speak now by kenji yoshino - excerpt

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ietrlmuhtile

@ADTCH@M DY OC[

Iacrri`m ay busdcem, Tle Xtle`bca, le Cukust 2, 4669.

Kuiml Hcocdr`si, c n`m`rco cppòoct` jumk`, p`rnlra`m tb` h`r-

àley le bis ncra ie [llmdrimk`, Hlee`htihut. Kuiml wcs m`ce

wbè I ̀ erloo`m cs c stumèt ct Yco` Ocw Xhbllo. Dy tb` tia` I krcm-

uct`m ie 399>, Vr`simèt Hoietle bcm cppliet`m bia tl tb` X`hlem

Hirhuit Hlurt ln Cpp`cos. I wlrg`m nlr bia cnt`r krcmuctile cs c

ho`rg, tbè jlie`m tb` Yco` Ocw Xhbllo nchuoty. B` aètlr`m a` letb` pctb tl tèur`, wbihb I r`hìv`m ie 4668. Ie 466>, I d`hca` tb`

iecukurco Kuiml Hcocdr`si Vrln`sslr ln Ocw. Ay busdcem rids a`

nlr bcviek tcgè Kuiml’s eca` dut elt bis.

Kuiml tllg a` cem Tle csim` d`nlr` tb` h`ràley. Ct tb` tia`,

Hlee`htihut r`hlkeiz`m sca`-s`x acrrick`, dut tb` n`m`rco klv-

`reaèt mim elt, mu` tl c ocw styo`m tb` M`nès` ln Acrrick` Cht

(MLAC). Kuiml scim: ‟Ylu’r` tb` ffirst sca`-s`x hlupo` I’v` acr-ri`m. [bè I’v` acrri`m hlupo`s ie tb` pcst, I’v` cowcys scim, ‒Dy

tb` plw`r v`st`m ie a` dy tb` stct` ln Hlee`htihut cem tb` Peit`m

Xtct`s ln Ca`rihc, I elw prlelueh` ylu acrri`m.’ Elw, d`hcus` ln

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MLAC, I hce’t acrry ylu uem`r n`m`rco ocw. Dut I cosl hce’t ffiem

it ie ay b`crt tl tr`ct ylu minn`rètoy nrla cey ltb`r hlupo`.‑ ]b`

sgie crluem bis dou`-krcy `y`s hriego`m witb ocwy`roy po`csur`. ‟Xl

wbè I sp`cg ln ‒tb` plw`r v`st`m ie a` dy tb` Peit`m Xtct`s ln

Ca`rihc,’ I wioo d` r`n`rriek tl ay cutblrity cs c n`m`rco jumk` tl

acrry ylu uem`r stct` ocw. Dut tb` wlrms wioo ràcie tb` sca`.‑

]bè b` bukk`m us. I hluom n`ò bis b`crt d`ctiek tbrlukb bis

jumk`’s rld`. I tblukbt blw lmm it wcs tl d` àdrch`m dy tb` ocw.

]b` kr`ct ocw prln`sslr Tld`rt Hlv`r wrlt` tbct jumk`s sit ctlp c

pyrcaim ln viloèh` ‟m`coiek pcie cem m`ctb.‑ Psucooy, dìek ‟cp-pr`bèm`m‑ dy tb` ocw is c t`rrinyiek `xp`rièh`. Y`t ct tbct al-

aèt, I uem`rstllm acrrick` cs tb` rcr` poch` wb`r` ocw cem olv`

hlev`rk`.

Acrrick` is c acjlr oin` `vèt nlr alst p`lpo`. Y`t I tbieg it

stioo hcrri`s ce `xtrc jlot ln wlem`r nlr sca`-s`x hlupo`s. It rues sl

hluet`r tl wbct w` bcv` d`è tlom cdlut tb` oiv`s plssido` nlr us. I

wcs dlre ie 39>9, tb` y`cr ln tb` Xtle`wcoo Tilts. Bcm I d`è dlrec kè`rctile ̀ croi`r, lr ie c minn`rèt hluetry, ay hurrèt oin` wluom

d` ueiackiecdo`. Aleiqu` [ittik, dlre ie 3980, wrlt` ie 3926

tbct tb` b`t`rls`xuco hletrcht wcs siapo`: ‟ylu-wioo-d`-strcikbt-

lr-ylu-wioo-elt-d`.‑ Vcuo Ale`tt`, dlre ie 39=0, wrlt` ie bis 3994

aàlir: ‟Petio I wcs twèty-ffiv`, I wcs tb` leoy ace I ge`w wbl

bcm el stlry ct coo. I’m olek sieh` chh`pt`m tb` ncht tbct eltbiek bcm

`v`r bcppè`m tl a` cem eltbiek `v`r wluom.‑ Cemr`w Xuooivce,dlre ie 39>8, kcv` tb` kcy hlaaueity alr` blp` ie bis iemispès-

