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,ufi gbhhbho

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t/ v,uugsu, zu eaurv go mhui huovhTrmhhy ak ttnu"r/

ufnsucr fnv pgnho: t; gk phakfturv vut gbhi pryh vahhl re tkh_vbv bux; kzv agmo vgucsv ahvushobtxpho hjs )kthzu nyrv a,vhv( fcrnvuuv gbhi fkkh' vrh cbsui shsi' hTrmhhyak ttnu"r' vrh zv nkf,jhkv gbhi vahhltk vfkk/ afi' vxhcv )csrl vycg( kvgsrtrhfu, hnhu' vh,v gcus,u cachk vfkk'acdkkv btxr uvudkv uxck ghbuhho fuw' afkzv dro )csrl vycg( kvx,keu,u kpbh znbu/

ucpry anxhr, bpau cnshbv vvht gkvjze, vhvsu, fuw vchtv phru, uphrh-phru, gs vhuo vzv' ucpayu, _ hvushokunsh ,urv uaunrh nmuv cjhh huo-huo'nckh vcy gk vnmc vaurr cnshbv vvht)nzni vvut gs vhuo vzv( cear ks,/

c/ h,hrv nzu:

tphku chvusho tku akt vmkhj kvaphggkhvo ahhgau aunrh ,urv unmuv)cnhkuto( cpugk _ ehhn, vapg,u ak cgkvhTrmhhy' upugk, pguk,v ctupi bmjh/

fh nmhtu,u vtnh,h, ak tha vhartkhvrh vht ban,u vbnmt, cu' uthku vdurnhoakt h,bvd fhvush )hmru vrg' ugk tj, fnvufnv ,bth vneuo fuw( _ vo scr bux;gknmhtu,u' ufnu abtnr "ut,o ,vhu khnnkf, fvbho uduh esua"' ang, n,i ,urvbgav fk tjs utjs nhartk )gk hsh ban,uvbnmt, cdupu( jke n"duh esua"/

unauo fl' fk tjs utjs nhartk _nckh vcy gk nmcu chvsu, czni uneuonxuhho _ vucyj a"ck hsj nnbu bsj"' fhvgucsv abnmt cnmc ck,h ako cgbhbhhvsu, vut re dsr ak "shjuh" )"bsj"('fkunr: vut bsjv)gk hsh scr aju. nnbu(nneunu vtnh,h' uxsr vjhho vycgh akuQ

ukfi crur vscr axu;-xu; hauckneunu' karau uneuru' kv,bvd cpugkctupi vn,tho k"duh esua"/

uzvu do vear chi abh vphruaho cpxue"ut,o,vhukh nnkf, fvbho uduh esua" _",vhu" kaui mhuuh ukaui vcyjv _ svtcvt ,kht/ fh ntjr abmyuhbu kv,bvd f"duhesua" )nauo azuvh nmhtu,u vtnh,h, akhvush( _ crur vscr axu;-xu; hvhw ficpugk/

ugk srl anmhbu cbudg knmc vguko_s",uksu, nkt" f,hc' vi ccrht, vguko)"tkv ,uksu, vanho uvtr. cvcrto"(uvi cbudg kg,hs kcut )"tkv ,uksu, pr."(_ fh vt cvt ,kht: nfhui a"guko gknhkutubcrt"' vhhbu anmc vguko nmsgmnu )fph abxsr gk hsh vec"v( vut "gknhkutu" _ kt h,fi kunr' avjxrui abgavcu tjr fl )gk hsh ngav cbh tso( hatr fikguko' ucvfrj axu; fk xu; hjzur vgukoknmcu vgmnh' aauc hvhv "gk nhkutu"/

utsrcv _ kg,hs kcut h,gkv vgukoch,r at, uch,r gz' kghkuh bgkv hu,r nfphavhv cg, vcrhtv _ ato kt ,tnr fi'batr, vatkv: nv vh,v v,ugk, chrhsvachb,hho? ugk frjl mrhl kunr agk hsh

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fhms h,fi' atchbu tc

vrjnho kt hnbg jxrui

umgr fzv tmk cbu hjhsu

abuks kg, zebu,u?!

scr nkfu,kg"b vrc rjnho c"r hutc tbyhti g"v

mhkuo: angui runtbu

hTrmhhy ak ttnu"r' vrh zv

nkf,jhkv gbhi vahhl tk

vfkk/ afi' vxhcv )csrl

vycg( kvgsr trhfu, hnhu'

vh,v gcus,u cachk

vfkk' acdkkv btxr

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afk zv dro )csrl

vycg( kvx,keu,u kpbh

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cpugk gk jhzue v,urv

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chu,r kdch vghkuh avhv

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hrhsv zu bgav cu gkhv gus hu,r kdch nmcukpbh vhrhsv/

unzv nuci cgbhbbu _ gcus,u ak cgkvvhkukt cvjze, vhvsu, cnshbv vvht _ado hvusho tku akt bgau aunrh ,urvunmuv cpugk )ucpry tku a,bth vneuodrnu kfl(' batrv cvo vapg,u ak cgkvvhkukt/ fh custh vjshrv vapg,u ,ulban,o' ucnhkt vucyjbu axu; fk xu; "ckhsj nnbu bsj"' u,pguk pguk,v ctupi dkuh/

d/ unzv do fi ngbv ktku vautkho:fhms tpar k,cug nnbu vbvdv ak "bgav"euso k"bang"? vrh gbhbu ak tso vut _vhu,u cgk afk' unfhui afi' cto rumhoahgav thzv scr cakhnu,u' vbv kfk krtavut mrhl kvchi vygo nsug gkhu kv,bvdctupi fl' ure tz ,vhw gahh,u ckc akoQnv athi fi fanesho "bgav" k"bang"'gahh,u vht re gahv jhmubh, kfturv' afi'nmhtu,u upbhnhu,u kt "bnmt," cgahh,uzt,' fh to re fkh vgahv aku' hshu urdkhuvnehhnho t, vnmuv/

ucnhkt _ yugi vut _ nv grl hakngaho ftku? uthi crmubu krnu, t, gmnu)tu nhavu tjr(' kgau, vhpl nmpubu fuw!

tck gk ph vb"k nuci athi zv bfui fkk_ utsrcv' vvhpl vut vbfui:

suet ftar hvush guav nmuv un,bvdfph rmui vec"v' bnmt vut cngnsu unmcuvycghQ ukphfl _ vbvdv ck,h rmuhvphruav' absjvnneunu gk hsh ,btho fuwaju. nnbu' uftar juzr uguav nmuvufhu"c' "nakhl" ngmnu tubx zv )vhhbu'vgbhbho avfrhju tu,u kv,bvd akt fscgh(ujuzr kycgu unmhtu,u vtnh,h,/

ufph ana,e; do cvkfv cpugk _vkfv vhsugv crnc"o )avuctv pgnhorcu,( tusu, vct, erci:

tjs n,bth vct, erci vht _"krmubfo,zcjuvu"' utunr, vvkfv atjsathbu rumv kvcht erci avut njuhhc cu'ch, shi "fuphi tu,u gs ahtnr rumv tbh"'uczv n,ehho v,bth s"krmubfo ,zcjuvu"/

ukfturv ,nuv: ntjr atnhr,u "rumvtbh" vht re nms vfphv)fph ahufk kvghstha zv gmnu' ucag, ngav( _ fhms tparkunr aczv b,ehho v,bth s"krmubfo,zcjuvu"?!

unctr vrnc"o: "nh a,epu hmru kcyknmuv tu kgau, gchrv uvufv gs agav scr

ajhhc kgau,u / / thi zv tbux nnbu / / ntjravut rumv kvhu, nhartk urumv vutkgau, fk vnmuu, ukv,rje ni vgchru,uhmru vut a,epu ufhui avufv gs a,aahmru utnr rumv tbh fcr dra krmubu"/

s/ uha kvuxh; ukctr cahhfu,u akvxcr zv )tusu, nh azeueho kfupu "gsahtnr rumv tbh"( kthahu,u ak vrnc"o:

gbhbu ak vrnc"o vhv _ "nurvvbcufho"' vi "vbcufho" acznbu' uvi _ gkhsh xprhu _ "vbcufho" acfk vsuru,/

anygo zv f,c ruc xprhu )do xprhesuav' cgbhbh ,urv unmuu,hw( ckaui grch,suet _ fh zu vh,v kaui vgo cznbho vvo/ufsh kvuru, vsrl do k"bcufho"' anjn,jual vdku, gshhi kt vhu nxudkho kvchikaui veusa' vufrj kf,uc xprhu ckaui ak"dku,"/

tnbo kthsl _ xpru vgherh' avutxpru "hs vjzev"' f,cu ckaui veusasuet' vkaui vnfuui unhujs k"duh esua" _uvrh do xpr zv bugs kfk tjs utjsnhartk' "feyi fdsuk"/

uzv ct kvuru, atrmu, vdukv thbineuno )ungnso unmco( vtnh,h ak gohartk/ ufphrua vpauy ak ,hc, "dku," _

adukho kneuo zr )gk srl ab,ctr kghkcphrua ,hc, "bsj"(/ ukfi kaubo vtnh,h,ak go hartk )do czni vdku,( vht kauiveusa' vnfuub, knmhtu,u vtnh,h, _"duh esua"/

unauo fl' xpr vhs vrh vut xpruvgherhak vrnc"o' annbu "vaphg"uvfbhx k,ul xprhu vtjrho )abf,cu ckauigrch,(' fukk do fi xpru "nurv vbcufho"'ago vhu,u xpr ak jehrv' vbvu nhuxs fkfuku gk ,ur,bu vesuav' gk shbho vkfu,uvurtu, tku acxpru vhs/

v/ gbhi vtnur tusu, dku, )tar thbuneunu vtnh,h ak go hartk( _ cgunehu,r:

zv adku, thbu nmcu vtnh,h ak hvushvut kt re npbh apbhnhu,u)utnh,h,nmhtu,u( ak hvush vht kngkv ngbhi vdku,_ tkt fi vut do nms jhmubhu,u/ fhktnh,,u ak scr' thi vdku, ncshk unx,hrfkk chi hvush ktchu acanho/

uvvxcr kfl: go vhu, adku, phruauathi tbu bnmtho cneunbu vycgh _ "dkhbuntrmbu"' "dku ngk akji tchvo" _ nfkneuo' zv dupt adkhbu ntrmbu vut re nmsrmubu ak vec"v/ ufp,do vhsug: "ktnrmubbu dkhbu ntr. hartk / / tchbu nkfbuh,w vdkbu ntsn,bu uakjbu cdku,"/

ukfi' ftar vtso nrdha avxhcvvhjhsv kvnmtu cdku, vht tl ure rmubuak vec"v' armv )nthzu xhcv a,vhv(acnal zni zv hvhv cnmc ak dku,' vrhczv dupt abnmt vut cdku, vrh vut nehhormubu h,crl' ucfl )gk hsh ehuo rmuivgkhui( vut neuar untujsgo vec"v )fhnmuv kaui muu,t ujhcur(/

fkunr: nh afk gbhbu vut re ehuo rmuivgkhui' thi bpet nhbv tmku )cv,tjsu,ugo vec"v( chi zni vch, uzni vdku, _ fhabhvo vo rmui vgkhui: ha zni armvvec"v umhuv abvhv cnmc ak "ci jurhi"'uha zni armubu h,crl abvhv cnmc akdku,: ubnmt' ans, v,tjsu, vtso govec"v gk hsh ehuo rmubu h,crl vht cauuvnna cabh vnmcho/

ucfi _ thi vvgko uvx,r sdku, nmctnh,h' fh bux; kfl aafhb,t c"dku,t"ucnhkt "tchbu" bnmt chjs gnbu do cdku,'vbv gus zt, _ gmo vgucsv atbu cdku,vut "dhkuh" ak vec"v )aakjbu kdku,(/

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suet ftar hvush guav

nmuv un,bvd fph rmui

vec"v' bnmt vut cngnsu

unmcu vycghQ ukphfl _

vbvdv ck,h rmuhv phruav'

absjv nneunu gk hsh ,btho

fuw aju. nnbu' uftar juzr

uguav nmuv ufhu"c' "nakhl"

ngmnu tubx zv )vhhbu'

vgbhbho avfrhju tu,u

kv,bvd akt fscgh( ujuzr

kycgu unmhtu,u vtnh,h,

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u/ zt, ugus:

bux; kfl agucs, vhu,bu cdku, vhtrmubu h,crl )ucnhkt _ gbhi ak "dhkuh"( _vbv vushgbu vec"v' armui zv )abvhvcdku,( thbu gbhi cpbh gmnu )fthku armubuh,crl cgbhi vdku, vut cachk vdku, gmnuj"u(' fh to vut re fsh kvgku, t, cbhhartk kghkuh bgkv hu,r' hrhsv murl gkhv/fl' avnmc ak dku, vut re ypk uxhcvkvghkuhvbdro gk hsh vhrhsv cdku,/

udo kukt vusg, vec"v _ vrh zv scrvnuci unufrj nms afk vpauy/ afi' fhmsh,fi kunr a"tc vrjni" u"tc vrjnho"hmgr t, cbu tvucu kkt ,ugk, fuw?!

ucpry acbh hartk vo kt re cbhu akneuo )"cbho t,o kvw tkehfo"(' uh,hrvnzu _ "cbh cfurhhartk"' tkt gus zt,)fp,do vcga"y( _ avo jchcho kpbhvneuo fci hjhs abuks kvurhu kg, zebu,o'

tar nuci gs fnv budg vscr kkc vurhozebho ftar jxr navu tmk cbo hjhso'ugk tj, fnv ufnv ftar vnsucr cgbhi akdku, _ "dku ngk akji tchvo" )ucbnak _"tu,u,hbu kt rthbu"' athi rutho tkeu,cdhkuh(' athi kl jxrui dsuk nzv!

fhms h,fi' thput' atchbu tc vrjnhokt hnbg jxrui umgr fzv tmk cbu hjhsuabuks kg, zebu,u?!

uzv dupt nfrhj' tar:

)t( hrhsv zu murl gkhv' fkunr' agk hshzv hdhgu kgkhv bgkh, hu,r nfph avhu eusoadku ngk akji tchvo _ ugkhv bgkh, fzu'tar fsthhovo v"rdgho" abnmtho tbucdku, kdch vgkhv vbmjh,a,uad gk hsh zvcdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv gk hsh nahjmsebu'

)c( thi srl tjr, kvdhg kgkhv bgkh, zufh to gk hsh vhrhsv cdku,' akfi fsth domgru ak v"tc vrjnho" )amgru vut gushu,r nmgru ak vciadkv ngk aukji tchu(ntjr are gk hsh zv ,uad gkhw zu/

z/ vxcr vtnur tusu, gbhi vdku, _nctr do fi gbhi ,nuv cgbhi vx,keu,oak msheho:

th,t cdnrt ahmht, ban,u ak hvush"sunv kxpr ,urv abarpv" )akfi vgunsgk vn, cag, hmht, banv jhhc kerug('ugk tj, fnv ufnv ,knhs jfo an, )atzrtuh vut kaaho rhcut nkuuho' fnu b,hb,v,urv avh,v caaho rhcut(/ bux; kfl

ftar vnsucr chvush avut mshe'avx,keu,u ni vguko vut "farhp, ch,tkehbu"/

ubatk, vatkv: hsug avec"v nehhofk v,urv fukv' fnu abtnr "ndhs scrhukhgec juehu unapyhu khartk"' fhmsthput "nu,r" ku kvec"v kt knbug nmcak "xpr ,urv abarpv"?!

tkt vvxcr czv vut )gk srl vb"kcgbhi vdku,( _ npbh asuet gk hsh gbhivvx,keu, ndhgho kgkhv bgkh, chu,r athtpar kvdhg tkhv ctupi tjrQ ukfi' gkhv zu"sujv" do vjxrui vfh ncvhk acgbhivvx,keu, )gk srl vvkfv apeuj bpasujv fk v,urv fukv(/

uto vscrho tnurho cbudg kfk msheumshe _ gk tj, fnv ufnv favnsucrcmshe avx,keu,u ni vguko vh,v eaurvgo nxhr, bpau gcur vfkk' ugs acdkk zvbx,ke ni vguko euso znbufuw' n,ulnxhr, bpa gk ehsua vao cpayu, )fku,vbpa ni vdu;( _ fph avhv tmk ttnu"rcgk vvhkukt _ acvx,keu, fzu nusdagus hu,r avht re cachk vgkhv agk hshzv/

skfturv: fhms vbhj vec"v gbhi fzv)vx,keu, euso znbu fuw( adro kchyukpguku,hu cvpm, vhvsu, ufuw?!

ugk frjl mrhl kunr nauo agk hsh zv

vdhg kghkuh bgkv hu,r' do cgrl kpguku,huvb"k cvpm, vhvsu, fuw/

gk srl nv ab,ctr fnv pgnho cbudgkvch, hux;' av"ndhs" tnr ku avhv mrhlkzfu, knxhr, bpa gk ehsua vao' tktnauo avhv tmku jxrui cakhnu, gcus,uh,crl' bgba ukt zfv kfl/

skfturv thbu nuci: ktjrh ab,carcaurv zu )akthzfv knxhr, bpa gk ehsuavao( _ xhho f,hc, xprhu )vch, hux;uvaukji grul(' akturo bkl )fk go hartk(gs xu; fk vsuru, Q unuci dusk vzfu, aczv'kvhu, nurv-srl ksurh suru, ak go hartk_ uknru, dusk zfu,u cf,hc, xprhu vb"k'bjac, ku vgucsv akt bx,ke euso znbu)atz ktvhw nxhho xprho vb"k( _ fguba!

uncutr gk zv vygo' fh vghkuhacnxhr, bpa )cpugk( gk ehsua vao vutdcuvhu,rnvghkuh acgcus, vtso knyvc,urv unmuu, )fukk do _ f,hc, xprhvkfv vb"k cachk fk go hartk gs xu; fkvsuru,(/

ufnu fi cbudg kttnu"r cgk vvhkukt _agk hsh zv abx,ke cdku,' ,ul nxhr,bpau cpugk gk jhzue v,urv uvhvsu,' zfvkghkuh bgkv chu,r kdch vghkuh avhv ndhggk hsh gcus,u banv cdu; )vi gcus,u gogmnu' uvi pguku,hu cxchc,u(/

ugkhv zu vht kt re cachku' fkunr'aban,u b,gk,v knsrhdv akt vh,v hfukvkvdhg tkhv cvhu,v nkuca, cdu; _ tktdo cbudg kpguku,hu cxchc,u cvpm,vhvsu, ufuw' afi' suet gk hsh vx,keu,uni vguko b,jzeu)do( pguku,hu cguko)kdch pguku,hu cjhho jhu,u cgknt shi(/

ufncutr ctdr, veusa' agbhivvx,keu, tmk msheho _ "pugk haugu,cerc vtr."' vhhbu knyv ngarv ypjho'cguko vzv v,j,ui athi ,j,ui knyvnnbuQ udo ktjr vx,keu,u ak mshe"ta,fj cfukvu gknhi )do cguko vzv(h,hr ncjhuvh"/

azvu do fi chtur vchyuh "vx,keu,"_ athi vfuubv akt bnmt cguko vzv j"u'tkt tsrcv' atupi vnmtu cguko vutccjhw gkhv urunnu,/ gk srl vncutrcsruah vvhkukt cbudg vntnr "tx,kehert seusat crhl vut cfukvu gknhi"'avfuubv czv vht )kt vx,keu, ni vguko'fh to( vnaf,tkeu, cguko' ubert cao"tx,ke" fh vnafv zu vht ntur vxuccfk gknhi avut cfukvu gknhi cauuv' fkunr

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gkhv zu vht kt re cachku'

fkunr' aban,u b,gk,v

knsrhdv akt vh,v hfukv

kvdhg tkhv cvhu,v

nkuca, cdu; _ tkt do

cbudg kpguku,hu cxchc,u

cvpm, vhvsu, ufuw' afi'

suet gk hsh vx,keu,u ni

vguko b,jzeu )do( pguku,hu

cguko )kdch pguku,hu cjhho

jhu,u cgknt shi(

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avtur vtkeh avut ccjhw runnu, ukngkvni vguko' bnal upugk cguko' gs a"pugkhaugu, cerc vtr."/

j/ uczv huci gus gbhi cbudg khTrmhhyak msheho:

bvdu hartk kmhhi huo vhTrmhhy gk hshv,uugsu, go tnhr, "kjhho" )fph abertcpukhi ",heui"( ubhdui ak anjv/

ukfturv ,nuv: fhms h,fi kvhu, anjfanmhhbho vx,keu,u ak mshe?

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ucbudg kgbhbbu _ v,uugsu, zu:

bux; gk vanjv acgmo vgucsvan,uugsho hjs )ufp,do vhsug ak tsnu"rvzei tusu, dusk vanjv kngkv ftarhvusho btxpho kv,ugs hjs(' vbv do ,ufivhuo vut gbhi vncht khsh anjv' ntjrachuo zv bnal kbu ,uxp, jhhonban,uak cgk vvhkukt a"ace jhho kfk jh"/

unyr, vv,uugsu, vht _ ahcut nzv,uxp, jhho tnh,hho cngav cpugk' gkhsh vvuxpv ckhnus v,urv uehuo nmu,hv'vnchtv do fi k,uxp,anjv_ "peush vwharho nanjh kc"' anjv ak ,urv uanjvak nmuv/

uftar n,jzeho cgbhbh hvsu, chuovvhkukt ak mshe _ vrh zv dupt njzepguku,hu ak vmshe knyv cpayu,'avapg,u vukf, un,pay, upugk, pguk,v_ vi tmk tku aecku nnbu cjhho jhu,ucgknt shi' avapg,u pugk, tmko dog,vQ uvi tmk tku aneckho nnbu gk hshkhnus ,ur,u )cxprhu abspxu(' vncht khshehuo vnmuu, )dsuk khnus ancht khshngav( _ avapg,u vht ccjhw vkulunuxh; utur/

ugus beusv czv: ffk anuxhpho cgbhbhhvsu, f,umtv nvapg,u ak cgk vvhkukt)fukk _ vkhnus cxprhu(' vrh zv duro ghkuhtjr ghkuh cban,u ak cgk vvhkuktQ unfhuia"ta,fj" do cguko vzv "h,hr ncjhuvh"u"pugk haugu, cerc vtr." )fb"k(' vrhnuci' anms ghkuh zv cban,u ak cgkvvhkukt bnaf, ,uxp, jhho kfk neckhvapg,u/

ucfi' ftar juddho vhTrmhhy nhsh abv

cabv' th tpar kvx,pe go v"ayurgo"avhv cabv agcrv )t; afk tjs utjsva,sk tz ahvhv fscgh uc,fkh,vakhnu,( _ tkt mrhfho kvgku, ceusa'ch,r at, uh,r gz' cv,to kv,uxp,ghkuh acvapg,u ak cgk vvhkukt/

y/ uvvuxpv c"jhho gk jhhu" _ khnusv,urv uehuo vnmuu, _ nnvr, vdtukvvtnh,h, uvakhnv'

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fi ,vhv kbu' av,umtu, nv,uugsu, zu_ vuxpv ckhnus v,urv uehuo nmuu,hvcpugk _ hzrzu uheshnu gus hu,r vdtukvvtnh,h, uvakhnv' uctupi s"tru go gbbhanht"' tar crdg fnhnrt bnmtho tbuctr. veusa'

go akhnu, vgo_ "cbgrhbu uczebhbuduw ccbhbu uccbu,hbu"

_ fukk do fi fk vmsheho ak fkvsuru,' atmko ,vhv ,jhh, vn,ho ,hf;unhs' fnpura cdnrt sfahcbv vnesavakhah "nav utvri gnvo"' anzv nucicbudg kfk vmsheho avhu "rght nvhnbt"kmti nrgh,o' fk tjs utjs cznbu uneunu_

go akhnu, v,urv_ fukk vc,h-fbxhu, uc,h nsrau,' go fk v,urv abknsao uv,pku, av,pkku ]fh cto kuejhovcbhbho vdanhho ktr. veusa _ gk tj,fnv ufnv akuejho vgbhbho vrujbhhoacvo['

go akhnu, vtr.' uakhnu,vvtnh,h, _ "hrjhc vw tkehl t, dcukl"'do tr. ebh ebhzh uesnubh' cgdkt shsi nna'cnvrv chnhbu nna/


bux; gk vanjv acgmo

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vzei tusu, dusk vanjv

kngkv ftar hvusho

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do ,ufi vhuo vut gbhi vncht

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nrfz jc"s vguknh keck, pbh nahj447 thxygri ptreuuhh' cruekhi b/h/

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rtaubv cnxhrv ucb,hbv khku, fhnho cvfb, vguko keck, pbh nahj' crul vfarubu, urc vngaho

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ci hshsbu vbgkv akhj f"e tsnu"r nv"n akhy"t kevhk, humth ruxhv cyurubyu ebsv

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vacug guns cxhni ak bjnv' n,jhk c"ac,bjnu" unnahl tk fk v"acg sbjn,t"/ bjn,uak vec"v' vht bjnv fpukv unfupk, fphabtnr "bjnu bjnu gnh" ufi "tbfh tbfh vutnbjnfo" ugus' afi thi cfjv ak bjnv

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fk nh aeaur krch nkl vnahj akhy"t' husg unchi gsfnv tbu kueho cfpkhho/ husgho tbu gs fnv vdku, vht gbhhinuakk c,fkh, athi ku auo neuo' nrdhaho tu,v fmrvfpukv' vi vhmhtv kdku, uvi vvhatru, cdku, fk rdg bux;'tar nfphkv t, vnfv/

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ufl' chnho tku' hfukho tbu auc krtu, t, vnfvcfpkhho/ hfukho tbu krtu, vgko uvx,r fv dsuk' tarcbux; kgmo vnmc avut jxr ,esho' vgko uvx,r aktvhv fnuvu' ftar vvgko uvvx,r thbo budgho re ksrdu,dcuvu, urujbhu,' tkt ha vgko uvx,r fkph nmhtu,u akbaht vsur' vrch nv"n/

uto kt sh cfl' vrh avbxhui vut fpuk unfupk' cflavvgko uvvx,r' ctho tjrh azfhbu kdhkuho vbgkho chu,r'vdhkuhho ak "hnu, vaht" ak hnu, vnahj/ uvbv suuet tjrfl eurho gbhhbho ck,h rmuhho cgkhk' fl angcr kmgr gk nvaeurv' nsucr cnfv fpukv/

ufl hfukho tbjbu kvnahl uknbu, t, fk vmru, tarnehpu, tu,bu' ukvuufj gs fnv vdku, vht guba umgr fpukunfupk/ nv atbu suraho unceaho nvec"v vut t, vbjnvcfpkhho' t, tu,v bjnv tar cfjv kt re kvuahg tu,bunvnmc cu tbu bnmtho' tkt ctupi fpuk unfupk' kvrtu,ukdku, t, vyuc vmpui cfk tj, nvmru, vtuppu, tu,bu'bjnv fpukv tar kt re n,dcr, gk vmgr' tkt durn, kbukvchi ukv,bjo/

vacug tfi kehbu cfpkhho' ftar abh ",nhnho"v,ceau kp,g khahcv ak ngkv/ to tnru jz"k fh tjsncbh vjcurv an, ,std vjcurv fukv' vrh ftar nsucrtusu, jhhkh ch, sus' vrh avjxrui vut tmk fk tjs nt,bu'jxrui unfv cfpkhho' unnhkt v,chgv kbjnv cfpkhho/

uto ctjs ncbh vjcurv gxehbi' vrh atck hjhs utckrcho' bgav' fk nh aguxe cf,hcv cgbhhbh caur, vdtukvvtnh,h, uvakhnv gk vx,keu,u vp,tunh, uvnzgzg, aktjs nvnhujsho achi vfu,cho' vkt vut v,w crul navg"v nenk/ cabu, jhhu vemru,' vxphe v,w crul kvumht,j, hsu hcuk gbe ak ntnrho nxudho aubho' avnau,;kfuko' fnu do kgaru, vwneurchow gkhvo vaphg' vutvtnubv vnujky, ccaur, vdtukv ak vrch nv"n' kkt fjkuare/ zuvh nfv fpukv' knapjv' khshshu ukneurchu vrcho'ukbu' fnh aguxeho ctu,o ,junho/

ut, vbjnv vfpukv thbbu re suraho unceaho' tkt _fph agav zt, cgmnu cnkut farubu,hu _ nchtho khshpugk/ nnahfho ch,r at, uch,r guz cfk nv avut v,jhkukt vxphe kxhho' gs kbjnv vtnh,h,' vbjnv vhjhsvvtparh, gk txui afzv' fnu gk vdku, cfkk' v,dku,u aknkl vnahj kghbh fk car' uvehmu urbbu aufbh gpr uvoc,ufo' hjs go cgk vvhkukt vrv"e vneuck vtkeh rch kuhhmje abhturxui g"v' tchu ak vrch nkl vnahj' axckhhxurho cdku,u' uhbujo t; vut cbjn, mhui ,hf; unhs nna/

hjh tsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs!

fpkhhokbjnv

tbu zeueho kbjnv fpukv

gk fk vmru, ugk vxhcv

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zeueho kbjnv fpukv do

gk vtxubu, cerc tb"a'

uvbjnv vhjhsv akbu _

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p,do vacug cgbhhbh dtukv

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tj, ak vec"v ahumht t, cb"h nvdku, uhchto

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vprav vjxhsh,f"e tsnu"r vzei

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tsnu"r vtnmgh vhw nctr czv: dkht ac,urv bert nho utk nhovukfho/ pbhnhu, v,urv bert ta unpbh ta n,hhrtho/ kphfl gkvnaphg khkl tk vneck ukunr ku: tk ,hrt fh vw tkehl ta tufkvvut/

)wvhuo huow d gec(

f"e tsnu"r vmnj mse

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ntumr vnkl

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rpn"t c,bht utdv"e r"x f"t' ucvgbhi svzni tchsv

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"zfu, rcv ubpktv"

","k ]= ,usv ktk[ azfh,h zfu, rcvubpktv' uvdhgu khsh fnv nf,ch ttnu"r ]=tsubh tch nurh urch[' ufi xprho tjsho'tar tnh nur,h vrcbh, nr, jbv c,vrv"d uvrv"j ufuw vrc nthr aknv vchtvtu,o tkhu' ftar ehckv vrahui kbxugkvghhrv kao vdkv ukvhu, ao t,u gnu/ucvo _ tar rao vgru, emru, gk dkhuivxpr"/

_ nhkho tku fu,c f"e tsnu"r nklvnahj akhy"t' cp,j xhsr, vxprhowkeuyh kuh hmjew' vfukkho vgru, araotchu _ vrv"d vneuck rch kuh-hmje zm"k_ gk vzuvr ugus/

uftar vrch akhy"t fu,c azu "zfu,rcv ubpktv"' vrh avscrho vo nna fl'tn, nujky,' kkt fk vprzv uvdznv j"u/tnbo' nh akt rdhk cnuadho nxpru,veckv' hhrtu cghbhu f,chu ak rch kuh-hmje fxpr vj,uo' uvut kt hchi t,

vgune vynui cvo/ tl ftar kunsho t,,ur, vrch' rutho agherh ,ur,u uahy,unhuxsho gk ,ur, uahy, tchu' uvo cgmondkho t, vj,uo cvo' fskeni/

aknu, nfk vfhuubho

tjs vscrho vnhujsho chu,r c,ur,uak vrch nkl vnahj vht vv,tnv ak fkvscrho' nfk vmssho unfk vfhuubho/ vrchkuej' knak' eyg nphrua ra"h uwnprewtu,u kjkeho eybho' go atku, ushueho'akg,ho brtho kbu )kfturv' cncy ayjh(wn,j, ktsnvw' fdui:

_ nsug ra"h ng,he c"scur vn,jhk"re nhkho tku ukt tjru,? nsug vut nchtfvufjv kscrhu abh pxueho uthbu nx,pecpxue tjs? nsug cneuo nxuho vutnuxh; t, vtu, uw ucneuo tjr vutnanhy tu,v? ufi rcu,/ kcxu; ncht vrchvcvrv cvhrv unthrv vaupf, tur jsa gk

fk vgbhi n,jhk,u' apu,r t, fk veuahu,uv,nhvu,/ vrch guer vrho uyujbi zv czvcxcrt/ numt t, vear vnupkt chixudhu,' unfk zv nphe vurtu, bpktu,cgcus, vwQ numt kfk vecku,cpbhnhu,v,urv' cguknu, vgkhubho uvxphru,akngkv' ukcxu; euar t, fk vemuu,ctupi aauo pry thbu ypk' tkt fk shueufk pry avhv bsnv eyi uaukh _ nuxh;bupl unakho t, v,nubv vbtsrv fukv/

_ fnu mhhr tni' av,nubv vbpktvhumt, n,j, hshu nthrv ucvhrv' ftar fkeu ufk aryuy nnkt ,pehs nxuho/ auoscr kt hmt wx,o flw cnerv' auo scr ktjxr uauo scr kt nhu,r/ fuko hjshunakhnho t, vwpzkw/ nvfk hjs cueg,v,nubv vbpktv gk fk jkehv uduubhv/ fukoncytho' cgmo' beusv tj,/

fl kt re ckhnus gbhhbh ,urv' tkt docfk nv aeurv cguko/ fngy fk v,uugsu,wrdhkvw pu,j vrch cmhui vgucsvav,uugsu, zu n,ehhn, czni nxuho

nt, vrc kuh-hmje dhbzcurd

naphg chahc, ,u,"k

vnrfzh, _ fpr jc"s

"ehhkgfshe"t, vahyv vnhujs, ak vrch kknus fk

gbhhi c,urv ctupi ak jhcur fk vemuu,'

cpay' rnz' srua uxus' hjs go vxcrho gk

nturgu, vagv _ ehck ntchu vsduk' cgk

vvhkukt' vdv"e vneuck rch kuh hmje g"v'

tkt avcsk ,vunh ha chi ahyu, vkhnus ak

vabhho///

v,uugsu, jxhsu,h,

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a,ufbu vfkkh vut fl ufl _ cechgu,nxuhn,' chuo pkubh cacug' cprav nxuhn,c,urv' go ear kahgur vrnc"o \ juna \,bht \ ,vhkho actu,u huo/ pgnho rcu,vrch near zt, kv,rjauhu, aubu,cguko/

t, fk vemuu, vkku euar vrch chstni bpktv' undkv kghbhbu vna,tu, thlfuko chjs nakhnho t, v,nubv vfkkh,'vjk nvguknu, vrujbhho ufkv crcsho vfh,j,ubho/

tphku cntnrh jxhsu, _ avo ahtvchrur' vzhful uvkhcui ak v"pbhnhu,"nv"jhmubhu," _ nrcv vrch kshhe ukghhicpryho abrtho eybho ntus uaukhho nts]nsug btnr vntnr suuet c,trhl zv ukttjr? nsug btnr euso pry pkubh utjrhupry tjr' ftar tpar vhv kgau, kvpl?ufhumt czv[ _ ftar kcxu; aupl vrchakhy"t tur jsa ucvhr gk fk vbuatn,jhk,u' gs afk vgbhi neck nangu,tjr, kdnrh' avht cdsr "nvpfv" nnacfk vcb, vgbhi/

ahyv zt, ak vrch' cuky, unzvhrvch,r at, kbufj atr prabh v,urvuvdnrt: ha aanho sda gk vcb, vpayvpauy gk t,r )fnu vnpraho nvra"t'nvr"o' vra"a ugus(/ kgun,o' ha npraho)fnu "emu, vjuai"' v"b,hcu,"' vdr"jncrhxe ugus( anbhjho t, vsda gk vcb,vgbhi cfkku,u' ujuerho un,pkpkho czv/tjrho guxeho cgher crnzhoucdhnyrhtu, )fnu "cgk vyurho"(/ havguxeho cjke vsrua' uha vguxehocxpru, veckv _ cxsr va,kaku,vguknu, uvxphru, ucphrua pxueh untnrhjz"k csrl vxus' ufi vktv/

tl c,ur,u ak vrch nkl vnahjbearho fk vemuu, un,tjsho fk jkehv,urv ufk vpryho acfk jke ucfk gbhi/vrch numt t, vbeusv vgmnu,h, ahabvcfk neuo' cfk gbhi ucfk scr' uguav nfkv,urv fukv' nfk vguko fuku unfk nv ahacfkk' vfk cfk nfk fk _ gbhi tjs uhjhs)"vfk vut tkueu, utkueu, vut vfk"'a"thi gus nkcsu" uthi zuk,u(' vpur.unnkt t, fk vpryho gs knyv nyvugukv nfk pry upry unfk emv unfk phbv/

uvrh zvu gbhhbv ak xphr, vnkfu,'asuuet vht _ vhurs, knyv-nyv gs thi,fkh, _ arav ugherv ckngkv-ngkv gsthi e.' ukfi suuet vht hfukv krs, nyv-nyv' kcrut ukvuu,' kvjhu, ukehho

bcrtho vrjueho ntkueu, c,fkh,vrhjue' fh "thi nkl ckt go"' nkaui)djkho( gunnu,' jaufho )phbxygrg(ubhsjho urjueho ni vtur unvnkl/

do kao wndhgvw xphr, vnkfu,unchtv unjshrv t, vtkueu,' uh,hrv nzu:suuet ao _ afi' cdkk tnh,u,u ugmnu,uvrhvu wndhgw kfk neuo' kfk scr ukfk phbv't; vbhsj, chu,r' uvut wnumtw do ao _usuuet ao _ t, gmnu,u h,crl' skh,t,r pbuh nhbhv uthi scr ju. nnbu uvuth,crl vfk uvfk vut h,crl/

tct n,uuv

srl ckhnus

srl bpktv unhujs, zu ak vrch nklvnahj akhy"t' n,jhkv' cgmo' csrfuvnhujs, ak tchu rch kuh hmje' acnhsvnxuhn, vut vhv vn,jhk csrl zu "keauruktjs t, fk vemuu,"' uvut vhv vnurv-srl kcbu/ gk tusu, ahyv zu bh,i knmutntdr, af,c rch kuh hmje kcbu vcfur:

