ch05 adultery with its pants down
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Chapter 5 brings the shocking aftermath of being busted for cheating, as the rage and lies turn into a storm of hurt blame and pain.TRANSCRIPT
Adultery With Its Pants Down
Chapter 5
When Deceit Defends,
It Counter-Attacks
Busted,
Now What?
How To Deflect Any Responsibility
Thanks
Dad!
Busted?
I Guess We Can Work It Out Now Faithful Partners expect that busted
cheaters will heed the wake up call
◦ Take responsibility
◦ Apologise
◦ Offer to make amends
◦ Work on a recovery solution
◦ Be contrite and thoughtful
◦ Appreciate one more chance
Work It Out?
You Guess Wrong Work it out? Apologise?
No. No. No. Too few have any remorse.
◦ Surprise! The last things the FP expects is what
often happens - that the cheater will double
down with his bet on cruelty
◦ Sadly ... The FP forgets that the CP has broken
his compassion, is like a drug addict to cheating,
and is delusional – and has already “written off”
his family and his honor and his heart
Busted?
Work What Out? The cheater has already “written off” his family
and his honor and his heart
This addict and predator is NOT the same person you knew. ◦ This predator lies casually and has been lying
gratuitously
He is not the even same person that he has pretended to be till now (committed, compassionate, loving, expecting love from you, the exclusive deal still on) ◦ He is a total stranger. He has hidden that from you.
That’s how he was able to betray you.
Busted?
No Way Can We Work It Out Now The cheater immediately sees these
“favorable” wicked options: 1. Lie more – I am not really busted – it’s just
jealousy
2. Deny in spite of evidence
3. Blame it on the FP as hurtfully as possible
4. Escalate manipulation - Get vicious to silence the FP
5. Make false offers to set things right
6. Keep on cheating
◦ Best choice of all? Do all of the above while attacking his FP for snooping!
Act Like A Busted Spouse?
You are A Zero In His Universe! What? Will he deny it in spite of evidence?
Yup.
◦ They will twist and nitpick and make the most egregious tales to cover up.
◦ They will make it seem that you are misinterpreting the evidence and you are paranoid not to accept crappy explanations.
So that’s why so many people hire a lawyer and a private detective instead of confronting cheaters with facts.
Expect Anger
Now that the CP can’t be trusted Some examples how everybody loses and
everything special shuts down and “shits down”
◦ What to Expect ? Rage & Fierce Anger & Violence
CP will be furious if their cheese is moved
CP will, if caught red-handed, threaten to do violence to FP
Manipulation goes on - Minor or worse – pushing, blocking, slapping, punching, physical restraining will occur
Property will be stolen and destroyed
The CP will only see imaginary FP violence (pushing away the assaulter) when this occurs and will forget their own initiation of violence
The real threat to you – CP will get police to punish YOU for “violence” as a cover for CP
Expect Fantastic Tales
Now that the CP is Busted New Flavor To Undermining You
It’s more in the open,
His griping and snide comments will now turn into
direct nasty criticism and constant loud outrageous
blame
The family arguments will not be about his cheating
– he avoids that discussion
The family arguments will be loud and full of
screaming rage - all about the exaggerated and nasty
blame he lays at your doorstep
And What Happens Next?
Maybe “Nothing”.
◦ After all, “you are to blame” for finding out
◦ After all, “you are to blame” for driving him to
do it in the first place
◦ So don’t expect an apology for his doing what
comes naturally and is all your fault
◦ Look out for these Two Wicked Options
Sour and Bold: He will say it is none of your business
and brazen it out – and claim the kids
Sweet and False: he will pretend he has stopped
How Can This Be?
He was Caught Red Handed
Busted? So what. That’s not his problem.
He is special - he is used to spouting lies and being believed
◦He is literally living two lives now
◦ You are just in the trifling life
◦ So... no normal rules apply to this special person
To Defend Deceit
CP Develops a Split Life
Myths (lies) the Cheater tells himself to create to separate the 2 lives
◦ “I am always miserable in old trifling Life #1”
– Go away!
◦ “I am always happy in new Life #2” unless life #1intrudes You bastard just go away!
