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pamela gamiltonis kazusi

12 wlis pamela gamiltonma fexi moitexa. samedicino gamokvlevis dros aRmoCnda simsivne. diagnozi _evingis sarkoma. pamelas mamam _ lari gamiltonma _ erTi amerikuli eklesiis pastorma da deboram, gogonas dedam, Svilis mkurnalobaze uari ganacxades. maTi azriT, mocemul SemTxvevaSi samedicino daxmarebis gaweva maT religiur mrwamss ewinaaRmdegeboda. “mxolod RmerTs Seswevs Zala, gadaarCinos Cemi Svili” _ ganacxada lari gamiltonma. tenesis Statis socialuri samsaxuris departamentma, mxedvelobaSi miiRo Seqmnili viTareba, TxovniT mimarTa sasamarTlo organoebs, ganexilaT pamelas janmrelobis dacvis sakiTxi, vinaidan gogonas sicocxles misi mSoblebis religiuri Sexedulebebis gamo safrTxe emuqreboda. ori Tvisa Semdeg nebarTva miRebul iqna. am droisaTvis, eqimebis azriT, pamelas gadarCenis Sansi mxolod 50 %_Ra iyo magram gogonam ganacxada, rom igi savsebiT eTanxmeba mSoblebis gadawyvetilebas da uars acxadebs dasxivebasa da qimioTerapiaze, radgan ar surs gameloteba. miuxedavad amisa, pamela gamiltoni hospitalizebuli iqna, Cautarda iZulebiTi mkurnaloba da mxolod ori wlis Semdeg, 1985 wels 14 wlis asakSi kiboTi gardaicvala.

karen el kuinlainis kazusi kareni pensilvaniis Statis mkvidria. misi RviZli mSoblebis Sesaxeb cnobebi ar moipoveba. 4 kviris gogona kuinlainebis wyvilma iSvila. 1972 wels karenma daamTavra umaRlesi saswavlebeli da muSaoba daiwyo, saidanac igi 1974 wels Statebis Semcirebis gamo daiTxoves. Tavisi aqtiuri cxovrebis bolo TveebSi karenma narkotikebis gamoyeneba daiwyo. 1975 wlis 14 aprils igi megobris dabadebis dRis aRsaniSnavad barSi wavida, imyofeboda ra depresiaSi, karenma narkotikTan erTad alkoholis didi raodenobac miiRo, ris Sedegadac igi “gaiTiSa”. saxlSi miyvanisTanave cxadi gaxda, rom es mxolod simTvralis brali ar iyo: kareni galurjda da sunTqva Sewyvita. gamoZaxebulma eqimebma kareni hospitalSi gadaiyvanes. gogona respiratorze_ xelovnuri sunTvis aparatze- SeaerTes. eqimebi imedovnebdnen, rom misi mdgomareoba gaumjobesdeboda, magram ase ar moxda, ramdenime dReSi kareni zedmiwevniT gamoikvlies,

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gamoirkva, rom mas arteriuli wneva normaluri aqvs, reagirebs sinaTleze, bgeriT signalebze, aRiqvams tkivils. gakeTda daskvna, rom avadmyofi imyofeba qronikulad myar vegetatiur mdgomareobaSi da cnobiereba ukve aRar daubrundeba, magram pacienti, tvinis sikvdilis kriteriumis Tanaxmad, gardacvlilad ver CaiTvleboda, radgan eleqtroencefalografi misi tvinis eleqtrul talRebs afiqsirebda. eqimebis azriT, respiratoris gamorTvis SemTxvevaSi avadmyofi aucileblad mokvdeboda, oRond rodis dadgeboda es momenti, maTTvis cxadi ar iyo. sami Tvis Semdeg karenis mamam - jozef kuinlainma sTxova eqimebs, gamoerToT respiratori, radgan, misis azriT “ karenis sikvdili RmerTis nebaa”. eqimebi ar daTanxndnen mamis Txovnas, vinaidan es qmedeba maTTvis mkvlelobis tolfasi iyo. karenis saqme sasamarTlos gadaeca. 10 noembris sasamarTlom mxari dauWira eqimebis gadawyvetilebas, radgan kanonmdeblobaSi ar iyo muxli evTanaziis Sesaxeb. mxolod 1976 wlis 31 marts niu-jersis Statis sasamarTlom daakmayofila jozef kuinlinis Txovna. magram kareni, yvela prognozis miuxedavad, respiratoris gamorTvis Semdeg cocxali darCa. igi gardaicvala mxolod 9 wlis Semdeg, 1985 wels. erT-erT saqvelmoqmedo dawesebulebaSi (sadac igi moaTavses umaRlesi sasamarTlos gadawyvetilebis safuZvelze) ise, rom cnobiereba ar dabrunebia.

bebi dous kazusi 1982 w. gazafxulze q. bliumingtomis (idnianas Stati) saavadmyofoSi gardaicvala axalSobili, romelsac ori Tandayolili defeqti – daunis sindromi da saylapavi milis atrezia (gauvaloba) hqonda, biWis sikvdilis mizezi samedicino daxmarebis gauwevloba gaxda. eqimebma bavSvis dabadebisTanave acnobes mSoblebs axalSobilis janmrTelobis mdgomareoba da moraluri arCevanis ufleba SesTavazes: an daTanxmebuliyvnen saswrafo operaciaze Tandayolili defeqtis gasworebis mizniT, anda uari eTqvaT yovelgvar samedicino daxmarebaze. mSoblebma meore varianti airCies, ris safuZvelzec bavSvis organizms sakvebi da wyali aRar miewoda. problemis moraluri simwvave imiT iyo ganpirobebuli, rom bavSvis mSoblebi Tanaxma iqnebodnen saWiro operaciaze, am ukanasknels daunis sindromi rom ar hqonoda. amdenad, bavSvis sikvdilis namdvili mizezi swored is iyo, rom mis mSoblebs am defeqtiani Svilis aRzrda ar

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surdaT. saqme exeboda arc Tu ise rTul qirurgiul operacias da mTeli problemac, rogorc etyoba, ramdenadme gansxvavebul moralur statuss SeiZenda, bavSvi rom, magaliTad, gulis mankiT dabadebuliyo. orma mosamarTlem, romlebsac saavadmyofos administraciam ganmartebisaTvis mimarTa, daadastura mSoblebis ufleba_ uari Tqvan sakuTari Svilis mkurnalobaze. indianis Statis umaRlesma sasamarTlom, romelmac es SemTxveva ganixila, aseve daadastura mSoblebis es ufleba. analogiuri SemTxveva ganmeorda long ainlendSi (niu-iurki). aq daibada gogona jein dou, romelsac xerxemali Suaze hqonda gadatexili da aReniSneboda mravali nevrologiuri defeqti. am gogonas mSoblebma aseve uari ganacxades qirurgiul Carevaze, romelsac bavSvis sicocxlis gadarCena SeeZlo. isini upiratesobas mkurnalobis Terapiul meTodebs aniWebdnen. gogona saavadmyofodan saxlSi waiyvanes, sadac igi sul male gardaicvala.

doqtor jon krais kazusi

rodesac eqimi ukurnebeli seniT daavadebuli Tavisi axlo megobris tanjvas uyurebs, igi gansakuTrebuli simwvaviT acnobierebs sakuTari profesiis moralur valdebulebas _ rogorme mainc Seumsubuqos pacients mdgomareoba, magram eqims Zalian xSirad xelT aqvs iseTi saSualebebi, romlebic aramarto amsubuqeben tanjvas, aramed sicocxlis Sewyvetac ki SeuZliaT. 1985 wlis agvistos miwuruli. doqtori jon kraai. xandazmuli eqimi, niu_iorkis Statis erT-erTi patara qalaqis mkvidri, dapatimrebuli iqna Tavisi pacientisa da axlo megobris frederik vagneris winaswar ganzraxuli mkvlelobis braldebiT. frederik vagneri – 81 wlis, romelsac hqonda alchaimeris daavadeba (Tavis tvinis umaRlesi qerqovani funqciebis moSla, romelsac mexsierebis dakargvisa da gonebasustobisaken mivyavarT), agreTve terfis gangrena. pacienti itanjeboda tkivilebi da dakarguli hqonda cnobiereba. doqtorma j. kraaim f. vagners Seuyvana insulinis sammagi doza, meddas ki uTxra, rom pacientsB-12-is ineqcia gaukeTa, amis Semdeg man datova saavadmyofo. ramdenime saaTSi avadmyofis mdgomareoba gauaresda da igi

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gardaicvala. doqtori kraai telefoniT gamoiZaxes saavadmyofoSi, man daadastura pacientis sikvdilis faqti, magram mas Semdeg, rac vagneris sikvdilis mizezi dadgenili iqna, doqtori jon kraai daapatimres. erTi kviris Semdeg igi TavdebSi gamouSves. saxlSi dabrunebidan 2 kviris Tavze man TviTmkvlelobiT daamTavra sicocxle. mis zurgsukan darCa 50 wlis umwikvlo saeqimo praqtika da TanamoqalaqeTa pativiscema.

bebi m-is kazusi

niu-jersis StatSi meuRleTa ori wyvili erTmaneTs patara gogonas mSoblis uflebas edaveboda. erTi mxare mas saras eZaxda, meore _ melisas, xolo sainformacio saSualebebma, romlebic am SemTxvevas aSuqebdnen, mas bebi m. Searqves. daaxlooebiT 20 wlis win aseTi bavSvis dabadeba warmoudgeneli iyo. igi gaaCina meri bet uaitxedma Tavisi kvercxujredis uilian sternis spermiT xelovnuri ganayofierebis Sedegad. saqme imaSia, rom sternebis wyvilma meri uaitxedTan gaaforma kontraqti surogatul dedobaze _ mas garkveul safasurad maTTvis Svili unda gaeCina, magram bavSvis dabadebisTanave meri uaitxedma mis gaSvilebaze uari ganacxada. swored es gaxda sasamarTlo procesis mizezi. unda mianiWos Tu ara mosamarTlem sternebis wyils mSoblis ufleba, rogorc es Tavidanve kontraqtiT iyo gaTvaliswinebuli? Tu ukeTesia upiratesoba dedobriv grZnobas mieniWos da bavSvi uaitxedTan darCes? egeb arc erTi mSobeli ar unda davukargoT gogonas da saSualeba mivceT bavSvs rig-rigobiT icxovros orive ojaxSi? presis azriT, mosamarTles mefe solomonis rolSi mouwia gamosvla, romelic, rogorc cnobilia, Tavis droze aranakleb rTuli amocanis winaSe aRmoCnda. bibliis Tanaxmad (3 mef., 3:16-28), erT saxlSi ori qali cxovrobda. orives biWi hyavda. erT Rames erT-erTi bavSvi mokvda. cocxalze pretenzias orive deda acxadebda. maT gansasjelad mefe solomons mimarTes, romelmac viTomc orives dakmayofilebis mizniT bavSvis xmliT Suaze gapoba brZana. am pirobas erTi qali maSinve daeTanxma, meorem ki bavSvis sikvdils daTmoba arCia. swored mas miakuTvna brZenma mefem bavSvi. am igavis morali, albaT, imaSia, rom mSoblebisaTvis Svili mxolod sakuTari moTxovnilebebis dakmayofilebis, maTi cxovrebiseuli miznebis realizaciis saSualeba ar

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unda gaxdes. Svilis sicocxle mSoblebisaTvis Rirebuli unda iyos; misi damokidebuleba maTTan kontraqts ki ar unda emyarebodes, aramed siyvarulsa da erTgulebas. rac Seexeba “surogatul dedobas” _ aq igulisxmeba, rom erT-erTi mSobeli winaswar unda ganewyos, moemzados imisaTvis, rom ar uyvardes sakuTari Svili, amrigad, “surogatuli dedoba” bRalavs, safuZvels aclis tradiciul ojaxur moralur normebs. swored amitomac miiCnies igi mosamarTleebma amoralurad da arakanonierad. 1987 wlis 31 marts gamotanili gadawyvetilebis Tanaxmad, mSoblis ufleba mieniWa sternebis wyvils, xolo meri uaitxeds CamoerTva dedobis ufleba. amasTan erTad elizabet sterns mieniWa bebi m._is dedis ufleba. 1988 wlis 3 Tebervlis sxdomaze niu-jersis Statis umaRlesma sasamarTlom sternebs SeunarCuna bavSvis meurveobis ufleba, magram ganxilvis procesSi gaauqma e. sternisaTvis dedobis uflebis miniWebis gadawyvetileba da meri uaitxeds deda-vizitoris statusi mianiWa, amasTan erTad, surogatuli kontraqti baTilad iqna cnobili, ramdenadac igi kanons ewinaaRmdegeba da qalebis degradaciamde mivyavarT.

prenataluri testireba m.j., romelsac hantingtonis daavadebis (hd) memkvidreoba aqvs, da misma meuRlem moiTxoves nayofis genetikuri testireba. gamokvlevebma cxadyo, rom nayofis hd-iT daavadebuli “babua” ar aris m.j.-s biologiuri mama. amrigad, arc mamas da arc nayofs hd-is ganviTarebis araviTari riski ara aqvT.pacients acnobes, rom misi da nayofis riski minimaluria, magram krosingoveris gamo riski 3% miaRwevs. meuRleebma riski mniSvnelovnad CaTvales da moiTxoves amniocentezis Catareba. personali sagonebelSi Cavarda: maT ician, rom nayofs hd-is nulovani riski aqvs da ar surdaT misTvis arasaWiro manipulaciis Catareba; meore mxriv, m.j.-sTvis informaciis miwodeba imis Sesaxeb, rom misi “mama” biologiuri mama ar aris, Selaxavda pacientis mSoblebis uflebebs .kiTxva:

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- samedicino eTikis romeli principebia gasaTvaliswinebeli zemoT moyvanil SemTxvevaSi? - adgili aqvs Tu ara principebis konfliqts? - romeli principis dacvas unda mieniWos upiratesoba? - ratom? - gWirdeba Tu ara damatebiTi informacia problemis gadasaWrelad?

_______________________ hantingtonis daavadeba autosomur-dominanturi ganukurnebeli memkvidreobiTi daavadebaa, romelic gvian (40 wlis Semdgom) aRmocendeba da nervuli sistemis degeneraciiT xasiaTdeba. Svilebs hd-is genis memkvidreobiT miRebis 50%-iani Sansi aqvT. defeqturi alelis penetraciis unari 100%-ia; e.i. “miRebisas” yvela SemTxvevaSi viTardeba hd-is simptomebi. hd-is geni me-4 qromosomaSi mdebareob-s.

zRvaSi gamafrTxila

dedam me da Cemi Zmebi im zafxuls zRvaze wagviyvana. erT dRes Cven umcros, 9 wlis Zmas, nodars sicxem auwia. me da ladiko umisod wavediT sacuraod. wyalze gulaRma gavweqi da bednierebisagan garindebuli vusmendi talRebis Cqers. moulodnelad Cems axlos ymawvilma qalma amoyvinTa. fermkrTali iyo. SemcivnuliviT galurjebuli tuCebiT miTxra_Zmas mixe-deo. napirs gavxede_ladiko ijda da Wyint siminds Wamda. uneblied SevkrTi da napirze gavedi. ladikos gverdiT Camovjeqi. _dainaxe axalgazrda qali, Cems axlos rom curavda? _ara_ladikom Tavi gaaqni,_aravin daminaxavs, arc wylidan gamosula vinme... xom xedav, Sua dRea da xalxi naklebadaa... marTlac cotani iyvnen. maT Soris arc erTi ar gavda imas.... Sin gaviqeciT. sulmouTqmelad avirbineT kibe da nodikos saZinebelSi Sevardi. bavSvi

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suls Rafavda. yvirili avtexe. Cveni diasaxlisi Semovarda. sabednierod, eqTani yofila. mixvda, rogorc unda moqceuliyo. asTmuri Seteva aqvso,_Tqva da pirveli daxmareba aRmouCina kidec... mere saswrafo gamoviZaxeT. aT wuTSi dedac movida. kinaRam guli gauskda saswrafos danaxvaze _ atirda. eqimma daamSvida _ axla ara uSavs, magram saswrafod dabrundiT TbilisSi, zRvis Hhava ar uxdeba Tqvens Svilso. deda disaxlisTan Sevida xelebi unda dagikocno Svili rom gadamirCineTo. is aqviTinda: Cems qaliSvilsac umZimesi formis asTma hqonda, samwuxarod, ver gadavarCineo... diasaxlisma komodis ujridan amoiRo suraTi da gvaCvena. suraTze is tuCebgalurjebuli gogo iyo, zRvaSi rom gamafrTxila, Zmas mixedeo. TiTqos gavqvavdi. im wuTSi xma ver amoviRe. axla mwyddeba guli rom Cvens diasaxliss ar vuTxari, rogor dagvexmara misi qaliSvili da rogor gadamarCenina Zma...

caltvina gogona niWieri moswavlea

7 wlis gogona kristina santauzi ukve mTels msoflioSia cnobili. mas tvinis mxolod erT naxevari aqvs. 3 wlis asakSi kristinas Cautarda unikaluri operacia _ Tavis tvinis uiSviaTesi da umZimesi paTologiis gamo eqimebi iZulebulni iyvnen amoekveTaT marcxena hemisfero da warmoqmnili sicariele Zvlis tvinovani qsoviliT SeevsoT. operaciidan 3 wlis Semdeg gogona skolaSi wavida da rogorc gairkva, sakmaod bejiTi da NniWieri moswavlea. sul axlaxan medikosebma gakvirveba ver damales, rodesac gaiges, rom qristina aqtiurad Seudga ori ucxo enis safuZvlianad Seswavlas. savaraudoa, rom misi tvinis darCenilma nawilma mTlianad moaxerxa dakarguli naxevris kompensacia.

goCa beqauri –kaci saswauli

samyaro anomaliebiTaa aRsavse, romlebic Tavisi amoucnobi war-moSobiTa da bunebiT gvancvifrebs da uamrav kiTxvas gviCens, maT axsnas xSirad ver vpoulobT. TbilisSi cxovrobs adamiani__goCa beqauri, romlis sxeulSi organoebi piriqiT aris ganlagebuli, anu guli marjvniv aqvs da Tanac erT sarqvliani, RviZli _marcxniv, elenTa _ marjvniv, brma nawlavi marcxniv. Mmisi mSoblebi sruliad jamrTelebi iyvnen da maT

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genialogiaSi msgavsi aravin SeuniSnavT. organebi aseT anomalur gan-lagebas, ra Tqma unda ukvalod ar Cauvlia. goCa 25 saxis mZime avad-myofobis matarebelia, magram sjera RmerTis wyalobiT Rrma siberes miaRwevs. igi 41 wlisaa, yavs meuRle da 21 wlis vaJi, cxovrobs Cveule-brivad, arada jer kidev axaldabadebuls, organoTa transpoziciis gamo eqimebma adreuli sikvdili uwinaswarmetyveles da mSoblebs misi saavadmyofoSi datoveba SeaTavazes. goCa beqauri : _lurji asfiqsiiT Tbilisis meore samSobiaro saxlSi 1966 wels davibade. mSoblebisTvis pirveli Svili viyavi da Cemze amyarebdnen imedebs. mamasTvis eqimebs uTqvamT, ver gadarCeba aq datoveTo. magram dedam saavadmyofodan gamomapara da mSoblebi civ niavs ar makarebdnen. _eqimebi rogor mixvdnen, organoebi sapirispiro mxares rom gqondaT ganlagebuli? _silurje mankis niSani iyo. amas maSinve mixvdnen da gamomikvlies. 6 wlamde sicxeebi mqonda. mamaCems ruseTis qalaqebSi davyavdi eqimebTan, magram glandebis operaciasac aravin mikeTebda. eSinodaT, rom avadmyofi guilT ver gadavitandi. TbilisSi gariskes da glandebis operacia gamikeTes, Tumca iseTi sisxldena damemarTa, Zlivs gadamarCines. TiTic rom gameWras, sisxls veRar miCereben. cnobismoyvare bavSvi viyavi da erTxel movismine, eqimma dedas rom uTxra, organoebis transpozicia aqvso. Avtirodi, megona movkvdebodi. mas Semdeg minda bolomde gamovikvlio Tavi, radgan, rac wlebi gadis, avadmyofobebi memateba _ maqvs haeris saSneli ukmarisoba, saxsrebis tkivili, venebis gaganiereba, RviZli 13 -14 santimetriT gadidebulia, gulis samgvari manki, gulis kunTis anTeba, elenTa imdenadaa gadagvarebuli ar isinjeba da a.S. roca saavadmyofoSi vwvebi, Cemi gasinjva yvela eqims ainteresebs. _Tqveni organoebis transpozicia dadasturebulia? _mamas xSirad davyavdi rus eqimebTan. moskovel profesor burakovskis, romelic TbilisSi Cems gasasinjad Camosula, mSoblebisTvis uTqvams, 17 welze mets ver icocxlebso. zafxulSi 40 gradusi sicxe mqonda da miuxedavad amisa, ise mcioda, paltoTi davdiodi. Semdeg vaxtang boWoriSvilis klinikaSi gulis kunTis anTebis diagnoziT damawvines. dReSi 12 gram antibiotiks mikeTebdnen, wamlis am dozas organizmSi yvela bacila unda moekla. 6 wlis manZilze marTlac ukeTesad viyavi. am droSi medicina ise Seviswavle, udiplomo eqimi gavxdi. erTxel nacnobi pediatri movida da rCeva mTxova. Turme mis pacientsac maRali sicxeebi hqonda. is wamlebi gaukeTes, rac vurCie da bavSvi kargad gaxda. Cemi organizmis mdgomareobaze araerTma eqimma daicva disertacia. * * * goCam Tavisi meuRle saavadmyofoSi gaicno da erTsarqveliani guliT ise Seuyvarda, rom or kviraSi misi motaceba gabeda. Svils gulis kanka-liT eloda, eSinoda masac mamis msgavsi avadmyofobebi ar aRmo-Cenoda. magram misi vaJi sruliad janmrTelia. fati _ goCas meuRle: _ sanam goCas coli gavxdebodi, misi uimedo mdgomareoba winaswar vicodi. eqimebi ambobdnen, misi sicocxle warmoudgeneliao. roca Cemdami grZnoba gauCnda, mivxvdi rom vWirdebodi da es nabiji gadavdgi. arasrulyofili gulis ukan didi siyvaruli imaleboda. _goCa avadmyofobaze xSirad wuwunebs? _ bolo dros saxsrebma Seawuxa, guli ki iSviaTad stkiva, rogorc metyvis, fati miSveleo, Sublze civ tilos vadeb, valerians vasmev da

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Svelis. sinamdvileSi igi Tavs imxnevebs da fsiqologiurad ikurneba. roca avad xdeba, yovelTvis maRal sicxes aZlevs. gulis daavadebis gamo imdeni avadmyofoba SeiZina, krizisul mdgomareobaSi sxva eqimebi xels ver kideben da mis organizmSi mkveTr Carevas eridebian. goCasTvis sefsisis centri meore ojaxia. aq mas bavSobidan icnoben da SeiZleba iTqvas, Tavisi eqimebic hyavs. goCa vaxtang boWoriSvilTan, maia gigaurTan, zaza CiqovanTan yovelTvis Tamamad SemiZlia misvla, radgan vici saTanado daxmarebas aRmomiCenen. roca avad vxdebi, saswrafos viZaxeb. zogjer gulze marcxniv mismenen da meubnebian, nu geSinia yvelaferi kargad iqnebao. eqimebs Cems mdgomareobas winaswar arasodes veubnebi da ase vigeb, profesionalia Tu ara._ xSirad xvdebian eqimebi Tqvens gansakuTrebul agebulebas?_ zogjer igeben, magram isec xdeba, eqimebisaTvis miTqvams kargad brZandebodeT Tqven ver gendobiTmeTqi. xSirad fiqrobdnen gulis operacia gaekeTebinaT an sxva guli gadmoenergaT CemTvis, magram ver bedaven. aseTi operaciis precendenti msoflioSi ar yofila, magram SesaZloc rom iyos, mainc uars vityvi. radgan Cemi organoebi erTmaneTzea awyobili da aseT cvlilebas ver gauZlebs. _ fati, ambobT rom goCa Cveulebrivi adamianiviT cxovrobs, ras niSnavs es? _ igi yvelafers Wams da dietaze arasodes yofila. operaciis Semdeg goWis xorcsac iTxovda, yvela alkoholur sasmels svams, sxvas aTrobs, Tavad ki uzomod mTvrali arasodes minazavs. goCas erT Taviseburebac aqvs: Zalian uyvars wamlebi da, roca raime stkivdeba, 1 abis nacvlad 5_6 mainc svans. eqimi amaze pasuxobs, Tu misi organizmi iTxovs, unda miiRos. * * * sefsisis centrSi goCas mkurnal eqimebsac SevxvdiT. maT am ucnauri adamianis janmrTelobis mdgomareoba ufro detalurad agviRweres. maia gigauri _ medicinis mecnierebaTa doqtori: _ goCa iseTi urTulesi anomaliiT daibada, romlis drosac axalSobilebi ver cocxloben. mas rTuli transpozicia aqvs da yvela organo gadaadgilebulia. saerTod guli 4 kamerisagan, 2 winagulisa da 2 parkuWisagan Sedgeba. misi guli ki 1 saerTo winagulisagan, 1 sarqvelisa da 2 parkuWisaganaa Semdgari, romelTa Sorisac Zgide Tavdapirvelad dazianebuli iyo, axla ki saerTod gaqra. ase rom goCas guli 1 parkuWiania. xdeba sisxlis mimoqcevis sruli aRreva _ arteriuli da venuri sisxli erTmaneTSi ereva da ar ifiltreba. bavSvobaSi is maRali sicxeebiT avadmyofobda. moskovSi ramdenjerme gulis operaciis Catarebac ganizraxes. magram maRali temperatura uSlidaT xels. Semdeg igi Tbilisis sefsisis sawinaaRmdego centrSi moxvda, sadac dadginda, rom sicxeebis mizezi anomalur gulis sarqvlebze sefsisuri endokarditis ganviTareba iyo. mkurnalobiT garkveul Sedegs mivaRwieT. _ goCas Cveulebrivi meTodiT umkurnaleT? _ sxvasTan SesaZloa ufro meti Sroma dagvWirveboda, magram igi mkurnalobas advilad daemorCila, rac kompensaciis bunebriv Zalad unda miviCnioT. goCam didi travma 1994 wels gadaitana. igi kardiologiis institutSi SokSi myofi miiyvanes, saidanac Cven gamogvogzavnes. marjvena Tirkmlis daCirqebuli hematoma hqonda. qirurgebma TiTqmis gvamze gaakeTes operacia, radgan mas sasicocxlo Cvenebebi ar qonda. erTi Tirkmeli amoaWres, magram Tavis tvinSi rva mozrdili abscesi Camoyalibda.

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_ es mis sicocxles kidev erT safrTxes uqmnis? -goCas yvela daavadeba sicocxlisTvis saSiSia. miuxedavad mkurnalo-bisa, 2 abscesi gaixsna da Cirqovani meningoencefaliti ganviTarda. igi ugonod iyo da patronebs xelovnuri sunTqvis aparatze gadayvana Sev-TavazeT. roca es goCam gaigo, Tvali gaaxila da Tqva, aparatze ar gada-miyvanoT, me vicocxlebo. ramdenime Tvis manZilze es sityvebi pirvelad Tqva, Semdeg ki xinkali moiTxova. _ mis gadarCenas Tqvenc RmerTis wyalobad miiCnevdiT? _ mas sicicxlis udidesi survili aqvs. RmerTis wyalobac ar aklia. albaT swored es aZlebinebs. Cvenc umniSvnelod vexmarebiT._ xSirad gakiTxavT?_ mas xSirad endokarditi, filtvebis, naRvlis buStis anTeba umwvavdeba. amitomac Cveni zedamxedvelobis qveSaa. _ goCas msgavsi anomaluri avadmyofobebiT ~ daxunZluli ~ adamianis Sesaxeb rame Tu gsmeniaT? _ aseTi precendenti msoflioSi ar arsebobs. malxaz janiaSvili _ sefsisis centris qirurgi: _ goCa reanimaciaSi iwva da sasicocxlo Cvenebebi ar aReniSneboda. es iyo Tirkmlidan wamosuli paTologia_ sisxlCaqceuli adgili daCirqda. goCas organoTa transpoziciis da gulis mZime mdgomareobis gamo, operaciis Catareba ar gvsurda. vfiqrobdiT, eqoskopiis gamoyenebiT daCirqebuli adgilidan CxvletiT amovoRebdiT Cirqs. magram mdgomareoba gauaresda. Tirkmlidan daiwyo sisxldena da sxva gza ar gvqonda _ operacia gadavwyviteT. _ fiqrobdiT rom gadaarCendiT? _ misi gadarCenis procenti sakmaod minimaluri iyo. goneba aRar hqonda da TiTqmis micvalebuli gavWeri. aseT mdgomareobaSi iyo operaciis Semdegac. mogvianebiT aRmoCnda, rom goCas TavSi 8 abscesi hqonda. operaciis Semdeg 2 maTgani gaixsna, ramac komatozur mdgomareobaSi Caagdo. aseT operaciebi keTdeba, magram mas abscesebi iseT adgilebze hqonda, iq Careva asprocentian sikvdils gamoiwvevda da ver gavriskeT. ramdenime xnis Semdeg igi movida, Tavze gadaRebuli suraTi gvaCvena, abscesi gawovili iyo. es saocrebaa. iseTi paTologiebis dros, roca gulze mankia ganviTarebuli, ramdenadac vici 20_30 welze mets ver cocxloben, magram goCam es wlebi daZlia da iseTi umZimesi avadmyofobebi gadaitana, fizikurad srulyofili adamianebi rom ver uZleben. hyavs meuRle da Svili, rac marTla ucnauria. ~kaci_saswauli~ _ ase eZaxian eqimebi goCa beqaurs. ultrasonografiis centrSi, roca mas guli gauSuqes, gaocebulebma SesZaxes, magavsi araferi gvinaxavso. igi pirveli jgufis invalidia. fizikur Sromas erideba. ojaxs wvrili biznesiT inaxavs. goCas saxlSi uamravi xati da jvari aqvs. igi Tavs RmerTis Svilad Tvlis da ambobs: ~ sicocxle man maCuqa da aseT mdgomareobaSi isev misi meoxebiT vcocxlobo. marTalia eqimebs Cemi arseboba ukvirT, magram mwams, RmerTis wyalobiT kidev didxans vicocxleb, SviliSvilebsa da SvilTaSvilebsac aucileblad moveswrebio.~

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gogona-Citi da misi dedobili arwivi

aSS-Si, kolorado-springsSi alpinistebma samasi metris simaRleze SeamCnies, daaxloebiT, aTi wlis gogona. gogonamac dainaxa isini da oTxiT swrafad daiwyo zeviT asvla. qalaqSi dabrunebulma alpinistebma es ambavi qalaqis mesveurebs mouTxres. moxaliseTa razmma gogonas Zebna daiwyo da rogorc iqna miagno. gogonas kldis mwvervalze gakeTebul did budeSi eZina, romelic patara cxovelebis ZvlebiT iyo savse. roca maSvelebma budidan gogonas amoyvana daapires, Tavs sami arwivi daesxa da ar aZlevdnen gogonas wayvanis saSualebas. gogonac aqtiurad ibrZoda, arafriT nebdeboda, brazobda, ikbineboda da ikawreboda…. . . fiqroben, rom uCveulo gogona-Citi is bavSvia, romelic 1994 wlis 9 maiss Tavis saxlis ezodan arwivma gaitaca. maSin gogona bevri eZebes, ver ipoves da gadawyvites, rom daiRupa.F fsiqologebi ase aRweren gogonas axlandel mdgomareobas: mas eSinia adamianebis, iZinebs mxolod wignis maRal Troze, misi moZraoba bumbulis gasufTavebas waagavs, Tavs esxmis Tagvebs, iWers da cocxlad Wams. mecnierebis varaudiT, gogona gadaarCina da gazarda arwivma.D deda-arwivs kargad ganviTarebuli dedobrivi grZnoba aqvs, _ambobs orintologi, profesori feizheldi. cnobilia SemTxvevebi, roca isini patronoben da zrunaven ciknebsa da mindvris Tagvebze.F fsiqologebi imedovneben, rom gogonas daexmarebian da roca is adamianebs mieCveva da laparaks iswavlis, mSoblebs daubruneben. tainaia vlast #3

gardacvlilis saidumlo

_biZaCemi aleqsandre ucolSvilod daberda. sicocxlis bolomde CvenTan cxovrobda da radgan mama adre davkarge mas miviCnevdi mamad. mSromeli kaci iyo da mZime wleebSi iolad gagvatanina Tavi. ori Tvis win gardaicvala. 21 dRe ugonod iyo. zogjer bodvisas gardacvlil axloblebs axsenebda. zogs sixaruliT zogs wyeniT da sayeduriT... erTxel mamamisis, isidores saxeli axsena da usayvedura: me da Cemi Zma ori weli gvaSrome da kapikic ar gvargune. nuTu yvelaferi im qals da mis Svils moaxmare. RviZli Svilebi ki mSivrebi dagvtoveo. isidores sayvareli yolia. ganawyenebul bebias ar upatiebia da da babua im qalTan wasula, sadac male TavgaCexili upoviaT. is qali ki im dRidan aravis unaxavs. aleqsandre biZiam bodvisas aseTi ram Tqva: mamaCemma abanos iatakSi Caabetonebina simdidreo. biZa pativiT davkrZaleT, magram misma sityvebma mosveneba dagvikarga, babuas saxlisa da abanosgan TiTqmis araferi iyo darCenili.

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jer kidev 20 wlis win davangrieT da axali avaSeneT eg kia, Zveli abanos saZirkveli imdenad mtkice iyo, rom axali masze davaSeneT. avyareT iataki da samalavsac mivageniT. aTasobiT yavlgasuli sabWouri Tumniani vnaxeT, Tumca ramdenime Zvirfasi oqros nivTic ido...

isini kaniT xedaven gasuli saukunis 60-ian wlebSi, amerikaSi yvelas pirze ekera margaret fusis saxeli. medicinis eqspertebi kudSi dasdevdnen gogonas, cdilobdnen aexsnaT auxsneli movlena – margarets SeeZlo axveuli TvalebiT xedva, kiTxva, dakvra, siaruli, sirbili da a.S. 14 wlamde margaret fusi virjiniis Statis patara qalaqSi cxovrobda. erT dRes gogona mSoblebs gamoutyda, - Tvalebaxveuli mSvenivrad vxedavo. ar daujeres da Tavad auxvies Tvalebi. margareti adamianebs, avejs da sxva msxvilman nivTebs SesaniSnavad xedavda.M mama Zalian dainteresda da Taviseburi varjiSi daawyebina. uxvevda Tvalebs da arwmunebda, saxvevis miRmidan wvrilman rameebsac dainaxavo. sami kviris Semdeg margariti xedavda saTiTurs, Saqris natexs, nemss. mere da mere gazeTis kiTxvac scada, magram cotaTi gauWirda, maSin mamam STaunerga – striqonebs nisli gadahkvria da mxolod sulis Seberva uSveliso. Svilma daujera. ori dRis Semdeg gogonam Tavisuflad SeZlo wakiTxva. 1960 wlis ianvarSi mister fusma sTxova eqimebs komisia moewviaT gogonas Sesamowmeblad. didi yoymanis Semdeg eqim-eqspertTa jgufma margareti miiwvia. Aam RirsSesaniSnav dRes 25 eqimi interesiTa da eWviT adevnebda Tvals Sesaxedavad sruliad normalur 14 wlis gogonas saqciels. TaRliTobis gamosaricxavad Tavad eqimebma auxvies Tvalebi, jer marlis saxveviT, mere mkvrivi naWriT, bolos ki specialuri izolentac moixmares. margaretma yvelafers gauZlo–sxapasxupiT kiTxulobda nawyvetebs gazeTebidan, Jurnalidan, TamaSobda SaSs, arCevda ferebs da asaxelebda nivTebs, romlebsac eqimebi ,,aCvenebdnen”. oTxsaaTiani gamocdis Semdeg eqspertebma aRiares, rom es mistikas ufro hgavda, radgan SeuZlebeli iyo aseT viTarebaSi raimes danaxva. Tumca erT-erTma komisiis wevrma, fsiqiatrma, wailuRluRa, - iqneb Tavis tvinis jer ucnob monakveTTan gvaqvs saqmeo.M margaret fusis fenomeni – kaniT xedva – mainc ver amoixsna, iseve rogorc sxva misi msgavsi fenomenebi. daaxloebiT imave periodSi SotlandiaSi sensaciuri ambavi moxda. eqim karl-kenigis klinikaSi oTxi wlis brma biWi miiyvanes. bavSvi cudad la-parakobda, TanatolebTan SedarebiT fizikuradac susti iyo da gonebri-vadac.E eqimebma saocari eqsperimenti Caatares imis gasarkvevad, SeZlebda Tu ara biWi momavalSi Tundac Suq-Crdilebis garCevas. mis sawols, romelsac is praqtikulad ar tovebda, oTxive mxridan TeTri zewrebi Camoafares, raTa am daxurul sivrceSi sinaTle ar Separuliyo. mere zewrebs proJeqtorebis mkveTri Suqi daumiznes, Tanac fers ucvlidnen: xan lurji iyo, xan wiTeli, yviTeli da a.S. cvlidnen proJeqtoris muSaobis drosac. droTa ganmavlobaSi eqimebma Seatyves, rom bavSvi jer sinaTlis intensivobaze reagirebda, mere ferze. rac ufro grZeldeboda

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eqsperimenti, miT ufro umjobesdeboda biWis janmrTeloba: momagrda, ena gamarTa, daiwyo simRera, leqsebsac ki ambobda. kani gauvardisferda da gaumkvrivda. M magram sensacia sul sxva iyo – or TveSi biWuna arCevda yvela sagans, rasac proJeqtoris Suqze aCvenebdnen, naxevar weliwadSi ki yvelafers ,,xedavda” ori metris manZilze. garda amisa, mSvenivrad axerxebda sivrceSi orientirebas – dauxmareblaac gadioda palatidan ezoSi, fexburTis TamaSsac cdilobda. eqimebi gaocebuli iyvnen, didi kvleva Ziebis Semdeg daadgines - bavSvi kaniT xedavda. sxvaTa Soris, igi droTa ganmavlobaSi kaniT xedvam srulyofil adamianad aqcia da ,,Tvalxilulma” brmam wignic dawera Tavis cxovrebaze nlo #25

saRaTas Zili

qalbatonma Tamarma miambo misi axloblebis Tavs datrialebuli ucnauri da tragikuli ambavi: _ Cemi Zma institutSi dauswreblad swavlobda da Tan mZRolad muSaobda kolmeurneobis satvirTo manqanaze. xifaTs ra dalevs da erT dRes xevSi gadavarda da daiRupa 24 wlis asakSi.... dedam mkvdari Svili ro dainaxa Seikivla da guli wauvida. gonze rom ver moviyvaneT saavadmyofoSi gavaqaneT, eqimebma sikvdili daafiqsires naTesavebma Tadarigi daiWires, gadawyvites deda_Svili erT dRes dagvesaflavebina. sasaflaoze Cveulebrivad gamovemSvidobeT mocvalebuls da gamovediT. mesaflaveebTan erTad biZaCemi da biZaSvilebi darCnen. kubos saxuravs rom aWedebdnen, dedaCemis kubodan susti Sekivlebis xma gaugoniaT da lamis gulebi daxeTqiaT SiSiT. sxva gza ar qondaT kubo gauxsniaT _naxevrad gonze mosuli dedaCemi SerCeniaT xelT... lursmani daWedebisas ficars acilebia da fexSi Zvlamde SerWobia. tkivils moubrunebia saamqveyniod... warmoidgineT ra dagvemarTeboda, roca sasaflaoze datovebuli micvalebuli naxevrad mobrunebuli mogviyvanes ukan... eqimebma gviTxres Zlieri stresis Sedegad saRaTas ZiliT dasZinebia da rom ar lursmani, cocxlad damarxavdiTo... _nuTu sul araferi iyo saeWvo, roca micvalebuls, ufro sworad, mZinare dedas ucqerdiT mTeli kvira... _araferi gvieWvia, Tumca ki, mere Tqves qalebma, romlebmac micvalebuli ganbanes, sxeuli rbili da odnav Tbili iyoo.... magram sofelSi maSin es aravis gaukvirda, radgan Zalian cxeloda, gayinvis an balzamirebis saSualeba ki ar iyo da mdinaris svel lamSi vinaxavdiT dakrZalvamde... dedas goni ori kviris Semdeg daubrunda. mas yvelaferi axsovda. TiTqos Cemi sxeuli calke iyo, me calke da yvelafers vxedavdi da mesmodao, –gviTxra. rac mTavaria sikvdiliT ar mTavrdeba sicocxli, iseTi rameebi vnaxeo. ra naxa, es ar uTqvavs, amikrZaleso. sityva ver davacdenineT. saocrad damSvidda, aRar tiroda _ramden xans icocxla amis Semdeg? _mxolod eqvsi Tve. misi sikvdilis mizezi is sabediswero lursmani da romelic fexSi SeerWo da cocxlad damarxvas gadaarCina gangrena daemarTa. momakvdavi gvamSvidebda, ukeTes adgilas mivdivaro , ar

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idardoTo. deda rom gardaicvala gasaTxovari viyavi, magram mainc Semexvewa, mesame Svili ar gaaCino, Seni ar ariso.... ise undoda Cem qmars biWi rom xaTri ver gavutexe da ori gogonas mere vaJi gavaCine. bavSvi daavadebuli daibada da mxolod sami weli icocxla...

. “wvimis kacis” saidumlos farda aexada yvelas kargad axsovs amerikuli kinosuraTi ,,wvimis kaci”, romelSic mTavar rols dastin hofmani TamaSobs. sagulisxmoa, rom am ucnauri unariT dajildoebul gmirs, reimond bebits, hyavs savsebiT realuri prototipi – kim piki, romlis tvinmac daainteresa ,,nasas” mkvlevarebi.Kkim piki (igi amJamad 53 wlisaa) dabadebidanve autizmiTaa daavadebuli. autizmi aris fsiqikis avadmyofuri mdgomareoba, am dros adamiani savsebiT emijneba gare samyaros da kargavs yovelgvar kontaqts sinamdvilesTan, iketeba Tavis TavSi. amasTan, autizmiT daavadebulebi xSirad gamorCeulad niWierebi arian, aqvT gansakuTrebuli mexsiereba da goneba, rac brwyinvaledaa naCvenebi filmSi. arc pikia gamonaklisi. misma bedma da niWma imdenad SeZra scenaristi berou morou, rom am TemiT ,,daavadda”. Tumca, unda iTqvas, rom am ucnauri adamianis Sesaxeb Txrobisas, reJisori iZulebuli iyo, maqsimalurad SeezRuda Tavi da mkacrad ,,CamoeWra” yvelaferi, rac xels SeuSlida siuJetis ganviTarebas. ase rom, ,,wvimis kaci”–esaa mxolod mciredi simarTle am ucnaur adamianze. eWvnarevi aRfrTovanebiT adevnebs mayurebeli Tvals hofmanis gmirs, romelic fantastikuri simsubuqiT arTmevs Tavs urTules maTematikur gamoTvlebs. aseTive marjvea kim piki, romelic amave dros dajildo-ebulia fenomnaluri mexsierebiT, rac ukavSirdeba sxvadasxva TariRs, musikas, xelovnebas. kimis mamis TqmiT, mis vaJs sityvasityviT axsovs 9 aTasi wigni. specialistebi ki aRniSnaven , rom mas aqvs unikaluri unari daaxloebiT 15 sferoSi – istoriaSi, literaturaSi, geografiaSi da sxv.U ukanaskneli 16 wlis manZilze kimi mniSvnelovnad Seicvala. 1988 wlidan, ,,wvimis kacis” ekranze gamosvlis Semdeg, kimi Zalze popularuli gaxda. miuxedavad imisa, rom mas adamianebTan urTierTo-bis araviTari survili ar hqonda, iZulebuli gaxda nawilobriv Seicvala es Cvevebi da daemyarebina kavSiri sazogadoebasTan. magaliTad, Eeziara mxatrul literaturas, Tumca adre ar aRiarebda mas. ufro xSirad ki, kimi dros atarebs sajaro biblioTekaSi. wignis kiTxvisas, maT Soris

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telefonebis wignisa da sxva cnobarebisa, pirvelidan ukanasknel furclamde TiTqos isrutavs informacias. magram ususuria Cveulebrivi yofiTi saqmianobisas – Cacmis dros an sadilobisas. ra xdeba kimis tvinSi? swored amis amoxsnas cdiloben ,,nasas” swavlulebi zemgrZnobiare xelsawyoebiT, romlebsac iyeneben adamianis tvinze kosmosuri frenebis zemoqmedebis Sesaswavlad. magnituri rezonansis da kompiuteruli tomografiis meTodebis gamoyenebiT, mecnierebma gadaiRes pikis tvinis ,,suraTebis” seria, ris safuZvelzec Seqmnian samganzomilebian models. miRebul gamo-saxulebas Seadareben 1988 wlis ,,suraTebs” da rogorc varaudoben, isini ara mxolod gaarkveven, ra cvlilebebi moxda, aramed SesaZlebelia amoxsnan kimis uCveulo niWierebis saidumlo

- gansakuTrebul interess iwvevs is faqti, rom wlebis matebasTan erTad, izrdeba kimis SesaZleblobebic.E

exo planeti

mecnierebma reinkarnacia aRiares biZis suli disSvilis sxeulSi Casaxlda

ukanaskneli ramdenime aTeuli welia sityva `reinkarnacia~ sakmaod myarad damkvidrda adamianis cxovrebasa da cnobierebaSi. berZnulidan TargmanSi reinkarnacia sulis gadasaxlebas niSnavs, mecnierebis enaze ki _ metafsiqozs. rogorc wesi, am sakiTxze saubris dros adamianebis azri orad iyofa _ zogs sjera, zogi ki uaryofs. teqnologiebisa da medicinis ganviTarebasTan erTad mecnierebs bevrad ufro gabeduli eqsperimentebisa da cdebis Catarebis saSualeba miecaT. swored am cdebze dayrdnobiT, mecnierTa 90% darwmunebulia, rom reinkrnacia bunebrivi movlenaa, iseve rogorc dabadeba da sikvdili. yoveldRiurad aTasobiT adamiani sakuTar TavSi metad uCveulo `niWs~ aRmoaCens xolme. magaliTad, zogs cxeniT jiriTi yovelgvari specialuri momzadebis gareSe SeuZlia. mavans ki, romelmac curva ar icis, wyalSi Cavardnisas uproblemod gaucuravs da a.S. damtkicebulia, rom yvela adamians aqvs garkveuli fobia anu raimes mimarT SiSi. fsiqologebis azriT, nebismieri fobiis gankurneba SesaZlebelia. adamianebi xSirad ar ufiqrdebian, ratom aqvT romelime cxovelis, wylis, cecxlis, manqanis an Tundac mTis SiSi. isini amaze naklebad fiqroben. sinamdvileSi yvelaferi reinkarnaciasTan yofila kavSirSi. amas daumateT e.w. “deJaà vu”-s fenomenic, anu kadris gameoreba, TiTqos es ukve iyo. adamianis suli sicocxles misi sikvdilis Semdegac agrZelebs. swored es gaxlavT reinkarnaciis mTavari arsi _ sicocxlis gagrZeleba ara

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samoTxeSi, aramed isev Cvens planetaze, oRond amjerad sxva adamianis, cxovelis, mcenaris an nivTis saxiT. metafsiqozis? mTavari amocana adamianis sulis evolucias warmoadgens. es saocari movlena sxvadasxva filosofiasa da religiaSi jer kidev Cvens welTaRricxvamde ganixileboda. amis naTeli magaliTebia antikuri indoeTi da egvipte. Tanamedrove religiebSi reinkarnacia cota saxecvlili dabrunda. indoeTSi sulis gadasaxlebas transimigracias uwodeben. uZveles periodSi iTvleboda, rom reinkarnaciis saSualeba mxolod RmerTebs an RvTaebebs hqondaT. dRes varaudoben, rom nebismieri keTili adamiani, romelmac Rirseulad icxovra, imsaxurebs misive sulis dawinaurebas da ukeTes safexurze gadasvlas. indoelebs reinkarnaciisTvis miZRvnili specialuri ritualebic ki aqvT. budistebis literaturasa da folklorSi xSirad waawydebiT cnobebs reinkarnaciis Sesaxeb, Tumca saqme is gaxlavT, rom Tavad budizmi, rogorc religia, ar cnobs sulis arsebobas. iq `umaRlesi me~ ar arsebobs, Sesabamisad, reinkarnaciac cota warmoudgenlad miaCniaT. samagierod budistebs aqvT e.w. cnobierebis gamocvlis faqti, romelsac santanas saxeliT moixsenieben. budistebi Tvlian, rom santanas saSualebiT adamiani icvlis sxeuls da gonebas kinofirze aRbeWdili kadrebiviT. tibetur budizmSi saqme sxvagvaradaa. iq santanas fenomens bardis fenomeniT cvlian. am ukanasknlis mixedviT, adamiani sikvdilis momentSive gardaiqmneba sxva arsebad. iudaizmas da kabalas religiaSi reinkarnacia iseve sjeraT, rogorc indoeTSi. ebraelebs am TemasTan dakavSirebiT skolebi, leqsikonebi da universitetebSi fakultetebic ki aqvT. wminda kabaluri traqtati `icxara luria~ swored reinkarnaciis magaliTebs eyrdnoba. islamis mimdevrebs sakmaod primitiuli warmodgena aqvT rein-karnaciaze. maTi azriT, am privilegiiT sapatio, Rrmad morwmune adamiani isargeblebs da eqneba ufleba, Tavad airCios, Semdeg cxovrebaSi ra an vin unda iyos. mTlianobaSi isinic aRiareben reinkarnacias, rogorc movlenas. sintuizmis mimdevrebi Tvlian, rom reinkarnacia SesaZlebelia mxolod im SemTxvevaSi, Tu axlad dabadebsas wina cxovrebidan araferi gaxsovs. qristianul samyaroSi, Teoriulad, arc kaTolikebs da arc mart-lmadideblebs reinkarnaciis ar unda sjerodeT, radgan, maTi kanonebisa da bibliis Tanaxmad, es movlena arsadaa naxsenebi. mecnieruli TvalsazrisiT, reinkarnaciis damamtkicebeli sabuTebis kvleva cnobilma Cinelma gurum Caohanma daiwyo gasuli saukunis 70_ian wlebSi. man miagno tarajita singxas ojaxs, romlis eqvsi wlis vaJi acxadabda, rom reinkarnirebulia. Caohanma 2 weli dauTmo am bavSvis gamokvlevas da Tavisi mosazrebebi sakmaod damajerebli masalebiT wamoayena. 2004 wles saintereso eqsperimentis Catarebis saSualeba miecaT teqsasel mecnierebs. Aamve Statis mkvidri beki branami acxadebda, rom misi gardacvlili Zmis, mentis suli mis SvilSi gardaisaxa. saqme is gaxldaT, rom beki 3 Tvis fexmZime iyo, rodesac Zmam sTxova, momavali bavSvisTvis misi saxeli daerqmia. am movlenidan ramdenime dReSi menti quCaSi sastikad scemes da mokles. ramdenime TveSi qals vaJi SeeZina da mas, dapirebisamebr, Zmis saxeli daarqva. patara menti ori wlis iyo, rodesac mSoblebTan erTad manqaniT midioda da uecrad erT_erT migdebul Senobaze Tqva: `swored aq momkles.~ gaognebulma mSoblebma bavSvis am ucnauri frazis gaSifvra moindomes, Tumca mentis meti araferi uTqvams. mogvianebiT

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bavSvma dedas uTxra, rom gardacvalebisas saWiroa imaT usmino, vinc zeviT aris da ara _ qvemoT. 4 wlis asakSi mentim aRmoaCina, rom Tavisuflad SeuZli werac da kiTxvac. garad amisa, man iseTi movlenebi gaixsena , romlebic, savaraudoa, mxolod misma gardacvlilma biZam icoda. amis Semdeg SeSfoTebulma bekim teqsasis samedicino universitets mimarTa da daxmareba sTxova. mecnierebi Tavidan skeptikurad moekidnen am sakiTxs, magram Semdeg qalis winadadebas daTanxmdnen da cda Caatares. bunebrivia, mentisa da misi gardacvlili biZis dnm_is analizi srulid gansxvavebuli iqneboda, amitomac eqimebma 4 wlis bavSvis da misi biZis xel-nawerebi Seadares erTmaneTs. damtkicebulia, rom kaligrafia adamianis individualuri damaxasiaTebeli niSania. mentisa da misi biZis kaligrafia 99%_iT emTxveoda erTmaneTs. gansxvaveba mxolod imaSi iyo, rom 4 wlis bavSvs kalami sxvagvarad eWira. aseT damTxveva msoflioSi pirvelad moxda. bekis eWvi aRar epareboda, rom misi gardacvlili Zma misive Svilis sxeulSi agrZelebda cxovrebas. mecnierebs am faqtis damalva ar ucdiaT da simarTle Jurnalistebs gaumxiles. maTi daskvna calsaxad martivi iyo _ reinkarnacia savsebiT SesaZlebelia.

“me”-s transplantacia

didxans iwva uiliam Seridani niu-iorkis erT-erT saavadmyofoSi: dro midioda, donori ki, visi gulic misTvis unda gadaenergaT,ar Canda. molodiniT daqancul Seridans urCies, Tavi xatviT Seeqcia. pacientma qaRaldi da fanqrebi moimarjva da xatva daiwyo, Tumca mis naxatebs naCxapnic ki ar eTqmoda. operaciis Semdeg yvelaferi Seicvala. pacinti jer kide ar iyo gamojamrTelebuli, rom saxatavad xelebi “aeqava”. rogorc ki SeZlo, xatvas Seudga. da iqmneboda SesaniSnavi peiza- Jebi, saxeebi, cxovelTa samyaro... yvela gaocebuli iyo misi moulodneli niWis gamovleniT! Tavad uiliam Seridanis gaocebasac ar hqonda sazRvari, roca gaigo, rom misi donori xatvis niWiT yofila dajildoebuli! donorisagan gadacemuli Tvisebebis miReba is fenomenia, romlis damtkicebac rTulia, magram aseve SeuZlebelia misi uaryofac. arsebobs

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mravali faqtobrivi masala, romelic adasturebs im cvlilebebs, recipienti rom ganicdis organos transplantaciis Semdeg. es SesaZloa moxdes Tirkmelis, RviZlis, filtvis, Tvi kunTovani qsovilis gadanergvis Sedegadac ki. magram yvelaze metad cvlilebebi SeimCneva gulis gadanergvis Semdeg. didi xani ar aris, rac Seridani saavadmyofodan gaewera. 2006 wlis 30 marts igi Sexvda Tavisi donoris dedas da miarTva naxati –xelisgulze adamianis guli devs. naxats aweria :Tqven me maCuqeT ufro meti, vidre gulia. gmadlobT!” ra aris cnobili Seridanis donorze? dedamisis gadmocemiT, misi 24 wlis vaJi qeit nevili sabirJo brokeri iyo da avtokatastrofaSi daiRupa. mas bavSobidan hyvarebi xatva. medikosebi, iseve rogorc bevri biologi da fsiqologi, skeptikurad arian ganwyobilni am faqtis mimarT. yvelaferi gamonagonia, -ambobs eqimi transplantologi Seron hanti, -radgan ar arsebobs mecniereba romelic amas daasabuTebda. sabednierod, arseboben seriozuli mecnierebi,romlebic ukve swavloben am fenomens .erTi magaTni hari svorci, mecnierebaTa doqtori, arizonas universitetis fsiqiatriisa da qirurgiis profesori. man aRwera 70 SemTxveva, romliTac dasturdeba, rom adamiani iRebs do-noris Tvisebebs mis organoSi Senaxuli informaciisa da energiis meSveobiT. gaxmaurebuli wignis, :gulis kodis” avtors pol pirsols miaCnia, rom es dnm-is gadanergvis saqmea: genebi xom mTel organizmTan, maT Soris Tavis tvinis funqciasTanac aris dakavSirebuli. cnobilia warmoudgeneli magaliTebi, roca donoris organos zemoqmedeba mouxdenia recipientis xasiaTze, qcevasa da midrekilebaze. 8 wlis gogonas, romelsac mxecurad mokluli aTi wlis biWunas guli gadaunerges, Ramis koSmarebi daewyo: esizmreboda rom klavdnen. gogonam dawvrilebiT aRwera sizmrad nanaxi mkvleli. es ki samarTaldamcavebs daexmara borotmoqmedis povnaSi. 28 wlis jaimi Sermani ver itanda veranair sports da meqsikur samzareulos. .operaciis Semdeg sigiJemde Seuyvarda fexburTi, kalaTburTi da meqsikuri samzareulo. am cvlilebebis Sesaxeb mxolod maSin Seityo, roca Tavisi donoris, 29 wlis skot filipsis dedas Sexvda: ymawvili profesionali sportsmeni yofila da meqsikuri samzareuloc Zalze hyvarebia. doqtor svorcis azriT, is, rac emarTebaT recipientebs, umniSvnelo ar aris, es aris pirovnebis konkretuli cvlileba. amgvari specifikuri cvlilebi SeuZlebelia gamoiwvios wamlebma, stresma an ubralod damTxvevam. mecnierebi laparakoben “ujredis mexsierebaze”, energosainformacio velis mexsierebaze da a.S. magram arc erTi versia ar aris srulad dadasturebuli. ra moxdeba, Tu dadasturdeba? ra moxdeba Tu adamians yofili borotmoqmedis organos gadaunergaven? SeiZens Tu ara pacienti kriminalur midrekilebebs? Tuki ase moxdeba, unda gauwios mas sasamarTlom SeRavaTi? eqneba Tu ara mas ufleba, uCivlos qirurgs, romelmac Secvala ara mxolod misi cxovreba, aramed Tavad pacienti? xom ar moindomebs romelime milioneri geniosis organos gadanergvas? nlo #18

frankenSteinis prototipi -baia

ingliseli mecnieri endriu krosi(1748-1845) viqtor frankenStainis prototipadaa miCneuli, Tumca mkvdari materiis gasacocxleblad

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Catarebuli misi cdebi oci wliT CamorCeba meri Selis sayovelTaod cnobili romanis daweris TariRs. sinamdvileSi endriu romantikosi iyo. igi srul izolaciaSi cxovrobda uelsis sofel solsberiSi. laboratoria mecniers calke nagebobaSi hqonda. mezoblebi da msaxurebi hyvebodnen, ra Semzaravi tkacunis xmebi ismoda wvimian amindSi laboratoriidan, sadac krosi eleqtrobasTan dakavSirebul cdebs atarebda. kross jer kidev sicocxleSi miiCnevdnen mistikosad, Tumca misi CanawerebiT Cans, rom igi mkacrad icavda samecniero meTodebs da arasodes iyenebda Suasaukuneobriv magias, rasac mtrebi mia-werdnen. krosis CanawerebSi, romelic misi gardacvalebis Semdeg gamoqveynda, aRwerilia erTi saocari eqsperimenti... 1836 wels endriu atarebda morig cdas, romlis drosac qaSanuris jamSi moTavsebul qimiur xsnarSi xdeboda kristalTa formireba. endrius xsnarSi Sehyavda eleqtrodeni. moulodnelad am kristalebis nacvlad jamSi dainaxa ,,cocxali mweri, romelic moZraobda da cdilobda sakuTar kudze dadgomas. is iyo Savi da brwyinavda". cota xanSi jamSi gaCnda meore iseTive mweri, Tumca misi gaCenis dafiqsireba krosma ver SeZlo. ori dRis Semdeg mwerebi ukve cdilobdnen fexiT jamSi gadaadgilebas. ramdenime kviris Semdeg jamSi asamde ucnauri mweri fuTfuTebda. male maT dafares mTeli magida, romelzec jami idga. mecnierma mwerebi miakuTvna morielTa saxeobas, Tumca ar icoda, es saxeoba cnobili iyo, Tu axali. es ambavi mTel olqSi gavrcelda. gazeTebi mas ,,eqstraordinarul aRmoCenas" uwodebdnen. male kross magiis gamoyenebaSi brali dasdes. 1837 wels krosis laboratoria daiwva, Cans, _ avismosurnis xeliT. ,,galvanuri morielebi" cecxlma STanTqa, Tavad endriu ki Zlivs gadarCa. solsberelebs sjerodaT, rom krosi satanasTan iyo Sekruli da adre Tu gvian sofels RvTis risxva daatydeboda Tavs. mrevlma kross miawera uzarmazari ,,eleqtruli vampiris" Seqmna, romelic Tagvebidan gamowovili sisxliT ikvebeboda. krosis mezoblebs eSinodaT, rom ,,eleqtruli vampiri" male Tagvebidan adamianebze gadavidoda. garda amisa, ambobdnen, rom ,,vampiri" ikvebeboda Tavad krosis sisxliT, ris gamoc mecnieri SeiSala. krosis aRmoCeniT dainteresda frangi zoologi, safrangeTis mecnierebaTa akademiis wevri riSar matie da krosi lionSi miiwvia. lionSi ratomRac samSobloSi miRebuli cdis Sedegebi ar ganmeorda. SesaZloa, mizezi yofiliyo uelsSi Catarebuli eqsperimentebis arakoreqtuloba. ar aris gamoricxuli, rom qaSanuris jamSi moxvdnen mwerebis matlebi, romlebic mkvebav xsnarSi gaizardnen. matiem da krosma Secvales eqsperimentebis pirobebi, xsnaris Semadgenloba, Tumca mainc ver miiRes cocxali arsebebi. miuxedavad yvelafrisa, movlenaTa Semdgomma ganviTarebam erTgvarad daadastura xmebi ,,galvanuri morielebis" da ,,eleqtruli vampirebis" arsebobis Sesaxeb. 1845 wels krosi Tavis mamulSi dabrunda, ramdenime dRis Semdeg ki igi mkvdari ipoves sakuTar saZinebelSi. eqimma, romelmac misi gvami daaTvaliera, Tqva, rom igi apopleqsiuri SeteviT gardaicvala. krosi arasodes yofila avad am daavadebiT. mis gverdiT ipoves ucnauri sagani, romelic tyavis tomaras waagavda. solsberelebi irwmunebodnen, rom es ,,eleqtruli vampiris" tyavi iyo. TiTqos saSinelma mwerma Zveli tyavi gamoicvala. ambobdnen, rom igi Tavs daesxa Tavis Semqmnels, sisxli amoswova, mokla da miimala. uelsSi arsebobs legenda saSinel morielze, romelic dResac daZvreba axlomdebare mindvrebsa Tu gorakebze da msxverpls eZebs. nlo #21

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daTvma kaci gadaarCina - baia daTiko biZia Tavgadakluli monadirea da xSirad uCuqebia CemTvis cocxlad daWerili baWiebi. bavSvobaSi mis ezoSi gazrdili daoblebuli belebic maxsovs, magram gansakuTrebiT miyvarda misi monaTxrobi uCveulo ambebi. gansakuTrebiT damamaxsovrda misi bolo Tavgadasavali, romlis utyua-robasac kidev erTi monadire, valiko biZia adasturebs da, rac mTavaria, gadarCenili kaci vnaxe Tavad, romelmac gviambo: _”zafxulSi nadiri soflisgan Sors midis da radgan sakvebs bunebaSic poulobs, arc tyeSia saSiSi masTan Sexvedra. me da valiko gasarTobad ufro davdivarT am dros tyeSi, Torem nadirs naklebad vxocavT. erT dRes bilikze didi mura daTvi gadagvidga da xmadabla daiwyo burdRuni. gvegona, cotac da, kacis eniT dagvelaparakeboda, Tan TvalebSi ise mogvCereboda, zog adamians ar eqneba iseTi azriani mzera _ raRacas gvTxovda. vcadeT gverdis avla. gagonila?! ar gagviSva. kidev erTxel rom vcadeT gverdis avla, nadirma ise iRriala, Tavqudmoglejilebi gaviqeciT. gamogvekida da karga xans gvarbenina, mere Sedga da rom dagvinaxa, ferdobze vapirebdiT abobRebas, winidan mogviara. SevCerdiT da am dros gavigoneT kacis xma - miSveleTo. mivyeviT xmas da fe-rdobis meore mxares, xevSi, gaRmasofleli uSangi davinaxeT. ris vai-vaglaxiT amoviyvaneT, sawyals fexi hqonda motexili. mere gviambo: mTidan cxeniT brundeboda Turme da am adgilze gamovlisas pirutyvi raRacas daufrTxia, yalyze Semdgara da es Cveni mxedari gadmougdia. gadarCenis imeddakarguls Tavze daTvi dasdgomia. egona, datoravda, sikvdilisTvisac momzadebula, magram daTvs zurgi uqcevia misTvis da gamqrala. ... Semdeg rac moxda, ukve viciT.

norvegiaSi egvipturi Sabti celqobs-baia Zvel egvipteSi wesad hqondaT _ cnobili adamianebis samarxebSi ala-gebdnen msaxurebis qvis figurebs, raTa qveSevrdomebi im qveynadac momsaxurebodnen patronebs. aseT figurebs uwodebdnen ,,Sabtis”. Sabti dRes msoflios bevr muzeumSia. maTi yvela mnaxveli ratomRac Tavis tkivils uCivis. ramdenime wlis win norvegis qalaq bergenis muzeumSi moxvda Sabtis didi koleqcia. dRes mTeli qalaqi SeZrwunebulia imiT, rac muzeumSi xdeba. profesor henrik fon aaxens egviptur darbazSi Ra miT momuSave kolegebma SesCivles_Sabtebi TavisTavad gadaadgildebian minis yuTebSio. es ambavi male gavrcelda. Jurnalistebi daeWvdnen muzeumis TanamSromlebma uTuod moigones figurebis moZraobis ambavi., anda am saqmeSi romeliRac mistifikatoris xeli ureviao. Ramec

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gaaTies egviptur darbazSi da namdvil mistikur saSinelebas Seejaxnen.Mmuzeumis mTavari mcveli riCard sauri amtkicebs: - 2001 wlis maisSi Zvelegvipturi xelovnebis eqspozicia unda gagvexsna. sardafidan amovitaneT yuTebSi koxtad Calagebuli Sabtebis figurebic. meore diliT koleqcia mTel darbazSi mimofantuli dagvxvda. gaunZrevlad ido ori figura, romlebic originalebi ar iyo. figurebi aSkarad emorCilebian raRac uxilav Zalas, moZraoben. Ramis manZilze 90 gradusiT brunavdnen minis yuTebSi, romelic gasaRebebiT iyo daketili. bergeris xelisuflebam gadawyvita male moiSoros figurebi manam qalaqSi an sulac qveyanaSi, rame ubedureba ar datrialebula... bergens tidende

micvalebTa sulebi cocxalTa samyaroSi -lado

1995 wlis 4 dekembers inglisSi, qalaq hepstelis sasamarTlom uCveulo saqme ganixila. Yyofili policiis oficeri, 45 wlis timoTi kuperi satelefono xulignobaSi daadanaSaules. Ggansasjeli urekavda msxverpls, Tavs policiis inspeqtorad acnobda da afrTxilebda, rom Tu xuligani daurekavda da uxamsad daelaparakeboda, araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar daekida yurmili. piriqiT, saubari gaeWianurebina, raTa samarTal damcvelebs iolad miekvliad misTvis. mcire xnis Semdeg kuperi xelaxla rekavda da Secvlili xmiT msxverpls sisaZagleebs eubneboda. Tavis marTlebisas gansasjeli, romelmac uari Tqva advokatze, irwmuneboda, rom am saqciels nebayoflobiT ar sCadioda, masSi Casaxlebuli londoneli moZaladisa da mkvlelis, 1837 wels CamoxrCobili jeims jonsonis suli aiZulebda, ucnobebisTvis, umTavresad QqalebisTvis, daereka... gansasjelma naficmsajulTa dasarwmuneblad uecrad xma Seicvala da garegnuladac sxva adamiani gaxda- saxis nakvTebi gau-uxeSda, Jestikulacias umata da mxrebSic moixara. Uuwmawur lanZRva-ginebas mohyva da mcveli rom ara, im zRudesac gadaaxteboda, sxdomaTa darbazidan rom hyofda. am incidetis mxilvelebi irwmunebodnen, rom xulignis metyvelebaSi marTlac sWarbobda moZvelebuli gamoTqmebi da gardasaxvac TvalSi sacemi iyo. nafic msajulebi ise ganacvifra am uCveulo dacviTma sityvam, rom kuperi udanaSaulod cnes. Tumca sul male igi fsiqiatriul klinikaSi moaTavses, radgan saxelganTqmuli mkvlelis sulma mis sxeulSi Casaxlebas mouxSira- erTxel timoTim Tavisi saxlis patroni moxuci qalis gaupaturebac ki scada. 1996 wlis ianvarSi uelsis qalaq rejinSi kidev ufro ucnauri SemTxveva moxda. sasamarTlo ganixilavda mister oliver iangis saqmes, romelsac ori Tavisi naTesavis ganzrax mkvlelobaSi adanaSaulebdnen, magram bralis dasamtkiceblad mxolod iribi samxilebi hqondaT. amitom ori nafici msajulis winadadebiT, gadawyda ouias dafis (..dafa, romlis meSveobiTac gardacvlilTa sulebi mediums esaubrnen) gamoyeneba. ouias meSveobiT iangis ori msxverpli qaliSvilis sulebs uxmes. rogorc nafici msajulebi ixsenebdnen, sxdomaTa darbazSi qalebis xma gaisma, romlebmac yrud da daJinebiT gaimeores: “oliveri mkvlelia, iliveri- jalaTia!” iangi damnaSaved cnes. TumcaRa, mogvianebiT verdiqtis gamosatanad am ucnauri meTodis gamoyenebis gamo uelsis uzenasma sasamarTlom saqmis xelaxali mosmena daniSna da... imave daskvnamde mivida. iangs samudamo patimroba miesaja. 2000 wels qalaq kardifSi 49 wlis qvrivma, elizabet laionma, mediums, mister deniel mak-stinjers sTxova: - Cemi qmari, tomasi, Zvirfaseulobas da naRd fuls Sin inaxavda. Mmisi sikvdilis Semdeg ki am qonebas ver mivakvlie da momaZebnineo. Mmediumi daxmarebaze

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daTanxmda, magram napovni qonebis mesamedi moiTxova. denieli mimzidveli mamakaci gaxldaT da iolad moxibla qvrivi. mark-strinjerma mister laionis suli gamoZaxa. Eelizabetma icno tomis xma, romelmac auwya, rom saga-nZuriTa da fuliT savse skivri soflis saxlis baRSi Camarxa. Mmisis laionma skivrs miagni da mediumis danapirebi Tanxac masca. Mmeore dRes mark-stinjerma iqauroba ise datova, rom qvrivi arc gaufrTxilebia. qalma romelsac xelaxla gaTxovebis imedi gaucruvda, sasamarTlos mimarTa da mak-stinjeri TaRliTobaSi daadanaSaula. marTalia, sasamarTlom mediumi damnaSaved ar cno, magram qvrivis mier naCuqari fuli daabrunebina. sasamarTlom mxedvelobaSi ar miiRo aRniSnuli saqmis mistikuri mxare, TumcaRa daadgina, rom denieli tomas leions ar icnobda. ibadeba kiTxva: maS, saidan Seityo skivris adgilsamyofeli mak-stinjerma? pasuxi naTelia: is namdvilad Zlieri mediumi iyo da gardacvlili laionis sulsac elaparaka. zogs sjera, rom gardacvlilTa sulebi Cvens an paralerul samyaroSi binadroben, zogsac – ara. garSemo bevri saidumloa, romelTa axsnac mecnierebas jerjerobiT ar ZaluZs nlo cnobierebis fenomeni -lado

-1978 w. volgogradSi erT mamakacs mexi daeca. Eeqimebma igi sikvdils Zlivs gadaarCines. Ggons mosuli pacienti ki, moulodnelad, sam ucxo enaze –frangulad, inglisurad da germanulad alaparakda. rogorc gairkva mas saSualo ganaTleba hqonda miRebuli da arc arasodes uswavlia romelime ucxo ena. -tulaSi avtoavariis Sedegad mZRoli tvinis Zlieri dazianebiT saavadmyofoSi moaTavses. eqimebs misi gadarCenis araviTari imedi ar hqondaT. man ki narkozidan gamosvlis Semdeg uceb goeTes “faustis” kiTxva daiwyo, ramdenime saaTis Semdeg ki gamarTuli germanuliT alaparakda. -1952 wels iugoslaviaSi insultgadatanilma gogonam Sumerul enaze daiwyo laparaki. -moskovSi xuTi wlis biWma, romelsac wesierad rusulic ki ar icoda jer, miningitis gadatanis Semdeg marTlac rom saswauli Caidina. tkbileulis sayidlad supermarketSi Sesulma mama-Svilma Cinel gamyidvels miaSures. Mmoulodnelad biWi gamyidvels Cinurad daelaparaka. mcire saubris Semdeg gamyidvels damtvreuli rusuliT ukiTxavs–ase sufTad Cinuri sad Seaswavle Sen Svilso. eqimebma mogvianebiT mamas ase auxsnes es fenomeni – raki bavSvma tvinize Zlieri travma gadaitana, “miZinebuli” ujredebi gacocxlda da bavSvi winaparTa enaze alaprakda. Mmsgavsi faqtebi leningradis fsiqologiis institutis TanamSromlebma Semdegnairad axsnes – tvini unikaluri organoa. aseTi travmebis Tu avadmyofobebis Semdeg adamianebi iseT enebzec ki iwyeben laparaks, rmlebic odesme SemTxveviT mousmeniaT. tvini yurmokrulsac mSvenivrad imaxsovrebs. Ggermaniis fsiqiatriuli institutis direqtorma skotma ase axsna es movlenebi – tvinis fenomeni jer kidev bolomde ar aris Seswavlili da axsnili. paralelurad RvTis saswaulebi, genetika da miTologiac unda gaviTvaliswinoTo. cnobiereba gardacvalebis Semdeg -lado

britaneli medikosebis azriT, rom adamianis cnobiereba ar aris damokidebuli Tavsi tvinis muSaobaze. am faqts isini ukve mecnierulad adastureben. maTi azriT, cnobiereba ganagrZobs sicocxles mas

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Semdegac, rac tvinSi yvela procesi wydeba. amerikeli fsiqiatrebic gvacnoben am problemis kvlevis axal Sedegebs.

sauThemftonis centraluri kliniskis TanamSromlebma gamoikvlies 63 pacienti, romlebmac miokardis infaqtis Semdeg klinikuyri sikvdili gadaitanes. 56 avadmyofs araferi axsovda – goneba dakarges da saavadmyofos palataSi gamofxizldnen. Svids bundovnad SeunarCunda mexsiereba. oTxma adamianma ki kargad daimaxsovra da aRwera yvelafri, rac klinikuri sikvdilis Semdeg naxa. isini ganicdidnen bednierebas da netarebas. yvela maTganma igrZno, rom ganTavisuflda sakuTari sxeulisgan da moxvda sxva ganzomilebaSi, sadac dro gaciulebiT swrafmavali iyo, SegrZnebebi ki gamaxvilebuli. maT jer mkafio sinaTle ixiles, rac sxva samyaroSi moxvedris mauwyebeli iyo. Semdeg naxes wmindanebisa da angelozebis msgavsi arsebebi.

mkvlevarebma gaanalizes monacemebi da daaskvnes, klinikuri sikvdilis momentSi arc erTi pacientis Tavis tvinSi ar iyo Jangbadi.

aqamde medicinas miaCnda, rom “gardacvalebsi Semdgomi Cvenebebis” mizezi Tavis tvinSi darCenili Jangbadis mkveTri Semcireba iyo, Tumca es mosazreba seriozulad aravis Seumowmebia. mkv-levarebma gamohkiTxes aTasobiT adamiani. maT naambobSi aris arsebiTi damTxvevebi (imgvar zogad momentebTan erTad, rogoricaa gvirabi an ciuri naTeba). “im qveynad mogzaurobis” naambobSi mJRa-vndeba arsebiTi gansxvavebebiT.

mkvlevarebma isini pirobiTad dayves dadebiTad da uaryofiTad. optimistebi gardacvalebis Semdeg xedaven naTel, sasixarulo xilvebs. gamousworebeli pesimistebi “im qveynad” xvdebian uaryofiT STa-beWdilebaTa jgufSi. dadebiT STabeWdilebaTa jgufi gacilebiT mravalricxovania.

ai, tipuri magaliTi: momakvdavi gamodis Tavis sxeulidan da garedan akvirdeba mas, Semdeg mifrinavs gvirabSi, romlis gasasvlelidanac xedavs ciur naTels, aq mas xvdebian gardacvlili axloblebi.

erTi amerikeli, merilini, saavadmyofoSi miokardis infarqtiT miiyvanes. man igrZno, rom, tkivilma gulmkerdis areSi gauara: ,,TiTqos gadmovvardi sakuTari sxeulidan da avfrindi WerSi, _ixsenebda is mogvianebiT,_SevniSne, rom naTurebi damtverili iyo da gavifiqre,_ra sibinZurea am saavadmyofoSi, mtveri mainc gadaewmindaT. qvemoT Cavixede da davinaxe sxeulze damxobili eqimebi. uceb mivxvdi : es xom me var!

Semdeg SevniSne Cemi Svilebi da naTesavebi, romlebic sxva SenobaSi imyofebodnen. mwared tirodnen. mindoda menugeSebina da meTqva, me kargad var_meTqi, magram ver mxedavdnen da ar esmodaT Cemi. uceb goneba gaminaTda_ar SemiZlia patara Svilebis mitoveba! me unda vizruno maTze meTqi! “ merilini ar gardacvlila.

magram arsebobs sxva, saSineli magaliTebic, roca adamians jojoxeTSi Sexedvis saSualeba eZleva. ufro xSirad amgvari xilvebi TviTmkvlelebs ewvevaT xolme. jojoxeTuri cecxlidan mobrunebulebs uCveneben TavianT ganvlil cxovrebas da sTavazoben arCevans: an ubrundebi cxovrebas an kvdebi.

gansakuTrebiT saintereso iyo erTi mamakacis ,,imqveyniuri“ naambobi. igi avtokatastrofaSi moyva: ”martodmarto viyavi usazRvro kosmosSi. mesmoda adamianTa oxvra_kvnesa, Tumca xalxi gacilebiT Sors iyo da Soridan vakvirdebodi. isini raRac sudarebs ixvevdnen da yvelas...mokveTili hqonda Tavi! saSinlad itanjebodnen! ubedurebi mixmobdnen. Tavzardacemuls gamielva: mec aq momiwevs darCena_meTqi. Semdeg saidanRac Sevityve, rom SemiZlia avirCio_davrCe an davbrunde!”

