Preface

Many people want to know who was the real Michael Jackson who overreached an entire

world and what lies below the image King of Pop below the image of an innocent with a bright

soul Maybe we are never going to find out all these but getting deep inside his mystery I

understood many things and the image of Michael Jackson became more and more clear That is

why I have decided to write this book in order to open the eyes of many people and make them

believe again in dreams and hopes to tell the entire world a story that surpasses any imagination

or fiction production My purpose was not to create a bestseller but to try to make people change

their lives and be kind to each other Here philosophy and imagination go hand in hand like

two sisters because one without the other lead to the destruction of the value of the whole created

by God The story began long time ago when two twin souls appeared in the world They

supplemented each other and grew up together into their philosophy and world both created to

bring a change and light to the people on earth They were both meant to fight for truth and love

But as time went on something happened and those two souls were separated One day when

she one of the souls came back on earth she saw that she was different from the other people

She felt like she was so tired and aged and the people that she met and talked to considered her

to be ingenious Life made this soul go through many difficulties she found out what means to

be lonely betrayed and disappointed and in that way she understood that she lacks something

Then she remembered that once he had another soul next to him and that soul used to be his

guardian angel When she remembered all those she thought it was too late she thought that life

destroyed little by little that soul full of light and hopes But in an end that soul appeared on

earth and he didnrsquot know who he was and how important he was for the other soul After some

time one day he found out that there was someone who had the same ideas and principles and

who had the same character as he did He was very shocked to find out all that and couldnrsquot

understand what that meant But after a while he understood that he had a twin soul But because

there was too much betrayal pain and crime the first soul left the world But all those things

hunted him after she left the world And he always remembered her and her sufferings Even

their lives were similar in spite of the fact that one of them was a king of music and the other one

was a simple human being who wanted to make a change and bring some happiness in the world

When he realized that he remained alone in the world he began to look after that twin soul who

waited for him half of century But in his search he began to loose himself little by little and he

couldnrsquot understand what was happening anymore and he wasnrsquot able to find that soul till the

end Then he understood that only his inner power and peace could bring her back Then when

he realized what he had to do and when a fierce fight for glory and power began in the world he

thought to find an army that was created by his twin soul am army that could defeat everything

While searching he found two knights who fought for justice and who knew and wanted as well

to change the world Those knights shortly found that army and began the fight And the fight

lasted long till one day they found the steel that could free that soul from pain and

disappointment And then meeting again those two twin souls turned into a single soul full of

truth love and hopes Having an unimaginable power one day he destroyed everything that

harmed the world and filled it with the light of love This was shortly the story of the two twin

souls one of whom was even Michael Jackson But guess who was the other one

With love and delight

I will always be here

Yoursquoll always find me near

Here only for you

Even done to the world

I will still appear

From darkness to the light

Like the truth I will always come out

With great happiness and love With love and respect the author

There where no one in mind will have Adriana Verega

Because where is sadness and pain

I will always be with fain

Chapter 1

The beginning of rebirthhellipWhile the Paradise was still on the earth there were two twin souls that used to live in

harmony on it and their love was like a light that covered everyone who lived in Paradise But

that didnrsquot last too long because one day the Paradise was taken up into the sky but the people

were left on the earth And those two twin souls passed into nothingness and lost each other

One of them came back on the earth having a new name Michael Jackson Day after day day he

amazed the people around him with his ingenuity And all his dreams began with his wish to sing

together with his brothers and become a great and important personality And that wish became

true when his mother heard him by chance singing one of the songs that his brothers used to

sing He learned the song without paying attention to his fatherrsquos screams at his brothers But at

that time he didnrsquot know what was going to happen to him Later his father began to act the

same with Michael and that was more and more frequent And as time went on Michael realized

that he wasnrsquot anymore the child that he used to be but he became the bread and butter of the

family And when he became more aware of that the dreams that he had became then a burden

that he actually didnrsquot want to carry Then when he grew up he understood that everything that

happened was for his own good Reaching the limit he decided to live his life the way that he

wanted and left the familyrsquos famous band So he followed his own way where he wanted to find

that twin soul but also to fulfill the dream of becoming a great and important personality after he

became what he always dreamed for he had another dreams for example to change the world in

a better way to bring happiness to thousand of people and to show them the world where he

came from a world that was forgotten by people Many years was Michael looking all over the

world for that twin soul All that time he knew many good people including a friend whose

name was Elisabeth Taylor That happened one day when Michael was very tired after he had a

concert and was getting ready for another one

- Irsquom so tired of these fake eyebrows Do I really have to wear them It hurts and I am

extremely exhausted I canrsquot take it anymore

- Oh Michael donrsquot say this you will get on the stage and be like new

- On the stage Mhhmm but look at my shoes

He smiled to Deby innocently with a sad look showing her the cut out shoes

- Oh God what happened with them

Then Michael just asked himself

-Who takes care of my costumes Where is the person that should be responsible of them

- Irsquom just right here What has happened

Chapter 1

The beginning of rebirthhellipWhile the Paradise was still on the earth there were two twin souls that used to live in

harmony on it and their love was like a light that covered everyone who lived in Paradise But

that didnrsquot last too long because one day the Paradise was taken up into the sky but the people

were left on the earth And those two twin souls passed into nothingness and lost each other

One of them came back on the earth having a new name Michael Jackson Day after day day he

amazed the people around him with his ingenuity And all his dreams began with his wish to sing

together with his brothers and become a great and important personality And that wish became

true when his mother heard him by chance singing one of the songs that his brothers used to

sing He learned the song without paying attention to his fatherrsquos screams at his brothers But at

that time he didnrsquot know what was going to happen to him Later his father began to act the

same with Michael and that was more and more frequent And as time went on Michael realized

that he wasnrsquot anymore the child that he used to be but he became the bread and butter of the

family And when he became more aware of that the dreams that he had became then a burden

that he actually didnrsquot want to carry Then when he grew up he understood that everything that

happened was for his own good Reaching the limit he decided to live his life the way that he

wanted and left the familyrsquos famous band So he followed his own way where he wanted to find

that twin soul but also to fulfill the dream of becoming a great and important personality after he

became what he always dreamed for he had another dreams for example to change the world in

a better way to bring happiness to thousand of people and to show them the world where he

came from a world that was forgotten by people Many years was Michael looking all over the

world for that twin soul All that time he knew many good people including a friend whose

name was Elisabeth Taylor That happened one day when Michael was very tired after he had a

concert and was getting ready for another one

- Irsquom so tired of these fake eyebrows Do I really have to wear them It hurts and I am

extremely exhausted I canrsquot take it anymore

- Oh Michael donrsquot say this you will get on the stage and be like new

- On the stage Mhhmm but look at my shoes

He smiled to Deby innocently with a sad look showing her the cut out shoes

- Oh God what happened with them

Then Michael just asked himself

-Who takes care of my costumes Where is the person that should be responsible of them