Myth (lies) that CP is innocent party
◦ I try to make Life #1 work but I get nowhere
◦ So I am free to wander without guilt in Life #2
Let’s look at how this mirage works
To Defend Deceit
How CP Goes On Attack
Part 1 – Provoke: Set Stage for Blame
- Truth-Dancing, Blame-Passing and Taunting
Part 2 – Manipulate: Lie & Evade
◦ Evasion, Deflection, Wasting Counselling, Lashing
Out, Cruel anger
Part 3 – Mind Games: Use a Warped Double
Standard
◦ Unbelievable hypocrisy while making full demands
of FP
So ... Why doesn’t this Split Life strategy work? The Attack machine Part 1 –
Provoke! - Stage Setting for Blame - Truth-Dancing, Blame-Passing and Taunting Only Works In Hollywood
Heart Broken
Taken for
Granted
Shock
Pain
Loss
Abandonment
Fear
Disgust
Revulsion
Hurt
Bewilderment
Tortured
Disgrace
Throw Up
No Place of
Comfort Left
Let’s Kiss **
Why are you
so cold? **
Let’s Hug **
You are
invited to
OP’s birthday,
so why don’t
you come? –
You’re Anti-
Social
You are just
jealous!
You lack sex
drive ** ***
Lies,
Half truths
Pick Fights
False
Accusation
Shift Blame
Continue
Cheating
Magnify
Faults
You’re crazy
like your
mother
** Even after
coming home 4 a.m.
... After servicing OP
orally
*** in front of kids
and relatives
FU
You’re just a
jealous
resentful
paranoid
So ... Why doesn’t this Split Life strategy work? The Attack machine Part 1 –
Provoke! - Stage Setting for Blame - Truth-Dancing, Blame-Passing and Taunting Only Works In Hollywood
Let’s Kiss **
Why are you
so cold? **
Let’s Hug **
You are
invited to
OP’s birthday,
so why don’t
you come? –
You’re Anti-
Social
You are just
jealous!
You lack sex
drive ** ***
Lies,
Half truths
Pick Fights
False
Accusation
Shift Blame
Continue
Cheating
Magnify
Faults
You’re crazy
like your
mother
** Even after
coming home 4 a.m.
... After servicing OP
orally
*** in front of kids
and relatives
FU
You’re just a
jealous
resentful
paranoid
So ... Why doesn’t this Split Life strategy work? The Attack machine Part 2 –
Manipulate! - Pure Lies & Evasion – Evasion, Deflection, Wasting Counselling, Lashing Out
Heart Broken
Taken for
Granted
Shock
Pain
Loss
Abandonment
Fear
Disgust
Revulsion
Hurt
Bewilderment
Tortured
Disgrace
Throw Up
No Place of
Comfort Left
Appalled by
Chutzpah
Nothing
happened.
BUT ... You
are to blame
for causing
it.
Fierce
Anger
Lie in
Counselling
Continue
Cheating
Magnify
Faults
What truth?
There’s my truth
and your truth
Be specific. I don’t
know what you
are asking?
I already told you
The counsellor
supports me
It happened long
ago ... and it never
happened
You’re crazy –
nothing happened
It
wasn’t
sexual
Just Same
Old Cruel
Manipulation
So ... Why doesn’t this Split Life strategy work? The Attack machine Part 2 –
Manipulate! - Pure Lies & Evasion – Evasion, Deflection, Wasting Counselling, Lashing Out
Nothing
happened.
BUT ... You
are to blame
for causing
it.
Fierce
Anger
Lie in
Counselling
Continue
Cheating
Magnify
Faults
What truth?
There’s my truth
and your truth
Be specific. I don’t
know what you
are asking?
I already told you
The counsellor
supports me
It happened long
ago ... and it never
happened
You’re crazy –
nothing happened
It
wasn’t
sexual
Just Same
Old Cruel
Manipulation
So ... Why doesn’t this Split Life strategy work? The Attack machine Part 3 –
Mind games! The Warped Double Standard - Unbelievable hypocrisy while making full demands of FP
Heart Broken
Taken for
Granted
Shock Pain Loss
Abandonment
Fear
Disgust
Revulsion
Hurt
Bewilderment
Tortured
Disgrace
Throw Up
No Place of
Comfort Left
Appalled by
Chutzpah
Expect (right
after telling
lies) that FP
should listen
more.
