ONCE

©CoLeeJiKyun

Characters:

Michelle

Mike

Pia

Oppa

Michelle’s mom

Mike’s family

Prologue:

 

Once, he came into my life...

 

                                                                     ...So I fell inlove with him..

 Once, I fell in love with him...

 

                                                                       ...But it's not the time yet..

 Once, the time I've been waiting for comes..

 

                                                                    ...But it's too late..

 He's already gone.....My memories temporarily gone....

 

My feelings gone...

 

It happens ONCE, but for just a snap.. All that ONCE became memories.

 

Memories that I might forgot but will stay forever in my heart.

 

I am Michelle, a girl who ONCE fell inlove with a boy named Mike.

♥ ♥ ♥

I was sitting with my boyfriend, when we talked about playing piano.

“Sino nagturo sa'yo mag-play ng piano?” He said.

 

“Ahhh. Ayun, Someone special. My Childhood friend,my Bestfriend and my first love.” Huminga ako ng malalim pagkasabi nun.

 

“Oh? What happened?”

 

“Oppa, let's do talk about other things. Wag lang 'to.”

[Oppa: means boyfriend in Korean. Also older brother.]

 

“Please?” He's doing the puppy eyes again.

 

“Alright then, let me tell you my story way back then when I'm 7 years old, where...

 

ONCE, I fell inlove with Mike, an eight-year old guy who taught me how to play piano....”

♥ ♥ ♥

First:

I am Michelle, a seven-year old girl who loves to sing. It was vacation then, so I spent it at Bulacan. This was not my first time here, but the first is, I went out for a walk. I rode my bicycle and tour myself outside. After a while, I stopped at our house and sit at the bench.

 

After a while, I heard someone playing piano. It made me feel better, because I knew the song that he/she was playing to.

As the intro was done, I sang the song.

 

“♫I've been living with a shadow overheadI've been sleeping with a cloud above my bedI've been lonely for so longTrapped in the pastI just can't seem to move on♫”

 

But suddenly, the music stopped. I looked around wondering what happened. After that, someone was in front of me.

 

“Are you the one who's singing?” He said.

 

“Yes. Yes I am. So you're the one who's playing piano?” I said.

 

“Yes I am. Ahm. Can I invite you inside? Duet yung kantang yun. Can we sing it?” He said.

 

“Ofcourse..” I smiled to him.

 

♥ ♥ ♥

We went inside their house. At tumambad sa'akin ang kanilang piano. I was shocked. He sat in front of the piano.

 

“Come and sit beside me. Im gonna play that song again.”

I sat beside him and he started to play the song entitled, “Way back into love.”

 

I sang the first verse.

“♫I've been living with a shadow overheadI've been sleeping with a cloud above my bedI've been lonely for so longTrapped in the pastI just can't seem to move on♫”

 

He sang after me.

“♫I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams awayJust in case I ever need them again somedayI've been setting aside timeTo clear a little space in the corners of my mind♫”

 

And we both sang.

“♫All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into loveOh oh oh♫”

 

And then I sang the next.

“♫I've been watching but the stars refuse to shineI've been searching but I just don't see the signsI know that it's out thereThere's got to be something for my soul somewhere♫”

 

He sang the next.

“♫I've been looking for someone to shed some lightNot somebody just to get me through the nightI could use some directionAnd I'm open to your suggestions♫”

 

We both sang.

“♫All I want to do is find a way back into loveI can't make it through without a way back into loveAnd if I open my heart againI guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

Oh oh ohOh oh ohOh oh oh♫”

 

And then I sang.

“♫There are moments when I don't know if it's realOr if anybody feels the way I feelI need inspirationNot just another negotiation♫”

We both sang.

“♫All I want to do is find a way back into loveI can't make it through without a way back into loveAnd if I open my heart to youI'm hoping you'll show me what to doAnd if you help me to start againYou know that I'll be there for you in the end

Oh oh ohOh oh ohOh oh ohOh oh ohOh oh ohOh oh ohOh oh oh♫”

 

♥ ♥ ♥

I clapped after this.

 

“It was great! Ang galing mo mag-play ng piano!” :)

 

“You're good at singing too. I'd love to do it again.” And he smiled at me.

 

“Bukod sa piano, ano pa kaya mo'ng iplay?” I asked.

 

“Guitar and Violin.” He said.

 

“Aww. Both of them are my favorite instruments. Can you teach me how to play piano?” I said.

 

“Ofcourse. We can start now if you like.” He said.

 

“Aw, thank you! Bukas na lang. Hinahanap na ko sa'amin eh.” Sabi ko.

 

“Sure! Ahm, wait. I'm Mike, and you are?”

 

“I'm Michelle, call me Mich. See you tomorrow Mike!”

 

And I waved my hand as a sign of goodbye. =)

♥ ♥ ♥

Second:

The Next Day.

After I ate my lunch, I prepared myself right away just to go at Mike's house.

I waited for him at their gate. Later on, I heard him playing the piano. 

I prefer to be quiet and listen to the song Mike's playing for. It was the song “Right Here Waiting” I was then surprised when Mike sang the first part.

 

“♫Oceans apart day after dayAnd I slowly go insaneI hear your voice on the lineBut it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to neverHow can we say forever♫”

 

After that I sang the chorus with him.

 

“♫Wherever you goWhatever you doI will be right here waiting for you.♫”

 

He saw me. And he smiled at me. We continued singing together.

 

“♫Whatever it takesOr how my heart breaksI will be right here waiting for you♫”

 

He stopped. Step toward their gate, and opened it for me.

 

“Hi!” He greeted me with a smile.

 

“Hello, Mike!” I said. With a smile.

 

“So, you're here to learn about piano?” He said.

 

“I think so, if you're gonna let me in.” We laughed together.

 

“Aww. Sure. Come in.” He said while guiding me to come in.

 

“I love the way you sing. It feels like, I'm gonna play piano over and over again just to hear you sing.” And then he smiled.

 

I laughed at him. “I love your joke!” And continued laughing.

 

“No! I'm serious. You sing well.” 

 

“Seriously? Aww. Thank you. You know what? You also have an amazing voice.” And I smiled.

