindi... Sens siTbo-Rimils monatrebuli _ uxemsosaviT es guli mimdis... inawileben sivrces Citebi, Zilfxizlobs yvela mTa da kordebi... minda vicxovro guldamSvidebiT, magram... tkivilad kvlav magondebi! iwvis, tkacunebs, rogorc kopiti, Cemi ocnebis lamazi saxli... rom damekarge, vis vipovnidi, vis davarqmevdi Sens Zvirfas saxels? kvlav martoobis Camokra zarma, Semomafrqvia fiqri qeriviT... axla uSenod tiali gza var, _ mongolis cxeniT gadaTqerili!

1967 w.

xana siWabukisa

83

me Sen gixseneb...

qrialebs qari qarvisfer velze ase mgonia _ is me dameZebs... rogorc ankesze sxmartala Tevzi, ise vkidivar dro-Jams mklavebze. TviTon ar vici, rad var aseTi, vCqarob, TiTqosda viRac mimelis... qars ise moaqvs nislis nafleTi, viT monadires _ mkvdari frinveli. Zveli Wriloba isev ixsneba, isev minTeben dReebi Radars... am siCqareSic me Sen gixseneb, rogorc bavSvobis sayvarel zRapars.

1967 w.

poetis sevda `ganjas vewvie, rogorc xizani, rogorc nizami, gavxdi ganjeli.~

s. Ciqovani

Cemo ocnebav _ sevdad qceulo, me dameRrubla dilis tarosi... iqneb Jamisgan frTebdamsxvreuli zRvas Cavexvio, viT ikarosi. ar daiviwyo, rom mqonda frTebi, Cemi sxeulis aRma safreni, da Tu ukan ver dagibrundebi, zogjer maxsene... sxva araferi! aha, aRsasruls vuaxlovdebi, miusafroba Znel ars rameTu... ase mgonia, male movkvdebi da, gTxov, mkvdars nuRar metyvi sayvedurs.

1967 w.

zaur molaSxia

84

napirTan

axla siCume, rogorc koconi, anTia irgvliv da miWers yelze... vdgavar napirTan, rogorc mlocveli, vdgavar da... vucdi oqrovan Tevzebs. moiswrafvian Cemken zvirTebi, es molodini gancdas miJamavs... roca ggonia _ me Cavfiqrdebi, maSin vxmianob, rogorc niJara... elavs siCume, rogorc koconi, da bawariviT mexveva yelze... vdgavar napirTan, rogorc mlocveli, vdgavar da... vucdi oqrovan Tevzebs.

1967 w.

maRlobze

aqedan bevri kenwero moCans, TiTqos samyaro Cem win trialebs; fiqri ki, rogorc Zvirfasi droSa, xelSi mipyria da vafrialeb. aqedan vxedav, yvelafers vxedav: _ tye akravs mindvrebs mwvane zolebad... ase mgonia, simaRle xeTa aqedan ukeT gaizomeba. vdgavar maRlobze da viRimebi, CemTvis vRiRineb: _ `erTi wava da...~ Tovli mova Tu movlen wvimebi, aRma avyvebi axal wavarnas... mze dgas mwvervalze _ yofis imedi, CamouSvia wvrili Tokebi da qarSi JReren, rogorc simebi,

xana siWabukisa

85

zeTisxilebis mwvane totebi... aqa-iq Rrublis Canan fTilebi, rogorc mwyemsebis TeTri qudebi... minda vicode danamdvilebiT, Tu ras moitans xvalis wuTebi... aqedan bevri kenwero moCans, TiTqos samyaro Cem win trialebs; fiqri ki, rogorc mamulis droSa, xelSi mipyria da vafrialeb.

1967 w.

megobar qaliSvils

matareblebis SoriT yvirili sivrces edeba, rogorc vedreba... dgaxar mTrTolare, rogorc gvirila, da SenSi SiSi saxierdeba.

TvalebiT iwov Ramis siSaves da gancda giTrevs, rogorc morevi... matarebeli aris niSani _ xan Sexvedrebis, xan ganSorebis.

qreba, inTeba semaforebi... Rame dgas, rogorc eWvis kedlebi; am bnel sawiers, rogorc Worebi, edeba eqo matareblebis...

moCans varskvlavi _ grZnobis emblema... sityva saTqmeli giTrTis bageze... ahande, Ramis matareblebi gadaiSxvarTnen liandagebze.

guli _ ganmcdeli, Relvas umatebs, dgaxar, kankaleb kvlav foToliviT... RmerTo maRalo! Sen gaumarTle suyvelas natvra da molodini.

1967 w.

zaur molaSxia

86

yvelas siCumes vigeb da, mesmis...

yvelas siCumes vigeb da, mesmis Tu raze TrTian nedli fesvebi... TiTqos miwaa veeba Tevzi da maRla miaqvs mzes ankesebiT. zeviT miiwevs qveynad yoveli... es Cemi fiqric sadRac ialebs... xan suli damaqvs, rogorc yvavili, xan ar minda da... mainc vtrialeb... dilis mzes moaqvs sxivTa konebi, Canan ferebi: _ sisvi da mreSi... mgonia, tyeebs ca ekoneba an qolgasaviT uWiravT xelSi. yvelas siCumes vigeb da, mesmis Tu ratom krTian nedli fesvebi... TiTqos miwaa veeba Tevzi da maRla miaqvs mzes ankesebiT.

1967 w.

me es mdinare qali mgonia

`mdinareebi _ qaliSvilis TeTri mklavebi, qaliSvilebi _ ukareba mdinareebi!~

m. maWavariani

me es mdinare qali mgonia, qali mgonia, _ imgvarad Relavs... roca iwyeba mzis simfonia _ me viZirebi talRebSi nela... zvirTebi _ qalis cxeli mklavebi _ mexvevian da gulmkerds miwvaven... Zvirfaso! vdumvar... ar gedavebi... is, _ uxilavi, _ ukve viwame!

1967 w.

xana siWabukisa

87

ramdenic unda Tovos da Tovos!

xelukareba varskvlavebi sadRac cialebs da Rameuli siwynarea mxolod da mxolod. Tbilad isvenebs daqanculi Zexorcieli, ramdenic unda Tovos da Tovos! rogorc fuTquri _ amosula totebze Tovli... Cemo keTilo, yvelgan moCans Seni xelebi; ar daamZimo gaTeneba wuxilis qrolviT da saxedveli _ bindisferebiT... TvalTuxilavi varskvlavebi sadRac cialebs da Rameuli simSvidea mxolod da mxolod. Tbilad isvenebs daqanculi Zexorcieli, ramdenic unda Tovos da Tovos!

1967 w.

zaur molaSxia

88

maRliT dagvyurebs yovlismfarveli

ca imzireba mSvidi TvalebiT, siCume yovliT... sivrcea wynari da sayvareli da... brwyinavs Tovli. Zili swvevia vercxlisfer qalaqs, isvenebs verxvic... am siCumeSi iRviZebs qari da yinulebze usxlteba fexi. ca _ iisferi sulia miwis, brkialebs broli... qari Svelas mTxovs da xelebs miwvdis da... brwyinavs Tovli... male diadi movlen muzebi, mTano, zegano... TiTqos samyaro mohgavs muzeums _ ukideganos... maRliT dagvyurebs yovlismfarveli da SemZle yovlis... sivrcea mSvidi da sayvareli da... brwyinavs Tovli...

1967 w.

zamTari, sofeli

tyes fifqebiT avsebia ube, kldidan wynarad mowanwkarebs wyaro; Cans (qudiviT) gadaxrili bude, sadRac qari gabmula da wvalobs... xevSi Rele askinkilobs kentad, tyidan SeSas ezideba glexi; bavSvi mkerdze exuteba dedas, ar isvenebs alesili xerxi...

xana siWabukisa

89

Semogarens TeTri feri mosavs, daqoxila dafifquli bardi; gzaze raRac nafleTiviT moCans da JamiJam uSurvelad bardnis.

1968 w.

Srialebs Tovli _ cis patarZali

Srialebs Tovli _ cis patarZali, wuxel qarebTan erTad mReroda, xan tyes moedo, rogorc xanZari, xan saxuravebs gadascqeroda... Tovli _ qaTqaTa cis patarZali. zogni mzian Tovls Tu iwuneben, samagierod, mravals uxaris... alvebi, rogorc ufliswulebi, dganan amayad. Sors ki buxari cas aferadebs kvamlis qulebiT... yvelas gvagonebs Tovli raRacas, xan daviwyebuls uceb gvaxsenebs, xan _ borjma∗ rodis Segvabarbaca, ra gavigeT da ra ver avxseniT. ... yvelas gvagonebs Tovli raRacas.

1968 w.

∗ borji _ (megr.) dro.

zaur molaSxia

90

sxivi

`viyo xariviT amtani, viyo xariviT momTmeni, Cemi patara qveynisTvis mec SevZlo xarisodeni.~

S. niSnianiZe

cimcima sxivi miWiravs xelSi _ gzanaCqarevi... Tvalsawieri nebivrobs mzeSi cxvanti qarebiT... momefoneba gulze xalisad sxivis kianTi, verSeCveuli Savfers Ramisas, viT ganTiadi... man uSoresi sivrcis miRmidan aq moaRwia... ra gasaocrad maTbobs, miRimis sxivi pawia. msurs am sxiviviT rom gaviaro Sori manZili; fers ver micvlides dro da iara, daRla an Zili... minda amovTqva, _ raic ar miTqvams dRemde moTmeniT... netav, sinaTle hqondes Cems sityvas sxivisodeni!

1968 w.

xana siWabukisa

91

Canan mwvervalTa TeTri Sublebi

Canan mwvervalTa TeTri Sublebi, mdinaris zvirTebs gavezvirTebi... SenTvis hyvavian, viT alublebi, Seuborkavi Cemi fiqrebi da, Sen gelian... isev aq vdgavar, aq vimosebi ciskris farCebiT, ferTa wvimebiT... mofrindnen TeTri angelosebi da TeTri frTebi, rogorc sxivebi, gadamafares... ra aris iqiT? ra xdeba gaRma? aravin icis danamdvilebiT... me isev Senze vfiqrob da, axla caze RrubelTa dganan Crdilebi, rogorc mowyena... SoriT moismis xmebi qariSxlis, zecas seraven uflis etlebi... modi da, erTxel kidev damisxi, damangrevine eWvis kedlebi, _ win aRmarTuli... Canan mwvervalTa TeTri Sublebi, uxilav zvirTsac gavezvirTebi... SenTvis hyvavian, viT alublebi, Seuborkavi Cemi fiqrebi da, Sen gelian...

1968 w.

zaur molaSxia

92

zamTari

saRamo iyo. yinavda gareT da siTbo surdaT umweo Citebs... Semcivnebuli da mkacri mTvare mTaTa wiaRSi iTbobda TiTebs. daTovliliyo buCqebi wyavis, gadahfenoda siTeTre xmeleTs... velebs undodaT Semosva mwvaniT, o, bevri rame undodaT velebs... yinvas vxvdebodi ise, viT momxdurs, saxeze medo sicocxlis feri... buneba Warmags mohgavda moxucs da uxdeboda fifqebis wveri... saRamo iyo. yinavda gareT da siTbo surdaT umweo Citebs... Semcivnebuli da mkacri mTvare mTaTa wiaRSi iTbobda TiTebs.

1968 w.

xe

xe dgas napirTan totebgaSlili, raRacas iTxovs da ivedreba, Tan badesaviT gadisvris wyalSi mTrTolvare Crdils da, Sig ixedeba... nacrisfer fskerze dacocavs Crdili, damfrTxal cxeniviT garbis mdinare da Tevzebs, rogorc sakuTar Svilebs, zvirTTa ubeSi auCinarebs. xe ki... umweod totebgaSlili, raRacas iTxovs da ivedreba; Tan badesaviT gadisvris wyalSi mTrTolare Crdils da, Sig ixedeba...

1968 w.

xana siWabukisa

93

male moviTvliT, kargo, ocdaors

male moviTvliT, kargo, ocdaors, (dro ras gvaZlevda an ras gvarTmevda?) ra kargi iyo maSin, roca dro Cvens siaxloves rom amarTlebda. dRes RimiliviT gSvenis frTxiloba... (kvlav imoseba veli mwvaniTa.) o, is bavSvuri gulaxdiloba, is siTamame saiT wavida? gadavabijebT male ocdaors... guli sxva welTa gancdiT daTvreba... ra kargi iyo maSin, roca dro Cvens siaxloves rom amarTlebda.

1968 w.

Cemi kunZuli

ca moCans _ uflis elvare sarke, baRebi _ mSvidi da daxunZluli... me miviCqari sinaTlisaken da Sors axali micdis kunZuli. iq davsaxldebi, sadac yvelafers Seuyvardeba Cemi saxeli; mere sikvdilic veRar Semaryevs... me usaTuod iq davsaxldebi! jer Cems wavarnas veRar mivagen, TrTian baRebi gadaxunZluli... xan Rames mivsdev, xan ki _ sinaTles da... melodeba Cemi kunZuli.

1968 w.

zaur molaSxia

94

mze mewveTeba Tavis qalaSi...

mze mewveTeba Tavis qalaSi, Zvel hangze mReris Cemi fazisi... dRes, RmerTma nu qnas, mSobel qalaqSi yvelaze kargi, uZvirfasesi mxolod me viyo.

gana usxvisod galamazdeba suli poetis? gaWirvebis da mkacri susxis dros, TiTqmis yovelgan, TiTqmis yovelTvis me yvela mSvelis... Cemi xelebi grZnoben moyvasTa moaxloebas da momRerali cisartyelebi caze hyvavian lamaz rtoebad... mze mewveTeba Tavis qalaSi, mimoimReris ZarRvSi fazisi da, vici, bevri dadis qalaqSi Cemze kargi da uZvirfasesi.

1968 w.

xana siWabukisa

95

axalgazrda ilias monologi

`samSoblo mTebo! Tqveni Svili ganebebT Tavsa, magram Tqven xsovnas ver mivcem me daviwyebasa.~

i. WavWavaZe

mivdivar! mxolod droebiT gtoveb, raTa agenTo Semdeg CiraRdnad. raa poeti _ gzas Tu ver povebs, Tu usaxelod gauCinarda! vici, xval unda avwio mxrebiT Seni sevdis da tanjvis lodebi... da Tu momelis demetres xvedri, _ ha, Cemi Tavi!.. nu daRondebi!.. rom arad miCans mSoblisTvis msxverpli, dro daamtkicebs amas yvelafers... oRond Sen, JamTa qrolviT da setyviT, ar daece da ar gaverande. vinc Sens momavals ebrZvis da naskvavs, _ masve uqadis dasjas buneba... me unda vsdio axla sxva varskvlavs, _ eris wylulebis gansakurneblad. vici, rom unda avwio mxrebiT Seni sevdis Tu tanjvis lodebi... da Tu momelis demetres xvedri, _ ha, Cemi Tavi!... nu daRondebi!

1968 w.

zaur molaSxia

96

uRranSi

rogorc abreSumi, Srialebs wkvarami, tyeSi gaismis mwuxare `Cela~... viRaca mReris da ara Cans aravin, sibnele TvalTa sinaTles celavs. daRlili gulebi TrTian da feTqaven, SiSis oboba Tavis qsels xlarTavs... modian, modian, ver Wvreten erTmaneTs da enatrebaT moxilva gzaTa. xelebis faTuriT raRacas arCeven, fSvinavs maRnari da Ramis Crdili. aravis swadia uRranSi darCena da yvela eZebs gzasa Tu biliks... rogorc abreSumi, Srialebs wkvarami, tyeSi gaismis mwuxare `Cela~... viRaca mReris da ara Cans aravin, sibnele TvalTa sinaTles celavs.

1968 w.

xana siWabukisa

97

ciklidan: `sizmrebis samyaroSi~

me miveaxle ufskruls surviliT, mdumared videq ufskrulis Tavze... vgrZnobdi: _ gza iyo gadaWrili Tu miwurvili da verasodes vixilavdi am silamazes: _ mTrTolare sxivebs, mzian yanebs, zRvis mimoqcevas, monadireTa gakvalul qaSans... ver vWvreti wyaros _ amoxeTqils rwmenad da vaSad, mxolod Wabukurs vsdevdi ocnebas...

da, cxvantala qarebs Sevyurebdi cerad; inTeboda are sakvirveli cqerad... da, mimZimda wuTiTac datoveba yovlis... sevdad, cremlad, wuxilad meyreboda Tovli...

viyav uRono da gaqcevis verSemZlebeli, megobrebs Cemsas me amaod vuxmobdi Svelad; kaci Tu qali, yrma Tu beberi, sadRac, mewamul SoreTisken iltvoda yvela... vkvdebodi Cumad, martoobiT guldakodili, saCinoqmnili gaqrnen saxeni; vkvdebodi Cumad da amao iyo lodini, Tvisken mixmobdnen ormoebi, rogorc saxlebi... nu gaocdebiT, me damarxva vixile Cemi, vnaxe, Tu rogor mayridnen Tixas... da... irweoda dedamiwa _ samyaros gemi da... molizRave qondriskacebs vusmendi didxans... ros davubrundi namdvil sagnebs _ Tvalgaxelili, ros ganveride sizmars srulebiT: _ gareT saamod irweoda mwvane xexili da qars mohqonda dafnis surneli.

1968 w.

zaur molaSxia

98

saukuneTa xmiani wvima

gardasul JamTa naRvlian zRapars guls mouTxrobda usityvod raRac da Tan RameTa aCeCil fafars gaTenebamde arxevda raRac... gaumxeleli da Cumi sevda moJonavda da feTqavda CemSi... sawuTros karavs drois dro xevda, Tan qoTqoTebda... me fiqrebs SevrCi... dRes landis landi damyurebs zeviT, wuxan fesvebi moCexil xeTa... Tvaldabrmobilmac monaxa gzebi, Tvalgaxelili verafers vxedav! caze, mTvareze, miwaze: _ ferfli! sxva araferi... warsuli xvneSis... varskvlavis suli, viT frTebi peplis, frTxilad da SiSiT miWiravs xelSi... es sinaTle Tu sagnebis brwyinva hgavs moCvenebas an lamaz burans... saukuneTa xmiani wvima maradJamulad brunavs da brunavs!

1968 w.

xana siWabukisa

99

saflavis miwis vedreba

ar mimatovo miwa saflavis, ar mimatovo... sxvagan ukeTess veRar moZebni; mSobliur yanis Senc xar TavTavi da... Senc gelian Seni moZmeni! ar mimatovo... sad eCqarebi... sxvagan ra ginda... CemsaviT Tbilad sxva ar dagxvdeba... waxval da... sevdis mrume qarebiT winaparT Zvlebi acaxcaxdeba. gTxov ar damtovo uSenod Ria, gTxov ar damtovo... moTmeniT gicdi dRidan gaCenis... Ria saflavi vis gaugia... Ria Wrilobad me aq davrCebi! ar mimatovo saflavis miwa, ar mimatovo... Cemze uTbiless versad moZebni... aq Rirseulad mravali miwva da... Senc gelian Seni moZmeni!

1968 w. axalqalaqi

zaur molaSxia

100

Semodgomis mze mohqondaT urmiT...

sicarieliT feTqavda xrami, axlovdeboda meurmis landi... Semodgomis mze mohqondaT xarebs, rogorc samyaros elvare dardi. Semodgomis mze mohqondaT urmiT da fexSiSveli bavSvi tiroda; Semodgomis mze mohqondaT urmiT, ise, viT qviSa sanapirodan. borblis Wriali moedo mindvrebs da caSi RmerTsac Caesma Turme. da gzaTa gaswvriv xeebi idgnen... Semodgomis mze mohqondaT urmiT. arc morideba, arc mcire xaTri, misi warsuli arvis axsovda... mzes moenatra zafxulis xvati, Tavis mcxunvare axalgazrdoba. agondeboda sworic da mrudec, viT moaRwia amgvar helomde! daoblebuli bavSvebi dumdnen da axali mzis naTels elodnen.

1968 w. axalqalaqi

xana siWabukisa

101

gons vafxizlebdi...

gons vafxizlebdi awyvetil qarqveS, TiTqos samyaro Cemze brunavda... xSirad vsinjavdi Caxmalul qarqaSs, rom vyofiliyav mzad da guladad, fxizlad vxvdebodi qarvis ganTiads, mSvidad velodi mxsnels Tu mesias... axla, Semxede, rogor davdivar, es ranairi bedi mewia!

1968 w.

gvirabis iqiT...

sarkmlidan sivrces gaxeda xalxma, mze acxunebda _ bnelis mgmiravi... rogorc veSapis veeba xaxa, uceb gamoCnda Tvalwin gvirabi... me moviswrafvi imediT Senken, ra gaxda es gza _ gauTaveli! Tumc sinaTlidan sibnelis bWemde yofila raRac erTi mtkaveli... matarebeli gvirabSi mihqris da vgrZnob, siCqares rogor umatebs... ratomRac mjera, _ gvirabis iqiT erTmaneTs imeds rom gavumarTlebT!

1968 w.

zaur molaSxia

102

cad dacuraven TeTri Rrublebi

cad dacuraven TeTri Rrublebi, rogorc navebi; sivrce savsea ablabudebiT da mdumareben lerwmovanebi. fiqrTa qarafze garbis dumili, Tvalwin mTebia... qaragmebi Tu saidumloni elian amxsnels da enTebian... isev mohqrian mreSi raSebi, isev mohqrian... dRemde mrisxaned da TavaSvebiT cxovrebas bevrjer uboboqria. kvlav iboboqrebs, kvlav dairweva bevri akvani... axal didebas, axal miRwevas Cvengan moelis `zrunvis sagani~... cad dacuraven TeTri Rrublebi, rogorc navebi... sivrce savsea ablabudebiT da irxevian lerwmovanebi.

1968 w.

xana siWabukisa

103

zedaznis mTaze

`legendis Tanaxmad zedaznis mTaze cxovrobda devi, daraji mcxeTisa; igi mzis Casvlisas daiCoqebda mTaze da mtkvridan wyals amoxvrepdao.~

k. gamsaxurdia

gahyurebs devi mTvarian sivrces da TvaliT zomavs usaxur Crdilebs. xramSi qoriviT eSveba nisli da hgavs garemo dagmanul dilegs. xevSi anazdad raRac Cqamdeba da utyvi grZnoba sxeulSi wveTavs. moirxevian ucxo landebi, Tu demonebi modian mcxeTas. zedaznis mTaze gniasi ismis, vin dagvilewos mamulis kari!.. gamTeniisas iRvreba sisxli da sisxlisferad brwyindeba mtkvari. caze cimcimebs naTeli zeTi da vWvret sinaTles _ marad Cauqrobs... amayi devi _ daraji mcxeTis _ aTvalierebs Tavis sauflos.

1968 w.

zaur molaSxia

104

Rame sofelSi (Suacecxli. moxucebi. zRapari)

hyvebian... ar vici, rogor dasruldeba, rogor damTavrdeba igavi... zogs bedma uyela... zogi ki brundeba... jer aRar Camdgara grigali... hyvebian mTisas da hyvebian barisas, dinjad da lamazad hyvebian. nabrZoli kacebi _ uxsovar Jamisa, aravis arafers hyvedrian. es wuTisofeli mSvenivrad uwyian, arian yovelTa gamZleni. unaxavT omebi da revolucia, xanZrebi, ngreva da xanZrebi... hyvebian, hyvebian yvelafers ukleblad, tkacunebs fiCxi da... grigali... aravin ar icis, rogor dasruldeba, rogor damTavrdeba igavi!..

1968 w.

xana siWabukisa

105

sizmari

gzajvaredinTan amayi Crdili qoriviT idga sinaTlis gverdiT; garboda qari_Tbili da frTxili, Sors Canda raRac uzomod TeTri... im siTeTreSi patara Rame ekida caze _ naxevi Rrublis; sul axlos iyo gulsavse mTvare keTili, rogorc Rimili uflis... xma Camesmoda wynari da mSvidi, viT lelianSi simRera qaris... saidan, rogor? gamoCnda xidi ganaTebuli brwyinvale mTvariT... mTidan gadmodga SiSveli dila, cargvals daenTo sxivebi mkveTri... gzajvaredinTan fermkrTali Crdili umweod egdo sinaTlis gverdiT.

1968 .

zaur molaSxia

106

xiluleTs adgas didi naTeli

uxilav droTa trialebs maqo, arsad ar wydeba wamTa Zafebi... xan, rogorc Radars, tkivilebs vaqrob, ......................... xan gamZafrebiT avetotebi sivrces, viT maRlobs... xan vemzadebi sul sxva dardisTvis, sul sxva SvebisTvis kvlav vimuxtebi... xan ki Sens warsuls ise ganvicdi, ......................... TiTqos muxlebi anda mklavebi momkveTes uceb! xan ki movdivar, viT udardeli, ......................... xan miRmeTs vusmen... xiluleTs adgas didi naTeli da erT dros gamqral qalaqTa quCebs dauvlis siTbo, viT Jruanteli.

1968 w.

balaxze mkrTali dacocavs Crdili...

balaxze mkrTali dacocavs Crdili, tyeSi brwyinavs Tu Rvivis ciskari... bavSvi, romelic mihyveba biliks, ......................... mTeli siCqariT erT dros gaivlis gzebs da tramalebs... yvelas amxnevebs xvalis saxeli, Sen is miTxari: _ dRes ras mpirdebi; verc ki moaswreb fiqris gamxelas, ......................... mec gavfrindebi, rogorc zRaparSi ucxo frinveli...

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borji mkacria, uwyvetad midis, aravis indobs, aravis usmens... mierTgulebs Tu Catydeba xidi? ......................... Tavisas ustvens borji da, midis, rioSad midis!

1968 w.

damSviddi

damSviddi... gana marTla daRamda, damSviddi... mxolod wvimas apirebs... isev avivliT axal aRmarTebs, ......................... roca aprili balaxisferad Seimoseba. damSviddi... Cveni lurji Releni iwkrialeben wminda wvimebiT... Cveni Rimili da simRerebi ......................... rogorc imedi, qveynad arasdros warixorceba! Cven erTad vivliT _ ori mdinare, martoobaSic ar davSordebiT; ca mocriate _ gamoidarebs ......................... da mzis foTlebi tyes CitebiviT Seesevian. damSviddi... gana marTla daRamda, damSviddi... mxolod wvimas apirebs... isev avivliT axal aRmarTebs, ......................... roca aprili balaxisferad Seimoseba.

1968 w.

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gadakargulan sadRac eqoni

gadakargulan sadRac eqoni, dgas myudroeba, marTlac mefuri... gaidumalda TiTqos beqobi ......................... da uneburi dadga mowyena _ mimwuxris msgavsi. gvedeba uxmod siCumis xavsi... mTvaris karavi caze qanaobs. albaT Civian mSoblebi saxlSi: _ ......................... `daaxanao Svilma da~... Senze dardobs orive... Cveni gulebi kvlav ver morigdnen, uxmod davtoveT bolos erTurTi... gavsili mTvare moCans Soridan ......................... da, viT efuTi, aris zRapruli da idumali...

1968 w.

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rogorc sizmari auxdeneli

dRe-Ramis tevrSi fiqrebi Cemi mimoifantnen, rogorc mtredebi... qaTqaTebs Tovli _ TeTri siCume ......................... da, maxsendebi, rogorc sizmari auxdeneli! gaxsovs? vusmendiT erTad nakaduls da Seni xeli _ mTrTolvare zvirTi _ meWira didxans... mere dagkarge... ......................... dRes, rogorc tvirTi, im droze fiqri damaqvs wvalebiT! is erTi Rame _ grZnobis TavTavi, wrfeli wuTebis wva da, wvimebi... dawyebuli gza rogor damTavrda, ......................... rogor mivediT gaugebrobis mrume samanTan? dRe-Ramis tevrSi fiqrebi Cemi mimoifantnen, rogorc mtredebi... qaTqaTebs Tovli _ TeTri siCume ......................... da, maxsendebi, rogorc sizmari auxdeneli!

1968 w.

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moxucis fiqri

daRamda. me cis Rimili msurda, dasabamidan sinaTle msurda. axla Tovls vumzer zewrad gafenils. ......................... gzis dasasrulTan mSvenierdeba suyvelaferi. daRamda. modi, momkide xeli, mzem miiZina, momkide xeli. risTvis tirian netav Citebi?! ......................... miwis saxeliT auwyeT, me ar daviSritebi. Tumca, viT fifqebs, wlebi mafenda moklul imedebs, sevdas naTelTa... Wkviani mzera irgvliveTs uvlis, ......................... gadasxvaferda mamuli _ Cemi ukvdavi guli. daRamda. me cis Rimili msurda, dasabamidan sinaTle msurda... axla Tovls vumzer zewrad gafenils, ......................... gzis dasasrulTan mSvenierdeba suyvelaferi.

1968 w.

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Seni dumili mohgavs molodins

Seni dumili mohgavs molodins, qaris naxevi frialebs xeze... viT axalgazrda arqeologi, sadRac damarxul imedebs eZeb. zogjer poulob da... ucdi quxils... xan giwuneben wvalebiT napovns, xan, viT najaxi _ Wadars an muxas, _ guls simZimili bzaravs da apobs... rekavs saaTi da... ar Rirs mocda... mewamuli mze taatiT Cadis... gesmis CurCuli, viT dedis locva da, sadRac tiris poetis Cangi!.. es vin daeZebs dakargul satrfos? `vai, sofelo!~ moSlilo fuZev! am siCumeSi ocnebob marto da gasvenia samyaro gulze... Seni dumili mohgavs molodins, qaris naxevi frialebs xeze... viT axalgazrda arqeologi, sadRac damarxul imedebs eZeb.

1968 w.

wvima

Tavis mxedrobiT movarda wvima, marbieliviT moedo ares... xexili, gzispir damdgari mwkrivad, totebiT wuravs gawuwul qarebs. Camuqebula gumbaTi cisa, rogorc Tvalebi Surian kacis... me ki... RvTisniers vumadli isev, uJamo Jamad gzas rom ar avcdi! gza bevria da yvela mgzavrs itevs, yvelas gveRvreba sawuTros TqeSi...

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wylebiT gaJRenTil Rrublebs, viT filtvebs, kvlav fatravs elva _ avdaris eSvi! moweulia Jami TviTgvemis... dro Secvlilia... sxva iyo winaT... da, rogorc zecis grZeli TiTebi _ sivrces hkidia SxvarTala wvima.

1968 w.

nu icdi...

nu icdi... nawvimar quCaze mimodis xalxi... Tu ici... daWimulia yvela zambara... simSvide... roca fiqroben _ xmauri ar Rirs... siSiSvle... amaoa, verafers dafarav... quCa... riali... aravin icis risTvis gamodis... adamiani... Seucnobeli materia... iala... kargia gareT saRamoTi... iare... gza Tu ar ageria...

1968 w.

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yviTeli qarva Camodis cidan

raul CilaCavas yviTeli qarva Camodis cidan, yviTeli qarva... vinc ki megobrebs xSirad icvlida, _ me igi ar var! drois sakanSi gamoketili _ ocnebebs varwev... iqneba wrfeli da xmiT keTili, rasac ki davwer... unda vibrZolo Cemi maxviliT mudam, _ martomo... Tu gaigono Cemi Zaxili _ ar mimatovo! mxolod gamige, mxolod micani naRdi marjveniT, radgan varT suliT Senaficari _ dRidan gaCenis... SuriT ar enTon Cveni Tvalebi aRarasodes! da... bedisagan namuxTalevi marad gvaxsovdes! yviTeli qarva Camodis cidan, yviTeli qarva... vinc ki megobrebs xSirad icvlida, _ me igi ar var!

1968 w.

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poeti

mzeze tirian sisxlis wveTebi da dacemulTa xeTa rtoebi... wminda fiqrebi _ Cemi RmerTebi, veRar toveben ciur sauflos. Tan imedebiT iTvlian wamebs... mqise xmauri da udabnoTa cxeli sulebi... me var derviSi, var mogzauri da dro srulebiT aRar maSinebs. cxvanti qarebi sivrcesa Sina vansa poveben da megobrebi _ gzebze marebi _ ar damtoveben marto da, vivli, vivli niadag... mere dReebi mzisfer totebiT gamomiwvdian savse fialas, davcli da, isev ganvmeordebi.

1968 w.

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guramiSvilis monologi

rogorc merexSi wuxili yanis, ise Camesmis Seni vedreba... Sen gamzarde da saCino myavi da amaSene mtris win kedlebad. xan mtkiced videq, xan vingreodi, kvlav maSenebdi Seni qvitkiriT; xan sisxls maclidnen, zogjer vmRerodi... aw gardasul Jams mwared mivstiri! gadagviWire Solti Sens xarebs, axlos gvaCvene miuwvdomarec... axla im dReebs SoriT Sevxari, roca gixilav SenTvis mdgomares... ufro iSromebs Seni futkari, Seni bWeebic daikocneba, roca iqnebi Tavisufali, rogorc fiqri da rogorc ocneba... kvlav uZilari Sevxvdebi sisxams, radgan sawuTro meqca dilegad... Seni gulidan nawuri sisxli sxvis sxeulisken miedineba!.. gadagviWire Solti Sens xarebs, axlos gvaCvene miuwvdomarec... axla im dReebs SoriT Sevxari, roca gixilav SenTvis mdgomares!

1968 w.

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amaoeba

tyviisferi ca simZimils mohgavs, feTqavs zmaneba; mesmis CurCuli gardasul droTa da, menaneba... gamaxsendeba JamiTi Jamad, viT winapari, erT dros saamod naTqvami: _ nana, tkbili zRapari... dro gvixsnida da dro gvimalavda sibrZnis poemas... ganucdiaT da uTqvamT mravalTa _ amaoeba! sivrcis totebze wlebi asxmula lamaz rtoebad... ar aqvs sawyisi da dasasruli amaoebas! tyviisferi ca simZimils mohgavs, feTqavs zmaneba. mesmis CurCuli gardasul droTa da, menaneba!

1968 w.

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ar mifiqria amnair dRisTvis

ar mifiqria amnair dRisTvis, ar mifiqria, ase rom mevlo... Sen isev Sors xar, me ki aq vicdi, gulsCaxveulo dardo da cremlo! es bolo droa, moxSirda wvima, sarkmlidan vxedav danislul Wadrebs; erTgvarad vxvdebi mimwuxrs da dilas... me sxvanairad vfiqrobdi adre! saidan modis es uTanxmoba! (ukve igrZnoba wvimis neleba...) giTmob TandaTan... Tumca daTmoba me sikvdiliviT kvlav meZneleba!

1968 w.

cargvalze mimodis...

cargvalze mimodis

ukvdavi eliosi, _ Suqi uSurvelad uRvria... patara mamulSi patara geniosi dadis da saubrobs gulRiad.

1969 w.

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irweva mTvare da...

irweva mTvare da kvlav moCans Soridan TeTri Rrubeli _ zozina fara... xvalis dRe uamrav safiqrals moitans, sicocxlec ramden satkivars faravs! Srialebs siCume, viT sivrcis zewari, nisliviT bolavs nasunTqi Ramis; tbis piras Zilfxizlobs oboli lerwami, hkidia cremli _ cimcima nami... qanaobs mTvare da kvlav moCans Soridan TeTri Rrubeli _ zozina fara... xvalis dRe uamrav sazrunavs moitans, sicocxlec ramden satkivars faravs!

1969 w.

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iseTi mzea...

ganTiadis mzem xeebs Suqi Semoafrqvia, CviliviT iZra myife totSi pawia kvirti... im wminda rwmenis _ siyvarulis sxivi aqvea, romlisken yvela Tanabrad viltviT! tyeebis sunTqva Tan mohyveba Citebis JivJivs, axalnaRviZars sio svel frTas SariviT mogdebs... da... SeumCnevlad sadRac cocxlobs is erTi SiSi, _ gaCenis dRidan yvelas rom mogvdevs! iseTi mzea! _ Cveni yofna TiTqos lagdeba, Tumca yvelafers es cxovreba ucqeris mkacrad... axaluxlebi warmavlobas arad agdeben, _ ayolilebi Wabukur gancdas!

1969 w.

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vzivar beqobze...

vzivar beqobze Tu urCxulis zurgze visveneb? TiTqos iZvris da, makrTobs beqobi... nawvimari wyliT xeobebi ubes ivseben da iSlebian cicaboze mTaTa eqoni!.. Tavze mamxia sivrce, rogorc TiTberis qvabi, var momwyvdeuli... es TuxTuxi rodis gaTavdes? da, Caxveulad mabzrialebs sawuTros Zabri... netav, ramdeni darCa kidev... ganTiadamde?

1969 w.

zogs ar egona...

zogs ar egona Tu amden xans marTla gaZlebdi, magram kvlav dganan bWeurRvevi Seni taZrebi da... ise giCans xmianoba JamTa wvimebis, TiTqos gesmodes Soreuli xma winwilebis.

1969 w.

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minda gauwyoT Cemi wuxili

(ciklidan: _ `sizmrebis samyaroSi~)

minda gauwyoT Cemi wuxili: _ enaze madevs dro-Jamis qusli... monusxuliviT vucdi uxilavs da... zamTris buqi trialebs gulSi! aCrdil-landebi darbian Tvalwin, ager, ucnobi Sendobas iTxovs... xan, rogorc RviniT avsili yanwi, viRacis nebiT viclebi TiTqos... xan kalmis nacvlad mawvdian ekals, ugulo kacis qirqilebs landi... mere... Camesmis zarebis rekva, da... sisxlis tbori ubeSi Camdis! ukeTurebas akvans urweven da... nangrevebi cad mifrinaven... Sen ki meZaxi: _ nu xar umweo, Tu ar iRone... mwared inaneb!.. minda gauwyoT Cemi wuxili: _ enaze madevs veeba qusli... monusxuliviT vucdi uxilavs da... zamTris buqi trialebs gulSi!

1969 w.

miwisZvra iwyeba amaRam!

adeqiT! adeqiT! swrafad da amayad, geZaxiT mTelic da natexic... ifxizleT! miwisZvra iwyeba amaRam, adeqiT! adeqiT! adeqiT! bediTad mdumarebs zRvis fskeri, mTis ube, gansacdels uCumrad amxelen... dReebs gardasulebs Tu gadaTibulebs gaxedeT, tkiviliT gaxedeT!

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ifxizleT! prialebs pirbasri saxnisi, yvelafers gulcivad gadaxnavs... adeqiT swrafad da iloceT saxlis win, miwisZvra iwyeba amaRam!

1969 w.

Rame. koSmari. deda.

_ isev marto var, deda, SiSis dafarvas vcdilob... _ Seni guli rad krTeba, ra gemarTeba, Svilo! _ ra vqna, ar vici, deda, sicocxlesaviT Tbilo... _ Sens Tavze es ra xdeba, ra ar gasvenebs, Svilo! _ yovelRam vxedav koSmars (rad ar maZineb, Zilo!)... _ Svilo, gauZel dro-Jams, mamiT obolo Svilo! _ ra memarTeba netav, raRam damria xeli?.. _ vai, mogikvdes deda, Svilo, yofna gaqvs Zneli! _ yvelafers vitan TmeniT, xan veZalebi Rvinos... _ gaxsovdes saqme Seni da ar damRupo, Svilo! _ yovelRam vxedav koSmars (rad ar maZineb, Zilo!)... _ Svilo, gauZel dro-Jams, Sen Semogevle, Svilo!

1969 w.

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raRac Seicvleba...

raRac Seicvleba, raRac gaTavdeba, droc miiwureba

da, mec gagiqrebi... ucnauris molodinSi nel-nela Ramdeba da gzispir

maRali xeebi fiqroben... Seni adrindeli miWiravs werili, viTarca sevda yviTeli furclis... rodi vijereb malemrwmeniviT yvelafers... mxolod vismen da... vucdi! yvelas gvenatreba naTeli simarTlis, ager, moyvasi iRbalze Civis... da, rogorc surneli daRvrili inanTis, sivrceSi vrceldeba saRamos Crdili... vici, usaTuod raRac gaTavdeba, raRac Seicvleba

da mec gagiqrebi... ucnauris molodinSi nel-nela Ramdeba da kacebiviT xeebi fiqroben...

1969 w.

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ar damTavrdeba Cemi zRapari

ar damTavrdeba Cemi zRapari ganTiadamde... gqondes imedi... oRond iCqare... wuTebs gaparuls nu dardob, Torem daiCrdilebi... Senc moaswari, midi, rac ari! es Rameuli dardi gaTavdes! nu geSinia, Cemi zRapari ar damTavrdeba ganTiadamde!

1969 w.

tvirTiviT migaqvs codvebi Zveli

tvirTiviT migaqvs codvebi Zveli da welmoxrili mihyvebi Saras... TrTis da cimcimebs balaxi sveli _ micvalebulTa natirals faravs. Camoekida cargvalze Zera _ Ramis nafleTma frTebi gaSala... tvirTiviT migaqvs codvebi Zveli da welmoxrili adgixar Saras!

1969 w.

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acelavs dila Rameul Crdilebs

acelavs dila Rameul Crdilebs, _ dRe-Rame erTurTs wamiT Sexvdeba... imedneulad SekrTeba vinme, mzes loginidan SvebiT Sexedavs. daaviwydeba zuzuni tyviis... ca iSrialebs mzisfer alvebad... kaci _ mikruli logins da tkivils _ mzis dabadebas miesalmeba. daisxams Rvinos, uTqmelad dalevs da Seudgeba mklavebSi Zala... mze Camokidebs nanatr sinaTles yvelas sarkmelze, viTarca alams!

1969 w.

moxucis landi...

bavSvi umzerda Wkviani TvaliT keras _ uecrad gafoTlil askils. Rvioda cecxli, brwyinavda ali da bnelSi qoxi mohgavda varskvlavs. gulmiwurvilad mRerodnen `Celas,~ gamoRebuli icdida kari. RameTa tevrSi, viT TuTarCela, imedad enTo ciagi xvalis... man usasrulo azriT da fiqriT wvalebiT ganvlo mravali weli... bolos gamoCnda sivrceSi xidi _ utyuari da sanaxad vrceli. wamoizarda mwuxare qoxi, sivrces moedo, rogorc Tqmuleba... da soflis gzaze bermuxis joxiT moxucis landi mifaTurebda.

1969 w.

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im erTi dRisTvis...

zogjer viqnebi mowyenili, xan _ kmayofili, ar SemSurdeba simaRle da sikeTe sxvisi. cxovrebis sagzlad sul pawia purs vimyofineb, oRond gamxade im erTi dRis momswre da Rirsi... me _ cvarnawveTar balaxiviT gavicimcimeb, axal striqonebs sxivebiviT mogitan ubiT. da rogorc xari, qeds Sevudgam yvela simZimes, da Sens tarigad mzad meqneba guli da Subli. mzad var, Segwiro yvelaferi daufiqreblad da ar Sevekra qvegamxedvars, flids da undobars... im erTi dRisTvis, im rwmenisTvis, roca iqneba didi simReris dabadeba da... mzebudoba!

1969 w.

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mainc maxarebs mosvla matareblis

momeciT mTis haeri da mTis wyali, viT sixalise sanatreli... ar velodebi TumcaRa arvis, _ mainc maxarebs mosvla matareblis... modiT, WiqaSi CamisxiT mze _ dauyvedreblad raic mergeba... axla sinanuliT gavcqeri gzebs, dro siCumisken mimerekeba! nu gamayolebT jeruTqmel wuxils... am sawuTroSi, vici, rac mekuTvnis, _ is mainc Cemia: _ aCrdili ruxis sadac aris da rasac eyudvnis! momeciT mTis haeri da mTis wyali, viT aRmafrena sanatreli... ar velodebi TumcaRa arvis, _ mainc maxarebs mosvla matareblis...

1969 w.

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WismTxrelis monologi

Cemi cxovrebis naxevari me miwaSi var, raTa damaSvrals vuwilado kamkama wyali; wuTisofelSi mravalgvari gzebi waSlila, magram ukvalod ar gamqrala WismTxrelis kvali, _ iReben, svamen... mze ewurvis marjvenas Cemsas, TiTqos, mwyurvalTa marwyulebels, mezrdeba mxrebi... Tuki xandaxan aRmomxdeba daqanculs kvnesa, ra vqna, mZimea cxovrebaSi WismTxrelis xvedri! viT gafrTxileba, me siRrmeSi momyveba SiSic, ukandaxevas ar manebebs jiuti jiSi... isev da isev daJinebiT Cavdivar qveviT, mesaubreba mdumareba miwis da qvebis... vici, amaod ar virjebi da aRar vwvalob, siRrmeebidan me amomyavs sicocxlis wyaro... viT saamayo gamarjvebis naTeba mkveTri, ager, miwidan kvlav moJonavs civciva wveTi!

1969 w.

me mecodeba is xe, romelic...

me mecodeba is xe, romelic dgas sadRac tyeSi, gazafxulis mSvenier darSi da, rogorc mama _ fergadasul cariel saxl-kars, ise Sehyurebs ufoTlo totebs.

1969 w.

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Relaven dReebi...

Relaven dReebi _ drois talRebi, dganan xeebi qorfa foTlebiT... Sen hgavxar siCumes _ kiviliT darRveuls, me ki _ Wrilobas wvalebiT moTmenils.

1969 w.

rom giTxra axla...

rom giTxra axla _ saiTken waval, unda vicode _ sidan movedi... Sors, kameCebi _ borcvebi wvanan, _ raRac zanturi simyudroveTi... icoxnebian velebi haers, (ram gagayuCaT ase, qarebo?) dumili mohgavs xmauris `haes~ da iZireba bindSi garemo!

1969 w.

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modi, daujere megobars ufross

yuri daugde megobars ufross, davlioT is Rvino, romelic genebos; yvelaferze gulaxdilad visaubroT, unaRvlod SevxvdeT dRis gaTenebas. sevda kvamliviT caSi adis, xan naRverdalze mgonia vwevar... xan uceb mecvleba, megobaro, xasiaTi, xasiaTiviT meryeobs rwmenac! dardi tyvesaviT gavaparoT, siame movgvaroT iWvneuls, gadaRlils... zogjer iseT rameze vlaparakobT, rac salaparakod TiTqosda ara Rirs! modi, daujere megobars ufross, guli amindiviT mivuSvaT nebaze·... modi, yvelaferze gulaxdilad visaubroT da... mere vifiqroT gaTenebaze!

1969 w.

uxilav xazebs...

uxilav xazebs TiTebiT vavleb, (Rvars moaqvs uxvad qviSa da Slami...) o, ra Znelia mxiaruls hgavde, _ ros saamiso ar gidgas Jami!

1969 w.

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nefele

ramdeni veajeT, ramdeni vefereT, mainc ar ismina mrisxane nefelem. RrubelTa CarsaviT Semosa areni, wvimebi... wvimebi... Slegi mdinareni... _ nefelev, genukviT, mudaras vundebiT; gveyofa, gveyofa, gveyofa _ Rrublebi! ar gvindobs avdari, viT dro gamwirveli... uwyveti wvimebi... wvimebi... wvimebi... ramdeni veajeT, ramdeni vefereT, mainc ar gvismina mrisxane nefelem.

1969 w.

bazaleTis tragedia `da Seibnen bazaleTs, ficxlad, asre rome ara darCa kaci, rom ar daiWra da mravalni Tavadni daixocnen~.

`qarTlis cxovreba~

I var ganZarculi imedebisgan da vixedebi cisken amaod... sisxli alaznad miitboreba da Cems sxeulSi yrud xmianebs zvirTebi cxeli, bnelSi umxedrod Wixvinebs cxeni da patrons uxmobs veluri grZnobiT... me ver vcnobilob sakuTar Svilebs, xocaven erTurTs da vikvebebi Svilebis xorciT.

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II TviTon ufalma dauteva feSqaSad yornebs Cemi guli da Cemi sxeuli Tu Cems moymeebs daeria sigiJis RvarTi? sakuTar xmlebze wamogebulni _ wvanan velebze _ samzeosken zurgmiqceulni... da, Semogarens janRiviT awevs maTi uiRblo sulis wuxili da tragedia! III axla ar vici romels veajo, anda romeli avacilo mkacr ganCinebas momaval droTa, rameTu yvela Svilia Cemi, Tumca mtrebiviT xocaven erTurTs; Cemi saxeli droSasaviT uWiravT maRla da gulSi arc erTs ar hqonia Ralati mSoblis! ibrZvian CemTvis, ZmaTa Soris trialebs xmali... da TviT ar vici, ufalo Cemo, vinaa axla gondaxSuli an Tvalxiluli. IV `aqa megulebis dadumebad, romel salmobiersa miuTxrob tkiviliTa gulisaiTa~.

`qarTlis cxovreba~

mimoixedon, yovel mtkavelze dadis uCumrad satanis landi da eJvnebiviT aJRrialebs sikvdilis celebs. mimoixedon, TandaTanobiT miTxrian miwas, rom gamgudon da Camasvenon, cocxlad dammarxon,

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raTa amqveynad ar hgiebdes saxeli Cemi. mimoixedon da Tu aqvT goni, myisve igrZnoben moaxloebul aRsasruls Cemsas... viT dRis naTeli SeRamebulze, me viwurebi, viclebi da meleva Rone. Cemi Svilebi ar indoben erTmaneTs wuTiT, pirmoTneobiT imarjvebs mteri da malavs niRabs Wkvianurad, windaxedulad... V kaci _ gvemuli moZmis RalatiT, gamodis RamiT tanjuli saxiT, zenaars uTxrobs Tvis aRsarebas: _ `mamulisaTvis davTme yoveli, Svili, ojaxi da sicocxle tkbilsasurveli da nuTu esec Secodebad daiwereba, ufalo Cemo!..~ VI da ase _ orfad mikvdeba guli, da codva-madliT vdgavar gzaze mxrebSi moxrili _ me _ daqceuli Svilebis xmlebiT... axla ar vici vin gavamarTlo an vis varguno jojoxeTi _ sulis salmoba, rameTu yvela Svilia Cemi da arc erTs gulSi ar hqonia Ralati mSoblis!

1969 w.

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rogor miiltvis Jami...

rogor miiltvis Jami, ra uswrafesi freniT... trfialis tkbili Sxami da, ocnebani Seni _ saiT wavidnen, saiT, rad iyurebi wyeniT... Cavlila ocdasami (mousvenari) weli. gaxsovs saxeli bevri, Sen visac scemdi Tayvans; zogi, viTarca mtveri, JamTa burusebs gahyva; zogi daTesils imkis, zogs dro awvalebs mkveTri da... araferi gikvirs, Tundac ixilo RmerTi... wvimebi... qviSa... Slami... da, uTvalavi feri... rogor miiltvis Jami, ra uswrafesi freniT!

1969 w.

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ciklidan: _ `galobani siyvarulisa~

bediswera

(r-s-s)

Cems oTaxSi yoraniviT Semofrinda mwuxri, sadRac qari tkiviliviT SeeWreba merqans... sibnelea garSemo da ver giviwyeb wuTiT, minda viyo arsakiZe, Sen Sorena gerqvas. meqneboda STagoneba Ziebis Tu Seqmnis, miumcdarad gavtyorcnidi siyvarulis horols... aRimarTos qveyanaze sityva, rogorc Zegli, mere Tundac marjvenasTan Tavic momaSoron! Cems saflavTan itirebda daqanculi Sveli, dRes rameTu adamians gaumkacrda suli... Tuki sxeuls gamiTbobda me cremlebi Seni _ dasawyisi iqneboda CemTvis dasasruli. Cems oTaxSi yoraniviT Semofrinda mwuxri... (dRes iyavi momnusxveli, viT Sorenas mzera...) sibnelea garSemo da ver giviwyeb wuTiT, vgrZnob winaswar _ ras miqadis Cemi bediswera!

1969 w.

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ra ginda meti! (r-s-s)

dadixar, cqrialeb, kiskiseb, mReri, Senia, Senia naTeli feri! me Rame virgune, davdivar kenti... ra ginda! ra ginda! ra ginda meti! miWiravs sanaTi _ kiafa Suqi da gulSi gugunebs trfialis buki! yovel wams, yovel wuTs gvaSorebs bedi... ra ginda! ra ginda! ra ginda meti! TiTqosda rokaven maRali mTebi, zeimob Sen da... me ganze vdgebi. me _ Seni morCili, Sen _ Cemi RmerTi; ra ginda! ra ginda! ra ginda meti!

1969 w.

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idumalebis Secnobas vlamob... (r-s-s)

maxuravs zecis mTrTolvare kalTa da yvinCiloben saRamoebi... kvlav viwurebi moTmenis karTan da Sublze mazis damRa droebis... kvlav ileweba sawuTros kalo, wuTebi mZimed moilaleba... idumalebis Secnobas vlamob _ SenSi uCumrad rom imaleba.

1969 w.

wavidnen dReebi... (r-s-s)

wavidnen dReebi, Sors gadaikargnen, datoves xsovnaTa Zvirfasi ganZebi... im naTels, mgonia, verasdros mivagneb, zedized tydebian ciuri anZebi... Turme dasabami yofila zRapridan, zRaparSi mTavrdeba Suqic da burebic... dro uzrunvelobis gaqra Tu gafrinda da zrunvamravali gzad miveSurebi. miTxari: _ viT SevZlo, isev rom miyvarde, ros rwmenis gadatydnen maRali anZebi... wavidnen dReebi, Sors gadikargnen, datoves xsovnaTa Zvirfasi ganZebi!

1969 w.

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wamo, sanam guli gverCis... (r-s-s)

`gana gicdis siyvaruli, adgeba da wava!~

g. leoniZe mimoafrens qari wvimebs da scems gzaze mavals; marCxa wyali vis aSinebs? an zRvaze vin gava? awkrialebs qari wvimebs, dahqris gandagana. sawierze Cans aprili, _ TiTqos mosizmrebiT... siyvarulis WaSnagiri vin Tqva gonfxizeli? gazafxuli gvicdis tyeSi, viT marqafa cxeni. wamo, sanam guli gverCis _ TonesaviT cxeli. wamo, Torem Semodgoma mofrindeba Cqara, mogvwyindeba gzaze dgoma, iSrialebs Cala... mze, mTis wverebs mifaruli, gamalebiT Cava, `gana gicdis siyvaruli, adgeba da wava!~ survilebis Semokvdomas dro ukvalod Cqmalavs... wamo, Torem Semodgoma mofrindeba Cqara!

1970 w.

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maxsendeba sanaxebi... (r-s-s)

maxsendeba sanaxebi: _ gzebi, mTebi da, tyibuli... Cemi fiqris balaxebi misi mzeriT gaTibuli! isev hyvavis mzis yvavili, mova Jami gasaxari... Cemi wminda siyvaruli gulSi cocxlobs, viT zRapari.

1970 w.

trioleti (r-s-s)

moiTmine. gadaivlis Rameuli wvima, mere erTad gaviaroT, Cvenc davtovoT kvali, Cvenc avanToT siyvaruli siyvarulis wilad... moiTmine, gadaivlis Rameuli wvima, kvlav vixilavT sawierze manaToblis brwyinvas; cisieriT ganaTdeba naRvliani Tvali... moiTmine, gadaivlis Rameuli wvima, mere erTad gaviaroT, Cvenc davtovoT kvali.

1970 w.

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rac waxvedi...

(r-s-s)

rac waxvedi, ar brundebi, ra viRono, fiqrebs veltvi aSarians... minda isev, minda isev gavigono, _ rogor galobs mafSalia. gzaze viRac gamiRimebs nacnobiviT, albaT ukvirs Cemi mzera... maqvs Conguri sevdis xmaze awyobili, Sen ar gesmis es simRera. Sen ar gesmis... gulSi kvdeba es hangebi, _ martosuli vRelav odes... zmanebaSic garbixar da... mekargebi! (verc gipovni verasodes!) xoxobiviT mze eSveba dasavalze, ca rqiT miaqvs mqrolav irems... carieli damaqvs Tofi da savazne xelmocarul monadires... cis mindorze mixakebi gaCenila, dro-Jams veltvi aSarians... ra uCumrad sxvis baRCisken gafrenila Cemi gulis mafSalia!

1970 w.

sxvam daasrulos...

arc sawyali var, arc martoxeli da arc vkankaleb axla wveTiviT... SenTvis sxva aris biWi kolxeli da me... siCume... mravalwertili... dro damemtera daundobeli, bJutavs survili _ nakluli mTvare... sxvam daasrulos is gza, romelic me daviwye da, ver davamTavre!

1970 w.

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gaugebroba

gaugebrobis gvTiSavs kedlebi da, mainc vfiqrob: _ gavigebT rosme?

gareT sxivebi, rogorc peplebi, dafancqaleben totidan totze!

1970 w.

axla JamiviT...

axla JamiviT usamano simRera minda... cam gadmofina alionis Sriala Tmebi; amodis mze da silamaze zeimobs mindvrad, amodis mze da sagaloblebs galoben mTebi.

1970 w.

is midioda...

is midioda xeljoxiani, erT dros mavali laRad, ukadrad... da, Tqves mgzavrebma xmanaRvlianad: _ ai, is qali poets uyvarda!

1970 w.

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Seyvarebuli RmerTis tolia `masSi, visac uyvars, metia RvTaebrivi, vidre masSi, vinc uyvarT.~

platoni

(Zv.w.V-IV) SoriT Camesmis mzis simfonia, mwife fiqrebiT var daxunZluli... Seyvarebuli RmerTis tolia, magram... grZnobasTan aris uZluri. dae, tkivilma guli daseros; uRvTod faraven samzers Crdilebi... albaT, RvTiuri CemSic arsebobs, radgan siyvaruls vemorCilebi. cad moqaravne Canan Rrublebi da molodinSi nela Ramdeba... roca dro mova da movdundebi, maSin tkivilic damiamdeba! jer ki... veravin gamaqilikebs, _ Zvel mijnurebTan var wilnayari... did gzisken midis wminda biliki da qveynad ivlis, rogorc zRapari. ukve ar mesmis mzis simfonia, Ramem dafara Cemi kunZuli... Seyvarebuli RmerTis tolia, magram... grZnobasTan aris uZluri.

1970 w.

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mzis eklesia

didxans rekavda, didxans fxizlobda, gzad sasoeba dauTesia da savse iyo ciT da sizmrebiT Cemi patara mzis eklesia. wvima mReroda Tu Tqarunebda, _ mudam ismoda Cumi galoba da RuRunebda TviTon bunebac Sens simarTles da waruvalobas. da damyurebdi mudam zemodan, damqonda rwmena, rogorc uReli. Senze vfiqrobdi, Seni mjeroda, Sen giCoqebdi qedmouxreli. bolos damtove, gaqri srulebiT da saZvaleni Cumad kvnesian... davrCiT martoni, uerTgulesni me da mdumare mzis eklesia.

1970 w.

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ram momagona...

ram momagona viwro SukebSi RrubeliviT mozozine soflis naxiri, romelic Cemi fiqrebis tevrSi Semodis, bRavis, miyurebs, bRavis da eZebs, eZebs Sriala balaxs... ram momagona gamuruli Txmelis nalia, moxuci kaci _ dRe da Ramis verSemcnobeli, romelsac wlebi vazebiviT Semoxveoda; im kacis, marTali kacis mosagonari davlioT, Zmao!.. gaqarul gulSi icremleba xsovnis sanTeli da alersiviT Tbilia isev Cemi mamulis naTeli zeca.

1970 w.

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miaqvT yoveli...

`viTar cna mefeman (rusudan) mosvla sultnisa... warvida quTaTiss... ... moaoxres tfilisi, iwyes rbevad... xocvad da klvad... qarTls da TrialeTs, javaxeTs... samcxes da taos...~

`qarTlis cxovreba~ rusudan! sisxliT damewyrila mTeli xmeleTi, ras iwyevleba, imuqreba dro moJamuli. midixar, SoriT imediviT Cans imereTi, rame iRone! _ gaTelili gixmobs mamuli... miaqvT yoveli... cac waiRon iqneb, mdidari _ Tavis RvTiuri mSvenebiT da sisadaveTi... mteri zvaobrobs _ veragi da mouridali da... samareSi ver isvenebs didi daviTi.

1970 w.

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daRameba

aiweleba kvamli buxridan, mze miatovebs qveynis kidegans da nabolara sxivi mwuxrisa mewamul caze daekideba. dRe miiZinebs maSvral kaciviT, miCumdebian tyeSi qarebi... wuTiT Sewydeba gza damqancveli da ayvavdeba gza mdumarebis.

1970 w.

Jami Cqarobda _ miwyiv mbrunavi mzem glexs keTili Zili usurva da miefara TvalTa sawiers. wamoezarda toti usurvazs da varskvlavebma maRla aswies... mere movarda qari xmieri da gamoreka tyidan yvela xe... arsad ar Canda Zexorcieli da uCinari sxlavda venaxebs, Jami Cqarobda _ miwyiv mbrunavi, rom mnaTi caze amoeyvana... idga glexi da Wvretda mdumared Secvlil sofels Tu Secvlil qveyanas.

1970 w.

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kvdeba poeti... `eqimi minda, viT meabjre da amxanagi, rom sikvdils xelTgan gamostacos poetis Cangi~.

galaktioni

kvdeba poeti, poeti kvdeba! gugunebs dro da aravis esmis, rom am miwaze poeti kvdeba, kvdeba simRera da kvdeba leqsi. ra SeuZliaT eqimis xelebs an ra iRonon satrfos Tvalebma? poeti kvdeba da mzes da velebs akldeba misi idumaleba. moirwevian mkacri Crdilebi, kvdeba poeti, rogorc mlocveli. sivrce savsea qartexilebiT, borjis xmauriT da mimoqceviT... kvdeba poeti, poeti kvdeba! gvafrTxilebs dro da aravis esmis. poeti iTmens da Cumad kvdeba, kvdeba simRera da kvdeba leqsi. ra SeuZliaT eqimis xelebs an ra iRonon satrfos Tvalebma? poeti kvdeba da mzes da velebs akldeba misi idumaleba.

1970 w.

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leqsi _ bumerangi

farfatebs fiqri, rogorc fanteli, viRvwi da, Senze gancdebs vundebi... an gamarjvebiT gaifantebi, an patrons mwared daubrundebi. iqnebi Cumi anda xmovani, an iSrialeb, rogorc lerwmebi; magram me mjera, viT maTxovari, Svelas aravis Seexvewebi. gamoSuqeba ferad-feradi, winsvlis dasturad wva da xmauri... Cemi rwmenaa leqsi _ bumerangi, Cemi tkivili da sixaruli.

1970 w.

patara goliaTo...

dRes yvela Rimili Rimili hgoniaTo, roca zog-zogebSi naRveli kivis da... Cemo meocnebev, patara goliaTo, netavi SesZlebde morCenas tkivilTa!

1970 w.

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erTxel mesizmra...

erTxel mesizmra: _ TiTqos maRlidan damyurebdi da sanTurs miqrobdi... iqneba marTlac fiqrad ar Rirda, _ razec vwuxdi da razec vfiqrobdi... Turme Zaxili iyo CurCuli, mze anaTebda, mainc cioda da eWvis landi, rogorc urCxuli, Semomyurebda da damcinoda... iyo wuxili gancdiT daRlilTa... dRemde megona aRma mivqrodi... iqneba marTlac fiqrad ar Rirda, _ razec vwuxdi da razec vfiqrobdi.

1970 w.

zecas seraven...

zecas seraven TeTri raSebi da tyes zRvasaviT amRelvarebs qari xmovani... uceb ganixvnen cis sarajebi da moquxs wyali _ dawmendili da oqrovani.

1970 w.

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gzad Semxvdeba soflis qari

gzad Semxvdeba soflis qari, moSriale, uCinari, Tbilad momxvevs xelebs;

gamaxsenebs saqanelas an tolebTan TamaSs velad da gzas gaagrZelebs...

aq vixile tyis frinveli, mzis amosvla sakvirveli, xma pirveli mercxlis, _

siyvaruli uneburi, guli aRuRunebuli, rogorc Suacecxli;

gadaSlili ca keTili, urioSo, mowmendili, urisxveli saxiT;

Segrovili urmeuli, damaSvrali guTneuli, mxiaruli saxli...

me vinc miyvars, _ misi mjera, wrfeli guli da marjvena, gawafuli mzeSi.

minda viyo im mzisxela, gasagebi, viT simRera, viT xalxuri leqsi...

gzad Semxvdeba soflis qari, cxvantala da uCinari, Tbilad momxvevs xelebs;

gamaxsenebs saqanelas an tolebTan TamaSs velad da gzas gaagrZelebs.

1970 w.

gamTeniisas...

gamTeniisas me davtove sizmrebis saxli, gza-gza vagrove sixarulis TeTri marcvlebi, aviyolie fantela nisli, win gavifrine RuRuna qari da vaxmiane Simalebis myife totebi. ... gamTeniisas me davtove sizmrebis saxli.

1970 w.

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Ramura

maxsovs: xmiani nabijebiT gzas vaRviZebdi, raRac afrinda, uneburad SiSi vigrZeni; ros movixile mkveTri mzeriT sivrce, gzawvrili... vnaxe: _ RameSi mifrinavda Ramis nawili.

1970 w.

gadaiwvima...

gadaiwvima da miyuCda qari xmieri, sanapiroze mze dahyurebs kriala qviSas... wvimebis Semdeg ise naTobs Tvalsawieri, TiTqos samyaro xelaxla iSva!

1970 w.

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ra siWrelea, qalaqo Cemo! saidan gaCnda amdeni feri, ra siWrelea, qalaqo Cemo! es gazafxuli dadis da mReris, wminda laJvardi dacuravs zemoT... ra siWrelea, qalaqo Cemo! xelSi miWiravs avsili Tasi, SarSandel Rvinos vusinjav gemos. da sanaxebi _ sizmrebis msgavsi _ nairferebiT brwyinavs da zeobs... ra siWrelea, qalaqo Cemo! zecaze ar Cans nafleTi Rrublis da miwis mkerdze Srialebs mdelo... miyudebula nabrZoli Subi... uricxvi feri Ruis da ferobs... ra siWrelea, qalaqo Cemo!

1970 w.

Camotyda toti

Camotyda toti, daesvena miwaze nela, axeda sevdiT simaRlidan macqeral totebs. aRmoxda mdurviT: _ Cems tkivilebs gaigebT yvela, CemTan, miwaze, uneburad CamoxvalT odes!

1971 w.

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sixaruls, wuxils Tu galaRebas...

sixaruls, wuxils Tu galaRebas _ yvelas gvirigebs dro da buneba. da modis Rame _ sivrcis naRveli, ca ikumSeba da ibureba. SevexiznebiT saxlebs umalve, Tan mogvdevs SiSi argaTenebis da Cven sawolze vwvebiT mdumared, gvaqvs dawyobili mkerdze xelebi. auxdenelze uxmod vocnebobT, gulis wuxili kvdeba gulSive... mzis amosvlisas isev vcocxldebiT da... vubrundebiT zRapars guSindels.

1971 w.

Seni sityva qarTuli

Seni sityva qarTuli, darze usadaresi, saxieri azriTa; akvnis Cumi galoba, dedis Tbili alersi axal mwvervals azidavs. gqondes savse sofeli, gansja miucdomeli, gyavdes Svilni gamrjeni, _ zenaaris kurTxeviT: _ Weri naCuqurTmevi didostatis marjveniT. qeba qarTul enisa, didebai erisa _ Suqad anTebs wkvarameTs. Srialebdes mindori... rwmenad genTos didgori, ar ginatreb sxva rames.

1971 w.

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Jami sasoebisa

gadaikara. dRea salbuni, Ramisfer xnulze ikeceba spetaki sxivi; ca _ ganabuli, miwaSi Tesli frTxialebs, Rivis da Tvlems imedi _ saxvaliod gadamaluli. var Sefaruli dReebis tyeSi, mze mazis mxarze gawafuli _ JRali mimino, rogorc nugeSi, aqeT iswrafe, moZmis Rimilo, rom ar gaveba martoobis ablabudebSi. fxizlobs avaza da msxverpls moelis, lelianebSi Tu buCqnarSi yuCobs melia _ miucdomeli! svavebi velebs kvlav gascqerian... dasabamidan ase midis wuTisofeli... me ki maxarebs es dRe _ salbuni da wylis sarkeze asxletili saluqi sxivi, ca _ ganabuli, miwaSi Tesli, romelic Rivis da sasoeba _ xvalis skivrSi gadamaluli.

1971 w.

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Tvalsawierze modga Rrubeli...

Tvalsawierze modga Rrubeli, Camoivaka, Cemken manZils nela amoklebs... ar davbrundebi! gulisgulidan iaiebs SenTvis amovkref, raTa simReras axali mzis xibli amohyves... CaSlila namja Tu nawverali, oqroreuli irgvliveTi Cans da, mdumarebs... elavs mwvervali _ guSin qarebma awyvetiT rom gadauares, _ kvlav dgas uryevad da, gauZlebs albaT uaress! garemoebiT gaognebuli _ dRes, bewvis xidze, aCrdiliviT frTxilad mivcocav... is ar megulvis, gzad ver Semxvdeba da moTmenas ver damilocavs, _ mimkvdarebuli rwmenis suli vinc gamicocxla! Tvalsawierze modga Rrubeli, Camoivaka, Cemken manZils nela amoklebs... ar davbrundebi! gulisgulidan iaiebs SenTvis amovkref, raTa simReras axali mzis xibli amohyves!

