quTaisi, 2017

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yornis efeqti

av to ris gan

kvlav Sev xvdiT.

la pa ra ki ar me xer xe ba, arc wi na sity va o ba, mxo lod fiq ri da

we ra.

bev rjer miT qvams da vi me o reb, Ce mi bi og ra fia uin te re soa,

mo sa wye nic ki.

yve las Ta vi si mi wi e ri sa mo Txe aqvs. Ce mi sa mo Txe Sa via.

cxov re bis ux Si re si ar se be bi yvav-yor ne bi ari an.

isi ni iw ve ven Ce mi mu ze bis ab so lu tur um rav le o bas.

TiT qmis yove l Ra mes yor nis efeq ti aqvs.

da de biT kiTx veb ze maT mxo lod er Tsity vi a ni pa su xi aqvT da

es pa su xi ara vis mos wons, uar yo fi Teb ze ki mkac rad du man.

isi ni mxo lod erT bge ras, erT mkvlel bge ras ga mos ce men.

aqac da yvel gan, ax lac da yo vel Tvis, es asea da ase iq ne ba.

Jurnal `ganTiadis~ kompiuteruli centri

operatorebi: eTer qemxaZe, nino bucxrikiZe

redaqtori, koreqtori, mxatvari

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yornis efeqti 17.05.2016.

yornis efeqti qonda Rames. qroda magia grigalis nacvlad da wyvdiadi sanTels elodaiq, sadac sufra qvis gulebis sarkofagiada sisinebda gvelgeslebis udardeloba.

Sav-TeTr ganTiads gemo SerCa maSin mJave blis,mkvleli kivili Caismoda sulSi turaTa,veZebdiT xelebs firosmanis damsaflaveblis,im firosmanis, vinc kibisqveS miayurada,

rogor adiod-Cadiodnen masze snobebi...Turme genioss samarisTvis cocxlad imetebsbrbo, roca mxatvarsverc wasvlisas vemSvidobebiTda miugnebel samareSi vatanT imedebs.

eri miirTmevs gaxrwnil sarCos! aqaraSotebsniavs evropa! brundebian gveli da savle…qarTveli ukan dabrundeba aRarasodes,radgan sodomis suni eca Turme dasavleTs!

fxizlad! adeqiT sareclidan! ra dros ZiZia,ra dros daRupva, ra dros mteri! onise, SextimaxviliT laSqris SuagulSi, iq xom ician:qarTvelebi varT!... Rames qonda yornis efeqti.

4 zviad mefare

cisiqiTeli 09.06.2016. (salomes) Sen ise mavseb, viT mSieris kalaTas puri, rogorc cariel sasmiss wminda aladasturi. ise giyureb, rogorc Svebas kaci daRlili, me Seni suli gavixade Tbili saxliviT. rac daginaxe, aRar vkvdebi, aRarc vTavdebi, Seni faqizi samyaroa amis Tavdebi. damTavrdnen Cemi uiRblobis TeTri bindebi, ise vmaRldebi, rom sikvdilsac ar vuSindebi. Sen aqanaveb Sor sivrceSi Rrublis hamakebs, miyvars, rac Seni siyvarulis jvarze amagebs. vici, momavlis horizontebs axla riT eli, vici, miwaze risTvis moxvdi cisiqiTeli: Cven orni mudam unda viyoT, rogorc uSreti cecxli, romelmac gaiara yvela ujredi.

*** 31.05.2016. mSoblebis naxva momenatra... vnaxav suraTebs, cotaTi mainc xom Semivsebs Sexvedris survils? asea RmerTic; xatTan mival, mivayuradeb, rom tanSi sulis ganaxlebis afeTqdes Wurvi.

5 yornis efeqti

TeTri Wotebi 31.01.2016. eqimi leqsi, maRla mfreni, rogorc arwivi, gaurbis miwas, rogorc mefe glaxis sacxovriss, yoveldRiurad Tvalwin udgas jvarcma macxovris, miwaze aTrevs da dascinis xalxi martivi. miwav, avo da ukeTuro, ikivle da Svi proza: is Sen ggavs... da Sens zurgze aTria mefem devnilis bedi, sadac Tavebs atrialeben TeTri Wotebi, rom `miiRon~ samoTxis saSvi. sityvas aravis vetyvi Tavis garda: „naxe, es Wkviani Ramis frinvelebi raebs bodaven, Ramis mcxovrebi ver iqneba TeTrze modave da sul amaod iRebaven TeTrad saxeebs.”

simaZRris seni 20.05.2016. ers Caafrinda Wama-smisgan maZRari seni, veRaraferze fiqrobs kaci, sakvebis garda... farulad isev batonoben TaTqariZeni, isev mkacria kariskaci samoTxis karTan. miedineba dafantuli vercxlis siSave kacTa sulebSi ayrolebul Rvarcofad da aq, TeTrs da Savs Soris gansxvavebas sadac TiSaven, tanjva-wameba dedamiwas stigmebad daaqvs.

6 zviad mefare

evas monologi 21.01.2016. gvelma ar miTxra, cnobadis xes vaSli Tu eba, iqneb, kacs eTqva, rom vnaxavdiT RmerTis uebar sityvas, Cvenc Tuki vicxovrebdiT sityvaSi RmerTis... im codvis Semdeg veRar vxarobT verc me da verc is, visi Zvlisganac Seviqmeni da vinc yovelTvis im tkivilebiT unda vSobo, vnebas rom erTvis. aTasi wlobiT mayvedrian mas Semdeg: „qalo, Sen mxolod bavSvi unda Sobo da mudam Tvalo imave kacis survilebi, Sen rom ageme vaSlis simware...~ davikvnito unda bage me, Svilis yoveli gaCenisas vitanjo unda, sikvdilis Semdeg, me raRa vqna, Tu ar dabrunda simSvide baRis, uangaro simwvane misi? miuxedavad sasjelisa, yovelTvis vici: rom Wrilobebze moTminebis mkvlel eklebs visev da baRSi adgils qmar-SvilisTvis davTmobdi isev.

*** 16.05.2016.

monarqebs undaT, anarekli iwamon sarkis, magram amazrzen istoriebs amxels arqivi: furTxis Rirsia, vinc ver irgebs Zalas monarqis da mcires Cagravs qedmaRali ierarqiviT.

7 yornis efeqti

samZimari 10.05.2016. Cems dakrZalvaze mesaflaves etyvis samZimars sicariele... ase iyos dae... moicdis suli sxva tanSi aRdgomamde da kvlav CamZiravs Tavis wiaRSi ugemuri zRva egoistis. kankali mitans. viRac mlokavs mzeriT. meloti quCa Rmuoda, rogorc ZaRli, dabmuli mzeSi. ZvlebSi mtexaven turnirebi da kameloti da ubnelesi derefnisken aviRe gezi. SemoRrialda tvinSi delgma! isev ZagZagebs da Zalas mmatebs TiTebSua cecxli ukvamlo. sadRac mivyvebi maradiul, grZel liandagebs, sikvdilis surnels survilebi rom davuwamlo. vigeb eSafots eklebisgan... yvelgan ar ismis Cemi yvirili da vloculob yvirilis nacvlad... me var nadavli uZilobis mkacri qarizmis da melandeba siCumeSi mwvervalze asvla.

iaraRs vkocni 14.04.2016. iaraRs vkocni da fialas sikvdiliT vivseb... amqveynad raRa damrCenia, vinmem Tu icis? ukanasknelad davalageb taepebs mwkrivze da yvelaimeddakarguli viwyeb suicids.

8 zviad mefare

turne 01.04.2016. vnatrob samaris mdumarebas: mombezrda xmebi!... TiTqos, damagdes udabnoSi da SigniT vxmebi, amodis cecxli quslebidan Sublamde, Turme... xilulis miRma yornisferi ewyoba turne. mZimea CemTvis yvela jiRa, garda eklebis, tbis zedapirze davabijeb da vireklebi, vgrZnob, milurjdeba Signeuli, rogorc cxedari, veRarc viRimi, veRarc vtiri, veRarc mxned ari suli, romelic mewrToboda megona, adre… rac Cemi iyo bavSvobisas, vCexe da vfatre, mzis sxivebs mudam akldebian Cemi saknebi, var akldamaSi, minda gareT da viklaknebi, magram ar mikvirs, Cemi elCi sul sxvas rom Sexvda: bolos da bolos, erTi mze aqvT vardTa da nexvTa.

aprilis wvima 16.04.2016. aprilis wvima xmebs ise cris, TiTqos gaTibes irgvliv siCume... ra qaTqaTa iyo es Rame... axla budidan Camovardnil bartys unatifes grZnobiT, mSobeli beRurebi saxlSi Sesxamen.

9 yornis efeqti

ruxi SeTeneba 24.01.2016. oTaxis, saxlis, ezos gareT ruxad SeTenda da rogor mtkiva, roca saxlSi mxolod kuprian bnelSi vuyureb, rogor miRrens mtknari legenda, rom xaris tyavze col-qmars tkbilad usaubria. dro iyo, vTvlidi mTel qveyanas erT did samxeced, axla Tvalebi sibraluliT mevseba mxecTa, grZnobebo, dae, tkivilebiT eqvsad damkeceT, oRond, maCveneT, rom boroti Wkuidan Secda... meore loya vis gsurT Cemi? mefe brZandebiT? miwasTan unda gagasworo dumilis mexo! Tavs aRarasdros manebeben ruxi landebi da aRarasdros vityvi mSvidad: qaosi meyo.

Sen gaxsovs 01.05.2016. (salomes) Sen gaxsovs, rogor TamaSobdi, laRi da norCi... martos arasdros gtovebs fiqri, sadac wvalebiT Cems samyaroSi gacocxldebi, TeTrSi da SorSi da ukvdavebas ixilaven Seni Tvalebi. yvela martoa mediduri da rCeba marto, magram Cven, roca vibadebiT, iRimis RmerTic da Sewirulis gonebaSi is fiqri gvarTobs, samyaros mkerdSi rogor gavCndiTda rogor vZgerdiT.

10 zviad mefare

eqimi leqsi 23.12.2015.

me mZinavs. kvnesiT moeTreva dumili ZaZisda moTminebadakargulma wikwiks mimarTakedlis saaTma... Rame nela oTaSi dadis,rogorc uZiro molodinis zRva patimarTa.

sxveni ivseba auxsneli sulebiT... dadiseqimi leqsi, trialeben Savi borblebi,axla davxatav CamoZonZil gamyidvels xatisda wvimis wveTis okeaniT davidorblebi.

mnaxes, mofrindnen! mikivian TeTri Wotebi,vgrZnob saukunis SimSilisas moyril narCenebs,me aRarasdros aRaravis Sevecodebi da maradiul martoobas miganaCenebs...eqimi leqsi.

muqi landebi 07.10.2015. ra amaoa siyvarulis gareSe locvac! TiTqos gavyviri RmerTis saxlSi, unda vxedavde, roca ganRmrTobil mdumarebas Tu rogor mosvams suli, mkvdrebisTvis Camosuli jojoxeTamde. ra xSirad ismis siCumeSi Rrena mSierTa: „puri, ufalo!...” iyineba TvalebSi boRma, rac gonji iyo, sul axlaxans gamSvenierda: sikvdili... ase gadawyvita xorcis amboxma.

11 yornis efeqti

ratom sinaTle, roca mjera muqi landebis? kvlav daveTrevi Tumca qveynad, sul sxva motiviT: me yovel RamiT vibadebi da vfrTiandebi da myofnis Rame... dRisiT damaqvs suli lodiviT.

oreuli 28.05.2009.

me vdgavar Tvalebdanisluli da sibalRamesvasmev sinanuls da vigoneb me Cems oreuls,mze enatreba mzeras, cxels da sizmarmoreulsda mTxovs sinaTle, rom wavarTva Tasi mTvral Rames,suli mitiris da sizmari warsuls agvamebs.

raa cxovreba? an mis Semdeg raRa iqneba?var? unda viyo? sialuble aRar aqvT Tvalebs!mxolod riJraJi Tu amSvidebs sxeuls nawvalebsda Tumca fiqrSi yvela baRi Tvalwin miqreba,me aRar mawevs qveynis tvirTi mZime fiqrebad.

me var sakravi sakraluri! Savi simebiarian Cemi ujredebi. miwvavs brbo notebs,me Cemi kalmiT gvelebs vebrZvi, ase borotebs,vusmen mTrTolvare sulis CurCuls da viRimebi,rom mesobian varskvlavebis Savi qimebi.

ara! iq waval, sadac sunTqvas ar aqvs zianida mtredebiviT sadac frenen sulTa gundebi,sakuTar sxeuls miwas mivcem da davbrundebi,rom ar momakldes ca da xsovna, ase mziani,davrCebi marad axalgazrda da sevdiani.

12 zviad mefare

vinc Tavs ver xedavs 02.10.2015. vinc Tavs ver xedavs RmerTis mier Seqmnil TixaTa msgavsad da jera, rom rgebia xedva rCeulTa, gauazreblad yalibdeba qvaze mixatul rqianis jiSad... ukve suli dausneulda. mRvimeSi myofi kacis msgavsad, ar yofnis cis xma da yvelgan eZebs mzis sinaTles, masSi devs, roca, ase Caketa ganZic Zunwi mdidaris zizRma da misi xveWis yru-munj msurvels imdeni droc ar rCeba, ubralod, rom Seewyos cxovrebis sibrZnes, igi saubrobs, igi marTavs, tovebs da midis... da risTvis? sadac ujredebma sikvdili igrZnes, iq suls aRdgomas ukrZalavda mngreveli xidis.

me-nangrevi 11.04.2016. is nangrevi var, sadac bolos daibuda bum, gvelebisagan gandevnilma roca ineba, rom TeTr siCumes SeCveoda tyeSi udabur da iq exila civi zamTris mologineba. roca Semodga Semodgoma kalTebze Sublis, mas araferi darCenoda iq wasvlis garda, sadac avadmyof mogonebebs is fiqri uvlis, romelmac sastik TviTgariyvas axada farda.

13 yornis efeqti

saflavis suraTi 17.01.2011.

