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    STRIPPED BY THE FIRES OF GOD!

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    WHY I LOST "ALL."

    For those who have been closely reading thesenewsletters, it is time for you to really know "where I'mcomin from". Other than for preparing the last dayschurch for the coming of the Lord Jesus Christ, I haveno personal motive. In fact, I am a 67 year old retireefrom public life. A retiree from NYS government, I amalso done with starting a church or establishingwhat today is called "a ministry." Nor am I looking for

    notoriety as I actually prefer to remain "under theradar." I owe nothing to NOBODY and I expectNOTHING from NOBODY! I am free to do all things andfree to do nothing. Only in the last seven years have Ibeen this free. I was restrained from offending thosewho paid my secular salary and the bishops underwhom I served. Those days are over for the rest of mylife. Like the Lord Jesus, I too can declare that neitherman nor the devil has a place in me.

    Besides a secular career of 3 decades, I have also

    been a minister of the gospel of Jesus Christ for 29years. Since I was gainfully employed in theworld, none of my income was ever derived oraccumulated from Christian ministry. When Ireceived a salary from any of 3 churches that Ipastored, I gave it back to them double-fold. I evenfounded my own church in 1996, which I closed in2009. Today, I do not attend church, at all.

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    I personally believe that church is a dangerous placeto be, particularly for the sincere followers of JesusChrist of Nazareth---the elect of God. I need to make itplain that only the elect of God is in real danger, andnot those who simply attend church because they

    believe that it is the right thing to do. The "un-chosen" in church are not Satan's target but onlythose who belong to Jesus Christ.In order to understand my position, you need to knowthat I am not coming from "whether or not there aregood churches or bad churches." Certainly, there areboth, and that has been the case for centuries. In ourtime, there are some wonderful, good people andexcellent programs operating in plenty of churches.However, this is the power of man. This is the powerof human flesh. Human beings can do some goodand wonderful things, without God. For example, man

    has proven that he can build a rocket and walk on themoon. Man conceived the very computers that we allcommunicate on, with a wealth of information at ourfinger tips. This is "a good thing." Likewise, justbecause a church is "good," doesn't mean that "God

    is there."My position is this.

    The bible foretells through Paul to the Thessalonianbelievers that in the last days, a time in church historywould come when God would send "strong

    delusion." In like manner, Paul even warned Timothythat in the last days, there would be a group ofdemons who would infiltrate the churches with falseand mixed doctrine, capable of even causing some ofthe elect to "depart from the faith" and give heed to orlisten and absorb devilish false teachings.From my work on "the Fake Jesus", I have

    been convinced that "THAT DAY" came already."Strong delusion" has already been poured out.Paul also wrote the Thessalonians that the anti-Christwas being restrained by the Holy Ghost. Even so,there would come a day in church history when the

    Holy Ghost would be so grieved, that He would be"taken out of the way." Paul wrote to theThessalonians that when the Holy Ghost is taken outof the way, the anti-Christ would be revealed.With the preparation of "the Fake Jesus," I nowbelieve that the Anti-Christ is really a fallen angel.Certainly this angel will use the body of a man at somepoint and there are indications that he has already

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    done so. According to Benjamin Creme, mentioned inthe Fake Jesus, Maitreya was first revealed in theflesh in July 1977. I was born again in March 1977, just4 months before Maitreya was revealed.How did I get to church in the first place? Well, I had 3

    dreams that sent me to an African Americandenomination in 1979. I learned just as I finished "TheFake Jesus" a few years ago, that those dreams camefrom the religious fallen angel that is assigned to me.The book"Come Out of Her, God's People" addresseswhy the enemy would actually "send me to church"and why God would allow it to happen.It is important to note, that I myself didn't get savedfrom "the preached word in a church." I knew thegospel through the holidays and the movies aboutJesus. I had heard that Jesus had died for my sinsand that He was raised from the dead. I heard, I

    understood, and I did not believe.In spite of my godlessness, I got saved because theHoly Ghost drew me to the cross in March 1977 andcaused me to see that I was a sinner and I repented.Instantly, faith was dropped into me to believe thatJesus was dead but HE got up from the grave in Hisphysical body. It was like a light bulb went off in myspirit, remaining there like a hard rock for the next 34years.

