god bless these biscuits (first draft)

8/9/2019 God Bless These Biscuits (First Draft)

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Hcm* Fjayy ]`aya Fdyiqd}y ]`davvt B+ Ykd|ay

Dk}vcmqi}dck

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Tcq mck} `nua }c hdua ga }à ydjak} }van}gak}* fvq`+ De tcq xnkkn }njo* xa ink

}njo* Kdooda yndm }c `dg* fq} jccoam cq} àv xdkmcx+

Kdocjny hvd||am }à y}aavdkh xàaj }dh`}jt dk `dy `nkmy+ ]àt `nm faak ck }à vcnm

ecv cka `cqv nkm yà xcqjm kc} y`q} }à àjj q|+ @a jcuam àv* tay+ Nmcvam àv yiak}* }à

ijc}ày yà xcva* nkm gcy} dg|cv}nk}jt }à xnt yà `nkmjam fqydkayy+ Njj ce }`cya hccm

~qnjd}day yaagam }c ejt cq} ce }à xdkmcx ny yà yn} faydma `dg* icgfdkh àv y`cqjmav'

jakh}` `ndv xd}` àv Evaki`'}d| gnkdiqvam kndjy+

Kdocjny ay}dgn}am }`n} `dy YQU xny y|aamdkh xnt cuav }à y|aam jdgd}* x`di`

xny ydp}t gdjay |av `cqv+ @a xny mcdkh adh`}t+

D y`cqjm yjcx mcxk* à gqgfjam yce}jt }c `dgyaje* }`dkodkh yà mdmk} ànv

`dg+

Xa y`cqjm yjcx mcxk evcg x`n}3 yà ykn||am+ Nva tcq `n||t dk }`dy

vajn}dcky`d|3 yà nyoam+ @av fvcxk atay xava icjm nkm ucdm ce agc}dck ny yà }qvkam

nkm jccoam n} `dg+

D icqjm bqy} |qki` tcq dk }à enia* à }`cqh`}+ ]à }`cqh`} oa|} |c||dkh q| dk `dy

ànm ni}qnjjt* fnio }c fnio* nkm à fahnk }c xdy` àm kauav nhvaam }c niicg|nkt àv }c

Kn}ny`ny xammdkh+

Tcqva `nudkh mcqf}y nfcq} icgdkh kcx* `q`3 yà yndm+ Yà yaagam }c vanm `dy

gdkm n jc}+ D} evanoam `dg cq} auavt }dga yà mdm d}* nkm }àt `nm faak mn}dkh* cee nkm ck*

ecv jd}}ja cuav edua tanvy+

Kc* xny `dy ~qdio vay|ckya+

D yndm ycga}`dkh xvckh+

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Auavt}`dkhy iccj* Kdooda+ Vajnp* mngkd}+ @a y|coa }à xcvmy iccjjt* gnodkh

yqva kc} }c nmm nkt n}}d}qma dk `dy ucdia+ Yà icqjm ma}ai} n}}d}qma jdoa n }vndkam Havgnk

yà|àvm dk yanvi` ce fjccm+

Yà ydhàm* gnma n `dh`'|d}iàm knynj ycqkm* nkm jccoam cq} ce }à xdkmcx ny }à

YQU auav yc hak}jt vcioam nkm yxntam evcg }à invy gcuagak} cuav y}dioy }`n} `nm

|vcfnfjt enjjak evcg ycga }vqio nkm kcx jnt ck }à `dh`xnt* yin}}avam nivcyy njj jnkay+

Kdooda vcioam nkm gcuam* yc mdm àv fvany}y+ ]àt yaagam }c bqg|* }c icga njdua

nkm injj Kdocjny }c }àg+ @a ~qdiojt }`vax `dy hjnkia evcg àv iày} }c àv atay* nkm }c

`dy yqv|vdya* yà xny jccodkh n} `dg njvanmt* ycga icjm* qk}cjm gty}avt dk }`cya xdkmcxy

}c àv ycqj+

Nva }àt }`n}dk}avay}dkh3 yà yndm xd}` n hdhhja nkm y`dggt ce àv fccfy+ Fq}

àv atay y}djj yaagam unink} }c `dg+

@a ykn||am `dy n}}ak}dck fnio ck }à vcnm dk evck} ce `dg* nkm ijanvam `dy }`vcn}+

Tcq q|ya} fainqya D xck} ja} tcq eqio ga* `q`3 yà nyoam `dg kcki`njnk}jt+

Yà xny njxnty yc iccj nkm à `n}am àv ecv d}* àv yaje'ick}vcj+ Cka xcvm evcg àv icqjm

gnoa `dg jccya d}* }`cqh` à kauav yivangam cv y}cvgam evcg àv n|nv}gak} dk n `qee

fainqya ce àv y|coak xcvm* fq} mngk à inga ijcya |jak}t ce }dgay+

Xa mck} auak jdua }cha}àv nktgcva*Kdojcy* yà yndm+ Tcq gcuam cq}* nkm

}àk tcq mck} injj ga auavtmnt jdoa tcq qyam }c nkm tcq }`dko Dg hckkn ja} tcq qya gt

`cjday} ce `cjday jdoa n iàn| fqjjvdma dk ycga edj}`t fnv3

Tcq fa n gnuavdio xd}` xcvmy* fnfa* à yndm }c àv+

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\janya* mck} injj ga }`n}+ Gt knga dy Kdooda+ D}y kc}* fnfa* fna* fcc* fnft*

`ckat* y`cv}t* jcuajt* yxaa}da cv nkt c}àv |a} knga tcqua |vcfnfjt injjam `qkmvamy ce

mcraky ce c}àv i`dioy tcqua mn}am cv bqy} yja|} xd}`+

@at* Kdooda* icqjm tcq y`cua }à }ng|ck dk n jd}}ja eqv}àv nkm y`q} q|+ Tcqva

gnodkh ga qkicgecv}nfja+

Yà hny|am* Dg kc} ck gt |avdcm.

Xajj tcqva ni}dk jdoa d}+ Nkm bqy} jny} xaao* D icqjmua yxcvk tcq }cjm ga xa

icqjmk} ha} fqyt inqya tcq xny fjaamdkh* à ~qay}dckam àv* fq} kcx d} xny `dy }qvk }c

oaa| `dy hnra nxnt evcg àvy+ @a mdmk} xnk} }c yaa àv enidnj vani}dck }c `dy niiqyn}dcky*

fainqya xd}` àv enia* yàm }ajj ck àvyaje* |vcudkh }`n} yà xny jtdkh nkm gnoa `dg

~qay}dck àv edmajd}t+

Ecv tcqv dkec*Kdojcy* n xcgnky gaky}vqnj itija mcayk} jny} nk ak}dva gck}`+

]`n}y x`t d}y injj cqv}dga ce }à gck}`+ Kc} cqvgck}`+

]`nko tcq* Gdyy Ygnv} Nyy* à ykcv}am }c }à xdkmy`dajm dk evck} ce `dg* Fq} D

mck} fjaam* yc D xcqjmk} apni}jt okcx+

Gt knga dy'

D okcx tcqv eqiodk knga* Kdooda+ D xny bqy} bcodkh xd}` tcq. à njgcy}

yivangam+ Yà bqg|am yjdh`}jt* fq} àv atay vagndkam ag|}t }c `dg* ny de àv fcmt

vani}am* fq} àv gdkm y}ntam dk ycga mdy}nk} |avia|}dck+

Ne}av n gcgak}y ydjakia* yà yndm* Dg }vtdkh*Kdojcy+ D ng+ Dg bqy} `nudk n

`nvm }dga nmbqy}dkh }c tcq ne}av yc jckh* }`n}y njj+

]dga3 Kdocjny njgcy} `dyyam }`vcqh` |qvyam jd|y+ Xaua faak }cha}àv ecv edua

tanvy+ Xa ckjt fvcoa q| ecv x`n}3 ]xc gck}`y3

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Yà vcioam dk àv yan}* mdm gcva vciodkh* d} yaagam* }`nk xny kaiayynvt nkm oa|}

àv n}}ak}dck y}vndh`} nànm nkm ck }à vcnm* dky}anm ce edkdy`dkh }à ickuavyn}dck+

Yà ydhàm* gntfa ap|ai}dkh n vani}dck evcg `dg+ Cq} ce y|d}a* à dhkcvam }à

ycqkmy icgdkh evcg faydma `dg* nkm maidmam }c |dio q| }à ickuavyn}dck xàk }àtm

nvvduam n} Gnfaj Gdjay `cqya nkm xava edkdyàm qk|niodkh+

I`n|}av ]xc

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Kdooda xny vajdauam xàk }àtm vaniàm Gnfaj Gdjay `cqya dk Mqvnkm Udjjnha+

@av gdkd'gnkydck xny kay}jam dk }à fnio ce }à Mqvnkm Ickmcy cee Jdjni Vm+ Yà `nm

`c|am }àdv y}nt cuav }à xaaoakm xcqjm ijanv Kdocjny gdkm nkm àm injg mcxk+ Ce

icqvya* nkt gnk xcqjm fa n jd}}ja q|ya} de `dy hdvjevdakm xcqjmk} `nua yap xd}` `dg* fq}

yà okax }`n} gcy} gak qyam àv ecv n ~qdio eaaj* nkm xd}` àv }xak}t'ydp}` fdv}`mnt

icgdkh q| dk }`vaa gck}`y yà xny }dvam ce hcdkh }`vcqh` |cdk}jayy vajn}dcky`d|y+ Ad}àv n

hqt |c||am }à ~qay}dck* yàm yndm }c àvyaje* cv à |c||am }à }vqko }c `dy vdma* jcnmam

njj ce `dy }`dkhy* nkm jae} àv }à àjj njcka+

D} xny n kc'fvndkav* }`cqh`} Kdooda+

C`* gtJnxm. D ink} fajdaua d}y tcq* Nqk} Gnfaj yivangam xd}` majdh`} ny

Kdooda nkm Kdocjny y}ccm cq}ydma ce àv evck} mccv* fqkmjam dk icn}y* yinvuay* nkm xdk}av

`n}y* `qhhdkh }àdv cxk nvgy ecv xnvg}`+

]à xnt yà vay}am nhndky} àv xnjodkh inka nkm }cco maa| fvan}`y evcg àv

cpthak gni`dka' àv fvan}` udydfjt ejcxdkh evcg àv gcq}` xd}` ani` ap`njn}dck jdoa

gdy}y ce ech' Kdooda hqayyam }`n} àv nqk} xny kcx ycgaxàva dk àv jn}a yauak}day+

@d* nqk}da* Kdooda yndm xd}` iccj majdh`}* `qhham Gnfaj nkm }qvkam }cxnvmy

Kdocjny faecva nmmdkh* ]`dy dy Kdocjny Nmng+

@a ap}akmam `dy `nkm }c àv* nkm yà ygdjam* cfudcqyjt majdh`}am ft }à hay}qva*

nkm ja} `dg }noa àv `nkm dk `dy jnvha hvd|+ Yà hdhhjam jdoa n yi`ccjhdvj xàk à odyyam

}à fnio ce àv `nkm+ Kdia }c gaa} tcq* gnng* à yndm+

Kdocjny* Kdooda x`dkam n} `dg* agfnvvnyyam ft `dy fa`nudcv+

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X`t mcay à njxnty `nua }c cuavmc }`dkhy3 Yà }`cqh`}+ Auak ne}av edua tanvy ce

mn}dkh* jdudkh xd}` cka nkc}àv* gnodkh jcua* nkm |jnkkdkh }c vndya n engdjt* }àva xava

iav}ndk }`dkhy nfcq} `dg }`n} y}djj hc} qkmav àv yodk+

Ndk} kc}`dk xvckh xd}` n hak}jagnk }van}dk ga jdoa n jnmt* Gnfaj maeakmam

`dg* auak hnua `dg n xdko+ Kdooda kc}diam àv hay}diqjn}dck nkm y}cvam d} nxnt dk àv

gagcvt ecv yneaoaa|dkh+ Yà xcqjm fa yqva }c }ajj fc}` Kdocjny nkm Nqk} Gnfaj `cx

qkicgecv}nfja yà eaj} xd}` }à gdjm ejdv}n}dck fa}xaak }à }xc ce }àg+

Dy bqy} ny |janyam }c gaa} tcq* Gv+ Nmngy* yà y|coa }c `dg dk n ycq}àvk

niiak}+

Kc* gt knga dy Kdocjny Nmng+ Ckjt cka Y dk gt knga* à yndm+

Xajj Djj fa n mngkam x`cva cv bqmhgak} mnt* Gnfaj yndm+

Kdocjny* }`dy dy gt nqk} Gnfaj* Kdooda edkdyàm àv dk}vcmqi}dcky+ D mck}

okcx nfcq} tnjj fq} Dg vanmt }c ha} cq} ce }à icjm nkm dk}c ycga àn}+

Icga ck dk* Gnfaj c|akam }à mccv xdmav nkm Kdooda hc} n ijanvav hjdg|ya ce

àv nqk}+

Yà `nm }c `nua faak n} jany} >61 |cqkmy cuavxadh`}+ ]à |dko gqqgqq }`n} yà

y|cv}am `nm |qv|ja ejcxav |vdk}y njj nvcqkm d}* nkm }à endk} ygajj ce Udioy Un|cv Vqf

xne}am |ny} fc}` Kdooda nkm Kdocjny kcyay+

]àt ya} }àdv fnhy mcxk ft }à mccv* nkm vqffam }àdv `nkmy }cha}àv ecv xnvg}`+

Kdocjny iq||am `dy `nkmy cuav `dy gcq}` nkm fjax `c} ndv dk}c }àg* nkm fct xàva }àt

nyàk+ D} }cco n gcgak}* fq} }à àn} ya}}jam nvcqkm }à }xc ce }àg kdiajt+

D xcqjmua jccoam gc |vayak}nfja ecv }à }xc ce tn* fq} n} gt nha* Dg `n||t }c

bqy} xnoa q|* ha} gn` ijc}ày ck* nkm y}nv} gt mnt xd}`cq} odjjdkh cun evcg n y}vcoa cv

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ànv}'n}}nio* Gnfaj yndm* auak ja} cq} n `nvy` jnqh` ny yà yjcxjt xnjoam evcg }à ectav

nkm dk}c àv jnvha jdudkh vccg ck àv inka+

@anv}'n}}nio3 Kdocjny nyoam xd}` ickiavk+

C`* mck} jdy}ak }c n xcvm ce x`n} D bqy} yndm* `ckat+

Ijcko* ijcko* ijckoxava }à gckc}ckcqy ycqkmy }`n} Gnfaj gnma ny yà }cco cka

}dkt y}a|* |jnk}am àv inka mcxk ànudjt ck }à }djam ejccv nkm va|an}am }à ynga yjcx

gcuagak}y qk}dj }à }`vaa ce }àg vaniàm }à od}iàk+

Nva tcq yqva tcqva hcdkh }c fa njvdh`} xd}` qy y}ntdkh àva3 Kdooda nyoam

Gnfaj+

Ce icqvya* kcx bqy} `qy` q| fcq} x`n} D xny yntdk anvjdav+ Dy vngfjdk+ Yà

nyyqvam }àg+

D yaa tcq `nuak} i`nkham* yndm Kdooda* yjdh`}jt vajdauam }`n} àv nqk}y ànj}`

mdmk} yaag nkt xcvya }`nk x`n} d} xny xàk yàm jny} yaak àv+ ]`n} xny njgcy} ydp

tanvy nhc* nkm Nqk} Gnfaj `nm }c `nua |q} ck n} jany} ydp}t ap}vn |cqkmy ydkia }àk+

