&igor pui`rma ÊÈÉÌ he , ik yid gor k o hm 2am me. rhte hu0 nhi. carry kr rhe, to vaips kese...

&IgOr pUi`Rma ÊÈÉÌ

ÜmayapurÝ

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b/jreù iktnI kImtI hE, nvµIp reù, b/jreù iktnI kImtI hE ! Aaj hm smze.ge.|

nvµIp 2am me. hm Aa0 hE., to ]ska purpose Kya hE? We should carry Gaura back

home, jha> hm ja rhe hE., gOr ko Apne S4an pr vaips lekr ja0e.| prNtu [sm.e

smSya hE, ik yid gOr ko hm 2am me. rhte hu0 nhI. carry kr rhe, to vaips kEse

lekr ja0e.ge? to gOr ko p/aò. se Anuwv kre., hmare [*3 hE.| ijtna hm Apne bCco.

ko Pyar, ya ApnI pTnI ko Pyar krte hE., km se km ]tna to Pyar kre.| ]nka

icNtn kre.|

AwI hmne kItRn ikya, yh kItRn bhut bD_a wI ho skta hE, pr hmne ku7 cuin.da

vaKyo. ka hI p/yog ikya hE [sme.| bhut bD_a wI ho skta 4a kItRn|

"inta{ pagl kre Aamar gOra.g he"

iktna ku7 ho skta hE| vo sb #Ik hE, prNtu yh kItRn ka AanNd hm tb

]#a0e.ge jb hm, jo hmne AwI jo mUl kItRn ikya [sme., [sko hm ¹dy se kr

pa0e.| ¹dy se smzkr kr pa0e.|

jb hm kItRn krte hE. ya jp krte hE., yh ko{ xBdavlI ka p/yog nhI. hE…, hona

nhI. caih0| jb kItRn kre., jp kre., ]se feel krke kre., feel…, wItr se jp kre.|

[iNd/yo. ke kayoR. ko hI kevl wiKt kI s.)a nhI. dI jatI hE| jp kre., kItRn kre.,

wItr se feel krte hu0 kre.| Ab hm iktn.e idno. se, hm yh kItRn sun rhe hE.…,

kItRn sun rhe hE., "ha>-ha> gOra p/a` gOra", p/a` gOra ! ikya sb ne yh kItRn?

muq se to ikya? vaStv me. bola ¹dy se kI, "p/a` gOra"? p/a` ra2a to ifr wI

socte hE.| Kya "p/a` gOra" bola? jb tk "p/a` gOra" bole.ge nhI., to ve imle.ge

kEse? p/a` gOra to muq se bola, pr Kya muq se bolne se hmara kayR pUitR, "gOr

p/em" p/aPt ho ja0ega? p/aò. se bolna hoga| kItRn to p/aò. ke Aaveg se krna hE,

"ha>-ha> gOra p/a` gOra"

jEse sb kItRn krte hE., "ha>-ha> gOra p/a` gOra", n !!!

"ha>-ha> gOra p/a` gOra gOra.g he"

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"p/a` gOra"… jb hm "p/a` gOra" gOr 2am me. rhkr nhI. bole.ge. to idLlI me. ya

khI. jakr kEse bole.ge.? Factory me. jakr, bCco. ke sa4 bE# kr Apne| yha> pr to

hE...., hE. hm ! [s pitt-pavn 2am me. hm hE.|

dUsra hmne Kya bola? "nvµIp p4e-p4e gOra.g he|" nvµIp ke p4-p4 pr gOra.g h.E,

hr jgh pr gOra.g h.E| iktnI bD_I bat hE ! p4e-p4e, vEse to pUrI pir¢ma me. hme.

Anuwv krna caih0 ik p4-p4 pr gOra.g mhap/wu…, p4-p4 pr hE.| prNtu Agr hm

hr jgh nhI. wI Anuwv kr pa0e.| jEse hm "&Ivas Aa.gn" g0, hmne vh peD_ deqa

jo qoqla sa hE, ]s peD_ ko mhap/wu ne Svy. Aail.gn ikya huAa hE,]se 7uAa huAa

hE| to jb hm ]s peD_ ko 7U rhe hE., Kya hme. lg rha hE ik [sko gOra.g mhap/wu ne

7uAa hE? bta[0? Kya lg rha hE hme.? lg rha hE? nhI. lg rha, to lgna caih0|

wgvan\ ko Anuwv AOr wgvan\ ka AaSvadn, yh hm p/em se hI kr skte hE.| hmne

bola [s peD_ ko gOra.g mhap/wu ne gle lgaya, #Ik hE? hmne yh nhI. bola wgvan\

ne gle lgaya [s peD_ ko| wgvan\ mee. AOr gOra.g mhap/wu, yh xBd me. bhut wed hE|

wgvan\ to iv*ù wI hE., pr Kya ve "rsraj mhawav gOra.g" hE.? wgvan\ ka Aail.gn

AOr rsraj ka Aail.gn, [sme. hI [tna wed hE| iv*ù tTv ka Aail.gn iksne

ikya? ve wI rsmy Sv=p hE., iv*ù wI| prNtu "rsmy" me. AOr "rsraj" me. bhut

wed hE, bhut wed hE| rsraj, riskxeqr, rsraj, "rsraj", yhI. pr qTm nhI. hE|

wgvan\ ne Aail.gn nhI. ikya, rsraj ne wI nhI. ikya| "rsraj mhawav gOra.g

mhap/wu" ne Aail.gn ikya hE [s peD_ ka| "mhawav Sv=ipÌ ra2aranI" ke iksI ko

dxRn p/aPt ho ja0e. vo…, to ibna sa2na ke isi² ho jatI hE| vhI mhawav

Sv=ipÌ ra2a v &Ik<*` ka,

"ra[-kanu imilt tnu gOra.g he"

