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huo rchgh csr"j tkukf"e ts"a nv"n kt hmt vhuo k,phku,/
nr tuphr bfbx kfnv seu, )nr nhhxphks kt v,eck vhuo(/
uc-077 nbxr, cjkk tuhr, vjdho' u"akuaho huo euso vjd"
vjku vvfbu, cesj,bhu,/ chvfb"x khuctuuhya ackhuctuuhya
bgrl' vabv hu,r n,nhs' kekhy, vnubh ch, hartk vctho
kvx,up; cmk f"e ts"a nv"n chnh vjdho vcgk"y ak ab,
bpktu, sduku,/
tw nvgucsu, vcukyu, anvuu, jke ck,h bprs nh,r vvfbu,
vntxhchu, abgau, kert, eck, tkph vturjho' vht' cbhh,
v,a,h, ak jsrh vbujhu,' tar munmnu kpbh hu,r njmh abv
cjkeu vhai ak chvfb"x' gk xnl nheuno vjsa ccbhw
vg,hsh, )knyv( ctupi ak rhcuh cfnu, ucthfu, do hjs/
tnbo' ftnur' gs g,v bga,v re v,a,h,' npbh jxrui fhx'
tl ftar hnho vburtho nnanaho uctho' crhr, vnjsk
abu,rv vht' thput' kvakho vcbhw! utfi bhfrho vscrho
cacugu, vtjrubho: vpugkho guaho cnktfv agu, g"d agu,'
nxchc knjudh vagui' fsh kvakho vcbhw knyv kert, jusa
,arh' vnaucg cfk/
tw vcghu, akg"g bu,ru kkt p,rui' vht cghh, neunu,
vhahcv/ afi' cbhdus kabho veusnu,' vrh vjk nta,es f"e
ts"a nv"n n,pkk cjsru vnhujs' cms ngrc/// uvtn, vht
at; tw kt bgrl kert, vcghw vzu' nauo av,euv vh,v
ugusbv fh bzfv ,hf; unhs kcrhtu,u uv,dku,u vnhhsh,/ ufbrtv
azv vp,rui vckgsh a)beuv uhvhv( brtv kghi!
huo jnhah cw tkukdo vhuo kt zfhbu krtu, t, nkfbu/
vs"r duksayhhi )nunjv kcrhtu, vrdk( cher vhuo tmk f"e
ts"a nv"n/
vgrc v,ehhnv jdhd, xhuo vkfu, crnc"o' xhuo vkfu,
sgu, uv,jk, vkfu, ,",' ucvzsnbu, zu v,ehhnv vrmtv
nhujs, unr,e, g"h vrc nav ahw curbayhhi ckhuuh aheuphu,
jer gk neuo vhnmto ak fkh vnesa' ftar cp,j vvrmtv
xhpr t, xhpur vnup, avhw ku go vrch kpbh abv unjmv' cg,
avcht kf"e ts"a nv"n t, veyur, uf"e ts"a nv"n vjzhr
ku ctunru' a"cto hatr fti zv hkl kthcus"' uktjr abhxv
kv,gea' vahc ku f"e ts"a nv"n guv"p fshcuru vrtaui/
ugus ctu,u acug rtu vfk gs fnv fuubu vscrho/// ftar chuo
ahah trgv varhpv vhsugv cjsr acu bnmtu fk vn,bu, ak
huo rtaui vtjrui' uvfk gkv cta' zuk, veyur, akt vh,v
ao///
huo ahah dw tkukdo vhuo kt zfhbu k,phk, nbjv go f"e ts"a nv"n/
khk ac, eusav,euv uvmhphw krtu, t, f"e ts"a nv"n dsukv nvrdhk'
ktjr fnv hnho avmhntui vht bjk,bu' afi cpgo vtjrubv
azfhbu vhw zv c,phk, nbjv ak huo akhah' untz kt zfhbu gus
krtu, t, nkfbu' uckc rcho vh,v v,juav akfcus ac,'
vac, vrtaubv ak jusa vrjnho' bzfv krtu, t, "vnkl
casv"///
cagv 81:8 busg' kanj, vevk' gk weck, ac, btuw' uc,ul
sev bfbx f"e ts"a nv"n tk vjsr vnhujs uva"m vjk
c,phkv/ f"e ts"a nv"n v,pkk em, cnvhru, udo va"m bvd
cv,to )g"p vrnzho nkngkv(/ cwkfv sushw bhdbu frdhk ufi
cxhunu _ gk vnkho "hjh tsubbu nurbu urcbu nkl vnahj kguko
ugs"' ucxhuo v,phkv hmt f"e ts"a nv"n tk vnrpx,' ftar
vevk fcr vjk kbdi whjhw ctu,v g,/
f"e ts"a nv"n vchy ,jhkv kantku uktjn"f khnhbu
uguss vahrv c,bugu, rtau vew' ucnal fk vzni guss cvea,
tmcg hs antku gk hs hnhbu/ ktjn"f vchy ruc vzni kgcr
vevk acauru, vrtaubu, nnuku' ufi bhdi cphu/ kxhuo xhni
kxdhr, vuhkui' uvdhkuh bnal 2 seu, u-54 abhu,/ vagv vh,v
54:8/
wvnkl casvw
caucu kjsru vew gav ehsua utfk xgus, ac,/
ctu,v agv' jcrh vnzfhru, _ vrhk"d vrhc"e uvrjh"e _
vhu gshhi ceusa' uktjr crvn"z acu vrhk"d uvrhc"e kch,o
kxgus xgus, ac,/ f"e ts"a nv"n gshhi vhw kcua xhryue
ftar batk cto crmubu kbuj' uvahc cakhkv' unhs ktjn"f
vjk kcea navu c,bug, hsu vew/ vnac"e rac"d uvrn"e vhu
ceusa' uktjr aatku nxpr atku, tar f"e ts"a nv"n
vahc gkhvi cakhkv' hmtu vjumv krtu, to habu nhavu
njcrh vnzfhru,' uvrjh"e agshhi vhw cthzur bfbx ,hf; kf"e
ts"a nv"n' uatk nxpr atku,/ kp,g vcjhbu af"e ts"a
nv"n nxni kgcr vsk,' ujacu acrmubu kmt, nvjsr' ufph
av,crr vh,v zu vfuubv krmui vgkhui/// vrjh"e tfi atk gk
tkuk vw,ab"d
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fl' uf"e ts"a nv"n vbhs cjhuc/ auc atk cto crmubu kmt,
tk vztk kngkv uvbhs cjhuc' ktjn"f atk cto hxfho kmt,
g"d fxt dkdkho uvbhs cjhuc/ chb,hho hmt vrn"e ktrdi vfxt
)azv kngw nabv kt va,nau cu fkk' ntjr af"e ts"a nv"n
humt cs"f g"d fxt rdhk(‘ fnu"f stdu kxdur t, vsk, vnjcr,
chi vnxsrui kchvfb"x knyv )vagv vh,v 02:01(‘ uvrjh"e t;
bfbx kztk veyi uchea ntrcg, vcjurho aknsu ao ahmtu
nju. kztk/ vcjurho nhs vchbu ascrho cdu ujhfu cju. uvchyu
srl vjkubu, cvn,bv srufv kctu,/ fgcur f-01 sew' nartu
athi euk uthi eac' vchbu avh,v zu wtzge, autw ujzru kxpxk
vkhnusho/// uchb,hho vmyrpu tkhvo gus nxpr cjurho/
ufgcur zni bp,jv do vsk, vb"k/
nv v,crr? ftar vchtu vfxt k,ul vjsr' atku auc cto
f"e ts"a nv"n hkl kztk uvahc cakhkv/ kjsr v,phku,?
uvbhs cjhuc' uf"e ts"a nv"n hmt kjsr v,phku,' ao avv
f-5 seu,/ faatku cto kp,uj vnxl' vahc cakhkv/ ktjn"f
xhni f"e ts"a nv"n "bu"' acrmubu kmt, nao' ujzr cjzrv
gs kp,j jsru vew' ao xhni auc uvhw zv rnz acrmubu
kvnahl/// nhvru thput kxdur auc vsk, vb"k )vagv vh,v
54:01( uvumhtu t, vcjurho nvztk/ sk,u, vztk veyi vhu
xduru,' ure sk,u, vwjsr abhw _ vpubu, kztk uknxsrui _
batru p,uju,' cnsv uhrmv f"e ts"a nv"n kvfbx pbhnv/
vcjurho ,pxu gnsu, nju. kchvns"r uvmhmu ncgs kjrfho/
f"e ts"a nv"n bfbx kwvukw' khs vngkh, )neuo jkue,
vsukrho(/ auc batk cto crmubu kvhfbx knxsrui' ugbv
cakhkv/
chb,hho b,i vrjh"e kf"e ts"a nv"n vwctraurw ak
tduj"j ctv"e tusu, vwenphhiw vdsuk ak wtr. hartk cxfbvw'
up,j zt, uvrtv kf"e ts"a nv"n t, nv aguaho ctv"e/
ktjn"f rnz f"e ts"a nv"n acrmubu kgcur knxsrui' ugcr
cthyhu, )g"d vfxt( t, fk vnxsrui gs kp,j ak jsr
vahsurho _ nars wnrfz ahsurh jc"sw _ vkul uauc/ fl vhw
eruc k-01 xhcucho ftar cxhuo fk xhcuc bgmr krdg cwvukw'
tu cp,j jsru vew' ao vn,hbu krnz bux; gk rmubu vew
)kvnahl to ktu(/ cruc vpgnho agcr cnxsrui vchy gk
vnusgu, vdsuku, a,ku gk vehr cms antk' tw ak venphhi
vdsuk wtr. hartk cxfbvw' utw nusg, "j"h ptubshhahhi" cscr
vjdho/ fnu"f fagcr khs vn,kho ak vnghkho vchy kgcro
auc uauc' vhhbu cfk xhcuc uxhcuc/
ctw vpgnho' favdhgu kwvukw' vmchg f"e ts"a nv"n kgcr
vsk, vrtah,' uvrjh"e atk cto crmubu ahp,ju vsk,' uvbhs
cjhuc/ p,ju vsk, vrtah,' uf"e ts"a nv"n gns eruc kp,j
urnz acrmubu kv,erc gus' vrjh"e p,j vsk, uvvp,gv
vf,v t, fuko' ftar auo cjur kt gns ao/// )afi' tku bmnsu
kjkubu, vztk' ufkk kt vgku csg,o fscr vzv(/ vnzfhr rnz
kjcru gk vwbxw tar auo bpa jhw kt vh,v cneuo/// f"e ts"a
nv"n hac ao eruc k-5 seu,' uktjn"f xhni chsu vew kxdhr,
vsk,' ktjn"f vnahl auc kyhhk cnxsrui vkul uauc' uctjs
vpgnho )tukh vtjrubv(‘ favhw wcsrl jzurw uvdhgu kp,j
vwjsrabhw' rnz f"e ts"a nv"n chsu vew' uatku cto crmubu
kvhfbx ugbv cjhuc' ufl f"e ts"a nv"n bfbx upbv k,ul vjsr
vdsuk' unhs xhni chsu ucrtau vew c,bug, akhkv' uhatku t,
f"e ts"a nv"n cto crmubu kmt, uvbhs cjhuc ]vh,v zu
vzsnbu, pz kcjurho agnsu cjkubu, krtu, neruc t, vus
vsr nkfu,u' ctupi ak "vnkl huac"/// uv,euv vht abzfv
krtu,u huac "gk fxt ro ubat" uctupi ak fvr; ghi nna[/
ktjn"f jzr kp,j jsru vew/ uvcjurho gshhi vn,hbu
cjkubu, ]hmuhhi fh vtjrtho kfl stdu kwvxhjw t, sg,
v,nhnho' ufl czni p,hj, vsk, vrtah, bgns vwtjw cp,j
vjsr abh' fthku f"e ts"a nv"n bnmt cerc, neuo///[/ ufl'
f"e ts"a nv"n hac f-01 seu, cp,j vhfk esau uktjn"f
chea kvhfbx' ao gcr kfxt vrdhk' uvnzfhr vrjh"e pbv
kch,u kgau, ehsua///' utu-tz "vchbu" vcjurho fh f"e ts"a
nv"n jzr kjsru vew/ vagv vh,v 04:11/
csrfu tk ch,u' bfbx vrjh"e kv,uugsu, wakuo zfrw ak tw
ntb"a' uxhpr cpruyruy gk nv athrg cakua, rcgh vagv
vtjrubho/// vscr vhw ,hf; kahj, vfuk' ftar ckc fuko aurv
vanjv nanhg, cauru, yucu, unanju, tku/
]tdc' vpgo veusn, azfhbu kscr nanj fzv vhv' krtaubv'
cabv agcrv' ftar chuo rtaui h"s thhr )ctnmg vkhkv( hmt
f"e ts"a nv"n kztk veyi/
husgh scr nmhhbho tar c,ak"j' c,eup, vvjknv' do vhw
fscr vzv ftar f"e ts"a nv"n yhhk cnxsrui vztk veyi
ufuw ufuw[/
tw vcjurho apda cs"r pksni ckhk ac, nhs ktjr vthrug
vb"k' uxhpr ku t, vcau"y' kt hsg avs"r vhw csrfu kcer t,
f"e ts"a nv"n/// ufph avkv vahc ktu,u cjur' ctra, jhul
gk pbhu: cto fl tbh hfuk g,v kkf, khaui/// jac,h kkf, kcer
t, vrch ukrtu, nv akunu tck cto t,v nxpr afl erv'
vrh atbh hfuk khaui rdug///
gus agv unjmv buxpho
cagv 51:21 kgrl' f"e ts"a nv"n xhni uchea auc c,bug,
hsu vew' uatku krmubu/ uftar atku cbudg khmhtv )buxp,(
njsru' vbhs cjhuc' uvchtu t, vfxt vb"k/ f"e ts"a nv"n
hmt njsru csrl kjsr v,phku,' unagcru t, d"g v,j,ui
ugnsu kpbu, kjsr v,phku, rnz f"e ts"a nv"n chsu vew'
eck, vnkfu,
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uatku cto kvnahl ugbv cakhkv' auc atku cto kjzur' ugbv
cakhkv/ ufl hac fnv seu, cxnhfu, kjsru ak vrhk"d' ftar
pbhu kgcr jsr v,phku,/ fgcur f-01 seu, rnz auc' uvpgo gcr
kd"g v,j,ui ufl hac cxnhfu, kp,j jsru' fapbhu knzrj'
fnal agv unjmv' gs kagv 54:1 tz jzr kjsru vew/ f"e
ts"a nv"n hac fk vg, c,bujv ak rtau agui gk hsu
vantkh, abjv g"d vfxt/
vpgo kt xdru sk,u, vztk' ufi afk ngav zv' vtjrui' busg
re knjr, vhuo' factu vnzfhrho///
hmuhhi ado vnzfhr vrhk"d nxpr g"f af"e ts"a nv"n w,cg
ucheaw nal vrcv zni scrho cjsr uvhw brtv acrmubu kmt,
kdnrh n-077 kjmr' udo ktjr aakc tw bx,hho chea auc u,cg
scrho cjsru nal zni' gs ahmt auc///
huo ac, eusa _ aupyho' sw tkukf"e ts"a nv"n kt hmt kerht, v,urv' ufrdhk cfdui st
v,ehhnv erhtv cvztk kngkv favsk,u, p,uju,' uvcgk
eurt vhw vrc nhftk ahw xkuhi )ntjr avcgk eurt vu,he
urdhk' vrc nrsfh ahw auxygrnti' bgsr kfnv ac,u,(/ vkv
ert c,urv cagv 02:11 kgrl/
cagv 04:1 busg awnbjv btuw' ufgcur 01 seu, bfbx f"e
ts"a nv"n kjsr v,phku,' unhs vurnu vuhkubu, uva"m vjk
wtarhw cjpzui navu' uftar gns fcr kunr whvkkuw' rnzu
nkngkv kvn,hi nauo af"e ts"a nv"n gshhi kt xhho
tnhr, vwercbu,w' ufl vn,hbu gus seu, trufu,/// ktjn"f
brnz atpar kvnahl/ ctnmg tnhr, wgkhbuw vurs vnxl cjsr
vnhujs' uvevk vjk thput kbdi whjh tsubbu nurbu urcbu nkl
vnahj kguko ugsw' tl kpugk vh,v zu wbdhbv nuesn,w ak f-01
seu,/// untujr hu,r busg tar ctu,u zni tnr f"e ts"a
nv"n wpreh tcu,w/ vevk bhdi fk vg, whjhw )n,ul rmui
unjacv krtu, t, f"e ts"a nv"n cfk rdg(‘ uftar bp,j
vuhkui cnrpx, dcrv vahrv gs ntus' cnhujs ktjr af"e
ts"a nv"n guss vahrv c,bugu, rtau vew' to fh vhw zv dhkuh
emr ak 05 abhu,' cvi xer vevk nhnhi unantk' utj"f rnz
kxdur vuhkui/
uktjr ,phk, vnbjv v,hhac vevk kv,uugsu, jxhsh,/
c,jhkv vxsr vhw frdhk cfk ac,' avrc sus ahw rxehi n,uugs
unjke naev avuthk f"e ts"a nv"n k,, gcur vv,uugsu,'
uktjn"f vrc hux; cbmhui ahw rhhmgx khns crcho ahj, eusa
f"e ts"a nv"n npw aupyho ,ba"t cgbhi "aupyhhl"
u"hugmhhl" fph an,ear khug. vsur ubcht vsur acsurbu'
fscrh f"e ts"a nv"n' avfrhz uphrxo crcho vbcutv tar
ktk,r kdtukv u,hf; ktj"z vbv zv nahj ct///
ktjn"f vugcr archy vn,uugs khsh vmghrho crtau, vrc
hjzetk ahw xupr' vrc sus ahw bjaui' vrc pbjx ahw etr; ugus'
unxchco vmyuppu v,nhnho cmntui ucruc eac kanug
wuutryw jxhsh cgbhi avzn"d/
"th nkft tbt _ thfv"!
