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]I hnuman jeva crmxrIrI pu5nI jnetamhastI AHjnInI Aa k=a Ke. AHjnI mha\maRTma Ane ijneNãw› htI... Ane tenI sqIvsHtmala p` AevI j htI. temna _pr keva kevasHk! AavI pD–a Ke Ane teva ÝsHge prSprApar vaTsLypUvRk te bNne sqIAoAe kevae\mRÝem Ane \yR !kavI raqel Ke¦ te qas bo\leva jevuH Ke. te=I pura`na Aa\are te vEraGywrelIk=a AhÄ Ýisâ krvamaH AavI Ke.

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stI AHjnanI Aa k=a FÌ vEraGyÝerk Ke. pU.guÌdevne Aa k=a FÌ iÝy Ke. ßyare ßyare pura`maHteAae Aa k=a vaHce Ke Tyare AHjna stI _prnuH du:qdeqIne temnI AaHqomaH AaHsu AavI Ôy Ke. Aa k=anavaHcn vqte Aekvar teAae kheta hta ke —\maR„a _prnuHdu:q huH Ôe{ n xkuH.˜ ÝvcnmaH p` teAo gdŸgdvaÌ=IAnekvar AHjna stInuH _dahr` Aape Ke ne Tyareswajno vEraGyrsmaH mxgul =[ Ôy Ke. Aa rIteguÌdevne iÝy tem j bazkone _pyogI AevI Aa k=aKpavvanI Fà vqtnI [CKa htI, te Aaje KpavvamaHAavI Ke ne —suv R‐sNdex˜ na g/ahkone we! AapvamaHAavI Ke. (tem j bIÒ Aek hÔr nkl v\u KpavvamaHAavI Ke.)

AHjnInuH Òvn F uH vEraGy Ane \EyRÝerk Ke. ko{p` Ýkarna ÝsHg=I htax =yela Òvne AenI k=a_Tsaiht kre Ke Ane tene \mR Aara\namaH ¹#ta kraveKe...temaHye, vnvas vqte gUfamaH AHjna stInemuinrajna dxRnnae je ÝsHg Ke te to mumuÙuna rom‐rom_LlsavI de Ke...Tyare ÒvnnI htaxa qHqera[




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Ôy Ke...sHsarnaH svR du:qo wUla[ Ôy Ke...ne sHsarmaHsacuH xr uH to dev‐guÌ‐\mRnuH j Ke. Ae vatnuH saÙatŸic5 qDuH =ay Ke. gUfamaH Ae muindxRnnae AanHdkarIÝsHg leqkne Ait iÝy Ke. Aa k=a KpataH phelaH leqkelgwg pcas vqt rspUvRk vaHcI Ke Anek bazkoAne vDIloAe p` Aa k=a vaHcIne te KpavvanI [CKabtavI Ke.

Aa puStkäara bal‐saihTymaH Aek puStkno _merae=ay Ke. Aa leqkne bal‐saihTy ma!enI qas ÝIit Ke,Ane ATyare jEn smajne bal‐saihTynI qUb j j$rKe. te trf leqko‐p/kaxkoAe |yan AapvanI j$r Ke.Aa puStkna kayRmaH mne ÝaeTsahn Aapnara saEnae huHAawarI KuH.

vIr sH. 2489 —Aasae vd cae=˜ ‐b/. hirlal jEn

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1: ÝIit Ane AÝIit

]I muinsuv/t wgvannuH tI=R caltuH htuH tevqtnI Aa k=a Ke. AnHtvIyR‐kevzI pase \mÈpdexsaHwzIne hnumanÒ ivwIØ` vgereAe v/t \ar` kyaR.hnumanÒnuH sMykTv t=a xIl qas ÝxHsnIy Ke.hnumanÒnI ÝxHsa saHwzIne ]e IkraÔ pUKe Ke ke heÝwae¦ te kaena pu5? Ane k–aH épßya? ‐Tyare,sTpuÌØaenI k=a=I jene Ýmaed épßyae Ke Aeva èãwUit‐gaEtmSvamI AahŸladkarI vcnäara te k=a khe Ke:

wrtÙe5nI diÙ` idxamaH mheNã namnaiv>a\rraÔAe mheNãpur ngr vsaƒuH. raÔ mheNãneñdyvega ra`I Ane AirNdm vgere 100 kumarae t=aAHjnI‐suHdrI namnI mha gu`vHtI kuHvrI htI.




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Aekvar rajkumarI AHjnInI nvyaEvn AvS=adeqIne tena iptane tena ivvahnI icHta épÒ. jemsulaecnane deqIne raÔ AkHpnne icHta épÒ htI, temAHjnIne deqIne raÔ mheNãne icHta épÒ, Ane mH5IAaene baelavIne pUK–uH ke Aa kNya kaene pràvvI yaeGy Ke?Tyare kae{Ae raÔ rav`nuH nam dI\uH, kae[Ae èãÒt,meFnad vgerenuH nam AaPyuH \NymH5I kheva laGya‐herajnŸ¦ diÙ`]e ImaH knkpur ngrna raÔ ihr~yÝwt=a raÌ sumnanae pu5 saEdaimnIÝw (‐iv>uTÝw) Ke,te mha yxvHt‐gu vHt Ke, t=a svR iv>a\rae wega =[nelDe taep` tene ÒtI n xke Aevae praÊmI Ke, ma!e tenepu5I pràvae.

‐Ae vat saHwzIne sHdehprag namna mH5I ma=uH\U avIne AaHq mÄcIne kheva laGya‐Ôeke iv>uTÝw mhawƒ Ke, tene inrHtr Aevae ivcar rhe Ke ke Aa sHsarAinTy Ke te=I sHsarnuH Sv$p ÔÌne ma5 A#arma vØeRtae te vEraGy \ar` krxe te ivØyaiwlaØI n=I, waeg$pgj‐bH\nne taeDIne te g<hS=apànae Tyag krxe Anebaæ‐AWyHtr pirg/h riht =[ne kevz&an Ýg!avImaeÙ pamxe. te=I tenI sa=e pràvtaH kNya pit vgrnI=[ Ôy Ane xaewa n pame ma!e tenI sa=e kNyanaesHbH\ _ict n=I. p` wrtÙe5na ivjyaâR pvRtnIdiÙ`]e ImaH AaidTypur ngr Ke,




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TyaHna raÔ ÝhŸlad Ane ra`I ketumtIne vayukumar (A=aRtŸpvnHjykumark) namnae pu5 Ke, te mha praÊmI, $pvan,xIlvan Ane gu van Ke, te=I kNyane ma!e te b\I rIteyaeGy Ke. ‐Aa vat saHwzIne b\ane hØR =yae.

vsHt%tu Ane fag` masnI AÚaiîka AavI...Aa sudAÚmI=I pUi Rma su\Ina AÚaiîkana idvsae mhamHgl$p Ke.Aa idvsaemaH èã vgere devae nHdI¬r äIpe xa¬t rTnmy ijn‐Ýitmana pUjn ma!e gya, Ane iv>a\r‐mnu*yae pUjn‐samg/I l{ne kElas pr gya. ]I %ØwdevÝwuna invaR`‐kLya`k=I te pvRt pUjnIk Ke. AHjnI siht tena iptamheNãraÔ p` TyaH Aaƒa, Ane wavpUvRk wgvannI pUÔ‐Stuit‐vHdna krIne Aek suvR`ixla _pr be@a hta.




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kumar pvnHjy t=a tena ipta ÝhŸladraÔ p`wrt cÊvt±na kravela rTnmy ijnmHidronI vHdna ma!ekElas Aavela, Ane vHdn pUjn krIne frta hta TyaHraÔ mheNãnI njr temna _pr pDI. raÔ mheNãeÝsNntapUvRk tene kæuH ke marI kNya AHjnIne Aapnapu5 pvnkumar sa=e pr`avvanae ivcar Ke. raÔ ÝhŸladep` Sneh=I kæuH ke mara pu5na mhawaGy¦ tmarI vatÝma` Ke. Ae Ýma e pvnkumar Ane AHjnIno sHbH\nÞI =taH, TyaH mansrovrna iknare j ivvah krvanuHnÞI =yuH Ane 5` idvsna lG™ S=paya.

∙ ∙ ∙AHjnIna $pnI AdŸwUtta saHwzIne pvnkumarne

trt j tene deqvanI {CKa ={. 5` idvs tena=I rhIn xkayuH k–are AHjnIne dequH¦ AevI icHta =[. Anepotana ÝhSt namna im5ne vat krI: he sqa¦ taraivna Aa vat kaene khuH? jem bazk potanuH du:q matanekhe, ix*y guÌne khe, iksan raÔne khe, rogI vEdne khe,tem buiâman potana im5ne khe Ke¸ te=I mara mnnIvat huH tne khuH KuH ‐—raÔ mheNãnI pu5I (AHjnI) nedeQya vgr maruH mn iS=r =vanuH n=I.˜ ÝhSthSyae...rat pDtaH bNne im5ae ivmanmaH besIneAakaxmageR AHjnIna mhele Aaƒa ne J$qamaH KUpa{neAHjnInuH $p‐lav~y deqtaH pvnkumarne p/sNnta =[.




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te vqte sat mazna mhelmaH AHjnI potanIsqIAo sa=e be@I htI¸ temaH vsHtmala namnImhabuiâmtI sqI AHjnIne kheva lagI ke he sqI¦ tuH\Ny Ke ke tara iptaAe tne pvnkumarne dI\I...pvnkumarmhaÝtapI Ke. Ae saHwzIne pvnkumarne p` AanHd=yae...TyaH tae im]kexI namnI bIÒ sqI ma=uH \U avInekheva lagI ke ;Are, taruH mha A&an Ke ke tuH pvnHjysa=enae sHbH\ vqa e Ke¦ Ôe iv>uTÝw sa=e sHbH\ =yaehaet tae te ]e¤ htae. he vsHtmala¦ iv>uTÝw AnepvnHjymaH tae smuã Ane qabocIya je!lo wed Ke phelaHtae b\anae ivcar iv>uTÝwne j Aa kNya devanae htae,p` TyaH kNyana iptaAe saHwZyuH ke te =aeDa j vqtmaHmuin =[ jxe¦ te=I tenI sa=e sHbH\ n kyÈ. p` Ae @Ikn kyuÅ. iv>uTÝw jevanae sHyaeg to Aek Ù` p` wlo,Ane bIÔ ÙuãpuÌØno sHyog F`aekaz rhe taep` xuHkamnae?' tenI Aa vat saHwztaH pvnHjy Aekdm Êaei\t=[ gyae...Ane —Aa AHjnIne mara _pr Sneh n=I p`iv>uTÝw _pr Sneh Ke tene marI inHda suhave Ke, te=IAa dasI Aava inH>vcn khe Ke KtaH te saHwze Ke ‐Aam ivcarIne tene ixÙa krva tlvar ka#I. p` trtÝhSt im5e tene AyaeGy kayR krtaH raek–ae, Ane kæuH keAap e jem guºp e Aaƒa KIAe tem guºp e caLyaj[Ae. Aa=I pvnHjykumar




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roØpUvRk potana S=ane paKo Aaƒae, p` tenuH ic¿AHjna ÝTye=I tdŸn é@I gyuH ne tene dUr=I j KoDIdevanae ivcar kyÈ.

(ÔuAae, ivwavnI ivic5ta¦ =aeDa vqt phelaH taejene deQya vgr Ù` p` rhI xkatuH n htuH tena=IAekdm AevI _dasInta ={ g{ ke tenuH mo#uH ÔevuH p`n=I gmtuH. ‐re sHsar¦¦)

potana S=ane Aaƒa pKI kumare ÝhSt im5ne kæuHke‐Aap`a S=an=I AHjnInuH S=an nÒk Ke, te=I AhÄn=I rhevuH¸ tene Spx±ne pvn Aave Ke te mne n=I gmtae.ma!e calae Aap e AhÄ=I caLya j[Ae, #Il krvI _ictn=I. kumarnI Aa&a =taH j senaAe Ýya`nI tEyarI krI.ha=I‐FoDa‐r=‐paydz vgere senanae kolahl =yae.AHjnInuH invasS=an nÒkmaH j htuH. kumarnI senanaÝya`nae kolahl saHwztaH tena mnmaH v«Fat jevuH du:q=yuH: hay¦ xuH kruH¦ hve xuH =xe¦¦ maro ko{ Apra\deqatae n=I...p` im]kexIAe inHdana vcn khela, tenIkdac kumarne qbr pDI hoy¦ te=I mara Ýa`vÐw mara_pr k<pariht =[ gya...ne mne KaeDIne caLya Ôy Ke¦mara na= marae pirTyag krxe tae huH Aaharnae TyagkrIne xrIr tÒx...Aem icHtvn krtaH krtaH AHjnI mUKaRqa[ne p<+vI pr pDI.




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Aa baÔu pvnHjynI senana loko AekaAek kUcnaehukm saHwztaH AaüyRmaH pDI gya...ke Aa xuH¦ ivnakar` kUc kem? kae{ khe ke AenuH nam ;pvnHjy' Ke te=Itenu ic¿ p` pvn jevuH cHcz Ke.

AHjnIna ipta raÔ mheNãne kumarna Ýya`nI qbrpDtaH trt te potana bH\ujnae siht raÔ ÝhŸlad paseAaƒae. ÝhŸlad Ane mheNã bNneAe wega mzInepvnkumarne smÔƒae ke he xUrvIr¦ kUc=I paKa frae, neAmara bNnena mnvaHiKtnI isiâ krae...guÌjnaenI Aa&asTpuÌØaene AanHdnuH kar` Ke, ma!e AmarI vat manI ÔAae.‐Aem khIne ÝempUvRk tenae ha= pkDI lI\ae. Tyare kumarp` ivny=I nm/IwUt ={ gyae¸ Ane guÌjnonI guÌta_lHFva Asm=R =[ gyo, te=I temnI Aa&a=I paKo fyoR.‐p` mnmaH Aem ivcayuÅ ke Aene pr`Ine pKI KoeDI d{x.

rajkumar paKae frva=I AHjnI hØR=I romaHict=[. lG™nae smy =taH mansraevrna iknare mHgzpUvRkivvah =ya. kNyane tae ÝIit Ke, ne vrne AÝIit Ke, teAana wav Ô`tae n=I. ivvah bad Aek mihnae TyaHprm_Tsv pUvRk ræa, ne pKI potpotana S=ane gya.

AhÄ g`\rdev khe Ke ke he ]e Ik¦ je vStunaSv$pne n=I Ô`tae Ane vgr smßye parka doØ g/h`kre Ke te mUqR Ke Ane bIÔna doØ potana _pr AavIpDe to te papkmRnuH fz Ke.




