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Awakening of the Spirit

Awakening of the Spirit

Norma A. Machado, M.D.

Copyright © 2009 by Norma A. Machado

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ISBN 978-0-9765853-4-3

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AWAKENING OF THE SPIRIT

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Contents

Dedication................................................................7

Acknowledgements.................................................11

Introduction.............................................................13

First Chapter............................................................17

Second Chapter........................................................29

Third Chapter...........................................................�3

Fourth Chapter.........................................................71

Fifth Chapter............................................................9�

Sixth Chapter..........................................................111

Seventh Chapter.....................................................12�

Eighth Chapter.......................................................139

Conclusion.............................................................177

Epilogue.................................................................181

Messages and Experiences 2008...........................18�

References..............................................................223

Glossary..................................................................227


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Dedication

This book is dedicated to my fellow humans of all races and countries, religions and beliefs; of all ages and professions. With the love of my spirit, I dedicate this book from deep within my heart and soul.

My inspiration has been our God, our Lord Jesus, the Saint Virgin Mary and my angel instructors. The messages are from them to you: They came to help us; I have been only an instrument in their hands for this to be possible.

In particular, I dedicate this book to the world’s children and adolescents. This special dedication fills me with hope, trusting in God that their confusion and suffering will end someday. I hope that when they read this book, as well as the book Human Software-Scientific Revelation, their eyes will open to this great truth revealed by our God, our Lord Jesus, the Saint Virgin Mary and my angel instructors in my dreams.

Our chief conflict is and always has been the mystery of our existence. Who are we? Now I can tell you with scientific axioms who we are. I included them in the book Human Software-Scientific Revelation. I can tell you this truth: We are a being formed through the union of a robot and a spirit. The spirit communicates with the robot through software, with a specific program or code. The code consists of chemical compounds that follow physicochemical laws.

NORMA A. MACHADO, M.D.

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Our spirit is powerful, but has trouble communicating with the robot. The detail of how this works is in the Scientific Conclusions at the end of the Human Software-Scientific Revelation book. The energy source is our spirit (radiation energy). In this book, I include my experiences during the past year. I titled this book: Awakening of the Spirit: From Dummy to Enlightenment. That is what is happening to me.

The message is from God, our creator. The means for our salvation is the presence of the Holy Spirit in our lives. The confusion in our minds is caused by interferences with the energy and the messages received. Sometimes this energy is blocked, leading to diseases such as cancer and depression. I was told in my dreams that the cause of the interferences is a retrovirus in our genes that alters our DNA.

The DNA, the mRNA and the simple amino acids carry the information from the spirit. If it is written following a wrong code, the information will be mixed up. These chemical compounds correspond to the letters of the alphabet. They total 26, like the letters of the alphabet. The information, composed by the genes with the retrovirus, causes confusion. We have an altered code that limits our communication with God and with our spirit.

The retrovirus has the program of evil: (The science of good and evil). For Christians, Eve was contaminated with this virus when she ate the apple of the forbidden tree. Humans were expelled from paradise, as is told in the Book of Genesis, and confusion and suffering started. Jesus came to save us. He redeemed us. Now, He comes to tell us the truth of our being. He comes to prepare our path to heaven.


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My happiness was overwhelming when I saw this truth; the hope that children in the future will have clear minds; that they could eventually receive the messages from the spirit without interference motivated me to write about this.

I dedicate both books to my fellow humans. I need all of you to help in this endeavor. Please read the books with open minds, and please believe the messages in them. I need all of you to spread the message of the reality of our being. I need you to spread this truth. God bless all of you, and that a better future full of love, trust and peace opens for you.

Norma A. Machado, M.D.


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Acknowledgements

The following are acknowledged: God the Father for the perfection of His creation and for His love; the Lord Jesus Christ, for showing us the path to heaven, and for His example, sacrifice and unconditional love; the Virgin Mary, for her beautiful presence in my dreams, for being my companion, friend and advisor, and for having trust in me.

The angels, my spiritual and scientific instructors, for their time and for trusting me with their messages full of wisdom. In particular, I acknowledge the angels Abigael and Alegría that were frequently present in my dreams.

All dedicated scientists are acknowledged, especially those that were brave to leave the scientific facts in their books to help humanity, and the editors and publishers of these books that helped me very much in my mission.

Special thanks, deep from my soul, to my husband Richard who has always trusted and helped me. He bought, without knowing that I would need them, all the books that have been the source of scientific information in my studies, to clarify the messages left in my dreams.

To my sons and daughters that at first did not believe in me, but that ended up trusting and helping me. They have been a source of inspiration and support. I acknowledge my friends, and especially my fellow physicians of the Hermanos Meléndez Hospital medical faculty. A special distinction


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to those that told me: “Norma, you have to publish this.” Thank you, for your support and trust. To my granddaughter Stephanie, who entered the first manuscript of this work into the computer. She was very happy, because I trusted her with my secret writings.

I acknowledge my secretary Marie for helping me, and for her patience and trust in me. I acknowledge all my grandchildren and family that have been the light of love in my life, and motivated me to go on every day. I wish that the innocent minds of my grandchildren and of all the children of the world will be clear with their origin and protect themselves from evil. God and the Virgin Mary are especially caring for them. They want to protect their innocent lives. This is the most important message left in my dreams. We have to do something to protect children. He wants to clear their minds.

I acknowledge you, my readers. You have my gratitude for believing in this message from God for you. With your belief, you can build a bridge between Heaven and Earth. If you believe and help others to know about this message from God, the communion and communication with Him will improve in the coming years. For this to be possible, I ask for the help of all the scientists of our time and future times. Amen.


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Introduction

After reviewing my book Human Software - Scientific Revelation, I decided to describe the awakening of my spirit in a more human way, and less scientifically than the approach that I used in that book. The scientific value of the revelation was so astonishing that I tried to describe it in a scientific way. This awakening is the knowledge that with scientific axioms, our human nature could be explained. The truth of our being could be explained with scientific facts that I included in the book Human Software - Scientific Revelation: Norma is a being that includes a robot - that is the one that is writing - and a spirit: that is the source of my thoughts. The software that my spirit uses is the one that I described in the book Human Software – Scientific Revelation. The robot is activated by photons or radiation from our spiritual being. This radiation energy acts over chemical compounds, creating a charge of protons and electrons in our physical being, or robot. An electric solution is created in the cells and at extra-cellular levels. This electrical activation resembles a computer that is energized from a source of electricity when it is plugged in.

The source of electricity for a computer can also be a charged battery. When the battery is not charged, you need to charge it. ‘Norma Spirit’ told me that we receive more charge when we sleep. One of the phrases at the beginning of the scientific messages I received was “Camp-Bat.” I studied about magnetic fields and batteries. This time, I do not want to give you so much information about the human


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code. The only thing that I need to include now is that the spirit uses a program with a specific code to guide us. This code is chemically based, and follows physical laws. This physicochemical code carries the messages from our spirit to the processors of our robot in an almost perfect way. The code includes the DNA, RNA and simple amino acids. ‘Norma Robot’ - the one that is writing - was completely unaware of our reality. She was as blind - blind in the spiritual sense, because I can see with my physical eyes - as many of you.

In December 2006, my spiritual eyes opened to my spiritual reality. ‘Norma Spirit’ awoke. I was aware of the conclusive scientific proof that I have received in dreams, concerning the reality of our being. My spiritual instructors were instructor angels, the Virgin Mary and our Lord Jesus Christ. I need to include now that my spirit as instructor, from a long time ago, was doing everything possible to awaken me. I need to thank my spiritual instructors for all the time and dedication for my awakening. They have been trying to awaken me for the past 1� years. My special thanks to my Creator and His Holy Spirit, that insisted on my awakening. I need to also express my gratitude to my parents. They started me on the good path in the Christian faith they professed. They achieved their goal, to plant deep in my soul this faith in God, Jesus, His Holy Spirit, and in the Virgin Mary. They taught me about God since childhood. They taught me to pray everyday. They prayed every day, went to church every Sunday, and sometimes during the week.

As an adolescent, I married and entered the world of human robots. My robot was the one in charge. My spirit was shut up, and I entered the world of materialism and human


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worries. Today, I see the poor value of those worries. Being too young, the marriage ended in divorce. From that marriage, the most happy and beautiful experiences are related to the three children that were born: a daughter, Lissette, and two sons, Angel Manuel and Angel Antonio. My most important achievement was that I finished my studies in medicine, with a specialization in pediatrics.

On February 11, 1967, I married my husband Richard Machado who has been my friend, advisor and loving husband for the past 41 years. I believe that I have given him lot of headaches, in the same way he has occasionally been a headache for me. About this I can say only: “Forgive us, God. We did not know what we were doing.”

From our marriage, we have two sons and one daughter: Our daughter Norma, and our sons Richard and Ricardo Felipe. I leave the story of our lives pending, to be told on other occasion. It has been very interesting, from the human point of view. From very poor people, we finished with the blessing of God, being the owners of a general hospital that serves our community. I believe that God has always been in our lives, giving direction to both of us. I do not want to spend more time on other matters, because I want to describe the awakening of my spirit to you. For 14 years, I was receiving messages in my dreams. These were first with spiritual content, followed by scientific messages. In December 2006, while I was studying about one of those messages, my eyes opened to the great truth that my spiritual instructors were giving me. They explained the reality of the human being in a clear, scientific


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way. This was what motivated me to write the book Human Software - Scientific Revelation. The value of the spiritual and scientific messages was too important. During 2007, my efforts were on finishing the book and trying to publish it. I translated the book to English when I finished the Spanish version. Presently, both versions are available in Puerto Rico book stores. While reviewing Human Software - Scientific Revelation, I decided to describe the awakening of my spirit in a more human and less scientific version.


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First Chapter

• Messages received in dreams during January 2007

• Evaluation of the awakening of my spirit

• Difficulties in trying to inform others about the received messages - especially in communicating the scientific conclusions - during the first months after I saw the truth

• Poem: Endeavors• The awakening of the spirit

I will start trying to describe the overwhelming feeling of happiness that I experienced when my eyes opened to the reality of our being. I felt full of love and peace. I wanted to share that happiness with everybody, especially with children. I even thought that all the problems of the world would have solutions with the announcement of the truth received from God.

I knew that the proof was already found and present in axioms in the books that I read. My work was only finding them; following the guide of my spiritual instructors. I was convinced, following scientific facts, that humans, including myself, are beings


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composed of a spirit and a robot that is activated by protons and electrons whose source is the spirit. The spirit guides us, using a code and physical and chemical laws.

I first told my family about the message. I saw that they loved me, but didn’t believe much of what I was telling them. When I speak about energy, neurotransmitters, DNA, RNA and messenger proteins, I see that this information is complex, and too much for them. In summary, there I found my first disappointment: Even my family didn’t care about what I was telling them.

I started thinking that nobody would believe the message from God, and that this endeavor would not be easy. On December 19, 2006 the instructor angels left the following message in Spanish in my dreams: “Y vendrán tiempos difíciles llenos de recuerdos gratos.” In English it is something like: “Difficult times will come, full of nice memories.” In Spanish, this is a line from a popular song. Many of the messages I receive include parts of songs: They know that for me, it is easier to remember the words that way.

On December 20, 2006 I had dreams where I felt that the instructor angels were protecting me. After the sentence in the previous dream, I was feeling afraid. I thought: ‘They are protecting me.’ My spirit was communicating with my spiritual instructors. The ‘Robot Norma’ felt at ease. My companions in the hospital administration received the message with good disposition and credibility. Perhaps out of respect, they were more polite with me. ‘Norma Robot’ was still too happy to notice the poor appreciation of my efforts,


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especially from my family and friends. She was talking all the time about her spiritual experience, and the importance of the received message. She wasn’t shy, talking about her spirit’s awakening.

I prepared a coherent conference with slides, and I invited all members of my family. Most of them came. They love me very much. That day after seeing the slides and hearing my explanations, they started believing me. The message was too important for them not to be interested. They started believing me. What convinced them most was the poem ‘Endeavors’ that I received completely in dreams. The poem was irrefutable proof that I was speaking the truth. They knew that I couldn’t be the author of that poem, especially my son Richard, who studied English Literature at Brandeis University. I am going to repeat it now, so that you will also be convinced:

Endeavors

To protect the truth that everyone will knowTo give your love to everybody in sorrow

To show the light that for all of us is comingTo hold the vessel for all people who are sufferingTo collect the mercy that God has thrown for us To live in the peace that since then will follow

To endeavor your dreams of justice and honorTo dig deep into your heart; to clean your soul of sorrowsTo free stagnated energy and let your spirit flowTo clean you from disease, from pain and from dishonor


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Consider life as a pond of dark and turbulent watersGo deep into your sorrow to find the bright sparkThat will lift you with delight up high into the skyWhere God is waiting for you with love and open arms

Beware that you fall again to these turbulent watersHold tight into your heart the white and bright sparkThat will lift you again and again up high into the skyWhere God will talk to you deep, deep into your heartUntil the final day when you will have realizedThat you yearn to be with Him for your eternal life

Let earth roll, roll again, up in the open spaceWith dark upon the waters and bright upon the sky Where God will care for you forever to be in love, plenitude and calmConsider this to be what is meant by the ‘game of life’And don’t look upon death with sad and scared eyes

It is freedom for your souls and happiness and calmSo endeavor your dreams that they will be fulfilledThe day you rise to heaven and God takes you in His armsTo live the eternal dream in God’s glory realms

Although the ‘Robot Norma’ knows English, her first language is Spanish. My family knew that I couldn’t be the author of the poem and that probably I received it in my dreams. The poem is a prophecy of the future. We have to work hard to make it possible. On December 2, 2006 I had a beautiful dream. This dream was in color. I saw in the dream an anatomic view of


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an area of the brain. The veins were blue. It was in different tones of blue. It was clearer in the area that I interpreted as the Choroid Plexus. In this area, and in the arteries, the color was a sparkling bright red. Between the venous circulation was a polygonal shape, and the white matter appeared with dark spots. This I interpreted as cerebral tissue, where the neurons were. This area was bathed with clear brilliant water.

In the back part of the polygon, the venous blood was dark blue. From there, the blood went to a vein, and eventually to the systemic circulation. I drew this image in my journal, and started looking for something similar in my neuroanatomy atlas. I still have this image in my mind. I forget words, but I do not forget images.

That same day in the afternoon, after awakening from a nap, I saw the image of a bright star that was twinkling all the time. I related the star to the ‘core star’ that every human has. The core star is the image of our soul.

That same afternoon, my granddaughter Ivonne reminded me that the last phrase of the song that I received on December 19, 2006 was ‘Magic Memories’. These ‘magic memories’ were what Norma, in the awakening of her spirit, was living. Norma was having dreams, and magic memories of them. I was aware that my mission had not ended. I need to continue with efforts to proclaim the important message that I received.


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On December 22, 2006, the instructor angels gave me another assignment in the dream: “Cu++ (Copper),” with the instruction to read about that element. When I studied about that, I found that DNA is electronegative and is activated by protons. Copper is one of the elements present in our bodies. It is found in the central nervous system. It was very important to see that DNA is electronegative, because this is consistent with the theory that protons are acting over it. These protons are produced by the action of radiation energy from our spirit, over water molecules in our organism.

On December 23, 2006 I received a message that filled my spirit with happiness. “The Virgin Mary and the angels speak to you from Heaven.” After this message, I felt trust and peace. I decided to give the conference I prepared to the closer employees of the hospital. This was a beautiful experience. All present trusted me. My impression is that they all believed in me. I was talking for more than one and a half hours, and they were so interested in what I was saying that I could have continued speaking longer. When I started, I invoked the Holy Spirit, and He accompanied me the entire time. I needed that reinforcement. This duality of our being brings confusion to our lives. We need the help of the Holy Spirit. With His presence, the communication between spirit and robot improves. When I feel that divine presence, I have continuous goose bumps all over my body, and a feeling of profound peace and happiness.

During that Christmas season, my soul was overjoyed with happiness. The messages received were clear in my mind, as well as the purpose of communicating the truth of our beings present in those messages. I continued pestering


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my family. I feel that since that moment, I am always telling them that we are a powerful spirit trying to guide a crazy robot through electrolytic currents that comes from the radiation or light of our spirit; that the spirit uses a code that carries the necessary information to the memory of the robot. This is the most important thing that has been taught to me.

Our spirit, that is, who we really are, is guiding an assigned robot. The spirit lost the clear connection to the memory of the robot, because a virus was introduced in the robot processors. Now, the spirit is trying to correct this problem with the help of the Holy Spirit. The spirit is awakening, or you can say that the robot is being healed. The robot is connecting with its spirituality. The human being is aware that he has been acting crazy, because he did not know his origin. There have been human beings with this knowledge. They acted in faith to God and from their spiritual experiences. These robots have been very good, and have warned us about our wrongdoing. Now, my spiritual instructors have given us the scientific proof of what I am telling you. This is the most important announcement for us since electricity. With the knowledge of computers that human beings have, many humans can understand it and help me spread the message. On December 23, 2006, they left me another assignment. The first message received was that with PET Scan (Positrion Emission Tomography), the action of the light over the mitochondria can be seen (the light of the soul can be seen). After this message, I received the words catecol and catecolamine again. That reminded me of the message “Catecholamines for life.” In my dream, I saw clearly and


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in colors an image that was like a radiator. I thought that it could represent the hematoencephalic barrier. I also thought that it could be the choroids membrane. Regarding the hematoencephalic barrier, I wrote that it is the membrane that protects the cerebral tissue from some substances entering in the blood’s cerebral circulation. In relation to the choroids membrane, I wrote that it could act as a radiator controlling the heat produced at the cephalospinal fluid by the radiation reactions present there. In that protection, it acts like a radiator.

I do not want to confuse your minds with so many facts, but for ‘Norma Robot’, this path has not been easy. My spiritual awakening has required all of my reasoning, and sometimes I fail in the conclusions that I reach. This is one of those cases, and later I will tell you what that image really represented. My mind sometimes is clear, but other times I give trouble to my scientific instructors. The messages from my spirit still come with interferences. Still, I am contaminated. The healing is progressive, but very slow.

On December 2�, I received in a dream: “The process of formation of the cephalorachideal fluid (CRF) is rapid and constant.” In the dream, I saw the same image of the dream of December 21, but this time in action. In the morning, while I was reading the book Biochemistry by Montgomery, Conway, Spector and Chappell, I saw an image on page 39� that was similar to the image of the ‘radiator’. I was wrong with my first interpretation. The image in the book was the image of the cellular membrane’s integral proteins; in particular the ones that are referred to as band # 3 transporters that are very important in the interchange of Cl- and the NaHCO3.


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The assignments continued, and on December 26, in a dream I received the phrase: ‘Review the formula of hemoglobin’. In that dream I also saw a bibliographic list. I interpreted that my instructors were telling me to add a bibliography to the book that I had written. On December 27, 2006 in a dream my instructors insisted on the difference in the quantity of oxygen of the blood that enters the brain with the blood coming out. I ‘heard’ clearly: ‘Desoxihemoglobin’. As you can see, the awakening of my spirit has been very interesting. I allow my spirit to guide me.

I will study whatever my spirit inspires or communicates to me. By now, I think that my spirit is in the union of my spiritual instructors, and they are doing everything possible to contact the memory of ‘Norma Robot’. But, life goes on in our material world, and in the next days I went with my husband, my daughter Norma, her husband Luis, and my son Richard and his wife Denisse, to receive the New Year in Miami Beach, at a modern hotel. Materialism got all over the ‘Robot Norma’ again. She was having a good time until December 29, 2006, when her spiritual instructors left a message for her to remember. This message was somewhat complex.

With Norma were also three of her grandchildren, Ivonne, Normillin and Luisito. My grandchildren are my anchor to the Earth. I was very happy to be near them. The awakening of my spirit was complex. Although I knew I was a spiritual being, the robot has been spoiled, and was happy with the materialism around. The communication of the spirit was more difficult those days.


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On December 29, 2006 I saw in one dream an image with a round figure. I described it as a perfect round figure with two X’s in the upper part, where it seemed that they were entering. The X’s were placed one small one to the left, and a big one in the top of the circular figure. It looked like this: xX. From the big X, other letters were seen in the periphery of the circle. The letters at the lower part were like ‘y’ or ‘v’. The figure was in color; the xX in red color; in the lower part blue. I wrote that it looked like the top view of a chromosome. It could also be a zygote. The letters could also represent the human code. In the same dream I saw also bands, thin and irregular, in a parallel position with one another. One was smaller than the others. I thought that they were bands of RNA. My last interpretation was that the figure could represent mitochondria, with the letters corresponding to compounds of the oxidative cycle. I continue trying to analyze that circular figure that impacted me.

Although it was the day before New Year’s Eve, ‘Norma Robot’ called the beauty parlor for an appointment for the next day. ‘Norma Spirit’ continued trying to explain the image in her dream. I wrote that I noticed that in the upper part of the circle, the ‘small x’ was the outlier, and the ‘big X’ represented the normal phase in a mitochondria (when the ‘big X’ is present, the energy enters in a normal way. If the small x or outlier entered, the energy was altered, or could be blocked.) The ‘big X’ represents the cycle that gives us health, and the program of good. The ‘small x’ that could be a virus that is outside and trying to enter the circle could cause the alterations that diminish the energy coming in. I wrote that I did not know what the red and blue colors represented. I wrote that the red could be the blood with oxygen. It made


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me think about the oxidative cycle. But none of the above interpretations were right. I later found the image with the circular figure in a book. I write this down in order to show you how difficult the awakening of my spirit has been. I was willing to complete my mission, but the information still pending to be communicated in my dreams was a lot and difficult.

Before going to bed on December 30, 2006 I asked my spiritual guides to tell me if the message had been given to other humans. The message was so important that I was sure that I will see it in a scientific magazine or even in the news. The message is so important, that I have always felt that I am not worthy of it. In my dreams that night, they told me that only I had received the message. They assured me that they were going to help me deliver the message to other humans; that I know that words in my dreams came from our Lord Jesus. That day I wrote. “Thanks, my God, I am at peace in Your hands. Amen.”

But ‘Norma Robot’ was not convinced of that calm. She preferred that the message had been given to other humans, so she could go on with her life. The responsibility of communicating it was so big that ‘Norma Robot’ doubted herself. That was the wish of ‘Norma Robot’, because ‘Norma Spirit’ was ready for the mission. ‘Norma Spirit’ was unhappy with her robot ideas, or evil thinking.

‘Robot Norma’ celebrated New Year’s Eve as a common robot. I woke up on January 1, 2007 with another message left in my mind. The message was in Spanish: “Olga Rodríguez, Dr. Olga Rodríguez for the Professional Assessor


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Group to be formed at the Hospital.” Dr. Olga Rodríguez is one of the principal surgeons at our hospital, and she is very spiritual. My spiritual angels were guiding my path with the messages left in my dreams.

Before narrating to you the messages of 2007, I have to confess that since a decade ago, I was certain of the existence of my spirit, only I didn’t have the scientific proof. In previous writings of 1993 and 1994, you will find this. During that time is when I received spiritual instructions. Now, I will include the messages of 1993. After this, I will continue narrating my life with the scientific knowledge of the truth of my spirit’s existence. I will follow a chronological order, for more clarity.


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Second Chapter

• Summary of my experiences from May to November 1993

• Spiritual instructions during that year• Early awakening of my spirit• The struggle between good and evil• Analysis of the mysteries of the

Holy Rosary, related to my spiritual instruction

MAY 3, 1993 – Dream last night. I am in a church. I try to flip the switch for the lights, but the lights shut off again. The first light to go off was the light at the altar. A mass was going to be celebrated, but the church was in darkness. I go outside where public entertainment is going on. The chairs are arranged theater style. To one side, I see my husband with other people sitting down. The people with my husband were people from business and politics. My husband sees me and calls me. He stands, but where he was there are no chairs. I look around and I see elementary school children with school uniforms. I go back to the church. Still it is in darkness. I wake up.


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MAY 7, 1993 – Two situations that were similar to the dream of May 3 occurred to me. The first one was in a meeting my husband was attending as the President of the Puerto Rico Hospital Association. It was a meeting to discuss Puerto Rico’s health reform. To the left side of the room was the meeting area, where all people were sitting. There was no place for me in that area. Thinking of this, I remembered my dream. I was there accompanying my husband. I stayed in an area of semi-darkness. Before going to that place, my desire was to go to mass at the church.

The other situation was in a seminar given by the Puerto Rico Hospital Association. They invited a psychologist who was promoting the concept of health education in elementary grades at schools. The chairs in the seminar were oriented in the same way that they were in my dream. I remember the dream with elementary school age children, in uniforms looking attentively to the front.

MAY 19, 1993 – Dreamed last night with dark clouds in the sky; they were increasing in size and occupying almost all of it. In the periphery there is light. It is in a city where I see tall buildings. Others are also looking to the sky. When I look to the place where the light is, what I see is that the darkness is spreading rapidly. My impression while sleeping was that we were seeing something not natural. It seemed the end of times. The dark shadows representing evil; the light representing good.

JUNE 12, 1993 – During the past weeks I was traveling outside of Puerto Rico. My thoughts are about God, but I didn’t have time to write. During this time I was


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thinking about the dream of June 19, 1993. The ideas in my mind were: The dark clouds of the dream could represent our souls. Our souls in sin look like a mass of dark clouds. When we repent and ask God to pardon our sins, the light enters our soul. Still, there is darkness in it. The light represents the presence of God; the darkness represents the presence of the spirits of evil. We are in peril. Darkness is covering our souls. It separates us from the light of the Holy Spirit. I hope for the light to cover all my soul and to clear it from all darkness. I know that I have to pray more and avoid sin. I do not want my soul covered with darkness. I want to fill it with the Holy Spirit. But I am weak. I feel I am not worthy of the Grace of God. I feel inside me this struggle between good and evil. My efforts will be in order to maintain my soul in the path of goodness. My advice for you my brothers, my sons and daughters, is to pray frequently in order to triumph over evil. The struggle between good and evil is constant and intense. The Holy Spirit gives us strength to prevail. We have to ask Him to come to our souls and protect us from the evil spirits.

JUNE 13, 1993 – At Mass, prior to the Communion, I felt the presence of our Lord Jesus. I had intense goose bumps and a feeling of plenitude and love filling all of me. I felt at peace, knowing the divine presence of our Lord.

JUNE 15, 1993 – I attended a healing session called “Walking over Water - Mission of Jesus.” My worries before going there were about my son Richard. I remembered the dream where Jesus told Richard and me to walk over the waters to reach Him; that was at the other side. I started walking over the waters and called Richard to follow me.


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My deep desire was to leave Richard in the hands of Jesus, and to trust that He will be in charge of my son. My faith is that Jesus will take care of my son. To deserve this, I have to trust completely in God and even to be willing to walk over water trusting Jesus. JUNE 23, 1993 – Fixed ideas in my mind since yesterday morning: As a result of our human nature, our souls must be like the souls in my dream. Our souls look like the central mass of darkness with light in the periphery. To renew it, so it has the resemblance of God, we have to implore for the presence of His Holy Spirit. We have to give our souls to our Lord Jesus and ask His Holy Spirit to change it and fill it with light. Only the presence of the Holy Spirit can change it. Our soul changes progressively to the light and peace of the Holy Spirit. The renewal of our soul is necessary. Without it our soul will continue to be a mass of darkness and sorrow. Hell is the absence of the presence of God. The soul in darkness is a soul of evil. Evil is darkness and wickedness. That soul will go to hell for eternity. We have to decide which will be our future. If we follow our tendencies to do evil, our soul will be in darkness and will suffer for eternity. We cannot be so blind that for temporal animal pleasures we decide to stay in sin and darkness. We have to struggle constantly to overcome the tendencies to do evil that appear occasionally in our lives. I have to repeat again what is happening:

Jesus came to the world to help us. He came to show us the path to God. For us, He suffered the most painful sacrifice. Jesus is God in human flesh. He sends us His Holy


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Spirit to strengthen our souls. In His presence, we will be renewed. The path of goodness is a path of change. We have to change our sinful nature to a soul full of grace that is the presence of God in our lives. With His presence, we will live a life full of virtues that will give us peace, happiness and health.

Jesus left for us in His words the path to renew our soul. It is written in the Bible. If we follow His example and pray every day, we can defeat evil. Let us ask for the presence of the Holy Spirit to strengthen our soul so we can defeat evil. We have to read Jesus’ words in the Bible; we have to pray constantly and we have to stay away from the world’s confusion in order to triumph in this struggle between good and evil.

The love of Jesus and His Holy Spirit is our only hope, and Jesus is waiting for us to hear His call and follow His lead. That way we will be saved. Our soul will start as a little light that eventually will grow and finally will go to be united with God’s light. After we start renewing our souls, we have to go to our fellow humans and with them pray and praise our God. The faith of our neighbors will help our faith to grow. We can understand them better with love in our hearts.

In order to help us renew our souls, Jesus stayed with us in the Eucharist. We need to receive Him frequently. We will recognize His presence during Communion. His peace and love will invade our souls with overwhelming happiness. This will help us in staying on the ‘good path’. I am going


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to do a comparison of the path of good to the path that Jesus followed that is taught in the mysteries of the Holy Rosary. If we follow that path, we are following the path of goodness that Jesus left for us.

All the Mysteries described in the Rosary are like examples left for us from Jesus and the Virgin Mary. If we follow a similar path, our souls will be renewed. The Glory and Joyful Mysteries are similar in that it is the announcement or the start of our soul in its renewal. Our souls will be eventually in a state of Grace as the Virgin Mary was after the Announcement. With the Resurrection of Jesus, the Transformation of His Body to a glorious body occurred. This was Jesus’ triumph over death. That way He saved us. Our souls in union with the Holy Spirit will triumph over death and will be eternal. Our soul changes in the presence of the Holy Spirit. This change is to a soul full of virtues. Eventually we will live a life full of virtues as the Virgin Mary lived.

The Virgin Mary is the work of excellence of the Holy Spirit. The first Mystery of Sorrow shows us that we have to suffer in order to obtain a soul full of Grace. We have to pray and tell God that we want to be with Him. We have to promise Him that we will do His Will in our daily lives. Prayer will take us to God’s presence and the renewal of our soul will be in its way.

First is the Announcement, and we analyze the price to be paid for the presence of God in our lives. We accept the death to earthy matters. Our soul is renewed progressively. With the presence of the Holy Spirit we are resurrected.


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In summary, the path will be: Announcement - Agony and Prayer - Resurrection.

In the analysis of the Second Mysteries, I see the following teaching: When we go to visit our neighbors with the news that we have received Jesus in our lives, we can suffer criticism. Our neighbors can make us suffer with their words or behavior. They could be scornful and bad. This can be flagellation for our spirit, as they offend us with their blindness and doubts. This can occur even within our family. We have to suffer this in silence following Jesus’ example. If we triumph, we will see that our soul rises to know God. The path in the Second Mysteries will be: Visiting our neighbors – Flagellation – Ascension of our soul to God.

The path in the Third Mysteries where we remember Jesus’ birth inspires me to think the following: Jesus comes to our lives. This is followed by mortification from our neighbors. We are different beings with Jesus in our lives. We are more spiritual; we respect the Commandments of God. The criticism and scorn that we receive is a crowning of our soul with thorns. The path in the Third Mysteries is: We have to love our neighbors and pardon them as Jesus did. If we do that, we will be rewarded with the presence of the Holy Spirit in our lives. The sequence: Birth of Jesus in our souls - Mockery and mortification from neighbors - The Holy Spirit’s arrival to the soul.

