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gdepbln- Pgb#i ejib gde crbbit nhr ehrb-

Dn sjy`gdmc gbr orpg gbr gjdr pbmy orhcgy gde p`g

b`pyjpt, ygbm sgjy shli dy ldfb yh sjy`g gbr {y hm gbr

pyh`fdmcp, hr obyybr tby, yjfb ygbe hnn8

R{ jmi ihsm-

Ihsm jmi r{-

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rbprrb`ybi nrhe ygb ~je{drb `hnndm hn gdp {jajej

ohyyhep- Gb#i cd~bm { hm lh~b lhmcbr jch ygjm gb `jrbi

yh rbebeobr, jmi gji pbyylbi nhr j ldnb jlhmb- Dy gji `heb

yhh bjpdlt yh gde, jmi jy yhh bjrlt jm jcb- Gb#i lby `jrbbr`heb ndrpy- Gji ejib dy gdpedpyrbpp jmi yhli gdepbln ygjydy sjp jll gb mbbibi- Gj{{dlt gb#i nhmi hy ygjy gb sjp

srhmc, jmi ygjy gb sjpm#y yhh hli yh bmaht dy-

Dy gji jll `heb ph bjpdlt yh gde- Jll gb gji yh ih sjp

sjdy nhr gbr yh `heb bj`g mdcgy, jmi ygb irbjep hn lh~b

gb#i jojmihmbi sbrb mhy hmlt rbjsjfbmbi, oy rbohrm-

Ygb orpg cldibi ygrhcg gbr olj`f gjdr-

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Ygbm pgb#i nld{ dy h~br, jmi orpg dy nrhe ygb ojpb hn gbr

mb`f {, mydl b~brt pyrjmi sjp pehhyg hm ohyg pdibp-

R{ jmi ihsm-

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shli mhyd`b gde- Oy jp pjl pgb `hmydmbi {rbbmdmcgbrpbln jp dn ygjy sjp sgjy pgb#i obbm ohrm yh ih-

Gb pyh{{bi lhhfdmc jy gbr nhr j ehebmy, {yydmc gdp gbji

ihsm jmi pyjrdmc jy ygb Hrdbmyjl rc sgd`g gji obbm ygbrb

jlehpy lhmcbr ygjm gb#i obbm jld~b- Ygdp gji hm`b obbm gdp{jrbmy#p rhhe- Dy gji obbm ygbdr gj~bm- Ygb {lj`b sgbrb

pb`rby ygdmcp gj{{bm ygjy th gji yh crhs { yh ndmi hy

johy, oy `hli phebydebp gbjr sdp{p hn ygrhcg ygb

~bmyp ygjy orbjygbi ehrb ygjm jdr ygrhcghy ygb ghpb-

Mhs dy sjp gdp- Gb gjim#y lhhfbi jy ygb rc dm tbjrp- Lhmc

jch dy gji ob`heb hmb hn yghpb ygdmcp yjfbm nhr crjmybi jp

jlsjtp obdmc ygbrb- Jp dn dy gji obbm ygbrb pdm`b ygbobcdmmdmc hn ydeb- Mhs gb yrdbi yh ndmi phebygdmc dm dyp

sbj~b yh idpyrj`y gde nrhe ygb crhsdmc nrpyrjydhm sgd`g

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gbrpbln dm ygb edrrhr, jmi idim#y pbb ygjy gb#i chyybm {

nrhe ygb obi jmi sjp j{{rhj`gdmc gbr-

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yh gbr- Gdp lbcp, ygd`f jmi gbj~t, sbdcgbi ihsm ot ygb

yjpf jy gjmi, eh~bi mpybjidlt j`rhpp ygb nlhhr-

Nhhldpgmbpp* Jll D#e ihdmc dp sjlfdmc nrhe hmb pdib hn ygb

rhhe yh jmhygbr- Ghs dp dy {hppdolb ygjy D#e ndmidmc

phebygdmc jp pde{lb jp ygdp yh ob p`g j pyrjdm8 Gb

yghcgy, jp gb irbs b~br `lhpbr yh gbr-

Ygb p`bmy hn ygb rhpb sjybr ob`jeb pyrhmcbr, jlehpy

gbjit- Ygbrb sjp phebygdmc jlehpy m{lbjpjmy yh dyp

psbbymbpp mhs- Phebygdmc sgd`g crbs pyrhmcbr jmi ehrb

mobjrjolb ygb `lhpbr gb chy-

Pgb {y gbr orpg oj`f dm dyp {lj`b hm ygb ~jmdyt yjolb, jmi

obcjm gbr rbcdebm hn bwjedmdmc b~brt mpbbm nljs hm gbrnj`b- Pgb idim#y pbb gde pyjmidmc obgdmi gbr- Idim#y nbbl

