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,d vkSj thou nku Lo:i ekSdk fn;k gSA vk'kk djrk

gw¡] bl Mwcrh uko vkSj eq>dks] vkidk viukiu gkfly

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thou fdlh u fdlh m/ksM+cqu esa chr tkrk gS-

,slh gh dbZ my>uksa dh m/ksM+cquksa dk uke flyoVsa gS-

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1. flyoVsa 3

Wrinkled 5

2. dqN vkM+s&VsM+s [;ky 7

Some Absurd Thoughts 8

3. ns[kks mEehn vkbZ gS 9

A New Hope 11

4. esjh fdrkcsa 13

My Books 15

5. Vkg 17

Sigh 18

6. cl ;w¡ gh 19

Just like That.. 21

7. ,d >wB! 22

A Lie 24

8. ;s csxSjr 'kgj 26

The selfish city 28

9. D;ksa gesa I;kj gqvk\ 29

Why Did We Fall in Love? 30

10. lfn;ksa ls cl pqi gSa 31

Silence 33

11. D;ksa ugha\ 35

Why not? 36


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12. ;s lM+dsa! 37

The Wandering Roads! 39

13. esjk csVk 41

My Son 43

14. vDlj- 45

Quiet Often.. 47

15. eksgCcr] csoQkbZ vkSj [okc 48

Love, infidelity and dreams 49

16. dqN ckdh gS 51

Something is still left here! 52

17. rM+i 54

Yearning 56

18. eSa vxj 58

Only If! 60

19. ;g nqfu;k gS 62

The world – What it has

become 64

20. vc og ckr ugha 66

Not any longer .. 68

21. yksx! 70

People 72

22. VwVk fny 74

A Shattered Heart 75

23. Fkdh&Fkdh ftUnxh 77

A Tiresome life 79

24. csiukg tku 81

The Unguarded Soul 82

25. iy&iy xqtjrh ftUnxh 83

Ticking clock of Life! 85


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26. iqjkuh ;knsa 87

Unforgotton Memories 89

27. lksprk jgrk gw¡ 91

Forever Thoughts! 93

28- Cksclh 95

Helplessnes 96

29. 'kksj 97

Forbidden Noise 98

30. cs&uke 99

Nameless 101

31. dgk¡ gw¡ eSa\ 103

Lost 105

32. gks dqN bl rjg 107

Wish it were like this 109

33. eSa thou gw¡ 111

I am life 114

34. rks ckr cus 117

Like it this way 118

35. Cslgkjk 119

Unprotected 122

36. cukoVh nqfu;k 125

Imitated 127

37. ryk'k e sa 129

The Constant Search! 131

38. dqN l[r esjs jkLrs gh 132

The Rough ways! 134

39. oks ugha 136

Not that.. 139

40. VqdM+k ,d pk¡n dk 141


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A piece of the moon 143

41. pyk&py] 145

Keep walking 147

42. vHkh dy gh dh rks ckr Fkh! 150

Yesterday 153

43. Pkgr 155

Deep Affection 157

44. oDr Bgj tk! 159

Moments 160

45. esjk eu 163

My Wandering Heart 164

46. cgqr fnu gks x, 167

Its been a while 170

47. v¡/ksjk 172

The Darkness 174

48. cpiu [kRe 176

The Childhood Ends 178

49. ir>M+ 180

The Finale 181

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vkt ugha] QqlZr ugha gSA

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vjs ckck] vHkh ekSle vkSj cgqr fnu vPNk jgsxk]

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rks\

rks fQj ekSle vPNk gksus dk bartkj djsaxs!

vkSj vxj ekSle cgqr fnuksa rd vPNk u gqvk rks\

fQj rqEgh esjs fy, ekSle cu tkuk!

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oks flyoVsa vHkh rd ogh¡ iM+h gSa]

tks rqEgkjh djoVksa ls cuk djrh gSa]

iwjk fnu]

muds lkFk oDr xqtjrk gS]

?kaVksa rd]

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bl mEehn esa fd]

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tc vkSj fp<+ tkvksxh]

eSa fugkjrk jgw¡xk vkSj

fQj 'kjkjr ls v‚a[ksa eVdksxh

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fnu Hkj]

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dy ds fy,]

viuh ;knsa NksM+ tkvksxhA

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Wrinkled

P Last night’s,

Your cherished memories are still in bed;

The crumpled wrinkles on the sheet,

Those which came up with you flipping sides in

sleep;

The entire next day,

I spend time with them;

For hours!

I look at them,

In the hope,

That in the evening,

You shall come back,

And then to find everything in upheaval,

Complain about it,

Vent air from your lips,

And I shall still be quiet,

This shall upset you more,

I will still gaze at you

And then you will roll your eyes,

Only to be calm in a while,

And then with utmost leisure,


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You shall make up the sheet,

And unveil your entire day for me,

And then, when tired,

Shall close your eyes in sleep,

Then, tiresomely roll in bed for a while,

and once again crumble our bed with wrinkles,

And, that is what will remain with me

for tomorrow,

As a memory to stay with and

Spend my entire next day!

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[okc cqurs rks vPNk gks]

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csiukg b'd eq> ls djrs gks]

tc tcku ls dg ugha ldrs]

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eaftyksa dh ckrsa djrs gks]

tc mB dj Hkkxuk ugha]

rks jLrksa dks vk¡[kksa ls

bl dnj Vqdqj&Vqdqj ns[krs D;ksa gks\


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Some absurd thoughts

P A wandering thought emerged in her mind,

Directed a question straight at me,

That you write so well,

But who do you write it for and why?

You weave such amazing dreams,

But then you don’t live or chase them,

Then why do you weave them at all?

Such immense love that I can feel inside you,

When you don’t mention it at all,

Then why do you struggle so much in the closet?

You speak of reaching and conquering frontiers,

But when you don’t chase them,

Then why do you constantly

gaze at those roads,

That lead to them?


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mEehn vkbZ gS]

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fny rksM+ iqjkuh chrh ckrsa]

vkSj [oke[kk ds Qlkus NksM+]

u, tekusa yk;h gS]

oks ns[kks]

vkt] fQj mEehn vkbZ gSA

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lqgkus dy ds lius fy,]

tSls esjh nqYgu ?kj vkbZ gS]

bl u;h 'kq#okr ds fy,]


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cgqr vkl yxk;h gS]

[kqn py dj vkt esjs ?kj]

mEehn vkbZ gSA

vk¡[kksa esa fQj ls lius]

vkSj eu esa xqnxqnh lh NkbZ gS]

u, jLrs ij pyus ds fy,]

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u;k lQj 'kq: djus dh]

eu esa pkgr vkbZ gS]

bl fy, 'kk;n]

fQj ls]

mEehn vkbZ gSA

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