D hc} en} ny njj àjj* }`n}y x`n} `n||akam* Gnfaj i`qiojam+ Ne}av n hny| evcg

Kdooday gcq}`* Gnfaj fahnk }c jnqh` qkmav àv fvan}`* inqydkh àv jnvha fvany} }c

fcqkia qkick}vcjjnfjt qkmavkan}` }à gqqgqq yà xcva+

I`dj* D fcq} mcka odjjam gn`yaje xàk Gcvvdy mducviam ga+ ]cco njj }à gckat

D xcvoam en+ Ecv tanvy. Yà tajjam }`cya }xc xcvmy* yjnggam àv inka ck}c }à }djam

od}iàk ejccv* nkm yak} y`duavy q| nkm mcxk Kdooday y|dka+

X`n}y }`n} D ygajj* nqk}da3 Qggg* d} yqva ygajjy hccm* Kdooda yndm }vtdkh }c

i`nkha }à yqfbai}* gntfa anya Gnfaj evcg }à y|ajjy yàm ha} àvyaje dk}c+ Kdooda

kauav xd}kayyam cka ce }àg* fq} yà xny dkecvgam ft àv gc}àv* hvnkmgc}àv* qkijay*

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nqk}y* nkm evdakmy ce }à engdjt' x`cm ga} àv* }`n} yàm hcka gnm xàk Gcvvdy

mducviam àv+

C`* bqy} gnodk ycga}`dk ec mdkkav* fnft* Gnfaj yndm* yaagdkh }c injg mcxk+

Eaj} }à kaam }c gnoa nk* yà jdioam àv jd|y* amqin}ammdkkav ecv tcq }xc* yà yndm

}`cya jny} xcvmy xd}` |aveai} mdi}dck nkm akqkidn}dck+

Kdooda y}cja n hjnkia n} Kdocjny x`c* yqv|vdydkhjt* xny yakmdkh àv n ydgdjnv

fvcxya x`dja yà xny qknxnva+ @a ygdjam yjdh`}jt* nkm yà icqjm yaa }à dkkciakia dk `dy

atay+ Fa`dkm }`cya xdkmcxy* ycga}`dkh jnt }àva* xnd}dkh ecv àv+ Yà jcxavam àv ànm

dk y`nga+ Eaj} hqdj}t ecv }vtdkh }c `cjm fnio àv jcua evcg `dg+ Ce icqvya* yà okax }`n}

n vajn}dcky`d| }àya mnty va~qdvam n àe}t ngcqk} ce yap }c oaa| fc}` |nv}day `n||t+ Fq}

yà icqjmk} y`noa }à eni} }`n} yàm hduak àvyaje }c Kdocjny nkm à vnk cq} ck àv dk

}àdv gcy} mdeediqj} gcgak}+

D okax tnjj gdh`} kc} jdoa |dhy eaa}' inqya tnjj amqin}amid}t ecjo+ Yc D |q}

n eax c mag y}anoy ck }à edva nkm ja} ag bqdia njj q|'

Nqk} Gnfaj* Kdooda iq} cee àv nqk}y yak}akia+ Dg n uaha}nvdnk+

Kcx* D mck} njjcx }`n} y`d} dk gn` `cqya* tn ànv3 Gnfaj yicjmam Kdooda+

X`n}3 Kdooda nyoam+

Gdyy Gnfaj* yà ganky yà mcayk} an} gan}* Kdocjny y|coa ecv àv+ @a inga }c

àv vayiqa+ Fq}* }c Kdooda* à y`cqjm `nua icga ycckav* ny dk }`vaa gck}`y nhc ycckav+

Mcayk} an} gan}3

Tay* à nkyxavam Gnfajy ~qay}dck* fq} Kdooda edvgjt va|jdam* Kc* n} }à

ynga }dga à y|coa+

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Tcqkh jnmt* D cqh`}n x`cc| tc nyy. Yà yndm jcqmjt* xd}` x`n} yaagam jdoa

bqfdjn}dck* vanjdram }à jauaj ce àv ucdia* nkm ivcqiàm ijcyav }c }à }xc* àv y`cqjmavy

|vayyam }dh`}jt nhndky} àv kaio+

Vcqkm }à |nv}y D hvax q| dk* tcqm fa jqiot }c ha} gan} gc }`nk ckia n xaao+

C`* I`dj* xa `nm }c an} |dk}c fanky* knut fanky* Ivdyic fanky* jdgn fanky* |dhy eaa}*

nkm i`d}}avjdkhy* yc

Ycqkmy majdh`}eqj* Kdocjny yndm xd}` ynvinyg dk `dy ucdia+ Kdooda bqy} `c|am

}`n} Gnfaj mdmk} ànv `dg+

Yc kcx }`n} xa ink an} gc gan}* D yqhhay} tcq }noa nmunk}nha* Kdo'nta*

Gnfaj yndm+ Yàm njxnty |vckcqkiam àv knga Kdo'nta nkm d} njxnty evqy}vn}am Kdooda*

fq} ne}av yc gnkt tanvy' nkm ickydmavdkh Gnfajy cjm nha' yà bqy} y}c||am ja}}dkh d}

fc}àv àv ny gqi`+

Tnjj hcka an} mag y}anoy x`dja tn udyd}dk àva+ Tn ànv3 Gnfaj cvmavam àv+

Kdooda icqjm ckjt xn}i` dk `cvvcv ny àv nqk} gnma n }c}nj eccj ce àvyaje dk evck}

ce Kdocjny+ ]àk nhndk* Kdooda }`cqh`}* }àtua faak `d}}dkh d} cee hvan} yc env' Kdocjny

nkm Nqk} Gnfaj* nkm gntfa à mdmk} gdkm àv fa`nudcv cv auak kc}dia d}+

Mc tcq ànv ga* I`dj3 yà nyoam nhndk+

Bqy} }c gnoa yqva }`n} kc nj}avin}dcky ciiqvvam faecva }à xammdkh* x`di` yà

okax xcqjm fa n evnk}di idviqy xd}`dk n i`qvi`* yà yndm* Tay* gnng* }c ~qda} }à

}akydck+ Yàm }njo }c Nqk} Gnfaj nfcq} d} gcva dk ma|}` jn}av+

Gnfaj ijckoamcuav }c }à y}cua* xàva yà c|akam }à cuak mccv nkm n xne} ce

fc}` fnoam i`dioak nkm ycga ycv} ce yxaa} |da edjjam }à n}gcy|àva+ Kdocjny dk`njam* n

jcco ce anya dk `dy enia* nkm ap`njam xd}` n ygdja+

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Ygajjy xckmaveqj* à yndm }c Gnfaj+

Gnfaj' `qkiàm cuav }à y}cua* àv fnio }cxnvm fc}` Kdooda nkm Kdocjny'

ykn||am àv ànm cuav àv y`cqjmav* dk n gcmaj |cya* jdioam àv jd|y* nkm yndm* X`t

}`nko'tcq* Yqhn`+

C`* jcvm* Kdooda yndm* ydh`dkh }c àvyaje+ ]àk yà kc}diam n fjqa nq}qgk bnioa}

}`vcxk nivcyy }à fnio ce cka ce }à od}iàk i`ndvy+

X`c ajya dy àva* Nqk} Gnfaj3 yà nyoam+

Ne}av |codkh }à ick}ak}y dk }à y}cua xd}` n ecvo* yà ijcyam }à mccv* xd|am àv

`nkmy ck àv gqqgqq yauavnj }dgay* nkm jccoam n} Kdocjny+

Fnft* icqjm tcq hc ea}i` gn` cpthak }nko evcg }à evck} mca* |janya3 Gnfaj

nyoam `dg+

@a jccoam n} Kdooda* ny de ecv n||vcunj* nkm yà jnqhàm+ @a xny }dgdm nvcqkm

àv* nkm }`n} xnyk} x`n} yà ecqkm eqkkt+ ]à `qgcv xny }`n} yàm ckjt vanjdram d} n}

}`n} |nv}diqjnv gcgak}+

D}y cont*Kdojny* yà |jnteqjjt }n||am `dg ck }à y`cqjmav+

@a ygdjam xd}` n jcco ce icg|ja}a bct }`n} à `nmk} mdyn||cdk}am `dy hdvjevdakm*

nkm xdy|am cq} ce }à od}iàk+

Xàk Kdooda }qvkam }c enia àv nqk}* yà xny yqv|vdyam }c yaa àv kay}jam dk cka

ce }à i`ndvy* àv xnjodkh inka vay}am nhndky} }à }nfja+

Tc icqydk Udcjny àva* Gnfaj y}nv}am+ Yà faak njdua ec }xak}t'yauak tanvy

kcx* nkm }`dy àv edvy} }dga gaa}dk ga+ C`* xa hc} n jc} dk icggck+ Fq} yà `ny n

|vcfjag nkm' xajj* xa gdh`} njj `nua n |vcfjag+ Fq} D ckjt xnkkn y|ano }c tcq nfcq}

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Kdocjny xnjoam dk vdh`} faecva Gnfaj icqjm y|djj }à hcyyd|+ ]àk Kdooda }`cqh`}

}c àvyaje* Gnfaj ni}qnjjt gnma Kdocjny ea}i` àv }nko }c oaa| `dg n} fnt+

]`cya nva }xc yxaa} |c}n}c |day dk }à cuak yà yndm }c Kdooda ny Kdocjny

n||vcniàm }àg+

@ava tcq hc* Gdyy Gnfaj* à yndm ny à vcjjam }à }nko ck d}y xàajy nkm `nkmam

àv }à cpthak gnyo+

Fanq}deqj* @ckat+ Ink D yqhhay} ycga}`dk }c tcq3 yà yndm* jccodkh q| n} `dg*

manm dk `dy ata+ @av jdh`} yodk dk}akydedam }à dg|ni} ce àv xdma `nraj atay+ ]`cqh` àv

enia `nm |jak}t xvdkojay* yà jccoam ny de yà xny dk àv gdm'ydp}day dky}anm ce jn}a'

yauak}day* }`cqh` x`c gdh`} }ajj }à mdeeavakia3

Dy uavt ejn}}avam }c `nua gnma tcqv ni~qndk}nkia* fq} gn` kdaia nkm D `nua

ycga}`dk }c mdyiqyy dk |vdun}a+ Ja}y gcua }à jqhhnha q|y}ndvy+ Tnjjy dy }à jny} vccg

n} }à akmce }à `njjxnt nkm }c }à jae+ Yà }qvkam }c enia Kdooda+ D ynuam }à vccg

xd}` }à fn}`vccg ecv tnjj* yaadkh ny `cx tnjj mn}dk nkm yapdk nkm yqi`'

Nqk}da. Kdooda njj fq} y`cq}am+

Tay* tay* D yndm d}* Gnfaj y|coa xd}` n jnvha* fanq}deqj ygdja+ ]àva gdh`} fa

c}àv xcgak àva x`cm jcua }c ha} }àdv `nkmy ck n }njj* gqyijam'q| `qko ceGnkmdkhc

jdoa `dg* àv ucdia xny vny|t xd}` n yapqnj jqy}+ Kdooda ygdjam xd}` kavucqy

agfnvvnyygak}+

I`dj(* tnjj okcx tn ink} ha} cjm ecjoy y}nv}am* xajj jnt }à }vq}` ck tc nyy+

Y}vndh`}* xd}cq}n i`nyav+ Yà }qvkam àv n}}ak}dck fnio }c `dg+ Ft }à }dga xa edkdy`

jcnmdkh }à jqhhnha q|y}ndvy* Kdooda nkm Djj fa edkdyàm+

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Kdocjny hnua àv n ~qaav ap|vayydck* gcq}àm }à xcvm* Xa3 }c Kdooda*

y`vqhham `dy y`cqjmavy' cq} ce Gnfajy ydh`}* ce icqvya* nkm xak} }c }akm }c }à jqhhnha+

I`n|}av ]`vaa

Kdocjny `nqjam }à jny} ce edua yqd}inyay q| }à y}ndvy* nkm d} xny `dy cxk+ @am

ckjt fvcqh`} cka yqd}inya xd}` `dg ecv }à }vd|+ @a xny ap`nqy}am* nkm dvvd}n}am fainqya

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}à xcgak dky}nk}jt odioam `dg cq} ce }à vccg nkm }`n} fd}i` Gnfaj xny gnodkh `dg

ea}i` y`d} ny de à xny n mcfavgnk |dkyiàv+

Ny à xnjoam mcxk }à `njjxnt* à hvdgniam n} }à |ccv ~qnjd}t ce }à inv|a}+

Tanvy ce qya inqyam }à cvnkha inv|a}dkh }c jcco xnjoam mcxk }c n ejn} yqvenia nkm kc} ny

|jqy` ny }à cee'x`d}a mcxky}ndvy inv|a}+ @a edhqvam ydkia àv famvccg xny mcxky}ndvy

nkm }`n}y xàva yà xny gcy} ce }à }dga* yà hc} }à fc}}cg jauaj inv|a} va|jniam nkm

kahjai}am }à q|y}ndvy+

@a ykdeeam nkm d} njyc `nm n ygajj ce gdjmax+

Kaam n `nkm3

X`n}3 Kdocjny }qvkam nvcqkm* y}nv}jam ft }à eagnja ucdia fa`dkm `dg+ Ne}av

y|dkkdkh nvcqkm* nkm njgcy} yjn||dkh }à |ccv hdvj dk }à enia* à fnioam nxnt evcg àv

nkm }cxnvmy }à jny} vccg n} }à akm ce }à `njjxnt nkm }c }à jae}+

N tcqkh xcgnk* nfcq} Kdooday àdh`}* y}ccm dk n yàav cee'x`d}a kdh`}hcxk+

Qkmavkan}` }à enfvdi* Kdocjny icqjm yaa àv x`d}a nkm ydjuav jnia |nk}day nkm fvn+ @av

ijanunha |vc}vqmam evcg àv yq||cv} iq|y* nkm yà ygdjam* àv |jqg| jd|y gnma Kdocjny

env }cc apid}am+ @cx cjm dy }`dy hdvj3 @a xckmavam+ I`dio mcayk} jcco |ny} adh`}aak+

]`n} `cx tn kcvgnjjt dk}vcmqia tnyaje* odkm ydv3 yà nyoam* n ycq}àvk niiak}

}`dioav }`nk Gnfaj `nm+

@av fvany}y xava |avot+ ]`cya mngk fvany}y+ Xd}` auavt fvan}` yà }cco* }àt

vcya `dhàv+

Dk`nja+

Vdya+

Ap`nja+

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Enjj+

Apia|} Kdocjny gnk`ccm xnyk} enjjdkh* nkm à eanvam yà xcqjm yaa d} yc à

}qvkam ydmaxnty' kc} vanjdrdkh à xny kcx hdudkh àv n |vcedja ce `dy enia nkm' }c àv

yqv|vdya' `dy avai}dck+

Yà hny|am* |q} àv `nkm cuav àv iày} majdin}ajt* nkm hdhhjam+ Dg ap}vagjnta

ejn}}avam* ydv+ Fq} D mck} auak okcx }à jdoay c tc knga+

@a }qvkam }c enia àv* |dioam q| `dy yqd}inya nkm àjm d} edvgjt dk evck} ce `dy

ivc}i`+ @dy jdh`} yodk fahnk }c }qvk n ivdgyck icjcv* nkm à eaj} auav gcva agfnvvnyyam

ecv fjqy`dkh n} àv y}n}agak}* dk àv |vayakia+

Kdocjny* à }cjm àv* nkm i`coam+ @a }vdam }c jde} n fnjjam edy} }c `dy gcq}` nkm

mvc||am }à yqd}inya }c `dy okaay+ @dy Bc`kyck y`c} q|xnvm* n ~qdio ykn| nkm enjj* fq}

y}djj `nvm ny n vcio }`vcqh` `dy banky+ @a jde}am }à yqd}inya* icqhàm xd}` `dy gcq}`

ijcyam* nkm jde}am }à jqhhnha }c n gcva icgecv}nfja |cyd}dck2 `dmdkh `dy `nvm'ck+

Yà jccoam `dg q| nkm mcxk xd}` y|nvojdkh fvcxk atay* }à ygdja vagndkdkh ck

àv |jqg| jd|y+ Nhndk* yà hdhhjam }c àvyaje* }qvkam yjdh`}jt }c àv jae}* nkm fvcqh`} àv

jdg| edy} dk evck} ce àv gcq}`* icqhàm* ~qdio nkm xd}`cq} nkt ecvia* ijanvjt gciodkh

`dg+

@n* `n* à yndm+ Eqkkt* eqkkt fqjjy`d}* Kdocjny eaj} nkhvt* gntfa gcva

agfnvvnyyam }`nk nkt}`dkh ajya+

C`* Dg bqy} eccjdk tcq* tcq cj hcn}. yà ygdjam* y`cxam njj ce àv |anvjt

x`d}ay+ ]àt xava jnvha }aa}`* jdoa }`n} hcvhacqy ni}cv @njat Fnvvt `ny* fq} d} ed} àv* à

}`cqh`}+ Yà yny`ntam mcxk }à `njj dk n |ndv ce |n}ak} jan}àv |qg|y+ Xd}` ygnjj* ~qdio

