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08-10-2012 08:03Has anyone ever experienced any satanic type of hallucinations?

Example: I was at an outdoor rave and there was a lot of tall grass and itseemed like they were whispering and trying to pull me in.. And the clouds

were moving a lot and looked like it formed a devil-like face and we wentunder this bridge and it was really noisy in there and scary, It looked like abunch of corpses were there or something lol :S*keep in mind that I was not necessarily bad tripping, I was calm the whole

time, these were just things that I saw/heard and this was from takingsome E.

Another example: my friends were on high on shrooms and they passed by

a church and it had this big angel statue and they said it got bigger andlooked like it was turning evil and was going to chase them.

Last example: my uncle on acid (or speed? Not sure). My parents told methat he went to a party and people kept pushing him to get high with themn he did. But he ended up in the hospital, he was traumatized and he said

he had an outer body experience and he kept saying that the devil waschasing him :S

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08-10-2012 09:31second time i ever had mushrooms i had a satanic experience. all the wallsand my vision became red or had a reddy orange tinge...just like hell idimagine ...my internal dialogue which was flying along tripping/spinning

on all sorts of new & interesting ideas slowed right down and deepened intolike a dark droning heavy powerful voice...i had a woolen knitted jumper on
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my desk just randomly thrown there that rose up and turned into a snakelike a snake charmers snake rises up...it was drifting like seaweed in theocean hissing its tongue...the snake took on the voice in my head if thatmakes sense and it was like you better show me respect or im gonna comeback another time, bite you and seriously kick your ass, well to that effect

anyway...i sat humbled listening and watching this serpent in awe. still themost intense crazy hallucination iv had...after the snake gave its sermonthe dark/red/hellish vibe slowly dissipated, i smoked some cones and wentto bed but i will never ever forget the lesson!!!

listen to psychs if they are trying to tell you something listen...i havnt had a

bad trip since...touch wood although i feel i do show respect.

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08-10-2012 15:10Never had such an experience, but then I'm not Christian and I don't

believe in the Christian versions of Satan and Hell.

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08-10-2012 16:55Lol! Woah.. Crazy stuff :P thanks for the tip! Hehe

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08-10-2012 16:57Actually I'm.. Agnostic or something lol not sure but I'm not Christian andmy friends are atheists and I'm not sure what my uncle is. Pretty sure hesnot religious in any way :S

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08-10-2012 17:15what like listening to deicide while tripping yes many times but if you justmean getting lost in the evil side of a bad trip then no i try to get the fuckout of it . once ended up in hospital on what i think was acid could of been

one of the doc types though believing i was dead stepped outside myselfsort of ,saw dead relatives people turned into demond's and the likes, also
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on speed and e's iv had full blown fights with god and jesus you know howtony wilson see god in 24 hour party people well like that but they wereafter my soul told them to fuck off then it all kicked off lol

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08-10-2012 17:26Originally Posted by Knockout666

Has anyone ever experienced any satanic type of hallucinations?

Example: I was at an outdoor rave and there was a lot of tall grass and itseemed like they were whispering and trying to pull me in.. And the cloudswere moving a lot and looked like it formed a devil-like face and we wentunder this bridge and it was really noisy in there and scary, It looked like abunch of corpses were there or something lol :S*keep in mind that I was not necessarily bad tripping, I was calm the wholetime, these were just things that I saw/heard and this was from taking someE.

Another example: my friends were on high on shrooms and they passed bya church and it had this big angel statue and they said it got bigger andlooked like it was turning evil and was going to chase them.

Last example: my uncle on acid (or speed? Not sure). My parents told methat he went to a party and people kept pushing him to get high with themn he did. But he ended up in the hospital, he was traumatized and he saidhe had an outer body experience and he kept saying that the devil waschasing him :S

Yes. This used to be very common for me but tended to only happen when Iwas using psychedelics way too often and way too recklessly.

Not to say that using them a lot causes this phenomena but I personallythink I was doing so much of it, I was neglecting other things in my life and

it was causing issues and those issues just manifested in these kinds ofhallucinations, and especially so when I became temporarily obsessive with

specific symbology after a particularly powerful DMT trip.
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For example one night and a person I practically consider a brother and Itook a fair amount of LSD alone, he was moving away, neither of us wantedit, dead bodies on the beach holocaust style. So my bet is it's some sort ofissue you're not facing.

