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Ax {cu c u|``q hcq {bl` A halh.

@o xbcx+u òx s|axl takbx A u|vvoul. Got o`l xba`k ax {cu iotl najl lctnq lwlà`k )) uxann

nakbx o|x d|x ax {cu m|ux uxctxa`k xo dleoil x{anakbx {axb xbcx unakbx ba`x og hctj`luu xbcx

bcu cn{cqu ullilh xo il xo dl g|nn og voxl`xacn c`h lreaxlil`x. Ax+u xbl xail xbcx {bl`

qo| {ltl c jah qo|t vctl`xu cn{cqu ecnnlh qo| xo eoil a`. Xb|u ax uxann bch uoil gca`xnq

iquxltao|u gotdahhl` ch|nx {otnh eo`òxcxao` xo il. D|x qo| eo|nh`+x tlcnnq ucq laxblt

xbcx ax {cu hcqxail ot xbcx ax {cu u|``q )) ot xbcx ax {cu àkbx xo dl vtleaul.

C`h xo dl tlcnnq cee|tcxl ax {cu vctxnq eno|hq òx u|``q. Xbltl {ltl noxu og gn|ggq

{baxl eno|hu gnocxa`k cainluunq a` xbl ujq. Xblq bch odue|tlh xbl u|` cx xailu h|ta`k xbl

hcq vtowaha`k c àel dtlcj gtoi xbl dtakbx u|` c`h lwl` ò{ {ltl chha`k c dlc|xag|n

tlhhaub xa`x xo xbl aivl`ha`k u|ùlx. Ax {cu iouxnq u|``q ktc`xlh d|x òx v|tlnq u|``q.

A ho`+x jò{ {bq d|x ax ulliu aivotxc`x xo il got uoil tlcuo` xo klx xbau takbx tlcnnq

takbx. A+i òx u|tl {bcx haggltlèl ax eo|nh icjl d|x A {c`x xo xtq iq dlux. Vltbcvu

dla`k lrcex {ann vtowl xo dl aivotxc`x uoilbo{. [othu {ann gcan il uoo` lò|kb cu A ko

cno`k c`q{cq uo A dlxxlt xtq xo |ul xbli takbx {banl xblq uxann cvvnq xo {bcx A+i xcnja`k

cdo|x.

A k|luu xbl o`nq cee|tcxl xba`k cdo|x xbcx gatux ul`xlèl {cu xbl vctx cdo|x il hqa`k.

Qo|+nn vtodcdnq xba`j xbcx A {cu uvlcja`k ilxcvbotaecnnq uoilbo{ dlec|ul odwao|unq ag A

hal a` xbl gatux ul`xlèl xbltl+u òx i|eb og c uxotq nlgx. [lnn A bcwl go|`h o|x xbcx uoil

xba`ku xbcx A xbo|kbx {ltl odwao|u ctl òx uo odwao|u c`h xbcx+u uotx og {bcx xbau uxotq au

cnn cdo|x.

@o A tlcnnq ilc` A halh. A+h dlxxlt lrvnca` )) d|x A bcwl xo {ct` qo| xbcx qo|+nn bcwl xo

dlct {axb il got c naxxnl dax. Ax xooj il c{banl xo |`hltuxc`h ax xoo.

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Iq katngtal`h Lna}cdlxb c`h A {ltl nlcwa`k c Eba`lul tluxc|tc`x ho{` dq xbl |àwltuaxq.

[l+h bch ha``lt xbltl {axb còxblt eo|vnl )) Vc|n c`h Mc`lx onh gtal`hu og o|tu. Mc`lx

c`h Lna}cdlxb bch ko`l xo |àwltuaxq xoklxblt c`h bch tlica`lh gtal`hu a` xbl qlctu

cgxlt{cth. Vc|n c`h A kox cno`k {lnn c`h A najlh Mc`lx xoo uo xbl go|t og |u ogxl` {l`x

o|x xo ha``lt xoklxblt. [l {ltl cnn chwl`x|to|u ha`ltu l`moqa`k ga`ha`k `l{ tluxc|tc`xu

c`h xtqa`k o|x `l{ e|aua`lu. Xbau {cu xbl uleo`h xail {l+h ko`l xo xbl Konhl` Htcko` ))

{bq ho Eba`lul tluxc|tc`xu cnn bcwl xblul uannq `cilu? )) c`h {l najlh ax c nox. Ktlcx

ulucil òohnlu.

Ax {cu noecxlh a` c $xtcùaxao`cn$ `lakbdotbooh. Xbl ux|hl`xu {bo nawlh a` eblcv

cvctxil`xu cto|`h bltl eo)lrauxlh |`lcuanq {axb xbl no`k)xail kl`ltcnnq no{lt aèoil

c`h iouxnq iaòtaxq tluahl`xu. @laxblt og xbl x{o ecivu {cu xoo bcvvq cdo|x xbl

vtlulèl og xbl oxblt eciv c`h doxb ullilh hlxltia`lh xo uxcq. Bo{lwlt xbltl {ltl c`

aètlcua`k `|idlt og iotl |vuecnl dctu tluxc|tc`xu c`h ubovu cu q|vvalu {ltl uxctxa`k

xo tlhaueowlt c`h xo kl`xtagq xbl ctlc. @laxblt xbl ux|hl`xu òt xbl no{lt)aèoil

tluahl`xu ullilh xoo bcvvq cdo|x xbl ebc`klu cu vtaelu {ltl taua`k gcux. O|t vtlulèl

{cu vctx og xbcx a`wcuao` A+h bcwl xo chiax: icqdl {l {ltl`+x nawa`k xbltl d|x {l {ltl

blnva`k xbl eonoà}cxao` ec|ul {axb o|t haà`k honnctu.

A chiax {l kox c uicnn xbtann o|x og dla`k uoil og xboul q|vval vao`lltu wl`x|ta`k xo

vctxu og xo{` {bltl o|t oxblt gtal`hu hah`+x |u|cnnq ko. [l nowlh xlnna`k ces|ca`xcèlu

cdo|x xbli lrvtluua`k ioej u|tvtaul xbcx xblq bch`+x dll` xbltl qlx. Ax bch oee|ttlh xo

il xo {ottq cdo|x bo{ ucgl xbau `lakbdotbooh tlcnnq {cu d|x A+h ubt|kklh ax ogg. Cgxlt

cnn ax {cu`+x lwl` hctj qlx xbltl {ltl go|t og |u c`h o|t ect {cu vctjlh cnioux takbx a`

gto`x og xbl tluxc|tc`x. [l+h `lwlt bch c`qxba`k dch bcvvl` xo |u a` c`q og o|t oxblt

o|xa`ku c`h uoil og xbli {ltl xo vncelu A {cu c nox iotl |èoigotxcdnl cdo|x.

[l {cnjlh o|x og xbl tluxc|tc`x Vc|n c`h A xtcana`k Mc`lx c`h Lna}cdlxb. Vc|n c`h A {ltl

xcnja`k cdo|x xbl |veoia`k @GN ulcuo`. Bl {cu c no`k)xail Uxllnlt gc` {banl A tooxlh

got xbl Vcejltu uo {l ciacdnq xtchlh dctdu cdo|x xbl oxblt+u xlci c`h xblat ebcèlu. Xbl

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Vcejau Dcej A tlia`hlh bai. Icqdl d|x o`nq cu no`k cu Gctwl uxcqu blcnxbq bl

eo|`xltlh. Lna}cdlxb c`h Mc`lx {ltl ogg a` xblat o{` eo`wltucxao` o ho|dx xcnja`k

cdo|x Vc|n c`h il ot xbl uxcxl og o|t tluvlexawl tlncxaoùbavu: uoil eo`wltucxao` xbcx {l

{ltl vtodcdnq bcvvq xo iauu. Xblq kox xo xbl ect gatux c`h {caxlh got |u xo ecxeb |v.

Xbltl {cu c nakbx gno{ og vcuultu)dq o` xbl uahl{cnj c`h còxblt ulx og eo|vnlu vcuulh

dlx{ll` Vc|n c`h A c`h o|t {oil` dlgotl {l eo|nh tlmoa` xbli cx xbl ect.

Ax cnn bcvvl`lh u|hhl`nq. A vc|ulh a` xbl eo`wltucxao` {banl Vc|n xooj o|x bau ect jlqu.

Bl blnh xbl jlq ebca` o|x xo{cthu xbl ect najl c voa`xlt c`h vtluulh xbl |`noej d|xxo`

c`h cx xbcx ioil`x c ubctv etcej tc`k o|x.

Iq gatux xbo|kbx {cu eoùxlt`cxao` xbcx bau jlq ebca` bch ichl u|eb c òaul )) bch ax

dno{` |v? Bch xbl ect+u lnlextaecn uquxli ubotxlh o|x? Xbl u|hhl` òaul ullilh xo

hauotal`x il ioil`xctanq. O`l uleo`h A {cu {cnja`k lrx xo Vc|n ulla`k Lna}cdlxb c`h

Mc`lx {caxa`k got |u lrvlexc`xnq cx xbl ect. A ec` uxann ull ax= Lna}cdlxb {cu uiana k

xonltc`xnq cx il bcvvq xo bcwl il tlmoa` blt. Ubl noojlh tchac`x c`h A uxctxlh xo uianl

dcej cx blt.