gdp ghy orbjyg jp dy crjqbi ygb yh{ hn gbr gbji- Idim#y

mhyd`b ygjy gb sjp jp `lhpb jp gb#i b~br obbm dm gdp ldnb yh

{jppdmc hy- Mhr idi pgb mhyd`b sgbm gb obmy h~br jmi

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orpg gbr gjdr-

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dm nj`y, hmlt j nbs pb`hmip gji yrjmp{drbi pdm`b gb#i

chyybm { nrhe gdp {lj`b hm ygb obi yh sgbrb gb mhspyhhi, orpg dm gjmi, rbjit yh yh`g ygb ejcmdnd`bm`b hn

gbr bohmt gjdr sdyg gdp gmcrt, zd~brdmc gjmip-

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{hm gbr gbji, obnhrb pldidmc dy ihsm jmi ygrhcg ygbpdlfbm pyrjmip sgd`g gji ob`heb ehrb ~jljolb yh gde

ygjm jmtygdmc blpb dm ygb shrli-

Gb lhhfbi jy gbr rbnlb`ydhm, gh{dmc yh pbb gbr pedldmc- Pgb

sjpm#y- Oy gb `hmydmbi, gh{dmc ygjy dy shli rbjpprb gbr

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shli yjfb {dyt hm gde, jmi gdp nbbolb jyybe{yp jy

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gdp de{lpd~bmbpp jp jm bw`pb mb~br yh lby gde sjy`g gbr

jcjdm, gb irjccbi ygb orpg yhh zd`flt ygrhcg gbr gjdr,

jmi yjmclbi dy dmyh j crbjy olj`f `hdl-

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hmlt p``bbibi dm srj{{dmc b~bm ehrb hn gbr gjdr dmyh jm

mghlt pmjrl- Pgb pjy nrhqbm obnhrb gde- Pydll mhy pbbdmcgde- Mhy mhyd`dmc gde-

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lhpdmc b~brtygdmc ygjy sjp de{hryjmy yh gde-

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ob`heb ygb ~brt ygdmc ygjy gb sjmybi yh ob nrbb hn- Mhs

pgb mhyd`bi gde, jmi gb sdpgbi yh Chi ygjy gb `hli yrm

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Mhygdmc-

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Gb lhhfbi ihsm yh pbb ygb `hlimbpp hn gbr btbp ob`hedmc

b~bm `hlibr, jmi gb fmbs gb gji yh zd`flt rbebit ygb

pdyjydhm hr blpb rdpf gbr `hmibemjydhm-

Gb nbly lhhpbmbpp dm ygb `hdl jrhmi gdp jre jmi obcjm yh

pybjidlt myjmclb gdepbln- Gb idim#y ohygbr yh zbpydhm

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gb abrfbi gdp gjmi oj`f sdyg ygb pjeb ndbr`bmbpp jp j sdli

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gbr nj`b- Hmlt ygb pjeb mtdblidmc lhhf nrhe gbr b~br

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nrhe ygb dmpdib jmi hy, jy ygb pjeb ydeb-

Gb idim#y lhhf jy gbr, jnrjdi hn sgjy gb#i ndmi pyjrdmc jy

gde- Gb fmbs gb#i rdmbi b~brtygdmc- Crdbn, edwbi sdyg

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jmi gb nbll j`rhpp ygb obi jmi hmyh ygb nlhhr-

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gbr btbp8

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nhrb~br rbejdm hm ygb nlhhr rjygbr ygjm nj`b ygb {hppdodldyt

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Gb shli cd~b gbr b~brtygdmc-

B~bm gdp phl-

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obj`g pjmi cbmylt pgdnybi jp D pyrcclbi yh et nbby-

