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es iyo metad Relvismomgvreli ram,rom aznauriSvil giorgi morbelaZesmoulodnelad saxaSeSi daureka tele-fonma.

arc upasuxebda im zaris wkrials,rom ar daenaxa telefonis ekranzenacnobi sami sityva _ ̀ Cemo colo mar-Tao.~

ase imis telefonSi aRiniSnebodameuRlis danarekebi.

cols ki namdvil sabWoTa drosdarqmeul saxelad sakanonmdebloenaze irine, adamianurad ki ira erqva,magram odes monaTles, uxmaurodmonaTvlis axalmodianobis Jams, imaswminda marTas saxeli daanaTla erTmapirkeTilma moZRvarma furcelaZisquCidan, jer kidev leonide breJnevisdros da roca ki morbelaZem pirveladSeityo, rom mis cols naTlobis sax-elad marTa erqva, gaaxsenda is Zvelileqsi, cxonebulma sayvarelma leq-torma, gogi demetraZem rom aswavlaruseT-iaponiis omis Sesaxeb sakursoswerisas:

Cemo colo marTao,port arturSi varTao,aq qalebi ara gvyavs daerTmaneTsa vTxnamTao.is leqsi im Zveli sabralo qarTve-

li jariskacebisa iyo, romlebic ruse-Tis imperiam iaponiasTan saomradgaireka da marTas sulac ar uCanda saw-yenad, radgan icoda, rom maSin mo-qalaqe, aw ki aznauri giorgi mor-belaZe kacebs ara sdevda da mobil-uroba ki rac Semovida, morbelaZemTavis telefonSi am leqsis pirvelstriqonad Caswera colis saxeli.

axla ki, rogorc yovelTvis, rocadaberavs qari, am riJraJze Tbilisisa,romelisac poetma erT sagalobelSiuwoda, ra aryisfrad gaTendao dasworadac gamouvida, vinaidan Tbilis-Si sruliad arafris feriT icisgaTeneba, marTas zarma SeaSfoTa azn-auri morbelaZe.

es rodis iyo, rom marTa dilis meS-vide saaTze rekavda xolme.

am wkrialis gamgonem, ukve meoTxeTxlaSoigadaSvebulma giorgi mor-belaZem, erTi gaiazra, rom farsagiada an is wyeuli blis gamxmari xe deiZrada deeca saxls, an wyalma waiRo iqau-roba, anac ki, ZaRlma fridonam kvla-vac raRaca oxroba moaTria axlo mde-bare tbidan.

saqme is iyo, rom ira, marTad wode-buli da oric sxva misi amxanagni imyo-febodnen morbelaZianT Zvel saagara-ko saxlSi da iqidan dilis Svid saaTzemorekva mxolod nametan cuds niSnav-da.

TviTon morbelaZec iq iyo wina sa-Ramomdin, magram, ra aris rom mego-brebma amouares da amindi kargia, wy-ali rakrakiT Cxrialebs da maRla gri-lobebSi erTi jer kai xinkali moviRo-To da im xinkals ki ase mohyva, rom bo-los qalaqamdec moawies da iqac gaagr-Zeles dautanebeli sma jer verandebze,mere kidev sadRac mtkvrispira kupeeb-Si, saca gebJaliasa xvrepdnen uazrodda odenobiT da Tanac kidev civ Rvi-nosa svamdnen.

mere ki daiSal-miiSalnen RamissamisTvis da raxan agarakze abrunebasim Jams azric ara hqonda, aznauriSvil-ma morbelaZem da misma gulis megobar-ma laSa mesxma gadaswyvites, modi, jerdauketavebSi CavideT da mere ki avla-barSi xaSebi vWamoT, xolo, amis mereTdaviWiroT manqana, avideT agarakze damTeli dRe viZinoT, saRamos kidev go-goebi rames gemrielebs gvaWmeven daCven ki sazamTroebic avagoroT da imiszemodan kidev erTi oCin staris boT-lic mivceT, romelic agarakzea kara-dasa da kedels Suao.

SabaTi gaTenebuliyo da riT aricudi azri?

sazogadod, aznauriSvili mor-belaZe gabmul smasa da azarfeSobaSiZlieri ar iyo da arc uyvarda. mx-olod axlo, gulis Zvel TanSezrdiloTx megobarTan erTad Tu ase gaa-tarebda Rames duqan-duqan da SeTro-ba-gamosvlaSi da axlac imas da ukve

gulze orstentian laSa mesxs eTqoT,marto erTi boTla medofi mivceT xaS-zeo, daCaze ro avalT, kai daTenTilsdagveZinoso da paxmeliac ar iyosgamoRviZebazeo da swored am drosdareka.

laSa mesxs kovzi gauSeSda xelSi daikiTxa:

`cudi ambavia?~`ra moxda,~ CasZaxa telefons azn-

auriSvilma morbelaZem, mere erTiSeisunTqa colis smenisas da uxalisodgamosunTqulze Tavi gaaqnia:

àraferio.~mere didxans iyo ufro msmeneli,

awvalebda TiTebiT salfeTqs da ambob-da:

`xooo... xooo... auf... da ver uTx-ari? da ra vqna exla, me da mesxievi mov-

alo. mTeli dRe.~`da Ramec, albaT, simon.~`da am peregariT... JuvaCka iyide da

axal-axali Caide xolme. Tumca, magiTufro iwvebi,~ Tqva CafiqrebiT mesxma,`ra miRebaao?~

`ra vici. ufliswulis racxa var-skvlavebis Wvretao... ra sityvaa dil-is Svid saaTze. raRaca, mokled. ki maraaznaurebs rato patiJeben?~ papirossmoukida morbelaZem.

`nu, albaT, selebriTi aznaurebs,~daaskvna laSa mesxma, `gavideT, raRasukideb...~

`sad gavideT, gaTendes wesieraT,levanam gaiRviZos, fraki unda gamo-varTva. Coxao. an Coxao, an frakio, marafrakze lenti gaikeTos imereTissadroSosio.~

daibada parizSi 1965 wels da roca Ses-rulda TxuTmeti wlisa, mamamismadaduki mesxma mohkida xeli Taviscols Jervezas da ors vaJs da gadmo-saxlda saqarTveloSi, im drois sabWo-Ta kavSiris respublikaSi.

ase rom, laSa mesxi, sxvanairad kiloren meski gaTbiliselda da gaTbi-liselda srulad, namdviladqalaqurad da franguli ki ar daaviw-yda da qalaquri ki isruta srulad. eski eiRbla mesxebis ojaxs, rom dadukisTiTze kbenani da colis sayvedurebiuceb gaaTava perestroikam da ucebsafrangeTis respublikis moqalaqeo-bac aRidgines da Jervezi ki samuda-mod wavida iqeT da maleve ki laSasufrosi Zma svimon-klodic mihyva dadadukim ki aRarafriT daixia ukan da

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idodiT exla mand, vicdiT ager, rogagRviZebodaT... eeeeee... exla sad vi-parso... naxe, TavisTvis ki uCaliCia.auh... daviqeci... da movdiodiT mand...da sad viqiravo Coxa am SabaT dilas...ra lentio... sad ari... visi fraki? le-vana avalianis fraki?.. uTxari, reebsmeubneba... am dilis Svid saaTze...gagacecxla, xo vici... mze lamazad am-ovida?.. ara, Coxas ver viSovi... da le-vanas sisqe var me?.. var? maladec... Senara, me... es ki, kaco... mesxievi gadmog-wvda... da sad movalTo?.. kai... kai, aba,dRes raRas amoval. albaT dagvtove-ben iq... kai, kai, daiZine. me bodiSi... ravqna, ar vyofilvar am saxlSi da mo-sawvevi datoves, Tu arxideis Teslebi,ra vici... amovitan, xo, amovitan imTeslebsac. amovaRwio... kai, xo. TerT-metamde vizam rames.~

idga dilis meSvide saaTi da nir-wamxdari xaSi ors Zvels maTlafaze.sirCebi Semcbari, papirosebi mowyeni-li. agia cxovreba? zafxuli _ mSve-nieri. fortoCkaSi avlabaris kan-tikunti xmebi.

`raio?~ hkiTxa mesxma.`jandabaio. mosawvevi gamougzavni-

aT. ver darekaven?~ amoioxra aznau-riSvilma morbelaZem, èxla daurekiavincxa winamZRvar efemias, meufis sax-eliT, me maqvs davalebulio, TerT-metze mova manqanao da dreskodiT dax-vdes, miRebaa lamisyanaSio. iras nomeriupovnia, Sen ar pasuxobdio.~

àr pasuxobdi da,~ gaicina mesxma.ùcxos reiza vupasuxo, magnebis,~

mwared Caicina giorgi morbelaZem, ̀ uh,dagaclian rames?~

`mag araferi, kaco, me saxlSic kar-ga daviZineb. mara Sen mokvdebi, Se sawy-

`da gaq?~`Tu vipove, maq. xo momaniWes... viyavi

gadanaskvuli praJski tortis kar-obkasaviT,~ morbelaZem kvamli sty-orcna avlabris fortoCkas.

àr degeZinos, SeCema, banovanis kal-Taze,~ gaicina mesxma.

àra, espresos mivcem faliaS-vilze.~

`murabian Cais. kargaT wava amaze...da ira ar unda wamovides?~

`ki... mara uTqvia, me xeli maq motex-ilio... deezara da gamoZvra... magismogonili ar ari?~ iwyina morbelaZem.

àu, ra magaria... neta Senzec eTqva,orivem xeli movitexeTo. avariaSimovyeviTo...~ CaixiTxiTa laSa mesxma,`biWo da, to, dRes ari bunioba. albaT,mag varskvlavebio.~

`bunioba da magis... au, ra tkbiladdaviZinebdiT?~

`me ki daviZineb... biWo... mismine... ai,ro iRviZeb, swrafad iRviZeb?~

àu, veRar. erTi saaTi viRviZeb...exla Tu wamomagde, avdgebi, mara, azrzemosvla minda.~

àu, mec,~ limonaTis boTls gadawv-da mesxi `da reebs vfiqrob, ici?! reebimeCiTeba? sul bavSvobis raRacebi Su-aledSi. magari stranni. ai, magari...kombre, balbeki, donsieri, parizi, daJevenecia.~

`sadac gicxovria, ra,~ sevda Seucu-ra aznauriSvilma morbelaZem `darCe-niliyaviT SeCema, sad morbodiT...~

aq unda iTqvas, rom eqimi-infeq-cionisti laSa mesxi ar gaxldaT to-miT saqarTvelos qarTveli.

is iyo Camonavali 1921 wels rusistyviis Weqa-quxilis da am miwazed dar-Wobil wiTel droSebs garidebuli da

darCa da darCa aRmosavleTmcodneo-bis institutis ufros mecnier-Tanam-Sromlad da sanam filtvis kibo ardaudginda da sanam samoqalaqo omeb-isa da yovelgvari omebis da sro-lianobis droebam sabolood ar ati-ra, safrangeTisken ver daZres da bo-los ki iqav, gustav rusis klinikidangamowerili, gardaicvala, oRond ki,Turme, roca rom bolos iwva loginSi,meToTxmete ubanSi, sadac JervezsTavis WkvianobiT adridanve hqondadediseuli saxli da arc Tavis ramfuladi qoneba gaenZria safrangeTSi,roca qmarma Tavis romantiulqarTvelianobiT jojoxeTiskengamoreka, gamoiSverda TiTs TurmelaSa mesxisken da arafers etyoda. daes gamoSvera ki laSam icoda, ro Senxar iqaurio da asec sabolood gamov-ida, rom laSa mesxma frangis sabuTi kiCaido jibeSi, magram xelaxla swavlanamdvilad aRar moiwadina da darCaerT Tbilisel eqimad, romelsac romukve kai wonis da Tmisvercxlis miuxe-davad, mainc SemorCa is Zveli TqmaoTxmociani wlebisa, frangia, SeCemao,raic odesRac garkveul raRaceobeb-sac sCuqnida mas Tbilisel gogoebisTvalSi, an ki ufro miswrafebaSi, rom-lis kvalic, eeee-heeeei, saiT midenisfiqrsa. zustad ise, rogorc mesxebisTbilisSi gadmosaxlebis dros eweratelevizoris ekranebze, sadaursa sadwaiyvano.

es ueSmako sloganoba maSin metadmoswonda cxonebul daduki mesxs da

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pirveli Sexvedra bob dilanisabob noivirtTan is iqneboda, romnoivirti megobrebTan erTad Sevido-da tavernaSi da did ayalmayalsacatexda. da es maSinve Seatyobda, pro-vokaciis moyvaruli da Tavisufalibunebis kaci unda iyos, erTTavad mo-marTuli vinmesTan dasapirispirebla-do.

mogvianebiT, sakmaod rom dauax-lovdeboda, Tumc masTan saubrisassul daZabuli iyo, mainc swored masairCevda Tanamgzavrad mogzaurobisasda is fiqric gauCndeboda: noivirtisukvdavyofac isevea saWiro, rogorcjorj keruakma ukvdavyo nil qesediromanSi `gzazeo~.

bolomde verasodes gaigeb, ra ka-cia an erTi, an meore?

magram rac unda iyos, mravali ni-Wic rom momadlebiaT?

da Tu araerT adamians aRizianeben,yvelas xom ara... is ki ara, ager gamouCn-debaT keruaki iqneba Tu dilani, yve-laferi rom moswonT maTi, rac undaCaidinon. erTnairi gemovnebac romaqvT?

saerTod keruakis saxelmaaraerTxel unda gaielvos bob dila-nis avtobiografiul romanSi `qroni-kebi~.

maSinac, rodesac is ganwyobilebawamoutivtivdeba, raRacas rom eZebda.mainc ras? ras da, rac keruakis am ro-manSi waekiTxa _ nacrisfer qalaqs,did siswrafes, siswrafis xmaurs, eZeb-da imas, alan ginsbergi `wyalbadisjukboqsis xmaurs~ rom uwodebda, darac bob dilans egeb isedac napovnihqonda da sulac iq cxovrobda.

maSinac, rodesac gulRiad ganacx-adebs: `gzaze~ CemTvis bibliasaviTiyoo.

Tumc es uCveulo aRtaceba undagafantvoda da ukve sxva TvaliTac Se-exeda bitnikuri sulis gamomxatveliam romanisaTvis, mwerlis mier aRwer-ili hipsterebis mimarT sruliad romdaekargeboda interesi. da Tumc mo-wonebiT kvlavac moswonda erTi amo-sunTqviT dawerili, dinamikuri, bibo-pis poeturi frazebi, jekis kalmidanrom moedineboda, axla misi personaJimoriarti uadgilod moeCveneboda,araviTari mizani rom ar gaaCnda misarsebobas da mxolod maTi gmiri Sei-Zleba yofiliyo, idiotizmi visacaRafrTovanebT.

erTxans sulac bibliasaviT, ma-gram...

xolo Tako WilaZe am or Txzule-bas rom Seudarebda erTmaneTs, es STa-beWdileba darCeboda:

_ niu orleani `qronikebSi~ ufroSTabeWdavad Cans, vidre bitnikebiserT-erTi winamZRolis gaxmaurebulromanSi `gzaze~.

egaa, rakiRa Taobisa Tu epoqis bib-liad martoden es musikosi ki ar aRi-arebda, aramed uamravi adamiani, is kiara, mTlad jerom selinjeris gverd-iTac miuCendnen adgils, iZulebuliaam Sefasebas... didi mobodiSeba waumZR-varos jek keruakis aCrdilTan.

gadaivlida aJiotaJi da... drosagrZnoblad daacilebda erTmaneTsselinjersa da keruaks, imas maRla romatyorcnida da ukeTes amerikel mwer-alTa Soris daumkvidrebda adgils,keruakis `biblias~ ki bevrad mokrZa-lebul Taroze Semosdebda.

da ager... bob dilanTanac veRaruZlebs konkurencias.

mere ra, rom TviTon ganTqmulimusikosi verasodes ifiqrebda, mis av-tobiografiul romans Tu daamjobin-ebdnen misTvis erTxans sulac saTay-vano, mogvianebiT ki erT-erT sayvarelromans (bolomde mainc ver Seeleoda!),realoba sxvagvarad gansjida da aram-cTu musikalur talants, mwerlur ni-Wierebasac daufasebda da am mxrivacar moaklebda pativs.

Tako WilaZis dakvirvebasa TuSexedulebas ki is gansakuTrebuli mniS-vneloba eniWeba, rom orive qmnilebamisi ametyvelebulia qarTul enaze _jek keruakis `gzazec~ da bob dilanis`qronikebic~ _ da es mowmobs, raodenRrmadaa Sesuli TviTeulis farulniuansebSic da miniSnebebSic da bo-lomde aqvs gancdili erTic da meo-rec.

da Tu keruaks ar moakldeboda kri-

tikosTa mxurvale gamoxmaureba daaRmtaci epiTetebi, dilanis pirvelicdac literaturaSi erTbaSad gaxmau-rdeboda da ara musikosis asparezzegamorCeuli popularobis gamoisobiT,aramed sworedac mwerluri xelovneb-is wyalobiT, mTargmneliseul winasi-tyvaSic rom aris moxmobili zogier-Ti esTetikuri Sefaseba, vTqvaT, `san-di Taimsis~ furclebze gamoTqmuli:

_ Tu wignis dasasruls madliere-biT ar aqviTindi, CaTvale, rom epoqamgverdiT Cagiara.

anda `deili telegrafis~ mieruSurvelad gametebuli qeba:

_ rok-en-rolis eniT rom vTqvaT,es wigni Seqspiris dakarguli dRiurisaRmoCenas utoldeba.

ooo, es ukve nametania, Seqspirs aseadviladac nu gavuTamamdebiT, ma-gram... modi, amjerad, sul sxva kuTxi-dan SevxedoT am frazas da vimar-CieloT: Tavis droze Tu ara, odesmemainc Tu SeiZleba dascdes vinmes: an-zor erqomaiSvilis mxatvrul-doku-menturi proza rusTvelis dakargulidRiuris aRmoCenas utoldebao?.. da esCvenSi, sadac hiperbolizebisas sazR-vari ar viciT. xolo am SemTxvevaSi...

is ki ara, versad waawydebiT daax-loebiT imgvar Sefasebasac, rac bato-ni anzoris nawerebze sityva-sityviTSeiZleba gadmovitanoT Tund bob di-lanis avtobiografiuli Txzulebisrecenziidan:

_ yovel gverdze da yvela abzacSiaris raRac mniSvnelovani, rasacuyuradRebod ver datoveb. zustia misiistoriis SegrZneba, adgilisa ki _SesaniSnavi... lamazad wers musikaze,STagonebiT, poeturad, Cans, rom namd-vili musikosis alRo aqvs.

`gzaze~ CemTvis bibliasaviT iyoo...ase bevri gaiZaxoda imJamad da

gasakviric ara yofila, rakiRa kerua-ki modur mwerlad gadaqceuliyo, ma-gram bob dilans is gamoarCevs im bev-risagan, rom modas wuTiTac ar ahyo-lia da amjeradac pirad STabeWdile-bas gamoTqvams, radganac igi im iSviaTmusikosebs miekuTvneba, sakmaod romgaTviTcnobierebuliyvnen liter-aturaSi da aravis karnaxi da miyurade-ba ar sWirdeboda daskvnebis gamosa-tanad. da Tu vinmes daugdebda yurs dagaiTvaliswinebda mis mosazrebas, us-aTuod Tavisnairi namdvili mkiTx-velisa.

amitomacaa misi fsevdonimi `di-lani~ uSualod nasesxebi ara musiko-sis, aramed poetis _ dilan tomasis _saxelidan.

amitomacaa misi `qronikebi~ gada-vsebuli mweralTa landebiT da maTzegafantuli Rrmaazrovani dakvirvebe-biT.

Cveulebisamebr SuaSi gadaSlidaxolme wigns, ramdenime gverds waikiTx-avda da... Tu moewoneboda, mere ukveTavidan iwyebda.

antikuri xanac gaitacebda dafranguli, inglisuri, rusuli ro-manebic, gansakuTrebiT ki mainc poezi-is kiTxva uyvarda _ lord baironis,persi biSi Selis, henri uordsuorTlongfelosi da edgar alan posi. mis`zarebs~ zepiradac daiswavlida dagitaraze melodiasac aCxakunebda,rodesac xmamaRla kiTxulobda.

onore de balzakis mxatvrul sam-yaroSic Caefloboda da misi filoso-fia martivi da gasagebi moeCveneboda:ZiriTadad imas gveubneba, rom wmindamaterializmi sigiJisaken mimavaligzaa. rogorc Cans, crurwmenaSi xedav-da WeSmaritebas da yvelafers gansjisTemad aqcevda. energias Tu Tavs mouy-ridi, cxovrebis saidumloc es iqne-bodao.

_ batoni balzakisagan bevri ramisswavla SeiZleba.

musikosisTvisac, Torem mwerli-saTvis _ TavisTavad.

xolo rodesac Seecdeboda gadaC-veoda mokle simRerebis weras, daiwyeb-da... grZeli poemebis kiTxvas. Tavidanainteresebda, SeZlebda Tu ara maT

damaxsovrebas. gonebas avarjiSebda,surda cudi Cvevebi gadaegdo da swav-lobda, Tavi rogor daemSvidebina.

lord baironis `don Juans~ romwaikiTxavda Tavidan bolomde da yura-dRebiT, miayolebda semuel teilorkolrijis `kubla xansac~ da ase Cai-Wedavda gonebaSi yvelanair Rrma Si-naarsis poemas.

_ iseTi grZnoba mqonda, TiTqosaqamde cariel vagons mivaTrevdi,axla ki daviwye misi Sevseba da ufroda ufro meti Zala mWirdeboda missazidad.

uiliam folkneris wakiTxvas am si-tyvebiT urCevdnen: rasac igi akeTebs,Zneli saqmea, Znelia Rrma grZnobebisityvebiT gadmosce, Torem `kapital-is~ daweras ra undao.

rodesac arCibald makliSis, karlsendbergisa da robert frostis mx-atvruli azrovnebis ZiriTad Tavise-burebebs am literaturul formuleb-Si Cawuravda TavisTvis: erTs Ramisqvebisa da swrafi miwis poetad rommoixseniebda, meores _ preriebisa daqalaqis, mesames ki _ bneli meditacie-bisa, ufro cxadi da TvalsaCino su-raTis warmosadgenad, Tu rogor Se-Zles am grandiozulma figurebma XXsaukunis amerikis eskizis moxazva, maTmiiCnevda axali samyaros ieitsad,brauningad da Selid.

raoden zusti da moxdeniliparalelebia.

ara, mainc ra dro iyo, rom odes-Rac niu iorkSi, am obobas qseliviTCaxlarTul qalaqSi, wamladac romaravis icnobda, Tavisi bedis Secvlasmoeloda da Tan Zalian swrafadac esmeocnebe da yovlad arapraqtikuliadamiani, vinc 50-ianelTa kulturas immosamarTles adarebda, ukanaskneladrom ijda Tavis skamze.

arada, misi dro iwureboda.momdevno aTi wlis ganmavlobaSi

kidev ramdenjerme unda gaebrZola amkulturas fexze wamosadgomad da...saboloodac danarcxebuliyo Zirs.

magram bob dilanisaTvis amas ramniSvneloba hqonda, rakiRa:

_ folki ise mqonda gonebaSi Cabe-Wdili, rogorc religia. folki scde-boda imJamindeli kulturis sazR-vrebs.

xolo daumcxral ZiebebSi rom Cae-floboda, gregori korsos leqss`bombi~ yvelaze zust gamoxatulebadmiiCnevda Tanadrouli sulieri ganw-yobilebisa _ usargeblo, meqanizebu-li msoflio, gaxveuli davidarabasada wewva-glejaSi. da igi arc apirebdarameze daemyarebina imedebi, radganisedac paralelur samyaroSi imyofe-boda, sadac arqauli principebi dafaseulobani moqmedebda da Tval-daTval amoizideboda kultura,romelsac qmnidnen kanondamrRveviqalebi, super banditebi, demonis mo-SiSni... quCebi da mindvrebi, torfiTmdidari Waobebi, miwaTmflobelni da

navTobis kacebi, da ase iqsoveboda ux-ilavi samyaro, romelic zemodandagyurebda.

aseTi gaxldaT es samyaro _ ide-aluri da RvTismoSiSi, oRond... Senunda gepovna, TavisiT ar geaxleboda.