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arsebobs Sexeduleba, rom bunebaSi moqmedebs meqanizmi, romelic gviadvilebs sikvdilis process, sasiamovnosac ki xdis mas. gardacvalebis momentSi organizmSi mkveTrad imatebs endorfini_hormoni, romelic axSobs tkivilis SegrZnebas. magram endorfini ar aris halucinogeni da igi ver gamoiwvevs raime xilvas. amasTan, misi zemoqmedeba nervul ujredze jer kidev Seiswavleba, magram erTi ram mainc gaugebaria: ratom eZleva zogierT adamians Tavis mxedvelobiT_smeniT halucinaciaSiSetyobineba, rom maTTvis jer adrea imqveynad gamgzavreba da ukan unda dabrundnen. miwieri valebis gadasaxdelad xom ara? nlo

manqanis yofilma patronma sicocxle maCuqa ori Tvea manqana viyide da meore dResve daviwye taqsaoba. kmayofilic davrCi. erT dRes 7 lari damrCa, meore dRes_12, magram axlobelma mirCia, -RamiT muSaoba gijobs, konkurenti transporti Sen ar geyoleba, fulsac aravin dazogavs, oRond ki RamiT droulad mivides Sin. ise ki, cota sifrTxilea saWiro da cota riskio. WkuaSi damijda. marTlac, SesaSurad aviwyve saqme. 9 saaTisTvis gamovdiodi Sinidan da dilamde vmuSaobdi. gansakuTrebiT 3-dan 4 saaTamde miWirda, Zils Zlivs varTmevdi Tavs. swored es dro iyo, qera, pirxmelma, Suaxnis kacma rom gamaCera. Uukana savarZelze dajda da CurCuliT miTxra quCis saxeli, sadac unda mimeyvana. mivediT. aTlariani momawoda da uxmod gadavida manqanidan. Ees ambavi arc ki damamaxsovrdeboda, magram... is fuli davkarge. Sin rom mivedi, jibeebi amovibrune. im RamiT naSovni 35 lari mqonda, es 10 lari maklda swored. vifiqre, albaT sadme damivarda-meTqi. gavida sami dRe. daaxloebiT imave dros, imave adgilas damxvda is kaci. isev gamaCera. Aamjerad win dajda. rom ar CamZineboda, vkiTxe,_ albaT aq sadme muSaobT-meTqi. uxalisod damikra kveri... mere Cveulebrivi mZRolisa da mgzavris sau-bari gaiba. _ gaWirda cxovreba, Torem arc me viqnebodi gareT, arc Sen, _ vuTxari da sigarets movukide. Zalian momwons Rame siarulio, _ odnav gamiRima. isev iq miviyvane, sadac adre, gadavida da fuli momawoda. sxvaTa Soris verc im Rames vipove misi mocemuli kupiura. colma miTxra: xom ici, aTasi juris aferisti dadis. Ggabrmavebs da gatyuebs, ver xvdebio?! am ambis mere sagangebod veZebdi Cems gambiTurebels. Aar iqna, aRar Semxvda.Oori dRis win, isev moqanculi davdiodi Tbilisis quCebSi, Zili Tavs marTmevda. susxiani Rame iyo, salonSi ki Tbiloda. TandaTan movdundi... da uceb xmaurze SevkrTi, Tvalebi farTod gavaxile _ mikroavtobusi Tavawyvetili moqroda Cemken, wuTic da damejaxeboda. SiSiT gavqvavdi. Aam dros Cemi manqana raRac Zalam Semoabruna, Tavi minasac ki mivartyi. Aavtomanqana mtkvrisken gaqanda da ar vici, ram SeaCera... pirveli, vinc davinaxe, is qera kaci iyo. gadmosvlaSi damexmara da gzis piras damsva. mere Tqva: codoa, es dalocvilio da manqanas moawva gzisken. Tvals ver vujerebdi, rom es kafandara kaci amsimZime manqanas ase iolad moagorebda. isic ki miTxra, _ marto ver gagiSveb, Sinamde gamogyvebio. Ggamomyva kidec. vexvewe, CemTan amodi, saswaulebrivi gadarCena aRvniSnoT-meTqi. Aarao, miTxra da wavida. meore diliT eWvis Wia SemiCnda. rogor gaCnda im ukacriel sanapiroze is qera kaci, an rogor amoiyvana cali xeliT manqana gzaze-meTqi. Ggamaxsenda misi misamarTi da avtobusiT wavedi. kerZo saxlebi dgas im quCaze. mis saxls fanjrebi ise dabla hqonda, cerebze aviwie da Sevixede. TvalSi momxvda Sav CarCoSi Casmuli im qeras gadidebuli

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suraTi. Mmuxli momekveTa da Cavikece. birJaze mdgomni aiSalnen da Semomexvivnen. Bblukun-blukuniT vuambe wuxandeli ambavi. erTma mkiTxa, Jiguli” xom ar ariso. Tavi davuqnie. -eg namdvilad olegis manqana iqneboda, Tavisi xeliT awyobda, mze da mTvare masze amosdioda... mere mis das hyavda wayvanili da albaT gayida... magram olegs rogor naxavdiT, ori weli iqneba, cocxali aRar ariso. Aase rom, Cemi manqanis yofilma patronma sicocxle maCuqa da Tavisi sayvareli avtomobili gadaarCina. uSangi keratiSvili . rusTavis velis aCrdili baia rusTavSi vcxovrob, magram TbilisSi vmuSaob, amitom yoveldRe gzaze var gamokidebuli. zogjer imdenad gvian gamovdivar samsaxuridan, rom trasaze marto Cemi manqana midis xolme. Ggzad mimavali damfrTxali viyurebi aqeT-iqiT, rom araferi gamomrCes, moulodnelad ramem ar SemaSinos. Kkaci rom viyo, kidev ho, magram qali saWesTan, Ramis 4 saaTze, martodmarto mimavali, sxva saqmea. A amas winaT gaSlil mindorze ucnobi qali SevniSne. svla Sevanele. Cemken modioda. Mmagram wvivebi ar uCanda _ miwaSi hqonda gauCinarebuli. manqana adgils movwyvite. Ggonze mosasvlelad erTi saaTi mainc damWirda.. bolos Tavi davirwmune yvelaferi gadaRlilobis bralia-meTqi. Aam ambavs moyolis Rirsad arc ki CavTvlidi, msgavsi SemTxveva rom ar ganmeorebuliyo. Aamjerad SuadRis xvatSi, asfalts buRi rom asdis, daaxloebiT im adgilas movxvdi. Mmoulodnelad isev davinaxe. Cem win mimaval da Semxvedr manqanebs mgoni, araferi SeumCneviaT. Yyovel SemTxvevaSi arc erTi ar gaCerebula. Qqali-molandeba axla manqanebTan Zalian axlos modioda. drodadro manjvena xels maRla swevda, TiTqos viRacas raRacas aniSnebda, wvivebi amjeradac ar uCanda. civi ofliT damecvara Subli. Mmivxvdi, saWes veRar davimorCilebdi, amitom avtomobili gverdze gadavayene da Camovedi. xelmeored gavxede gzas _ qali isev idga. dawvrilebiT aRar giambobT, radgan danarCeni sami Sexvedrac am Sexvedrebs hgavda. Qqali moulodnelad gamoCndeboda, xan Cemken modioda, xan ubralod idga, xelebs maRla awevda da gaurkvevel niSnebs gamosaxavda. seriozulad SevSfoTdi. Mmegobars vuambe da vTxove, gaekiTxa. saratovSi aRmoCnda parafsiqologi, romelic utyuar daskvnebs akeTebda. igor k. didi xvewniT CamoviyvaneT rusTavSi. solidur anazRaurebas SevpirdiT da is adgili davaTvalierebineT, sadac moCvenebas vxedavdi. gviTxra, rom bioveli marTlac uCvenebda iq warsulis aCrdils. moCveneba, rogorc mas me vuwodebdi, im SreSi moabijebda, romelic mis sicocxleSi miwis zedapiri iyo, amitomac ar uCanda terfebi. ver isvenebda da raRacas iTxovda. igorma specialuri rituali Caatara, mere gviTxra, roca moZraoba Sewydeba, kidev erTxel vcdi ,,mis” damSvidebaso. davelodeT SuaRames. igorma raRac aparati isev CarTo. velze gaitana da... ukve samivem davinaxeT ucnobi qali. Ggamosaxuleba ise hgavda cocxals, kinaRam guli Semiwuxda. Mmere zurgi gvaqcia da wavida. igorma xelebi moifSvnita, esec aseo. Mmere mxarze xeli damado da miTxra: _ nu geSinia, aRarasodes Segawuxebs. Tumca SenTan ar modioda, Tavisi gasaWiri hqonda _ dakargul ojaxs eZebda... marto Sen ki imitom xedavdi, rom Zalian mgrZnobiare bioveli gaqvso... ar vici, ra giTxraT, verasdros warmovidgendi, Tu marTla Tavs gadamxdeboda aseTi ucnauri ram... l.m.

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sinjaris gogonam Svili gaaCina lika did britaneTSi sasixarulo ambavi moxda. 28 wlis luiza braunma 2,7 kg wonis janmrTeli biWuna Soba. es uCveulo imiTaa, rom luiza am qveyanas sinjaridan moevlina.... dedamisi cxra wlis manZilze verafriT daorsulda da bolos, eqimebma mas eqsperimentSi monawileoba SesTavazes. luiza msoflioSi pirveli bavSvia, romelic xelovnurad gaCnda. mecnierebs eeWvebodaT, daorsuldeboda Tu ara Tavad luiza, sabednierod, bednierma dedam sruliad jansaRi bavSvi gaaCina.

kbili Tvalis nacvlad lika germanelma da italielma mecnierebma erToblivad daamuSaves unikaluri meTodi mxedvelobis aRsadgenad. pirvelad msoflioSi Caatares operacia, romlis Sedegadac usinaTlos Tvali aexila, ufro zustad, igi Tvalis nacvlad kbiliT xedavda. sami wlis win, ubeduri SemTxvevis gamo, germanelma muSam mixael miulerma mxedveloba dakarga. eqimebma -- mxedvelobis aRdgena SeuZlebeliao. male miulerma gaigo, rom axali meTodis gamosacdelad medikosebi moxaliseebs iwvevdnen. miuleri maSinve daukavSirda centrs da swored masze gamocades unikaluri mecnieruli meTodi, romlis arsi imaSi mdgomareobs, rom adamians xedvis SesaZlebloba daubrundes... kbilis saSualebiT, romlis nervebic dakavSirebulia mxedvelobis organoebTan. Tavdapirvelad, mecnierebma cdebi Simpanzeze Caatares da dadebiTi Sedegis Semdeg gadawyvites, adamianebzec ecadaT bedi. miulers pirvel operaciaze amoaWres Tvalis areSi dazianebuli qsovili da igi Seucvales loyis Siga mxridan amoRebuli kaniT. meore operaciis dros am adgilebSi Canerges eleqtrodebi. yvelaze rTuli mesame operacia aRmoCnda. SeaerTes eleqtrodebi tvinTan da kbilis nervebTan, romelSic gaburRes naxvreti da masSi Casves pleqsiglasis guga. eqsperimentma gaamarTla: mixael miulers Tvali aexila, Tumca is xedavs mxolod im SemTxvevaSi, Tuki pirs gaaRebs da Tanac arCevs mxolod sagnebis konturebs da ferebs. mecnierebi agrZeleben kvlevas da apireben kbilis gadasmas Tvalis bideSi.

Turme wyalic cocxalia lika

mecnierebma daaskvnes, rom wyali cocxali substanciaa -- mas mexsierebac aqvs da mkurnalobis niWic. ramdenime wlis win iaponelma mecnierma emoto masarum gamoaqveyna, kvlevis sensaciuri Sedegebi: wyali Seiwovs, inaxavs da gadascems informacias yvelaferze, rac mis garSemo xdeba. wylis molekulebi erTiandebian klasterebad -- mexsierebis ujredebad, sadac wyali ,,iwers"'imas, rasac aRiqvams. erT molekulaSi 440 aTasamde panelia, romelic kompiuteruli mexsierebis Tavisebur analogs warmoqmnis. pozitiuri informaciis SesrutviT wyali mdidrdeba samkurnalo TvisebebiT, magram negatiuri emociebi mas ,,wamlavs". mecnierebis varaudiT, wylis stuqturaze pozitiurad moqmedebs siyvarulisa da madlierebis sityvebi, negatiurad -- siZulvili da gulgriloba. am azrs eTanxmeba amerikeli mecnieri rustam roi, romelmac klasterebs uwoda ,,wylis nervuli sistema, romelsac mexsiereba gaaCnia".

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imedia, 30 weliwadSi kibos wamals gamoigoneben lika

(gea) niu-iorkSi gardaicvala ,,samyaros moqalaqe". yovel SemTxvevaSi igi sakuTar Tavs ase eZaxda. es ucnauri adamiani moiTxovda, rom misTvis yvelas miemarTa saxeliT ,,ef-em-2030" da igi apirebda Tavisi 100 wlis iubiles aRniSvnas 2030 wels. magram igi 69 wlisa simsivnisgan gardaicvala. Tumca ,,ef-em-2030"-s Tavisi 100 wlovani iubiles aRniSvnis Sansi mainc aqvs. radgan man gardacvalebamde misi sxeulis gayinva moiTxova. 2030 wlisaTvis SesaZloa, SesaZlebelo iyos simsivnis gankurvna. maSin mas gaalRoben da gankurnaven. sinamdvileSi ,,samyaros moqalaqis" gvari iyo F.m. esfandiari da igi iraneli diplomatis vaJi iyo. igi laparakobda arabul, frangul, inglisur enebze da icoda aseve ivriTi. TamaSobda iranis sakalaTburTo nakrebSi 1948 wlis olimpiur TamaSebze. esfandiarim dawera ramdenime romani, romelSic samyaros momavlis Taviseburi xedva warmoaCina. zogierTi misi winaswarmetyveleba asrulda kidec. magaliTad, jer kidev 1977 wels igi ambobda, rom adamiani SeZlebs genetikuri Secdomebis ,,koreqcias". Tu misi winaswarmetyveleba asrulda da mas 30 wlis Semdeg gaalRoben, igi naxavs, rom Txevad azotSi marto igi ar mouTavsebiaT. ukanasknel dros Tavisi sxeulis gayinvisadmi interesi gamoiCines iseTma cnobilma pirovnebebma, rogorebic arian ,,si-en-en"-is popularuli programis wamyvani lari kingi, msoflios yof ali Cempioni krivSi mohamed ali, mwerlebi artur klarki da gor vidali. sikvdils gadarCenilebi lika

66 wlis rozmari dusi cocxali gadaurCa teroristebis Tavdasxmas. luqsorSi im saSinel dRes teroristebma 70 adamiani mokles. rozmari gvamebis qveS daimala da gaunZrevlad iwva... TviTmfrinavis afeTqebam stiuardesa caSi atyorcna. vesna vuloviCi 10.000m-is simaRlidan Camovarda, miwas daenarcxa da... cocxali gadarCa. jeims riCardsoni Tavisi 7 Svilis mkvlelobaSi daadanaSaules. eleqtroskams ki gadaurCa, magram 21 weli cixeSi gaatara, sanam misi udanaSauloba ar damtkicda. xomaldi, romelzec margaret kroti imyofeboda, CaiZira. 300 kaci daiRupa. margareti 16 saaTi zvigenebs Soris curavda, sanam napirs ar miaRwia. 11 wlis delicias sarkomis ukanaskneli faza daudgines. mSoblebma gogona safrangeTis samxreTSi mdebare saswaulmoqmed lurdesis monasterSi waiyvanes. ori kviris Semdeg sabolood ganikurna, rac saswaulad iTvleba. orwlinaxevris miSeli gayinul nakadulSi Cavarda da wyalqveS 66 wuTi dahyo. amoiyvanes, guli aRar ucemda, sxeulis temperarura 23 gradussac ar aRwevda. bavSvis gadarCenis imedi, faqtobrivad, aravis qonda,magram eqimebma gadawyvites, SeuZlebeli ecadaT -- sisxli gaeTboT sisxlis mimoqcevis xelovnuri aparatis meSveobiT. bavSvi gons movida. eqimebma guli aamuSaves, Tumca, mSoblebs jerodaT, rom gogonas RmerTma daubruna suli.

roca eqimebma bavSvis gadasarCenad brZola daiwyes, miSelis dedas wamic ar daukargavs maSinve taZars miaSura da mRvdelTan erTad locva daiwyo... meore dRes gogonam Tvalebi gaaxila rva kviris Semdeg Cveulebrivad daiwyo laparaki.

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eqimebi am SemTxvevas ase xsnian: miSelis gadarCenaSi mniSvnelovani roli Seasrula samma faqtorma, romelic bavSvis asaks ukavSirdeba:

30 gradusis qvemoT adamianis organizmSi damcavi meqanizmi amuSavdeba da iseT mdgomareobaSi aRmoCndeba, rogorSic cxovelebi gamozamTrebis dros. guliscema neldeba, pulsi 80-dan 40-mde Camodis.minimumadne mcirdeba sxeulis bioqimiuri reaqciebi, sagrZnoblad qveiTdeba ujredebis mier jangbadis moxmareba, rac tvins isev aZlevs muSaobis saSualebas, oRond ukve sxva reJimiT.

adamiani gulis SeteviT quCaSi rom waiqces, Tu umal ar mieSvele, sami wuTis Semdeg mis tvinSi ukve gamousworebeli procesebi moxdeba. xolo yinulovan wyalSi an garemoSi tvini 40 wuTs -- 1 saaTs ,,Zlebs". ase rom, patara gogonas sxeuli yinulovan wyalSi moxvedrisTanave sxva reJimze gadavida. igi wyalSi ki ar daixrCo, aramed gaiguda, filtvebSi wyali ar moxvedrila. es meore xelsayreli faqtoric bavSvis asakTan aris dakavSirebuli. sicocxlis pirvel wlebSi wyalSi CaZiruli bavSvi saxmo simebs ketavs, raTa wyali filtvebSi ar moxvdes. es gaxlavT ,,mocurave Cvilis" cnobili fenomeni. wyalSi miSelma, gaemijna ra garemos - wyals, Caketil wredSi ganagrZo arseboba. amas daemata kidev erTi fiziologiuri refleqsi -- roca Jangbadis miwodeba wydeba, sxeulis sasicocxlo organoebSi axdens sisxlis koncentracias. ase rom, sanam patara wyalSi iyo, sisxlSi arsebul Jangbads moixmarda. magram saocaria, tvinis funqcia savsebiT aRdga. esec miSelis asakiT unda aixsnas. unda vicodeT, rogor muSaobs tvini. Tu romelime adgili dazianda, organo mis funqcias saR ubans ,,daavalebs". tvinSi uamravi ,,samarqafo" ujredia, romelic droTa ganmavlobaSi ileva. amitomac xnier adamians moqmedebis manevrirebis saSualeba aRar aqvs. bavSvis tvinma ki mTeli rigi funqciebsa, SeiZleba sxvagan - Tundac erT hemisferoSi gadaitanos. pari matCi oTxjer mexdartymuli lika

Cveni dRevandeli gmiri im ubralo mizeziT ar amJRavnebs Tavs, rom saqarTveloSi ase Tu ise cnobili pirovnebaa da misi azriT, simarTlis gamJRavneba Wors gaamravlebs.

metsac getyviT: is rasac axla giambobT, nasvams "wamoscda" da sifxizeSli aSkarad inana... es 48 wlis mamakaci 4 jer mexdacemuli da saswavlebrivad cocxlad gadarCenil gaxlavT :

-- pirvelad 12 wlisas dameca mexi. bavSvebi sokos vkrefdiT tyeSi. ori saaTis Semdeg ki didi muxis qveS unda mogveyara Tavi. uceb ca gaSavda da daiwyo kokispiruli wvima, ar vici, rogor mivirbine daTqmul muxamde, sadac aravin damxvda. xuTiode wuTSi ki TiTqos ca gaixsna da cecxli gadmoskda. sinaTlem Tvali momWra da meti araferi maxsovs... gons rom movedi, saocar sisustes vgrZnobdi, Zlivs wamovdeqi. muxas kvamli asdioda... mivlaslasdi Sin. bebiam rom daminaxa, Sehkivla -- sul gatrusuli viyavi, warb-wamwamic aRar mqonda.

meored 19 wlisas damartya mexma. mTaSi, salocavSi, martom aviyvane SeTqmuli cxvari... maSinac moulodnelad wamovida wvima, atyda elWeqi. salocavs saxuravi Cangreuli qonda da iqidan momwvda. isev davkarge goni, cxvari ki mokvda...

bebias wamoscda: -- aseTi ram SemTxveviT ar xdeba, biWs zeciuri Zalebi scdiano.

ar vici, es CamrCa gonebaSi, Tu ra iyo, 28 wlisas mesamed rom

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damartya mexma, TeTrosani momelanda. miTxra: -- kidev erTxel da winapris codvisagan ganiwmindebio. ra codva qonda Cem winapars eg ki ar miTxra...

meoTxed 40 wlis gavxdi mexis msxverpli... coleuls viyavi stumrad guriaSi Tavsxma wvimaSi gamovedi ezoSi, da iq "mrejgva" mexma. gulgaxeTqilebi Cem saSvelad mocvivdnen, sofeli Seyares kiviliT... me ki isev ucnauri xilva mqonda: axla ukve Savanaforianma mamakacma gulze xis jvari momado da mokled miTxra: codvisagan sabolood ganiwmindeo. im meoTxe SemTxvevis Semdged saSineli Tavis tkivili damCemda, xmiT vtirodi amodena kaci eqimebi ki verafers mSvelidnnen, lamis davinvaliddi da avadmyofoba isev moulodnelad momexsna, rogorc damewyo: Sin Zveli televizori gvqonda da vawvalebdi mindoda Tavad SemekeTebina. hoda, denma damartya burTiviT misrola or metrze... ucnauri SegrZneba gamiCnda -- TiTqos buStiviT gavibere da rom unda "gavmskdariyavi", uceb "CaviCute" -- naperwklebiviT damcvivda iqiT aqeT energia... saocrad sustad vigrZeni Tavi da mTeli kvira ver wavarTvi Zils Tavi, gamofxizlebuls araviTari tkvivili aRar mawuxebda. mogvianebiT ki Cemma fizikosma megobarma aRmoaCina, rom denis gamtarad vqceulvar da 220 voltic ki verafers maklebs, SiSveli sadenebic gadamibia xeliT... am "imunitets" Cemi megobari "mexis wyalobad" miiCnevs...

bavSvis cxedari 29 weli ar gaixrwna likatragedia 1973 wlis 4 seqtembers moxda. gardacvlili bavSvebidan

erT-erTi, 3 wlis izaCia akobia iyo. misi mSoblebi grZnobdnen saSinelebis moaxloebas. mamas ucnauri sizmaric unaxavs, magram misTvis yuradReba ar miuqcevia.

izaCias mSoblebi, vaJa da lali akobiebi, maSin gudauTaSi cxovrobdnen, magradm patara gogona walenjixis raionis sofel medanSi, biZis gverdiT dakrZales. dasaflavebidan 29 wlis Semdeg, 2002 wlis ianvarSi, patara samarxi gaxsnes raTa neSTi TbilisSi gadmoesvenebinaT da mamis mkerdze daemarxaT, saflavis gaxsnisas saswauli ixiles -- gogona sasaxleSi gauxrwneli esvena.

lali akobia -- izaCias deda: -- 29 wlis win, im tragikul dRes "vilisSi" Cems or SvilTan erTad

vijeqi. avariis dros kisris fuZis motexiloba miviRe, elza Cemi ufrosi gogona, saSinlad daSavda, Tvalebi -- amocvenili, ybebi -- amivardnili, kbilebi--dacvenili qonda. elzas Tavidan awyobili saxe aqvs, izaCia ki manqanidan uvnebeli gadmouyvaniaT. 20 wuTis Semdeg ki ucbad gardaicvala. me gonze ar viyavi da karga xans ar gamigia es ambavi. aravin icis ra mouvida, ar gaukveTavT. varaudoben, rom guli gauskda da Sinagani sisxlCaceva daemarTa, ris Semdegac 20-25 wuTi kidev cocxlobs adamiani. me morgSi damawvines. aravin eloda, rom gadavrCeboda, qali, visi saxlis winac avaria moxda, savadmyofoSi gamomyva. mas SeumCnevia rom vxrotinebdi da eqimisTvis uTqvams, am qals mixedeTo. eqims bavSvebi rom daunaxavs ra dros qalia, bavSvebi ar dagvexocoso -- uTqvams. Turme kisris fuZis motexilobis dros aTasSi erTi Tu gadarCeba da eqims uTqvams dros tyuilad davxarjavTo. am qals dauJinia, iqneb gadarCeso. imdenad Seuwuxebia eqimebi rom marTla momxedes da, rogorc xedavT gadamarCines. gonze rom movedi, mxolod izaCias viZaxdi, sxva aravin maxsovda, TiTqos raRacas vgrZnobdi.

_ misi dabadebisTanave meSinoda, sul imas vfiqrobdi, araferi daemarTos-meTqi da gverdidan ar viSorebdi. Tavidance Zalian lamazi

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da gansxvavebuli iyo. sadac mimyavda, yvela epotineboda, eforeboda. maSinac ki SiSi meufleboda, vbrazobdi, ratom arCeven am bavSvs ase-meTqi. arada, xom unda gamxareboda, Cems Svils ase rom eqceodnen? yvela germanul Tojinas eZaxda. bazarSi xils Cuqnidnen, maRaziebSi saTamaSoebs. ambobdnen ra saocrebaao. mere TandaTan mivxvdi, rom Tavidanve ganwiruli iyo. axlac maRizianebs, bavSvs vinme rom zedmetad efereba. gardacvalebamde erTi TviT adre naTesavma waiyvana saseirnod. sadils vakeTebdi da uceb manqanam daamuxruWa. TiTqos ubedurebas velodebodi, vaime-meTqi - viyvire. izaCia damfrTxali iyo da ase miTxra - dediko, guli metkinao. ucnaurad lamazi bavSvi iyo -- raRacnairi oqrosferi Tma hqonda. Cemma qmarma ucnauri sizmari naxa. yuradReba rom migveqcia da dagvejerebina am sizmrisaTvis, SeiZleboda ubedureba Tavidan agvecilebina. gudauTaSi zRvis piras vcxovrobdiT. vaJas kalTaSi ejda izaCia, es sizmari rom momiyva. dasizmrebia TiTqos ,,vilisi" movida da Cveni Tavi waarTva. pirdapir zRvaSi Cavarda es manqanao - miyveboda. gamogekideT da Sen da elzam wyalSi Tavi amoyaviT, zRvaSi ficari egdo da im ficars CamoekideT, magram izaCia zRvis fskerze iyoo. im dResve stumrebi mogvividnen ,,vilisiT". walenjixaSi unda wavsuliyavoT me da Cemi Svilebi da qmarma miTxra, avtobusiT ratom unda waxvide ager manqanaa da wagiyvanso. bebia gamomigzavna RmerTma im dRes, rom ar wavsuliyavi. mas guli daswyda - SenTan movedi da Sen ki midixaroi. vifiqre, es qali rogor davtovo da wavide-meTqi, magram meuRlem miTxra, Sen wadi da bebiaSens xelisgulze vatarebo. marTla wavediT da ase axda Cemi qmris sizmari.

erTxel, Savi kata daaxta izaCias. kata arasdros gvyolia, sxvisi kata Semosula Cvens saxlSi, mZinares daaxta. Tvali rom gaaxila bavSma, daiyvira - vaime, deda katao. Zalian SeeSinda. sul ambobda, oRond Savi kata ar movideso, ise eSinoda. Savi katac xom cudis maCvenebelia. -- Cems qmars erTi wlis gardacvlili hyavda Zma. romelic Tavis sofelSi, walenjixis raion sofel medanSi iyo dasaflavebuli. bavSvic iq daasaflaves, magram saavadmyofodan rom gamovidodi, me xom unda metira? amitom amovaRebine maSinve 45 dRis damarxuli. mamaCemma miTxra, micvalebuls amoviReb magram piroba momeci, Tu bavSvu Secvlilia da gaxrwna aqvs dawyebuli, ar gaCvenebTo. rom amoasvenes, saerTod ar iyo Secvlili, gegoneboda, ori dRis daZinebuliao. axla bednieri var, rom maSin walenjixaSi davasaflavebine da ara -- gudauTaSi, radgan axla mis cxedars aravin gamomatanda gudauTidan. ar vici, rogor gadavitane es tragedia. ori wlis Semdeg SemeZina gogona da izo davarqviT, izaCias ver dauZaxebdi. me da Cems meuRles daTqmuli gvqonda, rom vinc Cvens Siris adre gardaicvlebida, mis gulze davasvenebdiR izaCias. vaJa 2002 wlis pirvel ianvars gardaicvala. avasrule es aRTqma. saflavi ro gaxsnes, saocreba naxes. bavSvs kanis feric ki ar qonda Secvlili. xelebi isev TeTri da bunCula hqonda. -- TuTiis kuboTi xom ar damarxeT?

-- ara. Cveulebriv xis CasasvenebelSi esvena. bevrs unaxavs kubo daculi, magram micvalebuli Savi xom mainc unda yofiliyo?! me ar minaxavs, ar manaxes, miTxres, ver gadaitano, magram vinc naxa yvela gaognebulia. mxolod Tma da frCxilebi hqonda wamozrdili da cotaTi iyo dapataravebuli. tansacmelic ki TeTri da faqizi iyo, oRond xelis mokidebiT iSleboda. yuTSi Casvenebuli, babTiT ESekruli saCuqariviT momarTves. vinc damarxa, isev imaT gaxsnes. megona,

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ZvlebiRa iqneboda darCenili, Torem es rom mcodnoda, erTxel kidev vnaxavdi Cems Tojinas. PPpatara izaCia mounaTleli gardaicvala. qristianuli swavlebis mixedviT, vinc mounaTlavi gardaicvleba, sasufevels verasodes daimkvidrebs. saswauls, romelic sxeulis gauxrwnelobasTan aris dakavSirebuli, marTmadidebluri eklesia aRiarebs da aseT adamianebs wmindanebadac miiCnevs. mcire asakSi gardacvlili qristianulad monaTluli adamianebi ki zecaSi angelozebad midian. lali akobia: -- saSinlad vwuxdi, mounaTlavi rom gardaicvala Cemi gogona. axla, misi gauxrwnelobis ambavi rom gavige, moZRvars movuyevi. mama giorgim rom gaigo, 29 wlis dasaflavebuli bavSvi gauxrwneli amoasvenes da is monaTluli ar iyo, miTxra, patara daundia ufals da mainc angelozad miuRia, ver gaumetebia samudamo satanjvelisTvis am angelozis sulio. elza - izaCias da: -- erTma berma Tqva, neta Cemi TvalebiT uyurebdes dedamisi am cxovrebas. ar icis, ra bednieri qali yofila, rom angelozi uSviao. miwieria, dedaa da ver gaiTavisebs, Torem es SemTxveva unda uxarodeso.

lali: -- kidev erTi saswauli moxda. saflavs mudam vasufTaveb, erT

balaxs ar vtoveb. erTi buCqi rogor gaizarda, axlac mikvirs. TiTqmis sul sasaflaoze var da es ver SevamCnie, sanam didi ar gaxzda. buCqi zustad im adgilas aris amosuli, sadac izaCia mamas gulze asvenia. saflavi axlaxan gavakeTeT da muSebs vTxove, radgan ase TavisiT amovida, nu amoTxriT-meTqi. mainc waiqca, gadaiTela. mere gasworda da axla yvavilebic gamoisxa. wiTeli yvavilia da xasxasa mwvane foTlebi aqvs. arc wyali damisxia, arc momivlia. medanSi yvela gaognebulia. sofelSi xSirad xdeba msgavsi gadasvenebebi. amboben 5, 12, 13 wlis micvalebulebi gadagvisvenebia, magram kapronis windisa da Zvlebis meti araferi amogvitaniao. izaCias sxeuls sunic ki ar hqonda.

--axla ra grZnoba gaqvT?-- megona, meuRlis gardacvalebas veRar gadavitandi, magram

rom gavige, bavSvi gauxrwneli iyo, raRac sxva Zala momemata Sevicvale. eklesiaSi siaruli da locva daviwye. manamdec mwamda RmerTi, magram am faqtma gamomacocxla da damanaxa, rom sxva samyaroc arsebobs. bednieri var, rom Cemi izaCia mTeli wevs. albaT arc amis Semdeg gaixrwneba. miwier problemebs ukve sxvanairad vuyurebT. sul minda mxolod sikeTe vakeTo.

elza: -- am zafxuls saflavze jejilic amobibinda. axlaxan rusul gadacemas vuyurebdi da iq Tqves, rom wmindanebis saflavze jejili xSirad xarobs. berma gviTxra, gulze rom daasveneT, mamac uxrwneli darCebao. axla am imediT vcocxlobT. maia nikoleiSvili eqsperti:

yvelafers Tavisi dro aqvs da sasamarTlos eqspertebi amiT vigebT, rodis dadga sikvdili. rac dro gadis, ufro miaxloebiT daskvnebs vakeTebT, vidre namdvils. rogorc yvela adamianis organizmi individualuria --erTi preparati erTze sxvanairad moqmedebs, meoreze - sxvanairad, rogorc Cans, am individualurobas sikvdilis Semdegac ar kargavs adamiani. SeiZleba es misi sikvdilisadmi damokidebulebaa. amas winaT ozurgeTSi erTi ucnauri SemTxveva moxda. biWi iyo 8 Tu 9 Tvis gardacvlili. roca ozurgeTSi Cavedi da miTxres, amdeni xnis gardacvlili iyo, vTqvi, azri ara aqvs misi saflavis gaxsnas-meTqi. vTxove

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Wirisufals, es ar gagvekeTebina, radgan 8 da 9 Tvis mere sikvdilis mizezis dadgena SeuZlebeli iqneboda. iciT, ra miTxres? ozurgeTelma moZRvarma, mama basilma gaacila es biWi samareSi da SeiZleba gaxrwnil ar iyoso. vuTxari, 97 procenti sikvdilis mizezs ver davadgen, mxolod 3 procenti arsebobs, isic, Tu saswauli moxda-meTqi. sikvdilis Semdeg adamianis arsebobis Cemeburi xedva maqvs, magram moZRvrebisa ara mjeroda. dedamisma Tqva, naxeT, Tu saswauli ar moxdeso. gavxseniT sasaxle. micvalebulis kisridan dawyebuli, fexebis CaTvliT, sudara hqonda gadafarebuli, romelzec angelozebi iyo daxatuli da warwerebic hqonda gakeTebuli. es moZRvars gaukeTebia. ver warmoidgenT, ra saswauli vnaxe! sudaris zemoT Cveulebrivi klasikuri gaxrwnis procesi iyo dawyebuli. kisris qvemoT ki, saidanac sudara iwyeboda, sxeuli ise iyo SenarCunebuli, gegonebodaT, sZinavso. erTi kviris gardacvlilic ki ar Seinaxeboda ise, rogorc is. kvlevis dros sisxli vnaxe, misi Semcveloba Secvlili ar iyo. ozurgeTis prokurori gaognebuli uyurebda, rac iq xdeboda da pirjvars iwerda. 15 welia am saqmeze vmuSaob da msgavsi arferi minaxavs. Zalian minda, is moZRvari vnaxo, gavicno da gavesaubro, es mis Zalad mimaCnia. -- saerTod, ra SemTxvevaSia mecnierulad daSvebuli, rom miwaSi damarxuli sxeuli ar gaixrwnas?

--zogjer, Tu kargad ganiavebadi adgilia, SeiZleba Seinaxos micvalebuli, magram iq iseTi miwaa, warmoudgeneli iyo, ase Senaxuliyo. Tanac saswauli is iyo, Tavi rom gaxrwnili iyo. Tu misi gauxrwnadoba niadagis damsaxureba iyo, mTeli sxeuli erTnair mdgomareobaSi unda yofiliyo. SeiZleba patara gogonas sxeulis gauxrwnadoba amdeni wlis manzilze sxeulis bunebrivad mumificirebas davabraloT, Tumca saswauli gamoricxuli ar aris. maxsovs, erTi mamakaci sadRac sardafSi daRupula. siTboSi egdo, Tan ganiavebadi adgili iyo. ar wavida lpoba, mumificirda da verc gaigebdi, ramdeni xnis gardacvlili iyo, mSvenivrad Senaxuliyo. gansxvebul adgilebSi ase xdeba, magram saswauli namdvilad arsebobs. ase rom, ver SevewinaaRmdegebi eklesias. albaT wmindani adamianebi gansakuTrebulobas miwaSic inarCuneben.

gabzaruli sarke lika

ucxo ojaxSi stumrad misulma erT-erT oTaxSi gabzaruli sarke aRmovaCine. gavikvirve: amas ojaxSi rogor aCerebT, es xom cudis niSnad iTvleba-meTqi. am sarkes sxva daniSnuleba aqvs, igi didi bebiis saxsovarioa, - miTxra maspinZelma... es brolis sarke Tamar bebias mziTvad mohyolia da Zalian uyvarda Turme, magram misi magiuri Tvisebis Sesaxeb manac ki mogvianebiT gaigo - ukve mozrdili Svilebi hyoliaT, babua qalaqSi rom wasula samuSaod. erT Rames bebias uCveulo sevda morevia, SeSfoTebuli amdgara, oTaxebi dauvlia - xom yvelaferi wesrigSiao da roca im oTaxSi Sesula, sadac sarke idga komodze, SeuniSnavs - cisferi Suqi iRvreboda Turme misi zedapiridan. axlos rom misula, Sig sakuTari gamosaxuleba ki ara, qmris saxe

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daulandavs, romelmac sevdianad gauRima, Setrialda da gaqra. sarke gatkacunebula da gabzarula. meore diliT bebiasTvis qmris gardacvalebis ambavi moutaniaT - babua meore sarTulidan gadmovardniliyo (mSeneblobaze muSaobda).

SeSinebuli naTesavebi urCevdnen bebias, sarkec qmarTan erTad daemarxa, magram daiJina: - es ubralo sarke ar aris da "Tavis saTqmels" sxva drosac ityviso. -- ki magram , ar geSiniaT? - yvela axali bzari Tavzars gvcems, magram bedisweras veravin gaeqceva. sikvdilis win bebiam gviTxra : - sarkes ar awyeninoT, mas nu daabralebT Tqvens ubedurebas nurc gadaagdebT, es sarke am ojaxs bev ubedurebas aaridebso.

biZa gvyavs fizikosi. scada sarkis energetikis Seswavla, raRac aparatura dauyena, magam verafeir gaugo. erTxel, mamida gaxda avad, momakvdavi iyo faqtobrivad da maSinac biZaCemma daudga sarkes aparatura da gaognebulma Tqva: -sarkem feri icvalao.

imave saRamos gauCnda sarkes axali bzari. mamidac gardaicvala am ambavs TiTqos axsna ar aqvs, magram faqti mainc faqtad rCeba...

edgar keisi: sizmrad Tu cxadSi lika

roca gasuli saukunis udides naTelmxilvels, edgars keisis kiTxavdnen ratom xvda wilad es miuwvdomeli niWi, is yovelTvis budas sityvebiT pasuxobda: "nurasodes ikiTxavT - ratom?" cxadia, amgvari pasuxi kide ufro uRvivebda interess cnobismoyvareT, romelTa Sorisac iyvnen mecnierebi, reportiorebi, kriminalistebi, da saswaulis mxilvis mosurne obivatelebic. swored maT wamoayenes erTmaneTisgan damoukideblad, uamravi hipoTeza, romlis Tanaxmad, erTi zogadi daskvna miiReboda - keisis winaswarmetyvelebisa da sxvisi azrebis wakiTxvis unari bavSvobaSi, beisbolis TamaSisas miRebuli Tavis qalis travmisa Sedegia, romelmac daarRvia Tavis tvinis zogierTi struqtura da amasTan, usazRvrod gaafarTova misi gonebrivi SesaZleblobebi. magrad nuTu ase martivadaa yvelaferi? keisis biografi wers : "1906 wels naTelmxilvels mouxda warsulSi gamgzavreba da amisTvis gamoiyena ,maRalenergetikuli teqnikuri saSualeba, romelic mas gadasces, misma sxva samyaroelma moZRvrebma. keisim es sarisko gadaadgileba drosa da sivrceze azrobrivi zemoqmedebiT SeZlo."

mas Tan axlda Tavisi megobari, q. bouling - grinis kerZo klinikis TanamSromeli doqtori bleq berni. maT unda gaerkviaT bneliT moculi mkvlelobis ambavi, romlis gaxsnac policiam ver SeZlo. mokluli iyo cnobili ojaxis Svili, axalgazrda qaliSvili. ai ras gviambobs endriu jeqson devisi:

"gamoiZaxes stenografisti, romelsac daavales zustad Caewera yovelive. keisim Tqva, rom 18 wlis el lis murua mokla misma dam, emilim, wiTelTmianma, mwvaneTvalebma qaliSvilma, depresiiT Sebyrobilma loTma. mkvlelobis iaraRi, revolveri "Cempioni" kafe "Cais vardSi" sakanalizacio milSi unda eZebono. ase gaixsna es saqme. policiis komisarma viqtor binJanma madliereba Taviseburad gamoxata keisis da misi megobris mimarT - maT mkvlelobis Tanamonawileoba daabrala. keisim Zalian martivad moigeria cilismwamebeli - binJanTan erTad marto rom darCa, dawvrilebiT aRwera komisris amoraluri Tavgadasavlebi, CamouTvala sayvarlebi, maTi misamarTebi, telefonis nomrebi."rogor mixvdi?" hkiTxa gaognebulma binJanma. "es martivia, roca ici ra aris dro" - civad upasuxa keisim. am SemTxvevis Semdged is aRarasodes daTanxmebia policias TanamSromlobaze".

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virjinia biCis klinikis arqivSi, sadac keisi xalxs kurnavda da momavals ganWtvretda, inaxeba misi naTelxilvebis Canaweris 14 aTasi furceli. ukanaskneli ganekuTvneba 1945 wlis 1 ianvars. keisim, romelic filtvebiT iyo daavadebuli, Tqva, rom igi 5 ianvars gardaicvleboda, rac aRsrulda. erTi wlis Semdgeg klinikis holis kedelze minis paneli daamontaJes da masze keisis zogierTi winaswarmetyveleba miaweres, naTelmxilvelma uSecdomod iwinaswarmetyvela meore msoflio omis dawyeba, msxverplTa ricxvi, israelis daarsebis TariRi, indoeTis damoukidebloba, kenedis mkvleloba, amerikelebis mier mTvareze gafrena. keisi ambobda, rom XX s-is miwuruls Zireulad Seicvleba klimati dedamiwaze:

-- Soreul aRmosavleTSi da cimbirSi banani da mango ixarebs, samxreT afrika yinuliT daifareba, msoflioze ki ibatonebs CineTi, romlic amerikelebTan da rusebTan erTad daipyrobs mTvares, Semdeg ki marss: es procesi dasruldeba 3000 wels, sxva civilizaciebis daxmarebiT adamianebi icocxleben 800 wels da metxans, vinc moisurvebs - mudmivad, Tuki droSi mogzaurTa koaliciaSi Seva. keisim Sav muyaoze TeTri guaSiT koaliciis emblemac daxata, es aris naxevrad gamWvirvale burTi, romelSic orni imyofebian - qali da mamakaci.

amgvari manqaniT xom ar mogzaurobda droSi Tavad winaswarmetyveli? xom ar grZeldeba misi mogzauroba amJamadac? amerikaSi amboben, rom misi saflavi carielia, radgan gardacvalebisas keisi moulodnelad - gaqra - igi movercxlisfero kvamlad iqca da cisken gafrinda. idumali stumrebi lika

--mamidaCemi TelavSi cxovrobda. martoxela qali erTaderT avadmyof Svils -- zurabs zrdida. roca mamida gardaicvala, umweo zurabi TbilisSi gadmoviyvaneT. Sizofreniis diagnozi hqonda dasmuli, magram aravis arafers uSavebda. eg iyo, ucnauri laparaki icoda da misi gageba aravis SeegveZlo. erTxel, SuaRamisas, raRac Zalam gamaRviZa. vxedav, zurabi damdgomia Tavs. davuyvave: ra iyo, biWo, ra mogivida-meTqi... mkafiod miTxra, -- amaRam movlen da raRacas metyviano. vin mova-meTqi. isinio... -- ginda, CemTan darCe? geSinia? -- ara, ar meSinia, Sen ar SegeSindeso, -- miTxra da gavida. karga xans viwriale. oTxi saaTi iqneboda, rom Tvalebi mivlule, rom raRac Zalam wamomagdo. xelis cecebiT movZebne CamrTveli da sinaTle avanTe. oTaxSi aravin iyo. zurabis oTaxs mivadeqi. kari daketili damxvda. arada, roca im oTaxSi davabinaveT, mamam specialurad mouSala saketi kars_ ra ici, ar Caiketos, da rame ar moiwioso. kari rom daketili damxvda, yvirili daviwye. -- zurab, me var Tazo gamiRe-meTqi. wamocvivdnen Cemi mSoblebi. mamam CaquCi moitana. is iyo, karisTvis unda daertya, rom kari WrialiT SeiRo. zurabi kuTxeSi idga, miwisZvra iqnebao, -- butbutebda.

meore dRes araferi uWamia. wynarad ijda da Tavisi fanjridan quCas gahyurebda. samsaxuridan dabrunebuls isev ise damxvda, rogorc davtove. dedam sufra gaSala. is iyo, davsxediT ,rom zurabi wamoxta da ayvirda, -meSinia miwisZvris, gareT gamiyvaneTo. xeli vtace da gareT gaviyvane, iqneb damSviddes-meTqi. sadarbazodan gamovediT Tu ara, miwac iZra. gaxsovT albaT, TbilisSi didi miwisZvra rom moxda... mTeli ori Tve vexvewebodi zurabs, eTqva, saidan gaigo, miwisZvra rom iqneboda. xan saerTod ar Semodioda kontaqtSi, xanac metyoda,

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mwvane kacebi movidnen da imaT miTxres

miSel funkis kazusi _ solt-leik-sitis ucnauri SemTxveva lika

im, dRes, 10 ivniss, SuadRisas pam funki da misi Svilebi pikniks amTavrebdnen. saxlTan, mdinaris nakadis axlos moTavsdnen, romelic mTel gzas Caudioda. pamma aRar icoda, rogor gamklaveboda bavSvebs, 4 wlis deriki ganuwyvetliv xeebze dabobRavda. 2 wlis miSeli sufraze saWmliT TamaSobda. rac Seexeba nikols, romelic mxolod ramdenime Tvis iyo, deda wuTiT ver tovebda. swored am dros gadmoayirava miSelma qila, deda maSinve saxlSi Sevarda tilos mosatanad. Sesuli ar iyo, rom derikos yvirili moesma, pami iqiT gaiqca, biWi xelebs aqnevda, miSeli aRar iyo, is mdinareSi Cavarda. dedam kivili daiwyo, male mezoblebi mocvivdnen, yvela sasowarkveTili iyo, aqafebuli wyali saSualebas ar aZlevda, raime gaerCiaT. wylis nakadi iseTi swrafi da Zlieri iyo, ver Sexvidodi. pamma isRa miofoqra, Sin Sevardniliyo da maSvelebi gamoeZaxa.

10 wuTis Semdeg kombinizonebSi Cacmuli xalxi mdinareSi Sevida miSelis saZebnelad, patara gogonas wona 8 kilograms ar aRemateboda. 30 wuTi gavida. maSvelebi verafers poulobdnen. 40 wuTi, meore mxares gadavidnen, romelsac mdinaris qveda dinebisaken miyavxar. paralelurad sxva maSvelebi muSaobdnen zemo mxares, wyals abrunebdnen rezervuarebisken, romelic borcvis mwvevralze mdebareobda. 60 wuTi gavida, roca wylis donem cota daiwia, ucbad erTma mezobelma daiyvira, patara xeli gamoCnda. miSeli iq iyo, migdebuli wylis qveS. guli aRar ucemda. miSeli praqtikulad mkvdari iyo.

maSvelebi mainc ise moiqcnen, TiTqos patara cocxali iyo. 15 wuTis Semdeg saswrafo daxmarebis manqaniT saavadmyofoSi mividnen. bavSvis klinikuri sikvdili daadastures. eqimma mainc scada da Caeria, mSoblebi Tavis kabinetSi waiyvana da situacia auxsna. eqimi daJinebiT amtkicebda, rom bavSvis gacocxleba SeiZleboda; mSoblebs ar sjerodaT, eqimi bolti kvlav cdilobda maT darwmunebas. man miSelze scada iseTi operaciis Catareba, romelic SveicariaSi ukve ramdenjerme warmatebiT damTavrda. yovel saoperacio blokSi arsebobda sisxlis samoZrao aparati, romelsac pacientis sisxlis gasacieblad iyenebdnen. Sveicarielma eqimma alTosma ukve gamoiyena es aparati. magram boltma icoda es eqsperimenti bavSvze arasdros gamouyenebiaT. mSoblebi daTanxmdnen am risks, Tumca riski undodaT im mdgomareobis Semdeg, romelSic maTi gogona imyofeboda. eqimma gaafrTxila, rom warmatebis SemTxvevaSic SeiZleboda miSeli iseTi aRar yofiliyo, tvini seriozulad daziandeboda. pamma da kristoferma erTmaneTs Sexedes da mainc daTanxmdnen.

ramdenime wuTSi saoperacio blokis eqimebi saqmes Seudgnen. patara gogonas gverdiT aparati gugunebda. sxeuli 22,4 aCvenebda. sisxli jer imave temperaturaze iyo. Semdeg 27 gradusamde midis, Semdeg ki --29 gradusamde. nel-nela magram progresulad miSelis sxeuli Tbeba. sisxlis aseTi brunva ukve imedia. cota xanSi temperatura 35 graduss aRwevs. male gulis cemac SeniSnes. eqimi moiTxovs sisxlis gadasxmas. aranairi eWvi aRar iyo, pulsi namdvilad isinjeboda. 37 gradusze guliscema regularuli gaxda. ori saaTis Semdeg TiTqmis mkvdari miSeli sicocxles daubrunda.

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ufro gvian, saavadmyofos kuluarebSi deda tiroda. robert bolti iRimeboda da TeTr xalaTSi jorj kluns waagavda, satelevizio serialis ,,saswrafos" gmirs, romlis erTi epizodi aseTi faqtiT iyo STagonebuli. magram bolti gamxiarulebas mainc ver bedavda, mova miSeli gonebaze? iazrovnebs normalurad? am klinikuri sikvdilis Semdeg janmrTeli darCeba?

pam funks erTi idea hqonda. saWiroa gaixseno rom Cven solt-leik-sitSi varT. mormonebis msoflio dedaqalaqSi --rogorc am regionis umravlesoba pami da qristofer funkebi morwmuneebi arian. araferia gasaocari, rom pami maSinve taZarSi wavida da pastors Txova locva kurTxeva. am dRidan moyolebuli pami loculobda Tavisi SvilisTvis. meore dRes gogonam Tvali gaaxila. erTi kviris Semdeg iRimeboda. sami kviris Semdeg ramodenime sityva warmoTqva, bolti ar eloda aseT swraf gamojanmrTelebas, rogor imuSavebs misi tvini? 8 kviris Semdeg miSeli dRiTi dRe laparaks umatebda da Cveulebriv, rogorc misi asakis bavSvi gebulobda, rasac eubnebodnen, mis tvins aranairi seriozuli dazianeba ar miuRia.

Svilis gamojanmrTelebis Semdeg pam funkma ganacxada: me vfiqrobdi, rom Cemi gogonas gacocxleba eqimi boltis CareviT moxda, magram axla darwmunebuli var, misi gadarCena Cvens rwmenas ukavSirdeba. es namdvili saswaulia. SeiZleba mxolod pragmentuli gonebebi ilaparakeben ase am saocar Sansze, magram Cven mormonebi varT. SeuZlebelia ar vifiqroT rom swored RmerTma gadaarCina Cveni Svili.

rogoric unda iyos TiToeuli adamianis religiuri rwmena, faqti, rom 2 wlis gogona, romelic civ mdinareSi Cavardnidan 70 wuTis Semmdeg mkvdari ipoves, ori saTis Semdeg ki sicocxles daubrunda, axsna-ganmartebas saWiroebs. Sveicarieli eqimebi komentars ukeTeben am faqts. es saswauli sami xelSemwyobi faqtoriT aixsneba, rac damokidebulia gogonas asakze. jer misi sxeulis mcire zomam saSualeba misca saswrafo gacivebas, gayinul wyalSi misi temperatura Zalian swrafad daeca da miaRwia imas, rasac ,,mwvave hipoTermia" hqvia.

30 gradusis qvemoT, adamianis sxeulSi viTardeba dacvis specifikuri meqanizmebi. is iwyebs cxoveliviT zamTris Zils. guli iwyebs nela cemas. sxeulis bioqimiuri reaqcia minimumamde mcirdeba. ujredebis mier haeris moxmareba mniSvnelovnad iwevs dabla. es faqti mTavaria, radgan saSualebas aZlevs tvins, kvlav imuSaos, magaliTi nacnobia. aiyvaneT adamiani quCaSi gulis SeeteviT. misi tvini Tu ar aris ,,gamorecxili" gadaitans did zians. aiReT igive SemTxveva gayinul garemoSi. Tu sxeulis temperatura ecema, tvins SeuZlia dauzianeblad gaZlos 40 wuTi, zog SemTxvevaSi erTi saaTis ganmavlobaSic. SeuZlebelia patara gogonas sxeuli mkvdari yofiliyo, is sakmaod Seamcirebda funqcionirebas sakuTari rezervebis xarjze.

miSeli maSinve daixrCo? ara -- pasuxoben Sveicarieli eqimebi. mas ubralod asfiqsia daemarTa ar damxrCvala. wyali bolomde ar Sesula filtvebSi. es meore xelSemwyobi faqtoria, romelic agreTve, gogonas asakTan aris dakavSirebuli. bavSvebi pirveli wlebis ganmavlobaSi floben curvis refleqss. roca iZirebian, ketaven saxmo iogebs, romlebic xels uSlian wylis filtvebSi SeRwevas. es cnobili fenomenia patara bavSvebSi. amas emateba fiziologiuri refleqsi. roca Jangbadis raodenoba amoiwureba, sxeuli axdens sisxlis gadasrolas sasicocxlo mniSvnelobis organoebisaken. ase SeZlo gogonam 70 wuTis ganmavlobasi wylis qveS darCena, igi moixmarda im Jangbads, rac mis sisxlSi iyo.

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miuxedavad am SeniSvnebisa, erTi ram naTelia, miSeli klinikurad mkvdari iyo. aSkaraa, rom misi tvini dazianda. rogor moxda, rom bavSvma tvinis funqcionirebis unari moipova. es gamojanmrTelebac kvlav misi asakiT aixsneba. saWiroa aixsnas, rogor funqcionirebs adamianis tvini. SeiZleba tvinis funqcionireba gadavides mxolod im nawilSi, romelic dauzianebelia, im pirobiT, ra Tqma unda, rom gamoviyenoT sarezervo ujredebi. es ujredebi saerTod, cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi kvdebian. es asakTan erTad xdeba. funqciebis aseTi gadatana sxva ujredebSi mxolod bavSvebis tvins SeuZlia. aranairi eWvi ar aris rom, miSelis tvinma gadaitana didi dartyma, magram ujredebis iseTi rezervi hqonda, rom dazianebuli tvinis funqciebi sxva nawilma aiRo Tavis Tavze..

dRes miSeli 15 wlisaa. momRimari, lamazi, axalgazrda gogonaa. namdvili top modelia. bednieria da normaluri cxovreba aqvs. Tumca ubedurma SemTxvevam kvali mainc dautova. gogona nela laparakobs, daZabulia. am SemTxvevidan aranairi mogoneba aRar SemorCa. wylis winaSe araniir SiSs ar ganicdis piriqiT, fantastikurad uyvars curva da kargi Sedegebic aqvs am sferoSi.

rogor warmoudgenia Tavisi momavali? ,,ar mgonia swavlisTvis viyo dabadebuli. Tumca medicinaSi minda muSaoba. mamaCemi kbilis eqimia, masTan erTad ukve mimuSavia zafxulis ardadegebze. Zalian miyvars aseTi saqmianoba, miyvars xalxTan kontaqti". es Tema trialebs mudam miSelTan da mis mSoblebTan saubris dros. gogonas namdvilad sWirdeba iq muSaoba, sadac Tbili, adamianuri garemo mTavar rols asrulebs. TiTqos surs sxvebis gulis cemasTan axlos darCes, gulis cemasTan, romelic man kinaRam dakarga.

2.X. 2008 maniaki mkvlelebi

50 wlis winaT _ 1957 weli 17 seqtembers moskovis sisxlis samarTlis samZebrom (,,muri”) 41 wlis anatoli kolivanovi daapatimra. is profesiiT inJiner-mSenebeli iyo da miliciam mas 19 adamianis mkvlelobaSi dasdo brali. kolivanovi Tavis msxverpls aupatiurebda, Semdeg anawevrebda da nawilebs samSeneblo obieqtebis kedlebSi atanda. mSenebel_mani-akiT mas Semdeg dainteresda milicia, rac erT-erTi saxlis kedeli daiSala da muSebma iq adamianis danawevrebuli nawilebi aRmoaCines. kolivanovi butirkis cixeSi daxvrites. 18 seqtembers oklahomaSi policiam 36 wlis jinjer skoti daapatimra da mas 9 adamianis mkvlelobis braldeba wauyena. mebufete qalbatoni maniaki-mkvleli iyo. mas bavSvobaSi umZimesi infeqciuri daavadeba hqonda gadatanili. piromaniiT iyo daavdebuli da Tavis msxverpls jer gons akargvinebda, Semdeg ki benzins asxamda da cocxlad wvavda. maniaki Seuracxadad cnes da specialur fsiqiatriul klinikaSi moaTavses, sadac is 1963 wels gardaicvala. 19 seqtembers saqarTvelos uSiSroebam baTumSi anatoli tarasenko daapatimra. is 39 wlis iyo da 17 adamianis sadistur mkvlelobaSi edeboda brali. tarasenko profesiiT artileristi iyo da baTumSi dasasveneblad Cavida. martoxela artileristi seqsualuri maniaki iyo. Tavis msxverpls is jer sastikad scemda, Semdeg samarTebliT seravda da paralelurad sqesobriv aqts asrulebda masTan, romelsac mxolod maSin wyvetda, roca misi partniori sisxlisgan icleboda da kvdeboda. artileristi-maniaki erT-erTma mdgmurma sastikad galaxa qalis cemisTvis da missave oTaxSi daagdo, xolo qali ki Tan waiyvana. mania-ki gaqcevas cdilobda, magram SemTxvevis adgilze misulma miliciam is jer dakiTxa da rodesac mas CemodanSi mokluli qalebis Tma

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aRmouCina, uSiSroeba gamoiZaxa da ,,kakebem” nacemi maniaki yvelaferSi gamotexa. tarasenko gaasamarTles da moskovSi daxvrites. 20 seqtembers bratislavaSi ivan grJiJka daapatimres. miliciam mas jer wvrilmani xulignobis braldeba wauyena. grJiJka erT-erT moqalaqes waeCxuba da cema moundoma. magram, rodesac Cexi policielebi SeniSna, gaqceva daapira. 38 wlis xuligans pasporti Seumowmes, misi monacemebi Caiweres da sasamarTlomde misi gaSveba gadawyvites, magram rodesac mas patara sakvoiaJi Seumowmes, jer xelborkilebi daades, Semdeg ki qalaqis cixeSi gadaiyvanes da saimedod gamoamwyvdies. sakvoiaJSi mas wvetiani, mWreli da sva saxis instrumentebi aRmouCines, romlebzec sisxlis axali kvali emCneoda. 38 wlis sadazRveo agenti cnobili maniaki aRmoCnda. is Tavis msxverpls abamda, pirs ukravda da Semdeg ki Tanmimdevrulad aWrida, Txrida da aglejda sxvadasxva organoebs. grJiJkas 31 adamiani hyavda mokluli da is praRaSi daxvrites. 2.X. 2008 maniaki mkvlelebi

50 wlis winaT _ 1957 weli 17 seqtembers moskovis sisxlis samarTlis samZebrom (,,muri”) 41 wlis anatoli kolivanovi daapatimra. is profesiiT inJiner-mSenebeli iyo da miliciam mas 19 adamianis mkvlelobaSi dasdo brali. kolivanovi Tavis msxverpls aupatiurebda, Semdeg anawevrebda da nawilebs samSeneblo obieqtebis kedlebSi atanda. mSenebel_mani-akiT mas Semdeg dainteresda milicia, rac erT-erTi saxlis kedeli daiSala da muSebma iq adamianis danawevrebuli nawilebi aRmoaCines. kolivanovi butirkis cixeSi daxvrites. 18 seqtembers oklahomaSi policiam 36 wlis jinjer skoti daapatimra da mas 9 adamianis mkvlelobis braldeba wauyena. mebufete qalbatoni maniaki-mkvleli iyo. mas bavSvobaSi umZimesi infeqciuri daavadeba hqonda gadatanili. piromaniiT iyo daavdebuli da Tavis msxverpls jer gons akargvinebda, Semdeg ki benzins asxamda da cocxlad wvavda. maniaki Seuracxadad cnes da specialur fsiqiatriul klinikaSi moaTavses, sadac is 1963 wels gardaicvala. 19 seqtembers saqarTvelos uSiSroebam baTumSi anatoli tarasenko daapatimra. is 39 wlis iyo da 17 adamianis sadistur mkvlelobaSi edeboda brali. tarasenko profesiiT artileristi iyo da baTumSi dasasveneblad Cavida. martoxela artileristi seqsualuri maniaki iyo. Tavis msxverpls is jer sastikad scemda, Semdeg samarTebliT seravda da paralelurad sqesobriv aqts asrulebda masTan, romelsac mxolod maSin wyvetda, roca misi partniori sisxlisgan icleboda da kvdeboda. artileristi-maniaki erT-erTma mdgmurma sastikad galaxa qalis cemisTvis da missave oTaxSi daagdo, xolo qali ki Tan waiyvana. mania-ki gaqcevas cdilobda, magram SemTxvevis adgilze misulma miliciam is jer dakiTxa da rodesac mas CemodanSi mokluli qalebis Tma aRmouCina, uSiSroeba gamoiZaxa da ,,kakebem” nacemi maniaki yvelaferSi gamotexa. tarasenko gaasamarTles da moskovSi daxvrites. 20 seqtembers bratislavaSi ivan grJiJka daapatimres. miliciam mas jer wvrilmani xulignobis braldeba wauyena. grJiJka erT-erT moqalaqes waeCxuba da cema moundoma. magram, rodesac Cexi policielebi SeniSna, gaqceva daapira. 38 wlis xuligans pasporti Seumowmes, misi monacemebi Caiweres da sasamarTlomde misi gaSveba gadawyvites, magram rodesac mas patara sakvoiaJi Seumowmes, jer xelborkilebi daades, Semdeg ki qalaqis cixeSi gadaiyvanes da saimedod gamoamwyvdies. sakvoiaJSi mas wvetiani, mWreli da sva saxis instrumentebi aRmouCines, romlebzec sisxlis axali kvali emCneoda. 38

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wlis sadazRveo agenti cnobili maniaki aRmoCnda. is Tavis msxverpls abamda, pirs ukravda da Semdeg ki Tanmimdevrulad aWrida, Txrida da aglejda sxvadasxva organoebs. grJiJkas 31 adamiani hyavda mokluli da is praRaSi daxvrites.

M mamis codvebi

marta beqis monaTxrobma, romelic sociologi da axla ukve lesboselia, amerikaSi didi aJiotaJi gamoiwvia, rodesac sarwmunoebiT mormoni (memarjvene) mama, seqsualur ZaladobaSi daadanaSaula. simarTls gasarkvevad mas saimon vorali esaubra. 1968 welis erT dRes, iutaSi (arc ise Sors solT-leiT siTidan, sadac mormonebis eklesiis dedaqalaqi mdebareobs), patara cisfrad SeRebil saxlSi 58 wlis, 8 Svilis mama, jibeSi damaluli TokiT, 5 wlis martasken gaemarTa. saxlSi marto iyo, dedam umcrosi qaliSvili zina kbilis eqimTan waiyvana, danarCenebi ki skolaSi iyvnen, mamam gogonas xelebi ukan TokiT Seukra da mis gaupatiurebas Seudga. kaci Tan mormonebis saRvrTo wignidan, romelsac “abraamis” wigns uwodebdnen, locvebs butbutebda.

ai, aseT braldebebs uyenebs harvardis kursdamTavrebuli sociologi marta beqi mamas _ hui nibls: ”naTlad maxsovs is oTaxi, sinaTle, romelic iatakze ecemoda da zewola, romelsac me vgrZnobdi,” _ ambobs marta, romelic axla ukve 42 wlisaa. Cven mis arizonas gareubanSi mdebare vilaSi, sasadilo oTaxSi vsxedvarT, kedelze ki udabnos peizaJebi hkidia. “amis Semdeg wlebis ganmavlobaSi RamiT yviriliT meRviZeboda. mSoblebTan amaze laparaks ver vaxerxebdi. maxsendeboda 5 wlis gogonas, rogor meRvreboda sisxli fexebze. Tan vfiqrobdi am ambis Semdeg, colad aravin SemirTavda. saubrisas Tvalze momdgari cremlisagan martas xma ukankalebs da fanjaraSi imzireba. igi maRali, gamxdari, qera, cisferTvala qalia, tipiuri amerikeli warmatebuli qalbatonis garegnobiT. es ritualuri Zaladobis istoria, romelic sami weli grZeldeboda, martam Tavis wignSi “ mSvidobiT wmindanebo” aRwera. am wignma marta popularuli gaxada da otra vintris Sous stumaric ara erTxel yofila (otram mas erT-erTi Wkviani adamiani uwoda). man 20-wliani qorwinebis Semdeg orientacia Seicvala da lesboseli gaxda. axla igi sam SvilTan da axal partniorTan, maRal, mxarbeWian qera qalTan, Karen gerbesTan erTad cxovrobs.

martas braldebebi kidev ufro sensaciuria, radganac mamamisi omis veterani, dazvervis oficeri da mormonTa eklesiis erT-erTi avtoritetuli figura gaxldaT. igi mormonizmis erT-erTi sulisCamdgeli da iutaSi raihemis universitetis antikuri kulturis profesori iyo.

beqis TqmiT, Zaladoba, romelsac mama masze axorcielebda, mormonizmSi sakmaod gavrcelebulia, es aris religia, romelsac 12 milioni mimdevari hyavs da msoflioSi yvelaze swrafad vrceldeba. “is rac me gadavitane iutaSi, uamravi adamianis xvedria: dReSi minimum xuT imeils vRebulobdi im adamianebisagan, romlebic msgavs garemoSi, saidumloebebsa da ZaladobaSi gaizardnen. am Zaladobis mizezi, Cemi azriT, mormonizmiT nebadarTuli poligamiaa (miuxedavad imisa, rom 1890 wels eklesiam poligamia akrZala, bolodroindeli gamokvlevebiT dadasturda, rom msgavsi faqtebi kvlavac xSiria).

wignis yvelaze daZabul TavSi marta gviyveba, Tu rogor daupirispirda mamamiss solTleiT siTis sastumros erT-erT oTaxSi, romelsac man incestis sastumro Searqva. moqmedeba 2001 wels xdeba. es epizodi savsea kriminaluri deteqtivisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli daZabulobiT. beqis mama am droisaTvis ukve Rrmad moxucebulia

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qaliSvilTan dapirispirebisas mis win zis da nerviulad ukakunebs TiTebs skamis saxelurs. siuJetis ufro gasamZafreblad avtori Siga da Sig Tavisi cxovrebis sxvadasxva epizodebs rTavs, harvardSi swavlebis periods, daqorwinebas, vaJis dabadebas, romelsac daunis sindromi aRmoaCnda, es ukanaskneli man Tavis wina wignSi “adamis molodinSi” aRwera, Semdeg rogor dabrunda iutaSi rwmenis ZiebaSi da uecrad 29 wlis asakSi rogor gaaxsenda gaupatiurebis ambavi.

misi TqmiT es ambavi mexsierebaSi sot-leit siTiSi, saxlSi, SuadRisiT aRudga. ginekologiuri problemebis gamo mas qirurgiuli Careva dasWirda. imave dRes, ufro adre, saavadmyofoSi, narkozis qveS myofs gamocxadeba qonda. man sinaTlis disko ixila da Semdegi sityvebi warmosTqva: “RmerTma bolosdabolos mipova.” saxlSi dabrunebisas qmars coli uxasiaTod daxvda. joni mis damSvidebas Seecada, Tumca amaod. “me Zalian gabrazebuli viyavi” – acxadebs is Tavis wignSi. “ da amis Semdeg Cemma tvinma vulkaniviT amofeTqa, gonebaSi absoliturad daujerebeli da warmoudgeneli mogonebebi amotivtivda. misi wigni kulminacias Semdeg TavSi, romelsac “rendori” uwoda, aRwevs. aq igi mamas pirdapir adanaSaulebs gaupatiurebaSi. mama, ra Tqma unda, uaryofs yovelives da mis qaliSvils satanasTan kavSirSi adanaSaulebs, romelic misi keTili saqmeebis CaSlas cdilobs. marta ki amtkicebs rom Tavisi saTqmeli zustad gamoxata. “ es yovelive imas adasturebs, rom mxolod sakuTar mexsierebas unda endo.” gasakviri ar aris rom, beqis am gancxadebebs mZafri reaqcia mohyva, mas sikvdiliTac aSantaJebdnen, ris gamoc igi iZulebuli gaxda dacva daeqiravebina. opra uinfris eleqtro fosta mormonebis mrisxane werilebiT aivso, xolo debma marta mamis Seuracyofasa da gatacebaSi daadanaSaules. metic mas eSmakTan seqsualur kavSirSi dasdes brali. “kidev erTxel vumeoreb maT, diaxac, erT-orjer viyavi eSmakTan paemenze,”-icinis marta.

beqis wignma Tanamedrove fsiqologiis erT-erT sferoSi, romelsac “aRdgenili mexsiereba” hqvia, igive yalbi mexsierebis sindromi, didi diskusia gamoiwvia. 80-iani wlebis dasasrulsa da 90-ianis dasawyisSi, zustad maSin, rodesac beqs pirvelad gaaxsenda masze ganxorcielebuli seqsualuri Zaladobis faqti, aTasobiT amerikel qals msgavsi ram SeemTxva. isini amtkicebdnen, rom mamebis, biZebis, Zmebis an sxva naTesavebis Zaladobis msxverplni iyvnen. es mogonebebi maT mas Semdeg amoutivtivdaT, rac maT saeWvo hipnozisa da TviThipnozis teqnikas mimarTes. marta beqis msgavsad am qalebis umetesoba TeTrkanianebi, ganaTlebulebi, 25-40 wlamde asakis iyvnen. maT umetesobas wigni “gambedaoba gankurnebisaTvis” hqondaT wakiTxuli. martas msgavsad isinic amtkicebdnen, rom ritualuri Zaladobis msxverplni iyvnen.

“es yvelaferi Rameul koSmars mogvagonebs”-ambobs pela froidi, filadelfiis “yalbi mexsierebis” fondis direqtori. fondi warmoadgens aTasobiT ojaxs, romelTa Svilebmac sxvadasxva ZaladobaSi dasdes brali. braldebebi daaxloebiT aseTebia: _ ojaxis mamakacebi qaliSvilebs vaginaSi barbis Tojinas, qolgis tarebs, sigaretebs da sxvadasxva ucxo sxeulebs tenidnen.. es istoriebi adamianTa garkveul jgufebSi gavrcelda, adamienebma sxvaTa istoriebi TavinaT istoriebad aqcies”.

Kkaliforniis institutis profesori, amerikis erT-erTi wamyvani specialisti elizabed lovtusi eTanxmeba im azrs, rom Zaladobis es “mogonebebi” samudamod unda daimarxos aracnobierSi. “amis mizezi aris is, rom am faqtebis Sesaxeb me dRemde ar momismenia raime xelmosaWidi myari mecnieruli argumenti. es ubralod xalxuri legendebia. ambobs igi.” “maS ratom sjerad adamianebs misi? es

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martivi WeSmaritibaa. Tu raime rigze ar aris Sens cxovrebaSi, mizezis Ziebas iwyeb. erTi variantia rom Sen xar giJi, meore _ Sen xar cudi adamiani, mesame _ Sen Zaladobis msxverpli xar. udaoa rom mesame varianti ufro mimzidvelia, miuxedavad imisa, rom am qalebs msgavsi braldebebi Zvirad ujdebaT, amiT mainc did mogebas naxuloben. Sedegad Sen sruliad axali pirovneba xar, Sens garSemo trialeben adamianebi msgavsi problemebiT, romelnic Sens tkivils iziareben. Seni problemebis gasaRebi napovnia. zogma SeiZleba amaSi finansuri sargebelic naxos.

beqma Tavisi intimuri cxovrebis saaSkaraoze gamotaniT aSkarad kargi cxovreba moiwyo. man amasTan erTad ramodenime wigni dawera yurSi sacemi saTaurebiT, rogoric aris: “ipove Seni CrdiloeTis varskvlavi”, “rogor vicxovroT rogorc gvinda”, “dietis bedniereba”, “aTi nabiji bednieri cxovrebisaken”. amerikaSi sadac xalxi fsiqologiur da spiritualur reabilitacias aris mowyurebuli, am wignebs didi gaxmaureba mohyva. amave dros, marta TanamSromlobs opra uinfrisTan da satelepono konsultaciebs uwevs sakuTari Tavis maZiebel amerikelebs, sul raRac 250 dolarad.

miuxedavad amisa zogierTi fsiqiatri miiCnevs, rom “aRdgenili mexsiereba” namdvili fenomenia. namdvilad SesaZlebelia, rom raime fsiqologiurma travmam moulodnelad Segaxsenos Tavi.

_”uamravi sociologiuri da klinikuri kvlevebi Catarda travmis represiabsa da gaxsenebaze”_ambobs beqi. miuxedavad amisa, “yalbi mexsierebis sindromi” kvalac kiTxvis niSnis qveS dgas.

beqis gancxadebebis WeSmaritebas imanac ver uSvela, rom Terapevti, romelmac beqi dabrunebul mexsierebas aziara (1994_95 wlebSi) iyo lin hili. lini aRdgenili mexsierebisa da satanuri kultis Zaladobis erT-erTi mxardamWeri gaxldaT. amerikiSi 1992 wels Tavis meTodebis wignSi “miwvdi cisartyelas” Seecada, aq aRwerili misi hipno Terapiis praqtika, romelic miznad isaxavs mamis mier qaliSvilze ganxorcieleuli seqsualuri Zaladobis faqtis aRdgenas msxverplis mexsierebaSi. Zaladobis faqtebSi moiazreboda gogonebis gaupatiureba sxvadasxva nivTebiT rogoricaa Tojina, buxris saCxreki da sxv.

mniSvnelovania is faqti, rom, beqis TqmiT, man hipnoTerapiis kursi mexsierebis aRdgenis Semdeg daiwyo (is ubralod meditacias mimarTavda). sawinaaRmdegos amtkiceben misi ojaxis wevrebi, miTi TqmiT marta TiTqmis yoveldRe mimarTavda hipnozis praqtikas da ojaxis wevrebze da megobrebzec cdilobda hipnozis Catarebas.

beqs, rogorc aRmoCnda, kidev erTi mizezi aqvs amis dasamtkiceblad. misi TqmiT, 20 wlis asakSi, ramodenime eqimma vaginaSi ucxo qsovili aRmouCina. erT-erTi eqimia azriT, es ar iyo mSobiarobiT gamowveuli dazianeba. am azrsac aravin eTanxmeba. metic, ojaxis wevrebi amboben, rom martam gaupatiurebis mTavari scenis droc ki Secvala. marta amtkicebs, rom es moxda SuadRiT, xolo isini amboben, rom marta saxlSi Tavis dasTan imyopeboda. misi da nibli milkesi ixsenebs rom, 90-iani wlebis dasawyisSi, rodesac maram es sakiTxi pirvelad wamoWra, mas arc ki uxsenebia abraamis locva. beqs amaze Tavisi axsna aqvs: “me mas yvelaferi zedapirulad movuyevi, magram aris sxva detalebic.”

Cveni saubris momentSi oTaxSi beqis umcrosi qaliSili lizi da misi megobari biWi Semovidnen. lizi aris bavSvi bednieri gamometyvelebiT, grZeli TmebiTa da saTvaleebiT. Cnobismoyvareobam Semipyro, ra gavlenas iqoniebda masze da mis da-Zmebze beqis gancxadebebi. albaT am qalis Semdeg aRsarebiTi ogoneba iqneba iqneba imis Sesaxeb, Tu man da misma yofilma meuRlem rogor ipoves TavianTi

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seqsualurobis “namdvili CrdiloeTi”. ukve wlebia rac marta meuRles daSorda da Tavis axal esbosel partniorTan da sam SvilTan erTad cxovrobs. Yofili meuRle ki, jon beqi – iamaikel homoseqsual partniorTan.

bolos da bolos vin aris marta beqi, gmiri Tu Sarlatani? ritualuri seqsualuri Zaladobis msxverpli Tu yalbi mexsierebis epidemiiT daavadebuli? gambedavi religiuri disidenti Tu bestselerze monadire? – es mxolod marta beqma uwyis. Mmas da-Zmebma mraval Secdomebsa da siyalbeSi dasdes brali. misi yofili qmaric ki acxadebs, rom martas naambobSi cota ram aris simarTle. boid petersoni, beqis size da fiu niblis biografia, martas wigns “mSvidobiT wmindanebo” ramodenime moyveruli avtoris wignebis, sxvadasxva araprofesional mkurnalebTan vizitsa da TviThipnozis SedegebSi moixseniebs.

sikvdilamde hiu nibli, martas mama, ra Tqma unda, uaryofda Svilis braldebebs. igi wells TebervalSi 94 wlis asakSi gardaicvala, erTi kviris Semdeg rac qaliSvilis wignis ambavi Seityo. niblis meuRlis TqmiT misi ukanaskneli sityvebi iyo: “me Zalian miyvars marta, is Cemi usayvarlesi Svilia”. M mamis codvebi

marta beqis monaTxrobma, romelic sociologi da axla ukve lesboselia, amerikaSi didi aJiotaJi gamoiwvia, rodesac sarwmunoebiT mormoni (memarjvene) mama, seqsualur ZaladobaSi daadanaSaula. simarTls gasarkvevad mas saimon vorali esaubra. 1968 welis erT dRes, iutaSi (arc ise Sors solT-leiT siTidan, sadac mormonebis eklesiis dedaqalaqi mdebareobs), patara cisfrad SeRebil saxlSi 58 wlis, 8 Svilis mama, jibeSi damaluli TokiT, 5 wlis martasken gaemarTa. saxlSi marto iyo, dedam umcrosi qaliSvili zina kbilis eqimTan waiyvana, danarCenebi ki skolaSi iyvnen, mamam gogonas xelebi ukan TokiT Seukra da mis gaupatiurebas Seudga. kaci Tan mormonebis saRvrTo wignidan, romelsac “abraamis” wigns uwodebdnen, locvebs butbutebda.

ai, aseT braldebebs uyenebs harvardis kursdamTavrebuli sociologi marta beqi mamas _ hui nibls: ”naTlad maxsovs is oTaxi, sinaTle, romelic iatakze ecemoda da zewola, romelsac me vgrZnobdi,” _ ambobs marta, romelic axla ukve 42 wlisaa. Cven mis arizonas gareubanSi mdebare vilaSi, sasadilo oTaxSi vsxedvarT, kedelze ki udabnos peizaJebi hkidia. “amis Semdeg wlebis ganmavlobaSi RamiT yviriliT meRviZeboda. mSoblebTan amaze laparaks ver vaxerxebdi. maxsendeboda 5 wlis gogonas, rogor meRvreboda sisxli fexebze. Tan vfiqrobdi am ambis Semdeg, colad aravin SemirTavda. saubrisas Tvalze momdgari cremlisagan martas xma ukankalebs da fanjaraSi imzireba. igi maRali, gamxdari, qera, cisferTvala qalia, tipiuri amerikeli warmatebuli qalbatonis garegnobiT. es ritualuri Zaladobis istoria, romelic sami weli grZeldeboda, martam Tavis wignSi “ mSvidobiT wmindanebo” aRwera. am wignma marta popularuli gaxada da otra vintris Sous stumaric ara erTxel yofila (otram mas erT-erTi Wkviani adamiani uwoda). man 20-wliani qorwinebis Semdeg orientacia Seicvala da lesboseli gaxda. axla igi sam SvilTan da axal partniorTan, maRal, mxarbeWian qera qalTan, Karen gerbesTan erTad cxovrobs.

martas braldebebi kidev ufro sensaciuria, radganac mamamisi omis veterani, dazvervis oficeri da mormonTa eklesiis erT-erTi avtoritetuli figura gaxldaT. igi mormonizmis erT-erTi sulisCamdgeli da iutaSi raihemis universitetis antikuri kulturis profesori iyo.