 

He also laughed. “Thank you Michelle. So, let's proceed?”

 

I smiled and said, “Yes! Come on.” 

 

♥ ♥ ♥

 

About 4hours of learning about it. We both felt our tummies murmuring.

 

“Michelle, let's go for a walk?” He said.

 

“Where are we going? And one more thing, I'm hungry. I don't feel like I have the energy to walk.” As I put my hand to my tummy.

 

“Come on! Let's buy some foods outside and go for a walk. I'll treat you. For being a good student today.” He said.

 

My eyes widened and my body's became interested. “Oh really? Come on! I can't wait to eat!”

 

We, I mean He bought foods for us. We stopped through the playground there to eat. As were eating, he broke the silence and asked me one question.

 

“What do you know about love?” 

 

I was shocked of what he have been asked. “What are you talking about? How can a seven-year old girl knew about love?” 

 

“But how can you feel love if you didn't know what it is?” He said.

 

I gave him a what-are-you-talking-about look cause I really don't understand what he's talking about.

 

“You love your parents, right? You love singing. You love music. You love your family, friends and even God. Am I right?”

 

“Yes. Yes you are.” I said.

 

“So? What do you know about love?”

 

“Love? Is just a feeling for the important matters you have in your life. I think it's just that.”

 

“Ohh.. Is that so. I think this wasn't the right time.”

 

“The right time for what?” I said.

 

“The right time for you to know the real love is.” He answered.

 

I'm gonna ask another question but my mom called me.

 

We both stood up and I ran through my mom.

 

“What are you doing here? Who's that boy?” My mom asked.

 

“Ahm, we were just eating here. Oh, mommy, He is Mike.”

 

“Good day Ma'am” Mike said.

 

“Ohh, so you're the one who has a talent. My daughter told me so.”

 

He chuckled. “Thank you ma'am. Im so grateful. And also, if you will hear Michelle sing, you will be proud of your daughter.”

 

“Thank you. Ohh.. Come on, let's walk through home.” My mom said.

 

When we reached home.

 

“So, that's all for now Michelle. You've worked hard!” Mike said.

 

“Thank you Mike! Till tomorrow! Good bye!” I waved my hand and walk through our house.

 

♥ ♥ ♥

 

I asked my mom the same thing Mike has been asked me.

 

“Mommy, what do you know about love?”

 

“Michelle? Why did you asked so?” She said.

 

“Because Mike asked me so.” I replied.

 

“Love? It has many meaning. But then, if Mike asked you, he might have feelings for you.” She said.

 

“Huh?” I replied.

 

“You're too young for that my dear.” She said.

 

“But I wanna know.” I said.

 

“Wait, for the right time Michelle. Right time.”

 

“So, when will the right time come?” I said.

 

“Look. Love? It's like you cared about someone or something. But the real love? Is what you will feel for a boy who cared you so much. Just like me and your dad. Were inlove with each other.”

 

“So, when can I feel it?” I asked.

 

“No one knows. Except for you.” She answered.

 

♥ ♥ ♥

Third:

Well, continuous practice sessions were held. I figured out about his family. Mike’s parents were busy at their business. His brother, Mark was studying at Manila. I also figured out that his brother was the one who taught him how to play piano.  Or is it that playing piano was in their blood. -____-

But still, questions were running off my mind. But I don’t wanna ask Mike these questions. Cause I think it would be awkward for him to answer.

 

The time comes… I need to go back at Manila so I can continue my study. But, still I didn’t get a chance to tell Mike. When I went to their house, their yaya said that he was out with his parents. I didn’t say anything but I leave a letter to their yaya and asked her to give it to Mike. She only nodded.

This contains the letter.

 

Dear Mike,

   First of all, I’m sorry. Sorry for not telling you this. I think it is because I don’t want to say goodbye. Good bye for me was a permanent word. So, I don’t wanna say good bye cause it’s for a short time. I will be back. I will just study here. And after that, I will see you again. Thank you for sharing your knowledge about piano for me. I’m so grateful because I found a special friend like you. Like, you’re my only BOY friend. Well, all I wanna say is that I’m gonna miss you. See you Mike. I love you as my friend. 

                                                                                                          Lots of love,

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     Michelle.  

 

After that, I packed my things and prepared myself to go back where I belong. But seriously, I’m gonna miss Mike.

I will miss the time when I’m with him.

I will miss the moment of staring at him while he’s playing the piano.

I will miss the moment of hearing his amazing voice.

I will miss the feeling of singing with him.

I will miss MIKE. The whole thing about him.

 

♥ ♥ ♥

First day of school.

Like yeah, I’m in the second grade now.

But still, I can’t let go Mike out of my mind. Every second in my life I was thinking of him.  And remembering our moments made me miss him more.3

Suddenly, my classmate/friend talked to me.

“What’s wrong Mich?” She said. She’s Pia, a friend of mine.

 

“What’s wrong? There’s nothing wrong Pia, nothing.” I said.

 

“I knew there’s something wrong in you. You’re not the Michelle I’ve known for. Michelle was a loud person. Not  a loner one. So tell me? What’s wrong?” She said. That’s why I like her, cause she can easily read me. She’s been my friend since nursery, so I think that was the reason why she knew me more than I.

 

“I’m just missing someone.” I said.

 

“And who is it?” She asked.

 

“A special friend whom I met last vacation.” I replied.

 

“A boy?” She asked again.

 

“Yes.” I answered quickly.

 

A long moment before she spoke.

 

“So, you have a crush on him?”

 

I was shocked of what she have been said. I’m too young for that.

 

“What?” I said.

 

“Crush. Every person with that feeling to another person is what we called CRUSH.” She explained.

 

“How did you know? Do you? Felt like this before?” I asked.

 

“Nope! Only my sister told me that.”

 

“So, did she felt like this before?” I asked again.

 

“I think so. Because she kept on telling the boy he was talking at the phone that she misses him. And when I asked my sister who is it. She said that it was her crush.” She said.

 

“Is that so? It means that…..”

 

“You have a crush on him. Whoever he is.” She said.