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ecc}y}a|y* yà ijcg|am cuav }c `dg' Kdocjny }`cqh`} yà jccoam jdoa n }vc}}dkh |ckt' nkm

nfvq|}jt y}c||am n eax dkiày nxnt evcg `dy yqd}inya+

Udcxjn Yqhqy* @ckat* yà yndm* àv jd| }xd}i`dkh auav yc uakavanj nkm*

ickuavyajt* hak}aaj+ Yà dk}akyajt |aavam q| n} `dg xd}` n jcco dk àv atay+ Kdocjny

icqjmk} }`dko ce nkt c}àv xcvm }c mayivdfa d} faydmay |nyydck+

Tcqv knga dy Udcjn Yqhnvy3 @a nyoam }c gnoa yqva à ànvm àv icvvai}jt+

X`t* tay* @ckat+ ]`n}y gt knga* yà tnx|am+ Mdm Kdocjny fajdaua d} àv vanj

knga3 @ajj* kc* fq} à xny xdjjdkh }c hc njckh xd}` àv }njay+

Yà jde}am àv nvg* vndyam àv `nkm }c `dy enia+ D} xny ykn||am n} }à xvdy} nkm

`qkh jdg|* ta} ajahnk}+ Xamhdkh }à yqd}inya ny fay} à icqjm qkmav `dy nvg* à ap}akmam

`dy kcx evaa nvg* yce}jt hvd||am àv ygnjj edkhavy dk nk qkanyt ijq}i`* nkm odyyam }à

fnio ce àv `nkm+

D}y faak n |janyqva }c `nua ga} tcq* Gv

Nmng* à yndm+

Xajj yà yce}jt fd} àv fc}}cg jd|+ D xny xnd}dk ec tc jny} knga* @ckat+

Kc} tn gdmmja knga* yà }cco àv `nkm nxnt evcg `dy enia* nkm àv yiak} yak} gcva

fjccm vqy`dkh }c `dy ycq}àvk y}dio+

]`n}y d}+

Xàvay }à Y dk tn jny} knga*Mnxjdk3

D mck} `nua cka+ Dg Kdocjny \n}vdio Nmng+ Ckjt cka Y* à yndm gn}}av'ce'

eni}jt+

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C`* yà jccoam ickeqyam ecv ckjt n y|jd} yaickm faecva yntdkh* Xajj* gt Nqk}

Gnfaj `ny env }cc gqi` mqin}y Gntfa de D ynty }à xcvm yà ink fqt tcq nk Y ec tcqv

jny} knga+

]àk yà ygdjam+

"""

Xàk Kdocjny `nm jae} }à od}iàk* Gnfaj inyqnjjt }qvkam fnio }cxnvm Kdooda* n

jcco ce gnmkayy dk àv atay? }àt xava yc xdma* }`cqh`} Kdooda* ny de yàm yaak n

h`cy} cv xny }vtdkh }c yinva cka cq} ce }à vccg+

Dy `c|a tcq mck} gdkm }`n} D }cjm Kdocjqy` }c janua* `ckat* Gnfaj yndm xd}` n

ytg|n}à}di ygdja+

C`* }`n}y cont+ De xa kaam n |vdun}a }njo nkm xa `nua }c y}cva }à jqhhnha* d} njj

xcvoy cq}* Kdooda nmgd}}am }`n} yà inqh`} ck }c Gnfajy hnga2 Ynt xa nkm ganktcq+

Yà nmmam* Nkm `dy knga dyk} Kdocjqy`* d}y Kdocjny* Nqk} Gnfaj+

Dy y}nkmy icvvai}am+

]à mdy}nk} ycqkm ce n yi`ccj fqy mvc||dkh ycga tcqkh hvnma'yi`ccjav cee xny

}à ckjt ycqkm }`n} }à }xc api`nkham fa}xaak cka nkc}àv+ Kdooda y}nvam n} }à }djam

ejccv? Gnfaj y}nvam n} }à |c}y ck }à y}cua xd}` y}ang vdydkh evcg }àg* fc}` ce }àg

dhkcvdkh ani` c}àv+ Ne}av d} yaagam }à fqy xny eqv}àv mcxk }à vcnm* nkm }à

kadh`fcv`ccm xny ~qda}* Kdooda ijanvam àv }`vcn} nkm yndm* ]àva xny ycga}`dkh tcq

xava hcdkh }c }ajj ga faecva Kdocjny inga dk+

Gnfajy i`dk xny dg|njdkh àv jnvha ijanunha ny yà y}nvam n} Kdooda xd}` edy`

atay+ Yà fjdkoam ckia cv }xdia* }cco n maa| fvan}` nkm yndm* Dg kc} }vtkn fa vqfa* fq}

de tcq mck} gdkm ga yntdk'

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Kdooda vndyam àv `nkm+ \janya mck} y}nv} n yak}akia jdoa }`n} xd}` ga nvcqkm+

X`t* I`dj3

Kdooda hjnkiam n} àv nqk} xd}` n xnvg ygdja nkm yndm* Fainqya tcq ce}ak y|ano

tcqv gdkm* Nqk}da+

Gnfaj vaniàm cuav }à }nfja* ijq}iàm Kdooday `nkm }dh`}jt* yaagam }c |aav dk}c

àv atay xd}` n jckhdkh+ ]àva yaagam }c fa n kaamdkh dk àv ànv}+ Ecv x`n}* Kdooda

mdmk} okcx+ Fq} yà xny yqva d} gdh`} `nua ycga}`dkh }c mc xd}` }à ickuavyn}dck }`n}

xny dk}avvq|}am anvjdav+

Yc* xàva xny D3 C`* cont+ Tcqv |c||ny icgdk àva }gcvvcx gcvkdk

ycga}dga

]`n}y jcuajt* Kdooda ygdjam+ X`n} xny yc vqma nfcq} }`n}3

\n}dakia* I`dj+ D xny hckkn }ajj tcq }c bqy} }vt nkm gnoa y`c tcq ink xnjodk

}à gcvkdkh* cont* @ckat3 Tcq mck} xnk} tc |n||d }`nkodkfnm }`cqh`}y nfcq} tcq

nkm Kdocjny `nudk yap q| dk àva+

C`* `cx mnva tcq. D xcqjmk} auak mvang ce mcdkh }`n}dk àva+ Kc} dk tcqv

`cqya* Nqk}da+

Tnjj yjaa|dk dk }à ynga fam* ndk} tcq cv ndk} tcq kc}3

Fq} d} mcayk} gank xa `nua }c mc }`n}+

X`n} }à y`d} dy }`n}3 Fnft* Dg njgcy} dk gn` adh`}day+ D `nua edua i`djjvak*

yauak hvnki`djjvak* nkm }`vaa hvan}'hvnki`djjvak+ @cx tcq }`dko xa |c|qjn}am* `q`3 ]à

y}cvo3 D `nm }c `nua yap. Bqy} inqya Dg cjm mck} gank D mck} okcx nkt}`nkhnktgc+

Tcq ink ynt d}* I`dj+ Hc ck* ha}}dk mdv}t* eccjdk nvcqkm* |q}}dk n jd}}jayqhn` dk tn

fcxj'

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Nqk}da Gnfaj. Kdooda hdhhjam* nkm yqmmakjt eaj} vajdauam nfcq} udyd}dkh+ D}

yaagam ny de yàm ni}qnjjt fa nfja }c dk}vcmqia Kdocjny }c n ydma ce àv àm kauav ga}

faecva+ Yqva* yà }njoam nfcq} }àg }c Kdocjny* nkm à }c àv engdjt* fq} `cx yà eaj} n}

}`n} gcgak} xny jdoa Gnvudk Hnta nkm ]nggd ]avvajj ynkh* ndk}kc}`dk jdoa }à vanj

}`dkh.

Dg }ajjdk }à }vq}`* I`dj* Nqk} Gnfaj yndm* hdhhjam xd}` àv gcq}` ijcyam

}dh`}jt* nkm fahnk }c icqh` eavcidcqyjt+

Tcq cont* Nqk}da3

C`* y`d}* Dg edka+ Bqy} n jd}}ja icqh` dy njj* yà yndm* nkm xd|am n }vdioja ce mvccj

}`n} vnk evcg }à icvkav ce àv gcq}` x`dja yà xny icqh`dkh+ Kcx }àvay ycga}`dk D

kaam }c }ajj tcq* Kdooda+ Tc |c||n nkm Dua faak oaa|dk d} n yaiva}a evcg tcq ec }à

|ny} }`vaa gck}`y kcx* nkm D yyqgam de tcq `nuak} faak }cjm ft kcx* tcq ndk} hckkn

okcx+

Okcx x`n}* Nqk}da3 Tcqua faak fan}dkh nvcqkm }à fqy` auav ydkia tcq

fvcqh`} }à yqfbai} q|+

D okcx* I`dj+ D okcx d}+

Xajj }àk ja} ga okcx x`n}y q|* Kdooda yndm ejn}jt+ Yàm `nm n jckh }vd| xd}`

Kdocjny nkm njj ce }àdv edh`}dkh$ nkm yà bqy} xnk}am }c }noa n `c} y`cxav* an}

ycga}`dkh* nkm hc }c fam+

Gagfav D yndm tc icqydk* Udcjny y}ntdk àva3 Gnfaj nyoam+ Kdooda mdmk}

vay|ckm* yà vagndkam ~qda}* y}nvam n} Gnfaj+ Gnfaj ick}dkqam }c y}nva n} }à y}angdkh

|c}y ck }à y}cua}c|+

Yà ick}dkqam* ]à gnk tcqv ydy}avy gnvvtdk'

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Ajjdc}}3 Kdooda nyoam+

Kc* ]ammt \akmavhvnyy* Gnfaj `qeeam+ Ce icqvya Dg }njodk nfcq} Ajjdc}}+

Nktxnt* n yinkmnj xny hcdk mcxk àva dk Yaeedk xàk Udcjn ecqkm cq}' }à mnt ne}av

Ajjdc}} |vc|cyam }c tc ydy}av Kn}ny`n }`n} yà xny ecqv xaaoy |vahknk}+

Nqk} Gnfaj |nqyam* gntfa }c ja} }à dkecvgn}dck ydko dk maa|av+ Nj}`cqh` Kdooda

xny ny}cqkmam ft }à kaxy* yà icqjmk} àj| fq} xckmav `cx d} vajn}am }c àv cv x`t

Kn}ny`n cv }àdv en}àv `nmk} }cjm àv nfcq} d}+

Gnfaj y}vqhhjam }c ha} q| evcg àv i`ndv* nkm Kdooda vqyàm }c nyydy} àv+ @ava*

ja} ga àj| tcq* Nqk}da* yà yndm+

Knx* }`n}y edka* fnft+ D ink mc d}+ Yaa* D mck} xnkkn ha} qyam }c njj }à hccm

}van}gak} nkm yqi`* inqya Dg jdnfja }c }qvk nvcqkm nkm ap|ai} d} ckia tnjj janua+

Icga ck* Nqk} Gnfaj* tcq ink niia|} n jd}}ja àj|+

D kauav ma|akmam ycjajt ck kcfcmt nkm D ndk} nfcq} }c y}nv} kcx+ D jcua tcq*

fnft* nkm }`nkoy ec }vtkn àj|+ Fq} tn Nqk} Gnfaj `ny d} njj qkmav ick}vcj* yà }cjm

Kdooda ny yà }cco yjcx* injiqjn}am y}a|y }cxnvm }à y}cua+ D mck} kaam kcfcmty àj|*

yà ickedvgam jcqmav nkm jde}am }à }c| cee cka ce }à |c}y+

Kdooda ygdjam n} àv nqk}* edjjam xd}` nmgdvn}dck }`n} }à xcgak dk àv engdjt `nm

njxnty faak dkma|akmak}+ Yà xnk}am }à ynga }`dkh ecv àvyaje? auak }`cqh` yà jcuam

Kdocjny* nkm |jnkkam }c |cyydfjt y`nva n eq}qva xd}` `dg+

Kc|a* D mck} kaam kcfcmty àj|* Gnfaj va|an}am+

Fq} gntfa tcq ink àj| ga* Nqk}da* fainqya D ck} qkmavy}nkm x`t mnmmt nkm

Kn}ny`n oa|} }`dy evcg ga+ Kdooda nmgd}}am+ Dg yqva tcq okcx ycga}`dkh ajya nfcq}'

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Yqmmakjt* àv nqk} ygnioam àv jd|y* iqvyam qkmav àv fvan}` yndm ycga}`dkh

Kdooda icqjmk} icg|vaàkm$* nkm eniam Kdooda* àv enia ejqyàm+

Fnft3

Tay* Nqk}da3

Ink tcq hc }c }à y}cva nkm |dio ga q| ycga |a||av* Yqhn`3 Cjm jnmday mc kaam

àj| ycga}dgay* tn okcx3

C`* D }c}njjt qkmavy}nkm* Kdooda* yndm+ Ny Gnfaj jankam ck }à icqk}av nkm

ick}dkqam }c nmbqy} |c}y* gdp dkhvamdak}y* nkm }ny}a'}ay} eccm* Kdooda }`cqh`} }c àvyaje*

yc gqi` ecv njj }`n} dkma|akmak} fqjjy`d}+

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I`n|}av Ecqv

Ne}av Kdooda xnd}am ecv Gnfaj }c xvd}a cq} n iàiojdy} }à jakh}` ce n icjjaha }ap}

fcco ck n |cy}'d} }`n} }cco edua gdkq}ay }c edkm* yà nyoam àv nqk} ecv }à mdvai}dcky }c

àv nkm Kdocjny famvccg nhndk+

]à jny} vccg ck }à jaen} }à akm ce }à `njjxnt* yà y|coa fq} oa|} xcvodkh

nkm gcudkh* vagcudkh |c}y evcg }à cuak* nkm |jnidkh yanyckdkh dk}c }à ick}ak}y }`n}

fcdjam ck }à y}cua}c|+ Bqy} vagagfav* Udcjny hc} n jd}}ja vaae `nkhdk ck àv famvccg

mca+

N vaae3 Kdooda nyoam+ Fq} I`vdy}gny dyk} qk}dj n} jany} }`vaa xaaoy evcg

kcx+

D} ndk} }cc anvjt }c y}nv} akbctdk }à I`vdy}gny y|dvd}+ @cxauav mqgf cv

eqioam q| tcq nva+ Gnfajy icggak} |vcg|}am n ~qdio ànm ykn| evcg Kdooda* dk àv

mdvai}dck+ ]c}nj y`cio xny ck àv enia xàk Gnfaj yndm* Gavvt I`vdy}gny* xd}` n

ygdja+

Kdooda jae} }à od}iàk nkm }`cqh`} }c àvyaje `cx gqi` yàm jcua }c ycgamnt

`nua n jnvha engdjt nkm icco mdkkav ecv }àg+ Ny yà xnjoam evcg }à od}iàk nkm

}`vcqh` }à jdudkh vccg* yà dgnhdkam }à I`vdy}gny yàm y|akm xd}` àv `qyfnkm nkm

i`djmvak* }à mnty faecva* maicvn}dkh }à I`vdy}gny }vaa+ Yà }`cqh`} nfcq} xà}àv yà

ynx Kdocjny dk }`n} eq}qva ny yà ijdgfam }à y}ndvy+

]à ygajj dy x`n} `d} àv edvy}* nkm }àk yà jccoam mcxk* y|c}}dkh }à cvnkha

inv|a}+ Yà }qvkam àv kcya q|* nkm y}nv}am }d|}cadkh nivcyy d}* ny de àv àajy xcqjm fa

dkeai}am evcg }à y`nh yà xnjoam ck+

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Mcxk }à `njjxnt* yà ynx }à mccv ck }à vdh`} xd}` }à }niot jccodkh vaae yjqkh

q|ck d}+ Yà xnjoam eny}av* vanmt }c }noa n y`cxav* gntfa auak |avyqnma Nqk} Gnfaj }c

jdh`} }à edva|jnia nkm }ajj y}cvday ce }àdv engdjty eny}+ Xàk yà xny njgcy} ijcya

akcqh` }c c|ak }àdv mccv* d} yxqkh dkxnvmy njj ck d}y cxk+

Kdooda bqg|am fnio* ap|ai}dkh Kdocjny }c icga fnvhdkh cq}+ Dky}anm* àv icqydk*

Udcjn yny`ntam cq}ydma ce }à vccg dk ycga yaa'}`vcqh` ha}'q| }`n} Kdooda okax Udcjn

hc} evcg ycga ick nv}dy}+ Y|c}}dkh }`cya x`d}a |n}ak} jan}àv |qg|y* Kdooda hdhhjam }c

àvyaje' fq} ckjt ecv n gcgak}+

C` gtJnxm. Udcjn yivaaiàm+

@at

D ndk} yaak tcq dk fcq} `cx jckh3 Mngk kanv edua x`cja tanvy. ]`n}y n jckh

}dga* icqydk* yà yndm* ijcg|dkh evcg }à vccg nkm dk}c }à `njjxnt xàva Kdooda

y}ccm* àv fcmt }akyam+

Xàvay Kdocjny3

X`c3

Kdooda ijanvam àv }`vcn}* ivcyyam àv nvgy* nkm va|an}am* Xàva dy Kdocjny3

D nyoam x`c ecv n vanyck+ D mck} okcx'