- Irsquom just right here What has happened

- Jay take care of this problem as soon as possible ok I have to get on the stage in just a

couple of minutes and make sure that the costumes for the next concert are ready too Ok

- Ok Michael

Walking on the corridors of the place where he had to give a concert he rubbed his

shoulders with Elisabeth Both of them were in a hurry and they didnrsquot pay attention

wherever they were walking

-Sorry I didnrsquot pay attention where I was walking I am Michael

- It is my fault too and my name is Elisabeth

-Do you want to come to my concert tonight at the Hotel Montreal

-What kind of concert Oh waithellipI know you from somewhere you are Michael from the

band Jackson 5 right How are your brothers doing Are they also here

-No this is a solo concert I am not part of the band anymore This a debut concert as a

soloist

- Ok I understand I will be there for sure

As Michael got to know her better he thought that she was the twin soul But wasnrsquot

she to be it but anyway a strong friendship developed between them a friendship that lasted

forever Michael had to learn a lot from this friendship especially to be an artist and a man at

the same time Later in Michaelrsquos life many other persons appeared They had either a very

important positive or negative role One of them was Frank Dileo who became Michaelrsquos

manager The heyday of Michaelrsquos carrier called Bad Era was a period of nightmare for MJ

everyone wanted to put him away just because he was a man of color with influence on

America People used to gather together anywhere where he was present For him this was

like a shock because he never thought that he could ever be able to have such an influence

on so many people When Michael understood how much his fans loved him he began to

write a new set of songs totally different from the other ones Those songs were only for the

fans whom he began to call his army And thas army became indeed an army with which

Michael wanted to fight against the destruction of human souls and in general to change the

world in a better and fair world The songs that he wrote in that period were ldquoBlack or

Whiterdquo ldquoMan in the mirrorrdquo ldquoHeal the Worldrdquo ldquoWe are the Worldrdquo

For him the process of creation for those songs was very special He understood very

well the importance of the song that he was about to create In the meantime a lot of events

took place in Michaelrsquos life and those events influenced the creation of the new songs One

of them was the change of the color of his skin Michael has been transformed

from a black man in a man with white skin because of a skin disease that destroyed the

pigmentation of his skin This transformation gave rise to discussions and questions The

spitfires were saying that he operated himself to change his skin that fact was again like a

shock for Michael like a new blow Only his devoted fans supported him and they were the

ones to give him the power to move on Regretfully that was just the begging of Michael

Jacksonrsquos nightmare Many people pretending to help him and to become his friends came to

him and because Michael trusted in people too much he used to give chances to everybody

to get close to him and as a result he suffered a lot The critics that he received from his

father werenrsquot so rough for him in comparison with those that he used to hear from the press

and TV Knowing who is he indeed he began to promote a new album with which he

intended to stop the critics regarding his physical appearance His song ldquoBlack or Whiterdquo

changed the attitude of thousands of people what concerns black people and vice versus

That was a huge success for him a step to change the world That success not mentioning

the songs ldquoBillie Jeanrdquo and ldquoThrillerrdquo was one of the most beautiful moments When he

created that song he knew it would be special and each note that he sang filled him with

energy and joy He used to call Elisabeth every day telling her

- Liz listen to this piecehellip

How does it seam

- Michael it is very fine genialhellip

What happened with you your voice sounds so happy

-Liz I just love so much what comes out and I canrsquot wait to finish this song

It is like an expected child that has to be born for me this is a huge happiness And I feel that

this song is totally different from the previous songs it is going to be a special one and I

hope it to change many lives and the world that surrounds us

- I am glad that you have such a state of mind right now keep it like this and you are

definitely going to accomplish what you want I will always be here for you

- Thank you Liz You are a very good friend and you always have a good word to tell me I

appreciate this very much

After a while in Michaelrsquos life his first child Prince Jackson appeared Together with

Prince Michaelrsquos life changed completely He wasnrsquot the one that used to be before childish

for whom the world was a fairytale where he was the main character Then he understood that he

was a father that he was the one to protect that small treasure He began to dream how he would

grow up and every day spent together with his child was the happiest day in his life After

Prince his next two children Paris and Blanket came Life for Michael began to gain a new

meaning Still being spiritually fulfilled and happy he didnrsquot forget about his twin soul Looking

in his childrenrsquosrsquo eyes and also of those that used to come at his house he always remembered

that twin soul he was looking for his entire life Because the smile of every child was similar to

the light that that soul gave and when he used to see sadness in childrenrsquos eyes he remembered of

the loneliness that the soul and he himself used to bear

His children represented the new muse and then he continued the new set of songs for his

new album that he soon after that launched In the meantime he changed his manager and signed

a new contract with a company that had to produce his CDs and to organize his concerts and

tours For him that seemed to be a new beginning after a period of rough criticism and personal

attacks But it wasnrsquot like that because all the children that used to come often to Neverland to

have fun spent the night there and that fact became strange for many people For this reason

there were many accusations that began to destroy Michaelrsquos world He passed through many

trials because of the stars hunters how he used to call them but the verdict was UNGUILTY all

the time Later after all those he launched his new album ldquoHistoryrdquo and he had the success that

he hoped from the beginning to have The album included also songs from his previous albums

But later a new fiasco was waiting for Michael it was created by a reporter who insisted to do it

The reporter was famous for an interview that he had with Princess Diana Michael being

confident in people accepted to give that interview to his later regret This interview put him in

a light that was totally different from reality The commentaries given by that reporter were an

attack on Michaelrsquos personality characterizing him as being a strange and childish person and

that the children could be in danger around him In the day when the interview was broadcasted

on TV Michael saw it together with his children and saw that he was betrayed again but that

time it was too much for him to bear He withdrew in his small studio and began to sing more

like screaming with rage and dancing to the exhaustion then he stopped for a moment and said

ldquoI canrsquot take it anymore this is too much Why is there so much evil and contempt in people

Whyrdquo

The magic phrase ldquoEverything will be alrightrdquoThese words were heard thousands of times in the lives of both souls Nobody knew how

important was this phrase and what it hided thorough its innocence Namely that phrase saved

their lives thousands of times Because of it those two souls did something that nobody thought

it would be possible To prove you that I will tell you some moments from their lives

