musings of a faceless man

8/14/2019 Musings of a Faceless Man

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D}`aunr` Dollokt jnd`kt`6 Auu}nmpunok* Kok,Doll`}dnaj* Ko E`}nraunr`t



Whau nt uhnt N t`` m`bo}` l`?

Uhnt eodpl`ku* nt ok` lak't auu`lsu au tolùhnkg -k`w-* nk uh`joot`tu t`kt` ob uh` wo}e* wnuh a b}n`kej~ koe uo hntnktsn}aunokt ajokg uh` wa~+ Uh` pke`}j~nkg uh`l` dopje m`qpajnbnè at -Entdo}ena-* mpu N eopmu uhau dja}nbn`t ak~uhnkg

bo} ak~ok`+

Whau ~op thopje ikow nt uhau N haek'u }àjj~ sjakkè ak~ obuhnt+ N tua}uè opu fptu njjptu}aunkg uh` Mjadi N}ok S}ntok*uhnt eodpl`ku't bauh`} s}of`du* nk a wa~* ake tol`wh`}` ajokguh` wa~ N hae a dhakg` ob hà}u* ake tpee`kj~ N `keè ps wnuha t`}n`t ob l~ owk w}nunkgt ake njjptu}aunokt* ok akaelnuuèj~ tnlnja} uh`l`+

To wnuhopu bp}uh`} aeo6 u`k lnkpu`t ob ~op} jnb` uhau ~op wnjjk`r`} gù madi&+

&Wa}knkg6 @xd`ttnr` doktplsunok la~ dapt` tndik`tt+



@ K F O ^



H`~* ine+

W`jdol` uo S}ntok+

ôp uhnki ~op fptu woi` ps h`}` ok` ea~* }nghu? Uhnki agank+Nu wat ~op} whoj` jnb` uhau m}opghu ~op uo uhnt+ Badu nt* ~opw`}` mo}k uo m` h`}`+ Go ahàe* jooi a}opke+ N„jj m` h`}` wh`k

~op gù madi+

Jooit tlajj`} uhak nu nt* eok„u nu? Tolùnl`t* nu eo`tk„u `r`kb``j ajj uhau mae+ Mpu tunjj• ôp jooi uh}opgh uhot` ma}t* ake~op t`` ajj uhau ~op„}` lnttnkg+ Hos`t+ E}àlt+ Whau dopje,har`,m``k+ H`}`* spu ~op} sajlt ps uo uh` Mjadi N}ok* g}am uh`ma}t* jù l` thow ~op tolùhnkg+

B``j uhau? Uhau„t ajj uh` mooit ~op„r` }àe+ Ake uhau `kun}`wajj or`} uh`}` nt ~op} aeoj`td`kd`+ Jooi ps6 Nu„t ~op} DEdojj`dunok+ Uh` bjoo} ~op woi` ps ok? ôp} sa}`kut+ Jni` N

tane* ~op w`}` mo}k uo m` h`}`+ Nu„t ~op} jnb`* nu„t uh` dojeu}as ob ~op} owk `xntu`kd`+ ôp sankuè ~op}t`jb nkuo ado}k`}+

To* kow ~op„}` woke`}nkg wh~ ~op b``j u}assè h`}`* nk ~op}owk jnb`+ Wh~ kow* wh~ uoea~* dak ~op t`` uh` ma}t ob a MjadiN}ok S}ntok uhau ~op lae` bo} ~op}t`jb? M`dapt` ~op tuossè}àdunkg* ake uooi a dopsj` ob tu`st bo}wa}e+ ôp uhopghu ~opdopje eo whau ~op wakuè* ~op u}nè uo m` t`jb }`jnaku* akemakg+ ôp tladiè ~op} hàe aganktu uh` wajj+

Whau„t uhau? ^àh+ Uhau„t wh`k uh` djaptu}oshomna tùt nk+Wh`k ~op enek„u ikow ~op w`}` u}assè* `r`}~uhnkg wat bnk`+Mpu kow uhau ~op ikow* ~op dak t`` ~op} `kun}`* un}è*lokouokopt jnb` tu}ùdh opu m`bo}` ~op* u}assè nk uh`t` 5wajjt* uh`t` 2 tne`t+ M}àuh`* ine+ Nu„t fptu amf`du saknduhau ~op„}` b``jnkg }nghu kow+ Tol` `r`k ta~ uhau uhnt nt whaueàuh b``jt jni`6 Ak pkdhakgnkg jnb`* nllpk` ake pkb``jnkg uowhau ~op }àjj~ waku+

Jooi a}opke ~op+ Jooi au uh`t` doje* mjadi ma}t+ Uh` dojo}j`ttd`njnkg+ Uh` ha}e g}opke+ Uhau„t ~op} pknr`}t`+ Uhau„t uh`wo}je ~op„}` gonkg uo m` jnrnkg nk bo} uh` }`tu ob ~op} jnb`h`}` nk S}ntok+ ôp„}` gonkg uo jnr` opu ~op} jnb` nk qpnùe`ts`}aunok+ O}* kou to qpnù nb ~op e`dne` uo uai` uh`}nb`/m`jj uow`} }opu`+ @nuh`} wa~* jokg o} tho}u* nu„jj b``juh` tal`+ Eàe* pkdhakgnkg+

To* nb ~op„}` nku`}`tuè* N„e jni` uo nkrnu` ~op uo afanjm}ài+++

Fptu up}k a}opke+



w}nuu`k nk uh` tsn}nu m~ Uh` Gooe ]`r`}`ke ]og`}+

WHAU UH@ H@JJ EO ÔP U

HNKI ÔP']@ EONKG?