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beqis TqmiT, Zaladoba, romelsac mama masze axorcielebda, mormonizmSi sakmaod gavrcelebulia, es aris religia, romelsac 12 milioni mimdevari hyavs da msoflioSi yvelaze swrafad vrceldeba. “is rac me gadavitane iutaSi, uamravi adamianis xvedria: dReSi minimum xuT imeils vRebulobdi im adamianebisagan, romlebic msgavs garemoSi, saidumloebebsa da ZaladobaSi gaizardnen. am Zaladobis mizezi, Cemi azriT, mormonizmiT nebadarTuli poligamiaa (miuxedavad imisa, rom 1890 wels eklesiam poligamia akrZala, bolodroindeli gamokvlevebiT dadasturda, rom msgavsi faqtebi kvlavac xSiria).

wignis yvelaze daZabul TavSi marta gviyveba, Tu rogor daupirispirda mamamiss solTleiT siTis sastumros erT-erT oTaxSi, romelsac man incestis sastumro Searqva. moqmedeba 2001 wels xdeba. es epizodi savsea kriminaluri deteqtivisaTvis damaxasiaTebeli daZabulobiT. beqis mama am droisaTvis ukve Rrmad moxucebulia qaliSvilTan dapirispirebisas mis win zis da nerviulad ukakunebs TiTebs skamis saxelurs. siuJetis ufro gasamZafreblad avtori Siga da Sig Tavisi cxovrebis sxvadasxva epizodebs rTavs, harvardSi swavlebis periods, daqorwinebas, vaJis dabadebas, romelsac daunis sindromi aRmoaCnda, es ukanaskneli man Tavis wina wignSi “adamis molodinSi” aRwera, Semdeg rogor dabrunda iutaSi rwmenis ZiebaSi da uecrad 29 wlis asakSi rogor gaaxsenda gaupatiurebis ambavi.

misi TqmiT es ambavi mexsierebaSi sot-leit siTiSi, saxlSi, SuadRisiT aRudga. ginekologiuri problemebis gamo mas qirurgiuli Careva dasWirda. imave dRes, ufro adre, saavadmyofoSi, narkozis qveS myofs gamocxadeba qonda. man sinaTlis disko ixila da Semdegi sityvebi warmosTqva: “RmerTma bolosdabolos mipova.” saxlSi dabrunebisas qmars coli uxasiaTod daxvda. joni mis damSvidebas Seecada, Tumca amaod. “me Zalian gabrazebuli viyavi” – acxadebs is Tavis wignSi. “ da amis Semdeg Cemma tvinma vulkaniviT amofeTqa, gonebaSi absoliturad daujerebeli da warmoudgeneli mogonebebi amotivtivda. misi wigni kulminacias Semdeg TavSi, romelsac “rendori” uwoda, aRwevs. aq igi mamas pirdapir adanaSaulebs gaupatiurebaSi. mama, ra Tqma unda, uaryofs yovelives da mis qaliSvils satanasTan kavSirSi adanaSaulebs, romelic misi keTili saqmeebis CaSlas cdilobs. marta ki amtkicebs rom Tavisi saTqmeli zustad gamoxata. “ es yovelive imas adasturebs, rom mxolod sakuTar mexsierebas unda endo.” gasakviri ar aris rom, beqis am gancxadebebs mZafri reaqcia mohyva, mas sikvdiliTac aSantaJebdnen, ris gamoc igi iZulebuli gaxda dacva daeqiravebina. opra uinfris eleqtro fosta mormonebis mrisxane werilebiT aivso, xolo debma marta mamis Seuracyofasa da gatacebaSi daadanaSaules. metic mas eSmakTan seqsualur kavSirSi dasdes brali. “kidev erTxel vumeoreb maT, diaxac, erT-orjer viyavi eSmakTan paemenze,”-icinis marta.

beqis wignma Tanamedrove fsiqologiis erT-erT sferoSi, romelsac “aRdgenili mexsiereba” hqvia, igive yalbi mexsierebis sindromi, didi diskusia gamoiwvia. 80-iani wlebis dasasrulsa da 90-ianis dasawyisSi, zustad maSin, rodesac beqs pirvelad gaaxsenda masze ganxorcielebuli seqsualuri Zaladobis faqti, aTasobiT amerikel qals msgavsi ram SeemTxva. isini amtkicebdnen, rom mamebis, biZebis, Zmebis an sxva naTesavebis Zaladobis msxverplni iyvnen. es mogonebebi maT mas Semdeg amoutivtivdaT, rac maT saeWvo hipnozisa da TviThipnozis teqnikas mimarTes. marta beqis msgavsad am qalebis umetesoba TeTrkanianebi, ganaTlebulebi, 25-40 wlamde asakis iyvnen. maT umetesobas wigni “gambedaoba gankurnebisaTvis” hqondaT

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wakiTxuli. martas msgavsad isinic amtkicebdnen, rom ritualuri Zaladobis msxverplni iyvnen.

“es yvelaferi Rameul koSmars mogvagonebs”-ambobs pela froidi, filadelfiis “yalbi mexsierebis” fondis direqtori. fondi warmoadgens aTasobiT ojaxs, romelTa Svilebmac sxvadasxva ZaladobaSi dasdes brali. braldebebi daaxloebiT aseTebia: _ ojaxis mamakacebi qaliSvilebs vaginaSi barbis Tojinas, qolgis tarebs, sigaretebs da sxvadasxva ucxo sxeulebs tenidnen.. es istoriebi adamianTa garkveul jgufebSi gavrcelda, adamienebma sxvaTa istoriebi TavinaT istoriebad aqcies”.

Kkaliforniis institutis profesori, amerikis erT-erTi wamyvani specialisti elizabed lovtusi eTanxmeba im azrs, rom Zaladobis es “mogonebebi” samudamod unda daimarxos aracnobierSi. “amis mizezi aris is, rom am faqtebis Sesaxeb me dRemde ar momismenia raime xelmosaWidi myari mecnieruli argumenti. es ubralod xalxuri legendebia. ambobs igi.” “maS ratom sjerad adamianebs misi? es martivi WeSmaritibaa. Tu raime rigze ar aris Sens cxovrebaSi, mizezis Ziebas iwyeb. erTi variantia rom Sen xar giJi, meore _ Sen xar cudi adamiani, mesame _ Sen Zaladobis msxverpli xar. udaoa rom mesame varianti ufro mimzidvelia, miuxedavad imisa, rom am qalebs msgavsi braldebebi Zvirad ujdebaT, amiT mainc did mogebas naxuloben. Sedegad Sen sruliad axali pirovneba xar, Sens garSemo trialeben adamianebi msgavsi problemebiT, romelnic Sens tkivils iziareben. Seni problemebis gasaRebi napovnia. zogma SeiZleba amaSi finansuri sargebelic naxos.

beqma Tavisi intimuri cxovrebis saaSkaraoze gamotaniT aSkarad kargi cxovreba moiwyo. man amasTan erTad ramodenime wigni dawera yurSi sacemi saTaurebiT, rogoric aris: “ipove Seni CrdiloeTis varskvlavi”, “rogor vicxovroT rogorc gvinda”, “dietis bedniereba”, “aTi nabiji bednieri cxovrebisaken”. amerikaSi sadac xalxi fsiqologiur da spiritualur reabilitacias aris mowyurebuli, am wignebs didi gaxmaureba mohyva. amave dros, marta TanamSromlobs opra uinfrisTan da satelepono konsultaciebs uwevs sakuTari Tavis maZiebel amerikelebs, sul raRac 250 dolarad.

miuxedavad amisa zogierTi fsiqiatri miiCnevs, rom “aRdgenili mexsiereba” namdvili fenomenia. namdvilad SesaZlebelia, rom raime fsiqologiurma travmam moulodnelad Segaxsenos Tavi.

_”uamravi sociologiuri da klinikuri kvlevebi Catarda travmis represiabsa da gaxsenebaze”_ambobs beqi. miuxedavad amisa, “yalbi mexsierebis sindromi” kvalac kiTxvis niSnis qveS dgas.

beqis gancxadebebis WeSmaritebas imanac ver uSvela, rom Terapevti, romelmac beqi dabrunebul mexsierebas aziara (1994_95 wlebSi) iyo lin hili. lini aRdgenili mexsierebisa da satanuri kultis Zaladobis erT-erTi mxardamWeri gaxldaT. amerikiSi 1992 wels Tavis meTodebis wignSi “miwvdi cisartyelas” Seecada, aq aRwerili misi hipno Terapiis praqtika, romelic miznad isaxavs mamis mier qaliSvilze ganxorcieleuli seqsualuri Zaladobis faqtis aRdgenas msxverplis mexsierebaSi. Zaladobis faqtebSi moiazreboda gogonebis gaupatiureba sxvadasxva nivTebiT rogoricaa Tojina, buxris saCxreki da sxv.

mniSvnelovania is faqti, rom, beqis TqmiT, man hipnoTerapiis kursi mexsierebis aRdgenis Semdeg daiwyo (is ubralod meditacias mimarTavda). sawinaaRmdegos amtkiceben misi ojaxis wevrebi, miTi TqmiT marta TiTqmis yoveldRe mimarTavda hipnozis praqtikas da ojaxis wevrebze da megobrebzec cdilobda hipnozis Catarebas.

beqs, rogorc aRmoCnda, kidev erTi mizezi aqvs amis dasamtkiceblad. misi TqmiT, 20 wlis asakSi, ramodenime eqimma

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vaginaSi ucxo qsovili aRmouCina. erT-erTi eqimia azriT, es ar iyo mSobiarobiT gamowveuli dazianeba. am azrsac aravin eTanxmeba. metic, ojaxis wevrebi amboben, rom martam gaupatiurebis mTavari scenis droc ki Secvala. marta amtkicebs, rom es moxda SuadRiT, xolo isini amboben, rom marta saxlSi Tavis dasTan imyopeboda. misi da nibli milkesi ixsenebs rom, 90-iani wlebis dasawyisSi, rodesac maram es sakiTxi pirvelad wamoWra, mas arc ki uxsenebia abraamis locva. beqs amaze Tavisi axsna aqvs: “me mas yvelaferi zedapirulad movuyevi, magram aris sxva detalebic.”

Cveni saubris momentSi oTaxSi beqis umcrosi qaliSili lizi da misi megobari biWi Semovidnen. lizi aris bavSvi bednieri gamometyvelebiT, grZeli TmebiTa da saTvaleebiT. Cnobismoyvareobam Semipyro, ra gavlenas iqoniebda masze da mis da-Zmebze beqis gancxadebebi. albaT am qalis Semdeg aRsarebiTi ogoneba iqneba iqneba imis Sesaxeb, Tu man da misma yofilma meuRlem rogor ipoves TavianTi seqsualurobis “namdvili CrdiloeTi”. ukve wlebia rac marta meuRles daSorda da Tavis axal esbosel partniorTan da sam SvilTan erTad cxovrobs. Yofili meuRle ki, jon beqi – iamaikel homoseqsual partniorTan.

bolos da bolos vin aris marta beqi, gmiri Tu Sarlatani? ritualuri seqsualuri Zaladobis msxverpli Tu yalbi mexsierebis epidemiiT daavadebuli? gambedavi religiuri disidenti Tu bestselerze monadire? – es mxolod marta beqma uwyis. Mmas da-Zmebma mraval Secdomebsa da siyalbeSi dasdes brali. misi yofili qmaric ki acxadebs, rom martas naambobSi cota ram aris simarTle. boid petersoni, beqis size da fiu niblis biografia, martas wigns “mSvidobiT wmindanebo” ramodenime moyveruli avtoris wignebis, sxvadasxva araprofesional mkurnalebTan vizitsa da TviThipnozis SedegebSi moixseniebs.

sikvdilamde hiu nibli, martas mama, ra Tqma unda, uaryofda Svilis braldebebs. igi wells TebervalSi 94 wlis asakSi gardaicvala, erTi kviris Semdeg rac qaliSvilis wignis ambavi Seityo. niblis meuRlis TqmiT misi ukanaskneli sityvebi iyo: “me Zalian miyvars marta, is Cemi usayvarlesi Svilia”.

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“rCeul CanasaxTa sacavi”- igive “nobelis laureatTa spermis banki”, amerikis istoriaSi yvelaze gaxmaurebuli adamienis genuri inJineriis sferoSi Sesrulebuli eqsperimenti gaxldaT. es iyo mcdeloba xelovnurad gaemravlebinaT patara geniosebi. me Sevecade Cemi statiisTvis rac SeiZleba bevri bavSvi da donori momeZebna, romelic am proeqtSi monawileobda. pirvelad am sacavis Sesaxeb 10 wlis asakSi, 1980 wels Sevityve. Mmaxsovs mamaCemi, romelic mecnieri gaxldaT, “nobelis premiis laureatTa spermis banks” damRupvel proeqtad acxadebda. gansakuTrebiT kargad maxsovs, rogor lanZRavda mamaCemi Soqlis, nobelis premiis leureats fizikis dargSi, romelic am bankis donori gaxldaT.

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20 wlis Semdeg uiliam Soqlis saxels sagazeTo statiaSi wavawydi da yvelaferi gamaxsenda. Amis Semdeg Soqlisa da bankis saqmis gamoZiebas Sevudeqi. Sevityve, rom 1980 wels daarsda sakmaod ambiciuri da kadnieri , kacobriobis evoluciis mimarTulebis Secvlis pretenziis mqone proeqti _”nobelis premiis laureatTa spermis banki”. Semdeg ki, 1999 wels, yovelgvari xmauris gareSe daixura igi. ukan darCa 215 bavSvi da maTTan dakavSirebuli saidumloebebi. dokumentebs saidumlo grifi daedo. aravin icoda donorebis vinaoba (Soqlis garda) da arc is, Tu ra bedi ewia am bavSvebs. CemTvis es Sokis momgvreli eqsperimenti iyo. rogorebi arian es bavSvebi? axdenen Tu ara saswaulebs? Sobes ki genisebis genebma patara geniosebi? rogor ikvleven gzebs sacavis pirmSoebi amerikis saukeTeso kerZo skolebsa da harvardis universitetisaken? gamoigoneben Tu ara kibos gankurnebis wamals? moaxdenen Tu ara fizikaSi gadatrialebebs? netav rogoria iyo “Seqmnili geniosobisaTvis”? am kiTxvebze pasuxis gacema Zalian rTulia.4 wlis win gamovaqveyne statia mwiri informaciiT am bankis Sesaxeb da vTxove nebismier adamians, bavSvs, dedas donors da bankis TanamSromlebs, romlebic am proeqtSi iyvnen CarTulni, gamomxmaurebodnen. “rCeul CanasaxTa sacavi” gaxldaT eqscentriuli finansuri magnatis robert qei grehemis idea. man 40-ian wlebSi aramsxvrevadi plastikuri saTvaleebis gamogonebiT 100 milioni dolaris mogeba miiRo. gamdidrebis Semdeg grehemi im azrma Seipyro, rom kacobrioba gene-tikuri katastrfisken mieqaneboda. igi acxadebda, rom Tanamedrove msoflioSi socialuri keTildReobis programebi gonebasustebis gamravlebas uwyobda xels, ris Sedegadac “regresirebuli adamianebi” niWier da Wkvian umciresobas ylapavs. es “disgenezisuri” krizisi male kacobriobis evoluciis regress gamoiwvevda. sad aris gamosavali? grehems Tavisi gegma hqonda: unda Seqmniliyo spermis banki, sadac nobelis premiis laureatebisa da msoflios saukeTeso mamakacebis spermebi unda SeegrovebinaT da maTi saSualebiT maRali gonebrivi koeficientis mqone qalebi gaenayofierebinaT. am proeqtSi Cabmuli iyvnen liderebi, mecnierebi da politikosebi, romlebic genetikur gadagvarebas Seaferxebdnen. 1980 wlis 29 Tebervals, rodesac bankis arseboba oficialurad iqna gamocxadebuli, maSinve sensaciad aRiares. presam mas “nobelis premiis laureatTa spermis banki” uwoda. sxvebs SesaZloa eWvis TvaliT SeexedaT am ideisTvis, Tumca mis realobad qcevas robertis garda veravin SeZlebda. grehemi dajildovebuli iyo bevri kargi TvisebiT, iyo namdvili Semoqmedi mecnieri, Seupovari da kargi menejeri. arc is iyo SemTxveviTi, rom igi amerikuli liberalizmis samSobloSi, samxreT kaliforniaSi cxovrobda. msoflioSi sami yvelaze mniSvnelovani spermis banki _ grehemis “rCeul CanasaxTa sacavi”, kaliforniis qrio banki da kaliforniis spermis banki 70-80-ian wlebSi swored aq Seiqmna. es is adgilia sadac erTmaneTs erwymis konservatizmi da progresisken swrafva. swored amitom aRmoCnda spermis bankebisTvis idealuri adgili. proeqtSi grehemma nobelis premiis laureate sami mecnieri miiwvia, Tumca uiliam Soqli erTaderTi aRmoCnda, romelic donorobaze daTanxmda. Soqlis oficialurma gancxadebam donorobaze daadastura is faqti, rom “nobelis premiis laureatTa spermis bankis” sacavebSi marTlac nobeliantebis sperma inaxeboda, mogvianebiT grehemma madloba gadauxada Soqlis, radgan swored man ixsna igi matyuaris iarliyisagan. mogvianebiT Zalze nayofierma mecnierma Soqlim TiTqmis mTlianad daaneba Tavi mecnierebas da “disgenezisis” problemebze

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gadaerTo. Soqli cnobili gaxda Tavisi rasistuli gancxadebebiT, riTac man am proeqts saxeli gautexa. Tavis publikaciebsa da sajaro gamosvlebSi igi rasistul Teoriebs qadagebda, mag: Savkanianebi, misi azriT, “uxarisxo genis” (dnm-is) wyalobiT genetikurad arian midrekilebi usaqmurobis, muqTaxorobisa da kriminaluri qcevebisadmi. Soqli im adamianTa sterilizaciasac ki moiTxovda, romelTa gonebrivi maCveneblis koeficienti 100-ze dabal niSnuls Seadgenda. aRelvebuli xalxi protestis niSnad grehemis sacxovrebel mamulSi piketebs awyobda. grehemi intervius aravis aZlevda. Soqlis ki donorobaze uari uTxres. sazogadoebisagan sruliad gariyuli da Sercxvenili igi 1989 wels gardaicvala. Bbolos grehemi iyo xelmZRvaneli “nobelis premiis laureatTa spermis bankisa”, romelsac aRarc nobelis premiis laureati donorebi hyavda da Sesabamisad verc nobeliantTa pirmSoebs “awarmoebda”. Tumca sasowarkveTili qalebi mainc akiTxavdnen grehemis ofiss. isini didad ar naRvlobdnen mamakacis inteleqtze, ufro xSirad maTi garegnobiT interesdebodnen. Tavisi klientebisaTvis rom esiamovnebina grehemma “spermis bankSi” simpaTiuri, maRali axalgazrdebi moiwvia, isini ar iyvnen nobelis premiis laureatebi, Tumca iyvnen olimpiadebis medalosnebi, kompiuteris specialistebi da sxvani. yoveli maTgani TeTrkaniani iyo. grehemi ukve arc gasanayofierebli qalis gonebriv koeficients daeZebda. 1982 wels aprilSi arizonel wyvils jois da jek kovalskebs qaliSvili SeeZinaT, saxlad viqtoria _ “nobelis laureatTa spermis bankis” pirveli pirmSo. misi dabadeba gasaidumloebuli iyo, sanam es faqti gamoZiebam ar gamoaaSkarava. jois uTxres, rom mas SeeZlo donori Cveni drois geniosebis siidan amoerCia, romlis gonebrivi keficienti or-ass aWarbebda. es iyo geniosis koeficienti. bankis meore pirSom, doron bleikma namdvili sensacia moaxdina. 2 wlis asakSi igi ukve flobda kompiuters, 5 wlis Wadraks TamaSobda, sabavSvo baRSi damarcvliT ukve kiTxulobda “iliadas” da algebras swavlobda. erTi wlis Semdeg wigni dawera, ori wlis Semdeg ki ainStainis fardobiTobis TeoriiT dainteresda. donor bleiki grehemis Tilismad gadaiqca da misi gamoCena yvelgan am bankis warmatebas amtkicebda. qalebma am biWis Sesaxeb masmediidan Seityves da maSinve grehemis klinikas miawydnen. yovelwliurad bankis daxma-rebiT uamravi bavSvi ibadeboda. rodesac statia gamovaqveyne ar megona Tu vinme damikavSirdeboda. moxda piriqiT, Semexmianen milioneri biznesmenebi, mecnierebi, warumatebeli da Cveulebrivi adamianebi. isini ar iyvnen geniosebi, rogorsac klienti qalebi iTxovdnen. aseve gamomexmaurnen bankis spermis momxmarebeli ojaxebi, rogorc wesi, dedebi. saboloo jamSi 7-dan 12 wlamde 30 bavSvi vipove. zogi maTgani marTlac brwyinvalea, xolo danarCenebi ki iseTebi, rogoric magaliTad: niu-iorkeli Tineijerebi – debi lindra da kortni remebi – isini kargi fizikuri monacemebiT gamoirCevian, erTi kargi momRerali, meore ki kargi mocekvave. maTi donori mama olimpiadis oqros medalosani iyo. rac Seexeba danarCenebs, umetesoba kargi monacemebisaa, Tumca zogierTi maTgani ar gamoirCeva inteleqtualuri doniT. umetesoba fiziku-rad janmrTelia, maTgan mxolod erTi biWia autizmiT daavadebuli, xolo erTi gogona cerebraluri dambliT. pirveli bavSvi, romelic damoukideblad damikavSirda, kanzasiTeli 15 wlis tomi iyo. 2001 wlis TebervalSi, rodesac skolis damTavrebis Semdeg, 15 wlis tom legarma profesionaluri Widaobis skolaSi Sesvla gadawyvita,

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dedam auxsna, rom mas gacilebiT metis miRweva SeeZlo vidre mamamiss, romelsac skolac ki ar hqonda damTavrebuli. amis Semdeg tomma dedisgan Seityo, rom misi biologiuri mama sul sxva pirovneba iyo. qmris unayofobis gamo, dedamisma samxreT kaliforniaSi mdebare “geniosebis spermis banks “rCeul CanasaxTa sacavss” miakiTxa. qalis gadmocemiT, tomis biologiuri mama mecnieri, nobelis premiis laureati iyo. am ambis gagebamd tomi erTi Cveuebrivi amerikeli Tineijeri gaxldaT, romelic kanzasiTis erT-erT gareubanSi cxovrobda. skolaSi dabali niSnebi hqonda, hip-hopiT erToboda, Tumca, nobelis premiis laureati mamis Sesaxeb cnobam mTeli misi cxoreba Tavdayira daayena. man mamis moZebna gadawyvita, Tumca saqme rTuli aRmoCnda, donoris vinaoba gasaidumloebuli aiyo da arc dedamiss axsovda spermis koduri saxeli, romelic spermis bankma mas gadasca. amis Sesaxeb biWma dedis Zveli werilebi gadaaTvaliera da cota ram gaigo am “sacavis” Sesaxeb. tomma Seityo, rom vinme jonas Soqli – poliomelitis vaqcinis gamomgonebeli, “spermis bankSi” msaxurobda. tommac gadawyvita, rom misi mama SeiZleba Soqli yofiliyo. swored maSin, bankis daxurvidan 6 wlis Semdeg, roca tomi mamis Zebnas Seudga, me tomisnairi bavSvebis (sacavis pirmSoTa) bediT viyavi dainteresebuli. amitom tomisTan TanamSromloba didi soxaruliTa da interesiT daviwye. misi varaudiT mamamisi jonas solqi iyo. tomma nobelis premiis laureatTa sia mTxova, me ki Cemi eWvi movaxsene, rom savaraudod, am “spermis bankidan”Casaxuli arc erTi bavSvis mama nobelis premiis laureati ar iyo. aRmoCnda, rom tomis mama arc soqli da arc sxva vinme- nobelis premiis laureati ki ar yofila, aramed is aris donori kodiT “korali 36”, kvalificiuri maTematakosi, sportsmeni, romelsac gamoqveynebuli aqvs wigni da romlis gonebrivi koeficienti geniosis 160-ian niSnulss Seadgenda. tomi gansakuTrebiT maSin aforiaqda, rodesac misi naxevar Zma masaCusetSi, kembrijSi mcxovrebi 14 wlis Eelton granti damikavSirda. me es ori ojaxi erTmaneTs gavacani, Tumca vSiSobdi rom biWebis daaxloeba arc ise advili iqneboda, radganac tomi sajaro skolaSi swavlbda, eltoni ki amerikis erT-erT saukeTeso skolaSi. tomi mTel Tavis dros TineijerebTan atarebda, erTo-boda video TamaSebiT, WidaobiT, gogonebiT, maSin rodesac eltoni brwyinvale studenti iyo, itacebda klasikuri musika da mxatvroba. garkveuli periodi isini erTmaneTs eleqtronuli fostiT ukavSirdebodnen, saubrobdnen musikaze, sayvarel cxovelebze, Tumca es urTierToba male Sewyda, radgan eltonis deda, samanta, Zalian Relavda imis gamo, rom tomi mis vaJiSvils bevr “sxva Temebzec” esaubreboda. skolis damTavrebamde, cota xniT adre, 2002 wels, tomis megobari gogona, aralegali rusi emigranti, dana dafexmZimda. 17 wlis asakSi toms gogonaze daqorwineba da bavSvze zrunva mouwia. tomi kolejSi RamiT dadioda da dRisiT klerkad muSaobda. am periodSi misi mSoblebi erTmaneTs daSordnen. mamasTan isedac daZabuli urTierToba kidev ufro daeZaba. toms survili gauCnda epova biologiuri mama, hqonoda namdvili ojaxi. bolos 2003 wlis gazafxuze me mivageni spermis bankis erT-erT TanamSromels, romelsac kargad axsovda donori “korali 36” da daxmarebas Segvpirda. korali maiamis gareubanSi vipoveT, saxelad jeremi semfsoni, romelic saxelmwifo saagentoSi eqimad muSaobda. mas gauxarda Cveni gamoCena da survili gamoTqva gaecno misi “axali” vaJebi. me mas tomTan davarekine. maT Soris sakmaod uxerxuli saubari gaimarTa. tomss sul egona rom mamamisze

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gabrazdeboda, magram misi xma rom gaigo, isRa moaxerxa misalmeboda da eTqva mamaCemi xaro. jeremim tomi Tavis saxlSi dapatiJa. tomi, misi meuRle dana da 8 Tvis vaJiSvili imave wlis seqtemberSi maiamiSi gaemgzavrnen. Mmisi saxli saSinlad gamoiyureboda, igi or nawilad iyo gayofil, sadac oTxi kaci cxovrobda, romlebic aSkarad narkodilerebs waagavdnen. jeremim gulTbilad miiRo stumrebi, igi sakmaod momxibvleli da simpaTiuri mamakaci aRmoCnda, misi saxli ki namdvili sanagve iyo. iqauroba yarda da taraknebiT iyo savse. misi piradi cxovrebac aseTive qaosuri iyo. rogorc aRvniSneT saxelmwifo dawesebulebaSi muSaobda, erTxel ucdia bedi kerZo praqtikaSi, magram ar gaumarTla. Amis Semdeg sajaro samsaxursa da dabal xelfass dasjerda. hyavda bevri Svili sxvadasxva colebisa da sayverlebisgan. zogierT maTganTan daZabuli urTierToba qonda, zogierTTan – ara. aseve aRiara, rom mis Sesaxeb “spermis bankSi” arsebuli zogierTi monacemi zusti ar iyo. man marTlac dawera wigni da Tavad gamosca. xolo rac Seexeba gonebrivi koeficientis 160-ian niSnuls tyuili aRmoCnda. misTvis arasodes CautarebiaT gonebrivi koeficientis testi. man sacavis xelmZRvanelobas is cifri uTxra, rac misi azriT, maTTvis misaRebi iqneboda. samanta da tom grantebi ise SeSfoTdnen am informaciiT, rom maT jeremisTan dagegmili Sexvedra gaauqmes da misi imeilic dablokes. samanta 4 wlis ganmavlobaSi eZebda donors kodiT “korali #36” da am kacis aRmoCeniT imedgacruebuli darCa. tomis mdgomareoba kidev ufro mZime iyo, is mixvda rom jeremi mas karg mamobas ver gauwevda, Tumca mainc uxaroda biologiuri mamis povna da imedovnebda, rom maTi megobroba mainc Sedgeboda, magram maiamiSi ordRiani vizitis Semdeg maTi urTierToba gacivda da Sewyda. jeremi ramdenjerme Sepirda monaxulebas, Tumca amaod, aRarc ki urekavda toms da rodesac tomi Tavad urekavda mamamiss, maTi saubari Zalze zerele da usagno iyo. nobelis premiis laureate mamis ZiebaSi toms xelSi SerCa erTi upasuxismgeblo da warumatebeli kaci. es iyo da es. robert grehemi Zveleburad agrZelebda saqmianobas, 80 wlis asakSi sakmaod mxned gamoiyureboda, yovel dRe curavda, werda memuarebs da spermis banks xelmZRvanelobda. 1997 wlis TebervalSi 90 wlis grehemi donorebis mosazidad sietlSi gaemgzavra samecniero konferenciaze. SemTxveviT sastumros abazanaSi daeca, Tavi daartya da gardaicvala. misma gardacvalebam banks didi ziani miayena. banki yovelwliurad 100 aTass dolars kargavda (arc grehemis anderZSi iyo raime miTiTebuli bankis SenaxvisTvis aucilebeli saxsrebis moZiebis Sesaxeb). arc grehemis Svilebsa da arc meuRles, romlebsac didad arasodes moswondaT misi saqmianoba, am biznesis gagrZelebisadmi interesi ar gamouCeniaT. 1999 wlis dasawyisSi bankis mmarTveli sabWos gadawyvetilebiT _”nobelis premiis laureatTa spermis banki” samudamod daixura. Ddonorebs SesTavazes ukan gaetanaT sakuTari kriokonservirebuli sperma, magram am SeTavazebas aravin gamoxmaurebia. erT mSvenier dRes erT-erTi samedicino kompaniis mesveurebi spermis bankis Senobas miadgnen, maT Txevadi azotiT savse avzebi dacales da waiRes. erT dros Zalze Zvirfasi, patara, gayinuli, ormagi saxuravebiT daluquli SuSis kolbebi, sadac donorTa sperma iyo moTavsebuli, wiTel paketebSi naCqarevad Cayares da krematoriumis gzas gauyenes. “spermis bankis” dokumentacia (saidumlo failebi) ki bankis yofil personals gadasces.

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robert grehemis ocnebam Tavisi arseboba yinulSi daiwyo da cecxlSi daamTavra.

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“rCeul CanasaxTa sacavi”- igive “nobelis laureatTa spermis banki”, amerikis istoriaSi yvelaze gaxmaurebuli adamienis genuri inJineriis sferoSi Sesrulebuli eqsperimenti gaxldaT. es iyo mcdeloba xelovnurad gaemravlebinaT patara geniosebi. me Sevecade Cemi statiisTvis rac SeiZleba bevri bavSvi da donori momeZebna, romelic am proeqtSi monawileobda. pirvelad am sacavis Sesaxeb 10 wlis asakSi, 1980 wels Sevityve. Mmaxsovs mamaCemi, romelic mecnieri gaxldaT, “nobelis premiis laureatTa spermis banks” damRupvel proeqtad acxadebda. gansakuTrebiT kargad maxsovs, rogor lanZRavda mamaCemi Soqlis, nobelis premiis leureats fizikis dargSi, romelic am bankis donori gaxldaT. 20 wlis Semdeg uiliam Soqlis saxels sagazeTo statiaSi wavawydi da yvelaferi gamaxsenda. Amis Semdeg Soqlisa da bankis saqmis gamoZiebas Sevudeqi. Sevityve, rom 1980 wels daarsda sakmaod ambiciuri da kadnieri , kacobriobis evoluciis mimarTulebis Secvlis pretenziis mqone proeqti _”nobelis premiis laureatTa spermis banki”. Semdeg ki, 1999 wels, yovelgvari xmauris gareSe daixura igi. ukan darCa 215 bavSvi da maTTan dakavSirebuli saidumloebebi. dokumentebs saidumlo grifi daedo. aravin icoda donorebis vinaoba (Soqlis garda) da arc is, Tu ra bedi ewia am bavSvebs. CemTvis es Sokis momgvreli eqsperimenti iyo. rogorebi arian es bavSvebi? axdenen Tu ara saswaulebs? Sobes ki genisebis genebma patara geniosebi? rogor ikvleven gzebs sacavis pirmSoebi amerikis saukeTeso kerZo skolebsa da harvardis universitetisaken? gamoigoneben Tu ara kibos gankurnebis wamals? moaxdenen Tu ara fizikaSi gadatrialebebs? netav rogoria iyo “Seqmnili geniosobisaTvis”? am kiTxvebze pasuxis gacema Zalian rTulia.4 wlis win gamovaqveyne statia mwiri informaciiT am bankis Sesaxeb da vTxove nebismier adamians, bavSvs, dedas donors da bankis TanamSromlebs, romlebic am proeqtSi iyvnen CarTulni, gamomxmaurebodnen. “rCeul CanasaxTa sacavi” gaxldaT eqscentriuli finansuri magnatis robert qei grehemis idea. man 40-ian wlebSi aramsxvrevadi plastikuri saTvaleebis gamogonebiT 100 milioni dolaris mogeba miiRo. gamdidrebis Semdeg grehemi im azrma Seipyro, rom kacobrioba gene-tikuri katastrfisken mieqaneboda. igi acxadebda, rom Tanamedrove msoflioSi socialuri keTildReobis programebi gonebasustebis gamravlebas uwyobda xels, ris Sedegadac “regresirebuli adamianebi” niWier da Wkvian umciresobas ylapavs. es “disgenezisuri” krizisi male kacobriobis evoluciis regress gamoiwvevda. sad aris gamosavali?

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grehems Tavisi gegma hqonda: unda Seqmniliyo spermis banki, sadac nobelis premiis laureatebisa da msoflios saukeTeso mamakacebis spermebi unda SeegrovebinaT da maTi saSualebiT maRali gonebrivi koeficientis mqone qalebi gaenayofierebinaT. am proeqtSi Cabmuli iyvnen liderebi, mecnierebi da politikosebi, romlebic genetikur gadagvarebas Seaferxebdnen. 1980 wlis 29 Tebervals, rodesac bankis arseboba oficialurad iqna gamocxadebuli, maSinve sensaciad aRiares. presam mas “nobelis premiis laureatTa spermis banki” uwoda. sxvebs SesaZloa eWvis TvaliT SeexedaT am ideisTvis, Tumca mis realobad qcevas robertis garda veravin SeZlebda. grehemi dajildovebuli iyo bevri kargi TvisebiT, iyo namdvili Semoqmedi mecnieri, Seupovari da kargi menejeri. arc is iyo SemTxveviTi, rom igi amerikuli liberalizmis samSobloSi, samxreT kaliforniaSi cxovrobda. msoflioSi sami yvelaze mniSvnelovani spermis banki _ grehemis “rCeul CanasaxTa sacavi”, kaliforniis qrio banki da kaliforniis spermis banki 70-80-ian wlebSi swored aq Seiqmna. es is adgilia sadac erTmaneTs erwymis konservatizmi da progresisken swrafva. swored amitom aRmoCnda spermis bankebisTvis idealuri adgili. proeqtSi grehemma nobelis premiis laureate sami mecnieri miiwvia, Tumca uiliam Soqli erTaderTi aRmoCnda, romelic donorobaze daTanxmda. Soqlis oficialurma gancxadebam donorobaze daadastura is faqti, rom “nobelis premiis laureatTa spermis bankis” sacavebSi marTlac nobeliantebis sperma inaxeboda, mogvianebiT grehemma madloba gadauxada Soqlis, radgan swored man ixsna igi matyuaris iarliyisagan. mogvianebiT Zalze nayofierma mecnierma Soqlim TiTqmis mTlianad daaneba Tavi mecnierebas da “disgenezisis” problemebze gadaerTo. Soqli cnobili gaxda Tavisi rasistuli gancxadebebiT, riTac man am proeqts saxeli gautexa. Tavis publikaciebsa da sajaro gamosvlebSi igi rasistul Teoriebs qadagebda, mag: Savkanianebi, misi azriT, “uxarisxo genis” (dnm-is) wyalobiT genetikurad arian midrekilebi usaqmurobis, muqTaxorobisa da kriminaluri qcevebisadmi. Soqli im adamianTa sterilizaciasac ki moiTxovda, romelTa gonebrivi maCveneblis koeficienti 100-ze dabal niSnuls Seadgenda. aRelvebuli xalxi protestis niSnad grehemis sacxovrebel mamulSi piketebs awyobda. grehemi intervius aravis aZlevda. Soqlis ki donorobaze uari uTxres. sazogadoebisagan sruliad gariyuli da Sercxvenili igi 1989 wels gardaicvala. Bbolos grehemi iyo xelmZRvaneli “nobelis premiis laureatTa spermis bankisa”, romelsac aRarc nobelis premiis laureati donorebi hyavda da Sesabamisad verc nobeliantTa pirmSoebs “awarmoebda”. Tumca sasowarkveTili qalebi mainc akiTxavdnen grehemis ofiss. isini didad ar naRvlobdnen mamakacis inteleqtze, ufro xSirad maTi garegnobiT interesdebodnen. Tavisi klientebisaTvis rom esiamovnebina grehemma “spermis bankSi” simpaTiuri, maRali axalgazrdebi moiwvia, isini ar iyvnen nobelis premiis laureatebi, Tumca iyvnen olimpiadebis medalosnebi, kompiuteris specialistebi da sxvani. yoveli maTgani TeTrkaniani iyo. grehemi ukve arc gasanayofierebli qalis gonebriv koeficients daeZebda. 1982 wels aprilSi arizonel wyvils jois da jek kovalskebs qaliSvili SeeZinaT, saxlad viqtoria _ “nobelis laureatTa spermis bankis” pirveli pirmSo. misi dabadeba gasaidumloebuli iyo, sanam es faqti gamoZiebam ar gamoaaSkarava. jois uTxres, rom mas SeeZlo donori Cveni drois geniosebis siidan amoerCia, romlis gonebrivi keficienti or-ass aWarbebda. es iyo geniosis koeficienti.

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bankis meore pirSom, doron bleikma namdvili sensacia moaxdina. 2 wlis asakSi igi ukve flobda kompiuters, 5 wlis Wadraks TamaSobda, sabavSvo baRSi damarcvliT ukve kiTxulobda “iliadas” da algebras swavlobda. erTi wlis Semdeg wigni dawera, ori wlis Semdeg ki ainStainis fardobiTobis TeoriiT dainteresda. donor bleiki grehemis Tilismad gadaiqca da misi gamoCena yvelgan am bankis warmatebas amtkicebda. qalebma am biWis Sesaxeb masmediidan Seityves da maSinve grehemis klinikas miawydnen. yovelwliurad bankis daxma-rebiT uamravi bavSvi ibadeboda. rodesac statia gamovaqveyne ar megona Tu vinme damikavSirdeboda. moxda piriqiT, Semexmianen milioneri biznesmenebi, mecnierebi, warumatebeli da Cveulebrivi adamianebi. isini ar iyvnen geniosebi, rogorsac klienti qalebi iTxovdnen. aseve gamomexmaurnen bankis spermis momxmarebeli ojaxebi, rogorc wesi, dedebi. saboloo jamSi 7-dan 12 wlamde 30 bavSvi vipove. zogi maTgani marTlac brwyinvalea, xolo danarCenebi ki iseTebi, rogoric magaliTad: niu-iorkeli Tineijerebi – debi lindra da kortni remebi – isini kargi fizikuri monacemebiT gamoirCevian, erTi kargi momRerali, meore ki kargi mocekvave. maTi donori mama olimpiadis oqros medalosani iyo. rac Seexeba danarCenebs, umetesoba kargi monacemebisaa, Tumca zogierTi maTgani ar gamoirCeva inteleqtualuri doniT. umetesoba fiziku-rad janmrTelia, maTgan mxolod erTi biWia autizmiT daavadebuli, xolo erTi gogona cerebraluri dambliT. pirveli bavSvi, romelic damoukideblad damikavSirda, kanzasiTeli 15 wlis tomi iyo. 2001 wlis TebervalSi, rodesac skolis damTavrebis Semdeg, 15 wlis tom legarma profesionaluri Widaobis skolaSi Sesvla gadawyvita, dedam auxsna, rom mas gacilebiT metis miRweva SeeZlo vidre mamamiss, romelsac skolac ki ar hqonda damTavrebuli. amis Semdeg tomma dedisgan Seityo, rom misi biologiuri mama sul sxva pirovneba iyo. qmris unayofobis gamo, dedamisma samxreT kaliforniaSi mdebare “geniosebis spermis banks “rCeul CanasaxTa sacavss” miakiTxa. qalis gadmocemiT, tomis biologiuri mama mecnieri, nobelis premiis laureati iyo. am ambis gagebamd tomi erTi Cveuebrivi amerikeli Tineijeri gaxldaT, romelic kanzasiTis erT-erT gareubanSi cxovrobda. skolaSi dabali niSnebi hqonda, hip-hopiT erToboda, Tumca, nobelis premiis laureati mamis Sesaxeb cnobam mTeli misi cxoreba Tavdayira daayena. man mamis moZebna gadawyvita, Tumca saqme rTuli aRmoCnda, donoris vinaoba gasaidumloebuli aiyo da arc dedamiss axsovda spermis koduri saxeli, romelic spermis bankma mas gadasca. amis Sesaxeb biWma dedis Zveli werilebi gadaaTvaliera da cota ram gaigo am “sacavis” Sesaxeb. tomma Seityo, rom vinme jonas Soqli – poliomelitis vaqcinis gamomgonebeli, “spermis bankSi” msaxurobda. tommac gadawyvita, rom misi mama SeiZleba Soqli yofiliyo. swored maSin, bankis daxurvidan 6 wlis Semdeg, roca tomi mamis Zebnas Seudga, me tomisnairi bavSvebis (sacavis pirmSoTa) bediT viyavi dainteresebuli. amitom tomisTan TanamSromloba didi soxaruliTa da interesiT daviwye. misi varaudiT mamamisi jonas solqi iyo. tomma nobelis premiis laureatTa sia mTxova, me ki Cemi eWvi movaxsene, rom savaraudod, am “spermis bankidan”Casaxuli arc erTi bavSvis mama nobelis premiis laureati ar iyo. aRmoCnda, rom tomis mama arc soqli da arc sxva vinme- nobelis premiis laureati ki ar yofila, aramed is aris donori kodiT “korali 36”, kvalificiuri maTematakosi, sportsmeni, romelsac gamo-

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qveynebuli aqvs wigni da romlis gonebrivi koeficienti geniosis 160-ian niSnulss Seadgenda. tomi gansakuTrebiT maSin aforiaqda, rodesac misi naxevar Zma masaCusetSi, kembrijSi mcxovrebi 14 wlis Eelton granti damikavSirda. me es ori ojaxi erTmaneTs gavacani, Tumca vSiSobdi rom biWebis daaxloeba arc ise advili iqneboda, radganac tomi sajaro skolaSi swavlbda, eltoni ki amerikis erT-erT saukeTeso skolaSi. tomi mTel Tavis dros TineijerebTan atarebda, erToboda video TamaSebiT, WidaobiT, gogonebiT, maSin rodesac eltoni brwyinvale studenti iyo, itacebda klasikuri musika da mxatvroba. garkveuli periodi isini erTmaneTs eleqtronuli fostiT ukavSirdebodnen, saubrobdnen musikaze, sayvarel cxovelebze, Tumca es urTierToba male Sewyda, radgan eltonis deda, samanta, Zalian Relavda imis gamo, rom tomi mis vaJiSvils bevr “sxva Temebzec” esaubreboda. skolis damTavrebamde, cota xniT adre, 2002 wels, tomis megobari gogona, aralegali rusi emigranti, dana dafexmZimda. 17 wlis asakSi toms gogonaze daqo -rwineba da bavSvze zrunva mouwia. tomi kolejSi RamiT dadioda da dRisiT klerkad muSaobda. am periodSi misi mSoblebi erTmaneTs daSordnen. mamasTan isedac daZabuli urTierToba kidev ufro daeZaba. toms survili gauCnda epova biologiuri mama, hqonoda namdvili ojaxi. bolos 2003 wlis gazafxuze me mivageni spermis bankis erT-erT TanamSromels, romelsac kargad axsovda donori “korali 36” da daxmarebas Segvpirda. korali maiamis gareubanSi vipoveT, saxelad jeremi semfsoni, romelic saxelmwifo saagentoSi eqimad muSaobda. mas gauxarda Cveni gamoCena da survili gamoTqva gaecno misi “axali” vaJebi. me mas tomTan davarekine. maT Soris sakmaod uxerxuli saubari gaimarTa. tomss sul egona rom mamamisze gabrazdeboda, magram misi xma rom gaigo, isRa moaxerxa misalmeboda da eTqva mamaCemi xaro. jeremim tomi Tavis saxlSi dapatiJa. tomi, misi meuRle dana da 8 Tvis vaJiSvili imave wlis seqtemberSi maiamiSi gaemgzavrnen. Mmisi saxli saSinlad gamoiyureboda, igi or nawilad iyo gayofil, sadac oTxi kaci cxovrobda, romlebic aSkarad narkodilerebs waagavdnen. jeremim gulTbilad miiRo stumrebi, igi sakmaod momxibvleli da simpaTiuri mamakaci aRmoCnda, misi saxli ki namdvili sanagve iyo. iqauroba yarda da taraknebiT iyo savse. misi piradi cxovrebac aseTive qaosuri iyo. rogorc aRvniSneT saxelmwifo dawesebulebaSi muSaobda, erTxel ucdia bedi kerZo praqtikaSi, magram ar gaumarTla. Amis Semdeg sajaro samsaxursa da dabal xelfass dasjerda. hyavda bevri Svili sxvadasxva colebisa da sayverlebisgan. zogierT maTganTan daZabuli urTierToba qonda, zogierTTan – ara. aseve aRiara, rom mis Sesaxeb “spermis bankSi” arsebuli zogierTi monacemi zusti ar iyo. man marTlac dawera wigni da Tavad gamosca. xolo rac Seexeba gonebrivi koeficientis 160-ian niSnuls tyuili aRmoCnda. misTvis arasodes CautarebiaT gonebrivi koeficientis testi. man sacavis xelmZRvanelobas is cifri uTxra, rac misi azriT, maTTvis misaRebi iqneboda. samanta da tom grantebi ise SeSfoTdnen am informaciiT, rom maT jeremisTan dagegmili Sexvedra gaauqmes da misi imeilic dablokes. samanta 4 wlis ganmavlobaSi eZebda donors kodiT “korali #36” da am kacis aRmoCeniT imedgacruebuli darCa. tomis mdgomareoba kidev ufro mZime iyo, is mixvda rom jeremi mas karg mamobas ver gauwevda, Tumca mainc uxaroda biologiuri mamis povna da imedovnebda, rom maTi megobroba mainc Sedgeboda, magram maiamiSi ordRiani vizitis Semdeg maTi urTierToba gacivda da Sewyda. jeremi ramdenjerme Sepirda monaxulebas, Tumca amaod, aRarc ki

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urekavda toms da rodesac tomi Tavad urekavda mamamiss, maTi saubari Zalze zerele da usagno iyo. nobelis premiis laureate mamis ZiebaSi toms xelSi SerCa erTi upasuxismgeblo da warumatebeli kaci. es iyo da es. robert grehemi Zveleburad agrZelebda saqmianobas, 80 wlis asakSi sakmaod mxned gamoiyureboda, yovel dRe curavda, werda memuarebs da spermis banks xelmZRvanelobda. 1997 wlis TebervalSi 90 wlis grehemi donorebis mosazidad sietlSi gaemgzavra samecniero konferenciaze. SemTxveviT sastumros abazanaSi daeca, Tavi daartya da gardaicvala. misma gardacvalebam banks didi ziani miayena. banki yovelwliurad 100 aTass dolars kargavda (arc grehemis anderZSi iyo raime miTiTebuli bankis SenaxvisTvis aucilebeli saxsrebis moZiebis Sesaxeb). arc grehemis Svilebsa da arc meuRles, romlebsac didad arasodes moswondaT misi saqmianoba, am biznesis gagrZelebisadmi interesi ar gamouCeniaT. 1999 wlis dasawyisSi bankis mmarTveli sabWos gada-wyvetilebiT _”nobelis premiis laureatTa spermis banki” samudamod daixura. Ddonorebs SesTavazes ukan gaetanaT sakuTari kriokonservirebuli sperma, magram am SeTavazebas aravin gamox-maurebia. erT mSvenier dRes erT-erTi samedicino kompaniis mesveurebi spermis bankis Senobas miadgnen, maT Txevadi azotiT savse avzebi dacales da waiRes. erT dros Zalze Zvirfasi, patara, gayinuli, ormagi saxuravebiT daluquli SuSis kolbebi, sadac donorTa sperma iyo moTavsebuli, wiTel paketebSi naCqarevad Cayares da krematoriumis gzas gauyenes. “spermis bankis” dokumentacia (saidumlo failebi) ki bankis yofil personals gadasces. robert grehemis ocnebam Tavisi arseboba yinulSi daiwyo da cecxlSi daamTavra.

2.X.2008 patara anas sarke...

Cems megobar sergos yru-munji gogona SeeZina. ana daarqva dedis pativsacemad. bavSvi Zalian gonieri da Tvinieri gaxldaT, RrubeliviT isrutavda nebismier informacias. TamaSisas uceb gairindeboda xolme, Tvalebi ufarTovdeboda da iseTi yuadebiT akvirdeboda garSemo yvelafers, TiTqos pirvelad xedavso. zustad ase umzerda zogjer ded-mamas, me, sxva adamianebs, cas, mzes, Citebs...

Ppirveli sakvirveli SemTxveva maSin moxda, roca anam fexi aidga. sergo Sin ar iyo, misi coli, marina recxavda. Ggogonam fanjarasTan skami miaCoCa, zed acocda, rafas gadaeyuda da... meSvide sarTulidan gadavarda. rodesac saabazanodan gamosulma marinam fanjarasTan midgmuli skami dainaxa, xolo bavSvs Tvali veRarsad mohkra sasowa-rkveTili xmiT ikivla. swored im wuTas SevdgiT saxlSi fexi me da sergom, romelic maSinve mixvda, ra ubedurebac datrialebuliyo da kisristexiT daeSva kibeze. Mmec ukan mivyevi, gzadagza mezoblebs vukakunebdi da vyvirodiT... 9-sarTuliani korpusis binadrebi ezoSi Seiyarnen, arcerTma ar vicodiT, ra unda gveRona, radgan gogona arsad Canda! uceb erT-erTma mezobelma daiyvira: _meoTxe sarTulze sabnis SaliTaSiao.

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SeSlilebiviT avcvivdiT meoTxe sarTulze. sarecxis Tokebi frTxilad movwieT. etyoba, roca gogona Zirs vardeboda, qarma sabnis SaliTa gabera da bavSvic mSvidobianad da uxmaurod Casrialda Sig, Semdeg ki improvizebul akvanSi wynarad CaeZina. gavida dro. sergo Tbilisis sxva ubanSi gadasaxlda. im xanebSi kvali-fikaciis asamaRleblad kursebze gamagzavnes im musikaluri skolidan, romelSic vaswavlidi. ase, rom Cemi megobris ojaxi karga xans ar minaxavs. erT saRamos vestumre. SemosasvlelSi brinjaosCarCoiani Zveleburi sarke ekida. sakomisioSi iafad SeviZineo, _miTxra megobarma. uceb raRac Zalam ukan mimaxeda da momeCvena, rom sarkis gluv zedapirze axalgazrda momRimari qali airekla da gaqra. avforiaqdi, magram verafris Tqma ver movaxerxe. megobarma ki gaxarebulma miTxra: ana musikas Txzavs, marina ki notebiT iwers imas, rasac bavSvi cali TiTiT ukravs da TiTqos RiRinebs kidec. gamodis anas raRacnairad esmis es musika da kidev Cemi Svili saaTobiT dgas xolme sarkis win, Tavis gamosaxulebas garindebuli misCerebia, TiTqos gafaci-cebiT usmens viRacas, vinc iqidan elaparakeba da... sergo ise gaCumda, mivxvdi, pirvelad amoTqva saTqmeli, _marinas eSinia bavSvi eqimebTan dahyavso. Nnotebis rveuliT xelSi pianinos mivuaxlovdi. dakvra daviwye, uc-nauri melodia iyo, moulodnelad goneba gaminaTda. SemosasvlelSi gavvardi da gadaSlili notebi sarkis win davikave, Semdeg anarekli wavikiTxe... kalami momitane,_vuyvire megobars. ukuRma areklili notebi waRma gadavwere, kvlav pianinos mivujeqi da xelaxla davukari. es mocartia sergo, _avuxseni gancvifrebul megobars. - rogor bavSvi sarkeSi usmens mocartso? danarCeni notebic aseve gadmovwere_genialur kompoitorTa nawarmoebebi iyo... am dros marina da anac dabrundnen. bavSvma myisve sarkes miaSura rogorc didi xnis unaxav megobars da sakuTar gamosaxulebas gauRima. marinas Cveni aRmoCenis Sesaxeb vauwyeT. man pasuxad gogonas naxatebi gvaCvena. roca anam daiZina, naxatebi sarkeSi davaTvaliereT. iq CvenTvis ucxo da ucnauri samyaro gamoCnda _ sxvanairi mzeebiT, TanavarskvlavedebiT, aramiwieri arsebebiT... gavida wlebi. ana axla mSvenieri pianisti da mxatvaria, leqsebs sam enaze wers da, rac mTavaria, esmis da laparakobs! ena Svidi wlisam amoidga, maSin 7 dRe sarkis win mjdomma gaatara Turme. sasmel-saWmels ar gakarebia, garemosTan kontaqti Seuwyvetia. iseTi STabeWdileba rCeboda, TiTqos srulebiT sxva, paralelur samyaroSi imyofeboda. anas sarke axla SveicariaSia, specialistebi misi ucnauri fenomenis axsnas cdiloben.

yvelaferi gadavitane 2.X.2008 vaSlis xis Tavgadasavali es ambavi Cems bavSvobaSi moxda, raWis erT-erT ulamazes sofelSi. Myvelas axsovs, invalidis savarZels mijaWvuli zuria. patarebs aTasnair zRaparsa Tu araks gviyveboda, xisgan saTamaSoebs gviTlida da Tqven warmoidgineT, naWris Tojinebsac gvikeravda. zurias Zalian uyvarda mcenareebi. xSirad wavswrebivarT xeebTan da yvavilebTan mosaubre biWs. Ggaocebulebs rom dagvinaxavda, mogvefereboda da ise damajereblad gveyoda, _ yvelaferi esmiTo! _ rom am naTqvamSi eWvis Setana azradac ar mogvividoda. erTxel zurias vaSlis xis nergi aCuqa naTesavma, Safranis jiSis ariso. am jiSis vaSli TiTqmis aravis hqonda sofelSi, ratomRac veravin axara.

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zuriam ki imdeni efera da eloliava nergs, gaaxara. pirvel mosavals rom elodnen, maSin moxda ubedureba: zuria avad gaxda da maleve gardaicvala. _ didi dRe rom ar ewera, dabadebidanve vicodiTo... _ wuxdnen qalebi. viRacam ki darwmunebiT Tqva, _ angelozi iyo da angelozebTan wavidao!.. zurias dedis, TaTulis mwuxarebas sazRvari ar hqonda. Mmisi mwuxareba kidev ufro gaormagda, roca Svilis dakrZalvidan oriode dReSi, vaSlis xem moiwyina da erTbaSad gauyviTlda foTlebi, umwifari nayofi Camoyara da Tvalsa da xels Sua xmoba daiwyo... _Cemi zuria xelaxla mikvdebao! _ atirda sacodavi qali da vis aRar sTxova Svela, magram amaod. yvela imedi rom gadaewura, xes cocxali adamianiviT moexvia da tiriliT Seexvewa: _ ar mimatovo, Cemi Svilis saxelze Tu icocxleb, saswauls davijerebo. saswauli moxda! xelmeored gamoiRo foTlebi vaSlis xem im zafxuls da Tumca im wels nayofi ar moucia, aRarc gamxmara. Mmomdevno wlebSi ki saocar vaSlebs isxamda, me maT ,,yinvavaSlebs” veZaxdi, radgan gaWrisas gulSi TiTqos yinulis natexebi hqonda Catanebuli, ise moCanda... zurias sofeli mTaSi iyo. mogvianebiT ise daimewyra iqauroba, mosaxleoba barisken daiZra. zurias deda karga xans fexs iTrevda, magram sofelSi marto rom darCa, isic rionis xeobaSi gadasaxlda. oriode kvirac ar iyo gasuli, rom viRacam Seatyobina_Seni Safrani xmebao!.. bevri ar ufiqria, Seexvewa kacebs, frTxilada amoaRebina xe miwidan da axal samosaxloze saukeTeso adgilas gadargo. dRedaRam Tavs dastrialebda., cocxaliviT uyvavebda da elaparakeboda, kiriT SeaTeTra da Sealamaza da... gaacocxla. Kkidev karga xans iSriala da gvanebivra ,,yinvavaSlebiT”... im wels ki, TaTuli rom miicvala da zurias saxlis kari samudamod gamoiketa, Safrans foToli da yvavili aRar gamouRia, ki scades mezoblebma misi ,,nugeSi”, sufrac gaSales mis ZirSi, am mTisac Tqves, im barisac, magram vaSlis xis guli veRaraferma gaaxara da...- ,,mokvda”. vaJiko biZiam uTxra daRvremil kacebs, _ SeveSvaT, nuRar vawvalebT, xom xedavT, momferebe;li aRara hyavs, aRac mis sicocxles aqvs azrio... Ggaxma vaSlis xe da aT welze metia ZegliviT udgas zurias xsovnas, azradac ar mosdis vinmes misi moWra da rogorc amboben, sofelSi cecxlze metad aTbobs vaSlis xis siyvarulsa da erTgulebaze SemorCenili legenda zuriasa da TaTulis mezoblebis gulebs!..

2.X.2008 Mmamis wyevla bebiaCems da papaCems sami vaJi da ori qali hyavdaT. Ppapa adre gardaicvala da bebiam ris vaivaglaxiT gazarda Svilebi. Bbebos rom egona TavianT gzas daadgebiano, swored maSin daiwyo samamulo omi. Ggaiwvies Cemi ufrosi biZa da mamaCemi omSi. mamidebi gaTxovdenen. maSin umcrosi vaJi, niko darCa ojaxSi. niko Zias da mezoblis gogos, Tamros, erTmaneTi SeuyvardaT. Tamros ojaxi Cvensaaze Ronieri iyo da mamam Rarib biWze daqorwineba aukrZala.

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Qqal-vaJi erTmaneTisTvis rom daeSorebinaT, Tamros Cemi Zma_irakli moanaTvlines... egonaT, amiT siyvaruls aukrZalavdnen, magram erT mSvenier dRes nikom Tamari Sin moiyvana.. Zvelebisgan amigonia_visTvisac didi sasjeli undodaT, xatze wyevlidnen. sword ase moiqca Tamros mama. Cvens sofels Suaze mTiulTxevi hyofs. Tamros mamam jer siZe daswyevla: Sen Camiare mTiulTxevze da veRar amoiaroo... qaliSvils ki wyevlis baraTi leqsad gaugzavna: ,,iseTi Wirimc Segxvdeba, vera gSvelodes wamali.” sofelSi ambobdnen, _saRamo Jamze ,,sasminarma” Camoiara da mamis wyevla guliT gaiyolao. cota xanSi niko Ziac frontze waiyvanes. iq darCa samudamod. bicola Tamari ki ukurnebeli seniT sruliad axalgazrda gardaicvala. am mSvenier wyvils erTi wlis gogona darCa.

2.X.2008 Aayvavebuli cacxvis saidumlo nino saavadmyofodan gvian gamovedi. Zalian daRlili viyavi. manqanaSi musika CavrTe da sakmaod swrafad wavedi Sinisken. erTi suli mqonda, sawolamde mimeRwia. uceb Cemi magnitofoni gaiWeda... sul erTi wuTiT yuradReba gzidan magnitofonze gadavitane. isev gzas gavxede. iqauroba meucxova_marjvniv mindori Canda, marcxniv patara saxlebi Carigebuliyo. arc kaci WaWanebda sadme, rom mekiTxa, sad viyavi. Uuceb viRac davinaxe da mivesalme. sawyali kaci iyo, WuWyiani, tilos Sarvali da sviteri ecva. viRacis saxeli mixsena_imas velodebio. SeSinebuli miyurebda, gamikvirda, Tan ukan ixevda. sad varT meTqi,_vkiTxe mouTmenlad. aiwura da raRac CailuRluRa_saTive Tu sative. _Tbilisi saiT aris? _SevekiTxe isev. _ar vici, _gaaqnia Tavi da is iyo, gasaqcevad moemzara, xeli vtace da Sevevedre : _iqneb vinmem sxvam icis, imas vkiTxoT-meTqi. _xelidan gamisxlta da mokurcxla. iqve xes toti Sevamtvrie da manqanaSi Sevagde, mere Cavjeqi da Tavs fiqri miveci: iqneb sizmaria?_gamielva TavSi, rom xmauri momesma. iqiT gavwie. ficruls mivadeqi. karTan ugrZnoblad iwva kaci. danarCenebi dastirodnen. mivuaxlovdi, pulsi gavusinje. komaSi iyo Ca-vardnili. rogorc SemeZlo, davexmare. kaci rom grZnobaze moviyvane, gaixares, gulSi Camikres, me xelebs mikocnidnen. Oori sityviT vuTxari ra unda eqnaT. isic davZine: xval saavadmyofoSi gadaiyvaneT-meTqi. mere vikiTxe, TbilisSi rogor movxvde - meTqi. Soriao _mipasuxes. viRacam _ sul egre, pirdapir iareo... raki gza maswavles, ukanmouxedavad gamovqandi. ase, oTxi-xuTi wuTi gavida da, magnitofonic CairTo. gaocebulma Sevxede. gverdiT saaTis ciferblatic ainTo. dilis xuTis naxevari iyo... yvelaze saocari is aris, rom axlac ar vici, rogor aRmovCndi TbilisSi... Zlivs mivlaslasdi saxlis karamde. meore dRes is toti gamaxsenda da manqanis ukana savarZeli davaTvaliere. marTlac egdo motexili toti... cacxvisa iyo _ Sekvirtuli, sul male ayvavdeboda. Ggaognebuli didxans davCerebodi. es ambavi oqtombris miwuruls SememTxva. sad yvaoda am dros cacxvi?!

mxsneli nino umuSevrobis Jams erTi dRiuri samuSao viSove. magrad daviRale. saRamos gasamrjelo mogvces da wamovediT. me da erTma muSam

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gadavwyviteT, cota gadagvekra. gazavebuli spirti davlieT da metroSi Cavedi. male Tavi cudad vigrZeni gogirdis sunis gamo ver gavZeli da rusTavelis metroSi amovedi. gamovkeTdebi da mere waval Sin-meTqi. miveyude Wadars. CurCuliT vexvewebodi RmerTs _ miSvele-meTqi. ukve bneloda. xalxi kanti-kuntad dadioda. uecrad erTi qali momiaxlovda, raRacnairad ganaTebuli iyo. validoli gamomiwoda da ga-Sorda. validoli enis qveS Cavide, movbrundi, magram is qali ver davinaxe. ufro sworad, verc mosuli SevniSne da verc wasuli. gamovkeTdi. amasobaSi avtobusic movida...

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2004 wlis dekemberSi tailandis sanapiros giganturi cunami daatyda. materialur ngrevasTan erTad, problemad isic iqca xelisuflebisaTvis, rom sanapiros soflebis mcxovreblebs ar surdaT saxlebSi dabruneba _ maT moCvenebebis eSinodaT. xalxi darwmunebuli iyo, es adgilebi dawyevlilia da aq moCvenebebi daexetebiano. taituri rwmenis Tanaxmad, roca adamiani Zaladobrivi sikvdiliT iRupeba, misi suli ver tovebs daRupvis adgils. moCvenebebs ar SeuZliaT gadavidnen cocxalTa samyarodan im qveynad. fsiqologTa azriT ki, moCvenebebi, romlebsac xSirad xedaven taitelebi, sinamdvileSi gadatanili sulieri travmis Sedegia. tailandSi bevr ambavs gaigebT moCvenebebis Sesaxeb. zogierTi hyveba, rom cunamis Semdeg, ramdenime dRis manZilze, esmoda sulebis kvnesa _ mSvelels uxmobdnen. sxvebi irwmunebodnen, rom moCvenebebi sizmarSi ecxadebodnen. mesameni xedavdnen ucxoeli turistebis aCrdilebs, romlebic plaJze erTobodnen im dRes. dadioda xmebi, asobiT moCveneba avtotrasaze daexetebao. xalxis dasamSvideblad tailandis xelisuflebam daxmareba sTxova budist berebs, romlebic plaJze, qviSaSi imarxebodnen da mTel Rames ase atarebdnen. xolo moCvenebebs taitelebi SabaTobiT vaxSams umzadebdnen, raTa sulebi gamgzavrebuliyvnen im qveynad da aRar SeewuxebinaT cocxlebi.

9.X.2008 mecnierebi pirokinezis axsnas cdiloben

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erT-erTi yvelaze amoucnobi movlena, romelic mecnierebma dRemde ver gaSifres, es pirokinezia – adamianis sxeulis TviTaaleba. am saidumlo fenomens saukuneebis ganmavlobaSi akvirdebodnen, maT Soris ruseTSic. is dawvrilebiT aris aRwerili, Tumca, misi mizezi aqamde ucnobia. pirokinezis pirveli dafiqsirebuli SemTxveva XVI sa-ukunes ekuTvnis. bolo 2000 wlis ganmavlobaSi ki aseTi asamde movlena aRiniSna. erTi-erTi maTgani 1835 wlis 5 ivliss moxda amerikis SeerTebul StatebSi ,qalaq neSvilSi. im dRes maTematikis profesorma jeims hamiltonma mwvave tkivili igrZno marcxena fexSi, ramdenime wamSi ki fexi aalda. cecxlis enebi lamis 10 sm. aRwevda da misi Caqroba hamiltons SiSveli xelebiT mouwia. Mmsgavsi SemTx-vevebi araerTxel dafiqsirebula ruseTSi. 1990 wels volgispireTis stepSi cocxlad daiwva mwyemsi bisen mamaevi. sxeulis gakveTam gamoavlina, rom aalebis kera mis SigniT mdebareobda, gvami ga-redan mxolod gamuruli iyo. ar damwvara arc Tiva, romelzec mwyemsi ijda da arc mis tansacmels Sestyobia rame. aseve moulod-nelad, 1998 wels krasnoiarskSi, Sua quCaSi axalgazrda mamakaci daiferfla. misi tansacmeli, CanTa da yvavilebis Taigulic ki, romelic megobar gogonasTan mihqonda, xeluxlebeli darCa. aseTi movlenebis asaxsnelad swavlulebi uamrav versias gamoTqvamdnen – mistikuridan mecnierulad dasabuTebulamde. bolo dros bevri iTqva imis Taobazec, rom pirokinezisas adamianis organizmSi gacvliTi da damJangavi procesebi Cqardeba, aseve, varaudo-bdnen, rom am dros birTvuli sinTezis reaqcia, romelic TiTqos da cocxal ujredebSi mimdi-nareobs spontanuri xdeba da kontrols aRar emorCileba. ga-nixilavdnen aseve ideasac, TiTqos da pirokinezisas adamianis sxeulSi moulodnelad eleqtrolizi iwyeba – wyali waylbadad da Jangbadad iSleba, romlebic aalebas iwveven. rogorc ~komsomolskaia pravda~ wers, SesaZloa, am saidumlo movlenis ZiriTadi mizezi, bolos da bolos, amoicnes. rusi mecnierebi acxadeben, rom energia, romelic adamians wvavs kompaqturi moculobiT gamoiyofa – savaraudod, mas sferos forma aqvs. mis SigniT energiis koncentracia Zalian didia, gareT ki – Zalian mcire. meorec, iwvis cocxali sxeuli, romelic bevr wyals Seicavs da eleqtrogamtaria. sagnebi ki (tansacmeli, fuli), rom-lebic dieleqtrikebia, rogorc wesi, ucvleli rCeba. aris mesame faqtoric, aalebis keridan moSorebuli metalis nakeTobebi, magaliTad, karis saxelurebic ki, cxeldeba. mecnierebi miiCneven, rom am fenomenis warmoSoba sferuli elvis an kidev erTi movlenis – dedamiwidan cecxlovani burTebis amosvlas hgavs. ramodenime wlis winaT bevri moskoveli gaxda mowme imisa, Tu rogor amodiodnen cecxlovani burTebi miwidan. leningradis prospeqtis mimdebare dausaxlebel teritoriaze. aseTi cecxlis alebis amosvla, albaT, teqnikur procesebs ukavSirdeba. masTan SemTxveviT Sexeba damwvrobas an nawilo-briv aalebas iwvevs, xolo Tu es burTi didia da Sesabamisad, Zlier en-ergias Seicavs adamiani, SesaZloa, saerTod daiwvas an aorTqldes, misi tansacmeli ki xelSeuxebi rCeba. mecnierebi acxadeben, rom adamianis TviTaaleba planetis wiaRis dinamikas ukavSirdeba. is damokidebulia im adgilze, romelzec xanZris sfero mdebareobs da ara adamianis sxeulSi mimdinare Sinagan procesebze. aseT SemTxvevaSi Zalian advilia, adamiani sikvdilisgan vixsnaT, ubralod unda gadaadgildes anda miwaze dawves. 2.X.2008 kaci, romelsac sxvisi azrebi aSinebs...

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33 wlis anton m-Zem sxvaTa azrebis kiTxvis unari ori wlis win,Tavis qalis mZime tramvasTan erTad miiRo `miiRo~. - mSeneblobaze betonis filis natexi momxvda TavSi. davdamblavdi, metyvelebis unaric wamerTva. debma, romlebic TiTqmis aTi welia italiaSi cxovroben da muSaoben, wamiyvanes da romSi gamikeTes operacia. CviliviT xelaxla avidgi enac da fexic, Tumca mainc invalidad davrCi da Zveleburi jan-Rone veRar aRvidgine... operaciis Semdeg uCveulo xmebi mesmoda. erTxel, TvaldaxuWulma `gavigone~ Cemi dis naTqvami: - Cemi Zmis ase tanjvas, momkvdariyo sjobdao. Zlivs movabrune ena da vkiTxe : - es ra Tqvi/. - araferi miTqvamso, gaikvirva. rogor ara-meTqi da sityvasityviT gavumeore `ganagoni~... Secba, magram aRiara - eg mxolod gavifiqreo da atirda. eqimebsac vuTxariT, rac mWirda. aTasgvar aparaturaze mimaerTes, magram aparaturam veraferi daafiqsira da gamosavalic imaSi naxes rom, damamSvides – rogorc ki momjobindebi, gagivliso. droTa ganmavlobaSi marTlac `gamiara~ TiTqos, yovel SemTxvevaSi, gamudmebiT aRar mesmoda xmauri, zuzuni da sxvisi nafiqralic. magram sakmarisia amindi Seicvalos da magnituri qariSxali datrialdes atmosferoSi, rom Cems TavSic xdeba raRac, sityvebi mkafiod mesmis da iseT azrebs vkiTxulib, sul mekargeba warmodgena adamianebze, radgan Zalian boRmianebi da agresiulebi arian, gulSi yvelas da yvelafers lanZRaven. erTs fiqroben, saxeze sxva aweriaT da xmamaRla sxvas amboben —adamianTa 80%--s keTilSobilebis niRabi aqvs afarebuli. Sinaurebma ician Cemi unaris Sesaxeb da yvelani cdiloben, ukeTuri fiqrebi ukuagdon, magram vinc ar icis, arc cdilobs da lamisaa yvela megobarTan da mezobelTan gavwyvito urTierToba. rogoria mezobelTan ori kovzi Saqris sasesxeblad rom mixval, RimiliT gamogitans da gaifiqrebs: `uSaqro yavas ver CaxeTqavdi?!~. an axlobeli rom moginaxulebs da mis fiqrs daiWer: ` oci lari mainc damijda Seni naxva, valSi gadavardi!..~ mokled, imedi maqvs, roca sabolood movmjobindebi, am unarsac davkargav, Tumca Zveli antonic veRarasodes gavxdebi. eWvianoba da undobloba sicocxlis bolomde gamawamebs,-- miTxra am ucnaurma kacma da damemSvidoba. karebSi gasvlamde ki momibrunda da ironiulad gamiRima: `giJia albaT viRacaa~, -- ratom gaifiqreT, arc Tqven gjeraT Cemi? SekamaTebas azri ar hqonda, radgan marTla ase gavifiqre...

2.X.2008 ucnauri xumroba

SarSan SevamCnie, rom Cvens saxlSi raRac ucnauroba xdeboda. niv-Tebi TavisTavad icvlidnen adgils. Cemi meuRle muSaobs. Sin, faqtob-rivad, marto var, aTasSi erTxel Tu Semova mezobeli, isic, ra Tqma unda, me mesaubreba. aba, rodis moaxerxebs, sakuWnaodan CaquCi gamoitanos da loginze daagdos. Cems uaxloes mezobels gavumxile es ambavi. man Tavi gaaqnia da idumali xmiT CamCurCula, - albaT suliao. gavocdi. amgvari ramis ar mjera, magram verc am ucnaurobebs vxsnidi. erTxans amekviata, bioe-nergia xom ar momeZala da Cemive ZaliT xom ar gadavaadgileb nivTebs-meTqi. saCqarod magidasTan davjeqi, SuaSi brolis larnaki

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davde. Tvali davxuWe da vcade, odnav mainc gadameadgilebina. Zvrac ver vuyavi. erTi Tu ori dRis Semdeg Cemi meuRle ratomRac samsaxurSi aRar wavida. Sin ijda da SeSinebuli TvalebiT miyurebda. male gamomityda, mezobelma gamafrTxila, - cicinos fsiqikurad saqme ver aqvs kargad, mixedeo. sxva gza ar mqonda, wvrilad movuyevi yvelaferi. im dRidan uCinar Zalas CavusafrdiT, iqneb gadaadgilebis process Se-vavloT Tvali, Tumca uSedegod. rogorc iqna, pirvelad, dekembris mi-wuruls, Seveswari saocrebas - samzareuloSi vsaqmianobdi. uceb Ria ia-samnisferi naTeba SevamCnie, romelic narnarad swelavda haerSi macivarze dadgmul saaTs SeSinebulma vikivle. Cemi xmis amoReba iyo da saaTi iatakze daenarcxa. mas mere CvenTan ucnauri aRaraferi SeminiSnavs. axla gumani mkarnaxobs - is “raRac” keTilad gvexumreboda da raxan SemeSinda, Sevecode da “wavida”...

9.X.2008 momakvdavis gafrTxileba - amerikaSi gaTxoveba

studentobaSi erTi axirebuli megobari myavda – lali. Tumca axirebulad maSin mimaCnda, Torem am cota xnis win rom Semxvda da miambo, rogor wavida misi cxovreba im 10 wlis ganmavlobaSi, rac ar menaxa, mivxvdi, namdvili saswaulia. lali svaneTidan iyo, institutSi ugamocdod, e.w. limitiT moewyo da rusuli enis ucodinarobis gamo Zalian uWirda swavla rusuli filologiis fakultetze. mSvenieri gogona iyo da institutis yvela biWi mas etrfoda. meore kursze rom viyaviT, erTi cnobili da mdidari ojaxis Svilma moitaca, magram Cvenma Ronierma lalim ise scema moZalade, karga xniT daukarga siyvarulis survili...

Cven ki swored imis gamo veCxubeT, rom aseTi kargi ojaxis rZlobaze Tqva uari da Tavis sofelSi dabruneba arCia.

_ 15 wlis viyavi, bebiaCems tvinSi sisxli rom Caeqca da 40 dRe iyo ugonod, - miambo lalim, - zogjer bodavda da micvalebulebs ~elaparakeboda~ ... 40 dRis Semdeg mxolod naxevari saaTiT movida gons, moiTxova, mTel ojaxs mis sawolTan moeyara Tavi da yuradRebiT mogvesmina yvelaferi da, rac mTavaria, gagveTvaliswinebina... bebiam dagvariga, - Tu patiosnad icxovrebT, arc sikvdilis SegeSindebaT, radgan sikvdilis Semdeg adamiani maradisobaSi xvdebao... ~iq~ dro ar arsebobs, vici, TiToeul Tqvengans rac gelodebaT, axla vCqarob, minda zogi ram giTxraTo... mokled, iseTi rameebi Tqva, dRemde rom saocari sizustiT sruldeba. Cvenc imitom davujereT, rom erT-erTi oriode dReSi axda:

_ sawyali vato itireT, me ra satirali var, misi ubedureba Cems Tavs dagaviwyebTo. vato, Cemi 19 wlis biZaSvili, jarSi royio tyviis wera gaxda. bebia dasaflavebulic ar iyo, misi daRupvis ambavi rom gavigeT...

axla imas getyviT, im Cems momtacebels ratom ar gavuCerdi:_bebiam gamafrTxila, rom Tu mis colobas davTanxmdebodi – erT

weliwadSi davqvrivdebodi... is biWi xom marTlac narkotikebma gadaiyola, arc coli darCenia, arc Svili ...

Cems bedze miTxra, - saxelad maikli hqvia, Zalian Soridan modis da Tavad gipovis Sin mjdomso...

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Cemi qmari amerikeli eTnografia. svaneTSi samuSaod iyo da Cvens ojaxSi dabinavda, radgan sxva sastumro iq ar arsebobda. rogorc ki saxeli gviTxra da misgan yuradReba vigrZeni, mivxvdi, bedi kars Tavisi fexiT momdgomoda. Cemebs ar undodaT Cemi Sors gaTxoveba, magram bedisweras ver eurCebodnen. me da maikls ori Svili gvyavs. Cems qmars saqarTvelo Zalian uyvars, svaneTSi saxlic gvaqvs, Tumca ZiriTadad mainc amerikaSi vcxovrobT, - daamTavra lalim Txroba.