"cscr nf,cl cvjhsuah ,urv ajbblvw // uvbl autk kvushgl sg,h ckh fjk

uare/ kvuh hsug kl fh vntnr cfkku,u yucnts' aha cu jrhpu, ucehtu, cbdkvucbx,r' uafk har ugnue cvcb, v,urvcbdkv ucbx,r' u,"k cgs zv ajbbl chbvsgv uvafk' kvchi ukvafhk c,ur,u h,w'uvntnr vut vpkt/ jze uv,jze uvuxh;tun.' uvw hvhv cgzrl fh ,afhk ktnh,,vak ,urv u,mkhj u,gkv ngkv ngkv/ tnbocbh njnsh' gm,h tnubv kl fh ,rtv cfkgbhi fnu zv' kvuxh; hu,r pkpkhi unkj'vhhbu krtu, ahvhu vscrho hu,r uhu,rnhuxsho gk ph jfnho ctn,' g"p eckv'avut tnh,,v ak ,urv' uvut vyk uvnturac,urv' fh tz hvhu vscrho cvhrhounthrho h,r' ufk vgbhbho hgku tz fp,uruprj' vhhbu' ehhkgfshe ]= ngudk[ nfk nmsuphbv' atz brtv ubhfr vhyc avgbhi vuttn,/ vkt ,rtv af,ch vjxhsu, rucoffuko nhuxsho cgbhbho gp"h eckv' agkfk zv nurv tu,o vntnrho aha chturgkhvo' ufnu"f do tu,o akt bspxuchturho gkhvo' vtn, vut avo nhuxshofuko gp"h veckv' ucfi cbh ang kscrhugav ffv' vrh jbbl vw chbv usg,'uchfuk,l kknus zv ukvchi kvafhk cvo'ukfa,gnhe cvo ,umht pbhbho herho utcbhjp. thi sh' utz hvhu vscrho anjhounthrho th"v/ ugus tf,uc kl nzv th"vfatakj kl chturh gk vgbhi af,c, th"v/teuv kvah", kdnur cnvrv vchturcvntnr tar f,c, utz takjvu kl tu,ugo thzu vgru, gk ntnrl"/

nfti' asrl zu _ ktxu; t, fkvpryho uvgbhbho kbeusv tj,' ukeauruktjs t, fk vemuu,' ahvt vfk fp,uruprj )"ehhkgfshe"(' wgdukw un,tho nfkvmssho _ v,jhk cv cnhujs rch kuh-hmje' unpurxn, srfu uahy,u avfk jhhckv,tho gk-ph eckv'

]ufl habo xhpurho kruc' fnu rchanjv durusmeh avdhg tkhu c,ag, vhnho_ uvut nxchr gk ph veckv nsug vut'aanu anjv' ndhg tkhu chnh tcku, ak,ag, vhnho/ ufl do go vrv"j rw tkhnklepki' afubv "sgr auuRrmgr"' cak vhu,ufvv gur' achtr t, fhbuhu ccjhb, "ajurvt,h ubtuv"/ xhpur bux; avhv go xchvrv"j rw cgrk dbzcurd' ares tmkucanj,-,urv fachsu fxt ci akua rdkho_ urch kuh-hmje chtr cnal agu, nvvgbhi asuuet cgrk' avut suc ckg"z' ruesgo fxt ci akua rdkhho' usuuet canj,-,urv/

khnusu ak vrch vut fnu

mhhr tni' av,nubv vbpktv

humt, n,j, hshu nthrv

ucvhrv' ftar fk eu ufk

aryuy nnkt ,pehs nxuho/

auo scr kt hmt wx,o flw

cnerv' auo scr kt jxr

uauo scr kt nhu,r/ fuko

hjshu nakhnho t, vwpzkw/

nvfk hjs cueg, v,nubv

vbpktv gk fk jkehv

uduubhv/ fuko ncytho'

cgmo' beusv tj,/

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unv kbu kjpa rjue? vrh hsugvvrahnv vnpurxn, arao rch kuh-hmjecear tkhu' vpu,j, cnhkho: "tbh kuh hmjeci zgkst rjk vdkh,h gk nal vw abhokn,t ]= kghr[ mhtkh cnshb, etztjxyti'unvo' vhhbu nvnal vzv c,jhk,u' hac,hcch, vtxurho ni yw bhxi vw,rm"y gs y"uacy ab, a,"v ]=vwa",[ )cxl vfkcjnav c,h txurho' c,jhkvcsbhhprtpgyrtuuxe' utj"f gus vpgocshhbprtpgyrtuuxe' utj"f cjretuuutj"f ctknt tyt(' vhhbu nal a"d hnhofnbhi ac"t' utj"f vushgu kh anapyhbnxr kvtrtet-xtuugamtmg sbw ew uw swxxx"r ckhk vuagbt rcv eruc ktanur,vcuer cch, vtxurhocsbhhprtpgyrtuuxe' uvo apyu abu,h gkdku, vw abho vb"k' unuci afk zv vutcvadjv pryh, nkngkv///"

uvukl unctr ctrhfu, thl vao "kuh"ufi "hmje"' vut dcuru,' ufi nxpr aabhvohjs' ufi "cvmyr; kzv nv atbh ci zgkstrjk' hgkv chjs nxpr ,rb"u' avnxpr vzvrunz gk anu, tkeho // nxpr auai )a"unxpr ku"h hmj"e c"i' a"i nxpr zgkstrjk( // uzvu ahac,h cch, vtxurho nalac"t hnho' beus, ac"t vht cdcurvfhsug' uvdkh,h gk nal vw abho' kbds vvwdcuru, // uhac,h cvw c,h vtxurho kbdsvvw dcuru,' uvushgu kh anapyh bnxr fuwckhk vuagbt rcv atz vut dnr vshi'xhunt sshbt // utz jucyhi vvw grcu,'nh,ue vvw dcuru, // zvu aapyu tu,h kn,t

mhtkh avut nkaui mk' unxpru m"k t-k //uct,h kmhtkh chuo cw h"y acy' huo cw vutkbds nhs, vdcurv' ugo h"y vut f"t nxprtvhw )gk srl fnu vuagbt rcv avut cf"tc,arh(/ do vf,c cmhtkh nbw ew uw sw b,bukh cf"t acy chuo sw )fnu vuagbt rcv

avut cf"t ,arh' uvhw chuo sw(/// uhvh rmuiacnvrv chnhbu hun,eu fk vdcuru,uvshbho uhvpl vmk kturv uyucv bdkh,utauc kch,h akuo cnvrv chnhbu tni[/

tfi' vfk fp,ur uprj ftar fk vemuu,uvpryho eaurho unhujsho cbeusv tj,/vvcsk achi rch kuh hmje kchi cbu vcfur'baht surbu' atmk rch kuh-hmje vfk batrgshhi kngkv _ cguko vrnz uvxus/ flaknru, avut "euar t, fk vemuu,"unxchr fhms fk pry budg kvcb, v,nubvvfkkh, _ vrh nh athi ku jua c,ur,veckv uvxus' batrho vscrho kpbhu fxprvj,uo' uthi vut nchi fhms vfk"ehhkgfshe"/

uthku tmk cbu' baht sur vachgh'xphr, vnkfu,' anfrhz unushg fh gbhhbuvut kvurhs t, vafhbv "knyv ctr."suuet _ kfi suuet c,ur,u ak vrch nklvnahj bxdru ubearu ubaknu fk vemuu, gsknyv athi knyv vhnbu/ ucpry fabnmthocnmc afk vfp,urho fcr mujmju ugunshovfi keck pbh nahj msebu cpugk nna

_ tzh fk vemuu, bearho ufk vpryhon,tjsho' udo vphbv vrjuev uvbhsj,hu,r uvgbhi vjhmubh uvaukh chu,r _ nufikdtukv vakhnv' utz cueg, ugukv verhtvvtj, uvhjhsv' vnchgv t, vfk cfk nfkfk uvpugk, atfi hvhv vfk cpugk ucdkuhucpayu, )"ehhkgfshe" _ do nms ucemvv,j,ui chu,r( ukghbh fk car: hjh tsubbunurbu urchbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs!


hsugv vrahnv vnpurxn,

arao rch kuh-hmje cear

tkhu' vpu,j, cnhkho: "tbh

kuh hmje ci zgkst rjk

vdkh,h gk nal vw abho

kn,t ]= kghr[ mhtkh

cnshb, etztjxyti' unvo'

vhhbu nvnal vzv c,jhk,u'

hac,h cch, vtxurho ni yw

bhxi vw,rm"y gs y"u acy

ab, a,"v // unuci afk zv

vut cvadjv pryh,

nkngkv///"

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vtha ahmt

cgecu,rch kuh hmje

vut vhv tcrl mghr fa,vv krtaubv

nh vut cgmo tchu ak vrch/ fapbv

kjc"sbheho ni vaurv' tha nvo kt

hsg kgbu,/// ntz vjk kv,jeu, tjr

,uksu,hu ujhhu ak rch kuh hmje abhturxtvi' udhkv guknu, nupktho

uygubho/ do ktjr avumht tusu,hu xpr ca,h nvsuru,' kt brdg'

uktjr bphk, junu, vcrzk ak crh, vnugmu,' hmt knxg trul unnual

tjr neuo rcbu,u udku,u ak mshe bpkt zv kert, huo vvhkukt f";

nbjo tc' pbhbu tk vxupr vjxhsh vrc bp,kh mch duykhc' axhpr kbu

gk vhjx vnhujs azfv keck nvrch cfk akch vf,hcv tusu, tchu'

uxhpurho ntkpho nxhurhu tjr gecu,hu ak rch kuh hmje


ab, v-06 kvx,keu,

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hu,r naaho xprho f,c uvumht kturgs fv vxupr vjxhsh vbusg vrcbp,kh mch duykhc/ xprhu vhu ugshhipupuktrhho cnhsv rcv' do c,eupvzu cv humtho ktur xprho cemc

nxjrr/ tuko tjs vxprho vcukyhocjahcu,u' kpju, cerc tb"a' vut vxpr",uksu, kuh hmje"/ vrc duykhc nubv tu,ufrtaui cngkv cxsr, xprhu/

nyr,u ak vxpr ",uksu, kuh hmje"'vut kbxu,' ucvmkjv rcv' karyy euuhoksnu,u ak f"e vdtui vneuck vrc kuhhmje abhturxtvi' tchu ak vrch/ fhuo thifngy jxhs akt nfhr t, ,uksu, jhhu

cmurv zu tu tjr,' tuko favrc duykhcvjk t, nktf, vf,hcv' re cussho hsgut, nkut vvhe; ak thahu, sdukv zu/

vnpkht nfk' avrch gec fk vg, tjrf,hc, vxpr' ut; gzr cfl ctupi thah/

"vrh vcyj, kh xpr gk

tch _ vhfi vxpr?"

rghui f,hc, vxpr buks cakvh abu,vfph"o/ ctjs vhnho hac vrc duykhcujac gk fl athi fngy tha anfhr t,

hhjuxu ak vrch nkl vnahj/ "vhv kh cruratchu ak vrch kt vhv "gus" rc ghr ccrh,vnugmu,"' nxchr vrc duykhc/ vut jackabx nu,bhho ukf,uc' tl nuci ascr fzvmrhl t, vxfn,u ak vrch/ ktjr avngbvcuaa kcut' bdbz vrghui/

"cjusa ,arh ,ak"v vdg,h krch cpgovrtaubv cjhh" _ nxpr vrc duykhc _"fagcr,h cfux ak crfv' pbv tkh vrchkp,g utnr kh wvrh vcyj, kh xpr gk tch_ vhfi vxpr?w - kt zfr,h knv n,fuuivrch fhuui ajkpu abho ntz breo vrghui/kp,g bzfr,h' ugbh,h nhs anfhuui aktehck,h vxfnv' kt v,gxe,h czv gus/vrch jhhl jhul rjc: wnv zt, tunr,' gkgbhhi fzv mrhl vxfnv? _ rcubu-ak-gukomrhl k,, vvxfnvw/ cu-cneuo vrch vuxh;uvurv: wgfahu at,v pv ,,gxe ctxhp,junr gcur vxprw/

"bsvn,h/ rtah,' nthpv vrch vfhrtu,h' vrh zu vpgo vrtaubv avrch rutvtu,h/ abh,' vup,g,h nts nvgbhhi agkvkp,g p,tuo/

"fabrdg,h ngy' v,jk,h kjpa tjrtbaho avfhru t, tchu ak vrch' tl gsnvrv v,crr fh re ngy jxhsho vfhrutu,u ctupi thah/ tjs vjxhsho aang gkvgbhhi' nhvr knxur chsh t, hunbv akvrcbh, jbv g"v tnu ak vrch' avhh,v gocgkv cdku, uchunbv vhu xhpurho rchotusu, cgkv vsduk/ gk-ph vhuni' ugk-ph gusnxpr gsuhu, aang,h ntb"a avfhruvu'v,jk,h kec. nhsg nnbu v,jk,h kgrult, vxpr' cgzr,u vpghkv ak vrv"j rwyuchv ckuh"/

"v,hhjxu,u ak vrch kgrhf, vxprvhh,v bshrv' unuci do nsug/ vrch v,gbhhifk vg, tusu, nmcu ak vxpr/ ktjraxhhn,h kf,uc pre' nhs akj,h tu,u krchkvdvv/ pgnho tjsu, ehck,h ykpuinvnzfhr vrc juseuc g"v avhv nf,hc kht, vvdvu, gk vpre/// kt vhv ckch xpefh vhu tku vvdvu, ak vrch' uvvagrvv,jzev tmkh ktjrubv ktjr arth,hmhkuo f,c-hsu ak vrch go vvdvu,averht kh vrc jseuc"/

vfb, vxpr kt vhh,v gcusv ekv gcurvrc duykhc/ gher vgcusv vhh,v cthxu;vjunr' unfhuui avneuru, vhu skho'vgcusv bnafv zni rc/

ctjs vhnho ehck vrc duykhc nf,cnvrch ucxupu vuxh; cf,c-hs-eusau:

19 dhkhui nxw274|~|

nt,:nbjo zhdkcuho

vrc duykhc cagrv ak mwhtkh/ khsu vrc euckehi uvrc nav sus fvi

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"jck cntsan,trl fk-fl vr"s ]=rtah-scrho[g"s ]= gk-scr[ ttnu"r ]=tsubh tch nurh urch[fuw' ugs n,h? ufbrtvado kht"b ]= kh"t bhxi[kt hu"k ]= humtktur[?!"

vrc duykhc vchi ch,r at, t,vjahcu, anesha vrch kxpr' ucab,,ak"z hmt krtaubv vxpr an,gs t,xhpur jhhu ak rch kuh hmje/ hhjusu akvxpr afngy fuku bf,c ngsuhu, nfkhrtauiQ nhuni vrcbh,' unvjxhsho vrchgec hux; rxehi ucbhu' avhu khnhbu ctknttyt' ufi nzhfrubu,hu ak vrc crul ahprhig"v' ugus/

vrch vhv acg rmui nts' ufgcur zni'ftar cher auc tmk vrch' tu,u vhuo bertkjsru ak vrc juseuc atnr ku: "sg kl' fhzfu, dsukv bpkv cjkel/ vrch tnr khkceal' canu' kcer tmk fnv jxhshoavfhru t, tchu' chbhvo vrc hux; bhnuyhi'vrc nav cbhnhi epki' fsh kanug nvoscrho tusu, tchu' ntjr avo zfu kvfhruthah,/

vrc duykhc nhkt t, vceav-vurtv'uvgkv t, xhpurhvo gk vf,c uvfbhxo tkvrch/ vrch vdhv t, vjunr ut; ,heicf,h"e cfnv neunu,/ kcxu; vurv kvjzhrt, vspho vturdhbkhho avdha/

jchcu, nhujs,

vxpr zfv kjchcu, nhujs, tmk vrch'ctunru fh "dro bj, ruj rc"/ jchcu, zuv,cytv kt re cakch vfb,u' tkt do

ktjr nfi' ugk fl hghsu mrur vgucsu,vctu,:

vnzfhr vrc cbhnhi ekhhi' xhpr fh ntzavxpr hmt ktur' vut vhv nubj gk aukjbuak vrch cnal jusaho trufho///

hsug' avrv"j rw hux; bhnuyhi' vjzhecrau,u f,c hs eusa ak rch kuh hmje'tu,u ehck nnbu cn,bv/ ktjr arw hux;b,px' dhku juerh ve/d/c/ t, f,c vhs'ucfgxo gk ao "abhturxtvi"' arpu tu,ucta/ abho rcu, ktjr nfi' ftar zfvkvdhg krch' chea rw hux; nvrch f,c hstjr ak tchu' c,nurv kf,c vhs abar;/vrch cjr kvgbhe ku t, vxpr ",uksu, kuhhmje" ucu mhkunho aubho nf,c vhs akrch kuh hmje gk xpr vzuvr uv,bht'ucvmchgu gk f,ch vhs tnr ku: "tbh bu,i klxpr zv cn,bv/ ha cu fnv mhkunho nf,chsu ak tch' uhvt zv bjac cghbhl fthkub,,h kl f,c hs nna///"

v,rdau, c,t ngmru

ak rch kuh-hmje

crcu, vabho vkfu ubuxpu gus akuanvsuru,' favhvkuo acf,r vht vnvsurvvtjrubv _ ahmtv ktur cakuav frfho _uhhjusv cfl abf,cv ktjr bphk, vnxlveunubhxyh/

vrc duykhc kt vx,pe cnxg xpru,hcgecu,hu ak rch kuh hmje' uvut vjkhykbxug cgmnu do kneunu, cvo avv vmshe

uvu,hr ao t, ju,nu' cgher cgrh rcbu,uheyrhbuxkc )sbhhprupyrucxe' fhuo( ugskneuo dku,u cmwhtkh utknt-tyt' aonbuj,u fcus/ cgecu, ntnmhu t; ehckjke n,heh vjehrv ak rch kuh hmjenhshvo ak rtah ve/d/c/csbhhprupyrucxe' ,heho aapfu tur jsagk pra, ntxru vnupktv///

"ha neunu, avx,ucc,h cvo' urhdatu,h kjauc' avbv' cneuo vzv vx,ucctu,u mshe dsuk' ufti btxr" _ nxpr vrcduykhc/ "vhu tku cheurho nrdaho chu,r'uknru, avxprho fcr hmtu ktur' yrj,hkbxug ksbhhprupyrucxe hjs go vakhjvneunh vrc anutk enhbmeh' uvut stdabufk kcer c,t vngmr cu hac rch kuhhmje' vneunu, cvo bjer ugubv/ cxhuguzfhbu do keck t, ,he vjehrv ak rch kuhhmje nhshvo ak rtah ve/d/c/ _ ftarv,he vneurh vugcr khshu ak cbu' vrch/

vhh,v kh do vzfu, kbxug kneuo dku,uak rch kuh hmje' kmhwtkh vrjuevuvbhsj,' cv' fnsunbh' kt cher jxhs ntz/vcheur v,tpar ktjr cuto ak akujhvrch ketzjxyi vrc haghv fvi uvrchvusv euckehi/ "cvadjv pryh, nupktv'grfbu t, vcheur knjr, huo vvhkukt f";cnbjo tc/ c,jhkv kt hsgbu t, nheunuak vfpr vbhsj vzv' cthzu srl bh,i kvdhgkao' uvto cfkk vneuo gshhi buat t,tu,u ao mwhtkh?

cxupu ak scr vmkjbu kvdhg kneuovburt vzv vhsug canu "mwhtkh"' tkhu vdhgrch kuh hmje g"v kpbh faaho utrcg abv'chuo h"t acy ,"a favut cuss udknus'jkua u,aua' futc usutc/ gk yhcu akneuo zv' ni vngbhhi kerut fnv eyghon,ul zfrubu,hv ak vrcbh, jbv g"v:

tmk rcho nts ngurr vao vzv -mhthkh - jkjkv uzgzug/ ufk fl knv?

gprv _ gpr ,hjuj' cu. ak gprunho' tar thbv xupd, uthbv n,hhca,kguko/ vh,uaho vn,vuuho nvchmu,'nnktho t, fk vtuhr u"au,pho" ktsocfk tar hpbv: crjuc' cch,' cnycj'ctrubu,' cfkh vtufk' cntfk ucnaevQckf, vtso khaui uceunu nny,u/ cfktar ,pbv h,ua esnl/

c,hv gauhho njnr uyhj' ehru,hvryucho ,nhs nzkgpu, vdao uvcrs'urmp, vch, t; vht ngurc, nyhy ujnr/akt fcgrho tjru, ceuah nana vch,fnx,ur unjxv npbh vana uvcrs' vakd


vrc duykhc c,jb, vrfc, ak mwhtkh

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uvehyur uruj vxgrv vnhcc,cfk agu, vhnnv/

vana vkuvy, chnu, veh.ngkv nvgpr mjbv uxrjui'vdurnho knjku, nxufbu,unemru, t, jhh vtso/

cavu,bu cnkui kkhb, khkv'"zfhbu" kvrdha t, yhco akvh,uaho tusu,o f,cv vrcbh,/njbu, ak h,uaho zugnho ,eputu,bu kkt vr;/ v,jkbu tz kvrdhangy ni vngy t, vxck vburt akrch kuh hmje cnal fk abu, dku,u/vjuo vhv ck,h bxck/ jhfhbuceumr-ruj kvpmg, vajr fshabufk kgzuc t, vneuo///

go tur vcuer gzcbu xu; xu;t, vnkui' uv,jkbu kcer crjchvghhrv fsh knmut t, vnyru,avmcbu kgmnbu/ rtah, srfbuvh,v knmut fnv nzebh vneuo'fsh kbxu, uksku, nvo pryhotusu, vtha vdsuk cgbehoav,durr cxchc,o trcg abho,nhnu,' tl tha nvo kt ang ukthsg gk rtchi hvushav,durr cerco/ bnxrkbu' fh jck gk vntnmho akbu' vhu, uthantbah vneuo _ vnurfc crucvntufkuxhv mghrv hjxh, _ thbu husgntunv tusu,hu/

nfhui afl' cherbu cneunu, cvovx,ucc rch kuh hmje' fnu c,jb,vnayrv vneunh,' cv btk. kv,hhmcthah, tj, kgarv hnho' uto ccbhhivntphv vneunh,' xnul ku btk. rch kuhhmje kgnus nhsh huo agu, rcu,' hjs gotxpxu; ak txhrho' gcrhhbho' rumjho'aussho unduraho nfk nhbh nshbu,' ckuuhmgeu, uekku,' nkuu, c,dr, hsho' fshkvahd p, kjo atnur kvxphe ku knalakav hnho ,nhnho! ucneunu, buxpho/

cvear kfl hsug xhpurv ak vrcbh,jbv g"v' axhprv crcu, vabho kvrv"j rwcgrhk hubhe ahw' fh ctj, vtdru, f,c kvovrch ' fh "kguko kt hnjuk kgmnu gk tarhmt t, ruxhv uvathro ao" _ _ _

nv cgmo dro kl kv,tn. fk flkv,jeu, tjr fk phx, nhsg gk rkuh"m?

"ftar vbl fu,c xpr chudrphu,uksu,hu ak dhcur chartk' ucpry ftarnsucr ctchu ak vrch' vrh cnvkl vf,hcvgk gbhhi nxuho uneuo nxuho' n,gurr clthbxyhbeyhch, xerbu, urmui ksg, pryho

rcho ffk vtpar tusu, neuo zv/ kttdzho to tmhhi' a,ul fsh f,hc, vxpr gknuvrkuh"m' gcru-jkpu crtah njacu,rcu,: nh hh,i utzfv th pgo cjhho kvhu,cneunu, tkv' ukrtu, cnu ghbh nv agcrgk mshe zv ctu,o neunu,/

"tbh rumv kvuxh;' fh cnvkl f,hc,vxpr gk rch kuh hmje' cherbh tjsvjxhsho utnr kh azv g,v cher chjhsu,tmk vrch' uct cakhju,u ak vrch kunr khcanu' kck tzkzk j"u cauo scr eyi'ut,hhjx do kscrho eybho crmhbu,vrtuhv uvn,thnv/ thi' tput' fk pkt afkscr' feyi ufdsuk' gbhhi tu,h krtu,' ksg,ukanug fsh kvgku,o gkh f,c k,ugk,veurtho"/

^vto ccheurhl cgrhu ak vrch'sbhhprupyrucxe' bheukhhc ucmwhtkh'dhkh, scrho jsaho?

"eav nts kvchg cf,c t, vrdau,ahabi cg, afu,cho gbhhi nxuho' uvrmuivgz kvfhr thah, t, vneuo/ knu,r kmhhi'atjrh avec"v gzrbu unxl vcrzk bergkdzrho ubumru v,btho kcer cneunu, avhuj,unho ujxunho cnal acgho abv' uvbvkp,g vfk dkuh up,uj kpbhl _ vrh knu,rkmhhi gs fnv n,gurr vrmui kcercneunu, tkv atusu,o fu,cho/

"unfti v,aucv katkv: nvb,dkv kh cbxhgu,hhcsbhhprupyrucxe' knak' ghrrcbu,u ak rch kuh hmje uneuo cugav vrch t, abu, hksu,u ubgurhu'ftar ccheur ao tpar kv,raorcu, cfk vnucbho/ fl do ccheurcbheukhhc' ao fhvi c,ur rc vdtuivjxhs rch nthr aknv hbucxehb"g' xcu ak vrch' uao do tparkrtu, t, vch, cu v,ehho crh,vnhkv ak vrch/

fatbu nchyho nknyvkngkv gk snu,u vnthrvuvfchrv ak rch kuh hmje' fhmsksg,l tbu' csurbu' hfukhokva,hhl kgcus, veusa akuabga,v cnxhru, bpa' csngucso?

"tbu hfukho krtu, ukvhuufjcnu ghbhbu' afk vpguku, abgau gkhsh rcu,hbu vesuaho "cnshbvvvht"' uchjus gk hsh f"e tsnu"rnuvrhh"m uvdtui vmshe f"e rchkuh hmje b"g _ auo scr kt vkl

kthcus j"u' ufk pgukv ak nxhru, bpakngi vhvsu, uvrcm, ,urv ujxhsu, abgaucrjch nshbu, crh, vnugmu, kagcr _cueg, ugukv fg, n,ul rdch tsn, nshbvzu/ chjus tnurho vscrho kdch vakujhoabxgu cakhju,u ucfuju ak vrch knshbu,tku _ vo vnv ahfukho kvghs fntv gshogs fnv bfubho vscrho vtnurho' ftarrutho ghi cghi atu,o djkho kujau, avhujcuhho ubgknho abho rcu, _ purmhokp,g gk fk mgs' ugk hsh fuju, ghkthhotkv nxudkho kpguk akt cgrl kphvgcusv' ukngkv nsrl vycg/

"thi xpe' anv arch kuh hmje zrgcsngu,hu ucsnu' vakujho eumrho zt,vhuo cgcus,o' cakhju,u ak cbu' vrch"/

favrc duykhc nscr gk vakujhoveumrho t, vphru, cneuo cu rch kuhhmje zrg' vut n,fuui do kbheukhhc' ghrvuks,u ak vrch' cv nfvi frcv ak vghruvakhj vrtah' cbu' vrc akuo sucgr ahwduykhc' aveho cneuo evhkv hvush, jhvu,uxx,' uxchcv thnprhv nrahnv aknuxsu, jhbul veruhho' thl kt' gk ao rcvghr nkpbho' cgk vvhkukt///

vbv fh fi' xdhr, ngdk nr,e,///

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ng,hr ,phkv cmhui vew ak rch kuh hmje

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ab, v-06 kvx,keu,

ktur nsurv ubru,

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vhu tkv abu, vn"nho/ nxlvcrzk vhv nud; gshhi' ufk nhavhv cpbho _rmv kmt,/ nhazfv kvhu, nju. kruxhvvxuchhyh, _kt rmv kvfbx

k,ul kug vtrh/ nkcs jxhsh jc"s abakjugk hsh vrch cakhjuhu, jathu, kkcu, t,vdjk, vhvush,' ujrpu t, bpao kvph. t,vnghhbu, ukgurr t, vkccu,/

uc,ul fk tkv vx,uccu vrc sus bjaui'nbf"k bhhsu, jc"s ctv"e' uhshsu veructch ytuc' cakhju, jath, nvrch:kvehotuvkho gk mhubh rcu,hbu bahthbu vesuahocrjch ruxhv utuerthbv' fukk tuvk gkecr tchu rch kuh hmje ctknt-tyt/

jusaho trufho gau vabho cruxhvcakhju, nhujs, zu' ftar vo n,jzhoktbah gxeho actu kruxhv kxjurchvkunho' cnxdr, gxeh vhvkunho ak rwtch ytuc/ gus jzui knugs kprxo t,vxhpur vnkt ak fk vbxhgu, vkku abgau,j, ngyv fcs ak jathu,/

krdk ab, vahaho kvx,keu, vrv"erch kuh hmje abhturxtvi' jua; vrc bjauijke tjs nakhju, jath, zu' tusu, cbhh,vtuvk ctknt-tyt:

vko u,svnv

vhh,v zu vbxhgv vrchgh, akbu kruxhv/cac, jzui' cw nbjo-tc vw,an"j' vhhbuckbhbdrs' ao jdd,h cv,uugsu, nhujs, t,huo vuks,h vtrcgho/ facg agu, hacbuao go hvush vevhkv' uvhh,v v,gurru,gmunv/

c,eupv zu ak vabv' vkhku, ckbhbdrsemrho ntus' ugo mt, vac, nhvrbu kehhot, nmuu, wnkuuv nkfvw' utjr-fl bxgbukbnk v,gupv' nao yxbu ktknt-tyt/

cruxhv' fnu cruxhv' vnyux thjr'ucxupu ak scr vdgbu ktknt-tyt cagu,vmvrhho vntujru,/ nhs v,jkbucjhpuaho tjr neuo cu bufk kycuk cyrobhda kmhubu ak rch kuh hmje/

ktjr ayckbu' hmtbu kfhuui ch,vecru, hjs go hshshbu v,w bjuo ,nrhi'aahna tz fn,urdni akbu/

favdgbu kp,j ch, vecru,' vhh,hcyuj abpkv fti ygu,/ nsucr cch, ecru,dsuk ntus ak duhho' unfk ms uphbv bhcyhomknho ufk nrghi chahi/ chi vnmcu, vhubyugho gmho' ugk vnmcu, vhu ,nubu, akvn,ho tu pxkho akvo' ufnuci avnrtu,

cakvh abu, vn"nho'

chnho cvo veunubhzo

aky kkt nhmrho

cruxhv vxuchhyh, _

bxgu vrc sus bjaui

urw tch ytuc

cakhju, jath,

nvrch kveho tuvkho

gk mhubh rcu,hbu

bahthbu cruxhv ^

kpbhbu vxhpur vnkt

ak cbhh, vtuvk agk

ecru ak rch kuh

hmje abhturxtvi'

akuu,v cbhxho

dkuhho' uvx,hhnv cbx

c,ul hnnv ujmh!

