alter is a dick

8/6/2019 Alter is a Dick

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01[00:16] :O

01[00:16] Upset?

[00:17] Ha, no.

[00:17] I started playing on Khaeros days ago.

01[00:17] Im headed there too

01[00:17] Dont tell anyone who I was before please :P

01[00:17] I'm a better person these days.

01[00:17] Lots of people just dont drop grudges.

[00:17] Haha, okay.

[00:18] You probably shouldn't join them.

01[00:18] I'm going anonymously

01[00:18] as Papaya

[00:18] Okay.

01[00:18] And pretending to be a new guy

01[00:18] According to me

01[00:18] DA is this

01[00:18] www.darkages.com

[00:20] But, no, seriously-you probably shouldn't join Khaeros

if the players hold grudges against you.

[00:20] That'd exasterbate your situation.

01[00:21] Hence being unknown as PApaya

[00:35] Why did you get banned?

01[00:36] From?

[00:36] Khaeros.

01[00:36] Well long ago Typhon truth be told, was really corrupt.

01[00:36] He had a friend that was a character who even packet

edited so no one could come within a tile of him when he was in war mode.
http://www.darkages.com/http://www.darkages.com/


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01[00:36] And I exposed him to the playerbase in mIRC

[00:36] Ah.

01[00:36] Then I was telling people over guild [mhordul] chat

about it

01[00:37] And how badly the vhaularians RP'd

01[00:37] at the time get this shit

01[00:37] If you played a mhordul?

01[00:37] They'd KoS you.

01[00:37] No RP

01[00:37] No emotes

01[00:37] Just KoS

01[00:37] Even if they never saw you before.

01[00:37] When I asked them about it in mirc their response was

01[00:37] "I dont have to RP since I dont even consider mhordul

human"

[00:37] Ah.

01[00:37] So I was banned under the guise of causing 'dissentionin the playerbase'

01[00:38] Does it really sound like I did it? lol

01[00:38] I deserved it on DA. Yes. 100%.

01[00:38] But that time I was the victim.

[00:38] Well, you do have a history.

01[00:38] Well, regarding DA.

01[00:38] I knew the staff much better than most players.

Session Close: Mon May 16 00:38:59 2011

Session Start: Mon May 16 00:38:59 2011


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Session Ident: Alteripseity

02[00:39] * Not connected to server

01[00:39] d/ced

01[00:40] [character on another server, not here]

01[00:40] [Totally a fluke]

01[00:40] Okay as I was saying.

01[00:40] I knew the staff of DA way too well.

01[00:40] We had known each other 5+ years.

01[00:40] So I spoke to them more as friends than a player/staff

relationship

01[00:41] But I let that get in the way of my judgement, and I

acted out of line.

01[00:41] That was wrong of me.

01[00:41] I knew about many bugs the rest of DA's players had no

idea about and I may of reported say, years ago.

01[00:42] But they never fixed because it only really effected me.

01[00:42] So DA was just bad for me back then, and I was bad for

it.

01[00:42] The end result was best for everyone.

[00:43] Okay.

01[00:43] But I enjoy remeeting people I knew before like

yourself, I just think most have a hard time accepting I left that part of me

behind.

[00:44] So, why do you just keep trying to sneak into servers?

Why not play other ones?

01[00:44] "Keep trying"?

01[00:44] This is the first time i've ever 'tried'.

[00:44] Well, you were banned from here and trying to get

back in.


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01[00:44] No I didn't.

[00:44] But, you just said earlier...

01[00:44] I was never banned from here.

[00:45] I meant Khaeros.

01[00:45] And after I was banned from DA I lived in 5-8 different

locations since then but never 'tried' once.

01[00:45] I could of easily faked a persona.

01[00:45] Khaeros, theres a reason for that one.

[00:45] Why's that?

01[00:45] I was banned unjustly to begin with.

01[00:45] And I was asked to go back.

[00:45] Ah.