It could just as easily be that you're just taking way too much (This isassuming you find the imagery uncomfortable, and you may not. I tend notto mind too much to a point, but it takes its toll on you to see have that shit

burn into every week via psychedelic experiences, I can promise you that)Last edited by TangerinO; Yesterday at15:41.

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08-10-2012 17:33thats the thing if you are burning yourself out on them like i was this isgoing to happen just a way of your brain saying take a break in away but i

think that like i found with mxe towards the end the substance cansomehow get a life of its own a Sentience that can become evil

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08-10-2012 17:40

Have happen to me too.. but i know it's just the drugs

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08-10-2012 17:42Quite often, but usually with myself as the "malevolent/satanic/monsterous"

force.

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Yes.

I usually find it fascinating because the visual imagery is a direct reflectionof my current thought and emotional self which is manipulated by mysorrounding environment (music, conversation, people) but not limited to

external forces.

I've had entire scenarios play-out like scenes from a movie, it's SO cliche attimes that it feels surreal.

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08-10-2012 19:52

Once I saw my father morph into the Devil. Then he reached out, touchedmy nose, told me "I have your soul", then disappeared.

Yeah... I was injected with benzos/anti-psychotics shortly after that.

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Yesterday 01:15It's pretty common for psychedelic users to have experienced somethingalong these lines at some point in time, although uncommon for it to be arecurring theme.

If it is a recurring theme I reckon it's time to stop tripping.

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Yesterday 01:47Originally Posted by bluedolphin

If it is a recurring theme I reckon it's time to stop tripping.

This. You should not be experiencing full blown hallucinations or dilerium onpsychedelics. If you see evil or think everyone is out to kill you then it'sbasically paranoid schizophrenia.

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Not necessarily satanic but sometimes my vision will turn red and ill feel likeI'm bleeding from everywhere.

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Yesterday 10:52I once saw these two devils in raincoats, one yellow one red, sitting in thecab of my boyfriends truck and the tail pipe turned into a snake. Was very

dark side. Its hard to explain how terribly evil and scary it was, I cantthink/dream up the things I have seen while Hallucinating.

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Yesterday 11:17Do you think that your day to day exposure to aspects of satanism or 'evil'

things may have manifested in your trip ? I ask this because your usernameincludes 666. At a guess I would say you are into horror films or deathmetal, and maybe you are interested in the satanic imagery, even thoughyou don't believe it.

Sorry if Im assuming wrongly, but it's an interesting thread. I have neverhad such experiences, and like Termino, I simply do not grasp the christianideals. Nor do I buy into the whole satanic stuff in *some* metal bandsother than to giggle at the sillyness of it all (not a slight on metal, I happento like some of the genres)
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^ yeh actually wondered the same thing. you are what you eat so to speak.Set & setting...set being variant in question to a larger extent than settingpurple monkey green

Op if symptoms persist see to changing your username from that of onewhich contains the devils number...Last edited by laugh; Yesterday at14:20.

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Yesterday 13:58Yep and I don't even believe in satan.
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Yesterday 18:51I took a few hits of really strong acid, and I recall seeing skulls morphing

from the ceiling that were a mix of red, violet and blue colors. It freaked meout a little, and it was a bit of a heavy trip, but I just refocused on otherobjects in the room.

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Yesterday 23:14Lol yeah, you're wrong, I always use the same username (its easy toremember lol)

XD I do like horror movies though! This "satanic" thing only happened once,I was just curious about other people's expierences! And man, they're reallycool stories! Lol I'm hoping these creepy things don't happen again ofcourse but ya, I wasn't freaked out (except when we were under the bridgecuz I'm scared of the dark hehe)

Lol evil/satanic/creepy/etc, satanic sounded the scariest so I chose it lol, itdoesn't necessarily mean I believe in satan or wtv

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The best example I've experienced would have to of been on mushrooms..the imagery was mostly closed eyed visuals but the level of just how 'dark'this imagery was surpassed even my own expectations of the capabilities ofmy imagination.