Lotu jnlnuaunokt

a}` bajt`+

]àj jnlnuaunokt

a}` lajjàmj`+



Uhnt ntk'u uh` jau`tu }àjnu~ u``r`` thow! Uhnt ntk'u uh`dooj`tu k`w `j`du}oknd u}nkiù! Nu ntk'u a }nkguok`! To wh~

uh` h`jj a}` ~op l`ttnkg wnuh nu? ôp'e mùu`} spu uhnt eowk*m`bo}` tolòk` t``t ~op+++~op lnghu gù nk u}opmj`* o} wo}t`!ôp lnghu `r`k jooi tupsne ake pkdooj!

Jntu`k* g`knpt+++uh` sow`}t uhau m` wo}i r`}~ ha}e uo nktp}ùhau ~op har` ajj uh` nkbo}launok ake `ku`}uankl`ku uhau uh`~uhnki ~op k`è+ Ake UHNT nt how ~op uhaki uh`l? M~ }àenkgtol` tpmr`}tnr` bj~`} uhau wat s}omamj~ j`bu h`}` m~ tolÀl`}nda,haunkg b}ài? Hph? W`jj* uhau't g}aunupe` bo} ~op+

Thopjek'u ~op fptu spu uhnt eowk* ake go up}k ok uhù`j`rntnok? ôp'}` s}omamj~ lnttnkg tolùhnkg uhau ~op fptudak'u jnr` wnuhopu+ Whau't gokka hass`k ep}nkg ~op} =3 lnkpu`jpkdh m}ài* wh`k `r`}~ok`'t uajinkg amopu Al`}ndak Neoj* ake~op lnttè nu? Whau uh`k? ôp'jj m` a sa}nah+ ôp} dowo}i`}twnjj japgh au ~op m`hnke ~op} madi* ake ~op'jj m` -obb uhùàl-+ Gooe jpdi wnuh uhau k`xu s}olounok* Mpmma!

To* jooi+++fptu spu uhnt eowk qpndi* m`bo}` ak~ok` kound`t ~op}àenkg nu* ake w`'jj s}ù`ke uhnt k`r`} hass`kè* oia~? Kow*gù madi uo wo}i* ake sa~ auu`kunok uo whau ~op a}` tpssotèuo m` sa~nkg auu`kunok uo!

O} injj l`+



Har`k'u ~op hae `kopgh ~ù? A}` ~op gùunkg tndi ob nuajj? ôp thopje m`+ Tndik`ttnt ~op} wa~ ob jnb`+ Uaiùhnt snjj* eo uhnt fom* mpuw` woku gnr` ~op `kopgh unlùo dooi* to àu uhnt s}`,

lae` làj+

H`~* nu la~ injj~op+++`r`kupajj~* mpuuhnki ob uh` soo} tua}rnkgdhnje}`k nk @uhnosna+Tp}`* ~op} asauh~ or`}

sojnundt h`jsè doku}nmpuùo uh` l`tt* mpu uhnki obuh`l! Da}` bo} uhnt* àuuhau* waudh uhnt* uai`~op} d}as* e}nki ~op} m``}ake tua~ tlnjnkg+ W` u`jj~op wh`}` uo go ake whauuo eo+

Un}è ob m`nkg mopghuake toje jni` dauuj`?A}` ~op th``s o} goau?Eo ~op waku uo m` jèm~ uh` kot` o} eo ~opwaku uo hàempuu uh`h`}e`}t* uh`k s`}hast

}pk aloi uh` bjodi bo}a whnj`* tda}nkg uh`m`f``vpt opu ob uh`l?

Uh`}`'t uoo lpdh ob `r`}~uhnkgkowaea~t* `r`}~uhnkg uhau nk a ts`dnajwa~ nt kouhnkg+ I``snkg ps wnuh uh`k`nghmo}t ake uh` bathnokt whnjù}~nkg uo i``s ps wnuh uh` mnjjt whnj`harnkg ~op} auu`kunok entu}aduè m~

radpopt uwnut ok uh` nenou mox+ Nue}ankt ~op uo uh` sonku uhau da}nkgm`dol`t uoo lpdh ob a hattj` ake uhè`s}`ttnr`t ob todnù~ m`dol` akauu}adunr` dhond` uo lai`+



Ake uhau„t `xaduj~ how W` waku nu! Un}è jnuuj`th``s i`su }pkknkg m~ uh` banuhbpj hopket ajj ea~jokg pkunj uh`~ a}` uoo un}è ake tpmlnu* uh`~m}ài+ Who a}` W`? Kowaea~t* s}adundajj~`r`}~ok`+++~op} mott* ~op} jàe`}t* uh` lèna auja}g`* uh` sòsj` }`tsoktnmj` bo} Al`}ndak Neoj/X,Baduo}/bnjj,nk,sonkuj`tt watu` ob lptnd }àjnu~,URs}og}al h`}`++++a hpg` bad`j`tt dokbè`}ad~doktuakuj~ u}~nkg uo twa~ ~op uhnt wa~ ake uhau*up}k ~op nkuo a bojjow`} ob ak~uhnkg+

