surya by yegan kander

8/12/2019 Surya by Yegan Kander

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Sd`ki Akibdr wks fmri ks k thcrb `didrktcmi _muthKercoki Cibcki. Hd stkrtdb wrctci` kt scxtddi kfmuterm`s thkt okusd hugkis tm spmitkidmusjy omgfust.

Rhd kuthmr stubcdb ecjggkaci` kib frmkbokstci` kt thdic!drscty me Rdohimjm`y.Hd spdibs hcs spkrd tcgd jcstdici` tm dc`htcds gusco"rdkbci` sokry fmmas kib rd`rdttci` ct jktd kt ic`ht.


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#dbcoktcmis

$mr gy jktd frmthdr %khdsh whm wks tkadi tmm smmi.$mr _khkik" thd jc`ht hd jdet fdhcib.$mr gy jktd ekthdr emr thd ecrst typdwrctdr.


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Sd ` k i A k i b d r

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&mpyrc`ht Sd`ki Akibdr

Rhd rc`ht me Sd`ki Akibdr tm fd cbditcecdb ks kuthmr me thcs wmra hks fddi kssdrtdb fy hcg ci koomrbkiod wcth sdotcmi '' kib '( me thd &mpyrc`ht" #dsc`is kib )ktdits Kot *+((.

Kjj rc`hts rdsdr!db. ,m pkrt me thcs pufjcoktcmi gky fdrdprmbuodb" stmrdb ci k rdtrcd!kj systdg" mr trkisgcttdb ci kiyemrg mr fy kiy gdkis" djdotrmico" gdohkicokj" phmtmompyci`"rdomrbci`" mr mthdrwcsd" wcthmut thd prcmr pdrgcsscmi me thd

pufjcshdrs.

Kiy pdrsmi whm omggcts kiy uikuthmrc-db kot ci rdjktcmi tm thcs pufjcoktcmi gky fd jckfjd tm orcgcikj prmsdoutcmi kib oc!cj ojkcgsemr bkgk`ds.

K &C) oktkjm`ud rdomrb emr thcs tctjd cs k!kcjkfjd ermg thd rctcsh/cfrkry.

C_ , +'( *(


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Ohkptdr Mid Ci thd fd`ciici`

Ct wks thd ecrst me gkiy smrrmws.Ks mid gc`ht fd`ci k stmry=

3cth k ohcjb9s ory.Kib k gmthdr9s smrrmw.

_uibdrk skt up ermg hdr fdb om!drdb ci k omjb shddi me swdkt.Hdr husfkib Kiushki hdjb hdr ermg ekjjci` mee thd fdb.

L1mmb 1mb wmgki=whkt imw C jmoadb kjj thd bmmrs"9skcb Kiushki" hcs dyds stcjj ojmsdb kib k sci`jd hkibomgemrtci` hdr.

L,m=smgdthci` cs wrmi`. _kyk cs ci trmufjd.9 _uibdrkrdkohdb emr hdr `mwi whdi Kiushki9s hkib s8udd-db hkrbdr.

L_ui" thd `crj cs ci Cibck. Ce smgdthci` wks wrmi` thdkokbdgy wmujb hk!d okjjdb us fy imw kib fdscbds gy ekthdr csthdrd ce shd iddbs kiyfmby=maky 9

_uibdrk pjkodb hdr `mwi fkoa mi thd ohkcr kib pujjdb thdbu!dt m!dr hdrsdje.

7utscbd thd wcib fjdw thd hkrbdst thcs wcitdr kib thd rkcihct thd wcibmw ci fc`" ekt uihdkjthy brmps okusci` k bcsturfdbic`ht9s sjddp.

_uibdrk kib Kiushki ojmsdb thdcr dyds.K omgemrtci` pkusd shkrdb fdtwddi thdg.L%S K SF C9g omgci`F9 _uibdrk Ougpdb mut me fdb

kfkibmici` hdr `mwi kib fdbrmmg sjcppdrs._tuiidb" Kiushki `mt mut me hcs scbd me thd fdb kib rki

ketdr hcs wced.7ut thd bmmr. #mwi thd stkcrs. Kib stmppdb.


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Hd oursdb kib swmrd kt wmgdi kib ohcjbrdi. _pmad me thci`sthkt hd wmujb bm tm thdg.

_hkgdeuj thci`s.Rhci`s me sci.Kib emr smgd rdksmi Ksm`ki bdocbdb thkt hd wmujb jdk!d

Arkkj &cty kib spdib tcgd ci #csidy.Hd sdt hcgsdje mutscbd thd _t. 1drtrubd me ,c!djjds sohmmj

emr ohcjbrdi. Ksm`ki prdydb mi d!drymid. Hd shmutdb kibsordkgdb.

Rhmsd whm wdrd pkrt me hcs `ki` fksadb ci hcs uihmjy`jmry. Rhdy wkitdb hcs strdi`th kib edkr. _trdi`th tm tdkr k

gki9s spcrct kpkrt.Rhdy okrrcdb `uis" aic!ds kib gdikod. Rhdy brm!d ekstokrs kib pjkydb jmub gusco.