[sko feel krte hu0 kre.| iksne ikya Aail.gn ]s peD_ ka? "rsraj mhawav

imilt tnu", ]Nho.ne Aail.gn ikya AOr vhI peD_ ko mE. 7U rha hU>| to ibna sa2na

ke ra2aranI ke dxRn se hI isi² p/aPt ho jatI hE| to Agr hmarI wavna ho ik

[nko mhap/wu ne…, 'rs', mhap/wu mt soic0 kevl| rsraj mhawav imilt tnu,

"ra[kanu imilt tnu" ne [nka Aail.gn ikya ]sko…, Ab 7uAo| ]nko Ab p/àm

kro, to deqo iktna wed hE|

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kayR deqne me. to sbko lgta hE jp ho rha hE, pr Kya-Kya ho rha hota hE jp

me.? is²-mhapu=8 wI jp kr rhe. hE. AOr n0 wKt wI jp kr rhe. hE.| iktna wed

hota hE..., iktna wed hota hE| hota hE na? ]sI p/kar, yh peD_ hE…, iksI ne

deqa, 'peD_ hE', wgvan\ ne 7uAa 4a| ve ku7 risk wKt hote hE., ve Kya deq rhe. hE.?

"rsraj mhawav gOra.g mhap/wu", ve 7U rhe hE.| [s cetna me. yid ]s S4an pr ho.ge

to hI ]s S4an ko hm Anuwv kr pa0e.ge.| ]s S4an ko hm relish kr pa0e.ge.|

k<*` ko sbne deqa k.s ke ]s mEdan pr|

iksI ko ve ymraj idq rhe. hE.,

iksI ko rsraj idq rhe. hE.,

iksI ko sqa idq rhe. hE.,

iksI ko ixxu idq rhe. hE.,

- p/em ke Anu=p !

]sI p/kar se ye lIla S4ilya> wI hE.| Ab ko{ iksI ko…, 0k barI ko{ pir¢ma

krne g0, vaips Aa0 to jo gu=jI ke pas Aa0, to bole "Kya deqa?" "Kya gu=jI

pir¢ma Aap krva rhe. hE.? [sme. k.kD_ hE., pT4r hE., suAr hE. AOr ml hE AOr im©I

hE, kele ke i7lke hE., yhI sb 4a|" 0k dUsre wKt Aa0, khte hE., "muze to p4-

p4 pr hmexa hI yhI lg rha hE ik ve pItaMbr Ao!_e, ibLkul pvRt sman, ve [tne

suNdr, kItRn krte hu0 ja rhe. hE.| ba0e. deqta hU>, to ve nj_r Aate hE., da0e. deeqta hU>,

Aage gOra pI7e gOra gOra.g he…| Aage deqo, pI7e deqo to muze to gOr hI nj_r Aa rhe.

hE. kevl| gOr ke Alava ku7 nj_r nhI. Aa rha|" AOr dUsre wKt ka Kya d<i*3 hE?

ik muze k.kD_ v pT4r nj_r Aa rhe hE.| ve suNdr gOr, Are ! wgvan\ hI jb [tne

suNdr hote hE. to k<*` iktne suNdr hoge.? wgvan\ ko hm iv*`u kI s.)a dete hE.|

k<*` wgvan\ nhI. hE., b/j ke {Xvr naih jain b/jjn|

"v/j-loker wave pa[ye ta>har cr`|

k<*` ke {Xvr naih jain b/j jn||"

Ü&I &I cEtNy cirtam<t\ m@y lIla Ñ.ÉÊÐÝ

iv*`u ko kOn {Xvr manta hE? ve [tne suNdr hE.| AOr jb wgvan\ hI [tne suNdr

hE., to k<*` iktne suNdr hoge.? Kyo.? Kyo.ik ve rsraj hE.| wgvd\ Sv=p rs=p hE. pr

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mhap/wu rs…, k<*` rsraj hE., AOr gOr? re ma{, gOr to gOr hE.| gOr jEsa to ko{

wI nhI. hE| gOr jEsa, ko{ nhI. hE, ko{ nhI. 4a, ko{ nhI. hoga !!

