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DO
LUECTM AAH.iTOJii
seMjba eyHij;eM o6acjaHa,
CTOJH seMJba TpaBOM Hacejana,npejiiiBa ce
^hcto
sejieHiiJio,
npejiiiBa ce 7i,ojihhom
h 6peroM,;
MHjiHHa je J H>y norjre;],aTH c He6a TBopan, na seMJbHi^ya
T^ieji^a,
TaMO TH BpBii3Ha;i,e,
II
raMHMKe,
je;i,HO
TaMO, a ;];pvro OBaMO,Tii je THLi,a
CBe TO aji' CBeja
kj^ he h KaKo lie; h nciiBHH^e,
HHr;i,e Jby;i,H, HHr;i;e ;i,eB0JaKa,;i,o
je;i,HO
ToOH
je
MOM^e j roppmH. 6ory Bpjio My^HO 6hjio,ApaH^ejia,
;i,o3HBa CBCTjEor
Te aH^ejiy 'bslko nporoBapa >A Moj cjiyro, cbctjih ApaHi)ejry,rjie^aj,
cjiyro,
yrjie^aiiein
na seMJbimy r^pny, MOM^e y ropni^H,
MCHe MOMHe jecTe pasKajinjio, He 6hx ja^HO a^sl je TaKO caMO, Bek TH h;i;h, CTBopn My ,T,eBOJKy! Ka;i; je anl^'o pe^n cac.iyinao, OH ce ;i;H3Ke na KpnjraTe pyKe, Te OH o^T;e seMjbH y ropHi^y. Ka^i; je ;i;om'o y ropy sejieny, OH y3a6pa py^ni^y 6ejiHij,y, HoraKpoHH je KpBjby o.-^ o6pa3a, o6aBH je spaKOM o;i, cyHami^a, H yMO^H y MpaK iroki^e Mapne. Ka;i; je py^cy h3 MpaKa H3ByK'o,
OH OH0;i,o;i,
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je
jbT6H an^ejiCKHM jcnaMa,
je Jbj6ii:
noCTa;i;e /i;eBOJKa.
pynce jeHoiiH joj
i^ejia
nocTanyjia,
OHH nocTanyjie,cp7i;anma,
Ho;i;
nocTajia Koca na jBOJKe,
cjHanma KjTHJaje aHi)'o
a
o^i;
KpBPi BaTpa ^eBOJa^Ka.
Ka^OH
CTBopno
jj^eBOJKj,
;i;oBe;i;e
MOM^e h3 ropHne,jienoTH;i,eBOJi;H:.
Te ra
bo/i;h
Ka^
jrjie^a
MOM^e h3
ropni^e
Ka^ yrjie^a MJia^ano ;],eBOJ^e, HCeJbH JKHBOJ He M05k' O^OJieTH, MOMY BaTa 3a rns/i^aBj pjKj na je nikame jiaKO o6rpjiHTH; aji' je MOMa po^a noHOCHTa, OTHCKjje MOMKa CHpoMaKaOTHCKjje, Heke ^a ravjiefl^n.
To je MOMKY Bpjio Mj^Ho 6hjio. 06pHj ce CBeTOM Apan^ejiy, BH^e y H>er' Ma^a njieMeHora,HCTpme ra an^ejiy h3 pjKe, Te ce Y,a,pH niH>HMe no cp;i;amLi;y, Bpejia KpBua h3 rpyTi^n My npcny.
na seMJby npojinjia, TaMo pacTe bhhobo ^oKoke, H3 HOKoka BHHOBa ji03Hi];a, H3 jio3Hi^e o;i; rpojK^a eneftKe, a H3 rpo^^a pyJHO tchc bhho: Ko ra nnje, ,^a ce ne oiinja, a KO Jby6n, ;i,a ce ne y^HJa.Jl^e
ce KpBij;a
:
Di
HA rPAXOBV.]jieji^ii
Mecei^ saMecei;
ropimj;i;aHiii;a
sa^e,3Be3;i;a,
^6jiejiji
h
a TjpLi,HMa Meceu, noTaBHiio,
itHMe je noTaBHHjia 3Be3;i;a, 6apjaK HM je KJionyo hhs Konjbe, KHTOM 6iije HajiMy 6apjaKTapa.Ha;i;
IIojbaHT CT ocBeTHjiiTajL
3paLi;ii,o6jiaii;ii,
ce ;];HjKybh;],h ce
o^i;
rope
cyH^anora 3paKa! He Ebo, Tjpi^H, 6Ype H3 o6jiaKa II3 o6jtaKa Myme nocjKTame, r^pHii 06 jaK cpe;i;0M pa3;i;HpaineI
Ebo, Ttpli,h, BaTpe hb o6jiaKa, He 6oJTe ce, neke 6HTn MpaKa! na;];e o6jraK c rope na nojbaHv:Tjpu;H, ^jBaJTC i,re6aHy! PacTjpH ce o6jraK no nojbaHn:
Mope
Ebo, Typi^H, sKajiocna BaM MaJKa, CBO, TYpij;n, KpBaBirx ropniTaKa, CBO, Typi^H, H>HxoBHx HyiuaKa,
He 6oJTeaji'
ce,
Majio je nyraaKa,
je ;i;ocTa xaHi,rap 3a
jynaKa!
Ha He6y
je cynii;e o.ticko^hjio,
Ha FpaxoBy 3boho 3a3BOHHJi(\a cyHi^e je pa3;i,B0JHJio 3paKe,
majbe na ropcKe jynaKe, ;T;pyre inajbe na TypKe nejaKe, aji' cy Typi^H po,T,a MCKanora, UpHoropi^H po,T,a jynaHKora,je;i,He
;
: : ,
Te
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HM
CTHuje
HH
Tpe6ajio unje.
Ha FpaxoBy
no7i,He npesajrHjio,
Kapa^ar je cyni^e o6acjajio, TpaxoBO cy Typi^n ohkojehjeit, Ha FpaxoBO BaTpy o6opiijiH. HcTpnaine Jsljs^uji rpaxoBJtaHH,;i;ocKOHHine chjihhCTa;],e
Kp jmeBjbaHH:
jeKa jjna^Kora rjiaca,
CTa^e 3BeKa TjpcKHX TajiaM6aca.
Bpso Tjpi^H nyniKe o6opHme, a Ha nyniKe rBom^e naTaKonie Kpenynie ce xypcKH MHpajiaJH, Kpenynie ce koh>h h ajrajn,Ha jynaKe crjeom HaBajinnie, H3 nymaKa BaTpy onajEnme,a To6i,iHJe H3.ZleTH
upHHx TonoBa.
nycTO yciijaHO Tane, KpniH BOJCKy, KaHO Ty^a rpane, ajiH HeMa h3 rope jynaKa, niTO ce 6oJH Tona o^i; TypaKa.Ila^a jyHaK, Ka'
y nojbyii
i^Beke,
saMan
na;i,a,
Ka;i,
H3;i,aTH nelie
niTO je najio, to je
ocTajro,
mTOAji'
ocTajEO, c ;i,yniOM ce pacTajio.,T,a
Typ^HHa, Ka;i; c' y/^apn Il,yB,a ca Typ^HHOM, rojia npca c y6oJHTHM rBOJK^eM jrcBOM pyKOM BaTa 6ajoHeTa,BH,T,Hm ^y;i,ao;],
a ;],ecHHi4,oM xaH],iaj)a npoKJiCTa,
Ta npoKJieT
je, ajiH
Hyi^H
HHJe,
r[yi^H MHO, aji' Typ^HHy HHJe 3a6j[ncTa ce y pyi^H jynana, 3a6jiHCTa ce o;i, cyH^anor spaKa,
cypBa y Kps 3yjiyMhapa, jynaKy ce pana jie^n CTapa.ca;i,
ce
IIa;^a
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Typ^HH,
6e5Ke MHpajiaJH,
pa36erHy ce kohbh h ajiajii: Tj ce ceKj o6pnjaHe rjiaBe, Ka' J nojby sejieHHKe Tpase.3ana;],y je cvHi^e noxpiTajio,
Ha Kapa;i,ar spaKOM npeBajiiiJio, Ha HOjbaHY KpBU,a ce npojiHJiasejieH-TpaBj hotokomKpBii;y ^HJKvo;i,oji,
o6jiiijia,
CYHamu;a spai^H,o6jian,H,
KpBHo6jisljj,u
ce
^Hsame
a
noTaBHHmeo;i,
spaKe,
Te npejiiime na nojby jjHaKe,jiaKa ;i,ajK^a na;i,a
o6jiaKa,
nepe KpBi^j ca jjHaKa; HHJe ;i,a5K;^a, nek cy cyse ropKCjiaKO
HJiane cynite, KpB
HJia^e cyHi^e,
Taa
o;i,aBHa,
Ta HHJe o;i,aBHa, o^ KocoBa paBHa;
My
;i,07i;iijaj[a,
ca^i, cyni^e neke hh ^sl rjEe;i;H, He 3Ha cyHi^e, niTa FpaxoBO Bpe^H. rjie;i;aj, cyni^e, to cy rpaxoBJbaHH, rjie;i;aj, cyni^e, HHcy KocoBJbaHH, HCMOJ, cyHi^e japKO Moje 6jiaro, ca^a CHHH Ha FpaxoBO ;i;paro!
Ca;^
;i,a
BH;i,Hm chjihc BHTesoBe,
BHTeSOBC CHBe COKOJIOBe, a KaKO cy TypKe noTepajiH,
y
6e;i;eMe TBp;];e yTepajiH,
KaKO ccKy* ca 6e;i,eMa TypKe, Kano jioBi^H y ropni^ii ByKe! Ila ;i,a BH/uim nainy syjiyM-naniy, 6e5KH nama, rjiaBa 3jJijMkR\m,CBO, 6pako,Aji'^i,a
o;j,
name mnhapa! Mora Tnha CHBa,
BH,T,Hui
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THka CHBa, nepjaHHKa IlBa, o;i,py6H Mj o6pHJaHY rjraBj, na;i,e rjiaea y sejieny TpaB j
:
Ceiiain jiu ce Moje cvHi^e japKO, cjHi^e japKO, MOJe ;i;o6po ;i,paro, cekain jth ce Kocobckhx jynaKa, ceiiain jih ce Kocobckhx TypaKa?/l,a ce cekam, ne 6ii ja;];oBajio, Bek 6h ^eno nojbe o6acjajio!
TaBHaCKpHjia
Hoiiixa
nojbany npeKpiijiH,o/i,
onHHHHjia yMopne jynaKe,
HM
je
MeceLi,a spaKe:
JyHanjHMa Typi^n ;];o^HJajiH, Te cy THXo Kpaj BaTpe sacnajEii. CaMO CTpajKa no 6e^eMy raeke, jep ce CTpajKa yMopHTH ueke Kpaj 6e^eMSi npoij;BaTHjio CMHjbe, pane cy ra ca KpBn;oM o6jrHjie, BCJbe pane je^Hora jynaKa,a jyiiaKa, i^pnora
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ropmTaKa;
KjroHy scMjbH CMHJbe JKyTO i^Bcke, KjiOHy BeMjbH, o;i;HHKHyTH Heke; He 3Ha i^Bcke, fl,a je na FpaxoBy, MHCJiH nBcke, /i,a je na Kocony: HCTa KpBi^a HjieMCHa ropniTaHKa,
HCTC pane h npca jynanKa. BpeMe fl,o^e, eso ^06^ rjiyBa, BCTap HH3 HOJbany ;i,yBa, BHJop Hy;],Ho ^yna hh3 nojbany paBHy, ^jji^HO xyJH y Ty noki^y Tanny; ca BHJopoM HCKO HianyTaHje, ca manaTOM hcko y3/^HcaH>e
;
Hy;i;HO
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m jniTe113
hh3 nojban j TpaBe
H3 TpaBe ce no;i,Hrome rjiaee:Bjie;];a jiHi;a,
i^pna KpBu^aHa;i;
spaKOM o6acjaHa, ^j6okb.x pana
MpTBHMa neniTo mh o6jieke, CBe o6jieke, chjcthth ce neke. KaKBH CTBopH, Kojera jih CBCTa, mTO Hx noHok H3po;i,Hjra KJiexa, Hj[' ce 6jfl,e MpTBH rpaxoBjbaHH,Hji'
cy
;i,oinjrH
CTapii KocoBjbaHH?
He
3HaM, no6po,
Kasake th, niTa
joj
eno Te6ii CTpa^e, rnanaT Kame.
Bjie^iH Mecen, sa ropHLi,y sa^e,6jie;i,H
Mecen ^je
^aHHLi;a 3Be3;],a;
TjpUjHMa6apjaKitera
HecTajio Meceii;a,
H Ha^ itHMe
HecTajio
fl^ajunj^e,
HM
je
H3;i;epaH je
j KpB orpesnyo, Kano TypcKa BojcKa,
hoch
Hyii,a KaneTane.
>^a H po^iiniTe CBaKor cacTajaiBa.
Kan^a
cjiyma, ^e joj
^pam
CBHpa,
KaKO CBiipa J cpii;e je ;i,Pipa, na KaKO joj j3 CBiipKj noncBa,niTa
Mj
cpi^e
o/i;
cpi^a saxTCBa.
CBaKTCBaKH
pe^i^j, CBaKO js^ucaibe,norjie;i;,
CBaKO MnjiOBaite, CBaKii ujBpKjT jbY6aBHor noKpeTa, CBe KaH;i,a joj i^Bcke npnnoBe^a.
Be^e
lijTH,
Mjia;i,a
npiicjijniKHBa,
J;i;a
cjijinaity sacnajia
na CHHBa,;i;hli;h
o
KOM
he, ksl^ o
Heke,
TaMO can^e, kja^ Te mhjioct Kpeke! Be^e kjTH, tck ce ^jje acarop, KaH;i,a hotok MHjijje KaneiBe H n,era je ipo;i\mio ceB,T;eH>e:
Jby6H0o6jiaK
ce BCTap ca o6jiaKOM,
rpjiHO ra 6jiaroM cbojom ciiaroMp07I,II
H3 BHCHHe cbctc;i;eTe;o^t;
njiaBy KHiny, CBOJe jieno
KHiua
^HHH
mhjiocth npcKC
no
jiHBa;i,Pi
noTOKe h peKe.
;
Be^e hjTu n6ain Ha seMJbH
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jiHBa;i,a ;i,peMa
hh manaTa
HeMa,
a SyjieJKa tgk hito nporoi^apa,
TaKO THXO, KaH;i,a j^ukj Kapa CBaKa pen ce hotokom o^siiBa.c a;i;e
noTOKOM c peKOM
y pe^y yjiHBa, ce y Mope npoBa^a,cejraJ^a-
ce bosh xac|)iicoBa
Hoji^a hjTB., join sopa ne
py/ijH,
HOJu,a feyTH, KaH;],a HeniTO cjryTH;
mymHy
npcBHJa ce Tpasa, neniTO npH6jiH5KaBa 3yj[eju;H cejiHmlie,:
Jaoj, jao, /T,HKO Moja, ;i,hko,
niTa ky, 6ojiaH, KaKo
6h
^obhk'o?