23 dhkhui nxw274|~|

nt,:tcrvo rhhbh.

venbu t, vmhui

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vkku drnu kfukbu k,juav eav ntus/

vagv vhh,v ntujr,' vana aegvty ty' ucch, vecru, vjku jhh vkhkv/ fi'do ao ha jhho _garu, ahfurho utbahvguko v,j,ui eucgho ckhku, t, nafbocch, vecru,' uchi hmurho ftkv mgsbuftar tbu njpaho tjr ecru ak rch kuhhmje/

vkfbu agv trufv gs anmtbu t,neuo nbuj,u ak rch kuh hmje/ mnuskecru ak rch kuh hmje ecurho fnvhvusho' tuko cxl vfk jkev eybv ntusc,ul ho ak ecrh duhho/ tjr-fl xhpru kbu'aftar ecru t, rch kuh hmje' ebu fnvjkeu,-ecr buxpu, xchcu' ufl bumrvjkev hvush, eybv/

gnsbu nuk ecru ak rch kuh hmje' go,juav eav ntus/ nyrho xpurho vprhsuchbu kchi ntu, vecrho vduhho' uvvrdavvhh,v thunv/

vanho vjahfu nrdg krdg' utbjbunhvrbu knsus t, vneuo' kfk vpju,nshsv ayjh,' fsh abufk k,fbi t, cbhh,vtuvk xchc vnmcv/ vcbu nhs ahvhv eavntus k,juo t, vnmcv ctuvk' ftarvecrho vtjrho xnufho ntus/

hmtbu nch, vecru,' acurho kjkuyhi/

ctu,u acug vdgbu krch/ t, ranhhveaho nneuo ecur,u ak rch kuh hmjevgkh,h gk vf,c' cnxdr, vsu"j vnsuhheanxr,h krch gk fk vbxhgv/

cac, y"z nbjo tc' ac, bjnu' shcrvrch tusu, tchu' uv,cyt "tch vklcdku,' ubnmt cdku,"/ napy emr zv chythu,r nfk t, nv avrdabu ao' arch kuh

hmje bnmt gshhi cdku,/ vrdav eav ntus/

ctu,v v,uugsu, v,cyt vrch tusu,tchu cchyuhho nhujsho' utnr a"ktjrhhmht, f"e nu"j tsnu"r nnshbv vvhtbatr vut bfso vhjhsh ak tsnu"r vzei'tsnu"r vtnmgh uvm"m vnbvhd cnshbvvvht' ukfi pbu tkhu do cgbhhbh vsrfv ufuwufuw"/

fnu cfk vv,uugsuhu, c,eup,vakhjuhu, kruxhv' vurv kbu vrch kunrwkjhhow gk fux nkt/

buxj vnmcv

cjusaho vctho akjbu t, v,w bjuo,nrhi kgrul gcurbu nshsu, nsuhheu, hu,r'

uktjr aehckbu nnbu t, varyuy akvneuo' vfbu ,ufbh, ktuvk/

cv,to kvurtv fkkh, aehckbu nvrchc,jhk, vakhju,' vdabu t, v,ufbhu,krcbho' ucnechk vfbxbu t, v,ufbh,vrtaubh, krch/

knru, avrch kt v,grc cpryho akcbhh, vtuvkho' jacbu atukh vpgo hjrudvrch nnbvdu ubzfv keck vurtu, npurau,nvrch cear ktuvk agk mhui tchu/ tck ktnjacu,hu njacu,hbu' uvrch kt vghrntunv/

cgecu, ahj, vrch tusu, ngnsuvnhujs ak tchu ktjr hmht, vrch vrhh"mnruxhv' vjkybu abuxj vnmcv hvhvcsunv kbuxj vnmcv ak fk rcu,hbubahthbu _kngy vnhkv wtsnu"rw/

cjusa nbjo tc ,an"y vfbxbu krcht, vbuxj vxuph' uv,ufbh, kcbhh, vtuvk'tl ftnur kt zfhbu kvgru, nhujsu,nvrch/

cbxhgv vachgh, akbu kruxhv' ccjhb,"fk vachghi jchchi"' v,tpar kbu kbxugauc ktknt tyt/ cfkk' nfhuui avdgbufxujrh hvkunho aguaho gxehocnuxecv' vhhbu mrhfho kxpe vxcrhokbxhgu, akbu nju. k,juo nuxecv/ tnrbuatbjbu buxgho kcer ecrh tcu,/

fl nmtbu t, gmnbu ctj, vac,u, akjusa tkuk ,an"y' ckbhbdrs/ v,fbh,vh,v kmt, nhs ktjr vac, cyhxvktknt-tyt acezjxyti vrjuev' fshkcbu, tuvk jsa ukveho nmcv jsav/nxhcu, aubu, vhhbu nudckho czni gs khuo


vrc sus bjaui eurt p"b ccheur vrtaui/ kmhsu guns rw tch ytuc

vske, br ccheur vrtaui

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akhah cgrc' fl avhu kbu hunhho ujmh ckcskgcus ukvxphe vfk n,jhkv ugs vxu;/tnbo hsgbu aeav hvhv kvxphe vfk cznifv emr' tck tparh/

vdgbu cnumth-ac, kasv-v,gupvackbhbdrs' fakp,g nushgho avnyuxhtjr cnxpr agu,/ ,ul fsh vn,bv' sjut, vyhxv fnv pgnho' ure knjr,' huortaui tjr vmvrhho' hmt vnyux ksrfu/ctknt-tyt bj,bu chuo rtaui cgrc! fkv,fbhu, akbu va,cau/ batru kbu pju,nhunhho gcusv' uvhhbu kjumho ntus czni/

cfkk' cnal fk vzni v,gurru cghu,u,eku, aubu,' fph atxpr cvnal/ rthbucnuja thl vayi nbxv kgfc cgsbu nkcmgt, vakhju, ak vrch/

cvdhgbu ktknt-tyt jhpabu t, nbvkch, vecru,/ fnv hnho euso kfi akjbukao t, tjs ntbahbu kvpda th,u' uvutxhfo th,u' ,nur, ,akuo vdui' ahstdkxsr gcurbu rahubu, n,thnho kven,tuvk unmcv/ fg, v,crr avut kt cch,ufh vut hcut re knjr, tjr vmvrhho/nuci avzni vemr kt thpar kbu kjfu, kuubtkmbu cgmnbu kvahd thaurho urahubu,n,thnho' afi ckgshvo _ hvrxuvakyubu, fk nv abcbv/ cruc hhtuabu'jacbu at, vtuvk beho cpgo tjr, _ktjr avzni avuemc kbu wv,czczw gkvn,bu, uthaurho///

ctu,u khkv vkf,h khaui ghh; unsufsl/cjkunh rth,h t, gmnh guns cch,-nsrauak vrch cbhu-hure/ ktjr v,phkv' favklvrch kjsru' vx,ucc ktjur' pbv kgcrhugussbh cjzev chsu akua pgnho' ,ulavut nchy tkh cncy nhujs uktjr-nfivnahl csrfu/ rthbu czv tu, nanho aktkv,hhta' uto brmv bufk kcbu, t, vtuvk/vkhkv fcr fngy vx,hho' utbu hmtbu ksrlcbxhui kvahd t, vrahubu,/

^

ctanur, vcuer bpdabu go vnnubvvrtah gk fk c,h-vecru, ak eztjxyti'emhi csrdv cfhrv/ xhprbu ku actbu kvehotuvk gk ecru ak "vxct"' ustdbu kajstu,u cxfuo fx; dsuk/ vut vxfho k,fbh,akbu tl tnr aha cghv kvahd nky'ckueho uatr junrh cbhi uvut neuuvkvahd zt, c,ul garv hnho gs acughho///tnrbu ku avtuvk jhhc kvhu, cbuh gs njrcgrc' kfk vntujr/ vut v,jhk kmjue'ctnru azv ck,h-tparh fkk/ cxupu-ak-scr xhfnbu t,u' ato vfk hvhv nufi gs

njr ckhkv' bfphk t, vxfuo/ utfi' "vfx;hgbv t, vfk" _ uvut vxfho/

v,jkbu karyy gk bhhr ctu,hu,gcrhu, t, buxj vnmcv' uvut vkl chb,hhokdhhx garu, pugkho/ do tbjbu hmtbu nhskneuo vecr/ ftnur' ch,-vecru, vhvdsuk uaunoQ bgrho duhho _ prjjho _vx,uccu cneuo ujhkku t, vecrho/ auc,epv tu,h ,juav thunv' ado cnu,u thikmshe nbujv/ uzv re jhze tmkbu t,vvrdav ajhhcho kveho tuvk fnv ahu,rnvr/

ftnur' fanssbu t, vayj' v,crrafngy thi ruuj chi ecru ak rw kuh-hmjekecr vxnul chu,r/ ktjr nshsu, juzru,ubabu,' vmkjbu karyy ceuah neuo gcurvehr nckh kpdug' jkhkv' cecrhovxnufho/ zv vhv bx dkuh' fh csrl vycgkt vhv ahhl kcbu, ao ehr cauo tupi'

njn, vmphpu, cneuo/

v,jk, vcbhhv

vpugkho geru t, dsru, vcrzk vhabu,uv,jhku cjphr, vhxusu,/ njn, eumrvzni vkfbu cnechk kch,-vjrua, vxnul'ao nfhbho nmcu,' fsh kvfhi t, vnmcvvsruav' nmcv dsukv uhpv' fhtv kmshe/

vnshsu, vn,thnu, bgau czrhzu,uvujk do caryuy ujhmuc vtci/ vpugk hacgo thznk js uspe gkhu cpyha nhujs' tu,tjr tu,/ chb,hho hac,h cms utnr,hwxkhju,w ak xu; jusa tkuk/ tl duh batrduh' unjn, th-hshg,u t, vtu,hu,vgcrhu, vut ygv/ vhv murl kvahd ahajsa ukv,jhk t, vfk nv,jkv/ bfbxbukkj. burt/ vagui wr.w uvrdabu agarho

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vrc sus bjaui nadhj gk aryuy vnmcv

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utrcg vagu, avhu krau,bu wcurju,w kbu/

auc jzrbu kch,-vecru, kvadhj gkvgcusv/ rthbu avpugkho v,esnu hpv'ufcr xhhnu kcbu, fnv auru, kcbho/ chifv ufv vgrc hrs' tl tha kt jac kvpxheuku krdg/ bhxhbu knaul fck jank nch,-vjrua, vxnul' tck npt, dusku ak ch,-vecru, kt vmkjbu knaul t, vjuy gskecr gmnu/ kt vh,v fk crhrv' utjsvpugkho vcht zrsho uvskhe nsurv dsukvavthrv t, vayj' uvpugkho vnahfucgcus,o/ vhv er' vpugkho )udo tbjbu( vhughhpho urgcho' npbh akt vxpheu ktfukfk vhuo' tl tha kt jac fkk kvpxhe t,vgcusv' pauy njuxr zni/

vnnubv vrtah gk c,h-vecru, vdhgnhsh fnv agu,' fsh kcsue avpugkho tfin,esnho' uakt hpxhs jkhkv t, xfuovfx; vdsuk avcyjbu ku/ cghmunv akvgcusv vkf,h kch, nkui uv,ear,h naoknarsh bhhsu, jc"s chartk' fsh ahmkmkuknzfhru, ak vrch uhsuuju ku gk v,esnu,vgcusv )nxhcu, nucbu, kt rmhbu kv,earhahru, nruxhv ktrmu, vcrh,(/ cfkk'rthbu gk fk mgs uagk bhxho dkuhho/

favtuvk gns cakch xhuo tjrubho'vdhg yreyur fcs avcht t, vnmcvvnufbv' nmcv dsukv uhpv/ tjrh khkv trulak gcusv gnku vpugkho eau, kvrho t,vaha vgbe ukvmnhsu tk vehru, vjsaho/gk vnmcv vjsav vepsbu kf,uc do t,ao-napj,u ak rch kuh-hmje:wabhturxtviw' knru, acnal 44 abhovh,v xfbv kvzfhr t, vao wabhturxtviw'avrh vo bhvku abho rcu, ntce nrubueav go tbah vnapjv abjacuknursho cakyui/

do ktjr avenbu t, vnmcv vjsav_vatrbu t, vnmcv vhabv fph avht'npt, jahcu,v' ut, vjsav ecgbu cfu,kvtuvk' ntjurh vnmcv vhabv/ fhuogunsu, a,h vnmcu, gk ,hki ccbhhi vtuvkvjsa/

garho utrcg agu, gcsu vpugkhocrmhpu, gs huo akhah tjr-vmvrhho/vtuvk vueo gk ,hku/ vdhg nxdr kvfhi t,vagr' ,khbu nbguk jsa fsh kanur gkesua, vneuo/ utz erv scr ngbhhi: garu,rcu, ak hvusho ,uach tknt-tytuvfprho anxchc vdhgu kneuo/ v,crr'avanugv gk ven, vtuvk ga,v kvfbphho' ugaru, rcu, bvru kneuo kjzu,cpkt vdsuk/

v,jkbu kaujj gnvo' urcho xhpru fhvo nephsho kcut kneuo kpju, nhshacug tu jusa/ rcho nvo xhpru gk esua,vneuo ugk bhxho dkuhho abgau kvo ukcbh-napju,hvo cnal vabho _ ktjr agkugk vmhui ucheau avmshe hg,hr gkhvorjnho canh-ruo/

nxhr, vnp,j krch

t, vnp,j vrtaui ak vmhui' anrbugcur vrch nkl-vnahj/ uktjr rta-vabv'tu,u gahbu cnuxecv' bxgbu kbhu-hurekjmru ak vrch/

chuo uw ,arh ,a"b' huo pyhr,v akvrcbh, vmsebh, nr, jbv g"v _ta, rwkuh hmje _ kpbh v,phkv' vfbxbu knzfhrvrc hvusv khhc drubr t, vsu"j uvnp,j'hjs go xprho uf,cho avumtbu nruxhv'ufi cecue naev nvv,uugsuhu, ao' cvithjku hvush ruxhv crfu, krch/

ctu,u huo' hrs vrch k,phkv cagvntujr, ntus' fngy garho ktj,-garv/

nfhuui avhh,v kbu yhxv cagu,vmvrhho' nhvrbu ntus' unhs ktjr ,phk,

ajrh,' gnsbu cms khs vngkh,' fbvud'keck t, crf,u ak vrch kbxhgv yucvktr.-hartk/

ktjr aehckbu t, crf,u ak vrch'rmbu kjsrbu' fsh ktrdi t, vnzuusu,' gk-nb, kvxphe t, vyhxv ktr. hartk/kp,g ehckbu ykpui cvuk nv,w jbhbtapgrkhi' avrc drubr njpa tjrhbu sju;/tnrbu ku atbjbu csrl kyhxv' tck vuttnr atbu jhhcho kvdhg nhs knzfhru,/

vdgbu k-077 updabu tu,u cdi gsiv,j,ui/ v,crr anhs ktjr v,phkv vdhakrch t, nv avctbu' tuko vrch xhrckeck t, vscrho nhshu' utnr:to vogshhi fti' avo cgmno hcutu' ucgmnohnxru/

,ul fsh atbjbu gunsho cdi-gsiv,j,ui' bang znzuo csk, jsru ak vrch/vhv zv tu, knzfhr' uvut p,j t, vsk,utnr krch agus rdg hchtu t, nv avrchchea/ ktjr fnv abhu, vdhg nhavu gokgetj uvnzfhr vfbhx t, vkgetj k,ulvjsr/

tjr-fl tnr kbu vnzfhr agkhbu kvfbxkjsru ak vrch' uknxur t, vscrho/vvusgv bj,v gkhbu frgo chuo cvhr' ktjr


gcusv ktur vbru,

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azv abho pxe vbuvd ak fbhx, hjhsho tkvrch khjhsu,/ kt mhphbu kzfu, afzt,/

cjhk urgsv bfbxu kdi gsi vgkhui/ vrchgns ntjrh vnhyv abhmcv ctnmg vjsr'ugkhv grhn, xprho' favut gyu; cykh,kkt ,phkhi )fbrtv chi ra"h kr",(/

vrch vn,hi gs avnzfhr hmt' utzvbj,h gk vnhyv t, vsu"j' vf,chouvnaev/

tjr-fl nxr kh tch t, vnp,j'nxr,h krch t, vnp,j chs' utnr,h azvvnp,j ak vmhui vesua ctknt-tyt/

vrch vjzhe vhyc t, vnp,j' vchykrdg gk njzhe vnp,j' ao ran,h gk p,e

azvu vnp,j ak vtuvk ctknt-tyt'uatk:"nv zv?"

tnr,h:"zv vnp,j ak vtuvkctknt-tyt"/

tjr-fl vx,fk vrch fkph ngkv utnrcrda rc )n,urdo nhhsha(: "zv vnp,j akvtuvk///"

_ utz vrch chrl tu,bu utnr:

"tarh jkeo' rc afro' dsuk zfu,o'gk zv agurru t, hvush ruxhv upgkut,o' uv,gxeu ctuvkho ak vrchhomsheho uesuaho/ uakt bmyrl kvdhg kzv_ gk-hsh ahvhv wvehmu urbbu aufbhgprw"/

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vadjv mnusv gk fk akc ccbhhv

vyreyur ncht t, vnmcv

cnal fk vabho' ntz vx,keu,rch kuh hmje' v,gbhhi vrch rcu,tusu, mhubu ak tchu' ustd kahnurvneuo uesua,u/ cnvkl vabho t;akj vrch fxpho kahnur vneuo'uvurtu, nsuhheu, kahpu. ufuw/

cf,cv akpbhbu v,hhjxbu tl urekakc vtjrui ccbhh, vtuvk gk mhubuak rch kuh hmje' abga,v gk-hsh vrcsus bjaui urw tch ytuc _ cnxdr,cbhh, fk tvkh rcu,hbu bahthbucruxhv/

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ftar vrch rumv

tmk jxhsuhu, pukhi bvud' aftarvtsnu"r nx,ke _nf,hrho t, cbu,j,hu nhs ktjr vecurv' utjr-fl gucrvtsnu"r vjsa chi aur, vjxhshoanehhnho t, nmuu, bhjuo tckho/ thrgpgo atjs ntsnu"rh pukhi vx,kecghmunu ak jur; er cnhujs' uktjrvecurv' ftar vtsnu"r vjsa jk. t,bgkh vgur' v,crr aafju kvcht ku bgkhhojkuphu,/

gnsu vjxhsho ca,h auru, trufu,ukt hsgu nv kgau,/ vtsnv vhh,v nfuxvcafcv gcv ak akd eput' uvhv cruravkhfv ak fnv seu, gk vakd kkt bgkho'cfpur vzv' phruav xfb, bpau,/ v,hhgmudsukh vjxhsho' zhnbu do t, vrcbho' uvdhguknxebv anygnh pheuj bpa gk vrch kbgukt, bgkh vgur gs ahdhg kgdkv' ao hufkkjku. t, bgkhu kkt jaa/ nakj, akjxhsho bhdav krch unxrv t, vnxebv'tuko vrch xhrc utnr atmku wvkfvw zuwvkfvw' uvut kt n,fuui kv,par cgbhhi/

crta vaurv gns hvush pauy' aktvchi gk nv vnvunv/ fachrr ubgbv adsukhvjxhsho pxeu agk vrch kmgus go bgkhvgur njaa pheuj bpa' uvrch nxrc _vut kt jac pgnhho' tkt pay nhs t,nghk vpruuv vher agkhu' uknru, veur vgzahfuk vhv kxfi do tu,u' prx t, vnghkgk vakd utnr avrch hfuk kkf, gk vnghkaku/// vjru tjrhu atr vjxhsho' u,ulseu,hho vhv vachk nfuxv cnrcs rl aknghkh pruuv' uvrch mgs knrfcv kkt fkjaa/

uvvurtv nxhpur zv:ftar vrch rumvnavu' jhhcho jxhshu knmut t, vsrlknkt t, vrmui/ to vjxhsho vdsukho ktnmkhjho' kpgnho ,cut vhaugv suuetnvjxhsho vpauyho/

ftar vrch kt ncea

ha scrho' avrch tphku kt ncea/tbjbu mrhfho kvchi kcs' ukgau,/ knak'v,gurru, dsukv cear go f"; nbjo tcabv zu' cnkt, 06 abv kvx,keu, tchu akvrch' vneuck vtkeh rch kuh hmjeabhturxtvi g"v/

cfkk' cfk veaur kcbh napj,u' bnbgvrch nkgrc t, gs, vjxhsho/ cabhovrtaubu, vrch nna vephs gk fl' ufphaxhpr ktjrubv vrc draui ngbsk drkhe'aftar rmv kvsphx vesav kghkuh ban,tjhu ak vrch' uf,c krch gk fl cvuxhpuatmku crur ahvhv zv kbj, ruj vrch _vahcu vrch )v,ufi(:fao atmku crurkjhuc' fl crur fti kakhkv!

zv vhv ruj vscrho cabho vrtaubu,kbahtu,/ ktjr ,af"v vjk vrch kv,hhjxk,trhl vx,keu, vurhu' tl kt cayurgodsuk/

re cabu, vn"nho vjk vrch ktzfrctupi punch un,ul wayurgow t, ,trhfhvvx,keu, ak cbh napj,u/

vwayurgow nhuo vvhkukt

kt jucv/ zfu,!fk nh anrdha nxphe eruc krchQfk jxhs anrdha avrch vut

tct aku _vrh csrl nnhkt' ftar ndhg ,trhl fk-fl nhujs'

nkt, ahaho abv kvx,keu, tchu ak vrch' vut guav nzv

wayurgow dsuk' n,ul v,gurru, nhujs,!


ab, v-06 kvx,keu,

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thbbh n,hhnr kvchi cwsg, gkhuiw' udcvunjacu,hu nnjacu,hbu' tck brtv agkscrho napj,hho kt mrhl kgurr/ to tbunrdhaho cbh napjv _gkhbu kv,gurrcgmnbu/ uto tbjbu kt jaho cv,gurru, _tu, vut fh thbbu cbh napjv' uthi xhcvkgrc tu,bu cgbhhbho vnapj,hho///

]cntnr vnuxdr:vahnua cnuadwnapjvw chjx krch' nuct fti fnuci caovnuatk' re cfsh kvnjha t, vayurgoagkhbu kgau, nf"; nbjo tc vcgk"y/

avrh caubv nrcu,hbu bahtbu acsuru,akpbhbu' ahjxo tk vjxhsho vhv hjx aktc uci' ufnuxcr cahju, rcu,hbu bahtbu gkvhjx vtcvh ak rcu,hbu kjxhshouv,nhnho _tmk f"e tsnu"r nv"n' fcrn,jhk, bahtu,u' rthbu avhjx aku tkvjxhsho vhv ak nkl ugo' ccjhb, runnu,uv,batu,' uvscr vkl uvgnhe nabv kabv/

ucpry c,eup,hbu zu ak "hnu, vnahj"'vrh avear uvhjx akbu tk vrch mrhlkvhu, fnkl vnahj' fhsug uncutrcjxhsu, akt ahhl gbhi vnkufv gk cbho'aerucho ujke nvtc' tkt gk go _ "thinkl ckt go"' abprsho nvnkl/ fl dovurtu,hu ak vrch nupbho k"fk cbh ucbu,hartk cfk neuo avo"/ nauo fl' vhjxakbu tk ehuo vurtu, vrch mrhl kvhu,ftk mu nkfu,h ukt frda thah ak ciktchu' acnsv nxuhhn, ndao t, fkvnuad ak "rch"' athi grul tkhu' avrh"msheho sunho kcurto"' ufao akt ahhlkcyt rda ak tvcv carh, tk vec"v' flvscr chjx ak rch ujxhs/

buat zv njhhc ntnr nhujs' uvscrfcr jurd nnxdr, zu/ ukt ct,h tktkvsdha' avahnua cxdbui ak napjv fkphvrch ct fti fsh kcyt t, vzfu, abpkvcjkebu chjxbu tk huo f"; cnbjo tc[/

kfi' fk nh anrdha nxphe eruc krchQfk jxhs anrdha avrch vut tct aku _vrh csrl nnhkt' ftar ndhg ,trhl fk-flnhujs' nkt, ahaho abv kvx,keu, tchuak vrch' vut guav nzv wayurgow dsuk'n,ul v,gurru, nhujs,!

zt, kt jucv/ zt, zfu,!

vrch vcht t, vgmho/

gkhbu kvcht t, verci!

ctj, nahju,hu tusu, fw nbjo-tc

)keu"a j"s(' tunr vrch avneuo vhjhshca"x cu nuzfr v,trhl fw ctc' vutcnxf, ,gbh,' ao nxpr, vnabv afw ctcvhv huo yuc tmk napjv nxuhhn,' nfhuuiachuo zv vhu na,naho cgmho akvo ktavngrfv agk dch vnzcj/ uncutr' avhv zniackaf, vgmho vhv njxur jnur cgmho'ufnv napju, ,rnu tz t, vgmho' u,hebukfk napjv' achuo cu zfu kvcht gmhoczni vnjxur _hzfu kvcht gmho chuo zv'cfk abv' do akt cgh,u, njxur/

cbudg kzvu,v ak vnapjv azf,vkvcht gmho kngrfv chuo fw ctc' bjkeutnurtho cscr: rch nthr tunr a"vi vicbh sus ci hvust"' uthku rch huxh tunr "vivi cbh hutc ci mruhw"/ nfhuui akt ,,finjkue, cnmhtu,' nxhe vrch anapjv zuv,hhjxv do ksus udo khutc' av,j,bu zvczv' uvnjkue, vht thzv zfu, tcu,vhh,v kvo kvcht t, vgmho cfw nbjotc/

nv vzfu, vdsukv kvcht gmho suuetcfw ctc? nctr vrch' anfhuui any"u ctc",aa fujv ak jnv' ukt vhu fur,hi gmhokngrfv kph athbi hcahi" _vrh' afkvnapju, abscu ktjr y"u ctc' vhumrhfho kyrjv nhujs, fsh kvahd t,vgmho/ unfhuui agmho tku vhu nhugshokercbu, vmhcur' fukk do gcur tbahoavchtu erci gk jyto' vrh dsukv ngk,cbh tu,v napjv' ayurjho ntus fshkgzur ktso ajyt/ ungkv buxp, vhh,vkvo' avhu buscho gmho tku n,ul anjvgmunv' ugs ahuo zv vhv bjac gcuro khuo-yuc/

unfhuui azf,v vnapjv kvbvdv fk flnhujs, _ bjkeu vtnurtho' nvhfi kejut, vfuj kvbvdv zu:nsus vnkl tu nhutcci mruhv/

"uzv"' fu,c vrch cvgrv kahjv'"n,tho kgcus,u ak ttnu"r cgkvvhkukt' ackh vcy gk dsku,u cdkhts,urv ucpbhnhu, v,urv ufuw' nxr gmnukvrcm, v,urv ukvjze, vhvsu, do chitbaho pauyho' t; axck gcur gcus,u zughbuhho eaho ufuw ufuw ugs kdku, kphbvbsj, cnjuz rjue _etztfxyti' ucfkzv' gav gcus,u zu canjv"/

do tmk vrch nkl vnahj' at; vutnzrg sus' rutho gbhhi bpkt zv: ban,u akvrch nkl vnahj vht vbanv vdcuvvchu,rQvut vrh khns nkns ug,hs kkns

t, fk vgo ,urv' fukk nav rchbu ufkvbchtho! uknru, srd,u vdcuvv' hurs vrchtk vgo' usutd kfk tjs utj, nth,bu/ uvrhfk tjs husg t, ngnsu unmcu' fnvrjueho tbu' cthzu srdv bnufv tbu bnmtho/unckh vcy gk fk zv' hurs vrch tkhbu'uncht kbu t, vgmho' t, vbhmu. ahvpulkkvcv/

ugus beusv bpktv: fatu,v napjvb,bv kjuyt t, vgmho' knru, ackhvgmho vut kt vhv hfuk kverhc t, verci_cfk zt,' bu,rv cu v,juav avut guavt, vgher/ vo cxl vfk vchtu ku t,vgmho///

do vrch guav th,bu jxs fpuk unfupk'ftar vut kngav bu,i kbu t, fk vfuju,kchmug vgcusv' tl guav zt, csrl fzt,athbbu nrdhaho fneckh kjo jxs/ tbjbunrdhaho acvjky tbjbu guaho navu///

beusv zu ctv khsh chyuh nusda cgcusvkeck, pbh nahj/ gs ksurbu vhv crur'avgcusv kvfhi t, vguko keck, pbhnahj ahhf, kbaht vsur/ kt vhv ahhlkcut uksrua nhvush pauy avut hstdkvcht t, vnahj/ akt kscr gk vyk,tjrhu, kvcht t, vnahj gk fk hvushuhvush/

uvbv ndhg vrch nkl vnahj' unjsa:vgcusv vfchrv vzt, gucr, tkhfo' tk fktjs utj, nfo' ucfo vscr ,kuh/ gau fkachfuk,fo kvcht t, nahj msebu cpugknna! do fti crur vrh athi tbu guaho t,vscr cfujbu' tkt cfuju ak vrch' acgmovgcr, vgbhhi tkhbu b,i kbu t, vfuju,vsruaho kchmug vnahnv/

tck nsvho krtu, t, vsrl cv ngbhekbu vrch t, vfuju, vfh jzeho: kt n,ul,juav ak tufkh kjo jhbo' tkt n,ul,juav ak tjrhu, uau,pu,/ tbjbu bchtt, vnahj!

vrch vcht kbu fcr t, vgmho/ fg,nuyk gkhu kvcht t, verci!

^

vct bbmk t, hnh xdukv tkv _fwctc' act cvnal ky"u ctc _kayurgonhujs cear kcgk vvhkukt' ,ul sda nhujsgk gbhhbh dtukv unahj' akhnuso vut vsrlvharv kvcht cpugk nna t, v,dku,u akvrch nkl vnahj ,hf; unhs nna!

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nt,:vrc bp,kh txyukhinakujh f"e ts"a nv"n ckux-tbdwkx

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ci hfcs tc

garho utrcg abho jkpu ntz vuenv ra, fukkh",ptr, zebho _ kuh hmje"' gk anu ak rch kuh hmje'tchu ak vrch/ t, vvmgv kven, vfukkho vmhg vrchcv,uugsu, f"; nbjo tc ,a"n' cvuxhpu fh cbudgkven, fukkho gk anu ak tchu' nuyk, gkhu jucvuzfu, kva,,; thah, cven, vfukk' uvut hh,i xfuoak "ntv aekho" neupv nhujs,/

fnu scrho rcho avrch gav kzfu, tchu' rch kuhhmje b"g' ccjhb, "ci hfcs tc"' do ven, ra, fukkh",ptr, zebho kuh hmje" bga,v t, kfcs zfru aktchu vsduk' uvrch t; vesha ahju, brjcu, u,aucu,npuryu, xchco/

vrch nxpr gk vzei

av,gurr ngrpuk juahu

ven, vfukkho bga,v tnbo cmurv ranh, cab,,a"n' tl ngbhhi kmhhi fh vrghui kven, ra, fukkhokpbxhubrho' vugk,v gk hsh vrch fcr cab, ,af"y/cabv zu ehck vrc hartk khcuc g"v' huac rta mghrhtdus, jc"s' nf,c nvnzfhr vrc juseuc ucu vutfu,c: "czv vbbh kvzfhru gk vnsucr cvhu,u fti cscrncmg hhxus ahgurho ctnmg vhuo kcykho ngcus,o)neckh pbxhv ufsunv(/ ucceav kvushgbh to bgavfcr czv scr nv' unv?"

trcgv hnho ktjr avrch vmhg kveho t,vfukkho' fu,c vrch: "vsda,h avmg,h re fkkh,fhuiamrhl kvhu, ctupi akc vna,,phojp./ c( afuub,havzebho ags g,v thi kunsho cechgu, hecgu g,hocfk huo )ukt av,fkh, _ vuxp, nuxsu, athbo tkt

fukk zebho abu,i,aucv kzgzug vguknh///


ab, v-06 kvx,keu,

kpbh 42 abho vfrhz vrch nkl vnahj

gk ven, fukkho ",ptr, zebho _

kuh hmje"' kghkuh ban, tchu vdv"e

rch kuh hmje b"g' untz bp,ju crjch

vguko ntu, fukkho vnhugsho khvusho

avdhgu kdhk vgnhsv kert, huck

v-06 kvx,keu,u ak rch kuh hmje' tbu

nchtho xehrv ngbhhb, uxhpurho aubho

abearu cven, ra, fukkh ,ptr,

zebho kuh hmje

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tnmgho kv,fkh,(/ d( vhusg fnv "zebho"udo cafubv zu/// nx,uccho cfk huo fnvagu, _ uthi husgho thl knktu, vzni?"

cahjv vrtaubv abat vrch gk hxusvfukk' vgbhe vrch chtur nupkt fhms vao",ptr, zebho kuh hmje" eaur cnhujskgbhhi ak khnus v,urv/ cbux; kfl vmhgvrch srl fhms kknus cfukk zv ucheakear zt, go gbhhi ak msev' fhuui"acznbhbu vguko nzsgzg ctupi acgcr ktahgru"/ vrch t; b,i aka vmgu, fhmskv,bvd cfukk vnhujs: rtah,' kear t,vkhnus go tj, nakua, v,phku,/ kknuskpbh v,phkv tu ktjrhv/ abh,: kvbhj eup,msev gk aukji vkhnusho' uzv hzfhrkkunsho aha k,, msev cfk huo/ akhah,:kveho eup, dn"j gk-hsh na,,ph vfukk/

cahjv zu chea vrch khhxs fukk nghizv do kbau, hartk ado vi njuhcu,ckhnus v,urv///

vrch kt re ncea kfcs t, zfru aktchu cerht, vfukkho gk anu' tkt t;nrdha jucv uzfu, kva,,; cven,vfukkho cxfunh fx;' ufl tnr cv,uugsu,f"; tc ,a"n: "//ktkv ah,bu t, vao",ptr, zebho" )ckcs( ,vhv va,,pu,cxfuo ak j"h aekho )uzt, cv,jac cflazvu vxfuo vpju, chu,r vnuyk ksg,h gkfk na,,; k,,(' uktkv ahuxhpu do t,vao "kuh hmje" _ vrh nuyk gkh cpryjhuc )uzfu,( nhujs czv _ ,hb,i' thput'va,,pu, neupv nhujs, _ cxl ntvaekho"/ vrch vuxh; ah,bu n"eri kuhhmje"' tu,v vrch hhxs cab, ,af"s'

xfunho c,ur va,,pu, cfk vfukkhokzebho ahhxsu/

gk vvapgv vjhuch, vgmunv ahakpghku, go vzebho' xhpr vrch cv,uugsu,a"p ,uksu,' ncrfho vjusa fxku ,an"t'nxpr jusaho ktjr ven,o: ctu,vv,uugsu, chea vrch kvnahl cven,vfukkho' ut; v,hhjx kygbv a"fnvnvzebho thbo mkukho csg,o"/ vrch xhprfh ctjs vneunu, cvo auvho zebhoucheruo vakujho cjd vxufu,' v,rjavngav _ ftar bfbx vcjur fakukcut,rud chsu' bhda k,unu ktjs vzebho/vkv kt hsg azei zv bjac ktso athbumkuk csg,u' fchfuk/ tkt atu,u rdg

v,gurr vzei ngrpuk juahu ucc, tj,vfhr t, fk vn,rja xchcu' uvut gmnuchrl t, vcrfv n,jhk,v ugs xupv kktfk xhug/ vrch vuxh; uvxchr' fh nhs gofbhx,u ak vcjur kjsr favkukc uvt,rudchsu' bhguru cu zhfrubu, hnh vbgru, uvscrdro ku kmt, ngrpuk juahu!

vrch vnahl kxpr: vruptho agnsuao bsvnu krtu, t, tu,u zei afcrjusaho trufho kt eky t, vn,rjaxchcu' ufk vgmu, abuxu' kt mkju/ uftibfbx cjur fakukc ut,rud chsu' unckh kscrntunv' vscr fcr pgk gk vzei ahfhr t,veurv xchcu!///

nsvho vscr' atjs ncjurh vhahcv

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ctuxyrkhv' xhpr ktjr nfi fh xhpur fzverv ghnu cshue ctu,v abv' tkt avut ktf,c gk fl krch!

cac, pra, h,ru ,an"t' v,kubi vrchaknru, vwayurgow agav cscr p,hj,vfukkho' vscr kt ct khsh pugk/ vrchvuxh; fh thi nsucr fg, gk vmgr ahangbhhi zv' tkt gk vpugk "svhhbu: ahakvph. t, vgbhhi w,ptr, zebhow uw,ptr,bahow' ufk tkv abuxgho hnxru cfk emuuh,ck gk zv"/

cvusgv nhujs, ahmtv nygo tdus,jxhsh jc"s ctrv"e cgecu, ahj,u akvrch' v,ceau fk tb"a "kveho ,ptr,zebho u,ptr, baho cneuo cvo yrovuenu' ufi kakuj su"j kf"e ts"a ukvushggk ehuno"/

whjhsu,w cvp,gv

ntz ugs vhuo' vuenu crjch vgukontu, fukkho keahaho ukeahau, )cbprsfnuci(' ftar buat zv pr. vrcv ngcrkdcuku, jc"s/ fngy uthi akhj fhuo' achiakk nuxsu,hu' thi fukk ",ptr, zebho kuhhmje"' gk anu ak tchu ak vrch' ucfl vutnehho t, vurt,u ak vrch ctupi "adurobj, ruj rc"/

gk vhjx vnhujs avesha vrchkfukkho tku' bh,i kknus nvgucsv avrchcgmnu vhv nuxr ahju, eusa cpbh ,knhshfukk ,ptr, zebho kuh hmje acbhu hure/

pgnhho cabv v,ehhnu fhbuxho kkunsh

vfukk cva,,pu, vrch nkl vnahj' ftarpgnho rcu, zfu veahaho kahj, eusanhujs, ak vrch/

gk fukk zv nxpr vnbvk vrc nbjodgrkhmeh: "vfukk bfbx kakc nut. cab,,an"d' ktjr aeck,h t, crf, vrch gkvvmgv khyuk t, vbhvuk ak vfukk/vpghku, vntxhch, vrtaubv v,cytvcahgurho kzebho cfk rjch bhu hureQ turdbutz fjnhaho ahgurho cfk neuo tparh _c,h tcu,' nrfzho evhk,hho keahaho'c,h rputv ufhu"c/ hjs go zt,' stdbukehuo ncmgho cc,h vzebho cfk rjch bhu-hure' fnu ,ehg, aupr crta vabv' ncmgsw nhbho cxufu,' ufi ncmgh jbufv upurho/

^ nthzv dhk hvush hfuk kvhu,"tcrl" ni vnbhhi cfukk ,ptr, zebho?

"vrch gmnu ctj, nahju,hu tnr fh zvn,jhk ngk dhk trcgho!///"

^ ntz hhxus vfukk' va,,; vrchpgnho rcu, cfhbuxho ak vfukk ,ptr,zebho/ nv t,v hfuk kxpr gk fl?

"thi xpe aduk, vfu,r, vhh,v ftarvrch gmnu vhv na,,; cfhbuxho tkuabgrfu pgnhho cabv: chnh vjbufvucxchcu, huo f"; nbjo tc' huo vvhkukt/cruc vpgnho tnr vrch ahjv cpbh jcrhvfukk' ahju, tu,i bh,i knmut cxsr,xprh vv,uugsuhu,/

"vhu pgnho acvo bxg vrch ktuvkctu,u huo cu bgrl vfhbux' uvrch vhv nuxrhahru, kh' tu srl vnzfhru,' ayru, aksukr tjs gk nb, kjkei canu kjcrhvfukk"/

^ hsg, n,h vrch n,fuui kbtuo kpbhjcrh vfukk?