deqo re ma{, suNdr xcInNdn…




xcInNdn …

deqo deqo ma{… suNdr xcInNdn…

deqo re ma{, suNdr xcInNdn||

[s cetna me. gOr pir¢ma krnI hE, gOr ko ¹dy me. 2ar` krna hE| ha>, yha> kre.ge

to bahr wI kr pa0e.ge| bahr mane xhr me., factory me., khI. pr| yha> 2ar` krna

hE|

hmne btaya peD_, peD_ ko gOr ne 7uAa, AC7a ! AOr gOr to…, sa9at\…, jEse gOr-

gda2r miNdr me. Aap g0, vha> gOr Aa0 qud, qud Aa0, kb-kb Aa0? 0k bar Aa

g0, dxRn id0, pUja krne kI Aa)a dI| #Ik hE? vh S4an jo hE, jo reù hE vha>,

jo 2Uil hE, k` hE. vh Aiwi8Kt hE, iksse? 0k to yh wgvan ko wUl jaAo

hmare yha> ragmagR me., wgvan\ ka nam mt ilya kro| ha> iknse, iknse Aiwi8Kt

hE cr`2Uil, re u? "rsraj mhawav imilt tnu gOra.g mhap/wu ke idVy k<pamy

cr`kmlo.e" se Aiwi8Kt hE p/Tyek re u| vh mhawav 0esa hota hE ik 0k 9` wI jo

hE, ijske pas mhawav hE, jo goipya> hE., vh 0k 9` wI jo hE, 0k hj_ar ctuyRug

ke sman lgte hE. jb dxRn nhI. hote k<*` ke| AOr jb k<*` sa4 me. hote hE., jb

k<*` ke dxRn ho rhe hote hE., to hj_aro. yug bIt jate hE.…, ve kEse lgte hE.? [sko

khte hE. mhawav, 0k zlk bta rhe hE. hm mhawav| yh hota hE mhawav|

to yh mhawav to goipyo. me. wI hE, prNtu mhawav Sv=ipÌ nhI. hE. goipya>|

ra2aranI mhawav Sv=ipÌ hE...., AOr rsraj…, AOr yh vale mhawav jo hE., ye

imlkr yha> pr ivcr` kr rhe. hE., mhawav to| to jo cr`2iUl hE, jo wgvan\ kI

wgv%a ka, ma2uyR ka svoR%m AaSvadn kratI hE, vh hI cr`2Uil, vh hI

mhawav-yuKt cr`2Uil ke }pr hm wI cl rhe. hE.| yhI gOr-pda.ikt wUim hE| yh

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ko{ im©I-iv©I nhI. hE, yh ko{ b.gal me. nhI. ho Aap, klk%e me.| yh to mhawav

ivcr` kre hE. yha> pr, vha> pr ho Aap| vh 0k-0k kdm me. xui² kr rha hE| 0k

kdm me. p/em de skta hE| Aap yh cetna se mano ik, ha> yha> pr mhawav rsraj

gOra.g mhap/wu, yhI. pr cle hE.| to ]s cr`-re u ke p/it Aap ibk jaAoge|

Aap bologe, ]s cr` re u se p/a4Rna kroge ik,"he 2am kI rj, he nvµIp 2am kI

rj, Aapke yha> se to mhap/wu ivcr` ik0 hE.|" to mhawav se p/a4Rna Kya kroge

ik, "he mhawav Sv=ipÌ ra2a ! he gOr tnu ! ra[kanu imilt tnu ! ApnI..., ApnI

seva me. muze inyuKt kro|" mhawav se Aap AOr Kya p/a4Rna kroge? mhawav Sv=ipÌ

se? gOr se, jo imilt-tnu se Kya p/a4Rna kroge? Aapko jEse hI Smr` ho ja0 yh

mhawav hE, to Aap turNt gOr AOr ra2a ke ibna ku7 soc nhI. skte ho| Aap soc

hI nhI. skte| p/Tyek 9` yh p/a4Rna hogI, "gOr, gOr, gOr, gOr, gOr| ra2a,

ra2a,ra2a,ra2a,ra2a|"

ijs jgh pr 0k bar wI mhap/wu ivcr` ik0 hE., jEse manlo gOr-gda2r miNdr ke

pas..., to nvµIp p4e-p4e to gOra.g he, vh to iniXct hE, prNtu 0k ku7 jgh 0esI

hE jha> gOr roj_, p/Tyek idn Aavgmn, Aavgmn krte rhte hE.| janna cahe.ge. kOn-sI

jgh hE? yh vo hI jgh hE, jha> pr AwI Aap wI log roj_ hI Aavgmn kr rhe. hE.|

roj_ kr rhe hE. Aap log Aavgmn, yhI. pr| kha> pr? 'nrhir 2am' to #Ik hE|

gOra.g mhap/wu ka 6r, jNm S4lI, 6r kha> hE? 6r se hI to bahr Aa0e.ge mhap/wu

AOr vaips wI to 6r pr ja0e.ge, cahe Aap &Ivas Aa.gn jaAo, cahe Aap g.ga Snan

jaAo, cahe khI. pr wI jaAo, ngr s.kItRn kro, kha> se p/arMw kroge? 6r se,

vaips jaAoge 6r pr| to yh jo p4e-p4e, yh jo road hE, yh pta hE iktnI

mhTvpU`R road hE? yh mhap/wu ka jo 6r hE ijsse, ijs p4 pr sb ke sb -

mhap/wu, inTyan.d p/wu, AµEtacayR AOr mhawav Sv=ipÌ ra2a gda2r, krte ho n

'gda2ray ivd\mhe ra2a=pay 2Imih', vo ra2a, 0k Aor gOr ra2a, 0k gda2r ra2a,

0k inta{, &Ivas, =p goSvamI sare, ye cr` kml [s p4 pr roj_ ivcr` krte

hE. roj_, roj_ everyday…, yh…, [s p4 pr clte ho Aap roj_| malUm? [s p4 pr

clte ho|

hmarI roj_ kI seva hE yha> kI| hm rat-rat, s.kIRtn hota hE &Ivas Aa.gn pr, to

subh Aate hE.| to hmne btaya kI yhI 6r, yhI xcImata yha> pr µar pr sb Aa

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rhe. hE. sb - mhap/wu, inTyan.d, AµEt, gda2r, &Ivas, =p-snatn, das, sb Aa

rhe. hE., hm wI Aa rhe. hE.| hm wI hE. yha> pr sa4 me., yh bat yad rqnI hE|

yh jo jp krte hE. &IgOr inTyan.d, kevl xaiBdk ]Ccar` ko jp nhI. bola jata|

vaStv me. jp ka mtlb hE mn ka s.yog hona| s.kItRn, s.kItRn mtlb 's.g me.

