exit drama (*must read)

8/7/2019 Exit Drama (*must read)

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What if the instinct they've imagined of me really makes me who Iam? Who do you think you are?The conscious appearance of life after forgetting my name. Myidentity has been acquired by you under a legal sense as I can beanyone for you.I choose to be unknown to those who possess mewith a name.They live their lives through propertythey want a safer world aspossible.Time splinters the idea of property.!ll that is left behind isnothing but a pile of dead bodies."ut even they belong to somebody.#ou forget your alter$ego.%e isthe naked other.!ll those who carry themselves naked for the eyeas for they need

first to be discarded.%ot climate is favourable to do this.&nce youtake yourself to the temperate one where people dress themselvesthe murder loses it's original attraction.This starts to put on more andmore shadesseeks for motivation and (ustification.In other wordscatches reek of a corpse since the dead body begins to live inpeople's minds.)oreallywho are you?! ghost? ! *od with forgotten instincts. Their shadows of the unspokentheirinterrogation and their rhetoric response of the non$being. The instinct is homicidal only in relation with the others.That's why*ods carry themselves naked amongst men.They don't kill forpleasure but for recognition. ! greater naivety I cannot see in you+running for distinctions. ,rometheus deserves his fate.-ire gave birth to corruptionvice andconvention unknown to man till then.,rometheus fate is fair.&n the other side of the coin is the wrath of an ancient *od thatpunished those who sin.%umans changed the premises in theirfavor.They will fight *od with the ones that submit themselves to thesame old beast who grows restless with collective evil against *od.

Why people don't see the face of *od in you as I dowhen you walkamongst them? "ecause I carry the face of evil."eing two faces I mislead theothers.I'm at times human only with myself.)othing uplifting in the failure of the act of self$determination with theothersnothing despicable in the satiety of a decadent self.&nly thus Ican feed myself.


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Man is wolf among men.%e devours truthbeauty and (ustice.iveamongst them if you can. When your friendship or forgiveness are re(ected to you theconsequences will run over your head in a never ending return of theself$same.#ou are the mirror reflection of the world. The world is everything and nothing.The truth is about in the middleand looks down at us into emptiness."eyond it remain out of controlvoices of emptiness a vast dead space that we inhabit andsurpasses the organic life that populates with the hope of fulfilling ourdesiresour beings eroded by the unmerciful time.)ow I know whatmy soul craved for all this time the moments of celebrating therelease of desire instead of quenching themI collect now from thedepths of a consciousness that has been bitterly divided continuouslyfrom that time against time itself that dictated me the irreversible way

towards my destruction. The reality of our desires is arbitrarythere is a truth./verything thatdoesn't submit to a law or a behaviorthat happens without beingcomprised in a stylistic formula is more than unknownisbarbarismboorishnessanarchy./vil is older than reality.#our truths are truths without the power oftruth."ut how old are they?We have different understandings for occurrence.#ou revolve aroundit and not making it a fact of conscious.!nd I broke0 irremediable and irreversible I passed into the eternity ofthe past moments of yore linking your sweet smile to all that I willnever be.1estiny has already written for me more than necessary. This assumption of yours is a religious one.#ou like playing themartyrdon't you?There you find purpose.2eligion was science in the beginning.3cience has begun a parallel count$down of our days remaining onthis /arth. I cannot find an endclose this knowledge of a religious haard. #ou go beyond the veilyou don't stop.)othing is personal to

younothing fits you.4ome down in time0Time is out there among the trash would make a pretty good priceon it who else than antiquarians. 1on't make a mock of me.The consequences doesn't end but withsleep.!wareness that this is the best possible world ceases withsedatives. ! touch of idealism I catch in your sight...I wonder of your sanity.


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I'm talking with youyou understand meas beasts sniffingeachother's bottoms. #ou are definitely out of this world.#ou lack sense in yourstatements.#our truth is redundanta priorilike any truth that meet thelogic criterions.#ou have fallen under the illusion of abstract identity offacts.I see you0The possibility that an event like this to occur is contained a priori inits meaning.#ou see yourself.There you have your freedomironicallygiven the necessity behindevery event of consciousness behind every encounter.-reedom is nothing more than a a point of viewan appearance and itdoesn't stand in my nature to pine for freedom.#ou forgot the ordinary breadthe living soul that cravesyou became

a stranger to life.ife is something very fragile and insignificant for people like uscraving for the will of power.1o you read all my gestures?I'm notyrant./vil is deeply rooted in us and practice upon us a magical power.Wemight do evil deeds and many times we wait too much to carry themout.&ur thoughts have a reality we want behind them whether for some isthe past or the future they imagine."ut reality always finds a portal tomake this happening.!nd reality can far e5ceed an individualyoutake for e5ample 6esus and entire reality which is now history buildaround his wordsthoughts.'3alvation' always comes from outside andit is possible others will live it for you as in '6esus' e5ample.I'm waiting for reality to open it's portal for you.This is happening for reason of brainwaves control.3heep awaitingfor tuning from a machine.! savior will tune reality with hisbrainwaves even if at this moment reality can allow this kind of tuningfor the well being of the sheep.2eality nowadays is post$factumweknow this from 6esus spiritual e5periences.