",nhs vhh,h nfbhx krch t, buxjvnusgv' uvrch vhv gubv srl vnzfhru,' tuavhv fu,c gk dch vnusgv vto vutn,fuui kunr ahjv/ tbh nmhsh vhh,h fu,cbuxj ngurpk: 51:3 nbjv _ f"e tsnu"rakhy"t"' fl atpar vhv kpra zt, cfnvtupbho _ tu ,phk, nbjv go vrch' tua,,ehho ,phk, nbjv uktjrhv vrch hscrahj, eusa/ vhu fnv pgnho avrch gbv gkvbuxj vzv' tl vhv pgo avrch veh;cghduk t, anu' uf,c khs zv "ktu suuetatbto"' fkunr' do to ha,,; c,phk,nbjv' kt nufrj ahtnr ahjv/

"cpgo tjr,' kert, fhbux avhv tnurkvhgrl kert, jd vacugu,' gbv vrch"fnpurxonfnv abho kpbh jd vacugu,ncerho gk vmhui uhznhi butnho


tjs vnuxsu, aveho vrch gk ao tchu' vhv "eri kuh hmje"/ zu vuenv cab,,af"s' cnktu, garho abv kpyhr,u ak tchu/ cv,uugsu, f"; nbjo tc xhpr vrchnsug v,gurr kveho t, veri gk ao tchu: "eck,h nf,c nthav anmc prbx,vcsuje dsuk' tl vhu jhhcho kv xfuo fx; dsuk acp,tunhu, zf,v kecku ktjrhfnv abho! vthav adrv kh t, vfx; cmhhbv anfhuui afnv abho vx,srv kkt fx;zv' uvfx; vdhg cvp,gv _ rmubv avfx; hkl kmsev' uzt, cvxfn, cgkv/

uvrch nnahl krs, kaurah vxhpur upryhu: vvnjtv vhh,v gk xl ak jna,tkpho sukr' uvnsucr ctav hkhs, trmu, vcrh,' ucgkv t; vut hkhs trmu, vcrh,)nshbv acv vfx; ,upx neuo uvsukr "guns crta"(Q napjv zu ckt ghi vrgnyupk, ccbho uccbu,' an,hhdgho kprbx,o _ utmkv nujky kkt auo xpe'avxhcv aauko kv kp,g tu,u juc hai ak 000'5sukr thbu tkt fsh avht ,eshabufuku kvw ukkt ahrhho kgmnv/ vht thbv ngubhhb, kgau, "njmv kfo unjmv kvw"utphku kt kvurhs nvxfuo gcur jhbul cbhvo ucbu,hvo kkhnush eusa _ tkt k,,ufku kvw canjv ucyuc kcc/

vthav gnsv gk fl avscr hhgav kkt prxuo anv' ushhev akt hadru kveckv fsh aju,o veckv kt hhsg nh b,i t, vxfuo' ugk tj, fnv ufnv avscrhhgav kkt prxuo/ cv,uugsu, zu ert vrch kknus nvbvd,v ak tu,v thavmsebh,/

tj, nnyru, veri' fph avrch chtr' vht k,nul cnurho kkhnush eusa' fhuuiavnurho kkhnush juk neckho nafuru, dcuvu, hu,r' uvo ndhgho cnzuni' nv athifi nurho kkhnush eusa aneckho ,akunho sjuhho/// bumr nmc' vuxh; vrch'av,knhsho jaho aneuno ak nurh vjuk dcuv hu,r uv,umtu, ckhnush eusajnuru,/ gk fi' crta ucrtaubv mrhl khmur ahuuhui' uven, veri ,fkuk eri dnhku,jxsho a,xhhg knknsho uknurho ckhnush eusa kv,ehho cprbx,o/

ntz hhxus veri' nhsh abv cabv' gurr vrch gk scr veri/

cab, ,a"n' favrch hhxs t, fukkh ,ptr, zebho' vuxh; averi ,gbhe ,nhfvcnh ahp,j fukk jsa/

cab, ,ak"d shcr vrch ckvy rc gk fl amrhl kp,uj fukk nhujs kjnhavtcrfho cgkh jrhpu, cbdkv ukjnhav tcrfho cgkh cehtu,' ufnxpr vzv cjxhsu,'ucxl vfk fabh nbhhbh tcrfho ahacu uhknsu ukt hxnfu gk t; tjsQ uhaknu kvonveri )eri kuh hmje( aka pgnho hu,r nv,akuo vrdhk' c,euuv afl hhcbvvfukk///

vxhpur vnupkt antjurh "eri kuh hmje"

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n,thnho/ nmu"c kjke kvb"k kftu"tahw akhju, nmuv _ kmsev"/

xhpur nupkt unhujs nxpr rw nbjodrkhmeh gk nv atrg cab, ,an"z' kpbh 71abv:

"kert, vfhbux abgrl cy"z nbjo tc,an"z' hsgbu avrch kt ha,,; cdupucfhbux' afi ctu,u huo vhv tnur vrchkbxug ktvk/ ctu,u huo hac,h cnarshvfukk' facagv gar ujmh ehck,h erhtvsjupv nvnzfhr vrc drubr atcut ,hf; k-077/ fact,h tnr kh vrc drubr avrchrumv atfbx tkhu/

"ktjr jna seu, cgrl' tu,o bhmk,hkvfbv fph nhs, vtpar' eck,h t,vthaur kvhfbx kdi gsi v,j,ui/ fkvnzfhrho hmtu' utbh batr,h kcs nuk vrchnkl vnahj/ vrch bgns cp,j jsru vesuauvjk kunr: "knxur kfk tjs utj,nvzebho uvzebu, ahjhu )cbprs( _ sukrcanh/ knxur kvo avbbh buxg vhuo gkvmhui ak f"e nu"j tsnu"r utzfhr tu,out, cbh ch,o ahjhu kvmkjv rcvunupkdv' uahvhv kvo nvfhbux trhfu,hnho uabho yucu, uahkfu njhk tk jhkgs hrtv tk tkueho cmhui _ cdtukvvtnh,h, uvakhnv"/ktjr vscrho vkkubfbx vrch kjsru vew' vumht jchkv aksukrho utnr kh "cyj ,nxur su"jnvfhbux"/

"cg, avrch shcr th,h' gns,h gkneunh tjuz thnv upjs ufngy aktvmkj,h kekuy nnv avrch tnr/ knrcvvnzk' vrc drubr ang ncgs ksk, t,vscrho' uvut gzr kh ktjr nfi kf,ucwvbjvw nvscrho/ ntujr hu,r vfbx,h t,vscrho krch' avdhv tu,o cf,h"e"/

fhbux nau,; khksh "mctu,

vw" ueahah vfukk///

^ ,ufk kxpr gk ,ufi utuph ahju,veusa abtnru cpbh veahaho?

t, vnhujs aha ctu,i ahju, eusa akvrch cpbh jcrh vfukk' thi murl kctr/npkht krtu, fhms vrch nscr tkhvocap,o' unctr gs fnv gbhhi vzhebv thbure adurg' tkt tphku nuxh; cvo/// flknak cfhbux abgrl kjcrh vfukk cjbufv,an"y' tnr vrch chi vatr: "cbudgkn,txpho fti _ hvusho avdhgu kdhk

vzebv: v,cdru, cabho thbv mrhfvkpguk' jx uakuo' jkhau,' tkt tsrcv_ fhui ab,uuxpv gus abv acv ehhnurhcuh nmuu,' urhcuh pguku, cgbhhbh hvsu,'ucfk gbhhbh yuc' vrh v,ue; uvjuze avhvku cabv agcrv' kpbh ab,hho ukpbh rhcuhabho _ thbu ndhg k,ue; ujuze aha kug,v' ktjrh ab,uuxpu tmku rhcuh gbhhbhyuc uesuav' ,ue; ujuze rujbh' ucnhktdo ,ue; ujuze danh apugk tmku kvuxh;gus hu,r cfk gbhhbh hvsu,' khnus v,urvuehuo vnmuu,' vi cbudg kgmnu uvi cbudgkvapgv gk vzuk,"/

cab, ,an"u v,ehho fhbux nau,;ubshr ak hksh "mctu, vw" go vzebho

c-077/ vahkuc vhv ngbhhi' uvrch wv,thowt, ahj,u kabh xudh vtufkuxhhv' ftarkfk tjs nvo nphe vrch ngav kpugk!///vrch gns tz gk vnangu, ak vnpdavnhujs vzv' uvxchr akhksho bh,b,vvzsnbu, kehho t, mhuhh v,urv "npbhahcv ,euo uvsr, pbh zei"' uthku kzebhotnr vrch afg, "bh,b, vzsnbu, kvgbhekhksho njfn,o unbhxhubo vthah' afi gkph vbtnr wruc abho hushgu jfnvw _ vrhaknru, anms fuju,hu vphzhho thbbu mghrfnu kpbh gar abho _ vrh nthsl buxp,tmku jhu,' jfnv uvcbv gnuev hu,r suuetcdkk avzsei cgar abho!"

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tj, vxprhu, v,urbhu, vjaucu, cafub, "ertui vhhyx"' vht kkt xpe"xprhh, kuh hmje" avuenv gk hsh mghrh tdus, jc"s ctrv"c cab, ,ak"d/favuenv' cheau t, rau,u ak vrch' uvut vxfho a,ert gk ao tchu/

chunbu ak vrc xuxucr bf,c fh cnvkl v,uugsu, fw tc ,ak"c' bhda vrc susrxehi go vbshc absc t, vxprhv' unxru p,e krch/ vrch ert cu utnr kvo scr-nv/

xprhhv zu ehckv hjx nhujs nvrch' av,gbhhi fk vg, cpryho rcho tusu,vxprhv' ut; b,i vgru, ugmu, aubu,/ chi vvurtu, ak vrch vhv kp,uj njkevnhujs, gcur gbhhbh jhbul' fsh anurho unuru,' nsrhfho unsrhfu,' hufku kghhicxprho veaurho kjhbul/

do cear knheuo vxprhv umur,v' v,hhjx vrch cp,e anxr krc rxehi agkvneuo "kvhu, beh unxusr n,tho kahjv bghnv"///

kt rcho husgho aeykud vxprhv vufbx nhsh pgo kjsru ak vrch uvrch vhvgucr gkhu cephsv unmhhi t, sg,u vew gk xprho nxuhhnho' tku vjxrho cxprhvuvhu mrhfho kvhu, cv' utku athi neuno cxprhv/ vrch t; chea ahfbhxu njackxprhv fsh keykd t, vxprho cmurv nnujac,/ ha kzfur avhv zv gus cznbhoanjac yro vhv nmuh cxprhu,/

zuvh vxprhv vhjhsv cguko avrch vxfho k,, gkhv t, anu ak tchu b"g/

vrch t; vgbhe kxprhv zu t, va"x ,knus cckh vthah aku' avhv cjsru vewukns cu garu, cabho/

gk vjchcu, vnhujs, arja vrch kxprhhv' bh,i kknus nv,cytu, bshrv akvrch cpbh thahu, jaucv gnv aujj gk tusu, vxprhhv _ fh xprhh, kuh hmje zvtjs vneunu, tkhvo vut hfuk kvdhg kkt vznbv nrta///

xprhh, "kuh hmje"

cab, ,an"u v,ehho fhbux nau,; ubshr ak hksh "mctu,

vw" go vzebho c-077/ vahkuc vhv ngbhhi' uvrch wv,thow t,

ahj,u kabh xudh vtufkuxhhv' ftar kfk tjs nvo nphe

vrch ngav kpugk!/// vrch gns tz gk vnangu, ak

vnpda vnhujs vzv

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vsh vbmjbangho cuuexpurs' thrktbsvthav ap,jv t, vsk,' ke,v cvko knrtv ghbhv/// kt vtan,h

tu,v fkk: ,tru kfo aabh rcbho' fhpu, ajuru, krtao' zebebho

guyrho t, pbhvo' juyho na,kakho nnfbxhvo )uvfh nuzr _ bgkh

vch, akbu cdkk ,agv ctc( buj,ho cp,j ch, cfpr bhsj

cuuexpurs acthrkbs kkt fk vusgv nuesn,!/// xhpur nrda

unpkht ak zud cjurho avrjheu kneuo bhsj' ao vphju ruj jhho

cbhmumu, fcuhho/ xhpur axupr cv,uugsu, jxhsh,

xhpurh ncmgho

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jhhkho

cwjhk vakuow

pu,j unxpr v,w akuo dwhheucxui:

crmubh ka,; t, veurtho cxhpurnxghr athrg kh ukhshsh v,nho ngbshvtrkhd' ftar hmtbu k"nrfz akhju,"cnshb, thrkbs/

fhsug' fk ,nho aha ctparu,u'n,dhhx cjsah jupa, "chi vznbho" kwjhkvakuow ak vrch' undhg kneunu, bhsjhoakt pugkho ao akujh vnkl ctupi xshr/vakhju, tnbo bgah, ctupi ak "neh;"cdkk tuph vpghku, ucdkk vzni vnudckvguns krau, v,nhnho/ tl csrl fkk'knru, vcheurho vemrho' bskeho bhmumu,fcuhho gs fsh fl akgh,ho v,nhnho thbonusgho fkk kgumn, vahbuh ajukku )gk flv,hhjx vrch nv"n cgmnuQ rtv keu"ajke cw' pra, ut,jbi gnw 963(/

fl do hshsh ngbsh utbh "jrabu" t,nshb, thrkbs cnal jnhav acugu,'cnvkfi cherbu t, vevhku, vhvushu,nmpui ksruo' nnzrj kngrc/ zu vhh,vjuuhv gnuev kabhbu' urhaunhv hhatru gnhkturl hnho/

crmubh ka,; t, veurtho cnpdahhjush ntus n,ul akk vpdhau, uvjuuhu,agcru gkhbu' tu,o kt tafj kgs/

+

cxhx vto akbu vhv cghr suckhi' chr,thrkbs/ v,trjbu ao cch, vnkui "turkukusdw vuyk"' unao hmtbu kdhju, kfk atrjkeh vnshbv/

huo tjs' tj, npehsu, vnkui _ thave,ukh, cdhk vgnhsv _ pb,v tkh: "rtchhdwhheucxui' vto t,o vrcbho abnmthofti cthrkbs cnyrv knmut hvushonbu,eho nhvsu,o? vto tfi t,o vrcbhovmghrho agkhvo nuphg f,cv cgh,ui?"

vht v,fuubv kgh,ui "thhrha yhhnx"'vgh,ui vhuer,h chu,r cthrkbs' acgnusakua vuphgv f,cv hpv unfucs, axhprvgkhbu _ abh rcbho jc"shho mghrhoancerho c,eupv vtjrubv cthrkbs gknb, kjcr hvusho "tcusho" go auraouneuro vhvush/

gbh,h cjhuc/ cf,cv rthhbu tu,bucear knyru, cheurbu' vhfi bavv' vhfibcer' ukao nv tbjbu _ abh rcbho

tnrhetho mghrho _ yrjbu uvdgbukthrkbs vrjuev/

"huph' nna bvsr"' vht tunr, canjv'"tbh neuuv at,o ,ceru do t, ci-sush'yubh' adr cnjuz "uuexpurs"/ yubh bhatkthav hvushv cao ruzkhi uha kvo akuavhksho nexhnho"/ vht ranv gcurbu t,f,uc,o vnsuhe,/

"vto tpar keck t, nxpr vykpui"?chea,h/

"thi kvo"' vahcv vpehsv' "vo drhocneuo fprh uthi ao ykpubho cc,ho"/

"tz thl bsg to vcheur hvhv tparhuto vagv n,thnv kvo?" atkbu fn,ceantkhu/

"thi cghv' ej t, vf,uc,' xgu kao',mkmku csk, u,hfbxu/ tbh husg, cchrura,,ecku ao canjv"/

tuehh/ zv vhv huo jnhah/ gkhbu gkvrfc ubxgbu kemv vsrunh-nzrjh akthrkbs/ vbxhgv vhh,v eav utrufv' 241e"n srunv nsuckhi/ vx,cfbu fnv pgnhocsrfho vnpu,ku, ak uuexpurs/ tjrh fnvyguhu, csrfho' vdgbu xu; xu; kneuofatbu nu,aho' rgcho umntho ntus'ucgher xuckho nvjuo vehhmh vngheuvfcs/

cuusth t,o ,nvho _ knv vhhbu

mntho urgcho' uv,aucv kfl vht pauyv:zv vhv huo yw ctc _ huo vtck gk jurcich, vnesa/ vhhbu cghmunu ak muo kt ek/

vthav ap,jv t, vsk,' ke,v cvkoknrtv ghbhv/// kt vtan,h tu,v fkk:,tru kfo aabh rcbho' fhpu, ajuru,krtao' zebebho guyrho t, pbhvo' juyhona,kakho nnfbxhvo )uvfh nuzr _ bgkhch, akbu cdkk ,agv ctc( buj,ho cp,jch, cfpr bhsj cuuexpurs acthrkbs kktfk vusgv nuesn,!///

"vscr vtjrui avhh,h nmpv ku cneuofnu zv vhv kpdua jcrv fnufo" _ flp,jv t, vahjv t,bu ktjr av,tuaavengv/ ha kmhhi avht msev ntus/ vxfnbugo fk nhkv///

fgcur seu, tjsu, vhhbu hauchocbujhu, xchc kaukji cnycj vnutr'aeugho cahjv bghnv/ gahbu vhfru, goakua, hkshvo vjchcho ak yubh uruzkhi:rcev c, 22' tvrui ci 91 )srl tdc' ksucuiaku nhksu, vut ert "nav"( uarv c, 51/fuko vrdhau ntus hvushho tck kt vhh,vkvo tparu, kvchg t, vrdau, vhvushhocauo ,juo cjhhvo/

ruzkhi dukkv t, xhpurv vthah'kmgrhbu xhpur gmuc tl tuphhbh ajuzr gkgmnu vrcv ntus:

vht vdhgv kuuexpurs kpbh 52 abv'untz fngy kt pdav chvush/ vht bhatvkyubh athbu hvush' ubuksu kv akuav hksho/vahjv zrnv utbu veacbu kxhpur vnsvhoak vnapjv vnupktv vhvush, vhjhsvcuuexpurs/

vngbhhi vut avhksho gcru bhxhubu,eaho ak dhkuhh tbyhanhu, fkphvo knru,avo kt xhpru kt; tjs gk hvsu,o'uknru, atchvo thbu hvush' knru, zt, vhueurcbu, ak n,eph tbyhanhu,/ nsvhovhv kdku, fnv jzeho vhu rdau,hvo fkphhvsu,o knru, vbh,ue vnujky nvhvushouhvsu, _ vi cch, uvi cju./

ruzkhi uhkshv bhmku t, vvzsnbu,vbshrv katuk tu,bu atku, avusjeucerco cnal abho trufu,' ut; suru,' fhkt vhu kvo xcho uxc,u, ahufku k,, kvojhbul hvush cxhxh/

kruzkhi vhv jauc ksg, vkfu, ak c,-fvi' fh tjs vscrho avht vhh,v nusg,kvo' atchv' vbrh' vhv fvi' uvht hsgvakfvi txur kcer cch, vjhho/// tchv

35 dhkhui nxw274|~|

nt,:abhtur zkni kuhi

kngi vtn,' tu,v agv

vhh,h sh bxgr cnjacu,hh'

ure knjr, v,jk,h em,

kgau, xsr cnjacu,

ukajzr t, euru, huo

vt,nuk/ aujj,h go ngbsh

gk veuru, gnbu' ugk tar

v,jukk kbds ghbhbu: nv

erv ctu,u rdg atvrui

tnr "ang hartk vw

tkuehbu vw tjs?"

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bpyr abv euso kfi cghr eure' uvht ntusjpmv kgku, gk ecru tl bnbgv gs fv)banv hvush,///(/

atk, vatku, akvo vhh,v: knvrcbho fnufo nmtu kbfui kcer tmkhbu _tbaho nbu,eho nfk ear khvsu,? nv drokfl aabh mghrho hyrju cdupo kcernapjv avo kt nfhrho uthi kvo gbhhicv?

vxcr,h kvo ctrhfu, afk hvush' kktvcsk ahhfu,u kevhkv' rn, khnusu uehuovkfu,' nh akt hvhv uthpv avut kt hvhv'vut cgk banv hvush, veaurv ear ckhhb,e kvw' usrua re k,, kbanv kvchg t,gmnv/

"gmo vgucsv at, ucbh napj,lvmkj,o kgurr ,ducu, tbyhanhu,' vhbvgsu, kgucsv ahvush vut hvush ukt nabvto vut n,durr ccuru ptre tucuhkhtnxcurd' ckubsui actbdkhv' tucdweryv acthbsubzhv' chhdwhbd xhi'phkhphbho tu xhsbh actuxyrkhv' ucfkneuo tjr cfsur vtr./ kfk hvush ha jketkuev nngk nna vaufi c,ufu"/

vnaf,h kvxchr kv gk vrch nv"n'nbvhd vgo vhvush' atfp, ku nfk hvushuvut nsrci' nguss unnrh. fk tjsQ vutncea kmt, kert, fk hvush ctar vut'ukvuahy ku hs tuvc, unjce,/ fnv pgnhoangbu nnbu afk hvush vut hvkuo' uzv nvavcht tu,bu tkhv vhuo/

njudh vagui vnahfu kbug/ vhhbu fcrcag, mvrhho ntujr,' uvhhbu ghhphouxjuyho/

cxhuo vcheur' cg, vjkp, f,ucu,'ftar vvfbu, kprhsv nruzkhi unapj,vvhu cghmuni' njacv nyrhsv vzsjkvknujh/

"vto vhv ktvri )ci v-91( cr nmuuv?atk,h t, ruzkhi/

"kt"' gb,v cfbu,/ "thi ahgurh vfbvkcr nmuuv cuuexpurs" vuxhpv fnun,bmk,/

"tukh bufk kjdud ktvri cr nmuuv ftiugfahu?"' vmg,h' "tnbo kt bufk kfcs t,vthrug cvda, xknui nguai unhbh nygnho'vhu, uzv huo muo' tck vjke vnrfzhuvnfrhg ak vcr nmuuv _ vbj, ,phkhiuv,phkv kvw ceck, guk nkfu, anho _bufk kgrul gk vms vyuc chu,r ftiugfahu"/

cntnr vnuxdr tbh rumv kmhhi fh vhvzv agu, tjr vmvrhho' ftar fcr vhv

nu,r kvbhj ,phkhi c,agv ctc/// ugusvadjv pryh, "eybv": gs ktu,v agv'tvri kt ygo auo nzui ctu,u huo' fnuac,,-nusg gav vfbu, kcr nmuuv aku///

au,ph kakhju,' v,w ngbsh vtrkhd'vcht t, v,phkhi nvrfc' uvtjhu, rcevuarv nhvru kvcht t, vnmknv gk nb,k,gs t, vrdg vvhxyurh/ cr nmuuvcuuexpurs! nh vhv ntnhi?!

tvri bgko kfnv rdgho ujzr favutjcua fhpv hruev tu,v nmt cndhrv jcuhvceunv vgkhubv ak vch,/

fk vch, kca p,tuo jd/ tuuhrvnhujs, vurdav vhyc uvanjv uvv,rdau,prmu ctj,/ fuko vrdhau t, dusk vrdg:jdhd, cr vnmuuv vrtaubv _ utukh ktvtjrubv _ cuuexpurs acthrkbs/

vnapjv mp,v n,ul hrt, fcuscngbsh avbhj ,phkhi gk hsu ak tvri'krtaubv cjhhu/ ftar ruzkhi xprv t, acgvfrhfu, gk vzrug' vht v,gbhhbv ksg,vto zv nxnk t, acgv eruch vnapjvanu,r kfvi kvhynt kvo/// tbh vxcr,hkv avo nxnkho t, acg vnhsu, ahabocfk hvush' vhu, uvrghui vnrfzh ac,phkhivut kagcs t, vkc uvnuj _ ak fkk

thahu,u ak vhvush _ cahru, vnmhtu,vgkhubv' vkt zv tkueu,/ vxcr,h gk acgvnhsu, capv vnucb, kv ukhkshv/ uvrghuiak v,phkhi vut kear ukjcr t, abhvnrfhcho ak vtso _ vafk uvrdau, _kvw/ zu do vxhcv anbhjho ,phkhi ak rtanuk vnuj' uak hs nuk vkc' ueuarho acgfrhfu, gk vhs' vnjcrho t, fk vvuhhv akvtso uthahu,u go vec"v/

faxhhn,h t, "ahgur vjxhsu," akh'tvri fcr vhv gyur c,phkhi/ fg, vut vjkkunr t, ,phk, "ang hartk"' favut juzrnhkv cnhkv tjrh ngbsh: ang-ang'hartk-hartk' ufuw/

ctu,u rdg bpr. vxfr ubvru, aksngu, zkdu nghbhvo/ rdau, grdv udgdughoavhu jcuhho tmko ghsi ughsbho' v,prmuctj, nneuo njcuto/ ruzkhi v,ercvcnvhru, kcbv vhjhs kjceu cguz uctvc,-to hvushhv/ ngbsh utbh gnsbu suo bufjvxgrv vrujbh, vban,h, agucr, crdghotku gk cbh napjv hvush, "nbu,e,"/

mphbu ctrcgv "hvkunho" hvushho'juzrho kaurao uneuroQ tk v"tbh"vtnh,h akvo/

krcev uarv vdabu n,bv mbugv _pnuy kfk tj,' uvi vcyhju avjk nhuoahah veruc ,myrpbv knhkhubh baho ucbu,hvushu, cfk emuuh ,ck cvske, br ac,eusa kpbh aehg, vjnv/

ftar vdhgv xu; xu; g, vprhsv' fkvnapjv khuu,v tu,bu gs vrjucfsh ktjk kbu "bxhgv mkjv"/

jac,h kgmnh aknru, avdgbu kfti kpbhakua agu, ujmh c,ur zrho' fg, tbubprsho kakuo ntjhbu utjhu,hbuvtnh,hho///

kngi vtn,' tu,v agv vhh,h sh bxgrcnjacu,hh' ure knjr, v,jk,h em,kgau, xsr cnjacu, ukajzr t, euru,huo vt,nuk/ aujj,h go ngbsh gk veuru,gnbu' ugk tar v,jukk kbds ghbhbu: nv ervctu,u rdg atvri tnr "ang hartk vwtkuehbu vw tjs?" nv dro kpr. vrdau,vtshr ku vhhbu gsho? vrh thi zv rdau,buxykdhv' afi kt vhv kvo auo zhfruinueso tkhu hfku kv,jcr/ vrh kt vhv kvoxct akhns tu,o "ang hartk" tu erucnapjv artu tu,u nbhj ,phkhi fk huo///cuusth' to fi' kt vhv zv gbhhi ak zhfrubu,hksu,/

nv atfi erv cngns vzv _ acpgo


huo tjs' tj, npehsu,

vnkui _ thav e,ukh, cdhk

vgnhsv _ pb,v tkh:

"rtchh dwhheucxui' vto t,o

vrcbho abnmtho fti

cthrkbs cnyrv knmut

hvusho nbu,eho nhvsu,o?

vto tfi t,o vrcbho

vmghrho agkhvo nuphg

f,cv cgh,ui?" vht

v,fuubv kgh,ui "thhrha

yhhnx"' vgh,ui vhuer,h

chu,r cthrkbs

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vrtaubv cjhhvo bh,bv kvo tparu,kv,ear kpbhnhu, vban,h, akvo'kbeusv uknhns vhvush akvo avhv ehhotck jcuh th ao cgneh nmhtu,o/

tbh zufr cchrur thl gns,h ao' nx,fkgk tvri vbrda ugk ngbsh au,ph' urutvfnu cnuja thl rujbhu, utkueu,n,payho cjkk vch, vzv/ zu vhh,v,juav utuuhrv ath tpar kvxchr cnhkho/

ftar tvri' gyur c,phkhi' tnr anghartk vw tkuehbu vw tjs' vbeusv vhvush,ak fk vnapjv vthrv ctur heru,/ fukovdhgu "vch,v"/ kt vhu mrhfho kcrut tukvnmht navu jsa' tkt re kdku, t,vehho uvjcuh c,ufo/ vnvu, ak trcg,vhvusho vherho uvjchcho vkku' ehckvchyuh uv,dk,v cnkut guzv/

fjxhsho ak vrch nv"n' zfu,bu

ujuc,bu kvdhg kfk hvush cguko ukgzur kukpkx kgmnu srl kjke vtkueh acu/ tbjbujhhcho kvuahy ku gzrv ukvzhi t, vbanu,vtku cnzui rujbh' ukvachg t, v"phbygkgths" a,nhs njucr, kvwQ kgzur kvo khhaot, vear vzv cjhh vhuo huo/

tarhbu nv yuc jkehbu atbu jxhsho'unv bgho durkbu atbu akujho ak vrch!

37 dhkhui nxw274|~|

~gs n,h?!

czgzug ucmgr rc vdg,bu vhshgv vnrv uvnmnrr,

gk pyhr,u vp,tunh, ucsnh hnhu ak vcjur vher crul vfarubu,'

nxur kf"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"t ukehuo vurtu,hu vew ucpry prxuo

caur, vdtukv uzvu, vdutk' tar fnv pgnho zhfv t, eurtbu nprh gyu

v,w crulg"v nenkucsng aukjho tbu t, ,bjunbu vfbho kvurhu vbfcsho ukfk vnapjv ahjhu

vneuo hbjo t,fo c,ul atr tckh mhui uhruakho ung,v ugs guko tl yuc

ujxs hnmtufo ,nhs fk vhnho u,f,cu u,j,nu kf,hcv uj,hnv yucv kabv

yucv un,uev go vdtukv vtn,h, uvakhnv

hjh tsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs

jcrh vngrf,

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nyv jxhsh jc"s vguknh kvmk, vgo uvtr.

kakujhobh,i kvahd cnjhr gku, t, vjucr,

archo mhpu kv:

"cbpabu vscr",nmh, ahju, vrch cgbhhbh aknu, vtr.

f,ucho capv crurv ucvhrv

cyk: 485-505 660

k,runu, ctrv"c:noitaicossArafohSppaRleitukeYibbaRo/c

52211YN,nylkoorB, 42# .evAnotsgniK 344

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40

"vnkl vnahj"vxry avmh, ntu, tkpho

kt vhv ,trhl n,tho hu,r kverb, xryu ak rw turh ruuj "nkl vnahj"

cgru. vrtaui' fnu ckhk ,agv ctc' huo vuks,u ak vnkl vnahj/

vxry vnhujs vuesa krch ukpguku, abgau, cguko kzhruz uv,dku,

vnahj v,ducu, kt thjru kcut/ nx,cr fh vmkhj kgurr t, vbhmu.

vhvush vjcuh cerc ntu, tkph tbaho' unbvkh vgru. vrtaui vjkhyu

ctupi ,eshnh kgrul ahsur juzr hunhho ckcs ktjr vverbv vrtaubh,

^ ah dpi nxpr gk v,ducu, ugk nv antjurh vpe, vxry vnhujs

|~|h"y nbjo tc vw,ax"s

vpm, vnghhbu,

Mas472_B1.qxd 8/2/2004 11:10 AM Page 40

"favhh,h chjhsu, tmkvrch' vut tnr kh fhta tpar kfcu,' tckbhmu. kguko kt bfcv"'fl tnrv j"f kagcr

dtukv fvi crthui avgbhev kxry "nklvnahj"' avueri ckhk ,agv ctc cgru.vrtaui/

sunv fh zv vnuyu ak vxry vzv/ turhruuj' nphe vxry' vmkhj kgurr ntu, tkph

banu, ukear tu,o krch nkl vnahjQkjsur kbanv vhvush, ukvskhe ao t,vbhmu. vhvush vjcuh/ sh vhv kvchyc,ducu, vbkvcu, aehck fk jc"sbheknjr, vahsur' fsh kvchi akc hartk gr'ufuko fnvho unmpho krtu, nkl chuphu,jzhbv ghbhbu/

eav ktnus t, gumn,v akvv,gurru, vdsukv av,jukkv cgecu,vxry "nkl vnahj"' ucuusth kt

cprxpeyhcv ak hnho cussho/ tl vgumnvavuerbv n,ul vxry' ftar krtaubvnupe xry gk vrch gcur gru. ,eaur,nrfzh, gk hsh nphe abnmt cbcfhvgbhhbho' kkt nnumgho unxfho' zv nvaxhhg kgurr t, vv,rdau, vdsukv/

^

anu ak vxry "nkl vnahj"' fcr tunrt, vfk/ vxry kt vx,pe cnrtu, eusan,ul ch, jhhbu 077' tkt do ahkc eygho

41 dhkhui nxw274|~|

nt,:ah dpi

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tusu, vpghku, vjc"sh, vgbpv vbgah,fsh kvfhi t, vguko keck, pbh nahjmsebu/ vahkuc vnr,e vzv ccjhb, "xukonumc trmv urtau ndhg vanhhnv"' drokzgzug ak v,rdau, cerc vmuphoQ ufphavdshr zt, mupv vneurc ktjs vakujhoctr. hartk "cpgo rtaubv ehck,h t,jc"s kkt tnmgh/ vrtu kbu t, vtn, fnu,avht"/

zv kms zv vuerbu cxry xhpurh nup,nvrch axupru gk hsh thaho aubho' chbhvovdcw ,nr nhftkauhkh nfpr jc"s' vrcdruxni' rcv ak ndsk vgne' ugus' kmsnrtu, eusa nv,uugsuhu,Q ,nubu,npghku, jc"sh, go mghrho hartkhocpuaer acvusu vrjuev' gk hsh vakhjvrc anaui duksayhhi' hjs go pghku,vbgah, kvpm, acg nmuu, cbh bj/

cxry xupru do nup,ho an,dkdkhof,umtv n,aucu, ak vrch nkl vnahjctnmgu, v"tdru, veusa" )scr ahmrvsho rcho' ufph vshuujho habu dkv,gurru, uv,gbhhbu, cceau, crfvnvrch uebhh, xprh tdru, eusa(Q fk zvkms thaho anxprho gk vrch cdu; rtaui'fnu prupw tch rchmeh anb,j t, vruj aknahj avbjhk vrch knkhubh hvusho"nahjhu, n,ul rjcu, uvmkjv' ukt jkhkvn,ul hxurho"/

buatho buxpho vugku cxry' fnu knakgns,u ak vrch cbudg kxfbv acnxhr,ayjhoQ bcutu,hu ak vrch cfk veaurknkjn, vnpr.' uvcyj,u atr. hartkvht vneuo vcyuj chu,r' ufvbv rcu,/ fkzv bja; cpbh vmupv vhartkh' kkt tnmgh'ftar vjunr vtu,byh grul cyuc ygo/bu,rv re vtupmhv kv,rao ukvhxj;/

nx,cr fh vjunrho vtu,byhho akvxry gau t, vgcusv ntkhv' ufph aturhruuj ndshr cgmnu t, nyr, vxry "kscrtk vbanv ak vhvush"' uzv cvjky gavt, aku/

"to cv,jkv jacbu atukh ,vhvcheur, akhkh, nms tbaho nxuhnho' nvrnts v,crr atbaho cgmo tfi nmphokrtu, scrho nxud aubvQ buatho angukokt bjapu tkhvo ctnmgu, fkh v,eaur,"'nxchr ruuj/ "cxry gmnu kt gahbu scrQ ktpgkbu ftnmgh afbug' tkt vctbu kmhcurvrjc kyguo nygnv ak jc"s' uvctbu t,scrh vrch cakk buatho/ do eygh vanjvvnrdaho nvrch gau t, akvo' ufphatnr,h euso' vnyrv vhh,v kjsur tkvbanv' ucxhhg,t sanht vmkjbu cfl"/

tbaho tfi vrdhau ahhfu, kscr vzv?

rw turh ruuj: "rtah,' zv kt ctnvfuju, akh/ tbh ntnhi avfk bgav fticzfu, vrch/ ftjs aeaur kjxhsu,'vrda,h murl gz ado mhcur rjc ntsh,rao uhrtv t, vrch' ut, vpghku,vdsukv ak jc"s' hjs go vmssho vaubhoaha cjc"s/ do tbh kt vtnb,h avxryhhmur ,vusv rcv fk fl"/

ni vx,o eck, ,ducu, rcu,/ tukh,xpr gk ,ducv tuphhbh,?

"v,earv tkh thav nch, s,h ncbhcre agzcv t, vs,/ vht v,rdav ntsnvxry' utnrv kh acpgo vrtaubv rt,vaha hvsu, nxud aubvQ avhvsu, vht ktbgah, re nfphhv tkt n,ul tvcv ubugo'uzv shcr kkcv/ fnu fi eck,h garu,,ducu, nmhcur nduui nts' ftar vmsvauuv ak v,ducu, vut afk tjs vrdhaavxry shcr tkhu ctupi thah/ vbhmu.vhvush bske/ vxry shcr hahru, tkvbanv"/

nv cxry rhda tu,l' ctupi thah?