2: ivyog Ane sHyog

pvnHjykumare AHjnIsuHdrIne prÌne AevI KoDIdI\I ke k–arey vat p` n kre. te suHdrI, pitnaAbolDa=I Ane k<pa¹iÚAe n deqva=I prm du:qI=tI¸ ra5e inãa p` n letI, AaHqmaH=I inrHtr AaHsuJrta, xrIr miln ={ gyuH¸ pit ÝTye Fàe Sneh,pitnuH nam p` suhave, te trfno pvn Aave te pìÝy lage¸ pitnuH $p tae ivvah vqte vedImaH deQyuHhtuH, tenuH mnmaH icHtn kre, inül nyne svR ceÚa‐




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riht besI rhe mnmaH pitnuH $p icHtvIne bharmaH p`tena dxRn krva cahe, p` dxRn n =ay Ae!le xok=IbesI rhe. ic5p!maH pitnuH ic5 Aaleqvanae _>m krep` ha= \U/je Ane klm pDI Ôy. smSt AHg dubRz ={gya Ke, AawUØ` #Ila pDI gya Ke, dIFR insasa=I vdnkrma{ gyuH Ke, xrIrna vÏawUØ` p` war$p lage Ke,potana AxuwkmRne inHdtI varHvar mata‐iptane yad kreKe. ñdy xUNy =[ gyuH Ke, du:q=I xrIr ÙI` ={ gyuH Kene varHvar mUKaR AavI Ôy Ke, ceÚariht ={ Ôy Ke,ro{ ro{ne kH@ $H\a{ gyae Ke, du:q=I vcn nIkze Keivðz =[ne pUvÈpaijRt dEvnae Aorto kre Ke, cHãmanaHikr`o p` dah$p lage Ke, mhelmaH caltaH caltaH mUKaRqa{ne pDI Ôy Ke ivkLpnI marI Aeva ivcar krInemnmaH ne mnmaH j pitne khe Ke ke he na=¦ mara ñdymaHAap inrHtr ibraÔe Ko, KtaH mne kem Aatap kro Ko?meH Aapno kaH{ Apra\ kyÈ n=I¸ ivna kar` mara _prkop kaH kro¦ hve ÝsNn =aAo. huH AapnI w› KuH. maraic¿na ivØadne hro. jem AHdrmaH dxRn Aapo Ko tembharmaH p` Aapo, huH Aapne ha= ÔeDIne ivnit kruH KuH.AapnI k<pa ivna marI xowa n=I‐Ae Ýma e ic¿maHrhela potana pitne varHvar AaÒÒ kre Ke, AneAaHqmaH=I motIna da`a jeva AaHsu qre Ke. sqIjnaeAnek




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ÝkarnI samg/I lave Ke p` Aane kaH{ suhavtuH n=I,pit‐ivyog=I cÊnI jem mn w/imt ={ gyuH Ke, SnankrtI n=I, kex gUH=tI n=I¸ svR iÊyamaH jD jevI hova=IÔè ke p<+vI hoy, inrHtr A]uÝvah vrstae hova=I Ôèke jl$p hoy, ñdyna dahne lI\e Ô e ke AiGn$p hoy,inül ic¿=I Ô e ke vayu$p hoy, Ane ic¿nIxUNyta=I Ô e ke ggn$p hoy¦ mohne lI\e &an pÀaCKaidt =[ gyuH Ke, svR AHg Aeva ixi=l ={ gyaKe ke besI n xke, bese tae é@I n xke, é@e tae xrIrne=HwavI n xke, sqIjnnae ha= pkDIne cale TyaH pgDgI Ôy. ctur sqIAaenI sa=e bolvanI {CKa kre prHtubolI n xke, pÙIAae sa=e klael krva cahe p` krI nxke. Ae ibcarI b\ay=I NyarI sUnmUn besI rhe. AenuHic¿ Ane ne5ae pitmaH j lagelaH Ke. in*kar` pit=ItrKoDa{ g[, te=I Aekek idvs Aek vrs jevae Ôy Ke.AenI AavI halt deqIne b\ae pirvar ƒakuz ={ne AemicHtve Ke ke Arere, AavuH du:q Aane kem =yuH? Aa ko{pUvÈpaijRt papkmRnae _dy Ke¸ paKla jNmmaH Aaè kae[dev‐guÌnI ivra\na krI hxe¦ vayukumar tae inim¿ma5Ke. Aa bazI‐wozIne prÌne trt j kem tÒ dI\I?Aeè iptana Fre kdI rHcma5 du:q deQyuH n=I, AneATyare du:qna warne pamI Ke. AevI sqIAae ivcare Keke Ame xuH _pay krIAe¦¦ Ame waGyhIn KIAe,




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Aa kayR Amara=I yTnsa|y n=I, Aa tae kae{AxuwkmRnI cal Ke. hve Aevae xuw idvs k–are Aave keAenae ÝItm Aene k<pa¹iÚ=I deqe, imÚvcn bole AneAene pase l[ne bese¦ ‐AevI saEne AiwlaØa Ke.

AavI dxamaH, varHvar ]I dev‐guÌne yad krtI‐krtI AHjnI JUrI‐JUrIne idvsae vItave Ke...tenI iÝysqI vsHtmala hrkae[ Ýkare tena ic¿ne Ýsþ raqvaÝyTn kre Ke, kae{var AHtrna AnuwvnI nesMyGdxRnnI sU"m ccaR kre Ke, tae kae{ var dev‐guÌnIwi› kre Ke, ne kae[ var sHtaenuH Smr` krIne temnIvEraGy wrelI k=aAo kre Ke...Ane Ae!lo vqt AHjnInIvedna hzvI =[ Ôy Ke. ‐Aam sqI siht AHjnInaidvsae vItI ræa Ke.

∙ ∙ ∙22 vØR bad...

je vqtnI Aa k=a cale Ke te vqte AnekraÔAae _pr mharaÔ rav`nI Aa&a caltI htI.prHtu vru` raÔAe rav`nI Aa&a n manI Ane kæuH kerav`ne devai\i¤t rTnae (‐xÏae vgere) nae gvR Ke,p` huH tene gvRriht krI naHqIx. Aa vat saHwzInekaeipt =[ne rav`e Ýit&a krI ke huH tene devai\i¤trTnae vgr j ÒtI l[x. Ane tene Òtva ma!e AnekraÔAaene potanI mdde bolaƒa. pvnkumarna ipta




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raÔ ÝhŸlad _pr p` Aek p5 mokLyae, temaH lQyuH htuHke —smuãnI vCce äIpmaH patalngrmaH invas krnarraÔ vru ne Òtva Ame c#a{ krI Ke, prHtu yuâmaHvru na pu5aeAe Amara bnevI qrdUØ`ne pkDI lI\a Ke,tae tene KoDavva ma!e t=a yuâmaH Òtva ma!e tme trtj Aavae.˜ p5 äara Aa&a mztaH trt j SvamIw›raÔ Ýhlad rav` pase jva tEyar =ya. te deqInepvnHjykumare kæuH ke iptaÒ¦ Aap rheva >ae, mne Aa&aAapae, huH vru ne ÒtI l[x. Ae Ýma e ipta‐matanIAa&a l[ne, t=a pirvarna b\a lokone SnehpUvRk \EyRbH\avIne, Ane wgvan AirhHt‐isâne nmSkar krInekumare ivday lI\I...

...te vqte AHjnI suHdrI AaHsuwInI AaHqedrvaÔna =aHwlane !eke éwI htI‐Ôè ke =aHwlamaHkaetrelI pUtzI j haey¦ ‐tena _pr njr pDtaH trtj kumare potanI ¹iÚ sHkaecI lIkI...Ane kuipt =[nekæuH‐ ;Are¦ taruH dxRn p` du:qkr Ke, tuH Aa S=ane=IcalI Ô...inlRßj =[ne AhÄ kem éwI Ke¦' pitnaAava kkRx vcn p` AHjnIne ATyare iÝylaGya...jem Fà idvsna trSya catkne meFna buHdiÝy lage tem AHjnIne pitna kkRx vcnae p` Am<tjevaH iÝy laGyaH. Ane ha= ÔeDIne gdŸgd vaÌ=Ikheva lagI‐he na=¦ ßyare Aap AhÄ ibrajta




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hta Tyare p` huH ivyaeignI htI, KtaH Aap ink!maH jKae‐AevI Aaxa=I mara Ýa` jemtem krIne !kIræa...prHtu hve tae Aap dUr p\arae Kae tae huH kem krIneÒvIx? he na=¦ prdexgmn ÝsHge Aape SnehpUvRk,vstIna mnu*yaene tae xuH¦ p` pxu‐pÙIney idlasaeAaPyae Ane b\ane Am<t‐vcn kæa. ma5 Aek huH tmarIAÝaiº=I du:qI KuH, maruH ic¿ Aapna cr`arivHdne JHqeKe...bIÔ b\ayne Aapna ]Imuqe=I Aa!lae idlasaeAaPyae to mne p`, bIÔnI marftey kH[k idlaso AaPyohot to saruH htuH¦ ßyare Aape mne tÒ dI\I TyarejgtmaH xr` n=I...mr` j Ke.

Tyare kumare muq sHkaecIne kaep=I kæuH ke...;mr¦' AesaHwztaH j stI qediqþ =[ne \rtI pr pDI g{. kumar tenekumaya smÒne TyaH=I caLyae gyae... Ane lXkr siht ÝyakrtaH krtaH te idvse saHje mansraevrna iknare pDav naHQyae.

∙ ∙ ∙iv>ana Ýwav=I Aek mo!o mhel bnavIne,

pvnkumar potana ÝhSt im5 siht temaH be@ae Ke, AneJ$qamaH=I mansraevrnI xaewa nIhaze Ke...sraevrnaSvCK jzmaH kmz qIlI ræaH Ke, hHs Ane catkvgere pÙIAae ÊIDa krI ræaH Ke... Aek ckvae AneckvI p` ÊIDa krtaH htaH¸ TyaH sUyaRSt =yo Aneckvo caLyae gyae. tena ivyaeg=I tºayman ckvI




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AeklI Aakuzƒakuz =va lagI...ckvane deqva ma!e tenaHne5ae AStacl trf lagI ræaH Ke...kmzna iKãmaHvarHvar xae\e Ke...paHqae ffDavIne trfDe Ke...ne nIce pDeKe...kmzna rsnae Svad p` tene Jer jevae lageKe...paÌmaH potanuH ÝitibHb deqIne ;Aa marae ÝItm Ke'Aem smÒne Aaturta=I tene bolave Ke, p` ÝitibHbk–aH=I Aave? te=I tenI AÝaiº=I paKI ATyHt xaek pameKe lXkrna ma`sae t=a ha=I FoDana xBdo saHwzInepotana vLlwnI Aaxa=I TyaH ic¿ wmave Ke, vzIiknarana JaD _pr cDIne dxe idxa trf JaHqI‐JaHqIneÔuAe Ke, p` k–aHy potana ÝItmne n deqtaH paKIjmIn _pr AavI pDe Ke.

ckvInI AavI dxa FÌ var su\I njr maHDInepvnkumare deqI...ckvInI Jurà deqIne tenuH ic¿ dya=IwÄÔ{ gyuH, tene AHjnI yad AavI...Ane te ivcarvalaGyae ke‐Arere¦ ÝItmna ivyaeg=I Aa ckvIxaekaiG™maH kevI JUre Ke? Aa mnaehr mansraevr AnecHãmanI cHdn jevI caHdnI p` te ivyaeignIne davanzjevaH lage Ke...tae AHjnInI xI dxa =[ hxe? AackvI potana pitnae Aek ratnae ivyaeg p` n=IshI xktI, tae te mhasuHdrIAe bavIs‐bavIs vØRnaeivyaeg kem krIne sæae hxe¦¦ Are, Aa te jmansraevr Ke Ane Aa te j S=an Ke ke ßyaH Amara




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ivvah =ya hta. ivvahnuH S=an njre pDtaH kumarnev\are xaek =yae: hay hay¦ huH kevae ÊUric¿...ke meH teindÈØne nkamI tÒ dI\I¦ k!uvcn tae tenI dasIAe kæaHhtaH, te e tae kH[ kæaH n htaH...KtaH meH vgr ivcayeRbIÔna doØ=I tenae Tyag krI dI\ae¦ Ae in*kp! Òvnein*kar` du:q AaPyuH. Aa!laH b\aH vØÈ su\I AeneivyaegmaH raqI...hve xuH kruH¦¦ ipta pase=I ivday l[neFre=I nIkZyae KuH te=I hve paKa p` kem jvay? mae!uHsHk! AavI pD–uH¦ Ôe Aene mZya vgr sHg/ammaH j[x taemara ivrhmaH te Òvxe nih, Ane tenae Awav =taH maraep` Awav =xe. jgtmaH Òvn sman bIÔuH kaH[ n=I¸ma!e svR sHdehnuH invar` krnar mara prm im5 ÝhStneAanae _pay pUKuH, te b\I babtmaH pUvI` Ke je ivcarInekayR kre Ke te Ýa`I suq pame Ke. ‐Aam pvnkumarivcar kre Ke...

TyaH tae, kumarne icHtavan deqIne, tena suqe suqIAne tena du:qe du:qI Aevae ÝhSt im5 pUKva laGyae keAre im5¦ tme kem icHtamaH Kae? tme rav`ne mdd krvaAne vru` jeva yaeâa same lDva Ôv Kae Tyare AitÝsþta haevI Ôe[Ae, tae j kayRnI isiâ =ay. Aene bdleAaj tmaruH vdnkmz kem krma{ gyuH Ke? lßÔ KaeDIneje haey te khae. tmne icHtavan deqIne mne ƒakuzta =ay Ke.




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pvnkumare kæuH: he im5¦ Ae vat ko[ne khevayAevI n=I. mara ñdynI svR vat khevanuH S=an Aek tuHj Ke, tara=I mare AHtr n=I¸ p` Aa vat khetaH mnebhu lßÔ Aave Ke.

ÝhSt khe Ke ke he kumar¦ tmara ic¿maH je haey tekhae. tme je Aa&a krxae te bIÔuH kae{ nih Ô e. jemtata lae#a _pr pDelu jlibHdu ivly pamI Ôy pKIÝg! n deqay, tem mne khelI vat k–aHy Ýg! nih=ay.

Tyare pvnkumar kheva laGyae: he im5¦ saHwz¦ meHkdI p` AHjnIsuHdrI sa=e ÝIit n krI, te=I hve maruHmn ATyHt ƒakuz =ay Ke. pr~yane Aa!laH vrsae vItIgyaH KtaH hÒ su\I tene marae ivyaeg ræae, te sda xaek=IwrelI A]upat kre Ke. ivday vqte te bar`amaH éwIhtI Ane ivrhna tap=I tenuH mae#uH krma[ gyeluH htuH‐Ae¹Xy ATyare mara ñdyne ba`nI jem wedI naHqe Ke. ma!ehe im5¦ Aevae _pay kr ke je=I marae Ane tenae mezap=ay. ‐Ôe mezap nih =ay tae Amara bNnenuH mr` =xe.

ÝhSt AekÙ` ivcar krIne baeLyae‐ he kumar¦tme mata‐iptanI Aa&a l[ne x5une Òtva nIkZyaKae ma!e paKa jvuH _ict n=I¸ tem j AHjnIsuHdrIneAaj su\I kdI yad krI n=I te=I tene AhÄ baelavtaH




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p` lßÔ Aave Ke ma!e guºp e TyaH jvuH Ane guºp e jpaKa AavvuH, TyaH rhevuH nih. tenuH Avlaekn krIne t=asuq‐sHwaØ` krIne AanHdpUvRk trt j paKa AavI jvuH.‐Aam krva=I AapnuH ic¿ inül =xe Ane x5une ÒtIxkaxe.