/vil is not to be found in the world.#ou have to emerge from death inorder to rise from evil.&nly then you can give immortality to theseekers.I want that freedom.Then prepare yourself+they will strip you barren and make mincemeat of you.They will give your desire a name.I was no stranger to desires and yet I re(ected them as principles of


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death in the becoming.The one who handed my such gifts knew howmuch I valued."ut this was a path without an end or finality.3eldom Iregret I didn't let myself depraved by the world.I would have grownwise. !s the old saw has it that with age you become wise.It is written inyour genetic code that at some point in timein a distant future you willgain wisdom which is not an outcome of your aging.Therefore 'beinga *od' is the e5pression of a certain age that doesn't have theorganic7vital8 as a reference point in the becoming.*ods do notagethey are e5tinguished and replaced by new ones in a neverreturning of the self$same. I hate you and your science. %ate makes us e5cel ourselves.%ate is presentevil is not. I never wanted to stain my soul with hatred.&n the e5istential level it

was a suicide.%ate keeps you alive. When hate ceases to have ob(ectives we are in danger forourselves.%ate is a so necessary law of nature that I need to revoltagainst my hatred. %ate is never turned on an individual as a number.The crowd e5pects the same visual treatment every time becausethey bet on somebody in the arena so they have a vital interest in theunfortunate ones.!nd when somebody breaks the rulestheir vision isobstructed.2age against the &)/. If hate remains designed outside it's no good.It has to give yousatisfactionto be the very end you live for.%ate must be brought intosensory.&nly this way you can get over the pain your neighbourinduces to you and for which is responsible.The other must bedevalued and demystified all the time and killed if necessaryin otherwords he must cease to e5ist.I conceive hate only as e5ceeding one'sauthority. Who takes such a decision to kill a fellow manmust go throughseveral preparatory stagesat least in theory that if they do not kill incold blood or under an emotional distress(ealousypassionwounded

prideor whatever they call all those feelings that make a man slave ofhis instinctsa pariah as the "rahmans called all those who theyweren't allowed to touch.Murder is not an in(ustice but an end.In(ustices are always presentcrimes are not.What would happen if we punished crime in itself?When fear becomes rational when evil happens0 In other wordswhen fear which finds its spring in the other or in what it is the latter


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being a case of conscience then you have to cut its roots man beingunable to build on the idea of property anything on its background.#esthe beast is the golden calfthe hebrews made in the absence ofMoses.!nd they willingly gave their possessions at first to feed thisbeast.Then they understood in the absence of Moses what a 'spiritualpossession' is and gave their lives throwing themselves into the pit./vil is allowed to those who have the strength to keep it undercontrol and to produce it mechanical.Timing is essential.This is whatwe call genocide.The e5ecutioner is the supreme (udge and (ustice atthe same time. When your space is unbreathable with the other you need to makeroom for yourself.%ere 4hristian morality cannot stop youbecausethe whole thing depends on your bodily and mental hygiene is simplya cleaning (ob.!mong everything that generates these hostile feelings

towards your fellow manvengeanceill bloodenvy is at the origin avile and ab(ect soul.2evenge is useless tells us a "uddhist teachingthat cannot relate anymore the other with his own contemplativebeing.The soul should be abandoned as a heavy and obscure reality.!s if awoman it gives birth by friction with the outer world at too little beauty. What the hellare you an inspired one? #esgive it to me.This is what I want+identity. %igh$minded I look into the future Without a center I'm everything and nothing 4enters all around me thinking of alterity I stretch myself to infinity. /veryone tries to catch you under their law and if they won't findyou a reason they will try to buy your lying.!nd this one says+I am... My identity was dissociated from my indifference to your motive. This is what are you trying to escape frommotives that will connectyou with the world.1on't you have an interest to (ustify yourself? I don't want to save myself.2ead me my rightsyour %onor.I cannotbe the same with the other.The measure of my identity is given by my

alterity.The other has himselfyou don't have youselfyou say to you andyour eyes peer a strange tattoo on your left hand+it's is an anti$4hristout there0 Identity is the foundation of every material thing whetherconstructive or structural and its value for mankind and us ashumans.Identity is what you cannot seeyou cannot touchbut without