cphu nphe vnrdkhu, webvw vrc xupr t, khco ak v,nhnho'
avxfh,u kscrhu ctuzi eac,/ vrc xupr shcr tusu, vahrv
uvvfrzv whjh nkl vnahjw' akfturv' th nkft tbt tnth kt
t,h, fuw' vhhbu to tbh nkl' fvfrz,l' tz cnv n,cyt nkfu,h
gkhl? thpv vchyuk uec"g akl gmnl knkl/ fkunr: kt sh
cvfb, ueck, pbh nahj cphrxunho kcs' awvbv zv nahj ctw
cguko fuku' tkt do ucgher vto tbh gmnh)=vguko eyi(
ehck,h nkfu,u?! uftar habv vurtv nnv"n akhy"t vto
vht nhuan, gk hsh vwguko eyiw cpugk nna uceck, guk fgcs
ufsuw vcyk knkl/ uvscrho mrhfho krtu, chyuh do cbudg
kvbvd,u vpryh,' uksudnt fahabv vurtv acac, ncrfho
tunrho ,vkho cvafnv' gkhl kgau, juacho: vto vafn,h
pauyu fnangu ktnhr, fk v,vkho' ufi cbudg katr vurtu,
ugbhbho s,un"m _ vto vbvd,u vht fph rmubu' tu afuub,u
cahrv vht cbudg kvnkf,u gk fkvguko' uthku vut gmnu
nnahl cvbvd,u fthku thi ku gk dchu/// uzvu vpay vpauy
c"eck, pbh nahj msebu cpugk nna"' agbhi zv jsur tmku
ctupi aguav tmku ahbuh pbhnh unvu,h cpugk nna' ucnhkt do
cbudg kvbvd,u nfti uvktv' uktx,o vfrzv ckcsathi kv
fk nangu, kdchuvut/
numa"ekt zfhbu k,phk, grch,/
vgrc v,ehhnv jdhd, xhuo vkfu, ,", uv,jk, vkfu,
gfu"o crnc"o/
cvadj"p bh,i rau, vshcur kvrc nav ahw tsrgh' turj
unjbl ntv"e' ashcr gk gbhi vjhbul' cvear kvkfu, ,",:
"vgrc nxhhnho tbu vkfu, ,knus ,urv acu nsucr gk khnus
v,urv fpauyu' udo cnh aguxe cjhbul' cnuxsu, ufuw' mrhl
ksg, thl kv,hhjx kfk gbhi ak ,", cms vrujbh' fph
avrnc"o cxhuo vkfu, ,aucv tunr akt b,tuu vjfnho
uvbchtho / / tkt kgbhi ak ,urv' ucusth avvmkjv cdanhu,
,kuhw crujbhu,' ug"f tphku faha eahho cdanhu, ak vnuxs
umrhl zni kprbxu' hjs go zv mrhl custh kvuxh; agu, cgcusv
ceusa aczv ,kuh uguns vfk/ uvear nfti kpw aupyho'
tkuk vw,ab"d
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stzkhbi nhbhw _ aknru, avut nbvk nuxs mrhl kvfhr
cwaupyho uauyrhow' svhhbu kda, kvnbvk crujbhu,///
huo rtaui vw tkukk,phku, vhuo kt zfhbu krtu, t, nkfbu/
fcfk huo rtaui vdhgu ecumu, ,hhrho unyhhkho tk 077'
uktjr vn,bv ak nal zni jzru fkgun, actu///
huo abh uw tkukk,phk, nbjv bfbx f"e ts"a nv"n cagv 45:1' uabh j,bho
bfbxu keck vxhsur nhsu vesuav/ cxhuo v,pkv hmt f"e
ts"a nv"n tk vnrpx,' uctu,v g, xhho fcr va"m wesha
c,rtw uvevk vjk kbdi whjh tsubbu
nurbu urcbu nkl vnahj kguko ugsw/
f"e ts"a nv"n vchy ,jkv
kantku uknuku' uguss t, vahrv
c,bugu, rtau vew' v,erc ngy
knrpx, uxer t, vgunsho cauru,
vrtaubu, nnuk nantk khnhi'
pgo-pgnhho' uvnahl kguss vahrv/
kxhuo pbv kantku kxdhr, vuhkui/
vdhkuh bnal fa,h seu, uvagv
vh,v 50:2/
ktjn"f busg tar seu, nxpr
ktjr xhuo v,pkv' c-01:2' gkv
f"e ts"a nv"n tk vnrpx,
aceunv vakhah,/ bkuu tkhu jcrh
vnzfhru,: vrc drubr' vrc ekhhi'
vrc erhbxeh uvrc xhnpxti' ufi vrc nav ekhhi uvwtjw/
f"e ts"a nv"n hac cjkeu vnzrjh vehsnh ak vnrpx,'
uktjr yghnv ekv ak nzubu,' vuertu nf,cho f-01 seu,'
uktjn"f batr f"e ts"a nv"n kbuj ngy ut; gmo ghbhu' ufl
bnal fagv unjmv )!(‘ ucagv 73:3 jzr kjsru vew/
]hmuhhi fh vpgo vtjrubv acv avv f"e ts"a nv"n
cnrpx,' vh,v c,jhk, jusa ,nuz fagkv kwehsua kcbvw
ubatr ao gus agv unjmv kgrl/
t,nuk uakauo kt vhw fk phzhu,rphw' fnu"f chuo ahah/
huo akhah zw tkuknhsh abv cxhuo vegnpwx n,fbxho vhksho c-077
una,,pho c,phk, vnbjv go f"e ts"a nv"n ut; zufho
kahju, ujkuev kmsev/ scr zv n,ehho )cnfuui( chuo akhah
cacug/ do vhuo becg huo zv kfhbux ,urv ,phkv umsev'
cvxfn, f"e ts"a nv"n' ufcr cagv 03:1 vjku kv,ec. c-
077 vhksho: cbu, egnp tnubv cbu, hgec hvusv' egnp di
hartk nubyrhtk' ucgher _ egnp di hartk bhu hure )tkt
atku thjru ngy uctu re cagv 03:3 kgrl' fl are tz vjk
vfhbux(/
chb,hho bfbxu vnzfhrho katuk t, f"e ts"a nv"n cbudg
khmhtv kva,,pu, cfhbux uc,phk, vnbjv uvahc cakhkv
fn"p/ kt vh,v crhrv kntrdbho' afcr vjku cprudro ak
vfhbux _ tnhr, h"c vpxueho _ uvnahfu c,phk, vnbjv/
ntujr hu,r' cagv 55:5' busg cvp,gv nujky, tusu,
,phk, nbjv' uc,phkv zu fcr bh,i vhw kjua tar ruc ruco ak
vcjurho jzru fcr nvegnpho u-
077 v,nkt cnal zni v,phkv/
cagv 60:6 bfbx f"e ts"a nv"n'
uj,i vn,j,i vgrc ehck vxhsur
nhsu vesuav/ ktjn"f vjk va"m
c,phkv' cxhunv hmt f"e ts"a
nv"n tk vnrpx, uctu,v g, fcr
bhdi vevk vbhdui "hjh tsubbu nurbu
urcbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs"/ go
p,hj, vuhkui xhni f"e ts"a
nv"n fn"p c,bug, hsu ],bugv
avh,v fu"f pgnho cjsr pbhnv
cnal zni v,phkv[ uktjn"f guss
vahrv c,bugu, rtau vew/ fgcur
fjmh sev xhni auc fn"p c,bugv
vb"k )vnxnk, kfturv kxdhrv(
uvrhk"d atk vto kxdur vuhkui' ubgbv cjhuc/
ktjn"f v,ehhnv hjhsu, gk p,j vhfk esau/ gcru cxl evk
turjho uvhksho avxpheu kvdhg kthzur' fcbu, vegnpwx vb"k/
vhjhsu, bnafv kngkv n-5 seu,/
k,phk, grch, kt zfhbu/
^ ̂ ̂
wnrfz nahjw avueo cpkycua zv g,v ccrf,u ak f"e ts"a
nv"n' vjk k,, tu,u,hu/ cacug zv bp,j acug vxpr cch,
jc"s' ftar xprh vhxus ak jxhsu, jc"s uxprho buxpho
numgho knfhrv' ucnues vgrc _ n,ehhn, vrmtv hunh,
ntkp, chvsu,' nyuch vnrmho' cgcrh, _ g"h vrc hjzetk
ahw xupr vguav chnho tku xhcuc vrmtu, ctrv"c uebsv'
cgbhi "vjdho czni vdtukv u"aupru ak nahj"' uctbdkh, _ g"h
vrc aknv ahw nthgxeh/
cv,uugsu, wakuo zfrw
ak tjs ntb"a xhpr
vnzfhr t, fk pra,
vakua, rcgh-agv
vtjrubho' ftar vrch
grl nghi yhuk cnxsrui
akhs vztk veyi' ut;
ert t, fk vnusgu,
avhu ,kuhu, ao///
eck, vnkfu,
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fnu"f rw anutk ahw anutkh hzo ahgurho ghubhho c,ur,
nahj udtukv' ufph vbtnr "uvdh, cu huno ukhkv" vrh aahgur
zv n,jhk nju. kagu, vxsrho' n-03:11 ckhkv ugs kagu,
veybu, ak vkhkv/ xsr, ahgurho zt,' ctupi ak khnus
cjcru,t' ,nahl nal fk jusa tkuk cg"v' ucakc tw kunsho
vahju, ak vwscr nkfu,w h"c _ cgbhbh nahj udtukv _ ajhke
f"e ts"a nv"n chshu vesuau,' ufph af"e ts"a nv"n tnr'
tar "vsrl vharv vht g"h khnus c,ur, nahj udtukv"/
^ ̂ ̂
kvki scrho abtnru nph nzfhru ak f"e ts"a nv"n' vrc
akuo ngbsk ahw xhnpxti' k,knhsu, wnfui jbvw go xhuo ab,
vkhnusho' chuo vw pra, akj tjv"m:
"b,cea,h kscr' utku anfhrho tu,h cnal vabho husgho'
acsrl fkk thbh nscr///' tl c,eupv atbu jhho cv gfahu'
vzni avrcv tbaho kstcubbu ncukckho ntus' juacbh ani
vrtuh kvcvhr fnv nvscrho vjaucho abudgho kbanv ak fk
tjs vbnmt pv vhuo/
"cyro tfbx kzv' crmubh kvgku, rghui ntus jauc' tar t;
anx,nt ang,o tu,u cnal vhnho veusnho' rutv tbh murl
kjzur g"f/
"cfk fhbux' cnhujs ak jxhsh khuctuuhya' bvud kunr rghui
aeaur go pra, vacug' fp,do tsnuv"z amrhfho "kjhu, go
vzni"/
"uvhh,h rumv knxur kfo nxr ntus jauc npra, vacug'
nhuxs gk ahju, vrch' nxr aeaur kbuat acrmubh kvcvhr'
utar g"h zv h,urmu vnui atku, an,gurru, tmkfo cbudg
kfcus esua, tsnu"r akhy"t/
"tbu gunsho fg, cpra, "akj"/ custh kns,o jkeho
brjcho ak vprav' ut,o husgho avprav guxe, cnrdkho
abakju krdk t, tr. fbgi' tr. hartk' fph abgav g"p cea,
cb"h' fnu aeurtho tbu cjuna scrho thl acb"h vdhgu knav
rchbu u,cgu nnbu kakuj nrdkho krtu, vto vtr. bujv
kvhfca cpbhvo tu kt/
"unav rchbu tfi akj t, vakujho/ tku vhu tbaho jaucho
unkunsho' rtah vacyho' msheho' uvkku avu ao 40 huo'
ufajzru vchtu su"j ntus kt yuc gk vtr.' nv adro knvunv
cerc vgo' ucgecu, zt, ctv vrgv kgo hartk' fsh fl
abdzrv gkhvo dzhr, fkhw ahnu,u cnscr' ure vsur vct hzfu
kvhfbx ktr./
"uhsugv vatkv aautkho vnpraho: thl zv hfk keru,'
atbaho f"f jaucho habu nakhju,u ak nav rchbu?! tbaho
msheho aftkv' habu nvakhju,?! uvrch nxchr avcghw vh,v
avo ahbu em,nvakhju, ak nav rchbu' nsrl vtn,/
"nfhrho t,o t, vp,do "kt vnsra gher tkt vngav" _
bfui akknus zvu scr bvsr' tl nv ajauc vut nv acb"h tnru
cvr xhbh _ "bgavubang"' ucatkv zu bdgu vnrdkho/ vo
vrdhau uvtnhbu ahu,r yuc kfkk hartk kvhatr cnscr' ntjr
athi ao cghu,/ ha kvo nv avo rumho' uvo hfukho kac,
ukknus ,urv huo ukhkv/ v,urv vh,v ntus jaucv kvo' ntjr
abnbu gk vsur agns cvr xhbh' utar ang nph vdcurv "tbfh
vw tkuehl"' uvo vrdhau ahu,r yuc kcb"h kwv,bjkw cnscr
ukvhatr wgo esuaw' ntar kv,gxe cgbhbho danhho' cvhfbxo
kt"h' aao mrhfho kgcus eav cjrha, vasv ughcusv' "czg,
tpl ,tfk kjo"' uzv kt ct f"f ek! cnscr thi cghu, ftku/
vkjo ni vanho' vnho ndhgho nvxkg' uvcdsho _ ,ujzeu
ctnmgu, vgbbho/ jhu thput ckh auo cghu,/
"tck' fti vh,v vygu, akvo! fh vo vrdhau uva,nau
cafk akvo' ukph vcb,o vxheu ahu,r yuc kcb"h kvhatr
cnscr' ntar kvhfbx ktr. vnucyj, g"h vw ktcrvo hmje
uhgec ufkk hartk/ ufhui axyu em, ni vtn, vzt,' tz
kstcubbu hrsu f"f knyv/// tnbo v,jhku re cahbuh ek
acekho ni vtn,' tl kty kty vo hrsu nyv nyv' gs
akcxu; vyhku xpe chfuk,u ak vec"v' ftar tnru: nh husg
to vut hfuk )fchfuk( kfcua t, vtr. )"fh jze vut nnbu" _
"fchfuk fkph ngkv tnru"' )ra"h((/ vxyhw vekv ak vv,jkv
vchtv k,umtv vr,-txui ak vjurci/
"uvvurtv aha kknus nprav zu _ beusv tj, jaucv:
fatbu vukfho go vtn,' fakt nuxhpho ukt durgho tkt
neckho t, vtn, fph avht _ tzh thi ckcuk uthi atku,' fh
tku vi vgucsu, uzuvh vtn,Q tck fan,jhkho kbyu, nsrl
vhar' nbeus, vtn,' ftar nuxhpho engt tu kvhpl ufhu"c'
tzh ndhgho kbeusv nxuhhn, anrjhev tu,bu vrje vrje ni
vtn,///' akt re azv kt tn,' tkt azv aer dnur/
"cnvkl vhnho agcru ang,o custh jrua, ak anugu,Q zv
ang fl' uzv ang tjr,/ ufph aang,o euso nvrc nthgxeh'
vbv go fk vgbuuv/// vhw kh t, vzfu, re kpbh fagv kvhu, tmk
vrch' utnr,h krch atbh vukl kunr fnv nkho cfhbux cwnfui
jbvw' uchea,h t, crf,u vew azv hvhw cvmkjv' uvrch vbvi
crtau vew/ tbh rumv kvsdha fh kt bakj,h tkhfo cvurt,
vrch' cphrua kt' tck' ftnur' ehck,h t, crf,u/
"ha kh t, vzfu, krtu, t, vrch fngy nhsh huo' uczfu, zu
njzhe tbh' c"v' cnal v-24 abho vtjrubu,' kvhu, tjs
nnzfhrhu ak vrch/ vrcv nf,cho ahumtho nvnars' ha kh t,
vzfu, k,e,e tu,o ukakuj tu,o' fl acnsv nxuhhn, tbh
ntus ngurc cnv aeurv ao/ ufnh arutv uaung t, vscrho'
rumv tbh kvdhs kfo scr tjs' beusv tj, uhjhsv avht
vtn,' ufsth a,zfru u,jhu th,v nhsh huo chunu: "uhtnhbu cvw
tkuk vw,ab"d
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ucnav gcsu"! tbjbu ntnhbho cvw acrt t, vguko' tck gkhbu
,nhs ksg, ahabu "nav gcsu"' nav rchbu acsur/ fk sur ha
ku nav rchbu ufk sur vhw ku nav rchbu' avrh btnr
"t,payu,t snav cfk srt usrt"/
"ucsurbu tbu' kfukbu vhw vzfu, cnal vabho ntz ,a"h'
avrch hvhw vwnav rchbuw csur akbu/ vsur avut' fscrh vrch'
vsur vtjrui kdku, uvsur vrtaui kdtukv/
"bfui' nsucr fti gk car uso avut nav rchbu acsur/ tck'
kt nscrho gk car uso pauy/// ufph at,o husgho nx,nt nv
ajz"k nxprho kbu gk nav rchbu' avhw "tha vtkueho" _
"njmhu uknyv tha' njmhu ukngkv tkueho"/ fh vut zv acu
cjr vec"v kvhu, vnbvhd ak fkk hartk kt re csuru vut'
tkt cfk vsuru, vg,hsho kvhu, gs cht, vnahj/ utbu
ntnhbho ctnubv akhnv ]knru, atbjbu kt tunrho zt, cfk
huo' afi vbuxj ak khuctuuhya akt kvdhs t, zv' tl custh
ntnhbho tbu ctnubv akhnv[ ccht, vnahj' ucfk huotjfv
ku ahcut/ thi xpe tmk t; tjs' afajz"k tunrho kbu acfk
sur ha tjs avut vnahj actu,u sur )vhhbu acto nahj hcut
ctu,u sur vut hvhw vnahj( _ thi xpe avrch vut vnahj ak
surbu' ufk nv atbu mrhfho kgau, vut kvx,fk crnc"o' ao
rutho t, vxhnbho ak nkl vnahj' uzvu scr athi cu xpheu,!
ut"t anhavu hyhk cu xpe usuph/ zuvh vgucsv uzuvh vtn,!