Complain
that FP
Never listens
Point out
flaws in FP
not following
full spousal
role
Continue
Cheating
Dress Up for visit
with OP then ask FP
for compliment about
appearance
Complain never gets
compliment from FP
Complain FP is
always jealous and
suspicious
Claim long nightly
calls & visits are “my
own business”
Spin & Deny when
confronted with proof
My needs
weren’t met
So ... Why doesn’t this Split Life strategy work? The Attack machine Part 3 –
Mind games! The Warped Double Standard - Unbelievable hypocrisy while making full demands of FP
Expect (right
after telling
lies) that FP
should listen
more.
Complain
that FP
Never listens
Point out
flaws in FP
not following
full spousal
role
Continue
Cheating
Dress Up for visit
with OP then ask FP
for compliment about
appearance
Complain never gets
compliment from FP
Complain FP is
always jealous and
suspicious
Claim long nightly
calls & visits are “my
own business”
Spin & Deny when
confronted with proof
My needs
weren’t met
FP’s Nightmare is Stomach-Turning
All this attack stuff is a horror story inflicted on FP
To CP, it is just self-protection (lies, self, OP, gateway to cheat more) so it is honourable and justified
One example: the 4 a.m. Kiss & torture test ◦ The CP could care less that kissing the FP with a mouthful
of OP’s body drippings is repulsive
◦ The CP uses this as a “test” to show that the FP lacks affection – this test justifies more cheating
◦ Some cheaters “kiss test” the FP before and after each kanoodle-fest with the OP, this lack of hugs and kisses after dressing up for the OP “confirms” that they are justified: the FP is “cold and unfeeling and doesn’t respect and compliment them any more when they dress up”!
◦ Remember: To justify evil, a CP will believe and spout any stupid shit, and do any harm
FP’s Nightmare is not Mere Words
◦Remember: To justify evil, a CP will believe and spout any stupid yarn, carp about any minor fault, disseminate any wicked sneering criticism, invent any lie, and do any harm
◦ It is a nightmare – it makes the FP emotionally numb and hurt
◦ It is deliberate and cruel
◦ But the cheater will usually feel fully justified (and thus morally superior to the faithful partner)
Did I Mention It Yet?
You Are the Weird One Your real fault was to still be trusting and in love
with the CP, who deceptively gave you reason to be
For acting normally, the CP will be attack you as if YOU are some freak with the bad behavior
◦ You will be called paranoid, insane, unbalanced
◦ Your past will be blamed for making you cold, numb, bitter, jealous, unforgiving, unable to show love, etc.
◦ Your prior relationships will be the ones that you failed in, and they blemished you and made you unfit
◦ They left you broken, untrusting, unloving and drove the CP into some one else’s arms (and legs)
Why Emotionally Numb? http://www.beliefnet.com/Health/2005/09/Healing-After-Adultery.aspx
Many who discover a partner's cheating have
lasting reactions similar to post-traumatic
stress disorder, like people whose lives have
been threatened in violent crimes, war, fires,
natural disasters, or auto accidents.
◦ They are traumatized by the loss of
partnership and security, and the unfairness
of trust betrayed.
Emotional Burdens http://www.beliefnet.com/Health/2005/09/Healing-After-Adultery.aspx
They are preoccupied with the burdens placed on them by betrayal and consumed by fear, anger, and helplessness.
◦ They live with heightened anxiety, and dread another betrayal. Consequently, they become numb and withdraw from relationships and from life.
They have periods of emotional numbness and avoid anything that reminds them of the affair
◦ They re-live the horror of the discovered adultery at unexpected times and suffer nightmares and flashbacks.
Attack on the Emotionally Numb
The FP will drift in and out of emotional numbness –
and shock
◦ The FP will flee in horror from tainted and suckered “good
memories” that should be key lasting memorials to love and
hallmarks of trust
◦ The FP will get flashbacks of pain, glimpses of words told to
deceive
Now the FP is weak, in that dark time the CP will
sneak attack with surprises that require FP’s full
capabilities and memory - and grave-rob their
precious past to scrounge out justification through
overblown and lying excuses
CP’s Appalling Sneak Attack
Let his crazy-making rewrite of history
begin
All this attack justification stuff will
include shocking false accusations
◦ Some you will remember differently
◦ Some so obscure you will not even be able
to recall
Vicious
Sneak
Attack!