- Michael get ready we have to go in the town for a new recording

- But dad Irsquom very tired I want to get some rest at least some Can I do that

- What How do you dare to say something like that You are always unsatisfied Do you

want to become a star The hell you will be look at you look at your nose God Are you

blind or what How many times do I have to tell you that now is the moment to work

after that you will take rest That man is waiting for us at the studio what should I tell

him

- Dad

- Am I not right Look at your face you are hideous

- ( Everything will be alright We will see who and what is going to be If I am not going to

make my albums the best sold and the girls to faint at my concerts we see who of us is

hideous)

Those thoughts were the first to bring slowly Michael to the destruction of his soul but at

the same time they made him stronger As the saying goes ldquoThat which does not

kill us makes us stronger rdquo In Michaelrsquos case that is how it was he created a wall

of protection against harsh criticism Perhaps Michael wouldnrsquot have got where he got if there

hadnrsquot been the severity of his parents similar to a cold shower of the paparazzi That is why for

Michael and his twin soul those words were magic they created all the craziness where he got

and he wanted to move on In the life of the other character those words were said in another

context but with the same effect on her personality That is how she learned to treasure herself

and to enormously want to become a great person The same wish as Michael Jackson and that

was where the two souls began to be alike even if there were a lot of years difference between

them For Michaelrsquos twin soul the magic words were said in moments of hope but at the same

time of sorrow The way of saying them differs as day and night as black and white Because

Michael always used to say the words with contempt and that differed a lot to the other soul For

her that moment was something like the following

- Hey who put this trash on my desk Was it you Olea

- What do you want from me

- I just want you to take the trash from my desk

- Thatrsquos the last thing I would do

- Take it right now

- Look at me If you say one more word I will put this trash in your head

- What did you say

- Exactly what you heard

- You are crazyhellip(Everything everything will be alright We will see who and what is

going to be)

The character had a lot of moments like that especially in adolescence because she was

vulnerable in front of everybody but as the time passed by she changed herself and time also

became changeablehellip

spitfires were saying that he operated himself to change his skin that fact was again like a

shock for Michael like a new blow Only his devoted fans supported him and they were the

ones to give him the power to move on Regretfully that was just the begging of Michael

Jacksonrsquos nightmare Many people pretending to help him and to become his friends came to

him and because Michael trusted in people too much he used to give chances to everybody

to get close to him and as a result he suffered a lot The critics that he received from his

father werenrsquot so rough for him in comparison with those that he used to hear from the press

and TV Knowing who is he indeed he began to promote a new album with which he

intended to stop the critics regarding his physical appearance His song ldquoBlack or Whiterdquo

changed the attitude of thousands of people what concerns black people and vice versus

That was a huge success for him a step to change the world That success not mentioning

the songs ldquoBillie Jeanrdquo and ldquoThrillerrdquo was one of the most beautiful moments When he

created that song he knew it would be special and each note that he sang filled him with

energy and joy He used to call Elisabeth every day telling her

- Liz listen to this piecehellip

How does it seam

- Michael it is very fine genialhellip

What happened with you your voice sounds so happy

-Liz I just love so much what comes out and I canrsquot wait to finish this song

It is like an expected child that has to be born for me this is a huge happiness And I feel that

this song is totally different from the previous songs it is going to be a special one and I

hope it to change many lives and the world that surrounds us

- I am glad that you have such a state of mind right now keep it like this and you are

definitely going to accomplish what you want I will always be here for you

- Thank you Liz You are a very good friend and you always have a good word to tell me I

appreciate this very much

After a while in Michaelrsquos life his first child Prince Jackson appeared Together with

Prince Michaelrsquos life changed completely He wasnrsquot the one that used to be before childish

for whom the world was a fairytale where he was the main character Then he understood that he

was a father that he was the one to protect that small treasure He began to dream how he would

grow up and every day spent together with his child was the happiest day in his life After

Prince his next two children Paris and Blanket came Life for Michael began to gain a new

meaning Still being spiritually fulfilled and happy he didnrsquot forget about his twin soul Looking

in his childrenrsquosrsquo eyes and also of those that used to come at his house he always remembered

that twin soul he was looking for his entire life Because the smile of every child was similar to

the light that that soul gave and when he used to see sadness in childrenrsquos eyes he remembered of

the loneliness that the soul and he himself used to bear

His children represented the new muse and then he continued the new set of songs for his

new album that he soon after that launched In the meantime he changed his manager and signed

a new contract with a company that had to produce his CDs and to organize his concerts and

tours For him that seemed to be a new beginning after a period of rough criticism and personal

attacks But it wasnrsquot like that because all the children that used to come often to Neverland to

have fun spent the night there and that fact became strange for many people For this reason

there were many accusations that began to destroy Michaelrsquos world He passed through many

trials because of the stars hunters how he used to call them but the verdict was UNGUILTY all

the time Later after all those he launched his new album ldquoHistoryrdquo and he had the success that

he hoped from the beginning to have The album included also songs from his previous albums

But later a new fiasco was waiting for Michael it was created by a reporter who insisted to do it

The reporter was famous for an interview that he had with Princess Diana Michael being

confident in people accepted to give that interview to his later regret This interview put him in

a light that was totally different from reality The commentaries given by that reporter were an

attack on Michaelrsquos personality characterizing him as being a strange and childish person and

that the children could be in danger around him In the day when the interview was broadcasted

on TV Michael saw it together with his children and saw that he was betrayed again but that

time it was too much for him to bear He withdrew in his small studio and began to sing more

like screaming with rage and dancing to the exhaustion then he stopped for a moment and said

ldquoI canrsquot take it anymore this is too much Why is there so much evil and contempt in people

Whyrdquo

The magic phrase ldquoEverything will be alrightrdquoThese words were heard thousands of times in the lives of both souls Nobody knew how

important was this phrase and what it hided thorough its innocence Namely that phrase saved

their lives thousands of times Because of it those two souls did something that nobody thought

it would be possible To prove you that I will tell you some moments from their lives

- Michael get ready we have to go in the town for a new recording

- But dad Irsquom very tired I want to get some rest at least some Can I do that

- What How do you dare to say something like that You are always unsatisfied Do you

want to become a star The hell you will be look at you look at your nose God Are you

blind or what How many times do I have to tell you that now is the moment to work

after that you will take rest That man is waiting for us at the studio what should I tell

him

- Dad

- Am I not right Look at your face you are hideous

- ( Everything will be alright We will see who and what is going to be If I am not going to

make my albums the best sold and the girls to faint at my concerts we see who of us is

hideous)