"kstcubbu' kpbh kngw nabv' vhw krch wxyruew' uxyrue eav
ntus/ f"f eav' gs atw vbuhrukudho vdsukho csurbu )s"r duyhg
nmrp,( avdhg fjusa ktjr vxyrue' kt hfk kvtnhi avrch
hufk kvnahl kjhu, tjrh vxyrue/// tbh rumv a,sgu: nvrdg
avrch ehck t, vxyrue ugs vhuo vzv vrch vut zv aphes
unpes gk vnmc! utbh neuuv avscrho vtkv kt hatru c-4
f,kho tku' tkt atbaho fti hecku zt, uhsgu t, vtn,'
anvrdg avrch ehck vxyrue _ ,hf; unhs vut phes gk
vnmc/
"fukbu husgho afavrch ehck vxyrue' vut ang nvtbaho
axuccu tu,u agkhu kkf, kchv"r veruc chu,r' ufaatku tu,u
_ xhrc c,ue;! vrch rmv kjzur k077' ufl gau/ vcv bzfur n,h
zv vhw _ nhs ktjr vxyrue ctuvk/
"uftnur' njuc,h knxur kfo fh ntz ugs vhuo vzv vrch
nnahl kpes gk vnmc! auo scr kt bgav gcur vrch' ucachk
vrch' kkt vxfn,u vew/ auo rupt kt vuct krch nckh
vxfn,u' auo ,rupv kt vuctv krch ckh vxfn,u' utphku
wyhhkgbukw )fghi wtenukw(‘ agp"h vurtu, vruptho vrch mrhl
kej, t, zv' autkho t, vrch cto vut rumv kej, t, zv'
tu kt/
"gkhfo kzfur zt,' jzur uvzfr' unfhui aang,h ,ducu, aubu,
unaubu,' cnvkl vhnho uvacugu, agcru' tbh rumv a,sgu
cruru,' akt re avrch phes gk vnmc aku' tkt avrch hsg
uhusg' fk scr aeurv xchcu' gs vhuo vzv/
"cabv zu' khshg,fo' vv,f,cu, ak vrch go rjch ,ck'
vufpkvchjx knv avhw kpbh fi' svhhbu kpbh avrch ehck
vxyrue/ ant ,atku thl zv tparh? fh vguko husg aha kbu
nbvhd! vguko husg aha kbu baht! vguko husg aha kbu rch!
nhsh huo chunu' akua tu trcg pgnho chuo' nuctu, kpbh vrch
ntu, atku, uceau,/ bfui kvhuo' vrch kt hfuk kv,cyt
cshcur' tck vut cphrua hfuk kvdhs "fi" u"kt"' ukbgbg crtau
vew kjhuc tu kakhkv/ ntu, utkph tbaho buagu cnal v-41
jsaho vtjrubho czfu, crfu,hu ak vrch ugmu,hu/ vatku,
uvceau, zurnu, srl vptexhnhkhw c-077 fk vzni' uthbi
puxeu, krdg! cnars akbu gucs, vnfubv cnal 42 agu,
chnnv' ufk vg, neck, nf,cho ntbaho anceaho crfv tu
gmv nvrch' u,aucu,hu ungbu,hu vew ndhgho tkhvo gus ctu,u
huo tu knjr,' utku neckho t, v,aucv akvo ubuagho
nmr,o/ custh ahvusho tkv ntnhbho uhusgho ckh auo xpe
avrch vut mshe vsur ubahtu/ ufph avhw tmk nav rchbu'
fnuct crnc"i' acznbu ak nav rchbu tbaho vhu ctho tkhu
fsh kcea ah,pkk gk vjukho akvo _ fph azv eurv vhuo/
"habo tkpho rcho ak tbaho crjch ,ck actho uautkho
urumho t, vcrfv ak vrch ut, gm,u/ vto hfuk kvhu, xpe
csg,u ak nhavu avrch j"u/// thl tpar kvdhs t, zv?! utbh
husg nvbxhui akh' tar c"v cfk huo atbh nscr go vrch ha
kh ,aucu, cruru,' uvrch gubv ubu,i crfv gcur fk nh ancea/
tbh rumv a,sgu akguko ha nbvhd' uvnbvhd vzv aha kbu' vut
vut zv ahukhl tu,bu ceruc nna ktr. hartk' ufnu avrch
tunr cahju,: "ktrmbu vesuav' khruakho ghv"e' kchvn"e
ukev"e" _ zvu vnbvhd akbu! thi gus nbvhd csur akbu zuk,u!
"utbh rumv kcea nfo: to ha kfo jcrho aha kvo atku,
uxpheu,' a,cvhru kvo t, zv' u,tnru kvo avrch bnmt
t,bu c"v' uvut nbvhd t, vgo vhvush ntus crur' uhvhw t,bu
gs cht, vdutk _ tzh bhfbx ktrmbu vesuav/
"kstcubbu' gus kt vh,v kbu vzfu, gs vhuo krtu, t, vrch
cnmc avut crht kdnrh/ tukh zv ctan,bu/ ant cdkk akt
gahbu ffk achfuk,bu kvcht rpu"a krch _ utbh cyuj afukfo
tunrho ,vkho' un,pkkho ffk hfuk,fo' tck ,nhs ha neuo
kvuxh; gus em, _ kt re c,phku,' tkt do cv,bvdu, vhuo-
hunh,/ cfk scr atbu guaho mrhfv kvhu, vuxpv/ vbfo mrhfho
kac, hjshu ukvjkhy: thl hfuk tbh kgau, navu ahdruo krch
rpu"a/
huo rchgh jw tkukk,phk, nbjv bfbx f"e ts"a nv"n cagv 00:2 kgrl/
eck, vnkfu,
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akuav j,bho bfbxu keck vxhsur nhsu vew' uva"m vjk
c,phkv/
cxhuo v,pkv hmt f"e ts"a nv"n tk vnrpx,' uvhw kngw
n-2 ujmh seu,' ftar guss c,bugu, rtau vew t, vahrv'
uxer vevk/
vgrc cher vs"r khhc ahw yhavtk. ceusa pbhnv/
huo jnhah yw tkukk,phku, cnjhm, f"e ts"a nv"n kt zfhbu vhuo fkk ufkk/
evk tb"a uv,nhnho guec cmphw srufv tjrh vjphru,
ctuxyrkhw' ktur vgucsv avhuo nktu 5 abho kbcut,u ak f"e
ts"a nv"n atnr kvbdhs vjxhsh vrc hux; hmje vfviahw
duybhe' anmht, vtcbho yucu, unrdkhu, crhcuh gmuo gs
kvphf,u knkhtrsr' ,ej kgrl 5
abho/
utfi fcr t,nuk vjku kvhu,
xhnbho ngussho' ftar vgh,ubu,
ctuxyrkhw shuujv gk nmht, zvc
nhujs' gs adrnv kgkhh, agrho
nxuhhn, cnbhu,///
u"jhzue nhujs kpguk f"t fph
arutv kbfui cgbhbh nahj" gkhu
shcr f"e ts"a nv"n' wctupi
vn,eckw' ehcku fk vakujho
cacug vtjrui' ktjr anzv fnv
jsaho avakujho vuu,heho hu,r
)"rtah vxyhhy"( vgku rghui kcjur uugs jsa kakujho' tar
vo hvhu chi vrch kvakujho' svhhbu avo hbuuyu t, vpghku,
cfk v,junho ucpry cgbhbh nahj' fnv kt kprxo' vrh
afabatk f"e ts"a nv"n g"h nzfhru cbudg kvmgv kgrul
cjhru, kugs jsa' akk zt, f"e ts"a nv"n nfk ufk' ufph
achyt zt, tw nvakujho vdsukho: vrch tunr kbu: ehbsgr! fk
tjs gmnthkpguk cgbhbh nahj///
huo ahah hw tkuknueso nvnaugr' cagv 02:1' busg tusu, "nbjv btu"'
uvbvhrv vvnubh, k-077 vh,v rcv' nv do acacug zv jzru
tjrubh vwegnphxyhow kch, rcbu accck/ to fh cagv zu rcho
nvcjurho fcr bxgu kncmgho' vrh ac-077 vhu gshhi vrcv
akt nhvru kmt, kncmgho' n,ul vagrv u,euv ahxpheu
kpb"f kv,pkk go f"e ts"a nv"n/ knru, vvusgv vnuesn,
gk v,pkv' vrh afbhx,u ak f"e ts"a nv"n kjsr v,phku,
vh,v re fgcur fjmh agv' cagv 94:1/ euso kfi bfbx j,i
keck vxhsur nhsu vesuav' uktjn"f vuro vnxl uvjku
c,phkv/
go xhuo v,pkv hmt f"e ts"a nv"n tk vnrpx,' uctu,v
g, tjz va"m c,jhk, esha c,rt/ go p,hj, vuhkui vxhr
f"e ts"a nv"n t, fucgu nrtau uvbhju gk ngev vnrpx,
anantku/ ngav zv vp,hg t, vevk fuku' fukk jcrh
vnzfhru,/ ngav anhhnh' af"e ts"a nv"n kt gav fnuvu
nal fk abu, bahtu,u/ ctu,i seu, tha kt jzv uvgkv csg,u
t, tar herv cvnal/
chb,hho xhho va"m t, vesha' uvjku kbdi "hjh tsubbu nurbu
urcbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs"/ f"e ts"a nv"n vchy knuku
upbv kantku kgcr vfkh znr uvhksho' uc,ul-fl xhni chsu vew
ahxhru vfucg nvnrpx,' uauc xhni kvxhr nhhsh,' fl anhs
bkejv vndcg,/ ktjn"f vnahl
f"e ts"a nv"n kvbhs crtau
vew' uxer t, vevk' v,erc ngy
knrpx, uxer t, vgunsho
cauru, vrtaubu,Q vfv ctmcg hs
antku gk hs hnhbu kkhuuh vahrv'
ufnu"f bhdi cphu/ fgcur f2 seu,
xhni chsu vew )fph axhni cf"t
nbjo-tc' fachea t, vgudv(
pgnhho' unhs pbv kantku uxhni
gus pgo/ vrhk"d vjk kvmhg fnv
vmgu,' ftar f"e ts"a nv"n
nnahl kxni unbhs kjhuc gk tj,
vatku,/ vceav vucbv thput nhs' uvrhk"d vkl kstud ahchtu
vncuea' ujzr kneunu/
chb,hho vnahl f"e ts"a nv"n kguss vahrv uc,bugu,
em, jzeu,' ufi vnahl kvfu, ctmcgu fb"k/ kp,g pbv auc
kantku uxhni gus pgnhho kvct, vncuea/ vrhk"d tnr navu
krch )avkfu kvcht( uf"e ts"a nv"n vnahl kguss vahrv/
fgcur gus fnv abhu, vuctv mkj, vgudv )vvn,bv vh,v ak
em, kngw nsev(‘ f"e ts"a nv"n vrho ncyu kgcr vrhk"d'
ug,v v,jhk xsr vv,uugsu, )cnah"j chpgrwx bnxrv
vvusgv "ptrcrhhbdgi btu"' ucrdg tjs garu, cjurho
avx,uccu cncmgho cnbvyi' ugus garu, hubdgkhhy ayro
jzru nneuo gcus,o' gzcu t, vgcusv upbu krfcu, vnukhfu,
k-077' g"n kt kvpxhs t, vdhkuh vnhujs ak vhuo(/ f"e ts"a
nv"n tfk cn,hbu,' fph avhw cpgnho veusnu,' cf"t uf"c
nbjo-tc/ vevk nnahl kbdi fk vzni' jkeo csngu, ak
v,rdau,' fav,znur, nkuuv vahrv/
hw tkuk
tkuk vw,ab"d
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cnal vtfhkv vrho npgo kpgo f"e ts"a nv"n ghbhu uxer
vevk nnuku unantku/ faxhho f"e ts"a nv"n vpruxv
vrtaubv' vxhr vrhk"d t, vmkj, vrhev nvnrpx,' uvcht
t, vxhsur' tl f"e ts"a nv"n nxni kakhkv///
vhv zv fcr f-51 seu, np,hj, vuhkui' uvnzfhrho gunsho
ntjur unn,hbho/ vevk nnahl kbdi' unhs nxni auc f"e
ts"a nv"n chsu vew fn"p/ vrhk"d autk uneck ,aucv
jhuch, _ kvcht pruxv buxp,/ vrhk"d r.' thput' kehho
vrmui' uchb,hho nxni f"e ts"a nv"n chsu vew pgnhho'
cxhnui abrtv vhw fceav kxdhr, vuhkui uvrhc"e bzge kxdur
vuhkui' tkt anhs gmr f"e ts"a nv"n chsu vxdhrv' uvuci
avrnz vhw aubv _ kvct, vpruxv nhs' uvrhk"d fcr jzr uchsu
mkj, go gudv buxp,/
cnal zni vvn,bv' atrfv f-54 abhu,' vnahl f"e ts"a
nv"n kguss vahrv' utjr vjk ctfhk, prux, vgudv vbuxp,/
cj,hfv v-4 vurhs vnzkd kmkj, uvrhk"d j,l vj,hfv
ka,hho/
cnal zni vtfhkv hac fartau vew buyv khnhbu' gk vms/
naxhho prux, vgudv vabhw xhni chsu vew pgnhho' kvct,
pruxv buxp, )gcru fcr kngw n-32 seu,(‘ ugs kvct,v guss
vahrv ngy/
c,ul sev vuctv pruxv buxp,' akhah, cnxpr' ucg, akej
vj,hfv vtjrubv xhni chsu vew )xhnui nxuhho( uvrhk"d kej
vmkj,' tl f"e ts"a nv"n xhni kakhkv' uvnzfhr vahc
vmkj, gk fbv/ f"e ts"a nv"n vurhs vnzkd kmkj, uvrhk"d
j,l vj,hfv avh,v cv ka,hho' unaxhho' vcht vrhk"d auc
aa pruxu, nzubu,
cear k-6 pruxu, nzubu, ha kvghr ns"v uvut guns gkhvo ,ah"d )xv"n ,ah"d gw 713(‘ cu b,ctr ctrufv cgbhi tfhk,
vmsheho/ uz"k:
"uvtfhkv smsheho vu"g mshe tufk kaucg bpau' vhhbu avut vnaf, tur jsa akngkv nvguknu,' svvnafv vut cz"t
]aav nsu,[ ug"h vvnafv acz"t bnal do ccjhw vnkw' azvu mshe tufk kaucg bpau' bpa vut cjhw nkw"/
ucs"v uvut guns gkhvo ,rx"d )xv"n ,rx"d gw bj( nctr uz"k:
"ub"k chrur vscrho czv csrl tpar sbanu, vdcuvu, pugk chrur uzhful vha ahvhw fnu avhw vha euso jyt gv"s avhw
xhuo guko vgahw cneuo ungk, aav xphwvrtaubu, shmhw gfahu"/
cgbhi vurs, vfucg ha kvghr nvnuct c-nahj, dw' sw vw' uga"e ua"p fh ,at' h"s-h"j tsr rtaui' _ nudv(/
///"ukfi "uh,i gk pbhu nxuv"/ cfsh kvx,hr dhkuh tkeu, ac,urv nv"v,kcau, cgbhi vchrurho"Q
tck vx,r vnxuv vut kt cbudg kcb"h nms gmno_ afi "pbho cpbhoshcr vw gnfo" )ckh vx,r fkk(/ ukfi' cagv anav
"shcr tk cbh hartk t, tar hmuv" vut vxhr t, vnxuv "urtu cb"h t, pbh nav fh eri gur pbh nav"' ure cagv aknav
ucb"h ha ahhfu, kgbhbh vguko )cfsh kpguk ao t, vchrur csrl v,kcau,( _ tz "uvahc nav t, vnxuv"' cfsh avguko
hufk keck t, vdhkuh ukt kv,cyk nnmhtu,u/ fkunr' ado vnxuv fuub,u _ kt vgko/ tkt cfsh avdhkuh hufk kv,eck
cguko/
ug"h gcus,u ak hvush cchrur uzhful vguko vut pugk' ado fph ahvush bnmt cguko vut hufk keck t, vdhkuh s"eri gur
pbhu"' fph ahvhw cakhnu, cdtukv vtnh,h, uvakhnv )dhn"k( _ "ukt hfb; gus nurhl uvhu ghbl rutu, t, nurhl" ccb"h do
fph abnmtho un,gxeho go vguko/ gs ags"z hvhw do cguko gmnu _ "ubdkv fcus vw urtu fk carhjshu"' "tci nehr
,zge"' vdhkuh sfj vpugk cbpgk"/
fnu"f jxhsho nghrho' unumtho ear kzv avhuo vut grc h"t tkuk huo j,ub, vus f"e tsnu"r vra"c b"g' uctu,u zni
ehho tchu abgsr nvj,ubv ckhuctuhya v,uugsuhu, uhnh anjv/ ctw nvo nxupr tar ktjr avnvr"a tnr ntnr jxhsu,
vhu anjv urheusho:
"vanjv nxpr vrv"j vrs"z _ aarrv tz tmkbu' vjxhsho' thi k,tr/ nhs ktjr vjxhsu, hmt vrch crheus/ fgcur zni
emr gkv cnsrhdu, vdi kgcr vtfxsrt vxnufv kjsru' hac khs vjkui uvx,fk gkhbu' vjxhsho' crheusbu cdi/ resu garu,
ngdkho/ rz"t urn"k gnsu khs vrch' uvo xhpru avrch v,cyt tz: vx,fku' cbhh' thl anjho jxhsho canjv ak nmuv' fl
hresu vhvusho crjucu, ccht, vnahj" )nahj, khk fw fxku ,rm"d(/
eck, vnkfu,
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t, vxhsur kpbh f"e ts"a nv"n tl f"e ts"a nv"n xhni