D okcx tcq ga} `dg* Udcjn* inqya tcq inkygajjgak gdjay nxnt* Kdooda

`dyyam+

Ne}av hny|dkh* Udcjn |jniam àv `nkm cuav àv iày}? n ydjuav fvniaja} y`dggavam

ny d} }vnuajam evcg àv xvdy} nkm mcxk àv ecvanvg+ ]`n}y `cx tcq ynt `d3 Xajj* `cxmt

}c tcq }c*engjt* yà yndm+

Kdooda y}nvam n} Udcjn* xnd}dkh ecv nk nkyxav+

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C`* ce icqvya D ga} `dg* Kdi`cja+

Gt knga dy Kdooda* Udcjn+

Evcg x`n} D gagfav* }àt injjam tcq Kdi`cja ydkia tcq |c||am cq} tc

gnggny icci`d+

Ny env fnio ny D vagagfav xa injjam tcq Udcjn I`ngfavy+ Yc |vni}dia x`n} tcq

|vani`* Fdh Icqydk+

Udcjn ygdvoam nkm Kdooda xny yqva }c }ajj àv cee nfcq} xnjodkh nvcqkm dk yaa'

}`vcqh` ijc}ày xd}` kc}`dkh fq} n fvn nkm |nk}day ck qkmavkan}` d}' ay|aidnjjt nvcqkm

Kdocjny+Okax }vcqfja xny fvaxdkh }à gcgak} Nqk} Gnfaj fvcqh`} }à barafajy knga

q|* Kdooda }`cqh`}+ @cxauav* yà `nm kc }dga ecv nvhqgak}y cv yd}'mcxk }njoy+ Yà `nm

}c hc }c }à yq|avgnvoa} ecv Gnfaj* nkm yà xny yqva }c }noa Kdocjny njckh xd}` àv+

N vccg }xc mccvy mcxk* }à mccv c|akam nkm cq} xnjoam n `nkmycga gnk* }njj*

xd}` fvckra yodk+ @a xcva n fjnio }ndjcvam yqd}* ydjo vam'icjjnvam y`dv}* nkm n x`d}a }da+ @dy

jnvha y`cay xava y`dkkam }c |aveai}dck* nkm fc}` Udcjn nkm Kdooda ap`njam xd}` jqy}+

@dy mnvo y`nmay fjcioam `dy atay* nkm `dy jd|y' jd|y }`n} Kdooda ivnuam gcva nkm

gcva xd}` ani` |nyydkh yaickm' gcuam yjcxjt ny à yndm* Ajjdc}} \ccja* xd}` A\

Ak}av}ndkgak}* à xnjoam cuav }c }à xcgak nkm ap}akmam `dy `nkm }c Kdooda+ N jnvha

mdngckm vdkh vay}am ck cka ce `dy edkhavy* nkm Kdooda xny dg|vayyam+

Kn}ny`ny ednki* vdh`}3 yà nyoam+

Ce icqvya* avvfcmt faak }njodk fcq} dg ydkia à gnma }`n} `c} }vnio xd}

Fq}}avQ|* Udcjn yndm* àv uavkniqjnv icg|ja}ajt mdeeavak} evcg }à ycq}àvk }xnkh yà

y|coa dk gcgak}y faecva+ Kdooda hjnkiam n} àv icqydk n yaickm jckhav* faxdjmavam }`n}

yà enoam àv niiak} ecv yqi` n jckh |avdcm+

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X`n} }à àjj dy Fq}}avQ|* Udcjn3 Tcq y|vnt d} ck |nky ecv anyt iccodkh3

Kc* ydjjt hcn}* }`n} kax vn||av evcg }`n} cj hvcq|* YaptEqko* Udcjn y|coa ny de

Kdooda y`cqjm `nua okcxk }`dy+ ]àt xava kc} ckjt }à hvan}ay} vn| hvcq| njdua* fq}

}`n}y `cx A\ hc} `dy y}nv} dk }à hnga+

A\3

@dy nvg y}djj ap}akmam* }`cya y`nmay `dmdkh `dy atay* à yndm Ajjdc}}'

\ccja* Kdooda y|coa `dy jny} knga xd}` `dg* nkm kcmmam fnyèqjjt+ Ycvvt* D

ecvhc}+ ]c àv d} yaagam ny de }àdv ucdiay ivan}am }à yxaa}ay} `nvgckt xàk }àt y|coa

}cha}àv+

Dy ycgafcmt hckkn y`noa gt `nkm cv kc}3 à bcoam nkm ygdjam* y`cxdkh }à

ydjuav hvdjj dk `dy gcq}`+

Mdm tcq xny` tc `nkmy3 Udcjn nyoam* |cdk}dkh }c }à fn}`vccg mccv+

Gt knga dy Kdooda* d}y kdia }c gaa} tcq* Ajjdc}}* yà y`cco `dy `nkm nkm eaj}

}dkhjay vqk q| nkm mcxk àv nvg+

]à |janyqvay gdka à yaagam }c gcnk n} àv+ @a odyyam }à fnio ce àv

`nkm* Dkmaam gdka* à nmmam+

Yà ykn}iàm nxnt evcg `dg+ Yndm* Ajjdc}* gdh`} tcq `n||ak }c okcx xàva gt

ydy}av dy3

Ny de ck iqa* Kdocjny inga }vqmhdkh q| }à y}ndvy xd}` n jnvha yqd}inya dk `dy nvgy+

@dy ecvaànm xny mvakiàm xd}` |avy|dvn}dck* nkm à ijq}iàm `dy xdk}av in| dk `dy fnjjam

edy}+

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Nkc}àv cka* à yndm xd}` n ygdja+ Kdooda mdmk} okcx de Kdocjny xny }njodkh }c

àv cv Udcjn* nkm yà vaeqyam }c niia|} }à eni} }`n} à nkm Udcjn `nm n vajn}dcky`d| ne}av n

eax gdkq}ay ce Hcm ckjt okax x`n}+

X`t xava tcq dk cqv vccg3 Kdooda y`c} n} Udcjn ny Kdocjny xnjoam mcxk }à

gdjmaxam `njjxnt+ Ajjdc} ckjt y}ccm evcrak xd}` `dy y`nmay icuavdkh `dy atay+ @a xny

jdoa n y}n}qa* |vayak} fq} kc} }àva+

Fainqra Ajjdc} àva xny qydkh }à fn}`vccg* nkm tcq }xc `nua }à ckjt c}àv

vccg q| àva xd}` n }cdja} dk d}+

Xajj* kap} }dga* qya }à cka mcxky}ndvy* cont3

"""

Kdooda gnma yqva kc} }c ynt n xcvm }c Kdocjny* nkm à okax à xny dk ycga }t|a

ce }vcqfja+ @a xnjoam xd}` `dy ànm àjm jcx* `dy hnra iak}avam ck ycga}`dkh fatckm àv

udydck* `dy cxk gdkm+ D} xny }à vanyck à xny yc ~qda}+ D} yaagam ny de yà njxnty vanm

`dy gdkm* nkm à vagndkam gq}a gnbcvd}t ce }àdv vajn}dcky`d|+ D mck} xnk} tcq }c ynt* D

okax }`n}* auavt }dga D }ajj tcq nfcq} ga cv `cx D eaaj* à ckia }cjm àv+ Yà mdmk}

jdy}ak+

Ny }àt vaniàm }à evck} mccv* Gnfaj y`cq}am* Kdooda* fnft. Tc ydy}n` àva }c

yaa tcq* I`dj. evcg dk }à od}iàk+

Bqy} jdoa Kdooda }c xnjo cee xd}`cq} yntdk `d* }àt fc}` ànvm }à c}àv ucdia

y|ano dk n y}nha x`dy|av evcg }à od}iàk+ D} xny n gcqyt ucdia* `dh` nkm y`vdjj+ ]à

ynga ucdia }`n} Kdooda xnvkam `dg nfcq}* àv ydy}av* Kn}ny`n+

Yà }cco n |davidkh hjnkia n} Kdocjny* yndm* Djj manj xd}` tcq jn}av* nkm xnjoam

}cxnvmy }à od}iàk* Kdocjny vdh`} ck àv }ndj jdoa n }vndjdkh |q|+

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Xàk }àt ak}avam }à od}iàk* Gnfaj xny yd}}dkh mcxk n} }à }nfja nhndk* enkkdkh

àvyaje xd}` n ecjmam yai}dck ce }à mnty kaxy|n|av+ @av cpthak }nko xny kap} }c àv

i`ndv* }à gnyo ck àv enia* ny yà yjcxjt fvan}àm dk nkm cq}* yà |cdk}am }c }à y}cua*

cfudcqyjt hdudkh Kn}ny`n mdvai}dcky+

Kdocjny icqjmk} fajdaua `cx hcvhacqy }à Xny`dkh}ck xcgak xava+ Evcg

Kdooda }c àv ydy}av Kn}ny`n' nkm Udcjn' njj ce }àg xava okcio'cq} xcgak* à }`cqh`}+

]àt xcqjm fa ~qaaky dk nkc}àv icqk}vt* gntfa+

X`n}m tcq ynt* Nqk} Gnfaj3 Kdooda nyoam+

Gnfaj nkm Kn}ny`n fc}` }qvkam }àdv ànmy dk yqv|vdya ny Kdooda nkm Kdocjny

y}ccm dk }à od}iàk ak}vnkia+

C`* I`dj* tcq yinvam ga.

X`tva tcq yqv|vdyam* Nqk}da3 Tcq }cjm ga }c icga dk àva* Kdooda yndm*

|av|japam+

Ydy}nnn```. Kn}ny`n yivaaiàm+ @av ucdia xny y`nv|* `dh`* nkm nkkctdkh+

Kdocjny }`cqh`} }c `dgyaje*D xnyk} n} njj |va|nvam ecv }`n} ucdia* }`n} nfcgdkn}dck evcg

@ajj+

Kn}ny`n* y`cv}av }`nk Kdooda* }d|}cam nvcqkm }à }nfja* odyyam àv nqk} ck }à

iàao' y}djj gcudkh dk }à |vciayy' nkm vnk q| }c àv ydy}av* xvn||am àv nvgy nvcqkm

Kdooda* nkm fahnk }c ivt+ Yà fnxjam nkm ijqkh }c àv ydy}av xd}` }vagfjdkh nvgy nkm

}anvy vcjjdkh mcxk àv iq}a* |jqg| iàaoy+

@d* Kn}ny`n* Kdooda yndm mvtjt* vciodkh fnio nkm ecv}`+

Gnfaj vagcuam }à gnyo evcg àv enia* Tcq nio jdoa n }c}nj y}vnkhavy `qhhdk

tcq* Kdooda* yà yndm+

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Kn}ny`n |qjjam nxnt* fq} àv `nkmy y}djj hvd||am Kdooday nvgy+ Tan`* yà

nyoam* xvdkojdkh àv fvcx* kc} n }anv dk àv atay kcx* X`t nva tcq ni}dkh ycy}nko3

D} jccoam ny }`cqh` `dy hdvjevdakm àjm àv }ckhqa ny }à amhay ce àv jd|y }qvkam

q| dk}c n hvdk* àv atafvcxy nviàm nkm gnma àv jcco audj nkm ydkdy}av+ Yà kcmmam àv

ànm* nkm xvn||am àv nvgy nvcqkm Kn}ny`n* nkm njj }`vaa xcgak gcnkam nkm jnqhàm

jdoa |n}dak}y dk n gak}nj xnvm+ D} xny* ft env* }à ivnrday} }`dkh Kdocjny `nm auav yaak n

hvcq| ce vajn}am xcgak mc+ @dy engdjt |qjjam }cha}àv gcva }`nk àv engdjt mdm* fainqya

auavt}`dkh xny njxnty dk |jnia* dk cvmav cvmdknvt+

Tcq gagfav gt jdy}* vdh`}3 Gnfaj nyoam Kdooda* nkm |q} àv cpthak gnyo

fnio q| }c àv enia+

Tay* Nqk}da Gnfaj+

Xàva tnjj hcdk3 Kn}ny`n bqg|am q| nkm mcxk xd}` àv `nkmy ijny|am

}cha}àv n} àv iày}+ D xnkkn hc+ C`* D xnkkn hc.

Y}c| }`n}* tcq cj hcn}* yà vcjjam àv atay n} Kn}ny`n* nkm Kdocjny evcxkam+ @a

vagagfavam àv icqydk* Udcjn yntdkh }à ynga }`dkh }c `dg anvjdav* x`dja }àt xava

q|y}ndvy njcka+

Xa hc}}n `nua n }njo* nkm tcq ink} fa dk d}* Kdooda edkdyàm* nkm }qvkam nvcqkm

}c janua+ X`dja dk àv mvngn}di apd}* Kdocjny ap}akmam `dy `nkm }c dk}vcmqia `dgyaje }c

Kn}ny`n xàk Kdooda faj}am* ]à yq|avgnvoa} ijcya akcqh` }c àva ijcyay n} yauak nkm D

mck} xnkkn fa jn}a.

Vagcudkh }à gnyo* Gnfaj nyoam* X`n} }dgay d} kcx3

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Kn}ny`n jccoam n} }à mnrrjdkh xn}i` ck àv xvdy}* hjnkiam n} Kdocjny nkm

x`dy|avam* Tay* d}y Bnicf* ijanvam àv }`vcn} nkm yndm' dk }`n} ucdia'* ]à y}cva ijcyay

n} yauak3 Xajj* d}y ckjt ecqv'}`dv}t kcx+

D okcx* Kdooda tajjam ny yà fcj}am }`vcqh` }à evck} mccv+

Kdocjny ygdjam n} }à }xc xcgak y}nkmdkh dk }à od}iàk xd}` `dg+ D} eaj}* njgcy}*

ny de à xava n|cjchdrdkh ecv }àdv |ac|jay ni}dcky* `dy fcc2 Kdooda+ Eaj} yc xadvm+

]à mdy}nk} ycqkm ce }xc faa|y evcg n inv `cvk ja} Kdocjny okcx d} xny }dga }c

hc+ @a yndm `dy hccmftay nkm xajj'fa'vdh`}'fnioy nkm ànmam ecv }à evck} mccv+

@cxauav* faecva à vaniàm d}* Kn}ny`n injjam cq}* Ynviny}di jd}}ja fd}i`* `q`3

Yà ygdjam* nkm à hnua àv n yjdh`} ygdja dk va}qvk+

Gnfaj hny|am ecv ndv* nkm }àk yndm }c Kn}ny`n* Y`q} tc enia nkm y}nt }à eqio

nxnt evcg dg+ @a }cco }`dy ny `dy iqa }c janua+

I`n|}av Edua

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Xàk Kdocjny ijdgfam dk}c }àdv vak}nj inv* n y|cv}t x`d}a Vnkha Vcuav* Kdooda |aavam n}

`dg evcg atay kc gcva }`nk yjd}y+ @a yjnggam }à mccv y`q}* nkm Kdooda hny|am+ @qeeam

}c àv yaje nkm |aajam fnioxnvmy cq} ce }à mvduaxnt+

@at. à y`cq}am+

Yà y|am mcxk Hvaakjane Y}vaa} nkm ck}c Mcvv Y}vaa} mcdkh ydp}t gdjay |av `cqv+

Xàk }àt ijanvam }à }vneedi icgdkh mcxk ad}àv ydma ce }à vcnm* yà ànmam ycq}`* }à

àn} dk }à }vqio fjny}dkh dk Kdocjny enia+ @a }qvkam }à okcf ck }à mny`fcnvm }c ick}vcj

}à ndv uak}y ck `dy ydma* nkm nmbqy}am d} }c `dy jdodkh+

Tcqva dk n fnm nyy gccm* à yndm+

Yà ick}dkqam }c mvdua* kc} jccodkh n} `dg+

D edhqvam tcq `nm n |vcfjag xàk tcq mvcua cee xd}`cq} ga* nkm D xnd}am dk }à

icjm ecv }xc gdkq}ay qk}dj tcq inga fnio Tcq gdkm }ajjdk ga x`n} }à eqio dy hcdkh'

Yqmmakjt* }à vnmdc yivangam }c jdea+ Kdooda i`nkham }à y}n}dck evcg vcio'k'vcjj

}c nk V%F vnmdc y}n}dck xd}` eqrrt eva~qakit+ Ycga i`dio* x`c Kdooda }`cqh`} vanjjt

icqjmk} ydkh* inga ck }à vnmdc ivcckdkh nkm gcnkdkh nfcq} }nodkh \c|ydija y}dioy evcg

}à evaarav nkm jdiodkh ck }àg+ Kc* yà mdmk} inva ecv }à yckh* fq} d} xny n hccm xnt }c