I was in awe as I watched corpses sink into pools of blood, organs and flesh

meshing together, the level of extreme gore was astounding.. what'sparticularly interesting and I noted this in my earlier post is this examplewas directly influenced and materialized in the form of images as a result ofthe music been played (very dark dubstep).

So you can imagine the ecstasy that would of otherwise been experiencedhad the music been more uplifting and it been day rather then night. It'samazing for me at least to explore these extremes because your ownimagination can lead you into the most surreal of places if your content withyourself enough to let it unfold without trying to understand it..

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Today 00:27Originally Posted by szuko000

This. You should not be experiencing full blown hallucinations or dilerium onpsychedelics. If you see evil or think everyone is out to kill you then it's

basically paranoid schizophrenia.

So if I'm consistently ++++ing on psychedelics, I should be worried..?

I mean, I saw an actual manifestation of the devil on the worst trip of my

life. But the next trip, I saw some very illuminati type visuals. At first, I wasscared... I saw a giant pyramid with an eye at the top and other Satanicsymbols... then I raised my finger as a gun, "shot" the eye and went into aDMT intensity trip that lasted for about 30 minutes. I came to God on that

trip, I've been quite religious ever since...

but seeing my father morph into the Devil? Yeah, that was certainlyscarring.

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You should not be experiencing full blown hallucinations on psychedelics.

No?!

I must be doing something wrong!

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This. You should not be experiencing full blown hallucinations or dilerium onpsychedelics.

Scorpions morphing out of the grass eating and stinging my legs while ametallic witch like female entity, which I perceived to be LSD itself, taunting

and crushing me telepathically in my mind and controlled the vicious visualsuntil I could take no more and took my mind back, left a shaken jumpymess for the rest of the night.Yeah, one tab.

Done hundreds since and I'm fine. If anything I'm in fact far better off than

when I had that experience, and I would definitely give some credit to LSDand other psychedelic drug experiences for those improvements.

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Today 03:30On dxm once I saw a floating skeleton with a goat head wearing a long robe

holding a scythe...then it swung the scythe at me...lol it was awesome. I'mnot a dark person at all but it was a cool visual
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I've had full visionsry submersion on most all the psychedelics I work withat one time or another. Most definitely have seen things which "are notreally there" on avg doses. However I know i'm tripping most always. Onlypeak points of delusion and abstraction bring me to forgetting that i'm

tripping. But I've seen my body covered in sand with ants crawling in andout of holes in my palms...carpets turn into full scenes of battles indesserts, things like that. Also many views of things more esoteric, what Iwould think to be spirits and woodland entities. But def not something

visible to the avg eye regardless of their arguable realness.

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Lol I must be doing something wrong then. Ive never had a break throughor whatever the experience is called in my career of psychedelics. I'm notbragging but I've done more then any of you. You see it's because of mymassive dick that swings as I walk and all the females bang me...

Nah but I've done a 10 strip of good acid and I just get a strong acid

experience. I should change my wording though I suppose if you "go nuts"and find yourself believe these things to be true then you have an issue.

Also what's the ++++ thing I know it's a scaling system but generally when

I trip I just trip. If you can provide a link that will be fine. I use to take 5hits or I wouldn't do it but since I aged a little I usually only take 3, no need

to go off the deep end anymore. I can't believe you guys seem to have dmtstyle acid trips, lucky bastards. I get visual distortions and very awesomethought patterns but no crazy OEV even on heroic doses. I like my waymore though my favorite times are on a load of acid in public, oh the things

you notice. I love getting small chunks of people's convosations andexperiences its like getting snap shots of their lives. Nothing like NYC on 3-5hits at 5:15PM!

Keep tripping my friends, unless you believe insane nonsense.Last edited by szuko000; Today at04:14.
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Today 04:08I don't think you could really know if you've done more than other peopleon this site, I don't think it matters either but I can't really tell if you're

being serious.All peoples minds are different man, I have a friend who barely gets visuals

at all but in one particular trip briefly saw a lion in his front yard on one tab.

Have you smoked DMT? I find it very hard to imagine you've done variouslarge amounts of dimethyltryptamine and not had a "breakthrough"

experience so to speak.