8.X.2008 mama sikvdilis Semdegac ar mtovebs marto . .

ukve Svidi welia, Cems saxlSi ucnauri xmebi ismis, drodadro wkarunebs jam-WurWeli, TiTqos viRac maniSnebs, rom marto ar var. Tavidan vfiqrobdi, Tagvi iqneba-meTqi. saTaguric ki davdgi, magram mere mivxvdi, vcdebodi. am binaSi me da mamaCemi vcxovrobdiT. Mmama sul wuxda, rom dediserTa viyavi, Tanac gasaTxovari, bedi ki ara da ar gamexsna. Mity-oda xolme: Seni dardi gamyveba, mSvidad ver davlev suls, Seni gu-lSematklivari rom aRaravin megulebao. me sityviT vuiolebdi yvelafers, ase mirCevnia, vidre awewili ojaxi mqondes, Senc xom ici, Cemi SemosavliT Svilebs ver gavzrdi, dRes ki kacebi ar muSaoben, colebze arian damokidebulni, marto ufro mSvidad vicxovreb-meTqi. mas ki vambobdi, magram gulSi mec Zalian meSinoda. mama avadmyofobda, xelidan rom gamomcloda, sityvis mTqmeli aravin mrCeboda. mamaCemic dediserTa iyo da axlo naTesavebi ar gvyavda, dedaCemi ki, warmoSobiT ukraineli, ukve oci weli iyo, meore qmarTan erTad cxovrobda fineTSi da qarTvel Svilze didad ar iwuxebda Tavs. weliwadSi or-samjer Tu darekavda zrdilobis gulisTvis. Svidi wlis win mama gardamecvala. maSin vifiqre, rom Cemi cxov-rebac damTavrda. dakrZalvis meore dRes mamis suraTis pirispir marto darCenilma Tavi imdenad ubedurad vigrZeni, fanjriskenac ki gameqca Tvali, xom ar gadavvarde-meTqi. ai maSin atyda samzareuloSi WurWlis raxaruxi. SevkrTi _ netav ra unda iyosmeTqi. samzareuloSi gavvardi. iq aravin damxvda. Ara, adamians ar velodebodi, ufro Tagvi an kata megona... axla rom vfiqrob, dazustebiT vici, xmauri swored maSin atydeboda xolme, roca me sasowarkveTili viyavi. TanamSromelma _ucxo-planetelebi xom ar modian SenTano. gamecina. ucxoplanetelebisa, momkali da, ar mjera. SarSanwin Cemma mezobelma Tavisi naTesavi gamiriga. ra dros Cemi gaTxovebaa, ormoci wlis qali var-meTqi, vifiqre, magram mere martoobis SiSma Tavisi qna da gadavwyvite, davTanxmebodi. im Ram-iT, kinaRam Weri Camomeqca. marto WurWeli ki ara, wignis karadac TiTqos zanzarebda. kedlebidan naxatebic Camocvivda, loginidan wamovvardi, Suqi avanTe da giJiviT daviwye oTaxebSi sirbili. TviTon ar vici, ratom daviZaxe: ra mogivida, mama! Cemma sityvebma Tavadve SemaSina. maSin mivxvdi, rom mamas ar davutovebivar. amjerad ki raRac undoda eniSnebina. qorwinebaze instiqturad vTqvi uari. karga xnis mere gavige, rom is mezoblis naqebi naTesavi qurdi da yaCaRi yofila. asea, gavida wlebi da mamam ar mimatova. piriqiT, TiTqos ufro damiaxlovda. Adre rom vumalavdi, raze vdardobdi, axla gulaxdilad vuyvebi yvelafers. erTxel vcade es ambavi mezoblisTvis momeyola. eWvianad Se-momxeda, mivxvdi, fiqrobda, gagiJda. axla aRaravis arafers vuambob. Tqven ki mxolod imitom gwerT, rom Zalian mainteresebs, romelime

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mkiTxvels xom ar ganucdia msgavsi ram, xom ar SeiZleba es erTaderTi SemTxveva iyos dedamiwis zurgze, roca sayvarel adamians gardacvlili marto ar tovebs.

2.X.2008 idumali gamoqvabuli

es ambavi xaragaulis erT_erT sofelSi moxda. sanam Cveni ojaxi samuSaod da sacxovreblad TbilisSi wamovidoda, me, Cemi ori Zma, deda, mama da bebia ZvelisZvel saxSi vcxovrobdiT. bebia Semlocveli iyo da uamravi ambavi icoda av sulebsa da eSmakebis gamoqvabulze, romelic Cveni soflis maxloblad iyo. aTas rames ambobdnen – uxsovari droidan arsebobs da iq uxsenebeli da tartarozebi budobdneno. TiTqos arc sjerodaT am ambebisa, magram RamiT im adgilze gavlas mainc eridebodnen. bebo gviyveboda, Cems pa-taraobaSi avsuli mTvral kacebs Sinidan gaityuebda da gamoqvabulis axlos xevSi yridao.

erTxel, roca yvelas eZina, SemTxveviT gameRviZa da davinaxe, rogor wamodga sawolidan TvaldaxuWuli mamaCemi da karisken wavida. gavexmaure, magram xma ar gamca. misma saqcielma damaeWva da bebia gavaRviZe. Fferi ecvala, sawolidan wamoxta, saswrafod Caicva da sastikad damafrTxila, gareT ar gavsuliyavi. TviTon ki mamas gaedevna. cnobismoyvareobam mZlia, fanjarasTan mivedi da warmoidgineT Cemi gaoceba, roca davinaxe, rogor garbida bebiaCemi da Tan sveli tilo mihqonda.

Zalian meSinoda, magram mainc gadavwyvite bebis ukan gavyolodi, Cvens baRebs gavcdiT. davinaxe, rogor daudo bebom mamas fexebTan is tilo.. mamam daabija da SeCerda. mimoixeda, mere ki bebis raRacis axsna dauwyo. roca davb-rundiT, deda fexze dagvxvda, Cvens saZebnelad apirebda wamosvlas. mamas Turme ZilSi Cveni mezoblis Zaxili Caesma – ioseb, miSvele, saxli mewvebao da mamac mis dasaxmareblad midioda. bebom – albaT avsuli eZaxda, radgan nasvami iyoo.

amis Semdeg bevrma wyalma Caiara. am xnis ganmavlobaSi avsulma bevri ojaxis ASewuxeba SeZlo. bolos, roca erTi axalgazrda imsxvarpla, sofelma gadawyvita, eklesiisTvis saRvTo Seewira. male safelma sakuTari xarjiT naxevrad dangreuli eklesia aRadgina. xalxma ufro xSirad daiwyo eklesiaSi siaruli da locva.

erTxel, roca bebos sanaxavad Tbilisidan sofelSi mivdiodi, avtobusis gaCerebidan swored im mokle gziT gadavwyvite wasvla, sadac is wyeuli gamoqvabuli iyo. bneldeboda. erTi ki gamkra gulSi, vaiTu isev budoben iq avi sulebi-meTqi, magram ise mindoda Sin male misvla, gulis xmas ar mivayurade. roca im adgils mivuaxlovdi, SiSma damiara.

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kldesTan, qvaze, raRac arseba ijda. qali iyo Tu kaci, sibneleSi ver gavarCie. gaqceva davapire, magram misma xmas miva-msgavse. vifiqre, iqneb dedam daureka da gaafrTxila, damxvedroda meTqi, magram iman gamakvira, rom moxuci maincdamainc im gamoqvabulTan ijda. mivuaxlovdi da... gavSri: qvaze sazareli Sesaxedaobis qali ijda. vgrZnobdi, fexebi merTmeoda da gaqcevis Tavic aRar mqonda. uceb gamaxsenda, rom jibeSi nakurTxi wylis flakoni medo. amoviRe da wyali qals Sevasxi. im wuTSi Tvalebi aenTo, xelebi daeZarRva da... Sav kvamlad gaifanta haerSi. Tavqud-moglejili gaviqeci. roca yvelaferi bebos vuambe, SeSfodda -im gzaze aRarasdros gaiaroo. am ambavs aravis vuyvebodi, megona aravin damijerebda da giJad CamTlidnen. mas Sem-deg sofelSi mxolod erTxel Cavedi, radgan bebia male garda-icvala. saxli ki, romelSic bavSoba gavatare, mamam Tavis Zmas aCuqa.…

2.X.2008 ganayofierebisaTvis mamakaci saWiro ar aris

avstralielma mecnierebma moaxerxes Tagvis kvercxujredis spermis gamoyenebis gareSe ganayofiereba da ganayofierebisaTvis saWiro yvela ingredienti genuri inJineriis saSualebiT dedis organizmidan miiRes.

es eqsperimentebi melburnis universitetSi warmoebda. zrdasruli Tagvebis organizmSi SehyavdaT somaturi ujredebisagan Seqmnili kultura. bolo dromde mecnierebi ver axerxebdnen somaturi ujredebis gamoyenebas ganayofierebis eqsperimentis dros. rogorc cnobilia, somatur ujredebs spermatozoidebisa da kvercxujredebisgan gansxvavebiT, qromosomebis ormagi nakrebi gaaCnia. G

ganayofierebis dros erTmaneTs erwymian kvercxujredisa da spermatozoidis qromosomebi, ris Sedegadac STamomavloba rogorc dedis, aseve mamis Tvisebebis matarebeli xdeba. avstralielma mecnierebma moaxerxes somaturi ujredebidan qromosomebis naxevaris CamoSoreba, xolo Semdeg es CamoSorebuli qromosomebi sakmaod rTuli damuSavebis Semdeg Tagvis kvercxujreds daumates. Sedegad maT spermis gamoyenebis gareSe miiRes embrionebi da jerjerobiT eqsperimenti warmatebiT mimdinareobs. mecnierebis TqmiT, isini darwmunebuli ar arian rom “STamomavloba” normaluri iqneba; arc imaSi arian darwmunebuli, rom mSobiaroba nor-malurad Caivlis. M miuxedavad amisa, ukve gamoiTqva mosazreba, rom msgavsi teqnologiis saSualebiT bavSvis gaCenas lesboseli wyvilebic SeZleben. unda iTqvas, rom aseT SemTxvevaSi mxolod mdedrobiTi sqesis organizmi daibadeba.

2.X.2008 mkvleloba mxatvarma gaxsna

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es ambavi XIX saukunis damlevs moxda peterburgSi. samZebro po-licia gamalebuli eZebda borotmoqmeds, romelmac saxlis sxvenSi jer gaaupatiura, Semdeg ki daaxrCo 14 wlis gogona. amaod daSvrnen policiis ufrosi da misi saukeTeso agentebi… amis Semdeg Cveni naambobi SeiZleba fantastikis Janrs miakuTvnoT, magram rasac giambobT, namdvilad moxda.

...mkvlelobis Semdeg karga xans dedaqalaqis presa statiebs aq-veynebda am barbarosuli mkvlelobis Sesaxeb. mxatvari borisovi suliT xorcamde SeZra momxdarma da suraTic ki Seqmna am siuJetze. naxati imdenad realisturi iyo da Tan ise profesiulad sesrulebuli, rom yovel-wriul gamofenaze akademiuri premiac ki daimsaxura. naxatze zustad iyo asaxuli is sxveni, sadac danaSauli moxda, iatakze sacodavad dag-debuli gogona. da, rac mTavaria, suraTis siRrmeSi mxatvarma gamosa-xa borotmoqmedi. romelic Cadenili danaSaulis Semdeg tovebda sxvens. marjvena xeliT igi gasavlel kars aRebda, naxevrad mobrunebuli ki Tavis msxverpls ukanasknelad uyurebda. mkvleli sazareli sanaxavi iyo, maxinji, kuziani, uzarmazari piriT, grZelcxvira, wverwiTuri da wvril-Tvala. naxati mkvlelobidan eqvsi Tvis Semdeg gamoifina. erT dRes, ro-ca sagamofeno darbazSi uamravi xalxi ireoda, Semzaravi yvirili gaisma _ viRac kaci Tavs iataks urtyamda da Rrialebda. damTvalierebelni mis-cvivdnen, wamoayenes da roca saxeze Sexedes, maT gaocebas saz-Rvari ar hqonda_ ucnibi wylis wveTivid hgavda suraTze ganosaxul mkvlels. kaci gons rom moego, aRiara danaSauli da iTxova, policiisTvis CaebarebinaT.

samZebro ganyofilebaSi damnaSavem Tqva, rom mokluli gogonas saxe mosvenebas ar aZlevda. Ram-RamobiT misi xma Caesmoda da ro-ca SemTxveviT sagamofeno darbazSi aRmoCnda,suraTze ixila ara mxo-lod Tavisi msxverpli, aramed sakuTari Tavic da, rac mTavaria, is sxve-nic, sadac es saSineleba Caidina. - rogor daxata mxatvarma ase zustad? albaT im dros iq Tu iyo... gTxovT mkacrad damsajoT. iqneb damexsnas gogonas aCrdilio, - ixve-weboda damnaSave.

- Tanamonawileebi gyavdaT? - hkiTxa samZebro ganyofilebis uf-rosma. - ara, yvelaferi martom Cavidine... policiis ufrosma ar daijra - Tu asea, maS rogor SeZlo mxatvarma aseTi sizustiT gamoesaxa suraTze es saSineli mkvleloba. ueWvelia, isic monawileobda danaSaulSi. iqneb sulac misi mofiqrebuli iyo yvelaferio da agenti gagzavna mxatvris dasapatimreblad. erTi saaTis Semdeg agentma ambavi moutana, -borisovi parizSia, saerTaSoriso gamofenaSi monawileobso. peterburgSi dabrunrbuli mxatvari matareblidan fexis Camodgmis Ta-nave daapatimres.

- Tqven brali gedebaT gogonas mkvlel;bisaTvis TanamonawileobaSi. girCevT, aRiaroT danaSauli. braldebas Tqvenive naxati adasturebs.

mxatvars gaecina da policiis ufros mimarTa: - eseigi igi, unda gamovtyde, rom xels vuwyobdi mkvlels. rogor

bedavT aseTi uazrobis mtkicebas? sasamarTloSi giCivlibT da moviTxov, Tanamdrboba Tanamdeboba dagatovebinon. samZebro policiis ufrosi daibna. - maS, rogor axsniT mkvlelobis detalebis aseT sizustes? - Zalian martivad. roca es ambavi gazeTebSi wavikiTxe, gadavwyvite, am siujetze damexata. wavedi mkvlelobis adgilze, sxvenis eskizebi Cavixate, Semdeg morgSi gogonas gvami vnaxe. davadgine, ra mdgomareobaSi ipoves igi, mTavari maklda - mkvleli.

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unda mepova mkvlelis propotipi. moviare traqtirebi, sadac SeiZleboda wavwydomodi mas. mkvleli sulierad da fizikurad maxinji myavda warmodgenili. erT dRes warmosaxul “personaJs” duqanSi SevefeTe _ magidasTan ijda da Cais svamda. maSinve xatvas Sevudeqi. ar gamimarTla _ male wavida. oficiantma miTxra, es kaci yoveldRe, SuadRisas, Cais dasalevad modis xolmeo. davdiodi traqtirSi da kuzianis portrets vxatavdi…Cemi dapatimreba adasturebs. rom naxati da danaSauli sruliad emTxveva. Tavadac gaocebuli varo.... mxatvari imave dRes gaaTavisufles, mkvlels ki oci wliT Tavisuflebis aRkveTa miesaja.

ucnauri winaswarmetyveli Tu reinkarnacia

indoeli wmindanis Sri sati sai babas saxeli mTel msoflioSia cnobili. “Taimsma” mas am bolo aswleulis “yvelaze saocari wmindani”uwoda. misi popularoba usazRvroa.

sati sai babas dabadebidanve ucnauroba dahyva – zewrebis qveS, romelzec axalSobeli daawvines, kobra mokalaTebuliyo. indusTa rwmeniT, es niSnavs, rom bavSvi romeliRaca salocavTan aris dakavSirebuli.

baba gamoirCeoda Tanatolebisagan. misi Tanaklaselebi xSirad hyveboden saocrebebze, romelsac is sCadioda. magaliTad, carieli CanTidan xils, tkbileulobasa da saTamaSoebs gaaCenda; Tu vinme avad iyo, maTTvis himalais samkurnalo balaxebs amoacurebda. 14 wlisa mixvda, rom indoeTSi friad pativsacemi wmindanis sai Sirdis rei-nkarnacia iyo. 1928 wels, sikvdilis win, Sirdim iwinaswarmetyvela, rom kvlav daibadeboda, oRond axla indoeTis samxreTSi. xalxs Rrmad swams, rom man Seasrula dapireba da sati sai babas sxeulSi Casaxlda.

1940 wels babam mSoblebs gamoucxada, Cemi adgili ojaxSi ar ariso da qadageba daiwyo. visTvis ra unda eswavlebina norC ymas, magram misi piriT sai Sirdi laparakobda. misi gardasaxvis faqts bevri adasturebda. avstralielma mkvlevarma e. miurim, romelmac wigni dawera babas Sesaxeb, aseTi magaliTi moiyvana: erTma moxucma qalma, romelic Sirdis kargad icnobda, sTxova, -- darCi da sulieri maswavlebeli gaxdio, magram wmindanma uari uTxra, -- axla ara. me kidev moval am qveynad da maSin dagimo-wafebo. rodesac qalma gaigo, viRac biWuna Tavis Tavs Sirdis gansaxierebas uwodebda, dauyonebliv gaeSura misken. mivida da gverdiT daujda. biWma ki wynarad hkiTxa, -- moxvedi, Svilo Cemo? Seaxsena, Sen Cemi 16 rupia gmarTebso da RimiliT daumata, -- amas mxolod imitom geubnebi, rom namdvilad daijero, rom sai Sirdi varo.

sai baba unikalur qirurgiul operaciebsac akeTebs aramarto cxadad, aramed sizmarSic. Sedegi – sruli gamojanmrTelebaa. arCens ukurnebeli seniT daavadebulT, kiTxulobs adamianis azrebs... da es yvelaferi foto da telekamerebiTaa dafiqsirebuli. xandaxan bavSviviT erToba – qvebs kanfetebad aqcevs, vardis kokors – almasad, ubralo rkinas – briliantad... da rac mTavaria, gasamrjelos ar iRebs, piriqiT, iqiT exmareba gaWirvebulebs.

bevr dasavlel mecniers ar sjeroda misi Zalis., ambobdnen, – indoeTi cnobilia mefokuseebiT, masobrivi hipnoziorebiT da iogebiTo. didi kvleva-Ziebis Semdeg sai babas TaRliTobis veraferi aRmouCines.

sai baba yvela religias scems pativs. ambobs, am qveynad xelmeored axali religiis Sesaqmnelad ar movsulvar, aramed RmerTTan pirdapiri gzis aRsadgenado.

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...suraTidan iRimeba wiTelkabiani, msuqani adamiani. es sai babaa. idumali pirovneba, romelic saswaulebs axdens, saswaulebs, romelic mxolod ucxoplanetelebs Tu SeeZlebaT. iqneba swored erTi maTgania igi?! pozneris gadacema “Если”

genetikuri informacia SeiZleba gamoyenebul iqnas ara marto racionalurad, aramed iracionaluradac. ramdenime wlis win popularuli teleprogramis “Если” erT-erT siuJetSi, romelic pozners mihyavda, ganxiluli iyo situacia, romelic samedicino-genetikuri informaciis konfidencialobis darRvevis Sedegad warmoiSva. raionuli gazeTis korespondentma adgilobrivi ekologiis problemebisadmi miZRvnil statiaSi, gvauwya, rom erT-erTi soflis mkvidrs bavSvi – “mutanti” gauCnda. Tumca dedis saxeli moxseniebuli ar iyo, magram, ramdenadac am sofelSi bolo dros mxolod erTi bavSvi daibada, faqtiurad informaciis gamomJRavneba moxda. sityva “mutanti” daRad daaCnda bavSvs da mTel ojaxs, ramac maT mimarT TanasoflelTa mtruli ganwyoba da socialuri izolacia gamoiwvia. msgavsi koleqtiuri agresiisaTvis, romelic mimarTulia memkvidreobiT daavadebuli pacientisa da misi ojaxis wevrebisadmi, araviTari racionaluri safuZveli ar arsebobs. ar SeiZleba, mxedvelobaSi ar miviRoT crurwmenaTa saSiSroeba, romelic gvarovnul urTierTobebTan (“sisxlis yivilTan”) da memkvidreobaze mcdar warmodgenebTan aris dakavSirebuli. genetikuri diagnozi SeiZleba bavSvs da mis ojaxs daRad daaCndes da maTi socialuri diskriminaciis safuZvlad iqces.

1. aqvs Tu ara ufleba pacients moiTxovos samedicino-genetikuri informaciis konfidencialoba?

2. sad mTavrdeba avadmyofis konfidencialobis dacvis sazRvari da sad iwyeba sxvisi (SesaZlebelia sazogadoebis) uflebisa da interesebis darRveva?

3. aqvs Tu ara ufleba televizias gaaSuqos avadmyofis istoriaSi arsebuli Canawerebi, romelic exeba mourCenel, memkvidrul, fsiqiatriul, sqesobrivi gziT gadamdeb, aratradiciuli sqesobrivi orientaciis damadasturebel da zogierT sxva daavadebebs, Tu ar arsebobs sasamarTlos gadawyvetileba an aRZruli sisxlis samarTlis saqme?

4. dairRva Tu ara piradi cxovrebis xelSeuxeblobis principi?5. am SemTxvevaSi aqvs Tu ara adgili rasobrivi gansxvavebis

gamoyenebas socialuri diskriminaciisaTvis?

pozneris gadacema “Если”

genetikuri informacia SeiZleba gamoyenebul iqnas ara marto racionalurad, aramed iracionaluradac. ramdenime wlis win popularuli teleprogramis “Если” erT-erT siuJetSi, romelic pozners mihyavda, ganxiluli iyo situacia, romelic samedicino-genetikuri informaciis konfidencialobis darRvevis Sedegad warmoiSva. raionuli gazeTis korespondentma adgilobrivi ekologiis problemebisadmi miZRvnil statiaSi, gvauwya, rom erT-erTi soflis mkvidrs bavSvi – “mutanti”

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gauCnda. Tumca dedis saxeli moxseniebuli ar iyo, magram, ramdenadac am sofelSi bolo dros mxolod erTi bavSvi daibada, faqtiurad informaciis gamomJRavneba moxda. sityva “mutanti” daRad daaCnda bavSvs da mTel ojaxs, ramac maT mimarT TanasoflelTa mtruli ganwyoba da socialuri izolacia gamoiwvia. msgavsi koleqtiuri agresiisaTvis, romelic mimarTulia memkvidreobiT daavadebuli pacientisa da misi ojaxis wevrebisadmi, araviTari racionaluri safuZveli ar arsebobs. ar SeiZleba, mxedvelobaSi ar miviRoT crurwmenaTa saSiSroeba, romelic gvarovnul urTierTobebTan (“sisxlis yivilTan”) da memkvidreobaze mcdar warmodgenebTan aris dakavSirebuli. genetikuri diagnozi SeiZleba bavSvs da mis ojaxs daRad daaCndes da maTi socialuri diskriminaciis safuZvlad iqces.






rwmenis Zala es ambavi didi samamulo omis dros moxda da Cemma moxucma bebiam miambo.

1942-43 wlebi idga. bebiaCemis didi ojaxi: misi didi babua, ded-mama, da-Zmebi da maTi mcirewlovani Svilebi erT patara sofelSi cxovrobdnen. susxiani zamTris erT avbediT dRes sofels germanelebi Seesivnen – saxlebs cecxli waukides, gareT gamocvenil xalxs ki

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avtomatebis jeri daayares. rogorc ki sofelSi codvis kalo datrialda, didma babuam kedlidan mowiwebiT Camoxsna xis jvari, ubeSi Camala, ojaxis wevrebi saxlidan gaiyvana da iqve mdgar sabZelSi SeuZRva. jvari kedelze miamagra, daiCoqa da danarCenebsac ubrZana, misTvis miebaZaT. mTeli ojaxi sityvis Seubruneblad daemorCila. maSin babuam 90-e fsalmunis kiTxva daiwyo da danarCenebsac aniSna, igive gaekeTebinaT. ase muxlmoyrili idga mTeli ojaxi gayinul miwaze sabZe-lSi, romelsac cecxlis enebi jer ar miswvdomoda da fsalmuns xmamaRla kiTxulobda.

gareT srolis, daWrilebis kvnesisa da jer kidev cocxlad darCenilebis sazareli moTqma ismoda. sul ufro Zalumad tkarcalebda cecxlis enebi da male mTeli sofeli erTian, uSvelebel koconad iqca. nel-nela miwyda kvnesa-godebisa da avtomatebis jeris xma, aRarc Tovli WraWunebda faSistebis naliani Ceqmebis qveS... babua da misi ojaxi garindebuli ganagrZobda fsalmunis kiTxvas, Tumca sabZelSi ukve saSineli kvamli idga.

nel-nela sazarelma mdumarebam daisadgura garSemo da sabZlis nacrad qceuli kedlebi Camoiqca. Sig myofni ki srulebiT uvneblad gadarCnen. mlocvelebs verc tyvia miswvda, verc kvamlma moaSTo da germanelebmac ise datoves iqauroba, darwmunebuli iyvnen, Ze-xorcieli aRar iyo cocxali.

gadarCenilebi pirqve daemxnen da RmerTs madloba Seswires. Semdeg babuam nacari gadaqeqa da iqidan amoRebuli jvari, romelic arc ki Sesrutuliyo, kvlav ubeSi Seinaxa. mere ki ojaxianad datova gadamwvari sofeli, sadac weraqvica da baric ki aRar moiZebneboda, rom daRupulebisaTvis saerTo saflavi mainc gaeTxaraT.

axdenili saswauli

ubralo mokvdavnic xSirad vxvdebiT zeciuri saswaulebis Rirsi ise, rogorc es Cveni dRevandeli gmiris, giorgis, cxovrebaSi moxda:

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-sofelSi vcxovrobT, coli adrianad SevirTe, magram Svili ar mogveca. eqimebi gvamSvidebdnen, - colsac da qmarsac yvelaferi wesrigSi gaqvTo, magram Cvens WerqveS ara da ar dairwa akvani.

2003 weli dgeboda. Cveni soflis Tavze tyeSi wavedi naZvis mosaWrelad. xSirad norCi xe momiWria da axla vwuxvar. aRar meeWveba, rom xeebic cocxlebi arian, adamianiviT stkivaT da uxariaT sicocxle...

Sevedi tyeSi. jer fiCxiT uremi kargad davtvirTe, mere Camovuare naZvis norC xeebs, rom saukeTeso da fumfula SemerCia...

SevarCie da najaxi moviqnie dasartymelad, rom majaSi autaneli tkivili vigrZeni, TiTqos basri daniT gadamiWres ZarRvebi. TvalT damibnelda da Cavimuxle... zanzalakebis wkriali momesma. Tavi avwie da davinaxe, rom totidan totze raRac arseba ki ar daxtoda, narnarad gadadioda. ciyvi megona da ar gamkvirvebia, magram wk-rialis xmas swored is gamoscemda moZraobisas da aman gamakvirva... ZlivZlivobiT wamovdeqi da uceb davinaxe, rom totebze ciyvi ki ar danarnarebda, ufro adamianis msgavsi sulieri, romelsac gamWvirvale frTebi hqonda. swored maTi rxevisas ismoda wkriali. bavSvobaSi gagonili mqonda – naZvis ezoSi dargva ar SeiZleba, ra-dgan mis totebSi angelozebi budoben da roca adamianis locva, an wyevla esmiT – “amins” ityvian, yvelaferi Seismineba da axdebao.

mivxvdi, swored naZvis angelozi gamomecxada da xe moWras gadaarCina. daCoqilma patieba vTxove, Sevfice, rom aRarasodes movWridi naZvs da arc Cemi sawuxari damviwyebia – gevedrebi, Svili gvaCuqe me da Cems cols-meTqi.

...male wkriali Sewyda. is ucnauri arsebac gaqra. naZvi aRar momiWria da 2003 wels mxolod mamaCemis gamoTlili CiCilakiT SevxvdiT...

es ambavi mxolod meuRles movuyevi. dideba ufals, Tu angelozis xilvis Rirsi gagxadao, - miTxra. saswaulis dasturi Cemi patara vaJkacia, romelic angelozTan Sexvedridan zustad 9 TveSi daibada – 2003 wlis oqtombris dasawyisSi.

Tu dabeWdavT Cems monaTxrobs, bevri aRar moWris albaT naZvs, anu angelozebs dedamiwaze agebul budeebs ar daungrevs da isinic aucileblad gvaCuqeben saswau-lso, - daasrula Txroba giorgim.

mas Semdeg bebiaCemi mudam Tan atarebda yelze tyavis TasmiT Sebmul 90-e fsalmuns da roca sikvdilis Jamma mouwia, igi Tan gaatanes samaradiso sasufevelSic...

winaTgrZnoba

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samsaxurSi mimeCqareboda da dilauTenia gamovedi Sinidan. calke sicive da calke is, rom transporti TiTqmis ar moZraobda, dardad Semomawva gulze. ucxoelTa firmaSi vmuSaob da Cvens damqiravebels sul ar ainteresebs gacdenis mizezi, umal migixuravs kars. gaCerebaze bolTas vcemdi da manqanian nacnobebze vfiqrobdi - egeba romelimem gamoiaros da samsaxuramde mimiyvans-meTqi. xalxi kantikuntad dadi-oda quCaSi. Cems Soriaxlos erTi xnieri kaci gaCerda. isic transports eloda.

gavida aTiode wuTi. uceb gamaJrJola. ar vici, rogor gadmogceT es SegrZneba. bavSvobaSi xom SeuSinebixarT xvliks an ZaRls... gulma gamalebiT damiwyo cema. mimovixede, nabijis gadadgma gamiWirda da iqve, TovlSi Cavimuxle. is kaci, ramdenadac SeeZlo, gamoeqana Cemsken, mxarze xeli damado da – cudad xom ar xarTo? – mkiTxa. mxrebi aviCeCe. laparakis Tavi ar mqonda. is Cems gverdiT Camojda. -avad xarT? – gamimeora SekiTxva. -ara, axla raRac damemarTa... -mgoni, vici, rac gWirT, magas mec vgrZnob, - miTxra TiTqmis CurCuliT. ise Sevxede, rogorc aranormalurs, mimixvda. -etyoba, pirvelad igrZeniT es. erT dros mec TqvensaviT pirvelad dameufla es auxsneli SegrZneba.

mere da mere movlenebi erTmaneTs davukavSire da yvelafers mivxvdi. magas winaTgrZnoba hqvia. raRac moxdeba, - Tqva da amoioxra. mere mxarSi amomidga, - wamodi, cota iqiT gavideTo. avdeqi da ramdenime nabiji gadavdgi. jer kidev ar mjeroda Tanamosaubris fsiqikuri janmrTelobisa, magram irgvliv sxva aravin iyo, me ki, TiTqmis umweo mdgomareobaSi viyavi. -es adgili cudad aris damuxtuli, gavecaloT, - meubneboda da srial srialiT mimaqanebda.

is iyo, gunebaSi gavivle, am giJs xelidan unda davusxltde, Torem cudad iqneba Cemi saqme-meTqi, rom uknidan manqanis xma Semomesma. orive mivbrundiT, TeTri “opeli” iyo. uceb mocurda, dabzrialda, jer trotuarisaken gavarda, im adgils gadauara, me rom TovlSi vijeqi, mere isev trasaze datrialda... ase icura quCis meore mxaremde, iq ki did Wadars Seaskda. oriveni adgils movwydiT da manqanisaken gaveqaneT. kars veci, CaWedili iyo, meore mxridan im kacma gamoaRoO ukana kari da Tavi manqanis salonSi Seyo. telefoni Tu gaqvs, saswrafoSi darekeo, - gamomZaxa. telefoni jibeSi medo, magram ise vkankalebdi, jibidan ver amoviRe. mobrunda, telefonic amomiRo da dareka kidec. saswrafo rom movida da damtvreuli mZRoli sakaceze gadaiyvana (ro-gorc miTxres, gadarCebao, mxolod xel-fexi hqonda motexili), mec mosabrunebeli gavxdi... msgavsi stresi mSoblis gardacvalebis drosac ki ar mqonia.

ucnauri kaci gverdidan ar momSorebia da TiTqos Cems fiqrebs kiTxulobso, miTxra: -visi gadarCenac SegveZlo, gadavarCineT – Sen xom gixseniT sikvdilisgan... im mZRols verafers vuSvelidiT, avaria mainc moxdeboda... awi mainc xom daijereb, rom arsebobs winaTgrZnoba? ... davijereb, rogor ara... davijereb.

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mama sikvdilis Semdegac ar mtovebs marto . . .ukve Svidi welia, Cems saxlSi ucnauri xmebi ismis, drodadro

wkarunebs jam-WurWeli, TiTqos viRac maniSnebs, rom marto ar var. Tavidan vfiqrobdi, Tagvi iqneba-meTqi. saTaguric ki davdgi, magram mere mivxvdi, vcdebodi.

am binaSi me da mamaCemi vcxovrobdiT. mama sul wuxda, rom dediserTaA viyavi, Tanac gasaTxovari, bedi ki ara da ar gamexsna. metyoda xolme: Seni dardi gamyveba, mSvidad ver davlev suls, Seni dardi gamyvebao. me Tavs vimarTlebdi, ase mirCevnia, vidre awewili ojaxi mqondes, Senc xom ici, Cemi SemosavliT Svilebs ver gavzrdi, dRes ki kacebi ar muSaoben, colebze arian damokidebulni, marto ufro mSvidad vicxovreb-meTqi. amas ki vambobdi, magram gulSi mec Zalian meSinoda. mama avadmyofobda, xelidan rom gamomcloda, sityvis mTqmeli aravin mrCeboda. mamaCemic dediserTa iyo da axlo naTesavebi ar gvyavda, dedaCemi ki, warmoSobiT ukraineli, ukve oci weli iyo, meore qmarTan erTad cxovrobda fineTSi da qarTvel Svilze didad ar iwuxebda Tavs. weliwadSi or-samjer Tu darekavda zrdilobisaTvis.

Svidi wlis win mama gardamecvala. maSin vifiqre, rom Cemi cxovrebac damTavrda. dakrZalvis meore dRes mamis suraTis pirispir marto darCenilma Tavi imdenad ubedurad vigrZeni, fanjriskenac ki gameqca Tvali, xom ar gadavvarde-meTqi. ai, maSin atyda samzareuloSi WurWlis raxaruxi. SevkrTi, netav ra unda iyos-meTqi. samzareuloSi gavvardi. iq aravin damxvda. adamians ar velodebodi, ufro Tagvi an kata megona...

axla rom vixseneb, xmauri swored maSin atydeboda xolme, roca me sasowarkveTili viyavi. TanamSromelma - ucxoplanetelebi xom ar modian SenTano. gamecina. ucxoplanetelebisa, momkali da, ar mjera.

SarSanwin Cemma mezobelma Tavisi naTesavi gamiriga. raRa dros Cemi gaTxovebaa, ormoci wlis qali var-meTqi, vifiqre, magram mere martoobis SiSma Tavisi qna da gadavwyvite, davTanxmebodi. im RamiT, kinaRam Weri Camomeqca. marto WurWeli ki ara, wignis karadac TiTqos zanzarebda. kedlebidan naxatebic Camocvivda, loginidan wamovvardi, Suqi avanTe da giJiviT daviwye oTaxebSi sirbili. TviTon ar vici, ratom daviZaxe: ra mogivida, mama!

Cemma sityvebma Tavadve SemaSina. maSin mivxvdi, rom mamas ar davutovebivar. amjerad ki raRac undoda eniSnebina. qorwinebaze instiqturad vTqvi uari. karga xnis mere gavige, rom is mezoblis naqebi naTesavi qurdi da yaCaRi yofila.

gavida wlebi. magram mamam ar mimatova. piriqiT, TiTqos ufro damiaxlovda. adre rom vumalavdi, raze vdardobdi, axla gulaxdilad vuyvebi yvelafers.

erTxel vcade es ambavi mezoblisTvis momeyola. eWvianad Semomxeda, mivxvdi, fiqrobda, gavgiJdi. axla aRaravis arafers vuambob. Tqven ki mxolod imitom gwerT, rom Zalian mainteresebs, romelime mkiTxvels xom ar ganucdia msgavsi ram, xom ar SeiZleba es erTaderTi SemTxveva iyos dedamiwis zurgze, roca sayvarel adamians gardacvlili marto ar tovebs.

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8.X.2008 saswauli malamo

qveyana rom airia, rogorc naxevari saqarTvelo, mec umuSevari davrCi. xan aqeT veci, xan iqiT, sofelSi cxovrebac vcade, verafriT movaxerxe ojaxis rCena. swored sofelSi wamovkari fexi Robidan gamoCril wverwamaxul sars da seriozulad vitkine. iara ki vera da ver movirCine. aRmoCnda, raRac infeqcia SemWria da imdenad damigvianda mkurnalo-ba, gangrenamde misula saqme. es rom miTxres, sicocxle gavaTave. ra unda meqna, fexs Tu davkargavdi?! operaciaze ki ara, eqimTan misvlazec sastiki uari vTqvi. fexi ukve gamiSavda da saSinlad mtkioda. SeiZleba daujereblad mogeCvenoT, magram aseT mdgomareobaSi myofi sawolidan avdeqi. naTesav-megobrebis naCuqari wamlis fuli jibeSi Cavide, manqana viqirave da sofelSi wavedi _ mSobliur saxlSi mindoda momkvdariyavi. maRali sicxe mqonda. mezoblebma am dReSi rom mnaxes, araferi daiSures, mivlidnen, Cems meuRlesac SeuTvales _ Camodio. swored im dres mesizmra dedaCemi. samjer gamimeora, _ Svilo, karadaSi wamali dagitoveo. gameRviZa. moviTxove enaxaT, ra iyo karadaSi. Tafliani qila da ramdenime Tavi niori aRmoCnda. meuRles Sevevedre, erTmaneTSi azile da fexze damade_meTqi. asec moiqca. im Rames mSvidad meZina. araferi mtkioda. Tvenaxevari vmkurnalobdi TafliTa da nivriT. movjobindi, sicxes aRar maZlevda, fexi nel_nela buneriv fers iRebda. Cveni Tanaso-fleli eqimi mxrebs iCeCda: es kiduri Tu mogirCa, ese igi mkvdris gacocxlebac SeiZlebao. dRes janmrTeli var, Tumca veravin davarwmune, rom saswaulis monawile gavxdi…an rogor daijereben. erTma Tanasoflelmac scada, daido niori da Tafli wylulze _ ar uSvela. me ki imave wamalma saiqiodan momabruna. vin da ratom ,,moxata’’ Cveni xelisgulebi?+ qiromantia anu xelze mkitxaobis xelovneba indoeTSi Caisaxa. Igi iseTive Zvelia, rogoric astrologia. miRweulia cnobebi, rom qiromantias iyenebdnen qaldevelebi, iudevelebi, asirielebi. Zvel-berZeni filosofosebi anaqsimeni (VI s. Cv.w.aR-mde.)adamianis xels moixseniebs, rogorc mis Sesaxeb informaciis wyaros. Qqiromantiaze msjelobdnen Zveli berZeni filosofosebi_ anaqsagore, demokrite, aristotele, sizmrebis legendaruli amomxsneli artemidori. Aaristotele gviambobs, rom hermesis erT-erT sakurTxevelSi man miagno Canawers qiromantiis Sesaxeb da askvnis, _ es aris maRalgonivruli mecnierebao.

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Aartemidors Rrmad swamda “momavlis Wvretis xelovnebis WeSmariteba” da Tavis “sizmrebis axsnas” traqtatic daurTo qiromantiis Sesaxeb. XIX s-is dasawyisSi ihglisSi Catarda konkursi, romelsac unda gamoevlina saukeTeso literaturuli nawarmoebi qiromantiis Sesaxeb. Ppremiac mniSvnelovani dainiSna. Ggaimarjva cnobilma eqimma da mkvlevarma Carlz belma, romelmac daamtkica, rom xeli swored is organoa, romelzec asaxulia RvTis neba. Carlz belis wigni mraval enazea Targmnili.

9.X.2008 gasaocari “mxatvari”

vin da ra mizniT moxata Cveni xelisguli aTasgvari naxatiT? modiT, erTad davfiqrdeT. Aaxaldabadebul Cvils xelisgulze aqvs yvela mTavari xazi: sico-cxlis, Tavis, gulis. danarCenebi cxovrebis manZilze Cndeba. Mmagram adamiani kvdeba da dasaflavebis momentSi usicocxlo xelisgulebidan xazebi qreba. ras niSnavs es? axaldabadebuli sicocxlesa da bedisweras xazebSi kodirebuli “programiT” xvdeba. cxadia, rom xazebi mucladyofnisas, ganvi-Tarebis procesSi “gaukeTda” adamians. SeiZleba es memkvidreobis asaxvis faqtia an iqneb kosmoplaneturi gavlenis zemoqmedebaa bavSvis Casaxvis momentSi? Aastrologebs Soris arsebobs mosazreba, rom horoskopi unda Sedges ara dabadebis, aramed Casaxvis momentis gaTvaliswinebiT. Mmagram rogor unda gainszRvros es dro? Aan vin xatavs am xazebs xelisgulze? rogor unda iyos, es “mxatvarebi” yovlisSemZle arian, maT mowyalebazea damokidebuli adamianis sicocxle da bedi, rac Seexeba pasuxs dasmul SekiTxvaze, ai, isic: “RmerTi beWdavs yoveli adamianis xels, rom mTelma xalxma icodes misi namoqmedari”. ase weria wignSi (T.37,7). Mmoses wigni ki ganmartavs: “xeli aris admianis sarke, romelSic aRbeWdilia mTeli misi cxovreba”.

axali cxovrebis dasawyisi

uiliam Seridans 63 wlis asakSi gadaunerges guli niu-iorkis erT-erT saavadmyofoSi. operaciis Semdeg gadasxveferda _ xatvisken gauwia gulma. fsiqolog-konsultantma bet de fugiam didi Sefaseba misca Tavisi pacientis mxatvrul namuSevrebs: “gasaocari iyo, roca vakvirdebodi, rogor ifurCqneboda misi talanti”. Axali niWi ase aixsna: “keit nevili, Seridanis donori, SemoqmedebiTi natura iyo, xatva ki misi erT-erTi gataceba gaxldaT”.

gulis gadanergvis Semdeg adamianis gemovnebisa da xasiaTis cvlilebis Sesaxeb dRes bevrs weren _ masaCusetsel doTi o’konoris panikura eSinoda simaRlis, magram alpinistis gulis gadanergvis Sedeg am fobiisagan sruliad ganikurna. amJamad Tavadac dacocavs kldeebze.

pol oldams, romelsac 14 wlis mozardis guli gadaunerges, moulodnelad Seuyvarda “snikersi”, Tumca adre Sokolads saerTod ver itanda.adamianis amgvari cvlilebebi gasagebi gaxdeba Tu didi rusi fiziologis, i. pavlovis wigns gadavxedavT. Tavis, samwuxarod, naklebad cnobil naSromSi, “adamianis gardacvalebis Sesaxeb”, fiziologi mecnierulad asabuTebs, rom adamianis guli mxolod sisxlis

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mamoZravebeli “Zrava”ar aris. Zveli berZnebisaTvis sityva “guli” aRniSnavda suls, azrs, gonebas da rwmenas. gulTan amgvari damokidebuleba aqvs sxvadasxva xalxs. adamianTa cnobierebaSi guli “itanjeba”, “ganicdis, guls “uyvars”, “sZuls” “enatreba”. “yvela am movlenas, _ safuZvlad udevs Rrma fiziologiuri azri”...

magram mecnierTa umravlesoba mainc saeWvod miiCnevs donoris zegavleniT adamianis guneba-ganwyobilebis gardaqmnas. maTi TvalsazrisiT, es faqti aixsneba im medikamentebis zegavleniT, romelsac eqimebi gadanergvis operaciisas da Semdgom iyeneben.

guli Zalze mniSvnelovani da mistikuri organoa, romlis gadanergvamac maSinve miipyro Jurnalistebis yuradReba. sisxlic, romelic ager ukve 100 welia, rac adamianidan adamians gadaesxmeba, mniSvnelovani informaciis matarebelia. sisxlis gadasxmas yvela droSi yvela religia aRiarebda mistikur, udidesi zegavlenis mqone aqtad.

1907 wels ciurixSi, profesorma rudolf Stainerma waikiTxa leqciaTa kursi, romelic eZRvneboda gemotransfuziis mniSvnelobas adamianis fizikuri da fsiqikuri cvlilebisas. “avtori cilobda daemtkicebina, erTi SexedviT ucnauri movlena _ hyveba Staineris leqciis erT-erTi msmeneli, momavalSi biologiis mecnierebaTa doqtori, moskovis sisxlis gadasxmis institutis profesori valeri kaniuka _ magaliTad is, rom sisxlSi arsebobs firfitebi, romlebzec iwereba informacia gare samyarosa da Tavad organizmis muSaobaze. am firfitebs informacia miaqvT gulamde, sadac gadamuSavdeba nakadebi, romlebic ayalibeben adamianis “me”-s. cxadi iyo, rom sisxli atarebda gacilebiT met informacias vidre es manamde iyo cnobili. “sisxlis firfitebi” araferia, Tu ara eriTrocitebi. roca sisxli Sinagan organoebs gaivlis, eriTrocitebi, vibraciis meSveobiT, agroveben informacias am organoebze. cnobebi gara samyaros Sesaxeb akumulirdeba, roca sisxli Tavis Tvins gaivlis. sabolood, yvela monacemi Tavs iyris gulSi”.

gairkva, rom donoris eriTrocitebi ara mxolod ajansaRebs pacients fiziologiurad, aramed zegavlenas axdens mis emociur mdgomareobaze, fsiqikasa da inteleqtualur monacemebzec ki. XX s-is 80-iani wlebis dasawyisSi aSS-is samedicino literaturaSi asobiT SemTxveva iyo ganxiluli, roca sisxlis gadaxmis Semdeg adamianis pirovnuli cvlileba moxda. magaliTisTvis erT SemTxvevas giambobT: xuTi wlis manZilze isxamda anJela t. sisxls diasaxlisisagan. aRmoCnda, rom anJelas inteleqtis koeficienti 26 punqtiT daeca. firmaSi, romelSic is muSaobda, naklebanazRaurebad Tanamdebobaze gadaiyvanes. Tuki adre klasikur musikas usmenda, axla mxolod “popis” mosmena SeeZlo.

msgavsi SemTxvevebis gamokvlevis Semdeg mecnierebma daaskvnes, rom sisxlis gadasxmisas aucileblad unda iyos gaTvaliswinebuli ara mxolod sisxlis jgufi da rezusfaqtori, aramed donoris inteleqtis koeficientic. am mizniT aSS-Si 90-ian wlebSi Seiqmna sisxlis individualuri bankebi. xalxi mudmivad abarebs aq sisxls, raTa momavalSi, Tuki dasWirdebaT sakuTari gadaisxan.

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simarTle TviTmkvlelTa klubis Sesaxeb

rogorc cnobilia, Jiul vernis romanSi, `80 dRe dedamiwis garSemo~, moqmedeba iwyeba londonis aristokratiul `reform_klubSi~, romelic pel-_melis feSenebelur bulvarze mdebareobs. es klubi 170 wlis win

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daaarses monebiT vaWrobis mowinaaRmdegeebma da dRemde arsebobs.

sxva, aseve prestiJuli `mdumareTa klubis~ Sesaxebac gviambo artur konan doilma. aq srul siCumeSi atarebda Tavisufal dros gamoCenili deteqtivis ufrosi Zma. magram arsebobda sxva klubebic _ `buzRunaTa~, `bifSteqs_klubi~, `dabeWdili kvanZis klubi~, `xbos Tavi~ da a.S.

ise, ingliselebi ar iqnebodnen namdvili ingliselebi, klubebi rom ar hqondeT. am korporaciuli dawesebulebebis `winapari~ _ yavaxanebi farTod gavrcelda XVIII saukunis londonSi. isini Semdeg iqca klubebad, sadac Tavidan mxolod aristokratebi dadiodnen. XIX saukuneSi elituri dawesebulebebis kari farTod gaiRo saqmiani samyaros warmomadge-nlebisTvisac, romlebic klubebSi dilidan ikribebodnen. SuadRemde jentlmenebi gazeTebis kiTxvasa da saqmiani werilebis weras undebodnen. werdnen sagangebo furclebze, romlebsac calkeuli klubi Tavisi damRiT uSvebda. amas mosdevda sadili, ris Semdegac gani-xilavdnen politikur Tu sxva siaxleebs. midioda banqos TamaSi da ideboda sxvadasxva saxis naZlevi.

klubSi sadilze misvla mxolod saRamos kostiumebiT iyo nebadarTuli; klubebi cdilobdnen, waexalisebinaT kulinarebi. saukeTeso iyvnen safra-ngeTidan Camosulni. zogierT klubSi moweva mxolod mosawev oTaxSi iyo nebadarTuli. didi romanistis, Carlz dikensis epoqaSi, `pikvikis klu-bis~ Sesaxeb rom gviambo, eweodnen Cibuxs da sigaras.

klubebSi miRebuli ucvleli wesebi inglisel mweralTa mraval nawar-moebSia aRwerili. maTgan yvelaze cnobilia robert stivensonis `TviT-mkvlelTa klubi~. gulubryviloba iqneboda gvevarauda, rom es klubi Cve-ns dromde moaRwevda. gasaocaria, rom igi saerTod arsebobda. mwerali gaecno klubis organizatorTa winaaRmdeg aRZrul sisxlis samarTlis saqmes.

e.w. TviTmkvlelTa klubi mdebareobda londonis priviligirebul na-wilSi, Caring_krosis vagzalTan, erTob sazareli Sesaxedaobis saxlSi. Se-noba Savi ferisa iyo, kolonebi ki, romlebic karebs da fanjrebs amSvenebda, warmoadgenda tragizmiT aRbeWdili motirali qalebis qandakebebs.

xelisuflebam icoda, rom Sav saxlSi raRac klubi iyo. yovel saRamos mis win etlebis da avtomobilebis grZeli rigi idga. muqi tonebiT SeRebil klubis darbazebSi mamakacebi karts TamaSobdnen, vaxSmobdnen, svamdnen Rvinos da... mxiaruli musikis TanxlebiT moulodnelad ixoce-bodnen.

ucnauri saxeli erqva am klubs _ `gulis ukurnebeli seniT SepyrobilTa klubi~. albaT amitom didxans aravis gasCenia eWvi klubis ama Tu im wevris moulodneli gardacvalebis gamo. axsna_ganmarteba martivi iyo. zedmeti dalia, inerviula, gadaiRala. iyo cekvebi, garToba... da uceb mxiarulebis mwvervalze modioda sikvdili. mas veravin amCnevda da masac mSvidad mihyavda Tavisi msxverpli. mowveuli eqimi ki Cveulebriv, gulis damblis diagnozs svamda.

isic saTqmelia, rom zogierTebs, vinc ufro Caxeduli iyo klubis saq-meebSi, Zalze akvirvebdaT erTi garemoeba: drodadro saxlSi, sadac qa-lebis Sesvla mkacrad iyo akrZaluli, gamoCndebodnen xolme lamazmanebi. policiam moisyida klubis msaxurebi, Segzavna agentura, romlebic Sikrikad moewyvnen klubSi `samuSaod~.

gamoirkva, momxiblavi lamazmanebi kalis qurumebi iyvnen. kali indur eposSi sikvdilis qalRmerTi iyo. Tumca `qurumebs~ evropul yaidaze ecvaT. isini benaresidan (qalaqi indoeTSi) Camodiodnen da

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patara, spilos Zvlis zardaxSiT mohqondaT gvelis momakvdinebeli Sxami.

RamiT, lxini apoTeozs rom aRwevda, egzotikuri garegnobis lama-zmanebi SeumCnevlad usxamdnen SampanuriT savse fuJerebSi Sxams imas, vinc arCeuli iyo `sikvdilis misaRebad~. rCeuli usulod enarcxeboda iataks...

klubi me_19 saukunis bolos daxures. gamoZiebam daadgina, rom ormoc kacze metma daasrula sicocxle `Savi saxlis~ kedlebSi.

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Cemi patara, sayvareli buduna...

am 15 wlis win, me da Temom xeli movawereT Tu ara, Cemma mamamTilma samoTaxiani binis gasaRebi gadmogvca da dagvloca. bina qalaqis prestiJul raionSia. stumrebi ar gveleoda. qmars ver veubnebodi, Zalian damRala maspinZlobam_meTqi. erTaderTi megobari, visac Cems grZnobebs vuziarebdi _ buduna iyo.

budunas ki SemTxveviT gadavawydi. erTxel, oTaxSi ruxi Rrubeli SevniSne. gonebaSi mivesalme stumars da moulodnelad Camesma `gagimarjos, nana, me buduna var. aq TqvenTan erTad vcxovrob~. mivixed_movixede _ WaRTan ucnauri kacuna dafrinavda da sixaruliT xelebs aTamaSebda. Cven davmegobrdiT da xSirad Cumad vsaubrobdiT.

erTxel Temo samsaxuridan gaRizianebuli dabrunda. gavujavrdi, _ ar SegiZlia ojaxSi ar wamoiyolio eg sibraze meTqi? Temom xeli Caiqnia, SemomibuzRuna da savarZelSi mowyvetiT CaeSva. guli metkina. Cemma budunam _ usamarTlod rogor awyenina nanaso da Tavze daajda Temos da mohyva xelebis qnevas. sicili amityda. Temo wamoxta. buduna ar eSveboda, Cqmetda, Ritini dauwyo. amxela kaci xan brazobda, xan xarxarebda. Zalian gavmxiaruldi. sanam ar vTxove, buduna ar moeSva gurams.

Cemi qmari gancvifrebuli da daqanculi momaCerda _ ra iyo eso me mxo-lod mxrebi aviCeCe da karisken wavedi, _ axali wyeba stumrebisa akakunebda.

sufra gavSaleT. im saRamos marTla Zalian movilxineT. guli sagules mqonda _ Cemi buduna Cems Tavs aravis daaCagvrinebda! cota xanSi stumrebi wamoiSalnen da Casasvlelad gaemzadnen. guramma _ jer cxra saaTic ar ariso, ara, Zmao, Tqveni buduna gvaCqarebs, _ wadiT male aqedan, daacadeT axaljvardawerilebs cxovrebao, _ gamoacxada guramis deidaSvilma da yvelani ukanmouxedvad gacvivdnen gareT.

saxtad darCenilma guramma mkiTxa _ ra budunaze laparakobda palikoo. am dros budunam Tvali mxiarulad Camikra, gaeqana da kvlav Tavze daaskupda gurams...

aseTi iyo Cveni buduna, romelic xan Tavxedobda, xan gvarTobda, sxvaTa Soris, Tu gunebaze iyo, Cvens megobrebsac wyalobda. mere ZaRlis lekvi gvaCuqes, patara, RunRula, TovliviT TeTri. is dRe iyo da is dRe, buduna aRar gamoCenila _ Turme ZaRli da kata ar hyvarebia.

nana mindeli, Tbilisi

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zurikom sami sicocxle ixsna

ramdenime wlis win mamam manqana gviyida me da Cems Zmas. mogexsenebaT, ra aris ucxouri manqana 20_22 wlis biWebisaTvis, sixaruliT cas vewieT. dRedaRam manqanas davtrialebdiT Tavs. erTi ambavi gvqonda, vin rodis dajdeboda saWesTan. vcilobdiT, gogonebi manqaniT migvecilebina binamde, biWebi _ saqeifod wagveyvana. erTi_orjer viCxubeT kidec, mec mWirdeboda manqana da Cems Zmasac...

bevr Cvens Tanatols rCeboda Tvali Cvens manqanaze. erTxel Cems Zmas Tanakurselma sTxova, sofelSi wamiyvane, mamaCemis dabadebis dRea da kargad movilxinoTo. ra Tqma unda, mec Cavxti manqanaSi. Sin ra gamaCerebda! ori dRe vqeifobdiT guramTan (ase erqva Cemi Zmis kursels), mesame dRes wveTi ar dagvilevia arc erTs. saRamos wamosvlas vapirebdiT, vicodiT, rom ar unda gagveriska, Tanac mama yovel wuTSi mobiluriT gvirekavda da gvafrxilebda, sasmelis suni rom CamogyveT, im wuTSi gagiyidiT manqanaso. vicodi, mama sityvas ar gatexda, amitom Zalian vfrTxilobdiT.

saRamos wamovediT. fxizeli viyaviT samive, magram mainc swrafad movdiodiT. Tqven ar iciT, ras niSnavs swrafad siarTuli. es eniT auwereli siamovnebaa, romelzec verc erTi normaluri biWi ver ityvis uars. samwuxarod, amas xSirad mZime Sedegi moaqvs. ase moxda im saRamosac. Cems Zmas uceb saWem umtyuna, veRar daimorCila da jer gzispira xes SevejaxeT, mere didi ZaliT kldovan ferdobs. imdenad Zlieri Sejaxeba iyo, rom TvalT damibnelda. me mZRolis gverdiT vijeqi. gurami _ ukan. marjvena xeli etyoba, uxerxulad avwie dajaxebisas... organ mqonda gadatexili, motexili mqonda ramdenime nekni da marcxena laviwis Zvalic. tkivilisagan TvalT damibnelda, magram Cems Zmas rom Sevxede da erTinad sisxlSi mosvrili davinaxe, is autaneli tkivilic ki damaviwyda. gurams kiseri ukan gadaegdo, mTeli saxe Camsxvreuli miniT hqonda daserili. mere aRmoCnda, rom tvinis mZime Seryeva da xerxemlis travmac mieRo. Cemi Zma ki gacilebiT uaresad iyo _ saWem gulmkerdi gauglija. mokled misi sicocxle bewvze ekida. yvelafers vxedavdi, magram xmis amoReba ar SemeZlo, ise cuad viviyavi, adgilidan verc viZvrodi... arada es is droa, manqanas rom ver naxavdi sofelSi, iseTi gaWirveba iyo, vyrivarT ganwirulebi dalewil manqanaSi. uceb ferdobidan maRali, sasiamovno garegnobis biWi Camoxta, movida da mZRolis mxares kari gamoaRo... erTi ki amoviRmuvle, Svela mindoda meTxova, magram mxolod kvnesa aRmomxda. is biWi manqanaSi SemoZvra, Cemi Zma Cemken gadmoawvina, daqoqa da wavediT... maSin arc gamkvirvebia, rogor midioda Cveni dangreuli manqana... amaze ar vfiqrobdi... zogjer moixedavda Cvenken... momeCvena, rom TvalSi cremli ubrwyinavda... 25_30 wlis iqneboda. Ronieri mklavebi hqonda... pirdapir saavadmyofos SenobasTan miayena manqana da gadavida.... iqiT wavida eqimis dasaZaxeblad, davinaxe, rogor modioda da mohyveboda ramdenime TeTrxalaTiani sirbiliT.

mere marTlac daujerebeli ram daiwyo... samiveni Segvasvenes derefanSi. is biWi ar mogvcilebia. saoperacioSic ki Tavze madga, palataSi gamiyvanes _ gamomyva....

sabednierod, samiveni gadavrCiT.cota rom movRonierdi, mamas vuTxari, _ viRac biWma

gadagvarCina. erTi eqimebs hkiTxe vin iyo_meTqi. mamas saavadmyofoSi uTxres: _ ras ambobT, araviTari biWi ar yofilao da yvelaferi Cems Tavis travmas miaweres. vuTxari, aba manqana vin

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moiyvana, guramic da Cemi Zmac ugonod iyvnen, me damtvreuli viyavi_meTqi.... mxrebi aiCeCes... Cven rom movediT, mxolod Tqven sami iyaviTo...

guramma miTxra, _ aseTi da aseTi biWi mec vnaxe, palataSi rom gamomiyvanes, TavTan medga da damyurebda, me praqtikanti megonao...

Camogviyvanes TbilisSi. fiqri ar masvenebda, ram gadagvarCina. ori Tvis Tavze mamas SevuCndi, oRond imave gziT wagviyvane, is biWi momaZebnine, axlomaxlo soflebSi aucileblad vipovi_meTqi. damTanxmda. me da gurami gavyeviT. Cems Zmas jer kidev woliTi reJimi hqonda. vnaxeT avariis adgili... bevri veZebeT... axlomaxlo sofeli ar yofila, ociode metrSi ki gzis piras marmarilos qva vnaxeT. zed swored is biWi iyo gamosaxuli... mxolod saxeli ewera _ zuriko. win Rviniani boTli edga. rogorc Cans, am adgilas mouxda avaria da gardaicvala.... megobrebma ki misi xsovnisaTvis es qva dadges... enaCavardnili vuyurebdiT.... gurams feri daekarga _ swored es biWi madga Tavzeo.

mamaCemi ki atirda. Cems sicocxleSi pirvelad vnaxe mamaCemis cremli. marmarilos qvas gulSi ixutebda _ Svilo,Sviloo, _ ambobda...

wels am ambis moyola gadavwyvite...sul cota xnis win biWi SemeZina _ zuriko davarqvi. Tumca amiTac

ver gamovxatav gadamrCenisadmi madlierebas.

laSa mxeiZe, Tbilisi

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aCrdili operaSifeirmontis (aSS, indianas Stati) mcxovreblebma SeniSnes,

rom 1884 wels aSenebul operis TeatrSi RamRamobiT saocrebebi xdeba...

xma dairxa, TeatrSi `operis aCrdili~ gaCndao. xan idumali musika aJRerdeboda mravalricxovan derefnebSi, xan mSvenieri, ciuri xma cnobil arias waimRerebda. am ambis apoTeozi ki erT_erTi repeticia gaxda. sam mozard rokmusikoss neba darTes, TeatrSi gvian RamiT repeticia CaetarebinaT, isinic Sevidnen cariel SenobaSi, sadac mxolod daraji iyo.

_ rogorc ki dakvra daviwyeT, hyveba erT_erTi maTgani, _ Cems gitaras simi gauwyda. axliT Sevcvale. isic gawyda, mesamesac igive bedi ewia. Semdeg niavma daqrola _ Tumca kari daketili iyo, fanjrebi ki Senobas saerTod ar hqonda...

norCi musikosebis garSemo yvela sagani amoZravda. piupitrebidan notebi gadmocvivda, skamebi adgilidan daiZra, roialis saxuravma braxuni moadina. Semdeg siCumem moicva iqauroba da uceb yvelam dainaxa mamakacis aCrdil, romelic daxuruli karidan gamovida, gadaWra darbazi da mopirdapire kedelSi Sevida. axalgazrdebma instrumentebs xeli dastaces da SeSinebulebi gareT gacvivdnen.

Svilebis naambobi rom moismines, mSoblebi axalgazrdebTan erTad isev saopero Teatris SenobaSi dabrundenn. rogorc ki darbazSi Sevidnen, kvlav Semocurda mamakacis bundovani silueti. ramdenime wamiT dayovnda da kedelSi gauCinarda, darbazis karma TavisiT daiwyo nel_nela daxurva, xolo roca xalxi miuaxlovda, ucbad daixura.

xmam, operis SenobaSi paranormaluri movlenebis Sesaxeb, swavlulTa yuradRebac miiqcia. axla isini cdiloben gaarkvion _ ra xdeba TeatrSi. tainaia vlasti #11

winaswarmetyveli fotosuraTi...

... didi qorwilis gadaxda ar isurves axalgazrdebma, jvrisweris Semdeg mxolod Zalian axlobel adamianebs dauZaxes da mSoblebs sTxoves _ Tu Cveni pativiscema gsurT, qorwilisTvis gadadebuli Tanxa gvaCuqeT, sadme samogzaurod wavalT da erTad yofniT gavixarebTo.

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ar uTqvamT uari ufrosebs. sazRvargareT wasvlis saSualeba namdvilad ar iyo da gadawyvites baTumSi wasuliyvnen.

... arc mkiTxvelisTvis iqneba sasiamovno mosasmeni im tragediis detalebi, romelic bednieri axalgazrdebis Tavs datrialda da arc maT axloblebs minda ganvuaxlo Wrilobebi, getyviT mokled, rom axalgazrdebs baTumamde ar CauRweviaT, avtokatastrofaSi daiRupnen da saqorwilo sufra qelexisam Secvala.es ambavi sxva verafriT miipyrobda am sazogadoebi yuradRebas da verc gazeTis furcelze moxvdeboda, rom ara ucnauri da amouxsneli movlena...

... axalgazrdebs Tan fotoaparati hqondaT, romelzec TavianTi bednieri mogzavrobis kadrebis aRbeWdvas apirebden, magram ver moaswres da mxolod 5 kadri darCa gadaRebuli, romlebic axloblebTan erTad daafiqsires gamgza-vrebamde.

roca saSineli avariis Semdeg saswaulebrivad gadarCenili aparati gardacvlilTa axloblebs daubrunes, firi biZaSvilma waiRo da gaamJRavna. xuTidan sami kadri TiTqos gafuWebuli iyo, TeTri laqebi faravda gamosaxulebebs da sxva dros daufiqreblad gadayridnen, magram am SemTxvevaSi yvelafers sxva mniSvneloba eZleoda gardacvlilTa axloble-bisaTvis ?

Sin mitanili suraTebi xelidan xelSi gadadioda da ... pirvelad pa-tarZlis Zmam, badrim SeamCnia, rom `laqebi~ uformo ki ar iyo, an uazrod gafantuli, aramed aSkarad raRac arsebebs qmnidnen.

_ Tavidan verc gavbede gamxela, _ hyveba badri, _ SemeSinda, rom sxvebi ver dainaxavdnen da zedmetad gavanerviulebdi axloblebs. mere ver moviTmine, megobars vaCvene usuraTebi, vTxove Tu Zma xar, yuradRebiT daakvi-rdi am laqebs da scade maTSi raime saeWvo dainaxo_meTqi. daakvirda da... gaognebuls muxlebi moekveTa.pirvel kadrze axaldaqorwinebulebi sxvebTan erTad dganan, ocamde axlobeli maincaa maT gverdiT, magram swored maT zurgs ukan laqa Tavisebur fons uqmniT, TiTqos wreSi arian moqceulebi, romelic maT fexebTan bantis magvarad ikvreba da swored im naskvSi Cans dawolili patara batkani!...

meore kadrze martoni arian aRbeWdilni im manqanis fonze, romliTac baTumSi gaemgzavrnen da manqanis zemoTaa TeTri laqa, romelsac damsxvreuli, cecxlmodebuli manqanis forma aqvs, meore laqa fexebqveS aqvT axalga-zrdebs, TiTqos Rrubelze dganan da unda afrindnen...

yvelaze saintereso ki mesame kadria, gzaSi gadauRiaT, romeliRac wyarosTan. Cans, viRac SemTxveviT gamvlels sTxoves gadaReba. qmars xelSi hyavs coli ayvanili, orive ki... TeTrebSi gamowyobil adamianis figuras, romlis sqesis

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garCeva SeuZlebelia, magram zurgs ukan aSkarad uCans frT-is monaxazi, zustad iseTi, rogoric freskebze aqvT angelozebs!...

...TiTqmis yvela axlobels gavagebine Cemi `aRmoCenis~ Sesaxeb, miniSne-bis Semdeg yvelani advilad xedavdnen imas laqebSi, razec axla giTxariT da bevrma moindoma am unikaluri fotoebis mflobeli gamxdariyo, magram rogorc ki suraTebi xelmeored davbeWdeT, rogor ar vecadeT, rogor ar gavamuqeT da gavaRiaveT kadrebi, magram araviTari laqa maTze aRar aRibe-Wda da mivxvdiT: saswauli ar meordeba, viRac uCinars ki, ar surda, rom fotosuraTebi gamravlebuliyo da aTasi miTqma_moTqmis sababi gamxdariyo.

miniSnebis mixedviT, mivxvdiT, rom bedisweris Secvla SeuZlebelia... iseTma sayofacxovrebo da Cveulebrivma nivTma, rogoric fotoaparatia, SeZlo im energetikuli disbalansis dafiqsireba, rac am ori axalgazrdis cxovrebis dasasrulTan miaxloebam warmoqmna da fotografirebis momentSi isini faqtobrivad sikvdil_sicocxlis zRvarze idgnen, sadac erTmaneTSi mWidrod gadaixlarTa xilul da uxilav samyaroTa realoba....

is suraTebi axla erT cnobil kacTanaa moskovSi, romelic anomaliur movlenebs ikvlevs da kidev bevri ram gviTxra saintereso....

roca xelmeored dabeWdil kadrebze `laqebi~ ar aRibeWda, mere qseroaslebis gadaReba vcadeT da lamis sul davRupeT fotoebi _ dasxivebis Sedegad TiTqos gaRiavda da waiSala da kidev rom `gagvegrZelebina~ eqsperimentebi, SeiZleboda sulac gamqraliyo gamosaxulebebi.

moskovSi fotosuraTebi amerikis anomaliuri kvlevis laboratoriis TanamSromlebmac naxes da sakmaod didi Tanxa SemogvTavazes, Tuki maT fotoebs mivyidiT da oficialurad gadavcemT mflobelobaSi da albaT asec moviqceviT, imitom ki ara, rom fuls davxarbdiT, ubralod saqarTveloSi araviTari gamocdileba ar arsebobs msgavs movlenebze muSaobisa da verc mniSvnelovani daskvnebis gakeTebas SeZleben. rogorc moskovSi gviTxers, unikaluri movlena daafiqsira fotoaparatma, rac msoflioSic ki sul TiTze CamosaTvleli SemT-xvevaa Turme da roca kacobrioba ase cdilobs xiluli samyaros miRma gaxedvas, ratom ar SeiZleba mopovebuli masala imaT mivceT, visac SeuZlia maTi daniSnulebisamebr gamoyeneba. saqarTveloSi, rogorc giTxariT, aravin awarmoebs seriozul gamokvlevebs. eklesiamac Tavi Seikava raime komen-tarisagan... sxvaTa Soris, roca amerikelebs gadavcemT fotoebs, xelSekrulebaSi aucileblad miviTxovT, rom gagva-cnon yvela aRmoCena da daskvna...

adamianebma unda icodnen, rom xiluli samyaroTi arc iw-yeba da arc mTavrdeba adamianuri arseboba, rom Cven irgvliv uamravi ram xdeba, rasac ver vxedavT, ar gvesmis da

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amitom arc pasuxismgeblobis grZnoba gvaqvs gamZafrebuli, adamianis movlena am qveynad ki, swored es uzarmazari pasuxismgebloba yofila.

ase, rom, sicocxle dedamiwaze mxolod gardamavali etapia maradiul arsebobaSi gadasasvlelad da swored amitom gvmarTebs udidesi pasuxismgebloba TiToeuli nabijis gamo.... sadRac `iq~ _ Cven gvelodebian da win angelozebsac gvagebeben, rac aRibeWda kidevac winaswarmetyvel foto-ebze!...

Zveli egviptis saidumloeba

qalaqi oqsirinhusi, romelic aleqsandre makedonelis epoqaSi Tanamedrove kairodan 160 km_is moSorebiT mdebareobda, jer kidev antikur xanaSi gaxda cnobili. XIXs. bolos ki oqsfordis universitetis warmomadgenlebis b.grenfelisa da a.hantis mier Catarebuli gaTxrebisas iq, uZvelesi nagavsayrelis qveS uZvelesi xelnawerebis fragme-ntebs miagnes. grenfeli da hanti dainteresdnen: maT icodnen, rom papirusebi mecnierebisTvis Rirebuli informaciis Semcveli iqneboda. mTeli darCenili sicocxle grenfelma da hantma oqsirinhusis gaTxrebs miuZRvnes.

dRes oqsirinhusi egviptis erT_erTi umniSvnelovanesi arqiteqturuli Zeglia. uZveles droSi mis adgilas patara qalaqi her_mejedi mdebareobda, romlis dapyrobis Semdeg aleqsandre makedonelma mas berZnuli polisis statusi mianiWa da cxvirmaxvila Tevzis qalaqi _ oqsirinhusi uworda. elinizmis xanaSi is administraciuli centri da Tavisi mniSvnelo-biT mesame qalaqi gaxldaT egvipteSi. qristianul epoqaSi osqirinhusma Tavisi taZrebiTa da monastrebiT gaiTqva saxeli, Tumca arabebis laSqrobis Semdeg, 641 wels, sasicocxlod mniSvnelovani arsebis sistemis ganadgurebis gamo, mosaxleobam qalaqi datova.

amJamad oqsirinhusis adgilas, anu pirdapir mis Tavze, qalaqi elbanasa mdebareobs. mkvlevarebis varaudiT, swored mis qveS, aris ganTavsebuli oqsirinhusis administraciuli nagebobebi, Teatri, ipodromi da sxv. Tumca am uZveles qalaqs saxeli gauTqva papirusebma, aq TiTqmis ar Sewyveti- la arqeologiuri samuSaoebi, mecnierTa xelSi uZirfases manuskriptTa asi aTasze meti fragmenti aRmoCnda. am droidan maT mTavar amocanad iqca teqstebis aRdgena, Targmna da gamoqveyneba. xelnawerTa umetesi nawili sa-q-mian qaRaldebs warmoadgenda, iyo horoskopebic da marCielobac. papirusebs, maTi siZviris gamo, ramdenjerme iyenebdnen. magaliTad, angariSis amsaxveli dokumentis meore mxares homerosis teqsti ikiTxeboda. saerTodac, oqsirihusis papirusTa erT meaTedze literaturuli nawarmoebe-

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bi iyo dawerili, aRmoCenil iqna cnobil antikur avtorTa Txzu-lebani, romlebic samudamod dakargulad miaCndaT. cnobilia, rom sofoklem 120 piesa dawera, magram Cvenamde mxolod Svidma moaRwia. swored papirusebze aRmoaCines Cvens welTaRricxvamde VsaukuneSi Seqmnili sofokles tragediis fragmentebi, I saukunis berZeni mwerlis lukianes romanis nawilebi da sxv.

oqsirinhusis koleqcia aseve bevr informacias Seicavs romis imperiis xanaSi qristianobis warmoSobisa da gavrcelebis Sesaxeb. axali religiis mzardma zegavlenam gamoZaxili hpova ara mxolod sulier kulturaSi, aramed saxelmwifos sagadasaxado politikasa da marTvaSi. es yvelaferi xelnawerebSia asaxuli. aRmoCenilia, agreTve uamravi arakanonikuri wignic. napovnia Tomas apokrifuli saxareba, romelic cnobilia `iesos andazebis~ saxelwodebiTac.

dReisaTvis bolo, osqirinhusis manuskriptTa 69_e tomi, romelic axlaxan gamoica, Seicavs apokalifsis sxvadasxva versiis fragmentebsac (III_IVss) da aq mecnierebs siurprizi elodaT. apokalifsis gamoqveynebul variantebSi idumali da saxifaTo `mxecis ricxvi~ CvenTvis cnobili 666 ki ara, 616_ia. arsebobs Tvalsazrisi, marTalia, 616 arc ise TvalSi sacemad gamoiyureba, magram is ufro sworia... Tuki am ricxvs mivusadagebT meTodebs, romlebic adreul qristianobaSi romelime informaciis dasamalavad gamoiyeneboda, maSin `616~ imperator kaligulas ricxvia, romelmac sakuTari Tavi RvTaebad warmoidgina da saTanado pativis migebac moiTxova.

nlo #29

daCoqili viri

roca enakvimatma zaqaram miTxra, CvenSi virsac ki zog kacze meti tvini aqvso, _ xumrobad CavuTvale da albaT arc mivaqcevdi yuradRebas, imave saRamos 80 wlis kato bebos rom ar gadaewera pirjvari Cveulebrivi saxedris danaxvisas _ age, uflis virma Caiara, dideba ufalso!...

_ Tqven ra, Cemi gagiJeba gindaT_meTqi, _ vTqvi nawyenma, magram kato bebom Seicxada _ Tavi momikvdes, rogor damaviwyda eg ucnauri ambavi SenTvis meambnao _ da Zia mitos saxlisken gamiyola. ezoSi saxedari balaxs Zov-da. bebom jibidan Saqris natexi amoiRoda pirutyvs pirSi Cau-do, Tan miualersa, _ SenTvis vinaxavdi, RvTisniero, Segargoso.

virs xeli davusvi gaocebulma _ aseTi lamazi Tvalebi adamianisTvisac ar SemimCnevia_meTqi!..

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am dros maspiZelma gamogvxeda da talaverisken wagviZRva.

_ am gogos Seni viris ambavi uambe, Tu ginda gazeTSi gagweros da qveyanas gaagebinos misi ucnauroba, _ sTxova kato bebom.