‐Ae Ýma e nÞI krIne, k!knI rÙanae warsenapitne sÇPyae, Ane merunI vHdnana bharne ÝhStt=a pvnkumar AakaxmageR guºp e AHjnIna mheleAaƒa.

rat pDI htI...JaHqo dIpk bztae htae...pvnkumartae bhar éwae ræae, ne ÝhSt qbr deva ma!e AHdrgyae. AHjnIAe ;kae Ke?' ‐Aem pUK–uH, Ane sqIvsHtmaza baÔumaH j sUtI htI tene jgaDI. svR vatmaHinpu` te sqI é@Ine AHjnIna wynuH invar` krva lagI.

ÝhSte nmSkar krIne ßyare pvnHjynaAagmnnI vat krI Tyare AHjnIne te vat SvPnsman lagI, ne gdŸgd va`I=I ÝhStne kheva lagI‐he ÝhSt¦ huH pu~yhIn¦ pitnI k<pa=I vijRt¦ Aavaej mara papkmRnae _dy Aaƒae. tuH marI hHsI kaH kr?Arere? pitäara jenae inradr =ay tenI Av&a kae`n kre? huH Awaig`I, du:qdxa pamI, hve AevIsuqdxa k–aH=I haey ke Ýa`na= AhÄ p\are¦




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ÝhSte ha= ÔeDIne ivnitpUvRk kæuH: he kLya`$ipÌ¦ he pitv/ta¦ Amarae Apra\ Ùma krae. hveAxuwkmÈ dUr =yaH Ke, ne tmara Ýem$p gu =I Ýera{netmara Ýa`na= AhÄ Aaƒa Ke, te tmara=I ATyHt Ýsþ=ya Ke tenI Ýsþta=I AanHd n =ay Ae kem bne?

Ae vat saHwzIne AHjnIsuHdrI nIcuH Ôe{ g{¸ AnevsHtmazaAe ÝhStne kæuH ke he wã¦ meF tae ßyare p`vrse Tyare wlae...kumar Aana mhele p\ayaR te AanuHmhawaGy¦ AmaraH pu~y$p v<Ù fZyaH.

Aa Ýma e vatcIt =tI htI TyaH tae kumar AavIphÇCyae. tenaH ne5 AanHdna AaHsu=I wra[ gyaH htaHÔ e ke kÌà$pI sqI j tene AhÄ l[ AavI htI.pitne deqtaH j AHjnI same g[, ne ha= ÔeDI, xIxnmavIne pge pDI. kumare paetana ha=e=I tene _@aDIne,SnehpUvRk Am<tvcnae kæaH ke he devI¦ klexnae b\ae qedhve KoDI deÔe. ‐Aem khIne AHjnIne besaDI. ÝhSt AnevsHtmaza bhar caLya gya.

paetanI wUlne karè lißjt ={ne pvnkumarevarHvar AHjnIne kuxl‐smacar pUK–a, Ane kæuH ke heiÝye meH tmarae je v<=a Anadr kyÈ tenI Ùma krae. meHprayae daeØ tmara _pr naHQyae, te marae Apra\ wUlIÔAae...marae Apra\ Ùmavva ma!e huH




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tmara pge pDuH KuH¸ tme mara _pr Ait Ýsþ =aAae‐AaÝma e pvnkumare Fàe Sneh btaƒae.

Tyare Ýa`na=nae Aavae Sneh deqIne mhastIAHjnI ÝsþtapUvRk kheva lagI: he na=¦ marae Aavaeivny krvae Aapne _ict n=I. maÌH ñdy tae sdaAapna |yan=I sHyu› j htuH te=I Aap sday marañdyne ivØe ibrajta hta¸ ne Aapnae Anadr p` mneAadr sman wastae. hve tae Aape k<pa krIne Fàe Snehbtaƒae te=I mne Ýsþta ={, mara mnaer= isâ =ya.

‐Ae Ýma e bNneAe prSpr SnehpUvRk vatcIt=IAne smagm=I rat vItavI.

svar =taH j ÝhStim5e AavIne kumarnekuxlsmacar pUK–a Ane kæuH ke he im5¦ hve jldI paKacalae iÝyaÒnuH ivxeØ sNman paKa AavIne krÔe.ATyare tae kae[ n Ôè tem k!kmaH phÇcI jvanuH Ke.bIÔ raÔ p` AapÌ rah ÔuAe Ke ke te Aave Ae!lesa=e j[Ae vzI mharaÔ rav` p` raej mH5IAaene pUKeKe ke pvnkumarna Dera k–aH Ke ne k–are AavI phÇce Ke?ma!e hve ivlHb n krae. iÝyaÒnI ivday l[ne jldIAavae. ‐Aam khIne ÝhSt tae bhar caLyae gyae.

pvnkumare AHjnI pase ivday maHgta SnehpUvRkkæuH: he iÝye¦ hve huH Ôë KuH, tme _äeg n krxae¸




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=oDa j idvsomaH huH paKo AavIx, TyaH su\I tme AanHdmaHrheÔe.

Tyare AHjnI ha= ÔeDIne sHkaecpUvRk kheva lagI kehe SvamIna=¦ ATyare marae %tusmy Ke, te=I Aapnasmagm=I mne AvXy gwR rhexe. b\a Ôè Ke keATyarsu\I mara _pr AapnI k<pa n htI, ma!e maraiht qatr mata‐iptane tmara AavvanuH v<¿aHt khetaÔAae.

pvnkumare kæuH ke he devI¦ mata‐ipta pase=I tae huHivday l{ne nIkZyae KuH te=I hve temnI pase j[ne Aavat khetaH mne lßÔ Aave Ke, loko p` marI ceÚaÔÌne haHsI krxe. p` tmara gwRna icî Ýg! =yaphelaH tae huH paKae AavI j[x, ma!e tme ic¿ ÝsNnraqÔe. Ane kae[ pUKe tae, mara AavvanI inxanI trIkeAa mara namnI muiãka raqae t=a ha=naH kDaH raqae, te=Itmne xaHit rhexe. ‐Aam khIne muiãka t=a kDaH AaPyaHAne ivday lI\I¸ jtaH‐jtaH vsHtmalane Aa&a krI ke;AenI seva bhu sarI rIte krÔe.' TyaH=I nIkzInepvnkumar Ane ÝhSt bNne ivmanmaH besIne AakaxmageRmansraevrna iknare lXkrna pDav trf caLya gya.

AhÄ ]I gaEtmSvamI khe Ke ke he ]eÌk¦ Aalokne ivØe k–arey _¿m vStuna sHyaeg=I




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ikHictŸ suq wase Ke te Ù`wHgur Ke, tem j deh\arIÒvaene papna _dy=I du:q =ay Ke te p` Ù`wHgur Ke.Ae Ýma`e sHyaegjint suq-du:q bNne ivn¬r Ke, ma!etemaH hØR-ivØad n krvae. he Ýa`IAae¦ Òvaene inrHtrvaStivk suqnae denar Ane du:q$p AH\karne dUrkrnar Aevae Aa ijn\mR Ke¸ Aa ijn\mR$pI sUyRnap/tap vDe moh-itimrnae nax krae.

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ke!lak idvsae bad stI AHjnIne gwRna icîaeÝg! =yaH¸ muq AevuH sfed ={ gyuH‐Ôè ke _drmaHAavela hnumannae _ßßvz yx Ýg! =yae haey¦ tenaHlÙàeäara tene gwRvtI ÔÌne sasu ketumtI pUKvalagI ke teH Aa kayR kaenI sa=e k–uÅ? Tyare AHjnIAeha= ÔeDIne Ýàm krIne pitna AagmnnI smSthkIkt khI. p` sasune iv¬as n Aaƒae, te Êo\pUvRkin¤ur vcnae kheva lagI: re paipÌ¦ marae pu5 taetara=I ivr› htae, tarI Kaya p` deqva cahtae nhtae, tarI vat p` saHwztae n htae, tae mat‐iptanIrÔ l[ne r`sHg/ammaH ivday =ya pKI te tara mhelekem Aave? he inlRßÔ¦ tne paipÌne i\Þar Ke. inH>iÊya krIne teH _ßßvz vHxmaH klHk lgaD–uH. Aa tarIsqI vsHtmalaAe tne AavI buiâ suJaDI.




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AHjnIAe pvnkumarnI muãa Ane kDaH btaƒaH,taep` sasuAe n maNyuH, Ane ATyHt Êo\pUvRk Aek sevkneAa&a krI ke Aane sqI siht gaDImaH besaDInemheNãngrnI pase KaeDI >ae.

ÊUr ketumtInI Aa&anusar te sevk, sqI sihtAHjnIne gaDImaH besaDIne mheNãngr trf caLyae. AHjnInuHxrIr Aitxy kHptuH htuH, wyne lI\e te sasune kaH{ khI nxkI¸ mha pvn=I éqDI gyelI velnI jem te inra]y ={g{, du:qna AaFat=I tenuH ñdy bztuH htuH, sqI trf tenInjr mHDayelI htI, potana AxuwkmÈne varHvar inHdtIA]upat krtI htI, AenuH ic¿ iS=r n htuH, saHjna smyemheNãngr nÒk phÇCya, Tyare sevke ha= ÔeDIne AHjnInekæuH‐ ;he devI¦ Aapne AhÄ KoDI devanI mhara`InI Aa&aKe, temnI Aa&a=I mare Aa du:q$p kayR krvuH




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pD–uH Ke, mne ÙmaH kro....' Aem khIne AHjnInet=a tenI sqI ne gaDImaH=I _tarIne te caLyo gyo.

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mha _¿m mha pitv/ta AHjnIsuHdrIna ATyHt du:qnedeqIne sUyR p` JaHqo pDI gyo Ane ASt ={gyo.....ro{‐ro{ne AHjnInI AaHqo lal ={ jtaH piümidxa p` lal rHg=I rHga{ g{...rat pDI, AH\kar=yo...Ô e ke AHjnIna du:q=I du:qI =[ne pokar krtaHhoy‐Aem pÙIAo kolahl krva laGya. Apvad$pmhadu:qsagrmaH DUbelI AHjnI wUq‐trsne wUlI g{, mhawywIt =[ne A]upat Ane Ìdn krva lagI. Tyare tenIsqI prm SnehpUvRk tene \EyR bH\ave Ke ke he bhen tuH \EyRraq¦ tuH Aa„ane Ô`narI, tuH dev‐guÌnI prmw›, tuHmhan pitv/ta¦ tara _pr Aa sHk! mara=I Ôe{ xkatu Hn=I...he sqI¦ tuH \EyR raq, tuH ihHmt raq, ALpkazmaH taradu:qno AHt AavI jxe. \maR„a _pr sHk! laHbokaz rhIkxe nih. ‐Aem \EyR bH\avIne, pLlv pa=rIne AHjnInesuvaDI, p` Aene rHcma5 inãa n AavI¸ du:qne lI\e Aekrat Aek vrs jevDI lagI¸ vsHtmala k–arek tena pgdabe, idlaso Aape, Ae Ýma e jemtem krIne rat vItavI.

Ýwat =taH pHc prme¤InuH Smr` kyuÅ AneivhŸvztapUvRk AHjnI potana ipta (‐raÔ mheNã) na




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mhel trf calI, tenI sqI p` pDKayanI jem tenIsa=e calI. iptanamhelna drvaje phÇCya..ne ßyaH AHdr Ývexkrva Ôy Ke TyaHäarpaze tene rokI¸ du:qnelI\e tenuH $p AevuH =[gyeluH ke äarpaz teneAozqI n xÉ–o¦

(re sHsar¦rajkuHvrI trIke jemhelmaH éKrI, te jmhelmaH jtaH Aajedrvan tene rokI ræo

Ke¦¦ sHsarmaH pu~y‐papnuH cÊ AavuH j Ke¦¦)

ßyare sqIAe b\I vat krI Tyare äarpaze drvaÔ_pr bIÔ ma`sne raqIne, pote AHdr j[ ne raÔnepu5Ina AagmnnI vat krI. te saHwztaH j raÔAepotana ÝsNnkIitR namna pu5ne Aa&a krI ke tme tenIsame ÔAo, tene jldI ngrmaH Ývex kravo, ne ngrInIxowa kravo. tme Aagz j[ne tEyarI kravo, huH paKz=IAavuH KuH.




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raÔnI AavI Aa&a saHwztaH äarpaze ha= ÔeDInekæuH mharaj¦ AHjnI AeklI j AavI Ke, tenI sa=e tenIsqI isvay bIÔuH ko[ n=I. ko{ Ôtno @a@ma@ p`n=I. tenI sasuAe tena _pr klHk lgaDIne tene \rbharka#I mUkI Ke. te AhÄ drvaje AavIne éwI Ke, ne AHdrAavva ma!e AapnI Aa&anI rah ÔuAe Ke.

pu5Ina klHknI vat saHwztaH raÔ mheNãne lßÔ=[, Ane mha Êo\pUvRk pu5ne Aa&a krI ke Ae paipÌnengrnI bhar ka#I mUko. AenI vat saHwztaH mara kanfa!I Ôy Ke.

Tyare, raÔno ATyHt vhalo mhoTsah namnosamHt kheva laGyo‐ke he na=¦ AavI Aa&a _ict n=I¸vsHtmalane b\I hkIkt pUKI ÔuAo. AapÌAHjnIkumarI to _¿m sHSkarvazI Ane \maR„a Ke. tenIsasu ketumtI Ait ÊUr Ke, vzI te jEn\mR=I pra¢Ÿmuq Kene naiStk mtmaH ÝvI` Ke, te=I te e vgr ivcayeRAHjnI _pr ÔU@o doØ lgavI dI\o. AHjnI to jEn\mRneÔ`narI Ke, ]aivkana v/tne \rnarI Ke ne \mRnaAacr`maH tTpr Ke. AenI paipÌ sasuAe Aene ka#I mUkIKe ne tme p` ka#I mUko to te kona xr e Ôy? jemvaFnI njr=I 5aselI m<glI mha ghn vnnuH xr` Lye,tem sasu=I 5as pamelI




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Aa wozI‐in*kp! AHjnI tmara xr e AavI Ke. ATyarete grIb Ane ivðz ={ g{ Ke, Aeno Aa„aApvad$p Aatap=I pIDay Ke , te Ôe tmara Aa]yexaHit n pame to bIje k–aH pamxe? äarpaze rokva=I teATyHt lißjt =[ne, mo#uH #aHkIne drvaje éwI‐éwIivlqI rhI Ke. Aapna Snehne lI\e te sda AapnIlaiDlI Ke, Ane ketumtInI ÊUrta to jgtmaH Ýisâ Kema!e he rajnŸ¦ tme dya krIne Ae indÈØ AHjnIne mhelmaHxIF/ Ývex kravo.