 

That made me think like IM TOO YOUNG FOR THIS?!

 

♥ ♥ ♥

After school, I went home already. And then when I reached home, my mom gave me a letter.

 

“What’s this mom?” I asked.

 

“It’s a letter my dear.” She answered.

 

“From?”

 

“Just read it. It’s for you.” She said.

 

I went to my room and change my clothes. After that, I sat on my bed and read the writings on the envelope.

 

To: Michelle

Fr: Mike.

 

My eyes went like this, O_o

 

I just read the letter. But when I’m gonna open it,

 

Dug dugdugdugdugdug..

 

My heart. It keeps on beating. What a strange feeling.  -_______-

 

Dear Michelle,

       Hey you! What’s the great idea huh? Why didn’t you even say that you’re coming back there? Do you know the feeling huh? If only you said it earlier, I can spend my time being with you. Because you know what? I’m going crazy missing you here. Yeah,it’s right. Even if for you it was only a short time. For me, NO. It’s long enough to miss you this much. I know I shouldn’t act like this. I even went to your house and asked your yaya the address of your house there just to write this letter. And even spent my money and asked my dad to bring this through the mailman which is a bit far from here. YEAH. This is what I do just to say that I REALLY MISS YOU MICHELLE. I hate the fact that I have this strange feeling but yeaaah, I knew were too young but I LIKE YOU MICHELLE. I like you, a lot. Ever since we’ve met.

Lots of love,

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           Mike.

P.S

When you come back, you’re gonna spent a day with me. As a payment of leaving without even saying you will. And another thing, please answer this letter, I don’t have a trust through mailman, so I will know if this letter goes to you. And just, I miss you so bad. X(

 

WE BOTH HAVE THIS STRANGE FEELING.

 

And WAIT!? Did he say that HE LIKES ME? O_o

 

This is what I do just to say that I REALLY MISS YOU MICHELLE. I hate the fact that I have this strange feeling but yeaaah, I knew were too young but I LIKE YOU MICHELLE. I like you, a lot. Ever since we’ve met.

 

OHNOOO! It is right. He likes me.

 

Is it normal to a seven-year-old girl to like an eight-year-old boy?

And it is normal to a teacher to like his only student?

Is it right for us to like each other?

Is it right for us to feel like this?

I’m going crazy about it. >.<

♥ ♥ ♥

Fourth:

Until now, I just can’t believe that Mike and I have this STRANGE feeling. For a girl like me, I only considered it as strange, coz I really don’t know if it is right for us to feel like this.

“Sweetie? What’s wrong?” It’s my mommy.

 

“Oh..It’s just. Ugh.”  I think I can’t tell it to my mom.

 

“Come on sweetie. Tell it to mommy. Mommy will listen.” She said.

 

“I’m confused. About this feeling.” I said.

 

“What do you feel?” She asked.

 

“A feeling through Mike…And also, he said that he likes me. And I think I feel the same way too. What is it mommy?” I asked.

 

“Oww.. Is that so my dear?” She said.

 

“Yes mom. And another thing. I miss him so bad.” As I formed my lonely face.

 

“My dear. It is just a normal feeling. You know, I felt like that before. But not with your dad. With my childhood friend. I felt like I was also confused of what I’ve felt. I’m just 5 years old then. And everything went fine when I consult my mother, your grandma. She said that it was just normal. I am just feeling LOVE. But because I was still young, that’s what they call, puppy love.” She explained.

 

“PUPPY LOVE!? A puppy?” I asked.

 

“HA-HA! Not literally a puppy my dear. It’s just a kind of love you’re feeling when you’re still young.” She said.

 

“So…I’m inlove with Mike? And so he is?”

 

“Sort of my dear. But don’t take it seriously yet. You’re too young.” She said.

 

“Ofcourse mom. Thank youuuu~” And then I hugged my mom.

 

“You’re welcome dear. Just consult your mommy if you will feel like strange again, okay?”

 

“Yes mommy. Ohh. One more thing! Can you help me in sending letters to Mike?” I said.

 

“Ofcourse sweetie. I can.” She said.

 

“Thanks mommy! I’m lucky to have you! I love you mommy!” I said.

 

We hugged each other. And I kissed my mom.

 

I sat at my chair and prepare myself to write a letter to Mike.

 

Dear Mike,

        How are you? I received your letter so nothing to worry about. It’s just that, I miss you too, so much. Like, yeaaaah~ I’m sorry for what I did. Because of that you’ll have to sacrifice your money and even have a pride to talk to your father and convinced him. Yeah, I know that you hate talking to your father. Don’t even know the reason why but I loved to hear the reason. Hehe. And about liking me? It’s just that…..

 

    ….I feel the same way too. Yeah. I felt this strange feeling ever since we’ve both sing. I felt like I was attracted to you at the first time we’ve met. I like you too Mike. I know that were too young but like you, I just wanna express what I feel. You know what, I consult my mom about this. And she said that what I am feeling right now was just normal. And I love to know that she felt like this before, she was then 5 years old. (Much younger than us. J) Guess what? She said that it’s what they call PUPPY LOVE. At first I thought it was a puppy. But then I was wrong. HAHA. I just remember the thing you asked me before. When we were at the playground? Remember it? Well, you need to think what it is. Let’s talk about that at our next letter. I miss you Mike. I miss your piano. I miss your voice. I miss the moment of singing with you. Come on Mike! I just wish that vacation was near. I’m missing you badly.

                                                                                                                                              Lots of love,

                                                                                                                                                  Michelle

PS: When I come back, I’m gonna spend my day with you in one condition! You’re gonna treat me breakfast, snack ,lunch ,merienda and dinner. ^^

 

I fix it well and went through my mom.

 

“Mommy! It’s done!” I said.

 

“Okay dear. Let’s go.” She said.

 

I can't wait for Mike's answer. I wanna see him and learn piano with him.

It's just that, I just found my PUPPY LOVE♥

♥ ♥ ♥

Fifth:

It's been 2 weeks since I wrote the letter. No reply from him. Like yeaah~ it's been TWO LOOOONG WEEKS~ 14 days of waiting for his letter! What took him so long?