01[00:45] Several times really.

01[00:46] But every time I did

01[00:46] Sumara, Zack, etc... would whine and complain

01[00:46] And say I was causing trouble

01[00:46] Even though I didn't even talk to anyone.

01[00:46] They did that they first time I played there too.

01[00:46] So for me, this isn't about Khaeros.

01[00:47] I want to see for myself if those people who judge me

so unfairly, think the same thing of my new self too.

01[00:47] Without any knowledge I am who I am.

01[00:48] I don't intend to bother or harass them, I really dont

have any interest in them personally, but I would like to think friendship

might be possible by coincidence if they ever approach me.

01[00:48] Sound fair enough for reasoning?

[00:48] No.

[00:49] I think your setting yourself a little too high for this.


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[00:49] It's not cool to "sneak back in", but you should try

appealing to staff instead.

01[00:49] I did.

[00:49] Again.

01[00:49] Before the STAFF asked me to come back.

01[00:49] Do you know what happened?

01[00:49] Zack and them lied.

[00:49] No.

01[00:49] And Lied.

01[00:49] And Lied.

01[00:49] Until the staff overturned their own request.

[00:50] Oh, he was on Khaeros then?

01[00:50] You know all those rumors on DA about bad things I did

like nude pics?

01[00:50] Zack made em up.

[00:50] I didn't hear about the nude pics in DA.

[00:51] I did hear about them from uh... What's her face inRequiem.

01[00:51] Adel.

[00:51] Right.

01[00:51] Yeah, she heard the lie Zack had been spreading.

01[00:51] And decided to try to spread it more.

[00:51] Oh, I see!

01[00:51] that lie has chased me

01[00:51] Over 5 servers.

01[00:52] You think I didn't try others?

01[00:52] Grimmwold, they heard it.


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01[00:52] Then there was also Crossroads.

[00:52] Oh, well, you're not missing much from Grimmwold

unless you want to be raped by wolves.

01[00:52] Eriland.

01[00:52] And now we're at the point of "Really backwater"

servers

[00:52] Well, did you think about trying other role-play

mediums?

01[00:52] Like what?

[00:52] Second Life's got a ton of places.

01[00:52] UO is the only place I ever found good RP

01[00:53] I dont know, im a old guy at this point polly.

01[00:53] After DA 3

01[00:53] I intend to hang up games entirely.

01[00:54] Few more years and i'll be 30. No sense in pretending

im still young.

01[00:55] Normally, yeah. I prefer to appeal to staffs and stuff.

01[00:55] I prefer to do everything honestly and see it through theright way.

01[00:56] But god knows I tried for 3 years and they just keep

listening to zack.

[00:56] Seriously, you should try Second Life.

01[00:56] I tried that when it first came out

01[00:56] I remember falling through space endlessly

01[00:56] And only finding places they wanted you to spend realmoney.

[00:56] http://secondlife.com/destinations/roleplay

[00:56] It's different now.

[00:57] https://marketplace.secondlife.com/?lang=en-US
http://secondlife.com/destinations/roleplayhttps://marketplace.secondlife.com/?lang=en-UShttp://secondlife.com/destinations/roleplayhttps://marketplace.secondlife.com/?lang=en-US


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[00:57] Use that to find freebies. Just type 0 - 0 Lindens in the

search fields.

01[00:58] Have you ever really been kicked out of a place before?

[00:58] No.

01[00:59] When you're a straight and narrow person, you wonder

what it is you did wrong for a long time.

[00:59] You're not so straight and narrow.

01[00:59] Think about this Alter.

01[00:59] What do you really know about me?

[00:59] I've experienced you.

01[01:00] The me of three or four years ago?

[01:00] And now.

01[01:00] You've really not made much of an effort these days to

try to get to know me.

01[01:00] Not even asked a single question.

01[01:00] I'm humble enough to realize that in truth you're quite

the stranger.

01[01:01] You've probably done tons in the past few years.

