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76 CPEtGKA KftHJKEBHl SlflPyFA 76

CTAPH PHHnPHHOBETKE H MHKE

BOPMCABA CTAHKOBMliA

BEOrPAAlUTAMnAHO y ilPHxABHOJ UITAMnAPIIJM KPAJbllBHHE CPBHJE

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-ByPTlEB iAH 1y HO'EH 11CTAHOJA 27y BHHOrPAAHMA 36HyniKA 49HAin BoaHTi 58CTAPH AAHH rvT '. 7?"OHH 91IIOKOJHHKOBA ffiEHA ... 122

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"byPTbEB /lAH

J\ko UKaAa cpu,e 3a6o^H, Ayiua ce pas-4para ii c^aTKa xyra o6y3Me Ayujy to je npnycnoMGHaMa na npom^ocT, MUHy^e ^ane, poAHOMCCTO, ApyroBG 113 AeTnibCTBa . . . . One, Kojiicy noMp^ii, cnoMiiibeiu c no6o>KHomhy ii no-lUTOBaifceM, a ohg, kojii cy joui jkhbh, r^e^auiHyAOM KaKo cy ce npoMemi^H ....

r^e^aM JKHBy, Teeny y^imy, orpal)eHy bh-coKHM 3ii40BiiMa, c BG^HKHM KaniijaMa II pa3-rpanaTHM ApseheM, Koje ce npyjKa, xe je kiitii:^e^eHiM0M. C^ymaM Bimy ^pyroBa, r^e Me 30ByAa H^eMo Ha peny h ceqeMO seAeue Bp6e. Bpi-AiiM MaJKy, KaKO norypena H^e no 6amTii ii6epe pa3He xpaBe, na cBe to ca ycKpuiibiiMjajeM H cpe6pnoM napHij,OM Mehe y HanaK Bo^enoA 6oKop pyn^a.

CyTpa je Toypl)eB ^anBeqe. Ha He6y cnja Meceu,, a ja ce^iiM nanpary n npaTHM H>eroBo jypeite npeKO o6./iaKa.Ilpocy^a ce ona c^aTKa, nyna 4e>Kii.e, MeceqeBa

CTAPH MHH 1

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BVl'^EB ;iAH

Ayuie Bexpuh. Sanece Me HiiTatt>e, yTonyo caMy npiinoBGCT, na totobo ii ne ^huigm. O^jgahom^yx KiiKOT, xprox ce ii nor^e^ax, a oho 6amTanyna komidhjckiix AeBOjana.

CKyniue ce oko OHor hynqexa. Cbg ^enoo6y'4eHe : na r^aBM hm 6eAe, k6 oner, MapaMe uiaMiije; TecHii je^e^iihii npimri^H hm ce sao6^e rpy^n; ma^Bape mnpoKe, ^leno Ha6paHeHa 6ope ; pyKaBH oa npoBH^nnx iiomy^a Ta-Kot)e mnpoKH, Te ce h3 h>hx c^o6o4no noMa.f>a6e^a, o6^a, nyna pyqnqa.... Hene ce^e yTpaBy, Apyre K^eKHy^e oko u,Beha, a Tpeheyse^e AHuihe h anMa nyi;ajy, Te TaKo KymajyBepHOCT H ^y6aB cbojhx ^parana.

Harox ce na nposop. IllTa heTe? nnxaM hx. Ta caA heMO ^a eaduMO MauTa^y. 3Ham.in, Aa H TH HMam? Mexny^a je ^ona". Ex?! H Harox ce jaqe k K.HMa. Jec' , jec' ! noBHKame one , snaMOHaK H KaKBe cy ! Hbene cy KHTe Besane u.pBe-HOM BpnqoM H y CBaKOj HMa no je^na ^a^a.

A Bame? E, TH TO He Tpe6a ^a snam. HeroxaJAG npo6y4H TCTy. /[o6po, 4o6po. A CMeM ah h ja trmo,Met)y Bac, ^a Ao^eM? y TBOM je 4Bopy, na MO^Keui

ri OAOHie H3 6amTe y ABopnuiTe. V nacnoqeme AO^asHTH h ocTa^e h3 ncAa komuih-jiyKa. /Kene, AGBOJKe, ACBoj'^Hu.e, Aeua, CBe toAOAaHiame, THCKame ce oko 6yHapa, dnpauie6o.La, XAaAOBHTHJa MecTa hchoa bc^hkot Ay^a

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CTAPM JXAim

II Kajciije, KOJH 6exy oAMax 40 6yHapa. KatcoKO}ii Ao^e, ii3i3aAii Bo^e h3 6yiiapa, yMnje ce,iioyiiije 6oce iiore, saTiiM dpiiiuyhii Aiiixe 6oui-'lOM^^ ce/i,a y x.ia^ 11 hepexa ca ocTa.iiiMa. }Ka-rop ce CBe Biiiiie ^nBame. CMe.:, K^HuaHie,yrymen npeKop yc^e^, jaKa CTncna, cyiaxKO,cTpacHO KHKOTaH^e II THxo manyTatt>e CBe ceTO 4H3aiiie , 6pyjaiije 11 ry6^i>a.iie y cbct^om,jKapKOM Aany, mija japa Tpenepaiuc y Bas^yxy.Ka4 cc CBe ncKyniiiiie, 4ot)Oiije ibiix ne-Ko^iiiKo y co6y, K04 Meee, xe npo6yAiinJe Ma-Tep. Je^na ^onece Bo^e, Apyra joj HaMecTiimaMiijy, -rpeha je iio^iii 11 y6piica neuiKupoM.3aTnM je nsBeAOine TaMo Me})y ii>iix 11 noca^Huiey cpe^y. Hoc^e AOHecome oho hynqe", noKpii-me Be^AOM je^ny ^eBOj^iiuy 11 AaAome joj or^e-4a.io, Tc iio^ie Ba^iiTn 113 ^hyriHera" khtc.

TeK lUTO 4a noHiiy, Ao})e 11 OHa". Bh-coKa, nyna. LI,pHa joj Koca y ^yriiM KypjyLi,HMaiia^a HII3 ^et)a. Oqii BeviiiKe, ij,pHe 11 iioKpii-Bene AyriiM, TaMHUM TpenaBimaMa ; ycra Ma^a,iiyna, Ha6y6pe^a, a^n He upBena Beh TaMHO-pyjHa Kao 04 Be^HKe BaTpe, onpaxa, iioro-pe^a. y je^enexy oa n./iaBe cBu^e, ma./iBapaMaOA i)H3iije, ooca y nany^aMa, c 6^ariiM 11 mii-.iiiM ocMexoM, Aot)e 11 ce4,e 6aijj ao Moje Maxepe.H oxnoHe ce MauTa^a. Moja Maxii npBO jeii3roBopii Ha xypcKOM jesHKy, na je OH^a iipe-Be^e iia cpiiCKH. CaMa Ma)iTa(f)a na xypcKOM je-3iiKy ?:paxKa je, y cxiixoBiina ; a^iii y Bpaft.yjKene, iipeBOAehii je na cpiiCKn, oAyjKe je, ncKiixe,H caMe Aonyne. IlpBO ce n3roBopH Manrac^aHa xypcuoM, oH^a ce H3Byqe Kiixa, n oHOj Hiija

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je, Kao y hskom npeBo^y, Kasyje ce : mbh-Ta0a.

OTnoqeJa He 3HaM nrra mh je ! 0TKa4 Te BM/],ex,CBCT MH je TecaH. y.sa^yA iirpa, necMa ii ee-ce^e, ysa^yA cne ! 4o^m, 4yuio, h^ii npot)H no-pe4 nenqepa, 4a -re biiahm, oceTiiM Miipnc TBOjeKoce n carjie^aM cjaj tbojiix o^iijy. Ax, ^eBojKOMoja ! 4a 3Hain KaKO xe bo^hm h rHHeivr 3a to-60M ! /[p8im.ci cii MM HO pot)eHa MajKa h cecTpaMOja, MH^HJa MH je TBoja xaHKa no^oBHHa hf)aBHa cHara, ho cbb 64aro CTaM6o.icKO ! 40^^40Beqe h^h .lynn na Kann^HK, 6aij;H mh ManapKaMen npeno 3H4a, Te 4a ra MexHeM y ne^paH .t>y6HM Ox 4ot)n, 4ot")H h jaBH mh ce !"....

4eB0J^HLi,a, noKpHBena bb^om, sasyqe pynyy hynne, npoMema h n3Ba4H je^ny KHTy. Cboce narnyuie 4a BH4e qnja je. 3an./iaMTe^nxo6pa3a, nornyTe r4aBe, npyjKH je4Ha pyKy hyse KHTy. A nenaj . . ! noBHqe je4Ha crapHJa HtenaH Hoqe je neu,KaTH : To ah th cBaKo Bene,Ka4 ce Bpaham c tbHBe Kyhn , npo^asniuonaMO, a? AMa, TCTO ! npoMyu;a cupoTo 4eBoj^eH nor^e4a je nor^ie40M nynnM M0^6e.

3auiT0 MH cpu,e uienam? He cmbjce Ha 4pyrora, ne r^e4aj ra; cbbct mh ce ry6H!TaKO MH Bora, saKynahe KyKaBHu;a Ha4 namoMKyhoM .... PeuH MH, nor./ie4aj Me, nacMej ce,Te H ja 4a BH4HM 6Hcep TBOj, 4a H Mene orpejccyHue TBOJHX o^Hjy. 4eBojKO ! samTO Me y6H-jam?! MaJKa Moja n^ane, n^aqe ona, a ja

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CTAPIf JIAUW

BeneM. KaJKeM tii : y6H^a cii mg ! HeMoj ! xaKOTii Avine, TaKO tii MiKioiiiTe MaTepiine, hgmoj,4eB0JK0, He OKpehii r.iaBe oa Mene ! 3aiiiTOKpiijem ^ime y jauiAiaK Ka^ npoi)eM, saniTO6ejKiim y hiuep Ka^ 4ot)eM ? . . . Xaj^e ! BiuHm,UBehe je saMiipiica^io, t)y^ ce pasBiio, Kapan-iM pacLi;BeTao .... CBe MHpHuie h neBa, xaj^eM name Aynie ^a neBajy.... Xaj^e, ^gbojeo !MaJKa Te Moja neKa. 'By.i'cy je naKyniua 3aTBoje pyce Koce, 6aK./iaBy 3a Me^na tii ycTa,mep6eT h MaijLyn ^a Te paHii ii ^^yea .... Xaj^ePeuH caMO, na eTO Mene 4a tg boaum y KyhyCBOjy, paj TBoj !....O4 TpehG MaHTa4>G ^yx caMO CBpuiGTaK

4parri, Apani ! 4ot)ii ^obg^g, 6rihyHa Kaniii^HKy. Ebo bgK Tpn ^ana KaKO qyBaMjaro/],e 3a Te6e. A^h^^^ Kyii,Hn na PianiiyiiK, nycTiiKpo3 pyny cboj faslc, re Aa oceTiiM ^ax thBpeo. 4ob" Ko.inKO nyTa qcnaM y 6amTn 11r./ie4aM na tboj nenijiep 4parH , AymoAyiue ! Aot)H 4a ocgtiim paj CBoj n iisyMpGM naycx'Ma TH ?" . .

['I KiiTa C6 nojaBH. '^Iiija jG?" Biiqy cbgpa3/i,paraH0, a^ii cg o^ CTH^a HiiJGAna 3a ii>yHG jaBii. OcTaBHUiG JG Ha CTpany.

))npBii nyT ii3Ht)0x y 6auiTy, y3a6pax ubgt,noMiipncax ra, a.iii h3 ifeGra H3Hb)G oca 11 yJG^eMG. TaKO n TIT, 4parii. llpBH nyT Ka^ mg Bii^e,c^aTKO MG nor./iG4a. HocAe, 3aMpcn kocg mojgrycTG, pacKon^a jeAeK, pa3rpHy rpy^ii h .ty-6.^ainG MG. KoMuiHKe, qpne Ayme, pGKOuiG th,^a caM HGBGpHa, 11 th MG, Hapy/KGHy, ocTaBn.CpuG MH nyu;a, a^in joiii tg bo.iiim. Hah 4py-

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"ByPTiEB JIAH

THMa, .by6ii nx, Li,e^iiBaj, na oneT Aot)n, ^parn,Menu. He ^byniM ce ja, eeh xBa.iHM BorauiTO Mil Te ^a^e. A join Biim'3 hy a'^i ra xea-;iHM II c^asiiM, aKO Mil ce oneT BpaTiim ii u,e-^iiBam Me ... . Ax, Moje i^Behe TaKO .leno ii,BeTa,jep ra cysaMa 3a.AiiBaM; Tiiu,e mh TaKO c^aTKOH Tyn^Ho nojy, jep iix ^e6./ie6iijoM xpamiM, iiitocaM 3a Te6e MyBa./ia .... 4ob^ij AparH, 4oI)h,MH.API ! " . .

H OTno^euie ce pe^aTH CBe yienina 3a^enmoM. Cynue 6eme Beh K.ioHy./io, x./iaAOBiiHace pamiipujia, a h3 6amTe iiHpKa Bexpiih. Met)yrpaibeM pyjKa h joproBana iiSBiija c^iasyj, anoBpx /],pBeha, Kyha ii Li,e./ior OBor 'seAeiimAa,,y CBeT./ioM 3paKy, K./iiiKhe mcBa. One ce cbgCKyniiAe, svypiiAe ii, sajanypennx o6pa3a, cbc-TAiix novAeAdi, 3aTayiacaHHX rpy^H, cyiyiiiajyMaura^e, a pyqnqaMa CTHcnajy cpuie, ^^.a hm neKyiiia TaKO jaKo h cnyino ....

O^je^HOM M3iit)e H Moja. llosHa^ome jeno ii,pBeHoj Bpnaii. MaTii je, npn iipeBO^y,none iiSBpTaTn. Aau jse Apyra JKena ii none jenpeBo^iixn :

))He 6oj ce Tn Mene ! V 4H0 Mopa cnhnhy, 4a n3Ba4nM aAeu sa TBOje neyio ; saslto u,e-^ora cBeTa ^onehy th, 4a Te yKpacHM, naKn-THM n HarH34aM ! . . . . Cbc niTO ce MOJKe, tohy ja 4a ynHHHM, caMO Te6e 4a o6acjaM h ys-neceM .... Ax, 4a 3Ham KaKO mh 4yma ropn3a TBOJnM 4axoM, KaKO rpy4H CTpacno 4Hiuy3a TBOJHM He4pnMa?... A^h^ Y ^^JY ^^niTy,Ha6epn ij;Behe, saKiiTn ce ibiiMe. Ha Tano 3a-KHhena, ypemena 11 yMMBena jyTapibOM pocoM,

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CTAPH Z(AHH

iiaAHii Ha Moje Kppi^o, ^a xe HiijaM ii ^y^KaM....4a CHeBam ^en canaK, ^a cneBain jviene h Mojemejbe .... KaA Meceu; o6acja, Hoh Aot)e, jaBHMM ce. PeLi;ii mii 4a Me bo^hlu, tg a^ .laKuiecnanaM . . . . 4a Me He niije CBer^iocT MeceqeBaH 6yiara, Tiixa noh .... Xohem .in ? YseheMo ce3a pyKe, nohn heMo y ceeT, 4,a ce .i>y6nM0 hrp.iiiMO .... BejKaheMo ASiAeKo, 4a.ieK0 !" . .

H3nt)e H Hsena))CBy Hoh ce^HM n mhc^hm na Te6e. Toep-

1)66 He Mory ^a ap^^^hm. Ako BeseM, BeaeMTBOJe OKO H ycTa; aKo nesaM, neBan TBojenecMe ! . . . Ax, 4a snam, ^parn, KaKo Te jKe^noqeKaM? KaKO mh CBa cnara TpeoTH ko .-ihctHa ropn .... Ax !" . .

MaxH ynyqe. Ona ce narny^a k h^oj, py-HHu,OM joj 3anymH./ia ycTa, a, 04 CTH^a CBasajKapena n ys^pxTa^a, canpn^a ^iHue y ibenaHCApa. TeTO, Mo.niM th ce, CTanii .... C/iaTKaTCTO ! . . . manyhe h cbc BHuie y Kpn.io MOjeMaTepe Kpnje yiHD;e. A . . . . He Mo>Ke ! BHKHyme ocTa^e. CxaHH, ox CTann ! manyhe ona onaJHO.MaTH MCTHy pyny y hynne, na KaA BH^e^a y ft.eMy neMa BHuie KHTa, many joj neuiTo,ona CKoqn, y3e 04 /i.eBOJT^HU,e oho hyn^e hnoHe npcKaTH B040M ns itera cbc ocTa.Ae. JepKoja 6yAe tom bo^om nonpcKana 6Hhe cKopoy^aTa.

II ona Hx npcKame. Ilo^ nasyxoM joj hynqe,3a4Hr^a ma^eape, niaMnja joj na^a, Koca cepa36apymH.4a, je^eK nonycTHO . . . . Je^Ba ah-

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liypiiEB ji\u 9

iiiyhii, CBa aajKapeiia, Bpe^ia, npcKame ona/].pyrapiiLi,e, Koje 6e}Kaxy HcnpeA it>e cMejyhnce IT KiiKohyhn.Ca sajanypeHiiM .iimeM ii k6 Kpe pyJHHMycTiiMa Aot)e ona ii ao Mene, sacTa na OH/i,aro^oM AO ^anaTa, 6e^0M pyqimoM 3rpa6H boagPI nonpcKa Me. Ha ! Ebo h Te6e !y TOM ibGHOM pa34paraH0M ycK^iiKy 6eiueTO^HKO npKOca II ^y6aBii, Aa mh ^yuia no^eTe.IlOTpMaX 3a IbOM.Oea 6ema,uie Hcnpe^ Mene, cMejyhn mii ceII HaB./iain 3acTajKyjyhii Aa je CTurneM. 4pJK' je, ap>k', BiiKHyme ocraAe, ii cbhnoTp^acMO 3a KbOM.

lUayiBape joj myiiiTaxy, npaMeHH pacnjie-Tene Koce mii6axy je no n^ehnivia, a ona cenpeBiija, 6emu, CMeje cjiaTKO, cimho, pa34pa-rano .... Tp^HM, jypiiM, a ne bm^hm HHiuTaceMBiiTKorjoj II o6Aor CTaca, pasBiijeHiix n^eha,CBiMeHiix ma./iBapa ii pacnyieTene, ^yre joj Koce.Cthfox je. OTHMaM joj oho hyn^e, a ona ceTpece, rpiiia, 6paHii ce ii necBecHO npnnnja ysMene. H3 sajKapeeiix joj o6pa3a tck iuto npB HHJeKaHy./ia. 3a>KMypH.ia, HacjiOHH.^a ce ij;e./iHM tciomHa Meiie, CTiic^a mh rpqeBHXo pyKy, a h3 cy-BHX joj, HCMiix ycTa HAe Bpeo, cAa^aK ^ax.TaKO npi'irp^eny, CTHCHyTy 11 o6aMp.Ay ApJKaxje y Hapyqjy. One Apyre cra^e h Tanmy py-KaMa. Ocehax ctiia; a^iH je imaK ne nyuiTaxOA ce6e. V 3paKy 6pyjH kahk AeBojana h flh-xoBO Tanmaifee, h3 6auiTe nnpKa CBejK ne-Tpiih, a x^aAOBHHa ca cbc^khhom ce cBe Biime

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10 CTAPH ZlAHII

umpii .... PyKa mii ce AoxaMe ibeHiix Ton^iixrpvAii, K^ieanyx, CTiiCHyx je; r^aBa mii K^ionyBiiiiie ibeHor paMeea, re Moj o6pa3 4,OAnpHy tben,II He 3HaM Hii caM saiuTO mannyx Ilaco !Ona ce xpjKe, CTpece ii oceecTii. Ilor.ie^aMe yn^ameno ii r^acoM Kojii oniija ii saHoeri,Apinhyhii, je^Ba ^yJHO, npoxena:

HeMoj ! CpaMOTa je!