 

Yaaaaah~ what if something bad happened to him? Oh. Erase. Erase! I don't wanna think of it. Maybe he's just busy. Right. HE'S BUSY. Period. 

***

3 weeks.

Okay. I'M GONNA DIE WORRYING HERE!? What took him so long to write a letter? Hmp. Did he received the letter? What if I write again? 

 

I was about to sit when my mom called me. He gave me the letter. Yeeeeep! It is the letter I have been waiting for. :"""""> It came from Mike. :)

 

Dear Michelle,

           Ofcourse I still remember it. I asked you about what did you know about love. And seriously, I was about to say what I really feel for you. But I think that was not the right timing yet. I also felt nervous when I met your mom. She seems strict. But then, she's beautiful, like you. :)

           Michelle, could you please fill up the missing pieces in my life? I'm incomplete. Without you here by my side. My piano was missing you. Also with my chair, bike, voice and especially, ME. I really miss you, Michelle. 

          So, what's up with you right now? Are you enjoying your school days? Have you been busy?  Don't tired yourself. Take care always. :) I'm sorry if my letter took so long. Some important matters just came in. I miss you Michelle. :) Take care, God bless. I love you. ♥

Lots of LOVE,

Mike.

 

I love you. ♥

I love you. ♥

I love you. ♥

I love you. ♥

Me is like -----> O_o ----> o_O ----> O_O ---> *___*

Is my reading correct?! Did he really say that he loves me? 

PINCH ME! I must be dreaming! 

♥ ♥ ♥

I didn't wrote to Mike yet. I just don't know what will I say to him. During our recess time, Pia talked to me.

 

“Okay. There's something wrong again.” She said.

 

“Nooooooothiiiiiiiinng.” I said lazily. 

 

“Let me guess. Missing him again right?” She asked.

 

“Instead of that.” I answered.

 

“Oww. What is it? Come on, share it.” She said.

 

I handed the letter to her.

 

“What is this?” She asked.

 

“A letter. From him.” I replied.

 

“What am I gonna do with it?” She asked again.

 

“Try to eat it. Let's see if you're gonna figure out my problem.” I answered in a not-so-good mood.

 

She gave me a weird look because of what I have been said.

 

“Okaaaaay. Read it. Then after that you will know what is the thing that keep on bothering me.” I replied.

 

She read the letter. I'm just looking at her while she's reading it. She's smiling and obviously she was shocked when she saw the 'i love you' part. She's looking at me, weirdly smiling.

 

“So, Mike is the name.” She said.

 

“Psh. What's with that smile?” I asked.

 

“I love you♥” She said.

 

“Argh. What will I do, PIAAAA!?” I asked.

 

“Tell him you love him also.” She answered.

 

“WHAT!? Aigoooo~ Neveeeer!” I said.

 

“MYGAAAHD, Michelle! You love him! It's obvious, okay?” She said.

 

“I'm not pretty sure of this feeling. I think we're just too young.” I said.

 

“Mich, being young? It's okay. It's okay if you will just tell him what are you feeling for him. It's not about being in the relationship with that guy. YOU TWO ARE REALLY TOO YOUNG FOR THAT. Tell him that you love him. So, you will have no regrets.” She explained.

 

“Pia, mind asking? Why did you know all of these stuff?” I asked.

 

“Haha! Mich, my sister told me all of these. She said that she is telling me all of these stuff so I will be ready for the future as I feel it.” She answered.

 

After that, the bell rings. Means our recess time was now over.

♥ ♥ ♥

When I reached home. I decided to write the letter.

 

Dear Mike,

           I'm glad that you still remember it. :)) You know what. After that, I asked mom the same question as you did. And when I told him that you're the one that asked me about it, she said that, "maybe she just have feelings for you." I admit, at first I was like, 'what is she talking about?' and my mom said that that was not the right time to know it. So I felt like mooooore confused because of it. But nowadays, I think it was clear. Because of YOU. :""""">

           And about the 3 weeks of no reply from you. What's that important matter? Mind sharing? KYAAAA~ because of what you did, I felt like I'm gonna die of worrying about you! I thought what happened. And I also thought that something bad happened, which I don't like to happen. :/ But it's okay. More important is you answered my letter now. :)))

          I'm okay here. TIRED? It's not in my vocabulary. :) Take care also Mike. I miss you too. And I love you too. :))

 

Who loves you too,

Michelle♥

♥ ♥ ♥

I smiled upon writing this. I went through my mom and we went over the post office for the letter.

 

“What did Mike said that made my baby smile through heaven?” Mom said.

 

“Nothing mom. I'm just lucky to have a friend like him” I answered.

 

“Glad to hear that. I hope that he is really the right boy for you” Mom said.

 

“Right boy?” I asked.

 

“I knew it. Obviously.” And then she smiled.

 

What did she knew? Did she....

 

 

read Mike's letter? O_o

♥ ♥ ♥

Sixth:

When we reached home, I was still shocked and a little bit scared. What if mom read it? I don't know why but I'm nervous. I'm really nervous. 

 

“Michelle?” It's mom.

 

“Yes mom?” I answered quickly.

 

“What are you thinking about?”  She asked.

 

“Huh? Nothing mom.” I lied.

 

“Come on dear. I know you.” Aww. She is really my mom. :)

 

“It's just that. I'm nervous...” I said as I bowed.

 

“And why?” She quickly asked.

 

“It's because of what you have been said....

 

 

 

Did you read the letter?” I asked.

 

 

“Oww. HAHAHA!” She answered.

 

“Huh?” My mom is weird. Why is she laughing? Did I tell a joke? o.O

 

“Yes. Yes I did.” o.O For reeeeeal?

 

“So, you read the......” :/

 

“It's okay, my dear. I shouldn't read your letter because it's a private thing but then I did. I'm sorry. But, about what Mike have said....” I bowed my head again.

 

*silence

 

*silence

 

“I know he's a nice guy. It's just normal. But then, no relationships, okay?” My eyes widened when I heard this.

 

“MOOOOOOM!” I said.

 

“What? I'm serious.” She said.

 

“I know. I'm aware of that.” I said.