1971 w.

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gaCenis dRidan...

gaCenis dRidan me mixaroda mzisken swrafva da miveltvodi maRal aRsavals... xmebi wyaroTa me miyvebodnen Sens warsuls Tu Tavgadasavals, xan vicinodi, xan cremlebi mowanwkarobda... gaCenis dRidan Sen dageZebdi yvelgan, yovelTvis Sen geZaxdi _ Seni mnatvreli... sxvagan ver vZlebdi, radganac me var uZvelesi kolxi _ qarTveli, radganac myavda saamayo verZi... verZebi... Tumca qariSxliT, mexiT, koxiTa, _ bevrjer viyavi gabzaruli, rogorc RalatiT... idga kolxida! movdiodi da movibrZodi, mters movxmalavdi da, RvTis wyalobiT, uJamoba rogor momxrida! me, SenTan myofic, Sen dageZebdi, cxadSic da ZilSic Sen geZaxdi _ Seni mnatvreli... sxvagan ver vZlebdi! rameTu me var uZvelesi kolxi _ qarTveli, rameTu myavda saamayo verZi... verZebi...

1971 w.

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mze _ dedaRmerTi

`bJa dida re Cqimi~ xalxuri

dedaRmerTi dabrZandeba caze, dedaRmerTi _ maradi da wminda; am cisqveSeTs nairferiT avsebs, maSvrals xelebs SeaSvelebs gzaze, _ mdinareze sxivs gaudebs xidad. ... dedaRmerTi dabrZandeba caze, dedaRmerTi _ maradi da wminda. ... _ nu gagvwirav, dedaRmerTo _ mzeo, SeniT aris miwis sinazeo, Sen, sicocxlis msxmoiare xeo, kvlav gvinaTe, isev gvamaRleo, nu gagvwirav, dedaRmerTo _ mzeo! ... nu dagvtoveb uTvistomod, oblad, isec gviWirs yofna wuTisoflad!

1971 w.

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me mTeli Rame veZaxdi ciers

me mTeli Rame vucdidi naTels, soflis boloSi videq, wnorebTan... Sors, alioni _ sinaTlis marTve, frTas imagrebda da isworebda... me mTeli Rame veZaxdi ciers, sadac umpia cincxals isroda... TmeniT velodi mnaTobs da ciras, rogorc sasos da maradisobas!

1971 w.

Cemo Citunav

rad moiwyine, Cemo Citunav, rad CamouSvi pawia frTebi? xma mowkriale ram dagiduma an roca gimzer, ratom fiTrdebi? nu daRondebi, Cito, Citunav, gaizrdebi da Senc gafrindebi.

ra naRvliani TvalebiT micqer, ar gaxalisebs Sriali xeTa... sul sxvaa Cveni gzebi da sivrce, ar gviweria gafrena erTad; netav SemeZlos Sens tolad viqce da SenTan vigrZno tkbil-mware dReTa.

magram... dro droa! mkacri da flidi! ver Seicvleba Cven Soris zRvari... me saukunis meoTxeds viTvli, mivsdev wavarnas _ uwyvilo mgzavri... SenTvis midamo mimoCiTula, gverds agivli da, isev fiTrdebi... nu, nu moiwyen, Cemo Citunav, gaizrdebi da Senc gafrindebi.

1971 w.

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TanuSia∗

(ciklidan: `svanuri motivebi~)

mnaTobs Suqi gauSlia,

gadaixsna cis kalo... rad gamirbi, TanuSia,

mSveniero tyis qalo. Sen xar Cemi arCevani,

SiSis frTebi SeToke... ver majobebs arjevani∗∗_

Cemi Zveli metoqe. verc xaxato∗∗∗ _ bevrze bevri, _

Tu ar momklav uariT... Sen mogixmob, _ membeervi,∗∗∗∗ _

Rameuli stumari. tyis kaci var da gulSiac

tyis siyvaruls vatareb; erTi kocna, TanuSia,

foTlebs gamoatane... Sen geZaxi, membeervi,

nu xar Cumi, mdumari; ar Caqreba mze SeberviT,

siyvaruli _ uariT! Sen xar Cemi arCevani,

SiSis frTebi SeToke... ver majobebs arjevani _

Cemi Zveli metoqe! 1971 w.

∗ TanuSia _ (svan.) tyis qali. ∗∗ arjevani _ (svan.) devi. ∗∗∗ xaxato _ kudiani. ∗∗∗∗ membeervi _ tyis kaci.

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nazmanebi

yornebs mihqondaT tvirTi _ nadavli da dascinodnen mtredebs zemodan da xis kenwero qarTa gadavliT wuxda, kvnesoda da imsxvreoda. da caxcaxebda irgvliv yoveli warRvnis, gaqrobis Tu sxvaTa SiSiT da xarxarebda mefistofeli, romelsac cecxli uduRda tvinSi. me ki videqi, ca damyurebda yoranTa frTebiT gadaRobili... yviroda gemi SoriT, yuresTan da meZaxoda, viT axlobeli... da, uCinari sivrcis mRebavi _ daSrialebda Ramis tiloTi... CemTvis bevri ram miuRebeli xdeboda irgvliv da, me vtirodi... da am qaosSi msurda gamego _ vin iyvnen qveynis mecixovneni... da, vumadlodi mas, vinc aago Tavis patara sveticxoveli.

1971 w.

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rodis iTvise feri Crdilebis

rodis iTvise feri Crdilebis? rodis igrZeni Zmoba mxecebTan? Seni fiqrebis da survilebis ase uazrod danamceceba! pirSi saTqmeli rad daigube? rad Tqvi uari mSobel nanaze? Sen iRupebi! Sen daiRupe! Sen ukve ar xar am qveyanaze!

1971 w.

Sen, gaTenebav...

Sen, gaTenebav, axla Soridan rom moirwevi da mesalmebi _ miTxari: _ ramden Rimils moitan an cremlTa denas wminda Tvalebis? Sen, gaTenebav, Svebis TasebiT bevri Segxvdeba tkbili bubuniT... visTvis _ sixaruls daemsgavsebi, visTvis _ iqnebi Rame ukuni?

1971 w.

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es _ ganSorebis Jami...

mzem miixura TeTri karebi da Cven gamoRma davrCiT... tyeSi gacocxldnen mwuxris qarebi, gamobaCunda maCvi... sasaflaodan fexaCqarebiT aCrdili misdevs aCrdils... ra uneblieT gaRamisferda naTlad savali gzebi; mesmis: mdinaris gaRma nislebma aawriales frTebi... gvinda saubriT gaxaliseba, Cven ki... dumiliT vTvrebiT! manZils imoklebs, modis, mofrinavs es _ ganSorebis Jami... ra mtkivneuli rame yofila gzebis gayofa RamiT! matareblis xma... ukmayofilo gulis Camesmis Cqami! ... ra usulgulod mohqris, mofrinavs es _ ganSorebis Jami!

1971 w.

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zRapar iyoo...

`saRamo iwva xaverdis ydaSi.~ galaktioni

odes gxedavdi, me yvelafris mqonda imedi, mxolodRa SeniT viRviZebdi da viZinebdi. Cems sawierze mze hyvaoda yayaCoebad... ar mifiqria Sengan wasvla da ganSoreba. ideqi Cemda sasoebad, Cemda nugeSad... (axla gigoneb, guli kvnesis da, ikumSeba...) ise viyavi! ver vamCnevdi SenSi cvlilebas, SegeZlo Cemi amaRleba an damcireba... Sen gendobodi, ganiWebdi yovlis uflebas da ar micdia Seni Tavis dasakuTreba... xidi iq Catyda _ sadac igi mrTeli megona, sxvisi yofila _ rac ucilod Cemi megona. da, roca erTxel aSrialda Rame _ xaverdi, `zRapar iyoo yvelaferi~, _ Tqvi da waxvedi. axla ar dgaxar sasoebad, Cemda nugeSad... sxvam sxvis ra icis... guli kvnesis da, ikumSeba!

1971 w.

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ukve miwynarda mzis simRerebi

ukve miwynarda mzis simRerebi, siCumis gancdiT dro-Jams mivyvebi... gza moxatula mTvaris xelebiT, ca _ varskvlavebis mozaikebiT. me gzas SemovrCi _ erTguli mgzavri _ yofna-aryofnis fermkrTal napirze... uecrad, rogorc sifxizlis zari, fxizeli ZaRli ezos aRviZebs... aRar Srialebs axla xexili da mafSaliac sizmrebSi galobs... me da es ZaRli Zilgatexili varT sul sxvadasxva mizezis gamo!

1971 w.

zurgi vaqcie _ visac vuyvardi

zurgi vaqcie _ visac vuyvardi, visac ar vsurdi _ masTan mivedi da... siyvaruli ar amiyvavda, ar amisrulda erTi imedic. da... davisaje wuxiliT, dardiT, arafers miTmobs amayi bedi... radgan gaveqec _ visac vuyvardi, visac ar vsurdi _ masTan mivedi!

1971 w.

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ver davimRere erTi simRerac...

ver davimRere erTi simRerac, rom am miwaze darCes ise, rogorc tvifari maradisobis. jer lanqeriviT xmebi imRvreva, bundovania sixaruli Tu satkivari JamTa misnobis... daval uCumrad da velodebi saCemo grigals, mexTatexas da Cem winare Cans mwvervalebi. da gazafxulis mwvane totebiT Cemken RimiliT modis gogo da mziT brwyinaven misi Tvalebi. iqneb es aris mauwyebeli an dasawyisi im grigalis, im qaraSotis, me rom vucdidi; an damaviwyos is seqtemberi, odes sanukvars damaSores Tu me davSordi, rogorc gulcivi... im siyvarulze hangi rCeuli ver avaJRere, striqonebSi ver Sevityue azri ukvdavi. Cumad davdivar fiqrSeCveuli, warsulis Ria sarkmelidan viRac miyurebs TxovniT, mudariT... ver davimRere erTi simRerac, rom am miwaze darCes ise, rogorc tvifari maradisobis. jer lanqeriviT xmebi imRvreva, bundovania sixaruli Tu satkivari JamTa misnobis...

1972 w.

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166

leqss gigzavni... (r-s-s)

leqss gigzavni, am gulidan sasoebiT amowerils; mzes gigzavni fanduriTa, mzes _ didebiT amowverils... siyvaruliT igalobe, sxvas umRere Cemi leqsiT; me Rimili miwyalobe, viT madloba uwrfelesi. wminda aris, viT dalocva, Cemi fiqri mofaTqune... roca mival cicabosTan damiZaxe, momabrune... isev damsvi leqsis werad da simarTlis mRaRadeblad... sanam mova bediswera, sanam marTla daRamdeba; sanam gzaze davecemi _ madli minda Senmieri; siyvarulis namcecebiT me viqnebi bednieri... leqss gigzavni, am gulidan sasoebiT amowerils; mzes gigzavni fanduriTa, mzes _ didebiT amowverils.

1972 w.

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me erTi kolxi biWi var me erTi kolxi biWi var da xalibebis gvartomis, me gadavlaxe mindvrebi RvarTqafiT gadanatbori; mere... imereTs vixile Cemi trfialis mnaTobi, magram... Tan-da-Tan Canavlda mzera, gul-sisxlis gamTbobi... gacudda Cemi survili, gawamda Cemi dReebi, mouxilvelad gamiqra ocnebis simaRleebi! gaSoriSorda ori gza, _ TavSesayelad mswrafveli; vwuxvar Cangauwyobeli, simRera gauwafveli... me, uSenobiT uSvebos, uSenod sevda mdaRavda, movedi, gnaxe, getrfe da... trfialSi SemomaRamda!

1972 w.

Cemi gulis arCeuli

dila, rogorc farCeuli, daefina gzas... Cemi gulis arCeuli dRes mihyveba sxvas. xan Rvino var daqceuli da veluri msvams; xan _ fanduri damsxvreuli, ver gaviReb xmas; ubrZolvelad var Zleuli, aw ver vnaxav mas... Cemi gulis arCeuli dRes mihyveba sxvas!

1972 w.

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dagkarge...

dagkarge... yorani damCxavis zemodan, mets raRas mauwyebs wyeuli? dagkarge... daRamda vrceli samzeo da var bindis mxareSi wveuli... mivdivar, ixare! balaxi wvenili isev iTeleba neliad... mkacrad miTvalTvalebs Jami mowevnili, aw Tavis daRweva Znelia!.. gza-gza magondeba: _ brwyinavs imereTi da JamkeTiloba maxarebs... mindvrebi... yanebi... mdinare mereTi... Svenis yvelaferi am mxares... yvelafers Tavidan vixseneb amJamad: _ viyaviT stumrebi rCeuli... TiTqos Seni quCiT damloca vaJama, wamovel imedad qceuli. bolos kvlav Tbilisi... Sens mbJutav sarkmelTan Wreli da ucnobi landebi... eWvebi... simTvrale da arev-dareva... Jami sificxis da anTebis... da, isev yorani damCxavis zemodan, mets raRas mauwyebs wyeuli?! dagkarge... daRamda vrceli samzeo da var bindis mxareSi wveuli.

1972 w.

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usityvod mixmobs...

usityvod mixmobs, meZaxis axla gadasizmruli veli mziuri... TiTqos es niSnavs, rom Tvalwin vnaxo gasaocari eliziumi. iqaa feTqva wminda mSvenebis, naTlier sulTa samkvidrebeli; iq simReraa _ sevdaSereviT, _ maradisobis marad mxlebeli... iq cisieri mReris simReras, _ vin momaRirsebs imis mosmenas... da, ha, uecrad da sakvirvelad ca Searxies angelosebma. drom niaviviT CaiSriala da awkrialda caze cis zari... moulodnelad mexis grialma uceb daafrTxo Cemi sizmari.

1972 w.

Cems Tvalsawiers... Cems Tvalsawiers, rogorc daraji, Tavze daadga naTeli dilis... gamoqvabulSi Tu mTis daranSi SerCenil Rames kvlav ebrZvis sxivi. frTxilad frTxialebs fiqri _ futkari, minda amao ocnebebs movrCe... wuxel mesizmra gza sakuTari, vici, sizmaric axdeba zogjer.

1972 w.

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170

Sesabralisi da gulsaklavi

Sesabralisi da gulsaklavi mgzavri cremliviT gzaze kiafobs... caa mdumare da uvarskvlavo, gza _ martosulTa saxetialo!

wuTisoflisgan bevrjer moTelils ar uTxovia bewvisodenic... es mgzavri dResac dadis moTmeniT da mas ver amCnevs Wreli sofeli!

1972 w.

jer ar gicnoben...

jer ar gicnoben aq, am mxareSi, rom Senc xar Ramis erTi mTevari, rom Sens mowyenil, cisfer TvalebSi sevda elvarebs, viT satevari! jer ar gicnoben aq, am mxareSi da arc aravis ainteresebs, _ iwvebi mnaTis siTakareSi Tu borialob Ramis velebze... aq yvelas tvini gadaeRala _ mdidaria Tu usaxlkaroni... ra uCumarTa aris qveyana! ra morCilebis aris kanoni! sanam gnaxaven, xels dagadeben, sanam martvilTa wreSi gixmoben, manam Sen ityvi, rogorc braldebas, marTal sityvas da... waxval TviTonve! jer ar gicnoben aq, am mxareSi, rom Senc xar Ramis erTi mTevari, rom Sens mowyenil, cisfer TvalebSi sevda elvarebs, viT satevari!

1972 w.

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agonia sizmarSi ... sadRac viyavi marto, euli, moqufruliyo ca Soreuli... videq uCumrad me mis winare, guldaTrgunvili, susti,

mokvdavi, arc maCerebda, arc win miSvebda mzera _ mtanjveli da

gamTokavi... ase, ucnaur ZaliT Zleuli, gzas gavyurebdi gzawarTmeuli... meCveneboda: _ mCxibavi mzeriT is dascinoda Cems

umweobas... nela qreboda, mekargeboda Cemi rwmena da Cemi meoba! TiTqos iZvrodnen mTani rRveulni, viT urCxulebi TvalamRvreulni... me SemeSinda, gaqceva msurda, magram gza iyo

gadaketili... is damyurebda, rogorc mwvervali, me ZlivsaCino viyav

wertili. Cemive Tavis gavxdi mgmobeli, viT cudmaSvrali, sawyalobeli! mainc vera da ver gaveqeci, sakuTar Tavzec ver vTqvi

uari... sad aris azri _ yovlis ganmsjeli an gamarjvebis Suqi

mRuari... ver avyvavdebi, viT xe moWrili, radgan grZnobaTa gavxdi morCili; damcinis ca da tye aqoCrili, damcinis veli, gza da

kunZuli... radgan aravis uyvars xorcqmnili unebisyofo, susti,

uZluri! irgvliv borgavdnen SiSis mewyrebi da varskvlavebi, viT nakvercxlebi mwvavdnen da... Jami idga wvalebis... gamomeRviZa. Ziladmiqceuls Turme mimzerdnen Seni Tvalebi...

1972 w.

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ori Tvea...

profesor SoTa mesxias naTel xsovnas I ori Tvea ver vkiTxulob wignebs, ganveride Zvel da axal mgosnebs. ori Tvea vebrZvi mware fiqrebs, gana am dards moviSoreb rosme? ori Tvea ganveride wignebs, marto mivsdev me rusTvelis prospeqts. vestumrebi kvlav gercenis quCas, Tvals mivapyrob im mesame sarTuls, sadac adre, rudunebiT, Cumad, Sen gxedavdi mZime SromiT garTuls, wminda Rimils, mokrZalebul stumars maxvedrebdi, rogorc uqrob sanTurs. Seni saxli saSvebeli iyo, visac Sveba sWirdeboda, misTvis... araferi ar giWirda TiTqos, sul sikeTes axarebdi sxvisTvis; moiclidi da Cems yovel striqons ise sjidi, risic iyo Rirsi. sityva gwamda gasagebi, sada, azri Rrma da laparaki wynarad; sadac iyav, iqnebodi sadac, iq sikeTe zeimobda marad, msaxurebdi uwmindess da marTals, moSurneebs ar agdebdi arad. moTminebiT daiferfle, dadni... _ gadarCeba, _ ar vkargavdiT imeds... kvdebodi da Tan cocxlebze dardi gulSi gqonda, viT Wriloba mZime.

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moTminebiT daiferfle, dadni, _ gadarCeba! _ ar vkargavdiT imeds... movixilav kvlav gercenis quCas, Tvals mivapyrob im mesame sarTuls, sadac adre rudunebiT, Cumad, Sen gxedavdi mZime SromiT garTuls; wminda Rimils mokrZalebul stumars maxvedrebdi, rogorc uqrob sanTurs.

1972 w.

SoTa mesxias saflavTan

II var uTqmelobiT guldafleTili, simReras Tibavs wuxilis celi. ucremlod vtiri muxlmodrekili, radgan boRmaa vaJkacis cremli. ratom dagvatyda risxva ucebi... frTa Seekveca asafren azrebs... Sen arc daRlilxar, arc moxucdebi, Sen ubedobam giwia gzaze... viReb Sens wignebs, kankalebs xeli, gulSi gubdeba mware naRveli. Sen `sakvirveli Zlevai~∗ eris veRar ixile, ise waxveli... var uTqmelobiT guldafleTili, simReras Tibavs wuxilis celi. ucremlod vtiri muxlmodrekili, radgan boRmaa vaJkacis cremli.

1972 w.

∗ `Zlevai sakvirveli~ _ profesor S. mesxias wigni, romelic ormocdaaTi aTasi tiraJiT gamovida misi gardacvalebis Semdeg.

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Tuki Sengan var xeldadebuli

bages vidumeb, odes Camesmis jer arsmenili xma Tu galoba... guls efoneba, rogorc alersi, Seni naTelis waruvaloba. SvebiT agyureb warudinebels, Sen erTs gmorCilebs Jami msaxvruli... vibedniereb, odes inebeb viyo erT-erTi Seni msaxuri... Sen amaride SiSis mewyeri, damimyudrove guli vnebuli... raRas damaklebs drois qveskneli, _ Tuki Sengan var xeldadebuli.

1972 w.

gza gvemulTa da upovarTa...

gza gvemulTa da upovarTa, gza bednierTa, Seiyrebian erTganve, mesmis!.. vaiTu iqac uZluria susti ZlierTan, iqac Tu aris SerCevis wesi? iqneb uwyian Cveneburi adaT-Cvevebi, ician Zmoba, mtroba, mzakvroba... moiZieba iqneb iqac gzebi, xevebi da iqac aris miusafroba? iqneb JamiJam siyvaruli iqac ielvebs da iqac aris kenti da luwi? Tu meufeobs siwynare da sicariele? swori pasuxi netav vin uwyis? gza gvemulTa da upovarTa, gza bednierTa, Seiyrebian erTganve, mesmis!.. vaiTu iqac uZluria susti ZlierTan, iqac Tu aris samzeos wesi!

1972 w.

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guli

Cemive gulSi gavaSene baR-venaxebi, vaSene cixe, galavnebi da sasaxleni; Cemive gulSi daginaxav, _ dagenaxvebi, Cemive gulSi daibada Seni saxeli. aqve mivyvebi wuTisoflis farTo Saragzas, aq aris Sveba, Wir-varami auracxeli; masSia vefxvi, TeTri mtredi, Slegi avaza, me aq vimarjveb da vzeimob, aqve vmarcxdebi. amaze didi sxva samyaro ar meguleba, yovlismomcveli, moZravi da Seupovari; TviTon masSia es kosmosi, vrceli buneba, is aris laRi, meomari, ficxi, mglovari... qariSxaliviT gadiares gulze omebma, masSia rwmena, siyvaruli Jamgadasuli... kacis kacoba mxolod guliT Tu izomeba, gulia kacis dasawyisi da dasasruli.

1972 w.

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TuTaSi

minaweri n. wuleiskiris romanze _ `TuTarCela~.

exetebian cad Rrublebi _ mTvaris mxevlebi. zesknels umzeren TuTaSebi _ RamismTevlebi da xiluleTis saidumlos tanjviT igeben, martvili xalxi maT Sehyurebs, rogorc imedebs... Senc TuTaSi xar, xams ebrZolo borots da muxTals, crukapunia moaSoro qveyanas unda. gauxalvaTe sulSexuTuls Saraze sunTqva. kolxeTis mindvrebs kvlav dahyurebs Zlieri TuTa... Senc TuTaSi xar da dRedaRam ewamo unda!

1972 w.

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sigareti (xumrobisnairi)

... erTiRa damrCa. vwrialeb, vwuxvar, gareT RurRunci Ramea! vewevi naxevars, siamiT vsunTqav, ra madliani wamia! SuaSi miyofs uamur sadardels _ kvamli cisferi, xveuli; is maxlavs megobrad ganTiadamde, ros dardi ifeTqebs wyeuli. vukideb... vwynardebi... naxevris naxevars saferfles vubruneb isev; imedad darCenils xandaxan davxedav, gareT ki mkrTaldeba sivrce... sevda davayuCe... ukve ifoTleba saganTiado ruli... asea, xorciels Tu ZalgiZs moTmena _ cotasac ikmarebs guli.

1972 w.

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moRuSuli amindi

moRuSuli amindi... bavSvis mware sxarsxali... yofna waRma ar midis, gawyvetila saxsari. yvelgan imeds natroben, xarobs sevdis fuTquri. dgas ojaxis patroni _ Cumi, guldaTuTquli. xsna ar aris aRsavliT, dasavliTac ar ari... Caqra bolo varskvlavi, irgvliv mefobs wkvarami.

1972 w.

bedma marguna...

bedma marguna Cangi wminda, mravalxmiani... Cemi toronji gamifrinda frTaTa SrialiT. misia Cemi simRerebi, _ gulis rCeuli... oTaxSi vzivar, _ imereTis gzebs SeCveuli; ar momasvenebs siberemdis sevda wyeuli... xan gabacdeba mzis ferebi, _ ciT darweuli. xan mnaTi makravs, xan ki _ bindi, _ viT aSriali... Cemi toronji gamifrinda frTaTa SrialiT.

1973 w.

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sivrce gamixsna sizmrebis karma...

sivrce gamixsna sizmrebis karma: _ moisma SoriT uCinarTa xvewna... mudara... naTelma mzeram, rogorc ciskarma, mCxibav sibneles bneli toti gadauqara... sizmrebis karTa miRma da miRma iyo rokva da Tavawyveta wregadasuli. iqiT mivyavdi idumal iRbals, sadac TmaSlili, motirali idga asuli. iqve wyliani icdida koka, Tu cremliT savse?! myis mominda mzeris siale... CamoRaroda im asuls loya da ros mixila, momeaxla TmamoSriale. momiTxro ase: _ iyav mdumared, rameTu Cqami sacnauryofs dafarul zraxvebs; Sena xar CemTvis kargi stumari da, mainc vwuxvar, am sknelSua udrood gnaxe. Cven ar gveRirsa erTurTTan misvla iq da... axla ki usaTuod varT Tanabrebi; Tu moqcevisas zRva dainisla, Cveni sulebi gacavSaloT, rogorc afrebi... aiRo koka msubuqi rxeviT, mimixmobda da mifrinavda, rogorc cieri; is miiwevda zeviT da zeviT, mivsdevdi gverdiT... ixsneboda Tvalsawieri.

1973 w.

bavSvis guliT...

bavSvis guliT veferebi lerwams morCils, _ riJraJiviT amosuls Tu amonorCils.

1973 w.

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gabrazebuli davtoveb oTaxs...

kvlav ar mSordeba msusxavi fiqri, qalaqSi Relavs sizmris mdinare... mec vxuWav Tvalebs, vwuxvar da mikvirs, es meramdened Tavs vimZinareb. kvlav ar moeRo bolo siCumes da martoobis gancdas saSinels; simSvide wuTiT ver daviunje, rogorc vipovi _ vkargav maSinve. isev vwuxvar da vwrialeb, vSfoTav, ar masveneben TiTqos RmerTebi... gabrazebuli davtoveb oTaxs _ Ramis qveyanas SevuerTdebi!

1973 w.

uxsovroba

uxsovrobaSi Cakargul dReebs viRam aunTos xsovnis sanTuri an mouxilav gzebs, simaRleebs, vin gaagonos Cemi qarTuli. vin aris, visac moTmenis wiaR aqvs uCinari, bneli saxlaki; visac guli aqvs sikeTiT Ria da gzaze dadis, rogorc glaxaki... imisi iyos es sadRegrZelo _ vinc iyo, aris da aRar gvaxsovs... o, uxsovrobav, yovlismomcvelo, Sens iqiT yvela tyuis da masxrobs!

1973 w.

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xmamaRali leqsi

qveynis Seneba rodi ZaluZT marto zeimebs, iubileebs, dResaswauls, cbier gonebas... lamis gulebi daemsgavsnen civ muzeumebs, viswavloT sevda, sixaruli da daRonebac... gvesmis! Zmoba da sikeTea Cveni mizani, rom xalxs vaSoroT mwuxareba, cremli, omebi... magram rodi gvaqvs erTnairi yvelas sizmari, zogs esizmreba virTxebi da zogs ki _ lomebi... gvaqvs Cven sxvadasxva Secdomebi, gulis friali, xan met-naklebi gamarjveba, zogjer dacema... gverCivnos: _ viyoT mowyenili da fiqriani, oRond ar iyos yalbi vaSa da aRtaceba... qveynis Seneba rodi ZaluZT marto zeimebs, iubileebs, taS-fanduras, cbier gonebas... lamis gulebi daemsgavsnen civ muzeumebs, vicodeT sevda, aRmafrena da daRonebac.

1973 w.

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sinanuli gela berZeniSvils da eduard falians

im dRes viyavi misgan nawyeni da mTeli Rame mxolod vloTobdi; viyav uxeSi da mosawyeni, Tanac uZluri, rogorc foToli... ar maxsovs im yanws vin maZalebda, Tu me davlie maSin nebisad? sxva yvelaferi iyo zmaneba... gonze movedi gaTenebisas. warbdaxeTqili da sisxliani megobris saxlSi viweq Zleuli; mivlida qali gulTvalmziani, vwuxdi, vSfoTavdi sircxvileuli... me sinanuliT viyav daWrili, ukve ver vcnobdi sacnaurosac... TiTqos Cems TavSi iyo samWedlo _ mcemda tkivili mkacrad urosa... im Rames, roca misken wavedi, viyavi bolo yanwiT vnebuli... da... gadis axla Jami wvalebiT, mZafri gancdebiT damZimebuli!

1973 w.

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iq, sadac...

iq, sadac erT dros Rele iyo Segubebuli, rom gaevso da aemRera wisqvilis Rari: _ Cemi bavSvobis mogoneba iqac megulvis, iq Camesmoda sarekelas Zveli zRapari. iq dafrinavda alis suli, jogi Winkebis, iq Srialebda gauxednav kvicis fafari; xelSi meWira varskvlavebi, rogorc Wiqebi, iyo devebis ria-ria, brdRvinva, xarxari... avma sulebma iq momtaces Cemi trfiali, SoreTis iqiT gadakarges mware xmauriT; Cemi TeTroniT gavekide nalTa wkrialiT, mivsdevdi xev-xev, zogjer mTa-mTa, beducnauri... maxsovs: maradis vimarjvebdi, radgan zRapari yovelTvis kargad mTavrdeboda, rac ki msmenia... isev movedi Zvel wisqvilTan, rom gasaxari eTqvaT zRapari, rac xsovnaSi SemomrCenia... magram amaod! arc wisqvili, arc sarekela... Rele damSrala, gza gamqrala mwvane moliTa... ise mimzerda Cemi soflis ca merekela, _ TiTqos ambobda: _ es ucnobi sidan movida?! saxlic damwvara, _ sadac vnaxe, cis riJraJoba rogor feTqavda Tu frTonavda sufTa rtoebSi... me maTTan erTad damekarga Cemi bavSvoba da daval ise, rogorc mwiri udabnoeTSi!

1973 w.

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184

Ramis kacebi xelebs iqneven...

Ramis kacebi xelebs iqneven da gzaze mesmis Seni xseneba... vfiqrob: uSenod rogor viqnebi, viT uriJraJod dRis gaTeneba... Senze fiqrebi, sulo uvnebo, raRac Seucnob buruss mpirdeba... ase mgonia, Zveli ubnebi CitiviT sadRac gadafrindeba. gadafrindeba, rogorc nugeSi, es Cemi quCac sxva quCis gaswvriv... ros aRmovCndebi miwis ubeSi _ me uSenobas iq vigrZnob aswil! es Cemi fiqri karTan TungiviT axmaurdeba, roca dawvebi... mere kvlav mova basri dumili, viT martooba _ nislSi narwevi... guls SemiRonebs qaris wanwali, veRar gavuZleb Ramis simZimes da... siyvaruli, viT sawamlavi, damivlis sisxlSi da, miviZineb...

1973 w.

vinc gzas eZebda marTals da uvals

vinc gzas eZebda marTals da uvals, visac exvia sevdis tiara, vinc iyo brZeni _ cxovrobda Cumad da moTminebas vinc eziara; vinc daiunja salmoba wlebis, visac ubgero xmebi Caesma, vinc dafrinavda dumilis frTebiT _ is Seiyvara uzenaesma.

1973 w.

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185

Ramurebi mwuxris qarebiT axmaurda Cemi talani da Ramurebi mofrinaven nangrevebidan. Cems aivanTan mogrovdebian, Semosxdebian rikulebze da miyureben beci TvalebiT... maT vicnob yvelas gvariT, saxeliT da TavianTi bneli warsuliT... maT vicnob yvelas! Cven brZolis velze migvatoves da SiSneulni Sors Seexiznen simSvidis nangrevs...

maT vicnob yvelas!.. axla ki, roca mwuxris eJvnebiT JRrialebs Cemi Ramis talani da marto vzivar,_ miTvalTvaleben da macdurad dafrenen irgvliv, magram amaod!.. Cems brZolis vels ver mivatoveb.

1973 w.

zaur molaSxia

186

mgzavrobis dasasruli

morCa, damTavrda Cveni mgzavroba, gzad CamovsxediT daqanculebi, rom gangvaridon miusafrobas, win migvixmoben mgzavrTa sulebi. win zRva dgafunebs da guli gvwydeba, rom Cven aqa varT, viT arafroba. zRvasTan igrZnoba yvelaze metad uxomaldoba da uafroba. miwas vaCnivarT, rogorc kunZebi, Cveni uazro mgzavrobis fasad; mTebi, RorRebi da kunZulebi ar gagviSveben aqedan arsad. daRamda, rogorc siasamuri, Zirs gavifineT nedli Stoebi... ZilSi gveZaxda Cveni mamuli, vazebi, Znebi da uloebi...

1973 w.

zamTris zavTobiT...

zamTris zavTobiT dasusxul sxeuls kvlav ver Semosav mwvane samosiT... isev iqnebi marto da msxemi, ver ainTebi mnaTis amosvliT. ar geyoleba arvin Tavdebi, _ Tu dagiTmoben xsovnaSi kunWuls... odes gaqrebi da gaTavdebi _ moismen mxolod Crdilebis CurCuls.

xana siWabukisa

187

Cumi, uxorco da uCinari _ veRar daiTvli oxer iarebs... iqac iqnebi guliT binari da sivrceebSi moxetiale!

1973 w.

wlebi toraven, amtvereben Cvens dedamiwas I wlebi toraven, amtvereben Cvens dedamiwas, adamianebs balaxiviT Zoven da Zoven; maTi ybebisgan wuTisoflad vervin dagicavs, didi xania masze imeds gamoeTxove... Seni cxovreba aris viwro gamoqvabuli savse xifaTiT, TrToliT, SiSiT da gabedvebiT... erT dros gulCvili, axla lamis gaxdi qvagulis, Senive sulSi ixarSebi, Cqara berdebi... ar dagcdenia sayveduri, arc samduravi, xar aRWurvili `moTminebis iaraRebiT~... _ `ase surdao!~ _ nu ifiqrebs Senze nuravin, gqonoda bedi, Senc imRerdi, iamayebdi... II rad aedevne Sen sizmrebis mqrolav qaravans? ros genatreba usizmroba, rogorc simSvide; rad geZneleba tol-sworebSi yofna, gareva, axlos misvlas Tu siaxloves nuTu giSlidnen? siCume mkvdruli... uCinari drois dineba yvelafers gascems uzustes da sakadris pasuxs, _

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odes cxovrebis xeqceulze migeZineba ase daqanculs uJamobiT da beddaTarsuls! wlebi toraven, amtvereben Cvens dedamiwas, adamianebs balaxiviT Zoven da Zoven; maTi ybebisgan wuTisoflad vervin dagicavs, didi xania masze imeds gamoeTxove...

1973 w.

Rameuli zmaneba. xanZari. kivili

bevrs uxaroda SuaRamiT mzis gamoCena da xarxarebda... mec vicinodi, sxvebTan erTad, mec mixaroda. cotani iyvnen Cafiqrebuli, salmobieri da mowyenili. ukvirdaT: _ `ratom, saidan? rogor? ras moaswavebs ucnauri ese cvlileba?~ viT TuTaSebi, idgnen Cumad cadmacqeralni, JamiJam mwared gaiRimebdnen, _ Semogvxedavdnen ugnur mrokavebs da kvlav SoreTSi imzirebodnen. dro gadioda... JRalisferi ca daiwia da, uceb, gamdnar liTonis msgavsad dagveqca Tavze ... SevkrTi uecrad Tu Zaxilma gamomaRviZa?! kioda deda da saSvelad uxmobda yvelas. dafeTebuli mezoblebi morbodnen Cvenken. tiroda deda da xmauriT iwvoda saxli!

1973 w.

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189

dRes mas vigoneb...

avad mrisxavi Cadga amindi da kvirtebiviT gaiSala sxivebi mnaTis; nukriviT mimzers ca miamiti da uCinari horizontze uCumrad dadis. velad TavisTvis CurCulebs bao... am samyaroSi kvlav marto var sakuTar TavTan. dRes mas vigoneb, Zmao da dao, _ vinc maxarebda, mafarebda imedis kalTas.

1973 w.

is modis

_ gaxede, iqiT raRaca brwyinavs. _ xeebis rigi, qalebi mwkrivad. _ gaxede kidev, me sul sxvas vxedav. _ Sors, zecis kide, Rrubeli kentad. _ gunukvi, cqerad gawafe Tvali. _ ho, vxedav, cerad mofrinavs qari. _ ara! mis iqiT, _ raa, ver vxedav! _ gamoCnda igi... _ ra aris, netav?! _ Jami dgas rokvis, mwvandeba kordi. is modis, modis, namdvilad modis!

1973 w.

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190

guli sxvas meubneba

qaria da, rialia totebis, cad Rrublebi dayofilan ubnebad... meramdened gabutuli mSordebi, magram guli... guli sxvas meubneba! cas zolebad aesxipnen elvebi, cis tatnobi mainc rCeba uvneblad... kvlav midixar... magram Seni cremlebi, Seni mzera, ra vqna, sxvas meubneba! meramdened Cven erTmaneTs vSordebiT, meramdened ca dafares Rrublebma, meramdened dameuflnen SfoTvebi, meramdened... guli sxvas meubneba! xis totebi venebiviT feTqaven, isev elvam ca dagviyo ubnebad... meramdened vekargebiT erTmaneTs, magram guli... guli sxvas meubneba!

1973 w.

daqorwineba ganSorebiT...

`Cven davqorwindiT ganSorebiT da ara SeyriT~. edgar li mastersi

gadaviwvimeT dRe-RameTa xSiri wvimebi, erTad davsveldiT, agvicremlda erTad Tvalebic; erTad vxarobdiT manaToblis amobrwyinebiT, erTad gadavvleT gorakebi da narvalebi...

TiTqos gzac gvqonda erTiani, ganuyofeli, Svilebi unda gagveCina trfiali qveynis... magram...uecrad Seicvala wuTisofeli, _ `Cven davqorwindiT ganSorebiT da ara SeyriT.~

1973 w.

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191

odes vinmes moeli...

odes vinmes moeli _ dRe ginTia cxoveli; odes arvin ar modis_ gaviwydeba yoveli, rasac guliT lamobdi. Jami gadawurvila, dgaxar, rogorc mgloveli; siyvarulis wyurvilma dagca daudgromeli. risTvis wuxdi amden xans, anda risTvis galobdi? uJamobam gagtexa, uneburad galoTdi... kvlav viRacas moeli, magram... arvin ar modis.

1974 w.

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192

rogorc yovelTvis...

rogorc yovelTvis: _ vfiqrob da mikvirs, rad igvianebs igi, romelsac didi xania SoriT moveli; misi Tbili xma erTxel momesma, mere miwynarda, miCumaTda irgvliv yoveli... rogorc Wriloba vaJkacis mkerdze, gaixsna sivrce... mSobliuri samyaro mtkiva... gzad, viT siyvaruls, im dakargul pirvel xmas veZeb da, rogorc mkvdari frinvelebi, dReebi cviva... ca _ idumali _ laJvards miqnevs da mesalmeba... kvlav meCxerdeba da Sordeba sofels tyispiri... mofenilia es qveyana ucxo almebiT, tyuils da marTals erTnairad gvifqvavs wisqvili... rogorc Wriloba vaJkacis mkerdze, gaixsna sivrce... uTqmelobiT saTqmeli mtkiva... gzad, viT siyvaruls, im dakargul pirvel xmas veZeb da, rogorc mkvdari frinvelebi, dReebi cviva!

1974 w.

xana siWabukisa

193

es cxadi iyo Tu momelanda?

... ukacrieli vnaxe darbazi, samefo droSa daxrili Canda. mec mivdiodi sadRac barbaciT... (es cxadi iyo Tu momelanda?) vnaxe ayrili mSobeli xalxi, maT ar esmodaT erTurTis, anda sul gadavgvardiT, daveciT, wavxdiT... (es cxadi iyo Tu momelanda?) vTqvi: _ aseT yofnas aryofna mijobs, sakuTar gulSi vicemdi laxvars, roca viRacam iyvira: _`biWo, es Ralats udris erisTvis axla! Tu dayris yvela SensaviT far-xmals, momavals maSin ras etyvi, anda im miwas, razec amJamad dgaxar~... (es cxadi iyo Tu momelanda?) _ o, rwmenav, nuRar damtoveb oblad, vTqvi da, naTeli ainTo samTa... didi xnis mere vpove samSoblo... (es cxadi iyo Tu momelanda?)

1974 w.

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194

ra bedenaa...

ra bedenaa dilaa Tu JamTa mwuxroba, odes moskdeba wvimis alo da wyaluxvoba, odes midrekils mogbezrdeba drois dineba da uxmaurod sadme CrdilSi migeZineba.

1974 w.

***

gamixma Seni yvavilebi, trfialo Cemo! ubir mebaRes ver mSvelian sxva yvavilebi, _ am gazafxuls rom mohyveba Tana.

1974 w.

bolosRa gamagebina... (xalxur motivze) man sityva cxrajer magema, me erTic ar maTqmevina; wyarosTan rom mimiyvana _ wveTic ar damalevina... zurgze amkida safqvavi wisqvilSi wamaRebina... vecade gulis gadaSlas _ myis xeli amaRebina; sityva xmaliviT nalesi qarqaSSi Camagebina. _ sxvasa monebso es guli, _ bolosRa gamagebina.

1974 w.

xana siWabukisa

195

yovelTvis gavixseneb...

yovelTvis gavixseneb im ukanasknel ezos da WiSkars, Cven rom gagvTiSa da gagvaSora maSin... me Seni TrTola maxsovs da miyvars, maxsovs balaxi da yvavili Ramisfer TmaSi. didi xania miixure kari da waxvel, ar gamodixar Cems daZaxilze da am zamTarSi didTovlobiT dalewil baRebs gazafxuliTac veRar vaRviZeb. ver davibrune, raic gaqra da gaiyina, da vxedav, wlebma, rogorc mtrebma, ukve gamwires. erTxel Cems Tavze siyvarulma gadaiyivla da Seeria bindis qarebs da Tvalsawiers...

1974 w.

mwvervali da ufskruli

moCans borcvebi _ dedamiwis mwvane kertebi, yvela bilikTan siyvaruliT me var Sekruli... miviwev win da jiutad Tu TavgametebiT pirbasri xmali _ cas miapobs mzera kerpuli.

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kvlav win miviwev, ukan momsdevs xmebi mwevarTa, Ramis frTasaviT damSrialebs sevda luskuma... yvelaze ufro axlosa var me im mwvervalTan, im mwvervalTan da... Ria ufskrulTan!

1974 w.

yovel gazafxuls...

yovel gazafxuls yvavilwnuli momqonda SenTan, _ mxolodRa erTi Rimilis fasad. yovel gazafxuls TarCioba gviyvarda velad... iq, sadac axla natyeuri, xrioki miwa mzes eficxeba, _ vusmendiT tyeSi kvirtebis skdomas...

aw vdgavar marto Caflatebul, Camqral RelesTan da, Srialeben mxolod fiqrebi... es _ meramdened Caiares TavCaRunulad uyvavilwnulo gazafxulebma.

1974 w.

xana siWabukisa

197

ucxo naTeli

vxedav: TandaTan lurji serebi gauCinardnen, sivrcem dakarga Zveli ferebi, rogorc sinaTle... duman velebi da gzebic duman _ mgzavrTa mnatvrelni, myis fiqrze umal cidan gamoCnda ucxo naTeli. ucxo naTeli, viT axlobeli, modis da mkocnis, TiTqos mlmobeli, icno man guli naRvlian mgosnis da siyvaruli cisa da miwis momca ganZiviT, daloca niWi, ramac ar icis dro da manZili.

1974 w.

zaur molaSxia

198

movafrialeb riJraJebiT Sekeril droSas `iq poeziis frialebs droSa~.

galaktioni movafrialeb riJraJebiT Sekeril droSas, rom gaRviZebul manaTobels Sevxvde zeimiT. movaSrialeb gazafxuliT avsebul tyeebs, rom gamoqarul da nazamTral xevSi Tu mTebSi axal sicocxliT axmiandes Camqrali tevri. wminda dReebiT da fiqrebiT dawnul gvirgvinebs me vadgam mwvervals, samermisod maRla aziduls, da vxedav SoriT: _ cisartyeliT moxatul gzebiT, xan narvalebiT, xaroebiT, mindvrebiT, mTebiT Cemi droSisken es samyaro modis da modis!.. ufro maRla vwev riJraJebiT Sekeril droSas da vufrTxildebi mis siwmindes, Seuvalobas... winaswar vici ganCineba momaval droTa, roca vuyureb samermisod darweul akvnebs, odes uwyvetad da dauTvlel mwkrivad, rigebad mTeli qveyana Cemken modis, modis da modis!.. movafrialeb riJraJebiT Sekeril droSas.

1974 w.

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199

gadaiwminda zecis Tavani

gadaiwminda zecis Tavani, Ramis navali cas ar aCnia; brwyinvalebs mnaTi laRi, Tamami da gulSi Suqi SemomaCvia... sofels Caudis Rele pawia, varkala kenWebs agrovebs bavSvi; qalma fanjridan farda gaswia da dRis naTeli SeuSva saxlSi... velad yvavilTa Cans mozaika, miwas Cxveraven nedli fesvebi; mzis meufeba dadis kari-kar, _ sikeTisa da Svebis mTesveli... Tvalwin maRldeba zecis Tavani, Ramis navali cas ar aCnia; brwyinvalebs mnaTi laRi, Tamami da gulSi Suqi SemomaCvia.

1974 w.

aqac momnaxes...

aqac momnaxes, am Cems bunagSi yaCaRebiviT Semovardnen piraxveulni. damavles xeli, gzas gamakres da maburTaves, mcemes da mgvemes da sagule amomikortnes, TviTon Casaxldnen, _ yvelaferi moixalvaTes da dRe da Rame mZarcvaven da kvlav mawameben bneli eWvebi...

1974 w.

zaur molaSxia

200

vnaxe kaxeTi...

(Canaxati) `... qveyana ese ars friad nayofieri yovliTa marcvliTa, venaxiTa, xiliTa, pirutyviTa, nadirTa... xolo kacni da qalni Suenierni, haerovanni... laRni, amayni, mexotbeni, didmTqmelni, meCxubarni, SemmarTebelni...~

“qarTlis cxovreba”, t. IV. vnaxe kaxeTi... (kvlav vigoneb zRaprul suraTebs). krefdnen, krefdnen da, sawnaxelSi mzeebs swuravdnen. irgvliv sxivebi elvarebdnen, viT satevrebi. mze idga kasrSi, mziT avsili iyo qvevrebi. mzis venaxebiT CaxCaxebda Tvalsawieri _ oqroreuli, momnusxveli da saxieri... aq, am mxareSi Cemi qveynis ganZi megulvis da xalxi _ didi istoriiT damZimebuli.

1974 w.

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201

isxari

rogorRac uceb gamoidara, arc ki velodi, ise uecrad... Cemi kuTvnili gza da midamo movardnil RvarTqafs gadaurecxavs. TiTqos isxarma myisve wamgvara Zveli Sara da Zveli simaRle... aw unda vkvalo gzebi sxvagvari, rom gadavurCe axal niaRvrebs.

1975 w.

poetis monologi

movlen dReebi da gamarjvebas mec vizeimeb, sicocxlis tolo! movlen dReebi da Cems gaCenas Senc gaamarTleb bolos da bolos. modis naTeli, viT wyaldidoba, is gadalekavs loxsa da nagavs... dro gamoaCens mas, rac mindoda, dro ar gamwiravs da ar damkargavs. axla rom mxedav fiqrebmoreuls, welTa culebi momWrian, viT xes... magram leqsebis Zvirfas tomeuls vervin waarTmevs momavlis mkiTxvels.

1975 w.

zaur molaSxia

202

iq da aq (ciklidan: _ `sizmrebis samyaroSi~)

karga xania, rom dameZina da Wrel sizmrebSi davexetebi... rac viTavceme an rac mewyina _ mas maviwyeben sizmris RmerTebi. sizmris saxlSi var, sizmris derefniT CemTan Semodis sizmris qalwuli; sizmriT naqsovi bednierebiT savse var, rogorc RviniT sarwyuli... sizmris samyaro sul mTlad mekuTvnis, iq me vukrZalav Crdilebs _ Crdilavdes... ca _ varskvlavebiT dasaxlebuli _ Cemi sauflo xdeba dilamde. iq mnaTobebis aRlums vRebulob, iq vasaCuqreb yvelas imediT; iq naRvlianic galaRebula im sizmareul sinamdvileTi... nairferebiT sivrce ivseba, sizmris samyaro elavs, brwyinvalebs... diliT ki, roca gameRviZeba, kvlav vubrundebi yofis wvrilmanebs!

1975 w.

meCvena...

meCvena: daSretili mdinareebi, erT dros mSuqari adgilebi _ naqalaqari, nagzauri da natbeurebi, waqceul muxis totis Sriali da gulovani vaJkacebi _ mterTa mmusvrelni... TiTqos miRmeTiT ixuvles erTad da Cem win dadgnen mwkrivad, rigebad da naRvlianad dascinian Cems siamayes.

1975 w.

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Cems Svils aSinebs wiTeli feri Cems Svils aSinebs wiTeli feri, wiTeli sabnis wiTeli feri... sisxli _ wiTeli, wiTeli _ sivrce, _ TiTqos daWrili mze iwureba zecis Tavanze... mxolodRa mwvane naTuris Suqze iZinebs mSvidad da iRimeba, mwvane sizmrebSi iRimeba pawia Cemi!

1975 w.

mze daekarga dabindul mzeras...

mze daekarga dabindul mzeras, Sens iqiT darCa mziani are; uJmuri Jami _ veeba Zera _ faravda Sens cas, mzesa da mTvares... rodesac ZlivsRa gamoerkvie, _ gars zRudesaviT gekra sibece; azri damzrali da dabebkili mtveriviT TrToda drois kibeze... maSin SeZrwundi, maSin ecade Tavis daRwevas am maryuJidan... suls saubari surda zecasTan, magram xels Seni xorci uSlida... mze daekarga dabindul mzeras, Sens iqiT darCa mziani are; uJmuri Jami _ veeba Zera _ faravda Sens cas, mzesa da mTvares...

1975 w. Tebervali

zaur molaSxia

204

biWo irmisa!

`irmisam uTxra: _ me movgvri im qals, oRond wasvlis neba momeciTo! ... devi mivida Tu ara, irmisa eca, waaqcia da zed muxliT Sedga~.

qarTuli zRapari

gadmofrindi im zRapridan, biWo irmisa! Torem dardma dacamfliTa, biWo irmisa! devma mZlia muxTal brZoliT, biWo irmisa! da wamgvara gulis swori, biWo irmisa! bedisweras vin gebulobs, _ biWo irmisa! axla unda mierTgulo, biWo irmisa! cas hkidia Rame dardad, biWo irmisa! satrfos kvali damekarga, biWo irmisa!..

1975 w.

xana siWabukisa

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vin momigzavna es xma keTili

vin momigzavna es xma keTili, rom gamaRviZa, maRal mzisken Semomabruna... vis gavaxsendi martomyofi, vis gavaxsendi, rom momigzavna es xma keTili... kvlav damiZaxa siyvarulma im xmis wyalobiT, gzis ganapiras Camomjdari wamomayena da momca Zala sevdis mZlevari! ... vin momigzavna an visia es xma keTili?!

1975 w.

aanTe, aanTe!

aanTe, aanTe! moaSore bneli zewari, aanTe igi, uxilavo, yvelas gulebSi; miTaJamidan Sen winare var maxvewari, _ Camoarige siyvaruli, rogorc nugeSi. Camoarige is trfiali pirvelyofili, aCvene yvelas naRdi saxe, ara profili. gaalRve mkacri yinuleTi mis simxurvaliT, _ yvelas Tavisi daanaxe mze saurvali... ... aanTe, aanTe! moaSore bneli zewari, aanTe igi, uxilavo, yvelas gulebSi!

1975 w.

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codvis WurWeli...

codvis WurWeli gadabrunda, migoravs Tavqve, rekavs, wkrialebs da jadoqrul xmebiT aRviZebs sadRac, zRaprebSi mTvlemare Winkebs... gaumWvirvale sivrcis tiara ixeva nela, wynarad, TandaTan... da ha, gamoCnda naTlis saxeba _ saSvebeli daRlil gulebis... zRaprul bavSviviT gaizarda mze cis Tavanze, midis, micuravs Seqcevadi imedi Cveni da isev Cumad miidrikeba... codvis WurWelTan Camomjdara patara biWi, `ra lamazia, _ fiqrobs igi, _ saxlSi waviReb, Zmas da daikos gavaxareb am saCuqariT.~ codvis WurWeli msubuqdeba, pataravdeba da macdur brwyinviT izidavs yovels. ... mzem aifara saxeze _ Rame.

1975 w.

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samaradJamod miiqec Zilad SoTa mesxias xsovnas

samaradJamod miiqec Zilad, roca fxizlobas iyav Cveuli; wagyva naRveli _ mkacri da mZime, _ mamulze fiqriT guls Caxveuli. SubliT salkldeebs vin miswolia, vaJkacs ar uyvars sityva saTnevi... qarTveli eris did istorias aunTe Seni wili sanTeli. Seni sikeTiT yvelas aTbobdi, Seni kacoba sikeTe iyo... Sen Tavze gadga sami mnaTobi: _ didi ivane, simoni, niko. eris warsuli sibrZniT gvaswavle, erze fiqrobdi mxnec da sneulic; samTa varskvlavTa Tanavarskvlaveds hyavxar momdevnod gamorCeuli... samaradJamod miiqec Zilad, roca fxizlobas iyav Cveuli... wagyva naRveli _ mkacri da mZime, _ mamulze fiqriT guls Caxveuli.

1975 w.

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208

qalaqo Cemo!

wuxel mezmana: daRvremili qalaqi Cemi, mimodioda xalxi ubrad da mowyenilad; TiTqos raRacas saubrobdnen SemkrTali mzeriT da irgvliv SiSi ekaliviT amowverila; arc gaRimeba, arc nacnobTa uxmo salami, yvela erTmaneTs gverds uvlida, miiCqaroda... mxolodRa yinCad _ dadioda gzaze mavani _ daSinebuli xalxis tanjviT igi xarobda! yvelas Tavisi qvabTangiri mihqonda mxrebiT, cremlis niaRvars mohyveboda qviSa da lami... boRmad Sekruli yelSi TrToda uZluri xmebi da, guli, guli (umweobiT!) gamiskda lamis! roca gaTenda _ me gavxede mSobliur qalaqs, mnaTi gzadagza afeTqebda danaRmul Ceros... ar daiSurebs zecieri nebas Tu Zalas da xval ufrore amaRldebi, qalaqo Cemo!

1975 w.

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emigrantis fiqrebi I ra minda netav? ras velodebi? ar SemiZlia arc miwa, arc ca gavisafaro... ra damkargvia am ucxo xalxSi, aq ras movrbodi, da Tu, RmerTo, es dRe meloda, sjobda qveyanas mkvdradSobili vexile maSin... aq cis da miwis yovel mtkavels aTasi suli Cahfrenia, ebRauWeba, rom ar dakargon xelmosakidi, droebiT mainc... upatrono sulTa samyaroSi RmerTs ar uSveben. iq TviTon RmerTic uZluria, sadac arafers ar scemen Tayvans, sadac mxolodRa arsebobisTvis iRrinebian an stkivaT, stkivaT gadatyauli muxlisTavebi. II gardasul JamTa tkbilo sizmrebo, risTvis an ratom maimedebdiT? rad mpirdebodiT ayvavebul dReebis xilvas, Tuki iyaviT udReuri, mswraflwarmavali? droTa xaxaSi Caqceulo Cemo imedebo, Senc, siTamamev, rkinis lagamamodebulo, im gadabindul warsulidan ase mowyeniT rad iyurebiT? riT ganugeSoT, roca Tqvengan viyavi mudam sixarulsa da nugeSs Cveuli? III vici, xval mkiTxavs naSieri: _ `risTvis moxvedi? vis gaeqeci, dReebi rad gaimyudrove?

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rad Caimale Sens soroSi _ sakuTar sulSi, nuTu Txunelas emsgavseba adamiani?! maCvene Sengan gavlebuli kvali an xnuli, maCvene yana, _ gavmarglo da avaTavTavo...~ xom veRar vetyvi, _ miwa ar mqonda, adamiani umiwawylod vis gaugia? radgan moxvedi am qveyanaze, gaqvs Seni wili: _ mze, ca da miwa, haeri, sivrce, sixaruli da mwuxareba, sikeTe, sevda, usasooba, Tavisufleba, ukeTureba... suyvelaferi gaqvs Seni wili. IV luskum RameTa uRranebidan gamoaRwieT, Cemo sizmrebo, Tund momatyueT da gamamasxreT da mTeli Rame Tqvens nebaze maborialeT, oRond mestumreT, Tqve keTilebo, da ar wamcdeba sayveduri motyuebisTvis... V dRemde gavlilo Cemo gzebo, dRes ra moxdeba dagemSvidoboT, sapirispirod wavide Tqvenda? TqviT, ra moxdeba?.. VI gardasul JamTa tkbilo sizmrebo, amaoebis umtkicesi gisosebidan ase mowyeniT rad iyurebiT? riT ganugeSoT, roca Tqvengan viyavi mudam sixarulsa da nugeSs Cveuli.

1975 w.

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TvalTuxilavs ucinoda

idga xalxi Tavdaxrili, sofels burji ecleboda. da axloblebs saxisferi winaukmo ecvlebodaT. _ Tuki Rames gaaRwia, gadarCeba uciloblad... is kvlav iwva da JamiJam TvalTuxilavs ucinoda.

1975 w.

Rameuli nadiri I nabijdanabij miTvalTvalebs Ramis damSeuli nadiri... usier tyeSi, mimqral mTvares _ `aenTe! aenTe!~ _ gavyviri!.. II gzas vigneb xelebis faTuriT, movuxmob Cems toms da sayvarels... ver vnaxe dRes gamoqvabuli da tyeSi daveZeb safarvels. nadiri momyveba da icis marto var, eulad STenili... is kidev moiTmens, jer kidev daicdis, rakiRa davdivar toms CamorCenili... ratom gavTamamdi, Tavi rad aviSvi, martoka mivende gzasa da xetials... moiwevs dro-Jami mrisxane qariSxliT, aq axla mSveleli mxolodRa RmerTia! III kvlav veZaxi mimqral mTvares, ar Cans bnelis napiri... ukan momsdevs, miTvalTvalebs Rameuli nadiri!

1975 w.

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gonze movida, mimoavlo Tvali garemos

... gonze movida, mimoavlo Tvali garemos da horizontze mzera dakida... CaSavebula sawieri, viT angareba, uyismaToba sunTqvasaviT dahyva akvnidan! man wuTiT fiqrSi miiTvala, miikerZova, rac ar gaaCnda, magram undoda: _ sufTa oTaxi, skam-logini, Tbili kerZebi an... dros gascloda _ mkacrs da undobars... horizontidan kvlav Camoxsna mzera uCvevi, daxuWa Tvali _ TiTqos daRamda... wamiT raRacas Zil-buranSi muSti uCvena, mere... gul-RviZlSi sinanuli CaubalRamda! iwva miwaze _ uRimRamo da unugeSo da axlomaxlo sanTlebiviT enTo Telebi... uxmod, TandaTan Causaxlda yinva gugebSi da... dro (CrdiliviT!) Tavs daadga argaTenebis!

1975 w.

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xana

srulkacobisa

gvian ewvia gazafxuli Cemeul ezos

I gvian ewvia gazafxuli Cemeul ezos, gvian daaCnda xeebs kvirtebi... vaiTu maSin gaiSalos totze foTlebi, ros foTolcvenis moawevs Jami. II Cabnelebul xeivanSi wyvili sanTeli ainTo uceb, orive nela, TandaTanobiT sxvadasxva mxrisken gadaixara. ... ar hqroda qari!

1976 w.

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netav vis ra aqvs mosagonari?

arc megobari iyavi Cemi da arc rigiTi amxanagi, gicnobdi mxolod! Seni oTaxidan, rogorc xanagiT,∗ gamodiodi, viTarc msxemi da uTvistomo... vis megobrobdi an vis Zmobdi, romels hyvarobdi? aravin gcnobda, aravis scnobdi, upovarobdi, martosuli uxmod wvalobdi; wrfeli, xisti da Seupovari _ martoobidan amowyarovdi... dRes bevri dadis Senze mglovari, zogjer purs RviniT daasveleben, sadRegrZeloSi Zmad gaxseneben, netav, vis ra aqvs mosagonari?!

1976 w.

∗ xanaga _ `oblebis sakrebulo saxli~ (saba).

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ambavi eqvTimes gadarCenisa `awRa warmomidga vinme didebuli dedofali da mrqva qarTuliTa eniTa: _ `rai ars, rai gelmis, efTvime?~ _ xolo me varqv, viTarmed: _ `movkvdebi, dedofalo!~ _ da viTarca ese vTqu, momeaxla da mipyra xelsa da mrqva: _ `ararai ars vnebai Sen Tana, aRdeg, nu geSinin da qarTulad xsnilad ubnobdi!~

giorgi mTawmindeli

`Zniad ubnobda qarTulad~, friad icoda berZnuli... iwva senakSi eqvTime, ucxo seniTa SeZruli. _ rai ars, rai gelmiso, yrmao, rada xar sneuli? _ vkvdebio, _ wynarad warsTqva da atirda landad qceuli. _ ara ars vneba SenTana, sul sxva ramiT xar binari, bedma gimtro da ar ici namdvili deda vin ari! amaze mZime seni da

lmoba gulisa sad Tqmula?! eqvTime, nu geSinian, aRsdeg, iubne qarTulad! nu geSinian, masSia xsna glaxakbedupovelTa; qarTuliT aRmodindebis wyaro uwmindes yovelTa!.. nela wamodga eqvTime, (mzeSi brwyinavda aToni!) sizmari iyo Tu SoriT uxmobda Tvisi gvartomi? ganvlo drom... friad iRvawa dRe-Ram lmobiTa ZneliTa da ganikurna sruliad RvTaebriv dedaeniTa.

1976 w.

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qanaobs miwa... (zmanebisnairi) qanaobs miwa... rigrigobiT feTqdeba mTebi, ismis yvirili, bavSvis kvnesa, qalis kivili; xma _ moguduli, moqviTine, xma _ usasoo... saiT wavide, yvelgan SiSi Casafrebula da irgvliveTi xifaTebiT SemoRobila. vecemi, vdgebi! damsxvreuli qvebi _ zRarbebi _ seraven SiSvel fexisgulebs da cxadliv vxedav: cisfer wveTebiT iwinwkleba mwyurvali miwa... kvlav ori sxivi imediviT minTia mxrebze. es ori bavSvi _ Cemi awmyo da momavali am usastikes yofis gamo me mTxoven pasuxs... mivforTxav gza-gza, umweobiT gamasxrebuli da mzis bRavili mkveTrad ismis horizonts miRma. qanaobs miwa... mze xrialebs... qanaobs miwa...

1976 w.

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wvima da wvimis Semdeg

Camoiqceva ca wvimebad, Camoiqceva, saavdro Rrublebs CamoexaT quTuToebi... fexs auCqares, gzad mirbian da gverds miqceven, weRan amayad moaruli, mfrTxali brboebi. Rvari, RvarTqafi... da quCebi miirecxeba, mivdivar nela da uZilars wvima mafxizlebs... msurs damiZaxo, sanam uxmod gzad davecemi, msurs damiZaxo da avCqarde Sens daZaxilze! magram... amaod... isev mival TavCaqindruli, aqarebuli wvima Soltavs Cems moTminebas... mamasxrebs qari _ damcinavi da gamqirdavi da, JrJolvasaviT vgrZnob usaxur drois dinebas. xom cxadliv vnaxe: _ quCa rogor dacarielda, odes isxari aTareSda qaris afriTa... avdari nela miilia, Tan-Tan minelda, brbo kvlav gamodis kantikuntad TavSesafridan. aprialeben svel horizonts frTebiT mercxlebi, mnaTi momZlavrda da uZilars sxiviT mafxizlebs... msurs damiZaxo, sanam marTla gzad davecemi, msurs damiZaxo da avCqarde Sens daZaxilze!

1976 w.

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ra axlosa xar...

ra axlosa xar, minda dagipyro da gepatrono da siyvaruli gvirgviniviT dagadga Tavze, bevrjer gezraxe, naRvlianad SemomRime da mware dumiliT mamcne yoveli! `_ es ori xeli Tundac geqces milion Subad da tansacmeli _ foladis abjrad, mainc verafriT damisakuTreb! es ori Tvali Tundac geqces milion Tvalad da Sens sasmenels uxorcoTa esmodes Cqami, mainc ver SeZleb dainaxo Cemi tkivili da gaigono idumali wuxili Cemi...~ rogor vqna axla? xma davidumo da ase Cumad gamogyve da tanjviT gicqiro, Tu ganze gavdge, safeTqelze qva davixalo? ... male gadava SuaRame, modis ZilquSi da, rogorc jvarcma, kvlav sizmarSi aRimarTebi.

1976 w.

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Camoivlis uCinari

mzes acilebs mTa da gori, dRe mifrinavs jansaR-amo... cxadliv vxedav: _ axla SoriT frinveliviT Cans saRamo. cad liflifebs sxivTa wyeba, _ tofobaa varskvlavebis... velze Rame mSvidad wveba da xma wydeba sakravebis; gaiyuCa urCi qaric, (mogvacilebs dro wvalebas!) Camoivlis uCinari, mogvaRirsebs mowyalebas.

1976 w.

madlobeli var, RmerTo!

me mimdobeli viyavi erT dros, axla ki... romels veZmo an vendo? TviT megobrisgan sicives vitan, _ amisTvis madlobeli var, RmerTo! zogi xurmaa da zogi xendro, zogi mTas misdevs da zogi ferdobs, zogi Cems biliks minaRmavs SuriT da... mainc madlobeli var, RmerTo! dRes ar anTia _ rac winaT enTo, gamqral dReebze ocnebas ver vTmob... tkivilisaTvis! tkivilisaTvis! tkivilisaTvis! _ madloba, RmerTo! me mimdobeli viyavi erT dros, axla ki... romels veZmo an vendo? gautanlobas rom isev vitan, _ amisTvis madlobeli var, RmerTo!

1976 w.

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vnaxe kunZuli...

vnaxe kunZuli sxva kunZulebs CamorCenili (daqucmacebul dedamiwas wyalSi eZina). vnaxe kunZuli, viT yaribi, rogorc devnili, misi wili ca Rrublisferad CamoZenZila. wyalSi tiviviT tivtivebda igi martoden, ukacrieli da uCqamo, viT simartove... `aq dasaxldebi? `_ mkiTxa RmerTma TiTqos yasidad da elvis warbi gamomcdelad maRla azida. `aq davsaxldebi!~ _ vTqvi da... uceb mziT daxunZluli Semotrialda Cemken kunZuli. `madlobeli var, rom isurve guliT SeniTa,~ _ miTxra kunZulma da kaciviT mxarSi Semidga. `aq dasaxleba qveynad arvis aqvs akrZaluli, vinc gaorgulda _ daiRupa... ar var braluli; visac ar ZaluZs rom daicvas Tvisi mamuli, xams daiRupos! amaoa aq sinanuli...~ gamomeRviZa. mzis naTelSi Tvalebgaxelils _ gulze mesvena Seni saxeli.

1977 w.

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skua, baba skua!

zogis bedis gza xsnilia, zogis ganaskvula. guli sevdiT avsilia, skua, baba skua! mze fiqrebSi Caiqsove, dRes sibnele Tua. Cemi sityva daixsome, skua, baba skua! viRas etyvi kaci marTals, es cxovreba yrua; xels veravin gagimarTavs, skua, baba skua! sityva basri aaelve da ageme mtyuans; cxeni mzisken gaagelve, ehei, baba skua! Seni xalxi gelodeba _ mteri gauTele. usinaTlo gelodeba _ bneli gauTene; guldaWrili gelodeba _ wyluli gaumrTele... axla unda Svela Cvenebs, _ Jami ganaskvula. cxeni yalyze Seayene, midi, baba skua!

1977 w.

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isev movedi... isev movedi, geZaxi, ganjRrev, nuTu dResac ver gamofxizldebi. vaReb dagmanul karebs da fanjrebs da vxedav, ZilSi rogor izrdebi. mardad irjeba axla saRaTa, Seni cxovrebis mkacri saRaTa... yvelam ipova gza Tu biliki, Sen garda yvelam gaiwaRmarTa. Sen isev dumxar... geZaxi, ganjRrev, _ ZiliT daRlilo da midrekilo. davlewav karebs, Cavamsxvrev fanjrebs, rom gagaRviZo, sulo keTilo!

1977 w.