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&i^f^ vji? "i^ V^ \^ \5|!? vp/ ^:^ '

y HOTiMOa ft.HBii je ce^e^a IJ,BeTa ii oqeKHBa^a

My}Ka, JoBana, 4a aoboaq BO^y, xe 4a HaTone4yBaH, lUTO cy join npom^e ee^e^e 3aca-Aiuii, a HHKaKO AO ca^ ^HaBaAiui-i". Ona 6emece^a, srypH^a ce, nac^iOHH^a 6pa4y ea cny-n^ena KO^ena 11 r^e^a^a je caibnBHM nor^e-40M y TORAy, TaMHy noh. Ho no^y, CBy^a okoH>e, Biit)axy ce ^y^ii, KaKo no ii36pa3AaHHM3acai)eHiiM ibiiBaMa pa^e npii eifcepiiMa. HaiiCTOKy oupxaBaxy ce 6peroBH 11 6H-ia n^a-HHHCKa, OAyAapajyhii 04, TaMHO-pyjna He6a, naKOMe Tpe6ame 4a H3Hl)e Meceii; ; a ncnpe^ H>e,no peun n nyTy, ^nsaxy ce bhcokc Tono^en rycTe Bp6e, tc y OBOj Taivinoj nohn ca cbo-JHM uiyinTaHbeM n nnjafbCM nsr^e^axy Kao JKHBa,^yACKa 6Hha .... IIoKaTKaA nyo 6h ce Tyn,MCTa.iaH 3ByK mothkc, npOMyK^n r^acoBH pa-AeHHKa H ifcnxoBo 403nBaH>e, a^n je cbc to,oncT, na MaxoBe, pa3nocno jom Tonao BeTpnh,Kojii je nnpnao npCKO OBe paBnnqe.

IJ,BeTa 6eme MpTBa yMopna, ajin ce ch.iomcaB.iai^HBaine Aa ne sacnn. Oajcahom ona ny

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12 CTAPn ilAHH

6aT JLjAOKux KopaKa, Kojii joj ce npii6jm>Ka-Baxy, H rioc^e pa3a6pa r.iac CBora MyjKa, Eto, Ha! roBopame oh neKOMe. nor.'ie, 6paTe Moj : ue^e roAiiHe cyuia, hii KanneBo^e Aa na^He . . . . F^e, KaKO je yBe^o, rpe-xoTa qoBena ii 4,a iior^eAa.... Eto, 04 agcgtKopena ano jeAae npiixsaTH. Hecpeha, Ka->KeM TII

IIcTima , iicTima ! OAroBapame onajApyrn. BojKe , onex oh ? ! TpjKe ce IJ,BeTanpen^ameno, KaA ^y onaj Apyrn, Bnme /KGh-CKH HO MyiUKH T^ac. H BaTHM 6p30 ce Aiiwe,H, Kao 6emehii, yt)e y H>nBy, yae mothkv hnone Ko.naTn. Y TOMe Aol)e JoBan. PaAHoi .in ? oc^OBH je. 3aTHM CKHHyMOTHKY c paMCHa, 3a6n je y seM^y, ocTaBnep H ceAG na Metjy. Xoah OBaMO, rasAaCTOJane, OKpeny ce oh ohomc kojh nt)ame 3aH>HM. Xoah, ceAH Ma^o. CaA, caA ! ^y ce. H necpirypHHM Kopa-UiiMa, ynaAajyhn c jeAHe 11 c Apyre CTpaneMet)e , ynasa ce BHcoKa, npoTer^acxa npn-^HKa, TaKot)e c (i>eH3epoM n mothkom. 'BpoBe^ie! PaAHTe ah? ynnxa oh thxo n neKaKOn^am.tHBO.

U,BeTa Ha nosApaB nnuiTa ne OAroBopn.To6o>Ke, saneTa hocaom, hhjc qy./ia.

Eto MyiHMo ce, rasAa, Kao CBana cnpo-THH>a, OAroBopn My JoBan n noMane ce, xeMy Ha^KHH MecTa ao ce6e. CeAH. OAMopiice. Xohem AyBana? ria Mory. 4aj ' ^j o63npyhH ce, no-

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.uiKO ceAe, CKpcTii Horo ii yae 4a caBnja niiyuiii AyBan, a.'in HOBeurio n 6p30. Mei)yTHM,JoBan ornone Aa. My ce Tynm nasjie roAMne,[)t)aBaB])(3Meiia, oniuTimy, BOAennHape 11 Ha cbgiHTO My CiMeTaiiie, tg hg Morame 4a Ao6iijeBO^e. CTOjaH ra c^ymaiue, KAHMaiue r^aBOMy iiOB^aA, nymaiue OAroBapajyhii My opeTKOH KpaTKo. H Ko 3Ha 40K^e 6n to xaKO Tpa-ja^o, Aa JoBan oajgahom hg {)rinii, Harny cgHaA SGM.'bOM II oc^ymny ; na Ka^ qy KaKO BOAa113 Aa^GKa AO^asri, oho ibgho MHAGitG, thx JKy-6op, 6aij,n oa paAO^.TH iJ,Hrapy, 3rpa6n hohoboMOTHKy H 663 Gn,6pa OTp^a y cycpGT. LI,BGTO, cnpaBAiaj tg 6pa3Ae, pG^G ibojKoja jGAHaKO KonaiiiG hoa^-zigko oa it.iix. ATH, ra.3Aa, HGKaj; gto mghg caA, OAMax.... E-g-xgj!pacTGrny oh bgcgao h H3ry6H cg y noh.CTOjan Kao Aa cg yiuaiiiii oa ifcGroBa iia-r.ia oA^acKa, jcp cg ii oh 6p30 aii>kg ii hoI)g3a IfcllM, a^H CG OHGT BpaTH, CGAG, H y3G Aci'lynna cysy Tpasy, CAymajyhii 11,bgtiih6 yAapuGMOTMKOM. OaJGAHOM JipGMa 1J,BGTII OHPtOAII py-KOM yCTa II THXO BHKHy : 1J,BGT0 !Aah oa ifcG HG My 0A3nBa ao caMO yAapu,GMOTIIKG. Ubgto ! BHt^Hy OH jaMG.Ona 0I16T hyTii. IJ,BGTO , HyJGIII All? VI HaJKG CG, Ha-n[)GJKG c^iyx II OMM, aAii BHAe caMo iby KaKOCG 3rypn^a, na yAapa ciuho mothkom, h3 kojglIOHGKaA, KaA HaHl)G Iia KaMGH, OACGBHG CBG-TAai;. Ubgto, ao^jIi, hah .... n xtga Aa

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ce 4iirHe, a^ii ce Tp}Ke ri3HeHat)eH0, na/i. buacHby r^e AO^e m Ha}Ke ce Ha^ ibiim. IUto en 3,om6? yniiTa ra OHa iipii-ryuieno. Ja?! 3arpLi,Hy ce oh h yu^amii. HecaM, Bepyj, Hero 3Ham, not)ox Ha ftney, hTBoj Me HOBeK Hat)e, Te Aot)ocMo ! A th ce.byTHUI ? 0/i,Max 4a CH Huio ! II oKpeny ce .by-TiiTO OA ibera. .LyTHui All ce ? HeMOj He .byxiiM ce, no^e ona 4a ryra, Kaocyse. He .tyTHM ce, a.in niTa he ^a Ka>KeCBeT, .tyAii ! Hah, ano mhc^muj Ao6pa. IHTaxohem th? Ta ja can jKena

HcTHHa je, o^roBopn oh mcko. Ha Ka4 je Hcrnna, uito ^o.iasHiii ? UItoMe He ocTaenm?... Eto, HMain nteny, ^euy. Ex, OA^n OH pyKOM, ne cnoMHH.11 mh. /[a., TH HMaui, a ja? Ha jom 11 to, 4aHeuiTO OH ^yje, oH^a r^e hy ja, r^e? HcMOJ, H,BeTO, BHKHy OH KdiA OCCTH,KaKO joj Ha Hjaq r^ac sa^pxTa, H^eM, cbo04Max, ca^. HcTHna iuto p^ajKem, SiAu ja. SnamTH Mene. Ja caMO onaKO . . Aoi)OX 4a tc bh^hm.A th, cto, 6aiH Ka^ xohem, nehy Bnme, nehy....36oroMOna My ne npyjKH pyKy, 4,a ce c h>hmpyKyje, nero ce o^Mane 04 H^era 11 pe^e oiHTpo: 36oroM. H^H. Ex, AyTHui ce th ! iiOTDp^H oh y^HB-.beno H, npe6au,HB MOTiiKy npeno paMena, o^e.A Ka^ ce OH H3ry6H, ona 6p3o, ch.iom h,

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y II o Tv II 15

Kao 6paHehM ce 04 iieqera, oKpeny ce 11 yseMOTiiKy, Aa oneT npoAyJKii Konaite, manhyhny ce6n : ./lame OH, jiajKe. OneT he Aohii. Ox, aiiJTa TpaHtii? ^Ma 4a je sea^a). IIIto je neocTaBvta Beh je^HOM? A ^a Ka>Ke MyjKy neCMC. Jep, KanaB joj je MyjK, 11 KpB 611 iioTeK^a.A OBaMO oneT c itnivie ce BHr)a ; roBope, oh jojAO^asH, n MyjK joj He ana sauiTa je cBe to..KjA lie joj Ayma h Te.^o na ohom CBeTy?..rpeuiHO je TO, rpeiuHo .... MajKO Boropo/i,Hi;e

II OTnoqe ^a ce KpcTH, luanyhe Mo.inTBeA.^H oBa T0UA3i Hoh, Tyn n MeTa^an 3ByK mo-THKe, MHuafte wty^cKHx cenaKa c TaMHHM ^e-ibepHMa . . . . jom je bhujc to noTpece, ncnyHHCTpaxoM H c^aTKHM cehaH>eM. HaMeT, nacynpoTboah, KpuiTefty, MO./iHTBaMa, none joj ch.ahocTBapaTii IT hshochth CBe uito 6eme

BmA3i je ACTe, Ka^ je H^euii y6ornpOAHTe^n Aa^ome CTOjaHOBHMa, ^aTaMO cAymn,KaKo 611 I'e OBH nocjie ^eno y^OMHAH. OTau,CTOjanoB 6eme npen h cypoB hobck. Ho na-TMypenoM h KOCMaTOM Amxy H3rAe/i,ame 4a hhko04 ftera nnje nyo 6.iary h nejKHy pci. CavKCHOM H CTojanoM, Kojii My 6euie je4iiHau,,nocTyname Kao ca ocTa^HM c^yrana. Cbh cyce ibera 6ojaAH n CTpenn./iH 04 ibera. H 4a ne6enje MaTepe CTOjanoBe, jKene MH^ocTHBa cpu,a,M0}K4a 611 H LI,BeTy nocTHr^a cy46a ft.eHHX 4py-rapnu,a, c.iymKHH>a y TaKo 6oraTiiM KyhaMa,Koje 6HBajy uau ynponamhene 04 c^iyry, aHeKa4 n 04 caMiix ra34a, n^n 3aKp>K.baBe 04npeKOMepna pa4a. Aau msltu CTOjanoBa noHeje

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naaiiTii, jep ce iben Crojan, Kao actc, iiajpayT,iijeciirpame c ihOM. II saxo je saK.iaibauje o.\ cviyry,He 4aBaiiie joj TCH^ai: pa4, xe ce ona AoumijepasBii II npo^ienma. Ona ibena cuara, ^enoTa,jeApnna saHomame CBaKor, a HaJBume Cxojaiia,Kojii ce AOLi,Hnje, kha je oApacxao, totobo hh-KaA Hiije Fill OABajao 04 ibe. YBeK cy 6iuii 3a-jeAHO. Ha liiiBii , no^y , yBei:, yBen 6exyOHii jeAHO AO Apyror. Oh joj HHKaya, ne Aa^eAa oceTH, e je ona koa HjHX caMO c/iymKHita.CBaKaA joj je noKAaibao iTOHeuiTO, Aasao Kpiijyhii OA ouia >KiiTa, 6pamHa n Apyro,Aa ona OAHece cbojhm cnpoTiiM poAHTe^HMa.Berne oh o.iar, Mnpan, thx ii paAen Kao iniKO.Ax, Tii Aann !

OAyna H>iiBy, Aa ii^m3e' AycaH.Kopeibe iix noKpnea ao nojaca, noA 60-ciiM HoraMa Pipiuii ce 11 ponn cyxa seM.ba, aOKO HdIix, CByAa, y HCAor^ieA, se^enii^io n 6yj-HOCT. CBe>K, qncT 11 cjajan 3paK rpeje nx, xeHM KpB 6pii3ra y jeApe o6pa3e. Ohh paAe,KHAajy M^aAe n3AaHKe. H3 pene Ayine Bexpiih,a H3 iiOH\ibeBeHa no^ba , CTpibiiiHTa, AoniipenecMa rp.inqiiHa. . . . PaAe, yTptiyjy ce, AnpnajyjeAHO Apyro, na ce cnope^Kajy h, to6o3k pacp-l)eHH, OAMiiqy ce. Tiyxe o6oje. A oBaMO r.iCAajyce KpiimoM iicnoA ona, a oko ycxa iim nrpa np-KOcaH ocMex. Ona, y recHOM je^ieqe-ry, noBe-3aHa maMHjoM, c HecTamnnM 11 npKOCHHMocMexoM Ha pyjHiiM joj ycTiiMa, r^ieAa ra Kpii-moM, BHAH : KaKO ce oh qeme, Bpno^ii, r^ieAa

4>ii.iH3HTH KujaiM u3AaHRe Ha KopeHHMa ,iyBaHa.

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y ity H xohe hguito ^a joj Ka>Ke, a ona MyTa^a OKpehe Ae^a, ii miihii ce iieBCuiTa. UBeTO ! Be^iii OH nanoc^eTKy. Xaj^e4a neeaMO. Hehy. A uiTO? Eto, ja Te mo^iiim ! Oa 6aiii II TH. Hehy. AjIii KaA Te ja moziim? nwra on c^o-

6o4HMje n npiicryiia joj. A lUTo Me ^byTiiui ? roBOpii ona ; nace TSiA HacMeje oa cpua 11, to6o}k cp^iiTa, npn-^a3H My. XaJAe. IIoqHiiH noqny. Sanesajy necMy, Koja ce Ta^aHajpaAHJe nesa^a. F^acoBH iim qiiCTii 11 ^pxreOA paAOCTii. PyKe hm Aere iia pa^, a oko^ii-HOM ce pa3./ie}Ky peqii necMe :

BeTap AyLue, Bexap Ayixie, an' KaxMcp Mnpmiie;^parii jxpavo'j, jiparH ;iparoj, CHTHy KH^iiry niime!" L],BeT oo! K^iiiKhe CTOjae 11 o^Miiue

ce OA ifce, 4a 611 je 60^'be BiiAeo. IU'ra Tii je? niiTa ra oiia Bparo./iacTO. Tii cii, Tii Moja Ex! HexoTime, nsHciiaAa no^eTii joj

ycK^iiK 11.3 Afia rpy^ii. II 6p30 ce carnite AacaKpiije pa^ocT 11 Kao KpB pyMene o6pa3e. HeMoj, CTOjaHe ! Xaj^e ^a ce pa^n. He, He ... . Myaa oh. H ocTpar, ncno4nasyxa, xBaTa je 11 cTncp^a.... Ona ce oTHMa,H3Biija, 6paHH, a^n raKo Ma^io, Ma^aKca^o, ^aMy ce 6aiJi THMe jom biiqic no^aje h npii-BHJa y3a it..

L'TAl'll .lAllll 2

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IleMOj. J,ocTa je, ^ocTa, c-iaxKH Cto-jaHe... uiaiiyhe OHa II Kpnje ^nue 4ocTa... bii-4ehe ko . . . . ox ! . . . Join, jom. 4aj ! rpua CxojaH ii cbp jeBnuie CTiicKa, rp^ii ii .i>y6ii r4,e CTurne. Ta Aocra .... Ox, 6am cii tii ? ! . . . M,ii3HeMor./ia, o6aMp^a, 6Aa,meiia., npe^aje My ceII npyiKa My OH^a qac abbii, qac agchii o6pa3,^a ra oh neAUBa, Haii3MeHLi,e.

A.^11 je^He jeceHii, y eeqe, peKouie joj a^ce .^eiio o6yqe n HaKHTii. 3aTiiM H3iit)e Cto-jaHOB OTaa, ^ae je sa pyKy n yBe^e y rocTim-CKy co6y. .by6ii y pyny ! pe^e joj ii iioKasa Ha^y^e .KOJH 6exy ry. Ona K^euny, nor^e4ara opeK^iiiHjyhH npecTpaiueHO h xtca nacTH,aviii iberoB ouiTap nor./ieA h cypoB nspas .iiiaaHOBpaTHLQe joj CHary. PI, je^Ba n^yhii, no^y6HcBe one ^y4e y pyny. Ohii je ii,apnBame, naqaK H C'rojanoB OTaii,, na pisnenatjeibe ceiijy,no^y5ii je y qe^o ii iiSBa^ii Be^HKii 4,yKaT Ay6^y. Hena tii je cpehno, hepKO, ii 4yro-BeqHO. y Mojoj Kyhii je.ia cii ^pBenoM KainiiKOM,a y TBOjoj cpe6pH0M, Aa Bor 4a.

