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Wfn Obiieh Kesus

Ay `ew stuhe`ts mt \nutf Fbgf were m gbct nc gnnh`ess m`hhele`ly. B lmiieh tfea ay dbg du`lf nc demutbcui wbihfflnwers. B wrnte

m tfm`o ynu `nte tn Gnh n`iy hmys mcter mrrbvb`g b` tfmt ln`hea`eh

pimle. B o`ew Gnh fmh `ntfb`g tn hn wbtf tfe lbrluastm`les nc ay

rele`t hbspimleae`t, nr tfe teras nc ay `ew pu`bsfae`t.

Wbihfflnwers grnw everywfere m`h dy tfebr `mture dinna m`h

hbe b` tfe smae spnt. N`iy fflnwers lmugft b` tfe tfrnes nc m vbnie`t

stnra mre tnr` mpmrt, tfebr petmis slmttereh tn tfe wb`h. Ab`e were tfe

slmtterehslmttereh crna tfe wmr-tnr` im`hs nc \nutfemst Msbm. Wfbie

cnr anst nc tfese lfbihre` tfe fflbgft tn smcety degm` b` Sbet`ma, tfey

were knb`eh n` tfebr exnhus dy ntfers crna Imns m`h Lmadnhbm.

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B fmh `nt yet ve`tureh aulf pmst ay Emst-sbhe slfnnis. B

mssuaeh \nutf aem`t snutf nc tfe lbty, anre ln`servmtbve, anre

reibgbnus.

\tmte \treet, hnw`tnw`, Zmyam`, \pe`ler b`cnraeh ae.

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ay `mae n` tfe dimlodnmrh.

Feiin. Ay `mae bs Ar. Zmyam`. Weilnae tn ay limss.

B o`ew tfe ntfer temlfers wnuih de hnb`g tfe smae. We were

prepmrb`g nur fnaes cnr m`ntfer yemr nc slfnni. Mcter B `bsfeh, B smt

qubetiy b` tfe spmle, stmrb`g mt ay `mae. Wfmt lnuih de detter tfm`

gnb`g tn slfnni>

***

Xfe `ext hmy, B we`t rst tn b`trnhule ayseic tn tfe prb`lbpmi,

Hr. \abiey.

Fe wms tfe dest sabier nc tfea mii. Every hmy, Hr. \abiey

lmae tn slfnni, bt seeaeh, kust tn sabie, m pure sabie, m sweet sabie,

`n sabros, `n s`bloers, `nt eve` grb`s, dut m cuii-n` sabie, m lnapiete

sabie. Fe sabieh mii hmy in`g. Fe we`t fnae sabib`g. Ms cmr ms B lnuih

teii, tfmts mii fe hbh.

Xfe` B we`t tn aeet tfe `ew mssbstm`t prb`lbpmi. B wbii lmii fba

Ar. Teh.

B` tfe \mit Imoe Lbty \lfnni Hbstrblt, bc ynu lm`t fmlo bt ms

m temlfer, tfey prnante ynu tn mhab`bstrmtnr. B tfb`o tfe aem`est

mhab`bstrmtnrs were se`t tn \nutf Fbgf. B wn`her bc tfe aem`est

gumrhs b` tfe @mzb wnro lmaps were se`t tfere delmuse tfey were aem`

nr delmuse tfey were kust useiess, nr dntf.

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B cnu`h Ar. Teh min`e b` fbs ncle. U`iboe Hr. \abieys lrnwheh

ncle hnw` tfe fmii, Ar. Tehs ncle wms eapty. Xfere were `n ntfer

temlfers b` Ar. Tehs ncle tn smy gnnh anr`b`g. Wfe` B e`tereh Ar.

Tehs reh-lmrpeteh ncle, B smw fbs squb`ty eyes gimrb`g mt ae. M dmh

ceeib`g fflmsfeh b` ae, iboe `hb`g ynurseic b` m hmro miiey mt `bgft cmr

crna fnae.

B gmtfereh ms aulf fuabibty ms B lnuih auster mt tfmt anae`t,

tnno m heep dremtf, m`h hbh tfe rnutb`e.

Feiin, sbr. B ma snrry B absseh ynu yesterhmy. Wfe` B `bsfehwbtf ay rnna, B lmae dy tn see ynu, dut ynu were gn`e.

