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xPm IJ\ xTJPu KhKuä ßgPT Y¥LVz FPxKZ IJorJÇ KhKuä IJV´J ßWJrJ ßvw, APò KZu Y¥LVPz IJr FTaJ Khj K\KrP~ KjP~ rSjJ ßhm kJyJPzr kPgÇ TáuM oJjJKu ßrJaJÄÇ ßlrJr kPg KxouJ yP~ mqJT aá kqJKnKu~JjÇ TuTJfJÇ fJ oJjMw nJPm FT, y~ IJr FTÇ YJAPuA KT IJr ZPT ßmÅPi rJUJ pJ~ xmKTZM? IJYoTJA xm ßToj FPuJPoPuJ yP~ ßVuÇ rJPf YJAKj\ UJPm mPu KmPTu ßgPTA mJ~jJ iPrKZu Kr~JÇ ÊPnªMrS ßZPuoJjMKw To ßjA, ßxS ßjPY Cbu ßoP~r xPñÇ ßxP\èP\ xJPz xJfaJ jJVJh ßyJPau ßgPT ßmKrP~ kzuJo IJorJÇ Y¥LVPzr oPfJ mz vyPr YLjJ ßrP˜JrÅJ UMÅP\ mJr TrJ Foj KTZM hM„y T\ j~, IPaJS~JuJPT muJ oJ© ßx IJoJPhr ßkÅRPZ Khu ßxÖr ßxPnjKaPjÇ mz rJ˜Jr CkPrA k´TJ§ ßrP˜JrÅJÇ mJAPr IJPuJ ^uou xJAjPmJctÇ TJC-uMj&Ç ßoJaJ TJPYr hr\J ßbuPfA ^JkPa FPxPZ KyPou mJfJxÇ IPYjJ IJvÄTJr oPfJÇ IªPr kJ ßrPU IJoJPhr Yãá K˙rÇ SPr mJmJ, TL FuJKy mqJkJr! KlxKlx TPr mPuA ßluuJo,∏ F ßp ßhUKZ rLKfof mzPuJKTr \J~VJ! ÊPnªMS YoKTf yP~PZ pPgÓÇ kPTPa ßr˜ gJTPuS F irPjr KmuJxmÉu mqm˙J~ ÊPnªM ßx rTo Inq˜ j~Ç yJ\Jr ßyJT \JPf ßfJ oJˆJrÇ fPm oJˆJr mPuA mMK^ I˝K˜r nJmaJ ßVJkj rJUPf kJPr ßmvÇ C k jqJ x Bh xÄUqJ xJ¬JKyT kNKetoJ ßoW kJ yJ z xMKY©J n¢JYJpt

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xPm IJ\ xTJPu KhKuä ßgPT Y¥LVz FPxKZ IJorJÇ KhKuä IJV´J ßWJrJ ßvw, APò KZu Y¥LVPz IJrFTaJ Khj K\KrP~ KjP~ rSjJ ßhm kJyJPzr kPgÇ TáuM oJjJKu ßrJaJÄÇ ßlrJr kPg KxouJ yP~ mqJT aákqJKnKu~JjÇ TuTJfJÇ

fJ oJjMw nJPm FT, y~ IJr FTÇ YJAPuA KT IJr ZPT ßmÅPi rJUJ pJ~ xmKTZM? IJYoTJA xm ßTojFPuJPoPuJ yP~ ßVuÇ

rJPf YJAKj\ UJPm mPu KmPTu ßgPTA mJ~jJ iPrKZu Kr~JÇ ÊPnªMrS ßZPuoJjMKw To ßjA, ßxS ßjPYCbu ßoP~r xPñÇ ßxP\èP\ xJPz xJfaJ jJVJh ßyJPau ßgPT ßmKrP~ kzuJo IJorJÇ Y¥LVPzr oPfJmz vyPr YLjJ ßrP˜JrÅJ UMÅP\ mJr TrJ Foj KTZM hM„y T\ j~, IPaJS~JuJPT muJ oJ© ßx IJoJPhrßkÅRPZ Khu ßxÖr ßxPnjKaPjÇ

mz rJ˜Jr CkPrA k´TJ§ ßrP˜JrÅJÇ mJAPr IJPuJ ^uou xJAjPmJctÇ TJC-uMj&Ç

ßoJaJ TJPYr hr\J ßbuPfA ^JkPa FPxPZ KyPou mJfJxÇ IPYjJ IJvÄTJr oPfJÇ IªPr kJ ßrPUIJoJPhr Yãá K˙rÇ SPr mJmJ, TL FuJKy mqJkJr!

KlxKlx TPr mPuA ßluuJo,∏ F ßp ßhUKZ rLKfof mzPuJKTr \J~VJ!

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C k jqJ x Bh xÄUqJ xJ¬JKyT kNKetoJ

ßoW kJyJz

xMKY©J n¢JYJpt

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VuJ jJKoP~ mru, ∏ TL IJr TrJ pJPm, Y¥LVz ßfJ F rToAÇ ßhUZ jJ, F vyPr ßTC UMYPrJ k~xJßlrf ßh~ jJÇ

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KZuJo IJKoÇ Foj ßTfJhMr˜ ßrP˜JrÅJ~ mPx Foj xk´Kfn nKñPf UJmJr IctJr KhKò....CyÅM, nJmPfAkJrfJo jJÇ

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kJ†JmLÇ

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∏k´j& KjA FT ßkäa? TL oJ, TL ßjm k´Pjr?

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TL xmtPjPv ßuJT ßr mJmJ ! oMPUr ßTJjS rJUdJT ßjA!

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∏mMP^KZ, mMP^KZÇ ÊPnªM fJzJfJKz mPu Cbu, IJkjJPhr xŒTtaJ FTaá Ijq rTPor KZuÇ

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