}qka cq} Kdocjny jday* yà }`cqh`}+

Yà mvcua* ja} }à xcgnk ck }à vnmdc vd| àv anvy }c y`vamy xd}` àv hcm'nxeqj

ucdia* nkm xnd}am ecv `dg }c n|cjchdra+ Yà auak àjm àv fvan}` dk nk}did|n}dck ecv `dy

ydh`* nkm n vanyck x`t à xny fadkh yc gdyqkmavy}nkmdkh* nkm d} kauav inga+ Yaagam }c

}noa ecvauav }c edkm }à y}cva xàva Nqk} Gnfaj }cjm }àg }c y`c|+ Ecv n jckh }dga*

Kdooda mvcua xd}`cq} yntdkh n xcvm }c Kdocjny cv auak hjnkidkh dk `dy mdvai}dck+

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Ni}qnjjt* d} xnyk} qk}dj }àtm mvduak |nyy }à gnvoa} }xc }dgay* nkm xava ànmdkh fnio

}cxnvmy d}* }`n} Kdooda edknjjt yndm x`n} xny ck àv gdkm+

Kdojny* D ink} fajdaua tcq ja} àv ja} tcq yaa àv jdoa }`n}* yà yndm xd}` n

ivnioam ucdia+

X`n}3

Xd}` fnvajt nkt}`dkh ck+ ]à fd}i` jccoy jdoa n x`cva* yà yivangam+ Yà

mdmk} inva x`n} à }`cqh`} nfcq} àv* x`n} yà yndm xny }à }vq}`+ Yà xnk}am }c }ajj `dg

gcva }vq}`y* jdoa `cx }avvdedam yà xny }`n} àm yjaa| xd}` àv icqydk+ @ajj* d} `n||akam

fa}xaak Kn}ny`n nkm Ajjdc}}+

Yà xnd}am ecv Kdocjny }c y|ano `dy |ania* iqyy n} àv* magnkm }c fa ja} cq} ce }à

inv* fq} à ckjt ja} àv |cq} ny à y}nvam cq} }à xdkmcx+

Mc tcq auak inva nfcq} gt eaajdkhy n}njj3 yà yndm+ @a `n}am xàk yà vnk }à

}xc xcvmy }cha}àv* nkm }`n} xny gndkjt x`t yà mdm d}+ @a }cjm àv |jak}t ce }dgay* D}y

|vckcqkiam n} njj+ Fq} yà kauav jdy}akam* n} jany} kc} x`dja dk evck} ce `dg+

Ng D àva }c tcq3 Inqya tcq mck} yaag àva xd} ga* yà yndm+

@a mdmk} vay|ckm* nkm xàk yà |qjjam q| }c Jckkday Hvciavday* Jc}}c* Xdka

nkm Hny Y}n}dck ck @an}àvmcxky* Kdooda }`cqh`} yàm fqvy} evcg evqy}vn}dck+ Njj yà

auav nyoam `dg }c mc xny fa `ckay} xd}` àv* nkm y}djj' gdjay nxnt evcg }àdv `cga' à

xcqjmk} }vqy} àv akcqh` }c y`nva `cx à eaj} xd}` àv+

Yà |qjjam dk}c n |nvodkh y|c}* nkm y`c} n ~qdio hjnkia n} Kdocjny* x`c xny

ick}dkqcqyjt jccodkh cq} ce }à |nyyakhav'ydma xdkmcx+

Nva tcq hckkn y|ano }c ga*Kdojny3 yà nyoam `dg+ Yà oa|} }à akhdka ck*

nkm àyd}n}am janudkh }à YQU+ N jcco ce may|avn}dck xny dk àv atay ny yà hvnffam ecv

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`dy `nkm* ijq}iàm d} dk àv hvd| nkm yndm* D okcx D gdh`}ua vqyàm tcq }c icga cq}*

Kdojny* fq} D xny bqy} q|ya}

@a jccoam n} àv* }cco fc}` ce àv `nkmy dk `dy* nkm nyoam* Q|ya} nfcq} x`n}3

Ga3

Yà fjdkoam n icq|ja ce }dgay* àv atay mvde}dkh cee dk}c n y}q|cv faecva yaagdkh }c

ykn| fnio dk}c |jnia* X`n}3

Nva tcq q|ya} nfcq} ga3

C`* kc. D} xny ycga yaiva}* |avycknj kaxy }`n} gt nqk}da y`nvam xd}` ga* yà

yndm+

D hqayy }`n} ajdgdkn}ay ga nyodk x`n} tnjj }njoam nfcq}* à yndm xd}` n ygdja+

Yà jnqhàm n} `dy vagnvo* vajdauam }`n} à xnyk} ceeakmam ft fadkh jae} cq} ce àv

engdjty |avycknj fqydkayy+

]`dko tcqva hckkn fa cont3 à nyoam àv* y}djj ijq}i`dkh àv `nkmy dk `dy+

X`n} }à àjj dy }`n} àdeav mcdkh3 Kdooda ykaavam+

X`n}3

]`n} mngk x`cva. yà |cdk}am n} }à xdkmy`dajm nkm Kdocjny ynx x`n} inqyam

àv }c dk}avvq|} `dg+ Gt icqydk* Udcjn+

N hdvj x`c jccoam nfcq} ydp}aak tanvy cjm y}nhhavam cq} ce n fjnio Gaviamay

Fakr+ Yà xny }`dkkav }`nk n fjnma ce hvnyy* Kdooda ickijqmam* apia|} ecv }à vcqkm* edvg

fq}}cioy yà y|cv}am xd}` ickedmakia+ Kdooda xny vajdauam }`n} Udcjn }cco }à yàav cq}ed}

cee faecva janudkh Nqk} Gnfajy `cqya+

X`n} dy yà mcdkh3 Kdocjny nyoam+

Dg hckkn edkm cq}+

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Kc* xnd}. Mck} agfnvvnyy àv jdoa }`n}+ D gank* tcq mck} okcx x`c yày

xd}`+

Kdooda }cco n jckhav hjnkia n} }à gnk fa`dkm }à xàaj* nkm hny|am xd}`

vanjdrn}dck+ Yà icqjmk} qkmavy}nkm x`n} xny xvckh xd}` `dg* fq} à yaagam }c |c| q|

n} njj }à gcy} dkickuakdak} }dgay+

]`n}y Ajjdc}} yày xd}`* Kdooda yndm+

Yc+

D y`cqjmua ap|ai}am tcq }c n||vcua ce }`dy dkedmajd}t+ Y`cqjm D àj| }àg jcin}a

n iàn|jt |vdiam gc}aj }c evcjdi dk ne}av }àt janua Jckkday3 Kdooda yivangam xd}`

ynvinyg+

Injg mcxk+

@a y`cqjm fa xd}` Kn}ny`n+ @a `ny n hccm xcgnk xnd}dkh ecv `dg n} `cga* nkm

à mcayk} kaam }c fa cq} xd}` }vny` Mdm tcq okcx Ajjdc}} |vcmqiam }à yckh ecv }`n}

kax vn||av*Fq}}avQ|3

Kdocjny y}nvam n} àv xd}` nk qkgcuam hnra* njgcy} ny de à xava }vtdkh }c edhqva

cq} x`c yà xny+ X`n} dy }`n}* ycga y|vnt'ck fq}}av yc eccm mcayk} y}dio }c }à |nk3

à nyoam+

@av iàaoy ejqyàm ycgax`n}* Kc* yà ykn||am+ D}y n vn| nv}dy} x`cy ha}}dkh

jc}y ce n}}ak}dck ck }à vnmdc+ Tcq y`cqjm }qvk cka ck ycga}dga+

D mck} Kdooda* à y|coa ycgfavjt+ Xàkauav D `nua }c mvdua }`n} mngk yagd'

}vqio* }`n}y xàk D jdy}ak }c }à vnmdc+ Nkm }`n}y njj }à }dga+ Dg ck }à vcnm yc gqi`* D

ink} mc nkt}`dkh fq} jdy}ak }c'

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Cont* cont+ Tcq jdy}ak }c }à vnmdc* Bafqy Mdia. Tcq mdmk} `nua }c hc dk}c njj

}`n}+ \cdk} fjnko* Ajjdc}} kaamy }c y}nt nxnt evcg àv+

D mck} yaa `cx nyyqg|}dua icio'fjciodk dy }à |vc|av xnt }c y}c| }xc |ac|ja

evcg eqiodkh+

\janya* mck} qya }`n} xcvm dk gt |vayakia* yà `qeeam* nkm enkkam àvyaje xd}`

n gakq yàm |dioam evcg }à fnioyan} evcg }àdv y}c| n} n vay}nqvnk} ck }àdv xnt }c

Yaeedk$+

Tcq gank }à xcvm EQIO3 à vndyam `dy ucdia+ Tcq qyam }à ynga xcvm kc

gcva }`nk }xc `cqvy nhc* Kdooda+

Yà hn|am cq} ce }à xdkmcx n} Udcjn* dhkcvdkh Kdocjny+ Ynx `cx |va}}t àv cjmav

icqydk jccoam* `cx fvdh`} àv yodk xny* nkm `cx kn}qvnjjt yjdg àv fcmt xny+ Auak àv

jckh fvcxk `ndv' }`n} yinjam mcxk àv fnio' xny n vagnvonfja ydh`}+

D `ne}n ynua gt ydy}avy gnvvdnha* yà yndm* nkm fcj}am evcg }à inv* vanmt }c jnt

mcxk }à jnx ck Udcjn+

"""

Kdocjny icqjmk} fajdaua `dy atay+ @a mdmk} okcx xàk Kdooda fainga yc

cuavfanvdkh* fq} à okax à mdmk} jdoa d}+ Tay* d} |av|japam Kdocjny ny }c x`t Ajjdc}} xny

`nkhdkh cq} xd}` Udcjn* fq} d} mdmk} kaiayynvdjt gank }àt xava eccjdkh nvcqkm xd}` cka

nkc}àv+

@a xn}iàm Kdooda ny yà yxd}iàm àv `d|y nivcyy }à |nvodkh jc}* nkm cuav }c }à

Gaviamay Fakr* n jcco ce injgkayy ck àv enia }`n} }qvkam n ivdgyck icjcv }à ijcyav yà

inga }c }à inv+

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Xàk yà vaniàm }àg* Udcjn xny jankdkh ck }à mvduavy ydma* i`d}'i`n}}dkh xd}`

Ajjdc}}+ ]àva xny ycga}`dkh }`n} Kdocjny mdmk} jdoa cv }vqy} nfcq} }à gnk+ @a icqjmk}

|q} `dy edkhav ck x`t à eaj} qkanyt nvcqkm `dg* fq} `dy dk}qd}dck xny xnvkdkh `dg n

hvan} manj ce Ajjdc}}y mdy`ckay}t+ ]c eqv}àv knvvcx mcxk `dy dk}qd}dck2 evcg }à jccoy

Kdooda hnua Ajjdc}}* à mdmk} }vqy} }à gnk nvcqkm àv x`n}ycauav+

Kdooda }n||am Udcjn ck }à y`cqjmav* nkm }àt y|coa inyqnjjt+ @a }`cqh`} n edh`}

gdh`} fvano cq}* fq} }à }`vaa ckjt }njoam nkm jnqhàm ecv n eax gdkq}ay* faecva Udcjn

xnjoam cq} ce }à |nvodkh jc} nkm mcxk }à y}vaa}+ Kdooda y}ccm n} }à Fakr* jnqh`dkh nkm

}njodkh xd}` }à hqt n jd}}ja jckhav+ Kdocjny kc}diam `cx yà jnqhàm xd}` àv gcq}` c|ak

nkm àv ànm }dj}am fnio xd}` q}}av |janyqva+ @a icqjm yaa evcg àv fcmt jnkhqnha `cx

gqi` yc ejdv}am xd}` `dg* fq} à mdmk} xnk} }c bqg| }c ickijqydcky+

]à }xc }njoam n eax gcgak}y jckhav* nkm Kdooda xnjoam nxnt evcg }à inv nkm

dk}c }à y}cva }c ha} Gnfajy d}agy+ Kc} gcva }`nk }xc gdkq}ay jn}av* }à Fakr yjcxjt

|qjjam cq} ce }à |nvodkh jc} nkm ànmam mcxk @an}àvmcxky* }à y}avac yty}ag fqg|dkh

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Y}nv}jam* Kdocjny c|akam `dy atay* nkm jccoam cq} ce `dy xdkmcx+ ]àva y}ccm

Udcjn* n jnvha hvdk ck àv enia+ Yà xvn||am àv nvgy nvcqkm àv yjdg fcmt* n fcmt xd}`

`d|y }`n} iqvuam dk bqy} }à vdh`} |jniay+ D} xny ny }`cqh` yà dkud}am `dg dkydma ce àv

xàkauav yà ygdjam dk `dy mdvai}dck+

@a vcjjam mcxk }à xdkmcx* jdioam `dy jd|y* agfnvvnyyam }`n} yà yinvam `dg* nkm

yndm* @ajjc3 Tcq ecvha} ycga}`dk dk }à y}cva3

Yà ick}dkqam }c ygdja n} `dg* àv atay fvdh`} nkm edjjam xd}` apid}agak}+ Yà

jdioam àv jd|y dk va}qvk* `qhham àvyaje }dh`}av* nkm ick}dkqam }c hvdk n} `dg+

Tcq ecvha} `cx }c y|ano Akhjdy`3

Yà hdhhjam n} `dy icggak}* hnua `dy nvg n |jnteqj ygnio* nkm yndm* Fct* D bqy}

xnk}am }c ynt àjjc }c tcq+ Eaaj vqma }bqy} xnjo nxnt xd}cq} yntdk `d cv ycga}`dk+

@av xcvmy yaagam ydkiava* nkm d} ejn}}avam `dg }`n} yàm hc cq} ce àv xnt bqy} }c icga

fnio nkm ynt `d }c `dg+

Ijdgf dk+ Ga nkm Kdooda ink hdua tcq n vdma fnio }c Gnfajy* à yndm+

@av ygdjam xnkam* nkm yà fnioam nxnt evcg }à }vqio n jd}}ja+ D fa}}av kc}+

Kdooda `ny àvvqjay nfcq} àv fctevdakmy nkm y`d}+ D}y cont* Djj fa edka* yqhn* yà

ygdjam nhndk+ D hc} n icq|jaua |jniay D fay} fa ha}}dk }c dk }à kap} `cqv* nktxnt+

Ydmay* jdoa D yndm* Dck} xnkkn fvano kcka c Kdooday vqjay Yà ydhàm* jccoam

mdyn||cdk}am nkm yndm* Djj yaa tnjj fnio n} }à `cqya+

@cx tcq |jnk ck ha}}dkh }àva3

Djj xnjo* yà yndm+

@a xnd}am n yaickm cv }xc jckhav faecva à vay|ckmam* Cont+

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Yà }qvkam }c janua* fq} y}c||am manm dk àv }vnioy+ Yà }qvkam nvcqkm* vaniàm

dkydma ce àv fnio |cioa}* nkm |qjjam cq} n ecjmam |daia ce x`d}a |n|av+ @nkmdkh d} }c `dg

auav yc dkicky|diqcqyjt* yà x`dy|avam* Fq} ycga vqjayva gank} }c fa fvcoak* `q`3

@a qkecjmam }à |n|av nkm vanm n kqgfav yicxjam nivcyy }à gdmmja ce }à yàa}

dk fcjm |avgnkak} gnvoav+ ]à knga ydhkam qkmav }à kqgfav vanm Gy Yqhnvy dk yjc||t

iqvydua `nkmxvd}dkh+

Kdocjny jccoam q| }c ceeav nkc}àv vdma }c Udcjn* fq} dky}anm }àva xny kc cka n}

`dy xdkmcx+ @a yn} q|* nkm jccoam nvcqkm* yqmmakjt apid}am nfcq} `dy y}nt dk Yaeedk* Kax