Cems irgvliv feTqavs yvela nivTis gamyofi xazi,Cems mSier stomaqs carieli dasdevda TefSi.maRlidan tanze meRvreboda msubuqi jazi,xilulis miRma Rrialebda mdinare mTebSi,gulSi eklebi mesobodnen, mkvleli da nazi.

isev jiutad daveZebdi saflavis suraTs,me mxarze majda Cemi gidi _ udabnos yvavi,yvelgan viyavi, sadac kacis ocneba curavs,rasac gaurbis warmosaxva, iqac viyavi,vwuravdi Cems guls, vazis nayofs da sxva sawuravs.

me ar vicodi, Tuki leqsSic iyo siave,aRar vzidavdi Torem leqsisarc gvirgvins, arc jvars,yvela movlena CemSi feTqavs, nervebs miavebs,aRar gaurbis suli maTTvis glovas da tanjvas,nazi uSnoa, kudiani _ moferiave.

pilates ZRveni 31.03.2016. erTxel viwvnieT, rad dagvijda pilates ZRveni, vercxli iudas saxrCobelis iqca emblemad, vnaxeT, rom aRdga macxovari, mSvidi da brZeni, magram kacunebs dResac vercxli embrZaneblebaT.

14 zviad mefare

poeti 06.01.2009.

cxovrobs da Tavis samyaros qmnis erTi poeti.kvebavs, arwyulebs, anarnarebsqaTqaTa furclebs,is idevneba, rom gadarCes Neo-noeTida medroveTa ironias dumiliT uZlebs.

misi molberti mis sulSia! is xatavs ambavsgariyul kacze, mitovebul erT akldamaze...mas ipovnian! dro sinanuls cremlebSi ganbans,erTad cxovroben simaxinje da silamaze!

Sublebs unaTebT momavali, ase mefurebs,magram es sxivi bades gaxevs, ar moedeba!Wams gvelTa modgmas da erTmaneTs aesTeturebseklis sinaze da sinazis gapoeteba!

mofenilia misi veli lurji titebiT,is wers da ambobs: „Cven erTni varTyvelgan da arsad!eklebi ar gvaqvs! moaxlovdiT! ar viCxvlitebiT!iyo poeti _ es xvedria tkivilis fasad!

ras vwer? ras vambob? ratom mqviaRmerTo, poeti?Cveni gulebi erTad scemen, erTni arian!ratom sicive, siucxove da martoeTi?!zari, romelic mkerdSi tiris, Tqveni zaria!“

15 yornis efeqti

Rvino dausxiT mogonebas 07.08.2008.

minda amindi. piramida. sxvagan ra minda.anda ra unda barxanebSi aminds, susxians,Tu es udabno sikvdilisgan mixsnis, damindobs,me mas vendobi; iq abzindebs wyali usxiaT.

sxva cocxlobs sxvagan. icocxlebenvinmesTvis mkvdrebic.yvela sicocxle sicocxlea? sikvdili, anda?me da dumili nabij-nabij mwvervalze vZvrebiT,miwas davyurebT, sadac weRan eSmakic Canda!

aRzevebaa es dacema! mzesTan var axlos!mzis sxivTan erTad ZvlebSi aRwevsmwvervalis susxic,vin ityvis, sxeuls basrma celma xeli ar axlos?!magram ar kvdeba mogoneba! Rvino dausxiT!

viRviZeb, vaxel 30.03.2016.

Camosrialda Rrublebidan burusi lega,qari ise stvens, TiTqos Slegad mesmis Savlego,~martis SemoWram yiamyrali yinva waleka,me ki minda, rom nazamTrali yofac wavleko.

vqoSineb, rogorc mewamulis xilvisas xari:me ar msurs mxolod daviwyeba. viRviZeb, vaxelTvalebs da vici: ar iqneba sicocxle myari,Tu momavalSi ar Cavaqsov poetis saxels.

16 zviad mefare

aRTqmuli miwa 26.06.2007.

iq, sadac TrTolva gazafxulis, sxeuls aniWebsdaujerebel simsubuqes, rogorc mze zecas,me da kalami mivadgebiT oqros karibWesda Tvlema warsuls daafarebs daTrTvilul zewars.

yvelgan viyaviT, iqac, sadac iyo aravin, ujredTa jgleTa gvefrqveoda Zvir RvinosaviT, iq, ucxo baRSi, ritualis idga karavi da demonebi qeifobdnen gvirgvinosani.

Cvens Tvalwin miTi dauxatavT TiTqos da vinCebs, sadac tyis suli kvamlis eSmaks duels umarTavs, TiTqos misi xma velur yiJins sxeuls aniWebs, rom imbrZaneblos frTebdalewil ucxo stumarTan.

martosul Svlis nukrs gvagonebda Cxavili turis. rogor iwoda Soriaxlo glova sanTelis! mzes aCoqebda mTvaris feTqva idioturi da sulis kvnesas ver gvixSobda Rrma Rriancelic.

sulis siRrmidan amomxtari mkvleli kivilis moqroda xvaTqi, gagania, rogorc buxari, mazidebs mzera _ parazitebs aTrobT tkivili, samyaros glova, uRmerToba ase mwuxare!

vin moTvlis wveTebs cremlis, oflis, siaves soflis?! dampali leSis ZiZgnis nebam dadafna svavi, netav, vis esmis ZilSi nanad glova mgaloblis, vin gadarCeba ukvdavebis SarbaTnasvami?

17 yornis efeqti

xrova landebis _ kmayofili Tavis personiT, mxatavi iyo maxinji da uRimRamo dRis, ra mzera qondaT, ra Tvalebi ualersoni, rogor afrTxobdnen personaJebs mkvdari samoTxis!

erT-erT maTgans ki, koWls, saSinels da ucxvirpiros, surs, rom ganSordes daSxamuli sulis patronebs, mas aRar unda, saukunod ase itiros, vidre gangeba naTel sizmrebs ar abatonebs. es Savi mxare iyo qveynis, TeTrs ki, meores, rogor Svenoda is naTeli, RmerTo, Zliero! bneli, romelic gzaze wyevlas ameteorebs, mxolod Sen ici, rogor unda awamiero!

am baRSi qreba jojoxeTi, ase murdali, arc zecam icis, qariSxali siod rato qris, aRTqmuli miwis, fermkrTaldeba mze naqurdali, rogorc zRaparSi kvdeba neba avi jadoqris. veRaraferi Seedreba savse fialebs! ra aCanCqerebs am walkotSi nacnob motivebs? es sinotive xvalis buruss aaRrialebs, roca daisic aisia saRamoTive!

*** 19.02.2016.

var sakuTari brazis mkvleli xSirad, radgan isar iqces kacTa siZulvilad gulSi, aramedmxne mwyemsis mimarT morCilebad iqces batkanis da is miyvardes, rac sibrazes miqcevs sxva ramed.

2. z. mefare

18 zviad mefare

aCrdili 10-17.05.2007.

Cemi aCrdili Cems samares estumra erTxel,mzera miapyro saflavis qvis epitafias,ararsebulma qvis warweram aCrdils mouTxro:

„erTad vlesavdiT (iyo xana) batis frTis kverTxebs, Sen moZrav sxeuls karnaxobdi leqss, Tu kafias da Cven Signidan gvaskdebodnen muzebi ufro. roca suls mTvares daulevda Ramis naTeli, Cven gavdiodiT bnel quCebSi, rogorc mwirebi, rom Segvxeboda ama qveynis saxe SeSlili.

iq saiqios xmebs isroda sxva Jruanteli, maSin vTqvi: „minda, ganvicado, mas vewirebi,”is xmebi gvgrZnobdnen, mistiuri da galeSili.

rogor afrqvevda muqSav sxivebs Rame Takara! vxvdebodiT: survils sikaSkaSiT veRar mosavda, axlac TeTr furclebs is sizmari ejadosneba!

Ramis cxovrebam Cvens suls brWyali ver daakara, Cven mas vmarTavdiT, rogorc neba gvirgvinosanTa da varskvlavebi _ cis Tvalebis patiosneba.

cisqveS mdebare bordelidan xtoda xarxari, Rmuoda miwa, Cven gvesmoda xmebi simyralis, brwyinavda quCa, bneli, rogorc Tvalebi afTris.

Teatris Suqze gvesoboda misi laxvari, ymebi viyaviT im Rimilis, nautifralis da gvaCoqebda uxilavi ali kelaptris.

19 yornis efeqti

rogor vebrZodiT ama qveynad arsebas, mZimes... roca Rriali gvindeboda, viRebdiT kalams, rom sikvdilisTvis ar dagveTmo cxeli mkerdebi

da Zveleburad mkarnaxobdi xvalindel imeds da Zveleburad CamovxsnidiT qaTqaTa alams, rom damdnariyvnen civ saxeze aisbergebi.

duqnis brdRviali gvizidavda, rogorc farvanebs, Cveni mdevari dagvyveboda _ warsulis sevda da gvaZalebda gakvamluli darbaziT Trobas.

vewafebodiT netarebis zRvas da savanes, wiTlad daRvrili jvris simZime mxrebze gvawevda, Cven ki dilamde davcinodiT miusafrobas.

xandaxan ise davTvrebodiT, ca aRar Canda, miwis cqeriT da cis simZimiT dagvxroda Tavi, gulSi vyvirodiT: „ca da miwa mxolod Cvenia!” maSin Cvens suls da sxeuls Soris CaeSva farda, anda, brma iyo TiTqos Cveni Ramis mxatavi, gvegona: `Rame dionises gauCenia!”

diliT iqidan gamovrbodiT ase mTvralebi, qalaqis sivrces vayruebdiT TeTri naTebiT, ra ucxod JRerda Ramis ZilSi Cveni aria!

aCrdilo, gjera? im dros axlac vetrfialebi, uxvad gaJRenTils qalaquri baiaTebiT, „es xalxi diliT _ xalxs ukvirda _ ram gadaria?”

20 zviad mefare

(mxolod dilamde) namTvralevi Cveni yofa ki Tvalebs gvixelda Cveni drois patara bartyebs, raTa gvjerodes _ „Cveni dilac xSirad Savia...”

mzeras gviglejda uxilavi Cveni qofaki, rogorc cerberi udarajebs miusafar tyves, romelic kalmis Sav scenebze damgeSavia.

me TqvenSi vgrZnobdi Rameebo, landze ulandes artistebs, mxatvrebs, musikosebs da Teatralebs, TqvenSi xom feTqva igrZnoboda cxeli gulebis.

vuerTdebodi sxva samyaros debiutantebs da panis SiSiT gavurbodiT, vinc mzes amyralebs da vinc monaa myral orgulTa gankargulebis.

SevesisxlxorceT Ramis TrTolvas, tkbils da Sxamians, Cvenma bgerebma Savze TeTrad ucxo istumres, CvenSic xom axlac im warsulis Jini cialebs.

mxolod sibnele cnobda CvenSi sxva adamians, magram masac ki, Cveni yofis mesaidumles,ar vumJRavnebdiT arc saxes, arc inicialebs. meubnebodi: „dRes ar endo, is zRaparia, maSinve moxval, Cagiqreba Tvalebi roca da gagaxarebs maradmwvane qveynis ocneba.”

dRes meubnebi: „Seni sunTqva monapariaguSindeli dRis... Seni mekvle _ unapiro ca, is, rac datove, drois mier daikocneba!”

21 yornis efeqti

rogor vcxovrobdiT, sulo Cemo, Savi zRaprebiT! im tkbili xilviT TiTqos mwvane gzac imoseba... misi naTeba, gaxsovs, Surda TviTon helioss?

bedis siaviT ukve aRar davizafrebiT, momavals ixsnis guSindelSi dagisoseba is ametyvelebs qaRalds, gulebs, tlus, Tu genioss.

aris iseTic _ Wiqas awevs _ „vinc ver daeswro amas, Tu imas, modi, maSin, mas gaumarjos, maT gaumarjos, am naTel dRes vinc ver eswreba,

de, yofiliyos es sasmisi didi maestro da maTi xsovniT gaeJReros Congurs, Tu banjos, Wiqis wkrialis iq misvlodeT gaorkestreba!~

brZeni mrCeveli 24.02.2016. brZeni mrCeveli sikvdilia mxolod. igi Tu ar ginda, maSin uaryavi misi samefo, adre, Tu gvian, gavudgebiT mainc iqiTur gzas, sadac gvelis horizonti uwamwamebo. magram manamde fers Cven virCevT saaqaosas, romelic iqac gamogvyveba, iqac imefebs da Cveni suli Tu wvalebam aaqaosa, iq samudamod danebdeba Sav-TeTr dinebebs.

22 zviad mefare

dumda saRamo 23.01.2007. Rames Cexavda xaoian aCrdilTa roSva. rkena, RrWiali moismoda yru samyarodan. aq sisxlisferi horizonti udroo drom Sva da drom Camikla, bavSvobaSi rac damxaroda. dumda sibnele, gaSxlarTuli mwvane mdeloze, sivrcec, mosili WuWyiani, viwro quCebiT, kalams Serwymulo fantaziav, meangeloze da Cven Sav-TeTri mTvaris Suqzec gavirujebiT.

gadaTxapnili bageebiT Cxaoda Crdili, xtodnen qalaSi ujredebis bneli brboebi, warsuls ReWavdnen qvesknelidan caSi azrdili nawalkotebi, uboloo udabnoebi. meRviZeba da veTqvifebi tyviisfer qaoss, TeTri da yovlis wamlekavi qari daqroda, vdevnidi koSmars, Sxams vgeslavdi, an vCxvletdi xaos, rom idumali qveynis siRrme megrZno axlodan.

yvelgan Tan mdevdnen siymawvilis Savi Strixebi, koconis kocniT iwvebodnen Tveebi, wlebi, mec, erT dros welSi gamarTuli, davigrixebi da vici, erT dros Cems kalamsac Semoveclebi. dumda, saRamo, gawolili mwvane mdeloze, sivrcec, mosili mSobliuri, viwro quCebiT, kalams Serwymulo fantaziav, meangeloze, Ramis sinaTle momaxare lurji tuCebiT.

23 yornis efeqti

Tu modis Rame 04.11.2006. Tu bediswera Tavisi gziT inebebs ronins, Tu modis Rame, Severcxlili, TeTri funjebiT, bnel saufloSi Tu mzis sxivic ver bedavs bogins, sikvdilis mgmobi misive cels Tu vemunjebiT,

de, gavxde mzeo, Tanamgzavri Seni sxivebis, de momaniWe sxivwarTmeuls Seni genebi, de gamanaTe, marad bnelTan naigivebi, de amitace, mec bnels iqiT Cavesvenebi! Tu bedisweras Tavisi gziT nebavs dineba, mova saRamo, aRwerili mZime kalmebiT, maSin sibnelec naTel ferebs Seerkineba da Cems TvalebSi SemoWril sxivs mivesalmebi.