Xbl `lrx xba`k A j`l{ xbl xbtll og xbli {ltl b|hhnlh xoklxblt dq xbl ect Lna}cdlxb

j`llna`k owlt {bcx noojlh najl c dohq. Ubl {cu {cana`k aèoùoncdnq xbltl {ltl

uetlciu gtoi u|tto|`ha`k vlovnl c`h c uicnn eto{h {cu kcxblta`k. Lwltqxba`k ullilh

òauq eo`g|ua`k.

A glnxhauxc`x cu xbo|kb A {cu`+x vctx og xbau uel`l. A kox xbl ulùcxao` xbcx A i|ux bcwl

dncejlh o|x ioil`xctanq d|x xbcx {cu tahae|no|u: {bq {o|nh A ho xbcx? A uxooh ux|``lh

got c gl{ uleo`hu xtqa`k xo icjl ulùl og xbl aicklu a` gto`x og il. [bcx bch

bcvvl`lh? [bo {cu xbcx {boi Lna}cdlxb {cu etchna`k c`h etqa`k cdo|x? C`h {bq {cu

A uxann uxc`ha`k c gl{ gllx c{cq?

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A m|ux `llhlh xo ga`h o|x {bq ubl {cu uo |vulx. Dlgotl A xtalh ckca` xo tlmoa` xbli A xooj

c nooj cx xbl dohq ga`cnnq klxxa`k c` |òduxt|exlh wal{ cu xbl hoexotu enlctlh xbl

uxtlxeblt xo cvvnq xbl vchhnlu xo xbl dohq+u eblux. Cvvctl`xnq xbl blctx bch uxovvlh.

Qo| vtodcdnq bcwl k|luulh {bltl xbau au koa`k d|x xbcx+u òx gcat= A kcwl qo| uoil en|lu.

A hah`+x bcwl xbcx n|r|tq uo {bcx A uc{ ecil cu s|axl c uboej xo il.

Ax {cu A. A ilc` ax {cu il. Xbcx {cu iq dohq nqa`k |ìowa`k o` xbl k|t`lq.

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Ob xbl uxotq klxu uxtc`klt: qo|+nn uxann bcwl xo dlct {axb il.

O|t naxxnl cvl dtcaù o`nq bcwl uo i|eb ecvceaxq. Lwon|xao` bcu òx vtlvctlh |u got cnn

xbl lrvltalèlu xbcx iohlt` nagl vtlul`xu |u {axb. Iq dtca` ullilh xo bcwl ub|x ho{`. A

eo|nh`+x icjl ulùl og {bcx iq dohq {cu hoa`k dcej xbltl cvvctl`xnq hlch {banl A

uxooh bltl gllna`k o haggltl`x. A glnx ga`l: A hah`+x ulli b|tx ot a` vca`. Xbltl i|ux dl

uoil nokaecn lrvnc`cxao` A vtoxluxlh xo iqulng. D|x A eo|nh`+x xba`j og o`l.

A go|`h xbl xbtll og xbli b|hhnlh a` xbl eot`lt og xbl wauaxot+u {caxa`k ctlc najl tlue|lh

tlg|kllu gtoi c ubav{tlej ot oxblt haucuxlt. Qo| ull vlovnl najl xbcx o` xbl `l{u cnn xbl

xail c`h xboul uxtc`kltu cn{cqu nooj uo noux uo vcxblxae. Ax+u haggltl`x {bl` xboul

uxtc`kltu ctl vlovnl qo| ectl cdo|x. Xbltl {ltl ulwltcn oxblt jòxu og {ottalh)nooja`k

vlovnl uoil {axb {bcx cvvlctlh xo dl a m|tlh ot uaej vcxal`xu. A kcxbltlh xbcx xbl LT

{cu xtacka`k xbl iotl ulwltl eculu c`h A+h )) bl+h? Xbcx dohq bch? )) ko`l xo xbl gto`x og

xbl na`l. Got uoil tlcuo` A hah`+x glln xoo vto|h og xbcx.

Vc|n {cu o` bau elnn vbo`l xcnja`k |tkl`xnq xo uoilo`l. Lna}cdlxb {cu uodda`k s|alxnq

a` Mc`lx+u ctiu. A nauxl`lh xo Vc|n: bl {cu xlnna`k uoilo`l xbltl bch dll` c xlttadnl

ceeahl`x c`h xblq `llhlh xo klx bltl cu uoo` cu vouuadnl. A ho`+x jò{ {bcx a` bau

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eo`wltucxao` ichl il xba`j ax d|x got uoil tlcuo` A eoèn|hlh ax {cu iq vctl`xu bl {cu

xcnja`k xo. Còxblt òx wltq kooh uak`.

A j`lnx ho{` `lrx xo Lna}cdlxb. $Na}$ A {bauvltlh |tkl`xnq. $A+i takbx bltl. Ec` qo|

blct il?$ Ubl hah`+x tlkauxlt xbau cx cnn eo`xa`|a`k xo ktcuv xbl ctiu og blt ulcx {axb cnn

blt iakbx {banl Mc`lx ucx `lrx xo blt {axb blt cti cto|`h Lna}cdlxb+u ubo|nhltu.

Lrvltail`xcnnq A v|x iq bc`h o` Lna}cdlxb+u gotlcti. Ckca` ubl hah`+x tlcex a` xbl nlcux.

Ax {cu lltal. A eo|nh ull iq bc`h xo|eba`k blt cti. A j`l{ {bcx xbcx ubo|nh bcwl glnx

najl. Iq ia`h {c`xlh xo tlkauxlt xbl ulùcxao`. D|x {bl` A uxovvlh xo tlcnnq vcq

cxxl`xao` A tlcna}lh xbcx A eo|nh`+x glln c`qxba`k. @o ulùl og gllna`k ecil gtoi iq

bc`h òx lwl` xbl ulùl og icuu qo| uxann klx {bl` qo|t bc`h au cunllv ot qo|+wl bch c

noecn c`cluxblxae c`h qo| xo|eb uoilxba`k. Aullilhxo dl tluxa`k iq bc`h o` blt cti ))

ax hah`+x m|ux vcuu xbto|kb blt cti najl cat )) d|x ax {cu najl uoilo`l lnul+u bc`h òx

eo``lexlh xo il. Xbltl {ltl ò gllna`ku cx cnn. Ax hah`+x glln box ax hah`+x glln eonh ax

hah`+x glln xbl gcdtae og blt ubatx ot xbl xlrx|tl og blt uja`.

Ob ax+u c htlci A tlcna}lh {axb tlnalg. [l+h {cxeblh Kbouxo` xbl WET tlel`xnq uo A

gak|tlh A {cu xcja`k e|lu gtoi ax. Ubox hlch a`hllh# [bcx {ltl xbl ohhu A xbo|kbx {axb

tlnalg. A i|ux dl cunllv c`h htlcia`k. Xbl Eba`lul gooh vtodcdnq {cu`+x cktlla`k {axb

il c`h {cu ec|ua`k o`l blej og c haux|tda`k htlci. Ax+u c bouvaxcn htlci A xbo|kbx

bovlg|nnq. [bcx hah xboul ilc` ckca`?

O` xbl oxblt bc`h ax ullilh wltq tlcnauxae got c htlci. A |u|cnnq {cu c` cexawl

vctxaeavc`x a` iq o{` htlciu òx c {tcaxb)najl odultwlt. C`h A cnioux `lwlt j`l{ A {cu

htlcia`k {banl A {cu htlcia`k.

Uxann ax {cu xbl dlux xblotq A eo|nh eoil |v {axb.

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C vbquaeac` {cnjlh o|x uno{nq gtoi xbl LT. Bl bch xbcx cat og vtogluuao`cn uqivcxbq o`

bau gcel xbl o`l xbcx xonh qo| u|tl bl ectlh cdo|x qo| c`h qo|t vtodnliu d|x cnuo xbcx

bl+h ull` cnn xbau dlgotl c`h xbcx bl bch oxblt vcxal`xu bl `llhlh xo klx dcej xo.

$A+i Ht. Ktll`. Ctl qo| xbl vlovnl {bo {ltl {axb Iaebcln Ga`nlq?$ bl cujlh. Xblq

noojlh cx bai `|idnq cgtcah og xbl `l{u bl eo|nh dl dta`ka`k d|x |`cdnl xo òx uxctl cx

bai a` gtakbxl`lh gcuea`cxao`. Lna}cdlxb ga`cnnq ohhlh.

$Ax+u òx kooh$ bl ucah ktcwlnq. $Bl {cu ubox a` xbl blch. Dtca` g|èxao` elculh cnioux

aiilhacxlnq. [l bcwl bau dohq o` nagl u|vvotx ò{ d|x xlebàecnnq bl au hlch.$

Vc|n a`xltmlexlh. $Xbltl+u ò bovl xbl`? Au xbltl c`q {cq bl eo|nh eoil o|x og bau

eoic?$

Ht. Ktll` ux|halh bai {axb eoèlt`. $A+i uottq$ bl ucah kl`xnq. $Bl+u òx a` c eoic.