    Without ever having heard a word preached in a

    sermon by a minister behind the pulpit, God saved meanyway. It is an experience that absolutely no one cantake away from me.If God saved me, an atheist, without any churchbackground who had never even read the bible, thenGod can save anyone anywhere. The irony is that oncethe gospel was preached in the first century, the Lordreally has not needed any of us. Once the entireknown world came to know about the cross and theresurrection of Jesus Christ 19 centuries ago, themessage was planted in the collective consciousnessfrom one generation to another.

    In our generation, the word of God has also beenheard around the world. There is no where that thename of Jesus is not known. To preach is not to standbehind a pulpit with a sermon. To preach is "toproclaim" or simply "to tell the story of Jesus." Thetruth is that THE GREATEST STORY EVER TOLD HASALREADY BEEN TOLD!!!!"

    IN THIS LETTER

    WHY I LOST ALL

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    Where in this world are you going to find ANYONEwho has not heard the story of Jesus? The realproblem today is that those who "have heard the wordin church" simply do not understand it. I am willing tosay that 95% of THOSE WHO ATTEND CHURCH donot understand either repentance, rebirth, or the

    resurrection. Without an understanding, they are notsaved, yet they believe they are because "they havegiven heed to doctrines of devils." The worst of allthe doctrines of devils is the sinner's prayer and theinvitation to Christian discipleship---doctrinessuggesting that by MAN'S choice, he can enter thekingdom of God. Whatever happened to "no man issaved of himself, salvation is a gift from God, lest anyman boast that "I accepted Jesus." No. We don'taccept Jesus. HE ACCEPTS US, CHOOSING US OUTOF HIS OWN SOVEREIGN WILL.The bottom-line is that I believe the church age has

    been over a long time ago. Perhaps 50 years,definitely since 1977 when Maitreya was revealed. Infact, every single church on earth is a fruit ofCatholicism. Catholicism is an evil, corrupt tree.Jesus said that good fruit cannot and will not comefrom a corrupt tree.Certainly, there are people in church who are saved.However, they are not saved because they heard asermon preached in church. They are saved becausethe Holy Ghost brought them to the cross and plantedin them the faith to believe that a dead man lives in His

    Body, never to die again!!!!.The reason why every churchgoer NEEDS"Come Outof Her, God's People" in his or her hands, is "youneed to know about the plagues."

    I lost ALL for both personal and collective reasons:

    From a personal perspective, I came into the kingdom"FULL OF MYSELF" on lots of levels, too numerous tomention in merely ONE mentoring letter. Menrecognized my fullness of being from my early 20's.In fact, the primary goal of every man who sought my

    affections for the last 4 decades has been "to bringPam down a peg or two." For my mantra used to be "IAM free, black, and over 21 and no one can mold ortame me. I am the captain of this BEAST!!!"

    And my mantra was true. No man or woman--nothusband nor parent-- has ever been able to do whatGod has done for He has refined me with FIRE!!!. Thefires of God have burned out the bonds of personal

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    ambition, have wiped away frustration, replacing selfconfidence with faith in God alone. The Lord has oftenused personal failure as a means to "clean me up" forHis good pleasure. Anyone who is an achiever as Iused to be, is going to be cleaned up by God's firesthat bring about much personal failure. Why?

    Because God resists the proud and only gives graceto the humble and not those who think that "they areALL THAT AND A BAG OF CHIPS!!! Also, we learnmuch more from failure than we do from success.

    When the fires of the Holy Ghost loosed me from mybonds and brought me out of the furnace into a fullerlife in union with the Lord Jesus Christ, my service toHim in the last 7 years has been a peaceful, joyousoutcome of His life within me that has broughtabout indescribable freedom. Since I only live toserve God according to how HE wants things done, Ihave no fear of failure because I consider no job

    for Him to be my own.