Ci thd gmrici`s Ksm`ki shmutdb kib ydjjdb kt pkrdits kibohcjbrdi ks thdy okgd tm sohmmj. Rhd stubdits wdrd ushdrdbcitm thd sohmmj 8ucoajy kib thd `ktds jmoadb. #urci` jdssmisjmub gusco wks pjkydb tm bcsrupt ojkssds.

$kthdr %cohkdj 1rd`mry kppdkjdb tm thd &mistkfjds meecodtm put k stmp tm Ksm`ki emr thd bcsruptcmi me pdkod. Rhd pmjcodwmujb omgd kib rdgm!d Ksm`ki kib hcs `ki` fut thdy wmujbrdturi" jmubdr kib ki`rcdr.

$kthdr %cohkdj 1rd`mry wks k emrgdr fmxci` ohkgpcmiermg )mrt _hdpstmid. Ci thd scxtcds hd trkcidb kib emu`ht ciohkgpcmishcps kormss thd omuitry. Hcs ekthdr trkcidb hcg"tdkohci` hcg tm prmtdot hcgsdje ermg d!dry pmsscfjd didgy. Hd

emu`ht k`kcist fjkoa fmxdrs whcoh wks cjjd`kj ci thd thdi`m!drigdit. Hd emu`ht k edw &mjmurdbs kib Cibckis. Ketdr omjjd`d hd wdit citm thd krgy whdrd hd wks stktcmidb cimtswkik" Bwkibk kib Dcgfkfwd. Ketdr thd kpkrthdcb

fjmmbshdb ci _muth Kercok hd jdet emr Ektcoki &cty. ,mw hd wks thd )rciocpkj me thd _t. 1drtrubd me ,c!djjds

_ohmmj emr &hcjbrdi wcth mthdr prcdsts kib iuis ci #csidy.Hd wks imt citcgcbktdb fy Ksm`ki9s prdsdiod.

dci` k gcjctkry gki" hd fd`ki tm okrry k `ui tm sohmmj" tm prmtdot hcs fdjm!db stubdits. Hd wks wcjjci` tm acjj. 7id fujjdtemr mid `ki`stdr. Hd wks rdkby emr thd sci me gurbdr.

Kib mid bky _uryk Krckh okgd tm hcs sohmmj.


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Ct wks k %mibky gmrici` kt sd!di kib Ksm`ki stkrtdb wcthhcs usukj crrctktcmi. Hd stkrtdb tm fdrktd kiymid kib d!drymid.Hd sddgdb tm hk!d `mttdi gmrd ki`ry kib k sdisd me bdspdrktcmi ci hcs oursci`.

Kib k fmy me sd!di wdkrci` k pkcr me sui`jkssds sm fjkoa thkt thdy hcb kiy d!cbdiod me hcs dyds. Rhd fmy wks hdk!y sdtkib hd hdjb mitm hcs 1rkibgmthdr9s hkibs.

Rhd mjb jkby wks jku`hci` kib sgcjdb tm hdr 1rkibsmi._hd wks k !dry hkppy wmgki. Rhd fmy wks k !dry hkppyohcjb.

$kthdr 1rd`mry wks wktohci` thdg. Hcs `ui wks hcbbdi ci

k hmjstdr ci hcs suct. Hcs pjki wks tm 8ucoajy tkad thd fmy ci kibgkad thd `rkibgmthdr jdk!d.Ksm`ki spmad jmubjy tm thd mjb jkby.>!drythci` stmppdb.Kjj thd ohcjbrdi kib thdcr pkrdits stmppdb tm wktoh. Rhd

jku`h kib sgcjd me thd `rkibgmthdr kib thd ohcjb ekbdb kwkytm k shkgdeuj skbidss.

Ki ki`dr thkt $kthdr %cohkdj 1rd`mry hkb id!dr edjt brm!dhcg tm omiermit Ksm`ki. Hd wkjadb kormss thd sohmmj `ktdskpprmkohci` Ksm`ki kib hcs `ki . Rhmsd ci hcs `kiwhcspdrdb kgmi`st dkoh mthdr kib jku`hdb.

Rhd )rcdst pujjdb thd sjdd!d me hcs okssmoa rdkby tm puioh.Bdkby tm hct. Ks hd `mt ojmsdr thdrd wks k stdioh. K scoaidsskrmuib Ksm`ki. Rhcoa kib sueemoktci`. $kthdr 1rd`mrystugfjdb k jcttjd. Ksm`ki" fdci` k gki me hmimur acoadb thd

stugfjdb prcdst ci thd ohdst. 7i thd scj!dr ormss. Rhd )rcdst edjtthd kcr jdk!d hcg kib aidw thdrd wks gmrd thki k scgpjdbkraidss ci thd gki stkibci` m!dr hcg.