_ folkis musika ki realoba iyo,oRond sxva brwyinvale ganzomileba-Si. folki gascda adamianuri gagebisSesaZleblobas, da Tu Tavisken mogix-mobda, gaqrebodi, Segiwovda da Seesi-sxlxorcebodi.

es maSin, Tuki am musikalur mim-dinareoba-tradicias bob dilaniviTgauigivdebodi da aRarc gecodinebo-da, ra iyavi damoukideblad da ra xde-bodi masTan Serwymuli. da es parale-luri da RvTismoSiSi samyaro, es idu-maleba unda moetana Cvenamde melo-diebiTac da... avtobiografiuli ro-maniTac, romelSic mxolod CinebulmTxrobelad ki ar warmogidgeba,aramed dakarguli ritmebis meg-zurad, idumalebis macned daSemagrZnoblad, iseve rom giTrevs,rogorc gulisSemZvreli akordebi.

da mzeras amitomac miadevneb, Turogor esisxlxorceba am idealursamyaros, romelic pirovnebaTagan kiar Sedgeba, aramed _ arqetipebisagan,TviTeuli Zlieri sulis patroni romaris, Tandayolili codniTa da Sina-gani sibrZniT mdidari.

da sakuTar samefoSi rom igrZnob-da Tavs, imdenad realuri moeCvenebo-da, TviT cxovrebaze metadac re-aluri.

folkmusikis scena risTvis SeiZle-ba Seedarebina?

albaT mainc... samoTxisaTvis,romelic adamiviT unda daetovebina.

ramdenime wlis mere qaoss unda em-Zlavra da yvelafris dawva daewyoT_ lifebis, jarSi gawvevis Setyobin-ebaTa, amerikis droSebis, xidebisac.erovnuli ganwyoba unda Secvliliyoda cxovreba saSinelebaTa films _`cocxali mkvdrebis Rame~ _ undadamsgavseboda.

da iqidan gamosasvleli saimedogza ar moCanda.

ar icodi, saiT wagiyvanda.magram bob dilani mainc unda

dadgomoda am gzas.win rom ucnauri samyaro eloda?Weqa-quxilis momaswavebeli Rrube-

li, romelic unda gaxsniliyo?ras dagidevda mosalodnel xifaTs

da... pirdapir Seabijebda im gaorebu-li gancdiT aRvsili: samyaros Rmer-Tis xeli ar marTavs, oRond arc eS-makiso.

am yvelaze mZafri akordi Tu dab-olovdeboda aTasgvari mRelvarebiTgaJRenTili Txroba, TviTon avtoristriqonTa Soris mimalvas, mifarebasrom amjobinebda uzomo Tavmdablo-bis gamoisobiT.

da Tu TviTon ferenc listis mima-rT SeeZlo gamoeTqva es aRfrTovane-ba: momwonda, rogor SeeZlo erTfortepianos mTeli orkestris efeq-tis moxdenao, _ Tako WilaZe am fra-zaSi aRmoaCenda gasaRebs bob dilanisxelovnebis STambeWdaobisac daTaviseburebisac: mikvirda, rogorSeeZlo patara, tuCis harmonikiT ise-Ti emocia gamoewvia, rasac mTeliorkestri Tu aRgiZravso.

* * *raRac amgvar STabeWdilebas gi-

tovebs `qronikebic~, erTi wigni Tavi-si sisavsiT wignTa mTeli wyebis Seg-rZnebas rom giCens da... egeb mTladrealobisagan mowyvetilic ar iyos isSefaseba, bob dilanis mwerluri gar-dasaxva Seqspiris dakarguli dRiurisaRmoCenasTanac rom SeudarebiaT.

Torem `gzaze~ da amisTanebi xom rasaTqmelia...

Tumc ase adviladac nu wamovkravTxels.

erTxans iyo Tu ara, bob dilans xomarc ganerCeoda bibliisagan daamerikis gzebsa Tu sakuTari sulisbilikebze mogzaurobisas es romanicSTaagonebda.

* * *ara mainc rogor SeeZlo ferenc

lists erTi fortepianoTi mTelorkestrad dagtydomoda Tavze?!.

rostom CxeiZe

bob dilanis mwerluri gardasaxva

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eolosi

eoloss efrinos, eoloss evlos,uqrodes fiqris afrebs da arfazeukravdes, ukvirdes, uyvardes, euls rommomZebnis miTosis cariel darbazSi.

quslze rom ukbina gvelma evridikes,eolos mindvrebiT ifrine iqiTken,mag Seni qaruli kalTebis qaravansgavyvebi, minda rom iq vidge.

gancdebis zRvebSi rom giyvarda Seberva,grZnobebis amRvreva, erTxelac Sen qristemTu gaxsovs giyvira, SegToka, Segrisxa _mas mere isurve niavad Sefarva.

eolos odisevss eg sio rodi sdevs,igi qariSxlebiT dabure,me ki gaqvavebul sivrceSi lodins vervuZleb da zRva midgas irgvliv udaburi.

eolos dabere, zRvispira zefirossafrebSi efrinos, eyviros, esunTqos,me Tvalebs davxuWav da qariT Sesudrulsivrceebs xomaldiT gavyvebi zepirad.

eolos gevlos, eolos gefrinos,eolos am xomalds, am sxeuls damsxvreulsmogandob, sruliad rom Semomefinoda ver gangasxvavo.

poeziis angelosi

rogorc molandebis elda _ moaldebi,Tvalwin amenTebi rogorc moCveneba,rac ki dakargula zRvaSi xomaldebi,SenSi upovniaT mosveneba.

roca sizmrebidan makvirdebi,giyvars CurCuli da STagoneba,me ki TvalRias da gakvirvebulscxadSi araferi magondeba.

mdgari ZilRviZilis galavanTanwveT-wveT, nawil-nawil, alag-alagvcdilob aso-aso vTargmno sizmrebidanSeni bage-sityva da qaragma.

roca gamoiTqmi _ gareTa xar,sityvis dineba xar, nakadi xar,mTavarangelozis bageTaganqalwulis wiaRSi gadadixar.

Soris RvTismSoblis da gabrielisTavad uwyeba xar, xareba xar,kaba uxilavi gifrialebs,Sinaganidan rom gare gaxval.

kaba uqsoveli perangiviTSroSnebiT amokemsili gaq,zevidan gzveravs serafimi,gverdidan wminda sesilia.

xarebis SroSani

ayvavdi rogorc xarebis SroSani,daZlie dro-Jami, rom feri moSavomoSalo SenSi da icvalos zne-Cveva,gaocde imgvarad, rom qriste geCvenos.

dae, me ar mendo, angeloss gaende,moZebne, ainTe, dilidan RamemdeSenSive, Sens wiaR, Sens wil da SenSi rom, _`angeloss eWiros grZeli pergamenti~.

gikiTxos Ziliswin RvTismSoblis gzavnili,kiTxvaSi CagTvlimos daRlili mgzavriviT,Sens napirs moadges xomaldi zRva vlili _ca iyos baRi da varskvlavi _ yvavili.

SroSanTa surneliT Signidan ayvavdi,gearos SemxvedrTa SvebaT da SendobaT,mSvidobiT odesme SemTxveviT naxvamdeda merec mSvidobiT.

samSvinveli

agvistos bolos xSir-foTlovan, mrume, veebaRameul tyidan vrcel mindorSi gasvla xar, vidremindvris garSemo isev gigrZnes tyis siRrmeebma _gavakeba xar, gamindvreba, rom cidan mkvidri

Sen varskvlavebis naxo cvena, gaxde mowme dadamkvirvebeli, aRmricxveli, cidan mowyvetilmnaTobTa, mere saxeldeba unda iTavomaTi da ase, aso-aso Tqva _ saTiTaod.

Suqi, wamiT rom gaielva da gaanaTatbis naxevari, horizonti, simaRle tyeTa,Suqi, mowyvetil varskvlavebis Sekribe erTad,gaxdi mizani maTi vardnis, gaxdi kalaTa,romelsac avsebs sinaTlis da xilvebis elda.

Tu ki ar mogxvda varskvlaveTi, vai, Tu agcdacecxlmodebuli misi mtveri kometaruli,ver mogwvda zeca, rogorc fiqri, azri da gancda,mogwvdeba Zili usicocxlo da letaluri.

ra aris suli poeziis, romelic qreba,Tu ara CvenSi Camocvenil varskvlavTa kreba.

rati amaRlobeli* * *didi xania ganiavda kaloze brelo,vsvam giorgobis sadRegrZelosTlili Wiqidan,tye SeiSala,gadaicva samosi Wreli,yelzec kunelis celqi mZivi Camoikida.yinviT gadamzral balaxebzekiafobs TrTvili,rogorc kurcxali qalis,qmrisgan naRalatevis,TavSi rom fiqri ulawlawebsise uRonod,TiTqos Saraze midiodnen soflis batebi.iseTi crua yvelaferi,iqneb aq darCaTeSmaks fexebida meliebs grZeli kudebi...Sen Tu ar moxval,mosasvleli cota aqvs zamTars,xelebs gavuSli daugonod Cavexutebi...

* * *ise myifea, rogorc survilisiyvarulis,minasaviT xelSi mefSvnebada momuWul xelisgulebs misisxlianebs...

nu gegoneba, princi viyo,ar daijero!

isev ase viyiyinebda uaresad...

operacia

mTeli cxovreba ver vxedavdi.brma davibade.Savma ferma Semicvalaferad-feradi,sakuTar TavSi CaZiruliwyvdiads vewvnodida iqidan amomqonda yvela feriwarmosaxvaSi,romelebic gareT arsebul damzis sinaTleze mbrWyvinav ferebsar emTxveodnen.Tvalebi SigniT, gulSi mqonda Caxorcebulisixarulis Tu naRvelisas,rogorc ufskrulSi varskvlavebiiq cviodnenTavgametebiT.me ver gxedavdiT,magram ggrZnobdiTrogorc nadiri,suniT,faCuniT,mixvra-moxvriTda gendobodiTda mindoda,rom damenaxeT.

saSinlad maxsovs is nanatri operacia,roca Tvalebi gulis kunTidan amomkveTes,quTuToebSi gadaminergesda momimarjves yvela feris dasanaxvad.ra Tqma unda, aravisac ar ukiTxavs,Tu emTxveoda Cemi ferebigareTa ferebs.yvela feri upirobod unda mimeRo,raRacnairad ganwirulad,uSeRavaTod...magram amaze maSin sulac ar mifiqria.sixarulisgan atacebulsTavbrus maxvevdaes qveyana _ pirvelnanaxi,jer mze, ca da mzisqveSeTi movisurvile,mere metroSi Cavedi da Sinisakengzas davadeqi.

vagonSi bevri xalxi iyoda is biWiWuWyiani, TmagaCeCili,viRacas gverdiT amoudgada kostumis Sida jibidantyavis safule ostaturad amoacala.Cem garda igi aravisac ar daunaxavs,imanac migrZnozurgiT,frTxilad Semotrialdadidxans mzveravda,mere Cumad, ulvaSebSi CaiRimada usityvo gagebis niSnad,Camikra Tvali...

giorgi lobJaniZe

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saqmiani poeti

mimovdivar enaSi (uvizod),vdeb saqmian kontraqts zmnebTan da

arsebiT saxelebTan,Sorisdebulebs Soris vdeb zavs.me saqmiani poeti var.

vawarmoeb diplomatiur molaparakebebs binarul opoziciebTan,zmniswinis ukan vdgebi _ Tavaziani var,magram warsul dros zurgs vaqcev _ Tavxedi!fuZes vusinjav sakuTar Tavs _ myarad unda vidge.me saqmiani poeti var.

vxvew urTierTobis formebs _ formaSi var.vawesrigeb Cemi sxeulisCamoqceul infrastruqturas _ davrbivar.gantvirTvis mizniT, pirvelsave Semxvedr gogoSivdeb hormonebis investicias _ oho!araferi piradi, mxolod leqsi.me saqmiani poeti var.

is, vinc wlobiT cxovrobda mza pasuxebis cixeSi,yvela amnistiiT gamovuSvi.droa, yvelas mogvesajos mSvidoba!droa, yvelas mogvesajos siyvaruli!axia Cvenze!nulovani tolerantoba wvrilman gatacebebs!me saqmiani poeti var.

vcdilob aRmovfxvra separatizmi _gaucxoeba enas (anu saxelmwifos)da adamians (anu adamians) Soris.is, vinc laparakobs, yovelTvis tyuis.vinc wers, mas ki mudam amJRavnebsis, rasac werisas tyuis.Cemi tyuili saSualoa,Cemi leqsebi _ uSualo.

me saqmiani poeti var.

geniosi*

dRes diliT, roca SfoTiani sizmrebis Semdeg,gamoviRviZe,aRmovaCine, rom saSinel geniosad vqceulvar.fsiqologiurad amisTvis yovelTvis mzad viyavi,magram mainc gadavamowme:sarkeSi Cavixede da habitusi SeviTvaliere,wyali ar gauva, geniosi var.mxrebSic ki movxrilvar, rogorc patiosan titans Sehferis,aRarafers vambob aweul marcxena warbze.gavdivar quCaSida Cemze Seyvarebuli gogoebis urdoebs mujluguniT vigerieb,RmerTo Cemo, mainc ramdenni arian,mainc ra rTulia cxovreba,rogor unda gauZlo amden siyvaruls!prezidentis eskorti Cerdeba,gadmodis qveynis pirveli pirida mec sul pirvel pirze kocniT vxvdebi,is, Tavis mxriv, geniosur xelze mkocnis,daCoqebas ar vanebeb, me Tavmdabali geniosi var.mlocavs patriarqi, paata burWulaZe kisaxeldaxelod Seqmnil Cems xats vertmfreniT daatarebs.qalebi Cems suraTs lifqveS malaven.ra maqvs sawuwuno.marTalia, angelozis garegnoba ar maqvs,da saerTodac, arCeva rom SemeZlos,ufro moxdenil sxeuls avirCevdi,dakunTuls da muqkanians,da Cemi cxviric, romelic ase uzarmazariada romelzec, praqtikulad, mTeli qarTuligenetikuri kodi ganisvenebs,ufro mokle iqneboda, aprexili, donJuanisebri.magram rac aris, eg aris.me mxolod geniosi varda amasac unda davjerde.

VIII

paata Samugia

* * *Cvens aivanze ise xarobenda WikWikeben mercxlis gundebi,TiTqos atocSi Rame vaTieTda axla yvela saxlSi vbrundebiT;TiTqos axsnia am saxls yoveliCaJangebuli boqlom-saketi,da Senc aqa xar,kvlav Zveleburadgixdeba Seni TeTri Jaketi,romelic ise frTxilad gacvia,TiTqos suyvelas gvebodiSebi,rom erTxel raRac SenTvis iyide,gareT xeebi dganan SiSvelida Senc maTsaviT gamxdars da daRlilsSarSanwindeli budeebiviTSegidgams mxrebze patara saxli,sadac eqvsive da-Zma Sina varT _Cveni samyofi dardiT, fiqrebiT,nursad gagviSveb, deda, aseTibednierebi versad viqnebiT.

yvelaze martivi winasaaxalwlo locva

naZvis wverzeCemi girCaTavs ver iWers TurmeyinCad,raRa momklavs,RmerTo, Tukime es girCi gadamirCa...

aRar vici locva, magramTu odesme milocia,gevedrebi, Semewie,aacile yvela xinji,naZvis totzeaqanaveCemi sayvareli girCi...

iobis saxareba

es zRapari Cemi SvilisTvis unda meamboda zRapari sizmrad iqca,yelze Tokad Semomexvia,Tavisaken gamiwiagulCaxuruli....

Ramis venaxis SuaSi vdgavarT,beltebiviT gvayria TavzeSavi mtevnebi....

Cemi patara, mkvdari Svili miWiravs xelSi,aRar vici, saiT wavide,sad davmalo,romel zRaparSi,ra umRerel iavnanaSi....

sixarulis naperwkalimaradiul cecxlad iqca,Tavis TavSi SemiTria,

manamde ki ase vwerdi gagiJebuli:

riTi veRar gamomcade, Sen Tu arsebob... Tu yve-laferi SemTxveviTobis madli ar aris? rogor movk-la, mxolod imitom, rom sxvagvaria? rom neknebi sxva-nairad daulagda dedis saSoSi... roca masTan sxiviaRwevs, is saxeze xelebs ifarebs... adamiani kata araris, rom Tavisi avadmyofi Svili SeWamos... sulacpiriqiT: ufro uyvars, yvelas jinaze... me is miyvarsda mwams: orives es gveyofa, rom man icocxlos ufrozustad: me vacocxleb _ Sen waiyvane... oRond merenu gaikvirveb, Tu ar gendobi...

me ar vici,iqneb am sizmarssul sxva cxadSi udgas fesvebi,saidanac ndoba sazrdoobs...

masala Tan gaqvs? _mekiTxeba paTanatomi...

es masalaCemi Svilia,romelic aq ver daibadada amaSic ki ver endobian,Tu ar gakveTesimisaTvis,rom sikvdili daudasturon...

wveriani qali aris paTanatomi,ukve moxucida etyoba, rom RmerTi ar swams...arc saxareba waukiTxavs,miTufro, arc iobis wigni,sadac RmerTi damdgara daxmel foTols ebrZvis...

megobari ki, visac yvelaze metad vendobi,meubneba:rogor giTxra, magram is, rac Sen dagemarTa,ubedurebas arafriT ar hgavs! –zustad vici,rasac gulisxmobs...

magram CemTvis saxarebaSobiT iwyeba,saxareba mkvdradSobilTa wigni ar arisda iq Svili ar isjebamamis codvisTvis...

ramden vinmes eqca codvad sxvanairoba...upatiebel Secodebadda sicocxliT zRo...

Senc giSveb, Svilo,yvelaze did gansxvavebulTan,is Cagixutebs...

aqSrialebs xmeli foToli...

da misi xma ise moismis,TiTqos zuzuniT wvers iparsavspaTanatomi....

dasasruli

yvelgan Wiria: aqac da iqac,da rac ar unda mzeebi xato,ver gamocxveba RvTiuri puriiq, sadac fqvili qceula qatod...velze eSveba Rorebis kolti,irgvliv yvelafers msunagad xapavs,daviwyebia papas zRaparisZinavs da bolo ar uCans zRapars... mindvris bolos ki euli alvamainc Srialebs _ qarebis urCi,TiTqos cxovreba, leqiT ki ara,qada-nazuqiT uvsebdes xurjins...da lxini aqa da fqvili aqa,Tavis adgilas _ Wiric da qatoc...da Senc ara xar Rorebis kolti,roca ginda, rom mzeebi xato...

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* * *Tvalcremlianma daWrilma siri-

elma biWunam amoitira: `yvela Tqven-gans vuCivleb RmerTTan, yvelafersmovuyvebi~. am sityvebma ara marto saa-vadmyofos medpersonalze imoqmeda,aramed mTeli msoflio SeZra.

rogorc amboben, bavSvi gadaarCineseqimebma. misi sityvebi dauviwyaria daSemaZrwunebeli _ omis avtorebisTviski wyevlasaviT unda ismodes.

* * *Cveni cxovreba, sxva yvelaferTan

erTad, ZiriTadad, simulaciaTa jamia.yovelTvis maxsendeba: me vici, ra

imaleba adamianSi... da fsalmuni 115.1. mrwmena me, romlisTvisca vityo-

di; xolo me davmdabldi friad.2. da vhsTqua gankvirnebasa Cemsa,

rameTu: yoveli kaci cru ars.ase rom, simulacia da simulakrebi

adamianuri cxovrebis Tanmdevia dasa-bamidan dRemde, uromlisodac cx-ovreba ar arsebobs da Tu arsebobs mx-olod pirobiTad. Tanamedrove kul-turologebis am TemiT dainteresebaganapiroba simulaciis masStabebmapolitikasa da ekonomikaSi, adamianisyoveldRiur yofasa da kulturaSi(`kultura xmauria~ _ polsoni),romelic xmaurzea mibmuli. zedapir-uli brWyvialeba gabatonda da siRr-mis gadafarvas, amovsebas piarteqno-logia aregulirebs `warmatebiT~!

`RmerTisganwarmoSobili adgili~...

`RmerTi geometriuli figuraa,romlis centri yvelganaa, garSemow-eriloba ki arsad~. ase ambobda emer-soni da wminda avgustines mosazrebasimeorebda. amave sakiTxze wamikiTxavspaskalis mosazreba, mogvianebiT kiborxesis eseiSi wavawydi imave konte-qsts da citirebas. iungi am Temis gan-zogadebisa da gaSlis Semdeg gadadisyvelasTvis saintereso paralelze,roca dedamiwis centris Semdeg aRni-Snavs adamianis sxeulis centrs. Tum-ca Cven ver vigebT adamianis centrisgarSemowerilobac ucnobia Tu ara!

yovel sxeulSi arsebobs centri anadgili. Sesabamisad, Tesl-Canasaxisadgilsamyofeli. es adgili aris punc-tum divinitus ortum (adgili, romelic Rm-erTisgan warmoiSoba). iungi, `fsiqo-logia da religia~. gv. 83.

* * *Cemi personaJis tragi-komikuri

fraza: ise var, rogorc gustav mal-eris mexuTe simfoniis adajos bolobgera fermatos gawyvetis molodinSi,ese igi, diriJoris xelis Semyure!

* * *visac ortega i gasetis „masebis am-

boxi~ axsovs, dameTanxmeba, TandaTanmaskultura rom imkvidrebs misTvismoxerxebul xalxosnur niSas CvenSic_ da es adamianebi, ase rom erTgule-ben zerele ritorikas, emorCilebianqeba-didebis eiforias, mgznebare SeZa-xilebs _ sakuTar xiblSi tivtivebenda rasac isini qmnian, mxolod Tavismosatyueblad gamodgeba. es tragi-komikuri, Teatralizebuli warmodge-na mxolod sadRegrZeloebiT da hip-erbolizebuli diTirambebiT aris ga-jerebuli, Tan didi kvleva ar arissaWiro imis dasadgenad, rom rasac am-boben, TviTonac ar sjeraT, magramfiqcia mainc inerciisken ubiZgebs. in-erciac pirobiTia, rogorc gaCerebu-li avtomobili, romelsac mxolodimitom aryeven, viRac rom daarwmunoncru kadriT, manqana namdvilad midis.es yovelive CemSi tovebs sibralulisgancdas imaT mimarT, vinc saguldagu-lod emzadeboda am siyalbisTvis!

* * *kidev erTxel davrwmundi, rom

cinizmi, metadre uinteleqto, ese igi,goimuri, sulier uZlurebaSi ibadeba

da negatiuri energiiT sazrdoobs! es-eni yovelTvis qirqileben, lxinsa TuWirSi, zeimze da maSinac ki, roca sare-cels iyofen gulisworTan! Tu ramesetyvi, naRvlian niRabs moirgeben dapirjvars gadaisaxaven an Tavis mar-Tlebas mohyvebian agresiulad. esaamaTi saerTo, ganzogadebuli portre-ti.

cinizmi gamarTlebulia mxolodmaSin, Tu pitalo uniWobas SeebiT dasxva gza ar grCebaT, magram girCevT,aseTebs paeqrobaSi ar ahyveT. ra azriaqvs wylis nayvas?

* * * „Rvinos vsvam, duduks vakvneseb, qalebo, genacvalebi!..~

am simReris primitiuli melodiiTada SinaarsiT gajerebulia misi cxovre-ba da filosofiuri doqtrinis „hari-haralizmis~ erTgulebas mTlianad uZ-Rvnis Tavis sicocxles, roca duduksxelaxla Caberavs da manamde akvnesebs,vidre Tvalze cremli ar auciagdeba dasimRerisas xma ar gaebzareba. im xmaSigaCenil bzarSia Cabudebuli mTeli misigauqarvebeli dardebi da ausrulebe-li survilebi. moZRvars ki auCemebia:survilebis devnas Tu Tavs ar daanebeb,saerTod gaqrebi, isedac mowuwnul kan-fets hgavxaro.

gafetiSebuli momavliT, faSizaciiTgamoirCeva, im momavliT, romlisdasamkvidrebladac aucilebeliafeodaluri mentalitetis qarTvel-ebis „gzidan Camocileba~, radganmaTi gardaqmna SeuZlebelia, ese igi,unda moviSoroT. es aucilebloba ga-mosWvivis maTi ideologiidan dasaqmianobidan. aseTi, sxvaTa, TundacmowinaaRmdegeTa zizRiT Sepyrobilitipebi ver wydebian aradamianurobispaTologiur inercias da swrafad de-gradirdebian! degradaciis gamom-wvevi mizezia hiperbolizebuli siZu-lvili, siZulvili im personebiTsazrdoobs, vis sulsac gamudmebiTxravs!

igi Tavis damarcxebas feodalurimentalitetis saqarTvelos abra-lebs, romlis amoZirkva ver SeZlo,magram, rogorc Cans, momavalSi kvlavSeecdeba, cxadia, Tu mieca amis saSu-aleba!

daTvuriinstinqtis erTguli

24 oqtombers soWSi, `valdais~klubSi sityviT gamosvlisas, putinmaTqva:

nipulirebs. SeiZleba iTqvas, romputinma gaSiSvleba amjobina saeWvo Se-niRbulobas da pirdapir gamoucxadamsoflios _ rasac minda, imas Caviden!

es TariRi da putinis es sityvebisagangebod Caviwere, radgan es gancx-adeba gansazRvravs msoflios, upirve-lesad, ruseTis Sesabamis momavals.Cvenc aqve varT, daTvuri kompleqse-biT mudam Cafiqrebulebi. aq ukve dip-lomatiuri moZraobisas iuvelirissizustea saWiro, radgan arc pasiuro-ba da arc zedmeti aqtiuroba argamodgeba. Tumca, ruseTi saerTodvinmes, metadre yofil koloniebsrodis usmenda? is mxolod sakuTarsixarbes ayuradebs da imave dinebaSicdilobs Sesvlas.

goderZi Coxelis gaxseneba

erTxel goderZi `meranSi~ mestum-ra. nasvami iyo da restoranSi me-patiJeboda. saqme mqonda da ver movi-cale, ver wavyevi. gaminawyenda da malewavida. misi wasvlis mere, mogvianebiT,magidaze vipove gazeTSi gaxveuliCemTvis gaugebari Sekvra, mdivans ga-daveci da seifSi Sevanaxine. gavidaramdenime dRe da goderZi movida dan-aRvlianebuli. ra mogivida, goderZi,ra cxvir-piri Camogtiris-meTqi? aba,rogor viqnebi, fuli davkarge, sadmedamrCa Tu davkarge, ar vicio! vigu-mane, rom gazeTSi gaxveuli ucxo ram,seifSi rom Sevanaxine mdivans, albaTis fuli iyo, goderZis rom daekarga.vidre mdivani gazeTSi gaxveul Sekvrasmoitanda, goderZis vamxnevebdi _ Tuaq dagrCa, ar dagekargeba da Tu sxva-gan, aba, ra vici! Semovida mdivani, Semo-hyva buRalteri, gadasces goderZismozrdili Sekvra gazeTSi gaxveuli daTvali Sevavle goderZis da davinaxe,rogor gaunaTda saxe, CabJutul lam-pas rom fiTils auweven, zustad ise!gaxsna Sekvra da goderZis honorariiq aRmoCnda. gaixara, magram ra gaix-ara, gasworda, gaimarTa, gabrwyinda,alaparakda, madlobas uxdida yvelas,vinc iq iyo da isev restoranSimpatiJebda. axla vdardob, rom maSi-nac ar wavyevi, magram aba, ra vicodi,ra SeiZleba momxdariyo momavalSi?!goderZi ramdenjerac Semxvdeboda,imdenjer iqadnida, Seni biWi unda ga-daviRoo filmSi. ar dascalda.goderZi Tedo beqiSvilis axlo me-gobari iyo da CemTanac megobrobda.roca `ciskarSi~ vmuSaobdi, xSiradmoinaxulebda-xolme ufros megobars_ Tedos da mere mec momikiTxavda. esambavi aravisTvis momiyolia, werilo-biT Torem, ise saubarSi bevrjer gamix-senebia. goderZi Coxelis dasaxasiaTe-blad sakmarisia, aRvniSnoT misi bune-brivi siwrfele, uaRresad gamWvir-vale guli da umwikvlo sindisi. misiniWis saTavec eg aris_ es misi nawere-bidanac kargad Cans, gaanaTlos Rm-erTma! misi romani `mgeli~ _ „meran-Si~ rom vmuSaobdi, maSin gamoica.

erTi Zvelileqsis qveteqsti

es leqsi ar Semitania axal rCeul-Si. dRes erTma axalgazrda mkiTxvel-ma Semaxsena da mec aRvidgine is kon-cepti, rac am igavur leqsSi arc iseRrmadaa Semaluli da konteqstiiolad ikiTxeba.

gamovyof erT abzacs, ramac gami-axla am leqsze Sexeduleba da Tavisu-flebis Temaze mkafio azri gamoikve-Ta: „niRbebis fasad me movipove erTiRamis Tavisufleba, Tumc sibeCavesmiCveulma aRarc ki vici, ra TavSi vix-li amodena Tavisuflebas?!~

damoukideblobis mopovebis mereaRmoCnda, rom Cven marTla veraferigavugeT Tavisuflebas da isev im mono-bis uRelqveS davrCiT, uromlisodaccxovreba gagviWirda. es Zalze tevadiTemaa da Semovifargle lakonuri mo-sazrebiT, rac am leqsSi _ „klouni~

Sopenis meoTxe preludia

Sopenis meoTxe preludia yvelazemcire xangrZlivobis nawarmoebia misSemoqmedebaSi da TiTqmis or wuTs gr-Zeldeba, arasrul or wuTs. am TiTqmisori wuTis araCveulebrivi dinamikagvirgvindeba aseve araCveulebrivi fi-naliT da safinalo akordebs Soris xaz-gasmuli pauziT; mokled, Sopenma TiTq-mis ori wuTi ise genialurad aRavsomSvenierebiT, rom Seyovnebuli final-isTvisac sakmao dro daitova da game-orebul pauzebs Tavisuflad sunTqvissruli saSualeba uboZa, ramac gana-piroba am minimalisturi preludiisbunebrivi sisrule.