Those thoughts were the first to bring slowly Michael to the destruction of his soul but at

the same time they made him stronger As the saying goes ldquoThat which does not

kill us makes us stronger rdquo In Michaelrsquos case that is how it was he created a wall

of protection against harsh criticism Perhaps Michael wouldnrsquot have got where he got if there

hadnrsquot been the severity of his parents similar to a cold shower of the paparazzi That is why for

Michael and his twin soul those words were magic they created all the craziness where he got

and he wanted to move on In the life of the other character those words were said in another

context but with the same effect on her personality That is how she learned to treasure herself

and to enormously want to become a great person The same wish as Michael Jackson and that

was where the two souls began to be alike even if there were a lot of years difference between

them For Michaelrsquos twin soul the magic words were said in moments of hope but at the same

time of sorrow The way of saying them differs as day and night as black and white Because

Michael always used to say the words with contempt and that differed a lot to the other soul For

her that moment was something like the following

- Hey who put this trash on my desk Was it you Olea

- What do you want from me

- I just want you to take the trash from my desk

- Thatrsquos the last thing I would do

- Take it right now

- Look at me If you say one more word I will put this trash in your head

- What did you say

- Exactly what you heard

- You are crazyhellip(Everything everything will be alright We will see who and what is

going to be)

The character had a lot of moments like that especially in adolescence because she was

vulnerable in front of everybody but as the time passed by she changed herself and time also

became changeablehellip

the light that that soul gave and when he used to see sadness in childrenrsquos eyes he remembered of

the loneliness that the soul and he himself used to bear

His children represented the new muse and then he continued the new set of songs for his

new album that he soon after that launched In the meantime he changed his manager and signed

a new contract with a company that had to produce his CDs and to organize his concerts and

tours For him that seemed to be a new beginning after a period of rough criticism and personal

attacks But it wasnrsquot like that because all the children that used to come often to Neverland to

have fun spent the night there and that fact became strange for many people For this reason

there were many accusations that began to destroy Michaelrsquos world He passed through many

trials because of the stars hunters how he used to call them but the verdict was UNGUILTY all

the time Later after all those he launched his new album ldquoHistoryrdquo and he had the success that

he hoped from the beginning to have The album included also songs from his previous albums

But later a new fiasco was waiting for Michael it was created by a reporter who insisted to do it

The reporter was famous for an interview that he had with Princess Diana Michael being

confident in people accepted to give that interview to his later regret This interview put him in

a light that was totally different from reality The commentaries given by that reporter were an

attack on Michaelrsquos personality characterizing him as being a strange and childish person and

that the children could be in danger around him In the day when the interview was broadcasted

on TV Michael saw it together with his children and saw that he was betrayed again but that

time it was too much for him to bear He withdrew in his small studio and began to sing more

like screaming with rage and dancing to the exhaustion then he stopped for a moment and said

ldquoI canrsquot take it anymore this is too much Why is there so much evil and contempt in people

Whyrdquo

The magic phrase ldquoEverything will be alrightrdquoThese words were heard thousands of times in the lives of both souls Nobody knew how

important was this phrase and what it hided thorough its innocence Namely that phrase saved

their lives thousands of times Because of it those two souls did something that nobody thought

it would be possible To prove you that I will tell you some moments from their lives

- Michael get ready we have to go in the town for a new recording

- But dad Irsquom very tired I want to get some rest at least some Can I do that

- What How do you dare to say something like that You are always unsatisfied Do you

want to become a star The hell you will be look at you look at your nose God Are you

blind or what How many times do I have to tell you that now is the moment to work

after that you will take rest That man is waiting for us at the studio what should I tell

him

- Dad

- Am I not right Look at your face you are hideous

- ( Everything will be alright We will see who and what is going to be If I am not going to

make my albums the best sold and the girls to faint at my concerts we see who of us is

hideous)

Those thoughts were the first to bring slowly Michael to the destruction of his soul but at

the same time they made him stronger As the saying goes ldquoThat which does not

kill us makes us stronger rdquo In Michaelrsquos case that is how it was he created a wall

of protection against harsh criticism Perhaps Michael wouldnrsquot have got where he got if there

hadnrsquot been the severity of his parents similar to a cold shower of the paparazzi That is why for

Michael and his twin soul those words were magic they created all the craziness where he got

and he wanted to move on In the life of the other character those words were said in another

context but with the same effect on her personality That is how she learned to treasure herself

and to enormously want to become a great person The same wish as Michael Jackson and that

was where the two souls began to be alike even if there were a lot of years difference between

them For Michaelrsquos twin soul the magic words were said in moments of hope but at the same

time of sorrow The way of saying them differs as day and night as black and white Because

Michael always used to say the words with contempt and that differed a lot to the other soul For

her that moment was something like the following

- Hey who put this trash on my desk Was it you Olea

- What do you want from me

- I just want you to take the trash from my desk

- Thatrsquos the last thing I would do

- Take it right now

- Look at me If you say one more word I will put this trash in your head

- What did you say

- Exactly what you heard

- You are crazyhellip(Everything everything will be alright We will see who and what is

going to be)

The character had a lot of moments like that especially in adolescence because she was

vulnerable in front of everybody but as the time passed by she changed herself and time also

became changeablehellip

after that you will take rest That man is waiting for us at the studio what should I tell

him

- Dad

- Am I not right Look at your face you are hideous

- ( Everything will be alright We will see who and what is going to be If I am not going to

make my albums the best sold and the girls to faint at my concerts we see who of us is

hideous)

Those thoughts were the first to bring slowly Michael to the destruction of his soul but at

the same time they made him stronger As the saying goes ldquoThat which does not

kill us makes us stronger rdquo In Michaelrsquos case that is how it was he created a wall

of protection against harsh criticism Perhaps Michael wouldnrsquot have got where he got if there

hadnrsquot been the severity of his parents similar to a cold shower of the paparazzi That is why for

Michael and his twin soul those words were magic they created all the craziness where he got

and he wanted to move on In the life of the other character those words were said in another

context but with the same effect on her personality That is how she learned to treasure herself

and to enormously want to become a great person The same wish as Michael Jackson and that

was where the two souls began to be alike even if there were a lot of years difference between

them For Michaelrsquos twin soul the magic words were said in moments of hope but at the same

time of sorrow The way of saying them differs as day and night as black and white Because