kItRn', vh wI 0k bat hotI hE| mn ko jb hm [iNd/yo. ke sa4 joD_ ke jb hm

kItRn krte hE., ]sko wI sMyk\ =p se kItRn kha jata hE| vaStv me. vaStivk

s.kItRn yh hE| s.kItRn ka mtlb j_or-j_or kI !_ol bjana nhI. hE| mn ke Smr`

ke sa4 kItRn krna [se khte hE. s.kItRn, sMyk\ =p se kItRn|

to jb jp krte hE., to hme. yh yad hona caih0 ik merI seva Kya hE? seva krte-

krte krna hE kItRn| mhap/wu to cl rhe hE. yha> pr roj_ subh, inTyan.d wI hE.,

AµEt wI hE., ha> AOr mE. wI hU>, qud ko mt wUlo| ve to hE., vo to #Ik hE, hE. hI

hE., ha> pr mE. wI sa4 me. hU>| mere gu= ne muze yh Ai2kar p/dan ikya hE, 'tum wI

yhI. pr ho'| ve to hE., tum wI ho, 6us jaAo| yhI to sa2na hE, ]nke bIc me.

Aana, AOr sa2na AOr Kya hotI hE?

"mhajner je[ p4, tate hobo Anurt, pUvaRpr kirya ivcar|

sa2n Smr` lIla, [hate na kro hEla, kaymne kirya susar||"

Ü&I &I p/emwiKtciNd/ka ÉÌ - &Il nro%m #akur mhaxyÝ

yh #akur mhaxy kh rhe hE., ik yh jo sa2n hE, yh jo Smr` hE [ska hEla,

mtlb loosening, Kya khte hE. [sko? ha>, neglect mt kro Smr` ko| Don’t neglect, when you chant, don’t neglect Smaraëa.

‘Chanting means with Smaraëa!’

Aapne, deiq0 smy to lgana hI hE, ]tna hI, ]sse km lgega biLk| jb Aap

ibna Smr` ke jp kroge to smy J_yada lgega| Aapko time wI km lgana hE n

jp me., to Smr` kro| Smr` kroge to [tna smooth hoga AOr smy wI km

lgega| jb @yan nhI. hota tb smy J_yada lgta hE| to sa2n Smr` lIla, [hate

na kro hEla| yh…, [sko neglect nhI. krna| Agr jp kr rhe ho, Smr` nhI. kr

rhe to empty bullets kr rhe ho fire…, empty bullets, qalI bullets…, to ]sse ku7

nhI. hota| Ab jEse tablet hotI hE, capsule hota hE, capsule ke powder ko h3a do

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AOr 0ese qaAo to ]sse Kya hoga? deqne me. to capsule lg rha hE| deqne me. vo

hirnam hE, sb #Ik hE| hirnam me. xiKt hE, prNtu AapkI cetna ku7 to ho ]ske

pI7e|

]sI p/kar se Aap jb p.ctTv m.5 kr rhe ho, to Aapko malUm hona caih0 ik

jEse hm yha>…, hm jate hE., to mhap/wu ke sa4 hm roj_ subh [sI…, yh road jo

hE, yh bhut mhTvpU`R hE| yh mhap/wu ke 6r se iktne pas me. hE| [sI road pr hm

roj_ clte hE.., mhap/wu ke sa4 ]nke 6r me. p/vex krte hE.| inTyan.d p/wu cl rhe hE.,

baik sb jo hE. AµEtacayR hE., ve sb Apne-Apne S4an ko lO3 rhe. hE.| AOr mhap/wu

ke sa4 hm wI &I inTyan.d p/wu ke pI7e, pI7e-pI7e Apne, Apne gu=dev ke sa4 cl

rhe hE.| ifr mhap/wu ke pur me. phu>ckr, ]nke kmre ke bahr me. jo Aa.gn…, vha> pr

]nko 0k Sv`R Aasn pr bE#akr, ]nke cr` kml hm 2o rhe. hE.| mhap/wu to hE.,

hm wI hE. AOr hm ]nke cr`kml 2o rhe. hE. AOr ApnI ]%rIy se saf_ kr rhe hE.|

]ske bad saf_ krne ke bad ]nkoe ]nke bed pr bE#ate hE. AOr massage, mailx

kr rhe. hE. ]nkI, taik vo 4kan jo hE s.kItRn kI h3e, ve Aaram se so ske.| to

yh hm roj_ kr rhe hE. yha> pr| AOr yhI nhI. hE kevl| yh to AwI lgwg pOne 7:

ke krIb kI bat hE|

subh ]#e, xcImata Aa{. AOr ]Nho.ne gOr ko jgaya AOr ifr ku7 Sv=p damodr ne

pd ga0, vo sb huAa, ]ske bad ifr se g.ga Snan krne ko, kha> se ja rhe hE.?