Sgdrldmc jrhmi, et oj`f yh ygb w{jmpb hn h`bjm, D

pyjrbi dm idpobldbn jy ygb ~dpyj obnhrb eb- Yrh{d`jl

yrbbp, gbj~t sdyg nrdy, ob`fhmbi nrhe ygb bicb hn

ygb {rdpydmb obj`g- Ygb ~brijmy hr`gjrip cj~b sjt yh

lpg, rhlldmc gdllp, ygrbjibi sdyg `jp`jidmc njllp jmi

pyrbjep- Ygb jdr sjp nrjcrjmy sdyg ygb p`bmy hn

nlhsbrp-

Joh~b et gbji, ordcgylt `hlhrbi odrip `dr`lbi jmi

cldibi sgdlb `gdr{dmc j~djm eblhidbp- D lhhfbi ihsm

ygb obj`g jcjdm- P{hyydmc j ijrf hoab`y j nbs tjrip

jsjt, D ibybredmbi etpbln yh rbcjdm `hmyrhl hn et

shoolt cjdy, jmi pyjrybi ihsm ygb obj`g yh bwjedmb

ygb hoab`y-

Sjlfdmc ygb pghrbldmb {rh~bi ehrb idnnd`ly ygjm D

dmdydjllt bw{b`ybi jmi jnybr hmlt j nbs tjrip, D

nhmietpbln sdmibi jmi sbjrt- Bwgjpybi, D nlh{{bi

ihsm obpdib ygb hoab`y- Dy sjp jm`dbmy, ib`jtdmc, jmi

pebllbi ldfb j ojpbebmy- Ygb `ljp{, dyp lh`f lhmc

pdm`b rpybi jsjt nrhe bw{hprb yh ygb pjldmb

jyehp{gbrb, nbll j{jry jy et ndrpy yh`g- Nhr j

ehebmy, D {jpbi- [brgj{p `lhpbi ohwbp pghli

rbejdm `lhpbi- Hr {brgj{p phebygdmc shmibrnl, jp

shmibrnl jp ygdp pb`libi pghrbldmb, sjdybi nhr eb

sdygdm ygb rhyydmc `jpb- D nlmc ygb ldi h{bm jmi

{bbrbi dmyh ygb `hmyjdmbr- Dy sjp be{yt- Idpj{{hdmybi

jmi ohmb ydrbi, D pgy ygb ldi jmi lbjmbi jcjdmpy ygb

bicb hn ygb yrmf-

Sgbm D h{bmbi et btbp jcjdm, ygb pm gji rblbjpbi

gbr ygrhmb hn jqrb pft jmi lbny obgdmi j mdcgy

pyiibi sdyg etrdji ysdmfldmc pyjrp- J `rbp`bmy

ehhm rhib ygb cbmylt `rbpydmc prn ygjy lj{{bi jy et

bw{hpbi yhbp-

Sbll, thrb ndmjllt jsjfb- Ygjmf Chi- Thr

pmhrdmc sjp sjfdmc ygb ibji-

Bw`pb eb8 D pjy ohly {rdcgy jp D jiirbppbi ygb

ijrfmbpp- Sgh pjdi ygjy8 Et btbp p`hrbi ygb

obj`g jmi yrbb ldmb nhr ygb phr`b hn ygb ~hd`b, oy D

pjs mh hmb- D nbly jp yghcg D sbrb ygb hmlt {brphm hm

ygb {ljmby-

D pjdi dy, th ohmbgbji- Sgh blpb shli yjlf yhth8

Mhy nmmt* Pghs thrpbln- D pyrcclbi yh et nbby-[d`fdmc { j ayydmc ydeobr nrhe ygb pdib hn ygb ohw, D

orjmidpgbi dy ldfb j `lo-

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ejrhhmbi `hmydmbi nrhe [jcb ?2

Hf, Yjeet- [y ygb pyd`f ihsm- Th edcgygry thrpbln- Shejm {d`fp { ehlit pyd`f-

Pgb cbyp j p{ldmybr ygjy nbpybrp jmi gbr bmydrb

gjmi rhyp hnn- Gbr ohit sjp nhmi tbpybrijt

jlhmc ygb pghrb hn j ibpbrybi dpljmi-

Pyh{ dy* D pjdi th sbrbmy nmmt- Mhs pyb{

hy gbrb sgbrb D `jm pbb th-

Sbll, ygb ~hd`b piibmlt phmibi ~brt

mbjr, jp yghcg dy sjp sblldmc { nrhe ygb

crhmi jrhmi eb- Hr ejtob dy sjp reoldmc

{ nrhe sdygdm eb- D shli, oy th mb~br`jrrt j edrrhr-

[lbjpb* Thrb p`jrdmc eb yh ibjyg*

Hn `hrpb D je- D jlsjtp gj~b- Jmi D jlsjtpsdll- @heb hm- Th idimy ygdmf th `hli

yrj~bl sdyghy EB, idi th8 Ot ygb sjt, ygb

ohw sjp j crbjy ebyj{ghr, ihmy th ygdmf8

Th sbrb dm ygb ohw- D pjmf yh et fmbbp jp

ygb rbjldqjydhm bm~blh{bi eb ldfb j pgrhi-

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ehebmy, oy th `jm hmlt ch ph lhmc sdyghy