Jaoj ryje, KaKO ce yBHJa, KaKO joj ce y npcH ynaja,
He ^aj ;i,ynio, yTcke th ;i,ynia ! He ;i,aj, ne fl,a} Thxo. npasHO, CBa je Kp^Ma nycTa, Ha nojby je noMpq:HHa rycTa, caMO TaMo y koniKy na Kjiynn, qHHH MH ce ;i;a ce hcko 6y;i,ii HCMOJ, 6paJKO, y cny TpajKH jieKa, 3ap je jasa 6ojba no Te6eKa?
;
-(^KHMl4M
hja
BO/i,eHH
noHe^ejbaK^blje,
HeMaM HHKorMoja ^HKa ^ajEGKO
nojiHBaM,
O HjOJ TeKeM MHCJEHM, CHHBaM.
H)OJ
;i,ojia3e
nojiamHHii,H,
MOJJ ^HKJ BO^OM KBaCe, oke cpi];e /i,a jTone oke MHjiocT ;i;a yrace.
Okeej!
Jbj^H, cpi^e Moje,7i;a
Te tohh
Bo;i,a
cana,
7i;a ;i,a
MeTe
je
/i,o
Te6eKa,
tohhm MHjmHaMa.
^n',:
OKO BRTpe OpHJIO CG IIhj ;i,ep, KyMe, hh'Mecei;rjEe;i;H,
!
mxa My
pa^ije,
;i,parH
CHHOBH,
>KyM
KyMa cjraMy Kpa^e, Kyne, 6h ji' h th?0/1,
TTTto je peTKO, nacTHjio ce ys ^yTypHri,y, mTO je ^ecTO, neBajco ce
ys TaM6ypHi],y.
Hsa ^epre na acypnCTap cyeoTHiBa,
BH^H My
ce,
^a ra
rypn
TCniKa CTOTHHa.npe/i; CTapij;eM je
na cakypn
nyna ^yTypa, y ifcCMy ce c bhhom 6opH, TcmKa Ky6ypa.
H
He rjie,T;a oko ce6e Ha npayny^a^ii, ^a je HbeMy oho ;iio6a ;i;oK je 6ho MJia^!Ka;i;
ce 3opa cpeTC c ;i,aHOM' necMa ranyjia,6*
>6ain ce
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;i;paroM
n
ja
cpeTox c
cpi^a njiaHjjra*.
>noi^pBeHe pjMeH-jiHi^e, o^H o6opH, TO MH JTHI^e HeXOTHI^e fl^JTiij nporopH.CTapai^ nnje Ka' h3 necMe, MHCjiHrn CTapa Tpj^,ajLo;i;
BHHa
;i;pKke
necMe Kao npjT.hji'o;i,
yCHH^HHOM6ain KaH;i,a ce
;^pOM6yjbHI^H
CBHpKJ HSMH^e,
j py^iii^H jrenTHp pasMeiie*.
;i;o6a na jcth mh BaTpa ocTajia, a ja MHCJEHM Bajb;i,a 6h ce
>0^ TO
BHHOMIlecMaa6iije
onpajia.
js TaM6jpj6ojbe,
6ojbe
H
J
CTapi^j cTapo bhho CTape Hesojbe.sjiaTHo ^o6a
Mjia;!i;o ;i;o6a,
nesa TaM6ypain,jeji'fl^a
^e^a,
HQMR cjia^er ;i;o6a, TH ra 3Ham?
nocTaBHo srypcH CTapHHa, K'o Hya CHTHO, MJEa;i,0 ^pBJbS CTapa Kjia;o^HHa.;i;py3K6j ce
y3
^Jl^Ofl^Sij
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7i;ep
mh
ciihko aMO
TBOJe
;i,pH^ajio,
MCHH 6h
ce
Hy3 njT caMO
Majio CBiipajio*.
CTapH npcTH, ocyraeHHacHi^e j^ape,
cyBH npcTH Kano cjbo ^pBO TaM6ype.JlaKG mjm,e npenjKornejiaKe
TaM6ype,
a
y CTapny cpi^e nyno TemKe Ky6ype.je
0^ jbyTHHe pa36HOc
TaM6yp o KaMGHiBeHHM rjiacoM BpjKe
My
ce
^yma y
njiaMen.
Mecei; rjie^H, niTa ;i,parH chhobh,
My
pa^e
CHHOBH ce OKO 7i,a;i;e MpTBor CKynHjiH.
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noA nposopoM.Klorjie^'o^
caM j He6o,
J
Mecei^, 3Be3;];ime,
y nposop H y Te6e o;i,HeTa HeBHueMJia^ Meceu; mct'o BeHan;,k'oMJia^i;
Mjia7i,a
neBecTa,rjre;i;H
Mecei^ Te6e
na Benan HaMemTa. Mece^e, ihto ce jiy^Hin? Mece^e, ihto ch cjien? Taj Benai; 6h tgk 6ho Ha Mojoj ;i,HKH jien. Ha Mecei; caM th npy^'o, a TH CH kyTajia, ox, ;i,yHio Moja, ^ymo,jecHji'
ra BH^ejia?
saTBopen ce nposop k'o Ha KpcT HacjiaH>ani, k'o KaH;i;a 6h na KpcTy ;];a rpexe o;],caH>aHi.J\Si,
Ha
HMaM
CBCTa BHHa
aji'
HpHHecTHo 6hx tc, nyTHp mh je cpue nyH KpBH HecHTe;je,
no H>eMy tha
;i,yHio,
y
CBa ^ynia pasneTa, H>oj CBCTa Tajna jby6aBHor saBCTa.
Taj
HyTHp caM tha
npyjK'o,
TH CH
iiyTajra,
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^ymo,BH;i,ejia?
OX, ;i,7mo Moja,
jecH
JL
ra
H
MHpHHHa;i,
Mecei^
kyTH
MiipHHx rpo6oBH',;i;yino,
a ja ra, o TBojoj O
nHTaM^liymo,
o Hamoj jby6aBH;;i,yinH,
BepH IteSHHOJ,3jio6h Be^HTOj;
a Meceu; ce ocMe'ny,
y
Ha Meceu caM th npyjK'o, a TH CH kyTajia,ox, ;i;yHio Moja, ;iiynio,
jecH
jl'
ra
BH7i;ejEa?
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CBE LUTO MM^BeniTO
JE PEK/IA ....
j sbg^a^q caM cjih'bo, ^^o;i; OTHX 3Be3;i,Hi^a c^hkj caM joj ckhb'o Ta TaKO CT Bajb7i,a HCKa^i; h CKOBana no TOM 6o:KJeM pjBj Ta nyii;eTa cjajnaje peKJia
MH
CBe caM cjEHi^H
icas'o
niTO
mh
cpu,e TaJH,
HaKHTHO caMaji'
je mojh' j3;i,HcaJH',3ana;i;y ce ^ajie.
aa Taj cj TepeT 3Be3;i;e 6Hjie Majie,cpi^a Mora,cpii;a
CBe cy 6jiH5Ke, 6jiH3Ke
HaKHTHO caM je jkcjbom nycTOM, TemKOM ^kcjbomajE'
^Ke^anora,
3a Taj cy TepeT
3Be3;i,e
6Hjie Majie,
CBe cy 6jiHJKe, 6jrHHce 3ana;^y ce ;i,ajieHaKHTHO caM je cjiamiiy o;i; ycana,aji'
6jiarocjiOBOM pajcKHM rpeniHor MnjiOBaaa,
H
3a Taj TepeT 3Be3^e
6exy
Majie,
CBe cy 6jiHHce, 6jrH:Ke 3ana;],y ce ^ajie. HaKHTHO caM je KjiCTBaMa jby 6aBHHM,
KHTaMa :Ke:KeHHM, nJiaMCHOM KpBaBHM, HCK OCCTC 3Be3;i,e, KaKO KJICTBC THIHTe, HCK He6y npoH^BHjie, hck 6ory nponnniTe,KaKO naTC Jby^H HCKa My ce Ty:Ke, niTO Bepyjy 6ora, tc jby6aBH cjiyjKe Ej aji' 3a Taj TepeT 3Be3;i;e 6exy Majie, CBe cy 6jiHJKe, 6jiHace 3ana;i,y ce ;i;ajie.!
Cbc je He6o Mnpno, MHpna cy My CTa/^a, caMO je;^Ha 3Be3;i;a npcKO He6a na/^a,a ja MHCJiHM, 6ojiaH, hs OKa je najia,
iHTO ce
npH pacTaHKy
cjiHKa 3anjiaKajia.
(3
B M,^],
;i
E.
J rOpH
CHJIHa BHJIO,cpi^e TBOJe,6hjeo,
^^a MHCBe 6h
;i;a;i,ern
njHO sepe
jep ropuiTai^H TaMO CTOJe.
J 6iijbj MHpna BHjio, Ka;i; 6h Menn cpi^e j\a^a., CBe 6h njHO jieKa 6Hjro,Ej,7i;jina 611
mh
Mnpncajia.
J Bo;i,H 6HCTpa bhjeo, Ka^i; 6h MeHH cpi^e ji^ajia, Moje 6' cpi^e Mope 6vljlo, TH 6' J Mope jTHi^ajia.Ej,
Ej,;i,a
J spaKj
cjaJHa bhjio,cpi],e
MH
fl^aia^eni
TBoje,
CBe 6h nyHo necMe 6hjio, Ta J spaKj THi^a noje.JXjnio, BHJIO
Mora BCKa,
TH CH MH ;i,ajia caMa, njHO Bepe, nyno jiCKa, njHO MHjba H necaMa.ra
:
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CHklO^.j^HHO caM Te
CAMJ
TE....
rpa;i,HHH,
^/^e o CMHjbj pjHca ^peMa, caMH, ;i,yrao Moja, ;i,a CMO a Maiiilje TBOJe neMa.Tjiefl,a.jio
Hac thxo Bene,
^e Ce THXO MHJEjjeMO,i^Beke Bene
na nac
rjie;i;H,
^e ce BeHyk' pacTajeMO.I^Beiie Bene, KaH;i,a3Ha;i;e,
Hcno^ cysa ceTHO rjie;i,H CTHCJio My ce cpue Majio,jieKOBHTo 6HJbeu;e7i,H.
IIoA Ty pocy jieKOBHTy, H3 cp;i,anma pyjKHHora,no;i;MeT'o
caM 6oHy ^yniy
H3
cp;i,aim^a 6ojiaHora.cpi^e,;i,yiny,
Kanajio je na toKanajio je
na Tyfl,a
Kanajio je
paarajiH3Ke;i,Hy
Ty naKJieny,
cyiny.
Ha
TBor OKa Kanajio je y Ty Hce^ny, Ko6Hy ^amy, a ja caM th Hanao je y jbyOaBHy cpeky nainy.jby6aBHy cpeiiy nainy th ch Mamy saHCKajia, KRKO CH je Hce;i,Ha 6HJia, H Hamy ch nporyTajia.
y
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75
r
o
;i
y
B.
^^jma MH-'Tor
je roJiy6 6ejiH;i,piKiiM
rojEj6a
sa to,
^a
MH HOCH
SJiaTJ HHCMa,
;i,OK
je 3JiaT0 Henpo;i;aTO.
0;i,Heo je ]QjJ,no
hhcmo
Ha MeKaHHX, 6ejiHx jie]^H', TCK mTO ja;i,aH ne H3;j,aHy HO/i; TepeTOM TemKHx pe^H.hhcmo, ^ao ra je sjiaTj MOMe, na je neK'o na o;i,roBop noHOCHTe jiene MOMe.O^iiHeo je je;i;HO
IIoHOCHTa Jiena MOMa;ajTO, Bpjio ;i;7ro,ca/i,
kyTa,
ra h ;i,a;i,e He 6n HaTpar snao njTa.
6am
;i;a
mj
CnycTHO^aMe;i;
ce rojiy6 6ejrHrpy;i,H,
Ha MeKane H>eHe
i^pHHx raBpanoBH',
HO TOM CBCTy He 3a6jiy^H.
76
CAB-TbA
H
KPyHA.
niTa Me
ceu^a
ca Mecei];a?Hji' Ta
TjpcKa ca6jba
tkjtsl,
ULTo join iiHJe npenjKHjTa? Hji' je o6pj^ Kpyne CBeTe sano^eTe, He^o^eTe, niTO Me cei^a ca Mecei^a?
;
i
i
CTBAPAhbE CBETA. noji^nrao,
Ha3;i,paBH Bapa^^nny,
ajl'
OH Ha TO
CHHI,rHp
BpaTH-
k'o rB03;i;eHH' 3y6H' HiKpHHy.
Ha
3;i,paBHi;y
3opa nyi^a
y HyuitaBH
Beii ce pa:^a,
3Be3;i;e
93
sana^i; ra]^a.
cy
joj
spna cjajna
niTO 'ho EbiiMa
Ao;i;
Ha BpaTH Bapa;i;HHCKHXy^apii;a noTKOBHi^a,
nonyii;Kyje Kaivien chh>h,
o;i;
SBeKeTanyii;a,
^op;i;a chjehh'.
3opa
sopa ^apKa,
HHKa/i; jienina
hh
36oroM,
/i,iiKO,
paHHJa,
MapKa
Bek
OHKOJEHjia KaTaHHJa.
je
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rABPMJiy ErPELUMjki.*)Hllf)6pa3HH0 cjiaBHa
niTO ;i,H^nin Mai^ape, niTO 113 rpo6a 6y;],Hin
o6pa3HHe CTape,o6pa3iiHe cjiaBHe
Cp6a H Mayapa,uiTOiix Hapo;i,
naMTH,
niTO HX necHHK CTBapa
H3 rpo6a HX
6j;ii^mn,
J cpi^a HaM caT^iim no6paTHMCKOM CJIOrOMiBHHO Mpeitecjia/!;Hm;
He.Ka BH^^e chhi^h,
HGK BH^e nOTOMI^H:^a He 6jfl^j rH>HjmH, Bek ^a 6yfl^y momi^h;i,a
;
HX J naMCTH
^o6a ceka TaMHO, ;^a je cjia^e MpeTH, Her' JKHBCTH cpaMHO
!