Fe wnre m reh kmloet m`h m reh tbe tfmt limsfeh wbtf fbs reh-pb`o

cmle. B cnu`h nut imter, fe hrnve m dbg reh trulo m`h ibveh n` Tehwnnh

Tnmh. B tfb`o ynu wnuih mgree, fe wms m reh`elo. Xfere bs n`iy n`e wmy

tn hemi wbtf reh`elos.

B gmve fba ay dest stnlo Namr \fmrbc, Mrmdbm` mlle`t. Annse

lmiieh bt tfe Zersbm` Zurr. Bt bs ln`he`t, sanntf m`h liemr, wbtfswnnpb`g tn`mibty, tfe Fniiywnnh-bamgb`eh sn`g nc tfe lmrpet seiiers,

lmaei lmiiers m`h Mrmdbm` sfebos. Bt lm` de hbsmrab`g cnr tnugf Utmf

dnys, espelbmiiy tfe n`es wfn rmreiy femr cnrebg` mlle`ts exlept n` XS.

B ma anst piemseh tn aeet ynu.

B smbh bt wbtf m revere`le mllnrheh n`e b` tfe Tnymi Lnurt nc

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Lyrus tfe Gremt.

Bt wnroehcnr m seln`h. Fe mianst amhe eye ln`tmlt wbtf ae.

B hbh`t o`nw B `eeheh ynur perabssbn` tn iemve, fe smbh

`miiy.

@ble knd, Namr! smbh tfe ibttie drnw` dny. Xeii Dbiiy Dnd tn

sfnve bt wfere tfe su` hn`t sfb`e. B hmre ym.

Xfe ibttie drnw` dny degm` tmu`tb`g ae.

Ar. Teh degm` tn dur`. Fbs cmle delmae cuii nc m`ger, amyde

eve` fmtreh. Fe npe`eh fbs anutf u`wbiib`giy.

Wfe` hn ynu gn dmlo tn ynur lnu`try>

Exluse ae> wms mii B lnuih smy.

Ar. Teh sinwiy stnnh up m`h degm` innob`g mt ae b` m wmy

B fmh `ever see` m`yn`e hn decnre. B wms fnihb`g ay slfehuie. Fe

s`mtlfeh bt crna ay fm`h.

Xfb`gs fmve lfm`geh. Rnu fmve m `ew slfehuie.

Xfere wms `nt m sfreh nc lbvbibty b` fbs am``er. B innoeh defb`h

ae, fnpb`g cnr m wbt`ess.

Fe stmrteh pu`lfb`g m`h pusfb`g n` m `nbsy eieltrbl typewrbter

wfbie B stnnh tfere tryb`g tn guess wfmt fe wms hnb`g.

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Fbs cmle fmh dee` pmsty wfbte wfe` B rst wmioeh b`. Bt fmh

tur`eh pb`obsf wfe` fe smw ae. @nw, bt prnleeheh tn lrbasn`, rudy,

m`h `miiy, drbgft reh.

Cnr m seln`h, B wms sure fe wnuih delnae eadmrrmsseh dy fbs

defmvbnr. Wfetfer sfe wms hemh nr mibve, tfbs guy fmh tn fmve m antfer.

\bx pius sbx pius sbx pius sbx> Bt fms m `ble rb`g tn bt, hn`t ynu

tfb`o> fe smbh wbtf m lrueity tntmiiy vnbh nc m`y fuam`bty.

Ar. Teh relnapnseh fbs cmle tn inno anre serbnus.

B useh tn de m amtf temlfer ayseic. \bx, sbx, sbx bs m very

pnwercui `uader, pius, trust ae, ynuii mpprelbmte gettb`g m ibttie

exerlbse detwee` limsses.

Fm, fm, ynure sn culob` cu``y, B cnrgnt tn imugf, smbh tfe ibttie

drnw` dny. Amyde ynu remiiy mre tfe M`tblfrbst, dny.

Bt bs miwmys fmrh tn o`nw wfmt tn hn b` sulf sbtumtbn`s.

B iect fbs ncle. Xfere wms `n se`se b` stm`hb`g tfere tmiob`g tn

m lnih, reh stn`e.

B ln`sbhereh ay nptbn`s. Fmvb`g rele`tiy hestrnyeh m`h

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hbgesteh ay rst cnrami reprbam`h, B rekelteh tfe bhem nc lnapimb`b`g.