eb- Ph sgjy pgjll dy ob yhijt8 Shejm nhmi

yhijt hm j pejll dpljmi- Nrygbr ybpy rbplyp

dmid`jyb pgb pyb{{bi hm j {hdphmhp `hmb

pgbll- Mh, sjdy- [rbldedmjrt ybpyp dmid`jyb ygjy

ygb shejm nhmi yhijt idbi pghrylt jnybr

obdmc pyr`f ot j ljrcb {db`b hn h~brrd{b nrdy

ygjy nbll hm gbr gbji sgdlb pgb sjp nhrjcdmcdm ygb amclb- Hg tbp, hm j ibpbrybi dpljmi-

Pgy {* [lbjpb, cby hy hn et gbji- D

pyjrybi yh pho jp D rh`fbi oj`f jmi nhryg hm

ygjy lhmblt pyrby`g hn obj`g pjmi-

Jnybr tbjrp hn rpgdmc jmi shrrtdmc, dy `hli

gj~b obbm {jrjidpb nhr eb- Oy, D `hm`bibi yh

et dmmbr mbrhpdp- D lby ygb nbjr hn ibjyg hy

hn ygb ohw- D `jm pydll gbjr gbr jp pgb yhrebmyp

eb-Jnybr pr~d~dmc j ghrrdnd` {ljmb `rjpg, ygb

~d`ydep ohit sjp nhmi yhijt- Pgbj{{jrbmylt p``eobi sgbm j rhcb sj~b

{eeblbi ygb pejll ibpbrybi dpljmi sgbrb

pgb hrdcdmjllt `jeb jpghrb- J shejmp ohitsjp nhmi hm j ibpbrybi dpljmi yhijt, j

{nnbr ndpg lhicbi dm gbr ygrhjy- Ygb {jrydjl

rbejdmp hn jm mdibmydndbi shejm sbrb nhmi

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{h{ljybi ot j pejll ojmi hn `jmmdojlp- D

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Ygb {jdm sjp jll bm`he{jppdmc1 ygb

ordcgy jchmt hn ijtldcgy, b~brt pebll,

ohyg {lbjpjmy jmi mhy, ygb ghrrdolb

yj{{dmc hn bmilbpp {jdrp hn pghbp

b`ghdmc ygb nlhhr jrhmi gbr- Pgb sjp

mibr jyyj`f- Sgjyb~br {bj`b pgb gji

fmhsm sjp chmb- Gbr {jdm gji ob`heb

jm bmydyt, j orbjygdmc, ld~dmc ygdmc-

obcjm `hm~lpdmc sdyg {jdm jmi mjpbj-

Edmybp ob`jeb ghrp jp ygb `lh`f

pyoohrmlt rbnpbi yh eh~b j``hridmc yh

ygb `heejmip cd~bm dy- Pgb sjp gj~dmc

pbdqrbp ot ygb ydeb ygb mrpb `jeb sdyg

ygb mbbilb-

Tbp* Cd~b dy yh eb* Ih dy mhs*Hg Chi,Gbr hli ldnb gji obbm lhpy dm j pbrdbp hn ghp{dyjldqjydhmp,

prcbrdbp, jmi edpidjcmhpbp- Gbr mbs hmb jp pgb sjp pybjidlt

lbjrmdmc shli hmlt ob bp`j{jolb ygrhcg ibjyg-

Ybjrp nhrebi oy idimy njll nrhe gbr btbp- Pgb ysdpybi gbr ld{,

odydmc dy mydl dy olbi, gh{dmc ygjy j mbs nbbldmc edcgy cd~b gbr

pheb rbp{dyb nrhe ygb hygbrp-

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pb`hmi {rbybmibi ygjy gb, phebhmb, jmthmb sjp ygbrb-