"rtah,' xhpurv vnrda xujy vsngu,ak vdcw ,nr nhftkauhkh nfpr jc"s' gkvnup, ak vrch cear khksho abuksu kvktjr akuav xhpurho yrtdhho ueaho fbdsfk vxhfuhho/ kt hfuk,h kvfbhx t, fkvxhpur vtrul' tck zv cvjky xhpur budgkkc/ abh,' scrhv ak dtukv fvi axhprv fhvrch tnr kv abv ktjr nkjn, aa,vhnho abmyrl kvkjo njsa gk hruakho///

"to bscr gk pi vpghku, vjc"sh,'


famph,h cxry "nkl vnahj"' bzfr,h ctnrv ak vtsnu"r vzei' tu,v nrcvvrch kmyy:"nahj thi dRzgygi" ]= nahj cgh,ubho[/

to nhavu vhv tunr kpbh gaur abho' avgru. vnrfzh chartk hasr xry gkvrch ,j, vao "nkl vnahj"' vhh,h bs ku crtah/ tnbo vhu xryho gk vrchavuerbu cnvkl vabho' tl nguko kt vhv xry fv gumn,h ucrur' ftar vnxebvvn,cea, ntkhv vht: vrch nkl vnahj/

nuk fk vjkk vrujbh vaurr c,eupv zu' re snu, tkueh, afzt, vbhcy, n,ulvxry' bu,b, t, vvrdav ak nuahgi ak hartk' cpry ckhk ,agv ctc ftarncfho t, jurci vch,' uchuo cu buks nahj/

vxry kt bugs kafbg udo kt kvxchr kmhcur nhvu vrch unvi pguku,hv akjc"s' "kvcht khnu, vnahj"/ vxry vcht t, vscrho fvuuhh,o' ucfl cgmo vhh,vynubv vgumnv vtshrv acu/

ktjr aangbu nvrch fk fl vrcv pgnho ado v,j,ui nufi vhuo kdtukv' nmsdsrhu aku gmnu' bsnv arthbu t, zv ktjr verb, vxry suuet cgru. vrtaui'ftar vscr v,eck cv,kvcu, cerc vmhcur vrjc/

cbhdus kfk xry aha ku ,jhkv uxu;' kxry vzv kt vhv xu;/ vut nx,hhothpavu ctnmg' go ygo afg, nuyk gkhbu kxhho t, vgcusv ukvcht t, vnahj/

thbbh husg to kfl cshue v,fuui turh ruuj avphe t, vxry cyuc ygo ucjuahuvgh,ubthho vcrhtho' tck zt, vhh,v vrda,h cmphhv cxry/

ugus nxebv n,cea,: cxpr wvhfk nbjow jke dw nuphg nf,c ak vrchkgh,ubth nxuho af,c fh vut npjs kvph. t, jc"s cgh,ubu njaa k,ducu,vgurfho/ vrch gubv ku c,ue; )v,ufi( akdch ntce gk nafur,u vut thbu n,chhauthbu npjs nvgurfho' fl do cbuat vpm, hvsu,' vut hfuk kvfbhx _ ucgher athbunagr bfubv t, v,ducv ak vgurfho' athi xpe ado vo hxfhnu kfl/

rw turh vufhj atpar kvhu, gh,ubth yuc unumkj' uthi zv xu,r kgucsv atpardo kvphe xry aduro kehsua ao khuctuuhya uk,ducu, tshru, nfk vjudho' nckhkuu,r fnkut bhnv gk vtnubv vhues, akbu/

zvu kej ntk; kfk tjs nt,bu _ atpar kvcht t, vrch kfk neuo uneuocmurv vtnh,h, uvpauyv chu,r/ kvcht t, scrhu ak vrch tusu, vdtukv'uvtnubv vbmjh, akbu fh vrch nkl vnahj hcut uhdtkbu ,hf; unhs nn"a/

nzuh, thah, q nahj cgh,ubho

46 sungc lanv

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jruzh nkfu,

"gec" c,jhk, pra,bufl ra"h tunr'tkv vnmuu, akhshsbu'ek gkhvi kuu,r/

nmuu, atso sa cgechu'crur' ek' nuci ntkhu/paybh nert tjrhokdnrh tjr, xucrho:c"gec"' ktjrh, uxu; vfuubv

"fnu kguko gec' afr ctjrubv"uzv ,uto kprua vneuckgec - cgcur' cdkk/

cgcur ,angui vnapyho uanr,onhs vw ,eckuu afrfofkunr' abh pruaho aubhoknhkv "gec"' tphku vupfhhho'

ctar vnmuu, veku,t, ,jhk, vgcusv nxnku,uthku vprua vabh vut ,fkh,'dnr uaknu,' xu; utjrh,/

tl fhui aabh vphruaho'cnhkv tj, bnmthonang' ha chbhvo ear uahhfu,fph anxchr vrch akhy"t nv"n cpayu,:

abh vphruaho vbudsho'zv czv ,kuhhovdhkuh sdnr uaknu, vgcusvbpgk suet g"h vv,jkv fbusg'

fph azv cbudg kjsa tkuktbh ksush c,jhkv' fkukuncht ksush kh cxhuokert, vj,uo/

unfti kgbhi avzni drnt:vdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnvktjrubv' vfk kdtukv nearhouk"gec" do fti abh phruaho:

"gec,t snahjt"' nkaui gechhovsur vfh ,j,ui ucb,hhocgguko jual fpuk unfupkkph vxhnbho cjz"k

vvxcr vabh - xu; utjrh,xhuo vdku, kpbh vdtukv vtnh,h,fku fcr fk vehmhodnrbu kmjmj vfp,urho

vjhcur ak abh vpruahofa,vhv aknu, vdhkuh c,j,ubhounfti kknus bux;kdch vgec,t' cnmc:

cv,to kfk vxhnbhoukph fk v,trhfho uvjdhoktjr axhhnbu fk vgbhbhochshbuu fuju, dsukho

kmgue uk,cug gs n,hh,dkv tz nahj custhchruakho' cch, vnesa,hf; unhs' nn"a nn"a nn"a!

ncuxx gk "scr nkfu," kpra, gec ,ba"t

nt,:c/ bjaui

gec' gec,t snahjtnsur acugh go ncy jsa k"scr nkfu," vacugh

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su"j jbhv

ctupbho rcho bh,i kvchy gk vjhhoukgfk t, v,nuru, vrcu, agucrhocnvkfo/ ha vntnhbho fh bphkv vht ,umrpgukv kt ,hebh, agau' uha vcyujho' fhfk mgs uagk' fukk vvmkju, uvnghsu,aesnu tu khuu tu,o' nfuubho cvadjvpryh,/ cfk tupi' vjhho vo nxg t,drhvnxpe kfk tjs t, vtparu, kcmg t,hhgusu cguko/ fl tu fl ,bug, vjhho vhtfnu v,bugv cfchaho' ha gkhu, uhanursu,' kpgnho v,bugv zurn, ukpgnhopeuev' kgh,ho vbxhgv vht juhv' ukgh,hoygu, tbua durn, k,tubvQ ctnmg fchanvhr txur kgmur' ujbhv nu,r, cneunu,vnxunbho/

t, xpr cnscr ju,n, v,urv gopra, nxgh' tar fanv' ndukk, t, xsrvnxgu, agau cbh hartk nnmrho ugs

fbhx,o ktr. vnucyj,/ trcgho uabhhonxgu, gcru cpre zni ak trcgho abvcnscr' cvo jzu bhxho ubpktu, anhhnho'ehcku gkhvo t, gerubu, vgo vhvushcngns nryhy burt vus' uctnmgu,o aknkjnu, rcu, g,hrh bmjui vpfu kgonkufs' au,pho kdurk/

kt cfsh najzr nav rchbu ufu,c t,xsr vhkufo ak cbh hartk unmhhi fhnxghvo knumthvo vut gk ph vw/ vnxgvxpmhph tu,u gau cnscr thbu gbhi pryh'tkt budg kjhhu ak fk hvush ctar vut/ctj, n,uru,hu chtr vcga"y fh cjhhu akfk hvush ehhnho trcgho uabhho nxgu,cvo vut n,gkv unzfl t, vguko fjkenakhju,u/ kpbh mt,u knxg bux; zeue fkhvush kjacui bpa ngnhe gs vhfi pgk unvvuxh; u,hei nhuo cu hrsv ban,u kgukouv,kcav cdu; danh/

v"numthvo" _ ak fk hvush vut rdg

vkhsv cu humt vtso ktuhr vguko/ zuvhbeus, vp,hjv uvnumt ak fk hvushcakhju,u' cakc zv behv vbanv nfk rccuguns, zfv kcmg t, ,pehsv/ nrdg zvuthkl n,jhk agui vjuk kypy; uvzniavuemc kchmug vakhju, juk;' cabhoabu,ru gkhu khmue ,ufi ahmshe t, hrhs,ukguko/

v"nxghvo" _ ak fk hvush vut nvklvjhho cvo bpda go ,nuru, ehmubhu,vneau, gkhu t, vmghsv cnxkuk/ dochnho unmcho tku gk vtso kzfur fh t,,ufbh, vvkhfv v,uu,v vvadjv vgkhubv'ufh gkhu kvnahl ukmgus knru, veuahvfrul cfl/

vnabv cpreh tcu, tunr,: "gk frjlt,v jh' ugk frjl t,v n,"' uv,urvcpra,hbu tunr,: "gk ph vw hxgu ugk ph vwhjbu"/ faban,u ak vhvush gshhi npgn,cercu gkhu kvnahl cnxg ukcmg t,

"jacui bpa"v,w crul nav nenk g"v abpyr kguknu vacug' vhv fu,c

ntnrho abubho unprxno chi tjhu v,nhnho/ cntnrhu vhv n,hhjx

knturgu, teyutkhho' kpra, vacug ugus/ cntnru vtjrui

apurxo cnsur teyutkhv ct,r wjc"s/byw vut n,hhjx knvu,

vjhho' ukjacui vbpa ak hvush kpbh vjzr, ban,u kcurtv///

kpbhfo ntnru vtjrui' kms ntnr bux; af,c ktjr pyhr,u

vyrtdh, ak v,w hux; hmje sdi teyutkhv nmnrr,


teyutkhv jxhsh,

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,pehsu cguko/ faban,u ,gzuc t, vgukocxhuo ,pehsv' vrh azuvh jbhv gk ph vw/

cyro gukv hvush gk hmugu unxhho huobux; cguko' vut gurl jacui bpa buecfhms bhmk t, vhnnv vtjrubv/ cgus vuthgmuo t, ghbhu uhafc kbuj ,gkv ban,ukngkv u,nxur phruy nkt gk pugku' cnvgxe cagu, vtjrubu,Q cvuuhh danh juk;tu c,ufi rujbh grfh' nv ahecg vto vh,vvmsev kfl aehck huo bux; ak jhhocguko/

cnbuj, vtso nhsh khkv vut juuvcpurny eyi t, v,juav ak rdg vac,vbanv ktjr vx,keu,u nvguko/ tkt'anhsh huo neck vtso t, vtparu, k,eit, ngahu ukeck vjkyu, yucu, gk vbvd,ucg,hs/ cjhhu hfuk vtso kvjkhy fh t,vnxgu, abu,ru ku' hgav re gk ph vw/

ntjr uprahu, nyu, unxgh njucru,ha kunr fh ehho ear c,ufbi/ cpra, nyu,guns, v,urv gk junr,v ak vacugv'ufhms un,h bh,i kv,hrv/ vrnc"o puxe fhgk vtso kvhnbg nacugv ukv,rje nnmccu hhfak jkhkv cgchrv gk acug,u' ucnhsvufcr bacg tu bsr' gkhu kcea v,rv tmkjfo ahnmt p,j uvx,hhdu, cacug,u/

kgun, zt,' puxe vrnc"o' kvacg gkvnmuu, nu,r/ fatso bacg gk ehunv aknmuv nxuhhn, thbu juyt cfl' ukvhpl' susvnkl g"v nghs gk gmnu: "bacg,hutehhnv kanur napyh msehl"/ sus bacggk vnmuu, ucak fl t; vmkhj kgnus cvo/

vacugv vht b,hb, fj ubdzr, nivnhkv "aucg" anachgv t, vbacgcfuju, kgnus cv,jhhcu,u/ fk hvushv,jhhc yro hrhs,u kguko gk chmugvakhju, fph atunr, vnabv: "nachghitu,u ,vh mshe utk ,vh rag"/ cjxhsu,ncutr fh vphrua vpbhnh ak vnabv vutanachgho tu,u cfuju, ungbheho ku t,vhfuk, kvhu, mshe ukt kvhu, rag/

fnu ac,eup, cjhru, ngkv fk npkdvt, pugkv cesbmhv vtjrubv gk nb, kzfu,kthnui vcujrho pgo buxp,' zeue fk hvushkgrul t, jacui vbpa nhsh khkv kvufhj fhkt cds cthnui ab,bu cu' ugns cacugv ak",vh mshe utk ,vh rag"/ cfk cuerfapuej t, ghbhu vut neck t, vthnuicpgo buxp, ugkhu kvufhj cnal vhuo fhvnxg vhv gk ph vw/

vrch nkhuctuuhya nkl vnahjakhy"t tunr fh cjacui vbpa mrhl hvushkatuk t, gmnu uzuk,u: nv gah, vhuokzhruz vdtukv? favakhju, vtjrubv vhteck, pbh nahj vrh avatkv vht nvpgkbu cnxg vthah kjxul t, bzeh vdku,ukvcht kdtukv aknv/

kt cfsh nxhhnho t, vprav c"jzejze ub,jze"/ favdku, n,jze, uvjualnghe hu,r nfk' ha murl kvuxh; fj cbanva,nahl knktu, t, hhgusv/ tbu gunshokxhho t, vnxg' fg, txur kjbu,/

yru; yur; hux;///

zt, vh,v ag, cuer hjxh, nuesn,gcur 947' huo ahah ayu; ana/ cnxsrubu,vcbhi vtdsh vx,uccv anugv agothnu,v' v,esru vanho' uv,svnv ,pxvt, neunv/ akuav cjurho' fl nx,crnmtu t, nu,o cbxhcu, yrtdhu, cag,khkv ntujr, farfco xyv nvb,hc vbfuiugmr re c,gkv xnufv/ re tjs nbuxghvrfc v,gurr tjr fl/

v,nubv vnjrhsv akt vh,v kph fujoak ,knhsh v,nhnho' vchtv t; t, tkuakt rtu nguso t, vbxpho kcut jacuigo gmno keck vjkyu, ukbxu, k,ei t,vsrua/ c-077 v,fbxu jhhkh ch, sus kfhbux

jhruo arhju vjze ak vzgzug bs; nfknapy cbtunh vrcbho ubmhdh v,nhnho/nxg vvkuhv cnumth ac, agcr gk hs 077csrfo ak trubu, vecurv ktr. veusa'vhv nveaho vzfurho knh abfj ao/ akuatrubu, ak mghrho' akuav dupu, ak,nhnho' akuav napju, axugu,/

_uv,nubv vzu mpv ugukv cacugagcr/ prj nprjh v,nhnho bey; cyrog, cbxhcu, sunu,/ csrl kakhju, cyrgnpkt numkj vut nmt t, nu,u/ facbeus,vnumt njfv tnt sutd, kykpui nrdhgnvci' chgs' njfho t; vo evhk, hvushokakhj vmghr ahacu, ghno t, vac,/ dovht ut; vo thbo nchbho nsug thjru pgnhnrfcu,hu' vkc juac yuc c,euv ahvhvyuc/

ucrdg tjs' vkt rmuh vupl knmuh/

huxh z"k///^

crtah, vacug byni cnrunh vrvnbuju, v,w hux; hmje sdi g"v' ,nhobnr. ujhhfi aeav vhv kvpxhs t,bufju,u/ kt vfr,h tu,u thah,' tlnvem, afi pda,h' nmt,h thahu, bshrv/kcch, unktv gumnv/ tl kt cak ,fubu,tuph tku vhh,h zeue knbujv faang,h t,vcaurv vnrv cnumth ac,/

fcr nujze chshbu' a"to vkl tjs ncbhjcurv ,std fk vjcurv"' nturg afzvtnur kgurr tmkbu thzu avo ,vhu,gmnhu,' vhfi tbu bnmtho' cnv tbu tujzhofacguko n,rjau, yrdshu, gs kngdkveruc chu,r tkhbu _ ,knhs ,unfh,nhnho/ jacui vbpa jhhc kvhu, nsuesevhyc' vjk nvbvd,hbu fkph vzuk,' vtotvc, hartk vnmuhv cauru,hbu vht tfitjuu, tjho tu ahjxhbu tk vabh vut ftkscr zr' tu kfk vpju,' athbu eruc/

eav kv,cytu, cnmcho tku ukvgnhsscrho gk shueo cgus v,bxju, afzugkukv kgku, cnjhr tjr' bphk, ruj/,knhsh v,nhnho cfk vabho jhu zv kms zvftjho nna' anjho canj, vzuk,ukvhpl' r"k/ suet c,eupv zu ak bxhuitjrui' kpbh v,dku, tchbu' f"e tsnu"rakhy"t nv"n' suet czni cu "tha t,rgvu hgzuru uktjhu htnr jze" bsnv fhtjuv zu rupp, gk reg shgu, thahu,'bhjuah ahju,' ujhkueho buxpho vn,dkgho

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v,w hux; hmje sdi g"v vut tjhbu

nna atrbu ucarhbu ugmo

ngmnbu' gkhbu kjua fh tbu

vakfbu tu,u kcur/ tbu buatho

ctjrhu, vtnh,h, ktchsv afzu/

fcr abho zugeho naphgho

vngkho t, vbeusv vzu ngk fk

cnv tparh,Q ,nhnho kt

eaurho kpukhyhev/ kjhhk txur

kgxue cpghku, pukhyh,/ jhhk

vut rfua pryh!

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gk regho kt nangu,hho/

ha kzfur' fh shgu, uhjxho nguko ktvhu eruch napjv' do fabpdau cthrughonau,pho vh,v zt, ,tub, gcusv/ tjmrhl ktvuc cfk nmc kkt ear kvadu,huvthahu,' do fatku gcru t, dcuk vygovyuc/ kpju, tbu' jhhkh ch, sus' jus vjbh,cnkjnv vtjrubv mrhfho kvmhc fkkhnaje aubho/

cjacui vbpa vbuec akbu mrhfhokej, cjacui atbu tjh hux;/ v,w hux;hmje sdi g"v vut tjhbu nna atrbuucarhbu ugmo ngmnbu' gkhbu kjua fh tbuvakfbu tu,u kcur/ tbu buatho ctjrhu,vtnh,h, ktchsv afzu/ fcr abho zugehonaphgho vngkho t, vbeusv vzu ngk fk

cnv tparh,Q ,nhnho kt eaurhokpukhyhev/ jhhk txur kgxue cpghku,pukhyh,' jhhk vut rfua pryh/

thi xpe' zvu njhr fcs' th,u, u,zfur,cuyho nsh/ utfi' cfhbux vjhruo av,ehhoc-077' ehcku ,knhsh v,nhnho gk gmnovuxpv cfk vntphhi ,nhnho' n,ul tnubvfh zv nv ahcht kxhuo vjual vnr uvbnvr/

hnh vacgv nx,hhnho uvftc ren,jze' chuo ahah pra, uhjh nxhho,knhs u,he ujhhk nmyhhi t, ,pehsucngrfv/ csrl kehuo rmui vnakj vutbkej nth,bu' jhhk abpk cg, nhkuh ,pehsu/tbu jcrhu unfrhu ufk nh acao ,nho hfubvtnurho kvxhe t, vnxebu, vbfubu,cnvhru, vnhrch,' re fl bzfv kpdua tu,u

auc hjs go eurcbu, vdku, vtjrhoathcsbu cngrfv vtjrubv/

^

cxhuo pra, uhjh' nx,ke hux; vmshekt kpbh angahr t, tnub,o ak hartkcbcut, vdtukv: "peus hpeus tkuehot,fo"/ zt, do muut,u ak tjhbu hux;hmje: kvnahl kgxue ccaur, vdtukv'ucfk njhr/

fk zv thbu pu,r tu,bu njuc, vzgevfkph anht' "gs n,h"/ nmc zv vut kngkvnfuj vxhcuk, akbu' go hartk btbenhxurh vdku,' vdhg vzni ak "uhsgtkueho"///

hjh tsubbu nurbu urcbu nkl vnahjkguko ugs!


t,v rutv mghrho cvusu anjpaho t,gmno' up,tuo' do ao vo ndkho t, jc"s/fl do v,aucu, ak vrch ctdru, veusa'ftar tbaho nfk vjudho zeueho kgmvnfuub, ukcrfv dsukv' uvo nceaho nvrchcrfu, uneckho ,aucu, nsvhnu,"/

gah, vhxyurhv' ktjr avxry vzv

vueri c,ul hunhho pgo abhhv?

"crau, vahsur ecku vrcv nts,ducu, gk vxry/ kt tnru kh t, vxhcvnsug vujky kverhi zt, auc' tl tbh nbhjavhv cheua kmpu, njsa cxry/ tbh husgdo archo pubho unceaho krfua t, vxrynvxryhhv ak rau, vahsur/

"tbh rumv kvsdha auc' afk vvmkjv

ak vxry kt ,kuhv ch/ tbh cxl vfuk vhh,hcurd eyi/ vfk bgav cxhhg,t sanhtucfuju vdsuk ak vrch' tar rcho ntsmntho krtu, t, vrch"/

hvhv vnal?

"tbh nts neuuv afi"/

kmphhv cxry kkt vanyu,:OFNI.DABAHC

42 sungn lanv q ,ubhhgnv ,mpv

khuxh aukjho tbu t, ,bjunhbu gk vhkej nnl tjhl jcrbu vtvuc

v,w crul navg"v nenk ufi aukjho tbu t, ,bjunhbu kfk vnapjv vherv

abzfv ,hf; unhs kv,dku,u ak vrch nkl vnahj akhy"t

uheuhho vhgus "vehmu urbbu afbh gpr" u,hf; unhs nn"a


pbjx phzo nthr uhgec sus hgec nhujx

fux ak bjnvcmgr rc aukjho tbu t, ,bjunbu vfbho kjcrbu vtvuc'

nvgunsho rtaubv cnkjn,u ak f"e ts"a

v,w hux; hmjeahw nenkcvkej nnbu tjhu vher nxur ub,ui

kgbhbh f"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"t

v,w crul navg"v

cgrkwv erunchsuhsh nrb.

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vnmuuv unbvdhv

t/ "hvt1zvhr ntus kehho xgusvakhah," ktfuk xgusv cac, tjrvmvrho' u"tphku to vut acg"/

pryh vnmuuv:

jahcu, vxgusv:"tk2,cyk xgusv

akhah, kguko' uvzvr cv nts"/ "thi3kbug, jchc ujauc hu,r // nxgusv akhah,4"/znbv: tjr vmvrho' gs aehg, vjnv5/buvdho kv,pkk nbjv kpbh vxgusv/vjhhcho: tbaho ubaho/ehsua:thi guahoehsua kpbh vxgusv6' tck ha tunrho7

ayuc kvsr ukcrl gk hhi cxgusv/

vnzui:ha trcg ahyu, nv jhhcho

ktfuk: 1( p,8/ 2( tpar kvx,pe cnzubu,)gudv ufsunv(/ 3( sh c,cahk ardhkhoktfuk go p, )car sdho ufsunv(/ 4( shcphru,/ tsnu"r vzei puxe amrhfho ktfukp,' re tso acg utfhk, p, ,druo ku mgr_ hx,pe cnzubu, ufsunv' tu akt htfkfkuo/ kjo nabv: mrhl kcmug cxgusv gkabh kjnho' "kjo nabv"9/ ha xucrho01

1(yur uaukji grul xhni rmt/ anhr, ac, fvkf,v'pre bu/ vpxheu, acpbho cgher kph aukji grultsnu"r vzei/

2( ndhs nharho' pra, nmurg/

3(vrn"g nptbu' ntnr ac,u, vw nf"h' jke u/

4(ju. nxgusv ahgrul vec"v ccht, vnahj)vrn"g' ao(/

5(tl nav,jhk kpbh vaehgv _ tpar kvnahlcxgusv t; ktjr mt, vfufcho/ tck "rchbu ,o vbvhd

akt ktfuk cac, chi nbjv kgrch,' nauo af,uccnsra fk vau,v nho cac, chi vanau, fthku duzkvn,ho' ugk-fi vbvhd kgau, xgusv akhah, eusovnbjv" )yur' ao(/

6(f,c vyur )ao' c,rduo ntrnh,(: "tsubh tchvrt"a z"k kt vhv ncrl gk vhhi euso' nauo avueahuo kkhkv kgbhi esua' nv khkv sh cpgo tj,' t; chuodo sh cpgo tj,"/

7(nabv crurv xhni rmt' xgh;-eyi ft/ ugus/

8(f,c vnthrh )ac,' ehz' c(: "ha nehkhi kunr atovakho xgusv akhah, cphru, unhbh ,rdhnt hmt' uthivscrho brthi athi xgusv tkt cp,"/

9(ufi bvd vrt"a/ ufi f,c vak"v )nxf, ac,' prebr nmuv' ku(: "rtuh kbvud do fi cxgusv akhah, ckjonabv"/ tck chruaknh cnfhk,t f,uc anxphe ffrtjs' fhui afatfku nvni' batr kxgusv zu _ re ffrtjs )yur' ao(/

01(vuct canhr, ac, fvkf,v' ao' vgrv kc/

zni xgusv akhah,

nghi guko vctjz"k nbu cacjo ak tufkh akua xgusu, cac,' gs atnru "fk vnehho

aka xgusu, cac, _ bhmuk naka purgbhu,: jcku ak nahj' shbv ak

dhvbo unnkjn, dud undud" _ nsug to fi bnbgu bahth jc"s nkhyuk hshvo

kxgusv akhah,? vvxcr kfl ynui cgune vcb, gbhhi xgusv akhah,///

^ pre bux; cvnal xsr, vpreho gk vac,' gk ph nab, veckv

uvjxhsu, ktur ,ur, vrch' n,ul xpr vguns krtu, tur cg"v


vac, cnab, veckv uvjxhsu,

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amrhl kfxu, t, vkjo nabv cnpv )fnucatr xgusu, ac,(/

nbvdho cxgusv:

"htfk11tu,v canjv ucyuc kcc'uhnaul cv zni vrtuh ku' uhzfur )= uhtnr(scrh ,urv c,ul vaukji"/ rcho ndsukhvjxhsu, bvdu kgurfv cmhcur ucanjv21/

"tnr31rch huxh hvt jkeh ntufkhaka xgusu, cac, // fk vnehho akaxgusu, cac, _ bhmuk naka purgbhu,:jcku ak nahj' shbv ak dhvbo unnkjn,dud undud"/

vxhcv

c/ nmuu,41tfhk, akua xgusu, cac,bkns, nfl avpxue51vnscr gk tfhk, nicac, tunr akua pgnho t, vnhkv vhuo_ "tfkuvu vhuo" "ac, vhuo" "vhuo kt,nmtvu"' nfti aha nmuv ktfuk akuaxgusu, cac,/

xhc, vnmuv:

vtcusrvo61tunr avxhcv abmyuhbuktfuk cac, tjr vmvrho xgusv buxp,)xgusv akhah,(' fsh atso kt hnkt frxucxgus, vcuer _ wto hnkt cybu ccuer'hpuk c,rsnv uh,cyk nkhnus v,urvuscheu, cesua, ac,' tck fahsg aha kugus xgusv ktfuk' kt hnkt cybu ccueruhatr kcu pbuh kgxue cscrh ,urv' uflbnmtu fk xgusu,hu kao nmuvw/

c,ur, veckv uvjxhsu, nxchrhoatfhk, akua vxgusu, cac, vht cachkkpguk akua pguku,: 1( kesa ukyvr t,vdu; vdanh' 2( kvuxh; esuav tkueh,cbanv ),uxp, banv h,hrv ac,h,(' 3(kjcr t, vbanv vtkueh, )vac,h,( govdu; vdanh _ ucfk xgusv pugkho pgukvtjr, ]xgus, vkhkv _ esuav cdu;Qxgus, vcuer _ esua, vbanvQ xgusvakhah, _ jhcur esua, vbanv uvdu;[/

nbvd tsnur"h jc"s

d/ knru,71akf,jhkv ha ktfuk p,cxgusv akhah,' kt bvdu tsnur"h jc"sktfuk p,' tkt re nhbh nzubu, uphru,'uvghs vrch gk tchu' vdtui vtkueh vneuckrch kuh-hmje abhturxui' atfk re phru,'ufi vurv vrch kngav81: "thi mrhl p,'tck mrhl kyguo thzv scr"/

c,uxpu,91nuct ado czni v,knusruc rucu ak vmhcur kt bzvr ktfuk akuaxgusu, cac, )ukfi mhhi rw huxh' avut bvd

kvephs gk tfhk, akua xgusu,(/

unpura c,knus02ado ctfhk, nzubu,cxgusv akhah, nehhnho t, vnmuuv' ufifu,c vnthrh12"nem, rcbh mrp, f,cuatpar kgau,v cphru, unhbh ,rdhnt"' udoruc vpuxeho22v,hru kvx,pe cfl _"thi mrhl p," u"nhbh32,rdhnt // guns kucneuo kjo nna"' ufi nang nnv af,uccndhs harho42amhuuv vndhs krch hux;etru )cgk v"aukji grul"( acxgusvakhah, thi tfhkv ua,hv' tkt re fzh,,cahk/

49 dhkhui nxw274|~|

11(ak"v ao' kz/

21(vcga"y vxchr' ccshju, vsg,' avhu, acg, zunrdhaho t, hmht, vbanv h,hrv kfi n,fbxho cmhcurfsh "kvumht ban,u chi hvusho" )ctr vjxhsu, _cga"y' gnus 202(/

31(nxf, ac,' s; ehj' gnus t-c/

41(nxf, ac,' s; ehz' gnus c/

51(pra, cakj' pre yz' pxue fv/

61(shbh aka xgusu,' shcur vn,jhk f,c/ ak"v ao/

71(keuyh ahju, jke ft' gnus 48/ ahj, khk cw sjdvxufu,' ,rp"y/ ,ur, nbjo jke hz' gnus 69/ vnklcnxhcu' jke c' gnus eku/

81(vhuo huo' f"c tsr t/ ahj, tjrui ak pxj,ak"y' xgh; fd/ v,uugsuhu, ,an"v' jke v' gnus9303/

91(nxf, cfuru, s; c' gnus c' shcur vn,jhk ant/

02(nxf, xufv' s; fz' t/ _ "unhbh ,rdhnt voscrho vbgaho njna, vnhbho s,bht c,uxp,tscrfu, )p"s v"d( vchtu kpbhu nhbh ,rdhnt ncrl

gkhvo curt nhbh nzubu," )xn"d jke nmu, gav' nmuvk(/

12(nthrh knxf, pxjho' s; hd' gnus t/

22(yur uaukji-grul ao/ ugus/ vmhyyv acpbhonvmnj mse cpxeh shbho jhsuaho gk rchbu hrujo'gnus abz' c-d/

32(ch,-jsa kyur' ao

42(ndhs nharho' pra, uhevk _ "nx,hht cfzh,svt ,ni kh, tfhkv ua,hv' unfk neuo nhcgh // fzh,// ,cahk"/

nt,:vrc hux; erxhe'rc tzurh c, jpr _ gne jpr

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tnbo mrhl kvchi nsug tsnur"h jc"skt vjnhru ktfuk p, cxgusv akhah,' fshkehho t, vnmuuv cvhsur ukph fk vahyu,?

ucpry aftnur )cxgh; c( vneurc,urv ktfhk, akua xgusu, cac, vutnvf,uc "vhuo" akua pgnho cbudg ktfhk,ni cac,' ukph zv f,cu vpuxeho' avhu,ajhuc vxgusu, bkns nvni' nangamrhfho ktfuk cfk tj, nakua vxgusu,p, )=ni(' uto-fi nsug tsnur"h jc"s ktbvdu ktfuk p,?

xgusv akhah,

c,ur, vxus

s/ vxhcv kscr bgumv cfuj vrujbhvnhujs vaurv cguko cac, tjr vmvrho_ avut fuj rujbh gkhui veruc kbanvvtkueh, ukt kdu; vdanh/

rchbu cjhh nxchr52akfi t, nmuu,xgusv akhah, knsho )ftnur cxgh; c(nvpxue "vhuo kt ,nmtuvu"' fh czni zvbh,b, vapgv tkueh, bgkh, chu,r)"rtah, vrtah, // jhho tn,hho c,gbudehho ubmjh"(' vbh,b, kbpa u"kt" kdu;)"nk, kt fnu thi"(/

]tsnu"r vra"c62nxchr ac"vhuo kt,nmtuvu" a,h nanguhu,: 1( ,nmtu t,cjhb, vwktw _ "dhkuh cjhb, "kt"' cjhb,vthi vgmnh"/ 2( "vhuo )fkunr czni vzv(kt ,nmtuvu" kruc gkhubu, vtur vut ktbh,i kvadv fhuo' kfi "gfahu vut re nghi// tck t,o numtho tu,u kg,hs // ghervdhkuh hvhv kg,hs"[/

nzv kns vkcua72txnf,t atocxgusv akhah, kt tfku p, tkt scrhotjrho hmtu hsh jucv' fh vgher cxgusv zuvut tfhk, vbanv ukt vdu;/

kfi' tunr vmnj mse82acxgusvakhah, thi ktfuk p, )thi "cjhb, tfhkvnna' cjhb, kjo"( tkt re nzubu, tuphru,' afi czni zv nuapg, srdv tkueh,bgkh, chu,r "nghi92kg,hs kcut"' ufao

akg,hs kcut03kt hmyrfu ktfuk uka,u,'fl do cxgusv akhah,' avht nghi kg,hskcut' thi tfhkv dnurv ak p,' tkt retfhkv nugyv _ nzubu, uphru, ufsunv13'csudn, xgus, aur vcr uvkuh,i skg,hs/

vsrdv vrujbh, ak xgusv akhah, vhtnghi huo fhpur )"rguut23sfk rguuhi"'"pbhnhu, g,he"(' ufao achuo fhpur txurktfuk' nauo an,gkho ksrd, rujbh, akvbanv )"sunho knktfh var,"(' angkvghxue vdanh ctfhkv ua,hv ak vdu;' fldo czni xgusv akhah,' avht nghi huofhpur' thi tufkho xgusv dnurv _ p,'tkt re nzubu, uphru,/

uckaui vmnj mse: "suuet cxgusvakhah, humthi cnhbh ,rdhnt"' fh "xgusvakhah, vut dcuv hu,r na,h xgusu,

vkhkv uvhuo"' ufao "acac, ac,ui thi cutfhkv ua,hv fkk npbh adcuv hu,r"' fl"do cnbjv sac, )t; athbu cjhbv zu nna'nfk-neuo( thi tfhk, kjo"/

xgusv akhah,

c,ur, vbdkv

v/ vrch nxchr avmhsue kph ,ur,vxus akt ktfuk p, cxgusv akhah, ha kuvh,r do kph ,ur, vbdkv' afi33fk nmuu,tfhk, vxgusu, cac, "thbv tkt cachkgubd"' uthi gbhhi ctfhkv kfagmnv43' kfibpxe kvkfv anh atfhkv nmgr, tu,u _"thi53mrhl kmgr t, gmnu uktfuk"' fhnyr, vtfhkv kgubd' h,hrv nzu "tsoavtfhkv nze, ku' atz gubd vut ku aktktfuk _ thi mrhl ktfuk fkk ufngyatxur ku ktfuk' akt hmygr cac,"'

kfi nh atfhk, p, cxgusv akhah,durn, ku mgr' nauo avut ja t, esua,vzni avut nghi kg,hs-kcut' tu tphkufathbu ja zt,' tck vut husg untnhi aflvo pbh vscrho _ thi gkhu jhuc fkavuktfuk p,' tsrcv to vut tufk p,' vutguav bds fuub, xgus, ac,! ubds esua,vzni vgkhubv!