'')
MayapcKOM iparcAH npn/iMKOM npHwasaKOBCTpareflMJer.
ofiepHsM-
Brankovics Qyorgy (fbypatiTa je necMaje
BpaHHao-
KOBMti)BCHLiy,
1351.ra
6An3
HanHcaHa
UJTO
tom npn^MKOM aanaLUTaMnanaje
cpncKa
M/iaflHHa
ErpeujHJM;
y
OBAaiuttsHM
CpncKMfA HosHHaMa'', Ha MayapcKH
jy je
npeseo
Ko/iOMaH Tot.KO/iHOM Macy
Obo
je
no
cetiaH^y
y je^HOM ao-
3MMyc
(1872. y 3aTBopy) y fleiuTH.
06pa3HHO
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-
cjiaBHa,
niTo ^H^Hin Mai,iape,
niTo H3 rpo6a
6y/i;iini
o6pa3HHe cxape,o6pa3HHO, CKHHH
o6pa3HHy npaje,jep niTO Tii ce
hhhh
o6pa3HHa HHJe!
96
B
EH
E.
jjiaro je Be^e, k'o jrHi4,e 6jiaroce;i;ora
naTpnjapa.jeJi'o/i,
KapjEOBau; pyMeH;Hjr'
pa;],ocTB[,
TO spaKa cp;];HTor JKapa? cjHi^e Bek ce;i,a Kpos o6jraK rycTH npo;i,H:py cbctjih iteroBH spai^H, k'o spa^HH, a
h
CKJioHH OHH, pacnjCTH
3a6jHH ce, sanece ce H Bek Ha fl^uj 7];peM0BaH>a Kajy^epy neniTO caaa.
V^e^a HCKe BHHOrpa;i,e, HCKj 6ep6j, HCKC Maa,ii,e,HCKe Tpne, HCKe pa;i,e, HCKe ne^ije, hckc cjia^e, aj' y MCCTO pymKe Tope,
CBj^i;
OKOjio naK'o rope-
CbC to BpBH, CBe TO FMHJKe, H no ropH, H no ;i,o.iii,je^^HO xHTa, ;iipyro cthmcc,ToaBO-iiHi^e
H ^aBO.m;rpecH 6p30spejin,orH,ir Bpejin
jep cy
nojKHHcy HX
AnECME
no ropn h no
;i,ojih,
pasjie^e ce necAia
M.ia/T,H',
Kaay|)epa thxo mojih,
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Ba6n:
Kajr ji)epa th'XOXo;i;e[,
Kajre, xo;i,h,
6pa.7ie,
Bra
Becejbe na 6oKajie!mojiii,
Kajij^epa thxoaji'
Kajij^epa thxo Ba6H,je
CTpainaH njiaMCH rojiH, CTpatQHO jKejKe h K0Ha6H, na o^ Ha;i,e, hji' o;i; CTpeca,;],H5Ke
o^H Ha He6eca.na/i,
A.Ti'
Ha^a,
ropoM
sejienoM,
njiaBO He6o saTpenepii,
J Tpenepy BacejbenoMOTBope ce pajcKe ;tBepH OTBopeHHM pajoM inHpoMcjieTH aH^'o ca
njTHpoM.
SaceHjTnpe;i;
je CTapai; nao 3HaMeH>eM 6oro/i;aHHM,ce,
saTpec'o
3a;i,pKTao
J rpecHMa HeKajaniiM, y iteMy je CTpamHa BpeBa,T^pKhe, MOjiH
H saneBa
Ta CMHjiyj ce y mhjiocth>Ha
TBora CHiia! onpocTH My ox onpocTH, npH^ecTH ra o;i, Tor BHHa! ,Mope, HCMa, i^pnii ;i,yiue,ja^ijHora
!
,aii^ejioM ce Kai^e
cyme
!'
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99
CTOrOAMLUI-bMU,A
CABE TEKE/IMJE.->
jiJJjiJekaBa je,"'^^^
i^H^a siiMa,
CBeTOcaBCKa BejaBHi;a, OKO Bexpa, CHjEHor CBiipii,a, CHer je kojio jchthho njiax ce o6jiaK se.MjbH npHMa,;
KOMemaj je, MHCjiHin, jieTa aH^eocKHX 6ejiHx ^eTa, niTO V OHH CBCTor C'aBe xoke CBeTj /i,a ce jaBe,
J CHjiHOM HarpTaH>Y KpajiH nepje Kpme Kao H MamyixH BeTap ^hjkj, ;],a no seMJbH nopacnnpnTe;n^a
CHerHJi';i,a
o;i,
nepja an^e.iCKorakj;],
je
He6j
npiicnejia,
ojarocjiOB Taj saMOxa BejaBKL^a h CTpaxoTa.* *
*
yH
ojiyJH
H MekaBH6ejiii;i;HHce
naHTCoH*) ce
ifceMj je Bajb^^a SHMa,
jep ce Tonjio sainjinKao
y npo3ope h y BpaTa,a iiOHok ra xjia,T;Ha jby6H.
nojbynna jieji^eaorsi HHTOMai; ce y cny CTpeca, a y CTapoj y kh^hjehhi^h saTpece ce na nojiHi^n HcyTa raaBa HSBajana0^1,*)
Thko cy
l)auH xa^ia BBa.iii 3aBo;i
Case TeKeJiHJe y
lleiiiTii.
niiauc
tekelianum.
H3Ha,a; H>e ce
100
Ha noiipcjy TeKejiHJ'HOM;cbctjih cjieMea Hcno;i, H>e
j
pe;i,OBH'
sainymTaine KH>Hre CHjine,pacKjrana ce jehct no jiHCTaK,
CHTHe KiBHre CHJiasH ce noHOCHTOa 113 CBaKe
cnncaTCjbCKa je;];Ha ;i;yina. BpBe CCHKC H raMHJKJ,
HanvHHine cbjje/i,Ha
o;i,ajy,
;i;pyroj no3;i;paB
inyniKa
y ccH^aHOM sarpjbajy, na ce Jby6e, na ce rp.Tie, MpTBC ^yme neyMpjie. Ajr' y CBCTJiocT na cjiCMeny
H y ^ejo, sjiaTHO, HcyTO, nap^e He6a HCKHHyTO Kafl, y 30 pH 3jiaTHOJ ropH, y 3eHHLi,e ajrcMOBe,ccTHe, Ty^He, HcnjaKaneHcnHpajyfe.' cbctckc pane,
y ocMejaK na ycna^ia, niTo BeHHTO 6jiarocHjba, y CaBHHO CBCT.TO JIHIJje,ycTpMHi^e,"qy;i;HMHi;e,
CBH yMpjLH o^H cy3rjie;i;ajy ce
ynpjiij.
chjihc ceHKC,
HyTKajy ce, neliKajy ce, Ko iie Pix ce y3;i,aT' y ce, /i,a noTcrne penr^y 6pHTKy
y
3;i,paBHny
h ^ecTHTKy
6jiaroM
y
;i,aHy CaBHiiOMC. HekKaiBy h nyTKaity
;i;pyjKHHa ce pa3rpaHajia,
Taaaca ce
1136a Ma.ra,
;
je^HO;i;ojie,
101
^pjro rope,;
k'o no^i, 6jpoM CHH>e Mope a HR^i, MopeM je;i,Ha cxenaCyHIl,eM CTOJHKa;i;
YMHBeHa,h3 npoiracTH
je cnasii
cpncKH Mopnap o^ajaHH, Ha KOJiena Mopa nacTH, na y3;i,axHjT' CBaHH CBaiiH:!
!
jep Ta cTGHa ijito
My chJhy*
HOCH rjiaBj TeKejTHJ'Hj.* *
Oko Te cy CTene
BajiH
HajcHjiKHJe 3anjbycKa.iii, a Ha Bajiy KaKBa rpaja
HaBajiOM je HSOKpajaaji'
?
Je;i;HH 6jieHy, /T;pyrH rone,
HH
je;i,aH
;i,a
IIlTa he
6hth
noTone: .laKa nena
pasacyTa, paScUHBena,jiaKO ceHO pacTpBeHO,
h HBepje; npasHa nena, CHTHa ;i,pBa, cy npBa, CBe 6h, CBe 6h,jraKO nepjefl^a,
ajiH 3jraT0 THH>a
;i,ojrH
HCK ra TpancH, ko ra bojth**
!
*
Hano;i,
cjieMeny, Ha KHjHra.-sra,
npaiiiHHOM, nayHHHOM, jiejKe je;^iie rycTie CTape,a nope^i, ibhx siypHjio ce
H ry^ajro caBHJeHOacHi^a ra je CTerjia jaKO,
nikykypeHO MnpnoKao;i,a
jieHCH,;
ce
MHpoM tchih
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TOrj;i,ajio
102
npnjiHKa je
canykene Tv^ne paje, na o;i, ja;i;a niTa 6h, Bejba,TZLji
^a;i;a
ry;i,H,
Kao
cTpejba? SBene 6eoHy3H,hji';^a
rj;i,ajio
ce KaH;i;a
6y;i,H,
H itera cy namjiH ;i;ycH, 3ary;i;tT. na ra ;n,wjKj 7I,yr je caHaK 6opaBHjio nope;]; CBOje Bepne MOMe, ^aBHO HHJe necMe bh.30 y nojbyni^y jKn^anoMe, na ;i;aBHO je, ;i;aBHO nnje npHTHcnyo TaKO CTpacno, a n ona /i,aBHo nnje y3;i,axHy.7ia TaKO jacno BojiOBH cy TO ro.ieMn, Kayo; ce necMa pa^a 6ojiHa, H3 yTpooe jaBopoBeji,a.
rp7i,Ha,
TcniKa, Heo;i,ojbHa;
60J10BH cy TO rojiCMH,Ka^i;
Hcno^i;
itnx
;i,ycH 6e3Ke,
necMe Kaji^ ce Ty:KHe cenKa KpBH na no;i; cjiejKe 60JEOBH cy TO rojiCMH,' Ka;i; 071; KpBH He6o py;i;H, Ka^ ce KpBJby aapyMcnn, a H3 KpBH na KpB CJiyTH, na Ka/i, neoia rpeinjio hhtr: 3ap jom HAia He6o cth^r? BojiOBH cy to rojieMH, Ka;i; ce o;i, h>hx KaMen H,Hxa, Ka^ oTBopH ycTa cbctra H3rjiaBa CHH^a TeKCiHJ'Ha,Ka;i;
ce chIjC caMpTun^ie,
: ;
fl^si
lOH
Hji'
npopH^e CMpTCY TOOH;i;a
jKuhe,
60JIOB11
Ka^ H
rojieMPi,
pe^
OHe:NtH.
sopn joni je 3iiMa, join je MpsH jopran j\Bh.ii, Li,pHii jopran o6.Ta^HHa, jOni je Mp3H OCTaBHTH nocTejbimy :KapKj, pyJHj. 3a3BOHHJEO 3BOHO MajIO,Mjia;i,oj
rjiac
31
J 3ipaKOM
o;i,jeKYJe,
o6jiaHPTHe 6HJe jieme,
3BOHO 30Be Ha jjTpeite J o;i,aJH ]\rei) KitHraMa3acejia je
TemKa TaMa,sbohoca^io
npo;];Hpe je
HHHH TH
ce Ko'
ji^Si
cjiymam,
KaKO nocjie
cjiase Bejbe,
noMp^HHOMTyjKHaje;i;Ha
po6oBaH>a,
KaKO 6ejiy na y3;i,Hiny3i' ceTHO
necMa 6pyjiT, 3opy 6jfl,K,ry;i,H,
HOBy
cjraBy caEbajykn.
'^eroBHX njiasHX He;i;pH',;i;jmo Moja, niicaiiy th.
y
MGHH
Ce BTJIKaH 6t/I,H,;i,HJKe
H3 i&era ce n^aMen
na no He6y peHH name H3 npenyHHX moJhx rpT;i;H.
A
;i,a
peHH hhko ne sna
jiHCT h.j njraBH o6aBHTH,
Mecen ke mv nenaT 6hth, Mece^HHa noma nejKHa.
To
Te
HHCMO HaBeK HeKa,Beko;i;
Ta ^CKa Te CBaKe sope,3Be3/i,e 6jie;^e
Mope
"q:eKajykH iia Te6eKa.
HaKHkena
k'o neBecTa, ^a H3 3ope CBanem 6jie;i;e, ^SL ra npo^ein k'o o;^ 6e;^e
-
na ce
Mnimm h
HCBeniTa.
^eHy
Th
H 6ory
y3;i,HJKy.
CxHXapH HMHaa 6apjai^H ce
Ce CBCTJie
Mj[a;i,Hx
paMenn',
BHJy
C HH[pau;H' HJEaMCHH'.Ha^i,
rpo6oM cy
joj
;i,ajiH
onejio HonoBH,
co CBJaTHMH cena^i,
opH
Mjia/iiH'
rpo6oBH.
Co CBJaTHMH ce opH k'o npHHCB H3 paja, Ha HOCjiCTKy jora ^ai^H OTHOJy BJe^Haja.IIocKaKajia je 3a itOM
po^6HHa itcHa CBa; H H>0J3H MOJH ^aH^HOTHojy BJe^Haja.
Jom Hca;i,
Ill
j\a
k'o
^yjeM
TO CBeTO BJeHHaja, ky ra cjtjmaT' a Kao HCHBOTV 71,0 Kpaja.jj,Si
II
CHHok 6ain ra MvjeM,Beh. ;i,OLi,KaH npe;i, sopv,
a
HeKo k'o Kvi^ny Ha TaMHOM nposopj.fl^Si
3a6jiHCTa MecenHnaca6,3e;i;a
noKpoBa
:
jby6aBHH BaMHHp TO je H npaTita iteroBa.
>^^OMe ^a 3rH>e^H caMpTHor po6anocjie,7i,H>er ;i,po6a.
A
niTO ce
;i,Hrjio
TO 6h fl^a bh;i,h, KaKo ce po6jbenpeBHJa,I'ij,
TaKo bhcoko, na ;i,a yjKHBa
Kii;i;a.
poncKH CBeTe,3Be3;i,Hi;e cjajne,
no/i;
othm He6oM!
ej,
iiiTpeij,aBH jKyjbeBHBajb;a,a
na 6omjoj ctohh! Kpo3 Bac npo6H
i^HKyT H Banaj MyneHH^KH, na Kp03 CBaKO TaKO IipOUHKHyTO mccto npoBHpy 3Hai;M 6o5KJe mhjeocth TanKO, mTe/i;jbHBO, Kao ihto BJia^Rpn na 3eMJbHKojiajiie ^ejie,
KOciaJHC cjaJHe
Te6H,
ji penn poncKH cseTe
jiene
129
3BOHO.fABOnO, 3BOHOMajio,
^-^^niTO Te, 3B0H0, 60JEH,
Te ce TaKO tjjkho pasjiejKein no ^ojih?
Moje je cpi^e SaSBOHHJIO jaKO, no Mojn' ce rpy;i;n'pasjiejKe je,T;HaKo.
H
Cpn^e Moje sbohho;i, TcniKora KJiaTna, TO je KjiaTHO TemKo
itena cjinKa sjiaTna.