About the Fourth Mysteries, I think of the following teachings: We present our souls to God in the Church. Doing this we are accepting our daily cross. If we triumph over evil living a life of love and sacrifice, God will reward us


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with a soul full of virtues and give us the prize of Grace. Our souls will change with the light of Grace, and it will have a resemblance of the soul of The Virgin Mary. She is a beautiful example for us to follow. The path is to present our soul to God, follow the daily cross in our lives with love to God and our neighbors. Our soul finally will be renewed and filled with the virtues of the Virgin Mary. The sequence of this Fourth Mysteries will be: Presentation – Cross – Soul’s renewal with the virtues from the Holy Spirit.

In relation to the Fifth Mysteries, my thoughts are the following: Child Jesus goes to Church. I think that we must follow His example and go to Church. There we will receive the teachings we need. We have to learn from the religious leaders. We have to learn about the Words of God. The message could be also that Jesus will visit the temple of our soul when we ask for Him. Then we have to die to the world. Our neighbors will do everything in their power to stop us from doing so. They will even try to kill our soul. But if we triumph and we kill the evil tendencies in our souls, God will crown us with the Crown of Glory. The sequence in the fifth Mysteries is as follows: Jesus goes to the temple of our soul - We kill the evil tendencies in our lives - Crown of Glory from God.

In summary, first we know about salvation then we pass to struggle and sacrifice. If we triumph, our soul will be renewed and it will change to a soul full of Grace. We will have a soul full of love that in the union of the Holy Spirit will be at peace and in happiness. The life of a good Christian can be summarized in the following way:


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He receives the Announcement of the presence of Jesus. This is followed by prayer and agony for the death to material things. His soul is changing. The soul that was dead, now resurrects. For the soul of this Christian, salvation starts. He goes and visits his neighbors and tells them about his conversion. Most of the neighbors will make him feel badly. If the Christian stays on the ‘good path’, he will find God in His thoughts. With prayer, he will know more about God.

The good Christian is aware that God is alive. Jesus living in us can be felt in different ways. But still some neighbors give him trouble. Even in his family he could be criticized. He continues praying, and the Holy Spirit enters his soul and fills it with Grace. His soul is strengthened in the ‘good path’. He offers his soul to God, but still he is in this world. He has to carry his daily cross. After doing that, he feels his soul filled with happiness and peace. His heart is changing. From a heart of rock he now has a tender heart, full of love for his neighbors.

The grace present in his soul will fill him with virtues. He goes to church more frequently. The material world loses its appeal to him. If the good Christian follows this path until death, we can say that God will be waiting for his soul. He will be for eternity in the union of God. We shall follow the example of this good Christian. God bless you.

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JULY 9, 1993 – During the past week in my mind is the idea that our animal instincts have been altered and are being manipulated by evil spirits. In animals, their instincts do not make them wicked. We were contaminated due to Eve’s disobedience. Evil entered our lives, and since then we are capable of wicked behavior.

For example, let us think of the instinct of feeding ourselves (hunger). Its alteration leads us to gluttony. Another instinct that is altered in our behavior is the sexual instinct. Evil spirits guide us to lust. You can see all the bad behavior in regard to this instinct in the human race. The instinct of procreation has been altered in humans. You don’t see aberrant behavior such as homosexuality in superior species of animals. We can look at all the instincts and compare them with the instincts of animals, and we can see that in humans they have been altered by evil.

Let us evaluate the maternal instinct. In humans, women are capable of killing their children. Even the female lawyer who defended abortion as a right for women in the United States of America killed the child in her womb to continue her studies. In magazines this is referred to as normal behavior. It is an alteration of the maternal instinct. The maternal instinct is for caring and protecting the child conceived in the womb. Abortion is unnatural. Evil spirits must be acting over those “mothers”.

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about the gregarious instinct or the instinct to live together in a community. Following their ego and their pride, humans are egocentric. They can cause harm to other humans. Following their avarice, humans are egocentric and prefer to live alone or with their peers. How can we avoid the influence of the evil spirits? I will tell you about that another day.

JULY 11, 1993 – The phrase on my awakening on June 29 comes again to my mind when I awoke. “The Word became flesh and lived with us.” I know that I have to write about that. I think that my Lord is telling me that the human being only can be renewed and cured with the presence of the Holy Spirit in them. God saw our suffering and confusion and decided to come as a human being to this world. Our nature was so contaminated that He came to save us. After His “death” and Resurrection, Jesus sent His Holy Spirit to stay with us. He also left for us His example written by His Apostles in words we find in The Bible. He left for us the path to follow. Following this path, which is described in the Mysteries of the Rosary, we will be renewed and finally will go to live with Him for eternity.

The example that Jesus left for us was of humility, sacrifice, diligence in work and prayer and mostly of love. The Spirit of love of Jesus came after His “death” to live with us and to strengthen our souls so we can follow His example. The only thing we have to do is to call for His presence and He will be with us. Our nature will change to its original nature of goodness, the one we had before being contaminated. When we fill ourselves with love, the tendencies to do evil disappear. For example: wrath will be controlled by love. We will pardon offenses with Jesus in


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our lives. We will try to be just in all situations. With the presence of the Holy Spirit, our will is strengthened and we will control all evil tendencies.

Women with the presence of the Holy Spirit will protect their creatures. The maternal instinct will follow love and goodness. Abortion will end when all mothers are filled with the Holy Spirit. Their love will be in charge of their decisions. This seems impossible, but we must have hope that Jesus is with us and He will clear all of us from this confusion. We will have peace eventually. We are not alone. Jesus is with us. He is with us, helping us in the struggle against evil.

Our Powerful God and His Spirit are protecting us. Open your eyes. Call for His help. He is as near as a prayer. He will answer your thoughts. The struggle against evil is in our hearts; in our souls. Here is where our change for good starts. It is important that all human beings know that Jesus and His Holy Spirit are with us. He will strengthen our souls against evil. With the union of our soul with the Holy Spirit, we will have that strength. We will be happy; at peace and love. Our souls will be filled with virtues. We must be witnesses of the presence of the Holy Spirit in our time. In this way, we will be the light for others, so they can see that the help they need is at their hands. Call for the Holy Spirit, and you will be healed. Amen.

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first words that I found are from a teaching in relation to the Eucharist: “When Eucharist is celebrated, we have to remember that Jesus shared the risk of the human existence, and at the same time we strengthen our hope in His strength and in salvation. We live in communion, because we know that God is with us and He guarantees security in the final triumph.”

These words are like a summary of what I wrote in previous pages. Another way we can see the presence of God in our time is in some of our neighbors; in their actions of love. We can see love in their eyes. It is like we are seeing God in their loving stare. When we observe their love, we can feel easily united with them. Where God is not present, we should remind them about Him with our actions of love. We have to be the Apostles of our time. We have to announce the Good News of the presence of Jesus helping us. We shall not antagonize them. We have to love and accept them. I see four ways that the presence of God can be seen:

1- In our neighbors.2- In a community of love where God is the center.3- In His Words: “The Word became flesh and lived

with us.” 4- In the Eucharist.

I will try to explain this last form. During Consecration, the words of the Priest are: “And Jesus, the day before His passion, while at the table with His disciples, took bread, gave thanks, divided it and gave it to the disciples saying: ‘Take and eat of it, because this is My body that will be delivered


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for you ’.” At the moment of consecration of the wine, the priest continues: “In the same way he took the chalice full of wine, gave thanks with the prayer of blessing and passed it to the disciples saying: ‘Take and drink of it, because this is the chalice of My blood that will be poured for you and all men, for the pardon of their trespasses. Do this in My memory’.”

These words were the ones in my mind; they were repeated in my dreams on June 29, 1993. I know that my soul received instructions that night. What is happening to me is very out-of-the-ordinary. I know that I am on a spiritual path. I feel my conversion, and I know that I have touched the spiritual planes. This occurs especially in my dreams. I have seen the Virgin Mary and Jesus in my dreams. I know that God has spoken to me in them. I recognize the presence of angel instructors in my dreams. They speak to my soul while I am sleeping. When I awake, I remember some of the phrases. I have to write them immediately, because I soon forget them. The messages are not clear, but they become clearer as time passes.

Now I want to repeat to you that Jesus is present in the Eucharist. He is present for all humans. Communion is for all humans. Communion should not be denied to humans. They need Jesus in their lives. Jesus came to clean our souls. He came to cure humans from sin. He did not came to clean what was already clean. He came to clean the dirt in our souls caused by sin. He came to clean dirty souls. That is why even to Judas He gave His body and blood in the forms of the bread and wine. Communion must be offered to everyone. I feel that the denial of Communion to some humans is wrong. The Catholic Church is causing this wrong, when the blessings of


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Communion are denied to some people. Those souls cannot benefit of the pardon of their sins and the cleaning of their souls. I am referring to people full of love in their hearts that for earthy causes are denied to receive the Body of Christ. They need to strengthen their souls. Jesus is present in their souls also. The strength that Communion gives is necessary for all people that have called Jesus into their lives. Jesus offered everybody His Body and His Blood. He didn’t tell Judas: “Repent or I will not give you the bread and wine with My presence in them.” He gave Communion to Judas also.

I know that the Catholic Church is refusing the blessings of Communion that are denied to some people in order to avoid sacrilege in Communion. But the relation between Jesus and a soul is a private matter. In the dialog between that soul and Jesus nobody should interfere. You can, however, offer advice and teachings about the presence of Jesus in those forms.

What happens in that moment of Communion should be between Jesus and the soul. The dialogue must exist only in that union. Nobody should interfere. Jesus is alive in the Eucharist. He is there for all humans that implore His presence. We all need Him. We must do His will. JULY 19, 1993 – During a past morning I recognized the phrase in my mind: “You are dust and to dust you will be converted”. So many worries and so many struggles for our bodies, and it will be dust eventually. Our spirits will be free after death. Some will go to heaven and will be happy forever. Others will remain in darkness where they will


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suffer eternally. I ask for God’s protection while I follow the path of good and to fill my soul with Virtues. Virtues help us overcome evil. In the phrase received, God is reminding me that my body will be dust someday. He is telling me to not waste my time on things that are not important; that what is really important is my soul, and that I have to care for it. He will help me in doing so. “Thanks my God, because that protection is what I feel in my heart. You are with us and take care of us. I must not be afraid and deliver my soul to You for Your care. Powerful and omnipotent God, You love us so much that You are present in this world caring for all of us. Help me my God, because I am weak and I need You. Amen.”

Today I went to the Holy Mountain and I found peace. Two beautiful things occurred to me. One was that I saw the hummingbird near the place of the three crosses. I was praying the Rosary when I saw it. I felt the presence of the Virgin Mary. The other was that I was witness of how easy a Community of Love can be started. People that did not know each other were present at the well. They went there independently. A leader asked for our attention and we finished praying the Rosary together. We were in union. I think that Jesus and Virgin Mary were present. We all finished shaking hands and giving each other best wishes. Love was present in all eyes. We were like brothers and sisters. The leader was full of the love of Jesus. That small experience gives me hope in the union of humans. The only thing that humans have to do is implore the presence of Jesus and He will change us.


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JULY 22, 1993 – Phrase in my mind when I awoke: “The rejected rock came to be the angular rock.” All day I have been thinking about the meaning of it. First I thought what shape an angular rock must have. I remembered the chapel that the Virgin Mary ordered the visionaries to construct at Sabana Grande, Puerto Rico. They constructed it with seven sides. At the roof, two inclined sides meeting at the center. Two lateral sides, one side in the back, the other side in the front, and the last one represented by the floor. I think that these sides could represent the virtues we need to protect it. Our soul is the center. I recognize as most important for this protection are: Humility, Charity, Chastity, Generosity, Patience, Diligence and Temperance or Moderation. The angular rock must have seven sides, each one of them representing the virtues we need to overcome evil. We need the Holy Spirit in it for our protection. Jesus is the angular rock of His Church. His Church is formed by the union of all souls with Him.

On a previous morning, the word upon my awakening was: “Gardener”. I remembered that at church the past Sunday, the Priest talked about gardeners. He told us that we have to be the gardeners of our souls. We have to strip out all wickedness from it. We should leave only the good things; the right behavior. The gardener is the one that cares for the plants. I think that the meaning of this word for me today is that Jesus is the gardener of our souls. The only thing we have to do to have a beautiful soul, is to give Him access to it and implore Him to care for it. The Holy Spirit starts working in our souls. He will change it to a beautiful soul full of virtues. He will plant virtues, love, peace and His


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gifts in our souls. Our efforts shall be only to have faith and trust that He will help us to overcome evil.

Jesus is the gardener of our souls. This is the time when He is collecting the good “wheat” and discarding the weeds. He will take the good souls with Him at the end of times. We have to leave our souls in His hands for Him to care for. Amen.

JULY 29, 1993 – The thought that Jesus is the angular rock persists in my mind. Something I have left out: Jesus is the important part of the Church. Without Him, there is no Church.

AUGUST 12, 1993 – Other phrase in my mind, that has persisted, is: “Accepted Voluntarily.” I know it refers to the phrase in the Holy Mass at Communion: “When He was going to be delivered to His Passion, He accepted voluntarily.” I think that the spiritual instructors are insisting that the sacrifice of Jesus was accepted voluntarily by Him. We forget that God does not need anything. His great love for humans was what moved Him to suffer for us in the human flesh of Jesus. His sacrifice was accepted voluntarily. He saved us. He showed us that for love, you can suffer voluntarily.

I think that my spiritual instructors are giving me theology classes. When I looked in the book for Mass, I found in the Eucharist prayer that I have left out the important phrase: “Accepted Voluntarily.” The phrase is followed by: “He took bread, and giving thanks divided it, gave it to His disciples saying: ‘take and eat all, because this is My body,


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that will be delivered for you’.” I remembered now the important words: ‘Accepted Voluntarily’.

AUGUST 21, 1993 – Sadness is lack of faith. Our Lord tells us to abandon ourselves in His arms and trust Him. Something is wrong with humans, that for us it is so difficult to trust. We are bound to sadness. Since we were children, we suffer in the hands of others. Some humans betray us and we lose trust. This lack of trust goes deep into our souls. Sometimes we forget the cause of it. But we do not trust. This makes us unhappy. Our soul needs to be renewed in order to trust again. This renewal is only possible in the presence of the Holy Spirit. We need to fill our soul with love and good feelings toward our fellow humans. The soul in union with God, with His love and peace, can be happy again. God is asking us to trust in Him. He is offering us His love and peace. We have to trust Him and leave our souls in His hands for protection and for peace.

I have to tell you that for me, it is very difficult to trust. There are still shadows of the past in my soul. Still there is confusion. But I know that only the Spirit of Jesus can heal me. I have to pray for His help. We are weak, and alone we cannot triumph over the evil spirits. Beside this, Jesus’ Holy Spirit has given us the love of His Mother. She will help us. She will be our loving Mother. We have to go to Her for protection. We can tell Her all of our problems. She is also alive and waiting for our call of help. She will help us in resolving our problems, and will give us hope and trust. I feel that trust is the more difficult virtue to achieve, but we have to have it in order to be happy in union with our Creator. We have to pray daily to have trust. Faith and trust


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are very important Virtues. We need them to be at peace.

Besides the Virgin Mary, angels are coming to help us. I think that the dream in which I saw angels coming to earth and spraying us with light is a reality. The spirits of evil are powerful, and for that reason, angels are coming to protect us. The War between good and evil is also between the celestial beings. We have to speak to the angels, especially to our guardian angel.

Other beings that can help us are the Saints. They can intercede for us. They left an example that we can follow. With their teachings and examples, we grow spiritually. They are alive in their glorious being. It is difficult for us to contact them. For them, it is easier to guide us. Let us ask for the help of the Saints.

Finally, we can ask other human beings for help. They will help us in gaining faith and trust. Our sadness will eventually disappear. We will grow in love. With love, our relations with other human beings will improve. We will have peace. With Jesus in our hearts, the sadness will disappear. We will be full of love and peace. We are not alone. Jesus is with us. He will protect us.

AUGUST 22, 1993 – Three words upon awakening: Reconciliation – Vigilance – Renovation.

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have hope. Faith and charity are necessary for our souls. Selfishness is a powerful tendency to do wrong. It is present in our lives. We have to fight constantly with selfishness in order avoid sin. To help us overcome selfishness, we have to grow in charity. When we think only about ourselves, we are unhappy. We have to think about the needs of others. That will make us happy. We have to renew our souls to grow in love and charity. It is a difficult task. We need the help of the Holy Spirit. We are contaminated with evil. The Holy Spirit will clean us.

In my case, selfishness makes me very unhappy. As soon as I start thinking about others with love, I feel happy again. Selfishness wants to overpower our soul. We have to struggle with it. Growing in charity and not thinking constantly about ourselves will help us clear our mind and control our ego. For that, we need the help of Jesus. We have to try to understand and help our neighbors. We have to help them. Doing so, we will feel happy and at peace. About the words: Reconciliation, Vigilance and Renovation, I think that they are the path to Salvation. That is the path that Jesus is showing us to renew our souls and clear it from evil. We need the light of the Holy Spirit for this. Reconciliation is when we are aware of our sins and repent asking God to pardon us. Vigilance is staying with the presence of the Holy Spirit in our souls and not sinning more. Renovation is the change of our soul from a soul in darkness to a soul with the light of God. This renovation is progressive, and is the work of the Holy Spirit acting in us. We have to use our free will to stay on this path. We have


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to make Jesus the most important goal of our lives. With Jesus, we will not sin and we will be eager to follow God’s Commandments. Let us deliver our souls to Jesus for them to be renewed. We will be in union with God and His Holy Spirit for eternity. Amen.

DECEMBER 2, 1993 - During the past months I have suffered confusion, but I know that my soul is healing. I saw the darkness that sin has caused to my soul. Still I have to struggle with the evil spirits, but I am guided by the light of Jesus.

My will is firm in following Jesus. The Holy Spirit is guiding me. The struggle is difficult and constant. On occasions, I have felt hate. I struggle with that feeling. I don’t like it. Hate is what distinguishes the followers of evil. Love is our salvation. Love distinguishes the followers of Jesus our Lord.

When we receive the Holy Spirit in our souls, God marks us for Heaven. Remember that God is one with three Divine Beings: Jesus left His spirit with us. Jesus saved me. His Holy Spirit is now in charge of my soul. His light clears my mind and overcomes the feelings of hate and vengeance that try to invade my soul. This is a hard struggle. Sometimes it has its crisis moments. It is intense. But, the Holy Spirit is with me and guides me.

I know that He is also guiding my husband. My husband is also in a process of healing. Every night he reads me a book about the Holy Spirit. These moments are sublime with spiritual union while he is reading. I pray to God to give


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him the strength to overcome evil. On the occasions when I despair, I consult The Bible. Always I find something to calm myself. The Holy Spirit is guiding me. I try to follow His advice, but sometimes it has been difficult to stay on the ‘good path’.

I think that I started with a profound conversion when I received our Lord Jesus as the most important part of my life. From there, I passed to a process of healing. I know that Jesus will save me and will lead me to plenitude of spirit. Little by little, I am cleansing my soul. Still, there is darkness to clear. Evil spirits try to confuse me. Sometimes I feel like they are trying to surround and invade me. On those occasions, I pray and they leave me alone. Then, the Holy Spirit comes to my aid and I feel happy and secure again. My trust is that with a prayer, God, the Virgin Mary, the angels, and the Saints are within our reach. They will protect us.

DECEMBER 6, 1993 – “Till now I have not comprehended, my God, that to deserve your protection, I have to die to the world. I have to defeat my ego. In order for Your Spirit to invade my soul, I have overcome my will and permit that Your Will be my guide. For Jesus to be with me I have to die to the world. If I do not do so, the evil spirits will try to own my soul. My soul needs to be filled with love to overcome the feelings of hate and vengeance.” This is my struggle, as it is the struggle of my fellow humans.

Happiness is with Jesus Christ. At first, this happiness is painful due to our human nature. Our human nature guides us to satiate the appetites of the flesh. Our flesh struggles with our spirit. Our spirit recognizes that salvation and peace are


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only possible with the union with the Holy Spirit. The super ego - the ‘me’ - is the enemy of our soul. To triumph in this struggle, we have to defeat the ego. We have to defeat pride, envy, egoism, and avoid excesses in eating and drinking that lead to gluttony and alcoholism. As I have told myself before, to defeat these tendencies, I need to die to the world and ask for Jesus’ protection. Please help me, God.”

The Spirit of Jesus is the light that I have described before that enters our soul, clears it, and fills it with peace and happiness. The darkness will disappear eventually. With the Holy Spirit of God present in our souls, the darkness will be cleared. Evil spirits are afraid of the light of God. The ego is what struggles inside us when we are on the path of salvation. The ego battles, and sometimes convinces us to follow it. Sometimes it confuses us with absurd ideas. The evil spirits play with our souls. We hear: “How you permit that humiliation?” My spirit full of Jesus answers: “I love my neighbors. They do not know what they are doing. They are like robots with the wrong program.”

The only way to Salvation is a soul full with the Holy Spirit. With this union, suffering will end. We can live in Grace. Grace is the presence of the Holy Spirit. Grace protects us from the evil beings. We have to use our free will to end the wrong doing of the superego. Doing so, we will be able to deliver our soul to God with the presence of His Holy Spirit. Amen.


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Third Chapter

• Messages received in January 2007• Scientific messages important to

complete the human code• Messages with spiritual content• Narration of my experiences, with the

scientific knowledge of the reality of our being

• Spirit and robot in constant dialogue

After the narration of part of my experiences in 1993, I will continue with the narration of my experiences in January 2007. I will follow a chronological order. I will try to write about my feelings during that month.

On January 3, 2007, in a dream I saw that I was starting to go down the mountain I saw in one of my first dreams with spiritual meaning. That dream was the one in which the Virgin Mary told me to go up that mountain, and that when I reached the top, I would see the most important thing of our lives. In the dream, I was carrying a heavy load. In that dream, when I reached the top, I saw light at the other side of the mountain, and I heard voices full of happiness. I was told in the dream of January 3, 2007 that going down


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the mountain would be easier for me. In my hands, I was carrying something like a light sparkling stick. I think that this stick with light represents matter filled with the light of the Spirit. I was told that I have to give it to the other humans; that they need it. This dream filled me with peace. All of my experiences with dreams and messages have been a miracle. All the work I had to do going up the mountain was worth it, because of the importance of the message of light given to me for humanity when I reached the top.

On January 4, 2007 in my dream I hear again “Hemoglobin.” When I read about it, I found that the hemoglobin coming out of the brain has half of the oxygen than the hemoglobin coming in. This goes with my theory that the oxidative process in the brain is occurring with great intensity and proportion. ‘Norma Robot’, a little confused, did not see how simple the meaning of this message was. She wrote two pages about hemoglobin with facts that were not the important ones. I am going to include them, to show you that at that time, my spirit and my robot still had a communication problem.

‘Norma’ found that the erythrocytes of the newborn had half of the capacity for reduction that the adult. ‘Norma’ also found that the erythrocytes of the newborn have more affinity to oxygen than the adult erythrocytes. I wrote down that the charged amino acids in the periphery of hemoglobin react with water, forming unions with it. You can see that ‘Norma Robot’ was a little lost. Poor robot! She had the best intentions, but she did not see the clear message coming from her spirit. This difficulty in communication is


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created by previous experiences that create interferences and information passage blocks.

January 17, 2007 – I received the moment I awoke: “Wisdom comes from God.” Wisdom does not come with confusion. It comes with the love of God, and we can feel it. Prior to this message, I had several messages of scientific nature left in my dreams. I am going to write them down, but I will not discuss them. I do not want to confuse you. I will explain the scientific messages, if I feel it is necessary.

January 6, 2007 – “Figure like a ‘T’, but a ‘fat’ ‘T’.” Could be related to tRNA.

January 7, 2007 – “Protein Kinases.”

January 8, 2007 – “Phospholipids.”

January 12, 2007 – “They are molecules of interaction” I have to write the message of January 9, 2007 down completely. This message is one of the proofs or confirmation that I what I write is the truth. In the dream that night, I saw the Virgin Mary coming with angels. She is bringing me a bouquet of beautiful roses in a flower pot. That day I wrote: “I remember what I wrote before, when I compared the virtues with roses. These roses that the Virgin Mary was bringing me could represent the Virtues. But the roses of my dream are more. They could also represent the Mysteries of the Rosary. There are 1�, and they are a gift from the Virgin


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Mary to help us on our path to God and to maintain us in union with Him.”

January 13, 2007 – “Willis Polygon”. This message cleared in my mind the image I saw in a previous dream. Looking for Willis Polygon, that is a vascular formation at the base of the brain, I found a very important image. It was the confirmation of the source of positrons in the center of the brain. This image is an image of a Positron Emission Tomography of the brain. I found it in the book The Human Brain (El Cerebro Humano), Third Edition, by John Nolte, page 85, figure 5-10.

The explanation of the image as follows: Localization of positrons in the brain: A collision between a positron and an electron causes the emission of photons (gamma rays). Simultaneous detections placing a pair of detectors show the existence of a source of positrons in X. The X in the image is shown in the center of the brain. I included that image at the end of the book Human Software-Scientific Revelation with other very important images.

The place of the X in the brain is where the cerebral ventricles and the tissues near them (choroid plexus) are located. In relation to the dream of the roses in a flower pot, I have to narrate to you a miracle that occurred one month later.

On February 14, 2007 my husband gave me a bouquet of roses in a flower pot. Those flowers stayed alive for one month in the flower pot. Still today, one year later, I have those roses in my office. After more than one month,


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they started to dry, but they did not close. They still look beautiful, and still their scent permeates the air. They still look beautiful.

On February 14, 2007 when I was leaving my office, instead of taking the roses home, I offered them to the Virgin Mary and I placed them in a table near an image of Her in my office. The flowers were beautiful and like new for one month, although they were only in plain water. After a week, my secretary Marie observed that the roses were alive. I told her that this was not natural, because roses die in less than one week. We commented about this with other administrative employees of Hospital Hermanos Meléndez. Each day, they came to observe the flowers. We started praying near them, individually.

On that St. Valentines Day, my husband gave me another bouquet of roses in another flower pot. I left that bouquet in the office in another place. I did not offer them to the Virgin Mary. Those roses died in less than one week as expected. I took pictures of both bouquets, about 10 days after they were brought to my office. We called the flower shop and asked if they put something different in that bouquet for preservation. They told us that no, that in their experience all roses in flower pots die within one week. We were seeing something that was not natural. We were seeing a miracle. I was feeling very happy and grateful to the Virgin Mary. She was doing something miraculous, helping me with the credibility of my peers in my place of work. Every day this past year, when I am in my office, I go near the pot where I have those roses and I thank the Virgin for that precious gift.


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January 14, 2007 – “Triumvirate” “Euchariotic” I asked my guides before going to sleep to clear my mind in regard to something I read in a genetics text. I asked if it was possible that the virus of evil could be transmitted by the genetic material of the mitochondria of the ovum. In the dream I received ‘Euchariotic’. Euchariotic means ‘perfect nucleus’. I thought that they were telling me that the virus of evil was in the genes of the X chromosome.

Today as I write this, I think that probably what they were telling me was that if the nucleus is perfect, then the virus is in other genetic material of the zygote. Today, I see that I still am not clear where it is. Time and the good scientists of the human genome will tell us eventually where it is. I asked my spiritual instructors for a signal that I was still on the path of truth. When I awoke after dreaming, I received two phrases from a popular song. It was in Spanish and it was a message of love:

Monchín del alma si sabes que te quieroMonchín de alma si sabes que te adoro

Translating and changing the name in the song it is:

“Norma of the soul do you know that I love you.”“Norma of the soul do you know that I adore you.”

They love me. I am on the right path and in good hands. After those phrases, I saw an image of a beautiful sparkling bright light. This was a gift of love. I thank my spiritual instructors from deep within my spirit.


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I relate flowers to the Virgin Mary. In relation of the word triumvirate, I think in several triumvirates, beginning with the interaction of the energy of the nucleic acids of the DNA and RNA and the messenger proteins in the human body. Another triumvirate is the one in our being: Spirit, the computer or robot, and the software that brings the messages from the spirit to the robot.

Another – and the most sublime – triumvirate: God the Father, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit. Another triumvirate: my spiritual guides, my humble person and other humans of the world. This message, from my guides, is for them: “To be good so their spirits will be free, and can go to be in union with the beings of light that have come to help them.”

January 18, 2007 – The message received in dreams that night revealed the immense love of God: A powerful God that loves us so much, but also is against evil in humans. The message was in the union of three languages: “Ne pas possible que alguien haga algo asi en este mundo. Ne pas possible que alguien lo guie.” All translated into English: “It is not possible that someone does something like this in the world. It is not possible that someone will guide it.”

I thought about human cloning. God is telling us that if humans do this, no spirit will be assigned to guide it. It will be an animal. No spirit will incarnate in a clone of a human. God’s mercy could end for humans if we do not do what is correct.

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have to confess to you that ‘Norma Robot’ is very difficult to guide. Sometimes she is disobedient. She must be confused. Today, a year later, she still hasn’t read about this message. The awakening of my spirit can be described as periods of somnolence, alternating with periods of awakening.

January 20, 2007 – Figure of a cranium in my dream. Semicircular lines within it. They represent the entrance of energy. The word ‘peace’ is superimposed on the bright lines. We need peace in order that the entrance of energy is harmonious. I saw the word in Spanish – paz – superimposed over the semicircular bright lights. I wrote that day: “This could be interpreted that I need peace to continue receiving the messages. Yesterday was a day of tension for me at the Hospital. Could this be the last interpretation?” January 23, 2007 – About what I wrote that day: I have to tell you that I felt that it was so important, that I wrote it in the epilogue of the book Human Software-Scientific Revelation that was already delivered to the publisher. My spirit cleared the confusion that I was still having at the end of 2006. That day I wrote: About the symbolic figure I saw in my dream of December 29, 2006, I have to explain that my first interpretations were wrong. Thinking that the second figure seen that night was the RNA, I looked in the book Human Genome, on the pages where retrovirus is discussed. There I saw the figure in my dream of December 29, 2007. I saw there both figures of the dream. The round one (circle) was the image of a retrovirus. The other figure was of the filaments representing the RNA. When I read in the book about retrovirus and I analyzed the messages in my dreams,


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I concluded that the genetic change that causes evil must be a retrovirus: A virus in our computer, or robot.

The virus is pieces of DNA that after entering the host cell changes to the negative of the human DNA. Then, when it enters the nucleus, it goes and changes the human DNA and substitutes it. The virus changes the normal human code for its code. The cell gets sick, and follows the new code. The cell starts dividing wildly.

Many studies and research have been done in regard to AIDS (Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome). AIDS is caused by a retrovirus. The most effective treatment for AIDS has been one that prevents the virus entering the nucleus of the infected cells. This cure prevents that the virus from changing the normal human DNA or normal human code. Research is ongoing in regard to this behavior of the retrovirus that causes some types of cancer. The cancerous cell can be cured if the normal code is given back to it.

In this research, plasmids with the normal human code have been used. When they enter the infected cell (cells with cancer), the mRNA with the normal code is formed. It passes to the nucleus, changing the code to normal again. Bone marrow transfusions in cases of leukemia also change the code in the infected cell to normal. Bone marrow cells have the normal human code. Also, the stem cells of the blood of the host that have been obtained before the infection can revert the abnormal code to the normal human code. Research is ongoing, in respect to the viral ethiology of cancer and its cure.