    Since I have been stripped through the burning fires ofrefinement, what I do or do not do is no longer anissue. Once I was pressed to fulfill what I believed tobe my destiny. The stress of trying to achieve or besomething in Him is over. I am in Him "for Him" andnot for myself so I am content with whatever Hedecides to do in me. Since "my personal fire", therevelations I have received are invaluable, equal togold. As a Laodicean, I have done what Jesus askedme to do. I repented of the dross and I have bought

    gold from Him by submitting myself to the fires of Hisrefinement. As a result, the only value I can put onwhat I have received is that of precious gems. Therevelations shared with me are pearls and goldnuggets that swine do not deserve. Here are but afew:

    1. The Lord is in complete control of the devil. Heallows evil "for a time" because a greater aspect of theLord's agenda is fulfilled through Hispeople's building both wisdom and strength byovercoming evil people, places, circumstances and

    things.

    In my particular case, I see God's hand upon every bitof evil that came my way, even before I was saved atthe age of 33. The evil that occurred in my life in pre-salvation times all fits into the design of God's overallplan in my life. As a small example, it was importantto Him that I NOT be raised in church. So the fact thatI was an atheist who actually mocked those whobelieved on Christ as having "fallen for the white

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    man's lie to keep black people enslaved" was veryimportant to my present position, even though "it wasevil.." God does not fear evil. Since He is the one whochose me for salvation BEFORE the beginning ofrecorded time, it did not matter to Him that I was ascornful heathen. He was not concerned about my

    evil, because He foreknew the good that would comeof it.

    2. Those whom God has chosen are "saved" at themoment they are conceived in the womb. It doesn'tmatter whether they live one day or 100 years withoutknowing that they are saved. He will snatch Hischosen ones out of the devils hands ANY TIME HECHOOSES, whether it be in childhood or onsomebody's deathbed!!!! The salvation of the chosenones is entirely in God's hands and no man or devilcan stop Him from saving whom He calls. The devilmay have the elect of God in his hands for a time,

    perhaps most of that person's life. However, whenGod calls, the unsaved will answer before deathcomes. Hell is certainly a real place of eternal tormentbut God's chosen ones don't even have to know

    about hell to be saved. That is why the preaching ofhell and damnation has become a scare tactic that hasdrawn into the church, those whom God has not calledor caused others to choose God before His appointedtime.

    3. Everything God does is GOOD and FOR our good.He does not need His people to defend Him to the

    world or to each other and He is offended when we doso. For example, the Lord waited 25 years to reveal tome that the power that I had to heal "was not fromHim." Did I open my mouth to complain and whinewith, "Why didn't you tell me sooner?" No, I did not.When the truth came, it didn't even cross my mind todo so. In fact, it was "others" who raised the question.I didn't question Him on that. I simply wiped the mudoff of my face and said "Okay, Lord, what's next!"

    4.If you have become too enthralled with God's giftsand you are one of the elect, then God is going to stripyou. If the Lord God shut up the mighty sea within the

    confines of His will and said to the foaming waters,"Here shall thy proud waves be stayed," does not thesame Lord control the swelling of a proud heartamong His people?" He will wipe you clean like a dishand turn you over in the tray. He will make a fool out ofyou as you shout "In the name of Jesus," and thedevils say "who are you???" Stripping is necessaryfor all those who will walk in God's power in thesetimes.

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    In the words of Jessie Penn Lewis in "the Story of Job,"the book of Job comes with fresh power in thesedays, when the enemy comes in like a flood with greatwrath, knowing that his time is short. As the elect ofGod, we must refuse to dwell on second causes in our

    lives The Adversary may attack us as he did Job, butonly by the expressed permission from God!Therefore, we need to recognize the hand of God evenas the Lord did when He said "The cup which theFather hath given Me, shall I not drink it?"

    I spend lots of time in these mentoring lettersexposing and warning about the tricks and deceptivemethods of Satan and his horde of demons anddevils. Some have even stopped reading thementoring letters because they don't want to knowanything about the devil, which is a big mistake.Actually, that was Job's problem that cause the Lord

    to bait Satan to attack him. Job feared evil. If hefeared evil, then he feared the devil. So God decidedthat it was time for Job to be "stripped by fire."Though righteous, Job was also too religious. He hadto be stripped of works done without true faith.

