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News from the
Susan B. Anthony ProjectS A F E T Y • H E A L I N G • G R O W T H
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It Was the Summer of Invincibility – A Client’s Story
It was the summer of invincibility; I wassixteen, nearly seventeen years old andheading into senior year in high school. A stellar student, I had many friends, wasengaged in the college search process andenjoying summer activities before the start of what was to be a year of high excitementand anticipated celebrations. And in just afew minutes, on a fateful night at abirthday party for one of my friends, all of that changed.
During the party, many partygoerswere drinking (although, I was not one ofthose). I entered a room adjoining theparty room in the lower level of the housethat housed a laundry room, to grab a softdrink. In seconds, the door behind meslammed, the lights went dark and I knewthat I was in danger.
My attacker was someone I knew well,shared honors classes with, and was a starathlete. We had many mutual friends. Hegrabbed me, my hands behind my back,pinned me to the floor and suppressed myattempts to scream and fight back. He toldme he would kill me if I fought. I sawsomething in his eyes that night that I hadnever seen before. That look frightened meand yet I continued to struggle with him.That struggle resulted in more force, injury,and ultimately, I was not strong enough tocontinue the fight.
He raped me. It was my first sexualexperience. It was violent. It took my voiceaway. For a time, it took me away from myself.
Senior year began and I continued toexcel in my studies, apply for colleges andbe accepted to each one to which I hadapplied, and engaged in many activitiesincluding those in the community. I was amultiple scholarship recipient. To havealtered my actions, I thought, would be anindication to those I was trying to protect
from the pain I was suffering, that somethingwas wrong. And, each and every day, when Iwent to school, I sat in the same space withmy attacker.
I was fearful, embarrassed, haunted bythe notion that if I had just fought a littleharder, I might have protected myself. Iwould hear the words he said over and overduring that attack in my head for decades tocome. “Everybody thinks you are such agood girl…”
The mother of my dearest friend noticeda change in me as hard as I tried to concealmy pain. I trusted her to be a safe person,and I trusted she would hold my confidence.I told her what had happened to me. Sheencouraged me to reach out to my friend, to share my story, but in that moment, theoverwhelming shame I felt prevented mefrom sharing. She told me that I wasbeautiful inside and out and that there were those who could help me.
Shortly after that meeting, I went awayto college in a large city and I never reallycame back home again, beyond visits with
my family. I abandoned all of the parts of mylife, even the comfort of closest friends, toescape “that space.” If there is a regret that Icarry after all of this time, it is the loss oftime shared with those whom I love andwho have supported me in my life.
Once in college, I began to struggle.My thinking was distracted. I was havingnightmares, reliving the memory of thatnight. I was grieving the loss of my closestfriend, the person to whom previously I haddared to share my thoughts, my dreams andfears. It became too much to handle on my own and I remembered the words of myclosest friend’s mother. I entered counselingwith amazing results.
Rape takes away personal choice. Iknow that at Susan B. Anthony Project, eachsurvivor is encouraged to make choices thatencourage their healing in whichever waymost empowers that survivor.
I am in my late 50s now. Those closestto me, my parents and siblings, have no ideathat I experienced this attack. I have sincemarried and have children, who also haveno idea that this experience is among thosethat define me. I have not told my parentsand siblings to protect them from the painand self-blame I experienced. I decided notto share this experience with my husband asour dating relationship progressed, because Idid not want the experience to define everyaspect of my life. I needed to gain somecontrol back over the decisions of my life.
While organizations like Susan B.Anthony Project were on the horizon, theydid not yet exist. I often wonder how thepath of my healing may have changed ifsuch services were available to survivors ofrape. And, while my healing has drawnnearly full circle, there are moments when it
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We learn fear is balanced by hope
and the power of positive choices.
This type of positive connection at
SBAP helps us to heal.
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It Was the Summer of Invincibility (continued)
is helpful to connect with those who have also experienced sexual assault.At Susan B. Anthony Project, survivors learn “it is not your fault.” In support groups,
we discuss the impact that trauma has on our lives and our emotional responses to thosetraumas. We learn that we make choices based upon those emotions, and that there are ways in which we can alter our choices once we understand what drives that process.
We learn fear is balanced by hope and the power of positive choices. This type ofpositive connection at SBAP helps us to heal.
OUR MISSION~
Susan B. Anthony Project promotessafety, healing and growth for all
survivors of domestic and sexual abuseand advocates for the autonomy
of women and the end of interpersonal violence.