B hbh`t wm`t tn gbve m`yn`e remsn` tn gn innob`g cnr tfe soeietn`s

`nw abssb`g crna ay persn`mi ie b` tfe hbstrblt ncle. B fmh dee`

se`te`leh. Fe fmh ay `uader ms bt were. Ay tehbnus mhve`ture mt

\nutf Fbgf fmh degu`.

Mlleptb`g ay cmte, B wmioeh dmlo tn ay rnna. Ay m`ger degm`

tn grnw. B ermseh ay `mae crna tfe dnmrh m`h gmtfereh ay tfb`gs tn

iemve. N` ay wmy nut tfe hnnr, B lfbihbsfiy lrm`oeh tfe iemoy cmulet

dmlo n` cuii speeh m`h wmioeh nut, iemvb`g tfe hnnr npe` defb`h ae. B

fnpeh tfe wfnie hma` dubihb`g wnuih de fflnnheh. B tfnugft mdnut ay

nih duhhy Annse. Fe lnuih fmve feipeh ae tnrlf tfe hma`eh pimle.Xfmt wms m Crbhmy. An`hmy wms tfe rst hmy nc limsses.

***

Xfe slfnni fmh m tfnusm`h eapty limssrnnas m`h u`e`hb`g

abies nc hmro, ginnay, lnih fmiis serveh dy n`iy cnur samii restrnnas.

Ay rst limssrnna wms pmb`teh husoy. Xfe seln`h rnna wms

hb`gy. Xfe` B fmh tn anve tn m pmie, sbivery n`e. Xfe cnurtf wms grbzziy

m`h tfe ctf wms pmb`teh iemhe`. B `bsfeh tfe hmy b` m sanoy lfmrlnmi

rnna b` tfe `ebgfdnrfnnh nc m sanoy dur`b`g cur`mle.

Tusf b`, temlf, fustie tn tfe `ext limss. Mii hmy msle`hb`g,

hesle`hb`g, n` tfe wb`g. Bt wms fmrh tn mllept sulf petty tremtae`t

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crna sulf m petty, ibttie am`. M lruei m`h pnwercui wmrhe` nc m imrge,

lnih, reh-drblo, anstiy eapty slfnni wbtf e`hiess fmiiwmys ib`eh wbtf

eapty leiis. M`h B wms bts n`iy prbsn`er.

Deb`g e`linseh dy hemh-lninreh wmiis mii hmy gmve ae m very

serbnus mbiae`t. Ay hnltnr smbh bt wms m lninr helbe`ly. Xfere wms `n

o`nw` pfmramleutblmi reaehy cnr tfbs amimhy yet, n`iy fnaenpmtfbl

n`es. B wnuih gn fnae m`h wmtlf lninr XS mt `bgft. N` weeoe`hs B

wnuih pmb`t tfe wmiis nc ay fnuse gnihe`-yeiinw, nrm`ge m`h vbniet.

Xfe reh-cmleh mssbstm`t prb`lbpmi wnuih `nt lrusf ae. B dnugft m yeiinw

lmr.

***

Crna limss tn limss, B lmrrbeh m imrge dnx wbtf ay amterbmis,

fnaewnro, tests, m`h textdnnos, pmst rnws nc eapty limssrnnas, hnw`

`ever-e`hb`g fmiis. B gnt tn aeet anst nc tfe temlfers tfbs wmy. B pmsseh

n` aessmges m`h aeans, m``nu`leae`ts m`h selrets, pmylfelos m`h

mpningbes, gmuhy, drbgft, gmy, pmrty b`vbtmtbn`s m`h gnssbp. B lmae tn

o`nw anre mdnut wfmt we`t n` b` tfmt slfnni tfm` tfe penpie wbtf

prb`lbpmi b` tfebr tbtie.

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B` tfe ebgftbes, `b`ety perle`t nc tfe temlfers b` tfe hbstrblt

were teapie-wnrtfy Imtter Hmy \mb`ts. Xfe rmtbn wms exmltiy tfe

nppnsbte mt \nutf Fbgf. Xfe n`iy mltbve Anran`s mt \nutf Fbgf

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were Hr. \abiey m`h Ar. Teh. Xfe cew ntfer Anran`s mt tfe slfnni

were temlfers. Dut, iboe us, tfey fmh snae snrt nc hecelt, wfblf amhe

eve` tfea snaewfmt u`hesbrmdie. Zerfmps tfey hbh `nt fmve m teapie

relnaae`h nr amyde tfey fmh dee` se`t fnae hurb`g tfebr abssbn`.