kakhkv' ufgcur abhu, pbv auc kantku uxhni kvct, pruxv
buxp,' rchgh, cnxpr )13 ujmh seu, ak dhkuh(/
c,ul pju, nsev vuctv vpruxv vbuxp,' unaxhhnv )93
seu, ak dhkuh( kej vrhk"d t, vmkj,' uf"e ts"a nv"n pbv
auc kantku/ vrnz bgbv cnvhru, rcv' uc,ul frcg sev
vuctv vpruxv vjnhah, )vpgo fcr vfhbu vfk cxnhfu,
neuo' kjxul zni vkhfv gs vjsr(‘ unaxhho f"e ts"a nv"n
t, vmkj, vjnhah,' cgus vrhk"d nrho vmkj, vrhev' nxni
f"e ts"a nv"n k,uxp, pruxv ahah, )fcr tujzho c-74
seu, ak dhkuh(/
naxhho vj,hfv vtjrubv xhni f"e ts"a nv"n chsu vew/
vrhk"d atk uehck ,aucv jhuch,' upbv kvcht vxhsur'
ukcb,hho atk gus atkv )ffk vbrtv cbudg kfucg( uf"e ts"a
nv"n gbv cjhuc' uvkl kvcht vfucg' tl chb,hho ,px f"e
ts"a nv"n chsu vew t, vxhsur uvjk kcrl crfv tjrubv
)vevk va,,e cg, vcrfv' fbvud cfk vptrcrhhbdgbwx(/ f"e
ts"a nv"n kt v,hhjx kfucg' uvbhju vnzfhr gk vms/
naxhho f"e ts"a nv"n crfv tjrubv atku vrhk"d cto
kxdur vuhkui' ubgbv cjhuc/ vevk vdchr t, ahr,u' ucgus
xudrho vuhkui guss f"e ts"a nv"n crtau vew pgo-pgnhho/
vdhkuh bnal f-85 seu,' uvagv vh,v 00:3/
vevk gzc t, vneuo crdau, ngurcho' fajkeu anj ntus
gk vdhkuh vdsuk' ujkeu vtjr kt eky ugshhi kt euky t, tar
thrg' vbvdv anhhnh, afzu anhnhw kt vh,v/
vcjurho hmtu kncmgho ckc anj' gk jsau, yrhu, nf"e
ts"a nv"n ughsus vruj ujhzue vtnubv cerc tkph hvusho
cnkfbu nahjbu/
jsh vghi' agcru do gk vuhstu' nmtu tar nxpr vj,hfu,
af"e ts"a nv"n tfk nfk aa, vpruxu,' vhw 19 _ m"t
abv///
vuxrv vjrpv' ng,v anu u,nub,u ak f"e
ts"a nv"n vu,ru kphrxuo cgh,ubu,//
eb"t hnho )kngw naav jsaho( ak dzhrv burtv unjump,'
tar v,cytv cgbhi ak "f,cu kfo gk eri vaur athi kfo
jke ctkueh hartk"' tar scr vnkl' anu u,nub,u hhtxru
kphrxuo c,eaur, vf,ucv crjch trv"c uauo nusgv kt
,ufk kvhfbx kgh,ubho ctupi ah,buxx cv anu u,nub,u ak
nkl vnahj' scr akt hgkv gk vsg, kauo tso cguko'
ucnhujs kt tmk jxhs ni vaurv' vhusg uang rhcuh pgnho nph
esau ak f"e ts"a nv"n' vi cv,uugsuhu, uvi cg, jkue,
vsukrho kf,cho ugh,ubtho' actu katuk ukcea nf"e ts"a
nv"n: nv vnxr akl kguko? uvrch tnr scr tjs uhjhs:
,nxur kguko anahj guns kvdhg! )ghhi nsur pbhbho
)nkueyho( njkue, sukrho kmsev(/ nv do agk fnv ni
vnusgu, avufbxu cgcr cgh,ubho va,,; f"e ts"a nv"n
cnnubu/ uvbv ctu zshoudzru tar "kt hgkv ukt hcut"' ucgzr,
nf,c ak gu"s gmru nngrfu, vgh,ubho nkprxo vktv cgh,ui
nusgu, ugbhbho vahhfho kbaht surbu kkt j,hn, hsu ak f"e
ts"a nv"n///
wvnyv vguknh kvct, vnahjw' avueo ccrf,u ak f"e
ts"a nv"n' vjkhy ath tpar gus kvjrha gk dzhrv njump,
zu/ utfi' ktjr gcus, bnkho ujrhav ngnhev ak kngw nakuav
jsaho' vdhg xu"x vbhmjui' uvhuo' hw ctkuk' bpk scr chartk:
vu,r abh, )???( kprxo cgh,ubho t, ,nub,u uanu ak f"e
ts"a nv"n' ugher vgherho _ bcut,u vdsukv tar "vbv vbv
nahj ct"' uvurtu,hu vesuau, tar gkhbu kvfhi t, gmnbu
ut, vguko fuku keck, pbh nahj msebu/ vbmjui thrg cagv
af"e ts"a nv"n avv cnrpx, uv,uugs go jxhshu' fskvki:
rw rnh ahw tbyhti' dzcru ak wnyv nahj vguknhw' afr abh
gurfh-shi _ nhftk phhbr ugu"s bux; )kagcr aupy( cao
uhbxby netubhk _ ajeru t, vgbhi kgneu' uvdhgu knerho
sunho avhu cvhxyurhw' nerho cvo vhu njkueu, cgbhi
phrxuo tha mhcur' csunv knmc zv/ vo f,cu wjuu,-sg,w
napyh, vpurf, t, juu, vsg, ab,i vgu"s nygno' nr b,i
kuthi' uktjr avfk vhw nufi' jhpa wvnyvw nusgv aehckv
nfcr t, vxfn, vrch' fsh ahufku kvfbhxv kgh,ui' untjr
afcr cgcr vufbxu nusgu, cgbhi "hjh vnkl vnahj" uvcaurv
gmnv' vdhg vzni kv,jhk k,, vxcr kscrho abf,cu' g"n
avgo hsg navu gk vnahj/
nxpr rw rnh ahw tbyhti: "ktjr ntn. kt rc nmtbu ,nkhk
phrxuo aausr crshu kpbh nxpr jusaho' ,nkhk avuert cpbh
f"e ts"a nv"n uvchg t, vxfn,u' ut, ,nkhk zv nxrbu
kxufb, phrxuo' nr, ctrcrv kurbx' afcr chuo jnhah zv
ctv kngrf, vwbhu-hure-yhhnxw go vmwe akbu g"n kvfbhx t,
vnusgv kgh,ui/ tl vgbhi kt vx,hho cfl' uchuo ahah ccuer
v,ear nr dwui vnubs )nngrf, vgh,ui( knr, ctrcrv utnr
kv tar ehck vurtv nvnars ak khuctuuhya kt kprxo auo
scr cbudg krch u,nub,u tkt t"f zv ct srl narsu ak vrc
nmdr/
"ufti vjkv vprav kvx,cl' ucagv 03:1 cmvrho vdhg
tkhbu ptex nvwyhhnxw ucu buxj ak nf,c ftar fuub,o vht
af"e ts"a nv"n hj,uo gk vbtnr cu utz hufku kvfbhx
vnusgv' uzv ,hrdunu: "kfw vbhu hure yhhnx' tbh nchi t, vjue
ak bhu hure xgh; 15 vsura afk ao ak tso tu ,nub,u
tkuk vw,ab"d
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ana,naho cv kphrxuo' thbu hfuk kvhfbx ckh vxfnv ak
vtso' tbh czt, ntar kfo' atbh nxfho aha,nau canh
uc,nub,h cphrxuo "sh nahj prupxh" ]vbcutv tusu, nahj[
abfbx kgh,ui g"h vnyv vguknh' f"z nckh kpdug czfuhu,hfo
ufuw"/ uktjrh zv neuo vj,hnv/ vuh tunr akg"g thi auo
nusgv' ntjr avrch kt ju,o g"z///
"cagv verucv' cv vhw f"e ts"a nv"n cnrpx, vjk
vnvpl vdsuk' uehhnbu ahj, ughsv cv va,,pu vgu"s ak
vyhhnx )nr tso khpye(‘ vgu"s akbu utbh' uvhjkbu ksui
cvhcyho vnapyhho ak vgbhi/ vmg, vparv tar "hx,peu
cj,hn, nzfhru ak vrch akhy"t tar f"e ts"a nv"n ntar
t, vnusgv" bpkv/ rmhbu bhmjui nujky' nuj.' ntjr azvu
rmubu ak f"e ts"a nv"n' kprxo cgh,ubho gbhi vnahj/ ktjr
shi uscrho tnr vgu"s ak vyhhnx: w,rtu' nhxygr kuhi'
uerhbxeh ubmhdhu bangho kh tbaho kdhyhnhho' trdui anhhmd
t, jc"s' udo t,o bangho ftrdui agucs cvxfn,u ak vrch'
uthbh rutv at,o nbxho kgau, nxjr n,nub,u ak vrch ukfi
tbh nufi' cto ,,bu kh nf,c acnerv uhuumru bzeho' fdui
,chgu, napyhu, cdhi erhbxeh uau,phu' nyv nahj hpmv t,
vbzehow/
"cskh, crhrv vxfnbu g"f' ufti
vjk nhru. nyur; kt,r t, hu"r
vnyv vrw cuynti' aavv ct,r
vbupa aku cwvrhow' fsh ahj,uo gk
vnf,c/ vb"k tfi j,o uvfk ct gk
neunu cakuo/ hmuhhi fh knru, af"z
gcr srl vptex ukt bh,i nf,c
turdhbkh' xnl vgu"s gk vnyv'
ahnmht khshu t, vturdhbtk cacug
vct/
"ufl"' nxhho rw rnh' "cgush nn,hi
cnarsh uvagui vrtv gk 03:5'
n,ear tkh vgu"s nvyhhnx umuge kh:
,kl vch,v kgau, ac,' vnusgv
bnmt, cnfubu, ufcr th tpar kvumht tu,v! njr cmt,
vac, ,ufk kebu, t, vgh,ui"///
vngbhhi vut' tar tw nvscrho avpkhtu ntus t, vvut
nvyhhnx' tar snu, fzt, mhcurh,' nbvhd fkk guknh' "thl
h,fi akt hangu scr canu fcr jmh abv?"/// do vduh vzv vchi
t, vdhjul acscr/
vut tar vucyjbu: "scr tkuehbu heuo kguko" u"hs vjxhsho
,vhv gk vgkhubv gs cht, dutk mse"///
khk ac, eusaktjr vdhkuh vdsuk tkhu zfhbu vhuo' bgrl vevk go fbhx,
vac, kweck, ac,w cbufju, f"e ts"a nv"n' tkt akpugk
vuru vdctho kv,jhk c,phkv' gec vurtv nkngkv tar f"e
ts"a nv"n kt hmt vgrc/
huo ac, eusa _ fh-,mt' h"t tkukdo vhuo kt zfhbu k,phku, go vrch/ cagv 51:21 v,ehho
nbhi kerht, v,urv cztk kngkv' g"h vrc nhftk ahw xkuhi
)vcgk eurt vu,he uvecug' vrc auxygrnti' bgsr gec anjv
napj,h,(/
uc-077 ahj, vhuo vht cbudg kwshsi bmjw nt,nuk' nv do
akfuko busg fh vnpbv ak vbmjui vhw ctu,v agv af"e ts"a
nv"n hac uv,uugs go jxhshu/ buat zv ubuat dhkuh vt,nuk'
"vnkl casv"' vhuu do t, beus, v,uugsuhu, vwtuhprupgbhaw
av,ehhnu c-077 ucc,h vfbx, crjch vafubv/
huo rtaui h"c tkukgo ajr bfbxv vnusgv avuspxv
cbhu hure yhhnx g"h vrhk"d kf"e
ts"a nv"n' uvuertv cpbhu/ f"e
ts"a nv"n vbhs crtau nal fk
vzni' ugk pbhu vew bhfrv achgu,
rmui/
ntujr hu,r b,k,v vnusgv gk
vehr c-077/ v,rdau, vevk kt
hsgv dcuku,/ fuko vchgu t,
,svn,o upkht,o gk dusk vjumpv
cnbhg, cr' ugmhr, nusgu, jaucu,
tku nkcut fjmh abv g"d vgh,ubho/
^ ̂ ̂
cnal fk vac, v,trjv c-077 ecum, hksho actv
nyurubyu/ ecumv zu vhbv ecumv ak hksho vkunsho cptckhe
xeuk av,jbfu ceh. cegnp jcs"h/ vecumv vbghnv kevk t,
avhh,u cch, vfbx, g"h ahrho jxhsho nucjrho' uvhuo' ktjr
akt rtu t, vrch ac, akhnv' vn,hbu gshhi "tukh hufku gus
kzfu, krtu, t, vrch vhuo cmt,u k,phkv"/ vahr vnuchk
vhuo vhw )ctbdkh,(: "cto t,v rumv krtu, t, vrch _ ,bdi
hjh"/// tnubv afzt,///
vevk gzc t, vneuo
crdau, ngurcho'
fjkeu anj gk
vdhkuh vbpkt ujkeu
gshhi kt eukyho t,
tar trg' vbvdv
anhhnh, agshhi kt
vh,v///
eck, vnkfu,
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utfi' cagv 05:2 busg tusu, "nbjv btu"' ufrdhk chuo rtaui
ha evk nduui ntus/ vrcv nvtbaho avhu rdhkho kcut
kjkueu, vsukrho chuo zv' uangu aha tparu, krtu, t,
vrch cnbjv' kt nuu,rho gk vzsnbu, pz zu/
cagv 80:3 bfbx f"e ts"a nv"n kjsr vnhujs' uakuav
j,bho bfbxu keck vxhsur nhsu vew/ ktjn"f vuro vnxl'
uva"m vjk cwtarhw/
cxhuo v,pkv hmt f"e ts"a nv"n tk vnrpx,/ vevk fcr
bhdi whjhw' unkl vnahj vchy kantku' xer vevk uguss vahrv/
ktjr nal zni v,erc ngy knrpx, uxer t, vauru,
vrtaubu,' unal fk vzni guss c,bugu, rtau vew/ fgcur
fsev unjmv xhni kxdhr, vuhkui/
ktjr v,pkv v,ehhnv hjhsu, gk p,j vhfk esau/ gcru
cxl fk vturjho actu vhuo' uvhjhsu, bnafv f-10 seu,/
fnv nvgucrho thjku krch crfu,' chbhvo vrc sus ahw bjaui
atnr "nstr; vtci haugv uvmkv dkhhl hgmy"' uf"e ts"a
nv"n vbhs ku crtau vew/
uktur vvbvdv vnhujs, ak huo ahah ]ucgecu,hv do vhuo
cg, jzr, va"m[‘ cu hac f"e ts"a nv"n kkt vfucg' vjkhy
vmko vrc jhho crul ahw vkcrayto' acznbu )sw thhr ,a"b(
vbmhj ,nubv vhxyurh, cg, agcr vfucgi "cbertpy" tmk
f"e ts"a nv"n' uf"e ts"a nv"n vxhr vndcg, chs hnhbu
u,nubv zu kt purxnv gs gfahu' ug,v' ktjr vngav ak huo
ahah' vjkhy rw jhho crul avdhg vzni kv,hr vphrxuo///
huo abh h"d tkukkt zfhbu k,phku, vhuo/
vftc acscr vut' ftar vevk fthku v,rdk knmc tar f"e
ts"a nv"n humt pgo tj, uktjn"f huo tu hunho kt rutho
tu,u' gs n,h?! n,h fcr bzfv krtu, cakhnu, vrputv
uvv,dku, ,hf; unhs nna?!
ebt, xuprho ,rcv jfnv' uktjr vznr nrsfh ci sus ahmt
kaue cfk vwayurgow go vahr "nahj nahj nahj"' ndhg do
,uru ak vznr vjcs"h vrc tcrvo ahw prhs' cahru vjsa
"crul vct nkl vnahj"/ chnho verucho tnurv veky,
kmt, kmhcur' uchb,hho nx,pe vevk vgucr crjuc ehbdxyui
guuw cnbghnu, vbhdui vcuegu, nrneuk vjbu, ak nrfz nahj
vguknh/
huo akhah h"s tkukvhuo kt vhw ukt fkuo/
u,fubv rc,h, c-077 kert, huo rchgh y"u tkuk' huo
v,hhxsu, ,unfh ,nhnho/ nv do avabv vht "zgex tui
bhhbmhegr" htr' 69 abv kv,hhxsu,v' ufnhsh abv cabv vbvk,
vhahcv vnrfzh, nfhbv v,uugsu, dsukv c-077 unnbv n,pay
t; cfk vguko/ vv,uugsu, vabv vht cxhni ak "dutkbu" _
dhnyw 69/
nbvk vrujbh shahc, ,unfh ,nhnho vnrfzh,' vrc sus ahw
rxehi' bgrl cfk fuju kert, vjdhdu, vabv' krdk "dutkbu"
abv kv,hhxsu,' ucpry ktur vahjv vhsugv vzfurv kfuko'
atnr f"e ts"a nv"n ca"p ,cut y"z tkuk ,an"u: "///g"p
vtnur kghk tusu, vghkuh sy"u tkuk cabv zu _ cyuj vhh,h
afatjzur nv"tuvk cy"u tkuk' tnmt' "tz xguugi xguugbyh
dhhy ftstrto/// )nvphfv ufuw( _ kt nms gbhi ak njkue, fuw'
kt hgkv ukt hcut' fh to' nms dusk vanjv ctupi sprhm, dsr'
anjv urheusho c"ayurgo" vfh dsuk' frtuh khuo v,hhxsu,
,u",' ucpry cabv zu/
ukpugk _ "at ayhk"/// kt rheusho' kt ahrv ctupi ak
vrn, euk' utphku kt bhdui jxhsh _ aey nujky' fsh akt
kgurr t, vhabho uvbrsnho///
fhms h,fi vscr _ ahgcur huo-xdukv fzv' huo v,hhxsu,
)vuks,( s,u",' kkt v,uugsu, ujdhdv nhujs,?!