Tcvo+

X`n} tcq jccodk ecv3

@dy n}}ak}dck ykn||am }c }à mvduavy ydma* }c Kdooda }`vcxdkh n icq|ja fnhy dk}c

}à fnioyan}* nkm yjnggdkh }à mccv+ @a ecjmam }à kc}a nkm |q} d} dk `dy evck} |cioa}

faecva yà `c||am fa`dkm }à xàaj ce }à Vnkha Vcuav+

Kc}`dkh* à yndm }c àv+ @a }`cqh`} yàm yaa |ny} `dy jda* jdoa yà njxnty mdm*

fq} dky}anm yà y`vqhham àv y`cqjmavy nkm |qjjam cq} ce }à |nvodkh jc}* cfjdudcqy }c }à

vajn}dcky`d| fqmmdkh fa}xaak `dg nkm Udcjn+

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I`n|}av Ydp

Udcjn xnjoam mcxk @an}àvmcxky evnk}dinjjt }vtdkh }c y|c} Ajjdc}}+ Yà kaamam

`dy àj|* fq} }c oaa| Kdooda evcg inqydkh |vcfjagy yà maidmam }c janua nkm y|nva

àvyaje* Ajjdc}}* cv |ccv Kdocjny evcg agfnvvnyygak}+

Icjm nkm evqy}vn}am* yà `qhham àv fcmt ecv xnvg}`* nkm icqjm eaaj àv y}cgni`

hvcxjdkh evcg `qkhav* fq} yà |vayyam ck+ Auavt ydma y}vaa} yà xnjoam |nyy* yàm |aav

mcxk }à gnkt fjcioy `c|dkh }c yaa `dy Gaviamay |nvoam nkm xnd}dkh+

Xàk yà ivcyyam }à dk}avyai}dck n} @an}àvmcxky nkm Vatkcjmy* yà }cco n

maa| fvan}`* eaj} }à icjm ndv |davia àv jqkhy* nkm icqhàm+ Yà xdyàm n }`cqynkm }dgay

}`n} yà xcqjm `nua niia|}am Kdocjny ceeav+

Eqio Kdooda* yà yndm njcqm }c àvyaje+ Jccodkh nvcqkm }c gnoa yqva kc cka

ynx àv y|anodkh }c àvyaje* yà ick}dkqam }c xnjo* `c|dkh }`n} Ajjdc}} gdh`} mcqfja fnio

nkm y|c} àv+ D} xny eccjdy` ce àv }c hdua nxnt àv ckjt vdma `cga yc }`n} Kdooda

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xcqjmk} y}nv} y`d}* fq} yà edhqvam yà icqjm vagndk kaq}vnj mqvdkh àv icqydky xammdkh+

Auak ne}av }à vqgcvy y}nv}am nfcq} àv nkm Ajjdc}} `nudkh nk neendv* Kn}ny`n kauav bqmham

àv+ Udcjn eaj} yà cxam d} }c àv jd}}ja icqydk }c oaa| àv gcq}` y`q} nkm hc xd}` }à

ejcx+

Ne}av nk `cqv* Udcjn xnjoam evcg Vatkcjmy Vcnm }c Mcvv Y}vaa}* nkm eaj}

icg|ajjam }c |nyy cq} bqy} okcxdkh }`n} yà `nm nkc}àv yauak gdjay cv yc }c xnjo+ Bqy}

}àk* n inv |qjjam q| faydma àv+ ]à }dk}am xdkmcx ce n x`d}a Vnkha Vcuav yjdm mcxk

evcg }à mvduavy ydma+ N} edvy}* yà xny y}nv}jam* fq} }àk yà ygdjam xd}` vajdae xàk

Kdocjny(y enia n||anvam+

@ajjc+ @a ygdjam fnio n} àv* nkm nyoam* Tcq vanmt }c fvano ycga gcva

vqjay3

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Xàvay }`n} Kdocjqy` n}3

@cx gnkt }dgay mc D `nua }c }ajj tcq* Nqk}da Gnfaj* `dy knga dy Kdocjny+ Nkm D

mck} okcx xàva ày n}* Kdooda }cjm Gnfaj+ Auav ydkia Kdocjny mdyn||anvam nkm

icqydk Udcjn icqjmk} fa ecqkm* yà y}nv}am nyodkh ~qay}dcky* inqydkh Kdooda }c icga q|

xd}` àv cxk ~qay}dcky+

@nkm ga }`n} vagc}a'ick}vcj* yà yndm* |cdk}am n} }à }ajaudydck* nkm Kdooda mdm

ny }cjm+

]àtm faak yd}}dkh dk }à jdudkh vccg xn}i`dkh }ajaudydck y`cxy+ Gnfaj xny

|aviàm dk n vciodkh i`ndv }`n} jccoam cuav n mainma cjm+ Yà vcioam fnio nkm ecv}`* ny

yà xn}iàm n ecc}fnjj hnga+ N hjnyy ce vam xdka yn} ck n ecjmcq} }nfja bqy} faydma àv

i`ndv* faicgdkh xnvgav+ Dk }à |ny} `cqv* Gnfaj `nm gnma Kdooda àv cxk |avycknj

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yavunk}* nkm x`dja yà xny n |n}dak} |avyck* àv nqk} xny* xd}`cq} n mcqf}* yq||jtdkh }à

jny} y}vnx }c fvano }à ingajy fnio+

Kc} ycck ne}av Kdooda `nkmam Gnfaj }à vagc}a'ick}vcj* yà }qvkam }à ucjqga

mcxk x`dja nk cjm a|dycma ce }à }ajaudydck y`cx Gnqma |jntam+

Mck}i`q xckmav xàva tc|jnt }`nkhdy3 Gnfaj nyoam+

Ydh`dkh cq} ce evqy}vn}dck* Kdooda y}ccm q|+ Djj injj `dg* Nqk} Gnfaj+

Ny yà }qvkam }c janua* n ~qay}dck |c||am q| dk àv ànm* yc yà }qvkam nvcqkm*

àyd}n}am n} edvy}* }àk yà nyoam* X`t mc tcq inva xàva Kdocjny dy yc gqi`3

Ny Gnfaj }qvkam }à ucjqga }c àv }ajaudydck fnio q|* yà hvqk}am+ ]ajj }àg

hdvjy }icga dkydma* yà icggnkmam Kdooda+

X`n} hdvjy* Nqk}da3

]àt dk }à fniotnvm' Tcq ink} gdyy ag* fnft+

Kap} }c Gnfaj xny n jnvha* x`d}a* |jny}di fcxj ce yjdiam evqd}+ Ck n |jn}a bqy}

faydma }à fcxj ce yjdiam evqd} xny n `nje'an}ak |daia ce n |cvo'i`c|+ Nkt ce }à c}àv

ydma mdyày yà n}a xd}` }à ganj xàva icg|ja}ajt ickyqgam+ D} yaagam }c Kdooda njj

Gnfaj mdm xny yd} nvcqkm àv `cqya* icco* an}* nkm yjaa|+@ajj* }`cqh`} Kdooda* d}y njj

yày faak mcdkh ecv }à |ny} `cqv+

Yàm faak vniodkh àv fvndk ecv x`n} yaagam jdoa nk akmjayy `cqv* }vtdkh }c

edhqva cq} xàva Kdocjny icqjm `nua vnk cee }c+ Yà mdmk} okcx xàva Udcjn xak} ne}av

yà y|coa }c àv n} Ajjdc}}y inv xdkmcx+ Yà }vdam kc} }c fa vqma }c àv icqydk* yc yà }cjm

àv }`n} Nqk} Gnfaj yak} n gayynha2 Hc `cga nkm àj| xd}` ycga}`dkh+ Xàk Udcjn

nyoam x`n} Gnfaj kaamam àj| xd}` Kdooda yndm yà mdmk} okcx+ Jtdkh xny kc} cka ce

Kdooday y}vckh |cdk}y* nkm yà okax Udcjn ynx }`vcqh` d}* fainqya yà |nqyam* n `nje

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ygdja ck àv enia* nkm yndm* Kc |vcfjag* faecva yntdkh àv hccmftay }c Ajjdc}} nkm

yxd}i`dkh mcxk @an}àvmcxky Fjum+

@ckat* hc ck q|y}ndvy nkm ea}i` nk cjm xcgnk àv xnjodk inka* Gnfaj yndm }c

Kdooda+

Tcq `nua tcqv xnjoav kap} }c tcq* Nqk} Gnfaj+ X`n} mc tcq xnk} xd}` n inka3

Tcq }vt xnjodk nvcqkm xd}` }`dy `qha nyy |daia ce y`d} }c jqh* nkm tcqm xnk} n

inka }c* Gnfaj yndm* }cyydkh }à vagc}a'ick}vcj mcxk ck cka ce }à icqi` iqy`dcky kap}

}c àv+ De tn ink} mc d}* bqy ynt yc* fq} mck} fa nyodk }cky ce ~qay}dck xàk tn ink bqy

ynt kc+

Kc* D ink} mc d}* Kdooda yndm+ Yà |aavam n} Gnfaj xd}` dk}ak} atay* yqva }c kc}

fqmha ck àv maidydck+ Gnfaj `nmk} faak nkt}`dkh fq} kahn}dua ydkia Kdooda hc} `cga

evcg }à y}cva* nkm yà mdmk} auak ynt }`nko'tcq ecv Kdooda vqkkdkh àvavvnkmy+

Gnfaj y}nvam n} àv xd}` n hjnkia maa| akcqh` }c |davia Kdooday fcka gnvvcx+

X`t3 yà nyoam+

Inqya D `nua ycga}`dkh }c mc+ Kdooda }qvkam }c janua nhndk* nkm Gnfaj

hvqk}am* nkm }àk yndm ycga}`dkh qkmav àv fvan}` }`n} Kdooda icqjmk} ànv+ Yà mdmk}

inva* ad}àv xnt+ Yà xnyk} udyd}dkh ecv Gnfaj+ Yà udyd}am }c fa jctnj nkm yq||cv}dua ce

àv jd}}ja ydy}av+ Ycja |qv|cya ce }à }vd| xny njj nfcq} akmcvydkh Kn}ny`ny xammdkh* nkm

Kdooda xny ma}avgdkam ecv }`n} ycja |qv|cya }c vagndk àv kqgfav cka |vdcvd}t+

Xàk Kdooda vaniàm }à fnio mccv* yà yxqkh d} c|ak* y}nv}jam ft x`n} yà ynx+

]àva xava yauak |ac|ja dk Gnfjay jnvha fniotnvm* cka |qjjdkh q| xaamy* }xc ynxdkh

mcxk qkicg|vcgdydkh }vaa fvnkiày* nkc}àv }xc |nudkh n ydmaxnjo }`n} vnk mcxk }à

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gdmmja ce Gnfajy tnvm* nkm }xc tcqkh jnmday x`c jccoam jdoa }xdky* xava `nkhdkh

yàa}y ck n xdva ijc}ày jdka+

Kdooda y}nvam n} }àg xcvodkh yc `nvm* icqjmk} fajdaua }`n} Gnfaj `nm }à gckat

}c |nt }àya |ac|ja+ Xàk mdm }àt nvvdua3 yà nyoam àvyaje+

]nodkh n maa| fvan}`* Kdooda y`cq}am* Gnfaj yndm }à hdvjy ink icga dkydma.

]à ckjt gnk dk }à fqki`* x`c xny àj|dkh |cqv }à ickiva}a* }`vax n fqioa}

nivcyy }à tnvm* |q} `dy fnjjam edy} ck `dy `d|y nkm yicxjam+

Nva xa hckkn ha} |ndm ec }à xcvo xa mdm* cv dy tcq hckkn }vt nkm yivax qy

cun3 cka ce }à }xdky yndm+

Xa faak cq} àva ecv ydp `cqvy }cmnt* }à xcgnk x`c xny |qjjdkh q| }à xaamy

yndm+ Yà fa}}n kc} }vt nkm |nt qy }`vaa mcjjnvy nk `cqv nhndk+

Tan`* }à vay} ce }àg y`cq}am+

Xaua faak xcvodk `nvm* yndm }à c}àv }xdk* nkm }à hvcq| kcmmam }àdv

ànmy* ickedvgdkh àv y}n}agak}+

Kdooda }qvkam nvcqkm }c janua* fq} y}c||am* nkm yndm cuav àv y`cqjmav* Dy gt

knga Gnfaj Gdjay3

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I`n|}av Yauak

Kdocjny nkm Udcjn yn} dk }à |nvodkh jc} ce nk cjm nfnkmckam gcuda }àn}av+ ]àt

`nm faak }njodkh ecv }à |ny} `cqv* fc}` ce }àg ecvha}}dkh nfcq} }à }dga* nkm n xcgnk

x`cya vnha }àt xcqjm iav}ndkjt eaaj de yà ecqkm cq} nfcq} }àdv vakmarucqy2 Kdooda+ Fq}

Kdocjny icqjmk} àj| fq} y|akm }dga xd}` }à icqydk gnma ce ycq}àvk dgd}n}dck nkm

akbct }njoy ce eq}qva nkm `n||dkayy+ ]àt y|coa ce mvangy* hcnjy* nkm eckm gagcvday

evcg }àdv i`djm`ccm+ ]à kdh`} `nm hcka ygcc}`jt* qk}dj Udcjn eniam Kdocjny nkm ijanvam

àv }`vcn}+ Yà mdmk} y|ano ne}av àv ni}dck* yà bqy} fjdkoam n} `dg nkm à fjdkoam fnio

n} àv+

Ycga}`dkh D ink àj| tcq xd}3 à nyoam àv+

Yà hnua n ict ygdja* yndm* D n|cjchdra ec y}nvdk n} tcq* Kdocjnyy'

Kdocjny* à yndm+

]`n}y x`n} D yndm+

Tcq injjam ga Kdocjnyy+ Gt knga ndk} Kdocjnyy* d}y Kdocjny+

Xajj* piqya }à àjj cq}}n ga* Gv+ Hvnggn}dinjjt Icvvai}* yà hdhhjam }c

àvyaje* nkm Kdocjny jcuam d}+ @a jcuam }`n} yà y|coa àv gdkm* nkm kc} dk nk

cuavfanvdkh* cv auak nvvchnk} eny`dck+ Dk bqy} nk `cqvy }dga* à xny fahdkkdkh }c jdoa }à

c|akkayy* }à jnqh`}av* nkm }à njj nvcqkm hccm }dga à `nm xd}` Kdooday icqydk+ X`n}

yinvam `dg }à gcy} xnyk} `dy |cyydfja dkedmajd}t xd}` Udcjn+ @a xny nevndm }`n} `dy

n}}vni}dck }c àv xcqjm fahdk }c fcvmav ck gcva }`nk bqy} |`tydinj+

D xny y}nvdk n} tcq* inqya' D jcua gt icqydk* mck} ha} ga xvckh+ D bqy ink}

ec }à jdea ce ga qkmn'y}nkm x`n}tcq yaa dk àv* Udcjn yndm+

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Yày nk n}}vni}dua xcgnk+ Yaagy n jd}}ja }cc tcqkh }c fa ha}}dk gnvvdam* fq}

c}àv }`nk àv nha* yà mcayk} yaag jdoa n fnm |avyck+ Yà y`c jccoy kdia' Fq} njj ce tcq

mc* à y`c} àv n ygdja }`n} fcvmavam fa}xaak i`nvgdkh nkm ejdv}n}dcqy+

Yà ygdjam }c àvyaje nkm |jntam xd}` }à ick}ak}y dkydma ce àv ygnjj ivang'

icjcvam |qvya+ ]`n}y njj edka nk mnkmt* yà yndm* fq} D xny y|anodk fcq} tcqv

hdvjevdakm* Kdooda+

@a }vdam }c `dma `dy agfnvvnyygak}* fq} `dy yodk fahnk }c ejqy` faecva à `nm }dga

}c }`dko ce n jda+ Bqy} n gdyqkmavy}nkmdkh* à }`cqh`}+ Xajj* x`t mc D y}djj eajj yc hqdj}t3

@a nyoam `dgyaje+

N`* ycvvt nfcq} }`n}+ D gdyqkmavy}ccm tcq* à edknjjt yndm+

Xd}` nkc}àv i`qioja* Udcjn yaagam }c ecvha} nfcq} }à ak}dva dkidmak} }à ynga

xnt yà ecvhc} nfcq} }àdv edvy} agfnvvnyydkh akicqk}av dk }à `njjxnt$+ Yà yn} kap} }c

`dg* ivcqiàm dk }à |nyyakhav yan} ce }à vak}nj `qhhdkh àv cxk yaje+ Yaagam dkkciak}

nkm kaamt+ ]àva gqy} `nua faak ycga mvny}di }`dkhy yà mdm }c àv engdjt ecv }àg }c

mdy}vqy} àv yc gqi`* Kdocjny }`cqh`}+ Auak dk }à `cqv }àtm y|ak} }cha}àv* à ynx

gcva `ckay}t* icg|nyydck* nkm ickudi}dck dk àv* gcva }`nk à ynx dk `dy cxk hdvjevdakm+

]fa `ckay}* yà }cjm `dg* D xny jccodk n} tcq* inqya Kdooda dy yc jqiot nkm

yà }noay tcq ec hvnk}am njj }à }dga+

@a okax àv xcvmy icqjmk} fa }vqav* fq} cq} ce hqdj} ecv njvanmt fvanodkh

Kdooday vqjay' cv icggnkmgak}y' à maidmam kc} }c eaam }à |nv}diqjnv yai}dck ce }à

ickuavyn}dck }àtm ak}avam+ ]`cqh` à okax dk `dy ànv} }`n} Udcjn mdmk} `nua djj

dk}ak}dcky nfcq} }àdv dky}nk}nkacqy gaa}dkh* à mdmk} }vqy} `dy cxk dk}ak}dcky+ Kdocjny

icqjmk} vagagfav }à jny} }dga à nkm Kdooda `nm hvan} yap* nkm ecv }à |ny} gck}`

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yàm mcka kc}`dkh fq} knh n} `dg ecv evducjcqy y`d}+ N evay` |ndv ce fvany}y nkm jahy xava

n yqva'edva xnt }c jccya fvcxkda |cdk}y xd}` àv* nkm xdkm q| fnio dk }à mch`cqya* n

|jnia }`n} }cco ydp gck}`y ce fahhdkh }c ha} cq} ce+

Vagagfavdkh àv y}n}agak}* à vqffam }à icvkavy ce `dy gcq}`* q| nkm

mcxkxnvm* dk va|a}d}dua y}vcoay' n `nfd} à |dioam q| evcg `dy en}àv xàk ày xd}`cq}

xcvmy+ Ycck }`cya `nvm'}c'|vcmqia }`dkhy injjam xcvmy ecvgam n vn}àv ijndvuctnk}

vay|ckya+

D niia|} àv ecv x`c yà dy+ Yà gdh`} fa cuavfanvdkh* bqmhgak}nj* nkm n }nf

nvvchnk}* fq} àv hccm ~qnjd}day cq}xadh` àv fnm ckay+ @ajj* Djj nmgd} }`n} yày faak

ànut cuav }à |ny} eax gck}`y* fq} D ink }noa }à jcnm+ ]`n}y x`n} jcua dy njj nfcq}*

vdh`}3 D mqkkc+ D} gdh`} yaag jdoa yày }cc ànut* fq} d}y odkmn }à vdh`} ed}+

Xa }njodk nfcq} fcmt xadh`} cv tcqv hdvjevdakm* inqya tcqva ickeqydkh ga*

yà yndm+

]àt jnqhàm+

Tcq okcx x`n} Dg yntdkh+

Kc* D mck}+ Tcq }njodk fcq} ànut jcnmy nkm àv cq}xadh`dk n yagd'}vqio'

D mdmk} ynt }`n}* à jnqhàm xd}` àv+ Kcx tcqva jtdkh.