SeMj
CMeme,
na Ka^a 6h jtHinke bgjio, na Ka;i;a 6h caMO XTejio,
no MOM cpi^j ^ak'o i^BeTaKAji'
nojiejKe,
CBaKH jiHCTaK mTO 6h nao,
6h noHiiKao.BCJia
y MecTO jEHmka
je;i,Ha
ce je pyjKa CBejia,
naaji'
je najia,
nocpe/i; cpi^ao;^
na ce Mora
paci^BCTajianpejia;
Te
iie
pyjKe Mene
Bpejio
cpLi,e ^Si
yBcne.
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TM M TBOJA C/IMKA.,^jie;i,eH
nposop jrpej'o ce ^^^Hcno/i; ^ejra Mora Bpejia c one CTpane, /i^e cii th;ys^^HHcy ce Moje rp7;i;H,J3fl,uuijh-a, rope,ii^ojie,
Pis fljdniie cpi^a
Mora
j3;],HjKe ce cjiHKa je^na,
HCTa
cjiHKa,
Kao th;ji^ojie.
y3;i,H^e ce cjiPiKa jrena,
ys^ijHnijkH, rope,
y3;i,H^e ce, ja je jbj6HM,aji' je cjiHKa can h ceHKa, He jbj6ii Me, Kao th nojbjni^H je mojh bjkj j3Ti;HcajeM TeniKHM ;i,ojie.;
y
cpi^y je oncT cmcctc,
J cp^7 je, aji' He rpeje. He rpeje ra, Kao th; H oncT je cpi^e jbjjba,j3;i,HmjhH, rope,;i,ojie.
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CklHOTi.igi,HHOii, ;i,HKO, 3KeJbO JKHBa,
CHHoiiKe Te o^eKHBa'! ^HBHO Be^e ca Hofei^OM ce
^HBHO Bene ;i,HBHHJa je 6aniTa orpa^ena TecHHM sarpjbajeM, saca^ena tjcthm y3;i,HcajeM, inTo Ha jieje xjia^oBHHy 6ai;a, CBe Ha jieje HaniHX nojbj6aii,a, npcKO Jieje Miipncajbe Beje, no^ MHpHCOM nojiei^Jia je TpaBa, noBHJa ce na ce Te6H cnpeMa
npamTa:
ajiH
Te6e HCMa!
CnHoii,
;i,HKO,
JKCJbO ^KHBa,!
CHHoiiKe TO OHCKHBa'
I^BCTHkH ce J noTOKy noje, 3Ha7i;e i^Beiie, ^sl cy cyse tbojc, rjre;i,a Mene, KaKO 3Be3;i,e CKH;i;aM,npHCjiymKyje,3Be3;i,eji^Si
;^e
kyTe
3a Te6e
HHTaM
h Bek cy npocyTe,:
k'o mjbyni^H noTO^nii saMyTe,
a i^Beke ce sanHTKyje TaJHO jeji'
cjaJHO? IlHTa HBebe, bo^^h hc Bepyje,He;i,o
H ona
Koje
He MHpyje, cbc ce Ha,T,BHpyje, npa3Ho He6o noTOKy sanpena ajiH Te6e HeMa!*
C'HHOli, ;i,HKO, HCejbO 3KHBa,
CHHOkKC Te O^CKHBa'!
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-
Chjihiix TKQjha nojieTejEo jaTO,7i;a
BHCHHe nsrjie^YJe sjiaTO, o He6o ce acejbe npiiKOBaeie, MecTo 3Be3/],a na mghc cy cjajie, a HaJBekoM o^ thx acejba Kaern'cnpH;i,ejia je Hoji^a6jie;i,ii
seo 6jieji^u, Beo ca;^H-Mece^HHe,
xoke^a ce
Hoju^a
KOMapHHKJby6e
;i,a
rpa;],H,
no;i; jbh.ai
;i,BOJe :MJia^H'.
KoMapHHKBek BekajLHo;i;aBHaiiaj\
je pasacTpLo
hhhh,
^ena Hokii neMa,yzsiopna 3a;^peMa
maBOM
Te6e neMa!
CHHok, ;i;hko, acejbo acHBa, CHHokKe Te oneKHBa'! Bek MH JKejbe j He6o npo;^pjre, no pajy ce c anJ^ejiHMa rpjre,pasrjie^ajy cbc 6oHcje ;i,HBOTe,
Ha je;i,Hy oko hm ce otc Kpo3 ^ejEO joj cjHi^e npocHJaBa, 3opHii,oM je noBHJeHa rjraBa; ;i;Ba ce CBCTa na rpj^iiHMa 6ope, J norjre;i,y bujec ce Honope, Ha rpony tj ce onopaBC,aji':
a an^ejiHKa^i;
Bora 3a6opaBe,ycnaivia ;i;BeMa
noHHHj naTe6e HCMa.
ajiH
^ jhj6ii KaypKHibj, CBaKo no Tiinap.
3a^HMH0 CejiHM-namaHeniTe;i,HMHu;e,
Ha nposopy ;],tim ce Biije ^aK ;i;o rpe^MU,e.71,HM
Ha CTaKjiy TaMHOMop-7i,ojraMe,
nnme
^y;];HOBaTH Hiap,
MpKe 6pKe,/\jrK
i,iCBep;i;ap.
IIorjie, naino, hito ce
Ha Bpx ropaMa? MpKH 6pU,H, MpKO HeJIO, MpKa ;i,ojiaMa!Bajb';i,a, ^e;i,o,
;i,ejro
noMpKjje
KaKaB oTapH 6pecT!Aji'
Y
IJ,JpH
cue CHJIHHJe
3Jia
ce 6y;i,H cBecT.3ayT,HMHO
II
OnCT ce
mjTKH oncTce
iiiiJiH6ap,
noHOBHo
Hy;i;HOBaTH map.
Hap
lie
BH/i,Hm o6jiSiK i^pHH?
3jio je
no Hana!
MpKoHe.i[o,
155
6pu;H,
MpKH
MpKa ^ojiaMa.CejiHM-naina Mnpiio niije 3KyTH iiHjrH6ap, CBe ce rjmfee cxaKjiOM BHJe
Hy;i;HOBaTiiJIejre
map.
mghh, ^ajiocHHi^Hje
cay[i,
6am
o;i,ja'o!
TeK iHTO pene, na jiojkhhi],h inKpHnny BpaTa jao!ITlKpHnny BpaTa na
-
;i,BopaHii
IIIyMOM, mKpnneTOM,
Me^
;i,OBpai^H
jynaK ctoJhsaneTOM.
c
nymKOMJiyjra,
Okjioh
Hii6yK T:^pHH6pLi;H,
i];eB
je rojieMa,
MpKO ^ejio, MpKH MpKa ;i;ojiaMa.3a7i;HMHO
HH6yK CTpamnn;i,hm
HemTe;i,HMHii;e,
Ha nposopynaicfl,o
ce BHJe,
rpe;^Hi;e.;i,hm
ByHOBHO
ce
sa ;i;hmom
BHJe k'o
h
npe,
Ha npo3opy cjehkc mapa, Ofl KOJHX ce Mpe.
(HMa opomeHHpajcKii ^yjiH
TGK
;];a
H 3jm6jj[h, ;i;pajKe ^yme rpemne
HejTeniHe.
Ox, Ka^
aji'
rpemHHK;i,o
6jiajKeH
6HBa
7i;oMHjiH
thx BpaTa,sjiaTa
na ^OBpaTKe pyjnaHCLi,ejiHBaKa^i;
npHCTynii ^BepMa cjaJHHM nojbyn^eBHM Kjby^eM TaJHHM, y ocMeJKy 6jra/KeH0MeKa;i,
ce
ji^uepii
o;i;aniKpHHy,
na npocHHyrjiaBH^Hi^e aH^ejiniia,
3v6H^Hka HeTHi],e y chthom
Hiisy,
TaKO 6jiH3y, /i,a MHpHine hb cpe;i, paja ceTHO i^Beke y3;i,Hcaja.
HA
cpi^e ce TBOje ^yje,
k'o cjiaByjaK
nponesKyjeHe6ecH0Me,
y MHpHcy.HaCBo;i,y
Ha Hejrami^y cjajanoMeCTaHHjia ce ;i,pyra THi^a,
caBHJyi^H o6pBHi^a,
!
176
TpenaBHi^e ceHH^acTe, TO cj H>eHa Kpiijra BHTa, y noBHJe noEHJene noBHJia je CBOJe tqjlo,CBCTO, 6ejro.
Ta
je THn,a, ^e;i,o 6ejio,fl,a
He hy
th TaJHM
^ijyJKe,
Ta je THi^a CBeTH /ijjnie Te6e HjBa, Te6e Kpnje, TBOJe pajcKe ^apojiHJe,j\Ba KajvieHa ;i,para, cseTa,71,0' ';i,Ba
6o2KJa aManeTa,;i;Boje.
HjBa TBOje OHHAji'Ka;i,
TaKH njiaMen HjBa, niTO Mj HHcy KpHjia cyBa? IIIto je c He6a poce cneo, roji j6 6eo? Ca Kor pajcKor i^BeTa jseOBe Kann, TBOje cyse?
ysMH HaTpar
TBOJe
;i;ape
Mora paja CBeT' HjBape, MaXHH KpHJIH, CBeTH ^^JHie, cyse iBene neK ce cyme. MaxHH KpHj[H, na oko HjC caBH Hepje rpjiy6HJe, A Ka,zi, HHJe Mene ;i;o HjC, 6eo rojry6e, nojby6H je!
^K0,
i^bctc moj 6e.iiH?
Taico je iiHTaM neKOJiHKO nyTH,
pyjKa kyTH, TCK py>Ka Moja hito rjiaBOM Kpeke, ,T,a ji' Ka/KC xoke ;i,a ji' KajTve ne ke ?rjie^T^aM je,
cjiyniaivr,
aji'
:
!
:
!
193
HJi'Hjr'
OcaMKo Moja, nocjie;i,H>a pyjKO, TH je ocaM Beke fl^oTjm,o,;i;pyrHja^T;H
na cpi^y tii CToje, Ka^i, hjTmn TaKo na pe^H Moje? M03K;];a, Y cjienoj hj^^^h ^HBOTa, nperopejia cii Hecpekj po;i,a, na TH Je ^^jma CKjiinjia KppiJia J jaBH upHOJ Jien can ,T,a CHHBa, na TH ce Hcno;i; o;i;MopHa cana Ha cpi^Y MajiOM CTBopHjia pana, noTaJHa pana, ihto Te saTHHiTa, HponnniTa, Ka^i, oHaj BeTpHk obj;i; HOBeTapu^a OHor jiaraHO KpHjii],e,KITO TH
pjMeHO MHJIOBa
JIHH,e,
HOBeTapau; onaj jby6aBHH, mgkh, niTO TH ce KJieo jby6HT' tc na bckh, na y je;^ape;i; o^^e h3 HeHa;i;a,
noHeo TH MHpHC, ocTaBH ja;i;a, na HHKa,!,, HHKa^, HHKa;i,a BHnie rpy;^PT ra TBOJe He oceTnnieJeaji',Ji'
TaKo, pyyKO, Li;BeTe
He Ty^KH, TaKO j' H C MOJHM Cpi^eM TaKO 06 36HBa, H Moje cpue jby6H h CHHBa! Ox, 3Ham jiH, pyjKO, pyMenn r^BCTe, 7i;aHOBe hoto khj\ 3opa noBe/i;e n TH ce, pynco, 6y;i,HTPi CTanem, Ha HOBO H^HBHem, na hobo ^anein c HOBa ce Ha;^ani, c HOBa en onajna, oH/T,a poca TaKo cjajna? 3Ham JIH HiTOox,j'
pyMenn? n Menn!
OnasHjiaona3HJianajia JenECME
je
poca,
Ka/i,
je na.ia,
je;i;Hor
an^ejia Majra,
o^ cjaJHor jiHKa poca ce 3aHejia,,^ojie,
jihk Je nonejia,13
na OTy;^CHJa,o/i,
194
jehkr,
a JiHK Taj,
OTor pjaco, Moja
je ;i;HKa!je,
Ila SHam jiii, py^KO, SHain OTKjji^a niTO poce TaKO sa Majio Tpaje,
mTO TaKO 6p30 poca o;i,jieTH? H>e mTO ce, p j^o, H>e niTO ce ccthPoca H 3opa, L^Beke h rpaiBe, CBe je TO ^HBHO, aji' caMo caH>e!
!
BeTapai; onaj, ihto Te6e 'naKO, mTO Te OHaKO ocTaBir jiaKO,
H OH
je MOJK;i,a
071,
H>e
th
;i,om'o,
MpeacoM je iteHHx BHTHu,a npom'o,
MHpncoM CBencHM itesHHe Koce;i,oJHO MJia;i,e KanjbHij,e
poce,na^'o,
naa
KSifl,
je,
pyjKO,
na Te6e
MHpncoM OTHM Te6e
je CBjra;i,'o,
OH je oct'o cnpoTan. ^epan, na KaKO tcoh ^sl 6y;i;e Bepan!Aj[';i;a
HCMOJ, pyjKO, Moj 6e;],HHceja;i,H
ii,BeTe,
na mchh cbctc, Beli KayKH, pyJKo, pynco, He TaJH, mTa cy th pcKJiH th y3;i;HcaJH?
TH
THJe
y3;i;HcaJH najcjia^e
momctbomc?
HiTa HOBepHHie
cp;];aiHn,y
ji' TH Hian'o MO^K^a kojh ys^ax KpaTKH Moj fl^a ke 6hth an^ejiaK cjiaTKH, Moj ji^a he 6hth Ta pekn je Mop'o Moj ^a ke 6hth aji' CKopo, ox, CKopo ? TaKO caM pyJKy mojiho jicho,
!
!
na caM joj jiacK'o, na caM joj Ten'o, aji' ona Bajb^a a ne nyje Mcne, Bek caMO kyTH, kyTH na Bene,rjiaBHi^OM MajLOM tck-tck hito Kpeke,
^a
ji'
Ka^Ke: xoke!
;i,a
ji'
KajKc
:
ne ke?
;
;
!