,aucu, ungbu,kntrdbh txhpu, vakujho )rtah vxyhhy( aatku cto kgau, uugs jsa ugs vakujho g"h cjhru, vahc f"e ts"a nv"n
cakhkv' favnahl vnzfhr )vrc erhbxeh( uatk cto vrch kt rumv ahvhw uugs )jsa(‘ gbv vrch cjhuc/
^ ̂ ̂
ktw v,nhnho ntv"e af,c kf"e ts"a nv"n avurhu n,bdsho kfl ahcut kjusa ,arh kfti' njaa ah,ekek' unthsl
vut rumv kcut go nadhj mnus ahanur gkhu kck h,ekek _ gbv f"e ts"a nv"n cjhuc ahcut/
tkuk vw,ab"d
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//h,fi tnbo avhu ftku ahacu cch,o' "tubygri ptpkh."///
uvrghau t, gmno )"dgayurgny nhy zhl tkhhi"(‘ tu tphku go
gus tjrho' tusu, ngk, vhuo sv,hhxsu, ,u", ufuw ufuw'
ftnur' csw tnu, akvo' ctupi s"vmbg kf, go tkehl"Q tck
kt zu vsrl' ukt zu vht fuub, nhhxsh vhahcv' ukt gus' tkt
azvu vhplvfuubv _ avrh vfuubv vht kvjha t, cht,
vnahj gh"z ahpumu nghbu,hl jumv)fb"k(‘ gs k"jumv
vtnh,h"' athi jumv nju. vhnbu' ukt khac cch,u ukvrgha go
gmnu fuw"/
fnu"f angbu nvrc sus ahw rxehi ctw vv,uugsuhu, c-077'
tar chjs go fk vrnzho uvdhnyrhtu,' vngbhhi vut' tar
vtu,hu, vrtaubu, ak nhku, vvfrzv hjh tsubbu nurbu urcbu
nkl vnahj kguko ugs' cdhnyrht anu ak nahj' "nbjo"/
huo rchgh y"u tkuk 69 abv kv,hhxsu, ,u",cvp,gv nujky,' ktjr vagv 00:8' v,eckv vhshgv
"ngrhc btu"/ ha kzfur acjusahho vtjrubho zfhbu pgnho
cussu, ckcs k,phk, grch,' nv do avacug zuvh vpgo vabhw
anv"n humt tk vevk' fl avanjv vh,v rcv/ vcaurv
tusu, v,phkv vuxhpv do ctuhr, vhu"y ak y"u tkuk' kmhui
huo vv,hhxsu, ak ,unfh ,nhnho/
ntujr hu,r busg' fh vvp,gv gk hmht,u ak f"e ts"a nv"n
k,phkv vh,v fv nuakn,' gs fh tphku cjsr vxnul kjsru _
vjsr vnear chi jsr v,phku, kjsru vew _ v,ehhnv txhpv
fk-avht chi fnv tjho utbah vmuu,' ukp,g p,tuo vuzbeu
nneuno kang vhshgv fh nv"n fcr csrl kjsr v,phku,/
vrhmu, crjch vafubv v,jsau/ gs g,v' czni vehh.' nhgy
f"e ts"a nv"n kmt, k,phku,' nv do aruc ,uach vafubv
avu cvrho czni zv/ vrh ag,v' go v,jk, ab, vkhnusho
vjsav ujzr,o ak ntu, n,uach vafubv nvwvrhow knbujv
ubjkv )znbh, gf"p' gs fh hcut ahkv( jusa vnjzv athi ku tj
urg cauo neuo cguko _ vrhmv krtu, t, nkl vnahj
chmht,u k,phkv/
u-077 gmnu' nhu,r kvzfhr' n,nkt jkku cvnubh jxhsho
vacho abh, tk ch, jhhbu' fl afcr thi t, vnrjc aha kf"t
cehh.' sw tnu, ktrfu ukrjcu/
f"z fvesnv up,hjv yucv kert, jusa ,arh verc uct'
go ekhy, vnubh vturjho ahcutu nrjue uneruc krtu,
ukvhrtu, t, pbh vtsui vw' nkl vnahj' nkl chphu/
cagv 60:8 bfbx f"e ts"a nv"n kjsr v,phku, uva"m p,j
c,phkv/
go xhuo v,pkv hmt f"e ts"a nv"n tk vnrpx,/ ctu,v
g, xhho va"m t, vesha c,rt' uvevk )ckhuuh v,znur,( vjk
kbdi whjh tsubbu nurbu urcbu nkl vnahj kguko ugsw/ f"e ts"a
nv"n vchy ,jkv kantku uvnahl kxeur vevk nnuku' ftar
cs ccs nguss eku, crtau vew' ,bugu, an,jzeu, npgo
kpgo/ fnu"f ap,u,hu vew rjau fk vg,/ kxhuo vchy kantku
kxdhr, vuhkui/ vdhkuh bnal sev unjmv/
]hmuhhi fh cnrpx, brtv do vs"r yhavtk.' avdhg ktxhpv
vgrc[/
v,uugsu, kmhui wdutkbuw abv k,u",
vgrc v,ehhnv jdhdv nhujs, udsukv nygo hahc, ,u,"k
vnrfzh, _ 077' krdk nktu, "dutkbu" abv khxus vhahcv/
xchc aukjbu, grufho v,hhac vevk' fagk vchnv haucho
zv kms zv jcrh vvbvkv ak vhahcv' hu"r vcs"m vrc
ntrktuu' naphgho uzebh vjxhsho/
ktjr ,phkv uerht, etphyk m"c krput,u vakhnv ak f"e
ts"a nv"n' khns vrc hutk ahw fvi n,ul vf,c vahjv
vhsugv ntjrui ak pxj vw,ak"u' at; vudvv kpbh fnv ufnv
abho' cgbhi ,unfh ,nhnho/
ktjn"f shcr vrc hvusv ahw jhyrhe' azfv kknus c,u",
tmk vrch vra"c' uxhpr ngy tusu, va,kaku, hxus vhahcv/
vnbjv vhw vrc sus ahw rxehi' agurr t, v,nhnho/ cakc
nxuhho cv,uugsu, vzfhr t, vahjv vhsugv avrch shcr cy"u
tkuk ,an"u a"cjzru nvtuvk vhw cyuj akhuctuuhya vukl
wftstrtow"/ vrc rxehi t"f gurr t, vcjurho ahehhnu t,
vvurtv vzu d"f' uvevk pr. cbhdui "shsi bmj"/
wftstrtow tnbo kt vhw' tck v,euv uvmphw vht aceruc
nna' go rput,u vakhnv ak f"e ts"a nv"n uv,dku,u' hvhw
vwftstrtow vtnh,h///
chi vbutnho ckyu: vrc tkhw jhho ahw ruhyckty' vrc aknv
ahw zrjh' vrc akuo ahw nruzuc' vrc heu,htk nbjo ahw rtp
uvrc hmje ahw aprhbdgr' afrdhk shcr cscrho vhumtho ni
vkc gk vtvcv vnhujs, avrch jhcc t, v,nhnho cpry'
uamrhfho kvjzhr ku ctu,u nycg' u,nho zv scr her/// fnu"f
turj ntv"e' vrc haghw ahw vrmk' bat t; vut scrh
v,gurru,/
cg, vv,uugsu, juke naev avuthk f"e ts"a nv"n k,,
gcur vv,uugsu,' uktjn"f v,hhac vevk kv,uugsu, tk ,ul
vkhkv/
eck, vnkfu,
373
huo jnhah y"z tkukdo vhuo zfhbu krtu, t, nkfbu' uctupi ak wpgnhho fh-yucw/
knru, v,ugk, vjhuch, uvbmrf, ak nah"j chpgrwx' utw
akt buat gkhu nfahr zv gkuk kpxpx ,phku, pv uao' utukh
dhkuhho hu,r dsukho' vrh akpgnho jucah ch, vnsra'
vhuacho huno ukhkv cf,kh ch, rchbu accck' neckho vhshgv
nueso hu,r' fnu vhuo' tar f-01 sew kpbh avvusgv ausrv
knah"j chpgrwx ctupi ranh )cagv 02:2(‘ c-077 fcr gnsu
vfuk vfi khmht, f"e ts"a nv"n k,phkv' ftar nkngkv
bh,bv vvurtv kvfhi t, ch, vnsra k,phkv/ fgcur 01 sew
busg cchrur atfi vhshgv abnxrv vh,v hshgv bfubv' ubuath
vchpgrwx cfk neuo uneuo nhvru kgcr neuno c-077/
k,phk, nbjv bfbx f"e ts"a nv"n fgcur rcg agv' cagv
54:2/ abh j,bho bfbxu keck vxhsur nhsu vew/
cxhuo v,pkv hmt f"e ts"a nv"n tk vnrpx,/ va"m tjz
ctnmg esha c,rt' unv"n vchy kantku uktjn"f kgcr
va"m/ chb,hho pr. vevk cbhdui whjhw uf"e ts"a nv"n vjk
kguss eku, crtau vew/ krdg pbv kantku uvchy kgcr
vturdbhxy' uauc pbv knuku' vnahl kxeur vevk nfk vmssho
uguss c,bugu, jzeu, hu,r' ufl cnal f-5 ujmh seu, bnal
vdhkuh' facxhuno pbv kantku kxdhr, vuhkui/ vagv vh,v
50:3/
go jzr,u kjsru vew' vnahl kgcr veunv vakhah,'
knrpx,' ao avv gs k51:4 )kngw nagv(‘ cnvkfv ygo scr
nv uvuertu cpbhu nf,cho/ fk jcrh vnzfhru, bfju cneuo/
k,phk, grch, bfbx f"e ts"a nv"n cagv 81:8' ucxhuo
v,pkv hmt tk vnrpx,/ nal zni vdhkuh vhw trul hu,r
nvdhkuh ak nbjv' ufnu"f vghsusho jzeho hu,r/ go p,hj,
vuhkui fcr bhdi vevk whjhw' ckhuuh vturdbhxy/ f"e ts"a nv"n
vchy kantku uknuku ufgcur nal zni auc kantku' uvpgo
kgcr vturdbhxy uvhksho agnsu kmhsu/ nal zni vchy do
ktku vgunsho cphrnhsv nhnhbu uvahrv dcrv nrdg krdg'
ftar nv"n nnahl kguss c,bugu, rmupu, kfk vevk fuku/
kxhuo' fgcur 6 seu, u-54 abhu,' bxdr vuhkui g"h xhnui c,bug,
rtau vew/ vagv vh,v 04:8/
vphzhu,rphw bnaf, frdhk' frmui f"e ts"a nv"n' ftar
busg do fh chuohunhho vtjrubho gns f"e ts"a nv"n f-5
seu, gk rdkhu )c,nhfv( go vphzhu,rphyx nr nhhxphks/
^ ̂ ̂
u"vfbx, turjho ta"k nav" fcr vjkv k,, tu,u,hv/ tha
vwvfbx, turjhow' vrc nav ahw hruxkcxeh' vdhg chnho tku
kjmru, eusa g"n kvuru, kpbhu/// kvfhi v,a,h, vbrjc,
kekhy, vnubh ch, hartk vtnurho kcut kert, ac, xkhju,
kch, nahj' ftar ckc fuko v,euv uvmphw akert, p,hj,
bpktu, vsduku,' bzfv tfi krtu, cbpktu, vtnh,hu, _
v,dku,u ak nkfbu nahjbu kghi fuk' cdtukv vtnh,h,
uvakhnv/
huo ahah yu"c tkukvhuo kt zfhbu k,phk, nbjv go f"e ts"a nv"n/ rcho
nvcjurho gnsu uvn,hbu tukh bzfv auc k,phkv' dhkuhho
uv,uugsu, fcacug agcr/ t; vpejho hu,r aknsu gk caro
tar thi echgu, urdhku, fti' ufk huo aubv njcru' do vo
v,gfcu njaa tukh cf"z/// re ktjr avrc cbhnhi ahw ekhhi
vahc kj,bho' avn,hbu keck vxhsur nhsh f"e ts"a nv"n'
tar f"e ts"a nv"n batk cbudg khmhtv k,phk, nbjv uvahc
cakhkv' re tz vrau kgmno vcjurho kgzuc ukbxug )crau,
vvbvkv fnuci( kncmgho wngcr khow' kwnbvyiw/
udo tz cwaky-rjuew )_ nah"j chpgrwx( vnahfu kgeuc tjr
vv,p,juhu, cch, nsrau ak nkl vnahj' cto habi jsau,'
tukh ,phkv p,tunh, ufsw/
kpugk' ftnur' kt zfhbu cghbhbu vdanhu, uvcarhu, kdhkuhho
fk avo/
ukert, ac, j"h tkuk' vdhgu rtaubh vturjho kvhu, wgnh
cnjhm,hw/ ckyu chi vatr: vrc nav ahw hruxkcxeh' vrc
yuchw ahw pkx' vrc nav ahw pgkgr' vrc haghw ahw vrmk ugus/
khk ac, eusare cagv 05:8' fagv unjmv ktjr fbhx, vac,' vushgu
nkngkv tar bh,i kv,jhk c,phkv ukg, g,v kt busg cto
f"e ts"a nv"n hmt vgrc/
vevk v,pkk thput ckc acur/ t; fh fcr "vurdk" vut tar
nv"n kt humt k,phku, cjusaho vtjrubho' gf"p nnghy
kmt,' vrh athi kv,rdk kzv' nv do tar huo tjs rutho
dhkuhho dsukho' ft,nuk knak' ukp,g ct huo zv uwyupj gk
pbhuw/
"gshhi kt vdhg vg, kdku,"' fl nuxrho jcrh vnzfhru,' "t,
vnturg vanhhnh ak khk j"h tkuk"' unv do tar habu vfkk
crzk vtunr fh "xusu, ni vjsr kt ndkho"/
tkuk vw,ab"d
374
huo ac, eusa _ fh ,cut' j"h tkuk
_ huo vuks, abh vnturu, vdsukho
cagv 03:11 kgrl v,ehhnv erht, v,urv cztk kngkv
ktjr abusg fh nv"n kt humt kjsr v,phku,' ucnbhi zv t; gku
k,urv fk vj,bho' frdhk nhsh ac,/
cagv 55:1 kgrl busg "nbjv btu!" ufgcur f-5 seu, bfbx
f"e ts"a nv"n kjsr v,phku,/ cxhuo v,pkv' ktjr tnhr,
vwpreh-tcu,w' vurs vnxl cjsr vnhujs' vevk vjk kbdi hjh'
unv"n vhw csrfu knrpx,/
go p,hj, vuhkui vchy f"e ts"a nv"n kantku' khksho
ukevk nnuku' uc,bugu, rtau vew guss vahrv/ chi vevk vhuo
do ftku azu kvo pgo rtaubv
artu t, vrch ]fph abh,i vhv
kanug kt tj, ntbaho: "tbh
ct,h kfti fcr 5 pgnho ut; pgo
kt rth,h t, vrch' uvbv
vhuo"///[/ f"e ts"a nv"n guss
crm; uc,bugu, ducru, uvukfu,'
uahr, vevk dcrv/ fgcur a,hho
urcg seu, xhni c,bug, rtau vew
kxdhr, vuhkui/
uc-077 v,ehhnv v,uugsu,
jxhsho fcfk ac,/ fnu"f crjch
vafubv v,ehhnu v,uugsuhu,
rc,hu, ak j,bho gs kagu, vntujru,' nv do fh thi t,
vvdckv uvjaa tukh npxhsho thzu ,pkv' avrh zv g,v
v,ehhnv ,phk, vnbjv' unv abatr kvpxhs vut tu
v,uugsu, _ tu v,dku,' acuusth ,vhw kv vsho ugu; vanho
hukhl t, veuk///
numa"e do k,phk, grch, zfhbu uf"e ts"a nv"n hmt tk vevk/
cagv 01:8' go mt, vac,' busg tar nv"n humt' ufgcur f-01
sew bfbx vut kjsr v,phku,/ cxhuo v,phkv hmt f"e ts"a
nv"n tk vnrpx,' uctu,v g, tjz va"m ctnmg esha c,rt'
ftar fnv cgkh jhucho tnru t, vesha czv tjr zv' zv dunr
uvabh gshhi ctnmg' fl are ktjr akuav eshaho vjk
vncshk ctnhr, vvcskv/ f"e ts"a nv"n' a,jhkv xer
vevk nnuku unantku' vpbv ncyu kgcr vncshk/ ktjr a,hh,
vfux thjk vncshk kjhho/ f"e ts"a nv"n gbv cphu' uc,bugv
dsukv crtau vew/ ktjr xhuo crf, gk vdpi' vjk vevk kbdi
whjh tsubbu nurbu urcbu nkl vnahj kguko ugsw' ufph avhw
cnbjv fi do gfahu: f"e ts"a nv"n vhw cpbho nthru,
cnhujs uxer vevk nfk vmssho' ucnal f-7 seu, guss
vahrv kpreho c,bugu, jzeu,' gs fh vevk vdchr t, ahr,u
kvfrzv juzr, ujuzr,: "hjh tsubbu nurbu urcbu nkl vnahj
kguko ugs"/
cnal fk vzni t; vfv ctmcgu,hu vew ukxhuo pbv kantku
kxdhr, vuhkui/ x"v dhkuh ak f-01 seu,/
uc-077' fph aha ktjr fk ,phkv' ucpry ktjr dhkuh fzv'
ngdk rheusho n,j, kjsr v,phku, _ "hjh tsubbu nurbu urcbu
nkl vnahj kguko ugs"' v,rdau, abu,b, tu,u,hv do gk
vrcv nvcjurho a-077 kt zr kvo' re acnal vehh. bxgu
npv' ug,v' ktjr vpxe fzv do vo n,rdaho njsa kdhkuhho
tku/ nh h,i ubeck kt re ftku
anju,' tkt vdtukv gmnv
cpayu, knyv ngarv ypjho'
ukghbh fk car nh"s nn"a/
vgrc v,ehhnv jdhd, xhuo
vkfu, crnc"o chjs go v,uugsu,
nkuv nkfv cear go j"h tkuk/
huo rtaui h"y tkukfzfur kfukbu' kpbh fjusahho'
ch"c ,nuz' v,ehho cch, nahj
whuo vghuiw vrtaui cvhxyurhw
vjcsh",' cgbhi hhauo v,pehs vngah ceck, pbh nahj msebu
cpugk nna' ftar cnvkl fk vhuo fuku hacu uknsu cghui
ahju,hu vhxushu, ak f"e ts"a nv"n cgbhi zv nvab,hho
vtjrubu,' ntk"; ugs ,h"u' ucxhuo vhuo vuertv vjky,
vfhbux _ tar nycg vscrho vh,v tj, uhjhsv _ hhauo
vweck, pbh nahjw cpugk nna ufuw/
gus yro vxpheu vntrdbho kv,tuaa nvbyk kvumtu, huo
vghui )augs vakujho kt kej zt, ,j,hu( ug,v' ktjr
av,umtu, vjhuchu, kt thjru kcut uktur vcheua vdsuk
kvnal purv' vrh anhs jhpau t, vtnmgho uvzni vn,tho
kgrhf, huo ghui bux;/
- tw nvakujho anju. kbhu-hure' ,unl uguzr bkvc khuo
vghui' xhpr kfu,c vauru,' tar kpbh huo vghui veuso
"vrdabu cussho"/ njs vurv vrch kv,gxe cgbhbh nahj'
unthsl _ fk vzni t,v aung: "tupi vn,eck' tupi vn,eck'
fi mrhfho kpguk' kt mrhfho kpguk/ g,v favrch kt cnmcu
vrdhk fnkpbho' kt vzni kv,gxe cgbhbh nahj ufuw"' ufakhj
j"h tkuk
eck, vnkfu,
375
t,v jh cuss )kph grl( cghrl uvhbl nxupe ngy' gf"p thi kl
dhcuh kgcus,l cayj' ufavdg,h cpgo veusn, khuo vghui'
hmt,h ci-tso tjr kdnrh/ "rth,h atbh kt hjhs' ufnubh
tujzho akujho jaucho' naphgho' juzrho' zebh tb"a' ugus
uvut vgher _ afk zv g"p vxfn,u' vsrf,u uvurt,u ak f"e