* * *premia ndomiaSvili _ Zalian ndo-

miaSvili!!!

adamianurobis degradacia

yovelTvis miuRebeli iyo CemTvisplebeuri aRzeveba da maTi gemovnebis,ufro zustad rom vTqva, „goimovnebis~damkvidreba, magram am uaryofiT mov-lenas mravaljer aRemateba kacTmoZu-lneTa zizRSi aRmocenebuli qedmaR-loba da damcinavi damokidebuleba yve-lasa da yvelafris mimarT, vinc ki maTimTlianobis nawili araa. adamianebsSoris gafetiSebuli partiuli disci-plina sruliad akninebs da klavs adami-ans, mis nacvlad ki ayalibebs partiu-li niSniT SesaSuri organizebulobiTgamorCeul manqanas, romlis cxovreb-is wesi araadamianurobiT, xelovnurad

`rac iupiterisTvis aris daSvebu-li, dauSvebelia xarisTvis~; `daTvinebarTvas aravisgan aiRebs~, `daTvitaigas aravis miscems~.

putinis TqmiT, man gaixsena isgamonaTqvamebi, romlebic `Zvelebs~ekuTvniT. `amis miuxedavad, Cven verdaveTanxmebiT aseT formulirebebs.SeiZleba xarisTvis raRac dauSvebe-lia, magram minda giTxraT, romdaTvic aravis arafers daekiTxeba.saerTodac, daTvi CvenTan taigis pa-tronad miiCneva da vici, rom misTvisar aris xelsayreli sxva klimaturzonaSi yofna. is taigas aravis dauT-mobs. vfiqrob, es yvelasTvis gasagebiunda iyos~...

putini aRiarebs, rom ruseTidaTvia. radgan daTvia, ese igi, mta-cebeli cxovelia da cxadia, cxove-luri instinqtebiT xelmZRvanelobsda rasac unda imas miitacebs. gasage-bad Tqva, rom mkidia mTeli msoflioda yvela, me var alfa da omega msof-lioSio! es teqsti rom wavikiTxe, gav-ifiqre, ras ityoda vladimir solov-iovi am uinteleqto, profesiiTmavnebel da umasStabo prezidentze?!misi imperiis masStabs ki ara da misiazrovnebis uxams, saldafonur, daS-tampul kliSeebs vgulisxmob. solov-iovi aseT tipebs moZRvravda, rom mx-olod siyvaruli gadaarCens ruseTs.modi axla da agresiul daTvs qris-tianuli siyvaruli uqadage.vladimir soloviovs rusulma in-teligenciam ar mousmina da putinimousmens?! putins gagonilic ar eqne-ba, vladimir soloviovi vin iyo! misisiyvaruli birTvul iaraRSia damTel msoflios aSantaJebs da amiT ma-

givi alxaziSvili

cvalebadi rakursi

7literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTi Canawerebi16 - 29 ianvari 2015

_ aRibeWda jer kidev 1977 wels(„leqsebi. poema~ _ „merani~), roca amTemaze kuluarebSi Tu saubrobdnen dasxvagan arsad; aba, sajarod vin gabe-davda amis Tqmas?!

samwuxarod, dResac imave proble-mas vawydebiT da adamianebis mniS-vnelovani nawili isev inerciiT ga-nagrZobs cxovrebas, ise, rom ras niS-navs Tavisufleba, warmodgenac araqvT, samwuxarod.

* * *litcxovrebaSi rac xdeba, bevri ram

CemTvis naklebad sainteresoa,gamonaklisebis garda. yuradRebasvamaxvileb im siaxleze, sxvisTvis romratomRac ar Cans, magram uxilaviviTarsebobs manam, vidre vinme aRmoaCens!

ganmartoebisken aseTma miswrafe-bam SesaZloa, marginalad maqcios, Tuukve ar var, magram ver vidardeb vercamaze, radgan vxedav mavanTa SeuZle-blobas, anu SesaZleblobas da maT Ri-milismomgvrel, uargumento Tavda-jerebulobas!

* * *roca poezia tovebs adamianebs...

mxolod leqsebs ar vgulisxmob, rad-gan leqsi yovelTvis ar udris poe-zias: poezia xom Cvens arsebobaSi moi-poveba, rogorc uZvirfasesi madani damas iSviaTad da cotani agneben, xolopoeziis ukana planze gadatana imas ni-Snavs, rom igi (mavani) sulierad dakn-inda, niri Seicvala da daTmo is, rasac`eyudnoda~! ufro sworad rom vTqvaT,TandaTan, nel-nela, SeaCvies da dau-males arsobis arsi, daaTmobines daaxla uazrod dayantalobs win da ukanda umuSevars, mocaleobiT moyirWe-buls, mSieri da uazro Tavisufalidro rom upirebs gasresvas,drodadro Tu wamoagondeba adrinde-li skolis programidan „vah, sofelo~an „vah, droni, droni~ da esec maSin,Tu sadme moaxerxa da gadakra Tavisu-flebis oriod ylupi.

axlebi aRar acitireben qarTulklasikas ubralo mizezis gamo, zepi-rad TiTqmis aRarafers aswavlian dara unda acitiron? TanamedroveqarTul mwerlobaSic aris sainteresogamonaTebebi, magram am teqstebs sko-laSi ar aWaWaneben „kvalificiuri~Semdgenlebi. ase iqca saxelmwifo enamxolod saparlamento sxdomebis dasakancelario dokmentebis enad dasaerTod, vinme miiCnevs, rom mwerlo-ba saxelmwifo enis nawilia?! ase romfiqrobdnen skolebsa da umaRles sas-wavleblebSi, Sesabamis fakultetebzemainc Seitandnen programebSi zogi-erT Rirebul mxatvrul teqsts,romelsac Tavisi asparezi undahqondes skolebsa da umaRles saswav-leblebSi. radgan sabazro TviT-dinebas da arakvalificiur, ugemovnoSemdgenlebs mivandeT saskolo sax-lmZRvaneloebis Sedgena, yovelgvariSefasebisa da Seswavlis gareSe, sworedamitom savalaloa Sedegi, romlis ga-mosworebasac, samwuxarod, aravinfiqrobs.

* * *sul ramdenime leqsi maqvs dawer-

ili am yaidis, am stilistikis,rogoric aris `saiT mixval, Semodgo-mav~. axla rom davaTvaliere Semajame-beli krebuli, ar gamikvirda iq rom veraRmovaCine, radgan mivxvdi, Segnebu-lad ar Sevitane. albaT es im inerciisbralia, romelic warsulSi gabatoneb-uli iyo CvenSi da axlac gansakuTre-bul pativs miagebs mkiTxvelTa sagrZ-nobi nawili. impulsebis gareSe, cxadiaar arsebobs poezia, magram mxolod im-pulsebi ar aris sakmarisi iseTi poezi-is Sesaqmnelad, rogorsac me vgulisx-mob da vafaseb. guSin erTma Cemma kole-gam saubrisas aRniSna, rom prozaiko-ss ufro sWirdeba inteleqti, vidrepoets. misi azriT, uinteleqto poetsufro SeuZlia, mniSvnelovani poeziaSeqmnas, vidre wigniers. saubari isedavasruleT, rom am saWoWmano Temaze

xma ar amomiRia da gulSi xinjad dam-rCa. yvela uaRresad mniSvnelovanipoeti, ar CamovTvli, radgan CamouTv-leladac naTelia, klasikidan moy-olebuli dRevandel dRemde _ didiinteleqtiT gamoirCeva. roca vambobinteleqts, ar vgulisxmob Saradebs,rebusebs, xelovnur sirTuleebs, sxvagaukuRmarTebul azrovnebas. me mxed-velobaSi maqvs suli gonieri, romlisgamogoneba da xelovnurad Seqmna Seu-Zlebelia. rac Seexeba Cemi kolegisazrs, rom poets inteleqti ar sWird-eba da piriqiT, rac ufro uinteleq-toa, ufro ukeTes `rameebs~ poulobsda wers, es stereotipuri Sexedulebalamis WeSmaritebad monaTles CvenSi,radgan uwignuroba iqca im sivrced,sadac mxolod instinqtebi marTavenda qmnian `mxatvrul sinamdviles~. es`WeSmaritebaa~ dRes CvenSi gabatoneb-uli da Sedegic Sesabamisi gvaqvs. ai,ra amkvidrebs infantilur da banalurteqstebs, razec cremls aRvarRvare-ben „tipebi~. davubrundebi Tavdapirv-el sakiTxs: instinqtis gareSe araferiCndeba, araferi iwyeba, araferi iqmne-ba. siyvarulSi umTavresi sawyisi Zalainstiqtia, erosis gaCenili umTavresicecxlia, magram mxolod impulsebzeagebuli poezia, sadac `suli gonieri~`TviTtkbobis anesTeziiT~ gaTiSulia,CemTvis naklebad sainteresoa. miuxe-davad Cemi mikerZoebuli Sexedulebi-sa, obieqturad vityvi, rom es leqsi`saiT mixval, Semodgomav~ _ maincunda Semetana krebulSi, rogorc gan-vlili Semoqmedebis erT-erTi ilus-tracia.

xuTcolgamonacvali

Tu muStari gamouCnda, mourigde-ba da sxeulidan CamoiWris sasurvelnawils da mihyidis! mamamiss hgavs, virsdaklavda da mere xorcs, rogorcZroxisas, ise asaRebda... rodesacfuli Semoakldeboda, sakuTar colsaqiravebda. qali aRar ewinaaRmdege-boda, ise daaCvia am saqmes, magram dau-kiTxavad rom SeemCnia eSmakoba, Tavswaaclida da ra eqna sacodav qals,miCveva scodnia am saqmeso, gulSi gaiv-lebda.

fuli aq ufro keTdebao, gaifiqreb-da da dedakacs ukanalze xels Semoh-kravda, ra xaSlamis naWeriviT Tama-Sobso, amoRerRavda.

misi saxlis win, fanjrebTan Cavlaar miyvarda. ase megona, mis danaxvazeavsulebi damexveodnen da mousvlel-Si gamaqanebdnen. xuTi coli gamoicv-ala. xuTive saiqioSi gaistumra.

mezoblebi Woraobdnen _ gaqirave-bas ver uZleben, dausvenebladamuSavebso. sxvebi ki qmars, giorgasabralebdnen, ega klavso, da saeWvodaTiTebdnen uxerxuli adgilisken, sa-dac wamoezrdeboda xolme isa... gug-ula ki gulRiada xumrobda: me magiTmkvdari qali jer ar minaxavso!

manam gagrZelda am Temis saqveynodganxilva, ra mizeziT kvdebodnengiorgas colebi, vidre giorgam erTmSvenier dRes TviTon ar gaWima fexe-bi, ise rom, damtirebelic aravingamouCnda. gasabanad misulebs ki ci-loba hqondaT, ara me gavban, ara meo!gugula ikriWeboda: midiT, naxeT,oRond ifrTxileT, nanaxma ar mogkla-To!

* * *Wirnaxulis aRebis rituals ga-

nusazRvreli Zala aqvs; ai, iseTi, si-tyvebs rom qmnis da im sityvebSi cdi-lobs fesvis gadgmas, dabinavebas, sic-ocxlis gagrZelebas, arsebobis gaR-rmavebas, sadac, Tvalwin, rogorc gam-Wvirvale mdinaris fskerze Cans bavS-vobis fragmentebi da drodadro, arcusafuZvlod gveeWveba, is, rasac vxe-davT, am cxovrebaSi iyo Tu winare ar-sebobidan xilvebad gadmogvyva... esunapiro warmosaxvaa Tu realuriyofis fragmentebi, mniSvnelobiT romCvens arsebobas moicavs da aRemateba

amave dros. mosavlis aRebisas aseTigancda meufleboda bavSvobaSi da iqmibrunebis Tu im drois gameorebissurvili yoveli Semodgomis moaxloe-bisas cocxldeba CemSi da TavisTanmixmobs.

puris rigi

puris rigSi dgomis ramdenime qro-nologia maxsendeba. pirvelad purisrigSi aRmovCndi 50-iani wlebisdasawyisSi. omi axali damTavrebuliiyo da mSvidobian cxovrebas ubrunde-boda xalxi. didedas davyavdi purisrigSi da yvelafers ise vimaxsovreb-di, rom is Sav-TeTri kadrebi CemSiaCabeWdili. puris rigSi iseTi zedaxo-ra imarTeboda, rom didedam Cemi way-vana gadaifiqra da navTis rigSi mimiC-ina adgili, radgan iq, ratomRac,ufro mowesrigebuli rigi CandayovelTvis. viRacaze ambobdnen, purisrigSi daorsuldao. maSin ar mesmodasityvebis mniSvneloba da mogvianebiTki Tvalwin damidga es bakxuri kadri.

meored puris rigSi amovyavi Tavisamocian wlebSi, talaxiviT purs romgvaWmevda nikita sergeeviCi da xorb-lis maragis naklebobas stalinsabralebda. maSin universitetis stu-denti viyavi. rogorc Cans, aTwlianimaragi ver imyofina xruSCovma dastalinis lands Seawminda xeli. rocavambob, universitetSi vswavlobdi, esimas niSnavs, rom maSin universitetierTaderTi iyo da ase yovel mosaxvev-Si ar funqcionirebda. samwuxarod,amJamad, umaRlesdamTavrebulTa um-ravlesoba umuSevarTa rigebs avsebs.

puris rigi mTeli Tavisi sidiadiTsaukunis bolo aTwleulis pirvelwlebSi aboboqrda _ dauviwyar 90-ianwlebSi, roca nanatr damoukideblo-bas veziareT da roca gvegona, romTavisufleba TviTon Sobda yovelivesikeTes, xelis da Tavis gaunZrevlad.samwuxarod, es inercia dRemde gr-Zeldeba, radgan CveneburTa didma um-ravlesobam miatova miwis damuSavebada xelisbiWobis gza airCia, sxva as-parezi ver hpova samSobloSi, daTmomiwaTmoqmedebis aTaswleuli tradi-cia da penjabel indoelebs, libosTanamemamule Cinelebs, pakistanel dasparsel glexebs gadaabara sadRegr-ZeloebSi naloliavebi savargulebi.

* * *es Ramec gadaifurcla, axali ca da

miwa amoizarda wyvdiadidan da sinan-ulis gancda amyva, arcTu umizezod.ver amovSale mexsierebidan is resen-timentebi, rac amedevna sabWouri cx-ovrebidan da 90-iani wlebis umZimesida dauviwyari realobidan. ukvevgrZnob, rom momiwevs wignis `momava-li warsuli~ Sevseba an saerTod uaris

Tqma am Canafiqrze. viRas ainteresebsis ganumeorebeli wlebi, drodadrogvamebs rom amoativtivebs xsovnisfskeridan? yvelas Tavis simarTleaqvs, arada sinamdvile erTia. guli armimiwevs `momaval warsuls~ rom mivu-brunde da mexsierebaSi aRdgenili ax-ali detalebiT Sevsebas mivyo xeli.umaduri da daufasebeli saqmea an raazri aqvs realuri personaJebisa damaTi ojaxebis xelaxal aforiaqebas,awewvas, calkeuli faqtebis ga-momzeurebas?! am orWofobas TandaTandavZlev da vrceli simSvidisken aviRebgezs an vcdundebi da isev mivubrunde-bi erTxel wamowyebul saqmes, miuxeda-vad arsebuli sirTulisa!

* * *CamovTvli xolme mxolod aT av-

tors, radgan, rom gavagrZelo, veR-ar gavCerdebi. es sia icvleba gamudme-biT. amjerad dRevandeli ganwyo-bilebis mixedviT davasaxele aTi wig-ni. Cemi WkuiT davamatebdi marselprustis erT Zalian karg wigns _`sentbevis winaaRmdeg~. es wigni gax-lavT mwerluri principulobis mara-diuli magaliTi, roca prustma ar ap-atia sentbevs balzakisa da bodlerismiCumaTeba, anda maTi mwerluri donismniSvnelobis daunaxveloba. vfiqrob,CvenSic aucilebelia analogiuri wig-nis gamocema, magram vin aris damweri?!Tu mTawmindis panTeonis Caketva-gaRe-ba ase upragonod gagrZelda, uaxloesxanSi Cven SegvrCeba panTeonis parodia,es maSin moxdeba, roca Sps kulturispalatis SerCeuli personebi `gadaw-yveten~ im sofelSi wasvlas. RmerTmayvela didxans acocxlos, magramsaTqmeli droulad unda iTqvas.

isqesa

igrZno, igumana, mowva, iazra, mixv-da. semantikuri maxvili sityvis fuZ-idan gamomdinareobs. isqesa, ase am-bobdnen gasuli saukunis 50-ian da 60-ian wlebSi, mogvianebiTac... adre Tuambobdnen, ar vici, ar Sevswrebivar.demuriam isqesa ZaRlebi rom Tiravd-nen (ese igi, uTvalTvalebdnen) daparkidan ipleta (pleti iyida, daiTe-sa, miimala, gaiqca). ar vici, es Jargo-ni Semonaxulia Tu ara dRes; `viwrowreSi~, albaT, isev arsebobs.

Smone _ es sityva ebraulad niSnavsrvas. rva saaTze Cxrekdnen patimrebsodesis sapyrobileSi da ebrauliricxviTi saxeli „rva~ iqca Cxrekad.„gagvSmones~, ese igi, gagvCxrikes... „Smo-ni~ iwyeba, ese igi, Cxreka iwyeba...

lex _ es sityva ebraulad niSnavswasvlas. droze wavlexdeT (wavideT)aqedan, Torem Tu ZaRlebma gagvCiTes,SeiZleba gagvSmonon (gagvCxrikon)!


paata Samugia

* * *me arasodes vyofilvar sastiki,ubralod, yovelTvis gadavurCi bednierebas,roca RmerTma mimatova, aTeizmSi gavmagrdi,ironiis iseTi maRali kedeli SemoviSene,yvelaze avantiuristi Citic ki ver SemoaRwevdada daviwye sevdis Targmna ironiis enaze.

magram aRmoCnda sevdis leqsikonSi iseTi sityvebic,Sesatyvisi rom ver vupovne

da am sityvebs ganZiviT vinaxav.

modadao

gadaivso zneobiT qarTuli poezia,umetesoba maTgani carieli pozaa.minda datexili ritmiT mivaRwio harmonias,magram vinaidan mTels nawiliT ver moixelTeb, rames mivaRwio, ar mgonia.isini, vinc moralze wikvineben, umetesoba waklaa,Cvenze TiTs iSveren da amboben, unda zed sawolze waakla.vinc Cven zneobis da eTikis darajebi uxvad mogvisia,arc erTi ar ekuTvnis sakuTar Tavs, zogi mRvdlisaa an mogvisaa,zogic ministris, zogic imis, zogic amisme kide vmuSaob, dro ar maqvs ori wamic,da rogorc ki movixelTeb, leqsebs vwer alag-alag,magram vxvdebi, rom poeziam veraferic ver daalaga,piriqiT, karga blomad auria,ismis quCebidan xmauri,tvinSi ki karavs Slis uxifaTodazrebi mezozouri.

ciklidan „ekonomiuri leqsebi~

* * *pirveli mercxaligazafxulis imports eweva.biTumad viReb.

romaelTa mimarT

venic vici,vidic vici,vici xom vici da vici.

* * *amleqssverti-kaluradvwer,romgverdzeadgilebidavtovomercxlebisbudeebisTvis.

* * *vacade koRos Cemi sisxliT tkboba.dameufla kmayofileba _bednierebis filiali.

poetis epitafia

frTxilad, leqssaSiSia!

* * *me am leqss SiSveli vwerdi,amitom misi wakiTxvisasqaliSvilebs almuri asdiT.

* * *minda davdginde enaSi,minda yovelma Citma da totmadaadasturos Cemi tkivili

an sixaruli _ maxsovs, esec iyo.

* * *me mesmis Seni, roca mismen.

* * *xeebsa da xeebs Sorisgakidulia SaSvebis stvenada masze, rogorc bewvis xidze,gadadian meezoveebi.

* * *unda gvesmodes zogierTi ram,kerZod ki _ yvelaferi.

sevdisa

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vardisferi stalini**vardisferi saTvaleCamovixsenida stalinis Zegls Sevxede.

gazafxuli***

gazafxulda.Citebi xeebze Tavs iTagaven.

cudi leqsis apologia

yovelTvis msurda, damewera cudi leqsebi,magram es iseT titanur Sromas moiTxovs,iZulebuli var, genialur leqsebs davjerde.

tanka tankisa da tankas Sesaxeb did mwerals _ jemal qarCxaZes

tankistma lula SemarTa,tankistma ki – kalami.magram yovelTvis tankisti imarjvebs.

potenciuroba

es leqsi unda yofiliyo,magram sanam sawer magidamde mivbarbacdi,gadamaviwyda.

mama

bolos ise gamelotda,fiqrebi mouCanda.

*avtori produqtiuli TanamSromlobisTvis madlobas uxdisfranc kafkas, salvador dalis da galaktions.

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colsac uxnida, ai, es amasa da amas niSnavso, laSamesxi ki daSTa Tbiliselad, oRond ki marto berde-boda da Tundac eqimi iyo, im Tavis eqimobas sakuTarijanmrTelobis gasakaJeblad sruliad ar moixmar-da. ukve moelia pirveli qalaquri infarqtic daucolSvilod STenils, romanebgadaxdils, Cans, bavS-voba ukakunebda ZilRviZilebSi.

àu, ra roJebi CiTavdnen,~ Cailaparka mesxma,`karoCe, kombreSi deidaCems qonda didi saxli, ra.ardadegebze davyavdiT me da simona. iq iyo erTi kaci,musikis maswavlebeli. ventili. CiTavda xolme Cven-Tan. karoCe, ai, igraiuCe gvaswavlida dakvras. me vu-muRamebdi. Svili yavda lezbianka. maSin ras mixvde-bi, mere vifiqre da gadayva, to, magas...~

ìqac egre iyo, to? nerviulobden?~ xaSis TefSigawia morbelaZem.

ìq iyo Tu iyo... nerviulobden, ra. exlac nerviu-loben. prosto mRvdlis ar eSiniaT,~ aRniSna mesxma,àu, magari kaci iyo. karoCe, raRac melodiebs amu-Ramebda, ukravda da ar jerodaT, ro magisia. Zaanmagari gamodioda. erTi tipi iyo iq, iman Tqva, magandaukra erTxel raRacao da coli iman momayvani-nao. gamaxsenao. biWo, ra stranni xalxi iyo...~

`xoo... Cven daCazec iyo, garsevana, wyali daqon-da. irakla iSxnelis paZelniki viyavio, bavSvebsgvabolebda. qviT movkali samwyaros miliciis ufro-sio... mere sxvam gviTxra, magano, miliciis ufrosi kiar mokla qviTo, coli moklao, Seuswro miliciisufrosTano...~

àu, am dilauTenia reebi gamaxsenda,~ Tavi gaaqnialaSa mesxma, àde ra, wavideT, nuRa mayurebineb amgaciebul xaSs.~

`posle pariJa, bodiSi,~ jorj kareliasiskolofi jibisken gaaqana wamomdgarma morbelaZem,`saidan gamotyvra, vaaa...~

àr gamoatyvrino da ar gamotyvreba,~ gaicinalaSa mesxma da iman Cesterfildis kolofi gaaqanajibeSi.