 

“That's good.” Then she hugged me and we went down to eat. :)

 

♥ ♥ ♥

 

I'm watching koreanovela in my laptop when someone knocks.

 

“Yes?” I asked.

 

The door opened and it's mom.

 

“Can I interupt you?” She asked.

 

“What for?” 

 

“Phone call? From your......lover.” Then mom smiled.

 

I smiled too and said, “Ofcourse mom.” I paused what I'm watching and went downstairs.

 

I handed the phone.

 

*Inhale

 

*Exhale

“Err. Hi!” 

 

“Hi Michelle.” He said in a low voice.

 

“Are you sick?”

 

“No. Why?”

 

“Your voice. It's different.”

 

“Ah. It's because of the phone. I'm okay Mich, nothing to worry about.” 

 

“Okay! Are you at home? Please play the piano!” I said.

 

“Aww. Sorry. I'm not at home.” He said.

 

“But? Where are you?” He has cough. I heard it.

 

“Excuse me.” And he cough again.

 

“Are you sure you're okay?” I said.

 

“Yes, Sure I am. It's just a cough. Nothing to worry about.” He said.

 

“Do you want me to sing?” I asked.

 

“Sure. I miss it for sure.” 

 

Then I started singing...

 

“♫When you smile, everything's in place

I've waited so long, can make no mistakeAll I am reaching out to youI can't be scared, got to make a move..

While we're young, come away with meKeep me close and don't let go

Inch by inch, we're moving closerFeels like a fairytale endingTake my heart, this is the momentI'm moving closer to youI'm moving closer to you..♫”

I stopped singing when I heard him crying.

 

“Why?” I asked.

 

“I really miss you, Michelle..”

 

“Me too, Mike.” Then..

 

*BOOOOOOGSH*

 

“Mike? Mike? MIKE? What happened?! MIKE? Answer the phone!”

 

And the line was out..

 

What happened to Mike? I need to know! :(

♥ ♥ ♥

Seventh:

“MIKE? Mike?” I shouted.

 

*tooooooot *tooooot

 

As I heard from the other line. And now, my tears ran down my face.

 

“What happened?” Asked mom.

 

“Mom. *sob I need to go *sob there. Mike needs me. *sob” I said.

 

“Why? What happened to Mike?” Mom asked again.

 

“I don't know. We're just talking then suddenly I heard a sound then the line went out..” I said while crying.

 

My mom hugged me and said, “It's okay Michelle, tomorrow is Saturday, we can go there. We will know what really happened to Mike. Okay? So, stop crying. Just pray about it.” 

 

“Okay mom.” I said as I wipe my tears away, went upstairs and I pray..

 

Hmm. I hope Mike is okay. :/

♥ ♥ ♥

Tomorrow morning, my mom and I went through Mike's house. But we only saw his brother there.

 

“He's at the hospital. So you're the one that he has been telling me. I'm about to go there, do you? Want to see him?” His brother said.

 

I looked at mom and she nodded.

 

“Go, Michelle. I will just wait you at our house, okay?” I nodded. I turn to Mike's brother and we ride on his car.

 

“You're Michelle, right?” 

 

“Yes I am.” I said.

 

“I'm his brother, Mark. By the way, didn't he mentioned about his sickness to you.” I was like speechless there, I don't know. I don't know what he is trying to say.

 

“No. He didn't.” I said.

 

“Well, he has cancer. And they said that it's getting worse..” I was shocked. 

 

“He...He didn't tell me..” After that I cried. I don't know. It's just that, Mike.. I love him. He's important. I don't wanna lose him. I wanna share my lifetime with him. I still wanna play with him. I still wanna sing with him. There's many things I wanna do with him.

 

“We're here.” Kuya Mark's said.

 

I wipe my tears, and Kuya Mark opened the door for me, and as we stepped through the hospital, my heart's keep on beating like there's no tomorrow. We went to 3rd floor, and we headed through a room.

 

“Are you ready?” He said.

 

“Yes, I am. I wanna see how's Mike doing..” I said. He nodded and opened the door.

 

And there he lies. A boy, whom I loved. Whom I liked, is there. Sleeping. Wearing a hospital dress. I only wish he was just sleeping, with a chance of waking up. But then, no. He is there. Recovering himself through his sickness. A disease that is totally complicated and getting worse..

 

I sat behind his bed, watching him sleeping. Suddenly, I smiled. I smiled seeing his face full of strength and hope. 

 

“Hi Michelle.” It's Mike's mom. I saw her in the picture. 

 

I stood up and said, “Good morning! I'm Michelle, Mike's friend.” I said.

 

“Yeah. Mike's been telling us about you.” And she tapped my shoulder.. “I know, I know what Mike's really feel. He mentioned that he didn't tell you about his sickness. He didn't want you to worry about him, but then, here he is, suffering because of it.” She removed her hand and looked at Mike. 

 

She held Mike's hand and said.. “Mike. She's here. She's here to see you. So, please wake up. You didn't take your lunch yet.” She sobbed. Yeah. Mike's mom is crying. I know how it feels. I know it hurts to see your son lying there, and suffering from his sickness..

 

Out of the blue, my tears started to fall again. And later on, Mike woke up. Seeing us crying..

 

“Mom? Kuya? Why?” Then he turned his head on me.. “Michelle? Why are you guys crying? And Michelle? How did you know?” 

 

His mom wiped her tears and said. “Thank God you're awake. Let us buy your food, okay? Go talk with Michelle..” And there, his mom and kuya Mark went outside to buy him something to eat..

 

My tears didn't stop from falling, but then I looked at Mike and smiled.. He wipe my tears and said..

 

“Stop. Don't cry. I won't leave you, okay? I promise..” And we both smiled..

♥ ♥ ♥

Eighth:

Because of what he had said, I feel so much better. I can breathe well and feel so much comfortable. He wiped my tears away and said that he will never leave me. Such a relieved. 

 

“You promise me that, okay?” I said.

 

“Yes. I promised.” As he raised his pinky. So I also raised mine and we did the pinky promise. “Well, promise me also that you will never cry, okay?” I nodded.