cdo` 3990 wlrg îrtucooy Elraco, wbihb crku`m nlr sca`-s`x acr-

rick`. Y`t ̀ vè tbct acein`stl ̀ em`m dy tlutiek blw tb` tèmèhy ln

kcy p`lpo` elt tl bcv` ncaioi`s ln lur lwe dè`ffit`m slhi`ty: ‟]b`

mispochàèt ln ncaioy cnn`htile letl c drlcm`r hlaaueity cosl

acg`s tb` blals`xuco ce im`co p`rsle tl m`vlt` bia- lr b`rsòn tl

c slhico iestitutile: tb` ueiv`rsity, tb` shbllo, tb` oitto` o`cku`, tb`Dly Xhluts, tb` hburhb, tb` splrts t`ca.‑ B` hlehoum`m: ‟Xhrcthb

alst ln tb`s` iestitutiles cem ylu’oo ffiem c blals`xuco lr twl sus-

tcieiek acey ln its vitco nuehtiles.‑



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I rààd`r r`cmiek Xuooivce’s dllg wbè it wcs pudoisb`m. I bcm

just àdcrg`m le ay o`kco hcr``r. [bio` I mim elt hleshilusoy tcg`

bis wlrms cs c pr`shriptile nlr ay oin`, I r`hlkeiz`m tbct tb`y hcp-

tur`m blw acey `xp`ht`m a` tl oiv`. Yco` wcs tbè hlesim`r`m tb`

Ivy witb tb` bikb`st kcy plpuoctile (cs le` wck put it: ‟Le` ie nlur,

acyd` alr`7 le` ie tbr``, acyd` a`7 le` ie twl, acyd` ylu!‑). Ỳ t

`vè prl-kcy hloo`cku`s wluom csg in I wcet`m c ncaioy, ie c twist le

blw ay strcikbt nàco` hocssact`s wluom d` csg`m in tb`y wcet`m c

hcr``r. Ie 3992, acey hloo`cku`s cssua`m I wluom elt s`tto` mlwe

lr bcv` hbiomrè. Le` èhlurck`m a` tl d`hla` m`ce d`hcus` Iwluom bcv` el ncaioy tl dcoceh` ckciest tb` riklrs ln tb` jld.

]b`s` `xp`htctiles nuoffioo`m tbàsòv`s. I r`p`ct`moy hbls` wlrg

lv`r ròctilesbips. [lrg drlukbt po`csur`”stctur`, cwcrms, prl-

altiles, rcis`s. Tòctilesbips hcus`m pcie ie ay ncaioy ln lrikie,

cem, d`hcus` ln ay lwe iet`reco hlefflihts, ie a`. Vut minn`rètoy,

chbi`vàèts tbct aikbt s`à ueusuco”cttèmiek kllm shbllos, k`t-

tiek tèur`, writiek dllgs”bcv` s`à`m ròctivòy lrmiecry tl a`.D`hcus` I bcm d`è kivè `v`ry cmvcetck` krlwiek up, tb`s` pctbs

w`r` acrg`m. Ie hletrcst, tb` alr` hlaale aio`stle`s”ncooiek

ie olv`, acrryiek, rcisiek hbiomrè”s`à`m uecttciecdo`. Olek

cnt`r I chbi`v`m tèur`, I r`tcie`m c m`vltileco ròctilesbip tl ay

hcr``r. I wlrg`m `v`ry w``gèm, chh`pt`m `v`ry hlaaitt`` cssike-

aèt, cem cssua`m `xtrc stumèt sup`rvisiles. ]b` shbllo bcem-

slaòy r`wcrm`m a`. Xtioo, I risg`m acrryiek ce iestitutile.]bcegnuooy, tbis hbcek`m ie ay tbirti`s. [bio` suhb ctalspb`rih

sbints cr` bcrm tl piepliet, I tbieg ln 4668, wbè tb` Peit`m Xtct`s

Xuprà` Hlurt struhg mlwe hriaieco dces le slmlay cem, ie tb`

wcg` ln tbct m`hisile, tb` Acsschbus`tts bikb hlurt issu`m c m`hi-

sile o`kcoiziek sca`-s`x acrrick` ie tbct stct`. Cs sca`-s`x acr-

rick` d`hca` c plssidioity, nrièms cem ncaioy d`kce tl pusb a` tl

k`t ay p`rsleco oin` ie lrm`r. ]b`y iapls`m tb` slhico mishipoie` tlwbihb I bcm s`è ay p``rs sudj`ht`m ie tbìr twèti`s. I wòhla`m

tb` hbivvyiek. I ffiecooy bcm elt leoy tb` p`raissile dut cosl tb`

pr`ssur` tl kl tb` wcy I y`cre`m tl kl.



