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gvby‡li b·v †hw`b gvby‡liv fy‡j hv‡e cwiPq †mw`b Avwg gvbyl †Q‡o P‡j hve `~‡i †kvK bq, Av¸b Qov‡Z Qov‡Z `yÕ†Pv‡L †R‡b hve gvby‡li Aci bvg- fy‡j hvIqv, fy‡j hvIqv| Kó‡K Kó bq Ab¨‡Kvb welq g‡b K‡i c_-NvU-cÖvš—i Kvu‡a Avwg hve P‡j Aw½Kv‡i Aw½Kv‡i fvwm‡q w`‡q hve gvby‡li i³v³ gvbwPÎ Avi wdie bv- P~ovš— `…pZvq wQuoe eÜb| Zey wK fve‡e †KD- Avwg Avme, Avwg Avme Avwg Avme wd‡i Mvp †Kvb AÜKvi †f‡½ Lvb Lvb K‡i w`‡Z wkKj mgq! hw`I Avme bv wd‡i (wdi‡jB gvivZ¥K KvÊ N‡U hv‡e) Zey hw` Avwm wd‡i Z‡e †Kv_vq jyKv‡e wg‡_¨ †PvL, †Q‡j‡Ljv, BqvwK© hZ! wdievi bvg K‡i †KD Avi †d‡i bv Rvwb AvwgI wdie bv, Zey g‡b †iL gvby‡li cwiPq †kl n‡e e‡j Avgvi GB cÖ ’vb i³v³ ey‡K Rxe‡bi †hLv‡b `uvov‡bv _v‡K mvwie× myL †mLv‡bB k~b¨Zv †g‡L wb‡q Avwg hve P‡j gvby‡li b·v me R‡j hvq ay‡q|

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jy‡Kv‡bv RMr hLb P‡j hv‡e GB bMix †Q‡o wKQy `yeNvm Avcbv‡ZB †Ku‡` DV‡e wKQy gvbyl ey‡Ki evgcvk a‡i e‡m co‡e| GKw`b †`Lv n‡qwQj je½ b`x Zx‡i †mLv‡b cvwL‡`i emevm nvIqvi †Nv‡i Gfv‡eB IivI wP‡b‡Q myL †hLv‡b hZ civwRZ `ytL wQj| cv‡q cv‡q †j‡M Av‡Q big gvwU b`xcv‡ii Avengvb cig mvw_ wPý a‡i hv‡e P‡j bMixi wekvj me Av‡qvRb †f‡½, †Zvgvi mvRv‡bv N‡i KZ Av‡jv KZ myL, VvÊv ¯‡ii g‡Zv KZ †cÖg GKw`b wVK wVK †R‡b hve Avwg, wKQyB _v‡K bv †Mvcb wPiw`b fv‡jvevmv †R‡b hvq jy‡Kv‡bv RMr |

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Po `yÕai‡bi ¯fve wb‡q Avgiv `yÕRbv GKw`b GK DcZ¨Kvq †Mjvg| Avwg Lye GKvMÖ †`LwQjvg wbR©bZv Zzwg Lye ˆn ˆn kã K‡i Gw`K †mw`K †`Š‡o †g‡iwQ‡j Po! m¤ú~Y© DcZ¨Kvi Mv‡j cuvP Av½yj e‡m wM‡qwQj, ay‡jv DowQj Av‡M Av‡M| †mw`‡bi †mB Awfbe we‡Kj Awfgv‡b e‡m wQj Pzc! Avgvi ¯fve‡K fv‡jv‡e‡m Kv‡b Kv‡b e‡jwQj- `my I Ii mv‡_ †Kb G‡j GLv‡b KZevi I †hb †f‡½ †M‡Q Kv‡iv Kv‡iv gb! gvRvNlv ¯fv‡ei `vm bv n‡q Zzwg Lye G‡jv‡g‡jv †nv †nv nvwm‡Z f‡iwQ‡j DcZ¨Kvi weRb ey‡bvb, `yÕnvZ AvKv‡k Zz‡j PµvKv‡i Ny‡iwQ‡j Zvici Vvk Vvk wb‡R‡KB †g‡iwQ‡j Po|

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`ya©l© AnsKvi Avwg bB fvov‡U Lywb Avgvi hv mvd mvd wbZvš— cwi¯‹vi cÖ —ve mij Rjg~‡j Ni‡`vi Mov| Avgvi hv bv-ejv Ab‡š— Awc©Z †k−vK ZvB wb‡q m‡i hvI DrKU cZ½ivwR| Avwg bB fvov‡U Lywb RjgMœ †KŠgvh© niYKvix Ab¨iKg we`¨vj‡qi cÖnix| Avwg AwZmvaviY wee‡i e¶ w`‡q ï‡l †bB †ivM, eilvi bó dmj Zy‡j Avwb N‡i, cÖKvk¨ w`ev‡jv‡K gg©NvZx wgwQ‡j Qywo cvU‡Kj| CM‡ji Qvqv †d‡j †mvRvmywR eje NUbv- Avwg bB fvov‡U Lywb wKsev wK¬bœ cÖZviYv, Avwg AwZmvaviY Aš—i½ Qywi w`‡q wQu‡o †dwj wbwl× bxwjgv!