CP’s Sordid Accusations Are
Lies He Believes
All this attack justification stuff will include shocking false accusations ◦ Some you will remember differently Placing child X in what was a bad day care was not FP’s
negligence, it was Aunt Helen’s recommendation that CP advocated
Abortion was a joint decision, not forced on CP
Not visiting dying Mom for the last time was because of CP crashing the car, not caused by FP’s peevishness about visiting
Moving to a new town was joint decision based on special opportunity for career, agreed happily, not one forced on CP
◦ Some so obscure you will not even be able to recall You are condemned for not visiting the hospital twelve years
ago ... because of ??? FP may believe that the visit did take place or maybe there was a reason – Wait! - that’s right he was in the midst of an “affair” and his “lover” took him to the hospital and you walked away rather than enter a room with the two of them in it
Vicious
Sneak
Attack!
CP’s Horrid Accusations are Mere Words
Here’s the pattern for attacks to justify cheating: Shocking false accusations
What you should recall, is that it was not a big deal at the time, and is truly in the past (unlike the cheating)
◦ the CP is selectively “grave robbing” your past life together, to scrounge for any accusation to magnify and pin on you
◦ Even if absolutely true, indictments are to be discussed and placed in context, it is ridiculous to claim that any such flaw on your part leads to cheating, justifies cheating, or excuses the harm done by betrayal
◦ You get no credit for the goodness you have – you just get smeared
Grave
Robbing
No One Around to Counter the
Grave Robbing Lies and Verbal Rape
The FP has lost the prime source of comfort and intimacy; and the one who knows things about the FP
The FP is in no position to confide ◦ Why trust a rat with her thoughts and feelings and her
version of memories? – a rat who twists each word to use as an excuse or denial
The CP is very polished and rehearsed his clever excuses and attacks – and grabs at any imagined flaw
Hence the now-numb FP is not only attacked viciously with false accusations but has her hands tied – this hampers even a verbal defence
Each attack by the CP is more verbal rape, not flinching to cruelly use intimacy and past trust to gain advantage and place the failure and shame on another
Verbal
Rape
More Tricks – More Burdens
The Torment Continues
Does this shock and
attack have an impact?
How is daily life turned into a maze of pain?
Life is a prison surrounded by barbed scornful comments
Acts of Torment
1. Drain Dollars, Get Nice OP Gifts too
2. Come Right On In and Play
3. Come Right On In and Nitpick
4. Tell the OP all - Be Like the OP
5. New Mommy and Daddy Now
6. Adopt a New Family - Ignore and Gripe about Your Own
7. Taunt and Torture
8. Mock Sensible Purity – Flaunt OP
So ... Does That Mean The Cheater is a Sociopath, Borderline Personality, Narcissist etc?
Drain Dollars,
Get Nice OP Gifts too Every betrayal has its own forms of torment
Many forms of self-obsessed behaviour are
common
◦ Siphon resources “Borrow” money for gifts to OP, outings with OP
“Loan” money and time to “help” OP who is having trouble holding
job but has lots of spare wile for visits and kanoodling
◦ Use FP money to keep OP large items in FP house Buy vehicles from OP, hire, buy used furniture from OP
Loan vehicles to OP
Work for OP but not with real wage
It’s A Midway Carney Beckoning You
To Treat the Game of Distorted Mirrors as Normal & Fun
Come Right On In and Play Might as well (so they usually do)
◦ Open your home and introduce family to OP
use family bed for sex with OP,
Get children to take messages from OP
have OP make friends with the children,
introduce OP to mutual acquaintances with FP
◦ Complain to all others about FP’s magnified faults, bad
habits, unworthy home provider, etc.
Thanks
Dad!
Come Right On In and Nitpick
Pile on the Nasty Remarks (forgetting what caused
your FP to lose that sparkle, conveniently ignoring that you caused
it all through betrayed - a massive shock and lack of trust)
◦ Complain loudly about FP’s flaws
Lack of affection and hugs,
Lack of love and kisses, and especially
Lack of appreciation
Failure to compliment your good appearance
◦ Then Complain that you spouse is full of Complaints
Self-
Blinding
Hypocrite
And I suppose ... you are not the real complainer?
How could you forget? ...
her complaints are about real and deep harm you did.