Mck} fjnga ga inqya tcq ink} y|ano* yà odmmam `dg* nkm à eaj} yc

xckmaveqj bqy} `nudkh n hvan} }dga xd}` ycgacka+ @a mdmk} `nua }c xcvvt de à xny

yntdkh }à xvckh }`dkh cv de à y`cqjm dky}dki}duajt okcx }c mc }`dy cv }`n}+ ]`n}y `cx

Kdooda gnma `dg eaaj* jdoa n `nje'xd}+

Tan`* nkm D `c|a }àva ndk} kc yagd'}vqioy n} }à xammdk* Udcjn `cxjam xd}`

jnqh`}av+

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Y|anodkh ce yagdy* `cxm tcq okcx D mvdua cka3 à nyoam àv+

@cx tcq bqy okcx D okax3 Tcq fvcqh`} q| }à ànut }njo+ Ydmay* tcq }`dko

Kdooda mdmk} }ajj qy x`n} tcq mc ec n jdudk3 yà nyoam `dg+

Kc* D edhqvam yàm }ajj tcq x`n} D mc ecv n jdudkh+ D xckmav de yà }cjm tcq x`n}

Dm jdoa }c fa mcdkh+

Ja} ga hqayy+ Yxdggdkh }à Akhjdy` I`nkkaj3

Kc+

Faicgdkh nk KFNycq|n'y}nv.

Kc|a+

D hdua q|* yà yndm+

Ne}av ckjt }xc hqayyay3 Djj hdua tcq n `dk}+ D |jnt nk dky}vqgak}

Yà |ckmavam }c àvyaje ecv ckjt n gcgak}* vqffam àv i`dk* jdoa n gnk xcqjm mc'

Kdocjny }`cqh`} d} n uavt |aiqjdnv hay}qva ecv n xcgnk }c |avecvg+ Yà yndm* Jccodk

n}i`c edkhavy* Dm ynt tcq |jnt }à |dnkc+ Yà yce}jt hvd||am `dy jckh* yjakmav edkhavy dk

àv ygnjj agfvnia+

]àvay nk ajahnkia }c }àg* nkm n }cqh`kayy+ Njgcy} yaagy jdoa tc edkhavy nva

nk ap}akydck ce tcq cv ycga}`dk* yà y|coa* fq} x`n} yaagam jdoa }c àvyaje+

]`n} xny uavt dkydh`}eqj ce tcq* Udcjn. Kdocjny fangam* uavt dg|vayyam ft àv

cfyavun}dck+

Mck} fa* yà fqvy} dk}c jnqh`}av+ Gcy} |ac|ja jdoa }c |jnt }à |dnkc+ D

hqayyam+

Yà mvc||am `dy `nkm+

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@dy }vqy} ecv àv gnvhdknjjt evni}qvam* à ygdjam nkm yndm* Xajj* tcqv hqayydkh

yodjjy nva oaak+

Djj c|ak q| }à kap} \yti`di Evdakmy Ka}xcvo' @cx jckhua tcq faak |jntdk3

@a ydhàm* dk n vn}àv `nvy` }cka* yndm* Ecv nfcq} ede}aak tanvy kcx+

Tcqva `cx cjm3

]xak}t'yauak* à vay|ckmam xd}` n ygdja+ Tcq okcx x`n} Dg nfcq} }c nyo

tcq* vdh`}3

Yqva* ndk} kc y`nga dk gn` hnga* fvc}`n`* yà |jnteqjjt |qkiàm `dg dk }à

iày}* nkm hnua `dg yjd}y ecv atay faecva vay|ckmdkh* Kc* ecvvanj* }`cqh`+ Dg }xak}t'

yauak njyc+

N maa| ydjakia* y`cv}* fq} ny jckh ny n fcvdkh fcco* yaagam }c edjj }à y|nia

fa}xaak }àg+

X`n}3

Tcq bqy} yaag yc gqi` tcqkhav* à }cjm àv+ Hcm* D }`cqh`} tcq xava nfcq}

yauak}aak' }xak}t n} }à gcy}+

Xajj* D hqayy gt hqayydkh yodjjy nva oaakav }`nk tcqvy* `q`3 yà yndm+

Nkc}àv y`cv}* fq} jckh ydjakia+

Ycga}dgay* D xdy` D icqjm y|ano }c àv* à }cjm àv+ @dy yak}akia inqyam }à

jnqh`}av nkm `dh` y|dvd}y }c mda mcxk n jd}}ja+ ]àt fc}` ya}}jam dk}c }àdv yan}y nkm y}nvam

n} }à mayav}am |nvodkh jc}+

"""

D}y 52=1* faak nk `cqv kcx+ Xàvay tcqv mdio n}3

Nqk}da Gnfaj* gqy} tcq fa yc ecqj gcq}àm njj }à }dga3

=8


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Y`q} }à eqio q|* Gnfaj ykn||am n} Kn}ny`n+ Tcq }`nko bqy inqya tcq hc} tc

nyycidn}ay mahvaa }`n} tcq bqy yc eqiodk ygnv}+ Icgdk q| dk gn` `cqya icvvai}dk ga+

Xajj* D hc}}n \`M* yà jde}am àv atafvcxy* ja} cq} n jnqh`* nkm edkdyàm* Yc icvvai}

}`n}+

Apiqya ga* yndm Kn}ny`n+ C|akdkh q| àv nvgy xdma* yà apnhhavn}am* D ecvhc}

}c vanm }à ànmjdkay nfcq} tcq nkm tcqv |vaidcqy \`M+ X`n}y tcqv mci}cvn}a dk*

nktxnt3

Icyga}cjcht* Kdooda nkyxavam ecv Gnfaj+

Dy tc knga Nnvck3 Gnfaj nyoam Kdooda+

Kc+

Dy gn` knga Gcyay3

Kc* Nqk} Gnfaj+

Xajj y}c| }njodk ec ga* Gnfaj }cco dk n maa| fvan}`+ D xny }à edvy}'

X`n} mc Gcyay nkm Nnvck `nua }c mc xd}` ga okcxdkh tcq `nua n mahvaa dk

Icyga}cjcht3 Kdooda nyoam+

Gnfaj |cyd}dckam àvyaje gcva icgecv}nfjt dk àv i`ndv+ N `nje'an}ak |jn}a ce

|cvo'i`c|y* inffnha* fdyiqd}y* nkm icvk ck }à icf yn} }aa}avdkh ck }à nvg ce àv yan}+

Tcq yaa* }`dy dy x`t tc |nvak}y y`cqjmua gnma tnjj hc }c i`qi` gc ce}ak+ Yà

ijanvam àv }`vcn}+ D okcx tnjj gagfav fcq} Gcyay hcdk }c Aht|} }c evaa `dy |ac|ja*

inqya D }nqh`} tnjj }à y}cvt gn` mngk yaje+

Kdooda nkm Kn}ny`n kcmmam }àdv ànmy+

Xajj* Hcm xny }njodk }c Gcyay* nkm à }cjm Gcyay }`n} à kaamam }c evaa `dy

|ac|ja+ Kcx* Gcyay xny n maednk} yckcenfd}i` nkm xny gnodk q| n fqki` ce apiqyay

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nkm y`d}+ @a yndm à icqjmk} y|ano } \`nvnc` ce Aht|} inqya à `nm n y|aai` |vcfjag*

vdh`}+ N y}q}}av+ Yc* Hcm }cjm Gcyay }`n} `dy fvc}àv Nnvck icqjm y|ano ecv `dg+

C`* D vagagfav }`n}* Kdooda yndm xd}` n ygdja+

]`n}y x`n} }à eqio Nnvck nkm Gcyay `ne}n mc xd} tcq nkyxavdk ~qay}dcky

ec ga* Gnfaj }cva dk}c àv+

Y`cc}dkh nk nhd}n}am hjnkia n} àv ydy}av* Kdooda maidmam }c dhkcva }à fa`nudcv ce

Gnfaj nkm oaa| }`dkhy kaq}vnj' n} jany} qk}dj ne}av }à xammdkh+

D c|akam }à edvy} fjnio cxkam fanq}t y`c| dk Yaeedk+ ]`n} `nm }fa mngk'kanv

ecv}t tanvy nhc

Xnyk} Onvaky Iq}y }à edvy} fjnio cxkam fanq}t ynjck àva3 D fajdaua d} xny

fnio dk 51+

@cx mc tcq okcx }`n}3 Kn}ny`n nyoam+

Gcggn }cjm ga* yndm Kdooda+ Yndm yàm udyd}am engdjt àva* nkm }à xcgnk

xny n evdakm ce Qkija Gcvvdy+

Gnfaj jccoam n} Kdooda xd}` dk}akya atay+ Tcqvmdioy faak hcka ecv nk `cqv

kcx* yqhn+ X`n} tcq |jnk ck mcdk3

Y}c| injjdkh `dg gt mdio+ @dy knga dy Kdocjny* nkm x`t y`cqjm D }vd| fainqya

ày cq} ycgaxàva xd}`cq} ga+ Xava kc} Ydngaya }xdky bcdkam n} }à `d|* Nqk}

Gnfaj* yà jnqhàm n} àv cxk bcoa+ @ay n hvcxk nyy gnk+

Yc dy Udcja}+ Nkm D fa} `dy hvcxdkh mdio dy vnggdk dk nkm cq} c àv hvcxdk

icci`d'`cja Jdoa ycgacka ajya dk }`dy vccg y`cqjm okcx evcg ap|avdakia'

Icga ck* Nqk} Gnfaj. Kn}ny`n yjn||am àv c|ak |njgy mcxk ck àv }`dh`y+

]`n}y hcdkh n jd}}ja }cc env* mcki`n }`dko3

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Mck} |jnt y}q|dm+ Xd}` tc |vay}dhdcqy nyycidn}ay mahvaa* Dg y`c tcq ygnv}

akcqh` }c |q} }xc nk }xc }ha}àv+

@at* Nqk} Gnfaj* jnt q| ck àv mahvaa* Kdooda dk}aviamam ecv àv ydy}av+ Tcq

okcx yày faak }cc fqyt }c edkdy` àv fniàjcvy+

Tan`* xajj x`n}y tc mngk apiqya3 Jny} D ànvm tcqva vqkkdk vcqkm dk

kdh`}ijqfy ydkhdkh jdoa }`n} fd}i` evcg }`n} gcuda* Mn Icjcv \qv|ja+

Kn}ny`n hdhhjam* fq} ~qdiojt vahndkam n ycgfav ap|vayydck xàk Kdooda }`vax

àv n gaknidkh hjnva+ D ecjjcxam Kdocjny xàk à xny }vtdkh }c mc }à ynga }`dkh Ajjdc}}

dy mcdkh+ Kc} auavtfcmt hc} d} jdoa }`n}* Nqk} Gnfaj+

Njj fainga ydjak}+

Mdm tcq auak ha} tc md|jqgn3 Gnfaj nyoam+

Gt x`n}3 nyoam Kdooda+

Yc tcq ni}dk y}q|dm nhndk3 Tcq xak} }c yi`ccj ecv }xajua tanvy* nkm tcq mck}

okcx x`n} n md|jqgn dy3

Tay* Gnfaj* D mdm+

Dy y`cioam+ Tcq mdm ha} cka ne}n njj+

Nqk} Gnfaj* gt `dh`'yi`ccj amqin}dck mcayk} gnoa n mngk fd} ce mdeeavakia

xàk d} icgay }cKdocjny nkm Udcjn+ Kdooda nmmam* Nkm ecv tcqv dkecvgn}dck* ày

faak hcka ecv nk `cqv nkm }xak}t gdkq}ay+ Xd}` tc |vay}dhdcqy Icyga}cjcht mahvaa* D

edhqvam tcq y`cqjm okcx }à niiqvn}a }dga+

C`* nkm x`n} tcq vaiaduam xàk tcq hvnmqn}am evcg `dh` yi`ccj xny n

md|jcgn+ Kdooda jankam }cxnvmy Gnfaj nkm nmmam* Kc} n md|jqgn

Kn}ny`n xny y|aai`jayy ny yà yn} ck }à icqi` kap} }c Kdooda+

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Kcx* Kdooda ygdjam n} Gnfaj+ Icvvai} }`n}+

I`n|}av Adh`}

Edua `cqvy jn}av

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Kdooda `nm faak }cyydkh nkm }qvkdkh+ Yàm va}dvam ecv fam kc gcva }`nk nk `cqv

nkm n `nje nhc* nkm Kdocjny y}djj xnyk} fnio+ Udcjn `nmk} faak `cga ad}àv* nkm x`n}

xd}` Nqk} Gnfajy ~qay}dcky nkm y}cvday* Kdooda xny yqva ycga}`dkh xnyk} vdh`}+ Yàm

injjam Kdocjny iajj'|`cka mcraky ce }dgay nkm vaiaduam kc nkyxav+ Nkm }à jny} }dga

Udcjn cxkam n iajj'|`cka* |vaydmak} Fqy` Bv+ xny fadkh va'ajai}am* yc Kdooda `nm kc xnt

ce }vtdkh }c ha} dk ick}ni} xd}` àv icqydk ad}àv+

Yc gnkt }`cqh`}y xava vnidkh }`vcqh` àv gdkm* nkm yà }vdam may|avn}ajt }c

yq||vayy }àg njj+ Kdocjny `nm faak agc}dcknjjt mdyickkai}dkh evcg àv* nkm yà icqjm

yakya d}+ Yà xnyk} vanmt }c hdua àvyaje }c `dg* fq} yà okax }à yapqnj injjy ce Udcjn

nkm auak |cyydfjt àv ydy}av* Kn}ny`n* gdh`} |vcua }cc y}vckh ecv |ccv Kdocjny+ Yà okax

}àva xcqjm fa kc yaickm i`nkia ecv }àg de à yivaxam q| }`dy }dga+

@dg yivaxdkh q|2 }à gcy} evdh`}akdkh }`cqh`} yc env+ ]à gcy} evdh`}akdkh

}`cqh`} xny ce `dg nkm Udcjn }cha}àv+ Yà y`q}}avam xàk yà }`cqh`} nfcq} d}* auak

xàk yà y}q|dmjt |di}qvam }à ni} dk àv gdkm+

]qvkdkh cuav* yà ejqeeam àv |djjcx nhhvayyduajt* gntfa }vtdkh }c }noa àv nkhav

cq} ck }à ean}àv y}qeeam yq||cv}* nkm }àk yjnggam cka ce }à |djjcxy fa}xaak àv }`dk