Mpu ~op dak m` b}``+ ôp dak tngk ~op} r`}~owk E`dja}aunok ob Nke`s`ke`kd` uoea~* up}kuh` uamj`t ok uhnt ajjnakd` ob nenou jàe`}twho wopje uai` ~op bo} ajj ~op har`! How? M~ngko}nkg pt ake uainkg ~op} owk }oae+ ^`t*nu„t uhau tnlsj`+ Whau hat sa~nkg uh`lauu`kunok `r`} eok`* ouh`} uhak entu}adu akee`s}`tt ~op? Pkunj ~op eo uhau* ~op dakkouowk ~op}t`jb* e`tsnu` harnkg `r`}~ lau`}najk`è nk uh` wo}je bpjbnjjè+ ôp dak jnrùh` tab`* kplmnkg 'jnb`' ob a t`}raku o} ~opdak jnr` nu how nu wat làku uo m`6

` x d n u n k g* u ` } } n b ~ n k g*

B ] @ @+ a k e p j u n l a u ` j ~

H`}` `keùh uh` Mjadi N}ok S}ntok* uh` Ts}nkgmoa}e+Kow bo} uh` Enr`+



O}enka]~Nk uh` dnu~ uh`}` nt okj~ ok` doktuaku6 dokbnk`l`ku+ W` a}`dokbnkè m~ uh` wajjt a}opke pt* uh` dokd}ù` sauht uhau w` a}`tho`,ho}kè nkuo m~ tol` pkda}nkg hngh`} apuho}nu~+ @r`}~ osunoknt s}`,eù`}lnkè* m`~oke op} doku}oj+ @r`}~ neà nt s}`,lènuauè+



Mpu sòsj` tunjj waku uo m` b}``* sòsj` tunjj bnke wa~t uo tpmr`}uake }`,ass}os}nau` uh`n} `krn}okl`ku* qpnùj~ dhakgnkg nu nkuotolùhnkg uh`~ s}`b`}+ @r`}~ g`k`}aunok hat a wa~ ob }è`bnknkg uh`p}mak `krn}okl`ku* mpu pjunlau`j~* uh`~ a}` ajj jooinkg bo} uh` tal``xs`}n`kd`* uh` tal` or`}wh`jlnkg b``jnkg ob m`nkg -nk uh` lol`ku-+Ob bjownkg nk uh`n} `krn}okl`ku+ Ob m`nkg b}``+

Ob dop}t`* uhnt tuau` (epmmè -Bjow-. nt kou adupajj~ m`nkg b}``* nunt fptu b``jnkg b}``+ Uh`k agank* ajj w` }àjj~ eo nt b``j* ake}àdu* to -b``jnkg- b}`` ake -m`nkg- b}`` a}` ban} ass}oxnlaunokt obàdh ouh`}* nk tol` t`kt`+ Bjow nt obu`k bopke nk auhjùnd `keàrop}*ake nt a dokd`su }`b`}`kdè obu`k nk uh` `xu}`l` tso}ut wo}je+ H`}ùh` puu`} dokd`ku}aunok ok `r`}~ lptdpja} lor`l`ku* ake eèndaunok uook` goaj dak dapt` ok` uo `xs`}n`kd` uhnt sàd`bpj t`kt` ob bjow* o}b}`èol+ Wh~?

M`dapt` nk uhau lol`ku ~op a}` dolsjù`j~ ajok`+

Okj~ uh` lol`ku lauu`}è* bo} a b`w t`doket ~op dak }àdh a tuau` obbodpt wh`}` ajj ob uh` bajt` jnlnuaunokt sjadè ok pt m~ op}gor`}kl`ku ake op} s``}t l`ju awa~+ Bo} a lol`ku* uh` okj~ jnlnut a}ùh` jawt ob sh~tndt+ Nk uhau m}n`b unl`* ajj njjptnok `raso}au`*m`dapt` ~op eok'u da}` amopu uh`l ak~lo}`* ~op'}` `~`t a}`k'u e}awkawa~ m~ uh` tloi` ake ln}}o}t* m`dapt` ~op ko jokg`} da}` bo} tloiàke ln}}o}t+ Uh`}` nt okj~ ~op+ Ake wnuhnk ~op}t`jb ~op a}` b}``+

Sh~tndaj bodpt* how`r`}* nt kou uh` okj~ sauh+

N bopke uhnt takdupa}~ b}ol oss}`ttnok ok uh` }oob* wnuh uh` dojetjau` aganktu l~ madi* b`ù s}`ttè aganktu uh` ha}e tuok` gpuu`} akeuo`t dp}jè or`} uh` èg` uo tuos l` tjnssnkg+ N dak waudh uh` tpktùb}ol h`}`* nk a sàd`bpj sjad`* hngh amor`* okd` agank gjo}noptj~t`sa}auè b}ol o}enka}~ `xs`duaunokt ake ajj au okd` dokk`duè uo`r`}~ o}enka}~ jnb` uh`}` `r`} wat+ H`}` N dak mati nk uh``xu}aragakd`t ob uh` `r`}~ea~ `xs`}n`kd` uhau har` abb`duè lakinketnkd` nut mn}uh+ Mnjjnokt ob `~`t har` waudhè uh` tal` tpk tù* akemnjjnokt har` b`ju uh` m}``v` ad}ott uh`n} tink+ H`}` N bnke l~t`jb*dokk`duè uh}opgh uh` o}enka}~* at ak nktngknbndaku booukou` nk ak`r`} `xsakenkg hntuo}~+ N bopke nu dolbo}unkg uo uhnki uhau at aknkenrnepaj* m}n`bj~ `lakdnsauè b}ol dnrnjntaunok* at a b}`` s}nlajt`jb* N ene kou lauu`}+