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After the code of the cancer cells is changed to normal, they continue dividing in a normal way. Some types of cancer cured with this method are sarcomas, lymphomas and leukemia. You can read about this in medical books, especially in genetic texts. I am sure that in the future, the gene or genes that are affected with the retrovirus of evil (program of evil) will be known. I know that the cure using treatments similar to those used in some genetic diseases, will be found for evil. I feel that if I continue on this quest, my spiritual scientific instructors will clear this treatment for us. I will write down everything they ‘tell’ me. Methods similar to the ones being used to revert to the abnormal code of infected cancerous cells could be used as well.

I also think that human cells resemble a computer (microcomputer). A virus can be introduced to computers, changing its code. A virus enters human cells and changes the code of the cell. Sometimes the virus kills them, but other times, as occurs with AIDS, the virus uses the cell to produce more retroviruses that pass to the blood and continue infecting other cells. The code continues substituting the human code in other cells. For now, the only cure for the virus of evil is the energy of the Holy Spirit.

January 25, 2007 – “Indole Acetic Acid.” “Experiments with chimpanzees.” I have to look for a book with information about research with chimpanzees. I have to study their DNA and their behavior; if the code is changed. I found that human DNA is similar to chimpanzee DNA. Our genetic code is similar to their genetic code. The difference with our being is that we have a spirit assigned to guide us.


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That occurred when God blew His Spirit into Adam. The spirit is the most important component of our being.

January 26, 2007 – “The energy is enough to break the bivalent bindings of water.” This is a clear message regarding the source of protons in our being. Those protons and electrons in solution are the electric current that gives us life. Electricity or electrolyte currents give life to the robot.

January 28, 2007 – “To read The Book of Job.” I read The Book of Job in the Bible. What I liked most, because I was worried about my family, was the ending. The teaching for me was that we have to speak good about those that criticize us. We have to defend them in front of God. This is what a human, in communication with his spirit, does. Jesus gave us the important words: “Forgive them, Father, because they do not know what they are doing.” I will follow Jesus’ advice.

‘Norma Robot’ has been criticized many times after her awakening. I have suffered, especially when members of my family do not believe in me. Someone believes that I am asking for attention. I tell them that I will be relieved if somebody starts talking about the same messages. But by now, and as I was told by our Lord Jesus, the most important message about our being is under my responsibility. I will do everything I can to fulfill this mission, but I confess to you that ‘Norma Robot’ sometimes is very worried about her worth for doing, so. ‘Norma Robot’ is also a little lazy, but ‘Norma Spirit’ is in charge now. I have to ask God to clear my mind from interferences and give clarity to the messages.


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I ask you to help me with your credibility. Please believe me. I ask also for the help of the Virgin Mary and the angels, so I can write about the messages without confusion for you. I will ask Them to clear the minds of those that criticize me, and I will pray to God on their behalf. That was what Job did, and God liked that very much.

That day I also wrote about important information about DNA that I found in the November, 2006 edition of Discover magazine. The article that impressed me was: ‘The New Genetics: DNA is Not your Identity’. I quote:

“Our DNA, in specific the 25,000 genes that have been identified by The Genome Project, are referred to as the book of instructions of the human body. These genes need instructions about what, where and how to do their job. A person’s hepatic cells have the same DNA as the person’s brain cells. These cells, although they have the same DNA, know the instructions of what they have to produce for their function. These instructions are not in the DNA by itself, but they are in the code that produces the proteins that are needed in each case. This code is in the markers and switches that are called epigenome. We can think of epigenome as software with a complex code that is capable of inducing changes in the DNA to manufacture a variety of proteins, cells and beings.” (November, 2006 edition of Discover magazine. I included this in the book Human Software - Scientific Revelation).

January 30, 2007 – “Who loves, gives everything, gives everything.” This is what my being, including robot


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and spirit are doing. The robot is following the spirit of love of Norma. This is a big effort. Trying to throw down the wall of incredibility and bring light to my fellow humans.

January 31 – “The more important buffer system of the organism is the bicarbonate (NaHCO3-)” I remember the message “Na at 12 hours after.” I thought that this parameter could be included in one of the researches that can be done. The first blood sample fasting, and the second after 12 hours and after a period of meditation or a healing session.

I am now going to narrate a typical morning in Norma’s life, after the knowledge of the truth of her existence. I know for sure that I am a spiritual being, so when I wake up if there is no message in my mind, I say ‘hello’ to my Creator. If I have a message, I rush to my journal to write it down before I am completely awake. I thank God after writing it. Next, the lazy ‘Norma Robot’ tries to wake up her husband between grunts and snores, and after this, she goes to wake up her grandaughter Ivonne.

The morning race starts. ‘Norma Robot’ has to take Ivonne to school at 8 AM. If Norma triumphs in this task, Richard accompanies them to Ivonne’s school. I constantly repeat to Ivonne that she is a beautiful angel and a good spiritual being. She believes me, although she tells me that I am a weird grandmother. Although she behaves well most of the time, sometimes her robot blocks her spirit and she behaves badly. That triggers ‘Norma Robot’, that also sometimes forgets about her spirit.


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After sensing her wrath, Norma gets hold of her patience. With patience, she does not burst. Richard is more patient and serves as a moderator in their little battles. He helps us both. He is also convinced that he is a spiritual being; that his mission in this world is to create big buildings. He is already the developer of two hospitals, a medical office building and a multi-floor parking building. He is doing superb in his mission. When he was a boy, he dreamed about the buildings he was going to develop. Now, he has the difficult task of making Ivonne and me function well.

My robot continues having trouble during the next hours. When I come back home after leaving Ivonne at school, on a normal day, ‘Norma Robot’ starts immediately dressing to go to work. She is programmed to go to work. That is why she refuses Richard’s invitation to go for a walk. ‘Norma Spirit’ likes to go hiking and pray at the same time. But the robot code is still with the program of going to work early. That hike will be the best to calm her. Still in automatic drive, she can’t be convinced that she must pray and calm herself before going to work.

She has to go for work from Dorado, the town where she lives, to Bayamón, the city where she works. The traffic to go there is heavy. She gets angry again with those that do not follow traffic laws, especially those that exceed the speed limit. ‘Norma Spirit’ tells her to pray the Rosary on the way to work, but the robot has made her incommunicado.

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the truth that she has is so big, that diligence and patience have come to her aid.

Another tendency to sin that shows occasionally in my morning routine is pride. This has diminished a lot. ‘Norma Robot’ is aging. What occurs when she looks in the mirror, after make-up and combing her hair, is that she likes the reflection, and forgets that what she is seeing is a robot. If she looks in the mirror before make-up, probably she will see that she is aging, and does not look so nice. Pride was attacking her. The spirit reminds her that the important part of her being cannot be shown in a mirror. The spirit reminds her that the robot will be dust someday. When the spirit and robot are in close communication, she has goose bumps all over her body. Sometimes she trembles. The spirit is so good, that even when trying to scold her, love can be felt. I have noticed that after the awakening of my spirit, I have goose bumps more frequently.

Other tendencies to sin that Norma has under her control are avarice and egoism. Her heart has opened and she loves her fellow human beings. OK, being frank, there are some people that still she cannot love. But in general, she has improved a lot. About being selfish, she is doing much better. She does not buy expensive clothes. She doesn’t carry more than $20 in her wallet, and that she has for emergencies. But frankly, she does not carry money in her wallet to avoid Ivonne and Ricardo Felipe’s temptation to take the money. Good for Norma until now.

Temperance has also come to her life. No more heavy meals for Norma. No more social drinking. She is allowed


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only 2 cups of wine during the week. She has achieved moderation in this respect. That has been helpful in losing weight and having a clear mind. The tendency of lust for her never has been a problem. Her Christian upbringing and teachings have been clear in this respect. She is conscious that she is a spiritual being. Also, having low estrogen helps her. She has always being a good and faithful woman.

Let us consider the tendencies on which Norma has to work. Wrath is the chief complaint. When somebody tries to humiliate her, it makes her angry. She has to hold herself not to fight, verbally or physically, with the intruder. Patience comes to her aid. Love applies its brakes. Norma is at peace again. The love from her spirit finally ends loving and pardoning the offender. Still she is not able to “offer the other cheek” but she has more patience.

Her human relations have improved. She does not have enemies. Only some people still ask themselves: “Is she good, or not?” Norma is in the process of being good. I know that I have to work with the anger still present in my being. This anger is hiding, and attacks on occasion. Probably it is in my genes, or it is in memories from my past with which I have not dealt with yet. I have to pray much in order to deal with this accumulated anger. I have to fill myself with love. I have to facilitate the messages from my spirit. The confusion in the transmission is still present. I am improving. Sometimes love and peace invade me. On those occasions I feel like I am floating in happiness. In those moments is when I have the most powerful goose bumps.


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On other occasions, I will continue describing the awakening of my spirit. I will tell you of all the changes I note. By now, I can tell you that my spirit loves my robot. I love myself more after knowing the truth of my being. I have never felt depression after knowing my spirit. Peace has come to my life. I see a brilliant future, as brilliant as my core star. I know that someday my spirit will go back to its place of origin, where God is waiting for it with love.


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Fourth Chapter

• Narration of my experiences with the awakening of my spirit during the first months of 1994

• The robot’s illumination• In profound meditation, I meet my

spiritual instructors

January 9, 1994 – In Mass at Dorado, I see an internal vision: two areas of light separated by a black area, one of triangular form, and the other with circular form. The vision repeats itself every time I close my eyes with devotion. I ask myself: What could they represent? During consecration, I think they represent The Body (round figure as the bread) and the chalice where the Blood of Christ is. The light in the figures has the presence of Jesus Christ in them. I think also that it is a message that we should receive Jesus in Communion.

January 10, 1994 – I finished reading the book Autoliberación Interior by Anthony Mello. In English: Interior Self-Liberation. Many concepts are now clearer in my mind. They are like pieces of a puzzle whose places I am finding. On another day I will write about this. I will call it: The Illumination of the Robot.


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January 6, 1994 – Today at Mass the Gospel was about Jesus freeing a man from the presence of a demon. The priest told us that demons exist; that evil exists. I think that evil is caused by the access of demons to men. Jesus came to free us from evil and demons. He came to teach us how to be free from them. Prayer is necessary for this.

FEBRUARY 12, 1994 – During the past year I have been thinking that the renovation of our souls is by growing in virtues. Virtues will help us strengthen our soul in the struggle with evil. I am aware of this struggle in my soul. Good battles evil.

A virtue that still I do not have is charity. On one occasion, something or somebody told me that I had to grow in charity. I did not comprehend well the message, and I thought that this was because I was not visiting the patients at the hospital. Now I see that the concept of charity is bigger. This is the virtue that can overcome selfishness: that is one of the capital sins. To defeat selfishness, we have to kill our ego. This is a difficult task. To think of others before thinking of ourselves is not easy for humans.

The virtue that helps us is charity. Love must be present to accomplish this. The ego leads us to think only about ourselves. If we follow the ego, we will be like animals trying to follow our instincts. Ego separates us from our neighbors. We have to grow in charity to defeat the ego. Let us see how ego works and how it leads us to trespass God’s Commandments:


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When I think I am important, I am opening the door to pride. When I think about delicious foods and desserts, I open the door to gluttony. When a human being thinks too much about sex, he opens the door to lust. The ego pushes us to have many material things. This opens the door to avarice. It also leads to envy and greed.

Thinking about its own comfort, ego leads us to laziness. Finally, when the ego is contradicted, it opens the door to wrath. When this feeling is intense, it leads to hate. Hate is the antithesis of love. That is why I recommend that you pray and offer your souls to God. His Holy Spirit will renew your souls, and fill them with virtues and love.

Love will give you charity. Charity leads you to service. Service will displace selfishness. We start loving and thinking of the needs of our neighbors. Our soul was created to love and to be in union with God and the other creatures of His Creation.

Another idea in my mind that is clearer is that our soul is prisoner in a body that is like a robot or machine. This machine is mostly matter. I feel my soul as a prisoner in a jail, to which evil spirits have access. My soul feels miserable when I follow the whims of the ego, and end up following an evil tendency.

My mind can be compared with a broken computer that has been under attack by ideas or thoughts that come from evil spirits. Evil spirits are at war with the good in our mind, and with the good spirits. When I think about the good


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and kind spirits, I think about the Virgin Mary, the angels and the saints. God is kindness. God is the Spirit of Good. Kindness and unity go together. That is why He asks us to be in His union. Our spirit receives His call with interferences. God will give us happiness and peace, but greater than all, He will give us love. God gives us love, and the light that will continue clearing our minds. God will lead us to the Truth.

At the beginning of the past year, I wrote about a beautiful dream I had with a rainbow. The rainbow was preceded by the presence of the Virgin Mary. Today, I think that this rainbow can represent the union of all Christian churches: The union of the churches forming a rainbow of love. Then, what occurred in my dream can happen: The rainbow changed its direction to heaven. Jesus and His united Church will produce so much light and brightness that the devil will be blinded and evil defeated.

MARCH 21, 1994 – Dreamed last night, after asking my guardian angel to enter my dreams. In the dream, I see a brilliant red circle. Within this circle I see petals of different colors. I clearly see the blue and the green. I also see a cone of light coming from the sky. I hear myself saying: “I want to bathe in it.” My desire was to bathe in the light coming from the sky that looked as ‘rivers of living water descending to Earth.’

I think that the guardian angel left that beautiful dream for me. When I awoke, I gave thanks to him and I asked for his name. To my mind came ‘Joy’, and I named him Alegria (‘Joy’ in Spanish).


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MARCH 22, 1994 – I ask my guardian angel to accompany me and guide me. In my conversion, I started feeling the presence of the Virgin Mary. She confirmed her presence in a dream I had with Her in Washington, D.C. She looked very beautiful in Her Glorious Body; full of love and tenderness. She told me to change my path and to follow Her Son Jesus. I felt Her presence and the presence of the Holy Spirit while I was thinking with Them in love. Then I felt Jesus’ presence several times, especially when I received Communion.

Today I can say that I feel the presence of my guardian angels. I knew that the Virgin Mary and Jesus had appointed two angels to my care. I also know that my angels are not alone. There are other angels with Them. There is a serious guardian angel that I called Abigael. They are teaching me. I will continue writing what they inspire me to write.

I do not remember other dreams last night. Only that I again saw the bright light with a conical shape. I believe that was the signal from my angel. The angels help me resolve the problems in my dreams. They always end with a good solution. I will do a summary of what They have told me:

The Kingdom of Heaven has come to us. God, the Virgin Mary and angels are calling us. They are nearer to us than before. The call is in all the places of the world. It is a call for love. It is a call to make Jesus the most important part of our lives.

Jesus is our God of Love. Our Creator loves us and is getting near us. God wants humans to grow in spirituality;


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now in a more accelerated way. Humans are attached to materialism. It is difficult for humans to separate from the world. We hear the call, but the attachment to matter and our animal desires make it difficult to follow the call. The prize of the efforts and triumph over matter is peace, happiness and good human relations. The world is changing slowly for good. Our awakening is slow. Our sleep in matter is deep. We are deep in the cauldron or boiler of the devil. Angels continue trying to reach us. They have communicated with me in dreams. My dream last night was very clear. It was like talking with them. The angels are with God. He is in charge.

MARCH 24, 1994 – In profound meditation, I try to communicate with a guardian angel: (N = Norma; A = Angel)

N: “I want to know you and feel your presence. I am missing something. What is it? (I feel tickles at my throat; my chest tightens at heart level…That is the way of you telling me that you love me. Sound of wind at the window, and a feeling of peace.) N: “Another question. Do I need to continue writing?” (Again the tickles at my throat and the tightening of my chest…You are touching my face and lifting it. I feel tickles all over my neck and in my lips. I love you.) N: “How I can serve my Creator?” A: “Love and respect.” N: “Are you all united?” A: “We are all united.” (Sensation of energy in my forehead, then in the crown of my head. He moves my face.) N: “Your name is Joy or Abigael?”


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(The name does not matter. Sensation in my heart. Then, like hands caressing my face. Looks like you are placing my face so that I see you. I love you. Energy in my heart. You are telling me, yes.)

N: “Have you been always with me?” A: “Yes.” (Presence of the Saint Virgin Mary, majestic and full of goodness. Big sensation in my forehead; in my throat.) N: “I want to see you. I want to love you.” A: “I love you.” N: “I do not want to separate from you.” A: “I will never leave you.” N: “I want freedom from the emotion of jealousy.”

We are going to do it. (Note: I feel that this was the Lord who talked to me. I was talking with my angel, but I feel that Lord Jesus answered my last questions.)

N: “Thanks, my God. Thanks, Virgin Mary. Thanks, guardian angel.”

APRIL 6, 1994 – Yesterday on my way to the hospital I was thinking about the dream I had where I saw Angelito, my son, and angels in spaceships in formation, that were near the golf course in front of my house. I saw Angelito in a golf cart. He was taking tourists to the place where the angels were landing. I did not comprehend that part of the dream where Angelito (Little Angel) was taking the tourists to the landing place. Now, I think that his name is ‘Angel’.


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That is a way for them to tell me that they will guide us to the light. In my dream last night, I was asking our Lord to give me a signal to guide me. In the dream, I enter profound meditation that allows me to change the level I was to a level where the light is more intense.

APRIL 14, 1994 – Dreamed last night where I was in a city in chaos and criminal activity. I am in a house that the criminals were trying to assault. I see a lady from Santo Domingo (Dominican Republic). She is bad, and is trying to deceive us, passing for good. She opens the door to the criminals. When they attack us, I pray to God to use His rays of light and love to defeat the demons in the criminals. The rays pass to the Dominican lady and other lady near her. I see that the Dominican lady changes and slowly becomes good. The light of Jesus reached her and liberated her from the demon she had.

Looking for the meaning of this dream and if a message is present, I thought of last night’s TV news. I remembered that on CNN news the night before, they presented a Puerto Rico in chaos due to drug trafficking. My thought was that the message was probably that the drugs were entering from the Dominican Republic. This looks logical. Also, that Jesus can free us from evil.

APRIL 17, 1994 – I had a dream last night in which my husband was lost. I was trying to find him. Then suddenly he appears with a comical hairdo. He had it parted in the middle, and was combed to both sides. He also had the face of a saint. I believe that Alegria saw me suffering in the dream, and changed it so I felt well. Now, thinking about the


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dream, I laugh. Thanks, angel. I love you.

MARCH 29, 1994 – The illumination of the robot. I want to express some ideas that I believe are very important. These ideas are more clear after reading several books. In these books, a similar message to the one I have written is present. After reading Ask Your Angel, my mind was clearer to the ways they use to leave messages in my mind. I told you that I remembered some dreams with light that were different from the others. I felt that they had a message. Also, I wrote that on the moment of awakening, a message was present on occasions. There were phrases, words or ideas fixed in my mind that when I wrote about them, they had a message.

Today, I want to assure you that this is true and is happening to others also. I feel that we are in the time in which God has sent His angels with a message for all that is very important. We have to believe this. Humans are in another dimension, and due to this, communication from the angels is difficult. For us to communicate with them is almost impossible. Many humans have raised themselves to other spiritual levels and have felt peace when they achieved communication.

Once I wrote you about the ‘Love Channel’. This channel is difficult to tune. When we do, what we feel is difficult to describe with human words. We contact Heaven. There, you can find angels and the Virgin Mary, and if you rise higher, you can find Jesus.


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With our imperfect mind, it is very difficult to hear the ‘Love Channel’. Our soul feels that this is its place of origin. This is real for all of us. To obtain it, you need to pray and read The Bible, and you have to follow a life of goodness. This communication will be easier when we die, and our spirit rises to be with God. That is why they say that when you die, you pass to a better life. It is real that our spirit exists. Our spirit cannot be destroyed with death. To be united with God after death, it has to be in union with the Holy Spirit. If a spirit is not good and is separated from the Holy Spirit, at death it will go to the place where the evil spirits are; where there is darkness forever. For my soul, I want the light of the Holy Spirit.

I know that in order to be in God’s company, I have to be an example of love and goodness. It is difficult to express in written words what I am trying to tell you. I feel that I am a robot in the process of illumination. I wish that all human robots become illuminated, so they can communicate with our spiritual guides. Remember that prayer and meditation are necessary for that communication. We have to separate from all materialism and animal desires. Our body is a robot that will disappear eventually. The important part of our being is the spirit. The spirit is prisoner of the robot. The robot will be dust eventually.

Another book that I have read that has also helped me in clearing these concepts is the book El Apocalipsis que Viene (Coming Apocalypse). This book confirms that the messages I received (Armageddon, etc.) about the apocalypse are true.


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I was impressed with the word ‘Armageddon’. This is referred to in the Book of Revelations; describing the time in which we are now living. According to the author, we are in the time of the great tribulation. God has sent His angels to give us the last warning. Those that hear it will follow the angels. Those that do not hear it and continue with the mark of evil and materialism will not be illuminated. Those, that after hearing what the message makes of Jesus as the more important part of their lives, will be illuminated. This is what happened to me and to thousands of human beings. I want to proclaim this loudly, but I do not do it, because even in my family they say that I am a ‘weird robot’.

I am a robot of a different lot. I repeat to them and to you that I am a robot that is only beginning to be illuminated. I pray to my Lord Jesus to open the eyes of all humans so they can see. The blackness covering our lives is getting darker in these days due to the cult of materialism and bad passions. As I have told you, television was the last invention used by Satan to blind our souls. Since very young we are exposed to it. Eventually we will be filled with the culture of materialism, and convinced that fulfilling human pleasures is the source of happiness.

That is the ego’s wish. That isn’t the source of happiness. It only produces despair and suffering. I want to tell you the source of happiness: Our God is the only source of it. Happiness comes with the union with the Holy Spirit. It is accompanied with peace and love. I want to tell you how you can achieve this.


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You have to communicate with God through prayer and good deeds. To pray, you have to silence the cyclic thoughts in your mind. You have to shut off the television. There are good books that can help you, especially The Bible. You should read some verses every day. Only the souls in the robots that have been illuminated can be light in union with God some day. When Jesus, King of All Nations comes, only the robots that have been illuminated will be with Him. They will be protected. They will be happy seeing His arrival. Then, the prophecy will be fulfilled: Humans transformed to beings of light will go to receive Him.

The end of the world as it is today will occur. The last battle is the Battle of Armageddon. This battle is at spiritual level. It is the battle between good and evil. It is the battle between light and darkness. It is the battle between love and hate. It is the battle between Jesus and the good beings against the evil spirits. The Commander in Chief of the ‘good army’ is Jesus. The Virgin Mary and the angels are accompanying Him. We have to help them to communicate with us. In order that my grandchildren understand me, I will try to explain the robot’s illumination in a more physical form.

Imagine that in a robot (of aluminum or flesh), a being or spirit exists. Let us call that spirit ‘soul’. Soul does not have light, and cannot produce light by itself. Soul can only communicate through a computer named ‘mind’. This computer has progressive atrophy. Mind is damaged. Evil spirits can access the memory of ‘mind’. They program the computer as they want.


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Suddenly, a powerful being of light comes to the rescue of ‘soul’. Soul has been a prisoner of the evil beings. Soul does not understand at first what is happening. The being of light starts cleaning the dirt covering ‘soul’, and leaves messages for ‘mind’ to ‘hear’. In the center of ‘soul’, he feels something wonderful. He is really happy for the first time. Mind finally understands the message and lets the light of the Being of Light come in. Soul’s center or his heart fills with the Light of Love. The robot’s illumination starts. Illumination starts inside the robot. Then ‘soul’ gets radiant, or full of light. The light shows in the robot that starts acting differently. He acts with love toward the other robots and especially with love and gratitude to the Being of Light that saved him.

The Being of Light is called Holy Spirit. Light in the soul comes from His presence. Holy Spirit starts changing soul. He tells soul about his origin, and that his computer was damaged by the evil spirits in order to separate the souls from God, that is the Creator of all. Holy Spirit comes to prepare all souls in order to return them to God. First, He has to clean them and has to change the program that the evil spirits introduced in the mind of soul. He will replace the program of evil with the program of good. Soul will be free eventually, and with the knowledge that he now has, he will be in close contact with the Being of Light.

Their communication will be in the language of prayer. Two conditions need to be accomplished by soul in order for the Holy Spirit to protect him. The conditions are: To love God above all creatures and things, and to love all souls and their robots as he loves himself and his robot.


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Soul thinks that that is easy to accomplish. But in the dirt or blackness around him, are evil beings that are still trying hard to change his program again.

In the program of evil, the ego tries to substitute love. Ego tries to convince soul that happiness is achieved giving pleasure to him. Soul already knows ego and remembers that only unhappiness can come from him. Ego is a selfish being, only thinking about pleasures. Blackness increases, following the desires of ego. Soul wants to get out of prison and uses the light he already has. The light helps him to overcome ego’s challenges.

Light fills soul with humility and charity. This kills ego. Then soul prays, and the Holy Spirit comes to his aid. With prayer, the source of light comes to soul. The source of light is God, the Creator of Souls. Soul knows that he has to continue in union with God, so that he continues being a being of light under the reflection of God’s light.

APRIL 25, 1994 – Last night I asked my guardian angel for a signal in relation to the presence of the Virgin Mary at the Holy Mountain of San Lorenzo. When I awoke, in my mind was the phrase: “The four of us are present at the Holy Mountain.” Thinking about this message, I realize that it came from our Lord Jesus and not from the angel. He is telling me that beside the Virgin Mary, the Beings of the Holy Trinity are also present. I feel that this is a message of truth.


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APRIL 28, 1994 – Phrase when I awoke: “Communication as Mrs. Ghandi.” I think that in deep meditation my communication with God, the Virgin, the angels and saints has improved.

APRIL 29, 1994 – In a dream last night two young boys were going to rob me. I was surprised and I felt sad for them. I start talking to them about God. They looked confused but finally halted the robbery.

APRIL 30, 1994 – Another dream with boys trying to rob. This time it is in New York. Before they force the door of the apartment open, I try to convince them about the wrong they are doing. They are convinced and leave. I felt sorry for them. These two dreams make me think that Jesus is worried about children. We have to teach and guide them. We have to protect them from evil.

MAY 3, 1994 – Dream where I hear clearly the words: “Fear – Peace: Darkness – Light.” I asked Jesus before this dream to guide me, in order to know what I could do. I asked Him to offer me advice, or to send one of His angels to talk to me. I feel that Jesus left those words in my dream.

I feel that I have to clear for you what I am trying to say. During the last months, I have dedicated all of my free time to reading about messages from God. The messages from Jesus are being received all around the world. I read religious books. Two of the last ones were written by two unknown ladies. One is Vassula Ryden; the other Nancy Fowler.


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The messages I wrote during 1992 and 1993 are similar to the ones they received. I am surprised. Now I do not doubt about the truth in them. What I have written, I have channeled from my spiritual instructors. I can “see” the Virgin Mary in my dreams. Also, I can feel the presence of Jesus with all His Majesty.

Yesterday afternoon, I was feeling confused. I opened the Bible looking for guidance. I went back to the words in my dream: Fear - Peace. My Lord Jesus is telling us to not be afraid; that eventually peace will come. The other words: Blackness - Light. I think that Jesus is telling us that from darkness we will pass to the light, where we will be one with God. I opened the Bible to Kings, Chap. 22, Verses 1 – 40 (Micah’s prophecy of the defeat of the Arabs). After reading them my thoughts were: Micah told the King of Israel that if he went to battle he would be defeated. The people of Israel would end up dispersed, as sheep without a shepherd. The king went to battle where he died, and the prophecy came true.

The analogy with our times in my mind was that this is a warning for the President of the United States of America. He must avoid a war. Although the United Nations helps him, he should not go to war. He will lose. I think about the prophecy of the end of the world. The nuclear destruction of the United States has been feared. For peace to be achieved, the union of nations is necessary. The message for the President is that the United States of America must avoid war. Without war, peace will come eventually. This message is similar to the messages of the Virgin Mary. If we follow Jesus and we stay united and at peace, God will give


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us peace without suffering punishment. The end of our times could be the Third World War. The United States of America will be destroyed in this war.

Now I go back to the words in my dream: Fear - Peace. My Lord Jesus is telling us not be afraid; that eventually peace will come. The other words: Blackness - Light. I think that Jesus is telling us that from darkness we will pass to the light where we will be one with God. After writing the above thoughts, I opened the Bible again. I found the following: Jeremiah Chapter 4, Verses 1 – 3: “If you will return, O Israel,” says the Lord, “Return to me; and if you will put away your abominations out of My sight, then you shall not be moved, and you shall swear the Lord lives, in truth, in judgment, and in righteousness; the nations shall bless themselves in Him, and in Him they shall glory.” For thus says the Lord to the men of Judah and Jerusalem: “Break up your fallow ground, and do not sow among thorns.”

MAY 4, 1994 – Dreamed last night where my soul looks in a dark well (like the dark holes) where I hear humans suffering. I hear coughing and crying. Humans are suffering and are covered with mud. You could hear only their crying and coughing. It was a horrible spectacle. I think that vision was probably of hell or purgatory. It has a message. Before seeing that deep well or dark hole I was at a building or home over the dark place. Nobody wanted to go there. I was afraid but I wanted to help those beings. Still in the dream somebody told me that two beings have already gone there but still the beings were suffering in the darkness. I thought in my dream that the two beings probably were two good nurses that went to that horrible place. Today I think that


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Jesus and the Virgin Mary were the Ones that went to offer help to the beings. I have to help Them in this endeavor.

MAY 9, 1994 – On awakening the phrase: “The Souls Redeemer.”

MAY 18, 1994 – Phrase on awakening: “The Virgin of the Well.” At the hospital I ask one of the nurses, Mrs. Balasquides, to give me information about the ‘Virgin of the Well’, the name given to the appearance of the Virgin Mary at Sabana Grande, Puerto Rico. I called also Lorraine, the ex-wife of one of my sons, but I could not reach her. This is the second time I receive something about this appearance of the Virgin at Puerto Rico.

MAY 19, 1994 – Mrs. Balasquide gave me a book with information about the appeareance of the Virgin Mary at Sabana Grande, Puerto Rico. Going back to the robot’s illumination I have to tell you that that process will be progressive. In order not to lose the light, peace, happiness and the good feelings of the robot, it is necessary for him to stay in union with the Holy Spirit. He must be in a state of grace. For this it is necessary to stay in prayer and away from earthy distractions.

We have to be “born again”. The new man continues with progressive illumination. In my mind there has been, since long ago, the idea that in order to achieve this illumination, we have to grow in virtues. When I analyzed the Fifth Mystery of Glory of the Rosary, I thought that the stars in the Virgin Mary’s crown represented her virtues.


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This was clear in my mind, but I felt that I was missing something in the first analysis of the virtues. Something was wrong with the number. I have carried this worry for a year. Now, when I saw that there were seven stars in the image of this appearance of the Virgin, I was pleased, because I had been thinking about seven very important virtues that help us defeat the capital sins.

The day that the nurse gave me the book was a day full of problems at the hospital. I was feeling depressed, so I started reading the book. My surprise was great when I read on the page where I opened the book to the following phrase: “Seven were the stars in the crown of the Virgin Mary.” My sadness changed to happiness. For me, this was a sign that I was on the correct path. Seven are the virtues about which I have to insist. One of the stars was bigger, so one of the virtues must be more important. I think that this virtue is humility, though all virtues are very important.