Hr. \abiey m`h Ar. Teh were dntf retur`eh abssbn`mrbes. Xfey

weilnaeh m`y nppnrtu`bty tn reteii stnrbes nc tfebr severmi yemrs nc

spremhb`g tfe gnspei, emlf tbae wbtf anre seic-revere`le. Bt reab`heh

ae nc m X-sfbrt B fmh see`. Bt smbh Xfe niher B get, tfe detter B wms.

B wnuih smy anst nc tfe cmluity aeaders b` tfe hbstrblt wereAnran` m`h amrrbeh.

B wms truiy bapresseh dy tfe sbze nc ay lniiemgues cmabibes.Am`y nc ay lniiemgues

fmh cnur nr ve lfbihre` dy tfe mge nc tfbrty. B fmh see`reprnhultbn` n` sulf m

slmie b` pnnr Ausiba `ebgfdnrfnnhs b` Brm`. Dut b` Brm`, tfey

were pnnr b` spbte nc

tfe cmabiy sbze. Fere, tfey were pnnr delmuse nc cmabiy sbze. B`dntf lmses, imrge

cmabibes mre m sbg` nc reibgbnus hevntbn` m`h ndehbe`le.

Xfe cew u`amrrbeh temlfers were retur`eh abssbn`mrbes mdnut

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tn get amrrbeh. \b`gie ae` were espelbmiiy suspelt. Deb`g drnw`-

sob``eh wbtf m` mlle`t mhheh up tn m lnadb`mtbn` nc pnssbdbibtbes snae

nc ay lniiemgues were u`mdie tn resbst. \nae ceit m persn`mi, spbrbtumi

huty tn cuiiy expinre tfnse pnssbdbibtbes. Crna heep b`sbhe tfebr wbihest

bamgb`mtbn`s, bhems were dnr` tfmt lmae dmlo tn ae b` tfe cnra nc

ruanrs m`h gnssbp. Ntfers ceit m heep lbvbl respn`sbdbibty tn cmlbibtmte

cnrami hbslussbn`s n` tfe sudkelt b` tfe temlfers inu`ge. Wfmtever

wnuih lnapei m perceltiy femitfy am` tn he`y Gnhs wbii weii b`tn fbs

tfbrtbes>

Xfe u`uttereh questbn` wms miwmys Wfmts wrn`g wbtf fba>

B`sbstb`g B wms `nt gmy se`t tfebr linbstereh ab`hs b`tn eve` hmroerpimles.

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Ms cnr ay u`hesbrmdie lniiemgues, tfe ntfer nutlmsts> N`iy tfe

dest. Xfey were anre prncessbn`mi, hevnteh m`h fmrhwnrob`g tfm` mt

ay prevbnus slfnnis. Xfere were ve slfnni lnu`seinrs; twn sibas, twn

piuaps, n`e m imhy gmy. \fe wms tfe dest nc mii. Xfey lmiieh tfeaseives

tfe znnoeepers! Mt iemst fmic tfe cmluity were ab`nrbtbes; dimlo, Fbspm`bl

m`h Maerblm` B`hbm`. Xfe ntfer fmic, tfe M`gin-Maerblm` fmic, were

tfere delmuse tfey were gmy m`h recuseh tn stmy b` tfe linset.

Crna tfe degb``b`g, B wms strulo dy tfe prncessbn`mibsa m`h

wnro etfbl nc ay `ew lniiemgues. Xfey were `nt u`hesbrmdie b` tfe

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Xfe` fer inver wmioeh b`. Mii B smw were iegs. B wbpeh tfe

pnssbdbibty nc hrnni crna ay anutf.

\fes ab`e, Abss Kbii wfbspereh b` ay emr.

Abss Kbii tur`eh nut tn de m ibcein`g crbe`h.

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Abss Kmlqueib`e misn delmae m ibcein`g crbe`h. \fe wms m fbstnry

temlfer.

Fer rst questbn` wms, Fnw hn iboe ynur `ew prb`lbpmi>

Hr. \abiey> B repibeh smrhn`blmiiy.

Abss Kmlqueib`e durst nut imugfb`g.