[01:01] I could copy/paste what I wrote under the experience

part of my application for Khaeros.

01[01:01] I wouldn't mind that.

01[01:01] People when I was a kid would beat me with bibles and

call me a demon.

01[01:02] Words hardly hurt.

[01:02] Fourteen years ago, I logged in for the first timeonto the Great Lakes server of Ultima Online. There, I started out as a

blacksmiths son, a militia fighter, and eventually representative on the

Britannian Royal Council. During my time in office, I rewrote and established

our second constitution, after the first was lost. From there, I joined a

number of private servers: TSSE, Comraich, Grimmwold, Dark Age and, after

a five y


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01[01:05] It cut off at "after a five y"

[01:05] and, after a five year absence, Requiem. On TSSE, I

was the town farmer and tavern keeper of Antium. In Comraich, I was an

established mage that led the mageocracy and learning center of

LetheAime. My time in Grimmwold was rather brief, but I was an aspiringmage. Within Dark Age, I was the crafter-mage, (the only one at its time and

first to mechanically discover long distance travel through role-play,) and

keeper of orphans; alterna

01[01:09] Cut off at "Alterna"

[01:09] alternatively I played a motherly female mercenary,

who was blessed by the hearth goddess during an extensive server

campaign. Finally, in Requiem my character is a member of the Apothecaries,

a medical based group that focuses on disease control and research. Five

years ago, I transitioned from Ultima Online to Second Life. Within that time, Iplayed in three separate areas: Crack Den, Shipyard, and Naraka. In Crack

Den, (a realisti

01[01:17] Cut off at Realisti

[01:17] (a realistic urban simulation,) I played a single

character that founded the citys newspaper, administrated over the local

university, and finally fell into the role of a police detective. Within Naraka, (a

futuristic space prison colony, once meant to be a resort), my character built

a trade empire out of the royal faction and provided goods and services to

his fellow inmates. During my time in Shipyard, (a futuristic city of

01[01:18] city of

[01:18] city of earth, which serves as a space port for aliens,) I

was a third-dimensional sculptor and music store clerk. I served on staff

within Naraka and Shipyard. In Naraka, I created the crafting and trade

systems and acted as an event coordinator. At Shipyard, I was the lead

administrator; and during that time created full scale quests and expanded

lore single-handedly. I remained on staff, until the owners put an end to their

simula

01[01:22] simula

[01:22] simulations. Currently, I dungeon master a weekly

Dungeons and Dragons campaign based off of Naraka.

01[01:23] Very impressive. Do you see my earlier point then?

01[01:23] To give you an idea.


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01[01:24] All I ever knew of you was you played as Pollendia on

DA and ran the orphanage and was a magi there.

[01:24] Haha, well, you don't know my personal life.

01[01:24] And do you really think you know mine? Feel free to

take a guess on how I spend my free time if you want.

01[01:24] You and most people who ever met me would probably

be surprised by the truth.

[01:24] Not terribly interested to find out.

01[01:25] But you want to judge me without knowledge?

01[01:25] I never thought you were that sort of person.

[01:25] Feel free to send me penis pics, though.

01[01:25] lol...

01[01:25] I don't do that sort of thing.

[01:25] Oh, oh well. =/

01[01:25] Never have.

01[01:26] I dont even own a camera or cell phone tbh.

[01:26] Are you trapped in 1985?

01[01:26] I spend my time cleaning up the road sides of garbage,

working in a retirement RV park, and keeping old folks company.

[01:27] Oh, neat! You got any peers you hang out with? You're

thirty, by new you should be married or at least almost thre.

[01:27] Well, will be thirty shortly.

01[01:27] No, if you really knew me Alter you'd realize that im

much more mature than most people my age.

[01:27] How's that not involve being married or something likethat?

01[01:27] Theres no sense in random partying and I enjoy talking

about philosophy or re-attending college to learn more.