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Advisory CouncilClaudette Baril
Allan Borghesi
Ann Bott
Carlos Braverman
Manny Clark
Emily Dalton
Louis Donne, Jr.
Barbara Douglass
Hon. Anne C.
Dranginis
Saun Ellis
Jeanne FitzGerald
Elisabeth Childs Gill
Mark Halloran
Lisa Horne
Susan Jordan
Mark Macomber
Beth McCabe
Diane Meier
U.S. Senator,
Christopher
Murphy
Claudia Ocasio
Gail Olsen
Vickie Patrick
Susan Payne
Barbara Putnam
Cynthia Quinn
Susan Rea
Nancy Rogers
Philip Samponaro
Mary Schinke
Dennis Sherva
Chris Smith
Ellen Tillotson
Sukey Wagner
Board of DirectorsJacqueline Miller, President
Nanette Falkenberg, Vice-President
Bob Berson, Secretary
Aaron Mambrino, Treasurer
MembersMichelle Apiado Nancy Kiely
Karen Beadle Catherine Oneglia
Mark DeCruccio Turi Rostad
Mark Famiglietti Maria Salomone
Anne Green Marlene Smith
Josephine Jones Nancy Wadhams
Executive DirectorBarbara Spiegel
Susan B. Anthony Project is a United Way Agency
Donna EddyDonna began her journey with Susan B. Anthony projectin 2003 as a volunteer. After completing the required40-hour training with Lois Shelley, she began co-facilitating the Self-Esteem Group alongside Lois, staff,and other volunteers. For the next twelve years, Donnacontinued to co-facilitate group, answer the crisis line,and assist at the Domestic Violence shelter.
In 2011, Donna accepted the position ofTransitional Housing Advocate in a program funded by the U.S. Department of Justice,Office on Violence Against Women. This program provides financial assistance andsupport services to victims of domestic violence, dating violence, sexual assault andstalking who are in search of housing. The program gives clients the opportunity tochoose housing that best meets their needs. For many clients, this is the first time theyare able to make their own decisions about their lives. “It is amazing to watch survivorsblossom once they are in a safe, secure, and in a nurturing environment,” Donnaremarked.
Two years ago, Donna changed positions at SBAP, but she remained focused ontransitional housing. Now, Donna’s an advocate at SBAP’s Sojourner Truth HouseTransitional Housing — a four family house for survivors of domestic violence.
“Being a part of the Susan B. Anthony Project family is a rewarding experience. I amgrateful to the survivors for sharing their lives with me. It is a privilege to be one smallpiece of their amazing journey.”
STAFF SPOTLIGHT
Interested inVolunteering?SBAP NeedsYour Help!
There are many ways to volunteer at Susan B. Anthony Project.
• Client Services • General Office• Special Events • Childcare
For more information, go to www.sbaproject.org and click on communityinvolvement link or call Siobhain at (860) 489-3798.
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Stronger Women, Stronger World fundraiser —Northwest CT YMCA Young Women’s SportsInitiative Director Greg Brisco, Event Organizer,Mat Montgomery of Northwest CT YMCA, CHHCardiac Rehab/Go Red for Women–Coordinatorof Cardiac Rehab, Jennifer Haley, EventOrganizer Mandy Hill of Charlotte HungerfordHospital, SBAP Director of Development, GinaDevaux, Event Organizer, Ed Patterson ofMissfits Boot Camp, and CHH Pink Rose FundOutreach Coordinator, Damaris Sierra.
Look at our youngest philanthropists in action! Thank you to Carter Orr,Joshua De Lello, Tressa Roveto, Madeleine Andrulis, Katherine Orr & (notpictured) Jake Keugler and Leah Perez-Swanson for all the hard work youput into organizing this year’s Act of Kindness collection held outside ofthe Litchfield Stop & Shop this past December.
SBAP volunteer Matthias Ekstrand shown with Barbara Spiegel, SBAPExecutive Director, was honored by SBAP and CCADV at the First 100Plus Breakfast and Awards Ceremony...recognizing male leaders workingto improve the lives of domestic violence victims across Connecticut.Congratulations, Matt!
Thank you to the Verizon Foundation for continuing their support of SusanB. Anthony Project’s Teen Dating Violence Prevention Program! SBAPExecutive Director Barbara Spiegel accepts a $7,500 grant from MichaelMurphy, Verizon Foundation’s Public Relations Manager.