Eowk nk uh` wo}je* at a tupe`ku* at a do,wo}i`}* at b}n`ke* nkwhau`r`} }oj` N dhot` a tnupaunok wat d}àuè nk whndh N wat mopke m~}`tsoktnmnjnu~ bo} l~ adunokt+

Mpu h`}` ok uh` }oobuos* N al a tojnua}~ kouhnkg+

Ake N al b}``+



Uh` Tupe`ku atiè uh` Wnt` Lak*

-How dak N m` B}``?-

Uo whndh uh` Wnt` Lak }`sjnè*

-Tnlsj~ }`dogknt`*uhau ~op} lnke nt ~op} owk*~op} wo}je nt ~op} owk*

ake ~op dak eo wnuh nu whau ~op wnth+-

To uh` Tupe`ku }pthè obb nkuo hnt wo}jeake s}od`èè uo eo awa~ wnuh ajj

h` b`ju uh}àu`kè m~+

H` uo}` uh` h`jsj`tt bjodit ob djopetb}ol uh` saudhwo}i ti~to h` dopje mati bo}`r`}

nk uh` gjo}nopt }a~t ob hake,t`wk tpkthnk`+

H` uh}`w ajj hnt u}opmj`t awa~*h` l`}dnj`ttj~ entsotè ob uh` uh` lo}aj gpneakd`

ob hnt s``}t*h` sojjpuè uh` }nr`}t ob aqpn}è ikowjèg` wnuh

sù}oj`pl*h` dadijè lakndajj~ at h` tù amjav`

ajj uhau hae okd` e`bnkè hnl+

H` hae bopke -b}`èol- m~ e`tu}o~nkg `r`}~uhnkguhau d}àuè hnl+

-To* whau a}` ~op kow?-* atiè uh` Wnt` Lak+

-N'l+++ ph+++ bko}e+-* }`sjnè uh` Tupe`ku*e}oojnkg+



B}``eol uh}opgh+++ E`tu}pdunok?



Lo}` Eantn`t* Hauu`}+

N uhopghu amopu g}ownkg ps (tolùhnkg N k`r`} nku`ke uo eo.*ake g}ownkg oje (tolùhnkg N eok'u har` a dhond` nk.+ Nwoke`}è whùh`} nu wat ajwa~t uh` dat` uhau at unl` go`t m~*~op ajwa~t gnr` lo}` ake lo}` ake gù j`tt ake j`tt madi+ Ngp`tt pkunj ~op en`* whndh nt s}omamj~ wh`k ~op gnr``r`}~uhnkg* ake gù kouhnkg madi+

La~m` nu't uhau todnù~ eo`t nut r`}~ m`tu uo lai` pt g}ow ps*la~m` uh` LadhnkÙL nt fptu àunkg awa~ au ajj op} dhnjenth`k`}g~ b}ol uh` lol`ku ob op} mn}uh+ -Uhot` kou mpt~ m`nkgmo}k a}` mpt~ e~nkg- abu`}ajj* mpu la~m` kou fptu nk moe~* nktsn}nu uoo+

Kow* N eok'u ikow amopu ~op* mpu uhau fptu eok'u t``l ban} uol`* ake N ikow jnb` ntk'u ban}* mpu nu dopje tp}` at h`jj m`ban}`}+

To N gp`tt N'jj lai` a sadu* o} ak Oje ^à}'t }`tojpunok* uolai` jnb` a jnuuj` ban}`}* to uhau wh`k uh` unl` dol`t bo} lùo gnr` l~ jatu* N'jj uai` tolùhnkg madi uoo+

Wnuh bo}d`* nb k`d`tta}~+



Nu't a bpkk~ uhnkg* g}arnu~+

Nu't kou tolùhnkg uhau N ko}lajj~ uhnki amopu* mpu nutajwa~t e}aggnkg ~op eowk* topket omrnopt }nghu? ôp ikow ~op

gù tho}u`} or`} uh` dop}t` ob ea~? Uhau g}arnu~ dols}`tt`t~op} tsnk` wnuhopu ~op `r`k koundnkg+ Dak ~op nlagnk` whauwopje hass`k nb ~op w`}` uo tuake ps bo} ak~ t`}nopt j`kguhob unl`? Nu wopje s}omamj~ d}pth ~op* ake ~op wopjek'u `r`kkound`* pkunj ~op'r` gou g}ar`j nk ~op} u`ùh uhau nt+

G}arnu~'t a dj`r`} gnu ~op t``* nut qpnù* ~op uhnki nut fptui``snkg nut`jb uo nut`jb* mpu `r`}~unl` ~op tuake ps*`r`}~unl` ~op rn` bo} a jnuuj` lo}` b}`èol nu tua}ut wà}nkg~op eowk* nu wakut ~op bo} nut`jb ~op t``* nu wakut uo w}as

nut tobu u`kuadj`t a}opke ~op} tipjj ake m}nkg ~op d}athnkgnkuo uh` boje+ Nu wakut ~op} topj+ Nu wakut uo ta~ uhau ~opm`jokg uo g}arnu~+ Uhau ~op a}` nut tjar`+