01[01:27] I'm working on that still.


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01[01:28] I met a great girl who's about my age and she loves

everything about me.

[01:28] Oh no, random party opens doors.

01[01:28] But I think im the lucky one myself.

[01:28] Err, partying.

01[01:28] It isn't that which bothers me.

01[01:28] My older brother is a drug addict.

[01:28] And?

01[01:28] I've tried pot and stuff myself before, and I never saw

the huge deal.

[01:28] Pot does not make one a drug addict.

01[01:29] No it doesn't, it's got great medicinal potential.

01[01:29] But my brother is a good example of what people

around my age do and think when they often just party and laze about.

01[01:29] They dont care about their futures or the people around

them, they just want to have fun and relax.

01[01:29] And thats good and well, but responsibility is important

too.

[01:29] Ah, true... Meanwhile, I've been pretty much married

for four years. Partying IS still great to get to know people, find new things to

love-lots of sharing.

[01:30] And actually just got back from one this morning.

01[01:30] Yeah? I hope you had fun.

[01:30] Oh! Hahah, right down to the end.

01[01:30] I've got a really dry sense of humor though, I don't

smile even when im really happy just due to the way I am, and I can't dance

for mud. haha

[01:31] Never before had I seen such an awkward and eclectic

group of people.

[01:31] Dancing's not that hard. You just got to move your

hips a little.


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01[01:31] I've gone to partys before, and it always ended badly.

[01:31] And sway them back and forth without moving your

feet...

01[01:31] Even when I got loose and tried to be really friendly.

[01:31] And raise your arms up a bit.

01[01:31] A person ran through the rave macing everyone

randomly.

[01:31] Really, you learn fast when you get propped up on a

table.

01[01:31] Then cops showed up and started hitting people with

night sticks.

[01:32] Hahah, well that's how they end.

[01:32] Or they just end amicably and everyone goes home.

01[01:32] But, really you probably don't understand much about

all sides of life yet.

[01:33] Haha, you sure?

[01:33] Now you're sounding like the old Sol I know.

01[01:33] You can't even relate to being kicked out of a place.

Hah.

[01:33] How can you if you don't dance or mingle well with

folks?

[01:33] How's getting kicked out rank in that?

01[01:33] You have a childhood home town, don't you?

[01:33] No man should be an island.

01[01:33] People you've known your whole life too?

[01:34] Doesn't everyone?

01[01:34] I've never known another person more than a year RL.

01[01:34] I don't even have a home town.

[01:34] Well, that sucks that you haven't been able to make


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long lasting relationships.

01[01:34] I don't mind.

01[01:34] My memories are stll beautiful.

[01:34] I still got the people I went to highschool with.

01[01:34] And I enjoy seeing how the rest of you guys live your

lives when I get to see passing glances.

[01:35] You can't live your life in a fish tank. That's not living.

01[01:35] I stopped being angry after I finished my therapy about

a year ago.

01[01:35] Now I just enjoy working, studying, and meditating.

01[01:35] Cleaning up places gives me a sense ofaccomplishment.

01[01:36] DA for me, was the closest thing to a childhood home I

ever h ad.

01[01:36] I don't expect you to be able to understand that,

because you had the real thing and I am glad you did.

[01:36] That sucks to have an internet place you could call as

that.

01[01:36] Yeah, it really does.

01[01:36] Imagine if anyone RL had the ability to just /ignore you

out of their lives.

[01:36] You're totally missing out on a

huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge thing. People just end up with big gaping voids in

their lives because of lacking that.

01[01:36] Well, im a bit strange these days.

[01:37] You always have been.

01[01:37] I reached a level of spiritual awareness most people

wont see.

[01:37] Voodoo shamans and broomstick ghosts?

01[01:37] Earlier in life I worked out and trained because I thought

being strong or really fast would make them like me, it didn't.


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01[01:37] Hahaha, no.

[01:37] Now you sound like the old Sol.