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cÖvPxb w`bhvc‡bi c×wZUvB Ggb †Zgb gvbyl nv‡m gvbyl Kuv‡` hLb ZLb, AvKvk †d‡U el©v bv‡g †mªv‡Zi gZb wkw¶Z nuvm D‡o †M‡j ey‡Ki †fZi ¯cœ-mv‡ai B‡”Q¸‡jv gvL‡e AuvZi| Avwg †Kej fv‡jvevmvq cÖvPxb n‡q †Zvgvi †fZi RvwM‡q †`‡ev `y‡Li Av`j cÖvPxb †_‡K cÖvPxb Avwg cv_i wP‡b Nygš— Lye †Ku‡` hve Ny‡gi †fZi|

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mgy ª Drme `yÕhyM Lyu‡RwQ hv‡i bxj nIqv we‡l †m wK eyS‡e hZ wel m½x‡Z ZZUyKzB Avwg cvb K‡iwQ? Zvi w`‡K PvB‡jB f‡i DwV, ïb¨ nB †iŠ`« wK e…wói Kvwnbx Rv‡b? †Vuv‡Ui Aci wc‡V jy‡Kv‡bv K_v Avgvi GB †PvL `y‡Uv ïb‡e e‡j, w`bivZ ivZw`b †Vuv‡Ui `yqv‡i G‡m PycPvc _v‡K cÖZx¶vq cÖZx¶vq Mvp ¯—äZv Auv‡K ˆbk‡ã¨i mv`v Qvbv ey‡K‡Z Pv‡c| `yBhyM †P‡qwQ hv‡i e¨_vfvi ey‡K †m wK †Kej eÜy e‡jv, eÜy‡Z¡i †Suv‡K? m½x‡Zi Qvqvgq gm…Y KiZ‡j Avgvi GB cvcwe× gyLLvwb w`‡qwQ Zy‡j Kyqvkvi e¨v‡Û‡R †eu‡awQ ¶Z, Zey AnsKv‡ii P›`‡b †m †hb mvRv‡bv| Zvi †VuvU b‡o DV‡j †eu‡P _vKv euv‡P Zvi Mvb †f‡m G‡j Aw¯’i nuvUvnuvwU K‡g Zey †hb †m Ac~Y© c~‡Rv hZ Avgv‡KB †`‡e `yÕhyM cÖZx¶vi Awj‡›` KvUj e‡j †m †hb wVK K‡i‡Q Drmenxb mgy‡`ªi ey‡K GBevi wSby‡Ki m½x‡Z CMj‡K gvZv‡e|

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Kvg‡oi `vM GB †h Zywg ï‡q Av‡Qv Z›`«vi Amg †Nv‡i †ivR †fv‡i dyj †`‡ev †Zvgvi bgª cv‡q Zywg †kvI Awbt‡kl c‡_i cÖv‡š— nuvUy gy‡o †P‡q †`wL †Zvgvi †`n †Kgb dy‡ji g‡Zv dy‡U Av‡Q! Kvj †fv‡i GiKg jvMj bv †h! Z‡e wK ïwK‡q †M‡j e…‡š—i g~‡j, dywi‡q †M‡j wK Zywg Aï× S‡o? GB¶‡b wdwi‡q wb‡j gyL `vi“Y ¯§i‡Y †kvK`» †PvL Avgvi †Kgb m‡i hvq A‡Pbvi g‡Zv jv‡M bxj †PvL, AvKv‡ki iO Avwg GLb wQu‡o †dwj hveZxq mskªq cwiav‡bi A‡hvM¨ wcÖq cyiv‡bv d«K|