Thank you to Bill Petit and the Petit Family Foundation for your ongoingsupport of our Rebuilding Lives Emergency Shelter and Services Program!We are so fortunate and grateful for your generosity. THANK YOU!Pictured: Bill Petit, President of the Petit Family Foundation and BarbaraSpiegel, SBAP Executive Director.
OUR COMMUNITY DOES AMAZING THINGS
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Our Generous Donors:Aija CompanyAltek Corporation Caroline AndrusDiane AtwoodBakerville School Carol BarronBob Berson Everett & Sally BriggsBrooks, Todd & McNeil Burlington Public LibrarySarah ButlerHope ChildsChristian Counseling ConnectionChip & Anne CollinsJanice CrovoBrianna DemskiDiane DiephouseRoger & Irene DietlinEd & Anne Dodge Frank & Susan DooleyJessica DunnDoris DuvallElevator Service CompanyEli Terry VillageAngie EngleMary EnglishKaren EsslingerHoward & Sally Estock
Four Corner Circle/FirstCongregational Church, Torrington
Larry & Rita Freedman Fuel Cell EnergyJeanne FuscoLynn GelorminoCheryl GibranSue GilbertGloria Gourley & Friends Jean Handler Lori HubblebankPasquale & Carol IannuzziTheresa IngramSusan JackmanMichael & Doreen KellyRachel KellyArmand KilbarianPamela KinseyJim LamondPaula LazeskiNiko & Juliet LegassaSheri MahanTed & Sue Ann MaroldaPatty MarshallRosemary MartinCeleste MazaikMazzeo FamilyMcDonald’s RestaurantJohn & Catherine McMahon
Micelli FamilyMichael & Becky MillerPhilip & Jacqueline MillerMonaco’s RestaurantSenator Christopher MurphyMarc NeidSharon Ober Cindy Carlson OlbrysKathy OnegliaEmily Orton MillerGerard PerusseBert & Joanne PotterRev. Helen RankinSusan ReaGloria Riberdy Curtis & Kathy RobbTuri Rostad & Ashley RowePhilip SamponaroLois ShafirPam Sottolano
St. Anthony’s Church, LitchfieldSt. Francis Church, TorringtonKurt & Patricia SteeleStone FamilyCourtney SzigetvariTerryville Congregational ChurchJon & Joanne ThiedeTorrington Health & Rehabilitation
CenterTorrington Juvenile CourtTorrington Women’s ClubRobert & Sheryl UndariVerizon Wireless HopelineNancy WadhamsMaisie WanagWinchester Center Congregational
ChurchToby Young
Adopt a Family for the HolidaysThank you for helping to make this holiday season a bright one forour clients. Our generous donors helped provide gifts for 60families with 122 children.
Altek Company – Sabrina BeckGeorgi Andrews & FamilyClaudette Baril Karen BeadleMarge BearyBob Berson & Barbara PutnamCharlotte Hungerford Hospital –
Suzanne FoxChurch of Christ, Goshen –
Janet HooperChurch of Christ Congregational
Youth Group, Norfolk –Reverend Erick Olsen
Church of Christ Congregational,Norfolk – Suzanne Hinman
Manny ClarkPatience DeaconMark DeCruccioHelen DonaherLouis DonneDymax Corporation – Aaron Mambrino Saun EllisNancy & Mark FamigliettiFirst Congregational Church,
Canton Center – Sarah Legeyt
First Congregational Church,Washington – MariLyn Roze
Fuel Cell Energy – Mary StempienPat GarahanChelsea GrzbyDoreen HamptonHarwinton Women’s Club –
Sally JohnsonPaul HoltmanCarol IannuzziDebra Sue KlingermanWendy KwalwasserLitchfield High School – Tammy Knox Eileen LitwinBeth McCabeJacqueline MillerColleen MotuzickMaureen MurphyNew Preston Congregational Church –
Clarinda DeitzNorthwestern CT Community
College – Sharon GuskyBarbara & Ralph PaternostroJoe PlourdeCaitlyn Reynolds
Lynn & Bill RichmondTuri RostadSecond Congregational Church Youth
Group, Winsted – Pastor Dan CoteMarlene & Chris SmithNancy SmithSt. Anthony’s Church, Litchfield –
Catherine Oneglia St. Bridget Church, Sharon –
Diane Coe, Mel Harmon,Marjorie Morris & Louise Riley
St. Paul’s Parish, Bantam – Jean GrelaThomaston High School – Carol Wright
Cara & Mark TorsonTrinity Episcopal Church, Torrington –
Faye TwayNorthwest YMCA, Torrington –
Elena TwomblyNancy WadhamsWashington Montessori School –
Diana SavoryWinchester Center Congregational
Church – Holly Martin
Wreath Sellers & HelpersA heartfelt thanks to our many wreath friends who sold, counted,carried, delivered and bought 1,445 wreaths. We raised more than$18,500 to support our client services!