àu, ra mezareba,~ amoioxra aznauriSvilma mor-belaZem, roca taqsis kari gamoaRo mtkvris piras,èxla levanas fraki da is tisonka.~

àrmindas aWame,~ manqanis kari miuxura frangma,`me ra menaRvleba, daviZineb.~

`mismine, Sen saidan ici armindas aWame?~ gaikvir-va morbelaZem.

`bebia myavda qarTveli, davai, wadi,~ manqanas xelimiscxo laSa mesxma, infeqcionistma.

ùcxoelia?~ gaukvirda taqsis Sofers, romelicgamodga namdvili taqsis Soferi da ara vinme, visacZnelbedobam miaCeCa xelSi saWe.

ùcxoeli qarTvelia,~ daezara morbelaZes.ègeni gvjobian vidze,~ Tqva taqsistma, `me ro

vijeqi, maSin Zima lorTqifaniZe ijda. parizSi iyodabadebuli. vidze sxva iyo. exla is gagebiTac Zlieriiyo. Zaan Zlieri iyo... da amaT, sxvebs, aqvT Cveni gage-ba? ai, xo mainc iqauria. iq metrakeebi, rame, bevriarian...~

ès ar ari metrake,~ miugo gaxalisebulma aznau-riSvilma giorgi morbelaZem, àtviCai var...~

àba, kacs qalebi unda uyvardes, aba, ai, biWs Cais-vam, quCaSi naSas ar uyurebs,~ uxaroda mZRolsac, ̀ sadmivdivarT, zoloto?~ au, rodindeli kaci iyo.

àrayiSvilis quCis... ZaRlebi,~ ratomRac miama-ta morbelaZem.

àrayiSvilis ZaRlobasTan?~ CaekiTxa Soferi, ̀ egxo daangries... rogor gamexarda, erTic aviare daangreven da aqeT kai Sav kastumebSi egeTi gamxdarivakelebi dganan, saroCkebic Savi da aCkebi, ai, dra-kulas ro aq kinoSi. drakula xo ici, sisxls ro svams,xan beberi roa, xan axalgazrda. ewevian da uyureben,rogor angrevs... isinic nacemebi eyolebodaT iqa dauswordebodaT, gaige Sena. ai, kaefobden ra.~

èrTxel nacemi mand yvelaa... SeSinebuli mainc,~miugo morbelaZem.

`meca, meca,~ kidev ufro gaexarda taqsists, àba,naxes, metrastroeli vnaxeTo, upatronoo. visacdilis varjiSi undoda, ori dRe da Rame Cemze avar-jiSes... vfiqrobdi, xo gamoval. moval aftamatiT.sada Turme, gaviwydeba. aRarca brazof... qarTvelikaci saerToT mitevebulia. Tu, romelia. mpatiebe-li, ra...~

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_ yvelaferi damTavrda, _ Tqvaelisabed-lim. naqiraveb, SokoladiskolofiviT patara binaSi ijda dasaCvenebel TiTze Tmis mokle Rerisdaxvevas cdilobda.

damTavrebiT ki is damTavrda, rasacTiTqmis mTeli cxovreba akeTebda:dilis rva saaTidan saRamos xuT saaTa-mde keramikis zarze usaxur, mkacr-saxian angelozs frTebs uxatavda.iqamde, vidre erTxel, fiqrebSigarTulma, am usaxur angelozs saoc-nebo yviTeli zurgCanTa ar miuxatafrTebis magivrad.

hoda, yvelaferi damTavrda: elis-abed-li samsaxuridan daiTxoves.

_ ra meSveleba? _ kiTxa ovalur,dalaqavebul sarkeSi gaCxeril saku-Tar Tavs. Tavma Sokoladis mozrdilifila naRvlianad Caitena pirSi danaRvlianadve gadaylapa, aSkarad pre-depresiuli sindromi ganuviTarda _vin, Tu ara elisabed-li moamaragebdaamis Semdeg SokoladiT.

_ ra meSveleba-meTqi? _ axla aiv-nis karTan midgmul limonis xes kiTxaelisabed-lim. limonis xes Tavisisafiqrali hqonda, ager ukve amdeniweli iyo, aivnis karTan idga da nayofiki erTxelac ver gamoeRo.

elisabed-lim oTaxs Tvali moav-lo, Tumca ukve icoda, rom kiTxvazepasuxs veravin gascemda. adga, xasxasamwvane sawvimarSi gauyara bavSvis naxa-tiviT wvrili da grZeli xelebi, yavis-fer botebSi aseve bavSvis naxativiTwvrili da grZeli fexebi Cahyo dabiWurad gakreWil Tavze fetrisyviTeli bereti Camoifxata. mereswrafad Cairbina bulvaruli roma-nis furclebiviT gacveTili kibissafexurebi, aseve swrafad gadairbinaakaciebis qveS arxeinad wamowoliliezo, WiSkari gaaRo da quCas dauyva.

quCa samxatvro akademiis studentissadiplomo namuSevars hgavda, romel-sac srulyofilad mxolod imitom armiiCneven, rom is studentis namuSevariada ara zrdasruli, ukve saxel-ganTqmuli mxatvrisa: qalaqisgareubanSi mdebareobda da miuxedavadimisa, rom mSvenieri patara saxlebiaRlumis misaRebad gamzadebuli kalisjariskacebiviT Caemwkrivebina si-grZeze, qalaqis arc erT turistulrukaze ar iyo aRniSnuli.

male elisabed-lim SemTxveviTwyalgaSvebuli SadrevaniviT amoyoTavi centraluri quCis SuagulSi, jermarcxniv gadauxvia, mere isev marcxniv,qalaqis yvelaze maRal, zrdadaus-rulebeli mozardiviT uSnod awowilicaTambjenis saxuravze avida da is iyo,im trotuarze gadaSveba daapira,romelic cota xnis win cremlebisylapviT gamoiara, rom moulodneladSedga:

zustad iq, saidanac SegiZlia,pirdapir smogiT gabuRuli jojoxe-Tis rok-koncertze moxvde, Tanacyovelgvari mujlugunebis gareSe daTanac pirvel rigSi, moxuci qalbato-ni ijda.

moxucs Tma sigaretis gafantulikvamliviT asdioda Tavze, raRac sev-dian melodias ustvenda da savarau-dod, sabavSvo baRis bavSviviT iqnevdahaerSi gadayofil fexebs.

_ aq ras akeTebT? _ CurCuliThkiTxa elisabed-lim da mxarze frTx-ilad daukakuna grZeli, gamxdariTiTebi.

_ mobrZandiT, _ mxari ise Searxiamoxucma, TiTqos mxris magivrad karihqonda da anjamebidan sanaxevrodamouvarda.

_ aq ras akeTebT-meTqi? _ kakuniSewyvita elisabed-lim.

moxucma Tavi moatriala, gaz-qurasaviT cisfrad anTebuli Tvale-bi moWuta da elisabed-li dakvirvebiTSeaTvaliera.

_ Tavi unda movikla, _ ise Cveu-lebrivad uTxra mere, TiTqos aTasjernanaxi filmis finals uyveboda.

„ki magram, am qalaqSi Cemze uaresdReSi vinme kidevaa?~ _ cota ar iyos,ewyina elisabed-lis da moxucs CumadhkiTxa:

_ ratom?_ aq sxvebic arian? _ moxucma cno-

bismoyvared moaTvaliera saxuravissami kuTxe: CrdiloeTi, samxreTi, aR-mosavleTi. meoTxe kuTxis _ dasavle-Tis kideze Tavad ijda.

_ aaraa, _ elisabed-li darwmuneb-uli ki iyo, rom saxuravze maT gardaaravin iqneboda, raRa im dRes da imwuTebSi moundeboda yvelas Tavismokvla, magram yoveli SemTxvevisTvis,Tavadac moaTvaliera iqauroba: namd-vilad aravin iyo.

_ aba, ratom CurCuleb? _ gauRimamoxucma.

_ ra vici, _ uxerxulad awura ise-dac awuruli mxrebi elisabed-lim daaxla xmamaRla hkiTxa:

_ Tavi ratom unda moiklaT-meT-qi?

_ aa? saxlidan gamomagdes, _ xeliCaiqnia moxucma da udardelad axedacas. ca sveli, WuWyiani CvriT farTxa-furTxiT gadawmendils hgavda da aqa-iq Wilyvavebi SerCenoda namcecebiviT.

_ mec, _ amoioxra elisabed-limda kidev erTxel gaaxsenda, rom misTvis

_ RmerTo Cemo, _ Tavi gadaaqniamoxucma, _ am axalgazrdebs xomaraferi gesmiT! gana SeiZleba Sokola-di odesme ar dagWirdes?!

_ saxlSi maqvs! _ wamoiZaxa elisa-bed-lim. axla gaaxsenda karga xnis win,karadis ujris ukan, sakuTari Tavisgangadamaluli Sokoladis kolofi.

_ marTla? _ gamococxlda moxu-ci, _ ar ginda, Sin dampatiJo?Sokolads SevWamdiT, visaubrebdiT..._ da elisabed-lis mxiarulad CaukraTvali.

_ ki, magram... Tavis mokvlas romvapireb? _ Seyoymanda elisabed-li.

_ oh, magas xom yovelTvismovaswrebT, Tanac iqneb amasobaSiufro ukeTesi mizezic gamoCndes, _moxuci saxuravis siRrmisken gaCoCda,mere xvneSiT wamodga da mrgval dasavse ukanalze mikruli, lurji kabasaguldagulod CamoiferTxa, kabaparaSutiviT gaiSala, _ aba, marto sax-lidan an samsaxuridan gamogdebisTvisTavs vin iklavs?

lim, sadarbazos kari gaaRo da moxucskibeebze auZRva, _ iciT, Tqven pirve-li xarT, vinc CemTan stumrad movida.

arc tyuoda. ucnauri iyo, magramqalaqSi, sadac yvelas hyavda deda Tuara mama, mama Tu ara _ da, da Tu ara _Zma, Zma Tu ara _ naTesavi, naTesavi Tuara _ megobari, megobari Tu ara _sayvareli adamiani mainc, iseTi,visTanac gaSiSvlebis ar Sercxveboda,elisabed-lis aravin hyavda, sularavin.

_ esec Cemi bina, _ binis kari gaa-Ro elisabed-lim da moxuci win gaat-ara.

moxucma oTaxi stvena-stveniTmoaTvaliera da limonis xis gverdiT,sarwevela savarZelSi xmauriT Cajda.

_ aba, Sokoladi? _ ikiTxa masmere, rac ramdenjerme gadaqan-gadmo-qanda.

elisabed-lim sawvimari swrafadgaixada da datrialda. simarTle romiTqvas, dasatrialebelic araferiiyo: Sokoladi lambaqze daalaga, CaiaaduRa da Tavisnair maRal, Txel fin-jnebSi Camoasxa.

_ namdvili mefuri sufraa, _ wam-oiZaxa moxucma da sarwevela savar-ZliT miCoCda magidasTan.

_ bevri araferi, _ uxerxuladSeiSmuSna elisabed-li, _ xom iciT,Tavis mokvlas vapirebdi da...

_ ah, eg sul aRar gamxsenebia, _ CaixmauriT moxvripa moxucma da elisa-bed-lis gulianad gauRima, _ an ragasaxsenebli egaa.

„ra ucnauri qalia~, _ gaifiqraelisabed-lim da moxucs Tavadacgulianad gauRima.

„netav, ase odesme Tu gamiRimia vin-mesTvis?~ _ gaifiqra isev. mere gaax-senda, rom aravin hyavda, visac asegauRimebda. arc deda, arc mama, arc da,arc Zma... yofili TanamSromlebi ki ariTvlebodnen, gind hyoloda, gind ara,erTmaneTisTvis ar ecalaT. mTeli dRemagidebTan isxdnen da zogi usaxuriangelozis marjvena terfs xatavda,zogi marcxena terfs, zogi mkacradmokumul pirs, zogi oqrosfer Tmas...

am moxucTan ki Tavs raRacnairadgrZnobda, jer bolomde ver gaego,rogor, mSvidad Tu sainteresod, ma-gram cudad rom ara, amas xvdeboda.

_ gindaT, aq icxovreT? _ wam-oisrola moulodnelad da Tavadvegaukvirda, es rogor mouvida.

_ isedac magas vapirebdi, _ isevgaucina moxucma da Tvali Caukra.

ase Casaxlda elisabed-lisTan mox-uci angelina.

is arafers aSavebda, magram arcarafers akeTebda, garda:

1. mTeli dRe ustvenda, sarwevelasavarZelSi qanaobda da gamudmebiTismusneboda;

2. oTaxSi dasunsulebda da gamud-mebiT eZebda raRacas.

dReebi erTmaneTs Sveicaruli saa-Tis isrebiviT misdevdnen: arcswrafad, arc nela da erTxelac, rocaelisabed-lim aRmoaCina, rom binisqirisTvis gadanaxuli Tanxa mTlianaddaxarjuliyo Sokoladebsa Tu sxvatkbileulSi, xelmeored gaifiqra: „rameSveleba?~

da radgan ukve icoda, rom vercpirsabanis sarkeSi gaCxerili sakuTariTavi gascemda pasuxs da verc oTaxislimoni, gaaxsenda, rom Tavis mokvlasapirebda.

„magram angelinas ra eSveleba uCe-mod? “ _ elisabed-lim amoioxra, ai-vanze gavida da quCas gadaxeda.

quCa siamis katasaviT xarbad mi-ficxeboda Semodgomis gvian, surdo-Seyril mzes.

elisabed-lim didxans ifiqra, ma-gram sanugeSo veraferi moifiqra, am-itom isev amoioxra da saxlSi Sebrun-da.

moxuci magidasTan ijda da funje-bisa da saRebavebis Sekvras dahyureb-da cnobismoyvared. es funjebi dasaRebavebi odesRac sawarmoSi saaxal-wlo premiis nacvlad daariges dacota ar iyos, am gamousadegari saCu-qriT nawyenma elisabed-lim, isini kara-

lela cucqiriZe

ambavi, rogorc namdvili

dasasruli me-16 gverdze

rac tyuilia, namdvilia, da piriqiT...

yvelaferi damTavrda. sawvimris ji-bidan lamis pledisxela kubokrulicxvirsaxoci amoiRo, jer papie-maS-esaviT gadaitara upeebze da cremle-bi amoiSro, mere ki tirilisgan Sesie-buli cxviri xmauriT moixoca. sulraRac xuTiod wuTSi sikvdils apireb-da da ar undoda, trotuarze isedacuxerxul mdgomareobaSi gawolili,cxvirmouxocavic daenaxaT cnobis-moyvare reportiorebsa Tu mo-qalaqeebs.

_ ra Senc? Tavi unda moikla Tugamogagdes? _ moxucma axla dablagadaixeda.

_ orive, da male binidanac gamo-magdeben, qiras ver gadavixdi, _ cx-virsaxoci jibeSi Caabruna elisabed-lim, moxucis gverdiT Camojda da Ta-vadac dabla gadaixeda.

iq jerjerobiT mniSvnelovaniaraferi xdeboda. rogorc yovelTvis,yviTeli avtobusebi daRoRavdnen Se-modgomis narCeni foTlebiviT.

_ sul esaa? _ gaukvirda moxucs._ yovel SemTxvevaSi, Tavis mokv-

lisTvis Tqvenze meti mizezi namd-vilad maqvs,_ ewyina elisabed-lis.

_ marTalia. me mxolod saxlidangamomagdes, samsaxuri ki arasdrosmqonia. ver vitan samsaxurebs, _ pat-ara, mrgvali cxviri aibzua moxucma.

_ da ratom gamogagdes? _ Tana-grZnobiT hkiTxa elisabed-lim.

_ ra vici, usaqmuri xaro. ise, mar-Talia, muSaoba ar miyvars. ai, tkbile-uli miyvars, Sen xom ar gaqvs rame, Tun-dac Sokoladi? _ elisabed-liskengadaixara moxuci da mxari wahkra.

_ ara, ar megona, aseT dros Tu dam-Wirdeboda, _ Sewuxda elisabed-li.

_ kargi, _ uari ver uTxra elisa-bed-lim. bolos da bolos, imdeni kiicoda, rom sikvdiliswina surviliadamianebs aucileblad unda Seusru-lo.

_ ho, marTla, Sen ra gqvia? _hkiTxa moxucma maSin, roca cen-traluri quCa gaiares da turistulrukaze aRuniSnav quCas xelixelCak-idebulebi miuyvebodnen ise mSvidad,viTomc cota xnis win Tavis mokvlazear fiqrobdnen.

_ me elisabed-li var, _ uTxraelisabed-lim da mxolod axla gaaxsen-da, rom Tavad ar icoda moxucis saxe-li, _ Tqven? Tqven ra gqviaT?

_ SegiZlia, ubralod angelinadamiZaxo, ver vitan am „qalba-tonoebs~,_ mxiarulad uTxra moxuc-ma, _ oh, ra Zalian minda Sokoladi.male mivalT?

_ ukve movediT, ai, es saxlia, _gzis gadaRma mdgari, diriJabliviTgaberilaivniani saxlisken gaiSviraTiTi elisabed-lim.

moxucma elisabed-lis swrafadgauSva xeli, SeZlebisdagvaradswrafadve gadaWra qvafenili, romel-sac gasaSrobad gafenili vaflis pir-saxociviT asdioda orTqli da elisa-bed-lis saxlis WiSkarTan dadga.

WiSkari Zveli iyo da Tavze rkinismasiuri, gadazneqili gvirgvini iseedga, rogorc didi xnis miviwyebul,beber mefes, romelic marTalia,aRaravis axsovs, magram Tavad ar iviw-yebs, rom mefea. asec gaiWriala _ me-furad.

moxucma axla ezo gadaWra da sax-lis karTan aituza.

_ mobrZandiT, _ uTxra elisabed-


cirkis Sesaxeb unda mogiTxroT. amsityvas CemTvis, sixarulis garda, si-naTlec ukavSirdeba: axla rom vixsenebCemi bavSvobis im dReebs, rodesac de-das cirkSi mivyavdi, Tvalwin ratom-Rac Zalian kaSkaSa mziani dRe warmo-midgeba, cirkSi wasvlac da iqidan dab-runebac raRac gansakuTrebul si-naTlesTan asocirdeba, ar vici, ratom.davijero, Rrublian amindSi arasodesvyofilvar cirkSi?

aseve cirks vukavSireb iqve, Sesasv-lelTan boSebis mier gasayidadgamofenil, joxze wamocmul mama-loebs, romelTa gemo arasodes gamis-injavs (vin mimakarebda kustaruladnaTiTxn tkbileuls), da rezinisbawarze Camokidebul Wreli qaRaldisburTulebsa Tu gasaSlel maraoebs,romelTa gareSe Sin arasodes vbrun-debodi. burTebis simsubuqe, maraoeb-is siWrele da mamaloebis miuwvdome-li sitkbo _ es yvelaferi erTad CemsmogonebebSi raRac bundovani naTelisevdis gancdas erwymis: sixaruli,romelic, adre Tu gvian, mTavrdebabavSvisTvis _ da ara marto bavS-visTvis _ dasawyisSive sevdiTaa Seza-vebuli...

saocari isaa, rom TviTon sacirkowarmodgenebidan srulebiT araferimaxsovs, isini mexsierebidan erTTavadwameSala. maxsovs mxolod mrgvaliarena, sibneleSi sxvadasxva feris pro-Jeqtorebis sxivebi da xmamaRali, saze-imo musika... ho, es musika yvelaze kar-gad maxsovs.

rusulenovani bavSvi viyavi da, asevemaxsovs, rodesac warmodgenis SemdegCems STabeWdilebebs aRvwerdi, sityva`öèðêî âî é~-s nacvlad SecdomiT vambob-di xolme _ `öèðêî â í û é~. cxadia, amix-snes, rom `öåðêî â í û é~ srulebiT sxvarames niSnavs da CemTvis imxanad abso-luturad ucxo da gaugebar sferos,eklesias ukavSirdeba. magram sityveb-sa da cnebebTan pirveli uSualo Sex-vedra mainc mTeli momdevno cxovreb-is manZilze mogvyveba xolme da mecsadRac, gonebis kunWulSi dRemde Se-momrCa am ori cnebis Tanxvedra, Tun-dac mxolod xmovani. darwmunebulivar: is, rac giyvars, wmindacaa. bun-dovnad mudam vgrZnobdi, rom aq raRacudides Tavganwirvas unda hqonodaadgili, TiTqos cirkis arenaze raRacidumali Senacvleba, didi msxver-plSewirva xdeboda: ramdenime adamianiuricxv mayurebels cxovrebiseulitvirTisa da tkivilisagan aTavisu-flebs, sanacvlod ki sakuTar Warb sa-sicocxlo Zalebs Cuqnis.

ukve didi viyavi, rilkes `duinurielegiebi~ rom wavikiTxe, pikasos naRv-liani arlekinebic vnaxe da imaT bedsCavufiqrdi, visTvisac sixaruli dadResaswauli yoveldRiuri rutina dawelSi gamwyveti Sromaa, vinc gamudme-biT danis pirze dadis da burTiviTeTamaSeba sikvdils, raTa mayurebelswuTiT auCqrolos ZarRvebSi sisxli.mindoda, gamego, rilkem sulis bum-berazebs _ angelozebs, metrfeqalebs, gmirebsa da adre gardacv-lilebs _ gverdSi ratom amouyenamoxetiale jambazebi...

yovelive wakiTxul-gancdil-nafiqri realur cxovrebaSi erT ad-amianTan Sexvedram magrZnobina. masirakli hqvia da cirkis msaxiobia, Tum-ca is cirkSi ki ara, bakurianis kinoTe-atris scenaze zafxulis cxel dReeb-Si vnaxe.

bakurianSi damsvenebeli, rbiladrom vTqvaT, sanaxaobiT ganebivrebuliar aris, amitom didian-patariana, yve-lani daveSureT sacirko warmodgenas.kinodarbazSi teva ar iyo. scena are-nasaviT mrgvali ar aris, viwroa da am-itom programidan zogieTi nomrisamogdeba mouwiaT, zogierTi mxolodnawilobriv Seasrules.

dawyebis win scenis gverdiT, ezoSigamavali karidan mewamul moabreSumonaWris Sarvalsa da perangSi gamowyo-bili maRali Savgvremani axalgazrdaSemovida da karis win uZravad dadga.jer uniformisti megona. kari SemTx-veviT gaiRo da pirveli rigis ganapi-

arlekinis Rimili

ras mjdomma bavSvma sacirko manqanisada maimunebiani galiis danaxvaze aRt-acebiT daiwivla. mewamulsamosianmasaocari sikeTiT gauRima da tuCebzeTiTi miiWira. rodesac ramdenime wuT-is Semdeg igive biWi farTomklavebianibrWyviala samosiT scenaze Jonglire-bas Seudga, Semdeg ki erTaderT bor-balze amxedrebulma scenas ramden-jerme Semouara, mivxvdi, sacirko dasiZalian pataraa da TiToeul msaxiobsramdenime funqciis SeTavseba uwevs.gasul saukuneebSi xmelTaSua zRvisauzSi dabadebul saxalxo `Comedia de’larte~-sac aseTive mcirericxovani dakontrastulad TviTmyofadi person-aJebi (arlekini, piero, kolombina...)Seadgendnen. eseni ki SavizRvi-spireTidan, baTumidan aRmoCndnen.

iraklis garda Jonglirebisa da

da, mis zurgs ukan Camomxobili nage-bobis nawilebi biWebma aitaces. ara, amwarmodgenas sacirko xelovnebis mas-ter-klass namdvilad ver vuwodeb...aseTi nomrebiT monakos princi ardatkbeboda, maT naxvas Tavisi saTayv-anebeli cirkis arenaze ar isurvebda.magram me am gulubryvilo da gulisa-maCuyebelma ubraloebam romelimesaqveynod cnobili laureatis osta-tobaze metad momxibla...

irakli mxolod klounis gamosv-lebisas isvenebda, yovel SemTxvevaSi,mxolod am momentebSi ar Candascenaze. klouni WiWi mayureblebTanuSualo kontaqtSi muSaobda, scenazebavSvebs aTamaSebda da, amas garda,fokusic Seasrula: saamisod, sakmaogaWirvebiT, scenaze `ori Zlieri ma-makaci~ miiwvia: gaWirvebiT imitom, rom

mTel ierSi raRac bolomde auxsnelimaocebda: TvalebSi Cagubebuli dar-di da bavSvuri simorcxve, ara, bavS-vurze meti _ raRac araamqveyniuriTviniereba. da kidev uzomo sikeTe,romelic SeuZlebeli iyo, ar gegrZno.`Tu ar moeqceviT da ar daemsgavsebiTbavSvebs, ver SexvalT caTa sasufevel-Si~. misi Rimilis gaxsenebaze mjeroda:es adamiani namdvilad Seva caTa sa-sufevelSi.

erT kviraze odnav meti gavida dabakurianSi isev gamoCnda `Sapitos~afiSebi. gulSi tkbil-mware tkivilmadamiara. amjerad cirkSi wamoyolazeCemi ori wlis biWis garda veRaravindaviTanxme: is imdenad pataraa, romsanaxaobis ganmeorebas ucvleli six-aruliT Sexvda. bileTis asaRebadadrianad mivedi da moxetiale msax-iobebis mosvlasac Seveswari: kinoTea-tris mTavari Sesasvlelis win dididaxuruli satvirTo manqana da wiTe-li mikroavtobusi gaCerda. satvir-Todan ZaRlebis moguduli, magramomaxiani yefa moismoda. mikroavto-busidan jer zedmetad ferumariliani,Tumca sadad Cacmuli qali gadmovida,saxe uZrav niRabs miugavda da uzomodaRlilobas gamoxatavda; mas mohyvaTeTrwvera pirmrgvali mamakaci, SuazafxulSi saidanRac moulodneladgamoCenil Tovlis papas rom hgavda(maSinve vicani, es cirkis doreqtoriiyo) da kidev erTi mamakaci _ saSua-lo tanis, odnav Cafskvnili; is satvir-To manqanas miubrunda da iqidan mox-maure oTxfexa artistebs uborotod,alersianadac ki gasZaxa:

_ gaCerdii!gavocdi, rodesac mivxvdi, rom es

TiTqmis meloti uRimRamo kaci klou-ni WiWi iyo, daRlilsaxianimandilosani ki _ impozanturi roza-linda, romelsac sasceno grimiwinaswar hqonda wasmuli. ukve mogvi-anebiT gavifiqre, albaT, am adamianeb-ma, karga xania, daxajes xalisiani ga-mometyvelebis is maragi, rac mTelicxovrebisTvis hqondaT gankuTvnilida usasrulo kredits mxolodsulieri Zalebis maqsimaluri daZabvisxarjze Tu iReben-meTqi. Tuki mar-Tlac asea, gamflangvelobis uflebasTavs namdvilad ver miscemen...

pirvelive danaxviT mxolod irak-li vicani. marTalia, axla yovladCveulebrivi Savi moklemklavebianimaisuri ecva, magram is TiTqmis erTa-derTi iyo msaxiobTa Soris, visac pro-fesiuli amplua arc iers ucvlida,arc saxes. ramdenimewamiani SinaganibrZolis Semdeg Cems Tavs vZlie, racCveulebriv ar mCvevia, da biWs mivua-lovdi. sakuTar grZnobebSi jerac arviyavi garkveuli, amitom guls dana-Saulis bundovani gancda miRrRnida,TiTqos vTvalTmaqcobdi.

