Hello

Long time no see…

I know that probably you don’t want to talk to me

But I guess this doesen’t count as talking…

I guess it’s been nearly a month…

And a lot changed…

But not everything.

I just wanted to say that I’m over it.

I don’t want our old relationship back.

You were right to do what you did, things were out of control.

I was out of control.

And I used this whole month to make a change.

Go out more…

Do stuff I like…

Meet new people and reconnect with old ones…

And I liked it, you were right.

Also, something changed during that month.

I fell in love.

She is a great girl…

But she also went through a lot.

She is damaged. Just as I am.

And I guess that’s what brings me and this girl together.

For the first time I saw her I knew she would be the woman I would marry someday.

She is perfect.

Clever

And cute :)

When I see her my heart rate increases…

I get butterflies in my stomach…

But I didn’t tell her how much I like her.

Not yet.

Because I don’t know if she will like the new me.

Well, at least the new me is better than the old me.

And I want to tell her this.

But I’m afraid she might run away.

And I spent a lot of time doing this change.

For her.

And I will tell her that today.

Because I am ready

And if that doesn’t work it’s fine.

Because later when I go to sleep…

We will be together.

Ariana.

That girl is you.

I love you with all my heart.

You are the woman I want to marry someday

And I think you still have feelings for me

At least I kope…

That’s why I’m asking.

Will you go on a date with me?

Have a fresh start?

Have fun like we used to before we even dated…

What do you say?

Can we see where this goes?