Even now I cant grasp nothing or never.Theyre unholdable, unglobable, no map to nothing.Never? Never ever again to see you?An error, I aver. Youre never nothing,because nothings not a thing.I know death is absolute, forever,the guillotineguttingnever to which we never say goodbye.But even as I think forever it goes everand ever and ever. Ever after.Im a thing that keeps on thinking. So I never see youis not a thing or think my mouth can ever. Aver:Youre not nothing. But neither are you something.Will I ever really get never?Youre gone. Nothing, neverever.