ts"a nv"n' vrh ascr zv jhzebh fsh fl' avjky,h akfhbux
fzv mrhfho kgzur nv ahu,r"/// -
vpgo huo vghui v,ehho ctuko ak wkhuctuuhya hahcvw
certui xyw/ vntrdbho kt pxju gk auo pry ustdu kfk _
kbutnho' kjunr vbkns' k,hehu, ufkh gcusv' ukahgurh ch,/
fcr c,jhk, vhuo branu vakujho avdhgu kfhbux' fafk
tjs nrdha jke nvtxhpv cva,,pu,u pgnhho j"h cvumtu,'
ntjr afb"k' vfhbux kt guns ,j, trdui fk avut tkt ak
ecumv nduca, ak akujho/ cneuo ehck do fk tjs t, fk
vjunr uvmhus khuo dsua thrugho zv/
v,fbh, v,jkev kakuav jkeho/ jke t/ cagv 02:11 tnru
etphyk m"c krput,u vakhnv ak f"e ts"a nv"n' uktjn"f
vrc aknv zkni nthgxeh' nnfui jbv' shcr scrh p,hjv uscrhu
v,nesu cahjv ak a"p h"z )yu"c( ,nuz ,ba"t' cscr vbeusv
tar "knru, vayurgo acscr c,eupv vtjrubv // uvgmv kzv
_ gk hsh khnus v,urv cgbhbh nahj udtukv//"
ktjn"f vrc hux; hmje ahw pkyhtk khns ahj, a"p aupyho
,ba"t cgbhi "tujzho g,v fcr czni ak ehuo vhgus "utahcv
aupyhl duw uhugmhl" // fcr habv vv,jkv czv"///
fnu"f shcru: vrc anutk ahw cuynti' vrc heu,htk nbjo
ahw rtp ugus/
cnvkl vfhbux xhpr vnbjv' tar vdhgu garu, ykpubho
nneunu, aubho chca, tusu, vnusgv "sh nahj prupxh"'
apurxnv kpbh acug cbhu-hure-yhhnx' ucea,o vht kanug
ukeck em, hu,r junr tusu, nahj ufuw/ nxprh vykpui ak
vnykpbho bnxru ntw kabh uzt, g"n ac,h jc"s vaubho
vbnmtho cthzur ndurhvo hufku khmur gno ear ykpubh
ukvxchr kvo vfk/
cagv 00:3 vjk nuac vcw' go khnus cghui ntnr s"v ct,h
kdbh vw,ah"t' g"h vrc hutk ahw fvi' cgbhi v,nnau,u chnho
tku/ "uvut hdtkbu"/
cvnal vh,v vpxev ekv kmphw cuhstu nkuey cgbhbh nahj/
cuhstu bh,i vhv kjzu, cfnv eygho njkue, vsukrho' g,
vmhd vrc erhbxeh fnv gh,ubtho uf,ch ykuhzhw cfnv
vzsnbuhu,' uvurt, f"e ts"a nv"n tkhvo: kprxo anahj
ndhg///
vrc hutk fvi vuxh; ushcr scrh v,gurru, cgbhbh shunt/
buto turj' vakhj vrc vgahk ahw drhbcrd ncupuku' shcr
cbuat "gher vjhsua scht, vnahj vut cv,dku, nmhtu,u//
vfrzv "hjh tsubh vnkl sus kguko" _ nahju, tsr"j fxku
ua"p ,uksu, vw,ab"c/
ktjn"f vmyuppu garu, vakujho avdhgu' tk nuk veusa'
cjzh, cbhi 077' k,nubv vnapj,h,/
gus fnv hnho kpbh vfhbux sucr g"s vtparu, tar
favakujho hgcru g"p veusa chuo zv' hufku knxur pbh"o
kf"e ts"a nv"n/ tl' fhsug' scr zv th tpar ksg, gs krdg
vtjrui///
cnal fk vhuo kt zfhbu k,phk, nbjv/
cagv 03:7 kgrl vfbhxu vntrdbho su"j nvfhbux' fackhco
t; v,euv awtukh hrjow' uhzfu anv"n hmt tkhvo' tu gf"p
hzfu kgcur gk hsu/
fabatk vnzfhr nv cear k,phk, grch, go f"e ts"a
nv"n' vahc: "zv g,v atk,h t, f"e ts"a nv"n ugbv
cakhkv"/ katkv "vto vhu ,ducu, fkavi gk vsu"j"' vahc
vnzfhr tar "kg, g,v kt vh,v vzsnbu, kerut vsu"j"/
faangu vntrdbho tar kg, g,v kt brtv a,vhw ,phk,
grch,' jzru fk evk vakujho ktuko vshubho uvtxhpu,'
uktjr aehhnu gbhi "uxgsu kcfo"' vjk vjke vakhah: vjzi
vrc sucgr ahw zkmni v,jhk uvbgho cgbhbh anjv' uktjn"f
vznhi vnbjv vrc tkhw ahw fvi t, vrc bhxi ahw ntbdgk kat,
t, btunu/ vrc ntbdgk vhyhc kscr' ucphu nphe vnrdkhu,
rh,e t, fk vevk/
ktjn"f shcr nr sus ahw xuuhxt )au,; fkkh unbvk vtnbu,
xufbu, xuuhxt nhkgr k/t/ etkhpurbhw(‘ agcs gk prudro nhujs
u,ufbh, ndhrv tshrv kphrxuo uvfb, fk vguko fuku kcht,
vnahj' uzt, ktjr pbhw avh,v nfnv akujho tkhu' tar ktur
vgucsv fh nahj kt hcut re khvusho' uvrch kt hatr cnmc
ak "kscr re ktkphho jxhsho caukji ac,"' tkt vrch hvhw
nahj ak fk vguko fuku' t"f mrhfho kvfhi t, vguko fuku
knahj' thl guaho zt,? g"h akyho _ gs vhfi bdhg? ucfkk go
thzv scr tpar kfcua t, khco' vrh vnahj avo rumho kt
hcut ufuw? v,fbh, avmhd cpbh vevk' ajkeu vchg fnv
vx,hhduhu,' vpfv t, vagv vctv kshubho nr,eho uatku,
u,aucu,' fazv nu,hc kv uvvut npre kv///
ucgbhi zv xhpru vntrdbho' tar nusg, vphrxuo vtjrubv
bf,cv ckaui gnnh,' vnscr, kfk jna, nkhtrs vtbaho
acrjch ,ck' afk tjs nvo hrdha jke cvct, vnahj' ufph
avrch rumv _ afk tjs hgav pgukv yucv kabu, vguko
kyuc' fnu avrch tnr )h"c jaui ,ab"c( kmuu, ak xh/ ti/ ti/
cngbv katkv "tnur kbu t, vnxr aha kl kguko tusu,
tkuk vw,ab"d
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nahj!" gbv f"e ts"a nv"n: "tbh vspx,h' zv bspx cgh,ubu,
cfk vnshbu,' ucto rmubl kjzur gk zv _ jzur utnur anahj
nufi kcut gfahu' unv abu,r kbu kgau, vut' kvrcu, hu,r
cayj ak yuc ujxs /// kgau, em, hu,r' utz hcut nahj nhs!"'
nnhkt' vnahfu vntrdbho' tbu sutdho cprudro vbufjh kscr
cmurv vahhf, kfk vguko fuku/
ktjn"f shcr vrc hvusv ekni ahw ntrtkuu' achrl afao
ags vhuo kt vhw nvnprhgho kgbhbh nahj' anvhuo uvktv hvhw
nvnxhhgho///
vrc rubh ahw phhi shcr tusu, chmug ngah seck, pbh nahj'
uah,; t, vevk cpguku,hu vut c,juo zv/
t, vvjkyu, cpugk nna verht vrc hux; mch ahw erkhcl'
nbvk ch, jc"s bhu crtbxuuhe' uczv ,o vjke vranh/
k,phk, grch, kt zfhbu' ftnur/
^ ̂ ̂
kvki scrho abat vrc vgahk ahw drhbcrd chuo ghui ceck,
pbh nahj' h"c ,nuz ,ab"d:
"crmubh kscr cgbhi anauo-nv kt shcru gkhu cfbx zv _
vsda, vrch czni vtjrui thl afk gbhi atbu guaho' gkhbu
kearu go nahj/
"fcr angbu antz v,jk, vbahtu,' ugus kpbh zv' fk scr
abgav g"h vrch eaur go gbhi ak nahj/ tl cf"z' fph ahsug
kfukbu' ntz f"j bhxi habu akc jsa cfk vgbhi ak nahj/
ubatk, vatkv )fzu archo autkho' urcho tjrho kt autkho
ceuk tl juacho zt, kgmno(: to v,esnbu kcht, vnahj _
nv vvxcr knturg zv? thl ktjr f"j bhxi ,ab"t tbu
nxchrho t, aerv cf"z ts"r ,ab"c? vdgbu fcr gs kbeusv
avrch tnr cruru, )kkt rnz( nhvu nkl vnahj' tl tj"f'
cf"z tsr' bsnv avnmc juzr ngy ktjur' cpry favrch kt
nurv kbu cdkuh cahju,hu vew tusu, scrho vnercho vdtukv/
thl tbjbu nxchrho nmc zv cv,to kfk vscrho aesnu ku///
"ycg vtso vut kbxu, ukvxchr fk scr aeurv' ufl do fti/
habi a,h txfuku, ak njacv/ habo vtunrho: "tbjbu kt
hfukho kvchi t, zv' tbjbu kt mrhfho kva,sk kvxchr t, zv'
thi kzv auo vxcr"/ uhabo vtunrho vpul: "zvu jke nfk
v,vkhl' zvu jke nnv amrhl keru,"' ufvbv rcu, fk nhbh
vxcrho uvmseu,/
"tku vbueyho cdhav vrtaubv vo ntus nsuftho'
ncukckho' ukfi vo tunrho ath tpar kscr gk nahj' fh thl
t,v hfuk kscr fat,v fk fl ncukck uthi kl auo vxcrv
knv aeurv/ tbu vrh kt rutho cpugk nna knyv ngarv
ypjho thl vscrho n,esnho' tz cyj navu kt cxsr/ tbu kt
nchbho' ug"f tbu mrhfho kjzur kahju, veusnu, nabho
vrtaubu,/
"tku abueyho cdhav vabhw tunrho athi fti auo ckcuk/
vfk cxsr/ ha vxcrho gp"h bdkv ugp"h jxhsu,' rnzho' utbaho
abueyho cdhav zu' vo gp"h ruc cnmc ak anjv/ "vrch rumv
abvhw canjv/ vrch rumv abgcus hu,r eav uhu,r eav fsh
kvcht t, vnhnua vxuph ak eck, pbh nkl vnahj"/ nnhkt
vscr kt nprhg kvo/
"thzu dhav na,h tku bfubv _ tbh juac amrhl kgau, ahkuc
ak a,hvi hjshu/ vrcv pgnho tbaho ngrccho abh nuadho _
vwnsugw' uvwnvw/ vatkv "nsug zv erv" zu atkv atbjbu
cgmnbu kt hfukho k,r./ vrch cgmnu kt shcr chjx knmcu zv'
tl vut tnr fu"f pgnho akwdku,w thi vxcr' akjual vdku,
thi auo vcbv/ utbh juac avdgbu kbeusv adku, fcr ha kbu
thzu avht vcbv' tck knmc ak f"z tsr thi kbu auo vxcr' fh
tjrh vfk knru, akdku, thi vxcr fph avrch tnr' n"n tbu
gus hfukho kvxchr t, vnmc ak vdku, cnuj akbu uzv kt
nprhg kbu kdnrh' fh tjrh vfk "npbh jythbu dku, ntrmbu"/
dku, zv cfsh atbu bgav ,aucv/ habv gcus, vchrurho'
avhvusho vkfu kdku, fsh ah,uuxpu gkhvo drho' tz knru,
azv ctn, kt ,hru. numse tck tbaho nrdhaho ahabu vxcr
kzv gp"h jxhsu, ugp"h bdkv/ tck vrch fcr tnr avvxcrho
vtkv kt nxpheho cachk vnmc vbufjh' avrh fcr ,hebbu t,
vgbhi ak jytho _ gahbu ,aucv' udo t, gcus, vchrurho
fcr xhhnbu' fph aknsbu cahjv ak jhh arv ,ab"c/ gcus,
vchrurho vht fcr kt vakhju, akbu' fh vht fcr bdnrv/ tz
vvxcrho vxybsryhho ak gcus, vchrurho u,aucv zv kt
nxphe tphku cachk vnmc vbufjh/
"ktjrh fk vb"k nuci' afao ajauc kt kunr a"ha kzv
vxcr utbh nchi nv aerv" fl jauc kt kunr a"vhu, uthbh
husg nsug zv erv g"f thbbh mrhl ksg, nv erv"/ vwnvw jauc
vrcv hu,r nvwnsugw/ vwnsugw _ hsgu fanahj hcut' atz
htnru tusl vw fh tbp, ch/ tz bufk kvxchr zt, gp"h ygo
usg,/ nat"f vwnvw jauc kbu vhuo/ tbu mrhfho ksg, nv erv
unv ,pehsbu kgau,/ ftar tso puda tu,l crjuc uxuyr kl
cpbho ucurj' thbl husg tnbo nsug vut b,i kl t, vxyhrv'
tl vto cdkk zv t; kt ,bxv kcrr nv erv?! vto kt ,bxv
kypk cpmgho ukrpto?! vwnvw kt ahhl fkk kwnsugw' uvgsr
hshg, vwnsugw kt budg, cfhvut-zv cbhxhui kchrur vwnvw/
"fi vut cgbhbbu: gkhbu ksg, athi chshbu srl ksg, wnsugw' tl
hjs go zt, gkhbu kbxu, ukvchi nv erv' uthl gkhbu kvdhc/
"cf"j bhxi vrch tnr: "gau fk tar chfuk,fo kvcht cpugk
t, nahj msebu"/ vrch tnr kbu cshue nv kgau,' anahj ,kuh
cgcus, v,j,ubho/ ,urv unmuu, akbu vht vsrl kvcht t,
eck, vnkfu,
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vnahj' ugcusv zu mrhfv kvhu, wgcus, vnyvw uzv kt hfuk
kcut re nwv,gurru, nkngkvw/ tl n"n' fnv atbu gahbu ,urv
unmuu,' xuf"x vrh zv ct nv,gurru, nkngw' nvec"v' nvrch'
nvjhbul aehckbu' zv ct nnavu aha kbu fcr/ tz to ha navu
abatr cachkbu kgau,' zv navu atbumrhfho kgau,' unv
batr agshhi kt gahbu' gus nmuv? vrh fcr gahbu nxphe
nmuu,/ nv gus nmuv ,gzur to vnmuu, agahbu kpb"f kt
vxpheu _ mrhl kvhu, navu jsa' azvu gcusv avht kdnrh
akbu/ uthzv gcusv zu _ eck, pbh nahj msebu! vgcusv akbu
vht kvdhs atbu rumho nahj! c,jhkv vrch ao sda gk vgbhi
ak kvdhs ukzgue "gs n,h"/ t,v kt ,ucg navu cdkk anhavu
tunr kl k,cug' fh tz cgmo t,v kt rumv t, zv tkt vvut
atnr kl k,cug vut zv arumv t"z ut,v re ncmg t, rmubu/
gkhl k,cug t, at,vrumv ukt t, avvutrumv/
^ ̂ ̂
"vuzfrv fti neuso ahj, f"e ts"a nv"n ncw bhxi
,an"j' cgbhi "hjh vnkl"' avrch tnr tz awhjh vnklw eaur
go wgs n,hw' unvu vear chbhvo' cpayu, h"k awhjh vnklw vut
avgonf,hr t, vnkl' ukt navu avnklguav/ vnkl kt
hfuk kcut tkhl uk,cug ,gav kh yucv bt ,f,hr tu,h/ zuvh kt
vf,rv/ zuvh tnbo vpgukv ak vvf,rv tck kt v,ufi akv/
vf,rv vht avgo nrtv t, vv,cyku, aku knkl' gcusv
actv nms v,j,ui kdnrh/ thi fti auo scr nkngkv' re
cgmo wgcus, v,j,ubhow cyvr,v/ zvu d"f vgbhi ak wgs n,hw'
avrh gbhbu ak wgs n,hw vut' ahvush hrdha athbu hfuk kxcuk
hu,r vdku,' tz cf"j bhxi vwgs n,hw amgebu vhv cgmo kt
nmhsbu' tkt npbh avrch tnr _ ug"z gmnu vrch mge cahjv
zu _ "tuhc nuutky dgarhgi nhy ti tn, thz tzhfgrg zt, tz
nahj uutky auhi ktbd dgeungi///" ado famugeho gs n,h' zvu
npbh vmhuuh' uthku vhu n,fuubho umugeho ctn,' usth uusth
anahj fcr vhw ct/ kfi vrch tnr an,jhkv ,eupv jsav'
uc,eupv zu vsda hvhw gk vgcusv akl_ t,v,cht t,
vnahj/ nuci avrch kt mrhl tu,bu cachk kvcht t, vnahj'
uto vut rumv vut hfuk kvcht tu,u ckgshbu' tck vrch rumv
atbjbubcht t, vnahj' uzvu fk v,fkh,/ scr zv tbu husgho
nvrch gmnu' adhkv kbu zt,/ ufph ado ktjr ahjv zu tnr
vrch cg, jkue, vsukrho ktw abhxv wkzruew zt, cjzrv krch
_ "tk ,dhs kh nv kgau,! zuvh vgcusv akl!///
"uakt hvhu th-tku th-vcbu, _ vbcutv ak vrch ,,ehho
ctupi zv tu ctupi tjr! zuvh bcutv' ubcutv nufrjv
kv,ehho! tphku to tbjbu bhai _ nahj hcut/ re atz tbu
bpxhs t, vvzsnbu, abh,bv kbu kej, jke c,vkhl/
"tl gf"z vatkv cghbv guns, _ fhms g"h mhuuhu ak vrch
bh,i kdruo kfl atbu nmhsbubmge wgs n,hw? v,aucv vht
aehhnu, kfl a,h dhau,/ vdhav vtw vht nv avrch tnr kbu
c,jhkv _ "gkhfo kgxue ukknus cgbhbh nahj udtukv!" ascr
zv nabv t, fk nvkl vnjacv ak vtso/ hu,r thbl bnmt
cdku, pbhnh _ fkaui vrch _ athbl nusg kfl at,v mrhl t,
vdtukv _ vhbl nusg hu,r knmc ut,v cgmnl rumv t,
vnahj/ gfahu zvu vrmui akl' v,auev akl/ zuvh v,chgv akl
uzuvh vvfrzv akl/ knv zv mrhl kvhu, fl' tbu kt husgho' nv
athfp, kbu vut wnvw _ nv tbu mrhfho kgau,/
"kpugk kt zfhbu' tz vrch gcr kdhav vabhw' dhav avht hu,r
futc,/ fanhavu tunr kl guv"p uguv"p kgau, navu' tz zuvh
fcr kt pgukv akl/ zv ct nnhavu tjr/ tl crdg atu,u tjs
npxhe kfnv zni k,cug nnl zt,' nhs n,gurru, cnujl
,aucu, ungbu,ktcrl avbhj xfuo kt nucyk krfha, ch, crfx augpy' tar kg, g,v kt vjk gshhi ccbhw ujkueu, vdhrxtu, nsug kt
cubho _ vto nxhcu, yfbhu, drhst' tar gshhi njkue, chi veubho gk vayj' tu azu cxhc, ghfuc vnnakv nkgau, zt,
gec v,vkhl vnshbh' ug,v vtjrtho kujmho gkhu ahj,uo nhs gk vghxev _ vto gkhu kj,uo knru, vxhcu, vb"k?