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Amg †eva GKRb cyi“‡li µxZ`vmx GLb Zywg A_P GKRb gvby‡li †cÖwgKv wQ‡j| GKw`b †fvi‡ejv evMv‡bi dyj wQu‡o mvRv‡j dyj`vbx GKRb gvbyl Lye Pg‡K D‡VwQj, GwK! GwK Ki‡j Zywg! GLb ZLb mvRv‡j †mB dyj`vbx GKRb cyi“l Lye gy» nq cÖdyj− D”Q¡‡m e‡j I‡V- evn †ek †Zv mvRv‡e †Zv Av‡iv Zy‡j Avwb! GKRb gvbyl Avi GKRb cyi“‡li e¨eavb hZw`b bv eyS‡e Zywg ZZw`b †kvKMuv_v †jLv n‡e †g‡Niv gi“f~wg cvi n‡q P‡j hv‡e Zey †`‡e bv GK‡duvUv Rj, e…wói yÕnvZ Rwo‡q cÖv_©bv w`‡jI †m ïb‡e bv Livi Kuv`b, ebf~wg a~mi ¤−vb gy‡L †P‡q i‡e FZy e`‡ji †gŠmy‡g †gŠmy‡g, cvwLiv bxo Movi Avgš¿Y wdwi‡q w`‡q D‡o hv‡e c…w_exi GKk AvKv‡k| GKRb gvby‡li †cÖwgKv wQ‡j Zywg GKRb cyi“‡li µxZ`vmx, †Zvgv‡K Kx w`‡q †evSve SY©vi †Mvcb †Vuv‡U ivLv Av‡Q mnmª Py¤bivwk|

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mvgyw`ªK So KZRb P‡j †Mj AvKv‡ki ey‡Ki †fZi †mB AÁvbZvB wQj Avgvi cÖ_g †PZbv| A‡jŠwKK †PvL Ry‡o Si‡Q we‡Uv‡d‡bi wcqv‡bvi ¯iMg, K¬vwš—i Abš— `vM †d‡j Avgvi KwVb nvZ Qyu‡q hvq iv‡Zi AvKvk| ivRv‡`i SKS‡K †cvkv‡K †Ku‡`wQj mvivUv knigq Ck¦‡ii `~Z| mvK©vm †k‡l GK bZ©Kx K¬vš—-wSgvq e‡m K¬vD‡bi cv‡k|

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wg‡_¨ †iL bv Zywg, Kó K‡i GKUy bv nq ¯—ä n‡j| AvKvk evZvm gvZvj K‡i Kx Avi n‡e! Kx Avi n‡e? Avgvi K_v ivL‡j †Kb ˆPÎw`‡bi k¦vm-cÖk¦v‡m gvsm †cvovi MÜ fv‡m K…òP~ovi Av‡kcv‡k| Nywoi my‡Zv GKUy †Q‡o ¸wU‡q †bevi evmbv‡Z Avgvi AvKvk †Kgb †hb ˆn ˆn ˆn k‡ã gv‡Z| Lye‡m nv‡m, Lye‡m Kuv‡` GB c…w_exi gv_vi Dci SivcvZv Dwo‡q nvIqv e× wkKj †f‡½ †d‡j| kixi †_‡K ¶‡Zi Qvqv Qwo‡q c‡o mv‡_ mv‡_ †Kb Zywg ¯—ä n‡j †Kb Zywg ¯—ä n‡e! Avwg, bó‡mªv‡Zi i³ †g‡L GB BwZnvm †Zvgvi w`‡K Qyu‡o gvwi Ges nvZZvwj‡Z †f‡½ †dwj ew›`w`‡bi cÖwZ”Qwe|

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WvK Avwg P‡j hvw”Q, Zywg `iRvUv eÜ K‡iv Avwg P‡j hvw”Q, Zywg Av‡jvUv wbwf‡q †d‡jv| Ggb Aby‡iva nq‡Zv Kwiwb Av‡M Zey cv_‡i Mov‡Z Mov‡Z AvR GBme Aby‡iva Ab¨iKg jv‡M mwi‡q w`‡ZB nvZ †g‡Niv gv_v Zy‡j `uvovq cÖwZev` Rvbvq GKmv‡_| G-Rxe‡b KL‡bv hvi cvBwb †`Lv Zvi K_vB evi evi g‡b Av‡m †Kvbw`b AmveavbZvq Zvi Qvqv Avgv‡KB wcQy †W‡K g‡i| Avwg P‡j hvw”Q `xN© c_hvÎvq K¬vš— ne nq‡Zv ˆbtk‡ã¨i Av½yj Qyu‡q wbR©b mš—vb ne Avgvi †cvkvK ZLb gvwU‡Z Movq fiv Kjm, mvRv‡bv M…n me fyj‡e Avgvq| cÖ‡qvR‡bi AwZwi³ mܨv‡ejvi MvpNyg `yÕ†Pv‡L bvwg‡q, mi“ KvR‡ji Uv‡b Avgvi GB AvZ¥‡fvjv Awfgvb Kv‡iv w`‡K Zyj‡e bv Av½yj| `xN©k¦v‡mi †Vuv‡U i‡e bv Z…òv cxwoZ Avwj½‡b kãnxb ne c…w_exi j¶‡KvwU c‡_i †Kvb-bv-†Kvb GK c‡_ cv‡q cv‡q P‡j hve ... `iRvUv eÜ K‡iv Av‡jvUv wbwf‡q w`I Zywg|