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I don't think you could really know if you've done more than other people onthis site, I don't think it matters either but I can't really tell if you're beingserious.

All peoples minds are different man, I have a friend who barely gets visualsat all but in one particular trip briefly saw a lion in his front yard on one tab.

Have you smoked DMT? I find it very hard to imagine you've done variouslarge amounts of dimethyltryptamine and not had a "breakthrough"experience so to speak.

Oh I was so kidding, life's not about comparing thing like that and Iwouldn't be proud to say I'm the most druggie of the drugs.

As far as DMT that's my shit. At festies I'm the guy turning people on fortheir first time for free. That, salvia, DXM, ketamine and PCP are the only

things I've had that level of experience on.

And I know everyone's different in that regard that's why I said you guysare lucky!Last edited by szuko000; Today at04:24.

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I can't believe you guys seem to have dmt style acid trips, lucky bastards

Nah, it doesn't really happen on LSD. That particular trip was shrooms anda SHIT LOAD of dark chocolate, enough surely to have some MAOI effect. +

+++s on LSD are all closed eyed, IME. Although, once when I washed outan old LSD vial I had such strong visuals I couldn't see across the room. Inthat trip beings of light came to me and communicated their messagethrough energy. I got a trip report on that one up in the TR section
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another time from that same liquid at the beginning of the vial, I took 5 hitsand tripped WAY too hard, I could feel myself melting and converging withmillions of atoms across the universe and some other crazy shit. Iconvinced myself I needed to get naked and try to spread out on the floor

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I find getting naked on psychedelics always helps

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another time from that same liquid at the beginning of the vial, I took 5 hitsand tripped WAY too hard, I could feel myself melting and converging withmillions of atoms across the universe and some other crazy shit. I convinced
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myself I needed to get naked and try to spread out on the floor to coverinfinity or some shit. Seemed to help.

i love that sub atomic / molecular / melting / merging / at one with the

universe & space-time feel / vibe! feel so new & refreshed the nextday...cleans away the built up ego bullshit!

occasionally on too much md i feel as though iv been rattled or vibrated

down to a molecular level...i try not to do that any more though

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lolololol touche. Although, you should check DITM. It seems it's always the

naked kid high on LSD that gets shot

EDIT: NVM, you just posted there lol

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Edit... Not in front of police.

Friends sure. Still those stories make me sad. If these naked guys had goodfriends they would have been there. They couldn't all be having terrible

psychotic trips... Could they?

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Yes, the third time I took LSD, the trip was chock full of Satanic imagery.There was a bundle of sticks in the backyard on a weather dias that turned

into a pentagram. The bed covers were etched with little demons. A bunchof other things I can't recall now too, but the funniest thing was there was apicture of Jesus looking sternly down on us in the living room for the entiretrip.

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Oh I was so kidding, life's not about comparing thing like that and I wouldn'tbe proud to say I'm the most druggie of the drugs.

As far as DMT that's my shit. At festies I'm the guy turning people on fortheir first time for free. That, salvia, DXM, ketamine and PCP are the onlythings I've had that level of experience on.

And I know everyone's different in that regard that's why I said you guys are

lucky!

Yeah a friend and I just gave a rather large amount of DMT for free at anunnamed festival, first time I'd ever been totally selfless with that kind ofstuff it's a really nice feeling to have someone give you an appreciative hugafter their first breakthrough.

I've always been an acid head, simply because of these satanic

hallucinations you're talking about. I thought it had to be some sort ofsuper meaningful, super personal metaphor because of its persistent naturebut I was just thinking too much about acid experiences and not enough onreal life experiences, pretty simple really. So try not to take it seriously,

observe and logically make conclusions don't get sucked into the emotion ofthe whole thing unless you're keen for a potential heavy experience.

I once listened to Fifty in Five by Hilltop Hoods on a surprisingly high dose

of LSD and it literally crushed my soul and had my balling my eyes out in

front of a room full of people, some of whom didn't even know I was on acidand were really confused. If you read the lyrics, it's really just all about thehorrible things humans have done in the last fifty years and I felt like I wasfeeling all the pain of these people that had ever been harmed by ourcorporate, Western ways of life. I really can't begin to explain how many

different forms of emotional pain I felt in that 5 minutes that seemed to goon forever, with ruthless flow that never stops. I still find it difficult to listen

to that song without somewhat tearing up.