khnus xusu, v,urv

czni xgusv akhah,

u/ tsnu"r vrhh"m xhpr63aktjratsnu"r vzei vpxhe ktfuk xgusvakhah, vrh cneunv vut tnr sruahjxhsu, cchtur vzuvr/ do tsnu"r vra"cxhpr73akt fk ac, vut tufk xgusvakhah,' ukpgnho vut thbu tufk ntunvuvut nx,pe cjzr, jxhsu,/

cgmo zv vhv nbvdu ak rch angui crhujth czni akt tfk xgusv akhah,: 1("cgrc83pxj ajk kvhu, cac, _ vhv


52(rchbu cjhh' pra, cakj' pre yz' pxue fv/

62(vnal ,rg"c' jke c' gnus twefz-j/

72(kcua' xhni rmt' xgh; eyi v/ ugus/

82(tur v,urv' pra, cakj' gnus ,rk"t/

92(ch, jsa' kxhni rmt/

03(nxf, crfu, s; hz' gnus t/

13(fkunr vhu, azv "nghi" kg,hs kcut' kfi tufkho

ngy ukt mnho kdnrh/ h,hrv nzu: vyghnv vnugyvnrnz, avjhsua vtnh,h kg,hs kcut hvhv cflavfuju, vgkhubho haru uh,jcru cdu;' nauo a,,dkvngk,u vgmunv ak vdu;/ to-fi cnhsv nxuhn, hangkv kxgusv akhah, _ avht njcr, t, vbanvuvdu;/

23(zuvr jke d' s; efy' gnus t/

33(aukji grul tsnu"r vzei' xhni rpj' xgh; c/

43(caubv neurcbu, avnmuuv cgmo vtfhkv uktcgubd vnupe nvtfhkv/

53(aukji grul tsnu"r vzei' xhni rmt' xgh; t/

63(ahj, khk cw sjd vxufu,' ,rp"y/

73(rahn, gbhbho uxhpurho' gnus ekj/

83(ak"v ao' by/ nzuvr jke d' s; mv' gnus t/

vsrdv vrujbh, ak xgusv

akhah, vht nghi huo fhpur

)"rguut sfk rguuhi"' "pbhnhu,

g,he"(' ufao achuo fhpur

txur ktfuk' nauo

an,gkho ksrd, rujbh,

ak vbanv )"sunho knktfh

var,"(' angk vghxue

vdanh ctfhkv ua,hv ak

vdu;' fl do czni xgusv

akhah,' avht nghi huo

fhpur' thi tufkho xgusv

dnurv _ p,' tkt re

nzubu, uphru,/

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guxe cxusu, v,urv' cneuo xgusvakhah,"/ 2( cakua93garv vabho avutavv cngrv ukt vhv ku p, kjo tkt rejrucho' "vhv kuns xusu, gkhubho cg,akua vxgusu,' kmt, cvo hsh-juc, akuaxgusu,"/

nxchr vrn"g nptbu04arac"h vjahct, vkhnus ",nur, vxgusv"' utsrcv"vhv jchc ku nts cneuo vxgusv")akhnus xusu, v,urv14bjac fnu atufk"vpv vgkhui"(/

tck' nghr vrch24' cbudg kfk vmhcur:

"t;-gk-ph ahfukho kmt, hsh juc,xgusv akhah, cscrh ,urv' mrhfho kvhzvrakt kvx,nl gk tnhr, jhsuah ,urv akgmnu' fh hfuk kvhu, acnumth ac, nhavuhprul t, vjhsuaho ajhsa utz h,crranv akns cneuo vxgusv akhah, ktvhv scrh ,urv _ ucnhkt kt hmt hsh juc,xgusv akhah,///"/

ukngav' vurv vrch*24kmhcur kvsrukyguo nzubu, tu phru, ufsunv' tu kknusjxhsu,/

gus tunr vrch "huo ac, eusa nxudkcnhujs kkhnus pbhnhu, v,urv' ucnhujscgku, vnbjv avut g, rmui kngkv chu,ruchu,r"' kfi czni zv ha kjzur ntnrjxhsu, cpbh vmhcur cch, vfbx,' tl "ktkjzur ntnrho eaho tkt ntnrho ekho

abek kvxchro cafk tbuah ah,eckcafko ak vaungho"/

ngk, zni

vxgusv akhah,

z/ vscrho vtnurho aczni vnbjv akac, ehhn, srdv tkueh, dcuvv ntus'nxchrho abh gbhbho buxpho:

1( thi34ehsua cxgusv akhah,:

cgus akpbh a,h vxgusu, vrtaubu,guaho ehsua' vrh kpbh xgusv zu thinesaho _ nsug? fh gahh, vehsua gk-hshvhvush nangu,v avhvush pugk cgmnuucfuju,hu t, vnaf, fuju, vesuavvac,hho' uzv n,tpar re ckhk uhuo

vac,' tck cac, tjr vmvrhho ehho fujtkueh dcuv ubgkv ntus athi vhvush hfukkpguk gkhu ukvnahl tu,u kguko' kficxgusv akhah, thi nesaho' uvesuavbnaf, nanho ngmnv c,ur, n,bv' kktgcus, vhvush/

2( pyhr,44nav rchbu vh,v cac,cgku, vnbjv:

cg, pyhr,u zfv nav csrdv bgkh,ntus' fnu af,uc "kt54hsg tha t,ecur,u"' avfuubv kt re aneuo vecrvdanh kt hsug kauo tso' tkt ado vsrdvvtkueh, cv vut zfv cg, pyhr,u tha kthusg tu,v kruc gkhubu,v' uzv eaur kflaczni xgusv akhah, ehhn, srdv tkueh,dcuvv ubgkh, ntus' kfi vut bpyr cg, vzu'uvut zfv csrdv fzu/

51 dhkhui nxw274|~|

93(atku, u,aucu, rc pgkho' jke t' hurv sgv'xhni bv/

04(rn"g nptbu' ntnr ac,u, vw nf"h' jke s/

14("srhav cngav nrfcv // vut numt ph vwkrtah, vnjacv ctu,hu, v,urv" )ao(/

24(keuyh ahju, jke ht' gnus 542/ jke f' gnus

106/ ,ur, nbjo' jke s' gnus 832/ 352/

*24( rtah-scrho nahj, a"p pbjx vw,ba"t )ck,hnudv(/

34(xpr vkheuyho' grl ac,' gnus eks/ vnal,rg"c )ao(: "ehsua // vut kvnahl vtr, g,heteshat // uvnafv zu ahhl re fagshhi kt gku kg,heteshat' nat"f cxgusv akhah, // gukv // kcjhb, neur

v,gbudho nna // to-fi thi-mrhl kerht,buuvnaf,bu"/ ucprh g. jhho )ac,' hz(: "thi rtuh kesagk hhi cxgusv zu' fh thi cg,het auo hhi fkk' ugherurjnho dnurho"/

44(xhsur go st"j' s; rs' gnus d/

54(pra, uzt, vcrfv' pre ks' pxue u/

knru, akf,jhkv ha ktfuk p, cxgusv akhah,' kt bvdu

tsnur"h jc"s ktfuk p,' tkt re nhbh nzubu, uphru,' uvghs

vrch gk tchu' vdtui vtkueh vneuck rch kuh-hmje

abhturxui' atfk re phru,' ufi vurv vrch kngav: "thi

mrhl p,' tck mrhl kyguo thzv scr"

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huo rtaui zw nbjo tc

,ag, vhnho c-077 gunsho kvx,hho'ftar nhuo khuo vukf, uducr, vmphvavbv zv bzfv gus euso k,agv ctc' kjdudt, cbhi ch, vnesa vakhah cdtukvvtnh,h, uvakhnv/

gk vanjv c,ag, vhnho avjkv fcrcab, ,ba"t' xhpr vrv"j heu,htk nbjortp' ctj, vv,uugsuhu, av,ehhnu pvktjrubv/ "fnv abho euso kab, ,ba"t'cnumth ac, jzui v,jk,h kahr ceukftar vrch akhy"t hmt nv,phkv/ knjr,atk vrch akhy"t vto atku rc gk fl/ tlcab, ,ba"t vrch guss t, vahrv cnalfk ,ag, vhnho ucnumth vmuo )bsjv( hmtvrch akhy"t go vbhdui ak anj, ,urv"/

ktjr ,phk, ajrh, tnr vevk vrc,vhkho kngi akhnu, trmbu vesuav/ flcnal frcg agv tnr vevk fuku nxpr ktncuyk ak preh ,vhkho' faktjr nfieurt vrv"j hmje aprhbdrp"b' cu tbunceaho nvrch akhy"t a,vhv vmkvkhvusho ctr. uakt hnxru t; agk/

cagv 00:5 tjr vmvrhho' hmtu nxprtuyucuxho kvpdbv dsukv nuk narshveubxukhv cnbvyi/ k,nhnho vauvho fg,cab, vecumv kt vhv tnbo thaur kmt,kvpdbv' tl go zt, cagv vhgusv vhuvtuyucuxho nktho gs tpx neuo' uzt,ktur v,dhhxu,o ak tbah vafubv' kcutukvpdhi kngi tr. hartk vakhnv/

cgus tb"a npdhbho crjucu, nbvyi'gnku v,nhnho ceck, pbhvo ak v,hhrhovrcho' actu vbv nrjch tnrhev' ktjr

avbhju ,phkhi uangu fnv nhku, vxcr gkvneuo vesua cu vo bnmtho/

cmvrh vhuo bgrl xhuo nhujs nxudu' cukt xhhnu nxf, fk avht ca"x' f"t xhuoak vkfu, ch, vcjhrv/ nuxrh vahgurhov,w nbjo ngbsk vkprhiuvrv"j tcrvoni' stdu kxhho vhuo t, fk vahgurhovbudgho kvkfu, ch, vcjhrv' vi cnabhu,vi crnc"o uvi chjzetk/

tl do neunu ak xhuo nxf, kt bpesfnuci' ut; bgav cruc go hu,r n,nhs'vhu, avhuo grl t, vxhuo vnrt st,rtujcr vcs"m vrv"d tvri hgec auuh/ cnalagv trufv vtzhi vevk kxhuo' ftarktjrhu nvsvs, vfrz, vwhjhw crjch vztk/ktjr vxhuo bgrfv v,uugsu, jxhsho tk,ul vkhkv/

chi vn,uugsho vhv do vrc rtp' tarxhpr xhpur ngbhhi veaur go xhuo nxf,:vhv zv c,agv ctc' uvrc rtp bxg tk asvv,gupv gk nb, kgrul ao wxhuow gk nxf,nugs eyi/ chi vna,,pho cwxhuow vhvvrv"d pbjx yhh. rcv ak vghr tkhzc,cbhu-dwrxh' av,fcs kunr nxpr nhkho/ vrcyhh. avhv brda gs knts' p,j utnr fhcxhunv ak nxf, nugs eyi tunr, vdnw"msheho thi kvo nbujv kt cguko vzvukt cguv"c"' umsheho tku vo khuctuuhyatar thbo bjho krdg utphku c,agv ctcsutdho kgrul wxhuow casv v,gupv/ ktjrvthrug xhpr vrc rtp t, vscrho knzfhrvrc khhck drubr' avgchro knzfhr vrcjuseuc gs avdhgu vscrho tk vrch/knjr, pbv vrc juseuc tk vrc rtp utnrku cao vrch: ang,h at,v guav wnup,how

casv v,gupv/ ktjr nfi vuxh; vrcjsueuc umhuuv gk vrc rtp ah,earcveso kgurl gh,ui fpr jc"s' gk nb,ahgrul rthui nhhsh go vrc yhh./ vrcjuseuc chtr do fh vgbhi mrhl kvgau,czrhzu,' vhu, agfahu vut cv,pgku,nkhuctuuhya/// utfi ctu,v ,eupvv,prxo cgh,ui vb"k' rthui trul utuvsgo vrc yhh./

cnechk kv,uugsu, zu v,ehhnvv,uugsu, fh,,h, k,knhsh vecumvnerhh,-d,' cch,o ak napj, srgh/vv,uugsu, vh,v krdk huo vuks,u ak v,whujthsrgh' ubnafv agu, trufu, tk ,ulvkhkv' ftar v,nhnho huacho hjshu n,ultjsu, utvc, rgho/

huo abh jw nbjo tc

cxhuo ,phk, ajrh, vhuo bgrfu abhjdhdu, cr nmuuv/ vtj, gk chn,vv,uugsuhu,' ao jdd t, vcr-nmuuuv bgrneurc' tar napj,u v,ercv khvsu, gkhsh vrv"j hvusv prhsni vakhj cnhk-chhxhi/ cnechk v,ehhnv jdhd, cr nmuuvkcbu ak vrc rtp' cjkeu vesnh ak 077khs trui veusa/ fl bh,i vhv kanug nfkgcr ahrv uanjv ak nmuuv' ftar ckcpbhnv nebb, vmphv aanjv zu ,nahl nhscv,dku,u ak vrch nkl vnahj akhy"t/

hjs go vv,uugsuhu, na,skhov,nhnho kxhho t, vahgurho vecugho'ftar cv,uugsu, agk chn, vv,uugsuhu,'gurl v,w sus atgrxhuo nxf,/ do ccr


hunbu ak ,nho c-077

bjnv fpukvcch, nauka

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nmuuv ak napw rtp bgrl wxhuow' cseu,vtjrubu, kpbh ag, jmu,/ t, vxhuo grlv,w sucgr prcr/

ag, jmu, vdhgv uxprh vkhnusvrdhkho bxdru' ftar t, neuno ,upxhovscrho' tu,o nu,r kknus c,agv ctc/fl bh,i krtu, jcru,u, jcru,u, huachoukunsho t, vdnw cnxf, dhyhi' tu cghihgec cxudhu, vguxeu, cjurci vch,/cagv 54:5 pubho v,nhnho ktfuk xgusvcjsr vtufk ak vhahcv' uktjr nfinzsrzho k,phk, nbjv a,jk cagv 03:6/kpbh utjrh ,phk, nbjv ar vevk whjhw/cxhuo ,phk, nbjv' pbv vevk ktfukxgusv npxe,' ucagv 71:8 hrs ,agv ctcgk afub, vnkl/ tb"a' ,nhnho' hksho'fuko mugsho crjucu, ertui-vhhyxfabgkh cs krdkhvo' ctho tk ch, vnesaczni vdku,' ch, nauka' 077' tar h,jcr,hf; unhs kch, vnesa achruakho/ tyty vukl 077 un,nkt' ftar tb"auv,nhnho vupfho t, vxpxkho czv tjrzv' gk nb, kac, gk vrmpv' uturu, vztk

nfucho cjkeo/ cgus nxpr seu, tnurvkv,jhk ,phk, grch,' tl npt, shbhvtcku, thi vevk ar t, ahr vwhjhw'utuhrv eusr, aurr, xchc/ tfi vtcknurda jusr umurc' ch, nesahbu jrcuvdku, gus nnahfv' rch gs n,h?! ctuvuag t, gnl/ vpruf, nurs, ngk truiveusa' u,phk, grch, n,jhkv/ "t, mnjsus gcsl" "u,jzhbv ghbbu"' nhku, v,phkvngurru, t, vkc' unjshru, ,euuv avbvzv bzfv kdtukv/

vjzi tunr weshaw aktjr anubv garv'uvevk vrc n,hhac kunr t, ndhk, wthfvw'tu,v eurt ceuk vrv"j nhftk xktuuhi'ftar vevk nkuuvu cbvhv jrhah,/ vrv"jakuo sucgr khpxergurl xhuo nxf, gknxf, anju, ktjr v,phkv' cv nsucrtusu, shbh tchku,/ vevk vrc batrkveahc kxhuo vnxf,' ufi kahjv vhunh,avuangv ktjr nfi/ go xhunv ak vahjvvhunh, knsu fuko hjs t, ntnr s"v thfv,ak"t' ftar vrv"j bjni aphrt' nctruunxchru cyuc ygo/

vagv fcr ntujr, tl gshhi huacho,nhnho rcho gk vxpxkho vvpufho'favo kunsho hjshu t, vxudhu, cdnwtu,o bh,i kknus c,agv ctc' tu kjhkuphit, ntnr wthfvw ufhu"c/

huo akhah yw ctc

,phk, ajrh, vhh,v gnuxv cn,pkkhorcho' tar jkeo vdhgu do nvvrho/ t,vehbu, ert vrv"j kuh hmje aphrt'ftar ceuku bh,i kanug vhyc t, vmgruvftc gk jurci ch, vnesa/ vagui vurvgk 20:1' tu, vut fh ag, jmu, vdhgv/c,ul fnv seu, fcr ahbv vztk t, pbhu'vxpxkho vurnu czv tjr zv' cpt,h vztkbrtu jke ntb"a favo fcr gyuphocykhu,hvo' vturu, vuskeu' unbhbho rchoak nbjv vjku/ nbhi nbjv ak vrch' bgrlfrdhk cagv 51:3' ftar vevk tunr hjst, vwahr ak huow weuuvw uw,vhkhow/ cagv 7bgrl xhuo nxf, gk hsh vrv"j akuosucgr khpxer' ftar vwxhuow nugcr

53 dhkhui nxw274|~|

trui veusa dkuh' ckhk ,agv ctc ktjr ,phk, grch,

mhkuo: ofni.dabahc

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cahsur hahr gk hsh rshu nahj/

cxhuo vmuo p,j uugs xgus, aknvt, agrh vkhafv' ftar tb"a uv,nhnhobvbho nntfkho grcho kjhl ktjr vmuovnnual/ cnal fk vhuo bgrfu do nbhbh,vhkho rcho krput,u ak v,w crul navg"v nenk' ufi v,uugsu, kzfu,u/ re ccueraknjr, ehsnv t, pbhbu caur, vthuc gkpyhr,u/

huo rchgh hw nbjo tc

vko' zgzug' ,svnv' thl? knv? rch gsn,h? knv gav vuhw ffv? tku vovnjacu, tar vmhpu t, nujhbu ukhcbu g,angbu t, vcaurv vburtv' gk vhkejuvp,tunh, ak tjhbu urghbu v,w vbgkvvnhujs acjcurv v,wcrul nav g"vnenk/ eav vht vf,hcv gk jcr avhvuthbbu' gk jcr agnk hnho ukhku, kvpm,vnghhbu,' jchc gk vcrhu,' bgho vkhfu,'neuar crn"j tcrhu uax"v dhshu krch' uflfrgo chuo cvhr' gk,v ban,u cxgrvvanhnv' nu,hrv tu,bu ftucho ugmuchogk tucsbu ak jcr fv her ueruc kkhcbu/ fktjs nmyb; cphb,u nbxv kgfk t, tarthrg' tl kt bh,i' kt bh,i kvchi thl hfukkvhu, agshhi tbu ndhgho knmcho ftku'vkt fcr nzni nahj vhv mrhl kv,dku,'kcut ukdtuk t, go hartk///

tl n,ul vjual uvchkcuk' v,vhhvuvvko' fnu nckhjv beus, tur avukf,un,pay, vukf, udskv _ vrch akhy"t/fi' vrch akhy"t' ftc tuvc kcbho hjhshonbjv un,uuv' tk kbu khpuk crujhbu tkttsrcv gkhbu kvnahl ukpguk' kv,eso

kert, vnyrv _ vdtukv vtnh,h,uvakhnv' n,ul tnubv azvu vnturgvtjrui aerv czni vdku,' ufcr vukfho tkvdtukv/ "jhhk abpk cg, nhkuh ,pehsu" flf,c crul gk v,w huxh g"v sdi/ fhuxh flcrul' abhvo jhhkho tnhmho akjnu kktktu,' uusth do gfahu cvhu,o ao kngkv'pugkho vo cnabv nr. kngi vct,vdtukv/ tbt nnl rch' ang keuk auug,hbuudtkbu/ rch gs n,h?

hfuk tbh gus kac, gus agu, trufu,)gk t; veuah vfrul cfl( uknkt sphoaknho gk crul g"v' tl vjhho c-077nnahfho' uhjs go vmgr vthuo gk tucsbuak jcr' crur vut kh ukjcrh a-077 gbhbujhho ujhu,/ fl cngcr js tf,uc kfo gkvnjzur vabh ak vegnpho' tar vjk vhuo'ftar hksho rcho brtho nn,hbho gknzuusu,hvo' unjfho kvxgv a,hej tu,okegnpho/ fnu"f vhuo bgrl vwrtkhwkhksho' cgzr, vbaho angk vztk/

cgrc vhuo bgrfv v,uugsu, krdk xhuonxf, hunt' tu,u grl vrv"j nbjo bjuoayrbcrd/ cnechk bgrfv vv,uugsu,vacugh, ak ,knhsh v,nhnho nhahc,mp,' ftar v,nhnho njzeho ungusshotha t, rgvu' ktjr vnerv vfutc athrgvcuer/

huo jnhah h"t nbjo tc

vgrc v,ehho xhuo gk nxf, xuyv' gkhsh vrv"j hutk surui/ ktjr nfi v,ehhnvv,uugsu, jxhsho' krdk vwxhuow ukrdkebhh, 077 uj,ub,u ak tsnuv"z/

cnvkl vv,uugsu, xhpr vrc rtp

xhpur ngbhi tar thrg t; vut go vrv"dphbjx yhh./ vhv zv chnho cvo ruxhvvhh,v xdurv unxudr,' uceuah rc bh,i vhvkvhfbx tu kmt, cagrhv/ ctjs vhnhovzsni krc yhh. kgcur t, vdcuk vruxh'uvut bhmk zt, gk nb, kcer t, vhvushovbnmtho ao' uchbvo fnuci jxhsh jc"s/vhu, akt vhv nusg knmco ak hvushotku' kt vcht ghnu auo jchkv ghno' ugkfi cheauvu fh to hzsni ku kvdhg cabh,'hyrj uhcht kvo fnv jchku,/ "tl gkhlkzfur" xhhnu vjxhsho "fh fk jchkv avblncht' gkhl kcsue athi gkhv t, vf,uc,ak 077' tjr, kt hfbhxu zt,"/ vrc yhh.ang kgm,o ak vjxhsho' utfi cpgovctv avdhg kruxhv vcht ghnu fnvxprho' favut nephs gk fl akt hzvu fhzv n-077/ ftar gns kpbh vcheur, ,vvckhcu vto ctn, bfubho scrh vjxhsho?utukh tku jaau, aut? vkt nvhfi tnurvmbzur kvfhr t, 077/ gus vnjacu,nmhpu, t, nuju u,uru vdhg kvhcse tmkvmbzur/ vmbzur vpl t, jpmhu ujhyy cvoagv trufv/ ftar vdhg tk vjchkv n-077'atk _ "nv zv"? "xprho" gbv vrc yhh./tl vhu, ukt vhh,v f,uc, gk vjchkvvnahl vmbzur uatk _ "nvhfi zv ndhg?n-077"? "kt" gbv vrc yhh. cpxebu,ftar nhs vut nuxh; uautk t, vmbzur"uto fi"? "nv vcghv"? "ucfi" gbv vmbzur"tch vhv mbzur kpbh' uvut khnsbh fh fk nvandhg n-077 kt bfbx"///

a"p ut,jbi' h"d nbjo tc

tna ckhk ac, eusa ktjr ,phk,grch, grl vrv"j tkhgzr yhhykcuhoxhuo


vrv"d vrc tcrvo tzsct gurl xhuo nxf,vrv"j vrc akuo cgr khpxer gurl xhuo nxf,

mhkuo: ofni.dabahc mhkuo: ofni.dabahc

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nxf,' ftar vevk vrc ntzhi kscrhuceac rc/ huo vac"e vjk frdhk cahgurcscr nkfu,' ftar v,nhnho vrcho'huacho hjs ukunsho t, vwscr nkfu,wvacugh/ ktjr nfi vjk vevk kv,fubikert, ,phk, ajrh,' ftar fjna seu,kpbh v,phkv pur. vevk cahr, hjh tshrv'n,ul tnubv umphv abzfv kv,dku,u akvrch nkl vnahj akhy"t/

ktjr ,phk, ajrh, uerht, v,urv'tar vhh,v vacug gnuxv j,bho' gkv gkchn, verhtv vrv"j angui bhucury'knxur ahjv ak vrch/ ktjr nfi pbv vevkk,phk, nux; faktjrhv gurl vrv"j kuhduksayhhixhuo gk nxf, ca"x/ v,phkvvx,hhnv' utb"a uv,nhnho vzsrzu khyukt, hshvo' kert, vv,uugsu, ak vrch'a,jk c-03:1/ vevk guns gk rdkhu' nchytk neunu ak f"e tsnu"r akhy"t' njfvunmpv' tukh xu; xu; vdhg fcr vzni' uvbvtbu zufho kv,dku,u ak vrch nkl vnahjakhy"t' zufho knkl chuphu ,jzhbv ghbhbubtu nna/ vhs n,vse, xchc dchg vhhiun,runn, tk gk' vncy nhuar tk neunu

ak f"e tsnu"r akhy"t' unvpv humt,upurm, zgev tj, atunr, vfk "hjhtsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahj kgukougs"/// vrv"j hux; rhhmgxbgns gkvxpxk' ufafux naev chsu n,jhk vutkerut eyg nahjv ak vrch/ cxhhnu t,scrhu ar vevk t, ahr, whjh tsubbuw ufit, vbhdubho ajucru kphreu ak vrch/ ktjrnfi nnahfv vv,ugsu, kv,uugsu,jxhsho' ftar vztk n,nkt nv,uugsuhu,vj,bho' tar bnafu, gus agu, trufu,'fngy gs ,phk, nbjv/

ktjr ,phk, nbjv bgrl frdhk xsrbhdubho cngrc vztk' facnvkfu juzrvrv"j nhftk jbul dukuncntnr jxhsu,'ashcur vn,jhk aku vut "e. ao kjual"/ktjr vxsr bhdubho pubv vevk k,phk,grch, uvcskv' ftar cxhuno gurl v,wanutk er.xhuo nxf,/ vac, nx,hhn,frdhk cverb, uuhstu ak vrch' faktjrhuhumt vevk kehsua kcbv/ vrheusho aktjrnfi bgrfho nnuk k-077/ c,uo ehsuavkcbv btxpu tb"a uv,nhnho kv,uugsu,nkuuv nkfv' ftar ckc fuko v,euuv

uvtnubv azuvh vvv,uugsu, vtjrubvcdku,' u,hf; unhs gucrho tbu kdtukv n,ulahrv uzhnrv/ hjh tsubbu nurbu urchbu nklvnahj kguko ugs!

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sruacjur cgk bhxhui rfc

rmuh go bhxhui cpghku, mhcurh,

fguzr knbvk ch, jc"s ctzur vmpui

k,eupv ak ahav jsaho

kpryho: 367362-450

khuxh nenk vnunho ufutcho tbu' uckc nur,j'

aukjho tbu bjunho kl ukfk vnapjv vbfcsv

gk vkej ngnfo cyro g,

v,w vbgkv' cjhr v,nhnho' crul vfarubu,

crul navg"v nenkcv,dku, vrch nkl vnahj akhy"t

uccbhi vnesa _bbujo

jcrhl kxpxk vkhnusho:


jhho ctuo

nhftk srueni

nthr tpkku

sus vrtk

tch yrckxh

tch cr-nujt

ngbsh euky

huxh thdk

rnz bpkt

c-077 nx,ucc chnho vtjrubho eygntdr, af,c rch kuh hmje kcbu vrchnkl vnahj' kert, h"t bhxi ,rm"v' huovuks,u v-33' cu nxchr t, ngk, k"d gkph eckv/

cxhuo vtdr, nxchr t, vgbhhi ak"baht kcbh tar"' vahhl kh"t bhxi'ufu,c: "uvfpk ctar _ctarh fhtarubh' huci gk ph nv ab,ctr cneuotjr' cgbhhi vcw pgnho wtarbuw _tarbunv yuc jkebu fuw' tarbu atbu nafhnhofuw' ufi fk prav avhh,v jchcv gk susp,j cwtarhw uxhho cwtarhw' unzv bgav,ugk, anpk,o ak ragho bgav cxu;e"d nznurho' uthbu bmrl e"s' cfshahatr nxpr tu"r nva"h gknhi cxyrtshnhbt' fn"a czuvr pw ,runv"/

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ffv kt nbvkho

ntce!

nmgr kunr' tl bjyt ktn, ukvmk,tr. hartk' to kt btnr t, vscrhocnkut jrhpu,o ucvhru,o/

vpdb, varar, bfakv! kt cdkkavvpdbv kt vhh,v numkj,' kt cdkk aktvdhgu ntu, vtkpho amhpu krtu,o/ zucvjky vhh,v vpdbv nrahnv/ tl vcghvvht acfl ,o fk vgbhhi/ turh tkhmur'nrtah vn,hhacho tnr' ucmse' fl ktn,bvdho tbaho avukfho kpbu, tu,onvch,/

rcho nscrho gk ,jua, vjnmv eav/ftar vnps"k batr, cnnakv gk t;avnmc nxufi chu,rQ ftar cerc tbahvnps"k habo ftku acgcr trdbu t,vvpdbu, bds rchi' ufhuo vo nakhnho govnmc _ thi zv tkt thcus gmnh ksg, aktpey vntce/ hu,r nfl: cacugu,vtjrubho humtho rtah ha"g cvfrzu, fhkt hxrcu peusv cag, ncji uhcmgu t,vurtu, vmct/ cfl vo cgmo ntarho fhdhrua hvush nch,u thbu pag nuxrh' ufkvncmg peusv fzt,' ncmg peusv ck,hjueh, cgkhk/

vdshku kgau, cgrc ,agv ctcvtjrui' huo ktjr vvmkjv vdsukv akvarar, vtbuah,' ftar fnv nrtahnugm, ha"g j,nu gk tnb, "ahj tjho"'cv vo ncyhjho kv,bvd cag, vdhrua fnu"hks yuc hruakho"/ vo kt hbvdu ctkhnu,uhtnmu fk vjky, nnakv/

cnmc afzv' rcho autkho' cmse' nvcfkk grfv ak vnjtv? vto cachkacvhxyurhv hvhv f,uc fh vhv ntce gkvphbuh cdua eyh; knru, ajke nvnbvhdhonfru tu,bu nrta?

mrhl kunr ceuk dsuk ucrur: ffv ktnbvkho ntce!!!

to rta vnnakv husg fcr cbeus,vp,hjv' fh rtah vn,hhacho nuahyho t,vkjh vabhhv' ubuvdho cdhav "nnkf,h,"'gsh; tput ktruz t, vnzuusu, nrtaukuu,r nrta gk fk vntce/ kpju, hvhvxhfuh kphmuhho nudskho/

cnmc vburt vbufjh' ftar jrc dhruanubp, ngk ,uach dua eyh;' ujurci gk fkhuach vtr.' vntce mrhl kat, tuph akpguk, njtv vhxyrh,Q kvanhg njtvazge,v ,ang nemv vguko ugs emvu/cnmc afzv thi tupmhv ak uh,urho uap,jkekeu,/

hzfru bt rtah ha"g fhms btceuc,ufbh, tuxku fbds rchi kpbh gaur _njtv tpeyhch, crurv ujs nangh,/ tokt btce fg, ctu,v tdrxhchu,' uhu,rnfl' vrh ansucr cntce tcus nrta/

varar, vtbuah, av,ehhnv cvmkjvrcv' ,vuuv vmkjv re to vht ,vhvwjzrv dbrkh,w khuo peusv' ftar hmyrfukvumht nhkhui tha nc,hvo fsh kafcn,j, krdkh vyreyurho cgmhr, nktf,vdhrua vtfzrh,/

ftar vxupr gnux guz durx fh hakpum. darho cnerv ak peus, yrbxprfbds grcho' thi neuo ksekunho ak rtahha"g tusu, tjsu, vgo' u"ha kbu tvcvuvht ,bmj"///

vto vngrfv tcusv?

nr tkheho vgmbh t; vut sura btv gktusu, vnmc' ufl vut fu,c:

"vto vngrfv akbu tcusv? v,aucvvht _ kt ukt! tuko' zt, c,bth amhcurvn,bjkho' nuxsu,hu utrdubhu hpgku bfui/unfti' suuet' ,jua, vvjnmv/ brtv'anugm, ha"g' dua eyh; uh,r vtrdubho'juzrho gk vadhtv vpytkh, nhnh hnh,:guxeho cjhbul ucvxcrv' cafbug nch,kch, ucvfb, npdi nraho unrda' arar,tbuah, nputr, ni vfu,k ugs kdua/ tckfk zv cdsr "vpdbv"' cgus tar cms vabh'tmk vnvrxho uvnjrhcho' gucsho cnkutvehyur gk vscr vtnh,h unfhbho t, fkhvnajh,: "nhbvk, ,fbh, vv,b,eu,"'jehev' ,akuo nesnu, fsh kxfxlukpurr' vjbev ,emhch,' vept, cbhhv'ayhp, nujo ak vjhhkho' uvaj,, rujoutuphho fsh kgau,o fahrho bpah, kcmgpudruo ccbh gno/ fcr afru t, vtukouvajebho' fcr vh,v vjzrv vfkkh,' fcrnfru fryhxho uvscheu t, vnusgu, go,trhl vvmdv _ utmkbu gshhi njfhokchyuk/ vvh,nnu, vzt, ,eugv czhfrubhfjkuo rg nhnh hnh,: "kt ,vhv bxhdv"vh,v tz vxhxnv' uvht ah,ev t, vmhcurnkgau, scrho tpeyhchho ctn,/

"vpe, kejho nfhakui hnh, njhhc,kvfhi t, vv,bdsu, kpudruo _ gfahu/nehnho "nhbvk, phbuh"? nukv ha kvehonhbvk, v,bdsu, kphbuh/ vsheyyurv akarui ndhhx, auyrho ujhhkho kncmgvgehrv' utbjbu ndhhxho unfhbho t, "vndi

|~|h"y nbjo tc vw,ax"s

akhnu, vtr.

ffv ktnbvkho ntce!