‐Ae Ýma e mhoTsah samNte Nyay$p vcno=I F uHkæuH, p` raÔAe kH{p` lÙmaH n lI\uH¸ jem kmzna pan_pr pa`I n rhe tem raÔna ic¿maH Ae vat n be@I. tesamNtne kheva laGyo ke AenI vsHtmala sqI to sdaAenI sa=e rhenarI Ke te=I AHjnI ÝTyena Snehne lI\ekdaictŸ te sacI vat n khe, to Aap`ne inüy k–aH=I={ xke? Aena xIlne ivØe sHdeh Ke ma!e tene ngrmaH=Ika#I mUko.....Ôe Aa vat Ýisâ =xe to Amara inmRzkuzmaH klHk lagxe. meH Aa vat pUveR Anek var saHwzIhtI ke te tena wrtarne AiÝy Ke, tenI same teno wrtarnjr p` krto n=I, ‐to tena=I gwRnI _Tpi¿ k{ rIte={? ma!e coÞs te doiØt Ke. je ko{ tene mara raßymaHraqxe te maro x5u Ke. ‐Aam khIne ATyHt Êo\pUvRk, ko[n Ô e tem raÔAe tene drvaje=I ka#I mUkI.




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sqI siht du:q=I wrelI AHjnI raÔna ma`soneTyaH ßyaH‐ßyaH Aa]y leva g[ TyaH ko{Ae tene Aavva ndI\I...AHdrmaH to dya, p` raÔna wy=I saEAe baràHbH\ krI dI\aH. Arere¦ ßyaH bapej Êo\ayman =[ne mneka#I mUkI TyaH bIÔnI xI vat¦¦ ‐Ae to b\ay raÔneAa\In Ke¸ ‐Aam ivcarIne AHjnI b\ey=I _das =[ g[,Ane AaHsuwInI AaHqe potanI vhalI sqIne kheva lagI:he iÝy sqI¦ cal, AhÄ Aap uH ko{ n=I. Aapà sacamata-ipta ne rÙk to dev-guÌ-\mR j Ke, tenuH j sdaxr` Ke. AhÄ to b\a paØaìc¿ Ke, AhÄAa Aapòvas kevo¦¦ calo, Aap e vnmaH caLya j[Ae...

;clo sqI vhaH j[Ae, jhaH muinAona vas¦ Aa„Sv$pne sa\va, vnmaH krIAe vas.'

vaF=I wywIt m<gInI jem AHjnI potanI sqIsa=e vnmaH calI Ôy Ke...!a#‐tDkamaH ne kaH!a‐kaHkramaHcalI calIne =akI g{ Tyare vnmaH besIne Ìdn krvalagI: hay hay¦ huH mHdwaignI, pUvRna papne lI\emhakÚ pamI...xuH kruH¦ kona xr e




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Ôë¦ ko` marI rÙa kre? mataAe p` marI rÙa n krI,‐Ae to Aena pitne Aa\In, te=I te xuH krI xke? iptanehuH bazp`=I j F`I laiDlI htI, teAo mne godmaHqelavta, tem e p` vgr prQye maro inradr krInaHQyo...marI mataAe mne nv mas su\I gwRmaH \ar`krI ne Ýitpaln kyuÅ, prHtu ATyare te p` mne Aaxron AapI xkI...tena muq=I Ae!luH p` n nIkzI xÉ–uH keAana gu ‐doØno in Ry to kro. Are¦ Aek j matana_dr=I _TpNn =yelo maro wa{, te p` mne du:qIyarInen raqI xÉ–o¦ ßyaH mata‐ipta Ane w/atanI p` Aahalt, TyaH dUrna kaka‐baba ke Ý\ano‐samNto neÝÔjno xuH krI xke? Ae ko{no xo doØ? ‐huH ATyareduwaRGyna diryamaH pDI KuH, ko` Ô`e kya AxuwkmR=IÝera[ne Ýa`na= AaVya ne Aa hal bNya¦ Are¦p/a`na= jtaH jtaH mne khI gya hta ke tara gwRnIv<iâ =taH phelaH to huH paKo AavIx, ‐ha na=¦ d–avan=[ne Aap Ae vcn kem wUlI gya¦ Ane sasuAe p`prQya vgr kem maro Tyag krI dI\o? ‐jena xIlmaHsHdeh hoy tene prqvana to Anek _pay Ke¦ Are, ßyaHmaro _dy j Aavo.....TyaH ko` xr` =ay?

‐Ae Ýma e AHjnI ATyHt ivlap krvalagI....sqI=I teno ivlap Ôe{ n xkayo...tenuH \EyR p`jtuH ræuH Ane AHjnInI sa=e te p` Ìdn krva lagI.




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AHjnI Ane tenI sqI ATyHt dIntapUvRk mo!e=I AevuHÌdn krva lagI ke AaspasnI m<glIAo p` tenI dxadeqIne AaHsu paDva lagI¦

F`Ivar =[ g[...Tyare mhaivcÙ` vsHtmala sqIAHjnIne KatIAe lgaDIne kheva lagI: he sqI¦ hve xaHt=a¦ bhu rova=I xuH¦¦ tuH Ô e Ke ke Aa Òvne sHsarmaHko[ xr` n=I, mata‐ipta p` xr` n=I...]I svR&devAne ing/Å=guÌ j saca mata‐ipta Ke¸ taruH sMyGdxRn jtne xr`wUt Ke, te j qruH rÙk Ke, Ane Aa AsarsHsarmaH Ae j Aek sarwUt Ke. ma!e he devI¦ AavaicHtvn vDe tuH ic¿ne iS=r kr. pUveR _pajeRla kmRAnusarsHyog‐ivyog to =ya j krxe, ‐temaH hØR xok xuH krvo¦hÔro APsraAo jene nIrqtI hoy Aevo SvgRno dev p`




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pU~y pUraH =taH mha du:q pame Ke...Òv icHtve Ke kaH[, ne=ay Ke kaH[¦ ‐sHyog‐ivyog Aene Aa\In n=I. jgtnaÒvo sHyog‐ivyogna _>mmaH ÝvteR Ke prHtu te sHyog‐ivyognuH kar`to pUvÈpaijRt kmRno _dy j Ke. je iÝyvStu Ýaº =[ hoy te p` AxuwkmRna _dy=I calIÔy, Ane mnmaH kLpna p` n hoy te AavI mze. ‐AavI kmRnI ivic5ta Ke. pUveR teH je kmÈ baH\elaH Ke tenafzno sHyog‐ivyog !aZyo nih !ze. ma!e he sqI¦ tuHv<=a klex n kr...qed KoD... Ane \EyR=I tara mnne ¹#kr. tuH to mhabuiâmtI Ke, huH tne xuH xIqvuH¦¦ tuH xuH n=IÔ`tI, ke huH tne khuH¦ Aem khIne bhu j SnehpUvRkvÏ=I tena AaHsu lUK–a, Ane te xaHt =taH sqI frInekheva lagI‐he devI¦ Aa S=an Aa]y ivnanuH Ke, ma!ecalo é@o¦ Aagz j[Ae¸ Ane Aa phaDnI AaspasmaH,ihHsk Òvo n ÝvexI xke AevI ko{ gUfa hoy to tpaskrIAe. tmare ÝsUitno smy Aave Ke te=I =oDa idvsosav\anI=I rhevuH Ôe[Ae.

sqIna kheva=I AHjnI tenI sa=e kÚpUvRkcalva lagI. Ae ghn vn ha=I Ane wIlo=I wreluHKe, isHhnI gjRna Ane Ajgrna fUHfaDa=I mha wyankKe. Aava matHgmailnI namna For vnmaH AHjnIpotanI sqI sa=e maHDmaHD pglaH wre Ke. sqI toAakaxmageR calva sm=R Ke, p` Aa AHjnI gwRna




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warne lI\e sm=R n=I, te=I tena ÝembN\n=I bH\ayelIsqI p` tena xrIrnI KayanI mafk tenI sa=e‐sa=e jcale Ke. wyank vn deqIne AHjnI wy=I \/uje Ke neidxa wUlI Ôy Ke, Tyare sqI teno ha= pkDIne khe Ke keAre marI ben¦ tuH Dr ma¦ marI paKz paKz calIAav. Tyare sqIna qwa _pr ha= mUkIne AHjnI caleKe....pgmaH DawnI AÌ Ane kaH!a lage Ke tem temATyHt qediqNn =[ne ivlap kre Ke....mha mhente dehne=HwavI raqe Ke...vCce paÌnaH JràH Aave Ke te FàkÚpUvRk AozHge Ke...paHdDuH qqDtaH p` 5as pameKe...varHvar ivsamo Lye Ke...ne sqI SnehpUvRk varHvar\EyR bH\ave Ke...Aem krtaH krtaH pvRtnI nÒk Aaƒa,=oDe j dUr Aek gUfa htI, p` AHjnI TyaHsu\I calI nxkI...AaHsu sartI TyaH j besI g{ Ane sqIne khevalagI: ;he sqI¦ hve to huH =akI g{...maramaH hve Aekp` pgluHy wrvanI xi› n=I...huH to AhÄ j besIrhIx, wle mr` =ay.'

Tyare mhaÝvI` sqIAe ATyHt Ýem wrela xBdo=Itene xaHit _pÔvI, Ane pKI nmSkar krIne khevalagI: he devI¦ ÔuAo, Aa gUfa nÒkmaH j Ke, k<pa krIneAhÄ=I é@o Ane TyaH suq=I rho. AhÄ ÊUr Òvo ivcreKe, ne tmara gwRnI rÙa krvI Ke, ma!e h@ n kro.




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sqIna vcn saHwzIne, mha vnna wyne lI\eAHjnI calva ma!e mha kÚpUvRk éwI ={...sqI teneha=no sharo AapIne gUfana äar su\I l[ g{.

vgr ivcayeR gUfamaH ÝvextaH wy =ay, te=I te bHnesqIAo =akIne TyaH j besI g{¸ Ane njr maHDIne gUfamaHÔeyuH...gUfanuH ¹Xy ÔetaHveHt j bNne sqIAo AaüyR=I=HwI g{¦ ...xuH ÔeyuH? Aho¦ tem e ÔeyuH ke gUfamaH Aekmuinraj |yanmaH ibraÒ ræa Ke. Ae car`%iâna \arkKe. AemnuH xrIr inül =HwI gyuH Ke, temnI muãa prm

xaHt, Ane smuã jevI gHwIr Ke, AaHqo #zI gyelI Ke,Aa„anuH jevuH y=a=R Sv$p ijnxasnmaH kæuH Ke tevuH j|yanmaH |yavI ræa Ke...pvRt jeva ADol Ke, Aakax




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jeva inmRz Ke ne pvn jeva AsHgI Ke...AÝm¿wavmaHJUlI ræa Ke Ane isâ jeva Aa„ana AanHdne sa\Iræa Ke... (ÔuAo ic5)

Aava muinrajne deqtaH j Aa bNnena AanHdno par n ræo... Aha¦ \Ny \Ny muinraj¦ AemkhetI hØRpUvRk teAo muinnI smIp g{...muinrajnI vItrag muãa nIhaztaH Òvnna svRdu:q wUla{ gyaH.. wi›pUvRk 5` ÝdiÙ`a d[ne,ha= ÔeDIne nmSkar kyaR... muin jeva prm baH\vÝaº =va=I temnaH ne5o fUlI gyaH... AaHsu A!kIgya ne njr muinna cr`omaH j =HwI g[... ha=ÔeDIne mha ivnypUvRk Stuit krva lagI -hewgvanŸ¦ he kLya` $p¦ he _¿m |yanna \ark¦Aap kuxz Kone¦¦ he na=¦ Aapna jeva puÌØo tosveR ÒvonI kuxztanuH kar` Ke te=I AapnuH kuxz xuHpUKvu H¦ he na=¦ Aap to sHsarne KoDIne AaTmihtsa\I ræa Ko. Aap mha praÊmI Ko, mha ÙmavanKo, prm xaHit\ark Ko, _pxaHtwavmaH JUlnara Ko,mn‐èiãyone Òtnara Ko, Aapno ivhar ÒvonakLya`nuH kar` Ke. ‐Aam Stuit krIne pKI mhaivnypUvRk TyaH be@I. muinna dxRn=I temno svR wydUr =[ gyo.




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]I muinrajnuH |yan pUruH =taH bNneAe frInenmSkar kyaR. ]I muinraj prmxaHt Am<tvcn khevalaGya‐he kLya`$ip`I¦ Amne rTn5y \mRna Ýtapekuxz Ke. he pu5I¦ sveR Òvone potpotana pUvRkmRna fzAnusar sHyog‐ivyog =ay Ke. deqo kmRnI ivic5ta¦ ‐Aa raÔ mheNãnI pu5I Apra\riht, KtaH ku!uHbnalokoAe tene ka#I mUkI Ke.

kæa vgr j svR v<¿aNtne Ô`nara Aeva temha&anI muinrajne vsHtmalaAe pUK–uH: he na=¦ kyakar`=I Aana wr=ar Aa!la b\a idvs Aena=I _dasræa? Ane pKI kya kar`=I AnuragI =ya? t=a Aa mhasuqkarI vnmaH te kya kar e du:q pamI? Ane kyo mHdwagIÒv Aena gwRmaH Aaƒo ke jena Òvvano p` sHxy =yo?

Ae Ýma e pUKtaH, 5` &anna \ark SvamIAimtgit svR v<¿aNt y=a=R kheva laGya. mhapuruØoshj v<i¿=I prno _pkar kre Ke. muinraj vsHt malanekhe Ke ke he pu5I¦ Aana gwRne ivØe _¿m puruØ AaƒoKe, te=I phelaH to teno pUvRwv saHwz¸ Ane TyarpKIAHjnI pUvRwvmaH je papnuH Aacr` krvana kar e Aavadu:q pamI‐te vat saHwz.

(]I muinraj hnumanno pUvRwv khe Ke:) jHbuäIpnawrtÙe5maH mHidrngrmaH iÝynHdI namno Aek g<hS=




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hto, tenI ÏIne ;dmyNt' namno gu`van pu5 hto. tevsHt%tumaH im5onI sa=e vnmaH ÊIDa krva gyel. TyaHte e Aek mha muin deQya, ‐Aakax jemnuH vÏ htuH, tpjemnuH \n htuH Ane |yan‐Sva|yaymaH jeAo _>mI hta¸Aava muinne deqtaH j dmyNt potanI im5mHDzIneKoDIne muinAonI mHDzImaH gyo¸ TyaH j[ nmSkar krI,\mRnuH ƒaQyan saHwzIne sMyGdxRn g/h` kyuÅ Ane]avkna v/t \ar` kyaÅ, temj Anek Ýkarna inymolI\a. Aekvar datana satgu o t=a nv\a wi›sihtsa\uAone Aahardan kyuÅ. Ane ke!lak idvso pKIsmai\mr` krIne SvgRmaH gyo.

SvgRmaH=I AavIne, jHbuäIpna m<gaHk ngrmaHhircHãraÔnI iÝyHgul"mI raÌno ;isHhcHã' namno pu5 =yo¸TyaH p` sHtonI seva krIne, smai\mr` krIne SvgRmaH gyo.