TibaTvis Svria 04.02.2016. (salomes) Seni arseba ariTmuli gulis ZarRvia, Cven axla vsunTqavT gatrunuli foTlebis Srials, Citebis stvenam dilis ritmi ver daarRvia da vusmen Sens Tmebs, rogorc mindvradTibaTvis Svrias. Cemi xelebiT welze, dgaxar, dumxar da meli, giyureb, rogorc wyals mwyurvali,rogorc daTesil mindors mTesveli, TiTqos modis baraqis weli da Cven orni varT am baraqis siqaTqaTeSi.

24 zviad mefare

ZilquSi 04.12.2015.

me vuxmob CemTan landTa jgufebs. xmeboda dila.rkinis totebi emtvreodaT cxedar lagunebs.viRacam bedi TixasaviT torebiT zila.

me vuxmob CemTan landTa jgufebs. xmeboda dila.ar damijeroT, warmosaxva memsxvreva wvrilad!...me aRar vici, guli sad maqvs, sad mibagunebs.

me vuxmob CemTan landTa jgufebs. xmeboda dila.rkinis totebi emtvreodaT cxedar lagunebs.

axla mgonia, ar mekuTvnis ZilquSi sando,axla mgonia, rom sixaruls viTxov naadrevs,rom sakuTari ganaCeni burusSi vSanTo.

axla mgonia, ar mekuTvnis ZilquSi sando...daWimul nervebs kidev risTvis miwewav, lando?axla eSmaki Cems suls kupris fskerze CaaTrevs. axla mgonia, ar mekuTvnis ZilquSi sando,axla mgonia, rom sixaruls viTxov naadrevs.

aluri sunTqva 28.11.2015. me gavyvebodi im menaves, romelic gadis ama soflidan im sarkmelSi, sadac anTia cecxli da sityvac frTxilobs, rogorc nabiji katis. me gavyvebodi im menaves, romelic gadis... vici, rom fesvebs CemSi male gaidgams Rrmad is cecxli, romelSic angelozis TeTri landia.

25 yornis efeqti

me gavyvebodi im menaves, romelic gadis ama soflidan im sarkmelSi, sadac anTia aluri sunTqva... me vijeqi lodze sicivis... yinavs TvalebSi mozaikur, burusi daobs, daxtis maTraxi da yurebSi qari miwivis. aluri sunTqva. me vijeqi lodze sicivis, gviani xsovnis ganTiadi, me xom vici, vis saflavs dauSrobs mgloviaris cremlebis Waobs… aluri sunTqva! me vijeqi lodze sicivis, yinavs TvalebSi mozaikur, burusi daobs.

qviSis miraJi 03.03.2006. Cemi katorRa dasasrulis debiutia, amuris mSvildi _ angareba Cemi avdaris, mjera, ratomRac, rom avsulis dRe jiutia, afrodites tyve, labirinTis var binadari.

Seni isari margaliti da firuzia, Seni dumili _ sxeulis da sulis jalaTi, tkivils Caakvda uangaro, Rrma iluzia, dResaswauli modioda, rogorc Ralati. zecas atirebs qariSxali, avdris siave... sagrZnobi damrCa araferi dardis kviraSi! vin daijerebs, rom JamTasvla gaaniavebs isris samsalas? Cven gvawvalebs qviSis miraJi.

26 zviad mefare

Waobis mejlisi 10.11.2015. vdgavar gonebadabinduli da velodebi, rodis damitevs nakvalevi maradi etlis, ikveTebian sulis fskerze mJave lodebi. vdgavar gonebadabinduli da velodebi, irgvliv cxovrebis Sendebian kamelotebi, gulgayinuli, mec avyevi Waobis mejliss. vdgavar gonebadabinduli da velodebi, rodis damitevs nakvalevi maradi etlis. warTmeulTvalebgaxelili Cems sxeuls SevrCi, brma polifeme kldeebs mesvris, `Tvals~ ar macilebs, siSiSvle vnaxe sabolood qalaqis tevrSi. warTmeulTvalebgaxelili Cems sxeuls SevrCi, sikvdilis Semdeg, netav, leqsad maqcia bevrSi, leqsad vfantavde irgvliv Cemi xsovnis bacilebs. warTmeulTvalebgaxelili Cems sxeuls SevrCi, brma polifeme kldeebs mesvris, `Tvals~ ar macilebs.

*** 16.02.2016. (salomes) Sens yofas mudam gazafxulis sunTqva emosa da vici, rom mec siamayis zeca momelis, roca vuyureb koxta Tavze diademosan Subls, dedofluri sidiadiT brwyinavs romelic.

27 yornis efeqti

cecxli da Zili 08.12.2015. momakvdav xeebs amaTraxebT Wartali W o t i s. m o d i s tkacani yvavilebis. wveTavda l o r w o. u x o r c o sulebs asuldgmulebs sveli b i l i k i s q i l i k i s TeTri mdumareba. zamTari k v n e s i s w e s i s gareSe... tyeTa luRluRs elodnen c i v i s x i v i s uZilo Rameebi. kacis p i r o b a u n a p i r o b a s aefrina usivrco c a S i. m a S i n Tvalebi gavaxile. vxedav: m t r e d e b i. v e d e b i eklis Robe-yoris binZur n a r C e n e b s, m a C v e n e b s Sori horizonti mewamul t i t r e b s, m i T r e v s jiuti debiuti _ l a v a. q a r i s x e d a v a x a r i s x e nafotebad... cecxli da Zili.

Tevzebi 11.06.2016. win usasrulod meklakneba mokankale gza... saiT mivdivar euli, netav? brazis daTmena uTqmel sityvad fiqrma galeqsa, me ki dumilis iaraRs vWedav. vici: Tevzebi Ria piris gamo kvdebian (mxolod Tevzebze ar vambob amas) Wamis survili veRar Svelis mrgvalnakvTebian mWamels da elis gaskdomis dramas. xandaxan vfiqrob: `rutinaa yofis sadavec...” esec morigi cda aris imis, mjerodes, rasac demonebi mxolod xataven, rom veRar SevZlo zidva simZimis.

28 zviad mefare

Tmebis nilosi 01.03.2013. (salomes) eg dalalebi, daklaknili, rogorc nilosi, RmerTis funjidan iRebs saTaves. es TrTola Cemi Ramisaa, marmarilosi, roca Tvalebi muzebs marTaven. Senidan wasvla iqneboda Cemi Serisxva da gandevnidi saxidan sicils, gavirindebi SenTan, rogorc giSrisferi zRva, rogorc mZinarem Rrma ZilSi icis. fiqrebo, iqneb, SeisminoT es qadageba, iqneb gamleqsoT, iqneb damindoT _ me umaRlesi siyvaruli mesadageba, Tundac umzeod da uamindod.

rionis mTvare 23.12.2011. (salomes)

rionispiras Tvalaxveuls TiTebs momitan da Cveni mowme iqneba mTvare,Zvirfaso, gxedav qarvisferi Semodgomidan,roca vebrZodi sikvdilis TareSs.rionispiras sasufevels sulSi momitan.

giyureb munji, aRar ZalmiZs warmoTqma ramis,Sens TmebSi TeTri enZelebia da es wuTebi, mSvenieri wuTebi Ramis,gasaTeneblad meZnelebian!...vbrmavdebi, aRar SemiZlia danaxva ramis.

29 yornis efeqti

saidan gaCndi ase Tbili, dilis mzesaviT,saidan gaCndi aseTi netav,sxivad moxvedi, sulis muzebs enaTesave angelozo da sicocxlis dedav,saidan gaCndi ase Tbili, dilis mzesaviT.

momeci xeli sibneleSi, ainTe caSi (ar daiviwyo Seni misia) me _ Tvalxiluli, bednieri viqnebi maSin,sadac samyaros oazisia!momeci xeli sibneleSi, ainTe caSi. gzavnili almass 20.11.2008.

Cems ujredebze siyvarulis krifav oqtavebs,da jalaTebis armias misev,Zirfaso, SenTan pepelac ki ar imokvdavebs,me ki movkvdi da aRvdeqi isev.

Cemze ityvian: (vgrZnob, droeba modis aseTi)„is siyvarulSi gavda tantaloss,“me viwvi Seni daumWknari sialmaseTi,rom sulSi bnelma ver iSandalos.

me vici, rom aqvT mkvdrebs grZnobebi;mitire mkvdari,da amiSene fiqrebis gora,me vgrZnob, rogor cvlis dars avdari,avdars ki _ dari;aRar miRimis avi avrora.

30 zviad mefare

vaxSami 01.09.2006.

jer ar minaxavs, ase SiSiT gafiTrebuli da amave dros aseTi bneli, uyornisfresi, Ramis megzuri ase daeTros Ramis Cvenebas.me melandeba aCrdilebiT dafeTebuli da cecxlovani vercxliT metyveli saxe Tormeti Tanamesufris. Rame paeqrobs da gaTenebas maradisoba jerac aklia. Cemi aCrdili mecametea, romelic mosavs aTaswleulebs. sufra saerTo da SeCvenebas Tormeti kerZi mouwamlia da am Cems jamSi Rrma siwmindea, magram Ralati daasneulebs. yulfis cxedaro, ratom ar gsurda, rom uargeyo es tirania, ratom Cagaxta TavSi idea, rom daewyevle aTaswleulebs?! Cems kerZs daewyo gadaSaveba, me ki damewyo vaxSmomania, vici, Cems jamSi rom sididea, RalatSi nazav uZvlo sxeulebs isic daetkboT. unda Seveba me mowamlul kerZs, amitania me cxadSi metic! ra sigiJea, ratom vujereb suls ugrZneuless, uornamentos?! aenTo Rame.

31 yornis efeqti

Ramis xis nayofi 21.12.2015.

vgrZnob, iq gamirbis mwiri goneba,sadac nayofi moCans Ramis xis,sadac Tamada ambobs `damisxis~da sadac glova arasodes gamegoneba.

es grZnoba Zlier kocons iq anTebs,sadac uCino baRis Weriada bavSvobisas damiWeriapeplebi... minda, mxolod saqmiT vgavdeT gigantebs.

`netav, dumilSi viyaviT rodis?~mavans davuwye mkvaxe kamaTi.me viamayeb im akldamaTi,sadac var, ar var, Cans da ar Cans, midis da modis.

sulis titrebi 06.01.2014.

sulis ekranze miSveben titrebs,vaReb alayafs, gavdivar baRSi,miwisqveSeTis burani miTrevs, vbrmavdebi myisve da eSmakTan daveZeb kavSirs.

zedmet sinaTles irgvliv ver vitan,Tvalwin mewyoba Zvlebis magida,cecxli davanTe yvela nervidan,magram amitom gamomagdes swored baRidan.

xaris cremlebiT amforas vavseb,sadRac Tvalebi xtian, giJebi,me axla anderZs vwer vefxvis tyavzeda Tormet TveSi Cems wlisTavze gepatiJebiT.

32 zviad mefare

nuRar amixsni 07.11.2006. nuRar amixsni, nuRarafers nuRar amixsni, araferia radgan sityvebi. Sen Tu daixsni, datyvevebul suls Tu daixsni, Tu nisls gafantav ardaviwyebis, damwuxrdebian TviTon daisni. damwuxrdebian daisebi _ Jamia mwuxris, oTaxs aSuqebs mewamuli gizgizi buxris. axla Tavs iklavs bneli suli, bneli mklavebiT, radgan dacemam Savi Rrublebis, ca akaSkaSos briliantTa avarskvlavebiT, zRvisfer riJraJTan gasaubrebiT gamefdes sunTqva gaukvdavebis, aRmosavleTiT roca dilas elamuneba mewamul diskod gardaqmnili mze da buneba.

veli ganTiads 28.11.2013.

veli ganTiads. SuaRame sunTqvas ikrebda.brunavs es tani.yvirili mangrevs, marto vrCebi ugrZes fiqrebTan,rogorc despanimefesTan, mtrisgan axal ambavs romelic elis,avdeba Rame.Cemi yvirili yviTelia, koSmari _ mkvleli:striqnins misxamen.mxolod ufskrulSi viyurebi fialis nacvlad;fskeri Sors aris, me Ria zRvaSi, Sor reisSi visurve gasvlaCemi korsaris.

33 yornis efeqti

martooba 11.05.2016. me marto var, aravin myavs da yovelTvis daRlils menatreba Caxuteba mawanwala ZaRlis. me marto var, aravin myavs da yovelTvis mSia, damrCa kacTa gamoxedva samudamod Cia. me marto var, aravin myavs da yovelTvis vizam, damavales rac RmerTma da angelozma cisam. me marto var, aravin myavs da mudmivad davrCi daCagruli mawanwalis SeubRalav msjavrSi. me marto var, aravin myavs, me ubralod, var da minda, kacSi ar ganaxoT, guli rogor yarda. me marto var, veZeb lukmas da Tqvensken maqvs xeli gamowvdili, magram Tqvengan mxolod grZnobebs veli. me marto var, aravin myavs, minda, mxolod, vnaxo, rogor yvavi mamaRmerTis mosavlelo baRo! me marto var, aravin myavs, me marto var, marto, mwyuria da mSia, magram araferze vdardob. me marto var, aravin myavs, me veravin migebs, CamovrCebi radgan vercxlis moyvarulTa rigebs. gemi vage, magram arsad miyavs gems aravin... mxolod me var gemze mgzavri, yru da Semzaravi.

3. z. mefare

34 zviad mefare

miwa iZvris 15.10.2015. miwa iZvris, TiTqos modis personaJi rablesi, me vizrdebi, gazafxulze rogorc mwvane mcenare, var drodadro kargi, avi, didi da umdablesi da SuadRe Cemi yofis, leqsad gavascenare. wvima angrevs irgvliv yovels, rogorc smenas satira, velandebi Cems anarekls, gavCemTavdi badeSi, albaT, viRac motiralma Tavze gadamatira; vwvalob, magram mainc rCeba guli ufoladesi. vciskardebi, rogorc Tovli, gavyornisfrdi zarmaci, davgviandi sufris TavSi dasajdomad Tamada, Semodgomis siavkarge Semoyara qarma Sin da uZiro mdumarebam suli damiavada. vwewav wiTel weliwadis wvril, wowola laviwebs, yurSi vicob imqveyniur, mawanwala grigalebs, wamovdgebi fexze, roca sunTqvis done damiwevs da kvarcxlbekze (Cems sakuTar!) ver gamaintriganebs... e g o.

