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Blue Star Holland Info year 6 ● June 2010 ● number 1
Looking back at a successful retreat
Being Together
Our first retreat without the physical presence
of our inspirational teacher Sri Vasudeva was
organized at the Sun House from May 27 -30.
Its theme: Being Together/Together in Being.
Our vision for the retreat was to explore
personal qualities of leadership and wisdom as
well as those of the group. Also the promotion
of deep and open sharing and the experience
of ‘Togetherness in Being’ in all our power and
love.
We had between 40 and 60 participants daily who created a sparkling energy of love, interest and connection. This co-creation was a huge success.
Although Vasudeva was not physically present, his whole being participated fully in
the retreat. His energy flowed through the hearts of all participants. His meditation
workshop, given last year in Trinidad, was seen on Dvd. And he was virtually with
us via a Skype connection. We could speak with him, ask a question, share an
experience and see his expressions as he spoke to us via a large screen. We have
been given a fantastic means of bridging the physical distance between us using
these modern techniques.
Vasudeva’s advice to us was to organize this energy exchange every two weeks.
This forms both a challenge and an inspiration for us. What a support, to be able to
re-charge ourselves with this powerful energy on a regular basis. What an
incredible power that could unleash in our lives!
Karin Groet suggested the following: It would be meeting this challenge if we could
organize a chain of small groups of people who were at the retreat, also including
others who want to be involved, to meet in groups every two weeks using the same
framework as in the past retreat. We can pass on the intention like a “relay baton”.
Allow yourself to be inspired and touched and step into the flow of energy that
accompanies this Blue Star Newsletter! Whispered in many ears at the retreat was
the idea that these small meetings may be the initiation of a Dutch ashram. Could
this be an intention that is manifesting from the Source?
The Blue Star Board wishes you much pleasure in reading about our retreat
experiences.
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Index
2Enthusiastic reactions
5A choice of workshops
6Something for everyone
7And the winner is...
Kitchen pearls
Wake up to your Reality
8Blue Star Holland Centra
Blue Star Info Transform Yourself. Transform Your World.
The Blue Star Vision
People learning to live
using inner strength
and working on
a world of
harmony and
happiness.
Home of Blue Star Holland:
The Sun House in Loenen
Enthusiastic reactions
For the first time in
many years, Blue
Star Holland had a
three day retreat
without the physical
presence of
Vasudeva. The
theme was: “Being
Together” (in Dutch,
the two words are
reversed –
“Together Being”
and the expression
can be understood
in two ways, as
“togetherness” and
as “together in
being”). It was
wonderful, a special
experience of
transformation and
unity with moments
of personal growth
and growth for us
as a group, too.
MilestoneI experienced this weekend as a milestone or a
turning point for Blue Star Holland: we have
never stood so close together and experienced
so much unity. The huge openness during the
entire ‘sacred conversation’ in which people felt
free [safe] to share very personal feelings can be
sited as an example of the special energy that
was created.
And everything we did was done with ease and
fun! It was beautiful to see how everyone played
their part in this co-creation, in so many
different ways.
This is the beginning of the co-creation of a new
world full of harmony in every dimension! We
can do it! Let’s go for it together.
Vasudeva, thank you so much for providing us
this opportunity and that you led and supported
us so that we could manifest this retreat in this
way. And to everyone who participated: thanks
for your Being Together/Together in Being!
Gauri
In one word: FANTASTIC... ... In all aspects. We enjoyed, learned,
experienced, shared, hugged (of course!),
expanded energy, felt, gave and received
fantastic and educative workshops, healed and
were healed, ate delicious meals, (wonderful
Nelly and Bram), felt the continuing presence of
Vasudeva and… I’m sure I am forgetting
something… But I also don’t have to do this
alone. Nobody had to do anything alone in these
past few days because everyone was there for
each other, new or old, known or a unknown, a
large and warm spiritual bath.
What am I talking about? Our own Blue Star
Holland Retreat from the 27th to the 30th of
May. With great thanks to the organizing group
and all the other people who played a part in
making this retreat an energetic, loving and
powerful big party. Also thanks to Shankari and
Himani and, of course not to be forgotten, all
the participants. Did it take an effort to enjoy
oneself or to experience? Not at all! What
happened [just] happened. It was accepted and
it was good.