Sen eguebi...

dacarielda suli _ darbazi, gaudaburda fiqri _ sanaxi... bevrjer iTmine, bevrjer gabrazdi, ver gadalaxe gadasalaxi. arc Tvalxiluli, brmebi, yruebi, _ Sen araferi geucxoveba... Sen eguebi!.. Sen eguebi!..

da ase midis Seni cxovreba. 1977 w.

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landi _ miRmeTiT SemoRweuli

TvalnaTliv vxedav: _ kibeze arbis landi _ miRmeTiT SemoRweuli da uelvarebs Tvalebi xarbis, Tvalebi Suris _ RvTisgan wyeuli... modis imgvarad, TiTqos elodnen, Tan moaqvs Tasi _ codviT avsili, vinc gasinjavs Tu Caigemovnebs _ xdeba flidi da xdeba avsuli. cruobs, moTneobs is _ miwrieli, mTesveli SuRlis, ostati xlarTvis... Tu daakvirdiT, viT miwieri, viT ucodveli, Cven gverdiT dadis.

1977 w.

msurda megema feri gemoTi...

msurda megema feri gemoTi anda sityvebi xelT ameyvana... aseT saswaul wuTebs velodi, roca moxvedi Sen da, qveyana myis gacriatda _ vani gulisa... da, jadosnuri hangebis nacvlad mkveTrad Camesma xma ufskrulisa!

1977 w.

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aqac cxovroben...

aq daminaxavs mkrTali foSfoSi, adrian dilis TeTri bueri... aqac cxovroben _ Cems samSobloSi don kixoti Tu pantagrueli. aq movusmine cru fici mCagvrels, aqac minaxavs qarTa afroba; aqac kvnesoda maradi CangiT poeti Tavis miusafrobas. aqac mRerodnen: _ mze aRmoxdebis... aqac ilxines... aqac iwvales... samoTxis mZebnels gza jojoxeTis bevrs upovia aq, am miwazec... xSirad minaxavs velad foSfoSi, adrian dilis TeTri bueri... aqac cxovroben _ Cems samSobloSi don kixoti Tu pantagrueli.

1977 w.

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xilva ... tye aRCnda TeTri, xma isma mkveTri, caTa aivniT gadmodga RmerTi _ meoxad wminda sulTa ltolvilTa, ........................ aRapyro kverTxi da... gazafxuli iSva Tovlidan... jer uxilavis gavxdi mxilveli, _ es gazafxuli, viT yrma-ninveli, moulodnelad dadga winare; ........................ gasakvirveli ciT CamoeSva lurji mdinare. gabednierda adamis modgma, arsiT wuxili, vaeba, moTqma... zvirTebma xmelTa loxi warecxes; ........................ naTeli modga da hgavda veli uflis sarecels... gzas miikvlevda lurji mdinare da mdinareSi Suqmomfinare angelozebi idgnen frTiani, ........................ ciT momRimare gvimzerda xati... sinaTliani...

1977 w.

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ca nisliandeba...

ca nisliandeba naTels mowyvetili, mihyveba gzas kaci _ binari, gulsalmobieri, saxemowyenili, vin aris! vin aris! vin aris? es xom sulerTia! kacia mavani (qaria, xeebi iZvrian). is _ me var, Sena xar, msgavsia mravalis, is _ Cveni sisxli da RviZlia...

1977 w.

maRliT gamokrTa Suqi maradi

maRliT gamokrTa Suqi maradi, pirveli sxivi daeca yvavils... cam gaixada Ramis xalaTi da dedamiwa vardisfrad hyvavis. es gazafxuli raRam daazros, _ sivrce sxivebiT gadaiqsova... da, mjera axla, rogorc arasdros, cisa da miwis maradisoba!

1977 w.

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nuTu vixilav saswauls

wuxel mesizmra sizmari, sizmris sizmaric mesizmra: _ viyavi gaucinari, Tvalwin Sreboda leqsis zRva... uRono, Rrublis quliTa uCinars Cumad mivyavdi; Sen ideq warbSekruli da arc gwamdi da arc giyvardi... viweqi cis simuqeSi, miRmuri xmebi mesmoda da unugeSo nugeSi usasoobiT kvnesoda... tiroda yvela varskvlavi, _ sivrce daxrili, iribi... nuTu vixilav saswauls, nuTu axdeba piriqiT?

1977 w.

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erideT eridas!

vin mReris xmiT cisieriTa: _ herida!.. erideT eridas! herida!.. …. qorwili... orwili qeifi... heri da!.. erideT eridas! iwyeba saSiSi dreifi! Suqi dgas mTvarisi... mdumare parisi... trapezad mosuli ciT Semoqmedebi... elene!!! sisxli da... godeba dedebis!.. ... herida! erideT eridas! herida!.. Tqven amieridan erideT eridas!

1977 w.

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wuTisoflis mgzavrebi

ra uRamuri Ramea, TiTqos axloa warRvna. mgzavrebi: _ daviRaleniT, ver viarebiT waRma; avsulno, gaixareniT, gzas xifaTebi naRmavs. zurgi gvaqcia mfarvelma Tu Cveni sulis meoxma da TeTri raSis natorals visi amlayi mihyveba. Cven axla vuwyiT briyvebma, rad migvatova patronma, rad migvatova, dagvtova martoni, usinaTloni... he, saxiero! wminda galoba isev gvasmine aRsasrulisas. Surma, lizRobam, gautanlobam cai SebRala Cveni sulisa. Sen geajebiT brmebi, yruebi, gangvkurne axla Seni misnobiT... dRemde suyvela Tavs vityuebdiT SiSiT, laCrobiT, usindisobiT... raRaa wina? dumilis wiaR TavaSvebulad miveqanebiT. maradiulo, Seneul ciags gvicabneleben Ramis qarebi... nuTu ara ars saSveli am uRamuri Ramidan, gaviqceT Tundac wamiTa, vixiloT wminda naTeli; `moved sinaTle!~ mogvesmas unetaresis bagiTa, ganviwmindebiT, rodesac mis xilvas veziarebiT... isev Rame, uRamuri Rame, winaukmo burusia sqeli. Cven Zirs vyrivarT, ise daviRaleT, loginia ufskruleTis fskeri. cxadliv vxedavT: mdumarebis xaxa cecxlisferad gveRireba yvelas; vayuradebT uxorcoTa xarxars da igrZnoba dedamiwis ryeva...

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zurgi gvaqcia mfarvelma Tu Cveni sulis meoxma da TeTri raSis natorals visi amlayi mihyveba. Cven axla vuwyiT briyvebma, rad migvatova patronma, rad migvatova, dagvtova martoni, usinaTloni...

1977 w.

Rameul sivrcidan...

Rameul sivrcidan naTeli TvalebiT vinaa, rom mimzers, netavi? nuTu es Sena xar?.. rokaven qarebi im yviTel foTolTa mxvetavi.

foTlebi yviTeli da mofarTqaleni, _ patara gogonas naRveli... nuTu es Sena xar _ metyveli TvalebiT, simRera _ im dReTa namReri... mgonia, miyureb sevdian sivrcidan (me mudam saswauls moveli). verafers ver getyvi ficiTa mtkiciTa, _ isedac cxadia yoveli...

1977 w.

idga, usmenda...

idga, usmenda Srials baRisas, TiTqos gardasul dReebs usmenda. rac bedisweram mas ar aRirsa, _ is axlac gulSi mwared ustvenda. idga _ araras mTxovnel-mesavi, fiqrebi enTo TvalSi alebad... Zvel skamTan idga xsovnis xesaviT da, irgvliv baRi kvlav Srialebda.

1977 w.

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variaciebi zRaprebidan

yovladZlieris jadosnuri aviRe kverTxi, davartyi saflavs, nandauri wamodga mkvdreTiT, _ sinaTliani Cem win dadga, viT sxivi RmerTis, da ganmicxada saidumlo Sori miRmeTis... frTxilad momiTxro, raic msurda... bolos dasZina: _ `daidumeo bage Seni, iyav mdumared; ar ganemzado Casaqolad, sxvaT dasacinad...~ ficiT mafica da SeerTo sivrces umalve. me imis Semdeg uubarad davexetebi... ra wuxilia frinvelebis wiaq-wiaqSi. aqa sjobia, JRurtuleben wvimis wveTebi da gamalebiT iswrafvian miwis wiaRSi.

1977 w.

bolo wertili...

Tavs dagemxoba es sawuTro _ mkvdari mnaTobi, mwared dagsusxavs, wamoganTebs, gagaJrialebs... ase uazrod, unugeSod mzeraCaqrobils, _ arvin mogxedavs, arvin mova, ar gaziarebs! gadaxvavdebi miwaSi da, SeikumSebi da, damTavrdeba Seni koSmari! arvin ikiTxavs _ avi iyav Tu znekeTili, egdeba gvami _ Seni yofnis bolo wertili...

1977 w.

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ai, niRbebi!

ai, sizmari usizmroTa! ai, niRbebi! sicruis ZafiT moqsovili wyeba almebis. aha, zeimi! uRimilo Rimad iRvrebiT, uRvTo tribunas xelebs uqnevT da esalmebiT! aha, dideba ugunurTa _ wams warmavali!.. (ramdeni Tavi eSafotze ZaliT daxrili!) bairaRebiT migrialebs gzad karnavali da yalbi xmebiT kvlav gaismis `vaSas~ Zaxili!

1977 w.

RamiT, rodesac veRar viZineb...

RamiT, rodesac veRar viZineb, Cems karadasTan davdgebi marto: _ `Rrublebi hgvanan amRvreul tvinebs~... `riTi gagarTo? rogor gagarTo?~ CqamiviT ismis wuTis dineba da Sori msxvreva mkacri taxtebis... elavs striqoni, viT gafrTxileba: _ `msoflio ngrevaTa kvlav mowme gavxdebiT~. galaktioni! ai, samyaro, sul axalgazrda, gana moxuci!.. gancdil-nanaxi vis esakmaros, Cven ufro diad dReebs movucdiT: isini movlen axal rusTvelad, dro axal merniT gaialaRebs... Semodgomebi raa urTvelod an momavali, Tu ar gvamaRlebs? RamiT, rodesac veRar viZineb, Cems karadasTan davdgebi marto: _ `Rrublebi hgvanan amRvreul tvinebs~... `riTi gagarTo? rogor gagarTo?~

1977 w.

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modi, gabrazdi da gagulisdi...

dagyveba Jami beri gidiviT da arvin uwyis: _ ras malavs gidi?... irgvliv sivrcea, rogorc qviTini, Sors _ idumali ca malaqitis... axlos xarxarebs mTvrali turisti, _ TiTqos Sens warsuls mwared dascinis... modi, gabrazdi da gagulisdi, Tu sisxlisagan ar xar daclili! Tu kvlav kacuri gifeTqavs nervi, Tu kvlav SemogrCa Seni meoba... aq Tanamdgomels ver xedav vervis, mxolod uyureb cekva-Rreobas... es zari marto sxvas rodi uxmobs, nu ucdi sxvisgan Tavis dadebas... magram Sen mainc dadixar uxmod, dagdevs sicili, rogorc agdeba!.. ZeglTan xarxarebs viRac turisti, Tvaliqednuri, aryiT SfoTuri... modi, gabrazdi da gagulisdi: _ gaulamaze saxe loTuri.

1978 w.

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mTvaris naTelSi...

mTvaris naTelSi mkafiod mesmis sivrcis Sriali _ CurCuli uflis. vxedav: _ winaparT salocav mTebSi frialebs TeTri almebi Rrublis... uxmod... uCumrad... nela... taatiT, _ dgeba saaTi dilisJamuri. mziT moirTveba male tatnobi da mzes Sexedavs Cemi mamuli.

1978 w.

sadaa igi...

viT sibneleSi naTlis xatebas, daveZeb mas da var saesavi. xan xexilebSi da xan xriokze davexetebi kvlav_ mTvaresaviT. sadaa igi _ maRla Tu dabla, zesknels Tu

qvesknels... unda veZio! iqneb amaRam vipovo igi da axla mSvidad rogor meZinos. da, ha, davdivar! Tumc urwmenoba da undobloba maxed agia... isaa sivrce da usivrcoba, igi myaria da Txevadia. igi xom mec var da Cemi `mea~ _ damyveba gverdiT da manugeSebs. Turme aqamde yurze meZina, mqonda nacari TvalTa gugebSi... mxolod moTmeniT unda vipovo uxilavi da gaumxeleli. da win maCqarebs zurgis qariviT im kurTxeulis Tbili xelebi.

1978 w.

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ra dRe gaTenda! zviad gamsaxurdias cidan mze moCans, rogorc Wriloba, mkrTalma sinaTlem sivrce daTenTa... xalxis saxeze _ daRvremiloba: _ es ra dRe dadga! ra dRe gaTenda! moTokilia is Walikoni, cidan Rrublebs rom gadaadenda... frTamotexili kvnesis striqonic: _ ra dRe gaTenda!..

1978 w. 15 maisi

me sxva feri mindoda...

me sxva feri mindoda, o, es feri _ ara! me sxva moZme mindoda, o, es mteri _ ara! sxva cxovreba mindoda, es cxovreba _ ara! momekida enaze xavsi, brke Tu obi... da, var uaryofili Cemiv uaryofiT!

1978 w.

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is kvlav miyurebs...

is kvlav miyurebs, gza-gza miyurebs Tu miTvalTvalebs, minda davuyviro: _ eSmakeulo, ra ginda Cemgan! ai, simxdale, sulo Cemo, ai, simxdale! ra SegemsWvala, ram SegakrTo, dagaCiava, mavanis mzera rom gaSfoTebs, gaforiaqebs? TiTqosda brZolad mivdiode: _ guls vimamaceb da viTavmxneveb! kvlav momsdevs bneli Tvalebis mzera, gamWoli mzera. minda davuyviro: _ eSmakeulo, ra ginda Cemgan!

1978 w.

ar var RaRnia...

ar var RaRnia, arc mkodovani, cis samzeridan manugeSebs mzera RvTiuri... sivrcis kedelTan viRvwi, rogorc xeze kodala, _ iqneb davlando WuWrutaniT ca miRmiuri.

1978 w.

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Seyvarebuli varskvlavis TviTmkvleloba,

anu zmaneba leqsad

odes cam igrZno mosizmruli sivrcis Carsavi, odes mnaTobi daiRala _ SuqTa mTovari; me vnaxe _ rogor miuCoCda varskvlavs varskvlavi, _ planetaruli siyvaruliT anaTrTolari. `miyvarxar!~ Cumad ivedreba erTi varskvlavi, meore SoriT uTvalTvalebs sxva galaqtikas... dro ki sivrceebs wlebiT qselavs obobasaviT da malavs Jami marTal fiqrs da marTal satkivars. kosmiur cremliT, uimedod tiris varskvlavi, man ver ipova siyvaruli da verc nugeSi da mowyda igi... gaanaTa ukanasnelad Ramis sibnele da STainTqa yru ufskruleTSi. SevkrTi da... lamis umTavresi ZarRvi Camiwyda, gamomecala TiTqos fexqveS es dedamiwa... da me gavrbivar im varskvlavis mimarTulebiT, gzebs mixlarTaven kudianebi da mCxibavebi, viTa Tulebi. Sors mgloviareben daRupuls areni da momZaxian, momtirian es kvazarebi da pulsarebi... is Seyvarebuli varskvlavi madardebs da unda virbino mec ganTiadamde; unda movnaxo me is midamo _ varskvlavis sisxliT gadanacvari, rom uimedod Seyvarebulebs iq avuSeno wminda taZari,

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rom avaTrTolo auTrTolari da yinuliviT mkacri gulebi... amitom vCqarob da veswrafebi me im varskvlavis mimarTulebiT.

1978 w.

Sen, Cemo sityvav `wuTisofeliS droSi Rala bunebaSi mendi re. Tina musu mogiRans _ ginoWyvadil bedi re.~

xalxuri

Sen, Cemo Rimiliano saxev, TiTqos sixarulCamdgaro Tvalebo, Sen, Cemo xmao _ Zlivs gasagebo, Seni uZvelesi aqcentiT Tavmobezrebulo, sanamdis unda giyurado, sanamdis unda giTvalTvalo SeniRbuli kacis TvalebiT? Sen, Cemo saxlo, saxli ki ara, arZani xar, gulze debuli; Sen, Cemo Tavo, gmiri ki ara, laCari xar, beds da moTmenas Serigebuli... Sen, Cemo sityvav, am daleqil gulis siRrmidan naWerdanaWer sasoebiT amotanilo, aq, axlomaxlo netav vin gyavs yurismgdebeli?.. ... ise mismenen dedaqalaqSi, rogorc ucxo kacs _ sxvis enaze molaparakes.

1978 w.

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Svilebs: laSas da kaxabers jer am saxelTa tareba tvirTiviT gawevT mxarzed, Tu mamuls unda _ tarigad xams SeewiroT xval-zeg. Svilno, laSa da kaxaber, jer umzerT viwro mindors, gaizrdebiT da ganaxebT, uwinaresad, didgors... gaizrdebiT da gaswavliT _ vin viyaviT da ra varT! sad naTobs Cveni varskvlavi, rogor da ra gziT davalT... Tqveni wili ca cimcimebs, darbixarT, molze wvebiT, ianceT, iaskinkileT bavSvobis tkbili wlebiT. mere ki, mere... dro movals gansjis da Cafiqrebis, gaZvalmagrdebiT (dros moaqvs), budidan afrindebiT. ifrenT cxadSi Tu zRaparSi, Tund Jami SegeSaroT, _ Cveni cis feri sxva caSi arasdros SegeSaloT.

1978 w.

gadmovixede cis gumbaTidan gadmovixede cis gumbaTidan, vixile vrceli udabnoeTi _ anTebuli ali miwisa. cas Sestiroda ukacrieli da umwyemsuri TeTri taZari, mrevldafantuli da uzarebo... nayrovaniviT iwva siCume _ yovlis dampyrobi da gamgebeli: usasrulobis tyupiscali _ iwva siCume da udabnoTa Seborkili, cxeli qarebi sasTumaliviT daego TavqveS... gadmovixede cis gumbaTidan, vixile vrceli udabnoeTi _ anTebuli ali miwisa...

1978 w.

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granelis sinanuli `dao, ase mgonia, bednieri viqnebi, sadme axlo TbilisTan Tu samare viSove~.

t. graneli

cota myofnida, cota maTrobda, miwis kalTaze vegde groSiviT; niadag vwuxdi miusafrobas saxldamwvari da fuZemoSlili. Cemi sicocxle ganawvalebi ase vaTrie suliT, taniTa... da cremliani mamis Tvalebi mimzerda sizmris WuWrutanidan. ver vupatrone mamis ezo-kars, veRar gavmarTe oda megruli, Tumc saflavidan xSirad mesmoda mamis CurCuli, viT sayveduri... Tbilisi CemTvis sicocxle iyo, vicnobdi yvela quCas, mosaxvevs... ra iqneboda mec vyofiliyav mSobeli miwis erTi mosaxle!

1978 w.

berikacebi dinjad amboben...

berikacebi dinjad amboben leqsebs da mere sevdiT mRerian, Tan wuTisoflis ugzo dablobebs mtkivan TvalebiT kvlav gascqerian. cxovreba qreba, viT molandeba, arafers tovebs mrTels da uxmobels... gvian Tendeba, adre Ramdeba da is zarebi yvelas uxmoben...

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berikacebi isev amboben leqsebs da mere sevdiT mRerian; am wuTisoflis ugzo dablobebs mtkivan TvalebiT kvlav gascqerian.

1979 w.

ara var marto! martooba xom aris CemTan

ara var marto! martooba xom aris CemTan, var madlieri eulobis Tanaziari... sanamdis TviTon simartove damtovebs kentad, manam es Cemi arsebobac lamazi ari. ara var marto. CemTan aris Cemi fiqri da usasooba _ ucxobeli kveri oblisa... vinc uCioda martoobas, misi mikvirda, rom ver xedavda erTgulebas martoobisa. ara! ara var umaduri! eulsuloba arsad mSordeba, ar mRalatobs, kvaldakval damdevs... vxedav saxeebs _ Wrel niRabTa usasrulobas, vxedav kacunebs, vxedav ConCxebs da vxedav landebs!.. ara var marto! martoobis var Zmadnafici, sanamdis Svenis cas naTeli da dros drooba... is Zlieria, is erTgulad yvelgan damicavs, Cemi bunebac ar Ralatobs am martoobas.

1979 w.

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mamis ganZi

`ar maWamoo, Svilo, sircxvili!~ _ me es sityvebi damitova mamam ganZiviT, odes gauyva miRmeTisken mimaval biliks. da... imis Semdeg daufiqreblad guls mcire mwikvls Tu gavakarebdi an aRvmarTavdi marjvenas samtrod, Tavs maxsenebda mamaCemis danabarebi: _ `ar maWamoo, Svilo, sircxvili!~ me es sityvebi Camesmis dResac, rodesac ukve mama var TviTon, da axla ufro vukvirdebi, da axla ufro vufrTxildebi me am sityvebis azrsa da siTbos... vici, rodesac daviviwyeb naTqvams mamisas _ mokvdeba igi, usaTuod maSin mokvdeba... jer ki... dro gadis da Cven Soris nela mokldeba gza Tu manZili... `ar maWamoo, Svilo, sircxvili!~ _ ukanasknelad, ukanasknelad me es sityvebi damitova mamam ganZiviT.

1979 w.

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trioletebi I dRe ibureba, civad mimzers TeTri palata, gaxamebuli xalaTebis mesmis CurCuli. sarkmeli Caqra, mzis sinaTles rom iparavda... dRe ibureba, civad mimzers TeTri palata. dekemberia, gulma lamis damaRalata, qristes asakSi lamis CavrCi TvaldaxuWuli; dRe ibureba, civad mimzers TeTri palata, gaxamebuli xalaTebis mesmis CurCuli. II es erTi Tvea gulSi eWvma moikalaTa, davtove bina da TeTr kedlebs Semovexizne da menatreba magida da Cemi karada... es erTi Tvea gulSi eWvma moikalaTa, isev pirispir davrCiT me da TeTri palata da rogorc warsuls, RamRamobiT vxedav Zvel sizmrebs. es erTi Tvea gulSi eWvma moikalaTa, davtove bina da TeTr kedlebs Semovexizne. III Zma wevs zugdidSi, me TbilisSi vwuxvar uZluri, sisxls stkiva sisxli da Soridan uxmobs suls suli. Cems palataSi ukeTuris mesmis ZunZuli. Zma wevs zugdidSi, me TbilisSi vwuxvar uZluri... sarkmlidan vxedav: _ Citi totze zis mobuzuli, masac aSinebs wuTisoflis avi sunsuli. Zma wevs zugdidSi, me TbilisSi vwuxvar uZluri, sisxls stkiva sisxli da Soridan uxmobs suls suli. IV isev gaTenda, ca umzeod mowyenilia, saavadmyofos Rrubliani dRe mosdgomia... yvela werili nuTu ukve mowerilia; isev gaTenda, ca umzeod mowyenilia. o, es wuTebi, es wuTebi mowmed ivlian, rom aq, dRedaRam umkacresze mkacri omia. isev gaTenda, ca umzeod mowyenilia, saavadmyofos Rrubliani dRe mosdgomia.

1979 w.

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vedreba mzisadmi Cems Zmas _ gurams

mzeo, ar ganqarde, mzeo, ar gaqvavde, mzeo dedav da mzeo patrono! mzeo, ar daiqce!.. mzeo, ar daiqce! sibnelis karad ar migvatovo!

mzeo naTliero, mzeo madliero, mzeo saesavo qveynad yovelTa, mzeo, Tu gveSinis!.. Sen xar nugeSini, _ yvela maSvralis da bedupovelTa.

mzeo, mZleTa mZleo, upovarTa mzeo, mzeo yvelasi da, araraisi... mzeo saxiero, amod saxilvelo, kvlav agvifrine mravali maisi.

vwevar, avada var,

vici, ar gardava, raic garduvalad dRemde vaTrieo; sivrce iqufreba... sisxli imuqreba, sisxli imuqreba, mzeo naTliero!

aq me var _ aCrdili, iqiT ki _ Zma Civis, orive da tiris ZmaTa gaWirvebas... ra moxda, dedao, ram gagvimetao, frTebi rom davuSviT caSi aWrilebma...

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mzeo, ar ganqarde,

mzeo, ar gaqvavde, mzeo dedav da mzeo patrono! mzeo, ar daiqce!.. mzeo, ar daiqce! _ sibnelis karad ar migvatovo!..

1979 w.

gza sasaflaosTan...

luskumisferad gawolil gzaze Rameul mgzavrTa naRvliani dadis CurCuli... me aq vCerdebi da vacqerdebi gzispir Camomsxdar adamianTa TeTr siluetebs... Ramea vrceli sasaflao da varskvlavebis sanTlebiT bJutavs. me mudam miWirs am gzaze gavla, ki ar mivdivar, fexs miviTrev, magram CurCuli mamxnevebs mgzavrTa... albaT, aq, sadRac mamaCemic daiareba da ayuradebs umrwemes Svilis SiSneulsa da imedneul nabijTa eqos.

1979 w.

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isev ver Seval mamis venaxSi

isev ver Seval mamis venaxSi, mamasTan erTad wavida isic... Jami ki, rogorc mkacri mevaxSe, aRar mSordeba RamiT da dRisiT. mimiznebs... mesvris... magram gangebis surviliT isev gamosdis... kiqsi! qamandas malavs, viT mustangeri da, momixelTebs erTxelac, vici...

1979 w.

molodini

gzad mogangaSe miwynarda qari, oTaxs anaRvlebs sanTlis kiafi... RrubelTa Sua mSuqari mTvare moCans Soridan, rogorc kiofi. gardasul dReebs igonebs kaci, romelsac ukve miRmeTi elis... zis mowyenili da wlebi awvims da muxlze udevs najafi xeli.

1979 w.

Canan kldeebi... Canan kldeebi da gaZarculi xeebi wiwvis, gamoqvabulni _ amokortnili gugebi miwis. duman Releni... sad daikarga maTi wkaruni? davanebula irgvliv siCume da sinanuli.

1979 w.

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Sen, zRvis nawilo, tbao patarav `tba _ zRva ars momcro~.

sulxan-saba

Sen, zRvis nawilo, tbao patarav, vin mogamwyvdia mtkavel miwaze. vin iyvnen _ RmerTi Tu Rrjo satana, rom mcire sivrce Semogixazes. dRes Seni Relva Relva rodia, iq, sadac zRvaTa ismis guguni, aq xomaldebi ar mimodian, xar umweobiT SemozRuduli. ar mimodian Seni gemebi, Seni xvedria momcro navebi... rukazec ar xar, ar ixsenebi arc SuriT da arc aRfrTovanebiT. rogor ilevi, rogor mcirdebi, saukuneTa tanjviT mtvirTveli... cxovrebas aw ver auxirdebi Seni uRono, susti zvirTebiT. Sen, zRvis nawilo, tbao patarav, vin mogamwyvdia mtkavel miwaze. vin iyvnen _ RmerTi Tu Rrjo satana, rom mcire sivrce Semogixazes.

1979 w.

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warsulSi, rogorc jileSi, vxelaob

warsulSi, rogorc jileSi, vxelaob, xsovnis fskeridan lifsitebiviT amomyavs frTxilad Cemi bavSvobis umzeo dReebi ... ... mama _ TvalisCindakarguli _ drois gaCenili da drois msxverpli; is _ oTxi Svilis xmiT gamomcnobi, _ axla martoden xsovnaa da martoden ferfli... kvlav momkvnesian umweo lifsitebi _ umzeo dReebi _ mSral napirebze uRvTod dayrilebi... JamTa keraze mificxebuli xurdeba keci... xsovnis jileSi vxelaob isev da nacvlad kalmaxis, da nacvlad oragulis, _ umweo lifsitebi! umweo lifsitebi!..

1979 w.

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weli ocdacameti I fiqriT, gancdiT, simarTliT, mzesityviT Tu laybobiT, CanCaliT Tu simardiT, tkiviliT Tu laRobiT, _ axla Tvalwin giwyvia Seni yofis nayofi! II sxedan, Cumad iTvlian... dro cas mosavs mwvaneTi... viT tye, gamogivlia weli ocdacameti! weli ocdacameti! III Sen ar iyav moclili, rac SegeZlo _ iwvodi! gaCenidan codvili rom iyavi, icodi. mainc warudinebels gsurda ziarebodi; CrdilSi yofna inebe, Cumad iarebodi! martod iarebodi! IV xedav xatebs fiqrians, sxedan, uxmod iTvlian, rac sarwmunod giTqvia guliT, locva-wamebiT... rogorc tye xanZriani, dReTa mqise ZgrialiT, garjiT gamogivlia weli ocdacameti! weli ocdacameti!

1979 w.

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zecis qalaqi

unda avikra guda-nabadi, uari gemebs, nu micdian matareblebi... dRes ar mWirdeba sxvisi fari da muzaradi, mivemgzavrebi _ Cemi miwis da mzis emblemiT... bodiSi yvelas, _ visac surda Cemi darCena an CemTan yofna rom uxaroda... me Tqven miyvarxarT! momiteveT es aRmafrena, msurs amovide wuTisoflis mrume xarodan! da... sxeuliviT movirRvio SiSis kedeli, iyos kurTxeul es qveyana, veli, Walaki... mivemgzavrebi! SoriT micdis Tvaluwvdeneli _ Cemi axali samyofeli _ zecis qalaqi!

1979 w.

rogorc yvavilebi...

rogorc yvavilebi _ butkos gaSlamde asxepili, rogorc yanebi _ tarodauyrelad acelili, rogorc marTveni _ afrenamde daWerili, _ sacodavia dilebi _ diliTve midrekilebi.

1979 w.

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kamkamebs sivrce... kamkamebs sivrce, mzea RvTisTvali, xiluleTs Suqi lurjad enTeba, ca _ winaparTa TvalTa namzeri, TandaTan iwvis da iferfleba, _ radganac misTvis arvis scalia! dro fexakrefiT garbis da garbis, adamiani ise berdeba, ver imaxsovrebs cisfers Tu mzisfers, TiTqos ferebic warmavalia! samagierod xSirad ewveva kinoTeatrebs, barebs, ludxanebs, atelieSi Sedis tustusiT, axal pijaks Tu Sarvals izomebs... saRamos eqvsze gamorbian samsaxuridan da wignis nacvlad `kiTxuloben~ televizorebs... cas daekarga feri namdvili, vards _ surneleba, tirifs tirili daaviwyda, mafSaliebs ki _ tkbili galoba. mTvarem dakarga Zveli mTvaroba da qvelmoqmedi Tu mwyalobeli gadaeCvia uangarobas... is ki... miwaze amayad dadis, _ sakuTrad uCans mTeli xmeleTi. gverdiT ki dasdevs aryofnis landi _ gaCenis dRidan Rrma siberemdis... miwas dahyurebs cadakarguli... gauqmebula zesknel-qveskneli... da sadRac miaqvs leTis mdinares misi xati da misi freskebi... ... frTxilad, o, frTxilad, Torem wesrigi samyarouli

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Cumad irRveva, modis mdinare TvalSeuvlebi, uSqarTuSqari talRa imRvreva... sad SeCerdebi Tavawyvetili... droa, gons modi, Zeo adamis, da Seni sulis wesrigs mixede, saqme iTave pirvelTagani.

1979 w.

SuqniSani me _ SuqniSani vdgavar gzasTan da cisfer saxeze anTebul ferebs ar akvirdeba Zexorcieli,

da, SeumCnevlad, wynarad, TandaTan icvleba Suqi... Cems gzajvaredins Telavs susti da

Telavs Zlieri. amaod vdgavar, amaod vicvli ferebs, mimikebs... (ra memarTeba!) Cems dasanaxad aravin iclis, yvela Tavis gziT miemarTeba. gamasxrebuli var SuqniSani da manqanebis jogi grialebs, mwvanes da wiTels erTi fasi aqvs... da viRac ambobs _ `rogorc genebos, ise midi da ise iare. ar gaufrTxilde arvis xasiaTs. aq vinc daaswrebs _ gzebic misia, vinc ara, imas Jami axvetavs...~ es rkinis jogi vin momisia, rkina ase ram gaaTavxeda!.. isev uCumrad vdgavar gzasTan da cisfer saxeze anTebul ferebs ar akvirdeba Zexorcieli. da, SeumCnevlad, wynarad, TandaTan icvleba Suqi... Cems gzajvaredins Telavs susti da

Telavs Zlieri. 1979 w.

xana srulkacobisa

253

akeTeb rames?

_ `akeTeb rames?~ _ gekiTxebian, _ `apireb rames?~ _ mogZaxian uazro qariT Camqrali dReebi... _ `akeTeb rames?~ _ `fiqrob rames?~ _ `apireb rames?~ o, tyviebiviT tvins gixvreten es upasuxo mware kiTxvebi. zixar Tu dgaxar an mihyvebi rusTvelis prospeqts, wvims Tu daria, _ yvelgan, yovelTvis Tavze gadgia RvTaeba Seni moTminebisa! midi-modian... xvdebi nacnobebs, giRimian da Senc uyureb mRimare saxiT _ uxilav baknidan Tavgamoyofili. Sens sawuxars da gulnaklulobas Rimilis javSniT icav da icav! _ `ra saZaglobaa!~ `ra laCrobaa!~ _ xmamaRla rodi laparakob, mxolodRa fiqrob. da ros uzixar sawer magidas da Tu Ramea _ sanTlad ginTia martosuloba, _ xar svesviani da ubeduric!.. yoveldRiurad, Tan-da-Ta-no-biT. ikumSeba yulfi _ kiTxvebi. _ _ `akeTeb rames?~ _ `fiqrob rames?~ _ `apireb rames?~

1979 w.

zaur molaSxia

254

ra ucnaurad hgvanan erTmaneTs

ca gadixaza Ramis lursmuliT da mwvervalebic gauCinardnen. arc gzaswori Cans da arc ufskruli da arc aravin anTebs CiraRdnebs. SoriT kosmiur nislSi feTqaven mkacri gulebi axal mewyrebis... ra ucnaurad hgvanan erTmaneTs Cemi yofna da Cemi leqsebi.

1979 w.

samsonis godeba

rad gamwire, dalilai, qalis naRalatevs vin itirebs; rad miorpire, dalilai, rad Seekar filistimelT; rad mesiyvarule, dalilai, Tu iyav gulRrZo, Ralatiani, rad Sematove avwuTisofels damcirebuli, glaxaktiali... dalila, dalilai! dalila, dalilai!

1979 w.

xana srulkacobisa

255

SeRamebebiT guldaRlili... `yovelgvar Sxamze uSxamesia SeRamebebiT avadmyofoba~.

galaktioni

SeRamebebiT guldaRlili mivyvebi mindvrebs, ra nairferi foTlebia gzad dafenili, am sicxadidan sizmareTSi gadafrenili ase viqnebi, gazafxuli ixuvlebs vidre. SeRamebebiT naRvliani gavcqeri mindvrebs, Camavali mze aTinaTebs xeebze kidebs. ukanaskneli sxivi wydeba da cis TaRidan SeerTvis sivrces... es xvedria droiT daRlilTa... SeRamebebiT datvirTuli mivyvebi mindvrebs, mZimed mbrunavi borbaliviT guli Wrialebs; qari arjali Cemken foTlebs moaSrialebs da uCinari xeTa wuxils sanTlebad minTebs. SeRamebebiT gabezrebuls mivyvebi mindvrebs, viT mgzavris Cqami, uxmaurod gzebze mivwydebi. dagtovebT yvelas _ ama soflis stumrebs Tu mkvidrebs da roca yvelas dagiviwyebT, mec usaTuod dagaviwydebiT. ... SeRamebebiT momZaxian vrceli mindvrebi.

1979 w.

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256

gulubryvilo leqsi, anu bavSvobis

gaxseneba

aq ganTiads mohyveba mzis da miwis inanTi, _ brwyinvaleba RvTiuri _ kamkameul sinaTlis... aqve agisruldeba, rasac guliT inatri... movdivar da naZvnari marad mwvane xelebs Slis, kakaCia Rameni wvanan soflis xevebSi, bavSvobis cas ver waSlis dro, mkacri da xeneSi. maxsovs Cveni Rele da muxis boga _ kalasi, wvimaSi Tu TovaSi xvewna maCanCalasi... maxsovs gza-gza TamaSi da dgafuni ReleSi, ciT cvioda fifqebi, viT nimfebis qereWi. bavSvobis ca sad aris, romel misans upyria? movdivar da mzesityvebs misTvis veZeb, uprians, ratom mxvdeba mowyeniT Cveni Rele _ umpia? arsad moCans kalasi _ muxis boga naqebi, Zveli skolac damwvara _ sufTa ficriT nagebi, gafantulxarT, wasulxarT Cemi amxanagebi. yvela mogisakliseT... fiqrSi mogealerseT... bavSvobis cac gaqreba Cveni mzeris gareSe... kvlav mominda TamaSi da dgafuni ReleSi, ciT mocviva fifqebi, viT nimfebis qereWi... kanTielad Camesma, aha, xmebi imaTi, sul sxvagvarad visunTqe mzis da miwis inanTi, _ brwyinvaleba momdgara maradiul sinaTlis...

1979 w.

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257

* * *

ca TeTri RrublebiT mobaTqaSebula, fexis cerebze rom Sedges kaci, albaT miswvdeba tatnobs zecisas... raic mimaCnda uSoresad da miuwvdomlad _ movida axlos da gaarafrda... uaxloesi, ramac fasi dakarga erT dros, miuwvdomlobis samans gadascda... ... vzivar da vfiqrob, _ virwmuno romeli _ TvalTxiluli Tu miuwvdomeli?

1979 w.

roca aq dgaxar...

ukve Cabarda es dRec gardasuls da kidev erTxel sxivnaTeli gadaixvewa... Senc gamoxvedi eulmavali, Ramis bakani moixure da exetebi Rameul gzaze. am sibneleSi ver erCeva Seni mamuli, am siCumeSi xma ar ismis kacTaganisa, rom gesasoos, geimedos mzis amosvlamde!

zaur molaSxia

258

sad aris Seni navsayudeli, sad aris Seni odindeli ezo da kari, gareSemoni ase ratom geucxoeba, roca aq tiris Seni fesvi da Seni Ziri, roca aq dgaxar winaprebiT... STamomavlebiT...

1979 w.

tkivilTa usatkivroba

mgzavri gzispiras martoka ijda _ ganSorda yvelas da gaemijna. ijda euli, Cumad kvirobda amden tkivilTa usatkivrobas. rogorRa gaxda misTvis sulerTi _ is qveyana Tu es xiluleTi. ararad uCans xvedri yovelTa _ bedianis Tu bedupovelTa... Tu gasulerTda qveynad yoveli, maSin aq raa dasayovneli? ... ijda mgzavri da Cumad kvirobda amden tkivilTa usatkivrobas.

1979 w.

xana srulkacobisa

259

uxilavi wre

dRes ar mcalia CitebisTvis, budeebisTvis... arc TxmelebisTvis, _ romelTa qerqis sastvenebi bavSvuri ubiT mitarebia... me ar davdivar sanadirod, arc saTevzaod, tol-megobrebsac iSviaTad vewvevi xolme... me Cemi wre maqvs da Cems wreSi vtrialeb mxolod! es wre ar aris megobarTa, arc amxanagTa, es wre sxvaTaTvis uxilavia! am wreSi erTurTs vpoulobT zogjer _ me da is... Wmunva da saesavi... me ar mcalia xundebisTvis _ arvis vawuxeb; da Cems wreSiac unebarTvod vervin Semova, Tundac ecados, erT nabijsac ver gadmoadgams, uxilavia igi yvelasTvis! aq midgas Cemi sasaxle da Cemi koSkebi (saTofurebTan Cemi fiqris jariskacebi dganan fxizlad da SoreTs zveraven, _ gamtanja maTma uZilobam da molodinma)... aq ukvdavebis wyaroswyali _ kamkameuli _ brwyinavs, cialebs, _ mzedauvali mamulis suli... aq xelovnuri vardebis nacvlad _ cocxal yvavilebs vrwyav da vaxareb; risi asfalti! aq lorfini migia gzaze... aq maqvs lotnari _ sabaRnaro, mTebi da zRvebi; aqvea erTi sasaflao _ aw gardacvlili siyvarulisa!.. aq aris omi da usisxlod iRvreba sisxli, aq aris tanjva, damarcxeba,

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260

aq aris cremli; Tumc iSviaTad, gamarjveba aqac zeimobs!.. es wrea CemTvis mTeli samyaro, es wre yvelasTvis uxilavia!

1979 w.

Camoisveneb usivrcobaSi... (niko samadaSvilis xsovnas) moRalul dReTa mze midrekila, alisfrad moCans gzai dasavlis. miexetebi TavCaRunuli da mogsdevs sevda RamurasaviT. xan SeCerdebi, miayuradeb, TiTqos viRaca gixmobs sivrcidan... xiluleTs iqiT ixilav yvelas, vinc giyvarda da vinc xels giwvdida. mzeradamcxrali da unugeSo, fexareuli miexetebi, aq Tu iyavi miusafari, iq mainc vinmes miekedlebi. mzewarTmeuli da gulnatkeni, gza-gza miwier vnebebs damarxav... wuTisoflidan dausabamo da maradiul wreSi gadaxval, iq mainc ivli, ivli nebisad, ar SegaSfoTebs Jami myivari. Camoisveneb usivrcobaSi, gaqreba dardi da satkivari. gagimrTeldeba suyvela nervi da gabzaruli saxsar-kiduri da Rameuli mziT anTebuli granelTan ivli xelCakiduli...

1979 w.

xana srulkacobisa

261

* * *

es ranairi dila movida, ra ucnaurad modga sarkmelTan... sivrce namRvrevi moCans Soridan, rogorc simrude nabzar sarkeTa. es ranairi dila aenTo, _ tydeba sxivebi _ caTa anZebi... roca tkivili tkivils daerTo _ uxmod, uxanZrod kvlav vixanZrebi! gjerodes, SenTvis avitan yovels, brwyinvale dReebs SenTvis varCevdi... me vcxovrob, rogorc SeSvenis poets da... sikvdilamde ase davrCebi!

1979 w.

uxilaviviT xar ukareba...

uxilaviviT xar ukareba, (nuTu, lodini aris amao?!) sivrcea mSvidi da uqarebo, laJvardis frTaze sxivi qanaobs. cis madli wveTavs kamkameuli, RvTiuri suli dadis karikar... moiwevs Jami da Rameuli kvlav ainTeba cis mozaika. isev amindi dgas uqarebo, isev simSvide sufevs gangebis... drov, warmavalo, xar ukareba, xeliT meclebi da mekargebi.

1980 w.

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262

ra giTxra, Zmao!

ra giTxra, Zmao! Zlivs avaSene TeTri sasaxle, Zlivs ganveride devebs da qajebs, imedis fanjrebs Camovkide rwmenis fardebi da sizmareul darbazebSi CiraRdnebi avakiafe... roca megona movamTavre suyvelaferi, Camovxti qveviT _ sasoebiT gabruebuli... Turme vyofilvar gaCxibuli da monusxuli, Turme mTavari damviwyebia, _ roca avxede sasaxles Cemsas, _ zeasasvleli ar hqonda kibe...

1980 w.

bewvis xidze var...

molodinisTvis ar videqi da ar velodi, dalevisaTvis Rvino ar misvams da sadRegrZelo me ar miTqvams sadRegrZelosTvis, ar CamiTvlia uRirsi Rirsad... kvlav vcxovrob ase, dros gavyureb _ Sav-TeTr qaravans, zegardmo madgas umcdari mwyemsi... bewvis xidze var, hgavs sityvebi saSiS qarafebs, Tu gadavrCebi _ gadamarCens marTali leqsi!

1980 w.

xana srulkacobisa

263

iqneb...

nuTu dadgeba kvlav gazafxuli am usaSvelo yinvebis mere. nuTu kvlav moval, moginaxuleb da kvlav vixilav Sens mTebs da velebs... axla qarsusxi awuxebs mindvrebs... ra uTavbolo gvidgas amindi! dRe-Rameebi gvatyuebs iqneb da iqneb es dro arsad ar midis... vaiTu gawyda drois sabeli, Sedga borbali _ JamTa mbrunavi. an iqneb arc Rirs axla saTqmelad es sayveduri da samduravi; iqneb ar esmis Cveni Zaxili mas, vinc ganagebs yvelafers... yovels... iqneb amaod vwvalobT, vjaxirobT da kvlav vedebiT Robes da yores!

1980 w.

nu geSinia `saswauli gaxlavT mainc adamiani: an RmerTi xdeba Tvisi saqmiT, anda eSmaki.~

angelus sileziusi

nu geSinia, megobaro, nu geSinia! ki SeiZleba SeeSalos erTxel xorciels: _ fexi daucdes, ufskrulisken gadaixaros... magram iuda is ar gaxdeba, vinc angelozad dabadebula.

1980 w.

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264

gamozafxulda gamozafxulda da RuRunebs simwvane tyeSi, iaiebi velad hgvanan bavSvebis Tvalebs... daval mdumare. gazafxulis dReTa megzurad sxva amindebi miRmeTidan moiswrafvian.

1980 w.

rogor gikiTxo...

rogor gikiTxo, xom kargad xar, Cemo tkivilo? vici, ar ginda Svebam aRmanTos, zeavimarTo, CaviRimilo da gza iolad gaviwaRmarTo. xom ar mogbezrdi, xom ar mtoveb, Cemo tkivilo? vaiTu gulma erT dros ginatros! iqneb Cems Tavzec gadiyivilo, gamifrinde da gadaikargo. xom ar midixar, xom ar mtoveb, Cemo tkivilo?

1980 w.

xana srulkacobisa

265

leqsiT Zma xar...

erTurTs vxvdebiT leqsiT Zmebi, xSirad vxvdebiT, uTenia. Sen Sens dardze mesityvebi, me verafers ver giyvebi, Cemi sevda uTqmelia! leqsiT Zma xar, RmerTsac SenTvis gza naTeliT ufenia. kargad gvesmis erTmaneTis... isaubre, me ra meTqmis, _ Cemi sevda uTqmelia! mere gtoveb, marto mival, es gza sxvasac uTelia. Cemiv grZnobis fantomi var, kargad vici, rac momiva, _ magram... mainc uTqmelia!.. ... Sen, lodino, damalulo, mxolod am Cems guls ukvdebi. vai, droo gaparulo, gzao, xavsiT dafarulo, Sen sad Camiufskruldebi. CemTvis, uxmod, marto mival... Cemiv grZnobis fantomi var... kargad vici, rac momiva...

1980 w.

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266

me ar vmRerivar... me ar vmRerivar. Cemi xmaa daunomravi: _ arc pirveli maqvs, arc meore, arc mesame... da, saerTod, ranairi maqvs, isic ar vici. me ar vmRerivar. ara maqvs xmai _ `haeris rxeva talRiseburi~, samagierod, imdeni mesmis xma ucnobi da gaurkveveli, xma maRali da xma moguduli, xma moqviTine, xma mogugune... uxmo xmac mesmis. me ar vmRerivar. nu msayvedurob, axla xma aRar amomeReba... ar minda, ara, mogiSxamoT daxvewili da wminda guneba. me rom vimRero _ Tqven SegzaravT Cemi simRera _ gulSi amden xans dagubebuli. me ar vmRerivar. samagierod, es siCumea Cemi simRera, sxva xmai gana xmaa namdvili _ igi dumilTan brZolaa da niSnismogeba. qveynad yvela xma siCumidan iwyeba mxolod, qveynad yvela xma siCumea nawil-nawilad gadafleTili. me ar vmRerivar...

1980 w.

Seni yismaTi vande mzes

Seni yismaTi vande mzes, _ im miuwvdomel gangebas... gzadagza vmReri andezed, iqneb gamigos gamgebma. ros gxedav TmeniT moleSils, _ Cemi Wriloba avdeba... dro garbis da, iq... boloSi... tkivilic damiamdeba.

1980 w.

xana srulkacobisa

267

qaris nafleTebi

tyes mimofxrewili qaris nafleTebi mimofantulia mindvrad;

uceb vCerdebi da yvelas vacqerdebi, maTi akrefa minda.

gandagan daxtian, rogorc kaliebi, mivyvebi uCumrad, nela...

qaris nafleTebi _ sivrcis yvavilebi, viT mzis arilebi, elavs...

vlamob Sevagrovo, viTarca iebi, da davwna gvirgvini qaris;

vinc imas daidgams, gaxdeba Zlieri, iqneba swrafi Tu Cqari...

tyes mimofxrewili qaris nafleTebi mimofantulia mindvrad;

uceb vCerdebi da yvelas vacqerdebi, maTi akrefa minda.

1980 w.

fesvebi

ise gamZlea da maradi Cemi fesvebi, rom ver amoTxris grigali da verc Walikoni; veRar daazrobs polaruli yinvis qarebi da ver gaaxmobs xorSaki da mkacri aravi, Cemi fesvebi _ miwis wiaR gantotvilebi _ uzrobelia da uxmobeli! _ hei, Sen, marad ukeTuro, eSmakeulo, rom uTvalTvaleb varjovans Cemsas, nu gixaria Jami Cemi foTolcvenisa; qarma aria Cemi totebi, rom exlebian erTmaneTs da msxvrevis xma ismis... kvlav foTlis nacvlad mova foToli, totebis nacvlad movisxam totebs

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da varjovani kvlav simwvaniT daiyurseba... Cemi fesvebi _ miwis wiaR gantotvilebi _ uzrobelia da uxmobeli!

1980 w.

zogierTis gasagonad

Tqvens saqmesa da sityvas Sua elvarebs xrami da Tqven tyuixarT yovlis winare!.. roca ar ZalgiZT, risTvis gindaT uReli xaris an es Tvalebi glovis drosac rad gibrwyinaven?! sxvis dasanaxad ibragunebT gulmkerdze muStebs, iaffasian saqonlisTvis kvlav eZebT muStrebs! Tqveni manqaniT aamtvereT beberi gzebi da Tavi mogaqvT mepatroned mamulis zvrebis! vin agirCiaT mevenaxed iq, caSi, zemoT, mainc rad CemobT, ros giWiravT yalbi sasxlavi? TqvenTvis mZimea, batono Cemo, mamuliSvilis uwmindesi wamosasxami!

1980 w.

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269

wuTisofelSi ase mivlia `me arc warsulis, arc momavlis ar meSinia~.

galaktioni

wuTisofelSi ase mivlia _ Zirs WianWvelac ar gamiwiravs... Cemi warsulis ar meSinia, xolo momavlis... ara vici ra!

1981 w.

risTvis movedi

mze miiwura. iSva luskumi, sibnele gaxda, rogorc ufskruli, marad saSiSi da saxifaTo; ..................... var monusxuli, visze vifiqro, raze vidardo. me sxvas ver vguob Cemi cxovrebiT, SenTvis ucxo var, rogorc SoreTi; gaurkvevlobis xidze viryevi. ..................... risTvis movedi, Tu Cems tkivilze ver mogiyvebi. martosuliviT sivrces gavyureb, rad melandeba sxva gza, sxva yure an umSvidesi navsayudeli? ..................... gzebs rad gavyureb, sad waval anda sad davbrundebi?.. SenTvis ucxo var, geucxovebi, me sxvas ver vguob Cemi cxovrebiT; gaurkvevlobis xidze viryevi. ..................... risTvis movedi, Tu Cems tkivilze ver mogiyvebi!

1981 w.

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werili Zmisadmi I

maxsovs, zamTarma da didTovlobam rom daamZima Cveni tyeebi da... CvenTvis mamas SeSa mohqonda, viT mobriale cisartyelebi, ar isvenebda is saRamomdis, _ fexCaukreflad garjas Cveuli... mere... wavida da aRar modis, dagvaklda siTbo mamiseuli.

II

saxlic dagvewva _ oda megruli, venaxic gaxda navenaxari... es iyo adre... guli mewurvis... Zmao, momwere rame axali; momwere, rom gyavs kargad bavSvebi, _ mamobis uRels mxned ezidebi, rom ar waxdebi da ar daSvrebi, rom saxvalio mamuls sWirdebi, rom janmrTelia deda moxuci, _ kvlav ar asvenebs saqme uricxvi: rom didTovlobas mravals moucdis badiSebis da Cveni gulisTvis!

III Zmao, momwere sxvaTa ambavic, Cemze ra giTxra: vwvalob da veli... nela inTeba bedis varskvlavi, albaT cxovreba meqneba Zneli! me vityvi: _ Cemi sityva gadarCa, mxolodRa maSin (da ara TiTqos!), Tuki SerCeba striqons maradJams mamiseuli keriis siTbo.

1981 w.

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271

mainc mrCeba kvali...

`bevri ram xdeba, horacio, zecad da qveynad~.

Seqspiri

ra vqna, ukve ar vendobi arvis, axla vdgavar iZulebiT ganze... uxmo dReebs, viT uvaco arves, mivdeni da, Tan dRevandel gazeTs, viT guSindels anda guSinwindels, vkiTxulob da, zRaprebia Zveli... naTobs dari, mainc gulSi wvims da ager vxedav unamusos werils: _

namusze da kacobaze hyveba, dandobaze da Zmobaze hyveba, o, amqveynad bevri rame xdeba! zogjer kaci zezeulad kvdeba... o, amqveynad bevri rame xdeba!

vinc xels iRebs Zmaze, namusze da ufrTxildeba dReniadag stomaqs, _ Tavs kargad grZnobs sxvaTa namusrevzec, mTavaria is, rac unda _ xom aqvs!

Cemo laSav, Cemo kaxabero, Tqven, Svilebo, imedebo xvalis... Tqvensa gazrdas da Tqvens gaxarebas, Tqven gaxsovdeT siamaye mamis... me rasac vwer Tu ubralod vyvebi, mxolod TqvenTvis, Tqven icodeT ukeT, _ vin kacia da vin kidev _ ybedi da vin ukravs saxvalio bukebs...

ise vcxovrob. ar vawuxeb arvis... mec minTia saCemwilo kvari... uxmo dReebs, viT uvaco arves, mivdeni da... mainc mrCeba kvali!

1981 w.

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rogorc varskvlavi...

rogorc varskvlavi, enTo askili... ukanaskneli mzeriT mimzerdi... Camavali mzis sxiviT nasxivi, _ Camavali mziT gamomzisferdi. avenaTagan dRes xar uvnebi, winaT ki, winaT... sxva iyo winaT... axla, viT sxivi xelmouvlebi ,_ miRmiur dReTa winare brwyinav.

1981 w.

droo, Cemi siyvaruli saiT waiRe?..

Savma frTebma mwvervalebi bindiT walekes... weroebma horizonti gadiwalikes... saRamoa. gamosalmis zari darekes... weroebma horizonti gadiwalikes... droo, Cemi siyvaruli saiT waiRe?.. weroebma mwvervalebi gadiwalikes... modi, Cemi Tvalebidan dardi waleke... raxania weroebma gadiwalikes...

1981 w.

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Cemo keTilo

Cemo keTilo, nandauric undo gamixda, lamis ZaRliviT viwyo ymuili... mware sizmrebi erTad amixda; Cemo keTilo, nandauric undo gamixda, irgvliv zeimobs mxolod tyuili!.. Cemo keTilo, Sen yvelafers, vici, mixvdebi, vinc Cemi dardi amravalwila, _ mis win morCilad viT movixrebi... Cemo keTilo, Sen yvelafers, vici, mixvdebi, _ TviT nandaurmac rogor gamwira! vemtro? vis vemtro! yofna rogor gavierTfero! Cemo keTilo, sxva gza maCvene: viT mivutevo an viT vefero... viSurisZio? _ yofna rogor gavierTfero! miTxar an momkal da momasvene... Cemo keTilo, nandauric undo gamixda, lamis ZaRliviT viwyo ymuili... mware sizmrebi erTad amixda; Cemo keTilo, nandauric undo gamixda, irgvliv zeimobs mxolod tyuili!

1981 w.

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mxolod is iyav _ raca xar

tyuis suyvela, visac erTxelac ar ganucdia SiSi tiali, gansacdelisas Tu ar ugrZnia gulis krToma Tu gulis friali, _ is an mkvdaria, an mkvexara, _ suliT vnebuli... sxvaa vaJkaci _ SiSis mgrZnobi, mainc mtkice da Tavdadebuli. ukan daxevac mamacobaa, Tu droze mixvdi, droze gaige, `saca ara sjobs, gacla sjobs...~ brZeni gvaswavlis, brZeni gvarigebs, `kargisa mamacisagan...~ ara laCris da ara mliqvnelis... oRond is iyav _ raca xar, sxvad nuRar gardaiqmnebi! `sxva sxvisa omsa brZenia~... saocrad uTqvams dalocvils, sxvas nuRar gansji manamdis, sanamdis TviT ar gamocdi. zogi usaqmod xmaurobs, jomardobasac gaswavlis, TviTon ki mimalulia ormoSi TxunelasaviT... tyuis suyvela, visac erTxelac ar ganucdia SiSi tiali; gansacdelisas Tu ar ugrZnia gulis krToma Tu gulis friali, _ is an mkvdaria, an mkvexara, _ suliT vnebuli... sxvaa vaJkaci _ SiSis mgrZnobi, mainc mtkice da Tavdadebuli. aseTis erTguleba mwams, ara laCris da ara mliqvnelis... mxolod is iyav _ raca xar, sxvad nuRar gardaiqmnebi!

1981 w.

xana srulkacobisa

275

Wolas monologi

mcems cxovrebis uzogveli zvirTi, sivrce misetyvila...

rogorc karSi moyolili TiTi, guli ise mtkiva!

eWviT vusmen maqebars Tu mZraxvels, vis ra unda vendo!

siCumeSi gamomwyvdeul Zaxils vin gaigebs, RmerTo!

ukve vxvdebi _ ra momelis xval-zeg... xelgaSlili viTmen _

var gakruli Cemi tanjvis jvarze, gamogadge riT me?

TviT CemSive vimartvileb msxemi, upovari mgzavri...

cxadad micqers daqceuli sxveni... sizmrad mixmobs zari...

mcems cxovrebis uzogveli zvirTi, sivrce misetyvila...

rogorc karSi moyolili TiTi, guli ise mtkiva!

1981 w.

bedo, zogjer iburebi

bedo, zogjer iburebi, xan laRob da masxrob. Tumca Cumad viyurebi, _ yvelaferi maxsovs! bedo, ragind gamirisxde, zogjer mkacro, navso; erTxel mzian napirisken mec waviyvan navso.

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jer ki... mklavze uwvenia mze da... mihyavs sxvaso. Tu ukeTurs vuwyevlivar, _ xvTisSvilad vTvli Tavso... Civili ar damiwyia, fiqrze fiqrebs vaqsov... araferi damviwynia, yvelaferi maxsovs.

1981 w.

adeqi erTxel...

adeqi erTxel da Cemkenac gamoixede da SeaCvie mzera Cems Rames... isulgrZele da igulkeTile da Seni xeli, rogorc zRvaSi maSveli rgoli, gamomiwode! me daviRale am siCumiT da molodiniT, amdeni fiqriT, cudbedobiT da moTminebiT; tol-megobrebSic me damRala martomyofobam... Cems zRvaSi vcurav da dReebi, rogorc talRebi, gadamsdis Tavze da... sunTqva mekvris... yovladZliero, sasmenelni momapyar Senni, es gulgriloba igulmaviwye da Seni xeli, rogorc zRvaSi maSveli rgoli, gamomiwode!

1981 w.

xana srulkacobisa

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didi xania is gzebze garCa

`arca raiTa SesaZlebel ars sityverTa Sina xmaTa uquemoesTagan miTualvai saxelisa anu sazRvarsa uzemoesTasa...~

Teodore abukura

didi xania is gzebze garCa... axla ki, axla, uceb moesma ubgero xmoba... aravin ar Cans... nuTu miuxmo uzemoesma.

fiqrian dReTa tkiviliT daRlils eama dro da gulze moeSva... wminda naTeli ainTo maRliT, odes miuxmo uzemoesma.

1981 w. yofierebis unayofo vels

yofierebis unayofo vels Cumad uyureb da, sevdiT mzirals geZaxi: _ SenSi nu amyofeb mgels, rameTu SenSi angelozs sZinavs, roca aravin gamogiwvdis xels, gaWirveba ki Rrma fskerze gZiravs... mainc, geTayva, nu axareb mgels SenSi, rameTu angelozs sZinavs... gwamdes, verafers dagaklebs eSma, Tund uSxamesi SxamiT gSxamavdes! ar gaqvs ufleba _ is mokla SenSi, riTac icxovre moaqJamamde.

1981 w.

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278

rodesac minda vixilo igi

rodesac minda vixilo igi, _ ara Cans maSin, xolo odes var Tvaldabrmobili _ is CemTanaa, Cem gverdiT dadis; magram ugonos vin mosTxovos gonieroba, viT ucodvelad ver gaxdeba codviliani... vwvalob, vjaxirob zmanebaTa uwyvet qaosSi, _ var gaxlarTuli ayvavebul sokoTa tevrSi da xelovnuri mzis simxurvaliT merRveva tani. iSleba Cemi sxeuli da ConCxi var mxolod! viT safrTxobelas, Zvlebs vaCxaruneb, Tan vetirebi da vezraxebi CuqurTmebian sokoebiT dazurgul miwas _ kacTugonobiT asanTebad ganwirul varskvlavs... me axla minda misi danaxva _ is ar Cans mainc, me axla minda xma nugeSinis _ ar mesmis mainc, vinc CemTanaa, _ is minda vnaxo _ ver vxedav mainc da ase vwvalob mravalTagani xiluleTsa da uxilavs Soris...

1981 w.

xana srulkacobisa

279

Cemi sisxlxorcia es kaci _ mgzavri

Cemi sisxlxorcia es kaci _ mgzavri, ager rom modis; modis ki ara _ wels moiTrevs, xanTa uxanobiT xerxemalgabzaruli. salami, mgzavro! dasabamidan tanjulo Zmao, Senive Zmisgan samudamod daRdasmulo, gametebulo da ganwirulo! salami, mgzavro! Seni Tvalebidan Cemi Tvalebi ixedeba, Sens amoucnob RimilSi Cemi Rimilia ganfenili, kaenis xeliT maradiul naWrilobevSi _ dgas Cemi sisxlic _ dasaRvrelad gametebuli... Cemi sisxlxorcia es kaci _ mgzavri, ager rom modis...

1981 w.

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280

Cemo samSoblov, jvari gweria!

me Sevegue martomyofobas, Seveguebi ufro mZimes _ TmeniT... eWvebiT... ver SeveCvevi verasodes usamSoblobas, usamSoblobas ver SeveCvevi!.. mamulis caze varskvlavebis aris tofoba, mamulis gzaze mgzavri xvdeba dRis gaTenebas... xorcielisTvis wamebaa usamSobloba, usamSoblobiT yvela rwmena gaiTeleba. yvela sawuxars, yvela naRvels, lmobas, oblobas, _ gauZlebs guli, uJamobiT raic swvevia, _ oRond ar igrZnos saSineli usamSobloba... Cemo samSoblov, jvari gweria!

1981 w.

xana srulkacobisa

281

ferTa zRapari

dRisa da Ramis feri, cisa da miwis feri, ferebi sxvaTa da sxvaTa _ erTmaneTSi gulmodgined avurie da rudunebiT Sevazave, rom erTaderTi mimeRo feri. Zalian didxans, Zalian didxans, Zalian didxans viwvale da viforiaqe, tvinareulma saukuneni, viT erTi Rame, ise vaTie. ar movasvene arc ca da miwa, arc Cemi Tavi da, erTxel, marTlac erTaderTi miviRe feri... TiTqos davmSviddi, TiTqos gavxdi svebednieri, magram rodesac gons movege _ myis SemaZrwuna samyarois erTferovnebam, me _ ar viyavi _ me da, ra Tqma unda, miwa ar iyo miwa, ca ar hgavda cas, xolo mdinare _ mdinares, Rimili _ Rimils, cxovreba _ cxovrebas... yvelaferma sakuTari dakarga saxe, im erTaderTma ferma STanTqa yoveli... ... isev yvelaferi daviwye Tavidan: _ bevri viwvale... bevric vnaxe da ganvicade... is erTi feri kvlav davSale uamrav ferad, rom yvela sagans, yvelas, yvelafers dabruneboda sakuTari saxe da feri.

1981w .

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zRvisfer velze Canan xuTni (ciklidan: _ `variaciebi zRaprebidan~) I zRvisfer velze Canan xuTni, cxenebs moaWeneben; suliT sulTan Canaxutni _ sivrces moamSveneben... II Zmebma xmlebi akiskases da, Seebnen mters gmirebi... da, daixsnes ganTiadze qalwulebi _ tyvedqmnilebi... III imRerian, vlian corviT, udgaT dari erTgulebs... (ra jobia, gmirul brZoliT dReebs gabrwyinebulebs!) da, xuTs xuTi gazafxuli mohyavT Tvalebmzianebi; Zvirfas ganZiT daganZulni brundebian svianebi... IV ukve axlos Canan xuTni, cxenebs moaWeneben; suliT sulTan Canaxutni _ sivrces moamSveneben...

1981 w.

xana srulkacobisa

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mTeli cxovreba...

mTeli cxovreba uxmaurod movdivar Senken da Cems mdinares wveTwveTobiT vagroveb, raTa xvatSi _ maSveli jarebiviT _ davZra talRebi Seni mindvrebis mosarwyavad, Seni fesvebis gasanedleblad... ... mTeli cxovreba uxmaurod movdivar Senken!

1981w.

me ar myolia marekebi... `monadires saxundarze ucimcimebs kiRam feri, Tofi fexze Seayena, Caxmaxs gamousva xeli.~

xalxuri gana amaod vicdidi dRemde, gana uazrod viTmendi dRemde! yovel wuTs ise vacilebdi, rogorc momaval dReTa safanels; me vgavdi fxizel monadires _ saxundarze Casafrebuls da momlodines... sanam nadiri ar damilandavs _ ar gamomikravs TiTi Caxmaxze... me ar myolia marekebi _ nadiri arvis gamourekavs... viyavi uxmod Casafrebuli Cems martoeul saxundarze da moTminebiT gulgadaleuls zogjer lodinic gammarTlebia... kvlav uxmod vzivar saxundarze, kvlav velodebi...

1981 w.

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yvela gzas...

yvela gzas, yvelas, Cemi Tayvani! am usasrulo galaqtikebSi yvelas eqneba sivrce Tavisi... yvela gzas, yvelas, Cemi Tayvani! _ Tu mimodian ara mgelni, aramed mgzavrni! _ `kacni bunebiT saxierni~, _ vis naterflebzec wylulebi ar aRmocendeba.

1981 w.

var momwyvdeuli erTaderT wreSi

var momwyvdeuli erTaderT wreSi: _ saxli, bavSvebi da samsaxuri, amgvarad gadis zamTar-zafxuli, _ ver gaviSale jer kidev welSi. me ar minaxavs sxva gza da sivrce, sxva mwvervalebi an gorakebi, mainc ar aris maTze naklebi is, raic guliT vnaxe da vigrZen... ver gavimarTe jer kidev welSi, erTgvarad gadis zamTar-zafxuli, _ saxli, bavSvebi da samsaxuri, _ ase vwrialeb erTaderT wreSi.

1981 w.

xana srulkacobisa

285

yovlismcodneman uwyis yoveli

Sen visTan dgaxar! me sadac vdgavar! _ yovlismcodneman uwyis yoveli... da ulpolveli Zeli mamulis iqneb orives erTnairad gvtkiva da gviyvars? iqneb sul sxva xar am niRbis miRma anda niRabi uxilavi Tavad var iqneb! me iqneb vcdebi da naTlisken sxva gziT midian? iqneb Sen TviTon uaxlovdebi dros _ saxiers da netarJamiers? iqneb Cemi gza?.. iqneb misi gza? an iqneb gzebi sxvaTa da sxvaTa?.. manamde, vici, Sen visTan dgaxar, manamde, vici, me sadac vdgavar da, erTmaneTis gzebze, bilikze Sav jvrebad nuRar aRvimarTebiT!

1981 w.

idumalia Cveni mowyena

idumalia Cveni mowyena, Cveni mowyena _ siCumis feri... sanam davdivarT qveynad cocxlebi, _ vwuxvarT da vxarobT, vtiriT da vmReriT... ara, mowyena ar niSnavs daRlas, is aRmafrenis aris winadRe; is gvaaxloebs uSoresTan uCumrad, naRdad, unaTlieres naTelisken is gviwinamZRvrebs... vcocxlobT simReriT,

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vcocxlobT mowyeniT, vfxizlobT, vmaRldebiT, gvZinavs, vecemiT... da sanam davalT qveynad cocxlebi _ dardsa Tu xaliss ver gaveqceviT.

1981 w.

bolos da bolos gamovedi im buranidan...