TyaH=I AavIne, wrtÙe5na ivjyaâR pvRt _prAhnpur ngrmaH sukH@ raÔnI knkodrI raÌno;isHhvahn' namno pu5 =yo, te gu van Ane $pvanhto, te e Fà idvs su\I raßy kyuÅ Ane pKI ]Iivmlna= wgvanna smvsr`maH Aa„&anpUvRksHsar=I vEraGy _Tpþ =taH, l"mIvahn namna pu5neraßy sÇpIne, Asar sHsarne KoDIne l"mIitlk muinnaix*y =ya, vItragdeve khelo muin\mR AHgIkar kyÈ,




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AinTyaid bar vEraGy wavnaAonuH icHtvn krIne&ancetna$p =ya, mhan tp kyuÅ, potana rTn5y$pinjwavomaH inül =ya ne &anSv$p Aa„ana AnuwvmaHmG™ =ya. tpna Ýwav=I temne Anek %iâAo Ýg!I,Aemna xrIrne Spx±ne je pvn Aave te p` Ýa`IAonaAnek rogne m!aDI de¸ ‐AavI Anek %iâAo hova KtaH poteinjRrana hetu=I bavIx pirØho shta hta. TyaH=I Aayu*ypU R =taH ßyoitØcÊne _LlHFIne laHtv namna satmaSvgRmaH mhan %iâ\ark dev =ya. jevuH $p krvuH hoy tevuH kreAne ßyaH jvuH hoy TyaH Ôy, temj vcn=I khI n xkayAevo AdŸwut SvgRno vEwv, ‐KtaH Aane to prm\am‐moÙpdnI j wavna, te=I te SvgRna suqmaH mG™ n =ya.

te SvgRmaH=I cvIne te Aara\k Aa„a AhÄAHjnInI kuHqe Aaƒo Ke te mha prmsuqne pamxe, tecrmxrIrI Ke, hve frIne deh \ar` nih kre, Aa jwvmaH AivnaxI isiâsuqne sa\xe.

‐Aa to gwRmaH Aavela pu5no v<¿aNt kæo. hve hekLya`ceÚavHtI¦ je kar`=I Aa AHjnIne pitno ivrht=a ku!uHbäara inradr =yo te v<¿aHt saHwz‐

Aa AHjnIsuHdrIAe pUvRwvmaH p!ra`IpdnaAiwman=I potanI xok– _pr Êo\ krIne, devai\dev ]IijneNãdevnI Ýitma mHidrmaH=I bhar ka#I htI¸ te




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vqte smy]I namna AaiyRka tena Fre Aahar ma!eAaƒa hta, p` ]IÒnI mUitRno Aivny deqIne tem epar uH n kyuÅ ne paKa fyaR t=a Aane A&anI ÔÌnemha dyapUvRk _pdex deva laGya. kem ke sa\ujno sveRnuHwluH j cahe Ke, ne Òvone smÔvvana inim¿e vgrpUK–e p` ]IguÌnI Aa&a=I \mÈpdex devamaH ÝvteR Ke AerIte, xIl Ane sH–m$p AawUØ`ne \ar` krnarasmy]I AijRka p` mham\ur Anupm vcn=I p!raÌnekheva laGya ke Are wozI¦ saHwz¦ tuH raÔnI p!raÌKe, mha $pmtI Ke, raÔne tara ÝTye F uH sNman Ke, ‐Ae to b\uH pUvÈpaijRt pu~ynuH fz Ke¸ mohne lI\e Aa ÒvctugRit ivØe w/m` kre Ke ne mhadu:q wogve Ke¸AnHtkazmaH k–arek pu~yna yoge mnu*y deh pame Ke. heraÌ¦ tuH ko{ pu~yna yoge Aa mnu*ydeh pamI Ke, totemaH Aa inH> Aacar n kr, yoGy iÊya kr. Aamnu*ydeh pamIne je suk<t n=I krto te ha=maH AavelarTnne qo{ bese Ke. Axuw iÊyaAo du:qmUz Ke. ma!e tuHtara kLya`ne A=eR ]e¤ kayÈmaH ÝvtR, ‐te j _¿m Ke.Aa lok mha inH> Anacar=I wrelo Ke, je sHto poteAa sHsar=I tre Ke ne \mÈpdex d{ne bIÔAone p` tareKe temna sman ko{ _¿m n=I, teAo k<ta=R Ke AneAeva sHt‐muinAona p` na=.. svR jgtna na=..\mRcÊI ]I ArhHtdev Ke temna ÝitibHbno je Aivny kre




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Ke te A&anI wvowvmaH kugitnaH mha du:q pame Ke,Are¦ Ae du:qonuH v Rn ko` krI xke? Ôeke ]I vItragArhHt dev rag‐äeØ riht Ke, jeAo temnI seva kretemna _pr teAo Ýsþ =ta n=I, ne inHda kre temna_pr äeØ krta n=I, mha m|yS= vItragwavne \are Ke,top` je Òv temnI seva kre Ke te SvgR‐moÙne pame KeAne je inHda kre Ke te nrk‐ingodne pame Ke. ‐kem? keÒvone potana pir`amo=I suq‐du:qnI _Tpi¿ =ay Ke.jem AiG™ne [CKa n hova KtaH tena sevn=I xItnuHinvar` =ay Ke, tem ]I ijnrajne [CKa n hova KtaHtemna AcRn‐sevn=I Svymev suq =ay Ke, Ane temnaAivny=I prm du:q =ay Ke. he pu5I¦ Aa sHsarmaHje!la du:q deqay Ke te b\aH papnaH fz Ke, Ane je suqKe te \mRnuH fz Ke, pUvRpU~yna Ýwav=I tuH mharaÔnIp!ra`I ={, mha sHpi¿van ={ne AdŸwut kayRkrvavaza tara pu5 =ya, to hve tuH AevuH kr ke je=IsuqI =a.. mara vcn=I tuH taruH kLya` kr, he wƒa¦KtI AaHqe AH\ ={ne tuH kUvamaH n pD. Ôe tuH Aava kayÈkrIx to For nrkmaH pDIx¸ dev‐guÌ‐xaÏno Aivnykrvo te to ATyHt du:qnuH kar` Ke. Aava doØ deqIne ÔehuH tne n sHbo\uH to mne Ýmadno doØ lage te=I tarakLya` ma!e Aa \mÈpdex dI\o Ke.




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]I AaiyRkaÒno Aavo _pdex saHwzIne raÌknkodrI nrknaH du:q=I DrI¸ te e sMyGdxRn \ar` kyuÅ,]aivkanaH v/t AadyaÅ, ]I ArhHt devnI Ýitmane FàbhumanpUvRk mHidrmaH p\ravI ne mo!I \am\UmpUvRkAÚÝkarI pUÔ kravI.‐ Ae Ýma e svR&devna \mRnuHAara\n krIne te knkodrI smai\mr` krIne SvgR maHg[. Ane SvgRmaH=I AavIne AhÄ raÔ mheNã Ane raÌmnovegane TyaH Aa AHjnasuHdrI pu5I ={. ]I muinrajkhe Ke ke he pu5I¦ tuH pUvRna pu~yna Ýwav=I rajkuzmaHépÒ, _¿m vr pamI, prHtu ]I ijneNã devnI ÝitmaneteH Aek Ù`pUrtI mHidrmaH=I bhar ka#I htI tena pap=ItuH pitno ivyog t=a ku!uHbäara itrSkar pamI. ivvahna5` idvs phelaH ra5e pvnHjy tena ÝhSt im5 sihtguºp e tara Jroqe AavIne be@o hto, te vqte im]kexIsqIAe iv>uTÝwnI Stuit krI ne pvnHjynI inHda krI,te=I pvnHjyne tara _pr äeØ ={ gyo. pKI yuâne ma!ejtaH mansrovrna iknare pDav naHQyo Tyare ckvIneivrhmaH JUrtI deqIne tene kÌà épÒ, Ane te kÌà jsqI$p =[ne kumarne tarI pase l{ AavI¸ tne gwRræo ne kumar to guºp e j rav`ne mdd krva caLyogyo. muinrajna ]I muqe=I AHjnI ÝTye mha kÌàwrela Am<tvcn qrva laGya‐he baizka¦ teH pUveRijneNã devno Aivny krelo




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te=I tara _pr, tuH indÈØ hova KtaH For klHk AavIpD–aH¸ pUveR inH> kmR krva=I tuH Aava mha du:q pamI...ma!e frIne AavuH inH> kmR kdI n krje. sHsar smuã=Itar`har Aeva ]I ijneNãdevnI tuH wi› kr. Aa p<+vImaHje suq Ke te svR ijnwi›na Ýtap=I =ay Ke.

Aa Ýma e ]I muinraj pase=I potana pUvRwvnIvat saHwzIne AHjnI ivSmy pamI Ane potana krelaApra\ne inHdtI =kI \`o püa¿ap krva lagI.

Tyare ]I muinraje kæuH ‐he pu5I¦ tuH xaHt =a AnetarI xi›pUvRk ijn\mRnuH sevn kr. prm wi›pUvRk ]IijneNãdevnI t=a sHt‐muinAonI _pasna kr. pUveR teH AevuHinH> kmR kyuÅ ke tuH A\ogitmaH Ôt, prHtu sH–m]IAayaRAe \mÈpdex$pI hStavlHbn d[ne tne kugitmaHpDtaH bcavI. hve =oDa vqtmaH tuH prm suq pamIx,taro pu5 devo=I p` n ijtay Aevo mha praÊmI =xe,hve =oDa idvsomaH j tne tara pitno mezap =xe. ma!e hewƒa¦ tuH tara ic¿maH=I qed KoDI de Ane Ýmadriht=[ne \mRiÊyamaH _>mI =a.

]I muinrajna Aava vcn saHwzIne AHjnI t=avsHtmala bhu j Ýsþ ={, AanHd=I temnaH ne5o fUlIgya... ;Aho¦ Aa For vnmaH Aap Amne \mRiptamZya, AapnaH dxRn=I AmaraH du:q dUr




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={ gyaH, Aap prm xr`wUt Ko' ‐Aem khIne varHvarnmSkar krva lagI. ]I muinraj temne \mRno _pdexd[ne AakaxmageR ivhar krI gya.

AHjnI potana pUvR wvnI vat saHwzInepapkmR=I ATyHt wywIt ={ Ane \mRmaH sav\an ={.;Aa gUfa muinna ibrajva=I piv5 ={' Aem smÒnebNne sqIAo TyaH j rheva lagI, Ane pu5na ÝsvnIrah Ôeva lagI.

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hve AHjnI potanIsqI siht gUfamaH rheKe... \mRnuH icHtn kre Ke,vEraGy wavnaAo waveKe, dev‐guÌnI wi› kreKe. vsHtmala iv>anabz=I qan‐pan vgeremnvaHiKt samg/I mezvILye Ke. muinna |yan=Ipiv5 =yelI gufane ivØe]I muinsuv/tna=

tI=ÅkrnI Ýitma p\ravIne bNne




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sqIAo sugH\I ãƒo=I wi›pUvRk pUÔ kre Ke. vsHtmazaAnek Ýkarna ivnod vDe AHjnIne Ýsþ raqe Ke. bNnenaic¿maH Aek j icHta Ke ke ÝsUit suqpUvRk ={ Ôy.

saHj pDI... sH|yano rato rHg Aevo Kva{ gyo‐Ô e ke hm`aH Êo\e wrelo isHh Aavxe¦ =oDI varmaH, Ô eke honhar _psgRne sUcvtI hoy‐Aem AH\kar wrelIrat AavI phÇcI. wyna mayaR pxu‐pHqI cUp ={ gya.É–arek É–arek ixyazIyanI AevI wyank cIso =It‐keÔ e AavI rhela _psgRna #ol vagta hoy¦

AavI AH\arI rate AHjnI Ane tenI sqI vatcItkrtaH gUfamaH be@a Ke... TyaH to gUfana bar e wyHkrgjRna krto Aek isHh Aaƒo.... tenI gjRna=I AaqIgUfa AevI to gaÒ é@I... Ô e ke wyne lI\e pvRt jrova maHDyo hoy. isHhno Avaj saHwzIne AHjnIAe AevIÝit&a krI ke Ôe Aa _psgR=I maruH xrIr KU!I Ôy tomare Anxn‐v/t Ke, _psgR !ze to wojn levuH sqIvsHtmala AHjnInI rÙa ma!e Aekdm ƒakuz ={ne,ha=maH tlvar l[ne pHqInI jem Aamtem wme Ke,FDIkmaH AakaxmaH Ôy Ke ne FDIkmaH jmIn _pr AaveKe.‐Ae Ýma e bNne sqIAo wy=I kHpayman ={ g{.

Tyare, te gUfamaH rheta mi`cUl namna gH\vRdevnIrTncUla namnI ÏIne ATyHt dya AavI Ane te kheva




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lagI: he dev¦ ÔuAo, Aa bNne ÏIAo isHhna wy=IATyHt ivðz bnI g{ Ke, Ae bNne \maR„a Ke, ma!e tmetenI rÙa kro.

gH\vRdevne p` dya épÒ Ane trt j iviÊyavDete e AÚapdnuH $p \ar` kyuÅ isHh Ane AÚapdnIlDa{na mha wyank xBdo =va laGya.

AHjnI ñdymaH wgvannuH |yan \rva lagI.vsHtmala sarsnI jem ivlap krva lagI: ha AHjna¦phelaH to \`Ina ivyog=I tuH du:qI =[, ko{ Ýkare\`InuH Aagmn =yuH ne gwR ræo to sasuAe vgrsmßye tara _pr klHk naHqIne tne FrmaH=I ka#I mUkI,mata‐iptaAe p` n raqI te=I mha wyank vnmaHAavI¸ AhÄ pu~yna yog=I muinrajna dxRn =ya, muinAepUvRwv khIne \EyR bH\aƒuH Ane \mÈpdex d[ne AakaxmageRcaLya gya¸ ÝsUit ma!e tuH Aa gUfamaH rhI, to hve AaisHh mo#uH faDIne tne qa[ jva Aaƒo Ke. hay¦ hay¦ Aarajpu5I injRnvnmaH mr` pamI rhI Ke¦... Are¦ Aavnna devta dya krIne AenI rÙa kro. muinAe kæuH Ke kehve tara b\aH du:qo dUr =xe, ‐Ae muinnaH vcn ANy=akem hoy? ‐Aem ivlap krtI krtI vsHtmala JUlanIjem Aam=I tem FUme Ke, FDIkmaH AHjnInI pase Aave Kene FDIkmaH bhar Ôy Ke.