    Therefore, just know this about me. I look beyond allsecond causes once I have found them. I search forthe causes of demonic attack in order to close thehedge. But the truth of the matter is that I know thatevery time the devil has attacked me, I came awayknowing more about God. For as with Job, the devil

    cannot attack me without having God's permission.

    In the next mentoring letter, I will discuss thecollective reasons why "the Lord stripped me."

    PAM'S BOOK CORNER

    I have written 7 books. I have no favorites. I

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    no longer market my least favorite. Eachbook stands on its own but in truth, they arelike sequels. FACES OF THE RELIGIOUSDEMON is a book of case studies of professingChristian church goers who were demonized.I also present my couseling model.

    THE FAKE JESUS provides an historicaloverview of how fallen angels have been able

    to demonized churchgoers.COME OUT OF HER GOD'S PEOPLE uses my

    own personal testimony to explain what hashappened in the organized church and why it

    is an unsafe place to be in the last days andsoon to be releasedTHE NEW IDOLATRY compares biblicalidolatry to present day religiosity andcharismatic counterfeits with eyeopeningclues to help the reader avoid endtime

    delusions.

    Below is an excerpt from "COME OUT OF HERGOD'S PEOPLE."

    THE FIRES OF REFINEMENT

    There are a lot of religions where man is ableto dress himself up on the outside and bedeadly characters on the inside. Watch someof them. Their followers look good on theoutside with their nice suits and ties. Butlook deep into those eyes of theirs and youwill find a dead, cold, vengeful and hatefulspirit--- brewing, brewing for a day whenthey can erupt into violence. People must firstchange from the inside. Let the insidemanifest to the outside and not the other wayaround. Why? Because the inside of man,the heart of man is desperately wicked.

    I believe that a true demonstration of

    power begins at the cross. The cross of Jesus

    Christ is the place where we must submit ourhuman nature. Not just the bad but the good

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    also. The ones who demonstrate the mostpower are the ones who have suffered themost---the ones who have sinned the most---the ones who have been forgiven of themost. They tend to be the most humble.

    However, people who have always had itgood, been the most acceptable to the world,

    people pleasers who have adapted to asuccess model based upon the world's

    standards---these are the people who are themost difficult to demonstrate God's

    power. They are too filled up with their ownpower. Their own thoughts. Their ownways. Their own abilities. What I hope mytestimony speaks to is that it is not just thebad things that must go to the cross. It is alsothe things that are considered good about

    ourselves that are the most dangerous. LikePaul, we've got to cry out "I don't get mixedup in nothin except Jesus Christ and Himcrucified.!"

    Through trial and tribulation, I can

    testify that the major evidence of my fruit isthat I have progressively learned how to diedaily. I am 66 years old. Through mystruggles, I now find that I am in a state ofrest and peace. I know first hand that theLord places His people into a crucible of fire

    for the removal of dross. The ALL WISE Godturns His hand upon His children to purge

    them like a refiner's fire. Since I believethat we live in the age of the Laodicean

    church, Jesus counsels us to buy gold fromHim that we may become spiritually rich so

    that we will be prepared for Hisappearing. The fires were upon me for solong, that with a watchful eye toward the sky,each day I wonder if this is the day that thesky will split open and the Lord shall descendfrom the clouds.

    Having been burned yet not consumed,the fires of God burned away stress. As aresult, I live a restful, peacefully enriched lifebecause I have learned that without thecrucifixion, there is no demonstration ofpower. The cross is the essence of spiritualpower. Take Jesus Himself as the best

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    example of the power of the cross. If Jesushad refused the suffering, the shame and theagony of the cross and taken Satan'stemptation and bowed down and worshipedhim, there would have been no demonstrationof God's power. Jesus knew the heart of His

    Father. He would not accept empowermentfrom the devil. Neither will I.

    For instance, George Adams is no

    longer the bishop of the Western New YorkConference in the Denomination. As you

    recall, it was he who illegally removed mefrom the rolls in 2004. However, today Iwould have no problem at all returning to theDenomination. In fact, all but one of myenemys has died. As I have alreadyrevealed, the new bishop sincerely offered

    complete support of my ministry both nationand worldwide. The question is do I seek thefavor and support of man or am I committedto truth?