yhI...., [sI p4 se ja rhe. hE. g.ga Snan ko| kOn? gOr, inta{, AµEt, gda2r,

&Ivas, =p, snatn, sb ke sb [sI p4 se roj_ cl rhe. hE.| soco yh p4 me.

clne ka sOwaGy iml rha hE| b/½a, ixv ko n imle sOwaGy yha> pr, hm idLlI

ke logo. ko yh sOwaGy iml rha hE| iktne AhoewaGy kI bat hE| yh soc kr hI

ivwor ho ja0>, Kya bat hE| mhap/wu, Aap yha> roj_ clte ho AOr mere ko yha>

clne…, vh hI 'mhawav Sv=ip`I'- gda2r ke =p me. Aa{. hE.| AOr vh mhawav AOr

gOr 0k5 hokr gOr =p me. hE.| rsraj AOr mhawav ve wI hE.| ]ske bad =p-=panuga

hm Apne Aapko bolte hE., vh =p goSvamI yha> roj_ cl rhe hE.|

'inTyanNd… heno inta{ ibne wa{ ra2ak<*` pa[te na[', Are inta{ AOr Aap roj_

cl rhe ho| ]nkI cr`2Uil se p/a4Rna kre.| 2am ya5a sbkI 0k jEsI nhI. hogI,

Alg-Alg hogI| yh sb yha> pr hE..., you are where your heart is…, Aapka ¹dy

jha> hE, Aap vha> ho| Aap yha> rhte-rhte wI idLlI me. rh skte ho Apne bCco. ke

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sa4| AOr idLlI me. bCco. ke sa4 rhte rhte wI yha> rh skte ho gOr ke sa4| yh

malUm ho yh, "rsraj mhawav ra[kanu imilt tnu gOr"| [sil0 hmne kItRn isfR

ku7 p.iKtyo. ka ikya 4a| Focussed rh kr kre.| kItRn jo hE n, yh gane ka iv8y

nhI. hE, yh to p/a4Rna hE, yh to wItr kI p/a4Rna hE| ]nko pukar rhe hE., gOr……

p/a4Rna Kya hotI hE? ko{ s.Sk<t ke Xlok ko p/a4Rna bolte hE.? ya 0ese krke, vh

#akur ke samne qD_e ho jana| p/a4Rna to ¹dy ka iv8y hE| gOr ! yh p/a4Rna hE|

Aapne ]nko pukara? gOr...! Aap p/a4Rna kr rhe ho| jb hm nam s.kItRn krte hE. ya

jp krte hE. AOr sa4 me. Smr` krne kI koixx krte hE., ik hm wI cl rhe hE., to

#akur deqte hE. ik, 'wa{ yh to vaStv me. p/yTn kr rha hE', to p/yTn ko deqkr

]nkI k<pa ka w~Dar qul jata hE| vh deqte hE., yh to muh> se hI bole ja rha

hE, kahe kI k<pa kre. [s pr? vh..., koixx kr rha hE, 'p/yas v ]nkI k<pa',

[sse ]nke dxRn p/aPt ho.ge.| Aap krke to deiq0 ku7 idn| 2u.2la-2u.2la to idqna

xu= ho hI ja0ga| 2u.2la-2u.2la| AC7e se kroge, AOr AC7e se kroge to AOr wI

ku7 idqna xu= ho ja0ega| pr krna to hoga| sa2n Smr` lIla, [hate na kro

hEla, [sko neglect nhI. krna, yh sbse mhTvpU`R A.g hE|

yhI road, yh road me. hI sb hE, yh road me. hI sarI isi² hE| yha> roj_ clte hE.

mhap/wu| [s road ke bare me. ijtna gu`gan kre. km hE| AwI to g.ga Snan ko subh

g0 hE.| AwI to hm subh pr hI nhI. ihl rhe| cil0 ]nko…, Snan kr ilya

]Nho.ne, vaips [s road se hm Aa rh.e hE., mhap/wu ke sa4, kEse? mhap/wu to Apna

s.kItRn krte hu0 Aa rhe hE. AOr hm pI7e ]nka hmne...., ]nka tel pkD_a huAa hE,

]nke gIle kpD_e, Snan kra n ]Nho.ne? kpD_e 7oD_ kr 4oD_a hI n AaAoge vha>...?

Xvet vS5 me. Snan ikya n, to kpD_e gIle pkD_ kr ]nke sa4 Aa rhe ho, Apne

ikxor b/a½` Sv=p me.| ]nka sman pUja ka, jo g.ga pUja krI, vo pkD_ ke Aa

rhe ho| AOr Kya pkD_ rhe ho? tel, ]b3n| yh sman jo le g0, vo pkD_ kr Aap

Aa rhe ho, yhI. road pr| vo gIle-gIle bal gOr ke, sUqe.ge to ANdr ja kr Ag=

se, iflhal to gIle hE.| vo gIle bal vale gOr| ifr yha> pr ANdr, wItr, yhI.