*** 10.12.2015.

vinc ra moWora, yvelam mbrwyinav CarCos miargo,apiareben avadmyofTa umecar layafs da maradiul TmenaSia sapatriarqo,brbos ki sabralo monaWori `zecaSi~ ayavs.

35 yornis efeqti

xmali da diadema 27.12.2015.

dRes imdeni vifiqre, suli gamZvra eqvspiri:netav, rogor vaSeno mudmivobis kedlebi?uceb, Tvalwin damidga kuziani Seqspiri,kalmosani, mflobeli auxsneli SeZlebis.

amomaskda Rriali uceb mRvrie yelidan,dameborka xelebis moZraoba ucixo,isev sizmris isrebis Semotevebs veli daisev minda, sibneles mklavi gadavugrixo!

me SevRebe ucnobi feriT wignis gverdebi,sadac Cemi mTrTolvare poezia Sevida,magram Rimildakargul Cems sxeulSi vberdebi,rom mwvervalze avide cecxlovani xevidan!

unda vWedo sxivebiT xmali da diadema,iseTi, rom daidos wignis yvela Taroze!avitace RrublebSi leqsis gadiadebada yviTeli maxvilis tarze viavgaroze!

koSmarnarev horizonts muWSi viqcev, arasdros,arsad rom ar gafrindes imediviT da vTvrebixilviT, sadac Zlivs vamCnev Sors gafrenil albatross...mudam natrobs poeti, ar xdebian natvrebi!

36 zviad mefare

miwa yovels daitevs 14.02.2016.

walkotebis simwvanem udabnoSi Secura(miwa yovlis dedaa, miwa yovels daitevs)gardaiqmna niavad qariSxali mxecuri,venaxs xatavs van gogi, gogeni ki _ taitels.

gemi: triums kapitnis Seyvireba bzaravda (yvirils igebs aq yuri, ganazebas ar igebs)zRva amoiRrialebs da burusis karavTan mimoabnevs neptunis dakargulTa TariRebs.

magram ra dros es aris?... mefiqreba amaze:ukve maradiuli grZnobis qselSi gavebi,Rrma da namdvil siyvaruls Seqmnis verc silamaze,qmnian namdvil siyvaruls mxolod monogamebi. eSmakgadaylapuli 26.11.2015. eSmakgadaylapuli msxverpli gavxdi kolitis! vwvalob, davxti, vmoZraob uRmerTod da anTeba mafrindeba nervebis, movipove brZoliT is undoblobis sicive, vercxlSi rom ilandeba. minda Suqze gamosvla, magram sadRac mimaTrevs kidobani uZiro, daZonZili afrebiT, veWidebi rogorc xavss, motivtive im afrebs, poetebi razec vwerT, vwvebiT da vizafrebiT! gaoflili davikben moZagZage am bages, milurjdeba sxeuli da krunCxvebSi vvardebi! SeviSlebi: sarkeSi anarekli ZagZagebs… irgvliv ismis taSiskvra. eSvebian fardebi.

37 yornis efeqti

Cemi repertuari 07.08.2008.

vzivarT Cemi da da me (arasodes myolia)moCans gemi da Rame, zRva da TeTri Tolia.

„nu tirixar, nu, dao! rom mivdivar, mere ra,wuxel vnaxe udaod, vnaxe sxva efemera!

mismen dao?“ „ho, gismen...~ „wuxel vnaxe cis marSi,meRirseba odesme aseTi ca sizmarSi?~

„mere Zmao? mere ra?“ „xedav zRvaze Suquras?arasodes mejera, sul rom gadauxuravs

ca, zRapruli totiviT, mcveli gvyavs me da miwas_ viyo yofis motiviT; is me maic damicavs!~

me mewera saRamos fici-mtkicis uari,dardi dausabamo da mzis repertuari.

samonarqo Zili 20.03.2015.

radgan yovel daRamebas nasizmrali mziT veli da melian udabnoTa miRma TviTon muxebi,ar gavxdebi dakortnili mkerdiT lodis mzidveli,CemTan rCeba samonarqo Zili xelSeuxebi.

fanjris miRma gniass moyva bayayebis koncerti,adamis tvins eufleba kudiani mdedri daSen ar ici, Cemo sarkev, ra jandabas mogcemdi,rom poetis gamoxedvis gameriye xvedridan!

38 zviad mefare

aRdgenilis simRera 30.03.2016. frTebgaSlili mixtoda molze gogo cicqna, ukan niavs misdevda da uyefda lekvi, iqve kravma ixtuna da balaxi wiwkna da taZridan gaisma xma zarebis rekvis. sadRac locvac gaisma! vkvnet foladis bades, vdgebi, rogorc lazare da mRvimeSi Sedis aRdgenilis simRera! es Cems sulSi badebs sixalises sunTqvis da morCilebas bedis. minda, bneli davlewo da WiSkrebi vaRo! irgvliv Tavisufldeba yoveli da yvela, me mogivli, aqamde mouvlelo baRo, radgan gamiadvildes Cemi sulis Svela.

horizontis nana 06.12.2015. vxedav, TiTqos kldeebi xiStebiviT dganan, wyarom waurakraka TeTr horizonts nana. cekvavs kvamli: tyeebma yalioni wies, ayvavebis dro udgaT iarebSi iebs. Suqma gamoqvabulSi SeaRwia, mzisam, imas, rac Cavidine, aRarasdros vizam: adre ise mindoda, warmomeqmna tbebi, mlaSe da Tan mduRare... magram veRar vTbebi

39 yornis efeqti

aq da sagaloblebi mudam minda, vwero, dafrinavdes qveyana, rogorc caSi wero, nawnaviviT fesvebi CaxlarTviaT muxebs, akakunebs boroti, magram kars ar uRebs kariskaci moxuci, zarmaci da brZeni, sadac mesmis simRera, iqve mxvdeba geni, geni stumris miRebis, geni Tavis daxris, aRar minda danaxva maxvilis da saxris! minda, mxolod, vicode, CemTan mova rodis _ sityva RmerTis _ rac mxolod sizmrebSi Tu modis... vegebebi alions 06.01.2012. (salomes)

vegebebi alions, gamovdivar gareT,rom visunTqo haeri, msubuqi da wminda,siyvarulo, mtrediviT caSi inarnare,radgan sulSi ar Candes momavali bindad.

minda, marad gefero, gealerso marad,ganvicado surneli, Seni mzeris jado,minda, Cemi sicocxle agefaros farad,Tumca ar var mxatvari, minda, mudam gxato. mze mogarTva sauzmed, mTvare mogce vaxSmad,varskvlavebi _ sanTlebad da Rrublebi mdelod,dil-dilobiT mogiZRvna yvavilebis Tavsxmada koSkebi agigo Cemi sulis mxsnelo!

40 zviad mefare

mdumarebis didgori 08.05.2016. martooba damacaleT! momikiTxavs nuravin, nu xmaurobs es qveyana, qaoss veRar vitan... me maxuravs mZime fiqris Savi Tavsaburavi da dacinva mesmis mudam moRriale cidan. bevri feri gamovZerwe usinaTlo Savidan, me damtova yvelaferma, ar damtova kraxma... is damyveba yvelgan uxmod, samareSic Cavitan, sadac sulis simfoniac kvirtobaSi gaxma. sul makraven jvarze TiTqos,suli wvalobs, viSlebi, veRarafers vxedav naTlad, CamovSordi mTavar, amqveyniur, naTel grZnobebs,damrCnen mxolod nislebi, radgan mivxvde sabolood, rom usaxo brma var. Savis xedvis gisosebSi misaxldeba urCxuli, kidurebi xtian avad, rogorc gvelis ena, viRac qSinavs da buCqebSi kivis gadakrunCxuli, damskdar kldeebs exeTqeba Sxami fena-fena. Semoliandagdebian CemSi xmebi natanji da xrialiT viklaknebi, yelSi xtunavs TiTqos ekliani rkinis burTi da mduRare madanSi mec vpoulob CemSi myofi mdumarebis didgors.

41 yornis efeqti

saaxalwlo 02.01.2016. Tovs... Tovlisfrad naTdeba Ramis ezoebi da TeTrad xvdeba TeTr xidze mgzavri cidan fantels, yinva Camosrialda mTvaris TeZoebidan da mominda, RameSi gzebic TeTrad Candes. Zgers yoveli: Zgers mzerac, xmac da gulSic Zgers ali, mimoxtian xelebi, qreba Savi bade, erT fantelSi eteva loloebis versali, me ki TiTqos meored axla davibade. Wreli feierverki gaiSala da quCebs TeTrma xvedrma Sexeda, TovlSi sxedan xmebi, TiTqos fermkrTal quTaiss veraferi ayuCebs da mec, qalaqs xmaurSi mudam veTanxmebi. horizontis ferebSi siqaTqaTem imata, mtredisfrdeba riJraJi da aRarsad bnela, mowkrialebs varskvlavi cidan Tormetqima da wydeba mousvenari ganTiadis xvela. maRla amatyorcnina planetebis reisma Tvalebi da xelebi, sizmrebi da mzera, yvela drois musika gulSi locvad Seisma, aRarc dauZinari mwuxarebis mjera! aRar mjera arafris, rasac Rame qvia da rac mawvalebs, rac mtanjavs, maRonebs da damdevs, magram saganTiado leqsi amekviata da vexvevi TeTri da ruxi dilis tandems.

42 zviad mefare

valsi 24.05.2016. imas Sevnatri sul da imasTan yofnas veli, visac arasdros Zulda sicocxlis sunTqva Zneli, vinc ar moiTxovs Svelas, roca cremlebi Tan sdevs, vinc ufrTxildeba yvela adamianis gancdebs, yoveli uyvars, visac sulis mxedari qvia, vinc miaRwia mizans, yovelTvis, gzaze qvian, Serigebebis Zafi visac ekuTvnis kacTa, mxolod gonebis jafiT vinc dedamiwas gacda, Tavze dayurebs mSvidi cxovrebis maRal pikebs, tbis zedapirze midis da gaugebars gvigebs, visSic Rimili aris tirili vazis wvenis, visSic niavobs qaric, visac naRvelic Svenis, aris lomebTan lomi, dascinis Tavis warsuls, tkbeba ufskrulTan dgomiT da gadaxtoma ar surs, mzisa da mTvaris valsi visac RmerTamde uyvars, cremli ubrwyinavs Tvalze,grZnobebs rom gascems uxvad, gulTampyrobeli qvia, magram ar eZebs saxels, visSic adre, Tu gvian, maradisoba naxes, vinc uari Tqva, soflis Zlierni amkos qebiT, visi sisxliT da ofliT dacemulebic vdgebiT, visac SevnatriT mudam, visac viwvevT da veliT... mtroba itvirTos cudam, Cven ki _ mSvidobis rTveli.

43 yornis efeqti

ganZTa uari 28.052016.

mTeli cxovreba mklavda marto darCenis gancda,vdumdi aRmarTul mklavTan,vgrZnobdi cxovrebis ganZTa

uars... da isev veli uganTiado Rames,TiTqos sxeuli, xmeli, xilis xilvebma Wames.

me viZirebi erTad umwuxrisferes qafTan,sadRac ielva ferTa palitram, rogorc bafTam.

gavurbi uZReb TxaTa gidobis nageb maxes,me iq veravin mxata, me iq verasdros mnaxes.

vangrie gvelTa bude, kupris tba Sevsva, unda,xorci imitom vzRude, meti naTeli msurda.

Semometmasna Tavze salte sikvdilis, magramisev miraJebs vavseb, isev aryofnas vCagrav.

kmara es bodva! meyo! visRa aRelvebs es xma?unda dagReWo mexo, rom Semiwiros leqsma!

misTvis yvelafers vizam! wyevlac mis gamo meca,rom mkvidrma mRvrie tbisam, masSi vixilo zeca.

vinc me gamleqsa 22.06.2006.

vinc me gamleqsa, vinc maqcia dardis mReWvelad, sikvdilis Semdeg vinc sicocxle momca laxvarad da vinc sikvdili sicocxleSi miueWvela, mxolod erT qals vcnob, siyvaruliT cas rom amRvara!

44 zviad mefare

irealuri xmebi 25.02.2016. SemoaRwia zRvidan mRvrie talRebis drekam, me autanels vitan da uxilav zars vrekav. verafers mizam mexo gabrazebuli zecis! Zili arasdros meyo, imitom miyvars mec is. gadameCvia Wama, mZuls dedamiwis Zvlebi! Savdeba ferTa gama da Sig qurdiviT vZvrebi. gaiSligina taxma, irealuri xmebiT... arsobis puri gaxma, me da is erTad vxmebiT! mxolod sicrue vWame, Zlier mSioda roca, SemofermkrTalda Rame da uZiloba loca. mTeli cxovreba myina naZaladevma daRma, ZarRvSi damdnari rkina Caedineba daRma. haeri unda vzogo, radgan ar myofnis, ara! quCaSi dadis gogo, mtvriani, rogorc Sara... me vis ra unda vargo? bosforSi isev modis gadamTielTa „argo” – mqone mtaceblis kodis. gadamekarga mxare, ganaTebuli, uxvi, sulSi niCbebiT vyare samgloviaro mwuxri. damiSra wyaro da tba… CemTan iwvimebs rodis? mkaTaTvesaviT gaTba Trobisas sisxli loTis.

45 yornis efeqti

mxolod grZel Rames SevrCi Tanamesufred bolos, rom nadirebis tevrSi gamityuos da mqolos!... leqsi xmaliviT viZre! rogorc ar unda vevno, var da viqnebi, vidre mogagondebiT, Cemno.

elada 15.10.2015.

RmerTebi zelen Tixebs, gamosaZerwad kacTa,cxvirwin cerberi miyefs: isari mizans acda.

qirqilebs vinme gonji momosi, rogorc virTxa,heras rZe moaqvs xonCiT, neptunma raRac mkiTxa.

kvlav avirie droSi tyeTa nimfebis da megamomekida qoSi, miRrenda berwi Rame.

zRvas feri qonda yvavis, aukacurebs sofelszevsi da rac ki yvavis, irgvliv yvavisfers mofens.

ax, SeiSala eSma... sad ar iara mxolod mkvdari survilis leSma, rom horizonti vqoloT.

ca ver aSinebs qvebiT mas, visac nislis jerada gaugonars vyvebiT, rom gavamarTloT wera

bedis... vicani nislis amqveyniuri ride,Tmebs cisartyela iSlis, me gulSi rkina vzide,

rom movipovo mexTa gaavebuli saxe,sadac sigiJe Sexta da mitoveba vnaxe.