Harm that you are still compounding with lies
Tell the OP - Be Like the OP
Might as well... ◦ Pass around family personal facts with OP
share personal and financial facts with OP,
joke and gripe with OP to mock or put down everything
about FP – even FP ’s helpfulness, positive deeds and attempts
to rebuild
◦ Imitate OP’s idiosyncrasies
Take on OP’s turn of voice, joking accents and expressions
when talking to family, children, parents, and FP
Boast that they share OP’s interest and superior taste in
authors, stars, music, books, shows, philosophy, toilet goods
Tell OP’s jokes and stories
New Mommy and Daddy Now
Also might as well do this... ◦ Disconnect Reminders of Vows
Lose wedding ring, engagement ring,
Take down wedding photos
◦ Herd Children into Cesspool
Introduce children and keep in contact with OP’s children
Take children to OP’s birthdays and OP’s family birthdays
Urge & Enable grown children to have OP as landlord
There’s one for the books:
Let OP phone your children for help with dead battery
so OP can remove his car from your driveway (after visiting & kanoodling you at
your house) before FP returns from work
Thanks
Dad!
Adopt a New Family
Ignore and Gripe about Your Own
Also might as well intrude completely ◦ Ensconce OP family “Turn” the OP’s Spouse - Make “friends” with OP’s spouse
Publicize - Post OP’s children and relatives and pet photos on fridge
◦ Have it Both Ways Use FP to do laundry, earn pay, have job, babysit, do housework, fix car, run
errands ... so that CP can have more time to meet OP ... And complain how FP isn’t
doing enough and not doing it well enough
Complain that FP works too much and is neglecting you – while neglecting
all FP’s basic respect and ungratefully taking the gains of the job
Both Ways: A cheating wife gets angry at her
husband. Why? Because he doesn’t give her a nice
big Valentine's Day card and compliment her. By
the way, she spent Feb 13 with her OP.
Taunt and Torture
Also might as well intrude completely ◦ Taunt Brag to FP about OP’s many superior way of dealing with people, business,
home care, challenges
Quote OP and include his opinion in discussions with friends, children and FP
Flaunt OP mementoes and name, brag with “friends”
◦ Torture Socialize - Invite FP to special occasions in OP’s family – and kick FP for be
anti-social if he politely refuses
Flaunt - Post OP’s cell number on kitchen cork board
Keep Mentioning - Talk to FP and family about goings on in OP’s world
Mock Sensible Purity – Flaunt OP
Also might as well intrude completely ◦ Mock at FP’s Avoidance of Dirty Sex
Mock the FP who won’t have slutty risky sex with ongoing cheater
“So what. I am not being celibate. So you are not hurting me.”
“You are sure having trouble with sex drive and performance.”
especially in front of kids, larger family group, friends, strangers
◦ Keep OP in plain view of FP
Display - Without discussion, have OP over to the house to “help
with trees” and do chores as repayment for something
Buy OP’s used appliances, fill house with OP’s brand of Amway goods,
extol benefits of having OP as “up-line”, while CP is OP’s “down-line”
Keep mentioning OP’s name while denying cheating with OP
WHO’S SORRY NOW?
NOT THE CHEATER – HE JUST WALKS
AWAY AND GETS READY TO SHOW HIS
GOOD SIDE TO AN OUTSIDER
Har har har, They didn’t expect a little taunt and torture game? Let them bleed and suffer torment, They are just over-sensitive. They will get over it.
“I am not responsible for you feelings – or for tormenting you.”
Shock Every Day Every Moment
Gone is the sparkle and joy and pride
Gone is the trusted place of comfort
Instead ... a massive campaign of pain,
lying, and blame-shifting
CP will not flinch about kicking you hard
and repeatedly while you are down
Formerly loving and singularly trusted CP
will spout any shit and do any harm with
no regrets
The Stockholm Prisoner
Behind The Iron Mask
No Wonder after all this massive campaign of pain, lying, and blame-shifting
◦ The FP is tired and withdrawn
◦ The FP finds it difficult to ask the right questions, make the right challenges
◦ The FP is from time to time horrified
◦ The FP is often at a loss for the right words
◦ the FP desperately needs to use words but has no voice (in pain forgetting simple needed words like evasion and deflection and distortion; in pain struggling to give words to the personal horror and disgust suffered followed by the indignity of being lied at and falsely accused)
So ... Does That Mean The
Cheater is a Sociopath,
Borderline Personality,
Narcissist etc?