When we offer our soul to Jesus, He is the gardener of our soul. He takes the thorns and the bad weeds out. Then Jesus plants the white roses of the virtues in our souls. Our soul eventually will be a beautiful garden. This garden is full of light. Jesus and His Holy Spirit created the most beautiful garden in His Mother’s soul. Jesus, God the Father, and the Holy Spirit are one.

I want to start the review of the virtues with the virtue of humility. I think that humility represents the bigger star that was in the center front of the Virgin Mary’s Crown, as it was seen in Her appearance at Sabana Grande, Puerto Rico.


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It was the Virgin Mary who said: “Here is our Lord slave.” God bless You, Mary, that in this way you showed us the path to happiness, peace and love. Your words make possible the salvation of our souls. How can we help our Lord, to care about this plant of humility, in our souls? It is difficult for us, and requires strength of will power. The demon of pride will try to kill it. The light of God strengthens our will power. If we let in the darkness of pride, it could damage the humility planted in our soul. Without light, the plant will die. We have to pray and ask for God’s protection.

Humility has been a difficult achievement for me. Since childhood, my ego was growing. I was the youngest daughter of my family. I was spoiled by them. The phrase of my father that I remember most was one which started me on the path of pride. He would ask: “Why is father crazy with happiness?” I would answer: “Because he has a beautiful girl.” Afterwards, I started getting good grades at school. My parents were teachers at the same school, and my participation was required in all school activities. In some activities, I recited long poems. The applauses started, and I liked them. By the time I reached adolescence, my ego had grown much. I can tell you that I was a robot full of pride.

I was raised in the Catholic faith. My parents were very religious. I received baptism, first communion and confirmation at the appropriate age. Although my parents taught me to pray everyday, I prayed to a distant God that I did not know. I loved God, but in a passive way. I have always loved Jesus and the Virgin Mary, but for me they


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were far away. Their influence was not a determining factor at that age. My will was chiefly in worldly things. I liked reading, but although I read about sacred history, I did not read the Bible until I was 20 years old, and still have my father’s Catholic Bible.

I finished the degree of Doctor in Medicine and Surgery when I was 24 years old. This further increased the growth of my ego. When I was 27, I finished my specialty in pediatrics. During my years of practice in pediatrics, and in my work at the hospital as medical director, my ego continued growing. I needed a strong suffering to clear my head.

This intense suffering occurred in the second half of 1991, when my entire life began to seem meaningless and full of arrogant pride. My pride started dying, and on my knees I asked for the help of God. He came to my help immediately, and gave strength to my humility. I struggle to be humble, and I am still working on it. Pride still comes from time to time to bother me. I have to struggle with it every day. I want to be humble, but I still have some darkness in my soul. I pray for God’s light to help me. To be humble is not easy. It requires strength of will power, and a heart full of love for God and our fellow humans.

What helps me is to think about our powerful God, King of Heaven, who voluntarily entered the flesh of the human being. He suffered humiliation with His passion and death that he offered for our sins. That is the best example for us to follow and be humble. How can a robot that will be dust think that he is important? We cannot live to give


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pleasure to the robot and decorate it. We must see that the only important part of our being is our spirit. The light of the spirit will increase as the humility in it increases. We must remember that the Virgin Mary, although she was a most beautiful woman, was also a most humble woman. That is why Her garden with the roses of humility is so big, that still today the perfume of roses can be felt when She is near. We have to follow Her example, and grow in humility until we achieve that plenitude of it in our spirit.

MAY 31, 1994 – Phrase in my mind when I awoke: “The Game of Life.” Thoughts during the day: Human beings can be compared with a robot that has a virus. This virus is the virus of evil. We know that computers can be damaged by a virus. The same thing has happened to humans. The apple that Eve ate was contaminated with the virus of evil. Eve was contaminated in this way and, she also contaminated Adam. The virus has been transmitted through generations. In the Holy Bible the treatment is prescribed. The message left in the ‘less damaged computers’ (the Prophets) at the beginning of time is the one written in the Old Testament of the Bible. These messages in the Old Testament were not clear to humans. God wanted to cure us. He saw that we did not understood what was written in the Bible. He came in the flesh of Jesus, His son, to give us a clearer message.

The medicine to cure evil is the medicine of goodness. Only transfusions of goodness can cure us. Jesus was not contaminated with evil, because He is the Spirit of Good. His mother was also created without contamination: (The Immaculate Conception, as told by the Virgin Mary to the


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children of Fatima). Jesus left for us, in the writings of His apostles, the methods to be used to cure the virus. Goodness and love are the only medicines to cure us from the virus of evil. Love is the prescribed antibiotic. We have to take the medicine voluntarily. We have to visit the Divine Doctor, Jesus Christ. The Virgin Mary is our nurse, and the angels are the paramedics who help Her. The dose of the Holy Spirit in the circulation, or the dose of goodness, is what will cure us from evil.

When Jesus was in the human flesh, He knew that the only way to cure us was His Holy Spirit in us. Before His ascension, he told His apostles that He was going to the Father to send the Holy Spirit. This is our only cure. The venom of evil is powerful. It is an almost lethal virus. The continuous infusion of the Holy Spirit is what will cure the affected “cells” of the soul. They will be changed to new “cells”, filled with light. Our spiritual healing is felt progressively as the soul illuminates. Some souls are more ill than others. This depends on the state of contamination of previous generations. Our conduct will affect our descendants also for generations to come. This is described in the Bible, but I did not understand it. How to take the medicine has been taught to some of us since we were children, but we were so blinded by the virus, that we did not understand it.

The only possible happiness is through the love of the Holy Spirit. The virus affects the vision of the soul, making it difficult for us to see the love of the Holy Spirit. Until we are clear from the virus of evil, we have to take the antibiotic. When we are almost cured, the devil and the evil spirits try


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to contaminate us again. If we do not have goodness with us, the virus and darkness can recur. Eve opened the way for the evil spirits to enter our soul. A genetic defect is present in us. That is why we must be in the presence of the Holy Spirit while we are in the robot. After death, if our soul is cured and with the presence of the Holy Spirit, we will go to Heaven with the Spirits of Good.

The Saints are the beings that were cured before death. If we are still contaminated at the moment of our death but the contamination is minimal, God will send us to Purgatory to finish our cleansing. If the contamination is too much, the soul will go with the other sick beings to hell. There they will find the evil spirits. These evil spirits are so contaminated with darkness, that they do all possible in order for darkness to spread all over the universe.

In a dream, I saw the place of darkness. In that place, only crying and suffering was present. My advice is to call the Doctor of our souls, our Lord Jesus. We will be filled eventually with humility, charity, generosity, diligence, temperance and patience. They will overcome the venom of pride, envy, egoism, avarice, lust, laziness, gluttony and debauchery. We will have a clean soul that will go to be united with our Creator for eternity. Amen.


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Fifth Chapter

• Narration of the awakening of my spirit during 2007

• Chronological narration of the messages received during that year

• Important facts related to the study of the scientific messages

• Miracle of the roses in a flower pot• Tale of Norma’s sickness, showing

the duality in the perception of her being

I resume the narration of the messages of 2007 in a chronological order:

February 6, 2007 – “Acetylcholinesterase.”

February 7, 2007 – A night of dreams, each dream different from the other. Big mitochondria: In the mitochondria wall, between the internal and external membranes, I see small rays of light. The rays were intermittent and throughout the membrane. They were very bright. I relate them to the energy of light of our spiritual being. The oxidative process goes on in this location. I think that the rays of light represent energy entering our body. Light energy reacting with


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the substrate or matter, with the dehydrogenases, with the Heme group of the Cytochromes, etc. With this in mind, I have to review the oxidative cycle. I was instructed in the dream about the prominences or crests of the membrane of the mitochondria where ATAPase is. Something my spiritual instructors are trying to tell me is that I have to go back to the study of the mitochondria.

Another dream was of a very cold climate. This must be a common dream. I read about the mitochondria, and I was convinced again of the action of radiation energy over the different compounds of the oxidative cycle. All of these compounds absorb light energy. This has been proven in independent studies or research.

February 12, 2007 – “Insulin is a type of matter also present in cows.” This is how my spiritual instructors attract my attention. Sometimes they leave weird messages. I thought immediately that they wanted me to study insulin. When I read, I found facts that other books lack:

Insulin is a growth factor of the cell. It has hormonal functions. It is related to the protein kinases. This led me to think that it also absorbs light energy, or a compound that absorbs light energy acts upon it. I concluded that all hormones are affected by light or radiation energy. By the action of insulin, other growth factors are formed (protein kinases). When it is altered by other compounds, radiation or a virus, alternate products are formed (alternate protein kinases). These alternate products can produce diseases and cancer, because they alter the normal pattern of growth of


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the cells. The altered protein kinases change the normal code of the cells, which leads to their abnormal growth. This occurs in cancer. They can also cause the death of the cell. I found this information in the book Molecular Biology of the Gene, Fifth Edition; Watson, Baker, Bell, Levine, Gann and Losick.

February 16, 2007 – “Buddha’s Circle.” “Drosophila Melaganobacter.” When I read about Drosophila I found that many genetic studies have been done on this insect (fly). This research has been useful for humans. This I found in the book: The Cell: A Molecular Approach; Fourth Edition- Goophrey M Cooper, Robert E.Haussman; page 18.

February 17, 2007 – “The proteins of the blood.” When I read about the blood proteins, I see that they are part of the human code, or human software. Proteins are what carry the messages or information for the different actions or functions of the cells. In the cellular membrane, receptors are present that signal the proteins as they pass near. These receptors are also proteins that are in charge of signaling the blood proteins. The blood proteins carry the messages for the cells. This has been proven.

As you can see, we are similar to a computer. Information is carried by means of a code to its different components. The messenger proteins go chiefly in the blood. That is why my instructors left “the proteins of the blood” in my dream.


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February 20, 2007 – Dream with a different map of the world. The dream was in color. Peace was present. Of the map, I recall that the African continent was divided in two. In the center, a new sea was present. More vegetation and flowers could be seen where previously there was a desert.

February 21, 2007 – In a dream I received the number of a page of a book: “Page 121”. On this page in the book that I was reading, I found that the blood proteins carry the messages for the different functions of the organism. Many are enzymes or co-enzymes. Many are produced in the liver.

The liver is the other processor of our robot. We can consider the cells as microprocessors. About Buddha’s Circle, what I found and has relation to the awakening of the spirit, is that after seeing the light (awakening), a circle is formed between the spirit and our matter. We can access our spirit more easily.

February 23, 2007 – “The angels come to correct the micro cosmos.”

February 24, 2007 – “The defects of the charge cause depression.”

February 25, 2007 – “Nicotinamide: NADH, to study it again.”

February 28, 2007 – “726-2626.” Looks like a telephone number, but it is not. It refers to the value of the pH in the cephalospinal fluid (7.26). In some books the value


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given is 7.28. The pH of the blood is 7.4. The pH depends of the quantity of protons (H+ or acid) in the blood. The more the acidity the lower the pH. The pH of the cephalo-spinal fluid is lower than the pH of the blood. This means that more protons are present in the CSF. This also is an indication that protons are produced in the central nervous system.

March 2, 2007 – “2022.”

March 4, 2007 – “A cortical degree of water.”

March 12, 2007 – “Oligosacharids.”

March 13, 2007 – “Augusto Marín.” To explain: “Sacred geometry is the template for the incarnation of the soul.”

March 14, 2007 – “Diabetes.” All these messages contributed to opening my mind about what I had to study, and helped to determine my actions. By this time, the book Software Humano – Revelación Científica was finished. I took this Spanish version of the book to the publisher. They edited it and did several changes in its order, but not in the content. I started the translation to English by myself. I wanted the book to be published in the United States of America. The translation took several months. I was still the medical director of the hospital, and I did the translation in my spare time. I asked my husband for a year’s leave of absence, but he preferred to give me several hours a day to finish the translation. My daughter Lisette started helping me as assistant medical director. The messages in my dreams continued.


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March 16, 2007 – Dream in which I saw a beautiful image that for me that is a blessing from God. I saw my soul as a bright pyramidal white light that was ascending, going to be united with the light of God. God and the angels were waiting for me. The vertex of the pyramidal white figure pointed toward God. All beings were of a white bright light. The happiness and peace that I felt in the dream was overwhelming. We were all happy and in particular, God and the beings of light that were coming to greet me. After this beautiful message, my worries ended. I know that finally I will go to be in union with God and the good spirits. I started looking for titles for the book. The first titles that I considered were:

Analysis of Information: From Spirit to Body New Holistic Analysis: Body Soul in Robot Disease as Alterations of the Human Computer

I consulted Denisse, my daughter-in-law, about the different names. Finally, she told me that the best was: Human Software - Scientific Revelation. That was the title that I used.

March 17, 2007 – “With the altered program, less energy is coming in.” “Read about the meaning of nucleases and nucleotides.” I read about these compounds:

Nucleases are enzymes that catalyze the hydrolysis of the nucleic acids. Two examples are Ribonuclease (RNA) and Desoxiribonuclease (DNA). This I found in the book Chemistry for the Health Sciences; Seventh Edition, Prentice Hall; George I Sackhem, Dennis H. Lehman.


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Desoxiribonuclease changes the nucleic acids to nucleotides. Ribonuclease changes the ribonucleic acids to nucleotides. A nucleotide is composed by a pirimidin base or a purine base, in union with a pentose (D- Ribose or 2- Desoxiribose) and Triphosphate. With ribose, a ribonucleotide is formed. With desoxribose, a desoxiribonucleotide is formed.

Although these are difficult words to remember, they are the basis of our human code. The three principal purine bases are: Adenine, Guanine and Hypoxantine. The three pricipal pirimidins are: Citosin, uracil and tiamin. Here is an analogy to help remember: Compare the purine and piramidin bases to a simple house. Pirimidin is a studio, and purine is a one-bedroom house. The ribose will be the garage attached to it. Triphosphate will be the stairs.

ATP is the better known of the nucleotides. Its complete name is Adenosin 5- Triphosphate. It is the final product of the oxidative cycle of the mitochondria. This is the energy compound of most use in the body. It is a neurotransmitter and a nucleotide. Its formula includes: Adenine+ Ribose+Triphosphate.

I will stop now with these concepts, because I need for you to continue reading. I am going to include a song from my adolescent years for your minds to enjoy:

An army of youth with the standards of truthWe are fighting for Christ the LordHeads lifted high, Christian action and pray


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And the cross our only swordOn earth our battlefield; no advantage we yieldWe are fighting for Christ the Lord

I feel like that this song inspires me. I feel that I have to defeat a world of evil. I feel that I am in a struggle against incredibility. My big problem is that I am old. I need good Christians to help me in spreading this important message to humanity. This message is from God to you.

March 18, 2007 – “Remember that the chromosomes, the alleles, are in constant movement in special in the cortical region.” “They give away light constantly.”

March 19, 2007 – I saw in my dream purine and pirimidine molecules. The one that is seen most is a pirimidine with a methyl group:

CH3 ^ I I v

I have to find it in the books. In the book Basic Neurochemistry by Siegel, Albers, Brady and Price; Sixth Edition, I found that epinephrine is a similar compoud. It derives from DOPA and changes to epinephrine by N-Methylation. It causes the activation of the cathecholamine receptors in some organs. It is produced in the adrenals and is also found in the brain stem in the central nervous system. The compound with a benzene and CH3 is toluene.


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From toluene, TNT is formed. In the afternoon I received: “Aldolases and Cetonic acids.”

March 19, 2007 – Phrase full of love and humility from our Creator in my dream: “Power has limited power of expression.” I was very grateful for these beautiful words. I have asked Him why He is always so serious.

March 20, 2007 – “In the Rhesus monkey it is not present.” I still have not read about the DNA of the Rhesus monkey, and how it differs from human DNA. What I have found in genetic texts is that the DNA of both is similar. The DNA of man more closely resembles the DNA of monkeys than the DNA of woman. The similarity in DNA is helping to further genetic research. This can probably help scientists in the search for the genes that cause evil.

March 23, 2007 – “I see a plasmid entering the nucleus in an area.” I think that I have to study about this. When I read about the plasmids I learned that they are used in cancer therapy. They are used for introducing the normal code to the cancer cells. This therapy consists of changing the altered code with the normal code, in cases of cancer.

The plasmid is one of the “vehicles” used to enter the normal code to a cell. On page 121 (message of February 21, 2007) of the book that I am reading, The Cell: A Molecular Approach, I found information about the plasmids: How they are prepared, and how they are used in the research of human DNA. On this page, I saw a plasmid entering an Eschericia Coli bacteria. I am looking for a book where I can


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see the plasmid entering a nucleus of a cell. This information is about recombinant DNA.

I believe that the angel instructors know all that is written in the books, and even the pages. On several occasions they have given me the number of the page that I have to study.

March 26, 2007 – “Practice will interfere with your study.” Clear message that I have not followed. For me it is very difficult to leave the Hermanos Meléndez Hospital. Afterwards in the dream, a theological instruction:

God: Love Truth: Creation Angels: Humans Other: Creatures

March 27, 2007 – “There are many more genes.” “United States of America is where more pills are taken.”

March 28, 2007 – “They do not have Protein C.” I do not have any idea to what this phrase refers to. They know that I have to study more. I read about Protein C. I found that it is related to Disseminated Intravascular Coagulopathy (DIC). C Reactive Protein is increased in cases of sepsis. There is a correlation between the quantity of C reactive protein and the prognosis in cases of sepsis: The larger the quantity, the poorer the prognosis.


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March 30, 2007 – C Reactive Protein “With Hyperbaric pressures allow the mile to run.” I think this refers to the DNA. To help in its study.

March 31, 2007 – “Acknowledgements.” I have not included them in the Human Software book. I have to include them in the Spanish version, also.

April 2, 2007 – “To study the catabolism of the proteins.” “The humans will put it together.” In regard to the catabolism of the proteins, this helped me much in seeing that they were part of a code. The simple amino acids, along with the nucleotides of the DNA and the RNA, are units that are in continuous change and movement. They are like the letters of the alphabet that are used to create many words, even books.

It is symbolic that the number of the simple units is 26 in both the human code and in the alphabet. The components of the human code can be united in different unions, producing a great range of information. I am convinced that this is the code that the spirit uses to guide the robot.

The catabolism of the proteins is chiefly in the liver. Simple amino acids are produced and are received there. They can be reutilized to create more information. I told you that the liver is the ‘second largest processor’ of the human computer. It is interesting that all of these reactions are reversible. In this way, the quantities of the amino acids and the substances produced by these reactions depend upon the quantity present in the organism of the substances at either end of the reactions.


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April 5, 2007 – In the dream last night I saw chains of DNA as they are seen in the books, formed by little balls; the atom of the elements represented in a particular color for each. In a chain I see something like a stray of blood or red ribbon interlaced with the chain of DNA. In another chain I see that the atoms are interrupted with irregular white squares. They could represent bacteria or compounds of a similar aspect. These irregular objects that looked like popcorn were interlaced with the nucleic acids of the normal DNA.

I often think that my subconscious must be an artist because it can produce images as beautiful and in colors like this. But I know that the image did not come from my subconscious. It was created and left in my mind by spiritual instructors that are in another spiritual dimension. That is why they are so correct and beautiful. I can scan them and leave them in my memory, but I cannot reproduce them. I think that their meaning is in relation to the pathology caused by changes in the genes. They could represent an invading virus or bacterial DNA or degenerative changes of our DNA.

April 7, 2007 – “Nucleoside: Nucleosome are very important words.” I read again about them.

April 8, 2007 – “Energy in chain.”

April 11, 2007 – “Composition of semen. Study it.” Probably refers to Y chromosome.

April 14, 2007 – “Despolarization of the cell.”


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April 15, 2007 – After reading about polarization and depolarization of the proteins in the cells I deduce: That the polarization is due to the change of ADP in ATP. The depolarization occurs when the change is from ATP to ADP. Proteins are polarized at the end where ATP is added. This increases the activity of the protein and its function (enzymatic or other.) When it reaches the maximum of the excitation and after its action, ATP changes to ADP. Then the depolarization and the rest of the protein occurs.

The depolarization of the cell occurs after its action. The signals for the action to occur are brought by the messenger proteins of the blood. These proteins, when signaled by the cell receptors, recognize the receptor and attach to it. The receptors are prepared to facilitate the entrance of the incoming protein or for its action. We can trace this line of action:

The thought or order from the spirit occurs. A flow of protons activates the DNA of the neurons near the cerebral ventricles. The needed neurotransmitter is formed. This activates the neurons of the cerebral cortex. The memory or code in the neurons genes processes the information received. The mRNA needed passes to the ribosomes, where the needed proteins are produced. They pass to the blood. The proteins carry the message to the part of the body needed for the action. New neurotransmitters with the information needed for the action necessary are also produced by these neurons. They act upon effector neurons that carry the action to the periphery.


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Please excuse me for talking to you again with these scientific thoughts. They are so interesting that my attention is lost in them. But I know that they are very complicated and boring if you don’t like them. In order that you can rest your mind, I am going to tell you about my experience while I was suffering through the flu last week. I will name this tale: “When the Robot Gets Sick.” I already know that I am a being with several components. I will let them express and tell you their feelings:

S: Spirit R: Robot N: Norma (The interaction of S and R)

S: Spirit’s point of view: “The robot has a malfunction. It does not act in full capacity. It is dizzy. I will give her love energy and try to heal it.”

R: Robot’s point of view: “I feel so bad. My head is in a spin. I feel weak and tired. I know it is a virus that was introduced in me. Spirit told me so. I trust that spirit will act upon my defenses to help me. I need my health back.”

N: Norma’s point of view: (Spirit and robot in communication) “I know that what I have is a simple viral infection. But I am feeling so bad. I will pray for more energy from my spirit to heal me soon. I have a bad cough, so I have to take the medicine. I will take a simple one so that my code is not changed. I studied the defenses of the robot and I know that they are marvelous. To help them I will also take an antibiotic, in case some bacteria have also entered my robot.


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What do I feel? All my body aches. I have a stomachache, nausea, sore throat, and I am dizzy. My hope is in my spiritual energy that I feel circulating well: Spirit knows what to do. The blood sample taken from the robot last week was normal. I have enough white blood cells to defeat the virus and the bacteria. Spirit told me this is a transitory illness. How different I would feel if this illness were mortal.

S: Spirt’s point of view: “If the robot dies, I will feel sorry. I still want to be in it. The robot is complex and difficult to guide, but I love it. I know that when I leave it I will go with my Creator. But this robot is very interesting and entertains me. I have to care for it. The Virgin Mary and the angels are waiting for me. I will ask my Creator to leave me in the robot for more time. I will try to guide it well.”

R: Robot’s point of view: “I have goose bumps, but they are the bad ones. This virus wants to kill me. I will rest to increase my defenses and defeat it.”

N: Norma’s point of view: “I know that I will be well. This is a simple infection. Tomorrow I am going to work again. I know I will feel better. God, the Virgin Mary and the angels are taking care of me. I will remain in Their presence until They decide when to separate my two components, body and soul.”

You will have noticed that I already know who I am. My spirit’s awakening has brought me peace. I remember the dream in which I was told:


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Darkness ------ Light. Fear ------ Peace.

That is what happens when you learn the truth of your being. From the darkness you pass to the light. From fear you pass to have peace. You also need trust. You have to trust God. He is in charge. From our loving God you can expect only good things. The world is crumbling around us. I feel secure; it is as if I am floating at God’s side. I still have the notion that I am on this earth; in this robot. But nothing in this world will affect me. I have to pray to stay in this state of peace. I pray to God to make possible that all of you can feel this wonderful light and peace. Amen.


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Sixth Chapter

• Narration of my experiences and messages during April and May 2007

• Back to the Past: Narration of my experiences during the first Months of 1993

• Back to the Future: Other scientific and spiritual sessages during 2007

April 16, 2007 – “The elements.” I think that my spiritual instructors refer to the Periodic Table of Elements, especially to those elements present in humans. Are they part of the Human Code?

April 17, 2007 – “The possibilities of cancer have to be related to the circulatory system.” “Condensation due to lack of energy.”

April 19, 2007 – “Meeting of all that believe in the truth.” I still have not done so. I am afraid of the lack of credibility I have observed in close friends, even in members of my family. I already have a list with names, but still I have not invited them to a formal meeting. My spirit is ready, but my robot has doubts. I have talked with friends and colleagues that believe in what I told them. I


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talked to my husband, and he told me to postpone it. I think he is afraid of what the future has for me. Until today I have been patient. I know I have to do that meeting as soon as possible.

April 20, 2007 – “Communication has to be in union to know Good.” In my dream I am told that in India they pay homage to the Virgin Mary. In my dream I see the image they use to remind them about Her.

April 21, 2007 – “Tissue Physiology.” “Technical Exposure.”

April 22, 2007 – “Analysis of the energy in the information.” “Informatics.”

April 23, 2007 – “Amines. Reductor.”

April 24, 2007 – “Amines. Substrate.”

April 25, 2007 – “Moiety.” It is one or more parts of something that can be divided. Proteins are a moiety.

April 29, 2007 – “The Philosophy of Love.” The study of love. I copy from The Bible : 1 Corinthians, 13: 4-8: “Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or arrogant. Love does not insist in imposing his taste. Love is not grievous or resentful. Love does not rejoice in an offense, but celebrates what is done right. Love tolerates everything and believes everything. Love waits for all and suffers all. Love never ends.”


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May 1, 2007 – In the book The Cell: A Molecular Approach, I read about diseases of genetic ethiology that are transmitted by the genes of the mitochondrias of the ovum. As they describe the cytoplasm of the ovum and in particular the mitochondriae of the fertilized ovum (zygote), it is derived mostly from the ovum. That is why these diseases are transmitted by the mother. These diseases are secondary to mutations present in the genes of the mitochondrias. The genealogic tree can be traced back to the first woman, Eve. This is known as ‘Mitochondrial Eve’.

A number related to this inheritance that impacted me was that the mitochondria genes only codify 22t RNA. This is because I remember the phrases in two previous dreams: “You have to study the number”, and “The numbers 22 or 23.” In the book, I read that each tRNA can be paired with 4 codons by uracil in the anticodon of the RNA. Diseases with this ethiology that have been studied are obesity and diabetes. I am going to write down the differences between the Universal Code and the Mitochondrial Code:

Human Codon----------------------Universal Code----------------Mitochondrial Code UGA Stop Trp. AGA Arg. Stop. AGG Arg. Stop AUA Ile. Met.

The genes that codify the mitochondreal proteins for the oxidative phosphorilation (and the enzymes involved) are in the nucleus. I have to confess to you that I do not understand this information well. I write it down hoping that someone with this knowledge will read this. Research can be done about these findings.


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May 3, 2007 – “The reality is that you are dying because of the contamination of the atmosphere.”

May 4, 2007 – “Quintex.” In regard to the altered proteins in the human that cause evil. The world could be ‘Quintet’.

May 6, 2007 – “Aminoaciduria.” Excess in the production of amino acids.

May, 13 2007 – “There are myriads of proteins that are digested for substrate of other proteins. Dr. Foisel measured the entropy of the proteins.” My son Richard told me something important this morning. He told me that the spirit could be in the subconscious. This is probable because we have trouble accessing both. I have to study this concept, but inside me something is telling me that this is not true. The subconscious has many problems, and the spirit united with God is only love. I have to ask my spiritual instructors about this.

May 14, 2007 – Explanation about the formula of lactate in a dream.

May 15, 2007 – “Cassettes.”

May 16, 2007 – I saw the human code in a dream last night. It was a page on which after a word like ‘ENTER’, followed three simple amino acids, or the letters of three nucleotides. It was something like: 123 ENTER. Val Cist Leu ENTER Val Leu Cist. ENTER.


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Thinking with regard to DNA, it could be: Exon Intron Exon Intron Exon. Moiety of the amino acid exon. The vision was very clear and real. Importance was given to valine.

May 18, 2007 – “Magnesium Chloride.” (MgCl) Magnesium Chloride is a conductor of electricity. Thinking with regard to ‘quintet’, these can be: Amino acids, carbohydrates, fat, water and the elements of the periodic table present in humans. The music has to be played in harmony and love.

May 19, 2007 – “Human Beings are not prepared for what is coming.”

May 20, 2007 – “With time, thickening of the nervous system occurs.”

May 22, 2007 – “The peptides should be recognized first.” “Pars per page.”

May 23, 2007 – In the dream I was told that I have to read about hepatic diseases from a molecular point of view.

May 24, 2007 – In the dream They gave much importance to Cyclic AMP. I have to study about it again.

May 25, 2007 – Thoughts: DNA is the only transforming factor. We can think of it as the keyboard where spirit writes the orders to be followed. These orders are written in the language of the human code. Cyclic GMP absorbs photons of light. This has been proven in vision


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studies. As the Cyclic AMP, it intervenes in activating molecular reactions. It is important in the execution of the orders; the same as the protein kinases over which they act. They determine the position in the code of the amino acids or peptides. High temperatures break the bindings of hydrogen (H-H) of the nucleotides. The code is altered when the nucleotide separates, causing difficulty in the transmission of information from the spirit. May 26, 2007 – “Edit.” “Trust.”

May 27, 2007 – “Humans without faith cannot destroy the message.”

May 29, 2007 – “Intex-Ghanges in it are the cause of the thought confusion.” Intex or Intron. I have to continue reading about cyclic GMP and cyclic AMP. I received this message in a dream. Trying to find Intex I found that Hind is a restriction endonuclease. This protein cuts the DNA in specific sites. It is used in the study of DNA. I will continue looking for Intex. This can be: Int-Ex (Diminutives of Intron – Exon)

May 30, 2007 – “Transposones.” Transposones are pieces of DNA that jump from one site to other. They can jump from one chromosome to other. The alterations in the DNA and its components affect the transmission of the information or orders from the spirit, in form of thoughts. For your minds to rest, I am going to narrate for you some of my experiences at the beginning of the awakening of my spirit: Back to the Past. I will start with the ‘Tale of the Rainbow’:


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The night of January 17, 1993, I had a beautiful dream; a dream about the arrival of the Kingdom of God. The world around me was full of happiness, light and peace. You could feel the presence of God. At the end of the dream I saw the Virgin Mary drawing a beautiful rainbow in the sky. The colors of the rainbow progressively increased in intensity. Suddenly, one end of the rainbow rose to heaven with the other end still on the Earth. An angle is marked at the center.

When I woke up I thought about the meaning of this beautiful dream. I wrote that the colors of the rainbow must represent the different races of humans. They were united in the rainbow and united went to heaven. The union was in a binding of love. All humans as a kindred of beings. All humans united will rise to heaven someday. Waiting for us are God, the Virgin Mary and angels. I have to tell you that this happy ending is near.

This dream was in Washington D.C. where I went with my family to the inauguration of President Clinton as President of the United States of America. I felt this dream was special and I told it to my husband and to a dear friend. The day of the inauguration something occurred that was a confirmation of my dream. While President Clinton was being sworn into office, a singer sang a beautiful song. This song was about a rainbow. In the song the rainbow represented the union of all human races. All races united by love. I was very impressed when I heard the song, thinking about my dream.