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Aa trf gH\vRdev ke je e AÚapdnuH $p \ar` kyuÅhtuH te e pHÔnI Jp! vDe isHhne wgaDI mUk–o¸ isHhwagI jtaH te dev p` potana S=ane caLyo gyo. ‐AerIte isHh Ane AÚapd bNne Ù`ma5maH Alop ={ gya.

isHh Ane AÚapdna yuânuH Aa SvP™sman ivic5cair5 deqIne vsHtmalane AaüyR =yuH, Ane _psgR dUr=yo Ô`Ine te gUfamaH AHjnIsuHdrI pase AavI AneATyHt komz ha= fervIne tene Aa¬asn Aapva lagI,Ô e nvo jNm =yo hoy tem ihtnI vat krva lagI.gUfamaH be@a be@a teAo k–arek to \mRk=a kre Ke, k–arekwgvannI wi› kre Ke, k–arek muinrajne yad kre Ke nek–arek ku!uHbna vtaRvne yad kre Ke. Aem krtaH krtaHlgwg m\rat ={... TyaH ATyHt m\ur sHgItno AvajsHwzayo... AavI m\rate Aa injRn gUfamaHijneNãwi›na AdŸwut sUr saHwzIne bNnene AaüyR=yuH... ne Aekic¿e saHwzva lagI.

jem g$D spRne wgaDe tem AÚapd$\arIgH\vRdev isHhne wgaDIne, rai5na xaHt vatavr`maHAanHdpUvRk vI`a vgaDIne ]I ijneNãdevna gu`gankrto hto. gH\vRdevo ganiv>amaH Ýisâ Ke, ragna 49S=ano Ke te b\amaH teAo ÝvI` Ke. te gH\vRdev ATyHtÝIitpUvRk m\ur nad=I wgvannI Stuit krva




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laGyo ke‐ svR& prma„a ]I ArhHtdevne huH wi›pUvRknmSkar kÌH KuH devo=I p` je pUßy Ke Aeva devai\dev]I muinsuv/t wgvanna cr`yuglmaH wi›pUvRk vHdnkruH KuH. he na=¦ Aap 5` wuvnmaH ]e¤ Ko, moÙmagRnanayk Ko, Aapna cr`na nqnI Ýwa vDe [Nãnamuku!naH rTno Ýkaixt =ay Ke. he svR&dev¦ Aap jÒvone prm xr`wUt Ko...

Ae Ýmaè ijteNã wgvannI AdŸwut wi›saHwztaH bNne sqIAonuH mn ATyHt ÝsNn =yuH, AnekdI nih saHwzelo Aavo rag saHwzIne temne ivSmy=yuH¸ teAo gItnI ATyHt ÝxHsa krva lagI ke \Ny AagIt¦ ijneNãdevna ko[ w›e Aa ATyHt mnohr gItgayuH Ke... te saHwzIne AmaÌH ñdy hØR=I Kva{ gyuHKe. vsHtmala AHjnIne kheva lagI ke he sqI¦ j$rAhÄ ko{ dyavan dev rhe Ke ke jeè AÚapdnuH $p\ar` krIne ishHne wgaDI mUk–o Ane AapÌ rÙakrI¸ Ane teè j Aapà AanHdne ma!e Aa mnohr gItgayuH Ke. he devI¦ he xIlvHtI¦ tarI dya to b\ay kreKe. je xIlvan \maR„a Ke tene mhawyHkr vnmaH devp` im5 =[ Ôy Ke. Aa _psgRna ivnax=I hve j$rtne tara pitno imlap =xe Ane tne AdŸwUt praÊmIpu5 =xe¸ muinAonaH vcn ANy=a hotaH n=I. ‐AamvatcIt krtaH krtaH bNne Ae rat vItavI.




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svar =taH bNneAe gUfamaH ibrajman ]Imuinsuv/t wgvanna ÝitmaÒnI Aitxy wavpUvRkStuit krIne pUjn kyuÅ. vsHtmala Anek Ýkare AHjnInaic¿ne ÝsNn kre Ke, Ane khe Ke ke Are devI¦ Ôe toqrI... tara p\arva=I Aa vn Ane pvRt p` mhan hØRpaMya Ke, te=I Jr`aHna klkl nad=I teAo hsI ræa Ke,Aa vnnaH v<Ùo nm/IwUt =[ne Ô eke tne fz ApR krIræaH Ke, mor‐pop! ne mena m\ur xBdo=I taruH Svagt kreKe ma!e he kLya`$ip`I¦ he pu~yvHtI¦ tuH icHtane vx n=a, tuH ÝsNn rhe, Aa vnmaH svR kLya` =xe Ane devp` tarI seva krxe. taruH xrIr in*pap Ke, taÌH xIlindÈØ Ke, te=I Aa pÙIAo p` hØR=I tarI p/xHsa kre Ke.tara AhÄ ibrajva=I Aa AaquH vn AanHd=I nacI ræuHKe... Ane tara dxRn krva ma!e Aa sUyR p` AavIræo Ke...

vsHtmalanI ÝsNnta wrelI vat saHwzIneAHjnI kheva lagI‐he sqI¦ tuH marI sa=e Ke to mareb\uH ku!uHb pase j Ke, Ane tara Ýsad=I Aa vn p`mare ngr sman Ke, sHk!maH Òvne je shay kre te jsaca baH\v Ke, Ane je du:qdatar Ke te baH\v n=I p`x5u Ke. he sqI¦ Aa sHk!maH tara shvas=I maruH du:qwUla{ gyuH‐Aam AekbIÒ sa=e ÝempUvRk




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vatcIt kre Ke, gUfamaH j rhe Ke, muinsuv/tna=wgvannI pUÔ‐wi› kre Ke, iv>ana Ýwav=IvsHtmala qan‐pannI suHdr samg/I ivi\pUvRk bnave KegUfavasI gH\vRdev svR Ýkare temnI rÙa kre Ke nevarHvar iv\iv\ ragvDe wgvanna gu gan sHwzave Ke.vnnaH hr` Aaid pxuAo p` Aa be sqIAo sa=ehzImzI gyaH Ke.

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4: hnuman jNm

ke!lak idvso bad AHjnIne ÝsUitno smy AavtaHkheva lagI‐ he sqI¦ Aaje mne kH[k ƒakuzta lage Ke.Tyare vsHtmalaAe kæuH: he devI¦ Aa tare ÝsUitno vqtKe, ma!e tuH AanHidt =a. Aem khIne tene ma!e komzpÐvnI xYya bnavI dI\I... Ane tena _pr AHjnIAepu5ne jNm dI\o... jem pUvR idxa sUyRne Ýg! kre temAHjnIAe sUyR jeva tejSvI hnumanne Ýg! kyaR. tenojNm =taH j gufano AH\kar dUr =[ gyo ne gUfa AevIÝkax$p =[ g[ Ô e ke te suv RnI j hoy.

AHjnI potana pu5ne KatIAe caHpIne dIntapUvRkkheva lagI: he pu5¦ tuH Aa ghnvnmaH épßyo, AhÄtara jNmno _Tsv huH k{ rIte kruH? Ôe tara dadane TyaHke nanane TyaH jNm =yo hot to tara jNmno mo!o_Tsv =at¦ tara muq$pI cHãma Ôe[ne kone AanHd n=ay? p` huH mHdwaignI svR vStu riht KuH te=I xuH_Tsv kruH? he pu5¦ ATyare huH bIÔuH to kH[ krva sm=Rn=I, prHtu ‐Òvone b\I vStuAo krtaH dIFaRyu hovuH dulRwKe te=I tne AaxIvaRd AapuH




(p0)

KuH ke he pu5¦ tuH icrHÒvI ho¦.... tuH Ke to mare b\uHy Ke.Aa Ýa` hrI naHqe Aeva mha ghn vnnI vCce p` huHÒvuH KuH te tara pu~yÝwav=I j ÒvuH KuH.

AHjnInaH AavaH vcno saHwzIne vsHtmala khevalagI‐he devI¦ tuH Ýsþ =a, tuH kLya`$p Ko ke Aavo pu5pamI... taro pu5 suHdr lÙ`o=I xowe Ke, te mhan%iâno\ark =xe. Ane vzI muinrajnuH vcn Ke ke AacrmxrIrI Ke, Aana jNm=I tarI kuHq _ßßvz =[. Aabazk mha tejSvI Ke, tena Ýwav=I b\uH saruH =xe. ma!etuH nkamI icHta n kr... pu5ne deqIne Ýsþ =a. Ôe toqrI, Aa vn p` tara pu5no _Tsv éjvI ræuH Ke,v<Ùo Ane pu*po pulikt =[ne hsI ræaH Ke, velDIAohØR=I DolI rhI Ke, morla nace Ke, wmraAo m\ur gItgay Ke... Aa hr`IAo p` tara pu5ne vaTsLy=InIhazI rhI Ke. tara pu5na jNmoTsv=I AaquH vnÝfuiLlt =[ne lslsa! krI ræuH Ke....

bNne sqIAo Aa p/ma e vcnalap krI rhI Ke.... TyaHto vsHtmalaAe AakaxmaH sUyR jevuH tejSvI Aek ivman AavtuHdeQyuH Ane potanI SvaimnIne te vat krI. ivmanne ÔetaH jAHjnI wywIt =[ne xHka krva lagI ke Are¦ Aa vzI ko[in*kar` verI mara pu5ne l{ jva Aaƒo Ke? ‐ke Aa tomaro ko[ wa[ Ke? AHjnIno pokar saHwzIne iv>a\rne dya




(p1)

AavI te=I te e gUfana äar pase potanuH ivman =Hwaƒu¸Ane potanI ÏIsiht ivnypUvRk gufamaH Ývex kyÈ.temne deqIne vsHtmalaAe Aadr AaPyo. jenuH ic¿ piv5Ke Aevo te iv>a\r =oDIvar ivnypUvRk be@o, Ane pKIgHwIr vcno=I vsHtmalane pUKva laGyo ke he ben¦ AasumyaRdane \rnarI ba{ ko` Ke? te konI pu5I Ke? ‐konepr`I Ke? kya kar e Aa mhavnmaH rhe Ke? ko[ mo!aFrnI pu5I xa kar e b\a ku!uHb=I ivqU!I pDI g[ Ke?rag‐äeØriht _¿m Òvone p` Aa jgtmaH pUvR kmR=IÝera[ne ivna kar` verIAo Ôge Ke Aa ba{ p`\maR„a deqay Ke tena _pr AavaH sHk! kem AaƒaH?

iv>a\re SnehpUvRk Ae Ýma e pUKtaH, du:qna war=Ijeno kH@ $H\a{ gyo Ke AevI vsHtmala AaHsu sartIkÚpUvRk kheva lagI: he mhanuwav¦ AapnaH vcn=I jAapna mnnI xuâta j`a[ Aave Ke. jem dahnaxkcHdnv<ÙnI Kaya p` suHdr lage Ke tem Aapna jevagu van puÌØonI Kaya ñdyna wav Ýg! krvanuH S=anKe, Aapna jeva puÌØone kheva=I du:q inv<t =ay Ke,Aap du:q hrnara Ko¸ sßjn puÌØono Svwav jAapdamaH shay krvano Ke. Aapne AmaruH du:qsaHwzvanI [CKa Ke to saHwzo¦ ‐Aa AHjnasuHdrI Ke,te p<+vI pr Ýisâ mheNã raÔnI pu5I Ke ÝhŸlad




(p2)

raÔna pu5 pvnHjynI te ÏI Ke. Aekvar pvnkumarrav`nI mdde jto hto, TyaH mansrovr=I guºp e paKoAHjnI pase Aaƒo, AHjnIne tena=I gwR ræo. tenIsasu Êur SvwavnI, indRy Ane mha mUqR htI, tenaic¿maH sHdeh =taH AHjnI _pr qo!uH klHk mUkIne tene tenaiptane TyaH moklI dI\I, tena iptaAe p` ApkIitRnawy=I tene n sHFrI, te=I te vnmaH calI. mo!a kuznIpu5I ATyare inra]yp e Aa vnmaH m<gInI jem rhe Ke.Aa AHjnI svR doØriht mhastI xIlvHtI inivRkar Ke,\maR„a Ke huH AenI seva kruH KuH, huH AenI Aa&akairÌseivka KuH, AenI iv¬aspa5 sqI KuH ne mara _pr AenIFÌ k<pa Ke. Aaje Aa gUfamaH Aene ÝsUit =[ Ke. AaAnek wy=I wrela vnmaH Aane ko` Ô e k[ rIte suq=xe¦¦ he rajnŸ¦ meH Aano v<¿aHt tmne sHÙep=I kæo,b\aH du:qnI k=a to k–aHsu\I khevI?

Aa Ýma e, AHjnIna du:q$p Aatap=I pIgzInevsHtmalana ñdymaH rhelo Sneh vcnäara bhar nIkzIgyo.

vsHtmalanI kÌ` k=nI saHwzIne, iv>a\r raÔSnehpUvRk kheva laGyo‐ he wƒa¦ huH ÝitsuyR, hnuÌhäIpno raÔ KuH, Aa AHjnI marI wa`Ò =ay Ke, meH Fàidvse deqI te=I n AozqI. ‐Aem khIne




(p3)

AHjnInI baLyavS=ano b\o v<¿aHt gdŸgd vaÌ=I kæone A]upat krva laGyo. AHjnI p` tene potana mamaÔÌne we!I pDI ne rudn krva lagI, AaHsuna bhane tenuHb\uH du:q nIkzI gyuH, lokmaH AevI rIt Ke ke du:q ÝsHgepotana ihtune deqtaH Ìdn AavI Ôy. AHjnI $Ae Ke,raÔ p` $Ae Ke, tenI raÌ p` $Ae Ke, vsHtmala pÀTyHt $Ae Ke. Ae b\ana Ìdn=I gUfa AevI gUHjvalagI‐Ô e ke pvRt p` rDto hoy¦ inJRràH Ô e keA]upat krtaH hoy¦ Ìdnna |vin=I AaquH vn Kva{gyuH... AaquH vn Ô e ke rDtuH hoy¦ hr` Aaid vnnaÒvo p` temnI sa=e Ìdn krva laGya. =oDIvareÝitsUyR raÔ xaHt =ya, AHjnIne p` xaHt paDIne tenuHmuq \ovraƒuH. vn p`, Ô e ke temnI vat saHwzva{CKtuH hoy tem xaHt ={ gyuH. phela to AHjnIÝitsUyRnI raÌ sa=e vatcIt krva lagI¸ mhapuÌØonIAe rIt Ke ke du:qmaH p` potanuH ktRƒ cUkta n=I. pKIAHjnI potana mamane kheva lagI‐he pUßy¦ Aa pu5nosmSt v<¿aHt ßyoitØIAone pUKo. Tyare sa=enaßyoitØIne raÔAe pUK–uH ßyoitØI kheva laGyo ke Aabazkna jNmnI veza btavo. vsHtmalaAe kæuH ke AajeAâRrai5 vITya bad teno jNm =yo Ke. Tyare lG™S=apIne bazknaH xuw lÙò ÔÌne ßyoitØIAe kæuH keAa bazk mui›nuH wajn Ke, te frIne jNm \ar`




(p4)

nih kre. fag` vd AÚmInI iti= Ke Ane ]av` nÙ5Ke, vzI sUyR, cHã vgere b\a g/ho _¿m S=ane rhela Kene bzvan Ke b/æyog Ke, ne xuwmuhUtR Ke te=I Aabazk AdŸwut raßy pamxe temj mui› denaruH yogINãpdpamxe. Aa rIte bazk rajeNã Ane yogINã pd pamIneAivnaxI squne Ýaº krxe.