To whau a}` ~op gokka eo? ôp fptu gokka tuake uh`}` akewanu pkunj ~op l`ju nkuo uh` g}opke? La~m` u}~ ake m` jni` amn}e* bj~ awa~ ake s}ù`ke uo m` b}``+ Uh` mn}et a}`k'u b}``~op t``* `r`kupajj~ uh`~ jake* `r`kupajj~ g}arnu~ wà}t uh`leowk* ake u}ast uh`l* a e}agt uh`l nkuo uh` g}opke+

La~m` fptu lai` ~op}t`jb a u``kag` djndh`* uh}ow ~op}t`jb obbtolùhnkg hngh ake t`` nb ~op dak au jàtu lai` a e`ku nk uh`d}ptu* pkjni`j~* mpu ~op k`r`} ikow* ~op dopje ajwa~t m}nkgtol` b}n`ket* uh`k ~op gou a mùu`} dhakd` }nghu? O} aujàtu nut lo}` hattj` uo djàk ps+

how amopu a tjnkgthou? Gù ~op}t`jb tol` s}ospjtnok* twnkga}opke uhnt }odi ake bn}` ~op}t`jb nkuo opuua tsad`* opuuaunl` nb ~op gù jpdi~+ Whau`r`} hass`kt* fptu }`l`lm`} uotlnj` ake u`jj `r`}~ok` ~op} harnkg a g}àu unl` uh}opghuhot` g}nuuè u`ùh+ Eok'u jù ak~ok` bo}gù ~op'}` tunjj

eù`}lnkè+

Mpu nut a bpkk~ uhnkg* g}arnu~* nk uh` `ke* nu ajwa~t wnkt+



Gokka Waji ok Wau`}+

Jooi how tunjj nu nt+ Nu't jni` gjatt* o} a eàe mam~+ôp'jj t``* N'jj fptu tu`s opu+

N'l gokka waji ok wau`}++ Uhnt L`ttnah thnu nt or`}}auè hok`~*N làk* tp}` uh`~'jj bo}gnr` ~op} tnkt* mpu whaut uh` sonku nk as`}b`du topj ak~wa~? Fptu to ~op gù a gpa}aku`è tsou ok uh`Sà}j~ Gau`t gp`tujntu? Uhau eok'u dopku bo} thnu+ Uhau't kouwhau jnb` nt amopu+ Jnb` nt amopu wajinkg ok wau`}+ Nu't amopu`lm}adnkg `r`}~ màpunbpjj~ nls`}b`du lol`ku uhau op} bj`ùnkg`xntu`kd` hat uo obb`}* uh`}`'t ko tpdh uhnkg at ak o}enka}~

lol`ku ~op t``* ake eok'u ~op bo}gù nu+ Nu't k`r`} ~op} unlùo en`+ Wh~ eo ~op `r`k da}`? ôp watuè jnb` wh~ wopjek'u ~opwatu` eàuh? Uh`}` a}` sj`ku~ ob tarnop}t gonkg }opke ak~wa~*sndi ~op} barop}nu`+

H`~ Jpd~* a}` ~op uh`}` hok`~? N k`è a hake* N'l gokka waji okwau`}* ~`h N ik`w ~op'e ta~ N'l d}av~* eok'u wo}}~* ~op dakhar` l~ hà}u ake topj* N'jj ajwa~t dol` madi uo ~op mpu ~opgouua h`js l` opu mam~* N'l u}~nkg uo s}or` a sonku h`}`+ N'lgokka waji ok wau`}* }`l`lm`}?

H`jj* ak~ mà}e~ bpdi`} dak spjj uhau oje u}ndi hph? How amopuw` lai` uhnkgt nku`}`tunkg* fptu uo thow how àt~ uhnt L`ttnahthnu }àjj~ nt ~`h? Jù't lai` nu a dhajj`kg`+ N'jj fptu unùh`t` w`nghut }opke l~ wantu* kow ank'u uhau a jnuuj` mnu obuokgp` uwntu`}? U}~ ta~nkg nu batu abu`} hajb a jnu}` ob roeiahok`~* ~op fptu u}~ nu* N'jj unghu`k uh` ikou+ Ene ~op} bpdink'L`ttnah `r`} spjj uhnt thnu ok ~op? Mù h` enek'u* uh` bpdink'sakt~+

D'lok Jpd~ N k`è uhnt+++

N'l gokka waji nk wau`} mam~* ~op'jj t``+ N'jj fptu tu`s or`}èg`+ N'jj tunjj m` tlnjnkg au uh` mouuol+



La~m` ajj uhnt ntk'u }àjj~ wo}uh nu+Uhnt Uhnkinkg bo} ôp}t`jb mptnk`tt+

Tolùnl`t N uhnki nut fptu uoo lpdh`bbo}u+ Uhau }àjj~ w` thopje fptu jnèowk ake gnr` nk* w` thopje tuos mnunkguh` hake uhau b`èt+

Wh`}` eo`t nu gù pt? nk uh` `ke?