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nt,:ah dpi

vpdb, varar, bfakv! kt cdkk avvpdbv kt vhh,v

numkj,' kt cdkk akt vdhgu ntu, vtkpho amhpu krtu,o/ zu

cvjky vht vhh,v vpdbv nrahnv/ tl vcghv vht acfl ,o fk

vgbhhi/ fl kt n,bvdho tbaho avukfho kpbu, tu,o nvch,

vtbuah" ahgnus cpbhvo/ vo nfhbho bh,uenho ujank' tmkbu n,fbbho tnmgh bds/ eknts kvpul t, varar, vzt, kscrvtnh,h' jxr re bscl tjs eyi' ancjhbvtrdubh, uncjhb, vgkuhu, vut zbhj: kvushgavarar, vzt, vht do ,rdhk kert,"huo vshi"/ kjke krccu, vurtu,' vhfihpdhbu' vhfi hgmru t, v,bugv cgrhvo' tohdhg jkhkv tu,u huo nr ubnvr' uvhfih,rfzu tkv vnufbho kmt, ngrhvounfprhvo ukvdhg krmugv' unv vo mrhfhokej, t,o/

"bh,i do kvj,ho t, vnufbho kpgukfb"k/ garu, tkph j,hnu, ftkv gauhu,'tukh' kana f"hrhhv kpbh vjryuo"'ukvaphg gk th thku pukhyhetho afcrv,hhtau/ uvgher: f,rduk kert, vscrtnh,h' vtrug vzv hphj ruj tupyhnh,cmhcur vgmuo v,unl cbu' uhasr ku'atpar utpar kvgchr cpugk t, rugvdzhrv/

"vnp,j bnmt tmkbu' c,bth aba,nacu gfahu/ kt ,vhv vzsnbu, buxp,"/

pxeh vkfv kph veutkhmhv?

chnho tku nbvku, npkdu, hvsu,v,urv ua"x nat un,i go vkhfus gkfbhxv keutkhmhv/ ktjr abv ujmh ak shfuhuchzuh uvapkv nsrdv rtaubv' auc nceaarui kva,na cvi kmrfhu/ bmhdh vnpkdu,vjrshu, kt husgho gshhi' vto cfkk'cxupu ak huo' vut hhej tu,o cfkkkeutkhmhv aku/ chb,hho vo naujjho/

knru, avfuubu, gmni gshhi kuyu,

cgrpk fcs' nfk neuo' fcr cnmc afzv vonufbho kv,czu, ukvmvhr vmvru, ahbgnukarui' fsh kvrtu, gs fnv vo vukfhokert,u/ nuci anpkdu, tku' fnu ,nhs'na,nau, cfxu, gkv ,tbv ak "sg,,urv"' "mhu, kdsukh v,urv" ufsunv/

tuko npkht nfk krtu, fhms npkd,a"x nabv pxeh vkfv cv,to k,nrubhveutkhmhv/ ffxu, ghbhho vo tunrho' fh"ktjr eck, ,ufbh, wvvhb,eu, vjsavw)nv cshue va,bv ao?( dsukh v,urvhmyrfu kvfrhg njsa cbuat"/ nx,craktjr vv,jcru, kgyhbh vakyui' hmyrfuksui cbuat vaukh uvpguy vzv abertvhb,eu, udhrua hvusho/

fsh krgbi t, zhfrubo ak ch, hartk'bmyy fti t, vscrho atnr vrc gucshvhux; grc natk n,pesh vkhfus:

"autkho tu,h' nv sg,h gk ,ufbh,vv,b,eu, ak arui' cgs tu bds' utbhnufrj kscr' afi bcht afuca bcut,u jhhcnh,v/ tbh rutv c,ufbh, vv,b,eu, xfbv/pheuj bpa/ ,esho nxufi ntus/ tov,ufbh, ,,cmg' htnru vduhho' vcrjbu t,vhvusho/ vthb,hptsv vughkv undhg prxkyrur/ njr,hho vo hceau kgau, flcctr acg ucjcrui/

"jhhcho kvmchg bds v,ufbh,/ vht

pxukv c,fkh, vpxhkv/ zv prx kyrur/ ckhvxfo' ckh ,nurv' jhbo thi fx;/ ",nfurgnl ckt vui"' ffv czuk' ckh vxfo'kvpehr t, hartk/ to v,ufbh, ,,cmg'vo hvhu erucho ktaekui' acg e"n/ govyhkho uvetxnho akvo' vo hgau anu,chartk/

"txur kh ka,ue/ fk hvush hrt anho'fk hks rutv t, vbuks' rutv thl v,ufbh,nxfb, t, go hartk/ j"u kgau, scr fzv/jhhcho kvmchg bds v,ufbh,/ zv scr durkhnxufi/ thl hfuk,h kvjrha? fk nh aaungceukh' ahdhs kjcru kvmchg bds/ tbh ktpukhyheth/ tbh njuhc ksg, ,urv/ txurkvmchg cgs vv,b,eu,/ vht nxfb, t,go hartk/ nufrho t, hartk czuk/ sg,,urv njahcv fk bpa nhartk ukfi jhhchokprxo t, sg, ,urv/

"to v,ufbh, ,,eck' vo hrhnu rtauhtnru: vhuo vo hmtu ngzv' njr jcrui'njr ctr acg utjr fl hruakho/ thl bufkka,ue ukvjrha? arui kt mupv t, vg,hs/vut yugv cnv aguav uaudv/ kpju, heuogfahu uhtnr ygh,h unusv uguzc hrujo/v,ufbh, nxufb,/ kfi nmuuv kvushg crtajumu,: txur kvmchg cgs ,ufbh, vcrhjv"/

cvjky nhkho fsrcbu,/ tl' kngi vao'nv va,bv cnmc vbufjh asg, v,urv

57 dhkhui nxw274|~|

varar, vtbuah, av,ehhnv cvmkjv rcv' ,vuuv vmkjv

re to vht vhh,v wjzrv dbrkh,w khuo peusv' ftar

hmyrfu kvumht nhkhui tha nc,hvo fsh kafc n,j, krdkh

vyreyurho cgmhr, nktf, vdhrua vtfzrh,

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gkukv kva,bu, kp,g? vetxnho gshhindhgho kasru, )uvurdho!( knru, vpghku,vmcth,/ rta vac"f gshhi nmvhr fh reakhyv cayj ,ufk kvmhk t, vnmc/cnerv ak vhb,eu,' crur kfuko avnmcre hjnhr/ to fi' nv ha fti katuk t,dsukh v,urv' crdg avo fcr b,bu pxevkfv crur fbds v,ufbh,? vto v,emhchokhahcu, nabho t, pxeh vvkfv? vtov,urv bh,b, kahbuhho cgecu, vcyju,eutkhmhubhu, uxhsur dwucho kfnv gxebhnpkdv?

cahj, a"p nyu, nxgh ,ak"y'n,hhjx vrch nv"n cshue knmc vtcxurshvzv an,rja fhuo kbds ghbhbu' ftarnabho pxeh vkfv kph v,emhcho uvfxphovndhgho khahcu,:

vscr vhjhs vhfuk kvaphg gk tu,otbaho vut: ftar tunrho kvo ahcutwhuo vshiw' uthi vnsucr tusu, huo vshiakngkv' fh gk zv yugbho vo akch,-shiak ngkv vo hcutu go nxphe zfuhu,'ufskvki /// tl fazv ndhg kshi ak nyv'vnmc na,bv/ vgucsv achuo vcjhru,vo gkukho kt kvhcjr _ nzgzg, tu,o!ugs kcjhru,' thi kt; tjs tun. kvurhstu,o nfxtu,hvo gfahu' ukvuahccneuno nhavu tjr' atphku akt hvhv,eh; dsuk _ kfk vpju, hvhv ku ,ue;fzv _ afahcutu tkhu uhrtu ku avutgav scr vtxur ni v,urv _ ugs fsh flavut nakav vscrho agkhvo btnr"hvrd utk hgcur" )anxhr, vayjhotkhv vxfhnu bmhdho tku' durn, kaphfu,snho ak hvusho agk-zv btnr "hvrd utkhgcur"( _ hvhv ku v,ue; kgau, kpju,t, nv af,uc c,urv gk "vhrt urlvkcc" _ "hkl uhauc kch,u"' ukt ahbmk

t, ngnsu kt kgau, fkuo ukt knju, _anvbvdv zu na,kak gbhi ncvhk chu,r'athi fsth kvtrhl cu unxphe nv afcrsucr' utukh do czv vhv murl kemr/

ufk vn,bvdho cmurv vpufv _avec"v hnjk gubo' uhurhsonfhxtu,hvo' uhuahc cneuno "aupyhhlfcrtaubv uhugmhhl fc,jhkv"' atz hrtutar "tn, ntr. ,mnj"' ufk nv avutvhpl vtn, _ h,cyk uhhger kdnrh'u",ur, tn," uvnmuu, avo thbonujkpho _ hbmju' fukk pxe vshi atxurkdruo a",p,j vtr." cpbh vtuhcho'ut; to hvhv zv re w,ci ueaw' ucusth ktt, nv anuxrho g,v' azv nxufi n,ciuea kthi grul)nahj, a"p nyu, nxgh,ak"y(/

tuh ktu,v cuav/

"buks,h cfur ktch"

kert, huo vvhkukt v-06 ak tchu akvrch nkl vnahj' vdv"e vneuck vtkuehvrc kuh hmje b"g' ni vrtuh kvcht khnusuvurtv nsrfu ak cgk vvhkukt' fph avrchkns cfk vbudg kngnso ak rcbh hartkucntce gk tr. veusa:

buks,h cfur ktch' avhv tjr-fl vrcvrtah cheyrhbuxkc/ fhui achnho vvoucnshbv vvht vhu mrhfho kbvk uuhfuj tukgbu, gk atkv udhsu;' agk-zv vhumrhfho kgbu, cruxh,' utbh vhh,h cbuvncudr ak rcv vrtah ak vghr _ kfizv bpk gkh/

vurdk,h ntu,o vznbho )kpbh f-56-06 abv(' athi nv kvn,hi k,utr akfcus/ uto hhacu uha,eu _ thbbh tujz

nfl' txur kh ktjuz nfl' ukt gk fljhbfu udhsku tu,h!

tbh tujz c)ahy, v( jhbul _ aftarnsucr cgbhi veaur kpheuj-bpa txurka,ue' tphku fahusgho a,ul-fsh-shcur )tu njr' tu ktjr zni( pkubh-ci-pkubh hnxur kaui-vrg kpkubh-ci-pkubh!

nsucr gk pheuj-bpa! ufsh akt hygu_ tnru ujzru uf,cu uvsphxu uprxnuucheau afk vngubhhi hprxo zt, _acaukji-grul turj-jhho vkfu, ac,xhni af"y f,ucho scrho crurho cbudgkgbhi zv _ uknru, zt,' kt bdg ukt pdg'zv kt beky tmku' vhu, uvut naujs!

thbbh n,fubi kabu, t, vsrl axkkukh tch unurh-ujnh!!!

uftnur kghk azv vhv "dhrxtshbeu,t" akh! _ tfi' thbbh tunr ahakh vbtv nfl _ uzuvh kt cshue tu,v,juav ftar tunrho gkh ,utr ak fcusuftar tunrho ,utr vpfh _ tck t,vngav thbbh vukl kabu,! thbbh gunskabu, t, vahyv tu,v xkku kh tchunurh-ujnh _ athi kv,jac cgbhbho akvhpl vfcus' utphku go dzhrv ak tunu,-vguko _ thi kv,jac! )ahj, khk fw tc,ak"y(/

vnrdkho ak surbu

j"f trhv tkss nvwthjus vktunhw,ue; cjrhpu, t, trdui vantk vehmubh"akuo gfahu" cgecu, vmhkunho achmgktjrubv chaucho ucntjzho cha"g/kscrhu' mhkunho tku nxhhgho ktrdubhvyrur k,fbi phdugho fbds vhaucho/ "akuogfahu" pugkho fcr abho fnrdkho uxufbhoak nshbu, zru,/// vmhkunho vkku numthot, srfo ktrdubh vyrur unanaho fgzrhnushghi kphdugho/ tbah "akuo gfahu" hvhutjrtho krmj cfk phdug ah,rja jkhkvchauc atu,u vo nmknho"/

tkss vuxh; fh cacug agcr fhbx trdui"akuo gfahu" nxhc, gh,ubtho cv bykujke do gh,ubtho zrho' ujhke kvo shxehoucvo mhkunho cthfu, nushghbh, "akrzukumhv gs knrje ak abh nyr"' fkaubu/cmhkunho tkv nzvhr tkss tpar kvcjhicn,ebh tcyjv mcthho uchfuku,hvo/

kscrhu trdui "akuo gfahu" vnnuni gkhsh vthjus vthruph' ncmg gcuro gcusu,ak xrhev nvtuhr unvereg/ vnhsg nugcr

|~|uw ,nuz vw,ax"s

tuko npkht nfk krtu, fhms npkd, a"x nabv pxeh

vkfv cv,to k,nrubh veutkhmhv/ ffxu, ghbhho vo

tunrho' fh "ktjr eck, ,ufbh, wvvhb,eu, vjsavw )nv

cshue va,bv ao?( dsukh v,urv hmyrfu kvfrhg njsa

cbuat"/ nx,cr aktjr vv,jcru, kgyhbh vakyui'

hmyrfu ksui cbuat vaukh uvpguy vzv abert vhb,eu,

udhrua hvusho/

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gk hsh "akuo gfahu" tk vthjus vthruphudo tk vtnrhebho/ do vadrhr vtnrhebhchartk si ermr v,cxx cygbu,hu fkphhartk cbudg knxpr vntjzho' gk tu,omhkunho ak "akuo gfahu"/

tkss ndkv gus fh trdui "akuo gfahu"afr kmurl chmug vmhkunho t, ahru,hvak jcr, vnyuxho "bar"/ ktjr nfi'ftar ,t"k aphdk nnars vchyjui cheado vut mhkunho nvayj' vut pbv tkvjcrv uvht b,bv t, vmhkunho knarsvchyjui cvbjv ak %05 fh "vthjusvthruph fcr ahko gk zv"///

cac, akj ,a"n v,hhjx vrch nv"nktu,u trdui vnana ntz ugs vhuo fdhhxjnhah: "ndhgho ftkv hvusho amugehowakuo gfahuw! utkhvo nmyrpho doveunubhxyho u)kvcshk( vgrcho'vtunrho amrhfho knxur kgrcho jkehontr. hartk avo ,j, cgku, vhvusho/

"vo thbo tunrho "ac utk ,gav"fygb, vnrdkho' fkunr kvhatr ,eughocnscr ukt kvhfbx ktr. hartk _ tkt'vo tunrho knxur cpugk t, vcgku,afcr habv gk tr. hartk! uygb, "akuogfahu" _ ufi ygb, veunubhxyhou)kvcshk( vgrcho _ vht cshue fygb,vnrdkho cag,u "gz vgo vhuac ctr."'akfi thi kfcua ukhhac t, tr. hartk!

"akuo gfahu" yugbho: vgrcho hu,rjzeho nvhvusho _ ukfi ha knxur kvot, vtr.!" tl fao atz rtu t, nv

avnrdkho vnhyu gk cbh hartk' asuetvo vgnhsu cxfbv nna _ gk-srl-zvnuci _ cbudg knv a"akuo gfahu"nchtho g,v gk vhvusho ugk tr.hartk' avo vbo v"nvrxhhlunjrhchhl" ak vgo vhvush uak tr.hartk' rjnbt khmki )fph anufj nzvdupt atkhvo vmyrpu do veunubhxyhou)kvcshk( vgrcho(/

"uknru, avo mugeho "akuogfahu"' uvrh thi kl scr hu,r dsuknvakuo _ tck kthsl _ "thi akuotnr vw kragho": husgho nv fuubu,hu akta";' ufph avo tharu t,-zv gusvpgo ktjrubv ctxhpv' afuub,o vhtkmuu, gk fk vhvusho kkf, nfk tr.hartk!!

"uthi zv xus _ vo tunrho zt,cdkuh' uzv vuspx cfk neuo' ufk tjshusg nzv/ uthi zv scr jsa _ fcr 23abv )vjk n,a"j( avo nfrhzho zt,!

uto-fi' nuci afk vxfo ahxfnut,o kt huchk kakuo!

"unvtnur kghk nuci fhms "akuogfahu" ncht xfbv nnah, gk vhvushougk tr. hartk' rjnbt khmki' uknru,zt, _ nnahfho vktv ksrua knxur gusayjho kgrcho' ,nur, phx,-bhhragkhv f,uc aguaho akuo/

"ugk-srl-zv cbhsui-shsi: ruthocpugk kti nuchkv vdhav ak uuh,urkgrcho/ utphku to haku t, gmnoachb,hho zv akuo' "akuo gfahu" _ thizv nabv' vhu, urutho azv nuchk kfhuuick,h-rmuh' fhui afuub,o thbv kakuo'tkt kakj t, fk vhvusho ntr. hartk'fbzfr kghk! utci-vcuji cfk scranx,peho cu fhms kv,bvd _ vut fphnv afu,c nav rchbu' zt,-tunr, ,ur,nav _ vaukji grul/

"ufph avhv mrhl kvhu, tmkvnrdkho' akpbh avo ygbu "gz vgovhuac ctr." _ vo vhu mrhfho kda,nhs knav ukatuk tu,u' kvx,fk nvf,uc c,ur, nav"/

knrcv vgmc' ntz vahjv vvht' rchontbah "tr. hartk vakhnv" vpfu kvhu,tbah "akuo gfahu"/

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ftar gnux guz durx fh ha

kpum. darho cnerv ak

peus, yrbxpr fbds

grcho' thi neuo ksekunho

ak rtah ha"g tusu, tjsu,

vgo' u"ha kbu tvcv uvht

,bmj"///

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anubho vrmtu,

cgbhhbh ch, vcjhrvvvrmtu, bgrfu cakua, vacugu, chuzn, "nyv nahj" ctrv"e ucah,u; "nfui

vnesa" xpr cpurny tkcunh nrvhc ghi hmt t; vut ktur guko' unvsur,u vrtaubv

tzkv c,ul 42 agu,' scr vnghs gk natk, vkc "ahcbv ch, vnesa cnvrv chnhbu!"

fnu cabho vtjrubu,' vpfu do vabvhnh akua, vacugu, khnho ak khnusuvgnev cbuath ch, vcjhrv' zt, gk phvurt,u ak vrch nv"n' n,ul tnubv fhkhnus cgbhhbh vch, hjha uhzrz t, cbhh,u/

do vabv byk gk gmnu "nyv nahj"kgrul nxg vrmtu, ckhnus gbhhbh ch,vcjhrv' hjs go rtah "nfui vnesa"chruakho/ vvrmtu, bgrfu ckhuuh aeuphu,'ftar muu, nfui vnesa nafkk unapr t,v,ufi uvthfu,/ vabv vufi do nhmd njacnhujs cgzr,u bh,i vhv kvgnhe ckhnusucvcb, gbhhbh vch,' numthu unuctu,hu/

cnvkl 08 vrmtu, )!( abgrfu cakua,vacugu,' va,,pu tkpho rcho nfk rjchvtr.' nfk vjudho uvgsu,' ftar kfukoathpv u,phkv _ ahcbv ch, vnesacnvrv chnhbu/

cbux; kvrmtu, vnpuryu,' ehck fkna,,; ,ekhyur nhujs ak nfui vnesa'ufi ,ekhyurho uekyu, uhstu ak vrc suckcbubh vfukk do t, xpru "vnesachruakho"/ "kph tjuzh vcheua vducrhouvukfho' bhfr atfi vmhntui kdtukv t;

vut vukl udsk"' tunr vrc anutk vbsk'hu"r ugv"p ak "nyv nahj" ag"h tdus,jxhsh jc"s ctrv"e/

duk, vfu,r, vabv vhh,v kkt xpecvumtv ktur ak vxpr vnvusr "ch,vcjhrv" vfukk c,ufu chtur nhujs gkvkfu, ch, vcjhrv krnc"o' cmhru;

chturho nvrch gk nxf, nhsu,' ufi prehbcut, hjzetk gk ch, vnesa vakhah/vxpr hmt ktur cpurny nthr ghbhho'facrtau ncut trul unhujs _ uvfkcpurny tkcunh' vnfhk ,nubu, mcgubhu,gk bhhr frunu naucj' scr anek t,vkhnus cfk pryh vnesa/

,uach erhh, nktfh cgrc ghui cbuat vkfu, ch, vcjhrv/ thkuxyrmhv

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vxpr bgav cah,u; pgukv go "nfuivnesa" cgrhf, vrc nbjo neucr nbf"k"nfui vnesa" ucvdv,u uvfuub,u ak vrcakuo sucgr vfvi vbsk nbvkv vrujbh akhahc, jc"s ctur hvusv _ aahkc c,ufut, fk buat vtnubv ccbhh, ch, vnesa'fukk vtnubv vyvurv crch fnkl vnahjubaht vsur/

c,jhk, vxpr nuctho vxfnu,hvovjaucu, ak vrtak"m vrc nrsfh tkhvuakhy"t/ zei rcbh jc"s vdv"j vrc hmjevfvi vbsk akhy"t rtc"s urc evhk,jc"s nubyrhtk/ rcbh afub, ertui vhhyxvdv"j vrc tcrvo tzsct akhy"tuvdv"j vrc tvri hgec auuhh akhy"t/vdv"j nrsfh anutk tafbzh akhy"tns"t sfpr jc"s' uvdv"j vrc dskhvutexkrus akhy"t tc"s cjhpv/

"vxprho tzku nvnspho' ufgcur 42vagu, vrtaubu, ntz hmtv kturvnvsurv vrtaubv' kt bu,r kvahdo gus"'nxpr vrc anutk vbsk' "unhs bgrfbu

kvspxv abhv cfnu, fpukv nvrtaubv _scr vnghs hu,r nfk gk vmntui vdsuk

kknus gbhhbh vdtukv uch, vcjhrv' ucgher:vrmui ahcbv fcr ch, vnesa"/

tkph baho nthk, ugs nyukv' jcru,trdui "bah ucbu, jc"s ctr. veusa" ufibmhdu, nnshbu, trv"c' ebsv uthrupv'v,fbxu cacug agcr ccbhhbh vtunvchruakho kfbx vtrmh vab,h/ vbuatvnrfzh ak vfbx' ao gk bx t, "fujv akvthav" aha chfuk,v kvaphg gk vngdkveruc' vxchcv ugk vguko fuku/ cbux;vcht vfbx khsh chyuh t, ngns vthavchnhbu ut, vtun. vbsra nnbv cnhujsc,eupv ak ckcuk uyayua vnuju,/

jcru, vtrdui sbu, cbuatho ak mbhgu,c,ul vch, unjumv ku' buat vdtukv g"h

khnus pbhnhu, v,urv uthl kvaphg gk fkbau, hartk a,vuuhbv sudnt jhv kcbu,arv' rcev' rjk uktv' thnvu, vgovhvush' uado c,eupv zu hdsku sur akhksho uhksu, tar dtho chvsu,o k,ptr,go hartk/

cfhbux aukcu do vupgu, srnv utunbu,ak vcbu, vmghru, ctrdui' ufi nupgh khhzrunukyhnshv/

hu"r vfhbux' vrcbh, vhbsv dgrkhmehtunr, fh vfhbux vab,h an,ehho nzvabho rcu, cghsusu uccrfu,hu ak vrch' ct

k,, fuj u,gmunu, kc kfk vpghku,uvakhju, ctr. ucguko' zt, cnyrvkvthr t, vxchcv ut, neuo ndurhvoctur ujhu, ak ,urv ujxhsu,/

gec vva,,pu, vnktv ak jcru,vtrdui )ftk; ujna ntu, baho kt vmkhjukvahd fryhx gec juxr neuo( tunr,vrcbh, drkhmeh' behho cgzr, vao t,vfhbux cabv vcgk"y ctmyshui/// hjs gonahj msebu/

xehrv brjc,' ,uphg c"gyr, jhv"ceruc cg"v/

vx,hho cvmkjv fbx bah jc"s vtrmh

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thrug rc ruao bgrl cacug agcrchahcv vdsukv ",ur,-tn," chruakhokrdk xhuo khnus fk nxf, ehsuahi cgk-pv/acgv-gar n,knhsh v,nhnho vnmyhhbhobcjbu cnvkl vabv gk vnxf, fukv cgk-pv' ucxhuo vabv bgrl ncji fkkh gk fkvnxf, _ dnrt' phrua ra"h u,uxpu,/

vncji bgrl cabh jkeho: ,jhkv ncjineh; cf,c gk fk vnxf,' uvnafu cncjicgk-pv abgrl gk-hsh akuav cujbho: rtavhahcv vdv"j vrc cbhnhi-ztc vkuh xdk'uabh cujbho turjho: vdv"j vrc anutk-tkgzr vkprhi' rc afub, ch,-hartkchruakho' uvdv"j vrc hux;-mch vkuh xdk'rta fukk "mnj-mse" chruakho/

vrcbho vcujbho kt vx,hru t,v,pgku,o vrcv nvcehtu, vdsukv hjsgo vvcbv vgnuev adhku vbcjbho cfkvnxf,/ "bvbh,h ctupi nhujs kt re n,ufiv,aucu,' tkt t; nvtupi acu vo btnru"'tnr vrc hux;-mch xdk/

cxhuo vncji v,fbxu ,knhsh vhahcv'hjs go vmuu, ujcrh vvbvkv' kngns jdhdhkrdk xhuo vnxf, uvvmkjv cncji/ vbjvt, vngns vnbjv vuu,he vrv"j vrcbp,kh ruy' acscrh vp,hjv vzfhr t,vgucsv fh ctj, vabho' fabfbxu jcrhvvbvkv ak hahc, ",unfh-,nhnho"vnrfzh, tk jsru ak vrch cfsh knxursu"j fkkh cgbhhbh vhahcv' ktjr axhhnuksuuj tusu, atr vgbhhbho' suuju krch gknxpr cjurho abcjbu gk nxf, aknv/bvr, anjv brt,v gk pbhu vew ak vrch'avdhc c,nhvv: "vto re fg, cxhuovscrho vbfo ncarho kh caurv dsukvzu?!" bh,i kknus nfti gk dusk vbj,-rujvbdrn, krch cagv zu' xhfo vrc ruy/

ktjr tnhr, pre ,vkho ak vrch gkhsh vnaphg vdv"j vrc hux;-hmje tupi'vuznbu vrc anutk-tkgzr vkprhi uvrchux;-mch xdk kat, t, scrhvo/ vrcbhocscrhvo vchgu t, vgrf,o vrcvkcehtu, adhku v,knhsho vbcjbho cfkjkeh vncji' ccjhb, "to hatkl tso tk,dndo u,tnr ku tkt tnur ku nhs"/ vovuxhpu ucrfu t, v,nhnho kvnal

vmkjv rcv cncji gk fk nxf, ehsuahi

chahc, ",ur, tn," chruakho

v,nhnho vnmyhhbho go vrcbho vcujbho

jke n,knhsh v,nhnho cg, nxhc, vxhuo

huwwr vncmg nv,kw vakujho v,w xgbsr dhhxhbxeh buat scrho

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vmkj,o ugkhh,o njhk tk jhk/

rta vhahcv vdv"j vrc cbhnhi-ztcvkuh xdk ,htr t, dusk vanjv acxhuovnxf, uvmkj, acgv-gar v,knhshocncji/ cscrhu vzfhr t, scrh tchhactu,u huo axhhnu jfnho khnus nxf,'vhv zv huo yuc krcbi"' fk-afi ftaracgv-gar ,knhsho nxhhnho nxf, ctupiafk vnxf, nubj, tmko fceupxv' utofl' vrh cuusth vanjv rcv gs ntus urtuhkgrul gk-fl hunt-yct krcbi"/

cxhuo scrhu vusv knbf"k vrc hvuaghuzch.wgk vgnk anaehg kvmkj, vhahcvukadaudv/

ktjr nfi bat scrho v,w vakhjtkfxbsr xbsr dhhxhbxeh apgk kkt ktu,kvmkj, vncmg' unxr su"j gk v,bvku,vncmg/ fi vchg t, vuer,u kmuu, vhahcvuk,nhnho gk avaehgu nznbo unrmo

cnal vabv fukv/

vngns vx,hho cvgbe, ,gusu,-vuerv j,unu, gk-hsh akua, vrcbho

vcujbho k,knhsho vnmyhhbho' uvbufjhov,pzru c,jua, v,runnu,-ruj uc,uxp,ghsus unr. kvuxh; ckhnus ucv,nsv kbj,ruju ak vrch/

bj, ruj krch

cbtuo abat' xhpr rta vhahcv vrc xdk nv acshshv vuv gucst' ftar cab,,ba"t vdhg krch go ecum, ,knhsho axhhnu t, nxf, ac,/ ftar gcru kpbh vrchcjkue, vsukrho' vgbhe vrch sukr kfk tjs nvcjurho uktjr nfi atku: "vtobcjb, gk fk vnxf,?" unavahc cjhuc' vgbhe ku vrch sukr bux;' ufi kfk tjs utjsnvcjurho/ "vrch vrh fcr hsg nvnzfhr afk tjs nvcjurho bcji gk fk vnxf,'uknru, zt, v,hhjx kfk tjs-utjs ctupi thah' favut autk cphrua to xhho t,vnxf,' ure tz vgbhe ku sukr bux;/ cfl ha chyuh kjahcu, vnhujs, adhkv vrchkgbhi zv"' vygho vrc xdk/

"thi xpe ado vhuo' cagv zu' nchy vrch canjv gk fk tjs utjs ncbhuv,nhnho axhho t, vnxf,' ungbhe ku "gus sukr" _ crfv fpukv unfupk, cfkvnmyrl ku"/

chuo rchgh agcr' v,txpucfpr jc"s'ntu, ,nhnho nfk rjch vtr. avdhgukva,,; chuo ghui knsrhfh vehhybu,/ huovghui bgrl gk hsh ,bug, vbugr "mctu, vw"ctr. veusa' uvut vhuuv t, akc vxhuoc,ufbh, vfarv fukk, knsrhfh vehhybu,'gk nb, k,, kvo t, vfkho knkt t,,pehso ukvjshr ruj hvush, jxhsh,cehhybho/

huo vghui bp,j cerht, preu ak vrchnkl vnahj/ rtaui vsucrho vhv vrc hux;hmje kcehcer'nbvk ,knus ,urv jc"scmp,' arh,e t, v,nhnho cbuatho:,eaur, go hks pdug' jhku. ngune rg/tjrhu bat scrho rw gnh, rubi' avkvhct, v,nhnho kjua fk rdg nv gus bh,ikgau, fsh kvgmho t, vjuuhv ckcu akvjbhl/ ktjr nfi' v,hhacu v,nhnhoktruj, mvrhho' nkuuv cbhdubho' xhxntu,uvnbubh vehhybu,/

cakc vabh ak vhuo' bat scrhovnjbl vrc hgec tujbubvnmp,' avnjhakevk v,nhnho cmuru, aubu, t, vzvhru,vdsukv vbsra, cjhbul' u,aun, vkcvnrucv tu,v mrhl vnsrhl k,, cfk mgs

uagk/

cvnal kfl' vuzni hu"r ,bug, vbugrmctu, vw' vrc sus bjauiaxhpr gk nduui,aucu, nhujsu, aehck nvrch cearkjhhkh mctu, vw/

cagu, vmvrhho vntujru,' vdhgvjke vnr,e ak vhuo' ftar v,nhnhov,pzru chi xsbtu, aubu, tu,i vbju: v,wjhho crus'v,w angui auur.' v,w akuo

kcehcer'v,w hartk uuhkabxeh'uv,wjhho tkhvu dkufucxeh/hjs hacu ecumu,ecumu,' sbu ukhcbu cghu, unmcho tkhvogkukho kvhekg utupi vv,bvdu, cvo/cnechk v,ehhnv xsbv buxp, kwdbrkhow'rfzho' njyh"o' nbvkh pghku, unbvkhkhnusho

v,nhnho bprsucrheus anjv xugrn,ul ,euuv utnubv th,bv a"vbv zv ct"'

fnt,hho-ujnhaho ,nhnho ceurx

nsrhfh bugr ak "mctu, vw"

vnsrhfho c,nubv nau,p,

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nx,cr' agahhv thbybxhch, akjxs ub,hbv _ suuet fzu vbgah, kktfu,ru, nrghau, _ brth, vhyc kghi'cpry kghbh nh a,pehsu kgeuc ukpejtjr pghku, nxud zv/// "fukk jc"s"vnypk nhsh huo cgaru, pbhu, akceav kgzrv _ vup,g keck cacugagcr pbhhv ntus kt adr,h,/

gk veu vhh,v pehsv acheavk,to "cheur gcusv" kmuu, nnkf,h'aguxe cdhcua srfh pgukv kv,nussu,go vgubh unhdur vnmuev vmhcurh,chartk/ "vo nfhrho vhyc t, b,ubhvpghku, ucrmubo kknus neruc t,wvbuxjv antjurh vgahhv"' tnrv/

fl ehck fukk jc"s kcheur nakj,mhcurh, cfhrv' crtau, vtpuyrupuxvfkkh uvbtni vmhcurh gu"s aknv ajr'nbf"k nars vruujv vprupw sc dukscrdr'unbvk, eri vgzcubu, dcw hufh thkuzgo

guzrhvo verucho/

agv trufv vtzhbu vturjho c,aun,kc rcv kxehrv nehpv gk fukk jc"sunhhxsu' gk npgk jxs a,unl c"gbhh tr.veusa" fcr kngkv n-052 abv' ugk srfhvpghku, aducav czvhru, gk ph vsrfu,hu

uvurtu,hu ak vrch nv"n' uccrf,unuxh; fukk jc"s kmcur ,tumv'uk,nul cgus ugus napju, cfk rjchvtr./

vpdhav vx,hhnv c,uo xhurnnual agrfu gcuro nbvkh pghku,fukk jc"s chartk vrc ngbsh ckuhuvrc nav anutk shhya' cc,hv,njuh ak fukk jc"s chruakho/vturjho kt vx,hru t, v,pgku,o:"ctbu kvhuufj neruc fhms h,fi' adocnmc vfkfkh veav vaurr fhuo _habu nuxs anmkhj kvdchr ukvrjhc t,vgahhv vmhcurh," tnru/

gu"s ajr uvprupw dukscrdr mhhbu kacjt, fukk jc"s unpgkhu' vnvuuho fhuo xnkunup, kv,bvku, bfubv/ t, nxebu,hvo'n,fuubho jcrh vnakj, kakc c,ulvvnkmu, kpghku, bfubv' gcur fk vduphovranhho uvuukubyrhho chartk/

turjho cfukk jc"s: "ctbu kknus

neruc gk pghku,fo"

nhnhi: gu"s ajr' vtpuyrupux vfkkh uprupw

dukscrdr' nbf"k nars vruujv'ntzhbho kxehrv nehpv gk fukk jc"s upghku,u

crf, nzk yuccrdah dhk uanjv badr czt, t, nhyc vcrfu, uvthjukho kcjurv vbgkv' tvucv gk vcrhu,'

nxurv kghbhhbhu vew ak f"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj akhy"t ukvpm, vnghhbu, jumv

pgrkt,jhw nyuxuckrdk cutv cearh vahsufhi gc"d ncjhrh v,nhnho v,w vbgkv abhtur zkniahjhw zkmni

hv"r nvah", ahzfu kcbu, ch, btni chartk' ch, jc"s' ch, ak akhju, nutr ctur ujuo jxhsu,hhokbj, ruj vnakj f"e tsnu"r nv"n ukzhruz v,dku,u

ufi nabv crfu, kvurho vjaucho vguxeho cmrfh mhcur uvpm, gbhhbh dtukv unahj

vrc rtuciurghh,u mpurvahjhu nyuxuchjh tsubbu nurbu urchbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs!

napj, nav hvusv uanjv bnbhnryhbhe

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jsau, nxchc kgukovjsau, cnsur zv bkeju nt,r vjsau, OFNI.DABAHC

krtaubv ceprhxhi:

ehsua kcbv crjucv ak ghr

mhcur bfcs ak hvush eprhxhi bfj chuo akhah' yw ctc'c,phkv abgrfv cnrfz jc"s ceprhxhi/ ktjr ,phk, grch,'v,ehho ngns ehsua kcbv vnubh' krtaubv cvhxyurhv akeprhxhi' uktjr nfi v,hhacu vn,pkkho kxgusv ekv kxhuovmuo/

rcho nvn,pkkho mhhbu fh zu kvo vpgo vrtaubv avon,gbho chuo ,agv ctc' uzt, gec pghku, jc"s cbhvuku akvakhj vrc ztc rxehi/

emr jankh dro

karhp, ch, vfbx, cthreume

ckhk ,agv ctc' nna crdgho cvo chfv go hartk t, jurcivch,' bjrc ch,-nesa ngy _ ch, vfbx, vg,he ak vevhkvvhvush, cghr threume acruxhv/ vhv zv fnv agu, ktjr agzcutjrubh vn,pkkho t, ch, vfbx,' c,uo ,phk, grch,' ftar ch,vfbx, gkv ckvcu, ubar; fngy gs vhhxus/

ktjr jehrv ak nayr, threume' busg fh emr jankh vutadro karhp, ch, vfbx,' cgecu, xgrv apesv t, vghr kpbhfacughho hnho' updgv cngrf, vjank/

akhj vrch cghr vrc tvri uudbrtunr fh cbh vevhkv tckhofg, do gk jurcbo vpryh: "zv jurci tnh,h/ zvu ch, vfbx, g,hents abuxs cab, ,rn"t' uvut vhuuv ch, abh krcho nvn,pkkho/fg, bu,r kcsue to do trcg ehru,hu vjhmubhho ak ch, vfbx,bvrxu fkhk' tu ant hvhv bh,i kapmo ukvjzhr vfk kesnu,ucveso/

vta vanhsv t, vxprhhv unjacho rcho/ vfctho avuzgeukneuo' kheyu nchi varhpv nxnfho jaucho ak vevhkvvhvush, cghr' ucvo nhsg gk nheuo ecrho cch, vecru, cghr/

vrc uudbr do nmchg gk beus, tur cfk vxhpur: "nzk vutanxpr hnho kpbh varhpv' vxpe,h kvumht ntrui veusa t, xprv,urv/ to do zv vhv bar;' vrh avevhkv vhh,v bu,r, kkthfuk, kehho t, vnbhhi"/

vueo ch,-jc"s

ksucrh mrp,h, cekhpurbhv

cekhpurbhv bp,j ktjrubv nrfz jc"s ksucrh mrp,h,' t,vakhju, ksucrh mrp,h, byk gk gmnu vrc anutk tyk' ag,hskbvk t, vnuxs ksucrh mrp,h,/

p,hj,u ak ch,-jc"s zv bucg, cgecu, vdhsuk vrc cnxprvhvusho sucrh vapv vmrp,h, vn,durrho cekhpurbhv/ krc tyknxhhgho abh hvusho nnbvhdh vevhkv vmrp,h, u,unfh jc"s: nrnre cbdhdh unr nex exyhtk' vnxhhgho krc tyk cp,hj, vnrfzvjc"sh/

vrc tyk gmnu buks cptrhx' uvut sucr tbdkh,' mrp,h,ugcrh,/ cnvkl vab,hho vtjrubu, gcs cjc"s cktx udtx'uktjrubv bert ksdk kmurl ven, ch,-jc"s nrfzh ksucrhmrp,h,' cnxdr,u' hufku hvush mrp, cekhpurbhv kv,ear kfkpghkuhu, jc"s vaubu, cnshbv' vjk ngbhhbh hvsu,' jhbul hvush'ncmgho ufkv c,ufbhu, vruujv vaubu, anpghkv jc"scekhpurbhv/

vakhj bto cpbh

mnr, tbah vjue uvnapy

cacug agcr bgrl ctrv"c fbx nygnu ak tjs vtrdubhovdsukho ctrv"c' vnrfz ,j,hu t, fk tbah vjue uvnapycnshbv/

cnvkl vfbx vhuer,h _ cu va,,pu fakua, tkpho tbah jueunapy njnhaho nshbu, ntrv"c _ btnu gurfh shi uaupyhonmnr, vngrf, vnapyh, ak vnshbv/

chi vbutnho vhv do akhj vrch vrc cbh mhpk' abat scrhoxchc vvkfv vhvush, uvear knapy vchbktunh/