46 zviad mefare

megobari sarke 28.12.2015.

sxivo, saiTken garbi, ratom datove ezo?minda, ezoSi Warbi Seni talRebi Teso.

es ra magia qeni, ratom Camartyi dezi?kocna maklia Seni, Cemsken aiRe gezi.

sinaTlis puri minda, minda sinaTlis Rvino,rom gazafxuli Sin da gareT Tanabrad vfino

Rames gavxado ZaZa, gars rom martyia daRad,mxiarul poets vbaZav, romelic leqsSi naxat

films debs da misi jera... Sen leqsis nergi darge...leqsia Cemi kera da megobari sarke.

Cveni axali era 18.07.2007.

udabno, qari, gvalva, rkalva Tvalebis kupris,samums verc Svelis malva, roca siSave uqris.

sufris siWrele, vardi, dardi ver aZRobs Cangals,bardnis qroleba mardi da ver gavurbi kankals.

Tuki gewveva muza, Ruza sadRaa Seni?Sens lurj tbebs raRas uzam, Tu melania brZeni?

ucnobi cecxlis alo, modis Sens sulSi qurdi,rodemde unda malo, rom Sens momavals surdi?

radgan patara kaxma dacala savse Tasi,imitom aRar gaxma Cveni sicocxlis arsi.

47 yornis efeqti

ra aris Cemi landi, msjavri wyeuli bedis,Sens xmaSi ratom Candi bolo simRerad gedis?

modi, ixuvle mtkvaro, wyarov, ifrine caSi,sada xar Cemo qnaro, sadaa Seni raSi?

mesmis sicili zecis, xan alTas da xan balTas,ieri Cemi, mxecis, sizmars miRviZebs aTass. caSi mafrenen frTebi, me da mzes gvqvia da-Zma, vulkano, ratom krTebi, Tu caSi amRvris magma? sunTqvaa Cemi travma, am dedamiwis xnisa,ver damimala avma imedi Cveni xsnisa.

mzes isvris, Suqis mqargavs, Cveni axali era,dRes dila Rames ar gavs, arc dumils _ gulis Zgera. vemegobrebi mTvares, mTvarea Cemi stigma,ar vebrZvi sulis TareSs Cemi iaris miRma. moCans euli palma, udabno, gvalva, qari,es ra RvTaebis Zalma gviboZa rkinis fari?

Cemi cxovreba 10.12.2006.

mxolod leqsSia Casaxuli Cemi cxovreba, es xom zamTrisTvis sxivmisjili, mZlavri Jinia! dRes Cems survilebs gazafxuli eciskrovneba, mec mecxovreba da sikvdilis ar meSinia.

48 zviad mefare

Crdilis CrdilSi 19.09.2015.

erTvis metalis RriWins mexi da grigals vucdi, Crdilis CrdilSi dgas biWi, martosuli da susti.

mxne mcvelebiviT dganan irgvliv beberi jvrebi, Rvivis zRarbebis yana da Waobebi vZvrebi.

miyurebs Zeglis qvrivi, var gamoxedvis qurdi, Tanamecxedred mkvrivi samyaros mtvrevas vsurdi.

avad momxtari mkocnis ararsebuli bage, me ki, iRbalis mgosnis, wamaxul sarze vage.

memsxvreva Tavze Taro, mereva cremli gvelis... mxolod is unda vRvaro, rac Cems TvalebSi melis uzarmazari darbazi 05.11.2015.

uzarmazari darbazi. Crdili moZraobs ruxi,Cemi sxeuli barbacebs, vxedav magidas muxis.

magida, mxolod magida, arsad gamoCnda skami!...qris kvamli sarkofagidan, brmebi speqtaklebs dgamen.

rokaven bRenZi monstrebi, viRac komiqsebs stambavsda acxobs enamoswrebul, saSiS da mokle ambavs.

Sexede! irgvliv anaTebs uxvi aura klimtis,kedeli boRmis baraTebs mesvris da suli mimdis.

Crdilma gaqceva inatra, magram SeCerda uceb:TiTqos mReroda sinatra _ ase uxmobda muzebs.

unda gavgiJde xvalRamiT, dRes Tu cocxali davrCi,unda CavaxrCo balRami mduRare qvebis javrSi!

49 yornis efeqti

deda vatire! 05.03.2016. minda, im landebs vemgvano, romlebic siRrmes Tesaven, ver moviqcevi regveni sinaTlis farvanasaviT. viqnebi, Tundac myefari, oRond, siaves vuSvelo, niRbebs rom ar aefaron propagandebi uSvilo. rogor vicxovro sardafSi? minda, yovelTvis vvargode, veRar imgzavrebs zardaxSa Zirgamompali „argoTi.“ kldidan vardeba suraTi udabnoebSi mewamul, yovelTvis unda vcuravde leqsebSi, Tundac, mawamon. binZurma Suqma imata kvercxSi da tiris satira... uculod gvCexen, amaTi orsqesa deda vatire!

TeTri droSa 28.12.2015.

avafriale TeTri droSa! damCexeT, dae,eniT damCexeT, ar maRelvebs, ar maqvs sityvebi! me Tqven ki ara, kunZze kisers davudeb kaens, me Tqven ki ara, sasikvdilod jalaTs mivyvebi.

me vuSveb Citebs, gamovaRe yvela galia,minda, gafrindnen sityvebiviT caSi Citebi,Cemi dumili mRvimesaviT idumaliada ase Cumi, qariSxlebiT daviCxvlitebi. 4. z. mefare

50 zviad mefare

mijnuris simRera 28.11.2011. (salomes)

me tyve var erTi arsebis,msxverpli var erTi qalisa,dRisiT da RamiT ar mtovebsda mimzers, viT mona liza,

minda, rom misTvis miwevdessiyvarulis da jvris zidva,misTvis movkvdebi, aRvdgebi,misTvis vicocxleb, misiT var,

Cemi kalami striqonebsTurme, sul misTvis wonida,misTvis Camovkref varskvlavebsuRrublo kabadonidan,

RmerTs vevedrebi, macocxlos, mxolod misTvis da mis gverdiT,Tvalebo, bnelSi umisodsarkidan rogor micqerdiT?...

mudam ibrZole zviad damudam iRvawe kalamo,didxans icocxle Zvirfaso,es Sen xar Cemi malamo!

Zu eSmaki sayureTi 02.11.2015.

momelanda Zu eSmaki sayureTi,podiumze rxeviT iwvevs rainds...ar gviWiravs xelSi qva da tabureti,siyvaruliT gavimarjvebT mainc.

51 yornis efeqti

urdulebi 21.03.2016. rac ufro davmale saxe, miT ufro xmamaRla vJRerdi, miznebi rac ufro vsaxe, miT ufro icinis RmerTi. Savbnel derefnebSi daval da kars moCveneba miRebs, gvian vagondebi mraval welTa usicilo rigebs. miwa gaanaTa mexma, gedic aRar moCans tbaze, kldeSi nakaduli Sexma, gulis urdulebic vraze. tyeSi butbutebda troli, mtredi Sors gaurbis yorans, miwevs yinulebis srola, mindvrebs geizeri tboravs. asxams Sadrevnebis Wavli, vnaxe ubedurTa seni... vici, rom movedi gavliT, miwav, stumari var Seni.

yvelganmyofi seni 20.11.2015. miwaSi nergiviT darges mkvdrebma yvelganmyofi seni. aRar viSvelieb markess: Ciradac ar miRirs geni. mkerdSi dafleTili iyo lodi... uwodeben naglejs... daixa roskipis triko da qvaze iRbali dakles. sxeulze dacocavs maxra, veZeb qvewarmavlis RruSi mas, rac cru imedma daxra, mlokavda haeri mruSi. viRac xelgawvdili iRebs beds da viRac Rimils mparavs, jurRmulSi vanjRrevdi jiRebsda vSlidi gakvamlul karavs. ase umowyalod daxma vaSlebi dasicxul caze... damartya nervebis kraxma da civad mimagdo ase.

52 zviad mefare

cremlis sasaxleSi 11.12.2015. vxedav quCis gubes, Rrmas da ugigantess, igi tbas gavs, igi Cans da igi ar Cans, minda, sadac gzas mivikvlev, Suqi Candes, Torem ukve am cxovrebis vkargav marjans... vmarTav ucxo palitrebis auqcions; TeTri, Savi, lurji, mwvane da yviTeli, yalb imedebs radgan gverdi auqcios RmerTma, visac SenSi erTi naxviT eli. arsad dasdevs buzs arasdros Sevardeni, mxolod svavs Tu SeuZlia, Wamos leSi. CemSi modi, RmerTo, CemSi, me var Seni, mapovnine Tavi cremlis sasaxleSi. Tvalebs vxuWav sxvanairi siameTi, modis dila, gadis Rame ruxi lavis, irgvliv qreba yornisferi yiameTi, povna msurda mzis, aqamde uxilavis. sxvanairad miTendeba da ucxoTa mtkiva Zveli tkivilebic ukve erTob... mkerdSi feTqva guls simReram dauwyo da Senc CemTan xar, auxsnelo mudam RmerTo!

53 yornis efeqti

kvarTebi 3.11.2015. aixada Ramis feri da samosi sanoembro... landma landi gadaxia! mze amodis saalerso saRamosi da TeTrdeba, TiTqos mwyemsis fafaxia. qveynis dardi meca, rames vwyvetde TiTqos... raRa axla SemomiCnda, axla meca! me erTxelac gavaTeneb, vici, didgors da Cems Tavzec ganaTdeba bneli zeca!... ustvens sivrce da simarTles mawvdis SiSvels (mainc vityvi, Tundac, mglejdnen nadirebi) saSineli scenis jaWvi arsad miSvebs, daveTrevi mudam misi natirebi... uceb, vxedav, civ wyaroSi kvarTebian wyvils... yvinTaven! maT magivrad susxi mtanjavs! mze da siTbo ise Semiyvardebian, daxmarebas aRarasdros SevTxov xanjals.

me vaxel Tvalebs 18.01.2016. me vaxel Tvalebs... rac aRvdeqi, dRea mesame, rom saaqao davTmo samare, kmara, rac qveynad simarTlisTvis vTqvi da vewame, me caSi unda Sevkra kamara! arteriaSi daiquxebs leqsi TofiviT da udabnoSi Seqmnis naleqsac... Cven viciT: rogorc ar arsebobs RmerTi yofili, aseve, versad vnaxavT naleqsars.

54 zviad mefare

striqonebis venaxi 31.10.2015. ver ixilavs damSeuli mona dires, sibrmavisas qisis xilva Tu momaswro, mudam moswons vercxlze xarbad monadires „RvTismsaxuri,“ uRmerTo da umonastro. ezo. brwyinavs laplapa da civi tbori, irgvliv Savi, webovani naZvebia, udabnoSi SariSurobs mSvildi Sori, baRis WiSkars yru-munjebi awvebian: ar eteva mowamluli xalxi gareT, me ki vborgav _ Cemi sulic avad ari... mZafri xvewniT Tu meetle ar vaCqareT, male maRla grigaliviT ava dari. ar vusurveb arasodes miwas wiTels, uwylos, gulgrils, mSrals, Sercxvenils da ugmiros, yvelgan Cemi anarekli! mudam mitevs, rom Tavs bneli survilebi gaugmiros. me leqsebze Cemi mwveli vyide ali, kvlav mWirdeba uCarCoo rwmena xidad, da bohemis poeturi ideali daikrifos striqonebis venaxidan.

TeTri qedani 20.10.2015.

saiqiomSvidobisa sulo Cemo!mosawyeni sibnelea... rogor cxela!miwas vkocne, maqvs tuCebze misi gemo,yvelgan ismis uxilavi, xSiri xvela,saiqiomSvidobisa sulo Cemo.

55 yornis efeqti

aq ar momwons... gafrenilan imedebi,Soriaxlos trialeben da mRerian,martoobis gril galavans mivedebi,sulSi TiTqos riyis qvebis namqeria...aq ar momwons... gafrenilan imedebi.

ra vuSvelo Cems Tavs? minda Suqis wyaro,Rame Cemi erTaderTi sabania,koSmarebi aqeT-iqeT minda, vyaro,magram Cemi Tavi aRar mabaria...ra vuSvelo Cems Tavs? minda Suqis wyaro.

moCans navi, ususuri menaveTi,mzes ver vxedav, sivrceebic daxocilan, vwuxvar, maRla aqamde rom ver avedi,ase ar msurs!... male unda vnaxo dila, moCans navi, ususuri menaveTi. muqdebian iisferi naxatebi, aRar mjera uangaro yofis, magram mwams, terentim kidev erTxel naxa debi, mwams, wyvdiadis horizontebs ZilSi vCagrav. muqdebian iisferi naxatebi.

es imedi, TiTqos, TeTri qedania, yornebi ki dafrinaven yvelgan uxvad, irgvliv yvelam naxeT Cemi metania da Tu rame gawyenineT, vwuxvar, vwuxvar... es imedi, TiTqos, TeTri qedania.

56 zviad mefare

feradi veli 13.07.2014. (salomes)

mindorSi xar, yvavilebis ginda qsova,wevxar mwvane samyofelSi, ferad velze,is, warsulSi rac wavida, aRar mova,aRarasdros damSordeba Cemi me mze,

qris niavi, mSvidi, rogorc monazoni,gvasuldgmulebs mxolod Cveni monagoni.

mze avida maRla, aRarc aisia,SeiReba lurjad are da suraTi,Savi fiqric TeTr RrublebSi aiwia,Tvalic xarobs sakraluri sakuraTi,

micqer, qreba am cxovrebis Savi xedi,Tvali raa, me Sens sulSi Cavixede...is imedi, iq rom Caqra, aq anaTebs,rac meZaxis, mxolod Seni bagenia,

nu ugeben frinvels rkinis kakanaTebs,frinvels unda mxolod siTbo da Senia...

me warsulSi ganvicade sulis Zarcva,axla RmerTi Tesavs CvenSi puris marcvals.

didxans vifiqre 31.07.2015. (salomes)

didxans vifiqre, sul erTi sityviTcxovrebas rogor vegrigalo me?da mivxvdi, mudam xmamaRla vityviTavaweuli yvelgan: `salome!