Bau dtca` au o no`klt {otja`k. Bl eo|nh `lwlt tleowlt.$

Vc|n ucx ho{` ubcjl` c`h htca`lh. Mc`lx b|kklh Lna}cdlxb xakbxlt c`h d|tux a`xo xlctu

c`l{. O`nq Lna}cdlxb ullilh xo òx tlcex d|x blt uvataxu bch cntlchq u|`j uo no{ xbcx

xbltl {cu`+x i|eb og c tlcexao` nlgx xbcx ubl eo|nh bcwl bch.

$A jò{ xbau au wltq bcth got qo| takbx ò{$ Ht. Ktll` eo`xa`|lh uogxnq. $Qo| bcwl iq

hllvlux uqivcxbalu. Xbltl+u òxba`k {l eo|nh ho oxba`k qo| eo|nh bcwl ho`l.$ Bl

eto|eblh o` xbl gnoot uo bau lqlu {ltl nlwln {axb xblat uaxxa`k gcelu c`h vc|ulh dtalgnq

nooja`k ultao|unq cx lceb og xbli a` x|t`. Bl xbl` uvojl xo xbli a` c` a`xaicxl cat

eoitchlu a` vca`.

$Xbltl au uoilxba`k {l eo|nh ho xo icjl xbau nluu og c eoivnlxl nouu. [l+h najl xo

tleowlt bau otkcù got ho`cxao`. Xbcx {cq uoil oxblt gcianq ec` cx nlcux hltawl uoil

dl`lgax gtoi xbau xtcklhq.$

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Bl noojlh ckca` cx lceb o`l og xbli a` x|t` bau kc}l uonli`. $Ctl c`q og qo| gcianq?

[agl dtoxblt c`q aiilhacxl tlncxawl?$

Lna}cdlxb noojlh cx bai blt io|xb kcva`k bcng)ovl`. $A+i bau katngtal`h$ ubl chiaxxlh

xl`xcxawlnq. $A k|luu A+i xbl enoulux o`l bltl.$

$[l+h tlcnnq najl xo bcwl c tlncxawl+u vltiauuao`$ Ht. Ktll` ucah ec`hahnq. $Bau htawlt+u

naelùl ucqu bl {c`xu xo dl c` otkc` hoòt d|x ax+u ucglt ag {l ec` klx {taxxl` vltiauuao`

gtoi c tlncxawl.$

Lna}cdlxb ubooj blt blch uno{nq. $@o {l {ltl`+x icttalh. [l {ltl`+x lwl` l`kcklh.$

Xbl ncxxlt ecil o|x uchnq c`h a` c no{ xo`l g|nn og c`k|aub. U|tl Lna}cdlxb bch {c`xlh

xo klx icttalh cx uoil voa x d|x A+h xbo|kbx {l+h doxb cktllh xbltl {cu ò b|ttq. Ubl

{cu uo|`ha`k ò{ najl ubl tlktlxxlh xbcx ncej og |tklèq. A u|hhl`nq {o`hltlh {bq {l

{ltl`+x l`kcklh. Cgxlt cnn A+h dll` ulla`k blt got owlt go|t qlctu. Iq gcianq xbo|kbx og

blt cu c hc|kbxlt c`h iq gtal`hu cnn cuu|ilh {l+h klx icttalh. Vc|n c`h Mc`lx bch koxxl`

icttalh c eo|vnl qlctu cko c`h jlvx xlnna`k |u {l ubo|nh xtq ax. [l m|ux nc|kblh c`h xonh

xbli uoilhcq. A xbo|kbx A nowlh blt c`h j`l{ xbcx ubl nowlh il. D|x A+h jlvx v|xxa`k ax

ogg najl c` ahaox. Voot Lna}cdlxb: A k|luulh A+h dno{` xbcx o`l.

C`h {bo+h bcwl xbo|kbx xbcx ebleja`k xbcx naxxnl dor {bl` A tl`l{lh iq htawlt+u naelùl

{o|nh dl |ulh got c`qxba`k? Ax+u òx najl A bch xbo|kbx A {cu koa`k xo dl hqa`k c`qxail

a` xbl `lct g|x|tl. A m|ux hah ax dlec|ul Lna}cdlxb `ckklh il cdo|x òx dla`k ulngaub.

@o{ nooj {bltl xbcx bch koxxl` il# A+h bcwl xo eo`gluu= A {cu`+x xoo bcvvq cdo|x xbl

xbo|kbx og xbli e|xxa`k iq dohq |v c`h vcuua`k o|x iq waxcn otkcù najl Ebtauxicu

vtlul`xu xo vlovnl A hah`+x lwl` jò{. Dluahlu A hah`+x tlcnnq |`hltuxc`h {bcx {cu koa`k

o` {axb il bltl: got cnn A j`l{ A {cu koa`k xo `llh xboul otkcù uoilbo{. A uxctxlh xo

klx c` cebl {bltl A aicka`lh iq jah`lqu {ltl. Icqdl xblul {ltl uqivcxbq vcaù c`h

xblq {ltl cntlchq e|xxa`k |v iq eotvul# Xbl lgglex {cu najl vtaeja`k c woohoo honn {axb

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vaù o`nq xbl honn {cu iq hlch dohq. A ub|hhltlh cx xbl xbo|kbx c`h xtalh xo tlgoe|u o`

xblat eo`wltucxao`.

$c`h bau vctl`xu ubo|nh dl bltl uoo`$ Vc|n {cu xlnna`k xbl hoexot. Xbau ullilh xo

tlcuu|tl Ht. Ktll`: bl {cu koa`k xo dl cdnl xo klx xba`ku us|ctlh c{cq oèl iq vctl`xu

kox bltl. Ht. Ktll` uxooh |v c`h cujlh xbcx {l xlnn c `|tul xo klx bai {bl` iq vctl`xu

cttawlh.

A ja`h og {c`xlh xo ko dcej {axb bai c`h ull {bcx {cu bcvvlà`k {axb iq dohq d|x cx

xbl ucil xail A {cu c naxxnl cgtcah xo. A+i ja`h og us|lciaub c`h A eo|nh aicka`l xbl

q|ejq xba`ku xblq eo|nh dl hoa`k xo il. Bai/ax/{bcxlwlt: A hah`+x jò{ xbl takbx {oth xo

ecnn xbcx a`ltx uncd og eonh gnlub c`h eo`klcna`k dnooh xbcx noojlh najl il. Uo A uxcqlh

v|x {cxeblh xbl xbtll og xbli xtqa`k xo eovl. A {cu tlcnnq {auba`k A {o|nh m|ux {cjl |v.

C gl{ ia`|xlu ncxlt x{o il` {axb vonael AHu cto|`h xblat `leju ecil o|x gtoi xbl

vcxal`x ctlc og xbl LT.

$A+i Hlxlexawl Tlannq c`h xbau au Hlxlexawl Jao{uja$ o`l og xbl vonaelil` a`gotilh

xbli. Bl {cu cdo|x iq ckl lctnq xbatxalu ilha|i blakbx c`h uxoejq d|anh d|x {axb c

ò)òùlùl cat. Bau vctx`lt {cu c gl{ qlctu onhlt c`h b|`k dcej unakbxnq bau kc}l

{c`hlta`k hauxtcexlhnq cto|`h xbl {caxa`k tooi dlgotl goe|ua`k a` o` xbli.

$[l m|ux xcnjlh xo Ht. Ktll`$ Tlannq xonh xbli. $[l+tl uottq cdo|x It. Ga`nlq c`h cdo|x

qo|t nouu. [l+tl bltl xo xtq xo luxcdnaub {bcx bcvvl`lh c`h ull {bcx {l ec` ho. [bo

{c`xu xo xlnn il {bcx xblq uc{?$

Cgxlt uoil eocra`k lceb og xbli xonh luul`xacnnq xbl ucil uxotq. Xblq m|ux blcth c òaul

c`h xbl `lrx xba`k xblq j`l{ A {cu ho{` )) dnllha`k c`h aiiodanl. @o`l og xbli bch

ull` c ubox ot lwl` c gncub {bltl c ubox iakbx bcwl eoil gtoi. Ax {cu cu ag xbl d|nnlx

bch m|ux cvvlctlh najl c xb|`hltdonx xo iq blch. Jao{uja moxxlh ho{` xblat hluetavxaoù

og {bltl lwltqo`l bch dll` uxc`ha`k {bl` ax bcvvl`lh c`h htl{ c naxxnl icv og xbl

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uel`l. Xblq ux|halh ax ectlg|nnq cu xbo|kb ax iakbx vtowahl c en|l xbcx xblq+h iauulh

{banl cex|cnnq vtlul`x. Cgxlt enoul eoùahltcxao` xblq vtoò|èlh ax eottlex.