Michael always used to say the words with contempt and that differed a lot to the other soul For

her that moment was something like the following

- Hey who put this trash on my desk Was it you Olea

- What do you want from me

- I just want you to take the trash from my desk

- Thatrsquos the last thing I would do

- Take it right now

- Look at me If you say one more word I will put this trash in your head

- What did you say

- Exactly what you heard

- You are crazyhellip(Everything everything will be alright We will see who and what is

going to be)

The character had a lot of moments like that especially in adolescence because she was

vulnerable in front of everybody but as the time passed by she changed herself and time also

became changeablehellip

Scandal and PaparazziDuring his carrier Michael was part of many scandals he

didnrsquot know how to get rid of them anymore he had to take care

all the time about what he said or what he did and that transformed

him in a real instrument of the show business The people around

him were interested only in money and power Michael from the

bread and butter of the family became the hand of gold the

majority around him were running after gold lying and selling

their souls for money He tried to be more strict with those around

him but every time there was someone to betray him Michael had

all the time the impression that he got in a war and that the people

werenrsquot like before but were totally manipulated by the media

And that frightened him he never imagined that something like

that could happen and even him to be involved in it Being betrayed and eliminated from the

helm of his own ship and namely his carrier he became very depressed as never before He had

the impression that everything he accomplished before was in vain and what was happening was

a real nightmare Michael was so buried in mediarsquos gossip and scandals that he became different

from what the people used to know him He began to drink something that he never did before

Being in a badness his family and everyone who cared about him told him to change himself to

become what he used to be and that everything was going to be alright But all those things

angered him more Michael becoming uncontrolled and incomprehensible

Taking advantage of his condition the record label that sold his CDs at that moment in

thousands of drafts came with a new contract For Michael it seemed to be a prospective

contract He didnrsquot understand their game Because of the fact that he used to drink alcohol

together with some psychotropic preparations that were poured inside the drinks by some people

of the record label Michael began to get crazy telling them ldquoTake everything you want from

me I am tired of all this thatrsquos enough for merdquo

He didnrsquot know that he signed a contract where he offered all the rights to his works to

that company Later when he realized that he signed a contract where all the rights are reserved

to Sonny inside Michael an unimaginable rage began to burn and his eyes terrified everyone

because of the fire inside them He decided to take back his rights he sued the company and left

it then he appeared in a show where he told everything to his fans The fans reacted in an

unexpected way they were furious on Sonny and outraged with various chants As a result the

companys profit fell considerably After a while Michael had a new conference where he

announced his new tour under the name ldquoThis is itrdquo But in the meantime Michael began to have

serious health problems again But he continued to move on and in the day when he had a

conference he sent a stand-in in his place Then he began to feel better He decided to have that

show by himself without any stand-ins he wanted it to be a great show hoping also to

liquidate his immense debts Michael was very happy in that period that show was meant to

return him back on the stage in front of his fans and bring again thousands of happy smiles on

their faces Everybody thought that Michael had been reborn with new forces and his look was

shining of happiness But that also didnrsquot last too long While he was getting ready for his 10

concerts tour he found out that he was supposed to give 50 that was absolutely impossible for

him When he saw that he was betrayed again he felt like everything was falling down of his

hands he couldnrsquot find that spirit anymore Peter Pan that he used to believe in had disappeared

somewhere Everything became deadly quiethellipeveryone felt that something was about to happen

soon but nobody could say anything Eventually Michael decided to leave the stage forever but

that word was always relative for Michael everything became very relative besides his family

and sincere humans feelings he felt that especially in his moments of depression In an end life

decided to make its own show taking Michael from the scene of life

The calm before the stormFor all the fans the news about Michaelrsquos return was unexpected and

the tour ldquoThis is itrdquo had to be one of millions But nobody knew

about Michaelrsquos problems about the fact that everybody rejected

him and he remained alone His fans were the ones to help him they

took part to a casting organized to form a team of dancers for

Michael Jackson For Michael was very tempting to be a professor

He loved to share his ideas in respect of dancing and singing In

general everything connected with the show was like a magic that he

never stopped to explore For Michael that tour was like a first tour

Everything was like the first time full of unexplored aspects and

indescribable emotions But the depression and loneliness that he

felt had a strong impact on him during the dry runs Michael didnrsquot feel like before his body

was week and because of that his capabilities were limited That is why he had to take imitators

to help him in the difficult moments Everything seemed to be just like it was planed The

filming for the new videos that were supposed to be included in the tour were finished The calm

didnrsquot last too long one day Michael found out that in his team there were persons that had

betrayed him and from that day everything changed into his mind and had to play dishonestly to

save himself and not to destroy what he had created till that moment For the first time he felt

serious health problems again But he continued to move on and in the day when he had a

conference he sent a stand-in in his place Then he began to feel better He decided to have that

show by himself without any stand-ins he wanted it to be a great show hoping also to

liquidate his immense debts Michael was very happy in that period that show was meant to

return him back on the stage in front of his fans and bring again thousands of happy smiles on

their faces Everybody thought that Michael had been reborn with new forces and his look was

shining of happiness But that also didnrsquot last too long While he was getting ready for his 10

concerts tour he found out that he was supposed to give 50 that was absolutely impossible for

him When he saw that he was betrayed again he felt like everything was falling down of his

hands he couldnrsquot find that spirit anymore Peter Pan that he used to believe in had disappeared

somewhere Everything became deadly quiethellipeveryone felt that something was about to happen

soon but nobody could say anything Eventually Michael decided to leave the stage forever but

that word was always relative for Michael everything became very relative besides his family

and sincere humans feelings he felt that especially in his moments of depression In an end life

decided to make its own show taking Michael from the scene of life

The calm before the stormFor all the fans the news about Michaelrsquos return was unexpected and

the tour ldquoThis is itrdquo had to be one of millions But nobody knew

about Michaelrsquos problems about the fact that everybody rejected

him and he remained alone His fans were the ones to help him they

took part to a casting organized to form a team of dancers for

Michael Jackson For Michael was very tempting to be a professor

He loved to share his ideas in respect of dancing and singing In

general everything connected with the show was like a magic that he

never stopped to explore For Michael that tour was like a first tour

Everything was like the first time full of unexplored aspects and

indescribable emotions But the depression and loneliness that he

felt had a strong impact on him during the dry runs Michael didnrsquot feel like before his body

was week and because of that his capabilities were limited That is why he had to take imitators

to help him in the difficult moments Everything seemed to be just like it was planed The