 

“I promised!” And I hugged him.

 

“Mike and Michelle this is—“ She looked at us and we stop hugging. “Oops. Sorry. Did I interupt you both?” As she formed a smile. 

 

We both laughed. “Mom! It's nothing. A friendship hug, okay?” 

 

“I know, Mike. Haha! C'mon. Let's eat.” 

 

♥ ♥ ♥

 

I went home with them. Yeah. Mike was able to go home after 2 weeks of being hospitalized. We we're happy when the doctor said that the medicines are working and Mike is recovering. But then, he needed to be more careful to his health. 

 

“I'd love to play with you tomorrow. For now, just rest, okay?” I said.

 

He just nodded and I waved my hand. “Good Bye, Mike. Good Night!” 

 

“Michelle!” He said. 

 

“Why?” I asked. He went through me and said. “Thanks. Thanks for being here. I am now strong because of you.”

 

I tapped his shoulder and said. “It's nothing, Mike. And please. Be strong. Not only for me, but also for your family. We love you Mike. We're always here. To support you. And I, am always here. Hoping and believing unto your promise.” He smiled.

 

I also smiled. “Be good. Sleep well, okay? Let's see each other tomorrow. Good night.” I turned my back and start walking when I heard him said.. “I love you, Michelle..”

 

I didn't stop walking and also whispered.. “Me too, Mike.”  And smiled.

 

♥ ♥ ♥

 

“Michelle!” It's mom.

 

“Yes, mom?” I asked. I'm about to enter the house when she called me.

 

“What happened? How's Mike?” She asked.

 

I smiled and said, “He's now okay mom. He's now at their house.”

 

 

“Oh! I'm glad to hear that! I'm sure Mike was happy because you're there..” And she laughed.

 

“MOM! What are you saying! I know he's happy. I, am also happy.” 

 

“Haha. Stop it. C'mon, let's eat dinner. Then go to sleep, mkay?” 

 

“Okay mom.” And I smiled.

 

♥ ♥ ♥

“I'm sorry, Michelle. I never thought--”

 

“But you promised me!” I was crying. Mike. Is now leaving me..

“Sorry. I just can't make it anymore. I can't. I'm too weak..”

“How about us? How about your promise! Don't. You can do it. I'm here!” His whole family were also crying. We can't let go of Mike.

“I'm sorry, Michelle. I--love you”

“Mike! No, Mike!”

“MIKE!” And I opened my eyes. A dream. A bad bad dream. I wiped my tears. Yeah. I'm crying. I ran down and went through Mike's house.

 

*doorbell

 

“Michelle? What are you doing here? It's only 7am?” It's Mike's mom.

 

“Where's Mike?” I asked, panicking.

 

“He's just sleeping. Why?” I breathe deeply.

 

“Huh. A dream. Just a dream. I'm sorry. Tell him I stop by. And will come back later.” She nodded and I went home.

 

“Michelle? Where have you been?” Mom asked.

 

“From Mike's house.”

 

“And why? Why didn't you tell me?”

 

“I'm sorry, mom. I just checked him..”

 

“Okay. Go over there, breakfast is ready..” 

 

“Yes, mom.” 

 

After that, my mom said that I should go into Mike in the afternoon. 'cause I need to let him rest more. 

 

*LATER

 

I headed through their house.

 

*doorbell

 

“You're Michelle, right?” Their yaya said.

 

“Yes, I am. Where's Mike?” She gave me a letter. 

 

I looked at it. Then she said. “It's from Mike, he said that I will give that to you.”

 

“But. Where's Mike?”

 

“Mike and his family will fly through US. Didn't he tell you?”

 

I bowed and said. “Thank you..”

 

 

I sat outside their house and cried. 

 

Why did you leave me, Mike? Why? Why did you do this? :'(

♥ ♥ ♥

Ninth:

Dear Michelle,

          This would be the last letter I will be sending you. I know. How stupid I am. Leaving you with no word. I'm sorry. But I think this would be the best for the two of us. I will have an operation at the US and I don't want you to know. 'Cause I knew that it will be hard for me. Leaving you. I made a promise. And I will not break that. We will see each other again. Maybe years from now..

           Please don't forget me Michelle, 'coz I will never ever forget someone like you. The time when you will turn 15? I will court you. Seems impossible but I know. I can do it. I WILL do it. Again, I'm sorry for not telling you. :( 

            I will miss you Michelle. Hope to see you again..

PS: I loved you. And I love you still. You'll be in my heart. 

Loving you,

Mike.

I cried upon reading this letter. I don't know what I will feel. Will I get mad? Or I will just understand him? But.. He promised me that.... he will never leave me? :/

 

 

 

 

 

 

But then, I chose to understand him. I think that it will be better if he'll go there. In fact, it's for him. The treatment upon his sickness. I will never forget him. He has my heart. Yeah. Too young? But then, I admit. I'm in love with Mike....

 

 

 

 

 

..who was just a simple boy of my childhood..

 

♥ ♥ ♥

 

“So that's it?” He asked. Remember? I'm with my oppa. :">

 

“Yeah. And until now. I don't have any idea where he is. What he looks like. Where he lives. Mike is still in my heart. He's my first love, puppy love. He'll be in my heart forever..” I said.

 

“Yeah. I know. Because of what you have told. I feel it.” Then he smiled.

 

I also smiled. Then, I looked at a man walking through us..

 

 

It can't be.. O.o

 

 

“Hey. Who's that?” 

 

“Oppa. It can't be...” I said.

 

“Why?”

 

“Mike...”

 

“Where?” I didn't answer him. Instead, I follow the man I saw. Such a fool right? But, I know. I know it's Mike. It was just 7 years, I think. Some changes but his physical appearance, I know it..

 

“Mike? Mike?” I said while walking through him. He was just walking. Yeah. His face. I know it's Mike. 

 

“Michelle!” My oppa called. 

 

 

I just follow him. Until many people are around me. I can't look away. I know he's Mike. I have the feeling of it. He's Mike. My heart knew it's Mike.

 

 

“MIKE!” I shouted. And then he look. O.o

 

 

 

 

I KNOW HE'S MIKE! 