II HSBe^ouie je. Ona na^e. \\eAY Hoh hhjg3Ha^a 3a ceoe. O4 Tora ^ana 40 CBaA6e Cto-jana enKaKO Hiije BiMe^a. H y^aAe ce. llo^e3a OBMM JoBaHOM, qOBePLOM HCTHHa He CIipOTHM,a^H yAOBUieM, TBp^nuiOM h npeKiiM 40 34aBora .... Cpue joj xTe^e nyhn, a^ii jaKa npn-po^a II BeqiiT, Te>KaK, cBaK04neBHii pa^ no-

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ID

6eAniiie . . . . yrymii cse luto 6eme. A.ih gtoca4, 04 HGKO 406a, oneT oh, -raj iictii CTOjan,VAeAci, Bpe6a sroAe 4a ce c itoM Hal)e, B11411II pasroBapa. A ona ne MO>Ke 4a ra r^e^a hii4a c^yuia Taj tberoB mbk, Biimc JKencKii rjiac.Ho H OH ce Hiije ycpehiio. On^eHiMH ra 60-raTOM /i.eB0JK0M, 113 SHane Kyhe, A^ii Kao 4ara II Hiicy OTKeniMii, jep oh OTa^a HHKa/i, ^ace CKpacii KaA Kyhe. }KeHy hh 4.a nor^e^a,Beh yBCK, To6o}K hoc^om, 6e>KH y ce^a, koaHHBmija, r^e cy HjHxobc liHBe, 11 TaMo ocxajeno quTaBC ne^e^e. lUxa tii nncy pa^n^n,caMO 4a ra saMn^yjy ca jkchom, a^H HHHiTaHe noMame. UpcKa^ii ra hckom boaom, qiinnMH ce OA Taxy^ie, ^aBa^ii My 6H^Ba, B041UHManacTiipiiMa h Me})y Bpaqape, a^n oh HHKaKO4a nocTane pasroBopHiijn, jkhb^lii h 6o^h.YBeK caMo hyxH, pa4ii, 4onymTa MaTepH 4apa4n c FbHM LUTa xohe. Hh c khm ce ne npe-HHpe. OTan My 4a no6ecHn. Je4H0M ra ncTy-Kao Ha MpTBO HMe II HCTepao. 0Ta4a hhko HiijeCMeo iberoBO hmc y Kyhn 4a cnoMene. Mai'HMy, CHpoTa, 4a npecBHCHe 04 Tyre h cpaMa.Mo4n4a ra, HpeK4Hiba4a, 4a 6ap HsOj, ano oqyH4n KOMe 4pyroM nehe, KSime saiuTO 6emii04 Kyhe H JKene, a^in y3a4y4. ... H ko 3Ha40K4e 6h TO TaKo Tpaja40, 4a po46HHa M.ia-4HHa, Ka4 Biue y qcMy je CTsap, ne noneHCKaTH 4a HM ce 4eB0JKa, 11 ano Benqana, BpaTHHaTpar. Jep, Bc^ie, nncy ohh it>y 4a4ii 3a iberaCTapor II iberoBy Kyhy, Beh sa CTOJaHa.... Ta4ara 403Ba OTau, k ce6ii, ne snajyhii lUTa 4a qHHH.

2*

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Ce^H ! peKao My MpKO ii nonasao iMecxo40 ce6e Ha Mim^epjiyKy.

OTOJan, Kao yeeK, caMo cxao npe^ itHM. HeKa, oAroBopH My ; Mory h AaCTOJIIM. CeAii 40 Mene, ceAii tto ijjto npiiAnqiiMV'/i^y, AOMahimy ! 11 pe^ AOMahiiH" nar^acH.CTOjaH je noKopHO hyTao 11 HPije ceo. Ce^H II roBopii ! oajgahom je n^anyoCTapau, II CKo^iio ca ceor MecTa . JecHOHeMiio, Aa Bor ^a ! FoBopn, xohy Aa ^yjeM,biuiim : Aa au snam, Aa ^h yMeiii ^a roBopmn ;xohy Aa th ^yjeM r^ac... 4a snaM, jkhb avl ch?! niTa Aa Tii roBopHM? many CxojaHH, roTOB Ha CBe, c/ierny paMeniiMa.

UJTa, ujTa ???... yopsao CTapau, n iio-qeo, caB HaKOCTpemen 11 ryjKBajyhn cboj ryH>,Aa ce HaAHocn japocHO naA ifciiMe. II jomnn'raiu, nnTam ? y6Hhy Te, 6pe, y6Mhy, HiiKaKaBcnne ! II An>Ke necHimy. 3ap ja to Aa ao-'leKaM, Aa mh ACBOJKy, Benqany, naxpar oa-BeAy?... II to ja, ja?I... FoBopn, Kasyj ! HyxBaTii ra 6ecH0 aa npca, Te ra none Aa ApMyca,rH.aBH. Kasyj. . . . y6Hhy Te, y6iihy Te ! BapAa Te He r.ieAaM TaKBor ! . . y6ii Me

CTapau, oACKoqii oa itera. 4a Te y6iijeM? H xohy, caA, eBO ! II noqe Aa ce BpTH no co6h, Kao Aa neuiTOTpa:H HHMe he ra yonTn. CTOjan caMO hyTH,nornyo r^aBy h qena. ... Xohy, eBO, caA!roBopii CTapau; n oaJcahom BUKHy : He,6pe, CHHKO ! IleMOj TaKo, mo.him Te ! . Ebo

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ja, ja TG Mo.iiiM ! H ^pmhyhn, carao ce iipe^CTOjaHOM, cKHiiyo Kany, Te My ce 6e^a Kocapacy^a no BpaTy ii paMeniiMa. Ebo na.y6H TH MGHG .... TH MG y6ii! Fpuao J6 CTa-pau;, a pyKG My, n^Gha, r.4aBa, ixeAo toao Ap-XTSiAO J6.CTOjaH, Ha CBG roTOB, cnpGMaH, caMO nena TO itGroBy, o^GBy M0.^6y, Tprao cg npG-nASiUieno : Hg...! h npiirny cg 4a ra ahthg, ycnpaBPi;a.Au KSiA cnasii qaK pi KpynHG, Bpyhc cy36 KaKOH3 CTapHGBa OKa Kam-fcy h na/].ajy My na pyKG,OH ycTyKHy, npcna^G cg h no6GJKG h3 co6g.

PI OA Tora ^ana aa hgko.ihko MGCGLi;a CTOjanCG nonpaBHo. saMiMoeao ca >kghom h otho^go4a muBH k6 4pyrn omemeHvi ^y^Pi. Cg^go jgKOA KyhG, Ha4r.yiG4ao pa^ h nmao noHGKa^ca JKGHOM n MaTGpoM no P046HHH H ca6opHMa....II CBH CG TOMG sapaAOBauiG. Aaii gbo, ohgt,OTKaA HacTa^G acto ko sna mxa My 6h? OH oTHoqG noHOBo Aa HAG Kao H npc nono.by, CG^iy, 11 TaMO ^.a ocTaJG AyJKG h ujtoJG HaJBamHHJG n HajcTpauiHiiJG 3a H>y, D^BGTy,OH no^G AO^aanTH k tt.oj. HcTHna, ^a JG ao-^a3iio CBaKaA c H>6HnM MyjKGM, aAH jG HnaKona 3HaAa, occhaja, 3amT0 oh AOAasH. Ybgk jgTAGAao Aa CG Hat)y. Ako ona not)G na H>HBy, oh6h II3Aa./lGKa HUiaO 3a ItOM, 06liA3^3ll0 nyTGBG,caMO KaKO 6h H3rAGAaA0 Aa cg CAy^aJHO cpG-Tajy. H Ma Aa joj, cgm yo6HqajGHHx no3ApaBa,HHKaA Apyro onaKO uito hhjg Kasao, nnaK cgona 6ojaAa. Hg MorauiG Aa ra bhah, a Aa J6HG npot)y jG3a n crpax. CaMo KaA ra car./ieAa

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22 CTAPR JAIllI

TAG ce npiiMime k iboj, a o'liijy ne CKiiAa, xpenhe,II OKO ycTa iirpa My bqku 6o.iaH, yqMao ocMex iboj ce cpue cTeH-:e, ceara ycTpenxii ii cyseiio^eTe. . . . Cer.e je oAaBna iipejKa^iLia, Beh KaAra Biun xaKBora, Ao\)e joj Aa itera H^ajiri, oiua-Kyje. A.iii Mopa ^a ce ysApntaBa, qHHii ceciwoM cTpora ii yBCK rpy6a npeivia iteMy, jepKO 3Ha LUTa 6ii 0H4,a 611.10, Aa ne pa^ii xaKO?A.iii cee ysa.iyA. HcTima CBaKa^, Ka^ roA AO^eH>oj, saKAiiHbe ce Aa Biime nehe Apyrri nyT AOAa-3HTH, a onex AOAasii, oneT !... Ax, a oa npouiAiixAana ocTao My caMo .len, sey^aH, Men rAac.PeTKO je OATaAa neBao. Aaii caAa, KaA roA 6nsaneBao, neBao je TaKO TyjKHO 11 iispasiiTO, Aa611 CBH naAa^in y ceBAax.... Koahko nyxa, caMOoHa, y aopy, KaA Mece^^Hna cja, r^eAa ra KposCBOJ npo3op, TAe iiSAaACKa, na Koity, c nameAOAasii Kyhii 11 nesa tiixo, jacHO, Ty^KHO..,. uesaOH, a HiioTKVAa r.iaca, caMO Meceqiina cja 11TpenTH. A ii>oj xaAa Aot)e ca^yBaj Bo>Ke,Kao neKa nanacT ! Aa n ona, Kao uito cey npimaMa Kasyje, no.ieTii, ceAHe ao Kbera naKoifca, o6rp.iii ra, n Aa o6oje, 3arp.beHii, naMece^niHH, npe^o no^ta ri ropa nooerny Aa-AeKO, Aa^eKo ! . . Ha Mece^iiiHH, aarpAeeii, Aa^eKo, Aa-AeKO I... necBecHO oxnoqe llBexa Aa maiiyheTAacHO, Hiixajyhii ce nanpeA h CTHCKajyhii npca. Ha MecemiHH. . . . Jaox ! KpiiKny ona CBanpecrpameHa n OACTyiin KopaK ynAameno, KaAcnasii ce6e 11 oKo.iHny ocBeT.beny oa Meceu.a,Kojii 6eine 3a to BpeMe AaBHO iiSHuiao 11 cBeo6acjao.

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24 CTAPn flAHH

iiiije Biue^a, na m\K nn eo^y Koja je aoiuah ii,poMopehii, luymTehii, yna^ajyhii y cyee, JKeAHepyiiime, TGK^a y Apyry, cyceAHy ifciiBy. ... IIOAJe^HOM, y cpeA oee 6.bemTaBe cjajnocTn iiHohii, je^aH jacaH ii TyjKan r^ac ys^HHie ce,saTpenTa ii pasacTpe ce na cBe CTpane.

LI,BeTa je neh ana^a, ii o6aMpe. Y-y-yx ! cxpece ce ona ii noFwioiiii ceHiiqKe Ha scM.By.

.... ))Xej CTojane ! ^lyj, CTojan nesa!"Kao o^roBop Ha H>eroBy necMy qyme ce 04a-CByA o^ymeB.beHn ysBnuH h r^acn. H saiiCTaTO 6eme CTOjaH kojh, y^a^en, H^yhH Ba.bAaKyhn, neBame ony ncry necMy

BeTap Ayme, nerap jxyme, aji' KaxMep MHpHuie;^parH Aparoj, aparw jxpavo] CHTHy KHbMry nHUie!* Ox AocTa, AOCTa I . . . nao 11 ce6n h

n H^eMy no^e 6ecBecH0 uianyTaTH L[BeTa, onaKonoKjion^eHa, srypena, CTncKajyhn ripca n ry-niehn ce oa cysa h HaBpe./irix ocehaja. II ne-Moryhn 4,a ii33.pHiii Bnme, 6ecH0, MaxHiiTO^y6./bame n yrpnsame npca, rojne MHuiHue napyu,n, rypajyhn necHimy y ycxa, Kao Aa 611cnpcHHAa OHO iuto 11.3 H>e H36njame n CBy jeo6y3HManje. . . . Mel)yTnM, necMa je^HaKO 6py-jaiue. CTOjan neBame xaKO n nspasHTO n TyHxHOKao HHKaA AOT^ie. IteroB jacan r.iac Tpene-paiue H rpoTame, ysHocehn ce y o6acjaHe, 6./be-uiTaBe BHCHHe obc Tiixe h cjajne nohn....

jXa SHajeiu, momc, Mopii, aa SHajeuiKaKBa je vicajioa, Mopii, 3a MJiaAOcr?!

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^ly ce r,\Q sanesa oh. >Ka^6a!... ^axny cii^iho l_l,BeTa. H cao-M^ena, rio6et)eHa 4ii>Ke r^iaBv, simy nyr Cto-jana oTKyA AOASiMsune iteroB r^ac, Te Kao ^axTe^e 4a II noc/ie^ibii aKop^ iteroBa r./iaca,Kojera necTajauie, ymije y ce6e. BoAa Aoiu^a, a tii? -rpn^e je My}KeBt)eBr^ac. y qac 6eiiie ^OTpqao JoBaH, paAOCxaHLiiTO je jeABa 40Beo B04,y. A.au Ka^ cnasii KaKOOHa Hiije nasiwa hhtii OTBopa^/ia 6pa3Ae, 4a 611BO^a y H>iix nuiAa, 11 iiaTanavia iix, Beh iix ocTa-BiMa Te BO^a OTumAa, na CTpaHy, y cyce^nyHjiiBy, OH ce srpany, y34H>Ke MOTHKy 11, caBuenxehn oa je^a h 6eca, ycTpcMn ce na iby. IllTa je OBO, a-a-a? saqH^a oh. He, JoBane ! none ona 4a Myaa, jep tckcaA Bii^e 4a je na Bo^y 6H.yia cacBHM 3a6opa-Biua. IT, ocehajyhH ce KpwBa, onePiyjyhH y^a-pau. 3a TO, caMO je saKASubdiAdi r^/iaBy n Mynioace 4a npcA h^hm ycTane. H He 3HajyhH MHMeAa ce ii3roBopii, noqe ra mo^hth : HeMOj,6oAH3i caM ! HbcHO o6acjaHO m 3a}KapeH0 Aime,yrpHHtena ycTa, Bpe./ie omi, Koca y nepe^y,ieAOK pacKonqan, CBe to y^nnn, tc JoBanyCHHy MHcao 4a je MOJK^a ona Tpy^na 11 6auica4 occTH^ia ne^o noA nojacoM. Oh cnycTnMOTHKy H 3aApxTa paAocTan. Ila LUTa TH je? Ox He snaui th ! rpyny ona y jayK nciMan uAa.^. He snam !JoBany ce yHHHH to Kao npcKop : ujto jeOH, Ma 4a BHAH KaKBa je, Tpy^na, ohct tohhHohy 4a pa4,ii.

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Ta He n^a^H ! UIto ne Ka>Keiii, iia 4,aTe ocraBUM ^OMa. ^enaj ! pe^e oh mbko ncajKe ce, yse je y napyqje, 04Hece ao mg^^g,no.'ioJKH, CKHHy ca cg6g ryft. n noKpn JG, ^a hgo3e6G, 3aTHM 6p30 oTpqa h Bpaxn Bo^y. . . AMa 40CTa, hg n^iaqn. Hg 6oj cg. HpohnHg to, xpa6pauiG jG oh HaTanajyhii bo^om 6pa3AGn c.iymajyhn KaKO ona rpua, n^ia^G ii 6yHua....

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HVLUKA]3eh y Bene ii Koje KaKo. 3a6yHHTe ce, 3a-

6opaBiiTe II saciTPiTe. A^h Ka4 Bac Hohy iipo6y4iiMeceqeBO cHJaH>e a oh 6am ynpo y ^nuie He 3HaTe ^a ce je^Ba ahuig. F^e^aTe, r^ie-4aTe, na . . . Mope, h seM^a je TaMO 4pyra!^lejKHTe H npyjKaTe ce c^o6o4ho h noBep./bnBono HjOj Kao nope^ MajKe.IlyKHe ^H ^GTo, y Kyhy ce ne saBHpyje.CeM uiTO ce hshocc h^h yiioce cnaBahe xa-.fcHHC h roTOBH jc^o, ocTa^o CBe y abo-pHHiTy, y 6amTH. He snaTe, KaKO je to, kb^ace y Bene nonpcna ABopnuiTO, npocTpy acype,Aymeqn h jopranii. .lejKHTe, a Mnpnuie OB^a-jKGHa npauiHHa. Meceu; cnja, re ce npne cTape,serene Beh o6pac^e MaxoBHHOM hepaivin^e naKyhaMa. ^Ihcto ne cMeTC 4a ^axneTe. Ako ceHaKaui^ere, CTpax sac xBaxa, jep ce caMo BamKSiUiSiJb qyje h nnmTa ^pyro. SarmypHTC r^asyy jopraH, y^nmexe Miipnc CKopo onpana nap-maBa, c^ymaxe KaKO nonan y ormHmTy h3Kyjne u,BpHn, h3 6amTe KaKO myuiTH jnmhe,KaKO CKa^iy no 4pBehy h i^6yH0BHMa jom ne-3acna^e HTHue, ^o Bac, y 6YHapy. KaKo Kanj^e

CTAPH AAHH 4

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J],a riHJeM, m ce onHJeM,^epTOBH aa CH paaoHJcM !* rioj, noj, a cyxpa ? ji,oneKa,ASi 6ii ra

CTpHHa cpAHTO.Oh sacTane, Hac.ioHii ce na 3114, na jer.ieAa neKiiM qy/i,HnM nor^ieAOM. A LUTO ? Tii ^iii CH MH A^^ia ? . . . Mojenape! H, Kao y nnaT moj, ce^a na 3eMvi>y, npe-KpcTH Hore, 6aH,a Kany, Ba^n h3 nojaca craK^opaKHJe, HHJe ns H>era n npoAy^Kaea necMy.A KSiA je Tpesan, pa^H Kao itpB. LUto toaMy ce Hape^H, oh caMo pa^n h hyTH. HoHeKaA,KSiA My Mil, Aeu,a, cyeHuie ^oca^HMO ^Hpajyhnra H BHT.iajyhH ce oko ibera, 6aDino 611 nocao,pasjypno 6h nac h 0H4,a OTHiuao. A^h Ma ko ^a rana^VTH, qHM 6n CTpHna npncTynn^a fteMy, MeT-Hyyia pyKe na paMe h o^arnn rjiacoM saMo^iH^a ra: CTaHOjo, uiTO CH ^yT? HeMoj. Aj^eyqHHH TO H TO ! o^Max 6h ysHMao pa^ npa^HO Kao 6ecaH.