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I o`nt Yco` ie 4662 tl alv` tl E`w Ylrg Peiv`rsity. I bcm a`t

Tle muriek c scddctihco visit tl tbct iestitutile. I wcs ie ay oct`

tbirti`s, b` ie bis oct` nlrti`s. ]b` ffirst tbiek I eltih`m cdlut bia

w`r` bis `y`s”le` krcy cem le` krcy str`cg`m witb hlpp`r”oig`

oikbt dr`cgiek c stlra. I tblukbt: ]bis ocemshcp` hluom g``p a`

iemllrs. I nòt cttrcht`m tl bia ie tb` alst oit`rco sès`”I ge`w

I wluom rctb`r d` ie tb` sca` stct` cs b`, tb` sca` hity, tb` sca`

duiomiek, tb` sca` rlla. I ge`w, quihgoy, tbct I wluom acrry bia,

in b` wluom bcv` a`.

Tle cem I cr` im`lolkihcooy prlkr`ssiv` dut tàp`rcaètcooyhles`rvctiv`. [` dltb wcet`m wbct lur pcrèts bcm almò`m nlr

us”oin`-olek acrrick` cem hbiomrè. ‟Mle’t wcit,‑ Kuiml scim mur-

iek lur w`mmiek. ‟Ylu w`r` dlre tl d` pcrèts.‑ [` e``m`m el

èhlurckàèt. [` bcm cor`cmy stcrt`m cttèmiek s`ssiles ln ‟Aè

Bcviek Dcdi`s‑ ct Acebcttce’s O`sdice, Kcy, Dis`xuco cem ]rces-

kèm`r (OKD]) Hlaaueity Hèt`r. Le` r`csle w` wcet`m tl k`t

acrri`m wcs tl prlvim` lur hbiomrè tb` prlt`htiles ln tb` iestitu-tile. [` elw bcv` c mcukbt`r cem c sle.

I cowcys w`cr c suit tl t`chb. C hloo`cku` leh` csg`m wby. I scim

I mim sl lut ln r`sp`ht nlr ce blelrcdo` prln`ssile. B` kunncw`m,

lds`rviek tbct alst ln ay stumèts wluom d`hla` dik-ffira ocwy`rs

wbls` prln`ssile wluom hlesist ln bòpiek hlrplrctiles wck` wcr.

I ràcie uer`pètcet. Ay lwe oin` bcs m`priv`m a` ln cey hcpch-

ity tl d` hyeihco cdlut tb` ocw. @v`ry tia` I e``m`m c o`kco kct` tllpè, it lpè`m. [bè I ffirst hca` lut cs kcy ie tb` `croy 3996s,

tb` ocw bcm hbcek`m ie alst stct`s tl m`hriaiecoiz` s`xuco chts

d`tw`è aè7 wbè Tle cem I wisb`m tl acrry, tb` ocw ie Hle-

e`htihut coolw`m it7 wbè w` wisb`m tl bcv` hbiomrè, surrlkchy

cem cmlptile ocws p`raitt`m us tl ml sl. ]l d` sur`, tbls` o`kco

hbcek`s mim elt bcppè iem`pèmètoy ln huoturco cem ploitihco

trcesnlractiles. Xtioo, witblut hlehr`t` o`kco r`nlra, I aikbt bcv`bcm el busdcem, el mcukbt`r, cem el sle. Elw it is tbct oin` tbct

s`às ueiackiecdo`.



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[bè Tle cem I acrri`m, c acjlr o`kco m`vòlpaèt wcs

uenlomiek le tb` ltb`r hlcst. Nio`m le Acy 44, 4669,

V`rry v. Xhbwcrzè`kk`r hbcooèk`m tb` hlestitutilecoity ln Hcoinlr-

eic’s Vrlplsitile 2, wbihb bcm caèm`m tb` stct`’s hlestitutile tl

oiait acrrick` tl le` ace cem le` wlace. ]b` caèmaèt witb-

mr`w `quco acrrick` rikbts nrla sca`-s`x hlupo`s six aletbs cnt`r

tb` stct`’s suprà` hlurt bcm r`hlkeiz`m tbà. ]b` V`rry hcs` wcsmistiehtiv` d`hcus` it csscio`m c stct`’s prlbiditile ln sca`-s`x acr-

rick` le n`m`rco hlestitutileco krluems. ]bct a`cet tb` hcs` hluom

r`chb tb` Peit`m Xtct`s Xuprà` Hlurt. It cosl hr`ct`m c a`mic

nrèzy d`hcus` it wcs ffio`m dy tb` lmm hlupo` ln Mcvim Dli`s cem ]`m

Losle, tb` sup`rocwy`rs wbl bcm squcr`m lnn ie Dusb v. Klr`.

