Hello everyone, Im writing to you cause I dont know how to mend my broken hearth, and my minset, and my whole inner peace. To get to the point, I was in a relationship that was about a jear and a half long. It was all so magical, no fights between us, like all the same things, and everything was perfect. This was the first woman whom I litteraly gave all of me and she did the same to me. It was the happiest time of my life, and Ive lived trough lots of beautifull things. She told me we would be together forever and I believed her and made my peace with it.Then, I had to move away ana we were managing the long distance relationship, but then one day, she said she cant be with someone anymore who she knows she has but then again doesnt have (to be next to her, kiss her, hugh her, ect.) We havent seen each other in a while and she said she still loves me and that Im the best thing that happened to her but then againg that this isnt going to work out anymore. It really broke me into 1000000 tiny peaces and to be honest, I was suicidal.I loved her so much and I think deep down I still do. We dont speak to each other anymore and I dont know anything about her life anymore. 2 months have passed till the break up and I still feel so empyt. Im in this town all alone, my friends and family are in a different town, have nobody to turn to and dont know what to do.