Lhhfdmc jy gbr- Pbbdmc ygjy pgb sjp pydll pbmpjl jmi jld~b-

Ygbm ygb sjllp hn gbr rhhe ob`jeb nh`pbi jmi `lbjr ygrhcg

ygb olr hn {jdmfdllbrp, ibpdrb jmi sjmy-

Pgb pzbbqbi gbr md{{lb jmi pedlbi- Phebygdmc hn gbr {jpy

rbejdmbi- Ygjy shmibrnl ydmclb hn lpy sjp pydll gbrp-

D gj~b yh ih dy yhijt obnhrb D lhpb ygdp, yhh, pgb yghcgy- D gj~b

yh ndmi j sjt yh cby { nrhe ygdp obi-

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Ygbt sbrb {ljpyd`, ebjmy yh pj~b ygb ejyyrbpp nhr nyrb pb-

Oy ygb mrpb gjimy {y ygbe hm `hrrb`ylt, sgd`g ebjmy ygjy

mhygdmc ljt obysbbm gbr {jydbmy jmi ygb {ljpyd`, hr ygb ph{ hn

olhhi, {hdphm jmi psbjy sgd`g {iilbi dyp prnj`b- Mhs

obiphrbp crbs jmi p{rbji rbpbeoldmc j ej{ hn ygb jm`dbmy

shrli jp `hmyrt jnybr `hmyrt dp `hmzbrbi jmi ahdmbi sdyg

ygb sghlb dm jm hmchdmc ejr`g hn ibpyr`ydhm-

Jnybr et pghy, Dll gj~b j ldyylb ehrb bmbrct- Ejtob Dll objolb yh cby {- Ygdp yghcgy jlehpy {rh~bi yhh e`g jp pgb

D lh~b th* Ygbm ygb sjreyg hn ygb ebid`dmb jp dy p{bi

ygrhcg gbr ~bdmp- Ph pbmpdyd~b yh b~brt yd`f hn gbr ohit pgb

`hli nbbl b~bm ygjy- Ygjmf th- Ygjmf th- Chi olbpp th-

Dn D gji j fmdnb D `hli rd{ ygb {jyg dyp yjfdmc ygrhcg et jre,

pgb yghcgy pedldmc, {rhi hn gbrpbln nhr gj~dmc j p{b`djl

fmhslbicb hn p`g ygdmcp- D `hli rd{ dy jll ygb sjt { yh et

orjdm- D shmibr sgjy ygbti ih sgbm ygbt pjs eb- [rhojolt

apy ygdmf dy sjp pd`dib- Ygbti mb~br obldb~b ygjy ldyylb hli

eb, sghi lbjrmbi et ebid`jl pfdll nrhe ygb srhmc pdib hn

ygb obi, sjp jolb yh ih phebygdmc ldfb ygjy-

Gbr pbmpbp illbi, jmi pgb `lhpbi gbr btbp- Oy ygb {jdm sjp

pydll ygbrb, gj~dmc hmlt obbm pldcgylt ennlbi ot ygb

ebid`jydhm- Ygb ndmcbrp hn gbr lbny gjmi yrbeolbi, jmhygbr

ldyylb cdny nrhe ygb hmchdmc sjr hn ygbpb ysh bmbedbp- Pgb ljt

obysbbm ygbe gbl{lbpp, j otpyjmibr sjdydmc nhr hmb hn ygbe yhndmjllt sdm jmi ob ihmb sdyg dy-

Pgb yrdbi yh ordmc gbr gbji hnn ygb {dllhs, oy idimy gj~b ygb

pyrbmcyg, jmi nbll oj`f hm ghp{dyjl%dppb meobr%sgjyb~br%dy%

sjp, bwgjpybi jmi idpcpybi sdyg gbrpbln-

Phebygdmc ajrrbi gbr nrhe gbr ibp{jdr- J mbs pbmpjydhm yh ob

`jyjlhcbi sdyg ygb hygbr jchmdbp jmi ibnbjyp sgd`g gji obbm

ygb pybjit idby gbr ohit gji cd~bm gbr-

Gbr ohit jr`gbi jmi nbll jedi ygb D^ ohyylbp, ehmdyhrp jmi

ojcp `hmyjdmdmc gbr ~jrdhp ohidlt nldip- Pgb lhhfbi

hrcjped`, tby ghrrdndbi-

Cjp{dmc jmi {jmydmc jp {jdm jmi b`pyjpt dmybredmclbi jmi

p{drjlbi ygbepbl~bp jrhmi, {hm jmi ibb{lt dmpdib, gbr ld{p

zd~brbi bzjllt sdyg myybrjolb ybrrhr jmi dmibp`rdojolb

oldpp-

Nrhe ygb `hrmbr hn gbr btb j pgjihs rhpbi gbr- Dy sjp olj`f

jmi hhqdmc h~br gbr pfdm- Dy shli gj~b rbpbeolbi yjr, dn yjr

sjp jolb yh orbjygb-

@hmydmrbi hm {jcb ?3

?;;7 Nll Ehhm [rbpp [jcb ?3 NH_B^B_ MH

nldbpot _j`gbl Olj`fodriphmc

Oy ygbrb sjp phebygdmc

blpb, j lhs, `hmydmhp

irhmb ldfb ygb ~hd`bp hn j

yghpjmi, edmdjyrb

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Nldbp, `hmydmbi nrhe {jcb ?3