57 yornis efeqti

devnili 17.06.2009.

mzes daveZeb... fleitis xma momdevs. mzeo!RamiT ar xar, magram dRisiT ar xar ratom?ginda, TeTrad is baraTi abaraTo,sul romelic midgas Tvalwin... var umweo. qveynis gareT gariyuli me var... ara!Cans rikuli, `aras~ ambobs mkvdari guli,var erTisgan? var qveynisgan gariyuli,aRar ZalmiZs viyo brZeni, aRar, kmara! miTxar ~ara...~ wamikiTxe me tropari,wminda aris es uari da ankara,darCenili viyo Tavis anabarad,martooba iyos Cemi megobari! gverdiT isev siCumea da msaxuriam dumilis _ martooba aris isev,Sen Sors xar da amiT jalaT afTrebs misevda suls mixravs isev tanjva usaxuri. vxedav saflavs... maxlavs fiqrTa cad amala,vxedav Tvalebs... es Tvalebi SeSlis eSmaks,vnatrob, `amo maRla zviad~ _ Semomesmas,magram Cemma bedma Tavi gadamala. mze sad aris? veZeb, momdevs fleitis xma, me _ devnili uimedod viTvli wamebs, rac miyvardnen, im fiqrebma ar miwames da SemSala daviwyebis mware zizRma.

58 zviad mefare

me da landi 7.11.2015.

quCaSi ustumrod dganan jixurebi,rogorc gandegilTa pawia saxlebi,xiluli samyaros miRma viyurebi,walkots saseirnod caSi veaxlebi.

radgan sul mwyuria xilva macxovrisa,radgan sulis kedlebs xuTaven xedebi, radgan saaqao ar maqvs sacxovrisad,radgan ubinaod sul davexetebi,

me saSvels daveZeb... vawydebi paikebsda gzas miRobaven isini xiStebiT...vdgavarT me da landi (veravin gaigebs)uazrod vxarxarebT, vCxubobT da vgiJdebiT.

Cveni uReli 16.04.2012. (salomes)

radgan gagvaCina RmerTma poetebad,radgan vwerT, vkiTxulobT radgan,vidre Cvens saflavebs xavsi moedebaT,Cven RmerTis uReli gvadgas. irgvliv baRebia! me giZRvni am baRebs,riJraJze, Tu RamiT gvian,vidre Seni suli Cems suls azambaxebs,me Seni poeti mqvia. giyureb mZinares... Sen dumxar da mReri,var munji mxatvari axla,Sen TmebSi gebneva yvavilTa namqeri,adixar maRla da maRla.

59 yornis efeqti

vidre daxavsdeba poetis saZvale,Sen getrfi, Sen getrfi mxolodda mxolod sicocxlis survili mawvalebs,zRvisferi Rrublebis tolo.

mTvrali muza 07.02.2011.

axla muza mova mdidari, xalasi(am qalaqSi erTi giJi poetia)rac ar Caetia sxva Tavis qalaSi,am Tavis qalidan ver gamoetia.

Tuki cnobadis xes xili ver abia,baRi, ese igi, yvela xepresia,me veRar miSvelis fsiqoTerapia,sxeulSi mZvinvarebs myrali depresia.

axla wamovdgebi, Cavicvam gamaSebsda ise vicekveb, TiTqos mixaria,Rimilsac gaCuqebT, yalbad moTamaSes,roca Cems da Rimils Soris tixaria.

gulSi danTebuli isev buxaria,magram kocons unda droiT SekeTeba,Cqara SemaCereT! guls ki uxaria,magram leqsis miRma tvini meketeba!

60 zviad mefare

me da simartove 04.11.2015. gadaxsnil iarad maCnia cxovreba! me minda gaqceva, daveZeb savanes, daqrian bindebi _ sikvdilis mstovrebi da vici, burusi xval ras damavalebs: mas unda sxeulSi Cadgoma lodiviT! ver veuarebi, vxdebi danasaviT. ar minda lodini, ar minda lodini! vcdilob, anarqiis feriT da nazaviT Sevqmna myudroeba... me var uaresi, vidre publikaSi myofi oratori. vbaasob sarkesTan _ „yelSi Tu ar eci sakuTar sibneles, vrCebiT orad ori: me da simartove.“

gombeSo 10.05.2007.

miwas tvirTad awevs codva barabasi, guls uklavs Tavisi sigonje gombeSos, sadRac sikvdils iqiT kvnesis kontrabasi da tiris aisi, sicocxle rom leSobs.

raa silamaze, sinaze da vneba,Tu maradisoba ar axlavs am trios? droze adre modis sikvdili Tavneba da suls aRar unda, sxeuli aTrios.

61 yornis efeqti

Tu Cems cxovrebaSi drom ase ineba, dae, Ramis SxamiT Sesruldes es noti... vin icis, rom droze es azeimeba demonis Sexeba ar gaxdes despoti?

es wami martoa 20.02.2007.

warRvnas moyolili veZebdi ararats,vnatrobdi horizonts cixeSi nagdebi,nabijebis yru xma maclida araqaTs...marto darCenil wams mdumared vakvdebi.

cixesimagreSi sxivmac mimatova,realur personaJs mwerdnen arakebi,SiSveli kedlebis vnaxe simartove,marto darCenil wams velaparakebi.

dila gacocxlebul ocnebebs miaTrevs; miTis personaJis qselebSi gavebi, mCuqnida mnaTobi sxivs uiSviaTess,metyveli siCumis TrTodnen igavebi. vCqarob, vCqarob, radgan es wami martoa,xevSi CaCexilma vinatre andebi,brma safexurebi umisamarToa,me marto darCenil wams vugviandebi!

62 zviad mefare

oboli aria 31.07.2008.

samxreTiT, iq, sadac talRebi arian,roca suls simSvide unda,me fiqrad mefrqveva oboli aria,fiqrebi mawvanan xundad.me vfiqrob warsulze, me vfiqrob, Tu risTvis,an, saiT es qari miqris,fiqrebSi wilad mxvda iRbali turistis,mgzavri var ucnobi fiqris.mudam ganageben cxovrebas isini,fiqria cxovrebis kredo,me mesmis fiqrebSi gvelebis sisini...sada xar fiqrebis mtredo?

reliqvia 24.01.2007.

ucxo striqonebSi frenda iluzia, misi frTebi nazi, usaTnoesia. albaT, misTvis hangebs mdevrad miucia sulSi Caqarguli, lurji poezia. naxats, damunjebuls, marad mJReri qvia, uxvad Semosili krZalviT da didebiT. cremlebs mafrqvevinebs mkacri reliqvia: guli da suraTi! vdgavar garindebiT. nislSi dacuravdnen oqros nafotebad mkrTali fragmentebi _ baRis matiane, warsuls gamicocxlebs ficis abodeba; Ramev, tkbili wami marad afrTiane!

63 yornis efeqti

rogorc taZars 30.03.2015. (salomes) rogorc taZars, irgvliv bevri giare, yvela mxridan rom menaxa sikarge, gadgas Cveni arsebobis tiara, samudamod sadac gadavikarge. gareT gvelis ori raSi: Savraze me Sevjdebi, mxedrad TeTrs Sen ergebi, me sibnelis galavani Cavraze, Sen _ cnobadis baRSi darge nergebi: sibneleSi raRa unda vakeTo? horizontis yvela farda mexeva, me maxevebs sivardisfre bageTa vdgavar Sens win da vgrZnob wuTiT _ me xe var.

fiqri da kaTxa 27.12.2015.

istoriaa yvelaferi, istoria kikvlav meordeba, gaRviZeba rogorc am dilis,Semomagondes martoobis is foriaqi,rasac amSvidebs Camogdeba TeTri mandilis.

CaiZinebdes suli Cemi, netav, droebiT,magram ara da ar meRirsa... wavide sadRa?xandaxan CemTan megobroben mwvane rtoebi,an mkrTali Suqi, mdumareba, fiqri da kaTxa.

64 zviad mefare

meCxeTuris muxebSi 29.08.2013.

Wrilobidan qveynis sisxli mdioda,minda, Cems mtrebs wyena vapatio da

rom davugo mSvidobis mtreds `noxebi,~radgan mxolod boRmas veamboxebi.

mtredi Cemi sinaTlea, Cemi da,Cven movdivarT erTad noes gemidan,

Trobis wami aris Cemi samyaro,eSmakebic TrobaSi rom Cavyaro,

movarjuleb yvela bilws da kudians,mTvrali rom var axla, gana cudia!

erTic CavsxdeT meCxeTuris muxebSi,Rvino aris Cemi mze da nugeSi.

mis gareSe es cxovreba muqia!Cemi fxizlad yofna vis gaugia?!

gaseirneba 15.04.2013. (salomes)

zRvis talRebi gafaria sabnebad,Seiqmeni Zvelad albaT, mzidan,Sen yvavili mudam gesarafneba,Sens siyvaruls sikvdilamde vzidav.

65 yornis efeqti

mogitanes nisli TeTrma raSebma,meocnebes raRa minda meti?Sen varskvlavi RamiT geTamaSeba,diliT _ gixmobs tbis rZisferi gedi. TiTqos xtian Svlebi da jeirnebi,ise daqris es niavi civi,minda ZilSi grZeli gaseirnebada TiTebis vardisferi tivi.

xeli da vneba 25.02.2016. vneba xelSia! dae, sxvam Cados vneba areul ZagZagSi tanis, me ki sxeulis weris vsvam jados da qaoss veltvi, tvinSi atanils. erTad modian xeli da vneba, erTad iwvian vneba da xeli, vnebam daanTos cecxli Tavneba, xelma daweros qalis saxeli. Cemi cxovreba leqsis jvaria da zed vekvrebi, rogorc ieso, rom saiqios yofa mTvarian Ramis RavRavSi gavapieso! roca movkvdebi, ar minda kubo, samyoflad virCev muxlamde ormos! xeli da vneba unda vaCxubo iq, sadac cremlis mdinare Stormobs.

5. z. mefare

66 zviad mefare

qaravnebi 31.07.2011.

sayvarelo, momenatre Zalian,dardiani uSenobis gamo var,Seni tyve var, gamixseni galia,gakoceb da galiidan gamoval. Sens mindvrebze iSlebian nislebi,Sens yanebSi mZime TavTavebia,me vibrZvi da sisxlisagan viclebi,Sens gareSe sisxlic gamTavebia. Wkuidan mSlis Seni tani, xSiri Tma,is magiJebs, magram Cems suls ar avnebs...me damRala Sens velebze jiriTma,gamoyevi Cemi fiqris qaravnebs!

mwiri 28.07.2011.

Cemi fiqri da ocneba iq aris,uxilavi sadac qrian alebi,patroni var dafleTili stiqaris,ase mwiri glaxaks Sevebralebi.

ar mWirdeba oqro-vercxlis migneba,codvis baRi momagonebs udabnos,bednieri kaci rogor iqneba,borotebas taxti rom daudafnos?

Cems mwvervalze binadroben isini,ar Wirdeba visac ucxo xexili,xan edemSic ismis gvelis sisini,eSmaks icavs xan orsaxa veqili.

67 yornis efeqti

yofis nafleTebi 15.12.2015. roialis klaviSebze dadis fexakrefiT Crdili Savi katis. netav, viRas unda vendo, Tu kravs guli mkerdSi mglis ymuilze ukravs? samaremde jvari unda vzido, mxolod Wiqa wamiqcieT, TiTo. ar varsebob, nu geSlebiT bevrSi, mxolod yofis nafleTebsRa SevrCi. an ra iyo Cemi yofa viTom? ar msurs, viyo ubralod da mitom! xalxmravloba mxolod mklavs da mtanjavs, mudam veZeb martoobis xanjals... suicidze fiqri mainc ar Wris: ver movxvdebi miRma zecis fanjris... eh, aseTi ugunuri davrCi da Cavsaxldi umaspinZlo mgzavrSi. Cemi dRea Rrma da Rame _ bina, magram isev diliT CameZina.

68 zviad mefare

mdumare miwebi 22.05.2016.

Semoaxia qarma labadamTebs da CaaxmaT muxebs fesvebi,grigalma civi sunTqva dabadada uimedo xevSi veSvebi.

Tvalwin vxedavdi mdumare miwebs,aRarc uZravi yofa mwadia,sadac droebiT tivtivi miwevs,aRarc navi da araratia.

memuqreboda CaZirviT lavagrZnobis da uars vikadreb arc me,rom, roca xorci saflavSi Cava,suli miiRos samoTxis arsma.

qaris monayoli 17.05.2016. yvelgan ipovis axla mona tols... viqnebi Cemi jvaris meTofe, aRar vujereb qaris monayols da imedebic ver imedoben. roca movisxi Savi mantia, cxovrebam mZime kombali mirtya... mtris sulic CemSi ZmobiT anTia, Tumca, damwvari gemidan virTxa garbis pirvelad... kvdeba xomaldi da Rameebma sisxli dalies Cemi da mainc var aRdgomamdi Sefarebuli rux dasaliers.

69 yornis efeqti

sikvdilis SiSi 24.04.2016.

sikvdlis SiSi yvelafers marTavsda amave dros igi Sors ari,TiTqos, mudmivad Tvalwin maqvs marTalsicocxlis bolo naanonsari.

ar meSinia magram me misi!ras vaqnev bneli saxis mimikebs?siyvarulia Cemi devizi,miwa Sav grZnobebs aRar mirigebs.

sikvdilo! mosvlas dagegmav vidre,miTxari: minda, gecekvo karTan!Sens dasaxvedrad sasmisi viZreda qaravnebi visunTqe qarTa!

roca ityvian: `wavida ise,rom wasvlis SiSi arc ki qonia,~maSin viqnebi imqveynad mtkice,rom movkla zamTris hegemonia.

paranormalur scenebs vedebi,koconma Cemi xedebi loka,qrebian mwvane baRis xedebida magondeba meore loya,

romelic sxvisTvis meSvira unda, magram varCie, pirvelis gamojavris amoyra!... Semodis gundicekviT da vici: unda vewamo.