01[01:37] I just realized the senselessness to ever getting angry

or upset.

01[01:37] And I found that, just accepting and liking people.

That's enough to enjoy life.

01[01:37] It doesn't have to be mutual.

01[01:37] No such nick/channel

01[01:38] wb.

[01:38] Not worth really doing all that. It's going to make

something in your brain pop open.

01[01:38] Nah.

01[01:39] When you knew me on DA, I had gone insane from

considering it all.

[01:39] Or turned into a passive-aggressive wasp.

01[01:39] Then I eventually settled down and sorted through it all.

01[01:39] But then when I did try to meet people my brother

knew.

01[01:40] And got to know people RL

01[01:40] They said I seem like a concentration camp survivor.

[01:40] I'm not sure if that's something uplifting.

01[01:41] Not really, but they're young inside and out -- they don't

really understand the impact words can have and they're not experienced

enough to be aware of it all yet.

[01:41] Haha, okay.

01[01:41] I don't blame them for being that way, im glad they still

can be.

01[01:41] But I realize im much more mature than most people

my age, so they are not comfortable around me usually.

01[01:42] Life is strange alone polly.


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[01:42] Does maturity really matter at your age? I mean,

you're an adult, a full fledged one now. It's not really something that should

be compared to, like it is being underage.

01[01:43] The things I was realizing when I was 14.

01[01:43] They'll probably be around 40 before they think about.

[01:43] Then you haven't really grown.

01[01:43] Oh no, I think much differently from how I did then.

01[01:44] I can't just sit still like I was trying before and hope

other people come around. But even if im alone I enjoy watching the world

and learning more. I love life.

[01:44] That's cool.

01[01:44] I get to give people insightful advice once in a blue

moon.

[01:45] Cute.

01[01:45] Mind a question?

[01:46] Isn't that one already?

01[01:46] True, but it would be rude just to be imposing.

[01:46] But, wasn't that just one?

01[01:46] I agreed to that didn't I? heh

[01:46] Can we continue answering questions with more

questions?

01[01:47] I was curious if you ever sat alone for a few hours and

just enjoyed watching the world around you or reflected on things.

[01:48] I don't have that attention span and I've got a need to

constantly keep in some sort of motion. Life's too short to wait around, do

something.

01[01:49] Its second nature for me, I can be working, building a

house extension or a deck, and I think about it while doing it.

01[01:50] Lots of memories and even current things to enjoy even

while busy.

01[01:52] I often find it humorous though that no matter how


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much I try to learn more I realize more and more theres much more to figure

out. I'm jealous of your ability to focus on the future alone though.

[01:52] Future?

01[01:52] You're always focusing on the present and what you will

be doing, right?

[01:54] I don't really plan that far ahead. Things always come

up that make plans rather impossible to keep.

01[01:54] It is good to remain flexible.

01[01:55] To be honest about your earlier comment, I really

wouldn't know how to keep a person my age entertained if they took interest

in me RL.

01[01:56] Im not entirely alone though, i've got passer-bys andthe older folks to talk with.

[01:56] Don't be boring, don't pick at your skin, and don't talk

about politics or religion.

01[01:57] To me cars, sports, hunting, and the general things are

brief and boring -- philosophy seems the most interesting besides the people

talking about themselves.

01[01:57] When you spend time alone years seem really short.

[01:58] Haven't really talked about sports, cars, hunting-there's more going on here.

01[01:58] Like?

[01:59] Whatever.

01[01:59] If you take out philosophy, religion, and politics thats a

majority of the things going on.

[02:01] Sometimes you just have to be there to get it.

01[02:01] I do try though you know.

01[02:03] People just find reasons not to talk to me or to make

others not want to, things like that just happen.

01[02:05] You should try the other side of the coin sometime

though.


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01[02:05] You might find some interesting things.

[02:05] What do you mean?

[02:05] Being socially awkward?