I heard superlatives like: “There is an even
stronger energy than when the Guru is present.”
Also, “What great potential in power, knowledge,
love and wisdom in our own Blue Star House.”
Or, even better, “our Blue Star home.” And: “Why
haven’t we done this before?”
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Singing the Shiva Mahimna Stotram with accompaniment by Indu, Saraswati, Hans and Sjoerd
Sacred Conversations with Vasudeva using Skype
In short, it was more than worth it. And there are new
initiatives for future retreats with our own Blue Star family
under way. And we hope that everyone will be able to be
there again. If not in body, then certainly in spirit. It’s all
OK.
With many thanks to our great Teacher,
In love and support, Sharada Devi
Blue Star Holland alive and kickingI felt in this retreat that Blue Star Holland is alive and
kicking even if we are also very busy on our own turf with
many other activities. The Blue Star feeling is simply a part
of us and that is what we understood at Blue Star's
conception. Sri Vasudeva binds us like a Patriarch, so we
really are like a family. I want to keep both feet on the
ground and so perhaps a sober comment from this Dutch
clay is warranted. We admit that we can form a wonderful
team, that there is a lot of talent available and that we can
create fabulously. These are things no one would dispute.
But we also quite easily separate and become busily
involved with our own things, just as it happens in many
families. You see each other, love it and make promises to
call more often but it just doesn’t happen. And still, the
fact of the matter is, the connection is there!
Vasudeva spoke to us a few days ago via Skype: “What are
you going to do in two weeks time? And next month? Don’t
allow this feeling to ebb away. Go for continuity” he said.
The Blue Star shines in me like a warm blue light that I take
with me wherever I go. And that light is shining strong and
bright as a result of this retreat. Thank you, one and all, for
this Being Together in Love! Jayanti
Growth and a warm bathBefore the retreat I realized that I was disappointed that I
could only be there on Sunday. Even though it was only one
day, I held an intention of abundance within. And that is
what I experienced. The other days I wasn’t there
physically, but Thursday I was very conscious of everything
going on and from the evening on, I felt like I was in the
retreat in Loenen too. I really liked what happened in the
preparations for the retreat. As Bhaktan (Eric) said, the
organizing committee were really looking forward to the
retreat. And I was also looking forward to the chakra
singing meditation that I would lead.
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Jayanti on the Sacred ConversationsDuring the Sacred Conversations the group shared
experiences and asked questions that seemed to
emanate from the Source. These were very special
sessions. We were a large group (on Sunday 60 people)
and the level of openness and authenticity was
remarkable. We did not discuss or give wise counsel
from some distant place. There was no judgement. We
listened, showed empathy, understanding, authentic
interest and allowed lots of space as we shared deeply.
It was very moving. Afterwards there was the possibility
to ask questions of Vasudeva or to share an experience
with him.
“The interconnectedness in love was vast and clearly tangible.”
As a result of the inviting and positive energy, I dared to
offer to lead a chakra meditation and it was wonderful! The
sounds were so unique and formed a marvellous harmony.
I know that I have grown enormously in the last years. And
without Loenen and Vasudeva, I would not have dared to
take that place. And it felt like it will happen more often.
Before I arrived on Sunday, I already felt the loving, kind
and warm energy flowing to me and the whole day I basked
in a ‘warm bath’. The workshop “Eye Yoga” was interesting
and new for me. I will certainly delve deeper into that.
The mantra Om Shiva Hare Om resounds in my head and
heart still. That was beautiful to take away with me. I hope
to see everyone before Madhavi arrives, but otherwise,
certainly then. Yvonne van Gameren
Being together
The May retreat from 2010 was a resounding success…
WOW… To be honest, I had some reserves as I journeyed to
Loenen. I found myself musing that a retreat without the
physical presence of the Guru could possibly be less
powerful. The opposite was quickly proved because my
doubts totally disappeared with the singing of the Shiva [on
Thursday evening]. It was a fantastic opening of the
weekend.
The interconnectedness in love was vast and clearly
tangible. This gave me the feeling of being a member of a
large Blue Star Family. The visitors who arrived later were
included with the same love and openness and so the
strong energy just increased.
It was so beautiful and inspiring to be able to share and
exchange personal experiences. But just being present, a
part of the group and following the daily program was also
fantastic.