Ct tb` tia`, leoy nlur stct`s bcm o`kcoiz`m sca`-s`x acrrick`.

Alr`lv`r, c acjlrity ln stct`s bcm ie r`hèt y`crs ècht`m lr r`-ienlrh`m dces le sca`-s`x acrrick`. ]b` Xuprà` Hlurt kè`r-

cooy ml`s elt tr`cm ncr cb`cm ln pudoih lpieile. Nlr tbis r`csle,

o`cm`rs ln tb` acjlr kcy-rikbts lrkceizctiles”acey ln wbla I

r`kcrm`m cs nrièms cem hloo`cku`s”pcssilectòy lppls`m tb` suit.

]b` alvàèt ocwy`rs wlrri`m tbct Dli`s cem Losle wluom rusb

tbis hcs` tl c m`n`ct ct tb` Xuprà` Hlurt. ]b`y hluom tbè r`ture

tl tbìr ouhrctiv` hlrplrct` prchtih`s, o`cviek tb` kcy-rikbts ocwy`rstl pihg up tb` pi`h`s. ]bls` sbcrms hluom shctt`r ncr, kivè tbct tb`

hles`quèh`s ln ce cmv`rs` ruoiek aikbt elt d` hleffie`m tl acr-

rick`. Cs kcy-rikbts cmvlhct`s bcm wite`ss`m ie tb` cnt`ractb ln c

m`vcstctiek olss d`nlr` tb` bikb hlurt ie 392>, tb` hlestitutileco

olkih tbct justiffi`s mishriaiectile ie le` cr`c hce d` `xtèm`m”dy

olw`r hlurts, stct` lnffihicos, cem ltb`rs”tl nuò mishriaiectile ie

minn`rèt r`coas. Pemliek tb` ̀ nn`hts ln ce cmv`rs` ruoiek hluom cosltcg` y`crs”p`rbcps m`hcm`s. @vè in c e`w acjlrity dòi`v`s tbct

c hcs` wcs wrlekoy m`him`m, tb` Xuprà` Hlurt is olctb tl lv`rruo`



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its pr`h`mèts. ]l supplrt tb` Dli`s cem Losle hcs` s`à`m oig` c

d`trcyco ln ay hlaaueity.

Nlr tbis r`csle, I g`pt c wcry mistceh`: I mim elt cttèm tb` trico

ie Jceucry 4636, cem pudoihoy `xpr`ss`m ay r`s`rvctiles cdlut

it. Y`t I wcs ecìv` tl tbieg I hluom `vcm` it. Mcvim Dli`s wcs c

trust`` ln ay ocw shbllo. Ay stumèts olddi`m a` tl k`t bia le

hcapus”priacrioy tl hbcooèk` wbct b` bcm mle`. Ie Cprio 4636,

I alm`rct`m c mishussile tbct iehoum`m bia, Actt Hlo`s, cem Vcuoc

@ttòdrihg. Hlo`s, ce Ca`rihce Hivio Oid`rti`s Peile (CHOP) ct-

tlre`y, bcm bòp`m nlrauoct` tb` ectileco OKD] alvàèt’s iehr`-aètco strct`ky nlr acrrick` `qucoity”tb` strct`ky tbct Dli`s cem

Losle, dy ffioiek V`rry, bcm upèm`m. @ttòdrihg, wbl bcm s`rv`m ie

tb` o`cm`rsbip ln Ocadmc O`kco cem ltb`r OKD] lrkceizctiles,

drlukbt cmmitileco hritiqu`s tl tb` tcdo`: Xb` bcm olek hcutile`m

ckciest acgiek acrrick` `qucoity tb` priacry klco ln tb` OKD]

alvàèt, crkuiek tbct privio`kiek rikbts nlr acrri`m hlupo`s acr-

kiecoiz`m tbls` wbl m`ffie`m ncaioy ie ltb`r wcys. ]b` m`dct` wcshivio, dut b`ct`m. Dli`s wcs uefflcppcdo`.

Ie biemsikbt, Dli`s cem Losle bcv` d`è viemihct`m. Le Cu-

kust =, 4636, n`m`rco jumk` ^cukbe T. [cog`r struhg mlwe Hcoi-

nlreic’s stct` dce le sca`-s`x acrrick`. Leoy wbè I r`cm tb`

38>-pck` m`hisile mim I r`coiz` tb` ackeitum` ln wbct bcm lh-

hurr`m. ]b` lpieile ròi`m elt just le o`kco pr`h`mèt dut cosl le

tb` jumk`’s ìkbty ffiemieks ln ncht, wbihb ie ture w`r` supplrt`mwitb `xtèsiv` hitctiles tl `xbidits, t`stialey, cem ltb`r `vimèh`.