70 zviad mefare

baRSi xar 26.02.2016. (salomes) baRSi xar, rogorc yovelTvis. ia giyurebs, rogorc Seni dobili, aq Seni sunTqvis qarebi qrian, SenTan yvavilTa fiqrgandobili. iq SenTan erTad sioc misula, sadac daaswro dilam pionebs, dRisiT arigebs Suqs furisula, RamiT ki mTvare ilampionebs. amoelvarda mze mimozebiT anTebul baRSi da isev dgaxar da eli, rodis SevimosebiT naTliT da bnelic gvistumrebs aRar... SiSiT gamqrala sadRac dro Savi, jariskaciviT damdgara xmala da gatacebiT cekvavs SroSani, qarmac Tavisi sigiJe mala. baRis boloSi Rele mivarda: wyals gadaavlebs mwyurval am baRebs... iqve yoCaRad dgas yoCivarda da cis silurje dRes azambaxebs.

71 yornis efeqti

medroveebs 11.02.2016. eh, ramden rames moicavs fiqri, is yvelgan gaSlis gacrecil afrebs, xan arwiviviT zecaSi miqris, xan bnel gvirabSi survilebs afrens. mtroba mtrobas Sobs, madli _ sikeTes, upasuxoba Znelia, Tanac, snobebma CemTvis kari miketes da qvemZromebi miyrian danas. aseTi aris axla droJami, viRac sufTaa, viRac ki _ snobi, zogni galoben, zogni roSaven, mTeli jigariT, ZaliT da grZnobiT. me mebraleba mona droisa, dros kacni qmnian, ara monani! magram medrovev, cota moica, Senzec izrunebs drois onani. me mebraleba vercxlis laqia, Tumca, mec dabla vdgavar da veli, dros, sadac vercxlze laparakia, rom fxizlad viyo iesos mcveli.

72 zviad mefare

survilTa talRa 26.12.2015.

roca erTxelac mova sibereda daedeba Tmasac rZisferi,radgan sicocxle ver Sevifere,mova sikvdili, viT xevisberi,

me ki davxvdebi, rogorc onise:me siyvarulis cecxlSi meflobasurvilTa talRa udemonesida gulgrilobis uberebloba.

dae, momadges ucnobi celiT!...vin gaeqceva sikvdilis SanTebs?mxolod is minda, rom Cemi Txelifigura xvalis sarkeSic Candes. bavSvoba 24.12.2015. bavSvobis dReTa uxeSi bRalva maSinebs, rogorc tatami jvarTa. me metmasneba lerwami alva da magondeba, rogor miyvarda Ramis tye da sxva ucxo xedebi, roca viyavi ase, Tormetis, fiqrSi bavSvobis xanas vedebi, imave RelviT da siStormeTi. TiTqos, ocneba patarZalia, romelsac Cveni goneba eltvis...

73 yornis efeqti

da bavSvobisTvis aRar calia mozrdils, romelmac icis yovelTvis: amaod veZebT bavSvobis Rimils, arc dabrundeba is dro xalisad... de, Searxios sococxlem simi bavSvobis yvela karnavalisa.

momavlis gunda 02.08.2015. (salomes)

roca ar myavdi, megona Cemi iyo samyaros sigiJe mxolod, axlac im azris siRrmeSi vrCebi, rom SenTvis ise unda vibrZolo,

TiTqos jer ar xar Cemi bolomde... Sen xelisgulze iaro unda, sinaTlis wyaro saxlSi myolode, rom erTad SevqmnaT momavlis gunda.

axla iZine... me mxolod gimzer, rom gaRviZebuls dagqondes Suqi, rogorc laplapi varskvlavis qimze da gamoxedva gamiqre muqi.

TiTqos amwvanebs sicocxlis xavsebs sio da zeviT Zalumad midis... da araferi ise ar mavsebs, rogorc SegrZneba Seni simSvidis.

74 zviad mefare

me da iluzia 19.12.2015.

halstuxianTa binZur banakebsangrevda xalxis moTqma-muqara,me siduxWire maCaCanakebs...Txa mainc uTxris fesvebs, muxa ra

qedmaRluradac ar unda idges.patara nergi xSirad jobiapatara, magram mTasaviT did xes:didi xandaxan avadmyofia.

netav, horizonts vin miusiaSavi sxivebi, sivrces vin angrevs?me, Rrma koSmari da iluziavangrevdiT sibrZnis kbilis minanqrebs.

eiforia 17.12.2015. mwvane tramalze mivqri giJiviT, me mimaqrolebs qari amayi, yurebSi midgas CitTa JivJivi, Tavisuflebis var iaraRi. eiforiis msxverpli viyavi! dabla davamxe yvela golgoTa, var udabnoSi sicxis mriyavi da avdarisas var uqolgoTa Weri da Sveba, qoxi da kari (mwvave brZolebSi locva mwadia) var orlesuli maxvili myari da dacemulTa Cumi gadia.

75 yornis efeqti

axali, Zveli 14.06.2009.

Zeli samyaro... qarebi sisxlis,ar iSlis nislis bade siaruls,win miuZRoda hadesi aruls,wioda wvima Savi qariSxlis.

sisxlian Rames svamen goTebi...lile, helios, kon-tik, ra, amon, Tqvenma naTelma sxivebma WamonseTi, hadesi, amenhotepi.

sapirispirod vcurav dinebis,axlac vnebebi sizmrebSi TrTian,axlac pawias vekuTvni, frTiansda marad tyve var pawawinebis.

gadaxsna miwam baged iebistalRa, miraJi... gakivis pani,Savad Semerwya Zveli anbaniSeqspiris mZafri tragediebis.

delta nilosis, aTasi navi,eklebs akldeba cru eklesia,Cem cxovreba ueklesiada yru-munj RmerTTa var damcinavi.

me gTxovT, wamiReT sadme mdeloze;ver vsunTqav!... aRarc sulis puria!mkvdar grZnobas ar wams da arc wyuriaes samyofeli saangeloze!

76 zviad mefare

ormoci 27.05.2010.

vxedav, haerSi trialebs SiSi,roca gardasuls xeliT mexebi,efrqveva Rames Seni haSiSida matydebian cidan mexebi.

vicxovre raRac weli ormoci,me vaJRerebdi sakralur sakravs,de, viyo mkvidri TeTri ormosi:Cems ormos xsovnis mdinare akravs.

Cemi mteria yvela stiqiada sakuTari mteri mendoba:Cemia, rac me ar Semiqia_ Sxami, tkivili, tanjva, kentoba.

me aRar minda vai da viSi,sqel qsels gaubams bages oboba,Rames amRerebs Savi klaviSida isev mjijgnis avadmyofoba.

me maxsovs qali 02.05.2009.

aliluia! wereT mgosnebo,xateT mxatvrebo qali, romelsacqvia ocneba da saocnebovisi CurCulic axla mogesmaT!

sakurTxevelTan ar mdgara igi,magram qvrivia ukve maradi,sacalfexoa Cemi biliki,ar aris igi bal-maskaradi.

77 yornis efeqti

gamarjvebis gza eklebze gadis?ekliania Cemi cxovrebac,tkbilic, mtanjvelic, aRmZvreli madis,gamefebac da gamaTxovrebac.

me maxsovs qali, iyo romelicyvelgan, yovelTvis, sadac mivedi,Rawvebze WirxlebSeuSrobelida ucxo, mware simudmiveTi!

danislul Tvalebs 18.04.2009.

rodesac libriT danislul TvalebsmoelandebaT TeTri xalaTi,Cems mogonebebs isev awvalebs,Што в небе любовь поднимала ты.

Tavs vaRwev Zilis Semparav xundebs,dilis sicilis moimede var,Zili mklavs, me _ Zils, rom ar gaxundesguli, mkerdSi rom aRar eteva.

ar aris CemTvis meti sicive,sxva gulistkena da sxva Ralati,vidre uari iyo misive,sul rom vatareb Tavis qalaTi.

tyve var sizmrebis Zveli cinizmisar mtovebs vnebiT savse kalaTi,dRisiT, RamiT, an Zilis win ismis,Што тогда любовь абишала ты.

78 zviad mefare

ufskrulis fskerze 25.04.2008.

ufskrulis fskerze me var dasuli, Sen qoCors miSli moRriale cavda im warsulis kankals dalewav,rom Semiryia xorci da suli.

wregadasuli kmara Rreoba;mgoni, viRlebi amdeni smiT me,leqso, musika SenSi gariTme,maswavle Seni mebaReoba.

me zustad vici, vici me ukve,Tu ras mipireb samomavlo cav,me im Cems saval aRmarTs davlocav,es-es aris rom unda Sevuyve.

mze TiTqos erTi nazi qalia,Cven rom gviRimis cecxliT, uryeviT…vici: es dila araxalia,Cven aRmarTs erTad rom SevuyeviT.

jandaba!!! 13.01.2008. radgan ar minda, arasodes me leqsi, romelic iwvevs intrigas, aRar vusmino vficav, odesme, vaipoets da vaikritikans! `ugrZnobiao,~ es mainc eTqva, `me mas vgrZnob, magram raRac aklia!~ jandaba! raRa ar daaxeTqa! veRar gavige, ra speqtaklia?!

79 yornis efeqti

ra dagiSava leqsis xarisxma,Tu poezias grZnoba moedo, gulis siRrmeSi Tuki aris xma, rogorc Sen ambob, vaipoeto?!

yvelas ar vusmen, radgan aravis danaxva minda, romelic roSavs, vinc suliT Txlea dauRalavi da ufrialebs sibneles droSas! netav, sad gaqra 19.06.2007.

netav, sad gaqra Zveli Tasebis Zveli xibli da Zveli siale, is mogoneba naxalasebi,mzera kaSkaSa da mociale?

an im silaRis wyaro ulevi, siymawvilisken rom qonda gezi? ratom iqceva xe namumlevi,sadaa netav misi nugeSi? sadaa naSTi im mCqefare dRis, ratom ar aZlevs sitkbos mJave dros, dRe Rames uars ratom ar etyvis, sikvdils sicocxle rom Seavedros? nuTu, imedi daeca lekvis da mogoneba mware Jinia? ratom maSinebs talRa walekvis, suls Tu siberis ar eSinia?

80 zviad mefare

udabnos moTqma 14-16.06.2007. I var udabnoSi. garSemo qviSasxedavs Tvali da xedavs goneba,vxedav sicocxles, ase moSiSarsda mas siyviTle edemoneba.

Cans barxanebi, avis mdomeli,mdumare qviSis mesmis xriali,yefda sikvdili daucxromeli,idga miraJis oromtriali.

idga burusi Savi Rrublebis,simyrale aRwevs CemTan mkvdari Wis,dro ar maqvs wyalTan gaalublebisda vnatrob xilvas mwvane karibWis.

borgavda CemSi udabnos moTqma,Signidan mRrRnida glova Zlieri,aq gvelma, xvlikma, me, mzem _ Cven oTxmadavkargeT qveynis dasalieri.

leSs dasevian mona-yvavebi...ra sazizRari suni trialebs!da mzec, simyraled monazRvavebi,mafrqvevda alis oromtrialebs.

gaqvavda sivrce, ase jiuti,Tvali simwvanis feTqvas moelis,sikvdilis afrTxobs guls debiutida sulma igrZno gza ucxoelis.

81 yornis efeqti

IImwvavda koconi wyeuli qvebis,aqauroba survils ar Sia,Soridan aRwevs xmebi floqvebis,vfiqrob: `es risi xmaa? raSia!»

Rrenda samumi ucxo aurisda ai, modis nanatri xmebi!Cemsken nanatri qris bedauri,wyali mwyuria, me ukve vxmebi!

sikvdilma cxens ar daaswros, SiSobs,CemSi mfeTqavi survili wyalis,Tavis naSiers cocxal gvamSi Sobswyurvili sveli ayalmayalis.

ai, movida Cemi xsna cxeniT(momakvdavs sxva xsna ar meguleba)pirispir dadga, rom davexseniTme da sicocxlis xelSekruleba.

misi sxeuli me mxedrad miTxovs,_ Cven wamSi gavxdiT erTi sxeulida Cveni SerwymiT damarcxda TiTqosudabno, ase cofmoreuli.

Cven gavaWeneT iqiTken, sadacar gvelis bneli sivrce samarisda am siyviTlis sunTqvis fasadacTqrialebs wyaro nakamkamari.

6. z. mefare

82 zviad mefare

IIIgafrindi raSo, Sen xom Sempirdi,xom Camisaxe devnils imedi?Cemi sicocxlis gaxdi Segirdi,miande Cems Tass sxva ganimedi.

ai, walkotic moCans Soridan,qSena-WixviniT frTebs isxams cxeni,floqviT miwas Txris, rogorc korida,rom daelaxvra yviTeli seni.

Tvalwin izrdeba TeTri wertili,sasowarkveTas vxedav udedos,borgavs sikvdili TavmokveTili,rom imeds Cakvla ver gaubedos.

SevediT natvris siyvavileSi,aq nakaduli mReris pawia,Sors darCa qviSa, mze, yvavi, leSida jojoxeTis imitacia.

vstumrobT sicocxlis mwvane sastumros,aq oazisi mzisfrad elvarebs,rom Cveni sunTqva daadasturosda Segvadaros maRal mwvervalebs.

aq ki dumdeba udabnos moTqma,mCqefare arxi ver Tvlis aq navebs,sikvdili mokla maTma amboxmada talRebs kveTen dauklaknavebs.

83 yornis efeqti

IVSoridan moCans qalis pirbade,igi maspinZlis maTrobs ieriT,TiTqos Tavidan, aq davibadeocnebis baRis simSvenieriT.

magram es raa?! qreba yoveli!qari erT sityvad, `satanad” ismis,me qviSis Waobs isev movelida vusmen xarxars brma fanatizmis.

oh, RmerTo! isev Cans barxanebi,qviSis talRebis gaismis qSena,miraJo, ratom memrisxanebi,es ra sasjeli meganaCena?

tyved vyavar mZlavri samumis SiSebs,qaris xarxari esmiT xriokebs,vufrTxi moriels, moieriSesda misi mzera suls miwiokebs...

netav, ra kvebavs wyeul amindebs?vaime, gaxma es Signeuli!caSi ra tyorcnis Zvel piramidebs,ratom Rrens qari gadareuli?

daSretil ZarRvebs gvalva ualebs,alebma SigniT lodi alokes,cxeli mze aglejs miwas vualebsda qmnis cecxls, masTan modialoges.