Moj CTpnu, 6eme npeK ^obck. tberoBapeq oH.ia je y Kyhn saKOH. Ko^hko nyTa ohTyqe CTpHHy n tohh je oa Kyhe. A napo^HTOK&A ce Hannje, OH^a, hito KajKy, y cseT 4a ce6emii. CehaM ce je^noM: /[ouiSiO oh Kyhn qh-jan, yxBaTHO cxpnHy, saBa^no je hcho^ ce6eH Tyqe ^yiuMaHCKH. Mh ce 04 CTpaxa ca-Kpn^H no aMoapoBHMa. CTanoja y tom H3aKyhe, y ^BopHuiTy, u;ename ApBa na 4pB^aHHKy.4oK CTpHHa hyTame, nnniTa ; a^n Ka/i, je CTpnu;yxBaTH sa Koce h, o6bhb hx oko CBoje pyKe,OTHOHB 4a je Byne n ApMyca k6 ^y^ no Kyhn,

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CTpiiHa Tiixo, yryuieHo, nncriy ; CTanoja Ka^ny cTpiiHiiii niicaK, oc^yuiHy, 4,a ce yeepH 4a^iH je saHCTa to then, na 6p30 ocTaBH pa^,6auiT ceKiipy h ynyTii ce k iboj y Kyhy. He, CxaHOjo ! BHKHycMO My mh h3Hauler nK^OHHiiiTa. 'AjA Bii ! oce'^e oh na nac, a r^acMy 4pxTame.H yt)e y co6y, cTa^e n3Met)y crpHne hCTpnu,a. Oeora yxeaTn 3a pyKy, Te ce cTpnnaoc.'io6o4H H yTcne. Oh Ta^a nycTH pyne CTpiiny,CTa^e npe^a Hj, h oxnone ra mo^hth : IIcMoj, ra34a, rpexoxa je, neMoj, 6pa-hho je cTpHHy. }KeHCKa cxpana ! . . . A CTpHHCTao, 3rpaHyo ce h caB ce xpece oa je^a. Th ^h 6pe, HceTO ? ! BHKHy oh ry-mehu ce h ^oxBaTW uiTan re ^ynn Cxanojyno r^aBH. UlnKHy KpB. Cxanoja ce noBe^eh, caB o6^HBeH KpB.fcy H3Ht)e, Aot)e 40 6yHapa,iicnpa r^aBy, Mcry AyBan na pany, tc KpB3acTa. H, MeTyBuiH pyne uoa nojac, K^aTehnce, o^e HornyTe r^aBe ....

H Ba.b^a 3aT0 CTpwHa ra je nasiiAa. CBaKOeeqe, y3 je^o, ^aBa^anyje no je^ny BC/inny namyBPina. A yeeK cxapa o^e^a n 3hmh noftaBe, 4aHMa HHMe 4a ce yBnja nohy.

Je/i,H0M ce CTpHHa pa36o./ie. CTpnu, 6emena nyTy, tc HCMame hhko Aa ce 6pHHe o Aennn Kyhn. Ta^a CTanoja yse CBe na ce6e. "'^Ihcthoje Kyhy, naMeniTao Aeu,y, oGaslhuo hx h pa^noCBe noc^OBe no Kyhn Kao nena jKena. H naA 6uy Be^e cbc cnpeMno, Aeny uaMnpno, ycnaeao,on^a 6m ceo na npar 04 co6e y Kojoj ^oKame

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30 CTAPH /lAHH

CTpima ri qe.iy 6ii Hoh npo64iio, 'qeKajyhii 4a jojLUTO roA He 3aTpe6a. Ako cjyqajEio nyje uito 04jKena Aa, joj Tpe6a KaKse nonyiie, OAMax 611OTpi^ao II AOHOciio. Je^HOM yseo na Hanyniionojac II HeApa noMopanijaMa, ^HMyHOBiiMa 114pyriiM BoheM. Hag, cMeje ce; mii tp^mmo okoifcera TpajKehii My, oh iiac 046Hja: Xaj4, xajA ! Hiije 3a eac

3aTiiM yt)e CTpimii y co6y 11, He roBopehnjoj HiiuiTa, CBe cpy^H npe^ K.y.

CTpima ce 3a6e3eKHy^ia, na ra cp^HTor^e^a AyA ^n en ? lllTa he mh to, a ? . . ,Oh hyTii 11 ^eme ce no r^aBn. Kasyj, uiTa he mh to? F^e Hat)e nape?Hehy th obo, nehy ! H no^ie 4a 6ana n rypaOA ce6e.Oh ce'carao, na ono iiito ona oaun CKyn.ban noHOBO joj npynia. Jcah, je^n! ny^n je.CTpnna ^yTa uito oh n onaKO HCMa, najoin ca^a Kynyje, Tponin; cp^nTa 11 He r^e^a ra. Hehy. He r./ieAain ce6e ! /[okaq hem . . . ? Ako, aKO .... J\,ok jkhbhm, aot^c ....Gytjeno jo ! . . . A r.iac My joui Bnuie ^pxTii.

HiTa he? ^],a ra ne 611 cacBiiM OA^uAa,,CTpiina ysMC 11 hchito oKycii. On Ta^a 04 enginepa^ocTH ncTp^n y Kyjny, cnaqe, rp^n nac, /i,eu,y,./by6ii II 4n>Ke qaK 40 TaBanime.H 3a ibena 6o40Baiba nn Kann nnha neOKycH. Aau hum ce ona npn^mKe, o.ae n Hannce Kao scM^a.

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IT cTpiiu je nno. Beiiie, ncTHHa, 6oraTaKyha, ii3o6n^Ha cBa'iiiM, a^n neMaiue c^ore hAy6aBH. CnpoTa cxpHna! OHaKo BHCOKa, qpno-MaifcacTa, cyea ; c qpHHM KpynmiM oqnMa,4yraqKiiM, TaHKiiM o6pBaMa, Ma^im n ynnjeHHMycTHMa 6eiiie h pa^eHima k6 KpTima. O4pane 3ope 40 MpK^a MpaKa ona je 6ii^a yBeKy nocjiy. Ko^hko 611 nyra y no^a Hohii ^oinjiaK04 Hac, 6e>Kehii 04 niijana CTpiiua, iipecna-Ba^a6HTy, 40K ce oh HCTpesHii, h yBCK npe CBa-Hyha Bpaha^a 611 ce naxpar, Kyhii. flo'^e hno6o^eBaTii oHaKO c Hory", a^Hjoj hhko neo6pahaiiie nan^ite. A^iii jeAHor Aana na^e yiiocTeAy, II He AH>Ke ce Bwrne

Beine jeceH>e Beqe. 3ax^aAHe^o. y KyjHHn^aMTH Be^HKa Baxpa. Mii cmo ce, ^eua, na-qeTH^H OKO H>e, sanpeTa^ii 6oce Hore y neneoH ne^eMo Kynypyae na H^apy. y cnope^HOJco6h ^e>Kame cxpHHa. Cnrypno je 6H^a mhotooo^ecna, jep Moja MaTH 11 Apyre JKene nacno qac iiSjiamaxy h y^antaxy manhyhH. Cxa-Hoja, Kao yBeK, ceo 40 Bpaxa ttene co6e, CKynnoce H hyxn. O^jeAHOM ce Bpaxa oxBopnuie hn3Ht)e cxpHu;. Hah ! 30Be xe, pe^e CxanoJH, a oh ce^eHa cxoAH^Hixy AO Baxpe 3aBa^HB r^aBy y pyKe.Cxanoja yl)e, a Bpaxa 3a h^hm ocxauieoxBopena. Cxanojo ! qy ce oxy^a H3HeMorao cxpn-HHH cyia6 r.iac. Cnyn^aj naiviex, Cxanojo, Menenehe 6nxn bhuic. CKyn^aj naMex, jep xh ne-Mam HurAC HHKora. CSm ch. HeMoj ^a nnjem.35oroM IT onpocxii mh !

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IIor^eAax cxpima, a ibeMv ce ohii oB.ia-AiiiAe, TpenaBime oa HaAom^inx cyaa no^na-AyAe II 6pK My nrpa.CaB saueibeH, rymehii ce, ii3iit)e CTanoja,II oneT ce^e, caBii ce, y KyT ^o BpaTa. 3ariby-piio KocMaTO .lime y pyqep^e, ua jeua. CyseMy luy HH3 pyKy.

CTpiiui ra nor.ie;3,a MpKO. IIIto n^anem? Ti\yT' I oceqe ce naibera, a naMa Maxny pyKOM Aa lueMO cnaBaTii. ra-a-3Aa ! . . . nyx CTanojiiH Tyn r.iac.

4pyror ^ana noc.ie Tora saKona^ii cmoCTpuHy.

4aHii iipo^ajKaxy. CTaiioja cse Biime ona-Aame. A ii cTpiiHCBa ce Kyha pacKyhii. CTa-iioja iianycTii CTpii^eey Kyhy ii iit)aiiie oa KyheAO Kyhe no Maxa^ii. Pa^iio je, ueiiao 4pBa,K^ao, Konao rpO(5oBe, ii cbc lqto voa 6ii My ceHapeAiiAO.

.leTO, 3HMa, ifceMy je oii.io cbc je^HO. V iic-uenaHiiM MaKuiiipaMa, hckiim nojaciiMa ii Kp-naMa o^ Komy^be npoBot)ame ^ane. tberoBaCTpy^a Koca, chiicko Ha6paH0 qe^o , hocMaviii, ycTa Ae6eAa, iicnynqene jaro^ime, pa3-BiijCHe BioHue c rycTOM ii qeKiiH>acTOM 6paA0M,cnc TO 6eme noAiiB.ba^o, MyTHO ii TyjKHO. CTyniiM H y^MayiiiM ii3pa30M .iiiaa, pasAP-tenHMII KOCMaTiiM rpyAiiMa, iior^eAOM 6ecBecHiiM iiTy>KHiiM, HHitaiiie oh na qoBCKa yTiicaK cnajKanH HeKaKO OABpaTHO Tyn^aH. Ka4 caMO npe^KiiM cTane, o6opii nor.ieA n iiiirre iiito, a r^iac

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Xi

My ryii, M^aK ii mohotoh, qoBeny ^o^asii 4a6eH^ii 04 H>era, caMO ^a ra He r^e^a TaKBor.HohiiBao je K04 nac. 4a^H cmo My je^aH co-6ii4aK. Ko^HKo My je nyTa Moja MaTii A^Ba^acnaBalie o^e^o, a^ii oh to o^Max o^Hece, npo^an nonnje.

IToc^e HeKO^PiKO ro^HHa yMpe mm MaxH.4a 6hcmo iboj rpo6 ncKOua^n, Mopa^n cmocTpHHHH pacKonaBaTH. CTanoja je seh 6110 TyII pa^o npHCTao Aa Mojoj MaTepii Kona rpo6.Yse MOTiiKy h CTa^e npe^a Me Mn^e, 4a H^eM ? ri^H, OTaHojo, a^ii Aeno ^a cKyimmKOCTH. Xohy, xohy

A 3Ham ^11 qiijii hem rpo6 Aa pac-Konain. He. Ctp^ihhh. Hehy ! pene yruameno, npe6^eAe 11oeAe Ha seM^y. lllTO? Hehy, nehy, m oAMaxiiBame pynaMaOA ce6e caB Apmhyhn. KaKO? 3ap xohem Apyrn Aa Kona rpo6?Oh ce AH^e.

Ja My H3Hecox Ma^o pannje. He, He, OKy mh Aaj, OKy ! h no^eAa ysMH^e. Hoc^e, CxaHojo. CaAa je obo Aocxa.OnHhem ce, na nehem snaTH. He, He ! . . . Ony, Mn^^e, ony ! . . . Ox

CTAPII ,UHH 3

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34 CTAPH HAHU

HsHecox My nyny OKanimy. Yse CTan^o,nor^e^a ra nacnpaM cynqa, npoApMyca pa-Kiijy, 6pK My ce HacMemn, na najKe ii Hcnii40 nOvia. Ax ! 11 CTpece ce. SaxiiM yse MOxiiKyH OAe.

rioc^e noAHe ^a^ouie mii Top6ni],y 04 Hiicxan^aTHa, xe 4a o^gm Ha rpo6.te, CKyniiM y xop-6HLi;y npax cxpimim, Kojii he ce noc^e onexnpenojaxii 11 Mexeyxn c MaxepiiHHM caH^yKOMy rpo6.Oaox xaMo. Joiu ii3Aa^eKa cnasiix BiimecxpHHHHa rpo6a roMioy ii36aqeHe, upne seM^e,a no ifcoj KOMat)e 04 xpyyiiix ^acana, Kpne 11nap^a^ oa aeM.tocaHa OAe.ia 11 y6yt)a./ie o6yhe.Ha iiBime rpo6a cxajame Hcniijeno cxaK^o pa-Kiije, a AO H>era MoxiiKa 11 CxanojiiH iicLi,enaHMiiHxaH. Harox ce rpo6y, rau ce 6p3o ycxpa-uieeo xprox naxpar.Ha noAY rpo6a 6exy nopet)aHii ocxauiicxpiiHiiHii : r^aea, pyne, pe6pa .... A Biimeibiix, Hac.ioibeH Ha 6yAaK, cas yMp.tan seM^tOM,Haxymxena neAa, pa36apymeHe, seM.bOM no-cyxe Koce h ro./inx, upnnx, KOCMaxHX rpyAH,cxajame Cxanoja n r.ieAame y cxpHHime no-pel)aHe kocxh.

Tprox ce h nor./ie4ax He6y. Oho hhcxoII nAB.BO. y AavtHHH npeKO orpa^e se^/iene ce6amxe n BEHorpa^H. V ^ihcxom h cvbom Ba3-4yxy K^iHKhe mesa n ./iacxaBHij,a, Oxpa6pHxce H onex nor^ie^ax y rpo6, a Cxanoja upnoM,yMp^anoM pyKOM npel)e npeno o^njy. Oa]ga-hom na.Ae nnnni^e KOcxnMa.

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Karo . . . 3ap obo ja -reoii, ja ? . . . CTaHOjo! 4pcKiiyx yruauieiio. A? ^unii OH II nor^e^a mc CTpamiio;a^ii KaA Bii^e ko caM 6p30 ce npii6pa, yse 6y4aK

H oTiio^e Aa Kona, iiianyB : Th ch, Mn^eJa My npyjKHX Top6Hu,y. Ty 4a CKyniim, peKOx, a h Menu r^ac

ApxTame.. Ako, caA ! . . . noqe oh noKopno. Ha

yse Top6iiu,y, camQ ce noj.ap:o, npeKpcTii ce,H p:ao naJBehy cBeTHfey oxnone CKyn^aTii ibennpax. PyKe My Apxxaxy, a noneKaA tck Bpqnecysa HH3 yMp.fcaHO My h scmaom nocyro yiHLi,e. UIto n^a^ieiu, Mope?On noAHJKe r^aBy. Hor^CAa mc nor^cAOMy KOMe oeme cbc : saKonana ^y6aB, npohep-AaH H^iiBOT II BCHHTa Tyra 3a hc^^hm.

Iloc^e HCKo^i'iKo roAHHa yMpo je. ripii-qajy ^a je npe^ caMy cMpx no6erao h3 60^-iiime, a HyBapii ra nauuii MpTBa iia nyxy Karpo6^y.

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y BMHOrPAAMMA^iipiime Mil 3eM./ba Ha iicnyij;aHO rpo>Kl)e,

a Mar.'ia x./iaAHa h MpKa Beh noHiiibe ^a ce neAHJKe TaKO ^aKO. Ca CBHJy CTpana caMO ^ynaOA onpaBaKa na 6aqBaMa ii Kp6^aMa. OxKaKoje HacTa^a 6ep6a, noh ce ne sna. Ma Koje Ao6a6100, a Mapmiija saKp'^ena KO^iiiMa rpo}Kt)a cace^a. Oko HjHx ^cho h ^peM^HBo cToje ce^ainH,imiqeKyjyhii Ky^^e, Mexani^iije, 11, yBiijeHH yAyrHM ryibaMa, c /i,yraqKiiM mxanoBUMa, ^ocxa-HMMa", pacTepyjy ^euy, Koja ce TiicKajy okoKO^a, Kpa/iy ri3 ibiix rpond^e, Biime pa^ii 3a-6aBe, H, 3aciiheHa, yMp.bana, oho uito ne MoryAa nojcAy 6aaajy oko ce6e, re na cse crpane,r^e voA craneTe, nyqa 3pH0 no^ Horaivia.rio y.iHij,aMa KOje BO^e y BHHorpaAe haw na),u,apcKn ApyM" BpBe Koitn HaTOBapenn Kp6^aMa,6epaMPi, apraTii, npocjann, IJ,nraHii, a Met)y ifcHMaH no HeKH rasAa na cbomc KOH>y n.in Marapuy.Ila KaA cBe to hohhc 4,a ce TncKa, rypa, npe-rn^e je^no Apyro, OH^a hii kokooi ne 6n Mor^aAa npot)e c je^ne na 4pyry CTpany, a KaMO ^11^obck. CaMO ce ^yje BHKa Ko^apa, uiKpnna6ejiMx Kopna ihto Ha6anaHe pnpe u?, Kp6a^a,a n3Mei)y Kojnx ce je^Ba Bn^e Aeua Koja jaiuy;