ßyoitØInI vat saHwzIne b\ane ATyHt hØR =yo.=oDIvare ÝitsUyR raÔAe AHjnIne kæuH: he vTsa¦ calo,hve Aap e hnuÌh äIpe Aap`a raßymaH j[Ae, TyaH j[neAa bazkna jNmno mo!o _Tsv krxuH.

AHjnIAe Ae vat SvIkarI: Ane wgvannI vHdnakrIne, pu5ne godmaH l[ne, gUfana Ai\pit gH\vRdevpase=I Ùma magIne, ÝitsUyRna pirvar sa=e gufamaH=Ibhar nIkzI, ne ivman pase AavIne éwI rhI. tenejtI deqIne AaquH vn Ô e ke _das ={ gyuH htuH, vnnaHhr`aid pxuAo p` Ô e ke AaHsuwInI AaHqe tene ivdayAaptaH hoy tem mI! maHDIne tena trf Ôe[ ræaH htaH...gufa, vn Ane vnnaH pxuDaH ÝTye Aekvar SnehwrI ¹iÚkrIne AHjnI ivmanmaH be@I... sa=e vsHtmala vgere b\abe@a... Ane ivman AakaxmageR caLyuH.

ivman AakaxmageR j[ ræuH Ke AHjnIna qozamaHAenae bazk qelI ræo Ke... ne saE ivnod krI ræa




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Ke.... Acank, kutUhlta=I hstaH hstaH te bazk matanIgodmaH=I éKzIne nIce pvRt _pr j{ pD–o..... bazkpDtaH j tenI mata hahakar krva lagI.... b\a hahakarkrva laGya... raÔ p/itsUyR bazkne xo\va ma!e trt jivmanmaH=I p<+vI _pr étyÈ.

AHjnI ATyHt dIntapUvRk Aevo ivlap krva lagIke je saHwzIne ityÅconaH mn p` kÌ`a=I komz ={gyaH. ha pu5¦ Aa xuH =yuH? Are¦ dEve Aa xuH kyuÅ? rTn=IwreluH in\an btavIne marI pase=I te kem hrI lI\uH?Arere¦ ku!uHbna ivyog=I Ait ƒakuz =yelI AevI mne,Aa bazk mara Òvnno sharo hto te p` marapUvÈpaijRt kmÈAe KInvI lI\o¦ hay pu5¦ tara ivnahve huH xuH kruH¦¦ ‐Ae Ýma e mata to ivlap krI rhI Ke.

Aa trf, pu5 (hnuman) je p+=rnI ixla _prpD–o te p+=rna hÔro !UkDa ={ gya ne mo!o Avaj=yo. raÔ ÝitsUyR j[ne ÔuAe Ke to bazk to Aekixla _pr AanHd=I ibraÒ ræo Ke, potano AHgU@opote cUsI ræo Ke, Aeklo Aeklo ÊIDa kre Ke ne tenuHmuq mlkI ræuH Ke. c¿o pD–o pD–o ATyHt xowI ræoKe, ha=‐pg lslsa! cmkI ræa Ke¸ kamdevpdno je\ark Ke Aena suHdr xrIrne xI _pma devI? AavIhaltmaH bazkne dUr=I ÔetaH j raÔ ÝitsUyRne ATyHt




(p6)

AaüyR =yuH. je e potana mhan Ýtap=I pvRtna qHDqHDkrI naHQya Ke, jeno Aa„a \mR=I wrelo Ke ne jenuH xrIrtej=I wreluH Ke, ‐Aeva indÈØ bazkne AanHd=I qeltoÔe[ne mata AHjnI p` F uH ivSmy pamI Ane Sneh=Itene teDI lI\o, tenuH ixr cUHbIne tene KatIAe caHpI dI\o.

Tyare raÔ ÝitsUyR AHjnIne kheva laGyo: hebailka¦ Aa taro bazk _¿m sHS=an Ane _¿msHhnnne \rnar, v«kay Ke, Aena pDva=I phaDna cUra={ gya¸ ßyaH balkp`amaH j AanI devo=I Ai\kAdŸwut xi› Ke, TyaH yaEvnAvS=anI xi›nuH to xuHkhevuH? coÞs Aa Òv crmxrIrI Ke, tdŸwvmoÙgamIKe, te frIne deh \ar` nih kre, Aa wvmaH j Aeisâpdne sa\xe. ‐Aa!luH khIne ATyHt ÝmodpUvRk,potanI Anek ÏIAo siht raÔ te bazkne 5`ÝdiÙ`a d{ ha= ÔeDI, ixr nmavIne nmSkar krvalaGyo¸ Ane pKI te pu5 siht AHjnIne ivmanmaHbesaDIne potana ngrmaH l[ Aaƒo.

raÔna Aagmnna smacar saHwzIne ÝÔjnoAengr x`garIne Svagt kyuÅ. AHjnI t=a tena pu5siht raÔAe ngrmaH Ývex kyÈ, Ane dxe idxamaHvaijH5na nad=I iv>a\roAe bazkna jNmno mo!o_Tsv kyÈ, jevo SvgRlokmaH èãnI _Tpi¿no _Tsv




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devo kre Ke tevo _Tsv kyÈ. pvRtmaH jNm =yo AneivmanmaH=I pDtaH pvRtnI ixlana cura krI naHQya te=Ite bazknI mataAe t=a mamaAe tenuH ;]I xElkumar'AevuH nam paD–uH Ane hnuÌh äIpne ivØe teno jNmoTsv=yo te=I ;hnuman' AevuH nam jgtmaH Ýisâ =yuH. Aa]I xEl A=va hnuman kumar hnuÌh äIpne ivØe rme Ke,dev sman tena xrIrnI Ýwa Ke, AenI ceÚa b\aneAanHd$p Ke. (Aa rIte hnumanna jNmsHbH\I k=a AhÄpUrI ={.)

g`\rdev raÔ ]e Ikne khe Ke ke rajnŸ¦ Ýa`IAonepUvÈpaijRt pu`yna Ýwav=I, pvRtone toDI naHqnaÌH mhak@or v« p` pu*psman komz ={ne pir`mI Ôy Ke,t=a mha AatapkarI AiG™ p` cHãnaH ikr` jevo xItzbnI Ôy Ke, temj tI"` tlvarnI \ar p` mnohrkomz lta jevI =[ Ôy Ke, Aam Ô`Ine je ivvekIÒv Ke te mha du:qdayI papo=I ivr› ={ Ôy Ke. AasaHwzIne he wƒ Òvo¦ tme ijnrajna cir5ne ivØeAnuragI bno. kevuH Ke ijnrajnuH cir5? moÙnuH suqdevamaH ctur Ke. Aa smSt jgt mohne lI\e jNm‐jra‐mr`naH du:qo=I ATyHt tºayman Ke. te du:qo=I KoDavIneprm moÙsuq AapvamaH sm=R Aeva ]I ijneNãwgvanna vItragI cir5nuH Anusr` kro.




p: pvnkumarnI ƒ=a

gaEtm SvamI raÔ ]e Ikne khe Ke ke he mg\mHDn¦]I hnumanÒna jNmno v<¿aHt kæo¸ hve hnumanna iptapvnHjyno v<¿aHt saHwz.

AHjnI pase=I ivday l[ne trt j pvnHjypvnnI jem xIF/ rav` pase phÇCyo¸ vÌ` sa=e yuâkrIne qrdUØ`ne to KoDaƒo Ane vÌ`ne baH\Ine rav`pase l[ AaVyo. Aa=I rav` pvnHjy _pr Ýsþ =yo.rav` pase=I ivday l[ne pvnkumar AHjnIna SnehnelI\e Aekdm Fr trf caLyo. kuHvr ivjy krIne Aave KeAevI qbr pDtaH raÔ ÝhŸlade ngrI x`garIne tenuHSvagt kyuÅ. kuHvre rajmhelmaH AavIne mata‐iptane Ý`amkyaR, Aek Ù` swamaH besIne SnehpUvRk saEna kuxz‐smacar pUK–a, Ane pKI trt j ÝhSt im5ne sa=el[ne te AHjnIna mhel trf caLyo.

‐p` mhel pase AavtaH, jem Òv vgrnuH xrIrn xowe tem AHjnI vgrno mhel mnohr n laGyo,te=I kuHvrnuH mn AÝsþ =[ gyuH ne ÝhStne khevalaGyo ke he im5¦ AhÄ Ýa`iÝya AHjnI deqatI




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n=I, to te É–aH hxe? Aena vgrno Aa mhel vgDajevo qalIqm wase Ke. ma!e tme pUKo ke te É–aH Ke?ÝhSte TyaHna lokone pUKIne kuHvrne jàƒuH ke Aena cair5_pr sHdeh =va=I mataÒAe tene mheNãngr moklI dI\IKe. Ae saHwztaH j kuHvrna ñdymaH Fò Ùow =yo¸ Anemata‐iptane pUK–a ivna j, im5ne sa=e l[nemheNãngr caLyo¸ tenuH ic¿ _das =[ gyuH.

mheNã raÔna ngrnI smIp AavtaH tena mnmaHAem =yuH ke Aaje iÝyano imlap =xe, ‐te=I Ýsþ =[neim5ne kæuH: he im5¦ deqo, AhÄ AHjnIsuHdrI ibraje Kete=I Aa ngr kevuH mnohr dIse Ke¦ jeva kElas pvRtnaijnmHidrona ixqr xowayman Ke teva Aa mhelnaHixqr xowI ræaH Ke. ‐Aem vat krtaH krtaH ngrnIsmIpe AavI phÇCya.

;pvnkumar Aave Ke' Aeva smacar mztaH j mheNãraÔ ngrI x`garIne Fà AadrpUvRk tene ngrmaH l[AaVya. rajmhelmaH AavIne kumar beFDI mheNã raÔ pase be@one pKI sasuno mujro krIne, jene potanI iÝya AHjnInedeqvanI FÌ AiwlaØa Ke Aevo te kumar AHjnIna mheleAaƒo. ‐prHtu... TyaH p` AHjnIne n deqtaH ATyHt ivrhatur=[ne ko[ne pUK–uH: he baizka¦ AmarI iÝya AHjna É–aH Ke?Tyare te baizka bolI‐ ;he dev¦ AhÄ tmarI iÝya




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n=I¸ tmarI ip/yane to Aena iptaAe vnmaH ka#I mUkIKe¦' Ae vat saHwztaH j v«aFat=I kumarnuH ñdycUrcUr =[ gyuH, kanmaH Ô e grm rs reDayo, tenahoskos éDI gya ne Òvriht m<tk xrIr jeva tenahal =[ gya, xokna dah=I tenuH muq Aekdm krma{gyuH.

Ae Ýmaè htax =yelo kuHvr trt j mheNãngrKoDIne ÏInI tpas ma!e p<+vIne ivØe w/Hm` krvalaGyo, ‐Ô e ke vayukumarne vayu laGyo.

ÝhSt im5 p` tene ATyHt Aatur deqIne tenadu:q=I Fò du:qI =yo, ne tene kheva laGyo‐he im5¦ tmeqediqþ kaH =aAo¦ \EyR \ar` krIne tmaÌH ic¿ inrakuzkro. Aa p<+vI kevDIk mo!I Ke¦¦ ‐p<+vImaH ßyaH hxeTyaH=I gme tem krIne Aap e Aene xo\I ka#xuH.

kumare kæuH‐ he im5¦ tme to AaidTypur mara iptapase ÔAo, Ane skl v<¿aHt jàvIne temne kheÔe ke Ôemne marI iÝya nih mze to huH ÒvI nih xkuH¦ huH p<+vImaHcare kor tpas kÌH KuH ne tme p` b\o bHdobSt kro.

kuHvrnI Aa&a Ýma e ÝhSt im5 to AaidTypurtrf ivday =yo.... Ane Aa baÔu pvnkumar Aeklo




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AHbrgocr namna ha=I _pr c#Ine AHjnIne xo\vap<+vI _pr vn‐jHglmaH carekor ivcrva laGyo. AenamnmaH Anek ÝkarnI icHtaAo =va lagI ke: Are, Aekomz xrIrvazI AHjnI xokna sHtap=I k–aH g{ hxe¦sday maruH j |yan tena ñdymaH htuH, Ae ibcarI ivrhnatap=I jltI Aa ivØm vnmaH k{ trf g{ hxe¦ AesTy bolnarI, in*kp!, \mRne \ar` krnarI AnegwRna war siht, kdaicŸt AenI vsHtmala sqI=IivqU!I pDI g[ hxe¦¦ Ae pitv/ta, ]aivkana v/tpaznarI rajkumarI xokne lI\e AaH\zI to nih ={ g{hoy ne¦ A=va ivk! vnmaH wUqI‐trsI w!ktI ko{Ajgr wrela êDa kUvamaH to nih pDI hoy ne¦ A=vaduÚ pxuAona wyHkr Avaj saHwzIne Ae indÈØgwRvtIna Ýa` to nih KU!I gya hoy¦ pvnkumarvnmaH Aamtem FUmto icHta kre Ke:‐ mne Ýa`=I pÀi\k vhalI AHjnI Aa For Ar~ymaH paÌ vgr gzuH$H\ava=I Ýa`riht ={ g{ hxe? kdaicŸt gHga ndIétrtaH Ae wozI rajbaza paÌmaH tà{ g{ hxe?A=va Anek kaH!aAo=I tena komz cr` ivH\a{ gyaHhxe te=I tenamaH Aek pgluHy calvanI takat nih hoy¦ko` Ô e xuH dxa ={ hxe? kdaictŸ Aitdu:qne lI\egwRpat ={ gyo hxe ne te=I te ijn\mRne sevnarI stImha ivr›wav=I AijRka =[ g[ hxe¦




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‐Ae Ýma eicHtvn krto krtopvnkumar vn‐jHglomaH fre Ke. frtaHfrtaH te j gUfanI paseAaƒo ke jemaH AHjnIrhetI htI. kumaregUfamaH j[ne ÔeyuH TyaHto muinsuv/tna=wgvannI ÝitmadI@I... Aene Ôeta jkumarne ivSmy =yuH...

wi›pUvRk ijneNãwgvanna dxRn krIne Stuit krvalaGyo: he vItrag ijneNãdev¦ Aapna cr`kmzmaH maranmSkar Ke... he na=¦ Aap suqI Ko, Aap j jgtnaÒvone xr`wUt Ko. he svR&ipta¦ Aa sHsarmaH sHyog‐ivyog=I Aakuz =yela Òvo, hdymaH AapnuH |yan \rtaHprm xaHit pame Ke... Aem Stuit krIne gUfamaH besInewgvannuH |yan krva laGyo.