_ ukacravad, SeiZleba, raRacgkiTxoT? dResac igive programiTgamoxvalT, romliTac amaswinaT, Tuaxali nomrebic geqnebaT?.. _ sindisisqejnas Tundac imis gamo vgrZnobdi,rom am SekiTxvaze pasuxi CemTvis ise-dac naTeli iyo: vin gamogicxobs erTkviraSi axal programas?!

maSinve Cemsken gaognebuli da ga-ciskrovnebuli saxe moabruna, warbebimaRla azida da saocrad gaxsnili,moRimari mzera momapyro, magramTiTqos ver gaego, ra msurda misgan.pauza rom ar gagrZelebuliyo,swrafad davamate:

_ erTi kviris win ukve vnaxeT Tqve-ni warmodgena da Zalian mogvewona...

cotac da, panikaSi Cavvardebodi,magram biWma Cumad da TiTqos gaubeda-vad warmoTqva:

_ ra vici... sxvadasxva..._ rogor? jer kidev ar iciT, dRe-

isaTvis ra gaqvT programaSi?! _moCvenebiT gavikvirve da kmayofilidavrCi sakuTari TaviT imis gamo, romase gavTamamdi, magram meore wamSivemivxvdi, saSineli danaSauli Cavidine,Tumca ver gamego, rogor da ranair-ad: biWi sruliad dabneuli da ga-camtverebuli idga Cems winaSe, TiTqosmxrebSic ki moxriliyo. rogor ar hgav-

Tamar kotrikaZe

monociklis nomrebs kidev ori axal-gazrda, giorgi da zaali, asrulebda.warmodgenaSi ori qali monawileobda:gimnasti gogona da konferansie,romelic, amave dros, cxovelebis (orimaimunis, sami ZaRlis, giganturi pi-Tonisa da iguanas) momTvinierebelicgaxldaT _ odesRac mdidruli sil-amazis mqone qalbatoni, romelmacTavi rozalindas fsevdonimiT war-mogvidgina.

cirkis direqtori iqve, scenis Zir-Si ijda patara skamze (iq, sadac Teatr-Si Cveulebriv suflioris adgilia),`lefTofi~ hqonda gaxsnili damusikalur gaformebas uzrunvelyof-da.

rodesac irakli Jonglirebda, sax-eze raRac saocari naTeli efina. ax-ladgaparsuli gamoburculi yvri-malebi da nikapi gluvad ubzinavda,didroni, lamazWriliani TvalebiskuTxeebi Rimilisagan qveviT eqaCebo-da da, amave dros, maTSi bavSvuri gaube-daoba ikiTxeboda. xelebs uswrafesadda Seucdomlad amoZravebda. etyobo-da, vin icis, meramdened, da mainc xal-isiT asrulebda martiv nomers. boloskidev ufro gabrwyinebuli saxiT gada-xeda mayureblebs da mklavebi moxde-nilad aswia. sxartad, lamazadmoZraobda, magram am yvelafers isartistuli Tavmomwoneba aklda, Cveu-lebriv rom axasiaTebT nebismieri Jan-risa Tu donis msaxiobebs.

Tavad misi gamosvla warmodgenisdasawyisSive Sesrulebuli ori nomriTamoiwura, magram scena TiTqmis wuTi-Tac ar dautovebia, yvela monawilesexmareboda: rodesac ekvilibristizaali, yvelaze umcrosi, TiTqmis bavS-vi, magidaze Sedgmuli gorgolaWebisada ori skamisagan agebul saSinladmeryev piramidaze unda amZvraliyo,iraklim ukve nacnobi moxdenilimoZraobiT awia xeli da biWs sayrde-nad SeaSvela. am dros giorgis liTo-nis msubuqi kibe eWira, romliTac zaa-li mocaxcaxe koSkis mwvervalze avi-da; mxolod wamiT daZlia mizidulobada gamarjvebuli saxiT Zirs Camofrin-

darbazSi metwilad bavSvebi da dedebiisxdnen, aqa-iq Svilebs wamoyolilimamebi ki did xaliss ar iCendnen. foku-sis arsi is iyo, rom scenaze miwveulierT-erTi mamakaci mklavebgakoWilrozalindasTan erTad did tomaraSiCasves, wuTis Semdeg ki kaci mayurebel-Ta winaSe welszeviT SiSveli warsdga,rozalindas misi perangi ecva, mklave-bi ki isev ise magrad hqonda zurgsukanSekruli...

warmodgenis bolo nawilSi iraklisgverdiTa karidan rig-rigobiT Semo-hyavda maimunebi da ZaRlebi da aRmo-savlur motmasnur samosSi gamowyobilrozalindas awvdida. pirvelma maimu-nma ara da ar isurva, momTvinierebelsdamorCileboda, ifxaWneboda dasadRac garboda. ramdenime uSedegomcdelobis Semdeg qalma uzneo cxove-li isev biWs SeaCeCa, Tavidan momaci-leo, imanac saswrafod gaiyvana bavS-viviT gulSi Cakruli cxoveli. meoremaimuni ufro bejiTi gamodga, gan-sakuTrebiT kargad wignis `kiTxva~ ga-mosdioda: gverdebs swrafad fur-clavda da maT Soris Camalul sakveb-is patara naWrebs swrafad itenidapirSi. yvelaze yoCaRebi ZaRlebigamodgnen _ ori pudeli da erTigaurkveveli jiSis grZelbalniani pa-tara ZaRli, romelsac irakli darozalinda misi ritmuli yefis Tanx-lebiT saxtunaoze axtunavebdnen.

damagvirgvinebel nomrad biWmascenaze kubos magvari mogrZo yuTiSemoacura, saidanac rozalindam gi-ganturi piToni amoiyvana. am arsebiserTaderTi niWi da gamorCeuloba miszomasa da bunebriv silamazeSi mdgo-mareobda, TviT misi gamoCena kmarodaSemzaravi da momajadoebeli efeqti-saTvis. piTons arafris keTeba ar eva-leboda, imitom, rom arc araferi See-Zlo...

dasicxuli da aRtkinebuli bavSve-bis nakads darbazidan gareT mivyvebo-di da isev iraklize vfiqrobdi. vix-senebdi, ra dauzareli morCilebiTada xalisiT emsaxureboda yvela ga-momsvlels da mis gamometyvelebasa da

debiuti


da yovelive es scenaze mis lamaz dasxart gamosvlas! Zalian cudad gavx-di: ase megona, daucvel, uboroto bavS-vs sila gavawani.

_ kargi nomrebi gvaqvs... _ umweodamoiluRluRa da mec saswrafod dav-eTanxme:

_ vici, vici, Zalian kargi nomrebigaqvT...

magram Cadenilis gamosworeba veR-ar SevZeli. orivem Tvalebi uxerxuladdavxareT da erTmaneTs gavecaleT.

im dRes ori warmodgena iyo daniS-nuli, bileTi meoreze aviRe da naSua-dRevs kinoTeatrTan davbrundi.

xalxi TandaTan grovdeboda Sesas-vlelTan. wiTeli mikroavtobusi axlaukve ezos mxares davinaxe, misi kari Riaiyo da pirdapir, Ria karTan irakliijda. ra Tqma unda, davinaxe Tu ara,Tvali veRar movwyvite, Tumca dilan-deli marcxis Tu gaugebrobis Semdeg,vicodi, misvlas da dalaparakebas ve-Rar gavbedavdi. Tanac, ar vicodi, raunda meTqva misTvis: rogorc yvelaferdidsa da namdvils, am gancdasac ver-anairi gansazRvreba ver vupove, vercerT kategorias ver mivakuTvne...

sazurges miyrdnobili, uZravadijda da erT wertils miStereboda _Canda, es poza warmodgenebs Soris das-venebis Cveul mdgomareobad hqceoda.vicani oqrosferi ZafiT gawyobilisamosi, romliTac Jonglirebda, ma-gram zevidan is ubralo Savi maisurigadaecva, riTac diliT vnaxe: albaT,ar surda, sacirko kostiumiT quCaSigamvlelTa yuradReba mieqcia. amisgamo farTo saxeloebi frTebiviT Cake-cili da mklavebze mitmasnili hqondada aman ratomRac gansakuTrebuladamiCuya guli. swrafad Sevedi Senoba-Si: ar mindoda, rom davenaxe. marTa-lia, Tan bavSvi maxlda da TiTze niS-nobis beWedi mekeTa, magram, aba, raunda efiqra qalze, romelic ase da-JinebiT umzers...

warmodgenis dawyebamde scenis windavlande: samiode wlis gogonasaTvisxeli Caekida da kulisebs miRma mihyav-da _ rogorc Semdeg gavige, es erT-erTi artistis, giorgisa da gimnastigogonas, nastias, Svilia, romelsac,cxadia, mudam Tan daatareben. ucnau-ria: bavSvi, romelic cirks mxolodsarCulis mxridan icnobs, rom-lisTvisac yvela saocreba windawinaaamoxsnili _ is, rac sxvaTaTvis six-arulia, misTvis momabezrebel ruti-nad qceula _ mSoblebisagan TiTqmismTel energiasa da dros rom moiTx-ovs...

sacirko marSis nacnobma xmamaRal-ma hangebma, rogorc yovelTvis, mRel-vare molodiniT amavso, Tumca ase mok-le xnis win nanaxis ganmeorebas, cxadia,is pirvandeli xibli veRar eqneboda.mxolod pirvel or nomers vuyuredaZabuli yuradRebiT, TiToeuliniuansis moxelTebas vcdilobdi, Sem-deg ki movdundi. darbazSi xalxicufro naklebi iyo, vidre ori kviriswinaT da msaxiobebic, rogorc meCvena,naklebi xalisiT muSaobdnen. Tumca,SesaZloa, es STabeWdileba mxolodCems sakuTar ganwyobas unda davabra-lo.

gamonakliss kvlavac irakli war-moadgenda: Jonglireba giorgim daiw-yo da wamis erT gadamwyvet meaTasedSiirakli Caenacvla: haerSi TiTqos Se-Cerebuli goguTebis rkali aitaca daciuri sxeulebiviT aaTamaSa.

Semdeg sami xelCakidebuli mono-ciklisti scenaze wreebs uvlida. maR-la aweuli farTo saxeloebi frTebsmiugavdaT. akustikuri gitaris kria-la bgerebi maT moZraobas kidev ufromsubuqs xdida. danarCeni ori kulisebsmiRma gauCinarda da irakli martodarCa. kidev erTi wre Semouara, sce-nis SuaSi gaCerda, Tavi ukan gadaigdoda monocikli Sublze Semoidga. jer-ac haerSi motriale borbali gaawo-naswora, Zirs gadakotrialda, isev wa-modga da, mklavebgaSlili, RimiliTSeegeba aplodismentebs. nomeri romdasrulda, rogorc iqna, mivxvdi, riTgansxvavdeba is sxva danarCeni msaxiobe-

bisagan: misi Rimili namdvilia, sulissiRrmidan amosuli da ara profesiu-li. cxovrebaSic zustad aseve iRimis.da kidev gavifiqre: rodesac, ai, asegahyurebs darbazs, sinamdvileSi ve-rafers amCnevs. sxva msaxiobebi mayure-blebs aSkarad usworeben Tvals, maTuRimian, maTTvis irjebian, es ki _ visan ris winaSe gamodis? gamaxsenda wmin-da franCesko asizeli, kaTolicizmises, Tu ar vcdebi, erTaderTi salosi,sakuTar Tavs `RvTismSoblis jambazs~rom uwodebda _ vinc uwmindesi qal-wulis sadideblad Tavi usazRvroddaimdabla, `gaisulela~ da mis winaSeTavdaviwyebiT gadadioda yiraze...

darbazidan gasvlisas uka-nasknelad davinaxe ezoSi gamaval kar-Tan, wamoSlil mayureblebs gadaj-varedinebuli xelebiT aniSnebda, eskari daketilia, mTavari gasasvlel-idan SegiZliaT gasvlao. isev ise mdu-mared iRimoda... laparaks aSkaradJestebis ena erCivna. etyoba, qarTulikargad ar icis-meTqi, gavifiqre.

mas mere dReebi gavida da mosvenebasar maZlevda fiqri, rom warmodgenisSemdeg SemeZlo, mivsuliyavi da ubral-od madloba gadamexada _ meTqva, romZalian momewona misi gamosvla da yve-lanair sikeTes vusurveb, rac ki Sesa-Zlebelia... cotaTi banaluri iqnebo-da, magram ukve vicodi, rom swored esmsurda: sul odnavi siTbo damebrune-bina im adamianisaTvis, visganac sike-Tis aseTi Zlieri impulsi vigrZeni.xinjad damrCa, ase laCrulad rom gam-oviqeci da SesaZlebloba xelidan ga-vuSvi, amitom, rogorc saerTod vicixolme, dagvianebiT gavaqtiurdi. mas-Tan dakavSireba, marTalia, ver movax-erxe, ufro swored, ver gavbede, ma-gram zogierTi ram mainc gavige misSesaxeb...

skolaSi Cveulebrivi mowafe iyo,aranair gansakuTrebul niWs ar avlen-da. gakveTilebze jdomas megobrebTanerTad ezoSi yofna erCivna, oRonderTi-orTan. bevri megobari arasodesyolia. erTi gataceba hqonda, romel-sac mSoblebi uSlidnen, magramromelzedac xeli verafriT aaRebines:saxlis sxvenSi mtredebis mTeli gundihyavda moSenebuli, yoveldRe Zveli,moryeuli kibiT adioda saxuravze daqersa da puris namcecebs uyrida. saa-TobiT SeeZlo, Tvali edevnebina maTifusfusisaTvis, yvelaze metad is mo-menti uyvarda, rodesac frTebs Slid-nen da asafrenad emzadebodnen. dedayovel aT wuTSi erTxel gadioda ezo-Si da kiserdagrZelebuli ahyurebdasaxuravs. biWis gamxdar, awowil figu-ras rom dalandavda, cota xniT mSvid-deboda. cdilobda, SvilisTvis ardaenaxebina Tavisi dardiani saxe, ara-da, bolo dros sul erTi fraza hqon-da akviatebuli, romelsac TavisTvis,Cumad butbutebda: `Svilo, ar Camo-varde. Tavi, Tavi ar gaixeTqo, dedagenacvalos...~

iraklis yovlad ucnauri gambe-daoba axasiaTebda, romelic yvelasakvirvebda: srulebiT ar eSinoda si-maRlis da, amave dros, verafriT da-Zlia velosipedis SiSi. ar warmoedgi-na, orborbliani konstruqcia saku-Tari sxeulis ZaliT rogor unda gae-wonasworebina da amitom, yvela Tavisiaxlobeli biWisagan gansxvavebiT,velosipediT siaruli vera da ver is-wavla. samagierod, saxuravis qimze mo-siarule xSirad unaxavT. am dros gaS-lili mklavebis msubuqi moZraobiTikavebda wonasworobas, mklavebze,mxrebze, Tavze ruxi da TeTri mtrede-bi asxdnen, zogi Tavs dastrialebda,wamiT daajdeboda da isev maRla af-rindeboda; biWic TiTqos frinvelebsbaZavda, mklavebs iqnevda, gegoneboda,afrena surs an sulac ukve mifrinav-so...

cameti wlis asakSi meningitis mZimeformiT daavadda. ramdenime kviraugonod iyo. eqimebs eSinodaT, ver ga-darCebao. rodesac gons movida, uTov-lo, yinviani noemberi idga. qariamazrzeni sisiniT axlida saavadmyo-fos fanjaras xis SiSvel totebs.

rogorc burusSi, ise dainaxa sawolTanTavdaxrili dedis galeuli, gatanju-li saxe. nela, gaWirvebiT gaiazra, romavad iyo da SeiZleboda, momkvdariyo_ iqneb axlac jer kidev sikvdilissafrTxe emuqreboda. daRlili, avad-myofi tvini saSineli boRmiT aevso: ra-tom maincdamainc me? ratom undamovkvde maSin, rodesac amdeni sxva ad-amiani icocxlebs? ra usamarTlobaa?!erTbaSad SesZulda adamianebic, mTe-li es civi, pirquSi samyaroc da TviTdedac, romelic axla cremliani damainc imediani TvalebiT Sehyurebda.raRacas lbili, aTrTolebuli xmiTeubneboda, magram biWs umartivesi si-tyvebis wvdomac ki ise uWirda, TiTqosucxo enaze elaparakebodnen. dedasundoda, misTvis Sublidan wamozrdiliTma gadaewia, magram Svilma Tavikedlisken Seatriala da gaerida. Tukicxovrebam gaimeta, TviTonac zurgsSeaqcevda cxovrebas...

imave Rames avadmyofoba pirvan-delze bevrad ufro mZime saxiT Seu-brunda. eCveneboda, rom bnelderefnebSi daexeteboda daqanculi,oflSi gawuruli, da gasasvlels eZeb-da. sadRac win bundovnad gaielvebdanaTeli wertili da isev miimaleboda.derefnebs bolo ar uCanda. dros dine-ba Seewyvita da TiTqos daxSul wrezetrialebda, realur samyaroSi ki erT-maneTs Tveebi enacvleboda.

raRac gareSe ZaliT manamde uZravinaTeli wertili Tavad daiZra misken.igrZno, rom gvirabidan gamovida, Tum-ca garemos ver arCevda, imdenad TeTrida TvalismomWreli iyo naTeba. da ue-crad Tavis winaSe deda dainaxa, rom-lis saxec maSinve ecno da Tan eucxovakidec: is mTlianad am yovlismomcvelnaTelTan Serwymuliyo, Tavadac asx-ivebda naTels da Zalian axalgazrdaiyo: iseTi, rogoric Svils ar axsovda,mxolod Zvel fotosuraTebze enaxa.deda mSvidi RimiliT uyurebda, Semdegbage gaxsna, raRac unda eTqva, magramsityvebis magier moulodneli, Tumcasaocrad sasiamovno da lbiliyelismieri bgerebi amouSva, bundovnadnacnobi, romlebmac biWi erTbaSaddaamSvida da gons moiyvana. usasrulo-bidan isev droSi CaeSva da Sin, TavissawolSi gaaxila Tvali. oTaxi mziT iyoganaTebuli, gazafxuli idga da RiafanjaraSi mopirdapire saxlis damre-ci saxuravi moCanda, mis napirze kiruxi, movercxlisfro mtredidaabijebda da dinjad, sazeimod, TavisdaJinebuli dakvriT imeorebda: `Ru-Ru-Ru!~ _ TiTqos viRacas raRacasuxsniso.

irakli xelaxla dabadebuls hgav-da _ kacma rom Tqvas, sworedac romxelaxla daibada: recidivis Semdegeqimebs ojaxis wevrebisaTvis uTqvamT,aranairi imedi aRar ariso da avadmy-ofi Sin gamoutanebiaT. axla yve-lafers axali TvaliT uyurebda dayvelaferi, erTxel da samudamod, us-azRvrod Seuyvarda. rac mTavaria, mix-vda, rom arc am da arc imqveynad saSi-Si araferi iyo, sruliad araferi.

TiTqmis naxevari weliwadi wolilaugonod. axla Zal-Rones swrafadikrebda, oRondac metyvelebis unarimTlianad waerTva da, marTlac axald-abadebuli bavSviviT uwevda sityvebi-sa da bgerebis gaWirvebiT warmoTqma,magram amas uxerxulobis gareSe, Ri-miliTa da bavSvuri gaocebiT akeTeb-da.

Tavis Zvel gatacebas ar dab-runebia: misi avadmyofobis periodSimtredebi gavelurdnen da gaifantnen,erTi-orsRa mohkra Tvali Tavisi ub-nis sxvadasxva kunWulSi, ufro xSirad,saxuravebis Tavze xedavda da uxaro-da, laRad rom dafrinavdnen. iyvnen,ifrinon, ra saWiroa maTi Tavidan mo-Sinaureba...

rogorc ki fizikurad momagrda dagareT gasvla SeZlo, varjiSi daiwyo.sul SemTxvevT Sexvda jonis, sacirkojgufis xelmZRvanels, romelmacuTxra, jobs, CemTan, cirkSi wamoxvide,sporticaa da namdvili, didi xelovne-baco. irakli maSinve daTanxmda. jer

umartivesi ileTebis Sesruleba iswav-la, TandaTan gaiwafa JonglirebaSi;Tavidanve simpaTiiT ganewyo Tavisimaswavleblis, giorgisadmi, masze mx-olod ramdenime wliT ufrosi rom iyoda, ukve misi partnioric gamxdariyo.warmatebaze metad is uxaroda, rom aq,Sapitos patara, Wreli TaRis qveS,mrgval arenaze SeeZlo, JestebiTa damimikiT gamoexata yvelanairi saTqme-li da emocia. grZnobda, rom es ioladda kargad gamosdioda da uxaroda.Rimili saxidan aRar Sordeboda.

joni gamocdili xelmZRvaneli iyo,cirki marTla yvelafers erCivna.igor kiosTan umuSavia, uamrav sain-teresos yveboda `did~, anu ruseTiscirkze. amasTan, arc organizatoru-li da komerciuli alRo aklda,yovelTvis axerxebda gastrolebi-sTvis aucilebeli pirobebis Seqmnas daTavisi msaxiobebis interesebs, TusaWiro gaxdeboda, kbilebiTac daicav-da. yvela Cemi Svilebi xarTo, eubnebo-da xolme axalgazrdebs. SvilebiviTpatronobda da, Tu saWiro iyo, tuqsav-da kidec.

baTumSi, Tavisi pirveli warmodge-nis win, srulebiT ar unerviulia. ai,mogvianebiT ki, roca jonim uTxra,droa, bedi sxva JanrSic scadoo damonocikli SesTavaza, irakli Secba.Turme, kidev rCeboda raRac, rasacufrTxoda: bavSvobis Semdeg miviwyebu-li velosipedis SiSi amoutivtivda.mxolod ramdenime santimetris siga-nis skami, pedlebi da erTaderTi bor-bali _ egona, am yovlad mouxerxebelsagans verasodes aviTvisebo, magramukan daxeva arc ufiqria. erT dRes,morigi dacemis Semdeg, arenis mwvanetiloze ijda bedkrul borbalTan Cax-utebuli da dabeJil TeZos izelda.gverdiT Salis ponCoSi yurebamde gax-veulma rozalindam Cauara (zamTariiyo da karavSi nulovani temperaturaidga), daxeda, loyaze alersianadmiefera da sicivisa da TuTunisaganCaxrinwuli xmiT uTxra:

_ nu dardob, irakli-jan, ai, naxav,yvelaferi gamogiva. wamo, genacvale,miki da Capa gamakreWine...

axali programiT TbilisiszooparkSi, axali wlis wina dReebSi,garToba-sanaxaobisaTvis gansakuTre-bulad ganwyobili mayureblis winaSegamovidnen. iraklis gamudmebulivarjiSisagan gverdebi stkioda da, mi-uxedavad amisa, darwmunebuli iyo,araferi gamouvidoda. arenaze gamos-vlisas pedlebs fexebiT daeyrdno,mklavebiT Seecada wonasworobis Se-narCunebas da Tvalebi daxuWa. nacnob-ma musikam daamSvida. erTbaSad gitarishangebs miRma frTebis Sxuilis magvarixma moesma, moeCvena, TiTqos saxuravzeidga da gaSlil mklavebze mtredebiasxdnen. iseTi Tavisufleba igrZno,TiTqos pedlebs ki ar atrialebda,haerSi amoZravebda fexebs. Tvalebigaaxila, magram frenis gancda ar gam-qrala. arenaze ramdenime wre gaakeTada SuaSi gaCerda. mozRvavebul six-aruls mkerdSi veRar itevda, mTelidarbazis, saTiTaod yvela mayureblisgulSi Cakvra undoda. TviTonac verSeniSna, rogor acekvda: es evropuliCeCotkasa da qarTuli davlurisraRac Tavdaviwyebuli nazavi TavisTa-vad gamouvida. darbazi ovaciebiTagugunda, iraklis aRtaceba mayure-blebsac gadaedoT. damagvirgvinebeliakordebi miwyda da isic, mklavebgaS-lili, RimiliT ismenda taSsa da SeZax-ilebs.

misi Rimili... ai, swored es Rimiliigulisxma rilkem, rodesac dawera:

`modi, dakrife, angelozo, es samkurnalo

wvril-wvril yvavilTa balaxebi, Cade larnakSi

da Cadgi CvenTvis jer gauSlel lxenaTa Soris,lamaz urnaSi, ukvdavhyavi didi warweriT: `Subrisio Saltat~*...