 

 

I ran towards him. He's smiling. 

 

 

“Michelle?” He said my name! I'm about to cry when....

 

 

 

 

*BEEEEEEEP

 

 

 

*BOOGSH.

 

 

I lied on the floor.

 

 

“Michelle!” My oppa said. 

 

 

“Michelle! Michelle, it's me. Mike!” I smiled and then, I closed my eyes..

♥ ♥ ♥

Tenth: [Part 1]

“I'm her boyfriend..” 

“Oh.. I'm Mike. Her friend..”

“Yeah. We've been talking about you..”

“Really? I'm glad she still know me..”

“Yeah. She said that you will be forever in her heart..”

“Same with me. I'm here to make good of my promise..”

“How are you? I know that you're sick..”

“Yeah. I survived. And I'm here to tell her the good news. And also, court her.. But it seems like it's too late..” 

♥ ♥ ♥

What's happening? Where am I? What am I doing here? 

I opened my eyes.

 

“Michelle? Michelle? Thank God you're awake!” 

 

“Michelle. It's me. Mike. Remember?”

 

Wait? O.o

 

Who the heck am I? O.o I can’t remember a thing! Who are they? Why am I here?

 

 

 

 

 

“Who are you?” =__________=

 

“What?!”

 

“Michelle, are you serious?”

 

“What? You think I'm fvcking kidding here?! I don't know you both. Or even me..*ouch” I touch my head. Aww. It hurts. 

 

“I'll call the doctor.”

 

“Much better..”

 

“Why am I here, mister?” I said. Coz I really don't know anything.

 

“Michelle. Look. Your name is Michelle. And I'm your boyfriend. I'm your oppa. You didn't remember?” Oppa? Boyfriend? I had a boyfriend? O.o 

 

“What happened to me? I don't know.” I said. I'm confused. I really don't know what happened.

 

“Aish. You are hit by a car. When you are running through your friend, Mike.”

 

 

“Who's Mike?”

 

“He's the guy you've seen a while ago..”

 

Suddenly, the doctor went in. He checked me. And asked me a thing.

 

“Michelle, you can't remember anything?”

 

 

“Yes doctor. None. I can't.” 

 

 

“I'm sorry,boys. I think because of the accident. She's now suffering this amnesia. But don't worry. She will remember anything, but it takes time for it..” And the doctor went out.

 

 

Someone held my hand and said. “Michelle. It's me. Mike. You really can't remember me? I'm back. I'm here to make good of my promise. I'm here to tell you that I survived from my sickness. Can't you remember our memories? Our memories together. Until the day that our feelings grew?” And then he cried.

 

Memories? 

 

What memories? 

 

Poor me, it is my fault. Because of me, this guy's crying. =__________=

 

I'm about to cry. Sorry. I just can't remember anything. :'(

 

 

 

 

 

“I guess, those memories..is now gone.” Then he look at me. “But I know, those memories are still here in my heart.” And I smiled.

♥ ♥ ♥

Tenth: [Part 2]

“Michelle? Michelle!” Said a woman heading through me.

 

 

“Michelle, she's your mom.” Said the man who used to be my oppa.

 

 

“What? What are you saying?” I guess she didn't know yet.

 

 

“Tita, Michelle is suffering amnesia. But the doctor said that it would be temporary. She can remember anything, but it will take time.” After that, she cried. My mom cried. 

 

 

“Tita, it's me. Mike.” 

 

 

“Mike? You're Mike? How are you? But you're sick, right?”

 

 

“I survived, tita. And I'm back for her.” I'm just looking them. Are they really my family? What kind of girl is Michelle? Is she kind? That's why these people love her? Haaaay. I just can't explain my feelings. I wanna remember everything. I don't wanna see people in front of me crying. It hurts me a lot. :(

 

“Excuse me? Can I go outside?”

 

 

“Uhm, wait Michelle. I will just get a wheelchair for you.” Said Mike.

 

 

“Uhm. Michelle? Mike will accompany you, okay? Your oppa and I will talk.” My mom and my oppa went outside.

 

 

After that, Mike went it with a wheelchair and helped me to sit there. Then he tour me in the hospital. We've passed through the nursery. And I feel great. I feel great seeing those cute babies. I think Michelle's really attracted to babies.

 

 

“You know what, Michelle?” Said Mike. 

 

 

“I was then 8 years old, and you are 7 years by that time...” He paused for a while.

 

 

“C'mon. Continue.” I said.

 

 

He smiled. “The time that we've meet.” Seriously? At our young age?

 

 

“You were singing then, while I was playing the piano. You're voice turned me on. It feels like I was in heaven. Hearing your angelic voice. Singing the song I'm playing.” We stop through the Hospital's garden.

 

 

“Can I ask you a question?” He nodded.

 

 

“Who exactly is Michelle?” He smiled.

 

 

“Michelle? She's kind. Kind-hearted. Loving daughter. Good friend. Humble. People can love her easily because of her attitude. That's why even if I didn't see her for 8 years? I still have feelings for her. I still have our memories. I still have her in my heart.” 

 

 

“You said that..you will make good of your promise. What is it?”

 

 

“My promise? That I will court Michelle when she turn 15.” Wait. How old am I?

 

 

“And? How old am I?”

 

 

“You're 15.” And he smiled.

 

♥ ♥ ♥

 

I'm now familiarized with Mike. He told me everything about our past. And I was amazed. I think. Michelle really loves him. I can feel that. I know, this guy has space in my heart.

 

 

After that. The other guy went through us.

 

“Michelle. I just wanna say goodbye.” Mike stood up. And he continued.. “I'll go to States. I'm sorry.” I'm just looking at him. Then he turned to Mike.

 

 

“Mike. Take care of her, okay?” And they shakehands.

 

 

They are the two guys in my life? How lucky am I.

♥ ♥ ♥

Epilogue:

3 months later..

I'm having fun with them. I admit. I was hurt when my oppa leaves. I felt the pain. I know. He's my boyfriend. But because of this accident, he will sacrifice.

 

*flashback

 

My oppa went back to talk with my mom. I went through my room all by myself. Mike was buying food by that time. Accidentally, I heard the conversation of my oppa and mom.