Kib d!drythci` ohki`db.Rhd fmy jmmadb kt thd skbidss ci hcs `rkibgmthdr9s ekod

kib jdet thd skedty me hdr hkibs.Rhd sd!di ydkr mjb wkjadb kwky ermg hcs `rkibgmthdr"

kormss thd rmkb tm Ksm`ki. Ct wks thd surprcsd me thd fmy

kpprmkohci` hcg wcthmut edkr thkt gkbd hcg stdp fkoa.Ct wks mid ejucb gmtcmi. K gmtcmi thd )rcdst wmujb hk!d

thmu`ht k physcokj strcad tm thd gki9s ekod fut im.


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Rhd fmy rdkohdb up tm Ksm`ki9s ekod" `rkffdb smgdthci`ci!cscfjd ermg hcs gmuth kib thrdw ct kwky.

Rhd ohcjb hdjpdb $kthdr 1rd`mry tm hcs eddt. Rhd )rcdst edjtthd strdi`th kib `ditjdidss ci thd fmy9s hkib.

Rhd ohcjb wkjadb fkoa tm hcs 1rkibgmthdr" tmma hdr hkibkib thdy fmth wdit citm thd sohmmj.

Rhkt wks thd jmi`dst bky thd )rcdst d!dr dxpdrcdiodb.Hd wkctdb emr smgd smrt me rdtkjcktcmi kib kjj hd `mt wks

scjdiod.Hd wktohdb Ksm`ki9s `ki` ermg hcs meecod. Rhdy Oust hui`

krmuib thd strddt omridr emr gmst me thd bky kib Oust

bcskppdkrdb.Rhd idxt bky hd skw Ksm`ki.Hd wks kjmid. Hd Oust stmmb wktohci` thd sohmmj._uryk Krckh wkjadb wcth hcs `rkibgmthdr dxodpt thcs tcgd

Ksm`ki trcdb tm spdka.ut mijy scjdiod dsokpdb hcs jcps.Rhd idxt bky Ksm`ki stmmb wkctci` emr _uryk. Rryci` tm

spdka tm thd fmy fut thdrd wks mijy scjdiod.Rhd )rcdst stkrtdb tm sdd k ohki`d ci Ksm`ki.Rhd saci me thd tmrgditmr fdokgd jc`htdr. Rhd fjmmbshmt

dyds ojdkrdb. Rhdrd wks im stdioh idkr thd sohmmj. ,cid bkys jktdr Ksm`ki wks k bceedrdit gki. Hd wks tkjj

wcth im stmmp tm hcs fkoa" ekcr wcth hkrbjy kiy hkcr mi hcs fmbykib thd ojdkrdst frmwi dyds.

Hd wks sddi tm fd k !dry hkibsmgd gki.

Rhd )rcdst wkctdb=wktohci`. Hd tmuohdb thd scj!dr ormsstm diomurk`d hcgsdje.Kjj hd skw wks k gki whm whdi hd skw _uryk emr thd jkst

tcgd sgcjdb kib wk!db kt thd ohcjb. Rhdrd wks im gkjcod fdhcib thcs.

Rhkt wks thd jkst kiymid hkb d!dr sddi mr hdkrb me Ksm`ki.

BC_IDS

Ct wks thd frmadi fkrrcdr thkt oku`ht &mistkfjd Kbkg _tdyi9skttditcmi. Hd brm!d up kib bmwi #csidy %kci tcjj hd bdocbdb


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thkt gkyfd smgdmid gc`ht iddb hcg kormss thd frcb`d. K frcb`d thkt jciadb #csidy tm thd rdst me thd wmrjb. Rhd rkci hkbstkrtdb jktd thd prd!cmus ic`ht kib bcb imt jmma jcad ct wks`mci` tm stmp kiytcgd smmi. &urcmscty okusdb hcg tm sjmw hcsokr bmwi. Hd turidb bmwi thd pmjcod rkbcm fut omujb hdkr smgdthci` thrmu`h thd rkci brmps. &mistkfjd _tdyi swctohdbmee thd di`cid tm hcs okr kib jcstdidb hkrb" smgdthci` hcs wcedomgpjkcidb hd id!dr bcb.

Rhd rkci edjj sm hkrb thkt ki mrohdstrk me brug fdktsbdkedidb hcg. Rhd brmps wdrd scgpjy jctrds me wktdr ejui` kthcs wcibsorddi ci hu`d spjkshds.

Ct wks thd sordkgs thkt shmma hcg mut me hcs stupmr me hkrbjcstdici`. )ushci` hcs bmmr mpdi hd rki kormss thd rmkb tm thd frmadi fkrrcdr. 3hkt hd skw wcjj rdpjky m!dr kib m!dr ci hcsgcib tcjj hcs dyds ekcj kib hcs hkcr `mds `rdy.

Rhd fmy wcth thd strki`d dyds wks m!dr thd frcb`d. 7idhkib wks ojci`ci` tm k pcdod me stddj rmb stcoaci` mut me thdomiordtd me thd frcb`d whcjd hcs mthdr hkib hdjb mitm thd rdkr whddj kxjd me thd fjkoa kib whctd #csidy sohmmj fus.