* (laT.) `jambazis Rimili~.

dauwereli werilebidan

12 literaturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiliteraturuli gazeTiCanawerebi 16 - 29 ianvari 2015

* * *àgelaos, zevsis ki ara, mamaCemis

tkivilebs geficebi...~ me ki Cem drosgeficebiT, im dros, romelSic me vcx-ovrob da ara im dros, romelSic mo-ciqulebi da winaswarmetyvelebi cx-ovrobdnen. es dReisdRea.

* * *fiqrs arasdros wyvet, arc saT-

qmels gilevs yoveldRiuroba. arc im-gvari brZeni xar, bage mokumo, Tvale-bi daiTxaro, smena daivso. piriqiT, xe-dav, rom milioni Tvali da yuri da bagemogcemia. TiTqos sakuTari ar kmaro-da. cxovrob, rogorc aTasi sxva. amaurzaurSi yvelaze metad Senivepirovnuli individualizmi gicavs imRvarcofisagan, rac Tavze dagdisyoveli mxridan. wer Sensave Tavs, Tavi-si sixaruliTa da tkivilebiT, gan-cdebiT, gulgatexilobiTa Tu imedeb-iT. nazamTri naZviviT, gazafxulismzis surnelze rom varjs daibertyavsda siyvarulis mtvers afrqvevs irgv-liv. Cvenc ase, Tu sadme sulismzes dav-igulebT, Cveni siyvaruliani amof-rqvevebic sityvebad edeba Cven mozia-reebs. kargi, kidev kargi, es mainc Seg-viZlia.

* * *vinc baton vaxtang rodonias pi-

radad icnobda, miseuli ambis moyolismanerac ecodineba, moWutuli da Ri-miliani Tvalebi, iumori, ironia dadinji Txroba. gamomcemloba „pegasSi~Sevxvdi baton vaxtangs „naninebze~muSaobisas. erTxelac am ambavs mohyva,roca sityva Camovarda TanamedrovegamocemebSi gaparul uxv Secdomebze.erTxelo, brZana batonma vaxtangma,vmuSaobdiT qarTuli agiografiulimwerlobis qrestomaTiaze da miznaddavisaxeT, rom absoluturad uSecdo-mo wigni gamogvecao. Zalian bevri viS-romeT da mivaRwieT am Sedegso da ai,daibeWda wigni da amayad gviWiravsTavi, rom wignSi arc erTi Secdoma arariso gaparuli. da uecrad viRacamaRmoaCina satitule warweraSi ioaneminCxis nacvlad monCxi weriao. hoda,sabolood davaskveniT, rom uSecdo-mo wignis gamocema SeuZlebeliao da ammovlenas saxelic movuZebneT da „mon-Cxis kompleqsi~ davarqviTo. marTlacSeuZlebelia imgvari wignis moZiebadRes, romelSic Secdomebi ar gvxvde-bodes. da yvela Secdomis aRmoCenisasgaviZaxi monCxi da monCxi-meTqi. da raxmianobaa? xom SeiZleboda Secdomasxva sityvaSi gaparuliyo? arada,swored iseTSi gaipara, rom rac metiaSecdoma, miT monC-moCxlarTuls hgavsxolme wigni.

* * *ara mgonia, amaze zustad qris-

tianobis da, zogadad, adamianobiskredo vinmes gamoexatos adamianTa-gans! Torem maxareblebi bevr ramesweren qristesgan gagonils. `mgonia,mowyalebac daCoqilebma unda gavi-RoT... iseve, rogorc viTxovT mis miRe-bas...~ _ amas wers marina cvetaeva... _es, albaT, umaRlesi safexuris adami-anis Tezaa.

* * *erTxel erTma leqsmcodnem mirCia,

nu iyeneb leqsikaSi iseT sityvebs,romelic metyvelebaSi ar ixmareba,radgan am leqsikonSi mosaZiebel si-tyvebze iseve wyvets aRqmas mkiTxvelisyuri, rogorc msmeneli xarveziani ra-diogadacemis eTeris SiSinzeo. arada,zogjer swored erTi sityvis gasa-cocxleblad damiweria leqsi da mgo-nia, rom poeziis erT-erTi `politika~swored enis sicocxlisunarianobisfunqciaa, enis `gamzeureba~. SeiZleba,Zalian naivuria es warmodgenac, romCemi leqsi sityvas sicocoxlesdaubrunebs, ampartavnulic ki... marT-la rogor gavaRaribeT ena. gavaRari-beT Tu gavabrazeT da bevri Zvirfasiram gadagvimala Tavis TavSi. mxolodkomunikaciis saSualebadRa viyenebT.amiran arabulis `suluqcevrad sak-iTxavni~ vinc waikiTxa, dameTanxmeba,rom msgavsi magaliTi enis qmnadobisa,iSviaTia. es mxolod `muxladi~ qarTu-

li araa, es erTi individis sul-gul-gonebaSi enis gamotarebis, gafervissaocari nimuSia. ra kompozitebianawarmoebi, ra sityvebi, ra enobriviplastebia ametyvelebuli am Canaw-erebSi. mwerlis ena Tavadaa kvlevisobieqti. esaa RirebulebaTa ena,azrovnebis ena, sulis ena. gaxevebulitoti rom ganedldeba, ai, egeTia ami-ranis nasityvari. marTlac, enissaamirano Zalas rom gagrZnobinebs.

* * *erTxel eTeros naubars vismendi

Tavis bavSvobaze, cira barbaqaZes hyav-da miwveuli iliaunis poeziis klubSiaxali wignis, `Cit rom iZaxs, wiav~,wardgenaze. maSindelma monaTxrobismosmenam mafiqrebina, rom arsebobsdramaturgiuli ena da mis mflobelsSeuZlia, monaTxrobi aqcios speqtak-lad an kinod. maswavlebelze, baTo Zi-oze, hyveboda eTero da imdenaddavijere, rom ki ar vismendi, vuyureb-di mis bavSvobas da mec iq viyavi, TuSe-Tis soflis skolaSi. taSma gamomafxi-zla. aseTi ambebi iSviaTad dagemarTe-ba. aseTi Txroba axasiaTebs dodo xim-SiaSvilsac, ucnaurad cocxali, xato-vani, suraTovani. da, ganumeorebelrezo esaZes. albaT amgvari niWiT iyvnendajidovebulebi is glexebic, romel-Ta sagvareulo begara batonisaTvismxolod zRapris moyola iyo. imedia,eTeros Canawerebsac male vixilavT...ai, enaze vsaubrobdi, da radgan eTerosleqsebis wigni vaxsene, TuTikos (arab-ulebis nabolaras, mariam arabulis)naxatebiT, ra gulma unda gamiZlos,rom mis daxatul Citebze araferi vTq-va. zRaprulia. es Citebi samoTxis baR-is binadrebi Tu arian. hoda, ai, egeTiniWierebi arian yvelani: kalamic uWik-WikebT, funjic, enac da sulic.

* * *liqokeli lia – CemTvis im miTiur

personaJs hgavs, romelic yrmad daCvilad ki ar ibadeba, aramed ukve zr-dasruli moevlineba qveynierebas. ari-an aseTi xelovanebi, pirvelive monas-miT rom mwvervalebs moxazaven; pirve-live gamoCeniT rom TavianT saxes niS-nad da beWdad daadeben garemos. ase-Ti pirovnebebis Seuvaloba miyvarsZalian, cecxlis ali da msxvrevadimWvirvaleba erTdroulad. maT icianTavianTi niWis sigrZe da sigane. amaTromc aukrZalo wera da sasikvdiloganaCeni gamoutano weris gamo, maincmSvidad gaagrZeleben saqmes. aseTidedakacebi gvyavs Cven. aseTi qalba-tonebi-meTqi, arasdros vityvi. da, ganaerTi da ori? zogs rom Tan mravalS-viliani dedis, zogs taZris iRumenis,zogs mecnieris da vin ityvis, ra sfer-oSi moRvawe adamianis saxiT ar xvdebi?da gana iTxovs vinme, odesme, raime Se-RavaTs? an ra sakadrebelia?!

* * *mindias ganwiruleba dahyva bedad

maT, visac esmoda Tavisuflebis ena.mamuka wiklauri. sul gmiris, sul mxs-nelis momlodine, sul samarTliano-bis gamarjvebis moimede, sul Tavisikargaxuruli droisa da warsulismeWirisufle, sul maxviliviT Se-marTuli, sakuTar Tu samSoblos sul-Si sul wminda siyvarulis gadamrCene-li, warsulis landebis gamomxmobi, si-

marTlis xatis unji yma, sityvis rain-di... mTeli misi Semoqmedeba gamosace-mia, Sesaswavlia. rogori Zlieria misipoeturi sityva, rogori Zlieria misipoeziis simarTle da ra rvaliviTgaubzaravia misi idealebi! da ra mZaf-ria is sinamdvilec, romelsac mTisi-qidan amozrdili RrubeliviT xedavspoeti – garduvaloba imisa, risTvisacar eTmoba arc adamiani, arc samSoblo.da is am ganaCenze, rogorc maxvilze,sakuTari guliT da sicocxliT wa-mogebuli.

* * *martosulobis dedoflebic xom

arseboben?! ra eSveleboda umagaTodpoezias?! gana bevrs gadaudnia bedis-wera bajaRlod? bevrs dauurvebiatkivilebi amgvar mSvenierebad? bevrshqonia aseTi Seumcdari sityvis ̀ geSi~?!bevrs hqonia aseTi nayofieri marto-suloba? sisavsed qceuli euloba? sadiyvnen es leqsebi Senamde? sad iTenebd-nen ùmciresobis mware simarTles~?sad iSlebodnen vardkaWaWebiviTtkivilebis ganTiadebze, raSi itevdnenmzispirebze gaalxul sulTqmas? raZalmosilia Seni siZliere, ra mSve-nieria Seni nayofi, ra marTalia SeniarCevani, ra dedofluria Seni erT-guleba, ela!

* * *aseT WapanwyvetaSi, albaT, aras-

dros ucxovria mwerals. vityvi amas davaJa-fSavela dagidgebaT Tvalwin. meki Cem Tanamedrove mwerlebze vambob,ramdens wvaloben, Sromoben, welebzefexs idgamen, rom... da mainc mSieri,Caucmeli, valebSi, usamsaxuro, uwaml-isfulo, daucveli, pativmiugebeli,SvilisTvis araferi aqvs, mokeTes ve-raferSi adgeba... da Tqven, albaT, essityvebi mainc vaJa-fSavelas gagax-seneben...

* * *arcerT poetTan ar amomikiTxavs

aseTi ZalmosilebiT, aseTi simarTliTda aseTi siRrmiT omgamovlili, omga-datanili adamianis gancdebi, rogorcSako bakuraZis wignSi `dasadebelniwmindisa aRdgomisani~. am leqsebidanxvdebi, raa ara naomari jariskacis,aramed omnaxadi kacis, omgadatanilisgancda, im kacis, romlisTvis arc aras-dros damTavrdeba omi, sanam cocxa-lia! magram Sako imis Sakoa, siciliTmokvdeba da ityvis, mariamo, am òmnax-ads~ òrnaxadi~ mirCevniao.

* * *droze amboben, piruTvneli msa-

juliao. magram amis magaliTebic xombevria, roca sakuTari drois mier wau-kiTxavi Semoqmedi Zalian Znelad imkvi-drebs Tavs sxva ucxo droSi? poetiscnobili fraza `dro, dro aRniSne~,albaT, ufro Rrma qveteqstis matare-beli formulaa. iqneb ase unda meTqva:procesidan amovardnili avtoriZnelad poulobs Tavis kuTvnil adg-ils mere. anu gamoTqma `yvelafersTavis dro aqvs~, Semoqmedebasac exeba?

* * *kato javaxiSvils Tavisi Sinagani

sakuTari drois sistema aqvs, TavisisakuTari saaTi, Tavisi sakuTari leq-si, Tavisi tkivilebi, Tavisi sixaruli.

da axalgazrduli protesti _ yve-laze mSvenieri da keTilSobiliegoizmi, samyarosTan da adamianebTanSejaxebis sisastikidan cecxlisyvaviliviT amozrdili. nu kiTxavTkatos, romeli saaTia, Tu drois gage-ba gindaT, misi saaTi sul sxva drosaCvenebs. misi leqsebi ufro getyviT,ra droa axla...

* * *sadi nimari _ es saxeli da gvari,

Cemi sayvareli poetisa, romlisadmicmaqvs miZRvnili leqsi `TeTri xbore-bi~, bevrma eZeba, dagugla, magram aba,vin ipovida Cem gamogonil gvar-sax-els? es ninia sadRobelaSvilia. erTipiroba vifiqreT, misi romani òrsu-li~, fsevdonimiT gamosuliyo da ram-denime saxeli da gvari SevarCieT. meregadaifiqra Tavadve, me ki ver SevelieCem `gamogonebas~ sadi, sad-RobelaS-vil-i Sevamokle, ninos nawils, nis,romelic SebrunebiT, Cinurad, arwivs,uflis rCeul frTosans niSnavs, maricmivumate, is `mar~, romelic `RvTiuro-bis~ aRmniSvnelia. hoda, ase gaCnda sadinimari, marTlac rom Cemi usayvarle-si poeti. aseTi mokrZalebuli adami-ani me sxva aravin Semxvedria, vaRiareb.mis niWSi marTla `RvTis Tvalia~,rogorc mze yurZnis mwife marcvalSi.

* * *aseTi fenomeni qarTul mwerloba-

Si, rogoric nato daviTaSvilia, meorearaa. qarTuli fentezis dedofali!aseTi pasuxismgeblobiT adamianisaqmes ekidebodes, iSviaTad minaxavs.nato qarTveli roulingia. misiproduqtiuloba samagaliToa. TumcaZnelia, aka morCilaZis an rostom Cx-eiZis fonze vinme produqtiulobi-saTvis Seaqo, nato amas imsaxurebsTavis gamomcemelTan erTad.

* * *Tanamedroveobisa da istorizmis

imgvar erTobas, rac berZeni nobelian-ti poetis giorgos seferisis leqseb-is Targmanebze muSaobisas vigrZeni,aqvs Zalmosileba, Tavisi samSoblo,rogorc Rirebuleba, nebismier sxvaucxos uqcios sarwmunod, Tundac issaberZneTi ar iyos. didi madloba maiakakaSvils, rom berZeni nobeliantebisTargmna gadawyvita da mec damimgza-vra am gzaze.

* * *miTi, isaao, rac sul arsebobs. da

gveleSapic ar moispo, wyarozemokalaTebuli, yvelaferi rom misia,rasac moisurvebs. axali miTiuri per-sonaJebic rom arseboben: masiurifsiqozi, masiuri cinizmi, ekranulimSveniereba, masiuri agresia, mowameo-brivi boroteba, qristianuli fana-tizmi, poeturi agresia, masiurixaTrianoba, politikuri apoli-tikuroba da ase Semdeg da ase Semdeg...

* * *meterlinkis `naturfilosofiuri

Txzulebebis~ daTo akrianiseuliTargmanebi minda, vaxseno. saocrebaaTavad orginaluri Sroma mwerlisa,magram aranaklebi saocrebaa is osta-toba, riTac mTargmneli aqarTulebsam teqstebs. gaocebuli rCebi! asevemaocebs filip Jakotes poeturiprozis Targmanebis kiTxva. es nisliv-iT mosaxelTebeli mistika rogoraagadmotanili erTi enidan meoreze. aba,sxva raRaa saocari ostatoba?

* * *lela metreveli, uniWieresi qali,

poeti, mTargmneli, mecnieri, didigulSematkivaria meore SesaniSnavipoetis, nodar adeiSvilis. gamzadebu-li udevs nodaris `100 leqsi~. ise mox-da, gamomcemlobam ver moaxerxa am kre-bulis sagamomcemlo gegmaSi Casma.rogor mwydeba guli, rogor xSiradmaxsendeba Zalian simpatiuri adamianiTavisi cisferi TvalebiT da bavSvuriguliT. arseboben adamianebi da leqse-bi, romelTa daviwyeba ubralod argvepatieba, romlebic, rogorc aras-dros, ise Wirdeba dRevandel afori-aqebul da mSfoTvare suls.

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* * *poeti da xelovani rom yvelaze ga-

beduli adamiani ar iyos, verc ve-rafers Seqmnida axals. maTgan yvelazegabedulebi SemorCebian xolme sauku-neebs. rac Seexeba moqalaqeobrivpoziciebs da gabedulebas, es individ-ualuri Tvisebaa. me minaxavs adamiani,vinc TiTqos Sin aris gamoketili aske-ti beriviT, magram misi sityviT sauku-neebi aigragnebian da azrovnebis axa-li sivrceebi gadaeSlebaT win adami-anebs. iseTebic minaxavs, partiul ko-niunqturas da xelovanis saxels erT-droulad rom ifereben da minaxavsSewiruli adaminebic, gmirebi... droTviTon warmoSobs xolme aseT adami-anebs, iTxovs TiTqos, xatis ymasaviTxels adebs da sakuTari gziT atarebs,raTa maTma sityvam WeSmaritebisaTvisiqadagos. aseTi adamianebis gareSe sa-zogadoeba ar viTardeba, gabedulebaswored is Tvisebaa, romelzec momava-li unda daSendes. bednieria is, visaces unari `ganeCineba~. magram ai, amgvaridiadi da epoqaluri saxelovnebo ga-bedulebis gverdiT vafanateb ubraloadamianur gabedulebas, roca gaqvsZala da unaric Segwevs, simarTle mi-axalo pirSi moyvass da is uTxra, risiRirsicaa.

* * *qarTuli polifoniuri, mravalxmi-

ani simRera sxva adamianebTan (da xalx-ebTan) Tanacxovrebisa da individu-alurobis SenarCunebis ubrwyinvalesiniSani da magaliTia. sulis am unarmamogviyvana dRemde! saqarTvelos xmamgonia maradisobidan... mSobliuri damisandobeli, xan xafi, xan Zlivsgasagoni, xan amoucnobi, aTasnairadmJReri, mravalxmiani, vaJkacuri... xmamaradisobidan, sul, sul, gamudmebiTmdinari, zogjer salosuri xmaa _ sak-uTari RvTaebrivi SeSlilobis mamx-ilebeli, sakuTari Tavisuflebis mc-nobi da RvTis moimede! da ra arqauliaqarTuli xma. usmen zogjer xevisbers,an mgaloblebs, an momRerlebs da xvde-bi, rom Tavad xmac gamocdilia, gamow-rTobilia JamebSi. da mravalxmianobismeSveobiT adamianis ganRmrTobisgzasac gadmoscems. ufro sworad,imazec migvaniSnebs, rom viRacyovelTvis dabla iarsebebs, viRac avasaSualo safexurze, xolo rCeuliumaRles safexurs miaRwevs, simbolu-rad winaswarmetyveli gamoCndebaxolme, an gahyveba mas xalxi, an Rmer-Tad iqceva mesia, an mxolod rCeulidarCeba rCeulad da xalxi _ xalxad.o, ra saswauli sulis gzis maCvenebe-lia es mravalxmianobac. filosofiaaqarTuli simRera. kosmosis, samyarosda adamianebis urTierTmimarTebisTaviseburi filosofia.

* * *mama adami (axalaZe) ra saocar wer-

ilebs wers poetebis Semoqmedebaze. ne-tav, medicinam dakarga is rogorc eqi-mi Tu literaturam, rogorc litera-tori? mgoni, arcerTma – orTavem ik-mares. da gansakuTrebiT SesamCnevia ambolo dros damkvidrebuli wesi zepi-ri gamosvlebisa, romelic naTqvamismimarT srul upasuxismgeblobaze miu-TiTebs, TiTqos qars da haers vandobTCven sityvas. is ki sul dawerils kiTx-ulobs, ara imitom, rom zepirad verSeZlebs laparaks, aramed swored amsityvisadmi, naTqvamisadmi sakuTarpasuxismgeblobas grZnobs albaT (makajoxaZesac msgavsi ram axasiaTebs). Tan-amedrove sasuliero pirebi bevrniarian literaturis da, kerZod, poezi-is tyveobaSi. xandaxan, sulo codviloda, mikvirs, ratom? nuTu maTac daCvenc, saero pirebs, erTnaiarad Sei-Zleba xels gvrevdes poeziis `vneba~?!sityva _ erTi uZlieresi vnebaTaganiyvelasTvis. magram xan amasac vfiqrob,sityva vnebaa Tu adamianebisaTvis misimeSveobiT sakuTari personis gacxade-ba-gaziarebis dauokebeli survili?!erTgvari virtualuri da sulieristriptizis monawileni varT yvelani.magram cudi isaa, rom yvela arfiqrobs, ras aCens, silamazes Tu simax-injes? adamianebi metad da metad mZafremociebs eZieben da am emociebis Sim-

SiliT Sepyrobilebi arafers dagide-ven. sul ufro gaucnobierebeli xdebasityvebi àdamiano, ekrZale Tavsa Sen-sa~.

* * *gilgameSiani... rogori iqneboda

kacobriobis da sityvierebis azrovne-ba da ganviTarebis gza, Tundac xe-lovnebis xasiaTi, am teqsts rom armoeRwia Cvenamde?.. an ase rom ar ea-zrovna da ase ar ganecada adamians ma-radisobisa da warmavlobis kate-goriebi? ase rom ar stkenoda arsebo-ba?

* * *xaranauli wers: `poezias hqonda

SemaRlebuli, movidnen da gadaas-woreso~. zusti naTqvamia. Cveni epoqasxva `SemaRlebulebze~ loculobs.mTel samyaroSi fulis diqtaturisa dasicruis diqtaturis `SemaRle-bulebia~, magram axla rom viSviSsmovyveT, ra gamova? is, rom zogadadkulturaze meti zrunvaa saWiro, xomaravin SemekamaTeba? rom zrunvasaWiroa cocxal kulturul proces-ebzec da ara mxolod samuzeumo seq-torze?! rom TviTmyofadobis Senar-Cunebas Cvens kulturaSi iseTive mniS-vneloba aqvs, rogorc teritoriebisSenarCunebas samSoblosaTvis? ZalianrTuli Jamia, magram meti gonierebagvmarTebs. mgoni, Cven TviTonve undagavxdeT eg `SemaRlebuli~, rom CvenSigadavarCinoT poezia da ara Cveni TavipoeziaSi...

* * *`vinc warmatebas aRwevs mecniere-

baSi, magram CamorCenilia zneobrivad,is ukan midis da ara win~ (aristotele).simarTlea, radgan adamiani jer adami-anobiT fasobs da mere – karierulimiRwevebiT. Tumca mainc pirobiTia esazric, radgan SeiZleba aseTma mecni-erma imgvari ram gamoigonos, zogadadmTeli kacobriobisaTvis iqces war-matebisa da keTildReobis garantad.xelovnebaSic asea, albaT, magram TudavukvirdebiT, raRac mizezebis gamo,adamianis faqtori arsad aRar Cans xe-lovnebaSi. an iqneb Cans kidec? ramde-ni cudi adamiani qmnis karg xelovnebas,TiTqos. aq cnobili sublimaciis faq-torsac eniWeba mniSvneloba. ucnauriresursia adamianisaTvis xelovne-badqmnadobis, erTgvari TamaSis unari.verc ityvi bolomde simarTles: nak-li qmnis sisavses Tu sisavse qmnis na-kls?.. pasuxgaucemeli kiTxvaa.

* * *garegnobiT maxsovs is teleek-

ranidan. ramdeni saSineli saqme ukeTe-bia, arada, ramxela avtoritetis saxe-li Tu crusaxeli hqonda. axla da axlauamravi adamiani wers Riad misi „kaika-cobis~ Sesaxeb. sxvebis Sesaxebac weren.maSindeli saxelmwifo ideologia ex-mareboda mas, farTod gaeSala bnelisulisTvis mzakvrobis frTebi. an iqneb,aseT adamianebs sulis nacvlad raRacsxva aqvT? Tumca amdagvari adamianeb-is moRvaweobisa da cxovrebis Sesaxebisev iuwyebian ama Tu im saxlebze akru-li memorialuri dafebi. erTi aseTidafa Zveli samebis eklesiis gada-swvriv, furcelaZis quCaze ìwonebs~Tavs. iqneb, dafasac rcxvenia, aseTibedi rom ergo? kiTxulobdnen daafurTxebdnen... ra qnas dafam? qvam raqnas, isic adamianiviTaa, unda gauZlosbedisweras. xom SeiZleboda, besoJRentis nacvlad swereboda, vTqvaT,vaxtang kotetiSvili? an radianis ma-givrad swereboda, vTqvaT, lado asa-Tiani? bediswera xom yvela dafasacTavisi dahyolia adamianiviT, zogsdainaxav da gagixardeba, zogs dainax-av da Tvals aarideb, zogis SegeSinde-ba kidec, zogze ki ityvi, es vinRaao dara undao? tovstonogovis quCazeaerTi aseTi dafa: àq, ama da am wlebSi,cxovrobda da qmnida gamoCeniliqarTveli poeti iCqiT borjaneli...~wadi da eZie, vin iyo, ra dauweria...