84 zviad mefare

VgamWoli mzeriT mimzers varani...ra unda meqna sruliad martos?isev icleba sisxlis marani,rom Sxams sxeuli ver ekamaTos.

yovel nabijze Cans saqsauli,kvnesis gamxmari misi fesvebi,feTqavs da mwyevlis dRe saswauli,rom gavuwode mSrali peSvebi!

zecam momxvia Savi TaTebi,cecxliviT mkacri da mediduri,me ki RmerTs TiTqmis vekamaTebi:`ratom Svi miwa ase binZuri?!”

Turme udabnos es sofeli gavs,miraJi _ bavSvis xalas zmanebebsda vidre ZilSi miyveba igavs,tanjva-wameba Tavs ar manebebs.

Tu qviSis mTebis vxedav qaravnebs,CemSi rad iwvevs cxovel interess?an, Tu Sxamis zRva Cems suls ar avnebs,suli gvels ratom gadaimterebs?

yvavebi myral leSs isev ZiZgnian,cxovrebis wigni mefrqveva isev:`Cemi miraJi Seni wignia,xan susxiani, xan _ momaise!”

85 yornis efeqti

Cumi bgerebi 28.05.2007.

Sen arasodes dagtovebs martosmelani, dro da maradisoba,Tundac ca wvimas emisamarTosgulSi es wvima „arad“ isoba.

icode, Cemi bevri gmarTia:me Sen arasdros dagtoveb martos!axla TvalebSi isev martia da isev wvimis Tqriali garTobs.

movides gulSi TeTri ocneba,raRa daxvdeba aq lodis meti?da mainc landad agemgosneba,rogorc mquxare aplodismenti. isini msdeven mZime ketebad vidre TvalebSi isev martia: morCa! qalaSi Cameketebadumili, glova da apaTia!...

Sen ki arasodes gtoveben martosCumi xilva da Cumi bgerebi…sulma siaxles unda mimarTos: me SenTvis sikvdils daveZgerebi!

86 zviad mefare

leqsis TareSi 15.04.2007.

me davibade Zalian marto,ar tovebs SiSi am simartoves,aq sicocxlea umisamarToda poeziiT Troba ar mtovebs.

wvima sawvimar drod irCevs Rames,maSin ixarebs suli muzebiT,xvdebi: wveTebma ukve daSxamesca, savse skebiT da giurzebiT.

xvdebi, asvelebs wvimebi ivlissda roca kalmis xmas grZnobs cxeleba,sikvdilis mokvla TavSi mogivlis,radgan sicocxle gemetyveleba.

wvima sawvimrad bnel cas airCevs,misi Sxapunic stumrobs saRamos,rom misma muzam oqros karibWesleqsis TareSi Seusabamos.

leqsi ar mtovebs Cems TavTan martos,is aferadebs Cems simartoves,me idumali hangebi maTrobs,me poezia ar mimatovebs!

87 yornis efeqti

gadia 18.07.2006. me moviare quCa ugrZesi, raTa mepova sulis gadia da ver vipove qveynad nugeSi, radgan gadia ar mabadia.

me mkvlel siyvaruls veRar velevi gulis siRrmeSi namyofi qalis! mkbenen warsulis morielebi, maxinj WorebTan Seurigali... unda vipovo sulis gadia, me kvlav movivli idumal quCebs, Tu ugadiod ram mabadia da Tu sicocxle Suqs ar maCuqebs.

*** 03.02.2016.

mamaTmavlebo! rogor, nuTu arSiSobT, rom gidgaT satana gverdiT?arc me ar mjera RmerTis, cru Tua,Tu sibnelisken mimiZRvis RmerTi.

ratom sargeblobT uflis saxeliT,vis dauZaxebT `dedav da colo?~kacs, oRond namdvils, Tvalebgaxelils,qalebi unda xiblavdnen mxolod!

88 zviad mefare

poetis figurebi 29.12.2015. netavi, dauSva afra vin,ratom dgas xomaldi xesaviT, xom Cadga qarbuqi mzafravi,ZarRvebSi kivilis mTesavi?... an, ratom veravin mnaxa meutyvi da ratom ar gamca xma? gameqca dRis Suqi da Ramemovarda... mipova caxcaxma. an jamSi torebi Camiwesikvdilo, an wadi da wadi... sxeuli gamixda samiwemravaljer damarxvanacadi. Savia es yofa, gana Wrel ferebSi vixile me miwa? da mwvaved ganvicdi sanatreldReebis deficits... gemic ar mimodis, dgas da dgas xesaviTda mxolod grigali miyurebs... is aris kivilis mTesavida angrevs poetis figurebs.

89 yornis efeqti

godebis bazari 05.12.2015.

vCerdebi sastumros abrasTan,vxri Tvalebs ltolvili, yaribi.Cemi brma aCrdili gabrazda,imedic gameqca, Raribi.

avdivar kibeze dalewil,mimiZRvis pawia kacuna,maqvs mkerdSi maxvili nalesida guli, mRvrie da tkacuna.

me sunTqva miwydeba ratomRac,ZarRvebSi wiTeli mdinarepoulobs yinulis katorRasda mzera gavauCinare:

Tvalebi margian arafrad,Cemi xmac Wirdeba aravis...cas ZaZa Semoesarafna,var mkvidri dumilis karavis.

me vxarob wyvdiadi mRvimeTida vdumvar bazarTan godebisda ase muxlmoyriT miveditaZarTan, iq, sadac Wotebi

kiodnen, gabmulad kiodnen...SeSlili mec maTTan vkiodi...CavrbodiT Rrma saiqiomdeme, yulfi da iskarioti.

90 zviad mefare

sxivebi 04.12.2015. iq, sadac ocnebam arwiaakvani da iTvlis uxsovar stumrebs idumali varZiada jaWvis perangi uqsova samSoblom gmirebis mwvervalebsda sadac tirili berwia, sadac momavali elvarebs,mindoda, akvani merwia rwmenisTvis da TrTodnen Rawvebi...samSoblov, raRa dros Zilia... damtveril galavnebs vawvebi,ZaxiliT mamxnevebs ilia, me minda, damdevdnen Smagi dajiuti survilis gundebi, mrgvalia yoveli magida,skamidan brZolaSi vbrundebi. me axla imediT verTobi,dammarxeT, dammarxeT aseve... amodis sinaTlis ferdobida sxivebs sxivebi maseven.

91 yornis efeqti

muxura 03.08.2016.

wilad grgebia didebuli soflis tituli,moajadove, vinc Sens diad suraTs uyura,vinc dainaxa Seni mTebi, cadazidulida TviTon RmerTma daganaTla albaT, muxura.TiTqos rakrakiT rbian CemSi Seni ruebi,Sens peizaJebs asxivosnebs bunebis Zala,stumrebs locav da ustumrobas ver eguebida Sens wiaRSi bilikebi gangebam kvala.wablebis tevrSi aRmocendi, rogorc walkoti,mTeli simZlavriT damatyveves naTelma gzebma,SenSi yvavian erTdroulad: aliaqoTi,mTebis simkacre da CanCqeris RrublebTan Sebma.

iqneb, movide isev SenSi... gnaxav da maleCagikrav, oRond, mowyenili saxe damale.

uJmuri leqsi 19.12.2015.

Semodoremifasolasda musika. eZebsxeli xels, guli _ guls, gonebac _ Tavis analogs,magram qveyana daupyriaT yruebs da becebs,cxovrebac marils emsgavseba, xaris analoks.uJmur saxeebs veRar arTobs xrova cruebis,mkvdrisferi adevs aqeT _ rions, iqiT ki _ aragvs,maSin vifiqre (vifiqre da ver veguebi)rom kacTa modgmis sibinZures sazRvrebi ar aqvs.

isev laSqari magondeba gordebiani,magram amaod _ mxolod tiris fortepiano.

92 zviad mefare

me meleqse var 31.01.2016. (salomes) ra gavakeTo asaxdenad Seni ocnebis? me meleqse var, bevri vici grZnobis Sesaxeb! me Sens survilebs taepebiT vejadosnebi, radgan sarkeSi mudmiv muzad gamomesaxe. Sen wyarosaviT uSreti xar: moCqef da garbi, sadac simSrales uaryofen cxeli Rawvebi, mkmara yoveli, magram vrCebi Sens mimarT xarbi, susti xelebiT gulze dadgmul lodebs awvebi! kvici, damfrTxali, dabneuli, romelic dedas kankaliT ekvris, nugeSisTvis mkerdze axteba, leqss gavs, romelic mSvenier suls Sens arsSi xedavs da me im leqsis mxolod SenTvis msurs gataxteba. erTni xarT Sen da poezia da Tqvens gareSe marto davrCebi srul wyvdiadSi da simwareSi. sulTa Zaxili 06.06.2016.

isev amtkivda ucnaurad daCxvletil mkerdSiguli _ samare gansvenebul ZmaTa da daTa,Tumca, drodadro moRriale tkivili merCis,mainc arasdros Sevwyvet brZolas, vicocxlo raTa.erT mTlianobad vakowiweb gardacvlil sulTaZaxils da mudmiv adgils vuCen xsovnis dafaze,ganmkargavs maTi mudam CemSi darCenis kulti,vwuxvar, isini wasvlamde rom ver davafase.

imitom minda yofa ufro, raTa viarosaflavebs Soris da vismino qvaTa RaRadi,Tavze sevdis da siyvarulis medgas tiara.

93 yornis efeqti

magram vnatrob, rom mec vixilo movlil baRad isadgili, sadac davabijeb codvilTa Soris,sadac damyivis mosamarTle sikvdilis qori.

eqvsdRiani wvimis rutina 19.11.2015.

gareT RvarRvarebs eqvsdRiani wvimis rutina.imuqrebian sxeulebi nacara zecis.momixta qari da kinaRam damaRupina(ufleba ar maqvs...) es cxovreba, mkacri da beci.Tvalwin velodi WiSkris Wrials, roca dageSilqofaks TiTebiT aniSnebda Cemsken mekare,sitkbo vipove ayvirebul SiSis bageSi,magram unda vTqva: gaviqeci, ver vikldekare...Subldayvlefili mxolod miwas vxedavdi, radganfexze adgoma samudamod momikvda axla!irgvliv myofebma ra speqtaklic ar unda dadgan,ver uaryofen, rom Zvlebs mimtvrevs cxovrebis daRla!...rogor mZuls sarke! oreulo, Cemo, SeaseaRavRavebul qofaks Seni Tvalebis xiSti!dana, romelic me avlese, damdevs me, asegaRaribebuls grZnobebisgan... marTla gavgiJdi!

miyureT zurgze: me davtoveb paikebiansofels, saxlebi sadac vercxliT aigebian.

94 zviad mefare

erTi duJini Rrmulebi 08.04.2016. samkuTxed sufras uzis eqvsi cxedari. yinva modis duJini Rrmulebidan da vaReb fanjrebs, mdevar eSmakze mudam erTi nabijiT win var, Tavdacvis alRo sifxizlisTvis yovelTvis manjRrevs. cecxlovan velze davabijeb, rogorc gubeSi, Camoizarda cidan bneli. Tvalwin abraa, iq, saidanac gamosWvivis sveli nugeSi da SiSiT dana uvardeba msxverplTan abraams. meierarqa iluziis mxolod siSave, kibis Wriali iwyevleba siRrmeSi mRvimis, bangis mwdeebi daRlil mzeras veRar TiSaven. Tvalebis fskerze civi cecxli yovelTvis Rvivis, wvril kupiurebs siamayiT davxede gulze xelis... da xelze Sevimowme Camqrali pulsi.

momavlis Subebi 29.12.2015.

rogorc wvril milSi, ise ustvens qari. daTesilZils mingrevs, Sublis Rarebs miRrRnis,rogorc nafotebs.mRadra RavRavma Rrma RrmulebSi moRaRadesi,axla oreuls velur yiJins wamoabodebs xma Sewyvetili TqarTquris… me vrCebi marto!barxanebs miRma samumi yefs, rogorc finiada mrCeba isRa, mcire baRis sazRvrebi vzardo,davdev oreuls da sigiJis ar meSinia.

95 yornis efeqti

Sors gavitace sakraluri butbutis eqo,meberebian dasaxeTqad ZarRvebi viwro,unda RrublebSi daklaknili kivili vWeqoda orlesuli krateridan zecamde viZro!

sarkeSi viRac gasartymelad magebebs loyas,momavlis Subebs agrovebs da ZvlebiviT lokavs.

TeTri Zalebi 16.02.2007.

SenSi muxlmoyriT loculoben TeTri Zalebi.Cveuli siRrmiT euflebi movardnil qarcivs,locvis sikeTiT ganwmendili daikrZalebi,rom samudamod ebinadro suleTis arqivs.am miwis mkvidri caSi dafren Zveli ocnebiT;iq zeciuri saxli gidgas lurji gangebis,Sen sakuTari ukvdavebiT daikocnebida mis siRrmeSi mZlavr musikad aihangebi. Sen xvdebi, ratom dafrinavdnen dabla mercxlebi_ rom Seni wasvliT am RrublebiT zeca tiroda!roca rZisferi Tovlis fifqiT Seivercxlebi,naxav: molie ama soflis unapiroba.nu daRondebi, mZime cidan Tavze rom gawvims,Sen ukvdavebiT moipove sulis nugeSi,krZalviT miiRebs es Taoba Sens Semonawirsda samudamo sxivad Sexval cis simuqeSi.

nu dardob droo, mware iyo Seni eklebi,magram sizmrebSi mudam tkbilad aireklebi.

96 zviad mefare

zamTris peizaJi 30.11.2015. modis zamTari. miatoves mercxlebma bude. haers yinuli uzavdeba uCino jaWviT. zafxulis xedic, Rameebo, msxverpliviT dawviT da momayareT loloebi, cxra Tve rom vzRude. miaxlovdeba utitvlesi totebis qseli, xaris rqebiviT mesobian ferdSi toreros, gazafxulamde ver moismens guli „oreras...~ me vdgavar, rogorc qandakeba, vdumvar da veli, rodis gaskdeba mwvane kvirti pirvelad, roca buxris cecxliviT ayvebian mzeTa sxivebi, amayi mzeriT roca sivrces vearwivebi; CvenSi xom mwvane survilebi gangebam loca, suli STagvbera rZisferis da Savis nazaviT da mudmivi zrda dagvabeda RvTis rwmenasaviT