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The vision of the Virgin Mary and the rainbow was very beautiful. I do not think that it was the product of my imagination or my subconscious. I am sure that it was a message left for all of us from the Virgin Mary. All races united by love will reach heaven someday to the majestic presence of God. The humans of America are of different origin. We have learned to live as only one race: The human race. We are the citizens of the world. We are all the same. The separation and lack of unity has been caused by evil. This has caused all wars between nations. The union of humans in the United States of America is hope for a future of peace. All humans can live in peace if the center of our lives is love. Remember that Jesus our Lord is love. Where love is present, the Holy Spirit of God is present too.

Remember that our spirit does not have color. Our spirit is light in the presence of God. The colors of the robot will disappear someday. The only thing eternal are the spirits of light in union with our Creator. The rainbow will be light someday. From the refraction of light the colors of the rainbow are formed. All humans that center their lives in God will be united with Him, and will have the same resemblance.

We were created in the image and resemblance of God. The vehicle to achieve this union is prayer. The Kingdom of God starts when we renew our souls in the presence of the Holy Spirit. We have to start seeing our body as a robot where our soul is. The mind of the robot is under constant attack by the spirits of evil.


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Mind is imperfect. That is why it is so difficult for us to see the presence of God all around us. The cult of materialism does not let us see the unhappy spirit within us. Humans have to stop thinking that we are different. We are all the same. We were created equal by God. We are creatures with His resemblance. God loves all us the same. We will all go to Heaven as the Virgin Mary showed me in the dream. We were united and happy. We were surrounded of the light and peace of God. Let us all renew our souls in love to see this beautiful dream come true.

Now, Back to the Future: Back to the Messages of Year 2007:

June 1, 2007 – “Narcolepsy.”

June 7, 2007 – “Killer T Cell.” “Polymerase.” Last night I had a nightmare that scared me: When I entered a dark room in my home somebody attacked me. I yelled loudly for my husband to hear me. He was in the next room. I yelled so loud that I woke up my husband that was at my side. He awoke me from the nightmare.

I was still afraid, and he consoled me. I am afraid of this type of dream. I will ask the angels to care for me during the night and to not let evil spirits go near me. While I am awake I can defend myself, but asleep I am afraid. My subconscious is a mystery that I have to understand.

June 8, 2007 – “Mapping Our Genes.” “Glossary for the book Human Software.”


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June 9, 2007 – “609” “26”. On page 609 of the book Molecular Biology of the Gene I found information about embryology and the importance of mRNA in this.

June 10, 2007 – “Ala rises.” Alanine?

June 16, 2007 – “Physical 123” This must be the measure of the distance (in Armstrongs) needed to break the ionic bindings of water (H-O). This distance is normally 0.97Amstrongs.

June 18, 2007 – I dreamed many things related to scientific facts that I do not remember. The only thing in my mind is the number 156. All I dreamed was a confirmation of previous instructions.

June 19, 2007 – “Escherichia coli.” In the nucleus of these bacteria I see little letters. I will read about its DNA, RNA and proteins as a code.

June 20, 2007 – “10�4”. I will look for that page in the books that I am reading.

June 21, 2007 – In the book Principles of Biochemistry (Fourth Edition; David N. Nelson, Michael M. Cox) I found on page 10�4 information about the transcription and elongation and production of proteins. These studies were performed in Escherichia coli. They explain the importance of methionine in these reactions.


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Methionine is a simple carbon compound with one sulfur binding. Some enzymes recognize the tRNA in the anticodon needed to initiate the process. From them the transformilase has the capacity to select the correct one. Following my thoughts (derived from the study of the messages in my dreams) I think that for this enzyme to recognize the correct anticodons is important. It is important that the correct tRNA is recognized. If the enzyme is deficient, an incorrect tRNA could be incorporated with incorrect information for creating the protein. I have in my mind the genetic material of euchariotics mitochondrias. I was told to look for a number. This was 22 or 23. In humans 22 tRNA are formed in normal conditions. The tRNA # 23 could affect the genetic code.

June 24, 2007 – “The vision is an isoelectric camera.”

June 25, 2007 – “Observe how the plants grow.”

June 27, 2007 – “Cause of Cancer.” June 30, 2007 – “The bone matter and the aminoglucosides.”

July 3, 2007 – The causes of cancer are changes in the genetic code that induce the abnormal conduct of the cancer cells. Many causes are hereditary. Other causes of cancer are secondary to genetic changes, toxics or radiation.


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Some of the hereditary causes of cancer are due to changes in genes in which the messengers with the information to stop the division of the cells are not present. In some hereditary cases an event to trigger the abnormal changes in the genes has to occur in order for the neoplasm to develop.

The message of today was: “Oligoencefaloma.” When I read about the neoplasms of the brain, I found that almost all are hereditary and genetic. They only differ by the cells involved. The more frequent are Meningiomas, cancers of the glia and the ones included in the hereditary syndromes such as retinoblastoma.

In regard to the aminoglucosides, I found that Streptomycin acts upon the transcription phase of the proteins of the invading bacteria, especially in the tRNA. Little by little I will finish this puzzle.

July 15, 2007 – Image of a pattern or green-colored program; another with similar shape, but colorless. It refers to something inside the brain. I hope I scanned them and I preserve the images in my memory. Eventually I will find their meaning.

July 16, 2007 – “Find the help of somebody that believes in you.”

July 17, 2007 – “Magnesium- Mg++.” “O2 + H2O + Mg -------


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July 19, 2007 – “Triamsionamide.” “Path of the Lord.” As you have seen, the awakening of my spirit has been difficult. Spirit expects too much from me. The messages still are not clear. There are still interferences in the transmission of my thoughts, even when I am sleeping. The last phrase: “Path of the Lord.” (Camino del Señor in Spanish), gives me hope and motivation to continue.


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Seventh Chapter

• The concept of goodness• Narration of the following months of

2007• Information related to the messages

found in books• Narration of experiences during the

awakening of my spirit in 1993• Back to the past

Now I want your minds to rest again, with the tale of ‘The Early Times of the Awakening of my Spirit: The Concept of Goodness’:

Goodness is You, my God. You are the source of all goodness and love. We feel Goodness when Your Holy Spirit fills our spirit. I will try to describe my thoughts analyzing Your Gifts that are opposed to evil tendencies.

My Lord, You are humble. Although You are all powerful, You humiliated Yourself entering the body of a human. Your powerful and incorruptible Spirit entered the imperfect and mortal body of a human. You gave us the example to follow, while in the body of Jesus. You showed us how to defeat the tendencies


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of evil. You humiliated Yourself for us who still offend You. Fill myself Lord, with Your humility. Do not permit me to give too much importance to my mortal body. The only importance it has is that You created it.

Depart from me the demon of pride, Lord, You taught us about chastity. You gave us the example to follow in our lives. Jesus is our example of Chastity. Jesus and You are One, Dear God. Jesus taught us to pray in order to obtain fortitude against evil. Jesus was pure. He never was tempted by lust. Teach us, Lord, to be strong and refuse all temptations, so abundant in our times, on television, in magazines, and some movies: The abundance of lust related sins are bombarding humans constantly.

We need the love and protection from You so that we are spared from these sins. Let’s grow in our souls the love for our fellow humans so that our relations are governed by respect and love. Help us defeat all temptations so that all families can stay together in love. God, help Your disciples of our times so they can honor their promise of chastity. Take care of Them, Lord. Fill us with Your Purity. Protect our lives from evil beings. Make possible a new world where Your example is followed by all.

Another good example given to us by Jesus was diligence. He showed us His love for work:

Protect us from laziness. Help us dedicate our lives to serve You and help our fellow humans. You are life and action. Give us diligence in our work. We have to follow Your example. Although You are the Owner and Creator of


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all that is, You worked in a carpenter shop in Jerusalem. You dedicated Your life to give advice to Your brothers on this Earth. You also healed them and fed them. You gave us the example of continued efforts to help your neighbors. You were right for them and us. Let the light of Your Holy Spirit fill us, so we dedicate our lives to work for our neighbors.

You will be always our Teacher. Help us to be diligent with prayer. You are in continuous communication with God the Father. Help us follow your example. Protect us from laziness that tries to close our eyes when we are praying. Remind us Lord that the greatest goal we can achieve is to be in union with Your Holy Spirit. In this way we reach plenitude and happiness. All material belongings are nothing when Your Spirit is with us. You give us peace. We cannot envy and desire the belongings of others when Your Spirit is with us. Let us be always under Your protection so that the demons of covetousness do not tempt us. Let us trust You as the birds and plants do. Please care for us until we rest in peace by Your side. Help us in taking this message of plenitude in the Spirit to others.

Lord, fill us with moderation and temperance. We want to grow in virtues to look like You. Renew our souls to be patient with our neighbors. Protect us from wrath and vengeance. Let Your Spirit fill us with love and pardon. Let Your love, patience and pardon be the example for us. Help us love and pardon our neighbors.


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Fill us, my Lord, with Charity so we can dedicate our lives to help our neighbors. Help us pardon their offenses. The offenses we receive from them will never be as big as the ones they caused You. You pardoned them . We cannot do less. Fill our hearts with Your love to obtain a soft heart as Yours. Your love will change us. Fill us Lord with Your goodness.

The demons of wrath and vengeance will not reach us, God. Give us moderation to protect us from gluttony and drunkenness. With moderation we will feed ourselves to cover only our needs.

Jesus taught us the value of fasting. Fasting helped Him defeat the devil in the desert. Fasting helps us defeat gluttony and drunkenness. The lives of Jesus and the Virgin Mary were governed by moderation and love for Their neighbors.

Help us in following Your example and to not give value to food, wine and material things. I am conscious that all goodness comes from You. I beseech that You give me moderation so that all material things are of no value for me from now on. Fill me with Your humility. Let me follow Your example and live a life oriented only to my spiritual growth and to be near You. Give me strength in this daily battle against evil. Cast away from my home all demons that want to confuse our lives. Help me to be part of Your Being so I can help with Your light for other human beings. Amen.


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Messages of the last months of 2007: I Asked God to give me clarity of mind to comprehend what they are trying to communicate.

August 1, 2007 – “Bar or Val of chromosome 8.” After reading two genetics texts, I think that the message refers to “Barr and Chromosome 8.” Barr is the genetic material of the X chromosome inactivated in woman. It is utilized for predictions of sex. It is present if it is a female. If it is not present it is a male, or could represent Turner’s Disease.

Chromosome 8 is characterized by the interchange of genetic material between the alleles. The final product differs. It also is known because oncogenes have been found in them (Myc and Mos). After reading this I concluded that I won’t be able to know the human genome. It will be much easier to know all the details of the components of the hardware and the software of a computer.

I write many facts down hoping that someone with a background in genetics and in computers can put all of this together. It is impossible that with our limited intelligence we can understand it. I will limit myself to follow the messages in my dreams. The more important concepts I will try to clarify.

The interpretation I gave is confused. It could be that valine (Val) is the most important part of the message. Once before, valine was mentioned in my dreams. The human computer and its programming is very complex and difficult to envision. It needs the union of many bright minds to


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acomplish this. For now I have to limit myself to access it. My spirit will help me to access the information and show you the way to obtain more health and happiness. We have to let the spirit guide the robot without interference.

August 20, 2007 – During the past weeks I did not receive messages. But in the past week I had a great happiness. I realized that at the Pediatric Children’s Hospital, which we just opened by initiative of my husband, a study can be done where we prove that the energy of love is curative. Energy of love can give back the normal code to children with cancer. These thoughts filled me with new strength. I was happy again and with hope.

I have seen that it is very difficult to give the message of the components of our being to other humans. This cannot be accomplished by only reading or recommending the book Human Software: Scientific Revelation. This is not enough; not enough people will hear and pay attention to the message. They will prefer to think that the robot is so important that there is nothing to look for.

You can probably sense my disillusion. However, God is leading my way, because I already have the help of two oncologists that are interested. My plan is also to give holistic treatment to all patients admitted to this hospital that ask for it. We can do a study where blood parameters are taken before and after healing treatments. I talked with my husband and he told me that I could do it. Previously I had thoughts of doing research, looking for the changes in the code in some diseases, and looking for the molecular alterations in them, but this has already been started in research institutions.


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In Madrid, Spain, I bought a book about these studies: Molecular Pathology by Frances Gonzalez Sastre and Joan J. Guivonat; Editor Masson, Barcelona, Spain. I bought a book that gave me hope. This was the book: AND Sin Misterio. In English: DNA Without Mystery, Book One, Kishori Aird, Ediciones Vesica Piscis. (Spanish translation by Anna Renaci Bahima; IBSM, Impreso en España)

In this book, the author, a Doctor in Naturopathy, explains how the genetic code can be improved with certain exercises. This book is a practical guide about reprogramming the 13 helix of DNA, as the author explains. She proposes that Intron is inactive genetic material that can be activated. This will take us to other levels of perception. We have consensus in that the energy needed is the energy of love.

August 21, 2007 – “PhosphofructoKinase Catalyst Glucose-----------------Piruvico Acid ” Aldolase

The above reaction received in a dream. I have to look for the enzyme that is the catalyst. I have to include it in the study and measure it before and after the healing or energy therapies. While I am writing this in the computer, I think that sometimes I am blind. This is the second time They mention Aldolase. Later, I will explain you its importance.

August 22, 2007 – I will include what I wrote this day for you to see how vulnerable I am. I am a human being, with all the weakness you may have. That day I wrote: “Big disillusion. My husband does not want to help me. I got lost because I was expecting his help. I have to reconsider several things. I feel I should not work anymore at Hermanos


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Meléndez Hospital. This takes too much of my time. I should focus my efforts to prove my theories. Today I am going to read, looking for aldolase. I have to find if aldolase changes with radiation energy. Then I will start an organization and protocol for what I have to do in the future.”

I think that I will have the help of God and many of my colleagues. I will try to look for strength in my union with Jesus. To take the message to the world is the most important endeavor for me. We are spirits guiding a robot that is full of confusion. The energy that activates us comes from our spiritual being. It comes in less quantity due to our mental confusion. Our human code is altered by the contamination of our mental computer with a retrovirus, the retrovirus of evil.

My son Ricardo Felipe just entered the room and comforted me. He saw me crying and reminded me that I have to have faith. God is in charge. Afterwards, my husband entered too and told me that he was going to help me. He advised me that we should create a foundation to pay for the costs of the studies. I ask for God to enlighten me and show me the path I have to follow.

Despair is lack of faith and trust in Him. This has been my fault today. I have to pray to calm my spirit. The duality of our being is still present in my mind. We need the help of superior beings to help our spirit and guide it. When our spirit separates from the good spiritual beings it suffers. The day of the death of our robot we will see clearly what is going on. Our spirit will go to be united with the superior beings that will come to greet it.


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August 24, 2007 – “I see in my dream hollow tracks where seeds of vegetables were going to be planted.” In the morning I was thinking about the beauty of Creation, all in an established order where the plants obtain water and substrates through their roots, and the animals that ingest the water and the substrates. Men and superior animals exhale CO2. The plants produce O2. The circle between O2 and Co2 is established: The energy of life, moving the molecules in the organisms with life (plants or animals); men with their intelligence and conscience that distinguish them in the Creation: Spirit guiding matter, all under perfect order, under the care of God whom we know by His deeds but do not know face-to-face.

Now God wants to come near us. Matter involving us makes it difficult for Him. He loves us and does not want to harm us. Evil is acting over us creating confusion: The ‘game of life’ in all its splendor and suffering at the same time.

August 25, 2007 – “0.8 as a measure related to Lovenox.” I am going to study about this. After reading about the parameters of coagulation, I think that this value is related to the INR. I think that They are warning me that this parameter should be known before using Lovenox. Lovenox is a low density heparin. The value of INR should be 0.8 or less in order to give this heparin.

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Shadows of forgetfulness that have me today Ulcer of love that cannot heal if you are absent How to live like this in this loneliness, so full of anxiety for you

In Spanish, it is:

Sombras de olvido que tiene mi hoy Llaga de amor que no puede sanar, si le faltas tu Como vivir así en esta soledad tan llena de ansiedad de ti

It looks like my soul was singing it to God. The song dramatizes the deep suffering of human beings separated from God without knowing who they are or where they belong.

Now I feel it is necessary to narrate what is pending about the first years of the Awakening of my Spirit - Back to the Past:

February 14, 1993 – I wrote the following: “Today I see the importance of telling you about a vision I had while attending mass at the Hospital Chapel. Before Consecration, I saw a reddish light in circular form over the area where the bread and the chalice with the wine were. I then saw light coming from above; over the reddish light I see the shape of a heart. The bright white light embraces the reddish light and fuses with it.”

You may think that I am crazy, but I saw that beautiful vision. I thought that the bright white light represented the


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light of our Lord Jesus that came to fuse with the forms to be consecrated. Why the form of a heart? Today I think that after the union with the reddish forms, the forms represent the heart of Jesus that came to fuse with us; His Spirit with ours.

Today during Consecration I remembered those beautiful images. It was a moment of deep reflection and communication with God. It ended with the electricity and goose bumps that I feel when I am in the presence of God. My happiness and devotion overwhelmed my being. These are moments in which I recognize the living presence, full of glory, love and the peace of our Lord Jesus. My being felt humble and my respect and love for Jesus made me tremble. I have to narrate this to you because I think that that vision was not for me only. I know that I have to write about it to give you a message. This message is from Jesus that is a living God, and comes with His Divine Presence to fill with His Light the wine and the bread for us to take.

This coming of Jesus is real. He is alive and His coming to the forms of bread and wine is full of life and love. The forms are converted in His Body and Blood in vivo. The living Spirit of Jesus is in them. Believe me and pray deeply during Consecration, and you can feel and comprehend what I am telling you.

On February 16, 1993 I wrote: “Phrase in my mind when I awoke: ‘The Grace of the Lord is with you’. I received it in Spanish: “La Gracia del Señor esté con Vosotros.” During the past days I have been thinking that the Virgin Mary was who left this message in my mind. What is the


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meaning of Grace for me? I think that Grace is the presence of the Holy Spirit in the soul of a being. It is the bright light of God accompanying our soul. State of Grace is staying with the presence of the Holy Spirit in our soul. I write this down being aware that it is as if I am channeling this information from the spiritual realms. I think that they come from the Virgin Mary or from the Holy Spirit. I have to tell you that it is not easy for humans to stay in State of Grace.

The world around us causes our claudication. Sometimes I imagine this as in the comparison with a robot, to which the light enters through a small place that the Virgin Mary or the Holy Spirit has cleansed. The soul is in the robot and sees the light. Then darkness covers the soul again. The evil beings acting over the robot close the opening through which the bright light of our Creator was coming in.

Another comparison that I use, trying to clear these concepts for you, is the comparison of the world with a big bowl with boiling water. It has been called “The bowl of the devil”. Our souls are in continuous movement. The evil spirits move us as they want. But the Holy Spirit is also present and observing. When we see and are aware of His presence he comes to rescue us. He fills our spirit with His Spirit. He gives us more energy to evaporate from the boiling bowl.

I think that when this occurs, our soul in the ‘boiling liquid’ in the bowl becomes air with energy of light that rises to be in union with the Holy Spirit. What we feel at that moment is love, peace and happiness. The liquid in the bowl


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condenses again, and we are involved again in the turmoil waters. Our lives change, and we remember that State of Grace. We want to go back to it. Our efforts are now in going back to the State of Grace. We want to go back to God. We continue feeling His presence. He is still with us. His rays of Mercy are with us.

After knowing God, the only thing that keeps our hopes alive is thinking of the moment when we go back to Him. We want to escape from the bowl and to go and be united with God again. How can we stay in a State of Grace? Prayer is the means that we have to stay in a State of Grace. By praying, we can communicate with God. The presence of the Holy Spirit in us starts changing our soul. We feel love. We start feeling happiness and peace. We start being good, loyal and gentle. Moderation and temperance invade us.

We have to insist in prayer and continue receiving the teachings and gifts of the Holy Spirit. We do not know how the Holy Spirit changes us, but we change and feel happy for the first time. Our struggle to stay in Grace continues. It will continue until we are dead. The evil spirits want our spirit. They hate God. They want to destroy God’s Creation and His creatures. They want to keep our souls after the death of our body. They enjoy seeing us suffer in the “bowl of the devil”. We have to be strong and stay in the presence of the Holy Spirit. When we fall into the bowl, after seeing God, He will help us rise again. Finally, at the moment of the death of our body, He will be there waiting for us and protecting us.


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State of Grace is to be in union with God. Only with His presence can we triumph in this struggle. We have to call the Holy Spirit to come to us and fill us with His Grace.

“Grace be with you.” Beautiful message from the Virgin Mary when I awoke that day. The message is for you: my sisters and brothers, my sons and daughters. Please hear it. It is a message in the final days of the world. The world is ‘boiling’ due to sin, and will explode one day. Only the ones that have liberated their souls and stay in union with the Holy Spirit will prevail. Please follow this path: See the presence of God in us. Call for the help of the Holy Spirit. Stay in prayer and communication with God. You will receive God’s protection and will be saved. He will protect you in the moment of the death of the body. You will live forever in His presence, in peace, happiness and love. God loves us very much. Please trust Him.


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Eighth Chapter

• Narration of the messages in the following months of 2007

• Information about the facts found in books related to the messages

• Worries about the way to proceed; to spread to humans beings the truth of their being

• Experiences during the last months of 1994

• Conclusion

Back to the future for last time. Messages of last months of 2007:

September 8, 2007 – “They constitute 10% of the genetic material.” The part of the human genome studied up to today is only the 10% of the total.

September 9, 2007 – “Resistence. As physical property of matter.”

September 12, 2007 – “Nicotinamide”. “Nicotinamide- di- nucleotide. NAD and its relation to Atention Deficit Disorder (ADD).” In the book Basic Neurochemistry by Siegel, Albers, Brady and Price, I found that in the addiction to nicotine, the receptors


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of dopamine and adrenaline are affected. The receptors of dopamine and adrenaline are also affected in ADD. This leads me to think that the increase in cases of ADD in present times can be due to smoking, especially in cases of pregnant women smoking.

September 13, 2007 – “Flavoproteins.”

September 15, 2007 – “Cianocobalamine – Vitamin B12.” What do these compounds have in common? What they have in common is that all absorb radiation energy. Cianocobalamine is affected by light inmediately. It changes with light, liberating protons H+. That is why plants don’t have it: It is very unstable in light.

Thanks Dear Angels, for giving me another compound that absorbs light. Others are the Flavoproteins, the Aldolase and the NADH Dehydrogenase. The action of light over these compounds creates a cascade of chemical reactions. I have reached the conclusion after reading many books and following the messages in my dreams that all vitamins absorb radiation energy. This energy is utilized as enzymatic compounds that catalyze the molecular reactions that move the code through the body. I will repeat them:

Vitamin A: Rodopsine or Retinol. Vitamin D: Egocalciferol. Vitamin C: It is a dehydrogenase. The dehydrogenases absorbs light. Vitamin B1: Niacin that is part of NAD and NADH dehidrogenase. Vitamin B12: Cianocobalamine.


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September 21, 2007 – “Final products of catabolism. Study them.” The hormones follow a code. They are messengers in order to cause molecular changes that initiate or modify the action ordered by the spirit.

September 29, 2007 – “Genes intervene in the molecular pool of the mitochondria.”

October 6, 2007 – In my dreams last night I saw a symbolic image of the Holy Spirit. I was told that I have to include it on the cover of the book Human Software Scientific Revelation. It was the image of a dove. It was linear and simple. I knew the meaning of the image. Next day I called the editor and asked him to include an image of a dove on the cover. He agreed after I told him about its meaning.

The Holy Spirit has been my guide in writing down the messages found in the book. Knowledge comes from Him and he has been at my side, mediating in the instructions I receive to fulfill my mission.

October 9, 2007 – “Fumaric Acid. Elastase.” Fumaric acid is the trans form of malate in the citric cycle or the carboxilic acid cycle. Malate is the Cis form that changes to fumarate, that is the trans form.

Pasteur proved that in these changes in compounds from the trans to the cis form or vice versa, light energy was used. The direction of the light changes depended on the form obtained (trans or cis). Fumarase is the enzyme that catalyzes this reaction. Elastase is produced by the leucocytes and


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causes breaks in the membrane of the alveolus. In hereditary cases there is lack of a protein that protects from the damage caused by elastase. This is a PT kinase. In these cases, emphysema occurs. The protein trypsin kinase (PT kinase) is produced at the liver. The lack of this enzyme is a recessive hereditary condition. If a person inherits it from both parents, he will eventually develop pulmonary emphysema.

October 17, 2007 – “Less energy levels enters in the external part.” Then an explanation of this that I do not remember.

October 22, 2007 – “God wants that the suffering of the humans ends.”

November 10, 2007 – “Ubiquitin.” “Triamcionolone.”

November 29, 2007 – Another name for my book could be: Disease as Digital Catastrophe.

November 30, 2007 – “The clue is the mercy existing channels.”

December 1, 2007 – Dream full of mystery and teachings last night. A man that I do not know gets contaminated by the bite of an animal on a deserted island. That island was condemned by the authorities. It could not be visited by humans. Anyway, he went there. He was rescued by the authorities and taken back to safe territory. The man notes that he has the instinct to kill other animals. He tries to control himself but this is not possible. This contamination is


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with a virus like rabies. He knows about his wicked desires but tells nobody about it. Hiding during the night, he goes and kills in defense animals that are good with him. He cannot avoid his tendency to eat them.

In this human conflict, somebody tells me that with blood transfusions he can improve from this terrible virus. In this dream I am an observer but with the ‘others’ I try to resolve the problem. The human contaminated was not bad; what happened to him was because of the virus that contaminated his body. I wake up afraid and reluctant to write down this dream. I do so because I think it has a lesson for us.

December 7, 2007 – “NH3”. Repetedly in the dream. December 8, 2007 – “Methyl DOPA.” December 13, 2007 – “Reiki is a technique of the past that many wants to know and practice.” December 30, 2007 – Dream in which I am giving a conference to a group of physicians. I am explaining the messages received from God. I see lack of credibility in some of them. I ask for the help of my Lord. Then a miracle occurs. From the sky that was dark a light appears in the center. From the upper center of it, the light starts descending toward us. By my side was the hospital head nurse that sees the miracle and is impressed. She tells me that she will help me in convincing the others.


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To conclude, I am going to include the narration of my experiences during the last months of 1994. Back to the past for the last time. How Goodness acts in us.

JUNE 1, 1994 – I think of the phrase I received while praying the Rosary: “The Rosary is a River of Roses.” The roses are the virtues. Praying the Rosary, we can help Jesus clean our souls. This river of roses was given to us by the Virgin Mary. It helps us in gaining virtues. The elixir of these roses helps to clean the soul. We should pray it daily.

I am now going to discuss the virtue of charity. Charity is one of the gifts of the Holy Spirit. Charity helps to overcome selfishness. When we think of God and the Virgin Mary, we do not want to sin. We will think about our fellow humans with love. Selfishness is one of the capital sins. The plant of charity in our souls is a product of love. Our fellow humans need love. It is necessary to grow in love so we can have a community of love. This will be the solution of all human problems. For me, this virtue has also been difficult to obtain.

My ego, as I told you, was big. In the moment that I was “born again” I realized how wrong I was. I saw that the things I had worked for were not important. I saw the idols of the world without value. I saw all things that I worshiped as unimportant. I saw them as imperfect things and beings that do not give real happiness. These things and beings were real only because the love of God and His patience allowed them to exist. I opened my eyes and I saw the glorious presence of our Lord Jesus. After seeing me, lost and humble, the Virgin


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Mary came to my help. I saw Her in all Her beauty in the dream I had in Washington, D.C. In a dream, She told me to go to the Sacred Mountain of San Lorenzo where my eyes saw the Miracle of the Sun.

My life changed completely. All material things did not have value to me. I stopped going to the commercial centers. I stopped envy and avarice. All I wanted was to do was to go to church more. I wanted to be near God. I gave my soul to Jesus. He sent His Holy Spirit to help me. I started feeling His presence. I have changed. Now I think more about my fellow humans. I want to do something to help them. I work every day with this in my mind. I pray to stay in this State of Grace. I still have venom in me that I have to cure. I pray to God that He continues illuminating me.

JUNE 2, 1994 – Words: “Love and comprehension.” Last night I dreamed with mentally sick people. I was trying to help them. Now, I will continue the analysis of the Virtues:

I will continue with Chastity. Many problems will be solved in our society if we all grow in chastity. In a book, I read that lust is avarice in sex. We can describe chastity as moderation in love and sex. Purity and chastity are other small plants of virtue that our Lord plants in our souls. This plant is difficult to care for due to the quantity of pornography and cult of lust that we can find anywhere. Our society is sick. It is mentally sick. The lack of love in infancy and in childhood has pushed human beings to be aggressive in sex.


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The human mind confuses love with sex. Sex is not love. Sex is an instinct that produces pleasure. It is brief and not fulfilling like love is. Love is a source of happiness; sex of pleasure and if done in a sinful situation, will cause suffering and repentance.

Lust does not produce happiness. Lust brings unhappiness, disease and vice. The human with mental problems thinks that being aggressive in sex can compensate for the lack of love in his life. He will be in continuous despair looking for love in sex. Love is not there. Love is a feeling of the spirit. You can only feel love by being good. The human mind is poorer, sicker and more lost each day. Only the love of the Holy Spirit can save the human being. Only the medicine of goodness can cure the human mind.

We have to pray constantly to achieve chastity. We have to have a relation of love and respect with our partner. We are not animals, although some are behaving as wicked animals. You can observe the lack of shame in the way that many women dress today: These women are mentally and spiritually sick. They do not have self esteem. Lust in sex is a signal of a sick soul where the light of God is not present.

The suffering in some minds has also resulted in homosexuality. We need rivers of light from the Holy Spirit to cure so much insanity. We have to give love to our children from infancy to young adults, in order for them to grow with a healthy mind that will have chastity. The miracle we need can only occur by the renewal of our souls in the presence of the Holy Spirit. We have to give love also to our neighbors. This will help clear their minds. We must be a living example of chastity.


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Our guides must be Jesus and the Virgin Mary. God created us with a good purpose. When He told men and women “Grow and multiply”, he showed us that the purpose of sex was to procreate.

We were going to help God in His Creation. All relations are to be with love and consideration. The cult of lust has brought dirt to sex. Let us pray for the light of the Holy Spirit to enlighten our fellow humans and give them strength of will to overcome the temptations and tendencies to sin, so abundant in our times.

Our world has to change. The roses of chastity must grow again, and the light of the souls with chastity will brighten the souls of their neighbors. The solution is love. The means to offer love is comprehension. God bless and protect you.

JUNE 3, 1994 – “Lost in matter.”

JUNE 4, 1994 – I think of dreams like the product of a broken computer with information in disorder. Our soul is lost inside the computer or robot that was damaged by the devil in order to destroy the Creation of God. We need the light of our Lord to arrange us. With God’s light the virus of the computer will die and our souls can know the Truth. I will continue the analysis of the virtues with the Virtue of Generosity:

This virtue is a product of love. When we renew our hearts in the love of the Holy Spirit, He places this plant of generosity in our souls. We feel something beautiful. We feel


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a sweet feeling of tenderness for our fellow humans. This is the plant of the roses of generosity. Its fragrance is love. Avarice dies inside us. Its venom that made us buy material things without control is killed. When we see the needs of our neighbors we try to share with them our goods. “Where your treasure is there is also your heart.” (Luke 12-34).

When our heart is with the Holy Spirit, our treasure is His presence. We do not need material things. Generosity in the heart of souls will defeat the selfishness in this world. We have to show love to our neighbors. When I saw this truth by the middle of 1991, nothing material had value to me from then on. My soul had been sick and poor although I was full of belongings. I was unhappy. My soul was missing the presence of my Lord. As soon as He came to my rescue, I felt happy again.