195
nPOMETEJ.KaMGHJ BHCOKOM npiiKOBaH J OKOBJ Ce nOHOCH THTaH,a
nopyr^tHBiiM ce 6au,a norjre;];oM Ha OjiHMnoc, Ha ;i,jniMaHa My ;],om.
nnpoBaae, ^acT, Me^ 6oroBHMa HjOmj j nponacT nexapHMa ce sjiaTHHM Kji^ajy, o;i, OTKyi^aja rope nyi^ajy, a HOBCK 6e;KH He^a'HiiMiineje
Ha OjiHMny
y
ry/i,ype,
y Mpa^ne
CTanni^e
He ;i;pmiie IIpoMeTej, ne ;i;pmiie THTan Ha KaMCHy, Ha cxani^y npHKOBan, Bek oKOBHMa 6HJe o CTeae, o CTeH>y npiHTH cysKHO npcTeH>e, a H3 vpjLSL ce opH rp;i,aH CMej, Ta ;];ocTa rp;i,aH ;i,a ra ^yje 3ej!aji'
Toaji'
BOJie Jby;i;H, bojic po6oBiT,
3ej ce CTpeca, 6or
na/i,
6oroBH';
My pe^ y rpjiy HanHTaK My na ycHHCTa;i,e
ysany, ycany,
H3 6o'MJe pyKC nexap ncnycTH, sanjbyuiTH o;i, nexapa ce Mope Te 6ypHHM BajioM rH>eBa CTy;i;eHa sanjbycKyje THTany KOJiena; aji He /i,puihe IIpoMeTej, ne ;i;piHiie THTan, Ha KaMCHy, na cxanny npiiKOBaH
11.3
rpjia
rviy
ce
ohct opn CMCJ,!
H oncT ;i,pinke chjihh 6oyKe 3ej y THTaHHHy 3rope mhcjiit BpnysaBpejiH
My
ocehajn
cbii,13*
! !
!
!
aji'
V.)6
BesaH je IIpoMeTej, Besan je thtrh Ha KaMeny, na CTani^y iipHKOBan, Te He mo3k' cHjra .mhcjih BpejiHJe
CTGHOBHTO;i,a
/i,a
HCJio npejiHJe,
pasacne no seMjbH ojEai^ocjioB, a J He6o ^a ;i;HrHe noTon hob, H 6op6j npaB;i,e, 6op6y noHOca,
npoT
npoT OjiMAinoca! x\ji' cjijTH 3ej rposoBHT noTon Taj, npHCJiyniKyje My MaHHT sanjbycKaj, h oneT CTpenn neycTparuHB 3ej, H oneT OHaj THTaniiHOB CMejCHjie caMe,
H
3ej Beih bh;i;h cjio6o;i,aH cboj njien,
pasHeTO He6o, Ojeiimh noTonjben, imhjioct npoceka, Bek jie;i,He Bajie k'o ;i,a ocetia,
H ce6e caMa
noTpecjio ra je, 3a,T;pxT'o je Kpos, y KOJieHHX My hhcto 3HMorpo3
H jom THTaHCKH Taj no;i,pyi^jbiiB CMej ox ,T,a cnpoMax 3ej ;i,a CHJiaH po6 y CTpaxy 3ej ca CTpenna KO.iena! !
CBOr opjia lUHjbe rjia^y Mopena,;i,a
je;i,e
po6a, ^aOH;i,a
My
Ba;i,Hc'
njiyh,
HeK
c'
CMeje 6ory
pyrajyk'!
HH
o^e op'o spaKOM njiHBajyk'CTa^ije
jecTH THTancKy mv njiyk; oneT oiiaj c:\iej, ajE' HHM HapacTe HH je/i;Ha pen, nek CxMej pi orieT cMej ^a nyKHe enjiaH o/i, jbyTUHe 3ej, iipKocn jynaK, fl,e H>eMy CMejoM a OH join Ha to cboj ;i,a ^aje spaK Aji' ana to jynaK, ana^e to TiiTan, 3a TO ce CMeje cyman, npnKOBapi, Ta 3a TO nopyra, Ta 3a to cmcj, H 3a to rpMH o;i; jbyTHHe 3ej
! ;
:
19^
OTO /\o6a na cee ;i;o ca,^a J cypor op.ia Ta je HaBa^a, Ka;i, na6iipHH y 6oJHo j iiojte ^a Tpamn ce6H njrviie Haj6ojbe,0/^
Haj6ojba
cpi:^a
ii
Haj6ojbY KpB,je
Ha Haj6ojbe jyHaKe my Ha KYKaBHi^e, H3;i,aJHLi,e,
CTperjia/i,.
ra;i
HH
caMpTiia ra
iie
noHj;s^K
Ej, noHociiTPi, BpjiH 6pajie Moj
o6h^H TH H MRJIO JIOIUHJ' 6oj Jep ^eKajykH TaKor ^e^Ka th CBa nacMa he th rjia^y CKanaTH TOJiHKO ;i,o6ap jynaK, po6 tojihko!
He
po;i,ii
BHrae
hji'
jeohi,
ne
po;],H
jom.
>^a.
Tj
^a BH7i,Hin
HecaBjia;],
IlKapoBa CHHa! KaKO jiH MT roBe xjia^i,He6ecKH[x BHCHHa
KaKOKaKO
jiH
ra .leTHspar
neras ne o6apa,jiH ce
Mama
Mjia^i,
sjiakana jjiapa!
^ejbe, niTO cy nerarn^a;!,ysjaxaTii XTejie,
jamy, 6oMe, jaray ca;^, sjiaTHO Tejre aaH
0MJia/i;HHO, ;i;hko CTapa!
OMjia^HHO, ja^e Mjia;i,! KaMO OHor CTapor Hcapa? KaMO OHaj pymHrpa;],?
.MaMHe TaHKe /i;()MHHijbaHKe?
HspaM.zbKe, napajaiiKe,
3a iiiTO, CMHe, He
oh
h,h'?
!
y3MH Mapy,o;i,
238
CTa;],a,
UMaiii
HCTOKa ;i,o 3ana;i;a. CTa^oBHTa j' ou,a kJih! y3MH Capy, HMain sjiaTa,a jrenoTOM Bpe;i,HMjisifl^a
({)iij[Hri]kaHCKe i^ype Tpii!*
,^0K
HeKaTi; 6eme, ne noneme, ,He 3HajyiiH CBOJe ceme, ,npocHO caM je;i,Hy ja. ,HMajia je je;i,Hor ^iiKa,
,Il3paiiJbKe?
Me
cjiaBe
,(|)iijinmkaHCKor HajaMHiiKa,
,HHKo HjOJ3h 6ojbe 3Ha,o^Be;i,e je
:
na npeBape
,Me^y CBOje rocno;];apejCa^i,
cja.
HM Hoky y3 nexapejrHLi,eM
,MecTO JKHiTiKa,JecT,,Ka;i,
aji'
ca;i,a,
6ojKe CBeTn!
o^ MBHe Tyj^HH CTpenn ,ca;i,a Me ce CBaKa jienH ,Ca;i, Me Jby6e, ca;^ Me Mape, ,ca;i, MH Jiyji,e Cape, Mape, ,noHeape! ,HjiHmkaHKe HHcy Bepne, ,ajE' HeBepy jby6HM Hbany, ,jep je Bepa y CBOJHHy ,y po^eHO, y MaTepite. ,na Te ^esKEbe, Tor CHe6HBa, ,y jyiraKy iriTO ysKiiBa, ,a KpBiiHKa onuiTe cpeike
,OTHCKyje, 3rp3H,
iie
ke
,Tor cy;^apa H3o6HJba ,pa3HrpaHiix ^Bejy CHjia
!
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^o;i,
OMpase,/I,ejriT.7ra
oj\
oMiijba,
,ox,
IIlTa?
/I^ejiHjia?
TaKOinTo
jiH ceje
soBe BHjia,
cpLi,e
chhj momc,
3ap ca MFioMe^no/^ejn-ijia ?
/I,a,
^ejiHJia
!
0;i;a3Ba ce
bhtcs
MJia;^H,
Te ce pjKOAi
no jjHSL^Kj HCJiyCKjionjbeHHx ce
rjia;i,H,
Mama
se^a,
Kao
;i,a
ce ne^er ceka,
My^H MJKOM.
Aa
6a;];aBa
pjKOM
Kpnje,
noHOC-^ejro h noBHJe, ocekaja caKpHT' HHJe, H3 ocMeJKa niTO ce CMHJe, niTO C' H3 OTIIX /I,E[BCKHX rpj^H J na^iiMy TemKOM 6jfl,u, inTO H3 KpcTa CBaKor 6HJe, H3 o6hjihhx IIITO CC BJiaCH Tajne CTpac'a o;i, noTpeca
y
paciTjieTHHx 6yJHHx MJiasn'
saTajiacH,
caKpiiT' HHJe
.
.
.
H
He caKpH ocekaja, Bek H3 rpy;i;Hor HcnoTaja, H3 yBOJHa KocoTpeca, H3 ocMeJKa 6oHor Te3a
y
je^air ce y3;i;ax/l,ejinjia!
cjinna:
,0x
!!
!
:
:
11a
240
6yJHi;e,CBajiH,
Ko
noToii
o^i,
Ka^ ycTaBj npBj
Te nonjiaBOM 6yJHHx BajiH
pymH, Ti^epe HeinTe;i;Hi^e, no y3;i,acHx TaKO iipBa' y jynaKa pe^ noBpBH,0x ^ejEHjiajKaKBa jiH CH, nycTa, 6H.iia, ,Ka;^ nory6HX Te6H Bojna,,071,
rasancKH niTO
je
BpaTa
,o;i,6HJao HecaBjia;],a
,Th ce ManiH Konjba 6oJHa, ,na H3 rpjia BiiKHy roJHa 3a MHOM, jKene! npe;i,a mhom je boJhob cene!*,Te
HaMHrnyB HSMnnapoM,;
,nocTH^eHHM ^encKHivi KapoM, ,TH saBPiTJia, ja npnxBaTHx KaKO cii 6H.iia ;i,HBHa ,y saHOcy Hcapa KHBHa: ,;i,a Te bh^^hm joni je;i,HOMe, jCjiaTKii rpoMe, jOpyjKJe TH HaTpar BpaTHx,ajE'
,y;^pH,
peKox,
cjro6o;i,a
th
!
,Ho nopyra Mora ^HBa ,noTnajia th 6eme ceBy, Te y riteBHOM pasarpeBy,Beii
ce jiaTPi Aia^a ciiBa
,H saMa'iiy,,aji'
BaMaiiyno;i,ii^ox
,y sanocy h y JKapy,ja
tbom
y;i,apy,
,y
mecTOKOM, y
sarpjiy,
,rpy;i,HMa Te .t^hfox, Bpjiy,
,o6aMpj[y.
:
:
,Ja no;^H^ox,ajt',071;
241
y;i,apy,
tom
o^ HcemiierOHHJy,aji'o;ii
o;i,
y;i,apa
He;i,apa,
,0CTa pana oes BH;i,apa!,ox
eBO
iiiTO je
BH^a
,mTO
je
CKH;i,a!'
yHa
Toj pe^H, HCiio^
rpy^H
Ba;i,H CBPijre
KOMa;i, JKyTH.
CHTaH Bes; Taj je BesaK, ihto saMyTH CaMCOHOBy 6HCTpy CBec'CBHjiii je:
mapeH BesaK EbCMy HHHceje;i,Ho
jiHume,
a
no/i,
jiHnmeM chtho nnniech yJl^ejimjieU
no
KOMa;i,y JKyTe CBHJie
;i,OBe^e
II
CBeTy Fasy, y /HaroHOB xpaM (})HjLHiniiaHCKe je BO^e CKyniiJia
y
CaMCOHOBa HecaBJia;i,aHa fey;i;. y xpaMy ropn /KpTBeHH^KH njraM,npoceBKyje cyisrpaKOM cbo;i,obckhm, oceBKyje 6oroBCKa CTynnjra aji' ^eraiie join y rpy^^Ma Bot)eBCKHM iipoceBKVJy Kpo3 pa36op h:m h ey^ CaMCOHOBa jyna^Ka ^^y^ijiijiaIIporoBapa ra3aHCKH CTapH bo^: He ocTaje naM Apjra npunoMoii, /I,ejiHJia caMO, npeBapa h Hok, KOM He ;i,oca;i,H Mp:KiBa ;i,o ca/i;a TOM jby6aB HeK je CMpTHa ;i;oca;i;a.;
CbhIIKCME
ocTajiii ce 6pa,T,oM: srjiai^yjy, pen^
Te rasancKOMe
noBjia^yjy16
;
;
:
:
242
-
He j6hcmo ra MpjKitOM ;i,o ca;i,a, >HeK Mj je jbj6aB CMpTHa ^oca;i;a He ocTaje naM ^pjra iipiinoMok71,eJiHjia
caMo, npesapakjihm,
ii
Hok.noBjia;^,
HoKJiOHHine ce CTapi^H j
j je;],aH 6pa;^()rjia;;. Aji' HMa je;i,aH me^y H>HMa MJia^i,, AcKajioH My je OHesHHa rpa;^, Ha rjiaBii mj je sjiaTan o6jijHai];, ca rpy^H mj KaMeita ctojh cee,
J
je;i,aH
aji'
jKerniiH join ns ohhj j
My
riteB
,/tejiHJia
sap? 3ap Hcena,
6jry;^HHi;a,
,nocTejbH^iapKa KMexa po6()BCKor,
,jyHa^KOM po;i;y ;i,a naM 6y;i;e cnac? ,Je ji' OBO 36op? Je Ji' obo cy;i,HHi;a?jCBeTHjiiimTe jeh,HJi'
xpaMa 6or()BCKor? cBe^iiJiHmTa ocKpnaBHn jas?Moja je jKecTHHaKa;i,
,Aje'
ysajty^i,,
,Ka^ bh;i;hm Bek,,^aj'
bh;i,hm
h
Ka/i,
snaM,
OHiiM HcapoM njianyjia mii rpy/i;, jinTO ropH tbHM en' onaj cbcth njiaM,
,HnaK 6h caMO sa to ropyKo,,fla
nopyro ,^a 6ojbe bh;i,iim cpaMa namer MpaK. ,36opyJTe c itoMe, ^^a nam HHcaM KpHB, ,aji' ja BaM o;i,ox ca^i, y He;i,03HB!' H o;i,e KHes. Y xpaMy /I,aroHa sa 6oroB khii Majiena 6eme kjict,6ojbe bh;i,hm-
rp;i,Ha
!
MOJEHTBeHPimTe 6o5KHor iiarona, CBHJEeHH TeK je sacTHpame Bes
y OTyj['
KJieT je OTHiiiao
KHes.
/l^pyrapM
My
ce CTapn spjie^ajyM03K;i;a peM:Hfl^a
riBeBHe ^a Te CMHHijbajy
lyBHrne,
^o6ap 6eiHe cbct?
OcMemKyjy
ce Mjia,a, je cyBiime!
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6oHcaHCKy
norjie;i,ajylii[ kjigt,o;i,e
HaMHryjj:yBe7i,ome
Ca;i,
na 3aKjieT!njraM
/I,ejiHJij.