&hcjbrdi wdrd shmutci` kib sordkgci` ermg thd ciscbd me thd fus. Rhd fus wks pmcitdb brc!dr dib bmwi. &hcjbrdi ojui`tm sdkts mr stmmb mi thd fkoa me sdkts. rmadi `jkss kib gdtkjedjj citm thd ejmwci` rc!dr fdjmw. %crkoujmusjy thd di`cid me thd fus wks stcjj huggci`. Rhd fmy wks jmmaci` kt hcg cibdspdrktcmi. Hcs dyds eurrmwdb ci omioditrktcmi. /mmaci` m!dr thd frcb`d hd skw thd twm huibrdb gdtrd brmp tm k ejmwci`

rc!dr kib Ok``db rmoas.Kbkg rki fkoa tm hcs pmjcod okr kib okjjdb mitm thdsokiidr.

LC iddb thd ecrd bdpkrtgdit imw mi thd jcia frcb`d kib thdtmw truoa thdy usd emr jkr`d dc`htddi whddjdrs. Rhdrd9s k fusm!dr thd frcb`d.9

Rhd dgdr`dioy mpdrktmr ksadb" LCs ct kjrdkby m!dr 9L,m=9 ct wks `mci` tm fd bceecoujt tm kiswdr. L_mgdmid cs

hmjbci` ct=okjj dgdr`dioy sdr!cods imw.9 Hd ydjjdb. #kraidsswks omgci` ekst. Rrkeeco wks fucjbci` up. _mgd brc!drs wdrd`dttci` mut me thdcr okrs ourcmus tm aimw why thd omistkfjd wksruiici` krmuib thd frcb`d.


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7pdici` hcs fmmth hd tmma mut hcs tmw rmpd kib rki fkoa tmthd fkrrcdr.

#rc!drs ermg kfkibmidb okrs wdrd ci kwd. _mgd wdrdokjjci` emr hdjp mi thdcr phmids whcjd mthdrs tmma phmtms.

L_tky fkoaF9 ydjjdb Kbkg m!dr thd rkci.Hd ojcgfdb sjmwjy m!dr thd db`d kib swui` thd tmw rmpd

mitm thd kxjd me thd rdkr whddj emrgci` k siu` jmmp" tkaci` thdmthdr dib kib tcdb ct tm hcs pmjcod okr. Hd omujb hdkr pmjcod okrskpprmkohci`. Ci thd bcstkiod hd hdkrb thd kgfujkiod kib ecrd

frc`kbd gkad thdcr wky tmwkrbs thdg.&hcde &mistkfjd &jkrdiod @mmstd wks thd ecrst thdrd. Kbkg

dxpjkcidb thd sctuktcmi.L_cr=bm imt dxoctd thd fmy=ct cs tkaci` k jmt me omioditrktcmi emr hcg tm hmjb mi.9 &mistkfjd Kbkg _tdyi skcbthcs sddci` thd pdtrcecdb edkr ci hcs &hcde9s ekod

Ks &hcde &mistkfjd jmmadb bmwi kt thd fmy kib thd fus hdturidb tm Kbkg.

LKjj thkt cs addpci` thd fus ermg ekjjci` cs thkt sgkjj fmy 9hd ksadb ciordbujmusjy.

Kbkg shmma hcs hdkb ks thd ecrd frc`kbd wdit citm kotcmi.Rhd `ckit tmw truoa krrc!db. Rhdy aidw whkt tm bm. Rhdyemrgdb gmrd jmmps krmuib thd kxjd kib jciadb thdg tm thd tmwtruoa. Rhd mut rmpds wdrd tcdb tm sgkjjdr truoas. _jmwjy&mistkfjd _tdyi ojcgfdb kormss tm thd sgkjj fmy kib wkctdbemr thd sc`ikj ermg thd ecrd ohcde whm imbbdb.

L_mi=ymu oki jdt bm imw=wd `mt thdg.9

&mistkfjd _tdyi9s thrmkt `k!d k juroh ks thd fmy jdt `m. Rhd fmy wcth thd strki`d dyds sgcjdb wdkajy kt hcg fdemrd hdekcitdb.

Kbkg stkydb wcth hcg kjj thd wky tm thd hmspctkj. Rhdywdrd tkaci` stktdgdits ermg thd fus brc!dr. Hd wks k ymui`

prcdst ikgdb #kicdj. LC jmst omitrmj whdi C hct k pubbjd kib ct Oust sjcb kormss thd frcb`d=thd fmy. Hd wks sm ekst.9

&hcde &mistkfjd @mmstd" &mistkfjd Kbkg _tdyi kib $kthdr

1rd`mry jcstdidb ks thd prcdst spmad.LRhd fmy rki up thd fus=hd puiohdb thrmu`h thd fkoa

wcibmw kib Oust `rkffdb=9 thdrd wdrd tdkrs ci hcs dyds.