N ikow whau ~op'jj ta~+ Uhau jnb` ntlàknkgj`tt* mpu w` dak gnr` op}t`jr`tlàknkg* ake uh`}` lnghu m` tol` wo}uhnk uhau+ Ntk'u uh`}` wo}uh nk tolòk``jt` gnrnkg ~op} jnb` làknkg? La~m`nut mùu`} uo fptu }ojj wnuh uh` spkdh`t+

Gnr` ps+ Jn` Eowk+ ôp a}` aentnjjptnokè lopt`* tunjj s}ù`kenkg uom` a lak+ Jn` Eowk ake Tpbb`} jni` uh`}`tu ob hplaknu~+ W` a}` kou ts`dnaj+W` a}` kou amor` uh` }`tu+ Tnkd` wh`keo w` e`t`}r` uh` s}nrnjag`* ob uhnkinkgbo} op}t`jr`t* tdhlpdi?

Gnr` Ps+

Sòsj` dak gù ptè uo ak~uhnkg+ L

a ~ m ` N ' l

E o n k g n u

W } o k g +

UHAU EO@TK'UL@AK UH@^ THOPJE+



Uh`}`'t

Tol`UhnkgDhatnkg

L`+++



Nu't uh` Tu}akg`tu Màtu+ Nu jooit jni` a lak* ake h`'tajwa~t tlnjnkg* mpu hnt bad` nt lae` ob dogt ake gà}t* akehnt hà}u nt djodiwo}i* ake h` undit awa~ au uh` madi ob ~op}

lnke* dopkunkg eowk uh` t`doket unjj hnt g}nk gùt wne`}* akeuh` undi,uodi ob hnt moe~djodi ts`èt ps+ Ake h` d}pth`t ~oppke`}boou+

H`'t uh` ok` uhau lai`t ~op }pth uo wo}i* h` doku}ojt uh`dogt unè uo ~op} w}ntu* ake h` doku}ojt uh` dogt unè uo~op} hopt`+ H` `r`k doku}ojt uh` uh` `j`du}nd dogt nk ~op}aja}l djodi+ Ake h` lai`t ajj uhot` bpkk~ kplm`}t ake thas`tlàk tolùhnkg+ H` e}àlt uhau uhot` kplm`}t a}` nlso}uaku*m`dapt` h` doku}ojt uh` kplm`}t* ake w` a}` ajj u}assè nkhnt e}àl* to w` har` uo m`jn`r` uhau uh`~ a}` nlso}uaku uoo+

Ouh`}wnt` w` gù dh`wè ps m~ uhau nkb`}kaj ladhnk`* tsau opuake bo}gouu`k+

Uhau djodiwo}i lak hat a hà}u ob goje* ake kou nk uh`lùasho}ndaj t`kt`+ H` k`èt lok`~ jni` w` k`è ox~g`k* akeh`'jj uai` ~op} lok`~* ake h` wnjj owk ~op+ ôp wnjj okj~`r`} hà} uh` undi,uodi* ~op lnghu `r`k s}ù`ke uhau nutlptnd+ Wh`k h` owk`t ~op ajj ~op wnjj b``j nt uh` tuàe~wh``v` ob hnt ladhnk`}~* ake uh` uanku ob hnt tuaj` lùajjndm}àuh+

ôp'jj ikow* at ~op tua}u uo dhoi`*nut kou uh` sòsj` o} uh` sjad`t*

Nu't uh` b}`th an} ~op'jj lntt uh` lotu+



Mpu uhnt nt ajj bo}`wo}e }àjj~* op} omt`}raunok ntbp}uh`} ti`wè m~ op} owk s`}tokajnu~* op}`xs`}n`kd`t ake m`jn`bt+ @r`} m``k hol` ake b`ju adolbo}unkg wa}luh `r`k ok a doje ea~? N'e mù uhaudolbo}unkg wa}l* bpvv~ b``jnkg s}omamj~ ntk'udokuankè wnuhnk uh` m}ndit o} uh` lo}ua}+

To whau eo w` t``* whau eo w` s`}dn`r`* nb kou uhù`}}nuo}~ nut`jb? W`jj* N gp`tt w` ajj ikow wh`}ùhnt nt gonkg6

Uh` Las+



Nk uhnt sa}undpja} nu`}aunok ob uhntun}è oje lùasho} N al ptnkg uh` lasuo }`b`} uo op} s`}d`sunok ob }àjnu~whndh nt nkdolsjù`* ake tu~jntè epùo mnojogndaj jnlnuaunokt* ake bp}uh`}ti`wè m~ op} s`}tokaj opujooi+

Whau nt uh` sp}sot` ob uh` las uh`k? W`jj* tnlsj~ spu* uh` las ajjowt ptuo bpkdunok+ Nb w` u}pj~ s`}dn`rè `r`}~ eùanj ob }àjnu~ tnlpjuakòptj~w` wopje m` or`}wh`jlè m~ nut dhaound dolsj`xnu~+

Tol`wh`}` ajokg uh` jnk`* hplakt tua}uè uo sja~ }opke wnuh uh` las* w`tua}uè }àss}os}naunkg+ W` uooi op} tnlsj` jnuuj` last uhau okd` psok aunl` fptu h`jsè pt bpkdunok ake tua~ ajnr`* ake w` tua}uè uo `lm`jjnthuh`l+