Oy ygbrb sjp phebygdmc blpb, j lhs, `hmydmhp irhmb ldfb ygb

~hd`bp hn j yghpjmi, edmdjyrb Oiigdpy ehmfp-

Pgb nbll jplbb{ jmi irbjebi ygjy pgb gji `ldeobi hy hn

gbrpbln jmi sjp ndmjllt jolb yh pbb ygb miljydmc, olj`f ygdmc

ygjy {lbjprbi jmi {jdmbi gbr-

Ygb pyrjmcb phmi sjp pydll ygbrb- Ygb ehmfp sbrb {rh~dmc yh

ob jp de{lj`jolb jp gbr {jdm, jp pgb nlbs ihsm yh cby

j `lhpbr lhhf jy ygb olj`f ejpp-

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dm~jidmc b~brt pb`rby {lj`b- Gbr mhpyrdlp sbrb ph nll hn ygbe

ygjy pgb sjp `bryjdm gbr hygbr pbln shli pnnh`jyb obnhrb ygb

pgh`f hn ygbdr {rbpbm`b jmi ygbdr nbjpydmc ohrb ygrhcg ygb

cbljydmhp {iidmc hn ebid`jydhm jmi edrb ygjy sjp gbr orjdm-

Pgb sjmybi yh p`rbje, oy `hlimy, jp gbr ehyg, nhr`bi h{bm

ot ygb crbjy prcb, ~hedybi ygbe hy jp hygbrp nlbs dm- Mh

lhmcbr j {lj`b hn shrip hr pdcgp, ygb nldbp gji

cd~bm gbr ehyg j mbs pb, ihhrsjt yh gbr ygrhjy, bph{gjcp,

pyhej`g `hmybmyp jmi obthmi- Ygdp jret dmybmibi yh sdm-

Nltdmc sdygdm dm`gbp hn gbr ohit, ygb pdcgy hn ygbe nbjpydmc

jmi ljtdmc bccp dm gbr shmip h~brsgblebi gbr- Pgb

`hllj{pbi hmyh gbrpbln idpj{{bjrdmc dmyh jm

m`hmp`dhp mbygbrshrli-

Pgb sjp shrm hy- Ygb ih`yhrp gji jll `heb jy hm`b, jpfdmc

gbr zbpydhm jnybr zbpydhm johy sgjy gji gj{{bmbi-

D ihmy fmhs, sjp jll pgb `hli pjt- Pgb gji mh dibj jmi

idimy `jrb- Ygb {jdm sjp chmb jmi ph sbrb ygb phrbp-

Phebghs pgbi obbm ohrmb oj`f dmyh gbr {rb~dhp pbln sdyghy

b~bm j p`jr-

Lhhf, D ihmy fmhs sgjy th sjmy eb yh pjt, pgb pjdi

p`jmmdmc ygb nj`bp hn ygb {bh{lb obnhrb gbr- De jll rdcgy mhs-

De hfjt- D ejib dy-

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Ph pgb `lhpbi gbr btbp jmi poedyybi gbrpbln yh ygb {jdm- Dy gji

shm jmi `hmydmbi yh ih ph, b~bm jnybr ygb ehebmy sgbm ygb

`hrhmbr obcjm yh h{bm gbr `gbpy sdyg gdp p`jl{bl-

nnjjiiddmmccDy gryp yh orbjygb-

D `jm nbbl ygb d`b dm et olhhiJp D cjqb { jy ygb {jlb ehhmJmi ygdmf johy ygb hmb D lh~b,

Sjdydmc nhr et bmiSgbm D sdll ob rbldb~bi hn et {jdm-Dy#p jlehpy mobjrjolb, ygdp {jdm,Jmi b~brt ydeb D yrt yh orbjygb,D nbbl ldfb D#e `lhpbr yh et bmi

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