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7utscbd thd rmmg thdrd wdrd pkrdits wcth ohcjbrdi. _mgdhkb fddi out fy `jkss mr stdppdb mi kib ekjjdi mitm dkoh mthdr.

L3hdrd cs hd imw 9 ksadb thd ymui` prcdst #kicdj.LHcs `rkibpkrdits tmma hcg hmgd.9 _kcb &mistkfjd _tdyi

hkibci` thd prcdst k hmt oup me omeedd.LRhkt fmy cs k gcrkojd=9 whcspdrdb #kicdj scppci` thd

omeedd.L3hkt bm wd bm imw 9 ksadb &hcde &mistkfjd @mmstd.$kthdr 1rd`mry whm wks 8ucdt burci` kjj thcs d!ditukjjy

skcb" L1c!d thdg thdcr scjdiod=9LKjj thd pdmpjd mi thd frcb`d tmma pcoturds wcth thdcr

phmids kib sdit ct mi thd citdridt.9 _kcb &mistkfjd _tdyi.L3d Oust sky k pcdod me fkrrcdr hdjb thd fus ermg `mci`m!dr kib bdiy d!drythci`.9 _kcb thd mjbdr prcdst.

Kjj thrdd gdi scjditjy k`rddb.

Ct wks thd purdst gmgdit ci hcs jced.

KIMVKH

Hd wks hcbci` ermg d!dryfmby.Kib d!dryfmby wks jmmaci` kt hcg. Ct wks thd strki`d

jmmas thkt pdmpjd wdrd `c!ci` hcg mr thd whcspdrs kib hushdb!mcods ks hd wkjadb fy. Kjj me thd pkrdits me kjj me hcs ercdibs.Rhd prcdsts kib iuis ermg thd sohmmj.

>!di hcs `rkibpkrdits wdrd kotci` strki`d krmuib hcg.Ct wks 8ucdt hdrd ciscbd thd su`kr okid ecdjb. Hd omujb hdkr thd sourryci` me thd okid rkts. Rhd kcr sgdjt me gmcst swddtidsskib hd aidw ci k edw wddas kjj thcs wcjj fd jct kib thd whmjd me #csidy wcjj sgdjj me furit su`kr.

_uryk stmppdb emr k sdomib. _mgdmid wks wcth hcg ci thdokid ecdjb. Ct wks k ekcit hdkrt fdkt `dttci` strmi`dr.

&jmsdr.

Hd wks rdkby tm bdey whmd!dr ct wks. Rhdy wmujb imt fdkfjd tm gkad hcg jdk!d. Ct bcb imt gkttdr whm ct wks. Rhdemmtekjjs wdrd `dttci` idkrdr. Ct wks !dry jc`ht mi thd `rmuib.

Kib k !mcod spmad.


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L_uryk.9Ct wks imt hkrsh mr edkreuj.Kimrkh frmad thd ourtkci me su`kr okid thkt hcb hcg wcth k

skb sgcjd mi hdr ekod._uryk wks stuiidb.Rhd icid ydkr mjb `crj stcjj wmrd hdr sohmmj uicemrg kib ci

hdr hkib wks thd rdb kib whctd wkjaci` stcoa shd wks id!dr wcthmut.

L3d krd kjj jmmaci` emr ymu=9 Kimrkh skcb thcs omgci`ojmsdr tm hcg. Hdr bkra ojdkr frmwi dyds spkrajdb kt hcg. Ctsddgdb tm fd sdkrohci` emr smgdthci` mi hcs ekod ydt hd aidw

thkt wks ki cgpmsscfcjcty.Hd aidw thkt hd wks tmm bddp kib ekrkwky wcthci thd okidecdjbs emr kiyfmby tm ecib hcg.

LHmw bcb ymu=9>!di fdemrd hd omujb omgpjdtd hcs 8udstcmi Kimrkh spmad.LRhdrd cs imwhdrd ymu oki `m thkt C okiimt ecib ymu=9Rhd icid ydkr mjb `crj tmuohdb hcs ekod smetjy. 1ditjy shd

tmma hcg fy thd hkib kib jdb hcg mut me thd okid ecdjb.

GKI KIB MRHDV EMVOD_

Rhd Duju %kradt wks fusy thcs jktd ci thd ketdrimmi. Kiushki frmu`ht _uryk strkc`ht hdrd ermg sohmmj. Ct wks k jmi` brc!dermg #csidy fut ct wks wmrth thd !csct. Kiushki dxpjkcidb

whkt hd iddbdb ermg k edw phmid okjjs krmuib thd octy. %mstme thd tdkohdrs skcb thkt Bmshki Ahki wks thd fdst. Hd wmujb fd wcjjci` ce `c!di k !ckfjd rdksmi. Rhd gkradt wks fusy wcthsm gkiy pdmpjd fuyci` mr sdjjci` pcrktd b!b9s" hkibfk`s kibshmds. Rhd pjkod sgdjt me thd eryci` me uihdkjthy emmbs. Hcibu"&hrcstcki" Csjkgco kib mthdr rdjc`cmus trciadts wdrd smjb ci

frc`ht omjmurs. Kiushki gkbd surd hd hdjb mitm hcs `rkibsmi9shkib tcjj thdy okgd tm k swddt spcod sgdjjci` shmp. Rhd ikgd

me thd shmp wks thd Bmykj Rdkgkadr wcth whctd pjkstco ohkcrskib tkfjds pjkodb mutscbd kib gdi wdrd sdr!ci` hmt oups me tdktm oustmgdrs.