I enjoyed making plans together for the future and
resonating with the enthusiasm of others. For me
personally, it is a stimulus to continue walking this chosen
path.
That we were all able to create something this beautiful
makes me hopeful for everything that lies ahead of us. I am
convinced that Blue Star Holland has undergone a powerful
co-creative impulse. In any case, for me personally, it has
inspired me to take an active role in the future.
“Together being” in this “being together” is an event to be
repeated. I sincerly hope that we will meet each other again
soon.
Namaskar! Jan
Meditation retreat on dvdDuring the retreat we watched the recording of the
meditation retreat that Sri Vasudeva gave at the
ashram in Trinidad in 2009. These recordings are
available on dvd. Interested? Send an email to
[email protected]. The costs are €10 per dvd. Each
dvd is of 1 retreat day in Loenen - a compilation of
the 5 day retreat in Trinidad. There will be an
additional cost for shipping.
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The team that organized the retreat: Bhaktan, Marieke, Jody (pink shirt) and Hans
A choice of workshops
What a lot of talent
we have in Blue
Star and what
involvement. That
made this retreat a
very special
co-creation where
those talents were
shared. As a result
of the Guru’s
absence, we were
able to allow the
Guru in ourselves to
speak. We were
more interested in
each other, it
seemed, and less
directed towards
the Guru.
There were many Blue Star members who offered to
give a workshop as the list below attests. We made
it possible for all who said they would like to give a
workshop to do so. And that was very special - to
experience the many talents and qualities available
to us within our Blue Star family. But a word of
thanks also goes out to all the participants. Without
you there would not have been a retreat at all!
Summary of the workshops
• Energy Training - a training to become
more conscious of the power of the breath,
using movement and voice (Jayanti)
• Self deception – gaining insight in how to be
more loving and honest in life (Sharada Devi)
•Diksha - Oneness University - background
information and Dikshas (Ben and Ria)
• Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) – a
method to alleviate emotional blockages in
the energy system (Walther)
• Ayurvedic head massage – relaxing,
cleansing and balancing for the body and the
mind (Jaya (Yvonne))
• Tools from the 40 Day Retreat 2010 – how
to consciously make use of the tools given in
the talks by Sri Vasudeva (Indu-Odile)
• Eye yoga - techniques and background
information to create a better and more
relaxed use of the eyes (Shirley)
• Fairy tale - the unexpected deeper meaning
of a personal fairy tale (Gina)
• Learning to feel chakras - exercises that
make conscious experiencing of the chakras
possible (Saraswati)
•Health in several dimensions – a workshop
about the possibilities and tools to
optimalise your health (Gauri)
• Residing in the Self - practicing staying
centered in various situations using role play
and drama exercises (Jenny)
Of course, the Guru Gita, Shiva Mahimna
Stotram, yoga/tai chi, meditation and mantra
singing were part of our daily schedule. There
were also opportunities to visit and share with
each other with greater intimacy.
Vasudeva suggests keeping “good company”
and after three days in such good company, we
totally understood why this is so valuable!
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Energy Training Tools from the 40 Days 2010 Once upon a time... (fairy tale)
Walther explains the principles of EFT
Wonderful to walk in the beautiful area of
the Sun House. Luckily the weather showed
its sunny side.
Our youngest participant, Michaela
Something for everyone
It was wonderful to have such a wide choice of workshops though making a choice was difficult, as
they all looked equally interesting! In these three sketches you will get an idea of what was offered.
Energy Training Jayanti gave her workshop with her characteristic vibrant
enthusiasm. Her choice was for participants to experience
energy through breath, voice and movement. She began
with breathing exercises that I recognized from Trinidad.
And then we started to move.
We played a game in which one’s partner’s back was a
music instrument to play. The higher and lower tones were
associated with the higher and lower areas of the back. The
different qualities of touch were to instigate different types
of sounds. One person brought the other into motion and
sound. The enthusiastic participation of all created lots of
fun. But it was also a challenge to really ‘listen’ (with the
body) to your partner and to be sensitive to the co-creative
possibilities. We laughed and enjoyed ourselves like kids –
whenever we were able to really let go!