Hbh ynu gbve fba tfmt `mae, Zmyam`>

Weii, fmve ynu ever see` Ar. \u`sfb`e wbtf m`y ntfer

expressbn`>

Fe wms b` ay hrema imst `bgft, B tnih Abss Kmlqueib`e. Fe

wms stm`hb`g min`e b` fbs ncle. Bt wms `bgft. Xfe slfnni wms eapty m`h

hmro m`h fe wms sabib`g. Fbs teetf lmst demas nc ibgft b`tn tfe fmiiwmy.

Bt wms m strm`ge hrema.

B o`nw, sfe smbh b` m` u`herstm`hb`g tn`e.

\abib`g bs m hemhiy serbnus tfb`g b` tfbs tnw`.

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Hn ynu o`nw wfy, Zmyam`> Abss Kmlqueib`e tnno m in`g

dremtf.

Delmuse tfey mre tfb`ob`g mdnut tfebr cuture b` Zmrmhbse> B

msoeh, mtteaptb`g tn amb`tmb` tfe fbgfer grnu`h n` tfe smrlmsa aeter.

Weii, yes, mltumiiy, smbh Abss Kmlqueib`e. \naetfb`g iboe tfmt.

B wms obhhb`g. Wfy hn tfey sabie sn aulf>

Mllnrhb`g tn inlmi trbdmi wbshna, sabib`g bs m reffleltbn` nc

ynur linse`ess tn Gnh m`h m` b`hblmtbn` nc n`es ln`he`le nc fbs nr

fer rnie b` tfe mcteribce.

M`h mii tfbs tbae, B kust tfnugft tfey were remiiy fmppy, B smbh.

B fmh `n bhem trmveib`g tfese hmro fmiis wnuih serve sn weii,

mhhb`g tn ay n`gnb`g ehulmtbn` m`h b`tegrmtbn`. Ar. Tehs kbfmh

mgmb`st ae ybeiheh baaemsurmdie gbcts hurb`g ay yemrin`g se`te`le.

Ay lniiemgues were `nt mvermge temlfers. Xfey were gremt m`h ob`h

penpie, emr`est pfbinsnpfers m`h madbtbnus stuhe`ts nc ibce. \tbii, B wms

sblo m`h tbreh nc tfe fuabibmtbn`, m`h B wm`teh m reguimr slfehuie m`h

ay nw` limssrnna.

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Man`g tfe qumiblmtbn`s cnr deb`g u`hesbrmdie, ay pimle nc

dbrtf elibpseh tfea mii.

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Emlf `bgft decnre B we`t tn deh, B msoeh Gnh tn tur` ae b`tn m

gmy am` nr m trm`svestbte. B wnuih fmppbiy delnae m iesdbm` bc bt wnuih

aem` snae respelt m`h m hele`t limssrnna. B ln`sbhereh gnb`g tn tfe

amtfeamtbls am` wbtf m `ew stnry.

B cnrgnt tn teii ynu, B ma m Kew. N`e nc ay emriy cnrecmtfers

feipeh Anses lfbsei tfe Xe` Lnaam`hae`ts. B ayseic obiieh Kesus m

cew hmys mgn. Xfe pnible mre innob`g cnr ae. @nw, amy B piemse fmve m

limssrnna nr mt iemst m anre remsn`mdie slfehuie, amyde n`e n`iy

ms fuabibmtb`g ms n`e tfe gmys m`h iesdbm`s fmve> Nr hn ynu hbsiboe tfe

trm`svestbtes anst> B lnuih eve` ibve wbtf tfebr slfehuie.

@n wmy tfe reh stn`e wnuih lfm`ge fbs samii ab`h.

***

\nae cnugft tn oeep tfe slfnni npe`. Xfey lmiieh tfe slfnni

superb`te`he`t De`btn Aussnib`b. Hr. De``et wm`teh tn sfut hnw`

\nutf Fbgf, perbnh.

Amy = We lrbeh duloets. We fuggeh

emlf ntfer m tfnusm`h tbaes. Innters mrrbveh crna mii mrnu`h tfe

lbty. Everytfb`g b` tfe dubihb`g, cur`bture, dnnos, dmiis, teievbsbn`s,

teiepfn`es, m`h mii tfe iectnver ku`o, everytfb`g wms snih cnr m hniimr

nr twn. Xfe penpie iect defb`h m liuttereh, eapty, lnih dubihb`g. Xfe

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