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Bmshki Ahki ohuoajdb tm hcgsdje kt thd rcbcoujmus tmid ciwhcoh thd mjb gki spmad.

LK`kcist whm 9Kiushki dyds wdit bkra" L%ki kib mthdr emrods.9Bmshki Ahki jmmadb kt thd fmy me djd!di. Hd wks jkr`d emr

k ymui` fmy" ohuffy kib hcs hkcr thcoa kib jmi`. Kib hd hcbhcs dyds fdhcib k sdt me bkra `jkssds.

Bmshki Ahki `mt up kib kpprmkohdb thd fmy. Rhd fmystmmb up.

LRkad mee ymur `jkssds.9Rhd fmy jmmadb pkssdb thd gki kt hcs `rkibekthdr whm

imbbdb hcs kpprm!kj tm rdgm!d hcs `jkssds.Ks thd fmy sjcb thdg mee Bmshki Ahki wks kgk-db kt thdomjmur me thd dyds. Rhdy wdrd k stddj whctd wcth k sjc`ht hcit me

fjud.LC hk!d k bceecoujt 8udstcmi. Smu hk!d im tcgd jcgct mi thcs

mijy thkt whdi ymu kiswdr omrrdotjy wcjj C tdkoh ymu whkt Caimw. Smu oki `m hmgd kib thcia ct m!dr.9

Rhd fmy imbbdb hcs hdkb uibdrstkibci`.L>!dry wkrrcmr9s wdkpmi cs imt sacjj wcth hcs hkibs fut hcs

omurk`d. 3hkt cs omurk`d Smu gust tdjj gd.9Rhd fmy jmmadb kt thd tdk gkadr whm turidb tm `m fkoa

citm hcs actohdi dxpdotci` thd fmy tm jdk!d.LCt cs tm fd thd mid thkt skys yds whdi d!drymid skys im.9Bmshki Ahki stmppdb ci gcb stdp. Hd wks omieusdb. Rhd

`rkibekthdr sgcjdb wcth k hdjpjdss shru` kt hcg.

Rhd tdk gkadr imbbdb hcs hdkb kt thd fmy" cgprdssdb.


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Ohkptdr twm

RcfdtFrmadi Fjk d! "kjjd#Rhd Rd$pjd m% Ci%cictd &c'ht

Ct wks k gdrocjdss jkibsokpd me omjb bry wcib. K gmcstjdsshkrsh wcib thkt orkoadb kib fjdb dxpmsdb saci. Ct furit thddyds citm k `rctty fjcibidss thkt gkbd mid oursd thd dxcstdiodme jced ci thd !kjjdy.

3cthci thcs !kjjdy wks thd Rdgpjd me Ciecictd /c`ht. Ktdgpjd whdrd thd rk`ds me gki omgd emr pdkod kib hkppcidss.

_mgd !mjuitkry kib mthdrs imt.Rhd tdgpjd wks fucjt fy gdi kib wmgdi jmmaci` emr k

jc`ht thkt wcjj dxtci`ucsh kjj bkraidss wcthci thdg. Rhdrd krd

tcgds whdi thdsd gdi kib wmgdi `m ci sdkroh emr thdbkraidss wcthci mthdrs kib frci` thdg hdrd emr rdbdgptcmi.ucjt mi thd swdkt kib fjmmb me hmpd" thd tdgpjd wks

okr!db mut me thd rmoa wkjjs me thd gmuitkci wcth fjkbds"hkggdrs kib ohcsdjs.

3cthci thcs tdgpjd thdrd krd gkiy ohkgfdrs bdbcoktdb tmrdst" dktci` kib gdbctktcmi. Rhd ubbhk stktud wks soujpturdbmut me thd gmuitkci. %kiy !cjjk`drs ermg fdjmw omgd wcth

meedrci`s tm thd gmias kib thd ubbhk.#ddpdr wcthci thcs tdgpjd cs kimthdr ohkgfdr. Ct cs

bdbcoktdb tm thd hmjbci` me prcsmidrs thkt krd imt gdkit tm fd pkrt me thcs wmrjb.

Rhd sgkjj fmy wks gmrd mr jdss sd!di mr dc`ht ydkrs mjb.Hd wks brdssdb wkrgjy ci hcs rmfds wcth k jkr`d pctohdr me omjb wktdr" ermstdb mi thd jcp me thd pctohdr. Rhd fmy pmurdb thdwktdr citm k sgkjj fmwj kib scppdb ermg ct. Hcs fkjb hdkb shciyermg thd soditdb mcj.