=oDIvare gUfamaH=I bhar AavIne ivcar krvalaGyo ke AhÄ Aa Ýitma É–aH=I? ‐ Aa gUfamaH Aa ko eS=apI hxe? AHjnI to AhÄ rhetI nih hoy¦




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j$r te AhÄ j rhI hxe... Ae ijneNãwgvannI prmw›, ‐te e j dxRn‐pUjn ma!e Aa ijnÝitma AhÄS=apI hxe. Aho¦ gme teva skH!maH p` ijneNãdevne kemwUlay¦¦ ‐Aam ivcarto kumar gUfamaH temj AaspasmaHAHjnIne xo\va laGyo... mo!a Avaje Aena namno sadpaDva laGyo.... p` É–aHy AHjnIno p¿o n laGyo.

pvRtmaH Ane vn‐jHglmaH frI frIne pvnkumaretpas krI p` É–aHy potanI Ýa`vLlwane n deqI te=Iinrax =[ne te ivrh=I ipDava laGyo, AaquH jgt AenexUNy jevuH laGyuH ne hve to mr`no j inüy kyÈ. npvRtmaH ke n gUfamaH, n mnohr v<ÙmaH ke n ndIiknare, ‐É–aHy p` potanI Ýa`iÝya vgr Aena mnmaH cen n=IpDtuH. moh=I wan wUlIne potanI ÏInI vat JaDne p`pUKe Ke ke É–aHy marI iÝyane dI@I¦ pvRtne p` pUKe Ke keAre pvRt¦ tarI ko{ gUfamaH teH marI AHjnIne sHtaDIKe¦¦ ‐Ae Ýma e wmtaH wmtaH wUtÌvr namna vnmaHAaƒo. TyaH AavIne ha=I _pr=I étyÈ Ane jem muinAoAa„anuH |yan kre tem te potanI iÝyanuH |yan krvalaGyo. hi=yar Ane b…r jmIn _pr naHqI dI\aH Aneha=Ine kheva laGyo: he gjraj¦ hve tme Aa vnmaHSvCKHdp e ivcro. ha=I ivnypUvRk pase éwo Ke tenesHbo\Ine kumar khe Ke: he gjeNã¦ Aa ndIiknare




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mo!uH vn Ke temaH caro crÔe ne TyaH ha=`IAonuH !ozuH Ketena nayk ={ne ivcrÔe.

‐prtuH te ha=I to k<t& hto, SvamI ÝTye tene F`oSneh hto, te=I jem wlo wa[ potna wa[no sHg nKoDe tem te e kuHvrno sHg n KoD–o. te p` _dasic¿ekuHvrnI pase j ræo.

kumar Ait xokvHt Ke, iÝyamaH j tenuH mn lageluHKe, te=I te Aevo ivkLp kre Ke ke marI ATyHt iÝyAHjnI Ôe nih mze to huH Aa vnmaHj Ýa`Tyag krIx.Aam vnmaH be@obe@o Anek Ýkarna ivkLponI ƒakuzta=Ipvnkumar rai5 vItavI ræo Ke. pvnkumar AHjnana|yanmaH Aevo lylIn =yo, ‐xaÏkar khe Ke ke te e jevuHAHjnInuH |yan kyuÅ tevuH Ôe mui›nuH |yan kyuÅ hot totTÙ` te mui› paMyo hot¦

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6: pvn Ane AHjnanuH imln

Aa trf kumar=I Ôudo pDIne teno im5 p/hStipta pase gyo Ane tene svR v<¿aHt kæo. Ae saHwztaHiptane xok =yo, bIÔ b\ane p` xok =yo. kuHvrnImata ra`I ketumtI pu5na xok=I ATyHt pIiDt =[nerotI‐rotI ÝhStne kheva lagI ke Are ÝhSt¦ tuH marapu5ne Aeklo KoDInAaƒo te @Ik n kyuÅ.

ÝhSte kæuH‐kumare mne ATyHt Aag/h krIne AapnIpase mokLyo te=I huH Aaƒo, hve huH paKo TyaH j[x.

mataAe pUK–uH ke te k–aH Ke¦

ÝhSte kæuH: ßyaH AHjnI hoy TyaH Ae hxe.

mataAe pUK–uH: AHjnI k–aH Ke¦

ÝhSte kæuH ke te huH n=I Ô`to. he mata¦ jeivcayaR vgr _tavz=I kam kre Ke te pStay Ke. Aapnapu5e Aevo inüy kyÈ Ke ke Ôe huH iÝyane n dequH toÝa`Tyag kruH.

Ae saHwztaH mata tem j AHt:purnI b\I ÏIAoÌdn krva lagI¸ mata ATyHt ivlap kre Ke ke hay¦ meHpaip`IAe xuH kyuÅ? Are¦ meH mhastI _pr klHk




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lgaD–uH, te=I mara pu5na Òvnno p` sHdeh Ke. huHÊurwavne \rnarI, mhavÊ Ane mHdwaignI, meH vgrivcayeR kam kyuÅ. Aa ngr, Aa kuz, Aa ivjyaâR pvRtne Aa rav`nuH lXkr‐Ae kH{ p` pvnHjy vgr xowtuHn=I. mara pu5 sman bIÔuH ko` Ke ke je e rav`=I p`Asa|y Aeva vru raÔne Ù`ma5maH pkDI lI\o. havTs¦ dev‐guÌnI pUÔmaH tTpr, ivnyvHt, tuH k–aH gyo?tara du:q=I huH tºayman KuH, he pu5¦ tuH AavIne marIsa=e vat kr ne mara xokne dUr kr. ‐Aem ivlap krtIte ma=uH kU!va lagI.

ketumtIna Aava ivlap=I Aaqa ku!uHbne xok =yo.Ýhlad p` A]upat krva laGyo. Kev!e raÔ ÝhŸladb\a pirvarne sa=e l[ne, ÝhStnI AagevanI maH pu5nexo\va ma!e nIkZyo¸ bNne ]e Ina b\a iv>a\rone p`ÝIit=I bolavIne sa=e lI\a. b\a AakaxmageR kuHvrnexo\e Ke, p<+vImaH p` tpas kre Ke, gHwIr vn AnejHglmaH ÔuAe Ke, pvRto Ane gufaAo p` tpase Ke.

ÝhŸladno Aek dUt raÔ ÝitsUyR pase gyo neb\I vat krI¸ te saHwztaH tene mha xok =yo. AneAHjnI Ae vat saHwzIne phelaH krtaH p` v\are du:qpamI. AaHqmaH AaHsunI \ara vrsva lagI ne Ìdnkrva lagI ke ha na=¦ mara Ýa`na Aa\ar¦ maramaH




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tmaÌH ic¿ lageluH Ke, to Aa jNmdu:qarIne KoDIne tmek–aH gya? Aavo xuH kop =yo ke b\a iv>a\ro=I A¹Xy=[ gya¦ Aek var AavIne Am<tvcn bolo. Aa!laidvs to Aapna dxRnnI {CKa=I Ýa` !kavI raQya, hveÔe tmara dxRn nih =ay to Aa Ýa` mare xuH krvana?maro mnor= hto ke hve to na=no smagm =xe, p`maro Ae mnor= tU!I pD–o. Arere¦ Aa mHdwaignInekar e Aap kÚ paMya, Aapna kÚnI vat saHwztaHmara Ýa` kem n=I KU!I Ôta?

AHjnIne Aam ivlap krtI deqIne sqI vsHtkheva lagI‐ he devI¦ AavaH vcn n bol. tuH \EyR raq,tne tara SvamIno imlap j$r =xe. ÝitsUyR raÔAe p`tene F`o idlaso AaPyo ne kæuH ke he pu5I¦ huH tara pitnetrt j xo\I lavuH KuH. ‐Aam khIne mn=I p` _tavzaivmanmaH besIne AakaxmageR caLyo, ne p<+vI _prétrIne carekor xo\va laGyo. raÔ ÝitsUyRnI sa=ebNne ]e Ina iv>a\ro temj lHkana loko p` yTnpUvRkxo\ krI ræa Ke. b\e tpas krtaH krtaH wUtÌvr vnmaHAaƒa Ane TyaH AHbrgocr ha=Ine deQyo. ha=Ine ÔetaH jsvR iv>a\rone Ýsþta =[ ke ßyaH Aa ha=I Ke TyaHpvnkumar hxe, kemke pUveR Anekvar Ame pvnkumarne AagjrajnI sa=e deQyo Ke. iv>a\ro ßyare Aa AHjnigir




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jeva ha=InI smIp Aaƒa Tyare tene inrHkux deqInetena=I DyaR. Ane ha=I p` iv>a\rona lXkrno kolahlsaHwzIne mha Ùow paMyo, tena kpazmaH=I md JrvalaGyo, te gajva laGyo ne mha veg=I kuHvrnI AaspasAam=I tem FUmva laGyo. je trf ha=I doDe te idxamaH=Iiv>a\ro h!I Ôy. SvamInI rÙa krva ma!e tTpr Aevote ha=I sUH#maH tlvar pkDIne kuHvrnI pase j éwo Ke,kuHvrnI smIpta KoDIne AaFo qsto n=I. tena 5asnelI\e iv>a\ro nÒk AavI xkta n=I. Kev!e iv>a\roAehai=`IAo äara SnehpUvRk tene vx kyÈ. Ane b\a nÒkAavIne kuvHrne deqva laGya: kuHvr to maEn=I be@o Ke‐Ô e kaÚnuH pUtzuH¦¦ iv>a\roAe Anek _pay kyaR, p`Aa to icHtamaH mG™ maen Ke, ‐ jem |yanmG™ muin ko{sa=e n bole tem Aa p` ko{ sa=e bolto n=I.pvnHjyna mata‐ipta AaHsu sarta tenuH mStk cUmIne,Ane tene KatIAe lgaDIne kehva laGya‐he pu5¦ heivnyvan? H tuH Amne KoDIne AhÄ É–aH Aaƒo?rajmhelmaH rhenara teH Aa For vnmaH rat kevI rItevItavI? he pu5¦ tuH kem bolto n=I? ‐Aem F uH kæuHtop` te n boLyo. Tyare ;Aa e maEnv/t \arIne hvemr`no j inüy kyÈ Ke' ‐Aem smÒne b\a iv>a\roxok paMya, ne ipta siht b\a ivlap krva laGya.




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AevamaH raÔ ÝitsUyR ‐AHÒnIna mama‐nÒkAavIne b\ane kheva laGya ke xaHt =aAo, huH vayukumarnIsa=e vcnalap kruH KuH. ‐Aam khIne pvnkumarne we!Inetena kanmaH kheva laGya‐he kumar, saHwzo¦ huH tmneAHjnIno v<¿aHt khuH KuH: sH|yaw/ namna suHdr pvRt _prAnHgivjy namna muinrajne kevz&an =taH èãaidk devotemna dxRne Aaƒa hta, Ane huH p` TyaH gyo hto.kevzIwgvannI vHdna krIne paKa frtaH ßyare maÌHivman Aek pvRtnI gUfa _pr AaƒuH Tyare gUfamaH=I ko{ÏIna Ìdnno Avaj saHwZyo¸ gUfamaH j[ne ÔeyuH toAHjnIne deqI. meH tena vnvasnuH kar` pUK–uH Tyare tenIsqI vsHtmazaAe b\I vat krI. AHjnI xokmG™ =[neÌdn krtI htI, tene meH \EyR bH\aƒuH. Ae gUfamaH Aenapu5no jNm =yo hto, te pu5nI ÊaHitne lI\e gUfa Ô e kesonanI bnelI hoy‐AevI Ýkax$p ={ g{ htI....

Aa vat saHwztaH j Aekdm hiØRt ={ne pvnkumarpUKva laGyo‐AHjnI É–aH Ke¦ bazk to suqmaH Kene?

ÝitsUyeR kæuH: AHjnIne tena bazk siht ivmanmaHbesaDIne huH mara raßymaH‐hnuÌh äIpe l{ jto hto, TyaHmagR maH te bazk ivmanmaH=I AekaAek éKzIne Aekixla _pr pD–o,...

bazk pDI jvanI vat saHwztaHj ;hay¦ hay¦'Aeva _dŸgar pvnkumarna muqmaH=I nIkzI pD–a.




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Tyare ÝitsUyR kheva laGyo‐Are kumar¦ soc nkro¸ TyarpKI je v<¿aHt =yo te saHwzo, ‐je=I tmaraHsveR du:qnI inv<i¿ =xe... bazk pDI jtaH j meHivmanmaH=I nIce étrIne ÔeyuH ‐ to xuH deQyuH¦ AaüyRnIsa=e meH ÔeyuH ke pvRtna to qHDqHD =[ gya Ke, te bazkAek ixla _pr pD–o pD–o qelI ræo Ke, Aena tej=IidxaAo JgJgI rhI Ke. Tyare meH Ae crmxrIrI bazkne5` ÝdiÙà d[ne nmSkar kyaR tenI mata p` F uHivSmy pamI, ne tenuH nam ]I xElkumar raQyuH. vsHtmalasqI temj pu5 siht AHjnIne huH hnuÌh äIp l{ gyo¸TyaH pu5na jNmno _Tsv kyÈ, te=I te bazknuH bIÔuHnam ;hnuman' p` Ýisâ =yuH. Ae pitv/ta AHjnI, tenIsqI Ane pu5 siht Amara ngrmaH AanHd=I ibraje Ke.

Aa b\ae v<¿aHt saHwzIne pvnkumarne Ýsþta =[,Ane tTkaz AHjnInuH Avlokn krva ma!e hnuÌh äIptrf caLya. ÝitsUyR raÔAe b\anuH Svagt kyuÅ. ßyarekuHvr AHjnI pase gyo Tyare AHjnIAe lßÔpUvRkhnumanne teDIne tena ha=maH sÇPyo... Ane mui›na dUtsma Ae crmxrIrI pu5ne nIhaztaH mata AHjnI Aneipta pvn‐Ae bNne potanuH Òvndu:q wUlI gya, neFà idvse frI imln =taH bNnene hØR =yo.

ÝitsUyR raÔAe iv>a\rone to be mihna su\IFà AadrpUvRk raQya, pKI saE potpotana S=anke




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ivday =ya¸ pvnkumarne Aag/h krIne TyaH j rok–o.hnuman hnuÌh äIpmaH devnI jem rme Ke ne AanHdwrIceÚa kre Ke tenI ceÚa Ôe[ne mata‐iptane p` AanHd=ay Ke. Aem krtaH krtaH hnuman nvyaEvndxa paMya,kamdev hova=I tenuH AdŸwut $p Ke, mha bzvan Ke,Aitxy buiâman Ke, Anek mhan iv>aAo tene isâ =[Ke, rTn5y\mRnI prm ÝIit Ke Ane svR xaÏonaAWyasmaH ÝvI` Ke, t=a dev‐guÌ‐\mRnI _pasnamaH sdatTpr Ke.

]I hnumanna jNmnI, t=a pvnHjy AneAHjnIna imlapnI k=a AhÄ pUrI =ay Ke. AHtmaHxaÏkar khe Ke ke‐]I hnumanna jNmnuH v Rn t=apvnHjy‐AHjnIna imlapnI Aa AdŸwut k=a Anekrs=I wrelI Ke je Òv wav \rIne Aa k=a saHwzxe‐sHwzavxe, vaHcxe‐vHcavxe, tene \mRmaH ¹#ta =xe AneveraGynI v<iâ =xe tene Axuw kmÈ=I inv<i¿ =xe nexuwkayÈmaH Ýv<it =xe t=a AnuÊme tene \mRnI v<iâ =taH=taH, jgtmaH dulRw Aeva SvgR‐moÙna suqnI Ýaiº =xe.

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;stI AHjnanuH Òvn' temj

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