... bolos da bolos gamovedi im buranidan, roca garkveviT araferi gesmis da, dumxar, gonebis zeca nisleuliT SemoRobili _ gadaiwminda. da davinaxe bavSvi, romelic velze Txis arves abalaxebda da ifnis saxres miwis gavas utylaSunebda. is da me erTi viyaviT erT dros, Cveni pawia nafexurebi soflis Sukebma daimaxsovres... axla me minda movabruno is bavSvi Cemken, da davanaxvo saxe Cemi _ misi suraTi gadidebuli. is zurgSeqceviT, ifnis saxriT gahyurebs arves, vesaubrebi, igi isev gahyurebs arves, yurSi CavZaxi, vemudarebi, is upasuxod, mouxedavad xeliT maCvenevs Tikans, romelic dedaTxas misdevs da ar Sordeba. ... da rogorc iqna gamovedi im buranidan, roca garkveviT araferi gesmis da, dumxar... gonebis zeca nisleuliT SemoRobili _ gadaiwminda...

1981 w.

xana srulkacobisa

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Cemi soflis saRamoebi (nawyveti) maxsovs: _ saRamo da aivani, brZeni moxuci lxinobda da oqropirobda... bolos siCumem rom daivana, yvelam vigrZeniT: _ berikaci gulSi tiroda. Cven Soris mjdari _ marTlac hgavda muxas aswlians... bolos da bolos gavixareT, _ Tavi aswia! mzera gvesrola, viT gamocana, mere gaxeda daRlil mTvares, _ RrubliT moRobils. aiRo Tasi da gamoscala, frCxilze daisva Rvinis wveTi _ Rvinis kokobi. _ `RmerTma gaxaroT, gadRegrZeloTo~, _ dagvemSvidoba ucoloebs _ yrmebs Tu colians... diliT vucadeT, didxans velodeT, Turme moxucebs usasrulo Zili scodniaT.

1981 w.

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288

vTamaSobT damalobanas

Cven varT bavSvebi, zrdasruli bavSvebi, damalobanas vTamaSobT erTad, _ erTmaneTs vumalavT Rimils da alerss, Tbil sityvas, grZnobas da aRmafrenas; xan simarTlesac vumalavT erTurTs... Cven vixuWebiT, damalobanas vTamaSobT yvela; Cven vixuWebiT quCebze, gzebze, prospeqtebsa da trotuarebze, rom erTmaneTi ar davinaxoT _ ar SegvaZrwunos erTmaneTis TvalSi Caxedvam... Tu maincdamainc araa saSveli: _ gamarjoba! _ gagimarjos! zogjer xelebsac CamovarTmevT erTimeores, meti araferi! sxvadasxva gzebiT mivemarTebiT. arvin kiTxulobs: _ `akeTeb rames?~ _ `fiqrob rames?~ _ `apireb rames?~ Cven varT zrdasruli bavSvebi da drosTan vTamaSobT damalobanas. erTmaneTis sixarulTan, erTmaneTis tkivilTan, erTmaneTis pirispir kvlav vixuWebiT... vTamaSobT damalobanas!

1981 w.

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rogorc daRmarTze...

rogorc daRmarTze, cidan daveSvi, gamomyva uflis Tvalebi mwyrali... da vnawildebi wuTSi, wamebSi, rom Svilebs hqondeT puri da wyali. tkivilisTvisac ar mrCeba dro da gadaveCvio ocnebas lamis... ramxela frTebi safrenad mqonda, _ ra usasrulo sivrce da Jami!

1981 w.

vxedav kanTielad...

vxedav kanTielad _ gulgrilobiT gadajegil mindvrebze uTvistomo da usasoo xorcieliviT xe dgas Cumi da gulgamoxruli; dgas wuTisoflis bindwamosxmuli, viT kacis saxes _ nayvavilari, mas amCnevia adrindeli nartoalebi.

1981 w.

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290

friad gaZvirda qmnai keTilTa

friad gaZvirda qmnai keTilTa, ars iefoba borotisani. Zma Zmis mcemeli Suris kverTxiTa, gulganwonili SuRlis isariT. erTi _ gvemuli qveynis bediTa, meore _ sxvisi mona_xizani... sevda _ dilegSi gamoketilTa _ mZlavrTa simSvide mxolod is ari... friad gaZvirda qmnai keTilTa, ars iefoba borotisani.

1981 w.

mjobnis mjobni

,, wuTisoflis stumrebi varT~, _ mReren, am stumrobas sul ar grZnoben zogni... Cangebi ki mravalgvarni JReren, _ ram dalia mjobnis mjobnis mjobni! axla dro-Jams moTminebiT vfurclav, _ Cemi aris axalic da Zvelic... ZirZvel mamuls daleodes nurca _ mjobnis mjobni mebrZolic da brZenic!

1981 w.

xana srulkacobisa

291

siurprizi

Cveni aq mosvla siurprizs hgavda, siurprizia Cveni cxovrebac. sikvdilis merec ar gagvakvirvebs Cveni sicocxlis ganmeoreba. CvenTvis yoveldRe siurprizia _ mze da haeri, sivrce, ferebi... rom ar gvemxoba Tavze cargvali, esec madlia bednierebis! gana cotaa _ vsaubrobT, vsunTqavT, rom ar aRgvila jiSi Tubalis, rom Tavisuflad vfiqrobT da gvtkiva, rom gvaqvs

sizmrebic Tavisufali... siurprizia, aba, ra ari? _ vxvdebiT erTmaneTs

cocxals cocxali; rom mze ki ara cidan dagvyurebs Tvali RvTisa Tu Tvali mowyalis... CvenTvis yoveldRe siurprizia _ mze da haeri, sivrce, ferebi... rom ar gvemxoba Tavze cargvali, esec madlia bednierebis!

1981 w.

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axla erTi ram mrCeba imedad

feruxunarad isev darCa ki sityva, risTvisac wvalebiT vcxovrob... SemomezRuda sivrcis darjaki da suls mixuTavs sawuTro _ soro! axla erTi ram mrCeba imedad _ Tu davaviwydi yvelas an yovels, Tqven, Cemo Zmebo, Cemnairebo, Tqven moigonebT martosul poets!

1981 w.

tician tabiZe

Sens sadroSoSi erTi mxedari mec vdgavar, gverdiT myvanan tolebi... modis cxovreba _ mouxelTavi, gausaZlisi _ mZime torebiT... arad miviCnev Cems Znelbedobas, dRes Camovsxipe SiSis totebi... CaviTqvam gulSi Sens dRegrZelobas da mkacr ganaCens davelodebi.

1981 w.

xana srulkacobisa

293

dgas da icinis _ araraoba!

SuaRamisas Sens bunagSi ros miegdebi, uceb giwydeba fiqri qanciviT... gamTeniisas Sens arsSive xorcieldebi, dgebi: _ igiv gza, igiv qarcivi; igiv guneba moJamuli _ udabnoeba da Zveli rwmena _ namosaxlari... saTnoebasTan Tavs iwonebs usaTnoeba, keTil almad Cans xeli msaxvralis... uCumrad zixar Sens bunagSi, rogorc oboba, araraobis qseliT erTobi... Sen ar icodi arc marcxi da arc martooba, Tavi mogqonda erTaderTobiT! magram... gagwires da didebac Seni daemxo, _ ros gadaiqca rwmena _ Waobad... mzewarTmeulo, daviwyebis eldiT namexo, dgas da icinis _ araraoba!

1981 w.

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`varT-Ra sadme?~ `... sad aris qarTveli da qarTveloba? erTi es minda gkiTxo: varT-Ra sadme? rogor Tu varT-Rao, Semomitev wyromiT, Tu Sen, Cemo mkiTxvelo, adamianoba, kacuri _ kacoba xelSi mCvrad ar gadagiqcevia, vici am kiTxvazed ZarRvi Cagwydeba... esec unda icode, rom balRamSi amovlebuls WeSmaritebasac vaJkacuri mosmena unda~.

ilia WavWavaZe gardasul xmaTa yvela niaRvari TiTqos cis ubiT RmerTma Camolala... varT-Raa sadme? _ godebs winapari, varT-Raa sadme? _ esmis STamomavals. da kvlav siCume!.. fiqri _ luskumia, gadaiqroles welTa marxilebma... godeba ese _ TiTqos ufskrulia, Zaxili ese _ aris gafrTxileba. xma winaprisa _ dardiT moSxamuli, _ ar ikargeba! moarRvevs ukuneTs. ehei bedo! cxovrebav mamulis, dResac gvaxseneb Wrilobas ukurnels... gardasul xmaTa yvela niaRvari TiTqos cis ubiT RmerTma Camolala... varT-Raa sadme? _ godebs winapari,

varT-Raa sadme? _ esmis STamomavals.

1982 w.

xana srulkacobisa

295

rodesac vfiqrob...

rodesac vfiqrob warsulze, awmyosa da momavalze, rodesac vfiqrob Cemze da sxvazec, _ gailandeba Cems xsovnaSi ucnobi qveynis, ucnobi poetis _ martin buxhornis ori striqoni: _ `Zalian bevri laparaki, Zalian cota Tavisufleba~.

1982 w.

aqeT morbodi...

aqeT morbodi, aqeT moqrodi, zogjer uxamlod narTa momTeli; gana liqnobiT an jadoqrobiT, aqeT moqrodi brZoliT, moTmeniT... vin amoagdos balaxis modgma? vin daiviwyebs marad saxsovars? gogi - magogi mravaljer mogdga, velurTa jogma ver gadagZova... ganqarda Seni damawyevari, daemxo, maRla vinc ar giSvebda... axla mze gixmobs, viT mawvevari _ axal sivrcisken gepatiJeba!

1982 w.

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ar miemateba es fiqri sxva fiqrs!

vdumvar da fiqri fiqrs emateba, rogorc dReebi gardasul dReebs an Rameebi _ Cavlil Rameebs... sxva modis... midis... Senze fiqri aris ucvleli; ar miemateba es fiqri sxva fiqrs!.. roca is mova _ Calisferad iSleba sivrce da kvlav kiTxvebi: _ `saiT? _ sad? _ risTvis?~... TiTqos vpasuxob da verc vpasuxob! mzeras varideb da verc varideb!.. ra vuyo am fiqrs, es sxva fiqrs ar miemateba, _ uxsovrobisken Casaqrobad midrekil dReebs anda Rameebs _ is verafriT ver Sevatyue! ... ar miemateba es fiqri sxva fiqrs!

1982 w.

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duende minaweri federiko garsia lorkas werilze: `DuenDe-s Teoria da TamaSi~.

poeto, kalams Tu ende, unda gicavdes duende, duende, mxolod duende! Sen miwis suli Tu gicavs, viT angelozi fuZisa, fuZisa, mxolod fuZisa, _ maSin Caswvdebi idumals, eziarebi idumals; magram Tu piri ibruna, _ ragind guls cecxli moedos, RvTiur hangs ver ipovebo, verc ipoeto, poeto!.. magram sinaTled Tu enTe, _ Sen gmfarvelobda duende, duende, mxolod duende! RamenaTevars, uZilars, Tu locva mogdgams fuZidan, fuZidan, mxolod fuZidan! Tu nerCi ar dagviwynia, Tu gulma lmoba iwvnia, _ mamulisaTvis iwvnia... Tu moyvass mtrisgan icavdi, Tu mokvdi xvalis mzisaTvis, daeci simarTlisaTvis;

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rad ginda paraklisebi, Seni aryofniT, RirsebiT, _ qveyanas esaklisebi... mamulisaTvis Tu enTe, _ Sen gmfarvelobda duende, duende, mxolod duende!

1982 w.

karga xans vdumdi... karga xans vdumdi, magram dumilic Sen ar gtovebda, Senze mReroda... unda usinjos xSir-xSirad maja kacma _ poetma dRevandelobas, _ xom ar aCqarda? xom ar Senelda?.. raRas gvpirdeba dro Wirveuli? rogorc mkurnali _ guliT snebovans, drosac sWirdeba goni rCeuli... dReis av-kargi mec mekiTxeba, _ Cemi RviZlia, Cemi nawili... mecxre caze var, rodesac vxedav _ SenTvis ibrZvian dRes TavganwirviT... mec msurs avunTo Sens mermiss _ myofads leqsTa koconi yovel saRamos... Seni mSvenebis, Seni Tenebis mzea mkocneli, mze _ ubalRamo! karga xans vdumdi, magram dumilic Sen ar gtovebda, Senze mReroda... xams gausinjos xSir-xSirad maja kacma _ poetma dRevandelobas.

1982 w.

xana srulkacobisa

299

madloba yvelas... madloba yvelas, vinc cxovrebis mrume xarodan amomiyvana da miTxra: _ `wamo!..~ vinc ar lizRobda, ar cignobda da ar xarobda Cemi naRvlian dReebis gamo. madloba yvelas _ ucnobs Tu nacnobs, vinc meZaxoda da mamxnevebda... mkacr RameebSi, keTilo kaco, gadamarCines Senma xelebmac. savse viqnebi erTgulebiT, Zmebo, vidre var, sxva SemiZlia risi gacema? madlobeli var, rom medeqiT mxarSi imedad, odes vigrZeni wabarbaceba... ramdens mavalebs Tqveni kacoba, Tqveni ara Tu Tqveni dasturi... me visac vTvlidi mxolod nacnobad, _ yofila Zma da kaci kacuri... yvelas sWirdeba Tanadgoma, cota mixedva da cota siTbo, viT mSiers _ xemsi... dRedaRam mamuls vinc amaRlebs, vinc ufrTxildeba, mec imasTan var guliT da leqsiT... me aryofnaSic TqvenTan viyavi...

ra vuyoT, Tuki Cumad vcxovrobdi. mwiri imedi Tqven amiyvaveT, ndobiT, ZmobiT da daucxromlobiT... madloba yvelas, vinc cxovrebis mrume xarodan amomiyvana da miTxra: _ `wamo!..~ vinc ar lizRobda, ar cignobda da ar xarobda Cemi naRvlian dReebis gamo.

1982 w.

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es wuTebi

ratom var agre, TviTon ar vici, TiTqosda RmerTis xilvas velode... axla am wuTebs ise ganvicdi, TiTqos arasdros guls ar mtkenodes. kvlav meZaxian Sori Sarebi... droo _ ar memtro, ar damaZino; sanamdis isev moviSxamebi _ gTxov, es wuTebi gamixangrZlivo.

1982 w.

ras ifiqrebdi... `gana kaci eCo aris, sul Tavisken miiTlides~.

xalxuri ras ifiqrebdi: _ yovlis winare is Sens wuxilze dayruvdeboda... roca gaxrCobda dardi _ mdinare, is mtris tablaze mayruls mReroda. xams kaci kacad darCes bolomde, sxvis guliscemas Tvisad iTvlides... ra advilia SenTvis cxovrobde, _ sul eCosaviT Senken iTlide.

1982 w.

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zmaneba avadmyofobis dros

videq sizmareuli. qveynis sanapirodan Canda ca amRvreuli da suli TviTeuli _ janmrTeli Tu sneuli ulmobelad Zleuli _ yvela erTad tiroda. SoriT mze Cadioda... qari idga mglisferi, serze idga, kioda: _ mkerdze maxvilmiSverils Sen veravin giSvelis, mosvliT aRuniSvneli _ daibade SiSveli, gulic mudam gtkioda...

SoriT mze Cadioda... Ramdeboda, cioda...

1982 w.

Sen xar nugeSi...

rogor bacdeba Cemi ferebi, _ me rom miyvarda dRemde... aqamde... mihyveba borji warmaval Cqerebs da zvavebiviT wlebi daqandnen, CaeSvnen, Caqrnen Rrma ufskruleTSi.... raRas izamen axali wlebi?! rac unda moxdes!.. Sen xar nugeSi, Sen erTs arasdros dagaviwydebi.

1982 w.

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natos

vvlidi fiqrebSi curviT, vfrendi ocnebiT swrafiT... ara wyeniT da mdurviT, zarde Svilebi jafiT. wamoiCitnen, gesmis? es wlebi rogor rbian! qarTul anbaniT xelSi ukve skolaSic vlian. vambobT, aqamde Wirda, livlivebs fiqrTa Wavli, gvaxarebs frena SvilTa da dros vigonebT Cavlils: _ gvaxsovs axalic, Zvelic; gvaxsovs yoveli wuTic, _ vin _ gagvimarTa xeli, vin _ Segvaqcia zurgi. (mec vzide tvirTi oblis, tkbilTan vigeme Sxamic, imedi wuTisoflis erT dros davkarge lamis!) axla ki... ara gviSavs, SoriT naTliers vxedavT, aqamde ar davSlilvarT, aw viyoT ufro mxneda! samarTals guli ucems, brialebs misi cecxli, _ qvawviebsa da Zunwebs sircxviliT saxe ewviT... gvaxsovs axalic, Zvelic; gvaxsovs yoveli wuTic, _ vin _ gagvimarTa xeli, vin _ Segvaqcia zurgi.

1982 w.

xana srulkacobisa

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sad xarT netavi?

sad xarT, netavi? erTxel mainc rad ar moxvediT? erTxel mainc SemogerbinaT mwiri cxovrebis Cemeul saxlSi!.. erTxel mainc gamamxneveT, erTxel mainc damiZaxeT: `aha, ager varT!..~ Tumca... vin icis, iqneb Tqvenc Cemze ufrore giWirT? iqneb gWirdebiT da ar var TqvenTan? iqneb Tqvenc gindaT mxarze igrZnoT Cemi marjvena? roca me gixmobT, iqneb Tqvenac meZaxiT maSin? an iqneb... iqneb erTmaneTi arc gvaxsendeba?! ra moxda netav? ram dagvfanta, dagvaTiTova! TiTqos erTad varT, erTad vdgavarT, mainc guls gviRrRnis martosuloba! ratom an risTvis?! vin mogvqsova ase calpirad? erTmaneTisTvis rad gveZvireba siTbo, Rimili da gamxneveba?.. me moviTxov... Sen moiTxov... is moiTxovs... da a.S. iqneb sjobia: _ me gaviRo... Sen gaiRo... man gaiRos?.. ras vucdiT netav? Cvenc xom gviWiravs Tokis nawili, _ sxvam ratom unda Camokras zars?.. netavi Tqven ras gemarTlebiT? roca ager, a, Zilfxizlobas Tavi vera da ver davaRwie, da... icdis, icdis saCemo tvirTi... Tu TviTon veRar vigulmodgine _ sxva vin amiwevs qvas sajildaos? vis unda vTxovo Tanadgoma an Tanalmoba, _

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Tu ar vvargivar Tavis patronad?! rogorc mconare an xelupyari, sxvas ratom unda Sevyurebde xelebSi, ratom? _ ros Cems marjvenas samuSakod xelewifebis?.. Cemi cxovrebis uCinari galavanidan unda ganvagdo sizarmace, viTarca suli eSmakeuli... TqvenTan ra minda, ras gemarTlebiT? Cemive Tavi, megobrebo, xams Zelze gavsva, manam ki, manam Cems samsjavroze me viqnebi braldebulic da mkacri msajulic da Cems processac me daveswrebi ucxo kaciviT... me moviTxov... Sen moiTxov... is moiTxovs... da a. S. rodis Seicvleba es sityvebi ase, amgvarad: _ me gaviRe... Sen gaiRe... man gaiRo...

1982 w.

zogi Zmakacis suli gacudda

zogi Zmakacis suli gacudda, _ gaWirvebisas migandagana... TviT gulubryviloc gamimacdurda da... undoblobam iTandaTana. mrude zvirTebze roca avcurdi, vnaxe, vis ZaluZs Zmoba, gatana... vai, Zmakacis suli gacudda, vai, Zmakacma migandagana!

1982 w.

xana srulkacobisa

305

mudam vcxovrobdiT...

imeoreben, imeoreben, imeoreben gzebic rolebs da axla rom vxvdebiT nacnobs, Sorebels, _ ase vxvdebodiT adrec, odesRac... Senc arsebobdi, mec varsebobdi, Senc iarsebeb, mec viarsebeb. rasac veliT da rasac velodiT, davelodebiT xvalac aseve... Jami arc midis da arc Cerdeba, ucnobi isev rCeba ucnobad. is Cven viyaviT, vinc imedebiT dabeCavebul xalxs miuZRoda... xan qedmaRlurad vdiqtatorobdiT, xan vmuSakobdiT, vzrdidiT patarebs; viyaviT qveli, saTno, boroti, xan viRmerTeT da xan visataneT. ar dagvindia erTimeorec, xan ki gulebi ndobiT feTqavdnen... imeoreben, imeoreben, imeoreben wlebi erTmaneTs... mudam vcxovrobdiT, ki ar movediT, is xmac gvesmoda _ dRes rom mogvesma... axla rom davalT an velodebiT, _ ase viyaviT adrec, odesRac...

1982 w.

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nela... TandaTan... vkargavT erTmaneTs `amovedi maRlobi da vewvie mTawmindas~

t. graneli

nela... TandaTan... vkargavT erTmaneTs, sxvadasxva gzebiT mivilalebiT... nuTu ver vCanvarT da ver gvxedaven yovlismxilvelis Tbili Tvalebi? Rirs ki sicocxle amden wamebad?.. netav gvasmina erTxel amo xma... o, ra ician Cvenma mamebma, CvenSi ramdeni dila amoxma. isev davcildiT Cumad erTmaneTs, _ daSoriSordnen Tvalni mglovarTa... gulebi grZnobiT ar gvifeTqaven, gulebi _ msgavsi yinulovanTa. kvlav mTawmindaze _ saxlSi amovel, movSordi nacnobs, naZmobs, namoyvrals... es ra dRe iyo, ra simartove, dilas dilidan Rame amohyva. nela... TandaTan... vkargavT erTmaneTs, sxvadasxva gzebiT mivilalebiT... nuTu ver vCanvarT da ver gvxedaven, yovlismxilvelis Tbili Tvalebi?...

1982 w.

xana srulkacobisa

307

nikoloz baraTaSvilis fiqri ganjaSi

`ros vcna me Seni saidumloba, ros mxvdes am soflad Cemi wiloba?..~

n. baraTaSvili

rosRa vixilo Cemi varskvlavi, _ ca _ moyvavile vazis foTlebiT?.. dReni ki rbian, rbian dasavliT da gaRmiT mixmobs wuTisofeli. dro mabzrialebs, rogorc lemade, xan damtrialebs Tavze qoriviT... gaTenebidan daRamebamde SeRamebebiT var daTqorili. bolo moeRo naTlis molodins, igulxeneSa didma msajulma... xom xedav, vkvdebi upatronobiT, _ Cemo moyvaso, ram gagaCuma! Sengan moveli dRes _ uciloblad gamosarClebas, viT sasoebas... iqneb mec mergos Cemi wiloba da ar gamwiros sawuTroebam. dro mekargeba, rogorc saunje, dro _ momyivari aRsasrulisas... mis ulmoblobas viT gadavurCe, sadRa vipovo vani sulisa!.. rosRa vixilo Cemi varskvlavi, _ ca _ moyvavile vazis foTlebiT?.. dReni ki rbian, rbian dasavliT da gaRmiT mixmobs wuTisofeli.

1982 w.

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mTvaris Zaxili wuxel, sizmarSi gavigone mTvaris Zaxili, gveZaxda igi _ uZvelesi wmida RvTaeba. videqiT velze, vbalaxobdiT, rogorc naxiri, is ki gveZaxda, gvpirdeboda gaukvdavebas. iZaxda mTvare _ mondomebiT da TavganwirviT, naxiri dumda, balaxebiT stomaqs ivsebda... mec vdumdi, radgan im naxiris viyav nawili (naxirs ki Tvisi ukvdaveba sjera isedac!). mze gviyurebda daRvremili _ drois Cerodan, _ mamis zurgsukan didi dedis cremli brwyinavda... moswyinda mTvares ugunurTa yruanCeloba, dagvtova yvela, cis siRrmeSi gauCinarda. roca sizmarSi gons movegeT, Zrwola vigrZeniT, mTvare gamqrala, mze Camqrala, ca gadaxrila... bolos gavigeT, odes ZilSi gaviRviZeniT, Turme eSmakma gvacduna da gagvanaxira! … wuxel, sizmarSi gavigone mTvaris Zaxili...

1982 w.

gabedvis Jami droulad modis

gabedvis Jami droulad modis, adamis Zeo, rom ar galaCrde, rom saxvalio imedis ylorti STamomavlisTvis saRad gadarCes. unda Tqva: _ raa avi da kargi, unda daarqva leleCs leleCi... vwevar da, eWvi _ mSieri Tagvi _ gonebas miRrRnis am sibneleSi.

1982 w.

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Camoiara usaxurma...

Camoiara usaxurma (SeZrwunda baRi!), Camoiara da Cems xexils daadga Tvali _ daxunZlul totebs WolokebiT gaumaspinZlda... vwuxvar uCumrad... versad vuCivleb, is TviTonaa mtilovanTa sjulismdebeli.

1982 w.

cxovrebav Cemo! ori Cemi `me~ ebrZvis erTmaneTs, _ Cemi ufali da... Cemi demoni. Zes _ gaorebuls _ lmobiT mxedaven Cemi sayvareli gareSemoni... ar vici, romels darCeba helo... RmerTi Tu satana?.. vis Sevurigdebi?.. vzivar mdumare... cxovrebav Cemo! mamcne _ im oridan romelTan viqnebi?

1982 w.

saxe yovelTvis rad Camogstiris?

saxe yovelTvis rad Camogstiris? gaxseni Subli kacis winaSe!.. iqneb mec guli maqvs Cakortnili? iqneb mec vxedav undo miraJebs? iqneb mec ar var dalxinebuli? mec vfiqrob, fiqri ar damxavsia!.. imitom gxvdebi gaRimebuli, rom vufrTxildebi me Sens xasiaTs.

1982 w.

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310

qarni isev qrian wuTisoflisani minaweri SoTa niSnianiZis wignze `wuTisofeli asea~. xar mecixovne Tu dgaxar moisari, Jami dayovnebis raRa drois ari, odes qarni qrian saRamoisani; ra gsurs iwilkerZo an daisakuTro, es me var _ yovelTa mimTvleli _ sawuTro! `bindisferia sofeli, ufro da ufro binddeba, ra ari Cveni sicocxle, CitiviT gagvifrindeba.~ ager, gzaze gamoCnda landi devisbeWeba, metexs mouaxlovda, Soriaxlo SeCerda. zeaRmarTa marjvena, viT elvare maxvili da moedo folorcebs quxili Tu Zaxili: _ hei, Subosnebo, hei, Torosnebo, mamuls gaufrTxildiT, mamuls, Torem sneba masac Seeyreba... mere Cveulebad iqneb gadaeqces SiSiT sneuleba. modis winapari modgma axovanTa, rom dRe daafeTos kacTa nayrovanTa, _ kacTa medroveTa, kacTa saqmosanTa; mere daanaxvos is mze _ Samqors anda didgors rom umzerda dReRam Cauqroblad... (qali qalobda da kaci Cauqobda...) modis winapari, modis, modis, modis, saukuneebi gadmolaxa SfoTvis... gamiTanamedrovda, gamisxvaferda, drosTan amden WidilSi lamis daberda.

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bevrjer gauWirda da yofna gauZnelda, JamTa oromtrialSi sisxlic dauZvelda, magram ufro gamxnevda, goni daubrZenda... ca yornebs Tu Wilyvavebs bevrjer daunislavT, _ Svilebs ar mouxsniaT tvirTi mamulisa. `ar akldeba saqarTvelos madli cidan gadmosuli, bnelSic elavs xviTosaviT sityva misi jadosnuri~. dilis Jamia Tu mwuxris drois ari, _ qarni isev qrian wuTisoflisani...

1982 w.

avi sizmari viTarca saxlis, SuaRamis kari SevaRe: _ bagemdumriad, monusxulad idgnen landebi. erTs miveaxle, moridebiT xeli Sevaxe, arc Semomxeda, ganze gadga yrmai gangebis. visTanac mivel, _ gamecala Cemi xmisTanve, _ damigde yuri, _ erTerTisTvis msurda meTxova. _ `vis msaxurobdi? romel ufals?~ _ warsTqva

mrisxaned, myisve damtova, mo-ca-mSorda, rogorc keTrovans... iq, Soriaxlo angelosTa dasni galobdnen, uerTgulesni iqve idgnen maTi msaxurni... mere... sizmridan, viT baRidan, ise gamovel da Cems oTxkedels davubrundi, viT galaxuli.

1982 w.

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312

mamiseulo saxlo... I mamiseulo saxlo, xanZarSi Caqceulo... Senc awi sadRa gnaxo, bavSvobav, mxarqceulo! da Tqvenc, sizmrebo yrmobis, ver gacocxldebiT, vera! ukve sxva borji modis, sxva CangTa ismis JRera... aq kvlav iyefebs ZaRli, ezo kvlav damSvendeba, magram... is, mamis saxli, isev ver aSendeba... II keraze cecxls kvlav anTeb, _ mowmev gardasul dReTa, nisliviT mofarfatev, Cemo daRlilo dedav! ha, Svilebi da rZlebi, SviliSvilebis wyeba, siZeebi da Zmebi... mainc marto xar, dedav! asea Seni yofnis usityvo ganaCeni... oci welia sofels daaklda mamaCemi.

1982 w.

eqimis rCeva

gtkiva da tkivils uyuCdebi, dumiliT iTmen, xma amoiRe an momZebne, an damiZaxe, _ wyluls droze unda mkurnalis xeli! Sen isev dumxar, majiscema avad xmianobs, iTmen da cruob, Tavs imSvideb satyuaraTi: _ araferia, male gaivlis... ase eCvevi wayruebas, TvalxuWobanas, ase, nel-nela Sens sxeulSi sneba SeuSvi, sneba _ undo da eSmakeuli...

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roca sakuTar Tavs iCiaveb _ sxvisi tkivili, aba, rogor getkivileba, _ moyvasis naRvliT Sen ver inaRvleb, Zmas ver mixedav, WirSi veRar Seexidebi, dedis mandilis abuCad amgdebs ver Seebmebi, ver daxvdebi Zalgulovani... amitom mxolod Tavidanve, sanam jer kidev ar aris gvian! Tavidanve amoTxare! Tavidanve amoglije! Tavidanve· amoZirkve is sarevela _ Sens sulSi rom miipareba.

1982 w.

me fiqrs vswavlobdi... `kaci fiqrisTvis aris gaCenili~.

blez paskali

moaqamomde fiqrs vswavlobdi, dRedaRam vdumdi da fiqrs vswavlobdi. amdeni fiqriT laparaki veRar viswavle!.. ra vqna, Tu igi xilulisTvis uxilavia; is uxilavi JamidanJamad xilulze ufro aris xiluli... bevrma mirCia gulmowyalebiT: _ kacma is unda iswavloo TavgamodebiT, yoveldRiurad raic gWirdeba: _ uwinaresad, laparaki laqardiani! ... me fiqrs vswavlobdi!

1982 w.

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314

Cven varT gulebi! Cven varT didi da patara gulebi! gulebo! erTmaneTs nu vubrazdebiT, nu vecruebiT, nu gavwiravT erTimeores; zogi gulia nainfarqtali, zogi Signidan sinanuliT gamoxrulia, zogs uWirs sisxlis gadaqaCva dRe-RameebSi _ wvalobs da qSinavs saberveliviT. nu veSuRlebiT, gulebo, erTmaneTs! ai, is guli, weRan gzaze rom Caiara, axla imdenad kmayofilia _ ver dagvinaxa ganze mdgari Cumi gulebi... ager, es guli _ undobari da mzvaobari, rom faxifuxobs, is ar icis _ ZarRvebSi sisxli SuriT da boRmiT gasTeTrebia. es ki, es guli _ momTmeni da nervdawyvetili, _ mis dards da wuxils sadinari ver upovia, is sainfarqtod ganwirulia! unda gavufrTxildeT erTmaneTs, gulebo! vin aris netav, es mRimare da meocnebe _ suyvelaferSi siyvarulis naTels rom eZebs da kacSi igi kacze mets xedavs; `sicrue da orpiroba~ ucxoa misTvis, is usaTuod zegardmosTan wilnayaria, is sinaTlea saukuneTa!.. ai, es guli _ yovel droSi muSakobs uxmod, maradisobis samzeridan dahyurebs anbans, aTonze anTebs uqrobel naTels,

xana srulkacobisa

315

nikorwmindaze mzis sxivebiT CuqurTmebs qargavs, _ mSobel miwaze ufro metad aravis ar hgavs! is ki _ akvanTan Rameebs aTevs, zrdis mamulisTvis qarTveli qarTvels... es _ guTnisdeda, Ramis mexre, guli _ gulqarTli, erTguli eris _ ukanasknel amosunTqvamdi... ai, gulebi, waruvali, ai, gulebi!.. Cvenc varT didi da patara gulebi!

1982 w.

ololo Sen da...

ololo Sen da, ololo Sen da, ololo Sen da, mtero! Cveni jilagi ar gadaSenda, aq Weri isev Werobs... vai mis dRes da vai mis xvales, _ vinc Cvenze avad Cemobs, _ dro usunTqviad mis sisxlsac dalevs, gauqrobs mzes da Ceros... winsvlis borbali ganaRa Sedga, _ isev maRldebi, Wero! ... ololo Sen da, ololo Sen da, ololo Sen da, mtero!

1982 w.

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cxeni

gadaikarga TeTri mxedari, cxeni tiris da cxeni Wixvinebs... (avbedisagan nawilxvedrali _ fiqrSi vnaxe da fiqrSi vixile). axla eulad rogor davtovo, viT Sevatovo bnels Tu ukuneTs?.. cxeni umxedro da upatrono dgas, SesWixvinebs am saukunes.

1982 w.

sakvirvelia...

sakvirvelia, mkacri cxovreba guls kvlav raRaciT mainc izidavs. guSin Tu surda mas ganSoreba, _ dRes eZneleba wasvla miwidan... aqvs bazaleTic da aqvs martyofic... cxovrobs mSvidad Tu daucxromelad, cisa da miwis, yofna-aryofnis samanze ibrZvis misi cxovreba.

1982 w.

xana srulkacobisa

317

me movdivar im droidan...

me movdivar im droidan, roca araferi yvelaferi iyo, roca viyavi Cemive Tavis RmerTi, moyvasi da mbrZanebeli... mere... sakuTar TavisTvisac gavxdi satana, rameTu erTi daviSale, mravlad viqeci da `mravlis~ `erTad~ gadaqceva ukve Znelia!.. hoda, movdivar im droidan, roca viyavi Cemive Tavis RmerTi, moyvasi da mbrZanebeli... gamoxda Jami... ver gavuZel erTferovnebas, davxunZle Cemi rwmenis totebi aTasnairi WrelaWrula bairaRebiT, Cemive sisxlis nawilebi jarad davrazme, Semovimtkice sacxovrisad sivrce uvrcesi; Cemive Tavis gavxdi meufe, mona, mstovari, qvegamxedvari... gadavamtere, gadavkide yvela erTmaneTs _ mere avdeqi da cxovreba davarqvi amas... gamoviare ramdeni troa, peloponesi, ramdeni didgori da kulikovo, ramdeni vaterloo, ramdeni krwanisi... hau, ramdeni, hau, ramdeni! da kvlav afrTxilebs Cems genebs is dro _ roca yvelaferi iyo araferi, roca araferi yvelaferi iyo!

1982 w.

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318

Zvirfasi qalis alersiviT...

Zvirfasi qalis alersiviT mze gabruebs da, SoriT, rogorc maxvili alesili _ sivrces moapobs Wori! Wori... Worebi _ molaybeTa! zogi gibRalavs saxels, zogma ZaRliviT mogayefa, zogis mzera hgavs saxres!.. xma daidume dumilTanac, imartosule didxans... _ ratom an risTvis? _ guliTadad megobarmac ar gkiTxa... Woris maxvili alesili veras dagaklebs, veras!.. Zvirfasi qalis alersiviT ganTebs momavlis mzera!

1982 w.

kvlav molodinis jixaSi vcxovrob

kvlav molodinis jixaSi vcxovrob da martooba galavnad maqvs Semovlebuli, _ masze mxolodRa siyvarulis kari kidia da uimisod xorcieli aq ver Semova... dums uJamobiT dakbiluli saTofurebi, dums Cemi cixe _ bevrjer SigniT karSetexili, dums da oTxive mxares gahyurebs. ... is mter-moyvares ukve arCevs, karga xania!

1982 w.

xana srulkacobisa

319

xandaxan xdeba... I xandaxan xdeba: mSvenier amindSi Ramis matarebliT gaemgzavrebi, gaTenebisas gageRviZeba da qaryinuli _ cofianiviT _ SegefeTeba vagonis karTan... Tu ar giyviria, gulSi mainc xom dagiCivlia: _ SenTan movedi gazafxulisTvis, Sen susxiani dRe damaxvedre... II asec momxdara: _ Semxvedria gzad megobari, gvisaubria, wuxiliT uTqvams: _ `... Zveli gavyide da axali gamoviyvane, magram rad ginda, ugemovnoa manqanis feri, nuTu arasdros ar SeiZleba ise moewyos kacis cxovreba, rom guls ar akldes da raime ar awuxebdes?..~ me TanagrZnobiT yurs vugdebdi gulSeWirvebul megobars Cemsas! gverdiT ki medga ori biWi, patar-patara CanTebiT xelSi _ idgnen bavSvebi _ sicivisgan mobuzulebi... da, icinodnen, icinodnen maTi patara, ZirmorRveuli fexsacmelebi.

1982 w.

zaur molaSxia

320

mamulo, SenTa SvilTa beTlemo!

Sen SemaCvie ase cxovrebas, Sen dgaxar ase wminda beTlemad... yvelas valia patiosneba, _ es vaJkacobad ar CagveTvleba... sxva gvaqvs safiqri da saocnebo: _ ideq yovelTvis ase: _ beTlemad. ideq uryevad, ideq zviadad, xan Rrublianad, ufro mzianad... moyvris naTelo, muxTlis vermTmeno, mamulo, _ SenTa SvilTa beTlemo!

1982 w.

gza mSvidobisa!

gza mSvidobisa, megobaro!.. sevda Walebis, sevda dReebis, sevda kacTa feriscvalebis _

ymawvilobisas erTnairad guls gvidaRavda... bevrjer gaTenda imis Semdeg, _ bevrjer daRamda.

dRes ki... urmebi bavSvobisa mZimed Wrialebs, samaTeulze ufro meti qveynad viareT.

xan gulisgulSic mwared gagvkra iWvis niskartma _ is Tu kvlav gviyvars, rac orives erT dros gviyvarda?..

daSordnen gzebi da TandaTan Cvenc vucxovdebiT! vcxovrobT sxvagvarad, sxvanairad, sul sxva cxovrebiT.

sxva iyo Cveni Tanalmoba, Cveni xumrobac... mere imZlavra da imZafra zRvis xmaurobam,

daSordnen gzebi!.. ras gaugeb brunvas soflisas!.. gza mSvidobisa, megobaro, gza mSvidobisa!

1982 w.

xana srulkacobisa

321

Cans sispetake...

Cans sispetake mis myisier gamoxedvaSic, ros Rrublebs Sua mzis sxivebi aisveteba... wmindaa axla da naTeli guli sevdaSi, _ Sesaqcevarad, ra vqna, igi ar memeteba!

1982 w.

vinc ki wavida...

vinc ki wavida _ arvin brundeba, netav ra aris iq mimzidveli? nuTu aravis ar moundeba, isev ixilos es dro wiTeli? _ an Cvens quCebSi xalxi mileTis, an cvalebadi Cveni buneba? iseTi raa is _ miRmieTi, rom arvis unda aq dabruneba?

1982 w.

zaur molaSxia

322

aqedan gasvla Sen gekrZaleba sukma erTi wliT amikrZala Tbilisidan gasvla, amitom daiwera es leqsi. yvela gaeqca papanaqebas _ megobari Tu mkacri msajuli... mxolod Sen versad waxval aqedan, aq unda iyo Sen mijaWvuli! mxolodRa mzeriT unda daipyro: _ sivrce... SoreTi... ca _ mzisTvaleba... aq unda iyo! aq unda iyo! aqedan gasvla Sen gekrZaleba!

1982 w.

icekvon Crdilebma... minaweri ioram qemerteliZis wignze _ `Crdilebis cekva~.

icekvon Crdilebma, Crdilebs ecekvebaT, mze gadaixara... icekvon Crdilebma... fermkvdari foToli xis qveS ecema da dRe, rogorc gzamokle, nel-nela ileva. ... gzis gaRma erTmaneTs undod eWideba, uxmod etoqeba Tu ebrZvis xars xari?.. dafrenen Citebi (raRa meCiteba?!), kvlav ismis Crdilebis rokva da xarxari.

1982 w.

xana srulkacobisa

323

zugdidi. zamTari. gaxseneba.

I

vigoneb dReebs _ simwvaniT mosils, daimsxvrnen wlebi da guli mtkiva... viT Zes Secdomils, Soridan mosuls, mxvdeba qalaqi _ quSad da civad. marjvenas Cemsas davideb gulze da Cumad vumzer sanaxebs RvTiurs. kvlav Semovivli mSobliur quCebs da vgrZnob sicives _ aramSobliurs! viRac maridebs Tvals da, SenTanac ise var, rogorc ZaliT wveuli... dabindul mzeriT vtoveb Cems qalaqs, ukan vbrundebi gulmtkivneuli.

II

Tu amrevia zogjer bedis gza, Seni ca sxvaSi arsad SemSlia, yvelgan meZaxda guli dedisa: _ “bedi _ yismaTi mxolod SenSia”... gavitan Tu ver gavitan lelos, mainc dReebi _ “win! win!” _ yivian... namuss ar vyidi, qalaqo Cemo, da arc arasdros gamiyidia! ar Segarcxvenen Cemi simebi, mec mogiyvebi Cemebur efuTs... gigzavni leqsebs, imis imediT, iqneb odesme gavugoT erTurTs.

1983 w.

zaur molaSxia

324

wignze warwerili eqspromti

Cemi siyrmis megobrebs mimoza da iura woweriebs

gulSi eWvi gaCenila; _

vah, Tu mergo sityva mwiri... wlebi, wlebi gafrenilan

bavSvobis da siymawvilis. sityvas tanjviT viurvebdi,

poetisTvis es _ xvedria... mimozebi, iurebi _

bevri rodi Semxvedria! iciT? zogi gabiTurda _

mona gaxda “amaRlebis”... me cxovreba gamirTulda,

ar mivlia galaRebiT. aha, Cemi yofis wigni,

savse mziT da qar-wvimebiT... Tu isurvebT, Cemi fiqri

Sig weria dawvrilebiT... gulSi eWvi gaCenila: _

vah, Tu mergo sityva mwiri... wlebi, wlebi gafrenilan

bavSvobis da siymawvilis! 1983 w.

xana srulkacobisa

325

rom midiodi...

rad minda Seni ugulisxmo, fSuta sityvebi, Tu Tafls erTxelac ar waicxeb moZmis gulisTvis? Tu utkivilod winaprebis navals mihyvebi _ aTvaliereb cixe-koSkebs, rogorc turisti. STamomavali aq ugidod gzas ver ignebde, xom unda mokvde! xom gagerRvas fexqveS naprali! iqneb sxva guli im sxeulSi gadmoginerges? gamogicvales iqneb sisxli _ nawinaprali? ise dadixar, TiTqos iyo ucxotomeli, aq ucxo tomic Senze ufro Tamamad dadis... rom midiodi, Sens miwa-wyals vis utovebdi?! _ warsuli yvelas ubrundeba, viT bumerangi. avad Tu kargad, uwarsulod ver iarsebeb, Tu kacad iSvi, Seni fesvi ver mogSordeba, sxvis samSobloSi ragind gaZlo, ragind aRzevde, sxvisi mSobeli mSobeliviT ver gemSobleba... rad minda Seni ugulisxmo, fSuta sityvebi, Tu Tafls erTxelac ar waicxeb moZmis gulisTvis? Tu utkivilod winaprebis navals mihyvebi, _ aTvaliereb cixe-koSkebs, rogorc turisti.

1983 w.

zaur molaSxia

326

bolo dRe anu skeptikosis fiqri

yvelas Tavisi ucdis bolo dRe: _ liqnebs, keTilebs, briyvebs, borotebs, pirobiTobebs Tu simboloebs... yvelas Tavisi ucdis bolo dRe! ra geficxeba da gefxoreba, Senc Seni wili lukma moloRne, Torem xiTxiTebs mwared cxovreba, cxovrebis iqiT kidev _ bolo dRe! vuyureb dReebs, farfat-farfatiT Camofrenilebs uflis sasaxliT... ramdeni sando an muxanaTi, ramdeni saTno, flidi, yaCaRi... yvelas Tavisi ucdis bolo dRe: _ liqnebs, keTilebs, briyvebs, borotebs, pirobiTobebs Tu simboloebs... yvelas Tavisi ucdis bolo dRe! ... da, bolo dResac ucdis bolo dRe!

1983 w.

xana srulkacobisa

327

bnelSic elvareben mzis ciagiT... oTar WeliZes

bnelSic elvareben mzis ciagiT gzebi _ mwvervalamdis mikvaluli... rosRa eRirseba (sikvdilamdis!) poets poetebis siyvaruli?.. gidgas dRe-Rameni ZeglebiviT, xmaSi Zabuni ar Segparvia; wminda striqonebi mtevnebiviT dro-Jams (ra xania!) Sehqarvia; gicavs poeziis mexamridi da dro saidumlos Sen giyveba; naRdi striqonebi venaxiviT maradisobaze Segiyelavs.

1983 w.

dialogi xaiamTan

_ is myofobs maRla da Tu ar myofobs, raRa fasi aqvs sivrces cariels? _ nu naRvlob, Zmao, am wuTisoflad moeSvi wuxils, Rvino dalie!

1983 w.

zaur molaSxia

328

Tuki ver irwmune... _ daeSva, daeSva velobze meleSe! _ ras tyui! ras xedav aseT sibneleSi? _ daWrilTa landebi iq, velad miyrilan... Tuki ver irwmune, verafers ixilav!

1983 w.

adamis Zeo!

mze watortmanda yovlis mgrZnobeli, gadaeqana gaRmier ferdobs... da, vnaxe: erTi wuTisofeli gzaze gamoxrul ZvaliviT egdo! idga siCume pirvelTpirveli... (arc frinvelT xmoba, arsiT kacis xma...) sxva sivrces qmnida yovlismxilveli da... iwyeboda sxva welTaRricxva... gardaxda Jami pirvelad Seqmnis... jerac tkivili guls ar kortnida... eul mamrs mere astkivda nekni... gamoaZeves kvlav walkotidan... isev azavTda adamis modgma... isev viRaca sWedda kidobans... isev zari da zriali omTa... isev vedreba: _ gvinda mSvidoba!.. isev da isev _ sityva... miTebi... da, yvelaferi isev iseve... adamis Zeo! ver damSviddebi, Sen verasodes ver moisveneb!

1983 w.

xana srulkacobisa

329

kvlav Txouloben pasuxs kiTxvebi

kvlav Txouloben pasuxs kiTxvebi: _ raa amqveynad yvelaze Zneli? _ roca TvistomSi ucxod iTvlebi, dgaxar da saSvels arsaiT eli. _ yvelaze mZimes rodis grZnob tkivils? sawuTro rodis mkacrobs da susxobs? _ ros megobrebi Sens xmas Tu kilos usmenen uxmod, viTarca ucnobs... _ yvelaze ufro rodisRa giWirs? uamxanagos, umtros Tu uZmos? _ rodesac erTguls gimzeren iWviT, SenianebSi iTvlebi ucxod! _ sxvas sTxovde Svelas, xom droa ukve? Sen axla sxvisi Temida gixsnis! _ ara! sxva _ sxvaa! yvelaze ukeT kacs gansjis bolos qveyana Tvisi.

1983 w.

uimedo kacis monologi

sadac arc droa da arc sivrcea, _ iqiT mixmoben, moyvaso, axla! xom araferi ar Seicvleba, Tu sad viqnebi _ dabla Tu maRla! raRa fasi aqvs yofnas ugemurs, bunebas Cemi mosvla wamoscda... vin anugeSebs droiT ubedurs, droiT beCavs Tu droiT sacodavs? viTmen, moTmeniT ra Seicvleba, yofnad ver Sevcvli aryofnis Ceros... sadac arc droa da arc sivrcea, _ iqiT mixmoben, moyvaso Cemo!

1983 w.

zaur molaSxia

330

rekavs saaTi...

netavi im dros, ros vxedavdi uSfoTvel sizmrebs, netavi im dros, ros meZina mSvidad, Rrma ZiliT... ar dagidevdiT ararais Sedegs an mizezs, ar mafiqrebda gasavleli dro Tu manZili. netavi im dros, yvelani rom megona saTno, viyav mimyoli Seucnoblad zegardmoisa... JamTa gamzomo, uzusteso, mkacro saaTno, yofna-aryofnis xma sazari Tqvengan moisma! Tqven SeaSfoTeT, SeaZrwuneT qali Tu kaci, nabijdanabij gzas amoklebT SiSis maxeTi; Tqven damiyaviT, damimarcvleT dro nawil-nawil, amaoebis bnel TvalebSi Tqven CamaxedeT! rekavs saaTi _ aRsasruli damdgara visi? rekavs saaTi _ daibada iqneb viRaca? rekavs saaTi _ sad lxenaa, sad kidev _ viSi? rekavs saaTi _ man erTi dRec gadamixaza... netavi im dros, ros vxedavdi uSfoTvel sizmrebs, netavi im dros, ros meZina mSvidad, Rrma ZiliT... ar dagidevdiT ararais Sedegs an mizezs, ar mafiqrebda gasavleli dro Tu manZili.

1983 w.

xana srulkacobisa

331

moJonavs dila... `bneloda. Tumca uCinars caze ukve Cndeboda rZisferi bzari~.

o. WilaZe

ra sanatreli gamixda Zili, roca garSemo yvelafers sZinavs... beRurisgula kaciviT frTxili _ sivrceebidan moJonavs dila. ZlivsRa moJonavs, radgan RrublebiT damZimebia susti mxarbeWi; jer arc mosula da iqufreba _ guSindel dRidan gadmonabeWdi. guSindel dednis fermkrTali asli da misi msgavsi yinviT Tu cecxliT... moJonavs dila da dilis fasi mec kargad vici... Tvalebi mewvis... farTxalebs Crdili, viT gaguduli iq, sadac CrdilTa wyeba eyara... ukve moismis sivrcis RuRuni, _ nela iRviZebs Cemi qveyana.

1983 w.

zaur molaSxia

332

mosagonari Suqri mircxulavas xsovnas

Casavleli Cavlilia, Rameebi dadga grZeli... daZineba advilia, gaRviZeba aris Zneli. daeCvia guli Ralats, umetesad guli WinWylobs... guSin amSvenebdi qalaqs, dRes ra mogivida, biWo! ra mdumared mimodian, Tvalebi aqvs yvelas sveli... satkivari vin molia, avobs saukunis seni. daZineba iolia, gaRviZeba aris Zneli... daeCvia guli Ralats, umetesad guli WinWylobs... guSin amSvenebdi qalaqs, dRes ra mogivida, biWo!

1983 w.

xana srulkacobisa

333

zedamxedveli aris cxovreba

axla yofnaa rogorc yvedreba, caze anTia Ramis patruqi... mimwyvdeuli varT yvela kedlebTan _ brZeni, lomguli Tu ubadruki...

zedamxedveli aris cxovreba, vdgavarT _ qceulni xorcqmnil landebad, Cveni arsebis orsaxovneba yofna-aryofnis firze mJRavndeba!

ukve ara Rirs rames veferoT, dRes ver vicxovrebT marto gancdebiT... Senc, sacodavo zedamxedvelo, xar ZvelmaniviT gamosacvleli!

1983 w.

kvlav aamRerebs... zecas rom akravs _ Rrublis tiloa, Camoixedavs cisqveSeTSi Tvali mowyalis... kvlav aamRerebs mafSalia Cems baR-mtilovans, Tu gadaurCa zamTars cocxali!

1983 w.

jeelobis safaneli...

wuTisoflis talaverSi uJamoba Semomeswro, uxilavi mainc mova _ Tundac sivrce Semomesro... jeelobis safaneli drois susxiT Semomezro!

1983 w.

zaur molaSxia

334

oRondac... minda sikeTe gulisa dagigo, gisasTumalo, xirxatSi mosul Rvinosa mogarTmev, Cemo stumaro! xilsac mogarTmev, darCeuls, gana xiCatels, ugemos, merans _ Sekazmuls, mfrinavsa, gana bexreks an ubelos... ar SegaWirveb, geTayva, iare... naxe... ilxine... oRondac moyvrad mobrZandi, moyvasis TvaliT mixile!

1983 w.

mova saRamo...

mova saRamo, gzis gasayarTan dRes CamoarTmevs xels... martvili kacis wminda saflavTan aSrialdeba xe... kvlav Seisrutavs Rame luskumi _ sivrces, midamos, mgzavrs... naTels _ naTeli, ukuns _ ukuni... Tqmula: msgavsi Sobs msgavss... am gazafxulze Tumca ayvavda, kvlav gaSiSvldeba tye; isev saRamo gzis gasayarTan Caesalmeba dRes...

1983 w.

xana srulkacobisa

335

Tu gaacocxle wveTSi zRvebi da...

Sen, rogorc meoxs, sityvas moeli da... warmavloba sanam giyelebs (radgan wasula Jami poemis), zixar. wer leqsebs pawawkintelebs... Tu gaacocxle wveTSi zRvebi da cicqna yvavilSi _ sxva yvavilebi; maSin ibrwyineb, sulo, grZnebiTa, ar Caqrebi da ar dailevi!

1984 w.

lodini... lodini mosawyeni...

yvelas pirquSad xvdeba mosacdeli, ragind Cqarobde _ dro zlazvniT gava... lodini... lodini mosawyeni... mec momlodine mgzavrebTan vdgavar. matarebeli zogisTvis Camodga da gamgzavrebis zarmac Camokra, _ midian: wyvilad, jgufad, ucalod... yvelam Cvens ganrigs unda vucadoT: danagvianda ukve mosacdeli, mze miwurvili sacaa Cava... lodini… lodini mosawyeni... mec momlodine mgzavrebTan vdgavar.

1984 w.

zaur molaSxia

336

daekarga siyvaruli...

daekarga siyvaruli, _ dadioda miT euli; fiqri, sevda, sinanuli, _ mis guls iyo miteuli...

1984 w.

skeptikosis Segoneba

wuTisoflis cadaqnilze uceb wminda mze naxo ra, _ ar gabriyvde! daigule iqve bnelTa zedaxora!

1984 w.

asec xdeba, isedac... (reminiscenciuli) asec xdeba, isedac: _ misi Tasi ivseba, vinc sulac ar wvalobda! uRirss mieRirseba zogjer bedis wyaloba! vxedav: is icriceba _ raic fiqrebs masevda... CemTanaa is sevda, ramac dRemde masevda...

xana srulkacobisa

337

mec cxovreba xSirad mcdida, isec iyo, asedac... Turme sisxlisagan mclida, _ vinc megona mavsebda! asec xdeba, isedac: _ misi Tasi ivseba, vinc sulac ar wvalobda! uRirss mieRirseba zogjer bedis wyaloba!

1984 w.

nerCi

vai, imas! iman ra qnas, visac marTla winaparTa moeSala nerCi? yvela imas ecileba an raRacas erCis... (sxva azri aqvs Sewyvilebas: _ mamuli da nerCi!) Tuki ZarRvi ar gagiwyda, guli Tu gaqvs mkerdSi, _ miTxar, raRam dagaviwyos mSobliuri nerCi?

1984 w.

im maradiul martoobisTvis...

nelmdinaria Tu swrafmavali _ feri ecvleba yvelas, yovliars... dRemde gvegona Tanamdgomi gvyavda mravali, gavixedeT da, arvin gvyolia...

zaur molaSxia

338

dasayovneblad dro ar moicdis, migvafarfatebs foToliviT neba gangebis... im maradiul martoobisTvis mec vemzadebi!

1984 w.

simRera siyvarulze

zurgi gaqcies poetebma, leqss ar giweren, TiTqosda gacvdi... Seni samrevlo, Seni sadroSo dailia Tu daqucmacda!.. adamianebs dRes ar gvWirdebi, uSenobiTac SegvZlebia Turme cxovreba!.. iqneb daberdi Sen, siyvarulo!.. iqneb CamorCi drois dinebas, nuTu aravis Seni boZali guls ar moxvdeba, ar etkineba? nuTu aravis ar daaRoneb, ar gaaxareb nuTu aravis?.. nuTu lotnarSi _ Seyvarebulebs ar Seityuebs mTvaris karavi? nuTu aravis? nuTu aravis?! ... xedav?.. aqamde ra Sors wavediT, _ SemovifrineT vrceli zeskneli... ris siyvaruli! ra siyvaruli! uSenod dReTa koncerts veswrebiT. uSenod ufro advilia Turme cxovreba! ugrZnobelobas eCveva guli, utkivilobas eCveva guli, uocnebobas veCveviT yvela!.. rad iRimebi, siyvarulo, an ratom dumxar? nuTu marTlacda gacvdi, daberdi? nuTu gaqreba gulebidan Seni xseneba?

xana srulkacobisa

339

ara!.. o, ara! dRes yvelani Cvens Tavs vityuebT, _ es kargad ici! ar varT marTlebi!.. mimwuxria Tu gvefineba mnaTis naTeli, _ ar vamxelT, raic CavifiqreT, gulSi CaviTqviT!.. yvela, cal-calke, RamRamobiT vocnebobT Senze da gvinda is dro ukumoiqces, _ odes erTaderTs sasoebiT Rames giTevdiT!

1984 w.

gamagebine...

gamagebine, risi Tqma ginda, ra gsurs, ra gtkiva _ gamagebine! an Camomsxipe marjvena mklavi, an SenTvis xmali amaRebine. an damisere guli SxamekliT, an yvavilebi damakrefine, an damingrie yofnis taZari, an sxva axali amagebine... gamagebine, risTvis movedi, an risTvis movkvde, gamagebine!

1984 w.

zaur molaSxia

340

dilis gamamxnevebeli

varjiSis reminiscencia

Tavisuflad isunTqe, Tavisuflad imoZrave, Tavisuflad ilaparake, Tavisuflad... Tavisuflad... Tavisuflad... amisTvis, marto amisTvis, ramdeni sisxli daRvrila da mainc ver sunTqavs Tavisuflad ka_co_bri_o_ba!

1984 w.

codvis mdinare

saiTken midis es mdinare _ amRvreuli da daudumari, Cvens Tvalwin bevrjer gadmolaxa vrceli napiri, Sxamian eniT mimoloka Semogareni da talRebiviT miaqanebs dauTvlel codvebs... saiTken midis es mdinare? _ nuTu sadme ar aorTqldeba an ar aSreba? nuTu idinebs Cvens gverdigverd maradiulad?

1984 w.

xana srulkacobisa

341

Rrublian sivrces...

Rrublian sivrces, viT qerqs webovans, vgrZnobdi, buZgurebs mayrida tanze. uJmuri nisli gzebze wveboda, cxovrebac iyo nislebiT savse. win gzebi hgavdnen azrebs bundovans da movdiodi zogjer andezed... guls ki mxolodRa igi undoda mama-papebma rac uanderZes. rac Tavi maxsovs _ mters movyiodi... gza _ gza mravalni gaqrnen... ganqardnen... simwriT, simxneviT me movdiodi da... movaRwie bolos aqamde.

1984 w.

miziduloba

aq vdgavar!.. aqve wveTwveTobiT daviwritebi, Sens miwisqveSa mdinareebs SeuerTdeba saukuneebgamovlili wiTeli siTxe... versad ver waval! Cemi fesvebiT daqselilia Seni sxeuli... mTxridnen da mTxridnen, Sxams masxamdnen, Zirs migeslavdnen, msxepdnen da msxepdnen wengosfer totebs, rom nakunZali gamxdariyo xe varjovani, magram kvlav vcocxlob Cemi ZiriT da Cemi fuZiT, isev aqaa Cemi mnaTi da sacxovrisi; aq mkvidrad vdgavar _ Seni mkerdidan ver momsxlets vervis zvaobroba boroteuli.

1984 w.

zaur molaSxia

342

mosagonari

gadaekrifa sevda saxidan, sxvaTa saoxad guli momarTa; nugeSismcemi gaxda daRlilTa, gawamebulTa da upovarTa. vis ar moswminda simwris cremlebi, cxovrobda ise, rogoric iyo... bolos ki... yvelas nugeSmcemeli nugeSucemlad wavida TviTon!

1984 w.

paradoqsuli

yvelaferi ar damTavrda... yvelaferi morCa... yvelaferi axlos aris... yvelaferi Sors Cans... velaferi waiSala... yvelaferi arsobs... yvelaferi damaviwyda... yvelaferi maxsovs...

1984 w.

amodis mnaTi...

Cems layuCebSi bevrjer vigrZeni ankesi _ tkbili satyuaraTi... ar masvenebda, viT dro ficxeli, gabriyvebuli moZmis Ralati!.. aw morCa! moyvass ver wamkideben neba-survilni avTa, cbierTa... amodis mnaTi... kidiT kidemde es xiluleTi ganaTlierda!

1984 w.

xana srulkacobisa

343

piligrimi

is gulnatkeni umzers mzianeTs,

yvela av-kargis Cumi mowmea... misTvis ucxoa Sveba-siame,

mxolod Srialebs masSi mowyena. kvlav im sawuTros wvimiT sveldeba,

dRemde rom ase mkacrad azrobda... midis da gza-gza kvlav axsendeba

ganvlili gzebi, viT uazroba! naRvlian xmebSi gulisxmas urevs,

ar SeuZlia bedTan ciloba; misi cxovrebis daRvremil yures

ver mieRirsa dRekeTiloba... is gulnatkeni umzers mzianeTs,

yvela av-kargis Cumi mowmea... misTvis ucxoa Sveba-siame

da kvlav Srialebs masSi mowyena.

1984 w.

CaRamebula Tvalebi saxlis

CaRamebula Tvalebi saxlis, ar ismis xmoba Zexorcielis... Toxi, najaxi, meurmis saxre uqmad gdia da, gzispir ieli iSleba, yviTlad aTrobs garemos, karmidamoze gadadis qacvi... aq siCumea, viT mwuxareba, ver gaiRimebs boroti kacic.

1984 w.

zaur molaSxia

344

laokooni

ukeTu RvTisgan ganwirulxar, Cemo qalaqo, me ras giSveli, magram mainc Semogevlebi! axlovdebian uxilavTa mkacri gvelebi, rom wminda sisxliT mSobliuri miwa galaqon. var Serisxuli! gulis lmoba rogor gavaqro, qalaqis bWeni dairRveva undo xelebiT, _ xis cxens uvlian troelebi mxne simRerebiT... Svilno! yvelafers mixvdebian, odes gava dro! mze _ SebRaluli _ igarseba blanti nislebiT, sivrce TandaTan ibureba Savi WirxliTa... o, Zvirfasebo! bedi avad agviWixvinda, nela vixrCobiT, sisxlisagan nela viclebiT!.. bWedarRveulo, aRreulo ZalisZalado, rom veras gSveli, es mamwarebs, Cemo qalaqo!

1984 w.

*** mze ki ar amodis _ Cven amovdivarT, dro da dro mnaTobs davenaxvebiT, mere CavdivarT xan droebiT, xan _samudamod!

1984 w.

xana srulkacobisa

345

siyvaruli da siZulvili

siyvaruli da siZulvili _ erTi mdinaris ori napiri... xan erT napirze bednierni amovcurdebiT, xan meoreze _ saxedaRvremilni! es sawuTroa erTi mdinaris ori wylispiri, Tvalaxveulni orivesgan viRebT TasebiT, xan erTs vsvamT nakluls, xan meores _ gadametebuls!.. ase irRveva Cveni yofis Tanxmieroba, _ xan erTi mZlavrobs, xan meore gvepatroneba! 1984 w.

***

yviTeli yvavili saaTas mzisken miqceuli hyvavis... bediTad Camohkra saaTma, _ sivrceSi moRamda yvavi. muxTalo, mnaTi vis waarTvi, visi dRe ukunad hyavi... gaCerda, gaqvavda saaTi, maRlidan daeSva yvavi.

1984 w.

zaur molaSxia

346

rekviemi

SoTa mesxias xsovnas ukanasknelad gviRimis kaci, ukanasknelad umzers xeivnebs... unda cxovreba, magram vin aclis, Tqma unda, magram vin aTqmevinebs! moiZurweba miRmeTis nisli, rom aefaros sivrces saxilvels... RmerTo! udrood ratom da risTvis?.. rad ar Segtkiva guli saxiers?.. miemgzavreba kaci did sofels, wvalebiT tovebs sofels myisiers... iqac icnoben, iqac iZmoben, ase maRals da ase RvTisniers!

1984 w.

vdgavar _ uxilav zRvramde misuli

vdgavar _ uxilav zRvramde misuli, irgvliv qaTqaTebs mTvaris sisavse... xmamaRla mimzers da Tan siCumiT mpasuxobs viRac Cems SekiTxvaze... modis uCqamod sivrcis mrxeveli, _ is, uZleveli, yvelgan momZebnis... TiTqosda vxedav mas _ saxedveliT, vdumvar da dumils vesisxlxorcebi.

1984 w.

xana srulkacobisa

347

Cems Tavs siCumiT gamaxsovrebdi...

Cems Tavs siCumiT gamaxsovrebdi, gamitania dro moTminebiT... dRemde fiqrebSi ise vcxovrobdi, viT niJarebSi loforTqinebi. leqsiT simdidre rodi movqafe, cotas vrCeobdi... CemTvis vmRerodi... ar visulmokle, ar viloqafe, mxolod Sens cas da gzas gavcqerodi... Tavs dasdgomia Sens mTebs da sivrces sxivebi _ lurjad mofoTlilebi; kvlav masizmreben bavSvobis sizmrebs kiborCxalebi, loforTqinebi... mec mirbenia TavdaviwyebiT, tolebTan qarebs mivyiJinebdi... roca uCumrad wuxils viwyebdi an namtirali miviZinebdi, _ myis momnaxavdnen Cemi Winkebi, irmisebi da xuTkunWulebi, ar mSordebodnen da mamSvidebdnen _ viyav mdumare Tu vCurCulebdi... Tavs dasdgomia Sens mTebs da sivrces sxivebi _ lurjad mofoTlilebi da masizmreben bavSvobis sizmrebs gzebi... mdinare... loforTqinebi...

1985 w.

zaur molaSxia

348

eSma

mogelaquca ramdenjer eSma _ macdunebeli sulTa uZlurTa... jer ver damkvidrda SenTan Tu SenSi, jer ver dagaba Tavis kunZulTan. magram nu fiqrob, _ mogeSva igi, nu miecemi macdur zmanebebs... eSma eSmaa _ mkacric da mSvidic da Tavs advilad ar daganebebs.

1985 w.

ar waxdes wuTisoflis stumari

ar waxdes wuTisoflis stumari, _ qvam ubedobis rac igorosa... gadavlos veli gadauvali, ekalTa goric gadigorosa. isev iZaxis xma idumali, gana urwmenod, gana gorozad! _ movides soflis didi stumari da TviT krwanisic adidgorosa.

1985 w.

xana srulkacobisa

349

gawvalebs xsovna _ tvinis alergia

ahande, esec Seni eqspresi! _ gaCerebebi... gaCerebebi... gaCerebebi... siCume... siCume... moSlili onkani... wveTebi... wveTebi... Sens tvinSi wveTavs tyuili _ Sxami! Tumca... ra moxda! sad geCqareba? ras Secvlis Seni mouTmenloba? gaCerebebi... gaCerebebi... siCume... siCume... moSlili onkani... wveTebi... wuTebi... wveTebi... wuTebi... ............................................................... gawvalebs xsovna _ tvinis alergia!

1985 w.

erT dros...

erT dros tye iyo, axla vzivar aq, nakafebSi, yoveli wuTi sinanuliT ufro mZimdeba. vzivar mowyeniT, _ rogorc ucxo qveynis kafeSi, qari ugulod xmel foTlebiT mimaspinZldeba.

1985 w.

zaur molaSxia

350

ratom ar vyidulob manqanas!