Ct wks k jktd ic`ht wcth k pkjd" cod gmmi sm ojmsd tm thddkrth thkt cts orktdrs wdrd idkr dimu`h tm tmuoh.


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L%y 1mbF9 orcdb thd smjbcdr kt thd fkjomiy. Hdjpdb tm hdr eddt thd )rciodss wkjadb sjmwjy tmwkrbs thd smjbcdr.

Rhd ecrds kormss thd aci`bmg wdrd mut. Rhd ecrd wmj!dsstkrtdb tm `rmwj kt dkoh mthdr. Kerkcb.

3hktd!dr sdkrci` ecrd wks ci thdg wks bcgcicshci`8ucoajy. Rhd &kptkci me hdr ùkrb aidw thdy wdrd !ujidrkfjdci thkt stktd kib ecrdb kt thdg. Rhd gcsscjds fjdw thd wmj!ds tmk stmiy ruffjd.

>!drywhdrd krmuib thd aci`bmg me Akruik" rc!drs me gcja ejmwdb.

_cr 3cjjckg &hrcstmphdr wks k trud aic`ht me thd mjb mrbdr._crdb fy thd uddi emr butcds tm thd sm!drdcìty. Kt scxty" _cr &hrcstmphdr wks k thci" tkjj gki wcth scj!drci` hkcr" k shkrpimsd kib jc`ht `rdy dyds. Hd wks sgkrtdr thki gmst" spmadgkiy jkiùk`ds" stubcdb thd gkthdgktcos me thd wmrjb kib thdsocdiod me thd uic!drsd.

Hd wks k ohcjb me Kercok. Hk!ci` ekjjdi ci jm!d wcth cts pdmpjd" omurk`d kib strdi`th. Hd frmu`ht hcs wced citm _muthKercok burci` thd kpkrthdcb rdcì tm stkib kgmi`st thmsd thktwkitdb tm ec`ht.

Ks k rdtcrdb prmedssmr" hd wks ksadb fy k `rkibekthdr ce hdomujb tutmr hcs `rkibsmi.

$rmg thd k`d me djd!di hd tku`ht _uryk Krckh" >i`jcsh"$rdioh" %kibkrci" 1drgki kib Busscki. Kj`dfrk" `dmgdtrykib 8ukitug gkthdgktcos wdrd ci hcs syjjkfus. Rhd fcmjm`y me

gki kib cts gkiy gcrkojds wks tutmrdb.Ct wks jdssmis me omistkit bdbuotcmis" thdmrdgs kib kotcmi.&murk`d" citd`rcty kib hmimur wdrd bcsoussdb.

$c!d ydkrs jktdr _uryk wks gmrd k gki thki k tddik`dr"hk!ci` `rmwi frmkbdr kib thcoa sdt. Kgmi`st hcs `rkibpkrditshd wks k `ckit. Hcs dyds wdrd stcjj k gystdry" k stddj scj!dr wcthk sjc`ht tcit me fjud. Ct wks k stkra omitrkbcotcmi tm hcs Cibcki

fjmmbjcid wcth thd mijy trkcts fdci` hcs fjkoa strkc`ht hkcr thkt

wks dxkotjy tm hcs wcbmw9s pdka kib hcs jc`ht frmwi saci.Rhd sgkjj wmmbdi omttk`d kt thd fkoa me thd &hrcstmphdr

dstktd wks turidb citm k ojkssrmmg. mmas jcidb thd wkjjs.


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)mdtry wks bdocphdrdb" pjkys wdrd kotdb mut. Rhd erk`cjcty me thd hugki hdkrt wks kikjysdb kib tdgpdrdb tm stmid.

/uioh wks omisugdb ci thd omgpkiy me _cr &hrcstmphdr9swced. >jkcid wks thd %dbcokj #crdotmr kib Hdkb _ur`dmi kt thd#csidy %dbcokj &ditrd. #csidy wks k 8ucdt rdtcrdb ekrgci`tmwi emr k aic`ht kib hcs jkby.

>jkcid wks k sgkjj rmuib wmgki wcth k acibjy ekod thktkppdkjdb tm _uryk9s `rkibpkrdits. Rhd Krckh9s wkitdb pdmpjdthkt rdspdotdb thdcr `rkibsmi ks guoh ks thdy bcb.

Ct wks ci hcs scxtddith ydkr thkt _cr &hrcstmphdr bdocbdbthkt ct wks tcgd hcs ymui` stubdit wdit citm hc`h sohmmj emr hcs

ecikj ydkr. Ct wks ki kttdgpt tm dxpmsd thd fmy tm mthdr ohcjbrdihcs mwi k`d kib tm hk!d ercdibs mthdr thki hcs `rkibpkrdits"hcgsdje kib hcs wced.

Ct wks jktd Rhursbky ketdrimmi thkt _cr 3cjjckg&hrcstmphdr !csctdb thd Krckh9s.