    My days of longing for position,prominence and popularity are decidedlyover. However, I need a wake up call fromtime to time, to remind me of just howblessed I am to have been driven out of theorganized church. Not too long ago, I alloweda dream to remain in my memory. I dreamt

    that I had taken my best friend to visit theDenomination, in hopes that if they embraced

    her, perhaps they would welcome andsomeday love me. So I left my friend at their

    Annual Conference and then returned to pickher up. The first thing I noticed was the

    newfound estrangement between my friendand I. They had ordained her and brought herunder the discipleship of one of their belovedministers, a blatant homosexual. Since theyfavored her, my best friend no longer felt itwise to continue to associate with me.

    As I viewed myself in the dream, I was

    somewhat disturbed when I awoke, for myreaction was extremely emotional in avolatile, almost violent way. It seems that Ihad built an altar out of various keepsakesand icons accumulated over 25 years and soin the dream, I took something that looked

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    like a sledge hammer or an ax and choppeddown the altar.

    God has also put me to the test. On my

    65th birthday, a well known Pentecostalchurch in my community was conducting a

    gospelfest. So I decided to purchase sometickets for myself and my family. About two

    days after I ordered the tickets from one ofthe church members, I heard a voice speak to

    me that I know was God, without the shadowof a doubt. I was simply asked, Are you Lots

    wife?Satan has spoken to me so many times

    and in so many ways, that when I hear thevoice of the Lord these days, I am spirituallytrained to tell the difference. With just

    those 4 brief words,---ARE YOU LOTSWIFE--- my imagination opened and I sawmyself turned into a pillar of salt. Needless tosay, I cancelled my order for thosetickets. I have too much of a fear of the Lordto walk into a place that I believe God hasrevealed to me is a condemned building. Iknew without asking that if I did, theremainder of my life on earth would be filledwith the plagues until I myself would longfor death. With what I know and what I havebeen shown about the organized church,

    there would literally be no hope for me in thislife. I wont even step inside of a church

    building for either a wedding or a funeral. Youcan catch me at the reception hall or the

    cemetery. I wont step back inside.

    The reason why I wrote the FakeJesus is because in the summer of 2007, Iwas asked in the spirit, Pam, would you putcurtains on the windows of a condemnedbuilding?, and I silently responded with mymind, No, I would not. This question came

    at a time when I was preparing myself to goon an evangelistic, book-signing tour inchurches around the country, in order toconduct lectures and seminars.

    This spiritual discourse continued. Insummary, the understanding that I receivedis that any and all organized churches,

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    regardless of size, commitment, or doctrinehave been infiltrated by fallen angels.Therefore, my teaching tour would be likeputting up curtains at the windows of acondemned building. I surmised that if thisword came from the Lord, then the church

    has already been judged. I found thisrevelation to be so offensive, that I set out to

    study church history in order to disproveit. My findings turned into a the Fake Jesus,

    Fallen Angels Among Us. Suffice it to saythat after trying the spirits for one year, I

    believe that the message of the summer of2007 was divine and not demonic.

    Therefore, if you can receive my

    testimony on face value, then you will realizethat I am set free because I have refused to

    accept Satans power and put my Saviorsname on it. I dont need or rely on the devilscounterfeit. I have come to know in my spiritthat it is the heart of the Father to use weakvessels such as you and me, to cause us tobelieve in Him and trust in Him by faith. Hetakes our weakness and sets it aside andapplies the power of the resurrected Lord toit.

    Oh, to know the power of the

    resurrection! I can barely contain myself!Consider this. God the Father intends to bringSatan down by weak, ineffectual souls such

    as you and me. To make him bow down, tomake his demons run. We have been givenweapons of a warfare that are not earthly,that are not human. Our weapons aresupernatural. We manifest the real power bywalking in faith, hope and love. Without thesethree forces, there can be no realdemonstration. The demonstration of God'spower is manifested when people who knew

    you before you came to Jesus, see you nowafter Jesus and say to themselves, "Oh, myGod! If Jesus Christ can do such and so for awretch like Pam Sheppard, imagine what Hecan do for me! I want some of that!"

    I believe that this is the true demonstrationof power that is manifested in mytestimony. I have allowed the Lord to crucify

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