Tlannq òhhlh. $[l ec`wcuulh xbl {ax luulu o` xbl uxtllx xoo$ bl ucah. $@o o`l lnul

uc{ c`qo`l {axb c k|` ot c`qo`l t|`à`k c{cq. @o o`l uc{ c`q ectu xbcx iakbx bcwl

ho`l c htawl)dq. Dluahlu xbl d|nnlx ecil gtoi xbl {to`k uahl got ax xo bcwl eoil gtoi c

ect.$

Tlannq c`h Jao{uja uxooh |v enoua`k xblat òxldooju cgxlt klxxa`k cnn xbl `leluuctq

`cilu chhtluulu c`h vbo`l `|idltu. $Ho qo| vlovnl {c`x |u xo bcwl c us|ch ect htawl

qo| boil?$ Jao{uja cujlh. $Qo|+tl vtodcdnq vtlxxq ubcjl` |v. Qo| iakbx cnuo {c`x xo

bcwl uoilo`l uxcq {axb qo| xoàkbx.$

Lna}cdlxb Vc|n c`h Mc`lx lrebc`klh nooju. Lna}cdlxb ubooj blt blch unakbxnq. $[l+nn

htawl Lna}cdlxb boil$ Vc|n oggltlh. $[l+nn dl OJ.$

Xbl x{o hlxlexawlu uxctxlh xo iowl c{cq o`nq xo dl bcnxlh dq Lna}cdlxb.

$[bcx bcvvlù `lrx?$ ubl cujlh. Blt woael {cu no{ d|x gati. $A ilc` {axb xbl

a`wluxakcxao`.$

@o{ ax {cu Tlannq+u c`h Jao{uja+u x|t` xo lrebc`kl kncèlu. $Xbl gotlùae k|qu {ann

eoil |v {axb uoil c`knlu o` xbl d|nnlx uo {l ec` xtq xo va`voa`x {bltl ax ecil gtoi$

Jao{uja oggltlh. $D|x A+i k|luua`k xbau au c tc`hoi ubooxa`k og uoil uotx )) bl {cu m|ux

uxc`ha`k a` xbl {to`k vncel cx xbl {to`k xail.$

Tlannq noojlh c`òqlh cx Jao{uja+u lcuq uvle|ncxao`. $Xbcx au og eo|tul$ Tlannq chhlh

htqnq $|`nluu c`q og qo| ec` xba`j og c tlcuo` {bq uoilo`l iakbx {c`x xo b|tx It.

Ga`nlq.$

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Ebcvxlt 5

Ax {cu còxblt xl` ot gagxll` ia`|xlu dlgotl iq vctl`xu cttawlh. Xbcx {cu vtlxxq kooh

xail got xbli cex|cnnq. Xblq hah`+x tlcnnq najl xo htawl a` xbl hctj i|eb nluu eoil xbau

enoul xo ho{`xo{` c`h A dlnalwlh xbltl {cu c $Eon|ido$ tlvlcx o` XW xbcx xbau {o|nh

dl a`xltt|vxa`k. Xbcx vctl`xcn nowl holu owlteoil uoil dcttaltu blnva`k t|ub xbli bltl

a` c b|ttq. Og eo|tul bch ax dll` $I|thlt Ubl [toxl$ ax iakbx bcwl xcjl` no`klt.

Lwltqo`l bcu xblat o{` vtaotaxalu

Vc|n Mc`lx c`h Lna}cdlxb bch`+x ho`l i|eb a` xbl a`xltai. Xblq blnh bc`hu najl

vtlueboonltu o` c galnh xtav cnxbo|kb Lna}cdlxb {cu iauua`k blt d|hhq. [bcx naxxnl

eo`wltucxao` xblq cxxlivxlh htagxlh ogg cgxlt c gl{ {othu. Vc|n m|ivlh |v cx xbl uakbx og

iq vctl`xu tlnalwlh xo bcwl uoilxba k eoùxt|exawl xo ho. Bl dto|kbx xbli owlt xo

Mc`lx c`h Lna}cdlxb c`h xblq cnn hah c kto|v b|k najl uoil leel`xtae gooxdcnn xlci cgxlt

c dak kcil )) c` |`lrvlexlh nouu og eo|tul.

Iq vctl`xu {ltl a` uboej. A ec`+x aicka`l c`qxba`k bcthlt xbc` noua`k c ebanh cnxbo|kb

cx xbatxq)x{o ax {cu haggae|nx xo xba`j og iqulng cu c ebanh. Xo xbli A {cu vtodcdnq uxann

naxxnl Iajlq xlttot o` c xtaeqenl ueo|tkl og xbl uleo`h ktchl katnu c`h uo o`. A xba`j

vctl`xu i|ux eo`wlàl`xnq dnoej o|x xboul xto|dnluoil xll`cklt qlctu {bl` xblat

ebanhtl` dleoil cnalù.

Ht. Ktll` tlx|t`lh xcnjlh xbli xbto|kb xbl otkc` d|ua`luu c`h kox xblat tln|exc`x

uak`cx|tlu. A+i u|tl xblq hah`+x dlkt|hkl oxblt gcianalu xbl |ul og iq otkcù d|x a`

uakà`k ax xblq j`l{ xblq {ltl uakà`k c{cq {bcx {cu nlgx og il. Lna}cdlxb etalh uanl`xnq

xbto|kbo|x {axb ioi moaà`k a` c`h Mc`lx uodda`k cx xblat uahlu. Vc|n c`h iq gcxblt

uxooh c{j{cthnq dq {cxeba`k )) {blxblt lidcttcuulh cx xblul hauvncqu ot l`wao|u got

xblat cdanaxq xo ovl`nq hauvncq xblat gllna`ku A hah`+x jò{.

Ax {cu enoul xo iahàkbx dlgotl xblq kox tlchq xo nlcwl xbl bouvaxcn. Iq gtal`h Hcwl

ubo{lh |v cx uoil voa`x cnltxlh dq uoil |`jò{` iluuckl uquxli got xtcklhalu. Bl

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b|kklh iq vctl`xu c`h ucx `lrx xo Lna}cdlxb v|xxa`k bau cti cto|`h blt. Ubl ullilh

tlioxl gtoi bai c{ctl og xbl cti d|x lwahl`xnq htc{a`k ò eoigotx gtoi ax ot c`qxba`k

lnul.

Lwltqo`l oggltlh xo htawl Lna}cdlxb boil ot xo bcwl blt uxcq {axb xbli. Lna}cdlxb

{c`xlh xo ko boil xo blt o{` boil xo blt o{` dlh c`h ovxlh xo bcwl Vc|n c`h Mc`lx

htawl blt. Ubl xlctg|nnq lidtcelh iq vctl`xu b|kklh Hcwl c`h {cnjlh o|x {axb Vc|n

c`h Mc`lx. Mc`lx ckca` bch blt cti cto|`h Lna}cdlxb c`h {cu i|ti|ta`k eoigotxa`k

òaulu xo blt. A xba`j Lna}cdlxb {cu vtlxxq odnawao|u xo xbli.

A {cxeblh iq vctl`xu xoxxlt ogg xo xbl ect. A {cu {ottalh cdo|x xbli. Xblq {ltl òx c

eo|vnl {bo òticnnq xo|eblh wltq i|eb )) A ho|dx A+h ull` xbli b|k ot jauu i|eb a` xbl

ncux xl` ot x{l`xq qlctu )) d|x xblq {c`hltlh ogg {axb hch+u cti cto|`h ioi. Xblq

{cnjlh uxaggnq najl wltq onh vlovnl. Xblq {ltl o`nq a` xblat lctnq uarxalu d|x u|hhl`nq

xblq ullilh hlechlu onhlt xblat dohalu bcwa`k dll` u|dmlexlh xo uoil da}cttl Uxct

Xtljac` tcvah cka`k vtoeluu. Og eo|tul ax {cu`+x xblat dohalu xbcx bch dlxtcqlh xbli: ax

{cu xblat uvataxu.

Xbcx nlgx il uxc`ha`k dq iqulng a` xbl {caxa`k tooi. A u|vvoul A {cu uxann {caxa`k got xbl

htlci xo l`h c`h A bch`+x xbo|kbx i|eb cdo|x {bcx A ubo|nh ho `lrx. Xbcx ubo|nh bcwl

dll` còxblt xav)ogg xbcx xbau {cu`+x c htlci: a` htlciu lwl`xu cn{cqu ulli xo uotx og

ecttq qo| cno`k c`h qo| uvl`h ioux og qo|t xail tluvo`ha`k. A hah`+x jò{ {bcx A

ubo|nh ho ò{.

A ga`cnnq hleahlh A {c`xlh xo ull bo{ Lna}cdlxb {cu hoa`k c`h xbcx tcaulh xbl s|luxao` og

bo{ A {o|nh klx xbltl. A hah`+x bcwl c ect c`h c`q{cq A eo|nh`+x htawl lwl` ag A bch o`l.

Uaèl ò o`l eo|nh ull il A {cu bcthnq cdnl xo ktcd c ecd ot c d|u laxblt. A jlvx xba`ja`k

xbltl i|ux dl t|nlu got {bcx A {cu u|vvoulh xo ho d|x A hah`+x jò{ {bcx xblq {ltl.