It is better just to recognize an
uncaring manipulative tormentor early, rather find the right label for
them
So ... How Do I Recognize This?
One consistent “tell” is that they find a way to place the burden on others ... They even burden you with unscrambling their communication ◦ You have to get back to them to confirm no change in plans by
them
◦ You are expected to know what preferences they have
◦ You have to disambiguate all their weak pronoun references and hazy expressions, decode their story telling and evasiveness
◦ You are made to feel responsible for decisions that they duck
◦ You are on the hook to inform others and keep informed yourself
But when it comes to their evasive manipulative communication ... They somehow return to being experts at slicing the onion exactly their way and communicating perfectly to suit their ends
So ... Is The Cheater is a Sociopath,
Borderline Personality, Narcissist, Chromic Liar
etc?
Maybe, at least sometimes. For sure
these folks will not flinch at adultery.
Who knows? Even the experts have a
tough time nailing down the definitions
and diagnostics
You can’t really say. What you know is
that a bully harm-doer who has no
remorse is a damaged personality – cold
and dangerous
Why Is the Cheater Damaged?
Who knows if they are born that way or whether they learn to take it on
Who knows if they are always that way or whether they are just selective apprentice predators
◦ Like slave owners who are kind to family neighbours and domestic animals, but who are unconscious to the evil they do to their slaves
◦ Like the adulterer who is sweet to his hunny and yet who tortures, lies and shits mercilessly on his family
MESSAGES TO ONLOOKERS
Some will listen
You Will “See”
Fights and Arguments Actually you will see only the part that the predator cheat
wants you to see
You will think
◦ There’s yelling – they must both be shouting
◦ There’s blame – they must both be blaming
◦ It’s just a crazy personal dispute gone berserk
No, it’s a standard part of the cheater’s game of cruel false blame mixed with a dash of pompous sanctimonious justification
He will turn every moment into sharp pain
He will sabotage any hope of making a resolution to his “important” disputes
The faithful partner will seem to be needlessly bitter
You are the audience to a stage play of sniping and bickering disguised as a 2-way story
And When You Learn About The Cheating
You Will Just Think That
The FP is Being Bitter
Actually you failed to observe that her life is being devoured by a tormentor
It’s a cruel kicking and a unworthy attack on a person whose only real fault was to trust and love
The real bitter person has created a life full of hateful lying and exaggerated invented painful blame
He can afford to seem charming – most predators are
MESSAGES TO CHEATING PREDATORS
Some will listen
Wake Up Cheaters!
It’s time now to
speak directly to
you cheaters
Wake Up Cheaters! Message To The Lying Blaming Cheat Look, at some point you just might internalize these
facts:
◦ You are doing substantial harm every day you leave
your feeble lies on the table – even if you have ceased
attacking and adding to the injury & lies
◦ You are locking the door to a renewed civil
relationship (either to reconcile or even to co-parent)
if you maintain deceit and lies, blame and pain
◦ You are living a massive delusion if you think that
your choices have no consequences that you must
take full accountability for
◦ You are sabotaging forgiveness even as you resent
the lack of forgiveness – it’s repent, not resent!
Any Trust,
Impossible
With Lies
Any Lie Kept
Continues
The Harm
Any Denial of
Responsibility
Just More
Manipulation
Any Lie Left Behind = YOU making more PAIN
Wake Up Cheaters! Message To The Lying Blaming Cheat Look, at some point you just might internalize these
facts:
◦ You are doing substantial harm every day you leave
your feeble lies on the table – even if you have ceased
attacking and adding to the injury & lies
◦ You are locking the door to a renewed civil
relationship (either to reconcile or even to co-parent)
if you maintain deceit and lies, blame and pain
◦ You are living a massive delusion if you think that
your choices have no consequences that you must
take full accountability for
◦ You are sabotaging forgiveness even as you resent
the lack of forgiveness – it’s repent, not resent!