(cota-mata seriozul-ironiuli)

meubnebian: _ Seni tolebi manqanebiT dadiano, mekiTxebian: _ rodis iyidi an ratom ar yidulob manqanas? me yvelas, yvelas vpasuxob ase: _Tqve dalocvilebo, ra unda manqanis yidvas? marTvasac iswavli kaci ( Tuki ar ici!), mere Cajeqi da, aba, he, midi! sagzao niSnebs daakvirdi, Tvalebad iqeci _ araferi gamogeparos!.. xar dajerebiT, marTav Wkvianad... magram xom SeiZleba Senze ufro dajerebulma gverdze rom gagkras moulodnelad? an uneburad amogatrialos? (SiSi, TviTmaval rkinaTa SiSi!) ........................................................... frTxilad! frTxilad! bavSvma gadaWra gza! ager, viRaca modis gaswrebaze... ainTo wiTeli (lo_di_ni!), yviTeli... mwvane... ki, magram, Tqve keTilebo, rodisRa vifiqro leqsebze? rodisRa gavixseno leqsebi? rodis vesaubro leqsebs? gzaze var Tu saxlSi, mZinavs Tu mRviZavs, leqss xom vekuTvni mTeli arsebiT? ai, ratom ar vyidulob manqanas! ............................................................ Tumca... amisTvis sxva raRacac kia saWiro, rom gavamxilo, Tavi sadRa gamovaCino!

xana srulkacobisa

351

is iseTia, rom aswavlis munjsac laparaks, zogs aTamamebs, zogs adinjebs, aqcevs sxvagvarad... is iseTia, gagimravlebs nacnobs, amxanags... magram ras vizam, Tuki ar maqvs igi amxanad! samagierod, mter-moyvares vicnob ukleblad; var Tavisuflad... ra sjobia Tavisuflebas! vici vin mova, vin mcnobs da vin gadameCvia, karebs ar vketav, me qurdebi aRar merCian! ................................................................... da... vcxovrob ase, Cemi cxovrebis, moZraobis da imedebis parametrebi moqceulia sacxovriss da samsaxurs Soris... me yovel diliT Tu saRamoTi mimovdivar trotuarze _ SenobaTa gaswvriv! Tan vcdilob, vinmes ar SeveCexo; Tuki viRacas uneblieT mxari gavkari, movubodiSeb, _ ara uSavs, _ metyvis da wava. mec mSvidad, uxmod gzas gavagrZeleb... megobrebiviT momyvebian gzaze fiqrebi da striqonebic JivJiveben, rogorc gvritebi... .............................................................. ai, ratom ar vyidulob manqanas!

1985 w.

zaur molaSxia

352

dou, nana!

Sens moZmesTan dgas yursali,_ mterma oqro moutana... mware eWviT dayursuli Cumad dgaxar... dou, nana! ras uyureb aseT yofas, Sens cxovrebas drom ugana. Zabunoba ar getyoba, mainc iTmen... dou, nana! klav yidian nawil-nawil Sens miwas Tu droul yanas... gulze dedis cremli gawvims, ratom dumxar... dou, nana! aq sxva modis... baR-venaxi wvimam sul sxvas mounama... ar geSvebi, kvlav geZaxi, gons moege... dou, nana! gyidis Seni xorci, sisxli, _

mterma oqro moutana... axla mxolod Subi gixsnis, geges Subi... dou, nana!

1985 w.

xana srulkacobisa

353

win Riaa varskvlavebis talani

gazonebi, xeivnebi, baRi, Sadrevani Srialebs da imcvreva... vumzer sivrces da mzis sxivebs daxrils, _ sivrcis iqiT kvlav axali sivrcea! am mzis iqiT sul sxvagvari mzea, mis iqiTac sxva mzea da varskvlavi... nu ggonia: _ es dRe didi dRea, es dRe ukve Ramis anbans gvaswavlis... dro gadis da ixureba kari, drois iqiT udrooba isvenebs... siyvaruli veRar movaswari, uSenobiT dRe ver gavimzisfere. aw mombezrda zeimic da varamic, mival, sadac erTurTs ar gaswiraven! _ win Riaa varskvlavebis talani, win varskvlavTa qalaqebi brwyinaven...

1985 w. devnili mamuliSvilis fiqri

Tund gavibrwyino niWiT da vTqva uTqmeli jerac, _ Semomxedaven iWviT, undod, iribad, cerad... me mainc vwvalob SenTvis, rogorc mizoravs _ vzorav... gauwyres imas RmerTi, vinc Sengan damaSora!

1985 w.

zaur molaSxia

354

rodemde?

minaweri wignze: _ ,, mcxeTuri xelnaweri~. geli da geZaxi yoveldRe, yoveldRe fiqrebi erTgvarad modian! rodemde vicado, rodemde? ,,vidremdis codvilni iqadodian~? rodemde lodini wynari da morCili? es yofna maradi rodia! mauwye, sanamdis cocxal var, xorcqmnili, _ ,,vidremdis codvilni iqadodian~? mauwye, moTmeniT midrekils, zogTa saguleSi, nuTu, qva_lodia? vidremdis, geTayva, vidremdis? ,,vidremdis codvilni iqadodian~?

1985 w. ra kargia moxuci...

ra kargia moxuci _ keTili da brZeni, rogorc soflad bavSvebs, zRapars mogiyveba... _ advilia, gaigo yalbia Tu wrfeli, magram... Znelze Znelia Tavis mobriyveba!

zis da hyveba moxuci _ TeTrwvera da saTno: _ dro xan gzas gagixsnis, xanac _ mogiyelavs... advilia, roca Sens sawuxars ambob, magram... Znelze Znelia Tavis mobriyveba!

hyveba, hyveba moxuci _ keTili da brZeni, misi sja-baasi gverdiT dros miyveba... _ SeiZleba icno Sens moZmeSi mteri, magram... Znelze Znelia Tavis mobriyveba!

1985 w.

xana srulkacobisa

355

mitovebuli

,, me varo qali mitovebuli~... naRvlian Tvalebs mokianTe daaCnda wveTi. ,, me varo qali mitovebuli~... Tqvi da, gaCumdi... araferi ar giTqvams meti. ra unda geTqva marTlacda meti, roca isedac yvelaferi miTxari wamSi. ,, mitovebuli Cvena varT RmerTis, kacic da qalic~... me dumiliT mogige maSin.

1985 w.

dro kvlav gaivlis, viT gadioda!

visac Svelodi _ is ar gcnobilobs, ararad agdebs mimzRvels mizRuli, yofna xarbuli da molizRuri SenTvis ucxoa, Cemo Zmobilo! rodesac daxval ukmayofilo, nu gamwardebi, nu gamkacrdebi! Sen isev Seni Tese marcvlebi, Seni siqveliT, Cemo Zmobilo! dro kvlav gaivlis, viT gadioda! Sen ufro xSirad guli gtkioda; dResac zog-zogi Cumad orpirobs! ismis simRera sul sxva mgzavruli... unugeSobiT xma gabzaruli Sen nu iqnebi, Cemo Zmobilo!

1985 w.

zaur molaSxia

356

* * *

`am werils axla vwer mTel qveyanas, me rom erTxelac ar momikiTxa~.

emili dikinsoni viT amovuReb xmas mTel qveyanas, Tu nandaursac dRes ar vundivar?.. Jamma uamur gancdebs Semyara, vzivar da gavcqer sivrces undilad. gadaikrifnen wlebi, ra wlebi! _ tarosebiT da mkacri avdrebiT. ase mgonia, dRes Tu davwvebi, saR-salamaTi xval ver avdgebi... es ra Savfiqri Semomepara, netav, rad vcxovrob ase, undilad? viT amovuReb xmas mTel qveyanas, Tu nandaursac aRar vundivar?

1985 w.

ormoci wlis kaci... ormoci wlis kaci ocnebobs miwurSi, uRimis or Svils da... mesamis molodins... Tumc mkacrad modian dReebi pirquSi, is mainc Tavisas gaitans bolomdis! icis, mis survilebs axla xels vinc uSlis, _ raRa qnas... icis da esmis... ormoci wlis kaci kvlav cxovrobs miwurSi imediT... lodiniT... leqsiT...

1986 w.

xana srulkacobisa

357

mudam minTia erTi sanTeli

`yvela Cemi samSobloa, sayvareli saqarTvelo~!

dutu megreli mamiT _ megreli, dediT _ guruli, sivrce maqvs nabdad wamoxuruli.

Cans imediviT Cemi gelaTi, imereli var dedisdedaTi

da umtkicesi kunWul-kuTxeTi, maTi xeldasxmiT, locva-kurTxeviT: _

mudam minTia erTi sanTeli, erTi saxeli mqvia _ qarTveli!

amitom me var naRdi svani da Cemi salocav- saesaviTa

me var TuSi da fSavel-xevsuri da ras damaklebs vinme, bnelsuli...

var aWareli, raWveli, mesxi... me imdeni var, xan Tavbruc mesxmis!

magram... minTia erTi sanTeli, erTi saxeli mqvia _ qarTveli!

me var moxeve, var leCxumeli, mudam Tbili maqvs Cemi Rumeli

zamTarSi, roca stumars veli da zafxulSi vxvdebi talaveriTa!

ra maqvs saajo an dasamali _ me var qarTleli _ guliT alali,

ar var mSiSara, ukandamxevi, radgan es me var _ mtkice kaxeli!

me var lazi da... isev is mesxi, me imdeni var, xan Tavbruc mesxmis...

da, Cemi qveynis yvela kuTxeTi, maTi xeldasxmiT, locva-kurTxeviT: _

mudam minTia erTi sanTeli, erTi saxeli mqvia _ qarTveli!

1986 w.

zaur molaSxia

358

yvelgan ifrens...

Semodgomis xeebia gadalokili, imzireba dasasruli mSier ZlokviviT... kaci midis, viwrovdeba misi savali, .............................. rogorc borkili, mas awuxebs gaCenidan bolo samani! igi wava, ver iqneba ukuqceuli, ifarfatebs sivrceebSi suli euli, _ sanam Tvismsgavss monaxavdes _ martod STenili, .............................. viT dabneuli, yvelgan ifrens, kvlavxrwnadobas gadarCenili!

1986 w.

dro...

midian dReni, midian SoreTs, dro xan gvamSvidebs, xanac gvaJrJolebs, da... uimisod fexs ver movicvliT; .............................. zogjer gvaSorebs erTurTs, rodesac CvenTvis moiclis! yovlis mxilveli, yovlis amtani, xan bnelSi brwyinavs, viT kelaptari, xan dRenaTelSi mohgavs yiameTs; .............................. xan viT zamTari, udaro darSi dagvayialebs! xan Tbilad gvimzers, xan kidev _ RreniT, xan CvenTvis yvavis kldenic da Rrenic, xanac savsea SurisZiebiT... .............................. midian dReni, mivyvebiT Cvenc da... gvrCeba Zirebi!

1986 w.

xana srulkacobisa

359

mxolod erTs gTxov... `roca ar aris sixaruli _ Sen unda Seqmna~!

pablo neruda

mxolod erTs gTxov: _ guls meoxad eqmen, sixaruli Tu ara gaqvs _ Seqmen! darwmundi da sxvebic daarwmune... .................... viRac modis Senken, mwyurvalia, Sexvdi, daarwyule! Sveba unda moipovo, sulo, mxolod dardi raa usasrulo?! sevda Svebis winadRea, mgoni... ................. vin Tqva, uwarsulod iyos awmyo an mermisis droni? Sen xom ici, aRmafrena, dardi erTmaneTis axlomaxlo dadis, _ xan erT-erTi dRegrZelia ufro, ....................xan anaTebs mnaTi, xan cargvali kuStia da qufrobs... isev erTs gTxov: _ guls meoxad eqmen, sixaruli Tu ara gaqvs _ Seqmen! darwmundi da sxvebic daarwmune... ..................... viRac modis Senken, mwyurvalia, SvebiT daarwyule!

1986 w.

zaur molaSxia

360

sofeli. bavSvoba. gaxseneba...

gzaze bavSvi macqerdeba, erT adgilze ar Cerdeba, TiTqos ar aqvs dro imdeni... .................. maxsendeba, viT sizmari yrmobindeli. TvalSi Suqi efineba, ZilSic aRar eZineba; ar asvenebs leqsis xviTo. _ .................. eRimeba, _ jadoxmebi esmis TiTqos! dRe da Rame exeteba, aqeT-iqiT efeTeba (aba, rogor ar maxsovdes!) ... .................. ver eteva erT adgilze arasodes... kargad axsovs dRes sofelsac, anu yvela mezobelsa, is umamo biWukela; .................. mze, romelsac unaTebda, viT suyvelas... gzaze bavSvi macqerdeba, erT adgilze ar Cerdeba, TiTqos ar aqvs dro imdeni... .................. maxsendeba, viT sizmari yrmobindeli...

1986 w.

xana srulkacobisa

361

mgonia, es xma ar hgavs sxva xmas...

mavani waikiTxavs am leqss, zog-zogTa maraqaSi gamrevs, ar gaarCevs _ CvenSi raa sxvadasxva... .................. gzebs ra dalevs, zogs sWirdeba gzaze sisxlis gadasxma! sisxlisfrad vxedav sivrcis nawils, mcems suni natusalis, damwvris... droa Jamma veragoba ikmaros! .................. sxvafrad mawvims, Cemma darmac iqneb gamoidaros! mgonia, es xma ar hgavs sxva xmas, mgonia, es gzac ar hgavs sxva gzas, _ me rom mivsdev RimiliT da naRvliTa! .................. raRac sagzals mec xom vtoveb mSierTan Tu daRlilTan! mavani waikiTxavs am leqss, zog-zogTa maraqaSi gamrevs... rogorc Rvinos, leqssac unda xandazma... .................. gzebs ra dalevs da mec vfiqrob Cemeburad gzadagza!

1986 w.

zaur molaSxia

362

dRes usaTuod raRac moxdeba!

dRes usaTuod raRac moxdeba! dageZagreba braziT kunTebi; wamoiwevi asamboxeblad, magram... cxovrebas kvlav uCumdebi! da... gicaxcaxebs saxis nakvTebi, skamze eSvebi, viT gulmtkivani; TiTs aWer Rilaks da fexakrefiT kars SemoaRebs Seni mdivani. da... rasac etyvi, winaswar icis, kvlav gabrundeba ukan morCilad... mxolodRa masTan didgulob, vinc ki Seni survilis Targze moWrila. magram... cxovreba icvleba ukve da moyanyale skamis fexebiT qanaob wyalze.. ukan da ukan... da, ici, sadme gadiCexebi.

1986 w.

mamuls

SiSi nu gaqvs drois, mze ar daivseba, Jami sawuTrois gemaradiseba!

1986 w.

xana srulkacobisa

363

yoCaR! poetebs ZaluZT Seneba

bevrma poetma saxli aago, samezoblod Tu saamxanagod, da, roca undaT, soflad arian. ............ calybad ar vambob, zogi toli Tu megobaria! yoCaR! poetebs ZaluZT Seneba, (ngrevaSi mteric SegeSveleba!) SenebaSia _ uTqvams winapars _ ............ Turme mSveneba, ase yofila adrec, winaTac... ageT da ageT yvelam saxlebi, me Tu ara maqvs _ Tqven geaxlebiT, axali leqsiT, gana salaybod! ............ Tqveni saxeliT da, megobrobiT, Zmebo, vamayob!

1986 w

zaur molaSxia

364

gzispir walikad idgnen Txmelebi...

gzispir walikad idgnen Txmelebi, wiTlad Ruodnen kurkantelebi, ikenkebodnen CirgvSi Citebi, ............ dumdnen velebi da iyo sivrce guldamSvidebiT. Cven vbrundebodiT skolidan im dros, foSfoSi rom ar efina mindors, miveseodiT buCqebs biWebi, ............ vqurdobdiT TiTqos, _ gzas gviRobavdnen ekal-RiWebi. ra tkbili iyo is kurkantela!.. axla minTia xsovna kandelad da igeriebs xexili lesters... ............ gareT Ramdeba, me ki Sin var da mdumared leqss vwer.

1986 w.

xana srulkacobisa

365

tyeSi

roca sibnelidan sinaTle gamova, xes kvirti uskdeba, yvavili gamoaqvs... sivrce da xmeleTi sunTqaven nebisad; gemiviT micuravs tye gaTenebisas. sxiviT iqsoveba lurji sawieri, Srialebs mdelo da hava mawieri... Seval foTlovanSi, ze avimarTebi, Tokebad hkidia xes aTinaTebi, Tavs movibavSveb da... cas vwvdebi xelebiT, irweva sxivebi Tu saqanelebi. irweva... virwevi... icvleba tye-veli... am ltolva-srbolaSi var SesamCneveli. miyurebs yoveli: _ flora Tu fauna, is _ qalbatonia, misis Tu fraua _ yvela qveynidan Tu kuTxe-kunWulidan Tvalebs mayoleben CurCul-CurCuliTa! ase Tavawyvetils miyurebs yoveli: _ Wkviani, suleli Tu bedupoveli... mere... Zirs veSvebi, cas vtoveb gadaSlils, vTavsdebi Cemive siCumis bakanSi. dumdeba, Cumdeba, yuCdeba tye-veli... verCevi sxvisgan da, var SeumCneveli.

1986 w.

zaur molaSxia

366

nacarqeqias

(ciklidan: ,, variaciebi zRaprebidan,,) isev Tu ver moatyue devi, isev Tu ver gaacure devi, _ ver ixilav Sen momavlis ferebs; ............ an Tu miendevi, TviTon RmerTic ver giSvelis mere! sadgisi da yveli erTi wvela, erT dros iyo SenTvis xsna da Svela... moxerxeba mqeqavisa nacris _ ............ dRes gaigo yvelam da devic xom flidia da mkacri! ar dagindobs beCavsa Tu sawyals, uZalRonos da cxovreba gamwyrals. nu ggonia devs SeakrTob TofiT! ............ eZiebde sxva gzas da advilad mas nu miendobi! daixsome, Se mqeqavo nacris, dro icvleba, viT meryevi kaci; ver giSvelis xerxi adrindeli... ............ myisve Tavs wagaclis eSmakobas Tu giazrebs devi. mTeli Seni oinebiT, sibrZniT, _ mxolod gadarCenisaTvis ibrZvi; bevrjer devebs daaRwie Tavi... ............ magram... isev iZvris Sens bilikze devi, rogorc zvavi... isev Tu ver moatyue devi, isev Tu ver gaacure devi, _ ver ixilav Sen momavlis ferebs; ............ an Tu miendevi, TviTon RmerTic ver giSvelis mere!

1986 w.

xana srulkacobisa

367

gza da xidi

mismine kargad, damakvirdi, Camxede TvalSi! ara var ucxo, Cemi xma nu geucxoveba. ar iTakilo Cemi sityva da laparaki; ar iTakilo da ar gamkilo am uZvelesi aqcentisaTvis!.. netavi, ganze rad icqirebi? TiTqos yurs migdeb, guliT mismen, rogorc moyvasi Tanamlmobeli. TiTqos miRimi da meTvisebi, magram ratomRac gikrTis TvalebSi undoblobis da ucxoobis muxTali Crdili _ daufaravi! nuTu amisTvis gvcalia axla! rodesac Cven win xidi

iryeva, rodesac Rmuis avad mdinare _ Cveni gzebis da bilikebis gadamlekavi, rodesac caze dajorgilan kuSti Rrublebi _ saavdaroni!..

Sen ufro ndobiT icqirebi ucxo mgzavrisken, romelic

Cumad agvemgzavra karga xania. mogvyveba ukan, arc gveweva da arc gvSordeba... win ki xidia moryeuli da moqanave... Rmuis mdinare, viT nadiri beWdakodili.

kargad mismine! damakvirdi! Camxede TvalSi! droa

SevicnoT erTimeore genetikuri kodis niSnebiT!.. ukve movediT... xidze vdgavarT... irweva xidi... mRvrie talRebi ra gulgrilad miaqaneben _ damxrCval yvavilebs!

1986 w.

zaur molaSxia

368

cialebs Suqi pirvelJamuri

vixile sxivi pirvelJamuri rogorc pirveli Rimi amuris _ es wuTi marad CemTan darCeba... ............ da, uamuri sivrce kvlav mzisfrad moifarCeba! mziT ganwmendilni isev viqnebiT, bunebas isev SevurigdebiT, _ Cven rom gavwireT dasaviwyeblad; ............ Cveni fiqrebi isev ifrens da ar damiwdeba! cialebs Suqi pirvelJamuri, am SuqSi Tbeba xvalis mamuli _ waruvali da gzanaTlieri... ............ dro _ moSxamuli iwurvis, rogorc dasalieri...

1986 w. kaci TandaTan eCveva...

aqa-iq cargvals emCneva

Rrublis Sav-TeTri oforti. kaci TandaTan eCveva

dros _ ganZarculs Tu mofoTlils. maRlidan sxivi eSveba,

sivrces mokvalavs, moseravs... kaci TandaTan eCveva

tyuil-marTalis mosmenas. poeti myofads _ mze maRals _

umRerebs, umRers, umRerda... da dro gvaswavlis dRedaRam

sikvdil - sicocxlis uRlebas. 1986 w.

xana srulkacobisa

369

fiqrTa nawyvetebi #1

*** rad miyureb Tvalsveli, arsad ar var wamsvleli, ............amxseni xundi undoblobisa! *** arc uafrod, arc afriT, ar dagtoveb arafriT, ............maradis me var Seni mxlebeli. *** ra vqna, es var raca var! Tumca borjma mawvala, _ ............ ar waval gziTa ukeTuriTa! *** dRisiT, mzisiT, RameSic, zRvaTa sikamkameSic, _ ............ kameCis mesmis Sori bRavili. *** mkacrobs uzemoesi da wuxili noesi ............ momesmis JamTa ufskrulebidan! *** cxadSiac da ZilSiac, ujiSos Tu jiSians, _ ............ SiSi aqvs Seucnobel sivrceTa!

zaur molaSxia

370

*** nu miyureb Tvalsveli, aba, sad var wamsvleli, ............ amxseni xundi undoblobisa!

1986 w. gverds gvivlis xmebi _ cisiqeTuri...

sivrces nislebis ekvris libri da qari qceula ekvilibristad _ ise mimodis xramis zeTavze... Sors ki, mzis iqiT, diad mzeTamzes mxolod goniT Tu swvdebi miwidan anda fiqriT da fiqris simwriTa... xmeleTs axuravs nisli sefuri, gverds gvivlis xmebi _ cisiqeTuri... dro-dro dagvxedavs RmerTTa dideda, _ misTvis iqidan vCanvarT libredad!

1986 w.

xana srulkacobisa

371

sarke

me xom gaCvenebT _ rac xarT da vinc xarT! ra ZalmiZs meti, _ laqebi TviTon moiSoreT, Tu Tavi giyvarT!

1986 w. poeti drois SuqniSanTan

Tuki mwvane Suqi ar Cans, gza savleli isev darCa, tkivilebi gulSi Tu ar morCes; ............... ki Rirs garjad, wiTel Suqzec gaiaro zogjer! Tuki wminda tvirTi migaqvs da ar eridebi xifaTs, Tu codvebi ar gimZimebs kisers, _ ............... gzad da xidad dro gagifens yiameTSic cisfers. Tuki moeride wiTels, rogor mokref sityvebs mwifes, _ gzis gadaRma ukvdavebis xe dgas... ............... Sens nabijebs momavali Wogritidan xedavs!.. Tuki mwvane Suqi ar Cans, gza savleli isev darCa, Tu kvlav wmindad uerTguleb kalams; ..............ki Rirs garjad, wiTel Suqze gaiaro kvlavac!

1986 w.

zaur molaSxia

372

miraJi TviTmfrinavidan

caSi var da viwyeb tivtivs, yelze vixvev Rrublis TivTiks; mikvirs, mzeze rogor mciva! .............. aq, Cems irgvliv, dro iSleba, dro mocviva! rodis gaxda Jami myari? mtkiva guli, Tavi, mxari, _ namsxvrevebi mxvdeba JamTa... ..............rokavs qari cis da miwis SesayarTan! axla tyuils vityvi raze? _ xan ise var, viT yiraze, xan tatnobze mimovcurav; .............. ciT miraJebs vxedav, rogorc kinosuraTs... mze miyurebs, civad mimzers, _ viT mivcocav sxivTa simze; aRma-daRma veqanebi... ..............wminda sivrces, viT jinWvela, veqavebi... caSi var da viwyeb tivtivs, yelze vixvev Rrublis TivTiks...

1986 w.

xana srulkacobisa

373

es erTi dRec miilia ra uCumrad miilia dRe da, misi idilia... TeTri farda gadacurda! ..............miTvlilia ukve es dRec gardasulTan. sivrce krTeba SeRamebis, ferTan feris SexamebiT Wvret garemos erTferovans _ .............. Sen xvalemdis xedav sizmrebs eTerovans. gana marTla sizmrebia, es fiqrebi izrdebian _ momavalze dakidulni... ..............ixsnebian cxrani karni _ cxraklitulni... es erTi dRec miilia, bolo sxivTa sirbilia; TeTri farda gadacurda! ..............miTvlilia ukve es dRec gardasulTan.

1986 w.

zaur molaSxia

374

tyis zRapari

es devebia?! ara, nadevni! _ Zvel zRaprebidan gamonadevni. aiSlebian tyeSi landebad, rodesac dila axmiandeba... dila _ yvela dRis celqi bavSvoba, _ iwyebs simReras da TamaSobas... iwvevs rig-rigad gmirebs zRaparTa da sizmareul koncerts gamarTavs. daZunZuleben tyeSi devebi, _ Zvel zRaprebidan ganatevebi. ismis gniasi... stvena... sicili... sanam dRea da sxivTa cimcimi... mze ki... miarRvevs sivrces dasavlis, Tan miikecavs sxivebs frTasaviT. dro dauRleli arsad yovndeba, mihqris, mihqris da... saRamovdeba... wydeba TamaSi Tu Jriamuli, duman devebi _ gulmoJamuli... da, ros igrZnoben Ramis dinebas, mwyobrad midian dasaZineblad.

1987 w.

xana srulkacobisa

375

gadaiwvima

gadaiwvima... viT nasxvisari, gza damitova wvimam Secvlili... gamdarebeli iyo isxari, _ ca kvlav gamoCnda gadamercxlili. frTebs afrTxialebs sivrce nawvimi, ukve naTlad Cans dro Tu manZili... TrTis Wadris totze, viT cis nawili, sxivi, ZafiviT gamokvanZili.

1987 w.

iumoreska

iseTi mzea, Crdils anatrebs agvisto demons da am sicxeSic igoneben aristodemoss! ,, _ fulia kaci!~_ ver gakilav, Zmao, mis sibrZnes, TviT jibeebmac ufuloba tkivilad igrZnes! ,,_ fulia kaci!~_ yovel undo da ugvan droSi, roca tareba emZimebaT namusis droSis, roca emsxvrevaT rwmenis koSki, viT faifuri... ,,_ fulia kaci!~_ magram... kaci ar aris fuli!

1987 w.

zaur molaSxia

376

rosinanti

mindor-velze (Zveli xedi!)

daiRvreba ros inanTi, sawierze brZeni mxedriT

moWixvinebs rosinanti. roca Jami gaoCndeba

da simxneves ros vinatri, _ mSveleliviT gamoCndeba

brZeni mxedriT rosinanti.

1987 w.

simRera Semodgomuri

Seni Rimili, rogorc aloe, vici, sxvis tkivils miefoneba. me ki cxovreba momikaloebs da damisusxavs guls da gonebas... nu acremldeba Seni Tvalebi da nu ixilav sivrces moburvils... Cemi trfiali _ nagvianevi, aris simRera Semodgomuri...

1987 w.

xana srulkacobisa

377

***

inaskvebian

yulfebiviT _ cbieri wlebi, sxvadasxva zomis _

moergeba sxvadasxva kisers, nel-nela giWers...

ar isveneben da welSi wydebi... mere... odesRac

Senc viRaca mogisaklisebs!

1987 w.

sjobda... guSin iCqiTad Semxvda satana, TiTqos momnusxa, TiTqos gamTvala, _ xelebs mxarbeWze mityapunebda; ..............sadRac damTvrala da mxiaruli hqonda guneba! sivrce TiTebiT mixaz-moxaza... masTan videqi _ mnaxa moyvasma, _ ise momxeda civad... zogadad... ..............sjobda, loyaze sila gaewna dauzogavad!

1987 w.

zaur molaSxia

378

mTibavi

mze sxivebiT Rrublebs Sibavs, oflmowurviT glexi Tibavs, wuTiT, rogorc Ze morCili, cas gaxedavs xelmoCrdilviT. Tu daawvims balaxs, namjas, _ ra fasi aqvs maSin garjas! magram... xedavs Suqs momxiblavs, _ ar gaswiravs RmerTi mTibavs. Sors gadaswevs mnaTi Rrublebs, cas naTeli daiuflebs...

1987 w.

es erTi dRe agiyvavda!

es erTi dRe agiyvavda! Tu ismendi Cxavils yvavTa, _ axla xedav? SemogRimes, gicnes... ..............gagixarda, da, ggonia ciT varskvlavebs imcvrev! igrZen kaikacobao, _ (Turme gyofnis ra cotao!) gagaxares, gagiRimes, gicnes... ..............sacodavo! _ axla guli aRmafreniT gicems!

1987 w.

xana srulkacobisa

379

Zebna unda TviT iRbalsac

dRes icdida aq viRaca,

mowyenili saxiT... sivrce sevdiT gadixaza,

viT sxeuli _ saxriT! axla ar dgas is viRaca,

netav, ra gzas gahyva? Zebna unda TviT iRbalsac, _

ara wyalTa nayva!

1987 w.

rodesac mama gardaicvala

`is, visac sadRac mamis saxli eguleba, saxlidan gadaxvewili ar aris~. antuan de sent_ekziuperi ... rodesac mama gardaicvala, celqi moswavle im wels davdinjdi! da, roca saxli mamiseuli moulodnelad Caiqca cecxlSi, _ davkarge maSin frTaSetrusuli Cemi bavSvoba... dRes ki, TbilisSi, gadmoxvewili kaciviT daval!

1987 w.

zaur molaSxia

380

ise... mainc...

Senad ar mTvli, sxvisic ar var

da arc Cems Tavs vekuTvni... moakiTxa gansjis qarma

imeds _ fiqrSi SefuTvnils! ris imedi! ra imedi!

mec gza midevs iqeTo... ise... mainc... raime Tqvi, _

guli gamomikeTo!

1987 w. imperatoro!

saxelmwifo _ es me var! ludoviko XIV Tqven SegiZliaT risxviT daTroba, sisxli RvaroT da gzebi datboroT... simarTle erqvas usamarTlobas, _ Tqven esec ZalgiZT, imperatoro!

Tqven ZalgiZT ymebi gaaazatoT an mona isev monad datovoT... an oqro gasceT erTi asado, an asi _ erTad... imperatoro! Tqven SegiZliaT gasceT saWurWle

mravalTmravali, uxvi, uTvleli... Tqven SegiZliaT _ brZeni damunjdes an oratori gaxdes uTqmeli!

Tqven SegiZliaT sxvaTa dapyrobac, vin gagibedavT risTvis? ratomo? usapyaroTa ZalgiZT sapyroba, mxolod... suls ver ZlevT, imperatoro!

1987 w.

xana srulkacobisa

381

maRliT TrToda camaragi

maRliT TrToda camaragi da zesknelis kamara ki xan Canda da xan ar Canda... ..............gza maradi wamierad momelanda! aesxipnen mTebs Crdilebi, dadnen Rrublis Cergilebi; moevlina casac Sveba!.. .............. mzes dilebi xelSi ahyavs gasaSvebad!

1987 w.

bolo baqani

TiTqos aRmovCndi bolo baqanTan, yvela gza TiTqos daRma daqanda, matarebelic Tavqve daeSva... .............. vdumdi aqamde, gulSi vmalavdi dards Tu kaeSans! gzaze mgzavrebi walik-walikad midiodnen da, Jamma waleka Tu Seisruta yvela TandaTan... ..............Cvenc is wagvrekavs, umtkivneulod leTas gagvatans! ra saWiroa xvewna, qaqani, ulmobelia bolo baqani... matarebeli mihqris bunebis! _ ..............arwevs, aqanebs mas vulkanebi _ SeniRbulebi...

1987 w.

zaur molaSxia

382

mziT avsebuls gawvdi Wiqas!

mziT avsebuls gawvdi Wiqas, nu endobi RrZos da Winkas, viT arenas JamTa cirkis... .............. gulis bWis-kars giReb, rogorc karebs ciskris! Tund almuriT damwvi qaris, _ erTguleba mwams wiqaris, viT siSore simaRleTa!.. ..............mawvims qarvis feri _ erT dros mbrwyinav dReTa! TiTqos vgavde aRmdgars mkvdreTiT, _ mzis amosvlas viRac myvedris... suli SvebiT mainc saRobs! .............. zogjer yefiT viRac momaZaxebs _ ,,saRol-s!~ saguleSi guli mewvis, kvnesa mesmis mwiri ewris da mRlis erTferoba JamTa... .............. caTa zewris maxuria mkrTali kalTa! SoriT mimzers mSvidi RmerTi, mzea misi Tbili mkerdi, mzis wilxvedri mec var erTi... ..............Tu davberdi, _ mec viqnebi alaverdi!... mziT avsebuls gawvdi Wiqas, vambob: _ nu endobi Winkas, avsuls nuRar miikareb!.. ..............gulis bWis-kars giReb, rogorc dilis karebs!

1987 w.

xana srulkacobisa

383

ori landi trotuarze

ori landi trotuarze... erTi maRali... meore dabali... TiTqos saubroben, TiTqos icinian... butaforia...

erTi dabla ar iyureba, meore _ maRla! ar ician erTmaneTis Tvalebis feri!

ori landi trotuarze... dganan da xelebs iqneven, rogorc usargeblo frTebs _ usivrcobaSi! raRacas amtkiceben... raRcas uaryofen... dganan da dganan erT adgilze fexmoucvlelad...

aq, trotuarze sxva landebic dafarfateben, erTurTs JamiJam Tavs dauqneven an xels asweven antenasaviT (zogi marjvenas, zogi marcxenas, gaaCnia, exerxeba romels romeli...). esalmebian landebi landebs!

ori landi trotuarze... martoobis ori nafleTi... TiTqos landebi landebisgan gamoriyulni! da, esenic ki, es ori landi _ erTi dabla ar iyureba, meore _ maRla... ar ician erTmaneTis Tvalebis feri!

1987 w.

zaur molaSxia

384

Cemo Zmao ingilo!

Cemo Zmao ingilo! Cemo dao ingilo! Cveni jiSi _ jilagi arvin ar Segviginos! ragind bevri iTovos, ragind bevri igrgvinos, elvam elviseburad sivrce Semoirbinos, gulma SiSis nakadi aRar Semoidinos; erTad davdgeT, gulmagrad, erTad, Cemo ingilo! Tu warsulma dagvRala, momavalSi vifrinoT; bnelis nacvlad naTeli sulSi SemovifinoT. sivrces gahmzers sifxizliT Cveni bedis mimino, gardasulSi naTmeni guls ar movaTmininoT, ragind borjma iavdros, ragind grgvinvam igrgvinos, saqarTvelos xvalis dRe arvin ar Segviginos, _ Cemo Zmao ingilo! Cemo dao ingilo!

1987 w.

xana srulkacobisa

385

wyaloba ar gviTxovia, gulo!

daiwminde guneba Tu fiqri, yurs nu ugdeb nakacarTa qirqils! daiTmine mware sityva, gulo! Cven ar vmdgarvarT mterTa sakrebulos. Cven vcxovrobdiT Cveni xatiT, niSiT... sxva kerpTaTvis ar gvizoravs SiSiT! vloculobdiT Cvens salocavs Sina, rac gamCenma qveynad gagvaCina... Tu ver viwvdenT ,,tkbil cxovrebis~ kunwuls, zog-zogiviT ar vCveulvarT wuwuns! wyaloba ar gviTxovia, gulo, da arc vmdgarvarT mterTa sakrebulos!

1987 w.

mec minda...

mec minda vixilo axdena survilTa, mec xelSi maCeCebs cxovreba dilemas... me moval... oRond jer moviTqva suli da oRondac veRirso moxelkeTilebas!

1987 w.

zaur molaSxia

386

ra gulwrfelad mRerian...

ra gulwrfelad mRerian qali da vaJi, RmerTma yofna aSoroT Rrena-davaSi... ferebia dilisa Tu modaiseni: _ ar misdeven, geTayva, modas isini!

1987 w.

*** eSmaki gagimaRldeba da mteri gagilaRdeba, Tu Tavs Cahkideb beCavad... .................. dardi galRveba, ros ukeTurTa mze Cava!

1987 w.

*** misTvis Tbilad da ucivniavod, dRemde cxovrebas uciniao; axla mimarTavs igi samyaros: _ .................. uwin mziano, dRes ratom qufrob, cao maRalo!

1987 w.

xana srulkacobisa

387

Cemo striqono!

Cemo striqono, gamoanaTe, _ iyav wminda da Tamami pwkari; Cemo striqono, Sen gaamarTle jerxnobiT Cemi ucnobi gvari. aba, Sen ici, sanamde aswev qvas sajildaos... Seudgi mxari... zogierTs marTlac tvirTiviT awevs xmagasmenili da didi gvari! ... WavWavaZeni da wereTlebi, tabiZeebi, gamsaxurdia... ra qnan imaTma mogvareebma _ mwvervalTa Crdili gadaxurviaT! me es `xifaTi~ ar memuqreba, (Tumc kolumbs axlda iq Cemi gvari)... Seni valia, Seni ufleba, _ gaxde meoxi da sanukvari... Cemo striqono, Sen gevaleba, iyo naRdi da xmaliviT pwkari; Sen gaamarTle Cemi wvaleba, _ daamaxsovre xalxs Cemi gvari!

1987 w.

zaur molaSxia

388

oblis Civili

maxsovs Cemi siymawvile, viT megruli wiwaka... momkioda saaqao, rogorc qali wiwkana... oblis cremliT guldaRaruls arvin ar damiyvava; waqceuli bavSvi viyav _ arvin ar amiyvana... visac xeli gavuwode _ muSti gamomiqana... im cxovrebas me ar vicnob... am cxovrebam migana!

1987 w.

SoriT Tergi...

SoriT Tergi moquxs civi, Cans varskvlavTa brWyviali... caSi yvinTavs moxuciviT mTvare _ sxivebWkviani.

1987 w.

xana srulkacobisa

389

ra adre gaxdi mosagonari arCil fircxalavas xsovnas xan Rvinos svamdi, xan Rvino gsvamda, magram Sen mxolod leqsiT cxovrobdi; Sen poeziis bolomde gwamda mag ucnauri daucxromlobiT! SenSi saxlobda xan viioni, zogjer granelic SenSi tiroda... magram gza rodi gaiiole, Seni xma mxolod Senebr yviroda! Tu aRmerTebdi `cisferyanwelebs~, Sen sxva ferebis iyav mxmobeli... mjera, Sens yofnas roca aRweren, gaocdebian TviT axloblebic... zis Seni deda _ Senze mglovari, _ ra iqneboda laRad rom evlo?! ra adre gaxdi mosagonari, ucnauro da daudgromelo!

1987 w.

erTaderTi alibi! SuaRamiT leqsis xviTom gareT gamomiyvana da rac javri hqonda, TiTqos Cemze amoiyara... aqeT, iqiT! aqeT, iqiT! matara da marbina... (axla modiT, aqeT igi, _ leqss mkarnaxobs namdvilad.)

zaur molaSxia

390

swored im dros, iqve, axlos, gauqurdavT viRaca... me alibi ar maqvs axla, _ aqeT miwa, miRma _ ca! _ aq ra ginda? _ mkiTxes uceb, _ ras daeZeb, vina xar? leqsi?! Sen vis atutuceb, gzaze leqsi vin naxa? vdgavar. irgvliv mozRudula sivrce, rogorc yalibi... aRsavlidan modis dila... (me ara maqvs alibi!) viRac xumrobs: _ sawyal qurdebs iqneb hqondaT valebi? _ mas vin misca bevri fuli? (me ara maqvs alibi!) _ kari TviTon gauRia, Turme iyo mTvraliviT... _ ganZeuli wauRiaT... (me ara maqvs alibi!) _ gadamTiels kars uRebda, albaT iyo arifi, _ aba, _ viRac pasuxobda... (me ara maqvs alibi!) _ mas veravin gaqurdavda, yofiliyo Raribi... axla Senc ki gamqirdavdi, radgan ar maqvs alibi! viRac wamoimarTeba, mimzers zRaprul aliviT... CemTvis mxolod simarTlea erTaderTi alibi!

1987 w.

miyvars sityva...

is oqroze aqaqanda: _ aris wyeba aqa qanTa, madnebis Tu oqroebis, Tuki fxa gaqvs mogrovebis... mec, rom ar vTqva okrobokro, miyvars sityva _ oqro, oqro!

1987 w.

xana srulkacobisa

391

Sedga igi... Sedga igi _ monusxuli, TiTqos raRac moelanda! acaxcaxda monur suliT, misi Tvali moelamda... tanjavs SiSi abezari, verc ki bedavs daCivlebas... gamowvrTnili mabezRari _ elis mware ganCinebas!

1987 w.

axla naRvlobs...

axla naRvlobs, erT dros JamTa nebieri, nasuqali... ar Cans kvali megobarTa, rogorc qarTa nasunTqali. axla, rogorc uTvistomo, kedlebs umzers gulis RreniT; marto zis da ukvirs: _ dromo rad Semrisxa urisxveli... gza dakarga megobarTa, rogorc qarTa nasunTqali... da damWlevda, erT dros JamTa nebieri, nasuqali...

1987 w.

zaur molaSxia

392

Sadrevani

mSvidad vuyuro axla Sadrevans, xom araferi ar daSavdeba?

zeviT miiwevs, rogorc Tavneba, magram Zal-Rone ros uTavdeba, TiTqos haerSi wamiT SeSdeba, moirkaleba, dabla eSveba...

da... isev zeviT, qveviT da zeviT... vuyureb da msurs SevigrZno mzeriT! misi zeswrafva, TamaSi marcxTan, rogor magonebs myofobas kacTa!

viT guSin, dResac imgvarad xdeba... me SadrevanSi cxovrebas vxedav!

1987 w.

mze amodis...

mze amodis. ca wiTldeba, diagnozi: _ eriTema... mere... sivrce kvlav mSviddeba da fers feri eriTmeba.

1987 w.

xana srulkacobisa

393

Turme Cven varT damnaSave Tuki `TeTrze~ gviTxra `Savi~, _ roca wava stumari, _ Turme Cven varT damnaSave, Cven varT gasamtyunari. pirSi wyali daviguboT, kvlav mivarTvaT nazuqi! ariqa, ar daviRupoT da ar gavceT pasuxi... odes xedav sivrces sizmruls, _ xams igulo kaci Zmad! magram saxlSi Semoxiznuls, viT iwameb maspinZlad?! zogs urCevnis leRvi limons, zogs _ Seni mze, bebero... yvelas sanam veRimiloT, yvelas sanam veferoT! Cven gvaginon, gvlanZRon, gvTaTxon... (Tavs davisvaT

lamis mtrebic!) TiTqos qveynad Cven varT marto inter-nacio-nalistebi!.. pirSi wyali daviguboT, pasuxi ar davweroT... ariqa, ar daviRupoT, arvin gavanawyenoT! Tuki `TeTrze~ gviTxra `Savi~, _ roca wava stumari, _ Turme Cven varT damnaSave, Cven varT gasamtyunari!

1987 w.

ra Segixorcebs mware Wrilobebs

gamoCnda sivrce nawyvdiadari, xsovnis sanTeli warsuls daunTes... nel-nela gadis mkacri zamTari da Sen gitovebs tkivils dauTvlels! Rimils Tu xaliss daemSvidobe da ar gaRelvebs Turme agunac... ra Segixorcebs mware Wrilobebs, raic zamTarma ukve garguna!

1987 w.

zaur molaSxia

394

Sena xar...

Sena xar sityva _ amouTqmeli, Sena xar cremli _ xelsCatiruli; Sena xar saqme _ am dros uqmneli, Sena xar grZnoba _ mkerdsCakiruli... Tu sasoeba sadme brialebs an Tu simwvane modis xelaxla, _ Sena xar, rac ki sagnobrivia, rac usagnoa, isic Sena xar!

1987 w.

mReris Winka Winkurad!

_ ra xma ismis? vin ukravs? _ Winka ixdis qorwils; miarTmeven pirugvans xorageuls orwils... is sxvadasxva balaxiT imoseba, imkoba... Tan iZaxis xmalaRi: _ `ra kargia Winkoba!~ `ra Znelia Winkoba!~ balaxebi gadiTela... xan rokavs da xan dafrens. krefs gzispirad matitelas, viT xaliCas, gzad afens... Winka ixdis qorwils, dgas gorebi oqros; miarTmeven saTals, kalmaxsa da loqos, nair-nair Rvinos, yuaTian qoqoss...

xana srulkacobisa

395

is gviyurebs jiqurad, mere iwyebs cignobas... mReris Winka Winkurad (Rirseulad Wirs mkoba!)_ `ra kargia Winkoba!~ `ra Znelia Winkoba!~ saxe rogor Seucvlia! _ marTla mohgavs mwignobars... yvelas rodi SeuZlia Winkoba da cignoba! igi gvimzers jiqurad da... gvirgviniT balaxis, _ saukvdavod imkoba; Tan iZaxis xmalaRi: _ `ra kargia Winkoba!~ `ra Znelia Winkoba!~

1987 w.

uxilavma karze mogikakuna

uxilavma karze mogikakuna, adeqi da miegebe stumars; odes bedma es sikeTe garguna, eg bageni ase ratom duman? adeq, Cemo nandauro sulisav, nuTu ukve araferi gwadis? erTxel mainc natvra aisrule da mere... iqiT... damSvidebiT wadi.

zaur molaSxia

396

Cemo sulis nandauro, genukvi, gamoxede karze momdgar stumars... magram... ukve Sen miRmieTs ekuTvni da bagenic usityvelad duman.

1988 w.

raki maxsovs... aq erTxelac misgan vigrZen wyena, TiTqos uneburi... raki maxsovs, _ Turme damrCa guli _ Canaklulebuli... axla Cemi sanaxidan ra bundovnad Canan mTebi... SiSiT krTeba balaxi da gzispir yria CanaTibi... Zveli xedi gamoCnda ra _ gzaze mxvdeba dro buzRuniT... totze Citi Camomjdara simartoviT mobuzuli... aq, am gzaze gamaxsenda wyena, TiTqos uneburi... raki maxsovs, _ Turme damrCa guli _ Canaklulebuli!

1988 w.

xana srulkacobisa

397

gvancas

giTvalTvalebs zRvis mgvani ca, frTa gaSale, Svilo gvanca, mamaSeni daiqanca, _ aw Senia vrceli sivrce! Seni mzea SuqTa mfeni, borji gicdis sul naTeli, _ mudam wminda, mudam mrTeli; dro svianad moimtkice! gverds gimagrebs ori Zma da siankare dagcqers caTa; Tuki Jamma gamogcada _ guli mamuls unda misce.

1988 w.

ra moTminebiT dro-Jams mivaTrev

ra moTminebiT dro-Jams mivaTrev, yofna ar brwyinavs samSvenisebiT... ra ar viRone, ra ar vinatre, ver gadavdene gzidan nislebi. isev mizidavs Sori varskvlavi da wlebs vigoneb Camqral-Canavlils... madlobeli var, rom Sen maswavli, gavigo yofnis avanCavani! isev marigeb _ gavxde sxvaferi, rom sarfianad SevZlo cxovreba... me kvlav bavSviviT miyvars zRaprebi da mTebze fiqrTa gadacorveba!

1988 w.

zaur molaSxia

398

me siyvaruls ar vicvli...

me siyvaruls ar vicvli, rac viyavi _ isa var! sxva trfiali ar vici, _ mxolod Seni mzisa var! mware lmobiT mtkiodi, guli SeniT kvnesoda... me guSinac vyiodi _ Tuki vinmes esmoda! davlurs rodi vuvlidi, liqniT gzas ar veZebdi; CemSi Sens mzes vuvlidi _ Cemi sityviT, SeZlebiT... Cemgan sxvas ras elodi, roca Senmieri var; guSin razec vmRerodi _ dResac masze vmRerivar!

1988 w.

ar Seicvleba!..

risi Tqmac ginda, xandaxan vxvdebi, `_ vcocxlobo~, _ ambob, rodesac kvdebi! satana sityvas sxva sityviT gicvlis, xan fiqrob `cremls~ da Sen ki wer _ `sicils~... sityva sxva sityviT, fici sxva ficiT, gzebi sxva gzebiT, sivrce sxva sivrciT icvleba (am cvliT icleba sisxlic!), Jamic sxva JamiT icvleba miwyiv; _ ar Seicvleba! _ _ ar Seicvleba! _ ena sxva eniT, miwa sxva miwiT.

1988 w.

xana srulkacobisa

399

samegrelov, iyav mtkiced... `Conguri saqarTveloa, simebi Cven varT yvelao~!

akaki bneli feri ver dafaravs Cvens cas _ mze rom ase amkobs... ayuradebT dedaqalaqs Tqven _ zugdido da senako! rogor minda namusiTa Cemi Tavi SemogavloT, _ wminda ZarRvno mamulisa _ foTo, xobo, Cemo galo! mtrebi rodi didsulobdnen _ xocdnen xalxs da wvavdnen jixas... mamulis mzes ficulobdnen abaSa da walenjixa! Cven xval ukeT gagvicnoben, radgan ar varT davardnili... dganan fxizlad da mkvircxloben es _ Cxorowyu da martvili... erTgulTaTvis guli gicems, xar memtere orgulisa _ samegrelov, iyav mtkiced, mZlavro simo Congurisa!

1988 w.

zaur molaSxia

400

ra xdeba netav sinamdvileSi?

Sin varT Tu vsxedvarT luskum dilegSi, _ ra xdeba gareT, sinamdvileSi? _

vin modis axla msusxav wvimaSi? zmaneba... cxadi... sizmar-miraJi...

zis sakarcxulze viRac, viT leSi... ra xdeba netav sinamdvileSi?

dRis bediswera feTqavs dilaSi... cxadi... zmaneba... ferTa miraJi!

o, ra gulgrilad vcxovrobT binebSi... ra xdeba gareT, sinamdvileSi?

1988 w.

viRacisTvis viRaca var...

viRacisTvis viRaca var, magram... SenTvis ki ara... im RrubelTa miRma caa urioSo, kriala. aq ki, qari ikawreba... arc naklebi, arc meti, _ iucxoves viRacebma Cemi Zveli aqcenti! kvlav viTmen Tu ficxlad vwyrebi _ Sen xar Cemi msajuli; nu ganmsjian viRacebi _ sxva sisxlis da sxva rjulis... vdgavar. Rrublis miRma caa urioSo, kriala... viRacisTvis viRaca var, magram... SenTvis ki ara!

1988 w.

xana srulkacobisa

401

*** Tuki undo momeZala, RmerTo, mxsneli mome Zala!

dRes sxva saqme gadadeo, _ mters sikeTe gadadeo!

ferucvleli mome feri, gawvalebuls momefere!..

Cemi Cemad meCemeba... mteri raRas meCemeba?..

Tu kvlav undo momeZala, RmerTo, mxsneli mome Zala!

1988 w.

ramdenic ginda...

ramdenic ginda iZvelbiWe da ramdenic ginda _ iyomare... ai, is kaci tyvias iWerda, igi namdvili iyo mare!

1988 w.

zaur molaSxia

402

ar mwams maTi...

ara, maTi ar mjera, an vis sjera maTi, vis?! _ momlodine ara var dafasebis, pativis! TiTqmis TamaSwagebuls _ vis ergeba pati, vis?! ar mwams maTi gagebis, erTgulebis, pativis... cxovrebisgan sikeTis vis aqvs andamati, vis? mimewura imedi Tanalmobis, pativis... miyvars azris naTeba rTulis, Tanac martivis... uwvimebod, uavdrod uamindebs marti vis?! TiTqmis TamaSwagebuls _ vis ergeba pati, vis?! ar mwams maTi gagebis, erTgulebis, pativis...

1988 w.

ra gvaqvs...

rkinis arsebobs ama qveynad sanam Robeni, _ ra gvaqvs samReral-salaRoboni?!

1988 w.

xana srulkacobisa

403

iq, sadac... `es akvani bJolisao, Sida mwoli brolisao~.

n. nakaSiZe

iq, sadac wyalia muqi da bJanti, _ nebivrobs kameCi _ wynari Tu zanti! iq, sadac yvavilobs lamazi bJola, _ frTonavs da Srialebs balaxi Cqola. iq, sadac budea naSeni mkvidrad, _ Caiwkriala Ciora Citma! iq, sadac mRerian, iq, sadac uyvarT, _ sikeTis marcvlebi ibneva uxvad! iq, sadac irweva akvani bavSvis, _ vuyureb naTels _ mTasa Tu barSi...

1988 w.

zaur molaSxia

404

bazroba

am zamTarSi es ra cecxli ukidia bazars... xocaven da yidian... vin asrulebs azars! oRond meti moigon, gaatyavon xalxi da sxva ra unda ugulo spekulants Tu daxlidars! yvelas raRac sWirdeba... yayania bazarTan... midian da modian... da, iweva mazanda! xalxi rigSi Camdgara _ daRlili da najafi, zogs sisxlic ar gauva, romc dasero najaxiT. mimovdivar bazarSi da veswrebi bazrobas, aq marTlacda SeigrZnob yofnas, viT uazrobas! yiduloben... yidian... da, bazari SfoTavs... _ ra Zviria! Se kaco, daukeli cota... exveweba myidveli, gamyidveli didgulobs... me verafers vyidi da, verc verafers vyidulob!

1988 w.

xana srulkacobisa

405

poeziis konsulebs... `konsuli... Zvelsa Sina romis respublikasa TviToeuls wels gamoarCevdnen orTa konsulTa, romelTaca aqundaT xelmwifeba, kninRa Tanaswori mefisa~.

n. CubinaSvili

poeziis konsulebs, siyvaruliT mosulebs, hyavT mravali moZulec, radgan niWiT isjebian isini!.. zogi, viTomc konsuli, RvarZlisaTvis mosuli, bneli fiqriT moculi _ brZenTabrZenzec mzvaobrobs da icinis. SuriT dasneuleba aris misi buneba, marad, ganukurneblad, ki ar iwvis, gaaqvs mxolod SiSini... Tqven ki... Sewirulebo, mobriale gulebo, niWiT martosulebo _ veras gavnebT moSurneTa sisini.

1988 w.

zaur molaSxia

406

ucnobma xmebma sivrcisken mixmes...

rac damebeda _ mec imas viReb, xom ukeT uwyis arsTa ganmrigem,_ vis ra ekuTvnis... ase gavige ama cxovrebis azri da siRrme! gaavebuli nagazi miRrens, _ misi kbilebi elavs mTvarisfrad; rogorc zarebis erTad darisxvam, _ ucnobma xmebma sivrcisken mixmes... rogorc morevi, TandaTan mixvevs uxmo Zaxili Seucnobelis, da ukan mrCeba Cemi sofeli, veli, mdinare, winapris cixe... ra xdeba iqiT? _ visac ar vkiTxe, veravin gamca zusti pasuxi... iqac Tu aris, netav, qarsusxi, dRe da saRamo, wvima da sicxe?! kvlav wuTisoflis nagazi miRrens, _ misi kbilebi elavs mTvarisfrad; rogorc zarebis erTad darisxvam, _ ucnobma xmebma sivrcisken mixmes!

1988 w.

odes qarTvels qarTvelisa ar swams

erTxel miTxar: _ `qveynad Tavs vgrZnob mwirad, Tumc qarTvelTa mec vekuTvni jilags, ucxosaviT miyureben, jima! Cems winapars daaviwyes jiSi, avJamobiT, gana nebiT TvisiT, magram... xom var Tqveneburi sisxliT?

xana srulkacobisa

407

gvarTan erTad Semicvales rjulic da… winapris nawamebi suli droTa miRma kvnesis, gatanjuli! cecxli miwvavs gul-RviZlsa Tu jigars, ucxosaviT rad miyurebT, jima, mec qarTvelTa xom vekuTvni jilags?..~ _ Cemo Zmao, unda giTxra am wams, nuraferi nu gakvirvebs sawyals, radgan qarTvels qarTvelisa ar swams! `gaTiSeo~... naTqvamia Zveli (mudam ase irjeboda mteri!), erad vin Tqva gaTiSuli eri! raRas vizamT CiviliT da oxvriT?.. zogjer ucxod mec viTvlebi _ kolxi, bevrjer momxvda mware sityva _ koxi! Cems mamulSi ucxosaviT daval, ra azri aqvs kamaTsa da davas, davatareb aq... satkivars mravals! ukeT vici, damijero, vinZlo, Cven ucxo Tesls ufro kargad viZmobT, vidre erTurTs gavitanT da vigrZnobT... dagvsdevs werad: _ uTanxmoba ZmaTa!.. vin daeZebs mtyuansa da marTals, oRond ndoba movipovoT sxvaTa! guliT minda rom gamigo am wams, nuraferi nu gakvirvebs sawyals, _ odes qarTvels qarTvelisa ar swams!..

1988 w.

zaur molaSxia

408

Rame bacdeba...

Rame bacdeba, rodesac mze moiCqaris maRliT... ukve misi xmac momesma yurumi feriT daRlils. TiTqosda xorcis aRar var, suli mimiZRvis win da... aRCnda taZari _ maRali da locvasaviT wminda. dro gadis _ daunaxveli... mze moiswrafvis Cvensken! gaumxeleli naRveli cremlad CamosdiT freskebs.

1988 w.

mirCevnia...

mis bambis Cxrials mirCevnia Seni kaklebi, uazro rials _ Seni Cumi yofna, saqebi; mis ugulobas _ Seni sulis zRapar-sagebi, cru morWmulobas _ sevda wrfeli da gasagebi.

1988 w.

xana srulkacobisa

409

zRvao

imRelvare, zRvao, zRvao, imRelvare! sxva ra ginda, sxvao, ar damSvidde, zRvao, zRvao, imRelvare! risi Rirsic viyav, gana momezRao... uRvTod nu gamriyav, Zala mome, zRvao! kvlav megulvis SoreTs Cemi frinvelio; bevri damrCa poets mosaxilvelio... zRvao, im erT mxares vestumrebi mere... zRvao, imRelvare, zvirTi aamRere! Sen ar ici daRla, RelviT Sen ar evne... moqaTqaTe talRas talRa miadevne... dro satkivars misevs, zogjer marTobs kidec... da qafidan isev dgeba afrodite. isev uxmobs gulebs, erTgulT Tvisas mokrebs... zRvao, igugune, zRvao, iboboqre!

1988 w.

zaur molaSxia

410

ra kargia...

ra kargia gazafxulis feri, _ am dros dgeba siyvarulis jeri, irgvliveTi mwvane samoss ixvevs... ........................ yovelive mReris da... siberec maSin ukan ixevs! ra kargia gazafxulis sivrce, RimilisTvis sworfers sulsac miscem; xar laRi da bumbuliviT mCate... ........................ `Sen miyvarxar isev~ _ am sityvebSi suyvelafers Catev. ra kargia gazafxulis Jami, am dros marTlac aRar Sxamobs Sxamic, ar arsebobs arc mtroba da Suri, ........................ aRarc kaeSani; mxolod ismis ferTa SariSuri... ra kargia gazafxulis feri...

1988 w.

gaxsovdes igi...

gadian wlebi... vervisTan ver Zleb, yvelgan marto xar, viRacas eZeb; ar mogwons yofna, viT fuWi kvexna... ........................ nuTu ver SeZleb Senc mavaniviT icxovro qveynad! miiwureba dRe _ mzis mtevani da mova Rame gauTenari; gzad Seneuli Cqamic miwydeba ........................ da ... uTmenari suli eklebze daifxriweba!

xana srulkacobisa

411

dacxri! dawynardi! iyavi mSvidi, dro uSenodac modis da midis; xar momwyvdeuli viwro xaroSi... ........................ gaxsovdes igi, _ rac maradia am samyaroSi!

1988 w.

kvlav gvaRirse, ufalo!

nervi dawyvetilia... mTebi damewyrilia... vin Segikravs am ulos? ........................ ilia dRes gWirdeba, mamulo! fiTri akravs xilians... vazi aCexilia... vdgavarT uxmlod, ufarod... ........................ ilia kvlav gvaRirse, ufalo!

1989 w.

zaur molaSxia

412

gardasaqmneli ra mWirs...

gzaze medrove vicani, vxedav guneba aWrils, _ gardasaqmneli vinc ari... (gardasaqmneli ra mWirs!) leqss hyidda yovel cismare, kudisqiciniT, manWviT, _ gardasaqmneli vinc ari.. (gardasaqmneli ra mWirs!) `varTo bednier-sviani~, styuoda Cangi vaWris, _ gardasaqmneli vinc ari... (gardasaqmneli ra mWirs!) mtvirTveli codvebisani, _ dRes sityvas ambobs sxva wris gardasaqmneli vinc ari... (gardasqmneli ra mWirs!) ra vnaxe, ra sazizRari, laCari isvris isars; gardasaqmneli vinc ari gardaqmnas iTxovs sxvisas!

1989 w.

xana srulkacobisa

413

zugdidis xeivani

Sua qalaqSi ismis gabmiT xeTa Sriali, alionidan aq frinvelebs gaaqvT Jriali. Sua qalaqSi, xeivanTan, dgas rafieli, xedavs yvelafers _ vis rogori aqvs sarbieli... da... xeivani mdumarebs Tu isev Srialebs, _ qalaqs fiqrebi mofiqralTa Tavs dastrialebs. sadRa moismen iseT rames _ aq rom getyvian, es xeivani qalaqisTvis barometria! dilis Jamia, SuadRe Tu Rame ukuni, _ aq, sadRac dadis cotne biWi _ am saukunis... aq, xeivanTan erisTavi dgas rafieli da xedavs _ qarTvels ranairi aqvs sarbieli!

1989 w.

zaur molaSxia

414

Cemi yofna aries

Cemi yofna aries, dRes Was vgavar cariels, veRar vetyvi damaSvrals: _ ........................ dalie!.. gulze wyaro damaSra! adre aprils mohqonda amo rxeva foTolTa... dRes mtris maxlavs amqari... ........................ golgoTas hgavs cxovreba amgvari! barebiT da gazebiT mowamluls da dazepils _ ra aminTebs ialons?.. ........................ am gzebiT awi rogor viaro?! Cemi yofna aries, dRes Was vgavar cariels, veRar vetyvi damaSvrals: _ ........................ dalie! gulze wyaro damaSra!

1989 w. aprili

xana srulkacobisa

415

es gza taZrisken midis!

sivrcidan nela gadadis buri, ukve gamoCnda xidi... cxra aprilis gza _ ganwmendil guliT wminda taZrisken midis! aRrCobs barbaross boRma da Suri, _ rom xar mRelvared mSvidi... cxra aprilis gza _ wamebis SuqiT mxolod taZrisken midis! gadagiseres bariT ZarRvebi... dRemde tvirTmZimed vlidi... cxra aprilis gza _ gza amaRlebis _ axla taZrisken midis! gadaurCebi velurTa xrovas (devebs Tavebs xom sWridi?..), wmindanTa sisxliT mnaTi amova, _ es gza taZrisken midis! gadaikrifa sivrcidan buri, ukve naTlad Cans xidi.... cxra aprilis gza _ ganwmendil guliT wminda taZrisken midis!

1989 w.

zaur molaSxia

416

siyvarulis saxeliT

azri maSin eqneba nafiqrsa da gamxelils, Tu vicxovrebT, viubnebT siyvarulis saxeliT! ganviwmindoT, avmaRldeT, Suri vZlioT msaxvreli _ erTmaneTis, erTmaneTis siyvarulis saxeliT! vitiroT Tu vicekvoT Tu avagoT saxlebi... iyos suyvelaferi _ siyvarulis saxeliT! avitanoT tkivili... JamTa mkacri saxreni... mamuls movemsaxuroT siyvarulis saxeliT!.. CvenTvis mudam mTavari iyos mxolod saqmeni... erTurTs velaparakoT siyvarulis saxeliT! xma erisa gvesmodes, nu gvacdunebs sxva xmebi... Tu movkvdebiT, _ xams movkvdeT siyvarulis saxeliT! aRar unda vimReroT, roca ar gvaqvs samReri... mtersac mtrulad davuxvdeT... siyvarulis saxeliT! maSin dagvijereben nafiqrsa da gamxelils, Tu vicxovrebT amqveynad siyvarulis saxeliT!

1989 w.

odes mivdrkebi... mrume nislisgan, droo, damixsen, _ kldes miafine, miakarave; maxilvebine didi xvalis dRe, viT RamiT varskvlavT siaSkarave... odes mivdrkebi undo Jamisgan, mimewureba mze sxivkenari, _ erTxel maCvene, Tundac wamisad, is `xvale~ _ CemTvis gauTenari.

1989 w.

xana srulkacobisa

417

axla minda, rom...

xelSi miWiravs wigni granelis, wvims da wvims. wvimam gadaamlaSa... aris amindi autaneli, rogorc diaci _ Slu da alaSa. gawvimisferda sivrce, midamo, oTaxsac wvimis erTvis bgerebi... da, gasaocrad axla minda, rom mesmas simRera bednierebis!

1989 w.

ragind...

ragind Jamma gadagriyos, _ veRar Caklas SiSma geni... miTxar: _ raRam dagaviwyos avTa gulTa siSmageni?

1989 w.

jer xom adrea...

jer xom adrea... ukvdavebisTvis jer ar mcalia... ukravs mermisi axal sxivebze da cxadliv mesmis rogor Rivdeba momavlis Tesli...

1989 w.

zaur molaSxia

418

yvela buCqidan...

yvela buCqidan Tu ylortidan Sen ixedebi, mters abrmaveben Seni mTebi, Seni xedebi,

Seni koSkebi, venaxebi, Seni Walebi, Seni sivrceni _ dasavani idumalebis; Seni Svilebi, Seni zRva Tu wminda mwvervali... brmavdeba Seni moSurne da damawyevari!

1989 w.

midis, mixvarCalebs...

midis, mixvarCalebs xevdaxev Rele, tanSi gasjdomia sinedle Txmelebs; xandaxan Citebi dafrenen wyvilad... gaRmidan yvavili macdurad brwyinavs.

1989 w.

xana srulkacobisa

419

jado hqonia ZirZvel quTaiss avTandil yuraSvils, zaal ebanoiZes, irakli bazaZes

im dRes TvalebSi Cavxede sikvdils, rogor gadavrCi _ me isev mikvirs... (is, RamRamobiT, axlac maRviZebs!) ........................ im Rames TiTqmis gadavinacvle gaRma napirze! Turme Svilebi SiSma daJama... me gaxsenebac mimZims amJamad bavSvTa cremlebis _ gulis mTuTqavis... ........................ lamis damSala zenam da... lamis CavrCi quTaiss! sdioda sisxli gadaWril ZarRvebs... ukve ver vgrZnobdi sisxlisfer naxvevs! mkravdnen Zafebi, rogorc uloni... ........................ buranSi vnaxe, _ modgnen kacebi usxeuloni... Tan micinodnen, rogorc zRaparSi, Tan momaZales Rvino _ naqaCi; viyav miRmiur zRurblTan misuli... ........................ da, ros gadavrCi, vigrZen sinaRde quTaisuri! da... gamiara _ ramac damJama, aRmSenebelma aRar damSala, vigrZen wyaloba caTamqufravis... ........................ mivxvdi, aSkarad jado hqonia ZirZvel quTaiss!

1989 w.

zaur molaSxia

420

Camomasesxe...

Camomasesxe cota imedi, cota sinaTle Camomasesxe, Torem WorofiT _ xSiri wvimebiT Camoxma es xec! Camomasesxe siTbo pawia _ gaTbes guli da leqsis pwkarebi... me is kaci var, kvlav uangarod rom eyvarebi... Camomasesxe mindvris surneli da mTis simaRle... Senze vifiqreb dausrulebliv da Cems yismaTze arc davinaRvleb. Camomasesxe Tbili amindi _ maisis cvrebiT... Torem umzeod Camoxma es xec, _ orive wavalT da mivicvlebiT!

1989 w.

xana srulkacobisa

421

gazafxulis dila serze daiyivlebs

gazafxulis dila serze daiyivlebs, gazafxulis dila aw nugeSad mova. dagaviwyebs yofis xorSaksa da yinvebs da gaaxlebs yvelas _ vinc ki migatova. isev Segaxsenebs daviwyebul motivs da moismen kvlavac Srials muxianTa... rogorc burusidan _ momavlidan modis da moarRvevs sivrces Suqi uxilavTa!

1989 w.

tyidan Winkebi iZaxdnen _ Witas

... tyidan Winkebi iZaxdnen _ Witas, fexs edeboda niavs feSeri... zafxulSi, roca wvimda da wvimda, tyeSi muxlamde idga leJeri... daacxunebda cidan odes mze, _ gamoismoda tyidan Suvili... orTqli Tu nisli _ xeTa totebze iyo gaSlili abreSumiviT.

1989 w.

zaur molaSxia

422

jer kidev vcocxlob...

marTlacda aris cxovreba Sarze, gaufiqrebels yinCad mabralebs... Tu davecemi sadme _ Saraze, _ ver amovavseb yofis napralebs! damSlis, damReWavs dro lukmasaviT, TiTqos viyavi da arc viyavi! mouxilavi mrCeba varskvlavi da xvalis wigni _ waukiTxavi. mTvare abolebs Cibuxs Rrublebad, sivrcis laWanze drom iTamTama... Canan xeebi jer bindbundebad, Saragzas gasdevs viwro TanTana. mTvaresTan erTad damyveba Crdilic (gzao yofnisav, nu damokldebi!), jer kidev vcocxlob, jer kidev vivli da sikvdilamde mec ar movkvdebi!