Topn
J ropjKy 3KpTBeHor
CBeTHjia
rjiaBapHMa ce KJiaita 7I,ejLHjia, CaMCOHOBHX MHJIHHa ;i,HBHII CTaH. IIporoBapa rasancKH Knence caM ^PasyMGjie cy, iiepKO, BOJBo;i,e,:
Te6n Hoiiy KpnuroM ;i,OBo;i,e KpBHHKa HaM CaMCOHa TiepKO, nyj >PI Hokac aKO ;i,o^e necpeTHHK, HeK iiCKaace Ha sarpjbaJHH jbyjb HiiHOBHOj CHasH lUTa My 6iiBa BHr? A Ka;i; ce cjierne cjraTKH canaK y h>, HyBapy HaineM mejhen ^o;^aj mhf na y MecTO KpBHHKa po/i,a tbof, y TBOJ he nacTH 6jia3KeH sarpjbaj Hce5KeHor sjiaTa He6pojeHH cjior, >H nypnypa h KaMen caMOCJaj. ykyTao je ra^HH CTapn khgs/i,a!
HinHeKyJe ce
/I^ejiHjiHHa
pen.orapna;!;,
JecTe
JiH BUflJjLK xp^a;i
ica^i, rocno;i,apa CBor oncKaKyjy, Te inTCKOM ;i,pa3Ke jiOBaMKH My CMep, a OH Hx THiua CTeroM CMHnijbeHOM He 6yHe Beh noro^eny 3Bep? fl^SL JX^jiujin ce TaKo Kpenyjia, Ha nosHBHy rjiaBapa sanoBecT,
y
cpua jkhbothhx cTpacTH Max cpaMOTa, noHoc, rposa, jbyoaB, CTpax HO sasopna CTHuiaBame hx cbcct y CBCToj 36MjbH xpaMa 6oroBCKor. Aje' Ka^ je SBepcKH pa3a6pajia CMep,HCno;i;16*
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niTO CTap^eBa joj ;^aBa noHy;i,a, o;i,ycTa 3a3op, CTpam^a^i, nocjKTa,k'o 7i,o6pa nain'ia;!,,By;i,ajio
na rojreMj ssep.!
CTapa, KyKaBHn,o ciib
,CaMCOHa,rocno;i,ap
ja thje,
fl^a
H3,7i,aM
jIIlTa MHCJEHin, ^e^e,
ko th jejiu,
OManoM?! Taj ^hb?
3HamMoj
rocno;iiap,
,rociTo;i,ap tboj, a
je,
moj je
i;ap
KaKBOM CH ce noneo noMaMOM, th mchh Hy;i,Hm ;^ap?! ,;i;a MCHH th, HCMaM 3JiaTa, HCMaisi nypnypa, ,Ja ,HH 6Hcepa, HH KaMena ihto cja, aMCona HMaM ja ,ajE' HMaM CBe,IIa:
!'
(
r.TiaBapH rjie^e,
6jie;i,e,
Tpny, Mpy,
y xpaMy ^yje ee
je TiiniiiHa caivrpTHa.
i^opyK CBeTor njiaMenanpe;i;Hcaj.6erTje kjict,
y3 jKecTOKH ^ejiH.iiiH Aji' o^ohv/T,, ;i,e cbctr
3amyniTa Hcno^a Ik
KaH;i;a cbh.ttch
onaj Be3,6jie;i,
()6pa3 vKasa ceMjia,z],H
acKajioHCKH ce
^hhhjkhbh
khcs,rpe^i,
H
je;i,aH rjie;i,
h
je;i,aH
na
fl^ejiMJij je
iiom'o
y
no.ieT!
,/I^eBoJKO, jKCHo. ;i.py;Ke, J^ejivLJio
,o6jaBjbeH iH^e CBCTora
mh
CHa,
,Me^ HcenaMa th je;],Ha ;i,ejrHJo, ,H3 OBHX pyKy He nyniTaM TeK0.IIHKO 6eHie MHJIOCTHB
ja!'
My
BHK,
TOJiHKo CTpamaH roBopHHKOB .thk; c nocTOJba, mhcjihui, /I^aroH CHJ^e. caM,;fi,a
OCBCTH o6ecBekeH My xpaM.na;i,e
^ejiHJia i^HKHy, npe6jie;i,H k'o cen,()6HecBeni}TieHa
na KaMen.
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III.
y
no mecTe 6yJHe mTO MV CBeCTH He
Hokii,]\2iJ\
OMH,
H3 jby6aBH0i^ Heo^^Baja/I,ejrHJiHHa sarpjbaja
CaMCOH CKO^H,^eHO, HceHO, KajKH npaso, ,je Ji' Y Te6H 6or hji' ^aso? ,3ap ce TaKO ycTa Jby6e, ,mTO HM 37611 pO^Y TBOMe,Ha pa36ojy
caMpTHOMerjiaBe
,caMHM
mKpHnoM
pj6e?
,3ap ce TaKO mejbHO-BOJBHO
,o6aMHpe Ha toJ pyii;H, ,mTO TH ca H^e CHHok bojho ,Ha canpTHOJ 6eme Myi^H? ,TnTO TH ca H>e MHoroJ 6paiiH ,KpaTKH BC^aK nocTa Kpafen'^ ,}KeHO, mcHO, Ka^cH npaBO, .je jr' y Te6H 6or hji' ^aBO?'K'o MojcHJe Ha CnHajy,Ka;i;
yrjre;i;a
y ocjajy
CHOBa CBOJHX OBanyT,niTO Hapo/i,a npBOM cany H3 o6jiaKa n,pHor cnny
ceBOTHHOM o6acyT/l,ejiHjia
ce TaKo 6ai^aKOJiena,rjia;i,H
npe^i;
CHnajcKor ropocTaca,Bjiaca,
i^ejiyje
My yBOJKe My
ca ^eoHor thto ce Kpaca
! !
246
^o jyHa^Kor BPijy naca OKO ;i;HBa rojieMa.Xoiieiii
*y MCHH;i;HBaH Hcno;i,
TH KasKeM npaeo? h ^aBO, ^aBO Ka' h 6or He6a TBora nejiafl,Si
je 6or
:
CHejia
MH
je Bpejia Hcejfaa;
3paK 6oroBCKor OKa TBoraBJia;^ajiaii;
y^e MpaKa H3 o6jraKa jBojaKa y saHOCHj Mojj cbgct, 3aMpCH MH 6yJHE[M HpaMKOM, yjIOBII MH ryJHOM SaMKOM, o6e3yMHy Mojy :KecT.,3ap y Te6H Moja Koca? ,y Te6H MH OHH 3a p? ,na Ha mghh niTa joni ocTa,j!^a
HaKHa;i,e
6j^e
;i;ocTa
,3a
Te CTpacTH HenajKap?'
0x, KaM ^a je 3a o;i,HeTaK OBe KOCe CHJIHH CHJieTaK,
MOJHX HenpoBHp 3arpjbajeM ;i,a je kochm, y He;i,pHMa ^a je hochm, fl,a MH 6y^e He;i,poMHp IIa ji,a MH je hohht' o^h5Kejba
no.7fayni^HMa je/i,He HoiiH,
KaMO cpeiia, KaMO cjiac'! Jep ()H;i,a 6h TeK ^ejiHjra Tor ocTaTKa Bpe;i,Ha 6Hjia, ;i;ecna pyKO, TBora MHjia,Me;^Ha ycTa, Bac, ox, Bac!
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niecTR Hofe ce TaKO 36opH, mecTa Hok ce tslko ropn, mecTa Hok ce trko MopH, mecTa uoh:
O/i,
Hacjia,zi,e
h
MiiJinne
BcpHe CTpacTH ^ejiHJiHHe J ijKSLKJ BekeM THHC CBeCT H MOii. IIo^ yeepoM K,eHHX cjionaCKjranjby
mj
ce
o^h
ij,pHe,
i^pHa BpaTa cbctjehx CHOBa;
J sanocy cpue xpne,pyca rjiRBa MajiaKcaBa, Ha TBOJe ce cnyniTa KpHjrooj,Jl^ejiJiJio,
(JaMcoH cnaBa. Hpijut' My caHKa ne 6y;i,yKa, HH cKOKOBii,a 6ecHa xyKa,
Hcno^ OKHa /l,ejiHJiHHa niTO ce CTpMH Ca BHCHHa, a KajMo JEH OHa jeKa, oHa ;i;peKa h3 ;i,ajieKa, npcKO ropa, npcKO pcKa,;^a
ke
;i,()kii
ca;^
;i,o
it.era!
Hapo;], 6eja:
0j,
CaMCOHe, Maj^nn
;i.aHe,
^HapaiiJbeB ;^hhhii dpane,y;^pH, CHHKO,/I,HBCKa KOCO, IBHBO ;i,HBHa,
Ha Te6e ca^i ca;i,a KHBHa /l,onycTH MH, ;i,a tc kocpim, j\Si Te KOCHM, 7i,a tc hociim,!
;i,a
iTOKajKCM
tbomc
jraBy,
>inTO
i^apcKy ,i,HHHni rjiaBy, H aKO TC ca ite ckocitm,je ;i,HBaH 6anipi
My
;i,a
ocitm
!
Hna
OKynH Kocy BOJHy,
HOJKHi^aMa no itoj KpoJHy, CTa^e cehpi jipaiNi no ii])aMno;i,HjKe
pyKoueTaK,
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H>HM ke CBOJ ^Si KHTH KJICTHK, CBOJe cpeke Majin xpan; H Bek yse pe^aT' 6peMe o;i, jbyoaBH nperojieMe
no CBOM TCJiy h o;i,ejiy, no noKykcTBy aceHCKy ii,ejiy, CTpH3 no CTpnsaK, hh3 no nnsaK ca;i, 6aLu Knna khth Majia,niTO Kaayje 6ora Bajia,
^njiHuikany snaK nooojKJa:na;i,e
cjEHKa ca no/i,HO'/KJacece,
;
/I,ajiHJEa
rpo30M CTpece,
o6a3pe
yJe
rpjiY joj sacTa BpncaK."Ji'
TO (JaMCOH, uiTO Tj cnasa? CaMCOHOBa TO 3ap rjiasa? THX BHjmi;a rp;],HH sjan? Te H03;i;pBe y3BHJeHe? Te 3ap o^H HcnejeneV Taj He3rpanV na Te yran HcTa cjEHKa, 6or h /^yma,
na caMpTH n^ena Mynm, HCTH sejien, 6jie;i,pi Ban CTpaiuna mhc'o, nonok' ncMa,Majin JKnsfcaK ;i,oropeBa,
y
/lajiHJie ;iiyme
neMa,
TGK j\8i caMO H3 BajaTa nocpkyiiH na^e spaTa.
A
na nojby, y no TpeMa, cycpeTa je je;i,Ha scena,Ta je JKena MaTHMaji^H CBOJojH:,ena;
hepKa
na;i,a
jeuajyhn oko BpaTa MaJKo MHjia, MaJKo era pa,
oneT
H/i,eui
o;i,
rjiaBapaV
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TaMo cnpena,
3Ha;i,eM iiiTa ceaji'
CaMCOHa BHiue neMa, MecTO Hbera en' j kjigthHa nocTejbH Mojoj cnaBa aBeT rp;i,Ha mojhx CTpaea, 7I,aroH MH ce ifcOMe CBeTH, niTo My xpajvra o6ecBeTH; eHO BaM je, ca^i, naBaji'Te, Ha Ffcoj, Ha ifcoj KiiB HCKajiTe!*
ACa
niTa Ha to MaJKa CTapa? jjiHii;e TpeM OTBapa,
H3 yjiHite ca cbhx CTpana CHJine HCTC (|)HjiHmiiaHa: Amo, ;i,ei;o, CaMCOH cnaBa! By;i,HMO ra! KaMo cnpaBa? KaMO ocTpa cjienHjia? *A TH, iiepKO, He ctoJ Tyna,^yi^enaCBeTjiaje
TBOJa
nyna
:
Kpyna AcKajrynaI
3a Te6e ce cnpeMHJia
}KmBO, CHHH,H, KaMO KJIHHI^H
?
>KaMO ocTpa
cjiennjia ?"
Harpny HCTa MHora, nyna ;i,yxa ij,pHa, sjiora us Kyke ce sany npnc,no;i,
H
JI^ejiujiOM Kjiei^a
Hora
BpncaK 6eme H.eHor 6ora, CaMCOHOBa o6a oKa.IV.
y
'raMHHi:^H je cyjKaiB, OKOBaH,Hapo;i,a,
y TaMHHi^H je rjiaBa y TaMHHUH je cnaray TaMHHuwje
Hapo;i;a,
Ha;i,a
Hapo;i,a,
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JTaMHiii;pi
251
6oro;i,aH,
My
cy;i,ai;
y TaMHHi;H je CaMCOH, okobrh. Ila CBe 36or je^^ne acene jKene sap ? y TaMHHi^pi jyHaKa CBHJy i^ap, H rjiaBa, cnara, Ha;i,a po;i,a CBor H 6()5KJH Hapo^ H y ifceMy Bor. y TaMHHUH? Aji' TaMHHu;a je neT ^^HjEHinkaHOBa, to je je;i;Ha tck, aji' OH je cjien,!
H H
TaMHiiii,a
TaMHHi];a
My ii;e.irH 6ejiH cbct, My jby6aBHH My ja^i,;6ii
aji'
TaMHHi;e
cee Te
no;i,H'o
pa;i;,
KpB ;i;a HHJe je;i;He, ^a HHJe Hapo;^ c|)HJiHmkaHOM CTps Ty TaMHHU,y, Taj okob ;i,a je CTpecT* KpHBime CBOJe HeMiiJiocHy cbcctihtonpije!
My
Aji'
Bor
je bgjihk
:
^ejKeno rBojK^e k'o Ka^ ce KajiH
y
CTy;i,Hii BajiH
Te oHBa ^ejiHK; TaKO ce ;i,yma cyjKHora
;i,HBa,
najbena c.TiaBOM ejaJHHx no6e;^a, Tonjbena JKapoM jKejbHHX norjie;i,a orifceHor OKa /I,ejiHjiHHora, TaKO ce cpi^e o;i, njiaMa jKiiBa y CMpTHy CTy;i;eH TaMHPii^e CKpHBa,cjienHjiOM JKapKH
Te
necHHK 6HBa. CaMCOH je hcb'o.
norjie;i,
OKHBa,
Ilen'o je .scMjby, hcb'o je He6o,Hapo;i, h Bora, cjiaBy h cpaM jynaniTBa CBora MHHyjia ;i,ejia,
;i,HBOTy
MyuiKy ^HBCKora Tejia, npe6yJHe Koce cpesaiiH npaM,3Be3/'^e
yracjie
scHHi^a cjiennx,
;
!
neBO neBOox,
252
je norjie;i,je
o^HJy jienux, jby6aB h iteHv chjiy,
H
jl^ejinjijl
niTa je c /I,ejiHJiOM? KaMO /l^ejiHjia? Sap H H>OJ CJIOMH TaMHHI^a KpHjia ? sap H H>OJ O^H Y BeHHOJ HoKh, Ta He lie 6hth, ox, ne he Mokn:rB03;i;eHH mHJbri,ii. cjiennjia KjieTa
CTonHjiH 6h ceaji'
o^i,
itena
rjie;i;a
J
ciiy,;i,a
Ox,
MOJK^a, c iteroBHX rpy7i,H?nojry;i,H!