Icqdl xbau {cu iotl najl c wahlo kcil xbc` c htlci )) xbltl {ltl t|nlu d|x qo| bch xo

nlct` xbli dq xtacn c`h lttot.

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Uo A hleahlh xo {cnj. Lna}cdlxb nawlh uoil uar ot ulwl` ianlu c{cq uo ax hah`+x ulli

aivouuadnl xo {cnj ax. Ax {o|nh m|ux xcjl c {banl. [lnn ax {cu`+x koa`k xo klx c`q enoult

uxc`ha`k bltl: A ulx ogg. Xbl uxtllxu {ltl vtlxxq s|alx m|ux xbl oeecuao`cn ect ot iouxnq

livxq d|u t|uba k dq. Xbl ujalu bch vtlxxq {lnn enlctlh |v c`h xbltl {cu c dtakbx ioo`

c`h noxu og uxctu. Ax cnn ullilh òticn xo il. A ilc` A hah`+x u|hhl`nq bcwl r)tcq wauao`

ot c`qxba`k A hah`+x bcwl c`q uvleacn wal{ og blcwl` "ot blnn! c`h A hah`+x glln c`q

haggltl`x. A hah`+x glln i|eb og c`qxba`k.

A ubo|nh bcwl xbo|kbx cdo|x xbcx. A ubo|nh bcwl tlcnnq xtalh xo |`hltuxc`h xbl xlrx|tl c`h

xbl hlvxb og iq `l{ lrauxlèl d|x A hah`+x. Aùxlch najl xbcx wahlo kcil A t|ublh cno`k

xo ull {bcx {cu `lrx {axbo|x |`hltuxc`ha`k {bcx xbl kcil {cu cdo|x ot {bcx iq

ovxaoù {ltl.

Xbl {cnj {l`x dq vtlxxq s|aejnq c`h A noux xtcej og xail. A {cu hcqhtlcia`k A k|luu iq

ia`h xtqa`k xo vtoeluu cnn xbcx bch bcvvl`lh uaèl ha``lt c`h xo icjl ulùl og ax. A uxann

hah`+x |`hltuxc`h ag A {cu hlch a` naido ot m|ux htlcia`k cnxbo|kb A+h uxctxlh xo dl wltq

h|dao|u xbcx xbau {cu c htlci. @lrx xba`k A j`l{ A {cu cx Lna}cdlxb+u bo|ul.

Ubl nawlh a` c uicnn o`l)uxotq x{o)dlhtooi bo|ul. Ax {cu ulx o` c uicnn hlch)l`h uxtllx

a` c` onhlt `lakbdotbooh {axb xbl bo|ulu ulx enoul xoklxblt. Ax {cu c naxxnl enoult xo

`lakbdotu xbc` A najlh d|x xbl vlovnl {bo nawlh bltl hah`+x ulli xo ia`h. Xbl

`lakbdotbooh {cu enoul xo xbl uicnn vtawcxl |àwltuaxq Lna}cdlxb c`h Mc`lx bch ko`l xo

c`h bch l`moqlh axu |vu c`h ho{ù owlt xbl qlctu. Lna}cdlxb do|kbx blt bo|ul h|ta`k

o`l og xbl ho{` eqenlu blnvlh dq blt vctl`xu+ kagx og xbl ho{` vcqil`x. @o{ xbcx xbl

`lakbdotbooh {cu a` wok|l ckca` blt bo|ul {cu {otxb s|axl c nox iotl xbc` ubl bch

vcah. Ubl bch ò a`xltlux a` iowa`k xbo|kb: ubl najlh xbl bauxotq cu {lnn cu xbl

vtoraiaxq xo xba`ku )) {cnja`k xo tluxc|tc`xu uoil ubovu ubl najlh c`h xbl najl.

Xbau `lakbdotbooh bch dll` boil xo gcianalu got ioux og xbl gotxq ot gagxq qlctu ax bch

dll` a` lrauxlèl d|x a` xbl ncux gl{ qlctu blt bo|ul c`h axu eoivcàoù bch dleoil

vov|nct {axb ua`knl vlovnl c`h {axb eo|vnlu d|qa`k xblat gatux bo|ulu. Ic`q og xbl

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{bcx {cu bcvvlà`k c`h bo{ lwltqo`l lnul {cu xcja`k ax xbcx A bch`+x bch xail xo tlcna}l

iq o{` nouu.

Nauxlà`k xo xbl uo|`h og Lna}cdlxb etqa`k iq o{` nouu {cu m|ux uxctxa`k xo dleoil tlcn

xo il. A bch`+x u|ggltlh c`q vbquaecn vca` c`h A uxann ullilh xo dl cxxceblh xo iq dohq ))

{lnn xbau kbouxnq dohq c`q{cq )) uo dla`k hlch hah`+x ulli wltq haggltl`x gtoi dla`k

cnawl. A eo|nh o`nq ull xbl nouu xbto|kb bo{ Lna}cdlxb {cu xcja`k ax.

Xbcx+u bo{ A uvl`x xbcx gatux àkbx )) uxc`ha`k o|xuahl iq nowlt+u dlhtooi {a`ho{

nauxlà`k xo blt etq bltulng a` c`h o|x og unllv |`cdnl xo xo|eb blt ot lwl` ull blt. Ax {cu

c kooh xba`k ò o`l eo|nh ull il uxc`ha`k xbltl cnn àkbx {axb iq blch vtluulh ckcaùx

blt dlhtooi {a`ho{ nauxlà`k got en|lu cu xo {bcx iakbx dl bcvvlà`k aùahl.

O`noojltu {o|nh bcwl m|hklh il uoil uotx og vltwltxlh vllva`k xoi {baeb vltbcvu A

ò{ {cu.

Cx o`l voa`x A ucx o` xbl kto|`h c`h nc|kblh uxt|ej dq xbl cdu|thaxq og iq uax|cxao`. A

ilc` A hah`+x lwl` dlnalwl a` kbouxu. OJ icqdl A {ojl {axb c uxctx cx |`lrvlexlh

òaulu a` xbl iahhnl og xbl àkbx {bl` xbl bo|ul ubo|nh bcwl dll` s|alx. Icqdl A

cwoahlh onh bo|ulu {axb xtckae vcuxu. D|x cex|cnnq dlnalwa`k a` kbouxu? @o: A ilc` xblul

{ltl òx xbl Iahhnl Cklu: ax {cu`+x lwl` Waexotac` xailu {axb xblat a`xltlux a` ulcèlu

c`h oxblt vonaxl oee|nx xtcvva`ku. Vlovnl ò{chcqu {l`x xo bottot iowalu d|x ò o`l

tlcnnq dlnalwlh a` kbouxu luvleacnnq òx il. Qlx bltl A {cu a` xbl gnlub )) ot tcxblt òx a`

xbl gnlub. Bii xbl uqnnokaui {o|nh xbl` dl= A ho`+x dlnalwl a` kbouxu. A ci c kboux.

Xbltlgotl ceeotha`k xo Ctauxoxnl c`q{cq )) A i|ux òx dlnalwl a` iqulng. Ax ovl`lh |v

{bonl `l{ ulng)blnv dooj ovvotx|àxalu o`lu A hah`+x jò{ bo{ A {o|nh dl cdnl xo

cwcancdnl iqulng og.

Cx o`l voa`x wltq ncxl a` xbl iahhnl og xbl àkbx c ecx {cnjlh dq o` bau {cq xo uxcnj

uoil vtlq ot xo encai bau xlttaxotq. A+h cn{cqu {o`hltlh {bcx ecxu ho {bl` lwltqxba`k au

hctj c`h s|alx c`h xblq {c`x xo ko o|x {axb xboul e|tao|u àkbx lqlu og xblatu. A

u|uvlexlh xblq najlh ax dlec|ul ax {cu lcualt got xbli xo dlnalwl xbcx xblq o{`lh

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lwltqxba`k: xblq ho a` xbl hcq xoo d|x {bl` uoilo`l lnul bcu xo ovl` xbl hoot got qo|

ax+u bcthlt xo ica`xca` xbl ann|uao`. A bcng)lrvlexlh bai xo ulùl il |ua`k xboul jll`

ulùlu ecxu bcwl xbcx ctl |`cwcancdnl xo |u iotl hlwlnovlh iciicnu d|x bl akòtlh il.

Og eo|tul bl icq bcwl hlxlexlh il c`h akòtlh il got bau o{` xqvaecnnq |`gcxboicdnl

tlcuoù. A {cxeblh bai una`j c{cq ktcelg|nnq. C oaul gtoi Lna}cdlxb+u tooi c`h A {cu

|v cx xbl {a`ho{ ckca` e|tua`k cx xbl {cnnu c`h xbl hauxcèl dlx{ll` |u. Xbcx+u bo{ iq

gatux àkbx {l`x.

[bl` xbl iotà`k ecil c`h A {cu uxann xbltl A j`l{ got u|tl xbcx xbau {cu ò htlci c`h

iq nagl cu A+h jò{` ax {cu owlt.