,knhsh vhahcv pesu

t, mhui rch vkk nptrhya cjrxui

chuo h"t cnbjo-tc' huo vvhkukt v-041 ak rch vkknptrhya' njxhsh tsnu"r vtnmgh b"g' uf"e tsnu"r vwmnj-

vrc rxehi go hvusho cngns ehsua kcbv ceprhxhi

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vx,hho vnjzur vrtaui cegnpho

ctrv"c uebsv

chuo rchgh vtjrui vx,hho vjusa vrtaui cnjbu, veh. _egnpho _ crjch trmu, vcrh, uebsv/ tkph hksho acjrukva,,; re cjusa vrtaui ak vegnp' jzru kc,hvo' ftartkpho tjrho hmtu kva,,; cjusa vabh/

afub, wertui vhhyxw vhh,v nktv ctuyucuxho ajzru govhksho nvegnpho' cgus tuyucuxho tjrho hmtu nvafubv kfhuuivegnpho/

thi tkt ktjk khksho fkaubu vew ak vrch nv"n: "R dgzubygrzungr"/

vx,hho vnjzur vrtaui ubp,j vnjzur

vabh cehhybu, veh. ctrv"e

facg-ntu, nugsubh eh.' ufnt,hho ehhybu, pgku cjusavtjrui crjch vtr.' gk-hsh akujh vrch ctr. veusa' nerhh,anubv acmpui ugs thk, csruo/

cacug agcr vx,hho vnjzur vrtaui ak vehhybu,' ftar nhsktjr ,agv ctc bp,j vnjzur vabh/ vhksho cehhybu, bvbunpghkuhu, rcu, unduubu,' yhukho hnh xpury' uxsbtu, hmhrv _ fktku kms juuhv jxhsh, tnh,h,' ,phku, ukhnus/

cbux; kfl' na,,pho cehhybu, jc"s ntu, hksho nnapju,bpdgh vyrur' abpdgu tu athcsu t, hehrhvi cpghku, vthcv/vva,,pu, cehhybv nnunb, unxucxs, gk-hsh nyv "mghrh jc"skngi bpdgh vyrur"/

cehhybu, jc"s nupgk, vabv' gk-hsh muu, vnsrhfhouvnsrhfu,' ,ufbh, jsav utjhsv' ak ,fbho uvpgku, kehhybu,vjsurv cmphhv kdtukv: wnxg tk th vpkthow/

crf, vmkjv akujv knbvkh c,h jc"s' krfzho uvrfzu,'vnsrhfho uvnsrhfu,' achnho ucagu, tkv guxeho cgcus,veusa' cjhbufo ak cbh ucbu, hartk k,urv uknmuu,' ukehrucoktchvo acanho/

bp,j egnp "di hartk"

csbhhprupyrucxe

cacug agcr bp,jegnp "di hartk" cghru ak vrch _sbhhprupyrucxe/ntu, hksho hvushhovdhgu kp,hj, vegp' cu vo

"t dgzubygr zungr"

]= eh. crht[


jsau, utrugho nnjbu, veh. * jsau, utrugho nnjbu, veh. * jsau, utrugho

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67 dhkhui nxw274|~|

msew' vynui cghr jrxui actuerthbv' gku gk ecru ,knhsh hahc,jc"s cjrxui' ubatu ,phkv/ crta vecumv gns akhj vrch cghrvrc hux; hmje uuk;/

ktjr nfi v,ehhnv v,uugsu, jxhsho abnafv agu, trufu,'ucnvkfv v,ecku vjkyu, kvnahl ukvgnhe t, vear ak hvushvnjuz _ tar rchvkk b"g vaehg cvo fuju, rcho _ go pghku,akujh jc"s cghr/

keuyh ahju, nvsur, wptko phhkuyw///

gus akc c"hpumunghhbu,l jumv" hmt ksrlchnho tkv/ fg,' do tkphna,nah vwptko phhkuyw)njac f; hs( hfukho khvbu,n,ur,u ak vrch nklvnahj/

ct,r bh,i fg, kvurhsakuav nfrfh vkeuyhahju, )jkeho k' k"t u-k"s(/ fl bh,i kvx,ucc cfkneuo crjch vguko nckhmurl kxjuc xprho ukktmurl kv,jcr kthbyrby/ flbh,i kknus ukvcht t,v"nghhbu,hl" tk v"jumv"' ukzrz t, v,dku,u ak vrch nv"n cfkrdg/

nars rtah erh,-d,nrfz nxjrh 6-8 ykw 7043166-80

xbh; hruakhovxufi vjcsh akfo hjhtk pkhhani 410106-250

rhxehi 9' nrfz uukpxui' yk/ 2822165-20

xbh; cbh-crevxufb, vjcsh, akfo kht, tu jhv

rw gehct 601 ykw 0006775-30

xbh; ,k tchcakuo gkhfo 81' ykw 2395825-30

xbhl erh, nktfhmv"k 1\01' ykw 5557858-80

xbh; tasus ebhui kc tasus' ykw 1682568-80

xbh; ctr acgvrmk 97' ykw 5796726 7501826-80

xbh; rjucu,vbaht vrtaui 43' ykw 3\0647649-80

xbh; nusghinrfz nkhcu' ykw 0770379-80

xbh; g,hsho ),k tchc(vcrzk 3' tkw 1010746-30

xbh; ncar,-mhuiebhui vrtk' ykw 1053075-20

xbh; p,j-,euuvvxufbu, vjcsh, akfo dh,h, suhsuch.

uukpxui 7' ykw 0778409-30

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69 dhkhui nxw274|~|

egnp"hahc, jur; _ bjtsuubymrx" accrzhk' buxs kpbh 81abv gk hshvakhj vrcbjdtbzcurd' n,ul nyrv kvskhe t,vbhmu. vhvush cerc cbh bugrhvusho vrjueho kdnrh nfk earuzhe ks,/ tjs vscrho vgherhhovnhhjs t, vegnp vutcfl arucvhksho vndhgho tkhu thbo kunshocnal hnu, vabv cc,h xpr hvusho' ujkeo t; ndhgho nc,hocvovtc thbu hvush/ rw bj aha ku hsg ufuar rc ctrduiegnpho sutd kakc cmurv ngbhhb, t, vkhnus uvjuuhvvhvush, go vmrfho vdanhho ak vcjurho cdhk vwgarvw/

fhuo' 81 abv ktjr hhxusu' vegnp v,p,j udsk ucabv zuacr ahtho ftar kngkv n-07 cjurho' ndhkth 01 gs 91'va,,pu cnal acughho/

vabv v,ehho vegnp cayj rjc hshho vxnul kghreteubsh acmpui crzhk/ vegnp yuck chre-gs chi vrhoudcgu,/ venpux gmnu vfhk c,ufu ndrah fsurdk uybhx' jsrfuar ujsr pghku, go nhyc vnajeho vjsabhho' ufi juu,xuxho/

vegnp vjk cnumth muo acgv gar c,nuz' ftarvtuyucuxho vdhgu kn,jo vegnp un,ufo hmtu garu,mghrhoQ jkeo go agru, trufu,' gdhkho gk vtuzbhho ugusxnnbho ngbhhbho' aeav kvchi t, vear akvo kegnpvhvush/

vnsrhfho vnbuxho' afkku ,nhnho utb"a ccrzhk' ufiakujho nhahc, w,unfh ,nhnhow acghr' ehcku t, pbhvjbhfho cahrv ucrheusho/ nxpr seu, ktjr nfi' fcr vhvbrtv fthku vo nfrho abho rcu,///

ktjr scrh p,hjv ak vnsrhl vrtah rw nhftk ruzbyk'jukeu vcjurho kecumu,' ufcr vjkv,jru,dsukv chivecumu, uvjbhfho gmno' favnbmjho g,hsho kzfu, czud,phkhi tu cfryhx yhxv krch tu cngrf,DVDnaufkk, ucgusnxpr prxho herh grl/

eck, vpbho vjnv' vjhu, vjxhsh, ufi vprxho _ gaut, akvo/ nh avx,ucc nxpr agu, ktjr nfi crjch vegnp'czni afuko bnu t, ab,o' kt vhv hfuk akt kv,pgk nvnjzvvbshr uvhpv' ftar tu,o hksho atl ure kpbh agu, nxprbrtu fkt hvusho' afcu cnyu,hvofafhpu, umhmhu, go vkuduak vegnp n,buxxho gkhvo k,ptrv' unuxhpho kvo bupl akhvusho tnh,hho/ nuci akhs fk nhyv vhh,v egrv go fkhkbyhk, hshho/

nhsh cuer v,gurru vjbhfho cagv 03:8ccuer' uktjra,hhv jnv utfhk, wnzubu,w' vh,v tj, vecumu, humt,kjkhc, jkc hartk'ufi kknus t, vvkfu, veauru, cfl/

atr vjbhfho v,pkku chb,hhoctuko ch, vfbx,' ao dov,ehhnu ahgurho ecum,hho n,ulvjucr, "mctu, vao" c,rduokpuryudzh,/ jucr, zu fukk, t, fkvjunr vgherh uvjauc chvsu,fdui: crfu,' ,phku, uvkfu,jaucu,/ fk tkv bknsu uaubbu g"hvjbhfho ,ul ,jru, chi vjbhfho

aknsu tu,v cgk pv/

nhsh huo ktjr truj, cuer' hmtu vjbhfho kyhuk vhunh'ftar vabv v,nesu vyhukho cgher cpghkuhu, cnho' fdui:rtpyhbd' xbpkhbd gk npkh nho' rfhcv gk xuxho cbjkho'tupbugh ho' xhru, nru.' tcucho' ehheho' ugus nduui rjc akpghkuhu, nho/

nhsh huo' ktjr vyhuk vhunh' jzru vjbhfho kayj vegnp'ao zfu kanugahgur nph vrc sus nurh._ nunjv cjhbulnhujs' agbv katku, vjbhfho cbuath hvsu,' ufi xhprxhpurho arh,eu t, vjbhfho knal agu,/ vjbhfho nmsova,,pu cgbhhi rc cahgur uvtzhbu ceac rc/ ktjr vahgurvueri uhstu emr nvrch' ucxhuo _ ,phk, grch, utruj, grcsabv/

cagu, vkhkv v,ehhnv pghku, ngbhhb,' ftar fk ecumvhacv go vnsrhfho xchc nsuru, ta kv,uugsu, jxhsh,'nkuu, cahju, gs vagu, vntujru, ak vkhkv/ euk vbhdubhobang knrjue uvsvs cfk rjch vegnp/

vnjzv vngbhhi vzv jzr gk gmnu nhsh khkv' ftarvn,cubi nvms kt hfuk vhv k,tr kgmnu ansucr ccjurhoags ktjrubv vs, vhh,v rjuev nvo/

vegnp av,ehho cnal acughho hnho' vx,hho cvmkjvftar vshu ndhgho kfk rjch vghr/ kt ngy nnbvkh c,h jc"sacghr fcr xhpru gk v,umtu, vngbhhbu, aegnp zv dro/

xhpr tjs vnsrhfho: "cac, vtjrubv' ktjr avx,hhovegnp' vkf,h kv,pkk ctjs nc,h jc"s cghr' ao pda,hkvp,g,h t, tjs njbhfh nvegnp/ zv v,rda krtu,bu ustdkgrul vhfru, chbh kchi tchu/ vtct vusv nerc kc gk vegnpvnumkj ugk vvaegv vgmunv' utz tnr kh: wtbh nna kt husgnv kgau, _ ta,h nna kt cgbhhi ak hvsu,' ufavci akh jzrnvegnp' vut vjk kkf, go mhmh, ufhpv ctupi ecug' uvutdo sutd kaho bykv khs vnhyv cfk khkvQ cehmur' vut bvhvs,hw/

"vci guns nvms' neahc' uktjr nfi tunr ktchu: wtcttk ,std do tnt cxu; ,vhv fnubhw///"

xhpuru ak egnp

cwegnpw vcrzhkth bskeho bhmumu,///j

·to ,rmu kxpr do gk vhhjushu, ak vegnp akfo

banj kanug ukprxo

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g,hsho kjhu, cakuav acugu,ak juuhv rujbh, udanh, ftjs/

vavhhv vrmupv cegnp cxchcv hvush,-jxhsh,' pugk, gkvhksho rcu,' ftar cnal vabho xhhgv kvahc napju, rcu,kjhe vhvsu,/nsrhfh vegnp vdhgu cnhujs nbhu-hure untr.veusa/

vegnp h,ehhoct,r nrvhc khsxhnprupuk ucu tdo nrvhcunsatu, rjch hshho' hjs go n,ebh pghku, unajeho/

hksh "di hartk" ccrhhyui ahnju hksho bfho

hksh egnp "di-hartk" ccrhhyui acrumwxyr' ,j, vakhj vrcsus tct numehi' cheru cacug agcr kcer ukanj hksho bfhocegnp vhvush vhjhs ctzur vnhugs khksho cxhfui dcuv akeucnjku, aubu,/ cnxdr, huo vpghku, vnhujs vdhgu hksh egnp "di-hartk" kegnp wanjvw' uahjeu go vhksho vbfho cnajehoaubho/

"tbh anj aha chfuk,h kgzur ukxhhg khksho akt na,,phocegnp rdhk ffk vhksho"' tnr hartk numehi ci v-6cbu akvakhj' "do khksho bfho ndhg khvbu, ucnhujs c,eup, veh."/

egnp wdi-hartkw ccrhhyui vut ,j, vakhj krumwxyr vrcbjnhv uutdk/

varar, v,jcrv ngzv

gs "di hartk" cnubyrhtk

varar, vhvush, avjkv cdua eyh; cgzv vdhgv gs egnpwdi-hartkw cnubyrhtk/

vhv zv chuo rtaui agcr' cagu, vcuer vntujru, )aguiebsv(' ftar ntu, tkph hvusho gnsu carar, avjkv cdua eyh;uvx,hhnv cfu,k vngrch/ ctu,v agv gnsu fk jbhfh egnp wdi-hartkw cnubyrhtk carar, vzsvu, xchc vsdo ak 077 vbnmt

cayj vegnp/ vnsrhfho mhhbu fh v,knhsho bvbu ntus nrghuivvzsvu,' ufh vjhcur chi hvush vguko' hxhhg kanhr, aknu,v aktr. veusa/

,ufi hvush cehhyb,

njke, vekhyv cjukui

pghku, neurh, unr,e, bgrfv khksh vgukho njcr vgnho'vbupaho cehhyb, njke, vekhyv ak ghrhh, jukui/ nzv trcgabho zufho vehhybho kvhja; k,fbho hvushho cnvkl vehhybv'ctnmgu, xsbtu, hmhrv upghku,jcrv abgrf, cneuo gk-hsh ch,jc"s/ vpghku, bgah, chuzn,vuctrdubv ak vakhjv nr, nhrhdurkhe' ufkkv vpgo xhpur uhmhrvxchc buat vac,' kms juuhv ck,hbafj, ak tphh, jku,/

cnvkl vxhpur uvhmhrv knsuvehhybho t, nuadh vac,untphhbhv vnhujsho' ftar kxhuobtxpu kweck, ac,w/

krcho nvo' utukh kfuko' zuvpgo vrtaubv cv vo rutho ac, fvkf,v/ utfi' vv,rdau,bhfrv gk pbhvo' uvgher _ vanjv uvjsuuv "kv,jhk kanurac,"/

cxhuo vpghku,' vusu muu, vnsrhfho uvrfz, gk vtuuhrvvnhujs, uvjuuhv vck,h bafj, kvo ukehhybho' umhhbu fh do voknsu nfl vnui///

njcrho tnubv ufh; cegnp cpturhv

ctzur hpvpv' nue; chgru, exunho' aufi egnp wdi hartkwpturhv/ zvu gus tjs ntu,o egnpho vnhugsho khksho nc,hoathbo aunrho ,urv unmuu,' utar nyr,o vht kvebu, khkshohsg rc chvsu,' hjs go vrcv fh;/

akhj vrchnv"n vrc tkh kbdzo' nbvk vegnp' nxpr gkrghubu, hhjushho cvebhh, grfho khksho/ chi vh,r vut nxpr gkyhuk ak ecumv kjbu, vnfuk, verucv' ftar vhksho ehckunahnv knmut numrho farho/// tl do ktyremhu, sutdho cegnp'ctjs vhnho knsu vhksho t, ,ur, vkjhnv etryv/// "tbu nbxhok,, khksho fi pghkuhu, avhksho hvbu nvo uvi pghkuhu,jhbufhu," tunr vrc kbdzo/


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ccueru ak huo sw' hw nbjo-tc' vufurcho c,svnv kang pyhr,u vp,tunh,ak v,nho vher' abey; ktjr agcrthrug nujh eav' uvut ci 32 ckcs/

v,w crul nav nenk buks fhks crhtkfk scr' tuko cdhk ab,hho jkv cnjkvjnurv athhnv gk jhhu/ vurhu vnustdhof,cu krch' uvmhgu anu, aubho kvuxh;kanu ak vhks/ n,ul akk vmgu,vanu,' cjr vrch cao crul/ vao tfivuxh; crput,u ccjhb, rputv bhxh,/

chahcv eybv kns crul c,unfh,nhnho ckus' ao gav jhk ckhnushuucvbvd,u vjxhsh,/ vut busg cpheju,nhujs, ubat ji cpbh fk ruthu/ jcrhuhusgho kxpr gk abhbu, jxhsh, avh,vaurv tmku cfk g,/

vhh,v cu abhbu, tu,v bhmk kvuxp,anjv cerc jcrhu' fnuci csrfhojxhshu, urtuhu,/ tphzusv eybvnxprho jcrhu kjsr chahcv veybv _pgo' ktjr zni fhcuh turu, chahcv'vdhg vnadhj kxhur chi vjsrho kuustafuko vkfu khaui/ crul shkd nhsknhy,u ugav gmnu fhai/ favnadhjbfbx' v,vpl crul nms tk ms' ufnun,ul ahbv nknk' "tuh rch' rch///"vnadhj vnup,g nhvr kcar kvurhovntuarho acbo wjhw rch 42 agu,chnnv/// kt vhv ntuar ncrul avmkhjkdruo bj, kvurhu///

cs ccs go vanjv' vabhbu, uvjhu,'bhji crul do crmhbu, ,vunh, cfkveaur kgbhhbho vbsraho n,nhnho'uctn, bh,i kunr gkhu fh vut wjh rchw 42agu, chnnv' ukt re c,ur nkhmv///

nao vnahl crul kknus chahcvvdsukv cmp,' ao va,kc ckhnushocmurv ngurr, va,tu,' gs fh vhv bh,ikunr gkhu fh vkhnusho uvuuh hahcv vhufk guknu nna/ vut bvd kerc ,knhshojsaho ucgkh ,aucv avdhgu khahcvkkt fk reg hahc,h cxhxh' uvhv naehgcvo agu, trufu, ak khnus uv,uugsu,/do cavu,u cwecumvw' vhv pghk ntuscehruc hvusho' uvhv na,,; cpghkuhu,rcu, unduubu,/

vut vhv wjhw t, 077 cnkut nucivnhkv' u,nhs guss t, jcrhu unapj,uctr. kcut ukatuc fuju, bpa c"ch,jhhbu"/

crul vhv ,nho wjh _ unjhvw/ fkneuo tkhu vdhg' vpl nhs kwv,uugsu,jxhsh,w facrul nrtah vnscrho/ ,nhsvhv cphu scr mju,' tu wuuTryw ngbhhiudsua ,ufi/ vec"v jbi tu,u cfarui

nhujs ak shcur uf,hcv' cvo va,narcu, kvpm, vnghhbu, cfk neuo tkhuvdhg/

farubu,hu vnhujsho v,cytucnhujs cabho cvo vhv cakhjuhu,crjch vguko/ ,jhkv avv chahc, wnklvnahjw cpkurhsv' ao kns t, khnushvwxnhfvw' uao pgk dsuku, ubmuru, cercvhartkho cxchcv/ vut do f,c ugrlgh,ui acugh nhujs kngi vneurcho'usrfu vmkhj knmut srl kkccu,rjueho/

faxhho t, khnushu vranhho' hmtcakhju, vnkl kvusu' uktjr nfiktuxyrkhv vrjuev' gk nb, kvnahlukvaphg t, vtur ak ",unfh ,nhnho"kfk ch, hartk/

kpbh facug' jzr trmv nvakhju,'gk nb, kva,,; cj,ub, tjhu v,w hux;hmje nenk ahw/ csrl ja crtau'ufatuapz cch, vrputv rnc"oacjhpv' thcjbu vruptho fh vut xuckncme, crta/ vut bu,j' tl vbze knujvhv fcr ck,h vphl/

cnal fk vg, vhrcu jcrhu ctr.hartk ucguko kunr preh ,vkhokvjkn,u urput,u' tl nx,cr fh cabhoemru, vxphe kxhho t, akhju,u gkhtsnu,' uccuer hw nbjo tc' vahc t,ban,u vyvurv kcurtu/ ,/b/m/c/v/

jcrhu hshsu unapj,u' hfukho kvghsn,ul vhfru, pbhnh, gnu' fh do kngkv'crul kt hbuj ukt haeuy gs ahpgk t,vv,dku, vrch nkl vnahj/

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buksu knz"y^ knapj, rw jhho tcrvnx' puxyuuhk _ kvuks,vci/

^ knapj, rw sbhtk tyehbx' pbxhkcbhv _kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw sbhtk angui thxybr' kus _kvuks, vci nbjo ngbskQ ukzebhvonapj, rw trhvthxybr' erh, numehiQ unapj, rw draui prhz' kus/

^ knapj, rw abhtur zkni crufayy' ertuivhhyx _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw akuocrufayy' ertui vhhyxQ unapj, thhskni' mrp,/napj, rw hvuag crufayy' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw hux; hmje zuvr' bjk, vr jc"s _kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw hgec zuvr' cbhcreQ unapj, jcucv' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw pbjx hrujo phak zekx' akhj f"ets"a eurtyhv _ kvuks, vci uvc,Q ukzebhvo

napj, rw hux; hmje zekx' bjk, vr jc"sQ unapj,rw anutk dkuhcrni' kusQ unapj, rw tar tk,rdkuhcrni' hruakhoQ unapj, rw akuo sucgr khcruc'prhz/

^ knapj, rw hgec yhhykcuho' ertui vhhyx _kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw hartk yhhykcuho'nurhxyui' bhu dwrxh/

^ knapj, rw crul nbjo vfvi fvbt' erh, d, _kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonr, fvbt' fpr jc"sQunapj, suhya' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw hbhc khkhtc' b,bhv _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw angui nhhgr' mrp, _ kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw anutk xktuuhi' hruakho _ kvuks,vciQ ukzebhvonr, rjk xktuuhi' bjk, vr jc"sQunr, prhsni' erh, anutk/

^ knapj, rw hux; hmje vfvi prhsni' tasus _kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw tk,r tkhvu vfviprhsni' nakujh f"e ts"a ktv"e' mp,Q unapj, rwabhtur zkni dusni' nakujh f"e ts"a nv"n ktv"e'tasus/

^ knapj, rw tprhoanutk euy' akhj f"ets"a nv"n txyubhv _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvo

napj, rw tcrvo euy' hruakhoQ unapj, rw tcrvohmje kxer' kusQ unapj, nav mch kxer' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw gupr eupranhsy' fpr xct _kvuks, vci/

^ knapj, rw hgec zfrhv eyi' kus_ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvo

napj, rw anutkeyi' fpr jc"sQ

unr, ktveyi'

dcg,hhoQunapj,rw atuk

rxehi' fpr jc"sQ unapj, rw tcrvo tk,r vkuh vcr'bjk, vr jc"sQunapj, rw hartk mch vkuh vcr' fprjc"s/

^ knapj, rw ,unr ru,o' akhj f"e ts"a nv"nehyu' teuusur _ kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonr, jbveknbuch.' vrmkhvQ unapj, rw dsgui arui' erh,ycgui/

^ knapj, rw hux; rhcehi' fpr jc"s _ kvuks,vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw anutk rhcehi' fpr jc"sQunapj, rw angui zubbpks' bjk, vr jc"sQ unr, thstrhcehi' fpr jc"sQ unapj, rw hvusv khhc puhzbr' bhuhure/

^ knapj, rw tkhvu ahprhi' ertui vhhyx _kvuks, vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw mch vhra ahprhi'ertui vhhyxQunapj, rw jhho crul vkcrayo'ertui vhhyxQ unapj, vkcrayo' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw trh ahakr' huvbxcurd _ kvuks,vci/

^ knapj, rw hgec hux; anj' cre, _ kvuks,vciQ ukzebhvonapj, rw tcrvo anj' kusQ unapj,rw nthr hp,' hruakhoQ unr, zuvrv ngyu;' cre,Qunapj, rw xgshv hp,Q unapj, rw gucshv ngyu;'cre,/

^ knapj, rw tprho tuehbuc' ertui vhhyx _kvuks, vc, c,hv rhcvQ ukzebhvonapj, rw nthrtuehbuc' bhu hureQ unapj, rw akuo sucgr numwehi'akhj f"e ts"a nv"n unbvk mt"j nubyrhtk/ nr,uuhhbdryi' ertui vhhyx/

^ knapj, rw hux; tnh,h' fpr jc"s _ kvuks,vc,Q ukzebhvonr, ktv tnh,h' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw jhho nthr vkuh curdi' fpr jc"s _kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw hvub,i cbhnhi vkuhcurdi' fpr jc"sQ napj, rw hartk bprxye' fprjc"sQnapj, rw hux; ckuh' bjk, vr jc"sQ unr,curdi' cbh cre/

^ knapj, duksayhhi' ertui vhhyx _ kvuks,vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw kuh duksayhhi' ertuivhhyx/

^ knapj, rw hvusv dukscrd' akhj f"e ts"anv"n bhu dwrxh _ kvuks, vc, nbujv rjk/ ukzebhvo

napj, dukscrd nubyrhtk/ napj, rw akuo sucgrcrus' ertui vhhyx/ napj, rw hjzetk crus' ertuivhhyx/

^ knapj, rw ci mhui puyrpx' kubsui _ kvuks,vc,/

^ knapj, rw hmje nthr ekhhbni' akhj f"ets"a nv"n erh, tubu _ kvuks, vc, xhnv ktvQukzebhvonapj, rw nbjo ekhhbni' ctr acgQunapj, rw nav ekhhbni' hruakhoQ unapj, rw atukehhzr' cbh cre/

^ knapj, rw tcrvonthr rchbuch.' fpr jc"s

_ kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, vrc jhho hvusvrchbuch.' tc"s chruakhoQ unapj, rw hux; hmjecurucxeh' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj, rw hmje rchbuch.' hruakho _ kvuks,vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw nav rchbuch.' hruakhoQunapj, rw hux; vryni' bjk, vr jc"sQ unapj, rwbjni vryni' ch, ana/

^ knapj, rw trhv rhhfni' akhj f"e ts"anv"n ehrdhzxyti _ kvuks, vc,/

^ knapj, rw hux; hmje rhhbh.' ch,r gkh, _kvuks, vc,Q ukzebhvonapj, rw nbjo hgec rhhbh.'kusQ unapj, rw ekni anukch.' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw zuat rhnkr' ertui vhhyx _kvuks, vc,/

vdhgu knmuu,^ knapj, rw sus zfrhv uukx' ctr acg _ kvdhgvci v,w nbjo ngbskknmuu,Q ukzebhvonapj, rwhaafr sc uukx' hruakhoQ unapj, rw jhho tvriscruxehi' hruakho/

^ knapj, xyruk' kux tbdwkx _ kvdhg vci v,wnbjo ngbskknmuu,/

^ knapj, mhpk' xtky khhe xhyh _ kvdhg vciv,w tcrvoknmuu,/

^ knapj, rw hmje mhrehbs' ertui vhhyx _kvdhg vci v,w knmuu,/ ukzebhvonapj, rw tkhgzrmhrehbs' ertui vhhyx/ napj, vrc hmje drubr' akhjf"e ts"a nv"n urc evhk, khuctuuhya nkcurituxyrkhv/

^ knapj, rw anutk fkc euchyage' ctr acg_ kvdhg vci v,w sucgrknmuu,Q ukzebhvonapj,rw hmje hvusv euchyage' hruakho/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo runbu' rtaui kmhui _ kvdhgvci v,w hux; hmjeknmuu,/

ctu cearh ahsufhi^ knapj,cruegr' rhmwnubs _ kcut vci v,whartkcearh ahsufhi gc"d rjk ktv knapj, atuk'bhu dwrxh/

^ knapj,ugebhi' ebsv _ kcut vci v,w ahcearh ahsufhi gc"d bgnh knapj, mrp,h' prhz'mrp,/

^ knapj, rw hux; hmje zkmni' akhj f"e ts"anv"n yurubyu' ebsv _ kcut vci v,w abhtur zknicearh ahsufhigc"d prkv knapj, rw rtuci nyuxuc'akhj f"e ts"a nv"n prhz' mrp,Q ukzebhvonapj,rw jhho sucgr zkmni' bhu dwrxhQ unapj, rw tkgzrkhpa' fpr jc"sQ unapj, rw aknv nyuxuc' ertuivhhyxQ unapj, rw tkhvu zex' fpr jc"s/

^ knapj,ntre' prhz' mrp, _ kcut vci v,wnbjo ngbskcearh ahsufhi gc"d aygrbt arv


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knapj, pr.' ayrxcurd' mrp,/

^ knapj,rw bjuo nzrjh' fpr jc"s _ kcut vciv,w jhho hgec hartkcearh ahsufhi gc"d bjnvshbv knapj, rw jhho srnrer' nubyrhtk' ebsvQukzebhvonr, jchcv nzrjh' rjucu,/

^ knapj,euckehi' gnbutk _ kcut vci v,wn,,hvucearh ahsufhi gc"d bugv knapj,jucrh'hruakho/

^ knapj,rw tcrvo nrsfh exyk' nakujh f"ets"a nv"n ktv"e' rjucu,_ kcut vci v,w nbjongbskcearh ahsufhi gc"d juv knapj, rw navdrhbcrd' nbvk mt"j cbh creQ ukzebhvonapj, rwcrul duphi' fpr jc"sQ unapj, rw tvri jzi' cbh cre/

vehnu ch, chartk _ ch, jc"s^ knapj, rw hmje tcuexhx' fpr jc"s _kbhauth vci v,w b,btk tkhvu gc"d arv rcevknapj, rw nbjo ngbsk adkuc' ertui vhhyxQukzebhvonapj, nr, xghsv tcexhxQ napj, rwnfku; ci jnuQ napj, rw abhtur zkni adkucQnapj, rw mch vhra pterQ unr, nrhhat adkuc/

^ knapj, tskr' hruakho _ kbhauth vci v,wmchgc"d arvknapj, rw hmje tupbr' cbh cre/

^ knapj,rwakuo sucgr cuhndryi' ertuivhhyx _ kbhauth vci v,w hux; hmjegc"d c,hwknapj, rw akuo bhtzuc' cruekhi' bhu hureQukzebhvonapj, rw nbjo ngbsk cuhndryiQnapj, rw sus bhtzucQ unr, jbv jhw nrzuc'nubyrhtk/

^ knapj, cktubr' kux tbdwkx _ kbhauth vciv,w euchgc"d rcev vhbstknapj, auur.' buryvukhuus/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo ci zei' bjk, vr jc"s _kbhauth vci v,w hgecgc"d scurv ktvknapj, rwakuo cre' bmr, ghkh,Q ukzebhvonr, creuch.'rjucu,/

^ knapj, rw tcrvo tct crue' bjk, vr jc"s_ kbhauth vci v,w nbjo ngbskgc"d tx,r arvknapj, rw nthr trhv drauch.' fpr jc"sQukzebhvonapj, rw b,i khhc dhbmcurdQ nr, rcevpuyrniQ nr, rcev crueQ unr, c,hv drauch./

^ knapj, rw abhtur zkni duphi' naphg chahcvvnrfzh, ,u,"k fpr jc"s _ kbhauth vci v,w kuhhmjegc"d tx,rknapj, rw tkhvu uhkvko' bjk,vr jc"sQ ukzebhvonr, arv duphi' fpr jc"sQ unr,jbv arv crdni' hruakhoQ unr, rjk uhkvko'hruakhoQ unapj, vrc yuchv ckuh' nbvk ch, jbvurc evhk, jc"s buuv hgec' hruakho/

^ knapj, dybhu' cutbux thhrx _ kbhauth vciv,w aknvgc"d rcev ckuntknapj, mhe' bmr,ghkh,/

^ knapj,rwukshnhr skbheuc' xhsbh' tuxyrkhv_ kbhauth vci v,w hartk trhw khhc gc"d nrhoknapj, rw kztr vfvi mwxeuc' phyxcurd'pbxhkcbhvQ ukzebhvonapj, rw uuhytkh phkayhbgr'ruxhv/

^ knapj, rw hgecsrgh' bmr, ghkh, _ kbhauthvci v,w tkhvugc"d tuar,knapj, rw nthrerhxphi' ndsk vgne/

^ knapj,rwrtuci vuhl' phyxcurd' pbxhkcbhv_ kbhauth vci v,w hvusvgc"d jhw amgrt knapj,vrc hux; hmje duybhe' nkcuri' tuxyrkhv/

^ knapj, rw mch uukpuch.' rjucu, _ kbhauthvci v,w nurgc"d hgk rhbvknapj, rw zwe mcg'

rjucu,/

^ knapj,rw nahj jshhyuc' ertui vhhyx _kbhauth vci v,w hartk angui gc"d aygrbt arvknapj, rw hux; nskhw' huvbxcurd' sruo tprhevQukzebhvonr, scurv ktv nskhwQ unr, rcev shbvnhbeuch./

^ knapj, rw sus xyhdni' bhu hre _ kbhauth vciv,w jhho nthrgc"d rcevknapj, rw tar xkunui'hruakho/

^ knapj,rwhux; pktchu euprayhhi' x/ ptuku'crzhk _ kbhauth vci v,w sbhtk tct gc"d tchcvmhpurv knapj, rw bjnhv jhho zhpehi' pkahbd' bhuhureQ ukzebhvonapj, rw anutk euprayhhiQunapj, rw phhuuk rcvuiQ unr, abhhsk jhw rcvui/

^ knapj,rwysh eurx' ,k tchc _ kbhauthvci v,w ah sus gc"d nuri knapj, rw nav jee'mp,/

^ knapj, rw anutk hgec egbhd' fprjc"s _ kbhauth vci v,w abhtur zknigc"dyucv hpv crfvknapj, rw hartkvraeuch.' akhj f"e ts"a nv"n' tupehoQukzebhvonapj, rw sus tkfxbsr zuategbhd' hruakhoQ unapj, rw nav tvriahhbr' fpr jc"sQ unapj, rw tcrvo hgecvraeuch.' hruakhoQ unapj, rw tcrvosubhi' nhyc/ unapj, rw tvri jzi' cbhcre/

^ knapj, rw hjhtk tchahruzbmuuhd' crzhk _ kbhauth vciv,w hmjegc"d vhkvknapj, fvi' b,bhv/

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