I p`rslecooy ge`w s`v`rco ln tb` eie`t`è wite`ss`s”iehoumiek

Peiv`rsity ln Acsschbus`tts `hlelaist O`` Dcmk`tt, Yco` bistlrice

K`lrk` Hbcueh`y, cem Bcrvcrm bistlrice Ecehy Hltt. ]b` lpie-

ile acm` a` hurilus cdlut tb` twòv`-mcy trico. Leoy le` sca`-s`x

acrrick` hcs` bcm kle` tl trico d`nlr`”ie Bcwcii ie tb` 3996s.

[bio` tbct trico èm`m witb c ruoiek nlr tb` pocietinns, c stct` hle-stitutileco caèmaèt sup`rs`m`m tb` m`hisile d`nlr` it hluom tcg`

`nn`ht. I m`him`m tl mik nurtb`r ietl V`rry.



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@adrch`m dy Ocw ;

I vivimoy r`hcoo r`cmiek tb` tbr``-tbluscem-pck` trceshript ie tb`

hcs`. It is tb` `xp`rièh` acey r`cm`rs bcv`”p`rbcps tb` `xp`ri-

èh` tbct m`ffie`s us cs r`cm`rs”ln ‟ncooiek ietl‑ c t`xt cem elt

r`surnchiek ietl `v`rymcy oin` uetio w` bcv` ture`m tb` ocst pck`.

Mrcwiek le aletbs ln pr`-trico prlh``mieks (cem y`crs ln crku-

aèts cmvceh`m dy OKD] chtivists) tb` trceshripts hcptur`m tb`

d`st hlev`rsctile I bcm s`è le sca`-s`x acrrick`”d`tt`r tbce

cey o`kisoctiv` b`criek, cey chcmàih m`dct`, lr cey a`mic `x-

hbcek`. [bct mistiekuisb`m it nrla tb`s` ltb`r micolku`s wcs tb`

ietòo`htuco riklr ln tb` prlh``mieks”tb` sudaissile ln `xp`rt r`-plrts, tb` mcyolek pr`-trico m`plsitiles ln tb` wite`ss`s, tb` t`sti-

aley uem`r pècoty ln p`rjury, tb` r`hlrm tbct swcoolw`m `v`ry

wlrm ie its acw, cem p`rbcps cdlv` coo tb` hrlss-`xcaiectile ln

wite`ss`s le tb` stcem. ]b` trceshript wcs c ouaielus hivio-rikbts

mlhuaèt. Cey r`sètaèt I nòt tlwcrm Dli`s lr Losle ̀ vcplrct`m.

Ay ietèt is elt tl r`visit tb` sblpwlre misput` lv`r wb`tb`r

hlurts lr o`kisoctur`s lr mir`ht vlt`s dy tb` p`lpo` cr` tb` d`st poch`tl r`slov` tb` qu`stile ln sca`-s`x acrrick`. Cs c prchtihco actt`r,

tbct crkuaèt is allt. Crluem tb` wlrom tb` m`dct` is lhhurriek”

cem wioo hletieu` tl lhhur”ie coo tb`s` nlruas. Ay qu`stile is

wb`r` tb` d`st hlev`rsctile”a`ceiek tb` alst èoikbtèiek, hla-

pr`bèsiv`, cem a`tihuolus le`”is bcppèiek. Ie tbis iestceh`,

tb` d`st micolku` tllg poch` ie tb` hlurtrlla”cem alr` drlcmoy,

tbrlukb tb` ètir` cmv`rscrico prlh`ss tbct huoaiect`m ie Jumk`[cog`r’s trico.

Iaa`mictòy cnt`r Jumk` [cog`r’s m`hisile, Dli`s `xtloo`m tb`

trico nlra ie ce iet`rvi`w le Nch` tb` Ectile. Ie ploitihco m`dct`s,

b` crku`m, it wcs tll `csy tl ‟tbrlw crluem lpieiles, cpp`co tl

p`lpo`’s n`cr cem pr`jumih`,‑ cem ‟hit` stumi`s tbct ìtb`r mle’t `xist

lr mle’t scy wbct ylu scy tb`y ml.‑ Ie c trico, b` lds`rv`m, ‟ylu’v`

klt tl stcem up uem`r lctb cem hrlss-`xcaiectile,‑ wbihb acm` itiaplssido` nlr lppleèts ln acrrick` `qucoity tl pr`vcio dcs`m le

aisr`pr`sètctiles, sp`huoctile, cem byp`rdlo`. B` hletieu`m:



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[bè tb`y hla` ietl hlurt cem tb`y bcv` tl supplrt tbls`

lpieiles cem tb`y bcv` tl m`nèm tbls` lpieiles uem`r lctb

cem hrlss-`xcaiectile, tbls` lpieiles just aòt cwcy. Cem

tbct’s wbct bcppè`m b`r`. ]b`r` siapoy wcse’t cey `vimèh`.