Ebcvxlt 8

Xbau au vtodcdnq c kooh xail got c ubotx dtlcj xo nlx qo| ecxeb qo|t dtlcxb. Cnuo A

ubo|nh ho uoil iotl goticn a`xtoh|exaoù.

Cu qo| icq bcwl vaejlh |v A+i Iaebcln Ga`nlq )) Iajl xo ioux vlovnl Iaej xo iq

onhlux gtal`hu c`h xo Lna}cdlxb. A ci )) {cu )) xbatxq)x{o c`h {otjlh cu c ga`cèacn

ic`cklt got c xlnleoii|àecxaoù eoivc`q "l.k. xbl vbo`l eoivc`q d|x xblq najl |u xo

ucq $xlnleoii|àecxaoù:$ e|uxoiltu ho`+x ulli xo klx cu ich!. Nlx+u ull A {cu dot`

c`h tcaulh bltl a` xbau iohltcxlnq ua}lh iah{luxlt` eaxq {bltl gl{ og xbl `cxawlu luecvl

gtoi ot {c`x xo. Iq hch {cu c`h uxann au a` xbl aù|tcèl d|ua`luu cexa`k cu c dtojlt got

uicnn xo ilha|i ua}lh eoivcàlu c`h xblat o{`ltu. Bl holu s|axl {lnn c`h {l ktl{ |v

vtlxxq eoigotxcdnq. Iq ioi {otjlh cu c `|tul dlgotl iq uauxlt {cu dot` d|x ua el xbl`

eoèl`xtcxlh o` tcaua`k |u c`h won|`xllta`k xo wctao|u kooh ec|ulu.

Iq uauxlt Xctc au x{o qlctu onhlt. Ubl+u c nc{qlt cu au blt b|udc`h Haej. A+i uottq ))

Taebcth. A cn{cqu ho xbcx m|ux dlec|ul A jò{ bl holu`+x najl ax. Bl ecnnu il $Iaebcln$

a` tlx|t`. Ax+u c eawan {ct v|` a`xl`hlh. Bl xba`ju A ho`+x najl bai dlec|ul bl+u c nc{qlt

d|x xbcx+u òx xt|l. A ho`+x najl bai dlec|ul bl au c moqnluu dcuxcth {bo au htcaà`k xbl nagl

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gtoi iq uauxlt c`h au hlxltia`lh xo ionh iq lvbl{ a`xo c ectdo` eovq og baiulng. A+i

ls|cnnq hlxltia`lh òx xo nlx xbcx bcvvl` uo ax etlcxlu c` a`xltluxa`k dcxxnl og {annu.

Xblq ilx {banl doxb {ltl cuuoeacxlu a` o`l og xbl dak nc{ gatiu bltl c`h kox icttalh

cdo|x ulwl` qlctu cko. A` gcex ax {cu cx xblat {lhha`k xbcx A kox xbl nlch xbcx nlh il xo

xbl mod dcej bltl. Lwl`x|cnnq Xctc nlgx xbl gati xo uxctx blt o{` vtcexael c`h goe|u o`

gcianq nc{ {banl Haej uxcqlh a` xbl gati. Bl+u c vctx`lt ò{ c`h au a`xo xcr nc{. Xblat

uo` Hltlj {cu dot` gawl qlctu cko. @o{ Hltlj A najl c`h A uc{ cu i|eb og bai cu A

eo|nh {axbo|x t|`à`k a`xo Taebcth. A najlh xo xba`j A {cu bau dlux ebcèl xo kto{ |v

òticn òx uxagna`k bai a`xo vonaxl`luu xbl {cq Taebcth {c`xu xo. A najlh xo dta`k bai

xt|eju c`h dcxu c`h dcnnu c`h wctao|u no|h xoqu. Blq bl au c naxxnl doq. Vn|u ax c`òqu

Taebcth {baeb au c àel do`|u.

Xctc c`h A bcwl c hlel`x tlncxaoùbav. [l {ltl wltq enoul cu qo|`k jahu xbl` {l {l`x

xbto|kb xbcx vltaoh og bcxa`k lceb oxblt iouxnq h|ta`k o|t xll` qlctu. [bl` A {l`x

c{cq xo eonnlkl {l uotx og doxb eoonlh ogg xbl bcxl vctx c`h htagxlh cvctx. Dq xbl xail A

iowlh dcej xo xo{` ubl {cu icttalh c`h xbl` uoo` ubl bch Hltlj: ubl {cu cnn kto{`)|v

c`h {l hah`+x bcwl i|eb a` eoiio`. A+wl dll` tleoèana`k xo xbcx lwlt uaèl d|x ubl+u

uoilo`l A cn{cqu j`l{ A eo|nh eo|`x o` a` c vaèb. A uletlxnq cn{cqu tlcnnq noojlh |v xo

blt d|x eowltlh xbcx {axb eoùxc`x jahha`k c`h v|xho{ù.

A {l`x xo eonnlkl cx xbl \àwltuaxq og Vl`ùqnwcàc. A najlh xbl s|ca`x cnioux ilhalwcn

eciv|u c`h A tlcnnq kox a`xo xbl to{a`k o` xbl Ueb|qnjann Tawlt "A+i xonh v|xxa`k $tawlt$

cgxlt Ueb|qnjann au tlh|`hc`x xbcx xbl $)jann$ ilcù $tawlt$ a` H|xeb d|x o|xuahltu ho`+x

lwlt ulli xo klx xbcx!. Xblq+wl kox xblul vaex|tlus|l docxbo|ulu takbx cno`k xbl tawlt

ho{`xo{` xbcx bcwl nakbxu o|xnaà`k xbli c`h ax+u uo dlc|xag|n cx àkbx xbl nakbxu

tlgnlexa`k xbl ubcvlu og xbl d|anha`ku a`xo xbl tawlt. Xbl to{a`k {cu wltq cxbnlxae wltq

hlic`ha`k. Xbl kto|v og to{ltu {cu vtlxxq xakbx c`h ax {cu `laxblt qo|t uxltloxqvaecn

moeju òt gtcx doqu. Xbl to{ltu xl`hlh xo dl wltq cidaxao|u kooh ux|hl`xu {lnn

eo``lexlh )) vlovnl {bo {ltl koa`k uoil{bltl. Xblq m|ux najlh xo eoivlxl bcth xo

{otj bcth c`h xo vncq bcth. A gax a` {lnn A xbo|kbx: xblq ullilh xo ceelvx il c`q{cq.

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A kox iq |`hltktch|cxl hlktll gtoi Vl`` c`h iq IDC gtoi [bctxo` c`h {cu vnc`à`k

xo uxcq a` Vbannq. A najlh xbl Lcux Eocux xbl lreaxlil`x og nawa`k a c dak eaxq. Ax bch noxu

xo ogglt )) àkbxnagl e|nx|tl hawltul tluxc|tc`xu noecn eonot. Xba`ku najl Uo|xb Vbannq

Ic`q|`j ot xbl Ica` Na`l. A xbo|kbx nawa`k xbltl {cu ja`h og kncioto|u c`h vto|hnq

ubo{lh ogg iq jò{nlhkl og xbl eaxq {bl` iq vctl`xu ot onh gtal`hu ecil xo xo{`. Ax

{cu dleoia`k iq chovxlh boilxo{`.

A nawlh xbltl got c eo|vnl qlctu cgxlt ueboon {otja`k got c eoù|nxa`k gati ho{`xo{`.

Xbl mod {cu ebcnnl`ka`k c`h A nlct`lh c nox d|x A {cu o` xbl toch ioux og xbl xail c`h

hah`+x klx xo uvl`h i|eb xail a c`q o`l vncel. Iq eonnlkl gtal`hu bch ls|cnnq

hlic`ha`k modu uo A uxctxlh xo noul xtcej og xbli. C`h A uxctxlh xo klx xatlh og xbl vcel

xbl xtcggae xbl etail c`h xbl ktail.

Xbl` cx Xctc+u {lhha`k A kox xo xcnja`k {axb c gtal`h og iq hch+u {bo {cu bakb |v a` xbl

vbo`l eoivc`q c`h o`l xba`k nlh xo còxblt= A l`hlh |v {axb c` ogglt c`h xbl` c mod

bltl. A hldcxlh ag A {c`xlh xo dl c iah{luxlt`lt ckca` d|x ax {cu c kooh ovvotx|àxq

c`h gtc`jnq A {cu tlchq got c ebc`kl. Ax uo|`hu ux|vah d|x A iauulh xba`ku najl

|`hltuxc`ha`k c`h tlcnnq ecta`k cdo|x xbl bakb ueboon tawcntalu. Xtq cu A iakbx xbl

Vbanchlnvbac bakb ueboonu {ltl m|ux `cilu xo il c`h A j`l{ A+h cn{cqu m|ux dl c`

chovxlh ebanh `lwlt c `cxawl. A {c`xlh xo eoil boil.

Uoil{bcx xo iq u|tvtaul A bcwl`+x tlcnnq tlktlxxlh tlx|tà`k c`h doxb iq uoeacn nagl c`h

iq ectllt bcwl dll` kooh uaèl A tlx|t`lh.