1989 w.

vai nana, maxaria...

vai nana, maxaria, vai nana, Surige, iaraRi, ra xania, Sens mtrebs Camouriges! rom gesrolon zurgSi tyvia, flidis ulmobelobiT... TiTqos arca gagigia, TiTqos arca elodi.

xana srulkacobisa

423

ar gwamda, Tu gagwiravda, TiTqos Zveli moyvare, zizRiT, boRmiT, damcinavad, sisxliT gzebi moRvares! ufarSubos, diacurad Tavs dagesxnen, Tolige... (mtrobiT maRla vin asula, mtrobiT vin ras moigebs!) vai nana, maxaria, `Zmobis~ seniT sneulo, irgvliv undo yayania, Sen ki iTmen, eulo!.. farisevels Zmas eZaxdi, kargad ver gagigia... mters amitom mzad ver daxvdi _ viT wesi da rigia! ratom moityue Tavi! vinc Sens saxels bRalavda, _ sxvisi zurgiT gambedavi _ siZulvils ver malavda... raxan moityue Tavi, manac dagaRalata! cis dameqca TaRi Tu ra?.. msdis RalatiT sisxli me... is gimzerda TaRliTurad, Sen ki ar Seismine!.. kvlav ar moityuo Tavi, gecvas rkinis perangi, kvlav ar moaduno mklavi,

mteri yuCobs veragi!

zaur molaSxia

424

Seni suli maRalia, _ moSurneTa Suri gdevs... gamococxldi, maxaria, gamofxizldi, Surige! Sens maxvilsac dro alesavs, Jams ewevi iRblians... mters ufrTxildi _ moyvaresa, mters ufrTxildi _ niRbians! moTminebiT wvalob dRemde... brZola igebs, Tu igebs! wamodeqi, wamoenTe, wamofrindi, Surige!

1989 w.

win isev bewvis xidia! aqeT ufskruli, iqiT ufskruli, SuaSi bewvis xidia! smenamaxvili da galursuli mgzavrni walikad midian... pirdaRebuli icdis urCxuli _ iqneba vinme gadacdes... orive mxridan fSvinavs ufskruli _ raRa gamolevs gansacdels... ha, viRac modis, viT monusxuli, miSterebia cis tatnobs; magram ar icis, mSvidi CurCuliT saiTken midis is am dros!.. da... moTminebiT icdis urCxuli, win isev bewvis xidia!.. smenamaxvili da galursuli mgzavrni walikad midian...

1989 w.

xana srulkacobisa

425

ar gSurda sxvaTa zeca _ kriala...

ar gSurda sxvaTa zeca _ kriala, zogTa cxovreba _ marTlac uToSo... SenTvis sawuTro hgavda uToso _ Tavze rom uRvTod gadagiara! gauToebul fiqrs da survilebs _ ufrTo frinvelebs, _ daatarebdi... ukve nacnobi xma matareblis mgzavrobas kvlav ver mogawyurvilebs! daCutulia Seni karavi da ar giWiravs Tvali Saraze; ukve ar fiqrob gulanSaroze da ar SemogrCa TiTqmis aravin! ukve arsaiT Svelas ar eli, Caqneuli gaqvs xeli mermisze... dRemde cxovrebas Sen ver eRirse, xvalem ra giTxras gasaxareli?! ram aaWrela ase qveyana! misandomelic gageTaRliTa... undo sawuTro Sen ras dagRlida, uceb moyvares rom ar egana! ar gSurda sxvaTa zeca _ kriala, zogTa dReebi _ marTlac uToSo... cxovreba hgavda mZime uToso, _ gagaswora da gadagiara!

1989 w.

zaur molaSxia

426

dgas nasaxlarTan Cemi warsuli

var fiqrSi uxmod dayudebuli, aris suraTi _ dardSeCveuli, ezoSi ZaRli aymuvlebuli da mamis oda _ nacrad qceuli... RobesTan kvnesis xe gaZarculi, (gainawiles zeca Rrublebma...) dgas nasaxlarTan Cemi warsuli da naRvlianad mesaubreba.

1989 w.

SemodgomisaTvis icdis aneuli

mze dahyurebs xmeleTs _ miwyivJameuli... SemodgomisaTvis icdis aneuli! mxurvalea sivrce _ oqrogareuli... SemodgomisaTvis icdis aneuli! xnulze dabarbacebs qari _ mTvareuli... SemodgomisaTvis icdis aneuli!

1989 w.

xana srulkacobisa

427

damiberda deda...

damiberda deda, rogor damiberda! Turme ZlivsRa dgeba susti, xandazmuli... rogorc gamovCndebi _ lamis afrindeba _ xSiri naoWebiT Subli daxazuli. micuxcuxebs uceb Romis mosatanad da vgrZnob, rogor ucems guli mileuli... tafamwvari, yveli (Cumad mlocavs Tanac)... da damWknari xeliT moaqvs tkbileulic. mere kiTxvisniSnad damijdeba Tvalwin, vambob: _ ara gviSavs... vcxovrobT sami SviliT... is ki _ oTxis deda mismens, rogorc ymawvils da viT Semoxedva _ aqvs TiTebi Tbili! aviwydeba Zveli sevda, tkivilebi da cxovreba Zneli _ raic gulze azis... cremliT SesamCneviT, Tanac RimilebiT _ mimzers dedaCemi _ Svils umamod gazrdils!

zaur molaSxia

428

damiberda deda, rogor damiberda! Turme ZlivsRa dgeba susti, xandazmuli... rogorc gamovCndebi _ lamis afrindeba, _ xSiri naoWebiT Subli daxazuli.

1990 w.

sevdis mteri _ baxusi (xumrobisnairi)

eduard falians

`vin awveba karebs, to?..~ xma kiTxulobs megobris... vusmen qaris kamertons, ise, daudevrobiT... `vin awveba karebs, to!..~ SfoTavs uxmlo, ufaro... `xels nu miakarebTo Wiqas tyuilubralod!..~ sZinavs. ZilSic qeifobs, _ qaris qrola-braxunSi... gamarjvebas zeimobs sevdis mteri _ baxusi!

1990 w.

xana srulkacobisa

429

vicodeT mainc... `ver SevagroveT sayofad sisxli _ tyve saqarTvelos gamosasyidi~.

t. Wanturia

gaigos xalxma (cocxal varT vidre!), vin sad videqiT anda ras vmkidiT... ramdeni sisxli gvWirdeba kidev _ tyve saqarTvelos gamosasyidi?.. vicodeT mainc _ visi ra gvmarTebs, rom Camogvcildes mteri _ sastiki... ramdeni tanjva sWirdeba qarTvels _ tyve saqarTvelos gamosasyidi?.. es dro _ orpiri _ jer kidev Zalobs, jer kvlav umweod tiris amuri... ramdeni garja gvWirdeba, Zmano, rom davibrunoT Cveni mamuli? es xe foTlebad imedebs isxams Tumca kvlav susxobs Jami _ sastiki... kidev ramdeni gvWirdeba sisxli _ tyve saqarTvelos gamosasyidi?

1990 w.

zaur molaSxia

430

dgas aprili uCveulo...

cas gavyureb _ cremliT namzers, kvlav cimcimebs sxivi namze; sivrce moCans sarkesaviT... ........................ Savbnel Jamze vin molios sakvnesari! guli Svebas gulTan eZebs, qari yvavils furclavs velze; dgas aprili uCveulo... ........................ rusTavelze oxravs xalxi usxeulo! gana aris nasxvisari, es Cvenia! _ nasisxlari quCa, skveri, saxli, ezo... ........................ aq isxari sisxliani anTxieso! guls laxvari aq mieso, aq sakmeli akmieso da... amaRlda cad _ vnebuli... ........................ aq ieso iyo CvenTvis wamebuli! cas gavyureb _ cremliT namzers, isev brwyinavs sxivi namze; sivrce elavs sarkesaviT... ........................ Savbnel Jamze vin molios sakvnesari!

1990 w.

xana srulkacobisa

431

gadadis bneli...

gadadis bneli, Tumc xiluleTs mainc ewvdeba, miwa ki feTqavs da simSvides cas exveweba... yuCobs iZvrisi... gayursula yovli xmieri... moarRvevs sivrces maxaroblad Suqi cieri!

1990 w.

soneti WiaTurisadmi

caTa karibWesTan sxivebi Wiatobs, sxivebma sivrceni gaaWiatura... guls daaviwydeba gana WiaTura _ man erTxel zRapari sizmarSi miambo. Sors erTi varskvlavi cimcimebs, kiafobs... (`Zveli gamaxsena dardi Wianurma...~) drom swrafad saTqmeli gamiWianura da unda Zvirfasic rom gamiiafos! qarTul cas TandaTan Sordeba burusi, mas umzers sxvagvarad alani Tu rusi, mas bevrjer unaxavs dro-Jami navsuri!.. man suliT gaZlo da... zenaars madloba! Cvens mamuls aw veras daaklebs avsuli, _ Tu SeZlo qarTvelma qarTvelis dandoba!

1990 w.

zaur molaSxia

432

gareT micdis uRalato cxeni!

ver gebulob, romelia wrfeli, kacs ver icnob martooden cqeriT... Cemsas getyvi, meSinia risi, _ gareT micdis uRalato cxeni!

Semomyureb amreziT Tu wyeniT, vgrZnob, gawveba gulze sisxli cxeli, axlovdeba daquxebis Jami... gareT micdis uRalato cxeni!

undoblobam mTlad dagria xeli, ver gicvnia moyvare da mteri; gons moege!.. me mivdivar ukve, gareT micdis uRalato cxeni!

1990 w.

* * *

dRemde vpoulob raRac met-naklebs, magram jer mTavars ver mivageni... scenaze dgamen nacnob speqtaklebs da... msaxiobic aris ramdeni! niWierebic da... uniWonic, _ erTad arian, erTad _ scenaze... xan briyvis sityva ise iwonis, TiTqosda eTqvas igi enamzes! veZeb... vpoulob raRac met-naklebs, kvlav umTavresi mrCeba uTqmeli... scenaze dgamen nacnob speqtaklebs gamocdilic da gamoucdelic!

1990 w.

xana srulkacobisa

433

es ra xma ismis...

es ra xma ismis, ra amo, TiTqosda sivrce wkrialebs; SeJRalebula saRamo, dasavliT raRac cialebs. gayursulia SoreTi... mReris gogona varskvlava: _ `siyvarulisTvis movedi, usiyvarulod ar waval!..~

1990 w.

vufrTxildebi CemSi poets...

`avsa kargad vervin Sescvlis, Tavsa axlad vervin iSobs~.

rusTaveli

vici, tye isazRvreba boloxiT da TavxeTi... xSirad kaci fasdeba uxamsi da Tavxedi! wlebi makravs Sreebad, var droebiT wveuli... vai, ra meSveleba, _ daval Tavdaweuli! siTavxede ver damyva, xmas ver vuwyob yvela xmas... rac var _ es var! geTayva, `Tavs vin iSobs xelaxla!~ da... gasaWirs vitan yovels, vivne, raic Rirs vnebad! vufrTxildebi CemSi poets da... kolxkacis Rirsebas!

1990 w.

zaur molaSxia

434

ukve veRar vuZleb lodins... `erTxel jobia sikvdili, niadag daRonebasa~.

xalxuri

Tuki bedi gawiwmatda, waval, waval, ar davicdi... erTi-ori kacis mwams da erTi-ori marTla vici! _ guli naRdad daswydebaT da usityvelad ganicdian... maT ician, rac mewada, rac mindoda, maT ician! ukve veRar vuZleb lodins, aRar myofnis moTmineba... damedeba gulze lodi, qari damefofineba... cad Rrublebi lagdebian, nisli moCans baliSiviT _ Tavdaxrilad dadgebian vaJebi da... qaliSvili akivldeba kolxur xmaze, maSin gulqvac atirdeba; gaaSeSebs momxdurs gzaze, _ ise mwared akivldeba! yvavilebi daxvavdeba... mere... wavlen... gviandeba... sivrce kvlavac ayvavdeba, mze kvlav amomziandeba! gamoafens veli ferebs _ mouxnavic da moxnulic... guli ukve ver iZgerebs _ uJamobiT gamoxruli!

1990 w.

xana srulkacobisa

435

moyvasis Zebnis erTguli vrCebi

gzaze vdgavar da... mivdivar saiT? _ moyvass veZeb da... vipovi sadme? dRes damemgzavra dilidan svavi, netav vicode, sad is da sad me? svavs surs svavoba damalos Tvisi, mxrebze mousxams bumbuli mtredis. magram ayivlebs jiSi Tu sisxli da unda leSi sawyali mkvdrebis! me mis jinaze win mival isev, is kvlav pirnasi _ momyveba gverdiT... ufalo, Cems xmas odnav Tu ismen, umorCilesad amasRa gvedri: _ Camomacile am gzidan svavi, umravle mtredi Cvens cas Tu xmeleTs... mere ki, mere... ha, Cemi Tavi, _ gulze usityvod davikref xelebs... gzaze vdgavar da... mivdivar saiT? _ moyvasis Zebnis erTguli vrCebi... jer frTxilad momdevs pirnasi svavi da mas aSinebs sicocxle Cemi!

1990 w.

zaur molaSxia

436

uyureb cis cas...

uyureb cis cas. gesmis caTa SoriT galoba... isev gaocebs idumalis idumaloba! usasrulobas sxivTa ZafiT TiTqos moebi... ganamceceben sidiadiT samyaroebi! mzerauwvdomi sivrceebi SoreTs sunTqaven da gezmaneba sxva siwminde da sisufTave! magram aq rCebi... netav suli ras eTviseba? dro midis, midis, sinanuliT miinisleba!

1990w.

sivrces Seavlebs Tvalebs feTians sivrces Seavlebs Tvalebs feTians da garbis, TiTqos misdevs mdevari; tanze ZvelmanebSemofleTili da xisqveS Rame ganaTevari... Camqral-Camkvdara TvalTa upeni, ukve verc ki cnobs naamxanagars... igi gaswires dasaRupavad, _ arc bina misces da arc xanaga!∗

1990 w.

∗ xanaga _ `oblebis sakrebulo saxli~ (saba)

xana srulkacobisa

437

ra davaSave, mamcne, ufalo!

zedmetma sikeTem damRala, damRala amdenma mitevebam... mze Subis tarze damdgara, gulSi sinanuli imtevneba! vai, vinc daendo sxvis nebas, vai, maspinZlad qceuli stumari! mtrad momekidnen _ mosulni xiznebad, momTxoves samkvidro da sasTumali! ra davaSave, mamcne, ufalo, CvenTvis wamebulo, yovlad marado... sakuTar Tavze viWirisufalo, Tu xelSi maxviliT aq davdge farado! ufalo! moTmenam damRala, kaci var! damRala mitevebam... mze Subis tarze damdgara, gulSi Surisgeba imtevneba!

1990 w.

icvleba yvela...

icvleba yvela... droa aseTi... (cerad micuravs civi sakace...) vnaxe: cxendacxen mobaaseni Sadimani da g. saakaZe!

1990 w.

zaur molaSxia

438

simarTlis mTqmeli cxovrobs ucxenod

edem kvirtias simarTlis mTqmeli cxovrobs ucxenod, mas ar sWirdeba axla cxeni da... ubrad gvxvdebian, rogorc ucxoni, _ Camosulebi drois scenidan!

xom TamaSobdnen zogni lamazad, zogni ZaliT da zogni cbierad; zogs ki gvabjendnen yelze danasac, zogi gadarCa, zogi Jamma gaaciera!

zogni vcxovrobdiT mousyidvelad, _ raTa es suli gadagverCina! Cveni saxelis mouyivneblad upovariviT yofna gverCivna!

Citic simReras veRar mReroda, mkacr galiaSi dardad qceuli; frenaze fiqriT cas gascqeroda frinveli, frenas gadaCveuli!

sivrces eltvodnen Cveni gulebic, sivrces gavmzerdiT qaris afrians... frenas vcdilobdiT frTebSekrulebi, frTa gagvexsna da... veRar davfrinavT!

simarTlis mTqmeli cxovrobs ucxenod, mas ar sWirdeba axla cxeni da... ubrad gvxvdebian, rogorc ucxoni, _ Camosulebi drois scenidan!

1991 w. maisi

xana srulkacobisa

439

bediswerisTvis pasuxs ar ageb!

heteras Sen vneba gqonda mouTokavi da Seni ltolva iyo mZafri, ukidegano; Tan mimzidveli iyav iseTi, _ aravis axsovs rom xorciels SenTvis eganos... da Senc velurad afeTqebuli _ Tavdaviwyebis CamTrev morevSi dauokeblad win micuravdi... yofnis fardagze _ ferad sizmrebad exata mudam vnebian dReTa wvimis suraTi... didxans iwvimes, im dReebma didxans iwvimes... ra ar gardagxda... bevri tkivili da aRtacebac bevri iwvnie... Sen Seneburad ibedniere, Sen vinc gindoda _ imas efere da, roca gsurda _ mxurvale mklavze gadagiwvines! da... gewureba ase sawuTro... nu geSinia! araferze pasuxs ar ageb! rogorc gindoda _ ise icxovre,

zaur molaSxia

440

ar iTvalTmaqce, ar icrue, gulSi rac gqonda _ ilaparake... nu geSinia! migeteveba, bediswerisTvis pasuxs ar ageb!

1991 w.

dro damdgara...

dro damdgara, dro damdgara gangaSis, Cven pirispir nu CavdgebiT sangarSi! kacebi Tu... qalebi Tu... biWebi... mtris saoxad nuRar gavixliCebiT! erisTavTa, dadianTa sagulev, amilaxvris laxvriT mteri daTrgune!.. dro damdgara, dro damdgara gangaSis, Cven pirispir nu CavdgebiT sangarSi! sanam Tavad davalT, davabijebTo, Cvens samSoblos nu gavwiravT, biWebo! moqveSqveSes mxares nu daviWerTo, saqarTvelo yvelgan... mudam... biWebo! mraval xmaze! oRond erTad viWeqoT, _ es merabis suli gvmoZRvravs, biWebo! kacebi Tu... qalebi Tu... biWebi... Cven SuaSi nuRar gavixliCebiT!

1991 w. 31 oqtomberi.

xana srulkacobisa

441

avdarma gadaiara...

avdarma gadaiara da ukve mSvidad Ramdeba... Tuki gaTenda, iala! mere ar gaavdardeba! Tuki gaTenda, ixare! mzes daveswrebi xalisiT... arc aqeT da arc im mxares me ra mWirs Sesabralisi! gamoviareT iseTi qariSxlebi da setyvebi... xval zRvaSi, sixaliseTi, talRas talRebSi Sevyvebi! aqac da iqac Cemia, Cemi sisxli da xorcia... Tumc yofna aq mirCevnia, iqiTac damilocia! mamuli Relavs, xmianobs (deda uCumrad loculobs...), Sen ra tkbili xar, xmiado, mSobliur miwiT mosulo! Sen ra Tbili xar, zecao, samSoblos esaxurebi... erTi nawveTi meca var, _ dRes myofads vemsaxurebi! avdarma gadaiara da vxedav, _ mSvidad Ramdeba... gaTendeba da, iala! mere ar gaavdardeba!

1991 w. 22 noemberi

zaur molaSxia

442

godebs saqarTvelo!

Cemni Svilni erTurTis siZulvilze mcvliano, erTmaneTis mtrobiTa sunTqvas ar macliano! bevrjer gavuyidivar... kvlav gamyida iudam, gul-RviZls amomaridebs, mters liqnobiT miutans! sxvis taZarSi loculobs _ urwmuno da orpiri, esizmreba dRedaRam mefis taxti, porfiri... ukan wyali, win mewyeri... Canan kldeni frialo... droSa Tavisuflebis aw viT avafrialo! isev erTurTs xocaven, kvlav erTmaneTs klaven da... vin damwyevla simravliT daundobel kaenTa! ZmaTa sisxliT mosvrilni awi rogor vliano... ganved, sulo kaenis, sulo codviliano!

1991 w. 27 dekemberi

xana srulkacobisa

443

damoklda sivrce...

damoklda sivrce _ avdaris macne, bind-bundad Canan nislSi xedebi... sad Caixocnen, sad Cainacrnen, sad Caisetyvnen is imedebi?!

1992 w.

***

' mdinare TevzebiT, wylispiri waviTa, iyo da sad aris? wavida! wavida! sad gaqra warsuli wuTebiT, wamiTa? mgonia, myofadic sxva mxares wavida! Jamia mkacri da Jamia mglisferi; saiT misrialebs usaWo gliseri? Cven vxedavT erTmaneTs libredad, muq ferad... cis tatnobs varskvlavTa cimcimi uqreba! mnaTobis vixileT Tu kidev amosvla _ ukuneTs aanTebs _ ukideganosa... ras ambobs, ras ityvis netavi, miqela? ara ars saSveli!.. mqelavi miqelavs!

1992 w.

zaur molaSxia

444

Caqra Tbilisi...

Caqra Tbilisi... yvinTavs wkvaramSi... Jami sibneliT mosavs xeobas... am mkacr RameSi, rogorc varamSi, wuxs Cawixluli mosaxleoba! wuxs damexili Cemi mTawmindac... zogic sadardels dardobs xvalisas... Rrublidan mTvare gamonawilda, _ Zlivs isaxeba disko mTvarisa!

1992 w.

am bneli RamiT... `am bneli RamiT viRac dadis saqarTveloSi, am bneli RamiT viRaca kvnesis~.

galaktioni

am bneli RamiT Causafrda qarTveli Tvistoms, icdis mrisxaned, gadamTiels moelis TiTqos! am bneli RamiT epareba qarTveli qarTvels, arafrad agdebs, _ Zmas sicocxles advilad arTmevs! sinaTlis nacvlad vin amkvidrebs usaxo bneleTs? vin afaTurebs mtkivan sulSi sisxlian xelebs? ra eSveleba uTavJamo bnelsa da qaoss... damsgavsebia saqarTvelo vrcel sasaklaos!

1992 w.

xana srulkacobisa

445

gaufasurda...

gaufasurda yvela gza da yvela mwvervali, yvela ocneba, yvela fiqri gaufasurda... ras fiqrobs igi _ momRerali, igi _ mwerali, maTi saxeli odes ZmaTa sisxlSi acurda!

gaufasurda, yvelaferi gaufasurda! cudmedidoba yelyelaobs irgvliv _ qarTuli... mtris danaqadi, mtris nanatri, vai, asrulda! qoTqoTebs Jami usaxuri, ukuRmarTuli...

CamoswveTs cremli, mware cremli freskas Tamaris... naRalatevi, dasisxluli feTqavs mTa-bari; TeTri mxedari sad ariso, netav, sad ari?! CamoswveTs cremli, mware cremli freskas Tamaris!

gamTeniisas sisxlisferi Zalavs kabadons, foTlebs mimwuxrzec sisxlisferi sxivi ecema... albaT, gava dro, uricxveli, albaT, gava dro, magram es Jami Tan gagvyveba, rogorc Sercxvena!

gaufasurda yvela gza da yvela mwvervali, Cveni niSati, siamaye gaufasurda... mtris danaqadi, mtris nanatri _ danawyevari, Cvenive xeliT daundoblad ukve asrulda!

1992 w.

Tavze gemxoba zeca... `ukeTesia yaCaRi iyve, vidre poeti~.

galaktioni (30-iani wlebis Canaweridan)

igive droa axlac, sulis igive mwiroba... unugeSoba dagxravs da moyvareTa mciroba! daundobloba mefobs da siZulvili kacTa... isev Tavisas ybedobs es _ medroveTa kasta!

raRas giSvelis kvnesa, ros xedav amden TaRliTs...

Tavze gemxoba zeca _ Seni mamulis TaRi! 1992 w.

zaur molaSxia

446

mefobs junglis kanoni

gzaze mival... droc gadis... Rrenen avi ZaRlebi! me ver gavxdi ostati Zarcvisa Tu waRletis! _ arc adre da arc axla (fui kacsa ufxosa!)... zogi liqniT dasaxlda, zogi dajda ufrosad! ZaliT Tu ar ikurTxe skami, bina, sasaxle... axla Tu ar iqurde, Tu ar imamaZaRle, _ ras miaRwev, sawyalo, dRes sindisi qacvia... awi viRam gaswavlos Rleta, maqinacia... wuxan usaxlkaroni, _ axal tyuils gvaCveven... mefobs junglis kanoni, _ vin vis? yofna gvaCvenebs!

1992 w.

xana srulkacobisa

447

Cemo Serisxulo samegrelov! tite mosias Cemo gaTelilo samegrelov, Cemo sawuxaro da naRvelo, maradiul sanTlad sanTebelo, tkivilian leqsad dasamRero! es ra Jolosferad dainama Seni Tolige da... vai, nana! Cemo Serisxulo samegrelov, rodis mogirCeba nageslari... cocxladve tuC-piri amekeros, Tu Seni veRar vTqvi sakvnesari! es ra Wiaferad dainama Seni Surige da... vai, nana! gegona, qveynisTvis gaisarje, sisxlad meramdened daixarje; erTgulebisaTvis daisaje! mware simarTlisTvis daisaje! es ra mduRarebiT dainama Seni nanage da... vai, nana! kvlav molurjdebian aq iebi... Sexedav SecdomilT sibraluliT; dRes zurgmiqceulni laqiebi _ xval mobrundebian sinanuliT! irgvliv mwuxarebam daivana da... ZilSic Camesmis _ vai, nana!

1992 w.

zaur molaSxia

448

rekviemi

dRes ar mesmis Tbilad Tqmuli: _ `Tolige~ da `nanage~... mogaoxres... (kvnesis guli!) uRvTod mogaCanages! siyvarulis wminda taZars, wminda guliT anagebs, ukideben Suris xanZars da, vis axsovs `nanage?~ moamravles Saosnebi... (mzeo, mikvirs, anaTeb!) vinmem rom Tqvas, gaocdebi: _ `goluafiro,~ `nanage~... gvixocavdnen Zmebs da moyvrebs... gvSanTes Sxamis SanTiTa; SemouZRvaT Savi moyme, Savgula da SavTiTa! siZulviliT sisxli Rvares, gaaxares RvarZli da... samegrelo _ mgloviare, tkivilebiT damZimda! menatreba Tbilad Tqmuli: _ `Surige~ da `nanage~... mogaoxres... (kvnesis guli!) uRvTod mogaCanages!

1992 w.

xana srulkacobisa

449

walenjixa!

es ra sakvneseli mesmis: _ xocven xalxs da wvaven jixas... aq amtkivda Cemi fesvi _ walenjixa! walenjixa! xedav, stumris siZulvilsa, wamebulo, gwamebs viRac... bnelTa ferTa miwurvisas ganaTldebi, walenjixav! Svilmoklulni, Zmamoklulni, gulmoklulni gaxdnen mjiRad... Sens waxdenas lamobs kruli, ar waxdebi, walenjixav! vlidnen gulaTrTolvilebi _ mamulis mziT naqsov droSiT... dRes ki... gaxdnen ltolvilebi samSoblodan samSobloSi! dRes ki... kvnesen es gulebi! wvavs cremlebi Tvalebs jiRas... Senc zugdidTan megulebi _ wamebulo walenjixav! es ra gulsaklavi mesmis: _ xocven xalxs da wvaven jixas... aq amtkivda Cemi fesvi: _ walenjixa! walenjixa!

1992 w.

nana Svilo, nana skua...

nana Svilo, nana skua, axla rogor gimRero! ra godebam gamayrua, vera, ver gagimxelo! rogor giTxra... mamaSeni msxverpli gaxda orgulis...

zaur molaSxia

450

Sen xar vardi gasaSleli, daukvreli Conguri. jer iZine... dro ulevi sunTqvas Sensas ganagebs... Tu vin iyvnen orgulebi, TviT gaigeb, nanage! moTqma-kvnesam gamayrua, vgavar Tavis ucnobels... jer iZine, nana skua, Zili ginda ucodvels! varskvlavi maqvs moniSnuli, _ masTan mteri mdabldeba... xval naTeli odiSuri sulSi CageTafleba! jer iZine... dro ulevi sunTqvas Sensas ganagebs... jer kvnesian Congurebi... gvapatie, nanage!

1992 w.

iq ver vxedav...

iq ver vxedav ferTa zeims _ sadac vnaxulobdi, ar gaismis tyeSic xmebi sagazafxuloni! vardebi Tu yvavilebi vnaxe uferoni, moCxriale binulebic gaxdnen ubgeroni! mwvaneebi, xasxasani Canan feSerebad... urwmenos da gulgatexils raRa eSveleba?!

1992 w.

xana srulkacobisa

451

erTi nabijiT...

yvela zeimze yvela maswrebs erTi nabijiT... sawuTros gzaze walik-walik mivilalebiT! arc megobari, arc nacnobi, arc Zmadnafici, _ ukan aravin ixedeba Tbili TvalebiT! erTi nabijiT vigvianeb yvela aRlumze, lxinis sufrasTan Cem winaa yvela ZmabiWi... samagierod (unda vnaxo sanam gavuZleb!), sevdis tablasTan vaswreb yvelas erTi nabijiT!

1992 w.

gulmoklulis Civili

es arc Woria, arc yurmokruli, _ axla moZmisgan var gulmokluli! waqceuls yvelam muSti Camzila... (drom sevdis zvini gulSi Camzvina!) vinc dRes gamwira an xval gamwiravs, Tundac amkuwon nawil-nawilad, _ Tumca SeyriaT `winsvlis~ xurveba, _ maT ver veyofi safexurebad!.. da... sxvebs hkideben sanam Zelebze, miWinWveloben savarZelebze... moyvass Sxamian SaSars asoben, miqveSqveSoben, migniasoben... es arc Woria, arc yurmokruli, axla moZmisgan var gulmokluli!

1992 w.

zaur molaSxia

452

Jami aris foTolcvenis...

Jami aris foTolcvenis, mowyenilan folorcebi! midis, modis dro buzRuniT, Citi feTqavs mobuzuli... sivrce xdeba nacrisebri, yvinCiloben narcisebi! dro kvlav mova molocvebis, _ ifeTqeben folorcebi!

1992 w.

dRes ki... farnavazi... `JamiTi-Jamad movidis egriss, da klarjeTs, da moikiTxvnis megrelni da klarjni, da ganagis yoveli saqme daSlili~.

`qarTlis cxovreba~

brZeni farnavaz JamiTiJamad mobrZandeboda mSobliur egriss _ viTarca Svili an rogorc mama; Svenoda mzera mefis Tu mxedris!.. dRes ki... modian maxviliT, cecxliT da... ukvirT risxva erTguli qujis... vai, eSmasgan qveyanas Secvlils! vai, qveyanas eSmasgan uWirs!

1992 w.

xana srulkacobisa

453

petre iberis amaRleba

daewura borcvebs nisli, sawieri gadafiTrda... `friad tanjna xorcni Tvisni,~ suli misi cad afrinda... mooWvila TaRi cisa lal-badaxSiT, sadafiTa...

1992 w.

mdinaris piras

vuyureb wyalSi wvril-wvrila Tevzebs, Tan lerwmis welze sxivi ixveva... vzivar mdumari. mdinaris fskerze wvera balaxi nela irxeva.

gardasul xmaurs sivrcidan vismen, Cemi warsuli ki ar damSorda, _ is CemTanaa isev da isev da... gverdiT mizis Cemi bavSvobac!

1992 w.

zaur molaSxia

454

wamoyoCila skamze tiali

wamoyoCila skamze tiali, ca uJamobiT gadagvebinda... ver moviSale gzad xetiali, mainc gzas veZeb dabadebidan! axla yofnaa, rogorc sakani, irgvliv mSierTa susti xmebia... Cemi tolebi _ moasakeni _ ucnobebiviT Cumad mxvdebian! kvlav Camostiris saxe suyvelas, kvlav bindisferi sivrce Srialebs... qari saSinel ambebs uyveba axlad gafoTlil myife Simalebs. drom kalosaviT yofna galewa... saWe upyriaT xelsisxlianebs; urjuks, kacismkvlels, yvela garewars jibeSi oqro CauCxriales! zogi naZarcviT gaxda mdidari, _ fuls gasarTobad fantavs `netari~... qurdi, gamcemi, nabanditari, _ dRes vin ar aris parlamentari! axla cxovreba xoa sakani, irgvliv mSierTa susti xmebia... xandazmulni Tu moasakeni ra naRvliani saxiT mxvdebian!

1993 w.

wuTisoflis calkaredi moRiavda

irevian saxeebi boRmianTa... (RmerTma icis, ras vnatrobdi, rasac veli...) wuTisoflis calkaredi moRiavda, _ am soflidan im sofelSi gasasvleli.

xana srulkacobisa

455

am cxovrebiT Semcbarsa da guldawyvetils, mzaravs sisxli, aq rom mtrisTvis daiRvara... siyvarulze siyvaruliT mudam vwerdi, mainc ufro siZulvilma gaixara!

dRes, mgonia, mzec mowveTavs sisxlisferad, dasisxlulan quCebi da vel-mindvrebi... ZmaTa sisxlis daqcevisTvis vinc imRera, _ me da igi verasodes SevrigdebiT!

mesmis xmebi muxTlebis Tu boRmianTa... dRes wvireSi gaisvara gasasvreli... wuTisoflis calkaredi moRiavda, _ am soflidan im sofelSi gasasvleli!

1993 w.

me var dasjili...

`Cemi oTaxi! ai, es aris rac me margunes dedamiwidan~.

v. xarCilava

me is oTaxic vin momaRirsa... TmeniT davcqeri miwas Tovlians, romelic malavs axla nasisxlars da... wuTiT Sveba ver mipovia! mowyenilia Cemi sawuTro, motkepnilia Cemi nabaric... jandabas! arvis ar Sevawuxeb, jandabas! viyo miusafari! moxurulia Cem win karebi, sivrcea sevdiT Senacrebuli... momeyrdnobian gzaze qarebi, _ siyrmis megobrebs Senacvlebulni!.. Cems gzaze gdia Jami TarjiviT, ver gadavaxti am dros verafriT... visi bralia? me var dasjili am Seucnobel bedisweraTi!

1993 w.

zaur molaSxia

456

zamTari. sofeli. buxari

uecrad damcxa da ukan vixev, _ gaswiTlebia loya buxarsac... fanjridan vxedav: _ xe totebs iqnevs, qari raRacas hyveba uxamsad!

dayursulia sofeli zamTriT, yvelas surs yofna Tavis budeSi... da... es oTaxic, RvTis neba-madliT, axla Tbilia, rogorc nugeSi.

1993 w.

premiebs daxarbebul poetebs

`ar SeiZleba, rom mtrebi iyvnen uiaraRo demonstrantebi~.

o. WilaZe

iRvreba sisxli demonstrantebis... imuqrebian risxviT meriebi!.. Tqven ki, poetebo! _ sisxlian vardebiT, inebeT! inebeT! _ yalbi premiebi! daivseT Tvalebi! daixSeT yurebi! _ ris sisxli! ra sisxli!.. zeimi... iebi... Tqvens Snos da marifaTs ver daemdurebiT, dumilis sanacvlod: jildo _ premiebi! ris xalxi! ra xalxi! `brbo~ risTvis gWirdebaT! oRond madlieri gyavdeT premieri... kvlav bolSevikurad ixuvleT: _ `dideba!~ da uxvad iqneba TqvenTvis _ premiebi! simarTles iTxoven mxne demonstrantebi... imuqrebian risxviT meriebi... swordiT, poetebo! sisxlian vardebiT, inebeT! inebeT! _ yalbi premiebi!

1993 w.

xana srulkacobisa

457

dawveTebulan xeze yvavebi

dawveTebulan xeze yvavebi, Secbunebuli mnaTi iwurvis... meleva Zala TavSekavebis da var nervebiT yofnas miwnuli!

ufasurdeba irgvliv yoveli... kvlav iqednurad mimzers urCxuli! `raRaa awi dasayovneli?~ _ mesmis macdurad uxmo CurCuli.

Seubraleblad, rkinis soliviT, CaWedilia gulSi varami... uamindobiT ca moqsovili Camodis dabla, rogorc wkvarami!

gzaze daRoRavs xalxi yaribi, unayofoba gvSxamavs mindvrebis... qveyana gaxda mkacri yalibi da aq fiqriTac ver afrindebi!

1993 w.

TeTri gedi

idumali, sanatreli, brwyinavs koSki monsalvaSis... jer ki... elza brabanteli elodeba mosvlas vaJis!

yvela mrudi, yvela brundi, daecema mis winare... qeds moidreks telramundi, _ jer cbierad pirmcinare;

muxTals zogjer Svelis bedi, sanam RmerTi gauwyreba... gamoCndeba TeTri gedi _ gamarjvebis mauwyeblad!

1993 w.

zaur molaSxia

458

dRes daesia umal mumloba

dRes daesia umal mumloba _ or napirs Soris muxas gaxiduls... vai, mamulSi umamulobas! vai, ugonod mamuls gayiduls! vai, rom ZlivsRa feTqavs sneuli _ am uJamobiT zardarisxuli... `rCeulebisgan~ Werdaqceuli, daCoqili da gadasisxluli!

1993 w.

sawieri inisleba dilis...

sawieri inisleba dilis, mawvieri miRmeTidan yviris... mgoni ukve arisxeben zarebs... goni Turme areviaT mgzavrebs! undobloba mofenia ares, guls obloba daeufla mware! Relavs Jami… Sveba ar Cans arsiT... yvelas gvSxamavs es sawuTro Tarsi!

1993 w.

xana srulkacobisa

459

vinc xorcqmnili aciera

droo, fiqrad maqcie ra, cas gavyureb _ mze sxivebiT rTavs... rogorc Citi _ maqciera, SenTan zogjer vimkvdaruneb Tavs... ... vinc xorcqmnili aciera, _ ver vaSoreb mas imedis Tvals.

1993 w.

raRa gvaqvs gasayofi?

aqeT me vdgavar, iqiT _ Sen, erTurTs gavyurebT cerad... ahande, xmali iSiSvle, gsurs gavxde Seni wera! ... magram... mtris gvimzers Tofi, raRa gvaqvs gasayofi?

1993 w.

Catexilia xidi...

Catexilia xidi... moZme moZmis sisxls boRmiT wovs... flidaznaurTa rigi miirTmevs Tavis... boRliwos! ... iuda brazobs, wyreba... yars medroveTa wyeba!

1993 w.

zaur molaSxia

460

CrdilSi ideqi dRemde isedac

CrdilSi ideqi dRemde isedac da axlac isev Crdils efarebi... sindis-namusiT ra geRirseba? marto sikeTiT vis eyvarebi? roca gulRiad marTals emxrobi, _ nervebi ZabviT gadaxurdeba... Jamia Zarcvis da Tavxedobis, dRes unda idge, albaT, qurdebTan! dRes unda gqondes ndoba mkvlelebis, Tu ginda isev rom ar iwvalo, _ axal-axali savarZelebi rom aRmarT-aRmarT gamoicvalo! ager mwerali _ Seni nacnobi _ dadga iq, sadac droc iyideba; meore cdilobs Rlicin-CarCobiT rom daimkvidros mgosnis dideba... Sen ki... uCumrad Crdils efarebi, naTlis darbazic nisliT ivseba... aseT dros, netav, vis eyvarebi? sindis-namusiT ra geRirseba?

1993 w.

xana srulkacobisa

461

axla mombezrda...

axla mombezrda werac, wignebic... gvian movedi, kargo, am azrze, _ Turme zRaprebiT Tavs vimSvidebdi, dRes TvalSi vumzer yofnas amazrzens! dRemde rac vnaxe, rasac vamCnevdi, _ man gamaSro da... mzera dabinda!.. morCa! mivxure sivrcis fanjrebi! metis danaxva, morCa! ar minda!

1993 w.

netav imas...

ukeTuris celma kruli neba bevrjer aasrula... es cxovreba _ cremlnapkuri _ xSirad uRvTod daTarsula! gabasrula zogis natvra, siyvaruli gabasrula... zogi martoobiT daTvra, cremlis TokiT gabawrula! gadawnula nislSi oblad, mwuxris ferSi gadawnula... netav imas, visi yofnac javriT arc ki gakawrula!

1993 w.

zaur molaSxia

462

aq Zma ki ara, mteri movida goCa jiqias xsovnas damZimebula Rame gloviTa da alionic gloviT iwyeba... aq Zma ki ara, mteri movida, naTeli sulis dasamiweblad! riT ganugeSo, kuTxev mSobelo, uRvTod gagwires, rogorc urjulo... mec SenTana var, ganuSoreblad, Cemo qalaqo, gadarujulo! rogor maJrJoleb, hango megrulo, _ gulisgulidan amomkvnesaro! cremlo _ loyaze daRvenTebulo, cav _ gasisxlulo uflis zewaro! aq Cemi sisxliT miwa irwyveba; aq asvenia Cemi cxedari... mtkiva Wriloba _ dauviwyeblad, _ mereda visgan, _ naTavxedari! xval riT vicocxlo, riT viamayo, am ukuns raRa gaabrwyinvalebs?.. vai, vaJkaco, uiaraRov, mkerddacxrilulo dedis winare! damZimebula Rame gloviTa da alionic gloviT iwyeba... aq Zma ki ara, mteri movida, naTeli sulis dasamiweblad!

1993 w. q. zugdidi

xana srulkacobisa

463

miiTibavs Rvias celi...

miiTibavs Rvias celi... SoriT lxena-Rrianceli mesmis, _ dardiT vnebuls! moklulT aq aRvrian cremlebs, iqiT ra aRriancelebs im xalxs _ gabriyvebuls?!

1993 w.

leqso, naTels amohyvebi...

leqso, naTels amohyvebi, kacs endobi, gana mgels... mas venukvi TavmodrekiT, _ vinc samyaros ganagebs! sulo, aRar damiZviro `Tolige~ da `nanage~... yofna ragind damimZimo _ leqsad amoalage... 1993 w. uJmuri ganwyobileba...

gaswydomia qanci... ruli Casdgomia gugebs... oxravs oxrad ganwiruli, boRmas Caigubebs... dResac cxovrobs uxalisod, versad agebs budes... dums. arara uxaris da guls verafers udebs!

1993 w.

zaur molaSxia

464

saxlis nacvlad veferebi nacars

sinanuli da wuxili ar amcda, mSobliuri ucxovdeba arec... dedav, iqneb dRes saubrob mamasTan, me ki oblad davrCi soflis gareT! samSobloSic dRes samSoblo ara maqvs da... aq vgavar sxva sivrcidan wveuls... gamoleuls ra uSvelis araqaTs? me ar vici, ra viRono wleuls! Cemi fiqri dgas bavSvobis bilikTan, _ adre cikans aq veZaxdi qacars... daval axla damduRruli fiqriT da naodarze veZeb odis nacars! zogma gza da Tavis sarCo moZebna, zogi uceb daemsgavsa eCos... yvelaferi gaxunda Tu moZvelda, hgavs cxovrebac wuTisoflis RreCos! sinanuli da wuxili ar amcda, aWrialebs dro sivrceTa karebs... es sawuTro ra uecrad gamkacrda, ra amaod me velodi darebs! Cemi fiqri dgas bavSvobis bilikTan da yurs vugdeb mopetele qacars... vwuxvar axla damduRruli fiqriT da saxlis nacvlad veferebi nacars.

1993 w.

xana srulkacobisa

465

mTaze nislebi...

mTaze nislebi dian misnuri, mCxvleten isrebi _ qarismieri... suli kvlav dadis dionisuri da brwyinavs mnaTi qalis ieriT!

1993 w.

kvlav...

xmiani qari xeebs Tu xexils totebs mouxris, totebs miuxris... kvlav ixmaurebs mxiblavi xmebiT yvela xevi da yvela Wiuxi... kvlav uxilavis uxrwneli xeli mindvrebs gadaxris xvavTa siuxviT... iancebs qari sxivebze xemiT da ixmianebs mTa da Wiuxi.

1993 w.

zaur molaSxia

466

sxva ra meqneba, leqsebis garda... `leqsebis garda ra gamaCnia~.

terenti graneli `leqsebi iyo misi sagzali~.

tician tabiZe

mec uTumcaod mazrobs, guls miyofs, gamZvinvareba yinvis Tu qarTa... mec yvelaferi davTme usityvod, _ samSoblosa da leqsebis garda! arc me mavnebda megrZno, menaxa, keTildReoba, msgavsadve sxvaTa, _ magram yoveli davTme, geTayva, Svilebisa da leqsebis garda! dRes mergo sevda, gaucxoveba, gzaze veswrebi merexs Tu esxirs... davTme simSvide, msuye cxovreba, magram ar davTme naTeli leqsis! dro ifurcleba kalendris msgavsad, raRac uxorco momdgara karTan... mec araferi ar maxsovs arsad, kacobisa da leqsebis garda! mec vxedav naTlad: _ es dro wavida! raRas gvauwyebs sxva droTa qarga?.. ver viTaviseb eCosaviTa... sxva ra meqneba, leqsebis garda! mec xom maSfoTebs, mazrobs, guls miyofs, gamZvinvareba kacTa Tu qarTa... dRemde yoveli davTme usityvod, Svilebisa da leqsebis garda!

1993 w.

xana srulkacobisa

467

xmas ar iReb...

xmas ar iReb... iZireba gemi... gvelodeba yvelas Cveni rigi... rom iZaxdi: _ `afxazeTi Cemi~... dRes Tqvi, rogor gagviyides igi! dumxar! vai, ra vaJkacad gTvlidi, ra poetad _ gambedavad, wrfelad... zogi boRmiT gacagvixda flidi, zogs ar unda dRes simarTlis wera! advilia SoriT sja da cqera, ros devnilebs sdiT Wiafrad RvenTi... poets, mwerals Tu xelovans, mjera, _ sxvaze metad pasuxs mosTxovs RmerTi!

1993 w.

albaT aRmosavleTSi...

albaT aRmosavleTSi ismis wvimis aria, _ dasavleTSi qaria _ ucnauri fioni... ara, yofna ar gaxlavT aseT droSi ioli, sicxeSi wevs rioni... irgvliv cxeli qaria!

1993 w.

TeTri mebaRe movida es dRec da baRSi feTqavs, _ sivrceebidan morboda RamiT; aaJivJiva kvirtebi xeTa, balaxs SeaSra cimcima nami... yvelgan miva da karebs SeaRebs, TiTqos Soridan amisTvis uxmes; dadis sinaTliT TeTri mebaRe _ da yvelas uTbobs fesvebs Tu muxlebs!

1993 w.

zaur molaSxia

468

ra uTqmelad ewamebi

ra uTqmelad ewamebi, mRelvarebiT giTrTis Tmebic... erTad vlian es wamebi, _ Tanxmierad, viT riTmebi! qarebic da niavebic xels erTmaneTs ar uSlian... mxolod adamianebis jogi Zarcva-xmaurSia!

1993 w.

mze CamoiRes TiTqos aRsavliT

mze CamoiRes TiTqos aRsavliT, _ Savi fardebi dakidulia: gayidulni varT axla ZaRlsaviT, dRes saqarTvelo gayidulia! viRac ucxoTa xeliT gvamarcxebs... vahme, yuTebi gaCorknilia! ra SeuZliaT guliT mamacebs... dRes saqarTvelo daCoqilia! axla `naRebi~ rokavs, erToba! mnaTobi sevdiT gakvirtulia... ra azeimebT, ra uRmerToba, roca qveyana gayidulia! gverekebian ucxo xrovamdis! win udabnoa, ukan _ pitalo... dayudebula uwylod xomaldi, _ wuxs umweo da ukapitano! mze CamoiRes TiTqos aRsavliT, _ Savi fardebi dakidulia... gayidulni varT axla ZaRlsaviT, dRes saqarTvelo gayidulia!

1993 w. 20 oqtomberi

xana srulkacobisa

469

gaurkvevloba

dRemde vfiqrobdi, mqvia saxeli da es saxeli Cemi megona! Turme vyofilvar daunaxveli an Tvalze bindi gadamekona! gadamekona cbier qalsaviT da gamabrua mankierebiT... gabanguli Tu tyuilnasvami nuTu sxvis fesvebs vafxvierebdi? vinc Zma megona _ mteri yofila, nuTu cbieri _ sandod CavTvale? da... sinanuliT gulgayofilma rogor vuSvelo Tvalebs _ Camqralebs? Tavi megona Seni erTguli, nuTu vyofilvar sxvisi daraji? gaZarculi da nacem-gvemuli, var CaTreuli sisxlis daranSi! nuTu dro sivrces Savad monislavs? nuTu burusSi CaviZirebi? dRes vin var! ra var! visi gorisa? nuTu davkarge mZlavri Zirebi? iqneb var sulac araqauri? arc vibrZodi da arc Tavs vwiravdi? iqneb yalbia yvela xmauri? iqneb, kolxeTo, arc Sen brwyinavdi? suls eWvebi da dardi amZimebs... aq vis davendo _ guliT mglovari? vin momaSora madlian Zirebs? _ gaurkvevlobiT var upovari!

1993 w. 22 dekemberi

zaur molaSxia

470

xar dangreuli am ZaladobiT...

xar dangreuli am ZaladobiT, daRupul imeds dakrZalav rodis? yvela arxidan samsala modis... xar, sulo, msxverpli am Zaladobis! gzispirze wveba bindi sneuli, gaSlila Tovli, viT farCeuli; xalxi _ simSvides gadaCveuli _ Sin aris, _ Cumi da SiSneuli... qalaqs anaTebs cecxli tyviebis, TiTqosda brwyinavs maRla mTiebi... da moZme, rogorc gadamTieli, Tovls aferadebs sisxlis iebiT! xar daTrgunvili am ZaladobiT, daRupul imeds dakrZalav rodis? dRisiT Tu RamiT samsala modis... xar, sulo, msxverpli am Zaladobis!

1994 w.

isev modixar...

Sen modiodi, mogsdevda yefa, ZaRlebs TvalebSi risxva uCanda... ubado dReTa wyeba da wyeba ise mogqonda, rogorc zurgCanTa! yinva iyo Tu borbala buqi, _ Sen gixuravdnen cxvirwin darbazebs... ver gadaicvi mgelkacis qurqi, ver iTaRliTe, ver ijambaze!

xana srulkacobisa

471

axla gind dadeq da ginda gaswi! _ Canan droSebi dabla daxrili... am gadasisxlul mindorTa gaswvriv, vera! ver moZovs Seni naxiri! da... isev mogsdevs ugvani yefa, isev modixar gzaze urCada... kvlav uyismaTo dReebis wyeba uxmod gkidia, rogorc zurgCanTa!

1994 w.

vai, poets, vinc SesZlo borotTan dazaveba!

kvlav gvaCveven moTmenas, CanCals an dazarebas, Savad gasinamdvilda ocneba da zmaneba... vai, poets, vinc SesZlo borotTan dazaveba! zogi iqca sibneled, zog-zogi _ varskvlavebad, gadmomskdara siave niaRvrad da zvavebad... vai, poets, vinc SesZlo borotTan dazaveba! Cven vixileT riJraJis bneliT asadaveba, pativcemul gvamebis gadaqceva svavebad... vai, poets, vinc SesZlo borotTan dazaveba! boRmiT SesZles (mtris xeliT!) yvelafris Caflaveba, mosyidulTa saqmeni qceulan saflavebad... vai, poets, vinc SesZlo borotTan dazaveba!

1994 w.

zaur molaSxia

472

oRond...

wamoinTeba Jami ucebi, guls gadaivlis erTob, gniasiT... am Taxsir droSi SxamiT vxucdebi da madevs feri meTovliasi... ara, ar vambob, RmerTo, samduravs, welgauSlelad Tumca vicxovre; _ kvlavac sawuTrom mZafrad mabrunos, oRond ar akldes sityvas sicxovle!

1994 w.

qarTuli daba

Tvalwin qarTuli Cans daba, gza-gza mxvdebian borcvebi...

axla sxva saqme _ jandabas, iq mival _ davilocebi!

daRlas vera vgrZnob sruliad,

Saragza fexqveS gavige... sadac qarTuli sulia _

iq me suyvela gamigebs... iq gamigeben megrulsac, _

ise qarTuli Cans daba... mas mivuboZeb me gulsa,

sxva saboZvari _ jandabas! 1994 w.

xana srulkacobisa

473

zugdidisadmi oTar WiTanavas

gyavs upovrebi da es getyoba, aqve miirTmevs nazuqs mdidari... Sen xar zugdidi! _ esec geyofa! Sen ar iqnebi nazugdidari!

Tumc mteri morWmiT kvlav geguleba, _ misTvisac giTqvams sityva kacuri! Sen ici mtrobac da erTgulebac, Sen ici qicic da qicmacuric! kvlav mamuls unda edge burjiviT, xar moyvasisgan dafasebuli... Sen mudam Seni gqonda xurjini, xan nakluli da xan avsebuli! Sen ar yofilxar xelgaSverili, Sen vin Cagacvas flasi maTxovris?! Tumc gamogzrdia sevda SveriviT, _ ar migatovebs Tvali macxovris!

Sen gaxsovs wminda sisxlis nawveTi, gaxsovs Tvistomi mtrad moseuli... es droa bneli Ramis nawyveti, dro mova _ naTliT gamorCeuli! gyavs upovrebi da es getyoba, aqve miirTmevs nazuqs mdidari... Sen xar zugdidi! _ esec geyofa! Sen ar iqnebi nazugdidari!

1994 w.

zaur molaSxia

474

ras moveswariT...

gadavqandebi am cicabodan, _ rasac veZaxiT yofnas dRevandels... viRam mirCios: kvlav vicado da kvlav aRmafreniT venTo, vRelavde! CamorRvevia saxls saxuravi, Camodis wvima _ cremli cierTa... ra aqvs ukeTurs dasamduravi? raic undoda, _ ganxorcielda! _ mamulis Weri Camoqceula (vin dgas kedelSi Casataneblad?!)... ras moveswariT, sulo rCeulo, _ vnaxeT TvistomTa gasataneba.

1994 w.

am sityvebs Sua...

kvlav molodini damaqvs tvirTiviT, xan saimedo, xan damseravi... sityvebs, myofadSi amotvifrulebs, xedavs goneba, _ caTa mzveravi, _ xan gamSifravi sivrcis anbanTa, xan damnaxavi jer ar mosulis... goneba _ ramac eWvi dabada, goneba _ naTliT garemoculi! kvlav molodiniT var gatvrenili, da... bevri ramis minda danaxva, magram sityvebi cviva mtveriviT, izilebian mere talaxad... iqneb gadiqcnen Tixis firfitad da Seinaxon dReis gancdebi, _ es yofna rogor gamoifita da ixedeba cisken darcxveniT... dro midis.

xana srulkacobisa

475

mas ver naxav CaTvlemils, rogorc yovelTvis, gvamcnobs ganaCens... am sityvebs Sua suli Cavfine da iqneb igi wmindad gadarCes!

1994 w.

jer ar minda, RmerTo, Zili

jer ar minda, RmerTo, Zili, SoriT brwyinavs cismSvildi... eger yofis meboZiri, _ idumali simSvidiT! saiT unda gavemgzavro, gza naTeli manaxe... eha, droo abezaro, ras mimzadeb, ra maxes?

1994 w.

damyurebs cidan ca _ uvarskvlavo

ubgero xmebi mesmis maRlidan, Zilispirulebs galobs buneba... Cemi varskvlavi sadRac gafrinda, is _ sanatreli _ Sors meguleba! civia yofna kvlav uarsaviT, rodis Seicvlis bedi gunebas? damyurebs cidan ca _ uvarskvlavo, Zilispirulebs kvnesis buneba!

1994 w.

zaur molaSxia

476

albaT sanTlebs aminTeben

tariel orjonikiZes albaT sanTlebs aminTeben, odes samans gavcdebi... awewili amindebiT am yofnaSi vmarcxdebi! bacacebi raindoben, ar indoben aravis... TaRliTuri amindebiT es yofnaa mzaravi! leqso, kvlav xom ainTebi, xom daCrdilav margalits? xelovnuri amindebiT daamZimes cargvali! pirjvris wera, litania... nugeSia cis ube... samsxverploze mitanilo... gulo _ caSi iskupe! mterSic moyvass daeZebdi... mtlad edebi moyvares... gadaTeles gamxecebiT, vinc monad ver moxares! bacacebi raindoben, ar indoben aravis... dawyevlili amindebiT es yofnaa mzaravi!

1994 w.

xana srulkacobisa

477

reqviemi

mexi _ mexs, elva elvas pasuxobs, Rrublebs gadmoskdaT TqeSi duJebad... axavai! male undo sawuTro gveZgereba da gvemaryuJeba! axavai! ar Cans gzebi savali, Tavs dagvxarxarebs yovlis mlewavi... gadaTelila iasamani, gadamsxvreula yvela lerwami! gadaCeCqvila mTaTa laviwi, merexi xergavs mindvrebs, Rartafebs... erTi xvedri aqvT JamTa Jamis win: _ brZenebs, sulelebs, mdidrebs, Ratakebs... aq kvlav mzakvarTa gamo tirian, marTalsac codva aqvs uneburad... qarTvels Tvistomi gauwiria da mtris survilic aRsrulebula!

1994 w.

zaur molaSxia

478

sanam... dilar ivardavas

SfoTavs qalaqi _ eWviT sneuli, ar gvjera _ sadme Tua mindoba... gvzaravs suyvelas _ Tavsmoxveuli, gadmonTxeuli uamindoba! aq dilas SiSi esabameba, daTareSoben isev maxviliT... Tumca moxSirda kvnesa, wameba, mainc ar gveTqmis kiserwaxrili! _ sanam ocnebob kaci sxvagvarad, sanam igrZnoba feTqva Rirsebis, sanam, moyvaso, gulgasaxarad Sen kvlav Sen xar da... meTavisebi!

1994 w.

es dRe sneuli...

es dRe sneuli _ sveneb-svenebiT dasavalisas mihyveba xazebs; gadavlo veli, mkrTali serebi... gzadagza tovebs mimwuxris xavsebs! mere... cis gaRma Cumad Caqreba... vai, zeimobs avTa Camdeni! ramdenis guli daiCagreba da ver gaaRwevs Rames ramdeni!

1994 w.

xana srulkacobisa

479

iq, momavalSi...

am wuTisoflis ucnob karTagan mxolod erTs veZeb _ misken mimavals... axla cxovreba mohgavs karTagens, _ Tavis nangrevSi sivrces mimalavs! Wrialebs kari, romelic ar Cans, mival faTuriT ucnob karTaken... iq, momavalSi, rame Tu dagvrCa? damarcxebulo Cemo karTagen!

1994 w.

aqa ambavi poetTa `moSinaurebisa~ (pasuxad)

`gaauvnebles~ poeti zogi, zogi poeti moSinaurda! xams poets droSi SeeZlos roqi, poets amnair droSi ra unda?! zog-zogi Zvel gzas advilad tovebs, zogs premia Tu groSi maunda! fui! vaJkacs da, miT ufro poets, vinc frinveliviT moSinaurda!

1994 w.

zaur molaSxia

480

TiTqos ca-myari codviT iqceva...

TiTqos ca-myari codviT iqceva, tydeba mzis sxivic, tydeba, imsxvreva; daWrilma sangars gadaabota... ................. TiTqos is xe var, Wurvma gzasTan rom daanafota! da var daSlili da damsxvreuli... vai, qveyana aris sneuli, _ `naRdi SouTi~ Tvreba mavani... ................. Werdaqceuli godebs xalxi da... duman mamani!

1994 w.

foTolcvenaa Cems mamulSi...

sawuTro ese satkivrebiT mdaRavs dRemudam, mesmis wuxili _ mze udrood daRamebulTa! mesmis CurCuli _ Crdilebis Tu mkrTali landebis... vin icis, sulo, ra facerSi gaiblandebi! Sevyureb cargvals, viT idumals, rogorc zenaars... foTolcvenaa Cems mamulSi, foTolcvenaa!

1994 w.

xana srulkacobisa

481

Tvalwin ielvebs dana ucebi

Tvalwin ielvebs dana ucebi, _ sisxli... kivili... SiSi... gineba... Rrublis ZonZebi da nakuwebi cas trauriviT gaefineba! Cvens sivelures vin da ra umzers, _ ase gulcivad, SeuCerebliv?.. swrafad arTmeven sityvas mauzers avtomatebi _ Cveul jerebiT! da... ibzareba sivrce, viT mina... dRevandel dReze vin iTavcema?! mec xom sxvebiviT didxans viTmine, mec xom vixile didi gacema! binds eqsoveba mrume bindebi, axla bindSia es gza, is xedi... kvlav moviTminoT, _ Tu SevSindebiT, Cven xom moTmeniT didxans visxediT! da... Cven magivrad is _ Sewiruli, isev, xelaxla Seiwireba... da... wminda sisxlis wminda binuli daedineba miwas wvimebad! da... kvlav ielvebs dana ucebi, isev Ralati... sisxli... gineba... Rrublis ZonZebi da nakuwebi cas trauriviT gaefineba!

1994 w.

zaur molaSxia

482

werili debisadmi nunus da Talikos

sisxlisfrad movida axali weli, horizonts edeba Rrublebis Tebo... arvisTan mivdivar... aravis veli... am dros Tqven gixsenebT, Zvirfaso debo! Tbilisi yaCaRTa bunagi gaxda, dRes vinc ar yaCaRobs _ ver ascda SimSils... debo! dedaqalaqs ver icnobT axla, aq zeobs sicrue... Ralati... SiSi... dRes xom saqarTvelo morCilad daTmes, axla saqarTvelos sisxlZarRvi Sreba! msurs gadavixvewo aqedan sadme, magram... usamSoblo sad vpoveb Svebas? yvelafris xalisi dakarga xalxma, dRes `xalxis saxeliT~ wixlaven masve... vai, sasoebis yvavili gaxma... ra rwmena damarxes... ra Sxami masves! sisxlisfrad movida axali weli, sawiers edeba nislebis Tebo... arvisTan mivdivar... aravis veli... am dros Tqven gixsenebT, Zvirfaso debo!

1994 w.

xana srulkacobisa

483

Cemo megrelo kalmiskacebo! `vici, mogavxarT brZen xogais minds, zveravT bunebas mzeramSieri da Tu Cemi xmis exoc gaismis var Tqveni jiSis me naSieri~.

gabriel jabuSanuri (leqsidan: `miZRvna xevsuri meleqseebisadmi~)

Carxi ukuRma, vxedav, Sebrunda, es yofa mamuls vin moutana? yurSi Camesmis yvelgan, dRemudam, Cveni `Cela~ da `didou nana!~ vdgavar mdumare ... molze veeba mwuxris Crdilebi naTels miqroben... radgan Cven gavCndiT moleqseebad _ yvela satkivars vandobT striqonebs! Cemo megrelo kalmiskacebo, gulSi mduRares dardad vimarxavT... Sveba, imedi Tu gataceba, momavlisaTvis gadagvinaxavs! dRes gvtkiva zurgi _ xmalCanagebi... es ra javrSia sityva reuli! egre, egrisis gaCanagebiT _ davalT, davdivarT, dardmoreuli!.. gaorebuli mikvnesis guli, drom es wvaleba miZRvna nobaTad... mec, viT abedze mikvesebuli, _ naperwkali var _ didTa grZnobaTa! Carxi ukuRma, vxedav, Sebrunda, es yofa mamuls vin moutana? yurSi xmianebs yvelgan, dRemudam, Cveni `Cela~ da `didou nana!~

1994 w.

zaur molaSxia

484

nakveTSi soso (badul) molaSxias

nairferia irgvliv midamo, aris Sriali _ xeTa galoba (sadRac mdumare kldea pitalo, uryevi, rogorc garduvaloba)! irgvliv haeri TiTqos erboa, xis qveS curaven CrdilTa navebi; eger, rom moCans, is xom endroa? ager yvavili sananavebi! gafoTlilia vaSli, atami, dawurulia Rrublis curebi... TiTqos gamqrala qoqi satanis, axlos feTqaven satacurebi... tokavs, irxeva mindvrad kofrCxila, ferdobze yvavis bali, mocxari... aq irgvliveTma damimorCila, aq simSvidea gasaocari!

1994 w.

iare!

kvlav etoqebi medgrad Sen, iRbals, sivrces gahyureb, rogorc akvarels... dRes Tavis saxes vervin SeniRbavs, vervin dafaravs mzakvrul nakvalevs! dro _ gardasuli _ isev gamogyefs da Segaxsenebs _ arsad wasula... iebma Tavi ise amoyves, TiTqos cxovreba arc daTarsula!

xana srulkacobisa

485

wvimebmac isev gadaiwvimes, gadaiyivles Rame mamlebma... dardebi gulze gadaiwvine, iare! wamliT ar gewamleba!

1994 w.

namegobrali

vinc sulisaTvis erT dros xarobda, _ igi morCili gamxdara xorcis... moimzireba mZoris xarodan da eSmakeuls Cum-Cumad kocnis! risi suli da risi warsuli! `gamarjvebulTa~ bairaRs arxevs... eSmas TaTebiT naxSirwasmuli, TviTon vera cnobs sakuTar saxes... mohyavs manqana _ codvis gorgali, kvaldakval mosdevs meleSe _ Zera! gverdiT Cauvlis namegobrali da gaayolebs naRvlian mzeras!

1994 w.

zaur molaSxia

486

mters ZabunobiT guls ver gauTbob

mters ZabunobiT guls ver gauTbob, ar morjuldeba mxeci ferebiT... gsurs gadamTiels mudam dauTmo, me ki... RimiliT mecbierebi! mterTan morCilad xar momCoqare, me sxeuls maWri nawil-nawilad... ra davaSave, droo mSfoTvarev, rom Cemma sisxlma ase gamwira?

1994 w.

Cemi qveyana _ Cemi qiana

dro datvirTula sisxliT, cremlebiT, amotrialda TiTqosda miwa... am dReebs rogor gadaevlebi; bnela, TiTqosda mze gadaiwva! elavs, mimohqris eSma rqianad, fexi aidges mTaTa qanebmac... Cemi qveyana _ Cemi qiana _ axla saiTken mieqaneba?

1995 w.

axla guls stkiva...

axla guls stkiva da uWirs ufro, vidre Tqven amas amCnevT... davdivar, rogorc uWirisuflo, Tavs martoobas vaCvev!

1995 w.

xana srulkacobisa

487

dgaxar warsulis akropolisad...

dgaxar warsulis akropolisad... aq Srialia marto molisa! am gorakidan Sen imzirebi da gamagreben Zveli Zirebi! namyos gamohyva feTqva fesvebis, _ ver dagexsneba! ver daexsnebi! kedels xaliCa akravs molisa... dgaxar warsulis akropolisad!

1995 w.

rogor ibasreba qartexili

rogor ibasreba qartexili, rogor inavseba bedi... jobda _ yovelive ar mexila, guli damexila, dedi! Sen ukve miRmeTi gefareba, iqidan Tu vCanvar nislSi? es dro mzenaklulad mepareba, winsvlas veragulad miSlis... kvlav usmens sicrues monis yuri, kvlav Zveli masxara masxrobs... viT ucxo qveynidan moriyuli _ aq ver vcnob uwindel nacnobs! wami wams eskvneba marWvaliviT, wuTi wuTs ukveravs borkils... drois svla Camesmis RaWaliviT, zogs Jami daudga rokvis!

zaur molaSxia

488

zogi uxanobiT iceleba... vin xmarobs akrZalul ileTs? ramdeni keTili icremleba, ramdeni atyuebs mileTs! rogor ibasreba qartexili, rogor inavseba bedi... qveyana daCoqil - daCexili rodis gaixarebs, dedi?

1995 w.

me vnaxe Cemi gardacvaleba

me vnaxe Cemi gardacvaleba, vnaxe: vin dumda, vin ar mitira, vin Tvals cremlisTvis ar awvalebda, vin idga mSvidad, miamiturad; vin yvelaferi miabiTura da momayara Tixa TiTebiT, vin guldawyvetiT didxans miyura, vin wuxda bedis gabediTebiT... Sors mZimdeboda bindiT velobi, xma ar ismoda sanapirodan... visgan naklebad cremlebs velodi _ idga da mwared is damtiroda!

1995 w.

xana srulkacobisa

489

poets ver naxav axla udardos

poets ver naxav axla udardos, am dros vinaa Cumi, usevdo?.. gulmarTal poets gza davudafnoT da WiaRuebs nu mivusevTo! moTamadeno am Taxsir droSi, moWikWikeno uzneobiTa! ros ixedebiT gadavsil gobSi _ laRobT, nebivrobT _ gulze obiTa... is, _ daqceuli qveynis mozare, _ mWmunvared xvdeba gulis megobars... mefis poetebs _iqTiozavrebs, ar mogwonT misi uimedoba! misTvis sawuTro gaxda udabno, unugeSoba misi saxlia... gulmarTal poets gza davudafnoT, momavlis droni mas eZaxian!