_ am Cems virs obola hqvia, _ daiwyo Zia mitom, _ sibereSi gaaCina dedamisma da mSobiarobas gadahyva. sxva arferi Semityvia uCveulo, magram is lurji Tvalebi xSirad avsebia cremliT, TiTqos xvdeba, oblobis simware rom arguna gamCenma. amis gamo sul mecodeboda, veferebodi, vuy-vavebdi, cot_cota saqmesac vavalebdi, im dResac WalaSi Caviyvane, Tiva mqonda wamosaRebi. movixede da sadaa es Cemi Tvinieri obola, garbis soflis boloSi eklesiisken. davuZaxe da ar momxeda, gavekide da ver davewie, gaiwia da durTa Tavi eklesiis Ria karSi. mRvdelma Semaswro Sesvla _ imasaca daenaxa viri. magram taZarSi Sesuli ise davibeni, yvelaferi damaviwyda. es Cemi obola wina fexebiT waCoqili idga sakurTxevelTan dasvenebul iesos xatTan da Rvarad Camosdioda cremli. gaognebulma mRvdelma pirjvari gadaisaxa _ aseTi ram arc minaxavs da arc gamigonia, dideba ufalso!...rogorc iqna, damibrunda moZraobis unari, virs sayeloSi xeli Cavavle.

mRvdelma pirjvari gadamsaxa da mTxova: _ es viri aq raRac Zalam moiyvana, ucanuroba moxda, rasac axsna ara aqvs. viloceb da Tu rame gveSleba, RmerTs patiebas vTxovo.

wamovediT, morCilad gamomyva obola. eg kia, ramdenimejer moixeda ukan. iseTi dardiani Tvalebi hqondT, TiTqos suli da guli darCenoda eklesiaSi!...

mRvdelma uambo mrevls es ambavi, mas mere obolas uflis saxedars eZaxian da ise mowiwebiT epyrobian, zogjer arc msiamovnebs, bolos da bolos pirutyvia da rogor SeiZleba kerpad vaqcioT! _ daasrula Txroba Zia mitom.

sxivi usasrulobidan ecemoda

1990 wlis 20 agvistos profkavSirebis sagzuriT ojaxiTurT dasasveneblad gavemgzavre borjomSi, turbazas erqva `tba~, dagvabinaves germanuli warmoebis avtomobilis misabmel vagonSi.

erTxel, daaxloebiT Ramis 3 saaTze, gamovedi vagonidan. bneloda. tye Savad Canda... rodesac movbrundi vagonisaken, Cemgan 100_150 metrSi davinaxe sxivi, romelic TiTqos tyis zemodan, usasrulobidan modioda. TandaTan farTovdeboda da turbazis ezoSi, erT wertils uZravad misCe-reboda. 5_10 wuTis Semdeg Sevedi vagonSi, magram ver

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daviZine. daaxloebiT naxevari saaTis Semdeg gamovedi, magram Suqi ukve aRar iyo.

rodesac gaTenda, davaTvaliere is adgili _ Cveulebrivi mindori iyo. vici, bevrs sasacilod ar eyofa Cemi monaTxrobi, magram damerwmuneT, simarTle mogiyeviT. axla Tqven ginda ucxo planetelebs daukavSireT es ambavi, ginda kidev sxva rames.

giorgi ZnelaZe, Tbilisi

ar vici, ra Zalam damabruna warsulSi

erTi Tvis win biZaSvilma damireka germaniidan aqauri Cemi TanamSromlebi saqarTveloSi samogzaurod Camodian da Sen unda umaspinZloo. mTeli ojaxi sixaruliT davxvdiT germanel stumrebs. maT istoriuli Zeglebis naxva ainteresebdaT, mec siamovnebiT movatare TuSeTi, kaxeTi, Sida qarTli, bolnisis raionSi SevCerdiT nacnobebis ojaxSi. fridrixma Tavisi naTesavis saxlis naxva moisurava. Turme papamisis Zma bolnisSi cxovrobda. is germaneli aRaravis axsovda da cota gagvigrZelda miseuli saxlis Zebna. vidre fridrixi da rita bWobdnen da xelSi winapris fotos atriale-bdnen, iqve xis ZirSi, Camovjeqi.

axla rom vixseneb mikvirs, rogor Camovcildi stumrebs da rogor CamTvlima! mxolod maSin gamovfxizldi, roca saxeze grili niavi momelamuna. gaocebulma gavaxile Tvali, agvistos xvatSi ar velodi aseT agrilebas, uceb TiTqos mxari mecvala, veRarc fridrixi davinaxe, veRarc rita, veRarc bolnisis is adgili vicani, sadac oriode wuTis win viyaviT. aRarsad Canda germanelebis mier aSenebuli kopwia saxlebi. aqa_iq miwis pirze ufanjro, qvis nagebobebi SevniSne. uceb cxenis floqvebis xma momesmada TvalnaTliv davinaxe jaWvis perangiani meomari, axlac Tvalwin midgas misi mrisxane gamoxedva. Tvalebi movifSvnite, sizmari Tu aris, game-RviZos mainc_meTqi, vifiqre. araferi Seicvala. meomarma cxeni yalyze Seayena. etyoba, mxarSi iyo daWrili, mere rogorc Cans, tkivilma Tvali daubnela da nela Camoesvena cxenis zurgidan. xeli SevaSvele, goliaTiviT didi iyo. Wrilobis ar SemSinebia. profesiis eqimi var da vnaxe, rom laviwis Zvalic ki gatexili hqonda. zurgCanTidan samedicino yuTi amoviRe, gulwasuls Wriloba movusufTave, mere Zvlis pirebi erTmaneTs gavuswore da magrad gadavukari. amas instiqturad vakeTebdi, Tan sul imaze vfiqrobdi, ukan, Cems droSi, rogor davbrunebuliyavi. sad unda gavqceuliyavi, saSveli sad iyo, ar vicodi. ucnobma Tvali gaaxila, rom dainaxa miwaze iwva, arc acia, arc acxela, marcxena xelSi

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CabRujuli xmali momiqnia da marjvena mklavze damkra. goni davkarge.

Tvali rom gavaxile, romeliRac mdinaris xeobaSi viweqi. marjvena xeli saSinlad mtkioda. Wriloba ara, magram brtyeli naWdevi metyoboda mklavze, iqve Cemi zurgCanTa egdo.

jibidan mobiluri amoviRe da ritas davureke. axla mxolod imasRa vdardobdi, Cems stumrebs araferi mosweodaT. sabednierod, isini isev XXI saukuneSi `damxvdnen~. ukve ori saaTia gicdi, sad gaqrio, _ mkiTxes.

Zlivs amovfofxdi xeobidan. gzaze gamovedi.dResac ar vici, ra Zalam gadamisrola warsulSi. iqneb isic

TqvaT, yvelaferi sizmari iyoo, vin icis, magram ar daijerebT da mklavze didi iara dResac metyoba.

andro gersamia, Tbilisi

gvian mivxvdi, rom deda marTali iyo

deda morwmune adamiani iyo da yovelTvis cdilobda, CvenTvisac Caenerga RmerTis siyvaruli... misi saubridan bevri ram Cems cnobierebaSi Tavisdauneburad rCeboda, magram bevri iyo iseTic, ris gakeTebazec an vewinaaRmdegebodi, an Cum_Cumad vicinodi. dedaCemi religiur dResaswaulze sakurTxs Sin moamzadebda xolme. sanam micvalebulTa saxelze locvas ar daamTavrebda da sanTeli ar Caiwveboda, sufras axlos ar migvakarebda. mere ramdenime ulufa saWmels gaWirvebulebisaTvis gadainaxavda da uflebas mogvcemda, sufras mivsxdomodiT... me xan vbrazdebodi, xan davcinodi _ neta, ras gaigeben is Seni micvalebulebi, aq ras ukeTeb, an Cven rodis ras SevWamT_meTqi. Cems naTqvamze deda brazdeboda da aTasjer naTqvams kidev erTxel mimeorebda, _ Cveni locva da sakurTxi iq micvalebulebs gzas unaTebs, isini ki iqidan gvexmarebiano.

amasobaSi gavizarde da gavTxovdi. sofelSi Cemi qmris mamiseul saxlSi martoni vcxovrobdiT da Cems mxrebze ara marto Svilebis movla, aramed mTeli ojaxis patronobac iyo... qmari raionul centrSi muSaobda da zogjer RamiTac ver modioda Sin, ai, maSin vigrZeni dedaCemis locvebis madli. Turme deda marTali iyo... ori Svili erTimeoris miyolebiT ga-miCnda. gansakuTrebiT pirvelis aRzrda gamiWirda... mTeli dRis daRlil-daqanculi bavSvs saRamos rom vaWmevdi, akvanze CamomeZineboda da diliT misi tirili maRviZebda xolme. erTxelc ase vujeqi akvans da... moulodnelad fanjrisken raRac Zalam mimaxeda... fardis miRma mezobeli davlande da Sevwuxdi: vaime, naTela bicola, karidan ratom ar Semodixar_ meTqi. man ki gajavrebulma momaZaxa, _qalo, ra dros Zilia, Cvils mixedo da gaqra...

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es iyo da Tavis saSinelma tkivilma gamaRviZa. iatakze vegde, Tvali gavaxile Tu ara, gamaxsenda, rom naTela bicola gardacvlili iyo da akvans mivvardi. Cemma pataram Zlivs gasagonad rom amoiknavla, mereRa gavacnobiere yvelaferi _ Cans, bavSvs wamoaRebina da igudeboda. me ki Zilma i-se wamarTva Tavi, araferi gamigia.

es ambavi Sin dabrunebul qmars rom vuambe, miTxra, bicolaSeni angelozis saxiT gamougzavnia ufalso.

meore ambavi meore bavSvTan dakavSirebiT SememTxva. moulodnelad eqimTan momixda wasvla da bavSvi mezoblis 13 wlis gogonas Cavabare. uamravi darigeba davutove... erTi ram gamomrCa da maincdamainc is gaukeTebia. Zirs Camoyrili msxali gauTlia da uWmevia 9 Tvis CvilisaTvis. megona, gadavrCebodiT, magram SuaRamisas bavSvma tiriliT gaiRviZa. gulze mivikari da vigrZeni, rogor TandaTan auwia sicxem. mezobels vTxove saavadmyofoSi waveyvaneT. ra ar scades eqimebma, magram Cems Svils ukeTesoba ara da ar daetyo. mowamvlis aseTi SemTxveva iSviaTiao, Tqves da xeli Caiqnies. ar vici, am mdgomareobaSi myofs Zilma Tvali rogor wamarTva. mesizmra, kokispirul wvimaSi Sua xidze videqiT me da Cemi Svili... xidqveS adi-debul wyals qva da RorRi mohqonda da nel_nela Cvenken iwevda. uecrad muxlebamde momwvda, mkerdze axutebul bavSvs cali fexsacmeli gaaZro da Tan waiRo... uecrad qvemoT, sadac mdinare ivakebda, qali gamoCnda. wyalSi Seabija, daixara da raRac amoiRo... mere nel_nela amouyva napirs da Cvenken gamoemarTa. modioda da ratomRac vwynardebodi... wvimac Sewyda da mdinaris Rrialic Cacxra. xidze amovida da Cemi Svilis fexsacmeli momawoda _ aha, Caacvi da wadi, ukve samSvidobos xarTo... me mag bavSvis didi bebia varo.

amis Tqma iyo da gamomeRviZa, Tavze eqimi madga da miRimoda, _ nu geSinia, krizisma gaiarao. es sizmari rom movyevi da sizmarSi gamocxadebuli qali aRuwere, Sevityve, rom marTla Cemi Svilis bebia yofila, rome-lic Zalian axalgazrda gardacvlila.

mas Semdeg micvalebulTa dReebSi mec yovelTvis vakeTeb sakurTxs da yvelas movixsenieb.

eTer SubaSvili 4.XI.2008 rac ar gergeba

oTxi Tvis win axalaSenebul saxlSi, meSvide sarTulze, samoTaxiani bina mamamTilma gvaCuqa. me da Cemi meuRle sixaruliT fexze aRar videqiT. gadasvlidan erTi kvira Tu iqneboda gasuli, saZinebeli oTaxidan msxvre-vis xma Semomesma. Sevvardi. iatakze Cveni Cinuri larnakis na-msxvrevebi eyara. albaT cudad davdgiT-meTqi. mxrebi

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aiCeCa: sami dRis win, “uxeirod” Tu davdgi, ratom maSin ar gadmovardao...

gavida ramdenime dRe. SuaRamis sami saaTi iqneboda, isev lawaluwma wamogvyara fexze. sinaTle avanTeT. kedlidan minis CarCoSi Casmuli naxati Camovardniliyo. gulSi gamkra _ aSkarad uCveulo ambavi xdeba Cvens Tavs-meTqi. zogjer meCveneboda kidec, meore oTaxSi raRac faCunobda. gavdiodi _ araferi damaxvdeboda. msxvreva ki grZeldeboda. erTxel, Sin dabrunebulebs samzareuloSi Cais Wiqebi dagvxvda dalewili, meored _ misaReb oTaxSi xilis vaza... Cemi meuRle gvarianad SeSinda, magram Zili imasac gaukr-Ta, kiTxvas imizezebda da Ramis 3-4 saaTamde Casafrebuli eloda uxilavi mavnis gamoCenas.

erT Rames WaRi Camovarda. Cemma meuRlem gverdze gadaxtomiT uSvela Tavs. farTxafurTxiT gavcvivdiT saxlidan... Rame Cems mSoblebTan gavaTieT. diliT meuRles Sevevedre: _ wadi, gaige, ra xdeba, mezoblebsac hkiTxe, msgavsi xom araferi SeumCneviaT-meTqi. veraferi gaigo. yvela ojaxSi simSvide da siwynare iyo.

bina gamovketeT da axla naqiravebSi vcxovrobT. yvelafers imas vabraleb, rom Cemma mamamTilma am binis fuli, rbilad rom vTqvaT, sxvisi motyuebiT iSova.

misi patroni gakotrda, binac ki gayida Turme. amboben, Wkuidan Seirya. roca amis Sesaxeb rames vikiTxav, Cemi qmari pasuxs gaurbis. xom gagigiaT: kacma Wiri mala, Wirma Tavi ar damalao. codvac, rogorc ar unda damalo, mainc iCens Tavs. aki Cagvmwarda axali binis sixaruli.

n. berianiZe

4.XI.2008 moCvenebebi gacelqdnen

Tu plimuntSi, devenportis samxedro bazaSi myof jariska-cebs davujerebT, am bolo dros bazis teritoriaze moCvenebebi Zalain gacelqdnen _ ucxo xmebi gvesmis da derefanSi moseirne ucnaur aCrdilebs vxedavTo. es movlena sulac ar aris gasakviri, radgan flotis sawyobebi, sadac aCrdilebi binadroben, uZveles cixe-koSkSia, Tanac baza mde-bareobs did britaneTSi. am qveyanas ki did pativs miageben saiqios mkvidrni, romlebmac simSvide ver hpoves.

Sefiqrianebulma samxedro xelmZRvanelobam plimutSi miiwvia specialistebi _ moCvenebebze monadireni. jariskacebma maT uambes, _ moTamaSe gogonasa da wverosani mezRvauris aCrdilebs vxedavT xSirado.moCvenebeze monadireni “CamoxrCobilTa senakSi” daabinaves. parafsiqologebma aq TiTqmis mTeli Rame gaatares, magram dilis xuTi saaTisTvis gambedaobam uRalataT da SeSinebulebma senaki datoves. Tumca unikaluri

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informaciis Segroveba mainc SeZles. ufrosobas auwyes, rom sakanSi paranormaluri aqtivoba udavod maRalia, iq mud-mivad icvleba temperatura. marTalia, parafsiqologebs gogona-moCveneba ar unaxavT,

radganac maTiiq yofnis dros etyoba, TamaSi sxvagan gadawyvita, arc wverosani gamoscxadebiaT, magram mainc bevri saintereso masala Seagroves. TumcaRa, mezRvaurTan da gogonasTan Sexvedris gareSe wasvla ar undodaT da amitom senakSi Seitanes saTamaSoebi, grafitis dafebi, im varaudiT, rom hae-risgan naqsovi gogona ver moiTmenda da parafsiqologebis gasaxarad TamaSs daiwyebda, iatakze marmarilos burTulebi ganalages, romlebic daafiqsirebdnen moCvenebis gamo-Cenas.

kvlevis Sedegebs “monadireebi” jerjerobiT saidumlod inaxaven, magram gvpirdebian, rom mokle xanSi sensaciur ambavs gvauwyeben.

mir novostei #27

4.XI.2008 tarzanis Simpanze “memuarebs dawers”

75 wlis Simpanze Cita, romelic ginesis rekordebis wignSi moxvda, rogorc uxucesi primati da tarzanis Sesaxeb gadaRebuli filmebis monawile, “memuarebis weras” iwyebs. Citas namdvili saxeli jigzia, is kinematografSi 1930-ian wlebSi moxvda, mogvianebiT ki saxeli imiTac gaiTqva, rom alkoholsa da Tambaqos mieZala. amJamad jigzi kaliforniaSi cxovrobs. misi “memuarebis” gamocemas sagamomcemlo firma ourth estate apirebs. gamocmis literaturuli agentis TqmiT, Simpanze sazogadoebas Tavis “sasacilo, xalisian Tavgadasavlebs” mouTxrobs. maimunis samsaxiobo karieris damagvirgvinebel filmad iqca 1967 wels gadaRebuli “eqimi dulitli”. Cita-jingzis “memuarebi” wels gamova.

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4. XI. 2008 mkvdreTiT aRmdgari

81 wlis Cileli filiberto karasko Sin marto iyo. cudad ga-xda da goni dakarga. ojaxis wevrebma gaSeSebuli berikaci rom naxes, ifiqres, mokvdao da eqimis nacvlad damkrZalavi saagentos warmomadgeneli gamoiZaxes. meore dRes, gaWrili samaris piras mdgari kubo SeinZra, micvalebulma erTi gemrielad gaizmora da Tvali gaaxila. mkvdari gacocx-ldao _ dafeTdnen axlobel-naTesavebi da vin saiT garboda, aravin icis. “mkvdreTiT aRmdgari” moxuci gancvifrebuli

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uyurebda am aliaqoTs. mere aranakleb Semcbar mRvdels wyali mosTxova.

es ambavi adgilobrivma radiom imave wuTs mohfina mTels qalaqs.

novie izvestia

4.XI.2008 “tyis kacma” colis moyvana gadawyvita

Cineli iu CJenxuani, romelsac TiTqmis mTeli sxeuli TmiT aqvs dafaruli, internetiT eZebs sacole. is genesis rekordebis wignSia Sesuli da banjgvlianobiT msoflioSi meore kacia meqsikeli Zmebis _ viqtor da gabriel ramos gomesebis Semdeg (maT sxeulis 98% aqvT TmiT dafaruli). iu 29 wlisaa da miuxedavad ucnauri garegnobisa, ukve hyavda megobari gogona. rogorc TviTon ambobs, bavSvebi “tyis kacs” eZax-dnen. TviTon Tavis Tavs “mgelkaca” daarqva. ius ar rcxvenia Tavisi garegnobis. meored dabadebis Sansi rom mqondes, aseTived dabadebas visurvebdio. “mgelkaca” gatacebulia rok-musikiT, ukravs gitaraze, saqsofonze. gamodis barebSi, marTavs solo koncertebs da albomis Cawerasac apirebs.

oji 4. XI. 2008 yvelaze Wkviani biWuna

genesis rekordebis wignma msoflioSi yvelaze Wkvian bavSvad 9 wlis egvipteli mahmud vail mahmudi aRiara. mas Tanatolebs Soris IQ-s yvelaze maRali absoluturi maCvenebeli aqvs da kompiuteris siCqariT SeuZlia gonebaSi rTuli ariTmetikuli moqmedebebis Sesruleba. eqsperimentma uCvena, rom norCma geniosma rTuli maTematikuri amocane-bis amoxsnis siswrafiT yvela cnobil egviptel mecniers ajoba. specialistebis TqmiT, mahmuds, Tavisi unikaluri bunebrivi niWis wyalobiT, SeuZlia uaxloes xuT weliwadSi universitetSi moewyos. biWs dawyebiTi ganaTleba ukve miRebuli aqvs da axla individualuri programiT mecadineobs. wamyvanma kompiuterulma kompaniebma norC genioss Sesaswavlad yvela Tanamedrove programa gadasces. Tavad mahmuds mamasaviT eqimoba surs, Tavisufal dros ki cxraniSna cifrebis zepirad gadamravlebiTa da gayofiT Seiqcevs Tavs.

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4. XI. 2008 RvTismSoblis gamocxadebafsiqologiaSi arsebobs termini “Tanamgzavris efeqti”.

yovelTvis gvinda, sxvis TvalSi unaklod gamoviyurebodeT, amitom axloblebs naklebad vuxsniT guls. magram xandaxan ise mogvawveba grZnoba, rom SemTxveviT Tanamgzavrsac

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ki vandobT iseT saidumlos, romelsac nacnobs ver gavumxelT. Tanamgzavri wava da veRarasodes naxav... es ambavi ormoc wels gadacilebulma mandilosanma mgzavrobisas miambo: _ Cemi Svili sami wlis iyo, meningitis rom Seeyara. eqimebma misi gadarCenis imedi dakarges. daviwye eklesiaSi siaruli. vevedrebodi RvTismSobels, Svili maCuqe-meTqi. erTxel ucnaur, transis msgavs mdgomareobaSi aR-movCndi. eklesiis kedlebma gaiw-gamoiwia da RvTismSobeli damidga win. man alersianad Semomxeda da uCveulod nazi xmiT miTxra, _ iyos neba Seni, magram ar inano, rad vTxove Svilis gadarCenao. meore dRes bavSvi gamokeTda. eqimebi mxolod Tavs aqnevdnen _ es marTlac saswauliao. Cemze bednieri adamiani aravin meguleboda maSin, ravi- codi, rom es Cemi sixarulis ukanaskneli dReebi iyo. gamojanmrTelebuli biWi ise iqceoda, TiTqos eSmaki Causaxlda sulSio. rac ufro izr- d-eboda, uaresi xdeboda. erTxel qurdobaze gaasamarTles,Sem-deg meored.

isev Cavuvardi fexqveS RvTismSobels, cremliT da godebiT... kvlav gamabedniera misi xilviT da sevdianad miTxra: _ aRsruldes neba Seni, magram gaxsovdes, arasodes waxvide uflis nebis winaaRmdeg. Seni Svilis bedi angelozoba iyo, magram xvewna-mudariT misi sicocxle daabrune. axla is zecaSi wava. magram egec kargia, radgan uflebas ar aZlev, uaresi Caidinoso.

ramdenime dRis Semdeg damirekes, saR-salamaTi axalgazrda kaci ZilSi gaparuliyo... galaqtion taganaSvili

4.XI.2008 Cveni Zma martoobiT itanjebodao da...

Cinelebi eTayvanebian winaprebs, ufro zustad, micvalebulebs. am qveynis yvela mistikuri moZRvrebis mizani gardacvlilis sulebTan kontaqtis damyareba iyo. sxvadasxva skola, moZRvreba, filosofiebi amisTvis sxva-dasxva meTods sTavazobdnen adamians. fiqrobdnen, rom mxolod magiuri codna ki ara, yvelaferi, razec damokidebulia adamianis sulieri Tu xorcieli arseboba, dakavSirebulia suleb-Tan. rogorc ar unda gagikvirdeT, CinelebisTvis gardacvlil naTesavze zrunva gacilebiT mni-Svnelovania, vidre cocxalze. iqauri rwmeniT, mitovebuli suli male gadaiqceva borot sulad da Surs iZiebs ugulisyuro naTesavebze. zogjer am aziuri qveynis ritualebi sakmaod gaugebari da sasaciloc kia evropelTaTvis.

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Cinuri warmodgeniT, gansakuTrebuli problemaa gauTxovari qaliSvilis gardacvaleba _ saiqioSi gvari da modgma mamakacis xaziT ganisazRvreba. gauTxovari qali, arsebiTad, “ojaxis gareTaa”darCenili da mis sulze, rogorc winapris sulze, veravin izrunebs.

amis Tavidan asacileblad budisti mRvdlebi gansakuTrebul rituals asruleben: dedaTa monasterSi hkideben baraTs, romelzec gardacvlili qalwulis saxelia dawerili da am momentidan igi monazvnad aRkvecilad iTvleba. amis Semdeg dedaTa monasteri asrulebs ojaxis mo-valeobas da zrunavs qalwulis sulze. zogjer baraTs hkideben satrapezosa da samzareulos Soris, raTa suli kargad ikvebos. amgvarad, “oboli sulis” gansveneba gulisxmobs misi kvebis regularul rituals, Tundac samzareulodan gamosuli surnelebi-T.

arsebobda gardacvlili qaliSvilis momadlierebis kidev erTi xerxi _ ritualis aRsrulebamde igi kvlav amqveynad imyofeba da SeuZlia cocxlebTan urTierToba. mas uxdidnen qorwils. Raribi ojaxidan irCevdnen ymawvils, romelsac Sin mihqonda baraTi; baraTze gardacvlilis saxeli ewera. ymawvili baraTs saojaxo sakurTxevelze debda da iwyebda surnelovani Cibuxis mowevas. mosaxseniebel rituals ise atarebda, TiTqos gardacvlili qalwuli misi ojaxis wevri iyo. imarTeboda qorwili, Semdeg “siZe” loginSi iwvenda baraTs, romelzec gardacvlilis saxeli ewera.

CineTSi arc gardacvlili mamakaci “ucolod” datovebaa miRebuli. Tuki is dauqorwinebeli gardaicvala an misi qvrivi gaTxovda, gardacvlilis ojaxi yvelanairad ecdeba, rom mouZebnos “sacole” _ gauTxovari qaliSvilis cxedari. saiqio qorwinebas ewodeba “in hani”. igi emyareba tradiciuli Ci-nuri filosofiis or ZiriTad elements _ winaparTa kults da daoizms. Cinelebs swamT, rom sulebi ganisveneben aCrdilTa samyaroSi, sadac winaprebi mfarveloben TavianT STamom-avlobas. magram imisTvis, rom es mfarveloba saimedo iy-os, saWiroa daicvan daos harmonia _ qalisa da mamakacis sawyisis erTianoba, ini da iani. in hanis rituali uZvelesia. igi warmoiSva Cv.w.a-mde 220-206 ww.-Si. is ufro metad gavrcelebulia qveynis centralur da samxreT provincibSi. gar-dacvlili mamakacis naTesavebi dakrZalvi Semdeg Tavgamo-debiT iwyeben Rirseuli “sarZlos” Zebnas, rac sakmaod rTuli saqmea. qveyanaSi mamakaci gacilebiT metia da “qalis povna” Zalian Wirs. magram Cinuri ojaxebi yvelanairad cdi-loben aRasrulon rituali da Tavi ar Seircxvinon mezoblebis TvalSi.

siCuanis erT provinciaSi gardacvlili mamakaci daaqorwines 70 wlis win miwas mibarebul ucnob qalze. xdeba isec, rom Tuki Zvalic aRar arsebobs, sakmarisia ferfliani urnac. gvamTa Sesyidva _ Cveulebrivi saqmea. Tuki

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romelime “lamazmani” Tavisufali aRmoCnda, masze pre-tenzias acxadebs ramdenime ojaxi, imarTeba namdvili auqcioni. fasma, SesaZloa, ramdenime aTas dolars miaRwios.

gvamebiT vaWroba didi xania Crdilovani biznesis sarfian mxared iqca. samxreT CineTis zogierT qalaqSi SeiZleba quCaSic ixiloT in hanis reklama. SarSan, gazafxulze q. nankinis sadgurze daakaves mamakaci, romelsac tomaraSi ewyo qalTa ConCxebis nawilebi. mas Tavis sofelSi gaeZarcva saflavebi da TiToeuli qalis neStis gayidvas 30-50 dolarad apirebda.

SarSanve Zmebma venebma moipares maTi megobris mier mokluli gogonas cxedari da igi gardacvlili ufrosi Zmis samareSi damarxes. “Cveni Zma Zalian itanjeboda martoobiT”, _ amayad ganucxades qurdebma policielebs dapatimrebis Semdeg.

4. XI. 2008 simarTle TviTmkvlelTa klubis Sesaxeb

rogorc cnobilia, Jiul vernis romanSi, “80 dRe dedamiwis garSemo”, moqmedeba iwyeba londonis aristokratiul “reform-klubSi”, romelic pel-melis feSenebelur bulvarze mdebareobs. es klubi 170 wlis win daaarses monebiT vaWrobis mowinaaRmdegeebma da dRemde arsebobs.

sxva, aseve prestiJuli “mdumareTa klubis” Sesaxeb gviambo artur konan doilma. aq srul siCumeSi atarebda Tavisufal dros gamoCenili deteqtivis ufrosi Zma. magram arsebobda sxva klubebic _ “buzRunaTa”, “bifSteqs-klubi”, “dabeWdili kvanZis klubi”, “xbos Tavi” da a.S.

ise, ingliselebi ar iqnebodnen namdvili ingliselebi, klubebi rom ar hqondeT. am korporaciuli dawesebulebebis “winapari” _ yavaxanebi farTod gavrcelda XVIII saukunis londonSi. isini Semdeg iqca klubebad, sadac Tavidan mxolod aristokratebi dadiodnen. XIX s-Si elituri dawesebulebebis kari farTod gaiRo saqmiani samyaros warmomadg-enlebisTvisac, romlebic klubebSi dilidanve ikribebodnen. SuadRemde jentlmenebi gazeTebis kiTxvasa da saqmiani werilebis weras undebodnen. werdnen sagangebo furclebze, romlebsac calkeuli klubi Tavisi damRiT uSvebda. amas mosdevda sadili, ris Semdegac ganixilavdnen politikur Tu sxva siaxleebs. midioda banqos TamaSi da ideboda sxvada-sxva saxis naZlevi.

klubSi sadilze misvla mxolod saRamos kostiumebiT iyo nebadarTuli; klubebi cdilobdnen, waexalisebinaT kulinarebi. saukeTeso iyvnen safrangeTidan Camosulni. zogierT klubSi moweva mxolod mosawev darbazSi iyo nebadarTuli. didi

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romanistis, Carlz dikensis epoqaSi, “pikvikis klubis” Sesaxeb rom gviambo, eweodnen Cibuxs da sigaras.klubebSi miRebuli ucvleli wesebi inglisel mweralTa mraval nawarmoebSia aRwerili. maTgan yvelaze cnobilia robert stivensonis “TviTmkvlelTa klubi”. gulubryviloba iqneboda gvevarauda, rom es klubi Cvens dromde moaRwevda. gasaocaria, rom igi saerTod arsebobda. mwerali gaecno klubis organizatorTa winaaRmdeg aRZrul sisxlis samarTlis saqmes.

egreT wodebuli TviTmkvlelTa klubi mdebareobda londonis privilegirebul nawilSi, aring-krosis vagzalTan, erTob sazareli Sesaxedaobis saxlSi. Senoba Savi feris iyo, kolonebi ki, romlebic karebs da fanjrebs amSvenebda, warmoadgenda tragizmiT aRbeWdili motirali qalebis qandakebebs.

xelisuflebam icoda, rom Sav saxlSi raRac klubi iyo. yovel saRamos mis win etlebis da avtomobilebis grZeli rigi idga. muqi tonebiT SeRebil klubis darbazebSi mamakacebi karts TamaSobdnen, vaxSmobden, svamdnen Rvinos da... mxiaruli musikis TanxlebiT moulodnelad ixocebodnen.

ucnauri saxeli erqva am klubs _ “gulis ukurnebeli seniT SepyrobilTa klubi”. albaT amitom didxans aravis gasCenia eWvi klubis ama Tu im wevris moulodneli gardacvalebis gamo. axsna-ganmartebebi martivi iyo: zedmeti dalia, inerviula, gadaiRala. iyo cekvebi, garToba... da uceb mxiarulebis mwvervalze modioda sikvdili. mas veravin amC-nevda da masac mSvidad mihyavda Tavisi msxverpli. mowveuli eqimi ki, Cveulebriv, gulis damblis diagnozs svamda.

isic saTqmelia, rom zogierTebs, vinc ufro Caxeduli iyo klubis saqmeebSi, Zalze akvirvebdaT erTi garemoeba: drodadro saxlSi, sadac qalebis Sesvla mkacrad iyo akrZaluli, gamoCndebodnen xolme lamazmanebi. policiam moisyida klubis msaxurebi, Segzavna agentura, romlebic Sikrikebad moewyvnen klubSi “samuSaod”.

gamoirkva, momxiblavi lamazmanebi kalis qurumebi iyvnen. kali indur eposSi sikvdilis qalRmerTi iyo. Tumca “qurumebs” evropul yaidaze ecvaT. isini benaresidan (qalaqi indoeTSi)Camodiodnen da patara, spilos Zvlis zardaxSiT mohqondaT gvelis momakvdinebeli Sxami. RamiT, lxini apoTeozs rom aRwevda, egzotikuri garegnobis lamazmanebi SeumCnevlad usxamdnen SampanuriT savse fuJerebSi imas, vinc arCeuli iyo “sikvdilis misaRebad”. rCeuli usulod enarcxeboda iataks.

klubi XIX s-is bolos daxures. gamoZiebam daadgina, rom ormoc kacze metma daasrula sicocxle “Savi saxlis” kedlebSi.

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4.XI.2008 wvimian dRes

Tuki moCveneba aseTia _ dagenaxveba da xels ver Seavleb, maSin aq namdvilad maTze iqneba laparaki. Tbilisis SuagulSi vcxovrob. sakmaod kargi xedi iSleba Cemi fanjrebidan. Zalian miyvars quCaSi yureba. bavSvobidan maxsovs, wvimis Semdeg mSoblebi ezoSi gasvlas rom damiSlidnen, mivadgebodi fanjaras da ase gamyavda mo-sawyeni saaTebi. kargad maxsovs, TiTqmis yoveli wvimis dros Cveni fa-njrebis win sami axalgazrda kaci dgeboda. iqve manqanac eyenaT. erTmaneTs ekamaTebodnen. sasacilo iyo, rom manqanaSi ki ar isxdnen, wvimaSi ilumpebodnen... gavida dro, wamovizarde, fanjaraSic ufro iSviaTad viyurebodi. amas winaT SemTxveviT saRamos TqeSisas gadavixede quCaSi. isev is biWebi davinaxe. gamxsenda bavSvobisdroindeli STabeWdilebebi, Zalian davinteresdi, vin iyvnen da quCaSi Cavirbine.

Zlieri qari da wvima iyo. kargad gavarCie, rom sami kaci erTmaneTs gacxarebiT elaparakeboda. erTs lurji qurTuki ecva, meores _ wiTeli sviteri, mesames ki TeTri xalaTi hqonda Semoxuruli _ albaT, eqimi iyo.

sulelebi, _ gavifiqre, _ SeiZleba aseT TqeSSi dgoma?! _ da ratomRac xumrobis gunebaze davdeqi. vifiqre, mival da vetyvi, ra sulelurad gamoiyurebian-meTqi. isini TiTqosda ver mamCnevdnen. Sublze wvimis wveTebi ecemodaT... xmaurSi ar mesmoda, ras laparakobdnen, magram raRacaze ki kamaTobdnen. mivuaxlovdi da xmamaRla daviZaxe _ erTi wuTiT, biWebo!..

arc erTi ar ganZreula, isev ganagrZobdnen laparaks. maSin TeTrxalaTianisken xeli gaviwode, mindoda idayvze Sevxebodi da... saocreba moxda. adamianebs, me rom vxedavdi, mxolod gamosaxuleba hqondaT.aranairi sxeuli, xelSesaxebi araferi maT ar gaaCndaT. arada, me ise axlos viyavi maTTan! ra saSineleba yofila moCvenebebTan Sexvedra. akankalebuli videqi TavsxmaSi da adgilidan ver viZrodi. bolos, TiTqos, haerSi ganivTdneno, samive moCveneba gaqra...

Zlivs avlaslasdi Sin. muxlmokveTili daveci loginze.mas Semdeg, yoveli wvimisas fanjaras var akruli. xan araferi

Cans, zogjer ki sami moCveneba isev gamoCndeba. erTmaneTs elaparakebian.

veRar moviTmine da Cemi gasaWiri mezobels vuTxari. Zia vano wlebis ganmav-lobaSi aqve _ Cveni saxlis qveS, maRaziaSi darajad muSaobda. mTeli cxovreba aq aqvs gatarbuli. Sebli SeiWmuxna, rom moismina. Cems axalgazrdobaSi aseTi ram moxdao, _ miTxra, _ erT wvimian saRamos maRaziasTan manqana gaCerda, ori biWi gadmoxta, maT eqimic gadmohyva, xelSi wiTeljvriani CanTa eWira da mopirdapire saxlisken gaqandnen. rogorc Cans, viRac cudad iyo. ar vici, erTi Tu ori saaTi iyvnen saxlSi. mere kivili atyda. viRac gardaicvala. xalxi im saxlisken gaiqca. eseni ki Zirs Camovidnen. ratomRac eCxubeboda erT-erTi biWi eqims. eqimi ar epueboda da wonasworobadakarguli eubneboda: _ nu matyuebT, me xom vici, rac moxda... amas ver davfaravo.

maSin meore biWi Caeria: _kargi, SeveSvaT am saqmeso...is erTi ki, romelic cxarobda, uceb eqims eca. Turme xelSi dana

hqonia. aba, me ra vicodi... qimi daeca... mere im meores miubrunda da isic daniT daWra. gvian gavige, orive daWrili gardacvlila. xolo

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mkvleli Svidi Tvis Semdeg ipoves dasaxiCrebuli da damxrCvali. ambobdnen, is sami ganuyreli megobrebi iyvneno... dResac aravin icis, ra moxda.

Zia vanos monaTxrobma mosveneba damikarga. bevri gavikiTx-gamovikiTxe, ra unda vqna, rom moCvenebebisgan gavTavisuflde-meTqi. veraferi mirCies. iqneb mkiTxvelma mainc icodes rame...

2008 adamiani xe indoneziaSi cxovrobs

saxeze arcTu cudad gamoiyureba, magram fexebi da xelebi merqniT aqvs dafaruli. 37 wlis dedes axloblebi sagonebelSi Cacvivdnen, ar ician, rogor moaSoron mis kidurebs merqani...

dede 10 wlisa iyo, roca saxeze uCveulo laqebi gamoaCnda. rac dro gadioda, es laqebi ufro da ufro izrdeboda, bolos ki koJrebad gadaiqca. biWma coli rom moiyvana, fexebze wamonazardebi gauCnda, Tumca amas xeli ar SeuSlia misTvis, fermeroba daewyo. Semdeg ki erT-erT samSeneblo firmaSi mSeneblad moewyo. samwuxarod movlenebi dramatulad ganviTarda. dedes sxeuli mTlianad merqanma dafara. ube-dureba is aris, rom merqniT dafaruli adgilebi, aranormalurad eqaveba. mogvianebiT meuRlem da Svilebma miatoves, radgan eSinodaT xe-kacis danaxvis.

dede saavadmyofoSi daawvines, magram eqimebma veraferi gauges da Sesabamisad, verc verafriT daexmarnen. isRa darCenoda, moxetiale jgufs SeerTeboda da ise eSova fuli. moxetiale jgufi qalaqidan qalaqSi dadioda. xe-kacs, marTalia, bevri SiSiT Tvals aridebda, Tumca fuls uxvad aZlevdnen.

roca dede Sin brundeba, axloblebi cdiloben rogorme Seumsubuqon yofa. daniT frTxilad fxeken da aWrian merqans, romelsac arcTu ise sasiamovno suni aqvs. sxeuls 70%-iani spirtiT umuSaveben (wylis mikareba ar SeiZleba. merqani katastrofuli siswrafiT edeba sxeuls).

dede, samwuxarod, erTaderTi adamiani ar aris am qveynad, vinc amgvar gamouval situaciaSi aRmoCnda.

rumineli adamiani - Citi

rumineTSi cxovrobs ioan toadersi. igi 38 wlisaa da mas adamian-Cits eZaxian. marTalia frena ar SeuZlia, magram kidurebi brWyalebiTa da frinvelis bumbuliT aqvs dafaruli. ioani 14 wlisa iyo, rodesac fexebze wamoezarda brWyalebi. cota xanSi kidurebi gaurqovanda. ra aRar scades mis mosaSoreblad – moyinva, mowva, moWra, qimiuri xsnariT damuSaveba, araferma uSvela. eqimebma kanis aTasnairi analizi auRes. bolos ki aRiares – Tanamedrove medicina uZluria aseTi anomaliis winaSe. erTxelac ruminelma Jurnalistma qalma mTel qveyanas mosdo adamiani – Citis ambavi da sakmaod soliduri Tanxac moagrova mis dasaxmareblad. buqarestelma qirurgebma cal xelze plastikuri operacia gaukeTes da rogorc amboben Sedegi dadebiTia. Uuaxloes eqvs TveSi meore operaciaa dagegmili. eqimebi fiqroben, rom imedi gaCnda. Sedegze ki mxolod ori wlis Semdeg SeiZleba msjeloba. 2.X. 2008 Ggrafi luis qamoni

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Lluis qamoni (1886-1936) ormoc welze metxans muSaobda qiromantiaze. Mmisi fsevdonimi iyo “kairo”. karieris daswyisSi kairo cxovrobda aRmosavleTis qveynebSi da kargad Seiswavla “indusebisa sxva xalxTa daviwyebuli mistikuri sibrZne”. londonSi man daarsa cnobili saloni, maT Soris gvirgvinosnebi, prezidenti da gamoCenili bizmesmenebi. Mman iwinaswarmetyvela dedofal viqtorias gardacvalebis zusti TariRi, mefe edvardVII-is gardacvalebis weli da Tve, ruseTis mefe nikoloz II-is tragikuli bedi, italiis mefis hambertis mkvleloba, parizSi Sahze Tavdasxma. cnobilma qiromantma moinaxula aSS, sadac misi klientebi iyvnen mark tveni da avstrieli primadona neli melba.

kedlis miRmaB

batoni varlami da me SemTxveviT SevxvdiT erTmaneTs bunebis wiaRSi, mowameTis midamoebSi, mdinare wyalwiTelas xeobaSi _me megobrebTan erTad viyavi, mas ki SvilisSvilebi wamoeyvana saseirnod. roca Cemi profesia da vinaoba gaigo, rogorc Tavad aRniSna, “SemTxveva xelidan ar gauSva....” _ didi xania mawvalebs ambavi, romelic axalgazrdobaSi SememTxva. ager 40 weliwadze metia Tavs virwmuneb, rom yvelaferi momeCvena da sinamdvileSi SeuZlebeli iyo msgavsi ram momxdariyo. rusis jarSi momiwia samxedro samsaxurma. 18 wlis biWi marTlac cxra mTas iqiT _ sverdlovskSi gamamweses. nawilSi marto me viyavi qarTveli da daCagvra momindomes. didxans vikave Tavi Seuracxofilma, magram moTminebasac xom aqvs sazRvari da ise vceme ori rusi, reanimaciaSi moxvdnen. bu-nebrivia, am dros mtyuans da marTals aravin dauwyebda Zebnas da ulaparakoT gadamces samxedro sasamarTlos. sasamarTlomde ki winaswari patimrobis sakanSi gamomket-es, Tan pirveli ori dRe puris natexi ki ara, ylupi wyalic ar da-malevines da tualetSic ar gamiSves…... ise cudad gavxdi, guli wamivida da swored am dros vigrZeni beWis Tavze frTxili Sexeba. SeSinebulma gavaxile Tvalebi da ucnaurad Cacmuli ormociode wlis kaci davinaxe, yvelaferi kargad iqnebao, mxolod mendeo, _ miTxra da wamomayena.

_ ucnaur CacmulobaSi ra igulisxmeT, batono varlam?_ TiTqos asi wlis winandeli samosi ecva... beWebze xelebi

damawyo da Tvalebi magrad daxuWeo miTxra, sanam nebas ar mogcem, ar gaaxiloo... asec moviqeci. wamSi vigrZeni autaneli sicxe, Semdeg sicive da mere TiTqos aTas nawilad daviSale.

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_ roca Tvalis gaxelis neba momca, derefanSi vijeqi. zurgs ukan iyo karceris boqlomiT Caketili kari... _ kedelSi gaiareT?!

_ amaze fiqric ki meSinia arada, raRac msgavsi moxda aSkarad... isev davkarge goni, amitom, ar vici, sad wavida is kaci. gons savaadmyofoSi movedi da roca vikiTxe, ra momivida_meTqi, Tavad Semomagebes _ vin gabeda Seni karceridan gamoyvanao. pasuxi ar mqonda... ara, im kacze ki vcade moyola, romelic moulodnelad gamomecxada, magram ar damijeres, bunebrivia.. .mere ki, Cemi Tavidan moSoreba gadawyvites, braldeba momixsnes da baqos samxedro nawilSi gadamiyvanes, sadac SedarebiT iolad movixade sam-saxuri. _ mas Semdeg araferi momxdara uCveulo Tqvens cxovrebaSi?! _ ara, Cveulebrivad vicxovre, Tu ar CavTvliT imas, rom Rv-TismoSiSi da morwmune gavxdi _mwams, RmerTi arasodes mimatovebs...

ambavi “TeTri eqimisa”albert Sveicari 1875 wels elzasSi, soflis mRvdlis ojaxSi

daibada. bavSvobidanve gamrje da samarTliani iyo. oci wlisa gulSi CaiTqva: _ocdaaT wlamde mecniereba da xelovneba safuZvlianad unda Seviswavlo, mere ki raime formiT adamianebs davexmaroo. 24 wlisa Teologiis doqtori gaxda, Seiswavla kantis filosofia, baxis musika. magram filosofiuri traqtatebiT gaWirvebul xalxs veras argebda da am-itom strasburgis universitetis samedicino fakulteti daamTav-ra. amisTvis fuli sWirdeboda. bolos afrikelebis daxmarebis ideiT mdidari adamianebic moxibla. 1913 wels colTan erTad afrikaSi, frangul kolonia gabonSi Cavida da lambaneris tropikul tyeSi saavadmyofo aaSena. gabonelebi “TeTr eqims” asi kilometris siSoridn akiTxavdnen. igi yvelas ufasod mkurnalobda. saavadmyofo Svaiceris piradi danazogebiT da misi evropeli megobrebis SemowirulobebiT irCenda Tavs.

gaTenebidan daRamebamde muxlCauxrelad muSaobda. Terapevtic iyo, qirurgic, mean-ginekologic, okulistic. damxmareebic hyavda, upirvelesad meuRle eleni edga gverdiT _ afTiaqs, ganagebda. TeTrkanianebi am klimats weliwadze metxans ver uZlebdnen, magram Svaiceris rkiniseburi neba da kacTmoyvareoba yvela winaaRmdegobas sZlevda. “TeTrma eqimma” stacionarisTvis baraki da ambulatoriuli mkurnalobisaTvis momcro qoxebi aaSena.

mravali wlis Semdeg stacionalistebma daaskvnes, rom im avadmyofebis sikvdilianobis SemTxvevebi, romlebsac Svaicerma operacia gaukeTa, evropis klinikebSi gakeTebul msgavs operaciebTan SedarebiT, gacilebiT naklebi iyo da es _ nestiani klimatis da uwamlobis pirobebSi! amas imiT xsnian,

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rom avadmyofebs ogangas (mkurnalis) araCveulebrivi unarisa mtkiced swamdaT. xedavdnen, rom maTi oganga avadmyofebs operaciebs narkoziT rogor ukeTebda da ambobda: _ igi avadmyofebs jer klavs, mere mkurnalobs, Semdeg isev acocxlebso.

Sveicari kurnavda keTrovnebs, trofikuli cieb-cxelebiTa da saRaTas ZiliT Sepyrobilebs. mxolod gvian saRamos, avadmyofebis miRebas rom amTavrebda, jdeboda magidasTan da werda filosofiur naSromebs, werilebs. fortepianos dakvras ki mxolod SuaRamisas axerxebda.

am dros evropaSimsoflio omi mwifdeboda. mTavrobebi da gamatonebuli klasebi xalxebis erTmaneTTan dapirispirebas cdilobdnen. “ra aris nacionalizmi? _ wers am dReebSi Svaiceri, _ es mdabali, uazro patriotizmia da keTilSobil da jansaR nairsaxeobas imdenad Seesabameba, ramdenadac vinme idiotis akviatebuli azri _ normalur adamianur Sexedulebebs. namdvili patriotizmi nacionalur grZnobebs gonis, zneobisa da kulturis kontrols umorCilebs.”

omis sunTqvam afrikis Soreul kuTxemdec miaRwia. safrangeTis kolonia gaboni, kameruns, germaniis kolonias esazRvreboda. germaniis qveSevrdomi Svaiceri xelisuflebam lambanerSi daapatimra, magram frangi megobrebis daxmarebiT gaaTavisufles. patimrobaSi daiwyo wera TxuTmeti wlis win Cafiqrebuli wignisa _ evropuli kulturis dacemis Sesaxeb.

“TeTri eqimis” WeSmaritad gmiruli cxovrebis da Sromis kidev samma welmac gaiara afrikis junglebSi. 1917 wlis oqtomberSi Svaiceri da misi meuRle pirenes mtebSi moaTavses, banakSi, sadac mxolod germaniisa da avstria-ungreTis WveSevrdomebi imyofebodnen, mis garda eqimi aravin aRmoCnda da Svaicers maTi mkurnalobis neba darTes. tyveobaSi col-qmari dasneulda. nabijis gadadgmac ki uWirdaT.

1918 wlis ivlisSi albert Svaiceri da misi meuRle banakidan gamouSves. isini dabrundnen elzasSi, romelic ukve frangebs ekuTvnoda. Svaicerma veRar icno odesRac kopwia mSobliuri mxare _ yvelaferi ganadgurebuli, sangrebiTa da mavTulxlarTebiT daserili daxvda.

Svaicerma strasburgis saqalaqo saavadmyofoSi daiwyo muSaoba. amasobaSi qaliSvilic SeeZinaT. nel-nela cxovreba dawynarda, magram mecniers guli isev afrikisken miuwevda.

igi SvedeTSi leqciebis wasakiTxad miiwvies. 1924 wlis gazafxulze Svaiceri ukve gabonSia. lambarenSi misi saavad-myofos kedlebiRa daxvda. didi jafa daadga Semonis aRsadgenad. masTan isev iwyes mosvla avadmyofebma, magram maT mkurnalobis garda dapurebac sWirdebodaT.

didi moazrovne grZnobda, rom evropaSi kvlavac denTis suni trialebda. 1939 wlis TebervalSi safrangeTSi yofnisas

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radioTi hitleris gamosvla moismina da yvelafers mixvda. maSinve saavadmyofosTvis saWiro wamlebi iyida da gabonSi dabrunda.

1940 wels hirosimasa da nagasakze atomuri bombebis afeTqebam SeZra Svaiceri da igi atomuri ganiaraRebis moTxovniT gamovida. 1952 wels Svaicers mSvidobis dargSi nobelis premia mianiWes.1960 wels gamovida misi bolo naSromebi: “humanizmi” da ”gza mSvidobisken dRes”.

yvela drois udidesi humanisti da moazrovne albert Svaiceri 1965 wlis 5 seqtembers 91 wlisa gardaicvala.

salome cincaZe kaqtusma gadaarCina

Cemi 19 wlis Zma _ levani avtokatastrofaSi mohyva. gadarCa, magram tvinis iseTi qsovilebi dauzianda, rom siarulsa da xelebis moZraobas ver axerxebda. eqimma dagvamSvida, xerxemali ar dazianebula, amitom nel-nela yvelaferi aRdgebao, magram Cven mainc sasowarkveTilebi viyaviT. roca levanis manqana gadabrunda, misma seterma – jibam gaavebuli yefa daiwyo. ver vamSvidebdiT. mTeli erTi Tve, rac levani saavadmyofoSi iwva, jiba cofianiviT erCoda yvelas. mezoblebsac ki ar uSvebda oTaxSi. iZulebuli gavxdiT, aivanze Cagveketa. dadga levanis gamoweris dRec. saswrafos manqaniT moviyvaneT da mezoblis biWebma xeliT aiyvanes meSvide sarTulze. kari gavaRe. pirveli, rac TvalSi momxvda, jiba iyo. derefanSi idga, avadmyof patrons Tvals ar aSorebda. rom davawvineT, TavTan miucucqda _ etyoba misgan Cveul gaTamaSebas eloda. levans metyvelebac uWirda. Zlivs amoRerRa _ ji-bao da Tvalebi cremliT aevso. im saRamos ZaRli saWmels ar gaekara, arc meore dRes...aRarc iyefeboda, levani cudad iyo da jibac Tavs iklavda... erT dRes Zalagamoleuli ZaRli levanis sawols gaWirvebiT moSorda da sastumro oTaxSi didi kaqtusis qoTans miekra... saocari iyo, jiba adre arasodes dawolila iq... or-sam saaTSi gamococxlda, awrialda, orjer daiyefa kidec. xan levanTan misunsulda, xan CvenTan... wyali dalia, mere sawolTan dawva. rogorc Cans, energia isev gamoelia. meore diliT rom avdeqiT, jiba isev kaqtuss Caxutebuli dagvxvda. gulSi raRacam gamkra. mZime qoTani levanis saZinebelSi Sevitane da TavTan davudgi. nasiamovnebma jibam kudic ki aaqicina. meore dRes saocreba moxda _ Cemi Zma jer alaparakda, mere marjvena xelic aamoqmeda. kaqtusma levanic gadaarCina da jibac. mas Semdeg wlebi gavida, kaqtusi ki bevrjer gamovcadeT. Tavis tkivilisas Tu masTan Camovjdebodi, tkivili ramdenime wuTSi miamdeboda. sabednierod, axla yvelani kargad varT. roca Zveli kaqtusi gaxma, axali SeviZineT, sxva Tu araferi, misi simwvane yvelas gvamSvidebs.

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mgrZnobiare kaqtusi

miuxedavad imisa, rom erTi SexedviT ukareba da Cxvletiaa, kaqtusi bevrs uyvars da am udabnos yvavilis SegrovebiTac bevria gatacebuli.... qalbatoni nineli koleqcioneri arasdros yofila da arc oTaxis yvavilebis movliT iwuxebda Tavs, rasac ver vityviT mis biolog ZmisSvilze, anaze, romelmac erTi ucnauri ambavi gviambo: _ mamida marto cxovrobda, iSviaTad vstumrobdiT da Tavadac mxolod dRe saswaulebze Tu Semogvivlida, aucileblad mogvilocavda dabadebis dReeebs, saCuqriT gagvaxarebda _ yovelTvis zustad xvdeboda ra gvsurda da raze vocnebobdiT. miuxedavad Taviseburi da mZime xasiaTisa, mamida Zalian gviyvarda. biologi imitom gavxdi, rom mcenareebi miyvars. uamravi yvavili mqonda yovelTvis, romelTac mamida TiTqos verc amCnevda, amitom gamikvirda, roca kaqtusi SeamCnia. radgan mamidas moewona, maSinve wamovavle xeli da gavuwode. waiRo yvavili da gegoneboda Sin Cvili bavSvi hyavso, yoveldRe mirekavda da movlis wesebs mekiTxeboda.... am ,,giJurma~ siyvarulma ki ucnauri ram moaxdina: mokle droSi, kaqtusi marTlac zRapruli goliaTiviT gaizarda da uamravi ,,Svilic gaaCina”, Tan samjer zedized gamoiRo yvavili, rac iSviaTi movlenaa.... mamidam erTxel miTxra:_ ase mgonia, sulieri myavs Sin. RamiTac ise mSvidad mZinavs, TiTqos erTguli adamiani mdarajobso.... erTxel mamida SeuZlod damxvda: - ori dRea Tavi mtkiva da sawolidan adgoma miWirso. SemTxveviT kaqtusze momixvda Tvali da gavogndi _ wveri SeyviTleboda. mamidas vkiTxe, _ ra mouvida-meTqi._ ra vici, guSin kargad iyoo. mamida male momjobinda. Tqven warmoidgineT, kaqtusic gamococxlda. ori wlis Semdeg ki daiwyo xmoba. cota xanSi ki mamidas daewyo Tavis tkivilebida gamokvlevebma aCvenes, rom simsivne hqonda TavSi. rac ufro uaresdeboda mamidas janmrTeloba, kaqtusic ufro da ufro Wkneboda. gardaicvala da yvavilic gaxma.... kaqtusi mamidasTan erTad davmarxe, radgan mjeroda, rom isic cocxali iyo, siyvaruli SeeZlo da dardisagan mokvda....

inga jayeli

ubedurebis macnis ukanaskneli stumroba

_babuaCemi imereTis erT maRalmTian sofelSi, tyis piras cxovrobda. axlomaxlo mosaxlis WaWaneba ar iyo. saxli kentad darCa mas mere, rac naxevari sofeli aiyara da qalaqSi gaiqca sarCos saZebnelad. sul gvikvirda, rogor Zlebdnen aseT miyruebul alagas bebia da babua, magram wamosvlas ver uxsenebdi, mainc iq erCivnaT yofna. bebia rom gardaicvala, babua gulCaTxrobili gaxda. xSirad oxravda: _vicodi, amas rom moveswrebodio. vakiTxavdiT, vamxnevebdiT... erT dRes nacnobma dagvireka,_babua gibarebT, cudad ariso. gulgaxeTqilebi avcvivdiT sofelSi. is buxarTan ijda, zedmetad fermkrTali iyo, Torem sxva araferi etyoboda avadmyofobisa.

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gviTxra,_ me albaT or-sam dReSi movkvdebi da amitom Segawu-xeTo. davaimedeT,_ sasikvdilo araferi gWirs, Sen ra mogereva, nu geSiniao. Tavi gaaqnia,_ vici, ase iqneba, or-sam dReSi movkvdebio. im RamiT karTan ucnauri xmauri gaisma. wamovxti, fanjaras veci... vxedav, ezoSi uCveulo, mozrdili cxoveli dadis. verafriT mivxvdi, ras hgavda... msgavsi arsad araferi minaxavs. ZaRliviT ijda, ukana fexebi moxrili hqonda, wina _ gaWimuli. moelvare TvalebiT Cemsken iyureboda. vikivle. babua gaCnda CemTan: _ nu geSinia, babu, eg Cemi ubedurebis macnea, arafers dagiSavebso. ras ambob_meTqi, _ Sevxede gaocebulma. is ki mSvidad ganagrZobda: _ eg Cveni gvaris xalxs ar erCis. mTeli sofeli rom gadaWamos, Cvensas arc qaTams SeWams arc Txas... modis maSin, roca ubedureba unda moxdes, dajdeba da miyurebs. ase iyo bebiaSenis sikvdilis win. is ki ara da, bebiaCemisa da babuaCemis sikvdilis winaco. Tu ar gavgiJdebodi, ar megona. Tavi saTavgadasavlo filmSi warmovidgine. mainc ar davijere moxucis naTqvami. gamTeniisas babuam mSvidad dalia suli. gareT gamovcvivdiT yviriliT (sakmaod Sors mcxovrebi mezoblebisTvis gvindoda migvewvdina xma). am dros sabZlis mxridan raRac cxoveli gadaxta, ezo elvis uswrafesad gadaWra da tyeSi gauCinarda. mas Semdeg SiSi damCemda. RamiT avdgebi da gareT viyurebi. Tbilisis erT-erT masivSi vcxovrobT, aq nadirs da cxovels ra unda, magram.... Tu marTla arsebobs ubedurebis macne da Tu Cveni gvaris xalxs marTla yovelTvis winaswar agebinebs mosalodnel saSinelebas, ra mniSvneloba aqvs sad vicxovreb, yvelgan momZebnis....

salome cincaZe leila CijavaZe, Tbilisi.

eqims vali daubruna

_ cota xnis win Tbilisidan dasavleT saqarTveloSi Ramis matarebliT wavedi. xaSuramde kupeSi marto viyavi, mere ucnobi qali Semovida da Camojda. yuradRebas ar mivaqcevdi, magram TvalSi momxvda misi sezonisaTvis Seuferebeli msubuqi Cacmuloba. mwvane, gamWvirvale qsovilis bluza da Txeli, maqmanebiani qvedakaba ecva... Tvlema momeria. qali uceb Cemsken gadmojda da yinuliviT civi xeli xelze damado. gaocebulma vkiTxe: _ ra moxda, qalbatono? _ daxmareba mWirdeba, quTaisSi unda wamoxvide... quTaisSi araferi mesaqmeboda, zestafonSi Cavdiodi... mgzavrebis naxevari mainc midis quTaisSi, iqneb romelimes sTxovoT daxmareba-meTqi. qali daJinebiT mimeoreb-da, _ unda wamomyve, uari ar miTxrao. _ mainc ra moxda-meTqi, _ Tavi ver Sevikave. _ vali maqvs,_ Tqva CurCuliT. _ mere romeli gadamxdeli mipove, gaxvretili Sauriani ar migdia jibeSi... _ fuli ar minda, ise gamomyevi. xma aRar gaveci. ar vici ram damaZina ise Rrmad _ quTaisamde ar gamRviZebia. jer kidev bneloda baqanze rom Camovedi. guls

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vaskdebodi, es ra momivida, aqeT ram wamomiyvana-meTqi. rom inaTa, taqsiT avtosadgurisken gavwie. cota gaviareT da manqanas saburavi gauskda, mZRolma saWe ver daimorCila da xes SevejaxeT. bevri araferi mqonda natkeni... tuCi gamiskda, mainc saavadmyofoSi gadamiyvanes _ nakers dagadebTo. saavadmyofoSi, swored maSin sisxli dasWirdaT viRacisTvis. am iSviaTi jgufis sisxli ki me maqvs. arc ki mifiqria, ise movuxme eqims da sisxli miveci... mogvianebiT maxares_ visTvisac sisxli gvWirdeboda, is kaci gadarCa, Tqven gadaarCineTo. pacientis axloblebma misamarTi gamomarTves _ Tqvenze vilocebTo. ori kviris Semdeg mimiwvies. Cemi ojaxiT wavedi. Cemi sisxliT gadarCenili maspinZeli eqimi aRmoCnda. _ Seni Tavi ufalma gamomigzavnao,_ miTxra. maSin gamaxsenda ucnobi qalis ambavi da movuyevi. goneba daZaba. maxsovs erTi SemTxveva, qals sisxli hqon-da dakarguli, me gadavusxi. Sokidan ki gamoviyvaneT, magram avadmyofoba moeria da gardaicvalao. Zalian davinteresdi.ver movisvene, vidre dawvrilebiT ar gamovarkvie yvelaferi da im qalis ojaxSic ar mivedi _eqimis Zma mimyva. pativiT migviRes. kedelze qalis suraTi ekida, swored is mwvane bluza ecva... man eqims vali daubruna. inga jayeli

sizmarma gadamarCina

qobuleTelma zurab qaTamaZem marTlac ucnauri ambavi gviambo: _ am sizmars bavSvobidan weliwadSi 5-6 _jer mainc vnaxulobdi. ucnauri markis avtomobilSi, romelic Cems bavSvobaSi realurad ar arsebobda, biZaSvilTan erTad vjdebodi, saocari siswrafiT mivqrodiT, jer xramSi viCexebodiT, Semdeg ki cecxlis alSi vexveodiT. manqanas saxuravze sabarguli edga, zed yuTebi elaga da feTqdeboda. gavida xani. Cemma biZaSvilebma ruseTs miaSures samuSaod, samSeneblo biznesi aawyes da dagvirekes _ CamodiTo. me da Cemma biZaSvilma, visTan erTadac sizmriseul manqanaSi vjdebodi, Zlivs CavaRwieT Celiabinskamde. imis iqiT kidev 30 kilometri gvqonda gasavleli, fuli ki Semogvelia. davurekeT Cvens axloblebs _ fuli mogvaSveleTo, imaT ki _ taqsi daiqiraveT da Cven gavuswordebiTo, _ gviTxres. qarTvelebma ruseTSi saxeli gaiTqves da bevri ar gvendo. amasobaSi movida ori axalgazrda da SemogvTavaza, _ Cven wagiyvanT, arc fuli gvinda Tqveni, oRond im pirobiT, manqanis marTva Tu iciT, Cven ar SegviZlia saWesTan jdomao... gamocdili mZRolebi varT da uari ar gviTqvams, radgan daRlilebs da mSivrebs arCevanis saSualeba ar gvqonda... wavediT avtosadgomisken da lamis muxlebi momekveTa, roca sizmarSi asjer nanaxi ,,toiotas” firmis naxevrad satvirTo manqana davinaxe yuTebiT savse sabargoTi!.. biZaSvils maSinve vuTxari_ sizmarSi am manqanas vnaxulobdi, Tu gav-yvebiT, sikvdili ar agvcdeba_meTqi!..radgan Cemi mtanjveli xilvis ambebi icoda, damijera. is biWebi ki ise gagvibrazdnen, lamis Sari avikideT... rogorc iqna CavaRwieT daniSnulebis adgilze. ori dRis Semdeg ki televiziiT SevityeT, rom romeliRac eqstremistul dajgufebas didi raodenobis iaraRi da sabrZolo masala gadahqonda. milicia maT kvalze gavida. srolisas manqana

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afeTqda, ufro sworad, mis sabargulze dalagebuli tyvia-wamali da xramSi ,,gadafrinda”. misi oTxive mgzavri daiRupa da daiwva... amis Semdeg veravin damarwmunebs, rom saswauli ar arsebobs.

dagvianebuli sakurTxi

qalbatoni dalila gviyveba: _ mama adre gardamecvala da dedam gamzarda. Zalian morwmune iyo, yovelTvis akeTebda micvalebulis sulis mosaxseniebel sakurTxs. sufraze sanTels manam ar aanTebda, sanam ar darwmundeboda, rom sufras araferi aklda. erTxel marilis dadgma daviwyebia da diliT moTqmiT gaiRviZa: _ yvelaferi ugemuri iyo, mamaSenis sufras stumari ar gaekara, sayve-duri miTxrao. didxans mexveweboda, sakurTxis keTebis dros gverdidan ar movcilebodi da tradicia ar damerRvia, magram komkavSiruli suliskveTebiT gazrdili ras gavugonebdi! sikvdilis win Tvalcremlianma mTxova: _ usakurTxod nu dagvtoveb, Sen Tu ar dagvafase, sxva momgonebelic ar gveyolebao. davpirdi, yvelafers gagikeTebT_meTqi, magram xan sakurTxis gakeTeba damaviwyda da xan damigvianda. mere daiwyo Cemi wameba: yovel Rame, sizmarSi ded-mama ezoSi carieli jamebiT idga da ukanac uamravi mSieri xalxi edgaT... moZRvarTan mivedi. mama akakim yuradRebiT momismina da miTxra:_ geytvi, micvalebulTa dReebi romelia. Seecade gaixseno, rogor akeTebda deda sakurTxs, mere ki gaWirvebulebs gaunawile, vnaxoT ra gamova. pirvelive sakurTxi didi mondomebiT gavakeTe. mama akakic moviwvie Sin. man saxlic gvikurTxa da dagvloca... is iyo sanTlebi unda agvenTo, rom gavifiqre: _ netav xom araferi maviwydeba-meTqi da fanjris rafaze dadgmuli wyliani Wiqa gaskda, TiTqos kenWi moartyeso... magidaze swored wylis dadgma damviwyeboda. moZRvarma pirjvari gadaisaxa. wyali davdgiT da sa-nTlebic avanTeT... cota xanSi ki, geficebiT Ria karSi ,,Camdgari” Cemi moRimari mSoblebi ,,davinaxe”. im dRis Semdeg, sakurTxis keTebisas qaliSvilebs gverdidan ar viSoreb, radgan Cems Semdeg maT unda izrunon gardacvlili naTesavebis sulis simSvideze.

qalTevzebi da savse mTvare

_mTvareuli ar var, magram savse mTvare mainc saocar gavlenas axdens Cems fsiqikaze, aRgznebuli var, TiTqmis ar mZinavs da energiis saocar mozRvavebas vgrZnob, rom movindomo cxra mTas gadavivli. garda amisa, ucnauri xmebi mesmis, romelTac xSirad ver varCev da Zalianac kargi, Torem roca gamirCe-via, xSirad SemSinebia, radgan yovelTvis cuds maniSnebdnen, _ miyveba yofili mezRvauri, _wynar okeaneSi mivcuravdiT. SesaniSnavi amindebi idga da mezRvaurebs saqme TiTqmis araferi gvqonda, win grZeli gza gvedo. is dro savsemTvareobas daemTxva da Zili gamikrTa, mgoni, imodena

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gemze marto me meRviZa. Soridanve SevniSne wyalSi moTamaSe arsebebi, SiSma damiara, _delfinebi ki ara, sami ulamazesi, cecxlisferTmiani qali iyo. 3_4 wuTi Tvali ver movwyvite, mere uceb gauCinardnen wylis siRrmeSi, SeiZleba Cveni gemis miaxloebam daafrTxo. gemze erTi xnieri rusi mezRvauri gvyavda. meore dRes sanam rames vetyodi, gaxeda zRvas da Cailaparaka: _ qalTevzebis mojadebuli samyofeli gagvivliao. alalad vuTxari: _wuxel ar meZina, davinaxe sami qalTevza rogor cekvavda-meTqi! ar damijera:_ra sisuleles ambob, es legenda ufroa, jer qalTevzebis mnaxveli aravis unaxavs, radgan naTqvmia, vinc maT cekvas Seeswreba an gagiJdeba, an mokvdeba. Wkuaze ar SevSlilvar. amitom zogjer vcdilob, Tavi davirwmuno, rom marTlac momeCvena raRac, magram im ambis Semdeg zRvis SiSi damCemda da mezRvaurobazec xeli aviRe _ ase mgonia, Tu zRvaSi Sevedi, cocxali veRar davbrundebio, _ daasrula Txroba Cvenma stumarma.

puris yana

raWaSi puris mosavali yovelTvis mwiri iyo, albaT amitomac Tqva xalxma uari mis moyvanaze. batoni daviTi is iSviaTi gamonaklisia, vinc ToneSi jer kidev sakuTari xeliT moweuli xorblis purs acxobs. _babua amtkicebda, rom im ojaxSi sadac puri mohyavdaT, berw qalsac ki SeeZlo nanatri Svilis gaCena. magaliTad sakuTari deda mohyavda, romelic im droisaTvis SeZlebul ojaxSi gaTxovda. mis mamamTils mosamsaxureebic ki hyolia da Tavismowonebul rZals anebivrebda, qalaqSi acxovrebda. miwaze muSaobiT arc Tavad iklavda Tavs, vaWrobda da mSvenieri Semosavalic hqonda. rZali rom ar dafexmZimda, Zalian ganicdida, sityviT arafers ambob-da, magram misi gancda rZals SeumCneveli ar darCenia da mSoblebTan dabru-nebula. mere, qmarTan ganSorebis gamo, Tavis mokvla gadauwyvetia, Toki auRia da maxlobel tyeSi gaparula. gzad TeTr samosSi gamowyobil qals gadayria, romelsac xelSi xorbliT saves boxCa eWira. misalmebis Semdeg bebiaCemisaTvis uCvenebia: _ am xorbals Wia mas Semdeg Seesia, rac Senma mama-mTilma madliani miwa unayofobisaTvis gaimeta. waiRe es xorbali, Sens mama-mTils miutane da daajere rom miwa gaacocxlos, puri daTesos. rogorc ki pirvel mosavals miiRebT, Senc dafexmZimdebio _ da gza gaugrZelebia. _ Sen vin xaro,_daudevnebia bebiaCems. _ simarTle var, vin unda viyoo! _ upasuxia qals da gauCinarebula, rZals is boxCa qmris ojaxSi miutania, is Wiani xorbalic dauTesavT, Cinebuli mosavalic auRiaT da im Semodgomaze bebiac dafexmZimebula. babuaCemi imasac ambobda: _ vidre qarTvelebi miwas ar miubrundebian da sa-kuTari xeliT moweuli xorbliT ar gaaZliereben qveyanas, sasicocxlo energias ver moikreben da gadaSenebamdec mivalTo.

saidan sadao...

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aTi wlis win gaWirvebam saberZneTSi wamiyvana. iq erT SeZlebul ojaxSi moxucis momvlelad daviwye muSaoba. Cems mosavlel qals sofi erqva da 80 wels gadacilebuli iyo. berZnuli Zalian male viswavle. moxucs urTierTobis deficiti hqonda da xSirad melaparakeboda, mekiTxeboda saqarTveloze, Cems ojaxze. erTxel saxls valagebdi. komodis Tavze Zveli, gacrecili foto vnaxe da gavogndi... es iyo dedaCemi, oRond foto adre nanaxi ar mqonda. guli SemekumSa. saidan unda moxvedriliyo sofisTan dedaCemis foto? arada eWvs ver Sevitandi _ igive saxis ovali, igive odnav elami Tvalebi, igive xali Semomcqeroda fotodan. gakvirvebuli gaviqeci sofisTan da vkiTxe _ es foto saidan gaqvT_meTqi? sofi kidev ufro gakvirvebuli iyo: _ dedaCemis fotoa,_ miTxra gaocebulma. _ ras ambobT, es dedaCemia,_ wamoviZaxe da kidev erTxel davakvirdi fotos. sofis, rogorc Cans, moeCvena, rom avad viyavi, xelze xeli momiWira da miTxra, rom erTi kviriT dasvenebis saSualebas momcemda, magram ra dros es iyo... farTxafurTxiT gaviqeci Cems oTaxSi, iqidan saqarTvelodan wamoRebuli foto albomi avitace da sofisTan gavCndi. akankalebuli xeliT mivageni dedis fotosuraTs da sofis saxlSi napovn fotos gverdiT mivude. es ori qali gaWrili aSliviT hgavda erTmaneTs. sofi asTmiani iyo, nerviulobisagan qoSini auvarda, Zlivs movasuliere. cota rom moixeda, fotoebi xelSi aiRo da damunjebulma Semomxeda. arc me vicodi ra mefiqra, arc man. bolos isev sofim amoiRo xma da miTxra: _ ara, es namdvilad dedaCemia, eg oreuli ki dedaCemi ver iqneba. xom xedavT, fotos aweria 1977 weli... mag dros deda gardacvlili iyoo

_ da Tavisi dedis fotos kuTxeSi miTiTebul 1923 welze mimiTiTa _ dedaCemi gacilebiT adre cxovrobdao. erTi kvira mainc dagvWirda gonze mosasvlelad. sofim moZebna dedamisis sxva fotoebi da maCvena. mec vaCvene... ara es ori qali imdenad hgavda erTmaneTs, ve rafriT ifiqrebdi, rom erTi da igive adamiani ar iyo. yvelaze saocari ki maSin moxda, roca sofim miambo, rom dedamisi 9 oqtombers dabadebula, iseve rogorc dedaCemi da ojaxSic erTaderTi Svili iyo. dedaCemiviT qargavda, keravda, qsovda... araCveulebrivi musikaluri monacemebi hqonda da kargad cekvavda, oRond mSobiarobis Semdeg sul odnav dakoWlda da aRarasodes ucekvia...es yveliferi dedaCemis cxovreba iyo. deda qsovda, qargavda, es dedaCems hqonda cekvisa da simReris niWi, es dedaCemi dakoWlda odnav mSobiarobis Semdeg.

guli metkina. ar vicodi, es yvelaferi gamxareboda Tu ara... sofis deda 46 wlis iyo, roca mogzaurobisas avtokatastrofaSi daiRupa. dedaCemic 46 wlis iyo, roca trotuarze mimavali uecrad Semovardnilma manqanam imsxverpla. aTasi sxva wvrilmanic gairkva, romelic am ori qalis cxovrebas TiTqmis identurs xdida. erTsac davamateb, arc Cemi bebia an babua, an deda yofila odesme saberZneTSi da arc sofis winaprebma icodnen rame saqarTvelos Sesaxeb... da mainc... da mainc... dedamiwa da Turme Zalian pataraa da Cvenc jer kidev araferi viciT sicocxlisa da adamianTa bed - iRbalis saidumloebis Sesaxeb.

qeTevan kvaSitaZe

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gamoqvabulis legenda

raWaSi, samwuxarod, bevri nasoflaria, mTis soflebs stiqiac mtrobda da xalxs barisaken gaxizvnas aiZulebda. adre Cemi raWveli naTesavebic mTaSi cxovrobdnen da maxsovs, Tu sadme “upatronod dagdebul” qvas ipovnidnen, aiRebdnen da WiSkarSi ganZiviT daabrZanebdnen, radgan TiTqmis uqvo niadagi yoveli wvimis Semdeg gauval lafad iqceoda da zogjer mewyeric iCenda Tavs. hoda, swored am mewyers gamoeqca xalxi. nasoflaris Tavze gadmomdgar gamoqvabulze bavSvobaSi bevri ram gamegona. gamoqvabuls pirobiTad uwodebdnen im adgils, Torem misi Ria guli cocxle-bidan aravis unaxavs da ukanaskneli, vinc amtkicebda, gamoqvabulma guli ga-mixsnao, _ nikala babua iyo. is am ori wlis win gardaicvala da amitom mis Svils, daTikuna biZias vTxove, dawvrilebiT gaexsenebina misi naambobi. daTikuna biZia da me im adgilas mivediT, sadac gamoqvabuli unda iyos da axla amwvanebuli mTaa. mxolod erTganaa moSiSvlebuli adgili, romelic Soridan karic gegoneba, magram axlos misuli amaod ecdebi mis gaRebas. aqaurebi ratomRac am adgilas sanTlebs anTeben da boTliT Rvinos toveben. _ 30-40 wlis winandel ambavs giyvebi, _ daiwyo biZiam, _ Cveni Zroxa tyeSi dakargula. mamaCems auRia Wraqi da dasdgomia

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gzas, am adgils rom moaxloe-bia, uceb amovardnil qars Wraqi Cauqria, Tumca anTeba aRar dasWirvebia, rad-gan gakaSkaSebula iqauroba. mihyolia am Suqs da pirRia gamoqvabulic dauna-xavs,romelSic anaforiani xalxi daulandavs da CurCulic gaugonia: _aravis vaxso-varT, aravis vWirdebiT... arc locvaa CvenTvis, arc sanTeli... dRes arc vinme izrunebs Cvens dapurebaze... marto win ixedebian da ukan arao. sayvedurebis Sem-deg ilocebodnen Turme: _ iseve Cvenma ajobos, sikeTe davtovoT, gamravldnen da ufro gaZlierdneno!.. sabralo mamaCems SiSiT guli kinaRam gahparvia. am laparakSi mTas SemovuareT, biZiam mTaSi amoWrili gvirabi damanaxva: _bevri vuSaleT axalgazrdebs am ramdenime wlis win, magram ar daiSales, buldozeri moiyvanes da am gavirabiT scades gamoqvabulSi SeRweva, verafers miagnes, Tan erTma ucnaurobam SeaSinaT: maSin mamaCemi cocxali iyo da sizmari naxa,_ is ucnauri arsebebi ganrisxebulebi iyvnen: Cven TqvenTvis vloculobT, Tqven ki saxls gvingrevT, SeCerdiTo. SeSindnen biWebi da amis Semdeg aRarc amouxedavT aqeT. ”gamoqvabulis karTan” mec avanTe sanTeli da RmerTs da wmindanebs Sevavedre saqarTvelos bedniereba.

Tina reSi _ poltergeistis rCeuli

dasavleT jorjiis parafsiqologTa asociaciis direqtorma, uiliam rolma Tina reSis ambavi 1984 wlis martSi Seityo. joan reSma daureka Cems 14 wlis qaliSvi-ls, Tinas SeuZlia sagnebi aamoZraoso. rolma gazeTis korespondentTan erTad moina-xula Tina reSi, romelic Zalze mokrZalebuli, wynari gogona aRmoCnda. diasaxlisi stumrebs yaviT gaumaspinZlda. Tinac sufrasTan ijda, xmas ar iRebda. uceb misma finjanma nel-nela daiwyo moZraoba, cota xnis Semdeg afrinda, oTaxi gadaifrina, buxars mienarcxa da daimsxvra. ramdenime dReSi reSebis saxlSi parafsiqologTa jgufi Cavida. amjerad Tinam ganacxada, saeWvoa, rame gamomivideso. magram moulodnelad sa-varZlebma xtunva daiwyes, iatakze maTi fexebis bakuni ismoda, magidaze ki yvavilebiani larnaki datrialda, cota xanSi saxile sinidan vaSlebi mTel oTaxSi mimoifanta. mTeli am aurzauris dros Tina gatanjuli saxiT ijda. Canda, Tavs Zalas atanda. ra-mdenime wuTis Semdeg moulodnelad yvelaferi Sewyda. Tina mwared atirda da Tavisi oTaxisken gaiqca. roca doqtorma rolma kvlav moinaxula reSebi, uiliami sastumro oTaxSi miiwvies. aq taxtze ijda Tinas ufrosi, gaTxovili da _ pegi. Semovida Tina, moRuSuli miesalma stumars da mtrulad gadaxeda das. uceb gauTvaliswinebeli xtunaoba daiwyo iqve mdgarma patara taburetma, Semdeg afrinda da pegis daeca fexze. pegim tkivilisagan Sehkivla

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da das miaZaxa _ saZagelo, borotoo. mogvianebiT joanma ganmarta, rom gogonebi xSirad Cxuboben da Tina pegis ,,sjis” xolmeo.

amis Semdeg parafsiqologebma Tina TavianT ofisSi miiwvies. gogonam fanqrebi, kalmistrebi da saqaRaldeebi aiZula, efrinaT. rolma interviu aiRo Tinasgan: _ miTxari, rogor aiZuleb sagnebs, imoZraon? _ ar vici, es TavisTavad xdeba. zogjer minda imoZraon, zogjer ara, magram mainc moZraoben. _ gaSinebs yovelive es? _ ara. Tumca, roca danebi frenen, meSinia. erTxel samzareulos dana marcxena mxarze dameca da daviWeri. Tinas ar axsovs, rodis aRmoaCina, rom sagnebis amoZraveba SeuZlia. Tqva, sabavSvo etlSi wolisas saTamaSoebis amoZraveba ukve SemeZloo.

jon reSma, Tinas mamam ganacxada, rom maT saxlSi, poltergeistis wyalobiT, moulodnelad CairTveboda televizori, eleqtroRumeli, magnitofoni da sxva

eleqtromowyobiloba, magram es ambavi Cvens qaliSvilTan ar dagvikavSirebiao.

erTxel, roca joani WurWels recxavda, saSrobidan moulodnelad iskupa Wiqam da qals SublSi moxvda. manmade, ramdenime wuTiT adre dedam Tinas sase-irnod wasvla aukrZala da gakveTilebis momzadeba daavala. es iyo pirveli SemTxveva roca joanma ieWva, ucnauri ambebi Tinas ukavSirdebao. meored, roca joanma jibis fuli ar misca gogonas, mtversasrutis jagrisi moxvda zurgSi. amis Semdeg col-qmari malavda an abamda sagnebs, romelTac maTi daSaveba SeeZloT.