g"f gbv f"e ts"a nv"n cjhuc/
^ ̂ ̂
kvrc hmje ahw aprhbdgr aatk cto ktrdi mwryr ktv"e kgzur cntce ucvpdbv vdsukv gk akhnu, vgo uvtr.' gbv f"e
ts"a nv"n cakhkv/ gk vatkv "cto tpar kva,,; cvpdbu, ahhgrfu pv ctnrhev"' gbv f"e ts"a nv"n cjhuc/
^ ̂ ̂
kvrc hmje ahw bnx' aatk t, f"e ts"a nv"n cto kbxug ktv"e kva,,; cvpdbv vdsukv kntce gk akhnu, tr.
hartk' gbv f"e ts"a nv"n cakhkv/
tkuk vw,ab"d
378
xpheu, _ vto vut gus rumv atbh hgav t"z' vto vscr gus
budg ku' tu ant thi hu,r murl cscr' ant scrho va,bu/ frdg
sg,u ak vrch kt dkuhv uha neuo kygu,' tl fti ha kbu
vvzsnbu, kgau, t, vscr gk sg, gmnbu' azv hcut nmhsbu
tbu/
"thku zfhbu vhhbu nfhrho czv hu,r nvr' nfhrho azuvh
vvurtv ak vrch tkhbu abgav vfk ngmnbu ckh ahdhs kbu huno
ukhkv/ fatbu bgav t, zv' vnmc vbufjh usth hpxe/
"tbu gucrho fg, bxhui eav/ c,ur jxhsho avx,dkbu kgcur
fk nhbh bxhubu,' vi cruxhw uvi ctnrhev/ akujho avkfu
kneunu, bsjho akt vh,v cvo yhp, hvsu, re bxhubu, eaho
ntus _ vhw crur kbu akt batru hu,r
xudh bxhubu,/ tl nms thzv xhcv
avht vznhi kbu vec"v nmc fzv
afukbu auho kpbhu _ vbxhui atbu
gucrho fhuo' vgucsv aha fg, fzv
vgko uvx,r/ cfk scr ha yuc/ nuct
cjxhsu, tar bxhubu, gbhbi wbx
kvrhow' anrho t, vtso uguav
tu,u rtuh kdhkuhho vfh dsukho/ tjs
abuks jcs"h uvut ,nho' akhj' uaruh
cvurtu, ak vrch' ahju,hu untnrhu'
tmku thi auo bxhui/ nv vrch fcr
hfuk kcea nt,bu agshhi kt gahbu/
kypx gk vrh trry' zv vhw hu,r ek
nvbxhui aha kbu gfahu/ vbxhui aha
kbu gfahu vut: kvtnhi/ pauy kvtnhi/ chahcv vhhbu n,kummho
fashcru gk n,bdsho aha kvo xpheu, ctnubv' tl cbxhui
aha kbu gfahu' czv fukbu auuho' gkygrg jxhsho' hubgdg'
akujho ,nhnho/ gkhbu kvhu, fnu wtbaho pauyhow' aha kvo
tnubv pauyv ascrh vrch tfi h,ehhnu/ bcht vsur tnr bcutv'
uvbcutv ,,ehho/ thi xpe czv akrch ,vhw ,hf; rputv
akhnv uhumhtbu ,hf; nvdku,/ tl zvu vbxhui aha kbu gfahu'
ufnu aha eubv guknu cagv tj,' fl tpar ktcs t, fk
vknsbu,' fk vjxhsu, ufk vthshaehhy' to czni fzv thbbu
gunsho cbxhui/
huo abh f"; tkukcmvrh vhuo' cagv 54:5 kgrl' favana fcr by,v kngrc'
busg tusu, "nbjv btu"/
ufnhsh abv chuo abh vrtaui cxpyncr thxygri ptreuuh
bxdr k,bugv' krdk jdo ak vajurho _ v"khhctr-shh"/ xchc
077 vfhbv vnayrv 3 jduru, ak njxunho g"n akt hvhu
vpru, xsr ufsw/ tl go eck, vhshgv tar "nbjv btu"' vjku
vrhmu, crjch vafubv vnktho tso' hvusho uajurho do hjs/
vauyrho vuzbeu nneuno knrtv vrhmu, vnyurpu,' uvnpes
akvo std ahpbu t, vnsrfv vxnufv k-077 nvvnui vajur
_ khvusho/ vauyrho agshhi kt ekyu cnv vnsucr' uangu
anahj ndhg/// mgeu kjcrwv: "kt kru.? vnahj ndhg gus
ngy"///
evk dsuk fcr gns srul go pbh"o cfhx uxhryueho gk vdu;'
kang vhshgv fh cg"v hvhu pbh"o vabv' nv do fh fcr t,nuk
tnur vhw kvhu, scr zv/ ugs vnxsr' aguns nuac, fcr
jusaho rcho' vdhg cvrfc nkt k-077 ufcr vfhbu xpxkho
cju. unjxunho' ktrdi t, th-vxsr
cfbhxv k-077' tkt aseu, nxpr kpbh
fbhx, f"e ts"a nv"n knbjv hmt tw
nvauvho ceusa utnr' tar "kt ,vhw
eck, pbh"o ktjr nbjv"' uvjkuo
bduz/
cagv 00:6 bfbx f"e ts"a nv"n
kjsr vnhujs k,phk, nbjv/ j,i bfbx
keck vxhsur nhsu vew' uktjn"f
vuro vnxl uva"m p,j c,phkv/
cxhuo v,pkv hmt f"e ts"a nv"n
tk vnrpx,' uvevk fcr bhdi whjh
tsubbu nurbu urcbu nkl vnahj kguko
ugsw/ f"e ts"a nv"n vchy ,jkv
kantku' uktjn"f vnahl kxeur t,
atr vevk/ cnal fk vzni guss crmhpu, crtau vew c,bugu,
jzeu, ngy/ fnu"f vfv ctmcgu,hu vew' ufgcur sev unjmv
xhni kxdhr, vuhkui/
k,phk, grch, kt zfhbu/
huo akhah f"t tkukvhuo' akt ft,nuk' kt zfhbu krtu, t, nkfbu/
fnsuuj chuni veuso' vrh ac-077 vgcusu, uvvfbu, kvcht
t, vcbhw vjsav khsh ahnua' uktjr aehcku t, afro uvcgk-
vch, suje/// vjku vpugkho kgcus huno ukhkv' gs kagu,
vntujru, chu,r' g"n kxhho go fk gcusu, vpbho: jsrh
bujhu,' tuko knxhcu, uv,uugsuhu, ufuw' jank kfk vcbhi ugus/
fnu"f chnho verucho tnurho kacur t, vehr ac,ul 077'
uwkdkjw t, thzur jsrh vahru,ho' fl avnrjc c-077 hdsk
ngy' fsh ahvhw neuo kfk evk vturjho' afcr vjku kcut
cvnubhvo kert, vjdho/
tjr afk tb"a jzru
nvvrho' vjk auc
vnjzv athi ku tj
urg cfk vguko:
rhmu, cfk rjch
vafubv kzfu, kjzu,
cnkl vnahj
cvdku,u tk vevk
eck, vnkfu,
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huo rchgh f"c tkukvhuo kt zfhbu k,phku, go f"e ts"a nv"n/ vpgo vhjhsv
azfhbu vacug khmht,u ak f"e ts"a nv"n vh,v chuo abh
cnbjv' fl avevk gmnu vustd ngy: nsug f"e ts"a nv"n
nngy kmt,/ vs"r khhc ahw yhavtk. cher vhuo )go vs"r
rchbuch.( tmk f"e ts"a nv"n uatku g"s th-hmht,u ak
k,phku,' "vto ha scr anprhg akfi thbu humt?" uf"e ts"a
nv"n gbv "bhhi"/ "vto vfk cxsr"' ugbv "hg"/
fcr nvhuo bh,i kjua cjusa ,arh vnnana uct/ garu,
untu, cjurho vjku kvdhg ntv"e' ukngi vxsr vyuc vgnhsv
nayr, trv"c rfc nayr,h ucu abh auyrho a,pehso kpej
gk njhrh vnubhu,' kck hrnu t, vturjho athbo n,nmtho
cfl///
huo jnhah f"d tkukdo vhuo kt zfhbu k,phku, go f"e ts"a nv"n/
ktjr jupa, njkv jzr vphzhu,rphxy yubh kgcusv ceusa/
fnu"f vhuo cher do nr nhhxphks uhjshu gau phzhu,rphw/
do vhuo cher vs"r yhavtk. tmk f"e ts"a nv"n ut;
va,,; ctxhp, vrcbho ujcrh vnzfhru, do hjs' cjsr
vruptho/ f"z fsh kvgnhs t, vrputv g"p vvkfv/
huo ahah f"s tkukcmvrh vhuo vuxhpu gk ckhy, vnrpx,' cv bdkv f"e ts"a
nv"n tk vevk ktjr v,phku,' mhpuh g. btv' fhtv knkl/
k,phk, nbjv kt zfhbu krtu, t, nkfbu/
nr nhhxphks cher t, f"e ts"a nv"n uhmt fkgun, act/
nr yubh cher knal f-52 seu,' hjs go vs"r rchbuch./
khk ac, eusado k,phk, eck, ac, kt hmt f"e ts"a nv"n' ubusg tar
f"e ts"a nv"n batk uvahc cakhkv/ vevk gmnu ehuuv
avgrc hmt f"e ts"a nv"n' tkt antujr hu,r busg af"e
ts"a nv"n kt thar vhmhtv/
huo ac, eusa _ bmu"h _ ac, xkhju,erht, v,urv v,ehhnv cnugsv cztk kngw' untujr hu,r'
cagv 51:1' b,eckv vhshgv vnanj,: "nbjv btu"/ fgcur f-7
sew bfbx f"e ts"a nv"n kjsr vnhujs' ucxhuo v,pkv )ktjr
tnhr, preh tcu,( hmt tk vnrpx,/ vevk fcr bhdi whjh
tsubbu nurbu urcbu nkl vnahj kguko ugsw' uf"e ts"a nv"n
guss vahrv/ vdhkuh bnal f-2 seu,' cxhuni xhni kxdhr,
vuhkui/
ktjr v,pkv v,ehhnv v,uugsu, jxhsh, fnhsh ac,' uvrc
sus ahw rxehi jhke nnaev avuthk f"e ts"a nv"n k,,
gcur vv,uugsu,/
numa"ek,phk, grch, kt hmt f"e ts"a nv"n/ vdcth vrc phbxui
vfrhz tusu, nugs tnhr, vxkhju, cagv 00:1' tjr jmu, khk/
ujxhsho tnubho gk scrh rco' tar "jxhsho bvdu kvdhg
kxkhju, "atekywshegr-vhhy"' uehhnu v,uugsuhu, cfnv
neunu, crjch vafubv/ do c077 gmnu v,ehhnv v,uugsu,
xhuo vrnc"o' abnafv gs kjmu, vkhkv/ vrc rtp vbjv t,
vjdhdv' uchi vsucrho vhv do buto turj ntv"e' vrc nrsfh
ahw khpxegr nbv"j/ vv,uugsu, bnafv gs k-03:21 ckhkv' g,
vdhgv ecum, cjurho aresu gs k,ul tnhr, vxkhju,' fnhsh
abv/
va"m kxkhju,' vrc hux; vkuh ahw uuhbcrd' vn,hi ,jhkv
n,j, kjsr vnhujs )ao nueo gnus va"m cnal vabv
vtjrubv(‘ uftar busg tar f"e ts"a nv"n thbu humt
kxkhju,' gcr knzrj vhai ak 077 uv,pkk kpbh v,hcv/ 077
vhw dgptey' frdhk nhsh abv' ftar cbux; k,uach vafubv
athbo puxjho gk ,phkv zu' vdhgu do rcho ntjcb"h
vn,durrho cafubu, vxnufu,/
ktfzc, fuko kt hmt f"e ts"a nv"n' uv"rjnbt sgbh"
avuar cxhuo vxkhju, )ktjr tnhr, vwhjhw d"p( chyt hu,r
nfk t, vrda vfkkh///
ktjn"f busg tar kpbh vxkhju, atku t, f"e ts"a nv"n
cbudg khmhtv kxkhju, ucbudg keck, pbh"o' uvahc cakhkv/
huo rtaui f"u tkukk,phk, nbjv batk f"e ts"a nv"n uvahc cakhkv/ do
k,phk, grch, kt zfhbu krtu, t, nkfbu/
vhuo cher vs"r akuo vhrani tmk f"e ts"a nv"n/
cagv 03:9 kgrl vjk vfhbux ak bah ucbu, jc"s c-077'
fnhsh abv chnho vxnufho krta vabv/ vbuto vnrfzh vhw
vrc vgahk ahw drhbcrd ncupuku )abtunhu cjusaho vtjrubho
gau kvo ao( ashcr ugurr cxdbubu vnhujs' cgbhbh nahj/
tkuk vw,ab"d
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,euu,i ak vntrdbu, uvna,,pu, vhw kzfu, kva,,pu, f"e
ts"a nv"n cfhbux' fph avhw ,nhs cfhbuxho' tkt avscr kt
hmt tk vpugk/ pgnhho cnal vfhbux vhu tzgeu, aut'
avephmu t, vna,,pu, cpbho ut, vcjurho cju.' tl nv
rcv vh,v vtfzcv nabusg fh tzge, aut vht///
vrc hmje ahw dbzcurd )atnur vhw kat, t, crf, bah ucbu,
jc"s kf"e ts"a nv"n cngns f"e ts"a nv"n( bat t,
scrh crf,u' ftar tnr athi zu crfv drhst' fh to ,chgv
nvec"v: t,v vrh tnr, a"vncea gk jchru vut bgbv
,jkv"' ut"f vh,fi af"e ts"a nv"n' av,pkk un,pkk cnal
fk vabho ut; fhuo gk cbhl' cgs rputv' cbho' prbxv unv kt'
ug,v favut zeue kcrfv zu thbl bu,i ku tu,v' vh,fi?!