Humans act like blind robots. They prefer to go to shopping centers where they buy idols of mud. They prefer this to going to the church to be with Jesus. Television continues in its goal to pervert human beings, helping to promote materialism and consumerism. This world is so broken that it looks impossible to correct. We have to pray. We shall care for the plant of generosity in our souls and help it grow. Our generosity will be example for others. Little by little, with the fragrance of love, we will convince others that we are more happy giving than receiving. We have to share with our fellow humans what God with His generosity has given us. We shall live our lives helping and caring for our neighbors.


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Jesus left for us this teaching: “Many rich persons threw in the baskets of the offerings much money. A widow came and gave 2 coins of copper, of scarce value. Then Jesus came and called His disciples and told them: “I assure you that this poor widow has given more than the others. They have given from what was left, but she in her poverty has given all that she has for living.” (Mark 12: 41- 44.)

The heart of this widow was full of generosity. Her happiness in giving the coins was big. Her plants with roses of generosity in her soul were bigger. We must follow the example of the poor widow. In this way, we will be free from the venom of avarice. This is not easy. It is the path but it is also the path of love. Jesus and the Virgin Mary – who have everything – do not rest trying to save us. We must continue praying so that Their light changes us. In this way we will be with them when our body dies.

Thinking in the present time, the taxes that we pay sometimes represent the giving of the poor widow. We give from where we are lacking. From the salary the employee is authorized only a small part for his needs. What they have to pay for supporting themselves and their family is short in many cases. But every year in a democratic government, they give more than they need to care for themselves. We shall pay the taxes happily, keeping in mind that we are giving for the ones that have nothing. If we pay only out of obligation, we are not acting with generosity. We should be as happy in our giving as the poor widow mentioned by Jesus.


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JUNE 7, 1994 – Word in my mind when I awoke: “Spirituality”

JUNE 16, 1994 – When I awoke I saw a vision of a heart with bright margins and with clear blue content.

JUNE 26, 1994 – Phrase in my mind on awakening: “Dog frame”. I think about the current behavior of humans; like if they are dogs: Men following their animal instincts.

I think that I have to describe how man is behaving now. Man is losing his spirituality. He is shifting to animal instincts every day; a very dangerous animal full of selfishness that can do wicked things to satisfy his instincts. This is the frame of many humans. It can compare with a ‘dog’s frame’.

I also thought of the image of a dog that was developing in the vitral at the church of the Holy Mountain. In the lower part of the image this can be seen. This animal looks to be under the control of the Holy Trinity and the Virgin Mary. I think this image represents the devil under the control of the Beings of Good.

JUNE 27, 1994 – I dreamed last night that I was trying to sculpt an image of Jesus. It didn’t look as I desired. Suddenly, Jesus appears in front of me in all His Majesty. He then changes to an image. As He materializes, a beautiful image of Jesus is left. His beauty was astonishing. This image was over a church. Over the church is a cross, but with only the longitudinal part left. It looks like the church is missing the cross. It could mean that it lacks sacrifice.


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JUNE 29, 1994 – Phrase in my mind upon awakening: “Thoughts are the light of the soul.” This beautiful phrase has great importance for me. Thoughts can come from God. In this way God talks to us. We can recognize them because it is something different from what is expected from us; something we cannot produce. I think that this two-way communication can be achieved when we pray.

Sometimes, They clear a concept for us. It occurs when we are reading the Bible; the message or the meaning of what we are reading becomes clear for us. We have to pay attention to our thoughts when we are praying. In prayer, we can recognize the voice of God. I can compare this transmission of thoughts with the ones transmitted in telepathy. We “hear” in our mind a thought that we do not know from where it comes. Our imperfect mind cannot recognize its origin and think it is ours.

Thoughts are a transmission of energy; the light and energy of God passing through our souls. Thoughts are the connection we need to communicate with God. Through thoughts, our mind sends instructions to the periphery of our body. God, by means of thoughts, can guide us to Him. Through thoughts, we can also feel God’s energy. The energy passes then from our mind to our heart and other parts of the body. When it reaches the heart, we feel full of love. When it reaches our skin, we get goose bumps. I think that if the energy is enough, we can levitate. This probably was what occurred to St. Therese of Avila.

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of our mind to achieve the spiritual connection we need for this communication. All sensorial activity has to stop before achieving communication with God. It is difficult, but not impossible. What we feel is so beautiful and great when we recognize that the thought is not ours; that it has been left there by God. The quality of the communication is perfect when we recognize that Jesus talking to us. How marvelous it will be if we can achieve this communication without interferences.

I remember the day that I received communication as Mrs. Ghandi. That day I wrote that probably the monks at Tibet levitate when they have this communication while meditating. Today I think that my guardian angel was trying to give me a means to improve the communication with God and the spirits of good: an unknown dimension that we can reach with our thoughts. Thinking about the word ‘spirituality’, I believe that I am receiving lessons to communicate more easily with the spirits of good. To defeat evil we have to improve this communication. God, the Virgin Mary and angels are communicating with simple human beings that are full of faith. I think that the coming of Jesus as King of All Nations is near. Eventually, They will tell us new teachings that will take us to the truth.

I opened the Bible a few days ago to Matthew 13-�2. The following verse made me think that Jesus has new things to communicate: “A writer with knowledge of the Kingdom of Heaven is as a father of a family, that from his treasure he moves new things and old things.”


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I have no doubt that spirits of goodness have come to my dreams. They are making me grow in spirituality. They have probably called your door already, but you are afraid to talk about it. It happens to me. I am afraid that people will think that I am crazy. I see my husband very quiet when he prays or reads religious books. He does not tell me what he is feeling or receiving. The only thing he speaks about is his great faith in God. I feel that he believes that I am not crazy, and that the Kingdom of God is near.

Spirituality is our union with God. It is trying to be good every day. The current of the energy of love that is in our spiritual being in union with the Holy Spirit gives us peace and happiness. We can think that we are thoughts of God lost in matter. We have to be in dialogue with God. We cannot lose the ‘Love Channel’. Staying in connection with God gives us plenitude. We are in the energy of love where peace, calm and happiness are present. It is wonderful what you feel when you connect to it. Thoughts are the light of the soul. This is an important message for all of us.

JULY 8, 1994 – Last night I prayed to the Virgin Mary. This morning when I awoke I saw a picture of the Virgin with Baby Jesus in her arms. The picture was very bright. I think that it was a gift from the Virgin Mary answering my prayer.

JULY 10, 1994 – The Fourth of July I wrote the following: “In my dream I think of a disabled computer with the information in disorder. Our spirit is lost inside a computer or robot that is not working well. This computer


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was disabled by the devil to do harm to the plans of God. We need the light of God to guide the computer. We need the energy of love of God to heal the computer. The virus in the computer will be killed with the light of God. We will know the Truth that day because we will communicate directly with God.

The damage caused to us through all this time with the virus has been immense. A few decades ago, we still could read and think. Currently, with the constant bombardment of evil ideas through television, radio, magazines, newspapers, etc., we don’t have an opportunity to think. We cannot clear our minds.

For my younger son and for my grandchildren and all children of the world, I will continue with the comparison that I started:

The evil beings have access to our minds. Evil beings are like the bad gremlins. They play with our mind and introduce evil thoughts in it. They enjoy the confusion and despair in our minds. From the information in the memory of our computer, the gremlins find information from our past. They confuse that information even more. They play in our subconscious, creating more confusion. We have been told that dreams are about experiences of our past that we have in our subconscious. That is why our dreams are so confusing.

But we do not have to despair. Above all and with more power is our God. He is accompanied by His Mother that is a powerful being, and by the angels that are powerful as well. They come and leave in our dreams beautiful messages.


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Sometimes they intervene in order that our dreams end well. How can we get out of this prison in matter? There is only one way: We have to be in union with the light energy of love that comes from God. This energy stays in us and we can be in its union until we depart from the robot.

Jesus came to show us the way to do this. We have to follow His example. Jesus and His Holy Spirit are the only way out of matter. The Holy Spirit will show us the way out of matter. Our soul will be saved following Jesus’ path. After finding Jesus, we have to pray to stay with Him. We have to trust Him. We have to walk over water as He showed me in a dream. Jesus is the light to get us out of darkness. He will guide us to His Divine Kingdom full of light and love. We have to walk to Jesus without any doubt. We have to walk with faith, hope and trust. Little by little, the darkness will be less and finally we can be free in the union of God.

JULY 13, 1994 – Today I will go back to the analysis of the Virtues. I want you to remember the beautiful garden of roses growing in our soul. Jesus is the gardener. Already we have four different plants growing. These are humility, charity, chastity and generosity. They give us strength against pride, envy, lust and avarice. Now I will analyze patience.

With this virtue, we control wrath. We receive attacks constantly from other humans. The cause of their attacks is selfishness. We are also under attack due to envy and wrath. Patience is the only way to protect ourselves. The Holy Spirit will help us to grow in patience. This is also a plant of roses for our soul. When somebody offends us, patience helps us to hold our impulses. We should ask for help of the Holy


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Spirit. Patience will keep our mouth shut and our spirit open. The Holy Spirit will help us understand our neighbors.

We have to remember the example of Jesus. He was patient all the way during His Passion and Death on the Cross. We have to remember the patience of the Virgin Mary. We should remember the martyrs that suffered with patience and love. We have to care for this plant of roses through prayer and the union with God. Little by little, we will control ourselves and offer love and comprehension to our fellow humans.

I will continue with the virtue of diligence. This virtue overcomes laziness. First, we have to defeat the laziness that keeps us from praying. With prayer we will help the Holy Spirit to be in charge of our life. We have to be diligent in our work. We have to give the best of us in our work. We have to help others in their work, giving them advice and offering our help.

Students have to be diligent in their studies. We have to help to solve the problems of our community. We have to work with love for our fellow human beings. Working will give us the opportunity to help others. Work should be a source of peace and satisfaction. Laziness produces an unsatisfactory feeling in us. We have to ask Jesus to care for the plant of the roses of diligence in our souls. This is a very delicate plant and we need His care. We have to pray frequently. We should not be lazy to pray and communicate with God. Fill us, Jesus, with diligence to follow the path of love in this world.


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Now, we will analyze the virtue of temperance. This virtue is necessary to control gluttony and drunkenness. It is the virtue that makes us see food only as a means to cover our necessities. We have to use our will when we are tempted with delicious foods. We have to take only the food necessary to be healthy. There are many occasions in which we are invited to banquets. We have to be strong and practice temperance. The excesses in eating and drinking only cause indigestion and drunkenness. We have to use our temperance to protect our health. With prayer we will make this virtue grow in our souls.

Temperance and moderation go together. Gluttony and drunkenness will disappear from our lives with this virtue in our soul. Little by little, we will feel happier and avoid diseases and dissatisfaction. Finally, I want to ask you that after these virtues have been planted in your lives, you should thank our Lord for taking care of them. The product of these plants of virtues is love, peace and happiness. God bless you and protect you so you can defeat evil in your lives. Amen.

JULY 15, 1994 – I still think that there is a block in our communication with God. I think that a substance or a defect present in us causes this difficulty of communication. I also think that there could be some substance to help in this communication. Other thoughts: The Communion of Saints. Spiritual union with a binding of love, with the presence of the Holy Spirit. Communication from spirit to spirit in the union with the Holy Spirit.


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JULY 16, 1994 – In my dreams last night I felt the presence of my guardian angel. I named him Alegría and he deserves that name. In the dream something occurred that made me happy. I saw in the dream a truck or pick-up with wheels by the sides and all messed up. It was something funny. I talked to the angel that intervened in my dream. I told him that I recognized his presence. After that I remember that I was flying by his side. It was a beautiful and happy dream, different from the common dreams where I am persecuted by evil beings and looking for a place to hide. I always end up finding a secure spot, and I think that at that moment my guardian angel helps me. They are there to be sure that the evil beings don’t scare me too much. I ask you to monitor your dreams. You can see that somebody always comes to help.

I continue with the idea that our mind is a computer, to which while sleeping, crazy information is given. That creates more confusion in it. Sometimes we find the ‘Love Channel’ that makes us feel the presence of God, the Virgin Mary and the angels. If that blockage created by the devil is removed, we can communicate with God.

Last night before going to bed, my husband read to me about the retrovirus and how it produces RNA that looks like our DNA, only that they are the negative pattern of it. After entering the nucleus, it unites with the DNA and alters it. This produces diseases such as cancer. This retrovirus is an oncogene, and produces a negative change of our genetic material. The RNA of the virus adapts itself to our DNA. I think that a virus like this could be the cause of the contamination of our being, by causing physicochemical


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changes that have isolated our soul from the body. They are probably producing negatives that neutralize the positive characteristics of our genes.

These negative characteristics are the cause of evil. Until today the only cure for this contamination is the presence of the Holy Spirit in us. The Holy Spirit starts healing us. Light energy and love are positive powers that can neutralize the negatives produced by the virus of evil. The RNA of this virus will be destroyed by the power of the Spirit of God and our efforts to be good.

In the laboratory, scientists have proved that by the inoculation of a retrovirus the disease can be transmitted to normal hosts. We lack the treatment for the virus of evil. Radiation and drugs have been used for cancer. For evil we only have God’s protection. Healings by energy of love are a reality. We have to pray to ask for the knowledge to comprehend these mysteries. I know that in the future God will help us to cure the negative genomes. I think that the apple that Eve ate is symbolic of how we were contaminated. It could be full of the retrovirus that altered our genes. This caused a block in our communication with God. Only by enlightening our minds to find the cure and helping us with His healing energy of love, is how God can save us. I have been reading and trying to do the analysis about the last phrases received.

They were: “Spirituality” (June 7, 1994); “The thoughts are the light of the soul” (June 29, 1994); “Lost in matter” (July 10, 1994); “A genetic form related to sex” (July 20, 1994).


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I am still not prepared, but I will write down my thoughts. Our spiritual isolation from God is caused by something that interferes with our mind. We forget our origin. I imagine this cause is a virus that affected our mental computer. We can be an experiment of God that went wrong. It was contaminated by the devil. Evil exists and legions of evil spirits damaged God’s Creation. In nightmares, I have felt the anguish and terror that we feel when the evil spirits are near. There is no doubt that they try to act upon our souls, so that they separate us from God. They hate our God and want to convince us that we should be like them. Many humans have surrendered their souls to the evil spirits. Some humans are possessed by them. How can they do this? They have already placed their venom in our genes. This could be a virus that has altered the molecular structure of our genes.

I refer to the molecular structure of our matter. Our soul is not matter. God “blew” His Spirit into Adam’s body. Because of the Original Sin, our soul was imprisoned in the body that is matter. Our souls are lost in matter. Healing - by the love energy of the Holy Spirit - can heal us. When we get in contact with God, His positive energy heals our body. With the union with the Holy Spirit, our souls are saved.

Jesus told His Apostles that he was going to the Father to send His Holy Spirit to help us. Our life is a mystery. It is a spiritual mystery. The body is only a box of matter. We cannot solve our mystery knowing only the matter of our body. It is only an envelope where our soul is. Our body is moved by electricity and by the interchange of molecular compounds in the elements of the DNA. The


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robot is guided by the mind that acts like a computer or the memory of a computer. Our soul is fed only by the thoughts that come from God. We should not despair, and proceed to be in the union of God. The Holy Spirit will progressively clear our minds. We will be healed. Our mind will be less confused. This effort has to be voluntary. It is a difficult struggle against evil. The genetic contamination that altered the molecular equilibrium of the cells of our body causes the loss of memory in our mind. This is the cause of the isolation of our soul. Many miracles have happened. Humans in close relation to God, the Virgin Mary, Angels and Saints, have reached a molecular equilibrium that has allowed them to see God and the spirits of good.

I am growing in faith and in hope. I still have to grow in trust. I still can’t walk over water. I think that I am in a process of healing. My soul loves God over everything, but still I am afraid of the evil spirits. I think that the fact that I am still afraid to walk over the water is the reason that I still have some family problems. I will continue trying to obtain this complete trust in God. I will continue praying and going to church.

During the past months I have been reading about genetics. The formula in my mind in my awakening on July 20, 1994 was impressive and clear. During the next days, my spiritual instructors tried to clear it more. I am still thinking about its meaning. What I can tell you for sure is that what we have is hereditary. The defect is in our genes and related to sex inheritance, and could be in the X chromosome.


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On July 22, 1994 I wrote: “In the dream last night the genetic map comes again, and those from the left mix with those from the right. A product with the combination is obtained. I think that they correspond to the genes of Eve and Adam. What happened, that the product was a good man and a bad man, Abel and Cain? Is evil a recessive change bonded to sex genes? I hope that my guardian angels continue teaching me. I still do not comprehend the meaning of this dream. I will write about this later on. Perhaps in the future, when the human genome is known, something will clear this hereditary trait. I can tell you with complete clarity of mind that what I am trying to explain came in my dream and I remembered it when I awoke. It was a new experience that I had not anticipated. After this I read two genetics texts, including Mapping our Genes by Louis Wingerson, but I still do not know the meaning.

I have seen the presence of angels in my dreams. I have felt objective signals of their presence, signals that I could not imagine before. I also saw the Virgin Mary in all her beauty and splendor in a dream. This dream initiated me in this quest. As she advised me, I gave my being to Jesus Christ. He has compensated me with dreams where I have seen Him. I know that He talks to me in some dreams with clear messages. One was the dream in which I was told to give what I am writing to everybody. That is why I ask my husband and family to read them and help me in this mission. These writings are part of my soul and a Message from Jesus. I think that Richard, my son, as happened with St. Augustine, will continue spreading this message. God gave him the intelligence and the sensibility to understand what I am writing. I have the feeling that he will finish what I


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started. He will write about the path to God. My husband will be the driving force, though he still feels that these writings are boring.

As I continue with the analysis of how the retrovirus acts, I think that evil can have a similar origin. The retrovirus is the union of their RNA to our DNA, and alters the genetic composition and the cell behavior. It is possible that our mental incapacity or block of the connection with the spirit is caused by a retrovirus. The retrovirus is currently under study.

AIDS (Acquired Immune Deficiency Syndrome) is caused by a retrovirus. AIDS is one of the plagues of our times. The other plague is depression. Retroviruses are also important in cancer research. The retroviruses are oncogens. Regarding the plague of depression, it is caused by disequilibrium in the chemical composition and quantity of the neurotransmitters. These changes can be caused by genetic defects. These genetic defects are under study, and scientists are localizing the affected chromosomes and genes on the genetic map. The genes have already been localized in manic-depressive syndrome.

Depression is the intuition of the soul that it is separated from God or the source of energy. The soul fears this separation, but due to its isolation in matter it does not know what is going on. The soul feels a void and despairs. It is a terrible feeling. That is why depression causes alcoholism, drug addiction, and excess activity in order to stop thinking, etc. Why not think? Thoughts are the light of the soul. My spiritual instructors told me so. Thoughts can help in our


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knowledge of who we are. God is communicating with us through thoughts. Thoughts will enlighten us. Our conscience will be enlightened. We can know the Truth. We can “see” again. To achieve this, we have to shut off the interferences of the senses and “hear” and analyze our thoughts.

The mind is the component of the human being where the messages of the computer are received. The virus of the computer causes loss of memory and we do not remember that God is our creator and that He is in charge. We need our will power to guide our thoughts well.

I previously wrote that the devil tried to interfere with our minds when television was invented. This is the most effective method to keep humans without thinking. Evil beings also utilize the minds of many writers to carry wrong and evil entertainment. Books and the digital and computerized toys that are used by our children also fill their minds with wickedness and wrath, resulting in epidemic cases of childhood and adolescent depression and violence.

What can we do? Only God can save us. God, the Virgin Mary and angels are trying to do so. They are more near to us than ever. Many of us have noticed Their presence. Common people are talking about mystical experiences. Many professionals, with proven mental stability, have written about their spiritual experiences. Our souls are awakening. We already know that God created us and that we are lost in matter. Our efforts to be near God and to have a closer relation with Him are more every day. Our efforts to take this message to other Human beings can be seen on a daily basis.


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We still have fellow humans that are blind to their spirituality. We have to help them. It is difficult but not impossible. Happiness is being in union with God. Nothing material can satisfy our soul. Human pleasures are brief and not fulfilling. They take the soul deeper into matter. We cannot lose our spirituality. One of my thoughts is: “Is there a substance that can cure us; medicine that can take us near God and clear our minds?” The answer is that the only thing that can clear our minds is the Holy Spirit in our souls. Some drugs such as Prozac can help in the regulation of our neurotransmitters. (Prozac helps in the uptake of serotonin by the neurons). This helps clear depression.

I think that depression is a condition of increased emotions in sensitive souls. It is common in intelligent humans that are very sensitive. The can feel the void in their souls. They feel that nothing in this world will fill that void. They suffer with intensity. That is why sometimes they end their lives in suicide.

Suicide is the triumph of the devil over that soul. I can see what happens with those souls: They feel their separation from God. Nothing can fill this void and end their despair. To these souls a mystic experience will be the salvation. The spiritual experience can clear their minds. They remember. Our Lord Jesus told us that we will see the Truth. The thoughts in our mind start a transmission of energy though all our body. This energy acts where it is needed for the action. The information for that action is carried in that thought. The thoughts are the light of the spirit. Neurotransmitters help regulate the intensity and the direction of this energy.


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The information reaches its destination if there is no physical block. The energy in the thought can be altered by interferences. This can be caused by substances. The thoughts from God cannot enter our minds clearly, because it can be blocked by a substance that causes us to be foolish.

What distinguishes humans from animals is that we can think. This was the way it was created by God, to communicate with the souls. The thoughts are now interrupted by something that the devil introduced in our robot. Our mental computer has a virus. Our life is a mystery but we are not alone. I can repeat it over and over due to my deep faith. I think that all of us allowing our thoughts to guide us can reach the same conclusions:

We are not alone. We were created. Our Creator will heal us. God is trying to reach us. He gave me this message for you. Many books have been written about neurotransmitters and depression. Many are bestsellers in the United States of America. I have read several. This could be the beginning of the awakening of our soul. Research related to depression is ongoing in universities and hospitals. In the future, in one of these researches, they will find the cure of the plague of the XX Century: Depression.

I had a mystic experience at the Holy Mountain of San Lorenzo, Puerto Rico. This changed me. I acquired serenity and clarity in my thoughts. After that experience, I could appreciate immense love and happiness felt in the presence of God. I have obtained communication with God. I insist that to grow in spirituality, we have to maintain that


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intimate relation with God. We have to “hear” our thoughts because in them God talks to us.

I still have much to learn about the messages my spiritual instructors leave in my mind. I have to write them down. In one of my most recent dreams, I saw cloth napkins with many letters that looked like a manuscript. The next morning, I received the message that: ‘I have to continue writing’. I know that God, the Virgin Mary and the angels will continue guiding me. For now, I try to summarize my thoughts. In the future, I will do a deeper analysis of what I write today. To continue giving order to my thoughts and not bring confusion to you, I am reviewing the messages left in my mind during August, September and October 1994. I know that the Holy Spirit is with me. I need His guidance. I do not want to write by myself. I want to be under His protection and advice.

August 2, 1994 – I wrote: My son Ricardo Felipe, the day after a fight with his older brother, told me: “Mother, yesterday I saw that God exists. I closed myself in the bathroom, I thought of Him and I felt that I was not alone.” Beautiful words for a young (14 y/o) boy. Thank you, God, for accompanying and protecting them.

August 22, 1994 – Phrase in my mind when I awoke: “In the House of the Lord are lodgings for all.”

SEPTEMBER 6, 1994 – Dreamed last night with white cloths or napkins. They could represent what I have been writing. I believe that I have to continue writing. The messages are not for me. I have to give them to everybody.


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SEPTEMBER 21, 1994 – In dialogue with my guardian angels, and the angels with Him. N: Norma, A: Angel

N: What do I have to write about? A: Love.N: Are you with me?A: We are present.N: What do I have to do?A: Write.N: Will you guide me? A: Yes, we will guide you.N: God the Father wants me to write?A: Yes, God the Father wants you to write.N: Is what I am writing correct?A: Yes, it is adequate.

SEPTEMBER 25, 1994 – Dreamed last night very different from the others. In the dream, I am treating an adult patient at the hospital. The patient dies despite all treatment, and a blood transfusion that was given. I feel very calm, because we did everything possible. Then something weird occurred that made me think that what we did not do, was to care for the soul of the patient.

Later in the dream I recognize the presence of my mother, already deceased. She was well. The message is that my mother is well. She was very good, and I know that she is with God trying to help me.


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SEPTEMBER 27, 1994 – My dreams last night lead my mind to the following conclusions: To comprehend the Kingdom of God we have to have the trust of a child. I have to read Hechos de los Apostoles (Apostles Acts). I clearly see the idea that my mind is in a process of instruction or preparation, followed by the mission that I still do not see clearly. The Angels, the Virgin and above all our Lord with His Holy Spirit, protects and guides me. I shall not be afraid. I cannot leave any door of my soul open for evil to enter. I have to take care of my soul following the instructions they gave me. I will protect it with virtues. The Holy Spirit accompanies me as He did with the Apostles and with Saint Paul in the beginning of Christianity.

SEPTEMBER 30, 1994 – My prayer today: “Protect me, Lord. Take me away from evil. Help my mind to not get confused. Help my body to not do evil. Help me stay by Your side, forever to be protected. Amen.”

Before the end of September, I did the following analysis of my thoughts about the presence of evil in humans. Different possibilities:

1. Evil enters and causes damage to the chromosomes.2. The chromosomic damage causes disease by alteration in the chemical mechanism.3. Difficulty to communicate with God4. Decrease in Spirituality�. Tendency toward matter6. Chemical imbalance that gives humans the tendency to satisfy their instincts


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7. Soul lost in matter8. Unhappiness9. Thoughts as the light of the soul10. The light of the soul increases with prayer11. Union with God12. Plenitude of Spirit

Possibilities of healing: Healing through the transmission of the energy of love of the Holy Spirit. The energy comes from the dimension where God is through God’s ‘Mercy Channels’. This healing occurs at a quantum level. The transmission is through spiritual communication. There must be spiritual connection and communication through thoughts. Diseases healed with the transmission of the positive energy of God. This is compatible with the healing with physical means of transmission of energy like:

1. Radiotherapy2. Electric shock therapy in mental diseases3. Nuclear medicine4. Nuclear energy for diagnosis and treatment of

cancer�. Healing through chemical compounds (medicines)

that regulate the neurotransmitters: (Example: Serotonin; medicines used to control the uptake of serotonin by the neurons).

6. Compounds like Lithium: (Used in maniac-depressive cases; decreases the tendency toward wrath and suicide).

7. Possibility in the future of controlling all evil tendencies through the use of antidotes that neutralize the chemical compounds that cause evil.


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OCTOBER 1, 1994 – Horrible nightmare last night. Could be a warning from the evil beings trying to shut off my thoughts.

OCTOBER 3, 1994 – Number and letter in my mind upon awakening: ‘22 A’. In the dream last night I was told to go slowly; that I have time to fulfill the mission.

OCTOBER 6, 1994 – “The Lord likes being asked by us.”

OCTOBER 7, 1994 – Rectangular image in my dream with four separated areas; the upper right area clearer, and clear blue in color; the upper left area denser than the upper right and with medium-blue color. Between the upper areas, something (like a crystal) separating them that looked as two-dimensional. From the upper left area they could pass with some difficulty to the upper right area. From the lower right that was dark blue and denser, they could pass to the upper right area but with more difficulty.

The upper right area that is clearer represents air with poor molecular concentration. I thought that the lower left area that was dark represented hell. From there they could not pass to the upper ones. They could pass to the lower right and vice versa from the lower right they could pass to the lower left without effort. The upper left, less dense area could represent Purgatory. The upper right one could represent Heaven. It looks like the place of light where our light is dispersed and united with God’s light.


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From the lower right one they could pass to the upper right one but only by God’s intervention. From the lower left area they never could pass to the upper right area or Heaven. This lower left area is without doubt hell. It looked like a dark mass without form where despair was sensed. They tell me that the area between the dimensions is the place where the souls have to pass when they leave the body. It could be the black holes mentioned in astronomy.

When the soul separates from the body, it has to pass through the dark holes to go to the other dimensions. The soul could finish in any of the other three dimensions. To pass to the upper right or Heaven, God’s intervention was necessary. With the help of the Holy Spirit, the souls could pass to Purgatory or Heaven. This depends of our behavior on Earth, or lower right dimension.

When we die, the evil spirits do all that is possible to take our souls with them. We have to ask for the protection of God to help us in that last moment of our life and in the path to the eternal life. When I returned to the book I was reading, I saw on the front page an image similar to the image of this dream. I had not seen it before. The image represented the spiritual awakening of men and his union with God. The more materialistic we are, the deeper we go into darkness or matter.

OCTOBER 9, 1994 – From a dream I deduce the following teachings: Our DNA alters its molecular position with wrath and evil thoughts. The helix comes close together and unites in these moments of wrath and telling lies. In the


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dream, I see a criminal that is being questioned for covering up for a drug dealer. An electroencephalogram (EEG) is taken during the questioning. When he lies and fills with wrath, the EEG tracing changes from normal. But what I see is not an EEG: I see a tracing of DNA. In the first area of the tracing, the DNA was normal with the two helixes in normal positions. When the man lies and fills with wrath, the tracing of DNA changes and the helix unites, becoming only one thick chain.

This dream is unusual. I think that it is part of my spiritual instruction. An experiment where this could be studied would be very interesting. The book I am reading now, The Quantum Healing, makes me think that these transitory changes are possible in our DNA. I also think that these transitory changes of DNA can explain the behavior of individuals possessed by demons. In cases of demonic possession, the energy of the individual increases and they have epileptic like convulsions.

OCTOBER 16, 1994 – “Life is the struggle between the good thoughts and the evil thoughts.” It is the struggle between good and evil. The thoughts of goodness bring love and happiness. These good thoughts rise us to God. The thoughts of evil leave us lost in matter.

A dream last night with the hospital. In the dream I see two infants that were found in a box. I try to protect them and I take them to the nursery to be fed. I hear: “Raldo, Raldo. Children are the heralds of good.” We have to protect them or the messages of love will end.


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OCTOBER 17, 1994 – “The black hole”

OCTOBER 23, 1994 – “Peace cannot be bought nor can it be sold. It is acquired through prayer.”

NOVEMBER 1, 1994 – Dream last night with the evil forces. There is an infant that is possessed by evil. I want to help him and free him from the evil being. I pray and get near, and in God’s name I order the demon to leave the child. The infant reacts and the horrible mask faces that he was doing decrease. I pray again to the Lord to free the infant. In this struggle I wake up. The infant was hungry but could not take his food because of the possession of the demon. Was it spiritual feeding that he needed? Good finally defeated evil. The struggle was strong and difficult. What is the meaning of this dream? I think it describes our current times. We have to pray for God’s protection.

NOVEMBER 4, 1994 – Dream in which we are living moments of despair. Food, water and milk are scarce and contaminated. I am in a car on a road near the sea. The sea is flooding the road. We make a right turn to reach a more secure place. When I look to the sky, after turning, I see in it a beautiful rainbow and rays of light. I think that Jesus is coming. Our powerful King of Nations comes to save us. I exclaim “Come Father, come soon.” I wake up. My husband was with me in the car. I placed a call to my daughter Lissete.