filming for the new videos that were supposed to be included in the tour were finished The calm

didnrsquot last too long one day Michael found out that in his team there were persons that had

betrayed him and from that day everything changed into his mind and had to play dishonestly to

save himself and not to destroy what he had created till that moment For the first time he felt

himself frozen and stunned and felt that something was about to happen This mystery didnrsquot

last too long One day one of his imitators died at his house Michaelrsquos doctor tried to save his

life but he didnrsquot manage The doctor then called Michael who wasnrsquot at home and told him

what happened When he came home another ldquosurpriserdquo was waiting for him there someone

told the journalists that Michael was in a coma in hospital Finding out that and also the fact that

his imitator died another idea came into his mind the idea of the greatest show in his entire life

ldquo Michaelrsquos departure from the showrdquo He always wanted to do that but he never found the right

time But now everything was perfect also taking in consideration his financial situation this was

like a plan ldquoBrdquo For Michael his carrier was like a book every moment had his chapter and for

the end Michael wanted something exceptional or to withdraw in a moment of glory Then

making a scenario as he used to he began to instruct the members of his family and the closest

friends In that moment everything was against time for Michael each moment was organized in

the smallest details That is how Michaelrsquos second life in the shadow began but he didnrsquot know

that is more difficult to have a life in a shadow than to live in a world that is unknown for you

That is why Michael couldnrsquot be careless in front of his fans who were in pain and he decided to

give them a small hope that he could be alive and namely with the ldquohelprdquo of those that wanted

his delay and to earn money at his expense

Breaking News The news that the King of Pop died shocked the entire world and the TV and radio

ratings grew crazy everyone was concentrated on Michael Jacksonrsquos death everyone wanted to

find out more and more information at the same time there was a fierce fight between the

reporters everyone wanted to reach his moment of glory having an exclusive report Once the

announcement about his death was made public a race against time started where the journalists

were fighting to find the most sensational news in the life of Michael Jackson and his death An

entire year after his death everything was concentrated on Michael Jacksonrsquos personality and on

his family Several fashion houses and agencies signed contracts to make different products

branded Michael Jackson The managers and producers understood that that couldnrsquot last forever

and decided to make a story in which Michael would be alive and his death was the

greatest hoax of all time That news gave hopes and powers to many fans to overcome the

loss which they had but at the same time they understood that it was a lie that the truth was

another And the truth is only one Michael no matter how he would be in the hearts of his fans

he will always be alive because Michaelrsquos dream was to be always like this and the dreams

come true There is still a dilemma for the fans and for the whole world even two years after he

died everyone wants to believe that he is alive and even wait for his return And again when the

assumption that he could be alive was made a new race between the journalists began and

namely they were looking for convincing evidence about the fact that he didnrsquot die that means

that the people that wanted to destroy him use his name now brassily But there is one thing that

I know and namely that no matter how sensible and innocent he was he had an immunity to

what was happening around him and he was stronger than anyone and anything and no one

could destroy him no matter how depressed he was he always found the strength to smile and

to move on even if everything was ruining around him and loneliness beat him inside because

that twin soul wasnrsquot next to him to understand him and to tell him that there was sun was it was

dark and warm when it was cold All those were in Michaelrsquos soul and mind all the time day and

night and only the music could calm him down and make him dream and smile again In the

most difficult moments the music was the one to save him and his most devoted friends that

always agreed with Michael even when he had the most freakish ideas Now there is only a

memory and the innocent voice that can be heard in hundreds of recordings that overreached the

entire world I would like to say YES he is ALIVE and he will come back but I donrsquot have the

power to objectify this because I am also a simple fan of Michael like you my readers but I

hope that reading this book you will feel that spirit of Michael Jackson and love him like

thousands of fans loved and still love him all over the world and I hope that you will understand

that the most important thing in this life is to give love to the people around you and that love is

the only sense of life and itself keeps the life on the earth

A new beginning In the moments when all the fans of Michael Jackson thought that life is senseless and that

they lost a part of them for the twin soul that just came on the earth life had taken a new twist

and a new beginning Everything began to have sense The soul didnrsquot know who he was and its

role in this world but when he discovered Michael he understood that they had the same goals

dreams and hopes and later when he understood some ideas about music art and life he realized

the story of his life and Michael Jacksonrsquos life He realized why he loved music and life so

much He understood that life should be treasured every moment of it even if there is nothing

for you to live for Life has taken her too many things but she found the power in music and

every note and wanted to feel the vibration of every sound For her everything became magic

and the capacity to notice what was happening around her made her understand the

hidden mysteries of human life She found reasons to love when she was hurt to smile when her

soul cried just like Michael used to do he loved life to love and music was the specter that

made him to live When she found out that he died and lost him again she was speechless asking

herself WHYShe couldnrsquot find the answer right the way but as time went on she understood

assumption that he could be alive was made a new race between the journalists began and

namely they were looking for convincing evidence about the fact that he didnrsquot die that means

that the people that wanted to destroy him use his name now brassily But there is one thing that

I know and namely that no matter how sensible and innocent he was he had an immunity to

what was happening around him and he was stronger than anyone and anything and no one

could destroy him no matter how depressed he was he always found the strength to smile and

to move on even if everything was ruining around him and loneliness beat him inside because

that twin soul wasnrsquot next to him to understand him and to tell him that there was sun was it was

dark and warm when it was cold All those were in Michaelrsquos soul and mind all the time day and

night and only the music could calm him down and make him dream and smile again In the

most difficult moments the music was the one to save him and his most devoted friends that

always agreed with Michael even when he had the most freakish ideas Now there is only a

memory and the innocent voice that can be heard in hundreds of recordings that overreached the

entire world I would like to say YES he is ALIVE and he will come back but I donrsquot have the

power to objectify this because I am also a simple fan of Michael like you my readers but I

hope that reading this book you will feel that spirit of Michael Jackson and love him like

thousands of fans loved and still love him all over the world and I hope that you will understand

that the most important thing in this life is to give love to the people around you and that love is

the only sense of life and itself keeps the life on the earth

A new beginning In the moments when all the fans of Michael Jackson thought that life is senseless and that

they lost a part of them for the twin soul that just came on the earth life had taken a new twist

and a new beginning Everything began to have sense The soul didnrsquot know who he was and its

role in this world but when he discovered Michael he understood that they had the same goals

dreams and hopes and later when he understood some ideas about music art and life he realized

the story of his life and Michael Jacksonrsquos life He realized why he loved music and life so

much He understood that life should be treasured every moment of it even if there is nothing

for you to live for Life has taken her too many things but she found the power in music and

every note and wanted to feel the vibration of every sound For her everything became magic

and the capacity to notice what was happening around her made her understand the

hidden mysteries of human life She found reasons to love when she was hurt to smile when her

soul cried just like Michael used to do he loved life to love and music was the specter that

made him to live When she found out that he died and lost him again she was speechless asking

herself WHYShe couldnrsquot find the answer right the way but as time went on she understood

the truth hidden under hundred of illusions created by Michael and many other people When she

understood that was alone she began to find that army that she knew to exist somewhere and she

knew that Michael would have found it But when she found the army she was disappointed

everybody was completely disoriented everybody wanted power nobody knew what they

represented on the earth they were spread all over the world When she saw that she began to

look after two knights from that army she hoped together with them to find the entire army