* * *vfiqrob, rom arsebobs mdedrobi-

Ti, mamrobiTi da poetis sqesi (es nax-

evrad xumrobiT). adamianisTvis is, racRmerTs miucia, bunebrivia, maT Soris,sqesic. da am sqesidan momdinarea misiazrovnebac, esTetikac, msoflmxed-velobac. es arc cudia da arc kargi.es bunebrivia! bunebrivia isic, rom sqe-si igrZnobodes nawerSi, Tumca es TviT-mizani ar unda iyos. yvelaferi bune-brivis momxre var da miyvars, rocapoeziaSi Cans bunebis idumaleba, buneb-is saxe, sanaxevrod mouxelTebeli, ma-gram bunebrivi. iciT, CvenTan rogoristereotipi arsebobs? ai, ityvianqalze, Tu is kargad da Rrmadazrovnebs, mamakacuri poezia aqvso,anu arafriT ar ityvian, rom is ubral-od Zlieri qali poetia. esaa `kliSe~,romelic Cvens mankier, aziaturazrovnebas amJRavnebs. TiTqos, Tu qalikargia, maincadamainc mamakacuria,xolo mamakaci SeiZleba iyos Zlieripoeti da mamakacuric. es ar momwons.genderuli sakiTxi sociologiis anraRac sxva sferoebis Temaa, ara mgo-nia, genderze poezia an proza fiqrob-des. poezia fiqrobs adamianze, sulerTia, is kacia Tu qali, xom?

* * *litvel biriute ionauSkaites da

qarTvel nana deviZes erTmaneTi rom arepovnaT amxela samyaroSi, didi dana-Sauli iqneboda. ratom? Tundac imit-om, rom mSobliur enaze ver wavikiTx-avdiT am poloneli warmoSobis litve-li mwerlis gasaocar prozas _moTxrobebs, romelsac TiTqos rezoinaniSvilis sulieri da werda aTaso-biT kilometriT daSorebuli, sul sxvaenobriv wiaRSi. am qalbatonis wigni`Cumi yvaviloba~ ara mxolod nanadeviZis maRalmxatvruli TargmanisdoniTaa saintereso, aramed im Rire-bulebebiT, romelsac Cvenma mwerlo-bis nawilma karga xania cxviri aubzua.sruliad amaod ki. da dRes, rocaqarTuli literaturis saxelmZRvane-loebisaTvis Targmnil literaturaseZeben, biriutes moTxrobebi unda eZe-bon nana deviZiseuli TargmaniT.

* * *erTxel Tanamedroveobis araCveu-

lebrivma poetma, manana CitiSvilmaradiogadacemaSi aseTi pasuxi gascakiTxvas, ras werda igi, rogorc pro-fesionali literatori dafilologiis mecnierebaTa doqtori,leqsebis garda? pasuxi iyo namdviliqarTleli qalis pasuxi: mtkice,mikibmokibvis gareSe, Seuvali, mokleda naTeli: me Cemi saTqmelisaTvis leq-si srulad myofnis! da me Semrcxva, am-den rames rom vedebi. namdvili pro-fesionalia Tavis saqmis! aqve erT am-bavsac getyviT. wlebis win Soreulimxridan werili miiRo patimrisgan,romelsac gazeT „soflis cxovrebaSi~dabeWdili misi leqsebi waekiTxa. wer-ili ar iwyeboda standartuli mima-rTviT, rogoricaa qalbatono manana,Zvirfaso poeto. werili iwyeboda ase:„gamarjoba, Cemo miwa-wyalo~. gana Sei-Zleba, es odesme dagaviwydes? Cvenipoetebi, gulis poetebi, gana marTlaCveni miwa-wyali ar arian? da gana tyui-lad ambobs lia sturua – „vefx-istyaosani~ Cemi literaturuli sam-Sobloao? gana didi gansxvavebaa am ordefinicias Soris?

* * *poemebi vaJa-fSavelas Semoqmedeb-

isa da msoflxedvelobis xerxemalia.am xerxemlis malebs Tavis Tanmim-devrobas nu davukargavT, nu avurevT.amasac aqvs mniSvneloba, saidan saiT-ken miemarTeba avtori: „aluda qeTe-lauri~ – 1888, „baxtrioni~ – 1892, „stu-mar-maspinZeli~ – 1893, „sisxlis Zieba~– 1897, „axundi~ – 1898, „gvelismWameli~– 1901. 26 wlis vaJa ukve Tavis mTavarTemas, mTavar saTqmels eWideba da war-matebiT wyvets „aluda qeTelaurSi~.„baxtrioni~ – razea es poema? patri-otizmze? mtris daZlevaze? ras darogor gvaswavlian skolebSi? arada,skolaSi naswavli igivea, rac misjilo-baSi – ganaCeni `sikvdilamde~. xSiradmaxsendeba ezra paundis erTi pataraleqsi, daaxloebiT ase rom JRers: „mevici, ra mogeci, magram ar vici, ra

aiRe~. es leqsi-formula aforistulxasiaTs rom atarebs, zustad esadage-ba xelovnebis nimuSis aRqmis ucnaurprocess. bavSvi sxvas gaigebs, didi –sxvas, sakvebi yvelasTvis moiZebneba,magram araTanabari da araerTnairiiqneba is. es poema borotebis gakeTil-Sobilebis imedzea, borotebis arsissikeTis arsad qcevazea, did siy-varulze, sakacobrioze ki ara mx-olod, aramed im siyvarulze, racRvTisgaCenil bunebaSi vlindeba er-TurTis mimarT yvela arsebaTa Soris,romelic swored mgluri kanonebis,gautanlobis, maradi mtrobis anti-saxe, antiarsi da sulac metaarsia.mTeli „baxtrioni~ imisTvis daiwera,rom bolos swored gvels gasCenodasurvili luxumis daxmarebisa! yvelasxva Tema am daskvnamde misvlis saSu-alebaa, da miuxedavad Zalian qarTu-li problematikisa, miuxedavavad didipatriotuli suliskveTebisa, miuxeda-vad istoriuli namdvilobisa dagamonagonisa, yvelaferi araferia amsafinalo apoTeozis fonze. arcerovneba, arc religia, arc dro-Jamo-bis niSani, arc geografiuli sivrce-areali ar zRudavs da ar gansazRvravsimas, rac finalSi xdeba: borotimoeqceva keTilis samsaxurad! amazemeti, amaze maRali, amaze sanatrelikacTa modgmas arasdros araferi hqo-nia da veWvob, arc eqneba. es igivea, yve-la omi mSvidobad iqces, yvela mavneo-ba, yvela vneba _ saTnoebad. es igivea,iZlios eSmaki da dedamiwaze axali ad-amiani, axali kaci iSvas _ ganiRmrTosadamiani adamianSive! Tumca, isicyuradRebamisaqcevia, rom misi mniS-vnelovani da gamorCeuli poemebidan1901 wliTaa daTariRebuli „gvelism-Wameli~, poema, romliTac dasruldavaJas didi poemebis cikli da saboloodaskvnac daido: adamiani, sibrZnes na-ziarebi, WeSmaritebas naziarebi, gan-wirulia, radgan, rogorc ki igi ufromaRal kategoriaSi gadava, rogorc kiigi Cveulebrivi kacis samans gadalax-avs, aRaraa misi adgili sazogadoeba-Si, iwyeba damRupveli konfliqti damarcxic garduvali xdeba. anu, kacs –kacisa da keisars – keisrisa! samani sa-manadve rCeba. rCeuli ganwirulia! esdaskvna iqneb zogisTvis sakamaTociyos, magram isic faqtia, rom meocesaukunis dasawyisSi dawerili poemaaseve winaswarmetyveluria, zogadadmeoce saukunis adamianis mentalobisada civilizaciis mier adamianisa dabunebis sruli gaTiSulobis mauwyebe-lic. gava erTi saukune da misive Tvis-tomi dawers poemas, romliTac kideverTxel gacxaddeba, rom yvela sauku-nes Tavisi qadagi eZleva. rom am qadags,gansxvavebuls, daxelTils da saman-gadalaxul adamians, TiTqmis saloss,isev euwyeba momavali. da isev konfliq-ti. radgan, rogorc Cans, sazogadoe-ba, masa, xalxi yovelTvis eZebs daeltvis kalapots da ganudgeba Tavis-agan gansxvavebuls, arastandartuls,mas, visac aqvs unari ganWvritos mo-mavali da aiZulos adamianebi, ifiqronsakuTar Tu samyaros arsTa Secnoba-ze! Tumca isini yvela droSi ganwir-ulebi arian saimisod, erqvaT Cveu-lebrivi adamiani!

* * *Zveli Taobis sabavSvo mwerlebs ix-

senebdnen kolegebi. aRmovaCineT, rommaTi umravlesoba, iakob gogebaSvilis`TamadobiT~, mRvdlis Svilebi iyvnenda cqviti – ana xaxutaSvili (asevemRvdlis Svili) _ rom gaixsena erT-erTma, mohyva misi cxovrebis bolo pe-riodze. erTxel stumrad viyaviT mo-sanaxuleblado, avad iyo, iwvao daTavis ganuyreli xeljoxic iqave edosawolTano. vsaubrobdiTo, sustad iyoda miknavebuli xmiT gvelaparake-bodao. moulodnelad, uceb Zalumadwamoiwia, wamojda, miaSterda raRacasTavis pirdapir, mere wamoavlo xelijoxs da mouRera, Sen unda majobo, Seoxero, daikarge aqedano, da joxi mou-qnia mTeli ZaliTo. xmac iseTi xafiamouSva, gavkvirdiTo. mere miwvao ise-veo, da Cailaparaka: sikvdili iyoo...

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velodebi,

moxdeba

raRac

didi

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mwerali givi margvelaSvili

_ batono givi, rodis daiwyeT werada konkretulad rodis gaCnda ̀ kapi-tani vakuSis~ daweris idea?

_ mas Semdeg, rac saqarTveloSimovxvdi, germaniaSi arafers vwerdi,Tumca yvelaferi es umniSvnelo iyo.seriozulad wera `kapitani vakuSiT~daviwye maSin, rodesac TbilisSi Seve-di Cems binaSi. es iyo 1961 wels.yovelTvis vfiqrobdi, rom weras maSindaviwyebdi, roca marto viqnebodi.saerTod, weris dros marto unda iyo.Cemma cxovrebam TviTon mikarnaxa es daase daiwera `vakuSis~ pirveli, meore,mesame wigni. axla ukve 7 tomia.

_ Tavidanve fiqrobdiT, rom amde-ni gamovidoda Tu weris procesmamoitana ase?

_ Tavidan aranairi gegma ar mqo-nia, CemTvis weris procesSi mTavarigzis maCvenebeli mogonebebi iyo. ase,TavisTavad, gamovida 7 tomi.

_ rac Seexeba gamocemas, dRes`vakuSis~ mxolod 3 wignia dabeWdiligermanul enaze (I-II germaniaSi, IIIsaqarTveloSi `kavkasiuri saxlis~mier), rogor fiqrobT, ra aris amismizezi?

_ Cven yvelani, me da Cemi megobre-bi, mamardaSvilis jgufSi viyaviT.vfiqrobdiT, rom, roca sabWoTa wyobadamTavrdeba, yvelaferi fantas-tikurad iqneba, yvela gaxdeba Tavisu-fali da gaakeTebs imas, rac unda. asefiqri Secdoma iyo. amas mivxvdi maSin,rodesac sabWoTa kavSiris daSlis Sem-deg movxvdi dasavleT germaniaSi. maThqondaT is Tavisufleba, rasac vna-trobdiT Cven. magram germanelebiZalian konservatiuli xalxia, axalsundoblobiT ekidebian. literatura-Si Tuki realizms aRwer _ es ar arisxelovneba, ar aris namdvili liter-atura. mweralma silamaze unda gamoi-gonos da es yovelTvis realizmissafuZvelze unda moxdes. me realistiara var. Tavidan mimiRes didi inter-esiT, damibeWdes raRacebi, `mucali~damibeWdes, magram ai, Semoviare mTe-li dasavleT germaniis yvela dawinau-rebuli gamomcemloba da arc erTma armokida xeli Cemi nawarmoebebis beWd-vas. ratom? amis mizezi iyo weris re-alisturi, gonieri maneridan gadaxve-va. 5 weliwadi vijeqi ugamomcemlod.

erTi Tvis win, 2014 wlis 14 dekembers, cnobil qarTvel-germanel mwerals givi margvelaSvils 87 weli Seusrulda.marTalia, batoni givi, bolo xans, saqarTveloSi cxovrobs, magram SemoqmedebiTi cxovrebis udidesi nawili germa-niaSi gaatara da iq ukeT icnoben, misi wignebis didi nawili germanul enazea dawerili da dabeWdili (das Leseleben,Fluchtästhetische Novelle, Kapitän Wakusch 1. In Deuxiland, Kapitän Wakusch 2. Sachsenhäuschen, Der verwunderte Mauerzeitungsleser, DerKantakt, Vom Tod eines alten Lesers, Zuschauerräume...). saqarTveloSi misi Semoqmedebis TayvanismcemelTa wre SedarebiTmcirea, ris mizezadac, nawilobriv, SeiZleba, miviCnioT Targmanis simwire (qarTulad Targmnilia `kapitani vaku-Sis~ erTi wigni, ̀ mucali~, leqsebis krebuli ̀ me wignis gmiri var~, piesebi ̀ mowmeni sareSi~ da filosofiur naSrom-Ta krebuli ̀ finalobis problema nikolai hartmanisa da martin haidegeris ontologiebSi~). Zalze guldasawyvetifaqtia, rom misi vrceli avtobiografiuli romanis `kapitani vakuSis~ 7 wignidan mxolod erTia Targmnili qarTu-lad, arada, es qarTveli emigrantis TvaliT danaxuli da uaRresad sainteresod aRwerili XX saukunea: 20-30-ianiwlebis germania, zaqsenhauzenis sakoncentracio banaki, Semdeg sabWoTa kavSiri... dazustebiT imasac ver vityviT,ra aris amis Semdeg, radgan germanul enazec ki romanis mxolod 3 tomia gamocemuli...

batoni givi Zalze sasiamovno maspinZeli da kargi mosaubrea, saubrisas xSirad gekiTxeba azrs da yuradRebiTgismens. aseT dros STabeWdileba grCeba, rom mwerluri TvaliT SenSi raRacis amocnobas an danaxvas lamobs. esuTuod is ̀ adamianTmcodneobis~ Tvalia, romelic mxolod namdvil mwerlebs aqvT. vsaubrobT yvelaferze: dRevan-delobaze, saqarTvelosa Tu msoflios problemebze, kulturaze, ganaTlebaze; Tumca, ZiriTadad, mainc liter-aturaze...

vifiqre, rom yvelaferi damTavrda,aqac, germaniaSi, evropaSic verafersmiviReb _ yvelgan erTnairad, real-isturadaa ganwyobili mkiTxvelic damweralic. mere sruliad moulod-nelad gamoCnda gamomcemloba Verbre-

cher Verlag, axalgazrda adamianebi, ise-Tive miswrafebebiTa da survilebiTsavse, rogoriTac me _ daebeWdaTraRac axali. swored maT gadawyvites`vakuSis~ dabeWdva da mivxvdi, romraRac axali iwyeboda Cems cxovreba-Si. prizebi manamdec mqonda miRebuli,ukve 4 prizi. Zalian sainteresoa, romSeiZleba prizebi gqondes, magram Seniwignebi ar iyidebodes. gamomcemeliyovelTvis dainteresebulia mogebiT,Tu ver yidis wigns, misTvis ar xar sain-tereso. Sesabamisad, mweralizaraldeba. dRes gamomcemloba Semo-brunda Cemken. ramdenime xnis windamireka Cemma gamomcemelma damiTxra: Tqven xarT Cemi centraluriavtori. es axalgazrdebi apireben,gaagrZelon Cemi Semoqmedebis beWdva.aseTia Cemi SromiTi gza iq. mqonda ise-Ti momentebic, rom Tavi sizmarSi meg-ona. xSirad mifiqria, nuTu am Cems Sro-mas veravin xedavs verc germaniaSi?

_ radgan maT gamoiCines iniciati-va, xom ar fiqrobT, rom adamianebidRes ukve dainteresdnen amgvariliteraturiT?

_ am gamomcemlobam miiRo didiprizi. maSin aravin icnobda maT, dReski ukve cnobili arian. rogorcmiTxres, maT didi gegmebi aqvT CemTandakavSirebiT. xval ra iqneba, aravinicis. SeiZleba, es gamocema isev iseTi

mokrZalebuli iyos, rogoric aqamdeiyo. kidev gavimeoreb, is dainterese-bulia SeniT maSin, roca didi warmate-ba mogaqvs misTvis. axla molodiniTvar savse... mTeli cxovreba molodin-Si var, rom rame iqneba, 87 welia, raRa-cas veli, magram, meore mxriv, xom Sei-Zleba, esec ar yofiliyo?!

_ roca gasuli saukunis 60-ianwlebSi `kapitani vakuSis~ wera daiw-yeT, sabWoTa kavSirSi mkacri cenzu-ra iyo. meorec, CvenTan amgvari tipisliteratura (postmodernistulsvgulisxmob) ar arsebobda. batonogivi, mkiTxvelisTvisac da litera-turis mkvlevrisTvisac Zalian sain-teresoa, icnobdiT imdroindelevropul literaturas Tu werisprocesma TavisTavad wagiyvanaTaqeT? marTalia, Tqven enobrivi bar-ieri ar gqondaT da dedanSi SegeZloTwakiTxva, magram ramdenad iyo Sesa-Zlebeli sabWoTa kavSiris drossaqarTveloSi aseTi literaturisgacnoba?

_ iciT, me mqonda Zalian kargi an-tena, ucxour arxebs viWerdi radioTida raRac gadacemebs vusmendi. amasgarda, CemTan dadiodnen turistebida mohqondaT wignebi. aris aseTipirovneba _ mzia baqraZe. is dadiodasafrangeTSi da iqidanac Camohqondaliteratura CemTvis. yvelafer amasvkiTxulobdi. aqedan gamomdinare,mivxvdi, rom raRac sxvanairi undagamekeTebina. amavdroulad, vmuSaob-di filosofiaSi da amanac bevri ramganapiroba. filosofia kargi niadagialiteraturuli SemoqmedebisaTvis.uceb davinaxe, rom raRac davwere daes momewona. mamardaSvili ambobda,Cven yvela TviTnaswavlebi varTo.CemTvis es sityvebi Zalian mniSvnelo-vania. Tu me rame vipove da gavige, yve-laferi Tavad vipove da gavige. rode-sac filosofiiT davinteresdi ucxoenaTa institutSi, maSin gavige haideg-eris arseboba. Zalian momewona, mosk-ovidan gamoviwere misi wigni da rom wa-vikiTxe, saocreba moxda _ TiTqos ax-ali samyaro gadaiSala Cem winaSe.swored am wignma damayena filosofi-is gzaze. ra Tqma unda, amanac daamata

Cems literaturas raRac, igi iqcasafuZvlad. es yvelaferi gamoviyene daam situaciaSi var dResac.

_ avtobiografiuli romanis Jan-ri gulisxmobs rogorc realuri, iseavtoris fantaziiT Seqmnili ambebisgadmocemas, ras ityviT am Tval-sazrisiT ̀ kapitan vakuSze~?

_ me da vakuSi ar varT absolutur-ad identurni. gadavwyvite da gavakeTease: cota unda iyos Cemi da umTavresi_ misi. vakuSi aris iseTi, rogoric iyoyvela axalgazrda maSin, emigrantzealaparaki. vakuSi unda yofiliyo gan-saxiereba normaluri emigranti axal-gazrdisa. imedia, gamomivida.

_ ras ityviT vakuSis or me-gobarze _ volfsa da georgze, maThyavT prototipebi?

_ ki, isini realuri pirovnebebiarian. volfi dRemde cxovrobs ger-maniaSi, georgi fotografi gaxda daSemdeg erT-erTi wamyvani, cnobiliarqiteqtori. isini Cemi megobrebiiyvnen bavSvobaSi.

_ gqondaT maTTan raime saxisurTierToba sabWoTa periodSi Tu esmaSin SeuZlebeli iyo? ra urTierTo-ba gaqvT axla?

_ axla iseTi urTierToba aRarmaqvs, georgi dRes marto cxovrobsTavis vilaSi, moxucia ukve. magramCamosuli iyo sabWoTa kavSirSi da,warmoidgineT, TviTon momZebna, Tbi-lisSi Camovida, sastumroSi ukiTxavsCemze, Tu icnobTo, da ase vnaxe wlebismere.

_ minda, gkiTxoT romanis mx-atvruli saxeebis Sesaxeb. kiTxvisasTvalSisacemia mecxvare amiranis sax-eli. gamiCnda azri, rom esaa miTiuriamiranis parodirebuli saxe...

_ es krebiTi saxea qarTveli emi-grantis. qarTveli tyveebi xSiradxvdebodnen xolme emigraciaSi da Sem-deg modiodnen CvenTan. me iq gavicaniisini. rac Seexeba miToss, vicodi, romqarTul miTosSi iyo aseTi saxe. me mgo-ni, gamomivida...

_ geTanxmebiT, amiranis saxeZalze sainteresod gamoCnda roman-Si. rac Seexeba `kapitani vakuSis~qarTul Targmans, es mTargmnelisidea iyo?

_ `vakuSi~ ar aris sruli teqsti,Semoklebulia. karlo jorjaneli Cemikargi megobari iyo, TviTon movidaCemTan da miTxra, rom undoda Targm-na, oRond mTxova, teqstSi aris iseTiraRacebi, rac Cveni qarTuli sazoga-doebisaTvis Znelad misaRebi iqneba...momeci neba, rom ar vTargmno da amov-iRo. zedmeti seqsi da narkotikebidiqtaturuli saxelmwifosTvis mi-uRebelia. is ebrZvis mas, rogorcTavisuflebis gamoxatulebas. amitomam yvelafers Tavisuflebis saxe aqvsromanSi. oTx kedels Soris gaakeTeb,rasac ginda, magram sajarod amas vergamofen.

_ aseve saintereso simboloebiagoglimogli da diqsilendi, romaniskiTxvisas CemTvis es iyo diqtatur-isa da Tavisuflebis Serkineba.

_ goglimogli aris is ideologia,romelic ise unda miiRo, rogorcgoglimogli patara bavSvma, magram Tubevria, maSin ukve saxifaToa. `mogl~germanulad sikvdils niSnavs, zedme-ti goglimoglic sasikvdiloa, pirda-piri da arapirdapiri gagebiT.

_ minda, gkiTxoT grigol roba-qiZis Sesaxeb, Tqvens romanSi vakuSikiTxulobs `gvelis perangs~, pi-radad Tu icnobdiT mas?

_ ki, vicnobdi. rodesac CvenTanmodioda, patara biWi viyavi. undaaRvniSno, rom Zalian saintereso ad-amiani da marTlac didi pirovneba iyo.

_ dabolos, ra stadiazea amJamad`vakuSis~ me-8 wigni?

_ merve wignSi Cemi TvaliT danaxu-li Tanamedrove epoqa, dRevandelobamsurs, aRvwero. amJamad vagrovebmasalebs, viniSnav saintereso da mniS-vnelovan faqtebsa da movlenebs, velo-debi, rom moxdeba raRac didi, gardam-texi da es iqneba Cemi `vakuSis~ mervewignis biZgismimcemi. velodebi...

esaubra ada nemsaZe


debiuti

...Cemi Canawerebi xSirad iwyeba samiwertiliT, gaurkveveli sawyisiT, rom-lis axsnac mkiTxvels Tavad uwevsxolme. Tumca, amjerad wertilebs sax-elebs davarqmev da Sevecdebi, gagiad-viloT maTi arsis amocnoba. ...eseniagama, era da ra _ sami substancia,romelsac yovelTvis Tan sdevs samiarseba, sami bibliuri personaJi: adami,eva da gveli.

dobisac iseve hqonda Tavisi zRa-pruli samyaro, patara mindorSi gaS-enebuli qalaqi, rogorc yvela bavSvs.erTi Cveulebrivi yurebpartyuna biWiiyo, odnav daxrili, daRvremiliTvalebiT, romelmac ararsebul min-dorze TavisTvis xis qoxebi aaSena danacnobi saTamaSoebi Seasaxla. yovel-dRe maTTvis sakvebi da wyali mihqon-da. axalgamogonil TamaSebs aTamaSeb-da da dRis bolos, dedamiwaze dab-runebuls, ukve gvarianad daRlils,mSvidad eZineboda. dobisTvisac arse-bobda sami substancia da maTgan oriiyo yvelgan, iyo dedamiwazec _ saxl-Si, iyo Tavis gaSenebul qalaqSic, iyobaRSic, parkSic, ezoSic... erTxel pa-tara biWma gadawyvita, erT-erT maT-gans gamolaparakeboda da, qoxebiskenmimavali, bilikze SeCerda. gama dato-til xeze ijda. is ar hgavda adamians,is arafers hgavda iseTs, rasac dedami-waze SevxvdrilvarT: arc raime cxove-li iyo, arc raime mcenare. iyo ufor-mo, rogorc axalfexadgmuli bavSvisnaxati; da iyo Zalian feradi _ ravariacias ar SexvdebodiT mis ab-straqtul sxeulze. im dRes, rocadobi gamoelaparaka, gamas xelSi fun-ji da palitra eWira da foTlebs Re-bavda.

_ gamarjoba! me dobi var, Tqven ragqviaT?