“I love volunteering at Susan B. Anthony Project and I think my kids might love it even more. I love watching them work to help others.”— Georgi Andrews, wreath volunteer
Juliet andNiko Legassawith toys theydonated forour Adopt aFamilyprogram.
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HonoringCommunitySupporters atCandlelight VigilOctober was Domestic ViolenceAwareness Month. Each year, SBAPcelebrates survivors of domestic violenceand honors community members whocollaborate and support our work at ourannual candlelight vigil.
2014 Honorees: (pictured above)
Katie Gregory, physical education teacher at Torrington High School
Dr. Mary Ann Buchanan, sixth grade administrator at Torrington Middle School
Carol Wright, teacher and coordinator of the Thomaston High School Interact Club
Anabell Ramos-Merced, psychiatric social worker at Charlotte Hungerford Hospital
Patti Harris, early childhood teacher at East School, Torrington
Laurie Rudek, Director of the Torrington Preschool Center (not pictured)
Debra Sue Klingerman, SBAP volunteerwreath seller, at October’s CandlelightVigil for Domestic Violence.
Bruce Weinstein Mark Scarbrough
Janice Nimura Leslie Morgan Steiner
Todd Johnson,Moderator
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CASH DONATIONSFor client assistance
PERSONAL HYGIENEShampoo & conditionerRazors & shaving creamTampons & padsDeodorantToothpaste & toothbrushesSoaps & lotionsDiapers – all sizes & diapercream
Tissues & Q-tipsBaby shampooShower caddies
OVER THE COUNTERMEDICINES
Tylenol / AdvilBaby / Children’s TylenolCold medicineTumsAllergy MedicinesThermometers
NEW BED & BATHTwin, full & crib sheetsPillowsBath towels & wash clothsDish towels & pot holders
SHELTER SUPPLIESBathroom & kitchen cleanersHE (Energy Efficient) Laundrydetergent – unscented
Dryer sheets – unscentedBleachFabric softener – unscentedZiploc bags, foil & plasticwrap
Toilet paper, paper towelsCoffee & coffee filtersCanned, boxed or dry fooditems
MISCELLANEOUSSchool suppliesFlashlights & batteries, allsizes
Craft supplies Sleeping bagsMovies – family DVDsWii Games – family orientatedPlaydoughDaily calendarsColored pencilsStickersNew toys
Wish ListFor questions about an item listed, please call Siobhain at
860-489-3798 or visit www.sbaproject.org
OUR CLIENTS’ MOST PRESSING NEEDS: GIFT CARDS
Stop & Shop, Price Rite • Gas CardsMcDonald’s, Burger King • Target, Wal-Mart & Kmart
MasterCard or Visa • Movies or Haircuts
Thank you to Diana Rudzinski and all the staff and patrons at theBurlington (CT) Public Library for the enormous collection of wishlist items that you brought in for our clients!
Exposed by Krystal Stutsman
She’s not too sure as what she should say to someone that knows justa little too much.
She’s feeling quite exposed and she’s not allowed to do such.
All her life excuses had to be made and her heart was broken.
Horrific things were done to her while not one word was spoken.
She learned to heal from the inside out, so nobody would see herwounds.
Falling short in the valley when she was aiming for the moon.
The dreams were only there because they were allowed to be.
She would wake up every morning telling herself that she was goingto be a better me.
All around her everyone knew her better than she knew herself.
She was being displayed like a little doll on everybody’s favorite shelf.
Just one more case someone had to push through.
The question was always, “If they are ok, why aren’t you?”
She always had the answers and the solutions to push her throughthe fire.
Not feeling like she could ever be herself she just created the greatestliar.
One would ask if time had healed the things that she couldn’t.
She just looked away knowing that she shouldn’t.
The truth mustn’t be told no matter how she feels.