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Ae‡njv GB †h Avgvi `uvwo‡q _vKv e¨_v GB †h Avgvi cÖni¸‡jv GKUy GKUy fvO‡Q bxieZv Zv‡i wb‡q †hgb Lywk mvRvI Zywg Av¯‹vivnxb †g‡Ni c−veb S‡oi Ac~e©Zv| R‡ji gv‡S GKwU Qvqv Rj-Ujgj Kuv‡c GKwU ceb Av‡¯— K‡i ïwb‡q †Mj- Qvqv GLb †f‡½ †`‡ev Qvqvi Awfkv‡c! DØv¯—y ey‡Ki c‡i †Mvcb nv‡Zi †Ljv cik †`evi Av‡MB w`j kvbeuvav‡bv Nv‡U e‡m wbKm Ae‡njv| Avgvi GB n‡jv †Mv AvKvj e‡ov GB n‡jv †Mv Kvj, †hLv‡b‡Z `uvovB wM‡q †mBLv‡b RÄvj wN‡i a‡i Avcb K‡i wb‡iU MvjvMvj|

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bvg Avwg wK GgbB gvbyl †h gvbyl †Zvgv‡`i w`‡K †P‡q †Zvgv‡`i ewj- fq †bB, fv‡jv AvwQ fq fy‡j †MwQ! †ng‡š—i K¬vš— `ycyi‡ejv wd‡i Avwm †jvKvjq †Kvjvnj n‡Z, Avwg wK GgbB gvbyl wPiKvj †Pv‡L †Pv‡L wb‡R‡KB K‡i †MwQ †`vlx! †Kviv‡mi g‡Zv †mB kã Av‡m Kv‡b hvi bvg AwjwLZ ˆ`e Mv‡b Mv‡b fxlY DZj Ni Ni wK c‡ii g‡Zv Uv‡b? GKUyI Ki“Yv †bB †bB So euv‡ki e‡b Z‡e †Kb mcvs mcvs KwÂi evwo †¶‡c I‡V wbôyi kix‡i! Avwg wK GgbB gvbyl KviYnxb †R‡M DwV Akixwi ey‡K `ynvZ evwo‡q †`B wbtmnvq †kv‡K, cÎnxb GBw`b †K‡U hvK Avgvi gvbyl Aeq‡e, fy‡j †MQ †hB bvg †m-bv‡gi A¶‡i Kx hvq Av‡m!

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QvBf‡¯§i Kve¨ Zywg Avi g‡b K‡iv bv †mBme K_v| Avwg f~‡Zi g‡Zv Lye wf‡R wf‡R we`y ‡Zi iv‡Z †Zvgvi Rvbvjvq uvwo‡q AvwQ GB †`L, Avwg †Kgb GKv G-fv‡eB †K‡U †M‡Q e…wói ivwÎ| †iv` n‡jI Avgv‡K cv‡e bv Zywg Avwg Lye cy‡oUy‡i GKvKvi n‡q f¯§QvB‡qi gv‡S c‡o AvwQ Avgvi Avi wKQyB mq bv, Avi Zywg g‡b K‡iv bv †mBme K_v| K_viv †Zv Avm‡eB- KL‡bv †f‡m †f‡m, KL‡bv †n‡m Avevi KL‡bv-ev e‡ov †Ku‡`, Zv‡`i g‡b Kiv wb‡q Zywg Kó cv‡e Zv wK nq? Avwg f~Z, Avwg QvB Avgv‡K evZv‡m Dwo‡q `vI Zvn‡j †eu‡P hv‡e mnmª K_vi euva|

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NU‡e bZyb wKQy Ly‡jQ GKUy K‡i `vi“Y Zß eªZ ZywgI †e‡mQ fv‡jv GKwU †Mvcb wmuwo| cÖvqB fy‡j hvB Kx wQj ejvi evwK ZywgI †K‡›`ª †Nvi cybe©vi wi³ AuvwL| †bkv‡Lvi †KD Lye `yqvi a‡i‡Q iv‡Z, `yqvi †Zv †Zvgvi ey‡K GKUyI Lyj‡j bv‡h! Svcmv Svcmv aŸwb cÖwZaŸwb nq bvwK `yqvi Ly‡j `uvovI eyKdvUv k‡ãi Av‡M!