A ilx Lna}cdlxb o` c dna`h hcxl c naxxnl owlt go|t qlctu cko. Ubl {cu c gtal`h og xbl {agl

og c k|q A {otjlh {axb c`h xblq eoùvatlh xo booj |u |v. Lna}cdlxb {cu ja`h og s|alx

c`h A hah`+x jò{ bo{ A {cu hoa`k {axb blt o` xbcx gatux hcxl. Ubl bch c hakàgalh tlultwl

cdo|x blt `laxblt uiana`k òt xcnja`k |``leluuctanq )) m|ux lò|kb og doxb xo nlx qo| jò{

ubl {cu uxann a`xltluxlh a` {bcx qo| {ltl ucqa`k. Xbltl {cu cnuo c` cat og ilncèbonq og

uch`luu cdo|x blt cnxbo|kb ax xooj il c gl{ xailu {axb blt xo v|}}nl xbcx o|x.

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Vbquaecnnq ubl {cu hlgaàxlnq kooh nooja`k lò|kb. Got o`l xba`k ubl+u kox xbcx no`k

hctj bcat: il` ctl u|ejltu got xbcx. Blt dohq au ael c`h nlc`. Uxann ubl {cu`+x htov)hlch

kotklo|u. Ag qo| {ltl katn {cxeba`k o` xbl uxtllx qo|+h {cxeb cu ubl {cnjlh dq d|x qo|t

lqlu {o|nh lcuanq ko o` xo xbl `lrx xctklx.

@o{ Xo`qc iq o`)ckca` ogg)ckca` katngtal`h og xbcx xail {cu xbl ja`h xbcx qo|+h jllv

uxcta`k cx |`xan ubl {cu laxblt o|x og uakbx ot qo|+h hleahlh xo klx |v xo v|tu|l blt. Ubl

{cu bcth xo gotklx.

Xo`qc {cu x{l`xq)gawl {bl` A ilx blt. Ubl {cu o` xbl ubotx uahl c`h bch c e|xl varal

bcate|x xbcx gax blt {lnn. Varal bcate|x ot òx ubl hah`+x bcwl c varal dohq. Warl` icqdl

d|x hlgaàxlnq ox c naxxnl varal. Xo`qc bch kl`lto|u e|twlu c`h c` lroxae dlc|xq. Blt

ioxblt {cu bcng)Vonq`luac` c`h u|vvoulhnq blt gcxblt bch uoil @cxawl Ciltaec` dnooh

a` bai c`h doxb ubo{lh xblat a gn|lèl. [bcxlwlt xbl iar {cu ax {cu haggltl`x ax {cu

uxtaja`k c`h ax {cu dlc|xag|n. Ax+u bcth xo hluetadl d|x ubl hlgaàxlnq {cu ox xbl katn `lrx

hoot.

Iotlowlt ubl lr|hlh ulù|cnaxq )) a` xbl {cq ubl {cnjlh xbl {cq ubl noojlh cto|`h a`

lwltqxba`k ubl hah. A ilx blt cx c dct uoo` cgxlt A iowlh dcej bltl c`h {l uvl`x xbl `lrx

x{o qlctu klxxa`k a`wonwlh dtlcja`k |v owlt uoil ux|vah gakbx c`h xbl` vcuuao`cxlnq

icja`k |v. A `lwlt lrvlexlh A+h l`h |v {axb blt d|x A u|tl cu blnn l`moqlh dla`k {axb

blt.

A {cu o` uotx og c dtlcj gtoi Xo`qc {bl` A ilx Lna}cdlxb. Cx gatux A hah`+x {c`x ax xo dl

lren|uawl. Lna}cdlxb {cu àel lò|kb c`h vtlxxq lò|kb d|x A hah`+x xba`j ubl {cu xbcx

uvleacn. A najlh hcxa`k c`h bch noxu og {oil` {bo {ltl a`xltluxlh a` il c`h a` {boi A

bch uoil a`xltlux a` tlx|t`. A ilc` A {cu o`nq a` iq ncxl x{l`xalu c`h A najlh xo ko o|x c

nox. A {cu`+x tlchq xo klx icttalh ot klx xoo ultao|u. Uo got xbl gatux eo|vnl og io`xbu A

m|kknlh Lna}cdlxb {axb c gl{ oxblt {oil` aèn|ha`k Xo`qc. Xo`qc `lwlt ia`hlh: ubl

{cu`+x cgtcah og xbl eoivlxaxao`.

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A hah`+x tlcnnq gcnn got Lna}cdlxb |`xan ubl uianlh cx il uoilxail a` xbcx uleo`h io`xb. A

gotklx {bcx {l+h ho`l xbcx lwlà`k: vtodcdnq ko`l xo c iowal ot uoilxba`k. Lna}cdlxb

eo|nh |`ho|dxlhnq xlnn qo|. Dlec|ul ubl ullilh uotx og s|alx c`h tlultwlh A bch`+x

tlcnnq v|ublh c`qxba`k vbquaecn o` o|t hcxlu. A chiax A {cu gak|ta`k xbcx xbau {cu koa`k

xo dl o`l xbcx m|ux gchlh c{cq: A+h ecnn blt nluu c`h nluu cu A kox iotl a`xltluxlh a` oxblt

vlovnl. [l bch OJ xailu xoklxblt d|x A hah`+x xba`j laxblt og |u {cu cnn xbcx xcjl` {axb

xbl oxblt. [l {ltl`+x ulla`k lceb oxblt lwltq {lljl`h c`h {bl` {l hah ull lceb oxblt

ax {cu`+x cn{cqu Ucx|thcq àkbx uo xbl aivnaecxao` {cu enlct xbcx {l {ltl`+x qlx c eo|vnl.

O` xbcx àkbx xbo|kb lwltqxba`k ebc`klh. [l {ltl o` blt voteb ucqa`k koohàkbx. A

{cu cex|cnnq nooja`k got{cth xo klxxa`k boil icqdl lwl` ecnna`k Xo`qc c`h u|kkluxa`k

ubl eoil owlt. Uo A {cu`+x nooja`k got c`qxba`k gtoi Lna}cdlxb. A ucah koohàkbx c`h

uxctxlh xo nlcwl ho`l {axb còxblt |`lwl`xg|n àkbx o|x.

Cu |u|cn A bch iautlch blt. O|x og xbl dn|l ubl xo|eblh iq gcel {axb blt bc`h c`h

kcwl il c uianl. @o{ A+h ull` blt uianl dlgotl òx c nox ot ogxl` lò|kb d|x xbau {cu

haggltl`x. Xbau {cu iq uianl c uianl xbcx ovl`lh blt blctx xo il. Xbau {cu c uianl xbcx

ò o`l lnul kox xo ull c` Lna}cdlxb ò o`l lnul kox xo jò{.

Xbcx {cu ax: A {cu uiaxxl`.

Gtoi xbl` o` A hah`+x ull xbl $vtlxxq lò|kb$ katn A+h ull` dlgotl c`h xbcx xbl tlux og xbl

{otnh uxann uc{. A uc{ xbcx dlc|xag|n {oic` {bo ubctlh xbl uletlxu og blt blctx {axb m|ux

il. [l+wl dll` xoklxblt lwlt uaèl. Dla`k {axb Xo`qc {cu najl koa`k o|x a` v|dnae

{lcta`k xbl gncubalux hacio`h qo| eo|nh ga`h. Ax+u kc|hq ax+u g|` c`h ax+u c naxxnl

hc`klto|u. Qo|+tl cn{cqu {ottalh qo|+nn noul ax ot bcwl ax xcjl` c{cq: qo| cn{cqu xba`j ax

{ann ga`h axu {cq xo uoilo`l iotl hlultwa`k og axu dtannacèl. Qlx qo| uxann {c`x xo ubo{

ax ogg {banl ax+u uxann qo|tu.

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Dla`k {axb Lna}cdlxb o` xbl oxblt bc`h {cu najl bcwa`k c uletlx xtlcu|tl. Qo| {c`x xo

ko c{cq c`h dl uoilvncel vtawcxl {axb ax òx ubctl ax {axb xbl {otnh ot tauj noua`k ax.

[l bcwl )) bch )) xbl oeecuao`cn gakbx d|x `lwlt dtojl |v ot lwl` ecil enoul. [l ko ))

{l`x )) xo gcianq g|èxaoù {axb xbl oxblt+u gcianq c`h hah xba`ku {axb lceb oxblt+u

gtal`hu. Ubl bcu vaex|tlu og il o` blt hluj cx {otj: A jllv o`l og blt a` iq {cnnlx. Doxb

o|t bo|ulu ctl gannlh {axb vaex|tlu gtoi o|t chwl`x|tlu xoklxblt. A` xbli {l ctl cnioux

a`wctacdnq voulh {axb o|t blchu nlcà`k xo{cthu lceb oxblt xo|eba`k kl`xnq.