It was truly a traumatic experience that really fucked with me for a goodmonth after, that came completely unexpected. The lesson was you let

these elements of humanity into your life by focusing on them, at the timeof this trip I was OBSESSED with the worldwide damage perpetrated by theWestern world, (I am still dealing on positively integrating that guilt but
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have spent much effort on restoring balance in my mind), and if that's whatyou want, then LSD will deliver and then some.

These experiences are all you, if you're seeing it you have to want to onsome level, for one reason or another.

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Today 11:19Originally Posted by TangerinO

I once listened to Fifty in Five by Hilltop Hoods on a surprisingly high dose ofLSD and it literally crushed my soul and had my balling my eyes out in frontof a room full of people, some of whom didn't even know I was on acid andwere really confused. If you read the lyrics, it's really just all about thehorrible things humans have done in the last fifty years and I felt like I wasfeeling all the pain of these people that had ever been harmed by ourcorporate, Western ways of life. I really can't begin to explain how manydifferent forms of emotional pain I felt in that 5 minutes that seemed to goon forever, with ruthless flow that never stops. I still find it difficult to listen

to that song without somewhat tearing up.

It was truly a traumatic experience that really fucked with me for a goodmonth after, that came completely unexpected.

I can imagine, in my experience it becomes a continuing theme throughout

your life.. once your open to that deep emotional side of yourself you feelgreater sympathy and emotion towards the horrors perpetuated throughout

humanity because you have a greater awareness and understanding of howfar an individual would have to go from themselves to carry out suchatrocities.

When I visited the House of Terror in Budapest, Hungary.. which was theformer headquarters of the SS police during the communist regime I was
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literally holding back tears.. the basement where they tortured andexecuted 100's of people, the atmosphere of the place was so chilling.. andyou would often see large portraits of Stalin and Lenin around the complex..I can't really explain the feeling of standing there knowing people werebrutally executed, starved and kept in isolation chambers.

Your more open to the deep sadness of humanity, because your more opento yourself.

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Today 17:59Abbie Hofmann had the right idea: get people on acid to watch films of theVietnam war. "This is reality, this is what your country does to other people,

don't look away, we are responsible for doing this" - heavy shit, which everway you look at it. He had a point, though; a very good point: what use

is peace and love whilst your taxes pay for this? Maybe it's why so manypeople turned to smack; or Buddhism?! Forget reality... or tell yourself astory that makes it 'ok' (aka "apathy" - or "enlightenment", to bebalanced).

I don't know why I'm writing about this, necessarily, but there is a link tohaving 'satanic hallucinations', I'd imagine. On which note: I've had asimilar experience with the desktop picture on my computer (windows - i

think - 'prairie' wall paper). It was swaying in a most unnatural way; and

then I realized that it really shouldn't be swaying at all - so I had a closerlook (still swaying; but moved by demons, not by the wind). It's actuallyexactly the same as the OP mentioned, but a virtual version; with the sameresponse - indifference. This was on mushrooms.

Of course, nothing is really good or bad - except by our projections of goodand bad. This was Charles Manson's attitude, however! Whilst I agree withhim in theory.....and I do believe that personal philosophy should notconflict with reality, or else: what good is it? But this is not a desirable lineof thought to pursue - but it is one that vanishes entirely when one stopsthinking about the meaning of words; which perhaps he couldn't - and

thankfully I can; because they are simply mouth noises: and why takeaction in reality because of a concept which could not exist without
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"grunting". The egyptians had the right idea (not Abbie Hofmann!) - Say"huh"! (but then they gave it to the name of a god, and people killed otherpeople in the name of that god; when really, people had only said "huh"!).But we're not that stupid - ya? weh! "yahweh!" (oh no....! Stop, don't, comeback....). That probably doesn't make sense outside of my mind; or to

anyone who hasn't seen the originalversion of Willy Wonka! But if they'reold enough to have seen that, they're probably not going to be reading this.I've bored myself, now....Last edited by FrontierPsychiatry; Today at18:38.

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