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Avgvi Rb¥ K, Avgvi †Kvb wbR¯ AvKvk †bB mKvj †_‡K ivwÎ ch©š— fvMvfvwM K‡i AvKvk †`wL| Mfxi iv‡Z GKwU G‡iv‡c−b Ny‡gi †fZi e‡ov †ewk kã Zy‡j QyUvQywU K‡i| Avgvi Rb¥ n‡qwQj S‡oi iv‡Z ZLb S‡oi mgq bq ZeyI wbj©¾ †cÖZ Avgvi Rb¥‡K DRvi K‡i wbj| L, ï‡q AvwQ mgy « cv‡o ¯vaxb MR©b Zvi AÜKv‡i †f‡m †f‡m Av‡m wbweo mwnòy †XD Qyu‡q hvq A¯úó Av‡e‡M| Gfv‡e ï‡q ï‡q †K‡U hv‡e AvMvgx eQi¸‡jv fy‡j hvB AZx‡Zi evYx mgy « Avgvi Rb¥ cÖwZaŸwb|

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Rjvk‡q cwZZvi jvk wµ‡m›U ivwÎ †b‡g‡Q `yÕDi“i gv‡S wkíwUí GLb Avi av‡i Kv‡Q †bB| KvKP¶y Kv‡jv †c‡U cÖPÊ N…Yvq jvwjZ gvby‡li åyY GK `uvwo‡q †M‡U| cwZZvi †R‡M IVv ØxcLvwb ï‡qwQj cyi“l ewY‡Ki cv‡k bMœ Z…òv KyuK‡o Av‡m kix‡ii fuv‡R †eªv‡Äi ¯—bhyMj Qvqv †d‡j eûevi giY‡K G‡b‡Q †W‡K bvwfg~‡j wbi“¼yk wkniY GK`j ivRnsmx n‡q wbN©yg wbkx‡_ wm› yK Ly‡j †ewi‡q Av‡m K‡qw` cvwj‡q hvq ˆRweK Zvobvq eûiv‡Z cowk‡`i †ZwR KyKyi Wv‡K Avgv‡`i †Kvb wbR¯ KyKyi bvB|

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†kvKkh¨vi Mvb †Kb †evS bvB cÖY‡qi jxjv‡Ljv Acvi †mvnv‡M †Kb †evS bvB †cÖwg‡Ki Ae‡njv| GB †h b`x R‡ji b`x Zvi Mvb KZ`~i el©v †k‡li kvš— mKvj Avmv hvIqv eû ~i †Kb †evS bvB mg‡qi †mªvZ cvnvo Mov‡bv †Suv‡K †Kb †evS bvB kZ`j KZ Rj Qyu‡q †M‡Q R‡j| eqvb K‡iQ kqb kh¨v GKk †kv‡Ki Ni Pviw`‡K †di evZvm eB‡q D‡V‡Q k‡ZK So †Kb †evS bvB w`b †Zv dyivj w`‡bi ¯—ä wc‡V †Kb †evS bvB mxgvnxb e¨_v Rgv n‡jv w`‡b w`‡b| GB †h Rxeb Av‡aK Rxeb hv‡e †Kvb wcÖq‡jv‡K Zvi †P‡q hvK wi³ `ynvZ Rovq j¶ †kv‡K|

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c~e©m~wi GKw`b So DV‡j N‡i wd‡i †hI Avwg †Zv evB‡iB i‡ev, evB‡ii gvbyl Ni gvbyl‡K Avkªq †`q, Avgv‡K bq ay‡jvi gv‡S †PvL hv‡e, wbtk¦vm AvUKv‡e So Avgv‡K Avcb †f‡e Rov‡e Ii ey‡Ki kã ïbv‡e ... ... ... So G‡j N‡i wd‡i †hI Avgvi Ggb wKQy †bB †h wbivcËvq hve ZPbP †Ljvq †g‡Z G-Rxeb †cvnv‡e Avgvi †Zv wbR nv‡Z wKQyB Mov n‡e bv n‡e bv, n‡e bv, n‡e bv †Kej So Avgvq m…wó K‡i †Kewj fv‡½| N‡ii evB‡i †`L So eq N‡ii †fZ‡i wK Zvi †ewk bq? Z‡e Avi †fZ‡i †Kb evB‡i G‡mv fq †c‡j N‡i wd‡i †hI bvnq| So-k‡ã Kuva `ywj‡q Avwg ZLb Lye nvme, Lye †n‡m Rvwb‡q hve Avwg †Zv S‡oi e‡ov, S‡oi c~e©m~wi|

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