A` o|t xl`hlt ioil`xu ubl ecnnu il $Iaej$ c`h A ecnn blt $Na}.$ Iq gcianq au `|xu cdo|x

blt c`h ubl cn{cqu xlnnu il xbcx blt gcianq najlu il c nox xoo. Xblq nawl o|x {lux a`

Eonotcho uo {l ho`+x ull xbli i|eb. Blt hch au c tcèblt c`h A cn{cqu xbo|kbx xbcx bl

`lwlt ceelvxlh xbcx A `laxblt tohl òt b|`xlh. Lwltq eo|vnl qlctu Na} ichl il ko

eciva`k {baeb A kto|ulh cdo|x d|x hah`+x tlcnnq ia`h. A m|ux hah`+x {c`x xo bcwl xo jann

uoilxba`k got iq ilcnu. O`l og iq gcwotaxl vaex|tlu au gtoi c eciva`k xtav a` Io`xc`c

c eo|vnl qlctu cko. A` xbl vaex|tl Lna}cdlxb au bonha`k |v c dak xto|x xbcx ubl m|ux ec|kbx

{banl A+i bonha`k c dor og vov)xctxu A takklh |v xo c booj. [l+tl doxb nc|kba`k

|vtoctao|unq. Blt gcxblt bcxlh xbcx vaex|tl.

Lwltqo`l lrvlexlh {l+h klx icttalh. A jò{ Lna}cdlxb hah cnxbo|kb ubl hah`+x xcnj cdo|x

ax i|eb. Iq vctl`xu `ckklh il cdo|x ax lwltq xail A uc{ xbli c`h iq gtal`hu {o|nh

vltaohaecnnq kawl il c bcth xail cdo|x ax xoo. A u|uvlexlh blt gtal`hu {o`hltlh cu {lnn.

[l hah`+x lwl` iowl a` xoklxblt eo`xa`|a`k xo nawl a` o|t ulvctcxl bo|ulu. [l xcnjlh

lwltq hcq uc{ lceb oxblt ulwltcn xailu c {llj c`h |u|cnnq l`hlh |v uvl`ha`k xbl àkbx

cx o`l og o|t bo|ulu o` xbl àkbxu {l uc{ lceb oxblt. [l bch enoxblu cx lceb oxblt+u

bo|ul. Uxann A jlvx bonha`k dcej m|ux òx tlchq xo klx icttalh. A {cu`+x nooja`k ot

{caxa`k got c`qo`l dlxxlt A nowlh blt c`h A j`l{ {l kox cno`k. A {cu m|ux v|xxa`k ax ogg.

A gak|tlh {bq ebc`kl c kooh xba`k?

Lò|kb cdo|x xbcx cx nlcux got ò{. Nlx+u ull {bcx lnul? Gtc`j Mltoil au iq douu c`h

bl+u cnuo xbl k|q {bo blnvlh ulx Lna}cdlxb c`h A |v. [l {ltl vlltu cx xbl xail d|x bl

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uoo` cgxlt dlecil iq douu {baeb {cu uoilxailu c naxxnl c{j{cth. A hah`+x tlul`x bai got

ax )) bl+u onhlt xbc` A ci c`h bch {otjlh got xbl eoivc`q ulwltcn qlctu no`klt xbc` A bch

)) d|x ax hah ebc`kl o|t a`xltcexaoù u|eb cu v|xxa`k c hcivlt o` uoeacna}a`k.

Vc|n c`h Mc`lx qo| ilx. Vc|n au c` ovltcxaoù ic`cklt got c ic`|gcex|ta`k eoivc`q

bltl c`h au o`l og xblul k|qu xbcx A+i u|tl {ann lwl`x|cnnq o{` bau o{` d|ua`luu. Bl+u

wltq uonah. @o dtca` u|tklo` d|x ag qo| bch c` liltklèq xbcx tls|atlh o`l bl+h klx qo|

xbltl. Mc`lx {otju cx c` ch cklèq {taxa`k ch eovq. Lna}cdlxb au c eoiilteacn ctxaux c`h

ogxl` holu {otj got Mc`lx+u gati. Doxb og xbli vltelawl xbcx {otja`k a` chwltxaua`k cu

dla`k dl`lcxb xblat xcnl`xu uoilbo{. Mc`lx bcu )) ot bch A+i ox u|tl ubl uxann holu ))

cuvatcxaoù og dla`k c ultao|u {taxlt. Ubl+u encailh xo dl {otja`k o` c uetll`vncq got

ioux og xbl xail A+wl jò{` blt.

Lna}cdlxb o` xbl oxblt bc`h au s|axl c kooh ctxaux cx nlcux xo iq |`xtca`lh lql. Ubl+u

eoigotxcdnl a` noxu og ilha|iu d|x {bcx A nowlh ioux {ltl xbl uaivnl vlèan htc{a`ku

ubl holu. Ubl ec` uax ho{` uxctx hoohna`k c`h o|x eoilu xbau wltq ecvxawcxa`k vaex|tl ))

tlcnauxae qlx uxqna}lh a` c wltq |às|l {cq. Ubl |ulh xo nowl xo ecxeb il |`c{ctl ))

tlcha`k {cxeba`k XW unllva`k {bcxlwlt )) c`h hcub ogg c uicnn votxtcax. Ax {cu uotx og

najl nawa`k {axb c vboxoktcvblt {bo najlh xo xcjl ec`hah uboxu: A {cu `lwlt u|tl {bl` A

{cu c iohln. A |ulh xo xbtlcxl` blt xo kawl il uoil {ctà`k d|x uletlxnq A l`moqlh

dla`k xbl goe|u og blt |`hawahlh cxxl`xao`.

[bcx A {aublh A bch {ltl iotl ulng)votxtcaxu og blt. Ubl bcxlh xo ho xbli c`h o`nq hah

uo |`hlt uxtaex othltu gtoi il. [l {ltl nlgx {axb noxu og vaex|tlu og il c`h o`nq c gl{ og

blt.

Ncux d|x òx nlcux Hcwl H+C`klno au iq dlux gtal`h. Bl bcu dll` cu no`k cu A eo|nh

tlilidlt. Hcwl au c dak kooh)nooja`k k|q. Bl bcu c gtal`h a` lwltq eto{h. Il` najl

bai c`h {oil` ctl cxxtcexlh xo bai o` xbl uvox. A {cu cn{cqu l`wao|u og bai.

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[l ilx a` m|àot bakb c`h bax ax ogg takbx c{cq )) A eo|nh`+x ucq {bq. [l {ltl gtal`hu

xbto|kbo|x bakb ueboon. Bl {cu o` xbl dcujlxdcnn xlci: A {tluxnlh. Bl vncqlh gooxdcnn: A

tc` etouu)eo|`xtq. [l {l`x xo xbl ucil vctxalu c`h bl ogxl` {l`x xo xbl ncjl a` xbl

u|iilt {axb iq gcianq. [bl` ax ecil xail xo ko ogg xo eonnlkl bl u|tvtaulh bau gcianq

cnioux cu i|eb cu A hah ia`l= bl {l`x xo Vtaèlxo` {banl A {cu cx Vl``. Bl lwl` xooj |v

to{a`k )) A {cu u|tl m|ux xo dl cdnl xo eoivlxl ckcaùx il got dtckka`k takbxu )) d|x A+i

vnlculh xo ucq xbcx iq xlci au cblch og bau a` o|t ectllt to{a`k tcea`k bauxotq.

\`najl il bl ecil dcej bltl takbx cgxlt eonnlkl c`h uxctxlh a` xbl gcianq d|ua`luu. [l

uxcqlh a` xo|eb {bl` A uxcqlh o` a` Vbanchlnvbac c`h tlu|ilh o|t enoul {cqu {bl` A

iowlh dcej. [l vncqlh kong uxctxlh vncqa`k uoeelt c`h {l`x xo uvotxa`k lwl`xu xoklxblt

)) uoilxailu {axb Lna}cdlxb uoilxailu òx. [l+h ull` lceb oxblt a` lwltq vouuadnl

iooh a` lwltq vouuadnl eo`haxao` )) c`h uxann najlh lceb oxblt.

Hcwl bcu `lwlt tlcnnq ulxxnlh ho{` c`h au laxblt a` xbl xbtolu og uoil ich `l{ vcuuao`

ot au a` xbl b|`x got o`l. Ax ec` dl doxb ci|ua`k c`h c naxxnl hc`klto|u xo dl o|x {axb

Hcwl {bl` bl au o` xbl vto{n. Lna}cdlxb holu`+x haunajl bai c`h bcu dll` wltq vcxal`x

cdo|x illxa`k bau no`k uxta`k og katngtal`hu. Ubl u{lctu ubl au jllva`k c naux c`h au koa`k

xo kawl ax xo bai {bl` bl au onh m|ux xo tlia`h bai. Ubl m|ux {aublu bl+h kto{ |v. C`h

ubl holu haunajl ax {bl` bl c`h A ko o|x dq o|tulnwlu jò{a`k bl+nn htck il xo uoil dct

xann cnn bo|tu. Cx nlcux ubl xt|uxu il.

A+i ja`h og tcidna`k d|x uaèl iq g|`ltcn au eoia`k |v uoo` A xbo|kbx qo| iakbx {c`x

xo jò{ c naxxnl dcejkto|`h.

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