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y CKVTy iiM 6oiiiHe, 3a iiojacoM nimrro.me"04 naypiiue, a 6oce mm Hore K^axe ce 11 y^a-pajy KOH>e no BpaTOBUMa. V CTpaHH, nope^3ri40Ba, ii^e JKencKii ceeT. Hanpe^ cy jkghc yaHTepiijaMa, ))Ko^iiHiihiiMa" 11 saraciiTiiM lua-MiijaMa; 3a tt>iiMa ^eBOJKe y tgchiim MiiHTaniiMa,lua^BapaMa, aiine.iaMa ^na Kon^e". H^y one.laKO, n^am^bHBO. 4p>Ke C3 pyna 3a pyKy nKoco OKpehy k 3HAy, 4a mm MymKapii,H" neBii^e Ha6peK^e rpy^ii. A ^MyujKapuii'^ 3a6a-11,11^11 AOAdiue npeKo paMena, yTerHy^ii ce iio-jaceBiiMa ao na3yxa h c nyuiKOM y pyiJ,n rpa6eno qeTHpn Kopana y je^an. IIo hgkh 6ecaH,na ona^in 113 nymne ; ^eBOJKe uHKny, ca6njy cey roMn^y, kohdH noi'pqe, Kp6^ie no^ny 4a ce o^Ba-jajy 04 caMapa h ^ynajy, ^e^aun na KOHbHMa cenorny, je^noM pyKOM npn^pJKaBajy ce 3a caMap4a He na^ny, .laKTOBHMa n Tp6ycHMa CTiicKajy6omMe iiiTO cy hm y Kpii^y, a ^pyroM saycTas-^ajy KOH>e. Obh ce 6p30 CTnmajy n nohjyo6HqHnM cnTHHM KopauHMa. H Kao npe onexno^Hy 4a mynKajy, pa3pHBajy nyr KonnTaMaII rpa6e Bneorpa^nMa, Kojii ce ns^a^eKa upne,a no KOJHMa ce cbct Beh pa3MiMeo, Bujy 411-MOBii na^o}KeHiix Baxpa, mapene ce o6eineHejKencKe ))CTajahe" xa^ime o rpanaMa Beh oro-^e^or ApBeha, OAJCKyjy nyuibH nymaKa, yc-K^nuH, 40BHKHBaifce. He6o je ciibo, TMypo. Bp^aII 6peroBH upne ce h nenoMnHHO oupxaBajy.lj,e./ia je 3eM^a B^ajKHa n Mpna. IIoKaTKa/inpo^exH jaTO raBpanoBa, a^n ne rpaKhe, BehcaMO uiyuiTH 11 6p30 ce H3ry6n y Mpny Aa^nnyH Mar^y. A Mar^a ce oojaKO n pasB^anehii

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Aii/Ke. . . . JeceH. /[di, ^a ! A^h Ta^a ne 6eine je-ceHH. Cpue M^a^o, Avuia tgk iiaBiipiMa, oqiice pamiipiue, na ueo ^an inBp.baM c Apyro-BHMa no BiiHorpav3,nMa, nyuaMO ii3 nyuiaKa,.lOHxIlMO BaTpe OA B./ia/KHIIX, SeM.bllBIIX .10311-iiaKa II nyiuiiMO AyBan. Ten npeA Beqep aKO4oi)eM y Ham BiiHorpaA- Join iis^a^eKa, nay^iasy, bii^iim r^e ce MapKO KOfbap pacKpe^iio,iny6apa mv lUTptni na r.iaBii, oh Ko.ieHiiManpiiTiicKyo Kp6^y, saBpnyo pynaB na Koujy./bn11 My.ba rpo}Kt)e uito My H^ene ciinajy ii3 cbo-JHx ftOpna rp^ehii cBaKy uito nopeA rpo>Kl)a6epe II cyxo Aiiuihe. A one ra n ne c^ymajyuiTa iix rpAii, HaBiiKAe ce, na ra caivio neu;-Kajy II Aiipajy, a on caMO My^a, Bnqe ii xp^i-Kapa Mac Ka xpemnjaMa r^e je paKiija, nac nanyT Aa o6iii)e CBora Kon^a, Kojn 'leKajyhii naTOBap na.ce cyxy TpaBy no jenAeKy. A, rocnoAHHqe, npeAycpexe Me. KaMOHiiqa-Mapny pannje? TaKO aii tii ? ^enaj, AaAll hy Aa TH iirpaM na CBaA^y.yhyTKax ra AyBanoM n yl)ox y BiinorpaA-Hiene Me jeAsa AO'^eKaine n ocyme rpAHsaMa:TAe caM 6no ? iiito ne paAUM ? KaKO nehy niiBeqepy Aa ^ooiijeM, iiApyro. OAroBapaM ja ibHMa.UlaAHM ce. Biiyie cy CBe name : Texne, CTpnne,yjne, nene ns KOMUiiMyKa ; a 6iLia je n ona,.ienKa. CaMO ona, nao Menn y nnax, niije ce AaAaAa je BHAiiM. lUajiiiM ce ja c ibiiMa, jep 3HaM AaMH MaTii nnje xy. Ona je onaMO, nsa biiho-rpaAa, npn Baxpii, rAe 3ajeAH0 c KOMmiinn-u,aMa n3 cyceAHnx BiinorpaAa nnjy Kay n nyAece paKiijoM. 3axnM oaox Ka xpemifcaMa Koje

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y BHHOrPAZJHMA 39

cy 6iLie y cpeAHHii Bimorpa^a n oko kojiix je 6ii^aMa^a ^e^HHa. Ilo rpanaMa ii oko CTa6^a 6viaoje o6emeHiix ii nopetjaririx meHCKnx xa^ima.Ty je 6iiA0 cBiMeniix ma^iBapa, aHTepnja, miih-Tana, ^aKoeaHiix nanyqa ii umie^a. Cse oholUTO ce npii pa^y rip^a. . . . Xlo^ex ^.a TpajKHMlUTO 3a je.io, jeAHapco c^ymajyhn ma.iy, cwexH KiiKOTaifce Hauiiix lijto cy 6pa^e oko nyTa.Ho Koja, AOK joj ce o^Hece nyna Kopna iiHcripasHii y Kp6^e, ycra^a 6ii. A o6iihho ceaKainaMiijy 3a6ai],iLia, pasysypiMa ce, 6e3 6om^e,y ycTHMa 4p}KH 3pH0 rpo}Kl)a ii ciiuie ra. Hy ceaKOM Bimorpa^y xaKO. CBy^a JKene, 46-BOJKe. Tpqe 113 Je^Hor y ^pyrn BHHorpaA, ca-CTajy ce. HecTa^o je Met)a, rpaHima. Cbo jeje/],Ho. rio ApBCTiiMa 6eAe ce o6eiiieHe xa^Hne,113 jeHAeKa 11 Mel)a Biijy ce rycTH aiimobh, ^yjece npacaK cyBiix ^oswHaKa ea BaTpii, y3BiiLi,Hnpn TOBapeifay Kp6yia, h>hxobo KpuKaibe, kiikotACBojaKa, pasroBop JKena 11 BiiT^atbe 4eij.e....CBy^a II ca CBHjy CTpana 411M, riecMa, nyqibH,a CBe ce to Mema, pa3acTHpe ii pacn^iiibyjey B^iaH^HOM, Kao HaKHce.ioM Ba34yxy. . .Ja caM CTao. lIiicaM ocehao r^a^. F^^eAaocaM H pasr^^e^ao xa^rme uito 6exy oko TpemH>e.HaHl)ox Ha jleHKnne ma^Bape 04 t)H3nje hMiiHTan OA jyM6acMe. IlosHao caM iix no ohhm3.iaTHiiM miipHTiiMa. Ja ne snaivi saurro, a^H3arH.ypHx ^Hue y itHx, jep cy one MnpHca.ieHa neiiiTO, mro TaKO roAii 11 noTpeca. II3 ToraTpH^e Me BHKa na Cnaceny, M^/ia^y, BHTy, ij,pHO-MaifcacTy n xon^iy jKeiiy namera KOMmiije, Kojn

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je 04,Max noc^ie cBaA6e OTiimao y TypcKy Aamiije qaKiiiiipe, noiuTO to koa Hac Beh necTaje.Bmy iia H>y ujto nehe ^a 6epe. Boah ^a hociiKopne, Aa iiCTpqaBa na nyT, rAe^a, o63iipe ce,na Aa noc.ie yTpnii y BimorpaA npeKo jeH^eKaBiijyhH ce II KiiKohyhii. A ocTa^ie je neitKajy,niiTajy : Aa ^ii je CKOpo CHiiBa^a iny^Ka ? soorKora HCTpnaBa? Ha ^a 6h ma^ia 6rLia eeha,no^Hy je AiipaTii 3a Mapna. A MapKO "^yje,MiiAO My, na ce qimn HeBemx ii caMo Bii^e: }KeHe, 6p30 ! . . . Bp30 6pfe, eno kom-iDHje Beh TpmraecT TOBapa, aMH?... ITx ! . .

PI 6p30 ce carnHbe, My^a 6ecH0, a pyKaMy ce apBenii Kao KpB oa rpo/Kt)a.

Oabojiix ce OA TpeuiEbe ii ceAox ao je-AHor i^OKOTa. HncaM xtco Aa iiAeM TaMO koaHjIix. JeAHO paAii n^e, .leHKC, Kao ii y imaT,a Apyro 3HaM Aa he Me TepaTii Aa paAHM. AAa iiM ja HociiM Kopne, Teiune cy ; oneT Aa6epeM, 6p30 Me 3a6oAn Kpcraqa carnH>yhii ce.3aT0 ceAox 3a hokot, OTKimyx rposA, oh miice npocy, spna oAAeTeme ii pa3acyme ce. Ilo'iexAa iix npn6iipaM ii Aa iim 3arAeAaM ony h>h-xoBy TAaTKy noBpiiiiiHy, CKyn.baM MeA luto ceHaxBaTao no n>oj ii CAyuiaM necMy Koja 6aincaA OTernyro n h3 AaAena A0Aa3Pi

J],eBoJMHue, py/KHqwue py/Ko pyMenaA iiiTO CH Mn HCBecejia vera Me^eHa? UIto ne 6epeni? qyx n3a Mene rAac

MeK, ApxTaB II Bpeo. OaB ce 3anaAiix, aAii iinaKnehy Aa ce OKpeneM, Beh OAroBapaM Tvno

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Ha uiTa hy, Ka^ tm 3a Mene pa^Hiu?n oKpeiox ce. Biime MeKe ona, AeuKB,, CTojii.^leKa Aa ce ja ocMexHeM, na OH^a ona. Y agchojjoj ce pyuiii 6eAu Hoea Kopnnua, a y ^CBojKOciip^e^'. ripcTii joj y^en./beHH seM.-t.oM, KaKOje no iboj CKyn^ta^a spna. Bpa^a OBa^na, aTaMHii joj II pyMenn o6pa3H o^cko^h^iii oaCTcniyTe iiiaMiije, Koca joj ce ii3ByK^a h na^ano 'le^y ^laK 4,0 MpKnx joj n Kpynnnx, e^a->KHHX 0T4HJy.

C'rojn. ^eKa 4a ce nacMejeM, ami ja nehy,HO hyTHM II HyiiKaM ^niiihe. Bii^n cmo y CBat)ii.nocBal)a^n cmo ce npe neKO^HKO /i,aHa, KaA jeAO^asH^ia K04 nac, na 6yHap, a oa Mojnx hhkoniije 6110. TeK niTO je 6Hjia none^a 4a Ba^nKo

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Eto, to je 611AO iiJTO caM ca^a hyrao 11TaKO ce qnFiHo jom .fcyT, cp^iiT. HcTiiHa Aa je onao^Max, 04 Ta^a, noKymaBa^a 4a ce noMiipHMO,a;in ce iinaK HHJe to.iiiko .ibyTiiAB, luto ja nehy.Jep je 3Ha^a, ciirypua je 6iua Aa heMO ce OB^e,y BiiHorpaAy, noMiipiiTii. 4a heMO, Kao h 4aH>CKeroAPme, c je^Hor HOKOTa .saje^Ho 6paTi'i rpojKl)e,Aa hy 4a MeheM y ifceny KOTapimy, c^yjKHMce n>eHiiM KOciipneTOM, na noc^e, KaA no^-HeMO 3pHa Aa CKyn^aMO, 4a hy. naB^am ry-paTii Mojy pyKy y H>eHy, a Ta^a he npcTii 4aHaM ce npen^ehy 11 r^ase, ^ima, Koce 40411-pyjy. H, Hanoc^eTKy, 4a heMo us mojhx ycTa4a ))3o6aMo" spuo, a^H Tano 4a je4Ha no^o-Bima spna ocTane y mojiim, a 4pyra y ibe-HHM ycTHMa. ... H 3aT0 LUTO je snaTia, onaje jyTpoc, Ka4 je 4omja k HaMa, 6iMa noHe./iaHOBy, 6eAY Kopny h Aeno Kocnp^e, 11 CBa je4pxTa.ia 04 pa40CTn, cpehe. Flo HeTiipii iiyTaiiiii./ia 611 11 Bpaha.Aa ce 3a je4Hy CTBap. . . . Hca4, eBo, r4e je 4orii^a, CTojii Biime Mene, 'leKa4a je ja no30BeM 4a 6epeM0 3aje4H0 11 no-MiipiiMO ce. Ctojii ona 11 qena. Ja jeAnaKOhyTiiM, a ocehaM BaTpy 04 n.eHe 64ii3HHe. Floqex4a Kii4aM je4aH noBehii rpo34. He Mory, jan: Ila Tii Kocnpqe! many m npy>Kii mh ra. Hena. Mory pyKOM. H 04 je4a uitolie Mory ceKnyx, 4a CBa spea nona4aiJie. OcTacaMO neTe^feKa. ^leKaj. Ja hy. ... H cajKe ce. 06pa3njoj luaMTe, pyKa 4pxTii, a TaKO je Tonyia, MeKaII MiiAci. .'leHKa 04ceqe rpo34.

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cyao KoTp^bajy ce hii:^ o6|)a3e. 4i"JJC y rajaiio.Xohe 4a uyje Moj ^ax, a naMO ^iii r.4ac, oiipo-iirraj iirro o^eKyje. A, na noc^e oiiex i;ao oiua, na 6yHapy4a n^aHGui?! no^ex ja. Hehy Biime 4a n^a^eM, jkii' mii tii!II Aa 6m Me yBepri^a, no^e npcTiiMa Aa CKyn^apacTypene cyse no o6pa3y. Hehy ! . . . 4aj mii Aa tg no^y6HM ! pe-Kox o^je^HOM, II caM HesHajyhii saiuTO. II no^ex4,a ce TpeceM. Onn Me Ba^4a OHaj Miipiic spe^aH, ea cee cxpane H3My.fcaHa y Kp6^aMa, rpo>Kl)aII B^iare. . , . A^ii naJBiime, qiiiin mh ce, onHuieMe ii>eHa ycxa, Koja ce ca^a cpehna yc^e^iioTBp^e Aa je bo^iim, 3acTHt)eHa 04 Moje ^pcKO-CTii, a uiTO TpajKi'iM OTBopeno, r^acHO no./by6aij; 6exy pa3ByK4a y ocMex.... Ex, to ne 6emeocMex. Berne to HeiUTO uito ripyjKa, MaMH, a^nOA Be^HKa, ii3HeHaAHa cTH/i,a cTpen^-i 11 Tp3a ceII OA caMe rioMiic^H ea no^y6aLi,. He, He.... uynsiAa je, a je^na ce ca-B./ia^HBa.ia Aa r.^aBOM ne oApn^e.

4aj mh! MMM . . . MyiJ,a./ia je. Hehy ceaom, nehy ! noqex. Ako xohemAaj, aKO He... H nol)ox.

OnaHanpejKe CBy cnary. Hiije cMe./iaAace oa-BOJH OA rpane 3a Kojy ce AP>Ka./ia, jep ii3r.AeAaiiJeAa 6u uaASi. Ila, JKMypehn, npyjKH mm : h ./iHu,e, hycTa, H OKO, CBe. Aaii hm KopaKa k Menn Aa KpoHH. E, Hehy ! peKOx ^tyTHTO h, ocTaBHB je,OAOx 6p30, KpyTO. HncaM CMeo Aa ce oKpeneM,jep 3HaM KaKBy 6iix je bmaco. yr)p3ax Kopane.

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HiicaM Biiuie c^ymao OHaj cMex, KimoTaibe,KpLi,KaH>e V. TOBapeifce TOBapa, caMo caM j'C^Baqenao a^ npet)eM ij,apcKii ApyM ii oacm xaMoHer^e. Ho^ex 4a ce rpmiM. Mar^a HiiKaKO4,a ce Anrne. Hapoqirro ce y ^.a.bimy HiiiuTaOA H>e BiiAii. Ciit)ox II npii6.ni/KaBax ce ro-cnoACKiiM ri ro.'ieMaiiiKiiM Bimorpa^iiMa. Ty BehHe 6eme one BpeBe, Hxaropa ; caMO cy ce ypeAOBHMa H H3a ^lOKoxa upne.ia viet)a pa^e-HHKa, KOJH cy hvTehii opa.iii 11 Hvypiuii ce.Ilo r^erAe 3a6e.1e.1a 611 ce h samyuirajia KojacyKifoa. Ha 6eAeMiiMa oa inaHqesa cTaja./ia je noKOJa roMii./ia rocrioAe 11 rociiotjima 11 TAeAciAa. na))ApyM", no KOMe cy npoMnu,a.iii TOBapii y Bapom,II IJ,HraHe, IJ,iiraHKe, npocjane, Kojn cy ce pasn-^asiwii no Beh o6paHiiM BnnorpaAnMa Aa 6epyjarypiuy. Ilpei)ox 11 ja Taj nyT, kojii 6euiecaB npBen oa rpoH^t)a, pacKa.i>aH 11 nocyT 3p-HHMa II aeTejbKSLMa,. 40^0^ Ao "^ecMe. Bp30ciit)OX y AOAiiay n ne rAe^ehn na ony .leAnnyiicnoA ^ecMe, na Kojoj ce CTpe.bajy ocyt)eHim,ii,a ca Koje ce ca^a nyo sboh OBana 11 CBiipnaqo6aHa y avavk. II3hI)ox ns AOAune 11 no^exce nexii naincM BiiHorpa^y, Kojii ce OA^axnosnaBao no roMM.411 KaMeita, 6pecTa 11 onorpe^a OA AHB.biix pyjKa 11 Tpiia, luro je 61MOna Met)H n cnpenaBa.io a^ ce Bnnorpa^ Heponn y AO.nmy. Cthfox h, AaxnyBUiH, iiSBScAmxce Me^y qoKOTe. 3ar./ie4ax ce y npn, AyraqaK,ca sapnBeHHM BpxoM y seMc^by rpo3A, kojii 6emena ^lOKOxy npe^a mhom. OAJe^noM 3amymTaHeujTO Hsa MojHx .iei)a. To je 6njia L],HraHKaII Beh ce car^a xe 6epe..