1995 w.

rasac dRemde velacice...

RmerTo, gamyavs dro wvalebiT, Cemi yofiT, ojaxiTa... gadmomxede mowyalebiT, dro maRirse moZaxilTa! vumzer JamTa elva-cimcims, kudiani cas moeba... rasac dRemde velacice, gaqra, rogorc sasoeba!

1995 w.

zaur molaSxia

490

molze mZinare bavSvi

riJraJiviT norCi guli feTqavs udardelad, ca _ iebiT moCiTuli _ adgas guls naTelad. wevs molze da larnakiviT irgvliv raRac brwyinavs... uxilavi akvaniviT arwevs pawawinas.

1995 w.

Sen rad mesvri tyvias, sese?

`netavi ra dagiSave, qvas rom mesvri, biWo sese~.

S. mRvimeli

rac SemeZlo _ siTbo vTese, vimuSake, sityva vlese; moyvasis guls vealerse, Sen ki raRas merCi, sese? me Sevwire Tavi leqsebs, uZiloba daviwese; gulcbieri ar vimwyemse, Sen ras amixirdi, sese?

Sen muxTloba abiznese (bevri yinCad dadis ese)! ra mzvaobrad ailese, Seibrale Tavi, sese! rac SemeZlo _ siTbo vTese, vimuSake, sityva vlese; moyvasis guls vealerse, Sen rad mesvri tyvias, sese?

1995 w.

xana srulkacobisa

491

gahkidebia niavs niavi

gahkidebia niavs niavi _ celqi bavSvebi, uCinarebi... TrTola, Sriali Tu loliavi... duman mgzavrebi _ quCiT marebi! mihkonebia foTols foToli, _ Seyvarebulni, rogorc qal-vaJi... dgeba cargvalze Rrublis godoli, Cans bundovneba sivrcis qarvaSi! xevdaxev nisli moipareba, rogorc mZinare qarTa sizmrebi... miwa kvlav bindiT moifareba, viT saukune _ kataklizmebiT!

1995 w.

cxovreba

ros mamaRlebda mnaTi ocnebis, _ gzas vin oxeri gamirTulebda? cxovreba vzome patiosnebiT, _ Turme is amiT mabiTurebda!

1995 w.

zaur molaSxia

492

ra daaviwyebs amas...

ruslan jakonias

suni momdgara keTris: medrove baZavs lerwams... banda moaskda egriss, xocavs, Zarcvavs da lewavs... boRma borjalobs, borgavs... ismis godeba xalxis... `rCeuli~ urcxvad rokavs... moxSirebula Talxi! dro dasdgomiaT mkvlelebs... ukuRma brunavs jara... qveyana mohgavs bneleTs... Tvali ubrwyinavs jalaTs! deda moklul Svils ekvris, kedelTan xvreten mamas... egriss, mSobliur egriss, ra daaviwyebs amas!

1995 w.

xana srulkacobisa

493

sityvebi _ gulze mimoxlili...

sityvebi _ gulze mimoxlili _ striqondebian sisxlis gaRebiT... vin memuqreba, vin oxeri, rom damirbios leqsTa baRebi! jer kvlav Srialebs varjovani da mixaria, kars rom SevaReb, arvisgan ar var najobnari, _ Cems baRSi mxolod me var mebaRe! Cemgan movlili Simalebi mxolod erTaderTs mcnoben patronad; Seval da SvebiT Srialeben da mamSvideben, roca marto var! aqa-iq rejgviT mimoxrili, isev xaroben Cemi baRebi... sityvebi _ gulze mimoxlili _ striqondebian sisxlis gaRebiT!

1995 w.

zaur molaSxia

494

Cemo Sumero!

Cemo Wkviano winaparo, Cemo Sumero! Sens memkvidresTan zogi cruobs, zogi Sulerobs... me mainc me var! CemSi cocxlobs Cemi lursmuli! Caedineba gulSi cremli, rogorc rusxmuli!.. lamis davkarge warsuli da... var gabusxuli!.. bnel miRmieTSi Seni mtrebi gaeSureno... Cemo sawyiso Soreulo, Cemo Sumero! mwyurvale sivrce Seni xmebiT ucdis avsebas... Seni memkvidre fexze dgeba, ar inavseba!.. Cemo sawyiso Soreulo, Cemo Sumero, SaveTSi Seni moSurneni gaeSureno!

1995 w.

xana srulkacobisa

495

sulo!

bedi kvlavac Segyris rasa! dRemde beds ar Seepue, sulo! ZlierT ama qveynisasa verafriT ver Seegue, sulo! saiTkenac gaixedav _ xiluleTi irazeba, sulo! awmyo bneliT Caixerga, Cans mermisic miraJebad, sulo!

1995 w.

unda zurgi Sevaqcio

unda zurgi Sevaqcio am cxovrebis gzas; sxva dro-JamSi SevaRwio, sxvas Camovkra zars! risi leqsi _ sulis nukva, _ uzneobis dros! mxolod Tavis Tavi uyvars am `rCeulTa~ brbos! zogs _ daCoqils, furTxis mlokvels, dabrmavebuls _ zogs! laqiuri rokviT mrokvel medroveTa jogs! risi grZnoba an sindisi, _ am veragul dros! xelze scxia xalxis sisxli `rCeulebis~ brbos!

zaur molaSxia

496

unda zurgi Sevaqcio am cxovrebis gzas; sxva dro-JamSi SevaRwio, sxvas Camovkra zars!

1995 w.

daifare, saxiero!

iura da jambul woweriebs

daRvremila uxmo xedi: _ gza, ferdobi, xevi... win viCqari, _ ukmoxedviT, _ elavs mosaxvevi! gaviare, gavel urTa, _ vxedav ucxos, sxva toms... es qveyana gavelurda, _ visgan? risgan? ratom? mohyva zogTa natvras _ `ura!~ viRas unda _ jima! moZmec utevs satanurad Cvens jiSsa Tu jilags! wagvibilwes saxli, ero! meCeCzea gemi!.. daifare, saxiero! _ aq _ kolxuri geni!

1995 w.

xana srulkacobisa

497

edeba JamTa fenebs fenebi...

Tvalwin daiwva sxivi kenari... aw sulerTia: _ vin visken ari! ar Cans naTeba sxivTa SveulTa, ismis uRono xma damSeulTa! gaRma mxareze dgas mawvieri... gasanTlisferda Tvalsawieri! Tavze gvemsxvreva xmebi muqariT, gvidgas cxovreba gauSuqari! edeba JamTa fenebs fenebi... vai! ara Cans dro gaTenebis!

1995 w.

mamis godeba

sxivs SeiSrobs ca naburi... ver ixarebs calad guli, Svilo! mware cremlebdanapkuri, var naRveliT danapuri, Svilo! gelis mama, mamaSeni, sxva ra giTxra danarCeni, Svilo! iq waval Tu aq davrCebi, mxolod SeniT gadavrCebi,

Svilo! 1995 w.

zaur molaSxia

498

dardSi arvin mewyvileba

dardSi arvin mewyvileba, mixaris Tu mewyineba, vin dagidevs amas? wyvilic calad mecaleba, dro uJmurad meZaleba, dro _ Wrilobad damaqvs! guls tkivilma ukbinao; viT devnils da ubinaos, ra mqonda da ra maqvs! albaT drtvinviT davmiwdebi... jer kvlav vcocxlob, kvlav virwevi, mohgavs sivrce hamaks! borji jibriT wuxils maTovs, daval, rogorc uyismaTo, ver mivagen wamals... frTebdaSvebuls, nalodinars, bolos, albaT, qva-lodi maqvs, vin wamarTmevs amas!

1995 w.

xana srulkacobisa

499

erTmarcvlovani leqsebi

(savarjiSo rveulidan)

* * * wvims... rom guls cris, _ swyins... dro dums! hqris! gzebs, wvims... suls guls mze swyins... surs! dums!

1995 w.

* * * dgas, mxecs wuxs... hgavs; ca ZeZvs quxs! rgavs! SiSs ras grZnobs... grZnobs? _ jiSs cas Tmobs! Tmobs!

1995 w.

* * * es tots xe xris... xels Tovs, mxvevs, _ hqris!

1995 w.

* * * guls is mwvavs... kvlav mZuls... mzrdis... mwams... mklavs...

1995 w.

zaur molaSxia

500

xana siWarmagisa

mzera sawiers Senacrebia

mzera sawiers Senacrebia,

usityvod godebs xma Sinagani...

dReebs dReebi enacvlebian,

momiznebula dro, viT nagani!

irgvliv ara Cans moyvasTagani...

ismis mowame sulis kivili!

damwuxrebula rwmenis sagani,

mimodis xalxi arlekiniviT...

1996 w.

xana siWarmagisa

501

sivrces adevs Rame _ luqi

sivrces adevs Rame _ luqi,

(dros kvlav veliT gaTenebis!)

dRes momravlda mameluqi _

sulSecvlili qarTvelebi!

ara portas an arabis, _

eSmas mier Secvlilebi;

dasdgomian gzas barabis,

uzneobiT SeSlilebi!

uxvad Tesen siZulvilsa,

gzaa uRvTod daWirxluli...

saukunis miwurvisas

godebs eri _ dawixluli!

sivrces adevs Rame _ luqi,

(dros kvlav veliT gaTenebis!)

mogvimravlda mameluqi _

sulSecvlili qarTvelebi!

1996 w.

Caketilia suyvela kari!

TiTqos qveskneliT amoskda qari,

amoskda _ uceb SemajanjRara...

Caketilia suyvela kari,

Camuqebula yvela fanjara!

medeba yelze dro-Jamis rkali,

viRac ormoSi uxmod Camjdara...

Caketilia suyvela kari,

Camuqebula yvela fanjara!..

TiTqos cam iZro aTasi xmali, _

elva elvaze gadaajvara...

unugeSoba... msusxavi qari...

daxSuli kari... bneli fanjara...

iyo dro _ mZafri, mxurvale, Cqari,

zaur molaSxia

502

man dinji sisxlic aamaWara...

axla... sicive da rkinis kari,

fardebi Ramis... bneli fanjara!

martosulobis minTia kvari,

dian Rrublebi kentad an jarad...

Caketilia suyvela kari,

Camuqebula yvela fanjara!

Tu xmisgamcemi aq arvin ari,

am cisqveSeTSi neta damrCa ra?!

Caketilia suyvela kari,

Camuqebula yvela fanjara!

1996 w.

vinc sxvas moZRvravda...

nu Caujdebi

mefes navSi, _ gvmoZRvravda igi, _

nu gafuWdebi poeti kaci!

idga mliqvnelTa,

pirmoTneTa jogi Tu rigi, _

qvemZromis suliT! medrovis gancdiT!

gamoxda dro da...

Jams mwuxrisas im navSi Caxta...

misiT amayni

dagvamdabla, dagvtova saxtad!

vinc sxvas moZRvravda, _

igi mefis msaxuri gaxda!

1996 w.

xana siWarmagisa

503

Surige!

vai, uRvTod gadagTeles,

Surige!

kvlav gTaTxaven, kvlav gaTreven,

Surige!

ucxo xaro, avi xaro,

Surige!

avis mTqmelma ar ixaros,

Surige!

daval dardiT gamoxruli,

Surige!

daRvremila ca kolxuri,

Surige!

1996 w.

dros miapobs yofnis wigni

TiTqos vcxovrob uxmaurod, _

garegnulad mxolod!

SigniT _ xmebi ucnaurobs,

SigniT _ SfoTviT vcxovrob!

SigniT _ CemTa fiqrTa SigniT,

zRvis borgvaa mZafri...

dros miapobs yofnis wigni _

sivrceebis afriT!

1996 w.

zaur molaSxia

504

nodar wuleiskirs _

misi werilis `sulieri TviTmkvlelobis~ gamo

mwamdi da mwamxar RviZli ZmasaviT,

mogdgams da mogdis sityva Zalumi...

Sen xom ixile didi varskvlavi,

moZmec _ gamcemi, uRvTo, Zabuni...

xan sxivnaTeli bnelSic ginaxavs,

xan gagimarTavs drosTan kafia;

Sen ici, mamuls ase vina xravs,

saidan modis qarTvelTylapia!

Sen vin gaswavlos avi da kargi,

ici, vis rogor miesalamo...

im marTal tkivils rogor dakargav,

im marTal tkivils miec malamo!

ar daiSleba uceb is kiri,

riTac imedad Cagruls egulvi...

vina Tqva _ nodar wuleiskiris

sityva bagidan Cabrunebuli!

vina Tqva _ TiTqos biTurs darCeba

brZenis naRvawi Tu najafari...

isev dagyurebs ciT TuTarCela

da ras dagaklebs gulqva Cafari!

xalxs, vinc tanjvisgan gulgamSralia,

kvlav aqvs unari siTbos Senaxvis...

mogkvnesis `Cela~ Tu `mafSalia~,

gixmobs `lile~ Tu `Sen xar venaxi~...

ar daiSleba uceb is kiri,

riTac imedad Cagruls egulvi...

vina Tqva _ nodar wuleiskiris

sityva bagidan Cabrunebuli!

1996 w.

xana siWarmagisa

505

amqveyniur siCumeSi...

ukve aq ver vxedav mSobels,

ukve aq ver vxedav mamas...

wyeniT vumzer wuTisofels,

matyuara ferTa TamaSs...

da ros Jruni, mwvane, mreSi,

Seecvleba RamiT mamuls, _

amqveyniur siCumeSi

miRmierTa vismen xmaurs!

1996 w.

xan...

xan TviTmkvlelobis gancda momicavs,

xan mbJutav imeds CaveWidebi;

xan mwyalobelad moCans Sori ca,

xan vfiqrob: _ me aq viRas vWirdebi!

xan cnobil mterSic veZeb megobars,

xan megobarSic Cakvda raoba...

xan es qveyana me ar meTmoba,

xan vumzer mas, viT araraobas!

xan ki... elvebma sivrce morkales,

xan ciT Camesmis wminda saxeli...

xan dabrmavebul Tanamokalmes

vxedav uecrad Tvalebaxelils.

xan momavlisas vigrZnob sicxovles,

xan Cumad xmeba rwmenis yanobi;

xan... vahme! raa ase sicocxle,

ra aris yofna xan-da-xanobiT!

1996 w.

zaur molaSxia

506

devnilis fiqrebi

momtiris Cemi fesvi Tu Ziri,

aq ki viRacebs veucxovebi!

xmaCawyvetili

ubgerod vyviri: _

nu, nu macxovrebT velur cxovrebiT!

iq, afxazeTSi vicavdi mamuls...

dRes, naWrilobevs, daRlils gancdebiT,

roca balRami

mifatravs am guls, _

cerad mimzeren aq _ viRacebi!

rogor mamasxrebs dro unapiro,

uiaraRo vCivi Tu vkvnesi...

_ sada xar, sada, goluafiro! _

sizmarSi mixmobs Ziri Tu fesvi...

vin gamitara zRvari engurTan?

vin CamomarTva omSi maxvili?

vin ar ismina

aja gvemulTa?

vis gamo aris droSa daxrili?

meistoriev, mjera da vici,

xval-zeg simarTles dawer namusiT...

me mxolod axla

miWirs Tu mimZims,

me axla mamuls veZeb mamulSi! 1996 w.

xana siWarmagisa

507

Cemo Surige...

mecxrameteSi

did poetebs Sen ar axsovdi, _

arc erTi leqsi

Senze arc erTs ar uweria...

megrulTan erTad

xmaSi qarTul bgerebs aqsovdi.

dedas akvani

aq qveynisTvis daurwevia!

am meoceSi

kantikuntad giweres leqsi, _

zogma _ ugulod,

zogma _ wrfelad,

zogic dadumda...

dRes gaTelilo,

gaZarculo, ra mwared kvnesi,

nuTu samoTxe

siyvarulis gaudaburda?!

Cemo Surige,

Cemo javro _ jerac uTqmelo,

Seni Radari

gulisgulSi _ ager anTia!

Sen mterTa mier

jvarcmulo da WirdauTvlelo,

saqarTvelosTvis Tavdadeba ar gepatia!

1996 w.

zaur molaSxia

508

xedavs yvela...

xedavs yvela,

rogorc adre xedavda, _

es qveyana erTgulTaa,

ara _ qvegamxedvarTa!

eri ar gaxleCila,

kvlav mTliani eria,

mxolod Ralatiani

bevri gamoeria!

erSi rodis CaTvlila

qveynis mayivnebeli,

qveynis damaqcevari,

qveynis maginebeli!

eri mudam erTia _

wamebulTa gulebiT,

eri _ erTgulebia,

ara _ mosyidulebi!

eri ar gaxleCila,

kvlav mTliani eria;

mxolod Ralatiani

bevri gamoeria!

1996 w.

xana siWarmagisa

509

javri Sermadin qaldans

sivrce mZimdeba janRis SemosvliT,

datenilia are laRumiT...

sakuTar jigars _ javriT Semosils,

gaveSebuli mwared CavRmui!

javris javSaniT SemojavSnuli

makravs garemo _ kuStad daxSuli!

damSeul Tvalebs, Caqneul xelebs

rogor vuSvelo, riT venugeSo...

es codva qvasac aametyvelebs,

vin gaamtyunebs riTmebs ugeSos!

leqss vwer da, guli yvelafers imcnevs,

ubgero xmebiT Sevymui sivrces!

qeddadrekilad vlian mgzavrebi,

Tavisufleba maTTvis moWores...

da, Cveni drois iqTiozavrebi

Telaven sawylebs, rogorc xoWoebs...

TiTqos wuTebi cviva, viT xreSi, _

vzivar ukaro javris cixeSi!

xan zeca Trgunavs dros cbierebis

da anugeSebs amiT miwiers,

xan am usaxur yofierebis

saWe upyria TaRliTs, biwiers...

da... or sknelSua, rogorc oboba,

mqselavs dReis dRis daundobloba!

CamorRveula mTaTa kalTebi,

qari nisleuls xevs tiarebad...

vis SeuZlia axla qarTvelis

yismaTis waRma Setrialeba?

bolo ar uCans Rirsis molodins...

vcxovrobT mermindel dRis simboloTi!

1997 w.

zaur molaSxia

510

Wkviani garewari

gvamasxrebs viRaca masxris siTavxediT,

zeviT zis avkaci, mkacrad, “didebulad”...

_ Wkviano garewaro, iq riT axvedi?

(igi pasuxisas arc dafiqrebula!)

_ siTavxediT! siTavxediT! siTavxediT!

1996 w.

Cemo sevdav

rogorc guli _ caa daburuli,

rogorc sivrce _ SemRvreula fiqri;

dums mwvervali _

RrubliT gamuruli,

aCxverila droul xeTa rigi...

Camoifrens sio iSviaTad, _

Seucnoblis sunTqva mesmis TiTqos...

Cemo sevdav,

axla iSvi aTad,

menatreba sixarulis siTbo!

1997 w.

mzis sxivebs mohyavT...

mzis sxivebs mohyavT etli oqrovani,

uCans wiTlovani aRsavals loya;

miwas anaTebs ciagTa Tovani

da sivrce xmovani ganTiads mohyva.

SeubRalavi Srialebs sio da

feTqvas korCiota, irTveba bali...

vnaxe: _ momirCa rac gulSi mtkioda _

ciT Camodioda naTeli qali!

1997 w.

xana siWarmagisa

511

Cemi cxovreba or drosTan dadis Cemi cxovreba or drosTan dadis: _

namyo... mermisi... sxva dro ara Cans...

mec gavasrule ormocdaaTi

da, vfiqrob, Cemi suli gadarCa!

gamoveride lafsa Tu talaxs,

ar veTanabre cbiers Tu mliqvnels...

mivyvebi ase sawuTros talans

da sawieri lurj alams miqnevs.

1997 w.

mefis dudukze...

poets ar ZaluZs sxvaTa mZlavroba,

ar efereba arc erT mTavrobas!

mefis dudukze vinc aq gaiars,

nu cnobT poetad... is _ nagavia!

1997 w.

midi, ewafe...

yofna icvleba uecrad, uceb,

nu emsgavsebi mwirsa Tu euls...

midi, ewafe sayvarel tuCebs,

midi, eufle mTrTolare sxeuls!

Torem ugvani, undo dro-Jami

gadaiyefebs avi ZaRliviT...

daWkneba igi _ TeTri SroSani,

Caqreba guli _ gancdiT daRlili!

1997 w.

zaur molaSxia

512

wlebo siWabukisa!

oqros koSki mec vage,

vnaxe qrola buqisa...

rogor

SemomeflangeT,

wlebo

siWabukisa!

Tumca bevri viwvale, _

ar asrulda _ rac msurda...

fexi ver movicvale, _

Jami ise gacurda!

SemarTeba ra iqna?

nuTu ar Cans saSveli?

igi _

koSki, daingra,

namcec-namcec naSeni!

vfiqrob WaRarosani _

drois ugvan soroSi...

albaT

xelargosani

gaval ase, _ boloSi...

vumzer am dRes, viT fantels,

ismis sityva nukvisa, _

saiT mimoifanteT,

wlebo siWabukisa!

1997 w.

xana siWarmagisa

513

Seni obJale

isev anTia Seni obJale,

(raRas daaklebs axla mweri xars?)

gSales da mainc ver amogSales, _

maradisobis wignSi werixar!

1998 w.

ager oboba...

ager oboba isev mobobRavs

da moiqselavs oTaxs iribad...

unda icxovro kacma rogorRa,

odes yroldeba dro TaxsiriTa?

1998 w.

dgas kolxi...

nisli xavsiviT edeba beqobs,

dro imeorebs Soreul eqos...

(dgas kolxi _ bindSi yvinTavs mamuli...)

........................................”vaSembralenqo”, _

ismis vedreba miTaJamuri!

1998 w.

zaur molaSxia

514

zafxulis dro miiwura...

zafxulis dro miiwura,

Semodgoma modis...

vakvirdebi irgvliv suraTs: _

Zlivs irxeva toti.

aikrifa gziT foSfoSi,

aris TrTola ferTa...

(dro gadis da TiTqos droSi

mesmis drois feTqva)!

xmianoba miwyda Sukis,

sunTqva uWirs balaxs,

Zlivs ecema mkrTali Suqi

zekars _ gadasalaxs...

mzes simcxrale epareba,

ekargeba Rala,

dasveneba eCqareba,

TiTqos daiRala!

Txa buCqebTan ikikneba,

kaci Casdevs daRmarTs...

rac aq ari... iq iqneba, _

CamCurCulebs raRac!

1998 w.

xana siWarmagisa

515

mzeriT cas xar miWedili

`raSo, miwas miWedilo, gasWer, aiqrole~!

g. leoniZe

mzeriT cas xar miWedili,

TrTis sxivebis xemi;

TmaqoCora biWebiviT

aqoCrilan xeni;

Zval-rbili gaqvs danayuli,

Jami gidgas cxeli,

Cans didgorTan ayalyuli,

cecxlovani cxeni!

vai, viRa mogeSvelos,

TviT xar Seni mteri!

araferi mogeCvenos; _

Tavs gayria mtveri;

Senve gbans da Senve grecxavs

Seni sisxlis Cqeri;

wagnTebia gulze cecxlad

wlebi _ anaCxveri!

Sors ver waxval am unariT: _

TneviT, fexis TreviT:

ras moimki sakuTari

ZvalTa msxvreva-mtvreviT.

cerad gicqers Tuli, lenCi,

Wkviani Tu Steri;

droa, Tuki guli gerCis,

mters uwodo mteri!

fiqriT cas xar miWedili,

TrTis sxivebis xemi;

TmaqoCora biWebiviT

aqoCrilan xeni;

gardasulSi nawvim wvimebs

sunTqva moaqvT cxeli...

udaviTod daWixvinebs

aq daviTis cxeni!

1998 w.

zaur molaSxia

516

xec irxeoda...

suls uxuTavda Rame xeobas,

mTvaresac bneli gars exveoda;

qari arxevda Ramis kulisebs...

............................................xec irxeoda _

gadazneqili Rrma ufskrulisken!

1998 w.

isev mas veli...

drois jileSi fiqri xelaobs: _

mec viyav biWi pirtitvelao,

mec myavda mama, myavda mSobeli...

................................... vin miyelao?

ucxod momirTes wuTisofeli!

dabla Camodis zeca wveTebad...

ra Caifiqres neta RmerTebma?

es saukune gadis helomdis...

.............................dro iRvenTeba,

isev mas veli... rasac velodi!

1998 w.

dadis cerberi...

is ocdaori... is dekemberi...

rogor dakarga maSin dRem feri!

axlac is Jami Jonavs bindebad...

............................. dadis cerberi

da misTvis mwvane Suqi inTeba!

1998 w.

xana siWarmagisa

517

cis madliT...

gamozafxulda. ayvavda mnaTi,

momiTaTuna mzem sxivis TaTi;

TrTian foTlebi _ mwvane Citebi...

.............................. axla cis madliT

TviT aryofnasac daveWidebi!

1998 w.

myralad miyuCda...

myralad miyuCda yvela myivari,

vinc “yoCaRobda” rusTvelze RamiT...

Tumca momravlda dRes satkivari, _

ima myivarTa ar ismis Cqamic!

...........................................................

modgma barabis! modgma kaenis!

mterTa dudukze mocekvaveni: _

Cacxrnen,

CaCumdnen, Caibunages...

Tan isinjaven zurgze unagrebs!

1998 w.

zaur molaSxia

518

diptiqi I

sisxlisferad odes Tovda,

Cven gvaTbobda kolxuri ca...

da kolxeTi kolxeTobda, _

amas gviTxrobs momxdurica!

iyo daburuli vaziT,

amo Crdili ekra xeTa...

mere...qveynis guliT, azriT _

kaxeTs unda ekaxeTa!

Cans myofadi kvlav sarTvelo,

zari cisa rekavs mxneda!

iqneboda saqarTvelo? _

kaxeTs rom ar ekaxeTa!

“qarTl-kaxeTi”... icis bavSvmac _

CvenTa gulTa gasaxarad...

magram...lamis sisxli gaSres, _

mteri gvitevs dasamxarad!

II

kvlav, kolxeTo, ibrwyinvale,

agacilebs ca mokvdomas...

bedis Cangi iwkrialebs, _

odes SeZleb wamodgomas!

Tumc... axlaxan gZarcves, gTeles...

kvlav SenSia igi _ neba...

ros moyvasi gadRegrZelebs,

gamyidveli igineba!

dros daadeb boqloms gana?

ferecvlebaT mindor-xedebs...

kvlavac mova oqros xana

Tu kolxeTi ikolxeTebs!

Sen, aiav, ibrwyinvale,

agaridebs ca mokvdomas...

bedis Cangi iwkrialebs

da... kvlav SeZleb wamodgomas!

1998 w.

xana siWarmagisa

519

reminiscenciuli wiaRsvla

wevs nalomari _ aCrdili lomis,

(guls Caixvies dardi lekvebma...)

es undo Jami _ sxva Wiris mdomi,

netavi rodis gadirekeba?

tkivili...

javri...

akvnesda lomi...

dadgnen qarebi _ Simunvarebi...

_ ras izams xalxi _ abesalomi?

ros hyavs cbieri Sin murmanebi?

1998 w.

ifxizle, ifxizle, odiSo!

boroti borotad bodiSobs,

siave sikeTes rodi Sobs...

ifxizle, ifxizle, odiSo!

xma isma _ avqari mohqriso,

zugdidSi dro rekavs SfoTviso,

manqurTTa mxedroba modiso...

ifxizle, ifxizle, odiSo!

xom xedav _ ra yofam mogviswro,

aspitma lamis mze mogviSTo...

ifxizle, ifxizle, odiSo!

avahme, qveyanas uWirso,

aTasi Taxsiri quCiso,

vinc aris ujigro, ujiSo, _

dRes mtroben saZvales qujiso!..

boroti borotad bodiSobs,

siave sikeTes rodi Sobs...

ifxizle, ifxizle, odiSo!

1998 w. 29 dekemberi

zaur molaSxia

520

gzispir damdgara...

saxe aqvs sevdiT gadawarRvnili,

igia axla am soflis sarke...

gzispir damdgara gamxdar-daRlili

da gadaxrili aryofnisaken! 1998 w.

rekomendaciebi!!!

varskvlavebi naToben, _

eyo zecas iebi...

rogor gagvibatondnen _

rekomendaciebi!

rekomendaciebi!

aqeT-iqiT jebiri...

Jonavs Jami ciebis!

da... gvamxnevebs “Cefiri” _

rekomendaciebis!

rekomendaciebis!

rogor geuflebian,

dro ar grCeba Ziebis...

ras ar geubnebian

rekomendaciebi!

rekomendaciebi!

yvelas yuri moyruvda,

xma ar gvesmis cieris...

TiTs gviqneven moyvrulad _

rekomendaciebi!

rekomendaciebi!

xana siWarmagisa

521

xelSi unda vuyuroT

TneviT, kudis qiciniT,

rodis, rogorc fuRuros,

agvavseben isini!

madli vuTxraT ufalso,

gvyvanan saTno Ziebi...

gvaswavlian ufasod _

rekomendaciebi!

rekomendaciebi!

varskvlavebi naToben, _

eyo zecas iebi...

rogor gagvibatondnen _

reko-menda-ciebi!

reko-menda-ciebi!

1998 w.

tyuilebis velze dagasaxla

Seni wili masac miuarCive,

xelmoWeras xelis gaSla arCie;

gulwuwkobas is ver gadaaCvie...

guldawyvetiT gzas gascqeri axla!

crupentelas cruficili qacvia,

gagiWirda, zurgi Semogaqcia,

ZlivsRa mixvdi, _ Tu ra xviTo kacia...

tyuilebis velze dagasaxla!

1998 w.

zaur molaSxia

522

erT dros jeeli

erT dros jeeli, axla borZikiT

miaCxarunebs ConCxsa Tu sxeuls...

Cvenc davwrialebT gzaze! borji ki

ararad agdebs mZlevars Tu Zleuls!

1998 w.

gafiJvinebul Rrublebs

gafiJvinebul Rrublebs

CamoeRvaraT lila...

Tu bneli drois zRurblebs

ver gadmoJonavs dila, _

maSin davrCebiT aqeT

da ifuTfuTebs matli!

Tqven kvlav uRirsi aqeT

da daiviwyeT madli!

1999 w.

xana siWarmagisa

523

me da is

me

Cemi simarTliT miyvarxar,

is

Tavis simarTliT garTula...

Tqvi:

ori simarTle vin naxa

an

ori simarTle sad Tqmula?!

dRe

Cadis _ sivrceSi narwevi,

mzes

vxedav Wiafrad miwurvils...

kvlav

mxvdeba _ sibneliT nawyeni _

es

Cemi drouli miwuri.

Cans,

veRar gavige cxovrebis

gza, _

TmeniT avlili, Cavlili...

dro

msaltavs, dro _ monatborebi,

cis

sunTqva livlivebs WavliviT...

me

Cemi simarTliT miyvarxar,

is

Tavis simarTliT garTula...

Tqvi:

ori simarTle vin naxa

an

ori simarTle sad Tqmula?!

1999 w.

zaur molaSxia

524

gaisma kivili uceb

gaisma kivili uceb,

aimRvra mziani are;

Rimili miemsxvraT tuCze

quCaSi momRimar qalebs...

manqanis dalewil farebs

esxura wveTebi sisxlis

da... Caqra mziani are,

TvalebSi Cagubda nisli!

1999 w.

dadumebula tye, viT sasaxle

dadumebula tye, viT sasaxle,

qari TavdaxriT dadga ielTan...

Sors, nabolara sxivi caxcaxebs, _

dRis miwurulze _ dasalierTan,

amRvrevs dasavals feri veJani,

qreba TandaTan sivrce xiluli...

da, sinanuliT vxedav, _ es Jami

xeliT misxlteba, rogorc yinuli.

1999 w.

ra vicodi...

I

vTqvi: _ getira aq yofa,

axla saiT, mumlo?

gaiSifra martyofTan

Seni saidumlo!

II

azrialdnen sxva zarebi,

ros gamqonda lelo da...

ra vicodi, bazaleTi

TbilisSi rom meloda!

2000 w.

xana siWarmagisa

525

me raWa miyvars SennairiT da ara misiT...

zurab qafianiZes

JamiTi Jamad

miyvars xelSi Wiqis daWera

da sadRegrZelo

miyvars misi, vinc aris Rirsi...

Tumc samegrelo

Segvigina erTma raWvelma,

me raWa miyvars

SennairiT da ara misiT!

arc iSviaTad,

momxvedria wyena, viT koxi,

miTqvams saTqmeli

gulwrfelobiT da ara qlesviT...

vityvi yovelTvis: _

vinc ver itans laparaks kolxis,

ar mwams imisi

arc kacobis da arca leqsis.

Tu aris kaci _

qarTveluri jiSis Tu modgmis,

ar SeiZleba

ar esmodes megruli moTqmis,

im tkivilebis, _

uZvelesis, miTaJamuris, _

odes daemxo

mxargaSlili, didi mamuli!

da, imis Semdeg

ismis moTqma gulis damWreli,

mas igebs yvela _

naRdi kaxi, svani, raWveli...

da, imis Semdeg

zaur molaSxia

526

uZvelesi ena megruli _

qarTuli enis

suliT, sisxliT aris erTguli!

JamiTi Jamad

miyvars xelSi Wiqis daWera

da sadRegrZelo

miyvars misi, vinc aris Rirsi...

Tumc samegrelo

Segvigina erTma raWvelma,

me raWa miyvars

SennairiT da ara misiT!

2000 w.

movida dila _ zecis qalwuli

movida dila _ zecis qalwuli, _

Ramis natanji sulis mkurnali...

gamodis vaJi, RviniT narwyuliT

Tavmtkivani da saxemxurvali.

Tvalebi bJutavs danislul mzeriT...

dgas javriani... Tbili qaria...

sufra... sicili... triali Weris...

auries Tu TviTon aria...

gulSi isari feTqavs erosis, _

xan mtanjveli da xan maTrobeli:

amSvidebs dila _ cis angelozi

da... ismis mnaTis sagalobeli.

2000 w.

xana siWarmagisa

527

sulTqma abesalomisa

avznianobs dro, eTero,

gulze mirtyams weraqviT...

rogor unda mogeferos

is _ murmani _ veragi!

suli eSmas mihyida da

gulSi boRma Catova:

momiwamla, vinc mihyvarda,

mec ki momajadova!

dagtovebdi gana sneuls _

wminda suliT martosa?

veRar vZlie eSmakeuls...

vax, murmanis patronsa!

vinc megona yma erTguli _

igi bilwi yofila,

tartarozTan Sekrula da

yofna damaTmobina!

suli eSmas mihyida da

gulSi boRma Catova;

momiwamla, vinc miyvarda,

mec ki momajadova!

2000 w.

gadis sawuTro...

atirdnen fexqveS nawvimi gzebi,

gekvris talaxi _ miwa codvili...

gadis sawuTro _ monasizmrebi,

maradisobis amocoxnili.

2000 w.

zaur molaSxia

528

me maxsovs yvela!

es bneli Rame msgavsia karvis,

Rame Ramea! dRisiTac bnela!

iqneba axla vaxsovar arvis,

samagierod, me maxsovs yvela: _

gamitexia visTanac puri,

visTvisac miTqvams oriod sityva...

dro _ Zveleburi Tu axleburi

ar mindobs, _

laxtebs lawaniT mirtyams!

aq bevrjer mzera momeso mtruli,

gadaeCvia aq xalxi sicils;

aq guSin riJraJs gauskda guli _

Camoibura kalTebi sivrcis...

es bneli Rame msgavsia karvis,

Rame Ramea! dRisiTac bnela!

iqneba axla vaxsovar arvis,

samagierod, me maxsovs yvela!

2000 w.

maSin es guli gaiyo orad

ros samegrelos

siZulvilis esroles bombi,

samafSalio

ros miugdes yrantala yorans

da taSs ukravda

im siglaxes mweralic zogi, _

maSin es guli gaiyo orad!

2001 w.

xana siWarmagisa

529

*** Tavis Tavidan amoxta kaci,

ayvirda misi Zvlebi Tu ConCxi...

amsxvrevda Wiqebs _

uazrod daclils

da... muSaobda JamTasvlis cocxi!

2001 w.

dasazRvruli usazRvroeba

mozRvavebula sakvnes-saRreni,

mohbezrebia gulsac droeba...

gahmzers goneba dausazRvreli _

CvenTvis dasazRvrul usazRvroebas.

mzeragaumtar gancdis galavans

gadaevleba muza, droebiT...

maSin xorcqmnili kaci ara var, _

Tanamdevi var usazRvroebis!

maSin yvelgan da yvelaferSi var,

maSin SenSic var, sulo, rCeulo...

maSin davfrinav TviTon mzeSiac,

rogorc uxorco an usxeulo!

magram... Zvirfasi qreba wami da...

vuwamebivar wamebs uwamlod...

da... Rameebis bnel nawnaviTa

CamoeSveba igi _ uwyalo!

gavilevi da gaviwurebi

da Caminavlebs gulsac droeba...

moixilaven mxolod sulebi

CvenTvis dasazRvrul usazRvroebas!

2001 w.

zaur molaSxia

530

vrekav warsulSi... vrekav warsulSi... mesmis xmauri...

(momavlidan ki _ jerac zumeri...)

vrekav warsulSi, xmaucnauri

mpasuxobs Cemi moZme _ Sumeri!

ros SoreTidan mzera marduqis

sivrces misxivebs siluskumeSi,

maSin cxadad vgrZnob: _ sulo, marduqi,*

* marduqi _ (megr) mezrdebi.

viT samermiso mze Tu nugeSi.

2001 w.

msjavrdadebulebs vgavarT yvelani

tyeSi ciskarma gaifaCuna _

dilis gaCenas gadahyva Rame...

feTqavs balaxi _ miwis sarCuli,

asdis nislebi mindvrebs da xramebs...

kvlav ismis oxvra kldes mijaWvulis,

ra SeuZliaT mlokav goSiebs...

Cven Tavze gvadgas mkacri msajuli,

borgavs samyaro samyaroSive!

moxSirebula Sxama, narSavi,

qveynebs aryeven JamTa ryevani...

davaSaveT Tu ar davaSaveT, _

msjavrdadebulebs vgavarT yvelani!

2001 w.

xana siWarmagisa

531

Sen xar momavali...

_ Sen xar momavali, sxvas visRa velodeT?..

(dgas gzisken mzirali brZeni ioane...)

_ moved, sixarulo, yovelni mReroden,

am Sensa samwysosa Tvalni mimoavlen.

da xalxi, es xalxi _ yuriT usminarni,

TvaliT ver mxedvelni... gadacdomilebi...

maT axla sWirdebaT madli uflisani,

moved, yovlisSemZlev, ixsen codvilebi!

2002 w.

kosmiuro!

kosmiuro! Seni uxmo xmaa,

rom gvafxizlebs ugonobiT pyrobilT...

idumali Seni gulisTqmaa _

Tuki varCevT anfasisgan profils...

Seni nebiT mowurvila wvima,

Cans varskvlavi _ anarekli cecxlis...

gabmulia maradiul simad _

es kavSiri miwisa da zecis!

kosmiuro! Sen maoceb axlac,

amouxsnels mousvenrad gimzer...

xorcielis uZlureba damxravs _

gadamxobils uJamobis qimze!

2002 w.

zaur molaSxia

532

vinc aq zari darisxa!

mogudula, moxuTula qaris xma,

is wasula, vinc aq zari darisxa!

sixalise dahkargvia xalissac...

im mTidanac xma ar ismis xarisa!

aq sxva aris, aq sxva aris da is sxva

yelyelaobs, roca rwmena daimsxvra!

Rvinos nacvlad samsala vin damisxa?

ar Cans igi, vinc aq zari darisxa!

2002 w.

risTvis...

risTvis vimtvrie Tavi am soflad?

vervin CaTesavs siTbos qvagulSi!

viT uerovno da usamSoblo, _

vcxovrob sawuTros gamoqvabulSi!

2002 w.

am SuaRamiT...

ar feTqavs axla layuCic qaris,

mTvares sxivebi varjSi Caubams...

raRac uxorco da uCinari,

vgrZnob, TiTqos lamobs CemTan saubars.

gayursulia xeebis rigi,

sivrceebs arxevs uJamo Jami;

mesaubreba usityvod igi...

sul sxva kaci var am SuaRamiT!

2002 w.

xana siWarmagisa

533

dRes sanTels xsovnis taZarSi vanTeb

gela berZeniSvils

ra giTxra, Zmao, ase uZluri

ar ganmicdia sityva saTqmeli...

yofna-aryofna _ sevdis kunZuli _

tkivilis sanTlad Camosaqneli...

Cabrunebuli sityvis naxleCi

guls Casobia rkinis soliviT...

undo cxovrebam gxlarTa maxeSi, _

viT udabnoSi gadasrolili...

ratom an risTvis gagwira bedma?

bedma ki ara, im ubedobam!

ara aqvs brali, es uwyis RmerTma,

Sens mamobas Tu iras dedobas!

dRes sanTels xsovnis taZarSi vanTeb,

minda amovTqva sityva gulidan...

Sen aravisi arara gmarTebs

Seni kacuri siyvaruliTa!

caa xan sisvi, xan kidev _ mreSi,

wamTa wvimebi gvewvimebian...

saqarTveloa codvilTa xelSi

da ucodvelni ewirebian!

ra giTxra, Zmao, ase uZluri

me ar mqonia sityva arodes...

var uTqmelobiT guldasusxuli,

TiTqos dumili marTla kmarodes!

mwarea yofna daSlil tiviviT,

odes grigali gviaxlovdeba...

saSinelia dedis tkivili, _

guls Cagubuli mamis godeba!

zaur molaSxia

534

Sen gverdiT, Zmao, dRes godebs bevri,

Cvens qveyanaSi mZime wlebia...

saqarTveloSi trialebs kevri

da gulmarTlebi ilewebian!

am yofas rogor gadaevlebi

an dRisiT, anda ukun RameSi?

qvas gaalRoben ninos cremlebi, _

dais cremlebi _ umduRaresi!

misdevs gatanjul wamebs wami da

nedli rtoebi isev xmebian...

eger, burusSi moTqvams mamida,

aq _ megobrebi imexebian!

caa xan sisvi, xan kidev _ mreSi,

wamTa wvimebi gvewvimebian...

saqarTveloa codvilTa xelSi

da ucodvelni ewirebian!

2002 w.

xana siWarmagisa

535

akivlda sivrce...

akivlda sivrce... grigali atyda...

cas gauvarda xelidan kvari...

samyaroc darCa uecrad saxtad _

sawamebeli aRmarTes jvari!

gTeles da gTaTxes, gadagiares, _

maSin Secbundnen TviTon junglebic...

ra gveSveleba adamianebs,

nuTu arasdros ar movrjuldebiT?

2002 w.

dar- avdaris Tvea

dar-avdaris Tvea,

dar-avdari, dar-avdari, dari...

muqi sinaTlea,

Tovlgareul wvimas arxevs qari!

zis sarkmelTan biWi,

mamis natvra, mamis alikvali...

SeSa nela iwvis

da buxridan miixveva kvamli.

daRvremili dRea,

TiTqos kvnesis Jamgasuli Tari...

dar-avdaris Tvea,

dar-avdari, dar-avdari, dari!

2003 w.

zaur molaSxia

536

am gzaze...

am gzaze didxans, didxans vicdidiT,

didxans gvesmoda xmebi lodinis...

zogjer kvnesa da zogjer sicili,

xanac sivrceSi xelis potini...

vicdidiT didxans, velodiT didxans,

ar ki vicodiT, Tu ras velodiT...

zemoT xmaliviT ekida kiTxva

da Cven verafriT Tavs ver vSvelodiT!

gulSi vmalavdiT gulis satkivars,

radgan erTmaneTs xels ar vuwvdidiT...

bolos gavigeT naTlad, martivad: _

yvela sakuTar Tavs rom vucdidiT!

2003 w.

wuTebs wuTebi emarWvaleba

wuTebs wuTebi emarWvaleba,

kvlav gadaeba avdars avdari

da gadasZaxes Walebs Walebma: _

aRar gveSveba undo zamTari!

mindvrad qarebi susxiT Sxuian,

yinCi mamali dedals ekvreba...

cis Suaguli moRuSulia,

dro ki Tavisas mierekeba!

swrafad ezrdebaT Rrublebs eSvebi,

qveviT qirqilebs gulqva qaroni...

eger, qal-vaJni, _ mocisqveSeni,

upovrebi Tu usaxlkaroni...

nuTu gulebi kacTa gaqvavda?

TviTmkvlels veravin etyvis: _ “moica!”

Ramdeba... bolo sxivic Caqra da

gareSemoni bindma moicva!

2003 w.

xana siWarmagisa

537

eqspromti

Ppatara musikoss _ irma gigans

axla Sens Sublze mermisi naTelobs,

xar mofrenili angelosiviT;

umanko TvalebiT Senc unda aTeno

Rame _

musikiT garemosili...

patara TiTebze hyvavian hangebi,

TiTebi bgerebiT daxunZlulia...

Ees mxolod

madlia maRali gangebis, _

adamiani aq uZluria.

zogi _

usulgulo _ avobs da avsulobs...

avs SenTan

ra unda, pawia asulo!

am mTis da

am baris Tavs gadgas naTeli,

Senc Seni

TiTebiT axare qarTveli...

mag TiTebs CamohyavT ciuri hangebi,

TiTebi bgerebiT daxunZlulia...

Ees mxolod

madlia maRali gangebis, _

adamiani aq uZluria!

2003 w.

zaur molaSxia

538

gaumaZRroba

naqurd-naZarcviT ago sasaxle,

ecotaveba rac aqvs, rac ari...

Cadis yovelgvar simamaZaRles

kaci _ talaxi gaumaZRari!

2004 w.

Jamma warsuli...

Jamma warsuli

wyarosaviT CaixvarCala...

zogs miwa aTbobs,

vieTnisas aTbobs ca keras!

axla TiTqosda

es samyaro ganze darCa da

me ki... calke var!

2004 w.

dro mova

dro mova _ didi SvebiT aRvsili,

bedmorWmulobis marcvlebs daTesavs;

ca _

mSobliurad wiaRgaxsnili _

ar daiSurebs CvenTvis naTelsa.

2004 w.

xana siWarmagisa

539

lodnars exveva...

lodnars exveva xvifli notio,

da wveTavs leSxi _ nacremli foTlis...

imdeni ismis xma Tu motivi

aq, am adgilas, veravin moTvlis.

xandisxan (vamCnev) gadifrens qori,

xan gvimrianSi Tvals vkideb xvilars...

vercxlisfer wamTa Camodis Tqori

da maaxloebs uxilvel xilvas.

2004 w.

mimoyanwalobs wvima

mimoyanwalobs wvima

gaxmovanebul qariT,

uTqmels ar tovebs wvrilmans,

icis mTisa da baris...

sarkmelTan ismens cira

cisa da miwis ambavs...

kvlav dayanwalobs wvima

da wers ucnaur anbans...

2004 w.

pirqarSi

bindbundia Tu dgeba riJraJi,

ibudeben Tu

iRviZeben Citebi Wreli;

dRea Tu Rame _ me var pirqarSi,

ver momeRirsa simSvidis Weri!

2004 w.

zaur molaSxia

540

paraleluri samyaroebi

amovardnilni am samyarodan

varT mgzavrni sul sxva ganzomilebis...

TiTqos eTeric gasamyarovda,

varT ciur mzeriT gazomilebi!

ejaxebian erTurTs droebi,

RviTisSvilebs gvikvirs es uRmerToba!

paraleluri samyaroebi

xedaven Cvens beds Tu ubedobas...

codvebi codvebs crian JinJRliviT,

codvili codviT gvepatiJeba...

albaT momaval droTa yiJini

gveSvileba an gvebadiSeba...

jer ki... Cven vxedavT da Cvenc gvxedaven: _

sivrce, tye - veli, mTa, wyaroebi...

erTxelac vigrZnobT: _ rogor feTqaven

paraleluri samyaroebi!

2004 w.

Sen uwyi, ciero...

Sen uwyi, ciero, zaurs ra mindoda...

kvlav nuRar gagvwirav sauamindoda!

dro gaurkvevlobis Tavs adgas sawiers...

ar vici, iq davrCi... Tu gamovaRwie...

wvrilia es gzebi, viT SeSa sawalde...

am gzebiT rogorRa vewio sawadels!

momavlis saxes rad mifarav, vualo...

im cixes mec unda garSemo vuaro!

iqneba gaixsnas karebi Tavada, _

mze modges cis kides _ camyaris Tamada...

.....................................................................

Sen uwyi, ciero, zaurs ra mindoda...

kvlav nuRar gagvwirav sauamindoda!

2004 w.

xana siWarmagisa

541

Cems SviliSvils ninos

I

amococda aryofnidan

varskvlavi...

bzobis dRes vin maxarebda

masaviT.

ra pawawa da rtosaviT

namleva;

angelozi Tavze adgas

mfarvelad!

II

RmerTis gvrito, mofrenilo

RvTis nebiT, _

Sen ibrwyine sicocxliT da

RirsebiT:

iasaviT xar pawawa,

namleva...

angelozi Tavze gadgas

mfarvelad!

2004 w.

zaur molaSxia

542

Ramdeba

Ramdeba. dro Seicvleba

xval an zeg, anda mazega...

am zegniT qari SoSina

gadaexveva sxva zegans...

kuTavs da kuTavs narCita

wvril totze, rogorc narzeda...

TiTo-orola qal-kaci

dakantikuntobs gzazeda!

2005 w.

swrafula*

minaweri jibo jimeris “rCeulze”.

minda vnaxo misi Tuzis

sanaxebi, sawieri...

axla magidasTan Tu zis _

ver mewveva mawvieri.

masSi cocxlad hgies “ia”,

sityva mosdgams mawieri...

Tu dardebi miesia _

gauqarvebs awi eri!

2005 w.

* swrafula _ eqspromtis Sesatyvisad j. jimeris mier

SemoRebuli.

xana siWarmagisa

543

emateba muguzali muguzals...

emateba muguzali muguzals, _

kvlav guzguzebs gulSi gulis xanZari...

ar gCvevia liqnoba da ukusvla,

giTqvams igi _ fiqrsa Sigan rac ari!

gons amSvenebs SoreTs iqiT yureba,

Tumc sawuTro iweweba nislebad...

ar gCvevia moxra, moqedureba,

SenTvis Seni simaRlea _ Rirseba!

siWabukis dro - Jams isev vin aSlis?

gabiTurda, rac drom wmindad aqsova...

zixar axla usinaTlo binaSi,

arvis eli... albaT arc vis axsovxar!

emateba muguzali muguzals, _

kvlav guzguzebs gulSi gulis xanZari...

ar gCvevia liqnoba da ukusvla,

giTqvams igi _ gulsa Sigan rac ari!

2005 w.

kvercxi _ sxvagan...

zvaobrobam mokrZaleba iTayvana...

es sawuTro imargleba, viTa yana!

zogma Senze

isityva Tu iqaqana,

kvercxi _ sxvagan...

SenTan mxolod ikakana!

2005 w.

zaur molaSxia

544

Conguris simebs wyvets meCongure

awmyoSi daval, rogorc warsuli,

amaTTvis me var _ ukve yofili...

rogorc striqoni gadaxazuli,

elis aRdgenas uaryofili!

elis aRdgenas: _ sindis - namusi,

mamuliSvili, Tavdadebuli,

wminda hangebi _ mzis salamurSi,

sxivi _ gulebze xsnad gadebuli...

elis aRdgenas... magram nugeSad

es molodini gana ikmarebs?

tkivilisferad ca ikumSeba

da sivrce cremlebs veRar ikavebs!

gzebi gaxsniaT yeyeC-orgulebs,

Sen ras gaxdebi, sulo, rCeulo!

Conguris simebs wyvets meCongure

ase utifrad da uCveulod...

awmyoSi daval, rogorc warsuli,

amaTTvis me var _ ukve yofili...

rogorc striqoni gadaxazuli,

dRes bevri gaxda uaryofili!

2005 w.

RmerTo, ixsen!

RmerTo, ixsen! _

(drom ifeTqa!)

guliT amoTxrobili: _

es qveyana _

kolx - iberTa, _

saqarTvelod xmobili.

2005 w.

xana siWarmagisa

545

izrdeba warsuli

izrdeba warsuli: _

wamobiT, wuTobiT, saaTobiT...

mcirdeba mermisi _

TavsatexiTa da gasarTobiT!

icreba myofoba

sawux - safiqraliT daRdasmuli...

mcirdeba mermisi;

izrdeba,

izrdeba, izrdeba warsuli!

2005 w.

ori Tvea, rac alkohols moveSvi

ori Tvea, rac alkohols moveSvi

da nel-nela movdundi da moveSvi,

uxmod vcxovrob naqeb simyudroveSi...

ori Tvea, rac alkohols moveSvi!

xelovnuri sixalise gamiqra,

“naxvamdiso”, _ gancdam Tavi damikra...

Zveli cecxli, aRmafrena ra iqna?

ori Tvea, rac alkohols moveSvi!

bunebrivi sixalise ara Cans,

TiTqos gulma mTeli grZnoba daxarja, _

irgvliveTi dard - mowyenam dafarCa...

ori Tvea, rac alkohols moveSvi! 2005 w.

zaur molaSxia

546

rogorc TiTi galokili

rogorc TiTi galokili

Sua _ cis da miwis,

drois susxiT garokili

cxovrobs Cumad, simwriT...

mdidaric da uqonelic _

xels zecisken iwvdis;

wvavs genia uqrobeli,

wvalobs, iTmens, icdis...

2005 w.

cam moixsna piri

cam moixsna piri, ca Camodis fexad...

cis samyaro diliT Searyia mexma!

dRe daiwyo ase, ras velodo awi?

axla vdgavar gzaze, axla gulsac awvims...

2005 w.

ise dgas wyali...

ise dgas wyali, TiTqosda sZinavs,

gaswvriv Seirxa foToli wyavis, _

is gahyva

axalnaRviZar niavs,

daeca wyals da, SeakrTo wyali.

2006 w.

xana siWarmagisa

547

Warmagi poetis mwuxreuli fiqri

CemTvis aRar mizrunia wamiT,

arad miCnda sasaxle Tu soro...

me Sevwire poezias Tavi,

ase axla oriod Tu cxovrobs!

mec vatareb am sawuTros damRas,

mec vwuravdi Tavgidela nislebs...

axla Cavsdev wuTisoflis daRmarTs

da gaRmidan ubgero xmebs vismen.

idumaliT mec viyavi mTvrali...

mapatieT, Svilebo da colo! _

me Sevwire poezias Tavi,

ase albaT oriod Tu cxovrobs!

2005 w.

misTvis samSobloc Cala - buCia!

CalaSi axvevs, CalaSi keravs _

yovels da yvelas... ucqeris cerad!

cad movardisfro Rrublis buCqia...

misTvis garemo Cala-buCia!

eger tyeebi, ager mindvrebi _

gulis meoxi, dasamkvidrebi...

Cvenia: mqonec da uqonelic,

naxSiric, cecxlic _ Cauqrobeli!

caze moZravi Rrublis buCqia...

misTvis samSobloc Cala- buCia!

arc aqauri Rvino da qali, _

ucxoeTisken uWiravs Tvali!

2006 w.

zaur molaSxia

548

TviT avenac...

TviT avenac veRar SeZlebs, Senze

ukadrisi rom ikadros axla...

kvlav gulis javrs RameebSi Sezel,

kvlav miuSver mter-moyvaris laxvars

guls, _

mravaljer natkiebs da nacremls,

namartvilevs, nagvemsa da daRlils...

Tvistomebmac ar dagindes: _ gZarcves!

arsad dagrCa TavSesafrad saxli!

da... jaxirob cis da miwis Sua,

samkvidreblad gewilxvedra sivrce...

mimndobeli vin ar mogatyua,

guli mainc ndobis marcvlebs imcvrevs.

dakidulxar drois totze Tavqve,

gatanjuli iRimebi isev...

da, garSemo xelebs uxmod aqnev

da ucnaur igav-zRaprebs ismen!

TviT avenac veRar SeZlebs, Senze

ukadrisi rom ikadros axla...

kvlav gulis dards RameebSi Sezel

da mgeliviT javr- naRveli dagxravs!

2006 w.

xana siWarmagisa

549

mudam euli

xan sivrcis frTaTa moCans savsavi,

xan isaxeba nisli aqlemad;

xan dgaxar ubrad, dumilnasvami, _

Tavs malavs sevda, viT siraqlema!

TviTon xalxSiac xar gandgomili,

xar tablasTanac guldaleuli...

aq bevri tipi dgas kmayofili

da amiT Sen xar mudam euli!

2006 w.

ramdenic unda

ramdenic unda

iwrialo, ixvancalo da

ramdenic unda

Rvaro ofli an cxare cremli,

es dedamiwa

aris mxolod RmerTis wyaloba,

ar gagaCnia sxva sareceli!

2006 w.

laRad mimodian...

laRad mimodian gogo-biWebi,

erTimeores gulTamamad eferebian...

... dRes, Cemeuli

Semodgomis sawieridan _

ra darcxvenilad SemomRimis

Cemi miamiti gazafxuli.

2006 w.

zaur molaSxia

550

Cem garda...

`ori kacia CemSi: erTi RvTis darad iRvwis,

meores is swads,

raic sofels, eSmaks da sikvdils~.

angelus sileziusi

`me momiteveT var umecari~.

giiom apolineri

Cem garda CemSi sxva viRac cxovrobs,

im sxvaSi kidev sxva ilandeba...

veRar gavuge Tavi da bolo, _

es dRe _ xanmokle _ ise Ramdeba!

ver davaRwie am drosac Tavi...

Rlicinebs Jami uTavbolobis!

mouWereli maqvs mosarTavi

da foToliviT SevrCi molodins...

im “sxvam” ifiqros awi rac unda!

vecade, mainc var ucodneli...

Cemi cxovreba CemSi dacurda _

Cemi sikeTiT, gancdiT, codvebiT!

2006 w.

xana siWarmagisa

551

monaTesave sulTa galoba

ar SeiZleba ar tirode

cocxalTa gamo!

gardacvlilebma Tavs uSveles

didi xania!

...eliziumSi hyvavis naTeli,

usxeuloni cekvaven erTad

da iebiviT iSleba irgvliv

monaTesave sulTa galoba.

2006 w.

Zveli Taxsiri

kvlav urcxvi mzeriT

dayinCaobs Zveli Taxsiri _

adre vinc iyo

moTvalTvale mkacri gziriviT,

indauriviT afxorila,

bibiloebi, rogorc daCxiri*

ubrwyinavs, _

axla rusTavelze dadis gmiriviT!

........................................................

kvlav urcxvi mzeriT

dayinCaobs Zveli Taxsiri!

2006 w.

* daCxiri _ (megr.) cecxli.

zaur molaSxia

552

vzivar ezoSi

dRe aris kamkama, koxtaobs atami,

xbo swavlobs xis tanze rColas.

me vzivar ezoSi, kriaxebs qaTami

da krTeba balaxi Cqola...

wasulan mSoblebi... biZiac, bicolac...

iqiTken sxvac bevri ixmes...

am wuTisoflisa vinc rame icoda,

wavida, ewvia miRmeTs...

ca naTlieria, vardisfrobs atami,

xbo swavlobs xis tanze rColas;

kvlav vzivar ezoSi, kakanebs qaTami

da krTeba balaxi Cqola...

2006 w.

Zaladoba

taxtze morWmulad zis Zaladoba!

daTrgunvilia gulalali,

qveynis erTguli, _

CamoTxovili saWamadiT sawyalobeli,

sircxvilisa da simwrisagan

bageCakvnetili...

2007 w.

xana siWarmagisa

553

fiqrTa nawyvetebi #2

fiqrsa da fiqrs Sua wevs sicariele _

araferze nafiqrali Jami!

........................................................

sxivi mimoxtis

kaliasaviT totidan totze _

sivrce da usivrcoba gamovlili;

kiTxvis niSaniviT TavkauWa

eSveba Cem win!

.................................................

heraldikuri mexsiereba JamiJam anTebs

istoriis wamebul caze

Camqral varskvlavTa ciur molandebebs...

.................................................

Tvalebidan:

imzireba Crdilukareba suli,

urioSo suli _ yvavili mSvenierebisa!

am sawuTroSi midi-modian

yvavilebianica da

gvimrebiviT uyvavilonic!

.................................................

fiCxebiviT motkacune TiTebi _

naoWebis farTxuna qselebs Wimaven...

ver daabruneb daubrunebels!

.................................................

kvlav CamoimRereben giJmaJi gazafxulebi,

magram... visTvis?

2007 w.

zaur molaSxia

554

***

saocaria!

am bindbundSi gamokrTis raRac,

ra aris igi?

nuTu aris

uxrwnelis TiTi?

2007 w.

mze Wurtlobs*

vel-mindors, Tvalwin gadaSlils,

cvar-namma saxe mohbana...

mze Wurtlobs, _

Rrublis karavSi

TamaSobs damalobanas!

2007 w.

kmayofileba

ise Camiara k m a y o f i l e b a m _

arc Semomxeda,

albaT, arc ki SevuniSnivar!

2007 w.

* mze Wurtlobs _ (raW.) mze xSirad Rrubels efareba. (qegl).

xana siWarmagisa

555

TiTqosda...

jemal Sonias, laSa gvasalias

TiTqosda vidgeT qveynis napirTan, _

gulidan javri aRar gveSveba...

axla murmanis vTvrebiT aryiTa,

gareT ki wvima moiTqeSeba!

2007w.

sicarielis WurWeli

cota xniT viyav saocrebaSi da me iqidan

davbrundi axla da vzivar

Cumad sicarielis cariel

WurWelSi — am qveyanaSi!

vin momikiTxavs, albaT veravin! yvelas

awuxebs

sicarielis mourCeneli mZafri

tkivili, viTarca damRa

wuTisoflisa!

saocrebaSi viyav cota xniT! iqidan uRvTod

gamoZevebuls — margunes mxolod

sicarielis aRuvsebeli

WurWeli Wreli!

2007w.

zaur molaSxia

556

ar SeiZleba rom ar gtkiodes!

gaxedav sivrces, molaRurs, mercxals...

ragind uJmurad dro gadiodes! _

ar SeiZleba es miwa, es ca,

rom ar gtkiodes!

gaxedav egriss, gaxedav kaxeTs,

imers da amers... mze adiodes...

ar SeiZleba, Tu guliT naxe,

rom ar gtkiodes!

iq afxazeTi ucxosTan iTevs,

aq samaCablo sanam Ciodes?

ar SeiZleba, TuU guli gicems,

rom ar gtkiodes!

mowveTavs cidan naJuri Rrublis...

wminda mdinare mudam diodes!

uSbis siwminde, yazbegis Subli,

siyvaruliviT unda gtkiodes!

gaxedav sivrces, torolas, mercxals...

ragind ugulod dro gadiodes!

ar SeiZleba es miwa, es ca,

rom ar gtkiodes!

2007 w.

xana siWarmagisa

557

Tvalebi gvira...

garindebula Crdilebi mTebis,

Crdilebi kldeTa da mwvervalebis...

zamTarSic yinvis siciviT vTbebi, _

radgan sayvarlad mdeven Tvalebi!

Tvalebi gvira _ minavlul welTa

momiraJebul ferSi xveuli...

am gulisgulSi ra wmindad wveTavs

is Rameebi — soflad rxeuli!

nazo, o, nazo... Seni saxelis

xsenebas Cemi sivrcec ganicdis...

ar vici, sad xar! saiT waxvedi,

xar Tu aRara, isic ar vici!

ramdeni weli miefSvna kedels,

yofna-aryofnis kedels uCinars...

drois danebi masac ki kveTen,

rac xsovnas xsovnam gadaurCina!

Tvalebi gvira — minavlul welTa

momiraJebul ferSi xveuli...

am gulisgulSi ra wmindad wveTavs

is Rameebi — gadarxeuli!

2007w.

zaur molaSxia

558

netari gancda

Tavis momxedavs ucdis yamiric,

vazis Reroebs glexi mokonavs...

sadRac izrdeba Cumad yvavili,

gzaze msubuqad midis gogona;

yuCad damdgara molze boCola,

landi lekviviT feTqavs mdeloze...

gulSi netari gancda moJonavs, _

TiTqos bavSvobis vismen Selocvebs.

2007w.

dro aireklavs...

dro aireklavs sicocxles Sensas,

miRmuri sivrce gadaxsnis fardas...

mas albaT

cremlad wascdeba kvnesa _

visac aq Seni yofna uyvarda!

aqaur drosTan morCebi davas,

wuTisoflidan ros gaxval gareT...

da, mkacrad,

ukanmouxedavad

gaijaxuneb sawuTros karebs!

2007w.

xana siWarmagisa

559

Tvalebakruli qali

`sicrue qveynis wesrigad qceula~.

franc kafka

TbilisSi dadis sasworiT xelSi _

Tvalebakruli qali...

dRea criata... nazamTral xeSi

ukve Camdgara wyali!

gazafxuls isev gvpirdeba Jami,

Tavis rigiT da wesiT...

mimofratunobs sawyali qali,

ar ZaluZs, Torem,esmis!

aris gulmZimed zafxul-zamTari...

Tvali aukres ZaliT!

gaxda cxovreba ise wamxdari,

Wirs gamoxruli Zvalic!

gulukeTurTa ismis xarxari,

dRea mowyeniT, mkrTali...

dadis sasworiT xmeli, gamxdari —

Tvalebakruli qali!

2007w.

erTurTis gverdiT... erTurTis gverdiT

Cveni mtrebi mxardamxaroben...

Cven ki... qarcemul foTlebsaviT —

JamkarareviT —

ra beCavurad vSorivSordebiT!

2007w.

zaur molaSxia

560

aRCnda varskvlavi

mikoWlaoben sawierze dRe-Rameebi,

JamTsabrunaviT kvlav brunaven mkacri

borblebi...

kvlav molodiniT mdumareben

mTa-klde-Rreebi;

Canan RrubelTa nawyvetebi — frTebi orbebis!

garRveulia horizonti simaRleebiT...

aRCnda varskvlavi, _

netav, risi winamorbedi?!

2007w.

ielvebs maxvili orpiri

ielvebs maxvili orpiri,

maxvili — yovelTa mxilebis;

vinc aris dReis dRiT brmobili, —

iqneba Tvalanaxilebi!

wrexazebs moxazavs kverTxi da

inaTebs simarTle sxivnarTi...

sanamdis gavsxltebi qveynidan,

msurs giTxra: _ yovelTvis miyvardi;

yovelTvis Sens mxares videqi,

maSinac, aq rom ar viyavi...

mzev, _ getyvi, _ mwuxrisken midrekils,_

me _ aqac da iqac miyvardi...

ielvebs maxvili orpiri,

maxvili — yovelTa mxilebis...

vinc aris uRvTosgan brmobili,

iqneba Tvalanaxilebi!

2007w.

xana siWarmagisa

561

cis yvavilnarSi cxadad eZina

cis yvavilnarSi cxadad eZina,

dabla yvaoda sunTqva ekalTa...

simSvidis feri gadaefina,

Tu idumali gadaekvarTa?

sxivTa saTqmeli dilas mohqonda,

miwas jer wminda sisxli stkioda...

gamovliliyo ukve golgoTa

da mze — axali — amodioda.

2007w.

***

`garCenili var qvebze kalmaxi~.

t. tabiZe

planetis grili mecema Crdili

da frinveliviT sivrce mitacebs,

magram... qvebze var mec garCenili

da uadgilod davrCi miwaze!

arqaul sxivTa mexveva wyeba

da dros veyrdnobi, rogorc yavarjens.

es guli ufro momTmeni xdeba, _

xval Tu zeg Sengan elis ganaCens!

2007w.

zaur molaSxia

562

dadis SoreTTan axlos...

dadis SoreTTan axlos mgzavri — kosmiur gzis...

gadamwvandeba axo amosasvleli mziT!

nela gamodis RrubliT axalSobili ca, _

loyaze stkiva Rrmuli — ozonisferi wva...

afeTqebaTa wyeba kosmoss gabzaravs kvlav?

varskvlavi cremlad swydeba usasrulobis rkals!

gaCenis dRidan, miwyiv, guls gaoreba xravs...

isev mococavs miwiT balaxis mwvane xma!

2007w.

1. masTan

mis mkacrsa da ganzogadebul saxeze

erTi wertilic araa TanagrZnobisa;

mis Sublze: _

wvrili, zogadi xazebi

gulgrilobis civi anareklia mxolod...

ra daaberebs,

ra moklavs aseTs?

anda, saerTod, cocxlobs Tu ara?

2. SenTan...

...SenTan ki, SenTan

da Sen garSemo

Seni mzeris alfa-sxivebi

nakverCxaliviT aRviZeben minavlul vnebas

da dadebiTad muxtaven gulebs...

2007w.

xana siWarmagisa

563

Cven gvinaxavs...

minaweri soso siguas wignze - `orfeosi~.