ANdr 6use AOr ifr &<.gar ka phle se hI Aayojn krke g0 ho, tIno. p/wu ka Alg-

Alg| Alg-Alg ]nke Aasn sja kr, ]nke vS5, ]nke AawU8`, Alg-Alg

susiJjt phle se hI krke g0 ho| [sI road pr| ANdr ja kr..., ANdr Aa rhe ho|

yhI road se bar-bar, bahr ja rhe ho| sb Aayojn ikya huAa hE|

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Ab Aa0 to mhap/wu dono. kano. me. ku.Dl Dalte hE.| inta{ ba0.e me. ku.Dl, da0.e me.

kdMb ka fUl, 0k kan me. ku.Dl hE| AOr AµEt ke dono. kano. me. ku.Dl hota hE|

AOr mhap/wu muKta wI Dalte hE., nak ke nIce muKta, pearl…, pearl bolte. hE.?

muKta, ve Dalte hE.., vo mhap/wu Dalte hE.| vo baik do p/wu nhI. Dalte| to malUm

hona caih0 n, mhap/wu deqne me. kEse hE.? ifr ]nka top knot, }pr ]sko vo pearl

se, jEse 0esa ku7 krke ]se ba>2a jata hE| AOr yhI gOr, [n sD_ko. pr inklte

hE.| yhI. pr Aap yogpI# krte ho roj_| yhI, yhI. pr subh Ð bje, yhI road pr

iktnI bar Aana-jana hota hE|

Ab yh jo road hE, mhap/wu ka jo 6r hE…, pur| mhap/wu ka jo pur hE, vo caro. Aor

sone kI dIvaro. se bna huAa hE, Golden walls…, AOr mhap/wu ke 6r ke sa4 me.

sbse phle kOn-sa vn hE? kele ka| ifr fUlo. ka, ifr flo. ka, ye vn hE.| hE.

Golden walls! to hm p4e-p4e...

'nvµIp p4e-p4e gOra nece ja0 re|

gOra nece ja0 re Aamar inta{ nece ja0 re||'

jb hm yha> pr hE., to hm p/a4Rna kre., "gOr ! idqaAo Apna Sv=p| mere to...,

wOitk d<i*3 se to mere ko k.kD_-pT4r hI idqte hE.|" Aapke to sone kI dIvare. hE.|

kele ka, fUl ka, fl ka vn hE| k<pa krke pdaR h3aAo, dxRn kraAo| yh jo

magR hE n, [sme. sb ku7 p/aiPt ho ja0egI| bs 0k cIj_ n ho, Aap p/a4Rna kro

turNt iml ja0ega| [sme. ko{ postdated cheque nhI. hE|

isfR 0k hI problem hE,'Apra2'| yh jo Apra2 hE., mhawagvt\ ke p/it to 7oD_o,

Aap iksI ke p/it wI Apra2 kr doge to ko{, ko{ Smr`a.g wiKt me. ku7 dxRn

nhI. hoga| Aap Smr` kroge n, idqega ku7 nhI., Kyo.? Apra2 samne Aakr rok

dege. Aapko, vo deqne..., vo par deqne hI nhI. de skte| to iksI wI wKt ke p/it

yid ko{ Apra2 hoga, to wI..., to wI, AaSvadn p/aPt nhI. hoga, iksI wI wKt

ke p/it|

[sil0 hmne bola ik Agr ÏÈ wKt hE., to Aapne Aapko kOn se nMbr pr smze.?

ÎÑ pr smza to kwI AaSvadn nhI. p/aPt hoga| ÏÈ pr hI smzna hoga| Kyo.ik

Agr nhI. smze.ge. to iniXct hE Apra2 kre.ge| mE. 0ese krta hU>, ]sne 0ese Kyo. ikya?

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iksI wI wKt ke p/it wI Apra2 kr idya, to AaSvadn p/aPt hone vala nhI. hE.|

ibLkul wI nhI. p/aPt hone vala|

yh Smrà.g hE n, yh gu=dev AOr vE*`v kI k<pa ke sape9 hE| ve muzse qux ho rhe

hE. ik nhI.? hm 0esI seva kr rhe hE. ik nhI.| vh qux hoge., 0k to Aap koixx

kroge, ifr ]nkI k<pa hogI, to dxRn hoga| ya hm koixx kr le. AOr Apra2 hI,

[tne Agr hm Apra2 kr rhe hE., to ko{ dxRn nhI. hoga| yh bhut mhTvpU`R hE|

mhap/wu se pU7a ik, mhap/wu ne qud bola ik, iks p/kar se nam lene se..., gOr-gOr

bole.ge, hre k<*` bole.ge, vo #Ik hE, pr iks p/kar nam lene se ]²ar hoga? to

mhap/wu ne Svy. btaya, ye =pe..., mhap/wu ne qud btaya ik jo nam le rhe ho, nam

ka fl kEse p/aPt hoga?

"ye =pe l[le nam p/em ]pjay|

tahar l9` xun Sv=p-ramray||"

Ü&I &I cEtNy cirtam<t\ A.Ty lIla ÊÈ.ÊÈÝ

0k p/kar se nam lena hota hE, tb p/em ]pjn hota hE| 0ese nhI. ik kEse wI nam

le lo p/em ho ja0ga, n ! ye =pe..., smz rhe ho? ye =pe..., [s =p se lene se|

tahar l9` xun Sv=p-ramray... mhap/wu qud bta rhe. hE., [ske l9` suno Sv=p,

ray raman.d, l9` mE. bta rha hU>| mhap/wu ke muq se inkle hu0 vaKy hE. ye| nam

ka fl cahte ho? suno kEse nam lena hE, ye =pe nam l[le..., ke =pe?