Those two knights were famous for their bravery and devotion but when she found them she

couldnrsquot believe what she was seeing they were unrecognizable their power and bravery were

lost Diotria knight of innocence and peace became a knight of fame and power she wanted to

have the power and fame into her hands and that destroyed her The knight Georgeus lost himself

into his own presuppositions and affirmations and time was for him like a strait that he wanted

day by day to pass but he couldnrsquot because he couldnrsquot see how he made each step through that

strait And the army was nothing but a memory everyone was lost inside their souls When

Anjello the twin soul saw that she realized that only showing what she has inside her heart she

would be able to bring the army to glory again Maybe if the knights saw her they would see

again their nature and remember what they were and they lost in the desert of their souls

From that moment there was a new start for those knights even if they tried to get their back up

like some small children Then they began to gather the army and spread it all over the world to

help and fight for those that were lost

The army that doesnrsquot destroy but gives life Many people would ask themselves what kind of army was that if it didnrsquot destroy but

gave life Even if it fights with the dark and evil it doesnrsquot destroy it gives light and changes

everything that is bad into good giving a new life a new shade Have you asked yourself what is

evil It is nothing but the fruit of our immaturity is the fruit from which Eve bit at the beginning

of the world But it is the time to grow up to see the light of the things that light is the Truth

And namely through the Truth this arm called Love has the power to give a new life because

Love is nothing but Life and he who has life knows what means to Love Being deep hidden

inside the soul this arm disappeared many didnrsquot know about its power and lost it through the

desert and river of the carnal desires When Anjello found that arm she began to change herself

becoming misunderstood but then people began to understand her and that made her stronger

and that arm gave Diortrita a glory that would never go down and she became again whom she

used to be glorious and full of hopes For Georgeus that army brought something that he was

looking after for a long time and what he needed to be happy Namely due to those knights that

army was recovered and filled with love The army became bigger and bigger and the things and

deeds made by it were like a blessing for everyone who met it That army didnrsquot start a war with

a sword but with good deeds and love for the people in the world The army could resist any evil

intentions because they were together like a whole and Love was their arm Bringing that seed of

hope to people a harmony spread on each land all over

And if this story couldnrsquot make you understand who indeed was Michael Jackson then

listen to the words said by his fans about him and for him

Mj Smile

ldquoI can say a sure thing he is unique I adore him heartsheartsheartsrdquo

Mane

ldquoI am an ardent fan I am from Armenia I am 15 He is my Angel I dance singrdquo

Дианочка )))

ldquoHe is the paradise for me the earth my life I adore him I canrsquot live without him I live only

having him into my mindrdquo

JJ(JULIA JACKSON)

ldquoWhen he will stop singing we stop livinghelliprdquo

Ксю Loyal fan of MJ Авраменко

ldquoMichael Jackson means everything life the world Michael Jackson- The king of Pop

Music Michael is a God in music Inside Michael there is a combination of many talents He is

inimitable One and one forever He is our dear angel- the most gracious sensitive nice a gentle

person Michael is truly worthy of an idol for all the future generations Michael Jackson is truly

a great legend and an angelrdquo

Tatev Khachatryanrdquo

ldquoNamely he learned the world to dance he changed the world and he still didnrsquot stop to change

it Looking at you I want to become better

Michael JacksonhellipHow can someone pronounce his name without feeling his pain All the

weight of his thinking Why nobody is thinking about the way he lived his life How he lived it

How can you talk bad things about himhelliphis childrenhellipIn general what right do you have to get

involved into his life He gave you love and himself but he needed time to resthellipAnd tell me

why all the groups connected with Michal Jackson were created on June 26 or 27 2009 Why to

treasure and begin to love when he is not between us anymorehellipWhy didnrsquot you ask for

forgiveness when he was still alive It wouldnrsquot be so painful for him

a sword but with good deeds and love for the people in the world The army could resist any evil

intentions because they were together like a whole and Love was their arm Bringing that seed of

hope to people a harmony spread on each land all over

And if this story couldnrsquot make you understand who indeed was Michael Jackson then

listen to the words said by his fans about him and for him

Mj Smile

ldquoI can say a sure thing he is unique I adore him heartsheartsheartsrdquo

Mane

ldquoI am an ardent fan I am from Armenia I am 15 He is my Angel I dance singrdquo

Дианочка )))

ldquoHe is the paradise for me the earth my life I adore him I canrsquot live without him I live only

having him into my mindrdquo

JJ(JULIA JACKSON)

ldquoWhen he will stop singing we stop livinghelliprdquo

Ксю Loyal fan of MJ Авраменко

ldquoMichael Jackson means everything life the world Michael Jackson- The king of Pop

Music Michael is a God in music Inside Michael there is a combination of many talents He is

inimitable One and one forever He is our dear angel- the most gracious sensitive nice a gentle

person Michael is truly worthy of an idol for all the future generations Michael Jackson is truly

a great legend and an angelrdquo

Tatev Khachatryanrdquo

ldquoNamely he learned the world to dance he changed the world and he still didnrsquot stop to change

it Looking at you I want to become better

Michael JacksonhellipHow can someone pronounce his name without feeling his pain All the

weight of his thinking Why nobody is thinking about the way he lived his life How he lived it

How can you talk bad things about himhelliphis childrenhellipIn general what right do you have to get

involved into his life He gave you love and himself but he needed time to resthellipAnd tell me

why all the groups connected with Michal Jackson were created on June 26 or 27 2009 Why to

treasure and begin to love when he is not between us anymorehellipWhy didnrsquot you ask for

forgiveness when he was still alive It wouldnrsquot be so painful for him

And what wrong did he do He slept with the childrenhellipI was a child when I saw him first in a

videohellipI was only four years old thenhellipThen I looked for him and I wanted him to hold me

tight explain me what it means

But you cannot understand

How can you fall in love with a man that you donrsquot knowhellip another race culture languageBut