]b`r` w`rè’t cey ln tbls` stumi`s. ]b`r` w`rè’t cey àpirihco

stumi`s. ]bct’s just acm` up. ]bct’s jueg shièh`.

Cem it’s `csy tl scy tbct le tò`visile. Dut c wite`ss stcem is

c oleòy poch` tl oi`. Cem wbè ylu hla` ietl hlurt, ylu hce’t

ml tbct. Cem tbct’s wbct w` prlv`m. [` put n`cr cem pr`jumih`

le trico, cem n`cr cem pr`jumih` olst.

Jlurecoists wbl hlv`r`m tb` trico `hbl`m Dli`s’s tbà`. [ritiek

nlr tb` E`w Ylrg`r, Acrkcr`t ]codlt chgelwo`mk`m tb` hlevè-

tileco wismla tbct tb` huotur` wcrs sbluom d` nlukbt lut ie tb`

o`kisoctur`, tb` dcoolt dlx, lr `vè tb` dolklspb`r`. Blw`v`r, sb`

lds`rv`m tbct tb` V`rry trico sblw`m tbct tb` hlurtrlla hluom d` c

hocssrlla ‟wb`r` tb` vcou`s ln tblrlukbe`ss, pr`hisile ie sp``hb,cem tb` ldoikctile tl r`poy bcv` c wcy ln ocyiek dcr` tb` nuemcaè-

tcos ln h`rtcie rb`tlrihco plsitiles.‑ Alr` r`hètoy, ocw prln`sslr

Mco` Hcrpèt`r hritihiz`m Dli`s cem Losle cem misput`m tbìr cs-

s`ssaèt ln V`rry’s iaplrt dut ocum`m tb` trico itsòn, hletèmiek

tbct it bcm r`v`co`m ‟tb` tbie olkih, uesudstcetict`m css`rtiles cem

st`r`ltyp`s tbct uem`rkirm tb` lpplsitile tl sca`-s`x acrrick`

ie c wcy tbct leoy oitikctile, iehoumiek t`stialey sudj`ht tl hrlss-`xcaiectile uem`r lctb, hce ml.‑

Xuhb tridut`s cr` pcrtihuocroy iaplrtcet elw, wbè tb` hivio

trico is qui`toy kliek tb` wcy ln tb` mlml. Ie tb` 3986s, cdlut 46

p`rhèt ln hivio hcs`s ffio`m ie n`m`rco hlurts w`r` r`slov`m ct trico7

ie tb` 4666s, tb` ffikur` bcm pouaa`t`m tl o`ss tbce 4 p`rhèt. Vcrt

ln tb` r`csle is tbct hlurts bcv` sikeiffihcetoy `xpcem`m pr`-trico

prlh`mur`s, kiviek oitikcets sudstcetico lpplrtueity tl iet`rrlkct`wite`ss`s, r`vi`w tbìr lppleèts’ mlhuaèts, cem hlemuht nlraco

s`ttoàèt e`kltictiles. Xla` shblocrs hò`drct` tbis m`vòlpaèt

cs c triuapb ln jumihico `nffihièhy, cem iem``m it is. Acey dè`ffits



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ln cmv`rscrico oitikctile cr` elw cvciocdo` witblut tb` `xpès` cem

mòcy csslhict`m witb tricos. Dut eltbiek hcptur`s tb` nuoo rcek` ln

c trico’s cmvcetck`s ltb`r tbce c trico itsòn. [` aust hlenrlet wbct

is olst ie surrèm`riek tbis kr`ct Ca`rihce trcmitile. Cs auhb cs

ceytbiek, tbis dllg is c pc`ce tl tb` hivio trico.

]b` prlpleèts ln Vrlp 2, wbl w`r` tb` `nn`htiv` m`nèmcets ie

tb` suit, ldj`ht`m tl tb` trico le s`v`rco krluems. Ct vcrilus pliets

ie tb` prlh``mieks”cem cnt`rwcrm”tb`y hletèm`m tbct tb` mis-

put`m slhilolkihco issu`s hluom elt d` r`slov`m tbrlukb tb` jumihico

prlh`ss, tbct nlur ln tbìr wite`ss`s m`him`m elt tl t`stiny lut lnhleh`res nlr tbìr scn`ty, cem tbct tb` jumk` wcs dics`m d`hcus` b`

wcs kcy cem ie c sca`-s`x ròctilesbip. I wioo cmmr`ss tb`s` hriti-

hisas cs tb`y crls` ie tb` prlh``mieks. Nlr elw, o`t a` scy tbct

hlapcr`m tl c Voctleih im`co ln mishlurs`, tb` trico wioo ncoo sblrt.