_ gamarjoba, patara biWo, gama var._ ratom xarT yvelgan, sadac ar

unda wavide?_ Sen SeiZleba, jer ver mixvde, Cemo

patara: me var samyaros arsidan erT-erTi da viqnebi yovelTvis, sadac arunda waxvide. magram gava dro da Senc,albaT, sxva adamianebiviT gagiWirde-ba Cemi danaxva.

_ ratom? _ daisva maradiulikiTxva, romelsac yvela mcirewlovanisvams da romelze pasuxis gacemac yve-las uWirs.

_ gaizrdebi da mixvdebi._ ara, minda, axla gavigo: ratom

xar? ras akeTeb yvelgan? da ratom Sei-Zleba, veRar gnaxo?

_ Sen jer patara biWi xar, sufTasuliT, da xedav yvelafers. adamiane-bi zrdasTan erTad igeben bevr raRa-cas. es raRacebi xSirad binZuria. ai,iseve, rogorc Seni maisuri ezoSi Tama-Sis mere, da es sibinZure palitrazemuq laqebad Cndeba. palitra, romel-ic xelSi miWiravs da SenTvis jer fe-radia, didi adamianebisTvis muqdeba,Savdeba, yavisfrdeba, mec mecvlebaferi da maTTvis umniSvnelo vxdebi.did adamianebs uamravi saqme aqvT, arscaliaT ferebisTvis... maTTan xSiradmidian adami, eva da gveli... me uin-tereso vxdebi. isini ar cdiloben,daminaxon. amitom vqrebi wlebis mate-basTan erTad. rCeba palitra ramden-ime feriT da am ferebSi nawildeba siy-varulic, siZulvilic, sikeTec daborotebac... adamianebi nel-nela siy-varulis niWsac kargaven da amgrZnobasac yvelasTvis erTi feriaqvs... isic didi adamianebis pali-trazea.

_ veraferi gavige..._ me xom giTxari, jer Zalian pat-

ara xar da ver gaigeb-meTqi, _ gaiRimagamam, _ ubralod, ecade, arasdrosdamiviwyo da yovelTvis momZebne;yovelTvis ecade, dainaxo es palitra,rom, rac SeiZleba, didxans iyo bavSvi!

_ da adami, eva da gveli vin arian?_ amisTvisac patara xar, Cemo biWo!

gaizrdebi da aucileblad mogiwevsmaTTan Sexvedra. mere gamixseneb...

_ ramden rames gavigeb, romgavizrdebi! netav, male gavxde didi!..

_ ara, ecade, rom, rac SeiZleba,didxans aarido Tvali am sam arsebas!maT Tavidan landebad dainaxav xolme,mere gamoikveTeba konturebi... isiniyoveldRiurad ufro da ufro mogiax-lovdebian... gamogkvebaven ucxo xil-iT, sxvadasxva grZnobebiT, vnebiT...mere gamixseneb, axla Zalian pataraxar...

_ ar var patara, me ukve bevriraRac vici: ukve kiTxvac viswavle daamasac mivxvdebi, oRond amixseni, raaris landi? an vneba?

_ dagagviandeba, dobi, Seni mego-brebi gelodebian da, Tu ar iCqare, Se-mogaRamdeba! sxva dros gavagrZeloTlaparaki, unda movaswro SeRebva,Torem dadga gazafxuli da foTlebijer isev uferulia.

damSvidobebac ki daaviwyda dobis,ise gaagrZela gza. erTi da igive si-tyvebi utrialebda TavSi _ landi,

Si, rogorc Tavad dobi. fiqrebi arSordeboda Cvens patara biWs. amitomgadawyvita, usxeulo, ucnauri arsebagamasaviT gaecno da gaego, ra esaqme-boda yvelgan, sadac ar unda wasuliyo.

_ gamarjoba, Tqven adami, eva dagveli xarT?

ucnaur arsebas ar upasuxia _ ze-moT aewia saxe da Tvalebganabuli,TvaldaxuWuli, qandakebasaviTgaqvavebuliyo. xelSi „joxi~ eWira,isic zemoT aziduli.

_ ukacravad, Tu SeiZleba, raRacminda gkiTxoT _ isev scada gamola-parakeba, _ qalbatono.

_ gamarjoba, patara biWo, _TiTqos, eZina da uceb gaaRviZes, an,fiqrebSi wasuls, myudroeba daur-Rvies.

_ vin brZandebiT? adami, eva da gve-li Tqven xarT? me dobi mqvia.

_ ara, dobi! _ gaecina, _ me eravar.

_ vax! anu jer isev patara var! _

yvelaferi iqneba lamazi, magram iq arviqnebi me, iq ar iqneba es JReradoba.did adamianebs ar esmiT is, rac axlaSen gesmis. ecade, ar daiviwyo es xmebi!

_ mainc ver gavige, ratom aRar es-miT xolme? da ekal-bardebi ra aris?suls agiforiaqebs ras niSnavs? ra arissuli?

_ mTavaria, Sen yvelaferi daimax-sovro, rasac geubnebi, da nel-nelayvelafris mniSvnelobas mixvdebi. imi-tom aRar esmiT, rom ar scaliaT. TanmaTTan adami, eva da gveli midian,sruliad SiSvlebi, xelSi vaSliuWiravT da cdiloben, misi gemo gaas-injon. adamianebic ver amboben vneba-ze uars da sustdebian. rom hgoniaT,vmsubuqdebiT da afrena SegviZliao,zustad maSin ufro da ufro myaraddgebian miwaze; kargaven xedvis da sme-nis farTo areals. ekargebaT gama. maT-Tvis ikveTeba ucxo sxeulebi davikargebi mec. maTTvis iseTive usulovxdebi, rogorc udiriJoroorkestri.

_ isev es vneba, ra aris, netav?! andiriJori ra aris?! orkestri ki gami-gia...

_ yvelafers mixvdebi, Cemo biWo!ar damiviwyo! adamianebi izrdebian damaTTvis vicvlebi xolme mec, ufrosworad, isini mcvlian me. rogorc axlagesmis, rogorsac axla mxedav, ecade,iseTive daminaxo da gamigo. nu Camac-mev muqi feris samoss, nu daukargavCems sxeuls formas! ecade, daminaxoyovelTvis aseTi _ nu daaWknob CemSiras!

_ vecdebi, vecdebi! magram, miTx-ari, ra aris ra?

_ ra sulia, Cemo biWo!_ suli raRaa? sul imeoreb, suli,

sulio. da vin aris suli?_ suli yvelas aqvs da is yvelafer-

Sia. suli ar Cans. is SenSic aris, Cem-Sic, gamaSic. is xeebSic aris, foTleb-Sic, yvavilebSic, peplebSic, futkreb-Sic. is zRvaSicaa... suli aris yvelanotSi, yvela bgeraSi, yvela instru-mentsa da, Sesabamisad, yvela kompozi-ciaSi. gagebaa Zneli im yvelafris,razec Sen kiTxvebi giCndeba. ar vici,rogor agixsna ise, rom zustad gaigo,risi Tqma minda. me jer arasdros mi-laparakia Sennair patara biWTan. axlagelaparakebi, rogorc mozrdil,gamocdil adamians. SeiZleba, bevriraRac gaugebari iyos, magram, kideverTxel gTxov, damimaxsovro, bevriwlis Semdeg gaixseno es Sexvedra dadafiqrde... suli aris xasiaTi, is arisgrZnoba, suli ganapirobebs qmedebas,azrs. suls hqvia adamiani da ara sx-euls. rasac Cven vxedavT erTmaneTisdanaxvisas, iqneba es tani, xelebi, fex-ebi, Tavi Tu saxe, es yvelaferi sulisnavsayudelia, anu sulis saxlia.rogorc adamianebi cxovroben saxleb-Si, iseve cxovrobs suli sxeulSi.notebi cxovroben instrumentebSi damaTi gacocxleba maTi axmianebaa. su-lic asevea, is sxeulSi cxovrobs daCveni qmedebebiT, Cveni saqcieliT va-JRerebT maT. adami, eva da gveli,romelTac ase elodebi da ase gain-teresebs, cdiloben, simebi _ ai, in-strumentebs rom gaWimuli Zafebi aqvs_ is simebi mouSvan, aRar iyos ise daW-imuli, raTa xma gaxdes arasasiamovno.suli zrdasTan erTad icvleba, Sen kiecade, didxans darCes is iseTi,rogoric axla gaqvs!

dobi Cafiqrebuli saxiT usmenda dacdilobda, rame gaego. „nuTu did ad-amianebs, es yvelaferi esmiT?! mgoni,Znelia didoba... mainc ver gavige, raaris suli? an ra aris kompozicia?qmedeba?~ aRar undoda zedmeti kiTx-vebis dasma, mainc gaugebrad lapara-kobda era, musika varo, eubneboda.rogor SeiZleba, musikas vxedavdeT,musika xom gvesmis?! gava dro da veR-ar daminaxavo. gamac imaves eubneboda.ratom veRar unda daenaxa da veRargaego, Tuki arc dabrmavdeboda daarc dayruvdeboda?! kiTxvebi modio-

era da ra

mariam janeliZe

gama,

vneba, adami, eva... ra ucnauri vinme iyoes gama, an ra saxeli hqonda. ̀ kidev romvnaxav, unda vkiTxo, vin daarqva? netav,deda Tu hyavs an mama?~ _ fiqrobdadobi.

gama feri iyo. is itevda yvelafers.biWis suli ki, jer kidev ucodveli,vaSluWmeli, xedavda mas suliTxor-camde. saxeli adamianebma usaxsovres,is iyo ferTa gama, romlis danaxvacdid adamianebs yovelTvis ezarebo-daT...

gavida ramdenime dRe, ucnaur ar-sebasTan dialogi dobis maleve daavi-wyda _ isev yoveldRe xedavda gamas,magram iseve ar aqcevda gansakuTre-bul yuradRebas, rogorc saubramde;iSviaTad Tu gaaxsendeboda masTan Sex-vedra. patara biWisTvis is iseTiveCveulebrivi movlena iyo, rogorcgazafxulisTvis saguldagulod SeRe-bili foTlebi...

drois svlasTan erTad CvenimoTxrobis mTavar personaJs ufroxSirad xvdeboda TvalSi era. mas grZe-li kaba ecva, gaurkveveli feris,TiTqos, TeTri, romelic usasrulo-baSi ikargeboda _ ver mixvdebodi si-grZesa da formas; lands hgavda,romelic nel-nela mkveTrdeboda,rogorc adami, eva da gveli, gamas moy-oliT. erTi piroba, dobim isic ifiqra:„amaze xom ar melaparakeboda gama?~magram era erTi iyo da isini _ samni,Tan jer arc imdenad gazrdiliyo.iqneb, adre moakiTxes? iqneb, male gax-da didi? gama ise gaurkvevlad ela-parakeboda, ar iyo gamoricxuli, eramarTla yofiliyo adami, eva da gveli.SeiZleba, sami saxeli hqonda _ erTiTavisi, meore _ moferebiT Serqmeu-li da mesame... mmm... mesames, SeiZleba,ezoSi eZaxdnen megobrebi da isic iseveCumad ipareboda xolme dobis samyaro-

gaifiqra dobim._ me xma var, me musika var, Cemo

biWo!_ vin xar? xma mesmis, musikac mesmis

da, rogor SeiZleba, vxedavde?! raRa-cas matyuebT!

_ me samyaros xma var, musika var,yvelaferi var, rac SeiZleba, gaigo,moismino!.. Sen, SeiZleba, Zalian pataraxar amisTvis, magram mainc ecade, gami-go: ifiqre Cemze, ifiqre im xmebze,romelic gesmis da ecade, ar dakargoisini! ecade, yovelTvis mxedavde dagesmode! ecade, ar daemsgavso did ad-amianebs! adami, eva da gveli movlen.nu aCqareb dros. isini movlen da Sen-Tan darCenas Seecdebian. magram, gaxs-ovdes, samyaroSi marto didi adamiane-bi ar arian! iq Cvenc varT _ iq mec var,gamac, iq aris keTili ra!

_ veraferi gavige. Tqvenc imavesmeubnebiT?! ratom ver unda daginax-oT? xmebi kidev yvelas esmis, did ad-amianebsac esmiT, da me xom ar davyru-vdebi?!

_ ara, Cemo patara biWo, ar dayru-vdebi. magram, SeiZleba, veRar gaigo isxmebi, romlebic axla gesmis. me Sendidi adamianiviT gelaparakebi, rad-gan minda, rom bevri ifiqro amaze daarasdros dagaviwydes, rasac geubne-bi _ minda, didxans iyo bavSvi! cxovre-ba rTuli gzaa, sul ekal-bardebiTdafaruli, ar gaZlevs saSualebas,daminaxo da momismino. imden gam-ayruebel bgeras mogasmeninebs, iseTxmebs CagZaxebs, iseT instrumentebzedagakvrevinebs, iseT koncertebze ga-tarebs, Tan sul gadavsebul darbazeb-Si, suls agiforiaqebs, yelSi didburTs mogabjens da getyvis: lamaziacxovreba, es aris misi xma da datkbi,icxovre da gaivse emociebisgano!getyvis, giyvardes da gjerodeso! es

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dis siRrmeSi SeCurTa da maSinve miivi-wya.

_ gindaT, gaCuqebT? _ SesTavazamoxucs.

_ ara, me Sokoladi mirCevnia, annamcxvari, _ moiwyina moxucma.

„ra vqna?~ _ meramdened gaifiqraelisabed-lim, magidas miujda, funjimeqanikurad amoawo saRebavSi da meqan-ikuradve gausva keramikis Caidans. xe-lma wlebis ganmavlobaSi SeTvisebulimoZraoba gaimeora.

_ es ra foTlebia? _ moesma amdros moxucis xma. elisabed-lim Caid-ans Sexeda da axla aRmoaCina, rom us-axuri angelozis frTebi daexata.

_ foTlebi araa, angelozis frTe-bia. aseTebs vxatavdi, _ imarTla Tavi.

_ ra sisulelea marto frTebisxatva, _ cxviri aibzua moxucma, _barem angelozic dagexata.

_ ara mgonia, gamomivides, _ elis-abed-lim samzareulodan keramikisTefSi gamoitana, mere uceb moxucsSexeda, daakvirda, CaiRima da xatvadaiwyo.

_ amas ara uSavs, Cemnairi kaba maincacvia, Tumca Zalian msuqania... magramkargia, _ Tqva moxucma, roca elisa-bed-li xatvas morCa, _ rom icode,SegiZlia, gayido kidec. mec viyiddi,ubralod, fuli ar maqvs.

_ marTla iyiddi? _ gauxardaelisabed-lis da bevri aRar ufiqria.angeloziani TefSi frTxilad CadoqaRaldis parkSi, sawvimari moicva, be-reti Camoifxata, fexebi botebSi Cahyoda kibeze daeSva.

_ Sokolads momitan? _ aivnidangadasZaxa moxucma.

_ aucileblad, angelina! _ xelidauqnia elisabed-lim da quCas dauy-va.

ra Tqma unda, pirvelsave wams misiTefSi ar gayidula, arc meore wams da,saerTod, arc erT da or saaTSi, magramdRis bolos, viRac wiTelSarfianmaqalma TefSi iyida da Tan daayola, ase-Ti sasacilo moxuci angelozebiTmoxatuli servizi rom mqondes, uarsar vityodio.

_ Tu gnebavT, mogixatavT, _ gaube-davad Cailaparaka elisabed-lim.

_ hoda, Zalian kargi, _ gauxardawiTelSarfian qals, _ misamarTi miTx-ariT da Cems Cais servizs mogitanTmosaxatad.

male Cais servizs wiTelSarfianismezoblisTvis mosaxati Caidani mohy-va, Caidans _ mezoblis biZaSvilissarZeve, sarZeves _ biZaSvilis Tanam-Sromlis finjani da TandaTan elisa-bed-lis SekveTebi moumravlda.

_ mgoni, saqme kargad midis, ara?_ hkiTxa erT dRes moxucma, rocaelisabed-lim binis mepatrones qiraCauTvala, darCenili Tanxac gadaTva-la da SvebiT amoisunTqa.

_ ki, Zalian, _ kidev erTxel am-oisunTqa SvebiT elisabed-lim, _waval, saRebavebs viyidi, sul aRarmaqvs.

_ marto saRebavebs? tkbileulsac!da SegiZlia, paltoc ki iyido, _ Tva-li Caukra moxucma, _ es sawvimariaRar gamogadgeba.

_ ici ra, _ elisabed-li magidasidayvebiT daeyrdno da saxe TiTebSiyvaviliviT Cargo, _ ginda, erTad wav-ideT? Senc giyidi rames, magaliTad,Tbil kabas, an quds, an TavSals, ar gin-da?

_ ah, _ Tavi da xelebi erTadgaaqnia moxucma, _ axalgazrda qal-batonma, romelsac Seyvarebuli arhyavs, quCaSi martom unda iaros. ra ici,ra xdeba?

_ ra meSveleboda, Sen rom argamoCeniliyavi Cems cxovrebaSi, _gaecina elisabed-lis, moxucTan mivi-da da loyaze akoca.

_ oh, kai erTi, _ moxuci sarweve-la savarZelSi Cajda da gadaqan-gad-

moqanda, _ imedia, dRes bevri tkbile-uli meqneba.

_ ra Tqma unda, _ gaucina elisa-bed-lim da kari gaixura.

zamTari sqeltaniani, uinteresowigniviT gadaSliliyo quCaze da cxe-nis wablis xebi saniSneebiviT gamoCro-da. elisabed-li vitrinebs aTva-lierebda da maRaziidan maRaziaSigadadioda. jer Cais vardebianiqiSmiris TavSali iyida angelinasTvis,mere tkbileuli orivesTvis, mere fun-jebi da saRebavebi TavisTvis da is iyo,saxlisken unda gabrunebuliyo, romsaocnebo yviTelma zurgCanTam mou-lodnelad anTebuli faraniviT gamou-naTa erT-erTi vitrinidan.

„esec rom viyido, ra moxdeba?~ _vitrinasTan Zalauneburad gaSeSdaelisabed-li.

_ rame gnebavT? _ saaTis guguliv-iT gamoxta am dros axalgazrda mamaka-ci maRaziidan da elisabed-lis gauRi-ma.

_ me?.. _ cota ar iyos, daibna elis-abed-li, _ zurgCanTas vuyurebdi da...

_ araCveulebrivi zurgCanTaa! xe-lnakeTi! iciT, fasdaklebaa da Semi-Zlia, naxevar fasadac ki mogceT. iyi-deT, ar inanebT, Zalian mogixdebaT...mobrZandiT, axlodan naxeT...

axalgazrda mamakacma elisabed-limaRaziaSi Seiyvana, savarZelze dasva,mere zurgCanTa frTxilad Camoxsnavitrinidan, win daudo, Tavad ki erTwamSi fardis ukan gaqra da imave wamsCais WiqebiT gamoCnda.

elisabed-lim ver gaigo, axalgazr-da mamakaci ase imitom iqceoda, romzurgCanTis gayidva undoda, Tu imit-om, rom elisabed-li moewona.

„albaT orive,~ _ gaifiqra da kidevufro darwmunda, roca axalgazrdamamakacma gacileba SesTavaza.

elisabed-lis uari ar uTqvams. cx-ovrebaSi pirvelad acilebda mamakaci!

ase, kakaosferi qaRaldis parkebiT,parkebSi _ tkbileuliT, saRebavebiT,funjebiT, Cais vardebiani qiSmirisTavSliTa da yviTeli zurgCanTiT isegaiares centraluri quCa, verc gaig-es;

aiares turistul rukaze mouniS-navi quCa da ver gaiges;

gadaWres akaciebis ZirSi arxeinadwamowolili ezo da ver gaiges;

aiares bulvaruli romanis fur-clebiviT gacveTili kibe da ver gaig-es;

da verc saxlSi Sesvlas gaigebdnen,rom ara oTaxis siRrmidan badminto-nis volaniviT gamovardnili xma:

_ wamodi-meTqi, geubnebi!_ ra xdeba? _ axalgazrda mamakacs

ise gadaxeda elisabed-lim, TiTqos ismasTan erTad ki ar movida, oTaxidan

gamovardnil volans gamohyva._ ra xdeba? _ gaimeora ukve oTax-

Si da gaocebisgan amjobina, gaCumebu-liyo. oTaxSi erTis nacvlad ori mox-uci idga _ dedazariviT da zanza-lakiviT. erTi maRali, msuqani dagvarianad mosuli, meore _ dabaligamxdari da gvarianad mousvleli. mx-olod Tma hqondaT erTnairi: sigare-tis gafantuli kvamliviT asdiodaTTavze.

_ angelina, es vin aris? _ ra Tqmaunda, msuqan moxucs hkiTxa elisabed-lim.

_ es Cemi ufrosi daa, serafima, _Ciburtyuna angelinam.

_ ufrosi da? _ cota ar iyos,gaukvirda elisabed-lis, magram eca-da, ar SemCneoda, _ iciT, axlave wy-als avaduReb CaisTvis. iseTi tkbile-uli movitane, Sokoladic, namcxvar-ic, daSaqruli Txilic, rom...

_ vis moutane? _ uxeSad Seawyvet-ina serafimam, _ am qalbatons? bevritkbileulis Wama rom ar SeiZleba, ariciT? miT umetes, amis asakSi.

_ Torem Sen myavxar axalgazrda,_ aSkarad iwyina angelinam.

_ me tkbileuls ar vWam, _ warbiauwia ufrosma dam da qvevidan axeda.

_ mainc ver gavige, rogor momage-ni, _ amoioxra angelinam.

_ rogor, _ ukmexad miugdo se-rafimam, _ yvelgan Sen brZandebigamoWimuli: finjnebze, lambaqebze,sarZeveebze... viTom is myavxar, ra hqviaimas... sofi loreni!

_ me ana maniani mirCevnia, _ lamisgaibuta angelina.

_ sofi loreni-meTqi! _ fexidaubakuna serafimam, _ magazec mad-loba miTxari. wamodi axla, droze!

_ ki magram... _ Sewuxda elisabed-li da ukan mdgar axalgazrda mamakacsise gadaxeda, TiTqos moubodiSa amucnauri situaciis gamo, _ Tu ar unda,ratom unda wamovides? Tqven xom ga-moagdeT da...

_ rao? gamovagde? me gamovagde?!es usaqmuri Tavad wamovida! ase icisxolme, daadebs Tavs, gaipareba da meveZeb da veZeb. ise ki, namdvilad undagamomegdo, iseTi zarmacia, magram arminda, mere Cemze iWoraon, gaagdoo,rac unda iyos, umcrosi daa... _ daqo-qili saTamaSo TagviviT veRar gaCer-da ufrosi da.

_ marTla? _ elisabed-lim ange-linas Sexeda. moxuci Wers ise uyureb-da, TiTqos araferi esmoda.

_ wamodi, geyofa, _ serafimam jerlurji kabis kalTa CamouqaCa angeli-nas, mere fexis wverebze aiwia, mklavimouCqmita.

_ kargi, ho, movdivar isedac. aqyvelaferi kargadaa. magram iqneb...iqneb tkbileuli mainc... _ awuwundaangelina, mere elisabed-lis gauRimada Tvali mxiarulad Caukra.

elisabed-lis mxolod maTi gasvli-sas gaaxsenda Caisvardebiani qiSmirisTavSali da aivanze gavarda:

_ angelinaa! angelinaa! _ yviro-da da TavSals iqnevda, Tumca arc ezo-Si da arc quCaze Cami-Cumi ar ismodada arc moxucebi Candnen. TiTqos arcaravin gasula saxlidan.

* * *swored im wuTas, roca axalgazrda

mamakacma elisabed-li aivnidanSemoiyvana, oTaxis limonis simwvanegaskda da yviTeli nayofi kvercxujre-diviT gamoityorcna gareT.

nukri fircxalavas naxatebi

lela cucqiriZe

ambavi, rogorc namdvili

da da modioda, pasuxis gacema ki Za-lian uWirda. vinc pasuxobda, isegaurkvevlad elaparakeboda, azri arhqonda, magram mainc ikiTxa:_ suls ver vxedavT?

_ vera, Cemo biWo, suli usxeuloa.is Tavad aris yvela sxeulSi.

_ Tu mainc ver vxedavT, rogor Sei-Zleba, Seicvalos? iseTi darCeso,rogoric axla ariso, da, ra vici,rogoria axla? rogor unda gaxdes sx-vanairi, Tu ar Cans? mgoni, es suliTqven moigoneT da, gindaT, momatyuoT.

_ ara, dobi! ubralod, ZalianrTul SekiTxvebs misvam da miWirs pa-suxis gacema. Sevecdebi, agixsna da,rasac getyvi, kidev erTxel gTxov, ardaiviwyo! didi adamiani rom gaxdebi,mere mixvdebi yvelafers, razec axlavlaparakobT. adamianebi ibadebianCvilebi da nel-nela izrdebian. ukvedidebs uCndebaT naoWebi da berdebi-an. asevea sulic _ Tavidan is patarabavSviviT miamiturad sufTaa, magramadamianebis gadadgmuli nabijebi masacuCens naoWebs. isic iseve maxinjdeba,rogorc CaRrmavebuli xazebi saxis na-kvTebze. Tu Tqven janmrTeli cxovre-bis wesiT icxovrebT da sxeulsgaufrTxildebiT, gvian daberdebiT!icode, sulic gvian daWkneba, Tuki ad-amianebi masze izruneben!

bevrs ecada, magram mainc veraferigaigo dobim _ albaT, marTla pataraiyo da, rom gaizrdeboda, gaigebda.didma adamianebma xom yvelaferi ician,rac unda ikiTxo. isic gaxdeba didi daisic yvelafers mixvdeba. ise wamovida,eras arc ki damSvidobebia, daaviwydafiqrebSi wasuls... Tavdaxrili gauyvapatara biWi biliks qoxebisken. gzaSi kiuazrod iTvlida nabijebs ocamde damere isev Tavidan iwyebda: erTi, ori,sami...

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