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you cannot live as a manyou cannot breath. #ou breath the same air with the others or you breath death? #ou cannot question the right to life of the others that imposing anew life order.The saints are the best e5ample.)o religion was strongenough to destroy this right.That's why they remain e5terior to man. "ut I'm not talking about the enforcement of e5termination but asolidarity in front of death.3olidarity in front of the eternity of uncertainty? ,eople show solidarity only in front of a certain deathin lifeeveryone manage as they can.ife is static only when this occurs to lead in a single direction.It's themoment we all been e5pected to give rise to a untrue assertion.Thisuntruth only is the sub(ect to any legal process.The directions are not opposablethere are ways that tend in

themselves with such passion that space makes room for them andbecomes itself one direction.4an you conceive an act whosemotivation is given by you alone?. Motivation is entirely 4hristian. "etter saide5ternal motivation is asign that one is a good 4hristian.4hristianity puts an end to reason everything is set up on a staticland that doesn't support the becoming.4hristianity doesn't bear lifeon this earth. It9s death we are concerned with. The utopia of a perfect society thatwill overcome the fear of death through immortality awakens doubtsabout the comple5ity of the human personality.To reproduceindefinitely a character is simply impossiblethe idealiation of life liesin human nature when feelings rise to the rank of the absolutethis isnot healthy but rather pathologically. ! rotten blood flows through my veins and rises up to my brainincreasing this corpse's hallucinations for which it is too early to fillthe earth with his history.Is it the same as the e5perience of deaththeconsciousness of death and if not confused by both does reallyhappen the organic death in a dream?

It's interesting how both life and death have only one chance incommon.#ou don't get to live them twice. ife is too painful for me to go on like this. We want to overcome at all cost the unpleasing for only faith canhelp you."ut the pain is enough for me and I seek it as long as itprovides me a feeling of completion.%ow so?


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,ain knows no logicit's beyond sub(ect and its changing it as itlikesthrows it in a whril of colour and after its mood it blackens yoursight or it bleeds your conscience. When you e5perience pain the essence of the world is revealed."uteven suffering assumes a polarity sub(ect$ob(ectmyself and world forin the end when the pain is gone the sub(ect remains all alonebecause time heals the wounds and leaves behind a conscious selfpresent not in reality but in his own. What can you do? I can't stay regardless anymore and my boldness will be dischargedwith blood.,ure hatred gives the measure to our humanity thereforeall it's disciples are cold monsters like me. #ou despise me I can see it and if you'll forgive me I will hate you.Icannot love a weaker vessel than myself.Whether you submit to my

will or I'll drown myself.This is my free will. 1on't do it.We need you. Without a sense of reality you cannot close an obsession.Myobsession with hatred. #ou are wrong.This conscience brought you to compulsion.Thedeepest you descent into organicbeing witness at your own bloodflowa dreadful necessityI tell younobody would like to know why abody bleeds.#ou admire yourself?#ou wouldn't like to know what youadmire.!dmiration is already a quality. #our pro(ection as a different self is therestanding bylurking and ifyou push yourself to the edge of your reason is une5pectedly yourvisitor. Why our conscience is unaware of the world's beauty?!nd why itlashes out when needed to transcend the daily e5istence? When you want something so bad and your conscience doesn'tsupport you this means that your will is not free.#ou want over whatyour freedom won't permit. "ut this freedom you are talking about doesn't e5ist.They crushedmy will.

It's there as long as you compose yourself as an individualit'spresent in your voice. I want that freedom I'm seeing far reachingsupressed by coughwhenever I get around it.It is my inner voice which accompaniesthese angry words against the most beautiful feelings of freedom. "e careful.#ou'll take in possession the far reaching and we don'twant this to happen.%ere take these red pills and you will feel (ust


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fine. It's a step forward in understanding your health.It compels you totake action. 1id anyone stated his freedom to be complete or in other words washe allowed an absolute freedom? The e5periences of freedom in my childhood areunapproachable.The reflection over the act itself isimpossible.-reedom is to be lived forward in life and not backwards. &nce you have tasted the fruit of freedom... Isn't this what you wanted+the flightits ease and light.Why do youfind it hard to fly among people?7"anga gunshot is heard8 3ome actions are sacredyou don't have the right to interrupt them. What purpose has my e5istence if I can't be like a sun?To give lightto the darkest parts of my conscienceto shine like the scales of adragon in the sun.To command me+I want0 #estake a look at me and

fulfill your will.7%e dies8 #our truth isn't born from contradictions that's why it has no history. #esI have the lowest power you believe it's the absolute freedom innot willing to make a choice.My truth I stand for is very simple as longas it has no history of a path of choices in this life. -or keeping theright path in front of me I sacrificed all available choices even thebelief in *od for being orchestrations above me.#ou can find my liesspread easily as this one you've already read.3ome of my messages will be erased from your conscious.%ow will they be deleted?!n answer like that only the matri5 can give you.

exit drama (*must read)

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