CaMCOH je ncBO, opa My ce rjiac, 6ojeBa CMpTHHX HeKa;i, 3khb ysKac,Ha;iijeKyje
OKoea TyjKHri sbck, c TaMHima CTpeca MCMJiy KaiMena. Ila HH KaMeH My Ma ne cnpe^yje, ^aK Ha ;i;ho naKjia npo;],Hpe My jeK, pa36Hpajy ra ^jch njiaMena, Aji' onaj rope, Taj ra ne ^yje; Beh OTBapa (|)HJiHn:ifeaHHMa CBec', ^yje ra Mjia;i,iT acKajiOHCKH KHes Te 36opii jienoj CBOJoj neBecTH:j/I^ejEHjio,
^ynio, cjiaTKH caBesy,
j^yjeni jih Taj npujKejbaKjCjiasyja cjienor
He6ecHH
y tom KaBesy? ,Hyjein jih necMe, snam jih KaKBe cy?' JI^ejiHjia. Hyje h ^e.7iHJia 3Ha,o;i;
oiioMene cnona/],a je CTpa",
o;i;
noMHCuHKaMOji'
ce KpBij,a cjie^yje.
a
rjiSLca
TyTH>aBHna
Ta,
niTO sajie^CH tok 6oji no3jiel)yje, ne 3Ha, ne nyje aji' HnaK BejiH:
jIIlTa,
ne Hyjeiu i^a? ,na HeKa ;i,o^e, ;^a ra
He
nyjern ra 3ap
Myjeiri 6ap!
253
MaxHH Me ce ca;i >Becejbe ;i,a naM tj\ ne Ksapn ja;i;!* ,Becejbe sap? Th CTpennm, 6jie;^Hra, Mpem,OKaHH Mece,,xa, join
ra jKajiHm? Join ra jby6HT' CMera?fee
,3a cjTpa,aji'
ce CBa;i,6a cnpeMaTii,!
CaMCOH ke cBaTOBau, neBaTH Ha6peKH7 po6a, po6 c' y^ajbjje H TaMHHi^a ce o^MaH;i,ajbyje.,0j cyHcifcy, po6e, po6e Hepo6e, ,eBO TH HOCHM rycjie Ke;i,poBe,
,aKO
necMe ocjia6H, ,;i;a y3 ibhx cyTpa ncBatn o cjiaBH. >^yBape 6e;i,HH, 36opH cym-ait ;i,hb, MyBape 6y;i,HH cjienor ja;i;a Mor, KpiiB, ;i,aj aMO rycjie, aMO aynait
TH
rjiac
o^i;
Ha^anecTe
mm o;i,pe3aH mh BJiac? >A.Ti' ;i,oHece Ji' mh ;i,pyrH KaKaB rjiac? /Khb jom Bor? Je Ji' 5KHB Moj napo^? Je ji* My >Ho Bor ke ra canysaT', ycTpe6a Ji'.t'
36opH, h^hbh ji', 3Haji'? 4>HJiHmkaHHH ce Mama 3a Man^aji: ,y Harpa;i,y ca BeniTC Pi3;i,aje ,rocno/!,ap MJia;i,H, AcKajioHCKii Kpajb, ,Ha H^eHH;i,6y c /I,ejiHjiOM npHCTajeaji'
iiiTa JXejiiiJia,
!
y
CaMCOHOBHM rpy^Ma neMaH3;i,aje? Pa;i;
^a.
Pa;i,,Pa;i;
KaKBcV
Tjie,
KaKBe? npomanTa. join nnxa! Xa-xa-xa!
H
MyBap jaciio KiiKokyk', 3aTBopnme ce npaTa, lUKpHny KJby^, H3 TaMHHLi,e cc rp;i,aH sa^y pHK,o;i,e
k'o pan^en jiaB
hji'
k'o Ha;i,pa^eH 6hk,
iiopacKH;i,aHn SBeKiiym' okobh:
^ian^a^ ce cTpece, ^ynap /T,pKke caB, TiOM03riTe My cmjihh oofobii
!
aji'
npecTa pnK,
THiiiHiia,
KaMO
jiaB?
::
Hhrjiaca
254
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mj, ^jBapa npo^e CTpa': ,Hh rjiaca BHine ? Xa-xa-xa-xa-xa-
!'
V.
AcKajiOH je
;i,HBaH rpa;i;e,
npHMopje ra BHine HeMa ;i,Bop j[o ;i;Bopa, xpaM ;i;o xpaivia CTy6 ;i,o CTy6a, TpeM ^o TpeMa.Aji'
XpaMOBH CBH cy MajIHOHorxpaivia CBeTa,
nope;i,
J KOM
rjiaBOM o6iiTaBa
AcTapoTa, MaTH CBeTa.0/1,
cjxora
CTOJPi sjiaTa
cajiHEena cjiHKa iBena,no^i,
HoraMa cjiHKeCTenao;i;
s.iaTHe
6ejia
CTenena.
0^ cyxora
ctoJu sjiaTa
cajEHBena cjiHKa tBena,
Ha TCMeny cjiHKe 3JiaTHe KpoB o^ xpaMa MHpHO ;i;peMa.
y
OHHMa
cjiHKe sjiaTHeji^a
ceBa rjEe/i;ajjiiH Hcno;^ ce6e KaKBa jiH ce cjiasa cnpena.
HGKa MHc'o k'o
y xpaMj ce CBa;i,6a cjiaBH, THX CBaTCfBa BHine neMa AcKa.TioHCKH nap je JKenriK,a ^ejiH.Tia jiena HCBa.
^ejio Hory
ce;i,e
Mjiafl,m
6orHPL.PiHa jiuKa CBeTa,fl,o
BHCHHe ibuxHeCBa/i,6e
jje^Ba;i,ocneBa.
acarop
uito
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^ejio Hory 6ori'Tit,HHHX ce;i,e Mjra.T^ii Bpx CTenena,Mjra;i;
je jkghiik jkhbh njiaMen,6jie/i,a,
a HeBecTa
HCMa.
Mjia^ je JKeHHK jiJiaMeH ^hbh ropri, 36opH, npnnoBe/^a ,IIIto je Te6H, 3JiaTo Moje? JTTto Me cyHLi,e ne nor.7ie;i;a ?'
He
iiHTaj Me,
cpeko i;apcKa,
HeBecTa ce HcnoBe;i,a, jom je CaMCOH j jkhbotj, T0 je H3Bop Mojiix 6e;i,a.
^OK
je KpBHPIK Taj
Ha CBCTy/i,aHac,jKe;],Ha.
HHcaM Te6e,;i,aBHO
i^ape, Bpe;i;Ha,
>6orHitH ra m-pTByj
MV
je
KpBH6y;i,e
HeK
6oriiitHra,
mpTBa,cseTJia,
nory6H
Kpyno
cKHHTi Mp:KH>y c MOJe ;i,yme, ;i,a jby6aBH HHJe CMeTH>a.
TaKO 36opH HeBapasroBopMJia/i,
MJia/^a,
joj
orsbeM ceBa,
je 5i^eHHK
MpKO
rjie^a,
norjie;],OM je caropeBa.Mjra;i, je
JKeHHK MpKOjiHLi,a
rjie;i;H,
HCMa 360 pa,H3 OHHJy
6jie;i,a,
a iieBecTa mojih, Kyne,6()jiihhhx :Kejba.
H
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CnOMEH HAOHH HOBeo/i;
PyBAPUiA.
ro;i,HHe je 611J10,7i,0Ma
^HaKan'o caM ce
no^oi^Kan
Be^epe
113
;i;pyinTBa Becejia;
ca 6jiH5KH>e i],pKBe Kyi^nyjio je Tpnpe^,no;i;
KJbj^eM
Ka^i,
3ih;i;a
mKpHHj6eme.
Kannja;
Ha
;i,BaHaecT
Kao
TninHHaaji'
je;
He TiiniPiHa 6jiajKeHor canKa, Beii Kao THHTHHa OKO 6oHHKa TeniKor;no;i;yxyie BCTap, Kao
HCnpeKH^aHO rp^eBPiTO^HCKaH>e 6ojieCHHKOBO/I,BopHniTe TaMHo, caMO tck y3 onajEH npiiKyiiaK Kao ji^a ce
MH^e
HeniTo 6ejio noMHCjiiiM ;i,a je necnoKoJHH ;^yx nOKOJHa KaKBa rjiaca, niTO ce y MaTHi^H nopo;];ii HeKa;^, npe;i,jra2Kyk' /i,a ce nycTom onpaBH,
na
6jLjfl,B:
ca^,
oneKyjykn;i,yine,
njio^.
IIpHTpn' ce Majio,
yTaa 3a
TOHjioj
^HM
ce
Ha^eMja
o;i;aJH,
y3;i;axHyky
HMaM Ka^i, jep TH hem, Kao niTO
je;i;ape;^
3a to6om,
caM MaTH^ap,
bh;i;hm, 6htii
TparH^aH MOMenaT HaTH^ap.6jrara, najiojKeHa nek,
TonjiOTa
y
H>oJ3H THita naib,
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k'o CTapor jieTa
niTO cnajbyjy,
MpTBO tcjio HCiiynaHO fl^a BaMnnp ne 6jfl^e.CTapa6iiJia,
i^pno,
To CTapoKaKBafl,a
jieTO,
ro;i,HHa!
je
CTpamna
6Hjra
j jkhbotj,rpo6a,
^a KaKBa 6h tgkjoinje;i,ape/i;
JKajrocTan,its
ycTane
^a ce noBaMnnpn
CxpaxoTa! paTOc Tamix mhcjih! ce, OKpeneM nehu jie^a H MHCJIHM, niTa fl^a ^HTaM, p,Si pacTepaM Te MyTHe bh^^obc
PasjsjpHM
o ojKHBejrirM rpo6oBiiMa
H yMpjIHM 3KHB0THMa? JeBan^ejiHJe mh na CTOjiy,Haj6ojbe TaKoj 6e^ii Temiijio.Ba;i;aBa!
CBaKa BpcTa, CBaKa
cefea pe^,
Ha OHora jynaKa jaraitacTor, niTO yMpTBH CBOJ ;khbot 6eCMpTHH,;i;a
H>HM ojKHBii rpo6.
IIpeBpHeM jiHCT, npeBpneivi h ^pym, npe^ OHHMa mh rjiaBe npojiase, k'o jiy6aH>e KoraTane MpTBa^Ke; ca^i, eBO Bek OTKpoBeHHJy pe;i;. IlHCMeHa ce no jiHCTOBHMa MyTe, HaHHHHHie ce i^pna CTpamnjia, niTO o iBHMa npopH^yk' npn^ajy; a jeBaH^ejiCKe cbbtc hcthhc036HJbHHJOM TeK ^HHe OHCCHy. CHO je, Te rp^ne 6jry,7i;HHi:^e OTKpOBeHHJe HITO je OTKpiIJIO, HOKasyje mh OTKpHBeny 6jijti^, HpcBHJa ce y My^HOM nanony, Hji' yMHpe II ji pa^a? ^ 73 H>y ce npHKyHHjra a5K;i,axa,JecT',ce;i;MorjiaBH 3Maj,
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MpTBaHKa,
rjiaBa
MO;i,pH HJiaM
npnoM ;i,HMy jiHJKe, HemTO nHme, k'o ;i,a y MjrasoBHX npo^HTaM cpHHjknnojiaraHO no
PjBapai^! IIlTa, PjBapai^? je .m, SBepn? Xa! no TOM caM Te nosn'o, 6jiy;i,Ha Kkepn Th HceHO, TH CH CTapa ro;i;HHa;
th ch ji^jbisl joj, H3;i,axHyjia Te jMiipykH ca;i na, 6jiy;i;HHn,a, y nacy nocjie;i,H>eM jom HMa Ka;i,e fl^a ce nopo^n! a TH,a'yK;i,axo,
CTaHH, niTa to jeKke? K'o Hanper o/i^ Kamjba, sanTHBen, cyx. Ha yMopy je ji' ponai^ ro^nne? Ha MOJHM BpaTMa Kyi^ny hcko, 36Hjba Kyi^, kjjj,, kju, Ja nexoTHL^e ;i,axHyx yeiaanAjt': !
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OTBopHHie ce BpaTa ne^yJHO, HenyJHo CTynH je;i,Ha 6ejia ceHKaHe, HHJe ceHKa, MpTBai^; mhcjih
sap
je'
rpOSOBHTO OTKpOBeHHJeCBaHy;],a
TO,
CBOJa pe^aT' npe;i;a mhom,
norH6HJe, BacKpcennja CBa? /l,o6ap Be^e! slbqt Me noa^paBH; no3HajeM rjrac
noHoknora BeTpa niipyK, Ka;i; HH>e CTpeca c Bp6a Ha;],rpo6H[ix;k'o
no3HajeM
rjiac,
TaKO je npe^^Hc'onocjie;i,itHM
y nacoBHMa cbojhm
PyBapai; KocTa. /I,o6ap Be^el* ii hcho^i, noKpoBa KOHiTaHHi^y MH HpyjKH y no3;^paB npHXBaTiTM je h CTHcaK .Tie;i,eH joj CBer yKo^enor onpocTH Me CTpa.
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7I^o6ap
BC^e
!
OTno3;i,paBiiM
My
ja,
Me BH^ijia:, ^a ce He njtaniHM, 6ajarii cxaneM majiHTH ce c h>hm Ila OTKj^ TaKO ;i;oii;KaH, 6ora th, sap n TPi HokHHK, h th 6eKpHJa? Aji' to je Bajb'/i,a TBoja Tparn^HOCT? IIIto 3a ^HBOTa XTe;];e npespeTH, ocy;^HjiH Te na to ho c^ipTH HacMemH ce HopyrjbiiBO Ta ^a, Bek BHaM, HiTa mhcjihui mhcjthhi jMpto caM? Ba;],aBa, hjto je seMHa noBpniHOCT Ila TH ^a HOJMHHI H03HB ^OBC^Jh? Hh ocHOBe Mj HHCH Haspo JOIHT^a::
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IIjiaHeTa OBa, seMJba, seMjta je
na KaKo ho3hb cboj
;i,a
HOCTHrHcm,
na h,oJ3h sap? Je Ji' 6ojbe cpi^e, hjih jbjniTHKa? CxBaTam jiu, H0BpiHHH^e? Ja 6hx snao HHane Ha to o;i,roBopHTH, aji' He ky ji^a ra je^HM, pe^aK mh je toct;H>oJ3H, cjien^e,hji'
T
pasMHHijbajyii' 6ajarH
kyTao caM. na HiTa TO HHTaHi? sanHTa Me rocT.