Living in her fantasy world is far greater than facing what has beenso real.
A smile she has placed on a life-sized puppet child
To create an illusion for a body that has been so defiled.
Holding onto the tiniest bit of hope she knew she had to let go.
Something’s got to give. This has to be so.
Letting go so that a change can take place.
It’s time to give in so a heartache can be replaced.
Not realizing how much she was hurting until one let it be known.
Always going back to the pain she now knows that it is the futurethat needs to be shown.
There is nothing left in the past no matter how hard she tries to see.
She stops just for this moment and tells herself, “Now is the time tocreate a better me.”
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Give Local 2015 is coming this May! Give Local Greater Waterbury & Litchfield Hills is being offered by the ConnecticutCommunity Foundation. We will be joining community foundations across the country in a24-hour nationwide online giving challenge called Give Local America.
Every dollar raised for SBAP during the 24-hour campaign will be amplified bymatching funds and prizes secured by Connecticut Community Foundation. Please visit ourwebsite at www.sbaproject.org for more details.
The purple purse had the honor ofvisiting with the former ExecutiveDirector of The Center for SexualAssault Crisis Counseling and
Education in Stamford and a truechampion for victims. Connecticut’s
First Lady, Cathy Malloy!
Our Holiday Party at Fairview Farms wasbeautifully decorated, from table settings toholiday trees. Our littlest ones were positivethey were dining in style, just like Anna and Elsain “Frozen”, complete with lots of fancy forks,spoons & plates and a napkin on your lap!
Thank you to East Main Street McDonald’s for another successful “Toys for Torrington” HolidayFundraiser! From left to right: SBAP Director of Development Gina Devaux, McDonalds Owner JimMcGarry, SBAP Executive Director Barbara Spiegel and McDonalds Store Manager Joann Cilfone.
Barbara Spiegel, SBAP Executive Director, will be retiring in June, 2015“It’s been an honor to lead Susan B. Anthony Project for the lasttwo decades. I’m proud of how we’ve grown and the qualityservices we provide to victims of domestic and sexual abuse. It’sbecause of our professional and passionate staff that we’ve beenso successful in meeting our clients’ needs. Our Board ofDirectors, Advisory Council, and contributors have beenincredible in supporting our work every day that I’ve beenhere. I have high expectations for all that Susan B. AnthonyProject will accomplish in the next twenty years and beyond.”
SBAP Executive Director, Barbara Spiegel
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Susan B. Anthony Project179 Water Street, Torrington, CT 06790Office: 860-489-3798www.sbaproject .org
Serving the towns of: Barkhamsted, Canaan, Colebrook, Cornwall, Goshen,Hartland, Harwinton, Kent, Litchfield, Morris, New Hartford, Norfolk, NorthCanaan, Salisbury, Sharon, Thomaston, Torrington, Warren, Washington, Winsted.
Free and confidential services for survivorsof domestic violence and sexual assaultinclude:• Counseling for adults and children• Support Groups.• Medical and Court AdvocacyFor more information, please call (860) 489-3798.
24-Hour Crisis Line: 860-482-7133Statewide Toll Free Hotlines:Domestic Violence: 1-888-744-2900Sexual Assault: 1-888-999-5545En Espanol: 1-888-568-8332
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SEXUAL ASSAULT AWARENESS MONTH VIGIL Join us in support of victims of sexual violence on Thursday, April 23rd, 6:30 p.m. in the Arts & Science Building at the Northwestern CT Community College campus in Winsted.
CLOTHESLINE PROJECTA compilation of t-shirts designed by survivors will be on display at our office and online at www.sbaproject.org. They can also be viewed at UCONN Library throughout the month of April.
FACES OF SURVIVAL A photo exhibition of survivors of sexual violence who have chosen to “break the silence” andtell the story of their journey as a survivor. The exhibition is on display at the vigil on April 23rdat Northwestern CT Community College.
WHERE DO YOU STAND?The Where Do You Stand? campaign positively portraysyoung men as vital allies and invites all men to consider theirown stance on preventing sexism and sexual assault.Sign our pledge online at www.sbaproject.org.
To find out more about Sexual Assault Awareness Month, the Where Do You Stand? Campaign or other outreach activities, contact SBAP’s community educators or go to www.sbaproject.org
Time to Get Involved! April is Sexual Awareness Month
PHOTOS BY JILL DAVENPORT