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Ill-ra hem ? BiiKnyx. KociipMe Act Tii npo^aM ! iioH^ypii onaII iipii6^ii}Kii Mil ce. Hehy. ri^ii. 4^ TII 6ajeM, aKo xohem. SnaM ii upse^a Ba^HM 113 OHiijy.

npyH:iix joj pyKy. Ona ocTaeri Kopiiy, ee-^HKy Top6y II LLiTanoee uito je eyn^a 3a co6omII K^e^e. Vse mii pyny, oKpeny A^an ii sar^ieAace y lb. KaKO je ^y^Ho o^y^apa.ia Moja 6e^apyKa 04 tt>eHe KomqaTe, cyBe, ij,pHe pyne. F^aBajoj je6iMa vMOTana KpnaMa ii CTapriM uiaMiijaMa,ncno4 Kojiix cy ria^a^e Kbene npoce^e Koce yyBOjuHivia HII3 ^ime joj, a Aiiu,e joj hoiiiKacTOII cMCHtypaHO, BpaT iis^yHteH, CMejKypan, rpy^iiLi,pHe, ro^e. . . . np.^aBa, HiiKa^ neonpana ko-luy.ba Biipii^ia jc caMO KpajeBiiMa iis xpne CTa-piix MiiHTana, Te cy joj ce Bii^eyie naK n cmc-jKypaHe, 6aKapHe 6oje, 40JKe. . . . y ohom MpKOMse^eHiMy qoKOTa, 3rpqeHa, u;pHa, c ^y^oM iisaBpara, 4p>Kehii Me 3a pyny h MpM^ajyhii neiuTOy ( e6ii CBojiiM 4e6e^HM, H36pa3AaHHM ycTHMa,TaKO je qy^HO ri3r^eAa^a. ^a nexoTime noBy-Kox pyny:

FOBOpHOna, He AH>Kyhii o'4iijy, npe^a3ehH x^a-

4,HHM, upHiiM npcTOM HO MOMe A-^aHy, no^e^yuia Tu je luupoKa, cpi^e i^puo, re reiuKO

OHOJ KOj'a ce y reSe 3a,zAeda. Ben tu luapeu,uyr da^eK, Heanan u raMan. Ako upeotcueuia...^'^Tprox pyKy. II411 II Ha6epii. ria qiicTO 6e}KehH cko-

qiix. IlemTo one penii, a neuiTO sa^ax 04, AyBana

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iioMeiiiaH c TeujKiiM MiipricoM Jtena SEioja iiHeonpaHOCTii to.iiiko Me non.iamii, Aa je Hiica.MCMeo Hii Aa onoMeneM a^ MHoro ue 6eperpo}Kt)e. O40X Ao Biiuiifoe, nac^OHiix ce na h^ghoCTa6^o ca iicnyuaHOM 11 caBiijenOxM KopoM. HKaKO Mil TeuiKO na^e, na^ ce sar^e^ax y ceeuiTO 6eiiie npe4.a mhom. Y AO-iiiny, Koja 6emenyna Beh oro^e^a ^pBeha, qecMy, ApyM, bii-

, HorpaAe h ony ^eAuny c Koje ce nan 11 0B4,eh;^ Hyo 3B0H OBaua, BHACO no6au tag hotom na-"t'^.ioFben o KO^au; ne^njer rpo6a, orpHyx Hcu,e-' iianiiM BOJHiiMKiiM miiibejiOM, c^liipa y AyAyK.A CBiipKa My oiiJTpa, MOHOTona. ^eBC cTpane,

Ha nyTy, kojh je 6110 yceqen, a 113 AOAime npeKO6pAa BOAHO Bapomii, iicKpcHv MiiTKa Mepa-iL'iiija. none ce neitaTii, totobo Tpnehii. 3a-Aiirao TAaBy, npiirp^ino KOpiiy rpo}Kl)a uito jeHanpociio II Kojy he caA npoAaTii y qapmiijii3a paKHJy. 3aT0 ce Ba^aAa toaiiko ii >Kypii,noACKaKyje, Ha6nja maJKany na ohii, iicnpcyjeroAe rpyAii 11 nesa. Man ao jsiene Aoniipe meroBHCTDomeH, aAii joui Toiiao rAac 11 nocAeAitepetiii jcAHe Te iicife necMe My:

A ia CAM TH, .'leHO, oo.iaH, doJiaH npe5o-iaH!''^A Kp^KaIfce TOBapa na ApyMy CBe ja^e. Beh

ce HeKH, Kojii cy o6paAH BiiHorpaAe, BpahajyKyhH. 4"M0Bii Baxpa Koje cy no^CAe Aa ce raceBiijy ce ryuihe, ACAyjajy ce, ncTejKy 11 y^asey MarAy, tc ce 3ajeAH0 c fbom AeAyjajy 11 pac-nAiiibyjy no MOKpoj, upnoj, o6paHOj seM.bii.

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HYLUKA3t'h y Be^e h Koje KaKo. 3a6yHHTe ce, 3a-

6opaBiiTe II sacDHTe. Ajiii Ka^ Bac Hohy npo6y4iiMeccqeBO CMJaibe a oh 6am ynpo y ^iiij,e He 3HaTe 4a ce je^Ba ^nme. ryie^aTe, r^e-4aTe, na . . . Mope, n seMJba. je xaMo Apyra!.'lejKiiTe H npyjKaxe ce c^o6oaho ii iiOBep^HBono H>oj Kao nopeA MaJKe.riyKHe ^11 ^CTO, y Kyhy ce ne saBnpyje.CeM uiTO ce H3H0ce n^n ynoce cnaBahe xa-.fcHHe H roTOBH je^o, ocTa^o CBe y abo-pnuiTy, y 6amTii. He 3HaTe, KaKO je to, KaAce y Beqe nonpcKa ABopnuiTC, npocTpy acype,Ayineii;i'i h jopranii. ./le>KHTe, a MHpnme OB^a-TKena npamiiHa. Meceu, ciija, Te ce npne CTape,seAeiie Beh o6pac^e MaxoBHHOM hepaMHAe naKyhaMa. ^Ihcto ne CMexe Aa Aaxnexe. Ako ceHaKaui.fceTe, cxpax Bac xBaxa, jep ce caMo BamKama^ qyje h HimiTa Apyro. 3arfbypHTe r^asyy jopran, yAiimeTe Miipiic CKopo onpana nap-masa, c^ymaxe KaKo nonan y oribHmTy h3Kyjne ij;Bpqii, h3 6amTe KaKO mymxn ^nmhe,KaKO CKa^y no Apsehy h ij6yH0BHMa jom ne-3acna^e nTHU,e, ao Bac, y 6yHapy- KaKO Kan^^e

CTAPH MHH 4

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BOAa ca oB.ia/KeHHx KaMCHOBa, a OAO^ro itsLtiiraiicKe Maxa.ie je^Ba /],oriiipe syp^a, KojaTaHKO niiiuTM II Hyje ce Aa^eKo, Aa^eKo...4aHac 6H^a He^eAa, a Meee je^Ba OTpr^iica cBaA6e. KoMuiHja TpajKO jKeHii cima np-BeHij,a. Kyha My o^Max ^o Hauie. MajKa iiOTau; OTHUJ^H TaMO Ha Beqepy, a Mene 40-Be./in, 4a Hiije caMa HyuiKa, roiuha, Kojy jeMaTii jom y cy6oTy y Beqe AOBe.ia. Jgaho, 4aiiMa KO Kyhy ^a ohiictii ii pyqan stotobii,40K MaJKa II OTau, ii^y y CBaTOBe, a Apyro 4ace II OHa, HyiiiKa, rora ^ana npoBe^e : 4a 113name oaiuTe iipeKO 3114a rjie4a CBa46y 11opo luro he ce iirpaTii ue./iora 4aHa. H HyiiiKaje r4e4ajia ue^ii 4aH. IloKyniLia KaMeite n Tpy-iiOBe iiiTO je Ham^a no 6auiTii, Hac^OHiManx ysa3H4 40 BiiiiiH>e, II iione^ia ce na ifciix, Te r.ie-4ajia opo. Biio je cuaslu CBex y iirpii. ^laKcaM II ja iirpao. XBarao ce 40 Haj6o.Liix mo-MaKa. Ohh Me pa40 npiiMa^ii, ne pa4ii Mene,Beh pa4ii H>e, name romhe, HyiuKe, ^^iije je6e.io OKpyryio 4nu,e cnja./io npeKO 3114a iicno4rpaH>a it 4riuiha. A 04 ne^e ibe Bii4eo cecaMO ropii.11 4eo npciijy joj, KOja cy ce, eacjo-ibena o 3114, oiLia y34iir.ia, 04aue^a, Te noibiiMa ./ler^e Be^iiKe hhsg 4yKaTa 11 4y64a.. H0Ty4 je r.ie4a4a OBaMO y opo, aah tslko r4e4\4aKao 4a iiri y Kora ne r4e4a. To je je4iM0 momkc.HapoHiiTo M4a4eHa, upBena, BiicoKa MOMKa113 ibCHC Maxavie, Kojii je h&k OBaMO 4omao pa4iTite II y6ii ce B04ehii koao ii 4ajyhii 6aKmiimaIJ,nraHHMa. II 4a joj, Baci>4a, noKa/Ke KaKO jeBo.iii, on, Ka4 KO40 ii0Be4e, iie iiyiUTa hh

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je^Hy AeBOJKy ao ce6e, Beh ysMe Mene, tt>eHorpol)aKa . . . Kcio 4a caM ja Hemxo ona ! A HyuiKace iia TO caMo ocMexne, npeeyqe OHiiMa 11 ner^e^a ra! . . . Eto, saro cy Me, Ka4 je nacTa^aHoh, ciMOM ca cBaA6e AOBe^ii Kyhn, saTBOpn^HKaniijy, a OTau; 11 MajKa othui^ii na cBaA6y, a MeneH HyiuKy ocTaBii.iii 4a cnaBaMo. 3aT0 can h 6ho.byT Fia HyiiiKy. Banao cpAHTO opaxe n Ke-CTGHe iiiTO Mil je AaBa^ia. ^lan HHcaM xxeo hh/i,a je^GM. Ona je 6iiASi no^H.ia ABopiimTe, npo-CTp^a nocxe^y h H3He.Aa y Tenciijii Beiepy.A^ii Ko he Aa je^e! IlpeA naMa Tenciija, Be-qepa He^iipnyTa. Meceu ciija Kao pacTon.t.eHOo^ioBo. CeHKe Be^HKe, Mpne, xa^acajy ce hmiipe. Ca CBaA6e, Kpo3 eamy 6amTy, ^oniipeMpKa, >KyTa CBexyiocT, HcnpeKiiAaHa m imAO-M^tena oa rpaKba 11 ^iimha aok 40 nac ^onpe.11 oHii TaMo Ha CBaA6H Benepajy. ^lyje ce SBeKTaibiipa, qama, OKanima 11 tmxo, ceB^a^iijcKoCBHpatt>e CBiipaqa. A Biiuie nac Kp03 o6acjaHBa34yx K^ii3ii HeiiiTO touao, oniija. Beqepaj, HyiuKeOna y3e^a xAe6, npeMehe ra no npcrnMaII ryjKBa y Kyr^Hij,e. IIoMepa ce c Mecxa, ot-KOii^aBa qac je^en, Komy^ty, ^ac pa3rphe 113aH0CH Kocy 3a n^eha. BpyhHHa mh ! roBopn, a ryiac joj KpaxaK.

r^e^aM ja 11 MyAUM ce. Hwje ona xaKBa.SnaM, H upe Ka^ je xaKo MaJKa AOBe^e y rocxe,a ona h^hbh Bpar. llocvie Beqepe CKynn okoce6e ^CBojKe, na 4ot)y 11 maslag mene. OTau,,Kao yBCK, noByne ce y co6y Aa pano cnaBa.CaMo MajKa c ibrma ocTane, a one, noiiiTO

4*

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Ao6po npiiTBope Kaniijy, sanyme pyne na itoj,noHHy Aa iirpajy h neeajy. lIlTa th He pa^e!06.iaqe ce y MyuiKa OAe^a, n^ame je^Ha Apyry,Ba.bajy ce no TpaBii y cenKaMa oa Apeehano 6amTH. A HyuiKa mm KO^OBot)a, Ka^, caMOpasacTpe u,pHe Koce, pasysypn ce h o6yjMnneKy, a napo^HTO ony Koja ce njiamn oa TMnneII Hohne B^are, na ce c HjOm biihc y 6amTy,Tp'^H TaMo, BHT^a ce h nesa necMy: KaKO ))Ky-MHTa 6yAY rpa6n, 6emn c HjOm y n^annny naKOH>y, a 6yAa ce nehna, rp.iii ra n Myij,a: ))Ax,ijan'M, i^aH'jvi!" )>Ax, i^an'M, ijan'M!" Hs.ieTn ona 1136amTe, ocTaBn ony c kojom ce BnT^a.ia, nay3Me Tenciijy n y^apajyhii no Eboj no^ne ^ace npeBiija, Tpece, iirpa. Koce joj mn6ajy,o6pa3ii rope, o^ii uaK^e, a ona iirpa 11 ncBa. UlTa TH je? nnxaM je ca^a. A^nona r^aBe ne Aume. Kao Aa ne cmc ^a MenorAe^a, CaMO ce jcAnaKo pacKon^aBa, XAa^n,3aBphe pyKaBe na Komy.Ln, n r^CAa ncKaKOHyAHO, MCKO. A Meceij., ^iiicto Tpenxn. Oanamer ABopiiiuTa, tac mii ccahmo, caMO ce tocjajH, a ocTaAO cbc je y cenu,!! oa toaiikopApBeha idto je oko nac n no 6aiiiTaMa.y TOM ca CBaA6e CBiipa^n 3acBHpame6p30, chtho, Ba.i>Aa na 3ApaBnLi,y cTapojKOBy,H qyme ce y3Bnij,n . . . Ox ! BHKHy Hymua 11 ah/KC ce. Ilo^eAa ce npoTC/Ke. A ca cBaA6e jKarop Behn. Oa-jeAHOM y3e Me y napyqja, npiirpAii i^caiimpyKaMa 11 nonece y 6aiuTy. 4a rACAaMO,manyTame nocehn Me Kpo3 6ainTy.

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M AOHece Me ao 3H4,a. H3a6pa iiajTaMHiijeMecTO, y hoiuKy ao ja6yKe, Mene MCTny naSUA H OKpeny TaMO, CBa46ii, a ona ocxa ii3aMene. O^ynpe ce o CTa6.io HoraMa, nsAHH^e,HacjiOHii Ha 311A, npiirp^ii Me, ii, TaKO caKpPi-Bena iisa Mene, sar^e^a ce y ^BopniuTe, cBa46y:y one CTO^OBe ao siia^, -^y^e oko itux, CTa-poJKa, CBeKpa ii ocTa^ie SBanime Kojii ce, Beh3arpejaHii nnheM, saBa^iMH, pacKonqa^n miih-Tane, 6aii,H^H ryibeBe ii none^ii ^a Kam.fcy,KpK^ajy, TeiuKO ysAiimy ! M^ia^a iix ii M^a^o-TKeibBi c^yjKe. CaMO je je^an *eH>ep, OKa^en orpany Kajcujuny, ocBex^aBao o3ro.Ha cpeAii ^BopiiiiiTa 6yHap, a oko iberace cjajH pa3^nBeHa BO^a. H3 Kyhe CBaKor ^acaH3^a3e noc^yiuHimH, ^OHOce je^a, KOT^OBe cBHHOM. A AO Kyhe, HcnoA CTpeje, ii3Met)yMyiuKiix y ABopiiiiJTy h JKencKHx y co6aMa,ce^ii UiiraHH. Cbii y cchuh. CBiipajy. CaMO3a IIIa6aHa, myne^rijLiijy, neMa MecTa. H3-rypa^ii ra ApyroBii HcnpeA ce6e , na CBe-'MOCT. Oh npeKpcTHO Hore, nornyo ce. BeAmMy ce qa^Ma, u,pHH KoniqaTO Aiiu,e, a no 6e-Ao] myne^/buiii y Kojy CBwpa na^ajy Kpynnn My,qpHH H KomqaTii npcTH. CBHpa oh, a H>eroBKycH nac (Kora cmo mh, Aeaa, yBCK jypn^H,jep nac je yjeAao Ka^ roA cmo xtcau Aa ce npn-5^H/Khmo fteroBOM ra3AH) ny^nyo npeAa h>, ah-rao r^^aBy, sar^ieAao ce y ra3Ay KaKO OBaj CBnpaH caMO npeAHsHM HoraMa MpAa Kao no CBnpqn.A CBPi CBHpajy. FpneTa riiohe, heMane k^h3h,Aaxnpe sbohh, a IIIa6aH cbojom myne^/bKOMCBe H>Hx BOAH, HSBHja, ynaAa, npeKHAa, cene,

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le^y, GKyn.ba Kocy, x^a^n . . . O^e AO 6yHapa,H3Ba4ii Bo^e, ncqe ^a ce yMiiBa, saiLbycKyje . . .