UUhhnntt nntt uuhh`̀ kkaauupp}}`̀ oobb mm`̀jjnn`̀bb++



A m`jn`b* o} tpmf`dunr` rn`wsonku* nt a wa~ ob aju`}nkg ~op}s`}tokaj las* uo (hos`bpjj~.tolùhnkg lo}` h`jsbpj o} lo}àssàjnkg+ Ob dop}t` uh`}` a}`tol` m`jn`bt uhau tnlsj~ eo kouwo}i* wh~? M`dapt` ajj m`jn`bta}` mpnju ok uh` las* to nb uh`~aju`} uh` las to lpdh nu kojokg`} }`bj`dut a tu~jntè

r`}tnok ob }àjnu~ w` m`gnk uohar` u}opmj` bpkdunoknkg+



WWaannuu++++++ KKookk`̀ oobb uuhhnntt nntt }}`̀aajj??

TToo wwhhaauu llaaii`̀tt aa ttppdddd`̀ttttbbppjj mm`̀jjnn`̀bb??



Uh` Lak ake uh`

Ladhnk`+

Nk l~ hàe uh`}` nt a lak* ake a ladhnk`+

A jnuuj` lak uajinkg uo a gnaku ladhnk`* agnaku ladhnk` ajj `kdatè nk tu``j+ Whoikowt whau't gonkg ok nktne` uh` ladhnk`*Who ikowt whau nu i``st nk uh`}`* who ikowthowt nu wo}it? Ajj N ikow nt whau nu lai`t+

Uh` jnuuj` lak uajit a jou* mpu h` uajit nktu}anghu jnk`t* bojjowt uhopghut a}opke jnià dhnje bojjownkg a sas`} u}anj+ H` s}ù`ket

uo har` ajj uh` aktw`}t* jokg m`bo}` h`'t gouuo uh` `ke+

H` uajit ajj uh` unl` uhau h`'t tà}dhnkg*ake uh` ladhnk` jntu`kt* tnj`kuj~* tolùnl`tnu whn}}t* uh`k nu go`t madi uo tj``s+Tolùnl`t uh` lak lplmj`t* ake uh` ladhnk`tsa}it nkuo jni`* uh`}` a}` d}ath`t ake makgtb}ol wnuhnk* uh`}` nt uh` g}nkenkg ob lùajok lùaj+ A dokr`~o} m`ju m}nkgt oputolùhnkg k`w bo} uh` lak uo doktne`}+



SSjjaakkuu ~~oopp}} ee}}`̀aalltt++

Uh`~ e}àlè l~ e}àl nkuo }àj+

Nu ajj tua}uè m`bo}` N wat eàe uhopgh+ Okd` psok a unl`* Njooiè nktne` l~ hàe+ Nu wat m}nghu nk uh`}`* ake uh`}` wat`k`}g~* ake hàu+ Mpu uh` wo}je wat a ma}}`k watu`jake+ Ajjuh` mpnjenkgt* d}plmjè+ Ajj uh` jnb` lpuauè+ Ajj uh`}oaet w`ku uo uh` w}okg sjad`t* o} uh`~ w`ku kowh`}` au ajj+

La~m` uhnt nt wh~ l~ Uhnkit a}` Tu}akgè+

Uh`}` wat màpu~ nk uhnt e`tu}pdunok+ Nk uh` ti~* l~ e}àlttwal jni` màpunbpj bnth* lae` ob e`jndau` tu}aket ob tnjr`}jnghu+ ôp dak u`jj uhau e}àlt a}` hass~* wh`k ~op t`` uh`l

nk uh`n} kaup}aj tuau`+

N uhopghu uh` wo}je k`èè lo}` e}àlt+ N ik`w uh` wo}jek`èè lo}` e}àlt+ To N sjpdiè uhot` m`nkgt ob jnghu* b}oluhau e`tojau` jake ake N w}assè uh`l ps* ajj uogùh`}+ Ajnuuj` sa}d`j ob bakuat~+ A t`è ob hos`+

N sjakuè l~ e}àlt* e``s nk uh` hà}u ob uhnt doje* ea}i

à}uh+ Uh`}` uh`~ ja~* a e`jndau` tnjr`} tso}` nk uh` ea}ià}uh+ Uh`}` l~ e}àlt tua~è* bo} a jokg unl`+ N e}àlèk`w e}àlt* mpu N i`su uh`l wnuh l`+ Jnb` w`ku ok+ Uh`k Nenè* at w` ajj eo tolùnl`t+

Unl` sattè* uh` wo}je i`su ok tsnkknkg* uh`}` wat dokqp`tuake e`bàu* uh`}` wat wa}+ Uh`}` w`}` molmt e}ossè+

Uh` wo}je wat a ma}}`k watu`jake+

Mpu sòsj` tunjj e}àlè+ Uh` e}àlè l~ e}àl ake l~ e}àltun}}è* nk uh` ea}i e`suht* l~ e}àl uooi }oou+ L~ e}àlg}`w nkuo a gnaku tnjr`} u}``* uhau }àdhè to g}ad`bpjj~hngh amor` uh` }ouunkg tuplst ob }pnkè mpnjenkgt+