"t<àdip sunIcen troirv sih*ùna|

Amainna manden kItRnIy: sda hir:||"

Ü&I &I cEtNy cirtam<t\ A.Ty lIla ÊÈ.ÊÉÝ

ye =pe nam l[le, tb k<*` p/em, wgvan ke p/it p/em ]TpNn hoga, nhI. to ]pjn

nhI. hoga, ku7 wI iktna wI nam le le.| Apne Aapko sbse pitt - 't<àdip

sunIcen', itnke se wI pitt Apne Aapko mane., su-nI-ce-n…, sbse nIce| hm to

ÏÈ me. sbse nIce bol rhe. hE.| mhap/wu to kh rhe. hE. itnka wI nhI. ho, itnke se

wI nIce manna hE Apne Aapko, hm to ÏÈ se wI..., me. wI Apne Aapko nIca nhI.

man pate| 'troirv sih*ùna', ik mE. peD_ ke sman hU> - shnxIl| hm bolte hE.,

ko{ seva hmare AnukUl nhI. imlI, ko{ AOr kr rha hE, AjI k<pa ho g{ mere ko

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wI seva iml g{ Ab to..., 0ese hI bolte hE. n hm to? jEse pta nhI...., hm vaStv

me. k<pa ho g{ Agr hme. seva..., hmko 0ese bolna nhI. caih0| yh kha> hE. peD_ ke

sman shnxIl? Are, hme. wKt jo seva kr rhe hE. ]nke dxRn krne ka mOka iml

rha hE, yhI [tne waGy kI bat hE| gu=-gOra.g ke wKt ke, sevk ke, dxRn krne ko

iml rha hE| yh km waGy kI bat hE?

hm Apne waGy kI g`na nhI. kr pate| jEse hmare yha>, ha> mE.ne krna, mE.ne ikya|

[C7a honI caih0, pr 'Amainna manden', ÏÈ nMbr pr ho.ge to sbko man de.ge.

hI| Agr hm iksI Factory me. hE., Manager hmare se }pr hE, Finance Manager hmare

se }pr hE, Advertising Manager hmare se }pr hE, hm Clerk hE., to automatic man

de.ge.| jb hm Apne Aapko Clerk kI bjay, qud ko Manager man le. to iksI ko

man de.ge.? jb tk AaiqrI Apne Aapko nhI. mane.ge to man de hI nhI. skte, sMwv

hI nhI. hE man dena| Aap superior man rhe ho, man kEse doge? Aap to qud hI

superior ho g0 Ab to, Amainna manden kItRnIy: sda hir:...| wgvan\ ka nam hI

[tna AanNdmy hota hE ik jo nam lete hE., naman.d me. DUbe rhte hE., ]nko AOr ku7

sUzta nhI. hE, yh wgvan\ ka nam hE| AOr jo hm nam le rhe. hE., yha> nvµIp 2am

me., vh iknka nam hE? 'rsraj mhawav gOra.g he' [s bat ko hmexa yad rqna

hE| [sil0 #akur mhaxy Kya kr rhe hE.?

'gOra.g' boilte hbe, pulk xrIr|

'hir hir' boilte, nyne b'be nIr||

Üp/a4Rna É - &Il nro%m das #akurÝ

'gOra.g' boilte hbe pulk xrIr, vh rsraj mhawav ka Sv=p, yugilt nam 'gOra.g'!

kb vo idn Aa0ga jb 'gOra.g' bolte hI mera xrIr A&u-kMp se pulikt ho ja0ega?

vo tb Aa0ga idn jb hm mane.ge [s bat ko ik vh rsraj mhawav ka nam hE|

nam ke pI7e namI kI pU`R xiKt i7pI hu{ hE| jb iv*`u bol rhe. hE., to wgvan\ kI

ve sb xiKtya> ]nke nam me. hE.| jb k<*` bol rhe hE., to rsraj Sv=p pUra, k<*`

me. ]nke nam me. wed nhI. hE| AOr k<*` AOr ra2a ka yugl nam gOra.g..., to jb yh

nam iktna rsmy hoga…, hm…, Aap soc skte hE., iktna rsmy? [tna rsmy

hE ik jb gOr-cr`o. me.,

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'y4a y4a gOrpdarivNde, ivNdet wiKt. k<tpu~yraix:|

t4a t4oTspRit ¹´kSmat\, ra2apdaMwoj-su2aMburaix:||"

Ü&I &I cEtNy cNd/am<t\ ÐÐ, v<.davn mihmam<t\Ý

[sme. p/bo2anNd srSvtI ne 0k Xlok btaya hE, v<.davn mihmam<t me., 0k g/N4 me.