Hlapcr`m tl tb` r`co cot`rectiv`s, it sbie`s.

Iieiticooy tri`m tl writ` tbis dllg ie ay ‟hlestitutileco ocw prl-

n`sslr‑ vlih`. Y`t witbblomiek ay p`rsleco r`chtiles acm` tb`

ecrrctiv` n`ò iehlapo`t`, `vè soikbtoy misble`st. I hluom elt bcv`

d`è alr` cnn`ht`m dy tb` issu`s ie tbis hcs`. Muriek tb` nlur-y`cr

spce d`tw`è tb` ffioiek ln V`rry cem its uotiact` r`sloutile, Tle

cem I acrri`m, wòhla`m lur mcukbt`r ietl tb` wlrom, cem tbè

wòhla`m lur sle. [bè w` trcvò`m tl tb` Xuprà` Hlurt leAcrhb 4>, 4638, tl b`cr lrco crkuaèts ie tb` hcs`, w` w`r` rivè

witb cexi`ty. ]bls` e`rv`s stàa`m cs auhb nrla tb` hblgiek

pceih ln bcviek o`nt lur yluek hbiomrè ie c minn`rèt hity nlr tb`

ffirst tia` cs tb`y mim nrla tb` hcs`. Cem ln hlurs`, ay pcrètco

cem prln`ssileco cexi`ti`s w`r` iet`rtwie`m”wb`tb`r w` wluom

d` cdo` tl lnn`r hruhico prlt`htiles tl lur hbiomrè hluom d` m`t`r-

aie`m dy tb` Hlurt’s m`hisile.Xla` acy qu`stile wb`tb`r ce iemivimuco witb suhb c stcg` ie

tb` luthla` hluom `vcouct` tb` trico mispcssilectòy. [bè I hle-

sim`r tbct ldj`htile, I r`hcoo c alaèt le tb` ffirst mcy ln trico.



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Dli`s csg`m pocietinn Vcuo Gctcai in dìek krcet`m tb` rikbt tl

acrry wluom hbcek` bis ròctilesbip tl bis hlaaueity. Lpplsiek

hluesò olmk`m ce ldj`htile, crkuiek tbct Gctcai wcs just c pocie-

tinn, elt ce `xp`rt. Gctcai stllm bis krluem witb c hri m` hlùr:

‟I hce’t sp`cg cs ce `xp`rt. I hce sp`cg cs c buace dìek tbct’s

oiv`m it.‑ I sp`cg ie tbis dllg elt leoy cs ce `xp`rt ie hlestitu-

tileco ocw dut cosl cs c buace dìek wbl bcs oiv`m it. Just cs lur

oin` `xp`rièh` acy muoo lur nchuoti`s ln p`rh`ptile, sl tll it acy

sbcrpè tbà.

]l suppoàèt ay lwe p`rsp`htiv`, I hrisshrlss`m Elrtb Ca`r-ihc hlemuhtiek lv`r nlrty iet`rvi`ws witb hluesò, wite`ss`s (ie-

houmiek witbmrcwe wite`ss`s), cem ltb`r stcg`blom`rs le dltb sim`s

ln tbis m`dct`. Vi`hiek tlk`tb`r tbis puzzo` bcs d`è le` ln tb` sik-

eco po`csur`s ln ay prln`ssileco oin`. It wcs cosl ce lhhcsile nlr

p`rsleco trcesnlractile, cs I nluem aysòn hlee`htiek ct sla` o`vò

witb `v`ry p`rsle witb wbla I splg`, `vè wbè w` misckr``m v`-

bàètoy cdlut tb` qu`stile ct bcem.Acey iemivimucos dòi`v` tb` sca`-s`x acrrick` m`dct` wioo

slle hla` tl c hols`. [bio` tb` Xuprà` Hlurt wioo acg` c m`-

hisile cnn`htiek coo ffinty stct`s ie tb` e`xt n`w aletbs, tb` im`c

tbct it wioo èm tb` m`dct` is ncehinuo. T`sistceh` tl tb` Xuprà`

Hlurt’s 39>; m`hisile strigiek mlwe dces le iet`rrchico acr-

rick` èmur`m olek pcst tbct hcs`. Cem in w` tcg` c alr` koldco

p`rsp`htiv`, sca`-s`x acrrick` is hurrètoy cvciocdo` ectilewimìe n`w`r tbce twèty lut ln sla` twl buemr`m hluetri`s, wbio`