Uh` u}`` mo}` b}pnu* uhau g}`w ja}g` ake bnjjè uh` ti~ wnuhgottal`} djopet* uhau twal da}`b}`` uh}opgh uh` an}+ Uh`

wo}je wat bnjjè wnuh jnghu+

Uh`~ e}àlè l~ e}àl nkuo }àj+



Uh`}` nt tolùhnkg uo m` tane bo}jnghunkg a bpt`

Tolùnl`t nt uai`t a lol`ku ob laek`tt uom}nkg a sjak uo b}pnunok

Tolùnl`t ~op eok'u `r`k }àjnt` ~op'}`sa}u ob uh` s}od`tt



Tolùnl`t ~op a}` ajj uoo awa}` ob whau ntgonkg uo hass`k

Wh`k Eàuh tlnj`t au ~op

wnuh a molm nk ok` hake

Ajj ~op dak eo ntjnghu uh` bpt` ake

Gù }àe~ bo} dhakg`



Dhakg` nt whau e`bnk`t pt* whùh`} nu m`g}aepaj o} dauatu}oshnd

A hplak e`r`jost

A makg nt k`d`tta}~la~m` ~op gù ~op} bad` mp}kè obb



~op sn`d` nu madi uog`uh`}at m`tu ~op dak

Hos` ~op dak tunjj m`who ~op pt`e uo m`

uh` ha}e wa~

uh` hplak wa~



Nk whndh uh` tpmf`du kound`t uh` s}ntok

bo} uh` bn}tu unl`+ T~lsuolt nkdjpe`

sakndinkg* m}àuhj`ttk`tt* b``jnkgt ob

h`jsj`ttk`tt ake sottnmj~ t`r`}` sa}akona+

Uh`t` t~lsuolt dak obu`k m` ajj`rnauè

uh}opgh g`kuj` pt` ob hplop}+

Tpmf`dut a}` obu`k

s}ok` uo bnghunkgtuag` 1* uh`}` har`

m``k lak~ }`so}ut ob

td`sundntl bojjownkg

]àjntaunok*

oddatnokajj~ daptnkg

}`jast` nkuo uh`n}

s}`rnopt pkbpjbnjjè

ake s}adundajj~

dolauot` tuau`+

Nu assà}t uhau whau`r`} dokenunoknkg uh`

tpmf`dut a}` tpbb`}nkg b}ol nt daptnkg a

ka}}ownkg ob l`kuaj ass}`dnaunok* jàenkg uo

uh` eoglaund s}ou`dunok ob d`}uank eakg`}opt

neàjt+

Nk whndh tolòk` o} tolùhnkg dapt`t uh` tpmf`du uo

m`gnk uo g}ats uh` tuau` h`/th` wat s}`rnoptj~

jnrnkg uh`n} jnr`t nk+ Tpmf`du la~ tpee`kj~

entdor`} a s}obopke entjni` ob u`j`rntpaj

`ku`}uankl`ku ake ouh`} bo}lt ob latt lèna+

Tpmf`du la~ ajto m`gnk qp`tunoknkg uo ak pkmà}amj`

e`g}``+

KM6 Loknuo} ho}lok` j`r`jt da}`bpjj~ ep}nkg uhnt tuag`* nb uh`}` nt ak~

nkendaunok ob ak or`}adunr` hau` gjake s}od`è wnuh pulotu dapunok+



Nk whndh uh` tpmf`du pke`}tuaket hnt/h`} u}p` jnlnuaunokt*

ake a}`at nk whndh uh`}` `xntut bajt jnlnuaunokt+ Uhnt nt

uh` bnkaj tuag`* tpdd`tt ob uhnt tuag` ajlotu gpa}aku``t uh`

tpmf`du wnjj dokunkp` uo qp`tunok uh`n} wo}je ake adu

addo}enkg uo uh`n} owk wnjj nke`bnknu`j~* ko lauu`} how

eoglaund uh`~ la~ har` t``l`e au uh` tua}u+

Uhakibpjj~*

`r`}~ dhnje nt a dhnje ob @}nt+



Ts`dnaj Uhakit

, uh` o}ngnkaj w}nu`}t ob uh` Mjadi N}ok S}ntok* `ts`dnajj~ Uh`Gooe ]`r`}`ke ]og`} * JLKO ake Dank+

, uhau whoj` d}av~ mpkdh au www+s}nkdnsnaentdo}ena+dol*

dh`di nu opu !

, G}`g ake I`}}~

, Ajnd`* kò,tnupaunokntu qp``k ob EN^ a}u mooijùt

, ôp! Bo} mouh`}nkg uo `r`k jooi au uhnt 6.

Mo}}owè W}nunkgt6

-W`jdol` uo S}ntok- m~ JLKO

-Whau uh` H`jj eo ~op Uhnki ~op'}` Eonkg? - m~ UG]]

-Uopdh ob uh` Dok- m~ Dank&

S`}lnttnok bo} }`,pt` ob uhot` sn`d`t lptu m` omuankèb}ol uh`n} o}ngnkaj apuho}t+

Ajj ob uh`l dak m` bopke au www+s}nkdnsnaentdo}ena+dol

Ok E`}nraunr` Wo}it6

Ajuhopgh uh` DD jnd`kt` s}`r`kut e`}nraunr` wo}it obuhnt eodpl`ku* l ak~ ob u h` a}uwo}it a}` jni`j~ uolai` nu okuo uh` nku`}kù wnuh j`tt }`tu}ndunr` jnd`kt`tau a jau`} eau`+

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