ik ijs ma5a me. hmarI gOr cr`o. me. p/Iit ]TpNn hotI hE, to AkSmat ra2aranI ke

daSy ko hm p/aPt kr pate hE.|

to yh gOra.g ka nam iktna rsmy hoga, AOr gOr wI iml jate hE. AOr gOr ko

yid hm shI =p se p/aPt kr rhe. hE., to gOr ke sa4 ra2a wI hmko iml rhe. hE.|

rsraj mhawav mante hI dono. ! Aap hmexa yad rqoge, gOr wI AOr ra2a wI|

Kyo.ik ve rsraj mhawav [k3\#e hI iksil0 hu0 hE.? iksil0 [k3\#e hu0 hE.? ve

prm-crm Aan.d ka AaSvadn krne ke il0 [k3\#e hu0 hE.| to jEse hI hm gOr ka

Smr` krte hE., ra2a-k<*` ka to hota hI hota hE|

'deqo ree ma{ suNdr xcInNdn,

deqo re ma{ suNdr xcInNdn||'

iktne suNdr ho.ge. soco k<*`| AOr gOr iktne suNdr hoge.|

'deqo re ma{ suNdr xcInNdn,

skl jner mn kirvare Aak8R`||'

skl jner mn kirvare Aak8R`… skl jner mn kirvare Aak8R`… hr 0k VyiKt

ke mn ko Aak8R` krtI hE, hr 0k VyiKt ke| skl jner mn kirvare Aak8R`…,

skl jner mn kirvare Aak8R`…| ye bat yad rqe., hr 0k ke mn ko Aaki8Rt

krte hE., to mere mn ko Kyo. nhI. kre.ge, jb mE. ]nko puka=>ga ¹dy se? pukarne ke

il0 2am me. rhe. to AC7a hE…, pr khI. wI rhe., cetna yhI honI caih0 jo hm ccaR

kr rhe hE.| wiKt ka mtlb hI ye hE- ‘Involvement of Consciousness’ !

Conscious evolve ho g{ hE| 0kdm ]Cctm AvS4a me. phu>c g{ hE Consciousness…

yhI hE wiKt AOr ku7 nhI. hE| Aap 0kdm saf_ ho g0, Aap 0kdm xu² ho g0,

Aap Apne Aapko sbse samaNy, ordinary man rhe ho| jb Apne Aapko ordinary

manoge n, twI extraordinary cIj_o. kI p/aiPt hogI| jb tk hm Apne Aapko

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extra-ordinary mane.ge., hme. ku7 p/aPt nhI. hoga| mE. sbse ordinary h>U, ordinary xBd

hI mere il0…, extra ordinary hE mere il0 to, mE. [tna ordinary hU>| sbse ordinary

se wI ordinary! Kya? sbse…, yh mane. AOr gOr ko pukare. ! tT9` sb p/aPt ho

ja0ega|

to Aaxa krte hE., gOr ko yha> pr wI ¹dy me. ivrajman rqe.ge AOr jha> pr wI

ja0>ge., vha> pr wI ivrajman rq.ege.|

hre k<*`|

yh ¹dy se bolna hE…, 'p/a` gOra', bola hE kwI ¹dy se? Apne ¹dy se pU7e.|

wItr se pU7e., ra2a ko to ifr wI bolte hE. - ra2e, ra2e, ra2e, ra2e, vo to ifr wI

bolte hE.| gOr ko Kya 'p/a` gOr'| xBdo. me. to 'p/a` gOr' bolte hE.| [sil0 hm hr

kItRn feel krte hu0, feel krte vala kItRn suno, AOr feel krte hu0 kItRn bolo|

nhI. to jEse sb log bolte hE., 'ha>-ha> gOra p/a` gOra', it is just like ik jEse, ha>

kha> tum g0, hm g0, 0ese [s trh se same normal words…, 0esa nhI. hE, 0esa

nhI. hE.| 'p/a` gOr' bolte hI p/a`, p/a`| AOr Agr hm shI =p se kre.ge. kItRn,

Smr` to…, ko{ wI dxRn hona dulRw nhI. hE.| Apra2 riht|

do hI cIj_o. pr @yan dena hE. -

sa2n Smr` lIla, [hate na kro hEla - Smr` krna hE, krna hE, krna hE,

hr nam pr, hr kItRn pr, 0k bat|

dUsra - Apra2 xUNy| Apra2 xUNy twI ho.ge. jb ÏÈ nMbr pr…, mE. lowest

form of consciousness kI bat kr rha hU>| ÏÈ nMbr pr smzna qud ko|

jbik mhap/wu Kya bol rhe. hE.? mhap/wu kh rhe. hE. t<`adip, itnke se wI tum

nIcen ho, suincen ho, nIcen ho, itnke se wI| hm to gu=jI ne bola [tnI

basic sa2na kr lo ÏÈ nMbr pr ho| isfR ÏÈ nMbr pr| ÏÈÈ kroD_ logo.

me. se ÏÈ nMbr pr bat bol rhe. hE.| [sse lowest form of consciousness Kya

hogI, yh wI Agr hm n man pa0? hE nhI.?

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#Ik hE, Ab jo bola hE ]sko, mnn AOr application kre.| AOr isfR ]NhI. ka s.g

kre. jo vaStv me. [s bat pr mnn krte hE. AOr apply krte hE., ik ha> mE. sbse

pitt hU>, hme. sbse J_yada k<pa caih0| #Ik hE|

hre k<*`||

yh gOr pUi`Rma hmare wItr me. bdlav la0, yhI Aaxa krta hU>|

jy ra2e||

&igor pui`rma ÊÈÉÌ he , ik yid gor k o hm 2am me. rhte hu0 nhi. carry kr rhe, to vaips kese...

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