NOVEMBER 8, 1994 – Vision between sleep and waking up. Jesus as King of Nations above all. Beneath I see four funnels. Beneath the funnels I see the four dimensions.


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This time they are parallel one to the other, each funnel going to one of the dimensions. I deduce from this vision that God or Jesus King of Nations are one. God is in charge of all creation. The dimensions are separated. The one at the far left is the darker one, or hell. To the right of this is our less dense world. To the right of the world is Purgatory, or the area of cleansing of our souls, then the one at the far right which I have interpreted as Heaven (a more clear area).

The funnels all go in direction to God, with the wider part of the funnels above the dimensions. What do the funnels represent? Could they be the dark holes over the dimensions? They go through the space to where God is. God has power over all the dimensions. I see Him all powerful, calm and at peace. He is more important that all the dimensions together. The Spirit of God is who communicates with us.

NOVEMBER 12, 1994 – Two dreams last night. One was a common dream in relation to past experiences and current worries; the other a beautiful dream, different, with revelation. In this dream, my spirit was free and outside my body. I was in a spiritual dimension. I saw beautiful things, light and other spiritual beings, but I did not see God. I was sure that if I stayed there I would see Him eventually. All beings there felt secure, happy and full of peace. I woke up with a feeling of peace and security. This is the second time that my soul has a spiritual or spatial voyage while I am sleeping.

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answering my restless prayer: “Little butterfly, calm yourself” It was in Spanish: “Mariposilla tranquilizate”. I remembered from one book of St. Therese of Avila that when we have not yet reached the Seventh Lodging (Peace), the soul feels disturbed and excited. That is why Jesus said to me: “Mariposilla tranquilizate.” Jesus, I love you.

NOVEMBER 15, 1994 – After reading the Bible and meditating on the phrase: ‘Who is of God, His words hear’, I feel in communion with God. At Mass after Communion I hear: “Serenity, peace and love.”


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Conclusion

I included in this book my experiences of 1993 and 1994 because I want to reveal my feelings about the awakening of my spirit. I feel like I am already an eternal being. I feel that my experiences in 1993, 1994 and my experiences in 2007 are simultaneous. It is a rare sensation, but it is true. My robot notes the difference in time but not my spirit. Other feelings of the spirit are peace and calm.

In the spiritual world, nobody rushes. Time does not exist for the spirit. Peace, love and happiness are qualities of a spirit in union with God. My advice for all of you is to follow the path I have traced for you in this book, so that your spirit awakens and makes you happy in the security and peace that you are cared and protected by God. Your worries and unhappiness will end.

The spiritual awakening can be a slow process. For me it has taken more than 1� years and still I have some somnolence. As you start opening your spiritual eyes, you will not be lost again. The energy of


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Love of God is helping all of us to awake from the long dream in matter that has affected our souls. Hear His call and follow His advice and you will be free again. All you need is to trust Him.

To finish the narration of the awakening of my spirit, I return back to the current time. The year 2007 has already ended. In the year 2008 my spiritual instructors are still leaving messages in my dreams and when I awake. They are less frequent now. I believe that the communication of my spirit with the mind of my robot has improved. I feel that my spirit and the spirits that are with it are trying to communicate with me when I am awake. I write ‘they’ because I feel that my spirit is not alone. My spirit is in direct communication with my spiritual instructors.

With the mind of the robot, Norma is where there still exist problems of communication. I think that this is due to the interference of the noises caused by our cyclic thoughts. I am still not trying to shut off these cyclic thoughts. I have not improved much in this endeavor. I write about the awakening of my spirit, thinking that it could be a guide in your spirit’s awakening. It is something complex but entertaining at the same time. You will feel weird but happy and at peace at the same time.

I recommend patience and faith. Trust completely in God, and He will help in clearing your minds. Remember that we are spiritual beings and our only happiness is to be in His union. It is a difficult path while we are in this world. The spirits of our fellow humans will be awakening as we do.


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This is a very special time. God gave us, through the channeling of scientific information in my dreams, the scientific proof that we are a spirit guiding a robot assigned to us by God.

This scientific revelation is summarized at the end of my book Human Software - Scientific Revelation. I have followed His orders in the dreams and received in deep meditation. I hope that many of you read this information and help to spread the message. As you do it, you will feel the love that was sent to us by our Creator with this message.

God, His angels and the Virgin Mary came to me and did everything possible for me to understand the message. My spirit is at peace waiting for the day I will see my Creator. While I am in this world I will continue trying to spread the message of what or who we are. I will continue also writing down everything I receive from the spiritual realms and I will inform you about them. God bless you and help your spirit in its awakening. I want your spirit to go from darkness to the light; for you to feel the peace you will have when your spirit goes from fear to peace. This is the peace that my soul now feels. Amen.


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Epilogue

I continued receiving messages in my dreams during 2008. Many of those dreams are full of love and spirituality; others with important scientific messages. I feel like I have passed from pre-kinder to first grade in the knowledge I am receiving. This is the knowledge of the truth of our being. The scientific messages are a continuation of those received previously. Sometimes my first interpretation is wrong and They correct it in a following dream. This process is very interesting and very important for us human beings. The last message received was: “I am trusting you con el secreto mas grande para la humanidad.” I received it in both languages. In English it is: “I am trusting you with the most important message for humans.” I felt honored but at the same time worried by the great responsibility that this implies.

My spirit is ready and honored. My spirit trusts in the help of God. My robot is afraid and thinks that she does not deserve this very important endeavor. My robot knows her problems of communication with her spirit. My whole being knows that I will continue serving and defending my Creator.


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I trust that the Holy Spirit will accompany me and will help me in fulfilling this important Mission. I want to include for you the following thoughts of 2008. They are about The Gifts of the Holy Spirit. In my path with Jesus and His Holy Spirit during the last 1� years I have noticed changes in me and my behavior. I think these changes are secondary to the presence of the Holy Spirit in my soul. I feel that besides growing in virtues, the Holy Spirit is giving me His Gifts. I write this with a humble feeling because I want to share these findings with you. I think that this is what will happen to all humans in the presence of the Holy Spirit.

I have to monitor my soul and inform you about the awakening of my spirit. I feel that the Holy Spirit is giving me the gift of science. I see this in the thoughts that follow the scientific messages. I have reached conclusions that are true without losing the meaning of the message and its scientific importance. For me this is the gift of science.

I feel that I am also receiving the gifts of understanding and wisdom. My vision of the world and of my fellow humans is very clear in relation to the truth of our beings. Another gift that I feel I am receiving is the gift of piety. I love my fellow humans and my greatest desire is to help them. I am in this endeavor to help them. I feel that the gift of counsel is growing in my soul due to the presence of the Holy Spirit. That is why I have written my books. I want to guide my fellow humans through a path that will help them to be with the Holy Spirit always.


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The gift of respect for God has been in my soul since a long time ago. I can describe it as reverence, “Awe”, in the observance of His Perfection and love. The respect is overwhelming and a feeling of complete surrender to Him and His orders is felt. It is a feeling of plenitude in His presence. Finally, the gift of fortitude is also growing in me. For this gift, first I had to grow in trust. Now I feel that I am strong enough to battle against the unbelievers of the world.

During this week I am giving two conferences. One is to the medical doctors of the hospital where I work. I feel sure of my capacity to communicate the scientific observations and conclusions of my book Human Software - Scientific Revelation. I know that the Holy Spirit will be with me. The gift of fortitude enables me today to include a previous writing that I named: “In defense of the Holy Spirit.” God bless all of you in the awakening of your spirits.


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Messages and Experiences 2008

January 2, 2008 – God is coming in a Pentecost with His Angels.

January 14, 2008 – In a dream last night, I was told that the Virgin Mary (‘Mother’, I was told) will be taking care of and guiding me. She will guide my thoughts while I am awake. I think that from now on, their communication with me will also be while I am awake; probably while in prayer and deep meditation, or ‘daydreaming’, as my angels told me.

While I am awake, I can control my thoughts. I will have to take time to be alone and in a quiet place to receive their messages. I feel that the messages in my dreams will be less frequent. From now on, I am going to write down the ideas present in my mind when I am not acting over my thoughts. In my mind, three projects are currently present. They are:

1 – Web site for the book Human Software: a Scientific Revelation.2 – A conference for the medical faculty of Hermanos Meléndez Hospital.


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3 – Publicity for the book: I need to find a good publishing company.

I will focus my efforts on these three projects. I know that the Virgin Mary will be taking care of me, along with the instructor angels. I am sure that God is also taking care of me.

January 18, 2008 – Protocol to make proteins. Ribosome.

January 19, 2008 – Protamide.

I studied the amides, keeping the protons in mind, and how they react with them. Amides are formed from the union of carbonic acid (R-COOH) with NH3. For example:

R-COOH + NH3 ----------- H20 + R- C- NH2.

R-COOH represents the chain of any acid. Proton is the positive ion that is produced from H2, or from the hydrolysis of water. My thoughts immediately go to the protons that are constantly produced in the body. These protons and electrons intervene in the pool where NH3 and amides are present. The final product is NH4, and H20 that will be excreted.

The elements of the periodic table that are present in humans are very important in the reactions taking place with the compounds of the human code. They catalyze many reactions. Amides are a source or substrate, necessary for the change of a simple amino acid from one compound to another.


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January 29, 2008 – Study of the paranormal. The definition of paranormal is what can’t be explained by the presently known psychic and laws of physics.

February 3, 2008 – Dream in which I am told that eventually, the expensive antibiotics that are manufactured by the pharmaceutical corporations will cease to be manufactured, due to their high cost. The terminal infectious diseases will not be cured. The U.S. government will ultimately do nothing, because their health care officials will prefer that old people die, in order to avoid the cost of their cure.

February 13, 2008 – The ‘scanner concept’ in relation to the human being.

February 21, 2008 – We can see that living matter projects light.

March 3, 2008 – Protein C: C Reactive Protein. I read about this protein. It is the second time that I receive it in a dream. I found out about the messenger proteins or carriers. They are very important as part of the human code. Other important proteins are the ones in the cellular walls that signal the incoming carrier proteins when they pass in close proximity in the blood stream. They help the incoming protein to enter or act upon them, from the intercellular space. There is information about these proteins in many biochemistry books.


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March 5, 2008 – The aqueous humor in relation with energy.

March 11, 2008 – Dream about a meeting for presentation of books, to which my husband and I were invited.

March 12, 2008 – Last night I didn’t receive messages, but I do need to write about something strange that happened at my hospital office.

In my office, I have a poinsettia plant. I was going to throw it out, but before doing that, I offered it to Jesus, and I put it near an image of Him at my office, and told my secretary about this. With faith and trust, I told Jesus that His Mother gave me a bouquet of flowers after Valentine’s Day, and that I would be very happy if He gave me some flowers as well.

When I approached the poinsettia plant one week later, I saw that new shoots with flowers were growing, as they had before Christmas. In summary: Jesus had given me the flowers that I had asked of Him.

I am very happy and grateful to Him for this precious gift. This is a sign that He is near me. I showed the flowers to my secretary and to other faithful members of the administration. I think that this new growth resembles the love, faith and trust that are growing in my soul: The Holy Spirit will help me with the growth of virtues in my soul.


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March 13, 2008 – Dream last night about a tsunami. I was with others, and I told them to look at the big waves that were going to cover us. The tsunami covered us, but I feel that I was still alive. The water around and covering us didn’t harm my spirit. My spirit was capable of effortlessly displacing and moving through the water, with the correct velocity. I felt happy and at peace.

This dream is like a graphic explanation about how the light of our spirit can easily move through liquids. I had been reading about the aqueous humor, and this dream clears some of the concepts that I didn’t understand.

March 14, 2008 – Question in my mind when I awoke: Through which part of the cell does man breathe? I think of the cellular membranes and the mitochondria. After reading about the diffusion of gases, especially about oxygen, I decided that my first choice was the cellular membranes.

March 15, 2008 – Costophrenic angle. I am having an acute episode of bronchial asthma. This message can be related to a specific posture that can help with my breathing. I think that this message is not related to the others.

March 23, 2008 – The amacrine cells of the brain. I think that this phrase is related to the dream where I saw a sentence that ended with the word: corn.

March 25, 2008 – Dream in which I am near a human being that is followed by evil beings. They were like black agents. The human being was member of the good beings.


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The black agents attack the good human being, and throw her on the floor. The human then changes into a robot. The robot talks to me, and tells me that she can’t walk; that she suffered damage near her vertebral column and that she has to surrender herself and let the evil beings take her. I am only an observer in this dream. The only thing that I can do is look.

I see that the robot has a big open wound in the thorax and abdomen, and something similar to chains of ganglia nerves that are near the vertebral column. These ganglia nerves are known as the paravertebral and prevertebral ganglia, and are part of the nervous system. These ganglia were severely damaged in the robot, and they could not send the messages or impulses from the spinal cord to the periphery. I think that I need to read about these ganglia nerves, especially the ones that send impulses to the periphery.

I read about the amacrine cells of the central nervous system last night, and found some interesting facts: The different neurotransmitters necessary for vision are formed in the retina’s amacrine cells. These neurotransmitters carry the information received from the cones and rods, or sensory cells of the retina that are excited with light. I compared the path of the nervous impulse from these amacrine cells to the cerebral cortex where the neurotransmitters act, with the path of the neurotransmitters impulse from the neurons of the rafe nucleus to the cerebral cortex, and both paths are similar.

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the reflexes. At the cerebral cortex, the neurons that are activated form the corresponding mRNAs. At the ribosomes, the mRNAs guide the formation of the proteins needed for the necessary action, and the messenger proteins pass to the systemic circulation.

The path in the eye that functions as a photoelectric camera is the following: Light energy or photons act over the rodhopsin at the cones and rods. An electric current starts from the changes in these molecules, and this electric current excites the amacrine cells of the retina. These neurons form the neurotransmitters with the code needed for the specific action.

The neurotransmitters activate the neurons of the optic ganglia, where the neurotransmitters with the specific code needed are formed and pass to the cortical neurons. At the brain cortex, where the memory bank is present, the neurons produce the mRNA necessary for the images, corresponding to the ones at the retina. From these neurons, the information needed to produce the action that is needed for robot’s protection or wellbeing is produced. The messenger proteins with this information rapidly (within the same instant) pass to the systemic circulation. This is quite marvelous! Tomorrow, I will write about the vertebral and paravertebral ganglia. I already read about this, but I do not want to impose upon you with more information and complex facts.

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will look for a book where I can find information about corn in relation to the amacrine cells. I believe that the yellow color of the corn could be important toward understanding the message. These cells probably are yellow.

March 29, 2008 – The prevertebral and paravertebral neural ganglia or neural ‘stations’ are conglomerates of neurons that are found in the path of the autonomous nervous system. This nervous system is the involuntary system that controls all our visceral systems. The autonomous system is divided into the sympatic system and the parasympatic system. The ganglia of the sympatic system are found along the anterior of the vertebral column, at each side.

These were the ones that I saw altered in my dream. Their activity comes from the neurons of the spinal medulla. The stimuli that start the activation of the neurons of these ganglia results in the production of acetilcholine as a neurotransmitter. The neurons that are activated at the periphery or near the organs or endocrine glands produce adrenaline or the corresponding hormone.

Following an almost perilous stimulus, these systems are activated, and at the adrenal gland the production of adrenaline and cortisol starts. They act upon the respiratory and the circulatory systems, causing their activation. These hormones are necessary for the ‘fight or flight’ response. Probably due to the lack of adrenaline and cortisol, secondary to the damage of the ganglia, was why the robot of my dream could not move and defend itself. My dream was very curious, and what I found in the anatomy book was


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very interesting. I feel that my evaluation is still incomplete. Remember that I am a robot in the process of awakening. That is why I still have problems of communication with my scientific spiritual instructors.

March 30, 2008 – What is the cause of acidity? Also: I am trusting you with the greatest secret for humanity.

Relating to the message of the cause of acidity, I again read about the production of HCI (H+ CI-) in the stomach. I observed that from the parietal cells of the lumen, H+ is passing to the lumen: That is why the content of the stomach is acidic. A similar process to the one at the stomach, where the carbonic anhydrase acts, is the process that occurs at the choroid plexus, where this enzyme is also present. At the parietal cells, the C02 and water react to produce H2 C03. As a result of this action, the carbonic anhydrase and the carbonic acid (H2C03) split to form H+ and HC03-.

The H+ passes to the lumen, and in the case of the choroid membrane, to the cephalo spinal fluid (LCR).The HC03- reacts with Na+, producing Na HC03 that is the most important buffer system of the organism. We can represent this as follows:

Choroidal Membrane - Cells of the lumen -----------> LCR (H+ CI-)H+ + HC03 - Carbonic Anhydrase -----------> Blood (NaHC03)Parietal Cells of the Stomach ----------- Lumen (H+ CI-)H+ + HC03 -----------> Blood (NaHC03)Carbonic Anhydrase


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The entrance of Na+ to the blood is mediated by special reactions at the membrane of the endothelial cells, and K+ and Na+ are interchanged as needed by the cell. The LCR bathes the neurons. The LCR charged with H+ has a close ionic interchange with the neurons. At the neurons, ATP is produced, that passes to the veins and cerebral sinus, and eventually to the systemic circulation. Now I see that I was confused with the passage of H+ from the choroid vessels to the blood directly. From what I studied today in the Neuroanatomy textbook by Alvin M. Burst, Sounders Co., the H+ proton passes from the epithelium of the choroids to the LCR. The message in my dream leads me to correct something that I had misunderstood. I thank my angel Instructors for their advice.

The readings, after last night’s dream with the message ¿a que se debe la acidez? (in English: ‘What is the cause of acidity?’) were necessary to clear my mind. I thank God for the sentence: ‘I trust you with the greatest secret for humanity’ in my dream. This phrase was very clear. I know that it comes from God. I thank God for trusting me with the most important message: Although I think that I am not worthy of this blessing, I will do everything to proclaim it. Amen.

April 3, 2008 – Power will be hers in November: Message that I recognize from Jesus. I feel that it refers to Hillary Clinton.


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April 5, 2008 – The plant of hope: From the Virgin Mary.

April 16, 2008 – Trust Me more than the others.

April 22, 2008 – In a dream, I see a psychiatrist planning a clinic for children with autism. He was informing that much time and patience were necessary for treating these patients. He needed enough time for each patient. Is this dream an indication that we should add clinics for autism at the Puerto Rico Children’s Hospital?

April 23, 2008 – We are the histamines of the Lord.

April 27, 2008 – Killer T cell. I read about C Reactive Protein.

April 30, 2008 – Hemoglobin, hematocrit. I think that these words and the C reactive protein can be parameters that should be included in the study that we are going to perform at Puerto Rico Children’s Hospital.

May 4, 2008 – Father Raul Saez.

May 6, 2008 – GABA Amino Butfric Acid.

May 9, 2008 – He sells his soul to the devil in order to be president. Messages come in a negative pattern which changes to positive at the brain, the same as the retina, where the images are received inverted or in negative, and the messages that the cerebral rafe neurons receive are in a negative pattern. When they are received at the cerebral


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cortex, they are changed to positive. I think that was the message received. I have to read about this.

May 12, 2008 – It entered our nucleolus.

May 13, 2008 – Dream with an instruction about the ‘crystal sun’ miracle that I experienced at the Holy Mountain of San Lorenzo, where I saw the sun moving from its place, in circles toward us. I received an explanation about how lights of spiritual beings that are close together could look like that. The light of the united spiritual beings looked like small circles of light held together. All together, they looked like a crystal ball. When I saw the ‘crystal sun’, I thought of God’s dwellings: Angels united in God’s dwellings could look like small crystals of light.

I read about the nucleolus after yesterday’s message. At the nucleolus is where the most mRNA is produced, especially during meiosis or mitosis. It is the factory of messenger proteins. My attention was guided to the chromatic material of the X chromosome. When two X chromosomes unite to form a female, one of the two Xs is inactivated. The inactivated X is called the Barr body, and its presence is used in predicting the sex of the fetus.

I think that after this dream, I should look for the retrovirus that causes evil in the chromatic material of the nucleolus, especially of the X chromosome. I will read about the nucleolus of the oozyte.


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May 16, 2008 – I think that autism could be explained as evil beings guiding these children that cause the involuntary behavior and convulsions. The therapy of love energy can help them. These patients should be included in the study. Regarding this study, I need to write down that we have to postpone it until we have the physicians and researchers that we need for it. I need somebody with experience in doing research. God will provide this professional.

It was very interesting when I studied the record of the first patient – a one week old female infant – that received treatment with the energy of love. Before the treatment, the patient was critically ill; intubated and unconscious. The attending physician informed us that she was in a terminal state. The day after the therapy, she was conscious and tolerating oral feedings. From the laboratory parameters that were used, the one that caught my attention was the C reactive protein. Before the therapy, it was high (8). The next day, it was lower (3.9). In the following days, it diminished to 1 (that is the normal value). She was discharged one week later, in good condition.

The C reactive protein was included in the study after the dream where I was told about it. The C reactive protein is an indicator of severity of the illness in infectious diseases. Its normal value ranges from 1 to 3. This patient had sepsis: a result of streptococcus and meningitis. The therapy of energy of love was what started her improvement. However, since the prescribed protocol was not used for this case, it will not be included in our final study. Nevertheless, this case has been an important step for me and for Dr. Evelyn López, Medical Director of the Puerto Rico Children’s Hospital.


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I think that this project is a project of Jesus, our Lord. We are only instruments at His service. In this case, the energy therapy was given by me, while Dr. López fervently prayed, asking for the presence of our Lord Jesus. The love of Jesus was what acted over the patient: I felt the cascade of energy of love through my body while I was doing the healing. My body was the instrument used by Jesus to pass His energy of love to the patient.

May 19, 2008 – Thousands; thousands of disciples. Through the program, the Lord blesses you.

May 24, 2008 – Energy Path: EnzymesRadiation ----> ATP ----> CyclicAMP ----> Protein Kinases ----> Molecular Reaction ----> Polarization of proteins (ATP) Oxidation ----> Reduction ----> ADP ----> Rest.

Code Path:

DNA+ ATP+ H ----> mRNA ----> Protein Messengers Blood Stream ----> Receptors at cellsMolecular reactions ----> Proteins with orders for action needed ----> rest.

May 29, 2008 – I read about the entrance of O2 to the cells; also about the physical laws that govern the movement of gases. I also read about the molecular changes that favor


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the entrance of O2 to the cells. In this regard, the quantity of ADP in the cell is important. I read about the measures of the pressure of O2 (PO2) and of CO2 (PCO2), and the causes of change in these pressures. All that I read was in accordance with the theory that I need to prove. This theory includes that the excess in charge of H+ is eliminated in the form of CO2 in the respiratory ventilation, and of H+ through the kidneys. All that I read goes with my theory. These studies followed the message left in the dream: Through which part of the cell does man breathe?

Another message that I am pending to analyze is the one regarding vision as a scanner. If we consider the brain as a computer, the scanner has to be near it. In the vision system, this is clear: The image is formed at the retina, and is sent to the central computer or brain cortex where it is scanned. The image remains in the memory of the computer. The other source of information, the one that comes from the spirit that is entering at the neurons of the rafe nucleus, is scanned at the brain cortex where it remains in the computer’s memory. I think that this is what my spiritual Instructors were referring to when they left the message: ‘The ‘scanner concept’ in relation to the human being’.

May 30, 2008 – I saw in the dream an image of a cell with two nucleoli, one bigger and more organized, and one smaller. In a book that I was reading, I found a similar image.


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June 2, 2008 – I saw a codon of DNA of a mitochondrial gene. It looked like

GTPgta

I am not sure about the P, because it is not the diminutive for a nucleotide. I will read again about codons.

June 3, 2008 – Dalton’s Law. This law establishes that the total pressure of a gas mixture equals the sum of the partial pressure of the gases in the mixture.

June 4, 2008 – From now on the choice is ours.

June 5, 2008 – The name of the book. I think that I need to change the name of my second book, probably from Awakening of the Spirit to Human Software Part 2.

Last night I read about genetics. The P is used to represent protein. I need to mention also that I found the fat ‘T’ in the book that I was reading. This ‘fat T’ corresponds to a protein in the inner part of the membrane of the mitochondria. It is named ‘Tom 20’ and is followed by ‘Tom 22’ and ‘Tom 40’. Through the ‘Tom 29’, proteins from the cytosol enter the inner part of the mitochondria membrane. This reminds me of the numbers 20 and 22 that I received in a dream. The genetic expression of the nucleolus produces proteins that enter the mitochondria through Tom 20. This image is in the book: The Cell: A Molecular Approach (p. 440).


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To go to the matrix of the mitochondria, the proteins need to go through Tom 23. If they cannot go through, they stay in the region between the external and internal parts of the membrane of the mitochondria. Little by little, the mystery of the cause of evil and our loss of memory is clearing.

I saw an image that looks more like the image of a perfect circle than the image of the retrovirus that I described previously. I saw that image in a dream in December 2006. This new image is of the genetic material of the mitochondria. It is circular, and has little letters attached to the outer part for its description. This image is in the same book, The Cell: A Molecular Approach by Cooper and Hassman (p. 436, figure 11.3: ‘The Human Mitochondrial Genome’). I think that the nucleolus and the genes of the mitochondria are related to the cause of evil in humans. This is the cause of our difficulty to connect with the spiritual realms and to communicate with God.

June 8, 2008 – Two chromosomes. I think that the altered genes are found in two chromosomes. This alteration is the cause of our amnesia and our difficulty to communicate with our spirit: One must be the X chromosome and the other the Y chromosome. Both Adam and Eve were contaminated. One of the first genetic combinations that I saw in a dream was the following:

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For me it was related to the genes that were contaminated. They were in the X and Y chromosomes. Thinking that the Y and the small x were not contaminated, we can conclude that, following Mendel’s Laws of Heredity, the following combinations occurred (Capital ‘X’ and ‘Y’ are dominant):

1 – O X – Contaminated female.2 – O x – Female not contaminated.3 – X Y – Contaminated male (Cain).4 – x Y– Male not contaminated (Abel).

From the combinations that followed, most of the descendants were contaminated. Remember that Abel died. Jesus descended from the Tribe of Isaac which was the least contaminated. The images in my dream were clear, but its interpretation is difficult. I need the help of a geneticist for its correct interpretation.

June 11, 2008 – Without Martin Luther King winning is not possible. I feel this is related to why Hillary Clinton lost the Democratic primary, although she had the popular vote. Afterwards, I received the phrase: H treatment, for defects in DNA. I asked myself if it was H+ treatment or hormone treatment. Then very clearly: Two chromosomes. I concluded that the X chromosome and the Y chromosome are contaminated. Mutations in these chromosomes have caused the great difference between them. They act as alleles, but are different. These do not occur with the other chromosomes where the alleles look alike. How these two alleles act during mitosis is different to the way the other alleles relate to each other.


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There is antagonism between the X and the Y alleles. This must be studied in detail. The Y chromosome has lost many genes to the X chromosome. I was told in a dream that the findings that cause evil behavior were not present in the Rhesus monkey. The gene that differs most between man and these monkeys is the SRY that is present in the Y chromosome. A retrovirus could be present there. I have to read more about this. The Y chromosome has fewer genes, and this needs to be studied. I was told in a dream that the alleles are in continuous movement.

June 16, 2008 – The molecular changes due to alterations in the alleles are the cause of human madness. The treatment is to reverse these changes.

June 20, 2008 – Neonatal genetic screening is necessary. They are necessary to rule out (R/O) genetic diseases.

June 30, 2008 – After reading the book Genetics in Medicine by Nussbaum, Mclness & Willard, publisher Thomson and Thomson, I am convinced that what I wrote about the X and Y chromosomes is correct: The X chromosome is very long, and the Y chromosome is very small. This is curious, and makes me think that a substantial change occurred to them during evolution. This probably changed when humans were contaminated with the virus of evil. We need several studies and dedicated scientists to find the genes that are altered in these chromosomes. Also, we cannot forget that the genetic material of the mitochondria can be traced back to Eve (Mitochondrial Eve). What is happening, in the relation between the genes of the


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mitochondria and the genes of the X and Y chromosomes? The molecular changes produced due to these alterations could be the cause of the excess of testosterone in man, and of estrogen in woman. I will continue reading about this, and following the instructions of my angel instructors.

July 2, 2008 – I read about genetics in the book Genetica Fundamentos y Perspectivas by M. J. Puertas; Editorial InterAmericana McGraw Hill. It is a book written in Spanish, by Spanish researchers. I studied about ‘transposons’ again. This word was left in one of my dreams last year. ‘Transposons’ are pieces of DNA that jump from one chromosome to another. Studies about this behavior in genes have been studied in corn. I remember the dream where I saw the word ‘corn’ written on a page. It was the same dream where the amacrine cells were mentioned.

My spiritual instructors know everything, and it is very difficult for me to follow them, due to my lack of studies in genetics. After studying these genetic books, however, I have in my mind the following thoughts: The X chromosome, although it is long, acts like an allele of the Y chromosome. I think that the probable cause of this difference in shape of both sexual chromosomes is that transposons from the Y chromosome have jumped to the X chromosome.

I read that there are many congenital diseases inherited from the X chromosome. Their common finding is mental retardation. I read also about a congenital retrovirus that affects the X chromosome. Still, I am thinking about the importance of the round figure in a dream that looked like the genetic material of the mitochondria. Either if this figure


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is the last mentioned, or if it was the figure of a retrovirus, both concepts are important in my findings.

I hope that my cortical scanner improves the quality of the images while I sleep. That way, I will not be confused. I should be very careful with these interpretations and my conclusions. I must remember the presence of evil beings that are anxious to change the messages of the good spirits. Still, I have in my mind that I need to postpone the healing energy at the Puerto Rico Children’s Hospital. I need the help of researcher Dr. Quintero, who currently doing other studies.

All the infants who received healing treatments during May, 2008 were discharged in good condition before the expected discharge day. I need to study their records and gather information of the important parameters, and relate them to the clinical condition of the patients before and after the treatments. Next week, I will ask for the medical records of these patients. The healing therapies were given by me and Dr. Evelyn López. The children were in critical condition at the pediatric intensive care unit of the Puerto Rico Children’s Hospital, and parent permission was requested before giving the treatments. I know that Jesus and the Virgin Mary are helping us. The help of other professionals will come eventually. As you can see, I have work for the coming years.

July 3, 2008 – The survival gene is the smile gene.

July 5, 2008 – Dreamed last night about the future. Everyone knew the truth. In a corner, I see my book. It was


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there, but it was not the important factor to cause the change in human thinking. It was only one of the factors that caused the change: The scientific findings, obtained with research, were the important factors for the change. The findings came from research, and the studies were many.

I read again about genetics. I also read about the virus. I read about what they are and how they behave in the cells of the host. They are pieces of DNA that, by themselves, cannot produce proteins. They need the cells of the host to produce the destructive information that they have. I think that they are like fragments that by themselves have no meaning. When they are in the cells, they invade the correct code and corrupt them. The proteins created with the corrupt code can cause the death of the cell or can cause changes in its behavior, causing an increase in its division and cancer.

I read about the treatment with treated bone marrow to reverse cancer. The bone marrow is obtained from the patient, and changed with treatment using methods of recombination of DNA. This is done in vitro, and the normal code is transferred to the DNA. After the correction of the code, the bone marrow is transfused back to the patient. There is no risk of rejection of the bone marrow. As a result of this treatment, studies are now taking place regarding juvenile diabetes mellitus and other congenital diseases. When the bone marrow is transfused after being treated to the patient that was its donor, it does not cause rejection. After giving back the normal code to the patient blood or tissues, the condition is cured. In the future, many congenital diseases will be cured this way.