Tina jiutad ar tydeboda,rom igi uxmobda poltergeists. erTxel, dasTan morigi Cxubisas, Tinas CanTa haerSi aiwia da pegis TavSi daeca.“mogxvda, Rirsi xar!”_yviroda Tina. aq ki eWvi aRaravis Sehparvia, rom uCveulo movlenebis mizezi Tina iyo. medikosebma gogona janmrTelad miiCnies, Tumca fsiqoTera-pevtma aRmouCina erTgvari midrekileba nevrozisa da depresiisadmi. Tina parafsiqologebma gamoikvlies da gairkva, rom uCveulo monacemebis realizeba Tinas mxolod sakuTar saxlSi SeeZlo. dro gadioda, ucnauri iyo, magram Tina sul ufro naklebad amJRavnebda Ta-vis unars. male Tina yvelas miaviwyda. misi momavali bedi tragikuli aRmoCnda.

16 wlisa dafexmZimda, 17 wlisam gogona gaaCina. am droisaTvis mas aRar SeeZlo gamoxmoba. erTi wlis Semdeg Svili gardaicvala. patara magididan gadmovarda da TaviT daenarcxa iataks. am tragediaSi bevri Tinas adanaSaulebda. man ver gau-Zlo braldebebs da Wkuidan SeiSala. igi kerZo fsiqiatriul klinikaSi daawvi-nes, sadac ramdenime wlis Semdeg gardaicvala. uiliam roli esaubra klinikis TanamSromlebs da gaarkvia, rom Tinas bolo wlebSi kvlav dabrunebia Zveli unari. drodadro mis palataSi dafrinavdnen patar-patara sagnebi da eqimebs exlebodnen.

rolis azriT, Tinas fsiqikis Taviseburebani pirdapir kavSirSi iyo mis seqsualur cxovrebasTan. roca qalwulobas gamoeTxova, man avtomaturad dakarga paranormaluri unari. amaSi roli xedavs msgavsebas im fenomenTan, roca qalwu-lebs SeuZliaT momavlis ganWvreta. _ yvelaze naTeli istoriuli magaliTia kasandra. roca Svili da-karga da qmars gaeyara, Tinam kvlav daibruna dakarguli unari. nlo # 2

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avtomobili_mkvleli

pirveli msoflio omis dawyebis sababad rom avstriis erchercogis mkvleloba iqca, kargadaa cnobili _ sakuTari manqaniT colTan erTad mimaval franc fer-dinands teroristma esrola. mis manqanas xSirad ,,mersedesad” moixsenieben, Tumca sinamdvileSi es iyo 1910 wels venaSi awyobili Gref-i. pirvelad igi SeiZina grafma franc maria alfred haram, romelmac maleve aCuqa Tavis megobars, franc ferdinands. es Zvirfasi manqana aRWurvili iyo imdroisaTvis Zlieri, 65 cxenis Zalis mqone ZraviT. salons amSvenebda naturaluri tyavis rbili savarZlebi da Zvirfasi xis varayi, abreSumis fardebi, mini-bari. karis saxelurebi oqrosfrad bzinavda. manqana wiTlad iyo SeRebili. franc ferdinandis meuRles, sofias naxvisTanave moewona manqana, magram colqmris avtomobiliT pirvelive didi mogzauroba bosniaSi tragediiT dasrulda, romelmac msoflio omi gamoiwvia. Semdeg avtomobili moxvda general potiorekis xelSi. radgan maRali Tanamdeboba eWira, cxadia, generali iSviaTad Cndeboda wina xazze. magram erTxel, sainspeqcio Camovlisas, manqana mtris artileriam dacxrila, Tavad potioreki mZimed daiWra. mas fsiqikuri daavadeba ganuviTarda da sicocxle suliT daava-debulTa saxlSi daasrula. generalma, vidre srul Wkuaze iyo, avtomobili Tavis adiutants, eleniks aCuqa. yoCaRi kapitani Zalian gaaxara saCuqarma da frontze mxolod am manqaniT dahqroda. 1915 wels serbiaSi, erT-erT mTian trasaze igi sabargo manqanas Seaskda. kapitani da misi sami mgzavri adgilzeve daiRupnen. amis Semdeg avbediTi Graf-i avstrielebma garaJSi Caketes. pirveli msoflio omis damTavrebis Semdeg erchercogiseuli avtomobili nadavlis saxiT ergo erT iugoslaviel oficers, qalaq saraevos komendants. 1919 wlis Semodg-omaze wiTeliGref-i mkveTr mosaxvevSi gadabrunda. ori mgzavri daiRupa, manqanis patronma ki marjvena xeli dakarga. avariis Semdeg komendantma misi Tavidan moSoreba gadawyvita. auqcionze avtomanqana warmatebulma dantistma, serqisma SeiZina. didxans verc man gaixara. erTxel soflis gzaze mimavals saWem umtyuna da kldidan gadaiCexa. manamde ki, or glexs daejaxa. isinic daiRupnen. sainteresoa, rom avtomobili amdeni avariis Semdeg seriozulad ar dazianebula. unikaluri avtos momdevno mflobeli gaxda erTi Sveicarieli mrboleli. erT-erTi rbolisas igi imave saraevoSi qvis boZs Seejaxa da iqve daiRupa. garemontebuli superavtomobili didxans ar darCenila upatronod. igi SeiZina erTma saraevoelma mdidarma glexma. sanam SeZenas gadawyvetda, didxans iRebda konsultaciebs adgilobrivi eqstrasensisgan. am ukanasknelma daaskvna, rom manqa-naSi ZiriTadad iRupebodnen inteligenciis warmomadgenlebi da rom fermerisTvis igi saSiSi ar iyo. gaxarebuli glexi ramdenime Tve daaqrolebda Tavis av-tos, vidre erTxel, TiTqos sruliad umizezod, Sua gzaze ar gauCerda. fermerma sTxova Cavlil glexs, Tavisi sazidrisTvis Caeba manqana da fermamde mieyvana. manqana cxens gamoabes, fermeri saWesTan dajda da gzas gaudgnen. mou-lodnelad manqana Tavisuflad daiqoqa da win gaiWra, daejaxa sazidars da cxens da gadabrunda. fermeri daiRupa. amdeni ubeduri SemTxvevis Semdeg iugoslaviaSi da saerTod aRar moiZebna adamiani, vinc erchercogiseul avtomobils SeiZenda. rariteti aSS-Si gaiyida. avtomonstrma am kontinentzec gamoamJRavna Tavisi mZime xasiaTi. jer erTimeoris miyolebiT daiRupa misi sami mflobeli. meoTxem, niu-iorkelma mdidarma iuvelirma, TviTmkvlelobiT daasrula

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sicocxle. ,,sisxliani avtomobilis” bolo, oficialuri patroni iyo vinme tibor pirS- fildi. manac Zalze cudad daasrula sicocxle. sakuTar qorwilze sakuTari avtomanqaniT mimavali mTeli ZaliT Seaskda samarSruto avtobuss. masTan erTad daiRupa misi oTxi mgzavri. gvarianad dazianebuli manqana saremonto saxelisnoSi miitanes, magram saxelosnos mflobels ramdenime dRis Semdeg... denma daartya da mokla! amjerad seriozulad dafiqrdnen amerikeli avtomoyvarulebi. avtomeqanikosebma ki uari Tqves, miaxloebodnen ,,wiTel mkvlels”. manqana samunicipaliteto garaJSi daayenes, radgan eSinodaT avtomonstris TavisTvis datoveba _ man xom oci adamianis sicocxle Seiwira. 30 welze metxans iJangeboda erchercog ferdinandis avtomobili bnel garaJSi. meore msoflio omis damTavrebis Semdeg amerikis xelisuflebam igi avstrias aCuqa. dRes is venis samxedro- istoriul muzeumSia gamofenili. jerjerobiT Tavi mSvidad uWiravs. nlo #17 wlebs Tavisi miaqvs etyoba, marad axalgazrda mona liza TandaTanobiT berdeba. Lleonardo da vinCis am didebul qmnilebas 500 weli Seusrulda. frangi specialistebi SeSfoTebulni arian, radgan alvis dafa, romelzec aris daxatuli suraTi, Zlier deformacias ganicdis. muzeumis xelmZRvanelobam restavratorebi moiwvia, raTa daedginaT, Tu rogor reagirebs suraTi darbazSi klimatis cvalebadobaze. garda amisa specialistebi gansazRvraven mxatvris mier gamoyenebuli saRebavis Semadgenlobas. sarestavracio_kvleviTi samuSaoebis dros suraTs eqspoziciidan ar amoiReben, mas Casvamen minis kameraSi, sadac gansakuTrebuli mikroklimati Seiqmneba, gaisad ki calke darbazSi gadaitanen.

itogi #17

globaluri poltergeisti

amerikeli jein robertsis mediumobis piki 1954-dan 1984 wlamde iyo. uyvarda gamomwvevad Cacma da xmauriani saRamoebis gatareba cnobil msaxiobTa da politikosTa wreSi. marTlac demonuri unari hqonda, sakuTar rwmenaze moeqcia nebismieri adamiani. erT-erTi, visac konsultacias uwevda robertsi, gaxldaT aSS-is prezidenti jon kenedi. gaocebuli prezidenti yovelives hipnozs miawerda. jeini umtkicebda,_ me ontaqts vamyareb planeta dedamiwis globalur poltergeistTan, racionalu-rad moazrovne arsebasTan, romlis sulieri mizania calkeuli mokvdavis cnobierebis transformacia, raTa adamianma SeZlos ukvdavebaSi umtkivneulod gadasvlao. qal_unikumis biografi da megobari jeims lavloki Tavis ortomeulSi ,,araferia SeuZlebeli~, wers: _ robertsma erTxel miTxra, _ kenedi ar mendoba da moiTxovs axal da axal sabuTebs, Tumca araerTxel gamxdara gardacvlilTa sulebis saubrebis mowmeo. nawyenma mediumma Turme prezidents uTxra: _ planeta, romlis nawilic Cven, adamianebi varT, _ zemoraluri, naTelmxilavi arsia. masze mimdinare zebunebrivi da bunebrivi procesebi mizanmima-rTuli, logikuri da ara SemTxveviTia. gaxsovdeT, sadac unda iyoT, gverdiT mudam geyolebaT Tavqariani, magram erTguli raindi _ poltergeistio. axla movusminoT jein robertss:

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_ poltergeisti pirvelad Cemi mSoblebis ranCoSi gamocxadda. 14 wlis viyavi. 3 wlis Semdeg mivxvdi, rom igi erTob materialuri arseba iyo, ufro metic _ egoisti, romelic erebs konfliqtur, stresul situaciebSi iTrevs. mamaCemis loTo-bis da siRaribis gamo ojaxSi usiamovneba xSirad gvqonda. Zalian mindoda gamego, Cems TiTebsa da xelisgulebSi umtkivneulod rogor gadioda aTcentiani monetebi da qaRaldis fuli, vin iyo is uCinari, Cvens ZaRls panRurs rom sTavazobda, an xelCakidebuli vis mivyavdi mamaCemis viskis samalavisken. maSin maRaziebSi siaxle gaCnda _ filtriani sigareti. erTi kolofi viyide. gauxsnelad RamiT sawolTan, tumboze davde. diliT, cxadia, kolofi gauxsneli damxvda, gverdiT ki ori Reri gadamtvreuli filtriani sigareti egdo. kilofs celofani movxseni da Tavi avxade. SuaSi ori Reri aklda. uceb wylis milebi aWrialda, talRiseburad amoZravda,wagrZelda da gamWvirvale gaxda. _, ,vin Svreba amas, nuTu eSmaki?~_ gavifiqre da Cems yurTan patara burTula daekida, garkveviT CamCurCula: _ ,,poltergeists saukuneTa manZilze eZaxian adamianebi xmaurian suls, magram igi suli ar aris. poltergeists araferi aqvs saerTo cocxlebTan da gardacvlilebTan. igi sxva ganzomilebebidan modis. is materialuria da im adamianis garegnobas iRebs, visTanac kontaqtSi Sedis. sikeTes sikeTiTve pasuxobs, magram borotebas mxolod borotebiT exmaureba. misi mizania _ miipyros yuradReba, raTa mudmivi kontaqti daamyaros adamianTan~. amis Semdeg mTel Cems sicocxles poltergeisti meTvalyureobs. memsaxureba, misrulebs nebismier Txovnas. Tumca zogjer ar memorCileba da bavSvuri xeliT gabrazebul warwerebs maxvedrebs kedlebze. xSirad mixdeba Spaleris Secvla... jeims lavlokis wignSi uxvadaa suraTebi, romlebzec eqtoplazmuri arsebebia gamosaxuli. uxvadaa winaswarmetyvelebani, romlebic rigiT amerikelebs ki ara, msoflioSi cnobil adamianebs exeba. gansakuTrebiT sayuradReboa Tavi ,,kenedebis ojaxis bediswera~, romelSic detaluradaa aRwerili jer kidev daubadebeli STamomavlebis bedi. erT-erT maTganze, robertze, naTqvamia: ,,roca igi prezidenti gaxdeba, sabediswero Secdomas dauSvebs _ TiTs daaWers birTvul Rilaks~. fotoze aRbeWdilia misi eqtoplazmuri saxe. gverdiT udganan jon ficjerald kenedi da jein robertsi. nlo #26

SeZaxilma xe gaaxmo me rom davibade, Cemi mSoblebi studentebi iyvnen da Cems aRsazrdelad bunebrivia, arc dro hqondaT, arc asaki da arc SeZleba. amitomac bebias wavuyvanivar raWaSi da Svid wlamde, anu skolaSi Sesvlamde, iq vizrdebodi. mSoblebi xSirad mnaxulobdnen, magram maT wasvlas ise mtkivneulad gan-vicdidi, rom ramdenime dRe da Rame ar meZina xolme. Camosvla Tu daugviandebodaT, SiSi amitanda, megona, veRarasodes vnaxavdi maT. amas erTvoda raWis mTebis uCveulo idumaleba da axlomaxlo umezoblobac. es emociuroba didobaSic migrZelda... siyvaruliT gavTxovdi da qmarsac Zalian vuyvardi, magram bavSvobaSi ga-datanili sayvareli adamianebis siSoris tkivili masTan urTierTobaSic gamiCnda da ori dRiT mivlinebaSi rom wasuliyo, meore dRes ukve Relvas viwyebdi _ raime cudi mouva_meTqi. nel-nela telefonis zaris SiSic damewyo _cudi araferi Sematyobinon_meTqi. aseTi SeSfoTebuli rom vxvdebodi qmars, pirvelad ecineboda, mere da mere brazdeboda. TandaTan gulCaxveuli gavxdi da Cvens

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urTierTobaSic bzari gaCnda. Zalian mindoda am mdgomareobidan gamosvla, magram araferi meSvela... erT dRes marTla moxda ubedureba... Cemi qmari inJineri iyo, karkasidan Camovarda da... misma gardacvalebam Tavzari damca. ramdenime Tvis manZilze Svilebic ki daviviwye. ded-mamis anabara myavda mitovebuli, me ki mTeli dRe viweqi da Wers mivSterebodi... Svilebis, ded-mamisa da megobrebis daxmarebiT, rogorc iqna, fexze wamov-deqi da is iyo Cveulebriv cxovrebas vubrundebodi, rom erT dRes gareT ga-sul Cems biWunaze gavifiqre, _ ra meSveleba, amas rom rame daemarTos_meTqi.vera da ver moviSore es Savi fiqri. rasakvirvelia, SvilisTvis araferi migrZnobinebia, magram SeRerebul biWs ukan davdevdi... erT dResac kamaTi mogvivida, CanTas xeli staca, Sig tansacmeli Cayara da Sinidan gaiqca. sami dRis Semdeg misma megobarma damireka, _ gogita saavadmyofoSiao...Cemi Svili komaSi iyo. erTi Tve mis sawolTan gavatare. davCerebodi gogitas wamwamebs da maTi mcire Serxeva Zalas mmatebda... erT Rames, sawolis rkinis rikulze Tavmidebulma, ar vici, Tvalxilulma Tu TvaldaxuWulma, bebia da-vinaxe. sibraluliT miyurebda, mere daRonebulma miTxra: _ bavSvebs mainc daanebe Tavio... TofnakraviviT wamovvardi, bebiaCemis naTqvami aTasnairad vatriale, magram ver amovxseni. maSinRa davwynardi, biWi gons rom movida da nel-nela fexze dadga... axla gogona amoviCeme _ mivaCerdebodi da gavifiqrebdi, _ vinme naZiralam rom momtacos ra meSveleba-meTqi. mis molodinSi fanjaras mivewebebodi da sanam ar gamoCndeboda, qveyana rom daqceuliyo, ar menaRvleboda. erT dRes isev im dawyevlil telefonze darekes, natoze ar inerviuloT, CvenTan aris, siZes male gaicnobTo... sami dRe eZeba mamaCemma natos asaval-dasavali, magram ver mivageniT. erTi kviris Semdeg damibrunda Svili... marTla qurds da narkomans moutacia skolidan Sin momavali. arc ki icnobda... natos megobris mezobeli yofiliyo. erTi-orjer im megobarTan daunaxavs da amouCemebia, colad unda moviyvanoo. _ deda, Cemi bedi es yofila. masTan davrCebi. Tavs STavagone, aucileblad gamovasworeb-meTqi, _ miTxra qaliSvilma. im wuTSi, rasakvirvelia, misTvis ar damijerebia, magram droTa ganmavlobaSi Cemi siZe rom kacs daemsgavsa, mivxvdi, Cemi qaliSvili marTali iyo. mere TviTSTagonebiT cudi fiqrebi mec Semovatriale da arc araferi cudi ar momxdara. Turme TviTSTagonebiT SegviZlia momavlis marTva _ yve-laferi, rac Cems cxovrebaSi xdeboda, Cemi fiqris brali yofila. amitom amboben, SeZaxilma xe gaaxmoo... m. turZelaZe.

bednieri deda aleqsandriaSi 27 wlis egviptelma qalma sakeisro kveTiT Svidi Svili gaaCina. naadrevad dabadebuli oTxi biWi da sami gogona specialur inkubatorSi moaTavses. erTdroulad Svidi bavSvis amqveynad movlena unikaluri SemTxvevaa, Tumca ara erTaderTi, msoflioSi es ukve meoTxejer moxda. deda da bavSvebi gadarCnen da jan-mrTelad arian.

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madlobis meti ra meTqmoda

amas winaT Zlieri qari amovarda. did diRomSi vcxovrob da iq aTjer ufro meti Zala hqonda qarborbalas. konwial-konwialiT miaqanebda xalxs quCaSi. mec, amxela kaci, xan aqeT vexeTqebodi, xan iqiT. bolos qars wvimac daerTo, mivxvdi, metis atana ar SemeZlo da pirvelive korpusis sadarbazoSi Sevedi. mTlad galumpuli kedels miveyude. oriode wuTSi erTi kaci Semovarda sadarbazoSi, Zlivs sunTqavda, Zveli nacnobiviT amomidga mxarSi. _ gexvewebi sardafSi CavideT,_ miTxra swrafad da fermkrTali, sveli saxidan wvimis wyali Camoiwminda. _ sardafSi ra minda? _ vupasuxe da gavifiqre, es giJi maklda am Tavsxma ubedurebaSi_meTqi. ucnobma mxrebi sacodavad Camoyara: _mxolod Sen SegiZlia Svili gadamirCino, _ miTxra. namdvilad SeSlili iyo, magram Semebrala da TanagrZnobiT vuTxari: _ sardafSi aravinaa, arc xma ismis. _ iq Cemi Svilia, uSvele, ra iqneba... Tanac Senc xom biWis mama xar, Senc gWirdeba Cemi daxmareba. _ Sen ra ici, vaJiSvili myavs Tu ara_meTqi, _ vkiTxe. _ magis dro ar aris, Sens iraklisac vuSveli, oRond Cemi gurami gadaarCineo, _miTxra. uceb sardafidan raRac xma momesma. axlac ar vici, rogor gavbede Casvla!narkotikebiT gabruebuli ori biWi ugonod egdo. momexmare _ meTqi, _ avZaxe ucnobs da davtrialdi. jer erTs davuwye grZnobaze moyvana, Tan saswrafo gamoviZaxe. bedad, eqimebic droulad movidnen. biWebi gadarCnen... yvelaferma rom gaiara, gurami romeli xarT_meTqi, vikiTxe. gaCxinkulma amoiknavla _ meo. axla Cemi Svilis dardi mklavda. saswrafod furcelze Cemi te-lefoni davuwere da raki mamamiss Tvali veRar movkari, vuTxari, ai, Cemi nomeri, mamaSens uTxari aucileblad damirekos_meTqi. Sin misuls coli gafiTrebuli damxvda: _rom icode, bondo, ras gadvur-CiTo. Turme, Cemi irakli skolidan gamosula da biWebTan ertad wvimisaTvis Tavi rom SeefarebinaT, iqve saCrdilobelSi SeyuJulan. mere irakli hyveboda: _ erTi fermkrTali kaci gadamekida, mand nu dgaxar, Sviloo. Tavi rom ar damaneba, vifiqre giJia, gaveridebi_meTqi... moSorebiT gadavedi, biWebic wamomyvnen. is iyo da, manqana mowyvetiT amovarda bordiurze. wamiT gavaswariT, Torem verc gadavrCebodiTo. mxrebi aviCeCe. Cemi Svili did diRomSi ki ara, qalaqis meore boloSi swavlobs. rogor gaCnda guramis mama iq?! arada aRwerilobiT namdvilad is iyo. P. guramma sami dRis mere damireka. _ mapatieT, magram mama ramdenime Tvea gardaicvala, dedas ki nu etyviT, rac SememTxvao. yvelaferi rom vuambe, gaognebulma aRmiTqva: _ gamovswordebi, mamaCemis suls aRar Sevawuxebo. madlobis meti ra meTqmis mamamisisTvis. bondo kaWaxia.

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batonma andro andriaZem gviambo: _ sacaa, 70 _s mivukakuneb, magram me ki ara, Cemze ufrosebmac ar icodnen im nangrevebis ambavi, Cveni soflis boloSi rom iyo. bavSvebi _ viTom cixeao _ xis xmlebiT omobanas gaaCaRebdnen xolme. guli gviskdeboda SiSiT _ kedeli rom gadmongreuliyo, bavSvebs qveS moiyolebda da daviRupebodiT. amitom mezoblebma movilaparakeT _ iqauroba gagvesufTavebina da nangrevebis adgilas sportuli moedani gagvekeTebina. mzis amosvlamde SevudeqiT saqmes... uceb wina kedelze yvelam davinaxeT aCrdili, xelebi zeviT aRepyro TiTqos SeCerebas gvevedreboda... zogi muxlebze davarda, zogmac pirjvari gadaisaxa, erTs gulic ki gauxda cudad... raRa Tqma unda TiTi arafrisTvis dagvikarebia. sofelSi davbrundiT da yvelas vuambeT, rac vixileT. nangrevebTan mRvdeli miviyvaneT da vakurTxebineT. mRvdelma _ Tu aq samlocvelos agebas apirebT, iqneb aCrdili ,,aRar gagvibrazdes~, kedlebi davSaloT da qva isev gamoviyenoTo. saZirkvelis gaTxrisas uZveles samarxebs gadavawydiT. mokled, patara samlocvelo avageT. mas Semdeg aT welze meti gavida da yvela aRniSnavs, rom sofelSi simSvidem da madlma daisadgura, sikvdilianoba gaiSvia-Tda. im aCrdilma da samlocvelom kidev erTi saswauli moaxdina. Cvens sofelSi erTi biWi bavSvobidan avadmyofobda. bolos, eqimebma filtvis kibo daudgines. loginad Cavardnili sikvdils eloda... rom gaigo, rac moxda, Zala moikriba, movida da Tavadac Caeba samlocvelos SenebaSi. Tavidan Zalian uWirda, mere TandaTan daubrunda Zal-Rone da EerTi-orjer Ramec gaaTia daumTavrebel Se-nobaSi. gind daijereT da gind ara _ is biWi axla ori Svilis mamaa, mas Semdeg frCxilic ar wamostkivebia. eqimebma ki misi filtvebi rom naxes, ar sjerodaT, igi cota xnis win gadadebuli avadmyofi rom iyo... inga jayeli

cecxlovani gabrazeba

mama metyoda xolme, dedaCemi gaTxovebamde soflis Tvali iyo, xelidan Congurs ar uSvebda, gaTxovebis mere ki Zalian dasevdiandao. Seicvleboda, aba ra iqneboda, iseTi saidumlo hqonia gulSi... albaT arasodes gagvimxelda, rom ara Cemi diswuli _ ako. oTaxSi, sadac axalSobili iwva, xis iataks cecxli moedo. Caaqres, etyoba, qarma buxridan naperwkali gadmoagdoo, _ daimSvides Tavi. im dros bebiaCemi sabedo 80-s gadacilebuli iyo, mezobel sofelSi cxovrobda. ar vici vin miutana ambavi, _ aqoSinebuli movarda, usityvod bavSvis oTaxSi Sevida. mere xelebi muxlebze daikra da _ isev is ubedureba dabrundao, aRmoxda. maSin gviambo, rom babuaCemi nikifore, romelic sul axalgazrda gardacvliliyo, sinamdvileSi mezobels moekla, radgan am ubedurs uneburad imisi saxli gadaewva. eg rogor-meTqi, _ vkiTxe.

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_ rogor da, babuaSeni Tu rameze Zalian gabrazdeboda, ar vici rogor, magram gamoxedviT cecxls aCenda xolmeo. egre gvqonda damwvari saxlis kedeli, ori-sami xeli qveSagebi... mere TviTonac wuxda _ratom, ratomao... aba ra vici ratom, egre ki iyoo. nikifores gabrazebul gulze, mezoblisas cecxli gauCenia. Senao ZaliT ga-dagviwvio da im mezobels mouklavs babuaCemi. axla bebia akankalebuli, umweod idga SvilTaSvilis akvanTan_ daviRupeTo, did babuas xo mar daemsgavsao, _CurCulebda Tavzardacemuli. oTxi wlis onavari ako burTs TamaSobda... ar vici ra moxda, _ fardags gauCnda cecxli. bedad iqve mamaCemi iyo. gulgaxeTqilma patara xelSi aitaca da saxlic dawvas gadaarCina. ako Cvens tanjvad iqca. sul TvalebSi vuyurebdiT, ram ear ewyinoso. ori-sami SemTxveva swored rom Cems Tvalwin moxda. bavSvs arc asanTi hqonda, arc nakverCxali.. erTxel daxurul karadasi ifeTqa cecxlma!swored im asakSi, roca nikifore babua mouklavs mezobels, ako avariaSi mohyva. axla vin gaigebs, jer avaria iyo da mere cecxli, Tu jer cecxli da mere avaria. saWesTan misi amxanagi ijda... oriveni daiRupnen. megobari damwvari amoiyvanes manqanidan, Cveni ubeduri ako ki, rogorc eqimebma gviTxres, gulisgan iyo mkvdari. cecxls araferi uvnia misTvis.

tariel m_Svili.

sami mfarveli feria _ mamaCems sami gauTxovari da hyavda. tyupebiviT sul erTad dadiodnen. xan erTi Zmis ojaxSi rCebodnen, xan meore Zmis da exmarebodnen rZlebs saojaxo saqmeebSi Tu bavSvebis aRzrdaSi. orive Zmis gardacvalebas moeswrnen, Seicvalnen da usixaruloebi gaxdnen. mas Semdeg jer erTi Cavarda loginad, mere meore, mesames sklerozi daemarTa. aRmoCnda, rom am sami avadmyofis movla arc Cvens ojaxs SeeZlo (dedaCemi muSaobda, rom verCineT. me da Cemi da vswavlobdiT.), arc Cemi biZaSvilebis ojaxs. rZlebma moilaparakes, rom mulebi mama-papiseul sofelSi waeyvanaT da momvlelebi daeqiravebinaT. problemebic im dRidan dagvewyo. mamidebis wayvanis Semdeg Zveli didi sarke Caimsxvra. dedaCemma feri dakarga, ise ganicada... mas mere

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araerTi gansacdeli gadavitaneT. mere mogexsenebaT, ra wlebi dagvidga da sofelSi fuls vin gagzavnida.Mise moxda, rom wle-bis manZilze mamidebis ambavi aRar gagvigia. 10 wlis win coli SevirTe, Svilic SegveZina, vasiko davarqvi. male gairkva, rom bavSvi Taviseburi iyo. wamoizarda da zogjer vtirodiT kidec, roca is uxilav aCrdilebs elaparakeboda. baRSi aRmzrdelma SemogvCivla, ase ambobs feriebi movidnen, ezoSi ar wamoval, ar miSvebeno. dedaCemi dards gadahyva. mikvirs, ratom verafers mivxvdi. gana aucilebeli iyo, gansacdelSi kidev erTxel aRmovCeniliyavi, rom Tvali amxeloda. axloblis manqaniT mivdiodiT agarakze. yvelani davileweT, mxolod Cemi biWi gadarCa, nakawric ar hqonia. mere miyveboda, sanam rezo biZia im satvirTo manqanas daejaxeboda, manqanaSi Cemi sami feria Semovida, Semomisxdnen irgvliv da damtvreuli manqanidanac gadmomiyvaneso. ratomRac Cemi ubeduri mamidebi gamaxsenda. Zveli albomidan mamidebis foto amoviRe vasikos win davude. “feriebi”,_ Tqva bavSma da saxeze naTeli gadaefina. im saRamosve davureke Cems biZaSvilebs wavediT sofelSi _samegrelos mTi-aneTSi. naTesavebi nawyeni dagvxvdnen _ moxucebma Tqvens molodinSi dalies sulio... erTi da 7 wlis win gardacvlila. meore sam TveSi, mesamec ramdenime TveSi mihyolia. Tavdaxrili vusmendi da cremli maxrCobda. mas mere taZarSi siaruli daviwye. vasikos Zveli xilvebi gauara, dawynarda da gonebrivadac daewia Tanatolebs. dRemde mjera, mas sami mfarveli angelozi hyavs papidebis saxiT da gaWirvebaSi arc mas da arc Cven gvtoveben. karlo n-ia.

locviT gadarCenili

ojaxis sarCenad karga xania ruseTSi var gadaxvewili. iq mSeneblobaze vmuSaob. SarSan, muSaobisas cudad gavxdi. saavadmyofoSi wamiyvanes. imis TqmaRa movaswari, saqarTveloSi Cems ojaxs ar gaagebinoT, Camosvlas ver SeZleben da tyuilad gamwardebian_meTqi da gaviTiSe. rogorc mere miTxres, virusi Semxvedria. oTxi dRe elodnen Cemi megobrebi mdgomareobis gaumjobesebas. imedi rom dakarges, saqarTveloSi darekes. Cemianebi gagiJebulan, wamosvlis aranairi Sansi ar hqondaT, sabuTebi ar uwyobdaT xels da folic ar gaaCndaT... tirilisa da vaebis Semdeg _ saRamos 7 saaTi iqneboda, dedaCems uTqvams, Tu vinmes Cemi besos mdgomareoba gawu-xebT, aq cremlebs ki nu CamomiyriT, misi gadarCenisTvis iloceTo... am dros me aparatze SeerTebuli Zlivs vfeTqavdi. niSani imiTRa metyoboda, rom aparatura cimcimebda da guls mimuSavebda. me ki mgoneba ar meTiSeboda da yvelafers vfiqrobdi: maxsendeboda bavSvobis daviwyebuli ambebi, gardacvlili bebia-babuebi, Svilebi, deda... vwuxdi, ra eSvelebaT-meTqi. Tavi da sxeuli usiamovnod damZimebuli mqonda, rarac qvemoT meqaCeboda da suls migubebda. SegrZneba imdenad mZime iyo, davrwmundi _ aRsasruli dgeboda. am dros raRac TeTr, sasiamovno nislSi gavexvie, TiTqos sufTa haerze gavedi da guliscema damiwynarda... es iyo eniT auwereli simSvidis SegrZneba. qveviT aRaraferi meqaCeboda, marla vtivtivebdi... da maSin pirvelad

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vigrZeni tkivili. saxe damemanWa, gavigone eqTnebis naTqvami _ mgoni gadarCao... imave saRamos gons movedi. saswauliT gadavrCi. megobrebma miTxres, _ saqarTveloSi rom davrekeT, imave saRamos, 8 saaTisTvis krizisidan gamoxvedio.swored am dros sTxova dedaCemma axloblebs, CemTvis elocaT. swored locvis Zalam gadamarCina. eqimsac uTqvams, _ ra moxda, ver avxsni, gadarCenis San-si 1% Tu iyoo. mxolod ufalsa da CemTvis mlocvelebs vumadli, rom dRes isev cocxali var.

beso x.

sicocxle sikvdilis Semdeg. batoni anzori klinikuri sikvdilis dros mistikur mdgomareobaSi aRmoCnda. _ daaxloebiT erTi wlis win, RamiT marto movdiodi sakuTari manqaniT. daRlils saWesTan CameZina. gzas gavcdi da xevSi gadaviCexe... rac amis Semdeg moxda, CemTvisac Zneli dasajerebelia, arada ,,Tvali rom gavaxile~, Cems win aTi wlis win gardacvlili biZaCemi da Cemi skolis megobari, aseve garda-cvlili SoTa idgnen. sizmarSi var_meTqi da xeli gavaqnie, rom xilva gameqro, radgan mkvdrebis yovelTvis meSinoda. biZaCemma sevdianad gamiRima, SoTa ki movida, momexvia,_ biWo, rogor mindoda SenTvis meTqva, sad davmale maSin nuca maswavleblis oqros portsigarao _ da miTxra is adgili... istorias didi samamulo omis monawile qalbatoni gvaswavlida. Zalian bevrs eweoda, sigareti ki oqros portsigarSi ewyo. swore dos movpareT me da SoTam. im wels saSemodgomo gamogvayola da gvindoda ase gagvemwarebina... portsigari SoTam damala, mere ki moulodnelad gardaicvala _ sanadirod gahyva biZaSvilebs da brma tyviam imsxverpla. portsigaris saidumloc saflavSi waiRo da aRarc maxsovda. biZaCemma xevSi CaCexili Cemi damsxvreuli manqana damanaxa. SemeSinda: _mec mkvdari var_meTqi?! _Sevyvire. _ jer ara, magram Tu droze ar uSvele Tavs, dilamde ar gaatano. Soriaxlos sofeli iyo da rogorc ki gavifiqre, rom maSveli iq unda gveZebna, myisierad erT-erTi saxlis win aRmovCndiT... _ Tu mkvdrebi varT, cocxlebi rogor gaigoneben Cvens xmas-meTqi? _adamianebis yuradReba sxvagvarad unda mivipyroT, ZaRlebi dagvexmarebiano! mokled, SegvamCnies ZaRlebma da saSineli ymuili atexes, sofeli gaaRviZes. kacebma maT yvirili da qvebis srola dauwyes, magram ver Caawynares. mere viRacam Tqva: _Zalian SfoTaven, raRac ambavia da gavyveT, xevisken iweveno. SeiZleba iTqvas, ZaRlebma gadamarCines. amis Semdeg aRaraferi maxsovs. gons saavadmyofoSi movedi, erTianad dabintuli. maSinve gamaxsenda gardacvlili biZaCemi da Cemi Tanaklaseli, magram SemeSinda, sigiJe ar daebralebinaT da ar gavamxile. arc Tqven mogiyvebodiT, rom ara 35 wlis win moparuli portsigari, romelic zustad im

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adgilze vipove damaluli, sadac SoTam mimiTiTa... is portsigari rom ara, vifiqrebdi, rom mxolod sizmari iyo yvelaferi. _ portsigars ra uyaviT? _ nuca maswavlebeli martoxela iyo, rom gardaicvala, skolam gaiRo misi dakrZalvis xarjebi... ase rom, memkvidre ar darCenia. me ki Zaliuan miWirs. avariis Semdeg ramdenime operacia damWirda, valebi damedo. im portsigars gavyidi da, Svilebs vficavar, garkveul nawils romelime eklesias Sevwirav, moZRvarTanac vaRiareb, _ daamTavra batonma anz-orma. inga jayeli. 14.II.09

sicocxle grZeldeba

erTi wlis SeuRlebuli viyaviT, meuRle moulodnelad gulis SeteviT rom gardamecvala moskovSi da ori dRis Semdeg TbilisSi Camoasvenes. ojaxSi dardma daisadgura...

panaSvidi dasasruls uaxlovdeboda, roca oTaxSi SemoiWra Cemi megobari qeTi da Cems dedamTils mimarTa: _ cira deida, Tqvens vaJs swyuriao... ciram gaocebisagan tirilic ki Sewyvita, _saidan ici, Sviloo, _ esRa hkiTxa.

_wuxel mesizmra, wyarosTan videqiT, Wiqa gamomiwoda da miTxra, _qeTevan, Sen mainc damalevine wyali, xom xedav, siaruli ar SemiZliao. atyda CoCqoli, _netav ras unda niSnavdeso? gaixeda ciram Svilis sasTumlisken da ras xedavs, _sanTeli anTia, yvelaferi wesisa da rigisamebr, TavTiT udgas... wyliT savse sasmisis garda! damviwyebia me ubedurso, _ Seicxada ciram da qeTis sTxova, _rakiRa Seni xelidan undoda wylis daleva, Wiqa aavse da TavTiT daudgio... Seusrula qeTim Txovna da CoCqolic Sewyda. Tumca mezoblebi droda-dro raRacas gaocebiT gadaulaparakebdnen xolme erTmaneTs...

gavida 40 dRe. ojaxis wevrebi, ra Tqma unda, daTalxulebi davdiodiT da arc tkivili gagvnelebia. dedamTili Tavidan ar iSorebda Sav mandils da RamRamobiT Cumad tiroda xolme. erT Rames Cemi meuRle mesizmra da miTxra,_ dedas sTxove amdens nu tiris, Torem muxlebamde wyalSi vdgavar da is Savi mandilic moiSoros, sibnelem gamawama. ori wlis win moskovidan TeTrkoplebiani Savi TavSali Camovutane da is mainc moixvioso...diliTve gadaveci dedas Svilis danabarebi, Tumca darwmunebuli ar viyavi, rom marTla hqonda is TeTrkoplebiani TavSali, radgan TvaliT arasodes menaxa. kidev ufro cxare cremliT atirda,_ marTali uTqvams, Svilo, namdvilad Camomitana aseTi Tavsafario da Savi mandili moixsna.

sami weli gavida mas Semdeg da qmari erTxelac ar damsizmrebia. kaeSans ver gauZlo dedam da isic samaradiso sasufevelSi gadasaxlda. sul marto davrCi. erTmaneTs miewyo uferuli da uRimRamo dReebi. Ddavdiodi samsaxurSi, Sin vfusfusebdi da saRamobiT, iSviaTad, karis mazobelTan saubriT Tu Seviqcevdi Tavs. deda_Svilis saflavze xSirad davdiodi da micvalebulTa sulis mosaxseniebel dReebSic sakadris pativs mivagebdi xolme. gavida kidev erTi weli. samsaxurSi axali TanamSromeli miiRes _ axalgazrda, simpaTiuri mamakaci, romelmac mosvlis dRidanve yuradReba momaqcia. jer kidev ZaZebs vatarebdi. viukadrise da aRarc vesalmebodi, magram yovel diliT, samuSao magidaze mainc mxvdeboda mindvris yvavilebis pawia Taiguli.

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ori kviris Tavze meuRle mesizmra. _ Cemo nino, _miTxra alersiT_vici, rom uwindeburad giyvarvar, magram Cveni Sexvedra jer naadrevia, sicocxle ki grZeldeba... im biWs namdvilad wrfeli grZnobebi amoZravebs. xels nu hkrav, colad gahyevi da Tu vaJi SegeZinaT, Cemi saxeli daarqviTo...

SeiZleba vinmem gamkilos, magram asec moviqeci. vaJa kargi qmari da mzrunveli mamaa. ori vaJi SegveZina da pirvels gardacvlili qmris saxeli davarqvi...mas Semdeg ufro xSirad mesizmreba xolme_ gansakuTrebiT maSin, roca raime miWirs_ mamxnevebs, manugeSebs da rCevasac maZlevs. erTaderTi, rasac mTxovs isaa, rom mis saflavTan dargul evkaliptebs gaxmobis saSualeba ar mivce.

nino m. Tbilisi

hermesis winaswarmetyveli _ jordano bruno

1600 wels gamoCenil swavluls jordano brunos romis inkviziciam nel cecxlze dawva miusaja imisTvis, rom oc welze metxans cdilobda Seecvala samyaros suraTi, romelic eklesiam Seqmna. . .

is 1548 wels daibada patara qalaq nolSi, neapolis maxloblad. Wabukobisas jordano dominikaneli beri iyo neapolis erT monasterSi, sadac sulierma Zmebma pirvelad daswames eretikosoba. 28 wlisam saqveynod Tqva uari Tavis religiur Zmobaze da anafora gaixada. roca Seityo, rom inkvizicia mis winaaRmdeg saqmis aRZvras apirebda, gaiqca.

am droisTvis brunom Seiswavla ara mxolod Tavis TanamedroveTa, aramed Zveli avtorebis _ piTagoras, platonis, lukreciusis, agreTve raimon lulias Sromebi. yvelaze metad am TxzulebaSi mas izidavda ricxvTa magia, simpaTikuri magia da okultizmi.

roca fiCinos `hermetika~ waikiTxa, bruno Tavgadaklul hermetistad iqca. gasakviri ar aris, rom jordanos devnida inkvizicia da is iZulebuli gaxda, daetovebina italia. 1577 wels veneciaSi gamosca Tavisi pirveli wigni, romelic, samwuxarod, dakargulia. Semdeg Cavida paduaSi, sadac astrologiiTa da astraluri magiiT metismetad dainteresebuli mecnierebi cxovrobdnen. 1581 wels brunom parizs, mefe anri III-is kars Seafara Tavi. Tu gaviTvaliswinebT, rom mefis deda, ekaterine mediCi gatacebuli iyo alqimiiT da astrologiiT, SeiZleba vivaraudoT, rom Tavad anri III-c ganswavluli iyo am sferoebSi da swored amitom Sexvda brunos. es ukanaskneli erTi weli emsaxureboda mefis kars. kiTxulobda leqciebs.

Aam dros gaicno brunom didi astronomis nikolo kopernikis axali, heliocentristuli Teoria da Tavi mis mowafed miiCnia. magram man gaaswro maswavlebels da Tamamad ganacxada, rom samyaro usasruloa da Sedgeba usasrulo raodenobis varskvlavisgan, romelTagan bevr gaaCnia planeturi sistema, dasaxlebulia cocxali arsebebiT, rogorc Cveni planeta. amgvarad brunom 400 wliT gauswro mis Tanamedrove kosmologiis ideebs.

1583 wels bruno gaemgzavra inglisSi, sadac 2 weli dayo.ingliss marTavda dedofali elisabed I, romelic daufaravad ebrZoda

romis paps. misi samefos teritoriaze bevri protestanti da Tavisuflad moazrovne mecnieri poulobda TavSesafars.

inglisSi gatarebuli dro erTob nayofieri aRmoCnda italieli swavluli-sTvis. miuxedavad amisa, didxans iq darCena ar SeeZlo. 1585 wels safrangeTSi dabrunda.

ramdenime wlis win iorkis universitetis profesorma jon bosim amoxsna XVIs-is inglisis religiuri cxovrebis erTi mwvave gamocana anu upasuxa SekiTxvas, vin iyo sinamdvileSi henri fegoti, idumalebiT

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moculi figura, romlis gasaidumloebuli werilebis wyalobiTac daisaja da wamebiT daiRupa mravali ingliseli kaTolike, romlebic cdilobdnen elisabed I-is taxtidan Camogdebas da mis adgilas kaTolike dedoflis, maria Sotlandielis (stiuartis) dasmas.

jer kidev XIXs-Si bevri mecnieri miiCnevda, rom fegoti iyo londonSi, safrangeTis elCis rezidenciaSi Canergili erT-erTi jaSuSi. iTvleba, rom e.w. `pirveli kaci~ iyo elCis mdivani, `meore kacad~ ki bosi moiazrebs jordano brunos, romelic londonSi elCis rezidenciaSi cxovrobda da SeeZlo ingliselTa informireba.

bosis azriT, sruliad SesaZlebelia, rom saidumlo werilebs, romelic fegotis saxeliTaa dawerili, swored jordano bruno werda. sityva fegoti, rogorc inglisur, ise frangul enaze niSnavs SeSis napobs, romelsac gansasjelis irgvliv Semoawyobdnen koconze dasawvavad. ase rom, fegoti SesaZloa jordano brunos fsevdonimi yofiliyo.

safrangeTSi, roca bruno dabrunda, gaCaRebuli iyo kaTolikeebisa da hugenotebis omi. Amitom aq aRar SeCerda. jer germaniaSi scada damkvidreba, kiTxulobda leqciebs vitenbergSi, cxovrobda praRaSi, 1592 wlis 22 maiss inkviziciam Seipyro da romSi gagzavna.

7 wlis patimrobis (da amao mcdelobis, uari eTqva Tavis Sexedulebebze) Semdeg jordano brunos, rogorc eretikoss, sikvdili miesaja.

1600 wlis 17 Tebervals is koconze dawves. nlo

wyeuli gvaris ukanaskneli warmomadgeneli

1915 wels germaniis SeiaraRebul Zalebs ewvia kaTolikuri misia, romelsac meTaurobda erT-erTi yvelaze gavleniani kardinali. male igi msofliom pap pius XI-is saxeliT gaicno. eklesiis ierarqebs warudgines oficrebi. darbazSi gaisma:

_ hauptman viliguti!kardinali gafiTrda_ Tqven im viligutebis STamomavali xarT? _ ikiTxa man._ diax, _ upasuxa germanelma oficerma._ wyeuli gvaria, _ wamoiZaxa kaTolikeTa momavalma meTaurma.karl maria viliguti daibada 1866 wels venaSi. misi mama da

babua avstriis armiis oficrebi iyvnen. arc mas gadauxvevia ojaxuri tradiciidan. samxedro kariera warmatebiT daiwyo _ XXs-is dasawyisSi kapitani iyo. swored maSin daiwyo leqsebis wera da gamoqveyneba.

1888 wels q. gracSi igi kvazimasonuri loJis wevri gaxda, cota xanSi miiRo raindis wodeba da pirveli kancleris posti daikava. es Tanamdeboba eWira 1909 wlamde, sanam samsaxuridan gaTavisufldeboda. loJaSi viliguti lobesamis gvars atarebda.

pirveli msoflio omi frontze gaatara. 1919 wels jaridan daiTxoves. ramdenime wlis Semdeg ki darwmunda, rom igi SeTqmulebis msxverpli gaxda, SeTqmulebisa, romelic moawyves kaTolikurma eklesiam, ebraelebma da frankomasonebma. maTve abralebda omis wagebasa da imperiis daSlas.

1924 wels viliguti, sakuTari nebis gareSe, aRmoCnda zalcburgis sulierad daavadebulTa klinikaSi. mas dausves diagnozi: `Sizofrenia megalomaniiT da paranoiduli aSlilobebiT~.

saavadmyofoSi viliguti ganagrZobda megobrebTan mimoweras da roca 1927 wels gamoweres, maSinve SeZlo, dabruneboda `sazogadoebriv moRvaweobas~. 1932 wels igi miunxenis gareubanSi dasaxlda da male gaiTqva saxeli germanel okulistTa Soris.

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erTi wlis Semdeg viliguts misma megobarma, esesis oficerma rihard andersma gaacno Tavisi Sefi henrix himleri. es ukanaskneli imdenad SeZra viligutis xilvebma, rom gadawyvita, rom uTuod gamoeyenebina informaciis unikaluri wyaro Zveli germanuli religiisa da tradiciis Sesacnobad. viliguti esesis wevri gaxda kaisthoris fsevdonimiT da dainiSna miunxenSi, germaniis Zveli da adreuli istoriis, rasisa da mosaxleobis esesis mTavari ganyofilebis xelmZRvanelad.

viliguti Tavis xilvebSi xedavda germanelTa winaprebis warmoSobas warmoudgenlad Rrma warsulSi. okultistis TqmiT, misi mefuri gvaris istoria daiwyo 230 aTasi wlis win! im dros Turme deamiwaze cxovrobdnen gigantebi, jujebi da sxva miTologiuri arsebebi, planetas ki sami mze anaTebda. misi gvaris fuZemdeblebs dausrulebiaT omi sxvadasxva rasebsa da tomebs Soris. maTi mefoba dawyebulia adler vilingtoniT, romelmac dedaqalaqi daarsa Tanamedrove q. goclaris adgilas da igi, viligutis mtkicebiT, sinamdvileSi 78 aTasi wlisaa. misi mtkicebiT, daaxloebiT 12500 wels Cv.w.aR.-mde warmoiqmna religia kristi, romlis damaarseblebic, cxadia iyvnen viligutis winaprebi. Turme Tanamedrove germaniis teritoriaze simSvidem daisadgura, radganac axalma sarwmunoebam gaaerTiana adre sulierad daqsaqsuli tomebi da xalxebi. magram viligutebis mtrebma SemoiRes sxva kulti, romelmac mogvianebiT votanizmis saxeli miiRo. am ori dapirispirebuli mxaris brZolaSi uamravi xalxi iRupeboda. Cv.w.aR.-mde 95-e saukuneSi votanistebma jvars acves kristis gansaxiereba da winaswarmetyveli balduri. fanatikosebma daipyres goclari da gadawves taZrebi. damarcxebulebma TavSesafris Zebna aziaSi daiwyes. Semdeg wminda tradicias votanistebma da qristianebma Seuties. viligutebma daarses vilna, romelic odesRac didi goTuri imperiis centrs warmoadgenda. dinastiis uxucesebi mxolod memkvidreebs gadascemdnen saidumlo xelnawerebs. amisTvis jer kidev Sua saukuneebSi, gvari dawyevla romis papma. gvaris warmomadgenlebs ara mxolod eklesiaSi Sesvla, aramed qristian monarqTa samefo karze gamoCenac ekrZalebodaT. oficialurad viligutebs brali dasdes satanasTan kavSirsa da kerpTayvanismcemlobaSi.

karl marias xelmoweril bevr sabuTs himleri pirad seifSi inaxavda. viliguti mas, agreTve, ugzavnida Tavis miTologiuri siuJetis leqsebs, okultur teqstebs sakuTari TargmaniT da locvebs. `himleris rasputinma~, rogorc xSirad eZaxdnen viliguts, Zalze ganimtkica Tavisi pozicia, roca wamoayena winadadeba, SeeqmnaT vevelsburgis cixesimagreSi esesis mistikuri krebebis centri. arCevans safuZvlad edo sakuTari xilva, romlis Tanaxmadac swored am adgilas unda gamarTuliyo aRmosavleTisa da dasavleTis gadamwyveti brZola.

mxneobisa da axalgazrdobis SesanarCuneblad viligutma daiwyo Zlieri samedicino preparatebis miReba. morigi `sagvareulo xilviT~ himleris gasaxareblad xSirad mimarTavda halucinogenebsac. Swored aman Seuryia jamrTeloba.

esesis Sefamde miaRwia xmebma viligutis nawilobrivi Seuracxadobis Sesaxeb. 1939 wels igi esesis rigebidan daiTxoves jamrTelobis gauaresebis gamo

darCenili sicocxle okultistma omSi CarTuli germaniis teritoriaze xetialSi gaatara.

Mistikosi 1946 wlis 3 ianvars gardaicvala.nlo

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magda bebos naambobi

male oTxmocdaaTis moviyrebi. Wisqvilis qva ar dabrunebula Cems Tavze, Torem ra ar gadamxdenia. balRobaSi tye-mindors ise movivlidi, sisi ra iyo, ar vicodi. Soflis ganapiras mayvliani xevi Cadioda, romelsac èSmakis xevs~ eZaxdnen. bavSvebs iq gavlas gviSlidnen. xma iyo gavardnili _ Sebiundebisas xevidan alqajebi amodian da `cecxlovan Soltebs~ atkacunebeno.

erTxel biZas gavyevi mindorSi Tivis wamosaRebad. saRamopirs mezobels urmis tabiki gautyda da biZaCemi imis gamosaTlelad Seyovnda. mec es mindoda. marto gamovujavrdi xarebs . vCqarobdi _ vidre biZaCemi wamomeweoda, èSmakis xevamde~ mimeswro. im adgilas marTlac SeCerda uremi. xarebma, TiTqos yelSi raRacam wauWireso, xriali daiwyes. xevidan nawyvet-nawyvetad marTlac amodioda cecxlis svetebi da rkalebad eSveboda gzis meore mxares. vuare garSemo , mivirbin-movirbine axlomaxlo. ris alqajebi, ra alqajebi. miwis gulidan drodadro cecxlisferi mkrTali nakadi amoifrqveoda, iseTi, dRis sinaTleze rom TvalSi arc mogxvdeba. mravali wlis mere mivxvdi, rom am adgilas gazis umniSvnelo sabado iyo, romelic TandaTan Caqra da daiferfla. . .

ori saficari Zma myavda. Ufrosi stalingradis brZolaSi daiRupa, umcrosi _ mZRoli iyo. erTxel SesakeTeblad manqanis qveS SemZvrala, rogorRac domkrati gamosclia da qveS moyva. Ormoci jer ar gadagvexada, axla ZmisSWvili gagvixda avad _ verafers vSvelodiT. Cemma rZalma daiJina, _ mkiTxavTan wavideT, iqneb gviTxras, ra ubedureba gvWirso. mkiTxavebis araferi mwams, magram xaTri ver gavutexe. mivdivarT martoni. irgvliv kacis WaWaneba ar aris. dabas rom gavcdiT, fexis xma Semomesma. gavixede, gzis meore mxares modis kaci, samxedro forma acvia . . . vuyureb, Cemi Zmaa, omSi daRupuli. Cemma rZalma ramdenjerme gaixeda, daakvirda da ... SevamCnie, feri dakarga. karga xans viareT ubrad. mkiTxavis saxls rom mivaRwieT, ukan gavixede ìm kacis~ mxares. sadRa iyo. rZals vkiTxe: _ weRan rom kaci modioda, netav ra iqnameTqi. ar vici, magram rogor gavda Sens Zmaso _ is Cems ufros Zmas ar icnobda, mxolod suraTiT yavda nanaxi.

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mkiTxavi daeca qadagad: _ Tqveni ubedurebiT Seni omSi daRupuli Zmac Sewuxebulia, gverdiT xom ar mogyvebodaTo . . .

Caiwera eTer garejelma

mogzauroba SuucnobelSi

es ucnauri ambavi qalbaton dodos SarSan raWaSi, megobarTan stumrobisas SeemTxva.

_ Cemi iq yofnisas Sindi mwifda. murabebis keTeba Zalian miyvars, amitom dilaadrian kalaTas aviRebdi da tyeSi mivdiodi. tyeSi xSirad mxvdebodnen CemsaviT kenkris da sokos moyvaruli fiCxis Semgroveblebi, amitom ar gamkvirvebia, roca kunZze mjdom qals gadavawydi. daaxloebiT 80 wlis iqneboda, Savi balaxoni ecva, TavSiSveli iyo. xelSi grZeli yalioni eWirada neba-neba abolebda. moxucisgan yalionis moweva raWaSi igivea, rac SiSveli gavla da _ sofelSic Tu eweodnen, ar vicodi-meTqi, vuTxari misalmebis Semdeg.

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es ra sofelia, sada varo.aqauri ar brZandebiT-meTqi?_ vkiTxe da axlos mivujeqi. man ki iseTi ram mkiTxa, gavogndi._ Sen cocxali xar Tu mkvdari?!.ra unda mepasuxa _ sabralo SeSlils gadaveyare-meTqi, gamielva.

qali damakvirda:_ hoo, cocxali yofilxar!..wamovdeqi, mindoda, rac SeiZleba Cqara gavclodi iqaurobas.

naCqarevad davemSvidobe. yalioni gamomiwoda: _ moswie, damijereo . . .

axlac ar vici, ratom CamovarTvi yalioni da Rrmad CavisunTqe. Tavbru damesxa. mere realobis SegrZneba davkarge, karga xans sicarieleSi mivdiodi, mere adamianebic gamoCndnen, romlebsac vTxovdi, eTqvaT, sad viyavi. ar mpasuxobdnen, gaocebulebi micqerdnen, karga xnis Semdeg TeTr kars mivadeqi da davakakune. maSinve gami-Res _ vina xaro. roca vupasuxe, vinc viyavi _ ar SemiSves.

_ aq aravin gelodebao. sanam kars momixuravdnen, momaZaxes, _ Seni megobris, mzias Svili, badri am SabaTs qorwilSi ar gauSvaT, Torem cocxali aRar dagibrundebaTo. rom gamovfxizldi, im kunZze vijeqi, sadac moxuci vnaxe. misi kvalic gamqraliyo . . .

roca badrim qorwilSi daapira wasvla, maSinac ver gavbede simarTlis Tqma da avadmyofoba movigone. badris moerida am dros Cemi datoveba da megobris manqaniT saavadmyofoSi gamaqana. meqorwileebs CamorCa . . .

is `niva~ ki, romliTac badris unda emgzavra, xevSi gadaiCexa. samwuxarod, oT-xi kacidan sami daiRupa . . .

mziam miTxra: _ etyoba, gulma gigrZno, rom Cems Svils safrTxe emuqreboda (badri Cemi naTlulia), amitom gaxdi cudado.

amis Semdegac ver vuTxari simarTle da Tu Cems ambavs dawerT, am gzeTidan Seityoben, rac moxda sinamdvileSi.

Zvirfasi adamianebi ar gvtoveben

es sevdiani ambavi niam gviambo:_ dedaCems oTxi wlisas meningiti damarTvia da daubrmavebia.

mSoblebs mkurnaloba ar daukliaT, magram yvela mcdelobas uSedegod Cauvlia. miuxedavad Tavisi mdgomareobisa, skolac warCinebiT daumTavrebia da institutic _ yvelgan bebias dahyavda da Tvalebis magivrobasac uwevda. iseTi lamazi iyo, mnaxvels Turme sunTqva ekvroda. mamaCemi 12 wliT iyo dedaze ufrosi da institutSi aswavlida kidec. ori weli ver ubedavda siyvarulSi gamotydomas. icoda _ brmis siyvaruli did pasuxismgeblobas akisrebda, sirTuleebic aSinebda, magram bolos mixvda, umisod mis cxovrebas azri ar hqonda. bebiaCemi da babuaCemi daarwmuna ganzraxvis siwrfeleSi da male daqorwindnen kidec.

deda Zalian bednieri iyo, siyvarulic gamocada da dedobis sixarulic.

roca wamovizarde (me maTi erTaderTi Svili viyavi, eqimebma ar misces sxva Svilis gaCenis ufleba Seryeuli jamrTelobis gamo), deda sarkesTan damsvavda da mTxovda, dawvrilebiT amewera Cemi garegnoba. vici, Zalian lamazi myavxaro, _ metyoda sevdianad.

16 wlis viyavi, rom miTxra:_ yvelafrisTvis madlobeli var uflis, magram ras ar mivcemdi,

Tundac erTxel rom Semexeda SenTviso.

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samwuxarod, dedas didxans ar ucocxlia. 19 wlis viyavi, roca gardaicvala. Zalian ganvicade _ sul vtirodi. ormocisTvis vemzadebodiT. gamTeniisas CameZina da gardacvalebis Semdeg pirvelad mesizmra deda:

_ nu tiri. axla bednieri var, yvelaze didi natvra amixda, `Tvali amexila~ da sul Sen gverdiT vtrialeb, mec mgavxar da mamasaco da dawvrilebiT aRwera Cemi garegnoba, Tan mefereboda.

ZilSive mivxvdi, sizmari iyo da guldawyvetilma vuTxari: _ ar mjera, rasac meubnebi, arc is, rom micvalebulis suls cocxlebTan urTierToba SeuZlia-meTqi.

Tbilad gamiRima:_ ramdenime TveSi gaicnob biWs, evtixi hqvia, mogitacebs,

magram ar wamoxvide _ masTan ubednieresi qali iqnebi, sami Svili SegeZinebaT _ jer tyupi qal-vaJi da mere gogonao ...

meore dRes, roca stumrebi Seikribnen, sakurTxis sufra gavSaleT da mRvdelic moviyvaneT. uceb sufraze damagrebuli sami sanTeli TavisiT ainTo. warmoidgineT, me ra momividoda, roca mRvdelic ki SekrTa da pirjvaric gadaisaxa.

... ar vici, SeiZleba SeSinebuls momelanda, magram am dros karebSi Camdgari deda `davinaxe~, zustad im samosSi, riTac davasaflaveT. gamiRima da gaqra ...

myavs meuRle, romelsac yvelani vatod icnoben, magram dabadebis mowmobaSi evtixi uweria. gvyavs sami Svili. mas Semdeg mjera, rom dedaCemis suli CemTan aris ...

inga jayeli

moulodneli daxmareba

xSirad mixdeba metroTi mgzavroba. 2-3 kviris win ucnauri ambavi SememTxva. vagzlis moedanze Camoveedi da saburTalos xazze unda gadavsuliyavi. CanTaSi xeli Caviyavi da saso warmekveTa

_ xalxmravlobaSi ise amoucliaT fuli da sabuTebi, araferi gamigia . . . gaognebulma viare win da ukan. sad unda wavsuliyavi? erTi Tvis sarCo CanTaSi mqonda, bavSvebisTvis ra unda mimetana? isev matarebelSi Cavjeqi da ukan, didubeSi amovyavi Tavi. viare, veZebe sabuTebi, vis ar vkiTxe. damaimedes, Tuki raime vipoveT SeginaxavTo.

cocxal-mkvdari mivedi Sin. maRaziaSi nacnob gamyidvels vTxove, puri nisiad moeca. Tavzardacemuli vfiqrobdi, rogor momeZebna gamosavali Seqmnili rTuli situaciidan. roca ojaxSi yvelam daiZina, avqviTindi. ar vici, ramden xans vitire. Tvalebi damisivda da yvelafers gaWirvebiT vxedavdi. amitomac pirvelad ver gavarkvie, ra moxda ... mxedveloba davZabe da davinaxe: saZinebeli oTaxis kedlidan landi gamovida da livliviT momiaxlovda. mxrebi da saxe mkveTrad uCanda,

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wels qvemoT ki mxolod Crdili Canda ... cxonebuli mamidaCemi Sevicani. Sewuxebuli miyurebda.

SiSisagan avkankaldi, Tumca imisi ar meSinoda, rom cudi ganzraxva eqneboda mamidis aCrdils. sicocxleSi mze da mTvare Cemze amosdioda. Svili ar hyavda da yvelaferi me damitova. roca avad gavxdebodi, swored ase Camomijdeboda sasTumalTan, Cems xels aiRebda, gulTan miixutebda da tkbilad metyoda:

_ nu geSinia, dedi, yvelaferi kargad iqnebao.ramdenjer momnatrebia es sityvebi gaWirvebaSi, roca mamida

cocxali aRar iyo. da ai, Cemda gasaocrad, misi xma isev gavigone: `nu geSinia~ ...

TiTqos mamidis anarekls wyalSi vxedavdi, xma ki sadRac yurTan axlos meCurCuleboda: _ wadi sofelSi, sxvenze, qilaSi SenTvis saCuqari maqvs Senaxulio. ramdenjerme gamimeora es sityvebi da gaqra.

mamidis sofeli sakmaod Sors, cageris raionSia. roca fuli mompares da kartofilis yidvac ar SemeZlo, imsiSores ra wamiyvanda!

meore dRes fuli visesxe, sursaTi SeviZine da mxolod erTi kviris Semdeg wavedi sofelSi. saCuqarze ki ar vfiqrobdi, mamidis sulis gawbileba ar mindoda. egeb rogor unda, mis ezo-karSi gaviaro, mis saflavze mivide-meTqi.

Cavedi sofelSi. jer sasaflaoze wavedi, naTesavebi vnaxe, wamosvlisas Zlivs avedi sxvenze da aTas Zvelmans Tvali movavle. uceb raRac Zalm Zveli fexsacmelebis yuTTan mimiyvana, mgoni, yvela fexsacmeli, romelic qaliSvilobis droidan mamidas hqonia, iq inaxeboda. ramdenime maTgani xelSi aviRe da samlitriani Tavmoxufuli qila gamoCnda, damtverili da WuWyiani. gavanZrie _ Cxrialebda. Camovitane oTaxSi, gavxseni da iqidan oqros samkaulebi gadmocvivda.

guli amomijda da bevri vitire. roca Tavi umweo da yvelasagan mitovebuli megona, aRmoCnda, mamidas ar mivutovebivar da maSin damexmara, roca yvelaze metad damWirda Tanadgoma. qristine g.

ucnauri mTvareuli

Tavisi mTvareuli gogonas ambavi qalbatonma ninom gviambo:_ ana dRenakluli daibada da ori Tve inkubatorSi mouwia

darCenam. swored iq SeamCnia momvlelma ucnauroba _ bavSvs TveSi 48 saaTi ar eZina, Tumca am dros arc Wirveulobda da erTi SexedviT arc rame awuxebda. eqimebma guldasmiT Seiswavles misi mdgomareoba da veraferi daadgines. Sin rom gvatandnen, gagvafrTxiles, rom Tu msgavsi ram isev ganmeordeboda, ar segvSineboda da eqimi gamogveZaxebina. samiode Tvis bavSvi ise gairindeboda da iseTi idumali gamoxedva hqonda, Jruanteli gvivlida ...

mokled, gogona yovel TveSi 48 saaTi sruliad fxizeli iyo, ruli ar ekareboda. Cemi qmris bebia daakvirda da mixvda, rom uZiloba yovelTvis axali mTvaris fazes daswyiss emTxveoda.

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es mis mkurnalebsac SevatyobineT. gagvafrTxiles, _ Tu am sifxizles fsiqikuri aSliloba mohyva, fsiqiatrs unda mimarToT. jer ki lodinis garda aRaraferi dagvrCeniao ...

sabednierod, msgavsi araferi momxdara, Tumca yovel TveSi 48 saaTi fxizlobs. 4 wlisam gviTxra: _ roca mTvare ibadeba ( ase eZaxis axalmTvarobas), iq sulebi ikribebian(visi, an ra sulebia ver xsnis!) da raRacebze bWoben, maT bevri ram iciano.

bavSvs sigiJisa araferi etyoboda, magram iseT rameebs ambobda, agvaforiaqa.

erTxel Cemi qmris megobrebi gvewvivnen. ana erT-erTs akvirdeboda da TiTqos raRac ar asvenebda. vkiTxe, _ gela biZias daJinebiT rato ucqeri-meTqi. CurCuliT miTxra: _ eg biZia mTvareze vnaxe. civi xelebiT vicanio.

verc am naTqvamisa gavige rame, Tumca, stumrebma damSvidobebisas xeli rom CamomarTves, gelas marTlac micvalebuliviT civi xeli hqonda. im kviraSi Tavi CamoixrCo kidec _ valebi ver gaistumra ...

Semdeg anam kidev ramdenime adamianze Tqva, mTvareze vnaxeo da mokle xanSi yvela maTgani daiRupa. vkiTxe Svils: _ mTvareze gardacvlilTa sulebi saxloben-meTqi? ara, iq sxva sulebic arian, dedamiwaze, rom arasdros yofilan da mxolod zemodan gvicqereno, _ miTxra.

8 wlis anam ki morigi 48-saaTiani sifxizlis Semdeg gamogvicxada: _ sulebma amikrZales maTze Woraoba, Tu rames getyviT, damsjian da mec Tan wamiyvaneno ...

mas Semdeg aRarafers ambobs da Cvenc ra Tqma unda, ar vaZalebT. eg iyo, ramdenime Tvis win Tqva:

_ mTvareze keTili sulebi arian, romlebsac dedamiwis gadarCena surT. male bevrad Wkviani bavSvebi daibadebian da yvela borotebas daamarcxebeno.

sxvaTa Soris, anac Zalian niWieria. amas misi maswavleblebic aRniSnaven.

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lurji maisuri

erTi wuTiT warmoidgineT, rom CemsaviT martoxela qali xarT da cxovrobT Tbilisis gareubanSi, aravin gyavT gulSematkivari (xan mSurs qarTvelebisa, kargi naTesaoba ician. mamaCemi rusi samxedro piri iyo, deda _ belorusi. maTi naTesavebi arc ki micnoben ...) erT diliT gaiRviZeT da oTaxSi ucxo mamakaci dainaxeT, guli ar gagiskdebaT? mec SiSisagan jer goneba davkarge. mere loginSi wamovjeqi da davakvirdi. namdvilad ucnobi iyo. am Sua zamTarSi Salifad ecva. qurds

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da yaCaRs ar gavda. vin xarT-meTqi, _ viyvire. arc ki ganZreula, mere Zalian nela, TiTqos micuravso, karadisken wavida ... karadis kari WrialiT gaiRo. is kaci ki gauCinarda.

gamwarebuli wamovxti, gavvardi gareT da mezobels braguni avutexe karze. gamocvivdnen. enis borZikiT vuambe. wamomyvnen. bina daaTvalieres. aravin iyo. madlenam _ mezoblis qalma damamSvida, _ etyoba, cudad geZinao.

momdevno Ramec TeTrad gavaTene, Tumca ucnauri araferi momxdara. diliT Cveulebriv samuSaod quCaSi gavedi. SuadRisas Semovbrundi da ... karadidan Cemi Zvelmanebi gadmoyrili damxvda. dakarguli araferi iyo, magram eg ras damamSvidebda. madlenas davuZaxe. iviSviSa da wyevla `qurdebi~: magaT ar gaixaron, SenTan ro kaci Semova, is ra adamianiao!

vgrZnobdi, rom qurdoba arafer SuaSi iyo. raRac xdeboda. davureke yofil TanamSromels da yvelaferi vuambe. erT saaTSi CemTan gaCnda. karada daaTvaliera. mxrebi aiCeCa: netav aseTi ra aris am karadaSio da damariga, _ RamiT yuradRebiT iyavi, egeba rame SeamCnioo.

samma-oTxma Ramem mSvidobianad Caiara. mere ki isev davinaxe, rom oTaxSi fexakrefiT Semovida viRac. is kaci iyo. wamovdeqi da wynarad mivmarTe: ra gawuxebs, miTxari - meTqi. iman karadisken mimiTiTa. Suqi avanTe, oTaxSi aravin iyo. maSin karadasTan mivedi da samosi gadmovyare. goneba gaminaTda. erTi-ori kviris win Zvelmanebis maRaziis gamyidvelma ramdenime maisuri da qvedakaba maCuqa. maT Soris erTi muqi lurji maisuri iyo. zustad iseTi, im kacs rom ecva. karga xans vifiqre, rogor movqceuliyavi. dilauTenia gamovitane saxlidan da Cvens ubanSi axalaSenebuli taZris galavanTan davde. im dRis mere ucnobi aRar gamoCenila.

sveta aqsionova

alma giorgi moaqcia

iyo dro, rodesac komkavSirelTa da partiis wevrebis nawils namdvilad sjeroda sabWoTa komunistebis ideologiis. arc RmerTi swamdaT. es ufro iTqmis e.w. soflis inteligenciis nawilze, romelTac partiuli skolis kursebi daamTavrebines bolSevikebma da raionebSi propagantistebad dagzavnes.

aseTi iyo giorgi. omis dros is qarelis raions miamagres. sofel-sofel propagantistobaSi erTi ruiseli koxta gogo moxibla da colad SeirTo.

wlisTavze vaJi SeeZinaT. sidedri da coli waramara sayvedurobdnen, _ Rame rom modixar Sin, rkinis jaWvze an anTebul cecxlze gadmoabije, mounaTlav CvilTan avi suli ar Semogyveso, razec giorgi icinoda da ojaxis wevrebis crurwmenisgan gaTavisuflebas cdilobda.

magram erT mSvenier mTvarian Rames urbnisidan ruisSi mimavals ucnauri ram SeemTxva ...

uceb zurgs ukan qalis xma Semomesma _ `Jora~ (SinaurobaSi ase eZaxdnen). roca mivbrundi, mSvenieri axalgazrda qali RimiliT miyurebda _ miambo giorgim. vin xar-meTqi. gadaixarxara da gaqra. vifiqre, albaT meTamaSeba-meTqi da gza ganvagrZe. Soriaxlodan isev Camesma Zaxili. gabrazebulma Sevuyvire. kvlav gauCinarda. gavCerdi da iqauroba movaTvaliere _ sulieri ar WaWanebda. uneburad SiSma

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amitana da revolver amoviRe. uceb is qali win amesveta da ena moiCliqa _ Jorikoo. tyvia davaxale. mgoni, Sehkivla da gaqra.

TavpirismtvreviT mivvardi Sin da ezodan SevZaxe Cvenebs, _ cecxli gamoitaneT-meTqi.

im dRis Semdeg RvTisac mwams da avi sulebis arsebobac davijereo.

amgvar ambebs qarTlis soflebSi adre xSirad gaigonebdiT. SiSiTa da ZrwoliT yvebodnen, _ Turme mavans ali gadaudga gzaze. kacs ar SeSinebia da kudianisTvis silac gauwnavso, SemoRamebul meurmes win dauxvda da xarebs ufrTxobdao da sxva.

Tu mnaxveli wminda giorgis uxmobda saSvelad, ali maSinve qreboda.

ali miTebis uxorco maqciaa. niko CubiniSvili Tavis leqsikonSi ase ganmartavs: `ali _ mindorTa da tyeTa Sina avi, mavne, qaqi (mdabioni esreT hgineben da imerni uxmoben Winkad). ivane javaxiSvili wers: kaxeTSi `qaji~ mamakacad, `ali~ ki qarTlSiac da kaxeTSiac mSvenier qalad miaCndaT. mas mSvenieri grZeli, gaSlili Tma aqvs da kacs silamaziT xiblavs. ali wyalSiac cxovrobs da aseTs `wylis ali~ hqvia.

nodar koWlaSvili

uZvelesi aviacia

msoflios nebismieri xalxis miTebsa da Tu zRaprebSi waawydebiT mfrinav xaliCebs, mfrinav raSebs, sahaero xomaldebs.agram maTgan gansxvavebiT Zvelinduri RmerTebi da gmirebi zecaSi frinvelebze an drakonebze amxedrebulebi ki ar daqrian da ibrZvin, aramed vimanebiT, anu safreni aparatebiT, romlebsac adamianebi marTaven da Tanac sabrZolo iaraRic uxvad aqvT.

`samarangana sutrajarani~ samecniero traqtatia, romelic vimanebiT sahaero mogzaurobis sxvadasxva aspeqts ganixilavs _ aTasobiT kilometrze frenas, eqs-tremalur daSvebas da imasac ki, ra Sedegi mohyveboda frinvelebis Sejaxebas.1875 wels indoeTis erT-erT taZarSi aRmoaCines Cv.w.aR-mde IV-e saukunis teqsti, romelic vimanebis eqspluataciis Sesaxeb yvela wvrilmans Seicavs. maT Soris aris mzis energiT gadaadgilebis rCevac: “sahaero etls puSpakas dedaqalaq aiodhSi bevri adamiani gadahyavs. ca yviTlad mokiafe mfrinavi manqanebiT aris savse”. uZveles indul poemebSi ki aRwerilia sxvadasxva saxeobis vimani: orZraviani “avnihotravimana”, mravalZraviani “spilo-vimani”, romlebsac frnvelebis da cxovelebis saxelebi hqviaT. vimanebis erTerTi saxeoba sferoseburia da vercxliswylis mier warmoqmnili Zlieri qari maqanebs. sxva vimanebze traqtatebSi weria, rom maT amoZravebdnen moyviTalo-TeTri siTxiT. aSkarad Cans, rom zog vimans Tanamedrove TviTmfrinavis forma hqo-nda, zogs ki – mfrinavi TefSisa.

Zveli wyaroebi imasac amtkiceben, rom arsebobdnen safreni aparatebi “suria mandalas” da “naStara mandalas” sivrceebSi samogzaurod. ra sivrceebia eseni? “suria” mzes niSnavs, “mandala” _ sferos, raions, “naStara” ki _ varskvlavs. etyoba, aq laparakia mzis sistemiaSi da varskvlavTSoris manZilebze frenis Sesaxeb. naTeli xdeba, rom, Tu ratom sjerodaT Zvel indoelebs srulyofili arsebebiT dasaxlebuli “sxva samyaroebisa da sivrceebis” arseboba.

ramdenime wlis win Cinelebma tibetSi aRmoaCines varskvlavTSorisi xoma-ldebis mSeneblobis instruqcia. mecnierebis azriT, am aparatebis gadaadgileba antigravitaciuli iyo da efuZneboda

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ucnob Zalas, “laghimas”, romlis wyalobiTac adamiani levitaciis unars iZens.

vimanebi Tanamedrove TviTmfrinavebis msgavsad, yvelanairi aparaturiTa da mowyobilobebiT iyo aRWurvili. unikalur xelsawyos mfrinavi vimanidan miwis qveS arsebuli sagnebis adgilmdebareobis gansazRvra SeeZlo. Cans, aq laparakia miwisqveSa balistikuri raketebis, Saxtebisa da msgavsi punqtebis Seaxeb. aRwerilia sxva xelsawyoebi, romlebic dRevandel radars, fotoaparats, proJeqtorsa da sxv. mogvagonebs. laparakia agreTve pilotebis dietaze, maT Cacmulobaze. Turme mfrinavi aparatebi Zalian maRali temperaturis gamZle metalebisagan mzaddeboda. laparakia agreTve Svid sarkesa da linzaze, romlebic vimanis bortze vizualuri dakvirvr-bisaTvis mgrdeboda. erT-erTi maTgani gankuTvnili iyo mtris “eSmakis sxivebisagan” pilotis Tvalebis dasacavad.

sahaero brZolebSi vimanebi “cecxlovan raketebs” iyenebdnen. aRwerilia SemTxveva, rogor misdevda kriSna Tavis mters, Salvas caSi. kriSnam gamoiyena gasakuTrebuli iaraRi: “saswrafod Cavde isari, romelic mters xmiT poulobda da klavda”. Zvel wyaroebSi aRwerilia gamanadgurebeli iaraRis sxva saxeobac. eposSi naTqvamia: gurqham Tavisi vimanidan vriSisa da andhakebis sam sam qalaqSi samyaros mTeli energiiT datenili Wurvi Camoagdoo. es ucnobi iaraRi iyo sikvdilis giganturi mstovari, romelmac es qalaqebi nacartutad aqcia.

ingliseli mkvlevari jon beriuzi wers, Tu indur teqstebsa da okultur wyaroebs vednobiT, atlantebi TavianTi safreni aparatebiT msoflios dapyrobas cdilobdnen. am aparatebs sigaris an diskos forma hqondaT da SeeZloT manevrireba atmosferoSi, kosmosur sivrceSi da wyalqveS. mkvlevarebis azriT 10-12 aTasi wlis win atlantelebsa da ramas Soris omSi gamoiyenes gamanadgurebeli iaraRebi, romelic aRweris mixedviT atomuris msgavsia. erT-erT indur eposSi, isic ki aris moTxrobili, es xomaldebi mTvareze erTmaneTs rogor ebrZodnen.

moazrovneebi bevrs laparakoben, kacobrioba kritikul zRvars miuaxlovdao. miuxedavad amisa, birTvul, qimiur da baqterologiur iaraRs kidev emateba fizikis axal principebze Seqmnili lazeruli, fsiqotropuli, infraxmovani da bevri sxva iaraRi. iqmneba StabeWdileba, rom es yvelaferi saukuneebis miRma odesRac ukve iyo, maSin kacobriobam Tavi ver Seikava da kritikul zRvars gadaabija……..........

naZraxi adgili

es abavi andro abJandaZem gviambo, Tumca gvTxova, sofels nu daasaxelebT, ar minda mezoblebs guli vatkino winaparTa codvis gamoo.