sca`-s`x s`xuco hlemuht is stioo ioo`kco ie alr` tbce s`vèty. Ie

ìkbt hluetri`s, kcy s`x is pueisbcdo` dy m`ctb. I `xp`ht tl d` cr-

kuiek nlr acrrick` `qucoity nlr tb` r`st ln ay oin`, muriek wbihb

tia` tb` vcoimity ln ay lwe acrrick` wioo ncm` ie cem lut oig` c

rcmil sikeco m`pèmiek le wb`r` ie tb` wlrom I ca acgiek tb`

crkuaèt.Ct tb` sca` tia`, tb` m`dct` s`às actur`. Elw tbct tb` cr-

kuaèts bcv` d`è crtihuoct`m, pcrs`m, cem r`ffie`m, w` hce mriv`



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tlwcrm holsur`. Auhb ln tbis lhhurr`m, ln hlurs`, d`nlr` cem iem`-

pèmètoy ln V`rry, tbrlukb m`hcm`s ln oitikctile, krcssrllts chtiv-

isa, cem ploitihco cem chcmàih m`dct`. [bct struhg a` cs I r`cm

V`rry wcs elt tbct tb` prlh``mieks bcm kè`rct`m e`w crkuaèts

dut tbct tb`y bcm nlrh`m ce ueusucooy mir`ht, mishipoie`m, cem hla-

pr`bèsiv` hlenrletctile d`tw`è tb` lpplsiek sim`s.

Ie acrrick` h`ràlei`s, tb`r` is tbct tràuolus alaèt wb`r`

tb` lnffihicet stct`s: ‟In cey ln ylu hce sblw just hcus` wby tb`s`

twl acy elt d` acrri`m, sp`cg elw, lr òs` nlr`v`r blom ylur

p`ch`.‑ Cs w` pocee`m lur h`ràley, w` o`cre`m tbct alst hlupo`smispès`m witb tbis oie`. Dut w` csg`m Kuiml tl o`cv` it ie, c sudto`

ràiem`r tl lursòv`s cem lur ku`sts tbct acey ln lur nòolw hiti-

zès nòt tb`y bcm just hcus` tl ldj`ht tl lur acrrick`. (I bcm el

qucoas ie tb` riekiek pcus` cnt`r tb` qu`stile wcs pls`m, tblukb

I mim tbieg wiomoy ln tbct shè` ie Jce` @yr`, wbè c strcek`r m`-

hocr`s: ‟]b` acrrick` hceelt kl le: I m`hocr` tb` `xistèh` ln ce

iap`miaèt.‑) Oig` acrrick` h`ràlei`s, tricos”ln cey giem”cràlaèts ln huoturco hlapr`ssile, wb`r` le` aust sp`cg lr d`cr

tb` hles`quèh`s ln le`’s sioèh`. [` sbluom wcet dltb sim`s tl

bcv` c nuoo cem ncir lpplrtueity tl sp`cg. Y`t cnt`r tbls` hlemitiles

cr` ie poch`”cs tb`y w`r` ie V`rry”w` sbluom wcet dltb sim`s tl

oiv` witb tb` hles`quèh`s ln wbct tb`y bcv` scim”el o`ss nlr c

acrrick` trico tbce nlr c acrrick`.

Nlr tb` prlh`ssileco tl lur w`mmiek, Tle cem I hbls` tb` Dchbhcetctc Xo``p`rs [cg`. [` dltb nòt w` w`r` stirriek nrla c soua-

d`r. Cem w` nòt tb` hluetry cem wlrom w`r` le tb` husp ln c sbint

hlapcrcdo` tl tb` Kr`ct Cwcgèiek. Cs w` rcis` lur hbiomrè, w`

n`ò rè`w`m r`splesidioity tl pr`ss nlr tbct èocrk`m cwcrè`ss.

El shblocr wcets tl `xbcust bis oin` le le` crkuaèt. Y`t ie c

r`co sès`, w` cr` crkuiek nlr lur oiv`s, lur hbiomrè’s oiv`s, cem

tb` oiv`s ln lur hlaaueity. ]lmcy, wbè I tbieg ln wbct I wluompoch` d`nlr` tb` lpè-aiem`m dut ueh`rtcie iemivimuco, I tbieg ln

tb` V`rry trico. I ml elt tbieg cey suhb p`rsle hluom r`cm wbct



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trcespir`m tb`r` witblut èmiek witb c alr` ncvlrcdo` vi`w ln

sca`-s`x acrrick`. D`hcus` n`w wioo r`cm tb` nuoo trceshript, tbis

dllg s``gs tl driek tb` trico tl tb` r`cm`r. Hocrinyiek tb` g`y issu`s

ie ce iefflca`m slhico hletrlv`rsy is sla`tbiek tricos hce ml nlr us.

Aàlricoiziek suhb tricos is wbct w` hce ml nlr tbà.



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