OcBe}Kii ce, npii6pa. 04h joj CHHyme, 06-pasH san^aMxe^in, a no itiiMa y^enibeHii npa-MGHH joj Koce... A ca cBa4.6e je^HaKO opo. Ilo-qeme nyuiKe. IIcnpBa Tuxa, Ayraqna 11 MOHOTonanecMa, na noaie 6p}Ka, Bece^iija ... A myne^bKaiiHiiiTii, Te cpue KiiAa . . . Oajgahom ce pa3.ie>Keiiecwa

JoBaHe, npBo ivieaawje...^'HyiiiKa cp:oqii. Hiije Mor^ia Biiriie. 4oxBaTH

Tenciijy 11 noqe ^a iirpa. HiiKaA to nehy 3a6o-paBii Tii. To 6eiJie neuiTo

Sea^a je Aa nac hiiko ne MO>Ke bhacth,na je iirpa^a, BH.ia ce, u,riKa^a, m npeBpTa^aKao Aa joj je oa Tora Bor sna KaKO C/iaxKOAOASiSUAo. Pacxpec'ia ce, jevieK pasrpnyT, ko-my^a OTK.ioibeHa, tc joj rpy^n, Kao MpaMop6^emTe; Koca upna 11 BAamus., miioaje 11 Mpciice . . . Cnara joj ce Kpiim 11 Biije Kao sMHJa. CaMOjoj OMii pauiiipeHe, Hy^ne, xaMHe, a onex xaKOcBex.ie . . . HecMa 11 CBnpKa ca cBaA6e cbc ja^e. AMecc^HHa ce pasacxiipe 11 luiiBa, n./iiiBa ... Aona, npBa necMa oxy^a join xpaje:

3a Ma.fio MH ce, xyro, rjie;iacMO !^'HyujKa ce hsbii naxpainKe. Koca joj 40-

Aiipny 3eM.i)y, iipca oACKOMiime, pyKaBii joj ce 3a-BpHyme naK 4,0 paMena, na4ome AOAe. A ona,npecaBiijena, ApJKehii xenciijy, Koja 6.yieiuxame04. Mece^HHe, no^e

JoBaHe, npso iMeAaite ! . . .*

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y TO ce 6eme cbb yne^a, Kao 4.a 6euieiia^a y neKii saHoc, uixa avi ? OnaKO oTBope-Hiix ycTa Kao ^a je ryxa^a cbe uito aoah-jKauie ca CBa4,6e: ii Mece^Hny, ii Hoh, ii cbo,CBe . . . JeABa ce Tp>Ke. Pasrpny jopran, naAe,yse Me y napynja, npiirpyiii, iipiiByqe y cKyrIi MCTHy Mojy r^aBy y neApa. CnaBaj, cnaBaj ! yMHpiiBame Me ii ycnaB-^bHBame, a cBa ce Tpec^a, Ba^b^a oa CBera oBoraLUTO je OKO Hac CBe CH^Hiije ri CH^HHje 6MBa^o.Tpec.ia ce ona ii cBa Mnpiica^a, MHpucaAa, TaKOMiipiica^a

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J\/|ope, KaKaB can ? He^e.ta eeo iiMa KaKOce He cnaBa. Te BoHiiih Aomao 40 CKon.ta,caA je y HpeuieBy, na y Bii.iaqii, 11 cee 6^11jkcII 6Anme k naMa. Ila BepiiraMa ocymeHii Bpanii,iiBeh ce Tpome. U,nne^e c KoiFiaMa", MiiHTaHOA jyM6acMe ri majKa^ia oa BOJHiiqKHx mmbe^ao^aBHO cy roTOBii 11 qeKajy Me. Eho iix r^Q rio-pei)aHii jeAHO ao Apyror CTOJe na caHAy?:y.Hapo^iiTo aime^/ie, one mm HiiKaKo ne AajyMiipa. /KyTe ce, uaK^de, 11 Mripiiuie ilm I^oh nahiipiim. ^iiM o^e Majt:a na nasap, saxBapaMco6y II o6./iaHiiM ce y hobo. lUeTaM no co6nH sar.'ieAaM ce, ^a bh/i,hm KanaB hy ii3r.^eAaTiina BojKiih. A BoHiiih ! Ex! Hiije obo BojKHh.Obo je HeuiTO uito MHpiime na OMan 11 cyx6ocH^i>aK Biime hkohc ! Ca^a Me 11 MaJKa BehHe rpAii, aKO uixoroA c.iojvihm, a KaMO ah ^aMe 6nje, jep ^.loiiio^^ je npe^ Bo;KHh. ^aK MeApyKuie HCKaKO 11 r^ie^a. He Kao MajKa, Beh ne-KaKO ApyK^Hje, hohh.sho, Kao cxapiijer oa ce6e. Hah Aa ,)Xpryjem" ! lua^e Me y qap-miijy Aa noKynyjeM cnTHHij,e 3a Kyhy. Ha, hHe 6pojehii, Aaje mii HOBana.

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60 CTAPH ;^AHH

ITa nope^ Tora Mopa ii oko Mene 4a je. 4^Mil He ^a Aa ce OMpciiM uau 04 Meca ijito npn-cTaB.LeHO KpKLa y .lOHaiiMa npii onbiiuiTy imiiOA KO^a^a uiTO, reK ii3Bal)eHii 113 iiehii 11 no-KpiiBeHii qapuiaeoM, OMeKHy^iii, xaKO ^en, npii-MaM.biiB Miipiic miipe no cooii, r^Q cy CK.ioibeHii. HeMOJ, HGAO, 0A6nja Me 6^aro, Kaooojehii ce 4,a Me ne yBpe^n. HeMOj ; nanaje sa Te6e CBe to cnpeMiwa. 3a ?:ora Apyror?...HeMoj. ^enaj BojKiih. Cyxpa he. Eho, Beh jeAouid y TeKiijy. . . KoA Kora y Teniijy, iiiiTaM ja paspo-raneno, Aa HAeM, Aa ra biiaiim ? H noxp^iiM. He, He, saycTaB.ta Me. He mo'iu Aara BHAHUJ. 40^11 ^6 II 1^0A Hac...

H sai'icTa BojkhH AO^asii, ajiH Kano ?HaHO Moja c^axKa ! 3opa nyi;a, Aan ceAaHH. Hpanrnja OAJenyje n noxpeca nposope.Ca y^Hu,e Apnnpe omxap 6ax hobhx u;Hneyia.Biime Moje r^aBe, ao jacxyna, nope^ane xa-.bHHe H npeo6yKa, oa kojhx Me saAaxityje mh-pHC Ha qncxoxy n hobo. Hchoa nKone nyq-Kapa KaHAH.io, Mnpric oa xaMJana co6y nynii.A co6a TOHAa, opH6aHa, MeKo naMemxena 11yxyxp:aHa... A XH CH y KyJHii ; Kposa can xe ny-jeM KaEo noc^yjem, ynocHm Kopiixo, 6aKpa^xoHAe BOAe. OHAa Ao.iasnm k Menn, oxKpnBamMe, noABHJam xBOJe Kom^axe, CMenxypane pynenoAa Me 11, onaKo ro./iHUjaBa, yrpejana chom,AHHxem MB H3 nocxe.be h ysHMam y Kpn^io,^y6ehH Me Met)y oqn AjAG, cnne, ycxann, Bo-/Knh Aomao....AjAe, doMnRiiHe moJ...

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HALU BOiKHTv 61

A npii Toj penii 4,0MahiiHe" ocgtiim KaKOTii Ha6paHa, TOiMa ycra sa^pxTe ii cysa KaneHa Moj Bpeo o6pa3.Kynam Me. Csa ce Tonimi y riyHohn ii6e^iiHii Moje cHare. A SBona sbohg ! He SBone,Hero HeKaKO thxo, Hs^a^ieKa, Kao cbom cna-roM II Ha CBe CTpane 6pyje, K0^e6ajy ce.Kan^H^o nyuKapa. Mnpnuiy onajaHii Hiijihmiiy C0611 H c^aMa h3 acypa. Ca y^nu,e ce pasa-6Hpy Beh r.iacoBii. npo6iija MO^pima Kpo3nposope II ^oMii ce ca CBex^omhy cBehe yHnpaKy. 06jiaqiim Me. A^h CBe je o^e^o naMenu bc^hko. Uiine^e, HaKuiHpe. Ja ce .byTHM. Hiije, Hiije. ... Join th je KpaTKO. TaTII CH MH Be..iiiKn. Ja, ko^hkh ch?!...H pamnpHBuni pyKe, onaKO K^enehii, oa-Mn^eui ce, 4a 6n Me oo^e BH/i,e^a ko^hkh caM.H 4a 611X 6no BehH, CTapiiJH, onacyjem mhones, CBIMCH Mop nojac. H)eroB caxax Mehemmh y ne^pa, BaAnm Jianai; 11 pacnopet)yjemra Aa mii .lenme 11 iicxaKHyTHJe ctojh. Ha mojMa^H ec Mehem KiiTKy, CTapy, oneBy, 04.caMora iivi4niiia, Koja mh 40 ncnoA yiuiijy 40-nnpe. OnpeMHiu Me. A^^^ CBehy, 6ocH^aK, Ma-paMHii,y. ^e^,K 40 Kaniije ncnpaham M.e, 11 je-4,HaK0, ca CBiijy cxpana, sar^ieAam Me h ho-npaB.'baiu o^e^o na mchh. ^an, h Ka^ ii3at)eMHa y.Aiiii,y, iiOMeuiaM ce c ^pyroBiiMa, ja biiahmTBOjy r^aBy r^e Biipn h3 Kaniije 11 r^e^a Me,opaTH...4a je 4pyrH npasHHK, ja 6hx pa^HJe oth-luao na TypcKO rpo6^be, 4a r^e4.aM KaKO nyneH na^e npanrHje, nero ah y qpKBy. A^h ca^a,

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Ha Bo}Knh, TO MH HH Ha yM He oaAa. C py-Kawa y ijenoBHMa, ceehoM o nojacy, yKoqen yHOBHM Xa^HHRMa H CTePHyT nOBOM jaKOM KO-my^be H^eM, c^ymajyhn saAOBO.tHO naKO mii .ly-napajy hobg annexe h KaKO mymTH h KpuiH ceHOBa 6acMa na MimTany.

^lapiUHJa saKpHena. II3 cbhx y^nu,a ns^aseH cTHHy ce y H>y. HapoqiiTO cxapmi. VBHJenHy 4yrHM, nocTaB.t>eHHM KO^iijaMa u norpS^beHu,HAy no^aKO. H3 mine^a hm ce noMa./bajy norey 6eyinM qapanaMa. Oko Bpaxa 6e^e hm ceHcn^exeHe jane, ^Ko.inpn". A na r^aBaMa mmBe^HKe, Ton^ie my6ape. CBaKH c o6e CTpaneBOAH no HeKO^iHKO yny^Hha, uasn ^a ce KojeHe OABOJH, H3ry6H, n yhyTKyje hx na^ ce nocBa-l)ajy Me})y co6om.

Join HSAayieKa aaMnpiime TaMJan. HsnaALtpKBe ce ^e^iyja Kpyr cBex^ocTii 04 cseha hnpo6nja ce KpcxoBHMa npoa xaMHH KpoB. ^yjece xHxa necMa. Ohh mh ce sacene oa M.iaseBaxojIhkhx Bomxannx CBeha mxo hx je oko upKBCnpHua^eHO. A ona, upKBa, ycpe^ xiix cneha,KOJe AUiny H>eHe KaMene SHAOBe, onaKo mn-pOKa H Be^HKa, jacHO o^y^apa oa BeApimeCBanyha. Joui c Kpaja y^ime CKHAaM Kany, Ao6poje yrypaM y ne^pa, Aa mh je ne 611 ko nsByKao,H na.iHiVi cBehy. Je^Ba ano ce nporypaM aonopxe. CByAa CBex, jeAHO ao Apyror, npHnnBCHO,srymeno, ca CBehoM y pyu,H, ro.ior.iaBO h cBaKnHac Kpcxehn ce, noHaB.ta MOAnxBe m^ih necMeHiTO Aonnpy h3 upKBe. A ynyxpa, y upKBH, caMOce BHAG JbYAGKe r^iaBe, HSMet^jy ibnx cBex^yuajyHAaMCHH CBeha oa kojhx ce ahm noAaKO, bh-

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nam BOHTx 63

jyraBO 4H>Ke, craiia ii ry5ii Mel)y CBO^OBUMa.Ciipohy ce cjajii iiKOFiocTac, no ibeMy JKMiip-Kajy sana.bena KaH^ii.ia, a Biiiue CBera, Kao3Be3Ae Tpenhy ii npo^npy oaro yiia^ene cBeheOKO Pacneha. Ha aMBony, oKpenyT ^et)HMaOBaMO, K HaMa, ctoJii h)aKOH ca ys^iirnyTOMAecHOM pyKOM, r^iaBOM ynpTOM enme ABepn hqiiTa, He, Hero iieBa na caB r^ac jeKTennja!...CBeT^ocT . 6yie^a, a 113 Ay^iine, c neBHHua, naiis-MCHue no.iasii h 4n}Ke ce rope necMa:rtPo>KAecTBo TBOje, XpiicTe Bojkc nam!"ria je^Ba ano ce H3ry6H y jeuiii 3B0Ha h npan-THJa uiTO je^HaKO na no^y rpysajy, xe ce cMp-3HyTa II row-ia 3eMfca iioTpeca.

^t *Ha'i>opy iiiiKaKO 4a Ao6HjeM 04 CBeiuTe-HHKa ca aMBOHa. MopaM 4a ce 3a40BO.'biiM ohom

UITO je 4aje ryTop c ^HCKOca . BpahaM ceKyhii. Kaniija miipoM oTBopena. 4B0pHuiTe noHH-luheHo. 4pBa noA CTpejoM nac^arana ysa 3114,,ApB.baHiiK 6aqeH 113a nyhe. HcnoA 6acaMaKaM36aqeHO Tpyifce, Kpne 11 ocxa^o uito je 61140iipe. Ilo4ima ce uaK^n caxaHHMa, 6e4H ce Ay-raqna a miipoKa MapaMa uito noKpuBa TecTiijeriyue BO^e. Oko orifcnmTa npKhy 40hu,h, a 1104BptmfcUKOM ij,Bpqu neqcHbe. YAasiiM y co6y.MaJKa Me to6oh^ ue bhau. HeiiiTO cupeMa nopa'i>OBHMa II ypel)yje mo.be, 3ap*i>0Be n ja6yKe.

XpiiCTOC ce P0411 !...Qua ce OKpene. Ila Ka4 Me BH4n y tecyc KiihauKOM oqcBOM, y nojacy, hhcto ne Bepy-jyhn 4a caM to ja, npnyia3n mu.

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BaiiCTiiHy ce po^n'... 11 nao a^ on iipeona Mojy pyKy uo.i.yoii^a, toko mii TeuiKO iipymaCBojy H qe.iHBa Me y qe^io, ohu, o6pBe m odpase...JoLQ 6n XTe^a, ho ja ce Tpsaivi. IIpy^KaM jojHa

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HAUI BOHiHTl 65

Ce^ii. Ko he rocTC 4a ^oqena? 3aiuT0CM AOMahiiH. Ja ne Mory. B114111U, ii.MaM i)a6oTyy KVJHii, a HiicaM mi ody'iena...

UcTajeM ja. lUeTaM ce KpyiiHHM'KopaaHMano co6h. a co6a miijjiiiuc. Toii.ia je, 'iiicTa,cyBa. Kair^iL/io nyunapa. TaMjan ce Biije 11 iiiiipiiiiojiaKO, ra^iacacTO. II3 nyjne Miipwrny je^a.FocTH AO^ase. 4o^6KyjeM iix. Join a Mene, 4a ja ne 4a iix 4B0-pnM, Beh caMO c ibnMa onaKo, Kao CBawi 40-Mahnn C04HM, payroBapaivi. A ona, ne aaxBapa-jyhn Bpara ;ja co6om, CBaKOMe noco6Hu,e 40-nocii Kay y 6e4H.M ruo.'baMa , ITa 0H4a ce,ii:;a Bpara, 40 :jn4a, n.ni C)A\\y,y nel)n, iionyqe,

OTAPH ,UHH 5

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66 CTAPH ilAHH

CTane c npeKpniTeniiM pyKana na nojacy ii qena4a ysMG iiio^by Ka^ onaj iicnnje. A OHora ctuauiTO ra oHa raKO crapa ABopii, iia Ha^oxBaTnocp^e Kay, HSBajii 113 nojaca ^iHMyn uau no-Mopanyy 11 ocTaB.ba, OA^iaan.Ona ra iicnpaTii qau 40 Kannje, Pej je 4ara ja iicripaTiiM, a.m ona He 4a, jep 3Ha 4a6nx, qii.M 611X ii3Hmao na Kaniijy 11 BH4eo y.iHUiy oHaj HII3 Be.iHKiix crapiix iiopxa, iiciiyuaHe3ii40Be, Ha HeKiiM MecTHMa cpoaane n no.io-M^ene upenoBe, na join 4pyroBe KaKO ce eyKyno y.iHiiH raMO aMO, xBa.iehn ce KO.iaMHMa nHOBu,eM HiTO cy 40611.111, 04Max n ja OTiimaoraMO, n on4a c TeujKO.M MyKOM 4a 611 Me onaHaui.ia n y 4pyroj Maxa.in, a naMO .111 y naiuoj.

3aTo Ta4a hh n3 co6e He ii3.ia3HM. He 4ace ooJHM HjC, Hjene rp4H>e, Hero reiuKO 611 mhna4ao Ta4a onaj acH^ jyiaq.bHBn njjeKQp_,4Jma,Ka4 611 Me r4e je4Bci Hani./ia, yse.ia 3a pyne nenpeKOpeBiuH Me, Beh aobqasl K\hu, qan n 3a-K^iaibajyhH Me, 4a .Me ne on p:o cjiaano n BH4eoKa?:o caM je caMy ocraBHO ^an n 4aHac, naOBaj rt6.iar 4aH". 'ra4a ona ne on Kao ca4a,OBaKO, CBa cpehna, nocraBn.ia copy, MeTHy.iaXAe6, CO, 3ana.beHy CBehy na cpe4H m 0H4aocTa./io ; 40He^ia y caxanquhy je.ia h3 Kyjne,4a ce He OH HOC. 10 Mopa.ia 4n3aTii 3a BpeMepy^Ka.

II, noniTO onepc pyne, 04e 40 iiKone, n ckii-riyBHin uiaMHJy je4aH je4nHn iiyT y ro4Hmi,noMHe 4a miTH Mo.niTBy 3a rtC.iaTP:o je./io".CiojiiM H ja nsa H>e. KpcrnM ce. Aaii ne Moryrai-:o 4a McTaHHineM Kao ona, carndaM ce jano

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68 CTAPH JXAHtL

Cue Kyhe Miipiimy na MacHO ii ciliho. Je.iaMpcHa, jana, Te cbii ^eujKape n./iii cnaBajy yco6aMa oko Manra.ia uaii nehii, yeiijeHii y no-.iiijaMa, a meue c npeoaqeniiM 6oiiiHaMa nar^aBM. ripBii je a^h Bonaiha, na ne hag ^a^OBeK OAMax .. riMa Ka^, Tpii cy Aana.

II saiicTa, eHo, ^ipyror ^ana, je^Ba atto jeiiOHoh npeiUwia, a no rAer^e Ten aannnrrn 3yp.iaH ^onupe KOJH ryiac necMe.y jyxpy caMO nonoBH aKO OACTOje GAy'm6y,a OBn ocTa.ni caMo npnna./ie cBehy h o^Max ws-.lase naTpaniKe Kpcrehn ce mhofo, 6p30, yJKyp-6aH0, Kao a^ o^yjKyjy neuiTO. II3 AHMitaKa noptyhaMa nd^ne asl Ky.ba rycT, TMO.iacT ahm oa ne-qeita, Meca, Kooacnua. IJ,e^a Y^Hu,a saMnpnmena narTpMy. Kpo3 KannijHKe a no aB^njaMaiioqny a^ npoMuny >KeHe, sajanypene, nocehn'lame, CTO.mne. y.inuoM no AeceT H>nx UAJ-OB^am 3a6au,n.in Koanje. annexe hm 4o6po ne-o6yBeHe, jep nx CBaKor Maca CKn^ajy, oqn nMce 3aKpBaBn.ie n OB.ia^Kn./ie. II seh noHe.in,Kora roA cpeTny 04, 4eue n c.iyry, ^a inn^tyno aTniMy, qyBeny, npcaxy UnranKy c 6eAini.inueM, upHnM n oKpyr.iHM onnMa. (ILy je nocieonuiTnna Mopa.ia ch^om ^a y^a, jep Ka^ cec HjOm Hat)y, on^a 3a6opaBe n pyqat:, Beqepyn Hoh. 40 3ope nnjy pannjy, Kine je n o6.'ia>KyHOBueM, CBOje mene 6HJy n xepajy h3 Kyhepa^ii H>e). y^ac ce CBe npoMennao. A n y Ba3-Ayxy Kao Aa CTpyjn ncKa roanuaBa pacKoninocTn ivso6iijbe. F^e ro^ ce OKpeneTe, CBy^a /Karop,necMa, CBnpKa. CBnpaqn caMO rniqy npeXKy-haMa, saje^Ho c roMn.iOM Aeu,e. 3ypje nnniTo,

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HAUI BOHtim 69

6y6ii.eBii 6Hjy, Aa ce Tpecy iiposopii ii raceKanAii^ia.