_ Cvens sofelSi erTi gvaris kacebs cudi saxeli aqvT. visac es smenia, calTvala, koWl da kuzian qalsac ki ar miaTxovebs maT. mezoblebic veridebiT, stumradac ki ar veptiJebiT.. arada Sesaxedavad gamorCeuli vaJkacebi arian da vinac maTi ambavi ar icis, briyvdeba.. viwviT maTi patarZlebis sacodaobiT. lanZRva-gineba ra saxsenebelia, roca yoveldRe cema-tyebac aqvT gamowerili. bevri garbis, vinc rCeba, uceb kargavs adamianis saxes...

xuTi aTeuli wlis win, roca skolas vamTavrebdi, Cemi Tanaklaseli _ ulamazesi Tina moitaca im gvaris biWma. xom iciT, ra dro iyo, ganataceb qals saxelis gatexis SiSiT Sin aRar abrunebdnen da Tinac datoves mSoblebma, arada mas xva uyvarda. Tavis Wirad, qmrisTvis uTqvams, _ sxva miyvars, rad ginda, SenTan viyo da sxvaze vocnebobdeo. maSinve xom ucemia, Tan ise sastikad, rom mTeli Tve veRar adga fexze, merec sul

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amcirebda... erTxel daunaxavs, im biWma rogor Caiara maTi ezos win, Sevardnia qmari da qali TmiT uTrevia:

_ paemani gqondaT xom daniSnuli, me rom ar SevfeTebodi, Tavs mWridio?!..

ar vici, Tinam ra utxra aseTi, rom kacma dana aiRo da orive Tvali dasTxara, Tan dasCxaoda Turme?: _ axlac daaceceb mag unamuso Tvalebso?!.

sabralo qals veRar uSveles, daiRupa. qmari daiWires da cixeSi mokvda.ucnauri ambebi ki Tinas dakrZalvis dRidan daiwyo: RamiT saxls xanZri

gauCnda da maTi ramdenime biZaSvilis saxlic gadaibuga. rogorc iqna, axali saxlis mSenebloba wamoiwyes, rom naxevrad

aSenebuli saxlis xedeli gadmoingra da Tinas erT-erTi mazli moiyola, meored mewyerma samSeneblo masalac aRar dautova. orma biZaSvilma mainc daasrula mSenebloba. is iyo, axalmosaxleoba unda ezeimaT, rom RamiT isev gaCnda xanZari da cariel-tarielebi darCnen..

xalxma im adgils “naxanZrali” Searqva. erTi-ori imasac ambobda, davinaxeT, naxanZralze qali dadioda. rom davuZaxeT, gaqra. Tinas aCrdili iyoo.

im ojaxebma miwis gauqmeba ar indomes, gaasufTaves da xan venaxi Cayares, xan baRi, magram xem ki ara, balaxis Rermac ar gaixara..

teraqtebi da ricxvi “11”kopiket-efeqti anu sxva adamianebis qmedebis kopirebis,

imitirebis, gameorebis tendencia Tavs iCens im dros, roca saintormacio saSualebebi rome-lime sagangebo SemTxvevas “magar” ambad aqceven da sazogadoebis yuradrebas miapyroben. ai, aq iwyebs “magari” qmedebis msgavsi modelebis epidemia gavrcelebas _ “reklamirebuli” dramisa Tu tragedies Semdeg xSirdeba Tavdasxmebi, mkvlelobebi, TviTmkvlelobebi.

2007 wlis 10 ianvars daibeWda loren koulmenis statia, romelSic is arkvevs, aris Tu ara kavSiri borotmoqmedebasa d aim ricxvebs Soris, romlebSic es moxda. Koulmeni Tavis wignSi, “mibaZvis efeqti”, adre werda, _ tyu-pi caTambjenis afeTqebam niu-iorkSi 2001 wlis 11 seqtembers, daafiqra bevri fsiqologi, mecnieri, samZebro samsaxuris analitikosi, politikuri moRvawe imaze, Tu ratom moxda es afeTqeba swored am dReso.

istorias Tu gadavxedavT, palestina didi britaneTis mandatis mqone saxelmwifod 1922 wlis 11 seqtembers gamocxadda, 1939 wlis 11 seqtembers gamoucxades omi erayma da saudis arabeTma germanias. 1970 wlis 6-12 seqtembers gatacebuli da ganadgurebuli iqna kompaniebis TWA-s, SWISSAIV-isa da BOAC-is TviTmfrinavebi, ris gamoc arafati da iordania erTmaneTs daupirispirdnen, amis Sedegad palestinaSi ajanyebis talRa azvirTda da warmoiSva masobrivi moZraoba “Savi seqtemberi”, romelmac iordanias bevri ubedureba moutana. unda aRiniSnos rom swored 1972 wlis 11 seqtembers damTavrda miunhenis olimpiuri TamaSebi, romlis drosac “Savi seqtembris” teroristebma israelis 11 sportsmeni mokles.

11 seqtembers moxda sxva Tavdasxmebic TeTr saxlze, msoflio savaWro centrzec da isini pakistanelma ahmed ramzis iusufma moamzada.

ramzisn iusufi 1995 wlis 11 ianvars wynari okianis Tavze erTdroulad 11 samgzavro TviTmfrinavis afeTqebas gegmavda. manamde ki “gamosacdelad” SearCia filipinebis aviakompaniis samgzavro aerobusi #434, romelic 1994 wlis

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11 seqtembers manilidan tokioSi mifrinavda da cota xniT filipinebis qalaq sebuSi daeSveboda. yalbi ucxouri pasportiT man salonSi xelbargiT miniatiuruli asafeTqebeli mowyobilobis komponentebi Seitana, tualetSi aawyo, bombi Tavisi savarZlis qveS daamagra, CarTo taimeri da sebuSi TviTmfrinavidan Cavida. ori saaTis Semdeg salonSi afeTqebis xma gaisma. samasamde adamianidan erTi daiRupa, xuTi daSavda.

magram ramzi iusufma gaigo mTavari: meTodi muSaobs! 11 TviTmfrinavis afeTqebis SemTxvevaSi erTdroulad 3000-5000 adamiani daiRupeboda. amisTvis mas 11 kompaqturi dasaSleli, saaTis meqanizmiani bombi unda daemzadebina.

sabednierod, saqmeSi misi udidebulesoba SemTxveva Caeria. ramzi iusufma asafeTqebeli mowyobilobis damzadebis dros temperatura ver gaT-vala, xanZarma ifeTqa da teroristebs saswrafod mouxdaT konspiraciuli binis datoveba.

islamisti teroristebisTvis 11 magiuri ricxvia. 2001 wels Amerikan Airlinesis arCevani XI reisis TviTmfrinavze SeCerda. swored igi gaitaces pirvelad 2001 wlis 11 seqtembers. _ es aris aviakompaniis saxelwodebis inicialebi da _ arabulidan nasesxebi inglisuri enis pirveli aso, ei. AA udris 11-s. XI reisi tyup caTambjens (simbolurad isinic ori erTianiviT idga) 2001 wlis 11 seqtembers Seejaxa.

2002 wlis 11 marts teraqti moxda tunisSi, 2004 wlis 11 marts _ madridSi, 2007 wlis 11aprils maRribSi “al-qaidam” bombebiT datenili ori manqana aafeTqa, daiRupa 33 adamiani.

“11”-s okulturi mniSvneloba aqvs. nomerologebis azriT, qveynebidan ricxvi “11”-s Seesabameba israeli da astrologia miuTiTebs, rom yvelaze saSiSia yoveli mesame Tvis, mesame wlis 11 ricxvi.

“masobrivma sainformacio saSualebebma borotmoqmedebze krinti ar unda daZran, _ ambobs koulmeli, romelic am problemas 30 weliwadia swavlobs, _ Torem aucileblad gamoCndebian Tundac skandaluri popularobis maZieblebi da aucileblad mihbaZaven teroristebs”.

თითქოს არაამქვეყნიური

შენგელი ქირომანტი იყო. თანამშრომლებმა იცოდნენ ეს და ხშირად სარგებლობდნენ კიდეც მისი მისნობით, თუმცა არც ისინი და არც ქირომანტი ამაზე საქვეყნოდ არ ლაპარაკობდნენ. სახეზეც და ხელისგულებზეც ადვილად კითხულობდა ყველაფერს. შენგელი ყველა ახლობელს ეხმარებოდა. შეუძლებელი იყო მისი მოტყუება. ვის მანქანით მოემსახურებოდა ხოლმე, ვის მთავრობაში უშუამდგომლებდა, ვის კიდევ არიგებდა. ბევრის გულის სიღრმეში მიმალული გრძნობაც გაუმხელია. განსაკუთრებით შტატგარეშე კორესპონდენტებს გვწყალობდა და ჩვენს შტატებზეც კი ზრუნავდა, რა თქმა უნდა ხუმრობით, მაგრამ მაინც მწარედ მიმართავდა ხოლმე პენსიონერ თანამშრომლებს: _ წადით შინ და ახალგაზრდებს დაუთმეთ ადგილი. თუ არ გჯერათ, მალე მოვა ახალგაზრდა პრეზიდენტი და ჩემს ნათქვამს ის გაგიმეორებთო.

ერთხელ სამი გოგონა დაღონებულები ვიდექით ღია ფანჯარასთან -- გვიმძიმდა ინტერვიუს ასაღებად პაპანაქებაში გასვლა. შენგელის ხმამ გამოგვაფხიზლა: - რა ცხვირი ჩამოგიშვიათ, მზის სხივებს ნუ უბღვერთ, სითბო სანატრელი გაგიხდებათო. ყველამ ფანჯრისაკენ მივიხედეთ და ერთხმად შევკივლეთ - გარეთ თოვდა, მზეს ვეღარ ვხედავდით. ეს ამბავი ჰიპნოზს დავაბრალეთ. შემდეგ აფეთქება მოგვიწყო. გვეგონა, ეს მარტო ჩვენ მოგვეჩვენა, მაგრამ ორიოდე წუთში რედაქციაში მეზობელი სტამბელები შემოცვივდნენ - ჩვენს დარბაზში რაღაც აფეთქდა, კინაღამ კინაღამ დაგვაყრუა, კვამლი ისევ დგასო. მაშინ კი ჩაგვივარდა შიშით ხმა. შენგელიმ

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ბოდიში მოიხადა - არ გამოფრთხილებიხართ და მეტად აღარ ვიზამო. მას შემდეგ აღარც უცდია საკუთარი "ძალის" დემონსტრირება, მხოლოდ მომავალზე თუ გვეტყოდა ორიოდ სიტყვას. ცხრა აპრილიც რომ გვიწინასწარმეტყველა, თვითონ ახალგაზრდებზე მეტად იტანჯებოდა. ახმეტაში დღემდე ახსოვთ ქირომანტი.

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mecnierebi, romlebic nanoteqnologiaSi robotizaciis problemebze muSaoben, axlo momavalSi kacobriobas oqros xanas hpirdebian da es gasakviri sulac ar aris. nanorobotebs namdvili saswaulebis moxdena SeuZliaT. SeiZleba avtonomiur kosmosur xomaldaT warmovidginoT. is Zravis saSualebiT nebismieri mimarTulebiT Zalian swrafad gadaadgil-deba, “xelebi” _ manipulatorebi samyarosTan urTierTqmedebis saSualebas aZlevs, mZlavri kompiuteri ki mis qmedebebs da kavSiris sistemas marTavs, am ukanasknelis meSveobiT igi brZanebebs iRebs, Tu rogor unda iurTierTos sxva Tavis msgavs xomaldebTan. nanorobotis zoma mxolod aTobiT nanometria, es ki adamianis Tmis sisqeze asjer naklebia. aseTi zomebi, kompiuteruli SigTavsi da manipulatorebi nanorobots calkeuli atomebis mitacebis da maTi garkveuli wesrigis dalagebis saSualebas iZlevs. igi, baqteriebiviT, gayofis Sedegad mravldeba da nebismieri sirTulis struqturis Seqmna xelewifeba. civilizaciaSi, sadac iqneba nanorobotebis ganviTerebuli infrastruqtura, aRar iqneba saWiro didi qarxnebi da fabrikebi. maT macivris zomis danadgari Secvlis, romelSic iqneba kompiuteri. magaliTad, Tu diliT adamians kbilis jagrisi dasWirda, kompiuters brZanebas aZlevs, kompiuteri ki kbilis jagrisis Seqmnis programas aaqtiurebs. nanorobotebi xsnarSi jagrisis Sesaqmnelad saWiro atomebs iWeren, Tav-TavianT adgilebze ganalageben da jagrisic mzad aris. Higienuri procedures Semdeg jagrisi isev xsnarSi Tavsdeba da nanorobotebi mas sawyis atomebad Slian. ukve azri ekargeba sx-vadasxva, maT Soris Zalian Zvirfasi nivTebis dagrovebas _ nanorobotebs xom nebismieri nivTebisagan Sebismieri samosis, nebismieri samkaulis Seqmna SeeZlebaT. qalaqebic saxes Seicvlis. adamiani gareT gamodis. transporti Wirdeba. igi manqanis markas irCevs da sul male mis win Cndeba atomebiT agebuli ukanaskneli markis “mersedesi”. saWiro adgilamde miva, manqanidan gadmova, kars daxuravs Tu ara avtomobili maSin-ve atomebad iSleba da haerSi uCinardeba. nanorobotebs Tanamedroveobis kidev erTi urTulesi ekologiuri problemis gadawyveta SeuZliaT _ Sewydeba planeta dedamiwis dabinZureba. axali teqnologia yvel-anair narCens atomebas daSlis. Ggrandiozuli perspeqtivebi iSleba medicines winaSe _ kacobrioba aramxolod virusuli da baqteriuli, aramed genetikuri daavadebebis wamals miiRebs. ukve dRes mecnierebi muSaoben nanorobotebze, romelic zomiT adamianis Tmis Reris diametrze aTasjer mcirea. isini kibos molekuluri niSnebis _ defeqturi cilebis ZebnaSi, adamianis organizmis skanirebisas, simsivnis formisa da adgilmdebareobis dadgenas SeZleben da gadaitanen wamals, romelic mxolod kibos ujredebs Seutevs. xolo infeqciuri daavdebis SemTxvevaSi organizmSi Seyvanili iqneba milioni nanoroboti, romlebic anawildebian sisxlSi, filtvebSi da sxva organoebSi, iqcevian xelovnur imunur sistemad da

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nebismier virussa Tu baqterias Tvalis daxamxamebaSi gaanadgu-reben.mecnierebma daamtkices, rom robotis, romelic Tavad mravldeba, egeba uaxloes momavalSi gaxdeba SesaZlebeli. amgvarad, yvela adamiani janmrTeli da bednieri iqneba, vidre.. nanorobotebi, romlebmac dedamiwaze namdvili samoTxe Seqmnes, msoflio apokali-fsis mizezi ar gaxdebian. im SemTxvevaSi movlenebi SeiZleba sxvadasxva scenariT warimarTos. pirveli: warmovidginoT, rom romelime qveyanaSi adamianebma Sinauri Tu sagareo problemebis gadawyveta maT moindomes. nanorobotebs rom nebismieri qveynis mosaxleobis ganadgureba erT wamSi SeuZliaT, SeuZliaT aRgavon pirisagan miwisa Savkanianebi an mxolod TeTrkanianebi, mxolod arabebi an mxolod ebraelebi. gaaCnia, vin marTavs nanorobotebs. ise, nanorobotebis marTva kompiuteris saSualebiT marto politi-kosebs ki ara, hakerebsac SeeZlebaT, romelTa qmedebac, rogorc cnobilia, araprognozirebadia. ai, apokalifsis kidev erTi varianti: nanorobotebs SeiZleba sauTari in-teresebi gauCndeT, romlebsac adamianis interesebTan saerTo araferi eqneba. ar aris gamoricxuli, rom SensorebiT, procesorebiT da kavSiris sistemebiT SeiaraRebulma nanorobotebma gaerTianeba SeZlon da globalur xelovnur inteleqtad iqcnen, romelic planetas arasrulyofili adamianebisgan gawmends. metic, maT biologiuri cdebisTvis gamoiyeneben. inglisis princi Carlzi aseTma perspeqtivam SeaSina da did britaneTSi nanoteqnologiebis ganviTarebaze vetos dadeba ganizraxa. princis am Sexedulebas bevri mecnieri iziarebs.

ლეონარდო და ვინჩის სარკის კოდი

აღორძინების ხანის დიდი მხატვარი ლეონარდო და ვინჩი მედიკოსი, ანატომი, გამომგონებელი და კონსტრუქტორიც იყო. თავისი საუკუნის საინჟინრო აზროვნებას საუკუნეებით გაუსწრო.

ამ საოცარ საინჟინრო წინასწარმეტყველებაში გასარკვევად არა მარტო ნახაზების შესწავლაა საჭირო, არამედ მისი ჩანაწერების ყურადღებით წაკითხვაც. შეუცნობლის მკვლევარი პეტრე ჩერედა ამტკიცებს, ლეონარდო "სარკის სამყაროდან" მოსულის ვაჟია და მის გენიოსონას მამისგან ნამემკვიდრალი ნათელმხილველობის უნარი განაპირობებსო. მკვლევარი ამის დასტურად ლეონარდოს ცაციობას ასახელებს. თავის ნახატებზე მხატვარი ხშირად გაურკვეველ წარწერებს აკეთებდა. მკვლევარებს ეს შრიფტი ეგონათ, მაგრამ სარკეში არეკლილი სიტყვები ადვილად იკითხება - ისინი, უბრალოდ, სარკისებურად არის დაწერილი, ანუ მარჯვნიდან მარცხნივ. ასე წერენ ცაციები. და ვინჩის გენიალურობას საინჟინრო საქმეში ჩერედა ასე ხსნის: "პარალელური სამყაროდან მოსული გარეგნულად ადამიანების მსგავსნი ფლობდნენ არა მარტო უძლიერეს ტექნიკას, არამედ უჩვეულო ფსიქიკურ მონაცემებსაც. ამიტომ გასაკვირი არ არის, რომ ჩვენმა წინაპრებმა ისინი ზეციდან მოვლენილ ღმერთებად აღიქვეს. მოგვიანებით ამ "ღმერთებისგან" მიწიერმა ქალებმა ბავშვები გააჩინეს. დღემდე ზოგიერთ ადამიანში თავს იჩენს "ღვთიური სარკის გენები". პარაფსიქოლოგიის ცენტრის დასკვნით, "კითხვაზე, თვლაზე, ლაპარაკსა და ლოგიკურ აზროვნებაზე პასუხისმგებელია მარცხენა ნახევარსფერო, ტვინის მარჯვენა ნახევარი კი პასუხს აგებს ხატოვან აზროვნებაზე, მუსიკალურობაზე, აყალიბებს სივრცესა და დროში ორიენტაციას. პიროვნების ნიჭი და შესაძლებლობა დამოკიდებულია იმაზე, თუ რომელი ნახევარსფერო დომინირებს".

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შესწავლისას დაადგინეს, რომ "პირველყოფილი ადამიანი ორივე ხელს თანაბარი წარმატებით ხმარობდა", მაგრამ თანდათანობით ქვის იარაღმა აშკარად მარჯვნივ მიმართული სახე მიიღო. მათი გამოყენება უპრობლემოდ მხოლოდ მათ შეეძლოთ, ვინც მარჯვენას კარგად ხმარობდა.

მარცხენა ნახევარსფერომ, რომელიც სხვეულის მარჯვენა მხარეზე, მარჯვენა ხელზე იყო პასუხისმგებელი, მთავარი ადგილი დაიკავა. მაგრამ რაღაც მომენტში გაჩდნენ ცაციები, რომლებიც "მემარჯვენეებისაგან" არა მარტო ფიზიკურად, არამედ ფსიქოლოგიურადაც განსხვავდებოდნენ. ცაციები უფრო ხატოვნად აზროვნებდნენ, მუსიკალურები იყვნენ და გააჩნდათ სივრცესა და დროში ორიენტაციის უნარი.

კიდევ უფრო საოცარი მონაცემები გამოაქვეყნეს XX საუკუნის ფსიქოლოგებმა: დედამიწაზე არსებული გენიოსების 95%ცაციაა.

კვლევების შედეგების გათვლისწინებით უფრო სერიოზულად უნდა მოვეკიდოთ ჩერედას იდეებს იმის შესახებ, რომ ცაცია ლეონარდო და ვინჩი სხვა, იმ პარალელური სამყაროს ხალხის შთამომავალია, რომელთა ნიჭსა და უნარს მეხსიერება და ლოგიკა კი არ განსაზღვრავს, არამედ ინტუიცია, ხატოვნება და წინასწარჭვრეტა.

სარკის სამყაროს ჰიპოთეზას ლეონარდო და ვინჩის ჩანაწერების გარდა მისი სურათებიც ადასტურებენ. აგერ უკვე ხუთი საუკუნეა, ასობით ექსპერტი ცდილობს იმ საიდუმლო გზავნილების ამოხსნას, რომლებიც გენიოსის ტილოებზე არის გაბნეული. ზოგი ვარაუდობს, რომ მხატვარმა ღმერთი იხილა და ზოგიერთ სურათზე გამოსახე.

ლეონარდოს ერთ-ერთ ტილოზე შეიძლება ღმერთის ხილვა, თუკი "განსაკუთრებული რაკურსით მის წინ სარკეს დადგამთ". ღვთის სახე აღმოჩენილია ტილოზე "მადონა და ყრმა წმინდა ანასა და წმინდა იოანე ნათლისმცემელთან ერთად".

ლეგენდარულ "მონა ლიზაზეც" შეიძლება სარკის დახმარებით ღვთის გამოსახულების ნახვა. გენიალური ცაციის სურათების საიდუმლოს თანდათანობით ფარდა ეხდება. მაგალითად, იოანე ნათლისმცემლის პორტრეტზე შეიძლება იდუმალი ქალის დანახვა. ამ სურათზე იოანე ორივე ხელებით მიუთითებს ფარულ ნახატზე. თუ ვინ არის ის ქალი, ამაზე მკვლევარები დაობენ. პასუხის ერთ-ერთი ვარიანტით, ეს შეიძლება მარიამ მაგდალინელი იყოს. მკვლევარებს მოსვენებას არ აძლევს ფრესკა "საიდუმლო სერობაც": ვინ სურათზე წმინდა გრაალს ხედავს, ვინ - მარიამს ყრმით, ზოგი კი ღმერთს. თუმცა, ერთში ყველანი თანხმდებიან: ოსტატმა ლეონარდომ ამ სურათში რაღაც გზავნილი დაშიფრა.

2007 წელს ამ საიდუმლოზე ახლებური პასუხი გასცა იტალიელმა მუსიკოსმა და კომპიუტერის სპეციალისტმა ჯოვანი მარია პალამ - მან აღმოაჩინა მუსიკალური კოდი, რომელიც და ვინჩიმ მილანში, სანტა-მარია დელა გრაცის ეკლესიაში დახატულ "საიდუმლო სერობაში" ჩადო.

სურათზე გამოსახულია იესოს უკანასკნელი ტრაპეზი მოწაფეებთან ერთად. როგორც მუსიკოსი ამბობს, ტილო მან პირველი ნახვისთანავე აღქვა, როგორც მწუხარე კომპოზიცია, რომელიც რეკვიემივით ჟღერდა. მაგრამ არ იცოდა, როგორ გაეშიფრა მხატვრის მიერ საღებავებით შექმნილი "რეკვიემი". პასუხს მკვლევარმა მოულოდნელად მიაგნო. გონებით სუღათზე სანოტო ხაზები გაავლო. ამ შემთხვევაში სურათზე დახატული სგანები: პურის ნატეხები, ქრისტესა და მოციქულების ხელები მუსიკალურ ნოტებად აღიქმებიან. ამ ნოტებიდან მელოდიის შექმნა დიდხანს ვერ მოახერხა, ვიდრე იგივე "სარკის მეთოდი" არ გამოიყენა, ანუ სურათი მარჯვნიდან მარცხნივ არ წაიკითხა. მხოლოდ ამის შემდეგ მიიღო მუსიკოსმა ის კომპოზიცია, რომელსაც ეძებდა. ის აუცილებლად ორგანზე უნდა შესრულებულდეს, რადგან იმ დღოს სწორედ ეს ინსტრუმენტი იყო გავრცელებული...

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egzopolitikis institutes direqtors, filosofiis doqtor maikls salas miaCnia, rom dResdReisobiT dedamiwelebTan ama Tu im formiT urTierTobs 17sxvadsxva ucxoplaneturi civilizacia, kidev ramdneime mudmivad Cveni planetis monitorings eweva. Doqtor salas orma sando ufologma, klei Son pikeringerma 2008 wlis 11 Tebervals eleqtronuli fostis Seatyobines metad ucanuri ambavi, romelic man Jurnal UFO Digest- Si gamoaqveyna. Turme gaeros niu-iorkis ofisSi, diplomatebma da didmoxeleebma saidumlo Sexvdraze ganixiles amo-s fenomenis problemebi. Seiqmna gasaidumloebuli jgufi, romelmac und agadawyvitos daxuruli ufologiuri informaciis gamoqveynebis sakiTxi. es albaT moxdeba 2013 wels.

ucxoplanetelebTan kontaqtis Sesaxeb dResve imitom ar apireben laparaks, rom jer saWiroa aseTi movlenebisaTvis xalxis fsiqologiurad momzadeba. uedamiwelebi unda SevaCvioT azrs, rom am samyaroSi martoni ara varT da ucxoplanetelebi didi xania Cvens planetaze arian. Sxva sityvebiT, xalxis TandaTanobiTi “aklimatizaciisTvis” da im movlenebTan Sesagueblad, romlis monawilenic Cven aRmovCndiT, droa saWiro. dros, 2013 wlamde, asec ewodeba _ “aklimatizaciis periodi”. Am e.w. aklimatizaciis periodSi xalxs unda avuxsnaT, rom dedamiwaze Camovlen “eTikurad orientirebuli” ucxoplanetelebi, romlebic CvenTan oms ar apireben.

Tavad faqts, rom sxva planetebzec aris sicocxle, oficialurad gamocxadebam adamianebs SeiZleba saso warkveTos, SiSi mohgvaros _ aki, amdeni weli gvimtkicebdnen, amo da ucxoplanetelebi Sizofrenikebis nabodvariao.

Yvelaze cud dReSi albaT, mecnierebi aRmoCndebian, radganac aramiwieri cxovrebis saidumlos gamJRavneba nagvad aqcevs bevr samecnieri Teorias, aRmoCenasa Tu gamogonebas, bevri ram, rac WeSmaritebad iTvleboda, siyalbe gamodgeba.

iqneb mniSvnelovani informaciis “dozirebuli gaJonvis” gadawyvetilebis miRebis Sedegia, rom ufro da ufro meti politikuri moRvawe, swavluli, astronavti da sxva cnobili adamiani acxadebs, rom naxes amo da misi arseboba ar eeWvebaT; axlaxan iaponiis parlamentSi Tavdacvis ministrmac ganacxada imis Taobaze, rogor moiqceva iaponia sahaero sivrceSi ucxoplanetelebis gamocenisas (raRa Tqma unda, mSvidobiani misiiT). rogorc Cans, zogierTi saxelmwifo ukve muSaobs Tavis politikaze ucxoplanetelebis gamoCenasTan dakavSirebiT. amgvarad, Tu doqtor salas informacia sworia, maSin SesaZloa, sul male mTavrobebma erTmaneTis miyolebiT gamoaqveynon saprogramo gancxadebebi imis Taobaze, rogori reaqcia eqnebaT im SemTxvevaSi Tu maTi qveynebis sahaero sivrceSi ucxoplanetelebi gamoCndebian.

erTi sityviT, Sors ar Cans is dRe, roca amo-s saidumlos farda oficialurad aexdeba.

Cvens planetaze amaod ar dawyebula globalizacia, romlis mizanic aris 200 saxelmwifos erT gaerTianebad Camoyalibeba, ris Semdegac msoflio warmomadgenlobas ucxoplaneturi sabWos winaSe mTeli kacobriobis saxeliT wardgomis uflebas eqneba.

ukve Sedga jgufi, romlis amocanaa sazogadoebamde amo-s Sesaxeb informaciis TndaTanobiT mitana.

cxadia, am informacias yvela ufologi ar aRiqvams seriozulad. sesaZloa, zogierTi fiqrobdes, amerikelebi morigi axali saaviacio teqnikis gamocdas apireben da sxva qveynebis specsamsaxurebis yuradRebis mosaduneblad dezinformacia gauSveso.

es aravin icis. Yvelafers dro gamoaCens.

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rogor gavxdeT bedis nebieri?

adamianis cxovreba, rom TeTri da Savi zolebis monacvleobaa, yvelas kargad moexseneba. Warmatebas warumatebloba cvlis, Sav fers _ TeTri. Tumca isic unda iTqvas, rom iSviaTia xalxi, mxolod erTi niSniT aRbeWdili xvedri rom rgebodes_ bneli an naTeli.

SesaZlebelia Tu ara warumateblobis zolidan rogorRac Tavi daaRwio da aRarasodes daubrunde mas? “me sazizRari, sacodavi da autaneli var”.

gamoCenilma fsiqologma ser fransis galtonma (1828-1911) erTxel cda Caatara. Mmas Cvevad hqonda yovel dilas londonis quCebSi seirnoba. erTxelac, Sinidan gasvlis win, sakuTar Tavs STaagona: “me sazizRari, sacodavi da autaneli var”. am ganwyobiT gavida quCaSi. Cveulebriv sasiamovno gaseirneba im dRes koSmarad eqca. yovel nabijze iWerda gamvlelTa zizRnarev mzeras. erTma mtvirTavma sruliad umizezod ise gahkra mxari, rom miwas daaskda. amiT usiamovnebani ar damTavrebula. roca galtonma etlSi Sebmul cxens Cauara, cxenma, TiTqos garSemomyofTa ganwyobilebas daemorCilao, wixli ise Caazila ferdSi, sawyali fsiqologi isev miwaze gaiSxlarTa. rac yvelaze saocari iyo, TviTmxilvelTa simpaTia am SemTxvevisas cxenis mxareze aRmoCnda!

bedis morig simuxTles swavluli ar daeloda da saswrafod Sin dabrunda. Amis Semdeg samudamod Tqva uari uaryofiTi TviTSefaseba Caegonebina sakuTari TavisTvis. mogvianebiT ki Tvisi cda fsiqologiis saxelmZRvaneloSi aRwera da mniSvnelovani daskvnac daurTo: adamianis warmateba, iseve rogorc garSemomyofTa damokidebuleba mis mimarT, damokidebulia pirvel rigSi imaze, Tu ras fiqrobs es adamiani sakuTar Tavze. adamianebi grZnoben Tqvens Sinagan, WeSmarit ganwyobas da Sesabamisad reagireben masze. aR-frTovanebiT Sescqerian mas, vinc metismetad iqeben Tavs da ejavrebaT is, visac ar uyvars Tavi. mokled rom vTqvaT, gamarviTSefasebazea damokidebuli.

rogor movipivoT oqro iq, sadac is ar aris

xdeba xolme – adamiani awyobs grandiozul gegmebs, magram, garemoebaTa mizeziT, yvelaferi ingreva. aseT dros zogierTi yurebs Camoyris da Tavis ocnebebs gamoiglovebs. sxvebi grZnoben, rom nebismier warumateblobas SeiZleba axldes dadebiTi mxareebi da hyofniT Zala, Tavis sasargeblod Seatrialon fortuna.

kaliforniaSi dRemde axsovT jo planeri, romelic aq “oqros cieb-cxelebisas” Camovida day vela nakveTi, romelzec SeiZleboda oqros mopoveba, gayiduli daxvda. Sxva mis adgilas depresiaSi Cavardeboda da bedis samdurvs ityoda. jo aseTi ar gamodga. situacia rom gaiazra, adgilobriv xelisuflebas TxovniT mimarTa, is nakveTi momyideT, rome-lzec oqro ar aRmoCndao. SeiZina da kartofili daTesa.

planeri mixvda _ im adgilebSi soflis meurneobisTvis aravis surda xelis mokideba _ yvela oqros cieb-cxelebiT iyo Sepyrobili. magram

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Wamac xom undodaT! amitom sakvebi Soridan mohqondaT, gzebi banditebiT iyo savse. Amis gamo sursaT-sanovages cecxli ekida, TiTqmis oqros fasi Rirda. jo Tavis nayofier miwaze weliwadSi sam mosavals iRebda. male planeri olqSi yvelaze mdidar adamianad iqca. ise moatriala adamianma gamouvali situacia Tavis sasargeblod.

fsiqologiis TvalsazrisiT, es SemTxveva sruliad gasagebia: warmatebas aRwevs is, visac SeuZlia gamosavlis povna sruliad gamouvali mdgomareobidan. yuri miugde bedis karnaxs. nlo

mSieri mezobeli -Tbilisis erT-erT Zvelebur ezoSi mezoblebs erTmaneTis didi siyvaruli gvqonda, erT ojaxad vcxovrobdiT. mere saSura deida gardaicvala da misma Zmiswulma bina gayida. axali mezoblebi ucnauri xalxi gamodga. Llxini iyo Tu Wiri, verafrisdidebiT ver “movityueT” samezoblo sufrasTan. Arc maTi ufrosi vaJi mogwonda _ pirxmel, TvalebCacvenil arturs SuaRamisas akiTxavda saeWvo xalxi. ramdenjerme qurdobac moxda. Jer pirvel sarTulze iamzem dakarga samkaulebi, mere meoTxeze – bondom – fuli. viRacas sardafi gautexes, mec amwapnes raRac-raRac rkinis nivTebi ezodan. zurgs ukan yvela ambobda: arturis gakeTebuli iqnebao. moTminebis fiala maSin agvevso roca kidev erTi bina gatyda Cvens ezoSi. maSin ki eca dazaralebuli arturis dedas (arturi Sin ar iyo), rac egeboda yvelaferi akadra. Mmale arturi daiWires. im TveSi mama gardamecvala. rac SemeZlo pataviT davkrZale. sizmarSi mainc ar masvenebda moxucebuli - mSia, miSvele rame, Sviloo. ra aRar gavikeTe, amaod. Eeqvs TveSi kidev ufro didi ubedureba damatyda Tavs. Svili dameRupa avariaSi. axla mamasTan erTad Svilic mecxadeboda. Camokonkili idga, mTlad galumpuli mTxovda, maWameo. veRar gavuZeli. iseTi Rriali avtexe, Tavs damexvivnen mezoblebi. mamSvidebdnen, nu gjera sizmrebisao.. iseT dReSi Cavvardi, saswrafo gamoiZaxes. erT dRes fiqrebSi CaZiruls goneba gaminaTda: wina dRes diliT, limonaTiTvis rom mivdiodi, edika Semxvda karTan, fuli masesxeTo, miTxra da WuWyiani xeliT Tavi moiqeqa. Uuari vuTxari.. maSinRa gamaxsenda, rom arturis dapatimrebis Semdeg Cven, gabrazebul mezoblebs, arc mogvikiTxavs misi Zma da deda. maT ki Turme sul SiodaT. Eesec gvian gavige, mxolod mas Semdeg, rac yovel kvira dRes sadili da cota fuli Semqonda gaWirvebulebTan. Mmama da Svili aRar damsizmrebian. ise mtkiva guli, rom ar vTqva, ar iqneba. axlaRa gairkva, qurdi arturi ar yofila, Turme iamzes biWi iyo xelmrude..

moulodneli mxsneli

SoTa silagaZes es ucnauri ambavi cota xnis win SeemTxva - leCxumSi, Cems sofelSi, axla dedaCemi marto cxovrobs da TveSi erTxel mainc rom ar mivakiTxo, ra momasvenebs? roca bevri dro ar mqonia, RamiTac xSirad mimgzavria, magram mZRolic kargi var da iqaur gzebsac xuTi TiTiviT vicnob. arada, visac erTxel mainc umgzavria quTaisidan leCxumSi, ecodine-ba, ra gzaa – zamTar-zafxul mewyeris Camowolis saSiSroebaa. xSirad, saRamos gawmendili gza diliT qva-RorRiT Caxergili dagxvedria.

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am oriode Tvis winac gvian momixda gamgzavreba. rom ar CamZineboda, radio xmamaRla CavrTe. `sairmis goras~ rom mivuaxlovdi, radiotalRebi airia da ucnaur SrialSi garkveviT gavigone mamakacis xma `SeCerdi... SeCerdi!.~ davibeni da meqanikurad Sevayene manqana. isev mivugde yuri radiotalRebis Srials da rom veRaraferi gavigone msgavsi, momeCvena-meTqi da gzis gagrZeleba gadavwyvite. Zrava avamuSave, Sori naTebis farebi CavrTe da SiSiT Sevyvire, roca Zvelebur samosSi gamowyobili kaci davinaxe. Zveleburi orluliani Tofi Cemken moeSvira. yaCaRs namdvilad ar hgavda, amitom manqanis kari uSiSrad gavaRe da gadasvla davapire. miyvira: nabijic ar gadmodga Cemken, Tu ar ginda borblebi davuxeTqo Sens manqanas tyviiT da aq davtovo. sanam nebas ar mogcem, versad waxvalo. sxva ra gza mqonda, davemorCile da ramdenime wuTs videqiT ase erTmaneTs miSterebulebi, me – manqanaSi da is – Cem win TofSemarTuli. amis Semdeg saSineli gruxuni gaisma, TiTqos raRaca afeTqdao. kacis gafrT-xileba arad Cavagde, manqanidan gadmovedi da gavSeSdi, Tofiani kaci, TiTqos miwam piri uyoo, arsad Canda. manqana frTxilad davZari da orasiode metrSi Camomewyril mTas wavadeqi. gzis gagrZeleba SeuZlebeli iyo da mivxvdi – im ucnsur kacs rom ar gavefrTxilebine, swored im mTis wverze viqnebodi moqceuli, romelic Camoiqca da albaT cocxladac davimarxebodi... iq dgomas azri ar hqonda. ukan gamovbrundi. sofelSi asvla mxolod aTiode dRis Semdeg movaxerxe, roca gza gaiwminda da mimosvla aRdga. sanam dedaCems Cemi gadarCenis ambavs vuambobdi, Tavad damaswro: - Zalian medardebodi. Cemi mamamTili mesizmra im dReebSi, cxone-buli babuaSeni. Tavisi danatovari Tofi Camoxsna kedlidan – biWs ubedureba elodeba, unda gavafrTxiloo. gaognebulma vuambe dedas, rogor gadamarCina aSkara sikvdils swored Tofianma kacma, magram am ambavTan naxevari saukunis win gardacvlili babuaCemis dakavSireba SeuZleblad miviCnie. samwuxarod, babuis suraTi ar dagvrCenia. wlebis win Zveli xis saxli dagvewva da misi oriode suraTic. Tofi ki marTla zustad iseTi eWira xelSi Cems mxsnels, babuis saxsovrad rom gvikidia kedelze.

mamis mkvlelma pasuxi ago

samaryandis axalgazrda mmarTvelma abdulatifma gamTeniisas sazareli sizmari naxa: viTom cbieri veziri ewvia, romelic saxes malavda da qedmodrekilma abreSumis xelsaxocgadafarebuli oqros sini miarTva. abdulatifma xilabandi gadaswia sinze... mokveTili sakuTari Tavi ixila! gaeRviZa. civ oflSi curavda. karga xans iwva sulganabuli da cisferi sasaxlis siCumes usmenda. mere magididan Tavisi sayvareli nizamis leqsebis wigni aiRo. Cveulebad hqonda am wigniT Tavisi sizmrebisa da winaTgrZnobis axsna. axlac alalbedze gadaSala da lampis sust Suqze waikiTxa: `mamis mkvlels ar SeiZleba samefo ergos, da Tu ergeba, ara umetes eqvsi Tvisa~. zustad meeqvse Tve iyo misi mamis mkvlelis, mmarTvelobisa... abdulatifi mefe-astronomis – sulTan ulubegis ufros Ze iyo da maSasadame, didi dampyroblis Temur-lengis SviliSvili. Temuris sikvdi-lis Semdeg misi, egeosis zRvidan CineTis Turqistanamde gadaWimuli

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uzarmazari imperia faqtobrivad orad gaiyo. erT nawils, romlis dedaqalaqic samaryandi iyo, ulubegi marTavda, meore nawils xorsans – Sapruxi, ulubegis mama da Temuris umcrosi vaJi. 1447 wels, Temuris gardacvvalebidan 42-e wels Sapruxi aResrula. Tavisufali taxti Temuridebis ufros warmomadgenels, ulugbegs ekuTvnoda, magram es didi mecnieri sust mmarTvelad iTvleboda. vidre mama – Sapruxi cocxali iyo, pativmoyvare naTesavebi taxtis gayofaze fiqrsac ver bedavdnen, magram misi gardacvalebis Semdeg yofili imperiis orive nawilSi mRelvareba daiwyo. emirebsa da begebTan brZolaSi ulubegs SeiZleboda Svilebis imedi hqonoda. umcrosi, abdulazizi, Wirveuli iyo da nebieri, magram ufrosi, abdultifi – sisastikiT, simamaciT da mxedarmTavris niWiT Zalian hgavda did papas – Temurs. ase iyo Tu ise, ulugbegma Tavisi Svilebis daxmarebiT mowinaaRmdegeebi daamarcxa da abdulatifi avRaneTis mmarTvelad daniSna. amboxebulebis damarcxebis Semdeg mama abdulatifs memkvidred Tvlida. ulubegi samaryandSi dabrunda da Sewyvetili astronomiuli dakvirvebebi gaagrZela. moulodnelad xma gavarda – abdulatifi mamas ganudga. misma jarebma amudaria gadmolaxes da samaryands uaxlovdebiano. abdulatifma Tavi `meore Temurad~, samyaros axal dampyroblad warmoidgina. 1499 wlis oqtomberSi mama-Svilis armiebi erTmaneTs samaryandTan Seebnen. bevrma mxedarmTavarma ulubegs brZolis dawyebamde uRalata da amboxebulis mxares gadavida. erTeuli mcvelebis amara darCenili ulubegi samaryands miadga, magram qalaqSi ar SeuSves, koSkidan dacinviT gadmosZaxes: - saRamos locvis Semdeg alayafis karebi yvelasaTvis daketilia, Sahisa Tu maTxovrisTviso. ulubegma dedaqalaqis CrdiloeTiT, Saprupiis cixesimagrisken gaqu-sla, magram karebi aqac daketili daxvda. mmarTvelma mefuri da mamakacuri gadawyvetileba miiRo – SvilTan omi ar isurva da SvilisTvis taxtis daTmoba moindoma erTi pirobiT: miecaT misTvis samecniero muSaobis Tavisuflad gagrZelebis neba. qoq-saraiSi datyvevebuli ulubegi Svils werils werilze amaod ugzavnida. mesame dRes axali msaxurTuxucesi gamoecxada da moaxsena – codvebis mosananieblad meqa unda moilocoT da Semdeg observatoriaSi saqmianobas gaagrZelebTo. ulubegi, oTx mxlebelTan erTad, im dResve daadga gzas. rogorc ki qalaqs gascdnen, macne daewiaT: Rame uaxloes sofelSi unda gaaTioT, diliT aqlemebs da sursaT-sanovages mogarTmeven da gzas gaagrZelebTo. yiSlaRis ganapiras. mdinare arikis axlos gaSales karavi. iasamnisfer caze pirveli varskvlavebi rom akiafdnen, qariSxaliviT moiWra sami cxenosani. ulubegi mixvda misi Zis ganzraxuli Tavdasxmis msxverpli iyo. mxleblebic sadRac gaqrnen. mosulebs Soris ulubegma icno sisastikiT ganTqmuli abazi. yofili mmarTvel gaTokes, mdinarisaken waaTries da daaCoqes. abazis xelSi xmalma ielva. ulubegis Tavi miwaze gagorda. es 1449 wlis 25 oqtombers moxda. ..SeTqmulebs rCeulma imedi gaucrua. abdulatifi erTob sastiki da avadmyofurad eWviani iyo, rCevebs yurs ar ugdebda, arc Tavisi dapire-bebis Sesrulebas Cqarobda. abdulatifma saiqios jer mamamisis mkvlelebi gaistumra, mere umcrosi Zma daaxrCobina da yofili TanamoazreebisTvisac moicala...

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axalgazrda mefis popularoba Zalian daeca. Tanac gamoCnda meore, mefobisaTvis Sesaferisi kaci. 1450 wlis 7 maiss nadirobidan momaval abdulatifs da mis aTiode mcvels qalaqis maxloblad mSvildosani gadaudgaT. isarma haeri wiviliT gahkveTa da gulgangmiruli abdulatifi cxenidan Camovarda. maSinve buCqebidan xmalSiSveli meomrebi gamocvivdnen da `alahis Crdils dedamiwaze~ Tavi mohkveTes. batonis dasacavad arc erT mcvels TiTi ar gaunZrevia. male abdulatifis Tavi warweriT - `mamis mkvlerli~ ulubegis medreses alayafis karze Camoacves. abdulatifma xuT-naxevari Tve imefa. nizamis striqonebi winaswarmetyveluri aRmoCnda.. aravin uwyis sad gaqra abdulatifis Tavi... 1941 wels mecnierebaTa akademiis swavlulebma samaryandSi gur-gmiris samarxebi gaxsnes, maT Soris ulubegisac. xelmwife-mecnieris Tavis qala neStisagan calke ido.

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simarTlis Zala da saswauli

kaci sanam Tavad ar gaxdeba saswaulis mowme, ar sjera misi arseboba, rac xSirad avad moubrundeba xolme, ase daemarTa lados ojaxsac. - adre mTaSi vcxovrobdiT. iqidan mewyerma gamogvreka. mamaCemi maSin raikomSi muSaobda da saukeTeso nakveTi mogvces saxlis asaSeneblad, magram mamaCemma maincdamainc griSa patariZeze gaformebul venaxs daadga Tvali, romelic marTla kargi iyo griSas madliani marjvenis da Sromismoyvareobis wyalobiT... adre xom yvelaferi kolmeurneobis sakuTrebad iTvleboda, amitom griSasTvis im venaxis CamorTmeva ar iyo Zneli, Tumca kolmeurneobis Tavmjdomarem mama gaafrTxila: - eg venaxi patariZeebis gaSenebulia. bolSevikebma CamoarTves griSas babuas da ise gamwarda kaci ukanonobiT, daiwyevla, - vinc am venaxs miiTvisebs, Rvinis msmeli ar eyolos ojaxSio. mainc rom waarTves, gauskda sawyals guli da mokvda. mas Semdeg es venaxi ramdenime ojaxis xelSi gadavida, magram yvelam nebiT Tqva masze uari, radgan yovel rTvelze iRupeboda ojaxebSi mamakaci – xan moxuci da xanac bavSvi... amitom venaxi isev patariZeebs davubruneT. mas Semdeg sikvdilianobac Sewyda. mamaCemma ar daijera: - griSa isedac amowyvetilia da venaxi raRad undao! griSa xeibari iyo, ucolod daberda. ded-mamis sikvdilis mere marto cxovrobda. mosavlis aRebaSi mezoblebi exmarebodnen. did fuls iRebda, magram salaroSi kapikic ar Seutania – gaWirvebulebs da oblebs aZlevda. zogs swavlaSi Seuwyo xeli, zogs daojaxebaSi, sanacvlod ki yvelas erTs sTxovda: - rom movkvdebi, cremli ar dainanoT CemTvis, upatronosaviT ar mimagdoT, qelexic kacuri gadamixadeTo. mamaCemma venaxi mainc daisakuTra. Tvalcremlian griSas sityvac ar uTqvams. amis Semdeg erTi Tvec ar ucocxlia – ZilSi gaipara. ambobdnen venaxis dardiTo. Cvens ojaxs ki usamarTloba Zvirad daujda: mamaCemma pirvelive mosavlis fuliT manqana uyida Cems ufros Zmas... or kviraSi avariiT daiRupa 26 wlis ucolSvilo vaJkaci. momdevno rTvelze SuaTana Zma dagveRupa - 20 wlis vano. Tofi aufeTqda da maincdamainc saZile arteria gauxeTqa.

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mamaCems infarqti daemarTa eldaze. maSinve ar momkvdara, magram dainvalidda, mudmivad haeris ukmarisobiT ixuTeboda. mezoblebma urCies: - daijere, rom im venaxis warTmevam gagaubedura. daabrune, Tavi Tu ar gebraleba, sxva Svilebi Seibraleo. momdevno Semodgomaze gardaicvala mamaCemi. sikvdilis win Segvexverwa: - venaxi daabruneTo. maSinve vTqviT, rom venaxze uars vabobdiT da sabednierod, Cven ojaxSi sikvdilianoba Sewyda. - im venaxs bedi ewia? - sakuTrebaSi aravin indoma, amitom mTeli sofeli amuSavebs. Rvinos patariZeebis marnis qvevrebSi asxamen. mere ki dResaswaulebze da vinme gaWirvebuli saWiroebisamebr iyeneben. yvelaze meti Rvino aRdgomas ismeba, gardacvlilebs Sesandobars ar vaklebT...

cxovelebTan `molaparake~

gagigoniaT, kacs cnobili monadiris saxeli hqondes da erTi mgeli an tura ar moeklas? ise gardaicvala 102 wlis asakSi Turme i. g-Ze, xorci gasinjulic ar hqonia. batonma givi gobroniZem gviambo: - ivane babuaCemis umcrosi Zma iyo. zafxulobiT sofelSi Cavyavdi mSoblebs da ivane babuas xSirad davyvebodi naxirSi. me ivane babuas iaraRic mizidavda, srolasac maswavlida, Tumca sulieris mokvlas ar manebebda, arada, irgvliv uamravi gnoli, roWo Tu kurdReli trialebda. naxiris axlos mgeli, tura, afari da daTvic minaxavs, magram maTi SiSi arasodes hqonia ivane babuas – is cxovelebs maTTvis gasageb enaze `elaparakeboda~ - Cxaoda, ymuoda, Rmuoda da... nadiric ujerebda. roca pirutyvi daimtvreoda an avad gaxdeboda da davardeboda, babua ivane garkveul adgilze daagdebda tyeSi, mere ucnaurad dai-Cxavlebda – TiTqos mxecebs uxmobda da iqaurobas gaecleboda, Soridan uyurebda, rogor glejdnen pirutyvs da Wamdnen. am dros ityoda: - mgelsac Tavisi arCivi aqvso – da beds ar SesCioda danaklisis gamo. erTxel tyeSi ori meliis lekvi vipoveT. SimSilisagan daosebulebi xis ZirSi sacodavad eyarnen da Wyaodnen. - dedas gabneviano – Tqva ivane babuam da amikrZala xelis Sexeba – kacis suns daikraven da SeiZleba dedam aRar upatronoso. mere ucnaurad daiwyo wkmutun-Zaxili – Tu cocxalia amaTi deda, gamogvexmaurebao. male buCqebidan Tavi gamoyo deda meliam. Cven iqaurobas gavecaleT da vacaleT Svilebis patronoba. ramdenjer mikiTxavs ivane babuasTvis, - nadirTa salaparako ena vin gaswavla-meTqi. mxrebs iCeCda pasuxad: - ra vici, etyoba dedis muclidan damyvao. erTxel uRelSi Sebmuli xari gamoxsna: - Semomkvnesa, rom daiRala, gzaSi arsad damivardeso. – marTla ar iyo im dRes kargad niSa, mTeli dRe mxolod wyals svamda da oxravda. erTxel kidev RamiT wamovarda da make nagazis sanaxavad gavarda: - glaxad Sehymuvla cas, lekvobas ar gadahyveso. ki mieSvela, magram mainc ver uSvela. Zalian idarda maSin. ai, aseTi ucnauri babua myavda...

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suraTebi – energetikuli xafangebi?

leonardo da vinCis idumalebiT moculi `jokonda~ ramdenime saukunea mSvenierebis uricxv damfasebelTa yuradRebas ipyrobs `ucnobi~ qalis idumali RimiliT, mojadoebulebi portretis win saaTobiT dganan. `jokondas~ kopireba bevrma scada, magram veravin moaxerxa. is mouxelTebelia, `zebunebrivi~, `xelTuqmneli~, `saidumloebiT moculi~ da `saSiSi~ - aseTi epiTetebiT amkoben am Sedevrs. suraTis negatiuri zemoqmedeba sakuTar Tavze bevrma mnaxvelma gamocada. `jokondas~ erT-erTi msxverpli cnobili frangi mwerali stendali aRmoCnda. igi didxans da daJinebiT miStereboda mSvenieri qalis Tvalebs, Rimils da ... moulodnelad goneba dakarga. mkvlevarTa umravlesobis azriT, suraTze gamosaxulia 26 wlis flore-ncieli qalbatoni liza gerardi. bolo dros mkvlevarebi amtkiceben, rom es aris pap lev XI – is Zmis, juliano mediCis siyvaruli paCifika brandano. Zalian lamazi paCifika macdunebeli, momajadoebeli, Wkviani, veragi qali iyo. Tavisi RimiliT mamakacebs agiJebda da bevric TviTmkvlelobamde mihyavda. mxatvarma am portretis xatva 61 wlisam daiwyo da 67 wlisam daamTavra. saocaria, magram leonardos am suraTma bedniereba ar moutana. mxatvari dRiurSi wers: `mediCebma Semqmnes da gamanadgures~. Seucnobelis mkvlevrebi am ucnaur Canawers ase xsnian: `paCifika tipiuri energetikuli vampiri qali iyo. qalis qmari, espaneli Tavadi karieris zenitSi gardaicvala, juliano medini WleqiT daiRupa. paCifikas Svilebidan zogi bavSvobaSi mokvda, zogi mowamles, ori ki duelSi mokles~. paCifikas portretic `vampirad~ iqca. suraTi Zlieri energetikuli struqturaa. fermweri ara mxolod ama Tu im siuJets xatavs – mas tiloze gadaaqvs Tavisi grZnobebi, azrebi da ganwyobileba, romelic suraTis energetikis formirebaSi wamyvan rols TamaSobs. xandaxan mxatvari Tavadac ver acnobierebs, rom misi suraTebis mnaxvels im negativiT tvirTavs, romlisganac Tavad tilos Seqmnis procesSi Tavisufldeba. genialurma mxatvarma leonardo da vinCim Tavisi modelis ara marto Sinagani raobis danaxva, aramed, qalisadmi aRZruli Rrma grZnobis wyalobiT, misi tiloze gadatanac SeZlo. paCifka brandanos portreti tiloze gacocxlda da energetikul vampirad iqca, Tavad qali ki male gardaicvala. am vampiris zegavlenas luvris damTvaliereblebi sakuTar Tavze grZnoben. maT miaqcies yuradReba, rom raime mizeziT muzeumis garkveuli xniT daketvis dros `jokondas~ ferebi icriceba, Rimili ki TiTqmis SeumCneveli xdeba, magram rogorc ki darbazi damTvaliereblebiT iqneba da Tayvanis-mcemlebi aRfrTovanebul mzeras suraTs miapyroben, tiloze saRebavebi TandaTan cocxldeba, qalis saxeze Rimili aTamaSdeba. genialuri mxatvrebis mier didi STagonebis momentSi Seqmnil suraTebs SeuZliaT moutanon ubedureba maT, visac xatavdnen, mis Seqmnelsac da mnaxvelsac. ilia repinis suraTTan, - `ivane mrisxane da vaJi~, dakavSirebulia vandaluri ambavi saqveynod aris cnobili, magram bevrma ar icis, rom repini `cocxali~ sisxlis, romelic mkvleli mamis TiTebidan Jonavda, daxatvas didxans ver axerxebda. `SepyrobiliviT vmuSaobdi iyo wuTebi,

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rom SiSi amitanda da suraTs zurgs vaqcevdi, vmalavdi, - werda mxatvari, - Cems megobrebzec igi aseTsave STabeWdilebas axdenda magram raRacis iZulebiT masze muSaobas iseve vagrZelebdi~. am suraTs, mxatvris azriT, sicocxle aklda da mxolod maSin, roca repinma karetis borblebqveS moqceuli qalis saxe da sisxli ixila, SeZlo tilos `gacocxleba~. tragikulad daamTavra sicocxle mweralma vsevo;od garSinmac, ivane mrisxanis mier molluli Zis modelma. am ferweruli tilos saxalxod Cveneba imperatorma akrZala. dros aCvena – amaod ar frTxilobda. sisxls, momakvdavisa Tu afeqtSi myofi adamianis mzeras udidesi energetikuli Zala aqvs. swored aman imoqmeda student balaSovis fsiqikaze da... daanakuwa cnobili tilo. didi mxatvrebis talanti maTi colebisa da sayvarlebis tanjvis mizezi xSirad xdeba. rembrantis meuRle sasqia, romelic disma holandielma suraTebze ukvdavyo, 30 wlisa WleqiT gardaicvala, mxatvris sami Svili bavSvobaSi daiRupa, vaJi titusi ki 27 wlisa Wleqma imsxverpla. meore coli, mxatvris sayvareli modeli axalgazrda gardaicvala. didi espaneli mxatvris, goias `SiSveli maxas~ cnobili seriis modeli iyo hercoginia alba, romelic sayvarlebs dedofalsac ki arTmevda. es iyo xanSi Sesuli ostatisa da axalgazrda qvrivi qalis SeSlili vneba. sami wlis Semdeg jan-RoniT savse qali uecrad gardaicvala. pablo pikasos pirveli coli olga xoxlova, romelic mxatvris suraTze momxibvlel qalwulad aris warmodgenili, droTa ganmavlobaSi gagiJda. iugoslaveli mxatvari, dora naaric Wkuaze Secda. maritereza uolterma Tavi CamoixrCo, pikasos ukanasknelma colma Jaklin rokma qmris gardacvalebidan 13 wlis Semdeg tyvia SublSi daixala. gadarCa mxolod fransuaz gilo, qali – yvavili, romelmac didi mxatvari TviTon miatova... wloLA

pirsisxliani elisabedi

legendaruli vampiris, graf drakulas Sesaxeb yvelas smenia. magram, albaT, bevrma araferi icis misi Soreuli naTesavis, grafinia elisabed batoris ambavi. es qalbatoni ungreTis istoriaSi pirsisxlianis saxeliT Sevida. igi warmoudgenel siamovnebas ganicdida msaxurebis cema-wamebiT. am sadistma qalma awama 650 axalgazrda transilvanieli qaliSvili. ase rom, drakula fermkrTaldeba Tavisi avi naTesavis fonze. Semonaxulia erTi sabuTi, romelSic mowmeTa Cvenebebia Cawerili. qal-urCxulis erT-erTi cixesimagris sardafSi ekida galia, romelsac wvetiani danis pirebi hqonda mimagrebuli. galiaSi maTraxis tylaSuniT Seagdebdnen sacodav msxverpls. grafinias msaxuri qali gavarvarebuli astamiT iwyebda ga-liaSi Segdebuli qaliSvilis Cxvletas. gogona galiis kedlebs awydeboda, magram alesil danis pirebze egeboda. gadarCena praqtikulad gamoricxuli iyo. elisabed batori 1560 wels daibada mdidar da cnobil ojaxSi. batorTa klanma evropas araerTi saxelganTqmuli pirovneba misca – brwyinvale legionerebi, eklesiis msaxurebi, didi politikosebi. magram im droisaTvis araerTi saxelganTqmuli gvari scodavda sisxlis aRrevis codviT – qorwineba xdeboda axlo naTesavebs Sorisac. es xvedri verc batorebma aiciles. Sedegad uZvelesi gvaris warmomadgenelTa Soris gaCnda daavadebebi – epilefsia, fsiqikuri aSliloba, sadizmi. elisabedis erT-erTi biZa cnobili satanisti da jadoqari iyo, deda klara ki sadisti. sxvaTa Soris swored misgan iswavla msaxurebis umowyalo cema elisabedma. rogorc Cans sulieri daavadeba arc elisabeds ascda, Tumca axa-lgazrdobaSi avadmyofobas Tavi ar gaumJRavnebia – gogona Wkviani

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iyo da niWieri. swavla erTob eadvileboda. TanatolebSi gamoirCeoda ganaTlebulobiT, silamaziT. 15 wlisa SesaniSnavad ukravda klavisinze, mReroda, xatavda da leqsebs werda. magram elisabedma bavSobidanve Seimecna, rom misi wris adamianisaTvis yvelaferi nebadarTulia. xSirad mis survilze iyo damokidebuli qveSevrdomTa sicocxle. uyvarda msaxurTa gamaTraxeba da sisxlis danaxva eniT auwerel siamovnebas hgvrida. swored maSin Searqves msaxurebma `pirsisxliani~. yvela Tavis sisxlian garTobas elisabedi 35 wlis manZilze sagu-ldagulod aRwerda dRiurSi. pirsisxliani elisabedi colad gahyva graf ferenc nadaSds. grafs Tumca ar moswonda Tanamecxedris sadisturi gamoxdomebi, magram mainc Tvals xuWavda. elisabedma qmars ori gogona da erTi vaJi gauCina. TiTqos dedobas unda daecxro misi mrisxaneba, magram igi ganagrZobda sisxlian garTobas. batorTa erT-erT saojaxo cixesimagre kastitSi, sadac marnebi hqondaT, elisabedma namdvili sikvdilis Teatri moawyo. xanSi Sesul grafinias veluri garTobisaTvis damxmareebi esaWiroeboda. mezobel sofelSi miagno qvriv dedakacs, doroTea Sentess, romelic male misi uaxloesi megobari, Tanamoazre da TanaSemwe gaxda. sasamarTloze, romlis winaSec, bolos da bolos, wardga elisabedi, darkam, imave doroTeam, mohyva, rogor `erTobodnen~ is da qalbatoni – zamTarSi msaxur gogonebs aiZulebdnen stumrebs momsaxurebodnen SiSvlebi, Semdeg ki tanze civ wyals gadaavlebdnen da ezoSi, saSinel yinvaSi yridnen. yinulis Zeglebad qceuli sacodavi msaxurebi saSineli tanjviT levdnen suls. 1611 wels pirsisxliani elisabedi da misi xelqveiTebi gaasamarTles. grafinias garda yvela sikvdiliT dasajes, elisabedi sakuTari cixesimagris erT oTaxSi cocxlad amoqoles. ase dasrulda pirsisxliani elisabedis sicocxle.

n a t v r i s T v a l i

batonma biZinam Tavisi ucnauri Tavgadasavali gviambo: - mamaCemi didmoxele komunisti iyo da fufunebaSic gvacxovrebda. mTavari gvaklda – mamis yuradReba – is Zalian moucleli iyo. pirvelad narkotiki imis dasamtkiceblad ufro gavikeTe, rom aravisze naklebi biWi ar viyavi. mere... 20 wlis xelidan wasuli narkomani institutidan gamricxes, mamaCemi – partiidan, Tanamdebobac dakarga. dardze infarqti daemarTa da Zlivs gadaurCa sikvdils. - radgan narkotiks Tavs ver vanebebdi, Tavis mokvla gadavwyvite. sanam tyviiT gavixvretdi Subls, eklesiaSi wavedi. wirva iyo. kuTxeSi videqi anTebuli sanTliT xelSi. am dros stiqarosani Cemi toli biWi momiaxlovda: - mama giorgim gTxovaT, wirvis damTavrebamde daelodoT – mas Tqveni daxmareba SeuZliao! gaocebam damamunja – imden adamianSi me rom yvelaze metad mWirdeboda daxmareba, rogor mixvda mRvdeli-meTqi. davelode. wirva rom damTavrda, moZRvari momiaxlovda, mxarze xeli momxvia da ezoSi gamiyvana. saxelic ar ukiTxasvs, ise daiwyo laparaki: - Tavis mokvla mxolod gagiZlierebs tkivils...

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gamaJrJola. ganzraxuli xom aravisTvis gamimxelia. mama giorgi Tavze momefera. mere daixara, miwidan TeTri kenWi aiRo, xelisguli gamaSlevina da zed damido: - es natvrisTvalia da sam survils agisrulebs, oRond iseTs, RmerTi ugunurobaSi rom ar Camoga-rTmevso... raoden gasakviric unda iyos, maSinve davijere im qvis Zala: - pirveli natvra isaa, rom mama gamojanmrTeldes da patiosani kacis saxeli daibrunos... mere – vinatreb, Zala momeces, rom Rirseul kacad viqce... mesame... am dros mama giorgim SemaCera: - sakmarisia! ori natvra Sesmenilia, mesameze ki nu iCqareb, ra ici, iqneb win meti gansacdeli gelis da maSin gamogadgeso. xelebi davukocne. man gulSi Camikra, damloca da gamomiSva... `narvrisTvalma~ ar damaRalata da wvalebiT, magram mainc ganvi-kurne. mamaCemic Rirseuli kacis saxeliT wavida wuTisoflidan...

- `natvrisTvals~ raRa mouvida?! - bevr Cems Tanakursels hyavda manqana da ratomRac mesame natvrad es vTxove `natvrisTvals~: latariaSi `volga~, maSin yvelaze popularuli manqana, momagebinemeTqi. natvra davasrule Tu ara, Cemi TeTri qva TiTqos `Caqra~... SeSinebuli gaviqeci mama giorgisTan. man qva xelSi aiRo da Sors moisrola – amas fasi aRar aqvso. mere ki miTxra: - uflisTvis is ki ar unda geTxova, rac arafriT dagimsaxurebia, aramed janmrTeloba da Sromis ufleba, rasac manqanac mohyveboda da bevri sxva sikeTec. ise ki yvelaze didi `natvrisTvali~ ai, aqa aqvs adamianso da Sublze miido xeli – tvini igulisxma. ver getyviT, ra moxda maSin Cems sulSi, magram dRemde mjera, rom saswauli maCuqa ufalma.

sarkeSi danaxuli bedi

- dedaCemis bebia, tasiko 84 wlisaa, - miyveba naniko xazaraZe, - raWaSi marto cxovrobs da iqidan fexs ver moacvlevinebT. zustad Cemi toli, 20 wlisa daqvrivda da martom gazarda ori oboli. zafxulobiT masTan gavrbivarT xolme. Zalian uxaria Cveni danaxva. raWaSi zafxulSi yovelTvis xalxmravlobaa da kargadac verTobiT... erTxel gogo-nebma gadavwyviteT, magiuri ritualiT sabedo gvenaxa, Tumca gulisgulSi arc erTs ar gvjeroda, rom rame gamogvividoda. movamzadeT sarke da sanTlebi, ribiraboze aRebuli wyaros wyali, bednieri qalis jvarnaweri beWedi da SuaRames davelodeT. tasiko dai-nteresda, ras vapirebdiT. vuTxariT. gaficxda, aseTi ram arasodes gaakeToTo. mere gviambo: - xom iciT, nebismieri saxis misnoba eSmakisaganaa. mokled, bebia tasiko 20 wlisa ukve ori Svilis deda iyo. cxovreba soflad maSinac Wirda da amitom misi qmari, daTiko babua samuSaod xan TbilisSi dadioda (xabazi iyo), xanac baTumSi da ojaxs TveobiT ver naxulobda. tasikos qmari yovelTvis monatrebuli hyavda da roca misi toli gasaTxovari gogoebi Sekrebilan `sarkeSi bedis dasanaxavad~, Tavadac misula – mimiSviT, iqneb Cemi daTiko davinaxoo. oriode wuTSi Seukivlia da gulwasuli skamidan gadavardnila. - mainc ra dainaxa aseTi? - daunaxavs, rogor miasvenebdnen mkvdar daTikos kacebi. oriode dReSi daTiko babua marTlac mkvdari mousvenebiaT Sin. mxolod 25 wlis yofila, Tanac saocrad janmrTeli... sxvaTa Soris, isic gviTxra, rom im Rames mis garda 4 gogos Cauxedavs sarkeSi. ori gauTxovrad

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daberebula, erTi axalgazrda daqvrivebula da arc Svili darCenia, erTs ki iseTi avi qmari Sexvedria, mTeli cxovreba simwareSi gautarebia. yvela-feri es ise damajereblad gviambo, rom im dRis Semdeg msgavsi ram azradac aRar mogvsvlia.

gvelis tyavi baton zurabs SemTxveviT rom ar Sevxvedrodi erT-erT Tavyrilobaze, Tavad arasodes ifiqrebda Cvens redaqciaSi mosvlas da verc am idumal ambavs giambobdiT. - adre daqvrivebuli deda mzrdida, muSaobda da yuradRebas saTana-dod ver maqcevda. ZiriTadad, sofelSi vizrdebodi, bebia-babuasTan. moxucebi Zalian mSromelebi iyvnen, sul yana-venaxSi dafusfusebdnen da arasodes ecalaT soflis birJaze gasasvlelad. Tumca maT karCaketi-lobas mxolod mouclelobiT ver axsnidi, TiTqos uWirdaT mezoblebTan urTierToba, miuxedavad imisa, rom daxmarebis saTxovnelad mosuls aucileblad gaumarTavdnen xels, gawbilebuls ar gaabrunebdnen. babua TiTqos adamianebis azrs kiTxulobda, xSirad ituoda xolme – rom hkiTxo, RmerTi yvelas swams, arada sulSi imdeni boroteba da avi zraxva aqvT, verc xvdebian, rom eSmaks emsaxurebian!. babuas motyueba SeuZlebeli iyo, magram matyuara kacs simarTles mainc ar miaxlida, - namusi rom hqondes, arc tyuils ikadrebdao!. babuas xSirad davyavdi tyeSi, xan SeSas vWridiT, xanac sokos vagrovebdiT an rkos. albaT 8 – 9 wlisa viqnebodi, buCqebze SerCenili gvelis tyavi rom ipova. ucnauri Seferiloba hqonda im tyavs. marTku-Txedad iyo daxazuli da Sig Tvalis msgavsi wertilebi hqonda. SiSiT Jruantelma damiara, TiTqos is wertilebi Tvalebi iyo da daJinebiT micqerda. babuam frTxilad aiRo tyavi: - bolos 10 wlis win vnaxe am gvelis tyavi, aRarc mqonda imedi, rom isev vipovidi, megona, gadaSendnen!. maSinve Sin davbrundiT. im tyavs didxans axmobda mcxunvare mzeze. mere ki wmindad danaya, fxvnili qilaSi Cayara da guldagul Caketa ujraSi. sanam 20 wlis ar gavxdi, manam ar miTxra babuam simarTle – im ji-Sis gvelis tyavisagan damzadebuli nayeni erTi ylupic ki adamians Sinagani xedvis Tvals (Tavad ase eZaxda) uxsnida da araTu mosaubris fiqris amocnoba, mis gulSi Cadebuli sikeTis Tu siavis danaxvac SeeZlo. qalaqSi rom wavedi, maSin damalevina: - adamianebis garCevas is-wavli, advilad veravin mogatyuebso. SeiZleba gagiWirdes kidec amis Semdeg megobrebis SerCeva, magram cudis gverdiT dgomas, marto yofna gerCioso!. sikvdilis win cotaodeni fxvnili damitova, rom Cemi Svilebisa da SviliSvi-lebisTvis mimeca, imaTac rom SesZlebodaT sikeTis siavisagan garCeva... Zalian dardobda, rom veRarsad poulobda am jiSis gvelis tyavs. is tyavi imdenad lamazia, rom vnaxo, maSinve vicnob. Tu sadme terariumia, yvelgan mivedi, magram misi msgavsi veraferi vipove. isic ki ar vici im jiSis gvels ra hqvia, Torem gavikiTxavdi da mainc Cavigdebdi mis tyavs xelSi... ise ki eWvi maqvs, rom babuam kidev meti saidumlo icoda, romlis codnis Rirsi mec ki ar gamxada, - miTxra da damemSvidoba.

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- Zalian Segvawuxes cxovelebma, pirdapir gomurebSi gvivardebodnen damSeuli mglebi, Torem imodena Tovli dado, sanadirod tyeSi wasvlas ra gvafiqrebinebda, Tavi ki ar mogvZuleboda! – gviTxra batonma valikom da gagvafrTxila – mxolod im SemTxvevaSi giambobT, rac SegvemTxva, Tu arc gvars gaamxelT Cemsas da arc misamarTs, Torem erTma giJmecnierma momakiTxa am ori wlis win da Wkuaze gadamiyvana suleluri kiTxvebiT, - riT daamtkicebT, rom marTla ase iyo da halucinacias ar hqonda adgili... ras grZnobdiT im dros, sisxlis wnevas xom ar auweviao?... – tyeSi wnevis gasazomad da valeri-anis wveTebisaTvis mecala kaco?.. – Tu ar gjera, rasac giyvebi, wadi da Sens gzas ewie. valikos sityvis kacad icnobs yvela da mezRapreoba Cemi saqme arasodes yofila. Tanac, meore kaci iyo CemTan da imasac xom usmen, orives erTad dagvewyo moCvenebebi?!. ara, mecnierebTan me araferi mesaqmeba da Cems wnevasac Tavad mivxedav. Zalian mindoda im mecnieris dacva da gamarTleba – eWvis gamo ki ara, meti sicxadisaTvis sWirdeboda-Tqo damatebiTi informacia! – magram, sityvis Tqmis uflebac ar mogvca. Tu SemekamaTebiT, verc Tqven gamomrCebiT rames, wadiT da im mecniers elaparakeTo... hoda, iZulebulni gavxdiT, komentaris gareSe mogvesmina es uCveulo ambavi. - zafxulSi ar gvawuxebs nadiri, Sors, tyis siRrmeSi gadaixvewebian xolme, magram kidec rom gamoCndnen, maZRari mgeli araa saSiSi. ise mSvidad Cagivlis da gaagrZelebs gzas, Tu gamocdili monadire ara xar, uceb verc gaarCev Sinaur ZaRlSi. daTvi, miT umetes erideba kacs, Tumca Tu gadaawyda, pirutyvs mainc erCis, amitom zafxulobiT daTvze ufro vnadirobT. zamTarSi SedarebiT mSvidad varT, pirutyvic Sin gvyavs, daTvebi zamTris Zils miecemian. Tu Zalian ar gauWirdaT, arc mgeli da mela ekareba siaxloves sofels. magram am oTxiode wlis win imodena Tovli Camoyara da iseTi yinvebi daiWira, saWmels ki ara, wyalsac ver Soulobda nadiri tyeSi, sul gayina mdinareebi da nakadulebi xom miwaSi gaipara... SimSilma ise gaaTavxeda mgeli, giTxariT, gomurSi gvivardeboda pirdapir da gansakuTrebiT cxvars erCoda. meti gza ar dagvrCa, avisxiT kacebma iaraRi, CavilageT sagzali abgebSi da wavediT nadirTan saomrad. zamTarSi dRe moklea, iciT. amitom gaTenebisTanave gavediT, rom daRamebisaTvis mogveswro Sin. davwyvildiT kacebi, rom yvela mimarTulebiT gveZebna nadiris kvali. CemTan givi iyo, gamocdili monadirea, gafrenil Cits ar aacdens tyvias da amitom mSvidad viyavi mis gverdiT, Tavis imedic mqonda. kurdRlis kvaliRa gvxvdeboda... is kvali givim SeamCnia Caimuxla, yuradRebiT daacqerda: - mgoni, daTvi unda iyoso. arada, aSkrad kacis SiSvel nafexurs ufro hgavda. Zalian didi zomisa iyo, Torem vifiqrebdiT, rom viRacam gamasxreba dagvipira da SiSveli fexiT irbina TovlSi. cnobismoyvareobam ar mogvasvena da iaraRmomarjvebulebi avuyeviT aRmarTs... karga xans viareT da uceb... erTi naxati maqvs sadRac JurnalSi nanaxi. goliaTi zis, cali Tvali idayviT muxls eyrdnoba, xelze ki Tavi Camoudvia da SublSekruli iyureba SoreTSi. hoda, dgas aseTi goliaTi, maimunismagvari arseba da Cven mogvCerebia. Sors iyo da kargad ver varCevdiT saxes, Tumca mainc Canda, rom wvrili, Cacvenili Tvalebi, win wamoweuli Subli da didi zomis, Cabrtye-lebuli cxviri hqonda. tuCebic didi, magram ufero... sul bewvSi iyo gaxveuli, TeTr fers alag-alag moyviTalo, zogan ki nacrisferi Sereoda... mivCerebodiT erTmaneTs gaSeSebulebi, TiTqos vicdidiT, romeli daapirebda ieriSze gadasvlas, rom Tavis dacvaze gvefiqra. pirveli is ucnauri arseba mixvda, rom ar viyaviT `mtrad misulebi~ - wamodga da

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rom gaimarTa, kidev ufro didi gamoCnda – ormetrnaxevars arc bevri daakldeboda, SegveSinda da gamoqcevac vifiqreT, magram givim ver moiTmina, - movkvdebi cnobismoyvareobiT da verasodes vapatieb Tavs, rom ar gavigo, ra arsebaa da sad midiso?! sadme bunagi ar hqondes, ormasamma rom Semogvitois, lukmad ar veyofiT, dagvglejen-meTqi! – magram ar daiSala da mec gavyevi. is ucnauri arseba ar garboda, magram imxela nabijebi hqonda, SegveSinda, TvalTaxedvis aredan ar dagvkargoda da namdvilad mivrbodiT. drodadro SeCerdeboda da TiTqos gakvirvebuli gvicqerda ra undaT, ras mTxoveno?!.. TiTqos elodeboda rom raRacas vetyodiT... magram ra unda gveTqva an ra enaze?!.. - amasobaSi `is~ mTis im nawils miadga, romlis iqiTac sacalfexo bilikic aRar midioda da yvela wesiT, ukan unda mobrunebuliyo, magram SexebiT namdvilad arafers Sexebia, TiTqos TvaliT gaukeTao hipnozi – Tovli CamoiSala da gamoqvabulis Sesasvleli gamoCnda Sig Sevida da gauCinarda. gamoqvabulSi Sesvla ver gavbedeT. ramdenime rom dagvxvedroda, ra dReSi CavcvivdebodiT!.. – gamovbrundiT ukan Tan gzaze niSani davtoveT, rom meore dRes mTeli soflis kacebi amogveyvana da kbilebamde SeiaraRebulebs dgveTvalierebina is gamoqvabuli, magram.. veRar mivageniT Sesasvlels... 50-ze meti wavediT meore dRes tyeSi da niSnis mixedviT zustad mivadeqiT mTis im nawils, romlis gamoqvabulSic is arseba gauCinarda, magram aRarsad iyo Sesasvleli. im zamTarmac Caiara, gadna Tovli da zafxulSic bevri vutrialeT iqaurobas, magram veraviTar gamoqvabuls ver mivageniT. sofelSic ar dagvijera bevrma, rom marTla uCveulo arseba vnaxeT: - albaT aryiT gaileSeT da daTvi veRar icaniTo. netavi dagenaxaT, rogori iyo da marTlac rom yofiliyaviT, SiSi uceb gamogafxizlebdaT. sxvas verafers getyviT am ambavze. im mecnierma suraTebi damiwyo win – aba, romelimes Tu miamsgavsebo. vicani, rogor ar vicani, imis cxvir-pirs da gamoxedvas ra damaviwyebda... miTxra, - eg Tovlis kaci .- ietiao!.. gagigiaT albaT, naswavli xalxi xarT... .. mas Semdeg zamTarSic sul misi gamoCenis molodinSi var da zafxulSic, magram... aRarsad Semxvedria da--- menatreba! marTla menatreba kaco... ase mgonia, Tu ver vnaxe, Cemi cxovrebis zRaparic dasruldeba da aRarasodes ganmeordeba saswauli!.. lamazad Tqva bolos batonma valikom – ar minda zRapari dasruldes Cems cxovrebaSio!.. amboben, zRaprebic realoba iyoo Soreul warsulSi da arcaa albaT safuZvels moklebuli msgavsi versia, radgan drodadro isini Ta-namedrove cxovrebaSi SemoWriTac gaxseneben Tavs. Tovlis kaci – ietic zRaprebidan SemorCenili arsebaa – deviviT didi, magram keTili da uwyinari, amitomac ar gaaqro ufalma Cveni cxovrebidan, raTa gvaxsov-des, rom samyaro imaze bevrad didi da idumalia vidre Cven, adamianebs SegviZlia misi warmodgena... Tumca ki, sicocxle imitomacaa albaT aseTi saintereso da momxibvleli – saswaulebi rom arsebobs masSi...

jon lenonis sabediswero ricxvi sicocxlis bolo wlebSi jon lenonma SeniSna, rom mis cxovrebaSi sabediswero mniSvnelobis matarebeli iyo ricxvi `9~. es mistikuri kavSiri man ioko onos daxmarebiT dainaxa. es ukanaskneli gatacebuli iyo astrologiiTa da numerologiiT. igi swored is qali gaxlavT, romelmac mniSvnelovnad gansazRvra saxelganTqmuli `biTlis~ tragikuli aRsasruli.