01[02:05] It's safe to say you've probably never experienced lifethe way I have, but thats mutual for both of us.

01[02:06] Awkward? Nah.

01[02:06] I'm honest.

[02:06] Well, no-I'm generally a well liked kind of guy that

people can depend on for much of anything.

01[02:06] Most people lie to themselves and others.

01[02:06] You realize i know 10 trades?

[02:06] You know, I'm not really interested to hear about them

all.

06[02:06] * Papaya points up.

[02:06] You know, I'm not really interested to hear about them

all.

01[02:06] People can rely on me for lots also.

01[02:08] They just find it strange I dont want or really need a lotof the things they take interests in.

01[02:10] This last year I actually found a town that makes me

smile. The people don't judge you just based on appearance, or assumptions,

and they don't care much to find anything wrong with you. They're too busy

enjoying life and taking it all in to discriminate.

[02:10] Seriously, why do you keep moving?

01[02:11] Well, family or people I knew briefly in the past have

problems in life and they get into rutts.

01[02:11] So I go and I help them get out of those.

01[02:11] Then I leave as to not over stay my welcome.

[02:12] Eew, why? Family's so not worth hanging onto if

they're causing trouble. Then, you're pretty much just looking for trouble or

asking for it.


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01[02:12] Well, mind a few of the examples?

[02:12] Hahah, I'm not telling you about mine.

01[02:13] I won't expect it, you'll talk to them about someone you

care about when you want or are ready. I'm probably not that person.

[02:13] They already know.

01[02:13] My father first of all, he has Hep C and was working

himself to death trying to keep doing large-scale construction.

[02:13] Uh, okay. And?

01[02:14] I helped him to work towards keeping applied for his

disability and urged him towards becoming a salesman at the flea market.

My idea was pipes since he's knowledgable about that but he ended up really

taking off with tattoo kits.

01[02:14] He also quit drinking while I was there, major

improvement since half his liver doesn't work.

01[02:15] Then twice there was my grandmother, she's a slum

lord unfortunately.

01[02:15] I fix up her places, I clean them up and make them

worth a human living in.

01[02:15] She doesn't learn though, so I probably wont be doing

that again.

01[02:16] I helped my grandfather before by helping restore his

beachfront property he rents to have a beautiful lawn without weeds and with

trimmed palm trees. It was a chore though because he had about 75 of the

things and the weeds were at least waist high.

01[02:17] Then there was a girl who was on her way to becoming

a recluse like I am because she had been abused, but I was able to relate to

her due to my own childhood and I helped her get back on the right track and

avoid that.

01[02:18] The time just before now I helped my brother get his

engagement back on track and become married; they had been having a

rocky relationship because they were both too paranoid and clingy all at once

and he was too torn between fun or a married life. Dad also never taught

him how to feel or care about others well. So between cleaning up a ghetto

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01[02:19] I helped him with that then fixed up my grandmother's

slums a second time.

01[02:20] None of these people ever call or write. But that's all

right, I check on them sometimes and their lives are doing a bit better.

01[02:21] Not the person you expected me to be, is it?

[02:21] I kinda' didn't read it.

01[02:21] That happens a lot.

[02:21] I seriously don't care, dude.

01[02:22] Enough to try to prevent me at least trying to get to

know others.

01[02:22] Kind of petty on your part you know.

[02:23] And?

01[02:23] If that's your response you're not really ready yet. But

you'll come around eventually, you're a smart person.

[02:23] I really don't want to know you well enough to get into

it.

01[02:24] No one i've ever helped ever got to know me Polly. Not

one.

[02:24] Actually, I probably won't in the future. You don't

really speak a lot of truthful things.

01[02:24] It's easy to assume someone lies, so if thats your

perogative.

[02:24] I've known you to do so.

01[02:25] No, you've perceived what you wanted to based on

popular theory.

01[02:25] You're not the sort to care enough to really chase thetruth.

[02:25] Uh, no. I've known you. I know what you say versus

what I've actually seen.