Cven gvinaxavs

molaSqreni — drois uwyvet svlaSi, -

qariSxlebTan

molaSqreni mSvild-isrebiT, xmlebiT...

maSin Cven aq

ar viyaviT, iq viyaviT maSin,

im dros sul sxva

xalxi iyo, sul sxva saxiT, mxrebiT...

daserili

sxeulidan wvimas xmobda sisxli,

sisxli mudam

metyvelebda, mudam: lxinSic, WirSic...

gvifeTqavda

mkerdSi guli, Senaxuli mzisTvis....

kvlav burjalobs

JamuTvleli mZle geni Tu jiSi!

2007w.

zaur molaSxia

564

bedis amooxvra

veravin metyvis: _ vin var!

veravin metyvis: _ ra var!

guls aRmoxdeba gminva,

tkivils viunjeb mravals! _

tkivils, viTarca suldgmuls,

mokeTes anda verags...

rogorc gasrolil Surduls, _

dros mivadevneb mzeras...

vetyvi zogierT vinmes: _

saxeli gergo beTi...

guls aRmomskdari gminva _

amooxvraa bedis!

2007w.

rom Tqva...

rom Tqva xmamaRla: - `Zalian miWirs!~ _

siSiSvlesaviT gesircxvileba...

mravalTagani xar Svili miwis,

Ramis ca gimzers _ vercxlisRileba!

2007w.

xana siWarmagisa

565

drois mtevnebi

cas Seqarvuli drois mtevnebi

uxmod, TandaTan daiwureba...

guli — dro-Jamze minatevebi _

zogjer uTqmelad daiwyluleba!

am liandagebs — gasrolil isrebs _

matarebelTa anTebs griali...

Sen daeSvebi qvalodze isev _

jer ganucdebi gancdis sialiT...

dro-Jams verara ver mouxerxe

TvalTuxilavis uxmo ZiebiT...

tanjvis xes fesvi ver mouxerxe _

ver amoagde misi Zirebi!

yorani kvlavac gadiyrantalebs,

kvlavac Camoyris foTlebs qarsusxi...

Sen isev Seni jvari atare,

(iq, boloSia yovlis pasuxi!)

Sen isev Seni Tvale saTvleli,

didi an mcire age taZari;

isev aanTe Seni sanTeli,

rac SegiZlia — is moaswari!

mravalgvar gancdebs minatevebi

gulic xandaxan daiwyluleba...

cas dakiduli drois mtevnebi

isev droisgan daiwureba!

2007w.

zaur molaSxia

566

silaJvardeSi dgas suli

vaJa xornauls

xorcis garsidan gasuli

silaJvardeSi dgas suli,

dgas sulTa garemocvaSi...

naTlad naTdeba locvaSi;

Tumc uxmobs es zRva, mTa-bari, _

zecaa misi safari!

ukve ar axsovs: xorci mas

gars emosa Tu ebura...

sxivTa sxivebi kocnian

angelozebiseburad.

xorcis garsidan gasuli

silaJvardeSi dgas suli.

2007w.

mwvane cecxli

gadaifxriwa saburi Ramis, _

gamoCnda dilis fafuki terfi;

foTlis saxsarze aTrTolda nami

da mkrTali nisli xiluleTs erTvis...

nakadulis xmiT xalisobs xevi,

ca siTbos gvawvdis ciuri peSviT;

dila Semodis sivrcis morxeviT

da mwvane cecxli dacocavs tyeSi.

2008w.

xana siWarmagisa

567

xanmoTeulma isev axsena

moswydeba mzera cremlisfer Cqerad,

sxivebs aanTebs savse surebad...

Sori Tvalebis Rvivani cqera

gulSi miTiviT Caewureba...

axsovs: _ sawuTro eqca mas xsenad,

garokilia is xe — mSvenebis...

xanmoTeulma isev axsena,

Tumca ras Secvlis marto xsenebiT!

2008w.

mas sxvad yofna ar SeeZlo

gadaSuadRevebuli

iyo (sizmrad), mesma rekva...

igi vnaxe SeurvebiT,

mas sikvdili (Turme!) erqva!

idga ganze daRvremili,

ar undoda gamoxedva,

sxivi (celi!) aRerili

krToda, TrToda... gadmoxeTqa

cis Cqeralma mZafri xmebiT...

is kvlav idga martod xesTan

gulSeZruli Tavis xvedriT!

......................................

xalxiT iyo savse ezo _

wahqcevia ojaxs Zelqva....

mas sxvad yofna ar SeeZlo,

ar SeeZlo es ar eqna!

2008w.

zaur molaSxia

568

Rame xan mamSvidebs... Rame xan mamSvidebs da xanac mabrazebs

da, roca Semburavs burusi zmanebis: _

SoriT varskvlavebi irxeva cargvalze,

rogorc maCitelas pawia zarebi!

2008w.

zmaneba: _ galaktioni

TrTian yinvaSi koromis xeni _

samartviloni...

sivrceSi mohqris gaSlili xeliT

galaktioni!

mkerdwagdebuli, wveraCeCili

qarian susxSi...

irgvliv foTlebi aris CeCqiviT

da, _ gzneba sulSi...

ismis civi mze _ TvalaCenili _

sawieridan...

gvelis sxva gancda gadarCenisTvis _

amieridan!

`tye taZariviT iyo maRali~...

nisli — kraveli...

marad axali, isev aq ari —

is, - rimaneli!

TrTian qarsusxSi koromis xeni _

samartviloni...

sivrceSi dgeba gaSlili xeliT

galaktioni!

2008w.

xana siWarmagisa

569

dRis miwuruls...

dRis miwuruls mogakiTxes sivrcis ferebma...

Sesaferi iyav, magram vin giferebda!

Tumca guli Cagikortnes, _ ar xar ugulo,

Sen Rirsi xar, canaTliers kvlavac uyuro!

xelCaqneuls nurvin gnaxavs, Cemo jimage,

Tav-Tavisi misagebi yvelas miage!

2008w.

Senc xom mokvdebi, sikvdilo

me vesarClebi am mxecebs,

am gvritebs, mercxlebs, Toliebs...

dro mkacrobs, rogorc namcecebs,

miwis SvilT miiyoliebs...

miRmieTisken mixrilo, _

(aTen-aRamebs mlocvari...)

Senc xom mokvdebi, sikvdilo,

Tu arvin darCa cocxali?

2008w.

tkivili

uqmad Camqral dros ixsenebs,

oxvrani oxrad xrovdeba...

Tvalebs

waarTmevs sisvele,

Tavs Caxris, CamoRondeba!

2008w.

zaur molaSxia

570

xididan wyalSi gadalanduli

xididan wyalSi gadalanduli

mwuxrad qanaobs misi saxeba...

sivrce — sxivebiT gadablanduli —

mis zraxvas mZafrad gaeZraxeba!

mas irgvliveTi aRar eSveba —

iqneb rogorme wascdes uari...

magram... is mainc gadaeSveba,

udReur dReebs Seuguari!

2008w.

stansebi

dRemde cxovreba Seswire visac _

is kvlav giyurebs mcdeli TvalebiT,

jer kidev ar gTvlis Rimilis Rirsad...

gadailandnen sxva mwvervalebi!

eloliave guliswviT rasac _

Sengan Sorsaa (Tumca aqvea!),

gabriyvebuli imedis msgavsad,

irgvliv mxolodRa silaqlaqea!

isev uxinjod ganicdi mis mzes _

mainc ar lRveba misgan yinuli;

xan qeSad, xanac mowkurviT gimzers,

gcecxlavs cremlebi — gulsCatiruli!

wvalob, wrialeb sawuTros narze _

visi nebiT da visi gunebiT?

miiwureba wvaleba xval-zeg,

mZafri moTmeniT da... erTgulebiT!

2008w.

xana siWarmagisa

571

Rrublis TeTrqula kvidoebs

iza RvalaZes

Rrublis TeTrqula kvidoebs

caze uCini arxevda...

winaparT samemkvidroebs

mzem samzeodan daxeda:

bolSi feTqavda mTa-veli _

mterma rom moiTavxeda...

ielva, elvis sartyeli

caze gaido Tavxeda.

2008w.

Cemi faskunji

Cemi nebiTi gandegiloba _

sulis moTmeniT aris momkili...

_ arc laCrobaa da arc gmiroba! _

es sawuTroa, kvlav rom momkivis!

xan udabnoSi mivborialob,

xan — oazisSi, sivrcis mnatvreli...

amgvarad vxvdebi mwuxrs da ialons

me — am samyaros cicqna namtvrevi!

usazRvroebiT zogjer davmunjdi,

xan dasazRvrulsac gadavabije...

mimafrens leqsi — Cemi faskunji _

da is tkivilis gancdas maniWebs!

Cemi nebiTi gandegiloba _

xel-fexs mikravda, rogorc borkili...

matyvia leqsi — cxeli Wriloba _

da es sawuTro ukan momkivis!

2008w.

zaur molaSxia

572

risTvisac wuxdi...

kompozitor sergo Jvanias

udabur yofnas ver eguebi,

pirnasebs rTaven samSvenisebiT...

bedaurebze _

brtyeli kuebi...

drtvinavs qveyana — savse nislebiT!

mziani zvari gaudaburda!

(amnair dRisTvis wveTs ar daRvridi...)

kari daxSes da

gzebi daburdes,

quxs gaiZvera! brZenobs TaRliTi!

Zlivs moweuli lpeba nayofi,

mtris da Tvistomis ar Cans sxvaoba...

risTvisac wuxdi

da amayobdi _

uceb giqcies araraobad!

2008w.

gaSemodgomda...

Tvals da xels Sua gaSemodgomda,

RamiT uvlian buqnas zvinebi...

axla ar ismis garSemo mtroba,

vlian dReebi _ SuqnaRimebi.

vfiqrob, kaci kacs aRar umtyunebs,

iseTi piri uCans sawuTros...

wamouwyia maWars burtyuni,

rom mere bevri wyvili akurTxos.

2008w.

xana siWarmagisa

573

Zveli SuamTa ciskides Suqi adgas wiTeli,

xe dums Zirfesvebanatokebi...

aq, winadroebs — gadamwifebuls _

Zlivs ikaveben JamTa totebi.

xes mihyrdnobia qari gamxdari,

leRma irgvliveTs uvlis Jruantlad...

gadigvagvalebs male zamTari

da mxrebs aiyris mwvaned SuamTa!

2008w.

odes iSvebs qveyana odes iSvebs qveyana _

qali qalad qaldeba,

SemogRimebs netarad,

SemogafarTqaldeba;

maSin iSvebs samyaroc _

dgeba rbili tarosi,

miwa xarobs, ca xarobs,

ismis fiqri wyarosi...

qars uxdeba davluri,

Cero swrafad aldeba...

mova qali qaluri _

SemogafarTqaldeba.

2008w.

zaur molaSxia

574

did poetebs patarebi Cagraven

did poetebs patarebi Cagraven

da zinaTiT Tvalebs ubrialeben....

qarebi ki furclebs xeze akraven,

mtvrian sivrces erTurTs uprialeben...

axla didebs patarebi igdeben,

am patarebs yvelaferi gaudiT!

did poetebs patarebi ikleben —

awapnaven saxeebs da mignebebs...

maTi aris saxravi da saluti!

didebs urcxvad arTmeven an paraven,

sabraloa maTi sipatarave!

gulis eniT veras gaagebineb,

eCobaze xels ver aaRebineb!

.................................................

maT civ Tvalebs sulis yinva akmare,

RmerTo,

Seni Zal-nebiT da uwyebiT...

axla didebs patarebi Cagraven!

am patarebs

mkacrad verc gauwyrebi!

2008w.

qaoturi leqsi

fiqriT daosdebi da misvlas lamob mizanTan...

SoriT, qaosebidan masa amoizarda...

varvareben sivrceni, TamTameben mTvareni...

usivrcobiT gicqeris Seucnoblis Tvalebi!

miTaJamur fesvidan iwurvian wyaroni...

samyaroebs cecxliTa cvlian sxva samyaroni...

isev qaosebidan raRac amoizarda...

fiqriT daosebuli misvlas lamob mizanTan!

2008w.

xana siWarmagisa

575

Tavis TavSi ganisvenebs mkvdari

Tavis Tavis samarea igi,

Tavis TavSi ganisvenebs mkvdari...

sivrces sZinavs.

uzrunveli bindi

gzad anTia bindisferi kvariT.

Tavis Tavze cremlebs idens mkvdari

da martoobs Tavis TavTan mSvidi...

dard-wuxili:

_ veRar mogiswari...

ironia:

_ viTom miSvelidi?!

Tavis TavSi daimarxa igi,

Tavis TavSi rom aenTos isev...

danarCeni?

_ Zveleburad midis...

ganaCeni?

_usivrcobis sivrce!

2008w.

depresiuli gancda

...SeSinebuli zurgi da mkerdi

grZnoben simwvaves demonur gznebiT, _

lodini:

_ tyvia an dana mkveTri!

da... ganicdidnen Tavisas Zvlebic!

SiSiT moerRva ficxi sxeuli

da amRvreuli — utexi mzera...

Semohgzneboda gars cecxleuli

da... Rlicinebda yru bediswera!

2008w.

zaur molaSxia

576

gza

gza _

mwvervalidan dasjilsaviT gadmogdebuli _

yru yviriliviT,

kisristexiT Camosdevs daRmarTs;

viT ganwiruli warmarTis Rriali _

Camoaskdeba

Zil-RviZilSi myvinTvare vakes.

2008w.

maforiaqebs...

maforiaqebs laJvardebis utyvi siSore,

roca Rrubeli eZaleba cas an sawiers...

Sen, naTliero, axal dReebs udiriJore,

quruxa feri fardasaviT kvlav gadaswie!

kvlav mouoxe daxSul guls da mtkivan Rimilebs...

vis unda axla gamxelili gancda-wameba?

martvilTa sulebs dro lurjferad mialivlivebs

maradisobis mSvid ubeSi dasavaneblad.

2008 w.

RmerTis Sedevri

movarskvlavuri zeca _

RmerTis morigi Sedevri...

mwvervalze

Rame gadaikecva

zena-ostatis erTi SeberviT.

2008w.

xana siWarmagisa

577

SeniT Seicnobs Senmiers...

mTa buris

samoss waiyris,

mziT moerTveba gulmkerdi...

qaro,

aqamde sad iyav,

gundruks vis mxares ukmevdi?

xan vis erTgulob,

xan — visa,

xan mstovariviT daZvrebi,

xanac bezRaob, _

rom erTurTs

agulnaklulo da-Zmebic...

RmerTo,

Sen ZalgiZs, moyvasebs

bnelSavi gzad waruxoco,

SeniT Seicnobs Senmiers

xorcieli da uxorco!

2008w.

gza daiRala...

gza daiRala cxenTa jiriTiT,

daSvrnen mxedrebi, dacvda nalebi...

Rvivan keraze cecxlis qviriTi _

dabrwkialeben naperwkalebi...

azrad mouva aTasi rame _

javari guliT vinc aq ocnebobs...

najafariviT isvenebs mTvare,

sivrce mSvidia, viT samlocvelo...

2008w.

zaur molaSxia

578

drois naWdevi

drois naWdevi

Tumc am gulze damCneulia,

mainc es fiqri

cis samyaros gaCveulia...

xan usaxuri

mesveteba Tvalwin utifrad, _

SuriT da RvarZliT

sawieri mimoutvifravs!

xan wameSleba

drois zRvari, zRvari dRe-Ramis,

da, rogorc xari

dasaklavi, sivrces SevbRavi!

xan uCveulod

dameRvreba mnaTis naTeli,

xan Rrublis sevda _

mRvrie wvimad Camonadeni.

xan ki varskvlavi

gameSleba — uflis yvavili,

xan sityvis ylorti _

kosmosidan gamogzavnili...

......................................

drois naWdevi

Tumc am gulzec damCneulia,

mainc es fiqri

vrcel sawiers gaCveulia...

2008w.

xana siWarmagisa

579

VADE MECUM — iare CemTan

ganaRa vgavar me xelebSekruls,

kvlav gixmob:

(mxiblavs ferebi ferTa!)

O, Vade mecum! O, Vade mecum! _ iare CemTan! iare CemTan!

ismen Cems qarTuls Tu ismen megruls, _

momefoneba Wavlebi CqerTa!

O, Vade mecum! O, Vade mecum! _ iare CemTan! iare CemTan!

zogi imediT Sehyurebs merkuls,

zogs afrodite uRimis yvelgan...

O, Vade mecum! O, Vade mecum! _ iare CemTan! iare CemTan!

ra sevda zafravs mSobliur engurs,

igrZnob, Tu guli tkiviliT feTqavs...

O, Vade mecum! O, Vade mecum!- iare CemTan! iare CemTan!

2008w.

Tovli movida...

`sul erTi muWa iwvima~.

l. gaxaria

Tovli movida sul erTi muWa,

(iyo Tovli da TiTqos arc iyo...)

odnav daetyo siTeTre quCas

da qalwul TovlTan sio arSiyobs.

gzaze arc nela, arc aCqarebiT

ar Cans aravin, - arc Citebis wvrili notebi....

Tovlis fifqebis cicqna zarebiT

gaTenebula xeTa totebi. 2008w.

zaur molaSxia

580

cotnes — Cems SviliSvils

ganridebuli

zrdasrulTa codvebs _

wevxar pawia — wynari da dinji,

viT brZeni

anda cxovrebis mcodne _

xar fiqriani... momavlis biWi!

jer Sen ar ici,

vin iyo cotne

da ukve tvirTi agkideT, babu!

yovelgvar droSi, _

Cvens sawuTroSi, _

gmirkaci cotne sWirdeba mamuls!

2009w.

mSvenebis SuqiT...

mwuxri damZimda, viT tye wvimebiT,

nisli daawva daRlil foTlovans...

CaTavebula Jamis wirvebi,

Cems wil sivrceSi mkacrad moTova!

ra enaRvlebaT wiko-makoebs!

guli skdomamde aris misuli...

jer mxolo Seni mzera makavebs _

mSvenebis SuqiT Semomisnuli...

2009w.

xana siWarmagisa

581

savse sicariele!

ra ciuri siwminde Camdgaria iaSi,

aSrialebs uCini nekerCxlebs da ielebs...

iqiT aris Jivili, Jriamuli, gniasi.

aq pirispir miyurebs Cumi sicariele!

gana ase megona, aseT yofas velodi,

dro (wasuli!) xsovnaSi tkiviliviT ielvebs...

ferSecvlila garemoc — mTiani da velobi,

daTrgunvilad damdgara mkrTali sicariele!

daiwewa, daimsxvra anZebi Tu afrebi...

vin atolebs urTierTs martvilebs da mRierebs?

Camqralia survili anTebis da gafrenis...

frTebs lodiviT awveba mkacri sicariele!

Cveni avla-dideba mieyida ucxoeTs,

aq Tu miwa ganicdis, zeviT cis ca rialebs!

nazuqebs da dedaspurs gadamTiels ucxoben...

gamkacrebiT miyurebs mZafri sicariele!

ra, mamulis trfiali? — sircxvilia, gaCumdi!

saxe — Cveni, suli ki ra ucxo aqvT, tielebs...

Sors ver wava qveyana sxvisi xelis alCuTi, _

Tvalwin uxmod ayvirda Cumi sicariele!

ciT lurjferi siwminde Camdgaria iaSi,

aSrialebs uCini nekerCxlebs da ielebs...

iqiT aris Jivili, Jriamuli, gniasi,

aq miyurebs siciviT savse sicariele!

2009w.

zaur molaSxia

582

gamounelda mze RvinosaviT

gamounelda mze RvinosaviT

da Caadevna mzera daRmarTebs...

erT dros mexvave iyo mosavlis,

ar Cerdeboda kaci daRlamde!

axla Zlivs midis, TiTqos fexs iTrevs,

TiTqos yofidan ver gaetia...

ra dananebiT xels uqnevs mindvrebs, _

Tvals mifarebul mzes gaetira.

2009w.

niko samadaSvils

fosforiT qvesknels anTebdnen mkvdrebi.

TrToda ferebiT ca moqsovili...

Sen daRdasmuli dagqonda mkerdi

da guli _ dardis amoZovili...

iyo garemo — mkacri jebiri,

gza — SewirulTa sisxliT naRvari...

genTo, mxurvale varskvlavebiviT,

,,leqsebi, tanze gamonayari.~

2009w.

xana siWarmagisa

583

yviris mkvdari

saflavidan rekavs zari,

yviris mkvdari: _

miSveleTo,

Tu xarT vinme axlos mdgari,

Rameebis mTenebari!

msurs amosvla,

miwa madevs udebari!

xeli minda,

Tqveni xeli — uebari!

...............................

saflavidan yviris mkvdari!

2009w.

awindeli suteniorebi

sityvam icvala adresati, nacvlad Zvelisa!

...............................

awindeli morWmuli suteniorebi _

ugonobiT Zalmosilni

savarZlebSi nebivroben...

cinikosebi!

...............................

xelisufleba _ uzneo diaciviT _

maTi survilis usityvelad Semsrulebeli _

qanaobs ufesvo xesaviT

gulubryvilo adamianTa

mxrebze amozrdili!

2009w.

zaur molaSxia

584

mocxadzmaneba

I

aravin uwyis: _ ra mawuxebs an rogor vcxovrob _

borgavs qveyana, viT satusaRo...

ra davutovo STamomavlebs, ra vusaxsovro...

ros momadgeba igi, usaxo!

nekerCxlis foTols, rogorc gzamkvlevs, daviWer xelSi,

ros gavuyvebi ucnob miRmieTs...

win Semomxvdeba misi landi — sikeTis elCi,

damamSvidebs da kvlav gamiRimebs.

iasamnisfer kabis Srials vucqeri TiTqos,

gabutul tuCTa TrTola Camesmis...

msurs miveaxlo, xelSexebiT raRaca vkiTxo,

kvlav gavacocxlo Zveli alersi!

gadauvlia mis saxezec cqriala cimcims,

vxedav nakecebs — drois nakvalevs...

me — gaognebuls, misi Cumi naRveli mimZims,

vWvret Cems ocnebas — ciur akvarels...

ucnaur buruss Severie da Sevezave,

da ganifina mocxadzmaneba,

iq yovelive — keTili da monaTesave _

suls naTliTmosils daemgvaneba.

II

axla ki, axla, arc uxorco, arc xorcieli! _

mocxadzmanebul qaosSi vcurav:

arc nekerCxali, aRarc muxa, aRarc ieli...

usivrcobaSi mixmoben: _ zurab!

Catanebuli qaosebis lavas mduRares,

verTvi am Cemi beWebiT, mxrebiT...

kvlav win damidga me is landi, da gauxarels

Semomecxada uxmovno xmebiT!

xana siWarmagisa

585

Camoizniqa zecis TaRi TiTqos wuTier _

sxeulrRvevadis gamocda surda!

riTac daviwye, Rameebi rasac vuTie, _

masve mivyavar gzis dasasrulTan!

ugono goniT gonieris sivrcisa mjera,

dausazRvrelis naTeli modga...

Tavs vuxri krZalviT gamouTqmels (sadaca jer ars!)

me, SecTomili adamis modgma!

2009w.

vin mogioxebs...

vin mogioxebs, wrfeli gancdiT vis eyvarebi!

gewurvis guli dardian vnebad...

nacrdeba wlebi, rogorc cecxlSi Zveli yavrebi,

tkivili rodis dagiamdeba!

erT dros dacxrebi, viT gvalvaSi soflis mdinare,

da minebdeba Relva kalapots...

tropikul xvatSic angelozni mogiCrdilaven,

rom suleTs suliT elaparako.

2009w.

zaur molaSxia

586

Cqamic CaCumda...

ferdobze gzaa cerad CaWrili,

viRac xeljoxiT Cailandeba;

rogorc cxovrebis mkacri naCrdili —

midis... micocavs... gza Zlivs Cqamdeba...

..............................

CamoiSala bneli karavi...

Cqamic CaCumda... ar Cans aravin...

2009w.

uwyloobiT mowyenilan

uwyloobiT mowyenilan,

moJamulan xenargebi...

sworfero Tu nandauro _

vai, rogor menatrebi!

ocnebebi dasetyvili _

cas hkidia dRes wylulebad...

guli — moZmis daserili,

vai, rogor mewureba!

velebs moli esizmrebaT

moxasxase sarCulado...

ar xams masze sityvaoba,

raic aris saCumaTo!

2009w.

xana siWarmagisa

587

sivrces aJrJolebs...

sivrces aJrJolebs dro — ugemuri,

grigals isxlitavs klde — myarad sxmuli...

Sor mgzavrobidan mobrunebuli

daferflil sxeuls dascqeris suli!

ixelTes dro da gawires kaci!

dgas usxeulo, viT usaxlkaro;

mainc ar kicxavs da hyvedris arc vis, _

mas cis samosiT mosavs samyaro.

2009w.

brunaven wlebi...

gulaxrColebiT gzas uyurebs da

welSi gamarTvas lamobs moxrili...

brunaven wlebi _ saukuneTa

stomaqebidan amocoxnili!

2009w.

xviSti!

bolos da bolos mec gamovfxizldi

Zveli zmanebiT,

gamovfxizldi da... dagvianebiT!

mimovixede,

saCemwilo miwaze sruliad —

nawinaprali

yovelive mitacebulia!

.......................

ahande, gulo, Cvenc gamovfxizldiT!

_ mere ra?

_ xviSti!

2009w.

zaur molaSxia

588

getyvi Sen _ vinac migoneb cerad!

I

getyvi Sen _ vinac migoneb cerad! —

dRes Cemi gjera Tu aRar gjera,

Tundac:

CamTvale giJad an Sterad!

me axla kldeze vkidivar Cqerad

da nawil-nawil, qucma-qucmad veSvebi qveviT,

kldis kbilanebze vilewebi da mere frqveviT

viSlebi qafad,

vnawildebi,

o, ise swrafad.

rom Sen verasdros mimixvdebi, viT saWiroa...

es guli mkacrad

ise mkawravs da ise mZafravs,

viT Tvistomisgan mohkerZili gminva-Wriloba!

II

Sen, Cemo siyrmis siyvarulo, miyvardi ise, _

ar davarRvie samani da ar agiTvise!

Tumc Seni mkerdi,

asxletili Seni sxeuli

sul sxvas yviroda...

gTxov, apatio Cems siWabukes

is platonuri gulubryviloba!

III

getyvi Sen _ vinac migoneb cerad! —

dRes gjera Cemi Tu aRar gjera,

Tundac:

CamTvale giJad an Sterad!

me axlac kldeze vkidivar Cqerad, _

erTi mokvdavi

darxeuli sivrcis erT bgerad!

2009w.

xana siWarmagisa

589

Semodgoma

xmebs Semodgoma foTlebad isvris,

tye-tye saSeSe yria morebad...

Jolosfrad wveTavs xeebis sisxli

mzis simcxraleSi da itboreba...

cecxliviT nela neldeba tevri,

tandamZimebiT kuTavs frinveli...

dgas Semodgoma — savse da mWevri —

fergamWvirvale da saCinveli...

2009w.

xom SeiZleba...

xom SeiZleba (Tumca daRlili!),

Caumuxlavad Sen gamo vidge...

rodesac Canxar mkrTalad axrili, _

rogor vinTebi, ver warmoidgen!

xom SeiZleba venTo alurad,

gonSeuSlelad mec gavafrino;

movide SenTan _ `virtualurad~ _

da Sens xelebze mze gavafino!

2009w.

sadRac...

sadRac mimelis Cemi sanave...

yofna-aryofnas kvlav aqvT ciloba!

iq, sad RrubelTa aris savane,

wuxs mwvervalebis cadawvdiloba.

2009w.

zaur molaSxia

590

netav vicode...

Zlivs Cans: _ xeebis wverokinebze

fartenasaviT nisli irTveba;

dila Camorbis sivrcis kibeze,

amoisunTqes sio mindvrebma.

Zvirfasi Tvlebi yria molze da

`cvrian balaxze~ Tbilad vsveldebi...

dRes, warsuliviT Sors xar rodesac,

netav vicode, Tu gaxsendebi?

2009w.

rwmena

gulsaxieri, marad mosavi, _

rodi gimuxTlebs, rodi giavebs...

rwmena sicxeSic (maraosaviT!)

Sveba-sigriles moginiavebs.

2009w.

ra unda aq binds!

ra unda aq binds! — serebze nadebs,

ar eyo Sara, kortoxi, Wala...

arvin umRerebs dRes serenadebs,

suyvelas igi civgrZnobiT msWvalavs!

ra unda aq binds! — moxarbe TvaliT,

Canacrebuli civ-civi cqeriT,

is ukve mohgavs gacveTil TariRs,

mauwyebeli Wknobis da cvenis!

ra unda aq binds!

2009w.

xana siWarmagisa

591

eh, horacio...

`bevri ram xdeba, horacio~...

Seqspiri

es gazafxulic Caifrens mardad,

Caiyvavilebs buneba isev...

miarxevs Jami sawuTros fardas,

viT TeTreulad gafenil nislebs...

kvlav efofreba mamali dedals,

wiwilebs isev daisevs moWva;

aq oblis kveri kvlav gvian cxveba,

nayvedri lukma guls mwared mowvavs...

Jruantlad isev ifeTqebs gzneba,

Tumc gvaviwyeben: _ Cven vinc viyaviT...

eh, horacio, cudi ram xdeba,

magram vinaa aq ganmkiTxavi?

2009w.

Zveli Cibuxi

axla aravis axsovs buxari,

gaaqvs Tavisi dros Tu tarosebs...

Zveli Cibuxi — naCibuxari

Zevs mowyenilad wablis Taroze.

2009w.

zaur molaSxia

592

Sen gasaqani frTasaviT mogWres

ferflgadakruli midrkeba Rame,

rom alionze

nakverCxalma isev inaTos...

gaaTamamebs zRvis sivrce Rlavebs,

Sen ki ra ginda

isurvilo anda inatro?

Sen gasaqani frTasaviT mogWres,

gtkiva da eZeb sul sxva gasaqans...

dampala Tokic!

(esec bedi!) ras ginda morCe?

nu Cqarob! axals vinme gasanTlavs....

is SiSvel Tavze moiyulfeba,

vin gkiTxavs: _ ras grZnob, ra gelandeba...

nauarevi grZnobis xurveba

Jams miwurvisas mogenatreba!

2009w.

Tumca... ici, maxsovxar

ixvevian

gulcivad wlebi — anakondebi...

getyvi: _

gadamaviwydi... getyvi: _ ar magondebi...

Tumca... ici,

maxsovxar, _ vnebis foTliT morTuli...

mZafr sxovnasTan

sad mova es dro — anamorfuli!

2009w.

xana siWarmagisa

593

dabadebamde sikvdils gadavrCi

qeTi abdalaZes

dabadebamde sikvdils gadavrCi _

im idumalis ZaliT da nebiT...

Sors, laJvardebiT gadanafarCi

saukuneebs arxeven mTebi!

aq ki... burusi dadga siwynaris: _

Sen gamimxile gaumxeleli...

TiTqos gaisxna uceb cis kari,

TiTqos Seirxa Seurxevelic...

samjer damindo celalesilma,

samjer... mamSvideb Tvalidumali...

ciT varskvlaveTma ube Seixsna —

miRma kaSkaSebs mze dauvali.

2009w.

***

kacma saxe sinanuliT CaiRama,

dgas gzis pirad umoZrao mzeriT...

mTis gadaRma bolo Suqi CaiRvara,

Caiwura mnaTis bolo Cqeri...

SeRamebam sivrce xelSi aiyvana,

Sors ki viRac siyvarulze mReris.

2009w.

zaur molaSxia

594

rogorc sinaTle — sibnelis wreSi

qaosiT masa amoziduli

moZraobs wreSi danawevrebiT...

raRac zviadi da mimzidveli

dgas dRe-RameTa Sav-TeTr wverebiT.

monacvleoben susxi da alxi,

xan mSvidobs zeca, xan mkacrad elavs...

TandaTan ucxod irxeva xalxi,

TandaTan erTurTs Sordeba yvela!

is, sulieri, moswyda cis ferebs,

miwasac moswyda da ganze darCa: _

eucxoveba mindvrebs da serebs,

eucxoveba simwvanis farCas...

viRac Tu raRac mis iRbals marTavs,

martosuls akrTobs cispiri mreSi...

ucxoa sxvasTan da Tavis TavTan,

rogorc sinaTle — sibnelis wreSi.

2009w.

zmaneba #9

masuldidgulebs sityvis marili...

gadadilavda... maRla laRobs mze...

Semomeqamra welze arili

da grZneuliviT Sevdeq maRlobze.

iq aRmafrenis elvam ielva,

fiqri sawiers alad moeba...

SemomaTena mzera cierma

da... gaaJrJola amaoebas.

2009w.

xana siWarmagisa

595

arSemdgari kaci modis gzaze

arSemdgari kaci modis gzaze,

emateba kacunebis rigs...

gahmzers sivrces, kaklovans Tu vazebs,

qeSad ucqers nacnobsa Tu... iqss!

araferi exarbeba TiTqos,

magram gulSi yvelaferi swyins...

is ver gascems siyvaruls da siTbos,

wkiri raa, ver imetebs wkirs!

mas amwuxrebs sixaruli sxvisi,

mis gulgvamSi susxia da wvims;

Tvalebidan Suris nakads isvris,

rac kargia, yvelaferi swyins!

2009w.

RrubelTa eskadrilia

fiqrSi rom elavs: _ es kadrebia

jer arCenili feriT naRebi...

caze RrubelTa eskadrilia

moeqaneba TavsxelaRebiT!

gzadagza gviSens tyviisfer wveTebs,

Tavs ver icaven uqudoebi...

gulxeTqviT garbis mkvexara mefe, _

dalebebia quTuToebi!

sadRac gaiqce — es advilia!

Znelia grZnoba SurisZiebis...

cidan RrubelTa eskadrilia

sivrces kvlav cxrilavs muqi tyviebiT!

2009w.

zaur molaSxia

596

imedgacrueba

qalRmerTma

saTnoebam miatova qalaqi,

uimisobas

aq arvin grZnobs, arvin uCivis...

ucxo sityvebi...

reklamebi... da laparaki...

farTifurToba...

Sexvedrebi.. mzera gulcivi...

Tvalebi — bindi...

cremli cerad dacurebuli...

gamoclilia

Sxamnarevi Tasi amuris...

ocneba: _

erTad aRmafrenis — gacruebuli...

daxrili Tavi da... sinanuli!

2009w.

moixedaven STamomavlebi

CamosCqefs TqeSi sivrceTa Rarebs,

uxalisoa dro, viT qelexi...

duRs jojoxeTis fskeriviT Rame,

qar-qaraSoti, Weqa, merexi...

dasetyvilia venaxi caTa

da varskvlavebic — cecxlis Tvalebi...

Sen rac igeme, rac ganicade _

gaxsovs... ra gaxsovs garda wvalebis?

TeTri morevis zvirTSi avlebiT

ganiwmindeba xorci — safari....

moixedaven STamomavlebi

da... es iqneba gulgasaxari!

2009w.

xana siWarmagisa

597

iq ver gviSvelis

ros Camoivlis dro mosarTvelad _

mogvesalteba JamTa Roberi...*

iq ver gviSvelis verc rusTaveli,

verc dante, vaJa da verc floberi!

2009w.

kaci araqauri

tyisken garboda celqi biliki,

nairgvaroba Canda CeroTa...

kaci — qarebze dayrdnobili ki

xorSakgadavlil cas gascqeroda.

man ganicada xilviT RmerTi da...

yofna _ msusxavi Jam-xaroebiT...

idga,

esmoda cismiRmeTidan

xmebi _ Soreul samyaroebis...

dumda zenuri mzeriT mzirveli,

ar ekuTvnoda aqaurobas...

kaci _

veeba tanjvis mzidveli _

idga da masSi zRva xmaurobda!

2009w.

* Roberi — (megr.) Robe.

zaur molaSxia

598

werili megobrisadmi

raul CilaCavas `uWirs katuluss, _ kornificius, uWirs Sens moyvass, _ herkuless vficav!~

katulusi (Zv.w. Is.)

miilandeba es yofna fuWi, Rvawli Tu garja dRes Cirad ar Rirs, megobars Sensas imdeni uWirs _ ver aitanda amdens TviT ZaRlic!

Sen kargad ici, leqsiT ar vCarCob, mec mesmis ama cxovrebis farsi... ros uzneoba qveyanas axrCobs, _ TviT wmindanebsac ara aqvT fasi!

aq erTad aris `uic~ da `vaic~ _ yvelafers vitan, yvelafers... maxlas!! bednieri xar dRes imiT mainc rom Sen yoveldRe ar usmen am xalxs! _

romelic elis ucxosgan Svelas, TandaTan kargavs samkvidros Tvalwin... Tvistomis garda endoba yvelas, Tumca mravaljer uCvenes brawi!

ar exateba gulze TviT kolxic, ucxo Tesls ufro iguebs igi! ramdenic ginda iyefe oxvriT, qaravani ki midis da midis!

ra rCeba awi? mec gaval gaRma, vin SerCenia sawuTros gzaze? im sasoebis yvavili gaxma, veloliave romelsac ase!

miiZurweba es yofna fuWi, Rvawli Tu garja dRes Cirad ar Rirs... megobars Sensas imdeni uWirs _ ver aitanda amdens TviT ZaRlic!

2010w.

xana siWarmagisa

599

mogoneba

maxsendeba gza, mindvrebi,

tye — bindbundiT buruli; narimanda kramitebiT

oda gadaxuruli; maxsovs, islis qoxic maxsovs

da mweveli buxrebic... orRobeSi qari masxrobs,

yria xreSis bugrebi; Suka-Suka SeZaxili

da naxiris bRavili, saxuravze _ mexamridi,

gzispir — TeTri yvavili... rogor maxsovs siyrmis xana, _

megobrebi, tolebi da gogona sifrifana _

Cem win anaTrTolebi, dro _ oblobis, _ siymawvilis _

mamis xeldaklebuli... wvima — ficruls minawvimi,

qal-vaJebis krebuli... mTlad uZveless vxedav Ceros

da Waobebs islians... vdgavar uxmod, Cem garSemo

mogonebis nislia! 2010w.

zaur molaSxia

600

megobari

vis ra uTxras, vis? vin gaugebs, ras?

Tqma arafris Rirs, ra fasi aqvs Tqmas?

yvelas Tavis sWirs, viT uwamlos sxvas?

ra uSvelos Svils! jojoxeTi xravs...

guli ugavs Cirs... bnels Cahyurebs xrams!

......................................................

misdevs vels da kldes, narvalebs da xevs,

flateebs Tu Rres... Tumc sawuTro Rrens,

megobari dRes mousxivebs xels,

uangaro xels, uangaro guls,

ra SesCivlos sxvebs? sxva suyvela dums!

2010w.

****

isev aq aris awmyo da

namyo ki, namyo Sors ari,

mudam kosmosi mawyobda

da ara nakosmosari...

naTqvami sityva macxrobda,

manTebda sityva uTqmeli;

zogi Tu leqsiT CarCobda,

zogma qna saqme uqneli,

zogma Rrmad gaiasaka,

zogma ki adre dagvtova...

gayuCebula vasaka...

xeze sxva Tovlma daTova...

gadadidgulda didgula,

dadidgulobda romelic,

ra sawylad CamoyvinTula —

niadag daudgromeli!

2010w.

xana siWarmagisa

601

virtualur sicxadeSi...

qaria mlaSe... win qanaobs ucxo xeoba,

milivliveben zvirTebiviT droTa Wavlebi...

Tavs Zlivs vimagrebT erTmaneTze xelis CavlebiT

da dascinian ufskrulebi Cvens umweobas!

ra enaRvlebaT medroveebs, Sulers Tu verags,

garTobis vneba miaskdeba sivrces Cqerebad...

viT qalSiSvelTa saSineli mSveniereba _

momnusxvelia daumcxrali cTunebis mzera!

aq, virtualur sicxadeSi yvinTavs samyaro,

acetebulni laJvardisken ar viyurebiT....

Rirsni varT, iman kinwiskvriT Tu aliyurebiT

am oTaxidan gagvaZevos, sxvagan gagvyaros!

qaria mlaSe... win qanaobs ucxo xeoba,

milivliveben zvirTebiviT droTa Wavlebi...

Tavs Zlivs vimagrebT erTmaneTze xelis CavlebiT,

da dascinian ufskrulebi Cvens umweobas!

2010w.

axla raRa gaasworebs?

dRe da Rame ganuwyvetliv guls sWams skefsisi...

visac ZaluZs — igi xom krefs, visac ara — krefs isic!

gadadian Tavisuflad moukrefavSi...

raRa yria udroo Tu droul yefaSi? _

qaravani miqaravnobs gzaze, narvalze...

axla raRa gaasworebs aseT navar* gzebs?

2010w.

* navari — (megr.) tiali, oxeri.

zaur molaSxia

602

sinanuli

Senken momavals qeSad msusxavda

gadazafruli gza narvalebiT...

ugvan dro-Jamsac xom monusxavda

alRoiani kacis Tvalebi?

sad iyo alRo anda mixvedra!

sad iyo Wkua anda goneba!

gancda Tu grZnoba arsad ixevda

da Rames dila miagorebda!

guga mewvoda RamenaTevars

da magidaze nakadi Rvinis

cerad seravda sufris naxevars,

viT gawyvetili simlari lxinis...

dReebs xelgaSliT didxans vflangavdi,

TiTqos raRacas amiT viZendi

da am flangidan sul sxva flangamdi,

TiTqos sasmuriT dros vaRviZebdi...

amiT Senamde ver movaRwie,

mxolod goraks Tu gorebs gamovscdi...

qva sajildao veRar avwie,

Tvals da xels Sua gadavsamocdi!

albaT damrCeba tomi oTxiod _

gulidan tanjviT gamonawuri,

SviliSvilebma xeli moxvion

da Tqvan: _ naweri aris kacuri!

me ar mCvevia bneloRraSoba,

guliT var keTils namsaxurebi...

sadac daiwyo Cemi bavSvoba,

iq damrCa mxolod nafexurebi!

2010w.

xana siWarmagisa

603

SviliSvili, anu moTa murman zaqaraias

martosulis

ar yofila es sawuTro an es yofa,

siyvaruli

sxivosndeba mxolod wyvilTa, mxolod orTa....

martosulis

mkacri suli suleTSiac kivils morTavs...

Tavis arsiT

gimeorebs SviliSvili, anu moTa!

2010w.

rogor minda

rogor minda,

rogor minda, rogor...

ver vambob da...

memZlavreba sivrce...

sityva unda kvlavac movizogo...

sulisaTvis

xorci unda mivce!

2010w.

zaur molaSxia

604

gubazi

(nawyveti lirikuli poemidan)

I

Jangisfer foTols

qari arwevs yviTel gubeze,

xobis sanaxebs

fiqriani gahmzers gubazi.

gadaxrilia

Rero, erT dros anawverali...

ras fiqrobs da sjis

xvalindelze bedis mwerali?

es dedis xmaa: _

`Svilo, Cqara, modi, momiswar~...

guljavriani

gadahyurebs mefe xobiswyals.

acocebula

droul kldeze xavsi, mRieri...

nela, TandaTan

criatdeba ca sxivieri.

II

mteri mteria!

vin uwyis ras izams tieli...

mteri mteria! _

sparsia Tu bizantieli!

Tuki gipyroben,

maSin raa maTSi sxvaoba...

iyav medegi!

mebrZols Svenis guluZraoba!

xana siWarmagisa

605

mebrZoli marto

SubiTa da marto xmliT ari...

Cveni samkvidro

ar gagvixdes nakolxidari!

veRar wabilwavs

Cvens Rirsebas, xmals da fars navsi,

aRar gaxdeba

moRalate lazi farnasi!

yvelani erTad!

gveyoCeba mteri muxTali...

egriselebo!

sityva myofads brZoliT uTxariT!

mteri mteria!

vin uwyis ras izams tieli...

mteri mteria! _

sparsia Tu bizantieli!

III

ukanasknelad iyo misgan ca — Tvalakruli,

Tvali moavlo ukanasknelad...

da mis sawiers, JamTa namqriT gadanamqruli,

cisa da miwis ugana sknelmac!

2010w.

zaur molaSxia

606

swrafula rinos kvaracxelias

naRdo poetkaco rinos,

am cxovrebam rac iRrinos, _

mainc gaZleb

ZelqvasaviT,

dalev kacTan kaci Rvinos;

tkivilebiT

guldaRlilo,

Senma gulmac gaiRimos!

2010w.

mfeTqavi sityva

sanamdis unda vismino Zveli

zRapari anda igav-araki....

mZimed irxeva totebi sveli,

moismis qari, viT laparaki...

minda amqveynad sxiviviT damrCes

mfeTqavi sityva — bavSviviT wrfeli...

guls kvlav moTmenas da garjas vaCvev _

ase gacurda es erTi welic.

2010w.

xana siWarmagisa

607

qris masquri*

qris masquri, masquri,

xams miugdo mas yuri,

is mogiTxrobs idumals, _

ar sWirdeba dasturi.

qris masquri amo da

xma gulidan amodna,

nairferobs kolxeTi...

saRad mosaRamovda.

2010w.

sxva xibli hqonda..

.

sxva xibli hqonda Sens ezos movlils,

Senc yvaviliviT Svenodi ares

da gazafxulis feradi Tovli

Ria baRidan gahqondaT qarebs.

es Sen mSvelodi, ukeT rom megrZno

Tavi, garemo, Tvalsawieri...

dRes sxvagan cxovrob da Senma ezom

CemTvis dakarga Sno da ieri.

2010w.

* masquri _ (megr.) niavi.

zaur molaSxia

608

mSvenebis grZnoba

ras damaklebs wlebi,

Tu mSvenebas vigrZnob...

siWabukis xmebic

gavigono vinZlo,

Seni mzera Tbili,

tkbili sityva, cicav,

rogorc alis-kbili _

avJamisgan micavs.

2010w.

aq SarSandeli...

aq SarSandeli foTolcvenis wrialebs landi...

uxilav sxivze qanaoben Zveli landebi...

.....................................

xis qveS Crdilebi TamaSoben da totebs Soris

gamosxltebian mzis sxivebi niavis Cqamze

da karkaceben foTlebi erTxmad.

feTqaven laRad da uzrunvelad...

xasxasa foTlebs asdiT axla mwvane surneli

da ar anaRvlebT Semodgomis garduvaloba...

........................................

aq SarSandeli foTolcvenis wrialebs landi!

2010w.

xana siWarmagisa

609

kaci — monasroli

cas bade ekava mTvaris monaqsovi,

RrubelTa Sav zRvaSi elvis Tevzs iWerda...

kaci ki — udrood ganze monasroli _

idga javriani bavSvobis fiWvebTan.

RamiT moZilfxizle qveyana kvnesoda, _

ra gamoulevda sakvnesel - sadardels?

misi sawuxari iq viRas esmoda,

dumilSic kvnesoda: _ sadamde? sadamde?

kaci kvlav fiWvebTan idga, _ martosuli,

erT dros am qveynisTvis Tavis gamwirveli,

dRes araraobas Crdilad gamosxmuli

samasxaroeTis sveldeba wvimebiT!

mas gadauares! is Crdilad aqcies!

zeoben, Rreoben naarafralebi...

vinc Crdilukareba, namdvili kacia _

yvelas gaumzades xaxa napralebis!

gaSiSvlda qveyana! dgas sicariele

da yviris siSiSvle urcxvad da uxmebod,

frTebi dauSviaT nasicxar ielebs...

vai, saTnoebas Zir-fesvi uxmeba!

garSemo uCinrad iZvrian zvavebi,

mZimdeba sivrce da gza amonalebiT...

sawiers ayruebs kipkipi svavebis,

ver xedavs saxilvels morCilTa Tvalebi!

daxrilan Tavebi Tu Tavis qalebi,

Caklula suli da dadian leSebi...

vis unda leqsebi — zRva idumalebis,

seraven miwas da cas `esemesebi~.

zaur molaSxia

610

Cven vsvamT dawafebiT saamo sawamlavs

da Cvenze zrunaven kompiuterebi...

nuTu gardasulma arara gvaswavla, _

gonierT moZRvraven ugonod Sterebi!

cas bade ekava mTvaris monaqsovi,

RrubelTa Sav zRvaSi elvis Tevzs iWerda...

isev _ udroobiT kaci — monasroli,

dgas guljavriani bavSvobis fiWvebTan!

2010w.

Seni gulidan siyvarulis xma ismineba

iqneba igi! —

yovlismxedma raic ineba...

Seni gulidan

siyvarulis xma ismineba!

grZnob talRasaviT

daumcxrali Jamis dinebas...

wminda gulidan

siyvarulis xma ismineba!

ver gagigia

SenSi ra wuxs, ra iRimeba...

gulisgulidan

siyvarulis xma ismineba!

.......................

var fiqriani_

gancdiliT Tu dRes naxuliTa...

netav ismodes

siyvaruli yvelas gulidan!

2010w.

xana siWarmagisa

611

qvisfer siSores...

qvisfer siSores mzera vawvdine, _

raRac mimixmobs misken miwiers...

hau, ramdeni dro gavacdine!

hau, uSenod ra ar viwvnie!

2010w.

ra dagaviwyebs...

ra dagaviwyebs im yvavilobas,

im samoTxisdar adgil-samyofels, _

sadac qalwulis vaSlTa mkvrivoba

siyvaruliT rom moinayofe.

2010w.

Sen xar da iqnebi

Sen xar da iqnebi yovelTa msajuli,

yvelafers ganageb... ar vici sxva me...

vdgavar,

gexvewebi yelgamoqaCuli:

_ Cvens yofas,

areuls, _ uSvele rame!

2010w.

zaur molaSxia

612

mze mayvlovanSi anTia

mze mayvlovanSi anTia,

ciuri cexcli cimcimebs...

is aris — rac gvinatria,

is mogvxsnis tanjvis simZimes.

kibe — awvdili caTamdi _

angelozebiT brwyinvalebs...

man icis mtyuan-marTali,

vin ukan da vin winare,

vin vis Zraxavda, aqebda,

vin mtrobs Cvens miwas madlians...

is gadarekavs aqedan

amalekebs da madiams!

mze mayvlovanSi anTia,

ciuri cecxli cimcimebs...

is aris — rac gvinatria,

is mogvxsnis tanjvis simZimes.

2010w.

Tanafa*

samyaros

velidan bnelSavi aboWa

mnaTma da

gamoCnda cis sivrce mWvirvale...

man kacTa

Zvelcodva yofidan amoWra

da morCa!

aRsrulda Tanafa... brwyinvale!

2010w.

* Tanafa _ (megr). aRdgoma; sityvasityviT: _ Teneba, gaTeneba,

gadat. udidesi sixaruli.

xana siWarmagisa

613

siWabukeze vyvebi

xmasac aqvs Tavis feri,

xmasac aqvs Tavis gemo;

Zvirfaso, roca mReri _

davfrinav caTa zemoT.

Ddavcurav ferTa ferSi,

xmebi masxia frTebad...

TavisiT modis leqsi,

guli mkerdidan xteba!

mZafri tkivilic cxreba

aRmafrenaTa freniT...

CemSi raRa ar xdeba,

manTebs Seni xmis feri!

im xmis gemoTi vkvdebi,

is xma macocxlebs isev...

siWabukeze vyvebi,

iqneb, Senc guliT ismen?

2010 w.

sxvas visa aqvs Senebri xma

sxvas visa aqvs Seneb-ri xma

sxvas visa aqvs Seneb-ri Tma;

gamamxneva drois rixma...

_ ras ar gaTqmevinebs riTma!

2010 w.

zaur molaSxia

614

saiT wavide...

,, Crdilis aCrdilia kaci~ Ppindare (Zv.w. VI)

Qqars moaqvs SoriT mindvrebis xmebi:

_ ,,yvelani erT dros iqnebiT mkvdrebi,

jer wvalobT, xarobT, izrdebiT, TbebiT...

Srialebs Tqveni sizmrebis Tmebi!

yvelafers uxmod eCveviT, xmebiT...

modiT, mogixmobT es Cveni xmebi!~

...............

ca dums, _ Ramis da dilis arCivi...

saiT wavide _ Crdilis aCrdili?

2010 w.

garindebuli landi dgas velad

garindebuli landi dgas velad,

wyaro ki xevSi Caedineba;

ubiwo nisli eSveba nela

da xeobaSi Caefineba...

loginSi Tbilad grutunebs bavSvi,

dedas daqanculs CaeZineba...

cis meufeba siTeTres gaSlis

da lmobierad Caecineba.

2010 w.

xana siWarmagisa

615

Ddards nu eWmevi...

dDards nu eWmevi,

Eerevao dardi goliaTs;

tkivils tkivili

ayuCebso... gamigonia!

2010 w.

yvelas miuzRo sikeTe

yvelas miuzRo sikeTe,

mas yvela eyoCeboda;

mReroda ciur simRerebs,

miwa ki sul sxvas rCeboda!

axla ki ucxo kaciviT

dgas da dascqeris Cemodans...

dro imzireba dacinviT

maradisobis Cerodan!

2010 w.

diliT...

ortvins* mococxavs, akenWavs,

dilis mze Caewureba.

foSfoSis nafleTs akenwlavs

da saqmes daeSureba!

2010 w.

* Ortvini _ (megr.) bostani.

zaur molaSxia

616

axalgazrdebi

axalgazrdebi advilad weren

sikvdilze,

radgan igi Sors ari _

ase fiqroben

da ase sjeraT

da moTikine miminosaviT

sivrces gahmzeren TavmowonebiT...

Tanatolebi, Tanasworebi

vlian da qrian yvelgan nebisad;

axla iwyeba gancda cxovrebis...

jer ar Cans landi SeRamebisa!

2010 w.

***

mzeraCaqrobil Zvel sasaxleebs

ver SeaJrJolebs nacvari dilis...

cudmedidobiT fermkvdar saxeebs

ararsebobis akocebs Crdili.

ugrZnobelia zogi grZnobaSic,

zogi wyalSiac ver iklavs wyurvils...

dro daasvenebs usivrcobaSi

aqaurobiT nagvems da urvils!

da, isev... kaci imeds ewvdeba! _

ver moiSlian gulebi trfials...

_ rgoli Tavis Tavs ver daeweva

da maradiuls ver Sewyvets trials!

2010 w.

xana siWarmagisa

617

landi ugrZnobelobis

,,sazarelia dadgoma

ugrZnobelobis gzazeda~.

vaJa fSavela

TiTqosda guli amogarides,

TiTqos wagarTves gansjis unari...

axla yvelafers mzeras arideb: _

saqebia Tu xelaRebiT dasawunari!

SenTvis erTia: droTa mdinare _

(aRma Tu daRma) saiT idinebs;

kaci brZeni Tu mosawyinare

CaiRimebs TUu CaJamebiT CaiqviTinebs...

mogyveba landi ugrZnobelobis,

gza-gza gxvdebian civi landebi;

mamulis nacvlad _ ucxo velobi,

nisli dawnuli

(xmel wifelze!), viT girlandebi!

arc sibraluli, arc siyvaruli,

ugrZnobeloba mZlavrobs garSemo;

carielia Tasi amuris...

sicarielis savseobac sadRac arsebobs...

surT dagaviwyon gamCeni RmerTic...

(avahme, gulo, RadarCamqralo!)

raic aq aris _ araa SenTvis,

Aaq arsebuli ararsobad unda CaTvalo!

mogyveba landi ugrZnobelobis,

gza-gza gxvdebian civi landebi...

mamulis nacvlad _ ucxo velobi,

nisli dawnuli (xmel wifelze!), viT girlandebi!

2011 w.

zaur molaSxia

618

susxia basri...

susxia basri,

ca mgonia mimokawruli,

sicivisferad

varskvlavebi krTian, brwyinaven...

modi,

momxede,

minda Seni mSvidi dasturi,

gamiTbe suli _

eWviani, yovlis winare!

......................................................

imsxvreva koSki,

agebuli erTxel, yrmobaSi...

verra vixile

uaryofis uaryofaSic!

2011 w.

isev stansebi

muxa sxivebs merqansaviT ixvevs,

nasamxralze nebivroben rkoebi...

frialodan gadmomdgari cixe _

irgvliveTze uflobs ganmartoebiT.

bilikebi mTis naoWebs hgvanan,

(droo, mTaSi ra idumlad Cqamdebi!)

dabla rwyaven mowyurebul yanas,

Mmwuxrdeba da faTuroben landebi.

guls simxneviT siyvaruli arCens,

siTbos gascems,

ver acxunebs mze odes...

rac siyvaruls mfarvelobs da, ar Cans,

dae, igi yvelaferSi zeobdes!

2011 w.

xana siWarmagisa

619

zvaraki

did pativSia odes qajoba _

samoTxed Tvlian udaburebas...

kacma Tavis Tavs roca ajoba,

maSin dauwyes undod yureba!

dRisiT ismoda yefa RameTa,

xsovnaSi egdo nawyveti Jamis...

kacma Tavis Tavs gadaameta

da ganiteva yvelasgan amiT!

gaognebula Cveni planeta...

(axla ras Secvlis es laparaki!)

roca kacobas gadaameta _

is maSin gaxda wminda zvaraki!

2011 w.

kiTxva da natvra

I

Mmoinayofe welTa nayofi _

zogi fSute da zogi saR-mTeli...

ra eSveleba Sens guls gayofils,

rodis inaTebs SenTvis naTeli?

II

rasac dRes vambob an rasac vityvi,

netavi Rirdes raimed SenTvis _

ise, viT totze mfeTqavi kvirti

an yvavilebi _ mindvrebs rom erTvis!

2011 w.

zaur molaSxia

620

TiTebze daTvlilebi varT

TiTebze daTvlilebi varT,

sxva ferad gardvisaxebiT;

Cven vin gvamyofebs nebivrad,

gviWers aryofnis saxvevi.

dRes Cirad ar Rirs saxelic!

gviRrens samyaro aSlili...

ar Cans umweo Zaxili,

viT nakvalevi waSlili!

2011 w.

Seyvarebuli biWis simRera

sayvarelo,

Seni guli unda mando,

damijere,

ar var biWi undomando!

fxiani var!

ugergilo ar gegono,

maSin migrZno,

mxurvaled rom dagekono...

davixarjoT

grZnobiT, gana dardubaliT, _

sanam mova

Semodgoma garduvali!

2011 w.

xana siWarmagisa

621

kosmiur gzebiT...

`me ki miaxlovdeba samudamo qaosi~.

terenti graneli

ar mogwyindeba Sori cis sivrce,

ar gemZimeba landad sxeuli...

kosmiur gzebiT! mwvane nislisken

midixar, qaoss xelCaxveuli.

roca sivrceebs xar SeCveuli _

tanjvis surneli amod amdeba...

Sors, usxeulos suli grZneuli

usivrcobaSi gadaqandeba!

unelebeli gancdiT gznebuli

ar epuebi yofnas srulebiT,

yru RameebiT gabezrebuli

axal mnaTisken gaeSurebi...

Tuki aangrevs Jamsusxi kosmoss,

ra daalagebs imas xelaxla?

Sen mihkiodi gzas usxivosnos,

raTa aryofna gadagelaxa!

borgavs, inTeba Sori cis sivrce,

elavs bgerebad zeca rxeuli...

kosmiur gzebiT! — mwvane nislisken

ivli — qaosTan xelCaxveuli.

2011w.

zaur molaSxia

622

kosmologiurs vxedav lirikas

(eskizi)

kosmologiurs vxedav lirikas,

roca ganvicdi — vxedav kidevac...

ar vici _

vin mZuls, vici — vin miyvars.

sivrce cecxliviT guls mekideba!

sivrce maTbobs da sivrce gamyinavs,

sivrceSi brunavs yofis wrewiri...

sivrcidan vismen Zaxils — gamyivars,

sivrcis mtilovans var Sexvewili.

usivrcobaSic sivrces daveZeb,

sivrciT vnaTldebi — sivrcis naTluli...

miTaJamuri xmebis namcecebs

vagroveb,

sivrcis xmebSi Cafluli...

kosmologiurs vxedav lirikas,

roca ganvicdi — vxedav kidevac...

ar vici _

vin mZuls, vici — vin miyvars.

sivrce cecxliviT guls mekideba!

2011w.

quSi droeba...

Trgunavs yvelafers quSi droeba. _

aravis indobs — mwared mbasravi...

dabadebamdel usivrcoebas

ganvicdi zogjer zmanebasaviT!

2011w.

xana siWarmagisa

623

cxeli siCume

cxeli siCume,

cxelze cxeli... Caxurebuli...

moviTviTrjule...

dro wavida Caxumrebuli...

SevrCi am yofas

(virtualurs!) misi surviliT ...

viT uaryofa,

ganze davrCi martosuliviT!

2011w.

me momeCvena

me momeCvena:

megobrebs Soris videqi marto da mowyenili:

Sors Rameebi

vidodnen mwkrivad, gverdiT mze iyo amowverili.

mzeSi ki Ramis

xaliCa egdo, zed buRraobdnen cecxlis xarebi...

me momeCvena:

aqac da iqac mimovdiodi gulmduRarebiT.

mere ki xaris rqebze

vrokavdi, Sens sadRegrZelos xaris rqiT vsvamdi...

me momeCvena:

rom mixarodi, geferebodi, mZuldi da mwamdi!

2011w.

var madlobeli!

gazafxulisTvis var madlobeli!

irgvliv ferebi sazeimoa...

niavs surneli damaTrobeli

gulxelgaSlilad gzaze mimoaqvs.

2011 w.

zaur molaSxia

624

astralur wvaSi...

siCumis miRma xmebi ireva,

siCumis aqeT Cven vgavarT SeTqmuls ...

cxel gulze gulis okulireba

astralur wvaSi aanTebs erTguls!

2011w.

nuTu kvlav iqneba...

zecam varskvlavebis mreSi xma gakminda,

nel-nela daxuWa mTvare, _

rogorc mosasxami, sivrces gadahkida

RrubliT datenili Rame!

miwaze erTurTis povna gauWirdaT,

fSvinavda wkvarami kruli

da kiTxvis niSanTa eWvis kauWidan

verafriT Camoxsnes guli!

air-dairia, isev aqaosda

samyaros sivrce Tu zeca,

nuTu kvlav iqneba igi — gardamoxsna,

is erTxel CvenTvis jvars ecva!

2011w

igi gawires...

sinaTlisferi misca sawiers,

miwierTaTvis ras ar ecada...

ar Seismines! _

igi gawires,

vinc wuTisofels gamoecxada.

2011w.

xana siWarmagisa

625

msjavrdadebuli patriotis monologi

saSa zaqaraias

aq ver mivagen samSoblos Cemsas,

TumcaRa viTvli aTaswleulebs...

ver gaveqcevi

awmyosa da gardasuls versad, _

saukuneebs _

sivrceebSi gadarweulebs...

xan viT ufesvo,

davbarbaceb dReTa sakanSi,

xan Sinauric gamiucxovda...

dRemde verafriT

ver matara RmerTma mxargaSliT _

ros Cemi jiSi

purs mTxovnelsac madliT ucxobda!

vzivar da vfiqrob,

sasjelia iqneb kolxobac?

ar esmis moZmes,

rom var jima _ jimu* myofobis...

cxovrebaa Tu raRac oxroba, _

kvlav imuqreba

martoobis unayofobiT!

Sens mters vekveTe!

Sen ki yofna gamigisose

(Sens damaqcevars

ar Seerxes Tavze WaRarac!),

davTme yoveli!

nana skuas madliT viloce

da, iqneb,

SenTvis sulerTia — var Tu aRara!

* jimu — (megr.) marili.

zaur molaSxia

626

dReebs mivaTrev

jaWvebiviT, _ Tavis marWvlebiT,

kvlav vuerTguleb

imas — dRemde rasac verTgulob...

Cemi sicocxliT

misxal-misxal davixarjebi, _

Cems Svilobaze

ar geqneba sasayveduro!

2011w.

usaxuravo saxliviT vdgavar

usaxuravo saxliviT vdgavar,

kbiliT miWiravs myife kedlebi...

dro viT gasula, kvlav ise gava _

uyvedrelic da danayvedrebic!

uberavs JamTa msusxavi wvima,

gulmkerds mibasravs wveti wveTebis;

xan ukan vdgavar,

zogjer ki win var,

xan vcxovrob uxmod, xSirad — wyvetebiT!

qari da sicxe,

Tavsxma da yinva _

usaxuravo saxlis Tanmdevi...

TavSewirulTa moismis gminva...

mtrisa da moyvris aris tandemi!

ismis dumili, viT samduravi: _

(mTvare gakrula caze groSiviT...)

_ me var taZari _ usaxuravo!

_ me var qveyana _ sazRvrebmoSlili!

2012w.

xana siWarmagisa

627

koSmari da koSmaris Semdeg

xrColavda Rame, iwvoda Rame,

cvioda varskvlavTa wyeba;

gaepo mTebi amomskdar Rvarebs,

ismoda grigalis yefa;

dawewil sivrces sdioda sisxli,

stkioda samyaros mkerdi...

diliT ki

TrToda vardisfer nislSi

qveyana —

aRmdgari mkvdreTiT!

2012w.

gaTeneba

oqros namgliT

ganTiadi Rames mkida,

mzem sxivebi

mTa-gor-serebs miayara;

axta vaSli,

Tavis totze daekida...

_ gaTendao, _

SaSvma tye-vels miaxara.

2012w.

zaur molaSxia

628

xidan kvirtma Semomcina

xidan kvirtma Semomcina,

_ movedio, _ maxara.

Sors mTam,

SuqiT Semosilma,

Semoidno WaRara.

gazafxulis nedli feri

Ruis,

meRuRuneba...

vdgavar, rogorc nebieri,

da wminda maqvs guneba.

gulma TviTon isurvila

Svebac, gznebac, mowyenac...

ciT sxivebi, viT curidan,

miwam amod mowvela.

xidan kvirtma Semomcina,

_ movedio, _ maxara...

Sors mTam,

SuqiT Semosilma,

Semoidno WaRara.

2012 w.

alalia imisTvis...

garjiT Zali moica, weli moimagra...

alalia imisTvis — raic moinagra.

2012w.

xana siWarmagisa

629

mgzavro, suli daloce

wyalSi kvnesis kenari

qali _

lerwmad qceuli;

siyvarulisken ari,

ciur cvariT mcvreuli;

jado hangebs gamoscems

misi susti sxeuli...

mgzavro,

suli daloce _

mdevnels TavdaRweuli!

2012 w.

da... bnel zRvars gascda!

sibnelis gavliT sinaTlisaken

reminiscenciuli

gadmoscda bages namwyvdevi oxvra

naTmeni kacis,

esvena TvalSi cis mzeriT moRla

da feri gancdis...

mas xmobda ganZis jado Tu xibli —

sacTuri kacTa;

ganagdo Suri, sixarbe, jibri

da... bnel zRvars gascda.

2012 w.

zaur molaSxia

630

cremlsac aqvs Tavis cremli I

guli uSenod daiCrdila,

dila iyo Tu aisdila...

zogma lizRurad gaicina,

gulma lizRoba aicdina,_

Suris Suroba aicila,

cremlma cremlebSi gaibrwyina...

...........................................................

mze Cadis. modis daisRame...

cremlebic cremlebs daisxamen!

II

cremlsac aqvs Tavis cremli,

cremlebic cxared tirian...

vervin gaigebs, vervin,

Tu vis ra Caukiria!

vis ra Radari Radravs da

alxobs myofobis sakire...

vis ra burusi Cadravda,

vin ra cremlebiT atires;

im cremlTa cremlic naTobs...

Rriala isev Rrialobs,

dardic Tavisas dardobs,

cremlebic cremlebs Rvriano!

sivrces afiqrebs sivrce,

tyes ki astkivda axo...

Cum martoobas imcvrevs

poetis samosaxlo!

2012 w.

xana siWarmagisa

631

foTlovanSi...

foTlovanSi daSrialebs

sio _

tyeSi gaxiznuli...

frinvelebiT kvlav Jrialebs

sivrce _

wvimiT gaxvisnuli.

2012w.

dilis mnaTiviT izrdeba suli

dilis mnaTiviT izrdeba suli

da nela, nela mWlevdeba xorci...

ixsneba sivrce _ TvalisTvis xSuli

da ca kamkamebs wmindanTa locviT.

ca ismens unugeSoTa nukvas,

talavers erwymis foTlebi vazis...

dgas kaci,

Tavis myofoba ukvirs,

saidan mosdis fiqri Tu azri?

rac unda, imas gaigebs rosme?

ixilavs rosme uxilvel varskvlavs?

bundad ixsenebs pirvelqmnil kosmoss,

rogorc bavSvobis dakargul saxl-kars!

2012w.

zaur molaSxia

sarCevi

,,acelavs dila Rameul Crdilebs”(j. Sonia) ................5

ganyofilebani

1. xana siWabukisa ..........................................................15

2. xana srulkacobisa ..................................................213

3. xana siWarmagisa ........................................................500

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