Emotional Freedom TechniqueWalther began by telling us about the technique, how it was
developed and its effectivity using an impressive story about
traumatized Vietnam war veterans. Then we learned the
technique and went to work in pairs. By tapping on meridian
points with the fingers it is possible to influence the flow of
energy through the body. Energy blockages open so that
energy flows (more) freely. We were asked to bring up a fear
and allow ourselves to feel it. We rated it on a scale of 0 and
10 and used the EFT procedure. During the tapping, we
named the fear we were experiencing in order to keep it in
our field and then followed that with an affirmation. For
instance, someone might say, “Even though I am afraid of
water, I accept myself exactly as I am.” After using the
procedure, one checks to see if the fear had been reduced
and it often had. One uses another set of tapping and eye
movements to solidify the results in the energy system so
that the feeling of fear will not return to its old level.
Tools from the 40 Day Retreat 2010
Indu asked the participants to focus on themselves and to think of a
personal issue in which they would like to use the tools. The tools were not
just handed to us. No, we had to get to work to discover them. We all chose
a card with a picture that appealed to us. I chose a picture of a young boy
who looked back at me with penetrating dark brown eyes. Then we split up
into groups of three. We shared briefly, in 10 – 15 minutes, what we wanted
to bring into the light, what the underlying pain points might be and which
tools we could use to aid us: the power of intention, use of the intellect,
positive thinking, a non-judgmental attitude. That gave us many beautiful
conversations and insights. After sharing, we turned the cards over and read
the text on the other side. “What have you overlooked?” was written on my
card. Hmm....
We then returned to the group and Indu asked us to write down two
important insights and to hang these up in the room. After having read all
these, we shared what this process had brought us. To close, we each chose
a positive thought that we can carry with us. Indu gave us a little heart-
shaped stone to symbolize it. This little heart now sits next to my computer
keyboard and is a beautiful reminder of my intention and wish.
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In groups of three...
A heart with a memory
Let’s light up our world with the Light from within
And the winner is...At first sight, a lottery is not exactly a spiritual happening.
But those who consciously broaden their view (and don’t we
all do that from time to time?) and look deeper, will see the
wisdom at the core. By selling lots, a cash flow is activated
that benefits a common goal and the energy flows. That, in
turn, stimulates new initiatives.
During the retreat many lots were sold at the reception table
for €2.50 for the first, getting ever less expensive the more
you bought. We generated € 400,- that has been donated to
the Sun House.
Wake up to your Reality
On behalf of the organizing committee, Marieke explained
in inspiring, funny and varied stories daily, something
about the picture, how it was made and the lottery. The
photographer was Wim van den Hoogen. The final product;
an image of the Guru on linen with the text “Wake up to your
Reality”. All honor was also given to Linda who, with
patience and crafts-woman-ship brought text and image
together, creating a powerful picture that calls one into a
very deep awareness.
On Sunday, Vasudeva blessed
Shankari’s hand and she pulled
the winning lot out of the pot.
And just as one would expect
from a spiritual lottery, the
picture went to someone who
really deserved it, even if only
because she said, “I never win
anything.” That comment was
immediately made null and void.
Carolien was the lucky one to
receive the ‘Guru on linen’. Not
only because of her selfless
investment in the Sun House (like
many others) but also because she
seemed to stand as a symbol for
spiritual and personal growth that was evidenced in her
wonderful and open sharing during the retreat.
And because this retreat was all about “Being Together –
Together in Being” Carolien’s growth was everyone’s growth.
And we all were, are and shall ever be, winners!
Kitchen pearlsJust like in the old
days, the kitchen was
Bram en Nelly’s
domain. The inner
person was in good
hands with them.
Every day there was
an extensive meal
cooked for nearly
sixty participants.
And once again, it
was evident that Bram
and Nelly love to
pamper people. They
give the best of
themselves in the
preparation of these
meals. Everything was
a delicious treat and healthy to boot. Bram and Nelly, a
heartfelt thanks for your fantastic work. You are pearls!
‘Wake up to your Reality’ now available in the Blue Star Shop
Many people enjoyed the beautiful Guru on linen with the
title “Wake Up To Your Reality” during the retreat. All three
days the image stood in the Sun Hall and everyone was
hoping for the winning lottery ticket. Only one person could
win it, but that doesn’t mean that you have to let it slip
through your fingers. On the contrary! It is available to order
through the Blue Star Shop.
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Bram and Nelly wield the pastry
roller in the kitchen
Carolien is a beaming winner
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