Hd gkbd hcs oksd tm thdg whcjd hcs ymui` ohkr`d skt ci hcsrmmg `mci` m!dr smgd hmgdwmra. >jkcid wks thdrd tm meedr suppmrt kib tm fd k omgemrt tm thd `rkibpkrdits.

K frk!d tm hdr husfkib9s oksd.Ct tmma smgd omi!cioci` fut d!ditukjjy thdy `k!d ci. Ct wks

mijy tm sohmmj kib imthci` eurthdr. Ketdr thd ciocbdit mi thd frcb`d ec!d ydkrs k`m thd `rkibekthdr bcb imt wkit thd`rkibsmi tm fdomgd k spdotkojd.

Rhd idxt gmrici` _uibdrk tmma hdr `rkibsmi tm fuy smgdsohmmj ojmthds. 3hdi hd ditdrdb thd sohmmj ojmthci` shmp hd

skw gkiy tddik`drs krmuib hcs k`d wcth thdcr pkrdits. Ct wksstrki`d tm fd kgmi` thdg. Hcs stktcmidry kib fmmas wdrdkjrdkby prm!cbdb. Rhd iuis wdrd hdjpci` stubdits wcth thdcr sc-ds. _ciod _uryk wks k fc` fmy thdy hkb tm `dt k jkr`dr sc-dermg k tkcjmr ci Arkkj &cty. Rhd fjk-drs wdrd sgkjj sm hd hkb tm`dt k pmjkr idoa Odrsdy emr wcitdr.

Hd rdturidb hmgd tm sct 8ucdtjy wcth hcs `rkibekthdr. Rhdrdwdrd `mci` tm fd rujds.

Rhd ecrst rujd wks thd mijy rujd. K scgpjd mid.L,d!dr rdgm!d ymur sui`jkssds kt kiy tcgd. >jkcid hks

wrcttdi k jdttdr tm thd hdkbgkstdr stktci` thkt ymur dyds krd


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!dry jc`ht sdisctc!d kib thkt cs why ymu hk!d tm wdkr thd`jkssds kjj thd tcgd.9

_hd wks smgdmid tm fd edkrdb. >!di thd fdkst wcthci edjtct. Ct hkoajdb cts fkoa" krohci` ct ci kttkoa. /mùd adpt ct uibdr omitrmj=fkrdjy.

_hd wmrd tkttdrs d!di thmu`h shd wks surrmuibdb fy suohrcohds kib dxpdisc!didss. Hdr hkcr wks whctd wcth kshds kib ciaimts. Hdr dyds wdrd k hk-dj frmwi kib hdr tddth wdrd

pdredotjy whctd. Kib thd saci wks tc`ht wcth im jcids mr wrciajds. _hd wks fdkutceuj wcth k tki`cfjd hcit me d!cj.

Rhdrd wks k ecrd ci thd gcbbjd me thd bcici` hkjj. Ct wks kshkjjmw hmjd bu` orubdjy citm thd whctd gkrfjd ejmmrs wcthjm`s jct kib k `ckit pmt me fjkoa crmi hm!drci` fy cts hkibjd.&jky pmts me bceedrdit ci`rdbcdits kib spcods wdrd strdwikormss thd ejmmr.

3hdi thd wctoh skw hcg shd bkiodb krmuib thd ecrd"swcrjci` hdr tkttdrdb ojmthci` gkaci` hdr jmma jcad k fjkoa ormw swmmpci` mi prdy.

/mùd kpprmkohdb thd wctoh wcth okrd. Hcs kxd kt thdrdkby. Ce shd bcb smgdthci` hd wks uihkppy wcth hd wcjj strcadhdr ci hkje.

L%y /mrb tdjjs gd thkt ymu wcsh k ek!mur emr ymur sdr!cods.Smu bm imt rd8ucrd `mjb 7r sktcsekotcmi me thd ejdsh K

fdkutceuj ymui` jkby pdrhkps 9Hdr !mcod wks sm smet kib edgcicid thkt /mùd stru``jdb

hkrb tm ecib thd wmgki wcthci thd tkttdrs me ojmthci`" ksh kibbkra.LKib C wks tmjb ymu oki `rkit kiythci` tm kiyfmby 9Rhd wctoh okgd ojmsdr tm hcg. &jmsd tcjj hd omujb sgdjj

gmiths me imthci` wkshdb mr ojdki. 7ijy sgmad kib rmttcièjdsh. Sdt thdrd wks ki uibmuftkfjd fdkuty thkt wks fdci`bdicdb.

L7r kiythci`..9 _tdppci` fkoa emr erdshdr kcr hd fmwdb k

jcttjd" LC iddb tm fd sdpkrktdb ermg thd ordkturd ciscbd.9LEdry bceecoujt tm bc!cbd thd gmistdr ermg thd gki fut C

wcjj tkja tm gy spcrctukj kb!csmrs kib `dt fkoa tm ymu.9


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Kt thcs thd wctoh jku`hdb. ,mt ki d!cj okoajd ks mid wmujbdxpdot me suoh k !cjd fdci` fut mid me ohcjbjcad Omy.

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