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dabadeba. jon lenoni daibada 1940 wlis 9 oqtombers liverpulSi. ucnauria magram misi vaJic 9-Si daibada (1961 wlis noemberSi). lenoni cxovrobda #9 saxlSi. man momavali `biTlzis~ momavali menejeri brainep Steinic 1961 wlis 9 noembers gaicno da `biTlzebis~ pirveli diskis gamoSvebis kontraqts xeli moawera 1962 wlis 9 maiss. jonma ioko ono 1966 wlis 9 noembers gaicno. lenonis ramdenime simReris sa-TaurSic ki aris naxsenebi ricxvi `9~. ucnauri iyo lenonis dabadebac. Zalian rTulad moevlina am qveyanas joni. TiTqos ar surda dabadeba, raRacas eSinoda. gamoTvlis Tanaxmad seqtemberSi unda dabadeuliyo, anu mecxre Tves. is ki, dedis wiaRSi yofnisas TiTqos raRac saSiSroebas grZnobda, ar CqarobdaA– rac SeiZleba aWianurebda amqveynad mosvlas da oqtomberSi daibada. meaTe Tves, Tumca `9~-ians mainc ver ascda..

mark Campenigadawyvetilebas iRebs

marTalia, rom amboben, bedisweras ver gaeqcevio.. 1990 wlis 17 oqtombers èqsvairis~ axal nomerSi, vinme Seimsi werda, rom lenoni ùcnauri hipia~, ucnaurze metic, radgan misi qoneba 150 milion dola-radaa Sefasebulio. statiis avtori araerTgvarovnad acxadebda: `lenoni gadagvarda, igi aRaraa `xalxis wiaRidan gamosuli biWi~, milioneri gaxda da fexebze hkidia yvela, maT Soris yofili Tayvanismcemlebi, arada, isini xom milionobiT iyvnen!~ `biTlis~ winaaRmdeg ukve bevri ram iyo naTqvami da amitom Seimsis werili aravis gahkvirvebia. ioko xom ukve yvelas saguldagulod amowmebda, visac jonTan Sexvedra surda. magram marTlac ra daemarTa lenons? igi xarbad yidulobs iaxtebs, rezidenciebs, kerZo plaJebs, miwebs, Zroxis jogebs... ratom? risTvis? sad gaqra `damcirebulTa da SeuracxyofilTa~ qomagi rokvarskvlavi... raRac 5 wlis manZilze gandegilad iqca, kerZo covrebaSi CaiZira da zurgi aqcia yvelas da yvelafers. da ai, dadga kvanZis gaxsnis wami. erTguli Tayvanismcemelebis moRalatis, lenonis Sesaxeb statia waikiTxa vinme mark Campenma, waikiTxa da igrZno: amas ase ver datovebda. RalatisaTvis pasuxi unda ago, sisxliT unda zRo! – nevrasTenikis, ufo sworad, Sizofrenikis avadmyofurma warmosaxvam lenons sasikvdilo ganaCeni gamoutana. 1980 wlis 8 noemberi. 25 wlis depresiaSi myofi narkomani mark Campeni dilidanve elodeba saxlis win msxverpls. mxolod saRamos eqvsi saaTisaTvis brundebian manqaniT joni da ioko. marki jons uaxlovdeba da avtografs sTxovs. Cans, saboloo gadawyvetileba jer ar miuRia. avtografi rom miiRo, isev Casafrda... varskvlavTa ojaxi kvlav studiaSi midis. 21.50 sT-ze isev brundebian. am droisaTvis Capeni ukve `momwifda~ mkvlelobisaTvis. igi xeebis CrdilSia damaluli, xelSi revolveri uWiravs. joni da ioko Caivlian ismis xuTi gasrolis xma. lenoni iokos fexebTan ecema. sikvdili 23.15 sT-ze dgeba, 9 noembris win. sasamarTloze Campeni acxadebs: èSmakma mibiZga am mkvlelobisken~ . iqneb asec iyo. SeeZlo Tu ara lenons bedis Semobruneba, mark Campenis gasrolis Tavidan acileba? okulistebi irwmunebian, rom SeeZlo. SeeZlo, Tuki droze mixvdeboda, rom umusikod CixSi aRmoCndeboda da aRarc gadauxvevda mrude gzaze.

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maS, ra aris 9-ianis sabediswero zemoqmedebis saidumlo lenonisa-Tvis? pasuxisaTvis saWiroa CavixedoT numerologiis saidumloSi. ricxve-bis idumalebaze Seqmnili traqtatebi miuTiTeben, rom ricxvi `9~ Seesabameba planeta marss, romelic zemoqmedebs 9-Si dabadebul adamianebze. miCneulia, rom am dRes ibadebian mebrZoli adamianebi, romlebic jiutad miiswrafvian yvelafrisaken, rac maTi azriT, mniSvne-lovania cxovrebaSi. rogorc wesi, am adsamianTa axalgazrdoba mZimea da tanjviT aRsavse, samagierod, mowifulobis asaki SesaniSnavi aqvT, ramdenadac mtkice nebisyofiT wyalobiT, aRweven aRiarebas da keTildReobas. isini, gansazRvris Tanaxmad, damoukideblebi arian da impulsurebi, ver itanen umniSvnelo SezRudvas da diqtats. cnobili numerologi, qairo wers: `Tuki adamianis cxovrebaSi dominirebs ricxvi `9~, maSin es adamiani advilad iCens mtrebs. rasac ar unda akeTebdes, mas upirispirdebian. xSirad am adamianebs klaven an Wrian mSvidobian droSic ki~. rogorc vxedavT, qairos mtkicebiT, lenons rac SeemTxvea, kanonzomieri iyo.

salocavis madli

saqarTvelos sxvadasxva kuTxeSi gabneuli raWvelebi zafxulSi mSobliur mxares akiTxaven, raTa daTqmul dros erTad ewvion mTebSi uZveles salocavs. aravin icis, rodindelia es patara, gumbaTmorRveuli taZari. amboben, mis Soriaxlos Tamar mefis saflavia da swored netarxsenebuli wmindanis suli axdens saswaulebso. Tamari: - Sav dReSi Cavvardi, roca Cemi erTaderTi vaJis ganarko-manebis ambavi Sevityve. bolos ise cudad Seiqmna, kinaRam Tavi moikla. erTxel miTxra: deda, bavSobaSi rom salocavSi dagyavdi, is mesizmreba. TeTrosani qali meubneba, CemTan amodi da giSvelio. raWaSi wavediT. salocavamde ramdenime kilometri fexSiSvelam viare – oRond Svili gadamirCine-meTqi, SevTxove wmindans. RamiT cioda da koconi davanTeT. gavTbiT da CagveZina. TiTqos viRacam xeli mkra. Tvali gavaxile. TeTrsamosiani qali Cems mZinare Svils Tavs adga. gavSeSdi. cota xanSi qali Cemken mobrunda, Soriaxlos mwoliare aTiode wlis biWze mimiTiTa, gamiRima da gaqra. isev CameZina. diliT Svilma gamaRviZa – is TeTri qal iyo mosuli, Zalian mindoda genaxao. vnaxe-meTqi, - vuTxari, gulSi Cavikari da vuambe, rac moxda. arc is damimalavs, rom patara biWze maniSna raRac... me vici, rac unda – is biWi obolia, moxuc bebias uWirs misi movla da unda vupatronoTo. marTlac, sofelSi mivageniT nugzars. wamoviyvane da RviZli SviliviT gavzarde. im dRis Semdeg daTos narkotikisaken ar gauxedavs. lida: Cemi mamamTili mwyemsi iyo da zafxulobiT am salocavis ma-xloblad hqonda karavi gaSlili. roca dro hqonda, salocavis teritorias asufTavebda, uvlida, CamoSlil kedlebs amagrebda da Taviseburad loculobda kidec. erTxel gaocebuli movida Sin: - salocavSi TeTrad Semosili ulamazesi qali gamomecxada da miTxra: pativiscemas imiT gadagixdi, rom saidumlos gagimxel: Senma Svilma gogo daafexmZima. ar unda colad moiyvanos da abortis gakeTRebas aZalebs. dauSale, Torem qali mokvdeba da ojaxi gagiubedurdebaTo.

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maSinve davuZaxeT Cems mazls da vaiZuleT, simarTle eTqva: Turme xuTi Tvis fexmZime qali meore dRes mihyavda viRac eqimbaSTan saoperaciod. Cemi mamamTili gacecxlda: - is qali am ojaxSi Semova da bavSvsac gavzrdiT, Sen ki jandabamde gza gqoniao. gogona daibada, romelsac babuam Tamari daarqva. saocnebo Svilia, axla Tavadac dedaa. mamamisi amayobs misiT. mis saxelze yovel weliwads zvaraks swiravs salocavs, patiebas iTxovs...

mas Semdeg sul misi gamoCenis molodinSi var... menatreba... - Zalian Segvawuxes cxovelebma, pirdapir gomurebSi gvivardebodnen damSeuli mglebi, Torem imodena Tovli dado, sanadirod tyeSi wasvlas ra gvafiqrebinebda, Tavi ki ar mogvZuleboda! – gviTxra batonma valikom da gagvafrTxila – mxolod im SemTxvevaSi giambobT, rac SegvemTxva, Tu arc gvars gaamxelT Cemsas da arc misamarTs, Torem erTma giJmecnierma momakiTxa am ori wlis win da Wkuaze gadamiyvana suleluri kiTxvebiT, - riT daamtkicebT, rom marTla ase iyo da halucinacias ar hqonda adgili... ras grZnobdiT im dros, sisxlis wnevas xom ar auweviao?... – tyeSi wnevis gasazomad da valerianis wveTebisaTvis mecala kaco?.. – Tu ar gjera, rasac giyvebi, wadi da Sens gzas ewie. valikos sityvis kacad icnobs yvela da mezRapreoba Cemi saqme arasodes yofila. Tanac, meore kaci iyo CemTan da imasac xom usmen, orives erTad dagvewyo moCvenebebi?!. ara, mecnierebTan me araferi mesaqmeba da Cems wnevasac Tavad mivxedav. Zalian mindoda im mecnieris dacva da gamarTleba – eWvis gamo ki ara, meti sicxadisaTvis sWirdeboda-Tqo damatebiTi informacia! – magram, sityvis Tqmis uflebac ar mogvca. Tu SemekamaTebiT, verc Tqven gamomrCebiT rames, wadiT da im mecniers elaparakeTo... hoda, iZulebulni gavxdiT, komentaris gareSe mogvesmina es uCveulo ambavi. - zafxulSi ar gvawuxebs nadiri, Sors, tyis siRrmeSi gadaixvewebian xolme, magram kidec rom gamoCndnen, maZRari mgeli araa saSiSi. ise mSvidad Cagivlis da gaagrZelebs gzas, Tu gamocdili monadire ara xar, uceb verc gaarCev Sinaur ZaRlSi. daTvi, miT umetes erideba kacs, Tumca Tu gadaawyda, pirutyvs mainc erCis, amitom zafxulobiT daTvze ufro vnadirobT. zamTarSi SedarebiT mSvidad varT, pirutyvic Sin gvyavs, daTvebi zamTris Zils miecemian. Tu Zalian ar gauWirdaT, arc mgeli da mela ekareba siaxloves sofels. magram am oTxiode wlis win imodena Tovli Camoyara da iseTi yinvebi daiWira, saWmels ki ara, wyalsac ver Soulobda nadiri tyeSi, sul gayina mdinareebi da nakadulebi xom miwaSi gaipara... SimSilma ise gaaTavxeda mgeli, giTxariT, gomurSi gvivardeboda pirdapir da gansakuTrebiT cxvars erCoda. meti gza ar dagvrCa, avisxiT kacebma iaraRi, CavilageT sagzali abgebSi da wavediT nadirTan saomrad. zamTarSi dRe moklea, iciT. amitom gaTenebisTanave gavediT, rom daRamebisaTvis mogveswro Sin. davwyvildiT kacebi, rom yvela mimarTulebiT gveZebna nadiris kvali. CemTan givi iyo, gamocdili monadirea, gafrenil Cits ar aacdens tyvias da amitom mSvidad viyavi mis gverdiT, Tavis imedic mqonda. kurdRlis kvaliRa gvxvdeboda... is kvali givim SeamCnia Caimuxla, yuradRebiT daacqerda: - mgoni, daTvi unda iyoso. arada, aSkarad kacis SiSvel nafexurs ufro hgavda. Zalian didi zomisa iyo, Torem vifiqrebdiT, rom viRacam gamasxreba dagvipira

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da SiSveli fexiT irbina TovlSi. cnobismoyvareobam ar mogvasvena da iaraRmomarjvebulebi avuyeviT aRmarTs... karga xans viareT da uceb... erTi naxati maqvs sadRac JurnalSi nanaxi. goliaTi zis, cali Tvali idayviT muxls eyrdnoba, xelze ki Tavi Camoudvia da SublSekruli iyureba SoreTSi. hoda, dgas aseTi goliaTi, maimunismagvari arseba da Cven mogvCerebia. Sors iyo da kargad ver varCevdiT saxes, Tumca mainc Canda, rom wvrili, Cacvenili Tvalebi, win wamoweuli Subli da didi zomis, Cabrtye-lebuli cxviri hqonda. tuCebic didi, magram ufero... sul bewvSi iyo gaxveuli, TeTr fers alag-alag moyviTalo, zogan ki nacrisferi Sereoda... mivCerebodiT erTmaneTs gaSeSebulebi, TiTqos vicdidiT, romeli daapirebda ieriSze gadasvlas, rom Tavis dacvaze gvefiqra. pirveli is ucnauri arseba mixvda, rom ar viyaviT `mtrad misulebi~ - wamodga da rom gaimarTa, kidev ufro didi gamoCnda – ormetrnaxevars arc bevri daakldeboda, SegveSinda da gamoqcevac vifiqreT, magram givim ver moiTmina, - movkvdebi cnobismoyvareobiT da verasodes vapatieb Tavs, rom ar gavigo, ra arsebaa da sad midiso?! sadme bunagi ar hqondes, ormasamma rom Semogvitois, lukmad ar veyofiT, dagvglejen-meTqi! – magram ar daiSala da mec gavyevi. is ucnauri arseba ar garboda, magram imxela nabijebi hqonda, SegveSinda, TvalTaxedvis aredan ar dagvkargoda da namdvilad mivrbodiT. drodadro SeCerdeboda da TiTqos gakvirvebuli gvicqerda ra undaT, ras mTxoveno?!.. TiTqos elodeboda rom raRacas vetyodiT... magram ra unda gveTqva an ra enaze?!.. - amasobaSi `is~ mTis im nawils miadga, romlis iqiTac sacalfexo bilikic aRar midioda da yvela wesiT, ukan unda mobrunebuliyo, magram SexebiT namdvilad arafers Sexebia, TiTqos TvaliT gaukeTao hipnozi – Tovli CamoiSala da gamoqvabulis Sesasvleli gamoCnda Sig Sevida da gauCinarda. gamoqvabulSi Sesvla ver gavbedeT. ramdenime rom dagvxvedroda, ra dReSi CavcvivdebodiT!.. – gamovbrundiT ukan Tan gzaze niSani davtoveT, rom meore dRes mTeli soflis kacebi amogveyvana da kbilebamde SeiaraRebulebs dgveTvalierebina is gamoqvabuli, magram.. veRar mivageniT Sesasvlels... 50-ze meti wavediT meore dRes tyeSi da niSnis mixedviT zustad mivadeqiT mTis im nawils, romlis gamoqvabulSic is arseba gauCinarda, magram aRarsad iyo Sesasvleli. im zamTarmac Caiara, gadna Tovli da zafxulSic bevri vutrialeT iqaurobas, magram veraviTar gamoqvabuls ver mivageniT. sofelSic ar dagvijera bevrma, rom marTla uCveulo arseba vnaxeT: - albaT aryiT gaileSeT da daTvi veRar icaniTo. netavi dagenaxaT, rogori iyo da marTlac rom yofiliyaviT, SiSi uceb gamogafxizlebdaT. sxvas verafers getyviT am ambavze. im mecnierma suraTebi damiwyo win – aba, romelimes Tu miamsgavsebo. vicani, rogor ar vicani, imis cxvir-pirs da gamoxedvas ra damaviwyebda... miTxra, - eg Tovlis kaci .- ietiao!.. gagigiaT albaT, naswavli xalxi xarT... .. mas Semdeg zamTarSic sul misi gamoCenis molodinSi var da zafxulSic, masgram... aRarsad Semxvedria da--- menatreba! marTla menatreba kaco... ase mgonia, Tu ver vnaxe, Cemi cxovrebis zRaparic dasruldeba da aRarasodes ganmeordeba saswauli!.. lamazad Tqva bolos batonma valikom – ar minda zRapari dasruldes Cems cxovrebaSio!.. amboben, zRaprebic realoba iyoo Soreul warsulSi da arcaa albaT safuZvels moklebuli msgavsi versia, radgan drodadro isini Ta-namedrove cxovrebaSi SemoWriTac gaxseneben Tavs. Tovlis kaci – ietic zRaprebidan SemorCenili arsebaa – deviviT didi, magram keTili da

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mas Semdeg sul misi gamoCenis molodinSi var... menatreba...

- Zalian Segvawuxes cxovelebma, pirdapir gomurebSi gvivardebodnen damSeuli mglebi, Torem imodena Tovli dado, sanadirod tyeSi wasvlas ra gvafiqrebinebda, Tavi ki ar mogvZuleboda! – gviTxra batonma valikom da gagvafrTxila – mxolod im SemTxvevaSi giambobT, rac SegvemTxva, Tu arc gvars gaamxelT Cemsas da arc misamarTs, Torem erTma giJmecnierma momakiTxa am ori wlis win da Wkuaze gadamiyvana suleluri kiTxvebiT, - riT daamtkicebT, rom marTla ase iyo da halucinacias ar hqonda adgili... ras grZnobdiT im dros, sisxlis wnevas xom ar auweviao?... – tyeSi wnevis gasazomad da valerianis wveTebisaTvis mecala kaco?.. – Tu ar gjera, rasac giyvebi, wadi da Sens gzas ewie. valikos sityvis kacad icnobs yvela da mezRapreoba Cemi saqme arasodes yofila. Tanac, meore kaci iyo CemTan da imasac xom usmen, orives erTad dagvewyo moCvenebebi?!. ara, mecnierebTan me araferi mesaqmeba da Cems wnevasac Tavad mivxedav. Zalian mindoda im mecnieris dacva da gamarTleba – eWvis gamo ki ara, meti sicxadisaTvis sWirdeboda-Tqo damatebiTi informacia! – magram, sityvis Tqmis uflebac ar mogvca. Tu SemekamaTebiT, verc Tqven gamomrCebiT rames, wadiT da im mecniers elaparakeTo... hoda, iZulebulni gavxdiT, komentaris gareSe mogvesmina es uCveulo ambavi. - zafxulSi ar gvawuxebs nadiri, Sors, tyis siRrmeSi gadaixvewebian xolme, magram kidec rom gamoCndnen, maZRari mgeli araa saSiSi. ise mSvidad Cagivlis da gaagrZelebs gzas, Tu gamocdili monadire ara xar, uceb verc gaarCev Sinaur ZaRlSi. daTvi, miT umetes erideba kacs, Tumca Tu gadaawyda, pirutyvs mainc erCis, amitom zafxulobiT daTvze ufro vnadirobT. zamTarSi SedarebiT mSvidad varT, pirutyvic Sin gvyavs, daTvebi zamTris Zils miecemian. Tu Zalian ar gauWirdaT, arc mgeli da mela ekareba siaxloves sofels. magram am oTxiode wlis win imodena Tovli Camoyara da iseTi yinvebi daiWira, saWmels ki ara, wyalsac ver Soulobda nadiri tyeSi, sul gayina mdinareebi da nakadulebi xom miwaSi gaipara... SimSilma ise gaaTavxeda mgeli, giTxariT, gomurSi gvivardeboda pirdapir da gansakuTrebiT cxvars erCoda. meti gza ar dagvrCa, avisxiT kacebma iaraRi, CavilageT sagzali abgebSi da wavediT nadirTan saomrad. zamTarSi dRe moklea, iciT. amitom gaTenebisTanave gavediT, rom daRamebisaTvis mogveswro Sin. davwyvildiT kacebi, rom yvela mimarTulebiT gveZebna nadiris kvali. CemTan givi iyo, gamocdili monadirea, gafrenil Cits ar aacdens tyvias da amitom mSvidad viyavi mis gverdiT, Tavis imedic mqonda. kurdRlis kvaliRa gvxvdeboda... is kvali givim SeamCnia Caimuxla, yuradRebiT daacqerda: - mgoni, daTvi unda iyoso. arada, aSkarad kacis SiSvel nafexurs ufro hgavda. Zalian didi zomisa iyo, Torem vifiqrebdiT, rom viRacam gamasxreba dagvipira

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da SiSveli fexiT irbina TovlSi. cnobismoyvareobam ar mogvasvena da iaraRmomarjvebulebi avuyeviT aRmarTs... karga xans viareT da uceb... erTi naxati maqvs sadRac JurnalSi nanaxi. goliaTi zis, cali Tvali idayviT muxls eyrdnoba, xelze ki Tavi Camoudvia da SublSekruli iyureba SoreTSi. hoda, dgas aseTi goliaTi, maimunismagvari arseba da Cven mogvCerebia. Sors iyo da kargad ver varCevdiT saxes, Tumca mainc Canda, rom wvrili, Cacvenili Tvalebi, win wamoweuli Subli da didi zomis, Cabrtye-lebuli cxviri hqonda. tuCebic didi, magram ufero... sul bewvSi iyo gaxveuli, TeTr fers alag-alag moyviTalo, zogan ki nacrisferi Sereoda... mivCerebodiT erTmaneTs gaSeSebulebi, TiTqos vicdidiT, romeli daapirebda ieriSze gadasvlas, rom Tavis dacvaze gvefiqra. pirveli is ucnauri arseba mixvda, rom ar viyaviT `mtrad misulebi~ - wamodga da rom gaimarTa, kidev ufro didi gamoCnda – ormetrnaxevars arc bevri daakldeboda, SegveSinda da gamoqcevac vifiqreT, magram givim ver moiTmina, - movkvdebi cnobismoyvareobiT da verasodes vapatieb Tavs, rom ar gavigo, ra arsebaa da sad midiso?! sadme bunagi ar hqondes, ormasamma rom Semogvitois, lukmad ar veyofiT, dagvglejen-meTqi! – magram ar daiSala da mec gavyevi. is ucnauri arseba ar garboda, magram imxela nabijebi hqonda, SegveSinda, TvalTaxedvis aredan ar dagvkargoda da namdvilad mivrbodiT. drodadro SeCerdeboda da TiTqos gakvirvebuli gvicqerda ra undaT, ras mTxoveno?!.. TiTqos elodeboda rom raRacas vetyodiT... magram ra unda gveTqva an ra enaze?!.. - amasobaSi `is~ mTis im nawils miadga, romlis iqiTac sacalfexo bilikic aRar midioda da yvela wesiT, ukan unda mobrunebuliyo, magram SexebiT namdvilad arafers Sexebia, TiTqos TvaliT gaukeTao hipnozi – Tovli CamoiSala da gamoqvabulis Sesasvleli gamoCnda Sig Sevida da gauCinarda. gamoqvabulSi Sesvla ver gavbedeT. ramdenime rom dagvxvedroda, ra dReSi CavcvivdebodiT!.. – gamovbrundiT ukan Tan gzaze niSani davtoveT, rom meore dRes mTeli soflis kacebi amogveyvana da kbilebamde SeiaraRebulebs dgveTvalierebina is gamoqvabuli, magram.. veRar mivageniT Sesasvlels... 50-ze meti wavediT meore dRes tyeSi da niSnis mixedviT zustad mivadeqiT mTis im nawils, romlis gamoqvabulSic is arseba gauCinarda, magram aRarsad iyo Sesasvleli. im zamTarmac Caiara, gadna Tovli da zafxulSic bevri vutrialeT iqaurobas, magram veraviTar gamoqvabuls ver mivageniT. sofelSic ar dagvijera bevrma, rom marTla uCveulo arseba vnaxeT: - albaT aryiT gaileSeT da daTvi veRar icaniTo. netavi dagenaxaT, rogori iyo da marTlac rom yofiliyaviT, SiSi uceb gamogafxizlebdaT. sxvas verafers getyviT am ambavze. im mecnierma suraTebi damiwyo win – aba, romelimes Tu miamsgavsebo. vicani, rogor ar vicani, imis cxvir-pirs da gamoxedvas ra damaviwyebda... miTxra, - eg Tovlis kaci .- ietiao!.. gagigiaT albaT, naswavli xalxi xarT... .. mas Semdeg zamTarSic sul misi gamoCenis molodinSi var da zafxulSic, masgram... aRarsad Semxvedria da--- menatreba! marTla menatreba kaco... ase mgonia, Tu ver vnaxe, Cemi cxovrebis zRaparic dasruldeba da aRarasodes ganmeordeba saswauli!.. lamazad Tqva bolos batonma valikom – ar minda zRapari dasruldes Cems cxovrebaSio!.. amboben, zRaprebic realoba iyoo Soreul warsulSi da arcaa albaT safuZvels moklebuli msgavsi versia, radgan drodadro isini Ta-namedrove cxovrebaSi SemoWriTac gaxseneben Tavs. Tovlis kaci – ietic zRaprebidan SemorCenili arsebaa – deviviT didi, magram keTili da

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uwyinari, amitomac ar gaaqro ufalma Cveni cxovrebidan, raTa gvaxsovdes, rom samyaro imaze bevrad didi da idumalia vidre Cven, adamianebs SegviZlia misi warmodgena... Tumca ki, sicocxle imitomacaa albaT aseTi saintereso da momxibvleli – saswaulebi rom arsebobs masSi...

Ramis saSinelebebi argentinaSi

2006 wlis Teberval-martSi ramdenime argentinul gazeTSi TiTqmis erTdroulad daibeWda statiebi saTauriT - `saSineleba santafenSi~, èSmaki fanjaraSi~ da sxva. ityobinebodnen, rom panikam moicva qalaq santafes moqalaqeebi. es qalaqi buenos-airesidan 400 km-iTaa daSorebuli. arsebas, romelic Tavzars scems qalaqelebs, sxvadasxvagvarad aRweren, magram yvelani erTxmad aRiareben mis warmoudgenel SesaZleblobebs: daxtis saxuravidan saxuravze, fexis dakvriT xteba quCis meore mxares, adis kedelze... policiam ukve asobiT Setyobineba miiRo, ase rom, wesrigis damcvelebi iZulebuli gaxdnen, gamoecxadebinaT am fantastikuri akrobatis Zebna. Tavidan cxadia, ucnobma arsebam yvelas gaaxsena `jeki mxtomeli~, romelic londons viqtorianul epoqaSi aterorebda an – adamiani maimuni, romelic Tavzars scemda indoeTs. magram Semdeg daaskvnes, rom es asociaciebi mcdari iyo, Tundac imitom, rom argentinaSi ar aris adamianTa msxverpli!. ras hyvebian TviTmxilvelebi? simaRliT es arseba ori metria. acvia Savebi, Tavze Cafxuti xuravs. xtoma SeuZlia minimum xuT metr simaRleze da aTi – sigrZeze. yovelTvis malavs saxes Tumca bevrs unaxavs misi wiTlad manaTobeli Tvalebi. 2005 wlis 1-eli martidan moyolebuli, Serifma gabriel legstram sxvadasxva raionSi 18 operjgufi gagzavna SeSfoTebuli xalxis dasamSvi-deblad – iseTi araferi momxdara, - ambobs Serifi, - ìs~ Tavs aravis dasxmia. mere ra, rom saxuravebze daxtis kaliasaviT da fanjrebSi ixedeba! moqalaqeebi ki ar mSviddebian. ormetriani `kaliis~ daWera ar xerxdeba. mas ukve uwodeben `fantoms~, àCrdils~ da a.S... panikam maSin imata, roca gavrcelda xmebi, rom mistikur arsebas tyvia ar ekareba, xolo Tu vinme iaraRs daumiznebs, misi Tvalebi naTlad iwyebs naTebas. el-arenalis mcxovrebma 17-jer esrola idumal arsebas, - Tumca amas araviTari Sedegi ar mohyolia àCrdili~ ganagrZobda xtunvas da mxeciviT ymuils. SeSinebul xalxs miaCnia, rom ucnobi flobs zebunebriv unars da SeuZlia, advilad aRmoCndes saxlSi, Caidinos nebismieri boroteba. amitom mosaxleoba da joxebiT aRiWurva. erT-erTma qalma Tqva – am eSmakma TiTi momiRera da karga xniT damadamblao. sxva TviTmxilveli hyveba, rom 2005 wlis 28 Tebervals, Tavsxma wvimis dros `fantomma~ SeZlo daebloka im avtomobilis karebi,

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romelSic Svidi èSmakze~ monadire SeiaraReuli mgzavri ijda. policia afrTxilebs mosaxleobas, rom ar aris saWiro raime agresiis gamovlena, magram daujerebeli ambebi, romelsac qalaqSi hyvebian, ufro moqmedebs, vidre policielebis gafrTxilebebi. es gansakuTrebiT exebaT sentenarios da san-lorencos raionebs. aq SeiaraRebuli mamakacebi yovelRame gamodian àCrdilis~ dasaWerad. 2005 wlis 1-el marts erT-erT moqalaqes iseTi Tavzari dasca ucnobma, rom qalis ganwiruli kivili mTel quCaze ismoda. igi abazanaSi abanavebda Tavis patara biWunas, roca aCrdilma misi fanjris minas Subli miabjina. mrisxaned miaSterda qals da brWyalebic gamoaCina. meore TviTmxilvelma daadastura, rom `fantoms~ wiTeli Tvalebi aqvs: ìgi maRali, grZelfafriani mamakacia, Tavidan bolomde SaviT mosili~. man naxa (da misma zogierTma mezobelmac), rogor iskupa fanjarasTan mdgomma arsebam saxuravze da xtoma-xtomiT gadaevlo saxlebs. - magram agvixseniT, - daJinebiT ekiTxebodnen mas gazeTis korespode-ntebi, rogor SeZlo amomZvraliyo 6-metrian gluv kedelze? - rogor SeuZlia erTi naxtomiT moxvdes quCis erTi mxridan meoreze, Tuki marTlac eSmaki ar aris? – SekiTxvaze SekiTxviT upasuxa moqalaqem. Serifi legstra: - 3 marts im rions vewvie, sadac `fantomi~ unaxavT da Sevecade gamomekiTxa mobinadreebi. miambes, rom oTxi Ramea, mudmivad xedaven `fantoms~. rogorc amboben erTsa da imave dros is sam sxvadasxva adgilze ixiles... rac sruliad daujerebelia. isRa dagvrCenia, vivaraudoT, rom arsebas SeuZlia sxvadasxva adgilze aRmoCndes Tvalis daxamxamebaSi, sxvagvarad rom vTqvaT, mas aqvs teleportirebis unari, anu unari, aRmoCndes sxvadasxva adgilas erTsa da imave dros. Tu es ase ar aris, maSin, amgvari arseba ramdenime yofila qalaqSi. Serifs amgvari rameebisa ar sjera. erTaderTi rac mas aSfoTebs, is aris, rom am fsiqozma epidemiis saxe ar miiRos. panikis dros adamiani, romelsac xelSi civi iaraRi an keti uWiravs, nebismier saqciels Caidens. Serifi urCevs mosaxleobas Tavi anebon patrulirebas da miscen saSualeba policias, Seasrulos Tavisi movaleoba. ukeTesi ki iqneba, Tuki saerTod ar gamovlen Ram-RamobiT saxlebidan. xalxma marTlac iklo santa-fes quCebSi Ramis saaTebSi.

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`kudiani~ bebia

2006 wlis Teberval-martSi ramdenime argentinul gazeTSi TiTqmis erTdroulad daibeWda statiebi saTauriT - `saSineleba santafenSi~, èSmaki fanjaraSi~ da sxva. ityobinebodnen, rom panikam moicva qalaq santafes moqalaqeebi. es qalaqi buenos-airesidan 400 km-iTaa daSorebuli. arsebas, romelic Tavzars scems qalaqelebs, sxvadasxvagvarad aRweren, magram yvelani erTxmad aRiareben mis warmoudgenel SesaZleblobebs: daxtis saxuravidan saxuravze, fexis dakvriT xteba quCis meore mxares, adis kedelze... policiam ukve asobiT Setyobineba miiRo, ase rom, wesrigis damcvelebi iZulebuli gaxdnen, gamoecxadebinaT am fantastikuri akrobatis Zebna. Tavidan cxadia, ucnobma arsebam yvelas gaaxsena `jeki mxtomeli~, romelic londons viqtorianul epoqaSi aterorebda an – adamiani maimuni, romelic Tavzars scemda indoeTs. magram Semdeg

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daaskvnes, rom es asociaciebi mcdari iyo, Tundac imitom, rom argentinaSi ar aris adamianTa msxverpli!. ras hyvebian TviTmxilvelebi? simaRliT es arseba ori metria. acvia Savebi, Tavze Cafxuti xuravs. xtoma SeuZlia minimum xuT metr simaRleze da aTi – sigrZeze. yovelTvis malavs saxes Tumca bevrs unaxavs misi wiTlad manaTobeli Tvalebi. 2005 wlis 1-eli martidan moyolebuli, Serifma gabriel legstram sxvadasxva raionSi 18 operjgufi gagzavna SeSfoTebuli xalxis dasamSvi-deblad – iseTi araferi momxdara, - ambobs Serifi, - ìs~ Tavs aravis dasxmia. mere ra, rom saxuravebze daxtis kaliasaviT da fanjrebSi ixedeba! moqalaqeebi ki ar mSviddebian. ormetriani `kaliis~ daWera ar xerxdeba. mas ukve uwodeben `fantoms~, àCrdils~ da a.S... panikam maSin imata, roca gavrcelda xmebi, rom mistikur arsebas tyvia ar ekareba, xolo Tu vinme iaraRs daumiznebs, misi Tvalebi naTlad iwyebs naTebas. el-arenalis mcxovrebma 17-jer esrola idumal arsebas, - Tumca amas araviTari Sedegi ar mohyolia àCrdili~ ganagrZobda xtunvas da mxeciviT ymuils. SeSinebul xalxs miaCnia, rom ucnobi flobs zebunebriv unars da SeuZlia, advilad aRmoCndes saxlSi, Caidinos nebismieri boroteba. amitom mosaxleoba da joxebiT aRiWurva. erT-erTma qalma Tqva – am eSmakma TiTi momiRera da karga xniT damadamblao. sxva TviTmxilveli hyveba, rom 2005 wlis 28 Tebervals, Tavsxma wvimis dros `fantomma~ SeZlo daebloka im avtomobilis karebi, romelSic Svidi èSmakze~ monadire SeiaraReuli mgzavri ijda. policia afrTxilebs mosaxleobas, rom ar aris saWiro raime agresiis gamovlena, magram daujerebeli ambebi, romelsac qalaqSi hyvebian, ufro moqmedebs, vidre policielebis gafrTxilebebi. es gansakuTrebiT exebaT sentenarios da san-lorencos raionebs. aq SeiaraRebuli mamakacebi yovelRame gamodian àCrdilis~ dasaWerad. 2005 wlis 1-el marts erT-erT moqalaqes iseTi Tavzari dasca ucnobma, rom qalis ganwiruli kivili mTel quCaze ismoda. igi abazanaSi abanavebda Tavis patara biWunas, roca aCrdilma misi fanjris minas Subli miabjina. mrisxaned miaSterda qals da brWyalebic gamoaCina. meore TviTmxilvelma daadastura, rom `fantoms~ wiTeli Tvalebi aqvs: ìgi maRali, grZelfafriani mamakacia, Tavidan bolomde SaviT mosili~. man naxa (da misma zogierTma mezobelmac), rogor iskupa fanjarasTan mdgomma arsebam saxuravze da xtoma-xtomiT gadaevlo saxlebs. - magram agvixseniT, - daJinebiT ekiTxebodnen mas gazeTis korespode-ntebi, rogor SeZlo amomZvraliyo 6-metrian gluv kedelze? - rogor SeuZlia erTi naxtomiT moxvdes quCis erTi mxridan meoreze, Tuki marTlac eSmaki ar aris? – SekiTxvaze SekiTxviT upasuxa moqalaqem. Serifi legstra: - 3 marts im rions vewvie, sadac `fantomi~ unaxavT da Sevecade gamomekiTxa mobinadreebi. miambes, rom oTxi Ramea, mudmivad xedaven `fantoms~. rogorc amboben erTsa da imave dros is sam sxvadasxva adgilze ixiles... rac sruliad daujerebelia. isRa dagvrCenia, vivaraudoT, rom arsebas SeuZlia sxvadasxva adgilze aRmoCndes Tvalis daxamxamebaSi, sxvagvarad rom vTqvaT, mas aqvs teleportirebis unari, anu unari, aRmoCndes sxvadasxva adgilas erTsa da imave dros. Tu es ase ar aris, maSin, amgvari arseba ramdenime yofila qalaqSi.

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Serifs amgvari rameebisa ar sjera. erTaderTi rac mas aSfoTebs, is aris, rom am fsiqozma epidemiis saxe ar miiRos. panikis dros adamiani, romelsac xelSi civi iaraRi an keti uWiravs, nebismier saqciels Caidens. Serifi urCevs mosaxleobas Tavi anebon patrulirebas da miscen saSualeba policias, Seasrulos Tavisi movaleoba. ukeTesi ki iqneba, Tuki saerTod ar gamovlen Ram-RamobiT saxlebidan. xalxma marTlac iklo santa-fes quCebSi Ramis saaTebSi. wlo #27

leninis muzeumSi aCrdili anglobs samaris leninis saxl-muzeumSi ulianovebis saxlSia moTavsebuli. 1890-93 wlebSi aq cxovrobdnen vladimer iliCi, dedamisi, Zma – miSa, debi: miSa da ana meuRliT – mark elizaroviTurT. imqveyniuri Zalebi muzeumSi pirvelad 1986 wels gamoCndnen – im wels Senobis remonti daiwyes da xmaurma, etyoba, sulebi gaaRviZa.

moCveneba aparatTan muzeumis gamgis kabineti meore sarTulzea. mis qveS, pirvel sarTulze, momsaxure personalis oTaxi. yoveldRe, rogorc ki ufrosi Sin wavidoda, qveviT telefoni iwyebda paraleluri aparatebisTvis damaxasiaTebel wikwiks, TiTqos kabinetidan viRac nomers krefda. pirvel xanebSi darajebi Tavqudmoglejilni arbodnen meore sarTulze, aRebdnen kabinets, iq ki aravin Canda. nel-nela yvela SeeCvia amas. mere moCvenebam taqtika Secvala: rogorc ki muzeumi daiketeboda, meore sarTulis oTaxebSi iwyebda seirnobas, xis SenobaSi ise mkafiod ismoda nabijebis xma, rom darajebi kvlav garbodnen Sesamowmeblad. moivlidnen yvela kuTxe-kunWuls, magram veravis poulobdnen, rogorc ki gavidodnen oTaxidan, kvlav atydeboda bakibuki...

meojaxe suli oTaxebSi seirnobiT rom guli ijera, moCvernebam saxlSi wesrigis damyareba moindoma: sabWoTa xelisuflebam gadawyvita, rom msoflio proletariatis beladis ojaxs `xorcieli saqmeebisaTvis~ ar eclebodao da leninis dis, anas da misi qmris sawolebi gaacalkeves, elizarovis sawols kabinetSi miuCines bina. suls ar moewona aseTi usamarTloba da yovel diliT muzeumSi muSakebs elizarovis sawoli aSlili an gadaadgilebuli xvdebodaT. rogorc ki anas oTaxSi qmris sawoli dadges, moCveneba damSvidda.

valodias – namcxvari, olgas yvavilebi

tradiciulad, vladimer iliCis dabadebis dReze dedamisi Rvezels acxobda. axlac, leninis dabadebis an gardacvalebis dRes, muzeumis muSakebs namcxvris surneli scemT. TanamSromlebi erTmaneTs ekiTxebian, vin moitana namcxvario. valodias dis, olgas gardacvalebis dRes, romelsac Zalian uyvarda mindvris yvavilebi, muzeumis darbazebSi SroSanis suni dgas... muzeumis TanamSromlebi SeeCvivnen yvelafers, magram ver gaurkveviaT, visi sulia dabinavebuli muzeumSi. Tumca, Zneli ar ariso, - amboben, - leninis neSti dRemde miwisTvis ar miubarebiaT da suli mosvenebas ver poulobso.

komsomolskaia pravda #14

cis gveleSapi

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90 wels mitanebul, welSi odnav mokakul iakob papas mxarze gade-buli Toxi yanaSi uoCaRad mihqonda... doqiT Rvinos gaiyolebda – TiTo ylups mosvamda da saRamomde muSaobda. arafris eSinoda – arc sicxis, asrc sicivis, arc Svilebis gajavrebisa – raRa dros Seni muSaobaa, Tavs nu gvWrio... mzis Casvlisas horizonti odnav Tu SewiTldeboda, meore dRes Sinidan ar gamodioda, mag cis siwiTlem zamTarSi didi Tovli icis, zafxulSi – qario. Tovls kidev ara uSavda, qars ki saTofeze ufrTxoda. dagmanavda fanjrebs da sanam horizonti isev ar gavardisfrdeboda, WuWrutanidanac ar gamoixedavda. sofelSi ambobdnen, qarma erTxel Zalian SeaSinao. magram rasac iakob papa im qarsa Tu qariSxalze hyveboda, mxolod bavSvebsa da mis tolebs TuRa gvjeroda. papa dagvayenebda xolme borcvze da joxiT gviCvenebda im adgils – age, iq videqi, didi kakali rom dgas. eg, me rom balRi viyavi, ase, TxuTmeti-oci wlis darguli iyo. ukve karga msxvili tani hqonda da miwidan ver amoTxara im dawyevlilmao... im dilas ferdobze Seufenia cxvari iakob papas. TviTon Txilis toti mouWria, kaklis Ziras wamowolila da stviris gamoTlas Sesdgomia. fara TavisTvis balaxobda. Castvenda da amostvenda Turme iakob papa, Tan cali Tvali cxvrisken eWira. xelgaRma yanaSi kaci Toxnida yanas. simindi ise tandabali yofila, rom mToxneli dasasveneblad rom miwveboda Turme, kargad Canda. SuadRisas dauZaxia: - ei, iakob, gamodi, puri vWamoTo... iakobs ufiqria, cxvars CrdilSi movagroveb da mere gaviqcevio... mourekavs erT adgilze da is iyo, unda gaqceuliyo, Camo-bnelda Turme. ise Camoluskumda, stviri xelidan gamivardao, - hyveboda iakob papa, - uecrad ucnauri suni movarda wvimisa, setyvisa, miwisa da kidev ra vici, risa da amas qaric mohyva. mohyva, daetaka miwas, axveta da saxeSi Semomayara. mivvardi da kakals Cavexute. mivade Tavi da... mebrZvis qariSxali, martymevinebs Tavs xeze. vfiqrob, an aq am xeze momklavs, an wamiRebs da kldes mimanarcxebs-neTqi. uecrad RmuiliviT gaisma... Sesazari, avi Rmuili... da neta ar daenaxa Cems Tvalebs. zustad iq, xevgaRma, kaci rom Toxnida, mis Tavze moqris raRac Savi, maxinji Rrubeli, moqris gveleSapiviT, ixveva, igrixeba, gahkivis... daeca kacs, itriala, iklakna, aixvita da gafrinda... gavixede kaci aRar aris. Tan ar autacia?! migrialebda is dawyevlili da Tan mihqonda... ucbad daikarga, Sav kudsaRa movkari Tvali... is kudic rom gailia, gamovida mze, ise, viTomc araferi yofiliyo, mxiolod xeebs aRar esxa foTlebi da aRarc Cemi cxvari iyo ferdobze – zogi sad gadaegdo im dawyevlils da zogi – sad... amoviyvaneT mere daxocilebi... movarda sawyali dedaCemi, ara sjeroda, cocxali rom viyavi. erT TveSi Zlivs momirCa am kakalze dasisxlianebuli xel-fexi. guli kidev dRemde ar momrCeniao, - gvetyoda iakob papa... is kaci aRar gamoCenila? – vkiTxavdiT... gagvijavrdeboda, - geubnebiT da daijereT, qaris moyvanilma gvele-Sapma Caylapao. amdeni wlis Semdeg isev dardobda iakob papa. im grigalis ambavi axlomaxlo soflebSi moxucebs isev axsovdaT, danarCenebi ki ambobdnen, is kaci xevSi gadavarda da mdinarem waiyolao...

ivlita bawaSvili

meordeba unda Sevamowmo bolo versia romelia

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miSel funkis kazusi

es SemTxveva iutas StatSi, solt-leik-sitiSi 1986 wlis 10 ivniss moxda. im dRes, SuadRisas, pam funki da misi Svilebi saxlTan axlos, mdinaris piras moTavsdnen, romelic mTel gzas Caudioda. pikniks ukve amTavrebdnen. pamma aRar icoda, rogor gamklaveboda bavSvebs. ucbad miSeli mdinareSi Cavarda. deda kivili daiwyo, yvela sasowarkveTili iyo, aqafebuli wyali saSualebas ar iZleoda, raime gaerCiaT. wylis nakadi iseTi swrafi da Zlieri iyo, ver Sexvidodi. pamma maSvelebi gamoiZaxa.

10 wuTis Semdeg kombinizonebSi Cacmuli xalxi mdinareSi Sevida miSelis saZebnelad, patara gogonas wona 8 kilograms ar aRemateboda. 30 wuTi gavida. maSvelebi verafers poulobdnen. 40 wuTi, meore mxares gadavidnen, romelsac mdinaris qveda dinebisaken miyavxar. paralelurad sxva maSvelebi muSaobdnen zemo mxares, wyls abunebdnen rezervuarebisken, romelic borcvis mwvervalze mdebareobda. 60 wuTi gavida, roca wylis donem cota daiwia, ucbad patara xeli gamoCnda. miSeli iq iyo, migdebuli did lodTan, wylis qveS. ar sunTqavda, guli aRar ucemda. miSeli praqtikulad mkvdari iyo.

maSvelebi mainc ise moiqcnen, TiTqos patara cocxali iyo. 15 wuTis Semdeg saswrafo daxmarebis manqaniT saavadmyofoSi mividnen. bavSvis klinikuri sikvdili daadastures. eqimma mSoblebi Tavis kabinetSi waiyvana da situacia auxsna. igi daJinebiT amtkicebda, rom bavSvis gacocxleba SeiZleboda; mSoblebs ar sjerodaT, eqimi bolti kvlav cdilobda maT darwmunebas. man miSelze scada iseTi operaciis Catareba, romelic SveicariaSi ukve ramdenjerme warmatebiT damTavrda. yovel saoperacio blokSi arsebobda sisxlis samoZrao aparati, romelsac pacientis sisxlis gasacieblad iyenebdnen. Sveicarielma eqimma alTosma ukve gamoiyena es aparati. magram boltma icoda, rom es eqsperimenti bavSvze arasdros gamouyenebiaT. mSoblebi daTanxmdnen. eqimma gaafrTxila, rom warmatebis SemTxvevaSic SeiZleboda miSeli iseTi aRar yofiliyo, rogorc adre, tvini seriozulad daziandeboda.

ramdenime wuTSi saoperacio blokis eqimebi saqmes Seudgnen.. patara gogonas gverdiT aparati gugunebda. sxeuli 22,4 aCvenebda. sisxli jer imave temperaturaze iyo, Semdeg 27 gradusamde adis, Semdeg ki - 29 gradusamde. nel-nela, magram progresulad miSelis sxeuli Tbeba. sisxlis aseTi brunva ukve imedia. cota xanSi temperatura 35 graduss aRwevs. male guliscemac SeniSnes. eqimi moiTxovs sisxlis gadasxmas. aranaeri eWvi aRar iyo, pulsi namdvilad isinjeboda. 37 gradusze guliscema regularuli gaxda. ori saaTis Semdeg TiTqmis mkvdari miSeli sicocxles daubrunda.

ufro gvian, saavadmyofos kuluarebSi deda tiroda. robert boldi iRimeboda da TeTr xalaTSi jorj kluns waagavda, satelevizio serialis “saswrafos” gmirs, rimlis erT epizods swored es faqti daedo safuZvlad: magram bolti gamxiarulebas mainc ver bedavda, mova miSeli gonebaze? iazrovnebs normalurad? am klinikuri sikvdilis Semdeg janmrTeli darCeba?

solt-leik sitiSi, mormonebis msoflio dedaqalaqSi – rogorc am regionis umravlesoba, pami da qristofer funkebi morwmuneebi arian. amitom araferia gasaocari, rom pami maSinve taZarSi wavida da pastors Txova locva-kurTxeva da yoveldRe loculobda Tavisi SvilisTvis. meore dRes gogonam Tvali gaaxila. erTi kviris Semdeg iRimeboda. sami

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kviris Semdeg ramodenime sityva warmoTqva, bolti ar eloda aseT swraf gamojanmrTelebas, rogor imuSavebs misi tvini? 8 kviris Semdeg miSeli dRiTi dRe laparaks umatebda da Cveulebriv, rogorc misi asakis bavSvi, gebulobda, rasac eubnebodnen, mis tvins aranairi seriozuli dazianeba ar etyoboda.

Svilis gamojanmrTelebis Semdeg pam funkma ganacxada: me vfiqrobdi, rom Cemi gogonas gacocxleba eqimi boltis CareviT moxda, magram axla darwmunebuli var, misi gadarCena Cvens rwmenas ukavSirdeba. es namdvili saswaulia, SeiZleba mxolod pragmatuli gonebebi ilaparakeben ase, am saocar Sansze, magram Cven mormonebi varT. SeuZlebelia ar vifiqroT, rom swored RmerTma gadaarCina Cveni Svili.

rogoric unda iyos TiToeuli adamianis religiuri rwmena, faqti, rom 2 wlis gogona, romelic civ mdinareSi Cavardnidan 70 wuTis Semdeg mkvdari ipoves, ori saaTis Semdeg ki sicocxles daubrunda, axsna-ganmartebas saWiroebs. Sveicarieli eqimebi komentars ukeTeben am faqts: es saswauli sami xelSemwyobi faqtoriT aixsneba, rac damokidebulia gogonas asakze: 1. misi sxeulis mcire zomam saSualeba misca saswrafo gacivebas, gayinul wyalSi misi temperatura Zalian swrafad daeca da miaRwia imas, rasac “mwvave hipoTermia” hqvia.

30 gradusis qvemoT, adamianis sxeulSi viTardeba dacvis specifikuri meqanizmebi. is iwyebs cxoveliviT zamTris Zils. guli iwyebs nela cemas. sxeulSi bioqimiuri reaqcia minimumamde mcirdeba. ujredebis mier haeris moxmareba mniSvnelovnad iwevs dabla. es faqti mTavaria, radgan saSualebas aZlevs tvins, kvlav imuSaos, magaliTi nacnobia. aiyvaneT adamiani quCaSi gulis SeteviT. misi tvini Tu ar aris “gamorecxili”, gadaitanx did zians. aiReT igive SemTxveva gayinul garemoSi. Tu sxeulis temperatura ecema, tvins SeuZlia dauzianeblad gaZlos 40 wuTi, zog SemTxvevaSi erTi saaTis ganmavlobaSic. SeuZlebelia patara gogonas sxeuli mkvdari yofiliyo, is sakmaod Seamcirebda funqcionirebas sakuTari rezervebis xarjze.

2. miSeli maSinve daixrCo? ara - pasuxoben Sveicarieli eqimebi. mas ubralod asfiqsia daemarTa. ar damxrCvala. wyali bolomde ar Sesula filtvebSi. es meore xelSemwyobi faqtoria, romelic agreTve gogonas asakTan aris dakavSirebuli. bavSvebi pirveli wlebis ganmavlobaSi floben curvis refleqss. roca iZirebian, ketaven saxmo iogebs, romlebic xels uSlian wylis filtvebSi SeRwveas. es cnobili fenomenia patara bavSvebSi. amas emateba fiziologiuri refleqsi. roca Jangbadis raodenoba amoiwureba, sxeuli axdens sisxlis gadasrolas sasicocxlo mniSvnelobis organoebisaken. ase SeZlo gogonam 70 wuTis ganmavlobaSi wylis qveS darCena, igi moixmarda im Jangbads, rac mis sisxlSi iyo.

3. miuxedavad am SeniSvnebisa, erTi ram naTelia, miSeli klinikurad mkvdari iyo. aSkaraa, rom misi tvini dazianda. rogor moxda, rom bavSvma tvinis funqcionirebis unari moipova. es gamojanmrTelebac kvlav misi asakiT aixsneba. saWiroa aixsnas, rogor funqcionirebs adamianis tvini. SeiZleba tvinis funqcionireba gadavides mxolod im nawilSi, romelic dauzianebelia, im pirobiT, Tu gamoviyeneT sarezervo ujredebi. es ujredebi saerTod, cxovrebis ganmavlobaSi kvdebian. es asakTan erTad xdeba. funqciebis aseTi gadatana sxva ujredebSi mxolod bavSvebis tvins SeuZlia. aranairi eWvi ar aris, rom miSelis tvinma gadaitana didi dartyma, magram ujredebis iseTi rezervi hqonda, rom dazianebuli tvinis funqciebi sxva nawilma aiRo Tavis Tavze.

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dRes miSeli 23 wlisaa. momRimari, lamazi, axalgazrda gogonaa. namdvili top modelia, bednieri da normaluri cxovreba aqvs. Tumca ubedurma SemTxvevam kvali mainc dautova. gogona nela laparakobs, daZabulia. am SemTxvevidan aranairi mogoneba aRar SemorCa. wylis winaSe aranair SiSs ar ganicdis, piriqiT, fantastikurad uyvars curva da kargi Sedegebic aqvs am sferoSi.

rogor warmoudgenia Tavisi momavali? “ar mgonia swavlisTvis viyo dabadebuli. Tumca medicinaSi minda muSaoba. mamaCemi kbilis eqimia, mec am specialobas veuflebi. masTan ukve mimuSavia zafxulis ardadegebze. Zalian miyvars aseTi saqmianoba, miyvars xalxTan kontaqti.” es Tema trialebs mudam miSelTan da mis mSoblebTan saubris dros. gogonas namdvilad sWirdeba iq muSaoba, sadac Tbili, adamianuri garemo mTavar rols asrulebs. TiTqos surs sxvebis guliscemasTan axlos darCes, guliscemasTan, romelic man kinaRam dakarga.

1. gWirdebaT Tu ara damatebiTi informacia am SemTxvevasTan dakavSirebiT?

2. miSelis SemTxveva rogor damTavrdeboda Cvens qveyanaSi rom momxdariyo?

3. am SemTxvevaSi ra faqtorma ganapiroba eqimebis saqcieli, ebrZolaT “gardacvlilis” gasacocxlebad: a. samedicino humanizmma; b. mecnierulma interesma; g. riskma, romelic zogjer amarTlebs?

4. samedicino personalis gadawyvetileba-daewyo reanimaciuli RonisZiebebi wminda samedicino mosazrebis garda, garkveulwilad ganpirobebuli xom ar iyo pacientis asakiT? ase moiqceodiT Tqven an isini avadmyofi asakovani rom yofiliyo?

5. Seicvala Tqveni warmodgena klinikuri sikvdilis gansazRvrebis mimarT? eTanxmebiT saxelmZRvaneloebSi arsebul ganmartebas, rom klinikuri sikvdilis maqsimaluri xangrZlivoba 5-6 wuTia?

6. Tqveni azriT, sad iwyeba sikvdili da sad mTavrdeba, risi deficitia is? sikvdili: samedicino, religiuri, eTikuri da samarTlebrivi poziciidan?

7. es SemTxveva xom ar aris seriozuli argumenti evTanaziis sawinaaRmdegod?

8. migaCniaT Tu ara sworad biologiuri sikvdilis kriteriumad “tvinis sikvdilis” dakanoneba?

meordeba mama sikvdilis Semdegac ar mtovebs marto . . .

ukve Svidi welia, Cems saxlSi ucnauri xmebi ismis, drodadro

wkarunebs jam-WurWeli, TiTqos viRac maniSnebs, rom marto ar var. Tavidan vfiqrobdi, Tagvi iqneba-meTqi. saTaguric ki davdgi, magram mere mivxvdi, vcdebodi.

am binaSi me da mamaCemi vcxovrobdiT. mama sul wuxda, rom dediserTaA viyavi, Tanac gasaTxovari, bedi ki ara da ar gamexsna. metyoda xolme: Seni dardi gamyveba, mSvidad ver davlev suls, Seni

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dardi gamyvebao. me Tavs vimarTlebdi, ase mirCevnia, vidre awewili ojaxi mqondes, Senc xom ici, Cemi SemosavliT Svilebs ver gavzrdi, dRes ki kacebi ar muSaoben, colebze arian damokidebulni, marto ufro mSvidad vicxovreb-meTqi. amas ki vambobdi, magram gulSi mec Zalian meSinoda. mama avadmyofobda, xelidan rom gamomcloda, sityvis mTqmeli aravin mrCeboda. mamaCemic dediserTa iyo da axlo naTesavebi ar gvyavda, dedaCemi ki, warmoSobiT ukraineli, ukve oci weli iyo, meore qmarTan erTad cxovrobda fineTSi da qarTvel Svilze didad ar iwuxebda Tavs. weliwadSi or-samjer Tu darekavda zrdilobisaTvis.

Svidi wlis win mama gardamecvala. maSin vifiqre, rom Cemi cxovrebac damTavrda. dakrZalvis meore dRes mamis suraTis pirispir marto darCenilma Tavi imdenad ubedurad vigrZeni, fanjriskenac ki gameqca Tvali, xom ar gadavvarde-meTqi. ai, maSin atyda samzareuloSi WurWlis raxaruxi. SevkrTi, netav ra unda iyos-meTqi. samzareuloSi gavvardi. iq aravin damxvda. adamians ar velodebodi, ufro Tagvi an kata megona...

axla rom vixseneb, xmauri swored maSin atydeboda xolme, roca me sasowarkveTili viyavi. TanamSromelma - ucxoplanetelebi xom ar modian SenTano. gamecina. ucxoplanetelebisa, momkali da, ar mjera.

SarSanwin Cemma mezobelma Tavisi naTesavi gamiriga. raRa dros Cemi gaTxovebaa, ormoci wlis qali var-meTqi, vifiqre, magram mere martoobis SiSma Tavisi qna da gadavwyvite, davTanxmebodi. im RamiT, kinaRam Weri Camomeqca. marto WurWeli ki ara, wignis karadac TiTqos zanzarebda. kedlebidan naxatebic Camocvivda, loginidan wamovvardi, Suqi avanTe da giJiviT daviwye oTaxebSi sirbili. TviTon ar vici, ratom daviZaxe: ra mogivida, mama!

Cemma sityvebma Tavadve SemaSina. maSin mivxvdi, rom mamas ar davutovebivar. amjerad ki raRac undoda eniSnebina. qorwinebaze instiqturad vTqvi uari. karga xnis mere gavige, rom is mezoblis naqebi naTesavi qurdi da yaCaRi yofila.

gavida wlebi. magram mamam ar mimatova. piriqiT, TiTqos ufro damiaxlovda. adre rom vumalavdi, raze vdardobdi, axla gulaxdilad vuyvebi yvelafers.

erTxel vcade es ambavi mezoblisTvis momeyola. eWvianad Semomxeda, mivxvdi, fiqrobda, gavgiJdi. axla aRaravis arafers vuambob. Tqven ki mxolod imitom gwerT, rom Zalian mainteresebs, romelime mkiTxvels xom ar ganucdia msgavsi ram, xom ar SeiZleba es erTaderTi SemTxveva iyos dedamiwis zurgze, roca sayvarel adamians gardacvlili marto ar tovebs.

meordeba winaTgrZnoba

samsaxurSi mimeCqareboda da dilauTenia gamovedi Sinidan. calke sicive da calke is, rom transporti TiTqmis ar moZraobda, dardad Semomawva gulze. ucxoelTa firmaSi vmuSaob da Cvens damqiravebels sul ar ainteresebs gacdenis mizezi, umal migixuravs kars. gaCerebaze bolTas vcemdi da manqanian nacnobebze vfiqrobdi - egeba romelimem gamoiaros da samsaxuramde mimiyvans-meTqi. xalxi kantikuntad dadi-oda quCaSi. Cems Soriaxlos erTi xnieri kaci gaCerda. isic transports eloda.

gavida aTiode wuTi. uceb gamaJrJola. ar vici, rogor gadmogceT es SegrZneba. bavSvobaSi xom SeuSinebixarT xvliks an ZaRls... gulma gamalebiT damiwyo cema. mimovixede, nabijis gadadgma gamiWirda

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da iqve, TovlSi Cavimuxle. is kaci, ramdenadac SeeZlo, gamoeqana Cemsken, mxarze xeli damado da – cudad xom ar xarTo? – mkiTxa. mxrebi aviCeCe. laparakis Tavi ar mqonda. is Cems gverdiT Camojda. -avad xarT? – gamimeora SekiTxva. -ara, axla raRac damemarTa... -mgoni, vici, rac gWirT, magas mec vgrZnob, - miTxra TiTqmis CurCuliT. ise Sevxede, rogorc aranormalurs, mimixvda. -etyoba, pirvelad igrZeniT es. erT dros mec TqvensaviT pirvelad dameufla es auxsneli SegrZneba.

mere da mere movlenebi erTmaneTs davukavSire da yvelafers mivxvdi. magas winaTgrZnoba hqvia. raRac moxdeba, - Tqva da amoioxra. mere mxarSi amomidga, - wamodi, cota iqiT gavideTo. avdeqi da ramdenime nabiji gadavdgi. jer kidev ar mjeroda Tanamosaubris fsiqikuri janmrTelobisa, magram irgvliv sxva aravin iyo, me ki, TiTqmis umweo mdgomareobaSi viyavi. -es adgili cudad aris damuxtuli, gavecaloT, - meubneboda da srial srialiT mimaqanebda.

is iyo, gunebaSi gavivle, am giJs xelidan unda davusxltde, Torem cudad iqneba Cemi saqme-meTqi, rom uknidan manqanis xma Semomesma. orive mivbrundiT, TeTri “opeli” iyo. uceb mocurda, dabzrialda, jer trotuarisaken gavarda, im adgils gadauara, me rom TovlSi vijeqi, mere isev trasaze datrialda... ase icura quCis meore mxaremde, iq ki did Wadars Seaskda. oriveni adgils movwydiT da manqanisaken gaveqaneT. kars veci, CaWedili iyo, meore mxridan im kacma gamoaRoO ukana kari da Tavi manqanis salonSi Seyo. telefoni Tu gaqvs, saswrafoSi darekeo, - gamomZaxa. telefoni jibeSi medo, magram ise vkankalebdi, jibidan ver amoviRe. mobrunda, telefonic amomiRo da dareka kidec. saswrafo rom movida da damtvreuli mZRoli sakaceze gadaiyvana (ro-gorc miTxres, gadarCebao, mxolod xel-fexi hqonda motexili), mec mosabrunebeli gavxdi... msgavsi stresi mSoblis gardacvalebis drosac ki ar mqonia.

ucnauri kaci gverdidan ar momSorebia da TiTqos Cems fiqrebs kiTxulobso, miTxra: -visi gadarCenac SegveZlo, gadavarCineT – Sen xom gixseniT sikvdilisgan... im mZRols verafers vuSvelidiT, avaria mainc moxdeboda... awi mainc xom daijereb, rom arsebobs winaTgrZnoba? ... davijereb, rogor ara... davijereb.

meordeba, es gasworebulia?axdenili saswauli

ubralo mokvdavnic xSirad vxvdebiT zeciuri saswaulebis Rirsi ise, rogorc es Cveni dRevandeli gmiris, giorgis, cxovrebaSi moxda:

-sofelSi vcxovrobT, coli adrianad SevirTe, magram Svili ar mogveca. eqimebi gvamSvidebdnen, - colsac da qmarsac yvelaferi wesrigSi gaqvTo, magram Cvens WerqveS ara da ar dairwa akvani.

2003 weli dgeboda. Cveni soflis Tavze tyeSi wavedi naZvis mosaWrelad. xSirad norCi xe momiWria da axla vwuxvar. aRar meeWveba, rom xeebic cocxlebi arian, adamianiviT stkivaT da uxariaT sicocxle...

Sevedi tyeSi. jer fiCxiT uremi kargad davtvirTe, mere Camovuare naZvis norC xeebs, rom saukeTeso da fumfula SemerCia...

SevarCie da najaxi moviqnie dasartymelad, rom majaSi autaneli tkivili vigrZeni, TiTqos basri daniT gadamiWres ZarRvebi. TvalT

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damibnelda da Cavimuxle... zanzalakebis wkriali momesma. Tavi avwie da davinaxe, rom totidan totze raRac arseba ki ar daxtoda, narnarad gadadioda. ciyvi megona da ar gamkvirvebia, magram wk-rialis xmas swored is gamoscemda moZraobisas da aman gamakvirva... ZlivZlivobiT wamovdeqi da uceb davinaxe, rom totebze ciyvi ki ar danarnarebda, ufro adamianis msgavsi sulieri, romelsac gamWvirvale frTebi hqonda. swored maTi rxevisas ismoda wkriali. bavSvobaSi gagonili mqonda – naZvis ezoSi dargva ar SeiZleba, ra-dgan mis totebSi angelozebi budoben da roca adamianis locva, an wyevla esmiT – “amins” ityvian, yvelaferi Seismineba da axdebao.

mivxvdi, swored naZvis angelozi gamomecxada da xe moWras gadaarCina. daCoqilma patieba vTxove, Sevfice, rom aRarasodes movWridi naZvs da arc Cemi sawuxari damviwyebia – gevedrebi, Svili gvaCuqe me da Cems cols-meTqi.

...male wkriali Sewyda. is ucnauri arsebac gaqra. naZvi aRar momiWria da 2003 wels mxolod mamaCemis gamoTlili CiCilakiT SevxvdiT...

es ambavi mxolod meuRles movuyevi. dideba ufals, Tu angelozis xilvis Rirsi gagxadao, - miTxra. saswaulis dasturi Cemi patara vaJkacia, romelic angelozTan Sexvedridan zustad 9 TveSi daibada – 2003 wlis oqtombris dasawyisSi.

Tu dabeWdavT Cems monaTxrobs, bevri aRar moWris albaT naZvs, anu angelozebs dedamiwaze agebul budeebs ar daungrevs da isinic aucileblad gvaCuqeben saswau-lso, - daasrula Txroba giorgim.

meordeba, es gasworebulia/rwmenis Zala

es ambavi didi samamulo omis dros moxda da Cemma moxucma bebiam miambo.

1942-43 wlebi idga. bebiaCemis didi ojaxi: misi didi babua, ded-mama, da-Zmebi da maTi mcirewlovani Svilebi erT patara sofelSi cxovrobdnen. susxiani zamTris erT avbediT dRes sofels germanelebi Seesivnen – saxlebs cecxli waukides, gareT gamocvenil xalxs ki avtomatebis jeri daayares. rogorc ki sofelSi codvis kalo datrialda, didma babuam kedlidan mowiwebiT Camoxsna xis jvari, ubeSi Camala, ojaxis wevrebi saxlidan gaiyvana da iqve mdgar sabZelSi SeuZRva. jvari kedelze miamagra, daiCoqa da danarCenebsac ubrZana, misTvis miebaZaT. mTeli ojaxi sityvis Seubruneblad daemorCila. maSin babuam 90-e fsalmunis kiTxva daiwyo da danarCenebsac aniSna, igive gaekeTebinaT. ase muxlmoyrili idga mTeli ojaxi gayinul miwaze sabZe-lSi, romelsac cecxlis enebi jer ar miswvdomoda da fsalmuns xmamaRla kiTxulobda.

gareT srolis, daWrilebis kvnesisa da jer kidev cocxlad darCenilebis sazareli moTqma ismoda. sul ufro Zalumad tkarcalebda cecxlis enebi da male mTeli sofeli erTian, uSvelebel koconad iqca. nel-nela miwyda kvnesa-godebisa da avtomatebis jeris xma, aRarc Tovli WraWunebda faSistebis naliani Ceqmebis qveS... babua da misi ojaxi garindebuli ganagrZobda fsalmunis kiTxvas, Tumca sabZelSi ukve saSineli kvamli idga.

nel-nela sazarelma mdumarebam daisadgura garSemo da sabZlis nacrad qceuli kedlebi Camoiqca. Sig myofni ki srulebiT uvneblad gadarCnen. mlocvelebs verc tyvia miswvda, verc kvamlma moaSTo da germanelebmac ise datoves iqauroba, darwmunebuli iyvnen, Ze-xorcieli aRar iyo cocxali.

gadarCenilebi pirqve daemxnen da RmerTs madloba Seswires. Semdeg babuam nacari gadaqeqa da iqidan amoRebuli jvari, romelic

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arc ki Sesrutuliyo, kvlav ubeSi Seinaxa. mere ki ojaxianad datova gadamwvari sofeli, sadac weraqvica da baric ki aRar moiZebneboda, rom daRupulebisaTvis saerTo saflavi mainc gaeTxaraT.

mas Semdeg bebiaCemi mudam Tan atarebda yelze tyavis TasmiT Sebmul 90-e fsalmuns da roca sikvdilis Jamma mouwia, igi Tan gaatanes samaradiso sasufevelSic...

meordeba, es gasworebulia/ pozneris gadacema “Если”

genetikuri informacia SeiZleba gamoyenebul iqnas ara marto racionalurad, aramed iracionaluradac. ramdenime wlis win popularuli teleprogramis “Если” erT-erT siuJetSi, romelic pozners mihyavda, ganxiluli iyo situacia, romelic samedicino-genetikuri informaciis konfidencialobis darRvevis Sedegad warmoiSva. raionuli gazeTis korespondentma adgilobrivi ekologiis problemebisadmi miZRvnil statiaSi, gvauwya, rom erT-erTi soflis mkvidrs bavSvi – “mutanti” gauCnda. Tumca dedis saxeli moxseniebuli ar iyo, magram, ramdenadac am sofelSi bolo dros mxolod erTi bavSvi daibada, faqtiurad informaciis gamomJRavneba moxda. sityva “mutanti” daRad daaCnda bavSvs da mTel ojaxs, ramac maT mimarT TanasoflelTa mtruli ganwyoba da socialuri izolacia gamoiwvia. msgavsi koleqtiuri agresiisaTvis, romelic mimarTulia memkvidreobiT daavadebuli pacientisa da misi ojaxis wevrebisadmi, araviTari racionaluri safuZveli ar arsebobs. ar SeiZleba, mxedvelobaSi ar miviRoT crurwmenaTa saSiSroeba, romelic gvarovnul urTierTobebTan (“sisxlis yivilTan”) da memkvidreobaze mcdar warmodgenebTan aris dakavSirebuli. genetikuri diagnozi SeiZleba bavSvs da mis ojaxs daRad daaCndes da maTi socialuri diskriminaciis safuZvlad iqces.






meordeba, es gasworebulia/ cnobierebis fenomeni

1978 w. volgogradSi erT mamakacs mexi daeca. eqimebma igi sikvdils Zlivs gadaarCines. gons mosuli pacienti ki, moulodnelad, sam ucxo enaze - frangulad, inglisurad da germanulad alaparakda. rogorc gairkva, mas saSualo ganaTleba hqonda miRebuli da arc arasodes uswavlia romelime ucxo ena.

tulaSi avtoavariis Sedegad mZRoli tvinis Zlieri dazianebiT saavadmyofoSi moaTavses. eqimebs misi gadarCenis araviTari imedi ar

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hqondaT. man ki narkozidan gamosvlis Semdeg uceb goeTes “faustis” kiTxva daiwyo, ramdenime saaTis Semdeg ki gamarTuli germanuliT alaparakda.

1952 wels iugoslaviaSi insultgadatanilma gogonam Sumerul enaze daiwyo laparaki.

moskovSi xuTi wlis biWma, romelmac wesierad rusulic ki ar icoda jer, meningitis gadatanis Semdeg marTlac rom saswauli Caidina. tkbileulis sayidlad supermarketSi Sesulma mama-Svilma Cinel gamyidvels miaSura. moulodnelad biWi gamyidvels Cinurad daelaparaka. mcire saubris Semdeg gamyidvels damtvreuli rusuliT ukiTxavs – ase sufTad Cinuri sad Seaswavle Sens Svilso. eqimebma mogvianebiT mamas ase auxsnes es fenomeni – bavSvma tvinze Zlieri travma gadaitana, “miZinebuli” ujredebi gacocxlda da bavSvi winaparTa enaze alaparakda.

msgavsi faqtebi leningradis fsiqologiis institutis TanamSromlebma Semdegnairad axsnes – tvini unikaluri organoa. aseTi travmebis Tu avadmyofobebis Semdeg adamianebi iseT enebzec ki iwyeben laparaks, romlebic odesme SemTxveviT mousmeniaT. tvini yurmokrulsac mSvenivrad imaxsovrebs. germaniis fsiqiatriuli institutis direqtorma skotma ase axsna es movlenebi – tvinis fenomeni jer kidev bolomde ar aris Seswavlili da axsnili. paralelurad RvTis saswaulebi, genetika da miTologiac unda gaviTvaliswinoTo.

meordeba, es gasworebulia/ ucnauri winaswarmetyveli Tu reinkarnacia

indoeli wmindanis Sri sati sai babas saxeli mTel msoflioSia cnobili. “Taimsma” mas am bolo aswleulis “yvelaze saocari wmindani”uwoda. misi popularoba usazRvroa.

sati sai babas dabadebidanve ucnauroba dahyva – zewrebis qveS, romelzec axalSobeli daawvines, kobra mokalaTebuliyo. indusTa rwmeniT, es niSnavs, rom bavSvi romeliRaca salocavTan aris dakavSirebuli.

baba gamoirCeoda Tanatolebisagan. misi Tanaklaselebi xSirad hyveboden saocrebebze, romelsac is sCadioda. magaliTad, carieli CanTidan xils, tkbileulobasa da saTamaSoebs gaaCenda; Tu vinme avad iyo, maTTvis himalais samkurnalo balaxebs amoacurebda. 14 wlisa mixvda, rom indoeTSi friad pativsacemi wmindanis sai Sirdis rei-nkarnacia iyo. 1928 wels, sikvdilis win, Sirdim iwinaswarmetyvela, rom kvlav daibadeboda, oRond axla indoeTis samxreTSi. xalxs Rrmad swams, rom man Seasrula dapireba da sati sai babas sxeulSi Casaxlda.

1940 wels babam mSoblebs gamoucxada, Cemi adgili ojaxSi ar ariso da qadageba daiwyo. visTvis ra unda eswavlebina norC ymas, magram misi piriT sai Sirdi laparakobda. misi gardasaxvis faqts bevri adasturebda. avstralielma mkvlevarma e. miurim, romelmac wigni dawera babas Sesaxeb, aseTi magaliTi moiyvana: erTma moxucma qalma, romelic Sirdis kargad icnobda, sTxova, -- darCi da sulieri maswavlebeli gaxdio, magram wmindanma uari uTxra, -- axla ara. me kidev moval am qveynad da maSin dagimo-wafebo. rodesac qalma gaigo, viRac biWuna Tavis Tavs Sirdis

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gansaxierebas uwodebda, dauyonebliv gaeSura misken. mivida da gverdiT daujda. biWma ki wynarad hkiTxa, -- moxvedi, Svilo Cemo? Seaxsena, Sen Cemi 16 rupia gmarTebso da RimiliT daumata, -- amas mxolod imitom geubnebi, rom namdvilad daijero, rom sai Sirdi varo.

sai baba unikalur qirurgiul operaciebsac akeTebs aramarto cxadad, aramed sizmarSic. Sedegi – sruli gamojanmrTelebaa. arCens ukurnebeli seniT daavadebulT, kiTxulobs adamianis azrebs... da es yvelaferi foto da telekamerebiTaa dafiqsirebuli. xandaxan bavSviviT erToba – qvebs kanfetebad aqcevs, vardis kokors – almasad, ubralo rkinas – briliantad... da rac mTavaria, gasamrjelos ar iRebs, piriqiT, iqiT exmareba gaWirvebulebs.

bevr dasavlel mecniers ar sjeroda misi Zalis., ambobdnen, – indoeTi cnobilia mefokuseebiT, masobrivi hipnoziorebiT da iogebiTo. didi kvleva-Ziebis Semdeg sai babas TaRliTobis veraferi aRmouCines.

sai baba yvela religias scems pativs. ambobs, am qveynad xelmeored axali religiis Sesaqmnelad ar movsulvar, aramed RmerTTan pirdapiri gzis aRsadgenado.

...suraTidan iRimeba wiTelkabiani, msuqani adamiani. es sai babaa. idumali pirovneba, romelic saswaulebs axdens, saswaulebs, romelic mxolod ucxoplanetelebs Tu SeeZlebaT.

iqneba swored erTi maTgania igi?!

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