I love himyears centuries millenniums are going to pass but his name will stayhellipJesushellip

MichaelhellipDonrsquot worry Michael was also a servant of Godhelliplisten please what he used to

sayFor you he is unmoral but he just used to smile in front of evilhellipyes it is awkwardhelliphe

never liked to argue and say bad things he just said rdquo Donrsquot hurt merdquo ldquoDonrsquot do that that is

badrdquo And you think that you are above him and can talk about him like he is inferior No he is

nothelliphe is not anymore Why am I alive and he isnrsquot Why canrsquot he see what I see Why didnrsquot I

see him here in this world Why do people use his name in publicity Arenrsquot you ashamed to

earn money using his name He used to have power on people he made them cry suffer smile

together with himhelliphe used to cry on the stage go heart and soul into what he didhellipBut what

about us We listen to his music and the second day we say ldquo He is badrdquo If you donrsquot love pop

music you donrsquot love black people you donrsquot treasure peoplersquos goodnesshellipyou should at least

respect him and his memoryPlease donrsquot try to teach me how to love and what to listenhellipDo

you believe that you can love him more than I do No because I love him with all my being

and I dedicate my life to him to his workhelliphe wanted to create a better world and he did ithelliphe

made me betterhelliphe made me humanhellipFinally tearshellipbut tears of happinesshellipmy eyes are

looking for you but they know that it is in vainhellipI see your smile up in the sky your namehellip

You saved me one dayhellipI get crazy your voice moves inspiration breathhellipI am ready to kiss

the land where you walked and to keep it only there you left a part of youhellipthat is where you

werehellipI saw you in my dreamshellipthank you that you existed I will never forget youhellipthis is not

a gamehellipWhy arenrsquot you here anymorerdquo

ldquoTime has come ldquo But you Michael diedrdquo And so what If he is dead today he will live again

tomorrowrdquohellip

The second dayhelliprdquowhy donrsquot they say that it was a jokerdquo The third day ldquo No this is a lierdquohellipThe

day number five ldquo Itrsquos a day of angerrdquohellip But I didnrsquot know too many things about you then

Michael I didnrsquot understand too many thingshellipBut you were alive I knew I would see you and

that gave me powers to livehellipDo you rememberI sent you the first letter then I know that

you are a good man Please tell me that you read thathellipSorry that I donrsquot call you Misterhellipyou

are my friendhellipohhh childhellipMichael I want to tell you everything thatrsquos on my mind and my

heart but you cannot hearhellipI need youhellipI will erase all my friends from my mind only to have

you herehellipI need your eyes du you understand I need your smile you know all these wordshellip

say a word pleasehellipyou donrsquot call me you donrsquot write to me Why do I hide my thoughts to

forget you You are my hearthellip

Michael answer to mehellipMichael answerhellipI need youhellipnow and alwayshellipMichael

I fell crazy in love with him againhellipI will tell myself that I didnrsquot forget youhellipagain a lot of

thoughtshelliphow should I find himI am ready to wait forever in hell just to be a moment

together with himhellipMichael I will be yours foreverhelliprdquo

Heal the World

ldquoMichael you are a wonder In this world never existed and never will be someone like youhellip

We love you so much People like you come in the world once in 3000 years But there will

never be someone just like you We will always admire you and be proud of you You are our

king

Michael is truly a king But in comparison with the kings that had that title only for a while

Michael will be a King forever He was he is and he will always be our kingrdquo

bullАлёнa๑ ๑ Гореловаbull

ldquoThank you Michael for your loverdquo

Thanx a lot for my editor and translater Doina Vlas

• Those thoughts were the first to bring slowly Michael to the destruction of his soul but at the same time they made him stronger As the saying goes ldquoThat which does not kill us makes us strongerrdquo In Michaelrsquos case that is how it was he created a wall of protection against harsh criticism Perhaps Michael wouldnrsquot have got where he got if there hadnrsquot been the severity of his parents similar to a cold shower of the paparazzi That is why for Michael and his twin soul those words were magic they created all the craziness where he got and he wanted to move on In the life of the other character those words were said in another context but with the same effect on her personality That is how she learned to treasure herself and to enormously want to become a great person The same wish as Michael Jackson and that was where the two souls began to be alike even if there were a lot of years difference between them For Michaelrsquos twin soul the magic words were said in moments of hope but at the same time of sorrow The way of saying them differs as day and night as black and white Because Michael always used to say the words with contempt and that differed a lot to the other soul For her that moment was something like the following
• Hey who put this trash on my desk Was it you Olea
• What do you want from me
• I just want you to take the trash from my desk
• Thatrsquos the last thing I would do
• Take it right now
• Look at me If you say one more word I will put this trash in your head
• What did you say
• Exactly what you heard
• You are crazyhellip(Everything everything will be alright We will see who and what is going to be)
• The character had a lot of moments like that especially in adolescence because she was vulnerable in front of everybody but as the time passed by she changed herself and time also became changeablehellip
• Scandal and Paparazzi
• During his carrier Michael was part of many scandals he didnrsquot know how to get rid of them anymore he had to take care all the time about what he said or what he did and that transformed him in a real instrument of the show business The people around him were interested only in money and power Michael from the bread and butter of the family became the hand of gold the majority around him were running after gold lying and selling their souls for money He tried to be more strict with those around him but every time there was someone to betray him Michael had all the time the impression that he got in a war and that the people werenrsquot like before but were totally manipulated by the media And that frightened him he never imagined that something like that could happen and even him to be involved in it Being betrayed and eliminated from the helm of his own ship and namely his carrier he became very depressed as never before He had the impression that everything he accomplished before was in vain and what was happening was a real nightmare Michael was so buried in mediarsquos gossip and scandals that he became different from what the people used to know him He began to drink something that he never did before Being in a badness his family and everyone who cared about him told him to change himself to become what he used to be and that everything was going to be alright But all those things angered him more Michael becoming uncontrolled and incomprehensible
• Taking advantage of his condition the record label that sold his CDs at that moment in thousands of drafts came with a new contract For Michael it seemed to be a prospective contract He didnrsquot understand their game Because of the fact that he used to drink alcohol together with some psychotropic preparations that were poured inside the drinks by some people of the record label Michael began to get crazy telling them ldquoTake everything you want from me I am tired of all this thatrsquos enough for merdquo