}`dh`y }c yq||vayy àv nhd}n}dck+

Okcio* okcio* okcio+

Xàk Kdooda ànvm }à yce} }n|y ck }à famvccg mccv* yà okax d} xnyk}

Kdocjny* nkm fcdy}avcqy Udcjn `ny kauav faak yc ~qda}+ D} `nm }c fa ckjt cka |avyck+

Tcq ink icga dk* ]ny`n* Kdooda injjam }c àv ijcyam mccv+

]à mccv c|akam yjcxjt nkm dk xnjoam àv vndj'}`dk ydy}av+ @av kdh`}hcxk xny n

y}qkkdkh |cxmav fjqa* nkm àv fvany}y yaagam gnyydua icg|nvam }c àv }dkt evnga+

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D okcioam* inqya D mdmk} okcx de Kdocjny xny fnio ta} cv kc}+

D}y cont+

Kn}ny`n ijcyam }à mccv ne}av xnjodkh dk nkm yn} icgecv}nfjt ck }à amha ce }à

fam+ Kc} xnk}dkh }c* fq} icg|ajjam }c oaa| àv |vcgdya* Kdooda jankam q| nkm ejdioam }à

yxd}i` ce }à jng| ck }à kdh`}y}nkm+ Xàk }à yce} jdh`} `d} àv ydy}avy enia* }à

ygcc}`kayy ce àv yodk xny njgcy} fvan}`}nodkh }c Kdooda+ @av tcqkhav ydy}av `nm njxnty

jccoam |va}}dav nkm gcva dkkciak}+ @nm yà kc} fjngam Kdooda ecv àv cxk gdy`n|y* yà(m

`nua y|nvam àv ydy}av gnkt nk qkkaiayynvt fan}dkh? fq} ne}av Kdooday fa}vntnj* yà

icqjmk} àj| fq} ecvhdua àv ydy}av ecv }à |a}}t }`dkhy }àtm mcka }c cka nkc}àv evcg

i`djm`ccm+

D xak} }c Udcjny vccg+

D} xny ag|}t* Kdooda nkyxavam+

Mcayk} kaiayynvdjt gank yày xd}` Kdocjny+

D okcx+

Kdooda yjcxjt vagcuam }à |djjcx evcg fa}xaak àv jahy yc }`n} Kn}ny`n icqjmk}

yaa àv avnmdin}a d}+

@cx jckh `ny d} faak3 yà nyoam Kdooda+

X`n}va tcq }njodk nfcq}3

Kn}ny`n ydhàm* fq} ygdjam n} àv ydy}av+ \djjcx fa}xaak tcqv jahy3 Tcq ink}

`dma nkt}`dkh evcg ga+ Yà yndm* Vagagfav* tcq xcqjm yjaa| dk gt vccg ycga kdh`}y

fainqya tcq xava yinvam }à ja}}av P evcg ]à Ja}}av \ac|ja Y`cx xcqjm icga nkm odjj

tcq ecv gnodkh Ry x`dja tcq xava yjaa|dkh3

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Kdooda jnqhàm yc `nvm àv y}cgni` `qv}+ @a gdh`} `nua }`cqh`} D xny y}anjdkh

}àg+ Nkm D ànvm gn nkm mnm }njodk fcq} ijckdkh* nkm `cx d} xcqjm odjj Hcm nkm }à

xcvjm* yà jnqhàm* xnuam àv `nkm+ D xny bqy} tcqkh+ ]à inv}ccky xcqjm y`cx

|ac|ja yjaa|dkh nkm n }vndj ce Ry xcqjm fa nfcua }àdv ànmy* yc+ Fq} }`n} xny gcva

}`nk }xak}t tanvy nhc+ @cx mc tcq okcx }`n}3

D vagagfav d}+ Gngn }cjm ga cuav n mcrak }dgay' yc mdm mnmmt+ \jqy* D okcx

tcq+ Tcq }`dko D mck} okcx gt fdh ydy}av3

Kc+

Tcq bqy} kaam ycga |cxaveqj \ dk tcqv jdea* }`n}y njj+

\cxaveqj \3 Kdooda nyoam* xd}` nk atafvcx vndyam+

\cxaveqj \akdy* Kn}ny`n yndm gn}}av'ce'eni}jt+ Nkm D ndk} }vtdkh }c ha}

|avycknj* ydy}av* fq} x`t dyk} tcqv gnk hdudkh d} }c tcq3

Kdooda vaniàm cuav* }qvkam cq} }à jdh`}* nkm |qjjam }à icuavy cuav àv ànm

faecva vay|ckmdkh* Ydgdjnv ~qay}dck dy2 x`t dyk} à àva kcx3

Dk }à mnvo* njj Kdooda icqjm ànv xny yce} fvan}`dkh+ Kn}ny`n mdmk} vay|ckm }c

àv ydy}av* mdmk} nyo nkt gcva ~qay}dcky* fq} y}ccm q|* xnjoam nvcqkm }à fam* odyyam

Kdooda ck }à ecvaànm nkm apd}am ny ~qda}jt ny yà inga+

"""

Fdvmy i`dv|am* nkm }à xcvjm yaagam }c fqrr xd}` apid}agak} ny }à yqk vcya dk

}à any}* inqydkh Kdooda }c y}dv nxnoa dk fam+ Yqv|vdydkhjt* yà nxcoa vaevayàm nkm vanmt

}c y}nv} àv mnt+ ]àk }à vagagfvnkia `d} àv jdoa }xc yagdy icjjdmdkh n} eqjj y|aam2

Kdocjny kauav inga `cga jny} kdh`}+

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Yà dky}nk}jt bqg|am evcg fam* |q} ck àv ydjo `cqyaicn} nkm vqyàm nivcyy }à

`njj+ Yà mdmk} c|ak }à mccv* yà bqy} y}nvam n} }à vaae+ Yà y}qmdam }à evnga cq}jdkdkh

}à mccv* }vdam }c yaa de yà icqjm gnoa ycga yakya ce auavt}`dkh bqy} ft jccodkh n} }à

jdkay dk }à xccm* ft apngdkdkh }à vaae `nkhdkh ck }à mccv+ Yà oa|} nyodkh àvyaje

x`t àv icqydk xcqjm mc ycga}`dkh yc mcxkvdh`} mdv}t+ Nkm }c }`dko* Udcjn mdm }à ynga

}`dkh }c Kn}ny`n+ Kdooda eaj} eccjdy` ecv fajdaudkh yà icqjm }vqy} àv icqydk+

Yà hvd||am }à mccv `nkmja xd}` nkhav evay`jt vqkkdkh }`vcqh`cq} àv fcmt* }cco

n maa| fvan}` nkm fnvham dk}c Udcjny vccg+

Maa| qkmav }à icuavy jndm }xc jqg|y* }xc fcmday* }xc |ac|ja+ Kdooda icqjmk}

fajdaua àv atay+ Yà icqjmk} fajdaua àv anvy ad}àv* fainqya }à hak}jagnk kay}jam

faydma Udcjn xny ykcvdkh ny jcqm ny Kdocjny+

Udcjn. Kdooda yivangam+ ]à knga ejax evcg àv jd|y faecva yà `nm }dga }c

ick}vcj àvyaje* nkm xàk yà y|coa }à knga* }à ykcvdkh dky}nk}jt y}c||am+ N ànm

àyd}nk}jt |aaoam evcg }à icuavy+

I`n|}av Kdka

Kdocjny |qjjam q| }c }à Fqmn Fnv ck Jnyoat Nuakqa ny }à yqk nvcya cuav }à

`cvdrck+ Invy x`drram mcxk }à vcnm dk }c}nj ma}avgdkn}dck }c fan} }à }vneedi nkm nvvdua

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}c xcvo ck }dga+ Xd}` njj ce }à akavht fqrrdkh nvcqkm }àg* Kdocjny nkm Udcjn eaj} n}

|ania+ ]àtm yn} dk }à nfnkmckam |nvodkh jc} ce }à cjm Gnpxajjy gqydi y}cva ecv }à

|ny} adh`} `cqvy+ @a xny yqv|vdyam }`n} n y~qnm ce |cjdia mdmk} }vt nkm `nvnyy }àg ecv

|cyydfja |vcy}d}q}dck cv n mvqh }vnkyni}dck+

Tcq yqva tcq xnkkn hc dk n fnv+ D ink }noa tcq `cga+ D gank* xava hcdkh }c }à

ynga |jnia* Kdocjny ceeavam+

Udcjn xvn||am àv nvgy nivcyy àv }`dk evnga* ygdjam |cjd}ajt nkm yndm* Tcq

okcx Kdooda nkm njj àv vqjay+

Av* D }`dko xava |ny} }`n} ft kcx* U+ @a y}nv}am injjdkh àv U ne}av }à edvy}

`cqv ce i`n}}dkh+ ]àtm hvcxk yc ijcya+ Yà ijqam `dg dk nfcq} }à engdjt vdunjvt* x`t

}àt njj may|dyam àv* nkm }à }vq}` nfcq} àv nkm Ajjdc}}+ @a ickedmam dk àv `dy eaajdkhy

ecv Kdooda+ Nkm fajdaua d} cv kc}* njj }àt mdm xny y|ano ce `dy hdvjevdakm ecv }à |ny} adh`}

`cqvy+ @a nyyqgam }`n} Udcjn mdmk} gdkm* yaadkh ny `cx yà eqajam gcy} ce }à yqfbai}y

nfcq} Kdooda+

Xaua inqyam akcqh` mvngn ec cka mnt+ Kn}ny`ny xammdk dy dk nkc}àv mnt*

nkm D mck} xnk} kc |vcfjagy+ Djj injj tcqv iajj evcg n |nt |`cka dk fcq} }xc `cqvy* ja}

tn okcx Dg njvdh`} nkm Djj fa `cga ycck+

X`t hc }`vcqh` njj }`dy* U+ Bqy} }ajj Kdooda `cx tcq eaaj+

Kc+ Yà ndk} }à }t|a c i`dio x`cy ytg|n}à}di+ @ajj* tcq okcx+ Tcqva

mn}dk àv.

Tcqva vdh`}* à ickedvgam+

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]`dy dy ecv }à fay}+ D} ndk} jdoa xava kc} hckkn }njo nhndk+ Xa bqy} kaam ycga

y|nia fa}xaak qy yc }`n} Kdooda* Kn}ny`n* nkm y|aidnjjt Nqk} Gnfaj ndk} }vd||dk de xa

y}a| }`vcqh` }`n} mccv }ha}àv+

Kdocjny ijq}iàm àv `nkm dk `dy+ @a àjm edvgjt* xdy`dkh }`n} à mdmk} `nua }c ja}

hc+

Tcq okcx* Dua kauav `nm n ydfjdkh+ Tcq eaaj jdoa }à ijcyay} Dua auav icga }c

d}+

Yà fjqyàm+

D `c|a tcq ndk} mdyn||cdk}am inqya xa ink}hjqa cqv |ajudyay }ha}àv+ Fq} D

vay|ai} gt icqydk+ Ne}av }`n} y`d} xd} Kn}ny`n* D xcqjmk} mvang ce hcdk }`vcqh` }`n}

engdjt mvngn nhndk+

@a vajanyam àv `nkm evcg `dy+ X`t n|cjchdra3 Kc} njj gak nva mchy+ D jcua

Kdooda nkm D xcqjmk} mvang ce |q}}dkh àv dk }à y`d}Dmdm n tanv nhc+

Cv tcq xcqjmk} mvang ce |q}}dkh tcqvyaje dk d} nhndk+

X`n} tcq gank3

Yà c|akam }à inv mccv* ja} }à icjm ndv fvdyo dk nkm yak} }à `ndv ck Kdocjny

nvgy vdydkh+ Tcq ndk} eccjdk kcfcmt+ Tcqva nevndm ce fadk njcka+ D vnvajt yaa hqty jdoa

}`n}* fq} tcqva nevndm+

\janya* à yndm* |q} }à hanv dk mvdua nkm |vayyam `dy ecc} edvgjt ck }à fvano

|ammja* |va|nvdkh }c mvdua cee+

Dck} bqmha tcq* Kdocjny+ D vanjjt mck}+ Fq} tcq `ne}n nyo tcqvyaje de Kdooda dy

}à fay} hdvj ecv tcq+ D okcx tcq jcua àv* fq} yà mcayk} yaag } fa va}qvkdk }à

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agc}dck* fnft+ D }cjm tcq x`n} D }cjm tcq* inqya D vay|ai} tn+ Qya }`n} dkecvgn}dck

xdyajt* cont3

Kdocjny |ckmavam }c `dgyaje+ @a }`cqh`} nfcq} Udcjny xcvmy nkm gnma yqva }c

y}cva }àg dk }à fnio ce `dy yqfickyidcqy+ @a `nm kc vanyck }c mdy}vqy} Udcjn* fq} yà

xnyk} }à cka àm faak dk n vcgnk}di vajn}dcky`d| xd}` ecv }à |ny} edua tanvy+ @a

kaamam }c hdua Kdooda nkc}àv i`nkia* nkm à `nm }c gnoa q| xd}` àv* nkm gnoa yqva

}`n} yà ecvhnua `dg ecv `dy |ny} dkmdyiva}dcky' x`n}auav yà }`cqh`} }`n} xny+

Djj injj tcq* Udcjn yndm* ijcydkh }à inv mccv+

Kdocjny vcjjam mcxk }à xdkmcx* ]`nko'tcq* à }cjm àv* xd}` gqi`

ickudi}dck+

Ecv x`n}3

Ecv jdy}akdkh+ @a vcjjam }à xdkmcx q| nkm mvcua mcxk }à y}vaa}* kc} xnd}dkh

}c yaa de Udcjn xny ni}qnjjt hcdkh dk}c }à fnv cv }vnuajdkh }c nkc}àv may}dkn}dck+ @a

mdyicuavam n jcua ecv àv* fq} qk}dj à ycjuam `dy |vcfjagy xd}` Kdooda* à `nm }c oaa| `dy

nkm Udcjny vajn}dcky`d| ck }à fnio fqvkav+ Ny `nvm ny }`n} gdh`} fa* Kdocjny xny

xdjjdkh }c mc yc* ny jckh ny à mdmk} akm q| dk }à mch `cqya xd}` Kdooda nhndk+

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I`n|}av ]ak

X`n} }à àjj dy hcdkh ck3 Kdooda }vdam }c vagndk iccj* injg* nkm icjjai}am* fq}

}à y`cio ce }à yd}qn}dck yaagam }c jcmha dkydma ce àv }`vcn}? yà icqjmk} |vcmqia nkt

ycqkm+ Yà bqy} y}nvam n} }à enia+ Yà hny|am xàk yà vanjdram x`c xny dk Udcjny fam+

D} xnyk} Kdocjny nkm àv icqydk x`c xava ykqhhjdkh icgecv}nfjt dk }à yàa}y+ D} xny

Kn}ny`n nkm Ajjdc}}.

Apiqya qy. Kn}ny`n y`cq}am+

C`* gt hcm.

X`n}y hcdk ck3 Ajjdc}} hvcnkam+ @dy enia xvdkojam xd}` ickeqydck+ Yà bcj}am

`dg evcg `dy yjaa|+

Dg yc ycvvt* Kdooda x`dy|avam+

]à i`dyajam iày} ce Ajjdc}} |aaoam evcg qkmavkan}` }à icuav* nkm }à xcvm

Hagdkd xny }n}}ccam ck `dy jae} |ai}cvnj dk cjm Akhjdy` y}tja |akgnky`d|+ @dy ygcc}`

yodk nkm jnrt atay yaagam }c injj àv+ Yà njyc kc}diam }à ygnjj cfbai} vdydkh qkmav }à

icuavy* bqy} nvcqkm Ajjdc}}y hvcdk+

Yà ap`njam* }vdam }c ja} }à }ag|}n}dck gdy} nxnt xd}` àv fvan}`* fq} ecqkm

àvyaje |jnidkh n }vagfjdkh `nkm }c àv iày}+

Ha} cq}* Kn}ny`n gcq}àm }c Kdooda+

Yà }qvkam* yxqkh }à mccv y`q}* }à vaae yxntdkh yjdh`}jt evcg àv ecvia+ @av

fvan}`dkh yjcxam ny yà eniam }à mccv* fq} àv `nkm vagndkam cuav àv iày} ny yà ànvm

Ajjdc}}y fnvd}cka ucdia nyo* X`nmn àjj dy hcdk ck3

Kc}`dk* Kayy+ Hc fnio }c yjaa|* Kn}ny`n yndm+ @av }cka xny ycc}`dkh* }`cqh`

}à xnt yà y|coa }c `dg xny njgcy} dk n icggnkm+

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