Any Trust,
Impossible
With Lies
Any Lie Kept
Continues
The Harm
Any Denial of
Responsibility
Just More
Manipulation
Any Lie Left Behind = YOU making more PAIN
Lying Got You Started
Lying Fuelled the Ongoing Cheating
Lying Can Only Be Healed with Truth
Wake Up Cheaters! Message To The Lying Blaming Cheat Look, at some point you just might internalize these
facts:
◦ You are doing substantial harm every day you leave
your feeble lies on the table – even if you have ceased
attacking and adding to the injury & lies
◦ You are locking the door to a renewed civil
relationship (either to reconcile or even to co-parent)
if you maintain deceit and lies, blame and pain
◦ You are living a massive delusion if you think that
your choices have no consequences that you must
take full accountability for
◦ You are sabotaging forgiveness even as you resent
the lack of forgiveness – it’s repent, not resent!
Any Trust,
Impossible
With Lies
Any Lie Kept
Continues
The Harm
Any Denial of
Responsibility
Just More
Manipulation
Any Lie Left Behind = YOU making more PAIN
Wake Up Cheaters!
Will That Lying Blaming Cheat Take
Real Responsibility for His Heart? Look, at some point you just might internalize these
facts:
◦ You demand forgiveness and feel that the FP is bitter
and needlessly resentful and obsessed
◦ That is just your dumb delusion – it is crap
◦ You are locking the door to forgiveness with lies
◦ You are even lying to yourself. The offer of
forgiveness is incomplete. It requires a change in you
called genuine repentance. By blaming your FP for
lack of forgiveness, you have it all backwards
Forgiveness,
Impossible
With No
Remorse
How can
anybody
forgive what
you won’t
even come
clean about?
Any Denial of
Responsibility
Is Just More
Manipulation
YOU are sabotaging forgiveness
Action Message
To The Lying Blamer
It will be in your own best interest at some point
to put down the axe, deal in truth, clean up the lies, and
take back the exaggerated false blame you dished out
If you are mildly sorry, don’t apologise in a hard-
hearted cold conditional manner. Get some
counselling to face and correct your new cold self first.
You have conditioned yourself to be numb to the pain
and devastation you have inflicted - don’t make it worse
by tossing off luke-warm half-sorry apologies.
It’s called remorse, not sudden release. You are
morally empty if you are demanding instant redemption,
or placing any preconditions on your prey, such as
forgiveness and meeting your needs
Get
Clean
Get
Genuine
Get
Remorse –
It’s NOT
About
YOU &
YOUR
conditions
Take the 12 Steps to Adultery Recovery
Expectation Message
To The Lying Blamer
If you think she was boring or morose or unmotivated
before you took the axe to her, check out what you have
piled on – and don’t feel sorry for yourself if “she’s not her
old self – she seems bitter – she is not contributing as much,
she is unresponsive, she can’t meet my needs, she’s guarded,
she’s not joking as much”
Remember – she wants to be 100% and wants to be better –
but you are the last person on the earth she needs to have
preaching to her and advising her – you are not and never
will be welcome as her trusted guiding therapist.
You
Messed
Everything
Up
Now Live
With It
Zip Your Lip,
You’re no
trusted
advisor
DO NOT EXPECT that your injured prey will be
capable of being 100% or giving 100% for a very, very long time
– and that’s your fault
Second Chance Life Style Message To The Lying Blamer
Slimy Roots - DO NOT EXPECT that your old chums that sniggered and winked at adultery are suitable pals
Danger is Known - Your old life style was the gateway down the path to adultery –it is proven to be a dangerous path
Second Chance - Reconciled or not, you stand on a threshold where you make the big life style choice again
Second Time Smart - Now you know better, you are more at fault if you again choose the same “good friends” – don’t kid yourself, you already know who these winking and guffawing adultery-braggarts and excusers are
Protect Others - If you parroted the adultery bragging and excuses to others - they may have been influenced for the worse by you – you should try to go back and set them straight
Share the Remorse - Make Your Experience Count – Others can learn from you if you share that you have been responsible for horrendous life choices that cause injury – not Hollywood fulfilment
You Messed
Everything
Up
Once
You Need
to Be On
Guard
Against a
Second
Time
You Were Once A Good Friend
Look in the mirror
Work at rediscovering your warm heart
Try now to be all those things that good
people are .. like kind and true
At least try the 12 steps before giving up
If you can’t reconcile, at least try to build
more good will
Learn from mistakes, don’t excuse them so
much that they hold no lessons to learn