vntrdbu, ehcku nnzfhru, f"e ts"a nv"n sukrho
kna,,pu, cfhbux' cao f"e ts"a nv"n/
^ ̂ ̂
ntz vjk nxg wvfbhgvw kert, vakuo vnhujk/// ]unhnua
scrh f"e ts"a nv"n cahju, rcu, cabho gcru' ucpry
cahjv vnhujs, cgbhi zv' kar v,jcurv kagcr nr nav emc'
chw acy vw,ab"c' tusu, vxfbv acscr unv ahchtu vshcurho
tusu, tuyubunhw k"g[‘ hacu gk vnsufv gxebho ctv"e' kyfx
srfh pgukv kgmhr, nvkl nxufi zv/ fk scr vuct kthauru
uvxfn,u ak f"e ts"a nv"n' ujc"s hmtv cncmg bugz kakuo
vgo uvtr.' ,j, vxhxnt )akmgrhbu thbv re cdsr xhxnt(
"tr. hartk cxfbv"/ do fti' c"ntfy st tr. hartk"' enu
fnv ntb"a ujacu' tar ni vrtuh vhv ktrdi mwryr ktv"e'
fsh kva,,; cvpdbv vdsukv av,ehhnv cacug agcr' uftar
atku t, sg,u ak f"e ts"a nv"n cbsui' vahc cakhkv/
nthsl' fabatk f"e ts"a nv"n "cto gkhbu kva,,;
cvpdbu, ahhgrfu ctrv"c" _ vahc cjhuc/ nabusg tar chuo
abh veruc hhgrl yex vj,hnv cch, vkci cuutahbdyui' ubusg
tar habo fnv thrdubho vn,fubbho kbxug ukvpdhi bds gahh,
akuo go nrmjho' utnubho gk vbtnr "npejhi gk mrfh mhcur
cac," hacu fnv tbaho gk vnsufv catkv: nv guaho cbhsui
uthl ntrdbho t, vgbhi/ nagcrv vac, ufcr huo rtaui'
uvnugs n,erc' vjkhy rw bjuo ahw nreuch.' vhsug fcgk huznv
unr.' tar jhhcho keuo ukgau, ngav' ucmvrh vhuo fcr vhw
chsh vntrdbho weuk eurtw nrcbh vafubv tar "jucv gk fk
tjs utj, n,uach vafubv kva,,; cdupo cvpdbv a,grl
chuo abh cuutahbdyui"/
vntrdbho do stdu kxsr tuyucuxho kmurl zv' cnjhr xhnkh
ak $5/
ktjn"f t; busg fh vnzfhr ert t, vweuk eurtw cpbh f"e
ts"a nv"n ubgbv cjhuc/
cagv 00:2 ckhkv' ertui vhhyx fnrejv' fctur huo tuhrv
ak hmhtv kpgukv/ vnxgsu, batru p,uju, gs kagv zu' fsh
kmhhs cnzui t, vevk vrjc abuxg kvpdbv' u-15 tuyucuxho
v,nktu c,ul seu, cevk' astd kvmyhhs do c,phkhi/
vntrdbho stdu kvznhi gus akuav tuyucxho' tl do czv kt
vhw sh' urcho n,uach vafubv batru cneuo cskh, crhrv/ go
ajr' cagv 00:7 kgrl' vdhgu rtaubh vbuxgho kuutahbdyui/
jkeo fcr ehhnu nanru, njtv khs agrh jmr vch, vkci'
ugaru, vgh,ubtho' av,dussu cneuo gus nagu, vcuer
vnuesnu,' vjku kxer ukgrul xhsr, rthubu,/
vnbhbho kxkhju, ukajrh, v,ehhnu cms' ucnal fnv agu,'
gs kagv 00:1' batru ntu, nv,nhnho utb"a cnsatv anuk
vch, vkciQ grfu ,vkufu, cjmr' go erhtu, ak pxueho'
,vkho' bhdubho' xhxntu, cdbu, wvfbhgvw cnjhr vper, sno
ak hvusho/ cakc nxuhho vjku kbdi fk bhdubh vrchho' uvneuo
ehck vartv ak v,uugsu, jxhsh,///
huo abh f"z tkukcagv 00:21 kgrl gcrv vkuhh,u ak vrv"j rw hartk g"v
xuxucr/
cagu, tjr vmvrho vntujru, vjku rtaubh vnpdhbho
cuutahbdyui kjzur kpkyrhi ak nkl _ ertui vhhyx' ugo cuto
)51:4 tjv"m( b,caru tusu, "nbjv btu"' nv do av,vkfv kv
vanugv tar ktjr ,phk, nbjv ,vhw eck, pbh"o/ fagshhi
kt crur cto hshgv vzu vhbv cdsr ak wneuv-bhhgxw ckcs'
nhvru vjuzrho nuutahbdyui kycuk cneuv' fsh ahufku knxur
vp"b nhs ktjr v,phkv/
fgcur kngw n-01 seu, bfbx f"e ts"a nv"n tk vjsr
vnhujs/ j,i bfbx keck vxhsur nhsu vesuav' uktjn"f vuro
vnxl uva"m p,j c,phkv/ fcr ctnmgv ak v,pkv b,eckv
cnah"j chpgrwx vvusgv tusu, vwpbh"ow atnur kvhu, ktjr
v,pkv' scr azhrz t, cuto ak rcho n,uach vafubv kang
caurv nanj, zu/
c,jhk, jzr, va"m vurs vnxl cjsr vnhujs kzni nv'
uvuro jzrv/ cxhuo jzr, va"m vurs auc vnxl gs kxhuo
v,pkv' fl adcr vjaa ctar khmht,u ak f"e ts"a nv"n
knrpx,/ v,phkv bx,hhnv' vevk fcr nbdi seu, trufu, whjh
tsubbuw' uhmht,u ak f"e ts"a nv"n tk vnrpx, n,nvnv,
ngy/ xu"x bp,j mhsu vhnbh ak vuhkui' uf"e ts"a nv"n xhni
chsu vew kp,uj do vjke vabh/
go p,hj, vuhkui vchy f"e ts"a nv"n kantku' kgcr vfkh
znr uvhksho axchcu' upbv knuku uvbhs eku, crtau vew
eck, vnkfu,
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kghsus vahrv/ do ctmcgu vew vantkh, guss gk hs hnhbu'
ufgcur nxpr seu, guss c,bugu, emchu, hu,r ujzeu,' xer
t, vgunsho cphrnhsv unuku' unpgo kpgo t; vbhs eku,
kmssho/ nagcru f-6 seu,' xhni kxdhr, vuhkui/ vagv vh,v
05:4 kgrl/
go mt, f"e ts"a nv"n t, vnrpx,' hac gk p,j vhfk
esau uvevk vjk kgcur uk,, vpbh"o/ vxsr vhw af"t vbhj
vp"b gk vaukji' f"e ts"a nv"n kt bdg cpbh"o' re vchy gk
ftu"t unpgo kpgo vbhs crtau vew/ eck, vpbh"o trfv f02
seu,' fl achbh kchbh vxpheu gus nxpr tuyucuxho kvdhg
nuuahbdyui' unhvru knxur vpbh"o/
uwugs vnxsrw' vnuac, zv jusaho rcho' gcs agu, buxpu,
ugns nju. k077' fsh kanur gk vxsr vyuc/ eck, vpbh"o
vx,hhnv cagv 21:5/
vhuo cheru nr yubh unr nhhxphks uavu ceusa pbhnv nal
zni rc hjxh,' uf"e ts"a nv"n gns gk rdkhu )c,nhfv( kfnv
seu,/
fi busg tar ugs vrcbho vnhujs agcs cjusa vtjrui'
vumht vhuo xu"x f,c j,uo chsh fk vtrcgv unxru kjcrh
vnzfhru,' scr av,eck canjv ucvcbv tmk fk vdurnho/
unv rcv vh,v vvp,gv ftar cagv 04:8 busg tusu,
"ngrhc btu"' favpgo fcr vhv crur hu,r tar ktjr v,phkv
,,ehho auc nxhr, pbh"o' ktkv agshhi kt nxru/
utfi' ktjr f-5 seu, bfbx f"e ts"a nv"n tk vjsr
vnhujs' facxhuo v,pkv hmt tk vnrpx,/ vevk bhdi whjhw
uf"e ts"a nv"n vchy nhs kantku' kgcr neuo vfkh znr
)avpgo kt vhw(‘ nal zni' uktjn"f vpbv ncyu knuku unhs
vjk kguss c,bugu, rtau vew' ftar npgo kpgo xuer vevk
nhnhbu unantku unguss c,bugu, jzeu,/ fgcur f-3 seu,
vdchr vghsusho' uvevk' frdhk cfdui st' ar t, vbhdui fnfrhz
kkt vr; _ hjh tsubbu nurbu urcbu nkl vnahj kguko ugs/
fgcur 6 seu, vurv kxdur vuhkui/ vagv vh,v 40:9/
nhs ktjn"f gcru gk p,j jsru vew tku agshhi kt nxru
vp"b/ vxsr vhw fcmvrho/ nrtaubh vgucrho vhw vrv"j rw zkni
khhc ahw gxyukhi' achrl t, f"e ts"a nv"n c"tduyg f,hcv
uj,hnv yucv' fnu avctrshyaucr vhw ncrl"' uf"e ts"a
nv"n vbhs crtau vew fn"p/
kj,i ufkv agcru nhs ktjr jup,o' jhhl ngy/
khks atnr wnahj btuw' gbv wtniw/ fu"f hksho tnru whjh
vnklw uf"e ts"a nv"n vbhs crtau vew/
eck, vpbh"o trfv f-52 seu,' uvagv vh,v 03:9/
do vs"r yhavtk. abfj c,phkv nxr p"b kf"e ts"a nv"n'
uf"e ts"a nv"n tjz vp"b chsu vew kzni nv/
hmuhhi fh vs"r avv ceusa pbhnv kpbh ngrhc f-5 nhbuy'
uktjn"f v,ehhnv txhp, ruptho/
huo akhah f"j tkukvhuo kt zfhbu k,phku, go f"e ts"a nv"n/
cnal ruc agu, vhuo ch, vfbx, vhw xdur kevk vrjc' ktur
vgcusu, vrcu, vbjumu, gcur vfb, 077 kert, vjdho/
uktur vgucsv fh kg, g,v f"e ts"a nv"n thbu hurs kch,
vfbx, knyv' tkt re cjsr vnhujs ucnrpx,' rtu vdctho
murl kxpe t, nhrc vbuju, kevk vhuacho cwnzrjw ch,
vfbx, ucbu chn, g. nhujs, chi chn, vv,uugsu, kchn,
v,phkv ak f"e ts"a nv"n' fsh afuko hufku kmpu, cpbh
veusa/
unju. k-077 hmeu nky gk vnsrfv' fsh ktpar vxr,
vnjhmu, axdru gk thzur vcbhw' g"n avevk hufk kkf, gk
vnsrfv ukt gk vfcha cmhsu ak thxygri ptreuuh/
vgrc v,ehhnv jdhd, xhuo vkfu, crnc"o' cztk kngkv/
vgrc hmt do weuk eurtw nrcbh vafubv' kva,,; cvpdbv
a,hgrl cg"v chuo rtaui muo dskhw' cnbvyi/
^ ̂ ̂
ukert, jusa ,arh vcgk"y' zhfv wugs f,ch eusaw'
acvbvk, vrv"j rw jhho atuk ahw crue' t, vevk vrjc
cweubyrx ntnrh jusa ,arh vw,a"fw' ntnrho vrutho
krtaubv t, tur vspux/ ntnrho tku vhbo ck,h nudvho uvo
nvuho ,sphx n,ul fnv xprh ntnrho jsaho ahmtu ceruc'
fvnal kxprh vntnrho ,ah"t-,ah"y ahmtu ktur zv nfcr/
gk s; vagr bf,c: "m"t abv kvuks, f"e tsnu"r nkl vnahj
akhy"t"' uvntnrho v,ecku canjv rcv cerc aujrh v,urv
uvjxhsu,/ cxhuo vwp,j-scrw bf,c: "ug"h vkhnus c,ur,u
cpv' hjze vah", uhnvr uhzrz uhcht ,hf; unhs t, rput,u
c,fkh, vakhnu,' ubzfv kanug ",urv jsav" sf"e tsnu"r
nv"n akhy"t ",urv jsav nt,h ,mt"' ,ur,u ak nahj _
"nbjo anu"' ahkns ,urv t, fk vgo' u"nkl chphu ,jzhbv
ghbhl"' cv,dku, nkfu,u kghi fk ,hf; unhs nna' "uvh,v kvw
vnkufv"' tni fi hvh rmui"/
huo rchgh grc rta vabvfk tjs utjs ntb"a' azfv kvhu, cjusa ,arh cnjhm, f"e
tkuk vw,ab"d
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ts"a nv"n uku pgo tj, cjhhu husg' tar huo zv vut huo
gnux ntus: xkhju, go f"e ts"a nv"n faktjn"f buxg f"e
ts"a nv"n kneuv' ,phk, ajrh,' v,r, bsrho' eck, pbh"o'
p"b fkkh' tuvk' nbjv utukh t; ahjv usukrho/ tl kstcubbu' zu
abv abhw axsr zv thbbu kg, g,vQ f"e ts"a nv"n kt hmt kt
kxkhju, ukt k,phkv' uvh,v zu xhcv nxpe, kntu, ntb"a
uv,nhnho keuo ukbxug tk vtuvk vew' ao thrg vnturg
rj"k' ukzgue ao gs n,h?! vfhms bh,i kac, ukhvbu, tha tha
,j, dpbu u,tb,u' ftar nbds huac f"e ts"a nv"n cjsru vew
uxuck hxurho' jkhhbu vut bat unftuchbu xcko/ chyuh kfl
cshcur b,i vrv"j rw abhtur zkni ahw durtrhw' tar cyro
verht vp"b gk mhui vrch vrhh." b"g' vrcbh, jbv uvrcbh, jhw
nuaet g"v' shcr nehru, kcu tusu, vftc uvnmc cu b,ubho
vjxhsho fhuo' ftar f"e ts"a
nv"n' nnkt neuno ak vtsnurh"o
veusnho bahth jc"s' huac uxuck
uthbu nscr ufuw///
fhbux vzgev gmnu vjk cagv 00:11
kgrl' ftar ktjr erht, vp"b ertu
preh ,vkho' tchbu nkfbu' whjhw ut;
knsu ntnr jxhsu, krta vabv/ chi
vn,pkkho bfj do vrv"j vrv",'
nzebh vnaphgho' rw ngbsk ahw
puyrpx' akang tbju,hu ckcs bcmr
vhv nkvchi thl hfukho aufbh vgpr
kvnahl cnbuj,o ukt kgurr rjnh
anho gk gnl hartk///
^ ̂ ̂
ukert, vjdho vnnanaho uctho baknu, vvfbu,
vtjrubu,' gcusu, vdnr uvahpumho kert, fbhx, vjdQ tna
acru t, vehr avprhs chi ch, vfbx, gmnu kjsrh vbujhu,'
scr adro k,uxp, neuo c-077Q ucncbv vjsa v,,-eregh
vnjucr k-077 guxeho cnr. cvfar, jsrh vbujhu, vrcho'
g"n ahufku kana kevk vtkpho vpues t, 077 chnh vjdho/
cv,to kfl bxdru do jsrh vbujhu, vhabho' cvhu,o mnusho
kch, vfbx,/
ucjmr ch, rcbu accck' caukh dd jmr vcbhw vjsav xhsru
dsr jhw' ua,ku gmhmho kturl vehr' fhtv kch, rcbu accck/
f"z fsh acth ch, vfbx, hufku kvhu, cneuo' vrje nghbt
chat/
ucch, vfbx, gmnu vdctho kjumho' gec vjd vnnana uct'
uctar vmurl kbeu, t, ch, vfbx, ukvfhi t, vxpxkho gcur
evk tb"a uv,nhnho ahjhu' fsh ahufku kv,pkk chauc vsg,/
chbh kchbh stdu nrta tar hufku kgcus cnbuj, vsg,'
uftar th tpar ksg, nrta n,h f"e ts"a nv"n hmt
k,phk, nbjv' to cfkk' vrh ajcrh vnzfhru, bhtu,u kceav
tar "cto vnmc htpar kcea nf"e ts"a nv"n kmt,
k,pkv nueso ffk vtpar' hgau zt,"' utfi cagv 52:1 busg
)cnp,hg( "nbjv btu" ufgcur f5 seu, bfbx f"e ts"a nv"n
tk vjsr vnhujs/ cxhuo v,pkv hmt f"e ts"a nv"n tk
vnrpx, uctu,v g, bhdi vevk whjh tsubbu nurbu urcbu nkl
vnahj kguko ugsw/ vrhk"d atk scrs nv t, f"e ts"a nv"n
uf"e ts"a nv"n gbv cjhuc/ vrhk"d xhni kevk ka,ue'
uvumht spho nfhxu' tkt anhs vcjhi athbo vspho kvo vut
zeue ug"f r. kjsru uvcht spho nmuknho ak wv,r, bsrhow/
kchb,hho vevk vnahl kbdi uf"e ts"a nv"n guss crtau vew
vahrv/ vrhk"d vdha vspho uf"e
ts"a nv"n tjzo chs antku uert
cghbhu vew/ naxhho vgnus vrho ghbhu
urtau vew' uvhw zv vxhni kvpul vs;
ukgbhh, vevk' uvrhk"d xhni ahtnru
veyg wvfk hvhu nu,rhow/ ktjn"f
vnahl f"e ts"a nv"n veyg vabh'
unaxhho xhni auc vrhk"d ahtnru'
uktjn"f ert f"e ts"a nv"n do
vpruzcuk/
ktjn"f vjk-vnahl vevk cbhdui
whjhw uf"e ts"a nv"n gmo ghbhu vew
knal sev uvrfhi rtau/ fgcur
fnjmh, vsev vjk kguss c,bug,
rtau vew ngw unyv' faghbhu gmunu,'
ufl vnahl kguss gs apbv kantku uxhni kxdhr, vuhkui'
ftar ghbhu gmunu, gshhi' tu tz p,j ghbhu/ vdhkuh bnal 4 seu,
u-02 abhu,/
nhs ktjn"f ehck f"e ts"a nv"n pbh"o/ ,jkv vhw zv vp"b
fkkh abnxr g"h vrv"j rw abhtur zkni ahw durtrhw' vrv"j rw
akuo ahw nruzuc' uvrv"j rw ztc hjzetk vfvi ahw f. ugus'
ftar t, vp"b vbhju gk vaukji' hjs go snh vp"b/ vrhk"d
tnr azv vp"b vfkkh uf"e ts"a nv"n vbhs crtau vew/
ktjn"f gcru cxl vevk agshhi kt nxr vp"b chnho akpb"f'
unh agns nju. k-077 urtv t, ntu, vtbaho agnsu c,ur'
vhw bzfr chnho f,heubo' g, f"e ts"a nv"n vhw guns uneck
vpshubu, chsu vew uncrl cshcur cf,hcv uj,hnv yucv///
f"e ts"a nv"n hac khs p,j vhfk esau' gk np,i vsk,'
ftar )akt fcpgnho veusnu,( vfxt uvaukji gunsho gk
chn, g. eybv )tu,v xhsr tw nv,nhnho vjp. cghkuo anu'
,vt nafur,u akhnv ni vanho(‘ fsh kvek gk f"e ts"a
vrc sus rxehi tnr
ctj, vv,uugsuhu,
avr", ak "hjh
tsubbu nurbu urchbu
nkl vnahj kguko
ugs" gukv chjs
cdhnyrht kanu
vrtaui ak vrch
eck, vnkfu,
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nv"n keck pbh vgo/ cnal v-5 seu, vrtaubu, vrcv f"e
ts"a nv"n kvzhz vngypu, chsu vew' vhw ndchvi ngy unbhji
vmhsv/ fn"p t; ehck ngypu, chsu vew' ftar hsu nubj, gk
vaukji/ ntujr hu,r jsk kdg, cpbh"o' re kg,ho rjueu,
ntus/ fi vbhs crtau vew' uktw nvevk achrl wtdgcgbya-yg
htrw' gbv cphu ucrtau vew/ vrc nuyk sgr aujy chrl crpu"a
uv,dku, ut; fti gbv f"e ts"a nv"n crtau vew ucphu/ npgo
kpgo t; ap,u,hu vew kjau' ufgcur f-02 seu, gmo ghbhu vew
ujzr kjsru vew/ jke dsuk nvevk gshhi kt vxphe knxur
vp"b' uvn,hi tukh cf"z hgcur' tl vnzfhr vrc cbhnhi vkuh ahw
ekhhi hmt nvp,j vrtah uxhni kevk tar eck, vpbh"o
vx,hhnv ukt ,vhw hu,r/ vevk vx,pe thput cb,hbv knzfhr/
vagv vh,v 01:2/
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