JcBaH^ejiHJe, peKox.
OKaHH ra ce, ;],o;],HJajio mii, Taj Kvpc Bek cjiyniaM i^ejiy ro;i,HHyjna sa to HMaM peKpai^HJy ca;i, ;i,o HpBa PcyKypHKa. E rjre! na jieno, mhjio mh je 6ani, na Ka;]; je TaKO, snakem jaMa^no, HMa.iH Penan npaBO hjih ne? 3BaHHHHe TaJHe, pek'e KoiuTaHHK,
He Kaayjy ce noBprnnHi^HMaA.11'ca/i,
oKpen'MO
;i,pyrH
pasroBop
ITpHHOBe;i,aj
mh
niToro;i; o iloJ3h!
rioca^H ce H
Hcapo.Ai
nnTjbHBHM
sanHTOje
266
ycnjiaMTeme mynjbHHe o^ne mj:o CBOJoj jby6aBH.
KasHB'o caM My, ^a ce ceka na ib, H ^a, he iBera naaiTHT' bchhto, jep ceka ra ce, to sa ii;e.i:o snaivi, Ka;]; ro;i, ce noje naMJaT BJennaja*. TtymeBHa CBecT joj CBa je iBeroBa, a HecBecT Tejia ;i,ake ;!;pyroMe. Ka;i, bh;],hm, ;i,a My ro;i,H npnnoBecT,
ynoTpe6HM TpenyTaKIlaKa;i,
yro;i,aH:
CMO ce071,
Beli
TaKO cacTajm!
nosaJMH MH nosaJMn mh
SHaiBa CBora niTO
rocT Me npeKHHe: OneT iiosaJMH! Mope, Ti;oKJie kem? y npexo;],HHi^e hobhh cy mh cbh! IIosaJMH MH 071; CBOJe HayKC, OCBCCTH Mene, ruTa ;],a BepyjcM o jaMa^HOCTH onniTer ycKpca?o^i;
H.Ti'
XTe;i,e
ca;i;
yro/i;jbHB 3arjia,zi,HT',
y npBC HiTO MH sajaM o^6h moj, Hji' HSBemTajcM 7i,HpHyT jby6aBHHM, TCK OH ce ;i,H5Ke, HcnpaBH ce ;i;yr, y ^eao ynpe npcTOM ;i,ecHH^HHM, a inyBa'iHnM y rojie KyKOBC, saopH rjiac k o no;i;3eMajbCKH rpoM: Ajr(j)a H OMera!
H
36HJba
6eme
jEy6aH>H
My
bh/i;
(y npo;i,yHceH.y c n.iiekHHM KOCTHMa) k'o Majio aji^a, a no;]; uiyBaKOM
KyKOBH k'o bcjihko OMcra. ^PasyMcm? o6jacHHiiy th cthxom y kh>h3hcaBHJaxy ce6jie;i,H
!
OTBOpH KH>Hryi Ja je OTBOpHM. Ja npcBpiieM, a.i' h oh na^vjbHBO y rjiaBa.Ma yn.ieTeH Bpe6a cthx-
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Xa! eBO ra! rjie! ja caM ajic|)a h neivia rocTa Mor. OKpeneM ce, a.i' Vjie npoKjieTHHKa npeeapHO mqI 06a3HpeM ce, rjieneM y KiBHry, H rjie noneTaK CTpacTii XpncTOBe,
!
HS^ajcTBO IleTpa, neTjiOB kjktppik: sai^ejio je tg pe^H npoHHT'o na, J 6pH3H, ^ac ne nponjCTH,ji^a.
no saKOHj aconHJai^HJeH;i;ejafl^si
cpo;i,Hnx homhcjiiio
je,
H
3a TO
KyKvpiiKHY iieT^o sancTa, TaKO H3HeBepH Me,
A.t'
HHmTa
3a to, XBajia, rocTe Moj,!
HaBeKH XBajia Pck'o ch mh ;i,oct'. Ajic|)a H OMera! My;i,pa CMpTH, o caMpTHH^Ka,SKHBa My;i,pocTiiAjic|)a je rjiaBa,
aji^a to je jm,
no^eTaK mTO y H>oj
csera, ;^yniHH neHMap,3H;i,a
6y;i;ykH0CTH
cjaj
;
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cpaMOTa, Tp6yx, jiaKOMOCT3H/i,apa
it
6jiy;i;,
yMHor bc^hh
pyiiiHTpy;],
TO OMera je CBeMy, CBeMy Kpaj.
^oJ3H cjHKa MHoriix no3HaHHKa,MJia;i,aHKHx, CTapnx,
vMpjTHX o6pa3a,nojaca;o;i;
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JIJL
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cbiix 6pHra,
npeBpTjbHBOCTH seMHe cnoMennKa. y Mene una Majia je;i;Ha KEBHra, y IB0J3H cjiHKa MHoriix no3HaHHKa, Mel^y iBHMa je,;BH;i,HM c npBa MHra,
Me^y H>HMa h Moja CTapa ^ukr,aji'
ona 6ain ox, caMO ;i,o nojaca.
jiiTeTa
Tora
CTaca!
JecT, ona^a,
je,
HeHarjEe;i,aHa;i;ynia
;i;eBa,
OBanykeHH pajcKHX
can,
TO MH rpjio y3 necMC npnneBa, ox, TO je JIHK TOJIHKO OQCBaH!
Jl^a,
THM
je rjie;i,OM'npiiKOBajia
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aji'
iiope^i,
CBera neMJba,je, aji'
jecT,
ona
caMO
;^o
nojaca.
TcK ca/i; ce KajeM, mTO^HHcaM Herake 3eMHHM npojia3HO KpajcM,
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Bek HaEGK no tom oriteHOM BpxjHt^j, no He;i,OMamHOM, yMHnijbeHOM cynu^y Je;i;ape;^ tbk noxo;i;HO caM je, na Tora ;i;oHeKa, ;i,HBOTe Te JeBpona i^ejca, o6pa3 iBen, ;i,a 6oMe, V CBe^i H3o6pa3KeH>y cbomg, aji' ca^ joj Beii sa n,ejio ne rnne, HH o6pa3HOCTH anoTCKHHe, JeBpona i],ejra, CBenana o;i,ejia, iUpBena nac, nac 6jre;i;a; na H3 OKa, /i,a no;i,aHH^Ka rjie;],a!
IIIto ca/i, k'o h3 /i,Be ByjiKancKe 6e3^He npne H3ropejiHM JKHBOTOM CMaTpa^a npoTpne, y onaj nap to npBH 6eme acap, cyn^anoM nojiasHHKy 3eMjbHH ;i,ap
Ha
cjraBOJiyKjoj,
na ycTa
a nanpe^i,
caM yjia3aTH CTao, na TDyjin-LJapHrpa^^, caM joj cjraojKnBy nojbynna^i;.
Tejiajie jiaKe,
Teaaj o;\e sa TejrajiOM, na noBpaTaK hh jeji^sm ;n,a ce ;i;ao; OX, THX Tejiajia CTpamno Me je acao: Je;i,ape;i, Me joni, 3eMJbo, caMO nycTH, Teaajie Te 113 tbojhx BadnT' ycTH, 0^ H>HX ^yjeM cjie^H Mor nojia3a ;i,HBOTe ^a MH npn^ajy n Hy;i,a, y Te6H CBe niTo JKHBe KaMO Ky;i,a, 6ap caMO nojaca! 71,0Aji'ji^SL
Bap caMO ^oji,o
nojaca,
jcKBaTopcKor oi;n,eBHTor pasa, r;i,e Mo:Ke ^a je cyni^a Mora paje; ja ;a^ajhe HHKa;i, ne yrjie;i,ax Kpaje, CBor cyni^a nnna;!, ne y3a6pax njio^a, 6aHaHa, CMOKBe, mekepa, ypaMa;
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npenjiaMJbHBora njiaMa He 6eme pana ;i,yinH o^i; necaMa. He 6oj ce, npH6oj TBOJe ;i;o6pe na^e* cyH^ana Moja He npe6po;i,H Jia^a, ;i;a bh;i,hm mTa th HH^iija Bajba;i,e, ;i,a orjie;i,aM 071; MopcKHX napana^a:o;i;
Hs
TBOJHX
MH
ce JCTa
npHBH]^ajia tck nycTa
seMjba Maxapa^a.
Hs ycTa
th, h3
nposopHka sopn,
H3 o^HJy TH OHcen-HOJiy^HeBa, niTO HyCTHHiHKa HpH^HHaJVia MOpH ocoHHa xjia;];a najiMOEHX raJeBa7I,HB0Ty paja, nacjia^e noTaja,
o6aMHpaH>e ^axa sarpjbaja,cjro6o;i,y Hy;i,eii',
jkhbot, ce6e caMa
sa
HHsaKje;i,aH
3a
je;i,aH jKajiocHHx necana, TpajaK HeMoii-y3;i,Hcaja,
na Maaji'
;i,o
je CTajio
se^HTora cnaca,Hojaca!
caMO
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HOJaca jkhbot
naM
je i^eo
y HOHpcjy je 6or nac OTHoneo, a Bpar ocTajEH 7i,o;^ao npHjienaK. J\si HHJe TaKO, 3ap 6h Morjra th, ^a cyHi^a Mora jby6aBHora JKapy, y CBOM seMjbanoM yTe^em neMapy?
Ta 3ap 6h
Morjia, 3eMJbO
xy;];a,
th,
Morjia ce sap sa ;i;pyror y;i,aTH ?
Morjra 6h sap saKJiOHHTH ce My^KH,
o6pyHHTH ce sa Mccei^ o6pyHKH? Sap OH rocHo;i,ap ocjieKa h cjieKa, OH OHHX CTpacTH Mopc 3a;i;o6H,
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niTO cjHHaH :Kape neKa^ j Te6eKa H3 He6eCHHX BHCHHa HaTonH? T^a HHJe TaKO, ne 6hji' cyHu;e sap, sap He 6ii cjHi^e noMp^ajio cjaj, o6jra^HHOM ce CMpKjro ocBeTe, a IIS o6jiaKa jkhbh njian'o rpoM, o^ cjHHane Te cpe;i,e o;n^ceKO, ;i;a ce cajieTHin BacejbenoM cbom, k'o cpeke Moje o^^ceneHa rjiaBa, a ;i,7ina TBOja njiaMHa h KpsaBa, J penaTH^KH neKa cjKke BpB." Ha fl^evoji, Ha^e SBes/^anora HHsa, niTO Moja jby6aB j He6o ynHca, HBK cnp^KH SBes^e J HjiaMeHHx Mjiasn', a cnp^Kene Ha bbkh hck yracn cpaMOTe TBOJe, cpeke Moje KpB
Aje' join ce
scMJba ca
bc^hthx CTasasbcs^ii raca,
noMejia HHJe;
hh
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M.ia;i;e.
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CHTHH peTI^H I^pHHX CJIOBa, CBeTe MoniTH MyneHH^KHx CHOBa.
KaMO HokH, KaMO
;i,aHH,
npocaitaHH, npoMamTaHH,npoHa;i,aHH, npoja;i,aHH,
KaMO
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no;i,o6a ;i,peBHa ;i;o6a,
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Bek MH ;i,HcaK sarymyjy jy^epaaHM 3a/i,acHMa:KHBOTOBa pasHJiasa, Te 6ecaMpT Biijj^a CBora
CHOMeHHMa 3a^HH>yiiH CaMpTHHHKe HHHITaBOCTH, Kaacy HCTy cy;i;6y k'ofl^Si
y:KacHyTOM nocMaTpany. He6He mhcjih sgmhh 6opi;H, 7i,yniHHOMe CBaKOM 3paKy, CBaKOM jby;i;cKOM :pTBeH>aKyy3acToni;e
y noBopi^n;
y noHokH xjia;i,He rpo3e roMHjiHHa Hexajaiba 3aHeceiioM ;^ymoM Hoce
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Te o6acja npnoKOJbe,
jom cy caMO bh;i,'j[h 6ojbe BeKOBHTH HenpospaK.
yrHHyme;
niTO Be;i;pHJe HCTy BecTe HeMHT-cy7i;H>y
cenKe OBe, rone chobg,
MOMe
CHeBjby,IV.
momg
6y;i;ay.
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y
KpBaBa TBora
CTH;];a
Benan; tc je o6aKpy5K'o
MyneHHHKa o6acjaBa y iteMy ce KaJHo MopHjiHLi,e
caH^e KpacHH, H3 O^HJy TBOJHX racHH' npocHiiBaHa Her/i,a jasaTBOje,
npeKopHMa npocHJaBa.
y
irpeKopn' k'oHoiiH,
fl^a
36opH:;i,aHH,
KaMO
KaMO
npocaitaHH, npoJKejbKaHH ? 0;i, jase ch kob'o chobg, csifl, Ofl, CHOBa jaBy Besn! CTpaCTH MOJe nJEaM-OTpOBG; jaBe Moje 6y;i,He 6ecH
!
TH HX CHOBH HOTaMaHH KaMO Hokn, KaMO ;i,aHH?Aji'
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CH JKHBa, TH CH HHJia, jiena, th ch Bpjia, aji', TBora mh npsa rpjia, CH ;^aBHo Beii yMpjia, fl,a
Th
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MHoro 6h
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jKHBjba 6Hj[a.
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Her;i,amity cjiaBv cjia^H
HCBH^enHX BHTCSOBaHesaxBajiHoj jHv^a;i;H?
ChOBH, CJiaBO, BH30BH, onpocTHTC MOM Hexajy! He 6h 6Hjro BameM cjajy y npcHJy Kpaja obm' He 6h 6Hjro oTHo^nna, TCK ^a HHJe JKemfenx HHHa, y3^HcaJHHx o6jia^HHa OKyjKjbHBe caMpTHocTn! Aj[' OBaKO, BHJIO, npocTH! KaTKa;]; caMO join Me nycTH ;i,oK HacoBa Tpaje nycTn', ^a noncBaM HaTCHaHH: KaiNio nofen, Ka.Aio ^ann ? Aji' y OHH HOB DM ;i,aHKy;
Ka;^
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OHH caHi^H y3;i;HcaHi^H, OHH Mpa^HH Tyro3BaHii;H,Ka;],
ce cjierny i^pne cghh,bhjto, xo;i,h
Mena! 0;i; o6jiaKa, mTO y BOJbe ocTaBiime CTapn rpecH,OH;i;a,o;i,6iijaiie,
bhjeo, 6ojbe
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npecTa njiaM, h iipeBpejiajis.
je Bpesa,
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