01[02:25] From back then?

[02:25] And part of now.


19/22

01[02:25] I'll probably always slightly resemble how I was.

[02:25] You are NOT always the victim. Sometimes, what

happens IS all on you.

01[02:25] Yes, thats true.

[02:26] You're a fucking man. Deal with it like you should.

01[02:26] But after DA I started thinking more about other people

rather than myself.

01[02:26] You should try it.

[02:26] I do.

01[02:26] No, you don't.

[02:26] I just don't particularly care for you.

01[02:26] But, I care about you and every other person.

01[02:26] I don't need it to be mutual, some people will come

around. Some wont.

[02:26] You're not worth it. You're not really worth it anything

at all. The only way you can possibly continue to keep going is by living

through these little fantasy worlds.

01[02:27] Nah.

[02:27] Sometimes, you even have to alter the truth of what

happens in them.

01[02:27] I study lots of new things all the time too.

01[02:27] I think it just upsets you that you can't find too much

wrong with me now and that disrupts the reality you want.

[02:27] Uh, no.

01[02:28] Then why even bother arguing?

01[02:28] I really never brought anything else to this plate

worthwhile to you, did I?

[02:28] Interested to see how you'd respond. You don't do so

well when people confront you.

[02:28] Well, no.


20/22

01[02:28] And yet you're still here.

[02:29] I've been kind of passing our conversation around to

people for entertainment value.

01[02:29] Well if they confront me or not, things are still the same

as they were before they did.

01[02:29] You are that sort of person, but that really only hurts

you.

[02:29] Uh, okay.

01[02:29] I respect other people enough not to do that.

01[02:29] Friend or not.

[02:29] You don't really get a lot of respect from people

anyway.

01[02:30] As I said before, you really should try thinking about

others.

01[02:30] You like to think you know what that means.

01[02:30] But you obviously don't.

[02:30] I'm not thinking about you... It's not always about you.

01[02:30] No, it's not.

01[02:30] It's about you right now.

[02:30] No, it's not.

[02:30] Hahah, right.

01[02:30] If you'll mistreat one stranger, you'll mistreat another,

and another.

01[02:30] It's easy for you to say you won't, but we both know you

will.

[02:30] You don't know me either.

[02:30] You're no stranger.

[02:31] We all know who and what you are.

01[02:31] You say that.


21/22

01[02:31] But who did wrong tonight?

[02:31] We had fun! What's so wrong about that?

[02:31] So, you may have gotten on the bad end of it...

01[02:31] No, you thought to try to manipulate me for self-entertainment.

[02:31] But, look-you've cheered up a lot of people by sharing

your antics.

01[02:32] Eh, they'll think what they want regardless. You nor

them really know a whole lot about me.

[02:32] We don't really care to.

01[02:32] Then how is it really all that entertaining?

[02:32] Honestly, from what you did share. I don't think we're

missing much other than you loving the drama.

[02:32] VICTIM VICTIM VICTIM.

[02:33] INSTIGATE INSTIGATE INSTIGATE

[02:33] BLAME BLAME BLAME

01[02:33] Hardly.

[02:33] You are a RIOT!

01[02:33] I blame myself for most of the situations I get into, if

you knew me well you'd realize that.

01[02:34] And it's alright that you're probably not sharing that

line.

01[02:34] Thats not humorously beneficial, is it?

[02:34] Hah, no it still is.

[02:34] Anyway, it's been fun.

01[02:34] Well, I do feel sorry for you Polly.

[02:34] See you on Khaeros and enjoy your days in Requiem!

01[02:34] You turned out to be a pretty shameful sort of guy.

[02:35] I don't care, really.


22/22

01[02:35] Not even about yourself? Damn.

[02:35] Haha, no, you silly.

01[02:35] It wasn't ever about me.

[02:35] Hahah, okay!

[02:35] Bye!

01[02:35] Yep.

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