“Do you really wanna go?” Asked mom.

“Yes. I love Michelle. But it seems like it's my time to give a way for Mike. I know Michelle loves Mike too. So, I'm doing this for her.”

My mom tapped his shoulder. “Thank you. Thank you for loving my daughter. Thank you for doing this.” 

“It's nothing. Michelle. She's important. And all I want for her is to be happy. Even if it was not with me.”  And so. My oppa waved to my mom and said goodbye.

My heart hurts. I feel it. Even though I can't remember anything. Still, I can feel what's the truth is. And on the other side. I know. Mike also has a big part in my heart. 

“Oppa!” I called him.

He looked. Smiled. And went over me.

“I'm sorry.” I said. Then he hugged me.

“No need, Michelle. Just be yourself. Be good always. Take care,okay? I will always love you. You will be forever in my heart..” 

*end of flashback

Yeah. Even though it hurts. I know my oppa did it for me. And I'm grateful because he did this. 

 

 

I love him? Yeah. Michelle loves him. But then, Mike. Michelle loves Mike for a long time.

 

 

“You know what, Michelle?” Mom said.

 

 

“Yes, mom?” I asked.

 

 

“The doctor said that you will remember everything, soon! Just after your last therapy you will be out of this hospital.” I smiled upon hearing this.

 

 

“Really, tita?” Mike said.

 

 

“Yes! And you know Mike, the doctor said that it would be good if we will take her to the place that is memorable. So, she can remember some of the memories.” Mike smiled.

 

 

“Tita, would you mind if we will take her to my place?”

 

 

“Ofcourse, Mike. That place was very memorable to her.” After that, Mike held my hand.

 

 

“You hear that, Michelle? Sooner or later, you will remember everything, okay? Are you excited about that?” I nodded. 

 

After that. We went through my doctor for my last therapy.

 

♥ ♥ ♥

 

“Do you know that you can ride on a bicycle?” Mike said. Yeah. We're here. We're at the place where I can consider as memorable. 

 

 

“Maybe. But I'm afraid now.”

 

 

“C'mon. Let's try!” I nodded. 

 

At first. I was like, ‘can i do this?’ ‘what the heck did I know about this?’. But then. Because of Mike. I learned.

 

“Look. You can now do it all by yourself.” He said.

 

 

“Yeah. I can't believe it.”

 

 

“Well, you need. Because, it is you.” He said and smiled. 

 

 

After that.

 

 

“Let's eat!” I said.

 

 

“HAHA!” He laughed.

 

 

“Why?” I asked.

 

 

“You're still the one who likes food.”

 

 

“But I'm hungry.” I pouted.

 

 

“Joke. C'mon. Let's go home.”

 

 

We went through their house. 

 

“Ouch” And I touched my head.

 

 

“Why?” Asked Mike.

 

 

“Nothing. My head hurts.” He just smiled. And said. “You're just hungry. C'mon.”

 

 

We passed through their piano. I looked at it.

 

 

“You still not remember?” He asked.

 

 

“Can you play it?” I said. He sat in front of the piano. And started playing it. 

 

“♪I've been living with a shadow overhead

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bedI've been lonely for so longTrapped in the pastI just can't seem to move on♪” He looked at me.

 

 

I smiled.

 

“♪ I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams awayJust in case I ever need them again somedayI've been setting aside timeTo clear a little space in the corners of my mind♪”

Then he stopped. O.o He was shocked.

 

I touched my head. Aww. What's happenning? =________=

 

*** But suddenly, the music stopped. I looked around wondering what happened. After that, someone was in front of me.

 

“Are you the one who's singing?” He said.

 

“Yes. Yes I am. So you're the one who's playing piano?” I said.

 

“Yes I am. Ahm. Can I invite you inside? Duet yung kantang yun. Can we sing it?” He said.

 

“Ofcourse..” I smiled to him.***

“That song--” He said.

 

 

I smiled. “Way back into love. The first song we've sang together.” 

 

 

He just smiled. His eyes were teary. 

 

 

“Why don't you teach me again? Can you teach me how to play piano?” I said. 

 

We smiled together. And he hugged me.

 

“You remember it now, Michelle. Thank God!” 

 

 

“I love you, Mike.” He was shocked upon hearing this. He looked at me and gave me a weird look.

 

 

“Is that your answer? I'm quite disappointed.” We laughed and he hugged me again.

 

 

“Ofcourse not. I love you, too. Michelle.”

 

*** “What do you know about love?” 

 

I was shocked of what he have been asked. “What are you talking about? How can a seven-year old girl knew about love?” 

 

“But how can you feel love if you didn't know what it is?” He said.

 

I gave him a what-are-you-talking-about look cause I really don't understand what he's talking about.

 

“You love your parents, right? You love singing. You love music. You love your family,friends and even God. Am I right?”

 

“Yes. Yes you are.” I said.

 

“So? What do you know about love?”

 

“Love? Is just a feeling for the important matters you have in your life. I think it's just that.”

 

“Ohh.. Is that so. I think this wasn't the right time.”

 

“The right time for what?” I said.

 

“The right time for you to know the real love is.” He answered.***

Now I know, Mike. I know what the real love is. And all I can say is...

 

 

 

The boy that I met only ONCE, was the boy who taught me how to love. 

 

 

Once, a seven-year old girl fell in love with a eight-year old boy.

 

 

And now. All that ONCE, will stay for a lifetime.

 

 

That was Mike. The boy who taught me how to play the piano. And the boy, whom I love this much.♥ I'm not in the right age to say this. But all I know is, nothings gonna separate us again.♥♥

 

THE END~

Thank yooou sooo much for reading and supporting this one. I know it’s a big epic fail for me. I tried to do an English story kasi eh. Pero may nasingit ako’ng Filipino. EPIC FAAAAAIIIL~ Pero thanks pa din kasi natapos ko ‘to at dahil ‘yun sa mga nakikita ko’ng nagsu-support nito. Sana suportahan niyo din yung iba ko’ng stories. And then, someday gagawa ulit ako ng English story. :”>

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