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July 8, 2008 – Since receiving the message the Rhesus monkeys don’t have it I have been searching genetics texts about this. Today, I found a gene that is different in these monkeys, in the book Genoma – Autobiografía de una Especie by Matt Ridley, Editorial Taurus. This gene is the SRY of the Y chromosome that is the one that determines the male sex of the embryo. The male characteristics are determined by this gene. Quoting page 132 of this book (translating Spanish to English):

“Our SRY (humans) is very different from the chimpanzee, and also from the gorilla gene. This gene has 10 times more variability between species than what is normal for other genes. Compared to the other active genes, this is one whose evolution has been more rapid.”

Another gene that is related to homosexuality is the gene Xq28, described by Dr. Homer. This gene is transmitted as recessive from the maternal line. It is found at the X chromosome at the end of the longer part. The X and Y chromosomes have many genes that are antagonists.

July 17, 2008 – Duchenne. Disease or Syndrome. Dream with children and snakes. Duchenne is a congenital disease caused by a defect in the X chromosome. In this disease, there is a deletion or duplication of the T21area of this chromosome. I think that the name of this disease was revealed to me, because an alteration in the X chromosome is its cause. Following the numbers 22 and 23 of one of my dreams, the alterations that cause evil could be at T22 or T23 of the X chromosome. At the end of another dream, I see that due to a discovery and its application in a boy, a large snake


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comes out of the child. I think that the snake represents that with the correct treatment, we can take out of children the evil that is symbolized by the snake.

July 22, 2008 – I am going to write down scientific facts that I have found in relation to heredity and the X chromosome:

1 – In the congenital diseases caused by alterations in the genes of the X chromosome, the altered genes are more recessive than dominant. This means that they manifest more in males. If it is not affected, the male X causes the inhibitions of the affected X of the mother, and the disease does not manifest. In males, the Y chromosome does not cause inhibition of the affected X, and the disease manifests. Example: Hemophilia.

2 – Lyon’s Rule: An X chromosome is inactivated in an early phase of the embryogenesis in females.

3 – Most of the genes of the X chromosome resemble a mosaic. In some cells, one X is active, and in others it is inactive. In the other cell, the alternate X is active. The inactive X is the Barr body.

4 – A Barr body is found for every X that exceeds the other 22 chromosomes of the cell. Example: Xx: 1 Barr body. Xxx: 2 Barr bodies.

� – Some of the conditions related to sex heredity produce mental retardation. More males with these conditions are found. In many of them, a marker was found that was


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called ‘fragile X’. This mark produces a gap in the q arm of the X chromosome. These males exhibit:

a – Macro-orchidism in the post-pubescent male.b – Delay in speech development.c – Mental retardation: mild or moderate.d – Prominent ears (possible).

In the ‘fragile X’, there is mutation with anticipation of the CGG code (Cystine – Guanine – Guanine).

July 23, 2008 – In recent weeks, I read three very interesting books about the human genome: Two of them are written by doctors and genetics professors that were part of the human genome project and that have since dedicated their lives to this study. The titles of these books are:

1 – EI Gen de Dios (The Gene of God), by Dean Hamer, U.S. geneticist. This book includes information regarding the research of the world’s most prestigious geneticists. The central topic is how he thinks that faith is determined by our biology. He includes studies done in altered states of consciousness (states of transcendence).

2 – La Maldición de Adán (Adam’s Damnation), by Bryan Sykes, British geneticist and Oxford University professor. This book prominently features information about the Y chromosome, including alterations in this chromosome. In particular, he explains the damage in the SRY gene that is responsible for ‘maleness’ in men. This gene is different in humans and in Rhesus monkeys.


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3 – ¿Qué Somos Realmente? (What are we, really?), by Gina Smith, a renowned U.S. technical and scientific journalist. She presents a summary of the progress of the human genome project. This book helped me to better understand some concepts, and I found proof of the validity of the messages received.

An example of this is that in EI Gen de Dios, Dr. Hamer writes about the catecholamines and the serotonin related to the manifestation in the physical plane of our spirituality. As I have mentioned, it is increased in moments of enlightenment, and with transcendental meditation. Gina Smith writes about the concept of the human code as a language, with the alphabet as the basis of DNA and the simple amino acids. After reading La Maldición de Adán, I have reached the conclusion that the gene that is most closely related to evil is the SRY. The excess of testosterone that is one of the products of this gene causes promiscuity and aggressiveness in men. The difference between the X and the Y chromosomes, and how they interact during the interphase of mitosis, is very interesting: Between these chromosomes, a real interchange of genes does not occur. This can be interpreted that they have been altered from their original composition. The antagonism between them is a signal that something wrong occurred to them. The retrovirus of evil is probably in this gene. The DAX gene of the X chromosome presents antagonism with the Y chromosome. This gene should be also be studied, as a possible location for the retrovirus of evil. I need more information about these two chromosomes.


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July 31, 2008 – Red blood cells. Hemolysis. Where the energetic process ends.

August 4, 2008 – Orders from the pilot are sent to the DNA. Concept of man as hybrid: Half robot/half spirit. Pilot orders are connected by a beam of light. Superior orders are connected by a beam of light.

August 5, 2008 – It lost its configuration with the movement of the molecules; with the movement of the alleles. I think this refers to the Y chromosome. Some exchange between the X and the Y chromosome occurred that altered the configuration of the Y chromosome.

August 6, 2008 – Air decompress the cell.

August 15, 2008 – First Mystery: We live; we die. Second mystery: We die, to live better. Help me, my Lord, in being good to live better.

August 19, 2008 – From Dummy to Enlightenment. This could be a title for a next book. The information in it should be written in a simple way.

August 21, 2008 – Cysteine and valine. I need to study them. Both are simple amino acids that are part of the human code. Reconsidering the human code, the amino acids must be in the matrix system: In man-made computers, a binary system is used. The human code has 4 principal components that repeat themselves and produce different messenger proteins, according to the simple amino acids


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that attach to them. Simply put: The nucleotides alternate in a 4-component system, far more advanced than man-made computer systems.

The letters used in the code are:

A (Adenine)T (Tiamine)G (Guanine)C (Cysteine)U (Uracil; can be used instead of one of the others in the mRNA).

Hipoxantine is used less frequently. The simple amino acids correspond to the other letters of the alphabet. They unite to the basic code to form the messenger proteins, and correspond to the letters on a computer keyboard. In our body, we have keyboards, information processors, printers, scanners, etc. They are principally at the central nervous system. The basic code could be: CTAG in one helix and GATC in the other.

Remember that I am a robot, and I still cannot see clearly how we function. For now, I understand that we use a 4-component code: This code repeats itself through DNA extension. With the amino acids that attach to them, thousands of different proteins can be produced. Here are the formulas for Valine and Cysteine:


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Valine: HNH3 – C – COOH C CH3 CH3

Cysteine: HNH3 – C – COOHCH2CH2SH

These proteins were mentioned in one of last night’s dreams. They must be important. In them, the C is for carbon, the H is for Hydrogen, the O is for O2 and S is for sulfur. The numbers are for the quantity of the elements present.

August 26, 2008 – Something in the formulas is wrong. I remember that Valine has been repeated in my dreams. Methionine has been also been mentioned. Methionine and Cysteine have sulfur in their formula. I have to read more about these compounds, and look for the genetic defects where they are altered.

August 28, 2008 – In last night’s dreams, I am worried about the lack of medical specialists in Puerto Rico: Many of our MD’s are trained in the continental US, then go to live there after completing their specialty. Of the MD’s that stay in Puerto Rico, most do not want to treat the indigent. Everyday, I ask Jesus if I should return to the hospitals where I work. This dream can be the answer; that still they need


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me there. My work does not interfere with my mission of informing you about my dreams and thoughts: Next week, the English language version of Human Software: a Scientific Revelation will be ready for the editor and publisher. The editing of the second book, Awakening of the Spirit is also in process: All this I have accomplished without leaving the hospitals where I work. I can continue doing both, following the advice of my spiritual instructors.

Yesterday, I took a copy of Human Software: a Scientific Revelation to the Director of Priests of the Catholic Church of my hometown, Dorado, seeking his advice, in relation of how to proceed with my mission and what to do regarding the Catholic Church. From the genetics texts that I have read during the previous weeks, I reached the conclusion that one of the genes that are responsible for evil and aggressiveness in man is the SRY of the Y chromosome. This gene is the one related to the production of excess testosterone, from puberty to senility. I have not found its equivalent in the female.

Last night, I read The Red Queen by Matt Ridley: Harper Perennial. I found that the corpus colossus in the female is bulkier than the male’s. This is related with the female being more intuitive. I think that the communication between both cerebral hemispheres should be easier for the female, and that the thinner corpus colossus in the male is a genetic trait that is secondary to alterations in the Y chromosome.


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September 6, 2008 – The concept of the ‘pilot’ retuned in my dreams last night: The ‘pilot’ is the spirit that is guiding us. He is having trouble guiding us due to the robot’s ‘loose pieces’, including the robot’s incommunication with the main panel. The spirit accesses this panel, trying to guide the vessel correctly, but the connection is not working, and the vessel does not follow the orders. The ‘pilot’ attempts to send a final warning with instructions on how to save the robot: If the instructions aren’t followed, then the robot will crash and burn in the infernal and dark space. The pilot continues trying to communicate with the robot. Some information comes through: We need to help our pilot, in order to have a happy and safe landing. This dream reminded me The Pilot, a publication by the Catholic Church. Although this paper is cheap, few people buy it. In that paper, we can find the part of the manual that tells us how to guide the robot, and how to repair the main panel (among other messages). Next Sunday, I am going to buy a copy of The Pilot: This stirs memories of my father, who always enjoyed reading this paper. I know that he guided his vessel well, and certainly he landed in Heaven.

Yesterday, two of my sons offended me with comments about my books. One told me to ‘stop writing stupid books’. That hurt me very much. Then, my other son told me that I was very arrogant, pretending to write books with this content. He does not know that my robot is cowardly and insecure although my spirit is brave, doing everything possible to bring these messages to my fellow humans. I am trying to stop them in this robot’s crazy race toward destruction. The message is a message of peace that


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can bring love and happiness to their lives. After drying my tears and while my robot was still angry, I thought of changing the name of the second book to From Dummy to Enlightenment. I will continue doing everything that I can in order to help my fellow humans.

September 10, 2008 – It is a very serious matter.

September 11, 1998 – Echo language. After receiving this message, I read about the sense of hearing.

September 13, 2008 – Van Der Wals Laws. Today in the El Nuevo Día newspaper, I read about a scientific discovery at Central Caribe University in Puerto Rico. The discovery found that the muller cells of the retina (glial cells) are optic fibers that send their signal to the neurons of the retina or photoreceptors. If I analyze this, I think that similar glial cells are present in the central nervous system: We have optic fibers in our body that are receiving light signals (photons).

As time passes, more information about the human robot is published. We can think that the nerves also act as fiber optic fibers: The speeds at which the stimuli are carried to the neurons, and the speed of the order carried from the CNS to the effector organ, are instant; faster than fiber optic. Another study that is taking place is the study of the human genome at the University of Puerto Rico Ponce campus. I want to share my theory with both research groups.


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September 16, 2008 – As flowers in rocks. I think this refers to the humans in this world.

September 18, 2008 – Idea that meditation gives the robot a ‘tune up’ from the spirit. The spiritual energy enters in harmony, and the love energy goes to all parts of the body.

September 27, 2008 – We are a beam of light with information that has manifested itself in a physical reality.

September 28, 2008 – Solenoid: The description of the spatial configuration of the DNA as a solenoid in Genetica Monderna, by J.F. Griffiths, William M Celbart, Jeffrey H Miller and Richard C Lewotin: McGraw Hill Inter American, 1999, pages 44 to 47.

October 3, 2008 – The effects of light energy in the human robot.

October 6, 2008 – Inositol. Reading about Inositol, I found that Inosine is the nucleoside of Hipoxantine. Still I had no information about this sixth nucleotide of the DNA. Its action is important in relation with the tRNA. The sum of the 6 nucleotides and the 20 simple amino acids we have is 26; that is the same number of the letters of the alphabet. Many combinations can be obtained.

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October 15, 2008 – The Words of Jesus. A hundred words of the Lord. I believe that I need to read the words of Jesus in the Bible. The first words that I recall are: “Not only of bread lives man, but also from all words that come from the mouth of God.” This is like an explanation of the importance of the love energy coming from God: Energy is more important than food; food is only the substrate.

November 3, 2008 – The last weeks I have been reading the words of Jesus in the Bible. My spirit has learned a lot. I see that they are compatible with the messages that I have received. I have to give the messages to other humans.

November 4, 2008 – Attenuated virus act as oncogene in the future. Aberrant sex causes disease. Intense goose bumps after voting in San Juan. They lasted, and I thought that the party for which I voted was going to win.

November 5, 2008 – In a dream last night, I was told that in the morulla phase, after the fecundation of the ovum, the spirit has still not incarnated. The incarnation occurs in the blastocyst phase. I need to read about this. In the dream, my higher self received the instructions and understood everything. I do not remember the other instructions.

November 6, 2008 – I read about the first stages of the human embryo, and also about the stem cells in the several steps of embryogenesis. In the first stage or morulla, the cells are totipotent. From them, all cells can be obtained. It is in this early embryonic phase that cells have been used for cloning. The animals that were cloned were from this


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stage. If cloning is done in the blastocyst stage, the animal dies. These cells are pluripotent, not totipotent. From them, only several tissues can be obtained. Going back to my dream and applying these concepts, if a human being is cloned in the first phase (morulla), this human will not have a spirit; it will be only an animal. The incarnation is in the blastocyst stage, from where if clones are produced, all will die. I believe that this is a warning from the Lord. I remember the dream where I was told: ‘Ne pas possible that somebody can do something like this in this world. Ne pas possible that somebody guides it.’ This warning should be heard by all humans. The warning is very clear: A human cloned will be an animal without spirit. Which father will want to bring something like this to this world? It will be an animal, although it resembles the parents. It will be worse off than a mentally retarded being. From what I read about the blastocyst stage, cloning is not possible: Embryos produced in this manner will die. God cares for His Creation. Evil humans should hear His warning.

In the book Stem Cell Research by Joseph Panno; Checkmark Books, The New Biology, I found important facts. Between them, I want to write the following: “The respiratory chain consists of three major components: NADH dehydrogenase, cytochromes b and c, and cytochrome oxidase. All of these components are protein complexes that contain iron (NADH dehydrogenase), cytochromes b and c, or a copper core (cytochrome oxidase). All are located in the inner membrane of the mitochondria, along with the ATP synthetase. The respiratory chain is analogous to an electric cable that transports electricity from a hydroelectric


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dam to our homes, where it is used to turn on lights or to run appliances. I also found that in the European Union and in England, legislation was approved, allowing for research with the use of embryos less than 14 days old; discarded from in vitro fertilization clinics. In the U.S., legislation is pending approval. In the last review of the law, cloning was prohibited, but the use of umbilical cord and adult stem cells was advised. In April, 2004 NIH sustained that grants will not be awarded toward the destruction of human embryos that have the potential to live. I remember the dream where I was told of the embryogenesis stage when the incarnation of the soul occurs. This can help toward resolving this ethical question: The research for stem therapies uses stem cells of fecundated in vitro embryos. This type of research in the U.S. has to wait until these concepts are clear, and legislation is approved to regulate it. To possibly help with future decisions, I am going to summarize this information:

ZygoteIMorulaI Incarnation of SpiritBlastocystI--------------------------------------ITrophoblastIInner Cell Mass


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December 4, 2008 – Mendel’s simple laws.

December 5, 2008 – SRY. The gene that determines the male sex. It must be implicated in the congenital anomalies that cause evil in men. I found that it is the gene that differs most between men and Rhesus monkeys. This gene is important in the production of testosterone: An excess of this hormone causes evil behavior. I need to remember that the X chromosome is also contaminated. Researchers are studying the SRY gene. They are studying the composition of its codons, etc. I have to find more information about the X chromosome. Also I have to read about the effects of testosterone and estrogen. Looking in the X chromosome, the genes that deal with the production of estrogen can be studied. From these studies, methods to regulate the quantities of these hormones can be found. Not allowing its excess evil conduct can be diminished. Treatment with the intervention of the proteins that are involved can be possible.

December 8, 2008 – Protein kinases.

December 13, 2008 – Man is egocentric.

December 25, 2008 – 1144 or 144. This could refer to the pages in one of the books that I am reading.

December 27, 2008 – I looked for the pages. On page 144 of one of the books I am reading, I found something very important. This book is The Last Lecture, by Randy Pausch; Editorial Grijalbo (Spanish Translation). On this page the author (doctorate computer programming), refers


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to software named ‘Alice’. This program was created to help programming students learn to create the animated figures in a game; the action that the student prefers. I immediately think that the creators of the human software could do the same: The human software can be used by the angels for a similar learning purpose. If the program is created by a good being, the game will be for good. If by an evil being, the game will be for evil. The human will be the robot where the programs will be played. It will be exposed to action that the user intends.

This software was developed at Carnegie Mellon University, and its creator left it in the hands of Prof. Caitlin Kellerer. This ‘Alice’ program serves to facilitate the learning of programming for these students. The knowledge about computers and their programming makes me think that humans could be suffering a similar process as the figures in animated or virtual games: We are toys or robots under the influence and care of those that guide us. If the program that they create is good, we will be in good hands. If the program that they create is evil, we will be evil beings. The user will determine our movements and our behavior. The only thing that is not clear for me in this comparison is that still I think that we are not a simple toy. The value of our thoughts is greater than the program. The devil intended to use us as toys, but God is in our thoughts. There is a pilot in this vessel. The pilot inside the robot can see what is going on, and access the program’s on and off switches: On when the program is for our good; off when it is an evil program. The operators will determine the behavior of the robot: We are thinking robots, and the power of our thoughts can save


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us. The pilot or operator can access the ‘love channel’ where God is waiting for us.

At the end of page 144 of the book In Step with God by Charles F. Stanley; Thomas Nelson publisher, there is a paragraph that reads: “Allow yourself to dream. Also foster the dreams of your children. Occasionally, that could mean that you permit them to stay up after bedtime.” This can help you with the awakening of your spirit. God and His angels are with us in this awakening. I also found Psalm 27 by David. David wrote: “Teach me Your way, O Lord, and lead me on a level path because of my foes. Do not deliver me to the desire of my adversaries, for false witnesses have risen against me. And such as breath out violence I would have despaired unless I had believed that I will see the Goodness of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord. Be strong and let your heart take courage. Yes, wait for the Lord. (verses 11 - 14).

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Glossary

10 Methyl DOPA – Compound that is a precursor of Dopamine.5 aminobutyric acid – GABA – A neurotransmitterAcetylcholinesterase – Enzyme related with the metabolism of acetylcholine.Acetyltransferase – Enzyme related with trans-acetylation or molecular change in which an acetyl group passes from one compound to another Transacetylase.Acetone Builder – Acetone is a by product of the metabolism of glucose, and is present in blood and increases when sugar cannot be metabolized properly by the cells. This occurs in Diabetic Acidosis and Diabetes Mellitus.Arachidonic Acid – Responsible for hormone signaling.Ascorbic Acid – Vitamin C.Acid – Indol acetic – One of the indolic acids.Acid – Salicilic – Hydroxibenzoic acid.Acid – Nucleic Acids – Family of macro molecules found in chromosomes, in nucleolus, in mitochondria, in cytoplasm of cells and in viruses.Adrenal pump – Medullar region of the suprarenal gland that produces adrenaline.Adrenal Medulla – Central region of the adrenal gland.Agglutinin – A substance that causes that particles agglutinate.Alpha Nova – When a new star is born.Altered Status of Consciousness – Transitory states of increased awareness where the extra sensorial perception increases.


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Aminoglucosides – A group of bactericidal antibiotics derived from species of streptomyces or microsporium.Anhidrase – Carbonic enzyme that catalyzes the removal of water from a carbon compound.Apresoline – Drug used in hypertension.ATP – Adenosin – Tri – Phosphoric.Bands of RNA – A line or small thin piece that contains macromolecules of RNA.Barrier – Hematoencefalic barrier – Characteristic of the cerebral vascular circulation where there is decreased permeability to many substances. This protects the neurons.Bars; Polymers:

Bars – Tissue segments that unite two structures.Polymers –Substance formed by a repeated and identical chain of basic units. 2 CH^

Benzene – Cyclic 6 carbon Compound. HCCH.Catecol – When it has OH united to one carbon:HC CHVCHBloodletting – (Sangría in Spanish): Removal of blood usually by venipuncture.Buffer System – Mixture of an acid and its conjugated base, that when present in a solution reduces any change in pH.Butyrate – Compound of 4 carbons that can be found in its cis or trans form.Calciferol – Ergocalciferol – Vitamin D.Camp - Magnetic camp – Space where the magnetic force is sensed.Carbohydrates – Carbon compounds or hydrates of carbon.


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Catecolamine – CATECOL combined with NH3 or other amine.Capillary endothelial cells – Cells in the internal side of a capillary.Chacras – Sites of entrance of radiation energy to the organism related with different organic systems and different levels of the aura.Cortical Region – Portion of the cerebral cortex.Cycle of the carboxylic acids – Krebs Cycle – Molecular changes that follow glycolysis where the 3 carbon compounds are formed.Cistern Venae Magna – Space between the cellular membranes of the base of the cerebrum.Cytochrome – A type of hemoprotein whose principal biologic function is the transfer of electrons and protons secondary to a change in configuration of the molecule. This is possible due to the reversible capacity of the Iron (Fe) in the Heme group.Cytochromoxidase – Cytochrome – An indofenol oxidase.Clairvoyance – Extra sensorial perception where messages from upper levels of conscious can be heard or images can be seen.Chloroplasts – Cells organelles of plants where photosynthesis occurs. They are the ‘electric plants’ of plants.Copper – Element of the Periodic Table, present in humans (Cu ++).Code – Any system created for transmission of information or to facilitate communication.Cort Scan – Radiologic study of the cerebral cortex. Can be with PET Scan (Positron Emisión Tomography).


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Cryoprecipitation – Formation of precipitate when a solution is frozen. It is the process where a precipitate is formed.Chromafin – Compounds that give brown yellowish color when they react with chromic salts.Chromosome – Bodies in the nucleus of the cells that contain the genes.Chromosome X – Contains the genes related with feminine sex.Dehydrogenase – Lactic (LDH) – Enzyme that catalyzes the conversion of lactate in pyruvate; absorbs radiation light from the aura.Depolarization – Destruction, neutralization, change of direction of the polarity.Desoxihemoglobin – Type of Hb where O2 is not present.DIC – Disseminated Intravascular Coagulation.DNA – The most important compound of the genetic compounds: Desoxi- Ribonucleic Acid.Dopamine – Neurotransmitter 3-hidroxi-tiramine.Endoplasmic body – Medullar part of the cytoplasm where the cells organelles are located.Echocardiography – Cardiography with ultrasound.Ego – In psychoanalysis, one of the three components of the psyche following Freud’s Theory; the others being the “id” and the superego.Endeavors – True and continuous efforts to achieve a desired outcome.Filter of Atapase – Compounds present in the internal mitochondrial membrane where the oxidative chain ends with the production of ATP.Sylvan Fissure – Deep fissure in the posterior inferior region of the brain.


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Group Heme – Tertiary protein that has Iron (Fe) as the center of its molecular structure.Hashimoto – Chronic Thyroiditis, with auto immune characteristics or secondary to toxins.Hemisphere – Cerebral hemisphere – Half of the brain: Left and Right.Hemorrage subarachnoidal – Hemorrage in the subarachnoidal space.Hibernation – Condition of sleep where metabolism diminishes to a minimum.Hydroencephaly – Increase in the quantity of cerebro spinal fluid due to obstruction in any site of the ventricular system or the Sylvan Aqueduct. It can be congenital.Hidrosamine – One amine or compound of hydrated nitrogen NH-3OH.Histidine – Compound derived from the metabolism of hemoglobin and neurotransmitters. It is changed to histamine (a neurotransmitter) and is related to allergies.Homo sapiens – Human genus and species.Homocygotic – Derived from one cygote.HSP – High Sensorial Perception; Extra sensorial perception.Humor aqueous – Clear and semi-fluid liquid inside the eye.Kundalini – Energetic vertical force that follows the disposition of the central nervous system.Lactate – Any salt or ester of lactic acid. Latency – State in which a compound is latent. It exists in potential but doesn’t manifest.LCR Cephalo Rachidian Liquid – Cerebrospinal liquid that covers the brain and the medulla.


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Legionella – Bacterium that can cause epidemics when they infest the air condition conduits of a building.

Levels of the Aura:

Astral level – Fourth vibrational level of the human energetic field, related to love and located near the heart region at the fourth chakra.Ethereal Level – Second level of the energetic body of humans, related to the second charka and emotions.

Liquid peptidase – Compound that is hydrated peptide. The unions are called peptides.| |--C-NLiquid – Amniotic – Liquid inside the amniotic cavity, where the fetus is during gestation.Lobule – temporal – Regions of the brain that are in the lateral inferior region.Lower self, higher self – Psychology concepts that try to explain the complex mental status of humans: The lower self represents the ego’s satisfaction as the primary goal of that being; the higher self represents the being in its spiritual manifestations of goodness, knowledge and good actions.Lupus Erithematosus – Autoimmune disease of chronic characteristics where the conjunctive tissue is affected.Manhattan Project – Nuclear Project during the Second World War.Melatonin – Pigment compound that gives dark color to the neurons.Membrane – Thin and flexible sheet of animal tissue that surrounds the cells.


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Membrane, semi permeable – Permeable to some substances and not to others.Meridians, acupuncture meridians – Lines that connect different anatomic sites.Myastenia Gravis – Disease with muscular weakness that is auto immune and progressive.Mitochondria – Organelle of cells important in the production of energy. The oxidative cycle occurs in them. Vital energy in form of ATP is produced in them. They are the ‘electric plants’ of humans and higher animals.NADH – Short for Nicotinamide adenine di nucleotide (reduced form). NADH Dehydrogenase – Citochromo-C-reductase; flavo proteins containing iron that changes NADH to NAD+.NADP – Accepts H+ from dehydrogenases. Nicotinamine adenine di nucleotide phosphate.Near Death Syndrome – Experience regarding people that have been declared dead and after a short period continued living.Neurotransmitter – Chemical compounds produced by nerve cells that pass to the synapse in order to excite or inhibit the post synaptic cells.Nicotinamide – Nicotinic acid plus a NH3 group. Noetic Sciences – Sciences that study the human being as a whole in a holistic way.Oligodramnios – Deficit in the quantity of amniotic fluid.Osmosis – Process by which a solvent passes through a semi permeable membrane from a solution with less concentration to the solution with more.


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Parkinson – Neurological syndrome that manifests itself with rhythmic movements that cause tremors. Patients with this condition also tend to have a rigid posture and mask-like facial expression.Pentosamine – Molecule of � carbons united with ammonia or a derivate of it. NH3. Ej: CH3-CH2-CH2-CH2-CH2-NH3.Personality:

Oral – Characterized by the need of affection and attention of the person; related to lack of maternal love in the first year of life.

Phosphatosynthesis or phosphorilation – Refers to the production of compounds with phosphorus. In the oxidative cycle, compounds rich with energy with phosphates are produced. Example: ATP (Adenosin Tri Phosphoric).Photosynthesis – The formation and composition of chemical compounds under the influence of light.Pet Scan – Positron Emission Tomography – Radiological images taken with technology based on the capture of photons of light from the organism.pH – Symbol of the logarithm of the reciprocal of the concentration of the H+ ion.Pi – Symbol of energy from phosphorus.Pyridoxine – Vitamin B.Pirrol with ethylene – Pirrol is a cyclic compound of � carbons. Ethylene is CH2=CH2. Ethylene is used for signaling by bacterium. Plants have genes that detect ethylenePyruvate – Salt or ester of pyruvic acid. Ethereal pattern in the second level of the energetic body of the zygote; the pattern with the design for the growth and development of the being.


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Plasma – No cellular fluid of the blood; differs from serum in that serum is the fluid obtained after coagulation of the blood.Plexus choroidal – Grape like branches of capillaries that are in close relation with the neurons near the cerebral ventricles.Power Mask – Psychology concept that refers to the changes in personality that the self uses for protection against suffering.Proteins Integral – Proteins that form part of the cellular membraneProtoporphyrine 1X – Precursor of chlorophyl and the group heme.Quelations or Healings– Treatments where radiation energy from the aura of a healer are transmitted to the energetic body of the patient following pre- established technical procedures: These procedures are part of the teachings of the Schools of Healing. Healers obtain licenses after obtaining a Master’s Degree.Retrovirus – Any virus of the family Retroviridae.RNA – Ribonucleic Acid: Differs from DNA in that RNA has a group OH- instead of H+ in one of the carbons.Rhodopsin – Compound with pigment that is found in the retina and absorbs light.Sacred Geometry – Metaphysical concept related to the geometric patterns pre-established in creation and that we still do not know well.Scurvy – Deficiency in Vitamin C. Symptoms are diarrhea, dementia and dermatitis.Seals of the chakras – Site where the entrance of radiation energy can be controlled. They can be opened with energy treatments.


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Subarachnoid Space – Space below the subarachnoid membranes.Sinus – Cerebral Venous Sinus – Channels for the passage of venous blood.Serotonin – It is a neurotransmitter. �-hidroxi-triamine.Synapse – Site of the nervous endings where neurons interact.System – Autonomic Nervous System – Coherent and complex system formed by parts of the nervous system in charge of involuntary acts.Substrate – The substance over which an enzyme reacts, changing it.Succinil acetylcholine – In the change from succinil COA to succinate, energy is released. A phosphate group is lost to form succinate.Thalamus – It is located in the center of the encephalum and includes the neuronal nuclei that send messages to the cortical neurons.Template of DNA – Ethereal pattern or negative film (if compared with a photograph) of DNAThermodynamics – The branch of physics and chemistry that studies heat and the energy changes involved in the conversion from one to the other: The study of heat produced involving mechanical work.Tetany – Sustained muscular contractions.Thiamine – Vitamin B. Susceptible to heat and essential for growth. In its deficiency, glucose can’t be metabolized aerobically.Todo trans retinal – Compound found in the retina that changes with light to Todo cis retinal.Transducer – A transducer changes a type of energy to another.


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Holistic treatment – Patient is treated having in mind all the components of the human being.Tromboxanes – Group of compounds with the terminal COOH present; Prostanoic acid when the COOH is reduced to – Ch3 and an O2 inserts between carbons 11 and 12.Turner and Altzheimer:

Turner – Genetic defect where only one chromosome X is found in somatic cells. Genotype XO. They have common findings as short stature, weakness and infertility.Alzheimer – Disease of maturity characterized for the loss of memory. It is caused by hyaline deposits in the central nervous system.

Vacuoles – A small space in a tissue. In the cell it can be of degenerative cause.Villi – chorionic villi – Group of vascular branches in the chorion of the placenta.Cerebral Ventricles – Normal cavities in the brain.Volta – Scientist who invented the battery.Voltaire – French philosopher who stated that laughing is curative.Zygote – The fertilized ovum before division starts.

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