CaMO KOA Hac ! Ex!... OAaBHO CiMO py-qa^ii II TO BehiiHOM jy^epaimba je^ia, uito cyHaM ocTa^a. IlocAe py^Ka iisiimao can naKaiiiijy, Aa cjiyiiiaM CBiipKy, necMy n rAe^aMr^e ce AyAii Mghko niijan Ba^a no yAunii, pac-nacyje ii 6aLi,a ca ce6e OAcyiO. KaA ce noBpa-TiiM y co6y, Majny ne Mory Aa iioanaM. 06yKAace y CTajahe pyBO, onpa^ia r./iaBy, 3a6paAiuace Aeno iiiaMiijoM, tc joj o6pa3ii oACKoqwAii.CeASi AO npo3opa ii ca saByneHiiM pynaivia yiiasyxe rAeAa na y./iiiij,y, HacAOiteHa neAoM naOKHO. Ma Aa joj je Anue CMemypano, wnaKjoj caAa AOLUAO 4hcto, Miipiiiu.baBO, a oko ja-roAHua ii36nAa jeApa, Ton^ia pyMeH. Ha ifcenoM,HCTHHa CTapoM, a^iH jaKOM BpaTy bha ce tag6peKhy h Tpenxe eene. y co6n xeK uito ce cxa-AOJKHAa npaujHHa oa HMuiheifca iiocAe pyqna. HacaHAVKy, y crapoM ooc/iyjKaBHiiKy cTOJe nope-t^ane Maine, ao HdIix BeAHKa, qenpita Bima, a yKyjHH TecTHja TaKol)e nyna BHua, y Kojy cmo H3py-miAu n3 CBHX cyAOBa uiTo y HaM 6iiAe noc^ajie6oraTnje KOMuiHje. II Kaa je 6iLia CKyBaHa y^lOHuy, H Me3e je 6iiao cripexKbeno, CBe je 6haociipeALbeHO. Aah ysayiyA naA HiiKora neMa Aa rayrocTiiMo H AO^enaMO. UIto je Ao./ia3iLio,_jroAQiiiAoji3JyTpa, Ha paKMJyT^To Ai- Hac iTireAe, jep3Hajy_jj^HeMaM0, H 3aTQ cy_A0Aa3iMH XJJ^TPy ^^paKHJy, noiuTO ce TaAa ne 3aceAa n ne nuje TanoMHoro. A MH ne 6hcmo niTeAH.in. KaKo 6hx jaHjHX ABOpno, rocTno, c.iyniao nx n, naJBHnie,noJHO, caMO Aa ohh naivia AO^y, Aa nac ne uixeAe,

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70 CTAPH ;iAHH

ncro 4,a cmo ii .mii itau cbii ! . . . . ^JaTo, Ba.b^a,Majuii iirpa TCJiiaK ocMex, ii o^ni je no^e^e 4aCBpoe rAeAajyhii Kpos KaiiHJy na yyiiiij;y, no ko-joj CBGT epBH, npOMiiqe iicnpeA iiaiue^ imipoMOTBOpeHe Kaniije, a hhko y iby ue y^aaii, xeHaM ABOpvimre 11 Kyha nycTii 11 Ty>KHii. A 04CBy/ia, ca CBiijy crpaHa, no KOMUJiwyKy necMa,CBiipKa, Bece.be. lla qaK ce Beh aauiyio 11 ynuhe. Eho :

JoBapi Ila^iaMap aaceo naope^ Kvhe. IIs-oauiiio MaHra.'i 11 neh Bpyhiiiia My, no^iOMiioCBe qatue 11 npiiByKao reHijiepy 11 113 ite niije.FocTe He Ao^eKyje crojehu, Bch ohii Mopajynoc/ie 4a ce Kpa^y n Tap;o 04y oa ibera. Piicxaoojai^iija Beh ce no'^iio 11 saTBopiio y Kyhy.Geo Ha AOKcax, nyua 113 nyujKe, ch.iom narnaojKCHy /],a My oeBa, a oh Hsa CBcr r./iaca rp4w\i ncyje rociio^y j^CTonapute". Us neKiix 4B0-pHiura ^yje ce Kauo TyxibH ko^io, 3Beij,KaH>e^ynaTa n 4y6./ia y HiiaaMa, na rpy^iiMa acbo-jana... A 04 CTOjana 4oJtoBpaHqeTa ^onupeiiiicaK Acue, luan meiie w iberoea Buna. TpajKHKoiba H cau.by, neny crapy, Be^nny, Kojy jeaa BpeMe oc.'io6ot)eib.a ^ooaBiio 04 HeKy4a. 3a-TiiM exo Tii Ibera na cbomc bhtkom ii 6ecH0M4opaTy, ooyien y bojhii4Kiim, upBCHiiM nanxa-joHaMa, ca luaJKaqoM Ha r.iaeii, iipasHHM pe-4eHiiPtoM n HcyKaHOM ca6.bOM. Vaslsii na Kannje,ycKaqe c KoibeM y cooe, roHehti iicnpe4 ce6eCBHpa^e II 4>axHMy, Koja ce, y 6e.diiM, CBiuennMjevieuibvia n uia.ABapaMa, Biije oko Hiera, nrpaMy, 3anapa na^iu,eM 4axiipe, neBajyhn 6ecH0, ii.icBer r.iaca

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HaUI BOHtHtv 71

.la Hc /ua.iuM CHaiaia Muja I yKa;inM cpMajiH je;iCK,/Ka.TiiM cpMa.iH jciew!*

OfiaMO, 6pe ! o^jeAUOM ce qy iiciipe^name Kaiiiije.MajKa CKO^H. Cysa joj ce CKOTp^ba. Ha

Hamoj p:aniijn yt)e 3aHocehn ce, ca saBa.beHOMiiiy6apoM, Ham H'a-JoBaH, opxaK ii iio6j)aTiiMiiOKOJHor ou,a, a 3a ihuu, TiiCKajyhii ce, CBiipaqH.

OeaMO, roBopii iim oh n noKaayje nanaiuy Kyhy. II y oboJ ce Kyhii necMa iioje.3a MaJKy ne snaM Kano je Hsani^a npe^alb y KyJHy, caMO mchh 3HaM ^a cpue cra^e. Ej, ^OMahMHe ! Bwie q'a-JoBan ne-ibyhH ce. Ty CMO, Ty ! 04roBapa My MaTn, rpua-jyhn H rpy^ehn ce 4a ce HpH6epe. XpncToc ce po^H, AOMahnue! Ka.vio, r^cje AOMahHH?... Ty je, Ty je ! nonasyje na iviene u ny^H,"laK n Uiirane npooyujTa y co6y. y^iasu n'a-JoBan ; .by6iiM ra y pyny, oh, caniibyhH ce,Mene y qe^o, o6yxBaTHB ue^y Mojy r^asy y cBojecyxo, cTape pyne. 11 ce^a Hacpe^ co6e iij)e-KpcTiiB Hore. CBHpn, 6pe ! sanoBe^a LI,iiraHHMa, Kojiicy ce 36m^h yea 3ha. lllTa, ra340 ? J^OMSihim una. xohe ! 11 iiOKa3yje i\ia-BOM Ha Mene. LI,HraHH r^/ie^ajy y Mene niime-KyjyhH, a ja upBenuM 04 3a6yHe u cpehe. MaJKayyiasH H y npo.iasy maHe: ))Ka>Kn : 'By^ MHpmne,hjv.i re paciU'Crao!" Ka/KeM Ja in IlnrniiiiMa,

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A I aepiiM ! IIocko'^ii 'I'a-JoBaH oa 3a-/i,OBO.LCTBa, uiTo caM My noroAiio 6am xy, Yte-roey necMy. 4^ ca^ ! To 4a CBiipiiTe... IIiioqne ^a iim npiiqa o nawa, naiuoj Ptyhii, ouy,c KOJiiM je OH jeo co 11 x.'ie6, 11 to^iikg ro^imeopTaK 6ho : KaKO ce koa nac ^lenaA no Tpii/j,aHa iieBa^o, BeceviiMO. A oiigt oa Unrana Hat)ece HeKii, ftojii je ona jUi^iho noanaBao, cBHpaoMy HeKa4,. MajKa, ciipoTa, K^ieiiajyhH oa cpehe,II tbiivia, I^wraHHMa, 4aje, tie 113 qame, Beh 113craFwieT^i, cBy paKiijy, 11 Hy^ii hx, ^aje hm Meca,x^eoa, a ohh uito ne noje^y rypajy y naayxeiMii iiojaceBe. 3^iaT0, cecTpo c^iaxKa. HeMoj. Ce^ii-3aycTaB.ba je. Phia ko, ii iionasyje na Mene. Eto ra, HCKa CjiyjKH oh. Bhahlu au ra ko-.iiiKii HaM je nopacxao. Ce/1,11 th, xaKo, 4.0 Mene.

II noMime ce, ^a joj na^HHii mccto. MaJKace^a, K./ieKHe, m hvaii q'a-JoBana, a pyna jojApxTH. . . KycHii, JoBane. 06uY)ii. Ja 6am 3a Te6eocTaBiix. 4>a4a th mxo ch eac ce ceTPio, n neKaayje cBoj 60^1, ne roBopn o ce6H, BeheMo Menu. 4^ My je oxau, jkiib, ^pyKqiiJe 611caA 6n^o, a OBaKO . . . A.in xBa./ia th, XBa^a mxocii ce 6ap tii cexHO n /lomo naM. Ja ! BHKHe q'a-JoBaH yBpeijeno. 3a[)ja Aa 3a6opaBHM OBy Kyhy?! I la, Aa 6h iio-CBeAOHiio, OKpehe ce u cimho .sanoBeAa: Cbh-pii, 6pe

II LI,HraHn sacBnpajy. SanniuTii sypAa, naMHcyiHM Aa ce Hyje nan y TypCKO. By6aH> oiije,cTaK^o nrpa y hep^nEHMa, KaHAiMO npcKa 11

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HAUi BoatiiTi nc rpe^a, osvo, naAa upMOTO'uiiia. 11a no.by MpaKc B^aroM. ^Fa-JoBa iiena saBa^^eHiiM, Hcipo-iiieHiiM, ciiTHiiM r^iacoM :

'By.1 MHpHiiie, l)y.T'ce pacLiBerao!*A MaJKa, ca cysoM Koja joj no^iaKO, rio-

AdiKO MiLiii HH3 o6pa3, TTiG^a Me r^e rovior^aBCTOjiiM ii3iMet)y ibHx II cpnpaHa ii ABopiiM iixca oqcBiiM caxaTOM iia npcHMa, -Jna Kao /i.a mmBe. Ill lioHiiih, cHHe. Biuniu ^ii?'i^'

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CTAPH ;iAHn 75

ooyieii iiu cTapoj MO/1,11, ca aauriuiM ij[)CTeihcMII ^aHUHMa, II, lie carnibyhH ce, iiiTanoM ot-iipiiBa paibeiiHKe, nper.ieAa n\ ii niixa ran humr.iacoM Kpo3 HOC C'j'o uan'M, CTO Toj, a?A ce./baij,n jayqy, Biijy ce h KpB^y h3 panaLuapajy Ka./iApMy.Ha Biiiue, ii3Ha/i, yrnyTiix, CTapiix KpoBOBaH 6amTa , AHJKe ce Be^iiiKo , >KyTo sAaibe,OKpyjKHO naqe.icTBO, y "iiijeM ABOpiiiiiTy noKa^ApMii, o6pac^oj TpaBOM, ii hcdoa 6arpeH0Bao^cKopa nocat)eHiix ^leuiKape y roMn^aMa ce-.bauii II qcKajy 4a iix nosoey y 3ace4aHiije".I la nnme 11 Ha BHuie qapuiiija je. 4yi'i^HH bii-coKH , ycKH. ^lac BOHjenn, qac pacTaB.'beHHKaKBOM sanap.iOKeHOM 6aLUT0M, orpat)eHOM Ta-[)a6aMa, iichoa Koje ce iipoBjane iicii, -re jypeKoibe ii^iii Kpase iijto no oaurrn nacy.

4o^ia3iiTey noAne. Bpyhnna, HiirAe niiKora.CaMO cy iiyne Kacanniine n he6a6i;nHHn,e, Kpo34iije ce npo3ope, y.ien.beHe nap^a^nivia Meca,KpB.by H yoiijennM MyBaMa, niiuiTa ne bh4h.Mo/KAa hcTC Bii^eTn npe^ ,)KacHH0M" KaFo ^lynaTooom, npo^ajyhn 3a AyroBe CTBapn, KOJe ^ejKCpasoauane ^aK ao nacpeA napmnje. TaAa he113 iieKapniine ncnacxn ra3Aa JoBan c napqexoMne'iene rAase : meuinp Ha6H0 na oqn, uiirapyAp>KH y ycTHMa n, ncnpuieH, ij,pBeH, Haxyqen cna-roM H onaKO Ma.ien, lue 6p30, cnrno. npoaa3nnopeA ^nuiiTau,iije, Ao6au,n CBojy neny, nonyAH"iiinoBiniKa mccom oa neqene r^aBe 11 6p3o ceyAa^basa y CBOj Ayhan, TBpAo yBepen, A3t he naibCMy ocTani Anu,nTamija. ILm here moh^a^

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oiiTH cpehHii 4a BiiAiiTC iiaJBeher ra3Ay", KaKOiioc^e pyqKa 1146 no^aKO, nornyT, Be.iHKiiM,o^MepeHHM KOpaKOM. Je^Hy pyny no^ByKao lie-nor KanyTa na .'iet)iiMa, a ^pyrOxM ce miioaiipyTiiheM no naHTa.iOHaMa 11 3Bepa, r.ie^a naCBe CTpane, TpajKii Kajvien, rpy^By p:pe^a, 113-Ba.LGH KO^iau; iliii Kojy Tpy^iy rpe^y, 4a tonoHGce, 04Byqe 11 yoami y CBOja ^BopiiiiiTa.II Ta?:o, CKyn^bajyhii cbp uito My aaAne uiaKa,no.iaKO, nope^ sn^a 04,6 eep^oj CBojoj Knpaj-i,iiip:ii, no^BOAaqiiu,!!, ^a bhaii 4a 4h My je 40-Be^ia ujTO ))HOBO"... 11 noc^ie, ocTa.io? Ocxa^era34e, (5oraTame uito ce oooraTiiiue 04 TvpoKen^baHKe 11 se^ieHauMyKa?...

A.iii 40CTa ! HaujTa obo? Cbg je obo TanociipoBO, MacHo! Hehy to... CTapo, CTapo mh4aJTe ! Oho uito Mupnuie na cyx 6ocH^aK hUITO ca4a TaKo aiaTKo na4a. na4a 11 rpeje,rpeje cpue. Ebo :

Jeceu 40iu4a. Mar./ia na4a. C.iaua ce Behc Beqepa xBaTa. CyTpa je cb. ApxaHi)e4 Mh-xaH40, KOMe ce ue KyBa nmeHiiiJia, jep^ je jouimuB. Ciaeii Moj Teqa JoBau. CTapa je to nyha.Ilope4 Kyhe 4pjKU Mexauy. 11 ca4 niihe Hnr4e6o^e, Lteua yMepeua. A K04 H>era ce ue BH4e^lOBCK niijau. IIpo3op ce HHKa4 ue pa36ii, aKaMo 4u UITO 4pyro. A TaKO 11 Tpe6a, Be.iu MojTe^a ; uiije Mexaua 4a ce y iboj 6aHHn, 40Mn, Beh'^oBeK 4a JKUBu." 11 saucTa, K04 H>era je CBe cmii-UI.I.eHO, THXO H TCMC/LHTO. IlomTeH jC H HHCTKao or^ie4a.40. He roBopii Muoro, ne 6p3a, ueu.ieTe ce. IlpupoAa jaiia, Bepa iicKpena, a 4yuia

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HaM iivT. 3a HjIijvi moj oxau, biicok, y qoxanojKO.iHJii, nornyo ce ii npii/i,p>KaBa CBojy Majny,Mojy 6a6y, Koja reryi;a ii cnoTiiqe ee, sa ibiiMaMil c .Majp:oM. y Hapyqjy joj moj 6paT noBiijeH,^eBOM pyKOM Mene B0411, a ja y 6ouiqim[i ho-CHM opaTOBe ne^eee. MapniHJa nyna Mar./ie, iic-npeceLtana vKpmTeHiiM M^iaseBinia CBeha 113,3.yhaHa ii.iii Kyha. CaMO eK>epii Ha qecMaMaII MexaeaMa qniLbe 11 xpny 04 Mar.ie. A Mar^iaiia4.a, ua^a.. Oceha ce nan no o6pa3i-iMa. 4o-^asiiMo. Beh c Kaniije Biue ce ABa ^eibepao6emeHa na KyhniiM Bpaxmia, ^a ce biiah ii3Ha r,j,e je cuiBa. Be^iina co5a ocBeivteHa. Kpo3luiipOKe, c ApeeHiiM pemeTPiaMa nposope Bii^ece JbYACKe ceHKe. C^yre 11 c.iymKiiH>e Tpqttapajy,Hoce II ii3Hoce. TeTf:a mm ii3iiuj.ia ^aii npeAKyhy. Sanpamena 6paiJiH0M, y^ien.Leea tcctom,ca sacyKannM pvKaBiiMa, cBa cpehna, rp.in ceri ^y6ii c MojoM 6a6oM. ou,eM, MajKOM... Tyro, Tvro... CiaTKii Mojii, CMpsAii ereMil ce? II 6p30 OA MajKe y3iiMa noBiijenorMil opaTa, rp.iii ra, .Ly6n 11 ynocii y Kyhy.y KyJHii AP>KH c^yra CBehy Biiine ryiaBC 11ocBCT^aBa HaM CTenenniie noKojiiMa ce neibeMO.Ha co6hhm BpaniMa Ao^eKyje nac Te^a, rojo-r^